WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.480 I'm very excited to have my next guest for the 2 00:00:02.560 --> 00:00:10.439 Private Talk After Dark episode, Miss Samantha Saint on the couch. Hey, Hello, welcome, 3 00:00:10.599 --> 00:00:13.960 Miss Samantha Saint. Thank you for having me, Thank you 4 00:00:14.119 --> 00:00:16.719 for coming on the Private Talk Couch. I'm excited. It's 5 00:00:16.760 --> 00:00:18.920 been a long time since I've seen your beautiful face, 6 00:00:19.440 --> 00:00:21.519 you know, even though with the pandemic, even that, I 7 00:00:21.519 --> 00:00:23.640 don't remember the last time I've actually seen you. So 8 00:00:23.719 --> 00:00:25.440 I feel like you've been hiding under a rock. I 9 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:27.960 wanted to get that rock and push it aside and 10 00:00:28.079 --> 00:00:30.519 let Private Talk listeners and your fans as well know 11 00:00:30.559 --> 00:00:32.719 what you've been up to. What's been going on with you? 12 00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:36.359 What's all the new stuff, the bad stuff, the great stuff. 13 00:00:36.799 --> 00:00:38.759 What do you have going on a lot of things. 14 00:00:39.240 --> 00:00:41.679 It has been a long time since I've seen you. 15 00:00:41.880 --> 00:00:43.679 Yeah, I feel like I want to say at least 16 00:00:43.679 --> 00:00:46.520 I'll say safely five years. Absolutely, but it's like, I 17 00:00:46.600 --> 00:00:49.079 see that's a safe number. Yeah, that's pretty spot on. 18 00:00:49.640 --> 00:00:54.320 I would say, since I've kind of removed myself from 19 00:00:54.320 --> 00:00:56.439 the industry for a little bit, it's probably been about 20 00:00:56.479 --> 00:00:57.520 twenty fifteen. 21 00:00:57.920 --> 00:01:00.359 Okay, so you say removed yourself, does that mean you 22 00:01:00.399 --> 00:01:04.040 actually officially retired. You just moved away, You like just 23 00:01:04.079 --> 00:01:07.079 stopped doing anything like what is removed me to private 24 00:01:07.079 --> 00:01:08.079 talk listeners out there, to. 25 00:01:08.120 --> 00:01:11.159 Private talk listeners out there, I had an incident. A 26 00:01:11.200 --> 00:01:14.439 hookah fell over onto me. Things were great. I was 27 00:01:14.560 --> 00:01:17.200 fresh out of a contract with Wicked. I was excited 28 00:01:17.319 --> 00:01:21.599 looking to shoot with multiple companies, and you know, after 29 00:01:21.640 --> 00:01:23.519 one of the award shows, I went to a hook lounge. 30 00:01:23.560 --> 00:01:24.439 The hookah fell on me. 31 00:01:24.680 --> 00:01:28.599 I got really badly burned, so it kind of put 32 00:01:28.640 --> 00:01:29.680 my career on pause. 33 00:01:29.959 --> 00:01:33.760 It's not it wasn't nice. You burned your like lady parts. 34 00:01:34.079 --> 00:01:36.840 Well, I wasn't wearing underwear. So the hookah was the 35 00:01:36.879 --> 00:01:39.840 couch was lower than the table. Say this is the table, Okay, 36 00:01:39.879 --> 00:01:43.159 we'll tie her up. Huge hookah way too many people around. 37 00:01:43.359 --> 00:01:44.959 It got entangled on someone's foot. 38 00:01:44.959 --> 00:01:45.280 I don't know. 39 00:01:45.319 --> 00:01:48.599 There's a lot going on, fell over onto me. The 40 00:01:48.640 --> 00:01:51.680 embers like fell into my crotch air a little lady bits, 41 00:01:51.799 --> 00:01:53.959 and then I went to address myself and the huge 42 00:01:54.079 --> 00:01:56.040 coal actually ended up underneath my. 43 00:01:56.000 --> 00:01:58.920 Ass third degree burns. It was awful. 44 00:01:59.040 --> 00:02:01.799 I ended up at the burning it downtown actually like 45 00:02:01.879 --> 00:02:05.480 for debreements on my ass so if you notice that 46 00:02:05.560 --> 00:02:08.520 now on my butt, that's what happened. 47 00:02:08.719 --> 00:02:10.400 It's hard. I'm assuming this is why. 48 00:02:10.479 --> 00:02:13.080 Yeah, yeah, so you know, it just put me in 49 00:02:13.120 --> 00:02:17.080 a situation to take a step back and kind of reevaluate. 50 00:02:17.199 --> 00:02:19.280 I knew that I always wanted to have a family 51 00:02:19.439 --> 00:02:22.360 and do that, but it was never the right time. 52 00:02:22.639 --> 00:02:25.520 Like I was always busy in dancing and traveling. 53 00:02:25.159 --> 00:02:27.039 Because you were you were currently, you were married when 54 00:02:27.039 --> 00:02:28.759 you were in the business prior too, so it's not 55 00:02:28.800 --> 00:02:30.680 like you didn't have like a family per se, but 56 00:02:30.719 --> 00:02:33.520 you wanted to do the family life right. So I 57 00:02:33.560 --> 00:02:34.000 knew that I. 58 00:02:34.039 --> 00:02:38.039 Always wanted that, but putting it into place and make your. 59 00:02:37.919 --> 00:02:41.039 Career first too, And you're like, yeah, it's fast paced. 60 00:02:41.039 --> 00:02:42.400 Its stuff kept. 61 00:02:42.240 --> 00:02:43.879 Coming up, and like I want to do this, I 62 00:02:43.919 --> 00:02:45.800 want to do that, I want to travel here, and 63 00:02:45.840 --> 00:02:48.360 it just was never quite the perfect time. 64 00:02:48.479 --> 00:02:50.000 So is that why you Is that what you did 65 00:02:50.080 --> 00:02:53.840 during your break? I did? Yeah, I decided to get 66 00:02:53.879 --> 00:02:57.439 my IUD taken out, and you know, I had a 67 00:02:57.520 --> 00:02:59.599 nice little bandage on my ass and hopped on top 68 00:02:59.639 --> 00:03:01.400 and got that the first try. So I just have 69 00:03:01.520 --> 00:03:05.159 to believe it meant to be. Everything happens for the reasons. 70 00:03:05.199 --> 00:03:07.960 Unfortunate that you had to earn to like in those things. 71 00:03:07.960 --> 00:03:10.120 But you know, I'm a believer of like things are. 72 00:03:10.199 --> 00:03:12.479 You know, things happened for a reason, absolutely, and it's 73 00:03:12.479 --> 00:03:14.400 you know, it's unfortunate obviously, Like I said that, the 74 00:03:14.439 --> 00:03:17.360 incidents of how severe it would go through, but sometimes 75 00:03:17.360 --> 00:03:19.680 we need a pause button unfortunately, like the pandemic or 76 00:03:19.719 --> 00:03:21.520 like whatever. Things like that that kind of made people 77 00:03:21.599 --> 00:03:23.599 kind of sit still to kind of evaluate what was 78 00:03:23.639 --> 00:03:26.479 going on. My personal life was definitely. 79 00:03:26.599 --> 00:03:28.719 I think it's fair to say that it was off balance, 80 00:03:28.840 --> 00:03:32.479 and I think that happening brought everything back into balance. 81 00:03:32.520 --> 00:03:34.400 So it's definitely because you were in the industry at 82 00:03:34.439 --> 00:03:37.319 your husband, not like you being in the industry or well, 83 00:03:37.319 --> 00:03:39.080 that wasn't that wasn't it at all. 84 00:03:39.120 --> 00:03:43.000 I think I just neither of us realized that how 85 00:03:43.080 --> 00:03:45.400 often gets to it. It really was like he was 86 00:03:45.400 --> 00:03:47.680 so focused on work and I was so focused on mine. 87 00:03:47.879 --> 00:03:49.800 But y'all aren't giving to each other. You were just right, 88 00:03:49.879 --> 00:03:51.719 we're existing and. 89 00:03:51.199 --> 00:03:53.560 Our thing and grinding out that la life, you know, 90 00:03:53.800 --> 00:03:56.120 like you get caught up in it sometimes and not 91 00:03:56.159 --> 00:03:57.680 saying that it was a bad thing or a bad 92 00:03:57.680 --> 00:04:00.319 phase in our life. But I'm very grateful for what 93 00:04:00.439 --> 00:04:02.479 happened and how it happened, even though it took a 94 00:04:02.560 --> 00:04:04.759 couple of years to see it that way. You know, 95 00:04:04.800 --> 00:04:07.199 there's a bigger plan, so it for sure. 96 00:04:07.039 --> 00:04:09.159 Well, I'm happy for you. That's you know. It's it's 97 00:04:09.159 --> 00:04:11.879 sometimes you see people go away you don't know what's 98 00:04:11.919 --> 00:04:13.639 going on, But she's not like you. Definitely like when 99 00:04:13.639 --> 00:04:16.279 away spress by social media, you can't really like disappear, 100 00:04:16.519 --> 00:04:19.199 so people really start to think, like, oh, is she alive, Like, yeah, 101 00:04:19.240 --> 00:04:21.120 I'm alive. I'm just leaving my life kind of thing. Yeah, 102 00:04:21.120 --> 00:04:23.120 But you know, it's cool to see the evolution and 103 00:04:23.279 --> 00:04:25.639 like the growth of like seeing you from five years ago, 104 00:04:25.720 --> 00:04:27.959 let's say, and like to now is I feel like 105 00:04:28.040 --> 00:04:30.240 sometimes and not that you weren't a humble person. I 106 00:04:30.360 --> 00:04:33.120 just think that with life and chaotics and being in 107 00:04:33.199 --> 00:04:35.360 the business and being so new to things as well, 108 00:04:35.399 --> 00:04:37.800 and sometimes we don't know what direction is going, so 109 00:04:37.920 --> 00:04:40.079 it's just like you're just kind of go whichever one. Yeah, 110 00:04:40.120 --> 00:04:42.240 And sometimes it's here good and sometimes it's bad, and 111 00:04:42.319 --> 00:04:44.800 sometimes it's just it's nothing. It's just lessons of what 112 00:04:44.879 --> 00:04:46.560 it is. But you know, that's that's cool. Sometimes we 113 00:04:46.639 --> 00:04:48.639 need a little step back moment to kind of get 114 00:04:48.680 --> 00:04:50.560 what it is. But again, it doesn't take away your 115 00:04:50.560 --> 00:04:53.279 sexy You're still a beautiful mom, you know, and all 116 00:04:53.319 --> 00:04:55.759 those things. Is that now, it's like you're still furthering 117 00:04:55.800 --> 00:04:58.120 your career. So you're doing what are you actively doing? 118 00:04:58.160 --> 00:05:00.519 Are you shooting movies again? Are only working for yourself? 119 00:05:00.600 --> 00:05:02.480 What are you currently doing? Well? 120 00:05:02.920 --> 00:05:06.040 I you know, I think it's taken some time to 121 00:05:07.839 --> 00:05:09.720 I don't know what the right word words to say. 122 00:05:09.759 --> 00:05:12.040 I guess it's like to accept being a mom and 123 00:05:12.120 --> 00:05:14.439 still being able to be sexual and it not being 124 00:05:14.519 --> 00:05:15.600 a shameful thing. 125 00:05:15.720 --> 00:05:18.160 It's taken some time to realize that I'm still am. 126 00:05:18.279 --> 00:05:20.759 Has that been an issue for you? Yeah? 127 00:05:20.800 --> 00:05:23.000 I think in my own mind, just trying to navigate 128 00:05:23.079 --> 00:05:26.040 who I am as that new person or that new 129 00:05:26.199 --> 00:05:30.240 role and being comfortable in my skin and you know, 130 00:05:31.600 --> 00:05:33.720 growing in ways that you know you haven't seen your 131 00:05:33.759 --> 00:05:36.040 body do that before. So it's just different in learning 132 00:05:36.399 --> 00:05:38.000 to love yourself all over again. I feel like I 133 00:05:38.079 --> 00:05:40.240 had to get to that place where I was comfortable 134 00:05:40.279 --> 00:05:43.439 in my own skin before I can make myself vulnerable again. 135 00:05:44.360 --> 00:05:49.160 Just time, and I think really focusing on my mental 136 00:05:49.240 --> 00:05:51.439 health and my well being and taking care of myself. 137 00:05:51.560 --> 00:05:53.519 Yoga is a huge part of my life too, and 138 00:05:53.720 --> 00:05:56.439 just being physically fit and taking care of my body, 139 00:05:56.519 --> 00:06:00.519 and that helps up here in return. If good here 140 00:06:00.759 --> 00:06:02.839 and then I can make everyone feel good. 141 00:06:02.720 --> 00:06:05.879 Here literally and figure itatively all at the same time. No, 142 00:06:06.079 --> 00:06:07.959 that's good. I mean it's awareness, you know what I mean. 143 00:06:08.040 --> 00:06:10.439 For me, it's like I'm myself of you know, doing 144 00:06:10.639 --> 00:06:13.079 you know, self work. It's like I say, embodiment work 145 00:06:13.079 --> 00:06:15.160 as well. With myself is like we're always evolving as 146 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:17.120 humans as we get older, and things that we've had 147 00:06:17.160 --> 00:06:18.519 in the past and things we want to deal with, 148 00:06:18.600 --> 00:06:20.040 things that we don't want to deal with. But it's 149 00:06:20.079 --> 00:06:22.399 also about figuring out our place, like what's the next 150 00:06:22.639 --> 00:06:23.959 am I? What am I going to do? What am 151 00:06:23.959 --> 00:06:26.560 I comfortable doing? You know? Because myself too is I 152 00:06:26.720 --> 00:06:28.519 you know, I was married at one time and I 153 00:06:28.680 --> 00:06:30.560 wanted a family and I wanted those things. But I 154 00:06:30.600 --> 00:06:33.000 also too is the struggle of what do I feel 155 00:06:33.000 --> 00:06:35.040 comfortable coming back in the camera? Am I going to 156 00:06:35.079 --> 00:06:37.160 feel comfortable coming back in the camera? All those things 157 00:06:37.199 --> 00:06:39.000 you just don't know until you're actually in it. But 158 00:06:39.120 --> 00:06:40.560 now you're in it. So it's like, you know, at 159 00:06:40.560 --> 00:06:42.519 the same time, it's like you just have to the 160 00:06:42.560 --> 00:06:45.040 same things love yourself. You know, you're still the same person, 161 00:06:45.319 --> 00:06:47.680 you know, having you're just more of you know, more 162 00:06:47.879 --> 00:06:49.639 of a loving person because you have these you know, 163 00:06:49.680 --> 00:06:51.759 beautiful children that you have and that you produce, and 164 00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:54.000 knowing that you're such a strong woman and that you 165 00:06:54.040 --> 00:06:55.920 can do evenything if you've given birth to you know 166 00:06:56.000 --> 00:06:57.800 what I mean, Like that's a big accomplishment, you know 167 00:06:57.800 --> 00:07:00.120 what I mean, So kudos to you, you know what 168 00:07:00.120 --> 00:07:01.319 I mean, Like that's a big thing. A lot of 169 00:07:01.319 --> 00:07:04.279 people don't realize what that really is is you're bringing 170 00:07:04.399 --> 00:07:06.160 life to the world, you know what I mean, and 171 00:07:06.759 --> 00:07:08.560 not to you know, go overboard. But it's just one 172 00:07:08.560 --> 00:07:10.920 of those things that you forget how beautiful of a 173 00:07:11.000 --> 00:07:12.680 thing that is, right, you know what I mean. And 174 00:07:12.800 --> 00:07:15.399 it's just like pouring love back into yourself. You know. 175 00:07:16.079 --> 00:07:19.120 Yeah, so I you know, now I'm actually a mama too. 176 00:07:19.279 --> 00:07:23.079 This is you know, a new chapter as well. But 177 00:07:23.160 --> 00:07:23.680 I figure out. 178 00:07:23.680 --> 00:07:26.240 I feel like after the second pregnancy, I was able 179 00:07:26.319 --> 00:07:27.199 to embrace it more. 180 00:07:27.480 --> 00:07:29.240 I knew more what to you know, it was going 181 00:07:29.279 --> 00:07:31.199 on like you knew what your body kind of had done, 182 00:07:31.279 --> 00:07:32.879 what you could do, like what's going on. 183 00:07:33.079 --> 00:07:35.199 And it was harder to get pregnant the second time too, 184 00:07:35.279 --> 00:07:36.800 So I don't know if that's what took. 185 00:07:37.240 --> 00:07:40.399 You could just hop on and get it done this time. Girlfriend, No, 186 00:07:40.600 --> 00:07:42.240 I had to go through IVF and it was a 187 00:07:42.279 --> 00:07:42.680 whole thing. 188 00:07:42.759 --> 00:07:46.040 And that was actually during COVID, and you know it 189 00:07:46.199 --> 00:07:48.639 was it was a big deal and a big struggle, 190 00:07:49.680 --> 00:07:51.439 and once it finally happened, you know, it was a 191 00:07:51.519 --> 00:07:54.199 huge accomplishment. So it's like you're appreciated even more. 192 00:07:54.360 --> 00:07:57.439 Reward is so much bigger than like, you know, what happened. 193 00:07:57.680 --> 00:08:01.480 Yeah, So you know, just accomplishing all of those things 194 00:08:01.600 --> 00:08:04.000 and then being so happy to finally be pregnant, like 195 00:08:04.079 --> 00:08:07.399 you really truly appreciate it. And now like I've am 196 00:08:07.439 --> 00:08:09.279 working on my body and I feel good. I'm like, wait, 197 00:08:09.319 --> 00:08:10.560 I'm still that sexual person. 198 00:08:10.720 --> 00:08:13.720 She's still here too, and so mama still needs to 199 00:08:13.759 --> 00:08:16.560 get fucked, Okay. Mama likes to be in a dirty 200 00:08:16.600 --> 00:08:20.120 mommy so you know, slutty mommy. I like it when 201 00:08:20.120 --> 00:08:22.600 the kids go, you know, to see slutty mommy comes 202 00:08:22.680 --> 00:08:27.439 to play. Hey, yeah, I like it. Zaddy come get it. So, yeah, 203 00:08:28.120 --> 00:08:31.040 well ring for that. I mean, that's also something new 204 00:08:31.120 --> 00:08:32.679 for you as well, I'm sure. And so it's you know, 205 00:08:32.720 --> 00:08:34.200 it's one of those things that people need to talk 206 00:08:34.279 --> 00:08:36.919 more about because it's it's your it's your journey, and 207 00:08:37.039 --> 00:08:38.519 there's something that you can do about it other than 208 00:08:38.559 --> 00:08:39.679 just go through it, you know what I mean. And 209 00:08:39.720 --> 00:08:42.440 it's awesome to kind of like see those boundaries of 210 00:08:42.519 --> 00:08:44.600 what you're allowing yourself to do and like the levels 211 00:08:44.639 --> 00:08:46.600 of continuing to You're still you know, you can still 212 00:08:46.639 --> 00:08:48.159 do a career, you can still have the things that 213 00:08:48.240 --> 00:08:50.399 you want to do. So what is your comfort level 214 00:08:50.480 --> 00:08:52.039 of what is going on in your only fans? Are 215 00:08:52.120 --> 00:08:54.240 you working for other active companies or is it just 216 00:08:54.360 --> 00:08:55.000 only fans. 217 00:08:55.320 --> 00:08:57.600 Right now, I've only been focusing on my only fans. 218 00:08:57.639 --> 00:09:00.120 I feel like I have control of those angles of 219 00:09:00.240 --> 00:09:03.639 my body and what the viewers see. But I definitely 220 00:09:03.720 --> 00:09:06.879 have goals within the industry. Still, I'm not the performer 221 00:09:06.960 --> 00:09:09.159 that's like, you know, I only want to do OnlyFans. 222 00:09:09.279 --> 00:09:12.759 I miss shooting for companies. I miss the glitz and 223 00:09:12.799 --> 00:09:14.639 the glamor of all of it, to be honest, you know, 224 00:09:14.799 --> 00:09:17.360 I'm sure you're understand I definitely understand. For me, it's like, 225 00:09:17.399 --> 00:09:19.360 you know, I definitely haven't been in the industry. I 226 00:09:19.399 --> 00:09:22.759 haven't shot film in at least four or five years. 227 00:09:22.799 --> 00:09:24.200 But with the same thing being said, it's it's not 228 00:09:24.519 --> 00:09:26.679 hard to understand the level of what it was. It's 229 00:09:26.759 --> 00:09:28.840 for me is if I was in the same situation 230 00:09:28.960 --> 00:09:30.960 as you and me wanting to shoot. You know, For me, 231 00:09:31.000 --> 00:09:33.879 I'm just evolved in what I'm doing something differently, but 232 00:09:34.120 --> 00:09:37.240 and the same thing is I miss this. I liked 233 00:09:37.320 --> 00:09:40.080 being for other you know, with other companies as well, 234 00:09:40.120 --> 00:09:41.679 because you know, they not only lift you up and 235 00:09:41.759 --> 00:09:42.799 to get you other things. 236 00:09:42.840 --> 00:09:45.480 It's more awareness. And I liked having, you know, I 237 00:09:45.639 --> 00:09:48.919 was contracted. You liked having the like, the like the 238 00:09:49.000 --> 00:09:51.960 responsibility for certain you know, like not I prefer yourself 239 00:09:52.000 --> 00:09:53.639 because you always do, but you know, just for another 240 00:09:53.720 --> 00:09:56.799 person's work. Yeah, I mean that they well they hype 241 00:09:56.840 --> 00:09:58.759 you up. Yeah, they like rely on you to be 242 00:09:58.799 --> 00:10:01.000 like you're representing something. You know, It's cool, it's fun 243 00:10:01.039 --> 00:10:03.639 and I definitely had enjoyed my career and I didn't 244 00:10:03.679 --> 00:10:06.320 get really the contract thing until later on and the 245 00:10:06.720 --> 00:10:08.519 kind of thing. But for me, it's like the like 246 00:10:08.639 --> 00:10:11.519 every step that I took was definitely I wouldn't take 247 00:10:11.559 --> 00:10:13.600 it back at all, absolutely, you know what I mean. 248 00:10:13.639 --> 00:10:15.440 So if I had was going in now and only 249 00:10:15.480 --> 00:10:17.080 fans are such a big thing, I think I still 250 00:10:17.200 --> 00:10:19.240 too would still be doing that as well, because it's 251 00:10:19.279 --> 00:10:21.440 just something that I feel like kind of fuels your 252 00:10:21.480 --> 00:10:23.399 brand as well and keeps your the momentum of what 253 00:10:23.519 --> 00:10:26.080 you're like that to Choo train keep going, put all 254 00:10:26.120 --> 00:10:31.200 your eggs and multiple basket and multiple trains, all the trains, 255 00:10:31.320 --> 00:10:35.159 and you're gonna get trained city BA train train. Yeah. 256 00:10:35.360 --> 00:10:37.799 So I mean I definitely have goals for myself too. 257 00:10:38.039 --> 00:10:41.360 I you know, I've been in Penthouse, I've been in Hustler. 258 00:10:41.600 --> 00:10:44.120 I had to turn down Penthouse part of the year 259 00:10:44.240 --> 00:10:45.759 and that still. 260 00:10:45.600 --> 00:10:48.039 Makes me sad. Why did you have to try to? 261 00:10:48.200 --> 00:10:50.080 I have literally signed with Wicked the day before they 262 00:10:50.120 --> 00:10:50.759 offered it to me. 263 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:53.080 Yeah, That's that's one of those things where it's like 264 00:10:53.360 --> 00:10:56.080 contracts are great, but then you're like, fuck what I do. 265 00:10:56.240 --> 00:10:58.879 I would have done it one day before. Literally the 266 00:10:58.960 --> 00:11:00.879 next day it was either the day of or the 267 00:11:01.039 --> 00:11:03.279 very next day, and I was like, no, hey, but 268 00:11:03.399 --> 00:11:05.519 it's always come back. They're still I would love to. 269 00:11:05.759 --> 00:11:07.960 I would love to. I just like, so that is 270 00:11:08.039 --> 00:11:11.080 that a goal? So what are other some accolades out there? 271 00:11:11.120 --> 00:11:13.879 Let's start manifesting and thing about there, Samantha, Let's do it. 272 00:11:14.000 --> 00:11:14.679 Let's do it together. 273 00:11:14.879 --> 00:11:18.200 I would love to shoot for Penthouse the magazine again. 274 00:11:18.440 --> 00:11:21.279 I just I've always loved getting the covers, the centerfolds. 275 00:11:21.360 --> 00:11:23.120 I've you know, done quite a bit. 276 00:11:23.080 --> 00:11:26.639 For Hustler, this Penthouse, this is which wants Penthouse and Hustler. 277 00:11:26.720 --> 00:11:29.399 I want to do those again, get more covers and centerfolds. 278 00:11:31.399 --> 00:11:35.759 I really enjoy hosting like expos, sexpos, like all that 279 00:11:35.879 --> 00:11:38.840 kind of stuff, like being with the people, seeing them 280 00:11:38.879 --> 00:11:40.919 face to face, doing the conventions. 281 00:11:42.240 --> 00:11:44.360 So you want to sign up conventions or you want 282 00:11:44.360 --> 00:11:45.360 to Yeah, okay. 283 00:11:45.799 --> 00:11:47.759 I miss all that interaction with our fans. 284 00:11:47.840 --> 00:11:50.799 I do. Yeah. So there's nothing there's not that means 285 00:11:50.799 --> 00:11:53.799 that's very easily obtainable to do. It's just wanting to 286 00:11:53.799 --> 00:11:55.240 get yourself out there too, you know what I mean. 287 00:11:55.320 --> 00:11:57.480 It's like now ripping off the band aid, because like 288 00:11:57.639 --> 00:11:59.960 right now it's like for me, it's like I love 289 00:12:00.159 --> 00:12:02.919 all those things great too, but I'm a little terrified 290 00:12:02.960 --> 00:12:05.240 to go and too A convention. Right now, I'm very 291 00:12:05.399 --> 00:12:07.759 personal with my fans, and I don't want them to 292 00:12:08.039 --> 00:12:10.000 think that I don't like them, because I love them, 293 00:12:10.320 --> 00:12:11.840 But I also want to be like, I don't know 294 00:12:11.919 --> 00:12:13.799 where you've been, and I don't know what's going on 295 00:12:14.039 --> 00:12:16.919 or where I've got questions and may sue after tequila too, 296 00:12:16.960 --> 00:12:19.519 I won't, but right now I have a question. But 297 00:12:19.639 --> 00:12:20.960 you know, the all those things, that's where it's like, 298 00:12:21.120 --> 00:12:23.320 So I just don't put myself on that yet until 299 00:12:23.480 --> 00:12:25.080 you know for myself. You know that's so that's the thing. 300 00:12:25.120 --> 00:12:26.960 It's like, you easily could do that. You know, you 301 00:12:27.240 --> 00:12:29.440 have a you know, a name in this industry. People 302 00:12:29.519 --> 00:12:31.519 know who you are. Your fans would be lining up 303 00:12:31.600 --> 00:12:33.720 at your booth as well. I mean, girl, you have 304 00:12:33.759 --> 00:12:36.279 an only fans now, people have subscriptions. I'm sure you 305 00:12:36.559 --> 00:12:38.320 don't cut yourself out. I think that people you know, 306 00:12:38.399 --> 00:12:40.399 sometimes because you've been maybe stepped away a little bit, 307 00:12:40.679 --> 00:12:43.240 maybe not realize that, but they're definitely there. You just 308 00:12:43.360 --> 00:12:45.200 gotta wake them up and be like, hey, this bitch 309 00:12:45.320 --> 00:12:47.879 is here. Okay, it's sextually, bitch is here. She's back, 310 00:12:47.960 --> 00:12:50.000 she's better than ever. You have a new you know 311 00:12:50.080 --> 00:12:51.799 set an outlook on things. That doesn't mean that you're 312 00:12:51.840 --> 00:12:54.039 not as sexy as you were before. You're just at 313 00:12:54.080 --> 00:12:56.559 even more a little bit more tamed sexy. 314 00:12:57.080 --> 00:13:00.679 Okay, Yeah, now I'm officially a molf so milf City. 315 00:13:00.840 --> 00:13:02.039 So is that the laptime title? 316 00:13:02.240 --> 00:13:04.320 Is that what you want to? Like? Target that milk? 317 00:13:05.559 --> 00:13:07.360 I mean, what else am I going to be? I'm 318 00:13:07.399 --> 00:13:09.120 not a little teen bopper. 319 00:13:09.879 --> 00:13:14.000 I mean, this is true. You can't be if you're not. 320 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:17.320 I mean, I like it. I mean that's just I'm 321 00:13:17.360 --> 00:13:19.039 just saying. But like you know, there's people who come 322 00:13:19.120 --> 00:13:21.679 back and go for that thing only maybe that should 323 00:13:21.720 --> 00:13:23.519 that should be your comeback. Maybe try to look to 324 00:13:23.559 --> 00:13:25.120 be the Miss Cougar of the Year. 325 00:13:25.360 --> 00:13:26.279 Yeah, I'm all about it. 326 00:13:26.440 --> 00:13:28.240 Let's do it. I really want to painting here. At 327 00:13:28.320 --> 00:13:31.279 private talk after dark, we hear Samantha saying we're gonna, 328 00:13:31.480 --> 00:13:33.480 you know, we're gonna campaign for Cougar of the Year and. 329 00:13:33.919 --> 00:13:35.159 The year is not even We're gonna make it. 330 00:13:35.159 --> 00:13:37.360 We're gonna make this. If not, we're gonna have twork towers. 331 00:13:37.360 --> 00:13:40.279 We're gonna come up with our own awards, won't be biased, 332 00:13:40.440 --> 00:13:43.559 but we'll have other nominees hopefully I'm the only one 333 00:13:43.639 --> 00:13:45.600 in the category, so I'm definitely gonna put But I 334 00:13:45.679 --> 00:13:47.559 think that that's not a bad thing, especially if you're 335 00:13:47.559 --> 00:13:48.919 embracing it where you are, you know what I mean. 336 00:13:48.960 --> 00:13:50.720 People grow up and you've had it, you know, two 337 00:13:50.799 --> 00:13:52.360 years is in a horror, I mean like a big 338 00:13:52.559 --> 00:13:54.679 gap of time. But for you, where you're in your 339 00:13:54.759 --> 00:13:56.840 life is you know what I mean? Because people people 340 00:13:56.879 --> 00:13:58.720 are milks that are mills on the movies that aren't 341 00:13:58.720 --> 00:13:59.759 even MILFs, you know what I'm saying. 342 00:13:59.840 --> 00:14:01.759 So I've got that title before I had kids. It's like, 343 00:14:01.799 --> 00:14:03.279 wait a second, what I didn't have? 344 00:14:03.559 --> 00:14:06.639 That's why this is why for me, the title in 345 00:14:06.840 --> 00:14:09.720 labeling really irks me. So I'm like, but if you're 346 00:14:09.720 --> 00:14:12.000 all in, then you're all in. Because like with Lisa Ann, 347 00:14:12.120 --> 00:14:14.039 Lisa Anne did a thing where she when she came back, 348 00:14:14.159 --> 00:14:16.440 she was like the milk like it was a milk thing. 349 00:14:16.600 --> 00:14:18.480 Julia Anne the same way where it was it was 350 00:14:18.519 --> 00:14:20.600 different parts of her their career, which was cool because 351 00:14:20.600 --> 00:14:21.919 it was a different brand, you know what I mean. 352 00:14:22.120 --> 00:14:23.600 So that's why I was like, if that's an ambraz 353 00:14:24.080 --> 00:14:26.879 what I am, you know, let's go for Milf City. 354 00:14:27.039 --> 00:14:29.519 Let do it. I really want to shoot for Joels 355 00:14:29.559 --> 00:14:32.639 again too. I love him, Julie candy Man, I'm sure, 356 00:14:32.799 --> 00:14:34.799 I'm sure you have his number. Tell him he'll do it. 357 00:14:35.200 --> 00:14:36.399 Yeah, I was textingo with him earlier. 358 00:14:36.559 --> 00:14:38.759 Yeah, he'll totally do it. Candy Man is like, I 359 00:14:38.879 --> 00:14:43.159 call Candy many for this, probably hate me. Why didn't 360 00:14:43.159 --> 00:14:46.440 you get that nicknames? Because have you ever looked at 361 00:14:46.480 --> 00:14:49.799 his fridge? He's like, he's like, will you walk in 362 00:14:49.879 --> 00:14:52.559 the chocolate factory? He likes every chocolate. He's from Hershey, 363 00:14:52.559 --> 00:14:55.799 Pennsylvania and gets in hers she bar sent into him, 364 00:14:55.919 --> 00:14:58.879 Like how more richie rich can he be? Like I did? True, 365 00:14:59.039 --> 00:15:01.120 he's one of my favorite. We're actually like we have 366 00:15:01.200 --> 00:15:03.799 the same birthday, so we're like the female male version 367 00:15:03.840 --> 00:15:05.759 of each other. I feel like I'm the more manly one, 368 00:15:05.799 --> 00:15:09.759 of course, but but in ways of like like how 369 00:15:09.799 --> 00:15:11.440 we are, like why he lets me pick on him 370 00:15:11.480 --> 00:15:13.639 and like I'm like, we're it's very playful. But he's 371 00:15:14.000 --> 00:15:16.519 a great human. But yeah, he's there, definitely. It always. 372 00:15:16.879 --> 00:15:18.399 He's like ahead of his time, where it's like he 373 00:15:18.559 --> 00:15:21.279 knows what sells, and you obviously wi you sell. You 374 00:15:21.440 --> 00:15:23.360 burrow out his booth before you had a fucking big 375 00:15:23.399 --> 00:15:25.600 ass picture. I was up there to girl like we 376 00:15:25.720 --> 00:15:29.320 were blown up. I love it, Julie. Julie likes, you know, 377 00:15:29.519 --> 00:15:32.519 like to please the ladies. I have a lot of names. 378 00:15:32.519 --> 00:15:37.240 It's candy Man, Julie. What funny is like for me 379 00:15:37.440 --> 00:15:39.440 is like when I've been around industry girls because Jewels 380 00:15:39.559 --> 00:15:41.399 Jordan for those of you who don't know who candy 381 00:15:41.480 --> 00:15:46.120 Man is aka White Chocolate aka Julie. But so i 382 00:15:46.120 --> 00:15:47.799 would be around like the people and the girls, and 383 00:15:47.799 --> 00:15:49.639 I'd be like, you talk to Jewels like that, Oh 384 00:15:49.720 --> 00:15:51.759 my god, I'm like yeah, because he's just a person too, 385 00:15:51.919 --> 00:15:53.679 Like he puts his pants on every single day, just 386 00:15:53.799 --> 00:15:56.039 like we do. And he's actually coolest shit if you 387 00:15:56.120 --> 00:15:58.840 talk to him like he's not like some god, the 388 00:15:59.000 --> 00:16:02.080 sex god, and like yeah, you fuck's good. Yeah, Dick 389 00:16:02.240 --> 00:16:04.000 is good though, yes, all of it's great. But that's 390 00:16:04.039 --> 00:16:05.679 what I'm saying. But that's why. But I'm just like 391 00:16:05.799 --> 00:16:07.840 I treat people like people treat me, and he's always 392 00:16:07.840 --> 00:16:09.840 been like, hello, cool, So I always fuck with him 393 00:16:09.879 --> 00:16:12.440 and yeah he lets me so tap tap tap bits 394 00:16:12.559 --> 00:16:14.399 back to work, Julie, because I know you're peeping in 395 00:16:14.519 --> 00:16:17.559 and here, because you know, I always yes, yes, I 396 00:16:17.679 --> 00:16:19.799 definitely like I mean, I definitely don't shoot, but I 397 00:16:19.840 --> 00:16:21.600 definitely would be on stage and be like a fluffer. 398 00:16:21.639 --> 00:16:23.120 I'll be like, you know, the old school. I'll be like, 399 00:16:23.159 --> 00:16:25.080 I just want to watch you know, Oh, I thought 400 00:16:25.080 --> 00:16:26.919 you're gonna get in there, like I mean, I'll fluff 401 00:16:26.919 --> 00:16:28.320