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<v Speaker 1>Meaning a live man like this man letting butterfly flapping

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<v Speaker 1>and wing dig down in the forest. Man, it gonna

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<v Speaker 1>cause a tree fall, letting five thousand miles away. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>nobody seen it.

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<v Speaker 2>Nobody else might see.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't need to know many.

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<v Speaker 3>Luck you followed the other story and.

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<v Speaker 1>You got directed like that. That's wain man. Don't blackly

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<v Speaker 1>dang on the panel man, no matter. Man.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, George Bagby, Welcome back to the Jay Burton Show.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you doing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing great. It's good to be back. Thanks for

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<v Speaker 1>having me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm very excited to have you back. Uh. As

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<v Speaker 2>we were discussing off air, this episode is sort of

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<v Speaker 2>a you know, a continuation or a you know, further

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<v Speaker 2>exploration of what we spoke about last time now several

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<v Speaker 2>months ago. But I assume everyone is familiar with you.

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<v Speaker 2>Obviously will allow time for filling at the end, but

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<v Speaker 2>would you like to introduce our topic for today?

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<v Speaker 1>Indeed, yes, we talked previously about controversies in classical schools

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<v Speaker 1>and some of the priorities there that I found myself

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<v Speaker 1>in conflict with. Initially, it was a great surprise to me.

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<v Speaker 1>The Lady Gaga episode, the controversies about sexual ethics, which

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't think was necessary to go very far into.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought that I had I thought I had the

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<v Speaker 1>parents on my side. Certainly it turned out I didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was more of a There was more of

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<v Speaker 1>an element there of wanting to be respectable and not

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<v Speaker 1>saying controversial things that would get you in trouble with

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<v Speaker 1>the left that I didn't appreciate at that time. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought that we were pushing back against the modern world

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<v Speaker 1>in modest and vague ways. I wasn't there to throw

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<v Speaker 1>bombs or anything. I wasn't trying to stoke any controversy.

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<v Speaker 1>I was paying lip service to basic sexual morality. In

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<v Speaker 1>the context of teaching Dante, one of the things I

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<v Speaker 1>did was I explained the image in Dante of the

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<v Speaker 1>barren sand where the usurers and sodomites were marching around

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<v Speaker 1>tilling barren earth forever in hell, and that this was

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<v Speaker 1>a kind of fraud. And I was explaining the images,

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<v Speaker 1>so the image of usurers, they're making something infertile into

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<v Speaker 1>something fertile. They're turning money which does not naturally reproduce

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<v Speaker 1>like animals and agricultural crops naturally reproduce because of their nature.

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<v Speaker 1>They're turning money into something fruitful, and so they're punished

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<v Speaker 1>in the barren sand that does not bring forth any fruit.

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<v Speaker 1>And likewise, the sodomites are forever running tilling the sand

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<v Speaker 1>with their feet because in their lives they had turned

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<v Speaker 1>something meant to be fruitful, which is sex, into something barren.

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<v Speaker 1>And so we see this kind of thing recapitulated endlessly

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<v Speaker 1>in Dante. You know, the gluttons are constantly eating too

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<v Speaker 1>much and vomiting in Hell, and they're surrounded by rotting

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<v Speaker 1>food and such, and sometimes those images are extremely easy

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<v Speaker 1>to understand, but the barren sand was more complicated, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I went in some length on that to explain

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<v Speaker 1>what Dante meant. It turned out to be. It turned

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<v Speaker 1>out to be very controversial just to explain it. I

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<v Speaker 1>even had my dean come talk to me about it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought that I had won honor for the

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<v Speaker 1>school by going into that. I had even given a

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<v Speaker 1>lecture at a conference about that instruction about teaching sexual

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<v Speaker 1>moras in the context of teaching literature, because it's a

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<v Speaker 1>major element. It's something that everyone's talking about in their

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<v Speaker 1>own time. It's in pol politics, and my whole presentation

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<v Speaker 1>on that occasion was how to do this innocuously and

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<v Speaker 1>also its importance. Funny enough that particular lecture I had

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<v Speaker 1>an interesting member in the audience, Rod Dreyer, was actually there.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it was the very first time I'd ever

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<v Speaker 1>encountered him. But anyway, I after seven years of that

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<v Speaker 1>first teaching job, my contract was not renewed. That was

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<v Speaker 1>a moment of incredible crisis for me because it was

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<v Speaker 1>a reconsideration of teaching as a career. Would I what

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<v Speaker 1>would I do if I wasn't going to teach? And

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<v Speaker 1>I decided to leave the area. I went and took

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<v Speaker 1>another job with someone that I knew and trusted to

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<v Speaker 1>do more or less the same thing, and got myself

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<v Speaker 1>rank in a new school, and I found elements there

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<v Speaker 1>that I was totally accustomed to. Thankfully, it wasn't my

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<v Speaker 1>teaching responsibility, but this was also an interesting element in

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<v Speaker 1>classical schools just generally, the civil rights narrative from the

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen sixties is a particular focus where it doesn't necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>need to be of Martin Luther King's Letter from Birmingham

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<v Speaker 1>Jail has become a standard, and this is taught in

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<v Speaker 1>rhetoric classes. It's not taught in a historical context. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not taught in an American history course, modern history course,

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<v Speaker 1>not necessarily anyway, it's a standard in the rhetoric class.

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<v Speaker 1>So they analyze the argument and it's it's famous and

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<v Speaker 1>intense investigation, and they're working on it rhetorically. They're analyzing

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<v Speaker 1>arguments and such. But it is part of the inflated

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<v Speaker 1>role of Martin Luther King and his legacy, so that

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<v Speaker 1>he is he's taken as a secular saint. And that's

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<v Speaker 1>an element that's very widespread. And I encountered that yet

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<v Speaker 1>again at my new school. Political salvation story, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>a very important American narrative. It figures very large, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think that one of the reasons it's there is

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<v Speaker 1>to win credibility for Christian schools in America. Moreover, it

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<v Speaker 1>is one of the essential beliefs of practically all the

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<v Speaker 1>adults involved in the school. They've they've all that they've

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<v Speaker 1>all put an awful lot of stock into the narrative.

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<v Speaker 1>But that wasn't that wasn't my role at my first

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<v Speaker 1>school or my second school. I never had that on

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<v Speaker 1>my on my syllabus. It wasn't in the classes that

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<v Speaker 1>I taught, but it's interesting to note that that's that's

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<v Speaker 1>a standard, and that that ended up coming back later.

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<v Speaker 1>I was given a special role at my new school.

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<v Speaker 1>I was given the role of reviewing the history curriculum,

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<v Speaker 1>specifically the history curriculum for anti European bias, for the

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<v Speaker 1>needless assaults on European heritage in America in particular. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>that proved to be an extremely challenging assignment because you

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<v Speaker 1>basically just have to go back into old textbooks to

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<v Speaker 1>skirt that kind of narrative. But my work in that

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<v Speaker 1>was not so important as the fact that I was

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<v Speaker 1>given that task. So one of the things I did

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<v Speaker 1>do is I taught modern literature, and particularly American literature.

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<v Speaker 1>I still remember the morning that I began teaching The

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<v Speaker 1>Great Gatsby for the first time, and I went to

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite diner, a really old diner, and had the

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<v Speaker 1>Great Gatsby with me and had my notes in such

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<v Speaker 1>and I and I was reflecting. I think I wrote

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<v Speaker 1>a letter I frequently did when when I went to

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<v Speaker 1>the diner very early in the morning before I taught,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was reflecting on how I felt like I

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<v Speaker 1>had really made it as a teacher that I was

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<v Speaker 1>teaching The Great Gatsby in high school. I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>I had really really achieved a landmark in my career

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<v Speaker 1>by doing that, and that was that was very satisfying.

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<v Speaker 1>But I also taught Flannery O'Connor, who I really love.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a tremendous amount to cover in that class,

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<v Speaker 1>which was a challenge, but we were reading everything that

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<v Speaker 1>rises must converge. So if you don't know this story,

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I was talking to Pete Kenyonez about this

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<v Speaker 1>story just recently and recapitulated the platform. The story involves

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<v Speaker 1>a man named Julian, a young man who's taking his

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<v Speaker 1>mother to the doctor. And his mother has gone through

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<v Speaker 1>all of the sit ins and bus protests and such

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<v Speaker 1>in the South from that period, and she's very worried

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<v Speaker 1>to ride the bus with black people. She's very concerned

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<v Speaker 1>about public transportation, she's concerned about her safety. Made newly relevant,

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<v Speaker 1>perhaps just in recent times. Julian his response to his

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<v Speaker 1>mother is fury and resentment. He hates her scruples and

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<v Speaker 1>for all of her her so called backwards opinions about

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<v Speaker 1>civil rights, which manifest in the short story. She is

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<v Speaker 1>very kind. She's an old woman in poor health. She

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<v Speaker 1>talks to the black people on the bus. She's totally

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<v Speaker 1>respectful to them, though she voices her misgivings with her son.

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<v Speaker 1>She gives a black child a nickel, insists on doing

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<v Speaker 1>so as an emblem of patronage, which the girl's mother

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<v Speaker 1>resents in anger and knocks the nickel out of the

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<v Speaker 1>old woman's hand. But her intentions are all benevolent, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's clear that that's so, whatever her opinions might be,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever we might think of them. The narration is very

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<v Speaker 1>clear that Julian is the one in the wrong. He

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<v Speaker 1>wants to make an example of his mother. He's responding

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<v Speaker 1>to her very angrily, bitterly telling her that she's going

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<v Speaker 1>to she's going to embarrass him. Curiously, Julian tries to

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<v Speaker 1>interact with the black people on the bus to show

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<v Speaker 1>his own political opinions, and he has no idea how

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to them, and they look at him as

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<v Speaker 1>if he's weird, he's out of line. He doesn't succeed

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<v Speaker 1>in interacting with them, whereas Julian's mother seems quite comfortable

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<v Speaker 1>with them. In interacting, and she has she has more rapport,

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<v Speaker 1>seemingly is able to get along, at least until the

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<v Speaker 1>final scene where the angry mother knocks the nickel out

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<v Speaker 1>of her hand. Well, when that final confrontation takes place,

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<v Speaker 1>now they're on the sidewalk and Julian berates his mother

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<v Speaker 1>in public and says, now you're going to see how

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<v Speaker 1>things really are. Now you're feeling the embarrassment I've always

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<v Speaker 1>wanted you to feel. We live in a new era

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<v Speaker 1>now where everyone is equal, And in the midst of

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<v Speaker 1>his berating her, she collapses on the sidewalk and dies

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<v Speaker 1>of a stroke. So it's one of these very compelling

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<v Speaker 1>Flannery O'Connor stories where we see we see conflict of

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<v Speaker 1>sin in an individual and it manifests in some revel

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<v Speaker 1>litory moment which should be a moment of repentance. This

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<v Speaker 1>is one of the great themes in O'Connor, and O'Connor

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<v Speaker 1>marks at the very end of the story in Narration

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<v Speaker 1>that Julian is now entering a new world of pain

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<v Speaker 1>and repentance. So she's putting a punctuation point at the

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<v Speaker 1>very end in her inimitable brief style. But she's also

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<v Speaker 1>pointing about the whole You know, she's indicating the point

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<v Speaker 1>of the story in the narration, in these tiny little

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<v Speaker 1>remarks in the narration, where it's clear what's going on

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<v Speaker 1>according to the narrator. Well, I was teaching this in

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<v Speaker 1>my high school class, and my students responded in a

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<v Speaker 1>very unexpected way. They were all against Julian's mother. Several

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<v Speaker 1>students are saying, she.

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<v Speaker 3>Deserves it, these racist opinions, They deserve public humiliation, punishment,

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<v Speaker 3>and this is the point of the story, that she

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<v Speaker 3>needed to die.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was pointing out the remarks in the narration. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not getting what O'Connor is talking about here. This

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<v Speaker 1>is actually something much more complex. The point of the

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<v Speaker 1>story is not backwards racist opinions, deserving to have to

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<v Speaker 1>be publicly humiliated and excoriated and such. The evil in

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<v Speaker 1>the story is in Julian. And so that led to

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<v Speaker 1>something much bigger. I brought a a selection of quotes

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<v Speaker 1>from black American authors to the class and I distributed them.

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<v Speaker 1>And my inspiration for that handout, which predated Flannery O'Connor

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<v Speaker 1>and teaching literature in that mode. My inspiration was a

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<v Speaker 1>book by Robert pin Warren called Who Speaks for the Negro,

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<v Speaker 1>which he published in the sixties. And what Robert Pinwarren

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<v Speaker 1>did was he traveled around the country and he talked

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<v Speaker 1>to Martin Luther King, he talked to Malcolm X, he

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<v Speaker 1>talked to James Baldwin. He talked to black educators in universities.

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<v Speaker 1>And the point of his book he asked them all

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<v Speaker 1>the exact same questions, and he wrote a whole book

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<v Speaker 1>of his interviews with them. And the whole point of

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<v Speaker 1>his book was they all had different ideas about policy

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<v Speaker 1>and they like me. That's that's what Zaora and Neil

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<v Speaker 1>the negro Robert Penn Warren's evocative question. Well, I ended

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<v Speaker 1>up having conversation with the faculty because the whole thing

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<v Speaker 1>was about it was about Julian's mother and the glee

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<v Speaker 1>inhumiliation and not getting the point of O'Connor's O'Connor's tale anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>But I circulated my handout that was, in retrospect a mistake,

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<v Speaker 1>because there was a there was a scandal soon after

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<v Speaker 1>We had a great many faculty meetings, faculty and staff

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<v Speaker 1>meetings in which the school's stance on race became the

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<v Speaker 1>primary concern of the board. So it turned out I

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<v Speaker 1>had enemies after the Flannery O'Connor situation and my efforts

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<v Speaker 1>Civil Rights era with a completely hands off sort of approach.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't there to say what I thought was right

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<v Speaker 1>in the Civil Rights era. The whole point was what

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<v Speaker 1>did black Americans have to say about it? And those

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<v Speaker 1>were all names that anyone would have heard of, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>these weren't obscure people on my list of quotes. But

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<v Speaker 1>the controversy it led to this paranoid investigation into the

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<v Speaker 1>beliefs of various faculty members, and I was singled out.

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<v Speaker 1>So there were two things that led to me being

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<v Speaker 1>singled out so far as I know. The first was

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<v Speaker 1>the handout. The second was my special role in history

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<v Speaker 1>curriculum to root out and replace anti European bias in

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<v Speaker 1>the curriculum, needless hostility to white people in the curriculum,

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<v Speaker 1>the history curriculum. Soon after this whole investigation commences, I

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<v Speaker 1>realize how serious the matter is. Board members start meeting

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<v Speaker 1>me after my last class and pull me aside into

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<v Speaker 1>the into the work room, a private space, and I

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<v Speaker 1>get really incredible questions from them. The first sign of

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<v Speaker 1>trouble is a board member of pulling me in. I'd

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<v Speaker 1>met him before, but we'd never had a conversation. And

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<v Speaker 1>he's also a father in the school, you know, his

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<v Speaker 1>children attend the high school. And he says, yes, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>here to ask you. Are you a racial segregationist? And

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<v Speaker 1>I said no, what would what would give you that inclination?

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<v Speaker 1>What would give you that idea? And he said that

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<v Speaker 1>he had been told that I was. And I found

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<v Speaker 1>that very interesting, especially considering we had one black student

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<v Speaker 1>in the entire K through twelve program and she was adopted. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>we don't believe in segregation, but is it to facto segregation?

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<v Speaker 1>Any critic would say it was. But that's not the statute,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not the policy, that's just how it ended up.

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<v Speaker 1>So I didn't mention any of that. Of course, that

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<v Speaker 1>had grounds to bring up later, but I said, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't espouse that I don't propose that I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>teacher and I'm explaining things I had been given a

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<v Speaker 1>history class. I was teaching American history, and this was

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<v Speaker 1>American history too, So it began with Reconstruction, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was distributing readings and questions primary sources from Reconstruction. I

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<v Speaker 1>out to the students, and they brought questions that I

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<v Speaker 1>had written for class discussion and confronted me with them

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<v Speaker 1>and saying, well, what are you trying to say about

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<v Speaker 1>civil rights in the reconstruction Europe? And I said, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to motivate conversation about it. What are you preferring here?

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<v Speaker 1>This was a subject of argument at the time. How

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<v Speaker 1>to affect citizenship for the freed slaves? What was the

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<v Speaker 1>best way of going about that? Are their notable differences

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<v Speaker 1>between the freed slaves and the white citizens of the

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<v Speaker 1>post war or South. This, it seems to me to

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<v Speaker 1>be perfectly reasonable, and I don't have any brief for

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<v Speaker 1>it other than that. But they were offended by the

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<v Speaker 1>tone of some of my questions. They also looked into

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<v Speaker 1>the poetry recital for my history class. I had chosen

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<v Speaker 1>Donald Davidson's Tall Men an excerpt from it now, just

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<v Speaker 1>so you can appreciate, this was the point on which

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<v Speaker 1>I got confronted privately by a board member. Soon after

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<v Speaker 1>this controversy began. The line that they found so offensive

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<v Speaker 1>in The Tall Men by Davidson was, shall I say

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<v Speaker 1>the praise of men bright honor? The songs of my

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<v Speaker 1>own race and the ways of fighters are something read

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<v Speaker 1>in a book only, or graven only in stone, and

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<v Speaker 1>not in the hearts of men. So Davidson is reviewing

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<v Speaker 1>Davy Crockett and Andrew Jackson in his poem. His poem's

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<v Speaker 1>title The Tall Men, he refers to many times referring

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<v Speaker 1>to the founders of the state of Tennessee, and also

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<v Speaker 1>reflecting on modern ways and how easy our modern life is.

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<v Speaker 1>We glide effortlessly over the pavement, you know, gently tapping

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<v Speaker 1>the gas pedal. We sit beneath air conditioning in office towers,

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<v Speaker 1>where our ancestors were carving out civilization in the wilderness.

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<v Speaker 1>We're fighting the Indian nations. We're watching their loved ones

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<v Speaker 1>massacred and fighting for their place in the new world.

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<v Speaker 1>And so he's drawing a contrast there and then saying,

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<v Speaker 1>are the ways of my ancestors something we only read

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<v Speaker 1>in a book or is it something that's in our being?

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<v Speaker 1>Are we essentially organically connected to our ancestors who founded

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<v Speaker 1>our place in America? And he offers a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>good material for historical reflection, which I've always resonated with.

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<v Speaker 1>I've always been a fan of Donald Davidson. But the

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<v Speaker 1>board members decided they were going to cancel the poetry

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<v Speaker 1>recitation right at the end of the semester, after everyone

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<v Speaker 1>had already memorized it. They singled it out as offensive

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<v Speaker 1>and it used the word race. The songs of my

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<v Speaker 1>own race and the ways of fighters are engraved not

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<v Speaker 1>on stone only, but also in the hearts of men.

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<v Speaker 1>They found that highly offensive, and once again I was

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<v Speaker 1>pulled aside. I was asked if I was a racist,

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, no, it rather depends on what you mean.

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<v Speaker 1>But I wasn't going to I wasn't going to address

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<v Speaker 1>that under the circumstances. I denied it, and they said, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you gave your students this poem to memorize. And one

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<v Speaker 1>of the board members, this was a couple of men

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<v Speaker 1>that pulled me aside on that occasion one of the

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<v Speaker 1>board members said, well, I looked him up on Wikipedia

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<v Speaker 1>and he was a racist. Why were you giving them

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<v Speaker 1>racist poetry? And I I offered my brief for the

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<v Speaker 1>tall Men now the name of my press, a tribute

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<v Speaker 1>that resulted in pulling the poem from recitation, and then

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<v Speaker 1>I got a very interesting assignment from the board. Now

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<v Speaker 1>I believe this was something that was specially decided. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think that it was. I don't think this was

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<v Speaker 1>something that everyone was required to do, is what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>though I don't know that for sure. I was given

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<v Speaker 1>a statement on race that was written by a third party.

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<v Speaker 1>The board had found a statement for Christian schools about

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<v Speaker 1>civic nationalism, the idea that this was something adaptable and cultural,

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<v Speaker 1>nothing intrinsic. The statement went well out of its way

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<v Speaker 1>on ostensibly Christian and Biblical grounds to conclude that race

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<v Speaker 1>is an Unchristian concept and that anyone that thinks race

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<v Speaker 1>an essay in response to this statement and also to

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<v Speaker 1>affirm its conclusion. I demurred artfully wrote an essay exhibiting

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<v Speaker 1>all of the instances of national differenentfernces, tribal affiliations, ancestry

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned in the Bible, and saying this statement being being

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<v Speaker 1>emphatically Christian in its effort couldn't mean contradicting the Bible

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<v Speaker 1>on matters of ancestry and inheritance and national characteristics, or

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<v Speaker 1>the Tower of Babele. Those are all explicit in Christian

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<v Speaker 1>belief and in the Bible itself, So the statement cannot

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<v Speaker 1>mean that. The statement instead means that the topic of

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<v Speaker 1>race has been dangerously politicized and Christians should avoid the subject,

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<v Speaker 1>which I try to find some quality ways to assent to.

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<v Speaker 1>This is too dangerous to talk about. People that talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it are destroyed and everyone knows that. So for

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<v Speaker 1>the sake of the institution, we avoid those subjects, is

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<v Speaker 1>what I wrote. Well, the demur was not satisfying to

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<v Speaker 1>the board, so we had an interview. They called me

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<v Speaker 1>in for a special meeting with the board members to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about the statement. Now, the people that gave me

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<v Speaker 1>the school and putting it on the website. This civic

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<v Speaker 1>nationalist statement about race, a statement that they had never

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<v Speaker 1>considered that they themselves had not written. They did not

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<v Speaker 1>know the issue. So I went to the meeting. The

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<v Speaker 1>that race is a social construct, that it is man

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<v Speaker 1>made in fact, that any differences that we might notice

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<v Speaker 1>between people are differences of nurture and not of nature.

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<v Speaker 1>And they said that the belief of anyone that claims

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<v Speaker 1>to be a Christian, that believes that there are differences

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<v Speaker 1>between the nations of the Earth is outside of the

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<v Speaker 1>Christian communion in a serious way. That's what the statement said.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went to the meeting, and I was prepared

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about what I had written, but I decided

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<v Speaker 1>to start the meeting with questions to the board, which

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<v Speaker 1>turned out to be all that was necessary. First, I

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<v Speaker 1>was well aware that the civic nationalist position is one

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<v Speaker 1>of the key targets of the race critics of the time.

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<v Speaker 1>So Ibram Kinsey and Robin DiAngelo and Tom Nahasi Coats,

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<v Speaker 1>they all excoriate the civic nationalists because they all believe

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<v Speaker 1>that race is real, and they believe that races are

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<v Speaker 1>divided into two groups, oppressor races and oppressed races. Therefore,

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<v Speaker 1>everyone must note who is being oppressed and who the

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<v Speaker 1>oppressors are, and anyone who refuses to do that by

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<v Speaker 1>taking a civic nationalist stance are, according to them, the

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<v Speaker 1>worst racists of all and deserve primary focus for attack.

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<v Speaker 1>Now this is in the literature and in the journalism

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<v Speaker 1>and such. This is broadly known, but they obviously did

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<v Speaker 1>were aware that that was the mainstream on the matter.

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<v Speaker 1>They were all in a panicked situation. They were desperately

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<v Speaker 1>their enemies. They did not want to be accused of

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<v Speaker 1>being racist. They were extremely afraid that they would be.

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<v Speaker 1>They were considering issuing this statement as a way of

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<v Speaker 1>getting out of that. What they thought was a mainstream position,

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<v Speaker 1>an uncontroversial position, was actually quite controversial and would not

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<v Speaker 1>have saved them. So I told them, if you make

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<v Speaker 1>this the official policy of the school, if you require

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<v Speaker 1>us all to publicly assent to this, if you post

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<v Speaker 1>this on your website, you will increase hostile attention on

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<v Speaker 1>the institution. These are your enemies. This is how they think.

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<v Speaker 1>No matter what we might think, this is what they think,

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<v Speaker 1>and they hold all the cards. They have all the

419
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<v Speaker 1>power to destroy you. You can't duck this by making

420
00:37:48.320 --> 00:37:53.159
<v Speaker 1>a civic nationalist statement. So though it may be what

421
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<v Speaker 1>you sincerely believe, though you might think this will get

422
00:37:56.840 --> 00:38:00.480
<v Speaker 1>you out of trouble, if you were to make this statement,

423
00:38:01.440 --> 00:38:04.360
<v Speaker 1>you should make it privately. You should not make it

424
00:38:04.400 --> 00:38:10.840
<v Speaker 1>a public statement. They were completely unaware of this. None

425
00:38:10.920 --> 00:38:14.400
<v Speaker 1>of them had heard of the writers I mentioned. None

426
00:38:14.440 --> 00:38:16.679
<v Speaker 1>of them were aware of the state of the discourse,

427
00:38:17.639 --> 00:38:21.360
<v Speaker 1>because for them, this was a brand new problem that

428
00:38:21.440 --> 00:38:26.440
<v Speaker 1>had them all afraid. So that was my first question

429
00:38:26.480 --> 00:38:28.760
<v Speaker 1>to them, Do you know these writers? Do you know

430
00:38:28.800 --> 00:38:30.920
<v Speaker 1>what they would say about you? Do you know what

431
00:38:30.960 --> 00:38:33.119
<v Speaker 1>will happen if you make this a public statement of

432
00:38:33.159 --> 00:38:37.280
<v Speaker 1>the school. They didn't know the writers, they didn't know

433
00:38:37.320 --> 00:38:39.280
<v Speaker 1>what they said about them, and they had no idea

434
00:38:39.360 --> 00:38:41.039
<v Speaker 1>what the implications would be if they made it a

435
00:38:41.039 --> 00:38:48.559
<v Speaker 1>public statement. So I advised caution. Second, I said, do you,

436
00:38:48.920 --> 00:38:54.320
<v Speaker 1>gentlemen believe well, how did I say it? I wrote

437
00:38:54.320 --> 00:38:58.440
<v Speaker 1>it down here? Would you tell a Jew that race

438
00:38:58.599 --> 00:39:05.920
<v Speaker 1>is a social construct? This question had never occurred to them.

439
00:39:07.760 --> 00:39:12.800
<v Speaker 1>They looked at one another in shock, and they looked

440
00:39:12.800 --> 00:39:15.960
<v Speaker 1>back at me, and they said, no, no, we would

441
00:39:15.960 --> 00:39:20.920
<v Speaker 1>not do that. And I said, so you have. You've

442
00:39:20.920 --> 00:39:24.159
<v Speaker 1>got a statement that you can't tell someone outside of

443
00:39:24.159 --> 00:39:29.199
<v Speaker 1>your own immediate circle. What I could have said is

444
00:39:29.760 --> 00:39:31.920
<v Speaker 1>you've got a statement on race you cannot share with

445
00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:39.920
<v Speaker 1>anyone outside your own race. The thought had never occurred

446
00:39:39.920 --> 00:39:44.320
<v Speaker 1>to them. Of course, we could have taken in another direction.

447
00:39:44.400 --> 00:39:46.280
<v Speaker 1>Would you tell a black man that race was a

448
00:39:46.280 --> 00:39:53.519
<v Speaker 1>social construct, that it wasn't real? They wouldn't. But I

449
00:39:53.599 --> 00:39:56.840
<v Speaker 1>decided to stick with I decided to stick with the

450
00:39:56.840 --> 00:40:04.079
<v Speaker 1>biblical nation, a biblical race, if you will. Lastly, I

451
00:40:04.159 --> 00:40:09.239
<v Speaker 1>asked them, do you believe do you sincerely believe the

452
00:40:09.280 --> 00:40:16.159
<v Speaker 1>Bible teaches that race is a social construct made by

453
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<v Speaker 1>the action of human beings and not through any other reason.

454
00:40:25.400 --> 00:40:31.960
<v Speaker 1>And my source which I brought up, what about the

455
00:40:31.960 --> 00:40:37.119
<v Speaker 1>Tower of Babel? Did God providentially divide the peoples of

456
00:40:37.159 --> 00:40:44.440
<v Speaker 1>the earth? Does that represent divine intention? This had also

457
00:40:45.079 --> 00:40:47.639
<v Speaker 1>never occurred to them, though they did read my essay.

458
00:40:47.679 --> 00:40:55.840
<v Speaker 1>Presumably they were more interested in my demurl. So I asked,

459
00:40:56.360 --> 00:40:58.920
<v Speaker 1>does the Bible teach race as a social construct? They

460
00:40:58.960 --> 00:41:08.280
<v Speaker 1>had no answer. They found the thought disturbing. So I concluded,

461
00:41:08.320 --> 00:41:11.480
<v Speaker 1>and I said, you have a statement your enemies may

462
00:41:11.559 --> 00:41:15.639
<v Speaker 1>not see because they will destroy you for it. You

463
00:41:15.679 --> 00:41:18.559
<v Speaker 1>have a statement that you cannot share with anyone outside

464
00:41:18.559 --> 00:41:23.679
<v Speaker 1>of your own special circle, and you have a statement

465
00:41:23.760 --> 00:41:34.000
<v Speaker 1>that you cannot assert is biblically true. This is a problem.

466
00:41:34.079 --> 00:41:44.119
<v Speaker 1>And I left it, and the meeting dissolved, and I

467
00:41:44.159 --> 00:41:49.679
<v Speaker 1>walked away from that meeting with a singular conviction that

468
00:41:50.280 --> 00:41:55.079
<v Speaker 1>I would either be asked into leadership because they didn't

469
00:41:55.119 --> 00:41:58.880
<v Speaker 1>know what was going on and I'd made that clear

470
00:41:58.880 --> 00:42:09.199
<v Speaker 1>to them, or I couldn't stay in retrospect, I believe

471
00:42:09.559 --> 00:42:13.800
<v Speaker 1>that all of the interviews, all of the tests I

472
00:42:13.920 --> 00:42:18.840
<v Speaker 1>was given, in particular the essay I was asked to write,

473
00:42:19.039 --> 00:42:26.599
<v Speaker 1>were efforts to find grounds to fire me that did

474
00:42:26.639 --> 00:42:31.199
<v Speaker 1>not pan out. I stood by everything that I had

475
00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:36.400
<v Speaker 1>said in class an out. I stood by all opinions

476
00:42:36.840 --> 00:42:39.880
<v Speaker 1>that they actually had had approached me. At one time,

477
00:42:39.920 --> 00:42:43.159
<v Speaker 1>another board member had come to me to ask for

478
00:42:44.599 --> 00:42:49.840
<v Speaker 1>all of my handles on the Internet. He asked if

479
00:42:49.880 --> 00:42:53.360
<v Speaker 1>I had Facebook. I did not. He asked if I

480
00:42:53.440 --> 00:42:58.280
<v Speaker 1>was on Twitter. I was not. I had never had

481
00:42:58.320 --> 00:43:03.159
<v Speaker 1>a presence on Twitter at that time. I had a

482
00:43:03.199 --> 00:43:11.280
<v Speaker 1>Facebook account, but it had been deleted years previous. He

483
00:43:11.519 --> 00:43:17.280
<v Speaker 1>then wanted to get any blog articles I had written

484
00:43:17.400 --> 00:43:23.920
<v Speaker 1>in my life. And I went to the interim headmaster,

485
00:43:24.039 --> 00:43:25.960
<v Speaker 1>who was a friend of mine and who was very

486
00:43:26.000 --> 00:43:29.760
<v Speaker 1>supportive of me through the whole thing, a very humane

487
00:43:29.800 --> 00:43:35.559
<v Speaker 1>man who I'm still friends with. He's no longer at

488
00:43:35.599 --> 00:43:40.760
<v Speaker 1>the institution. Many are not this is. This all happened

489
00:43:40.840 --> 00:43:44.760
<v Speaker 1>years ago. So one of the reasons I decided to

490
00:43:44.800 --> 00:43:49.599
<v Speaker 1>talk about it. I asked him about that. I said,

491
00:43:49.800 --> 00:43:57.800
<v Speaker 1>so they want they want MySpace articles I wrote in college.

492
00:43:58.119 --> 00:44:04.559
<v Speaker 1>This is outrageous that I'd be subjected to such scrutiny

493
00:44:05.719 --> 00:44:09.280
<v Speaker 1>at this occasion in my career that a college student

494
00:44:09.320 --> 00:44:15.960
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have some controversial opinion or other. This is obviously

495
00:44:16.119 --> 00:44:21.480
<v Speaker 1>an effort to fire me and cancel me. And he

496
00:44:22.159 --> 00:44:27.239
<v Speaker 1>was very sympathetic and said that he thought that it was.

497
00:44:27.360 --> 00:44:31.840
<v Speaker 1>It was paranoid and bad policy. It was. It was

498
00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:37.920
<v Speaker 1>extremely discouraging to everyone I talked to. And I don't

499
00:44:38.000 --> 00:44:40.559
<v Speaker 1>know what other faculty we're going through at that time.

500
00:44:40.920 --> 00:44:45.239
<v Speaker 1>I only know my own experience because I went through

501
00:44:45.280 --> 00:44:50.639
<v Speaker 1>all of those encounters alone. But when I walked out

502
00:44:50.639 --> 00:44:57.039
<v Speaker 1>of that inquisition about the race statement, I knew that

503
00:44:57.400 --> 00:45:01.239
<v Speaker 1>I would either I would either come out with enhanced

504
00:45:01.440 --> 00:45:08.440
<v Speaker 1>position or I would have to leave. There wouldn't be

505
00:45:08.480 --> 00:45:12.880
<v Speaker 1>any means for me to stay, and I did not

506
00:45:13.039 --> 00:45:18.679
<v Speaker 1>want to stay. I talked with my wife many times

507
00:45:18.800 --> 00:45:22.679
<v Speaker 1>in that period saying I want nothing to do with

508
00:45:22.719 --> 00:45:27.760
<v Speaker 1>these people. The sooner that I can leave this arrangement,

509
00:45:28.079 --> 00:45:31.519
<v Speaker 1>the better. But of course I didn't want to lose

510
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:34.920
<v Speaker 1>my contract. I had nothing to go on on for

511
00:45:35.519 --> 00:45:39.000
<v Speaker 1>besides my salary. You know that that was the way

512
00:45:39.039 --> 00:45:47.400
<v Speaker 1>I supported my family. So it was a very uncertain period.

513
00:45:47.480 --> 00:45:52.920
<v Speaker 1>Soon after, maybe a couple of weeks after, I got

514
00:45:52.920 --> 00:45:59.320
<v Speaker 1>a call another meeting with the board. So I went,

515
00:46:00.880 --> 00:46:11.559
<v Speaker 1>and this this was right after exams, midterms, and we

516
00:46:11.559 --> 00:46:14.239
<v Speaker 1>were all coming back to the school for class. In

517
00:46:14.280 --> 00:46:21.159
<v Speaker 1>a couple of days, I had everything graded and I

518
00:46:21.199 --> 00:46:26.000
<v Speaker 1>sat down in the room with the board members and

519
00:46:26.039 --> 00:46:31.320
<v Speaker 1>they said, we've decided that we will part ways. We

520
00:46:31.360 --> 00:46:35.280
<v Speaker 1>have decided you are not in violation of your contract

521
00:46:35.920 --> 00:46:42.880
<v Speaker 1>or the code of conduct. No doubt they had been

522
00:46:42.920 --> 00:46:47.960
<v Speaker 1>looking for ways that I was. Because the next step

523
00:46:48.239 --> 00:46:53.519
<v Speaker 1>was they helped me gather my things. I gave them

524
00:46:54.000 --> 00:47:00.840
<v Speaker 1>the graded tests, and they escorted me off campus and

525
00:47:00.920 --> 00:47:06.199
<v Speaker 1>told me not to come back. They also gave me

526
00:47:06.239 --> 00:47:10.360
<v Speaker 1>a statement in writing that in the name, in the

527
00:47:10.400 --> 00:47:13.400
<v Speaker 1>name of the board, that I would be paid the

528
00:47:13.440 --> 00:47:18.840
<v Speaker 1>remainder of my contract, and indeed I was up till

529
00:47:18.840 --> 00:47:22.599
<v Speaker 1>the very last paycheck, which I caught a couple of

530
00:47:22.679 --> 00:47:30.360
<v Speaker 1>years later. In the midst of all of that, I

531
00:47:30.400 --> 00:47:35.000
<v Speaker 1>got a public confrontation by an officer of the school,

532
00:47:36.639 --> 00:47:41.519
<v Speaker 1>the person that I had talked to about the quotes

533
00:47:41.920 --> 00:47:48.559
<v Speaker 1>about from from the Black American writers in relation to

534
00:47:48.599 --> 00:47:54.599
<v Speaker 1>the Flannery O'Connor episode. She confronted me in a public

535
00:47:54.639 --> 00:47:59.719
<v Speaker 1>place in front of my friends and called me a

536
00:47:59.800 --> 00:48:11.360
<v Speaker 1>white nationalist and excoriated me. And after that I realized

537
00:48:11.880 --> 00:48:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I had I had serious opponents in the structure of

538
00:48:17.360 --> 00:48:20.639
<v Speaker 1>the school. Then then it made more sense to me

539
00:48:22.039 --> 00:48:25.719
<v Speaker 1>the kinds of confrontations that I'd had, the board member

540
00:48:25.800 --> 00:48:29.679
<v Speaker 1>asking me if I was a racial segregationist and such.

541
00:48:32.320 --> 00:48:35.719
<v Speaker 1>It made a little more sense that someone in the

542
00:48:35.760 --> 00:48:43.880
<v Speaker 1>structure had taken a side against me and was saying

543
00:48:43.920 --> 00:48:51.320
<v Speaker 1>things about me unknown to me at that time. So

544
00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:58.400
<v Speaker 1>it's a it's an interesting circumstance, and I want to

545
00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:05.360
<v Speaker 1>I want to try to explain the position of the

546
00:49:05.400 --> 00:49:11.519
<v Speaker 1>board because I like these people. In spite of everything

547
00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:17.199
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like they did something honorable to me

548
00:49:18.880 --> 00:49:26.519
<v Speaker 1>under the circumstances of honoring my contract, for instance, last paycheck,

549
00:49:26.639 --> 00:49:35.440
<v Speaker 1>notwithstanding whatever I got it eventually. These were professionals, these

550
00:49:35.480 --> 00:49:43.079
<v Speaker 1>were accountants, These were our ends, These were people with

551
00:49:43.159 --> 00:49:49.880
<v Speaker 1>small businesses. These were people that had put extraordinary resources

552
00:49:49.920 --> 00:49:55.599
<v Speaker 1>and time to set up an institution they could trust

553
00:49:56.039 --> 00:50:04.079
<v Speaker 1>to educate their children. That is a really extraordinary achievement.

554
00:50:04.199 --> 00:50:06.519
<v Speaker 1>There are very few people that have the time and

555
00:50:06.599 --> 00:50:13.199
<v Speaker 1>resources to do such a thing, and the charge of

556
00:50:13.679 --> 00:50:19.239
<v Speaker 1>racism would cancel all of them, would destroy their careers,

557
00:50:20.000 --> 00:50:25.639
<v Speaker 1>would destroy the institution they had built. We know the

558
00:50:25.679 --> 00:50:28.760
<v Speaker 1>forces that would act against them, We know how ruthless

559
00:50:28.800 --> 00:50:36.679
<v Speaker 1>they are, and their rally to try to avert that

560
00:50:36.800 --> 00:50:42.360
<v Speaker 1>disaster makes perfect sense. The fact that they didn't know

561
00:50:42.400 --> 00:50:45.199
<v Speaker 1>what was going on, the fact that they did not

562
00:50:45.440 --> 00:50:49.440
<v Speaker 1>know the state of the discourse is not in the

563
00:50:49.519 --> 00:51:00.880
<v Speaker 1>least unusual. Who's reading White Fragility leftists? You know, we

564
00:51:01.239 --> 00:51:03.400
<v Speaker 1>may know the thesis of those books, but they don't

565
00:51:03.400 --> 00:51:06.840
<v Speaker 1>make for edifying reading. Let's let uh, let's let prude

566
00:51:06.880 --> 00:51:10.559
<v Speaker 1>and dimes handle things like that. They can tell us

567
00:51:10.599 --> 00:51:12.440
<v Speaker 1>what's going on there, so we don't have to read

568
00:51:12.440 --> 00:51:18.840
<v Speaker 1>it right? Do you even read the prudentialist in our

569
00:51:18.880 --> 00:51:26.760
<v Speaker 1>friend Dimes from Canadia? They're doing wonderful work there. But

570
00:51:27.679 --> 00:51:35.320
<v Speaker 1>these these middle class folks with so many virtues, and

571
00:51:35.519 --> 00:51:38.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm I don't think that I'm overstating this. I have

572
00:51:38.239 --> 00:51:43.920
<v Speaker 1>tremendous sympathy for these people. They don't want to touch

573
00:51:44.000 --> 00:51:47.599
<v Speaker 1>the likes of me with a ten foot poll and

574
00:51:49.280 --> 00:51:57.599
<v Speaker 1>I've learned through heart experience I can't trust them because

575
00:51:57.639 --> 00:52:04.400
<v Speaker 1>of the huge disparity between me and them. I'm utterly

576
00:52:04.440 --> 00:52:12.760
<v Speaker 1>at their mercy. They could bankrupt me by tossing me

577
00:52:13.559 --> 00:52:23.159
<v Speaker 1>to their enemies to distract their enemies from their throats.

578
00:52:29.800 --> 00:52:38.480
<v Speaker 1>And that's the situation until we find some way to

579
00:52:41.559 --> 00:52:44.760
<v Speaker 1>set up an independent institution that's not vulnerable to such

580
00:52:44.880 --> 00:52:52.840
<v Speaker 1>tax and that leadership that will protect their own people.

581
00:52:55.159 --> 00:52:59.199
<v Speaker 1>I don't see a way, not for me, anyway to

582
00:52:59.760 --> 00:53:06.920
<v Speaker 1>tease Chetta at a school. I chose to teach at

583
00:53:06.960 --> 00:53:10.880
<v Speaker 1>this school for particular reasons. And this this all fell

584
00:53:10.920 --> 00:53:15.360
<v Speaker 1>apart in in the course of the controversy in obvious

585
00:53:15.440 --> 00:53:22.440
<v Speaker 1>and unspoken ways, and it was a it was an

586
00:53:22.480 --> 00:53:27.400
<v Speaker 1>extremely important experience. It was it was based on my

587
00:53:27.480 --> 00:53:33.199
<v Speaker 1>transition out of that I started driving Uber. I was

588
00:53:33.679 --> 00:53:37.800
<v Speaker 1>I had no desire to go and work for any

589
00:53:37.840 --> 00:53:41.320
<v Speaker 1>employer at that point, but I had a family to

590
00:53:42.000 --> 00:53:44.800
<v Speaker 1>care for, and so I started driving Uber full time

591
00:53:46.000 --> 00:53:51.280
<v Speaker 1>soon after that, and UH was able to make things

592
00:53:51.320 --> 00:53:54.880
<v Speaker 1>work doing that for a while. Now I've I've mostly

593
00:53:54.920 --> 00:53:58.239
<v Speaker 1>transitioned out of that and have other other means to

594
00:53:58.280 --> 00:54:03.400
<v Speaker 1>support my family. But I've been I've been privately burgh.

595
00:54:03.480 --> 00:54:08.239
<v Speaker 1>Let's see, I've been a private contractor just self employed

596
00:54:08.679 --> 00:54:14.760
<v Speaker 1>since then. And Tall Men Books is my major effort.

597
00:54:16.119 --> 00:54:19.599
<v Speaker 1>What have I done with all of this, all this

598
00:54:19.679 --> 00:54:23.159
<v Speaker 1>initiative and time between now and then? I started Tall

599
00:54:23.199 --> 00:54:28.599
<v Speaker 1>Men Books, which is a reference to the poem that

600
00:54:29.599 --> 00:54:35.480
<v Speaker 1>once got me in such serious trouble. It is my slogan,

601
00:54:37.519 --> 00:54:42.320
<v Speaker 1>and I want everyone to remember that the bones of

602
00:54:42.480 --> 00:54:46.280
<v Speaker 1>tall men lie in American earth, and those are our

603
00:54:46.320 --> 00:54:52.119
<v Speaker 1>ancestors who gave us our inheritance. This is not something

604
00:54:52.159 --> 00:54:56.159
<v Speaker 1>that we just read in dusty old books. This is

605
00:54:56.519 --> 00:55:06.199
<v Speaker 1>the blood that flows in our veins. So that's my story.

606
00:55:08.480 --> 00:55:11.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad to be able to conclude it here with

607
00:55:11.199 --> 00:55:12.480
<v Speaker 1>you today.

608
00:55:17.039 --> 00:55:21.880
<v Speaker 2>There are several things there. One just this morning I

609
00:55:21.960 --> 00:55:30.519
<v Speaker 2>wrapped up Brad Kelly's excellent book Darkened Earth. I don't

610
00:55:30.519 --> 00:55:33.480
<v Speaker 2>have the copy in front of me. He'll be on

611
00:55:33.559 --> 00:55:37.599
<v Speaker 2>to discuss it soon. But the sort of inciting incident

612
00:55:38.280 --> 00:55:42.559
<v Speaker 2>is an academic cancelation. And you know, one of the

613
00:55:42.599 --> 00:55:45.920
<v Speaker 2>things that he talks about that is that sort of

614
00:55:45.960 --> 00:55:50.360
<v Speaker 2>slow dawning realization that they're not on your side, right,

615
00:55:50.400 --> 00:55:52.760
<v Speaker 2>that you have been sort of singled out and selected out,

616
00:55:53.199 --> 00:55:56.400
<v Speaker 2>and people are acting to sort of preserve their own skin.

617
00:55:57.719 --> 00:56:01.320
<v Speaker 2>And I'd imagine that's sort of a difficult transition to

618
00:56:01.360 --> 00:56:04.159
<v Speaker 2>go through, right, realizing that while you may have friends,

619
00:56:04.199 --> 00:56:09.280
<v Speaker 2>they're not in a position to protect you. And interesting

620
00:56:09.360 --> 00:56:15.800
<v Speaker 2>note there, and again I think that you're check kind

621
00:56:15.800 --> 00:56:18.679
<v Speaker 2>of pick a through line. There's something interesting as well

622
00:56:18.760 --> 00:56:21.880
<v Speaker 2>to the degree to which, you know, kind of good

623
00:56:21.920 --> 00:56:28.159
<v Speaker 2>conservatives in quotes are really the only believers in the

624
00:56:28.239 --> 00:56:32.159
<v Speaker 2>kind of civil rights mythology of a previous era. And

625
00:56:32.280 --> 00:56:35.039
<v Speaker 2>they think that by you know, holding that position and

626
00:56:35.039 --> 00:56:37.840
<v Speaker 2>retreating to it, that they can protect themselves. And that

627
00:56:37.960 --> 00:56:41.400
<v Speaker 2>is plainly not true. You know, as you've said, the

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<v Speaker 2>people who accuse them already have disdain for those figures.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, no matter how many times you've guided

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<v Speaker 2>a group of you know, seventeen year olds through letters

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<v Speaker 2>from Birmingham jail. That will not protect you from the mob.

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<v Speaker 2>It's by no means a deterrent. Absolutely Well, George, we've

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<v Speaker 2>sort of wrapped this story and now you were, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>on your own, you have your your book sales. Is

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<v Speaker 2>there any sort of advice or something you could offer

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<v Speaker 2>to someone in a similar situation, right, someone who's sort

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<v Speaker 2>of going through a cancelation?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my, I think we we have plenty of examples

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<v Speaker 1>in our circles of people that have encountered these pressures

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<v Speaker 1>or been forced to switch careers, been identified as deplorable

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<v Speaker 1>on whichever grounds. It's. It's a really difficult thing to

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<v Speaker 1>deal with. And I'm I made the the difficult choe

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<v Speaker 1>of trying to stick with what I knew and trying

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<v Speaker 1>to support my family off of that. And it's taken

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<v Speaker 1>a while to make that a viable means of income,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's taken many sacrifices. We must continue to network

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<v Speaker 1>among people of our own beliefs and build up organizations

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<v Speaker 1>to support one another. The Old Glory Club has been

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<v Speaker 1>extremely helpful to me, help me find people to work with,

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<v Speaker 1>help me find talent to do things that I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how to do myself, and has offered me tremendous

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<v Speaker 1>solidarity and also of financial support. The Old Glory Club

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<v Speaker 1>gave me a grant for a series of books that

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<v Speaker 1>I've been republishing, The Chronicles of America. Just as an example.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had very kind private individuals arrange fundraisers for me

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<v Speaker 1>when I've been in special need. This is something that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very humbled and deeply grateful for. My family and

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<v Speaker 1>I are just overwhelmed with the kindness that people in

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<v Speaker 1>the organization have shown to us, and it's done us

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<v Speaker 1>tremendous good. Recently, I was able to get a dentist

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<v Speaker 1>from my daughter through private gifts from friends. But obviously

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<v Speaker 1>we want to be more independent and self sufficient. I've been.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been in business for myself now for several years.

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<v Speaker 1>I've got a wife and three children. I have to

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<v Speaker 1>travel a lot to support my family, but it's also

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<v Speaker 1>offered all sorts of new rewards. It's wonderful to work

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<v Speaker 1>in my field with my material and what I know best.

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<v Speaker 1>That's sometimes I think that maybe I should move into

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<v Speaker 1>something more traditional in terms of employment, but we also

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<v Speaker 1>know that that's an extremely difficult thing to do now too.

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<v Speaker 1>My advice for those who are under these pressures, facing

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<v Speaker 1>cancelation or going through it is network with those you trust,

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<v Speaker 1>get advice, consider relocation because when you go through a cancelation,

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<v Speaker 1>when you are excluded from the community on grounds that

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<v Speaker 1>you think dangerous thoughts, you believe unpalatable things, it may

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<v Speaker 1>be time to find different community to network with. After

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<v Speaker 1>my cancelation, I lost a lot of valuable social contacts

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<v Speaker 1>in my town. And many of these people they meant

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<v Speaker 1>me well. They never had problems with me, they never

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<v Speaker 1>attacked me. They offered me their support privately that they

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<v Speaker 1>thought what was going on was dreadful, was wicked. They

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<v Speaker 1>are subject to the same kinds of social forces as

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<v Speaker 1>the board members were. Their careers could have been attacked,

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<v Speaker 1>they could have been brought under suspicion. They wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>stay out of attention, and I can't blame them, but

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<v Speaker 1>it means that I became a dangerous person to associate with,

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<v Speaker 1>which I think plenty of people on your podcast certainly

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<v Speaker 1>can relate to. This is a common story among us.

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<v Speaker 1>So identify the friends who aren't afraid to be seen

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<v Speaker 1>with you. Identify the friends who are not afraid to

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<v Speaker 1>associate you publicly. Those are the kinds of people that

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<v Speaker 1>we need to rally with in with the unusual challenges

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<v Speaker 1>that we face today. It's those that you can trust,

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<v Speaker 1>those that will be known by your side in public.

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<v Speaker 1>Those are the most valuable connections that we can cultivate.

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<v Speaker 1>Go into business with those people, relocate to be near them.

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<v Speaker 1>If you can't get along with your family under the

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<v Speaker 1>under the circumstances, family ties are always the deepest and

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<v Speaker 1>should be the ones that we primarily look for. Family

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<v Speaker 1>will help you. Family will will get up in the

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<v Speaker 1>middle of the night when you're all sick and imperiled.

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<v Speaker 1>Family will come and defend your house from a mob.

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<v Speaker 1>It is a special kind of friend that will stand

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<v Speaker 1>with you and do that. And I'm extremely proud and

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<v Speaker 1>humbled to have many of those friends, many of which

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<v Speaker 1>most of which I've come to know after the cancelation.

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<v Speaker 1>So socially, it's been very instructive, very painful, but also

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<v Speaker 1>very instructive and very rewarding. Some of the things that

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<v Speaker 1>I've encountered since that whole ordeal.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, as we've said, people know where to find you, George,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be sure to put those links in the description.

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<v Speaker 2>It's good to have you back on. I know obviously

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<v Speaker 2>you've been very busy, but I enjoy our episodes immensely,

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<v Speaker 2>so thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a great pleasure. Thanks for making time for me.

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<v Speaker 2>As far as my stuff, Jay Burdens Show, Apple, Spotify, YouTube,

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<v Speaker 2>anywhere you listen to podcasts, this is what I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just kind of doing some tabulating and realized

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<v Speaker 2>I've been doing this for two hundred and twenty five days, right,

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<v Speaker 2>not all that long. And as George said, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>striking on on your own can be It can be

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<v Speaker 2>a little intimidating, right, you're sort of jumping into an

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<v Speaker 2>abyss and you'll have been great, right. I couldn't do

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<v Speaker 2>it without your guys support. It's you know, what pays

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<v Speaker 2>my mortgage, So thank you all so much. If you're

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<v Speaker 2>wondering what you get for your support, get the episodes

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<v Speaker 2>I sent you and George. It was great speaking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much, to everyone to know home, keep

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<v Speaker 2>your head up. I can't last for ever. But what
