1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,000 Speaker 1: I made a decision. 2 00:00:04,559 --> 00:00:09,359 Speaker 2: Pay sunny Sun, yet I had a vision. 3 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:21,640 Speaker 1: N Hey, everybody, happy holidays, and we have a special 4 00:00:21,679 --> 00:00:25,960 guest in our studio. She's back. He lovely Taylor. Yay 5 00:00:26,120 --> 00:00:33,679 it you were as Lbie, our resident podcaster college girl. Yes, yeah, 6 00:00:33,719 --> 00:00:38,280 there you go, senior. Do you believe you're a senior? Nope? 7 00:00:38,679 --> 00:00:40,640 I wake up and I don't feel like a senior. 8 00:00:40,679 --> 00:00:43,039 But I remember when you were so little and you 9 00:00:43,039 --> 00:00:47,200 were afraid of Molly, my dog. I know I was 10 00:00:47,320 --> 00:00:51,479 so yellow lab. Oh I love now. 11 00:00:52,399 --> 00:00:55,759 Speaker 2: I would love a lab, you would, dude. Labs are 12 00:00:55,840 --> 00:00:58,560 the cutest and smart. I just talked to my dad 13 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:00,840 about this the other day because I was one a 14 00:01:00,880 --> 00:01:01,679 Golden Retriever. 15 00:01:02,520 --> 00:01:04,040 Speaker 1: My dad was like, no, you need to get a 16 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:05,239 lab over a Golden. 17 00:01:04,920 --> 00:01:08,239 Speaker 2: Retriever because they act the same, except Golden Retrievers. 18 00:01:07,760 --> 00:01:12,040 Speaker 1: Are way more stupid than labs. They're wild, they like, 19 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:17,319 they're so cute. They destroy shit too, and labs do too. Yeah, 20 00:01:17,519 --> 00:01:20,439 you know, they eat everything in sight, but labs know 21 00:01:20,439 --> 00:01:26,439 what they're doing. Golden's probably don't. Golden who knows? Yes, 22 00:01:26,599 --> 00:01:28,599 do you want to get a dog? Another family dog? 23 00:01:29,599 --> 00:01:32,719 You know? I would be so down for it. 24 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:38,159 Speaker 2: Honestly, I I love dogs. I mean, the only problem 25 00:01:38,159 --> 00:01:39,599 is I'm not going to be here to see the 26 00:01:39,599 --> 00:01:42,519 dog that often that often until I you know, in 27 00:01:42,519 --> 00:01:44,519 like the next like six months when I moved back home. 28 00:01:44,599 --> 00:01:48,280 Speaker 1: But you know, for the next six months, my roommates 29 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:49,000 really want a cat. 30 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:53,040 Speaker 3: But what do you think, Stephanie, Well, we're going to 31 00:01:53,159 --> 00:01:56,439 have talked about. I have a whole story for you 32 00:01:56,920 --> 00:02:00,879 for the show. That is that we have had about 33 00:02:01,079 --> 00:02:05,519 wanting another dog, just like it's causing a it's causing 34 00:02:05,519 --> 00:02:07,560 a divide family. 35 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:10,639 Speaker 1: Scheming in my mom's room were like, oh my god, 36 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:12,159 look at that dog. 37 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:16,280 Speaker 2: And then my brother comes in, Oh, put some respect 38 00:02:16,759 --> 00:02:17,919 on people, dude. 39 00:02:18,159 --> 00:02:21,360 Speaker 1: It's like, yes, we'll talk. 40 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:26,800 Speaker 3: That's a whole okay show. But yeah, it's interesting. You 41 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:29,840 know what I want to ask her to talk about is, 42 00:02:31,120 --> 00:02:33,759 which I just think would be interesting to our listeners, 43 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:37,560 is how your relationship with your brother and sister has evolved, 44 00:02:37,759 --> 00:02:39,639 like over the years, because I feel like you guys 45 00:02:39,639 --> 00:02:40,560 are good friends. 46 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:45,039 Speaker 2: I'm so close with Sadie and Xander, Like I. 47 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:53,919 Speaker 3: Feel like, huh, I was making a gence. I feel 48 00:02:53,919 --> 00:02:56,280 like you have a really special relationship with both of them. 49 00:02:56,439 --> 00:02:57,080 Speaker 1: I really do. 50 00:02:57,199 --> 00:02:59,840 Speaker 2: Honestly, I think in like the last like even like 51 00:03:00,560 --> 00:03:05,280 year two, especially now that we all kind of are older, 52 00:03:05,520 --> 00:03:07,080 like obviously they just turned eighteen. 53 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:08,159 Speaker 1: I just turned twenty one. 54 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:11,039 Speaker 2: Like everybody used to say, the older you get, the 55 00:03:11,120 --> 00:03:14,360 less like are apart in age, it starts to feel 56 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:15,759 and that is like so true. 57 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:16,400 Speaker 1: Really. 58 00:03:16,639 --> 00:03:20,719 Speaker 2: I think I wasn't as close with them when I 59 00:03:20,879 --> 00:03:24,439 was like, you know, fifteen and they were like twelve, 60 00:03:24,639 --> 00:03:27,680 because I feel like that's such a difference in age, 61 00:03:27,719 --> 00:03:30,560 like you grow up so much in between being twelve 62 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:34,080 and fifteen, and I felt like I was like very different, 63 00:03:34,199 --> 00:03:37,439 and you know, they used to bicker more. I think 64 00:03:37,479 --> 00:03:40,159 they used to fight with each other a lot more 65 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:42,080 than I me. And I don't know how it is 66 00:03:42,120 --> 00:03:48,800 at home sometimes, but I like with me, I never 67 00:03:49,520 --> 00:03:51,479 fight with my sister and brother, and I think that 68 00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:54,759 they are two of the funniest people ever. My brother 69 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:59,319 is just hysterical and like, I think we all have 70 00:03:59,520 --> 00:04:04,159 very similar humor and like I think, especially with my 71 00:04:04,240 --> 00:04:06,840 sister growing up, I want to say, and she would 72 00:04:06,879 --> 00:04:08,639 probably say the same thing. Growing up with like an 73 00:04:08,639 --> 00:04:11,080 older sister, I think my sister has always been, you 74 00:04:11,080 --> 00:04:14,240 know a little more like mature and acts closer to 75 00:04:14,319 --> 00:04:18,120 my age, which is fun now, especially because that she's 76 00:04:18,160 --> 00:04:20,720 eighteen and you know, we're getting up to some of 77 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:24,639 the same stuff, and like it just feels like I'm 78 00:04:24,720 --> 00:04:28,279 with one of my friends. And like I have friends 79 00:04:28,639 --> 00:04:31,199 too that are not even that far apart in age, 80 00:04:31,279 --> 00:04:36,680 like with Sadie, and they're like my actual friends. Like 81 00:04:36,800 --> 00:04:42,040 my coworker just turned nineteen and she's like my work bestie, 82 00:04:42,680 --> 00:04:45,519 and I'm like, she's less than a year older than 83 00:04:45,560 --> 00:04:48,439 my sister, right right, So I don't know, they're like 84 00:04:48,519 --> 00:04:52,120 my best friends. I love them to death. Every single 85 00:04:52,199 --> 00:04:53,639 time I come home, I'm like, oh. 86 00:04:53,480 --> 00:04:57,160 Speaker 1: My gosh, that's so sweet hang out with the twins. 87 00:04:57,879 --> 00:05:01,399 Did it? When did you notice smit more when you 88 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:04,000 were gone from the house, that you like missed them 89 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:06,439 a little more and appreciated them a little more? I 90 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:06,920 think so. 91 00:05:07,399 --> 00:05:10,000 Speaker 2: And I think also the year that I was home 92 00:05:10,319 --> 00:05:13,079 before I went to college was definitely a hard year, 93 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:15,519 and I feel like I was very like, you know, 94 00:05:16,639 --> 00:05:20,519 distant and isolated myself from kind of everyone because I 95 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:24,079 was just so like sad and going through it. And 96 00:05:24,680 --> 00:05:28,000 I was at work hours and hours and hours and 97 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,240 hours every single week because I would just like if 98 00:05:30,279 --> 00:05:32,120 I I knew that if I was going to be 99 00:05:32,120 --> 00:05:34,600 in the house, I was just gonna be sitting alone 100 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:35,199 in my room. 101 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:35,920 Speaker 1: Right. 102 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:39,319 Speaker 2: So I think like after going to college and you know, 103 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:45,240 completely my mental health just getting way better and making 104 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:47,879 a lot of friends and like feeling happy to like 105 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:52,519 come home and not be sad. I think that also, 106 00:05:53,079 --> 00:05:56,759 you know, helped a lot, because you know, I was 107 00:05:56,920 --> 00:06:01,399 just back to like being right fun and hanging out 108 00:06:01,439 --> 00:06:03,680 with my siblings. And every single time I come home, 109 00:06:03,720 --> 00:06:07,079 I always hang out with them, especially like my sister 110 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:09,480 and I will just get bored and go get dinner 111 00:06:09,519 --> 00:06:11,720 and go to get a little sweet treat and drive 112 00:06:11,759 --> 00:06:15,160 around and gossip and I'll go do random stuff with 113 00:06:15,199 --> 00:06:17,879 my brother, I know, like on their birthday when my 114 00:06:17,959 --> 00:06:21,439 sister was getting tatted up, I sprinted into my brother's 115 00:06:21,519 --> 00:06:24,800 room and I was like, what shenanigans are we getting 116 00:06:24,879 --> 00:06:29,279 up to today? It's up to you, Like I'll drive, 117 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:30,279 we'll go do. 118 00:06:30,279 --> 00:06:30,920 Speaker 1: Whatever you want. 119 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,600 Speaker 2: And it was super fun and we had like the 120 00:06:34,639 --> 00:06:37,959 best time ever just going to Like I think we 121 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:41,360 went to Michael's. We were trying to find funny decorations, 122 00:06:41,519 --> 00:06:45,800 like we were so determined to find funny party decorations, 123 00:06:45,800 --> 00:06:48,040 and we ended up getting some hilarious just like stupid 124 00:06:48,079 --> 00:06:53,319 dinosaur ones from Target. But we went on this whole adventure. 125 00:06:53,439 --> 00:06:58,199 We got lunch, we went to Target and Michael's and 126 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:02,079 all these fun places and just like like we're cracking 127 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:04,160 up like the whole time. 128 00:07:04,079 --> 00:07:08,600 Speaker 1: Just doing the stupidest stuff. We found the goofiest. 129 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:12,800 Speaker 2: Hats in Michaels ever, and we started taking like pictures 130 00:07:12,839 --> 00:07:16,439 in them like in Michaels and just we Xander and 131 00:07:16,439 --> 00:07:18,120 I especially, I feel like we have a lot of 132 00:07:18,120 --> 00:07:21,319 bits that we do and it just is so funny, 133 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:25,000 like I'll come home and we'll just immediately start cracking up, 134 00:07:25,040 --> 00:07:27,680 and like my brother is so chronically online as am I, 135 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,959 so there's always like a new reference from TikTok that 136 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:36,600 we just run stressed right into the ground every single 137 00:07:36,639 --> 00:07:37,600 time I come home. 138 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:39,720 Speaker 1: Have you heard of the bus stop one? I don't 139 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:42,199 think so. I don't know if I'm and Natali has 140 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,199 been saying it all the time, but I stop. I 141 00:07:44,199 --> 00:07:45,720 don't know if I'm into that one. 142 00:07:45,920 --> 00:07:50,199 Speaker 2: But like I do sometimes feel like I'm regressing an age, 143 00:07:50,319 --> 00:07:53,439 especially when I'm around my I have a seventeen year 144 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:57,319 old boy who I work with, and I just catch 145 00:07:57,399 --> 00:08:03,560 myself giggling at the dumbest TikTok references ever, and I'm like, fuck, 146 00:08:03,759 --> 00:08:05,879 like I should not be thinking that that is as 147 00:08:05,959 --> 00:08:08,360 funny as it is. But it's the same thing with 148 00:08:08,399 --> 00:08:11,279 my brother, who is like I'll come home and they 149 00:08:12,120 --> 00:08:14,800 they are the funniest people ever. They have this bit 150 00:08:14,879 --> 00:08:19,279 that they do on my birthday where without fail, they've 151 00:08:19,319 --> 00:08:21,240 done this for the last like five or six years. 152 00:08:21,319 --> 00:08:27,000 I will come home to my room covered in printed 153 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:31,360 photos of It's like a combination of just like meme 154 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:36,600 people and my like every single celebrity crush that I 155 00:08:36,639 --> 00:08:38,919 have ever vocalized, like. 156 00:08:38,919 --> 00:08:40,000 Speaker 1: In my whole life. 157 00:08:40,399 --> 00:08:43,960 Speaker 2: They remember more than I do. Like I will go 158 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:47,399 in there and like Spencer from one of the random 159 00:08:47,399 --> 00:08:50,320 seasons of Survivor is just like taped to my bed, 160 00:08:51,120 --> 00:08:54,080 and I'm like, how do you even remember that? I 161 00:08:54,159 --> 00:08:57,240 don't like this TikToker I was in love with in 162 00:08:57,279 --> 00:09:01,000 like twenty nineteen, so since dropped off the face of 163 00:09:01,039 --> 00:09:03,000 the earth the last three years. I will come to 164 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:06,440 like three different photos of him from the era that 165 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:08,559 I had in brush on him, and I'm like, you 166 00:09:08,639 --> 00:09:12,240 are just do you all have like a master list 167 00:09:12,399 --> 00:09:13,360 of just every. 168 00:09:13,159 --> 00:09:15,799 Speaker 1: Single person I've ever talked about in my life. 169 00:09:15,919 --> 00:09:20,039 Speaker 2: It's hilarious, but it's so it like makes my day 170 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:21,639 every single time I got home, and I'm. 171 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:25,399 Speaker 1: Like, oh Jesus, having the sense of humor and having 172 00:09:25,399 --> 00:09:28,399 the same sense of humor as your siblings, it's the 173 00:09:28,399 --> 00:09:30,399 best bet. Yeah, best night. 174 00:09:30,559 --> 00:09:33,919 Speaker 3: Let me ask you a question that I don't know 175 00:09:33,960 --> 00:09:36,279 if if I don't want to bring us down, but 176 00:09:36,360 --> 00:09:38,679 maybe this will help other parents, because I feel like 177 00:09:38,799 --> 00:09:41,600 a lot of parents have kids who struggle with their 178 00:09:41,639 --> 00:09:45,080 mental health. And you told me recently and it made 179 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:48,559 me really sad that the year that you between the 180 00:09:48,639 --> 00:09:52,159 year that you were going to Pierce was the loneliest 181 00:09:52,279 --> 00:09:57,039 year of your life. Like you said, you were incredibly lonely. Yeah, 182 00:09:57,039 --> 00:10:00,399 And I'm wondering if as a parent, and you know 183 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:03,200 you can be totally keep it a hundred. I'm just 184 00:10:03,240 --> 00:10:06,480 wondering if there's anything I did what I could and 185 00:10:06,519 --> 00:10:09,480 I think I mean I tried to. I tried to 186 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,840 push you to a tend therapy online. I tried to 187 00:10:12,879 --> 00:10:15,200 push you to like be honest with your therapist. At 188 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:18,200 one point I made you. I didn't make you, but 189 00:10:18,279 --> 00:10:20,360 I asked you, the therapist asked if we could all 190 00:10:20,399 --> 00:10:23,279 have a meeting together. Yeah, but is there anything else? 191 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:25,879 Is there anything I could have done? And you know, 192 00:10:26,159 --> 00:10:29,279 I mean, obviously I can't do it now, but for 193 00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:32,039 anybody who might have a kid who's going through what 194 00:10:32,080 --> 00:10:34,639 you went through, like, how is there is there something 195 00:10:34,679 --> 00:10:36,919 more I could have done? 196 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:39,639 Speaker 2: I don't even know, Like I feel like it's hard 197 00:10:40,840 --> 00:10:45,399 in it because you know, it's like hard to see 198 00:10:45,440 --> 00:10:49,840 like the end of it. And I mean, I don't know, 199 00:10:49,919 --> 00:10:52,279 I don't even really know how to answer that, because 200 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:56,480 I feel like you did everything right and like you 201 00:10:56,879 --> 00:10:59,759 could and I feel like it's kind of just up 202 00:10:59,799 --> 00:11:05,279 to it was hard because like regardless of what I 203 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:08,799 like happened and where I was, like, I was just 204 00:11:08,879 --> 00:11:12,080 kind of like this is how it is, and I 205 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:13,840 don't see how. 206 00:11:14,159 --> 00:11:16,639 Speaker 1: Anything is going to like help and get better. 207 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:21,960 Speaker 2: I think if you have to, like forcing somebody out 208 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:26,679 of the house is the best because I found myself 209 00:11:26,759 --> 00:11:31,200 being probably very happy when I was at work because 210 00:11:31,320 --> 00:11:34,320 my best friends at the time, I mean every single 211 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:36,759 person was in college, so I didn't really have a 212 00:11:36,759 --> 00:11:41,440 lot of friends in community college, and my main core 213 00:11:41,519 --> 00:11:44,519 group was my coworkers, and it wasn't even that I 214 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,000 just saw them at work. I would hang out with 215 00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:49,639 them outside of work twenty four to seven. But definitely 216 00:11:49,759 --> 00:11:52,720 just like forcing myself to go out of the house 217 00:11:52,799 --> 00:11:54,519 and do something and go to work and take your 218 00:11:54,559 --> 00:11:55,240 mind off of it. 219 00:11:55,320 --> 00:11:58,320 Speaker 3: Like, but then you also started having a hard time 220 00:11:58,399 --> 00:12:00,279 at work at one point. 221 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:01,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, well. 222 00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:05,639 Speaker 2: That was like on weekends, and that was also when 223 00:12:05,679 --> 00:12:09,519 I was still in contact with your ex. 224 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:09,759 Speaker 3: Yeah. 225 00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:16,679 Speaker 1: Yeah, but I think like anything was better. 226 00:12:17,279 --> 00:12:20,480 Speaker 2: I think it's so like tempting to sit in your 227 00:12:20,519 --> 00:12:24,879 bed and wallow and be sad and do nothing, which 228 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:28,600 it's obviously very refreshing sometimes or not refreshing as a 229 00:12:28,679 --> 00:12:33,639 terrible word to describe it, but it's obviously necessary sometimes. 230 00:12:33,919 --> 00:12:36,600 But I think if like getting out of the house 231 00:12:37,039 --> 00:12:44,000 and just distractions, distractions, distractions, distractions was kind of the 232 00:12:44,039 --> 00:12:48,200 best because it'll always get better andeviably always always always 233 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:51,840 gets better. And I think it was mostly just about 234 00:12:51,879 --> 00:12:55,960 like keeping myself busy as best as possible, and. 235 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:57,440 Speaker 1: Hey, shit, I was making bank. 236 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:00,679 Speaker 2: I was working like thirty five forty hours a week 237 00:13:00,759 --> 00:13:03,799 at my little laser tag job, so I was definitely 238 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:06,039 a plus side. But I mean even if it's like 239 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:08,080 not a job, even if it's like going out and 240 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:12,799 like finding something that you enjoy doing that you can 241 00:13:12,879 --> 00:13:15,120 do not in your room. 242 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:19,879 Speaker 3: I just remember, you know, not to like call you out. 243 00:13:20,399 --> 00:13:24,399 But I remember hearing from a mom that her daughter 244 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:27,559 told her that you had called her at like four 245 00:13:27,559 --> 00:13:30,200 in the morning, and we're just like, I'm so sad 246 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:32,600 and depressed and I don't know what to do. And 247 00:13:32,639 --> 00:13:35,279 then that put me in a spot where I was like, well, 248 00:13:36,080 --> 00:13:38,320 I don't want you to not be able to trust 249 00:13:38,399 --> 00:13:41,639 your friend. I mean, you know this. We talked about this, yeah, 250 00:13:41,679 --> 00:13:46,120 but so like I felt really uncomfortable, Not that it's 251 00:13:46,120 --> 00:13:48,240 about me, but I was like, what do I do 252 00:13:48,240 --> 00:13:51,600 do I say, like, hey, I'm hearing that you feel 253 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:54,200 this way, but knowing that I'm doing everything I can do, 254 00:13:54,240 --> 00:13:56,240 you know what I mean? Like, Yeah, would it be 255 00:13:56,240 --> 00:14:00,000 better for a parent to say, like, hey, I found 256 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:03,200 found out that you're saying these things and I'm really 257 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:06,879 really concerned, even though you're already in therapy, Like. 258 00:14:08,639 --> 00:14:11,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I don't know. It definitely was jarring 259 00:14:11,639 --> 00:14:14,039 at the time because I didn't call her. I had 260 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:16,559 just like posted something on my private story with like 261 00:14:16,600 --> 00:14:20,360 a bunch of my friends and she called me because 262 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:23,639 she was awake. Oh, I didn't call her. She called 263 00:14:23,679 --> 00:14:25,159 me and she's like, hey, are you okay? And I 264 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:29,759 was like, uh, because realistically, I think I was awake 265 00:14:29,879 --> 00:14:32,519 looking at old pictures and I was just like, damn, 266 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:36,519 what the fuck, Like this shit sucks, and I'm like 267 00:14:36,559 --> 00:14:40,360 a very big private story poster I will post. Actually 268 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:43,759 it depends if I'm like in a shitty mood, I 269 00:14:43,759 --> 00:14:46,320 will post everything on my private story. If I don't 270 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:48,480 post on my private story for a while, it means I'm. 271 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:49,559 Speaker 1: Doing great and I'm really busy. 272 00:14:50,799 --> 00:14:53,159 Speaker 2: But I was obviously sitting in my bed like just 273 00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:56,120 wallowing and being like, oh, I'm so sad and I 274 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:59,480 missed my ex boyfriend and this is the worst year 275 00:14:59,519 --> 00:15:01,960 of my life if and all my friends are in college, 276 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:05,000 and I knowing myself, I was probably either looking at 277 00:15:05,039 --> 00:15:10,879 pictures or watching people's stories of being out and having 278 00:15:10,919 --> 00:15:14,200 a good time in college, which sucked. But no. 279 00:15:14,320 --> 00:15:17,080 Speaker 1: I remember my friend called me and she was like, hey, I'm. 280 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 2: Just like checking in and I was like, yeah, you know, 281 00:15:19,399 --> 00:15:21,399 I'm actually like doing terrible. 282 00:15:21,679 --> 00:15:22,879 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm not gonna lie. 283 00:15:23,480 --> 00:15:28,080 Speaker 2: It sucks, and I remember like at the time, I 284 00:15:28,120 --> 00:15:29,759 was like, damn. 285 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:32,799 Speaker 1: What the fuck? Like why is why is it like 286 00:15:32,879 --> 00:15:37,200 getting back to my mom? Like I don't know. 287 00:15:37,279 --> 00:15:40,039 Speaker 2: It kind of felt like a little invasive, not because 288 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:43,039 you knew, but because I was like, oh, like I 289 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:44,720 was just having a moment at like. 290 00:15:45,080 --> 00:15:47,279 Speaker 3: Well that's the thing that that's the thing I really 291 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,799 want to ask you. But like as a parent, I 292 00:15:49,879 --> 00:15:52,360 was going to say, oh, whether to be invasive, whether 293 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:54,960 to take that chance it's better to I. 294 00:15:54,919 --> 00:15:55,600 Speaker 1: Was gonna say. 295 00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:59,080 Speaker 2: I think what I was saying was in the moment, 296 00:15:59,279 --> 00:16:02,879 it sucked, But I think in hindsight, I was much 297 00:16:03,039 --> 00:16:07,159 happier that you were aware, because then you could fully 298 00:16:07,279 --> 00:16:11,600 support me. I think it's harder if you know. And like, 299 00:16:11,679 --> 00:16:13,960 I think you approached it well, like I think you know, 300 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:18,840 some parents like don't really understand like mental health and 301 00:16:18,879 --> 00:16:22,039 think like oh whatever, like you still have a job 302 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,080 and you have a great life and you have a car, 303 00:16:24,440 --> 00:16:28,600 Like I don't understand why you're this, you know, depressed 304 00:16:28,639 --> 00:16:34,200 and upset. Like so I think you like approached it 305 00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:36,679 well because you were like not coming from a place 306 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:39,960 of like you need to get your shit together and 307 00:16:40,120 --> 00:16:43,320 like stop being sad. But it was more of like 308 00:16:43,360 --> 00:16:47,440 a hey, I love you, I'm very concerned and I 309 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:51,240 want to I want to help you feel better. So 310 00:16:51,279 --> 00:16:54,639 I think that was like definitely the best way to 311 00:16:54,679 --> 00:16:58,080 approach it, and I think you just gotta take a chance. 312 00:16:58,840 --> 00:17:02,279 But would have made it worse if you were like, girl, 313 00:17:03,080 --> 00:17:06,200 get off your ass, you stay in bed all the time. 314 00:17:06,279 --> 00:17:09,599 You didn't even date him for that long, like get 315 00:17:09,640 --> 00:17:11,680 over it, solvy. 316 00:17:12,119 --> 00:17:16,200 Speaker 1: So you you were happy that your mom was aware 317 00:17:16,319 --> 00:17:20,519 about it, yes, but but you did it ever crosh 318 00:17:20,599 --> 00:17:23,759 your mind to tell your mom how you're feeling or no. 319 00:17:23,799 --> 00:17:25,920 Speaker 2: I think, for like, to a certain extent, I did. 320 00:17:26,039 --> 00:17:28,400 I don't think I was very much like yeah, i'm 321 00:17:28,400 --> 00:17:30,039 a secret, I'm like awesome, and. 322 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,920 Speaker 1: Then like crying, yeah every night. 323 00:17:32,039 --> 00:17:34,720 Speaker 2: Like I think it was very obvious and I didn't 324 00:17:34,799 --> 00:17:39,680 try to like say oh yeah, no, I'm fine like it. 325 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:44,400 It was very obvious that I was sad and going 326 00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:47,799 through it, and like I think I did to a 327 00:17:47,799 --> 00:17:50,680 certain extent vocalize it and talk about it. I just 328 00:17:50,680 --> 00:17:53,279 think it was also hard because I was like, I 329 00:17:53,559 --> 00:17:55,440 don't really know what to do to make me feel better. 330 00:17:57,599 --> 00:17:59,359 But like times you just have to go through it. 331 00:17:59,559 --> 00:18:01,119 Speaker 1: Sometimes you gotta go through it, and you gotta go 332 00:18:01,119 --> 00:18:05,480 to a rave. That's right, And that's tell us about 333 00:18:05,559 --> 00:18:08,559 rave life. Yeah, like your thing, it's the best. 334 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:12,000 Speaker 2: I mean, that's like one of the things that brought 335 00:18:12,079 --> 00:18:14,960 me out of my freaking hellhole is when I went 336 00:18:15,039 --> 00:18:18,519 to Countdown on New Year's Eve in twenty twenty three. 337 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:22,519 Speaker 1: That was like my first rave. And that was still 338 00:18:22,559 --> 00:18:25,000 when all my friends were in college. I was still 339 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:26,079 in community. 340 00:18:25,640 --> 00:18:32,400 Speaker 2: College obviously going because I didn't start UCLA until later 341 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:34,240 into twenty twenty four. And I went to that and 342 00:18:34,559 --> 00:18:37,119 I went to start going to DM stuff in twenty 343 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:37,720 twenty three. 344 00:18:38,839 --> 00:18:41,640 Speaker 3: Well, I remember the one which I thought was a 345 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:45,759 very early one where you facetimed me from the. 346 00:18:45,759 --> 00:18:49,240 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, tell me that was the greatest moment ever. 347 00:18:49,720 --> 00:18:52,559 I went to Beyond Wonderland in twenty twenty four. That 348 00:18:52,640 --> 00:18:57,839 was March twenty twenty four, and I was drinking with 349 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:02,839 my friend pregaming in OURNB wearing my tiny scimpy outfit 350 00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:05,759 and I was like, my friend was doing my hair 351 00:19:05,799 --> 00:19:08,440 and I was on my phone and I get a 352 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:14,759 notification that I got into STSU and I was so excited. 353 00:19:14,839 --> 00:19:16,960 I like facetimed my mom in. 354 00:19:17,319 --> 00:19:19,960 Speaker 3: The first college after the hell. 355 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:22,119 Speaker 1: Of Yeah, it was the first thing I got into. 356 00:19:22,039 --> 00:19:23,799 Speaker 3: Just when she heard back front. 357 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:26,799 Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, and that definitely was like when it started 358 00:19:26,839 --> 00:19:29,160 looking up a little bit, I was like, oh shit, 359 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,680 I got into a school that I didn't get into originally, 360 00:19:32,759 --> 00:19:35,160 Like I must have been doing you know something, right 361 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:38,319 if I got into this school and I didn't before, 362 00:19:38,759 --> 00:19:40,559 like at least I know something changed. 363 00:19:41,319 --> 00:19:45,359 Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean, honestly, I just love. 364 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:49,960 Speaker 2: Going to raves. They're just so much fun. And I 365 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:53,799 think it's partially because I love the music. If if 366 00:19:53,880 --> 00:19:57,240 you are like in any way friends with me, you 367 00:19:57,400 --> 00:20:01,759 know that I am upset cess with just e DM. 368 00:20:01,839 --> 00:20:04,599 Speaker 1: In general, isn't any genres in a. 369 00:20:04,119 --> 00:20:07,160 Speaker 2: House or base house or techno or dubstep or anything, like, 370 00:20:07,200 --> 00:20:11,079 I love it all and I think, just like. 371 00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,519 Speaker 1: I know, there's so many names for it same. 372 00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:15,200 Speaker 3: I'm just finding this out right now. 373 00:20:15,279 --> 00:20:17,839 Speaker 1: There's a lot. There's a lot of different. Is it 374 00:20:17,920 --> 00:20:21,640 like country, like a classic. 375 00:20:21,279 --> 00:20:24,960 Speaker 2: Rock kind of except there it's like, I don't know, 376 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:25,480 it's different. 377 00:20:25,519 --> 00:20:26,440 Speaker 1: It's hard to explain. 378 00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:28,519 Speaker 3: Yeah, what's the difference. It all sounds the same. 379 00:20:28,599 --> 00:20:33,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, dubstep, to put it to you straight, is what 380 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:37,720 you would absolutely hate and want to cry and rip 381 00:20:37,759 --> 00:20:40,960 your ears out if you went to a rave that's 382 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:50,799 like the super intense, loud hardcore like em House, I 383 00:20:50,799 --> 00:20:56,000 feel like you would enjoy House is more like chill, fun, groovy, 384 00:20:56,640 --> 00:20:58,240 very like repetitive. 385 00:20:58,519 --> 00:21:00,680 Speaker 1: Beats, and then they would mix like kind of our 386 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,920 songs that we know into the yes, but. 387 00:21:03,839 --> 00:21:06,359 Speaker 2: Like they do that with all genres, Like you'll get 388 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:09,440 like a Taylor Swift dubstep flip. 389 00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:12,480 Speaker 1: And it's hilarious. But I don't know. 390 00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:15,599 Speaker 2: I just I think going to raves like I found 391 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:18,720 my thing that I love doing. 392 00:21:18,519 --> 00:21:19,599 Speaker 1: Because you get to wear it. 393 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:21,759 Speaker 2: First of all, you get to wear it super cute outfits, 394 00:21:21,799 --> 00:21:23,960 Like my dad doesn't get to see any of them, 395 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:25,079 nor does he want to see. 396 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:27,440 Speaker 1: Any of them, but barely. 397 00:21:27,519 --> 00:21:29,400 Speaker 2: I always show them to my mom. I'm like, hey, 398 00:21:30,039 --> 00:21:35,240 look at these like tiny little sea through booty shorts 399 00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:35,880 that I'm wearing. 400 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:36,759 Speaker 1: Aren't they cute? 401 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:39,720 Speaker 3: I'm like, I can see your whole ass. 402 00:21:39,319 --> 00:21:44,200 Speaker 2: But yes, but yes, it slight girl, But they're just 403 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,799 like there's so much fun and I love the music 404 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:48,880 and just like the culture of it all. 405 00:21:49,039 --> 00:21:50,799 Speaker 1: Every single person at raves. 406 00:21:50,880 --> 00:21:53,880 Speaker 2: It's a completely different experience in my opinion than going 407 00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:56,279 to like a concert, like going to a rave. 408 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,640 Speaker 1: People are just. 409 00:21:58,599 --> 00:22:04,440 Speaker 2: The night I assist people in the universe you will go. 410 00:22:04,599 --> 00:22:07,240 I remember when I went to Countdown, which I'd gone 411 00:22:07,279 --> 00:22:10,000 to like a couple of like shows of like a 412 00:22:10,039 --> 00:22:13,079 single artist before. But Countdown is like the New Year's 413 00:22:13,079 --> 00:22:16,960 Eve festival where there's like six stages, and I just 414 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:19,039 remember being super excited because I. 415 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,200 Speaker 1: Found it and I sent it to my friends and 416 00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:24,640 I was like, Fisher's on the lineup and Malpe is 417 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:26,440 on the lineup, and these were all DJs that I 418 00:22:26,519 --> 00:22:31,119 loved and still love. Is it a once a year show? 419 00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:35,920 Speaker 2: It's well, it's through this company called Insomniac, which does 420 00:22:36,720 --> 00:22:40,680 like like many festivals a year, but like Countdown is 421 00:22:40,759 --> 00:22:45,000 the like New Year's Festival. It's like alien themed. It's 422 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:47,039 super fun. 423 00:22:47,279 --> 00:22:52,200 Speaker 1: And I remember I got a group of like fuck 424 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:54,400 six or seven of us together. 425 00:22:56,200 --> 00:23:00,000 Speaker 2: And we went and I wore a c little outfit 426 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:03,480 and we got to see some of my favorite DJs 427 00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,839 and people were so nice. At raves, you have something 428 00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:11,119 called candy, which it's basically so fun. You make like 429 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:13,119 little bracelets with beads on them and you can make 430 00:23:13,160 --> 00:23:15,119 them say whatever you want. Some people make them say 431 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:18,440 really vulgar, funny things. Other times people are just like, 432 00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:21,480 I have funny stuff. I have one with my phone 433 00:23:21,519 --> 00:23:23,720 number on it in case I meet my soulmate and 434 00:23:23,759 --> 00:23:26,880 I found you need to contact me. Let me give 435 00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:28,200 you my numbers so you never lose it. 436 00:23:28,599 --> 00:23:31,200 Speaker 1: I found one of those in my cushions. The other 437 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:33,880 really it was like all these different beads and it 438 00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,200 said something like kick rocks or something like that. 439 00:23:36,839 --> 00:23:39,880 Speaker 2: Yep, they all say just like the most random stuff. 440 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:42,599 And I remember I had like no idea that was 441 00:23:42,599 --> 00:23:44,519 like part of it because the group that I went 442 00:23:44,559 --> 00:23:47,599 with to Countdown none of us knew the culture. All 443 00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,000 of us were very cool and respectful, and I did 444 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:51,920 a lot of like sound so dumb. I did a 445 00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:54,359 lot of research, you know, into it before I went 446 00:23:54,400 --> 00:23:58,759 to my first rave. But people are just so nice, 447 00:23:58,799 --> 00:24:01,119 like you would go up and I remember this girl 448 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,680 came up to me and she was like, where's your candy? 449 00:24:03,839 --> 00:24:06,400 And I was like, I don't have edny and she's like, 450 00:24:06,519 --> 00:24:09,279 is this your first like festival And I was like yes, 451 00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:12,960 and she was like, let me give you one right now. 452 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:14,799 Speaker 1: And there's like a certain way to trade it. 453 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:19,519 Speaker 2: And with raving, there's you follow what's called PLUR, which 454 00:24:19,559 --> 00:24:22,039 is stands for peace, Love, Unity and respect. 455 00:24:22,079 --> 00:24:26,240 Speaker 1: And that's pretty much just what you go by when 456 00:24:26,279 --> 00:24:26,599 you go. 457 00:24:26,759 --> 00:24:28,480 Speaker 2: So like, if you want to get through a crowd, 458 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:30,759 all you have to do when you're getting past people 459 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:36,519 say excuse me, thank you so much. I always steal 460 00:24:36,599 --> 00:24:39,400 my friend's fan, and I'll like lead the group and 461 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:41,559 I'll like fan people as we're walking past them, because 462 00:24:41,599 --> 00:24:44,039 it gets hot as shit in those crowds, and I'll 463 00:24:44,079 --> 00:24:46,960 fan people or like do whatever, and I'll just be like, 464 00:24:47,079 --> 00:24:50,359 excuse me, thank you so much, like and people will 465 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:53,440 just be like, go ahead, thank you so much, have 466 00:24:53,519 --> 00:24:54,759 a great night, stay safe. 467 00:24:54,759 --> 00:24:58,079 Speaker 3: And I'm like you go, you got tell anet about 468 00:24:58,079 --> 00:25:01,240 the group you just joined? Do your campus? 469 00:25:01,279 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, And I just joined this organization called end Overdose, 470 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:10,720 which is pretty much it's obviously what it sounds. It 471 00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:19,039 prevents like opioid overdose. And I get trained to, uh 472 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:22,079 what is k Yeah, but what is the what is 473 00:25:22,119 --> 00:25:27,799 the term for not distribute but like use it on somebody? 474 00:25:27,799 --> 00:25:30,720 What is the term that administer? I get trained on 475 00:25:30,759 --> 00:25:36,359 how to administer or can and through end Overdose, I'm 476 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:39,319 part of the UCLA chapter. But that automatically puts me 477 00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:42,240 into like the larger organization, which is not just colleges. 478 00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:44,720 Like there's like a lot of people that are a 479 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:46,079 part of it. There's like a couple. 480 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:51,079 Speaker 1: Thousand, and you get to go to events for free, 481 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,400 like raves. It's a lot of rave stuff. 482 00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:57,000 Speaker 2: You pretty much only go to rave related things because 483 00:25:57,000 --> 00:26:00,440 that's obviously where a lot of drugs are in use. 484 00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:05,000 And you get to go to events and table and 485 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:09,759 train people on how to use narcan and educate people 486 00:26:09,799 --> 00:26:13,920 on it and give out like testing strips for things 487 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:18,559 like ventanyl, which is really cool. And I just think 488 00:26:18,599 --> 00:26:21,839 it's like nice to even just like have that knowledge 489 00:26:22,039 --> 00:26:25,400 because if you go to raves, like you're gonna be 490 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:29,119 around people that are on drugs, and it's not like 491 00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:30,319 scary because a lot. 492 00:26:30,160 --> 00:26:32,279 Speaker 1: Of people are like pretty normal. 493 00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:36,880 Speaker 2: I'll say, well, like it's definitely nice and like comforting 494 00:26:37,039 --> 00:26:40,759 to know that, like people I know are being safe, 495 00:26:40,839 --> 00:26:44,079 and like every single person that I know that does. 496 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:51,079 Speaker 1: Dabble with drugs is very, very very adamant about testing 497 00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:54,759 everything and like being super safe, and you know, not 498 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:57,519 you carry narcan with you to the I do carry 499 00:26:57,599 --> 00:27:01,480 narcan I've gotten narcan from I stole some from my 500 00:27:01,559 --> 00:27:07,039 sorority last year because we're actually required through and overdose 501 00:27:07,079 --> 00:27:10,920 and through the school were required to have narcan in 502 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:14,279 all the uh like sororities and fraternities, they're required to 503 00:27:14,319 --> 00:27:18,920 have narcan in case people are drugs at parties. But 504 00:27:19,519 --> 00:27:23,480 I end overdose like came and did a tabling like 505 00:27:23,519 --> 00:27:26,400 a training session for my sorority, and they were giving 506 00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:29,279 out like free narcan and testing strips and you get them, 507 00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:33,319 and I like the narcan worked, did they It's it's. 508 00:27:33,160 --> 00:27:35,559 Speaker 2: Like a lot of times it's administered in the nose, 509 00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:37,880 so it's like a little you know, like the nose 510 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:40,400 spray that you use when you're sick. It's almost like that, 511 00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:42,960 and you put it up your nose and you press 512 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:48,680 it down and it kind of just it's meant, it's 513 00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:53,559 hard to explain how narcan works. It doesn't like completely 514 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,839 stop in overdose. But when you're overdosing, you're obviously like 515 00:27:57,960 --> 00:28:03,359 unconscious and your heart is like very slowed down, and 516 00:28:03,839 --> 00:28:05,839 it kind of I don't it doesn't like bring like 517 00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:09,160 adrenaline back, but it wakes you up and like makes 518 00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:11,680 you functioning again until you can get to a hospital. 519 00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:12,400 Speaker 1: Wow. 520 00:28:13,480 --> 00:28:17,480 Speaker 2: Thankfully I've never had to use it or even come 521 00:28:17,519 --> 00:28:21,559 close to it because my group is very responsible and 522 00:28:21,599 --> 00:28:24,359 everybody is very chill, like cool. 523 00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:26,519 Speaker 1: But it's definitely like. 524 00:28:26,519 --> 00:28:28,720 Speaker 2: Cool to be a part of it because I feel 525 00:28:28,759 --> 00:28:31,759 like it's beneficial and educational and something I can be 526 00:28:31,799 --> 00:28:34,039 a part of through my school. That also has to 527 00:28:34,079 --> 00:28:37,400 do with raving and the thing that I love doing 528 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,319 the most and spend all my money on. 529 00:28:39,480 --> 00:28:41,440 Speaker 1: So what are the some of the drugs they do 530 00:28:41,559 --> 00:28:42,359 at rape? 531 00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:50,799 Speaker 2: Mollie big one Uka ecstasy, which Mollie is just I 532 00:28:50,839 --> 00:28:51,680 know too much about this. 533 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:53,839 Speaker 1: Mollie is just MDMA. 534 00:28:54,359 --> 00:28:58,279 Speaker 2: Ecstasy is a little scarier because ecstasy is pretty much 535 00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:01,599 an MDMA pill, but it can be mixed with like 536 00:29:02,079 --> 00:29:06,039 cocaine or like caffeine or stuff like that. 537 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,680 Speaker 1: Wow, And just. 538 00:29:08,599 --> 00:29:11,039 Speaker 3: My luck to get it tainted with caffeine. 539 00:29:11,799 --> 00:29:12,559 Speaker 1: I don't understand. 540 00:29:12,559 --> 00:29:13,880 Speaker 3: I can only have a couple of coffee. 541 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:16,920 Speaker 1: You're like, now, I'm just taking a pill with halfeine 542 00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:17,319 in it. 543 00:29:17,519 --> 00:29:20,000 Speaker 3: I mean, I feel like I love everybody, but I'm 544 00:29:20,039 --> 00:29:23,799 also so jittery, and You're like, why are shaking? 545 00:29:24,079 --> 00:29:26,279 Speaker 1: Why am I NonStop? 546 00:29:26,359 --> 00:29:31,119 Speaker 2: My hands are well stop obviously, like cocaine, you know 547 00:29:31,559 --> 00:29:37,839 yetamine poppers. Oh god, it stinks of paupers in crowds. 548 00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:39,559 Half the time. You'll walk through and you'll just get 549 00:29:39,599 --> 00:29:43,240 a whiff of just the most intense chemical smell you've 550 00:29:43,279 --> 00:29:44,200 ever had to pop. 551 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:48,680 Speaker 3: When I was amle nitrate. When I was young, very 552 00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,599 young high school, we used to go to gay bars. 553 00:29:50,599 --> 00:29:51,720 It was huge in gay bars. 554 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:55,279 Speaker 1: Oh, it still is because it opens your butthole really 555 00:29:57,880 --> 00:29:59,880 something every years. 556 00:30:00,079 --> 00:30:05,319 Speaker 2: Why poppers are very popular with gay people because it 557 00:30:05,359 --> 00:30:06,319 opens up your booty. 558 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,839 Speaker 1: It's the nitrous, but it also just gives you a 559 00:30:08,839 --> 00:30:09,319 head rush. 560 00:30:09,359 --> 00:30:11,799 Speaker 2: Like the reason why most people do it is because 561 00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:14,160 it literally just makes you. 562 00:30:14,799 --> 00:30:17,400 Speaker 1: It lasts for like a minute, not even right like 563 00:30:17,559 --> 00:30:21,720 most people are like, it lasts for like thirty seconds. Yeah, 564 00:30:21,759 --> 00:30:23,839 and then you're back to normal. 565 00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 2: So like, but they smell really strong, Like you can 566 00:30:28,279 --> 00:30:32,880 smell them from several feet away. Like I'll turn around 567 00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:35,039 and I just see they come in this little like 568 00:30:36,079 --> 00:30:39,599 tiny sometimes it's like it looks like the most miniature 569 00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:44,720 glass little jar, and oh my god, I will just 570 00:30:44,799 --> 00:30:47,799 turn around and I'll squint and I'll see somebody like 571 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,200 five feet away with like a little jar and you 572 00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:53,160 can smell it like from there and it just wafts 573 00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:55,200 through the whole crowd and you're like, oh. 574 00:30:54,839 --> 00:30:57,599 Speaker 3: You don't remember those, Lynette, we used to call it rush. 575 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:01,559 Speaker 1: That's yeah. Have you ever heard Troy Sevonne song? 576 00:31:02,319 --> 00:31:05,759 Speaker 2: I feel that rush? That's It's like about half of 577 00:31:05,799 --> 00:31:07,119 it is about doing boppers. 578 00:31:07,319 --> 00:31:09,119 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I didn't know that. 579 00:31:09,359 --> 00:31:13,039 Speaker 2: The funniest part is at Troy sevon and Charlie XCX 580 00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:17,440 like tour. The whole joke was just like the entire 581 00:31:17,519 --> 00:31:21,000 place with smell like poppers for like days afterwards because 582 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:25,799 so many people in the crafts were doing poppers. But yeah, 583 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:29,039 there's like a main I would say the most popular 584 00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:32,359 drug is Mollie Wow. 585 00:31:33,119 --> 00:31:36,880 Speaker 3: Hey, we need to do an ad. 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I don't think years 634 00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:34,039 running yep. 635 00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:37,079 Speaker 2: I don't think they want people that they don't really 636 00:34:37,119 --> 00:34:39,119 know which is totally fine. 637 00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:40,559 Speaker 3: But then you decided to think out of the box 638 00:34:40,559 --> 00:34:41,079 a little bit. 639 00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's this company that I they're they're like a 640 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:50,000 I don't know what the term would be. They're just 641 00:34:50,039 --> 00:34:53,559 like an entertainment company that they just work with like 642 00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:58,119 Raves and they kind of throw shows and like work 643 00:34:58,159 --> 00:34:59,400 with a lot of and they support a lot of 644 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:03,199 artists that I love. And I was like, dude, that 645 00:35:03,199 --> 00:35:06,000 that would be so cool to work for them. They're 646 00:35:06,039 --> 00:35:09,880 like a smaller company and you know, they're not like 647 00:35:10,159 --> 00:35:12,920 very corporate. It seems like it's it's just run by 648 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:16,599 like a couple guys and they're like mid late twenties, 649 00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:22,639 which is super cool. So I wanted to work for them, 650 00:35:22,679 --> 00:35:26,760 still trying to. I dms them on Instagram and I 651 00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:29,400 was like, Hey, I'm LB. 652 00:35:30,039 --> 00:35:31,119 Speaker 1: I go to UCLA. 653 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:34,800 Speaker 2: I love Raves and EDM and a lot of the 654 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:39,760 artists that you support. If you need any extra help 655 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,760 ever for like a show or anything, I would love to, 656 00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:48,400 you know, like be there to do anything if whatever. 657 00:35:49,039 --> 00:35:50,719 Speaker 1: Just like a nice DM. 658 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,239 Speaker 2: And they responded to me and they were like, oh cool, 659 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:56,519 like send us your resume and I was like to 660 00:35:56,599 --> 00:35:59,360 this email, I was like oh, oh my god. Okay, 661 00:36:00,079 --> 00:36:02,360 So I emailed them my resume and then they got 662 00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:04,400 back to me and they were like, we'd love to 663 00:36:04,519 --> 00:36:09,320 just set up a little introductory meeting just to get 664 00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:11,800 to know you and get to know where you're at. 665 00:36:12,639 --> 00:36:14,440 And so I met with a couple of the guys 666 00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:19,239 that are like the creators and like the chief officers 667 00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:23,320 that at the company, which was super cool. They were 668 00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:28,519 all like very just chill, nice, exactly how I would 669 00:36:28,599 --> 00:36:31,079 expect them to be guys. 670 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,559 Speaker 1: And it was so funny. 671 00:36:34,320 --> 00:36:37,360 Speaker 2: Because I get on the call and they're like, we 672 00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:40,039 don't really do this that often because their company is 673 00:36:40,079 --> 00:36:42,119 like very small, like they don't have a lot of 674 00:36:42,159 --> 00:36:44,679 people that work for them at all. But they were like, 675 00:36:44,719 --> 00:36:48,360 we don't really, you know, do this very often, but 676 00:36:48,679 --> 00:36:51,639 we all are UCLA alumni. 677 00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:54,639 Speaker 1: Wow, So we had to. 678 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:57,320 Speaker 2: They were like we were a little biased because we 679 00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:02,519 had to obviously fellow bruin. Which was awesome because I 680 00:37:02,519 --> 00:37:05,559 had no idea that every single person that like works 681 00:37:05,559 --> 00:37:09,000 for that company pretty much was like knew each other 682 00:37:09,199 --> 00:37:10,840 because they all knew each other from Ucla. 683 00:37:11,039 --> 00:37:12,119 Speaker 1: They all went to Ucla. 684 00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,840 Speaker 2: So I was like, oh, that's already like a leg 685 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:17,639 up that's awesome. The only reason why they even like 686 00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:20,000 really got back to me was because they saw that 687 00:37:20,119 --> 00:37:22,000 I go to UCLA. 688 00:37:22,360 --> 00:37:23,840 Speaker 1: But they were super cool and. 689 00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:26,239 Speaker 2: They were like, yeah, you know, we usually like if 690 00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:28,639 people join us, like we start them off a little small, 691 00:37:28,679 --> 00:37:31,360 like they'll work a couple shows with us, you know, 692 00:37:31,519 --> 00:37:35,719 working merch or working just to kind of walk. 693 00:37:35,519 --> 00:37:36,920 Speaker 1: Around and shadow and whatever. 694 00:37:37,039 --> 00:37:40,960 Speaker 2: But one of the guys was like, I moved up 695 00:37:41,079 --> 00:37:45,400 in the company. He's now their like artist relations guy, 696 00:37:46,199 --> 00:37:48,960 and he was like, I started working the door for free. 697 00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:51,599 He was like, we don't do that anymore. Don't worry. 698 00:37:51,119 --> 00:37:53,639 We would not make you work for free. But he 699 00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:55,880 was like, I worked some shows, I got to know 700 00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:58,960 people like work the door, and he's like, now I'm here, 701 00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:01,159 and now he is like the one of the highest 702 00:38:01,159 --> 00:38:05,760 stuff in the in the company. And they were like, yeah, 703 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:09,360 we would love to have you help out with small 704 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,800 stuff on shows, and we'll obviously reach out to you 705 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,719 and if there's ever anything coming up. And then like 706 00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:17,840 I think the next day they emailed me and they 707 00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:20,320 were like, hey, do you want to come work this show? 708 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:23,760 Speaker 1: And I was like fuck yeah. So I went and 709 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:27,000 I met all of them in person, and. 710 00:38:27,199 --> 00:38:29,760 Speaker 2: It was It was really cool because so I just 711 00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:32,400 like worked merch, but it was cool. I got to 712 00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:36,360 meet the DJ, who's actually somebody that I listened to, 713 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:41,039 Like super awesome. I kind of felt like a little 714 00:38:41,119 --> 00:38:46,880 VIP because I it was me and like four of 715 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:49,800 the guys. It was like the main creator of the company, 716 00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:52,280 the two that like work with him, and then one 717 00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:54,079 of the guys that kind of works on more of 718 00:38:54,119 --> 00:38:58,840 like the stage set up, and it was them for 719 00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:02,599 plus me. And then it was one of the guys 720 00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:04,840 who is like the third party like works with the 721 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:07,559 merch team. It was the DJ and it was two 722 00:39:07,559 --> 00:39:08,639 of the people on his team. 723 00:39:09,199 --> 00:39:11,679 Speaker 1: Wow, And I went in. 724 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,840 Speaker 2: I went early, helped them count everything, help them set 725 00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:19,119 up everything, got to chat with the DJ's team. I 726 00:39:19,159 --> 00:39:23,119 got to chat with the guys who work the company. 727 00:39:23,199 --> 00:39:26,400 And it was kind of cool because like it wasn't 728 00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:28,079 just a company that I reached out to because I 729 00:39:28,119 --> 00:39:31,280 know about them, Like I've been following this company for 730 00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:33,519 so long, Like they host events a lot of them 731 00:39:33,519 --> 00:39:38,000 in LA. They work with my absolute like favorite DJs 732 00:39:38,039 --> 00:39:42,239 of all time, and so I was just like, oh 733 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,039 my god, like this is so cool that like the 734 00:39:44,119 --> 00:39:46,519 creators are like, oh my god, hey, Albie, what's up. 735 00:39:46,559 --> 00:39:48,840 It's so nice to meet you, like talking to me 736 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:51,519 about events that I've gone to and just like me 737 00:39:51,599 --> 00:39:55,840 and one of the guys found out he lives probably 738 00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:58,360 a five minute drive away from me. 739 00:39:58,480 --> 00:39:59,800 Speaker 1: We were like, oh shit. 740 00:40:00,199 --> 00:40:05,519 Speaker 2: In Sino Gang, you know, and just like talking about 741 00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:10,599 UCLA and we were kiking and joking around about how 742 00:40:10,639 --> 00:40:14,559 he thought his apartment was haunted at UCLA. And they 743 00:40:14,639 --> 00:40:16,679 let me go off and they were like, oh, we'll 744 00:40:16,679 --> 00:40:18,960 take over this for now, like you can go jump 745 00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:21,639 in like the crowd and like watch the show for 746 00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:24,159 like cool and like I still had a great view 747 00:40:24,199 --> 00:40:26,960 from the merchant table, but they totally let me, like 748 00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:30,000 they were like go in there, like go hang for 749 00:40:30,039 --> 00:40:35,960 a bit, and so that was really fun, and they were. 750 00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:38,119 Speaker 1: Like we loved having you, like you were awesome. 751 00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:42,639 Speaker 2: Will one hundred percent be in touch with you, especially 752 00:40:42,679 --> 00:40:44,360 after the new year, because they were like it slows 753 00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:46,320 down at the end of the year and they don't 754 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:49,119 really do that much in LA, but they were like, 755 00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:51,719 as soon as the new year starts, we're gonna start 756 00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:54,840 picking stuff up and we would love to have you 757 00:40:54,880 --> 00:40:58,880 come back and just work stuff. And they weren't at Subtronic, 758 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:04,280 they were not Centronics, but you know, like Elbie that 759 00:41:04,599 --> 00:41:07,559 this could be your stepping stone to i know, like 760 00:41:07,639 --> 00:41:08,760 Live Nation someday. 761 00:41:08,920 --> 00:41:09,159 Speaker 1: I know. 762 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:12,840 Speaker 2: And it was so cool because I fully told them 763 00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:13,760 on the intro call. 764 00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:16,840 Speaker 1: I was like, I will do whatever you want me 765 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:17,239 to do. 766 00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:21,519 Speaker 2: I was like, I will take any job because bottom 767 00:41:21,559 --> 00:41:24,920 line is regardless of what I'm doing. Like I'm meeting 768 00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:28,920 all of these people that are obviously very well connected 769 00:41:29,559 --> 00:41:33,280 in the industry, and I'm still getting to, you know, 770 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:37,800 see a little behind the scenes of everything that goes on, 771 00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:40,519 and you know, hopefully the more I work with them, 772 00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:44,840 hopefully they reach out. We will because they said they will, 773 00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:46,039 so I'm gonna go either word. 774 00:41:46,599 --> 00:41:50,119 Speaker 1: But just like really cool to see them behind the 775 00:41:50,119 --> 00:41:52,519 scenes because it's just like what I love and to 776 00:41:52,559 --> 00:41:57,000 have that on your resume and experience, I know, it's awesome, 777 00:41:57,199 --> 00:41:58,079 so amazing. 778 00:41:58,199 --> 00:42:00,559 Speaker 2: I'm really excited. And people were so nice coming up 779 00:42:00,559 --> 00:42:02,320 to me to like buy merch. They were like, oh 780 00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:05,519 my god, Like there were people offering to buy me drinks, 781 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:10,320 like trading candy with me, and just like dance, like 782 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:12,480 because they saw me I was dancing behind the booth 783 00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:15,480 because obviously during a lot of the openers they would 784 00:42:15,519 --> 00:42:17,880 come try to buy the headliner's merch and then when 785 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:20,480 he was on they there was not a lot of 786 00:42:20,519 --> 00:42:23,000 people trying to miss his set to come buy it. 787 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,079 So I was just dancing and having a great time. 788 00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:31,039 But people next to the little table were dancing with 789 00:42:31,079 --> 00:42:32,760 me and they were like, oh my god, you're so 790 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:36,519 You're so fun like whatever, and people were getting my 791 00:42:36,599 --> 00:42:39,599 Instagram from the show and being like, oh my gosh, 792 00:42:39,639 --> 00:42:40,039 you're so. 793 00:42:40,159 --> 00:42:42,679 Speaker 1: Cool, blah blah blah. Are you going to be at 794 00:42:42,719 --> 00:42:43,360 this show? 795 00:42:43,519 --> 00:42:45,639 Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, like, I don't know, but 796 00:42:46,440 --> 00:42:48,599 it was overall so much fun. 797 00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:51,400 Speaker 3: So so recommend reaching. 798 00:42:51,159 --> 00:42:53,840 Speaker 1: Out DM DM. I'm on Instagram. 799 00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:57,079 Speaker 2: Next stop, I'm gonna try to DM some DJs and 800 00:42:57,119 --> 00:42:59,320 be like nice, let me do your social media. 801 00:43:00,239 --> 00:43:03,440 Speaker 1: Elbie, thank you for being here for two full shows. 802 00:43:03,559 --> 00:43:06,280 Speaker 3: You go back on our stay show and here Elb's 803 00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:08,400 first appearance. So much good information. 804 00:43:08,599 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 1: Yes, Ellie, thank you so much, of course. 805 00:43:11,280 --> 00:43:13,559 Speaker 3: But before we go, let's say hi to our friends. 806 00:43:13,559 --> 00:43:17,320 We got Christa get strapped, strapped and Stephanie's stinker wrinker 807 00:43:17,519 --> 00:43:21,360 Sandra is not even being green. No, no, no, it's 808 00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:24,679 not Jennifer, get up. Aaron's a dirty Sanchez, Leslie with 809 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:31,039 the coffee, Alicia, City of el Monte. Yeah, Kelly Bryant, 810 00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:37,239 Mary Chris, Rebecca, New Brand, Jo, Missy and Gabby. Come on, 811 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:40,159 get your shit together for the new year. At least, 812 00:43:40,239 --> 00:43:43,159 Katerina check your mol er Valerie, Bubba Fenwick gets it 813 00:43:43,199 --> 00:43:45,559 out of the park, Polly, we live your pancakes. Rito, 814 00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:50,480 keep rocking that bassiette with Elizabeth Williamson's million children in it. Nikki, 815 00:43:50,519 --> 00:43:53,679 call your girl. Dick is frolicking. I hope you all 816 00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:58,199 had a merry, merry Christmas, and we will be back 817 00:43:58,880 --> 00:44:02,320 in the new year. Right after we will be off 818 00:44:02,679 --> 00:44:05,440 next week, you'll hear some best ofs, but then after 819 00:44:05,559 --> 00:44:08,039 the first of the year, we're back back at it. 820 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:11,559 Speaker 1: Thank you, we love you. Thank you your parent. 821 00:44:11,639 --> 00:44:12,840 Speaker 3: Now, don't if it up 822 00:44:19,559 --> 00:44:20,280 Speaker 1: That Angel