Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, and welcome to Clydie Gruse. I'm your girl,
Speaker 1: Israel Risen. Thank you for joining me. This walk with
Speaker 1: the Most High is not easy. It is not a
Speaker 1: day that goes by where I'm angry with God. Like
Speaker 1: every day I'm angry, angry at cerc circumstances, angry cause
Speaker 1: I'm not understanding, like why is this happening? And then
Speaker 1: I look back over my life at things where I
Speaker 1: was angry, and I realize why God allowed that circumstance
Speaker 1: to fall the way it failed. I understand now why
Speaker 1: I was moved the way I was moved. I get
Speaker 1: now why I was redirected cause energetically wise, spiritually, I
Speaker 1: was not in alignment with my highest self yet. So
Speaker 1: I was still building my spiritual strength up, so to speak,
Speaker 1: while simultaneously shedding a lot of things that just can't
Speaker 1: go forward with me. Anything that gives me anxiety or
Speaker 1: stress on purpose can't go with me. Anything that ever
Speaker 1: gotta pay out to do, anything ill willed towards me
Speaker 1: can't go forward with me. Anything smiling on my face
Speaker 1: the whole time you trying to take my place, can't
Speaker 1: go forward with me. The veils, the cloaks, the mask,
Speaker 1: if all the shut down, and those who can see
Speaker 1: can see you past your beauty, magic, past all that
Speaker 1: kind of stuff. And so when you see a person
Speaker 1: who is just chilling by themselves, right, that person has
Speaker 1: been through hell and back and then back to Hell
Speaker 1: again and then a little bit past hell and back
Speaker 1: to a heavenly realm. Leave them people alone if you're
Speaker 1: not friendly. If you are not friendly, leave people alone
Speaker 1: that are by themselves, because some of those people got
Speaker 1: a divine protection from heaven and hell. And you basically
Speaker 1: can get aft up on all angles. Okay, you guys
Speaker 1: also understand in these days you got spiritual assistance sometimes
Speaker 1: from your adversaries on camps. So there are great powers
Speaker 1: working on behalf of so many of you right now
Speaker 1: fighting your battles in the spirit. And this is why,
Speaker 1: like the last post I talked about being sober is
Speaker 1: so important. I want to reiterate on it because I
Speaker 1: realized something like when I I don't get drunk like
Speaker 1: I used to. Okay, I'm gonna put that out there,
Speaker 1: because I used to get lit up. Okay, honey, I
Speaker 1: used to stay lit It was not a day if
Speaker 1: I was not late okay, but some days you gotta
Speaker 1: one day you gotta grow up. And it hit me
Speaker 1: like a recking ball. The recovery time was terrible, and
Speaker 1: I was like, I can't do this no more, and
Speaker 1: I just have not I have like a I can
Speaker 1: drink here and there blair mood. And now even nowadays,
Speaker 1: my body's rejecting that, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: I know, I'm just over the alcohol thing. I can't
Speaker 1: even get hard or anything harder than a fruity something,
Speaker 1: any harsher than that. It's just it's doing something to
Speaker 1: my body because our bodies are not supposed to be
Speaker 1: consuming that shit. So my body is like, that's it
Speaker 1: for us, you know what I mean. It does not
Speaker 1: s go with everybody else, but your body will tell
Speaker 1: you when enough enough, And when you're an an addict
Speaker 1: of anything, you need to listen to your body, especially
Speaker 1: these days, a lot of youall bodies are screaming enough enough,
Speaker 1: cause y'all already got liver damage, You already got stuff
Speaker 1: going on with your kidneys, You already got things going
Speaker 1: on with your intestine. You already your your your alcoholism
Speaker 1: has already done a significant internal damage. Already the least
Speaker 1: you can do is heal it now, and that's by
Speaker 1: as abstaining from the said substance for as long as
Speaker 1: you can. I'm a I'm a prior addict. You understand
Speaker 1: the thing. I was a dedicated addict for twenty plus years,
Speaker 1: dedicated every day I have something. And the only time
Speaker 1: I said breaks was the two times I was pregnant.
Speaker 1: Other than that I was drunk. And that's just the facts.
Speaker 1: So when I'm speaking to you, I'm not speaking at you.
Speaker 1: I'm speaking from experience, cause I've been there, got the
Speaker 1: scars and the terrible stories to go with it. Being
Speaker 1: sober and vigil in these hours doesn't mean you gotta
Speaker 1: stay sober forever, even though it's a g That's what
Speaker 1: God really, the divine really needs you to just stay sober,
Speaker 1: body minded, spirit, because you gotta remember the alcohol, the drug,
Speaker 1: all that stuff that's of this world that don't got
Speaker 1: nothing to do where we from. All that substance abuse,
Speaker 1: all this Jezebella energy, all this this dark and nasty energy,
Speaker 1: this low vibration. This is not our energy. This energy
Speaker 1: belongs to the invaders of this planet. Basically, like there's
Speaker 1: a species of people that are just ruthless, just terrible
Speaker 1: people and beings, and that's their energy being projected out
Speaker 1: into the frequency. That's why it's so important to have
Speaker 1: a true prayer life. And I'm not talking about praying
Speaker 1: like running to church. I'm not talking about that. I'm
Speaker 1: talking about a relationship with God, a relationship with the source,
Speaker 1: of a relationship with the One, Like you're co creating your
Speaker 1: existence every day with the One every day. So what
Speaker 1: you're seeing is what you're creating. It's what you're manifesting.
Speaker 1: Like me, I'm manifesting inner peace. See bitches around me,
Speaker 1: they're looking for tangible they're looking for materialistic stuff because
Speaker 1: they're materialistic people. But what I asked the Divine for
Speaker 1: was inner peace, something I had never had in my life,
Speaker 1: and I got that. So your wealth is not the
Speaker 1: same as my wealth, cause I believe you're super wealthy
Speaker 1: when you find inner peace. Cause I know a lot
Speaker 1: of people with a lot of money physically, but they
Speaker 1: didn't have no inner peace, and they were miserable people
Speaker 1: to be around. They could never find joy in anything
Speaker 1: going on because they couldn't appreciate what they had because
Speaker 1: it was never enough. So appreciate the small things. Gratitude,
Speaker 1: it takes you a long way. So this season just
Speaker 1: prepared your mind's, hearts, and bodies and souls. It's just
Speaker 1: about to be different. A lot of the spell work
Speaker 1: has been taken off of a lot of people. A
Speaker 1: lot of the plots and plans have been all praise
Speaker 1: to the divine that they've been brought to the light.
Speaker 1: And many of you are starting to remember things you
Speaker 1: used to enjoy doing. Some of you are dancing again.
Speaker 1: Some of you are singing again. Some of you are
Speaker 1: writing again. Some of you are coloring again. Some of
Speaker 1: you are cooking again. Some of you are dating again.
Speaker 1: Some of you are learning how to just be in
Speaker 1: crowds again. Many people were beat down so bad by
Speaker 1: life and everybody around them, they kind of just went
Speaker 1: into a hermit mode. You recoup, right, You kind of
Speaker 1: go in hermit mode to recoup everything that was stolen
Speaker 1: when you was getting attacked basically from every realm, from
Speaker 1: multiple groups at one time. They literally had it on
Speaker 1: a rotational schedule of attacks. And there you are sitting
Speaker 1: there thinking, you ain't nobody child you everything? Why do
Speaker 1: you think everybody's attacking you or tempting to anyway, cause
Speaker 1: they wanna be you. They want what you got but
Speaker 1: could never because what you have is God. And they
Speaker 1: refuse to give God their full hearts. They're going to
Speaker 1: God with partiality and not with the truth. As if God,
Speaker 1: the Divine, the Source, the creative all creations, can't see
Speaker 1: or hear your thoughts, The all knowing Creator, the most
Speaker 1: d has seen it all. This walk of life where
Speaker 1: God ain't easy, it will take you through there. I
Speaker 1: was just cussing everybody out earlier. I mean cuss them
Speaker 1: all the way out. I wanted them to cry. I
Speaker 1: wanted them to feel the pain I was feeling. I
Speaker 1: wanted them to feel the pain. I did all that yelling,
Speaker 1: and it was the smallest, slowest little voice that said,
Speaker 1: do you feel better now? Lets the lessons begin. And
Speaker 1: then it was just like that's happening because of this,
Speaker 1: and that's it was just so calm answering me. So
Speaker 1: when you really ask the questions to the divine for real,
Speaker 1: you will get answers. When you sit in stillness or
Speaker 1: howevery way you communicate. Like me, I'm the type of
Speaker 1: person I can have the TV on. I don't be
Speaker 1: watching TV anyway. I just be having a background like
Speaker 1: just motions and ours. So I'll be on the TV ow.
Speaker 1: I can have a video going on my phone. I
Speaker 1: can have the microwave going on. I can have all
Speaker 1: the noise, but I can hear God, Crystal Claire. I
Speaker 1: can hear that soft voice. It's like now it it's
Speaker 1: it's super soft, but it gets super loud in my head,
Speaker 1: if that makes any sense. And it has not led
Speaker 1: me astray yet. And so this walk with God, it's
Speaker 1: not some simple walk in the park. It's it challenges
Speaker 1: everything of your being. And you you may go through
Speaker 1: your addiction spells again, you may because there's something in
Speaker 1: you that's needing to get out of that. You have
Speaker 1: to purse all of this worldly things that we were
Speaker 1: that were attached to us. We have to get that
Speaker 1: shiz dick off our vessels. And so basically what the
Speaker 1: Divine is doing is like literally pruning us, like this
Speaker 1: doesn't belong to you. I didn't give you this, This
Speaker 1: doesn't belong to you. No, this was supposed to be
Speaker 1: added on to you, you know, And the Divine is
Speaker 1: literally like prepping us. I don't know how to explain it.
Speaker 1: I could feel it. It's something big coming. I could
Speaker 1: feel it in the air. And the last time I
Speaker 1: felt something big like this is coming, it was during
Speaker 1: before COVID hit. Right before COVID hit. I told everybody
Speaker 1: something big is coming. I could feel in there. Everybody say,
Speaker 1: you go take some medicine, you crazy bitch. And then
Speaker 1: the next day, no sorry, three days later, everybody walking
Speaker 1: around what they were in a mass, and I was chilling,
Speaker 1: see because the spirit had already told me, go to
Speaker 1: the grocery store. Go get this, Go get that, go
Speaker 1: get this. And I'm buying all this stuff it, you know,
Speaker 1: because I had a big o house at that time,
Speaker 1: and I'm stocked ball. I got everything I need. By
Speaker 1: the time that stuff hit and everybody running to them
Speaker 1: grocery toilet, I was already stacked up. I was already
Speaker 1: ready to go because the spirit had already told me
Speaker 1: something big is coming down the pipeline. So like right now,
Speaker 1: the Spirit's like, empty out these freezers, empty this shit out.
Speaker 1: You don't need none of this shit. Empty this. Don't
Speaker 1: buy nothing fucking else. Don't buy nothing else from Publics,
Speaker 1: don't buy nothing else from Krogers, don't buy nothing else
Speaker 1: from these damn department stores. Don't buy shit else out
Speaker 1: these stores. And so I'm gonna be obedient and listen
Speaker 1: to the divine because guess what, the Divine ain't stirred
Speaker 1: me wrong yet. The one time I didn't listen to it,
Speaker 1: the the mozaric, it delayed me two years, and somebody
Speaker 1: was able to destiny swap me. He left his depression
Speaker 1: with me, all this sad and terrible energy, and he
Speaker 1: r he rode off in the sunset and mind and
Speaker 1: I will I I will never make that mistake again,
Speaker 1: cause now I don't trust nobody. See, that was the
Speaker 1: last person I trusted. But the divine wanted me to
Speaker 1: really understand that part in the Bible where it says
Speaker 1: trust no man and mean that shit. So just walk
Speaker 1: with God. Ain't easy to what I'm saying. Every day
Speaker 1: you question your sanity, every day you question it your
Speaker 1: right walking in the right path? Every day? Are you
Speaker 1: you questioned? Am I even saying right now? Is there
Speaker 1: even a God? Like you get to the point of
Speaker 1: you start saying, you know, there's not even one. I'm
Speaker 1: delusional to the government experiment, you just get so fucking frustrated.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, and this is why I had
Speaker 1: to unbind from it all. For the God of the Bible,
Speaker 1: I was never good enough for I was always doing
Speaker 1: things wrong. I was always feeling inadequate. I was always
Speaker 1: feeling like everything I did was a sin. That's not living.
Speaker 1: That's called manipulation. That's called dominating. When you're dominating the
Speaker 1: thoughts of another based off of behavior. And that's what
Speaker 1: that feels like. I didn't feel like. I don't feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, real love it all. Anyway, I'm gonna end
Speaker 1: on this. No, you gotta remember the Kingdom of heavens
Speaker 1: within thee. And if God is un the thrown in
Speaker 1: the Kingdom of Heaven, which is inside of thee, then
Speaker 1: you are one of the many walking, talking, breathing gods
Speaker 1: here on the earth round. You are not the Creator itself,
Speaker 1: but you are one of many gods that have been
Speaker 1: awakened for these end times. It's the end times for
Speaker 1: their world, but it's the beginning for the new world,
Speaker 1: the new world without all the wicked tree that they
Speaker 1: wanted you to get accustomed to. No, all that gott
Speaker 1: to go. This is like a cosmic reordering happening at
Speaker 1: this very moment where malice and mischief and all that stuff,
Speaker 1: it's just not going forward because again, like I said earlier,
Speaker 1: if it's not gonna bring you higher elevation wise, it
Speaker 1: can't go with you. So a lot of of y'all
Speaker 1: are going to be experiencing alone, you know, being alone
Speaker 1: for the very first time in your lives, and you're
Speaker 1: not understanding it's not punishment. It's really self preservation in
Speaker 1: the divine just really working with you without the influence
Speaker 1: in the instructions of others. Because you should be getting
Speaker 1: downloads basically like revelations every day from the source itself.
Speaker 1: You should begetting that. You shouldn't have to go look
Speaker 1: on YouTube, TikTok or no social you should begin that
Speaker 1: before you even touch your phone in the morning. You
Speaker 1: should be getting downloads all day long, revelations of things,
Speaker 1: all day long, visions all you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like you should be if you're really about that life.
Speaker 1: But there's a lot of people that don't, and so
Speaker 1: they they do what it's called energy siphon and transferens,
Speaker 1: and that's how they be tapping into the spirit roam
Speaker 1: and stuff, not by their own source. They're not a source.
Speaker 1: They have to do dark magic to get other people's
Speaker 1: energy in order for them to be anything. And those
Speaker 1: days are number for these people. These people are about
Speaker 1: to experience sudden laws from whatever they build off of
Speaker 1: one hundred and forty four thousand. And this isn't a
Speaker 1: thread and now this is a this is cosmic law.
Speaker 1: It has to rebalance itself. So I know a lot
Speaker 1: of your questioning just your sanity at this point, and
Speaker 1: wondering should I continue following the most tart I'm telling
Speaker 1: you this, follow your heart less. That's all I can say.
Speaker 1: Only you can make the decision for you. I don't
Speaker 1: want to project, and I don't want to interfere with
Speaker 1: your choices, but only you can make that decision. I mean,
Speaker 1: if you're smart, only you. Anyway, Again, this walk with
Speaker 1: the divine, the Source in the right path and the
Speaker 1: lights not really in the light, because you really go
Speaker 1: into the dark when you're really rocking with the albul Father,
Speaker 1: because you start to discover so much dark crap and
Speaker 1: it really puts you in a in a I can
Speaker 1: I can hate, I can f everybody up in this
Speaker 1: in this bad Boy, I can really mess everybody up.
Speaker 1: It puts you in that mind space when you start
Speaker 1: seeing how people are operating behind your back, the plots
Speaker 1: and plans that they p they they were trying to
Speaker 1: set you up with just the lengths that people who
Speaker 1: are evil, and they so went through to try to
Speaker 1: erase you because of their jealousy. They're envy, they're just hate, right,
Speaker 1: and so you got to learn, no matter what's going
Speaker 1: on outside of you, learn to love yourself one hundred percent.
Speaker 1: Because I'm telling you all right now, if you leave
Speaker 1: a little leg room, these demons out, this bad boy
Speaker 1: will pick at that area because you left the little
Speaker 1: let room. Don't leave no doors cracked, windows open for
Speaker 1: these dark energies. Okay, You're gonna be alright. Not talking
Speaker 1: to your toxic family if they're hurting you, if their
Speaker 1: whole goal is to bring you to nothingness so they
Speaker 1: can steal your money in assets, that is not a
Speaker 1: family you need to ever see again in person. Right,
Speaker 1: Don't feel bad about not talking to that person you
Speaker 1: knew from thirty forty years ago. Don't feel bad not
Speaker 1: talking to these but no more because they had bad
Speaker 1: intentions for your life. See, the divine is getting rid
Speaker 1: of the weight everything that weighed her down. She's literally
Speaker 1: dropping the weights. So I know I went a little
Speaker 1: bit everywhere on this one, but yeah, you know, I mean,
Speaker 1: have you been listening to me for a while, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Anyway,
Speaker 1: have a beautiful and amazing rest of your day night.
Speaker 1: Whenever you hear this, and you're not gonna always just remember,
Speaker 1: like you know, just walk with with with the most hide.
Speaker 1: It's not easy. Like I said, I've been snapping for
Speaker 1: all day to day. Yesterday, I've been snapping. I sorry,
Speaker 1: I had a drinker a couple of days ago, like
Speaker 1: I was snapping. I just was like ef that. I mean,
Speaker 1: just snaps, because when you really walking with the most hide,
Speaker 1: you're gonna be frustrated by so much. You see, it's
Speaker 1: gonna be an uh, it's gonna be a it's a
Speaker 1: holy rage. And that's when the attacks really start happening.
Speaker 1: When you start seeing church folks. Oh honey, child, they
Speaker 1: sit in that god damn church house and curse you
Speaker 1: ask me. I know I know this personally. They sit
Speaker 1: down in that church house and curse your girl good
Speaker 1: and then go drop real tears about I curse them.
Speaker 1: Why the fact that nobody in that church had discernment
Speaker 1: because everybody believed they're idol. Judgments on that church, by
Speaker 1: the way, and everybody in it, because how nobody, nobody
Speaker 1: in the church have discernment to see her, to see
Speaker 1: the and crying in your face. How noney y'all see
Speaker 1: that demon anyway? That was so for somebody specifically. Listen, okay,
Speaker 1: Spirit wanted you to hear that real clear. How you
Speaker 1: not see that whole demon? It's crying in front of
Speaker 1: the congregation. How nobody saw this demon anyway? Y'all ain't
Speaker 1: gonna be judging free y'all saw that, and nobody spoke up.
Speaker 1: Nobody defended that woman in her absence. Nobody. Yeah, all
Speaker 1: this is seen by the all knowing and judgments on
Speaker 1: the land. This is why a lot of the people,
Speaker 1: you know, they kind of disappear for a while, and
Speaker 1: they're coming back around right now, right because the alignment
Speaker 1: is happening right now. There's a transference that must happen
Speaker 1: because it's cosmic law. And then when a thief is called,
Speaker 1: a thief must pay back sevenfold of what it stole.
Speaker 1: In every thief in the spirit and physically has been arrested.
Speaker 1: So what's in the heavenly round, what's above shall be
Speaker 1: below because folks are getting arrested left and right right now. Anyway,
Speaker 1: this is longer than I really wanted to be. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I know the last one. I try to stay technical,
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna give y'all like two back to back,
Speaker 1: one my professional keep it, keep it clean, and then
Speaker 1: I'm always gonna follow up with just a out lot
Speaker 1: me digress, let me step back with themselves and just
Speaker 1: be anyway, So hold on to your faith that you
Speaker 1: still got it. I know. If it wasn't for the
Speaker 1: name of Jesus Christ, if it wasn't for Yeshu Almah Shid,
Speaker 1: if it wasn't for the Royal Kakkadish, if it wasn't
Speaker 1: for Chakrama, if it wasn't for Moses at Abraham, Isaac
Speaker 1: Jacob of Bendigo Meshack, if it wasn't for Jeremiah, if
Speaker 1: it wasn't for Daniel, if it wasn't for the book Es,
Speaker 1: if it wasn't for Titus, if it wasn't for Enoch
Speaker 1: books one, two, and three, if it wasn't for all
Speaker 1: the Maccabees, if it wasn't for all this wisdom and
Speaker 1: knowledge that I attained over these seven years, I would
Speaker 1: not be here. I would have succumbed to my addictions.
Speaker 1: But I serve a greater God than He in this
Speaker 1: work or it's substances. So that's the transmission from Coloude's grooves.
Speaker 1: And if you like to just chill out, come on back.
Speaker 1: And sharing is free. So I don't get paid for
Speaker 1: doing any of this stuff. So I just wanted you
Speaker 1: to throw that out there. Not a dog. So I
Speaker 1: know a lot of you made a lot of money
Speaker 1: off of my words. See that too. You shall have
Speaker 1: to pay back because you can't steal from me. You're
Speaker 1: gonna pay it back, and it's gonna be in a
Speaker 1: terribly big way because nothing I do is small, and
Speaker 1: nothing the spear team that's protected me is small. They're loud,
Speaker 1: they're sometimes irritated, but they get the job done alright.
Speaker 1: So keep healing your mind's body, souls and spirits and
Speaker 1: until w W W we hear each other again. How
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