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<v Speaker 1>Weird thing happened.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird, Weird, Weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to episode one ninety one of bleds have said. So,

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<v Speaker 1>we have a very very honorable special guest with us

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<v Speaker 1>here in the studio today. Real quick, I just wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about an event coming up in May in Delavan, Wisconsin,

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<v Speaker 1>from May second to May fourth. My father, my wife,

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<v Speaker 1>and I will be at the Contact Modalities Expo. My

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<v Speaker 1>dad will be the keynote speaker. It's gonna be an

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<v Speaker 1>awesome event. There's gonna be like three conference rooms running

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<v Speaker 1>simultaneously throughout the whole weekend with like all kinds of amazing.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>There's gonna be like Shaman's breath workers, yoga, Crystal bowl therapists.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's gonna be insane, and we're gonna do a

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<v Speaker 1>SkyWatch Friday night. We're gonna have a cocktail party on

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<v Speaker 1>Saturday with a DJ. Everybody's gonna be hanging out in

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<v Speaker 1>a big luncheon and it's really gonna just be like

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<v Speaker 1>a party, but consciousness themed. So anyway, I hope to

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<v Speaker 1>see you guys there. You can get your tickets at

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<v Speaker 1>Contact Modalities xpo dot com. Now, the guest that we

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<v Speaker 1>have in the studio today is incredible. I met her

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<v Speaker 1>last year at the Monroe Institute. I hope this is

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<v Speaker 1>okay that I introduce you as the CEO of the

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<v Speaker 1>Monroe Institute. We have Alan Evans.

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome, Alan, thank you glad to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, very very like shocked that you were willing to

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<v Speaker 1>do this.

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<v Speaker 3>Pleasure.

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<v Speaker 1>We are incredibly blessed.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>Absolutely, Yeah, especially after just having a really really cool

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<v Speaker 4>experience just a couple of months ago with the Creation station.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, one of our programs.

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<v Speaker 4>Really was profound. So it's been in our heads, it's

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<v Speaker 4>fresh in our heads a lot, you know, So it's exciting,

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<v Speaker 4>very excited.

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<v Speaker 3>That's the neat thing about it is that we want

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<v Speaker 3>you to have the experience. So that's what we're doing.

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<v Speaker 3>We're setting up experience for you, and that's that's the

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<v Speaker 3>game changer.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it really is. It was profound. It was awesome,

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<v Speaker 4>and we we've been so busy, we still have yet

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<v Speaker 4>to like dive deep into what happened and our personal

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<v Speaker 4>experiences and stuff. But I mean, it truly was so

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<v Speaker 4>profound and life changing, and Ignasio is amazing, and it

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<v Speaker 4>was it was a blessings.

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<v Speaker 1>A brother for sure. He's an amazing human being. I

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<v Speaker 1>think we finally figured out what like next week we're

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<v Speaker 1>going to talk about it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, oh good, Yeah, okay, we watched that episode.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, for sure. It was great.

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<v Speaker 1>We did it back in December.

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<v Speaker 4>December.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just been that busy, it really is, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I'm excited about that. It was amazing. It

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<v Speaker 1>was transformative, and I think you know what that's like, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, being the CEO of Monroe. So I'd love

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<v Speaker 1>to get into that. I know you've told me this

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<v Speaker 1>story twice. I know, we talked about it over dinner.

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<v Speaker 1>Jenny said, I know you're going to talk about it,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know you told the story. But I would

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<v Speaker 1>love to hear again and as much as little detail

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<v Speaker 1>as you like, Like what was your journey becoming the

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<v Speaker 1>CEO of Monroe.

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<v Speaker 3>So in my late twenties, I got on this mission

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<v Speaker 3>that I wanted to be more psychic. And after I

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<v Speaker 3>got to graduate school in Lubbock, Texas, I started having

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<v Speaker 3>these experiences, these introductions to this psychic world, and it

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<v Speaker 3>made me curious. First of all, so I started reading

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of books pre internet, so it was books,

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<v Speaker 3>library books. And then there was a bookstore called the

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<v Speaker 3>Odyssey Bookstore.

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<v Speaker 4>I love that name.

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<v Speaker 3>Had weird books in it, really strange books that I

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<v Speaker 3>have never ever been exposed to before, you know. So

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<v Speaker 3>once I got to Lewick, Texas, it really my world

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<v Speaker 3>has changed. And one of the first books I read

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<v Speaker 3>was by Edgar Casey, right, the Sleeping.

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<v Speaker 4>Prophet Awesome, we talk about.

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<v Speaker 3>Him, And what got my attention was there was this

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<v Speaker 3>man who could predict things and it was verifiable. So

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<v Speaker 3>that was like, okay. So I just got on this

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<v Speaker 3>quest and then I had some experiences with psychics, and

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<v Speaker 3>I thought, I want to learn how to do this myself.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I don't I don't want the as I

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<v Speaker 3>say the middle man. I don't I want to. I

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<v Speaker 3>want to know myself because you know, also that person

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<v Speaker 3>that psychic is an interpreter sometimes, so if I have

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<v Speaker 3>my own experience, I'm interpreting it. So I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>how do I do this? And so I started reading books,

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<v Speaker 3>still continued to read books, and I realized about the

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<v Speaker 3>third book, ind of a psychic trying to teach me

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<v Speaker 3>how to be a psychic, that they came into this

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<v Speaker 3>world gifted what I considered gifted already they didn't have

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<v Speaker 3>to learn. I mean, I was in my late twenties.

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't psychic, you know, and so I knew I

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<v Speaker 3>had to learn a different way. So that I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>I got to put a program together, and I also

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<v Speaker 3>want to do you know, Once I do that, I

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<v Speaker 3>can teach it to everybody, you know. So then I

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<v Speaker 3>again read books and I put together dream analysis meditating.

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<v Speaker 3>And I didn't really know what meditating was, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>I would read a book and try to do what

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<v Speaker 3>they said. But it started working. Then as I was

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<v Speaker 3>reading these books, there were authors who would mention the

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<v Speaker 3>Monroe Institute and I'm like, oh, where is this place?

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<v Speaker 3>And this is a mystery. But it was pre internet again,

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<v Speaker 3>so I didn't know much about it, where it was,

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<v Speaker 3>how I was it going to find it? And then

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<v Speaker 3>I had a child. That means I got you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>And it took me until two thousand and eight, oh

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<v Speaker 3>to get back to it.

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<v Speaker 1>I was wondering, yeah that now I.

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<v Speaker 3>Do want to say something here though I still was dabbling,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, even though I was focused on family and

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<v Speaker 3>raising my daughter. It wasn't that I gave it all up.

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<v Speaker 3>I just wasn't seeking it on the same level. So

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<v Speaker 3>I was still doing dream analysis and still meditating when

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<v Speaker 3>I could find time, but I just it was kind

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<v Speaker 3>of directionless and.

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<v Speaker 4>Dream analysis I'm sorry, dream analysis. You mean you're you're

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<v Speaker 4>waking up and immediately like kind of interpreting your dreams

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<v Speaker 4>writing down. Yeah, well, okay, okay.

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<v Speaker 3>And for me, I feel like that's a for anyone searching.

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<v Speaker 3>I really think that's a key way or one of

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<v Speaker 3>the key ways to do it. Because you learn a

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<v Speaker 3>nonverbal language, you also learn and the way I look

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<v Speaker 3>at it is, Okay, if I get I have a

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<v Speaker 3>symbol of a rose in a dream, then because I

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<v Speaker 3>worked with this and and made interpretations about different symbols,

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<v Speaker 3>then I've got a communication system. So either my higher

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<v Speaker 3>self or total self or guides can send me messages

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<v Speaker 3>because they know what I think it will be, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's a it took many years, you know for

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<v Speaker 3>me to do that, but I always can figure things

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<v Speaker 3>out now because I've created that language.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow, that's a fascinating way to describe it. Yeah, Like

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<v Speaker 4>your gods like know what you're looking for kind of thing,

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<v Speaker 4>and so they can send you a little wake hants

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<v Speaker 4>and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>So just as an example, a simplistic example, and you've

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<v Speaker 3>maybe you've had this stream before where your teeth are

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<v Speaker 3>falling out.

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't, but I have.

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<v Speaker 3>It all right, So I as I worked with it,

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<v Speaker 3>I decided or figured out that that meant, and I

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<v Speaker 3>used the dream dictionaries, you know, to get some of

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<v Speaker 3>my information, but I would exclude the superstitions. So if

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<v Speaker 3>it's like, if your teeth are falling out, financial doom,

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<v Speaker 3>I would just go no, yeah, that's not what's happening here.

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<v Speaker 5>Edgar Casey has a wonderful dream dictionary references a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you want to be careful your source, definitely, but

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<v Speaker 3>I have now forgot where I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Your teeth are falling out.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, okay, so your teeth are falling out. So I

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<v Speaker 3>decided or determine that when I had that dream, that

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<v Speaker 3>it meant I was giving away my personal power. So

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<v Speaker 3>then I could go back to the day before, or

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<v Speaker 3>you know, a few days before, to try to figure

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<v Speaker 3>out when I did it, and then then you learn interesting. Wow, Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>So meditation is the same way. You're in a meditation,

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<v Speaker 3>you get information and then you can apply, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>look at what's going on in your life.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm big on that because I have like a

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<v Speaker 1>psychology degree undergrad and learning about like oh really yeah wow,

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<v Speaker 1>I was curious about that too. That's amazing. We really

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<v Speaker 1>have a similar path.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, I made, I just didn't get a degree.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Yeah, that's that's that's amazing, like the similarities between

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<v Speaker 1>our our background and I resonate with a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>what you're saying. Yeah, personally and always being curious about dreams.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never had a good source for dream dictionary. It's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of just Google, so.

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<v Speaker 3>I would actually I found that to be a good

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<v Speaker 3>one now okay, but just because of all the information

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<v Speaker 3>that's out there, it seems to pull the best definitions.

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<v Speaker 3>But it didn't used to. But now that's what I do.

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<v Speaker 3>I just google it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Interesting, does Jung ring a bell? Carl Jung? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like the collective unconscious, that's kind of hitting all the

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<v Speaker 1>same concept right, Like the subconscious knows these archetypal symbols,

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<v Speaker 1>So I guess that makes sense, like your guides or

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<v Speaker 1>your higher self or whoever is like, you know, here's

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<v Speaker 1>this symbol that you can interpret that has some sort

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<v Speaker 1>of meaning that you know. So that's fascinating stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>So anyway, I was doing all these things, read about

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<v Speaker 3>the institute, and then I got distracted. And then in

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<v Speaker 3>two thousand and nine, no, two thousand and eight, November.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember November two thousand and eight, my daughter and

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<v Speaker 3>I went to the bookstore and I just didn't have

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<v Speaker 3>anything I was thinking about buying. So I just walked

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<v Speaker 3>up and down an aisle and I saw this book.

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<v Speaker 3>And the book was the Journey of Robert Monroe. And

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, this is it? You know, this isn't

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<v Speaker 3>so coo? Yes, And I'd been reading about it, so

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<v Speaker 3>I had to, you know, I bought it, of course,

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<v Speaker 3>and I bought it. I read it really quickly, and

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<v Speaker 3>before I had finished reading it, I had bought the

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<v Speaker 3>entire Gateway series. At Gateway Wave series at the time

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<v Speaker 3>there were six now they're eight disks, no well series.

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<v Speaker 3>So each each set, each series has six I think

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<v Speaker 3>five or six exercises, oh wow, meditations. So I just

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<v Speaker 3>blew through that. And the interesting thing is I've talked

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<v Speaker 3>to people over the years. Some people you'll do it

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<v Speaker 3>one of two ways. You'll either just go through it

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<v Speaker 3>like I did, like I'll do this. Then I want

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<v Speaker 3>to do this, you know, keep doing it, keep doing it,

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<v Speaker 3>and I might make a note I'll go back to

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<v Speaker 3>keep listening to the same exercise over and over and

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<v Speaker 3>over until you feel like you're ready for the next one.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was the first way. I just.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that because I've heard from people at the institute.

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<v Speaker 3>So I blew through it. And before I was through,

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<v Speaker 3>then I was there by March. So read the book

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<v Speaker 3>in November two thousand and eight. There in March, and

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<v Speaker 3>And I mean, I wasn't expecting it. You know, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>And that was like it was washed over me. You

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<v Speaker 4>is brave. You said it earlier. It is brave.

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<v Speaker 4>It's still like, that's that can be kind of scary.

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<v Speaker 4>It is in this place. You don't know exactly what

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I actually just this is funny. So I coached

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<v Speaker 3>be okay. You can do that for a week. That's,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, what I told myself. Of course I didn't,

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<v Speaker 4>But so then back back then, you said two thousand

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<v Speaker 4>and eight, two thousand and nine.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it was just a Gateway or they had.

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<v Speaker 3>A few more programs. Is that what you're asking?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, what kind of programs?

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<v Speaker 3>So it's our core programs that we still have, like Guidelines, Lifeline, Heartline,

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<v Speaker 3>So they already had those programs going cool, but we've

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, absolutely, Yeah, I'll.

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<v Speaker 1>Be doing Guidelines in July. Yeah, I'm very excited, excited,

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<v Speaker 1>very excited. I have no idea what to expect, but

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm telling you every thought that you're describing that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to make friends, even though it's all

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be the weird guy. And then I get

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<v Speaker 1>there and I'm actually like the normal guy. Right, We're

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<v Speaker 1>all normal, right, and we're all cool and we're all friends,

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<v Speaker 3>Beauty of it is, it's it's an every time. Every

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<v Speaker 3>program is different, but it's an interesting group that shows up,

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<v Speaker 3>and it can be a seventy year old there with

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<v Speaker 3>maybe you haven't met before, but it's so supportive that

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it just works. I think of Monroe just having

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<v Speaker 3>As you know, you know, and yeah, we can't get

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that'll be an easy task. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just having been there myself, the feeling that I get

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<v Speaker 1>is Monroe really is just like a great beacon that

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<v Speaker 1>attracts peop people who are like you described, like I've

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<v Speaker 1>been through like these guys also, you know, have felt

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<v Speaker 1>at some point that like sometimes you're just in deep

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<v Speaker 1>need of an experience of something other. Yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean. And I do feel like Monroe is

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<v Speaker 1>that great place where people can go and they can

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<v Speaker 1>have that real genuine experience with the other. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>not weird, it's not scary. It's actually pretty normal and

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<v Speaker 1>maybe even a little scientific, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and people have different motivations too, So you might

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<v Speaker 3>I was wanting to be more psychic.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to learn more about myself.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a really good motivation. That's a better motivation.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's the same thing.

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<v Speaker 3>That's really that's what happens.

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<v Speaker 4>And then it branches off into so many different sub

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<v Speaker 4>sects and like these these really like the heart line

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<v Speaker 4>and the lifeline and that stuff is so fascinating to me.

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<v Speaker 4>I'd love to do one of those one day. That'd

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<v Speaker 4>be really awesome. But I had a I had a

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<v Speaker 4>blast doing Creation Station and even doing it from home,

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<v Speaker 4>like over zoom, I'm like, is this really gonna be

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<v Speaker 4>Before we did it, I'm like, Okay, this will be cool,

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<v Speaker 4>but is it really gonna be that big a deal?

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<v Speaker 4>Day one we did it and I was like, oh man,

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<v Speaker 4>kind of blown me away. It was. It was so awesome.

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<v Speaker 4>So I just love what you guys do. It's it's

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<v Speaker 4>really cool. It's really unique. And we said on the

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<v Speaker 4>episode with what was his name, Yeah, Archie, such a

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<v Speaker 4>such an awesome guy. That was that was a great episode.

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<v Speaker 4>And we said it on the episode with him, it's like,

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<v Speaker 4>this is the only thing of its kind, really, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>the only thing there is like this, and I love that.

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<v Speaker 4>It's it's like backed by data, and it's also kind

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<v Speaker 4>of data oriented. But it's not all about the data, right,

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<v Speaker 4>It's more it's it's the experience that is the number one.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's also small and intimate. You know, we our

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<v Speaker 3>twenty six participants, and the other is twenty So if

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<v Speaker 3>you're not going to go to a program and be

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<v Speaker 1>Right, I never really thought about it like that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that is a very good point.

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<v Speaker 3>The trainers are there with you, you know, all the time,

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<v Speaker 3>or most of that when they're sleeping.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's true.

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<v Speaker 4>Do they always do the experience with the class too?

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<v Speaker 3>No, someone has to be running the control room, yes, true. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>but but what we'll do is we'll swap off and

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<v Speaker 1>I mean that's exactly what I would do, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>take shifts. That's amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, man, But.

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<v Speaker 3>A lot of times we're in the control room together,

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<v Speaker 3>but you know, well we'll say, hey, I really want

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I noticed like it would be one voice going

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<v Speaker 4>Like going into the exercises and coming out of the exercises.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because it's not like when we did virtual when

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<v Speaker 1>when you're there residential, there's another built at least at

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<v Speaker 1>the top of the mountain. I haven't experienced the bottom

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<v Speaker 1>of the mountain. There's another building where they speak into

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<v Speaker 1>a microphone making sure everybody's ready to go into the meditation.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's like all these check units are linked and

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<v Speaker 1>there's a switch that you flip and once all the

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<v Speaker 3>Right, Yeah, but we call it, well, it's not they're blue.

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<v Speaker 3>We call it ready lights.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I did go in that room one time. I

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<v Speaker 1>got to see the amazing set up there and it's awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyway, so it's like they're talking to you live

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<v Speaker 1>from another location. Simultaneously, everybody's hearing the trainer's voice like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>this is you know the parameters of this exercise, you

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<v Speaker 1>know the purpose? Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and the other location we're all of the same building.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, yeah, cool, yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Other location it's not in Virginia, there's no.

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<v Speaker 3>Well it is we have two campuses or two venues

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<v Speaker 3>in the a mile apart.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, that's what you're talking about top of the mountain

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<v Speaker 4>and bottom of the mountain.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, okay, there's two like buildings like gotcha, you know, facilities,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's all in the same area.

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<v Speaker 4>But I wonder what the you know, a place so

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<v Speaker 4>special like this that is truly one of a kind.

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<v Speaker 4>I wonder what, like the the prolific, like the number

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<v Speaker 4>of people that come is it? Has it grown exponentially?

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<v Speaker 4>It seems like the past couple of years, I've heard

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<v Speaker 4>more people talking about Monroe than ever.

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<v Speaker 3>And that's by design.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay. I had wondered, like, is it just because we

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<v Speaker 4>are starting to talk about it more here?

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<v Speaker 3>No, since I started in the position i'm in now,

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<v Speaker 3>we have been initiating a high growth strategy and so

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<v Speaker 3>we've been doing a lot of different things in it,

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<v Speaker 3>and now it's we're seeing the result.

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<v Speaker 1>So this is a great segue into the next thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to talk about. Your mission. Yeah, let's let's

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<v Speaker 1>talk about that. The thing that I took away from

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<v Speaker 1>Monroe that had me so motivated to continue on my

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<v Speaker 1>journey trying to you know, be a part of Monroe

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<v Speaker 1>was when I spoke to you and of course from

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<v Speaker 1>the trainers, and I heard your mission, So let's talk

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<v Speaker 1>about that.

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<v Speaker 3>So this happened before I got there. They created the

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<v Speaker 3>mission and it's to reach one percent of the world's population.

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<v Speaker 3>That's what we were saying. So when I got there,

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<v Speaker 3>when we had our first in person board member board meeting,

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<v Speaker 3>we decided we need to say a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 3>We need to figure this out a little bit more,

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<v Speaker 3>because we weren't tracking it. We were just saying it.

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<v Speaker 3>And then we really hadn't defined it, define it yet,

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<v Speaker 3>like what what is that? What do we mean?

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<v Speaker 4>What was the number?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Or well we had the number, but what were we

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<v Speaker 3>wanting those eighty people to do?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, like a million, right, I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>Eighty million, eighty million people to do? And so we

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<v Speaker 3>defined it as having a direct experience. So what we

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<v Speaker 3>count now is your first time that we can figure

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<v Speaker 3>out having a first having a direct experience. Wow, And

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<v Speaker 3>we and we measure it every quarter, we pull our numbers,

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<v Speaker 3>we look at it and we're still a little behind,

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<v Speaker 3>but we're working on it. We're working on it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's amazing because I know in the very beginning

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<v Speaker 1>of the institute. Robert Monroe himself had a similar mission,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was in five thousand.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, wanting to reach a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he wanted to reach five thousand people. He believed

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<v Speaker 1>that if he reached five thousand that it would change

427
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<v Speaker 1>the world. And they found out that they actually reached

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<v Speaker 1>that very quickly in the world, and here we are.

429
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<v Speaker 1>But I love that. That's amazing, you know, trying to engage.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like when I learned that because my initial thought

431
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<v Speaker 1>about Monroe before I had gone for myself, as you know,

432
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<v Speaker 1>my dad had been, my sister had been, and I've

433
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<v Speaker 1>known a lot of people throughout my life who had

434
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<v Speaker 1>told me about Monroe. Let me listen to some tapes,

435
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<v Speaker 1>so I had a little bit of an introduction, but

436
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<v Speaker 1>I didn't really know what you were about. You know,

437
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<v Speaker 1>I knew what you were, but I didn't know what

438
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<v Speaker 1>you were about. And when I found out what you

439
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<v Speaker 1>were about, I realized that it was just such an

440
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<v Speaker 1>amazing mission, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>So, yeah, that eighty people were going to reach I'd.

442
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<v Speaker 1>Probably do that every week, you know, but that's amazing.

443
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<v Speaker 4>It probably is something like eighty people every week.

444
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<v Speaker 1>Way more, yeah, way more it's been millions by now

445
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<v Speaker 1>for sure.

446
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

447
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like throughout the whole what are we coming up on?

448
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<v Speaker 3>Just over fifty years, Tube has over a million that's awesome.

449
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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

450
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<v Speaker 3>But a lot of this has happened in the last

451
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<v Speaker 3>two years.

452
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, the momentum has hit a different stride. It's hit

453
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<v Speaker 4>a completely new stride yep. Which it's it's amazing, And

454
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<v Speaker 4>I mean I think a lot of people need this

455
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<v Speaker 4>in a very serious way, and I think it's saving

456
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<v Speaker 4>a lot of people.

457
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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. I can tell you it's saved me.

458
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, in a sense.

459
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<v Speaker 3>Oh. I love hearing stories and reading people's experiences because

460
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<v Speaker 3>it's it's all about self evolution. Bob and Rose said

461
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<v Speaker 3>he looks at this as the Earth life system. So

462
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<v Speaker 3>we're here and we're given the let's say, the hand

463
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<v Speaker 3>that we're dealt is to help us with our reach

464
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<v Speaker 3>our highest potential. So with that hand, then we play it.

465
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<v Speaker 3>And if we have help and we learn tools that

466
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<v Speaker 3>help us play it better, we're you know, we're more

467
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<v Speaker 3>likely to reach that highest potential for ourselves.

468
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

469
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<v Speaker 3>So that's where Monroe comes in. Let's let's give you

470
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<v Speaker 3>some additional insight.

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<v Speaker 4>That's amazing, it's really profound because there are a lot

472
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<v Speaker 4>of people that that is it's the drive to experience

473
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<v Speaker 4>something like that, to experience something and know that you're

474
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<v Speaker 4>more than your body is is the most important thing

475
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<v Speaker 4>in their lives and without it, it's like their purposeless

476
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<v Speaker 4>or they're they're lost or distraught.

477
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<v Speaker 3>But sometimes you're lost and you're trying to figure things out,

478
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<v Speaker 3>and that's just part of your journey too, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>It really is profound, and that's it's that's my favorite

480
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<v Speaker 4>part about what we do with our show is reading

481
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<v Speaker 4>the people who reach out and say your show has

482
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<v Speaker 4>really helped me, and you know, I feel like I

483
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<v Speaker 4>have a community or I feel, you know, like I

484
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<v Speaker 4>can be myself with with you know you guys and

485
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<v Speaker 4>feel like I'm in the room with you guys. It's

486
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<v Speaker 4>and then meeting them in person is just like the

487
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<v Speaker 4>takes it to the next level. It's so profound, and

488
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<v Speaker 4>it really just it fills me with a sense of Okay,

489
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<v Speaker 4>I'm impacting positive change, right.

490
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<v Speaker 3>It's you know what I wish everyone could do, though

491
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<v Speaker 3>is and sometimes it's hard, and I've been in situations

492
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<v Speaker 3>where it's been hard, but to remind ourselves that this

493
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<v Speaker 3>is the earth life system. This is a game that

494
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<v Speaker 3>we're playing, and then we we just need to play

495
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<v Speaker 3>it the best we can as it unfolds for us.

496
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<v Speaker 3>And if we can step more into the observer role,

497
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<v Speaker 3>which is what that is, then it's a little easier.

498
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it's.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, it's a beautiful and we're.

500
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<v Speaker 3>Lucky to be here having this experience, you know, absolutely,

501
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<v Speaker 3>no matter the handw're dealt.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, absolutely, gratitude is a hugely important thing, like, you know,

503
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<v Speaker 4>just to be here. You know, when I'm going through

504
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<v Speaker 4>the lowest lows in life, gratitude is the thing that

505
00:26:01.599 --> 00:26:04.119
<v Speaker 4>pulls me out, like I'm lucky to be going through

506
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<v Speaker 4>this horrible dark thing right now. If you look at

507
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<v Speaker 4>the statistics, the chances of us being here versus the

508
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<v Speaker 4>amount of people that could have been here astronomically different.

509
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<v Speaker 5>That reminds me of something that I experienced in Gateway

510
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<v Speaker 5>or Creation Station. Is I went in with my mantra

511
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<v Speaker 5>and what I learned was that unlimited gratitude leads to

512
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<v Speaker 5>unlimited wealth, and that the gratitude directly is responsible for

513
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<v Speaker 5>having unlimited wealth. This is interesting that popped up.

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<v Speaker 1>That's amazing. Two things to say about that. One Just

515
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<v Speaker 1>the other day, my sister sent me a psychological study

516
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<v Speaker 1>or some kind of study I can't remember, and it's

517
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<v Speaker 1>like proven that when you actively practice gratitude that the

518
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<v Speaker 1>parts of your brain that process anxiety are dampened, like neurologically,

519
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<v Speaker 1>just actively practicing meditation.

520
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<v Speaker 4>Right, Oh yeah, absolutely, yeah, in terms of the practicing

521
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<v Speaker 4>gratitude thing. Just this week, just two days ago, I

522
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<v Speaker 4>think my wife, Casey, was having a tough day at work,

523
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<v Speaker 4>just really you know, one of those days where you're

524
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<v Speaker 4>just getting beat up from every angle and you're like,

525
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<v Speaker 4>I can't win today and whatever. And she was really

526
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<v Speaker 4>really down. And we eat lunch together every day because

527
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<v Speaker 4>we work for the same company, so we go and

528
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<v Speaker 4>have lunch together. And I told her when I was

529
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<v Speaker 4>heading back, I told her, just for the next ten minutes,

530
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<v Speaker 4>list every single thing in your life that you're grateful

531
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<v Speaker 4>for the biggest things down to the tiniest little things

532
00:27:45.160 --> 00:27:48.559
<v Speaker 4>that you take for granted, and just do not stop

533
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<v Speaker 4>until you can't even think of things too, because I

534
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<v Speaker 4>do that. Just you know, maybe a year and a

535
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<v Speaker 4>half ago before moving here was just a tough time

536
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<v Speaker 4>in life. It just happens.

537
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<v Speaker 3>You're going to have them it's like, yeah, it's like

538
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<v Speaker 3>seasons and they're natural.

539
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and they come out of nowhere. You're like, where

540
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<v Speaker 4>in the world did this come?

541
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<v Speaker 3>You're growing from it?

542
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, absolutely that.

543
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<v Speaker 1>The problem is some people aren't aware of.

544
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<v Speaker 3>That, right. Some people think it's going to be this

545
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<v Speaker 3>way for it, they suffer.

546
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<v Speaker 4>And how fortunate I feel to know that it's just

547
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<v Speaker 4>a temporary season. Yes, it's seasonal. And like you said,

548
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<v Speaker 4>I I almost when you're in it, it's you know,

549
00:28:30.440 --> 00:28:32.400
<v Speaker 4>it feels horrible, but there's that little thought in the

550
00:28:32.440 --> 00:28:34.759
<v Speaker 4>back of my head like I'm going to be better

551
00:28:34.839 --> 00:28:37.200
<v Speaker 4>because of this. I'm going to get out of this.

552
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<v Speaker 4>And but for a while, it was like just crushing

553
00:28:41.400 --> 00:28:44.759
<v Speaker 4>gratitude was the one thing. It's the one thing, literally

554
00:28:45.400 --> 00:28:49.119
<v Speaker 4>going on a walk and saying out loud everything I

555
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<v Speaker 4>see around me, I'm grateful for everything I have in

556
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<v Speaker 4>my life. I just don't I wouldn't have made it through.

557
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<v Speaker 3>I wouldn't have another one I like to use, especially

558
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<v Speaker 3>if I'm dealing with someone that's either adversarial or upset

559
00:29:02.839 --> 00:29:08.799
<v Speaker 3>with me, is in my head just repeat I love you,

560
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<v Speaker 3>I love you, I love you.

561
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<v Speaker 4>I don't know how, but I never thought of it.

562
00:29:13.759 --> 00:29:16.079
<v Speaker 4>I knew you were going to just like a and you.

563
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<v Speaker 3>Might not see it switching in that moment, but it'll

564
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<v Speaker 3>it starts turning, you know, and just so instead of

565
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<v Speaker 3>attacking back, you just you just send out love.

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<v Speaker 1>That's amazing.

567
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I tell you about an experience that I had

569
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<v Speaker 1>a Gateway. I kind of was curious because it seems like,

570
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<v Speaker 1>based on our conversation earlier, you had a similar experience

571
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<v Speaker 1>when we were talking at lunch. But when I was

572
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<v Speaker 1>a Gateway last summer, I was at a really hard

573
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<v Speaker 1>place in life. I had just bought this house the

574
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<v Speaker 1>day before. So I got to the Creator Gateway June fifteenth,

575
00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:55.279
<v Speaker 1>the day before we had just stopped doing construction work

576
00:29:55.319 --> 00:29:58.279
<v Speaker 1>on this house after a three month, very stressful period.

577
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<v Speaker 1>My head was messed up when I got but I

578
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<v Speaker 1>had to go.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

580
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<v Speaker 1>It was like the best opportunity of my life. And

581
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<v Speaker 1>I get there and I learned so many tools from Gateway,

582
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<v Speaker 1>you know, the like the energy conversion box, the reball, yeah,

583
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<v Speaker 1>and and and all of those different tools and even

584
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<v Speaker 1>the focus levels. And there was a couple of instances there.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of them were I don't know if I would

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<v Speaker 1>say out of body. I definitely did go out of

587
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<v Speaker 1>body one or two or maybe even three or four times.

588
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<v Speaker 1>But then there were some times where it's like I

589
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<v Speaker 1>wasn't necessarily out of body, maybe by locating maybe I

590
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<v Speaker 1>don't know, I don't know the term. But something was happening,

591
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<v Speaker 1>you know, And something that I experienced was because I

592
00:30:41.599 --> 00:30:45.480
<v Speaker 1>was already at such a hard place in life. I

593
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<v Speaker 1>had this very strange journey that I went on where

594
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<v Speaker 1>it was like I was floating down a river, but

595
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<v Speaker 1>that river was time, and I understood it as across

596
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<v Speaker 1>all lifetimes. Okay, right, So it like I was just

597
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<v Speaker 1>kind of maybe on a raft whatever, but I'm just

598
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<v Speaker 1>like floating down this river. It's winding, it's going down.

599
00:31:05.400 --> 00:31:09.160
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes it's like rapids and it's really rough. And it

600
00:31:09.200 --> 00:31:12.960
<v Speaker 1>came through to me like the only thing that you

601
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<v Speaker 1>have control over throughout the entire existence of all of

602
00:31:18.920 --> 00:31:21.799
<v Speaker 1>it is your own inner light, is your own inner

603
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<v Speaker 1>you know being. And it came through very clearly to me, like,

604
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<v Speaker 1>you know, practice the reball, practice being happy, being as

605
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<v Speaker 1>positive as you can, because every now and then life

606
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<v Speaker 1>is like, you know, if it's the metaphor of the river,

607
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<v Speaker 1>you're going down the rapids and it's turbulent and you

608
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<v Speaker 1>can't control that. But what you can control is how brightly,

609
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<v Speaker 1>how you respond, how brightly you shine. And it just

610
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<v Speaker 1>kind of came through to me, like sometimes it's tough,

611
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<v Speaker 1>it's all right, it's a season, like we're talking about,

612
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<v Speaker 1>but with these tools, you can navigate these storms or

613
00:31:57.240 --> 00:32:02.079
<v Speaker 1>these you know, rocky roads or whatever. And that was

614
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<v Speaker 1>really profound. And then there was a couple other things

615
00:32:04.400 --> 00:32:08.480
<v Speaker 1>I experienced there that that were very perspective altering. And

616
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<v Speaker 1>I came home and I was just like Alex will

617
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<v Speaker 1>tell you, I went very stressed and then I got

618
00:32:13.160 --> 00:32:14.759
<v Speaker 1>home and you the first thing you said was you

619
00:32:14.759 --> 00:32:19.640
<v Speaker 1>were like, wow, you look different. Remember that's common. Yeah,

620
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<v Speaker 1>it was. It was life changing for me, and it

621
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<v Speaker 1>and it I say it saved me. That's a little dramatic,

622
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<v Speaker 1>but like I went to Gateway not having the tools

623
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<v Speaker 1>to manage being. Uh. I guess you could say like

624
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<v Speaker 1>a person having psychic or supernatural experiences, living in a

625
00:32:42.000 --> 00:32:46.880
<v Speaker 1>world that is very mundane, and the majority of people

626
00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:49.440
<v Speaker 1>that you encounter, I'm sure you've experienced this, you know,

627
00:32:49.559 --> 00:32:52.519
<v Speaker 1>being in your position, the majority of people you encounter,

628
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<v Speaker 1>they they want to suppress it it scares them.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, no, not the majority I made anymore good.

630
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<v Speaker 1>But there was a.

631
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<v Speaker 3>Time in my life at the institute that's true.

632
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you are meaning like minded people, and I.

633
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<v Speaker 3>Wasn't right you know now I was. I've lived there too, yeah.

634
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

635
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<v Speaker 1>And then when I went to Monroe, I was normal. Yeah,

636
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<v Speaker 1>I was totally normal, right, Nobody was phased by any

637
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<v Speaker 1>of it, and it was it was amazing, and I

638
00:33:18.960 --> 00:33:22.359
<v Speaker 1>was like, there are other people in the world like me,

639
00:33:22.960 --> 00:33:26.599
<v Speaker 1>you know, and uh, not only that, but like there's

640
00:33:26.640 --> 00:33:31.400
<v Speaker 1>an actual school that is real, genuine where you come

641
00:33:31.839 --> 00:33:35.759
<v Speaker 1>to develop these things, you know, so.

642
00:33:35.960 --> 00:33:38.480
<v Speaker 3>And there's no dogma, right, you know, attached to it.

643
00:33:38.519 --> 00:33:42.160
<v Speaker 3>So that's nice too. We're not trying to change any

644
00:33:42.200 --> 00:33:43.519
<v Speaker 3>beliefs at all.

645
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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, I think that's one of the best things

646
00:33:47.240 --> 00:33:51.039
<v Speaker 4>about it. It's like you don't have there's nothing required.

647
00:33:52.759 --> 00:33:56.240
<v Speaker 4>It's all about you having a personal experience and extrapolating

648
00:33:56.640 --> 00:34:00.960
<v Speaker 4>the things and interpreting absolutely, yes, yes, absolutely, and then

649
00:34:01.039 --> 00:34:04.839
<v Speaker 4>leaving with those tools that will help you spiritually but

650
00:34:05.000 --> 00:34:08.599
<v Speaker 4>also help you, like you're saying, like navigate just kind

651
00:34:08.599 --> 00:34:13.239
<v Speaker 4>of the the everyday mundane life things that just like

652
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:16.199
<v Speaker 4>meditation like like you know you can it can both

653
00:34:16.239 --> 00:34:18.559
<v Speaker 4>help you in a spiritual way or if you're having

654
00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:20.400
<v Speaker 4>a bad day, you know it can help you in

655
00:34:20.440 --> 00:34:21.119
<v Speaker 4>that way as well.

656
00:34:21.239 --> 00:34:23.079
<v Speaker 3>Practical applications too.

657
00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:27.519
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, absolutely, So what would be an example of practical.

658
00:34:27.159 --> 00:34:31.920
<v Speaker 3>Application concentration which you said you use it guilty? When

659
00:34:31.920 --> 00:34:35.079
<v Speaker 3>he's been preparing for our training program, you've been listening

660
00:34:35.079 --> 00:34:35.280
<v Speaker 3>to it.

661
00:34:35.320 --> 00:34:38.320
<v Speaker 1>You said, Oh, so we're gonna put the cat out

662
00:34:38.360 --> 00:34:40.360
<v Speaker 1>of the bag right now. Oh, I'm sorry, no, that

663
00:34:40.480 --> 00:34:44.679
<v Speaker 1>I was kind of hoping this. I honestly was planning this. Okay,

664
00:34:45.239 --> 00:34:48.760
<v Speaker 1>So yep, you heard it from Alan.

665
00:34:49.159 --> 00:34:50.079
<v Speaker 3>And we accepted you.

666
00:34:50.400 --> 00:34:57.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're hard to get. Yeah, the theme here.

667
00:34:59.119 --> 00:35:06.199
<v Speaker 3>We I haven't signed off yet, that's true.

668
00:35:06.239 --> 00:35:06.800
<v Speaker 1>That's true.

669
00:35:07.360 --> 00:35:11.039
<v Speaker 4>I'm on thin ice by a couple more dinners.

670
00:35:12.480 --> 00:35:15.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, that's amazing. So, yes, you have heard it

671
00:35:15.960 --> 00:35:18.599
<v Speaker 1>firsthand from Alan that I am going through a training

672
00:35:18.599 --> 00:35:20.800
<v Speaker 1>program too, and.

673
00:35:20.760 --> 00:35:23.880
<v Speaker 3>You'll be training some like Focused ten and Focused twelve,

674
00:35:23.920 --> 00:35:26.400
<v Speaker 3>which are basic founding and other things too.

675
00:35:26.599 --> 00:35:27.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

676
00:35:27.119 --> 00:35:28.599
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's that's how it started.

677
00:35:29.239 --> 00:35:32.679
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, this has been in the works secretly since last June.

678
00:35:33.599 --> 00:35:34.239
<v Speaker 1>First time ever.

679
00:35:34.639 --> 00:35:39.440
<v Speaker 3>Okay, aout, he's been dropping He's.

680
00:35:41.480 --> 00:35:44.440
<v Speaker 4>But yeah, this is the first time. It's it's completely

681
00:35:44.480 --> 00:35:46.679
<v Speaker 4>out there. Yeah, that's congratulations.

682
00:35:46.719 --> 00:35:48.039
<v Speaker 3>And you'll be finished when.

683
00:35:48.840 --> 00:35:51.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, because I have to do the Phase three.

684
00:35:51.079 --> 00:35:54.039
<v Speaker 3>Which is you know, I've been tour things yeah, okay, and.

685
00:35:53.960 --> 00:35:56.960
<v Speaker 1>I have initiated contact there and I've been busy this

686
00:35:56.960 --> 00:36:00.440
<v Speaker 1>week because you came, you know, but I'm very It'll

687
00:36:00.480 --> 00:36:02.079
<v Speaker 1>be this year for sure. Ok probably summer.

688
00:36:02.199 --> 00:36:04.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, don't let it, don't wait.

689
00:36:04.079 --> 00:36:07.760
<v Speaker 1>No, absolutely not. Yeah. Phase two is April. Phase three

690
00:36:07.840 --> 00:36:09.039
<v Speaker 1>get that out of the way, which I have to

691
00:36:09.039 --> 00:36:09.920
<v Speaker 1>talk to you guys about that.

692
00:36:10.159 --> 00:36:11.360
<v Speaker 4>Okay, you guys will.

693
00:36:11.159 --> 00:36:12.000
<v Speaker 1>Be my guinea pigs.

694
00:36:12.079 --> 00:36:13.599
<v Speaker 4>All right, sounds good.

695
00:36:13.679 --> 00:36:17.639
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So anyway, moving on. Yeah, so now I can

696
00:36:17.679 --> 00:36:21.239
<v Speaker 1>speak a little more clearly. When I was there in June,

697
00:36:21.440 --> 00:36:26.039
<v Speaker 1>that kind of unfolded and meeting you too was very

698
00:36:26.079 --> 00:36:29.519
<v Speaker 1>impactful and you might remember this, but I had done

699
00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:31.760
<v Speaker 1>an interview with you, do you remember, yeah, which is

700
00:36:31.800 --> 00:36:34.039
<v Speaker 1>going to come out soon. I was kind of timing it,

701
00:36:34.639 --> 00:36:37.599
<v Speaker 1>which I mean, this is it's like three or four minutes.

702
00:36:37.639 --> 00:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>It's really cool interview, but this is you know, this

703
00:36:39.880 --> 00:36:41.760
<v Speaker 1>takes the cake and this this is amazing that you

704
00:36:41.800 --> 00:36:44.639
<v Speaker 1>came here to do this with us. But when we

705
00:36:44.639 --> 00:36:46.679
<v Speaker 1>were doing that, I had just come out of focus

706
00:36:46.719 --> 00:36:52.000
<v Speaker 1>twenty one. As you know, throughout the week you start

707
00:36:52.159 --> 00:36:54.519
<v Speaker 1>you start to shift, you know what I mean, because

708
00:36:54.519 --> 00:36:57.400
<v Speaker 1>you're having these profound experiences. And there was a moment

709
00:36:57.440 --> 00:36:59.440
<v Speaker 1>when I was trying to work the camera and I

710
00:36:59.480 --> 00:37:01.639
<v Speaker 1>looked at you, and I don't know what possessed me

711
00:37:01.679 --> 00:37:04.239
<v Speaker 1>to say this. I just looked into your eyes and

712
00:37:04.280 --> 00:37:12.199
<v Speaker 1>I could just feel this, uh, this powerful energy with you, you know,

713
00:37:12.280 --> 00:37:15.360
<v Speaker 1>like you're just an amazing person. You radiate thank you

714
00:37:15.519 --> 00:37:17.000
<v Speaker 1>and energy. And I looked at you in the eyes

715
00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:19.440
<v Speaker 1>and I said, Alan, you have a presence about you.

716
00:37:19.519 --> 00:37:21.159
<v Speaker 1>I just want you to know that. Do you remember

717
00:37:21.159 --> 00:37:26.039
<v Speaker 1>that I don't? And You're just like thank you? And

718
00:37:26.079 --> 00:37:29.119
<v Speaker 1>that was it. But sure, to God, I was just like,

719
00:37:29.239 --> 00:37:31.679
<v Speaker 1>let me tell you. I said, Alan, you do have

720
00:37:31.719 --> 00:37:34.840
<v Speaker 1>a presence about you. You You're a very powerful person. Anyway,

721
00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:36.400
<v Speaker 1>just talk to me about the institute and I'm like

722
00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:40.920
<v Speaker 1>recording her. It's a fun week. And that just kind

723
00:37:40.920 --> 00:37:43.760
<v Speaker 1>of unfolded. And we've kind of been working this out

724
00:37:44.159 --> 00:37:47.440
<v Speaker 1>in secret, and I've been I've not been looking back.

725
00:37:47.480 --> 00:37:50.360
<v Speaker 1>I've just been wanting to completely dedicate myself to helping

726
00:37:50.360 --> 00:37:51.079
<v Speaker 1>the institute.

727
00:37:51.239 --> 00:37:54.639
<v Speaker 3>Do you mind telling adding the part about the institute

728
00:37:54.639 --> 00:37:57.320
<v Speaker 3>to your the story You just telled us about the river,

729
00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:00.400
<v Speaker 3>which part you said as you were going down.

730
00:38:00.480 --> 00:38:02.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, that's okay. I'm glad you said that. That

731
00:38:02.920 --> 00:38:05.760
<v Speaker 1>was actually two different experiences, So I'll talk about the

732
00:38:05.800 --> 00:38:09.400
<v Speaker 1>other one, Okay, Yeah, I would love to. I paraphrased

733
00:38:09.400 --> 00:38:12.239
<v Speaker 1>it at lunch, but sure. Yeah. So when I was there,

734
00:38:12.760 --> 00:38:18.119
<v Speaker 1>it was it was after Archie came to me in private,

735
00:38:18.239 --> 00:38:20.679
<v Speaker 1>and it just happened that way. We were having lunch

736
00:38:20.719 --> 00:38:23.119
<v Speaker 1>one day. It wasn't like he was like coming to

737
00:38:23.119 --> 00:38:24.599
<v Speaker 1>me and whispering me on the side. We were just

738
00:38:24.639 --> 00:38:26.440
<v Speaker 1>talking and we were at lunch and we were really

739
00:38:26.440 --> 00:38:29.119
<v Speaker 1>having a great conversation and he just casually was like,

740
00:38:29.159 --> 00:38:32.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, you really should consider looking into outreach. It

741
00:38:32.440 --> 00:38:35.800
<v Speaker 1>starts next month. And I was like, what's outreach, you know,

742
00:38:36.480 --> 00:38:37.639
<v Speaker 1>which is how Alan started.

743
00:38:37.719 --> 00:38:39.639
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, amazing. Yeah, I was gonna ask.

744
00:38:39.800 --> 00:38:41.400
<v Speaker 1>That's why in the beginning of the episode, I was like,

745
00:38:41.440 --> 00:38:42.440
<v Speaker 1>we really have a similar path.

746
00:38:42.440 --> 00:38:44.119
<v Speaker 4>I was gonna ask, Yeah, okay, we.

747
00:38:44.119 --> 00:38:47.760
<v Speaker 1>Had the same I promise, I'm happy with the outreach thing,

748
00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:50.960
<v Speaker 1>and and you know, kind of the synergy of the

749
00:38:51.000 --> 00:38:56.400
<v Speaker 1>platform here, and you know, I'm not like, I don't know,

750
00:38:56.400 --> 00:38:57.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm just taking it one day at a time. I

751
00:38:57.599 --> 00:39:03.280
<v Speaker 1>don't know what this path unfolds. But anyway, yeah, well

752
00:39:04.440 --> 00:39:07.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm happy. I'm happy with how it's unfolding.

753
00:39:07.800 --> 00:39:09.920
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, I'm talking with Archie and he's just like,

754
00:39:09.960 --> 00:39:11.440
<v Speaker 1>you should look at this outreach thing, and I'm like,

755
00:39:11.440 --> 00:39:13.119
<v Speaker 1>tell me about it. And we had this whole conversation

756
00:39:13.199 --> 00:39:17.400
<v Speaker 1>about it, and he basically told me. He was like, look,

757
00:39:17.960 --> 00:39:20.920
<v Speaker 1>normally you have to have X number of programs, and

758
00:39:21.039 --> 00:39:22.679
<v Speaker 1>that's why I'm doing the guidelines. You know, it's like

759
00:39:22.760 --> 00:39:24.639
<v Speaker 1>kind of rushing. That's why I have to wait for

760
00:39:24.679 --> 00:39:27.119
<v Speaker 1>phase three because I want to do that first. I

761
00:39:27.199 --> 00:39:28.960
<v Speaker 1>think I had worked it out to where I had

762
00:39:28.960 --> 00:39:30.519
<v Speaker 1>to do that, and then I'll do the phase three, right.

763
00:39:30.559 --> 00:39:30.639
<v Speaker 2>OK.

764
00:39:31.440 --> 00:39:34.000
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, Arkie's explaining it to me, He's like, normally

765
00:39:34.039 --> 00:39:41.039
<v Speaker 1>you gotta have a program beyond Gateway and then you

766
00:39:41.079 --> 00:39:43.280
<v Speaker 1>go through it's like school. It's like a year of school.

767
00:39:43.360 --> 00:39:49.239
<v Speaker 1>It was like, huh, Monroe University. That sounds enticing, you know, just.

768
00:39:49.199 --> 00:39:52.719
<v Speaker 4>Like that's cool, or perhaps Monroe Institute of course.

769
00:39:54.119 --> 00:39:57.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, I my school was in you. And

770
00:39:57.239 --> 00:39:59.519
<v Speaker 1>then for whatever reason, I thought about Monsters University, and

771
00:39:59.519 --> 00:40:03.000
<v Speaker 1>I just like Monroe University in my head. I was like,

772
00:40:03.239 --> 00:40:06.039
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's like people get PhDs. I'm going to

773
00:40:06.159 --> 00:40:09.360
<v Speaker 1>the premiere psychic constitute of the world and getting certified

774
00:40:09.400 --> 00:40:11.280
<v Speaker 1>to be a trainer. I'm like, Wow, that's amazing. This

775
00:40:11.320 --> 00:40:13.119
<v Speaker 1>is my real thoughts, you know. I'm like, this is

776
00:40:13.199 --> 00:40:16.000
<v Speaker 1>this is actually amazing to think about. I'm like, wow,

777
00:40:16.039 --> 00:40:17.880
<v Speaker 1>I actually am really interested in that. But I'm scared

778
00:40:17.920 --> 00:40:20.679
<v Speaker 1>because I have such a busy life and we have

779
00:40:20.760 --> 00:40:23.440
<v Speaker 1>this thing going on, and and I was like, would

780
00:40:23.440 --> 00:40:24.840
<v Speaker 1>I really be cut out for this?

781
00:40:25.480 --> 00:40:28.239
<v Speaker 3>I had that same question right, A lot.

782
00:40:28.119 --> 00:40:30.599
<v Speaker 1>Of those fears you were describing, I had to, you know,

783
00:40:30.880 --> 00:40:34.079
<v Speaker 1>And I went and I did a meditation after we

784
00:40:34.119 --> 00:40:38.039
<v Speaker 1>had that conversation, and I saw again kind of how

785
00:40:38.079 --> 00:40:40.320
<v Speaker 1>I saw the like the river of my life. This

786
00:40:40.360 --> 00:40:42.079
<v Speaker 1>time it wasn't like time, but it was like my

787
00:40:42.280 --> 00:40:44.639
<v Speaker 1>journey and it was a road. It was like a

788
00:40:44.679 --> 00:40:49.519
<v Speaker 1>dirt road, and it was just like infinitely unwinding, and

789
00:40:49.559 --> 00:40:52.199
<v Speaker 1>it was like, this is your path. You know, you

790
00:40:52.239 --> 00:40:55.239
<v Speaker 1>were walking this path. This is your destiny basically, like

791
00:40:55.559 --> 00:41:00.760
<v Speaker 1>where you're going to go next? And I saw Monroe

792
00:41:00.840 --> 00:41:03.360
<v Speaker 1>just kind of appeared on the path and it wasn't

793
00:41:03.400 --> 00:41:05.800
<v Speaker 1>like blocking the road. It was beside the road. It

794
00:41:05.880 --> 00:41:08.480
<v Speaker 1>was going with the road, and it just kind of

795
00:41:08.679 --> 00:41:12.880
<v Speaker 1>you know how it goes, like sometimes understandings flash in

796
00:41:12.880 --> 00:41:14.719
<v Speaker 1>your mind, right, and it just kind of flashed. It

797
00:41:14.760 --> 00:41:18.719
<v Speaker 1>was like just follow Monroe and I went up to

798
00:41:18.840 --> 00:41:21.199
<v Speaker 1>Archie after that session. I was like, I'll do it,

799
00:41:22.480 --> 00:41:24.880
<v Speaker 1>you know. So we worked it out to where I

800
00:41:24.920 --> 00:41:28.360
<v Speaker 1>could get that second program, you know, before the graduations.

801
00:41:29.599 --> 00:41:32.280
<v Speaker 1>And there's a few other things about Monroe and the

802
00:41:32.320 --> 00:41:34.719
<v Speaker 1>ones I haven't even told you yet, you know, if

803
00:41:34.719 --> 00:41:37.360
<v Speaker 1>you want me to go into that, but sure. Yeah. Well,

804
00:41:37.760 --> 00:41:40.440
<v Speaker 1>since I left Gateway last year, I've gone out of

805
00:41:40.440 --> 00:41:43.039
<v Speaker 1>body spontaneously like five or six times.

806
00:41:43.360 --> 00:41:46.400
<v Speaker 3>Very nice. It definitely opened a gateway, you know, and

807
00:41:47.159 --> 00:41:49.360
<v Speaker 3>a lot of times it happens after you get home.

808
00:41:49.639 --> 00:41:54.559
<v Speaker 1>Right, yeah, And that has been happening for me even

809
00:41:54.639 --> 00:41:58.800
<v Speaker 1>like not even just going out of body. But I

810
00:41:58.840 --> 00:42:01.719
<v Speaker 1>will tell you, like a lot of pressure in the

811
00:42:01.760 --> 00:42:03.400
<v Speaker 1>third eye area. Is that common?

812
00:42:04.280 --> 00:42:07.360
<v Speaker 4>Really? Yes, all the time, fascinating all the time.

813
00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:09.400
<v Speaker 1>Not not all the time, but all the time.

814
00:42:10.000 --> 00:42:13.760
<v Speaker 3>It can depend on how you perceive and so some

815
00:42:13.840 --> 00:42:17.599
<v Speaker 3>of us can do so through physical senses and and

816
00:42:17.639 --> 00:42:22.159
<v Speaker 3>so you're feeling that energetic expansion in a physical way. Okay,

817
00:42:22.239 --> 00:42:25.880
<v Speaker 3>see yeah, so not everybody might experience that, just like

818
00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:30.039
<v Speaker 3>not everyone's not everyone will be Claire audience, which means

819
00:42:30.079 --> 00:42:36.039
<v Speaker 3>hearing or clarent right, right, So it just depends on

820
00:42:37.000 --> 00:42:37.880
<v Speaker 3>how you tap in.

821
00:42:38.119 --> 00:42:40.039
<v Speaker 4>So for some people it's more in the mind.

822
00:42:40.199 --> 00:42:43.760
<v Speaker 3>Right, it can just be you just know and that

823
00:42:43.760 --> 00:42:46.639
<v Speaker 3>that's psychic, you know, that is being intuitive. But a

824
00:42:46.679 --> 00:42:49.360
<v Speaker 3>lot of people will dismiss that because it's not how

825
00:42:49.360 --> 00:42:50.079
<v Speaker 3>they want it to be.

826
00:42:50.280 --> 00:42:53.719
<v Speaker 1>That's been me. Yeah, Like I've always kind of felt like,

827
00:42:54.519 --> 00:42:56.840
<v Speaker 1>I guess the term is clear sentient, like sometimes these

828
00:42:56.880 --> 00:42:59.920
<v Speaker 1>knowings just come to me. But I have always active

829
00:43:00.519 --> 00:43:03.000
<v Speaker 1>suppressed that. And then I went to Monroe and it

830
00:43:03.079 --> 00:43:05.800
<v Speaker 1>was like that gateway was open where I came home

831
00:43:05.880 --> 00:43:08.599
<v Speaker 1>and it was like, Okay, I can't suppress this anymore,

832
00:43:08.760 --> 00:43:11.559
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And anyway, so there's been

833
00:43:11.719 --> 00:43:14.960
<v Speaker 1>five or six different occasions over the last just under

834
00:43:14.960 --> 00:43:17.199
<v Speaker 1>a year. Now that I'm laying there, I'm like kind

835
00:43:17.199 --> 00:43:19.079
<v Speaker 1>of trying to go to sleep, but like I explained

836
00:43:19.119 --> 00:43:21.159
<v Speaker 1>to you, I'm hyperactive. So a lot of times, I'm

837
00:43:21.199 --> 00:43:23.760
<v Speaker 1>just slaying in bed for an hour, you know, So

838
00:43:23.800 --> 00:43:26.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm not asleep. I know what it's like to fall asleep.

839
00:43:26.719 --> 00:43:29.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't just fall asleep, you know what I mean. Yeah,

840
00:43:29.159 --> 00:43:30.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm always the last one up.

841
00:43:30.599 --> 00:43:35.159
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Oh oh my god. We'd have a bunch of

842
00:43:35.159 --> 00:43:37.199
<v Speaker 4>people over staying the night. He'd be up to like

843
00:43:37.440 --> 00:43:38.119
<v Speaker 4>six am.

844
00:43:38.360 --> 00:43:41.480
<v Speaker 1>As a kid, you know, even as a toddler, I

845
00:43:41.519 --> 00:43:44.480
<v Speaker 1>would resist going to sleep, even.

846
00:43:44.360 --> 00:43:46.159
<v Speaker 4>Just like a year ago, when we were recording in

847
00:43:46.199 --> 00:43:49.519
<v Speaker 4>the other apartment, if we'd have guests come, or if

848
00:43:49.559 --> 00:43:52.840
<v Speaker 4>like his siblings would be there staying, He's up until

849
00:43:52.880 --> 00:43:56.000
<v Speaker 4>the last person drops. I always I throw in the

850
00:43:56.039 --> 00:43:58.800
<v Speaker 4>towel hours before then I'm going to bed.

851
00:43:59.760 --> 00:44:02.679
<v Speaker 1>So I say all that to say that I confidently

852
00:44:02.800 --> 00:44:05.400
<v Speaker 1>know that I am not asleep when this is happening

853
00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:06.920
<v Speaker 1>with me, you know what I mean. It's a real

854
00:44:06.960 --> 00:44:09.719
<v Speaker 1>theme in my life, and there have been multiple occasions

855
00:44:10.480 --> 00:44:13.360
<v Speaker 1>where I'm laying there and all of a sudden, I'll

856
00:44:13.400 --> 00:44:17.320
<v Speaker 1>feel this pressure in my like pineal glands. It's not painful,

857
00:44:17.360 --> 00:44:19.159
<v Speaker 1>but it's like kind of like a it's kind of

858
00:44:19.199 --> 00:44:23.039
<v Speaker 1>like not a pulsing, but it's like a just like

859
00:44:23.079 --> 00:44:29.079
<v Speaker 1>a energy movement thing, you know, and sometimes it's like

860
00:44:29.079 --> 00:44:30.719
<v Speaker 1>like the first time it happened, it was like my

861
00:44:31.840 --> 00:44:34.480
<v Speaker 1>mind like if you close your eyes, you can still

862
00:44:34.559 --> 00:44:36.800
<v Speaker 1>kind of see. You're not seeing with your eyes, but

863
00:44:36.880 --> 00:44:39.119
<v Speaker 1>you can maybe see images in your head or whatever.

864
00:44:40.599 --> 00:44:43.239
<v Speaker 1>I was closing my eyes and laying there, and all

865
00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:45.199
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, it's like I was away from my

866
00:44:45.239 --> 00:44:50.079
<v Speaker 1>body and my vision in my mind kind of did

867
00:44:50.079 --> 00:44:53.519
<v Speaker 1>this wiggle like a serpent and went through this almost

868
00:44:53.599 --> 00:44:55.119
<v Speaker 1>like a portal, and it's like, next thing I knew,

869
00:44:55.119 --> 00:44:59.239
<v Speaker 1>I was downstairs and I was looking at myself, but

870
00:44:59.760 --> 00:45:01.719
<v Speaker 1>it's it's gonna be a little weird, but it'll it'll

871
00:45:01.760 --> 00:45:02.320
<v Speaker 1>circle back.

872
00:45:02.679 --> 00:45:06.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm looking.

873
00:45:08.199 --> 00:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're the CEO of so I'm looking at myself,

874
00:45:12.280 --> 00:45:15.280
<v Speaker 1>and as weird as it sounds, I look like what

875
00:45:15.400 --> 00:45:17.400
<v Speaker 1>I thought at the time. I looked like kind of

876
00:45:17.440 --> 00:45:20.840
<v Speaker 1>like the Joker, Like I had white face paint, these

877
00:45:20.880 --> 00:45:23.599
<v Speaker 1>black marks on my face and black long hair. And

878
00:45:23.639 --> 00:45:26.000
<v Speaker 1>my first thought was, oh, it's a clown, kind of

879
00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:29.800
<v Speaker 1>like the Joker. And that was in I want to say,

880
00:45:30.280 --> 00:45:35.039
<v Speaker 1>probably like June. Oh no, no, no, September, because June I

881
00:45:35.079 --> 00:45:36.800
<v Speaker 1>was at Gateway. Then I went to Europe for a

882
00:45:36.800 --> 00:45:38.239
<v Speaker 1>month and then I got home, so it was probably

883
00:45:38.239 --> 00:45:40.719
<v Speaker 1>more like August or September that that happened to me.

884
00:45:41.480 --> 00:45:44.480
<v Speaker 1>And I was like whoa. And I saw a couple

885
00:45:44.519 --> 00:45:48.360
<v Speaker 1>of other things, like I saw this stone statue that

886
00:45:48.719 --> 00:45:52.920
<v Speaker 1>looked like some Hindu deity and it had its tongue

887
00:45:52.960 --> 00:45:55.679
<v Speaker 1>out like making a really like you know, like a

888
00:45:55.719 --> 00:45:58.000
<v Speaker 1>shocking face. And I looked it up later and it

889
00:45:58.119 --> 00:46:01.440
<v Speaker 1>was something like Collie, like, you know, the Hindus believe

890
00:46:01.519 --> 00:46:05.320
<v Speaker 1>that sometimes when you're going through like a like a

891
00:46:05.320 --> 00:46:08.679
<v Speaker 1>an ego death, or you're going through some sort of tative,

892
00:46:08.760 --> 00:46:12.400
<v Speaker 1>transformative experience, that sometimes the more shocking the image that

893
00:46:12.480 --> 00:46:15.840
<v Speaker 1>you see, the more it serves to like reduce your ego.

894
00:46:15.880 --> 00:46:17.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't that's what I read, you know, I don't

895
00:46:17.880 --> 00:46:21.239
<v Speaker 1>have a particular thing with that image I saw, but

896
00:46:21.280 --> 00:46:24.079
<v Speaker 1>it was a stone Hindu statue and it was like shocking,

897
00:46:24.119 --> 00:46:26.400
<v Speaker 1>and I was like whoa. And then it changed and

898
00:46:26.480 --> 00:46:31.719
<v Speaker 1>it was like this weird machine, like just all these

899
00:46:32.239 --> 00:46:35.480
<v Speaker 1>levers and knobs and like pistons and they're just like

900
00:46:35.559 --> 00:46:37.559
<v Speaker 1>moving and all this steam coming out of it. And

901
00:46:37.599 --> 00:46:40.480
<v Speaker 1>this information came to me that it was like you know,

902
00:46:40.639 --> 00:46:43.800
<v Speaker 1>you are you are evolving, you know what I mean.

903
00:46:44.280 --> 00:46:46.719
<v Speaker 1>This machine looked like nonsense. It looked like some weird

904
00:46:46.760 --> 00:46:49.239
<v Speaker 1>alien technology, but you had the feeling. But I had

905
00:46:49.280 --> 00:46:51.320
<v Speaker 1>the feeling that I was the machine like evolving.

906
00:46:51.639 --> 00:46:54.800
<v Speaker 4>So that's that clear sentience word that you guys are talking.

907
00:46:55.159 --> 00:46:56.960
<v Speaker 4>It's like a no, yeah, okay.

908
00:46:57.000 --> 00:47:00.320
<v Speaker 1>I just have these like it's like information come through

909
00:47:00.480 --> 00:47:03.760
<v Speaker 1>and he just has a voice. It's just like a feeling.

910
00:47:03.519 --> 00:47:04.960
<v Speaker 3>And then it resonates, you know.

911
00:47:05.559 --> 00:47:05.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

912
00:47:06.920 --> 00:47:07.360
<v Speaker 4>Wow.

913
00:47:07.960 --> 00:47:10.920
<v Speaker 1>To wrap that story up, Alex Nick and I go

914
00:47:10.960 --> 00:47:15.079
<v Speaker 1>to a Halloween party in October at our mutual friend's house.

915
00:47:15.760 --> 00:47:17.960
<v Speaker 1>There's a guy there addressed like the Crow. Do you

916
00:47:17.960 --> 00:47:20.920
<v Speaker 1>know the Crow? It's you know, Bruce Lee has a

917
00:47:20.960 --> 00:47:23.400
<v Speaker 1>son that he's now passed. His name was Brandon Lee.

918
00:47:23.440 --> 00:47:26.480
<v Speaker 1>He played in the movie called The Crow, White Face.

919
00:47:26.320 --> 00:47:26.800
<v Speaker 3>Paint, The.

920
00:47:28.440 --> 00:47:31.360
<v Speaker 1>Marks, yep. And I end up having like a thirty

921
00:47:31.400 --> 00:47:34.599
<v Speaker 1>minute to an hour long conversation with this guy. And

922
00:47:35.039 --> 00:47:42.239
<v Speaker 1>he had this very traumatic spiritual psychosis event in his

923
00:47:42.280 --> 00:47:45.400
<v Speaker 1>life where he was hospitalized, and I found myself in

924
00:47:45.440 --> 00:47:48.119
<v Speaker 1>an opportunity to be able to give him words of

925
00:47:48.159 --> 00:47:50.599
<v Speaker 1>like affirmation, and he kept saying things to me like yeah,

926
00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:54.320
<v Speaker 1>I went crazy this that and the other, and I

927
00:47:54.480 --> 00:47:58.880
<v Speaker 1>was in an opportunity to like, no, man, you're not crazy,

928
00:47:58.960 --> 00:48:01.880
<v Speaker 1>you just you know, and like encourage him, lift him up.

929
00:48:02.039 --> 00:48:05.199
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, wait a minute, I didn't see

930
00:48:05.199 --> 00:48:06.159
<v Speaker 1>myself as the joker.

931
00:48:06.239 --> 00:48:07.719
<v Speaker 3>It was that guy, right.

932
00:48:07.920 --> 00:48:09.280
<v Speaker 1>Whoa, That's what I saw.

933
00:48:09.440 --> 00:48:09.840
<v Speaker 2>Whoa.

934
00:48:10.599 --> 00:48:13.199
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, so back to the one about Monroe that

935
00:48:13.280 --> 00:48:16.000
<v Speaker 1>started happening pretty regularly where I'm like just spontaneously going

936
00:48:16.000 --> 00:48:19.000
<v Speaker 1>out of body, and one that I had was I

937
00:48:19.039 --> 00:48:24.360
<v Speaker 1>saw Monroe and I saw myself, and I saw myself

938
00:48:24.440 --> 00:48:27.840
<v Speaker 1>portrayed as having this kind of like energy field around me,

939
00:48:28.679 --> 00:48:31.920
<v Speaker 1>and all of these experiences throughout my life, you know,

940
00:48:32.039 --> 00:48:34.960
<v Speaker 1>the orbs or maybe weird dreams or any sort of

941
00:48:35.119 --> 00:48:38.159
<v Speaker 1>kind of phenomenon that can't really be explained. It was

942
00:48:38.199 --> 00:48:42.400
<v Speaker 1>like there's this field around me that it was just

943
00:48:42.440 --> 00:48:48.440
<v Speaker 1>like a wild field of unfocused like psychic energy, and

944
00:48:48.599 --> 00:48:53.239
<v Speaker 1>things were happening around me subtly that I wasn't even

945
00:48:53.280 --> 00:48:55.400
<v Speaker 1>aware of, you know what I'm saying. And then I

946
00:48:55.440 --> 00:48:58.639
<v Speaker 1>saw the institute and it looked like a castle, like

947
00:48:58.719 --> 00:49:01.199
<v Speaker 1>with turrets and all these walls, and people are walking

948
00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:03.079
<v Speaker 1>up and down the walls. It just looked like a

949
00:49:03.199 --> 00:49:07.079
<v Speaker 1>medieval castle. For some reason, maybe a symbolic the information

950
00:49:07.199 --> 00:49:10.400
<v Speaker 1>came through to me that like the Monroe Institute is

951
00:49:10.400 --> 00:49:16.159
<v Speaker 1>a place where people go to make those unconscious abilities conscious.

952
00:49:16.840 --> 00:49:19.199
<v Speaker 1>That there are many gifted potentials in the world, and

953
00:49:19.239 --> 00:49:24.639
<v Speaker 1>really everybody is gifted. I just think some people aren't

954
00:49:24.679 --> 00:49:28.360
<v Speaker 1>desperate need to understand it, you know. And it just

955
00:49:28.440 --> 00:49:30.639
<v Speaker 1>came through to me very clearly, like Monroe is the

956
00:49:30.719 --> 00:49:35.679
<v Speaker 1>place where you go to develop this, make it conscious,

957
00:49:36.159 --> 00:49:39.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, learn like like it was explained to me,

958
00:49:39.400 --> 00:49:41.679
<v Speaker 1>like you know, like a student and a master, like

959
00:49:41.880 --> 00:49:46.239
<v Speaker 1>sometimes you may be born you know. You see three

960
00:49:46.320 --> 00:49:49.760
<v Speaker 1>year olds play the piano, and some people are just

961
00:49:49.800 --> 00:49:53.079
<v Speaker 1>born with abilities that need to be refined by a master,

962
00:49:53.599 --> 00:49:57.639
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. So very nice. Yeah, and

963
00:49:57.679 --> 00:50:01.000
<v Speaker 1>it goes on and on more of a and.

964
00:50:01.239 --> 00:50:07.039
<v Speaker 3>Do you journal? Yes. The reason you want a journal

965
00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:09.719
<v Speaker 3>is because you can go back and a lot of

966
00:50:09.719 --> 00:50:13.679
<v Speaker 3>times it's like you're getting little bread crumbs which you've

967
00:50:13.719 --> 00:50:17.159
<v Speaker 3>described several and then you can look back at it

968
00:50:17.199 --> 00:50:21.320
<v Speaker 3>and see for validation to remind yourself.

969
00:50:21.119 --> 00:50:24.079
<v Speaker 4>You know, yeah, kind of your progress.

970
00:50:24.239 --> 00:50:27.719
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I mean I've been reading my journals again because

971
00:50:27.719 --> 00:50:36.199
<v Speaker 3>I'm writing a book. Really, yes, and it's been very interesting.

972
00:50:36.280 --> 00:50:40.239
<v Speaker 3>You know what I wrote about and I didn't remember,

973
00:50:40.360 --> 00:50:42.960
<v Speaker 3>you know. One of them was something you said earlier

974
00:50:43.000 --> 00:50:45.519
<v Speaker 3>about there were people like me. So I kept hearing

975
00:50:45.519 --> 00:50:47.920
<v Speaker 3>this message over and over there are more people like you,

976
00:50:47.960 --> 00:50:51.039
<v Speaker 3>there are more people like you, And I think I

977
00:50:51.039 --> 00:50:54.760
<v Speaker 3>think it resonates with what you were saying, that we're

978
00:50:54.800 --> 00:50:56.960
<v Speaker 3>out here, we just need to figure out how to

979
00:50:56.960 --> 00:50:57.480
<v Speaker 3>get together.

980
00:50:57.960 --> 00:50:58.159
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

981
00:50:59.079 --> 00:51:00.920
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, that's amazing.

982
00:51:01.280 --> 00:51:03.840
<v Speaker 1>So what is were you going to say something? No, oh, sorry,

983
00:51:03.840 --> 00:51:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to cut you off. But what's the

984
00:51:07.119 --> 00:51:09.239
<v Speaker 1>overall premise of the book.

985
00:51:09.840 --> 00:51:14.840
<v Speaker 3>It's more about the journey of moving from being what

986
00:51:14.920 --> 00:51:18.079
<v Speaker 3>I would consider not psychic to psychic, and just talking

987
00:51:18.119 --> 00:51:21.960
<v Speaker 3>about the tools and then bringing in Bob's work with

988
00:51:22.039 --> 00:51:24.000
<v Speaker 3>it as well and Bob's message.

989
00:51:25.360 --> 00:51:25.719
<v Speaker 1>Interesting.

990
00:51:25.840 --> 00:51:27.519
<v Speaker 4>Is it a sort of autobiography?

991
00:51:29.800 --> 00:51:32.320
<v Speaker 3>I mean it is. I do use life my life

992
00:51:32.400 --> 00:51:36.599
<v Speaker 3>experiences to make points, so there is some personal telling

993
00:51:37.920 --> 00:51:41.199
<v Speaker 3>natural of the story. Yeah, but the focus I believe

994
00:51:41.280 --> 00:51:45.679
<v Speaker 3>is more on the tools. Yeah, and how to self evolve,

995
00:51:45.760 --> 00:51:49.039
<v Speaker 3>you know, how to continue that process, and then sort

996
00:51:49.079 --> 00:51:51.039
<v Speaker 3>of the lines we were already talking about, you know,

997
00:51:51.199 --> 00:51:55.880
<v Speaker 3>just ways to think about things that shift your perspective,

998
00:51:55.960 --> 00:51:59.519
<v Speaker 3>like gratitude, one of my favorite mantras that I've been using,

999
00:52:00.000 --> 00:52:02.760
<v Speaker 3>and I didn't know this until I read my diary,

1000
00:52:03.840 --> 00:52:06.760
<v Speaker 3>but I've been using it for about ten years, and

1001
00:52:06.920 --> 00:52:09.679
<v Speaker 3>that is to say, what's mine is mine, what's not

1002
00:52:09.840 --> 00:52:13.280
<v Speaker 3>is not. So when I don't get something that I

1003
00:52:13.960 --> 00:52:16.239
<v Speaker 3>really want, or you know, it's a direction I'm going

1004
00:52:16.280 --> 00:52:18.000
<v Speaker 3>and I just know that's the right direction and it

1005
00:52:18.039 --> 00:52:22.519
<v Speaker 3>falls apart, I can be sad about it, but I

1006
00:52:22.559 --> 00:52:26.559
<v Speaker 3>can pull myself really quickly out of sadness because I

1007
00:52:26.679 --> 00:52:29.239
<v Speaker 3>just remind myself what's mine is mine, what's not is not,

1008
00:52:30.199 --> 00:52:35.199
<v Speaker 3>So mine's coming. I thought it was that it wasn't,

1009
00:52:36.199 --> 00:52:39.559
<v Speaker 3>you know. Yeah, So that kind of information.

1010
00:52:39.559 --> 00:52:42.280
<v Speaker 1>That's something I struggle with really bad. And that's been

1011
00:52:42.320 --> 00:52:45.559
<v Speaker 1>a theme this week that I've had the opportunity to

1012
00:52:45.599 --> 00:52:47.840
<v Speaker 1>talk about with Alex. After you left the other night,

1013
00:52:47.840 --> 00:52:50.119
<v Speaker 1>we just had a you know, sometimes we'll record and

1014
00:52:50.119 --> 00:52:51.679
<v Speaker 1>then you'll leave and then we'll do another show, but

1015
00:52:51.719 --> 00:52:53.880
<v Speaker 1>we'll kind of talk a little bit before we start. Yeah,

1016
00:52:54.000 --> 00:52:57.719
<v Speaker 1>and with my wife this week, something that has been

1017
00:52:57.760 --> 00:52:59.920
<v Speaker 1>a recurring theme in my life lately is like trying

1018
00:52:59.920 --> 00:53:02.719
<v Speaker 1>to let go of results because I.

1019
00:53:02.519 --> 00:53:06.840
<v Speaker 3>Am so you've got a new affirmation which is what's mine.

1020
00:53:06.679 --> 00:53:09.639
<v Speaker 1>Is mine mine, Okay, and what's not is not?

1021
00:53:10.199 --> 00:53:13.239
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I like it. Yeah, So make the intention.

1022
00:53:13.960 --> 00:53:16.519
<v Speaker 3>We need a path, we need we need something to

1023
00:53:16.599 --> 00:53:21.719
<v Speaker 3>intend for and then take the steps and it'll come

1024
00:53:22.320 --> 00:53:24.960
<v Speaker 3>in whatever way you know it's supposed to. It might

1025
00:53:25.000 --> 00:53:27.079
<v Speaker 3>not be the way you think it's supposed to come.

1026
00:53:27.360 --> 00:53:31.880
<v Speaker 3>Doesn't mean it's not coming, just it will look different. Yeah,

1027
00:53:32.239 --> 00:53:34.559
<v Speaker 3>it's divine right there you go.

1028
00:53:35.559 --> 00:53:38.039
<v Speaker 1>It's caused me a lot of grief in my life

1029
00:53:38.079 --> 00:53:42.079
<v Speaker 1>being so obsessed with results, results, you know. So like

1030
00:53:42.159 --> 00:53:45.280
<v Speaker 1>that's something that has just been a recent theme in

1031
00:53:45.320 --> 00:53:49.400
<v Speaker 1>my life that I have. Coincidentally you're bringing this up.

1032
00:53:49.440 --> 00:53:51.920
<v Speaker 1>It's like perfect timing for me. Good, you know, because

1033
00:53:51.920 --> 00:53:54.119
<v Speaker 1>it's like something that I really am Like, Okay, I

1034
00:53:54.159 --> 00:53:57.239
<v Speaker 1>need to work on this. Yeah, you know, detachment or whatever.

1035
00:53:57.880 --> 00:53:59.440
<v Speaker 3>And that is a hard one, you know, And that's

1036
00:53:59.760 --> 00:54:03.960
<v Speaker 3>part the manifesting idea is that you're supposed to release,

1037
00:54:04.199 --> 00:54:06.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, like once you put it out there, you're

1038
00:54:06.119 --> 00:54:09.679
<v Speaker 3>supposed to surrender. And that's that's easier said than done.

1039
00:54:09.800 --> 00:54:11.519
<v Speaker 3>You have to surrender to the attachment.

1040
00:54:11.880 --> 00:54:16.280
<v Speaker 4>The attachment thing we are like so naturally we cling

1041
00:54:16.480 --> 00:54:19.480
<v Speaker 4>to things because we want to feel like we own them.

1042
00:54:19.639 --> 00:54:22.000
<v Speaker 4>We want to feel like we own our destinies in

1043
00:54:22.079 --> 00:54:25.400
<v Speaker 4>our lives and we are in control. We're in full control,

1044
00:54:25.599 --> 00:54:30.480
<v Speaker 4>and like you know, and then right right the second

1045
00:54:30.519 --> 00:54:33.440
<v Speaker 4>that we realize like maybe we're not, it can crumble

1046
00:54:33.760 --> 00:54:38.760
<v Speaker 4>and it can feel devastating, but it's good. I really

1047
00:54:38.840 --> 00:54:41.519
<v Speaker 4>like your mantra. I really like that what's mine is

1048
00:54:41.559 --> 00:54:45.559
<v Speaker 4>mine and what's not is not. It's similar to my favorite,

1049
00:54:45.599 --> 00:54:46.840
<v Speaker 4>which is it is what it is.

1050
00:54:47.000 --> 00:54:47.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's a good one.

1051
00:54:48.000 --> 00:54:50.880
<v Speaker 4>That's my that's my favorite love. That's my favorite mantra

1052
00:54:50.960 --> 00:54:55.480
<v Speaker 4>in the world that if things are just abysmal, it is.

1053
00:54:57.519 --> 00:55:02.960
<v Speaker 1>It's kind of like some street wisdom. I like that.

1054
00:55:03.880 --> 00:55:05.920
<v Speaker 1>I want to ask you some pretty out there questions,

1055
00:55:06.599 --> 00:55:10.320
<v Speaker 1>but from a very genuine place of learning, because I

1056
00:55:10.360 --> 00:55:14.039
<v Speaker 1>think everybody's individual experience with reality is just going to

1057
00:55:14.039 --> 00:55:17.760
<v Speaker 1>be slightly different, you know. So I'm curious, like in

1058
00:55:17.840 --> 00:55:22.679
<v Speaker 1>all of your time being involved, i mean even before Monroe,

1059
00:55:22.920 --> 00:55:26.000
<v Speaker 1>with you being interested in this kind of psychic body

1060
00:55:26.039 --> 00:55:28.320
<v Speaker 1>of knowledge, and you know, we talked about this a

1061
00:55:28.320 --> 00:55:30.039
<v Speaker 1>little bit at lunch. I did have another out of

1062
00:55:30.079 --> 00:55:33.679
<v Speaker 1>body experience at Gateway where I know that Monroe is

1063
00:55:33.719 --> 00:55:35.400
<v Speaker 1>a place of non dogma, and that's one of the

1064
00:55:35.400 --> 00:55:39.920
<v Speaker 1>best things about it. But I also understand that throughout

1065
00:55:40.079 --> 00:55:45.360
<v Speaker 1>time there have been other things maybe that have a dogma,

1066
00:55:45.519 --> 00:55:48.719
<v Speaker 1>but still have you know, maybe they have things that

1067
00:55:48.760 --> 00:55:50.519
<v Speaker 1>are true and things that are not true, or they

1068
00:55:50.519 --> 00:55:53.119
<v Speaker 1>have a dogma because maybe it's some centuries old tradition.

1069
00:55:53.320 --> 00:55:57.199
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, my point is it occurred to me in

1070
00:55:57.239 --> 00:55:59.840
<v Speaker 1>the out of body state I found myself in like

1071
00:56:00.039 --> 00:56:03.880
<v Speaker 1>ancient Egypt. It's very I talked about it on the

1072
00:56:03.880 --> 00:56:07.760
<v Speaker 1>three part Monroe series and it very clearly came through

1073
00:56:07.760 --> 00:56:11.639
<v Speaker 1>to me that Monroe the Institute as it is today

1074
00:56:13.760 --> 00:56:19.840
<v Speaker 1>is a genuine emergence of a tradition that has been

1075
00:56:21.199 --> 00:56:24.000
<v Speaker 1>happening for thousands of years, which is, you know, you

1076
00:56:24.039 --> 00:56:26.039
<v Speaker 1>have things like the Templar Knights, you have things like

1077
00:56:26.360 --> 00:56:29.000
<v Speaker 1>all these other traditions, the Rosicrucians, the x y z,

1078
00:56:29.360 --> 00:56:34.199
<v Speaker 1>all of these different mystery traditions have been secretly holding

1079
00:56:34.199 --> 00:56:37.159
<v Speaker 1>the knowledge that we can go out of body. You know,

1080
00:56:37.320 --> 00:56:39.159
<v Speaker 1>you see it in movies, you see it in all

1081
00:56:39.239 --> 00:56:43.440
<v Speaker 1>kinds of popular representations of this stuff, and it's like

1082
00:56:43.480 --> 00:56:47.280
<v Speaker 1>this secret I feel like that's that's been around for

1083
00:56:47.400 --> 00:56:49.519
<v Speaker 1>so long, and it just kind of came through to

1084
00:56:49.559 --> 00:56:52.519
<v Speaker 1>me very clearly that like the Monroe Institute is like

1085
00:56:54.880 --> 00:56:58.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't say this lightly, but like a new age

1086
00:56:58.320 --> 00:57:02.880
<v Speaker 1>offshoot of that in a very real and genuine scientific

1087
00:57:02.920 --> 00:57:06.960
<v Speaker 1>without the dogma shedding the things we don't need, you know,

1088
00:57:07.119 --> 00:57:10.800
<v Speaker 1>all of the ritual and the religious observation, and it's

1089
00:57:10.880 --> 00:57:12.840
<v Speaker 1>just taking the truth of what we are. You know,

1090
00:57:12.880 --> 00:57:15.480
<v Speaker 1>you're more than a physical body. You can explore this,

1091
00:57:16.000 --> 00:57:17.760
<v Speaker 1>you can go out of your body, you can find

1092
00:57:17.760 --> 00:57:20.280
<v Speaker 1>out for yourself. You know, they've been doing it for

1093
00:57:20.360 --> 00:57:23.280
<v Speaker 1>thousands of years, but have a lot of you know,

1094
00:57:23.440 --> 00:57:26.000
<v Speaker 1>little things that maybe I don't need that maybe I

1095
00:57:26.000 --> 00:57:29.960
<v Speaker 1>don't need to fast for forty days under the tree,

1096
00:57:30.119 --> 00:57:32.480
<v Speaker 1>or maybe I don't need to give up all my possessions,

1097
00:57:32.840 --> 00:57:35.559
<v Speaker 1>you know. So it came through to me that like

1098
00:57:35.719 --> 00:57:39.559
<v Speaker 1>Monroe is a very very special place and that there

1099
00:57:39.559 --> 00:57:42.960
<v Speaker 1>were like just so many amazing forces at play to

1100
00:57:43.000 --> 00:57:45.679
<v Speaker 1>bring it into the world. And throughout the week I'm

1101
00:57:45.719 --> 00:57:47.480
<v Speaker 1>having all these things come to me and I'm like, man,

1102
00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:51.760
<v Speaker 1>this really is a good opportunity to commit myself to

1103
00:57:51.880 --> 00:57:55.880
<v Speaker 1>this institute in a very serious way. But anyway, so

1104
00:57:55.960 --> 00:57:58.639
<v Speaker 1>that was a long winded set up for the question.

1105
00:57:58.760 --> 00:58:03.119
<v Speaker 1>But I wanted to know in your time walking this path,

1106
00:58:03.239 --> 00:58:04.519
<v Speaker 1>like what have you explored?

1107
00:58:04.559 --> 00:58:04.800
<v Speaker 4>What?

1108
00:58:04.800 --> 00:58:09.960
<v Speaker 1>What have you determined? Your understanding of things are? Why

1109
00:58:10.000 --> 00:58:12.760
<v Speaker 1>can we manifest things? Why can we go out of body?

1110
00:58:12.800 --> 00:58:13.079
<v Speaker 4>Why?

1111
00:58:14.960 --> 00:58:26.039
<v Speaker 1>How is it possible? From Allen's perspective, that's a big question. Well,

1112
00:58:26.079 --> 00:58:28.800
<v Speaker 1>like I would tell you, you know, I'm a spiritual being.

1113
00:58:29.039 --> 00:58:32.440
<v Speaker 1>There's some sort of high. It's not a tuck question

1114
00:58:32.480 --> 00:58:34.280
<v Speaker 1>like I just you know, how did you come to

1115
00:58:34.320 --> 00:58:35.800
<v Speaker 1>know this? Why did you come to know this?

1116
00:58:35.960 --> 00:58:42.039
<v Speaker 3>Like, well, I would say through experience boom, Yeah, and

1117
00:58:42.039 --> 00:58:45.039
<v Speaker 3>that's that's what Monroe offers, you know, a pathway to

1118
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:51.719
<v Speaker 3>do that. Yeah, And I mean just having the experience

1119
00:58:51.719 --> 00:58:54.960
<v Speaker 3>of connecting with what I call total self or Bob

1120
00:58:55.000 --> 00:58:57.719
<v Speaker 3>called total self, I'll a lot of times say higher self.

1121
00:58:58.239 --> 00:59:04.719
<v Speaker 3>And then the connecting with guides and guidance. That's that's

1122
00:59:04.719 --> 00:59:09.800
<v Speaker 3>when I just knew something was happening here. And now

1123
00:59:09.960 --> 00:59:12.000
<v Speaker 3>I can even have a conversation with my body.

1124
00:59:12.400 --> 00:59:13.880
<v Speaker 1>Really, what do you mean?

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00:59:14.280 --> 00:59:18.840
<v Speaker 3>So well, let me start at the beginning. So about

1126
00:59:18.960 --> 00:59:21.679
<v Speaker 3>fifteen years ago, I'm listening to hay House Radio and

1127
00:59:21.760 --> 00:59:24.119
<v Speaker 3>that was how it first came out. What the podcast?

1128
00:59:24.880 --> 00:59:25.719
<v Speaker 1>Oh cool? It was.

1129
00:59:26.079 --> 00:59:28.559
<v Speaker 3>It was a radio show whoa that was because that

1130
00:59:28.679 --> 00:59:32.840
<v Speaker 3>was before podcast and there was a hostess name or

1131
00:59:32.880 --> 00:59:36.719
<v Speaker 3>a host named venus ANDRAK and she was a psychic,

1132
00:59:36.840 --> 00:59:39.239
<v Speaker 3>and so I just listened to her show while I'd

1133
00:59:39.280 --> 00:59:42.760
<v Speaker 3>be working on my computer. And so one day she goes, now,

1134
00:59:42.840 --> 00:59:45.440
<v Speaker 3>the next time you go meditate, ask your body what

1135
00:59:45.480 --> 00:59:49.679
<v Speaker 3>it needs from you. And I was like, oh, okay, yeah.

1136
00:59:49.920 --> 00:59:51.320
<v Speaker 3>So I was like, okay, I'll do that. So the

1137
00:59:51.360 --> 00:59:54.239
<v Speaker 3>next time I meditated, I got to the point where

1138
00:59:54.239 --> 00:59:56.280
<v Speaker 3>I felt like I was deep enough, and so I

1139
00:59:56.519 --> 00:59:59.440
<v Speaker 3>in my head, in my you know, in my mind,

1140
00:59:59.480 --> 01:00:02.159
<v Speaker 3>I don't ask out loud. I say, body, what do

1141
01:00:02.199 --> 01:00:07.920
<v Speaker 3>you need today? And I'm expecting lettuce fruit. I was

1142
01:00:07.960 --> 01:00:12.199
<v Speaker 3>always on a diet, and my body says butterfinger.

1143
01:00:12.480 --> 01:00:13.840
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

1144
01:00:14.079 --> 01:00:18.039
<v Speaker 3>And I was like what? And then I was like,

1145
01:00:18.519 --> 01:00:22.400
<v Speaker 3>I prefer snickers. I don't even It's like my body's

1146
01:00:22.440 --> 01:00:27.400
<v Speaker 3>not matching my personal taste. But then I decided, and

1147
01:00:27.440 --> 01:00:29.039
<v Speaker 3>I had to talk myself into it. I did go

1148
01:00:29.079 --> 01:00:32.440
<v Speaker 3>get a butterfinger oh, because if the you know, like

1149
01:00:32.480 --> 01:00:35.679
<v Speaker 3>I asked, and if you tell me and then I'm

1150
01:00:35.679 --> 01:00:38.760
<v Speaker 3>not going to help you get what you want. But

1151
01:00:38.840 --> 01:00:42.840
<v Speaker 3>interestingly enough, I haven't been asked to supply something like

1152
01:00:42.880 --> 01:00:46.719
<v Speaker 3>that again. It's been orange juice, turmeric, you know, things

1153
01:00:46.760 --> 01:00:47.079
<v Speaker 3>like that.

1154
01:00:47.320 --> 01:00:47.880
<v Speaker 1>Interesting.

1155
01:00:48.199 --> 01:00:48.519
<v Speaker 3>Wow.

1156
01:00:48.719 --> 01:00:49.960
<v Speaker 4>So it was just that one time.

1157
01:00:50.079 --> 01:00:53.079
<v Speaker 3>And the turmeric. It was an interesting one because I

1158
01:00:53.079 --> 01:00:57.559
<v Speaker 3>didn't know the word. You know, now it's talked about more.

1159
01:00:58.199 --> 01:01:02.039
<v Speaker 3>But I had inflammation and so I was asking what

1160
01:01:02.119 --> 01:01:04.679
<v Speaker 3>I needed and I heard tumeric. I'm like turmeric, and

1161
01:01:04.679 --> 01:01:06.559
<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to sound it out and so I can

1162
01:01:06.599 --> 01:01:09.239
<v Speaker 3>bring it back with me in the minute I get

1163
01:01:09.280 --> 01:01:11.039
<v Speaker 3>out of the meditation. I'm trying to, you know, write

1164
01:01:11.079 --> 01:01:15.199
<v Speaker 3>it down. And I look it up and I was like, oh, okay.

1165
01:01:14.920 --> 01:01:19.519
<v Speaker 4>It's a powerful you didn't even know. No, You're like,

1166
01:01:19.559 --> 01:01:21.880
<v Speaker 4>what is that body? That's amazing.

1167
01:01:23.599 --> 01:01:26.800
<v Speaker 3>So you can do that. Yeah, But if you're gonna

1168
01:01:26.800 --> 01:01:28.480
<v Speaker 3>do if you're gonna be serious about it, I would

1169
01:01:28.519 --> 01:01:31.920
<v Speaker 3>try to honor what you're asked. Sometimes when I'm asking,

1170
01:01:31.920 --> 01:01:34.719
<v Speaker 3>the orange juice SEMs to be the most common, I'm like, oh, man,

1171
01:01:35.199 --> 01:01:38.079
<v Speaker 3>I don't have any orange juice, and I don't have

1172
01:01:38.159 --> 01:01:40.480
<v Speaker 3>time to go to food Lion.

1173
01:01:41.079 --> 01:01:46.280
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, shout food Lion. We love a food line.

1174
01:01:46.400 --> 01:01:47.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't.

1175
01:01:50.039 --> 01:01:52.239
<v Speaker 3>Anyway, So you just do what you can to honor

1176
01:01:52.840 --> 01:01:55.800
<v Speaker 3>honor the request that you hear that's amazing.

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01:01:56.000 --> 01:01:59.480
<v Speaker 4>So it sounds like then you are Ryan is much

1178
01:01:59.480 --> 01:02:02.639
<v Speaker 4>more of a like why I need the information. I

1179
01:02:02.679 --> 01:02:04.440
<v Speaker 4>need the why why is it happening?

1180
01:02:04.679 --> 01:02:05.519
<v Speaker 1>I need the results?

1181
01:02:05.920 --> 01:02:08.920
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yes, yes, I need the results. I need the data.

1182
01:02:09.000 --> 01:02:12.719
<v Speaker 4>I need an explanation why, whereas you are more like

1183
01:02:13.119 --> 01:02:14.239
<v Speaker 4>I have the experience.

1184
01:02:14.440 --> 01:02:16.039
<v Speaker 1>I have what I have, and it is what it is.

1185
01:02:16.639 --> 01:02:18.840
<v Speaker 4>It is what it is. I have what I have.

1186
01:02:20.719 --> 01:02:21.440
<v Speaker 1>It's just different.

1187
01:02:21.519 --> 01:02:24.119
<v Speaker 3>I think it's different for everyone's.

1188
01:02:24.239 --> 01:02:26.960
<v Speaker 1>Every mind is different, you know, like just to elaborate

1189
01:02:27.000 --> 01:02:29.760
<v Speaker 1>on that when my dad, my grandparents have told me

1190
01:02:29.800 --> 01:02:31.480
<v Speaker 1>this my whole life grown up, and my dad's told

1191
01:02:31.480 --> 01:02:35.639
<v Speaker 1>me this, like it's everybody knows this about him, that

1192
01:02:35.639 --> 01:02:37.440
<v Speaker 1>that he wanted me to tell you hello, by.

1193
01:02:37.320 --> 01:02:40.239
<v Speaker 3>The way, and Emily your dad, and Emily, hello, I will,

1194
01:02:40.320 --> 01:02:40.719
<v Speaker 3>I will.

1195
01:02:41.159 --> 01:02:44.519
<v Speaker 1>But I've always just known this about my dad that

1196
01:02:44.559 --> 01:02:47.559
<v Speaker 1>when he was in diapers, my grandma would come in

1197
01:02:47.599 --> 01:02:51.079
<v Speaker 1>the room and you know, the washing machine has been

1198
01:02:51.159 --> 01:02:53.719
<v Speaker 1>taken apart. He was three, he would get his hands

1199
01:02:53.760 --> 01:02:57.639
<v Speaker 1>on a screwdriver. He has this mechanical mind. He would

1200
01:02:57.719 --> 01:02:59.679
<v Speaker 1>just take everything. When he was so young, he didn't

1201
01:02:59.679 --> 01:03:00.800
<v Speaker 1>know how to put it back together.

1202
01:03:01.400 --> 01:03:01.599
<v Speaker 2>You know.

1203
01:03:01.760 --> 01:03:03.719
<v Speaker 1>He would take his bicycle apart, he would take the

1204
01:03:03.800 --> 01:03:06.599
<v Speaker 1>washing machine apart, or the radio, and it was a problem.

1205
01:03:06.679 --> 01:03:08.880
<v Speaker 1>They had to hide things from him. By the time

1206
01:03:08.920 --> 01:03:11.360
<v Speaker 1>he was like nine or ten, everybody on the street

1207
01:03:11.360 --> 01:03:13.440
<v Speaker 1>would come pay him cash and he would put the

1208
01:03:13.519 --> 01:03:16.280
<v Speaker 1>radio in their car. By the time he was thirteen,

1209
01:03:16.360 --> 01:03:18.239
<v Speaker 1>he built his first house. By the time he was

1210
01:03:18.280 --> 01:03:20.519
<v Speaker 1>my age, he's building airplanes and motorcycles. He has this

1211
01:03:20.599 --> 01:03:26.800
<v Speaker 1>mechanical mind that's I feel the same way, but only

1212
01:03:26.840 --> 01:03:31.360
<v Speaker 1>about spiritual things. I feel like I have to learn

1213
01:03:31.440 --> 01:03:34.039
<v Speaker 1>everything I can learn. There's no way you can possibly

1214
01:03:34.119 --> 01:03:37.079
<v Speaker 1>understand it all. That's the curse of, you know, studying

1215
01:03:37.079 --> 01:03:41.719
<v Speaker 1>these things. It's so abstract and ineffable, but I feel like, yeah,

1216
01:03:41.760 --> 01:03:44.760
<v Speaker 1>it is. It's almost bottomless or infinite really, you know.

1217
01:03:44.880 --> 01:03:46.920
<v Speaker 1>But that's kind of how my mind works, is I

1218
01:03:46.960 --> 01:03:49.320
<v Speaker 1>feel like. And that's why Monroe's so good for me,

1219
01:03:49.880 --> 01:03:53.599
<v Speaker 1>because it gives me tools that I wasn't finding in

1220
01:03:53.639 --> 01:03:58.079
<v Speaker 1>other places. You know that work, They actually work, and

1221
01:03:58.119 --> 01:04:00.599
<v Speaker 1>they're based in ancient practices. But you don't need all

1222
01:04:00.679 --> 01:04:04.440
<v Speaker 1>the fluff. Just look, this actually works because you're more

1223
01:04:04.440 --> 01:04:08.119
<v Speaker 1>than your physical body, right, you know, so I have

1224
01:04:08.159 --> 01:04:10.039
<v Speaker 1>a lot to learn and I'm loving every bit of it.

1225
01:04:10.960 --> 01:04:13.840
<v Speaker 3>You know, really, we all have a lot to learn.

1226
01:04:14.400 --> 01:04:17.440
<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, yeah, that's part of the fun of life.

1227
01:04:18.239 --> 01:04:20.280
<v Speaker 4>If we run out of things to learn, what's the point,

1228
01:04:20.559 --> 01:04:23.599
<v Speaker 4>you know, It's true, and I love that there's a

1229
01:04:23.599 --> 01:04:27.719
<v Speaker 4>little something for everybody in Monroe. Everybody works a little

1230
01:04:27.719 --> 01:04:30.719
<v Speaker 4>bit differently, but that you know, I'm I'm much more

1231
01:04:30.760 --> 01:04:33.039
<v Speaker 4>of the it is what it is kind of person

1232
01:04:33.079 --> 01:04:36.079
<v Speaker 4>too like. But I mean, I think just as many

1233
01:04:36.119 --> 01:04:39.119
<v Speaker 4>people are more like, why is this happening? I need

1234
01:04:39.119 --> 01:04:42.119
<v Speaker 4>to know the specifics and the data and the you know.

1235
01:04:42.599 --> 01:04:44.840
<v Speaker 4>And it's not that it's like that is one is

1236
01:04:45.199 --> 01:04:48.119
<v Speaker 4>correct and the other is incorrect. It's two different paths

1237
01:04:48.159 --> 01:04:52.519
<v Speaker 4>to the same results, right style. Yeah, yeah, absolutely, So,

1238
01:04:52.639 --> 01:04:54.519
<v Speaker 4>I mean, is there's a little something for everybody?

1239
01:04:54.719 --> 01:04:54.920
<v Speaker 2>You know.

1240
01:04:54.960 --> 01:04:58.280
<v Speaker 3>Another thing, so many people have the idea that it's

1241
01:04:58.320 --> 01:05:01.639
<v Speaker 3>about being visual, Like when you're in your meditation experience,

1242
01:05:02.000 --> 01:05:06.199
<v Speaker 3>I'm not seeing anything and guess what you might not

1243
01:05:06.519 --> 01:05:08.400
<v Speaker 3>you know, you might not be one of those people.

1244
01:05:08.400 --> 01:05:10.159
<v Speaker 3>And I'm not really one of those people. I mean,

1245
01:05:10.199 --> 01:05:12.320
<v Speaker 3>I have had a little bit of that in out

1246
01:05:12.320 --> 01:05:15.960
<v Speaker 3>of body experiences, but in meditations it's like completely blessed

1247
01:05:16.000 --> 01:05:18.360
<v Speaker 3>same and I'll just have to I'll go, Okay, where

1248
01:05:18.360 --> 01:05:23.400
<v Speaker 3>are we? I can't see anything, you know, so everybody

1249
01:05:23.440 --> 01:05:24.440
<v Speaker 3>everyone's so different.

1250
01:05:24.760 --> 01:05:27.559
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, it's very rare that I see things in

1251
01:05:27.599 --> 01:05:29.800
<v Speaker 4>my mind, very very So you.

1252
01:05:29.760 --> 01:05:31.679
<v Speaker 3>Have to use your imagination. And that's the other thing

1253
01:05:31.719 --> 01:05:35.559
<v Speaker 3>people think if I use my imagination, I'm making it up.

1254
01:05:35.760 --> 01:05:38.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm guilty of having I used to think.

1255
01:05:38.159 --> 01:05:41.159
<v Speaker 3>That, Okay, And so if you use your imagination, it's

1256
01:05:41.199 --> 01:05:44.440
<v Speaker 3>really a good way to start the process. It's a way.

1257
01:05:44.519 --> 01:05:47.760
<v Speaker 3>It's an initiation, and a lot of times you'll find

1258
01:05:47.800 --> 01:05:49.880
<v Speaker 3>it takes on a life of its own. You're no

1259
01:05:49.960 --> 01:05:52.159
<v Speaker 3>longer in control, in control of it.

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01:05:52.159 --> 01:05:53.239
<v Speaker 4>It's like a jumpstart.

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01:05:53.800 --> 01:05:55.920
<v Speaker 3>I used to do this thing where I would go

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01:05:56.000 --> 01:05:59.599
<v Speaker 3>to this space and I had a healing center. I

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01:05:59.639 --> 01:06:01.519
<v Speaker 3>still do the healing center, but this was I was

1264
01:06:01.559 --> 01:06:04.719
<v Speaker 3>reading this in my journals recently. And I had a

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01:06:04.719 --> 01:06:07.440
<v Speaker 3>healer named Rob. I don't know why his name was Rob.

1266
01:06:07.920 --> 01:06:10.599
<v Speaker 3>And then I had a career closet. I called it

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01:06:10.639 --> 01:06:11.960
<v Speaker 3>because I was always trying to figure out what I

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01:06:12.000 --> 01:06:14.559
<v Speaker 3>was supposed to do with my life. And I had

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01:06:14.679 --> 01:06:18.119
<v Speaker 3>a book like a library that I could just go

1270
01:06:18.159 --> 01:06:22.599
<v Speaker 3>pick a book to get answers and uh huh yeah.

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01:06:22.679 --> 01:06:24.880
<v Speaker 3>And then I had a room that had a bean

1272
01:06:24.920 --> 01:06:28.440
<v Speaker 3>bag and a TV screen, so I would just start

1273
01:06:28.480 --> 01:06:31.840
<v Speaker 3>it every the way it started it. I would go hey, Rob,

1274
01:06:32.400 --> 01:06:34.559
<v Speaker 3>you know, and go in and have a healing session

1275
01:06:34.599 --> 01:06:37.360
<v Speaker 3>that I kind of directed, and then it would just

1276
01:06:37.360 --> 01:06:40.239
<v Speaker 3>start doing its own thing. And one time, and I

1277
01:06:40.320 --> 01:06:42.440
<v Speaker 3>wrote this in the book, I was going in to

1278
01:06:42.480 --> 01:06:47.960
<v Speaker 3>say Rob, and I said Hi, Mike, who's Mike, you know,

1279
01:06:48.679 --> 01:06:51.960
<v Speaker 3>And so that it immediately started taking on a.

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01:06:51.920 --> 01:06:55.400
<v Speaker 4>Life time whoa without a while into you.

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01:06:55.880 --> 01:06:57.480
<v Speaker 3>It was just like right when I had started in,

1282
01:06:57.519 --> 01:06:59.559
<v Speaker 3>and it was like, instead of saying Rob, I said Mike.

1283
01:06:59.679 --> 01:07:01.840
<v Speaker 3>And so I had a conversation with this guy named Mike.

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01:07:03.079 --> 01:07:05.960
<v Speaker 1>Interesting. Well, yeah, I get where you're coming from too,

1285
01:07:06.000 --> 01:07:09.599
<v Speaker 1>because you're like, wait, why would that just like automatically

1286
01:07:09.639 --> 01:07:11.800
<v Speaker 1>come out of me when I've been, you know, thinking

1287
01:07:11.840 --> 01:07:14.440
<v Speaker 1>of this this Rob figure. It's it's almost like it

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01:07:14.480 --> 01:07:16.039
<v Speaker 1>just kind of took a life of its own. It

1289
01:07:16.199 --> 01:07:16.719
<v Speaker 1>just happened.

1290
01:07:16.880 --> 01:07:18.519
<v Speaker 3>And you know Prime in the pump.

1291
01:07:18.400 --> 01:07:21.480
<v Speaker 4>You know, yes, exactly exactly Prime in the pump.

1292
01:07:21.519 --> 01:07:23.559
<v Speaker 3>But like Focus fifteen is one of the levels we

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01:07:23.599 --> 01:07:27.159
<v Speaker 3>talk about and that's there is no time, and that

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01:07:27.320 --> 01:07:32.400
<v Speaker 3>is a space of initiation. So if typically if there's

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01:07:32.400 --> 01:07:34.519
<v Speaker 3>going to be an experience, there needs to be an

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01:07:34.559 --> 01:07:38.360
<v Speaker 3>initiation which would be started by imagination, or you can

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01:07:38.400 --> 01:07:41.199
<v Speaker 3>have the opposite, which is the void in that same space,

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01:07:42.280 --> 01:07:46.000
<v Speaker 3>which is very still, and you you experienced fifteen very still,

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01:07:46.159 --> 01:07:46.840
<v Speaker 3>very quiet.

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01:07:47.199 --> 01:07:48.440
<v Speaker 1>They did too increases.

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01:07:48.559 --> 01:07:49.440
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah one time.

1302
01:07:49.519 --> 01:07:50.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there was one exercise.

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01:07:51.000 --> 01:07:54.519
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so yeah, I think that was one of the

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01:07:54.519 --> 01:07:58.800
<v Speaker 4>only times I actually really did see something very vivid.

1305
01:07:59.679 --> 01:08:01.519
<v Speaker 4>Was was when we did that? I don't I don't

1306
01:08:01.519 --> 01:08:03.519
<v Speaker 4>remember if it was that practice or if it was

1307
01:08:03.760 --> 01:08:05.159
<v Speaker 4>did we do that on our last day?

1308
01:08:06.239 --> 01:08:06.960
<v Speaker 1>I think so.

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01:08:07.039 --> 01:08:09.360
<v Speaker 3>More than more than likely, because you would have done

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01:08:09.360 --> 01:08:10.760
<v Speaker 3>ten and twelve first, and then I'm.

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01:08:10.599 --> 01:08:12.679
<v Speaker 4>Pretty sure that was the one. I need to look

1312
01:08:12.679 --> 01:08:14.599
<v Speaker 4>at my journal again, but I'm pretty sure that was

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01:08:14.599 --> 01:08:14.880
<v Speaker 4>the one.

1314
01:08:14.920 --> 01:08:15.519
<v Speaker 1>I think it was.

1315
01:08:17.279 --> 01:08:22.039
<v Speaker 4>See. I rarely like I wonder if I have this

1316
01:08:22.159 --> 01:08:24.760
<v Speaker 4>thing called affantasia where you don't see anything when you

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01:08:24.760 --> 01:08:27.079
<v Speaker 4>close your eyes or when you imagine stuff, you just

1318
01:08:27.199 --> 01:08:31.279
<v Speaker 4>it's just nothing. But every now and then I can't.

1319
01:08:31.119 --> 01:08:34.319
<v Speaker 3>And then you do. You don't have a condition, right.

1320
01:08:34.239 --> 01:08:36.279
<v Speaker 4>Right, right, right exactly, It's like every now and then

1321
01:08:36.520 --> 01:08:38.960
<v Speaker 4>something will will peak through and I see something. Same

1322
01:08:39.000 --> 01:08:42.319
<v Speaker 4>with my dreams. Usually don't dream every now and then.

1323
01:08:42.359 --> 01:08:44.079
<v Speaker 3>On you do dream, you just don't remember it.

1324
01:08:44.159 --> 01:08:47.199
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's probably something like that. Yeah, but every now

1325
01:08:47.199 --> 01:08:50.159
<v Speaker 4>and then I will. And then most of our things

1326
01:08:50.199 --> 01:08:52.960
<v Speaker 4>in Creation Station, it was like I'd have more feelings

1327
01:08:53.279 --> 01:08:56.399
<v Speaker 4>thoughts than any ideas. Yeah ideas.

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01:08:56.680 --> 01:09:00.520
<v Speaker 3>You know, it's interesting. I forgot where I was going

1329
01:09:00.560 --> 01:09:03.479
<v Speaker 3>with that because you said something that I was gonna

1330
01:09:03.520 --> 01:09:04.119
<v Speaker 3>latch onto.

1331
01:09:04.720 --> 01:09:08.000
<v Speaker 4>It's my not seeing things in my in my mind

1332
01:09:08.039 --> 01:09:10.920
<v Speaker 4>and then not seeing things when I dream.

1333
01:09:11.119 --> 01:09:14.880
<v Speaker 3>So okay, I got it. So one of the things

1334
01:09:14.920 --> 01:09:20.479
<v Speaker 3>about using your other senses besides being visual, and I

1335
01:09:20.520 --> 01:09:22.960
<v Speaker 3>was really frustrated. I wanted to be visual because that's

1336
01:09:23.079 --> 01:09:25.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, that's where people are seeing the movies, you know,

1337
01:09:25.079 --> 01:09:27.359
<v Speaker 3>and they can explain it all to you. And then

1338
01:09:27.359 --> 01:09:29.760
<v Speaker 3>it dawned on me one time that I was the

1339
01:09:29.800 --> 01:09:33.119
<v Speaker 3>way I was perceiving or receiving information. I didn't have

1340
01:09:33.199 --> 01:09:36.680
<v Speaker 3>to interpret as much, because if it's just a visual

1341
01:09:36.760 --> 01:09:39.760
<v Speaker 3>movie in front of you, or like a symbol coming

1342
01:09:39.800 --> 01:09:42.560
<v Speaker 3>at you, you have to interpret it. If you're here

1343
01:09:42.600 --> 01:09:48.560
<v Speaker 3>in a sentence, you got it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, so

1344
01:09:49.359 --> 01:09:53.319
<v Speaker 3>I have learned that for me, it's better not to

1345
01:09:53.319 --> 01:09:54.800
<v Speaker 3>be visual, right. Yeah.

1346
01:09:55.000 --> 01:09:57.399
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, it's just like straight to the core of

1347
01:09:57.439 --> 01:09:57.920
<v Speaker 1>the message.

1348
01:09:58.079 --> 01:10:01.880
<v Speaker 4>Yep, it's different for everybody. It's different for everybody. Yeah,

1349
01:10:02.000 --> 01:10:03.680
<v Speaker 4>that's a that's a good way to look at it.

1350
01:10:03.760 --> 01:10:07.399
<v Speaker 4>That's a positive outlook because sometimes it's frustrating.

1351
01:10:07.479 --> 01:10:09.840
<v Speaker 3>Oh I know, hey, I've been there. We call it, well,

1352
01:10:09.880 --> 01:10:11.319
<v Speaker 3>we call it focus envy, you know.

1353
01:10:13.840 --> 01:10:17.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we learn all the insider legal.

1354
01:10:17.039 --> 01:10:19.720
<v Speaker 3>I mean, my Gateway was not exceptional. I mean I

1355
01:10:19.760 --> 01:10:22.399
<v Speaker 3>knew something good was going on. I knew I needed

1356
01:10:22.399 --> 01:10:25.600
<v Speaker 3>to come back, you know, I had that very deep knowing,

1357
01:10:26.800 --> 01:10:29.640
<v Speaker 3>but there wasn't a whole bunch of you know, there

1358
01:10:29.720 --> 01:10:32.000
<v Speaker 3>was nothing spectacular that happened.

1359
01:10:32.279 --> 01:10:34.920
<v Speaker 4>And this was your very first experience going there.

1360
01:10:35.920 --> 01:10:39.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you just so it's you know, like people think, Okay,

1361
01:10:39.039 --> 01:10:40.439
<v Speaker 3>if I go there, I'm gonna go out of body.

1362
01:10:41.000 --> 01:10:45.800
<v Speaker 3>Maybe maybe not, but that's not really what's happening there. Yeah,

1363
01:10:45.920 --> 01:10:49.119
<v Speaker 3>that's just that's an experience you could have or possibly have.

1364
01:10:49.560 --> 01:10:52.720
<v Speaker 3>But even in Gateway, there's only one meditation or exercise

1365
01:10:52.760 --> 01:10:55.760
<v Speaker 3>that that's focused on the out of body experience. That's

1366
01:10:55.800 --> 01:10:58.439
<v Speaker 3>not the purpose of that program.

1367
01:10:58.600 --> 01:11:01.479
<v Speaker 1>Man and it's just like an intro, just like teaching

1368
01:11:01.520 --> 01:11:04.840
<v Speaker 1>you the tools. And then yeah, I mean that's a

1369
01:11:04.880 --> 01:11:07.119
<v Speaker 1>great way to So then what about like Obe, would

1370
01:11:07.119 --> 01:11:07.640
<v Speaker 1>that be.

1371
01:11:07.680 --> 01:11:11.560
<v Speaker 3>That that is the intention? Okay, but what happens to

1372
01:11:11.640 --> 01:11:15.239
<v Speaker 3>people they come to the program and almost everyone you

1373
01:11:15.239 --> 01:11:18.239
<v Speaker 3>interview because I've taught I was a trainer for OBE Spectrum,

1374
01:11:18.720 --> 01:11:21.840
<v Speaker 3>they would say, I want to have the classic experience,

1375
01:11:22.079 --> 01:11:25.439
<v Speaker 3>and the classic experience is vibrating and knowing that you're

1376
01:11:25.439 --> 01:11:27.960
<v Speaker 3>coming out of your body, then going to the ceiling

1377
01:11:28.079 --> 01:11:32.520
<v Speaker 3>looking down seeing yourself maybe there's a silver cord. Most

1378
01:11:32.560 --> 01:11:36.399
<v Speaker 3>people don't do that. Yeah, so it becomes more about

1379
01:11:36.520 --> 01:11:39.680
<v Speaker 3>what I call projected consciousness. So you know you're in

1380
01:11:39.760 --> 01:11:42.880
<v Speaker 3>your check unit, but you also know and some people

1381
01:11:42.960 --> 01:11:47.199
<v Speaker 3>might call that by location. But by the end of

1382
01:11:47.239 --> 01:11:51.199
<v Speaker 3>the week, people don't care if they've had a classical

1383
01:11:51.279 --> 01:11:57.000
<v Speaker 3>experience because it's about the outcome. How you got there,

1384
01:11:57.800 --> 01:11:59.359
<v Speaker 3>you learn is just not that important.

1385
01:11:59.640 --> 01:12:03.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, huh yeah, And that's true in my experience,

1386
01:12:03.479 --> 01:12:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Like I mean, I'm like positive I went out of body,

1387
01:12:07.800 --> 01:12:11.960
<v Speaker 1>but it was it was nothing like you know, oh

1388
01:12:12.000 --> 01:12:13.560
<v Speaker 1>my gosh, look there I am. It wasn't like that.

1389
01:12:13.640 --> 01:12:15.840
<v Speaker 1>It was just like one minute, I'm there, and then

1390
01:12:15.840 --> 01:12:19.079
<v Speaker 1>one minute I'm in ancient Egypt. So yeah, it's like

1391
01:12:19.439 --> 01:12:22.720
<v Speaker 1>one minute I'm you know, in my body, in one

1392
01:12:22.760 --> 01:12:25.479
<v Speaker 1>minute I'm not. And it's like maybe I'm in ancient Egypt,

1393
01:12:25.520 --> 01:12:28.079
<v Speaker 1>or maybe I'm downstairs in my living room. Actually you

1394
01:12:28.119 --> 01:12:34.000
<v Speaker 1>might find this interesting. At Gateway last year, I swear

1395
01:12:34.079 --> 01:12:36.840
<v Speaker 1>it was like the second to last night, I think,

1396
01:12:37.880 --> 01:12:40.960
<v Speaker 1>and I was laying in my bed in the check unit,

1397
01:12:42.000 --> 01:12:45.920
<v Speaker 1>and I was at such an elevated state, which I'm

1398
01:12:45.920 --> 01:12:47.640
<v Speaker 1>sure you know what that means. Maybe them listening at home,

1399
01:12:47.680 --> 01:12:49.119
<v Speaker 1>they're like, what do you mean by that? But you

1400
01:12:49.239 --> 01:12:50.800
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. They know what I mean. You know,

1401
01:12:50.880 --> 01:12:53.880
<v Speaker 1>doing the program is just over time, after you're having

1402
01:12:54.119 --> 01:12:56.640
<v Speaker 1>experience after experience after experience, you get to the state

1403
01:12:56.680 --> 01:12:59.000
<v Speaker 1>where you're just sort of like expanded. I don't really

1404
01:12:59.000 --> 01:13:01.319
<v Speaker 1>know how to explain it more, but I was there

1405
01:13:01.880 --> 01:13:07.319
<v Speaker 1>and I was laying in bed and I'm like close

1406
01:13:07.359 --> 01:13:10.520
<v Speaker 1>my eyes, you know, and it's like next thing.

1407
01:13:10.560 --> 01:13:10.760
<v Speaker 3>I know.

1408
01:13:10.960 --> 01:13:15.000
<v Speaker 1>It's like if you imagine an old radio when you

1409
01:13:15.079 --> 01:13:17.479
<v Speaker 1>like turn the knob in their static. You know, it

1410
01:13:17.560 --> 01:13:19.840
<v Speaker 1>was kind of like that a little bit like the

1411
01:13:19.920 --> 01:13:22.359
<v Speaker 1>transmission of this where I am right now got a

1412
01:13:22.359 --> 01:13:24.439
<v Speaker 1>little fuzzy for a moment, and then I swear to

1413
01:13:24.479 --> 01:13:26.720
<v Speaker 1>you it was like I was standing in line in

1414
01:13:26.760 --> 01:13:31.079
<v Speaker 1>the cafeteria in the morning getting a cup of coffee

1415
01:13:31.680 --> 01:13:33.600
<v Speaker 1>with the you know how the cafeteria is where you

1416
01:13:33.600 --> 01:13:35.279
<v Speaker 1>have the trays and you go and you get you

1417
01:13:35.319 --> 01:13:37.479
<v Speaker 1>know this, you know, maybe get the eggs, maybe get

1418
01:13:37.520 --> 01:13:39.800
<v Speaker 1>the sausage, whatever. And I'm like standing there trying to

1419
01:13:39.800 --> 01:13:43.880
<v Speaker 1>get coffee and I was like, wait a minute, I'm

1420
01:13:43.960 --> 01:13:46.399
<v Speaker 1>laying in bed. And then it was like I'm back

1421
01:13:46.399 --> 01:13:50.359
<v Speaker 1>in bed, right, you know. It was so weird. The

1422
01:13:50.399 --> 01:13:55.840
<v Speaker 1>next morning, I got up early and I I don't

1423
01:13:55.880 --> 01:13:59.479
<v Speaker 1>remember why did I think? I was just in so

1424
01:13:59.680 --> 01:14:02.760
<v Speaker 1>much of a like a peaceful state from the week

1425
01:14:02.800 --> 01:14:04.119
<v Speaker 1>that I was like, I want to go sit and

1426
01:14:04.199 --> 01:14:06.640
<v Speaker 1>drink a cup of coffee by the crystal, you know.

1427
01:14:06.800 --> 01:14:09.560
<v Speaker 1>And I grabbed one of those blue lawn chairs that's

1428
01:14:09.720 --> 01:14:11.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, kind of near the crystal, and I actually

1429
01:14:11.760 --> 01:14:14.560
<v Speaker 1>dragged it over to the crystal and I sat there

1430
01:14:14.720 --> 01:14:17.520
<v Speaker 1>in silence, and I was drinking my cup of coffee,

1431
01:14:17.560 --> 01:14:22.359
<v Speaker 1>and I put my hand on the crystal and the

1432
01:14:22.399 --> 01:14:25.800
<v Speaker 1>same thing is like the knob the static, and it

1433
01:14:25.920 --> 01:14:28.680
<v Speaker 1>was like I started to get really fuzzy, like, oh

1434
01:14:28.720 --> 01:14:30.239
<v Speaker 1>my god. It's like I was going somewhere else and

1435
01:14:30.319 --> 01:14:32.359
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I gotta get up, I gotta walk around.

1436
01:14:32.399 --> 01:14:33.680
<v Speaker 1>I can't do like I have programs and.

1437
01:14:33.720 --> 01:14:34.039
<v Speaker 3>Do it right.

1438
01:14:34.760 --> 01:14:37.319
<v Speaker 1>It was just so weird. And I don't know if

1439
01:14:37.319 --> 01:14:39.880
<v Speaker 1>you've heard stories of that or if that's common, but

1440
01:14:40.760 --> 01:14:41.279
<v Speaker 1>it was weird.

1441
01:14:41.399 --> 01:14:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, I've heard. I've heard lots of stories. Sound

1442
01:14:45.960 --> 01:14:48.960
<v Speaker 3>I haven't experienced that to know where I was awake.

1443
01:14:49.000 --> 01:14:52.680
<v Speaker 1>And I'm sure there's a million things that people experience

1444
01:14:52.800 --> 01:14:55.920
<v Speaker 1>that are different from everyone that that are really kind

1445
01:14:55.920 --> 01:15:01.960
<v Speaker 1>of hard to pinpoint, you know, but interesting. So what's

1446
01:15:02.000 --> 01:15:06.760
<v Speaker 1>like your most profound Monroe experience.

1447
01:15:07.760 --> 01:15:11.359
<v Speaker 3>Hmm. So I would say happened at Heartline, which is

1448
01:15:11.359 --> 01:15:15.000
<v Speaker 3>a program I'm working on the heart But that's not

1449
01:15:15.039 --> 01:15:17.560
<v Speaker 3>what happened. That wasn't what I'm going to talk about.

1450
01:15:17.800 --> 01:15:21.640
<v Speaker 3>I was in my check unit and drop in just

1451
01:15:21.720 --> 01:15:24.640
<v Speaker 3>almost immediately to knowing I'm in a you know, in

1452
01:15:24.720 --> 01:15:28.960
<v Speaker 3>that place, and I hear led Zeppelin and I'm like,

1453
01:15:29.279 --> 01:15:33.560
<v Speaker 3>and then Bob's talking, and I'm like, oh man, Bob,

1454
01:15:33.880 --> 01:15:37.239
<v Speaker 3>use letting, you know, use led Zeppelin as the background music.

1455
01:15:38.319 --> 01:15:41.359
<v Speaker 3>And so I like crack it up, crank it up,

1456
01:15:41.840 --> 01:15:43.920
<v Speaker 3>and then all of a sudden the check unit, the

1457
01:15:43.920 --> 01:15:47.279
<v Speaker 3>bottom of the check unit falls out. Well before that,

1458
01:15:47.439 --> 01:15:50.520
<v Speaker 3>I get it. It kind of the two like sides

1459
01:15:50.560 --> 01:15:53.560
<v Speaker 3>come up and create a box and I'm lying. I'm

1460
01:15:53.640 --> 01:15:56.199
<v Speaker 3>lying in the box. And then the bottom of the

1461
01:15:56.239 --> 01:16:00.039
<v Speaker 3>check unit drops out, and I go on to this

1462
01:16:00.159 --> 01:16:03.760
<v Speaker 3>like roller coaster thing that's like a like a coal mine.

1463
01:16:04.239 --> 01:16:04.680
<v Speaker 4>Oh wow.

1464
01:16:05.199 --> 01:16:08.640
<v Speaker 3>And I'm having this experience and I'm thinking. There was

1465
01:16:08.680 --> 01:16:11.199
<v Speaker 3>a guy named Dirk there who had been had taken

1466
01:16:11.239 --> 01:16:14.000
<v Speaker 3>this particular program eight times. Wow, And he kept telling

1467
01:16:14.039 --> 01:16:16.760
<v Speaker 3>me just wait, just wait. The next exercise is like so,

1468
01:16:16.800 --> 01:16:20.479
<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, Dirk, I mean, I'm having fun. Dirk didn't

1469
01:16:20.520 --> 01:16:22.600
<v Speaker 3>tell me about this? And I'm thinking, oh no, what

1470
01:16:22.720 --> 01:16:26.079
<v Speaker 3>about the people that are claustrophobic because it puts you

1471
01:16:26.079 --> 01:16:29.199
<v Speaker 3>in a box. And then I'm going and I'm going, Dirk,

1472
01:16:29.359 --> 01:16:31.239
<v Speaker 3>why didn't Dirk tell me? What about the people that

1473
01:16:31.239 --> 01:16:33.479
<v Speaker 3>are claustrophobed? You know, this is going on as I'm

1474
01:16:33.560 --> 01:16:36.039
<v Speaker 3>riding on this thing, and I'm like, I didn't know

1475
01:16:36.079 --> 01:16:39.600
<v Speaker 3>they had all these tunnels under here, like wow, no

1476
01:16:39.640 --> 01:16:44.239
<v Speaker 3>one told me. And then the exercise ended. I opened

1477
01:16:44.279 --> 01:16:47.319
<v Speaker 3>my eyes and I had been in my check unit along,

1478
01:16:48.319 --> 01:16:52.079
<v Speaker 3>but it was like real, it was so real. Wow,

1479
01:16:52.520 --> 01:16:53.760
<v Speaker 3>I really thought it had happened.

1480
01:16:54.199 --> 01:16:54.920
<v Speaker 1>That's amazing.

1481
01:16:55.119 --> 01:17:00.079
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Wow, it was fun too. Yeah, for heartline, and

1482
01:17:00.159 --> 01:17:02.079
<v Speaker 3>usually you're working on your heart, so a lot of

1483
01:17:02.079 --> 01:17:04.920
<v Speaker 3>times there's a lot of healing that takes place. And

1484
01:17:04.960 --> 01:17:06.640
<v Speaker 3>for me it was a joy ride. I was on

1485
01:17:06.760 --> 01:17:10.159
<v Speaker 3>magic carpets, I was jamming led Zeppelin.

1486
01:17:11.640 --> 01:17:12.279
<v Speaker 1>That's amazing.

1487
01:17:12.840 --> 01:17:14.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. So it's different for everybody, you know. It just

1488
01:17:15.000 --> 01:17:18.159
<v Speaker 3>spends on where you are in your own journey. And

1489
01:17:18.319 --> 01:17:22.560
<v Speaker 3>each program has an agenda, but we individuals come in

1490
01:17:22.600 --> 01:17:26.359
<v Speaker 3>with our own agenda and that can take you over.

1491
01:17:27.880 --> 01:17:31.439
<v Speaker 4>Like a conscious agenda or like maybe a subconscious.

1492
01:17:30.920 --> 01:17:34.079
<v Speaker 3>It could be subconscious conscious, it could be an agenda

1493
01:17:34.119 --> 01:17:36.680
<v Speaker 3>that your guides have to try to get you back

1494
01:17:36.720 --> 01:17:37.199
<v Speaker 3>on track.

1495
01:17:37.520 --> 01:17:41.199
<v Speaker 1>You know, let's talk about guides, okay. And that's something

1496
01:17:41.239 --> 01:17:44.720
<v Speaker 1>that is it's very fascinating to me and I have

1497
01:17:44.760 --> 01:17:45.720
<v Speaker 1>no experience with that.

1498
01:17:46.399 --> 01:17:48.319
<v Speaker 3>You know. That's the why you're going to guidelines.

1499
01:17:48.560 --> 01:17:51.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, actually, yeah, that is because I had to choose

1500
01:17:51.920 --> 01:17:54.119
<v Speaker 1>a program, you know, and it was like, I think

1501
01:17:54.159 --> 01:17:57.520
<v Speaker 1>it was between that and MC squared, and I was like,

1502
01:17:57.560 --> 01:18:00.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, MC squared is really cool and I do

1503
01:18:00.920 --> 01:18:02.359
<v Speaker 1>want to do it someday And I was like, that's

1504
01:18:02.439 --> 01:18:06.279
<v Speaker 1>really cool, but I really feel like I could use

1505
01:18:06.319 --> 01:18:10.840
<v Speaker 1>more direction, you know. So I ultimately chose that one,

1506
01:18:10.880 --> 01:18:12.479
<v Speaker 1>and I think the timing of it worked out. But

1507
01:18:14.079 --> 01:18:19.239
<v Speaker 1>let's let's let's let's explore like guides, why why? We

1508
01:18:19.680 --> 01:18:22.560
<v Speaker 1>don't have to say why, but like what is a guide?

1509
01:18:22.880 --> 01:18:26.039
<v Speaker 3>So it is hard to find because we don't really

1510
01:18:26.079 --> 01:18:29.479
<v Speaker 3>know the answer, right. But for me, it's just something

1511
01:18:29.560 --> 01:18:32.239
<v Speaker 3>that it's either a wiser part of myself or maybe

1512
01:18:32.279 --> 01:18:35.399
<v Speaker 3>it's deceased loved ones that are helping me. I have

1513
01:18:35.479 --> 01:18:39.159
<v Speaker 3>a communicated with a mother from a German life that

1514
01:18:39.359 --> 01:18:42.439
<v Speaker 3>keeps checking in on me, checking. Yeah, She'll she'll want

1515
01:18:42.439 --> 01:18:44.680
<v Speaker 3>to see me, and I'm like, I don't really know you.

1516
01:18:45.199 --> 01:18:47.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't have I don't have the same emotional reaction

1517
01:18:47.720 --> 01:18:51.520
<v Speaker 3>that she has. But so I don't know the source

1518
01:18:51.560 --> 01:18:54.319
<v Speaker 3>of it. But I know I've had like I had

1519
01:18:54.560 --> 01:18:57.680
<v Speaker 3>a guide and she identified herself as a group, but

1520
01:18:58.199 --> 01:19:04.920
<v Speaker 3>I identified her as an seeing thing and I would

1521
01:19:04.920 --> 01:19:07.239
<v Speaker 3>get information and then she would One time she said

1522
01:19:07.239 --> 01:19:10.560
<v Speaker 3>I have to leave it, and I had become she

1523
01:19:10.720 --> 01:19:12.640
<v Speaker 3>was my friend, you know, so I was very upset

1524
01:19:12.680 --> 01:19:15.359
<v Speaker 3>that she was going to leave me, and she did leave,

1525
01:19:15.760 --> 01:19:19.840
<v Speaker 3>but she said, are the group the group that she

1526
01:19:21.239 --> 01:19:24.960
<v Speaker 3>said that they needed to leave because I was now

1527
01:19:24.960 --> 01:19:28.439
<v Speaker 3>at a different stage of development and I needed other guidance,

1528
01:19:29.079 --> 01:19:30.960
<v Speaker 3>And so my and I wrote this in my journal.

1529
01:19:31.119 --> 01:19:34.079
<v Speaker 3>I asked, so, is it going to be the same,

1530
01:19:34.199 --> 01:19:36.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, will it be similar? Well, because I really

1531
01:19:36.840 --> 01:19:40.119
<v Speaker 3>had a friendship with this oh wow, And she did

1532
01:19:40.159 --> 01:19:42.560
<v Speaker 3>tell me, yes, it would be, but it would be

1533
01:19:42.640 --> 01:19:46.319
<v Speaker 3>also different. And it's to me, it's very different because

1534
01:19:46.439 --> 01:19:52.439
<v Speaker 3>I don't have the same type bond. Yeah, water style.

1535
01:19:53.159 --> 01:19:56.920
<v Speaker 4>So is it usually one guide at a time.

1536
01:19:57.159 --> 01:19:59.840
<v Speaker 3>Or say that? I can't answer that, you know, because

1537
01:20:01.199 --> 01:20:03.560
<v Speaker 3>I know I've talked to people who have who would say,

1538
01:20:03.800 --> 01:20:07.159
<v Speaker 3>like it's a day and then individuals and maybe it's

1539
01:20:07.199 --> 01:20:11.359
<v Speaker 3>there a deceased grandmother. But it's hard to answer, just

1540
01:20:11.359 --> 01:20:15.079
<v Speaker 3>like I kept calling this person a name that it

1541
01:20:15.119 --> 01:20:18.760
<v Speaker 3>was a group, yeah yeah, and then the total self communication,

1542
01:20:19.119 --> 01:20:21.920
<v Speaker 3>you know, that can be interesting too, So.

1543
01:20:22.000 --> 01:20:26.800
<v Speaker 4>And I'm sorry, that's like a like a higher version

1544
01:20:26.840 --> 01:20:27.880
<v Speaker 4>of yourself.

1545
01:20:27.520 --> 01:20:29.880
<v Speaker 3>Right, higher self. Bob called it total self. That's why

1546
01:20:29.920 --> 01:20:32.960
<v Speaker 3>I tend to say that, but higher self, Yeah.

1547
01:20:32.399 --> 01:20:37.319
<v Speaker 4>That's fascinating as well. You're essentially is it like sort

1548
01:20:37.319 --> 01:20:42.600
<v Speaker 4>of like the idealized version of your spirit or so.

1549
01:20:43.479 --> 01:20:46.199
<v Speaker 3>One way to look at it would be you are

1550
01:20:46.720 --> 01:20:50.319
<v Speaker 3>let's say, your higher self is in the crow's nest,

1551
01:20:51.680 --> 01:20:54.760
<v Speaker 3>and you are the captain of your ship. So there's

1552
01:20:54.840 --> 01:20:58.800
<v Speaker 3>little little self and big self and so the higher

1553
01:20:58.840 --> 01:21:04.159
<v Speaker 3>self is seeing a much broader perspective and the lower

1554
01:21:04.199 --> 01:21:07.159
<v Speaker 3>self is the one driving the boat that's getting information

1555
01:21:07.239 --> 01:21:11.199
<v Speaker 3>with our five senses, hopefully getting some sixth sense information

1556
01:21:11.319 --> 01:21:15.640
<v Speaker 3>because they're doing things like dream analysis and or just

1557
01:21:16.079 --> 01:21:19.479
<v Speaker 3>paying attention and being aware. And so that's how I

1558
01:21:19.479 --> 01:21:22.319
<v Speaker 3>would define it. So it is it is you, and

1559
01:21:22.520 --> 01:21:25.600
<v Speaker 3>I would say it's the self that's connected to your soul.

1560
01:21:26.800 --> 01:21:28.840
<v Speaker 4>Wow, I really like that analogy.

1561
01:21:29.119 --> 01:21:32.119
<v Speaker 1>You find out by the end of Robert Monroe's third book,

1562
01:21:32.399 --> 01:21:35.960
<v Speaker 1>So like in the second book, he you know, he

1563
01:21:36.000 --> 01:21:38.520
<v Speaker 1>went out of body thousands of times like wow, you know,

1564
01:21:38.560 --> 01:21:41.520
<v Speaker 1>and they studied his brain and it's a whole amazing

1565
01:21:42.000 --> 01:21:44.960
<v Speaker 1>thing that you know, the formation of the Institute and

1566
01:21:45.000 --> 01:21:48.399
<v Speaker 1>the early explorers and all this amazing stuff. And he

1567
01:21:48.439 --> 01:21:53.720
<v Speaker 1>would regularly communicate with these guys, guys that weren't humans.

1568
01:21:53.720 --> 01:21:56.439
<v Speaker 1>They were like energy beings called AA and BB. Right

1569
01:21:57.399 --> 01:21:59.520
<v Speaker 1>by the end of the third book you find out

1570
01:21:59.680 --> 01:22:04.920
<v Speaker 1>that and BB were Robert Monroe. But it was like

1571
01:22:05.399 --> 01:22:08.119
<v Speaker 1>from his higher self, you know what I'm saying, Like

1572
01:22:08.159 --> 01:22:11.560
<v Speaker 1>all along he realized after you know, twenty years of

1573
01:22:11.600 --> 01:22:15.000
<v Speaker 1>doing this or thirty, I mean really from the fifties

1574
01:22:15.000 --> 01:22:17.239
<v Speaker 1>to like the nineties, you know, it was forty years

1575
01:22:17.239 --> 01:22:18.920
<v Speaker 1>he had been doing this by the time the third

1576
01:22:18.920 --> 01:22:22.279
<v Speaker 1>book was published, and because I think it was published

1577
01:22:22.279 --> 01:22:26.039
<v Speaker 1>in the nineties if I remember correctly, And he realized

1578
01:22:26.079 --> 01:22:31.640
<v Speaker 1>after forty years that these entities that he had been

1579
01:22:31.720 --> 01:22:36.319
<v Speaker 1>communicating with were him, Yes, aspects of him, Wow, from

1580
01:22:36.640 --> 01:22:40.359
<v Speaker 1>some greater level of understanding than he could perceive, you know.

1581
01:22:40.439 --> 01:22:43.560
<v Speaker 1>And they didn't even reveal it was him until he

1582
01:22:43.680 --> 01:22:48.039
<v Speaker 1>was ready for it to be revealed. There parts of him.

1583
01:22:48.319 --> 01:22:48.520
<v Speaker 3>You know.

1584
01:22:48.640 --> 01:22:53.079
<v Speaker 1>So it's just that's a head scratcher, Like it was

1585
01:22:53.159 --> 01:22:55.319
<v Speaker 1>kind of a mind blowing reveal. You know, it was

1586
01:22:55.439 --> 01:22:59.520
<v Speaker 1>very fascinating to me, you know, so big time.

1587
01:22:59.600 --> 01:23:04.239
<v Speaker 4>That's you kind of have to It's so abstract at times,

1588
01:23:04.279 --> 01:23:07.479
<v Speaker 4>it's like you really, at least party, you just have

1589
01:23:07.680 --> 01:23:10.720
<v Speaker 4>to let go. You just have to and just like

1590
01:23:11.000 --> 01:23:15.359
<v Speaker 4>this material brain maybe can't fully wrap around what's happening,

1591
01:23:15.399 --> 01:23:18.920
<v Speaker 4>and that's okay. As long as I'm having the experience

1592
01:23:18.960 --> 01:23:21.720
<v Speaker 4>and it's positive, that's all that matters.

1593
01:23:22.239 --> 01:23:25.079
<v Speaker 3>And it might not be positive because you're working through things.

1594
01:23:25.159 --> 01:23:27.640
<v Speaker 3>I Bob and his first book was running around screaming

1595
01:23:27.680 --> 01:23:28.319
<v Speaker 3>all the time.

1596
01:23:28.199 --> 01:23:33.720
<v Speaker 1>Pincher people. Really yeah, was out of body?

1597
01:23:33.880 --> 01:23:36.560
<v Speaker 4>Well yeah, I mean it's shocking. It's got to be

1598
01:23:36.640 --> 01:23:40.239
<v Speaker 4>so shocking, especially because it just started happening to him,

1599
01:23:40.319 --> 01:23:42.319
<v Speaker 4>right he wasn't seeking it well.

1600
01:23:42.359 --> 01:23:44.680
<v Speaker 3>And a lot of times, like I had written about

1601
01:23:44.880 --> 01:23:49.359
<v Speaker 3>a dream Ob I had, and I realized after I

1602
01:23:49.399 --> 01:23:52.000
<v Speaker 3>was out of what I would call out a body,

1603
01:23:52.119 --> 01:23:55.199
<v Speaker 3>that there were these two men who knew you were

1604
01:23:55.279 --> 01:23:58.680
<v Speaker 3>up to no good in the room. Well, of course

1605
01:23:58.720 --> 01:24:01.640
<v Speaker 3>they weren't there, and I knew. I just I don't

1606
01:24:01.680 --> 01:24:03.840
<v Speaker 3>know why. I've never been afraid of it, but I

1607
01:24:04.640 --> 01:24:08.079
<v Speaker 3>just knew that it was representing something for me that

1608
01:24:08.239 --> 01:24:10.840
<v Speaker 3>needed to be a shadow or something that I needed

1609
01:24:10.880 --> 01:24:13.920
<v Speaker 3>to personally pay attention to a work through, and so

1610
01:24:14.000 --> 01:24:18.039
<v Speaker 3>I just kicked them and left.

1611
01:24:19.359 --> 01:24:22.239
<v Speaker 1>That's how I feel about nightmares, that it's it's some

1612
01:24:22.600 --> 01:24:24.880
<v Speaker 1>shadow part of me that trying to tell me something,

1613
01:24:25.520 --> 01:24:27.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, and it's not necessarily a lot of people

1614
01:24:27.760 --> 01:24:29.680
<v Speaker 1>think of it, like you said earlier, like an omen

1615
01:24:29.840 --> 01:24:32.039
<v Speaker 1>or a superstition, and like, well, no, maybe it's more

1616
01:24:32.079 --> 01:24:33.000
<v Speaker 1>like a mess.

1617
01:24:33.079 --> 01:24:36.199
<v Speaker 3>She working things out. Yeah, And I love it when

1618
01:24:36.239 --> 01:24:40.159
<v Speaker 3>I have a nightmare and I become aware and I

1619
01:24:40.199 --> 01:24:43.479
<v Speaker 3>can like just turn the whole situation upside down, like

1620
01:24:43.520 --> 01:24:45.880
<v Speaker 3>that wolf that's coming after me and about to you know,

1621
01:24:46.680 --> 01:24:49.760
<v Speaker 3>attack me. I can you know, take charge and yeah,

1622
01:24:49.880 --> 01:24:52.960
<v Speaker 3>turn it into a bunny. Yeah, or kick it or

1623
01:24:53.600 --> 01:24:55.840
<v Speaker 3>you had to kick stuff.

1624
01:24:57.199 --> 01:25:04.079
<v Speaker 4>Getting a theme here. You're kicking all sorts of entity, right.

1625
01:25:03.479 --> 01:25:05.720
<v Speaker 3>But if you can, if you really can look at

1626
01:25:05.760 --> 01:25:09.640
<v Speaker 3>it like that. And Luigi Scamarella is one of our

1627
01:25:10.000 --> 01:25:13.800
<v Speaker 3>trainers from the UK. He's a loocid dreaming expert and

1628
01:25:14.079 --> 01:25:16.319
<v Speaker 3>one of the things he looks at or talks about

1629
01:25:16.319 --> 01:25:18.760
<v Speaker 3>with dreams is so like when you dream about people

1630
01:25:18.880 --> 01:25:22.319
<v Speaker 3>in your dreams and let's say you know them or

1631
01:25:22.359 --> 01:25:26.960
<v Speaker 3>you don't know them. Typically, about eighty five percent that

1632
01:25:27.079 --> 01:25:30.600
<v Speaker 3>was a figure that was given from a researcher, About

1633
01:25:30.600 --> 01:25:34.720
<v Speaker 3>eighty five percent of those characters are parts of yourself

1634
01:25:36.199 --> 01:25:39.000
<v Speaker 3>interesting that you are needing to, you know, work through,

1635
01:25:39.159 --> 01:25:42.119
<v Speaker 3>do something with address. Maybe it was something that happened

1636
01:25:42.279 --> 01:25:46.279
<v Speaker 3>during the day, and you'll start and I have a

1637
01:25:46.319 --> 01:25:49.840
<v Speaker 3>parade of people that are regular characters, and I've you know,

1638
01:25:49.840 --> 01:25:53.479
<v Speaker 3>I've interpreted and identified what they mean. So then they

1639
01:25:53.520 --> 01:25:56.039
<v Speaker 3>pop up in my dream. I have an easier way

1640
01:25:56.079 --> 01:25:59.600
<v Speaker 3>to deal with that. Lucid dreaming is still dealing with

1641
01:25:59.720 --> 01:26:02.560
<v Speaker 3>as of yourself. The obee is when you step out

1642
01:26:02.600 --> 01:26:02.800
<v Speaker 3>of that.

1643
01:26:03.359 --> 01:26:07.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so even when you when it's somebody in your

1644
01:26:07.520 --> 01:26:10.079
<v Speaker 1>dream that you know in real life, it's still an

1645
01:26:10.079 --> 01:26:10.800
<v Speaker 1>aspect of you.

1646
01:26:12.800 --> 01:26:16.359
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's what Martin Kelsey is the person that I

1647
01:26:16.399 --> 01:26:19.399
<v Speaker 3>followed and read about, and that was his theory about it,

1648
01:26:19.600 --> 01:26:21.239
<v Speaker 3>and it made sense to me, and I used it,

1649
01:26:21.279 --> 01:26:23.960
<v Speaker 3>and so I believe it because I've had the experience

1650
01:26:24.000 --> 01:26:25.680
<v Speaker 3>of working with my dreams.

1651
01:26:25.960 --> 01:26:27.840
<v Speaker 1>So the same in my opinion, the same could be

1652
01:26:27.880 --> 01:26:31.359
<v Speaker 1>said about why we are psychic or why we are

1653
01:26:31.600 --> 01:26:35.159
<v Speaker 1>immortal beings of energy, you know, because it's almost like

1654
01:26:36.039 --> 01:26:40.079
<v Speaker 1>where you know, if you're if the character in your

1655
01:26:40.640 --> 01:26:44.960
<v Speaker 1>dream is an aspect of you, then certainly we must

1656
01:26:45.000 --> 01:26:49.359
<v Speaker 1>be an aspect of that source consciousness. That's kind of

1657
01:26:49.399 --> 01:26:53.199
<v Speaker 1>like projecting us into existence, you know. It's kind of

1658
01:26:53.199 --> 01:26:57.279
<v Speaker 1>the same thing in a sense, you know, which I

1659
01:26:57.279 --> 01:26:59.079
<v Speaker 1>don't know. It's another head scratch.

1660
01:26:59.279 --> 01:27:00.319
<v Speaker 4>Yea, it is.

1661
01:27:00.359 --> 01:27:04.000
<v Speaker 3>We don't know. We just don't know all the answers.

1662
01:27:04.159 --> 01:27:07.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, for sure. But you know that's that's something I

1663
01:27:07.880 --> 01:27:09.479
<v Speaker 1>like to think about. You know, there has to be

1664
01:27:09.520 --> 01:27:12.119
<v Speaker 1>some reason, right, Yeah.

1665
01:27:12.079 --> 01:27:16.239
<v Speaker 4>Like what the nightmare thing your brain, your mind, rather

1666
01:27:16.479 --> 01:27:19.720
<v Speaker 4>not just your brain, but your mind. Your mind wouldn't

1667
01:27:19.880 --> 01:27:22.439
<v Speaker 4>just like want to scare you for no reason. It

1668
01:27:22.479 --> 01:27:24.439
<v Speaker 4>wouldn't want to just ah, I'm going to scare you

1669
01:27:24.479 --> 01:27:26.920
<v Speaker 4>and freaking out. It's like, you know, it's it knows

1670
01:27:26.960 --> 01:27:30.760
<v Speaker 4>what it's doing. There's a mind body relationship. It doesn't

1671
01:27:30.800 --> 01:27:35.319
<v Speaker 4>want to just like sabotage. So it's everything means something

1672
01:27:35.520 --> 01:27:36.760
<v Speaker 4>I don't know in my opinion.

1673
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<v Speaker 3>Well, and with dreams, lucid dreams, out of body experiences,

1674
01:27:41.520 --> 01:27:45.439
<v Speaker 3>you also can you just need to remind yourself. Dreams

1675
01:27:45.439 --> 01:27:48.119
<v Speaker 3>are tricky though, because you're not consciously aware typically when

1676
01:27:48.119 --> 01:27:51.680
<v Speaker 3>that nightmare is happening. But with the lucid dreaming and

1677
01:27:51.720 --> 01:27:54.920
<v Speaker 3>the obe you are, so you just remind yourself, Hey,

1678
01:27:55.079 --> 01:27:58.840
<v Speaker 3>nothing can happen to me. They can't. That person that

1679
01:27:58.880 --> 01:28:03.680
<v Speaker 3>I'm seeing is scared. You can't do anything to me. Yeah,

1680
01:28:03.720 --> 01:28:05.279
<v Speaker 3>And then that's why it's nice if you can turn

1681
01:28:05.319 --> 01:28:07.800
<v Speaker 3>your dreams into you know, turn them around.

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01:28:08.640 --> 01:28:12.560
<v Speaker 1>Right, I'm not really usually in that situation. One more

1683
01:28:12.600 --> 01:28:14.880
<v Speaker 1>thing that's sticking out to me that that I think

1684
01:28:14.960 --> 01:28:18.960
<v Speaker 1>is kind of another important ask is like, since you've

1685
01:28:19.000 --> 01:28:21.840
<v Speaker 1>gone down your journey with Monroe, how has your daily

1686
01:28:21.880 --> 01:28:26.079
<v Speaker 1>life changed? Have you found that you know the techniques

1687
01:28:26.239 --> 01:28:28.399
<v Speaker 1>that you've and I already kind of know the answer,

1688
01:28:28.399 --> 01:28:30.960
<v Speaker 1>but it's for them, right. Have you found that, like,

1689
01:28:31.039 --> 01:28:34.920
<v Speaker 1>the techniques that you've learned have helped you manage trivial

1690
01:28:34.960 --> 01:28:38.159
<v Speaker 1>things such as stress, anxiety, things like that. You know,

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01:28:38.159 --> 01:28:40.279
<v Speaker 1>how has it changed your normal daily life?

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01:28:40.399 --> 01:28:43.119
<v Speaker 3>First I was going to say, because I took the question,

1693
01:28:43.279 --> 01:28:45.800
<v Speaker 3>is now that I'm in this job, It's like, yeah,

1694
01:28:45.840 --> 01:28:47.000
<v Speaker 3>it's changed my life a lot.

1695
01:28:47.520 --> 01:28:48.239
<v Speaker 1>That would be fun.

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01:28:49.119 --> 01:28:52.560
<v Speaker 3>It's a big job. But no, that's true. So I

1697
01:28:52.600 --> 01:28:55.159
<v Speaker 3>had two situations that happened after I'd been doing a

1698
01:28:55.279 --> 01:28:59.399
<v Speaker 3>meditation Duram practice for a while, and I wrote about

1699
01:28:59.439 --> 01:29:03.439
<v Speaker 3>them in the book that made me realize that a

1700
01:29:03.520 --> 01:29:06.479
<v Speaker 3>big shift had occurred for me. And one of them

1701
01:29:06.600 --> 01:29:08.840
<v Speaker 3>was I was having surgery. And these happened within months

1702
01:29:08.840 --> 01:29:11.159
<v Speaker 3>of each other, and I was having surgery, and they

1703
01:29:11.159 --> 01:29:14.119
<v Speaker 3>brought me in to the room where the surgery was

1704
01:29:14.119 --> 01:29:17.039
<v Speaker 3>going to take place, sat me down where I'm looking

1705
01:29:17.079 --> 01:29:19.760
<v Speaker 3>at the table. I'm looking at all of the you know,

1706
01:29:20.199 --> 01:29:23.399
<v Speaker 3>equipment that they're going to views on me. And the

1707
01:29:23.479 --> 01:29:27.479
<v Speaker 3>nurse starts taking my pulse and she, you know, she

1708
01:29:27.600 --> 01:29:30.680
<v Speaker 3>keeps hanging down there a little bit, and then she goes,

1709
01:29:31.560 --> 01:29:35.439
<v Speaker 3>you are the calmest person that I have ever taken

1710
01:29:35.479 --> 01:29:40.199
<v Speaker 3>a pulse before surgery. Wow, And I had been. I

1711
01:29:40.279 --> 01:29:45.279
<v Speaker 3>used him a sound technology support, that operation thing, a

1712
01:29:45.279 --> 01:29:47.800
<v Speaker 3>surgery thing to prepare for the surgery.

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01:29:48.000 --> 01:29:48.479
<v Speaker 1>Interesting.

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01:29:49.239 --> 01:29:51.880
<v Speaker 3>But I also know because of what the next exact

1715
01:29:52.000 --> 01:29:55.399
<v Speaker 3>sample I'm going to tell you that it was all

1716
01:29:55.439 --> 01:29:57.600
<v Speaker 3>it was just throughout me like it was. It was

1717
01:29:57.640 --> 01:30:01.399
<v Speaker 3>a part of me now. And the other was I

1718
01:30:01.439 --> 01:30:05.760
<v Speaker 3>live in Oklahoma, and Oklahoma has a lot of tornadoes.

1719
01:30:06.159 --> 01:30:10.119
<v Speaker 3>Right in this particular day, thirty tornadoes touched down in

1720
01:30:10.159 --> 01:30:11.199
<v Speaker 3>the state of Oklahoma.

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01:30:11.239 --> 01:30:12.359
<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh.

1722
01:30:12.399 --> 01:30:15.239
<v Speaker 3>And I knew about it because it was on the news,

1723
01:30:15.279 --> 01:30:18.199
<v Speaker 3>and so I prepared the little interior room. You're supposed

1724
01:30:18.199 --> 01:30:20.159
<v Speaker 3>to go into a room that does not have an

1725
01:30:20.159 --> 01:30:23.960
<v Speaker 3>outside wall, So we had one. It was a half bath,

1726
01:30:24.079 --> 01:30:27.359
<v Speaker 3>and I had three dogs and my daughter and would

1727
01:30:27.399 --> 01:30:29.279
<v Speaker 3>grab the you know, supposed to always have pillows, and

1728
01:30:30.319 --> 01:30:32.359
<v Speaker 3>so I had the pillows and the radio so I could,

1729
01:30:32.479 --> 01:30:35.840
<v Speaker 3>you know, if the electricity went out, so that we

1730
01:30:35.880 --> 01:30:38.520
<v Speaker 3>had a siren and the person would I mean the

1731
01:30:38.680 --> 01:30:42.079
<v Speaker 3>voice would come over it. And the voice said take over. Immediately,

1732
01:30:42.159 --> 01:30:44.760
<v Speaker 3>it was like, okay, so I calmly, get you know,

1733
01:30:44.800 --> 01:30:48.600
<v Speaker 3>everybody in the room and we're sitting there listening, and

1734
01:30:48.640 --> 01:30:51.000
<v Speaker 3>all of a sudden, the broadcaster on the radio says,

1735
01:30:51.640 --> 01:30:55.000
<v Speaker 3>the tornado is over Iba Drive and Loper Street, and

1736
01:30:55.039 --> 01:31:00.279
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, that's that's me. It's right, it's right above

1737
01:31:00.319 --> 01:31:03.560
<v Speaker 3>my head. And I was so calm, and I was

1738
01:31:03.600 --> 01:31:06.960
<v Speaker 3>just like, well, I'm either I mean, it's either going

1739
01:31:07.000 --> 01:31:12.680
<v Speaker 3>touchdown or it's going to keep going right right, that's

1740
01:31:12.720 --> 01:31:15.279
<v Speaker 3>perfect for that. So but again it was just like,

1741
01:31:15.640 --> 01:31:19.279
<v Speaker 3>you know, a totally different thing. Now years later, I

1742
01:31:19.319 --> 01:31:23.159
<v Speaker 3>have now an r ring and it helps measure stress.

1743
01:31:23.199 --> 01:31:24.800
<v Speaker 3>You know, there are a lot of smart devices I have.

1744
01:31:26.640 --> 01:31:30.760
<v Speaker 3>So it's interesting to me look at my stress levels

1745
01:31:30.960 --> 01:31:35.079
<v Speaker 3>now because I'll be like, things will be happening that

1746
01:31:35.159 --> 01:31:39.319
<v Speaker 3>are very stressful that I'm having to manage, and I'll

1747
01:31:39.319 --> 01:31:41.039
<v Speaker 3>look at the end of the day at my stress levels,

1748
01:31:41.039 --> 01:31:43.600
<v Speaker 3>and it's like thirty minutes maybe in the whole day,

1749
01:31:43.840 --> 01:31:47.359
<v Speaker 3>you know. And yeah, and I joke about it, if

1750
01:31:47.359 --> 01:31:50.039
<v Speaker 3>I had if I'd gotten this position ten years ago,

1751
01:31:50.159 --> 01:31:53.119
<v Speaker 3>twenty years ago, I would probably be in a fetal position.

1752
01:31:53.720 --> 01:31:57.159
<v Speaker 3>Not just because it's such a big job. Yeah, well

1753
01:31:57.319 --> 01:32:01.920
<v Speaker 3>you're managing a hotel. Yeah, and you're managing an international operation.

1754
01:32:02.079 --> 01:32:05.000
<v Speaker 3>You know, it's it's a it's a lot research through

1755
01:32:05.000 --> 01:32:07.520
<v Speaker 3>your doors. Yeah. Technology.

1756
01:32:07.640 --> 01:32:12.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's amazing, it's impressive. You were impressive. You are amazing.

1757
01:32:12.800 --> 01:32:13.079
<v Speaker 3>Thanks.

1758
01:32:14.199 --> 01:32:16.399
<v Speaker 1>You know, just what an honor that you're here with

1759
01:32:16.479 --> 01:32:17.079
<v Speaker 1>us doing this.

1760
01:32:17.520 --> 01:32:20.039
<v Speaker 4>Absolutely, Thank you so much, thank you.

1761
01:32:20.199 --> 01:32:22.920
<v Speaker 3>I've enjoyed it. I'm glad I got to touch sand today.

1762
01:32:23.079 --> 01:32:24.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

1763
01:32:24.640 --> 01:32:27.640
<v Speaker 1>I regretted not taking a selfie by the water. We'll

1764
01:32:27.680 --> 01:32:29.520
<v Speaker 1>have to get one in here for sure, you know.

1765
01:32:29.560 --> 01:32:32.359
<v Speaker 1>But I really do regret that there was a service

1766
01:32:32.399 --> 01:32:34.640
<v Speaker 1>truck in front of us and she didn't have the

1767
01:32:34.800 --> 01:32:36.760
<v Speaker 1>proper shoes to step down in the sand. And we're

1768
01:32:36.800 --> 01:32:39.680
<v Speaker 1>walking away and I was like, oh, I got a

1769
01:32:39.840 --> 01:32:40.479
<v Speaker 1>nice right.

1770
01:32:42.279 --> 01:32:43.880
<v Speaker 3>That was I have a beach girl.

1771
01:32:44.159 --> 01:32:48.039
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well you got a free place to stay anytime.

1772
01:32:48.680 --> 01:32:51.119
<v Speaker 3>I'll take you up on that, yes, yes.

1773
01:32:50.960 --> 01:32:55.479
<v Speaker 1>And I will be your way and Fober Virginia soon,

1774
01:32:56.199 --> 01:32:58.279
<v Speaker 1>and just thank you for coming and doing this. This

1775
01:32:58.359 --> 01:33:03.079
<v Speaker 1>is amazing. The Monrosa has changed my life. Yeah, I

1776
01:33:03.119 --> 01:33:05.159
<v Speaker 1>mean for sure, I think a lot of people can

1777
01:33:05.159 --> 01:33:08.680
<v Speaker 1>say the same thing million you know, And after going

1778
01:33:08.680 --> 01:33:14.560
<v Speaker 1>there myself and experiencing it for myself, at least as

1779
01:33:14.560 --> 01:33:19.800
<v Speaker 1>far as I'm concerned, I have dedicated my path going

1780
01:33:19.840 --> 01:33:22.720
<v Speaker 1>forward to make sure that one way or another, I'm

1781
01:33:23.520 --> 01:33:27.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm somehow doing something with Monroe. Whether it's programs, whether

1782
01:33:27.319 --> 01:33:29.600
<v Speaker 1>it's becoming a trainer, I don't know. I just I

1783
01:33:29.680 --> 01:33:31.960
<v Speaker 1>just know that it's a good thing for me, and

1784
01:33:32.000 --> 01:33:33.880
<v Speaker 1>therefore it has to be a good thing for others too,

1785
01:33:34.439 --> 01:33:37.039
<v Speaker 1>you know. So talk about it to as many people

1786
01:33:37.039 --> 01:33:40.279
<v Speaker 1>as I can. And very cool that you could have

1787
01:33:40.319 --> 01:33:43.159
<v Speaker 1>this conversation with us, and hopefully it impacts people out there,

1788
01:33:43.640 --> 01:33:43.960
<v Speaker 1>you know.

1789
01:33:44.880 --> 01:33:46.039
<v Speaker 4>So I'm sure it will.

1790
01:33:46.600 --> 01:33:46.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

1791
01:33:48.239 --> 01:33:50.199
<v Speaker 1>Also I have to say that I thought it would

1792
01:33:50.239 --> 01:33:53.680
<v Speaker 1>be really cool for the people out there in the

1793
01:33:53.680 --> 01:33:57.279
<v Speaker 1>world to see what an amazing person the CEO of

1794
01:33:57.359 --> 01:34:00.640
<v Speaker 1>the Monroe is. The two days, So thank you, thank you,

1795
01:34:00.680 --> 01:34:03.319
<v Speaker 1>And if there's any one more thing that you could

1796
01:34:04.760 --> 01:34:06.760
<v Speaker 1>I like to ask the question, like if there was

1797
01:34:06.800 --> 01:34:09.520
<v Speaker 1>something you wanted to get off your chest. If you're

1798
01:34:09.640 --> 01:34:14.880
<v Speaker 1>like imagining, there's actually you know a large number of

1799
01:34:14.920 --> 01:34:17.600
<v Speaker 1>people that you feel like you can make an impact

1800
01:34:17.640 --> 01:34:19.880
<v Speaker 1>on them with a message. What's that thing that you

1801
01:34:20.000 --> 01:34:23.159
<v Speaker 1>feel It could be about Monroe, it could be about anything.

1802
01:34:23.279 --> 01:34:25.359
<v Speaker 1>Just what's something that you feel like? Man, I wish

1803
01:34:25.359 --> 01:34:27.399
<v Speaker 1>people would take me seriously about that. You know what

1804
01:34:27.479 --> 01:34:27.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean?

1805
01:34:28.039 --> 01:34:33.319
<v Speaker 3>I said this to you earlier today, Start saying yes,

1806
01:34:34.000 --> 01:34:38.399
<v Speaker 3>you did say that and yep, start saying yes. And

1807
01:34:38.439 --> 01:34:41.560
<v Speaker 3>you can always say no. And I like to say

1808
01:34:41.600 --> 01:34:45.079
<v Speaker 3>I'll try anything once, but say yes even if it

1809
01:34:45.159 --> 01:34:49.439
<v Speaker 3>scares you. Yeah, and it's going to take you a

1810
01:34:49.479 --> 01:34:51.800
<v Speaker 3>lot more places.

1811
01:34:52.319 --> 01:34:55.000
<v Speaker 4>It's powerful, it is. That's something that I want to

1812
01:34:55.000 --> 01:34:57.920
<v Speaker 4>do a lot more of. I like that I'll try

1813
01:34:57.920 --> 01:35:03.880
<v Speaker 4>anything once and sometimes. Yeah, doing that is it'll you'll

1814
01:35:03.880 --> 01:35:07.479
<v Speaker 4>discover something about yourself you didn't know. Yeah, I love that.

1815
01:35:07.479 --> 01:35:08.119
<v Speaker 4>That's powerful.

1816
01:35:08.560 --> 01:35:10.880
<v Speaker 3>Another one would be pay attention to the things that

1817
01:35:10.960 --> 01:35:15.479
<v Speaker 3>scare you because that probably means you need to get

1818
01:35:15.479 --> 01:35:19.279
<v Speaker 3>over them because it's important. It's important for your future

1819
01:35:19.399 --> 01:35:22.039
<v Speaker 3>or your you know what you're going to be doing next.

1820
01:35:22.239 --> 01:35:25.680
<v Speaker 1>That's very powerful, Like for me particularly right now, you

1821
01:35:25.720 --> 01:35:28.840
<v Speaker 1>know just it resonates with me, and you know, maybe

1822
01:35:28.840 --> 01:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>if it's scared, you kick them.

1823
01:35:32.239 --> 01:35:36.600
<v Speaker 3>Well, mine was public speaking, just really scared. Yes, And

1824
01:35:36.680 --> 01:35:41.880
<v Speaker 3>I joined test Masters, which is a nonprofit organization that

1825
01:35:41.920 --> 01:35:44.960
<v Speaker 3>helps you learn how to improve and get over fears.

1826
01:35:45.840 --> 01:35:48.720
<v Speaker 4>Wow, you never know it, You never know that you were.

1827
01:35:48.880 --> 01:35:51.520
<v Speaker 3>And then I talked of communication and public speaking on

1828
01:35:51.560 --> 01:35:55.880
<v Speaker 3>the university level. So I made myself get over it. Yeah,

1829
01:35:55.880 --> 01:35:57.880
<v Speaker 3>I just I said, yes, I just kept doing it.

1830
01:35:58.079 --> 01:36:00.520
<v Speaker 1>Awesome, Well, thank you for coming and doing this, And

1831
01:36:00.520 --> 01:36:03.119
<v Speaker 1>I said, yes, yes, yes you did. I was very

1832
01:36:03.359 --> 01:36:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm honest, I was very shocked because not that you know,

1833
01:36:07.119 --> 01:36:09.079
<v Speaker 1>for any negative reason. I just thought you'd be too

1834
01:36:09.079 --> 01:36:10.880
<v Speaker 1>busy to drive out here, if you remember. I was like,

1835
01:36:10.920 --> 01:36:12.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll come out to you. Yeah, you know. So when

1836
01:36:12.760 --> 01:36:15.720
<v Speaker 1>when I found out you were coming here, I was like, guys, guys,

1837
01:36:17.279 --> 01:36:22.239
<v Speaker 1>we got a big one. You guys are gonna love her. Yeah,

1838
01:36:22.399 --> 01:36:26.840
<v Speaker 1>thank you for doing this from other things too, so yeah,

1839
01:36:27.199 --> 01:36:32.319
<v Speaker 1>I mean it works for me. So just I can't

1840
01:36:32.359 --> 01:36:34.439
<v Speaker 1>thank you enough. So I'm going to stop. And we

1841
01:36:34.479 --> 01:36:38.279
<v Speaker 1>have a very simple and really ridiculous way that we

1842
01:36:38.359 --> 01:36:39.880
<v Speaker 1>end our show. And we look right there at the

1843
01:36:39.920 --> 01:36:41.520
<v Speaker 1>camera and we say bye, guys, Can you do that

1844
01:36:41.560 --> 01:36:41.840
<v Speaker 1>with us?

1845
01:36:41.960 --> 01:36:42.239
<v Speaker 3>Yes?

1846
01:36:42.279 --> 01:36:42.640
<v Speaker 4>All right?

1847
01:36:42.680 --> 01:36:43.760
<v Speaker 1>You ready? Yes? Bye?

1848
01:36:43.760 --> 01:36:44.000
<v Speaker 2>Guys?

1849
01:36:47.600 --> 01:36:48.520
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01:36:48.760 --> 01:36:50.920
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01:36:59.680 --> 01:37:00.560
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