WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.759 --> 00:00:13.119 Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation on Cult of Conspiracy, where 2 00:00:13.160 --> 00:00:15.439 halos and shadows collide in. 3 00:00:15.519 --> 00:00:25.359 Symphony, Angels who whisper their wings brush the void, faithful 4 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:35.320 and fraction truth destroy religion's thread waves through the devil, 5 00:00:36.719 --> 00:00:40.119 and madness dances on the border. 6 00:00:40.439 --> 00:00:51.880 Lo is it prophecy, a psychosis unseen, a sacred dream 7 00:00:52.039 --> 00:01:15.200 or reminds machine so jocat. Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation. 8 00:01:18.359 --> 00:01:21.560 Hi, and welcome back to another episode of Deplorable Nation. 9 00:01:22.079 --> 00:01:26.200 I'm your host, Deplorable Jane, and today, ladies and gentlemen, 10 00:01:26.760 --> 00:01:32.480 my returning bestI from the West, Miss Heidi. How are you, beautiful. 11 00:01:32.079 --> 00:01:36.400 Darling, wonderful, my best friend. I'm so excited to talk 12 00:01:36.439 --> 00:01:38.920 to you again. We get a chat. You know, we 13 00:01:39.040 --> 00:01:40.680 do our therapy before we go live. 14 00:01:40.719 --> 00:01:41.840 You guys, g're all. 15 00:01:45.879 --> 00:01:46.840 Going to shoot me. 16 00:01:47.959 --> 00:01:51.319 Just a therapy is a good thing to go along 17 00:01:51.359 --> 00:01:55.719 with today's topic. It's very fitting for the best of 18 00:01:55.840 --> 00:02:01.319 holiday season. Today we are going to talk about angelic 19 00:02:01.519 --> 00:02:08.919 visitation psychosis. So is it really divine intervention or is 20 00:02:08.960 --> 00:02:16.319 it really psychosis? And there's some differentiations between the two. 21 00:02:16.520 --> 00:02:20.639 And I will share a personal story about somebody that 22 00:02:20.719 --> 00:02:22.759 I know later on in the show. 23 00:02:23.840 --> 00:02:26.080 And I happen to know a guy that saw an 24 00:02:26.080 --> 00:02:28.479 angel and then they put it on top of every temple, 25 00:02:31.360 --> 00:02:35.159 you know, just kind of raised in it. Hey not alone, 26 00:02:35.439 --> 00:02:37.639 and that's what we'll talk about today. He's not the 27 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:38.319 only one. 28 00:02:38.599 --> 00:02:45.520 He is not. He is not. So this isn't a 29 00:02:45.639 --> 00:02:53.280 quote unquote formal diagnosis or not formal medical diagnosis per se. 30 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:57.439 It's more of like a clinical pattern. And it does 31 00:02:57.560 --> 00:03:02.240 fit in the mental health realm because they have made 32 00:03:02.280 --> 00:03:09.919 a lot of updates to their diagnosing handbook, right, So 33 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:15.520 it's going to be interesting. It could be uh people 34 00:03:15.919 --> 00:03:21.879 can see heavenly beings or define missions or you know, 35 00:03:22.080 --> 00:03:24.560 all of those kind of things. So those can all 36 00:03:24.599 --> 00:03:27.479 be part of this that we're going to get into. 37 00:03:28.680 --> 00:03:33.199 And so it's going to be a very interesting, uh 38 00:03:33.360 --> 00:03:34.400 little discussion. 39 00:03:35.759 --> 00:03:38.759 Awesome, Well, I did get some fun little pictures. I 40 00:03:39.000 --> 00:03:41.080 put him up there. Hopefully that one's not too dark, 41 00:03:41.120 --> 00:03:44.039 but we shall accompany. 42 00:03:43.560 --> 00:03:46.159 That personally on the table. 43 00:03:47.039 --> 00:03:50.199 Well he's not, but it kind of. 44 00:03:51.360 --> 00:03:55.280 So weird, like the head disappeared that row and I'm like, 45 00:03:55.319 --> 00:03:59.719 wait a minute, that's a really weird I think, sure. 46 00:03:59.599 --> 00:04:02.479 Yeah, he's got a hood on and his head slumped forward. 47 00:04:02.520 --> 00:04:05.319 But it's a lot darker than it was on the freakin'. 48 00:04:05.919 --> 00:04:08.840 That's why I was like, that person has no head. 49 00:04:08.919 --> 00:04:11.240 Here, we'll do this angel, this is better. 50 00:04:13.599 --> 00:04:15.039 That's a little more colorful. 51 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:18.240 I can go naked booties and everything. 52 00:04:18.279 --> 00:04:26.199 There you are, So what people call angelic visitation psychosis. 53 00:04:27.800 --> 00:04:32.439 People sometimes believe that not only are angels speaking to them, 54 00:04:32.560 --> 00:04:37.120 but giving them commands or warnings or some kind of 55 00:04:37.240 --> 00:04:41.600 mission they got to carry out. Sometimes they see or 56 00:04:41.759 --> 00:04:47.439 hear them, and so it's kind of one of those 57 00:04:48.519 --> 00:04:50.879 almost like a psychic thing where you can see and 58 00:04:50.920 --> 00:04:54.639 hear them, but other people around you cannot, And they 59 00:04:54.759 --> 00:04:59.319 oftentimes feel like they're the chosen one. So they feel 60 00:04:59.360 --> 00:05:04.959 special or uniquely protected by some kind of supernatural presence. 61 00:05:05.040 --> 00:05:12.360 Which if you feel chosen or special, think about the 62 00:05:12.399 --> 00:05:17.879 previous series that we have done and how people can 63 00:05:18.079 --> 00:05:21.079 use that to manipulate others. 64 00:05:22.360 --> 00:05:26.160 So like j Justph Smith, Oh he's. 65 00:05:26.240 --> 00:05:29.279 Oh an angel. 66 00:05:29.360 --> 00:05:31.439 I had to throw him in sleep. 67 00:05:32.680 --> 00:05:36.480 So some people that go through this, like they get 68 00:05:36.480 --> 00:05:42.439 a sense of euphoria. Some people get terror or like 69 00:05:42.720 --> 00:05:48.120 a mystical intensity kind of connection to these perceptions that 70 00:05:48.160 --> 00:05:52.800 they believe were happening to them, and some people have 71 00:05:52.839 --> 00:06:00.279 a lot of difficulty distinguishing between actual reality and and 72 00:06:00.879 --> 00:06:05.439 these psychotic episodes. 73 00:06:06.240 --> 00:06:08.720 It would be scary, I mean to think about it, 74 00:06:08.800 --> 00:06:12.720 like I get it. I mean, even in Joseph Smith's case, 75 00:06:12.720 --> 00:06:15.839 where I joke around, he had a really traumatic thing 76 00:06:15.920 --> 00:06:18.079 medically happened to him when he was little, So it 77 00:06:18.160 --> 00:06:21.920 kind of makes sense, you know, did he disassociate and 78 00:06:21.959 --> 00:06:25.000 then that became his protect you know, his protector. 79 00:06:27.319 --> 00:06:29.920 And that's one of the things that we're definitely going 80 00:06:30.000 --> 00:06:35.319 to get into with this diagnosis because there are certain 81 00:06:36.800 --> 00:06:43.000 things that lend themselves more to the psychosis part. Now, yeah, 82 00:06:43.319 --> 00:06:49.839 actual uh, spiritual awakenings and stuff do happen, So there's 83 00:06:49.879 --> 00:06:53.839 a big differentiation between what is the psychosis and what's 84 00:06:54.519 --> 00:07:00.800 what's not psychosis. So when it crosses the line from 85 00:07:01.079 --> 00:07:06.680 like a spiritual awakening into psychosis, people have number one, 86 00:07:06.959 --> 00:07:12.639 a loss of reality and so they cannot consider any 87 00:07:12.680 --> 00:07:18.519 other interpretations or questioning of beliefs or anything like that. 88 00:07:18.560 --> 00:07:21.759 They're very rigid and staunch on what it is that 89 00:07:21.800 --> 00:07:26.040 they believe, and it's absolute for them, like there's no doubt, 90 00:07:26.079 --> 00:07:31.480 no question. Sound familiar, Oh yeah, oh yeah, goes hand 91 00:07:31.560 --> 00:07:35.040 in hand with some other people that have psychosis these days. 92 00:07:35.519 --> 00:07:39.720 Although it's not angelic, I would say it's demonic psychosis. 93 00:07:40.360 --> 00:07:44.519 Well, I mean in his case as well, my personal opinion, 94 00:07:45.120 --> 00:07:47.439 I feel it was more than psychosis. It was a 95 00:07:47.439 --> 00:07:50.319 lot of conjuring. So of course we'll get into that, 96 00:07:50.439 --> 00:07:53.720 but you know, we have to have a way to 97 00:07:53.759 --> 00:07:57.959 show this medically too, because it is a medical phenomenon. 98 00:07:57.600 --> 00:08:01.959 Right one percent. So well with the psychosis part, not 99 00:08:02.000 --> 00:08:06.600 only do they lose touch with reality, but a lot 100 00:08:06.600 --> 00:08:09.519 of times they'll have functional impairments with it, and so 101 00:08:09.560 --> 00:08:15.079 they'll have trouble sleeping, They neglect responsibilities, so they get lazy, 102 00:08:15.399 --> 00:08:20.360 they get dangerous because they will say a lot of 103 00:08:20.399 --> 00:08:24.360 times that you know, X, Y and Z angel told 104 00:08:24.439 --> 00:08:28.720 me to you know, do harm to other people or something. 105 00:08:28.759 --> 00:08:31.519 There have been serial killers that have said that. There 106 00:08:31.600 --> 00:08:37.240 have been cult people who have carried out killings and 107 00:08:37.279 --> 00:08:43.480 stuff in the name of you know, an angel or Messiah, prophet, 108 00:08:43.799 --> 00:08:44.799 whatever you want to call. 109 00:08:45.039 --> 00:08:49.320 More more killings than most anything else, right over, stuff 110 00:08:49.360 --> 00:08:54.080 like thundered I do like the serial killer guy, the dog, 111 00:08:55.080 --> 00:08:57.919 the Sam, the son of Sam. It was an angel, 112 00:08:58.440 --> 00:09:00.840 It was a dog, but I get it. I love 113 00:09:00.879 --> 00:09:03.240 my dog too, but that was a scary dog apparently. 114 00:09:03.960 --> 00:09:07.360 Yeah, towns of Hell maybe, I know. 115 00:09:08.440 --> 00:09:08.960 There you go. 116 00:09:09.519 --> 00:09:12.639 So a lot of times along with the psychosis portion 117 00:09:12.799 --> 00:09:17.720 of this, they get command hallucinations, and that's when the 118 00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:22.519 angel is instructing them to tell you or to do things, 119 00:09:22.679 --> 00:09:27.200 or even really risky behavior, not just you know, dangerous, 120 00:09:27.240 --> 00:09:29.879 but something that's very risky, like run in front of 121 00:09:29.919 --> 00:09:34.320 a bus or you know whatever. And sometimes they even 122 00:09:34.399 --> 00:09:39.480 have co occurring symptoms with other things like paranoias, schizophrenia, 123 00:09:40.919 --> 00:09:47.200 disorganized thoughts, delusions are grandeur like I'm the new prophet, 124 00:09:47.320 --> 00:09:52.679 I'm here to save humanity type stuff, and severe mood 125 00:09:52.919 --> 00:09:56.559 things like mania's depressions and stuff like that. 126 00:09:57.159 --> 00:10:00.279 I'll tell you the ones that have the god complex. Wow, 127 00:10:00.320 --> 00:10:02.919 that was fun. The ones that have the god complex, 128 00:10:03.080 --> 00:10:08.559 that have the real like it's real, they're actually either 129 00:10:08.639 --> 00:10:13.399 really fun, they're actually pretty dang funny, or they're terrifying. 130 00:10:13.639 --> 00:10:15.840 Oh yeah, one hundred percent. 131 00:10:16.879 --> 00:10:18.960 Yeah, it's scary sometimes. 132 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:27.799 So things that can trigger the psychotic angelic visitation psychosis 133 00:10:27.879 --> 00:10:35.679 part anything that is biological, physiological, and spiritual, and sometimes 134 00:10:35.720 --> 00:10:38.720 they overlap with each other. And so if you have 135 00:10:38.879 --> 00:10:43.600 manic episodes if you're bipolar and you have any of 136 00:10:43.639 --> 00:10:48.960 the other previous things that we just named, or schizophrenic 137 00:10:49.679 --> 00:10:56.919 schizophrenic effective disorder, extreme trauma, and people that experience a 138 00:10:56.960 --> 00:11:04.240 lot of the angelic visitation psychosis have had severe, severe 139 00:11:04.440 --> 00:11:09.759 childhood trauma. Yes, it can happen in adults as well, 140 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:15.159 but it's very it's very common to start in childhood. 141 00:11:15.279 --> 00:11:16.879 And this can be medical trauma. 142 00:11:16.919 --> 00:11:19.240 You guys like this is one hundred percent. 143 00:11:20.279 --> 00:11:22.600 So for people that don't know. Joseph Smith when he 144 00:11:22.679 --> 00:11:25.440 was young, he got typhoid fever which settled in his 145 00:11:25.679 --> 00:11:29.480 leg and he ended up actually having a big boil 146 00:11:29.679 --> 00:11:32.600 lanced and it went systemic and he was super sick. 147 00:11:32.759 --> 00:11:34.000 They should have cut his leg off. 148 00:11:34.039 --> 00:11:35.559 He had a full. 149 00:11:35.360 --> 00:11:40.240 Blown through his whole system an infection secondary because they 150 00:11:40.399 --> 00:11:45.559 didn't catch the big puss ball under his armpit after 151 00:11:45.639 --> 00:11:48.639 the typhoid and do it quick enough, and then it 152 00:11:48.679 --> 00:11:52.440 got too big and then his mom actually saved his legs. 153 00:11:52.519 --> 00:11:56.799 So she says, I don't know lots of stories around that, 154 00:11:56.879 --> 00:11:59.240 but nevertheless, one of the first people where they didn't 155 00:11:59.279 --> 00:12:03.080 cut the leg off and they cut instead while he's awake, 156 00:12:04.120 --> 00:12:07.600 wouldn't take any alcohol, so they say, I think he 157 00:12:07.720 --> 00:12:11.159 was maybe seven or eight when this happened, and cutting 158 00:12:11.200 --> 00:12:15.799 out the infected bone from osteomyolitis, and it was over 159 00:12:15.840 --> 00:12:18.879 and over again. She said there were quarts of puss 160 00:12:18.960 --> 00:12:19.879 coming out of his leg. 161 00:12:20.519 --> 00:12:25.519 Oh yulled me delightful. Anybody cream sauce anyone, right? 162 00:12:25.759 --> 00:12:28.159 Exactly? It was bad enough the mom kind of had 163 00:12:28.200 --> 00:12:32.720 a breakdown, So I'm saying it was traumatic. 164 00:12:32.840 --> 00:12:36.200 But now, I like, I like gross stuff, so I 165 00:12:36.240 --> 00:12:39.279 would have been like, ooh, that is fascinating to me. 166 00:12:39.639 --> 00:12:42.559 Yeah, and then holding him, I mean, I can't even 167 00:12:42.600 --> 00:12:44.879 imagine the mom had to leave, the dad had to 168 00:12:44.919 --> 00:12:48.240 take over. But and I do feel bad for that one, 169 00:12:48.279 --> 00:12:51.240 for him, Like I get it, you know, as somebody 170 00:12:51.240 --> 00:12:55.240 that had a medical childhood trauma with my foot, I 171 00:12:55.279 --> 00:13:01.240 get it. But also like Broy, yeah, it didn't just 172 00:13:01.279 --> 00:13:03.840 come to him, Like these people didn't ask for this, 173 00:13:04.679 --> 00:13:06.480 right conjured, Yeah, right. 174 00:13:08.480 --> 00:13:13.480 That happens. That happens sometimes. So along with you know, 175 00:13:13.559 --> 00:13:20.360 the insomnia sleep deprivation, a sensory deprivation can also. So 176 00:13:20.519 --> 00:13:23.600 if you've had any kind of trauma that includes any 177 00:13:23.720 --> 00:13:27.879 kind of sensory deprivation, like you were held in captivity, 178 00:13:28.000 --> 00:13:31.879 in the dark or anything like that. That also plays 179 00:13:31.879 --> 00:13:35.679 a big factor in this because it changes your your 180 00:13:35.799 --> 00:13:44.919 perception of things. And of course psychedelics and other substances 181 00:13:45.519 --> 00:13:51.840 the people tend to abuse, So that can include cybercillin, 182 00:13:52.279 --> 00:14:00.159 so you know happy mushrooms, LSB CLO and kaoltr that 183 00:14:00.279 --> 00:14:05.320 it cannabinoids, which you and I did a whole show 184 00:14:05.559 --> 00:14:06.440 on those. 185 00:14:08.279 --> 00:14:08.320 That. 186 00:14:08.440 --> 00:14:12.159 Then fhetamine use goes who that changes your brain chemistry 187 00:14:12.799 --> 00:14:16.879 and you will lose your teeth mm hmm. And so 188 00:14:18.080 --> 00:14:23.480 a lot of these things, especially in copious amounts, even 189 00:14:23.799 --> 00:14:29.480 with the marijuana, can cause your brain chemistry to be 190 00:14:29.720 --> 00:14:33.600 very messed up. And so you could be on a 191 00:14:33.639 --> 00:14:39.679 trip thinking you're talking to angels when you're not really. 192 00:14:40.399 --> 00:14:44.679 But remember another thing, you could have. The whole reason 193 00:14:44.679 --> 00:14:48.320 why you know, acid didn't take off from mk ultra 194 00:14:48.440 --> 00:14:52.360 is because some people had a good time some people time. 195 00:14:54.120 --> 00:14:57.840 Some people instead of seeing angels, they see quite the opposite. 196 00:14:58.080 --> 00:15:04.519 They see some stuff like this, who yeah and uh yeah. 197 00:15:04.600 --> 00:15:08.799 That For me, that's one of the reasons why, like 198 00:15:09.039 --> 00:15:13.720 I never want to experience like an ayahuasca journey or 199 00:15:13.759 --> 00:15:16.919 anything like that, because I don't want to let any 200 00:15:17.000 --> 00:15:18.559 of that stuff in my life. 201 00:15:18.639 --> 00:15:21.279 No, I agree, one hundred percent. And I just think 202 00:15:21.320 --> 00:15:23.639 it is what. You know, if you want to learn 203 00:15:23.639 --> 00:15:26.120 about these things, you kind of got to go to 204 00:15:26.600 --> 00:15:30.279 the people messing with this stuff, which is occultist and 205 00:15:30.759 --> 00:15:33.679 Steiner talks about it, Crawley talks about it. All these 206 00:15:33.720 --> 00:15:37.320 people talk about, you know, these other realms, and I fully, 207 00:15:37.519 --> 00:15:42.519 I fully think that I am a realm person. Yeah, 208 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:46.240 and I'm like, look, you want to cross over that, okay, 209 00:15:46.320 --> 00:15:50.679 but here's the deal. You noted them, then back with you, 210 00:15:51.679 --> 00:15:55.799 they notice you, And I truly believe. 211 00:15:55.519 --> 00:15:58.360 That, Yeah, one hundred percent. And that's why, Like, I 212 00:15:58.519 --> 00:16:02.799 have no desire to have anything like that follow me 213 00:16:02.879 --> 00:16:07.559 back from any kind of trip. Sorry, Nope, not worth it. 214 00:16:07.679 --> 00:16:12.399 Life is scary enough without that. Yeah, that's the extra help. 215 00:16:13.679 --> 00:16:17.559 So also included in the in the psychosis part has 216 00:16:17.639 --> 00:16:21.559 to do with a lot of cultural and spiritual conditioning, 217 00:16:22.720 --> 00:16:25.279 which a lot of times set the framework for that, 218 00:16:25.639 --> 00:16:31.879 especially if you are in a cultish setting or very 219 00:16:32.000 --> 00:16:35.200 controlled setting, kind of like we talked about with ed 220 00:16:35.679 --> 00:16:40.320 ed Gain, where it's like beaten into you this this 221 00:16:40.399 --> 00:16:46.200 and this, and so I can relate those things or 222 00:16:46.960 --> 00:16:50.879 realities and change what your perception. 223 00:16:50.600 --> 00:16:53.480 Is well, and people always say to me, how did 224 00:16:53.519 --> 00:16:55.639 you not know this? Or how did you not know? 225 00:16:55.759 --> 00:16:58.559 Or that's so stupid, why would you ever think that. Remember, 226 00:16:59.279 --> 00:17:01.399 when you're in a well, you're the only one that 227 00:17:01.480 --> 00:17:02.960 doesn't really know you're in. 228 00:17:03.000 --> 00:17:07.400 A cult, and you don't really know that you are 229 00:17:07.519 --> 00:17:09.400 until you're not any longer. 230 00:17:09.480 --> 00:17:13.599 Right, And so everybody there is quite the same, and 231 00:17:14.440 --> 00:17:16.839 generationally this is just what they did. 232 00:17:17.440 --> 00:17:22.799 So the thing that I find interesting about like traumas, 233 00:17:22.880 --> 00:17:27.480 whether it be emotional trauma, physical trauma, medical trauma, that 234 00:17:28.440 --> 00:17:34.720 can shape and have these kind of influences on psychosis 235 00:17:34.759 --> 00:17:41.200 of this kind is that because the psyche feels so overwhelmed, 236 00:17:41.799 --> 00:17:45.359 the first thing it does is try to provide protection 237 00:17:45.720 --> 00:17:51.000 and safety mechanism. It's kind of like a coping mechanism, 238 00:17:51.039 --> 00:17:55.319 but your body automatically turns that on. And that's why 239 00:17:55.720 --> 00:17:59.880 a lot of the psychosis is revealed in something like 240 00:18:00.039 --> 00:18:05.839 an angelic vision. Now it can be demonic as well, 241 00:18:06.200 --> 00:18:11.319 but generally it's something soft like angels or profits or 242 00:18:11.839 --> 00:18:17.519 divine missions or you know, things like that, or kind 243 00:18:17.559 --> 00:18:20.920 of like a savior complex, like you're meant me saving 244 00:18:21.039 --> 00:18:25.319 the world from any kind of dark and evil forces 245 00:18:25.880 --> 00:18:27.359 or things in that nature. 246 00:18:28.279 --> 00:18:30.400 So and they can get even to the point where 247 00:18:30.400 --> 00:18:35.960 they're like self sacrificing, like oh absolutely, yeah, it's wild. 248 00:18:36.720 --> 00:18:41.799 And so you know, because that our body actually turns 249 00:18:41.839 --> 00:18:46.440 on that safety mechanism for us, it provides us with 250 00:18:46.559 --> 00:18:50.319 the sense of not just safety, but structure and meaning 251 00:18:50.599 --> 00:18:57.000 in a way to externalize what's going on internally, the 252 00:18:57.079 --> 00:19:02.039 chaos that goes on internally. And so you know, that's 253 00:19:02.079 --> 00:19:05.880 why a lot of times they turn into religious themes 254 00:19:06.640 --> 00:19:10.279 and the body just naturally does that, which I find 255 00:19:10.440 --> 00:19:14.359 fascinating that we have the ability that our body just 256 00:19:14.400 --> 00:19:18.359 automatically turns on that safety mode. It's like, hey, Janet, 257 00:19:18.400 --> 00:19:20.000 there's an angel, let's talk to you. 258 00:19:21.039 --> 00:19:24.119 Well, and I definitely think God can send people, you know, 259 00:19:26.079 --> 00:19:28.559 but they don't come when you conjured. They don't come 260 00:19:28.559 --> 00:19:32.480 when you ask, like it's opposite. They do what God 261 00:19:32.519 --> 00:19:35.799 says only. And so you know, some of these people legit. 262 00:19:36.079 --> 00:19:38.079 I mean, when we went into this, I was like, 263 00:19:38.319 --> 00:19:40.599 I believe some of these people, but like also some 264 00:19:40.640 --> 00:19:42.680 of them didn't get what they asked for. 265 00:19:43.359 --> 00:19:47.279 Mm hmmm, well that goes along with the story that 266 00:19:47.359 --> 00:19:51.559 I got to tell you later, So it's a what's 267 00:19:51.599 --> 00:19:56.160 a doozy one, it's a woozy. So on the spiritual 268 00:19:56.240 --> 00:20:00.920 side of things, you know, a lot of different cultures, 269 00:20:01.000 --> 00:20:04.559 not just in the United States, but Indian cultures and 270 00:20:05.440 --> 00:20:09.039 all around the world experience these kind of things and 271 00:20:09.160 --> 00:20:14.039 so they can see them as visions, altered states of consciousness, 272 00:20:14.400 --> 00:20:21.160 mystical encounters, ancestral contact through loved ones that have passed on, 273 00:20:22.640 --> 00:20:27.440 angels or celestial beings, things like that. And it's in 274 00:20:27.519 --> 00:20:30.799 a lot of cultures, like you know, Indian cultures and stuff. 275 00:20:30.880 --> 00:20:36.440 It's a way of grounding the people and it makes 276 00:20:36.799 --> 00:20:42.880 functionality normal for them. And so anytime they can like 277 00:20:43.559 --> 00:20:48.160 internalize things that are going on around them, it helps 278 00:20:48.200 --> 00:20:50.400 them make sense of stuff. 279 00:20:51.440 --> 00:20:56.000 I do want to say to people Crowley's quote, and 280 00:20:56.119 --> 00:20:58.759 it's not word for word, I can just summarize what 281 00:20:58.839 --> 00:21:04.319 he said is Yes, most of the people that say 282 00:21:04.359 --> 00:21:07.960 these kinds of things, like about speaking to things from 283 00:21:07.960 --> 00:21:12.960 the other side or whatever, are lying. Some are psychotic, 284 00:21:13.759 --> 00:21:17.160 and the last one is the worst one because they're 285 00:21:17.240 --> 00:21:19.759 real and it's not who you think it is, and 286 00:21:19.799 --> 00:21:23.440 it is the shell of like your aunt Bessie, whoever 287 00:21:23.519 --> 00:21:26.680 you think that is. That they are creating to make 288 00:21:26.759 --> 00:21:30.039 you feel, you know, like it's okay, which is why 289 00:21:30.079 --> 00:21:32.240 they call him familiar spirits. But this is from an 290 00:21:32.240 --> 00:21:36.039 occultist who said he was afraid of it. I want 291 00:21:36.039 --> 00:21:36.920 to heed that warning. 292 00:21:37.559 --> 00:21:40.799 Yeah, and what did they do? I mean, what is 293 00:21:40.880 --> 00:21:45.400 the what does Satan do? What do his married band 294 00:21:45.440 --> 00:21:51.519 of demons? Do? They rist things? Right? And so what 295 00:21:51.920 --> 00:21:56.119 easier way to manipulate you into doing what they want 296 00:21:56.240 --> 00:22:00.839 than to use a loved one and they know every place? 297 00:22:01.480 --> 00:22:08.079 Oh yeah, absolutely, one hundred percent. So the difference is 298 00:22:08.240 --> 00:22:13.720 here with this true spiritual awakening which does happen to believers, 299 00:22:15.119 --> 00:22:20.680 versus psychosis in the spiritual awakening, which is the normal one, okay, 300 00:22:20.720 --> 00:22:24.799 and this is not where people are crazy and psychotic. 301 00:22:25.039 --> 00:22:25.319 On this. 302 00:22:27.319 --> 00:22:33.160 They can integrate, you know, and and grow. So they 303 00:22:33.200 --> 00:22:37.400 get this message or feeling or something like that, and 304 00:22:37.440 --> 00:22:40.319 so they use it to better their lives or better 305 00:22:40.480 --> 00:22:43.559 the lives of the people around them and stuff. But 306 00:22:43.720 --> 00:22:48.039 they're still quite aware of their reality their surroundings, and 307 00:22:48.079 --> 00:22:52.039 they use whatever message to internalize and make things better, 308 00:22:53.000 --> 00:22:57.839 so they feel still very grounded. The person can still 309 00:22:58.519 --> 00:23:02.400 you know, reflect on things and interpret things, and they're 310 00:23:02.440 --> 00:23:06.400 not like one thousand percent staunch in their beliefs and 311 00:23:06.480 --> 00:23:11.720 nothing else could be true. Their lives get more organized 312 00:23:11.759 --> 00:23:14.920 and meaningful and purposeful. And I will tell you, if 313 00:23:14.960 --> 00:23:18.759 you have a spiritual awakening and you don't feel like 314 00:23:20.279 --> 00:23:25.319 serving other people, then I would say you're probably having 315 00:23:25.839 --> 00:23:29.480 more of the psychosis type if it hasn't changed your 316 00:23:29.480 --> 00:23:30.400 heart whatsoever. 317 00:23:31.359 --> 00:23:36.640 Right, And you shouldn't feel you should feel led without 318 00:23:36.680 --> 00:23:40.279 feeling crazy, like without feeling like, oh my gosh, I'm 319 00:23:40.279 --> 00:23:42.799 going to be struck down right this minute, Like I don't. Right, 320 00:23:42.920 --> 00:23:43.960 that's part of that. 321 00:23:44.200 --> 00:23:47.640 Yeah, And God doesn't instill us with the heart of fear, 322 00:23:48.960 --> 00:23:54.960 And so if you're feeling that way, that's probably not 323 00:23:55.279 --> 00:23:58.039 a light force that's that's attached to you. 324 00:23:58.640 --> 00:24:01.000 Just say I liked this one, even though we're talking 325 00:24:01.000 --> 00:24:05.319 about not being crazy, just because I sort of I 326 00:24:05.359 --> 00:24:08.279 can relate, right, Like, being considered crazy by those who 327 00:24:08.319 --> 00:24:12.240 are still victims of cultural conditioning is a compliment. And 328 00:24:12.279 --> 00:24:16.960 that doesn't mean you're batshit crazy, Okay, It means other 329 00:24:17.079 --> 00:24:20.440 people do not align with you, like me leaving Mormonism 330 00:24:20.680 --> 00:24:24.200 or Janet not having like a specific church thing. We're 331 00:24:24.200 --> 00:24:25.559 doing our own thing, you know. 332 00:24:25.599 --> 00:24:29.880 I'll here. Yeah, one hundred percent. And it should always 333 00:24:30.000 --> 00:24:36.200 be about your personal relationship, not a physical building. 334 00:24:36.920 --> 00:24:37.680 No. Yeah. 335 00:24:37.839 --> 00:24:38.279 Period. 336 00:24:39.480 --> 00:24:42.480 And like she said, you should be in service of others. 337 00:24:42.680 --> 00:24:46.640 You should have a heart for God. That's what that's all. Yeah. 338 00:24:46.720 --> 00:24:49.119 Well, and that's that's one of the things that comes 339 00:24:49.160 --> 00:24:52.160 along with this, because the next thing that happens during 340 00:24:52.200 --> 00:24:57.359 an awakening is you actually get empathy for other people 341 00:24:57.559 --> 00:25:02.119 and more understanding and a of stability and knowing your 342 00:25:02.200 --> 00:25:08.240 path and knowing your purpose. So you're gonna feel more guided. 343 00:25:10.359 --> 00:25:14.839 You feel like you've grown or expanded your knowledge. You 344 00:25:14.960 --> 00:25:19.000 have control over your choices instead of being led to 345 00:25:19.039 --> 00:25:33.680 do bad things. Okay, okay, I think I swallowed a 346 00:25:33.720 --> 00:25:34.160 cat here. 347 00:25:34.240 --> 00:25:37.799 Okay. I was getting worried because I can't see you. 348 00:25:37.960 --> 00:25:39.400 I was like, are you okay? 349 00:25:40.279 --> 00:25:47.319 I was gagging. Okay. So moving into and away from 350 00:25:47.519 --> 00:25:54.440 the spiritual awakening and the real, you know, normalcy of that, 351 00:25:54.839 --> 00:25:59.000 now we flip to the psychosis side. So this is 352 00:25:59.039 --> 00:26:04.440 when you your identity, your thoughts, and your perceptions completely 353 00:26:04.559 --> 00:26:09.960 fracture reality. Your beliefs are absolute, there's no room for questioning. 354 00:26:10.440 --> 00:26:16.160 Like some people on social media these days, you have racing, 355 00:26:16.359 --> 00:26:23.359 chaotic thoughts, lots of paranora, paranoia and fear tends to 356 00:26:23.440 --> 00:26:27.799 dominate your brain, and so you're constantly what if, what if? 357 00:26:27.839 --> 00:26:31.480 What if? Does this person not like me? I think 358 00:26:31.559 --> 00:26:34.359 they don't like me, and you know all the things 359 00:26:34.440 --> 00:26:35.319 that we go through. 360 00:26:35.759 --> 00:26:38.880 Sometimes they don't like me, but I did it. 361 00:26:39.240 --> 00:26:42.119 Sometimes people don't like me either, and that is okay, 362 00:26:42.200 --> 00:26:45.039 because that just means I'm not meant for you. 363 00:26:45.720 --> 00:26:47.720 Boo. Yeah, we're not for everyone. 364 00:26:47.960 --> 00:26:52.519 Yet take me with the glass of sugar. It'll be better. 365 00:26:53.720 --> 00:26:58.240 So people like this become very disconnected and they withdraw, 366 00:26:58.519 --> 00:27:03.400 they mist trust everyone, and they have a complete collapse 367 00:27:03.519 --> 00:27:06.839 of any kind of functionality. So these are the people 368 00:27:06.880 --> 00:27:11.160 where literally everything is going wrong in their life and 369 00:27:11.200 --> 00:27:15.319 they're constantly in turmoil or chaos or you know, all 370 00:27:15.359 --> 00:27:20.519 of those things, and so they feel very commanded or 371 00:27:20.559 --> 00:27:25.680 controlled or led to do like these terrific, horrible things. 372 00:27:26.480 --> 00:27:32.200 They're always overwhelmed, they're always scared. They can't form rational 373 00:27:32.400 --> 00:27:40.319 thoughts and creative thought processes are gone. They lose the 374 00:27:40.400 --> 00:27:43.000 ability to choose, and so they always have to have 375 00:27:43.079 --> 00:27:47.559 somebody choose for them when they're not withdrawn, like they 376 00:27:47.680 --> 00:27:50.920 expect a therapist to tell them what to do or 377 00:27:51.039 --> 00:27:53.359 somebody else to tell them what to do because they 378 00:27:53.480 --> 00:27:57.599 don't know what's going on. And so because of all 379 00:27:57.640 --> 00:28:01.920 these different things, it's literally like living in a chaotic storm. 380 00:28:02.920 --> 00:28:07.799 They always feel unsafe and like they can't manage their 381 00:28:07.799 --> 00:28:12.359 own life. So imagine living like that. And how many 382 00:28:12.359 --> 00:28:16.039 people do you know that live like that? Maybe they 383 00:28:16.039 --> 00:28:21.640 don't have angelic visitation, psychosis, but they literally have all 384 00:28:21.680 --> 00:28:22.519 of those things. 385 00:28:23.200 --> 00:28:25.559 That's not a good yep. And I mean, you know, 386 00:28:25.680 --> 00:28:28.839 I get it, like I've been through a lot of things, 387 00:28:28.880 --> 00:28:31.880 but you you know, you can choose. Yes, our body 388 00:28:31.960 --> 00:28:34.279 keeps score and I do one hundred percent believe that. 389 00:28:34.920 --> 00:28:38.279 But I also believe we can through prayer, through you know, 390 00:28:38.960 --> 00:28:43.319 like working through things like journaling, like safe things like not. 391 00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:45.759 We're not going to go start our own colony and 392 00:28:45.799 --> 00:28:51.039 get fifty seven wives. Yeah No, I mean now we 393 00:28:51.119 --> 00:28:53.279 may never they want not the answer. 394 00:28:53.759 --> 00:28:58.640 We may start our own colony just friends, but we're 395 00:28:58.640 --> 00:29:00.599 not going to tell each other what to do, emboss 396 00:29:00.640 --> 00:29:02.759 each other around and all that crazy business. 397 00:29:02.960 --> 00:29:03.799 No. 398 00:29:03.799 --> 00:29:08.920 No, So the the key takeaway of the you know, 399 00:29:09.400 --> 00:29:14.200 awakening versus psychosis, Awakening gives you more insight into your 400 00:29:14.240 --> 00:29:17.319 life and who you are as a person and what 401 00:29:17.519 --> 00:29:22.400