Speaker 1: I hold in my hands. Not a magic trick, but
then again, it could be. It really could be. It's
my daily writing. In fact, in the studio that I sit,
my daily writing for the past twenty nine years is
a huge, huge part of my tools because I believe
the energy of those twenty nine years. It has to
be present in everything that I do, because I believe
that creativity is an addiction, and if I am addicted
to it, that source of flow has got to be present.
Unplugged because we will always say yes to creativity, totally
uncut because we all make mistakes. So turn it into
a tool. This is arrow unplugged. The evidence of time.
Man that needs a theme song, Don dun dun dum.
The evidence of time, the importance of believing in its
process of needing human patience. My wife had hip replacement
surgery about four weeks ago. In her eyes, the incision
isn't healing fast enough. As what I see is how
incredible the doctor did. How much of our world is
so incredibly divided, not always in a bad way, but
in a manner of you just don't understand. Lord knows,
I've used that line many times. You just don't understand
instead of taking the time to help someone understand your experiences,
it always seems easier to say you just don't understand.
When I receive such a reply, my personal comeback is
very simple. I don't understand. You're absolutely right, But what
I would love for you to do is to teach
me to understand, because one day I could be in
your place and would like to know that I had
a heads up because I took the time to understand
where you are. Let's help each other out the evidence
of time. We are so quick to say it's moving
way too fast until it comes to healing. Hey, Taro,
this is the daily mess, a chronological walk through in
everyday world. I am a daily writer. I am aware
of everything around me. It's kind of a sickness, it
really is. It's a silent wolf. I'm in the brush.
I can see everything that's moving, and I take note
of it. I learn from it, and then I share
from what was given to me by the universe. This
is the daily mess. Making your way through a moment.
You know a moment. This is a moment right now.
This is a moment. Making your way through a moment.
Some call it a new season, while others instantly label it, well,
I've got more bed luck going on. Because I'm a
daily writer, my moments are well documented. Not to live
in the past, but to serve as a path to
make my way through other moments that are coming my way.
I openly admit this is not my final moment. There's
going to be a bunch more moments on the way.
What am I learning from these moments? Much of what
we do who is repeated anyway. Therefore, we have to
take note of that it's a habit. Learning from how
we were triggered keeps the senses in touch with the
notes put on paper. A workplace injury from a year
ago has heated up again. Rather than waste so much
time complaining about this pain, I went back to my
notes to see how I made it through that moment.
It took eight weeks to heal from that moment. My
goal this time around five to six weeks. And if
that doesn't work, because I'm one year older, you know
it happens as you get older. It could take nine
or ten weeks. When do you call the doctor? See
there's a lot of questions always in front of us.
I always laugh when the boss man says so you're
calling in sick today. Huh, yes, yes, I'm not feeling well. Well,
you got to get a doctor's note. Wait, no, most
doctors will say come see me in a week to
ten days. You're asking for a doctor's note on the
first day of sickness. Yeah. I don't play that game.
So when I say that I've got an injury right now,
my heart is saying I would like to be over
this in five to six weeks. But what is your
reality saying? Will it be ten weeks? Will it be more?
I was moving too quickly through life and in the
process of trying to get through several moments that were colliding.
Oh they collided all right right here, right here, And
now I'm having to live with the same mistake that
I went through a year ago. It's habits. It was
like when I had my heart attack in July of
two thousand and nine. The cardiologist looked at me and
he said, you're gonna have to change your diet because
you've got way too much cholesterol going on in your
family tree. You've got to change. And I said, I'm
going to because I don't want this to ever happen again.
And he goes Wow, that's gonna last about seven or
eight weeks, and then you'll be back to your old
habits of eating. I listened to him that day so
much so that with my brother and with my sister,
I would always bring back the doctor and his message
of what he told me, don't go back to your
habits because they're gonna come back and bite you again.
Have I gone back to him? I hope not, because
I don't weigh what I used to weigh in two
thousand and nine. I hope that this aging man's body
is shrinking, because that's what old men do. We get
to the point where it just kind of just falls off,
and you got to build up a little bit more, work,
a little bit more. But this thing right here on
the other side of where the pain is the heart,
everything that I was doing in my twenties and thirties
caught up to me. Making your way through a moment.
Some call it a new season, while others instantly label
it bad luck. My question to you, are you taking
notes to speak to that future self that's going to
jump right back into that bad head abbot. I'm Marrow,
and that's the daily mess