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Speaker 1: I hold in my hands. Not a magic trick, but

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then again, it could be. It really could be. It's

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my daily writing. In fact, in the studio that I sit,

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my daily writing for the past twenty nine years is

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a huge, huge part of my tools because I believe

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the energy of those twenty nine years. It has to

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be present in everything that I do, because I believe

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that creativity is an addiction, and if I am addicted

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to it, that source of flow has got to be present.

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Unplugged because we will always say yes to creativity, totally

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uncut because we all make mistakes. So turn it into

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a tool. This is arrow unplugged. The evidence of time.

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Man that needs a theme song, Don dun dun dum.

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The evidence of time, the importance of believing in its

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process of needing human patience. My wife had hip replacement

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surgery about four weeks ago. In her eyes, the incision

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isn't healing fast enough. As what I see is how

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incredible the doctor did. How much of our world is

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so incredibly divided, not always in a bad way, but

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in a manner of you just don't understand. Lord knows,

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I've used that line many times. You just don't understand

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instead of taking the time to help someone understand your experiences,

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it always seems easier to say you just don't understand.

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When I receive such a reply, my personal comeback is

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very simple. I don't understand. You're absolutely right, But what

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I would love for you to do is to teach

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me to understand, because one day I could be in

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your place and would like to know that I had

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a heads up because I took the time to understand

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where you are. Let's help each other out the evidence

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of time. We are so quick to say it's moving

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way too fast until it comes to healing. Hey, Taro,

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this is the daily mess, a chronological walk through in

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everyday world. I am a daily writer. I am aware

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of everything around me. It's kind of a sickness, it

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really is. It's a silent wolf. I'm in the brush.

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I can see everything that's moving, and I take note

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of it. I learn from it, and then I share

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from what was given to me by the universe. This

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is the daily mess. Making your way through a moment.

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You know a moment. This is a moment right now.

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This is a moment. Making your way through a moment.

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Some call it a new season, while others instantly label it, well,

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I've got more bed luck going on. Because I'm a

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daily writer, my moments are well documented. Not to live

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in the past, but to serve as a path to

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make my way through other moments that are coming my way.

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I openly admit this is not my final moment. There's

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going to be a bunch more moments on the way.

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What am I learning from these moments? Much of what

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we do who is repeated anyway. Therefore, we have to

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take note of that it's a habit. Learning from how

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we were triggered keeps the senses in touch with the

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notes put on paper. A workplace injury from a year

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ago has heated up again. Rather than waste so much

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time complaining about this pain, I went back to my

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notes to see how I made it through that moment.

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It took eight weeks to heal from that moment. My

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goal this time around five to six weeks. And if

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that doesn't work, because I'm one year older, you know

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it happens as you get older. It could take nine

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or ten weeks. When do you call the doctor? See

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there's a lot of questions always in front of us.

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I always laugh when the boss man says so you're

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calling in sick today. Huh, yes, yes, I'm not feeling well. Well,

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you got to get a doctor's note. Wait, no, most

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doctors will say come see me in a week to

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ten days. You're asking for a doctor's note on the

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first day of sickness. Yeah. I don't play that game.

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So when I say that I've got an injury right now,

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my heart is saying I would like to be over

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this in five to six weeks. But what is your

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reality saying? Will it be ten weeks? Will it be more?

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I was moving too quickly through life and in the

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process of trying to get through several moments that were colliding.

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Oh they collided all right right here, right here, And

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now I'm having to live with the same mistake that

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I went through a year ago. It's habits. It was

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like when I had my heart attack in July of

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two thousand and nine. The cardiologist looked at me and

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he said, you're gonna have to change your diet because

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you've got way too much cholesterol going on in your

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family tree. You've got to change. And I said, I'm

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going to because I don't want this to ever happen again.

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And he goes Wow, that's gonna last about seven or

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eight weeks, and then you'll be back to your old

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habits of eating. I listened to him that day so

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much so that with my brother and with my sister,

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I would always bring back the doctor and his message

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of what he told me, don't go back to your

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habits because they're gonna come back and bite you again.

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Have I gone back to him? I hope not, because

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I don't weigh what I used to weigh in two

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thousand and nine. I hope that this aging man's body

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is shrinking, because that's what old men do. We get

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to the point where it just kind of just falls off,

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and you got to build up a little bit more, work,

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a little bit more. But this thing right here on

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the other side of where the pain is the heart,

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everything that I was doing in my twenties and thirties

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caught up to me. Making your way through a moment.

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Some call it a new season, while others instantly label

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it bad luck. My question to you, are you taking

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notes to speak to that future self that's going to

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jump right back into that bad head abbot. I'm Marrow,

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and that's the daily mess