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but he's still only three wishes in and he hasn't

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even approached the eternal problem with his father, and he

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is struggling with his sexuality. You can know this podcast

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The noise of the flea market vanished once again. Martin

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paused for a moment to get his bearings. He was

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in a room that much was obvious. A dim light

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stood in the corner, creating an audio of shadows that

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danced around the walls in the middle of a bed, but

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not just any bed, but one dripping with opulence. Martin

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had to say it was probably the most comfortable looking

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bed he had ever seen, king size, maybe California king,

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with a thick, plush comforter and big, inviting, fluffy pillows.

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Even in the room's darkness, the bedding seemed to glow,

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only inviting him closer. Martin's fingertips caressed the material, groaning

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at the silky and enticing touch of the bedding. Suddenly,

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the mattress shifted, taking Martin aback. His sparkling blue eyes

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watched him with intensity. He was getting actually quite comfortable

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with the shadow of the man slid forward and perched

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at the foot of the bed, his eyes tracing up

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Martin's chest, darkening and narrowing before holding his gaze. He

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see it through Martin as the stranger's fingers slid teasingly

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up the buttons of his shirt. You are overdressed, Martin,

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he said, in a tone deep dark and laced with hunger,

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as he probed inside his shirt, releasing a single button.

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Martin under the fingertip that seemed to burn at his

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chest as if it was sending scorches of desire within him.

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Even though the touch was so sensual, so light, so provocative,

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the weight of it made Martin's chest heave, would need.

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There was an undeniable chemistry between them, a hunger. Martin

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just couldn't decide if it was imagined or not. Jesus,

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was this man even real or just someone the genie created?

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Martin swallowed hard, more confused than ever as this stranger,

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perhaps this figment of his imagination, or whatever the hell he was,

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released another button, sliding his hand firmly over his chest,

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his fingernails teasing around his erect nipple. All the time

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their gazes were locked, embraced by a shared fire between them.

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As Martin felt the top button of his shoe it

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fall open, the strange his gaze dropped away, a tiny

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smile playing on his lips, before kissing gently over his

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chest until he reached Martin's nipple. Heat sparked out Martin's

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body and his legs buckled slightly as a man's warm,

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gritty tongue teased around his erec nuve. Holy shit, Martin

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huttered as this man continued persecuting his electrified nipple with

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deliciously painful lashes of his tongue while loosening his buckle

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and pushing at his pants until they were falling around

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his knees. If he was just dreaming or hallucinating. God

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help him, He hoped it didn't end. Every inch of

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his body erupted with heat. A bright array of teeth

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shined in the darkness as a man spoke with a

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hint of a smile, bending his lips. You're going to

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fuck my ass. Well, let's give you a little spit

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to get you started, and he said, as his head

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dipped lower, his eyes peering into Martin's. As his lips

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slid along Martin's shaft and the sensation of his stubbled

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lips moving over his cock sent a shock wave of

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pleasure through Martin's body. He worried he might just make

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him come here and now. Through the room's shadows, Martin

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could see his reflection in a mirror. There was something

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incredibly erotic and almost magical watching the back of a

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stranger's head bob up and down in perfect time with

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the sensations moving through his own cock, releasing Martin's erection

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from the undeniable delights of his mouth. The stranger whispered,

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I prepared myself for you. I am positively dripping with

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loub He shifted and pressed his buttons firmly against Martin's

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cock gyreating to torment him that little bit more. Martin's

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mouth went dry as a lump moved up his throat.

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I've never Martin began saying, suddenly feeling out of his depth. Oh,

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you just press yourself into me slowly. I've viewed some

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of your CBD loop, so I'm very relaxed, the stranger said,

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moving his ash cheeks up and down Martin's cock. The

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smell of the CBD did indeed hang in the air,

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his familiarity comforting as Martin's fingers grasped around his hard

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cock and teased the man's rosette. Watching the man reach

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behind him and pulled the glows of his house apart,

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forming a welcome invitation for Martin's rock hard erection. He

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poured in Martin's belly, and his heart began pounding so

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damned hard that this stranger had to hear it as

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his fingers grasped his pelvis. As he pushed his cockhead

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slowly through the tight ring of muscle fuck, Martin sighed

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as a warm caress of exquisite pleasure pulsed along his

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shaft at the feel of the man's ass trembling and

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gripping his erection. Looking in the mirror, Martin could make

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out the man's eyes, burning with an intensity even from

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within the shadows. Everything about him urged Martin to press

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deeper and harder, lust and heat and need billowing through

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him as he pushed himself balls deep inside the man,

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something he'd imagined himself doing a hundred times over, but

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something he never thought he'd have the old opportunity to

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go through with dizzy with lust, his body pulsing with pleasure,

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it was almost as if the shadows were swirling in

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the mirror. Then suddenly, a pair of dark brown eyes

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appeared in the reflection, hovering just over Martin's shoulder. Her

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face followed, weld chiseled cheekbones framing the most beautiful smile

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Martin had ever seen, made even more intense by the dark,

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goaty beard that adorned the man's chin. Martin inhaled, and

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it was almost as if the smell of the cbet

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loop grew stronger as he felt a hard, long rock

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pressing against him. As a genie parted his buttocks, spreading him,

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readying him. Martin held his breath, his heart pounding inside

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his chest as he anticipated the pain he had heard

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so much about, but there was none. It was almost

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as if it had been bypassed completely, and Martin felt

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nothing but the delightful pleasure of the genie's cock thrusting

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inside him. Well, I am a genie, the genie said,

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clearly reading Martin's thoughts, as well as following his rhythm,

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thrusting in perfect time with him. The dual sensation of

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his cock inside the stranger while the genies pushed inside

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him made his whole body hung with pleasure he never

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knew existed. His cock was harder than it had ever

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been in his life as he pounded into the stranger's

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ass while having his own virginal hole taken. The genie's

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hand pressed over his stomach, up over his chest and

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massaging his tight nipples, pinching them, accelerating the shock weye

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of pleasure moving through Martin's body and for filling a

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lifetime of trained and fantasies that he never thought possible.

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Martin sunk deeper, bottoming out into the stranger as his

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orgasm built and the feel of having his cock inside

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him had impulsing faster, almost urgently, while he whimpered and gasped,

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watching the three faces in the mirror. While positive, he

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could feel the pleasure vibrating between the three of them.

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Holy fuck, the sensation of the man's ass gripping his

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cock while his hull was being pounded, creating an urgency

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in Martin like he'd never imagined. He needed to come,

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the genie pressing inside him, filling him, pushing over that spot,

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just making the need more desperate. Without warning, he erupted,

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flooding the stranger with come, while the genie grasped his

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hips and spurted hotly into his ass, watching the three

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of them in the mirror, all coming together in a hot,

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wild frenzy, all writhing against each other. At Martin's body quivering,

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his chest thrumming with a million emotions, and mind drunk

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with thoughts of the future. This was what he had

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always wanted. Top or bottoming with a man, it didn't

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matter to him. He wanted to feel a man shudder

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beneath him, hear a man moment against him. He just

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wanted to feel and experience and breathe each other's breath

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and come together as one. Fuck. There was a moment

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of confusion, and that Martin was lying on the bed.

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The two men sat over him with their lips exploring

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his body, soft, sensually, provocatively. The trembles from there after

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glow just seemed to grow with each of their touches,

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the sensations culminating on Martin's still pulsing erection, his muscles

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and bones and everything in between crawling with pleasure and forcing.

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The last drops have come to weep from him as

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two sets of warm and soft lips moved down his stomach,

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taking turns to drink his warm come. As his stomach

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burned from the inside out, and every curse word he

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knew fell from his mouth, he just experienced the best

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sex he'd ever imagined, his heart still thundering as he

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reached out to find something to grasp for sanity, but

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only finding the edge of Rosy's storm. His eyes were

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shock white open. The colored mists rolled around him in

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what Martin would only describe as a lazy way. Confused,

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he was a I'm full of questions, questions he was

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finding difficult to articulate. Am I dreaming? Am I losing

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my mind? Is any of this reality? Suddenly, the returning

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voice was back in his head. Yes, he's real, how,

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Martin asked, not waiting for the genie to read his mind.

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He's preparing for work at the moment. He keeps getting

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very intense images of you. So he was a man

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in the club last night. Sure was a warm glow

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spread over Martin. He hadn't been sure if the man

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had even noticed him, or if he had been interested

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in him at all. Hearing that he was real and

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interested made his heart leap more than a little. He

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has so many questions, so much doubt. How could any

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of this be real? This was storybook stuff. But Martin's

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mind lingered, I can't make people want each other. The

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genie's voice suddenly said, in the back of Martin's mind,

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as if reading his thoughts, I can't change who people are.

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Martin wasn't sure he understood, but at least he persuaded

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himself he thought he did, and allowed himself to wallow

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in that feeling again. Just like that, the sharp edge

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of the ogre of his father's voice appeared, roaring from

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the dark recesses of his mind and shattering the fragile

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beauty of the moment. Tears stunned his eyes. Even in

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this moment, he was not safe he could not have

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this one time, the colored mist tightened around him. There

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was a warmth to it, a closeness that felt, for

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all the world like he was being hugged. Truth stole

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into his mind. There was no miracle that would change

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his father. He could wish all he wanted, and as

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much as the genie, couldn't dictate whether the man in

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the club found him attractive or not. Nor could he

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change how his father saw his homosexuality. It had been

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there since he was a teenager. His father recalled him

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kissing his best friend from the soccer club and set

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a penance that lasted weeks. After that, he had tried

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to reaffirm how disgusting it was that Martin was sexually

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attracted to men. In his heart, he knew it wasn't

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his father that needed to change. That would never happen.

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Martin would have to change. The mist paoled In closer,

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a reassuring Chloe embracing him. He wished he could find

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a solution to have the strength to be himself despite

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his father's pigoted nature, but he just couldn't see a

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way forward. He just couldn't think of anything to wish

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for that would make a difference somewhere in the midst

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that engulfed him. The street in the flea market disappeared.

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Closing his eyes, Martin could only hope and wonder where

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he might be going this time, trusting that wherever this

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genie was taking him, things would be better. Martin shifted uncomfortably.

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The wooden pew he sat on got no better. He

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had always wondered which sadist had designed these, as they

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were obviously made to make them as painful as possible

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to sit on. Without opening his eyes, he was aware

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of his father's presence, the same tension crackling in the

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air that was always there, the same overriding feeling of disappointment.

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A voice spoke in the distance, not the disembodied voice

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of the genie, but the deep, resonant and warm voice

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of a man a past had not known, yet strangely familiar.

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Opening his eyes slowly, a familiar, sparkling blue gaze watched

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the congregation while thick lips that heated him through his

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bones spoke with passion. God loves us all for who

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we are. He loves us because his love beats in

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all our hearts. Yet there are those who would forget

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to focus on that love. It is a gift like

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no other, above all others, And there is no greater

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sin than to ignore the blessings that God has given you,

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in whatever way he has gifted them to you. When

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we hang on to our outdated, bigoted ideas, we forsake

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that love. We are tainting it with our own human insecurities.

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Let us remember that we are all God's children. He

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has made as he wanted. He blessed us with the

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ability to explore true and deep love in whatever form

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that might be. The pastor paused his beautiful eyes scanning

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the congregation as a fell on Martin. He seemed to

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smile faintly, as if there was a mutual understanding something

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he thought was private, but given his father's uncomfortable shifting,

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he suspected it maybe not so much. The pastor's gaze

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turned hard, almost severe, as it fell upon his father.

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Before you cast out on your love for each other,

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he continued, with a stern tone. Think of how your

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life would be if you didn't have each other at all.

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Appreciate and love the beautiful thing that you share, or

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whatever level you happen to share it. The congregation sat

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still with a pin dripping silence, as if focused nowhere

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but on the young pastor before them. And then there

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was a sudden burst of music and the spell shattered,

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the congregation, joining the pastorn near him. The service seemed

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to pass quickly, or maybe it was because Martin's mind

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kept flicking back the two last times he had met.

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Martin had never imagined he could really enjoy this, and

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yet here they both were, him and the pastor. Really

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that would make for an interesting conversation with his father.

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But was this real? The cold realization hit him like

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a lead punch to the gut. The genie had created

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all of this, all of it, and chances were that

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none of it was real. He was probably still sitting

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next to the flea market in some sort of weird

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waking trance. A bleak sadness filled his heart as he

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knelt to take the Eucharist. The pastor stood before him,

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offering him salvation. Martin looked up at the beautiful face

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before him, so sensitive and more yes, so strong. How

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could this possibly not be real? A tears stung at

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Martin's cheek as he closed his eyes, accepting the blood

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and the body. It's very real that returning voice of

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the genie said in his head what Martin had never

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expected a genie to enter church. Obviously he had been wrong,

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and a grin appeared on the face next to the pastors,

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framed by that exquisitely trimmed goaty beard. Does he get everywhere?

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The thought leapt to Martin's mind before he could stop it,

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aware of the consequences anywhere or want to go? The

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voice answered, somehow weinking in its intonation, Martin closed his

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eyes in a sund prayer. Definitely not a wish, just

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a prayer. Opening his eyes again, Martin looked back up, disappointed,

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but not surprised that the pastor and the church were gone.

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He was indeed back at the end of the flea market,

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sitting the colored mists circling around him, although it was

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now suspiciously quiet. Martin looked down at the bottle in

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his hands. Whatever the strange drug captured inside the hallucination

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had been fun, but it was getting close to time

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to attend the service, and faced the disappointment of his father.

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Looking around him. Rosie was barroning through the crowds, clutching

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some sandwich that seemed to be hemorrhaging sauce. Sorry, my lover,

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Rosie said, as she approached him. So many people a

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little old lady like me really struggled to get through.

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Martin eyed her suspiciously. There wasn't a bone of vulnerability

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in her body, he doubted very much she had even

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the slightest struggle. How much for the bottle, he asked,

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holding up happy to junk, she started, you can have

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it for looking after the stool. Be glad to get

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rid of that genie. To be honest with you, doesn't

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get my head day all night. Go on, need some privacy,

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Martin stared at Rosy, I sure want to say. He

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suddenly wondered how many of her wishes had involved young men,

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and if the genie had got involved with any of those.

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Thanking Rosy, he left and then dropped the bottle off

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at his apartment before returning for church, more than a

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little concerned though the thoughts might drop into his mind

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that a certain genie might take advantage of The bottle

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had most definitely moved in his hand as he placed

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it on the kitchen table, almost like an irritated child

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that knew he had been left out of an event

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just because taking him was too much hasshle. A thought

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crashed into his mind, what about the fifth wish? I'll

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save it for another day, Martin said, as he closed

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the apartment door and headed back toward the church. He

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was very early, but wanted to see if anything the

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genie had shown him was actually true. The church building

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certainly looked the same as he approached it, although the

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doors were opened. That said, Martin had never turned up

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to church early before, so didn't know if that was

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normal or not. Once inside, Martin was surprised to see

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fresh flowers. He hadn't ever noticed him in the church before.

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As he took a glance around, Hi on, Chris, the

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new pastor, a voice said brightly from behind, catching Martin

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off guard. Turning around, Martin started to say, hi are Martin,

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before his voice was cut short as his eyes sank

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into the ocean's deep pools of blue that looked into his.

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The pastor stopped suddenly as his caye fell on Martin's.

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The air between them crackled with the electricity of unspoken lust.

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It's not just me, then, I guess, Martin eventually ventured,

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shattering the silence. No. Chris responded slowly, his eyes never

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leaving Martin's. So you're real, Martin asked, and kay. Martin

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looked around at the empty building. The word gay seemed

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to be echoed strangely in the confines of the walls.

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Yes on both counts, replied, that beautiful smile appearing between

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those wonderful cheek bones once again, Chris took a step closer,

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his hand drifting down Martin's jaw, stroking him affectionately. Suddenly

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realizing that the others would turn up soon, Martin quickly said,

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my father would be here soon. Oh, and he doesn't

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approve of you being gay. Martin shook his head despondently. Well,

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I've worked with people like that for years, Chris responded,

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with his hands still resting on Martin's shoulder. We can't

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change the mind straight away, but over time we can,

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he smiled softly. In the meantime, I could do with

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a hand to help me get familiar with everything around here,

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his hand dropping reaching for Martin's, their fingers entwining tightly.

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Martin thought about Chris's words, contrasted them with the advice

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from the genie earlier, just how the fuck do people

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get out of these messis If a genie can't do it,

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then who could. Looking at the altar, he stood silent

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for the longest moment, immersed with his thoughts, desperate for

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a solution, and yet no one offering him anything. Suddenly,

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his eyes opened wide, the revelation where it had always been,

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right in front of his nose. Martin shouted to Chris

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back soon as he ran out the door, toward his apartment,

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toward his future, Returning to the church. Just as quickly

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as he could, he managed to blurt out to Chris, Chris,

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you're right. The genie was right. I know now what

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I have to do to be free. I made my

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last wish, but it might not get pretty. Chris looked

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at him silently, else dropping to form a wordless oh.

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The sound of voices arriving outside dragged their attention away

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from each other. Chris moved into a natural position just

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outside the door, welcoming people. Martin found himself naturally dropping

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just behind him. Various faces passed by as Chris introduced himself,

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welcomed them, and shook their hands. It wasn't until Martin's

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father appeared that Martin pushed himself forward, indicating his intention

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to Chris. As his father reached out to shake Chris's hand,

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Martin appeared next to him and interceded, Father, this is

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our new pastor, Chris, who also happens to be my

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new boyfriend. The hard silence dropped between them. Somewhere in

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the distance, Martin was sure he could hear the first

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explosion of a charge within his father's mind. It was

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a first step night, and thought maybe not the best one,

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but it was his and that's what mattered. So I

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hope you enjoyed that little fantasy. Next week something completely different.

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But until next week, this is devil and wild wishing

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used slacious dreams,