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<v Speaker 1>Kara Bear my guest for the evening. You know exactly

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<v Speaker 1>where you can find her at Kara Bear k e

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<v Speaker 1>R A B E A R. The website is very

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<v Speaker 1>similar if you get what I'm saying, links to all

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<v Speaker 1>of our social media in the episode description below. Please

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<v Speaker 1>make sure you like, comment, and subscribe on this video.

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<v Speaker 1>And always, always, always the most important thing, support the

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<v Speaker 1>performers that come on the show. If you support them,

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<v Speaker 1>more performers come on the show. It's just that simple.

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<v Speaker 1>Kara Bear, thank you for coming on with me today.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, thank you for having me.

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<v Speaker 1>A thank you for letting me restart a few times there.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm always honest with my audience. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>put guard.

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<v Speaker 2>Probably more than that.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll delve into that. Let me ask with all that

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<v Speaker 1>you do, and I always start out with this question

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<v Speaker 1>everything you do. If you had to sum it up

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<v Speaker 1>into one word, not one word, one thing, what is

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<v Speaker 1>your job title?

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<v Speaker 2>I would say, I mean creator pretty is all encompassing.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm not just a TikToker, so I'm you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I always say I'm an independent adult performer.

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<v Speaker 1>There you go, and doesn't that feel like it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>cover enough of the.

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<v Speaker 2>Way you do because there's so many things.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, You're a social media manager, You're an editor, at

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<v Speaker 1>some point, you're a writer.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a producer.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh also hot woman who appears in front of the camera.

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<v Speaker 1>Like we haven't said talent yet there, which is right. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So going into this did you have? I got to

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<v Speaker 1>slow myself down, give me one second. Let me ask

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<v Speaker 1>how did you initially decide to move into the adult

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<v Speaker 1>entertainment industry from where you were? Tell me you're story,

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<v Speaker 1>and don't be afraid to talk because my biggest complaint

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<v Speaker 1>is Matt talks over the guests too much. So babble away.

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<v Speaker 1>If that is something you do, I would appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I'm not much of a babbelon. But okay.

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<v Speaker 2>So I got started on TikTok really and I started

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<v Speaker 2>making family content. It was just it was all safe

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<v Speaker 2>for work, and I had lots of inquiries. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>My my page started popping off and a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of people are like, so do you have

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<v Speaker 2>this page? And I was like, maybe, like would you

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<v Speaker 2>like that? If I did? Would you want to be

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<v Speaker 2>on there? But that is kind of how it started.

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<v Speaker 2>But but the backstory to it is It's something I've

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<v Speaker 2>always wanted to do. So I wasn't like pushed into it.

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't like, Oh, all these people want you to

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<v Speaker 2>do this, do this. It was more like an existing seed, sure,

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<v Speaker 2>And it was just kind of the right moment, right time,

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<v Speaker 2>right platforms were available, and I was like, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I ask? And I've read a little bit of

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<v Speaker 1>your background, so if it seems like a leading question,

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<v Speaker 1>it might be can I was there any I've interviewed,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, almost two hundred performers now, and you hear

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<v Speaker 1>the plethora of different options that could have gotten them

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<v Speaker 1>into it right. A lot there is desperation, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't mean in a totally negative way. It's somebody who's

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<v Speaker 1>grinding out the day and just goes, I can't fucking

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<v Speaker 1>do this anymore. I need to do so, I need

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<v Speaker 1>to make more money, I need to do whatever. Was

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<v Speaker 1>this any way a financial not grab in a negative way?

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<v Speaker 1>But were you like, money's out there, we might as

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<v Speaker 1>well take it, or were.

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<v Speaker 2>You it was more like venture? Sure, more for the

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<v Speaker 2>adventure of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh. The only like I mean, I've had a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of little jobs, but the only like main job I

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<v Speaker 2>had was I was a personal trainer. Sure, I soon

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<v Speaker 2>realized I don't. I didn't like that A lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people that were hard to motivate didn't want to put

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<v Speaker 2>in the work, and me being already very like high

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<v Speaker 2>achieving motivated for myself, it was hard to motivate these people.

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<v Speaker 2>And so it old on. What was the question where

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<v Speaker 2>am I going?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you hear why people get into this, So

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<v Speaker 1>to me, it sounds like it was more of a

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<v Speaker 1>passion thing. It was more. It wasn't like you were like,

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<v Speaker 1>we don't have anyone to pay rent this month. We

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<v Speaker 1>need right and I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Very fortunate it was never because of that we have

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<v Speaker 2>we've had. My husband was fully supporting the family. But

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, you know, on TikTok, I had several

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<v Speaker 2>viral videos. I had I think like two hundred something

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<v Speaker 2>thousand followers at this point, I was on a TikTok

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<v Speaker 2>creator thing, but it wasn't bringing in as much money

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<v Speaker 2>as people think it does. And I was like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't need money, but I could be making more than this.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't hurt, Yeah, it doesn't hurt, Like why not?

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, Okay, let's just give this a

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<v Speaker 2>go and it kind of took off.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm we're going to move into definitely into that,

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<v Speaker 1>into the transition. But my question, you said you did training.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you always a fitness person? I don't know, if

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<v Speaker 1>you can see by my physique, I'm a wonderfully in

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<v Speaker 1>shape guy, and by that I mean it behind a

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<v Speaker 1>computer twenty hours a day. Were you always like a

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<v Speaker 1>fitness person? I always find that fascinating. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if you were always a fitness person who felt really

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<v Speaker 1>great working out and exercise on when you were little,

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<v Speaker 1>or if you were a kid that looked like me

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<v Speaker 1>when you were little and you were like, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>fucking do this anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I was always athletic. Fitness gotcha just doing stuff I did.

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<v Speaker 2>I was a dancer in high school, a bodybuilder in.

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<v Speaker 3>College, and I'm just I kind of have that natural athleticism. Sure,

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<v Speaker 3>I've never really struggled with weight, fortunately, like I got

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<v Speaker 3>lucky in that way.

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<v Speaker 2>But I do. I still work out, Sure, maybe once

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<v Speaker 2>or twice a week. It's less than I used to be,

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<v Speaker 2>but I enjoy it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Okay, I have read somebody was an icon for

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<v Speaker 1>you to look up to when you were younger and

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<v Speaker 1>I was a little bit shocked by the answer to that,

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<v Speaker 1>and I went, Jamison, Yeah, I want to I want

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<v Speaker 1>to know why. Again, nothing wrong with everyone loves Jenna Jamison, obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, if you're looking for like a knockout

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<v Speaker 1>or a bombshell, why go to Jenna Jamison and not

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<v Speaker 1>a little more like main like a Pam Anderson or

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<v Speaker 1>a car like Pam Anderson too, like Carmen Electra.

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<v Speaker 2>Like they were all up there. They were all on

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<v Speaker 2>my binder, the binder that almost got banned at school.

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<v Speaker 2>All the guys like looking at it, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>give me a bag, it's mine. But Jenna Jameson just

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<v Speaker 2>stuck with me. She was my background on my Space,

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<v Speaker 2>and I started looking up to her since high school.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't want to say a year because I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know, but yeah, she was because I was I

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<v Speaker 2>was very.

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<v Speaker 1>How do I say this, rebellious, I don't know, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Even know rebellious in that aspect, Hi, libido, Okay. I

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<v Speaker 2>I really enjoyed sex. It was and I've always been

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<v Speaker 2>sort of a I'm trying to word this right. Let's see.

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<v Speaker 2>It started when I was very very young, like just

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<v Speaker 2>the the curiosity of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right? Was it the curiosity of the sex

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<v Speaker 1>then that brought you to someone like Jenna Jamison or

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<v Speaker 1>the curiosity of the stardom? Like, you know, I think

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<v Speaker 1>the way.

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<v Speaker 2>I a little bit of that, a little bit of both.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, because she was a star and I looked

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<v Speaker 2>up to her for that and it you know, you

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<v Speaker 2>could become a famous and a star by doing something

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<v Speaker 2>that you enjoyed doing.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, oh it was something a little that you enjoy doing.

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<v Speaker 1>That from the outside seems fun. Like there's always hardship

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<v Speaker 1>in this industry, and like we said earlier, people don't

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<v Speaker 1>understand like what the job actually entails. But if you're

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<v Speaker 1>just sitting back and you're looking at a porn star,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going, this is one of the most beautiful women

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<v Speaker 1>in the world. Her job is to show up. She

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<v Speaker 1>gets paid half a million dollars to have sex with

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<v Speaker 1>some guy for an hour. What a good look in handsome,

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<v Speaker 1>in shape guy. And then she goes home. It never

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<v Speaker 1>has to think about it again while she counts the

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<v Speaker 1>like from the outside, from the ignorant perspective on the outside,

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<v Speaker 1>you can look at that and go like that that

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<v Speaker 1>is a dream life right there that I'm thinking of, right.

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<v Speaker 2>And there was never the stigma of it or nothing

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<v Speaker 2>really like maybe shy a waf there, you know, lots

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<v Speaker 2>of shaming around it. I didn't realize it was so

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<v Speaker 2>stigmatized until way later I was like, oh wait, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not I'm not supposed to enjoy set like that's what.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, it's see. I can't claim that I went

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<v Speaker 1>to enough years of Catholic school where it was like

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<v Speaker 1>it was like no, no, no, no, no, no, just keep

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<v Speaker 1>that thing in your pants, don't sweat it. And yet

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<v Speaker 1>some of those girls turned out to be the most

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<v Speaker 1>less like promiscuous later in life. And maybe that's what

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<v Speaker 1>can I ask And if it's too personal, don't delve

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<v Speaker 1>into it at all. But the relationship you had with

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<v Speaker 1>sex when you were younger, or the relationship or the

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<v Speaker 1>stigma that was put on was a stigma put on?

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<v Speaker 1>It was it almost like a little bit like you

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<v Speaker 1>you always were kind of bursting to No, let's figure

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<v Speaker 1>out what's interesting about this. Where was your family pretty

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<v Speaker 1>open about like.

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<v Speaker 2>My family's pretty open cool, Like I was never raised

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<v Speaker 2>strictly religious or I mean, there was some shame put

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<v Speaker 2>on certain things that I wasn't allowed to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>certain things openly. But it's sorry. I keep like, my

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<v Speaker 2>mind keeps going the lank.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's okay, You're totally good. This is just a conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>I again, my questions are way too fucking long, So

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<v Speaker 1>I apologize for that. My brain is going tag this

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<v Speaker 1>on the end of it, say this one too, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'll keep it more simple because.

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I'll come into these things thinking I don't need

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<v Speaker 2>to prepare, but then I'm asked questions and and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh wait, let me think about this for a second.

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<v Speaker 1>No, you you are welcome to take as much time

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<v Speaker 1>as you want to think about things. You're totally cool.

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<v Speaker 1>You're totally cool. Uh, let me let me transition into this.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you're pretty open that you're a real mom in

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<v Speaker 1>real life, right, not like these and no offense to them.

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<v Speaker 1>And people have kids young. But sometimes you see in

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<v Speaker 1>the industry at twenty three, twenty four year old girl

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<v Speaker 1>and they go, you're a milth now, and you go,

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<v Speaker 1>oh no, oh wow, that's that seems little early.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>But also at the same time, you talked about some

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<v Speaker 1>of the struggles you might have had. In an article

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<v Speaker 1>I read about you recently about being a mother and

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<v Speaker 1>how sex kind of falls off after that. Can you

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<v Speaker 1>tell me about your experience.

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<v Speaker 2>I think a lot of it when you become a mother,

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<v Speaker 2>and I have, like, I feel like my instincts for

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<v Speaker 2>a healthy level. But I mean I wouldn't sleep when

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<v Speaker 2>much on that, but so I would That was my job, sure,

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<v Speaker 2>That was my identity and I was in that for

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<v Speaker 2>So it, Yeah, it was hard to make time for

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<v Speaker 2>that area of the body too. Sure to put sexual stimulus,

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<v Speaker 2>but also you're feeding your baby. Yeah, those don't I

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't. I couldn't do that. So I didn't like

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<v Speaker 1>Right, And that isolates a whole I mean that prior

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<v Speaker 1>It would be like if a guy said, like, I

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I know it's going to be in the

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<v Speaker 1>way of you doing your whole thing, but just I

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<v Speaker 1>I and it's even a little bigger than that. It's

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<v Speaker 2>So that kind of you know, hindered something too, and

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<v Speaker 2>it took me a long time to push past that way,

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<v Speaker 2>long after I was done breastfeeding and had to kind

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<v Speaker 2>of bring that part of me back that enjoyed that

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<v Speaker 2>in a sexual way.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. Interesting.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, so then you're in this moment, can I ask,

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<v Speaker 1>and again, if anything ever oversteps the line, you just

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<v Speaker 1>say and we'll cut it out in the after effect.

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<v Speaker 1>But was your husband supportive during this time? Did you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you could feel him not slipping away to

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<v Speaker 1>other people or anything like that, but emotionally or sexually

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<v Speaker 1>or physically.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what it became like roommates.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, your roommates with a job, right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm sure everyone else with kids would understand, like

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<v Speaker 2>all the efforts and all your attention and focus and

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<v Speaker 2>mental power physical power is going towards the kids, right,

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<v Speaker 2>we would. We would try to make time for each

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<v Speaker 2>other though at eight We would schedule dates, get grandparents

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<v Speaker 2>to watch kids. We try to reconnect the best that

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<v Speaker 2>we could.

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<v Speaker 1>It takes effort, yeah, would this is a dumb question

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<v Speaker 1>because it's not even achievable. Would it be more achievable

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<v Speaker 1>if kids were on a regular schedule like everyone else,

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<v Speaker 1>like babies? If they were like your baby goes to

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<v Speaker 1>sleep at eight pm, he wakes up around six and

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<v Speaker 1>then you know, he chills the rest of the day

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<v Speaker 1>and then seven hits he really gets Would that make

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<v Speaker 1>it easier or is it it was it spent? Change?

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<v Speaker 2>Would because I wasn't sleeping and when I'm tired, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't do anything. I can't put effort into that

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<v Speaker 2>more or less get off like sure too tired?

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<v Speaker 1>Sure I get that.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean we cared to get off, like I just

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<v Speaker 1>Let me me ask this, did your your husband now is?

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<v Speaker 1>It seems like a central part of your story, but

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<v Speaker 1>also what you do You said, you know early in

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<v Speaker 1>life you were a little bit hyper sexualized in the

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<v Speaker 1>best way possible, in a good way where you you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you brought this idea to him, hey let's make

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<v Speaker 1>this transition, was he like, I kind of knew this

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<v Speaker 1>was common, like she's a wild chick before all this

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<v Speaker 1>kid stuff happened.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if he knew it was coming, because

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<v Speaker 2>I had already moved into this uh mom role for

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<v Speaker 2>so long right that it almost was like, no, that

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<v Speaker 2>she's not like that anymore kind of thing. So I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know if he expected it, because when him and

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<v Speaker 2>I met, I was on my hunt for husband, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>I was not in it for just fun, was more serious.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, I need a serious relationship. I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>just fucking around. Literally, I'm not just not just partying

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<v Speaker 2>and having one night stands or anything. So where our

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<v Speaker 2>relationships started, it started on a note that this was

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<v Speaker 2>very monogamous. I guess I wasn't too. I mean, we

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<v Speaker 2>enjoyed our sex life dating, but it wasn't crazy adventurous. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>so so I don't. I wouldn't say he expected it.

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<v Speaker 2>My mom did though.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's mom got it though, she understood right off

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<v Speaker 1>the bat. Yeah, yeah, okay, So when you present this

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<v Speaker 1>to him, the idea and talk me through that your TikTok.

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<v Speaker 1>You're doing family content, you're doing safe for work stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>I assume it wasn't any chance at all with your

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<v Speaker 1>busy life. Do you watch Euphoria at all? Or no?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right. The people were catching shit about this

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<v Speaker 1>and everything else in the first few episodes of this season.

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<v Speaker 1>Sydney Sweeney's characters trying to be a safer work but

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<v Speaker 1>edgy racy type thing. Right. I understand that does work sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't think that can work unless you have

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<v Speaker 1>the additional on the stuffing. Maybe you can, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>So that wasn't in any way what you were doing.

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<v Speaker 1>You were completely safe for work all, you know, bundled

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<v Speaker 1>up and there was no Trapstnahan.

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<v Speaker 2>It solely started getting into little thirst traps. And then

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<v Speaker 2>my family that followed me.

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<v Speaker 1>Was like, the fuck are you doing what? Fish?

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<v Speaker 2>I had some of my family blog me because of it,

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<v Speaker 2>But it's not content for you.

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<v Speaker 1>So so though you're doing this type of content and

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<v Speaker 1>you go to your husband eventually at some point and

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<v Speaker 1>you go, let's let's let's go the let's go the

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<v Speaker 1>opposite direction, let's take the kids out of these videos.

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<v Speaker 1>And also the clothes. I wonder did he embrace it

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<v Speaker 1>like right away or was it one of.

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<v Speaker 2>The know it was it was slowly like a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit of okay, so we you know, from the start,

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<v Speaker 2>we set our boundaries. Okay, so it's just me. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>just showing boops, you know, just you know, lude you know,

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<v Speaker 2>a little nipple here and there. And slowly it was like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you push it, you push it a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit because you want to do a little more. And

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<v Speaker 2>and I had people trying to push my boundaries too, sure,

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<v Speaker 2>and it was a learning process of am I comfortable

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<v Speaker 2>with this or am I just doing it because they

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<v Speaker 2>want to give me this amount of money? So a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of times they would they would push and I'd

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<v Speaker 2>be like, wait a second, I'm not doing this for them.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing this for me, so I need to enjoy it. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>And but yeah, eventually I was like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>could really use a little extra appendage in my videos.

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<v Speaker 2>And he was like, okay, as long as my face

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't show, and I was like, okay, we can do that, right.

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<v Speaker 2>So but but starting it was the best thing we

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<v Speaker 2>could have done for our relationship because this really ignited

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<v Speaker 2>things for us. We hadn't been this close since before babies,

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<v Speaker 2>so it it changed everything for the better.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't obviously tell me what the job is, but are

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<v Speaker 1>you and your husband would you consider yourselves creatives or

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<v Speaker 1>is that something you kind of had to learn? Like

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<v Speaker 1>did you have an idea on editing and style and

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<v Speaker 1>what you or is that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that was kind of something I've always been into. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I used to back to like Jenna Jameson and Carmen

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<v Speaker 2>Electra actually used to photoshop my face on Carmen Electra's body.

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<v Speaker 1>Me too, so I had.

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<v Speaker 2>A little experience with that and it, uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I did a webmastering classes before. I actually enjoy editing

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<v Speaker 2>a lot. Yeah, I learned a lot from editing. Like

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<v Speaker 2>when I'm going back through my scenes and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>this was not a good position. We're never doing that

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<v Speaker 2>on again, and or I'll be like, okay, so you

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<v Speaker 2>see what you did there, don't do that. So I

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy it. It's like all a whole.

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<v Speaker 1>Like it just yeah, yeah, yeah, So let's talk about

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<v Speaker 1>some of your content, right. We initially start with telling

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<v Speaker 1>the husband it's a nipple, don't sweat it. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>gonna show a couple of them. What is the first

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<v Speaker 1>boundary that we went like, I assume we had that

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<v Speaker 1>sounds like set hard boundaries early and not imposed in

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<v Speaker 1>a negative way by him, But just the conversation you had,

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<v Speaker 1>this is this is all we're gonna do, which ironically

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<v Speaker 1>might feel a little bit like euphoria this season as well,

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<v Speaker 1>because I thought it wasn't. At some point she was like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just topless, don't sweat it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's how it starts for a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, sure, for sure, Sure you have to talk someone

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<v Speaker 1>into it a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>You got to have a starting point, and you need

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<v Speaker 2>to see what you're comfortable with and push boundaries where

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<v Speaker 2>you feel they need to be. If you push ones

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<v Speaker 2>you don't like, you reel it back.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, okay, so what was the was the first boundary?

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<v Speaker 1>Then full nudity where you're like, I think I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to show the last off okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and then I was like, what after that? I

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<v Speaker 2>think after that it.

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<v Speaker 1>Was him sure, okay, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Then yeah, we slowly evolved from there.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So was there any pushback or did

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<v Speaker 1>he kind of get it? Did you wait for the

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<v Speaker 1>growth to happen and then you could I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>the best way you can present it. Look, I'm showing

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<v Speaker 1>my tits and this is the growth we're seeing. These

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<v Speaker 1>are the positive comments I'm getting? Or was it? It's

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<v Speaker 1>just an easy going okay?

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<v Speaker 2>It helps seeing Oh wow, this much money is coming in. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>what else can we do?

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<v Speaker 1>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, all right, give him a little more motivation to

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<v Speaker 2>be my little co performer and make time for it

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<v Speaker 2>and make treat it as a job.

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<v Speaker 1>Was that always in your head where you like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>he's not listening to this, don't worry. Were you always

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<v Speaker 1>deviously planning like eventually I'll get him on camera, like

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<v Speaker 1>we know where this is going. Yeah, okay, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, all right, that's actually fucking sweet. By the way,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not for all the all the people who are

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<v Speaker 1>going to judge performers and everything else and be like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh wow, Caras, she's just some no offense. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>saying this. This is the nameless person. She's just some

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<v Speaker 1>slot your hod.

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<v Speaker 2>Which I hear a lot all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, Sure, your whole intention was I'd like to get

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<v Speaker 1>closer to my husband after creating this beautiful family. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know how anyone can like hear that and then

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<v Speaker 1>it's just pure anger. If anyone's sitting there going wow,

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<v Speaker 1>fuck her. Still, it's like, yeah, yady here man, let

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<v Speaker 1>everyone live their life.

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<v Speaker 2>Gives a shit.

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<v Speaker 1>So did you have carry over? I assume you did

424
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<v Speaker 1>because you had a platform before, But did you have

425
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<v Speaker 1>any carryover you recognized from TikTok? Was there like Jeff

426
00:26:05.799 --> 00:26:08.200
<v Speaker 1>Smith one two four, who was always Yeah, there was.

427
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<v Speaker 2>A lot of really, and that's kind of why I

428
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<v Speaker 2>think I became as successful as I did, because I

429
00:26:14.279 --> 00:26:17.880
<v Speaker 2>already had a platform, right and even though it was

430
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<v Speaker 2>safe for work, you know those married men still uh yeah,

431
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<v Speaker 2>So there was a there was a lot.

432
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, what was the transition like from that to that?

433
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<v Speaker 1>And I'm talking more on the on the production or

434
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<v Speaker 1>the admin side. Like with TikTok, I assume you go,

435
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<v Speaker 1>I'm always going to put something up safe, so we're

436
00:26:41.559 --> 00:26:43.720
<v Speaker 1>not going to try and get in trouble, and we'll

437
00:26:43.759 --> 00:26:46.240
<v Speaker 1>do this and that. But did you then go back?

438
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<v Speaker 1>Were you always such a big fan of porn you

439
00:26:48.319 --> 00:26:50.559
<v Speaker 1>were like, no, I already have the camera angles planned

440
00:26:50.559 --> 00:26:52.160
<v Speaker 1>in your mind. Or did you have to go and

441
00:26:52.200 --> 00:26:56.119
<v Speaker 1>like reference other things? Did you have to go reference

442
00:26:56.160 --> 00:26:59.559
<v Speaker 1>other people's porn? Other OnlyFans creators And I definitely.

443
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<v Speaker 2>Get inspiration from other things. If you look at what

444
00:27:03.440 --> 00:27:07.160
<v Speaker 2>we do now versus what we started doing, there's been

445
00:27:07.240 --> 00:27:12.400
<v Speaker 2>growth with our performance, with our camera angles, with our

446
00:27:14.759 --> 00:27:23.519
<v Speaker 2>our quality of camera and yeah, there's always stuff to

447
00:27:23.559 --> 00:27:27.799
<v Speaker 2>build on, you know, like it's it was good, it's

448
00:27:27.839 --> 00:27:31.319
<v Speaker 2>better now and it can it can get better too. Sure.

449
00:27:31.559 --> 00:27:36.359
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So yeah, what was the first moment where you went, oh, fuck,

450
00:27:36.440 --> 00:27:39.359
<v Speaker 1>this could be a business. Like, was it the first

451
00:27:39.359 --> 00:27:41.799
<v Speaker 1>month you saw an explosion and you were like wow?

452
00:27:41.960 --> 00:27:44.519
<v Speaker 1>Or was it a gradual Yeah?

453
00:27:44.519 --> 00:27:47.319
<v Speaker 2>It probably was because when I had an influx of

454
00:27:47.359 --> 00:27:50.480
<v Speaker 2>people come in from TikTok, I was like, Okay, this

455
00:27:50.680 --> 00:27:53.079
<v Speaker 2>is what we're doing now, this is my life, this

456
00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:54.799
<v Speaker 2>is this is my job.

457
00:27:55.079 --> 00:27:59.359
<v Speaker 1>Sure, sure, you're always going to get an initial burst.

458
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<v Speaker 1>So if I'm wrong on this, that's totally fine, you

459
00:28:02.160 --> 00:28:04.680
<v Speaker 1>can correct me. But everyone always gets the initial burst,

460
00:28:04.799 --> 00:28:07.720
<v Speaker 1>especially that you had a platform already. Did you ever

461
00:28:07.799 --> 00:28:10.960
<v Speaker 1>have like a dross a slow little dropdown and how

462
00:28:11.000 --> 00:28:13.559
<v Speaker 1>did that? Did that discourage you at all or did

463
00:28:13.599 --> 00:28:15.279
<v Speaker 1>you just go no, fuck it, we gotta be Yeah.

464
00:28:15.279 --> 00:28:17.599
<v Speaker 2>I was discouraging because I was like, I'm losing them,

465
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<v Speaker 2>I'm losing them. But it's you got to keep at

466
00:28:22.000 --> 00:28:26.039
<v Speaker 2>it because you're bringing in new people all the time,

467
00:28:26.440 --> 00:28:29.480
<v Speaker 2>so you got to focus on not only the content

468
00:28:29.559 --> 00:28:32.559
<v Speaker 2>that is the explicit stuff, but the content that will

469
00:28:32.559 --> 00:28:38.240
<v Speaker 2>bring people in. Right, So there's a balance, yeah, yeah,

470
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<v Speaker 2>And that's why it's like, there's no set amount of income,

471
00:28:42.559 --> 00:28:44.519
<v Speaker 2>it's just how much do you want to.

472
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<v Speaker 1>And that's why it's so beneficial to you. Thank goodness,

473
00:28:49.400 --> 00:28:51.880
<v Speaker 1>right that you your husband's good with his job and

474
00:28:51.880 --> 00:28:54.079
<v Speaker 1>you can take care of Like we said earlier, no

475
00:28:54.119 --> 00:28:57.160
<v Speaker 1>one never goes oh more money yuck. But at the

476
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<v Speaker 1>same time, if your rent's counting on it, that's a

477
00:29:00.440 --> 00:29:01.880
<v Speaker 1>much more dire.

478
00:29:01.759 --> 00:29:04.720
<v Speaker 2>So, which would be way more motivating.

479
00:29:04.440 --> 00:29:08.599
<v Speaker 1>Right, motivating, but also also potentially push you to maybe

480
00:29:08.680 --> 00:29:13.759
<v Speaker 1>cross boundaries, right, and that's not the relationship you've built

481
00:29:13.960 --> 00:29:19.240
<v Speaker 1>with both the platform and with your family, right right, Yeah, Yeah,

482
00:29:19.279 --> 00:29:22.000
<v Speaker 1>when you're creating content. One of my favorite stories. I've

483
00:29:22.160 --> 00:29:24.359
<v Speaker 1>counted this a few times, but I interviewed Lily Bell

484
00:29:24.519 --> 00:29:27.000
<v Speaker 1>and Lily Bell as a speak little girl. Yeah, she's great.

485
00:29:27.799 --> 00:29:30.319
<v Speaker 1>She told me about this. I asked her what kind

486
00:29:30.359 --> 00:29:32.160
<v Speaker 1>of stuff do you want to produce? And she goes,

487
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<v Speaker 1>I want to do this lesbian scene and I want

488
00:29:34.440 --> 00:29:37.079
<v Speaker 1>it to be very artistic and blah blah blah. I

489
00:29:37.079 --> 00:29:39.680
<v Speaker 1>think it would be perfect. It's in my mind. I

490
00:29:39.720 --> 00:29:42.319
<v Speaker 1>love it. I go, how well would that sell? And

491
00:29:42.400 --> 00:29:46.079
<v Speaker 1>she goes, not very well at all? Okay, Unfortunately, because

492
00:29:46.200 --> 00:29:48.200
<v Speaker 1>there's a market for certain things, there's a market for

493
00:29:48.240 --> 00:29:51.759
<v Speaker 1>certain other things. How do you balance something you're passionate

494
00:29:51.759 --> 00:29:56.279
<v Speaker 1>about versus something you know you're going to want to sell? Like,

495
00:29:56.799 --> 00:29:59.480
<v Speaker 1>is there do you have to try and find a

496
00:29:59.519 --> 00:30:01.319
<v Speaker 1>middle grand between these things?

497
00:30:01.480 --> 00:30:03.680
<v Speaker 2>I think so, because you've got to do what you

498
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:08.920
<v Speaker 2>like doing. You got to make the content you enjoy.

499
00:30:11.079 --> 00:30:14.799
<v Speaker 2>There's I mean, there's a push for for certain things

500
00:30:16.400 --> 00:30:20.599
<v Speaker 2>that important stars get asked like that don't do certain

501
00:30:20.640 --> 00:30:25.799
<v Speaker 2>things to do it and like but stuff. Sure, and

502
00:30:25.839 --> 00:30:28.160
<v Speaker 2>there's there's a big push for that for everyone to

503
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<v Speaker 2>do that. And if you don't enjoy it, for one,

504
00:30:33.599 --> 00:30:36.160
<v Speaker 2>it's probably going to show on camera. That you don't

505
00:30:36.240 --> 00:30:41.039
<v Speaker 2>enjoy it, sure, but that I mean, why would you

506
00:30:41.079 --> 00:30:46.559
<v Speaker 2>want to make content? I don't know how to No,

507
00:30:46.759 --> 00:30:48.079
<v Speaker 2>that makes sense.

508
00:30:47.400 --> 00:30:52.200
<v Speaker 1>Its again, I think it goes back to when people

509
00:30:52.319 --> 00:30:56.480
<v Speaker 1>cross over from this is a passion thing into this

510
00:30:56.559 --> 00:31:00.440
<v Speaker 1>is a business. Right. I totally, I totally underst stand

511
00:31:00.480 --> 00:31:02.599
<v Speaker 1>when people say these are my hard lines. I've interviewed

512
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<v Speaker 1>Sarah Jay. Sarah Jay is a storied career, has never

513
00:31:05.759 --> 00:31:07.839
<v Speaker 1>done an anal scene, will never do an anal scene,

514
00:31:07.880 --> 00:31:10.960
<v Speaker 1>has no interest in doing an anal scene. Totally get that.

515
00:31:11.599 --> 00:31:16.160
<v Speaker 1>But I think maybe when people are now we talk

516
00:31:16.200 --> 00:31:18.920
<v Speaker 1>about commenters, I don't give a shit about who's pushing

517
00:31:18.920 --> 00:31:20.839
<v Speaker 1>you to do whatever, But if in your own life

518
00:31:20.839 --> 00:31:23.119
<v Speaker 1>you're feeling like I am a little bit pushed to

519
00:31:23.200 --> 00:31:25.240
<v Speaker 1>do this, I think you just have to sit back

520
00:31:25.240 --> 00:31:27.680
<v Speaker 1>and assess yourself and go, am I really or am

521
00:31:27.680 --> 00:31:30.119
<v Speaker 1>I trying to make other people happy with it?

522
00:31:30.240 --> 00:31:34.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Right? Yeah? And that's something too that because I

523
00:31:34.119 --> 00:31:37.200
<v Speaker 2>would back when I was doing custom videos, people would

524
00:31:37.200 --> 00:31:42.559
<v Speaker 2>request certain things like anal like ture, and I was like, well,

525
00:31:42.640 --> 00:31:45.640
<v Speaker 2>I guess it's not like my favorite thing, but you're

526
00:31:45.680 --> 00:31:48.720
<v Speaker 2>offering this, and maybe I could do a custom for

527
00:31:48.799 --> 00:31:52.519
<v Speaker 2>it just as once. Sure, and then they come back

528
00:31:53.359 --> 00:31:56.319
<v Speaker 2>you're like, can I get another one like that? Like,

529
00:31:57.079 --> 00:32:01.960
<v Speaker 2>I guess, But the whole time it's like, you know,

530
00:32:02.039 --> 00:32:07.640
<v Speaker 2>doesn't get me off? Sure against you? That's it. So

531
00:32:09.480 --> 00:32:12.440
<v Speaker 2>I had to reel that back. Sure, So I was like,

532
00:32:12.519 --> 00:32:15.240
<v Speaker 2>you know what, I don't. I don't offer it anymore.

533
00:32:15.279 --> 00:32:18.880
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, Sure, Okay, all right? You do a lot of

534
00:32:18.880 --> 00:32:22.000
<v Speaker 1>fun roleplay stuff, and you're at this great point where

535
00:32:22.519 --> 00:32:25.480
<v Speaker 1>you're beautiful enough to be Stepsis and and you look

536
00:32:25.559 --> 00:32:28.079
<v Speaker 1>great and whatever. And then also you can apply the

537
00:32:28.119 --> 00:32:32.720
<v Speaker 1>milk roll if you want. What is the trick in

538
00:32:32.839 --> 00:32:35.079
<v Speaker 1>doing role play to you? Have? You? Do you have

539
00:32:35.119 --> 00:32:35.880
<v Speaker 1>any kind of like.

540
00:32:36.279 --> 00:32:41.359
<v Speaker 2>Have a little bit of a sorry, I'm not good

541
00:32:41.359 --> 00:32:44.920
<v Speaker 2>with words. I guess I have a routine. Okay, yes,

542
00:32:44.960 --> 00:32:47.920
<v Speaker 2>you would say, so as I'm doing my makeup and

543
00:32:47.960 --> 00:32:52.920
<v Speaker 2>here I'll be kind of going through, okay, what's our

544
00:32:52.920 --> 00:32:55.359
<v Speaker 2>scene today? Usually that you don't even know what we're

545
00:32:55.400 --> 00:32:57.440
<v Speaker 2>doing until I'm doing my makeup, because I need to

546
00:32:57.480 --> 00:32:58.680
<v Speaker 2>know how I'm going to do my makeup.

547
00:32:58.799 --> 00:33:03.319
<v Speaker 4>Sure, Like, okay, am I doing more of like the

548
00:33:03.359 --> 00:33:08.799
<v Speaker 4>big lashes and you know, freckles or pigtails?

549
00:33:09.119 --> 00:33:12.720
<v Speaker 2>It depends on what we're doing, right, So I'll get

550
00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:16.599
<v Speaker 2>into character while I'm doing my makeup and here like, okay,

551
00:33:16.599 --> 00:33:19.119
<v Speaker 2>we're doing steps Is today, So I'll be like, start

552
00:33:19.160 --> 00:33:25.920
<v Speaker 2>getting my steps is nude and like its kind of

553
00:33:26.839 --> 00:33:32.359
<v Speaker 2>playing with what lines I'm going to say and just

554
00:33:32.400 --> 00:33:35.720
<v Speaker 2>get in that mental space. But if I'm doing the

555
00:33:36.000 --> 00:33:38.880
<v Speaker 2>step mom, I'm going to be a little bit more.

556
00:33:39.680 --> 00:33:41.759
<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm not going to have pigtails, and so

557
00:33:41.799 --> 00:33:46.880
<v Speaker 2>I'll be like probably more more like this, and I'll

558
00:33:46.880 --> 00:33:50.440
<v Speaker 2>start getting into lines and rehearsing them and getting in

559
00:33:50.440 --> 00:33:51.599
<v Speaker 2>that mindset for that.

560
00:33:52.640 --> 00:33:57.039
<v Speaker 1>Okay, Okay. I've been with my wife for eighteen years now.

561
00:33:57.119 --> 00:33:59.440
<v Speaker 1>I think we met when we were like nineteen years old,

562
00:33:59.559 --> 00:34:03.079
<v Speaker 1>and only recently did I try and get her into

563
00:34:03.200 --> 00:34:07.640
<v Speaker 1>dirty talking, okay. And the problem is we are both

564
00:34:07.720 --> 00:34:12.519
<v Speaker 1>so sarcastic and sardonic, and you know, like I'd be like, ooh,

565
00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:15.440
<v Speaker 1>you like when I grab your tits and she'd be like, yeah,

566
00:34:15.599 --> 00:34:18.880
<v Speaker 1>it feels real nice facts and it's like, oh you

567
00:34:19.079 --> 00:34:20.719
<v Speaker 1>just like my dick's gone. Now.

568
00:34:20.920 --> 00:34:24.679
<v Speaker 2>I'm kind of like that a little bit too. That's

569
00:34:24.679 --> 00:34:28.920
<v Speaker 2>that's us actually a difficult thing dirty talking, and for me,

570
00:34:30.079 --> 00:34:35.159
<v Speaker 2>it's a whole other thing besides just performing your hat.

571
00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:37.880
<v Speaker 2>I mean, it goes with it, but it's another layer

572
00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:43.559
<v Speaker 2>to it, and knowing what to say in the right tone.

573
00:34:44.920 --> 00:34:48.199
<v Speaker 2>There's things I've said and they come out like like

574
00:34:48.239 --> 00:34:50.840
<v Speaker 2>I didn't That's not what I wanted to say, and

575
00:34:50.920 --> 00:34:57.679
<v Speaker 2>it makes it awkward. And but also comedy is like

576
00:34:58.880 --> 00:35:02.039
<v Speaker 2>in the back of my brain to so I'll be like, oh,

577
00:35:02.360 --> 00:35:05.320
<v Speaker 2>you want to get me pregnant again and we have

578
00:35:05.400 --> 00:35:13.079
<v Speaker 2>to deal with the sleepless baby on the like that's

579
00:35:13.119 --> 00:35:16.280
<v Speaker 2>what comes in my mind when that stuff pops.

580
00:35:16.079 --> 00:35:18.079
<v Speaker 1>Up and you can't put that out right. Have you

581
00:35:18.079 --> 00:35:20.880
<v Speaker 1>ever done like a funny one like that? I wonder

582
00:35:20.840 --> 00:35:23.320
<v Speaker 1>to know, see I wonder if that's like the Lily

583
00:35:23.360 --> 00:35:25.400
<v Speaker 1>Bell thing. Like all I want to do is see

584
00:35:25.440 --> 00:35:28.199
<v Speaker 1>a scene of you shooting something funny and then at

585
00:35:28.199 --> 00:35:30.519
<v Speaker 1>the end I would be like, you know, okay, I

586
00:35:30.519 --> 00:35:32.400
<v Speaker 1>don't need to watch that again, but it was.

587
00:35:35.519 --> 00:35:40.079
<v Speaker 2>I have I have bloopers that I'll send out that's funny, okay,

588
00:35:40.239 --> 00:35:44.280
<v Speaker 2>of just the process of or like you know, the

589
00:35:44.400 --> 00:35:47.840
<v Speaker 2>clip of like him in position air humping just to

590
00:35:47.920 --> 00:35:52.400
<v Speaker 2>make sure the camera like it's catching everything and just

591
00:35:52.480 --> 00:35:56.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, just flaccid, just just going for it, just

592
00:35:56.719 --> 00:36:01.119
<v Speaker 2>making sure. We gotta make sure sure and or like

593
00:36:02.880 --> 00:36:06.760
<v Speaker 2>just like certain positions will make me like sucking a

594
00:36:06.760 --> 00:36:15.800
<v Speaker 2>lot of air, just you know, letting those rip. That's

595
00:36:15.840 --> 00:36:17.599
<v Speaker 2>all in like bloopers and stuff.

596
00:36:19.039 --> 00:36:21.800
<v Speaker 1>Let me ask though, as as a real mom when

597
00:36:21.800 --> 00:36:24.719
<v Speaker 1>you're doing a step mom scene or anything like that

598
00:36:25.719 --> 00:36:30.639
<v Speaker 1>is the key to just separate how it? Yeah, it's

599
00:36:30.639 --> 00:36:33.440
<v Speaker 1>a weird thing, right, Yeah, how do you intercept? And

600
00:36:33.599 --> 00:36:37.199
<v Speaker 1>was that ever a boundary where you were like first

601
00:36:37.360 --> 00:36:37.800
<v Speaker 1>I was.

602
00:36:37.920 --> 00:36:40.599
<v Speaker 2>Like, there's no way I'm doing that. It's too close

603
00:36:40.599 --> 00:36:46.159
<v Speaker 2>to home, right, And but there was. And that goes

604
00:36:46.199 --> 00:36:50.039
<v Speaker 2>back to the doing things you like versus doing things

605
00:36:50.079 --> 00:36:54.760
<v Speaker 2>that sell. Right. Even though Steps just does good, but

606
00:36:55.039 --> 00:36:59.519
<v Speaker 2>my milk step Mom does really good. So I enjoy

607
00:36:59.599 --> 00:37:03.280
<v Speaker 2>the Steps this content probably like just being kind of

608
00:37:03.599 --> 00:37:07.679
<v Speaker 2>playful with it. The stepmom stuff, I enjoy it, but

609
00:37:07.880 --> 00:37:15.119
<v Speaker 2>not as much. But there's a there's more people like it.

610
00:37:16.199 --> 00:37:20.960
<v Speaker 2>People just love it. So I'm like, okay, And but yeah,

611
00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:30.079
<v Speaker 2>there is a separation. I have to because sometimes it

612
00:37:30.119 --> 00:37:33.000
<v Speaker 2>can feel a little yes.

613
00:37:32.800 --> 00:37:35.519
<v Speaker 1>So how do you push yourself away from that? If

614
00:37:35.519 --> 00:37:36.920
<v Speaker 1>it feels I do it?

615
00:37:38.639 --> 00:37:41.719
<v Speaker 2>You're just trying to, like, how.

616
00:37:41.599 --> 00:37:43.599
<v Speaker 1>The do I do that, Jesus, If.

617
00:37:43.559 --> 00:37:49.239
<v Speaker 2>I do that, I think I think of a guy husband, sure,

618
00:37:50.480 --> 00:37:56.239
<v Speaker 2>in terms of a younger guy, but not like a.

619
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<v Speaker 1>Different steps sound sure, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay.

620
00:38:00.079 --> 00:38:02.800
<v Speaker 2>You know, like a younger guy like twenty three gotcha?

621
00:38:03.280 --> 00:38:03.679
<v Speaker 1>Gotcha?

622
00:38:03.960 --> 00:38:06.719
<v Speaker 2>Okay, and it kind of has that like, oh, I'm

623
00:38:06.760 --> 00:38:11.000
<v Speaker 2>more more sure, more experience than you kind of feel. Still,

624
00:38:11.119 --> 00:38:17.119
<v Speaker 2>but it's not my step son, gotcha, and he's not

625
00:38:17.320 --> 00:38:17.920
<v Speaker 2>that young.

626
00:38:18.199 --> 00:38:21.639
<v Speaker 1>Okay. Thank you for clarifying. You wanted to make sure. Okay,

627
00:38:23.199 --> 00:38:26.360
<v Speaker 1>Now you did your first girl girl seeing right with

628
00:38:26.880 --> 00:38:29.239
<v Speaker 1>a person I had on this show, I believe if

629
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<v Speaker 1>it's wrong, Mazie Mazie Monroe, Yeah, I love her. I

630
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<v Speaker 1>think she's an artist, a kid.

631
00:38:34.559 --> 00:38:34.840
<v Speaker 2>Right.

632
00:38:35.400 --> 00:38:39.119
<v Speaker 1>How did that come about? And and was that a boundary?

633
00:38:39.360 --> 00:38:41.599
<v Speaker 1>Because again to the audience that says I talk about

634
00:38:41.599 --> 00:38:44.360
<v Speaker 1>my life too much, I've always told my wife you

635
00:38:44.400 --> 00:38:47.559
<v Speaker 1>can cheat not you can. You can cheat on me

636
00:38:47.599 --> 00:38:49.320
<v Speaker 1>with a guy, you can't cheat on me with a girl.

637
00:38:49.320 --> 00:38:51.559
<v Speaker 1>And by that I mean I don't want you.

638
00:38:51.840 --> 00:38:53.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm in that, that's where your boundaries are. For that.

639
00:38:54.239 --> 00:38:55.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm an apple. I don't want you hooking up with

640
00:38:56.000 --> 00:38:58.719
<v Speaker 1>other apples. If you need an orange, just let me

641
00:38:58.840 --> 00:39:01.599
<v Speaker 1>know and like, you know, maybe like a watch who

642
00:39:01.599 --> 00:39:04.440
<v Speaker 1>fucking knows, Yeah, just tell me details about it later.

643
00:39:04.880 --> 00:39:08.920
<v Speaker 1>So I assume again we start the boundaries on. I'm

644
00:39:09.079 --> 00:39:12.360
<v Speaker 1>just showing my tits, I swear, and now you're like, hey,

645
00:39:12.679 --> 00:39:14.960
<v Speaker 1>I think I want to go down on this chick?

646
00:39:15.360 --> 00:39:15.480
<v Speaker 2>Right?

647
00:39:15.760 --> 00:39:18.320
<v Speaker 1>How do we grow into that? Was it simply just

648
00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:19.400
<v Speaker 1>the success of the only thing.

649
00:39:19.519 --> 00:39:22.719
<v Speaker 2>I wanted to give the fans a little bit something more.

650
00:39:23.039 --> 00:39:27.599
<v Speaker 2>I was like, We've been doing this, I'm not collaborating

651
00:39:27.679 --> 00:39:31.559
<v Speaker 2>with other men, but I still want to give them

652
00:39:31.559 --> 00:39:35.000
<v Speaker 2>something different. We've done different role plays, I've done a

653
00:39:35.000 --> 00:39:38.280
<v Speaker 2>little cosplay. I was like, what else can we add?

654
00:39:39.519 --> 00:39:44.320
<v Speaker 2>So but a fan was like, oh, would you ever

655
00:39:44.559 --> 00:39:48.719
<v Speaker 2>collaborate with another person that I really like? And I

656
00:39:48.800 --> 00:39:52.199
<v Speaker 2>was like, oh, okay. So I talked to my husband

657
00:39:52.199 --> 00:39:52.639
<v Speaker 2>about it.

658
00:39:52.800 --> 00:39:54.280
<v Speaker 1>Sure, and we're like.

659
00:39:54.239 --> 00:39:57.519
<v Speaker 2>Well, you know, you can be there or not and

660
00:39:58.119 --> 00:40:06.280
<v Speaker 2>we'll just do something light and it went well, Like

661
00:40:06.360 --> 00:40:07.719
<v Speaker 2>he was he recorded it.

662
00:40:08.480 --> 00:40:10.719
<v Speaker 1>Now, did you present to him that it was Mazie

663
00:40:10.719 --> 00:40:12.800
<v Speaker 1>Monroe and go through it or were you like, like

664
00:40:12.840 --> 00:40:16.559
<v Speaker 1>to do something with another performer here's Lexington Steele. Was

665
00:40:16.559 --> 00:40:19.239
<v Speaker 1>it was the you weren't going to surprise him with anything.

666
00:40:19.239 --> 00:40:21.000
<v Speaker 1>I assume you go into this and you go one hundred.

667
00:40:21.400 --> 00:40:22.519
<v Speaker 1>Actually the person because.

668
00:40:22.400 --> 00:40:25.880
<v Speaker 2>We met her before we ever did anything, gotcha?

669
00:40:26.000 --> 00:40:26.360
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

670
00:40:26.440 --> 00:40:30.039
<v Speaker 2>So so when I was like, oh, I think i'd

671
00:40:30.079 --> 00:40:33.639
<v Speaker 2>want to collab with Mazie, he was like, oh that's

672
00:40:33.679 --> 00:40:34.599
<v Speaker 2>that girl we met it.

673
00:40:35.280 --> 00:40:40.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, okay, okay, all right, So then tell me

674
00:40:40.320 --> 00:40:44.679
<v Speaker 1>about that collaboration and what did that teach you? Did you, Mazie,

675
00:40:44.719 --> 00:40:47.320
<v Speaker 1>I assume was already like well established at this point

676
00:40:47.360 --> 00:40:49.920
<v Speaker 1>and had a career. Did you kind of give up

677
00:40:49.960 --> 00:40:51.840
<v Speaker 1>controls on this and go what would you do? Was

678
00:40:51.840 --> 00:40:53.079
<v Speaker 1>it a fully fifty to fifty?

679
00:40:53.320 --> 00:40:55.559
<v Speaker 2>I think I kind of put it in her control

680
00:40:55.599 --> 00:40:59.639
<v Speaker 2>a little bit because she's been with girls before. I

681
00:40:59.719 --> 00:41:02.360
<v Speaker 2>mean I have back in the day, but like as

682
00:41:02.400 --> 00:41:03.599
<v Speaker 2>little drunk hookups.

683
00:41:03.719 --> 00:41:06.039
<v Speaker 1>Sure not not this and not.

684
00:41:05.960 --> 00:41:10.800
<v Speaker 2>Her performance, not a but I mean there's some crossover

685
00:41:11.239 --> 00:41:16.360
<v Speaker 2>from being with my husband performing. We know camera angles,

686
00:41:16.880 --> 00:41:20.039
<v Speaker 2>we know how to put on a performance. So but

687
00:41:20.119 --> 00:41:24.400
<v Speaker 2>she kind of took the lead on because I'd never

688
00:41:24.480 --> 00:41:29.199
<v Speaker 2>scissored before, neither waiting. It's like how do I do this?

689
00:41:29.320 --> 00:41:32.840
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, oh, we need lube? Oh, like

690
00:41:33.239 --> 00:41:37.719
<v Speaker 2>because I didn't know, sure, and it was a learning experience.

691
00:41:37.760 --> 00:41:41.360
<v Speaker 2>But that's what made it fun too, all this new stuff.

692
00:41:41.719 --> 00:41:44.400
<v Speaker 1>So you had, like, you know, hookups in the past

693
00:41:44.480 --> 00:41:47.760
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, but this is like the first time. This

694
00:41:47.880 --> 00:41:50.360
<v Speaker 1>is like a real like I'm doing something a little

695
00:41:50.400 --> 00:41:53.360
<v Speaker 1>bisexual here I'm doing Was that a turn on for you?

696
00:41:53.519 --> 00:41:57.320
<v Speaker 1>Was it a fear for you? I assume you weren't.

697
00:41:56.719 --> 00:42:02.280
<v Speaker 2>About doing it? Right? Does it feel good?

698
00:42:03.760 --> 00:42:07.360
<v Speaker 5>Because I, you know, I've done that with man and

699
00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:11.519
<v Speaker 5>I'm kind of I've gotten good at that, but like

700
00:42:11.719 --> 00:42:14.440
<v Speaker 5>how many fingers you want to lick the same time.

701
00:42:14.360 --> 00:42:19.679
<v Speaker 1>Like you've had the parts, but it's almost like you're

702
00:42:19.760 --> 00:42:23.920
<v Speaker 1>learning how to work with a new version of it, right, yeah, okay,

703
00:42:24.119 --> 00:42:24.679
<v Speaker 1>all right.

704
00:42:25.480 --> 00:42:27.360
<v Speaker 2>And that's what made it fun to you though, because

705
00:42:27.480 --> 00:42:34.639
<v Speaker 2>I love learning the stuff. I like a challenge. And yeah,

706
00:42:34.800 --> 00:42:36.039
<v Speaker 2>sure it was good.

707
00:42:36.400 --> 00:42:38.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you'll say Mazie was the best teacher in

708
00:42:38.599 --> 00:42:40.800
<v Speaker 1>the world. But let me just ask this. Did it

709
00:42:40.840 --> 00:42:44.320
<v Speaker 1>feel like a huge step for you or once it started?

710
00:42:44.400 --> 00:42:45.639
<v Speaker 1>Were you comfortable?

711
00:42:45.719 --> 00:42:48.239
<v Speaker 2>Were you like, h once I started it was, I

712
00:42:48.280 --> 00:42:52.119
<v Speaker 2>was comfortable, gotcha? Gotch I was like, okay, this is

713
00:42:52.159 --> 00:42:57.159
<v Speaker 2>this is easier than I thought. Okay, And and it

714
00:42:57.199 --> 00:42:57.840
<v Speaker 2>turned out good.

715
00:42:58.159 --> 00:43:01.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So what did you learn from that

716
00:43:01.840 --> 00:43:06.039
<v Speaker 1>first girl girl scene about yourself, either sexually or did

717
00:43:06.079 --> 00:43:06.760
<v Speaker 1>you learn anything?

718
00:43:07.000 --> 00:43:10.199
<v Speaker 2>The way I learned is that I like to cut

719
00:43:10.400 --> 00:43:15.960
<v Speaker 2>the camera a lot more. I like doing things in

720
00:43:16.000 --> 00:43:21.360
<v Speaker 2>little snippets, little little phases. Maze was like, oh, no,

721
00:43:21.480 --> 00:43:23.760
<v Speaker 2>let's fine, just keep rolling. Just let's just keep rolling.

722
00:43:24.480 --> 00:43:29.920
<v Speaker 2>So it's like, okay, so you know, I might not

723
00:43:30.039 --> 00:43:32.400
<v Speaker 2>say what I think is the best thing to say,

724
00:43:33.880 --> 00:43:36.760
<v Speaker 2>but it's going to go out there to be honest.

725
00:43:36.760 --> 00:43:39.679
<v Speaker 1>It feels feels a little bit more authentic, then feels

726
00:43:39.679 --> 00:43:42.960
<v Speaker 1>a little more genuine. It's like, no, this is a recap.

727
00:43:43.159 --> 00:43:45.840
<v Speaker 2>It was a one cake thing like that. It was

728
00:43:45.880 --> 00:43:49.400
<v Speaker 2>like we're rolling and everything that we did we did

729
00:43:49.440 --> 00:43:54.280
<v Speaker 2>for the first time. But at home it's like, we'll

730
00:43:54.280 --> 00:43:57.559
<v Speaker 2>do I mean just at the beginning a year intro

731
00:43:58.079 --> 00:44:03.519
<v Speaker 2>we you know, we will do several takes. Still, it's

732
00:44:03.599 --> 00:44:04.519
<v Speaker 2>it's what I want.

733
00:44:06.719 --> 00:44:09.840
<v Speaker 1>Let me ask this, how tied in is your husband

734
00:44:10.000 --> 00:44:13.679
<v Speaker 1>in terms of where you are now? Because he still

735
00:44:13.719 --> 00:44:16.199
<v Speaker 1>has the other job. Obviously that you've said and this

736
00:44:16.280 --> 00:44:21.679
<v Speaker 1>and that, but is it more? This is Kara's project,

737
00:44:21.719 --> 00:44:23.800
<v Speaker 1>and I will help when she needs me to I'll.

738
00:44:23.599 --> 00:44:27.119
<v Speaker 2>Be starting becoming more more with him, okay, because he

739
00:44:27.280 --> 00:44:31.119
<v Speaker 2>sees how far I've come with it, and I mean,

740
00:44:31.159 --> 00:44:33.760
<v Speaker 2>how far we've come with it. It's he's part of it.

741
00:44:34.639 --> 00:44:39.880
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, we really need to dive into

742
00:44:39.920 --> 00:44:45.719
<v Speaker 2>this and put our apples into baskets that are rewarding us.

743
00:44:46.960 --> 00:44:52.360
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, I was also like, what, you know,

744
00:44:52.400 --> 00:44:55.400
<v Speaker 2>you could quit your job and then we could like

745
00:44:55.880 --> 00:44:59.320
<v Speaker 2>put more into this, but we're like, Noah, because we

746
00:44:59.400 --> 00:45:03.280
<v Speaker 2>got that health insurance and all the other pluses that

747
00:45:03.360 --> 00:45:03.920
<v Speaker 2>come with that.

748
00:45:05.199 --> 00:45:08.679
<v Speaker 1>I interviewed a newer girl that was coming up through

749
00:45:08.719 --> 00:45:11.840
<v Speaker 1>the OnlyFans' ranks and she's she's now my best friend

750
00:45:11.840 --> 00:45:15.159
<v Speaker 1>in the industry kat Karma orgasmic, and she got to

751
00:45:15.199 --> 00:45:18.000
<v Speaker 1>the point with her husband where they realized we are

752
00:45:18.119 --> 00:45:22.079
<v Speaker 1>leaving money, a lot of money on the table by

753
00:45:23.000 --> 00:45:26.000
<v Speaker 1>not dedicating our full time to this. It's almost like,

754
00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:28.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, if your wife has a job and she

755
00:45:28.039 --> 00:45:31.760
<v Speaker 1>makes a thousand dollars a month and child cares fifteen hundred,

756
00:45:32.039 --> 00:45:34.719
<v Speaker 1>you might as well fucking stay home. We're losing out

757
00:45:34.800 --> 00:45:38.039
<v Speaker 1>on this right So you know, knock on wood. I

758
00:45:38.079 --> 00:45:39.840
<v Speaker 1>hope for you it gets to the point where your

759
00:45:39.880 --> 00:45:42.800
<v Speaker 1>husband goes. Dude, I'm losing so much money going into

760
00:45:42.800 --> 00:45:47.760
<v Speaker 1>work every day. We need to fucking you know this, Yeah, exactly.

761
00:45:49.000 --> 00:45:53.199
<v Speaker 1>So how are you going to approach collaborations differently? And

762
00:45:53.199 --> 00:45:56.280
<v Speaker 1>how have you approached collaborations differently? This seems like it

763
00:45:56.400 --> 00:45:58.280
<v Speaker 1>was you kind of put the feelers out there, you

764
00:45:58.360 --> 00:46:00.360
<v Speaker 1>found a great person to work with that or someone's

765
00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:03.480
<v Speaker 1>comfortable and everything else. How have you done it since then?

766
00:46:03.559 --> 00:46:05.840
<v Speaker 1>How are you going to do it forward? Are you

767
00:46:05.960 --> 00:46:07.159
<v Speaker 1>going to take more of the show?

768
00:46:07.199 --> 00:46:12.760
<v Speaker 2>And so I've been with four women total, and they've

769
00:46:12.800 --> 00:46:16.079
<v Speaker 2>all been very similar. We do a little tiny bit

770
00:46:16.079 --> 00:46:19.199
<v Speaker 2>of role play. I would like to do more role play.

771
00:46:20.239 --> 00:46:23.599
<v Speaker 2>My husband and I on our scenes, we do a

772
00:46:23.599 --> 00:46:27.440
<v Speaker 2>little bit more extensive role play, sure, and to really

773
00:46:27.480 --> 00:46:31.480
<v Speaker 2>build that dynamic and do a little character development in

774
00:46:31.559 --> 00:46:36.239
<v Speaker 2>the fastest amount of time you can. But I'd like

775
00:46:36.280 --> 00:46:39.920
<v Speaker 2>to do that more with with my female collaborations.

776
00:46:40.159 --> 00:46:41.079
<v Speaker 1>Gotcha.

777
00:46:41.159 --> 00:46:42.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

778
00:46:43.079 --> 00:46:45.920
<v Speaker 1>When you won your award, first off, what was the

779
00:46:45.960 --> 00:46:46.920
<v Speaker 1>award for?

780
00:46:47.199 --> 00:46:51.559
<v Speaker 2>It was for the XMA Creator Wards Female Clip Creator

781
00:46:51.599 --> 00:46:55.039
<v Speaker 2>of the Year and that was twenty twenty five last year.

782
00:46:55.199 --> 00:46:57.840
<v Speaker 1>Did that just blow your fucking mind?

783
00:46:58.000 --> 00:46:58.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

784
00:46:58.239 --> 00:47:02.559
<v Speaker 1>When I never thought this is no offense. I think

785
00:47:02.559 --> 00:47:04.920
<v Speaker 1>you went did you go up against Hailey Rose.

786
00:47:05.679 --> 00:47:10.519
<v Speaker 2>Hailey Rose? I think Jules Blue, Ellie Clutch, some other

787
00:47:10.760 --> 00:47:12.039
<v Speaker 2>like big names were in there.

788
00:47:13.079 --> 00:47:16.280
<v Speaker 1>There's no way, dude, no offense at all to you.

789
00:47:17.079 --> 00:47:21.320
<v Speaker 1>Those people are covering my fucking timeline every single day.

790
00:47:21.679 --> 00:47:24.079
<v Speaker 1>So to be able to pull out that win really

791
00:47:24.079 --> 00:47:30.360
<v Speaker 1>speaks a lot to the fan commitments. They said the

792
00:47:30.400 --> 00:47:35.039
<v Speaker 1>wrong name up there, my bad. Uh that's crazy, isn't it?

793
00:47:35.079 --> 00:47:37.880
<v Speaker 1>Like the first year we were we I had a

794
00:47:37.920 --> 00:47:39.960
<v Speaker 1>co host at the time, we're nominated for an AVN.

795
00:47:40.000 --> 00:47:43.079
<v Speaker 1>We put nothing out. We just you know, we put nothing.

796
00:47:43.119 --> 00:47:45.280
<v Speaker 1>I maybe did one tweet that went out to like

797
00:47:45.320 --> 00:47:50.039
<v Speaker 1>four hundred people. And it's just the most validating feeling

798
00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:54.639
<v Speaker 1>having other people go, at least for me a nomination, Hey,

799
00:47:54.920 --> 00:47:57.280
<v Speaker 1>you deserve this. What did it feel like for a

800
00:47:57.320 --> 00:47:59.920
<v Speaker 1>win where it was like, not only do you deserve

801
00:48:00.159 --> 00:48:02.159
<v Speaker 1>to be in the group, you are her?

802
00:48:02.599 --> 00:48:06.599
<v Speaker 2>I felt like, not only do I have like my

803
00:48:06.679 --> 00:48:08.280
<v Speaker 2>fans love me, they tell me all the time they

804
00:48:08.320 --> 00:48:13.960
<v Speaker 2>love me, but to have everyone in the industry kind

805
00:48:13.960 --> 00:48:19.679
<v Speaker 2>of know me now, Yeah, that was I felt included.

806
00:48:19.960 --> 00:48:22.039
<v Speaker 2>I felt seen, I can finally one of you.

807
00:48:22.519 --> 00:48:26.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's so. Yeah, that's amazing here. Yeah, I have

808
00:48:26.280 --> 00:48:29.280
<v Speaker 1>heard you want to look into You're not opposed to.

809
00:48:29.440 --> 00:48:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I've interviewed people that go, I don't ever want to

810
00:48:31.760 --> 00:48:34.000
<v Speaker 1>do studio work, have no interest in doing it, and

811
00:48:34.000 --> 00:48:36.719
<v Speaker 1>I want to. You have commented and said you would

812
00:48:36.760 --> 00:48:36.960
<v Speaker 1>like to.

813
00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:39.519
<v Speaker 2>I would love to try it, Okay, all right, Yeah,

814
00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:42.199
<v Speaker 2>I think it would be. It would be a whole

815
00:48:42.320 --> 00:48:47.400
<v Speaker 2>different thing. You got camera crews, you got the whole.

816
00:48:47.599 --> 00:48:49.760
<v Speaker 2>If they do your hair and makeup, you know, I've

817
00:48:49.760 --> 00:48:53.199
<v Speaker 2>never had that, They give you lines. I don't even

818
00:48:53.239 --> 00:48:56.840
<v Speaker 2>know if I'll remember my lines. But I'd like to

819
00:48:56.920 --> 00:49:00.280
<v Speaker 2>try it and see it and give it a good

820
00:49:00.280 --> 00:49:01.280
<v Speaker 2>and give it my best.

821
00:49:01.880 --> 00:49:04.960
<v Speaker 1>Now does the issue come in finding the right thing?

822
00:49:05.079 --> 00:49:09.000
<v Speaker 1>And let me ask this, where is the comfort level

823
00:49:09.039 --> 00:49:12.159
<v Speaker 1>in the home? I assume this would be a lesbian scene, right,

824
00:49:12.360 --> 00:49:14.679
<v Speaker 1>it would have to be, gotcha? Okay, So that that

825
00:49:14.800 --> 00:49:16.599
<v Speaker 1>is a firm boundary we are going to stick to that.

826
00:49:16.599 --> 00:49:20.320
<v Speaker 1>We're not going full swinger lifestyle here. We're content creators

827
00:49:20.320 --> 00:49:23.039
<v Speaker 1>in this aspect, right Okay, Yeah, all right, that's fair.

828
00:49:23.480 --> 00:49:26.360
<v Speaker 2>And I've been it's been something.

829
00:49:26.440 --> 00:49:31.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh I apologize. I'm going to show you that afterwards.

830
00:49:31.000 --> 00:49:37.639
<v Speaker 2>Okay, whatever if you want. I've had some some pretty

831
00:49:37.920 --> 00:49:41.880
<v Speaker 2>well known male creators reach out and I've had to

832
00:49:41.920 --> 00:49:47.320
<v Speaker 2>turn them down now, So it's been a little internal

833
00:49:47.519 --> 00:49:48.679
<v Speaker 2>struggle for me with Dob.

834
00:49:49.000 --> 00:49:54.360
<v Speaker 1>Gotcha. And but are you able to let's be honest again,

835
00:49:54.400 --> 00:49:56.639
<v Speaker 1>who's not listening to this? Are you putting little hints

836
00:49:56.639 --> 00:49:58.320
<v Speaker 1>in the ears at all? Like you know?

837
00:49:59.199 --> 00:50:04.239
<v Speaker 2>I mean, yeah, but it's such a hard bound gotcha?

838
00:50:04.480 --> 00:50:08.559
<v Speaker 1>And at some point, you know, maybe you don't feel

839
00:50:08.559 --> 00:50:10.559
<v Speaker 1>this way, maybe you do. I feel like it sounds

840
00:50:10.599 --> 00:50:13.880
<v Speaker 1>like he has been supportive in everything, he has been helpful,

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<v Speaker 1>He has been right there with you, Like, I'm so grateful.

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<v Speaker 2>That he's done what he's done.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, you know, and maybe maybe someday that boundary gets touched,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know what if it doesn't, he has you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he's he deserves credit, right can we say that?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>For sure?

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm and there's people that they have been very

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<v Speaker 2>successful in this industry that haven't collabed with anybody other

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<v Speaker 2>than their partner. Which if we're going down that route, like,

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<v Speaker 2>let's make sure we uh get to where we need

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<v Speaker 2>to be. I don't let's I don't know. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know I'm bad with words, But what I'm saying is

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<v Speaker 2>if I if like, if I don't collab with with them,

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<v Speaker 2>then we go to make it.

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<v Speaker 1>Just as good ourselves, right you go, Well, collabing with

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<v Speaker 1>this person in this high level type thing would present

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<v Speaker 1>this type of content at the end of it. I

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<v Speaker 1>understand you don't necessarily want me working with this person

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<v Speaker 1>or this type whatever. Let's elevate our stuff so I

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<v Speaker 1>can say I have something very so so we.

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<v Speaker 2>Can still grow.

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<v Speaker 1>But still, yeah, I think that's great. And to me

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<v Speaker 1>that is exactly what you said early on on that

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you use the term type A but

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<v Speaker 1>the go getter, the yes, get this done. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>ever seem complacent. It's never just I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I mean there's things I try and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't like it, gotch But yeah, this isn't one

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<v Speaker 2>of those. This is like we're mastering it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, Sure, ladies and gentlemen. My guests for today, Cara

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<v Speaker 1>Beer K E R A B E A R links

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<v Speaker 1>to everything or in the episode description. Website is very

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<v Speaker 1>similar to that, so make sure you check that out. Carrot,

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<v Speaker 1>what is the ultimate goal of this and my last

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<v Speaker 1>question here. What is what is the end goal? Would

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<v Speaker 1>you love to get to the point where you could

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<v Speaker 1>quote unquote retire your husband, where you could be like

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<v Speaker 1>and that.

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<v Speaker 2>Would be I don't even think I've thought that far. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>I would just love some recognition for for all that

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<v Speaker 2>we've done. I guess I think that. And money's great too,

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<v Speaker 2>but ultimately making content I enjoy. Yeah, and if other

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<v Speaker 2>people want to watch it and pay for it and great.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, ladies and gentlemen, My best, my best, my best,

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<v Speaker 1>your best best bear, my best bear. Well, no, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to show you a picture afterwards, but my best bear,

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<v Speaker 1>Cara Bear. You know exactly where you can find her

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<v Speaker 1>links to everything in the episode description. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>say thank you so much for coming on with me today.

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<v Speaker 1>You may not be the best with words, as you say,

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<v Speaker 1>but you get your point across very well and I

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<v Speaker 1>wish nothing but success for you going for Thanks you

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<v Speaker 1>very much