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Speaker 2: If you want it, you can have it.

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Speaker 1: You gotta do.

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Speaker 3: Ut gravity. If you want it, you can have it.

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All you got to do is Josh, reach.

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Speaker 2: Right out and grab it.

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Speaker 1: Step into your power. I would love to talk to

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ray La Montagne about how this song came about. Welcome

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to another episode of Billifi that we or I should

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say bill Lightenment that we do on Billified on this

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snowy Saturday. Kind of a bonus. And Sheila Tillik, who's

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been on twice now this is your third time, Sheil,

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you keep coming back. What we must be doing something right.

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I'm glad you love it. Uh. But here I this

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will lead into some different things. So I woke up

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yesterday and I noticed I had like redness in the

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corner of my eye. And then last night, before I

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went to bed, I noticed that I had a really

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dark red splotch on the just below the outer part

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of your color part of your eye, right, whatever that is. Yeah,

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but is that the people? I thought the people was

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the dark part. Yeah. So I'm looking at iris, the iris,

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and I thought I was thinking to myself, Eh, I

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wonder if I got pink eye, and I'm gonna be

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around my parents who my dad is kind of COMPROMISEDLF.

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My sister lives with lime disease, and she does all

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kinds of things to try to, you know, keep herself going.

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She's had it since she was eighteen and really at

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times been very crippling and compromising her health. So I thought,

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I don't want to bring anything. So I went to

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urgent Care and I had a contact to Sheilding and said, listen,

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I don't I don't know. I got a nine thirty

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and then I'm going to try to sneak in there

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in between. And it all worked out. I get in

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there and they look and they go, no, it's just

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a hemorrhage in your eye, and so you sort of

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feel dumb, right, But at the same time, I thought,

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I don't want to be bringing anything to anybody, and

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I didn't want to bring it to you. I didn't

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want to. Sheila's response was, which I absolutely loved. I

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just won't hug you and I'll use hand sanitizer. And

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for my son? And so then they say it's just

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an eye hemorrhage, and I thought, okay, and the guy's like,

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my pulse. They didn't tell me what it was. And

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then when they said do you want the paperwork that

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I'll have it, I said no because it just because

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it just becomes cluttered, right it's yeah, so I don't

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even know what it was. But my pulse is usually

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around fifty five sometimes.

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did an EKG once and I went into I really

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went into a meditative thing and I set off an

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alarm because it got down to forty three beats minute. Yeah,

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isn't that nuts? And I don't know what my blood

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pressure was, but I know that lately I have been

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stressed and it's bad and I am a I'll call

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it the human part of our experience because I know

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all the things, and I say all the things. And

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when I say all the things, like let let it

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go and you know, relax into the universe and let

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it be and try to keep that better feeling thoughts,

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because I think our feelings are our guide and our

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emotions are our guide to you know, how we're doing

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and where we're vibrating and all this stuff. And I

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was like, man, what am I doing wrong? And I

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told Chila that I often look for patterns in life.

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I look for it with people and I look for

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it with different things. And I'll just as an example,

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if somebody gets accused of something, I'll go, I know

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this person and I haven't seen that pattern. I'm not

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saying that they're not guilty, but I would say we

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need to kind of look into this right so that

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those are the things how I live. And I've noticed

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a pattern around money with me that sometimes I just

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get and I've noticed, like my whole life, there's always

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been right down to the wire, buddy, you're you know

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what I mean, You're right down to the wire and

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it's always worked out. And I've had a nice life.

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I've done tremendous things. I write, Everything's always worked out.

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But I go, how do I how do I fix that?

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a blockage. And it's funny because I want to try

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to teach my son, but at his own pace with

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different things. So and I don't mean to a lot

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of thoughts in my head right now, So I just

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just let me just share this with you. Aaron Rodgers

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Aaron Rodgers? Okay? So he has sort of been vilified

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at times. And I noticed this Netflix series called Aaron

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Rodgers Enigma, and in it it does this whole thing

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about how he grew up and all these things to

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winning the Super Bowl. And he said after that, it

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was like, now what? And he said, I always wanted

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to be so much. I wanted to be more of

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than So he went on this spiritual journey, and he

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goes down to Costa Rica and does ayahuasca ceremonies and

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then he did a miretreat and he gets I mean,

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they blast him right, and then he gets traded to

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the Jets. And last year their opening game was against

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the Buffalo Bills, and four plays into the thing, here

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comes thirty nine year old four time NFL MVP Aaron Rodgers,

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super Bowl winner only once and he blows out his

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achilles on the fourth play out for the season. Herman

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that if they make it to the playoffs, he's going

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to be back. He works so hard, and it shows

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him working and stretching it and going back and then

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he went into it. He had done the Darkness to

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Retreat at one point and all these things. And I

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so my son walks in and he says to me,

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I always think that Aaron Rodgers may be a little

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bit misunderstood. And I said, yeah, I think I think

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he is. And he said, uh, but he does some

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of this weird stuff, you know, like that, And I said, yeah,

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but I sort of do too. I mean, I haven't

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done ayahuasca ceremonies, but I said, I believe a lot

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of the similar things of him, and he's like and

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he goes, oh, like the lady that you've had on

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I oh, yeah, Sheila. He goes yeah. I said, do

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you know that your grandmother is a level three Reikie

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healer And he went what And I said yeah. He goes,

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I don't know about all this stuff. Dad. I said, oh,

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this is okay, And he started having kind of a

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for a fourteen year old what I would say was

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a deeper philosophical discussion about this sort of stuff. And

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I said to him, well, you don't have to, I said,

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I certainly would like to guide you to be thinking

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and be open. That's all I'm asking. Just try to

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be open about it. But I'm not going to tell

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you what to do or how to live. Because he

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even in a prior conversation said to me, you're really

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loose with me. And I'm like, I didn't know what

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that meant at first, Well, like, yeah, but not strict.

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by that? I said, look, you had a buddy over.

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You guys went out when I told you not to.

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and you've got balls and things under the blankets to

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make it like like you're there and you come walking

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back to get something, and I said, get that kid

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back here, he's going home. Yeah, and he goes, yeah,

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but you never really brought it up again, you don't.

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I go, why one and done. I don't need to

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yell at you. I don't need to bring things up.

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I go, I have a father who still brings up yeah,

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everything I did. I'm fifty three. He still brings up, Hey,

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remember when blah blah blah. Remember that girl you dated

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babba like all the time. I said, I don't want

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that for you. I don't want to do that. And

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I said, if we can learn and move forward, that's it.

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Repeat it and well things will get tighter. But until

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then we're fine. And he's like, yeah, but you let

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me cook my weird stycho. Yeah. I think it's good

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for your brain. I don't appreciate the mess, and I

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don't appreciate your lame attempt of cleaning up. But that

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will work on that, and that's it. So but to

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that point, I call my mother on the way here,

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and my mother answers the phone and I hear another

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voice and I hear something else, and they're like, are

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you going to answer it? And she's like, they go, well,

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then hit the red button, and I'm going, what is

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going on? And I go, I thought, my mother's going.

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I can't see it. I don't know where it is.

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I don't know where it is. I thought, oh my god,

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my mom something stroggling. No, she is at a healing ceremony.

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She's at a sound healing and she was helping them

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set up early because she called me back and I said, oh,

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I said, I got worried that you were in the

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emergency room and you stroked out and couldn't remember how

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to use your phone or something. And she said, no,

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I'm out of healing and we're gonna do sound healing.

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And I got here early to help set up and

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she said I couldn't you know whatever. So all this

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stuff has been around. My mother never really talked to

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us about any of this stuff. And she was brought

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up Irish Catholic to the point where I think, I

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told you my grandfather didn't talk to us when we

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switched Protestant. And she does all these these things and

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she still goes to church. She says, she goes. Can

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blended all together for her and it makes her feel good.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, to a healing ceremony.

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Speaker 2: As Sissy Institute. Okay, all right, so we're gonna have

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gathering spiritual people get together too. Yes, it's all about

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love and being together.

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Speaker 1: Right, So all this stuff is I'm telling you, I'm

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kind of rambling here. It all sort of tied together.

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And I go, how weird is this? That? The stress?

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And you're seeing the ceiling. Sheila who is a healer,

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and you can go to Shila tillic dot com t

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I L L I c H and she will set

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up an appointment and go and find out for yourself

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how wonderful this stuff is. And I just thought, and

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there's my mom doing it, and here's my son asking

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about it. And I watched Aaron Rodgers who's been on

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this thing, and it gave me a greater understanding and

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honestly and appreciation for what that guy is trying to

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do and trying to figure out. And I know you

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want to talk about a specific thing that we're not alone,

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we're not alone, and which is I think should be

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a comforting thing.

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Speaker 2: For people, very comforting, excuse me, very comforting.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: What I want to share about is I am the

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only one left out of my family eight kids, two parents,

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so there was ten of.

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Speaker 1: Us, and I feel like a winner.

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Speaker 2: Yeah I'm the one. I know that last one, but

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I knew it. But that's my role.

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Speaker 2: Huh?

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Speaker 1: How did you know it?

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Speaker 2: I felt it? And so what I shared before and

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a couple other ones, I've always been able to communicate

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with angels, yes, all right, And angels always been divine

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messages of God. And I was always told by the

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Catholic Church, especially the nuns, that I couldn't and that was,

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you know, blasphemy and only the priests and God can

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connect with the angels type thing. And so I hit

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it for a long time. But I always knew and

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everything that I had gone through my life, I felt

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like I had warm arms around me, all right, and

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they were the angels. They were the angels connecting with me.

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So we talk about angels, you talk about and higher dimension,

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all right, and higher frequency, and so we're in that

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higher frequency now and my whole life has been building

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up to do what I do now. So you were

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talking about programming and belief systems right, And you know

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your mother doing you know reiki and energy work, and

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you're you know a different other people. That's the energy

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that's here now, all right. And I had many many

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siblings that I'm very close with, more closer with all

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of them in death than I was. I was close

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to many of them. But the one brother's name was Bob,

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and he had passed away in twenty nineteen. Now, he

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was very spiritual. We were we shared our lives together,

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and we did a lot of things with our recovery people.

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And because he's gone, I can say his name just Bob.

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And however, he had a lot of anger inside. And

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so we talked about fear, and you talked about lack

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of money wise, right, So that's that's natural, that is society.

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Speaker 1: But the weird thing, and I'm sorry to interrupt, I

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want you to stay on track here. It didn't matter

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how much money I made, Jack, it was always there

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I made Without sounding too much like a jerk, I

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made a lot of money. Yeah, I made a lot

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of money, and I still would go it's not that,

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but I just I will tell you that. The other

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thing that I think is I never did a budget.

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I never did I just went about things and it

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was always there and so I never really worried. And

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then but there are times where I've gone, oh, man,

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I really need to get my shit together, and I don't,

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and I just keep kind of going on shorts guilty.

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Speaker 2: You know, you you, you know been told you need

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to do this. But many of us are wakening up

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that there's more than things that we've been taught, and

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there's more important things, you know, like that football player

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went on a spiritual journey, you know, anyone on high

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walsca and plant medicine is good to a point, and

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there's a whole bunch of different ways of getting in

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touch with the higher power inside. All right, So when

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you talk you did the song with power. That's what

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it's all about, is that each and every one of

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us have power inside. But we've been told that we don't.

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We've been told that we need to do this, this,

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and this or not going to be with God or

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whatever or be sixessful or approved or liked. And as

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we have been growing, things have been evolving. And that's

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what's here now, is the evolving of who we are

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as souls. We have the power, but a lot of

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people are still stuck in the fear. And that's exactly

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what I do. I help them with a fear and

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I know it because I've gone through it. And so

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my brother was very stuck in the fear. And he

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was a staunch marine. He was a staff sergeant Marine.

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It was his way or the highway, Oh my gosh,

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and I love that of him, and I'm very, very

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proud of him. However, we also had a lot of

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dysfunctional stuff that we grew up with, having both alcoholic parents,

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and so with that we learned how to live and

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not look at things that, you know, take care of ourselves.

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If I don't do this, this is what's going to happen.

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So he lived in a lot of fear. And before

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he died, about eight months before he died, we were estranged.

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And we call it our time out and I'll throw

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our lives. We've been estranged like three times. And why

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we were estranged that we were at one of the

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Mexican restaurants and we were talking about my will, about

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being executor and stuff like that, and then he turns

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it around of people that he didn't want at his funeral,

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and he was screaming at me in the restaurant exactly.

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Speaker 1: That's sort of funny.

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Speaker 2: It's funny because.

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Speaker 1: How do you you don't have any control of them? What? Okay?

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didn't want certain people that he was angry at, and

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he caught out of his life because they were telling

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him about his anger, all right, and he didn't want

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to listen to it, just like I had told him

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many times about his anger. But it's okay. It's like,

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it doesn't matter if you're together or not. You're still

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in each other's lives in your soul. And that's why

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I say I'm very very close to them after death.

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He's very close with me now and tell me that

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I was right on everything. But that's another story. So

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what happened was eight months went by and he had

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a massive heart attack and he was brain dead for

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almost brain dead. He had to listen twenty percent of

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his brain left for five days. And during that time

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I was his advocate to communicate with the health professionals

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and they were also my old co workers, and he

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also was the archivist for the hospital, so he was

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known and so during that time, so many beautiful things happened.

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And when it happened. His son called me from New

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Orleans and said, you got to go to Dad real quick.

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And I was a healthcare proxy ever since he was

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in the Marines in the seventies, so we were always

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that close. However, when we got to the hospital, all

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of our friends were there, and the doctor told us

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that he had lessened twenty percent of his brain left,

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which I knew because I was with him, and I've

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taken care of a lot of patients like that when

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I used to work at RGH. And so what happened

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was after they told us that all my family members

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came to me, and you know, I was in shock.

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You know, my friends around me and his neighbors. His

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son wasn't because he was down in New Orleans. And

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I said to myself, oh, here we go again, because

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I've helped a lot of my my siblings pass over,

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you know, as the hospice caregiver since in the nineties.

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And then I'll call also what I do in the

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metaphysical world and what I did at the hospital. And

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so they came to me and I said why another one,

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why And all of my loved ones, all my angels,

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and also my family members came to me and they said,

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this is what you're here to do. And then I knew.

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I knew. I already knew that I was going to

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be the last one left. I already knew that, but

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also it confirmed me. And then all of a sudden,

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my brother, the one Bob and I'm talking about his face,

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came right before me. And he wasn't angry because I

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can see, I can feel, and I know, and I

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can hear, and he says, I'm not coming back. You

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know what to do. I'll be calm the shots and

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understanding right beside you. And that's exactly what happened for

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those five days. One of his friends, who was actually

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a sponsor, was a retired hospice nurse, and if I

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wasn't at the hospital, he was at the hospital, and

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a lot of the stuff orchestrated that when a person

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has that type of stuff, there's different procedures that you

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do to try to keep them alive and find out

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how much damage was done. But he was going to

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control it, and he did with the different things that

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happened to him. So it took five days before he

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actually passed. I was with him. I was the only

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one with him, and I'm very very grateful for what

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I do. I really am. And so there's a whole

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bunch more stuff, but the key here is the day

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of his service.

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Speaker 3: All right.

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Speaker 2: One of his friends, who was, you know, to do

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what you do, kind of a disc jockey. He actually

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kind of let everything. I mean, I'm a minister too,

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but you know, it's kind of personal stuff. And then

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I was the last one to spoke. And before he

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went to the service, you know, I asked, you know,

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what do you want me to say? You know, because

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I give the eulogies all the time, and he says,

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tell everybody what I told you when I came to you.

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I said, you got to be kidding me. A lot

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of those people don't even know that I talked to angels.

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When I have this ability, he says, they have to

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know that it's all about love. The fear is gone.

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Those are just things that you learn to do to

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learn these lessons. And we talked about that before, about

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the lessons that you learn and the roles that you

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play in each of your lifetimes and why you're here.

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And so that's what I did. I kind of share

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a lot of them knew who I was. Of course

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they were all you know, close friends and stuff like that,

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and also people that he worked with at the hospital,

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but he worked for Strong at the time, and so

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I told that, you know, he had a lot of

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stuff inside of him and he wanted everybody to know

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that he loves you all and that it's really all

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about fear. That's about love. Let go of all the fear,

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the anger, all those emotions that you have with your

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loved ones is because when you cross over, it's about love.

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Everything's gone.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, everything's gone, sheil. I have always, not always, but

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I have come to believe that the resistance is gone.

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So which would be fear? Correct?

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Speaker 2: Exactly?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's the things we put in, like

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why don't we do something, Why don't we do this?

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Why don't we do that? And it's fear or I

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guess because I always thought, Man, I'm not afraid of

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I'm not really afraid of anything, but I am.

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Speaker 3: But you are.

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Speaker 2: But you know what it's it's as like we said before,

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it's good fear and you know, bad fear, you know,

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and it's being smart you know?

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Speaker 1: Did that mean? Yeah? Did I ever tell you about

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what happened here? A couple of weeks ago.

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Speaker 2: I don't know. Tell me, you know.

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maybe my interpretation of what fear would be or not.

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So I don't normally like the door. It's just a room.

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It's a studio, right, It's just the studio. And I

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have a front window that will point out to the

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sidewalk and things, and there's a Chinese restaurant on this

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and it's nice. I like it. I love watching people

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walk by. Sometimes people stop in and they'll talk to

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me about the podcasts and things. And there was a

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gentleman who was pacing back and forth in front, and

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then all of a sudden just opens the door and screams,

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very loudly, take a picture, motherfucker, or something like that.

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So I'm sitting here and I what is my reaction?

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I started laughing because it was funny to me. I'm like,

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this is nuts. So the guy disappears, and then all

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of a sudden he comes back and he'll opens the

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door and he starts screaming again and accusing me of

474
00:25:05,599 --> 00:25:09,240
having ben with his girlfriend. Oh no, and I never was.

475
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:11,240
I never was. But I didn't even know who he

476
00:25:11,279 --> 00:25:12,839
was talking about and then the girl walks up and

477
00:25:12,839 --> 00:25:14,519
I go, oh, I do know her, but I've never

478
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:17,599
so he's like yeah, and so then he lunges at

479
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,519
me and he's doing this. So I stood up and

480
00:25:20,599 --> 00:25:23,799
I just started screaming, get the blank out of here.

481
00:25:24,279 --> 00:25:26,839
I will kill you. Do never come in here again.

482
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,880
This is where I do business. You don't come in

483
00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:31,279
here and do that sort of stuff. And then I

484
00:25:31,359 --> 00:25:34,440
was telling somebody. They go, you're you're insane, like why

485
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,640
wouldn't you have lied? And I didn't lock the door. Again,

486
00:25:37,519 --> 00:25:40,240
I didn't. I didn't even think to I just like

487
00:25:40,279 --> 00:25:42,200
I walked out. I mean I walked right out there

488
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:44,279
and he and he's going, I'll knock you out. And

489
00:25:44,319 --> 00:25:46,440
he's mentioned another friend of mine that he's gonna knock

490
00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:49,759
out and all this stuff, and I'm going okay, and

491
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:54,559
he walked away, clearly having a bad day. I would say,

492
00:25:54,799 --> 00:25:59,079
it's not normal, but whatever, and his girlfriend was standing

493
00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:00,880
in the window giving me the cut sign to cut

494
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:04,240
it out. Now. Normally that would be something that you

495
00:26:04,279 --> 00:26:09,200
should be afraid of, right, A fight or flight? Yeah,

496
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:15,519
And I why, I don't know. And there are things

497
00:26:15,559 --> 00:26:19,240
like fight or flight that would scare me right, But

498
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:21,160
I always get to the point where I'm like, well,

499
00:26:22,039 --> 00:26:25,799
let's see what happens, and I've had this awful saying

500
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:28,240
and I hope this doesn't offend you. And I don't

501
00:26:28,279 --> 00:26:31,480
know if if you've heard it all, let these words

502
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:35,519
out on what I know. I understand, but I don't

503
00:26:35,559 --> 00:26:37,440
know if you want this, like if I were to

504
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:40,319
share this video with you or something. But I was

505
00:26:40,319 --> 00:26:43,039
always like, fuck it, jump, Let's see what happens, right,

506
00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:45,920
fuck it jump, because what's the worst that's going to happen.

507
00:26:46,279 --> 00:26:49,119
So I haven't had and that's only in things like

508
00:26:49,559 --> 00:26:51,480
get in a race car and how fast can we

509
00:26:51,519 --> 00:26:54,240
get around the track, or let's go on a dragstrip.

510
00:26:54,319 --> 00:26:56,680
Those are things that will scare you like I, but

511
00:26:56,799 --> 00:26:59,759
I love the adrenaline and how I feel after I've

512
00:26:59,759 --> 00:27:02,000
done one hundred and forty miles an hour and a

513
00:27:02,079 --> 00:27:05,000
quarter mile. It's amazing, it's it's it's an unbelievable feeling.

514
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:10,559
But that's not really fear. Fear of not going through

515
00:27:10,599 --> 00:27:12,359
with the project because I don't know what's going to

516
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,119
happen or I don't know what the next step is,

517
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,759
and instead of trying to find it, you just go

518
00:27:16,839 --> 00:27:20,960
as easier not to which I think that's the real fear.

519
00:27:21,519 --> 00:27:24,200
And this other stuff is sort of like it's sort

520
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,920
of like a challenge with that. I don't know if

521
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:29,920
I'm saying it correctly. I don't know if I am

522
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:30,440
to you or not.

523
00:27:30,759 --> 00:27:33,480
Speaker 2: You are, but that's just being human. I mean, what

524
00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:37,079
happened was, yeah, I would stand up and say whatever.

525
00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:41,279
But as you evolve, you kind of you can see

526
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:44,599
the anger of coming towards you, and then you can

527
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:48,279
you can choose to be part of it or not. Yeah,

528
00:27:48,319 --> 00:27:51,480
but it's it's hard. It's hard being human. It's hard

529
00:27:51,519 --> 00:27:54,960
going through those emotions, yes, and also things that you've

530
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:57,759
done in the past you can unchange. A lot of times,

531
00:27:57,799 --> 00:28:00,519
stuff that we do, all right, we feel will still

532
00:28:00,519 --> 00:28:02,880
feel guilty for and there's nothing we can do to

533
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,599
change it. But we can go from here on. Like

534
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:09,200
people who are very scared to die, yes, right, Yes,

535
00:28:09,839 --> 00:28:13,160
they're so scared to die, and because they've been told

536
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:15,279
that they're going to go to hell, all right, and

537
00:28:15,319 --> 00:28:17,079
that this is what's going to happen. And a lot

538
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:20,039
of times it's older people that keep hanging on, hanging on,

539
00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:22,240
hanging on, and a lot of people say why, it's

540
00:28:22,279 --> 00:28:25,519
because they're fear. You know, they haven't. You know a

541
00:28:25,599 --> 00:28:28,119
lot of times the loved ones will come to them, right,

542
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:31,839
and then they will start to connect with the loved

543
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:33,720
ones that type of stuff. They'll let go of the fear.

544
00:28:34,079 --> 00:28:37,279
But the human way of living is hold on to

545
00:28:37,359 --> 00:28:41,359
that fear is because that's what you've been programmed to know.

546
00:28:42,359 --> 00:28:45,319
Now the energy is different, and now you meet people

547
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:48,279
like me in the energy field who are coming forward

548
00:28:48,319 --> 00:28:52,079
to say, this isn't spooky, this isn't bad, this is good.

549
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:56,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, I've hit on such a thing for me.

550
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,759
The story I told was to say most people would

551
00:29:00,799 --> 00:29:04,559
be scared in that situation, right, And my thing was like, eh,

552
00:29:04,599 --> 00:29:07,319
this is nothing. I know that this guy's just he's

553
00:29:07,319 --> 00:29:09,640
not after me. He's mad about something else. It has

554
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:11,640
nothing to do with that everybody's But I'm going to

555
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:14,160
push you out. I'm gonna push you in your anger

556
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:16,279
out my door, and I'm not I'm not gonna come

557
00:29:16,319 --> 00:29:17,720
after you and I'm not gonna lay hands on you.

558
00:29:17,799 --> 00:29:20,039
I'm not going to do anything. And I don't think

559
00:29:20,039 --> 00:29:24,279
you are either. But I think that you're something's crazy

560
00:29:24,319 --> 00:29:27,240
and it doesn't involve me. And that's how I see

561
00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:30,359
a lot of things lately. That's how I see a

562
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:33,000
lot of stuff. I see it. I think with my

563
00:29:33,119 --> 00:29:35,279
kid where he says, you're loose with me, it's I

564
00:29:35,279 --> 00:29:37,920
can see what happens. I can see when I need

565
00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:39,799
to not be loose, and I can see when I

566
00:29:39,799 --> 00:29:42,680
can be loose, and I I it's it's a total

567
00:29:42,839 --> 00:29:45,759
change for me over the past couple of years. And

568
00:29:45,839 --> 00:29:50,599
then I also see but I see things where like

569
00:29:50,759 --> 00:29:54,559
right now, I have talked to people about a new

570
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,119
project and they're sending me things like a deck and

571
00:29:58,160 --> 00:29:59,759
this is how you would do it, and this is

572
00:29:59,759 --> 00:30:01,640
how we pitch it and can we sell it to

573
00:30:01,839 --> 00:30:07,440
Netflix or whatever? And I'm like, I almost shut down,

574
00:30:07,559 --> 00:30:10,559
like I but it's not fear. I wouldn't say I'm scared,

575
00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:13,720
but I am because I'm not stepping into it and

576
00:30:13,759 --> 00:30:14,359
doing it, you know.

577
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:17,920
Speaker 2: Okay, So that that's your that's your awakening, all right.

578
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:21,480
And then you you have the fear of not succeeding

579
00:30:21,759 --> 00:30:24,240
of what you've always done. And these people are you know,

580
00:30:24,279 --> 00:30:26,480
bringing all this and only makes sense and they like,

581
00:30:26,519 --> 00:30:28,839
they say, well, why don't you do it? Only makes sense?

582
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:33,000
But you're listening to your eternal thermometer. You're listening to

583
00:30:33,039 --> 00:30:36,640
your power inside. And there's no coincidence. Why I'm here,

584
00:30:37,079 --> 00:30:40,960
there's no coincidence is that this time and humanity is

585
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:44,799
changing so rapidly and it's gonna get worse. It's gonna

586
00:30:44,839 --> 00:30:46,880
get worse. But the thing is, what do.

587
00:30:46,799 --> 00:30:48,480
Speaker 1: You mean what do you mean by by worse?

588
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 2: Well, a lot of stuff that's come out with with

589
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:56,799
the UH being, a lot of things speak becoming concealed.

590
00:30:57,079 --> 00:30:58,880
A lot of things are coming out too. It's just

591
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:01,880
coming out where there's more than that coming out. And

592
00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:06,519
what's happening is that they're playing upon a fear of

593
00:31:06,799 --> 00:31:08,920
This is the agenda. This is what's going to happen.

594
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:12,200
The Conspiracy series has been here from for a long

595
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:15,680
long time, and the whistleblowers are starting to come out.

596
00:31:16,279 --> 00:31:19,960
It's not only in politics. It is about the whole world.

597
00:31:20,079 --> 00:31:22,960
That's why we're all connected to it and we're all

598
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,240
going through it. But what I want to tell your

599
00:31:25,279 --> 00:31:28,279
audience is that we're going to be okay. It has

600
00:31:28,359 --> 00:31:32,640
to come out before for us to go forward. Now

601
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:38,000
with your situation, I can see you're understanding it. It's

602
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:41,160
about you don't have to behave that way, and you're

603
00:31:41,319 --> 00:31:46,480
learning to step in your power. That's where the energy

604
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:51,880
of your field or electromagnetic field is changing because you're

605
00:31:51,920 --> 00:31:57,720
being connected with powerful energy yourself, but also other people

606
00:31:57,799 --> 00:31:59,799
like me and other people like your mother, and so

607
00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:02,640
like that. It's like, well, maybe they're right, Maybe this

608
00:32:02,799 --> 00:32:06,559
is true, and it's all about facing your fears and

609
00:32:06,599 --> 00:32:07,400
going beyond it.

610
00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:10,319
Speaker 1: Yeah. And I the only reason I brought up the

611
00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:14,279
thing because I think that that's what we say is

612
00:32:14,319 --> 00:32:18,119
scary the dog barking on the end of a chain,

613
00:32:18,319 --> 00:32:21,200
which is what I would equate this gentleman to who

614
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,720
came in here that people's sphere where I think the

615
00:32:23,759 --> 00:32:27,759
real fear is why aren't you doing something? What is

616
00:32:27,799 --> 00:32:32,920
holding you back? What's blocking you on this path to evolving?

617
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:36,880
Why aren't you whatever that is? Why are you avoiding

618
00:32:37,119 --> 00:32:40,680
something that you and it gnaws at you when you

619
00:32:40,799 --> 00:32:43,240
know that it's there. You need to do this, But

620
00:32:43,799 --> 00:32:45,599
but how or what or whatever?

621
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:49,799
Speaker 2: Because being turned away, being not accepted, you have to

622
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:51,880
do different, And a lot of people don't want a differ

623
00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,640
different because they know they're going to lose a lot

624
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:56,599
of people. So think about that. People that have been

625
00:32:56,599 --> 00:32:59,279
brought up a certain way, and if you start doing different,

626
00:32:59,319 --> 00:33:01,400
you don't behave then say well I told you so,

627
00:33:01,839 --> 00:33:03,599
and then you're going to feel worse again.

628
00:33:04,119 --> 00:33:07,000
Speaker 1: That's how Aaron Rodgers in this piece exactly says he

629
00:33:07,039 --> 00:33:09,359
doesn't talk to his family. And it's been a big thing,

630
00:33:10,039 --> 00:33:14,440
you see at least in this docuseries. And it's three episodes,

631
00:33:14,599 --> 00:33:17,720
and I laid on the couch like a lump and

632
00:33:17,839 --> 00:33:21,200
watched all three. They're about an hour each. I always

633
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:23,400
worry that I'm wasting my time, but I don't think

634
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:26,400
I did with this one. Uh well, I'll.

635
00:33:26,279 --> 00:33:28,640
Speaker 2: Think about that. You're not wasting your time because you've

636
00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:31,559
been able to come and talk about it this time. Yeah,

637
00:33:31,559 --> 00:33:34,279
and to help your audience see that there's more to

638
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:35,680
life than what you're seeing.

639
00:33:35,799 --> 00:33:37,519
Speaker 1: Well, what the what I was going to say is

640
00:33:37,559 --> 00:33:40,279
he does not talk to family members who were so

641
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:44,839
rigid as he had in their biblical belief And you know,

642
00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:48,000
he was so happy that he had different opportunities to

643
00:33:48,039 --> 00:33:52,240
sort of expand his thinking and expand his awareness of

644
00:33:52,319 --> 00:33:55,200
things and all this. And at one point I think

645
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:59,119
RFK Junior asked him to be his vice presidential candidate,

646
00:33:59,319 --> 00:34:02,200
and he it down because he wanted to continue playing football.

647
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:05,200
But that's all in the docu series. But his whole

648
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,720
thing was like, yeah, I don't talk to them much

649
00:34:07,799 --> 00:34:11,280
because there's too much. And he said, I'm not saying

650
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:13,599
that there's ever a chance that I won't talk to

651
00:34:13,679 --> 00:34:16,559
them again. That's not true. I will. And he said,

652
00:34:16,679 --> 00:34:20,119
I'm a reconciliation. Absolutely, he said, but I but right

653
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:25,000
now it can't happen. And I thought, wow, okay, but

654
00:34:25,119 --> 00:34:28,880
it was exactly what you were saying. Exactly what you're

655
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:32,320
saying where some people will not want to be around

656
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:34,199
you or not want to deal with you, or think

657
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:38,880
you're kookie or woo woo or whatever. And you know

658
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:43,079
when you were saying things about loved ones come to

659
00:34:43,199 --> 00:34:46,920
us and help us cross over. Right. I just remember,

660
00:34:48,119 --> 00:34:50,039
and this will lead me to something else that I

661
00:34:50,039 --> 00:34:54,679
will ask you. When my grandfather, I was nineteen years

662
00:34:54,679 --> 00:34:58,199
old and he was a New York City fireman and

663
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:00,599
like that big man of the hell, he was gonna

664
00:35:00,679 --> 00:35:03,159
always do stuff, and he was huffing and puffing and

665
00:35:03,199 --> 00:35:05,639
all around him. My father hadn't It wasn't his father,

666
00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:07,920
my mom's dad. He always had a nickname for him.

667
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:10,679
He called him the flop because he never sat down

668
00:35:11,199 --> 00:35:13,559
like my grandmother would say something. He's up and huffing

669
00:35:13,559 --> 00:35:15,719
and puffing and fixing them, doing and doing and do it.

670
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:20,679
So he's dying in the hospital with colon cancer because

671
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:23,119
and he was young by comparison to today. He was

672
00:35:23,159 --> 00:35:26,079
sixty nine years old. But he had never he wouldn't

673
00:35:26,079 --> 00:35:28,719
have his prostate checked, he wouldn't have any Yeah, that's

674
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:33,199
why you got it. So uh he go by the way, yep,

675
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:36,159
and that there's a lot of talking ego in uh,

676
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:38,960
a lot of talk of the death of ego in

677
00:35:39,519 --> 00:35:41,679
Aaron Rodgers' docu series. I almost want to watch it

678
00:35:41,679 --> 00:35:46,480
again exactly. So he is dying and like to the

679
00:35:46,519 --> 00:35:50,800
point of always wanting to be helpful. I had done

680
00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:55,360
a triathlon. I was nineteen, down in Bear Mountain and

681
00:35:55,519 --> 00:35:59,800
my bike chain broke as I was coming into the shoots,

682
00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:03,480
just fell off the thing whatever, And I remember coming by,

683
00:36:03,519 --> 00:36:06,400
I'll never forget it, and this woman blows past me

684
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,320
and this little kid goes, hey, mister, a girl's beating you,

685
00:36:09,639 --> 00:36:11,519
which I thought was the cutest thing in the world.

686
00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:14,159
So everybody must have told my grandfather and I come

687
00:36:14,199 --> 00:36:15,599
up to see him. He goes, oh, Billy, when I

688
00:36:15,599 --> 00:36:18,920
get out of here, we'll fix that bike. I'm like, yeah, no,

689
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:21,639
you're not getting out of here. And then like the

690
00:36:21,679 --> 00:36:27,119
next day or something, he starts talking to the wall basically,

691
00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:32,559
and he says, Mom, not yet, not yet, Mom, not

692
00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:36,719
right now, not yet. No, I see you, Mom, I

693
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:38,679
see you, but not yet, not yet. I got it

694
00:36:38,719 --> 00:36:42,079
a little bit more, a little bit more. And everybody

695
00:36:42,159 --> 00:36:44,679
said it's the morphine talking, because he was in pain.

696
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:49,800
He was the morphine talking. So I've always always stuck

697
00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:56,639
with me that he was so like it, calm, not

698
00:36:57,159 --> 00:37:00,920
freaked out, not yet, mom, not yet, not yet, little

699
00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,400
thing I got. So I don't know, I have no idea.

700
00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:05,440
So everybody said it was the morphine. I wrote it

701
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,400
off to the morphine, but always in the back of

702
00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:10,559
my head going, em, that's so sure. And then I've

703
00:37:10,599 --> 00:37:16,440
met somebody since who told me that sometimes people die

704
00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:20,480
and they don't know they're dead because they're so drugged up,

705
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:25,960
or they died so suddenly that they will sometimes attach

706
00:37:26,199 --> 00:37:29,519
to your human spirit because they don't realize they're dead.

707
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:32,840
And then we have attachments. Do you believe this or

708
00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:33,760
am I being nutty?

709
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:37,199
Speaker 2: Okay, so part of that was linear thinking, trying to

710
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:40,679
make sense of it. I come from the frequency, the

711
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:44,039
vibrational part, and I know because I've lived it. And

712
00:37:43,679 --> 00:37:45,920
there's a couple other stories too, and I got to

713
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:48,599
finish about my brother, but I'm sorry, no, no, no, no,

714
00:37:48,559 --> 00:37:53,480
that's right, and it's spirit is there. Your loved ones

715
00:37:53,519 --> 00:37:56,639
are there. They're just in a different frequency, yes, right,

716
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:59,880
And when a person is towards the end, they're like

717
00:38:00,119 --> 00:38:02,800
halfway in and halfway out. So when I set up

718
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:07,000
my brother was five days was he was handling everything.

719
00:38:07,079 --> 00:38:10,280
He was above his bed. I was talking to him

720
00:38:10,519 --> 00:38:13,239
as soon as I seen him. He was above his head.

721
00:38:13,559 --> 00:38:16,199
And I knew it when I first went into the hospital.

722
00:38:16,679 --> 00:38:19,360
And so he was here in the physical body, but

723
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:22,480
he really wasn't here. The spirit was above. And that's

724
00:38:22,519 --> 00:38:25,079
the same with our loved ones. They do come back

725
00:38:25,119 --> 00:38:28,039
for us and they are around. So why I wanted

726
00:38:28,079 --> 00:38:31,519
to continue is when I got the diagnosis from the

727
00:38:31,559 --> 00:38:36,559
doctor about my brother, his sponsor, Herb, who was a

728
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:39,960
you know, as I said, a retired hospice worker, I

729
00:38:40,159 --> 00:38:42,920
was like kind of embarrassed because I emotionally he says,

730
00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:46,119
he says, don't ever feel embarrassed for feeling your feelings,

731
00:38:46,119 --> 00:38:48,320
which I that's what I tell other people too. But

732
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:51,440
he says, you know, he says, many cases I've had,

733
00:38:52,039 --> 00:38:54,239
I've always wondered that, and I've seen that, and I

734
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:56,719
wondered myself, and I always knew that it was real.

735
00:38:57,079 --> 00:38:59,679
The spirit was real. They were here to come, and

736
00:38:59,679 --> 00:39:04,039
he said, says, I had this one person that he says, herb,

737
00:39:04,079 --> 00:39:05,719
I love you. I love you, And he was almost

738
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,639
ready to go. He says, he says, but if you

739
00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:11,159
walk through my angel at the end of the bed

740
00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:13,519
one more time, I'm going to get up and coll

741
00:39:13,599 --> 00:39:18,440
cock you. And he told me, he says, I am

742
00:39:18,599 --> 00:39:21,199
so grateful for you. He says, I wish I had

743
00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:23,400
your abilities to be able to see. He said, but

744
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:27,679
from then on, I respected the spirit. I respected when

745
00:39:27,679 --> 00:39:29,280
they were talking about it. And I know all my

746
00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:31,800
loved ones did the same. I know it. And same

747
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:34,719
with my older brother when he died in twenty twelve,

748
00:39:35,119 --> 00:39:38,000
he came to me. Well, the night before he died,

749
00:39:38,039 --> 00:39:39,480
he came to me and I was at the hospital

750
00:39:39,559 --> 00:39:41,719
and he was so excited about a bunch of stuff.

751
00:39:41,719 --> 00:39:44,719
And the next morning is when he passed, and he

752
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:47,840
came to me when he died and I was in

753
00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:50,199
Ivy services. I was taking my lunch. It was one

754
00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:54,480
twenty eight, and he says, chill, chill, it's beautiful here.

755
00:39:55,280 --> 00:39:57,440
And I was in shock, and the nurses behind me,

756
00:39:57,480 --> 00:39:59,320
they were working on the computers. And I said, in

757
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:03,079
my head, validate yourself. This is how this is evidence

758
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:06,440
of stuff that I'd gone through. And he says, in

759
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:09,400
my mind, I seen he showed him and I walking

760
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:12,360
down the wedding nile, and he says, I gave you away,

761
00:40:12,519 --> 00:40:15,519
didn't I. And then I set out loud, oh my god,

762
00:40:15,599 --> 00:40:18,119
my brother just died. My brother just died. And the

763
00:40:18,199 --> 00:40:20,280
nurses behind me said, oh, Jill, you're nuts with all

764
00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:23,440
this physical stuff. But they wanted all my books about

765
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:26,039
the doctors that have crossed over and come back and

766
00:40:26,159 --> 00:40:29,400
starting to come to light. This is twenty twelve, okay.

767
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:33,960
And so what happened within the hour I was able

768
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:37,000
to verify that's exactly what happened. And there's a whole

769
00:40:37,039 --> 00:40:39,440
bunch of things that he did, But personally, what he

770
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,719
did with me is that I went and picked up

771
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:44,639
my other sister in Panyane and that night, all of

772
00:40:44,639 --> 00:40:48,000
a sudden I heard on my phone angelic can kind

773
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:50,280
of space age music. I said, what the heck's going on?

774
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,199
And he loved Hearts of Spade, like you know, Star

775
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:56,519
Trek stuff was. He was a metaphysical researcher, you know,

776
00:40:56,559 --> 00:40:58,559
so he believed in all this stuff that I that

777
00:40:58,639 --> 00:41:01,360
I know now that he laughs at me about it.

778
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:03,559
This is my brother George, right, and he's the one

779
00:41:03,559 --> 00:41:06,880
that had the radio show over four thousand taped shows,

780
00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:09,760
and so we used to say, yeah, he's just just crazy,

781
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:13,719
years and years ago. So what happened was that I

782
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:16,639
could turn that phone off and that music was still

783
00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:20,519
playing for two weeks. And he did the same thing

784
00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:23,480
to his daughter's phones, all right, and he did with

785
00:41:23,519 --> 00:41:26,039
some of the other family members. And when we went

786
00:41:26,119 --> 00:41:31,519
to the funeral, you know, in Albany, my brother Bob,

787
00:41:31,559 --> 00:41:34,719
the one that died in nineteen was so angry because

788
00:41:34,719 --> 00:41:37,000
my sister Karina and I were saying, well, that's George,

789
00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:40,119
that's George, and the music woke them up in the

790
00:41:40,119 --> 00:41:42,320
middle of the night and he threw that phone and

791
00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:45,199
he says, you have to go back to Verizon and

792
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:48,280
get phone fixed, you know, and we laugh because we

793
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:51,480
knew it was him, and so that was for two weeks.

794
00:41:51,559 --> 00:41:54,159
And what happened was when I got back, I went

795
00:41:54,199 --> 00:41:57,920
to a spirit board class and some of my teachers

796
00:41:57,920 --> 00:42:00,239
that were teaching me mediumship and stuff like that, and

797
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:05,000
George came through and he validated. He told through the

798
00:42:05,039 --> 00:42:08,519
other people the dates that he died. First of all,

799
00:42:08,519 --> 00:42:10,800
his name, the date that he died, and then also

800
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,559
that he was going to be there when my cat

801
00:42:12,639 --> 00:42:16,639
passed over. He didn't know anything about my cat having problems,

802
00:42:16,639 --> 00:42:19,519
and it was the next month my other two sisters did.

803
00:42:19,679 --> 00:42:22,320
So it was like they know things. They're always with you.

804
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:25,880
So what I want to tell you about my brother Bob.

805
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,519
So it was in twenty nineteen, right before Christmas, is

806
00:42:29,519 --> 00:42:34,159
when he passed, right, And it was last summer. I

807
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:37,280
was at Unity Hospital with another friend, Junie Healan, and

808
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,400
somebody that was almost going to be a paraplegic, and

809
00:42:39,400 --> 00:42:41,920
I knew she wasn't going to be Katie, my friend Katie.

810
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:44,960
I knew she wasn't going to And then so you know,

811
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:46,519
we were on the east side and we went all

812
00:42:46,559 --> 00:42:48,119
the way to the west side of Rochester and we

813
00:42:48,159 --> 00:42:50,880
went out to dinner and I said to her, where

814
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:52,239
did you want to go because I used to live

815
00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:54,159
on the West Side, and she goes, I don't care.

816
00:42:54,159 --> 00:42:56,239
I said, well, let's go to the brook House and

817
00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:59,519
read Fidelli, you know. So we went there, and as

818
00:42:59,519 --> 00:43:06,000
soon as we sat down, right across from us was

819
00:43:06,039 --> 00:43:09,199
the person that he didn't want at his funeral, Tommy.

820
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:11,400
Now Tommy and another guy that eadn' wants the room

821
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,639
they came to the funeral. Yeah. I talked to his

822
00:43:13,719 --> 00:43:16,320
son and he said, absolutely. They helped grow me up

823
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,599
and something, you know, help raise me. So they were there,

824
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:21,039
you know, so they heard what I said. What Bob

825
00:43:21,079 --> 00:43:23,039
said is all about love, kind of like a healing.

826
00:43:23,559 --> 00:43:27,159
So almost four years later, we walk in and they're

827
00:43:27,199 --> 00:43:30,159
right across and him and his wife were celebrating their

828
00:43:30,199 --> 00:43:34,079
fiftieth wedding anniversary. Oh nice, no coincidence that we went

829
00:43:34,159 --> 00:43:36,440
to the brook House, they told me, and I could

830
00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:38,320
hear Bob the whole time talk to me Brooks.

831
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:38,559
Speaker 1: You know.

832
00:43:38,559 --> 00:43:40,239
Speaker 2: We had lots of fun there. So I went there

833
00:43:40,679 --> 00:43:43,159
and as soon as I seen Tommy, him and I

834
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:44,719
we started crying. I got up and I went and

835
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:47,440
hugged him whatever. And then before and when I came

836
00:43:47,519 --> 00:43:50,800
and sat down Michelle. Michelle and I was eating and

837
00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:52,280
all of a sudden, I took a sip of my

838
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:56,199
coffee and my brother comes from behind me around. Michelle

839
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,679
goes over to Tommy and gives them a big hug.

840
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:01,440
And Tommy and Michelle, so, are you okay? Because I

841
00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:03,599
was drinking coffee and I said, my brother's here. He

842
00:44:03,679 --> 00:44:07,440
just went and hugged tom and so, you know, they

843
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:09,280
were just he just kind of went like this when

844
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:10,880
he was eating. He didn't know what was going on.

845
00:44:11,239 --> 00:44:15,159
So we went outside afterwards, and he says, She'll He says,

846
00:44:15,559 --> 00:44:18,360
I have been thinking about Bob the last couple of days.

847
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:21,760
He says, I cannot believe that I was never was

848
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:24,480
able to make amends, you know, for the stuff that

849
00:44:24,519 --> 00:44:28,079
happened between them, And I says Tommy, I said, don't

850
00:44:28,079 --> 00:44:30,280
you get it. I says, he had me come here.

851
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:32,840
I live overund the West east Side. I haven't been

852
00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:35,079
over on this side in eleven years, at brook House

853
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,159
to Red's house, you know Red. And I said, there's

854
00:44:38,159 --> 00:44:41,719
no coincidence. I says, he came and he wanted to

855
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:44,199
wish you guys and give you a gift, a big

856
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:48,599
hug for your fiftieth wedding anniversary. This stuff you can't

857
00:44:48,599 --> 00:44:49,079
make up.

858
00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:51,679
Speaker 1: No, But if you say it, Sili, you sound like

859
00:44:51,679 --> 00:44:53,639
a lunatic. Do you know what I'm saying? Like people

860
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,840
got it, but but it happened. But it doesn't matter

861
00:44:56,960 --> 00:45:00,800
because I I don't know why. But I think the

862
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:04,119
purchase that you're talking about. Absolutely believe that that's what happened.

863
00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:05,159
Speaker 2: Well it did.

864
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, I believe it happened. I mean I do. But

865
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,760
I'm saying you say that to some people that are like, oh,

866
00:45:10,599 --> 00:45:11,039
that's right.

867
00:45:11,119 --> 00:45:13,519
Speaker 2: But if you think about it, think about when you've

868
00:45:13,559 --> 00:45:15,360
lost somebody and all of a sudden you're thinking about them,

869
00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:17,039
and all of a sudden you you pick up something,

870
00:45:17,119 --> 00:45:20,320
you find someone that there's that's evidence too, but people

871
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:22,400
don't want to that's that's spooky and I'm not going

872
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:24,199
to believe that. But a lot of that stuff is

873
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:27,599
coming out now and you can connect with your loved ones.

874
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:31,960
Speaker 1: I don't think that there's any coincidences in life anymore.

875
00:45:32,039 --> 00:45:35,039
I don't think there's any accidents. I think that everything

876
00:45:35,159 --> 00:45:37,760
is sort of I don't know if it's already done.

877
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:40,760
I don't know. There's people who say it's all done.

878
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:45,800
Everything's happened. You're just looking at memories, just a different

879
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:49,880
perspective on what had happened. I don't know, but I

880
00:45:50,039 --> 00:45:52,239
The only thing I had recently was I wanted to

881
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:55,719
get I was looking for a book for one of

882
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,639
the guys on the podcast, and down at the bottom

883
00:45:58,679 --> 00:46:00,639
they made a suggestion for another one. And the book

884
00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:07,880
is called Don't Believe Everything You Think. It's the beginning

885
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:10,679
and ending of suffering is thinking. The beginning and ending

886
00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:13,480
of suffering is thinking. So I thought, oh, I got

887
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,039
to get that book. And I didn't write down the title.

888
00:46:17,119 --> 00:46:20,840
I didn't write down anything. And I meet with a

889
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:23,639
group of guys once a month or so, I call

890
00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:26,159
them my wise counsel. I think I've told you about that.

891
00:46:26,639 --> 00:46:28,199
So I go to this breakfast. Did I tell you

892
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:28,840
this story? Ready?

893
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:29,440
Speaker 2: Yeah? But go ahead.

894
00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:33,559
Speaker 1: So I get there and I can't remember the name

895
00:46:33,599 --> 00:46:35,840
of the book, and the guy goes into another room,

896
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:37,800
comes out with it, and I'm like, oh my god,

897
00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:40,400
that's the book. And then I was because my plan

898
00:46:40,639 --> 00:46:42,239
was I was going to Barnes and Noble after the

899
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:44,360
breakfast to get the book, and I go that wasn't

900
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:47,480
an accident, No, that wasn't an accident. I need to

901
00:46:47,519 --> 00:46:49,840
get that book for people, and I don't know, I

902
00:46:49,840 --> 00:46:50,719
don't know what that is.

903
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:54,039
Speaker 2: That's right, that's what I'm talking about. The energy feels

904
00:46:54,119 --> 00:46:58,480
is different now and it's purposely on different different and

905
00:46:58,519 --> 00:47:01,239
that's the energy that's here now. And what I said,

906
00:47:02,039 --> 00:47:04,360
you know what's come out in the last six months,

907
00:47:04,599 --> 00:47:07,360
what we have seen played out in the world, okay,

908
00:47:07,920 --> 00:47:11,400
is showing the things that have been held from us, right,

909
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,440
the conspiracy theories and stuff like that that whenever we

910
00:47:14,480 --> 00:47:15,800
come out and talk about they say, oh, it's just

911
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:19,119
conspiracy theories. But it's the opposite way around it is.

912
00:47:19,400 --> 00:47:22,559
But it's all trying to get you confused. Just like

913
00:47:22,639 --> 00:47:24,760
these drones that we talked about. It's all about fear

914
00:47:25,159 --> 00:47:27,800
how when you think that we're being invaded, But there's

915
00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:30,840
so much more behind it, and it's coming The truth

916
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:33,840
is coming out. So the truth is with that book

917
00:47:34,159 --> 00:47:37,239
is that what is being revealed has always been here.

918
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:40,760
It's the spiritual side. It's the higher frequency side. Just

919
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:43,119
like they say, you know, the revelation, Jesus coming back,

920
00:47:43,199 --> 00:47:45,800
and you know all the Christians believe this is what's happening. Well,

921
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:50,119
what's coming back is the spiritual awakening is the power

922
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:54,920
that we have inside to use that and intuition and

923
00:47:55,079 --> 00:47:58,880
knowing things. Your gut feeling is the spiritual part of

924
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:03,440
your DNA you have. Okay, all right, it's scientific, a

925
00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:06,760
lot of scientific stuff, you know, and that's what's going

926
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:08,760
to come out. It's going to show it, just like

927
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:11,679
with Kennedy with all the pesticides and all the food,

928
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:14,360
the stuff and our food and what we've been known.

929
00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:16,920
We've known and we've been trying to get it out,

930
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:21,239
but of course we've been controlled that we couldn't. Right now,

931
00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:23,719
things are opening up and things are going to change.

932
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:25,880
It's going to be rocky, but it's going to open

933
00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:29,239
up and it's going to be better. It's just the fear.

934
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:33,280
So that's what my job is to help people learn

935
00:48:33,559 --> 00:48:36,519
that it's okay and you can feel all these emotions,

936
00:48:36,559 --> 00:48:39,760
which is great, but nothing can hurt you unless you

937
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:44,960
allow it. That's that's where taking responsibility and taken action.

938
00:48:45,360 --> 00:48:47,639
And a lot of people they can't take action because

939
00:48:47,639 --> 00:48:48,639
they don't know how.

940
00:48:49,639 --> 00:48:54,519
Speaker 1: So okay, that that that's a right there is I

941
00:48:54,559 --> 00:48:57,559
think the they don't know how The point right.

942
00:48:57,599 --> 00:48:59,800
Speaker 2: So that this stuff is crazy.

943
00:48:59,519 --> 00:49:03,719
Speaker 1: Right, So how do you Because I I'm a big believer,

944
00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:06,440
and I say things. It's like life is never gonna

945
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:10,320
stop coming at you, right, It's never gonna stop coming

946
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:13,599
at you. So, but I also believe there is no

947
00:49:13,679 --> 00:49:16,119
meaning to any of it's other than the meaning you

948
00:49:16,159 --> 00:49:20,000
attached to it. So but no one And and then

949
00:49:21,199 --> 00:49:23,360
sure somebody says something. You can be in a bad mood,

950
00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:25,679
your feelings are hurt, or somebody does something and that

951
00:49:25,719 --> 00:49:28,760
pisses you off or whatever, and you can say I'm

952
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:30,599
this way because you blanked.

953
00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:33,599
Speaker 2: Because they're blaming that they have to blame somebody else, right.

954
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:38,079
Speaker 1: But but the truth I believe is there's no assertion.

955
00:49:39,119 --> 00:49:42,440
And yet we allow assertion, like we'll say, well, all

956
00:49:42,519 --> 00:49:45,760
the boss made me or the whatever. But there's no assertion.

957
00:49:46,079 --> 00:49:50,719
There's really no assertion here. And that's a nice and

958
00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:54,400
easy thing to say, but a hard concept I think

959
00:49:54,519 --> 00:49:58,400
to sometimes really truly buy into with that.

960
00:49:59,079 --> 00:50:01,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it's coming though, coming.

961
00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:04,039
Speaker 1: Yeah, And I think that okay, and.

962
00:50:04,039 --> 00:50:04,960
Speaker 2: I understand it all.

963
00:50:05,079 --> 00:50:08,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, And when you, like I believe, we all have

964
00:50:08,880 --> 00:50:10,880
the power. I had a weird thing the other day.

965
00:50:11,519 --> 00:50:14,239
You can't mean to say stuff I would never say.

966
00:50:14,599 --> 00:50:16,519
Speaker 2: But I, well, you know a lot of people didn't

967
00:50:16,559 --> 00:50:18,719
know that about me, but it's true. I mean, I

968
00:50:18,760 --> 00:50:20,599
can't you can't take those stories away from me because

969
00:50:20,599 --> 00:50:21,159
they happened to me.

970
00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:22,760
Speaker 1: Yes, And also the.

971
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,880
Speaker 2: Coworkers started talking to me, coworkers at the hospital with

972
00:50:27,880 --> 00:50:30,400
my brother, stuff that we've always sown. In the healthcare,

973
00:50:30,519 --> 00:50:34,079
we see people die, we see things, and we can't

974
00:50:34,519 --> 00:50:35,679
tell people about it.

975
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:36,199
Speaker 1: You know.

976
00:50:36,519 --> 00:50:39,480
Speaker 2: One of the doctors says, do you see auras? Do

977
00:50:39,519 --> 00:50:42,800
you know about the chakras? Like you know, my grandmother

978
00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:43,840
told me when I was a kid, I was going

979
00:50:43,920 --> 00:50:45,760
to be healer. And this guy was from the east,

980
00:50:46,119 --> 00:50:49,519
you know, East whatever and so, and towards a couple

981
00:50:49,559 --> 00:50:51,920
of days before the day before he died, one of

982
00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:54,119
the doctors came to me that wasn't the regular doctor

983
00:50:54,159 --> 00:50:56,760
and says, you know, we're worried about the fever. And

984
00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:58,880
then my brother's yelling at me. He said, I don't

985
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:02,159
care them. They have to listen to the power of

986
00:51:02,199 --> 00:51:05,199
attorney that I don't want any life support and they're

987
00:51:05,199 --> 00:51:08,320
trying to keep me alive, and I know we're going

988
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:10,320
in healthcare is so that they can you know, he

989
00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:13,719
was an organ donator why they were doing that, but

990
00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:16,119
he was like he was in control. He was a marine.

991
00:51:16,519 --> 00:51:19,960
He wanted and it wasn't only me. And the doctor says, yeah,

992
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:23,679
I know, I can feel it. He can feel what

993
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:26,079
the energy in the room that he was a very

994
00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:28,360
and also she said, I see you as a very

995
00:51:28,400 --> 00:51:31,519
powerful man, and you know his wishes aren't being abided

996
00:51:31,519 --> 00:51:34,360
by I says, yeah, I says, so we have to,

997
00:51:34,559 --> 00:51:39,440
you know, talk to my net whatever. So people are

998
00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:41,320
wakening up to it, but they don't want to admit it.

999
00:51:42,119 --> 00:51:44,440
And I remember when I first was placed on the

1000
00:51:44,480 --> 00:51:49,119
IVY services, the manager that I had. It's a long story,

1001
00:51:49,119 --> 00:51:52,000
but anyway, she says, you're the right person because you've

1002
00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:53,639
been through it, and a lot of the young nurses

1003
00:51:53,639 --> 00:51:56,000
have never been through it, so you can help them

1004
00:51:56,480 --> 00:52:00,880
deal with, you know, the anger and the feelings they

1005
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:03,679
have that they didn't save their person right. A lot

1006
00:52:03,679 --> 00:52:07,760
of times those persons were ready to go, but their role,

1007
00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:11,920
as you know, do no harm always. Yes, It's like

1008
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:14,920
people are here for a certain amount of time and

1009
00:52:15,119 --> 00:52:19,559
it is for those lessons. And when we start to

1010
00:52:19,599 --> 00:52:22,639
look at those lessons and realize that the power that

1011
00:52:22,679 --> 00:52:25,679
we have to use those lessons or not. All right,

1012
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:29,000
So your grandfather, you know, and your parents and stuff

1013
00:52:29,039 --> 00:52:32,599
like that, and your own awakening is happening. And by

1014
00:52:32,639 --> 00:52:36,159
you showing other people your awakening by having these kind

1015
00:52:36,159 --> 00:52:41,679
of podcasts about enlightenment, enlightenmentt you're opening up to who

1016
00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:44,599
you really are and helping everybody else.

1017
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:50,239
Speaker 1: Well, I believe this. I believe that, as we said,

1018
00:52:50,639 --> 00:52:54,000
it's nothing but love, right, and it's a higher frequency.

1019
00:52:54,039 --> 00:52:56,599
You're still here, just on a different frequency. I can't right.

1020
00:52:58,559 --> 00:53:02,119
I would think that you can have heaven on earth

1021
00:53:02,800 --> 00:53:05,199
if you you don't have to wait to die to

1022
00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:08,719
live that way exactly. And I think that that's part

1023
00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:10,800
of the thing. But we get bogged down and I

1024
00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:16,280
always think, now, well we've been programmed wrong exactly. That's

1025
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:19,599
how I see things exactly. So with all that, but

1026
00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:23,000
go back to where you're you know, like you have

1027
00:53:23,119 --> 00:53:25,039
all the power. We have all the power. And I

1028
00:53:25,039 --> 00:53:26,480
was starting to say to you, I was listening to

1029
00:53:26,519 --> 00:53:30,920
something the other day and it was a stream. They're saying,

1030
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:33,199
you know, you get in the stream, but you control

1031
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:37,320
that stream of how it goes. And I had this wild,

1032
00:53:37,559 --> 00:53:40,920
nutty vision of myself standing there and just kind of

1033
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:44,320
moving my hands around and moving things like you would

1034
00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:46,920
on an iPad or a giant screen, and I'm just

1035
00:53:46,920 --> 00:53:48,440
gonna put this here, and I'm gonna put this here,

1036
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:50,199
and I go, ah, that's the kind of power we

1037
00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:54,639
actually have if we get to the right frequency. Excuse me.

1038
00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:59,280
And I thought, is that sounds kind of kooky? And

1039
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:01,719
if you say that to somebody, like you could just

1040
00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:05,480
do this and that, you know, I'm not saying we

1041
00:54:05,719 --> 00:54:09,559
have to you know, the grind and the hard work

1042
00:54:09,639 --> 00:54:13,199
and all that stuff. I'm not so sure that that

1043
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:17,559
is necessary. And it is, but when you get into

1044
00:54:17,599 --> 00:54:21,679
the zone, it's easy. In the zone, it's easy, and

1045
00:54:21,719 --> 00:54:25,679
so you can go. But the word grind has such

1046
00:54:25,679 --> 00:54:30,159
a negative connotation to it, and I don't yeah, and

1047
00:54:30,199 --> 00:54:32,840
I don't think you have to to feel that way.

1048
00:54:33,280 --> 00:54:35,519
I think you have to probably do the same steps,

1049
00:54:35,519 --> 00:54:37,320
but you could do them with a lighter heart, and

1050
00:54:37,559 --> 00:54:41,159
you'll see that it's actually easier and things can move

1051
00:54:41,199 --> 00:54:44,000
and you can just kind of I mean, you know,

1052
00:54:44,039 --> 00:54:46,320
I'll move in my hands, move your hands around and

1053
00:54:46,519 --> 00:54:50,119
just go, okay, I'm putting this over. I'm pushing energy.

1054
00:54:50,599 --> 00:54:54,159
Speaker 2: Energy. It's all about energy, yeah, And that's what.

1055
00:54:54,079 --> 00:54:56,599
Speaker 1: You're doing but I and I'm gonna always say to people,

1056
00:54:56,639 --> 00:54:59,519
think of yourself as you know, just put your hands

1057
00:54:59,559 --> 00:55:01,480
sort of like this, and you can feel the heat.

1058
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:05,840
I have heat that comes off me. I would always

1059
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:08,440
say to people, I run hot, I run hot. I

1060
00:55:08,679 --> 00:55:13,239
always am warm. I'm always warm. And when you do this,

1061
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:14,800
I can feel it. And then I try to go

1062
00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:16,199
out and out and out and out and out, and

1063
00:55:16,199 --> 00:55:18,679
then sometimes I'll just shoot that energy somewhere. I don't

1064
00:55:18,679 --> 00:55:20,559
know if I'm doing anything. It sounds crazy, and I

1065
00:55:20,559 --> 00:55:22,280
don't normally admit that you are.

1066
00:55:22,320 --> 00:55:25,239
Speaker 2: You are and so okay, this is good. So I

1067
00:55:25,519 --> 00:55:29,360
teach this. I teach integrated energy therapy, and there's three

1068
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:33,559
different levels and each of those levels you are tuned

1069
00:55:33,599 --> 00:55:37,039
and your mom knows about this about reiki to that frequency.

1070
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:40,519
When we get to the advance frequency, we talk about

1071
00:55:40,559 --> 00:55:43,920
more of the energy work. And once you start to

1072
00:55:44,039 --> 00:55:48,079
work on yourself and expand your energy field, you have

1073
00:55:48,239 --> 00:55:51,559
a field, all right that is around you, and you

1074
00:55:51,639 --> 00:55:54,760
can change what is going to happen all right. Or

1075
00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:57,280
a lot of people say manifest I want to manifest. Yes,

1076
00:55:57,360 --> 00:56:01,239
Manifesting is about the energy in the field. The right

1077
00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:07,079
sacrenosity and serendipity. So when you follow the inner core

1078
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:09,800
things that you say, I'm not comfortable going down that

1079
00:56:09,880 --> 00:56:13,119
road or whatever, and then you see why afterwards. That's

1080
00:56:13,199 --> 00:56:17,199
building your knowledge, your understanding of the power that you

1081
00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:21,719
have inside. Right, so we all have it. So once

1082
00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:26,039
we go and we learn all this stuff, then things

1083
00:56:26,039 --> 00:56:26,800
start to happen.

1084
00:56:27,039 --> 00:56:27,400
Speaker 1: All right.

1085
00:56:27,719 --> 00:56:31,280
Speaker 2: Your awakening gets stronger and stronger, and the right people

1086
00:56:31,760 --> 00:56:35,920
come into your environment, comes into help you. That's why

1087
00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:40,199
we talked before we started about you know, the fear

1088
00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:43,639
of lack of and really just standing. You're going to

1089
00:56:43,679 --> 00:56:46,960
be okay. You're not alone. You're going to be okay,

1090
00:56:47,199 --> 00:56:49,480
and this is how it's supposed to be. But it's

1091
00:56:49,519 --> 00:56:53,960
also learning skills for yourself, learning that you can see

1092
00:56:54,039 --> 00:56:58,559
back before and then also have confidence. Now okay, I'm

1093
00:56:58,559 --> 00:57:01,679
gonna be okay. I really feel it the cut learning

1094
00:57:02,039 --> 00:57:06,159
to feel that power withinside you. So and you can

1095
00:57:06,199 --> 00:57:08,519
ask he put it out there into the field, please

1096
00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:09,679
bring somebody.

1097
00:57:10,079 --> 00:57:12,199
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, okay.

1098
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:12,599
Speaker 3: Care So.

1099
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,920
Speaker 2: I don't know, I know it's hard.

1100
00:57:18,079 --> 00:57:21,519
Speaker 1: Well, no, it's it's not. I see things. My father

1101
00:57:21,639 --> 00:57:24,760
used to always jokingly say to me, the sun always

1102
00:57:24,760 --> 00:57:27,360
signs where you walk, Willie, the sun always shines where

1103
00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,039
you walk. And I have to say, Sheila, Yes, I've

1104
00:57:30,199 --> 00:57:35,000
never I mean I have. I've kind of had a

1105
00:57:35,079 --> 00:57:40,000
charmed wife, you know, and and things have always worked out.

1106
00:57:40,079 --> 00:57:46,960
But I've had different things happen over the years. I

1107
00:57:47,199 --> 00:57:51,840
was married and my wife's uncle came to visit and

1108
00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:57,199
he brought his girlfriend at the time, and she was

1109
00:57:57,440 --> 00:58:00,280
a healer or I don't. I don't really know because

1110
00:58:00,280 --> 00:58:03,519
I'm very naive. And she said to me when she

1111
00:58:03,639 --> 00:58:05,760
was doing something, She's like, you have a lot of energy.

1112
00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:09,320
You could be a healer. You're a healer. You're you're

1113
00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:12,880
a healer. And I was like, She's like, but I

1114
00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:16,039
You've got like it's it's there, it's there. And I've

1115
00:58:16,079 --> 00:58:18,199
been told by other people you have you have great

1116
00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:21,039
energy of it. I don't. I don't. I never knew.

1117
00:58:21,079 --> 00:58:24,079
I don't know what that is. But I've never at

1118
00:58:24,119 --> 00:58:29,079
my core, my true self is a very loving, fun,

1119
00:58:29,559 --> 00:58:32,199
playful person. That's who I am. I know that at

1120
00:58:32,239 --> 00:58:35,880
my core, at my at my absolute core. But Oliver,

1121
00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:40,119
in my I've had anger issues. I've had different things.

1122
00:58:40,639 --> 00:58:44,000
And I'll ask you this because you talked about your

1123
00:58:44,039 --> 00:58:47,199
brother and and anger, and anger can be something that

1124
00:58:47,400 --> 00:58:51,199
is uh, the word that just popped in my head

1125
00:58:51,239 --> 00:58:53,880
is repulsive in a way right to other people, it

1126
00:58:53,880 --> 00:58:59,760
can be very scary and and and people absorb it differently. Again,

1127
00:59:00,039 --> 00:59:01,559
how you're programmed, right, I mean.

1128
00:59:01,519 --> 00:59:04,400
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, And so you know, we did. I did

1129
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:08,239
say about my classes. The first and second class kind

1130
00:59:08,239 --> 00:59:13,920
of explains those energy fields of anger, shame, resentment, fear,

1131
00:59:14,119 --> 00:59:20,880
all guilt, you know, and that's what understanding how the body,

1132
00:59:21,599 --> 00:59:24,239
you know, the scientific part about it. And a lot

1133
00:59:24,239 --> 00:59:27,440
of people don't want to believe that, but it is science,

1134
00:59:28,199 --> 00:59:29,480
the energy field of us.

1135
00:59:29,599 --> 00:59:33,360
Speaker 1: Yes, so now you kind of tick me off, my pet,

1136
00:59:33,400 --> 00:59:36,480
but I'm sorry, no, no, no, this is great. I would

1137
00:59:36,519 --> 00:59:40,079
say that you're going up the emotional scale, that anger

1138
00:59:40,159 --> 00:59:44,199
is better than despair. Yes, okay, that's sort of what

1139
00:59:44,239 --> 00:59:46,039
I'm saying. So when I say for people reach for

1140
00:59:46,039 --> 00:59:49,239
the better, sometimes anger is the better feeling. Thought, as

1141
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:52,559
much as that sounds counterintuitive, I think that's sort of

1142
00:59:52,599 --> 00:59:55,519
the truth. What you do with it, well, exactly, So

1143
00:59:56,079 --> 01:00:02,079
here's my question. We there are are medicines and things

1144
01:00:02,119 --> 01:00:07,039
that people take, and I have come to believe that

1145
01:00:07,159 --> 01:00:11,880
in certain ways it gives you a moment to almost

1146
01:00:11,920 --> 01:00:16,719
step outside yourself, just that beat you need to go

1147
01:00:17,159 --> 01:00:22,000
instead of the knee jerk reaction. Let's say something really

1148
01:00:22,119 --> 01:00:24,119
fires you up and you just turn around and go

1149
01:00:24,239 --> 01:00:29,440
kaboom into a wall. Silly, but okay? And what does

1150
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:31,920
that do for everybody else around there? Scares the shit

1151
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:36,239
out of them? What is this unhinged? But if sometimes

1152
01:00:37,039 --> 01:00:40,000
and I don't know if, because I go, we're just

1153
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:45,280
pumps and pipes inside our potty, right right? I mean,

1154
01:00:45,840 --> 01:00:47,639
how many times have we heard about the person they

1155
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:49,639
they went in and I was ninety percent clogged, They

1156
01:00:49,639 --> 01:00:52,639
put in stints. It's like you, it's like your bathroom sake.

1157
01:00:54,039 --> 01:00:59,559
So we're pumps and pipes and that sometimes we have

1158
01:00:59,599 --> 01:01:02,480
set them builds up. Okay, But with the anger, does

1159
01:01:02,519 --> 01:01:04,679
it give you a chance and the energy to sort

1160
01:01:04,719 --> 01:01:07,119
of step back? And it should it be seen as

1161
01:01:07,119 --> 01:01:11,679
a tool and not so much as a dependency. I

1162
01:01:11,679 --> 01:01:14,119
don't I don't know if I'm saying it clearly, But

1163
01:01:14,199 --> 01:01:15,840
sometimes we hear things like well, I don't want to

1164
01:01:15,880 --> 01:01:18,119
be dependent on something. I don't want to be on

1165
01:01:18,119 --> 01:01:19,320
a medicine. But I don't want to be this. I

1166
01:01:19,320 --> 01:01:20,760
don't want to be that it's a weakness, it's this

1167
01:01:21,360 --> 01:01:24,360
And my thinking is is it a tool to give

1168
01:01:24,400 --> 01:01:27,559
you the clarity of the moment and see that I

1169
01:01:27,599 --> 01:01:29,840
don't need to do this. It gives you just a

1170
01:01:29,920 --> 01:01:34,079
chance to step outside yourself that maybe you've been so

1171
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:37,880
programmed that everything is knee jerk reader, that this is

1172
01:01:37,920 --> 01:01:41,519
almost a gift in a way. But I don't I

1173
01:01:41,559 --> 01:01:43,800
don't know if I'm sounding nutty. No, no, oh, I'm

1174
01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:44,679
sure I'm sounding nutty.

1175
01:01:44,679 --> 01:01:46,519
Speaker 2: But we're talking about two different things. So we're talking

1176
01:01:46,599 --> 01:01:49,519
about science. Yes, we're talking about chemicals to less you

1177
01:01:49,559 --> 01:01:52,679
feel better, but also you're talking about the energy field

1178
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:55,559
of the kids, all right, and how you you are

1179
01:01:55,639 --> 01:01:58,079
raising him. You're raising him right by the way, all right,

1180
01:01:58,119 --> 01:02:00,400
because you're picking up you know, using the tools that

1181
01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:03,079
you have, and a lot of people don't have those tools,

1182
01:02:03,519 --> 01:02:05,960
you know, the parents that we had before or whatever.

1183
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:09,280
So that kind of shows the energy that's changing here.

1184
01:02:11,039 --> 01:02:16,920
We we have help now, all right. We also have science.

1185
01:02:17,320 --> 01:02:20,400
We have modern science, and then we have alternative science, holistic,

1186
01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:24,679
which also has helped. So when we talk about being anger,

1187
01:02:25,039 --> 01:02:27,559
all right, and how do you change that? When I

1188
01:02:27,719 --> 01:02:31,800
said before about being heart math right. Heart math is

1189
01:02:31,840 --> 01:02:37,519
about making the connection of stress and trauma and building

1190
01:02:37,599 --> 01:02:42,079
resilience against that stress or that anger or that fear.

1191
01:02:42,760 --> 01:02:42,880
Speaker 1: Right.

1192
01:02:42,960 --> 01:02:45,039
Speaker 2: So a lot of times in the mental health issue,

1193
01:02:45,199 --> 01:02:48,559
mental health practice, you know, they do many many different things.

1194
01:02:48,559 --> 01:02:54,880
They do also emdr eye movement, desensilitation and reprogramming, so

1195
01:02:55,119 --> 01:02:57,760
that's very good, and they usually use that for post

1196
01:02:57,800 --> 01:03:02,840
traumatic stress or people that have fear anger, fear, and

1197
01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:06,079
to release that. A lot of that time that stuff

1198
01:03:06,199 --> 01:03:11,119
is stuck in the pituitary clan. So when when we

1199
01:03:11,199 --> 01:03:15,519
go through all this stuff of evolving in our life issues,

1200
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:20,239
it does chemical stuff to our bodies, right, and sometimes

1201
01:03:20,360 --> 01:03:23,480
it changes the chemistry of the brain. So that's why

1202
01:03:23,559 --> 01:03:26,320
sometimes people need to have medicine to change that, which

1203
01:03:26,360 --> 01:03:29,519
is great, yes, but there's sometimes it is more of

1204
01:03:29,559 --> 01:03:33,280
the emotional layer, meaning the energy layer. That's what's happening

1205
01:03:33,719 --> 01:03:38,559
in the life situation. Right, programming, how you relate to people,

1206
01:03:38,960 --> 01:03:43,880
you know, your belief system and so you know, doctors

1207
01:03:44,280 --> 01:03:48,599
sometimes friends have actually invited people to come to me.

1208
01:03:48,760 --> 01:03:54,119
And heart math is about changing the heart variability rate

1209
01:03:54,320 --> 01:03:59,400
of your frequency of your body of fixing the blood pressure, okay,

1210
01:03:59,719 --> 01:04:02,760
and how when you feel calm and relax But what

1211
01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:07,199
it's doing is opening up to your consciousness field of

1212
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:10,400
the power that you have inside. So it uses the

1213
01:04:10,519 --> 01:04:15,360
energy of the heart and the mind, thinking of just

1214
01:04:15,440 --> 01:04:18,679
being in the moment all right, and think of things

1215
01:04:18,760 --> 01:04:22,360
that bring you love and joy and appreciation. Right at

1216
01:04:22,360 --> 01:04:25,159
the same time, you just slow down your breathing and

1217
01:04:25,199 --> 01:04:28,760
you into relaxed mode and you think about things that

1218
01:04:28,760 --> 01:04:32,280
make you happy. So the heart and the brain connection

1219
01:04:32,559 --> 01:04:36,320
is very, very powerful. And there's many people that you

1220
01:04:36,320 --> 01:04:39,039
know do yoga and all the other stuff they talk

1221
01:04:39,159 --> 01:04:41,679
for you to do it doesn't cost you anything, but

1222
01:04:41,760 --> 01:04:44,480
it's learning to do that and understanding that there it

1223
01:04:44,599 --> 01:04:47,719
is out there and there is help out there. And

1224
01:04:47,719 --> 01:04:50,159
that's what I like about the energy work that I

1225
01:04:50,280 --> 01:04:53,840
teach and I do. It's all about heart center. It's

1226
01:04:53,840 --> 01:04:58,719
about going withinside the love inside yourself, but also allowing

1227
01:04:59,039 --> 01:05:04,559
your DNA, your body to heal itself. But you need

1228
01:05:04,599 --> 01:05:06,440
to be taught it, so a lot of people aren't

1229
01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:08,960
aware of it. All they're aware of of is seeing

1230
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:10,599
the chemicals, and this is the way you have to

1231
01:05:10,599 --> 01:05:13,920
do because they don't want to know that there's other ways.

1232
01:05:14,119 --> 01:05:17,880
Is money profit, you know, all that other stuff. But

1233
01:05:17,960 --> 01:05:20,880
what I say it said is that things are changing.

1234
01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:24,400
It is coming out and we're seeing it play out,

1235
01:05:24,559 --> 01:05:28,320
and there's more coming out, and it's all good. It

1236
01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:31,440
is going to change, the world is going to change,

1237
01:05:31,800 --> 01:05:33,960
but it's for the good, and it's the way you

1238
01:05:34,000 --> 01:05:35,920
look at it. And a lot of people are in

1239
01:05:36,079 --> 01:05:39,519
We talk about the dimensions, the three D and the

1240
01:05:39,559 --> 01:05:42,760
five D, and we're actually in the four D right

1241
01:05:42,800 --> 01:05:45,800
now for us talking about this. The people that become

1242
01:05:45,800 --> 01:05:48,960
aware or enlightened that they know that there's more to

1243
01:05:49,159 --> 01:05:52,400
us than our meat suits and what's in it. We

1244
01:05:52,599 --> 01:05:56,360
are spiritual beings, all right, and we do have the ability.

1245
01:05:56,679 --> 01:05:59,960
Speaker 1: I've had people tell me that this is two percent

1246
01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:04,280
percent of what you are three percent and isn't it

1247
01:06:04,320 --> 01:06:07,199
amazing that they can get two percent of it? So

1248
01:06:08,719 --> 01:06:13,880
it's so weird, Chill, It's weird, and I I'm so like,

1249
01:06:14,360 --> 01:06:16,559
that's why I want to do this. I feel like

1250
01:06:17,280 --> 01:06:19,960
the Bill Lightenman stuff that I want to make it

1251
01:06:19,960 --> 01:06:22,280
as separate podcasts and I'm trying to figure out how

1252
01:06:22,320 --> 01:06:25,559
to do this. I'm with you all the way, but

1253
01:06:25,960 --> 01:06:29,559
I feel like I have to do this, like I

1254
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:31,760
have to do this. I don't know why I have

1255
01:06:31,800 --> 01:06:32,880
to do this as.

1256
01:06:32,719 --> 01:06:36,559
Speaker 2: Part of your passion and your mission, what you're here

1257
01:06:36,559 --> 01:06:39,360
to do. It's the same with my life. It's the

1258
01:06:39,400 --> 01:06:42,039
same thing when I look back and I have no

1259
01:06:42,159 --> 01:06:44,639
doubt this is what I'm supposed to do. But it's

1260
01:06:44,679 --> 01:06:48,719
also my evolution that I've seen my path grow to

1261
01:06:48,840 --> 01:06:52,079
understand it, all right, And I mean we can get

1262
01:06:52,079 --> 01:06:56,000
a whole discussion about that, but it is. It is enlightenment.

1263
01:06:56,800 --> 01:07:00,559
It's the frequency. And three D is the way they've

1264
01:07:00,599 --> 01:07:04,599
always done, you know, history and anger and wars and

1265
01:07:04,639 --> 01:07:08,280
stuff like that. And the five D is a different dimension.

1266
01:07:08,920 --> 01:07:12,239
So that's what you're going to hear about the new dimension, right,

1267
01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:14,800
And it's a higher frequency, and that is where your spirit,

1268
01:07:15,239 --> 01:07:18,519
your families go. All they do is just change dimension.

1269
01:07:19,000 --> 01:07:23,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I believe that, and I think for people that

1270
01:07:23,519 --> 01:07:27,199
I always go back to radio. You can't hear what's

1271
01:07:27,280 --> 01:07:30,679
on ninety two five when you're listening to ninety six

1272
01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:34,039
five exactly right, But you can raise your vibration and

1273
01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:39,480
sometimes you what happens is you could be around people

1274
01:07:39,559 --> 01:07:41,440
on a lower vibration you just don't even see them,

1275
01:07:41,480 --> 01:07:43,639
You don't even interact with them. It just doesn't happen,

1276
01:07:43,760 --> 01:07:48,159
and I go, I know this sounds very, very strange,

1277
01:07:48,199 --> 01:07:52,760
but I feel like Sheila that now I hear things

1278
01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:56,320
in music, I hear words, I hear the things I go.

1279
01:07:56,440 --> 01:07:59,920
They've been trying to tell us this, the enlightened people

1280
01:08:00,119 --> 01:08:02,599
have been trying to tell us this forever.

1281
01:08:02,840 --> 01:08:06,880
Speaker 2: This is your DNA, this is the frequency of your chromosomes.

1282
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:09,960
We talked about it before, is that science shows that

1283
01:08:10,039 --> 01:08:14,000
we have twenty three chromosomes, human chromosomes. And they've known

1284
01:08:14,039 --> 01:08:17,840
about the physical and the emotional part by different testinges,

1285
01:08:17,920 --> 01:08:21,079
whether you're introvert extrovert, how you relate to things, whatever.

1286
01:08:21,560 --> 01:08:24,640
But there's more to it. And since twenty twelve in

1287
01:08:24,720 --> 01:08:28,680
the science world is showed and approved heart math showed

1288
01:08:29,079 --> 01:08:31,920
when we had the twin towers come down, and that

1289
01:08:31,960 --> 01:08:35,439
we were all together, we were all one after it

1290
01:08:35,560 --> 01:08:39,119
hit because we were all in that frequency of compassion. Right,

1291
01:08:39,239 --> 01:08:43,359
that kind of proved it that we are magnetic machines

1292
01:08:43,399 --> 01:08:47,000
and our frequency is out there all right. But the

1293
01:08:47,039 --> 01:08:52,920
twenty fourth is, you know, our start connection, the galactic connection.

1294
01:08:53,000 --> 01:08:55,920
We've always known that we came from someplace else, but

1295
01:08:56,000 --> 01:08:57,960
there is a lot of help out there in the

1296
01:08:58,039 --> 01:09:00,680
twenty fourth is what is awakened. So when you were

1297
01:09:00,680 --> 01:09:04,680
talking about radio signals, when I teach people that are

1298
01:09:05,159 --> 01:09:09,279
in this field mediumship or spirituality or whatever, I you know,

1299
01:09:09,279 --> 01:09:11,920
they come to me and nothing's working. Is because they're

1300
01:09:11,960 --> 01:09:15,960
trying to tap into the old frequency, right, and since

1301
01:09:16,039 --> 01:09:18,800
twenty twelve. And there's a reason why. It has to

1302
01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:22,199
do with the planets and alignment and the actual magnetic

1303
01:09:22,199 --> 01:09:24,880
field of the Earth when it shifted where it changed

1304
01:09:24,880 --> 01:09:28,760
a magnetic grid, right, and how we perceive things and

1305
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:32,720
how we think feel things, and so it's a different frequency.

1306
01:09:33,079 --> 01:09:36,880
So understanding to tap into that twenty fourth and that's

1307
01:09:36,920 --> 01:09:39,359
your intuition, that's your knowing. I don't know why I

1308
01:09:39,399 --> 01:09:41,600
know this, but I know this that's used to scare

1309
01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:45,439
the heck out of me is that I knew when

1310
01:09:45,600 --> 01:09:47,600
my mother in law was going to die. It was

1311
01:09:47,640 --> 01:09:50,239
the same day that my sister was killed three years before.

1312
01:09:51,159 --> 01:09:53,239
I mean, this is when I first got sober. All

1313
01:09:53,279 --> 01:09:55,039
this stuff was coming to me. I said, how the

1314
01:09:55,079 --> 01:09:57,680
hell do I know this stuff? But it was part

1315
01:09:57,680 --> 01:10:01,039
of my awakening that I knew. And when I chair,

1316
01:10:01,199 --> 01:10:03,319
if I do a meeting or whatever online or whatever,

1317
01:10:03,560 --> 01:10:06,560
I share this spiritual part about it, and it's about

1318
01:10:07,159 --> 01:10:10,119
the power that we have inside. We all have it.

1319
01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:14,680
I can explain it now scientifically, I couldn't back then,

1320
01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:17,359
back thirty one years ago when I got sober for

1321
01:10:17,399 --> 01:10:22,560
alcoholism and I started back in nineteen eighty five, or

1322
01:10:23,399 --> 01:10:25,720
there's something going on here and I have to start

1323
01:10:25,760 --> 01:10:29,439
working on myself when I started my recovery journey. But

1324
01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:33,399
instead of recovery, you know, being a recovery metaphysician, people

1325
01:10:33,399 --> 01:10:36,560
always thinks it's addictions, and it can be because I

1326
01:10:36,600 --> 01:10:40,119
do have that background, But it's about getting stuck with

1327
01:10:40,239 --> 01:10:43,720
why do I keep doing and feeling the same way?

1328
01:10:44,159 --> 01:10:46,119
And all of a sudden, I feel more joy when

1329
01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:48,520
I do this, but I don't dare because I know,

1330
01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:53,319
feel guilty or whatever. So think about that, think about

1331
01:10:53,439 --> 01:10:56,319
you know how you're feeling, why are you feeling that?

1332
01:10:56,760 --> 01:10:59,000
And then also do what you don't want to do,

1333
01:10:59,159 --> 01:11:02,600
and do what you don't want to do, meaning don't

1334
01:11:02,600 --> 01:11:06,399
do something that you don't really like, right all right,

1335
01:11:06,600 --> 01:11:09,800
and do something that you like, and then you're going

1336
01:11:09,880 --> 01:11:12,600
to start seeing, oh, I get it, I feel more happier. Well,

1337
01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:15,600
I'm going to make that choice to do this and

1338
01:11:15,640 --> 01:11:19,560
feel happier that's where you have the power. You have

1339
01:11:19,640 --> 01:11:23,520
the power to go with inside and waking up and

1340
01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:24,520
know that you're not alone.

1341
01:11:25,840 --> 01:11:29,199
Speaker 1: I think it's it's it's I find it fascinating and

1342
01:11:29,239 --> 01:11:31,960
I believe all of it. And I do think that

1343
01:11:32,000 --> 01:11:35,079
we've been taught wrong, and I don't you know, I don't.

1344
01:11:35,239 --> 01:11:38,680
Speaker 2: Well, we think about not being taught wrong because that's

1345
01:11:38,720 --> 01:11:42,239
where we were. That's how it evolves science.

1346
01:11:42,520 --> 01:11:42,720
Speaker 1: You know.

1347
01:11:43,199 --> 01:11:45,239
Speaker 2: I was. I was trained to be a nurse midwife,

1348
01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:47,880
you know, and we did things a lot different than

1349
01:11:48,079 --> 01:11:51,479
sixteen hundreds seventeen hundreds, when when the modern medicine started

1350
01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:53,960
coming to play and make it more convenient for you know,

1351
01:11:54,039 --> 01:11:57,439
doctors to lay down instead of birth naturally or in

1352
01:11:57,520 --> 01:12:00,359
the water. Right, all right, So there's there's a lot

1353
01:12:00,359 --> 01:12:03,359
of evolvement. The same with penicillin. We didn't know about penicillin.

1354
01:12:03,720 --> 01:12:06,279
So think of all the stuff that we had to

1355
01:12:06,319 --> 01:12:09,720
go through, and it's not bad. It is part of

1356
01:12:09,720 --> 01:12:11,479
the evolution understanding it.

1357
01:12:11,680 --> 01:12:15,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree with all that, and I think we're

1358
01:12:15,319 --> 01:12:20,439
always sort of evolving. It's sort of my problem with

1359
01:12:20,640 --> 01:12:26,720
things like the cancel culture, which seems to have gone

1360
01:12:26,720 --> 01:12:31,199
away a little bit. But my problem with that was okay.

1361
01:12:31,399 --> 01:12:35,199
If it's not so egregious, it's not physical assault, why

1362
01:12:35,239 --> 01:12:39,239
aren't we saying this is no longer acceptable acceptable, do

1363
01:12:39,319 --> 01:12:41,119
better and give a person a chance to do better

1364
01:12:41,159 --> 01:12:44,520
and evolve. We are right, and I think I do

1365
01:12:44,560 --> 01:12:47,399
think that, but I think in the beginning there was resistances. No,

1366
01:12:47,479 --> 01:12:48,600
you're wrong, you're dead wrong.

1367
01:12:48,760 --> 01:12:55,600
Speaker 2: Well, it's all resistance because people aren't educated or understand it.

1368
01:12:56,000 --> 01:12:58,399
But once you go back, go inside. It's always about

1369
01:12:58,399 --> 01:13:01,199
going inside. Yeah, you know, what are you feeling? You know?

1370
01:13:01,720 --> 01:13:04,439
That's not the only thing to do, you know, it

1371
01:13:04,520 --> 01:13:07,640
is it is think about that, you know, And it's

1372
01:13:07,680 --> 01:13:09,960
the same. You know, women are you know, more intuitive

1373
01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:12,319
and all that men are too. It's just that they're

1374
01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:16,439
taught not to tap into it, right, and you can.

1375
01:13:17,039 --> 01:13:18,800
And that's where many people.

1376
01:13:18,600 --> 01:13:23,479
Speaker 1: Are, well right they are and that I want to

1377
01:13:23,520 --> 01:13:26,680
say this and I don't know why. I don't really

1378
01:13:26,720 --> 01:13:33,199
know why, but I don't people who were right now

1379
01:13:33,239 --> 01:13:35,960
it's all it's the holidays, right, and it's all around

1380
01:13:36,000 --> 01:13:39,039
the birth of Jesus if you're a Christian, and and

1381
01:13:39,199 --> 01:13:43,399
uh and even Hankikah with you know, the jewsh which

1382
01:13:43,439 --> 01:13:45,399
they don't believe that he's the son of God. But

1383
01:13:45,880 --> 01:13:50,279
I would say that I don't ever want somebody to

1384
01:13:50,319 --> 01:13:54,079
think that you look down upon a religion or whatever.

1385
01:13:54,359 --> 01:13:57,399
I am love. Yeah, I have no problem with that.

1386
01:13:57,800 --> 01:14:02,000
I just think that sometimes there's a restrictor plate that

1387
01:14:02,039 --> 01:14:04,239
doesn't need to be there. Does that make sense. It's

1388
01:14:04,239 --> 01:14:06,319
like we're trying to put a governor on the motor

1389
01:14:07,239 --> 01:14:08,960
of life and tell you have to do this, and

1390
01:14:08,960 --> 01:14:11,359
you can. I don't think that there's a hell. Do

1391
01:14:11,439 --> 01:14:13,840
I think that there's evil? Yeah, I mean, there's a

1392
01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:16,359
very simple philosophy that would say there is no evil.

1393
01:14:16,399 --> 01:14:20,079
It's just a privation of good. It's a very simple

1394
01:14:20,479 --> 01:14:23,119
philosophical But I'm trying to remember who that was. It

1395
01:14:23,199 --> 01:14:28,720
might have been Saint Thomas Aquinas. But that was just

1396
01:14:29,680 --> 01:14:33,159
the way things were. And I think that's more true

1397
01:14:33,239 --> 01:14:37,479
than we believe, because even the people that we see

1398
01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:40,119
shunned in society and stuff or I'll tell you this,

1399
01:14:40,399 --> 01:14:40,920
here we go.

1400
01:14:41,880 --> 01:14:45,479
Speaker 2: So yeah, Jesus Christ.

1401
01:14:45,279 --> 01:14:51,199
Speaker 1: I know I've told you, and I've been very open

1402
01:14:51,199 --> 01:14:55,199
on the podcast that I've been substitute teaching, right, and

1403
01:14:56,039 --> 01:15:00,000
sometimes I will substitute in what's called a Kotak class,

1404
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and so you've got kids there that just need a

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little more prompting or whatever. And I can see that

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some of those kids were the ones that would be

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the wild troublemakers. And I saw this girl and I

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went over and she sat alone by herself in the back,

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and I could tell that there was something not wrong,

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I know, and that's not the term, but that she

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could probably cause some trouble according to the standards of

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the school exactly. Yeah. So I went back there and

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I worked with her on this math and we went

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through and she was laughing at me because I had

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to look some things up to remember certain formulas and things.

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But we went through and got it, and then I

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went back in the class again. She said hey. And

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then one day I'm down in the main office, She's like, hey,

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you helped me with that study for that quiz and

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I did really well, thanks so much, and blah blah blah.

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And then one day I'm talking to the person who's

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the head of subs and she said, you know, you

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01:15:59,760 --> 01:16:02,239
really make a great connection with these kids. It's very

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01:16:02,279 --> 01:16:05,520
well noticed. And she springs up that girl specifically, and

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01:16:05,560 --> 01:16:07,920
she goes, man, she was a wild one last year

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01:16:07,960 --> 01:16:09,800
with blah, blah blah blah, And I could see it,

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01:16:10,199 --> 01:16:13,720
but I knew underneath it's not she's not She's not

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a wild one. She's she's a beautiful soul or whatever.

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01:16:17,560 --> 01:16:20,319
I don't know, but I could, I just could tell.

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And I always say that those are my people because

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01:16:22,920 --> 01:16:24,720
I was a wild one. I mean, I do dumb

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01:16:24,840 --> 01:16:26,800
things like climb to tell you this, and then you're

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going to.

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Speaker 2: Well, those are they called labels?

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01:16:30,359 --> 01:16:30,600
Speaker 1: Yeah?

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01:16:30,800 --> 01:16:34,479
Speaker 2: That yes, but she wasn't. But there's a lot of

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01:16:34,520 --> 01:16:38,079
stuff going on, you know, in the background why she

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01:16:38,399 --> 01:16:41,119
acts the way she does, whether it's bullying, yes, whether

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01:16:41,159 --> 01:16:45,439
it's whether not looked at the same, whether it's it's

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01:16:45,520 --> 01:16:48,800
usually home life. You know what's happening to the child.

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01:16:49,159 --> 01:16:52,079
That's why I say, once you understand energy work, you

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01:16:52,159 --> 01:16:56,000
can pick up on different things that are going on

1443
01:16:56,039 --> 01:16:58,840
in the person's life and then you can help them

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01:16:59,199 --> 01:17:01,000
and be be that hero.

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Speaker 1: All right, I didn't even think of anything. All I'm saying,

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01:17:06,119 --> 01:17:09,119
I really believe you meet people where they are, meet

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01:17:09,159 --> 01:17:11,520
people where they are. Not just kids, but everybody, meet

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01:17:11,560 --> 01:17:14,640
them where they are. And my father used to say,

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01:17:14,680 --> 01:17:16,920
and I thought it was a wonderful saying. And I

1450
01:17:17,000 --> 01:17:19,359
wish you would really put it into practice with us

1451
01:17:19,479 --> 01:17:22,000
when we were kids. But he would say, you never

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01:17:22,199 --> 01:17:25,119
know how somebody's day began. And he taught in the

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01:17:25,119 --> 01:17:28,920
inner city of Poughkeepsie where some mornings there was a

1454
01:17:29,039 --> 01:17:32,880
raid in the house at three am and a dad

1455
01:17:33,000 --> 01:17:36,159
was dragged out in handcuffs for selling drugs exactly, And

1456
01:17:36,279 --> 01:17:38,319
he said, you just never know how somebody's day began.

1457
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:41,600
And so that was more his way of just kind of, hey, everybody,

1458
01:17:41,640 --> 01:17:44,159
come and I'm like, why can't you fucking do that

1459
01:17:44,199 --> 01:17:49,159
with us. You're always yelling at me, right, But that

1460
01:17:49,680 --> 01:17:53,199
and I think that that's kind of how I think

1461
01:17:53,199 --> 01:17:56,000
of that often. I think that I don't know where

1462
01:17:56,000 --> 01:17:58,960
somebody's coming from, but I don't need to meet them

1463
01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:02,000
on that frequency exactly, And I don't but I don't

1464
01:18:02,000 --> 01:18:03,720
need to be mean to them. I don't need to

1465
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:06,199
be anything. I can just be. I can just I

1466
01:18:06,199 --> 01:18:09,159
don't need to do anything. And those are all the

1467
01:18:09,199 --> 01:18:12,680
things that I'm realizing, and I believe that it's very true.

1468
01:18:12,760 --> 01:18:15,000
Speaker 2: Oh it's very true, very very true. And a lot

1469
01:18:15,000 --> 01:18:18,680
of people are becoming awakened to understand that you know

1470
01:18:18,880 --> 01:18:22,600
labels and the way you know you've been taught to

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01:18:22,880 --> 01:18:26,199
relate to somebody or somebody trying to influence you not

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01:18:26,319 --> 01:18:26,960
to do something.

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01:18:27,119 --> 01:18:29,399
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, yes, that's a big.

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01:18:29,239 --> 01:18:30,920
Speaker 2: One and it's called manipulation.

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01:18:31,159 --> 01:18:37,279
Speaker 1: Well and okay, so since you hit on that in particular.

1476
01:18:36,960 --> 01:18:38,359
Speaker 2: We could talk about that or another.

1477
01:18:39,319 --> 01:18:42,239
Speaker 1: We can, but but I'll just and we'll rap with

1478
01:18:42,279 --> 01:18:45,600
this one. Okay. But I think like that's your mom, right,

1479
01:18:45,720 --> 01:18:49,159
your mom. But it's always coming. And I will say

1480
01:18:49,159 --> 01:18:52,520
this all the time to people whoever just giving you advice,

1481
01:18:53,000 --> 01:18:55,439
they're giving it to you from a place of love.

1482
01:18:55,520 --> 01:18:59,199
Whether you believe that or not, it may come with

1483
01:18:59,199 --> 01:19:01,880
with you know, I would hear things like you need

1484
01:19:01,920 --> 01:19:05,560
to have your head examined from a parent. I would

1485
01:19:05,560 --> 01:19:11,479
hear that, okay, but I would think that now when

1486
01:19:11,520 --> 01:19:14,880
I think about that, that was their fear for what

1487
01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:17,439
I was going to do and what was going to happen,

1488
01:19:17,520 --> 01:19:19,960
And it was honestly coming from a place.

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01:19:19,720 --> 01:19:20,640
Speaker 2: Of love exactly.

1490
01:19:20,680 --> 01:19:24,119
Speaker 1: And that's why I often think, go forth and tell

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01:19:24,199 --> 01:19:27,079
no one. If you have an idea, go forth and

1492
01:19:27,119 --> 01:19:30,640
do it, because other people are going to tell you

1493
01:19:30,680 --> 01:19:34,159
from their perspective on you. And believe me, from a

1494
01:19:34,159 --> 01:19:37,199
place of love, You're gonna hear things like good fucking

1495
01:19:37,319 --> 01:19:40,359
luck with that one man. Right. But and then if

1496
01:19:40,399 --> 01:19:42,680
you start to think about that, and I always go

1497
01:19:42,760 --> 01:19:45,279
back to the healing of Jesus, go forth and tell

1498
01:19:45,319 --> 01:19:48,880
no one, because the doubts seeks in. And you know,

1499
01:19:49,039 --> 01:19:51,479
I always I would love to do a stand up

1500
01:19:51,560 --> 01:19:54,520
routine about that where you guy comes back with his

1501
01:19:54,600 --> 01:19:56,960
ear on and give it two weeks, Bob, that fuck

1502
01:19:57,039 --> 01:19:59,279
you're gonna be you know what I'm saying, Like, but

1503
01:19:59,479 --> 01:20:02,279
that's the doubt, and I think that was the message

1504
01:20:02,800 --> 01:20:06,920
in there is you really have all the power. You've

1505
01:20:06,920 --> 01:20:09,119
got it, you just need to step into it, as

1506
01:20:09,159 --> 01:20:13,600
the song says. And the wisdom within, yes, it's always

1507
01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:17,319
been here, but we've been looking for it on the

1508
01:20:17,319 --> 01:20:20,039
outside because that's where we told. We're told where it was,

1509
01:20:20,359 --> 01:20:22,600
and it's not. It's in here and you can figure

1510
01:20:22,600 --> 01:20:22,880
it out.

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Speaker 2: So my title as galactic Grandmother is about the wisdom

1512
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:30,600
I have inside like a grandmother. Yeah, the wisdom of

1513
01:20:30,640 --> 01:20:34,359
given the wisdom and it is galactic, yes, because I

1514
01:20:34,439 --> 01:20:37,720
know it, and I'm here on purpose at this time

1515
01:20:38,159 --> 01:20:40,119
to help humanity the way that is.

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01:20:40,079 --> 01:20:43,640
Speaker 1: And people can go get help from you just through

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Speaker 2: Right, and also at this time I have a great

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And then also something I have I teach classes how

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to understand and you work and it's really important to

1523
01:21:02,520 --> 01:21:05,720
heal yourself. Understand just like what we're talking about. What

1524
01:21:05,800 --> 01:21:08,159
are you're talking about? Shield of this energy? You can

1525
01:21:08,199 --> 01:21:13,119
feel it. And I teach Integrated Energy Therapy intensive workshops

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and I have one in January and one in March,

1527
01:21:16,359 --> 01:21:18,920
and that's the first three levels of it. And I

1528
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also teach the Masters of the top level. And if

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you have if you sign up or put a deposit

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down for one of those workshops in January March and

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Speaker 1: Wonderful.

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01:21:31,359 --> 01:21:35,600
Speaker 2: That's that is before January twenty first, January thirty first,

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01:21:35,600 --> 01:21:38,319
the end of the year, and it's good for six months.

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Speaker 1: December thirty first of January.

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Speaker 2: December thirty first class in January is seventeenth, eighteenth and

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nineteenth and it's three full days Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and

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there's it's so that you can understand it. And then

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in March it is the twenty eighth, twenty ninth, and thirtieth.

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But if you if you sign up register with a

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deposit right then you will be able to have a

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session with me for free.

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Speaker 1: That's really, that's wonderful. I would also tell people that

1544
01:22:08,000 --> 01:22:11,920
sometimes you'll be called selfish for doing things like this,

1545
01:22:12,319 --> 01:22:15,000
but you can't can't be good for anybody else if

1546
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:19,239
you're not good yourself, you can't bring it forth.

1547
01:22:19,399 --> 01:22:22,920
Speaker 2: Yes, self worth we are and we are so worth it.

1548
01:22:23,000 --> 01:22:26,319
And if you can't, it's always begins with you first.

1549
01:22:26,880 --> 01:22:29,479
Anybody in your life, it begins with you first, heal

1550
01:22:29,520 --> 01:22:33,039
yourself or understand the way you think and feel, and

1551
01:22:33,079 --> 01:22:35,399
then put the love out. It's always about the love.

1552
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:36,479
Speaker 1: It is about the love.

1553
01:22:36,800 --> 01:22:37,560
Speaker 2: Love for yourself.

1554
01:22:38,000 --> 01:22:40,840
Speaker 1: Yeah right, love yourself because you're worth it.

1555
01:22:41,000 --> 01:22:41,760
Speaker 2: You're worth it.

1556
01:22:42,079 --> 01:22:45,239
Speaker 1: That's where I say again, and I feel like I

1557
01:22:45,239 --> 01:22:47,359
am repeating myself, but I just want to throw it

1558
01:22:47,359 --> 01:22:52,520
out there. The unconditional love, which I think humans are

1559
01:22:52,560 --> 01:22:55,319
almost incapable because there's always going to be that thing.

1560
01:22:55,359 --> 01:22:58,159
If I just did this, I would love you more.

1561
01:22:59,039 --> 01:23:01,159
Speaker 2: But that's why we're humans right right now.

1562
01:23:02,000 --> 01:23:05,680
Speaker 1: But the universe loves you unconditionally and whatever you believe.

1563
01:23:06,159 --> 01:23:09,760
It will support If you believe that you're broken, you will,

1564
01:23:10,199 --> 01:23:12,680
it'll support that. If you believe that you are something else,

1565
01:23:12,720 --> 01:23:15,840
it'll support that. Yeah. But you've gotta and you can

1566
01:23:15,920 --> 01:23:18,520
change that. You can change all that because all you

1567
01:23:18,560 --> 01:23:20,960
have to do, Yeah, you just have to step into

1568
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:24,920
the power as the as the song says. Right here, Sheila,

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it's always fun when you're in. I feel so much better, Yeah,

1570
01:23:29,039 --> 01:23:32,840
I do. I feel so much better after Yeah. Right,

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01:23:33,199 --> 01:23:35,680
it's a positive frequency. Sheila's on it. Go to Sheila

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Tillic dot com. That's t I L L I C

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01:23:39,279 --> 01:23:43,439
H correct, Sheila Tillic dot com. Thank you for joining

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Speaker 3: All you've got to do is just try it out

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