Speaker 1: Did you even know what you were doing?
Speaker 2: People even wanted to see, like how did all of
Speaker 2: this just come about?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean my origin of being in the spotlight.
Speaker 3: I was on season twenty of Big Brother on CBS,
Speaker 3: but I always felt like I was in the spotlight.
Speaker 3: Like I always was kind of the guy that was.
Speaker 2: You had the spotlight before the spotlight was on you,
Speaker 2: and then you're like, this is just my time.
Speaker 3: This is it? Yeah, like this is just like like
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna go do what Brett does best. So
Speaker 3: like when I went and did that, all my friends
Speaker 3: of Vamia were like, I can't believe you're doing this,
Speaker 3: but like we get that you're doing it, Like this
Speaker 3: makes I.
Speaker 2: Wasn't completely like off like brand of who you are,
Speaker 2: and they're just like, okay, we you would do something.
Speaker 2: Didn't know it'd be exactly this, but okay, right right.
Speaker 3: And honestly, I like I didn't watch Big Brother. I
Speaker 3: didn't know the show at all. They pretty much approached
Speaker 3: me and they were like, hey, we have this show,
Speaker 3: this is the concept. Would you be interested? And I
Speaker 3: was like, actually, I'm really not, but if I did it,
Speaker 3: this is how I would do it. And they were
Speaker 3: like we love oh cocky, like we love that, like
Speaker 3: we love that so much, Like just just talk to
Speaker 3: one more person. I was like, okay, like I'll talk
Speaker 3: to him. I'm probably not gonna do it. I did it.
Speaker 2: I ended up doing what made you like that resistance
Speaker 2: like crumble?
Speaker 1: Is it a dollar amount?
Speaker 2: Because you again knew that the light that you thought
Speaker 2: you already had was that was what you were gravitating
Speaker 2: closer to what made you deter to really finally just
Speaker 2: do it.
Speaker 3: It was really more of like a once in a
Speaker 3: lifetime opportunity, Like there's so many people that struggle for years,
Speaker 3: like making an entertainment or to do a show, or
Speaker 3: to get in that spotlight or have the opportunity to
Speaker 3: get in the spotlight. And I was young, like I
Speaker 3: was twenty five, I didn't I wasn't married, I didn't
Speaker 3: have kids, I didn't have a mortgage. I did have
Speaker 3: student loans. Like worst case scenario, let's say I fall
Speaker 3: flat on my ass. I could totally have just like
Speaker 3: moved back in with my parents if I had if
Speaker 3: I if I had to, that's a.
Speaker 2: Great mindset without it, I mean, yes, it sounds horrible
Speaker 2: the end result, but only in the fact that just
Speaker 2: like taking the leap to do right, it's because some
Speaker 2: people even just why you know, people aren't in certain
Speaker 2: positions because that just taking the leap is the way like.
Speaker 1: Why people don't do it.
Speaker 2: So that's cool to have that so young, because like
Speaker 2: you said, you're young, and some people are just like
Speaker 2: fuck it and just don't really care, or you're like, hey, wait,
Speaker 2: there could be a business thing at the end of this.
Speaker 3: Let me hear more right exactly, And honestly, it played
Speaker 3: to my advantage not knowing the show, Like I didn't
Speaker 3: know what I was doing. So every time I like
Speaker 3: imagine just like this absolute rogue quarterback that just starts
Speaker 3: playing the game completely differently, but it's working, and everyone's like,
Speaker 3: how the fuck is he doing this? Like this is
Speaker 3: how they traditionally have done it for twenty years, but
Speaker 3: what he's doing is working.
Speaker 2: So how because you don't know the show, how do
Speaker 2: you go into that mindset of like did you just
Speaker 2: play in? What was the motivation just to win? Because
Speaker 2: it is as much as like you are athletic, you've
Speaker 2: done you know, certain things, whatever, but there's a strategic
Speaker 2: part of that level. But it's also a social game
Speaker 2: as well. So how did you play into not knowing
Speaker 2: it at all? How did you come into this?
Speaker 3: I actually my entire game was social. I only won
Speaker 3: one competition.
Speaker 1: On purpose or because.
Speaker 3: You a little bit of both. I mean there was
Speaker 3: definitely times where like I tried to and then I didn't.
Speaker 2: Are you just saying that now to cover your ass
Speaker 2: and be like, well, you know I could.
Speaker 1: Have won them all?
Speaker 3: But no, no, because it's it's a double edged sword.
Speaker 3: Because when you win a competition or target, right, you're
Speaker 3: a target, but you're also again right, yes, but no,
Speaker 3: you're on everyone. Like you also are required to make
Speaker 3: a decision that pisses someone off no matter what. So
Speaker 3: you're either putting someone on the block.
Speaker 2: Now what you say that because that's something in a
Speaker 2: contractual way, or just because the game how the game
Speaker 2: is played.
Speaker 3: It's the way the game is played. Okay, So, like
Speaker 3: there are two competitions a week. The first one is
Speaker 3: h H and with that you're guaranteed safety, but you
Speaker 3: have to nominate two people for eviction, and only one
Speaker 3: gets evicted. So no matter what, you're making somebody man,
Speaker 3: someone's mad at you. You're making an enemy. So why
Speaker 3: would you want to upset the house? Why? Like, why
Speaker 3: you know if you can just sit back and chill,
Speaker 3: you don't want that response?
Speaker 1: Did you try a love approach? A love approach?
Speaker 2: I didn't watch your season, so you know, I don't know,
Speaker 2: but I have with me a big brother. I've watched
Speaker 2: like some seasons.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't even know what season you are.
Speaker 1: Maybe I didn't. I didn't even know that you were
Speaker 1: on there.
Speaker 2: But you would have noticed the hunk like me, is
Speaker 2: that route we're going here in private talk com?
Speaker 1: But how many seasons ago was it?
Speaker 3: So? So they're on they just finished twenty three, I believe,
Speaker 3: and they're they're about to shoot They're about to shoot
Speaker 3: Celebrity Big Brother in February.
Speaker 1: See, And that's how I kind of got hooked.
Speaker 2: Like when I was a kid, my parents used to
Speaker 2: watch the other one, so I hadn't known what it was,
Speaker 2: but I didn't pick up back after until like as adult.
Speaker 2: So the celebrity one was what kind of hooked me.
Speaker 2: And then I saw the thing afterward because I was
Speaker 2: just hooked to the game because I like the like
Speaker 2: the process. And then I saw and then some of
Speaker 2: them like I said at the beginning, you can kind
Speaker 2: of know what people you like or don't like, and
Speaker 2: you're just like, I can't really fuck with these people anymore,
Speaker 2: Like I wouldn't like hang out with any of them,
Speaker 2: and I would just hate everybody. Our y is you know,
Speaker 2: you liked to have to like wait to the end,
Speaker 2: but I definitely like this strategic and the game aspect,
Speaker 2: So I think.
Speaker 1: That that's cool. So how long did that process end
Speaker 1: for you?
Speaker 2: And how does that, like any of those things that
Speaker 2: happened in the house live out, and how your life
Speaker 2: is to currently today living in la oh yeah, kind
Speaker 2: of the same thing.
Speaker 3: Well, it's a very it's funny you say that, because
Speaker 3: that's very correct. But the process is the game is
Speaker 3: one hundred days. The total process you leave probably like
Speaker 3: a week before. It's like one hundred and seven days.
Speaker 3: That's not including like your whole casting process that takes months.
Speaker 3: That's like, but you're it's only like our interviews on intervals,
Speaker 3: but like over three or four months, and then you
Speaker 3: finally get on. You're gone from society for one hundred
Speaker 3: and seven days. So like I left June, like I
Speaker 3: got kidnapped June eleventh, and I didn't have my phone
Speaker 3: or speak to the outside world until September twenty eight.
Speaker 1: Was that hard for you?
Speaker 3: The first thirty days are hard. The first thirty days it's.
Speaker 2: Like you were like like you were jonesing like a drug,
Speaker 2: Like you like you had a detox yourself out of
Speaker 2: like the every like your board, Oh, let me look
Speaker 2: at my phone, oh social media, h whatever.
Speaker 3: So the first thirty days it's like, you know, so
Speaker 3: you're like, Okay, it's Thursday night, Like I know exactly
Speaker 3: where my friends are. It's fourth of July. I know
Speaker 3: exactly what. I know exactly what my family at the
Speaker 3: worst phomo. I have the worst fomo in the world.
Speaker 3: And you're just thinking about what they're doing. And I
Speaker 3: swear it was a thirty day mark because it was
Speaker 3: the day my buddy was evicted and the day he
Speaker 3: got evicted. After that, it was like a switch and
Speaker 3: it was no longer Okay, it's Thursday, like my buddies
Speaker 3: are at this bar. It was like, Okay, we have
Speaker 3: to prepare for the h of wage coming up, or
Speaker 3: we have to prepare for nomination.
Speaker 1: Like you're so funny.
Speaker 2: How that works, like mindset, because it's really is a
Speaker 2: mind game.
Speaker 1: That's why. Again like the aspect of the game.
Speaker 2: But it's like how they say you break or you
Speaker 2: create a habit in twenty one days, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean, And you don't realize the withdraw which sounds
Speaker 2: funny with you don't think it is as an actual drug.
Speaker 2: But those things become programs that are at like not
Speaker 2: healthy programs totally.
Speaker 3: No, You're you're you're spot on, and it's when you're
Speaker 3: watching from an outside of view. You have that first
Speaker 3: twenty one day perspective.
Speaker 1: You're like, oh, sitting over there like itching, You're like, come.
Speaker 3: Fuck, But you have this like so the first first
Speaker 3: thirty days your cutthroat because you don't really have an
Speaker 3: emotional bond with anyone yet, you know, even like and
Speaker 3: it's a game at the end of the day, but
Speaker 3: you're still like, hey, I just fucked my buddy out
Speaker 3: of half a million dollars or now it's seven hundred
Speaker 3: fifty haes.
Speaker 2: It become that like where that becomes a way that
Speaker 2: your opinion sways or your decision sways because now you
Speaker 2: do have an emotional attachment because theoretically you are still
Speaker 2: all of you have gone on the same contract, knowing
Speaker 2: it's one hundred days, it's this whatever.
Speaker 1: How do you know those feelings are genuine?
Speaker 2: You don't, you don't, but you're willing to risk a
Speaker 2: half a million dollars.
Speaker 3: See, I didn't. I was the only way. But it
Speaker 3: still hurts when you do it. You're like, I know
Speaker 3: what I have to do, and this is what I'm
Speaker 3: gonna do. It's gonna hurt while I'm doing it.
Speaker 1: You lost a lot of friends.
Speaker 3: I was the only person who didn't have it.
Speaker 1: My friends do you have?
Speaker 3: No? No, No, we're all friends. That's actually true. There's
Speaker 3: one person I'm probably not friends with after the show,
Speaker 3: but that's.
Speaker 2: Too let's talk about it. You like the truth here
Speaker 2: at Private Talk. But I mean, this show's over obviously.
Speaker 2: I mean I didn't watch it. I'm sorry I didn't.
Speaker 2: But it was so so much time that when you
Speaker 2: were coming to my Private Talk couch, which I appreciate
Speaker 2: that I couldn't cram all that in.
Speaker 1: So who did you have?
Speaker 2: Or you or they offend that you no longer have
Speaker 2: a relationship?
Speaker 3: Now rock star? Okay, rock star is this? She is?
Speaker 3: She was a purple haired pagan witch trying to just
Speaker 3: crazy hippie. Okay, if I if I could describe her,
Speaker 3: and those are all like self proclaimed like.
Speaker 1: Visual things because we're also on audio show, so I
Speaker 1: like it.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, so that's your description, so that that's my description.
Speaker 3: And naturally we butted heads, didn't We didn't necessarily have
Speaker 3: in the beginning. From from day one, she wanted me
Speaker 3: out and she was public about it, and then I
Speaker 3: eventually got her out and we had like this like feud.
Speaker 3: She chased me around the house with pots and pans
Speaker 3: at one point time screaming at me because I lied
Speaker 3: and said she did something she didn't to keep myself
Speaker 3: in the game and heed yeah oh yeah, ok on
Speaker 3: live television in.
Speaker 1: Front of everybody.
Speaker 3: Everybody. It was it's noted as like a very iconic
Speaker 3: moment in the game.
Speaker 2: So I have a question for you without all being said,
Speaker 2: because you know valid, right, but you are playing a
Speaker 2: game and individuals, because we all are individuals and we
Speaker 2: have different like personalities. Do you think like and what
Speaker 2: would you could you identify now looking back on the
Speaker 2: outside looking in that mirrored Roxy to you and vice versa.
Speaker 2: That triggered you both so much that you didn't like
Speaker 2: each other because what they say that we usually have
Speaker 2: problems with people that are so there's something about us
Speaker 2: that we don't like, and so we're acting out in
Speaker 2: other ways that we may show up or we may
Speaker 2: not like how that person's showing up that triggers us.
Speaker 2: Is there something that you could identify at that point
Speaker 2: now that maybe you and Roxy, if she's listening out there,
Speaker 2: could amend things.
Speaker 3: Oh no, no, I've said it on multiple bot. I
Speaker 3: have nothing but love for Rockstar. Like we shared a
Speaker 3: very unique bond. Do I think that we'd necessarily be
Speaker 3: like the best friends in the appiae?
Speaker 2: But that's not what Yeah, as looking in the mirror,
Speaker 2: what was the identifying factor for both of you if
Speaker 2: you could look right now?
Speaker 1: That why you think you two butted heads?
Speaker 3: Well, I know why she in like me her verbatim
Speaker 3: word where I look just like every guy that bellied
Speaker 3: her in high school.
Speaker 1: Okay, so you already had a target on.
Speaker 3: Your back immediately, and then I was like And.
Speaker 2: Then I'm sure in some way for her you played
Speaker 2: into what they were doing as well. But maybe something
Speaker 2: that you said that you didn't know was triggering. Probably,
Speaker 2: But yeah, and that's why those things are like again,
Speaker 2: that it's a her problem. But and then you have
Speaker 2: your own with defending yourself quote unquote or whatever. But
Speaker 2: they say, like, way, you know, the work one with
Speaker 2: you in yourself is if there's a troubling situation, it's
Speaker 2: usually identified with something we don't like about ourselves.
Speaker 3: For me, it was just the fact that she publicly
Speaker 3: said I want to get him out there.
Speaker 2: Washing because it was a target quotua. I shouldn't give
Speaker 2: you a chance of anything. She was assuming the punishment
Speaker 2: from other people in her past on you, And you're like,
Speaker 2: at least get me out if I did something to
Speaker 2: do right.
Speaker 3: But at the end of the day, it's a game
Speaker 3: and you have to pick someone. You have to. You
Speaker 3: can't be like, hey, I'm gonna be friends with everyone
Speaker 3: and nobody's going to get evicted. Everybody's going to get evicted.
Speaker 3: One person wins. You can have your rider die who
Speaker 3: like wins next to you. Because the second runner up
Speaker 3: gets fifty thousand dollars, it might have upped at this
Speaker 3: point time because the total went up. It's been years
Speaker 3: since I played. But you know, everybody does a win.
Speaker 1: It's a inflation. You know, there's a lot of numbers yeah,
Speaker 1: these days.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: For sure.
Speaker 2: So with that being said, coming and integrating into the
Speaker 2: real world after all of that, did you see yourself
Speaker 2: kind of like playing the game not knowingly or did
Speaker 2: it did it just kind of just go away, because again,
Speaker 2: you created a new habit, and the habit.
Speaker 1: Was being isolated.
Speaker 2: It was with those same people and those personalities and
Speaker 2: also the fight or flight and wanting the winning kind
Speaker 2: of aspect.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, you hit the nail on the head. It's
Speaker 3: it's funny because you walk out and you think you're
Speaker 3: totally fine. You're like no, like I'm good, Like yeah,
Speaker 3: you good, Yeah, like we're good, and then like three
Speaker 3: months goes by and you're like, dude, I was I
Speaker 3: was not okay then, Like I was like definitely not
Speaker 3: in a mentally okay sting And you just get into this,
Speaker 3: like you're so used to every second of your day
Speaker 3: being recorded and on camera and on microphone and there
Speaker 3: are no blind spots in the house that I was
Speaker 3: almost too transparent with people at times, like I just
Speaker 3: assumed everybody knew everything, and I was just like, fuck it,
Speaker 3: it doesn't even matter. You already knew this, And like
Speaker 3: I was just telling people things like they didn't need
Speaker 3: to know, but I like, in my brain, I thought
Speaker 3: they knew. But then you're also like sitting here enjoying
Speaker 3: a drink, like talking with people at the bar, and
Speaker 3: you're just like constantly listening to other conversations that are
Speaker 3: around you, and slowly you break out of that, but
Speaker 3: you also have this like pessimistic view where you was like,
Speaker 3: you can't take a con Like for example, when I
Speaker 3: walked off the show, fans were coming up there, Brett,
Speaker 3: we loved your show. It was the best season I'd
Speaker 3: ever seen, and I was just like, what's your motive?
Speaker 3: Why why are you saying that? My like, like, what
Speaker 3: do you want from me? Because I assumed every time
Speaker 3: someone offered something that they were just trying to get
Speaker 3: something from me.
Speaker 2: I can relate to that myself included being in the
Speaker 2: adult entertainment business for me is like, Okay, what do
Speaker 2: you want from me?
Speaker 1: Or do you like me?
Speaker 2: Or do you like who you saw on the show?
Speaker 2: Because reality is they don't know you, they know what's
Speaker 2: been portrayed of you, and you know myself included, so
Speaker 2: it's like, how do you know when anybody is being honest?
Speaker 2: But it's the same thing like for me, like moving
Speaker 2: forward was you don't really ever.
Speaker 3: Know, no, no, you know what I mean, Like it's.
Speaker 2: And it's a trial and error and everything we do
Speaker 2: and it's just life. And that's why, you know, it's
Speaker 2: it's the choices that we make, the people that we
Speaker 2: surround ourselves with, and all those things that are the
Speaker 2: influences of what we kind of make our decisions for
Speaker 2: is just kind of got to figure it out, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean. And that's kind of like why
Speaker 2: in some of those things like that you chose to
Speaker 2: put yourself in and being young but not knowing the
Speaker 2: outcome and knowing how that would affect your life.
Speaker 1: Now, I'm sure you still get people come.
Speaker 2: Up to me like hey, I love your episode or
Speaker 2: hey whatever, and like you've done so many other things, right,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, So you're like I forgot
Speaker 2: about that, you know what I mean, Like I'm doing
Speaker 2: da da da da, or not that you forgot, but
Speaker 2: like of why someone would be so fascinated about even then,
Speaker 2: like the fan base continues, and then then you have
Speaker 2: the ones in the other spectrum where it's like watch
Speaker 2: every single thing you do that know from a detail
Speaker 2: at times sometimes with myself, I'm like, man, I forgot
Speaker 2: I did that, or I didn't even know. Yeah that's cool,
Speaker 2: I did do that, you know what I mean. So
Speaker 2: then there's a refreshers you're like and it's humbling you,
Speaker 2: at least.
Speaker 3: For my totally for example, like me as well, we
Speaker 3: had one hundred days of filming. Imagine twenty four hours
Speaker 3: around the clock. A hundred days. It's a lot of time.
Speaker 3: I said a lot of fucking things and I did
Speaker 3: a lot of things.
Speaker 1: Do you regret any of it?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: Is there anything that a moment that maybe that was like, uh,
Speaker 2: that's not what I meant, or it was portrayed a
Speaker 2: certain way, or like are you just fuck it?
Speaker 1: This is who I am.
Speaker 3: No, I'm good. I feel like you know, in the beginning,
Speaker 3: I was a little bit jaded the edit that I
Speaker 3: got in the beginning, but I was able to redeem
Speaker 3: myself over time. Fortunately, like I came out boisterous just
Speaker 3: like douchebag frack guy was the edit that I got,
Speaker 3: and obviously, like I've played.
Speaker 2: It, that's your lifestyle in the beginning from at that
Speaker 2: point or is that just something that it was easy
Speaker 2: to target on your back.
Speaker 3: I would say that they turned a twenty percent of
Speaker 3: me into one hundred percent of.
Speaker 2: Me, you know what I mean, They saw what they
Speaker 2: could amp up to make right totally. Maybe, I mean
Speaker 2: it's I think I think it's still TV.
Speaker 3: Right, and a lot of people forget even though it's
Speaker 3: reality TV. People forget at the end of the day,
Speaker 3: this is a television show. Like when I signed that contract,
Speaker 3: it's it's not it's not a it's not a game.
Speaker 3: It's a television show.
Speaker 2: Do they put on like things where you know, make
Speaker 2: you like, put people against each other in the house
Speaker 2: or is it just the kind of a free for all?
Speaker 2: Is there any kind of things that are pitted against.
Speaker 3: Or it would be naive to say that there's no
Speaker 3: producer influence. But Big Brother is a very difficult game
Speaker 3: to influence because of the way it's designed. One it's
Speaker 3: live to like like on other shows like you Break,
Speaker 3: you're like okay. There's even on reality TV shows like
Speaker 3: you know when you're on camera and you know when.
Speaker 1: You're not ours to what you're shooting, right.
Speaker 3: And then there's times where like you guys are like
Speaker 3: hanging out and talking off a camera, where in Big brother.
Speaker 3: There is no moment of break, so there is no.
Speaker 1: Way to capitalized.
Speaker 3: Was like Big Brother after Dark, right, right, exactly. That's
Speaker 3: the whole pitch here. So it's a very difficult game
Speaker 3: because it's really trying to tame like sixteen wild animals
Speaker 3: that are just locked in the cage together.
Speaker 1: And you're like, hey, but that's a good analogy.
Speaker 3: They're absolutely they're absolutely positioning certain questions. You go into
Speaker 3: the diary room and that's the only time that you're alone.
Speaker 3: You're not really alone, you're talking to producers over a microphone, but.
Speaker 1: We're the people that you're in the house with.
Speaker 3: Can't hear you, right, That's the only time that you
Speaker 3: can truly say how you feel. So it was almost
Speaker 3: like a therapy session. You're just like, fuck man, and
Speaker 3: you just like let it out about all these people
Speaker 3: because you're also playing a game. So like someone you
Speaker 3: know doesn't wash their dishes or or leaves a mess
Speaker 3: in the bedroom, or because there's no dishwasher, you have
Speaker 3: to cook, you have to clean, you have someone doesn't
Speaker 3: clean the bathroom. Someone you know, just whatever is just
Speaker 3: annoying you all day and won't leave you alone. Like
Speaker 3: even if you're mad at someone, there is no distance.
Speaker 3: It's like, Okay, cool, I'm mad at you. I'm gonna
Speaker 3: sit on this side of the couch instead of this
Speaker 3: side of the couch.
Speaker 2: And it's like awesome when this seems like there's nowhere
Speaker 2: to there's no outlet, there's no nothing, there's no like
Speaker 2: literally like it's.
Speaker 1: Like going back to like when you're a kid.
Speaker 2: Like it's just like you're stuck, right, And then people
Speaker 2: who don't and realize that maybe somethings are triggers, then
Speaker 2: you watch them deteriorate throughout the timing of those hundred days.
Speaker 1: Right, you know what I mean? And then you see
Speaker 1: how people act.
Speaker 3: You can't act fake for one hundred days, twenty four
Speaker 3: hours a day.
Speaker 2: No, because people break for sure, because people who are
Speaker 2: always acting to it's you know, that's only a facade
Speaker 2: for so long, and then you know the real things
Speaker 2: happen in tears and you know outreach.
Speaker 1: Everybody has a trigger, you know what thing is. That's
Speaker 1: why I think it's like people.
Speaker 2: Are human see for me, and that's why it's such
Speaker 2: an unpredictable game. I feel like it's because like you said,
Speaker 2: it's it is not like you can't influence, but it
Speaker 2: also could be influence from day to.
Speaker 3: Day, right, and you also like, for example, when when
Speaker 3: you're nominated to be evicted, you get an opportunity to
Speaker 3: give a speech like your last like hail Mary to everyone, Hey,
Speaker 3: this is why you should keep me because of X,
Speaker 3: Y and Z. And when you're watching TV, you're like, okay, cool,
Speaker 3: you just standing in a room with you know, depending
Speaker 3: on what the numbers are, fifteen other people, that doesn't
Speaker 3: seem that intimidating, but like you're still on live television
Speaker 3: ranging from three to ten million.
Speaker 2: Do you think about that though, because at a certain time,
Speaker 2: like doesn't it just become your life because it's just
Speaker 2: your every day where yeah, you could see the lights
Speaker 2: but even like with me important at a certain time
Speaker 2: of my career, I could do with my eyes closed
Speaker 2: and I knew exactly what I needed to do because
Speaker 2: I knew where the camera people were, I knew what
Speaker 2: I needed, how much time I was needed. You know,
Speaker 2: obviously different scenarios, but it's like it becomes a routine.
Speaker 3: Yes, so yes and no, so like ninety five percent
Speaker 3: of the show, yes, where you're just like living your
Speaker 3: day to day you get used to it. But come
Speaker 3: Thursday night it's live.
Speaker 1: You can hear that because you know, oh, because you
Speaker 1: can see it. I also hear it.
Speaker 3: You can hear them on the app. So like there
Speaker 3: is a live portion of the show. Whoever gets evicted
Speaker 3: walks out to a live crowd, but you can hear
Speaker 3: the rumble, okay, and it like builds.
Speaker 2: Up anticipation of like, what's this really going to end?
Speaker 3: Like, and everything is ten times longer than you think
Speaker 3: it is, Like you'll watch I'm thinking it'll be literally
Speaker 3: thirty seconds of film. And we were waiting there for
Speaker 3: like four hours, and then we got one little bit
Speaker 3: and that was it.
Speaker 1: Was there ever a moment that you broke?
Speaker 3: No, no, no, I I was designed for the show.
Speaker 3: I really was that.
Speaker 1: It's a very big plaque for yourself.
Speaker 3: I really was, like, I pride myself. I was the
Speaker 3: only one that didn't cry the entire season.
Speaker 2: Did you ever cry by yourself? Of course, you just
Speaker 2: didn't it on camera. Yeah, so when you went to
Speaker 2: like go to the bathroom, you.
Speaker 1: Had a moment.
Speaker 3: There are cameras in the bathroom. There is no blind crash.
Speaker 3: I didn't cry in the.
Speaker 1: House, but you said you cried by yourself.
Speaker 3: Oh, I mean not after, not because of the show,
Speaker 3: but I thought you were asking like have I ever
Speaker 3: cried before?
Speaker 1: No, I'm just saying like no on the show.
Speaker 2: It's like basically there's certain things that people do it
Speaker 2: in the confessionals, like out burst of things happen or whatever.
Speaker 2: It's just like, is it a moment where it's like,
Speaker 2: I'm I'm very good, I have a pugger place nobody knows,
Speaker 2: and I've had break down and I'm just like, Okay,
Speaker 2: got it, We're coming back. Nobody knows what's going on,
Speaker 2: and sometimes that you gotta do, but they're in the
Speaker 2: bathroom as well.
Speaker 3: No, yeah, yeah, oh yeah. Like every morning I would
Speaker 3: take a leek looking at the camera and be like.
Speaker 1: You just start talking to somebody whoever's there.
Speaker 3: Good morning. I know you're looking at my wiener every morning.
Speaker 3: How you doing?
Speaker 2: But I'm sure that's also what's made you so successful now,
Speaker 2: integrating in your life and like the whole influencer world
Speaker 2: that we live in.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and how have you made that in? Just success? Now?
Speaker 1: What are you currently doing and working on?
Speaker 3: So it was a lot of things, but it's funny
Speaker 3: that you made the analogy of like Big Brothers like
Speaker 3: living in Hollywood or living in Ala. It's very much.
Speaker 2: After watching this show, I was just like, it's a
Speaker 2: doggy dog world and that's everywhere. But it's again That's
Speaker 2: why I said, how do you deal with the emotion
Speaker 2: of playing that game on an intensity that it is
Speaker 2: because you know that there is a monetary thing and
Speaker 2: the reward is why you're doing it right, and you
Speaker 2: when you come out into the world, and usually in
Speaker 2: those limelight things is LA you stay here or whatever,
Speaker 2: it's the same thing. So then it's like when do
Speaker 2: you feel like you're stop playing the game or do
Speaker 2: you or have you you know what I mean? Like
Speaker 2: you there's been time E've been off the show and
Speaker 2: you know, and you integrate whatever. But like in reality,
Speaker 2: you're still really playing Big Brother.
Speaker 3: In a weird little way you are. But there's like
Speaker 3: times where you're professionally it's you know, in La you
Speaker 3: you collab, right, you collab with all these other influencers
Speaker 3: and you meet all these other people, and there's times
Speaker 3: where it's like, Okay, I'm this is this is my job.
Speaker 3: I'm professional, I'm going on set, I'm going to ask professional,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna do what I need to do. And then
Speaker 3: you're like, Okay, this is when i'm not working, and
Speaker 3: you need to like really identify that, and you still
Speaker 3: got to try and be like, Okay, Monday through Friday,
Speaker 3: I'm working. On the weekend, I'm gonna relax even though
Speaker 3: it's very intertwined, and it doesn't.
Speaker 2: And that's why I feel like and you're you know,
Speaker 2: we have this debate about your age before we started
Speaker 2: the podcast about you're still young in this world of
Speaker 2: in this world that you live and you play whatever.
Speaker 2: It's very networking, it's on off all the time. But
Speaker 2: what you realize when you evolve in things and just
Speaker 2: where you are in your life or age or whatever
Speaker 2: they may be, is the boundaries in space of what
Speaker 2: it is. Because for me, I'm genuinely how I am
Speaker 2: right now is how I am.
Speaker 1: In my real life. I'm very straightforward, I'm blunt.
Speaker 2: Some people don't like what I say, but it's never
Speaker 2: with the intention to hurt somebody's feelings. It's just my
Speaker 2: honest truth. But in my work world I was the
Speaker 2: same way. So it was hard when it wasn't received
Speaker 2: sometimes in certain things because you can't just always get
Speaker 2: along with everybody where to integrate that, I.
Speaker 3: Feel like, I feel like, especially in your field, though,
Speaker 3: you needed to be that straightforward and.
Speaker 2: Blood right one hundred And I think that with myself,
Speaker 2: I kind of feel like I can't say I had
Speaker 2: it easy and everything. But I was also married for
Speaker 2: a majority of the portion of when I was in
Speaker 2: the industry, and my husband, my ex husband, was in
Speaker 2: the industry, so they respected him so so I never
Speaker 2: got a lot of uh, the other things that I
Speaker 2: had heard from other girls or whatever and not saying,
Speaker 2: you know, and I believe that it would be true.
Speaker 2: Who knows what my situation would be different if they
Speaker 2: didn't if I wasn't in that thing.
Speaker 1: Who knows. And again, after me.
Speaker 2: Getting divorced, I was still in the industry, and certain
Speaker 2: people say things, but at that level, it's like there's
Speaker 2: an intimidation about Oh, like they don't know, so they're
Speaker 2: usually probably not gonna try unless it's in my face.
Speaker 1: And then I'm kind of an asshole, if you you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I have a like my mother would say, a resting
Speaker 2: bitch face, but I'm like it's on purpose, because who
Speaker 2: wants to break those walls down and speak to me
Speaker 2: will And I'm very nice and I'm home Mom's Southern.
Speaker 2: But if you want to be a dick to me,
Speaker 2: I can put you in your place too, So don't
Speaker 2: try me like you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: No, No, I think you hit the nail on the head,
Speaker 3: like I like the spot or you said like you
Speaker 3: have like I feel like because of Big Brother, and
Speaker 3: because of that, I evolved into like being more blunt
Speaker 3: and more honest and more straightforward about certain things that
Speaker 3: I used to be so uncomfortable, like I would just
Speaker 3: avoid a conversation.
Speaker 2: I feel like from the outside looking, I feel like
Speaker 2: it was maybe something that you always want to, like
Speaker 2: you said, your friends didn't think it was so far
Speaker 2: fust she want whatever, and you have a personality, but
Speaker 2: it was an easier way for you like this, this
Speaker 2: is who I am, and not knowing that there would
Speaker 2: be a repercussion, but just be like and when you
Speaker 2: can be genuinely authentically yourself and also having a platform
Speaker 2: when like Big Brother portraying it for you or you're
Speaker 2: not having to do the marketing, the this or whatever,
Speaker 2: and people authentically attached to you, it's a good feeling
Speaker 2: so it only motivates you more to go on afterwards,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And that's like why I
Speaker 2: feel like I was saying, like integrating into the content world.
Speaker 2: This is probably a little easier is because, like you said,
Speaker 2: there was cameras twenty four seven where some people can't
Speaker 2: get behind the camera and turn it on and be like,
Speaker 2: oh I sound silly or oh whatever. Like you've already
Speaker 2: worked out those kinks where it makes it a little
Speaker 2: bit easier to just be yourself and kind of like
Speaker 2: figure out what you wanted to do from the beginning.
Speaker 2: But Big Brother maybe kind of amplified the word.
Speaker 3: That's at Oh yeah, no, for sure. I think it
Speaker 3: just finally allowed me to evolve into who I actually am.
Speaker 1: So who are you actually?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 2: How private talk we want to know deep conversation of course,
Speaker 2: that's what we do here at private talk Listen.
Speaker 3: Like I absolutely I think I take a very similar
Speaker 3: approach to what you do, but I do in a
Speaker 3: different way instead of like necessarily arresting bitch face. I
Speaker 3: kind of have this douchebag persona initially, but it's all
Speaker 3: in just good fun. But like I like to consider
Speaker 3: myself as more like a lovable douchebag, like if as
Speaker 3: long as you can pick up on my humor and
Speaker 3: like my jokes and like my brashness, like I had
Speaker 3: no means like actually want to hurt anyone's feelings, Like
Speaker 3: I'm not actually malicious. I just have a stupid sense
Speaker 3: of humor and if you just tell me to shut up,
Speaker 3: I will. But I'm also just very blunt and out
Speaker 3: going and fun. And I like to think that I
Speaker 3: bring an energy that a lot of people enjoy, Like
Speaker 3: I like to think that it's like really like lightens
Speaker 3: the room up a bit, and it's an energy that,
Speaker 3: like a lot of uncomfortable situations, it just helps ease
Speaker 3: through it.
Speaker 2: I could get to that to a point, I have
Speaker 2: a little you know, apprehensions on certain things. But again
Speaker 2: it's also it's a generation that we live in, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, and and like I feel like
Speaker 2: what you do and like all this stuff like that
Speaker 2: the TikTok like like heart like lightheartedness of all of that.
Speaker 1: It's about people.
Speaker 2: Take life too serious, you know what I mean, And
Speaker 2: like for me sometimes it's like I can also that
Speaker 2: I know I am an alpha female. I come up
Speaker 2: like a cross really strong sometimes, but it's again, if
Speaker 2: we have a conversation, everything I'm doing, I'm always like
Speaker 2: I am mom people sometimes and I have to like
Speaker 2: check myself. I'm like, okay, maybe they don't want to
Speaker 2: hear that or like whatever. But it comes from that
Speaker 2: place where it's like sometimes at the same time too,
Speaker 2: if somebody tells me, hey, I don't want to hear
Speaker 2: that right now, I gotta respect the same thing what
Speaker 2: I'm saying to you is and be able to like
Speaker 2: take the vice versa. So it's like what the joking
Speaker 2: is Like my humor sometimes not always received, and then
Speaker 2: I'm just like okay, but if you would have told
Speaker 2: me like okay, bitch no or called me out, I
Speaker 2: wouldn't be mad, right, But in the world we live in,
Speaker 2: it's just like how much you test somebody right until
Speaker 2: what's the humor? Because there is humor in everything, just
Speaker 2: like there's good and bad in everything.
Speaker 1: It's just how you.
Speaker 2: For me, it's about the delivery of it. Everything for
Speaker 2: me is about the message. Is what you're saying, everything
Speaker 2: is great. There should be the vice versa. It's just
Speaker 2: like you know the line that we cross of being
Speaker 2: who's being a dick and who's not you know what
Speaker 2: I mean? And again, every perception is everything, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, as long as we're all having fun
Speaker 2: and what it is.
Speaker 3: Fuck it, I'm always I probably have too much fun?
Speaker 1: You have too much fun. What's the most fun thing
Speaker 1: that you've done since you've been in La?
Speaker 3: Oh? The most fun thing?
Speaker 2: Something that you're just like either called somebody and was like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, I'm not even called It just was like, fuck,
Speaker 2: is this my life right now?
Speaker 3: Like since being I guess, so what I've done actually
Speaker 3: in LA that's fun? Or since being in LA that
Speaker 3: was fun?
Speaker 1: I mean, isn't that the same thing?
Speaker 3: No? I mean I wasn't in La when it happened,
Speaker 3: but it was like since I've been in.
Speaker 2: LA, since you've been in La, like since you've moved here,
Speaker 2: that you may get it official to be like like
Speaker 2: stay here.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah. I had a pretty fucking wild New
Speaker 3: Year's Okay, it was actually.
Speaker 1: This is the current New Year's like.
Speaker 3: Like twenty eight days.
Speaker 2: Ago, fucking number.
Speaker 1: I love it. Private talk, Okay, twenty eight days ago
Speaker 1: was an epic time.
Speaker 3: It was absolutely out of control. Of course, yeah, of course,
Speaker 3: so I flew into Vegas with one of my best friends, Masha,
Speaker 3: who lives there. She was on Tiger King. It's absolutely
Speaker 3: beautiful looking, supermodel lady, but she's like one of my
Speaker 3: best friends. And a group of people there, we grabbed
Speaker 3: dinner with Dan Bilzaria and who ends up being like
Speaker 3: one of the nice skuys. I were like super cool,
Speaker 3: like super down to earth, like way different than he's
Speaker 3: depicted online, but hey, like we all have our online
Speaker 3: persona like live your life super cool. We grabbed dinner
Speaker 3: at Catch and somehow we ended up we ended up
Speaker 3: at Hakasan, but Hawkasan like the entire casino like the
Speaker 3: power went out and we're the only ones that so
Speaker 3: we luckily like hop on Dan's bus and we sneak
Speaker 3: out of We sneak out of MGM, and we run
Speaker 3: over to Resort World. So we're at Zeke at Resort
Speaker 3: World and we're fucking just popping off, just doing exactly
Speaker 3: what you're supposed to be doing until till until four
Speaker 3: in the morning. And my friend who's my friend Amy,
Speaker 3: was working at the time. I'm sorry, my friend Mary
Speaker 3: who's working at the time, sneaks This is like fifteen
Speaker 3: thousand dollars, bottle of Ace of Spades, I'm fucked up.
Speaker 3: I naturally was like I'm gonna spray this.
Speaker 1: Oh that does not sound like the right thing to do, bro.
Speaker 3: But it was like more literally, like I'm.
Speaker 2: Gonna waste the fifteen thousand dollars.
Speaker 3: Okay, So it was more like I was kidding, like
Speaker 3: I was gonna spray it, but like, once it starts foaming,
Speaker 3: there's no going back. And I was like, all right,
Speaker 3: it's already going. It's already happening.
Speaker 1: It's like, pre come, you can't take it back.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, it's gone gone.
Speaker 1: It doesn't come back inside your body. As much as
Speaker 1: you try, it doesn't.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, no it doesn't. And then we're like, hey,
Speaker 3: you know, we're just like we're not we're not done
Speaker 3: with the night, you know, like it's this is four
Speaker 3: four thirty in the morning. Yeah, no big deal. So
Speaker 3: we're like, all right, we're gonna, we're gonna pop over
Speaker 3: to I for whatever reason, had to stack of crazy
Speaker 3: horse ones that I just never spent.
Speaker 1: It just so happens.
Speaker 3: I just never spent them. I had like five hundred dollars.
Speaker 1: Who travels with them?
Speaker 3: I keep them at my Buddy's house in Vegas.
Speaker 1: Oh, like special moments like this.
Speaker 3: Well, because they make you when you go there, like
Speaker 3: you have to turn them into Crazy Horse dollars and
Speaker 3: you can never spend them anywhere else. Let me get you,
Speaker 3: I know, it's like fuck, like I have to use these, like.
Speaker 1: I'm never going to use long sitting in this safe.
Speaker 3: They had been there for a minute, they were literally
Speaker 3: The funny thing is my friend actually thought they were
Speaker 3: fake cash for a while. He had no clues, like
Speaker 3: real it fake cash.
Speaker 1: But crazy Horse dollars are just circulating around Vegas.
Speaker 3: In LA Yeah, yeah, exactly. So we go to Crazy Horse.
Speaker 3: Waind up at Crazy Horse until eight thirty in the morning.
Speaker 3: We're like, I'm still not done.
Speaker 2: So what does one do at eight like till four
Speaker 2: to eight am? And Crazy Horse for private talk? Lessoners
Speaker 2: out there? What does people do there? Like do you
Speaker 2: just drink you spectators?
Speaker 3: Yeah, you get bottled, you hit a table. It's like
Speaker 3: a regular club, Like you can get a table and
Speaker 3: you bottles, you can go to But.
Speaker 2: Why do you why do you and your friends go
Speaker 2: on of New Year's to just not talk to these ladies?
Speaker 1: Are you're talking about their taxes, their plans for twenty two.
Speaker 3: Tax talk. There's no tax talk at all, at least
Speaker 3: not with me.
Speaker 1: No, what was your talk to them? You know?
Speaker 3: There are just some moments. They are so special kids.
Speaker 1: What happened in the Vegas Days in Vegas.
Speaker 3: In Vegas?
Speaker 1: Okay, podcast, okay, so you okay?
Speaker 3: So dances, Yeah, yeah, dancing.
Speaker 1: I know, crazy word goes because crazier.
Speaker 2: They're very aggressive, and especially when you have five thousand
Speaker 2: dollars fucking worth of crazy bucks whatever the fuck they're called.
Speaker 1: Because I've been there.
Speaker 2: I know, I've been there, I've been these I've been
Speaker 2: to these events. Go figure, they get aggressive. So I'm like, okay,
Speaker 2: baby girl, let's talk about it. You just at the end,
Speaker 2: I'm just like take it.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 1: What do you want from me? But yeah, so okay,
Speaker 1: crazy hearts.
Speaker 3: Okay, So we're not We're not done. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: I'm explaining we're not even done with the night. We're like, okay,
Speaker 3: we're at eight am. Yeah, we're gonna go to brunch
Speaker 3: where so we go we go back to the wind
Speaker 3: and has phenomenal brus and you think it's bottom of
Speaker 3: bottomless mimosas. But they put they put I found the bottom.
Speaker 3: I found the bottom of the mimosa. Win on the bottom,
Speaker 3: the great bottom of the mimosa, and they put a
Speaker 3: ninety ninety minute lemon on. You say, like, are you
Speaker 3: because the COVID times whatever. So we're like, they kicked
Speaker 3: they kick us out, and I was like.
Speaker 2: Maybe because they were like, y'all are fucking drunk and
Speaker 2: we know you've been from the club.
Speaker 1: You got crazy bucks still on your fucking forehead. You're
Speaker 1: not allowed.
Speaker 3: They wouldn't let me tip with the crazy bucks. So
Speaker 3: so naturally we came back in another another ninety minutes.
Speaker 3: We did two ninety minute rounds.
Speaker 1: Oh they hated you then, Yeah, no.
Speaker 3: They wanted no more of me. They were like, this
Speaker 3: guy's gotta go.
Speaker 1: At least the well, of course, I hope. So if
Speaker 1: y'all are out there and he didn't, please come up
Speaker 1: below and let me know, because these crazy bugs are
Speaker 1: not for sale.
Speaker 3: No, those those are all gone by eight a m.
Speaker 3: And then naturally it's time to nap for a few hours.
Speaker 1: Oh just snap, did you have the ivy Sentio's room?
Speaker 3: No, actually, we just kept riding through.
Speaker 2: Kudos okay, just that natural yell for season three. I
Speaker 2: don't know where I got it from Van Talk. I
Speaker 2: don't know. I really hate it, just to let y'all know. Okay,
Speaker 2: but all right, So.
Speaker 3: So fortunate.
Speaker 1: How long was your nap?
Speaker 3: Four hours? Oh?
Speaker 1: Okay, good nap?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: So unfortunately? What what happened?
Speaker 3: So fortunately, I had a good friend of mine who
Speaker 3: was staying at staying at Resort World. Let me crash
Speaker 3: at the room for a few hours. I wake up
Speaker 3: and I had another good friend of mine that.
Speaker 1: Was like a lot of good friends.
Speaker 3: I got a lot of good friends, you know, I
Speaker 3: got a look a lot of good friends. My I mean,
Speaker 3: I guess I'll just say so. My good friend Tantamojo
Speaker 3: was in town that weekend, and I saw her Friday night,
Speaker 3: but I had no clue that she like, I was
Speaker 3: right on him at the club and I was like,
Speaker 3: that looks just like my friend Tanna. And the next
Speaker 3: day I was like, holy fuck, that was my friend.
Speaker 1: Is this how a love match happened?
Speaker 3: That that is actually exactly how it happened.
Speaker 2: And then a beautiful romance happened out of the you
Speaker 2: not knowing, but you knew it was your friends.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, So I hit her up the next day.
Speaker 3: I was like, oh my god, I was two feet
Speaker 3: away from you last night.
Speaker 2: I didn't know, and she oh, so, y'all didn't have
Speaker 2: an exchange of words?
Speaker 1: Was that okay? Okay? I didn't.
Speaker 3: So the next day I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 3: she was that was her. So I immediately texted her and
Speaker 3: I was like, wow, we were two feet away apart
Speaker 3: on New Year's Eve and we didn't even we didn't
Speaker 3: even see each other. I mean I saw you, but
Speaker 3: you didn't see me. And she immediately was like, where
Speaker 3: are you. I'm coming to get you right now.
Speaker 1: Oh I love it.
Speaker 3: And then we just proceeded on for another three days.
Speaker 2: Okay, proceeded on It means like love making sound to Vegas,
Speaker 2: I went to Crazy Horse again.
Speaker 1: What is that proceeded?
Speaker 3: I'd be happy if I never went to Crazy Horse
Speaker 3: ever again.
Speaker 1: That's cute, though. I love that.
Speaker 2: I am a sucker for like romantic stories, not that
Speaker 2: like a fairytale thing whatever, but things that are like
Speaker 2: things that happen in the right timing, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. Like you said, maybe because you were already
Speaker 2: fucked up, you had your own thing whenever you talking
Speaker 2: to her wasn't the right time, but it gave you enough,
Speaker 2: like amp to say, like, oh wait, we were in
Speaker 2: the same situation and like whatever, and so she was
Speaker 2: feeling the same vibe.
Speaker 3: So it was like the funniest thing about it though,
Speaker 3: like the irony in it is that one prior to that,
Speaker 3: we had never actually planned to hang out. We just
Speaker 3: kept running into each other. And then two we actually
Speaker 3: the only thing we did plan was that we should
Speaker 3: do something together for New Year's Eve, and it was
Speaker 3: supposed to be in La and I just like, we
Speaker 3: just never communicated about it. I went to Vegas and
Speaker 3: she spurred the moment, went to Vegas, and it just
Speaker 3: ended up the fact that.
Speaker 2: We Yes, so you got your twenty twenty two kiss
Speaker 2: on the first.
Speaker 1: I mean it still is.
Speaker 3: It's still cavallad.
Speaker 1: You didn't kiss anybody else, so it was the first.
Speaker 3: Kiss, right, Yeah, that's that's correct.
Speaker 1: So that's like your your it's like your love story,
Speaker 1: the beginning of your love story. Yes, that's awesome. I congrats.
Speaker 2: You know, some things happen when you don't realize it's
Speaker 2: gonna happen. But it sounds like right time. Right time,
Speaker 2: all those things. So you Valentine's Day is coming up,
Speaker 2: do you have any special plans for her?
Speaker 3: Oh? Man, no, cussure would I wouldn't want to spoil it.
Speaker 2: Well, this is not gonna air before Valentine's Day, so
Speaker 2: you can spoil it to us all you want.
Speaker 1: We're not live, you can you can spill the beans.
Speaker 3: There's no you know, obviously flowers, maybe something romantic, but.
Speaker 2: Because of like who she is, and like I don't
Speaker 2: know her, but I know like she's really big in
Speaker 2: like this social media world and she has like she's
Speaker 2: like a boss bitch like to me, I just see
Speaker 2: like business like there's not a lot of women that
Speaker 2: do things that she does, and I'm just like I
Speaker 2: love all of it.
Speaker 1: So I don't fully.
Speaker 2: Know, but I like I like it from afar like
Speaker 2: I know similar people that know but for something like her,
Speaker 2: like some woman like her, and you having your own fame,
Speaker 2: do you feel like a standard of where you have
Speaker 2: to live up to or do you just still kind
Speaker 2: of just doing.
Speaker 1: What you do?
Speaker 3: I guess the funny The funniest thing about it is
Speaker 3: so like I'm super new to La, Like I've been
Speaker 3: here three months I know nothing. She's a vet. She's
Speaker 3: been here eight years. So she'll like say like very
Speaker 3: La things and I'll be like, what is that? Where
Speaker 3: where do you want to go?
Speaker 1: You're like, I've never heard of that. She's like, what
Speaker 1: do you mean? It's for a long time.
Speaker 3: She thinks it's like the cutest thing in the world.
Speaker 3: She's like, I love that you haven't been tainted by
Speaker 3: La yet. She's like, the fact that you don't know
Speaker 3: what Boa is is the most adorable thing I've ever
Speaker 3: heard in my life.
Speaker 1: But that's what I think is a great love story too.
Speaker 2: Is like because she doesn't care that you don't and
Speaker 2: and like she's not too La to be like, oh
Speaker 2: whatever you know. And again, I don't know her from anything,
Speaker 2: so I can't say that she would even say that.
Speaker 2: But just hearing the die like whatever is cool because
Speaker 2: it's like maybe people would expect that.
Speaker 1: But because even though whatever, she's.
Speaker 2: Just like, oh I want to show you and that's
Speaker 2: me is such like a romantic thing. Is because because like, maybe, yeah,
Speaker 2: she's not impressed my people who were like, holy, let's
Speaker 2: take her to Boa. But that's why you guys are
Speaker 2: it's different, And that's exciting to be like, oh, you know,
Speaker 2: let's show you so next time you go to Bo
Speaker 2: AND's like you feel it's your thing.
Speaker 3: No, it's it's funny because like twenty five year old
Speaker 3: Brett would have been like, okay, fuck, Like I gotta
Speaker 3: text every one of my friends it's ever been to
Speaker 3: LA and ask like what's the cool restaurant? Like let
Speaker 3: me make google, let me like google all this. I mean,
Speaker 3: like I gotta be like really cool and I gotta
Speaker 3: go buy like a Balncia jacket and like I gotta
Speaker 3: like do all this like like seem like super cool.
Speaker 3: And I never did any of that, and I was
Speaker 3: like I just fucking moved here and I don't know anything.
Speaker 3: And she's done nothing but like take me under her
Speaker 3: wing and like show me the city. But it's like
Speaker 3: our running joke is like she'll like say a restaurant
Speaker 3: and like I'll just make up a new like just
Speaker 3: like make fun of the name of it all these places,
Speaker 3: like is this real? Like are these real names? Like
Speaker 3: I don't know there's some I want to say, like
Speaker 3: a Japanese cuisine restaurant always call it matsu itsu something batsusu.
Speaker 3: But I just like make fun of the names of
Speaker 3: everywhere that she like invites me to and she she
Speaker 3: thinks it's funny. I guess.
Speaker 1: I mean, you're three months in, you know, three mens
Speaker 1: in tell it? You know, I feel you. I am.
Speaker 1: I'm a taxas girl, mype. But yeah, definitely not how
Speaker 1: you say it.
Speaker 2: But I like, but I like that you try. But again,
Speaker 2: I definitely hope to meet her one day. But I
Speaker 2: love the fact that you guys, it just seems authentic
Speaker 2: and real and good for.
Speaker 1: You, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Like we live in a world that it's like, you know,
Speaker 2: it's uncertain to anything, but we've been and it's like,
Speaker 2: as long as you could be honest about like what
Speaker 2: you need from her and what it is like from
Speaker 2: the gate, is your kid, like you said, trying to
Speaker 2: lie and say I know it.
Speaker 1: I didn't google it.
Speaker 2: I'm just telling you my truth. And she loves that.
Speaker 2: So stick with that, and I think you will be successful.
Speaker 3: Thank you.
Speaker 1: Success, that's all you want. So we're going to play
Speaker 1: a game. I don't know if you're ready.
Speaker 3: For Okay, do you?
Speaker 2: I mean you've seen a little bit of private talk, Yeah,
Speaker 2: you don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't think you like got to the point where
Speaker 2: you got to Truth with Texas. That was like the
Speaker 2: last part. Most people just watch the beginning. But I
Speaker 2: feel like you're kind of like, you know, up for
Speaker 2: a challenge.
Speaker 1: You did big brother. Why couldn't you pass Private Talk
Speaker 1: with a Lexus Texas? You know what I mean.
Speaker 3: I'm terrified, but I'm also eager terrified.
Speaker 1: What what's the terrified part.
Speaker 3: Let's let's you got a little bit of a twinkle
Speaker 3: in your eye, like something that's just the.
Speaker 1: Like Puerto Rican Gemini and me.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of twinkle in my eye, just a
Speaker 2: lot of things.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: It's just because that's my favorite part. Okay, you know
Speaker 2: it gets to people. You know, we didn't know each
Speaker 2: other at the beginning of the conversation. That's why it's
Speaker 2: private talk. We had a little bit more, but to
Speaker 2: know you atle bit more. Now I get to know
Speaker 2: about your relationship, and so I feel like it's a
Speaker 2: perfect segue into knowing who you really are. Truth with
Speaker 2: Texas a little bit more spicy. Your fans want to
Speaker 2: know some questions.
Speaker 1: Okay, are you ready, Brat?
Speaker 3: I'm ready?
Speaker 1: All right, We've got four cards Okay.
Speaker 2: Each card is an ace. Each suit is a different
Speaker 2: type of question. Okay, and we're gonna ask you some
Speaker 2: multiple questions. I like how you had to take a drink.
Speaker 2: You're gonna take a shot before we do this.
Speaker 3: I would love to.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's take a break and then we'll and then
Speaker 1: we'll we'll get to the game.
Speaker 3: Perfect.
Speaker 2: All right, private talk, We are back and we are
Speaker 2: about to play Truth with Texas, my favorite game. I
Speaker 2: feel like we're warmed up now. We took a shot,
Speaker 2: got the tequila flowing. I feel like you would have
Speaker 2: been okay without it, but you know, let's see. So
Speaker 2: each a suit is a different type of question, So
Speaker 2: pick one and let me know what you have.
Speaker 1: And let's get to these questions.
Speaker 2: Okay, you can move that out of your way if
Speaker 2: you want.
Speaker 3: Ooh, ace of space.
Speaker 1: Oh my favorite. The naughty question. We're all a little naughty.
Speaker 2: So this is the warm up of everything. Have you
Speaker 2: ever made a woman's squirt?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 1: How did that action happen? Was it?
Speaker 3: Like you know, it was with my penis?
Speaker 2: With penis, that's that's a magical thing, because you know,
Speaker 2: some people's usually can't happen sexually. Sometimes it usually happens
Speaker 2: just for play wise, because you know special type of woman,
Speaker 2: spitter swallow.
Speaker 1: Do you like your lady this spitter swallow?
Speaker 3: I would prefer swallow.
Speaker 1: Be a good girl, like.
Speaker 3: Be a good girl. Oh, luber spit. It depends what
Speaker 3: you're doing.
Speaker 1: De ribe a situation.
Speaker 3: I mean, like you probably get away with just spit
Speaker 3: if you're having sex.
Speaker 1: But like if exploratory, yeah, if you're gonna do.
Speaker 3: Anything, which I haven't done in so long I don't even.
Speaker 1: Remember, but many moons ago.
Speaker 3: Many many moons ago.
Speaker 1: But yeah, have you ever used a toy during intercourse?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: Never, would you be up to it.
Speaker 3: I'd be open to it.
Speaker 1: Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Speaker 3: I think guys can do this.
Speaker 1: They do.
Speaker 2: It's funny you say like that, because I when I
Speaker 2: heard this from the male, I was shocked, and then
Speaker 2: I was like when he talked to what I was,
Speaker 2: He's like, oh, what are you thinking about? All the
Speaker 2: people who have you think would have been you? And
Speaker 2: I'm like, yeah, but I don't think it could happen.
Speaker 2: But apparently it does happen because sometimes people have be
Speaker 2: just like either they couldn't come or whatever, so they
Speaker 2: faked it and like they've been either too drunk, high,
Speaker 2: whatever and they just did it because they didn't want
Speaker 2: to keep going or hurt her feelings.
Speaker 3: No, I would just be like, listen, baby, it's not happening.
Speaker 3: I'll say I have I've been drunk enough that I
Speaker 3: couldn't finish. But I was like, listen, like we're just
Speaker 3: humping like gorilla.
Speaker 1: You have this conversation, Oh yeah, multiple times.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, I've been. I've been like, it's just it's
Speaker 3: just not like we're.
Speaker 1: Just the situation that happens with you. Brett.
Speaker 3: No, No, not. I mean like, listen, I'm an old man.
Speaker 1: It's old man. You're twenty nine. Get out of here.
Speaker 1: You're not even thirty yet, and you can't say old man,
Speaker 1: you made that. Let's be real.
Speaker 2: That means your dick has either ran through a lot
Speaker 2: of things. I feel like that then, or you just
Speaker 2: feel like that.
Speaker 1: But you're twenty nine.
Speaker 2: So if the ladder is at the situation, wake up,
Speaker 2: I'm awake, are you?
Speaker 3: I am woke? I am woke, But no, I have
Speaker 3: never faked an orgasm. I would just but I like.
Speaker 2: That you're honest to a situation that you're like, hey,
Speaker 2: it's just not going to happen, or at least you
Speaker 2: tried an effort, like you're doing good, sweetie, but it's
Speaker 2: just not tonight.
Speaker 1: Try me to.
Speaker 3: Promise we can try in the morning. But I'm like,
Speaker 3: I'm fully.
Speaker 2: I don't respect that more than the faked orgasm. Oh no,
Speaker 2: even though at the time the younger me would be like,
Speaker 2: fuck you, you fucking asshole, something's wrong with you, because
Speaker 2: I feel like it was my problem.
Speaker 3: But if that happens sober, I would understand that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but the girl who's doing that with you doesn't
Speaker 2: understand where your mind is.
Speaker 1: She's in her own situation.
Speaker 3: I mean, I feel like I feel like it's I
Speaker 3: feel like more women have difficulty coming than men, right, Yeah,
Speaker 3: I feel like they would be more understanding the guy
Speaker 3: not being able to finish.
Speaker 2: No men coming is something that is more apparent that
Speaker 2: you have to physically see in the sense right or
Speaker 2: know that that's happening. So I feel like that's why
Speaker 2: it's the disappointment may be a little more, but I
Speaker 2: feel like even just coming in general, like that isn't
Speaker 2: talked about enough. And that's why I applaud the community
Speaker 2: vcation part of it. But it's like, there's further more
Speaker 2: to this investigation.
Speaker 1: I just can't stop here. There's not dateline, but where.
Speaker 3: I listen, I can promise you you'll know that I
Speaker 3: gave it my good old fashioned college try. I'll be
Speaker 3: dripping sweat, I'll be ready to rock and roll. Ship.
Speaker 3: It means a lot of effort.
Speaker 2: Is your sauna suit on or not? What are we
Speaker 2: talking about? You're out of control.
Speaker 1: I guess that's your favorite place to have sex.
Speaker 3: Oh, I love I love having sex in the shower,
Speaker 3: but debatably like why there's something also.
Speaker 2: And how I'm like one but there you're just crazy
Speaker 2: in the shower, Like.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of slippery things going on there.
Speaker 3: I know you're just like living life dangerously.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but sometimes the slippage isn't like the slippage you need.
Speaker 1: It's like the turrent from agreed. Agreed, So explain the showers.
Speaker 3: See. I guess the reason I like the shower is typically.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry for you. Please. I hope you have like
Speaker 1: pull thingies or like hand grip like.
Speaker 2: Rails where you don't want to so slippery went wet
Speaker 2: is really really child's house.
Speaker 3: I feel like like I always like to shower afterwards anyways,
Speaker 3: And I feel like there's.
Speaker 1: Like something dude, drive by two for one.
Speaker 3: No, I got helding shoulders at home, they got the
Speaker 3: two for one.
Speaker 2: Cool for you for your head and your shoulders, homie,
Speaker 2: but you're heading up other shoulder.
Speaker 1: Needs to be in.
Speaker 3: I would I would say, see, like I like shower sex,
Speaker 3: but I would say, actually, like my favorites. I don't
Speaker 3: want to say a favorite, but like my like naughty spot,
Speaker 3: like I love having car sex?
Speaker 1: What kind of car sex? Like just head? Are y'all
Speaker 1: actually no?
Speaker 3: Like actually fucking like like I like, I'm pretty sure
Speaker 3: in high school I only had sex.
Speaker 1: And cars, like because there's no other place to do it.
Speaker 3: I know. I mean maybe if you're like cool parents
Speaker 3: like that, let you do it in your bed or something.
Speaker 2: Who really has those or commodities and they're bad that's
Speaker 2: out of control.
Speaker 3: Listen, I'm not their parents. It's not my job. I'm
Speaker 3: just saying there's and now that like I'm obviously world
Speaker 3: enough that like we can have people sleep over, we
Speaker 3: can do whatever you want. Now, it's just kind of
Speaker 3: like you're just like living like no, you're like living
Speaker 3: a pastime. You know, you're like back in high.
Speaker 1: The last time you had cars.
Speaker 3: That's been a while, like a long time. I actually
Speaker 3: don't even remember.
Speaker 2: Do you only do like one position during car sex
Speaker 2: or do you do multiples?
Speaker 3: I guess it depends how long it's lasting.
Speaker 1: How have you ever sat on a girl's face?
Speaker 3: Sat sat on a girl's face? Yeah, I'm gonna.
Speaker 2: Say no, but you thought about it, so there's some
Speaker 2: truth to it.
Speaker 3: I mean, like, are we talking about like like face
Speaker 3: fucking or are we talking about like sitting on their.
Speaker 1: Face like a froggy style type.
Speaker 2: No froggy here, and especially not in a car, not anywhere.
Speaker 1: I'm saying.
Speaker 2: I had somebody tell me this happened to them in
Speaker 2: the car, and you said car sex, So it brought
Speaker 2: me back to that situation. She said that he did
Speaker 2: a frocky style in the back seat of a car,
Speaker 2: and I was like, how does that happen in a car?
Speaker 3: What was she was? She? What was she doing? What
Speaker 3: she was?
Speaker 1: She laughs?
Speaker 3: Okay, gotcha she was?
Speaker 2: And she's like I didn't want to, but then he
Speaker 2: just did it, and then I was expected to because
Speaker 2: nothing that and also like she was there to fuck
Speaker 2: but like she didn't know that was going to happen.
Speaker 1: So then it was just and I was like, put
Speaker 1: in a car, I would be like, I go, I
Speaker 1: don't even. I was like I would just laugh.
Speaker 2: Like for me, I laugh in uncomfortable situations anyways, But
Speaker 2: I'm like, what are you doing?
Speaker 1: And absolutely not, this is not happening.
Speaker 3: But she was what kind of car were we talking here?
Speaker 1: No, it was AMG a G wagon.
Speaker 3: Oh, I mean at least it's it's like it had.
Speaker 1: A backseat, but not like it was crazy room like.
Speaker 2: It was still like it was still to say, froggy
Speaker 2: style is a situation.
Speaker 3: I don't. I don't want to say, like your friend's fibbing,
Speaker 3: but like, no, she did not fib It takes a
Speaker 3: little coercion to work together to like, No, she.
Speaker 2: Was laying on this on the seat to her, he
Speaker 2: told her what to do. Laid did He told her
Speaker 2: to laid down on the.
Speaker 3: Seat, so she just followed instructions.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she was being a good girl.
Speaker 2: That is that there was no fibbing about anything or
Speaker 2: she I.
Speaker 3: Thought, you meant like middle of intercourse, this guy just
Speaker 3: jumps up and froggy sits on her face.
Speaker 2: I mean, the whole froggy situation. The whole froggy situation
Speaker 2: was weird to me too. But no, it was like
Speaker 2: because she was going on his instructions, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean, So obviously that was her his thing. But
Speaker 2: I was like, she was like, I never went I
Speaker 2: was like, name you, but you know, I could not
Speaker 2: condone the froggy stile of the back seat. But and
Speaker 2: then other people on the show have talked about where
Speaker 2: he's first has been just sitting on the face.
Speaker 1: But then he said it was.
Speaker 2: Like a little leg up in the whole situation. He
Speaker 2: went back, like Lamborghini doors.
Speaker 1: And it's been a thing. So donnacick gets it's like
Speaker 1: unheard of. It's like, you know, that's what.
Speaker 3: I said, Like, how do you like that's unheard of?
Speaker 3: But it was more like that in the car, like well.
Speaker 1: That was the added like what my story, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean.
Speaker 2: But I was just saying as far as like have
Speaker 2: you sat on somebody's face, Like as far as like.
Speaker 3: You know, no, no, no, no face sitting facing usually
Speaker 3: just flip flip the So you're eating.
Speaker 2: Ass yourself, sure you're all about it. Have you ever
Speaker 2: had a boner in public?
Speaker 3: I think I've that's not the right answer.
Speaker 1: Yes, The answer is have you ever had sex in public?
Speaker 3: Have I ever read sex? And I'm sure I have.
Speaker 3: I'm just trying to like, I mean, technically having sex
Speaker 3: in your car is having sex in public?
Speaker 1: True?
Speaker 2: But outside your car apparently your car was a frequent offender.
Speaker 2: Like how I labeled that.
Speaker 3: No, no, I heard.
Speaker 1: I just said, did you like how I?
Speaker 2: But I mean, have you been like a mile high club?
Speaker 2: Have you get outside sex? Like you know, I don't know,
Speaker 2: balcony beach, anything spontaneous. I'm giving lots of ideas for
Speaker 2: you and Tanna, I'm giving you ideas.
Speaker 3: I thought I was like super cool when I was eighteen.
Speaker 3: I went to Jamaica. Okay, it was with my family.
Speaker 3: I was eighteen. I was still in high school and
Speaker 3: you were out. It's cuzy and it was just trolling,
Speaker 3: you know, and I did to this day. I guess
Speaker 3: it was I pulled a twenty nine year old and
Speaker 3: we had sex on the beach. Yeah, but it was
Speaker 3: in Jamaica, so I don't know what the rules are there.
Speaker 3: If that's that's pretty public.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was just trying to put your perspective because
Speaker 2: you're twenty nine now.
Speaker 3: Well no, no, that's that's why I.
Speaker 2: Was thinking my head, I'm like, not because it's like crazy,
Speaker 2: but it's crazy because it's like on the beach. But
Speaker 2: I'm just saying as far as your age, I was
Speaker 2: like twenty nine.
Speaker 3: In eighteen, it was really crazy because I realize, like
Speaker 3: I was there with my like on a family vacation.
Speaker 1: Where was your family a sleep Yeah at the.
Speaker 3: Time, I don't know, mean like my brother, I don't know. Yeah,
Speaker 3: they were sleeping doing something and I and I end up.
Speaker 2: You have no, I'm out drinking because they were not
Speaker 2: going to be by the beach with you.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, like they were in bed. I was
Speaker 3: out drinking because you could legally drink at eighteen there,
Speaker 3: So I was out drinking. I think my older brother
Speaker 3: was out running around doing the same thing. I do
Speaker 3: this and I'll never forget though, Like the next day,
Speaker 3: like I'm back in you know, even though like you're
Speaker 3: an adult, like you're still you're still a kid, you
Speaker 3: know what I.
Speaker 1: Mean, Like I'm a twenty six year old brother. I
Speaker 1: get it. He's still an adult in my eyes, but
Speaker 1: he is right.
Speaker 3: So the next morning, wake up brunch. I'm literally at
Speaker 3: brunch with my family and I run into I see
Speaker 3: the twenty nine year old and.
Speaker 1: She's just like with her fan with her husband.
Speaker 3: And like she's just like, oh my god, she really
Speaker 3: have a husband and baby. I don't know what she had,
Speaker 3: but she was not I'll tell you this, she was
Speaker 3: not there. She was not there with her family. She
Speaker 3: was there with like a bunch of other twenty nine
Speaker 3: year olds, like adults, like this is like an adult vacation.
Speaker 3: And she fucked me. And the next day like I
Speaker 3: just remember being like like trying to like avoid this situation.
Speaker 2: Like then I'm like, why are you supposed to be
Speaker 2: in a boastful like thing for you? Or is it
Speaker 2: because she's shaming you and not claiming you that's why
Speaker 2: you feel like a.
Speaker 3: Little bit of all even though she was the one
Speaker 3: out of line, like I felt like I was out
Speaker 3: of line.
Speaker 1: Like like I just fucked somebody's mother.
Speaker 3: No no, no, it wasn't like I fucked someone's mother,
Speaker 3: but it's more like, you don't know, I wanted to
Speaker 3: be cool, like I was like I wanted to be
Speaker 3: cool like.
Speaker 1: With her other friends, and she was like.
Speaker 3: I was and I was the kid exactly right. But
Speaker 3: like we had this like I moment, I was like, oh,
Speaker 3: like I wanted to be cooler than like being with
Speaker 3: my family, but she wanted to be Like I didn't
Speaker 3: just bang the kid with his family.
Speaker 1: I'm surprised you didn't walk up to her and her
Speaker 1: whole friends.
Speaker 3: You're twenty nine now looking back, I wish I did.
Speaker 3: But like as an eighteen year old kid, like I
Speaker 3: was just like scared. I was just I was just scared.
Speaker 3: I was just a scared boy.
Speaker 2: All right, scared boy? Are you ready for the next card?
Speaker 2: All these gems are coming out? You didn't know.
Speaker 3: Ace clubs?
Speaker 2: Kinky question? Favorite time of day to have sex? Are
Speaker 2: you a night owl? Like you like it early in
Speaker 2: the morning? Does it matter?
Speaker 1: Right? And roll?
Speaker 3: I mean, there's nothing better than starting off your day
Speaker 3: with sex. And it's also probably the only thing that
Speaker 3: will get me out of bed.
Speaker 2: On time on time, just making people late, no I know,
Speaker 2: but like I'll happily wake up early to have sex
Speaker 2: like like you know what I mean, Like we're like
Speaker 2: I'll sleep.
Speaker 3: Through an alarm and be late for something like if
Speaker 3: I know, but we're fucking like I'll get up. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna I'm putting an overtime like I'm getting out ripe
Speaker 3: and early.
Speaker 1: I ever been caught masturbating?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Bye? Can we hear his story.
Speaker 3: By my buy my ex girlfriend?
Speaker 1: Yeah one time.
Speaker 3: No, we ended up sucking after, but yeah, I will
Speaker 3: never Oh my god, what were you like?
Speaker 1: Can you explain this scenario?
Speaker 3: Uh? It was pretty stand.
Speaker 1: They were watching porn and she walked in and was like, hey,
Speaker 1: what are you doing? And why am I not including.
Speaker 3: And why are you butt naked torque on the bed?
Speaker 1: Yeah you were explain?
Speaker 3: I was wrecked.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, like you tking no bread?
Speaker 3: So like yeah, like I was butt naked on my bed,
Speaker 3: like I don't know if I was about to get
Speaker 3: in the shower or what I was doing. And I remember,
Speaker 3: but I just going on and I just remember like
Speaker 3: the like she was so mo rtified that she caught
Speaker 3: me that she just watching.
Speaker 1: Was it Alexis Texas?
Speaker 3: Maybe it was this is back and you never.
Speaker 1: Saw before you knew the podcast?
Speaker 3: No, I knew who you were listen. I was in
Speaker 3: the fraternity. I know I knew your born.
Speaker 1: What does I mean when you're like I knew who
Speaker 1: you were.
Speaker 2: Does that mean like I've jerked off to you.
Speaker 3: No, actually I don't think I have so exactly. But
Speaker 3: you're you're like underrest, like you're an icon like I
Speaker 3: was in a fraturnity. Yes, absolutely, you're absolutely, And I
Speaker 3: got like, like, like I knew who you like the
Speaker 3: when I got asked about this podcast, it was like,
Speaker 3: you want to do Alexis Texas podcast? I literally, God, Alexis,
Speaker 3: I'll show the text. I swear to God. I go
Speaker 3: the Alexis Texas and they're like yes. I was like,
Speaker 3: you're fucking with me, right.
Speaker 2: That's hilarious because I've had some people before and they're like,
Speaker 2: I didn't think I thought it was a fake, And
Speaker 2: I'm like, why would someone fake.
Speaker 1: Be Alexis Texas?
Speaker 2: Like that makes no sense, but thanks for going. But yeah,
Speaker 2: that's hilarious. So you knew, but you didn't know.
Speaker 1: No, No, I knew, but you didn't drink off to it.
Speaker 3: You said, no, I know I hadn't, but I'll get
Speaker 3: nervous for.
Speaker 1: Getting redder and redder over there. I don't know.
Speaker 3: It's just like it's the lights. I don't know, it's
Speaker 3: the lights and it's the booze cheers and Southerners always
Speaker 3: look at each other when we drink, right, because I.
Speaker 1: Told you that you were totally not looking at your
Speaker 1: guys earlier. It's okay.
Speaker 2: Sometimes you just gotta be told once and then you
Speaker 2: just never forget it right.
Speaker 1: I feel like, yes, it's a sudden thing. I just
Speaker 1: feel like after a time, it's disrespect you know, you
Speaker 1: want to like when you're cheersing.
Speaker 3: I take direction.
Speaker 1: You know, good job, Tannah, good job. All right? Are
Speaker 1: you ready?
Speaker 3: I'm ready?
Speaker 1: Are you sure you're ready? Have you ever sent a
Speaker 1: naked picture to somebody?
Speaker 3: Yes, but not in a very very very long time.
Speaker 1: You sent a dick pic.
Speaker 3: I've definitely sent.
Speaker 4: Don't lie, not not like a like not like a
Speaker 4: blatant dick pic, but like what it like like like
Speaker 4: a raw yeah, like sweating, like it was like my girl,
Speaker 4: but it was like my girlfriend.
Speaker 1: Don't try to justify.
Speaker 2: I just say yes answers, yes, okay, but you haven't
Speaker 2: been completely naked no, mm hmm.
Speaker 3: To be questionable, it was if it was it was
Speaker 3: so long ago that maybe, but like maybe to my girlfriend,
Speaker 3: but I don't remember mean yes, I mean I don't,
Speaker 3: I really don't think yes.
Speaker 2: If you're going to say a maybe that you sent
Speaker 2: a naked picture to somebody we just.
Speaker 3: Talked about, you know, years of partying, like you never
Speaker 3: really know how are you?
Speaker 1: Are you drunk taking exactly? So then you would know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but like.
Speaker 2: Booze and other parties, but only because dick pics, you know,
Speaker 2: it's unwarned. Sometimes I just hope you weren't on the
Speaker 2: toilet in the dirty room. No, no, no.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, there was no of hearts.
Speaker 2: Oh it's a romantic question. Oh that means you're not romantic?
Speaker 2: Are you a romantic?
Speaker 3: No? I am.
Speaker 2: I'm just extremely vulnerable, you know why because of me,
Speaker 2: or because you're in a new relationship, or because in general.
Speaker 3: I was just kidding, just being funny.
Speaker 1: I don't get the joke, but I'm with you. So
Speaker 1: you're a romantic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So what's the most romantic thing you've done for
Speaker 2: a partner?
Speaker 3: The most romantic thing I've done for a partner. I
Speaker 3: actually was dating a girl one time. It was a
Speaker 3: long distance thing. I told her that my flight like,
Speaker 3: let's I forget what the exact time. I told her
Speaker 3: My flight was at like four pm and ially flew
Speaker 3: in at like noon and showed up set this airbnb
Speaker 3: up with like flowers and this whole dinner and this
Speaker 3: whole everything. And when she went to pick me up
Speaker 3: from the airport, I was like, I'm actually at this location.
Speaker 3: And she showed up and walked in the house and
Speaker 3: it was like like a walkway of pedals all the
Speaker 3: way to like a prepared dinner that was like already
Speaker 3: ready rock and roll cool for Valentine's Day.
Speaker 2: That's sweet, kudos to you, but that's very romantic. Most
Speaker 2: people on the show can't ever come up with a
Speaker 2: romantic things. So I like that there's still hope for
Speaker 2: your generation of men out there, because I feel like
Speaker 2: sometime and not to categorize you, but I feel like
Speaker 2: it's one of those things. And I've talked about recently
Speaker 2: of like us not being woke and now we like,
Speaker 2: you know, the pandemic, We're in a different like mindset
Speaker 2: because we've had so much time to think about things
Speaker 2: that we even not thought about before because of our
Speaker 2: time schedules and stuff. Is like now we want more
Speaker 2: and before it was like we didn't. I feel like
Speaker 2: the effort of like dating, especially in this world right
Speaker 2: you know right now, it's like it's just been of
Speaker 2: a no effort type of thing because that's what we've
Speaker 2: been accustomed to because everyone's just wants something. It doesn't
Speaker 2: mean whatever. So I like when, like you said with
Speaker 2: like Tana, like all these things are like it sounds
Speaker 2: like aligned to what it is because you're putting effort
Speaker 2: r where it's like most people now, it's like the
Speaker 2: dating world is like even asking someone to go on
Speaker 2: a date is awkward.
Speaker 1: To some people.
Speaker 2: It's like, but why the chivalry of what it is
Speaker 2: you know is just like it's few and far between,
Speaker 2: and I feel like that then your age group is
Speaker 2: why I say that to target with you, I think.
Speaker 3: It's because of dating apps personally, Like I think dating
Speaker 3: I do. I think that there's an appropriate use for
Speaker 3: a dating app, for sure, but I think that a
Speaker 3: lot of dating like why I personally have never like
Speaker 3: I have been on back in the day, but why
Speaker 3: I'm not on any dating apps in my opinion, personally,
Speaker 3: if I can't walk up to a girl in a
Speaker 3: bar that I just want to get her number and
Speaker 3: ask her for a number, there's something that I need
Speaker 3: to fix in myself that I can't just have a
Speaker 3: conversation with someone and you to stop hiding behind a phone.
Speaker 3: I do understand for certain people you move through a
Speaker 3: new city, you don't necessarily know anyone, you're trying to
Speaker 3: branch out. I totally get it for certain people isolated
Speaker 3: situations and if you're really looking to date. But it
Speaker 3: gets abused by a lot of people where they're just like, yeah,
Speaker 3: I come to my house in Netflix and chill and
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna fuck these hundred girls that swipe on
Speaker 3: on hit.
Speaker 2: I agree with that it's been a point to a thing,
Speaker 2: but I think that's also because of what the other person.
Speaker 2: It's not just that person who's swiping on that too,
Speaker 2: there's another person who's agreeing to that as well.
Speaker 3: Oh totally.
Speaker 1: So that's the thing is like, there's.
Speaker 2: The other part is the male and female component that
Speaker 2: are just being okay with it because we all want
Speaker 2: just scraps of something because we've been lonely or whatever.
Speaker 2: Where it's like now it's like a point now that
Speaker 2: we're all kind of out of that like gray area
Speaker 2: where it's like, no, there's more meaning to other things
Speaker 2: of like why should you just have to settle it's
Speaker 2: like if you don't, and not that it means that
Speaker 2: anybody is better than any thing, but it's just like
Speaker 2: on a relationship level, is what checks off the boxes
Speaker 2: for you that moving forward that can make this relationship
Speaker 2: really last throughout time, right, not just certain time, you know.
Speaker 2: And that's why with the dating apps, I do agree
Speaker 2: sometimes it makes it just easier too. But even with myself,
Speaker 2: I can't be on dating apps because of who I am,
Speaker 2: because you know, you think that it's a catfish or
Speaker 2: this that or other, or in my own problems of
Speaker 2: things is like I think, like, oh, there, if they
Speaker 2: don't know that it's not a catfish thing that they're
Speaker 2: just going to assume because my picture. Some people may
Speaker 2: not even know who I am, but my complex of
Speaker 2: knowing that so it's like I'd rather meet them organically
Speaker 2: and make it happen that I'm just like, if that's
Speaker 2: not gonna happen, that's just not what my thing is.
Speaker 2: But do I do know at this point in my
Speaker 2: life what I want. It may mean that I have
Speaker 2: a very scarce phone at times, and that's fine, but
Speaker 2: I'm holding out for what means in something for me
Speaker 2: for the next level and next chapter of my life
Speaker 2: totally agree.
Speaker 3: And I think that's like a lot of our generation
Speaker 3: has changed because social media has allowed us to have
Speaker 3: instant gratification. Everything's instant everything.
Speaker 2: That's the thing is like, oh it's so throwaway though too,
Speaker 2: is why for me sometimes even men and not to
Speaker 2: target like you and you've never done, but just in
Speaker 2: talking at a broader level whatever. Sometimes men, if if
Speaker 2: it's not received the right way that I would like,
Speaker 2: oh fuck you or be a part of whatever it is,
Speaker 2: it's like, oh, you're just a whore or this because.
Speaker 1: Of what I've done in my past.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's so quick to say those words, but it's like, no,
Speaker 2: that those words don't hurt in meaning thing to me
Speaker 2: because they're just words. Why I said the mirror you
Speaker 2: know thing earlier was like that's a reflection of what
Speaker 2: you feel and what those things are, and so it's
Speaker 2: about the barriers and breaking down those things of the sentence,
Speaker 2: systemic things of men and female of whatever, like you
Speaker 2: can just be if you communicate well and what you
Speaker 2: want sexually, socially, verbally, whatever it should be how it is,
Speaker 2: And that's why for me, I think for my generation
Speaker 2: is like it's hard with the apps wise, and I'd
Speaker 2: rather do it organically. Is because if you can't see,
Speaker 2: like you can either see personally fifteen minutes even ten
Speaker 2: if you can vibe with that person, have a conversation,
Speaker 2: or where it's going to get to like an internal
Speaker 2: checklist of what works for you to in a relationship
Speaker 2: totally or even in a relationship period being friendship.
Speaker 3: Yeah no, I agree.
Speaker 2: I feel like people nowadays it's just more scared because
Speaker 2: it's just so surface level of like oh yeah, let's
Speaker 2: just take a picture.
Speaker 3: And I feel like a lot of it's like it's
Speaker 3: almost increased a lot of people's like pride or ego
Speaker 3: because it's so easy to replace someone where they're like, Okay,
Speaker 3: you're not gonna text me in fifteen minutes, fuck you,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna move on to the next one, or okay,
Speaker 3: like just like really weird, stupid petty things that like
Speaker 3: people have lost their patience.
Speaker 2: I get what you're saying with that, And that's why
Speaker 2: I like with yourself being not from la I think
Speaker 2: has a better a grasp on a social reality, even
Speaker 2: though being like pushing in the lanmelight. That's why I
Speaker 2: ask questions of like the integration of coming afterwards of
Speaker 2: you being young, because sometimes when people get fame too young,
Speaker 2: you can either abuse it or.
Speaker 1: You can make it beneficial to yourself.
Speaker 2: But it seems everything is like it's beneficial, but it's
Speaker 2: also the world we live in of what's going but
Speaker 2: it's a constant of becoming of the person that you
Speaker 2: are to this day, you know what I mean, and
Speaker 2: just living in that thing. But from being from a
Speaker 2: small town myself, it's like, yes, you want elevation and
Speaker 2: you want more for yourself and all these things. But
Speaker 2: at the same time too, it's like we still sometimes
Speaker 2: don't know what we.
Speaker 1: Want when we grow up totally.
Speaker 2: I mean, so it's like things change and that's okay
Speaker 2: to like change and things are different from year to year.
Speaker 2: Are you ready for this last one? Yes, it's a
Speaker 2: spicy question, which we've all been a little spicy. But
Speaker 2: how are you spicy?
Speaker 3: All right?
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was a question? Are you spicy?
Speaker 3: Am I spicy? I think in the appropriate situation, I'm
Speaker 3: absolutely spicy?
Speaker 2: Do you have something that was the most embarrassing, like sexual.
Speaker 1: Experience you've ever had, like that you're willing to share?
Speaker 3: It's embarrassing, something.
Speaker 2: Happened that you have you said before like maybe it
Speaker 2: didn't work out or you had to tell them like
Speaker 2: oh it's just not gonna happen, but anything like or
Speaker 2: maybe you tried too hard to make it happen and
Speaker 2: it was embarrassing or just essex out in.
Speaker 3: Mind, I honestly don't have any like sexual like that.
Speaker 3: I was that I was embarrassed, Okay, maybe them, I
Speaker 3: don't know. I mean like I'm sure like I've had
Speaker 3: girls like definitely have situations like I mean, like I
Speaker 3: guess the perfect example would be like girls that do
Speaker 3: you get upset? They're like, oh, well, like why why
Speaker 3: can't you finish? And I'm just like, listen, I've just
Speaker 3: drankn a way too much.
Speaker 1: Have they cried? Have they made it like a big scene,
Speaker 1: or have they like made it like weird.
Speaker 2: Or that's why it's a situation, or it just be
Speaker 2: like they just question you.
Speaker 3: No, I guess I've actually been fortunate. I've No, I've
Speaker 3: never had anyone like freak out in that way. I've
Speaker 3: definitely had girls. And again, like when I say girls,
Speaker 3: like maybe once or twice, has it ever happened that
Speaker 3: someone was upset because I wasn't able to finish because
Speaker 3: I got too fucked up. But I was like, I'm
Speaker 3: you're beautiful, I'm hard. I'm like that, you know. No,
Speaker 3: it's it's fully there.
Speaker 1: It's just but the endgame is not happening.
Speaker 3: I'm like, listen, I've been drinking bourbon all night. My
Speaker 3: whole body's numb right now, Like it's just not gonna happen.
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's just not gonna happen. Have you ever used
Speaker 1: food during intimacy?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: Nothing, that's nothing native nothing. No grapefruit was done to
Speaker 2: you like stuck at cucumber somewhere. No, never got an
Speaker 2: egg plant, just you know nothing. No, who are your
Speaker 2: top five porn stars?
Speaker 1: I'll say, even, let's just do three three porn stars.
Speaker 3: Three porn stars. Well, first they'll say, r I p
Speaker 3: August Ams all right out there?
Speaker 1: All right?
Speaker 3: Mia Milano, m H blonde.
Speaker 1: I looked that one up. I don't know is she older?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: What what what is it? Newer? Current?
Speaker 2: I don't anybody thinks, I say, anybody currently, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I haven't shot any porn in number five years, so
Speaker 2: I don't know anybody currently. And because of the pandemic,
Speaker 2: Like where I would see newer girls would be because
Speaker 2: of exotica, because I did conventions. So I just don't
Speaker 2: know who's currently shooting. So if that was someone current,
Speaker 2: I don't know august Ames. I definitely know and respect
Speaker 2: the rip because she was a beautiful female and soul,
Speaker 2: but I don't know the other one.
Speaker 1: Okay, so that's what's SU's the third.
Speaker 3: Mea milana And then try it like I'm like.
Speaker 1: Do this for you?
Speaker 3: That makes it? That makes it way worse.
Speaker 1: That what you said.
Speaker 3: No, we'll say, do you watch porn?
Speaker 1: Like that?
Speaker 2: Like you know who I was because the name was
Speaker 2: obviously it wasn't because you watched my porn, But do you,
Speaker 2: like are you because some people just don't watch porn,
Speaker 2: like some people either just are fucking or some people
Speaker 2: are sexually creative enough that don't need that and whatever.
Speaker 1: So it's like, is that even your thing?
Speaker 3: No, I mean it's it's definitely. I definitely watch porn.
Speaker 3: I just didn't make it on your list. God, it's
Speaker 3: more like I'm terrible with names, like.
Speaker 2: Like big titties is your thing? So that's why I
Speaker 2: would never be on your list.
Speaker 3: I got it, I'm a tits guy through and through.
Speaker 1: I got it.
Speaker 2: Okay, So we in my room would be like we'd
Speaker 2: be wing men like best friends, because I would just
Speaker 2: be like, Okay, I got it. You're just someone who's
Speaker 2: sexually opening, likely that you like what you like.
Speaker 1: I fuck with it.
Speaker 2: I'm not that person. So I'm like, hey, see that girl, Hey,
Speaker 2: what are you doing?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: I sens like that. It's great? So fourth or third?
Speaker 1: Your third? I was trying to help you out.
Speaker 3: How about Kendra Suller.
Speaker 1: Then, okay, third?
Speaker 3: Love her?
Speaker 1: She's amazing, great tits.
Speaker 2: Great tits, But are all of your top five tits
Speaker 2: you don't like, like circulate around not passing the judgment
Speaker 2: on your list?
Speaker 3: I'm trying to think of there are any ask.
Speaker 1: Girls don't just force it because I know I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't. I don't don't force it, but I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't have any off the time.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 2: So okay, so we are we need two more? What's
Speaker 2: your like search history?
Speaker 1: You ain't got it? You have only only fans subscriptions?
Speaker 3: No, No, that's actually like my one, like my one,
Speaker 3: like when we do like we will two truths and
Speaker 3: a lot like I can always be like, I have
Speaker 3: never subscribed to an only.
Speaker 1: Fans, so you just get it for free.
Speaker 3: No, I've never even subscribed. I've never even signed up
Speaker 3: for free, but.
Speaker 1: You get free clips of it, is what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Oh oh oh oh.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah exactly.
Speaker 2: I'm like, don't sit up here acting like you've never
Speaker 2: seen a OnlyFans and you me whatever.
Speaker 1: Have yeah, drink it was a drinking game.
Speaker 2: You would drink, not that you went on their page
Speaker 2: to their only fans. I'm just saying, is there's so
Speaker 2: many leaks out there. There's so many things or whatever
Speaker 2: the things that are going on on there.
Speaker 1: It is just like back in the day with like
Speaker 1: porn scenes. It was leaked.
Speaker 2: It wasn't that you can do anything about it, but
Speaker 2: like like, oh, because I've never paid into that night.
Speaker 1: You're watching.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's fair. I'm trying
Speaker 3: really terrible.
Speaker 1: I have it was bro. You try to lie on
Speaker 1: a haul g over here.
Speaker 3: You have some friends you're trying to set me up with.
Speaker 1: You're taken, man.
Speaker 2: Yes, if your lady wants to pursue the other ladies,
Speaker 2: she's got a lot of ladies.
Speaker 1: That would be a plethora of that could pertain facilitate
Speaker 1: your situation.
Speaker 2: I am a lady's lady, so that's what it is.
Speaker 2: So you've got an acid diamonds is the last one,
Speaker 2: which is a spicy question, and we are what's the
Speaker 2: longest that you've ever gone without sex?
Speaker 3: One hundred and seven days?
Speaker 2: Because this was your big brother experience? So have you
Speaker 2: always been fucking someone?
Speaker 3: No, that's not true. That's not true. I went I
Speaker 3: went ten months without sex one time.
Speaker 1: When was his time?
Speaker 3: Maybe more more than that?
Speaker 1: What is the truth?
Speaker 2: We want the truth here at private talk. I don't
Speaker 2: speculate on your lil.
Speaker 3: I was just post like I was in like a
Speaker 3: very broke your heart. Yeah, pretty much. I was in
Speaker 3: a very toxic on and off long distance relationship. And
Speaker 3: because we weren't like we didn't live near each other,
Speaker 3: it wasn't like, oh, let's have makeup sex, and we
Speaker 3: were just like in a constant like talxic, where like
Speaker 3: it was never worked out enough that we were going
Speaker 3: to come see each other, but we were never off
Speaker 3: enough that I felt comfortable fucking someone else.
Speaker 1: I respect that.
Speaker 3: So it was just like a weird I mean, I
Speaker 3: fucking hated every minute of it. It was terrible, but
Speaker 3: you know I was I was just giving it my all.
Speaker 3: The driving