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Speaker 1: Yeah, it'll be a whole other theory. Speaking of the wine.

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Speaker 2: Grade, I'm just saying we want to talk about P Diddy,

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Let's talk about all of them.

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Speaker 3: He did, because I'll be diving in and digging in

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to find out some ship. It's a dude, don't taste

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like he's like, stop playing with me. Come on, he

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thank you on this uncle the rabbit hole.

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Speaker 4: Thing like TAS's nigga Michael Jackson, nigga James Brown need

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to start back niggas slavery owners type ship. Like I

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just be I be confused on't uh how my perception

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of Hollywood and what's real and what's not and what

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should be expected and what's not. Like people have this,

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people have these aspirations and goals and dreams and shit,

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And I feel like, nigga, you might not make it

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because your morales's too high. You ain't willing to, you

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know what I mean, sacrifice what you grew up thinking

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was right and what was wrong. And you might be

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faced with situations to where somebody gonna put a kid

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in your face and be like.

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Speaker 5: Do you know how often I'm told how much money

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I can make if I was willing to do like

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OnlyFans or you're like, oh, well, you know you post

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soft porn and I'm like, I'll be working out.

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Speaker 4: I think soft porn is objective. Before we get too

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deep into this conversation, because I don't want to ruin

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the introduction, I am the Eric Dizzy, the host of

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this podcast Ignorant Philosophy, and I am joined again with Ania,

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and I don't know. I want to say a real name,

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but I don't want what do you want me to

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call you?

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Speaker 2: Just say the real name. It's a dema, it's Mauricia

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either or.

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Speaker 6: You need to combine the motherfuckers.

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Speaker 4: Not the gay nah. I think that well, the people

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who liked the pot with y'all on it. Somebody messaged

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me and was like, hey man, please do not tease

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me because I because I'm a father now and I

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potding to me is kind of like even though I

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was I've been doing it before, everybody was doing it.

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Now it just seems like I'm copying people. And I

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never like to do that. But now I'm older, I'm married,

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I got kids. Shit is different, My opinions is different.

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I'm a lot more chill, and that's why I liked

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having y'all them last week because I was listening back,

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like these motherfuckers are mature, real, were real mature? Yeah yeah, yeah,

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because towards the end, motherfucker started to get a little reckless.

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Joke started, joke started to change.

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Speaker 2: It was really hungry, that's what it was. We got

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start getting hungry.

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Speaker 4: And Ship Man, my daughters getting angry two years old.

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That is a real fucking They turned into complete b

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words at two years old. Like this, just the way

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that they respond, the eye roll, the head roll. I'm like, oh,

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Ship and they Mama, God bless her. They give it

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to her, pause the most. And I'm like, this is

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revenge and payback from your daddy. Her daddy passed. And

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I used to hear stories from her daddy, like yeah,

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she used to come in pass curfew on purpose, like

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all the time, not answer her phone, passed curfew, this,

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this and that and see here. It was like my

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wife was like, well, I didn't feel like it was

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a need for me to get in being at shoot

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that type shit.

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Speaker 6: And I'm like, all right, she mixed. No, I told you,

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mixed people are crazy.

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Speaker 1: Mixed people. Shit. It is mean.

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Speaker 6: Day loved her. He and he put the paws on her.

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Speaker 2: My son be tripping me out though, Like yesterday I

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picked him up and he was like, he liked this

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song bad romance.

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Speaker 1: I think late Lady got three.

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Speaker 6: Keep going.

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Speaker 2: He get in the car and when anybody sing a

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song with him, he's like, stop, don't sing it. So

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we can't sing the song. But I ended up singing

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it because I'm sick of the fucking song. He did

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this to me. I said, who the hell he did this?

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I'm like, no, I didn't. So we get home and

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I did something else and he gonna said. He turns

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face up and he looked at me and said, you

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know what, you ugly at three? Just like what.

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Speaker 4: It's crazy that your son is three and he likes

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that song. Because my son is four, and he's right right.

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Speaker 4: That shit is crazy that you said that, because I'm

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I was talking to Mike about fans we don't account for.

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YouTube guys that does He watches a bunch of guys

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that does like they play video games like Spider Man

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or Roadblocks, and then they're narrating it with the with

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the video game on one side them on the other side.

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just over the top. Oh wow, look at And I

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wonder if these people are trying to like they might

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have sixteen million subscribers on YouTube, let's just or let's

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say a million subscribers on YouTube, but they might have

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one hundred thousand followers on Instagram. And it's because nine

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hundred thousand of your fans are fucking five.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, you're.

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Speaker 4: Trying to sell merch and nine hundred thousand of your

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fans as six. They ain't got no money. They they're

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not hitting they and you might get a million plays

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per video, but you're the kids are watching these videos

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on their parents' account, so it's gonna be ad free

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and the parents is not about to subscribe to your

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ship because I don't want to see your ship in

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my feet. That's crazy you said that.

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Speaker 5: Like, man, my nephew watches all those little Roadblock things

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on YouTube, and some of them really got to be

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careful because they do be on their cussin. But the music,

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he's definitely learning all kind of stuff. Cause I'm like,

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where did you hear that?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: I got my son on like if he ever when

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he watched YouTube. Now, I don't let him do like

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we got YouTube kids, right, but they still be in there,

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you know, some smashing the pasts and some ship in

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their cust words and stuff. But with that app though,

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I let him watch the Animal Guests and it's the

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quids for kids. You want to watch the shit you're

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gonna learn, you know, like five hundred animals. And he

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can read too, so like anything he yeah, he like,

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is up the dunk Beetle.

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of you know whatever, random shark And I'd be like, yeah, no, I'm.

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and well, first of all, I want to say to

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a lot of the niggas listening, if you only have

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your fucking kids every other weekend, like the Army Reserve,

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please don't try to fucking give me parents an advice.

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My nigga, I'm with my kids from the time that

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they open their fucking eyes to the time they close

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their fucking eyes, and in between, when they wake up

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in the middle of the night or when they're sick,

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certain shit you have no idea about. So I think

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and advice or you want to chime in too a

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parenting conversation that I'm having on this podcast, I would

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like for you to just shut the fuck up, because

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you have no fucking idea what it's like to be

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around your own kid twenty four seven. And a lot

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of the times men don't understand why the baby mama hate,

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they ask, and it's because you wasn't there when they

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were sick, waking up in middle of the night, feverish

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gotta go fucking find the Walgreens after COVID because they

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stop having twenty four hour Walgreens. Now you gotta drive

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to fucking to you know what I'm saying. They stopped

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all of that ship when when it was after COVID,

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when it was a fucking formula shortage, and niggas was

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riding around the motherfucking city to different Myers, different Kruggers,

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different Walmarts, looking for the same You want to be

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consistent with the motherfucking formula. Couldn't find that ship. Yeah,

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so I understand why women hate they fucking baby daddies

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or their ex husbands or whoever the fuck got them impregnated.

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parents and you shut the fuck up. I don't want

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to hear no opinions please, because I'm I'm niggas be like,

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why you're so tired or how I'd be like, man,

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my diet is trash. They'd be like, you work out

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all the time, but your diet is trash. I'm like, nigga,

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these niggas. And then still if I if I'm on

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a strict diet, they're not eating what I'm eating. So

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don't feel like making some different shiitt the it is

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what it is.

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Speaker 1: Fifty pounds later, like hello, yeah, man.

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Speaker 4: My mom was like, you shouldn't lose weight. That like

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the way. I'm not trying to impress you, ma'am. I'm

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trying to when I look in the mirror, I want

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to feel a certain kind of way. I want to

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look a certain kind of way. But even that body

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this is it. Body this more for you. I think

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I might have that a little bit. I just don't.

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Speaker 1: Really wow.

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Speaker 2: But I actually I had found this study though. It

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said when you wake up early in the morning, before

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to the most how whoever you serve, but you go

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to your bathroom, use it whatever, and you say to

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the mirror like ten times, I love you. And then

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opposite hand, and then after you brush your teeth ops

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in hand, you take ten deep breaths just to get

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Speaker 6: That's still not gonna fax my body this morning.

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Speaker 1: Have you tried it yet?

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Speaker 6: That's just hot. That's just not how this morphia works.

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Speaker 1: But I'm bodied this more for you.

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Speaker 6: Though.

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Speaker 1: If you say that you're not body this morphia, how

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are you gonna tell me? How I think?

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Speaker 6: How do you think?

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Speaker 2: Because it's like if I wake up in the morning

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Speaker 4: But listen, it's regardless, but this is my THINGNA love it.

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Speaker 2: Because this image that we see in the mirror is

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just literally it's not us. We only can see a

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little bit like if we get really technical to like

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we can only see a little bit like you know,

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in a bible, not even just gonna quote all things,

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but it's talking about a spec. We literally only see

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a spec of us. The image that we see is

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literally what people say to us. If they say you

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look nice your attitude, you can look like a bomb

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ass person on the outside. I have a nasty ass attitude.

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You'd be ugly as fuck, but you could be looking

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different like me. I feel like a lot of people

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say I have exotic features in my face.

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Speaker 1: I don't know the.

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Speaker 6: Exotic features.

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Speaker 1: That's what the fuck I said. But see, bedroom niggas

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is saying the craziest ship, but it's not. It's not

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even big because it's sometimes it's women.

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Speaker 4: They want to fuck to y'all, y'all keep it hey,

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camera on me enough, Hey, women stop being nice to

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bitches because y'all be like y'all will let women who

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will fuck y'all, grab y'all ass.

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Speaker 6: Y'all don't know they fuck y'all. At first.

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Speaker 4: Women will come to you and be like, ooh girl,

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you so thick? How you get asked like that? They

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grab your ass and you like not y'all women do

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that ship they do Oh girl, I like this shirt.

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They start rubbing on your back and ship, Oh girl,

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I like it. They start touching on it and feeling

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on you whole.

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Speaker 4: They will eat the ship out of your vagina. They

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will munch on your carpet until there's carpet in they teeth. Now, y'all,

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don't feel endangered by these women.

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Speaker 1: Because I can beat a bup. You can beat I can.

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But I'm also I've had women do this.

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Speaker 5: You know, initially you're taking a back like I'm shot,

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but I have been like a bit, don't.

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Speaker 1: Don't touch my tet down, so you know, you know

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that's like the black girl. You know when when white

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people be like, can I touch your hair? What is

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this called?

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Speaker 6: Nah?

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Speaker 4: Bag?

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Speaker 1: Don't don't and it's just do you hear?

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Speaker 4: Mean?

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Speaker 1: Like what the like? How do you get how did

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you get it like this off? So yeah, I'm.

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Speaker 5: Doing like hell to the now I've definitely had women

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like grop me and I'll be like, listen.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean not in but like, I just feel like,

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after all of this said and done, everybody has their

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own opinion when it comes to what is it whatever

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we was talking about there you go. Yeah, So it's

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like somebody that you would probably think they have the

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highest confidence in theirself based off which you see the

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ass and they could be dying with low self esteem.

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Speaker 1: People tell me that all the time.

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Speaker 5: They know that I'm uber confident, and I said, it's

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less about confidence and more being like, y'all gonna get

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what I got.

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Speaker 4: I don't think my body this morphia makes me dislike myself.

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I just no matter the change, no matter what I do,

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I'm never going to be like, oh, I'm satisfied with

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what I see. Oh, because I'm confident, Like I feel

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confident when I walk in the room because I know,

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even with what I see, it's still better than the

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ship that niggas got under their shirts. Because the niggas

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don't work out. Like you can see, when you walk

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into a room and you work out, you start to

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notice traps, debts, fucking you start to notice quasis I'm

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looking at niggas legs. Yeah, I'd be like, what the

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fuck workout do you be doing? And that's how that's

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how I'm in the gym talking to men because I

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be like, yo, what workout do you do for your legs?

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They but you just I think the older we get,

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it is harder to lose, it is harder to gain,

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your age, testosterone, diet, stress, lee, all of this ship.

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Speaker 1: So I think for me, I'm gonna tell you what.

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Speaker 5: When I started competing and I got to my finis,

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my tits were gone. Some ships was gone with the wind.

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They were so flat, Like that's what I want.

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Speaker 1: No, no, you don't.

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Speaker 5: It's different to have the small breast small flat so

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when they're small, you don't have like loose hanging skin.

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But when you've lost an absorbing amount of weight and all,

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it's still tissue there and there's no fat to fill

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it out. I cried, real tears. My coach was like,

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do you want to win or not? I was like,

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and my TV is not coming. They came back with

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a vengeance, so okay, and now my back hurt and

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I'm contemplating a reduction.

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Speaker 6: How you get them, how you get them to be

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you know what I mean, what you have to do

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to get them.

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Speaker 1: Back, get back fat? She had just to eat some

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good ships. I want them.

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Speaker 2: I want them after breastfeeding. I want them gone. Like

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I just take these ties.

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Speaker 5: When I was thin, I didn't have much. I've always

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had ass, even when I was thinking.

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Speaker 6: But just throwing it out there.

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Speaker 1: Yeah she got it.

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Speaker 5: Was always there, okay, But until I really started picking

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up weight, I didn't have I wasn't top heavy. But

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now that I am, it's so overrated. You know, my

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shoulders hurt, my bag hurts. I mean they're fun and

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they've got me lots of things, but it's truly overrated.

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And I don't like to wear bras because they're uncomfortable,

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because you still used.

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Speaker 2: To yeah, basically having muscle titties. Yeah right.

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Speaker 1: It was just definitely had pecked on the go.

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Speaker 4: That's something that's something that niggas I was. I was,

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I was thinking. I was in fourth grade when I

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when I find when I realized that I'm happy that

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I don't have to walk around with my assets visible

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full display. Always as a third grade going into fourth grade.

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This girl came to school and she had bigger chest

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than she did in third grade, and I was like,

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oh shit, And I was like man, I so I

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looked down, like, oh man, I'm happy that motherfuckers can't

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see my shape when it's off. Like that was my

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first thought, Like, Damn, I'm glad I ain't got to

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walk the halls with this motherfucking flashy dick just on display.

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Like if women got no ass, they ain't no way

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you can hide it. If you ain't got no titties,

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ain't no way you can hide it. Like sometimes I

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be thinking God, like I just wasn't born. I'll built.

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Speaker 2: But it's some people you got. It's some people that

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got no ass and no titties. It's women and they

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just walk around with pants and they coochie.

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Speaker 1: What that feel like it's gotta be uncomfortable saying no,

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you just that's what Donald Trump me and grab wondering.

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Speaker 5: How they keep their pants up because like they don't.

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Is this what y'all really make clothes for? Because they

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stay on there exactly.

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Speaker 2: Because it's just in the coochie holding it exactly, pinching.

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Speaker 4: The motherfucking pants together. Yeah, that should be. I'll be

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looking at motherfuckers like, bro, I'm so thankful that that.

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Speaker 5: Even when I'm fat, people will be like, oh, you

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don't look bad because you're you know, you have a shape.

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And I'll be like, thank God because I see I

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will see some big girls.

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Speaker 6: What's fat to you? What's what's that weight? Like? What

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weight is that?

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Speaker 1: Right now? I'm I'm too twenty eight right now?

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Speaker 6: What's fat?

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Speaker 1: What I am right now?

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Speaker 6: Okay?

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Speaker 1: You fit to me? I'm firm. There you go.

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Speaker 5: You know I got I got the right amount of jiggle.

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And I'm not being delusional about that. I'm grateful for

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my genetics and how I'm shaped and having a good

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you know, muscle mass and foundation.

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Speaker 4: Right.

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Speaker 5: But let's not you know, kid ourselves and say how

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I look now at twenty seven two thirty is not

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how I look before? About the healthy part, yeah, because

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I have your body, you know your body.

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Speaker 1: That composition is different. I have way more muscle now.

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Speaker 5: Even when I was just fat, fat, I was still curvy,

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but I still had a wider waist. I still had

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you know what I mean, everything was bigger, but I

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was real big back, real big everything, real big.

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Speaker 6: I think that I think that I was.

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Speaker 4: I was walking the other day and I was just like, man,

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I was people watching and I was just like, man,

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I really do hate how people accept being overweight, Like

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there are certain problems that come with being overweight, and

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I and and and In the early ignore philosophy days,

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I was really hard on big people because my mom

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had gained a bunch of weight due to lupus and

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the medicine that they had wrong. She gained a lot

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of weight, her limp her thyroids was going out of control.

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My sister was gaining a lot of weight because she

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was just fucking and eating snacks. A lot of my

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family member was just getting stressing and eating and getting fat.

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And I was like, bro, I don't I don't want

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to be because in college I was working out because

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I was my homeboy was a basketball player. So I

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was like, I don't want to be coming home in

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the summertime and I'm feeling good and then everybody is

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swimming with their shirt on. I don't like that. And

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so you have to start being honest with your family members, like, yo,

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the ship, I'm that cousin. Yo, the ship that we

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eating at this motherfucking barbecue. Y'all got beers, y'all got

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the hot dog. Y'all, y'all don't drank a thousand calories.

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We ain't even got to the motherfucking mac and cheese,

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with the butter, with the cheese, with the with the

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corn wet, with the yams, with the apples, with the marshmallows,

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with the with the brown sugar, with the sugar with

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before we even eat, y'all, don't drink a thousand calories.

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And then y'all y'all wondering why y'all falling asleep after

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y'all eat, And I'm like, yo, we gotta start changing

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some of this ship up. My mom lost weight, my

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sister lost weight, be couple my cousins lost weight. But

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then recently I was just walking around looking and like

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America has a food problem, Like I feel like I

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feel like in the eighties, it was two niggas and

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they was like, let's play rock paper scissors for the cane.

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One got sugar cane and one got cocaine. And motherfuckers

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can put sugar in anything and get a motherfucker addicted

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to anything. And then now and then the cocaine, they'd

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be like, Okay, you gotta sniff this, but we're gonna

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put it in a Coca cola first, and how y'all

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drink that shit?

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Speaker 6: And then like it was just.

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Speaker 2: And it's multiplied over the years because the scientist is

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the most wickedest person in the world.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, because I can manipulate the way nigga I can make.

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I can make real food taste nasty to you. I

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can make what's healthy for you just not even be

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palatable for you anymore. Like somebody was trying to tell me, like,

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oh man, I was like, I eat steak. I said,

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I eat steak more than I eat chicken. And it's like,

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oh you rich, And I was like, have you walked

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to the steak out. It's almost the same price as

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the chicken. Like it's it's not like a drastic change.

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And I'm just tired of eating chicken. Niggas been eating

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chickensph I just fucking hate chicken. But I feel like

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people have this misconception that it is healthier to go

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out and eat or eat junk than it is to

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just go and get ten dollars worth of meat fucking

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a bag of rice and some vegetables and eat it.

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The fact is is that niggas don't want to eat

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that shit.

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Speaker 5: They don't want to eat it, and we're in an

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instantaneous society. I want to eat right now. I'm hungry

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right now. Oh I don't have time. You know the

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convenience of all those things, and you know the time

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that it takes to cook. When I when I really

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sit down a meal prep I can, you know, cook breakfast, lunch,

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and dinner for the next three days and it might

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take me two hours.

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Speaker 1: And it's not a problem.

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Speaker 5: But the problem is is now people have all these

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options and they don't want to eat the same thing

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every day. They want more variety or they want, you know, oh,

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where's the sauce, where's it this? Where's it at? I'm like,

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you don't need all of that, But it's hard to

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combat that, especially because they're introducing it to children younger

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and younger, you know, and even with kids like my

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nephew will be like, Auntie, we need to go exercise.

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And the only reason he knows about exercise is because

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of me. They have Jim one day a week. Eight

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This nigga can't even run, okay, Like, I'm like, let's

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go outside and run down the street. And he's like,

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I don't want to run and I'm like, no, we're

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gonna let's job. He had no idea what to do

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with his arms. I'm looking at him, like, you know

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how more kids do, like the flash the hands off stuff.

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He was running with his hands down to a side,

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and I'm like.

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Speaker 6: That's scary.

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Speaker 4: It is, that's scary because you I think that a

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lot of the times, Like I'll tell them my wife

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this and I got upset with her because she's a

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teacher when she's an education and I was like, yo,

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you leave work at home.

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Speaker 6: I mean, you leave work at work. And I don't

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want you to leave work at work.

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Speaker 4: I want you to come home and educate these little

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niggas because you have a different understanding of education. But

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I feel like a lot of parents feel like the

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00:22:32,839 --> 00:22:35,839
school is supposed to teach the kids everything.

472
00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:38,119
Speaker 1: School started home for me. I had a teacher tell

473
00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:38,319
me that.

474
00:22:38,359 --> 00:22:40,519
Speaker 5: She was like, well, as long as you teach your

475
00:22:40,640 --> 00:22:44,000
kids how to be you know, behavior, polite, blah blah

476
00:22:44,039 --> 00:22:47,079
blah blah blah, I'll teach them school work. And I

477
00:22:47,119 --> 00:22:49,720
don't rely on that. And again, I'm a fairly new parent.

478
00:22:49,759 --> 00:22:53,079
But I know better than to leave education solely in

479
00:22:53,119 --> 00:22:56,240
the hands of a stranger, right, I would never make

480
00:22:56,319 --> 00:22:59,519
sure like before my both of my sons, Like my

481
00:22:59,599 --> 00:23:02,880
first he's twelve now, but when he was like three four,

482
00:23:03,359 --> 00:23:05,640
I made the miss own education room because I want

483
00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:07,559
to make sure you can read, rite, spay, your name,

484
00:23:07,599 --> 00:23:09,759
and know all these things before I put you in

485
00:23:09,799 --> 00:23:11,720
the hands with somebody else. Hell, he got the preschool

486
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,799
and they told me he needs to be in kindergarten

487
00:23:13,799 --> 00:23:14,599
first grade.

488
00:23:14,759 --> 00:23:17,160
Speaker 2: My second one, shit, he three. He already can read

489
00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:20,119
a book that easy read books. He can already sound

490
00:23:20,119 --> 00:23:22,920
it out, read it. I feel like schools started homely

491
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:25,480
because that's the only way we can prepare our kids

492
00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:29,279
for education that we can instill in them for entrepreneurship,

493
00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:31,519
not the shit that the system is teaching them, because

494
00:23:31,759 --> 00:23:35,240
the system is just programming them for them to fit in.

495
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:36,960
Speaker 1: Their category they place.

496
00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,720
Speaker 2: Because you can sign up, like I mean, I have

497
00:23:39,759 --> 00:23:42,000
a different opinion after working at the job for eight years,

498
00:23:42,039 --> 00:23:44,559
but you can sign up your whole life to work

499
00:23:44,559 --> 00:23:47,720
somewhere for thirty years. You didn't gave some of it,

500
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:50,319
and they let you go thirty years and you don't

501
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:52,400
know what you want to do with your life no more.

502
00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:54,799
You didn't wait it even when you retire. To me,

503
00:23:55,039 --> 00:23:56,720
like all those people find I think.

504
00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:58,440
Speaker 4: That's a new I think that's a fairly new thing, though.

505
00:23:58,759 --> 00:24:02,440
I think I think that I think that self preservation

506
00:24:02,559 --> 00:24:04,440
is a new thing, like more so like in the

507
00:24:04,519 --> 00:24:08,559
last thirty years, maybe because I know a lot of

508
00:24:08,559 --> 00:24:13,039
older people, maybe my mom's age, he's fifty five, maybe

509
00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:17,839
think I think they look at me like you're brave,

510
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:21,640
like anybody that's anybody that's going out to be something

511
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:25,200
other than a robot, a worker. They look at you

512
00:24:25,319 --> 00:24:28,519
like you brave. Anybody who has moved or traveled a lot,

513
00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,279
or I would say move not necessarily traveled. If you've

514
00:24:31,319 --> 00:24:36,559
moved to multiple different states and uprooted yourself multiple different

515
00:24:36,559 --> 00:24:38,480
times and have different friends, they look at you like

516
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:41,880
Christopher Columbus, like they be like, damn, I can't believe

517
00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:45,960
you had enough balls to give up everything that you

518
00:24:46,039 --> 00:24:50,839
knew to start anew. And I think that when you

519
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:54,759
when you look at yesteryear and then the kids that's

520
00:24:54,799 --> 00:24:57,079
coming up, I think the kids coming up might be

521
00:24:57,240 --> 00:25:01,440
too afraid of commitment rather be like staying in a

522
00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:05,160
certain field or like like staying what they want, like

523
00:25:05,839 --> 00:25:08,440
identifying what they want to be or who they want

524
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:09,680
to be and what they want to do, and then

525
00:25:09,759 --> 00:25:12,759
staying with it. I feel like because there's so many options,

526
00:25:12,759 --> 00:25:14,279
because they can look online and be like, oh, this

527
00:25:14,319 --> 00:25:17,160
person is doing this, this, this is this, it's gonna

528
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:19,880
be hard for them to make a decision. And the

529
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:23,640
way that the shit is going, who's to say that

530
00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:25,680
you are even going to be able to make a

531
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,839
decision like that and stick with it, Like to be

532
00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:31,440
able to go to college and be forty fifty sixties

533
00:25:31,519 --> 00:25:33,599
eighty thousand dollars in debt, one hundred thousand dollars in

534
00:25:33,680 --> 00:25:36,480
dead for a degree, and then after the degree back

535
00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:39,640
and then have to change it because the economy changes

536
00:25:39,759 --> 00:25:41,839
or AI comes in or this came. You're like, what

537
00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:43,759
the fuck? N I'm in debt and I got a

538
00:25:43,799 --> 00:25:47,319
degree and I can't even use it. No, most motherfuckers

539
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:48,640
got degrees and they can't use it.

540
00:25:49,039 --> 00:25:50,079
Speaker 1: How work in my field?

541
00:25:50,160 --> 00:25:53,599
Speaker 5: But when I started, like, I did a co op

542
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,359
all through high school and accounting, so I was always

543
00:25:55,400 --> 00:25:56,920
a nerd. I knew that's what I was going to

544
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:59,000
be growing up, and that's just what it was. Now

545
00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:01,839
I've done other things, like I did nails. I went

546
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:04,799
to nail school. I you know, did a little bit

547
00:26:04,839 --> 00:26:08,039
of hair. You know, things that you naturally can do

548
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:11,279
that are just naturally easy for you. But when I

549
00:26:11,279 --> 00:26:14,559
look at like my brother's kids, I'll be like, I

550
00:26:14,599 --> 00:26:16,319
don't know what y'all gonna do outside of what you

551
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:19,440
studied at school, because they don't.

552
00:26:19,839 --> 00:26:20,240
Speaker 1: They don't.

553
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:22,240
Speaker 5: Oh, I could just go on YouTube and figure it out.

554
00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:24,240
I don't really need to learn how to you know,

555
00:26:24,279 --> 00:26:27,599
a learner trade and some you know, the reality is

556
00:26:27,599 --> 00:26:31,000
is everybody doesn't need formal education. It is a waste

557
00:26:31,039 --> 00:26:32,440
of time and a waste of money for a lot

558
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:35,880
of people, you know, whether they're socially awkward and just

559
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:39,559
can't manage it, or they just don't have the comprehension.

560
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,680
And that's a you know, I'm sure as a parent

561
00:26:42,759 --> 00:26:45,640
sometimes it's a heart pill to swallow, But I just

562
00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:47,319
want to make sure that my kid is successful in

563
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:48,119
whatever they do.

564
00:26:48,279 --> 00:26:49,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's how I feel.

565
00:26:49,559 --> 00:26:52,079
Speaker 2: Also like that that makes a lot of sense is

566
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:54,160
making sure Like when I left that job, my son

567
00:26:54,279 --> 00:26:58,200
is like, what we gonna do. I'm like, I'm like,

568
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:01,319
you know, I'm like selling break because I ain't got

569
00:27:01,319 --> 00:27:03,400
to be there at four o'clock no more. I can

570
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:05,160
find out what I want to do in my life.

571
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:05,759
Speaker 1: I can figure it.

572
00:27:05,839 --> 00:27:08,720
Speaker 2: I went to Neil school, but I have medical background,

573
00:27:08,759 --> 00:27:10,759
but I don't want to do it like I'm like this.

574
00:27:10,799 --> 00:27:11,640
Speaker 1: Healer out here.

575
00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:14,039
Speaker 2: I don't want to make my people sick. I want

576
00:27:14,039 --> 00:27:15,960
to wake my people up. Like when y'all was talking

577
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:19,559
about food, I feel like when we eating food that's

578
00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:22,039
like meat all the time, blood, all that shit, like

579
00:27:22,079 --> 00:27:24,359
I'm playing base, but I ate. I was vegetarian for

580
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,240
nine years before, I mean seven years before. But like

581
00:27:27,279 --> 00:27:30,920
when I didn't eat chicken, meat, all that stuff, I

582
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,000
felt like I could sleep better. I felt like my

583
00:27:33,079 --> 00:27:36,519
thinking was like on queue. I felt like like everything

584
00:27:36,559 --> 00:27:38,960
that I was thinking, it was more like happy to me.

585
00:27:39,079 --> 00:27:41,279
When we eat meat that we didn't raise, that we

586
00:27:41,319 --> 00:27:47,480
didn't kill, and we don't know the food got depression, anxiety,

587
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:50,359
like all these things that were given to it tastes good.

588
00:27:53,079 --> 00:27:54,720
Speaker 1: All shit we gets tastes.

589
00:27:54,519 --> 00:27:56,839
Speaker 2: Good, I mean, but until you face with it. And

590
00:27:56,880 --> 00:27:58,839
the only thing they got for us in the medical

591
00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:03,160
fields is medication. They don't tell you no simple way

592
00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:05,640
to hear yourself but I'm a lot, a.

593
00:28:05,599 --> 00:28:09,240
Speaker 4: Lot of a lot of motherfuckers is eating exactly what

594
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,400
the dogs is telling them to eat, and they still

595
00:28:12,519 --> 00:28:13,000
fucked up.

596
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:13,759
Speaker 1: Genetics.

597
00:28:14,519 --> 00:28:15,079
Speaker 6: Genetics.

598
00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:18,880
Speaker 4: Genetics plays apart, your blood type plays apart, your exercise

599
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,400
play apart. Like when I just when I eat mostly meat.

600
00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:24,400
I feel the best when I eat mostly meat, Like

601
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:28,599
if I eat bison and some otherfucking like Brussels sprouts,

602
00:28:28,599 --> 00:28:32,000
maybe no rice, no motherfucking breads, no nothing. If it's

603
00:28:32,039 --> 00:28:34,480
just meat and vegetables, or I feel like I can

604
00:28:34,519 --> 00:28:37,759
take on the world. It's when I start incorporating carbs

605
00:28:37,759 --> 00:28:41,599
where I start to feel like fish, sluggish, like real

606
00:28:41,759 --> 00:28:44,039
down and shit and cloudy. And then if I don't

607
00:28:44,039 --> 00:28:46,680
work out, I start to feel depressed. I start to

608
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:50,839
feel and I think, I think too, this is my theory.

609
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:52,440
I was gonna put this. I was gonna ask you

610
00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:55,640
out to think about this, but I got lazy. What

611
00:28:55,759 --> 00:28:59,200
theory do you have about the way the world works

612
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:05,559
that people might deem far fetched? I'll go first. I

613
00:29:05,599 --> 00:29:09,960
feel like we are the robots. Human beings are the

614
00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:13,680
original AI robots. If you think about that, humans cannot

615
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:17,559
stay scared long like we know that we can go

616
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:19,680
to a grocery store or a mall or a school,

617
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:21,839
and they can get shot up. And it's been proven

618
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:23,880
over and over and over again. But when I tell

619
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:25,599
people that when I go to a grocery store, I'm

620
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:27,680
looking for the exit, they'd be like why, And I

621
00:29:27,799 --> 00:29:30,640
be thinking like, Oh, you don't even You're not even

622
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:34,359
fathoming that this is a common thing. Or even when

623
00:29:34,359 --> 00:29:36,720
I'm in the car when my kids are in the car,

624
00:29:36,759 --> 00:29:39,400
I drive completely different than when my kids not in

625
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:42,240
the carmon it's slow lane. I'm very mindful of these things,

626
00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:45,880
and people are not thinking about that, thinking about car

627
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,680
crashes are the leading cause of death period, Like niggas

628
00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,640
dying car crashes way more than what we would like

629
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:54,960
to think because we're in the car all the time.

630
00:29:54,839 --> 00:29:56,680
Speaker 1: And usually less than five miles from their home.

631
00:29:56,799 --> 00:29:56,960
Speaker 6: Yeah.

632
00:29:59,039 --> 00:30:02,119
Speaker 4: So I think a lot of times, like when people

633
00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:04,680
have this depression and they don't they feel like they

634
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,680
don't have a purpose in this world. I feel like,

635
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,359
because we were put here to cultivate the earth, you're

636
00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:10,759
not contributing to society.

637
00:30:10,880 --> 00:30:14,680
Speaker 6: You're not you're not making this world better.

638
00:30:15,359 --> 00:30:17,839
Speaker 4: I feel like if you don't wake up with a purpose,

639
00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:20,720
with something that's waking you up, that's getting you up,

640
00:30:20,839 --> 00:30:24,720
that's exciting, that's keeping you excited, even waking up, waking

641
00:30:24,759 --> 00:30:27,359
you up at your sleep. Sometimes with whatever it is,

642
00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:30,799
passion a person, the motherfucking project, whatever. I feel like

643
00:30:30,839 --> 00:30:34,480
people get really down because we were put here to

644
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:38,559
make this world work better. Now the fact that the

645
00:30:38,599 --> 00:30:41,880
things that we know you're supposed to do, like not

646
00:30:42,319 --> 00:30:44,920
plant or not do certain shit to the field for

647
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:46,720
a certain amount of time so that they can it

648
00:30:46,799 --> 00:30:50,640
can replenish yourself, or overpopulation, or the thing that the

649
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:53,119
harmful things that we're doing to the environment because of

650
00:30:53,240 --> 00:30:55,559
the man made chemicals or the like, all of that

651
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:58,039
other extra shit is fucking it up because they got

652
00:30:58,039 --> 00:31:01,000
to make money somehow, some way. But I feel like

653
00:31:01,519 --> 00:31:04,279
this might be another far fetched thing too. All of

654
00:31:04,319 --> 00:31:09,279
the planets that's past Earth that's inhabitable, we fucked them up,

655
00:31:10,079 --> 00:31:12,480
and now we're here. I feel like we was on

656
00:31:12,599 --> 00:31:16,440
these planets and we fucked them up. The white man,

657
00:31:16,759 --> 00:31:18,640
I don't want to take credit for none of this shit.

658
00:31:19,079 --> 00:31:21,359
They fucked up all of these things. And now that

659
00:31:21,359 --> 00:31:22,920
that's why they keep trying to go to space, because

660
00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:27,119
they're trying to get back you can have that on

661
00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:30,200
your time, you go on your own thing. But when

662
00:31:30,279 --> 00:31:35,240
I feel like we don't think like it took me

663
00:31:35,279 --> 00:31:38,680
a while to understand what protein was, like why humans

664
00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:40,839
needed protein. It took me a while, Like when I

665
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,480
really want, oh my titties bigger, what they need to do?

666
00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:46,160
It was like, you gotta rip the motherfucking muscles and

667
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,240
then eat protein to rebuild the muscles. And I was like, oh,

668
00:31:49,279 --> 00:31:53,000
so we really got to go and eat other flesh

669
00:31:53,279 --> 00:31:57,559
to heal our flesh. We need to drink vitamin, eat vitamin.

670
00:31:57,640 --> 00:31:59,720
We need to eat all of these things so that

671
00:31:59,839 --> 00:32:02,519
we can our body can hold these things, these nutrients

672
00:32:02,559 --> 00:32:06,079
that we need. It didn't dawn on me that the

673
00:32:06,119 --> 00:32:08,440
over consumption of these things can kill you, like the

674
00:32:08,839 --> 00:32:10,319
like it is, sit in your body, just be a

675
00:32:10,319 --> 00:32:12,960
fat motherfucker for all of this ship and what. But

676
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:17,039
I feel like we are we are the the aliens,

677
00:32:17,039 --> 00:32:18,200
we are the robots, We.

678
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 6: Are the.

679
00:32:20,319 --> 00:32:21,559
Speaker 1: And all it took was one person.

680
00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:24,119
Speaker 4: All it took was one person. All it took is

681
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:26,559
one person to fuck it up. Yeah, because you think

682
00:32:26,559 --> 00:32:30,079
about it like we can nigga, if you cut yourself,

683
00:32:30,119 --> 00:32:32,279
you ain't gonta do nothing. You can literally watch that

684
00:32:32,359 --> 00:32:34,839
ship heal like your body will heal itself.

685
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:35,160
Speaker 6: You can.

686
00:32:35,319 --> 00:32:38,799
Speaker 4: It's a you're a reproducing, a self reproducing robot. You

687
00:32:38,839 --> 00:32:40,680
put two motherfuckers in the room that ain't never seen

688
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:43,359
a woman. The woman had never seen a man. A

689
00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:45,160
baby is coming out of that motherfucking room if you

690
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,759
leave him in that long enough. And it's just a

691
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:52,200
weird thing to think about, but we already we are

692
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:55,039
aliens where we're on this earth, and we're not thinking

693
00:32:55,079 --> 00:33:01,680
about cultivating the earth, make the earth better. Like when

694
00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:03,960
you look at certain people's environments. It took me moving

695
00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:07,079
to Fishers to realize, oh, this grass is different, this

696
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,559
concrete is different. They not laying the same concrete that

697
00:33:09,559 --> 00:33:11,279
they lay in Fishers than they do on the east side.

698
00:33:11,319 --> 00:33:13,720
They're not playing the same grass. The grass on the

699
00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:15,759
east side do not look like the same grass and

700
00:33:15,759 --> 00:33:18,640
Fishers the ship is the weeds on the Fishers do

701
00:33:18,759 --> 00:33:19,880
not look like the same.

702
00:33:20,519 --> 00:33:23,720
Speaker 1: Is green on the other side, the grass plush.

703
00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:27,079
Speaker 4: You will feel comfortable playing football and Fishers on the

704
00:33:27,079 --> 00:33:28,920
grass and you were on the east side because it's

705
00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:33,160
glass over here, it's well, it's all type of rugged

706
00:33:33,200 --> 00:33:37,519
and raggedy. I didn't even know you can. Just I'm

707
00:33:37,599 --> 00:33:40,680
riding through the monin and I'm looking at just the

708
00:33:40,799 --> 00:33:45,920
different areas of grass trees, what looks, how things look,

709
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,319
how people are perceiving each other, and what people are

710
00:33:48,319 --> 00:33:51,480
comfortable doing in their own environment, Like niggas is throwing

711
00:33:51,519 --> 00:33:52,680
trash at the window.

712
00:33:52,759 --> 00:33:56,240
Speaker 5: The progression of the dilapidation, like as you're moving to

713
00:33:56,279 --> 00:33:57,200
the neighborhood, bruh.

714
00:33:59,240 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 4: In real time, I'm like, bru it's like I've been.

715
00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:04,559
I'm only I only want to block this shit is different,

716
00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:08,119
So it's it's it's for me, and I think like

717
00:34:08,559 --> 00:34:10,280
we and me and my wife in the situation now

718
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:13,480
to where we in her parents' house and her dad died,

719
00:34:13,519 --> 00:34:16,599
so we inherited a lot of things, and her dad

720
00:34:16,639 --> 00:34:20,880
set them up for that, right, But she's so programmed

721
00:34:21,119 --> 00:34:23,280
to be go to work, come home, go to work,

722
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:26,280
come home. I'm like, Yo, we don't have the same finances,

723
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:28,559
we don't have the same issues because this house is

724
00:34:28,599 --> 00:34:31,360
paid off, these cars are paid off. If we didn't.

725
00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:33,880
But I think too many people are like that. One

726
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:35,800
person who fucked it all up made it to where

727
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,360
now you're comparing yourself because now we got a car.

728
00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:40,159
Speaker 6: We got two cars. We got to wait and the

729
00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:43,239
O four. She don't want to drive a four. I think.

730
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:46,119
Speaker 4: I think in her mind she's saying that it's not reliable.

731
00:34:46,119 --> 00:34:49,519
But I think realistically she don't want to be compared

732
00:34:49,599 --> 00:34:52,840
to anybody driving a new car because she's in the four,

733
00:34:53,159 --> 00:34:55,440
even though this is paid off, even though this's got

734
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,920
a few of miles, even though I think that she

735
00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:05,599
subconsciously status is uh em better than her brain. And

736
00:35:05,639 --> 00:35:07,320
for me, I didn't grow up like that, and not

737
00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:09,199
saying it, not saying that her parents put that in her,

738
00:35:09,239 --> 00:35:11,760
but I think that she grew up thinking about status

739
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:13,599
and I didn't grow up thinking about statist And I

740
00:35:14,119 --> 00:35:20,199
think that that right there is the problem with people

741
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:25,760
and community is that status and for self fucks up

742
00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,519
us being able to do what the Haitians do. She

743
00:35:29,599 --> 00:35:33,079
was talking about status and the perception, and I think

744
00:35:33,119 --> 00:35:39,880
that we just to concern with what other people think

745
00:35:41,079 --> 00:35:44,000
and what the evil voice in our head is saying.

746
00:35:45,119 --> 00:35:47,199
Speaker 1: I think it's that. I think also.

747
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:50,920
Speaker 5: Usually I trade my car in like every four or

748
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,079
five years, because I want to make sure I have

749
00:35:53,079 --> 00:35:56,440
a warranty on it one because I want a reliable

750
00:35:56,679 --> 00:36:01,760
vehicle two. It's I don't have a community of men

751
00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:04,840
around if something goes wrong with my car that I

752
00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:07,360
can trust that will give me a valid opinion about

753
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:10,239
what's wrong with it and a reasonable price to fix

754
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:13,239
it if something goes wrong. So you know, as soon

755
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,360
as that warranty is up, I'm getting a new car.

756
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:20,119
And I've probably I've paid off two cars. But as

757
00:36:20,119 --> 00:36:21,760
soon as I paid them off, they started having like

758
00:36:22,199 --> 00:36:24,960
engine trouble. That shit gotta go. I'm not messing around.

759
00:36:25,199 --> 00:36:27,000
And I could change my own oil. I could change

760
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:30,159
my own brakes, you know, changed tires. I can do

761
00:36:30,199 --> 00:36:31,719
all that. My brother and my dad made sure that

762
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:33,760
I was able to do those things. Now I don't

763
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:36,199
want to do them, so I'm going to go get

764
00:36:36,199 --> 00:36:40,760
a new car every time. It does suck though, because

765
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,519
you know the price of new vehicles, the you know,

766
00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:47,159
plating them all like shit is dumb.

767
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 2: I think it's just the system though. It is talking

768
00:36:50,519 --> 00:36:53,440
about alien and all that. I think, really that's so right.

769
00:36:53,519 --> 00:36:56,239
I know when you said that you know an application

770
00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:59,360
it says US citizen alien or other.

771
00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:03,840
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.

772
00:37:05,159 --> 00:37:08,559
Speaker 2: It was somebody that put on the application of cash

773
00:37:08,559 --> 00:37:11,960
app for others. But no, when you say that, like

774
00:37:12,039 --> 00:37:15,760
I buy my cars like cash now, Like I mean,

775
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:17,920
if it's gonna break down ship by then I better

776
00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:20,519
had enough saved up for something else if it was cash.

777
00:37:20,639 --> 00:37:22,880
But most of the time, I mean, I'm very fortunate

778
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,519
right now because of course I'm really good in with

779
00:37:25,559 --> 00:37:32,960
the mechanic and I know and I'm really we got

780
00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:35,960
a kid together, that's how that makes sense. He's gonna

781
00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:43,679
fix the car, so like I changed, just like non't stop.

782
00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:47,679
But when you said that, like I totally feel you

783
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:51,159
when you say, like the the whole thing with changing

784
00:37:51,199 --> 00:37:53,320
the tires, and like you don't want to have the

785
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:55,760
responsibility to put it on somebody else if you should

786
00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:56,239
mess up.

787
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,239
Speaker 1: You know that that part makes sense.

788
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:00,320
Speaker 2: But that's the thing, like when we talk about being

789
00:38:00,320 --> 00:38:02,639
a woman and being a man too, Like a man

790
00:38:02,679 --> 00:38:04,159
wouldn't want to see a woman on the side of

791
00:38:04,199 --> 00:38:05,559
the road fixing her own shit.

792
00:38:05,559 --> 00:38:07,159
Speaker 4: And I ain't stopping her. I ain't stopping for you.

793
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:09,840
Ho y'all have made it, y'all, and y'all don't fuck

794
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:12,400
that all the way up. I'm not stopping and saving shit.

795
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:14,559
Speaker 5: Nobody stopped to try to help me, and they couldn't

796
00:38:14,559 --> 00:38:16,679
get the tire off, and I was like, excuse me, sorry.

797
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:18,320
Speaker 1: Exact, worry about it.

798
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:20,599
Speaker 2: Things, just trying to help when we was talking about

799
00:38:20,599 --> 00:38:23,119
the Haitians, like I drove over on forty seconds and

800
00:38:23,159 --> 00:38:25,679
I have seen them walking in the car will little

801
00:38:25,719 --> 00:38:28,800
if they see their friend walking, they stop in traffic

802
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,000
to pick up their friend to take them around the corner.

803
00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:33,440
Us we gonna see whoever the fuck we know and

804
00:38:33,480 --> 00:38:35,480
be like, damn, I seen such and such walking.

805
00:38:35,559 --> 00:38:37,320
Speaker 1: You ain't lying like.

806
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,920
Speaker 6: I know you know why I know because you just

807
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,280
can't you for me?

808
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:46,719
Speaker 4: My niggas, if they need something, they're gonna ask for

809
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:47,679
money for a uber.

810
00:38:48,239 --> 00:38:49,039
Speaker 6: They're not walking.

811
00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:53,760
Speaker 4: But if I see somebody that I know or knew,

812
00:38:54,639 --> 00:38:57,280
is a difference, somebody that I used.

813
00:38:57,079 --> 00:38:59,800
Speaker 1: To know, somebody that used to know.

814
00:39:00,119 --> 00:39:02,280
Speaker 4: If I see somebody that I used to know you walking,

815
00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:05,159
I'm not letting you in my car because some of you,

816
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:08,599
because some of you motherfuckers carry bad juju and you're

817
00:39:08,599 --> 00:39:10,719
gonna put that shit in my car and the energy

818
00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:12,599
that you're gonna bring to me, the story you're gonna

819
00:39:12,599 --> 00:39:14,679
tell me for a forty second, a post a forty

820
00:39:14,679 --> 00:39:17,239
second in min hall for it's gonna be so motherfucking depressing.

821
00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:19,599
Speaker 6: It's gonna be you don't fucked.

822
00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:19,920
Speaker 1: Up my whole.

823
00:39:20,199 --> 00:39:22,000
Speaker 4: I gotta get into it. I gotta get my engine

824
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:24,400
oil change. I gotta get the inside of my car.

825
00:39:24,559 --> 00:39:25,039
Fucking U.

826
00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:25,559
Speaker 6: What's that?

827
00:39:25,679 --> 00:39:28,360
Speaker 4: What's the sage I got? No, I'm not letting you

828
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:31,639
niggas in my car. And yeah, and I'm and my

829
00:39:31,719 --> 00:39:35,360
homeboy shout out to my homeboy. Birthday just passed, Jamar.

830
00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,119
He was like, man, I had to delete Facebook and

831
00:39:37,159 --> 00:39:39,800
I said, Bro, you just now doing that shit because

832
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,639
I don't want to be tied to you motherfuckers that

833
00:39:42,679 --> 00:39:44,760
I used to know. I don't want to see none

834
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:47,239
of your opinions. I'm not muting you. I'm going to

835
00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:50,119
block you and I block some of my cousins because

836
00:39:50,159 --> 00:39:52,920
what you're saying online versus what you say in person

837
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:57,400
is it ain't adding up. And you a bitch, and

838
00:39:57,519 --> 00:39:59,960
I'm deleting you because you just saying this ship. I say,

839
00:40:00,039 --> 00:40:02,360
it's almost every time I record the ship that people

840
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:05,519
say online, they would not say in person. If people

841
00:40:05,639 --> 00:40:07,480
just walked around shouting out the ship that they were

842
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:09,679
saying online, motherfuckers would lock them up.

843
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,440
Speaker 1: You ain't lying, and a lot of them will get

844
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:12,000
punched them out.

845
00:40:12,079 --> 00:40:14,079
Speaker 4: Yeah, you would get punched in the I've been punched

846
00:40:14,079 --> 00:40:16,880
in the face before I got punched. I got punched

847
00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,360
in the face when I was a freshman in high

848
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:21,280
school and I realized that you just can't say everything

849
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:22,239
and that.

850
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:25,599
Speaker 2: But some people be angry because my cousin shit, We

851
00:40:25,639 --> 00:40:28,199
was all standing there having a normal day. Mofucker was

852
00:40:28,239 --> 00:40:30,760
just shitty walked up to my cousin and punched them

853
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:32,480
in the ship. It made me think of that song

854
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,320
punched me and my ship. All I did is walked off.

855
00:40:37,639 --> 00:40:38,639
Speaker 6: I don't know how angry you are.

856
00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:41,079
Speaker 1: It was like, what the fuck like?

857
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:42,639
Speaker 6: So I keep that whistle on you.

858
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:47,559
Speaker 2: I'm telling you, we're in the most O. You gotta

859
00:40:47,599 --> 00:40:50,119
keep the whistle on yous crazy, you gotta keep the

860
00:40:50,119 --> 00:40:53,840
whistle on you these days. But I just people people

861
00:40:54,159 --> 00:40:56,840
I didn't. I used to hear women say you just.

862
00:40:56,800 --> 00:41:00,000
Speaker 4: Can't be fucking everybody because it comes with certain energy.

863
00:40:59,599 --> 00:41:01,880
And I'm like, youre gonna give me some pussy or no.

864
00:41:02,039 --> 00:41:05,079
Speaker 2: Oh my god, But I know is it protected bussy?

865
00:41:05,119 --> 00:41:08,639
Because then ain't no energy exchanged? But it was unprotected,

866
00:41:08,639 --> 00:41:09,159
then you get.

867
00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:12,039
Speaker 4: You can put a condom on a bad juju, a

868
00:41:12,119 --> 00:41:14,360
seep through that cond of condom can fight through ninety

869
00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:16,760
nine point nine percent of the virus. But virus is

870
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:17,880
and STDs, but it ain't.

871
00:41:20,039 --> 00:41:23,559
Speaker 5: I don't even want people touching me, Okay, like strangers,

872
00:41:23,559 --> 00:41:25,800
I'd be like hey, because.

873
00:41:25,519 --> 00:41:29,719
Speaker 4: That sh is like devilish bro It's like I had

874
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:32,159
to stop. I had to stop drinking because my wife

875
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:35,079
was like, Yo, the last time you was drinking, you

876
00:41:35,119 --> 00:41:38,199
look possessed, damn like you And I was like really,

877
00:41:38,199 --> 00:41:40,679
She was like yes, the look in your eyes, and

878
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,239
that goes into the whole Diddy damn ship, the whole

879
00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:46,119
Diddy situation. I guarantee that none of the motherfuckers was sober.

880
00:41:47,119 --> 00:41:49,039
I don't believe that any of the motherfuckers that was

881
00:41:49,079 --> 00:41:51,280
doing the ship that they was doing with sober, rather

882
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:57,519
be doctor prescribed or coke, weed, ecstasy, molly.

883
00:41:57,840 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 5: Even when you get to a position like that, even

884
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:02,960
when you're in a space like that and you make

885
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:05,159
the decision to take X, Y and Z or to

886
00:42:05,239 --> 00:42:07,840
drink or to do whatever, you know what goes down.

887
00:42:08,519 --> 00:42:10,760
You knew before you entered the room what goes down.

888
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,079
Speaker 1: Hello, I'm glad.

889
00:42:12,159 --> 00:42:14,639
Speaker 5: You said, how many people are going to their naive

890
00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:16,719
to the fact that this motherfucker is a nut?

891
00:42:17,280 --> 00:42:18,119
Speaker 1: And you went anyway.

892
00:42:18,239 --> 00:42:20,960
Speaker 5: Now, I've put myself in positions with men that you know, Hey,

893
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:22,840
I didn't know they was crazy at first, but then

894
00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:24,679
you start getting a vibe like I'm never coming back

895
00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:27,719
over Hello, Exactly, I'm never the fu Let me make

896
00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:30,559
it out safe. I don't invite people to my house

897
00:42:30,599 --> 00:42:32,159
because it's easier for me to leave than it is

898
00:42:32,159 --> 00:42:33,000
to put somebody out.

899
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:39,119
Speaker 4: I think that I think that I can't think of

900
00:42:39,159 --> 00:42:45,400
a word. But what how you managed Joe pussy? Yeah,

901
00:42:46,079 --> 00:42:50,440
it's very important. And if I learned this in college,

902
00:42:50,639 --> 00:42:53,800
I learned that not a lot of women or niggas

903
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:58,920
for that matter, grew up with people telling them how

904
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:02,199
to interact with people. Like some people don't know how

905
00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:04,239
to read the room, and they will never know how

906
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:05,840
to read the room. And then there are some women

907
00:43:05,840 --> 00:43:10,159
who will always find themselves and situations where their safety

908
00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:12,960
is compromised. I remember I was at I was DJing

909
00:43:13,079 --> 00:43:18,559
two thousand and seventeen. We an epic on in Casta,

910
00:43:19,079 --> 00:43:21,559
and this girl that I thought was really attractive came in.

911
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:24,840
We have we have been social media friends. She came in,

912
00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:27,519
she came to see me DJ, and I was she

913
00:43:27,679 --> 00:43:30,599
was just fucking drunk, Like, I'm like, yo, what the

914
00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:32,800
fuck is going like? She was like to the points

915
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:35,559
where I'm embarrassed for her. They don't know that, they

916
00:43:35,599 --> 00:43:37,679
don't know that she know me, But I'm like, yo,

917
00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:39,760
you are fucking doing too much. And I was like yo,

918
00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:42,480
I put it to the side. I'm like, Yo, what's

919
00:43:42,519 --> 00:43:45,000
going on? And she was like, I'm trying to numb

920
00:43:45,679 --> 00:43:47,119
some shit like that, and I was like, what are

921
00:43:47,119 --> 00:43:49,119
you trying to numb? First, She's like, well, I was

922
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:52,400
raped three times in the past month. And I was like,

923
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:58,440
you should have is excessive? Three times in the past

924
00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:00,400
month is excessive? And she was like yeah. But they

925
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:03,159
were all a boy people that I know. And I said, oh,

926
00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:05,880
I'm going to I'm going to move away from you

927
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:08,719
and I'm gonna stop talking to you. Not saying that

928
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,280
what these people did was.

929
00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:14,320
Speaker 2: Wrong, but her whole perception of something she was giving

930
00:44:14,320 --> 00:44:15,599
off could have been wrong too.

931
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:17,559
Speaker 1: And I'm not victim blaming.

932
00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 5: No, Please don't put yourself in a situation where things

933
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:23,440
like that can happen repeatedly.

934
00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:26,719
Speaker 1: There you go, yeah, like, that's a that's a huge problem.

935
00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:27,320
Speaker 6: It's my thing.

936
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:31,079
Speaker 4: Man, if you had Diddy crib if Diddy, if Diddy

937
00:44:31,159 --> 00:44:34,079
is guilty for what he did, go to jail.

938
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:34,639
Speaker 6: Right.

939
00:44:35,320 --> 00:44:37,000
Speaker 4: I'm not saying free him. I'm not saying none of

940
00:44:37,039 --> 00:44:40,480
that stuff. But it just it's just very two things

941
00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:45,360
are fascinating. It's fascinating how quickly people are open to

942
00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:48,559
saying that they didn't like Diddy. Like I'm seeing a

943
00:44:48,559 --> 00:44:50,800
lot of my friends post like, oh I never did

944
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:53,840
like him or this this, And then I'm like, when

945
00:44:54,039 --> 00:44:56,719
when did this happen? Because we was all Harlem shaking

946
00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:57,880
and Special Delivery and it.

947
00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,760
Speaker 1: Was and then we were just all singing. Last night,

948
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:03,400
we was all.

949
00:45:03,280 --> 00:45:05,559
Speaker 4: Watching the We was all watching Making the Band, We

950
00:45:05,599 --> 00:45:07,480
was all watching We was all listening to Danny d.

951
00:45:07,559 --> 00:45:07,760
Speaker 6: Kane.

952
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:09,599
Speaker 4: We was all listening to Day twenty six niggas, was

953
00:45:09,639 --> 00:45:12,199
all listening to Once twelve niggas, all listening to Mace Niggas,

954
00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:14,480
Mary Jay Blige with the four on one joke. We've

955
00:45:14,519 --> 00:45:16,639
been listening to this nigga for forever. So the fact

956
00:45:16,639 --> 00:45:18,119
that y'all are coming out and saying, oh I never

957
00:45:18,119 --> 00:45:24,320
did like him, that's troubling. But two these we watched

958
00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:29,639
the Cassie ship play out. He snatched, he snatched, not

959
00:45:29,719 --> 00:45:31,599
the video, all right, all right about I'm talking about

960
00:45:31,599 --> 00:45:34,800
he's snatched him. He started, he snatched some of her

961
00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:38,119
hair out, she shaved her head, and half of America

962
00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:41,880
shaved their head to copy her. And in my mind,

963
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:44,360
I'm thinking, it don't matter if a motherfucker cry for

964
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:47,320
help or not. If a motherfucker is making you dance,

965
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:51,000
you gonna think that this ship is or this person

966
00:45:51,079 --> 00:45:54,239
is lying. We don't believe this persona dah dah because.

967
00:45:54,519 --> 00:45:56,280
Speaker 5: It's a lot of men that say that the worst

968
00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:58,280
of proof, Well, if you was really getting here, if

969
00:45:58,320 --> 00:45:59,639
he was really doing this, why'd you say?

970
00:45:59,679 --> 00:46:02,519
Speaker 1: Or where's the proof? And I'm like, we're.

971
00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:05,719
Speaker 5: Very dismissive of things because inherently we want to think

972
00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:10,239
that people are good, Yeah, potential, that's the robot thing. Inherently,

973
00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:13,800
we want to think that the masses are good and decent,

974
00:46:14,519 --> 00:46:17,320
when that's not always the case, which is why we've

975
00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:21,119
had slavery, which is why we've had you know, murderers,

976
00:46:21,119 --> 00:46:23,800
which is why we've had you know, all that shit,

977
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:29,280
Like people are not necessarily inherently good and being honest

978
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:31,719
about that is a hard pill to swallow.

979
00:46:32,559 --> 00:46:35,599
Speaker 4: Especially if this person can financially change your fucking situation

980
00:46:35,840 --> 00:46:40,920
like a broken nigga hidden on you versus Diddy hitting

981
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,360
on you. I'm not saying either one of us it's fine,

982
00:46:43,599 --> 00:46:46,960
but if this motherfucker can put you in a position

983
00:46:47,079 --> 00:46:49,599
in a position to not you know what I mean, Like,

984
00:46:49,639 --> 00:46:51,760
it's just it's going to be harder, it's going to

985
00:46:51,800 --> 00:46:54,639
be harder to leave. And I think that's it sucks

986
00:46:54,679 --> 00:46:59,239
when women are abused by men in power, because often

987
00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:02,079
that power can seem like it's theirs too, or they

988
00:47:02,079 --> 00:47:02,840
don't want to lose.

989
00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:07,760
Speaker 5: What comes with it suffocating because everything that that person touches,

990
00:47:09,039 --> 00:47:12,639
they can smother or conquer your life. You want to leave, Okay,

991
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,400
I'm gonna make sure you don't get a job anywhere

992
00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:15,960
in this same Yeah, I'm his country.

993
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:17,719
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make sure you don't know men want you.

994
00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 2: That's why some of them don't leave. And then two,

995
00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:23,039
I just see it like now, it's just like another

996
00:47:23,119 --> 00:47:25,679
motherfucker from Hollywood that's going through the rips in the

997
00:47:25,800 --> 00:47:28,800
road because they did it to Cosby, they did it

998
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:31,480
to Print they did this ship to all these people

999
00:47:31,599 --> 00:47:34,159
that have a name or have a voice or whatever

1000
00:47:34,159 --> 00:47:37,000
the fuck. We all knew he was fucked up. Okay,

1001
00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:39,880
Justin Beaver showed us did he was diddling?

1002
00:47:40,079 --> 00:47:40,760
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1003
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:44,400
Speaker 2: But like and the same thing Kevin Hard and Usher

1004
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:45,880
when they was talking about they was in the same

1005
00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:48,079
bed waking up, and did he you know all that?

1006
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:50,960
Like I think a couple of years ago, did he

1007
00:47:51,039 --> 00:47:52,440
actually dressed up as the joker?

1008
00:47:52,679 --> 00:47:52,920
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1009
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,280
Speaker 2: And the motherfucker him was about to fight and he

1010
00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:58,840
looked the part he he really I really feel like

1011
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:02,920
that motherfucker at that moment he was telling us don't

1012
00:48:02,920 --> 00:48:06,039
fuck with him because the way he was projected.

1013
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,719
Speaker 4: I think that when he started changing his name to Love,

1014
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,320
he realized that he fucked up. When he was like,

1015
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:13,920
my name is Love, I'm Love, I'm this, I think

1016
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:17,760
he really knew. I think that maybe he's I think

1017
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:22,039
Diddy might have been under a cocaine coma since ninety three,

1018
00:48:22,559 --> 00:48:24,559
but you know, I think he's might. I think he

1019
00:48:24,719 --> 00:48:26,880
might have been. He's he might have been high from

1020
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:31,880
ninety three to year two thousand, I mean twenty twenty.

1021
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,159
Speaker 5: He definitely finessed his way in there, and as he

1022
00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:38,400
gained more power, things got worse. Right, So I don't

1023
00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:41,480
think he started. He was always probably a terrible person,

1024
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:46,280
let's take it. But I do feel like it evolved

1025
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:48,280
to something like, oh I can't be stopped.

1026
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:49,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, there you go, you know.

1027
00:48:51,199 --> 00:48:54,559
Speaker 2: Stock but right, But then too though they're not the

1028
00:48:54,599 --> 00:48:57,079
people that's in the power, the people that's paying them,

1029
00:48:57,079 --> 00:48:59,519
were actually manhandling all these people.

1030
00:48:59,599 --> 00:49:01,119
Speaker 1: I feel it's in Hollywood.

1031
00:49:01,599 --> 00:49:05,119
Speaker 2: And when you said we the robots, we've been programmed

1032
00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:08,000
since the day of age, you know, I mean, like literally,

1033
00:49:08,559 --> 00:49:11,920
like us being programmed into a system that's systematic for

1034
00:49:12,039 --> 00:49:13,599
the people that they wanted to work for.

1035
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:14,039
Speaker 1: Yep.

1036
00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:16,679
Speaker 2: That's why at twenty three and me, to me, it

1037
00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:20,199
feels like they know that our oil, i mean, our

1038
00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:23,800
royal oats were being exposed to let us know that

1039
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:25,800
the people that we follow and the people that we're

1040
00:49:25,840 --> 00:49:28,760
seeing that have all these authorities and they famous all

1041
00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:31,880
that bullshit that we are the same motherfucking people, but

1042
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:35,199
they just putting us in a different category like middle class.

1043
00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:36,920
I don't give it the fuck if it was middle

1044
00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:39,960
rich or poor, Like all of us are still under

1045
00:49:40,039 --> 00:49:42,639
one rule. At the end of the Day, like all

1046
00:49:42,679 --> 00:49:44,679
of us are not under one rule, though I'm saying

1047
00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:46,679
the one rule that all of us have to follow,

1048
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:48,400
like the laws regularlyation.

1049
00:49:48,880 --> 00:49:49,559
Speaker 6: I know what you're saying.

1050
00:49:49,599 --> 00:49:52,000
Speaker 4: We all got to follow the same We ain't all

1051
00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:55,480
abiding by the same laws. We we ain't all living

1052
00:49:55,519 --> 00:49:57,360
in the same reality.

1053
00:49:57,360 --> 00:49:58,480
Speaker 1: We all or not?

1054
00:49:58,639 --> 00:50:01,079
Speaker 2: No, definitely, but Canada right now, I ain't paying I'm

1055
00:50:01,079 --> 00:50:03,880
a fucking bills. We ain't all on the same bandwagon

1056
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:04,199
as Day.

1057
00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:07,039
Speaker 4: Oh. Yeah, you're talking about this, talking about laying I'm

1058
00:50:07,079 --> 00:50:12,880
doing more so talking about just Americans. No, I think myself, Yeah,

1059
00:50:12,880 --> 00:50:15,239
this ship is this ship is ah, this ship is weird,

1060
00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:17,519
and I think that. My my mother in law last

1061
00:50:17,599 --> 00:50:23,039
night was watching Michael Jackson videos and I was like, uh,

1062
00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:25,440
I never really been a fan of Michael Jackson. She

1063
00:50:25,519 --> 00:50:27,159
was like, really, I said, I just thought he I

1064
00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:29,239
just thought he was I'm from Geary, I'm from Gary.

1065
00:50:29,719 --> 00:50:31,800
I just always thought he was a weird nigga. Like

1066
00:50:32,480 --> 00:50:34,920
to me because by the time I came along, he

1067
00:50:35,039 --> 00:50:37,880
was white, Like by the time I can my conscious,

1068
00:50:37,920 --> 00:50:41,440
my streamline of consciousness, he was changing his skin tone.

1069
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,639
When you look back on some of that ship and

1070
00:50:43,679 --> 00:50:46,320
you just like just just hear me out. I know,

1071
00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:49,159
y'all some stands just go watch a video of fucking

1072
00:50:49,199 --> 00:50:53,519
Michael Jackson and realize that he is a nigga from Gary, Indiana.

1073
00:50:54,599 --> 00:50:57,320
Once you start to think like, okay, why why is

1074
00:50:57,360 --> 00:50:59,639
he talking like this? And why is everybody accepting that

1075
00:50:59,679 --> 00:51:02,360
this old man from Gary is talking like this? Why

1076
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:05,079
is everybody accepting that this girl man doesn't happen to

1077
00:51:05,079 --> 00:51:07,239
be muscle mass. He doesn't have a crease in his chest,

1078
00:51:07,519 --> 00:51:10,639
a fucking line in his arm, No calves, no quats, no.

1079
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:13,760
Why is he built like this? Why is he talking

1080
00:51:14,159 --> 00:51:17,199
like this? Why is he making music like this? Are

1081
00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:19,960
we did? Did he change his skin tone to be

1082
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:22,320
more accepted by the whites? My mother was, my mother

1083
00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:23,920
in law was like I never thought about it like that.

1084
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,800
I said, he couldn't be some I'm a nigga from Gary.

1085
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:30,800
I can't moonwalk, I can't sleep. I can't fucking sleep

1086
00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:33,280
in the kid I can't sleep with kids in my bed.

1087
00:51:33,559 --> 00:51:35,480
I can't have a fucking zoo at my crib. I

1088
00:51:35,519 --> 00:51:37,840
can't fucking walk around with a chimpanzee. I can't do

1089
00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:40,880
none of this shit because even if my voice raised,

1090
00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:43,559
I'm looked at as a threat period.

1091
00:51:43,599 --> 00:51:46,079
Speaker 5: You know, my grandmother had it a lego and I

1092
00:51:46,119 --> 00:51:47,880
would look, you know, as a child, I would look

1093
00:51:47,920 --> 00:51:51,440
at her and be like, her skin was as white

1094
00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:56,239
as Michael Jackson in some spots, some spots, in some spots,

1095
00:51:56,280 --> 00:51:58,280
and then the spots.

1096
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:01,840
Speaker 4: There has not been a case of veelago verte lago

1097
00:52:02,639 --> 00:52:07,960
villaggio as such as extreme as one of the richest entertainers.

1098
00:52:07,559 --> 00:52:08,199
Speaker 1: No ever.

1099
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:10,400
Speaker 5: And that's what I would think as a child. I'd

1100
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:12,800
be like, well, I mean, nothing is brown, nothing, not

1101
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:14,400
even pink. It's nothing white.

1102
00:52:15,119 --> 00:52:18,880
Speaker 6: White knows plenty as a motherfucker.

1103
00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:23,280
Speaker 4: You just just go and watch a video of Michael Jackson.

1104
00:52:23,280 --> 00:52:25,280
Speaker 6: You can be like this.

1105
00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:29,239
Speaker 4: Last night, I was just like, they've been the devils

1106
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:32,679
have been dancing in our face for our whole entire

1107
00:52:33,599 --> 00:52:36,559
The devils have been dancing and we just been the

1108
00:52:36,679 --> 00:52:40,079
d d no one.

1109
00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:43,320
Speaker 5: It's a Bible plant study, right, So it's like read

1110
00:52:43,519 --> 00:52:46,199
the New Testament in forty days and I swear it

1111
00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:48,280
got to the point where I'm hearing the stories and

1112
00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:50,079
I'm like, damn, this is exactly what I read in

1113
00:52:50,119 --> 00:52:52,320
the other story. And then you realize that it's not

1114
00:52:52,360 --> 00:52:57,360
in chronological order. But it's the same story repeatedly, repeatedly,

1115
00:52:58,039 --> 00:53:01,440
and that story, it's several stories like.

1116
00:53:02,639 --> 00:53:04,480
Speaker 1: Shit John Luke y'all of it.

1117
00:53:04,639 --> 00:53:06,920
Speaker 2: Like me, I think John is a black man if

1118
00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,599
we're gonna go there, because he said his own people

1119
00:53:10,079 --> 00:53:13,400
didn't like give him respect, Like I can't come to

1120
00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:15,400
my own people. My own people don't know me. Like

1121
00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:17,639
that's black people. Our own people don't know us. You

1122
00:53:17,679 --> 00:53:20,159
go somewhere else they own people know them. Like it's

1123
00:53:20,159 --> 00:53:23,440
a whole bunch of repeated stories with the women esther rude,

1124
00:53:23,599 --> 00:53:25,760
like it shows the woman not to be premier school

1125
00:53:25,840 --> 00:53:27,719
is they shows the woman not to be, you know,

1126
00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:28,800
committing adultery.

1127
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:31,440
Speaker 1: Then they the story of trying to heal people.

1128
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,599
Speaker 5: And you got God going by and there, you know,

1129
00:53:33,719 --> 00:53:35,760
Jesus going by, and they're saying no, no, no, you don't

1130
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:38,079
touch him. You're not worthy of being saved, You're not

1131
00:53:38,199 --> 00:53:42,239
worthy of being healed. And you think about haters like that,

1132
00:53:43,079 --> 00:53:45,880
these are disciples telling you know, people, no, no, not

1133
00:53:46,039 --> 00:53:48,440
you he love You know what I'm saying. Don't get

1134
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:51,079
the history of saying, you know, how many loads of

1135
00:53:51,079 --> 00:53:53,679
bread do you have to feed this one hundred people?

1136
00:53:53,719 --> 00:53:56,639
Five hundred people, thousands of people, and again every time

1137
00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:59,960
five lows, seven loaves and still being able to feed

1138
00:54:00,119 --> 00:54:00,840
all these people.

1139
00:54:01,599 --> 00:54:04,440
Speaker 1: Right, So does history not repeat itself?

1140
00:54:05,800 --> 00:54:07,480
Speaker 6: It does? I think that. I think that.

1141
00:54:09,519 --> 00:54:12,480
Speaker 4: I think human beings don't realize that we're stuck in

1142
00:54:12,519 --> 00:54:13,519
the hero's journey.

1143
00:54:14,239 --> 00:54:16,880
Speaker 6: Yeah, just over and over and over and over. And

1144
00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:19,480
I think that's the that's the programming.

1145
00:54:19,679 --> 00:54:23,519
Speaker 4: Yeah, we are like when you when you start reading

1146
00:54:23,519 --> 00:54:25,400
books about like forty eight dollars of power. I had

1147
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:26,960
to stop reading that ship because I was like, this

1148
00:54:27,039 --> 00:54:29,719
is teaching me how to manipulate people I don't like.

1149
00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: I don't don't I don't like them, don't that book.

1150
00:54:33,519 --> 00:54:36,000
Speaker 4: I was reading that ship like, Okay, I'm going to

1151
00:54:36,039 --> 00:54:38,719
stop reading this because right now I feel like I can.

1152
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,480
I feel like it's turning me to somebody. Maybe I

1153
00:54:41,519 --> 00:54:42,880
need to be this person in order to be you

1154
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:44,760
know what, I mean to get right, and I want

1155
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:47,400
to go and I'm like, I don't want this fucking power.

1156
00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:51,039
Speaker 5: And I think it helps you recognize what other manipulators. Yep,

1157
00:54:51,599 --> 00:54:54,599
you recognize people who gain the system, who gain others

1158
00:54:54,559 --> 00:54:55,679
who I think.

1159
00:54:55,559 --> 00:55:00,480
Speaker 4: My mom did that more so than that book had

1160
00:55:00,519 --> 00:55:04,559
me at fucking fourteen, So she's nigga. When she was twenty,

1161
00:55:04,599 --> 00:55:06,639
I was six. She was listening to Nwa and so

1162
00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:08,719
it was I. She was listening to Ice Cube, Fuck

1163
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:11,480
the Police. I was listening to the same. Like I'm

1164
00:55:11,519 --> 00:55:14,320
coming up watching Power Rangers, and then she's turning to

1165
00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:17,679
the Rodney King case. I'm turning into everything that she's seen.

1166
00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:20,440
At twenty to thirty, I was watching it with like

1167
00:55:20,679 --> 00:55:23,800
kid eyes, fresh kid eyes. So I saw a lot

1168
00:55:23,800 --> 00:55:26,039
of and then our you know, the environment that we

1169
00:55:26,079 --> 00:55:28,719
grew up, and that shit wasn't the healthiest. So by

1170
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:30,679
the time I got to college, I had realized that

1171
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:34,400
most motherfuckers, if not nobody, grew up the way that

1172
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:36,559
I grew up. You know what I'm saying, Like, nobody

1173
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:39,320
seen the world the way that I seen it. So

1174
00:55:39,679 --> 00:55:41,159
when I got to the when I first when I

1175
00:55:41,199 --> 00:55:43,119
finally started reading that book, it was like, oh, I

1176
00:55:43,639 --> 00:55:46,280
know people, that's just like all of these people Like

1177
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:49,400
one of the things is like, uh, telling you how

1178
00:55:49,440 --> 00:55:50,760
to make go on my phone in love with you?

1179
00:55:51,039 --> 00:55:54,039
And I was like, oh, niggas be doing this, okay,

1180
00:55:54,280 --> 00:55:57,119
oh little bit, just be doing this. Oh damn, people

1181
00:55:57,159 --> 00:55:59,960
be doing this and it's like, I don't know, man,

1182
00:56:00,159 --> 00:56:02,000
the robots. Man, sh it is easy. It's easy to

1183
00:56:02,039 --> 00:56:04,679
manipulate the people, like people like, oh because you said

1184
00:56:04,679 --> 00:56:06,920
someone we first walked in, Like what they're distracting us from?

1185
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:08,400
Speaker 6: Yeah, the Diddy ship.

1186
00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:11,360
Speaker 1: Are the mini moon? Motherfuckers don't know about the mini

1187
00:56:11,400 --> 00:56:12,320
moon any moon.

1188
00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:15,280
Speaker 2: Although they got that guy that's about to die sell

1189
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:17,400
us there you go exactly.

1190
00:56:17,400 --> 00:56:18,400
Speaker 6: Ain't nothing we can do about that.

1191
00:56:18,639 --> 00:56:21,039
Speaker 1: No, But in the same sense though it could have been.

1192
00:56:21,119 --> 00:56:24,159
Speaker 2: It's set of five thousand montherfucker, five hundred thousand people

1193
00:56:24,199 --> 00:56:27,519
talking about talking about Diddy as and what he doing. Shit,

1194
00:56:27,599 --> 00:56:29,199
we can't do shit about the many moon that they

1195
00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:32,079
putting in here. But that man probably would never He

1196
00:56:32,119 --> 00:56:34,440
probably wouldn't die if we had so much more focus.

1197
00:56:34,519 --> 00:56:35,360
Speaker 1: That's to imagine.

1198
00:56:35,719 --> 00:56:38,199
Speaker 5: Did you imagine knowing full well you didn't do something,

1199
00:56:38,280 --> 00:56:40,840
and you and a group of people decided that they

1200
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:43,800
are going to kill you exact way and know that

1201
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:44,199
you didn't.

1202
00:56:44,320 --> 00:56:48,159
Speaker 4: Yes, Yes, that's been my that's been my fear, my

1203
00:56:48,519 --> 00:56:51,840
entire fucking life. Watching movies. I'm gonna say, as a

1204
00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:54,679
black man watching movies when it's a black football player

1205
00:56:54,679 --> 00:56:56,679
and he's going to have sex with the white girls

1206
00:56:56,679 --> 00:56:59,480
and then their daddy, but us saying, oh, he's raping me.

1207
00:56:59,519 --> 00:57:02,360
Now he's going to jail for life. Like I've seen

1208
00:57:02,440 --> 00:57:05,599
that so many times. I don't even like hugging white bitches.

1209
00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:08,679
But don't breathe on me, don't fucking come around me.

1210
00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:10,199
I don't want to be where y'all at. I don't

1211
00:57:10,199 --> 00:57:11,599
want to be none of that ship. And y'all could

1212
00:57:11,599 --> 00:57:13,400
be the nicest people in the motherfucking world. But when

1213
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:15,599
I see a fucking video of a Karen going crazy,

1214
00:57:16,079 --> 00:57:17,800
I'm going to have to pull the whistle out on

1215
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:19,679
you because I feel like my life is in dank.

1216
00:57:20,159 --> 00:57:24,079
White women are the first terrorists, and then their husbands

1217
00:57:24,119 --> 00:57:26,480
and their daddies are the second because the ship that

1218
00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:30,000
they've just gotten away with. Yes, I believe that this

1219
00:57:30,079 --> 00:57:31,679
man is in jail and he's going to and he's

1220
00:57:31,719 --> 00:57:34,519
going to die because somebody lie. Because that's that's been

1221
00:57:34,599 --> 00:57:36,360
my fear as a black man, my.

1222
00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:39,280
Speaker 1: Arm with the white woman tears. What that's it?

1223
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:43,400
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, he's.

1224
00:57:42,320 --> 00:57:46,880
Speaker 5: I've had white women cry just for me speaking to them,

1225
00:57:47,280 --> 00:57:50,039
and I'm like, but you had no problem being rude

1226
00:57:50,079 --> 00:57:50,320
to me.

1227
00:57:50,440 --> 00:57:50,760
Speaker 1: Exactly.

1228
00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:53,199
Speaker 6: You was talking real brazy, it was real.

1229
00:57:53,159 --> 00:57:56,440
Speaker 1: Strong, and I'm just being firm. Why are you crying?

1230
00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:59,800
Speaker 4: I mean a lot of when I'm not working on

1231
00:57:59,800 --> 00:58:02,039
when I'm working at these audio companies and I'm the

1232
00:58:02,079 --> 00:58:06,760
only nigga own the zoom, I have to remind myself

1233
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:10,320
that I can't speak the way that I want to speak,

1234
00:58:10,559 --> 00:58:13,880
and I have to code switch. And even when i'm

1235
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:16,559
even when it's a zoom full of niggas but the

1236
00:58:16,599 --> 00:58:19,960
company is white, I still have the cold twitch because

1237
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,239
some of these niggas is in power because they oh yeah,

1238
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,920
they it's not even a cold twitch. This is who

1239
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:29,519
they are now. They don't even once they clock out,

1240
00:58:29,559 --> 00:58:33,400
they are this same person. They believe, they believe this

1241
00:58:33,559 --> 00:58:36,480
hierarchy that they follows the same. And that's why I

1242
00:58:36,519 --> 00:58:40,000
have been adamant about writing my own scripts, producing my

1243
00:58:40,039 --> 00:58:42,840
own shit, producing my own content, working for myself, because

1244
00:58:43,239 --> 00:58:47,000
colde twitching is exhausting, because I will punch you and

1245
00:58:47,079 --> 00:58:47,599
your shit.

1246
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:50,079
Speaker 6: Stop fucking playing. Why are you playing with me?

1247
00:58:50,360 --> 00:58:52,920
Speaker 5: I've walked out of so many jobs because of that. Yes,

1248
00:58:53,039 --> 00:58:56,079
I've had white people say, oh, you're not regular black baby.

1249
00:58:56,119 --> 00:58:58,960
I got a whole afro I have a black father,

1250
00:58:59,079 --> 00:59:02,679
I have a black brother, I have black nephews. I

1251
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:06,239
had a white woman during not Trayvon Martin. What's the

1252
00:59:06,239 --> 00:59:07,360
one that was in Missouri?

1253
00:59:08,239 --> 00:59:11,320
Speaker 1: Uh? Brown? There you go.

1254
00:59:12,079 --> 00:59:14,320
Speaker 5: So when he died and I'm in my office, you know,

1255
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:17,719
working door closed, I had a lady come down to

1256
00:59:17,800 --> 00:59:19,719
my office and say, I just.

1257
00:59:19,679 --> 00:59:21,559
Speaker 1: Can't believe people are rioting and did it? And I

1258
00:59:21,639 --> 00:59:22,119
look up at her.

1259
00:59:22,159 --> 00:59:23,880
Speaker 5: So it's a reason why I don't discuss religion and

1260
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:26,559
politics at work because I am not a coom by

1261
00:59:26,639 --> 00:59:29,000
y'all protester. She's like, I would protest if they wanted

1262
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,360
to do it peacefully. I'm not a kom by y'all protester.

1263
00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:33,440
I am a bash missy in the head and think

1264
00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:36,039
about having later protests, okay, because as soon as you

1265
00:59:36,079 --> 00:59:39,199
try to spray me, spit on me, baby, we fighting hello,

1266
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:41,519
and you have to decide on which side of history

1267
00:59:41,519 --> 00:59:43,719
do you want to stand. And this is why I

1268
00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:46,039
do not engage because I am a fighter at heart.

1269
00:59:46,239 --> 00:59:48,840
Speaker 4: I think I think that I think living in Indianapolis

1270
00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:51,239
and most of these companies being white, it was the

1271
00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:58,320
hardest when it came to wrong for deaths because they

1272
00:59:58,960 --> 01:00:03,000
could not. We still had to go to work and smile.

1273
01:00:03,039 --> 01:00:07,599
Speaker 5: Exactly nice, and they want to engage and talk about it.

1274
01:00:07,639 --> 01:00:11,360
Speaker 4: I'm like, bro, my ideals versus your ideals, because y'all

1275
01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:14,920
don't even understand. I did a scene in Black Widow

1276
01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:19,320
where they get the day on the way to fuck

1277
01:00:19,360 --> 01:00:21,920
somewhere and they get pulled over by a white cop

1278
01:00:22,280 --> 01:00:25,719
and they had the code switch. And I don't know

1279
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:27,440
why I wrote it like that. I don't know why

1280
01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:30,079
I even wrote that, but a white girl reached out

1281
01:00:30,119 --> 01:00:34,320
to me and was like, Black Widow is so important

1282
01:00:34,639 --> 01:00:38,559
for white people to understand what I have to go through,

1283
01:00:38,559 --> 01:00:41,119
because until you put that in your script, I had

1284
01:00:41,159 --> 01:00:46,000
never known that y'all had to do that, like just

1285
01:00:46,039 --> 01:00:49,239
to making sure everything is okay, turning off the radio,

1286
01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:50,320
put your hands on the thing.

1287
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:52,559
Speaker 6: It's just like they didn't. They don't.

1288
01:00:52,599 --> 01:00:54,679
Speaker 4: They don't watch nigga movies to see that. Like they

1289
01:00:54,719 --> 01:00:57,280
ain't watching no Tyler Perry movie to even understand.

1290
01:00:57,440 --> 01:00:59,800
Speaker 1: I just want to see who dying and who the crime.

1291
01:01:00,480 --> 01:01:03,320
Speaker 4: They turn it in the news and they see what's

1292
01:01:03,360 --> 01:01:06,480
the guy that was that? But the guy who they

1293
01:01:06,559 --> 01:01:11,599
kneeled on his neck George Floyd, the ship that they

1294
01:01:11,599 --> 01:01:13,840
were just saying about this nigga, even if he was

1295
01:01:13,880 --> 01:01:15,920
on drugs, even if he did, even if he had

1296
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:19,280
a fact twenty even if he does that.

1297
01:01:18,679 --> 01:01:22,039
Speaker 1: He made you judge Drury an executioner.

1298
01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:26,119
Speaker 4: Who Why do you feel so comfortable about having an

1299
01:01:26,119 --> 01:01:28,679
opinion about somebody you don't know and watched him die?

1300
01:01:28,719 --> 01:01:31,559
Why why you need to be questioning yourself as a

1301
01:01:31,639 --> 01:01:35,039
human being? Again, that goes to their programming. Their program

1302
01:01:35,199 --> 01:01:37,920
their robot ship is a little bit is way different.

1303
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:42,440
Speaker 5: But you know, even when we think about trauma and

1304
01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,920
how desensitized we are to seeing black trauma, black death,

1305
01:01:46,760 --> 01:01:50,199
you know, people just watch it, like the whole video

1306
01:01:50,280 --> 01:01:53,840
of the chick getting abused, and people send me the videos.

1307
01:01:54,039 --> 01:01:56,679
Why do y'all want to see that ship? That's why

1308
01:01:56,679 --> 01:01:58,679
do you want to keep reliving that? Why do you

1309
01:01:58,679 --> 01:02:01,320
want her to keep reliving in I'm not seeing Barry things?

1310
01:02:02,159 --> 01:02:05,119
Once you've seen it, once you've had the conversation, how

1311
01:02:05,119 --> 01:02:07,440
do we implement change? Where do we go for not

1312
01:02:07,639 --> 01:02:09,960
just keep rewatching it? And every time you get on

1313
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,840
the news, do you think they show videos of white

1314
01:02:12,920 --> 01:02:16,400
children being murdered? And you know, outside of you know,

1315
01:02:16,480 --> 01:02:17,960
things in Israel and stuff like that.

1316
01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:20,800
Speaker 1: But I say that for another day.

1317
01:02:20,960 --> 01:02:24,199
Speaker 4: Yeah, I say, don't even open that door. But you're right,

1318
01:02:24,320 --> 01:02:29,159
I mean, I don't. I whenever we whenever it's a well,

1319
01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:31,559
they're just there. Just isn't going to be a high

1320
01:02:31,559 --> 01:02:36,880
profile case where some Mexican American where the fuck uh

1321
01:02:37,519 --> 01:02:40,239
the guy who killed Trayvon Mark, whatever he is. There's

1322
01:02:40,280 --> 01:02:42,559
not going to be a case in America where this

1323
01:02:42,639 --> 01:02:46,480
guy thought he was securing the premises and there's a

1324
01:02:46,519 --> 01:02:48,320
white kid with a hoodie on in the back of

1325
01:02:48,320 --> 01:02:51,119
Skittles and he felt threatened and he killed him. We

1326
01:02:51,159 --> 01:02:53,679
will never see a trial like that, and that nigga

1327
01:02:53,800 --> 01:02:54,840
is going to be.

1328
01:02:54,960 --> 01:02:58,239
Speaker 1: Killed flat out same day.

1329
01:02:59,039 --> 01:03:00,920
Speaker 6: Yeah, you you're niggas.

1330
01:03:00,960 --> 01:03:03,679
Speaker 4: You're gonna get arrested, tried, and put in jail the

1331
01:03:03,760 --> 01:03:07,199
same exact fucking week. This motherfucker went into a church,

1332
01:03:07,239 --> 01:03:09,320
shot motherfuckers and the people in the church trying to

1333
01:03:09,320 --> 01:03:10,400
pray with the motherfucker out.

1334
01:03:12,119 --> 01:03:12,719
Speaker 1: We're forgiving.

1335
01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:18,239
Speaker 4: Niggas are too fucking forgiving much. Boy, Niggas are too

1336
01:03:18,320 --> 01:03:19,400
for I'm not.

1337
01:03:19,679 --> 01:03:22,000
Speaker 1: That's how they programmed though some of them.

1338
01:03:22,079 --> 01:03:24,840
Speaker 4: You know, they did that ship on purpose. And I

1339
01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:28,599
think that's why A lot of maybe a lot of

1340
01:03:28,719 --> 01:03:30,880
white people be afraid of the rise up, but then

1341
01:03:30,880 --> 01:03:33,039
a lot of them not because they're like we programmed,

1342
01:03:33,079 --> 01:03:34,840
they ain't gonna never rise up. They're not gonna ever

1343
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:38,199
come back and ask for our heads for the ship

1344
01:03:38,280 --> 01:03:40,760
that we did to them. And I think that that's

1345
01:03:41,079 --> 01:03:44,960
part of the thing too. And I feel like it's

1346
01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:50,199
even down to us forgiving ourselves when we probably shouldn't

1347
01:03:50,239 --> 01:03:51,760
forgive ourselves for some of the ship that we do

1348
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:53,840
to ourselves, Like no, I'm not gonna forget that you

1349
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,440
did this to me. But I think too many times

1350
01:03:56,480 --> 01:03:59,760
we forgive people even it like I don't forgive you

1351
01:03:59,800 --> 01:04:01,519
for the hurt that you get. I don't have to

1352
01:04:01,559 --> 01:04:04,440
forgive you. I don't want to forget or forgive. Whoever

1353
01:04:04,480 --> 01:04:07,519
said that niggas must forgive people to be at peace,

1354
01:04:07,599 --> 01:04:08,440
I don't forgive you.

1355
01:04:08,679 --> 01:04:09,400
Speaker 1: And I'm sleeping God.

1356
01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:16,519
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, because he because he put that ship here.

1357
01:04:16,639 --> 01:04:18,679
He did, so we're gonna if we're gonna talk. I

1358
01:04:18,719 --> 01:04:22,280
feel like the Bible, I feel like niggas is niggas.

1359
01:04:22,400 --> 01:04:25,880
Niggas need a manual on being a human being and

1360
01:04:25,880 --> 01:04:28,559
how our brain works and how trauma really works. And

1361
01:04:28,639 --> 01:04:30,159
I feel like we still figuring it out, so we

1362
01:04:30,239 --> 01:04:33,199
don't really know that ship. But I feel like, no,

1363
01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:36,199
I'm not forgiving certain shit and I'm not gonna I'm

1364
01:04:36,239 --> 01:04:38,599
not gonna hark on it, but I'm not about to

1365
01:04:38,840 --> 01:04:41,840
forget or forgive and then let you come back in

1366
01:04:42,119 --> 01:04:44,400
and and sit gonna be all cool now, because I'm

1367
01:04:44,519 --> 01:04:45,960
going to have an eye on you, my nigga.

1368
01:04:46,039 --> 01:04:48,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, that that's hard for me, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1369
01:04:48,480 --> 01:04:51,239
lets certain ships loud with people if they did something,

1370
01:04:51,280 --> 01:04:53,679
and I'm like, we was cool, we was good in

1371
01:04:53,719 --> 01:04:57,119
the beginning when we did some fucked up shit, I

1372
01:04:57,199 --> 01:04:59,960
just really can't come back as an iclinic person.

1373
01:05:00,559 --> 01:05:02,679
Speaker 5: I think I get to the point where I expect

1374
01:05:02,719 --> 01:05:05,519
you to only be who you genuinely are, and so

1375
01:05:05,639 --> 01:05:09,280
then I'm not disappointed or I don't expect you. I'm

1376
01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:13,480
not surprised and the behaviors or you know what I'm saying,

1377
01:05:13,599 --> 01:05:15,960
Like again, it's certain people, You'll never come in my

1378
01:05:16,000 --> 01:05:20,679
house because I know you be stealing. I had to

1379
01:05:20,719 --> 01:05:22,679
have my mother come over and bless my home because

1380
01:05:22,719 --> 01:05:25,320
I've made mistakes about letting people come over and kick

1381
01:05:25,360 --> 01:05:27,320
and chill then be like, Na, this person is wicked.

1382
01:05:27,400 --> 01:05:32,119
Speaker 1: Let me go ahead.

1383
01:05:34,920 --> 01:05:36,920
Speaker 5: When we talked about the chicks like wanting to touch,

1384
01:05:38,159 --> 01:05:39,960
you know, and you know normally that's like a white

1385
01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:43,000
woman thing, and I had a black chick doing it. Okay,

1386
01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:45,760
Well she's by, But you putting one because you want

1387
01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,960
to attract this man. But you know, the man ain't

1388
01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:49,679
gonna never look at you because you're really ugly in

1389
01:05:49,719 --> 01:05:53,320
spirit and physically, to be honest, But you try to

1390
01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:55,719
use me to entice this man. Baby, I'm never going

1391
01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:59,199
one and two any man that I messed with that

1392
01:05:59,199 --> 01:06:01,320
would mess with you. Nothing else for me to discuss

1393
01:06:01,360 --> 01:06:05,159
with that man. I know how she moves as a woman.

1394
01:06:05,320 --> 01:06:07,360
Speaker 4: Once I see once, I each once I see you

1395
01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:10,199
each your steak, well done, I'm done.

1396
01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:12,239
Speaker 6: We just ain't got nothing to talk about. And if

1397
01:06:12,239 --> 01:06:13,800
that's what you like, then that's just what you like.

1398
01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:14,480
But I don't like.

1399
01:06:14,840 --> 01:06:16,480
Speaker 4: I don't like that, and I don't want to even

1400
01:06:16,599 --> 01:06:22,280
go anywhere where that's what we done. No, that's the problem.

1401
01:06:22,760 --> 01:06:24,519
That's something you got to figure out on your own.

1402
01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:27,599
Speaker 1: I want to let you peak like just I know right, I.

1403
01:06:27,639 --> 01:06:33,280
Speaker 4: Like my I like my pussy pink, okay, and how

1404
01:06:33,400 --> 01:06:35,320
dark I don't give a fuck how dark she is.

1405
01:06:35,519 --> 01:06:37,199
That pussy ain't as dark.

1406
01:06:37,119 --> 01:06:37,800
Speaker 1: As she is.

1407
01:06:38,239 --> 01:06:40,440
Speaker 6: As soon as you open the motherfucking.

1408
01:06:40,159 --> 01:06:43,679
Speaker 4: Okay boom, you see it, it's pink in there a

1409
01:06:43,719 --> 01:06:45,679
little bit, like even if it's like a little line

1410
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:47,519
right there, as soon as you open it, and it's

1411
01:06:47,519 --> 01:06:49,639
like a look and it's never a straight line.

1412
01:06:49,639 --> 01:06:52,239
Speaker 6: It's like a little design line, you know what I'm.

1413
01:06:52,079 --> 01:06:54,039
Speaker 5: Saying, Like, God, I don't want to be that close

1414
01:06:54,079 --> 01:06:57,079
to anyone else's vagina close.

1415
01:06:57,320 --> 01:07:00,960
Speaker 1: We know you closer than I mean us in close?

1416
01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:03,480
Speaker 6: Ye just.

1417
01:07:05,320 --> 01:07:07,559
Speaker 4: I just I think that we should all get ready

1418
01:07:07,599 --> 01:07:09,639
to say before we get out of here. I think

1419
01:07:09,639 --> 01:07:11,480
that we should all get ready to say R I P.

1420
01:07:11,639 --> 01:07:13,880
Diddy because I don't think that he's going to be

1421
01:07:13,960 --> 01:07:15,119
I don't think he's going to make it through the

1422
01:07:15,119 --> 01:07:17,639
rest of the year. As bad as that sound. I

1423
01:07:17,679 --> 01:07:19,159
was listening to Diddy on the way to the gym

1424
01:07:19,199 --> 01:07:21,239
this morning because I just know that they're going to

1425
01:07:21,320 --> 01:07:23,480
cancel him and then they're going to kill him.

1426
01:07:23,679 --> 01:07:24,920
Speaker 1: He was trying to kill himself.

1427
01:07:24,960 --> 01:07:26,880
Speaker 4: No, he wasn't trying to kill himself. That's that's all.

1428
01:07:26,960 --> 01:07:29,320
That's all fake. They're they're going to try to get

1429
01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:30,599
rid of him. The nigga had.

1430
01:07:30,519 --> 01:07:34,079
Speaker 1: Motherfucking they're definitely getting they're going to get rid of him. Bro,

1431
01:07:34,119 --> 01:07:36,800
you had he had HD cameras in all of his rooms.

1432
01:07:36,880 --> 01:07:38,760
Any But they've been knowing that ship though.

1433
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:41,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, but they wasn't worried about him leaking first. Yeah,

1434
01:07:41,760 --> 01:07:43,559
they weren'torried about him leaking it. But ship. I feel

1435
01:07:43,559 --> 01:07:45,400
like if Diddy was smart enough he to upload that

1436
01:07:45,440 --> 01:07:47,239
ship already and if if I don't make it, this

1437
01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:50,119
ship gonna upload itself. But you ain't by anybody?

1438
01:07:50,559 --> 01:07:53,360
Speaker 1: Did he cross? That's what I'm like, exactly, come on

1439
01:07:53,559 --> 01:07:56,199
always something like what really made it hit the face?

1440
01:07:56,320 --> 01:07:56,960
It wasn't just.

1441
01:07:57,159 --> 01:07:59,679
Speaker 2: Thank you because they'd let her ship go down with

1442
01:08:00,679 --> 01:08:01,840
That show was nine years ago.

1443
01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:04,039
Speaker 5: Yeah, and I don't I don't give a damn about

1444
01:08:04,039 --> 01:08:07,239
no Nda. What person did you cross and said Okay,

1445
01:08:07,280 --> 01:08:07,559
you done?

1446
01:08:07,639 --> 01:08:08,760
Speaker 1: Who did he say no to?

1447
01:08:09,159 --> 01:08:11,599
Speaker 2: Because if a motherfucker was telling him to do something

1448
01:08:11,599 --> 01:08:13,679
else that he didn't want to do, who did he

1449
01:08:13,760 --> 01:08:16,920
say no to? Because that's my only thing, Like when

1450
01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:19,079
y'all like the same thing with everybody when they tell

1451
01:08:19,119 --> 01:08:21,960
them a fucker no. Bill Cosey wanted to buy warning Brothers.

1452
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:24,760
Whatever it was, I don't think that's what it was.

1453
01:08:25,479 --> 01:08:27,600
I think it was some other ship. I think it

1454
01:08:27,760 --> 01:08:30,079
was he was. He was on some kinky ship too,

1455
01:08:30,159 --> 01:08:31,640
if you want to get close to white people.

1456
01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:32,920
Speaker 1: But I was watching a video.

1457
01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:37,960
Speaker 4: Look at just go back in history, start looking at

1458
01:08:37,960 --> 01:08:40,159
some of these paintings and murals. You will see a

1459
01:08:40,279 --> 01:08:44,079
bunch of white naked men with the dicks out. For real,

1460
01:08:44,119 --> 01:08:46,760
that's all. You see a lot of these motherfuckers. Like

1461
01:08:47,399 --> 01:08:50,199
you don't see statues of niggas what they dix out,

1462
01:08:50,239 --> 01:08:51,479
and it'd be a bunch of them.

1463
01:08:51,520 --> 01:08:52,279
Speaker 6: You don't see.

1464
01:08:52,039 --> 01:08:55,640
Speaker 1: Paintings with a room for they digs out typically. If

1465
01:08:55,640 --> 01:08:56,399
it is, it's.

1466
01:08:59,039 --> 01:09:02,479
Speaker 5: By person, and it's got changed on it too, because

1467
01:09:02,479 --> 01:09:03,079
they got to make it.

1468
01:09:03,119 --> 01:09:05,359
Speaker 6: Look but if you go back and look at the

1469
01:09:05,399 --> 01:09:06,760
motherfucking paintings, you.

1470
01:09:06,760 --> 01:09:08,920
Speaker 1: Got fat motherfuckers, You got white.

1471
01:09:09,039 --> 01:09:14,159
Speaker 4: They we flashy. Yeah it is the Greek. We never

1472
01:09:14,279 --> 01:09:16,640
be hard, it just be little. The motherfucker. They'd be

1473
01:09:16,640 --> 01:09:18,560
out of shape like a motherfucker. And there'd be one

1474
01:09:18,560 --> 01:09:20,159
girl in the room and she hold a trade. They

1475
01:09:20,159 --> 01:09:21,279
ain't even trying to fuck with her.

1476
01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:25,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's it's cheap, it's.

1477
01:09:25,159 --> 01:09:28,640
Speaker 4: Nasty, bro because it's nasty. It's nasty because if you've

1478
01:09:28,640 --> 01:09:30,399
got a lot of power and you've been fucking since

1479
01:09:30,560 --> 01:09:33,319
Let's say you lose your virginity at thirteen, poor you

1480
01:09:33,479 --> 01:09:37,000
poor you broke, you lose viginity at thirteen, You get

1481
01:09:37,039 --> 01:09:38,760
money at twenty five thirty.

1482
01:09:39,359 --> 01:09:42,600
Speaker 6: You ain't gonna just want regular pussy. You already had that.

1483
01:09:43,800 --> 01:09:46,479
I need, I need to elevate to something different. What

1484
01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:50,319
a monkey's at nigga? What a goat set? Don't bring

1485
01:09:50,439 --> 01:09:51,159
no bitches in here?

1486
01:09:52,239 --> 01:09:53,279
Speaker 1: That's wildest fine.

1487
01:09:53,279 --> 01:09:56,479
Speaker 6: I want something that makes noises because.

1488
01:09:56,199 --> 01:10:00,000
Speaker 1: What your mind, let's you decide, Like, Okay, I'm going.

1489
01:10:00,720 --> 01:10:02,960
Speaker 4: They told us, they said, hif he came from what

1490
01:10:03,520 --> 01:10:06,159
a bitch? Fucking a gorilla? They told us years and yeah,

1491
01:10:06,960 --> 01:10:09,439
oh somebody had sex with a gorilla. No, it was Diddy,

1492
01:10:10,840 --> 01:10:13,720
I'm done. It was Diddy. It was niggas. Have a

1493
01:10:14,439 --> 01:10:17,720
niggas seen a backbone with that booty out and was like, oh,

1494
01:10:17,840 --> 01:10:21,479
I need some of that booty meat. You just can't trust, Like,

1495
01:10:23,079 --> 01:10:26,399
the shit is just wicked out here, bro Like, And

1496
01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:28,439
if you got a circle of people that you love

1497
01:10:28,439 --> 01:10:33,600
and you can trust, keep them sober, keep keep them healthy.

1498
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:34,479
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying.

1499
01:10:34,520 --> 01:10:37,920
Speaker 4: Spend time with him because niggas is going to invite

1500
01:10:37,960 --> 01:10:40,640
you to a party. And he got a fifty foot

1501
01:10:40,680 --> 01:10:42,079
bed in his backyard.

1502
01:10:42,279 --> 01:10:42,560
Speaker 1: Hello.

1503
01:10:42,920 --> 01:10:44,479
Speaker 6: And sometimes you gotta tell him no.

1504
01:10:44,720 --> 01:10:48,119
Speaker 1: And sometimes you gotta leave. But the motherfucking Orlando Brown,

1505
01:10:48,159 --> 01:10:48,800
he said.

1506
01:10:48,720 --> 01:10:52,840
Speaker 2: Diddy love no, Yeah, he loved No.

1507
01:10:53,039 --> 01:10:54,800
Speaker 1: Just leave, Just leave.

1508
01:10:55,239 --> 01:10:58,159
Speaker 4: You can't just leave because the house is in the hills. Baby, walk.

1509
01:10:58,439 --> 01:11:00,239
You ain't about to walk down that head once you.

1510
01:11:00,079 --> 01:11:01,000
Speaker 1: Get your daddy though.

1511
01:11:01,399 --> 01:11:06,399
Speaker 5: It's do you want somebody took in that half? Are

1512
01:11:06,399 --> 01:11:07,520
you gonna get out here and walk?

1513
01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:14,079
Speaker 4: You got your You got grandparents, they got the they

1514
01:11:14,119 --> 01:11:14,720
got the house.

1515
01:11:16,039 --> 01:11:22,239
Speaker 6: The house I'm in right now, the chair, the house.

1516
01:11:22,279 --> 01:11:25,399
Speaker 4: I mean, nigga, it's this mother fucking gets small, fucking

1517
01:11:25,439 --> 01:11:26,920
hard to get out if you ain't got no key.

1518
01:11:27,119 --> 01:11:29,000
Speaker 1: Oh that's my grandma house dead.

1519
01:11:30,279 --> 01:11:31,680
Speaker 6: If you ain't got a key to get out, I.

1520
01:11:31,600 --> 01:11:32,119
Speaker 1: Can't get out.

1521
01:11:32,479 --> 01:11:32,840
Speaker 6: Get out.

1522
01:11:33,359 --> 01:11:34,079
Speaker 1: Its resourceful.

1523
01:11:34,079 --> 01:11:37,399
Speaker 2: I'm locked in and fucking my Grandma's knocking on the window,

1524
01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:38,119
scared as fun.

1525
01:11:38,359 --> 01:11:40,000
Speaker 4: I can't get out of the motherfuckers Like it's like,

1526
01:11:40,239 --> 01:11:44,520
what's that? What's the movie? People on the stairs you're

1527
01:11:44,560 --> 01:11:46,920
not getting out this motherfucker man, And I feel like Diddy.

1528
01:11:47,399 --> 01:11:49,840
I feel like Diddy is not He ain't the only

1529
01:11:49,880 --> 01:11:51,920
one because I used to think.

1530
01:11:52,159 --> 01:11:52,880
Speaker 1: Learn it from somebody.

1531
01:11:52,920 --> 01:11:55,800
Speaker 4: I used to wonder why. I used to wonder why

1532
01:11:55,880 --> 01:11:59,079
jay Z did an album with r Kelly, And then

1533
01:11:59,199 --> 01:12:02,800
when when she died, the nigga jumped on the motherfucking

1534
01:12:02,800 --> 01:12:04,880
Missing You remix and I just was like, bro, you

1535
01:12:04,960 --> 01:12:08,039
just did Yeah, you just did two albums with her,

1536
01:12:08,079 --> 01:12:12,520
motherfucking predator. You made a song called Fiesta and said

1537
01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:14,199
after the show was the after party.

1538
01:12:14,439 --> 01:12:17,680
Speaker 2: But that motherfucking song after the last night at the end,

1539
01:12:18,119 --> 01:12:20,680
Remember he got crazy with her, my fucking ass.

1540
01:12:20,439 --> 01:12:23,239
Speaker 1: Bitch, Yeah, yeah he did.

1541
01:12:23,680 --> 01:12:25,840
Speaker 2: So you better be in that motherfucker. I was gonna

1542
01:12:25,880 --> 01:12:28,199
come in there and burn that whole motherfucker down.

1543
01:12:28,479 --> 01:12:31,319
Speaker 6: Yeah, some bitches like that, though I don't.

1544
01:12:31,119 --> 01:12:34,960
Speaker 2: Like, I don't mean neither to me aggressively. So sweet,

1545
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:36,399
be sweet to.

1546
01:12:36,279 --> 01:12:37,199
Speaker 6: Me, Sweet to me.

1547
01:12:37,319 --> 01:12:43,159
Speaker 1: I love, yes, talk to me nice like that's me.

1548
01:12:43,520 --> 01:12:46,039
Speaker 4: Because bitch, where was you at and you're asking your

1549
01:12:46,039 --> 01:12:47,079
fucking phone That's.

1550
01:12:46,960 --> 01:12:50,920
Speaker 1: What he said that ready when I get there, because

1551
01:12:51,039 --> 01:12:54,560
I was about the motherfucker up up.

1552
01:12:54,920 --> 01:12:58,720
Speaker 4: Kid, Cuddy the blue kid cutting car up. Yeah, we

1553
01:12:59,199 --> 01:13:02,800
watched week. I don't know how good pussy got to

1554
01:13:02,800 --> 01:13:05,840
be here to make me do that, to set a bomb.

1555
01:13:07,239 --> 01:13:10,960
Yeah yeah, I don't want no pussy that good. But

1556
01:13:11,039 --> 01:13:13,000
I just I feel like I feel like the industry

1557
01:13:13,039 --> 01:13:14,920
is nasty because I feel like Usher Mama should go

1558
01:13:14,960 --> 01:13:15,319
to jail.

1559
01:13:16,039 --> 01:13:19,159
Speaker 5: Yeah that's why, because I'm not sending my kids thirteen years.

1560
01:13:20,960 --> 01:13:24,399
I mean, I'll ride for your dreams or you know

1561
01:13:24,439 --> 01:13:26,680
what you say that you want to do, but you're

1562
01:13:26,720 --> 01:13:27,840
not going to stay.

1563
01:13:28,520 --> 01:13:29,960
Speaker 1: This is why nobody.

1564
01:13:30,079 --> 01:13:34,479
Speaker 4: This is why JD wins the verses. This is why

1565
01:13:34,560 --> 01:13:38,840
JD wins the verses between Diddy that was the thing

1566
01:13:38,920 --> 01:13:41,399
that was going to happen, and niggas was like, oh

1567
01:13:41,640 --> 01:13:46,279
JD ain't this JD. JD had kid groups and none

1568
01:13:46,319 --> 01:13:48,520
of the kids have ever come out and said this

1569
01:13:49,000 --> 01:13:51,880
touched me. No woman has ever come out and said

1570
01:13:52,000 --> 01:13:54,439
this man touched me. And JD writes the song she

1571
01:13:54,479 --> 01:13:55,800
makes it beats alldust and.

1572
01:13:55,760 --> 01:13:56,479
Speaker 6: We don't we know.

1573
01:13:58,640 --> 01:14:03,600
Speaker 5: He's Somebody immediately reported him if he did it because

1574
01:14:03,600 --> 01:14:04,079
he's ugly.

1575
01:14:04,319 --> 01:14:08,000
Speaker 1: Oh you don't get no, great, you don't.

1576
01:14:08,439 --> 01:14:11,479
Speaker 4: That's why I said growing up feeling like the ugly duncan.

1577
01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:14,600
It gives you certain blessings because you can't get away

1578
01:14:14,640 --> 01:14:15,560
with shit if you ugly.

1579
01:14:15,600 --> 01:14:18,079
Speaker 1: If you hear something, if you hear someone.

1580
01:14:18,319 --> 01:14:20,560
Speaker 4: A bitch might be in a daze because you got

1581
01:14:20,600 --> 01:14:23,199
the nice cheek, bones, perfect skin, hizzled chest. And then

1582
01:14:23,319 --> 01:14:24,840
after a while she was like, oh he did this

1583
01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:27,520
to me, But the ugly nigga, you're not even getting close. Well,

1584
01:14:28,479 --> 01:14:30,279
you can't buy your way into this motherfucking pust.

1585
01:14:30,399 --> 01:14:34,560
Speaker 1: Don't even look at me, nigga. You know a kid though,

1586
01:14:34,640 --> 01:14:37,319
So I was too. I didn't mind. I ain't get

1587
01:14:37,399 --> 01:14:39,520
to look at us. I was like fifteens, look at

1588
01:14:39,560 --> 01:14:43,920
us growing up, growing up. I mean some days.

1589
01:14:43,560 --> 01:14:44,359
Speaker 6: You still feel it.

1590
01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:46,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, fun days, I'll be out here.

1591
01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:49,840
Speaker 5: And again when it goes back to people thinking you're

1592
01:14:49,920 --> 01:14:52,600
super confident, you're this year that a lot of things

1593
01:14:52,600 --> 01:14:55,359
that people do or say is out of fear of

1594
01:14:55,399 --> 01:14:59,479
rejection or out of lack of confidence, you know, like

1595
01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:02,000
I'm not. It seems like I'm an extrovert, but I'm not.

1596
01:15:03,039 --> 01:15:06,479
You know, I'm not very outgoing when it comes to

1597
01:15:07,079 --> 01:15:08,079
social interactions.

1598
01:15:08,119 --> 01:15:10,840
Speaker 1: I'm definitely a wildflower.

1599
01:15:11,199 --> 01:15:13,960
Speaker 2: Yeah you know, Yeah that makes a lot of sense

1600
01:15:14,039 --> 01:15:17,119
though when you just said that, because I would consider

1601
01:15:17,159 --> 01:15:20,840
myself a wildflower like that song she faced the hardest time.

1602
01:15:21,560 --> 01:15:24,960
Speaker 1: What could imagine you know that, I don't know.

1603
01:15:26,760 --> 01:15:30,600
Speaker 2: You don't a wildflower? You know wildflower? Right, No, you're

1604
01:15:30,600 --> 01:15:33,000
gonna have to leave and go listen and check it out.

1605
01:15:33,119 --> 01:15:35,119
Speaker 1: That's slave.

1606
01:15:36,359 --> 01:15:38,640
Speaker 6: It's not like a motherfucking ship that you pick cotton too.

1607
01:15:39,199 --> 01:15:42,680
Speaker 5: But I'm gonna tell you what, me not feeling super

1608
01:15:42,720 --> 01:15:45,479
attractive has kept me out of a lot of bullshit though.

1609
01:15:45,720 --> 01:15:46,279
Speaker 1: That is one.

1610
01:15:48,439 --> 01:15:52,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, I just be like, well, you know, think they

1611
01:15:52,840 --> 01:15:54,239
ain't for me.

1612
01:15:54,920 --> 01:15:56,600
Speaker 4: Because if you go to the if you, if you

1613
01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,880
around people, if you if you really walked in the

1614
01:16:00,079 --> 01:16:03,479
light that it is yours, you can end up in

1615
01:16:03,600 --> 01:16:07,039
some bullshit because some people can some people don't have

1616
01:16:07,119 --> 01:16:09,079
the light and they fake the light and then put

1617
01:16:09,119 --> 01:16:11,479
you in the same room as in people. If you

1618
01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:13,239
don't have confidence, it's going to keep you out of

1619
01:16:13,239 --> 01:16:14,760
your blessings. And that's I also going to keep you

1620
01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:18,279
out of some bullshit because I realized that too, Like

1621
01:16:19,199 --> 01:16:23,520
just not wanting to deal with people has kept me

1622
01:16:23,560 --> 01:16:25,520
out of a lot of shit. I don't want to

1623
01:16:25,600 --> 01:16:27,359
talk to any of you. I don't want to be

1624
01:16:27,399 --> 01:16:29,399
around any of you. I don't want to I don't

1625
01:16:29,399 --> 01:16:33,079
want to have conversations with you. People like it's an

1626
01:16:33,199 --> 01:16:38,520
energy thing. And I've never been wrong ever, whenever I

1627
01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:42,000
whenever I feel a way about somebody down the line,

1628
01:16:42,000 --> 01:16:44,560
somebody will come back and tell me some shit about

1629
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:47,319
this person, and I'd be like, I told you, Oh,

1630
01:16:47,359 --> 01:16:50,880
I don't tell nobody that I already knew. I already knew,

1631
01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:54,479
Like I don't want to be Some people just ain't

1632
01:16:54,680 --> 01:16:56,880
who you think they are either, Like some people like

1633
01:16:56,920 --> 01:16:58,880
I had to realize, like I might be the most

1634
01:16:59,039 --> 01:17:03,119
artistic person it comes to. If you like me in

1635
01:17:03,159 --> 01:17:06,319
a room by myself with my computer, I'm coming out

1636
01:17:06,319 --> 01:17:09,760
with something. Some people ain't got that. So a lot

1637
01:17:09,840 --> 01:17:11,920
of the times I be in cohutess with people who

1638
01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:14,399
can't do that, and I'll and I'll be thinking that

1639
01:17:14,439 --> 01:17:19,359
they're superior because they've manipulated themselves into different situations and

1640
01:17:19,479 --> 01:17:22,479
rooms that my personality won't allow me to do.

1641
01:17:22,520 --> 01:17:23,840
Speaker 6: Because I don't like people like that.

1642
01:17:24,239 --> 01:17:28,479
Speaker 4: So you, so you might be more of you might

1643
01:17:28,520 --> 01:17:32,960
be more inclined on being a trainer than a popular trainer.

1644
01:17:33,239 --> 01:17:35,359
But because you don't want us to do that. This

1645
01:17:35,439 --> 01:17:37,479
person might look at you like, you don't know as

1646
01:17:37,520 --> 01:17:39,600
much as I like the like the arrogance that some

1647
01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:40,399
motherfuckers we have.

1648
01:17:40,439 --> 01:17:43,399
Speaker 5: In seeing people training, and I just be like, okay,

1649
01:17:43,520 --> 01:17:46,760
I have people who have inboxed me, asked me questions,

1650
01:17:47,079 --> 01:17:49,680
ask me for my meal plans, and now they sew

1651
01:17:49,720 --> 01:17:51,000
them to their clients.

1652
01:17:51,399 --> 01:17:56,880
Speaker 1: But it's baby, it is I'm not answering that question.

1653
01:17:57,199 --> 01:17:59,960
I appreciate the yeah, I know now I'm not no, no, no.

1654
01:18:00,680 --> 01:18:02,600
Speaker 4: Somebody inboxed me and was like, hey, man, I've been

1655
01:18:02,600 --> 01:18:04,680
a fan of the show that done. I was wondering

1656
01:18:04,720 --> 01:18:08,199
if you could tell me what equipment to buy for podcasting.

1657
01:18:08,439 --> 01:18:11,399
I said, three hundred bucks. I do conversation with three

1658
01:18:11,439 --> 01:18:14,119
hundred bucks. It was like, oh no, I was just

1659
01:18:14,159 --> 01:18:16,279
trying to say everything you just ask me, you can

1660
01:18:16,319 --> 01:18:18,560
google it. And the fact that you didn't want to

1661
01:18:18,600 --> 01:18:20,520
do that lest me know that you ain't gonna do that,

1662
01:18:20,600 --> 01:18:23,399
because I would have done that before I asked anybody.

1663
01:18:23,840 --> 01:18:25,439
But if you want me to sit here and talk

1664
01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:27,079
to you about something that you're not gonna do, it's

1665
01:18:27,079 --> 01:18:30,199
gonna be three hundred dollars. And then it kind of like,

1666
01:18:30,239 --> 01:18:31,680
you know, I mean to turn them and I think

1667
01:18:31,720 --> 01:18:33,800
that people be thinking that I'm mean, but it's like.

1668
01:18:33,800 --> 01:18:36,199
Speaker 1: No, I've invested in myself.

1669
01:18:36,640 --> 01:18:39,039
Speaker 4: I just don't care to help you with your dreams

1670
01:18:39,079 --> 01:18:42,199
and goals. My nigga, I got kids. Anytime that I

1671
01:18:42,239 --> 01:18:45,479
spend outside of my house, I need to be having

1672
01:18:45,520 --> 01:18:48,199
fun and with some people that.

1673
01:18:48,159 --> 01:18:50,600
Speaker 6: I like or sleep.

1674
01:18:51,319 --> 01:18:52,159
Speaker 1: Yeah that's wrong.

1675
01:18:52,399 --> 01:18:54,119
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't really care to.

1676
01:18:55,119 --> 01:18:57,560
Speaker 5: I used to think being kind like, oh, let me

1677
01:18:57,640 --> 01:18:59,239
try to be polite to this person and nice to

1678
01:18:59,279 --> 01:19:01,920
this person whatever, and that should really be backfiring.

1679
01:19:02,000 --> 01:19:03,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, that shit don't open doors. Like you think. Being

1680
01:19:04,279 --> 01:19:05,520
being nice ain't the thing.

1681
01:19:05,720 --> 01:19:09,399
Speaker 5: It does not served me, being being the stay in

1682
01:19:09,439 --> 01:19:14,479
the house woman, being the writer, okay, the helpful person.

1683
01:19:14,640 --> 01:19:16,880
It has not served me well. And you know I

1684
01:19:17,000 --> 01:19:20,039
was shitting on quite often, yeah, quite often.

1685
01:19:20,119 --> 01:19:21,319
Speaker 6: What has served you the most?

1686
01:19:22,640 --> 01:19:25,560
Speaker 4: We can end on that what has What have you

1687
01:19:25,640 --> 01:19:29,239
realized at your age.

1688
01:19:31,239 --> 01:19:36,279
Speaker 6: Is what's the best thing for opening up opening up

1689
01:19:36,319 --> 01:19:37,199
doors or.

1690
01:19:37,600 --> 01:19:44,520
Speaker 5: Paying attention, paying attention and reading the room and having discernment.

1691
01:19:45,239 --> 01:19:50,239
Speaker 2: I would say definitely having discernment and really just probably

1692
01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,560
vibing into like pouring into me more like I'm thirty

1693
01:19:53,560 --> 01:19:56,000
three now, And at first I was trying to pour

1694
01:19:56,039 --> 01:19:58,439
into everybody that was around me, so let us all't

1695
01:19:58,479 --> 01:20:01,840
know we together. But like now I don't mind somebody saying, hey,

1696
01:20:01,840 --> 01:20:03,520
look when they need you know, it's a little bit

1697
01:20:03,520 --> 01:20:06,399
of advice, but it's like now I'm like really pouring

1698
01:20:06,439 --> 01:20:08,640
into me and I'm seeing me first this time.

1699
01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:11,960
Speaker 1: So from an empty cup, No, you can't.

1700
01:20:12,039 --> 01:20:16,720
Speaker 4: I just told somebody that they should be more selfish.

1701
01:20:17,039 --> 01:20:19,199
And it was like why, I said, Bro, you're giving

1702
01:20:19,199 --> 01:20:21,680
your time and energy to everybody else. You're gonna come

1703
01:20:21,720 --> 01:20:23,479
up short every single time because you ain't gonna have

1704
01:20:23,680 --> 01:20:25,600
like you said, you can't pour you into yourself if

1705
01:20:25,600 --> 01:20:28,520
the cup is empty. And some people don't even realize

1706
01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:31,439
that their family draining them, your family would be the

1707
01:20:31,439 --> 01:20:33,399
first ones to drain you. I know somebody who trapped

1708
01:20:33,399 --> 01:20:36,039
by their family right now. Their family is relying on

1709
01:20:36,119 --> 01:20:39,479
them financially, spiritually, all this other type of shit. They

1710
01:20:39,479 --> 01:20:41,760
need them for this doctor's appointment, this, this and that. I said,

1711
01:20:41,800 --> 01:20:43,399
you should just leave the country.

1712
01:20:43,680 --> 01:20:44,319
Speaker 1: That's what I feel.

1713
01:20:44,359 --> 01:20:46,199
Speaker 4: Then they was like why. It was like why I said,

1714
01:20:47,000 --> 01:20:49,720
they're going They're They're not. They're going to find somebody

1715
01:20:49,720 --> 01:20:53,399
else to replace you. Exactly, You're you're you are allowing

1716
01:20:53,439 --> 01:20:58,279
them to just drain you ing them like they need

1717
01:20:58,319 --> 01:21:00,039
to be able to take care of themselves. Then I

1718
01:21:00,039 --> 01:21:01,319
don't want to take it a litutpit. Well, they can

1719
01:21:01,359 --> 01:21:03,640
sit in the house. They don't want to do this.

1720
01:21:04,119 --> 01:21:05,439
They have programs for all.

1721
01:21:05,279 --> 01:21:05,680
Speaker 6: Of this shit.

1722
01:21:05,680 --> 01:21:08,000
Speaker 4: And I feel like a lot of the times we

1723
01:21:08,039 --> 01:21:11,960
grow up and we feel like, oh, they they raised me,

1724
01:21:12,039 --> 01:21:13,640
they took care of me, so I got to return

1725
01:21:13,680 --> 01:21:17,399
the favor. No, you didn't actually be here. Okay, you

1726
01:21:17,439 --> 01:21:19,720
didn't actually be here. It was their job to take

1727
01:21:19,720 --> 01:21:22,239
care of you. It was also their job to take

1728
01:21:22,239 --> 01:21:24,600
care of themselves. This is why parents need to start

1729
01:21:24,640 --> 01:21:27,159
taking care of themselves, sleeping better, eating better, all the

1730
01:21:27,159 --> 01:21:29,000
type of shit, because your kids are going to leave

1731
01:21:29,760 --> 01:21:31,960
and then your life is going to resume as it

1732
01:21:32,159 --> 01:21:34,319
was a little bit before, like how it was before

1733
01:21:34,319 --> 01:21:37,640
they got here. And if your shit's broke down because

1734
01:21:37,640 --> 01:21:41,000
you didn't do the maintenance, the proper maintenance over the

1735
01:21:41,039 --> 01:21:43,279
eighteen twenty years that you had them kids in your crib,

1736
01:21:43,479 --> 01:21:45,520
you're gonna be fucked up. And I think that a

1737
01:21:45,520 --> 01:21:48,760
lot of the times we overstress, we eat the wrong food.

1738
01:21:48,800 --> 01:21:51,279
We don't run, niggas don't niggas, don't run, don't walk

1739
01:21:51,279 --> 01:21:53,399
them do none of this shit. So by the time

1740
01:21:53,439 --> 01:21:58,079
you get forty forty five, I mean people, that's people

1741
01:21:58,159 --> 01:22:00,720
your age. Do they look like you do? They move

1742
01:22:00,840 --> 01:22:04,680
like you do? They people complain about pain a lot.

1743
01:22:04,920 --> 01:22:06,800
You were like, just lift some weights. Oh I don't

1744
01:22:06,800 --> 01:22:08,239
want to do that. I don't want to get boky.

1745
01:22:08,399 --> 01:22:11,079
So you want to be in pain or do you

1746
01:22:11,119 --> 01:22:13,600
want to be strong? And you just find out that

1747
01:22:13,600 --> 01:22:17,399
a lot of people have talked them talked themselves into misery.

1748
01:22:17,680 --> 01:22:21,560
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, self sabotage and is very very big with people.

1749
01:22:21,640 --> 01:22:23,720
Speaker 1: And they don't seek solutions. They just want to complain

1750
01:22:23,760 --> 01:22:25,920
about it. Yeah.

1751
01:22:26,079 --> 01:22:28,439
Speaker 4: Yeah, I tell my mama day do you want me

1752
01:22:28,520 --> 01:22:30,600
to answer your questions or do you want me to

1753
01:22:30,640 --> 01:22:32,720
just sit here and listen to this ship? Because I

1754
01:22:32,760 --> 01:22:35,600
need to know before you start. Why you gotta be

1755
01:22:35,720 --> 01:22:38,479
like because every time I give you advice, you get

1756
01:22:38,520 --> 01:22:40,479
mad at me about the advice. So I need to

1757
01:22:40,560 --> 01:22:44,279
know before we get into this conversation what the fuck

1758
01:22:44,359 --> 01:22:46,600
they want from my nigga?

1759
01:22:46,680 --> 01:22:47,000
Speaker 6: And they.

1760
01:22:48,640 --> 01:22:51,760
Speaker 4: Asso I'm like, bro, you don't want no solutions When

1761
01:22:51,760 --> 01:22:54,319
my niggas call. They don't call an event. What do

1762
01:22:54,399 --> 01:22:55,880
you think I should do? Do this?

1763
01:22:56,159 --> 01:22:56,520
Speaker 6: Bat?

1764
01:22:56,880 --> 01:23:01,079
Speaker 4: When women call? Let me tell you, hey, I'm not

1765
01:23:01,159 --> 01:23:05,520
your homegirl, I'm not your sister. I am a problem solver.

1766
01:23:05,800 --> 01:23:08,119
What the fuck do you want from a nigga? I

1767
01:23:08,279 --> 01:23:11,439
just talked to you later that that shit.

1768
01:23:12,279 --> 01:23:14,079
Speaker 6: I ain't just sit here and do that, ship man.

1769
01:23:14,520 --> 01:23:18,159
Speaker 5: That's exhausting though, to listen to people's bullshit when they

1770
01:23:18,159 --> 01:23:19,319
really don't seek solutions.

1771
01:23:19,399 --> 01:23:21,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, like they're just putting a dump, like they're dumping

1772
01:23:21,800 --> 01:23:24,239
dumping on me. Oh yeah, don't dump on me. Ask

1773
01:23:24,359 --> 01:23:26,800
me first time my day is going. And then like

1774
01:23:26,880 --> 01:23:29,560
my mom will not she will not call me. I

1775
01:23:29,640 --> 01:23:32,760
tell her, don't you call me when motherfucking the news? No,

1776
01:23:32,840 --> 01:23:35,119
I don't want to hear nobody even die. I don't

1777
01:23:35,119 --> 01:23:37,119
want to hear shit. I just want to know are

1778
01:23:37,159 --> 01:23:41,119
you okay and how you feeling. She's like, well, damn that,

1779
01:23:41,199 --> 01:23:43,439
I know not to call you when i'm you know,

1780
01:23:43,560 --> 01:23:45,560
damn well now before a.

1781
01:23:45,600 --> 01:23:46,920
Speaker 6: Great day, motherfucker call you.

1782
01:23:46,960 --> 01:23:49,199
Speaker 4: Don't even ask you what you're doing for thath how

1783
01:23:49,239 --> 01:23:50,439
you doing or what you're doing?

1784
01:23:50,840 --> 01:23:51,359
Speaker 6: How you know?

1785
01:23:51,479 --> 01:23:53,960
Speaker 4: I want to hear this ship I've gotten to the

1786
01:23:54,000 --> 01:23:59,000
point now I'd be like, m are you about to

1787
01:23:59,000 --> 01:23:59,640
make me mad?

1788
01:24:01,279 --> 01:24:03,520
Speaker 6: Or are you like? Are you about to be training?

1789
01:24:04,399 --> 01:24:04,960
Here you go?

1790
01:24:05,079 --> 01:24:08,680
Speaker 4: I'm just asking because why are you? Why do you

1791
01:24:08,720 --> 01:24:09,680
feel like I was the.

1792
01:24:09,640 --> 01:24:11,640
Speaker 5: Person to call for this, or that I even have

1793
01:24:11,720 --> 01:24:14,520
the mental capacity to take one, or that.

1794
01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:19,800
Speaker 4: I would care to help you? Because a lot of

1795
01:24:19,840 --> 01:24:23,640
the ship that people be it'd be dumb ship. Yeah,

1796
01:24:23,720 --> 01:24:26,079
broa walked into the spider web. Bro all you have

1797
01:24:26,159 --> 01:24:29,039
to do is look up, wipe your face. And I'm

1798
01:24:29,079 --> 01:24:31,840
being I'm I'm shrinking. I'm shrinking the issues. But a

1799
01:24:31,880 --> 01:24:35,000
lot of the times motherfuckers be walking into problems, have

1800
01:24:35,159 --> 01:24:37,720
the problem, and then back out of the problem, call

1801
01:24:37,800 --> 01:24:40,159
you with the problem and want to be attached to

1802
01:24:41,039 --> 01:24:44,600
get the fuck out of my God like.

1803
01:24:44,600 --> 01:24:47,560
Speaker 2: Damn the traffic and you like mo fucker, the traffic

1804
01:24:47,680 --> 01:24:48,199
is the traffic.

1805
01:24:48,319 --> 01:24:51,680
Speaker 4: Traffic is the traffic. You left your job at five ten?

1806
01:24:51,800 --> 01:24:55,039
What the fuck did construction is crazy? I've been on

1807
01:24:55,119 --> 01:24:59,600
motherfucking I've been forced to five. They've been doing traffic for.

1808
01:24:59,600 --> 01:25:03,319
Speaker 1: Fucking that ship turning GPS, so take the detour.

1809
01:25:03,399 --> 01:25:04,800
Speaker 4: I don't want to use my GPS, and I don't

1810
01:25:04,800 --> 01:25:06,520
want people to know where I'm at. If you turn

1811
01:25:06,560 --> 01:25:09,439
on your motherfucker phone, it's gonna be red. Don't go

1812
01:25:09,560 --> 01:25:09,920
that way.

1813
01:25:10,000 --> 01:25:13,880
Speaker 2: But exactly that is that right there. I cannot stand

1814
01:25:13,920 --> 01:25:15,680
the dumb like. I will hang up the phone when

1815
01:25:15,720 --> 01:25:18,239
I hear somebody talking to somebody else and the person

1816
01:25:18,279 --> 01:25:20,439
that they're talking to is dumping. I'm hanging up because

1817
01:25:20,479 --> 01:25:22,039
I don't need a part of none of that fucking

1818
01:25:22,159 --> 01:25:24,319
I don't want to hear nothing between y'all, dumby.

1819
01:25:24,600 --> 01:25:26,319
Speaker 4: I ain't trying to hear none of that ship bro like,

1820
01:25:26,399 --> 01:25:27,760
and it's gonna make me not want to talk to

1821
01:25:27,760 --> 01:25:28,399
you ever again.

1822
01:25:28,560 --> 01:25:29,279
Speaker 1: Exactly.

1823
01:25:29,680 --> 01:25:29,920
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1824
01:25:30,039 --> 01:25:31,800
Speaker 4: So, but yeah, let's get up out of here because

1825
01:25:31,800 --> 01:25:35,399
it is about lunchtime. Vania and a Dema, thank y'all

1826
01:25:35,520 --> 01:25:39,920
so much for being a part. It's these conversations feel good.

1827
01:25:40,319 --> 01:25:41,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, feels good.

1828
01:25:41,600 --> 01:25:44,920
Speaker 4: It feels really good. I'm Eric Dizzy. You can follow

1829
01:25:44,960 --> 01:25:47,199
me on social media because the last episode I did

1830
01:25:47,199 --> 01:25:51,399
a nice little breakdown in the uh in the was

1831
01:25:51,439 --> 01:25:54,079
the show time stamps and all of that. Social media

1832
01:25:54,159 --> 01:25:56,520
handles all of that stuff. So the info and the

1833
01:25:56,520 --> 01:25:59,920
show you can find in handles they social media. We'll

1834
01:25:59,920 --> 01:26:04,319
be dumping out videos like crazy. Hopefully, hopefully these we

1835
01:26:04,399 --> 01:26:10,279
will videos are entertaining. But until next week, we see y'all,

1836
01:26:10,279 --> 01:26:10,760
We see y'all.

1837
01:26:11,119 --> 01:26:17,199
Speaker 1: Y't stay up. Yeah it was. This is always a

1838
01:26:17,279 --> 01:26:20,600
lovely time. I enjoy myself. I do too all the time.

1839
01:26:21,520 --> 01:26:22,399
We still recording.

1840
01:26:23,119 --> 01:26:26,720
Speaker 2: If you can't have a nice day, if you can't

1841
01:26:26,720 --> 01:26:28,159
find a nice person, be one.

1842
01:26:30,079 --> 01:26:30,960
Speaker 1: They are they are.

1843
01:26:31,319 --> 01:26:35,920
Speaker 5: Okay, I don't have no like that. Just don't be

1844
01:26:35,920 --> 01:26:39,039
an asshole. Okay, you're gonna be an asshole. Stay at

1845
01:26:39,039 --> 01:26:40,039
home by yourself.