Speaker 1: Yeah, it'll be a whole other theory. Speaking of the wine.
Speaker 2: Grade, I'm just saying we want to talk about P Diddy,
Let's talk about all of them.
Speaker 3: He did, because I'll be diving in and digging in
to find out some ship. It's a dude, don't taste
like he's like, stop playing with me. Come on, he
thank you on this uncle the rabbit hole.
Speaker 4: Thing like TAS's nigga Michael Jackson, nigga James Brown need
to start back niggas slavery owners type ship. Like I
just be I be confused on't uh how my perception
of Hollywood and what's real and what's not and what
should be expected and what's not. Like people have this,
people have these aspirations and goals and dreams and shit,
And I feel like, nigga, you might not make it
because your morales's too high. You ain't willing to, you
know what I mean, sacrifice what you grew up thinking
was right and what was wrong. And you might be
faced with situations to where somebody gonna put a kid
in your face and be like.
Speaker 5: Do you know how often I'm told how much money
I can make if I was willing to do like
OnlyFans or you're like, oh, well, you know you post
soft porn and I'm like, I'll be working out.
Speaker 4: I think soft porn is objective. Before we get too
deep into this conversation, because I don't want to ruin
the introduction, I am the Eric Dizzy, the host of
this podcast Ignorant Philosophy, and I am joined again with Ania,
and I don't know. I want to say a real name,
but I don't want what do you want me to
call you?
Speaker 2: Just say the real name. It's a dema, it's Mauricia
either or.
Speaker 6: You need to combine the motherfuckers.
Speaker 4: Not the gay nah. I think that well, the people
who liked the pot with y'all on it. Somebody messaged
me and was like, hey man, please do not tease
me because I because I'm a father now and I
potding to me is kind of like even though I
was I've been doing it before, everybody was doing it.
Now it just seems like I'm copying people. And I
never like to do that. But now I'm older, I'm married,
I got kids. Shit is different, My opinions is different.
I'm a lot more chill, and that's why I liked
having y'all them last week because I was listening back,
like these motherfuckers are mature, real, were real mature? Yeah yeah, yeah,
because towards the end, motherfucker started to get a little reckless.
Joke started, joke started to change.
Speaker 2: It was really hungry, that's what it was. We got
start getting hungry.
Speaker 4: And Ship Man, my daughters getting angry two years old.
That is a real fucking They turned into complete b
words at two years old. Like this, just the way
that they respond, the eye roll, the head roll. I'm like, oh,
Ship and they Mama, God bless her. They give it
to her, pause the most. And I'm like, this is
revenge and payback from your daddy. Her daddy passed. And
I used to hear stories from her daddy, like yeah,
she used to come in pass curfew on purpose, like
all the time, not answer her phone, passed curfew, this,
this and that and see here. It was like my
wife was like, well, I didn't feel like it was
a need for me to get in being at shoot
that type shit.
Speaker 6: And I'm like, all right, she mixed. No, I told you,
mixed people are crazy.
Speaker 1: Mixed people. Shit. It is mean.
Speaker 6: Day loved her. He and he put the paws on her.
Speaker 2: My son be tripping me out though, Like yesterday I
picked him up and he was like, he liked this
song bad romance.
Speaker 1: I think late Lady got three.
Speaker 6: Keep going.
Speaker 2: He get in the car and when anybody sing a
song with him, he's like, stop, don't sing it. So
we can't sing the song. But I ended up singing
it because I'm sick of the fucking song. He did
this to me. I said, who the hell he did this?
I said, who taught to you that? He was like you,
I'm like, no, I didn't. So we get home and
I did something else and he gonna said. He turns
face up and he looked at me and said, you
know what, you ugly at three? Just like what.
Speaker 6: I think.
Speaker 4: It's crazy that your son is three and he likes
that song. Because my son is four, and he's right right.
Speaker 6: But he doesn't. He don't know the song.
Speaker 1: Passed the exactly doesn't.
Speaker 4: That shit is crazy that you said that, because I'm
I was talking to Mike about fans we don't account for.
So my son, he's four, he watches a bunch of
YouTube guys that does He watches a bunch of guys
that does like they play video games like Spider Man
or Roadblocks, and then they're narrating it with the with
the video game on one side them on the other side.
They're not cussing, they're not saying anything vogal, but they're
just over the top. Oh wow, look at And I
wonder if these people are trying to like they might
have sixteen million subscribers on YouTube, let's just or let's
say a million subscribers on YouTube, but they might have
one hundred thousand followers on Instagram. And it's because nine
hundred thousand of your fans are fucking five.
Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, you're.
Speaker 4: Trying to sell merch and nine hundred thousand of your
fans as six. They ain't got no money. They they're
not hitting they and you might get a million plays
per video, but you're the kids are watching these videos
on their parents' account, so it's gonna be ad free
and the parents is not about to subscribe to your
ship because I don't want to see your ship in
my feet. That's crazy you said that.
Speaker 5: Like, man, my nephew watches all those little Roadblock things
on YouTube, and some of them really got to be
careful because they do be on their cussin. But the music,
he's definitely learning all kind of stuff. Cause I'm like,
where did you hear that?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I got my son on like if he ever when
he watched YouTube. Now, I don't let him do like
we got YouTube kids, right, but they still be in there,
you know, some smashing the pasts and some ship in
their cust words and stuff. But with that app though,
I let him watch the Animal Guests and it's the
quids for kids. You want to watch the shit you're
gonna learn, you know, like five hundred animals. And he
can read too, so like anything he yeah, he like,
is up the dunk Beetle.
Speaker 5: I'm like, and he was like, can we watch videos
of you know whatever, random shark And I'd be like, yeah, no, I'm.
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, let's go dig into it.
Speaker 4: Na. That the thing about the scary thing about having children,
and well, first of all, I want to say to
a lot of the niggas listening, if you only have
your fucking kids every other weekend, like the Army Reserve,
please don't try to fucking give me parents an advice.
My nigga, I'm with my kids from the time that
they open their fucking eyes to the time they close
their fucking eyes, and in between, when they wake up
in the middle of the night or when they're sick,
certain shit you have no idea about. So I think
that a lot of the times, when you have parents
and advice or you want to chime in too a
parenting conversation that I'm having on this podcast, I would
like for you to just shut the fuck up, because
you have no fucking idea what it's like to be
around your own kid twenty four seven. And a lot
of the times men don't understand why the baby mama hate,
they ask, and it's because you wasn't there when they
were sick, waking up in middle of the night, feverish
gotta go fucking find the Walgreens after COVID because they
stop having twenty four hour Walgreens. Now you gotta drive
to fucking to you know what I'm saying. They stopped
all of that ship when when it was after COVID,
when it was a fucking formula shortage, and niggas was
riding around the motherfucking city to different Myers, different Kruggers,
different Walmarts, looking for the same You want to be
consistent with the motherfucking formula. Couldn't find that ship. Yeah,
so I understand why women hate they fucking baby daddies
or their ex husbands or whoever the fuck got them impregnated.
So for those guys listening when we chiming in about
parents and you shut the fuck up. I don't want
to hear no opinions please, because I'm I'm niggas be like,
why you're so tired or how I'd be like, man,
my diet is trash. They'd be like, you work out
all the time, but your diet is trash. I'm like, nigga,
I got three kids, so I got to cook for
these niggas. And then still if I if I'm on
a strict diet, they're not eating what I'm eating. So
I got to make some different shit. And sometimes I
don't feel like making some different shiitt the it is
what it is.
Speaker 1: Fifty pounds later, like hello, yeah, man.
Speaker 4: My mom was like, you shouldn't lose weight. That like
the way. I'm not trying to impress you, ma'am. I'm
trying to when I look in the mirror, I want
to feel a certain kind of way. I want to
look a certain kind of way. But even that body
this is it. Body this more for you. I think
I might have that a little bit. I just don't.
I always see the sixteen year old me when I
look in the mirror.
Speaker 1: Really wow.
Speaker 2: But I actually I had found this study though. It
said when you wake up early in the morning, before
you grab your phone, of course, you say thank you
to the most how whoever you serve, but you go
to your bathroom, use it whatever, and you say to
the mirror like ten times, I love you. And then
after you do that, you brush your teeth with the
opposite hand, and then after you brush your teeth ops
in hand, you take ten deep breaths just to get
oxygen flowing in your body.
Speaker 6: That's still not gonna fax my body this morning.
Speaker 1: Have you tried it yet?
Speaker 6: That's just hot. That's just not how this morphia works.
Speaker 1: But I'm bodied this more for you.
Speaker 6: Though.
Speaker 1: If you say that you're not body this morphia, how
are you gonna tell me? How I think?
Speaker 6: How do you think?
Speaker 2: Because it's like if I wake up in the morning
and I'm like, damn, as I see it's my double.
Speaker 1: Chin, or.
Speaker 4: But listen, it's regardless, but this is my THINGNA love it.
Speaker 1: The only thing I can say is that I love me,
So then I'm not saying I don't love me.
Speaker 2: Because this image that we see in the mirror is
just literally it's not us. We only can see a
little bit like if we get really technical to like
we can only see a little bit like you know,
in a bible, not even just gonna quote all things,
but it's talking about a spec. We literally only see
a spec of us. The image that we see is
literally what people say to us. If they say you
look nice your attitude, you can look like a bomb
ass person on the outside. I have a nasty ass attitude.
You'd be ugly as fuck, but you could be looking
different like me. I feel like a lot of people
say I have exotic features in my face.
Speaker 1: I don't know the.
Speaker 6: Exotic features.
Speaker 1: That's what the fuck I said. But see, bedroom niggas
is saying the craziest ship, but it's not. It's not
even big because it's sometimes it's women.
Speaker 4: They want to fuck to y'all, y'all keep it hey,
camera on me enough, Hey, women stop being nice to
bitches because y'all be like y'all will let women who
will fuck y'all, grab y'all ass.
Speaker 6: Y'all don't know they fuck y'all. At first.
Speaker 4: Women will come to you and be like, ooh girl,
you so thick? How you get asked like that? They
grab your ass and you like not y'all women do
that ship they do Oh girl, I like this shirt.
They start rubbing on your back and ship, Oh girl,
I like it. They start touching on it and feeling
on you whole.
Speaker 6: Wow.
Speaker 4: They will eat the ship out of your vagina. They
will munch on your carpet until there's carpet in they teeth. Now, y'all,
don't feel endangered by these women.
Speaker 1: Because I can beat a bup. You can beat I can.
But I'm also I've had women do this.
Speaker 5: You know, initially you're taking a back like I'm shot,
but I have been like a bit, don't.
Speaker 1: Don't touch my tet down, so you know, you know
that's like the black girl. You know when when white
people be like, can I touch your hair? What is
this called?
Speaker 6: Nah?
Speaker 4: Bag?
Speaker 1: Don't don't and it's just do you hear?
Speaker 4: Mean?
Speaker 1: Like what the like? How do you get how did
you get it like this off? So yeah, I'm.
Speaker 5: Doing like hell to the now I've definitely had women
like grop me and I'll be like, listen.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean not in but like, I just feel like,
after all of this said and done, everybody has their
own opinion when it comes to what is it whatever
we was talking about there you go. Yeah, So it's
like somebody that you would probably think they have the
highest confidence in theirself based off which you see the
ass and they could be dying with low self esteem.
Speaker 1: People tell me that all the time.
Speaker 5: They know that I'm uber confident, and I said, it's
less about confidence and more being like, y'all gonna get
what I got.
Speaker 4: I don't think my body this morphia makes me dislike myself.
I just no matter the change, no matter what I do,
I'm never going to be like, oh, I'm satisfied with
what I see. Oh, because I'm confident, Like I feel
confident when I walk in the room because I know,
even with what I see, it's still better than the
ship that niggas got under their shirts. Because the niggas
don't work out. Like you can see, when you walk
into a room and you work out, you start to
notice traps, debts, fucking you start to notice quasis I'm
looking at niggas legs. Yeah, I'd be like, what the
fuck workout do you be doing? And that's how that's
how I'm in the gym talking to men because I
be like, yo, what workout do you do for your legs?
They but you just I think the older we get,
it is harder to lose, it is harder to gain,
It is harder to change the body composition because of
your age, testosterone, diet, stress, lee, all of this ship.
Speaker 1: So I think for me, I'm gonna tell you what.
Speaker 5: When I started competing and I got to my finis,
my tits were gone. Some ships was gone with the wind.
They were so flat, Like that's what I want.
Speaker 1: No, no, you don't.
Speaker 5: It's different to have the small breast small flat so
when they're small, you don't have like loose hanging skin.
But when you've lost an absorbing amount of weight and all,
it's still tissue there and there's no fat to fill
it out. I cried, real tears. My coach was like,
do you want to win or not? I was like,
and my TV is not coming. They came back with
a vengeance, so okay, and now my back hurt and
I'm contemplating a reduction.
Speaker 6: How you get them, how you get them to be
you know what I mean, what you have to do
to get them.
Speaker 1: Back, get back fat? She had just to eat some
good ships. I want them.
Speaker 2: I want them after breastfeeding. I want them gone. Like
I just take these ties.
Speaker 5: When I was thin, I didn't have much. I've always
had ass, even when I was thinking.
Speaker 6: But just throwing it out there.
Speaker 1: Yeah she got it.
Speaker 5: Was always there, okay, But until I really started picking
up weight, I didn't have I wasn't top heavy. But
now that I am, it's so overrated. You know, my
shoulders hurt, my bag hurts. I mean they're fun and
they've got me lots of things, but it's truly overrated.
And I don't like to wear bras because they're uncomfortable,
because you still used.
Speaker 2: To yeah, basically having muscle titties. Yeah right.
Speaker 1: It was just definitely had pecked on the go.
Speaker 4: That's something that's something that niggas I was. I was,
I was thinking. I was in fourth grade when I
when I find when I realized that I'm happy that
I don't have to walk around with my assets visible
full display. Always as a third grade going into fourth grade.
This girl came to school and she had bigger chest
than she did in third grade, and I was like,
oh shit, And I was like man, I so I
looked down, like, oh man, I'm happy that motherfuckers can't
see my shape when it's off. Like that was my
first thought, Like, Damn, I'm glad I ain't got to
walk the halls with this motherfucking flashy dick just on display.
Like if women got no ass, they ain't no way
you can hide it. If you ain't got no titties,
ain't no way you can hide it. Like sometimes I
be thinking God, like I just wasn't born. I'll built.
Speaker 2: But it's some people you got. It's some people that
got no ass and no titties. It's women and they
just walk around with pants and they coochie.
Speaker 1: What that feel like it's gotta be uncomfortable saying no,
you just that's what Donald Trump me and grab wondering.
Speaker 5: How they keep their pants up because like they don't.
Is this what y'all really make clothes for? Because they
stay on there exactly.
Speaker 2: Because it's just in the coochie holding it exactly, pinching.
Speaker 4: The motherfucking pants together. Yeah, that should be. I'll be
looking at motherfuckers like, bro, I'm so thankful that that.
Speaker 5: Even when I'm fat, people will be like, oh, you
don't look bad because you're you know, you have a shape.
And I'll be like, thank God because I see I
will see some big girls.
Speaker 6: What's fat to you? What's what's that weight? Like? What
weight is that?
Speaker 1: Right now? I'm I'm too twenty eight right now?
Speaker 6: What's fat?
Speaker 1: What I am right now?
Speaker 6: Okay?
Speaker 1: You fit to me? I'm firm. There you go.
Speaker 5: You know I got I got the right amount of jiggle.
And I'm not being delusional about that. I'm grateful for
my genetics and how I'm shaped and having a good
you know, muscle mass and foundation.
Speaker 4: Right.
Speaker 5: But let's not you know, kid ourselves and say how
I look now at twenty seven two thirty is not
how I look before? About the healthy part, yeah, because
I have your body, you know your body.
Speaker 1: That composition is different. I have way more muscle now.
Speaker 5: Even when I was just fat, fat, I was still curvy,
but I still had a wider waist. I still had
you know what I mean, everything was bigger, but I
was real big back, real big everything, real big.
Speaker 6: I think that I think that I was.
Speaker 4: I was walking the other day and I was just like, man,
I was people watching and I was just like, man,
I really do hate how people accept being overweight, Like
there are certain problems that come with being overweight, and
I and and and In the early ignore philosophy days,
I was really hard on big people because my mom
had gained a bunch of weight due to lupus and
the medicine that they had wrong. She gained a lot
of weight, her limp her thyroids was going out of control.
My sister was gaining a lot of weight because she
was just fucking and eating snacks. A lot of my
family member was just getting stressing and eating and getting fat.
And I was like, bro, I don't I don't want
to be because in college I was working out because
I was my homeboy was a basketball player. So I
was like, I don't want to be coming home in
the summertime and I'm feeling good and then everybody is
swimming with their shirt on. I don't like that. And
so you have to start being honest with your family members, like, yo,
the ship, I'm that cousin. Yo, the ship that we
eating at this motherfucking barbecue. Y'all got beers, y'all got
the hot dog. Y'all, y'all don't drank a thousand calories.
We ain't even got to the motherfucking mac and cheese,
with the butter, with the cheese, with the with the
corn wet, with the yams, with the apples, with the marshmallows,
with the with the brown sugar, with the sugar with
before we even eat, y'all, don't drink a thousand calories.
And then y'all y'all wondering why y'all falling asleep after
y'all eat, And I'm like, yo, we gotta start changing
some of this ship up. My mom lost weight, my
sister lost weight, be couple my cousins lost weight. But
then recently I was just walking around looking and like
America has a food problem, Like I feel like I
feel like in the eighties, it was two niggas and
they was like, let's play rock paper scissors for the cane.
One got sugar cane and one got cocaine. And motherfuckers
can put sugar in anything and get a motherfucker addicted
to anything. And then now and then the cocaine, they'd
be like, Okay, you gotta sniff this, but we're gonna
put it in a Coca cola first, and how y'all
drink that shit?
Speaker 6: And then like it was just.
Speaker 2: And it's multiplied over the years because the scientist is
the most wickedest person in the world.
Speaker 4: Yeah, because I can manipulate the way nigga I can make.
I can make real food taste nasty to you. I
can make what's healthy for you just not even be
palatable for you anymore. Like somebody was trying to tell me, like,
oh man, I was like, I eat steak. I said,
I eat steak more than I eat chicken. And it's like,
oh you rich, And I was like, have you walked
to the steak out. It's almost the same price as
the chicken. Like it's it's not like a drastic change.
And I'm just tired of eating chicken. Niggas been eating
chickensph I just fucking hate chicken. But I feel like
people have this misconception that it is healthier to go
out and eat or eat junk than it is to
just go and get ten dollars worth of meat fucking
a bag of rice and some vegetables and eat it.
The fact is is that niggas don't want to eat
that shit.
Speaker 5: They don't want to eat it, and we're in an
instantaneous society. I want to eat right now. I'm hungry
right now. Oh I don't have time. You know the
convenience of all those things, and you know the time
that it takes to cook. When I when I really
sit down a meal prep I can, you know, cook breakfast, lunch,
and dinner for the next three days and it might
take me two hours.
Speaker 1: And it's not a problem.
Speaker 5: But the problem is is now people have all these
options and they don't want to eat the same thing
every day. They want more variety or they want, you know, oh,
where's the sauce, where's it this? Where's it at? I'm like,
you don't need all of that, But it's hard to
combat that, especially because they're introducing it to children younger
and younger, you know, and even with kids like my
nephew will be like, Auntie, we need to go exercise.
And the only reason he knows about exercise is because
of me. They have Jim one day a week. Eight
This nigga can't even run, okay, Like, I'm like, let's
go outside and run down the street. And he's like,
I don't want to run and I'm like, no, we're
gonna let's job. He had no idea what to do
with his arms. I'm looking at him, like, you know
how more kids do, like the flash the hands off stuff.
He was running with his hands down to a side,
and I'm like.
Speaker 6: That's scary.
Speaker 4: It is, that's scary because you I think that a
lot of the times, Like I'll tell them my wife
this and I got upset with her because she's a
teacher when she's an education and I was like, yo,
you leave work at home.
Speaker 6: I mean, you leave work at work. And I don't
want you to leave work at work.
Speaker 4: I want you to come home and educate these little
niggas because you have a different understanding of education. But
I feel like a lot of parents feel like the
school is supposed to teach the kids everything.
Speaker 1: School started home for me. I had a teacher tell
me that.
Speaker 5: She was like, well, as long as you teach your
kids how to be you know, behavior, polite, blah blah
blah blah blah, I'll teach them school work. And I
don't rely on that. And again, I'm a fairly new parent.
But I know better than to leave education solely in
the hands of a stranger, right, I would never make
sure like before my both of my sons, Like my
first he's twelve now, but when he was like three four,
I made the miss own education room because I want
to make sure you can read, rite, spay, your name,
and know all these things before I put you in
the hands with somebody else. Hell, he got the preschool
and they told me he needs to be in kindergarten
first grade.
Speaker 2: My second one, shit, he three. He already can read
a book that easy read books. He can already sound
it out, read it. I feel like schools started homely
because that's the only way we can prepare our kids
for education that we can instill in them for entrepreneurship,
not the shit that the system is teaching them, because
the system is just programming them for them to fit in.
Speaker 1: Their category they place.
Speaker 2: Because you can sign up, like I mean, I have
a different opinion after working at the job for eight years,
but you can sign up your whole life to work
somewhere for thirty years. You didn't gave some of it,
and they let you go thirty years and you don't
know what you want to do with your life no more.
You didn't wait it even when you retire. To me,
like all those people find I think.
Speaker 4: That's a new I think that's a fairly new thing, though.
I think I think that I think that self preservation
is a new thing, like more so like in the
last thirty years, maybe because I know a lot of
older people, maybe my mom's age, he's fifty five, maybe
think I think they look at me like you're brave,
like anybody that's anybody that's going out to be something
other than a robot, a worker. They look at you
like you brave. Anybody who has moved or traveled a lot,
or I would say move not necessarily traveled. If you've
moved to multiple different states and uprooted yourself multiple different
times and have different friends, they look at you like
Christopher Columbus, like they be like, damn, I can't believe
you had enough balls to give up everything that you
knew to start anew. And I think that when you
when you look at yesteryear and then the kids that's
coming up, I think the kids coming up might be
too afraid of commitment rather be like staying in a
certain field or like like staying what they want, like
identifying what they want to be or who they want
to be and what they want to do, and then
staying with it. I feel like because there's so many options,
because they can look online and be like, oh, this
person is doing this, this, this is this, it's gonna
be hard for them to make a decision. And the
way that the shit is going, who's to say that
you are even going to be able to make a
decision like that and stick with it, Like to be
able to go to college and be forty fifty sixties
eighty thousand dollars in debt, one hundred thousand dollars in
dead for a degree, and then after the degree back
and then have to change it because the economy changes
or AI comes in or this came. You're like, what
the fuck? N I'm in debt and I got a
degree and I can't even use it. No, most motherfuckers
got degrees and they can't use it.
Speaker 1: How work in my field?
Speaker 5: But when I started, like, I did a co op
all through high school and accounting, so I was always
a nerd. I knew that's what I was going to
be growing up, and that's just what it was. Now
I've done other things, like I did nails. I went
to nail school. I you know, did a little bit
of hair. You know, things that you naturally can do
that are just naturally easy for you. But when I
look at like my brother's kids, I'll be like, I
don't know what y'all gonna do outside of what you
studied at school, because they don't.
Speaker 1: They don't.
Speaker 5: Oh, I could just go on YouTube and figure it out.
I don't really need to learn how to you know,
a learner trade and some you know, the reality is
is everybody doesn't need formal education. It is a waste
of time and a waste of money for a lot
of people, you know, whether they're socially awkward and just
can't manage it, or they just don't have the comprehension.
And that's a you know, I'm sure as a parent
sometimes it's a heart pill to swallow, But I just
want to make sure that my kid is successful in
whatever they do.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's how I feel.
Speaker 2: Also like that that makes a lot of sense is
making sure Like when I left that job, my son
is like, what we gonna do. I'm like, I'm like,
you know, I'm like selling break because I ain't got
to be there at four o'clock no more. I can
find out what I want to do in my life.
Speaker 1: I can figure it.
Speaker 2: I went to Neil school, but I have medical background,
but I don't want to do it like I'm like this.
Speaker 1: Healer out here.
Speaker 2: I don't want to make my people sick. I want
to wake my people up. Like when y'all was talking
about food, I feel like when we eating food that's
like meat all the time, blood, all that shit, like
I'm playing base, but I ate. I was vegetarian for
nine years before, I mean seven years before. But like
when I didn't eat chicken, meat, all that stuff, I
felt like I could sleep better. I felt like my
thinking was like on queue. I felt like like everything
that I was thinking, it was more like happy to me.
When we eat meat that we didn't raise, that we
didn't kill, and we don't know the food got depression, anxiety,
like all these things that were given to it tastes good.
Speaker 1: All shit we gets tastes.
Speaker 2: Good, I mean, but until you face with it. And
the only thing they got for us in the medical
fields is medication. They don't tell you no simple way
to hear yourself but I'm a lot, a.
Speaker 4: Lot of a lot of motherfuckers is eating exactly what
the dogs is telling them to eat, and they still
fucked up.
Speaker 1: Genetics.
Speaker 6: Genetics.
Speaker 4: Genetics plays apart, your blood type plays apart, your exercise
play apart. Like when I just when I eat mostly meat.
I feel the best when I eat mostly meat, Like
if I eat bison and some otherfucking like Brussels sprouts,
maybe no rice, no motherfucking breads, no nothing. If it's
just meat and vegetables, or I feel like I can
take on the world. It's when I start incorporating carbs
where I start to feel like fish, sluggish, like real
down and shit and cloudy. And then if I don't
work out, I start to feel depressed. I start to
feel and I think, I think too, this is my theory.
I was gonna put this. I was gonna ask you
out to think about this, but I got lazy. What
theory do you have about the way the world works
that people might deem far fetched? I'll go first. I
feel like we are the robots. Human beings are the
original AI robots. If you think about that, humans cannot
stay scared long like we know that we can go
to a grocery store or a mall or a school,
and they can get shot up. And it's been proven
over and over and over again. But when I tell
people that when I go to a grocery store, I'm
looking for the exit, they'd be like why, And I
be thinking like, Oh, you don't even You're not even
fathoming that this is a common thing. Or even when
I'm in the car when my kids are in the car,
I drive completely different than when my kids not in
the carmon it's slow lane. I'm very mindful of these things,
and people are not thinking about that, thinking about car
crashes are the leading cause of death period, Like niggas
dying car crashes way more than what we would like
to think because we're in the car all the time.
Speaker 1: And usually less than five miles from their home.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 4: So I think a lot of times, like when people
have this depression and they don't they feel like they
don't have a purpose in this world. I feel like,
because we were put here to cultivate the earth, you're
not contributing to society.
Speaker 6: You're not you're not making this world better.
Speaker 4: I feel like if you don't wake up with a purpose,
with something that's waking you up, that's getting you up,
that's exciting, that's keeping you excited, even waking up, waking
you up at your sleep. Sometimes with whatever it is,
passion a person, the motherfucking project, whatever. I feel like
people get really down because we were put here to
make this world work better. Now the fact that the
things that we know you're supposed to do, like not
plant or not do certain shit to the field for
a certain amount of time so that they can it
can replenish yourself, or overpopulation, or the thing that the
harmful things that we're doing to the environment because of
the man made chemicals or the like, all of that
other extra shit is fucking it up because they got
to make money somehow, some way. But I feel like
this might be another far fetched thing too. All of
the planets that's past Earth that's inhabitable, we fucked them up,
and now we're here. I feel like we was on
these planets and we fucked them up. The white man,
I don't want to take credit for none of this shit.
They fucked up all of these things. And now that
that's why they keep trying to go to space, because
they're trying to get back you can have that on
your time, you go on your own thing. But when
I feel like we don't think like it took me
a while to understand what protein was, like why humans
needed protein. It took me a while, Like when I
really want, oh my titties bigger, what they need to do?
It was like, you gotta rip the motherfucking muscles and
then eat protein to rebuild the muscles. And I was like, oh,
so we really got to go and eat other flesh
to heal our flesh. We need to drink vitamin, eat vitamin.
We need to eat all of these things so that
we can our body can hold these things, these nutrients
that we need. It didn't dawn on me that the
over consumption of these things can kill you, like the
like it is, sit in your body, just be a
fat motherfucker for all of this ship and what. But
I feel like we are we are the the aliens,
we are the robots, We.
Speaker 6: Are the.
Speaker 1: And all it took was one person.
Speaker 4: All it took was one person. All it took is
one person to fuck it up. Yeah, because you think
about it like we can nigga, if you cut yourself,
you ain't gonta do nothing. You can literally watch that
ship heal like your body will heal itself.
Speaker 6: You can.
Speaker 4: It's a you're a reproducing, a self reproducing robot. You
put two motherfuckers in the room that ain't never seen
a woman. The woman had never seen a man. A
baby is coming out of that motherfucking room if you
leave him in that long enough. And it's just a
weird thing to think about, but we already we are
aliens where we're on this earth, and we're not thinking
about cultivating the earth, make the earth better. Like when
you look at certain people's environments. It took me moving
to Fishers to realize, oh, this grass is different, this
concrete is different. They not laying the same concrete that
they lay in Fishers than they do on the east side.
They're not playing the same grass. The grass on the
east side do not look like the same grass and
Fishers the ship is the weeds on the Fishers do
not look like the same.
Speaker 1: Is green on the other side, the grass plush.
Speaker 4: You will feel comfortable playing football and Fishers on the
grass and you were on the east side because it's
glass over here, it's well, it's all type of rugged
and raggedy. I didn't even know you can. Just I'm
riding through the monin and I'm looking at just the
different areas of grass trees, what looks, how things look,
how people are perceiving each other, and what people are
comfortable doing in their own environment, Like niggas is throwing
trash at the window.
Speaker 5: The progression of the dilapidation, like as you're moving to
the neighborhood, bruh.
Speaker 4: In real time, I'm like, bru it's like I've been.
I'm only I only want to block this shit is different,
So it's it's it's for me, and I think like
we and me and my wife in the situation now
to where we in her parents' house and her dad died,
so we inherited a lot of things, and her dad
set them up for that, right, But she's so programmed
to be go to work, come home, go to work,
come home. I'm like, Yo, we don't have the same finances,
we don't have the same issues because this house is
paid off, these cars are paid off. If we didn't.
But I think too many people are like that. One
person who fucked it all up made it to where
now you're comparing yourself because now we got a car.
Speaker 6: We got two cars. We got to wait and the
O four. She don't want to drive a four. I think.
Speaker 4: I think in her mind she's saying that it's not reliable.
But I think realistically she don't want to be compared
to anybody driving a new car because she's in the four,
even though this is paid off, even though this's got
a few of miles, even though I think that she
subconsciously status is uh em better than her brain. And
for me, I didn't grow up like that, and not
saying it, not saying that her parents put that in her,
but I think that she grew up thinking about status
and I didn't grow up thinking about statist And I
think that that right there is the problem with people
and community is that status and for self fucks up
us being able to do what the Haitians do. She
was talking about status and the perception, and I think
that we just to concern with what other people think
and what the evil voice in our head is saying.
Speaker 1: I think it's that. I think also.
Speaker 5: Usually I trade my car in like every four or
five years, because I want to make sure I have
a warranty on it one because I want a reliable
vehicle two. It's I don't have a community of men
around if something goes wrong with my car that I
can trust that will give me a valid opinion about
what's wrong with it and a reasonable price to fix
it if something goes wrong. So you know, as soon
as that warranty is up, I'm getting a new car.
And I've probably I've paid off two cars. But as
soon as I paid them off, they started having like
engine trouble. That shit gotta go. I'm not messing around.
And I could change my own oil. I could change
my own brakes, you know, changed tires. I can do
all that. My brother and my dad made sure that
I was able to do those things. Now I don't
want to do them, so I'm going to go get
a new car every time. It does suck though, because
you know the price of new vehicles, the you know,
plating them all like shit is dumb.
Speaker 2: I think it's just the system though. It is talking
about alien and all that. I think, really that's so right.
I know when you said that you know an application
it says US citizen alien or other.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: It was somebody that put on the application of cash
app for others. But no, when you say that, like
I buy my cars like cash now, Like I mean,
if it's gonna break down ship by then I better
had enough saved up for something else if it was cash.
But most of the time, I mean, I'm very fortunate
right now because of course I'm really good in with
the mechanic and I know and I'm really we got
a kid together, that's how that makes sense. He's gonna
fix the car, so like I changed, just like non't stop.
But when you said that, like I totally feel you
when you say, like the the whole thing with changing
the tires, and like you don't want to have the
responsibility to put it on somebody else if you should
mess up.
Speaker 1: You know that that part makes sense.
Speaker 2: But that's the thing, like when we talk about being
a woman and being a man too, Like a man
wouldn't want to see a woman on the side of
the road fixing her own shit.
Speaker 4: And I ain't stopping her. I ain't stopping for you.
Ho y'all have made it, y'all, and y'all don't fuck
that all the way up. I'm not stopping and saving shit.
Speaker 5: Nobody stopped to try to help me, and they couldn't
get the tire off, and I was like, excuse me, sorry.
Speaker 1: Exact, worry about it.
Speaker 2: Things, just trying to help when we was talking about
the Haitians, like I drove over on forty seconds and
I have seen them walking in the car will little
if they see their friend walking, they stop in traffic
to pick up their friend to take them around the corner.
Us we gonna see whoever the fuck we know and
be like, damn, I seen such and such walking.
Speaker 1: You ain't lying like.
Speaker 6: I know you know why I know because you just
can't you for me?
Speaker 4: My niggas, if they need something, they're gonna ask for
money for a uber.
Speaker 6: They're not walking.
Speaker 4: But if I see somebody that I know or knew,
is a difference, somebody that I used.
Speaker 1: To know, somebody that used to know.
Speaker 4: If I see somebody that I used to know you walking,
I'm not letting you in my car because some of you,
because some of you motherfuckers carry bad juju and you're
gonna put that shit in my car and the energy
that you're gonna bring to me, the story you're gonna
tell me for a forty second, a post a forty
second in min hall for it's gonna be so motherfucking depressing.
Speaker 6: It's gonna be you don't fucked.
Speaker 1: Up my whole.
Speaker 4: I gotta get into it. I gotta get my engine
oil change. I gotta get the inside of my car.
Fucking U.
Speaker 6: What's that?
Speaker 4: What's the sage I got? No, I'm not letting you
niggas in my car. And yeah, and I'm and my
homeboy shout out to my homeboy. Birthday just passed, Jamar.
He was like, man, I had to delete Facebook and
I said, Bro, you just now doing that shit because
I don't want to be tied to you motherfuckers that
I used to know. I don't want to see none
of your opinions. I'm not muting you. I'm going to
block you and I block some of my cousins because
what you're saying online versus what you say in person
is it ain't adding up. And you a bitch, and
I'm deleting you because you just saying this ship. I say,
it's almost every time I record the ship that people
say online, they would not say in person. If people
just walked around shouting out the ship that they were
saying online, motherfuckers would lock them up.
Speaker 1: You ain't lying, and a lot of them will get
punched them out.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you would get punched in the I've been punched
in the face before I got punched. I got punched
in the face when I was a freshman in high
school and I realized that you just can't say everything
and that.
Speaker 2: But some people be angry because my cousin shit, We
was all standing there having a normal day. Mofucker was
just shitty walked up to my cousin and punched them
in the ship. It made me think of that song
punched me and my ship. All I did is walked off.
Speaker 6: I don't know how angry you are.
Speaker 1: It was like, what the fuck like?
Speaker 6: So I keep that whistle on you.
Speaker 2: I'm telling you, we're in the most O. You gotta
keep the whistle on yous crazy, you gotta keep the
whistle on you these days. But I just people people
I didn't. I used to hear women say you just.
Speaker 4: Can't be fucking everybody because it comes with certain energy.
And I'm like, youre gonna give me some pussy or no.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, But I know is it protected bussy?
Because then ain't no energy exchanged? But it was unprotected,
then you get.
Speaker 4: You can put a condom on a bad juju, a
seep through that cond of condom can fight through ninety
nine point nine percent of the virus. But virus is
and STDs, but it ain't.
Speaker 5: I don't even want people touching me, Okay, like strangers,
I'd be like hey, because.
Speaker 4: That sh is like devilish bro It's like I had
to stop. I had to stop drinking because my wife
was like, Yo, the last time you was drinking, you
look possessed, damn like you And I was like really,
She was like yes, the look in your eyes, and
that goes into the whole Diddy damn ship, the whole
Diddy situation. I guarantee that none of the motherfuckers was sober.
I don't believe that any of the motherfuckers that was
doing the ship that they was doing with sober, rather
be doctor prescribed or coke, weed, ecstasy, molly.
Speaker 5: Even when you get to a position like that, even
when you're in a space like that and you make
the decision to take X, Y and Z or to
drink or to do whatever, you know what goes down.
You knew before you entered the room what goes down.
Speaker 1: Hello, I'm glad.
Speaker 5: You said, how many people are going to their naive
to the fact that this motherfucker is a nut?
Speaker 1: And you went anyway.
Speaker 5: Now, I've put myself in positions with men that you know, Hey,
I didn't know they was crazy at first, but then
you start getting a vibe like I'm never coming back
over Hello, Exactly, I'm never the fu Let me make
it out safe. I don't invite people to my house
because it's easier for me to leave than it is
to put somebody out.
Speaker 4: I think that I think that I can't think of
a word. But what how you managed Joe pussy? Yeah,
it's very important. And if I learned this in college,
I learned that not a lot of women or niggas
for that matter, grew up with people telling them how
to interact with people. Like some people don't know how
to read the room, and they will never know how
to read the room. And then there are some women
who will always find themselves and situations where their safety
is compromised. I remember I was at I was DJing
two thousand and seventeen. We an epic on in Casta,
and this girl that I thought was really attractive came in.
We have we have been social media friends. She came in,
she came to see me DJ, and I was she
was just fucking drunk, Like, I'm like, yo, what the
fuck is going like? She was like to the points
where I'm embarrassed for her. They don't know that, they
don't know that she know me, But I'm like, yo,
you are fucking doing too much. And I was like yo,
I put it to the side. I'm like, Yo, what's
going on? And she was like, I'm trying to numb
some shit like that, and I was like, what are
you trying to numb? First, She's like, well, I was
raped three times in the past month. And I was like,
you should have is excessive? Three times in the past
month is excessive? And she was like yeah. But they
were all a boy people that I know. And I said, oh,
I'm going to I'm going to move away from you
and I'm gonna stop talking to you. Not saying that
what these people did was.
Speaker 2: Wrong, but her whole perception of something she was giving
off could have been wrong too.
Speaker 1: And I'm not victim blaming.
Speaker 5: No, Please don't put yourself in a situation where things
like that can happen repeatedly.
Speaker 1: There you go, yeah, like, that's a that's a huge problem.
Speaker 6: It's my thing.
Speaker 4: Man, if you had Diddy crib if Diddy, if Diddy
is guilty for what he did, go to jail.
Speaker 6: Right.
Speaker 4: I'm not saying free him. I'm not saying none of
that stuff. But it just it's just very two things
are fascinating. It's fascinating how quickly people are open to
saying that they didn't like Diddy. Like I'm seeing a
lot of my friends post like, oh I never did
like him or this this, And then I'm like, when
when did this happen? Because we was all Harlem shaking
and Special Delivery and it.
Speaker 1: Was and then we were just all singing. Last night,
we was all.
Speaker 4: Watching the We was all watching Making the Band, We
was all watching We was all listening to Danny d.
Speaker 6: Kane.
Speaker 4: We was all listening to Day twenty six niggas, was
all listening to Once twelve niggas, all listening to Mace Niggas,
Mary Jay Blige with the four on one joke. We've
been listening to this nigga for forever. So the fact
that y'all are coming out and saying, oh I never
did like him, that's troubling. But two these we watched
the Cassie ship play out. He snatched, he snatched, not
the video, all right, all right about I'm talking about
he's snatched him. He started, he snatched some of her
hair out, she shaved her head, and half of America
shaved their head to copy her. And in my mind,
I'm thinking, it don't matter if a motherfucker cry for
help or not. If a motherfucker is making you dance,
you gonna think that this ship is or this person
is lying. We don't believe this persona dah dah because.
Speaker 5: It's a lot of men that say that the worst
of proof, Well, if you was really getting here, if
he was really doing this, why'd you say?
Speaker 1: Or where's the proof? And I'm like, we're.
Speaker 5: Very dismissive of things because inherently we want to think
that people are good, Yeah, potential, that's the robot thing. Inherently,
we want to think that the masses are good and decent,
when that's not always the case, which is why we've
had slavery, which is why we've had you know, murderers,
which is why we've had you know, all that shit,
Like people are not necessarily inherently good and being honest
about that is a hard pill to swallow.
Speaker 4: Especially if this person can financially change your fucking situation
like a broken nigga hidden on you versus Diddy hitting
on you. I'm not saying either one of us it's fine,
but if this motherfucker can put you in a position
in a position to not you know what I mean, Like,
it's just it's going to be harder, it's going to
be harder to leave. And I think that's it sucks
when women are abused by men in power, because often
that power can seem like it's theirs too, or they
don't want to lose.
Speaker 5: What comes with it suffocating because everything that that person touches,
they can smother or conquer your life. You want to leave, Okay,
I'm gonna make sure you don't get a job anywhere
in this same Yeah, I'm his country.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make sure you don't know men want you.
Speaker 2: That's why some of them don't leave. And then two,
I just see it like now, it's just like another
motherfucker from Hollywood that's going through the rips in the
road because they did it to Cosby, they did it
to Print they did this ship to all these people
that have a name or have a voice or whatever
the fuck. We all knew he was fucked up. Okay,
Justin Beaver showed us did he was diddling?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
Speaker 2: But like and the same thing Kevin Hard and Usher
when they was talking about they was in the same
bed waking up, and did he you know all that?
Like I think a couple of years ago, did he
actually dressed up as the joker?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: And the motherfucker him was about to fight and he
looked the part he he really I really feel like
that motherfucker at that moment he was telling us don't
fuck with him because the way he was projected.
Speaker 4: I think that when he started changing his name to Love,
he realized that he fucked up. When he was like,
my name is Love, I'm Love, I'm this, I think
he really knew. I think that maybe he's I think
Diddy might have been under a cocaine coma since ninety three,
but you know, I think he's might. I think he
might have been. He's he might have been high from
ninety three to year two thousand, I mean twenty twenty.
Speaker 5: He definitely finessed his way in there, and as he
gained more power, things got worse. Right, So I don't
think he started. He was always probably a terrible person,
let's take it. But I do feel like it evolved
to something like, oh I can't be stopped.
Speaker 1: Yeah, there you go, you know.
Speaker 2: Stock but right, But then too though they're not the
people that's in the power, the people that's paying them,
were actually manhandling all these people.
Speaker 1: I feel it's in Hollywood.
Speaker 2: And when you said we the robots, we've been programmed
since the day of age, you know, I mean, like literally,
like us being programmed into a system that's systematic for
the people that they wanted to work for.
Speaker 1: Yep.
Speaker 2: That's why at twenty three and me, to me, it
feels like they know that our oil, i mean, our
royal oats were being exposed to let us know that
the people that we follow and the people that we're
seeing that have all these authorities and they famous all
that bullshit that we are the same motherfucking people, but
they just putting us in a different category like middle class.
I don't give it the fuck if it was middle
rich or poor, Like all of us are still under
one rule. At the end of the Day, like all
of us are not under one rule, though I'm saying
the one rule that all of us have to follow,
like the laws regularlyation.
Speaker 6: I know what you're saying.
Speaker 4: We all got to follow the same We ain't all
abiding by the same laws. We we ain't all living
in the same reality.
Speaker 1: We all or not?
Speaker 2: No, definitely, but Canada right now, I ain't paying I'm
a fucking bills. We ain't all on the same bandwagon
as Day.
Speaker 4: Oh. Yeah, you're talking about this, talking about laying I'm
doing more so talking about just Americans. No, I think myself, Yeah,
this ship is this ship is ah, this ship is weird,
and I think that. My my mother in law last
night was watching Michael Jackson videos and I was like, uh,
I never really been a fan of Michael Jackson. She
was like, really, I said, I just thought he I
just thought he was I'm from Geary, I'm from Gary.
I just always thought he was a weird nigga. Like
to me because by the time I came along, he
was white, Like by the time I can my conscious,
my streamline of consciousness, he was changing his skin tone.
When you look back on some of that ship and
you just like just just hear me out. I know,
y'all some stands just go watch a video of fucking
Michael Jackson and realize that he is a nigga from Gary, Indiana.
Once you start to think like, okay, why why is
he talking like this? And why is everybody accepting that
this old man from Gary is talking like this? Why
is everybody accepting that this girl man doesn't happen to
be muscle mass. He doesn't have a crease in his chest,
a fucking line in his arm, No calves, no quats, no.
Why is he built like this? Why is he talking
like this? Why is he making music like this? Are
we did? Did he change his skin tone to be
more accepted by the whites? My mother was, my mother
in law was like I never thought about it like that.
I said, he couldn't be some I'm a nigga from Gary.
I can't moonwalk, I can't sleep. I can't fucking sleep
in the kid I can't sleep with kids in my bed.
I can't have a fucking zoo at my crib. I
can't fucking walk around with a chimpanzee. I can't do
none of this shit because even if my voice raised,
I'm looked at as a threat period.
Speaker 5: You know, my grandmother had it a lego and I
would look, you know, as a child, I would look
at her and be like, her skin was as white
as Michael Jackson in some spots, some spots, in some spots,
and then the spots.
Speaker 4: There has not been a case of veelago verte lago
villaggio as such as extreme as one of the richest entertainers.
Speaker 1: No ever.
Speaker 5: And that's what I would think as a child. I'd
be like, well, I mean, nothing is brown, nothing, not
even pink. It's nothing white.
Speaker 6: White knows plenty as a motherfucker.
Speaker 4: You just just go and watch a video of Michael Jackson.
Speaker 6: You can be like this.
Speaker 4: Last night, I was just like, they've been the devils
have been dancing in our face for our whole entire
The devils have been dancing and we just been the
d d no one.
Speaker 5: It's a Bible plant study, right, So it's like read
the New Testament in forty days and I swear it
got to the point where I'm hearing the stories and
I'm like, damn, this is exactly what I read in
the other story. And then you realize that it's not
in chronological order. But it's the same story repeatedly, repeatedly,
and that story, it's several stories like.
Speaker 1: Shit John Luke y'all of it.
Speaker 2: Like me, I think John is a black man if
we're gonna go there, because he said his own people
didn't like give him respect, Like I can't come to
my own people. My own people don't know me. Like
that's black people. Our own people don't know us. You
go somewhere else they own people know them. Like it's
a whole bunch of repeated stories with the women esther rude,
like it shows the woman not to be premier school
is they shows the woman not to be, you know,
committing adultery.
Speaker 1: Then they the story of trying to heal people.
Speaker 5: And you got God going by and there, you know,
Jesus going by, and they're saying no, no, no, you don't
touch him. You're not worthy of being saved, You're not
worthy of being healed. And you think about haters like that,
these are disciples telling you know, people, no, no, not
you he love You know what I'm saying. Don't get
the history of saying, you know, how many loads of
bread do you have to feed this one hundred people?
Five hundred people, thousands of people, and again every time
five lows, seven loaves and still being able to feed
all these people.
Speaker 1: Right, So does history not repeat itself?
Speaker 6: It does? I think that. I think that.
Speaker 4: I think human beings don't realize that we're stuck in
the hero's journey.
Speaker 6: Yeah, just over and over and over and over. And
I think that's the that's the programming.
Speaker 4: Yeah, we are like when you when you start reading
books about like forty eight dollars of power. I had
to stop reading that ship because I was like, this
is teaching me how to manipulate people I don't like.
Speaker 1: I don't don't I don't like them, don't that book.
Speaker 4: I was reading that ship like, Okay, I'm going to
stop reading this because right now I feel like I can.
I feel like it's turning me to somebody. Maybe I
need to be this person in order to be you
know what, I mean to get right, and I want
to go and I'm like, I don't want this fucking power.
Speaker 5: And I think it helps you recognize what other manipulators. Yep,
you recognize people who gain the system, who gain others
who I think.
Speaker 4: My mom did that more so than that book had
me at fucking fourteen, So she's nigga. When she was twenty,
I was six. She was listening to Nwa and so
it was I. She was listening to Ice Cube, Fuck
the Police. I was listening to the same. Like I'm
coming up watching Power Rangers, and then she's turning to
the Rodney King case. I'm turning into everything that she's seen.
At twenty to thirty, I was watching it with like
kid eyes, fresh kid eyes. So I saw a lot
of and then our you know, the environment that we
grew up, and that shit wasn't the healthiest. So by
the time I got to college, I had realized that
most motherfuckers, if not nobody, grew up the way that
I grew up. You know what I'm saying, Like, nobody
seen the world the way that I seen it. So
when I got to the when I first when I
finally started reading that book, it was like, oh, I
know people, that's just like all of these people Like
one of the things is like, uh, telling you how
to make go on my phone in love with you?
And I was like, oh, niggas be doing this, okay,
oh little bit, just be doing this. Oh damn, people
be doing this and it's like, I don't know, man,
the robots. Man, sh it is easy. It's easy to
manipulate the people, like people like, oh because you said
someone we first walked in, Like what they're distracting us from?
Speaker 6: Yeah, the Diddy ship.
Speaker 1: Are the mini moon? Motherfuckers don't know about the mini
moon any moon.
Speaker 2: Although they got that guy that's about to die sell
us there you go exactly.
Speaker 6: Ain't nothing we can do about that.
Speaker 1: No, But in the same sense though it could have been.
Speaker 2: It's set of five thousand montherfucker, five hundred thousand people
talking about talking about Diddy as and what he doing. Shit,
we can't do shit about the many moon that they
putting in here. But that man probably would never He
probably wouldn't die if we had so much more focus.
Speaker 1: That's to imagine.
Speaker 5: Did you imagine knowing full well you didn't do something,
and you and a group of people decided that they
are going to kill you exact way and know that
you didn't.
Speaker 4: Yes, Yes, that's been my that's been my fear, my
entire fucking life. Watching movies. I'm gonna say, as a
black man watching movies when it's a black football player
and he's going to have sex with the white girls
and then their daddy, but us saying, oh, he's raping me.
Now he's going to jail for life. Like I've seen
that so many times. I don't even like hugging white bitches.
But don't breathe on me, don't fucking come around me.
I don't want to be where y'all at. I don't
want to be none of that ship. And y'all could
be the nicest people in the motherfucking world. But when
I see a fucking video of a Karen going crazy,
I'm going to have to pull the whistle out on
you because I feel like my life is in dank.
White women are the first terrorists, and then their husbands
and their daddies are the second because the ship that
they've just gotten away with. Yes, I believe that this
man is in jail and he's going to and he's
going to die because somebody lie. Because that's that's been
my fear as a black man, my.
Speaker 1: Arm with the white woman tears. What that's it?
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, he's.
Speaker 5: I've had white women cry just for me speaking to them,
and I'm like, but you had no problem being rude
to me.
Speaker 1: Exactly.
Speaker 6: You was talking real brazy, it was real.
Speaker 1: Strong, and I'm just being firm. Why are you crying?
Speaker 4: I mean a lot of when I'm not working on
when I'm working at these audio companies and I'm the
only nigga own the zoom, I have to remind myself
that I can't speak the way that I want to speak,
and I have to code switch. And even when i'm
even when it's a zoom full of niggas but the
company is white, I still have the cold twitch because
some of these niggas is in power because they oh yeah,
they it's not even a cold twitch. This is who
they are now. They don't even once they clock out,
they are this same person. They believe, they believe this
hierarchy that they follows the same. And that's why I
have been adamant about writing my own scripts, producing my
own shit, producing my own content, working for myself, because
colde twitching is exhausting, because I will punch you and
your shit.
Speaker 6: Stop fucking playing. Why are you playing with me?
Speaker 5: I've walked out of so many jobs because of that. Yes,
I've had white people say, oh, you're not regular black baby.
I got a whole afro I have a black father,
I have a black brother, I have black nephews. I
had a white woman during not Trayvon Martin. What's the
one that was in Missouri?
Speaker 1: Uh? Brown? There you go.
Speaker 5: So when he died and I'm in my office, you know,
working door closed, I had a lady come down to
my office and say, I just.
Speaker 1: Can't believe people are rioting and did it? And I
look up at her.
Speaker 5: So it's a reason why I don't discuss religion and
politics at work because I am not a coom by
y'all protester. She's like, I would protest if they wanted
to do it peacefully. I'm not a kom by y'all protester.
I am a bash missy in the head and think
about having later protests, okay, because as soon as you
try to spray me, spit on me, baby, we fighting hello,
and you have to decide on which side of history
do you want to stand. And this is why I
do not engage because I am a fighter at heart.
Speaker 4: I think I think that I think living in Indianapolis
and most of these companies being white, it was the
hardest when it came to wrong for deaths because they
could not. We still had to go to work and smile.
Speaker 5: Exactly nice, and they want to engage and talk about it.
Speaker 4: I'm like, bro, my ideals versus your ideals, because y'all
don't even understand. I did a scene in Black Widow
where they get the day on the way to fuck
somewhere and they get pulled over by a white cop
and they had the code switch. And I don't know
why I wrote it like that. I don't know why
I even wrote that, but a white girl reached out
to me and was like, Black Widow is so important
for white people to understand what I have to go through,
because until you put that in your script, I had
never known that y'all had to do that, like just
to making sure everything is okay, turning off the radio,
put your hands on the thing.
Speaker 6: It's just like they didn't. They don't.
Speaker 4: They don't watch nigga movies to see that. Like they
ain't watching no Tyler Perry movie to even understand.
Speaker 1: I just want to see who dying and who the crime.
Speaker 4: They turn it in the news and they see what's
the guy that was that? But the guy who they
kneeled on his neck George Floyd, the ship that they
were just saying about this nigga, even if he was
on drugs, even if he did, even if he had
a fact twenty even if he does that.
Speaker 1: He made you judge Drury an executioner.
Speaker 4: Who Why do you feel so comfortable about having an
opinion about somebody you don't know and watched him die?
Why why you need to be questioning yourself as a
human being? Again, that goes to their programming. Their program
their robot ship is a little bit is way different.
Speaker 5: But you know, even when we think about trauma and
how desensitized we are to seeing black trauma, black death,
you know, people just watch it, like the whole video
of the chick getting abused, and people send me the videos.
Why do y'all want to see that ship? That's why
do you want to keep reliving that? Why do you
want her to keep reliving in I'm not seeing Barry things?
Once you've seen it, once you've had the conversation, how
do we implement change? Where do we go for not
just keep rewatching it? And every time you get on
the news, do you think they show videos of white
children being murdered? And you know, outside of you know,
things in Israel and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: But I say that for another day.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I say, don't even open that door. But you're right,
I mean, I don't. I whenever we whenever it's a well,
they're just there. Just isn't going to be a high
profile case where some Mexican American where the fuck uh
the guy who killed Trayvon Mark, whatever he is. There's
not going to be a case in America where this
guy thought he was securing the premises and there's a
white kid with a hoodie on in the back of
Skittles and he felt threatened and he killed him. We
will never see a trial like that, and that nigga
is going to be.
Speaker 1: Killed flat out same day.
Speaker 6: Yeah, you you're niggas.
Speaker 4: You're gonna get arrested, tried, and put in jail the
same exact fucking week. This motherfucker went into a church,
shot motherfuckers and the people in the church trying to
pray with the motherfucker out.
Speaker 1: We're forgiving.
Speaker 4: Niggas are too fucking forgiving much. Boy, Niggas are too
for I'm not.
Speaker 1: That's how they programmed though some of them.
Speaker 4: You know, they did that ship on purpose. And I
think that's why A lot of maybe a lot of
white people be afraid of the rise up, but then
a lot of them not because they're like we programmed,
they ain't gonna never rise up. They're not gonna ever
come back and ask for our heads for the ship
that we did to them. And I think that that's
part of the thing too. And I feel like it's
even down to us forgiving ourselves when we probably shouldn't
forgive ourselves for some of the ship that we do
to ourselves, Like no, I'm not gonna forget that you
did this to me. But I think too many times
we forgive people even it like I don't forgive you
for the hurt that you get. I don't have to
forgive you. I don't want to forget or forgive. Whoever
said that niggas must forgive people to be at peace,
I don't forgive you.
Speaker 1: And I'm sleeping God.
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, because he because he put that ship here.
He did, so we're gonna if we're gonna talk. I
feel like the Bible, I feel like niggas is niggas.
Niggas need a manual on being a human being and
how our brain works and how trauma really works. And
I feel like we still figuring it out, so we
don't really know that ship. But I feel like, no,
I'm not forgiving certain shit and I'm not gonna I'm
not gonna hark on it, but I'm not about to
forget or forgive and then let you come back in
and and sit gonna be all cool now, because I'm
going to have an eye on you, my nigga.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that that's hard for me, you know what I'm saying, Like,
lets certain ships loud with people if they did something,
and I'm like, we was cool, we was good in
the beginning when we did some fucked up shit, I
just really can't come back as an iclinic person.
Speaker 5: I think I get to the point where I expect
you to only be who you genuinely are, and so
then I'm not disappointed or I don't expect you. I'm
not surprised and the behaviors or you know what I'm saying,
Like again, it's certain people, You'll never come in my
house because I know you be stealing. I had to
have my mother come over and bless my home because
I've made mistakes about letting people come over and kick
and chill then be like, Na, this person is wicked.
Speaker 1: Let me go ahead.
Speaker 5: When we talked about the chicks like wanting to touch,
you know, and you know normally that's like a white
woman thing, and I had a black chick doing it. Okay,
Well she's by, But you putting one because you want
to attract this man. But you know, the man ain't
gonna never look at you because you're really ugly in
spirit and physically, to be honest, But you try to
use me to entice this man. Baby, I'm never going
one and two any man that I messed with that
would mess with you. Nothing else for me to discuss
with that man. I know how she moves as a woman.
Speaker 4: Once I see once, I each once I see you
each your steak, well done, I'm done.
Speaker 6: We just ain't got nothing to talk about. And if
that's what you like, then that's just what you like.
But I don't like.
Speaker 4: I don't like that, and I don't want to even
go anywhere where that's what we done. No, that's the problem.
That's something you got to figure out on your own.
Speaker 1: I want to let you peak like just I know right, I.
Speaker 4: Like my I like my pussy pink, okay, and how
dark I don't give a fuck how dark she is.
That pussy ain't as dark.
Speaker 1: As she is.
Speaker 6: As soon as you open the motherfucking.
Speaker 4: Okay boom, you see it, it's pink in there a
little bit, like even if it's like a little line
right there, as soon as you open it, and it's
like a look and it's never a straight line.
Speaker 6: It's like a little design line, you know what I'm.
Speaker 5: Saying, Like, God, I don't want to be that close
to anyone else's vagina close.
Speaker 1: We know you closer than I mean us in close?
Speaker 6: Ye just.
Speaker 4: I just I think that we should all get ready
to say before we get out of here. I think
that we should all get ready to say R I P.
Diddy because I don't think that he's going to be
I don't think he's going to make it through the
rest of the year. As bad as that sound. I
was listening to Diddy on the way to the gym
this morning because I just know that they're going to
cancel him and then they're going to kill him.
Speaker 1: He was trying to kill himself.
Speaker 4: No, he wasn't trying to kill himself. That's that's all.
That's all fake. They're they're going to try to get
rid of him. The nigga had.
Speaker 1: Motherfucking they're definitely getting they're going to get rid of him. Bro,
you had he had HD cameras in all of his rooms.
Any But they've been knowing that ship though.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but they wasn't worried about him leaking first. Yeah,
they weren'torried about him leaking it. But ship. I feel
like if Diddy was smart enough he to upload that
ship already and if if I don't make it, this
ship gonna upload itself. But you ain't by anybody?
Speaker 1: Did he cross? That's what I'm like, exactly, come on
always something like what really made it hit the face?
It wasn't just.
Speaker 2: Thank you because they'd let her ship go down with
That show was nine years ago.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and I don't I don't give a damn about
no Nda. What person did you cross and said Okay,
you done?
Speaker 1: Who did he say no to?
Speaker 2: Because if a motherfucker was telling him to do something
else that he didn't want to do, who did he
say no to? Because that's my only thing, Like when
y'all like the same thing with everybody when they tell
them a fucker no. Bill Cosey wanted to buy warning Brothers.
Whatever it was, I don't think that's what it was.
I think it was some other ship. I think it
was he was. He was on some kinky ship too,
if you want to get close to white people.
Speaker 1: But I was watching a video.
Speaker 4: Look at just go back in history, start looking at
some of these paintings and murals. You will see a
bunch of white naked men with the dicks out. For real,
that's all. You see a lot of these motherfuckers. Like
you don't see statues of niggas what they dix out,
and it'd be a bunch of them.
Speaker 6: You don't see.
Speaker 1: Paintings with a room for they digs out typically. If
it is, it's.
Speaker 5: By person, and it's got changed on it too, because
they got to make it.
Speaker 6: Look but if you go back and look at the
motherfucking paintings, you.
Speaker 1: Got fat motherfuckers, You got white.
Speaker 4: They we flashy. Yeah it is the Greek. We never
be hard, it just be little. The motherfucker. They'd be
out of shape like a motherfucker. And there'd be one
girl in the room and she hold a trade. They
ain't even trying to fuck with her.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's it's cheap, it's.
Speaker 4: Nasty, bro because it's nasty. It's nasty because if you've
got a lot of power and you've been fucking since
Let's say you lose your virginity at thirteen, poor you
poor you broke, you lose viginity at thirteen, You get
money at twenty five thirty.
Speaker 6: You ain't gonna just want regular pussy. You already had that.
I need, I need to elevate to something different. What
a monkey's at nigga? What a goat set? Don't bring
no bitches in here?
Speaker 1: That's wildest fine.
Speaker 6: I want something that makes noises because.
Speaker 1: What your mind, let's you decide, Like, Okay, I'm going.
Speaker 4: They told us, they said, hif he came from what
a bitch? Fucking a gorilla? They told us years and yeah,
oh somebody had sex with a gorilla. No, it was Diddy,
I'm done. It was Diddy. It was niggas. Have a
niggas seen a backbone with that booty out and was like, oh,
I need some of that booty meat. You just can't trust, Like,
the shit is just wicked out here, bro Like, And
if you got a circle of people that you love
and you can trust, keep them sober, keep keep them healthy.
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: Spend time with him because niggas is going to invite
you to a party. And he got a fifty foot
bed in his backyard.
Speaker 1: Hello.
Speaker 6: And sometimes you gotta tell him no.
Speaker 1: And sometimes you gotta leave. But the motherfucking Orlando Brown,
he said.
Speaker 2: Diddy love no, Yeah, he loved No.
Speaker 1: Just leave, Just leave.
Speaker 4: You can't just leave because the house is in the hills. Baby, walk.
You ain't about to walk down that head once you.
Speaker 1: Get your daddy though.
Speaker 5: It's do you want somebody took in that half? Are
you gonna get out here and walk?
Speaker 4: You got your You got grandparents, they got the they
got the house.
Speaker 6: The house I'm in right now, the chair, the house.
Speaker 4: I mean, nigga, it's this mother fucking gets small, fucking
hard to get out if you ain't got no key.
Speaker 1: Oh that's my grandma house dead.
Speaker 6: If you ain't got a key to get out, I.
Speaker 1: Can't get out.
Speaker 6: Get out.
Speaker 1: Its resourceful.
Speaker 2: I'm locked in and fucking my Grandma's knocking on the window,
scared as fun.
Speaker 4: I can't get out of the motherfuckers Like it's like,
what's that? What's the movie? People on the stairs you're
not getting out this motherfucker man, And I feel like Diddy.
I feel like Diddy is not He ain't the only
one because I used to think.
Speaker 1: Learn it from somebody.
Speaker 4: I used to wonder why. I used to wonder why
jay Z did an album with r Kelly, And then
when when she died, the nigga jumped on the motherfucking
Missing You remix and I just was like, bro, you
just did Yeah, you just did two albums with her,
motherfucking predator. You made a song called Fiesta and said
after the show was the after party.
Speaker 2: But that motherfucking song after the last night at the end,
Remember he got crazy with her, my fucking ass.
Speaker 1: Bitch, Yeah, yeah he did.
Speaker 2: So you better be in that motherfucker. I was gonna
come in there and burn that whole motherfucker down.
Speaker 6: Yeah, some bitches like that, though I don't.
Speaker 2: Like, I don't mean neither to me aggressively. So sweet,
be sweet to.
Speaker 6: Me, Sweet to me.
Speaker 1: I love, yes, talk to me nice like that's me.
Speaker 4: Because bitch, where was you at and you're asking your
fucking phone That's.
Speaker 1: What he said that ready when I get there, because
I was about the motherfucker up up.
Speaker 4: Kid, Cuddy the blue kid cutting car up. Yeah, we
watched week. I don't know how good pussy got to
be here to make me do that, to set a bomb.
Yeah yeah, I don't want no pussy that good. But
I just I feel like I feel like the industry
is nasty because I feel like Usher Mama should go
to jail.
Speaker 5: Yeah that's why, because I'm not sending my kids thirteen years.
I mean, I'll ride for your dreams or you know
what you say that you want to do, but you're
not going to stay.
Speaker 1: This is why nobody.
Speaker 4: This is why JD wins the verses. This is why
JD wins the verses between Diddy that was the thing
that was going to happen, and niggas was like, oh
JD ain't this JD. JD had kid groups and none
of the kids have ever come out and said this
touched me. No woman has ever come out and said
this man touched me. And JD writes the song she
makes it beats alldust and.
Speaker 6: We don't we know.
Speaker 5: He's Somebody immediately reported him if he did it because
he's ugly.
Speaker 1: Oh you don't get no, great, you don't.
Speaker 4: That's why I said growing up feeling like the ugly duncan.
It gives you certain blessings because you can't get away
with shit if you ugly.
Speaker 1: If you hear something, if you hear someone.
Speaker 4: A bitch might be in a daze because you got
the nice cheek, bones, perfect skin, hizzled chest. And then
after a while she was like, oh he did this
to me, But the ugly nigga, you're not even getting close. Well,
you can't buy your way into this motherfucking pust.
Speaker 1: Don't even look at me, nigga. You know a kid though,
So I was too. I didn't mind. I ain't get
to look at us. I was like fifteens, look at
us growing up, growing up. I mean some days.
Speaker 6: You still feel it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, fun days, I'll be out here.
Speaker 5: And again when it goes back to people thinking you're
super confident, you're this year that a lot of things
that people do or say is out of fear of
rejection or out of lack of confidence, you know, like
I'm not. It seems like I'm an extrovert, but I'm not.
You know, I'm not very outgoing when it comes to
social interactions.
Speaker 1: I'm definitely a wildflower.
Speaker 2: Yeah you know, Yeah that makes a lot of sense
though when you just said that, because I would consider
myself a wildflower like that song she faced the hardest time.
Speaker 1: What could imagine you know that, I don't know.
Speaker 2: You don't a wildflower? You know wildflower? Right, No, you're
gonna have to leave and go listen and check it out.
Speaker 1: That's slave.
Speaker 6: It's not like a motherfucking ship that you pick cotton too.
Speaker 5: But I'm gonna tell you what, me not feeling super
attractive has kept me out of a lot of bullshit though.
Speaker 1: That is one.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I just be like, well, you know, think they
ain't for me.
Speaker 4: Because if you go to the if you, if you
around people, if you if you really walked in the
light that it is yours, you can end up in
some bullshit because some people can some people don't have
the light and they fake the light and then put
you in the same room as in people. If you
don't have confidence, it's going to keep you out of
your blessings. And that's I also going to keep you
out of some bullshit because I realized that too, Like
just not wanting to deal with people has kept me
out of a lot of shit. I don't want to
talk to any of you. I don't want to be
around any of you. I don't want to I don't
want to have conversations with you. People like it's an
energy thing. And I've never been wrong ever, whenever I
whenever I feel a way about somebody down the line,
somebody will come back and tell me some shit about
this person, and I'd be like, I told you, Oh,
I don't tell nobody that I already knew. I already knew,
Like I don't want to be Some people just ain't
who you think they are either, Like some people like
I had to realize, like I might be the most
artistic person it comes to. If you like me in
a room by myself with my computer, I'm coming out
with something. Some people ain't got that. So a lot
of the times I be in cohutess with people who
can't do that, and I'll and I'll be thinking that
they're superior because they've manipulated themselves into different situations and
rooms that my personality won't allow me to do.
Speaker 6: Because I don't like people like that.
Speaker 4: So you, so you might be more of you might
be more inclined on being a trainer than a popular trainer.
But because you don't want us to do that. This
person might look at you like, you don't know as
much as I like the like the arrogance that some
motherfuckers we have.
Speaker 5: In seeing people training, and I just be like, okay,
I have people who have inboxed me, asked me questions,
ask me for my meal plans, and now they sew
them to their clients.
Speaker 1: But it's baby, it is I'm not answering that question.
I appreciate the yeah, I know now I'm not no, no, no.
Speaker 4: Somebody inboxed me and was like, hey, man, I've been
a fan of the show that done. I was wondering
if you could tell me what equipment to buy for podcasting.
I said, three hundred bucks. I do conversation with three
hundred bucks. It was like, oh no, I was just
trying to say everything you just ask me, you can
google it. And the fact that you didn't want to
do that lest me know that you ain't gonna do that,
because I would have done that before I asked anybody.
But if you want me to sit here and talk
to you about something that you're not gonna do, it's
gonna be three hundred dollars. And then it kind of like,
you know, I mean to turn them and I think
that people be thinking that I'm mean, but it's like.
Speaker 1: No, I've invested in myself.
Speaker 4: I just don't care to help you with your dreams
and goals. My nigga, I got kids. Anytime that I
spend outside of my house, I need to be having
fun and with some people that.
Speaker 6: I like or sleep.
Speaker 1: Yeah that's wrong.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't really care to.
Speaker 5: I used to think being kind like, oh, let me
try to be polite to this person and nice to
this person whatever, and that should really be backfiring.
Speaker 6: Yeah, that shit don't open doors. Like you think. Being
being nice ain't the thing.
Speaker 5: It does not served me, being being the stay in
the house woman, being the writer, okay, the helpful person.
It has not served me well. And you know I
was shitting on quite often, yeah, quite often.
Speaker 6: What has served you the most?
Speaker 4: We can end on that what has What have you
realized at your age.
Speaker 6: Is what's the best thing for opening up opening up
doors or.
Speaker 5: Paying attention, paying attention and reading the room and having discernment.
Speaker 2: I would say definitely having discernment and really just probably
vibing into like pouring into me more like I'm thirty
three now, And at first I was trying to pour
into everybody that was around me, so let us all't
know we together. But like now I don't mind somebody saying, hey,
look when they need you know, it's a little bit
of advice, but it's like now I'm like really pouring
into me and I'm seeing me first this time.
Speaker 1: So from an empty cup, No, you can't.
Speaker 4: I just told somebody that they should be more selfish.
And it was like why, I said, Bro, you're giving
your time and energy to everybody else. You're gonna come
up short every single time because you ain't gonna have
like you said, you can't pour you into yourself if
the cup is empty. And some people don't even realize
that their family draining them, your family would be the
first ones to drain you. I know somebody who trapped
by their family right now. Their family is relying on
them financially, spiritually, all this other type of shit. They
need them for this doctor's appointment, this, this and that. I said,
you should just leave the country.
Speaker 1: That's what I feel.
Speaker 4: Then they was like why. It was like why I said,
they're going They're They're not. They're going to find somebody
else to replace you. Exactly, You're you're you are allowing
them to just drain you ing them like they need
to be able to take care of themselves. Then I
don't want to take it a litutpit. Well, they can
sit in the house. They don't want to do this.
They have programs for all.
Speaker 6: Of this shit.
Speaker 4: And I feel like a lot of the times we
grow up and we feel like, oh, they they raised me,
they took care of me, so I got to return
the favor. No, you didn't actually be here. Okay, you
didn't actually be here. It was their job to take
care of you. It was also their job to take
care of themselves. This is why parents need to start
taking care of themselves, sleeping better, eating better, all the
type of shit, because your kids are going to leave
and then your life is going to resume as it
was a little bit before, like how it was before
they got here. And if your shit's broke down because
you didn't do the maintenance, the proper maintenance over the
eighteen twenty years that you had them kids in your crib,
you're gonna be fucked up. And I think that a
lot of the times we overstress, we eat the wrong food.
We don't run, niggas don't niggas, don't run, don't walk
them do none of this shit. So by the time
you get forty forty five, I mean people, that's people
your age. Do they look like you do? They move
like you do? They people complain about pain a lot.
You were like, just lift some weights. Oh I don't
want to do that. I don't want to get boky.
So you want to be in pain or do you
want to be strong? And you just find out that
a lot of people have talked them talked themselves into misery.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, self sabotage and is very very big with people.
Speaker 1: And they don't seek solutions. They just want to complain
about it. Yeah.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I tell my mama day do you want me
to answer your questions or do you want me to
just sit here and listen to this ship? Because I
need to know before you start. Why you gotta be
like because every time I give you advice, you get
mad at me about the advice. So I need to
know before we get into this conversation what the fuck
they want from my nigga?
Speaker 6: And they.
Speaker 4: Asso I'm like, bro, you don't want no solutions When
my niggas call. They don't call an event. What do
you think I should do? Do this?
Speaker 6: Bat?
Speaker 4: When women call? Let me tell you, hey, I'm not
your homegirl, I'm not your sister. I am a problem solver.
What the fuck do you want from a nigga? I
just talked to you later that that shit.
Speaker 6: I ain't just sit here and do that, ship man.
Speaker 5: That's exhausting though, to listen to people's bullshit when they
really don't seek solutions.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like they're just putting a dump, like they're dumping
dumping on me. Oh yeah, don't dump on me. Ask
me first time my day is going. And then like
my mom will not she will not call me. I
tell her, don't you call me when motherfucking the news? No,
I don't want to hear nobody even die. I don't
want to hear shit. I just want to know are
you okay and how you feeling. She's like, well, damn that,
I know not to call you when i'm you know,
damn well now before a.
Speaker 6: Great day, motherfucker call you.
Speaker 4: Don't even ask you what you're doing for thath how
you doing or what you're doing?
Speaker 6: How you know?
Speaker 4: I want to hear this ship I've gotten to the
point now I'd be like, m are you about to
make me mad?
Speaker 6: Or are you like? Are you about to be training?
Here you go?
Speaker 4: I'm just asking because why are you? Why do you
feel like I was the.
Speaker 5: Person to call for this, or that I even have
the mental capacity to take one, or that.
Speaker 4: I would care to help you? Because a lot of
the ship that people be it'd be dumb ship. Yeah,
broa walked into the spider web. Bro all you have
to do is look up, wipe your face. And I'm
being I'm I'm shrinking. I'm shrinking the issues. But a
lot of the times motherfuckers be walking into problems, have
the problem, and then back out of the problem, call
you with the problem and want to be attached to
get the fuck out of my God like.
Speaker 2: Damn the traffic and you like mo fucker, the traffic
is the traffic.
Speaker 4: Traffic is the traffic. You left your job at five ten?
What the fuck did construction is crazy? I've been on
motherfucking I've been forced to five. They've been doing traffic for.
Speaker 1: Fucking that ship turning GPS, so take the detour.
Speaker 4: I don't want to use my GPS, and I don't
want people to know where I'm at. If you turn
on your motherfucker phone, it's gonna be red. Don't go
that way.
Speaker 2: But exactly that is that right there. I cannot stand
the dumb like. I will hang up the phone when
I hear somebody talking to somebody else and the person
that they're talking to is dumping. I'm hanging up because
I don't need a part of none of that fucking
I don't want to hear nothing between y'all, dumby.
Speaker 4: I ain't trying to hear none of that ship bro like,
and it's gonna make me not want to talk to
you ever again.
Speaker 1: Exactly.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 4: So, but yeah, let's get up out of here because
it is about lunchtime. Vania and a Dema, thank y'all
so much for being a part. It's these conversations feel good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, feels good.
Speaker 4: It feels really good. I'm Eric Dizzy. You can follow
me on social media because the last episode I did
a nice little breakdown in the uh in the was
the show time stamps and all of that. Social media
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be dumping out videos like crazy. Hopefully, hopefully these we
will videos are entertaining. But until next week, we see y'all,
We see y'all.
Speaker 1: Y't stay up. Yeah it was. This is always a
lovely time. I enjoy myself. I do too all the time.
We still recording.
Speaker 2: If you can't have a nice day, if you can't
find a nice person, be one.
Speaker 1: They are they are.
Speaker 5: Okay, I don't have no like that. Just don't be
an asshole. Okay, you're gonna be an asshole. Stay at
home by yourself.