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Speaker 2: Hello are you beautiful people that I love so much?
Speaker 2: I'm coming to you from my hotel room in Tennessee,
Speaker 2: the Tri Cities in Tennessee. Yeah, and I got to
Speaker 2: see my beautiful family who live in Knoxville. Haven't seen
Speaker 2: him for a couple of years. That was lovely last
Speaker 2: night for dinner and just having a lovely time here.
Speaker 2: And I have some interesting news for you today. I
Speaker 2: did a private with a friend, and it was all
Speaker 2: around I am God, and they were experiencing some physical
Speaker 2: ramifications around their resistance to that, and because of their
Speaker 2: religious upbringing, they were resisting that. And what we got
Speaker 2: to was the highest understanding of that is that we
Speaker 2: are truly in partnership with God. Yes, we are the
Speaker 2: God of ourselves, and we are in partnership with the
Speaker 2: God of everything, the God of all. So I want
Speaker 2: you to clearly understand that you are a partner of God.
Speaker 2: You are working with God in accepting that you are
Speaker 2: the God of you. That's an extended understanding, a more
Speaker 2: complete understanding of what we have been working with. So
Speaker 2: we are creating and completing our lives as the creators
Speaker 2: of us being partners with the God of everything. We
Speaker 2: are invoking to symbol the formula the buye that flamed
Speaker 2: the golden lights. Around all of that, we are divine God.
Speaker 2: And so it is, and around that we claim no
Speaker 2: matter what I do, it all works, and we continue
Speaker 2: to create the lives that we choose. And so it
Speaker 2: is Okay, can I go on to the caller? Yes
Speaker 2: I can. Please have your questions ready, all righty, because
Speaker 2: we're gonna come up with some big stuff today. So
Speaker 2: I'm told, alrighty, we are going to start with let's
Speaker 2: see miss Susan in Niagara Falls. You're on. I knew it, baby,
Speaker 2: I knew it. Thank you so much. I love you.
Speaker 2: I have a reregond I have. I have. I have
Speaker 2: a doctor's appointment to see about getting my right knee
Speaker 2: surchasally operated on so I can walk like a normal
Speaker 2: person again. And that's in three days with this doctor
Speaker 2: that I found online. And I just wanted to see
Speaker 2: what the guys thought about that, because there are other
Speaker 2: doctors out there, but I wanted to see about this
Speaker 2: one is doctor Eschila. Okay, So you want to know
Speaker 2: if this doctor is a high choice yes for the
Speaker 2: successful surgery for my right knee? Your right me, that's
Speaker 2: the highest question we can ask. Yes. Yes. I get
Speaker 2: a yes, Susan, okay, because I didn't know if I
Speaker 2: needed to go on. This other doctor's out there, but
Speaker 2: I have no fun with him in three days. So okay,
Speaker 2: when you go to your heart and you ask that question,
Speaker 2: what answer do you get?
Speaker 3: I get a yes too? Okay, good, I get a
Speaker 3: yes too. Then that's why I stopped there and I
Speaker 3: know the question to ask him. Thank you so very much.
Speaker 2: I love you. I love you too. Good on you
Speaker 2: that you went to you first. I'm proud of you
Speaker 2: were doing that. Okay, good, let me know how that
Speaker 2: comes out. Okay, I will now hold on, hold on. Yes,
Speaker 2: there's one thing for you to get into alignment. Okay,
Speaker 2: page here here here, seventeen eighteen. Okay. I have to
Speaker 2: kill myself to take care of the people I love,
Speaker 2: but they're changing that to take care of myself. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 2: you want to claim and direct that I joyfully and
Speaker 2: easily take care of myself. I joyfully and easily take
Speaker 2: care of myself. Okay, I got it. I joyfully take
Speaker 2: care and easily take care of myself. That's right. And
Speaker 2: he's still the highest choice after you direct that. Okay, great,
Speaker 2: all right, thank you, thank you?
Speaker 4: Aye?
Speaker 2: Bye? All right, we are going to uh miss Adell
Speaker 2: and Connecticut. You're on Hello, thank you particular.
Speaker 5: That. Yeah, So I want my question is kind of
Speaker 5: twofold one. Is I have black mold in my home,
Speaker 5: in my apartment, and am I proceeding with this correctly
Speaker 5: and energetically? What's kind of behind that?
Speaker 2: Well, you're not proceeding correctly unless you're getting rid of it, okay.
Speaker 5: So they came and they found black mold. They came
Speaker 5: to to give me a brand new washing machine, and
Speaker 5: when they came to pull the old machine out, there
Speaker 5: was all black mole back there, and he said, there's
Speaker 5: a leak. So he put it back and he said,
Speaker 5: I don't have the you know, I don't have the
Speaker 5: pipe with me, and I don't have the valve. I'll
Speaker 5: be back. This was on a Friday. I'll be back
Speaker 5: on Monday. So I said, okay, And so then on
Speaker 5: Monday he came and he sprayed the area, and he
Speaker 5: put in a new valve, and then he tested the
Speaker 5: was you know, the washing machine, and everything was fine.
Speaker 2: And then.
Speaker 5: Basically what happened is about two days later I had
Speaker 5: black mold on my window in the living room and
Speaker 5: in my bedroom. So then he sprayed those and then
Speaker 5: basically I washed clothes with the washing machine. Everything was
Speaker 5: fine in there, and then I went to on Monday,
Speaker 5: because I don't do anything on Sunday. On Monday, I
Speaker 5: went to go wash clothes and luckily something in me
Speaker 5: said put I had this old flannel, old sheet, put
Speaker 5: that in front of the door because there was a
Speaker 5: little smell from what he smelled from what he sprayed.
Speaker 5: So then basically I noticed that the whole flannel sheet
Speaker 5: was completely sopping wet, and so I called them up
Speaker 5: and they came out within like an hour, and he said, oh,
Speaker 5: I'm so sorry this happened. And he went and he said,
Speaker 5: it may be that the machine's defective. And so basically
Speaker 5: he went and he checked back there. He said, I'm
Speaker 5: not seeing a leak in the pipe, but it's it's spraying,
Speaker 5: so I'm trying. And then he said, let me just
Speaker 5: kind of adjust some things back here, and he adjusts,
Speaker 5: did it, and then he stayed there and he did
Speaker 5: it and everything seemed to be okay, and he left
Speaker 5: then and when he was leaving, I said, there's a
Speaker 5: little the first time, I said there's a little black
Speaker 5: over here, and he said, that's just what It'll be fine.
Speaker 5: So then what happened is I noticed that, Okay, I'm
Speaker 5: getting a lot of story.
Speaker 2: Ade'll put the chase please, okay.
Speaker 5: So then basically I saw it on the other wall.
Speaker 5: So I basically called social services, and social services the
Speaker 5: person that was there wasn't there, you know, and so
Speaker 5: they said, get all the information. They got all the
Speaker 5: information to them, pictures at the time period, all of that,
Speaker 5: and they came up with give the health department a call.
Speaker 5: So I gave the health department a call, and they said, well,
Speaker 5: because they're responding, can't really come out. And I just
Speaker 5: that didn't make any sense to me.
Speaker 2: And then I.
Speaker 5: Called illegal Services and they said, wow, I can't believe
Speaker 5: they said that either. And so then when oh so
Speaker 5: then uh so, then what's your question.
Speaker 2: Well, I called the.
Speaker 5: House department and they couldn't come out. They did call them,
Speaker 5: and they came back again, and they did say that
Speaker 5: they were going to be coming now and.
Speaker 4: You know, like.
Speaker 2: Maintenance from the place that I live at. Yeah, this
Speaker 2: is ridiculous. You can't live in black molds. No, I
Speaker 2: I've been for some weeks.
Speaker 5: I said, you know, like this has been going on
Speaker 5: a long time, and I, you know, I and I
Speaker 5: and the last year I've had the cough come up
Speaker 5: and I've had like shortness of breath and so yeah,
Speaker 5: and then I had, you know, and then I talked
Speaker 5: to an attorney and the attorney said, well, it was
Speaker 5: like legal services. So they so they basically said called
Speaker 5: the Connecticut State of Health and then and so that
Speaker 5: was on Friday, and so and then, you know, it's
Speaker 5: like late in the day. So so I'm at this
Speaker 5: place where you know, and and then I had to
Speaker 5: go into my doctor just as a regular check up,
Speaker 5: and she said, you need to go to Occupational Medicine.
Speaker 5: So I have an appointment there on Wednesday, and then
Speaker 5: I'm going for stress test tomorrow.
Speaker 2: That was okay, okay, okay, what is your question? My
Speaker 2: question is.
Speaker 5: What do I do? I mean, I'm I'm concerned about
Speaker 5: my health. Yeah, yeah, and nobody is taking you know, nobody.
Speaker 2: I'm so my question, my question is what needs what
Speaker 2: needs to be aligned to get people to help you,
Speaker 2: because right now this is a whole victim thing. Oh wow,
Speaker 2: So is that the highest question? Yeah? This page here
Speaker 2: one through five, one two. I don't think I have
Speaker 2: enough energy to do this. But it's not energy that
Speaker 2: the highest worth is clout. I don't think I have
Speaker 2: enough clout. I don't have enough important to do this.
Speaker 5: Wow.
Speaker 2: So you've got to know that you're important enough to
Speaker 2: have people stand up and go, we've got to help
Speaker 2: this woman. Yeah.
Speaker 5: Well, it's very hard for me to ask for support.
Speaker 5: Very I mean, I didn't tell you.
Speaker 2: Right there, you just said it. Yeah. I mean there's
Speaker 2: got to be a legal service that takes on cases,
Speaker 2: you know, for people that can't pay, right. Yeah.
Speaker 5: And I mean, and that's what I've Initially when I
Speaker 5: called social services, I just wanted to basically, you know,
Speaker 5: be able to talk to a lawyer, to basically follow
Speaker 5: all the correct steps, okay, and do it correctly and
Speaker 5: get everything resolved.
Speaker 4: Ye.
Speaker 2: When I tasted that you felt important enough to be helped,
Speaker 2: it goes right to know, Adele. Oh my gosh, okay, okay,
Speaker 2: and this goes back to when you're three years old
Speaker 2: with your dad.
Speaker 5: I can't remember anything before five years old.
Speaker 2: Well that's okay. Even as early as five years old,
Speaker 2: you were taught that you're not important enough. Well, so
Speaker 2: right now I'm telling you and giving you permission to
Speaker 2: know that you are. Thank you so, Adele. Yes, if
Speaker 2: somebody says to you, do you want to choose to know, sweetheart,
Speaker 2: that you're important enough to ask for help, or do
Speaker 2: you want to get gravely ill from black mold? Which
Speaker 2: would you choose?
Speaker 5: Well? I did, I do believe I choose.
Speaker 2: I chose that.
Speaker 5: Because I said, you know, this isn't you know, my
Speaker 5: health is really But then I could see exactly what
Speaker 5: you're saying. There were points where I said, okay, let
Speaker 5: me just kind of see what happens here.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I look, sweetheart, Look how many places you've gone
Speaker 2: and nobody's helped you. Right.
Speaker 5: Well, I you know, my best friend basically she's having
Speaker 5: a water issue. So she said, wow, she said, we're sleeping,
Speaker 5: not in our bedroom. We're sleeping, you know, because you know,
Speaker 5: she basically said, I just feel bad. We can't help
Speaker 5: you out.
Speaker 2: And I said, oh no, I understand that.
Speaker 5: And probably if they said.
Speaker 2: That, I don't know, you know, like Adel, right, you
Speaker 2: need to call the people and go look, I don't
Speaker 2: want to see you, but I will. My health is
Speaker 2: being affected here. You have to do something now.
Speaker 5: Well, see, the health department said, well, they're coming out
Speaker 5: and they're doing things. And so because they're coming out
Speaker 5: and they're not just.
Speaker 2: Like this, no it's not fixed, right, it has to
Speaker 2: be fixed.
Speaker 5: Well, they're supposed to be coming on Tuesday. He said,
Speaker 5: this is a new person, you know that with maintenance.
Speaker 5: He's the one that I've known for a long time
Speaker 5: and he's on top of everything. He said, look at Adele,
Speaker 5: I'm going to spray it with the wind, the spray
Speaker 5: that I use. They're not giving you a spray that's
Speaker 5: that powerful, and so basically I'm going to spray it.
Speaker 5: What I'm actually going to do is I'm going to
Speaker 5: actually I said.
Speaker 2: Okay, if you stay to him, this has to be sick.
Speaker 2: My health is suffering. If it's not sick, I'm going
Speaker 2: to have to start a lawsuit. You tell them that
Speaker 2: this has been going on for how many weeks?
Speaker 5: Three weeks?
Speaker 2: Okay, this is ridiculous.
Speaker 5: It's ridiculous, but you.
Speaker 2: You have got to stop playing nice nice and stand
Speaker 2: up for yourself. Sweethearts.
Speaker 5: Okay, yeah, thank you. I thought I would, well, I have,
Speaker 5: but basically I need to get strong. I mean, I
Speaker 5: have a letter on written. The letter is excellent, and
Speaker 5: I didn't send that because basically, the health department said,
Speaker 5: look at tell them that the health department needs this information.
Speaker 5: What did you spray on the wall? And then basically
Speaker 5: he came to spray last Thursday. He came right after
Speaker 5: that call. Because I didn't hear from them for five days.
Speaker 5: He came right after that and he said I'm ready. Yeah,
Speaker 5: I'm here. And then basically we needed to get the
Speaker 5: okay now from the health department.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, okay, this is more story, more story, more story.
Speaker 2: I know that you get all the information and start
Speaker 2: taking steps because you're worth it. I am, yes, well yes,
Speaker 2: but Adele, until you take the steps, you're not showing
Speaker 2: that you're worth at sweethearts. And I'm saying this with
Speaker 2: a lot of love.
Speaker 5: I know you.
Speaker 2: Yes, all right, sweethearts, take the steps and follow through. Okay,
Speaker 2: all right, I love you, goodbye? All right, all right,
Speaker 2: We're going to go to Brenda in Connecticut.
Speaker 6: Id Hi, So I have two questions. The first one,
Speaker 6: I talked to you a bit ago about a friend
Speaker 6: and he and I were friends and thought maybe it
Speaker 6: could be more and the channel said absolutely. So we
Speaker 6: we talked about it a couple of weeks ago, and
Speaker 6: while we both have strong feelings, I would be ready
Speaker 6: to move forward. And I don't know, you know, he's
Speaker 6: got his issues, So my question is and he's not
Speaker 6: really jumping on it, So my question is on that
Speaker 6: is it worth?
Speaker 2: Uh? No? You no, you just like to know before
Speaker 2: you even ask you. Can you please take me off speaker? Phone.
Speaker 6: Yes, hold on, how's that?
Speaker 2: Thank you? No, I don't get in the feedback.
Speaker 6: Okay, I'm picking up my other phone right now, so
Speaker 6: just watch your ear. There'll be a click.
Speaker 2: How's this much better? Thank you? Okay, No, you hear myself.
Speaker 7: Well, I'm on a landline right now. I'm not on
Speaker 7: a speaker.
Speaker 2: I don't know any of that. I don't want to
Speaker 2: hear myself that.
Speaker 7: I don't know what else to do.
Speaker 2: What's your other question, Brenda? See I ken? I keep
Speaker 2: this is this is? This is not good call back?
Speaker 2: Call back? Okay, We're going to go on to Anya
Speaker 2: in as in North Carolina. Hide hi baby, all right.
Speaker 2: So two things that have popped up for me recently.
Speaker 2: I would like to find out what kind of inner
Speaker 2: child work or healing that I need to address. What
Speaker 2: is what is left that I need to to heal
Speaker 2: or to deal with or understand about what, sweetheart, just
Speaker 2: just to get myself unstuck and moving forward. And I
Speaker 2: didn't know if that was just inter trial, something that
Speaker 2: is just keeping me. I'm gonna know about I get
Speaker 2: to know about the inner child. Okay. There's two things,
Speaker 2: uh to a line for moving forward in a powerful
Speaker 2: way cheats book song, Give me a movie, please, I've
Speaker 2: been to movies since so long. I don't Green Mile
Speaker 2: topped up and I don't and apropos to nothing. Uh, well,
Speaker 2: authority comes up. Uh fear of authority? Oh my god? Yes, okay,
Speaker 2: so uh you are your highest authority. So the more
Speaker 2: you can align your fear of authority and direct what
Speaker 2: you want in relationship to authority, the more power you
Speaker 2: move into. And the second thing, we're going to a
Speaker 2: core belief this page here here sixteen seventeen eighteen. The
Speaker 2: first one, when I value myself, I have to abandon myself. Wow.
Speaker 2: So that started when you were very, very young, the
Speaker 2: belief that if you value yourself, you have to give
Speaker 2: yourself up in ways you understand that I do. Are
Speaker 2: you getting any age range for that? Zero or after
Speaker 2: five through ten?
Speaker 8: Okay?
Speaker 2: Five? Six, somewhere around seven? Yep? Okay, yeah, okay. We
Speaker 2: can ever ever have to give ourselves up, guys to
Speaker 2: value who we are, and many, many, many of us
Speaker 2: are taught that is that a people pleasing kind of vibe.
Speaker 2: Yes can be absolutely yeah, yeah, feels absolutely can. When
Speaker 2: I was growing up, yep, yep, yep. That makes sense
Speaker 2: to that rose and if I could do a real
Speaker 2: fast second question, my nervous system in my experience always
Speaker 2: seems to be kind of jacked up, just kind of wired.
Speaker 2: Did I come in hard wired that way? Or is
Speaker 2: this conditioning from childhood or came in that way in
Speaker 2: that way from a past live of like you're always
Speaker 2: on the lookout. Yeah, you know, and you don't really
Speaker 2: have to be anymore. Okay, you know, if you could
Speaker 2: relax and be in your knowing, things will flow for you. Okay, okay, okay, yes,
Speaker 2: thank you, thank you something you bat thank you bad
Speaker 2: of you too. Okay, I think let me go down here.
Speaker 2: Brenda's back on. Let's see at the connection Steason. All right, Brent?
Speaker 2: Oh what hold on? All right, Brenda, Let's try it again?
Speaker 2: Any better? Let me see hello? Yeah?
Speaker 7: Yeah, better, okay, perfect, Okay. I just have a quick
Speaker 7: follow up on what you had said about that relationship.
Speaker 7: So when I talked to you over a month ago,
Speaker 7: it was such a strong yes and we clicked in
Speaker 7: so many ways.
Speaker 2: I tell you, what's your question?
Speaker 7: So what happened that? What shifted?
Speaker 2: He he just got cold feet? Okay, you know if
Speaker 2: it was oh my god, she said yes, and now
Speaker 2: I've got to commit, and he got scared. Okay, you
Speaker 2: know it's like, oh my god, now I'm walking down
Speaker 2: the aisle. Holy shit. I didn't sign up for this.
Speaker 7: We didn't talk about that. We just talked about seeing.
Speaker 2: Well, no, it's it's an example that I'm giving you.
Speaker 7: Okay, you know, Okay. Is it something that down the
Speaker 7: road he might ease up on or is it a
Speaker 7: definite No, don't.
Speaker 5: Even find out.
Speaker 2: It's they just they're showing me the word commitment with
Speaker 2: an x rut. Okay, it's the commitment part. He can't.
Speaker 2: He can't do the commitment parts any.
Speaker 7: Okay, Okay, all right, all right, that takes that takes
Speaker 7: care of that. So thank you. So I have I
Speaker 7: have back issues, and we've talked about it before it
Speaker 7: seized up several days ago. So I can. I can
Speaker 7: barely walk. I'm doing inner child work right now, and
Speaker 7: I know this is an opportunity for me, but it's
Speaker 7: it's in bad shape.
Speaker 2: I'm taking Brenda. It's about him. Your back seats up,
Speaker 2: about the the issue about him. Oh so now we're
Speaker 2: going to a core belief. This page here here is
Speaker 2: some energy has to die before I'm the creation of
Speaker 2: new energy. So the energy of rejection has to die
Speaker 2: before your back is going to be okay, hmm. You
Speaker 2: cannot depend on somebody else's rejection or exception or acceptance
Speaker 2: for your for you, of you and being. Okay, do
Speaker 2: you understand you can't depend on somebody else's acceptance of
Speaker 2: rejection for your health or well being.
Speaker 7: Yeah, and that's that's you know, that has been a theme,
Speaker 7: which which which which? Again, since I've been seized up,
Speaker 7: I've been working on it and have I thought I
Speaker 7: was starting to make headways. So what more or what
Speaker 7: can I do? Because like I said, it's it's bad
Speaker 7: and I can't really move and I need to get
Speaker 7: my life.
Speaker 2: So what can I Okay, I am the soul creator
Speaker 2: of me. I am the independent creator of me and
Speaker 2: my body and my health and my wellness. I am
Speaker 2: independent of any and all creations of myself. Okay, okay.
Speaker 7: And when I think about relationships, because I've you know,
Speaker 7: we've won a new one for a while, and you know,
Speaker 7: thought obviously with him because we had such such an
Speaker 7: amazing connection, what I want to give myself hope? How
Speaker 7: can I integrate the knowing that. Okay, it didn't work
Speaker 7: out with him, It wasn't obviously the right one. But
Speaker 7: I want to I want to have hope.
Speaker 2: Well, you know the work. How would you give yourself hope?
Speaker 2: You're the creation of you. You're the creator. And what
Speaker 2: you want is to create a relationship with someone who
Speaker 2: is ready, willing and able to joyfully commit to a
Speaker 2: healthy relationship where you are both independent and independently creating
Speaker 2: yourself in a healthy relationship in every way.
Speaker 7: So start creating that, okay, all right, and then just
Speaker 7: one last thing, and then just look at the time
Speaker 7: that he and I had just as a joyful experience
Speaker 7: and not the damn I missing something.
Speaker 2: Now, well, thank him for bringing to your consciousness what
Speaker 2: you needed to add to your creation process. Okay, okay, oh,
Speaker 2: thank you.
Speaker 7: I love that thing.
Speaker 2: You bet. Sorry, I didn't mean to cut you off there.
Speaker 2: All right, we are going to miss Lee and how
Speaker 2: ye you're on? Hi Lee, Hi, everybody. I am not
Speaker 2: in the lute right now.
Speaker 8: I am in Jamaica, West Indies.
Speaker 2: Oh Jamaica, not hi wow. Question Okay, well.
Speaker 8: My question has already been answered because at the beginning
Speaker 8: I said, well, we keep having the same conversations. I
Speaker 8: keep having the same issues when are we going to
Speaker 8: open to new consciousness? And Brenda just gave.
Speaker 2: Me the answer.
Speaker 8: We give thanks for all experience and says bringing to
Speaker 8: our consciousness what we need. And I am the interdependent.
Speaker 8: I am interdependent in my partnership with creator of all
Speaker 8: that is. So it's not codependency anymore. It's like we're
Speaker 8: stepping up into this interdependence with that partnership. And then
Speaker 8: all our relationships aligned correctly because every one of our
Speaker 8: experiences bring us.
Speaker 2: What we need. You bet, you bet? I just I
Speaker 2: guess we are if we're conscious enough to learn and
Speaker 2: be aware of growing in each moment, each moment becomes
Speaker 2: a gift, right, Oh.
Speaker 8: Yes, absolutely absolutely an o D.
Speaker 2: I want to ask how can we get that song.
Speaker 8: That we made together to everybody.
Speaker 2: With the commands?
Speaker 8: And then I also want to ask about are you
Speaker 8: still doing the channeling webinar in June?
Speaker 9: Yes?
Speaker 2: Of course.
Speaker 8: Okay, So how can we bring how can we bring
Speaker 8: that song that we made together with all the commands?
Speaker 2: You know, you remember telling me about that when I
Speaker 2: get home? Okay, yeah, please call me about that when
Speaker 2: when I get home.
Speaker 8: Okay, Okay, all right, yes, yes, yes, thanks everybody, thanks, thanks,
Speaker 8: thank you, I love you.
Speaker 2: All right. I don't know Stephen didn't get a name
Speaker 2: up here, Oh webisode, I just took you off six
Speaker 2: o eight, six oh four. You're on six. Hi.
Speaker 4: Who is this? Hey, It's Brian from Wisconsin.
Speaker 2: Hi, baby, how are you?
Speaker 4: Yes, I'm pretty good. So my question revolves around my
Speaker 4: mom recently came home from rehab and I've moved. I've
Speaker 4: stay with her evenings, stay overnight with her to help
Speaker 4: facilitate that process. And I'm I believe one of my
Speaker 4: jobs is in the process of ending because of the building,
Speaker 4: the business is being sold. I want to know if
Speaker 4: I should move forward with looking something, looking for something
Speaker 4: to fill in that space. I'm I'm feeling a little
Speaker 4: overwhelmed with everything I'm trying to do right now, just
Speaker 4: because helping her is, it's changing my routine, it's it's
Speaker 4: changing a lot of things for me also. But losing
Speaker 4: the jobble not help the financial picture. So I'm okay.
Speaker 2: So what I'm hearing is you're overwhelmed.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I am okay.
Speaker 2: So you need to create another job. That's a true statement, right.
Speaker 4: Yes, another income source.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, and you need to be there to help
Speaker 2: your mother. Yes, is there no one else that come
Speaker 2: in can come in to help your mother?
Speaker 4: There's other kids, but I'm the only single one, so
Speaker 4: it's kind of handy for me to do it, I guess, so, yes, there.
Speaker 2: Are other people that can come in. Mm hmm y yeah. Okay.
Speaker 2: So the challenge here, baby is that you really don't
Speaker 2: want to get another job and you need to Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: So the answer is, yes, you need to go down,
Speaker 2: go out and get another job because you need to
Speaker 2: support yourself. So you that's your highest answer is, yes,
Speaker 2: you need to go create another job. Okay, you can
Speaker 2: help out some part time with your mom, and the
Speaker 2: rest of the kids need to step up and help
Speaker 2: out part time too. That's the highest recommendation that I
Speaker 2: hear coming in.
Speaker 4: Okay, And that's that's that's consummation. I wanted to. I
Speaker 4: wanted to make sure that my feelings about that weren't
Speaker 4: just self centered and that I you know, so that's cool.
Speaker 2: When I say those are self centered, I get to know.
Speaker 2: When I say they're realistic, I get a yes. Okay, okay,
Speaker 2: So why you feel that there's self centered is because
Speaker 2: you're fighting within you. You're you're kind of fighting that
Speaker 2: part of you that doesn't really want to go back
Speaker 2: to work. Sweetheart. M hm, you know, and and you
Speaker 2: need to. Yeah, okay, yep, all right, And I and
Speaker 2: I applaud you for splitting that energy between that and
Speaker 2: taking care of your mommy. Oh okay, good luck with that, honey,
Speaker 2: Thanks to you, bet by bye. Okay, we are going
Speaker 2: to uh Victoria whip hold on. Can't get you on here,
Speaker 2: Victorian Colorado. You're on Hiji, hi baby, good morning?
Speaker 9: Enjoy was it Tennessee?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah, So from my last time on a couple of
Speaker 9: weeks ago, I missed last week I was sleeping, which
Speaker 9: is a.
Speaker 2: Very curious thing.
Speaker 9: And I wonder if that's like a like a synonym
Speaker 9: or how I'm doing life. I'm sleeping through it. So
Speaker 9: my question is I did make connection with the horse
Speaker 9: riding medicine. Horse is close to me for volunteering, and
Speaker 9: that is moving forward slowly. But it's not that five
Speaker 9: K income, which honestly seems impossible that I said, yeah,
Speaker 9: I can do that. So am I just sleeping? Am
Speaker 9: I avoiding? I'm a great idea generator? Not so great
Speaker 9: with follow through.
Speaker 2: So what is that victoria? You've said three negative things
Speaker 2: about yourself since you started talking. I can believe that
Speaker 2: if you keep claiming negative things about yourself, how the
Speaker 2: hell do you think you're going to create a positive life, sweetheart?
Speaker 9: Well, that's why I keep coming on here. I guess
Speaker 9: you'll hear it.
Speaker 2: I guess I.
Speaker 9: Hear it when I do it to myself. I hear
Speaker 9: it when I hear others.
Speaker 2: But if you don't change it, your life isn't going
Speaker 2: to change. Honey. Do you understand what you speak and
Speaker 2: what you say to yourself is the life that you create. Guys,
Speaker 2: you've got to be getting this by now. You hear
Speaker 2: it every single week. The more you speak love to yourself,
Speaker 2: the more your life shows up in a positive way.
Speaker 2: I always come through for myself. I always create the
Speaker 2: things I want. Are those two things to add to
Speaker 2: my commands? I always come through for myself and I
Speaker 2: always create what I want? Well, yeah, those are two
Speaker 2: of the negative things that you've already said to me today.
Speaker 2: I want you to listen to the show back and
Speaker 2: hear the negative things you've said, which I'm sure are
Speaker 2: the negative things you say to yourself every day. Baby,
Speaker 2: I want you to sit down as soon as we're
Speaker 2: off and write out the positive statement that you want
Speaker 2: in your life, whether you believe them or not. Right now,
Speaker 2: the positive statements that you want in your life, and
Speaker 2: you go to your love place and you claim them
Speaker 2: every morning and every night. I will do that. So
Speaker 2: you tell me three things that you want right now.
Speaker 9: Connections with people, love for myself and others, and meaning.
Speaker 2: And what about the horses? What do you want.
Speaker 9: If I can smell the horseshit that would make me happy,
Speaker 9: be around horses, brush them, just be in the space
Speaker 9: of a horse is a beautiful thing that I do.
Speaker 2: Miss from childhood. But ultimately, what do you want your
Speaker 2: grandest dream of what you would create right now? What
Speaker 2: is it?
Speaker 4: Well?
Speaker 2: They're in lies of challenge because I can't even you
Speaker 2: asked the question. Yeah, I don't want to hear what
Speaker 2: you can't. I ask you what you want?
Speaker 9: I want to have meaning?
Speaker 2: What do you want with the horses? With the horses,
Speaker 2: I would love to have a horse, ride a horse,
Speaker 2: be around a horse. Okay, I am creating a magnificent
Speaker 2: relationship with a beautiful horse that I groom and ride
Speaker 2: and be with daily. So put that on your list.
Speaker 9: That feels good.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you see you automatically go to I can't
Speaker 2: before you even try to create it. Baby, what you
Speaker 2: just said to do to sit down and write out
Speaker 2: the positive statements that I want in my life, whether
Speaker 2: I believe them or not. Right now, that's it. I
Speaker 2: don't believe these things are possible, and so I cut off.
Speaker 2: I think before I even try, before I even start,
Speaker 2: before I even rechat. Yeah, but that's not how it works.
Speaker 9: No, I know that's exactly going to keep me right
Speaker 9: where I am. And I know this is a yeah.
Speaker 2: You know if people did that with making babies, we
Speaker 2: wouldn't have a civilization. Yeah, you have to dream it
Speaker 2: first and then you create it. Okay, what you dreams
Speaker 2: on paper, guys, and then you dream them into reality,
Speaker 2: whether I believe it or not.
Speaker 9: Imagine what if it was possible?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's how I created et Okay, Okay, I think
Speaker 2: to believe it or not? Is the like the release valve,
Speaker 2: the pressure release valve. I like that as much. Later already,
Speaker 2: and find a picture of a beautiful horse and put
Speaker 2: it up in your kitchen. I have some horse pictures
Speaker 2: that are sitting in bags and not on the wall,
Speaker 2: so that I can do today. You bet today?
Speaker 5: You bet?
Speaker 2: Okay, let me say and guys, can't you hear the
Speaker 2: difference in the energy of her voice already? It's beautiful?
Speaker 2: You go, Victoria. I'll have a.
Speaker 9: Different I'll have a different question in space right, I'm
Speaker 9: looking forwards.
Speaker 2: You bet? All right? Everybody, I gotta get down to
Speaker 2: my table. Let's say it together. Open your hearts, go
Speaker 2: to your love place, and here we go. I love me,
Speaker 2: I love me, and I love me even more because
Speaker 2: I know that what it's all about.
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