WEBVTT

1
00:00:09.560 --> 00:00:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Welcome to conscious Creation with actress, author, and healer D Wallace.

2
00:00:15.080 --> 00:00:17.320
<v Speaker 1>If you want to take charge of your life, really

3
00:00:17.399 --> 00:00:19.800
<v Speaker 1>take charge of your life. The next hour will be

4
00:00:19.839 --> 00:00:22.920
<v Speaker 1>a fun, enlightening experience in creating the life you want,

5
00:00:23.239 --> 00:00:27.199
<v Speaker 1>whether it's money, health, success or relationships. Join D in

6
00:00:27.280 --> 00:00:30.120
<v Speaker 1>celebrating the power of you and see your life expand

7
00:00:30.160 --> 00:00:33.759
<v Speaker 1>into joyful creation. To join D Live every Sunday morning

8
00:00:33.799 --> 00:00:36.679
<v Speaker 1>at nine am Pacific time, called two zero six four

9
00:00:36.840 --> 00:00:40.000
<v Speaker 1>zero two zero one zero zero and enter pin number

10
00:00:40.000 --> 00:00:42.920
<v Speaker 1>one sixty one three two nine pounds and don't forget.

11
00:00:43.200 --> 00:00:47.240
<v Speaker 1>D can also be heard on DBS Radio, iTunes, iHeartRadio,

12
00:00:47.359 --> 00:00:49.719
<v Speaker 1>and live at Oneness Talk Radio. You can also hear

13
00:00:49.840 --> 00:00:52.880
<v Speaker 1>D on Transformation Talk Radio and on her YouTube channel

14
00:00:53.000 --> 00:00:57.280
<v Speaker 1>D Wallace Official and now hes D.

15
00:00:58.759 --> 00:01:03.640
<v Speaker 2>Hello are you beautiful people that I love so much?

16
00:01:04.400 --> 00:01:09.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm coming to you from my hotel room in Tennessee,

17
00:01:09.680 --> 00:01:15.400
<v Speaker 2>the Tri Cities in Tennessee. Yeah, and I got to

18
00:01:15.480 --> 00:01:20.239
<v Speaker 2>see my beautiful family who live in Knoxville. Haven't seen

19
00:01:20.280 --> 00:01:23.760
<v Speaker 2>him for a couple of years. That was lovely last

20
00:01:23.840 --> 00:01:29.680
<v Speaker 2>night for dinner and just having a lovely time here.

21
00:01:30.560 --> 00:01:38.519
<v Speaker 2>And I have some interesting news for you today. I

22
00:01:38.560 --> 00:01:43.799
<v Speaker 2>did a private with a friend, and it was all

23
00:01:43.840 --> 00:01:53.120
<v Speaker 2>around I am God, and they were experiencing some physical

24
00:01:54.040 --> 00:02:05.719
<v Speaker 2>ramifications around their resistance to that, and because of their

25
00:02:05.879 --> 00:02:16.319
<v Speaker 2>religious upbringing, they were resisting that. And what we got

26
00:02:16.360 --> 00:02:26.120
<v Speaker 2>to was the highest understanding of that is that we

27
00:02:26.400 --> 00:02:37.759
<v Speaker 2>are truly in partnership with God. Yes, we are the

28
00:02:37.759 --> 00:02:48.439
<v Speaker 2>God of ourselves, and we are in partnership with the

29
00:02:48.520 --> 00:02:57.960
<v Speaker 2>God of everything, the God of all. So I want

30
00:02:58.080 --> 00:03:09.080
<v Speaker 2>you to clearly understand that you are a partner of God.

31
00:03:12.000 --> 00:03:21.560
<v Speaker 2>You are working with God in accepting that you are

32
00:03:21.680 --> 00:03:37.879
<v Speaker 2>the God of you. That's an extended understanding, a more

33
00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:47.719
<v Speaker 2>complete understanding of what we have been working with. So

34
00:03:48.479 --> 00:04:02.080
<v Speaker 2>we are creating and completing our lives as the creators

35
00:04:02.120 --> 00:04:15.400
<v Speaker 2>of us being partners with the God of everything. We

36
00:04:15.439 --> 00:04:18.600
<v Speaker 2>are invoking to symbol the formula the buye that flamed

37
00:04:18.600 --> 00:04:23.560
<v Speaker 2>the golden lights. Around all of that, we are divine God.

38
00:04:24.839 --> 00:04:32.040
<v Speaker 2>And so it is, and around that we claim no

39
00:04:32.120 --> 00:04:39.879
<v Speaker 2>matter what I do, it all works, and we continue

40
00:04:40.160 --> 00:04:46.720
<v Speaker 2>to create the lives that we choose. And so it

41
00:04:46.800 --> 00:04:51.800
<v Speaker 2>is Okay, can I go on to the caller? Yes

42
00:04:52.040 --> 00:04:58.439
<v Speaker 2>I can. Please have your questions ready, all righty, because

43
00:04:58.519 --> 00:05:03.040
<v Speaker 2>we're gonna come up with some big stuff today. So

44
00:05:03.199 --> 00:05:10.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm told, alrighty, we are going to start with let's

45
00:05:10.879 --> 00:05:17.399
<v Speaker 2>see miss Susan in Niagara Falls. You're on. I knew it, baby,

46
00:05:17.439 --> 00:05:19.639
<v Speaker 2>I knew it. Thank you so much. I love you.

47
00:05:20.319 --> 00:05:23.439
<v Speaker 2>I have a reregond I have. I have. I have

48
00:05:23.480 --> 00:05:27.360
<v Speaker 2>a doctor's appointment to see about getting my right knee

49
00:05:27.959 --> 00:05:30.959
<v Speaker 2>surchasally operated on so I can walk like a normal

50
00:05:31.000 --> 00:05:34.600
<v Speaker 2>person again. And that's in three days with this doctor

51
00:05:34.680 --> 00:05:36.600
<v Speaker 2>that I found online. And I just wanted to see

52
00:05:36.600 --> 00:05:38.560
<v Speaker 2>what the guys thought about that, because there are other

53
00:05:38.639 --> 00:05:41.480
<v Speaker 2>doctors out there, but I wanted to see about this

54
00:05:41.519 --> 00:05:46.480
<v Speaker 2>one is doctor Eschila. Okay, So you want to know

55
00:05:46.800 --> 00:05:52.360
<v Speaker 2>if this doctor is a high choice yes for the

56
00:05:52.600 --> 00:06:00.879
<v Speaker 2>successful surgery for my right knee? Your right me, that's

57
00:06:00.959 --> 00:06:05.959
<v Speaker 2>the highest question we can ask. Yes. Yes. I get

58
00:06:05.959 --> 00:06:09.959
<v Speaker 2>a yes, Susan, okay, because I didn't know if I

59
00:06:10.000 --> 00:06:11.959
<v Speaker 2>needed to go on. This other doctor's out there, but

60
00:06:12.000 --> 00:06:16.240
<v Speaker 2>I have no fun with him in three days. So okay,

61
00:06:16.439 --> 00:06:22.399
<v Speaker 2>when you go to your heart and you ask that question,

62
00:06:23.199 --> 00:06:24.759
<v Speaker 2>what answer do you get?

63
00:06:25.519 --> 00:06:29.360
<v Speaker 3>I get a yes too? Okay, good, I get a

64
00:06:29.439 --> 00:06:34.199
<v Speaker 3>yes too. Then that's why I stopped there and I

65
00:06:34.240 --> 00:06:36.800
<v Speaker 3>know the question to ask him. Thank you so very much.

66
00:06:36.839 --> 00:06:40.879
<v Speaker 2>I love you. I love you too. Good on you

67
00:06:41.160 --> 00:06:44.560
<v Speaker 2>that you went to you first. I'm proud of you

68
00:06:44.600 --> 00:06:48.399
<v Speaker 2>were doing that. Okay, good, let me know how that

69
00:06:48.439 --> 00:06:53.000
<v Speaker 2>comes out. Okay, I will now hold on, hold on. Yes,

70
00:06:53.279 --> 00:06:57.759
<v Speaker 2>there's one thing for you to get into alignment. Okay,

71
00:06:58.079 --> 00:07:10.000
<v Speaker 2>page here here here, seventeen eighteen. Okay. I have to

72
00:07:10.120 --> 00:07:13.560
<v Speaker 2>kill myself to take care of the people I love,

73
00:07:15.480 --> 00:07:24.000
<v Speaker 2>but they're changing that to take care of myself. Okay, Okay,

74
00:07:24.279 --> 00:07:34.439
<v Speaker 2>you want to claim and direct that I joyfully and

75
00:07:34.839 --> 00:07:49.560
<v Speaker 2>easily take care of myself. I joyfully and easily take

76
00:07:49.600 --> 00:07:55.720
<v Speaker 2>care of myself. Okay, I got it. I joyfully take

77
00:07:55.759 --> 00:08:00.319
<v Speaker 2>care and easily take care of myself. That's right. And

78
00:08:00.399 --> 00:08:07.279
<v Speaker 2>he's still the highest choice after you direct that. Okay, great,

79
00:08:08.360 --> 00:08:11.199
<v Speaker 2>all right, thank you, thank you?

80
00:08:12.439 --> 00:08:12.639
<v Speaker 4>Aye?

81
00:08:12.639 --> 00:08:18.480
<v Speaker 2>Bye? All right, we are going to uh miss Adell

82
00:08:18.600 --> 00:08:23.480
<v Speaker 2>and Connecticut. You're on Hello, thank you particular.

83
00:08:24.639 --> 00:08:30.040
<v Speaker 5>That. Yeah, So I want my question is kind of

84
00:08:30.040 --> 00:08:35.759
<v Speaker 5>twofold one. Is I have black mold in my home,

85
00:08:36.120 --> 00:08:41.240
<v Speaker 5>in my apartment, and am I proceeding with this correctly

86
00:08:42.240 --> 00:08:45.399
<v Speaker 5>and energetically? What's kind of behind that?

87
00:08:46.799 --> 00:08:53.360
<v Speaker 2>Well, you're not proceeding correctly unless you're getting rid of it, okay.

88
00:08:53.480 --> 00:08:58.080
<v Speaker 5>So they came and they found black mold. They came

89
00:08:58.120 --> 00:09:02.120
<v Speaker 5>to to give me a brand new washing machine, and

90
00:09:02.159 --> 00:09:05.519
<v Speaker 5>when they came to pull the old machine out, there

91
00:09:05.559 --> 00:09:08.279
<v Speaker 5>was all black mole back there, and he said, there's

92
00:09:08.320 --> 00:09:12.679
<v Speaker 5>a leak. So he put it back and he said,

93
00:09:12.799 --> 00:09:15.519
<v Speaker 5>I don't have the you know, I don't have the

94
00:09:15.679 --> 00:09:18.440
<v Speaker 5>pipe with me, and I don't have the valve. I'll

95
00:09:18.480 --> 00:09:20.480
<v Speaker 5>be back. This was on a Friday. I'll be back

96
00:09:20.519 --> 00:09:24.320
<v Speaker 5>on Monday. So I said, okay, And so then on

97
00:09:24.440 --> 00:09:31.919
<v Speaker 5>Monday he came and he sprayed the area, and he

98
00:09:31.960 --> 00:09:34.559
<v Speaker 5>put in a new valve, and then he tested the

99
00:09:34.559 --> 00:09:38.519
<v Speaker 5>was you know, the washing machine, and everything was fine.

100
00:09:39.399 --> 00:09:40.039
<v Speaker 2>And then.

101
00:09:42.159 --> 00:09:45.799
<v Speaker 5>Basically what happened is about two days later I had

102
00:09:45.919 --> 00:09:49.360
<v Speaker 5>black mold on my window in the living room and

103
00:09:49.720 --> 00:09:54.919
<v Speaker 5>in my bedroom. So then he sprayed those and then

104
00:09:55.120 --> 00:09:59.240
<v Speaker 5>basically I washed clothes with the washing machine. Everything was

105
00:09:59.279 --> 00:10:05.399
<v Speaker 5>fine in there, and then I went to on Monday,

106
00:10:05.399 --> 00:10:08.240
<v Speaker 5>because I don't do anything on Sunday. On Monday, I

107
00:10:08.320 --> 00:10:15.159
<v Speaker 5>went to go wash clothes and luckily something in me

108
00:10:15.240 --> 00:10:18.840
<v Speaker 5>said put I had this old flannel, old sheet, put

109
00:10:18.840 --> 00:10:20.559
<v Speaker 5>that in front of the door because there was a

110
00:10:20.600 --> 00:10:24.679
<v Speaker 5>little smell from what he smelled from what he sprayed.

111
00:10:25.480 --> 00:10:31.840
<v Speaker 5>So then basically I noticed that the whole flannel sheet

112
00:10:32.120 --> 00:10:36.919
<v Speaker 5>was completely sopping wet, and so I called them up

113
00:10:37.679 --> 00:10:42.279
<v Speaker 5>and they came out within like an hour, and he said, oh,

114
00:10:42.320 --> 00:10:45.200
<v Speaker 5>I'm so sorry this happened. And he went and he said,

115
00:10:45.200 --> 00:10:48.879
<v Speaker 5>it may be that the machine's defective. And so basically

116
00:10:48.919 --> 00:10:51.039
<v Speaker 5>he went and he checked back there. He said, I'm

117
00:10:51.039 --> 00:10:54.279
<v Speaker 5>not seeing a leak in the pipe, but it's it's spraying,

118
00:10:54.919 --> 00:10:56.720
<v Speaker 5>so I'm trying. And then he said, let me just

119
00:10:56.840 --> 00:11:00.000
<v Speaker 5>kind of adjust some things back here, and he adjusts,

120
00:11:00.080 --> 00:11:02.480
<v Speaker 5>did it, and then he stayed there and he did

121
00:11:02.519 --> 00:11:07.320
<v Speaker 5>it and everything seemed to be okay, and he left

122
00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:12.000
<v Speaker 5>then and when he was leaving, I said, there's a

123
00:11:12.039 --> 00:11:14.639
<v Speaker 5>little the first time, I said there's a little black

124
00:11:14.759 --> 00:11:18.879
<v Speaker 5>over here, and he said, that's just what It'll be fine.

125
00:11:19.639 --> 00:11:25.840
<v Speaker 5>So then what happened is I noticed that, Okay, I'm

126
00:11:25.879 --> 00:11:27.240
<v Speaker 5>getting a lot of story.

127
00:11:27.279 --> 00:11:29.919
<v Speaker 2>Ade'll put the chase please, okay.

128
00:11:30.559 --> 00:11:34.159
<v Speaker 5>So then basically I saw it on the other wall.

129
00:11:34.399 --> 00:11:39.799
<v Speaker 5>So I basically called social services, and social services the

130
00:11:39.879 --> 00:11:43.399
<v Speaker 5>person that was there wasn't there, you know, and so

131
00:11:43.440 --> 00:11:46.080
<v Speaker 5>they said, get all the information. They got all the

132
00:11:46.120 --> 00:11:49.440
<v Speaker 5>information to them, pictures at the time period, all of that,

133
00:11:50.159 --> 00:11:53.320
<v Speaker 5>and they came up with give the health department a call.

134
00:11:53.919 --> 00:11:57.679
<v Speaker 5>So I gave the health department a call, and they said, well,

135
00:11:57.679 --> 00:12:03.159
<v Speaker 5>because they're responding, can't really come out. And I just

136
00:12:03.480 --> 00:12:04.919
<v Speaker 5>that didn't make any sense to me.

137
00:12:05.600 --> 00:12:06.200
<v Speaker 2>And then I.

138
00:12:06.200 --> 00:12:11.559
<v Speaker 5>Called illegal Services and they said, wow, I can't believe

139
00:12:11.559 --> 00:12:16.720
<v Speaker 5>they said that either. And so then when oh so

140
00:12:16.840 --> 00:12:20.159
<v Speaker 5>then uh so, then what's your question.

141
00:12:21.519 --> 00:12:22.759
<v Speaker 2>Well, I called the.

142
00:12:22.720 --> 00:12:25.720
<v Speaker 5>House department and they couldn't come out. They did call them,

143
00:12:26.000 --> 00:12:28.639
<v Speaker 5>and they came back again, and they did say that

144
00:12:28.720 --> 00:12:31.159
<v Speaker 5>they were going to be coming now and.

145
00:12:32.879 --> 00:12:33.399
<v Speaker 4>You know, like.

146
00:12:35.360 --> 00:12:40.639
<v Speaker 2>Maintenance from the place that I live at. Yeah, this

147
00:12:40.840 --> 00:12:45.559
<v Speaker 2>is ridiculous. You can't live in black molds. No, I

148
00:12:45.679 --> 00:12:47.120
<v Speaker 2>I've been for some weeks.

149
00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:50.240
<v Speaker 5>I said, you know, like this has been going on

150
00:12:50.440 --> 00:12:53.519
<v Speaker 5>a long time, and I, you know, I and I

151
00:12:53.679 --> 00:12:56.879
<v Speaker 5>and the last year I've had the cough come up

152
00:12:56.960 --> 00:13:01.240
<v Speaker 5>and I've had like shortness of breath and so yeah,

153
00:13:02.080 --> 00:13:04.720
<v Speaker 5>and then I had, you know, and then I talked

154
00:13:04.759 --> 00:13:07.480
<v Speaker 5>to an attorney and the attorney said, well, it was

155
00:13:07.480 --> 00:13:12.960
<v Speaker 5>like legal services. So they so they basically said called

156
00:13:13.080 --> 00:13:18.279
<v Speaker 5>the Connecticut State of Health and then and so that

157
00:13:18.440 --> 00:13:22.240
<v Speaker 5>was on Friday, and so and then, you know, it's

158
00:13:22.320 --> 00:13:25.320
<v Speaker 5>like late in the day. So so I'm at this

159
00:13:25.519 --> 00:13:29.919
<v Speaker 5>place where you know, and and then I had to

160
00:13:29.960 --> 00:13:33.120
<v Speaker 5>go into my doctor just as a regular check up,

161
00:13:33.159 --> 00:13:35.919
<v Speaker 5>and she said, you need to go to Occupational Medicine.

162
00:13:36.000 --> 00:13:40.279
<v Speaker 5>So I have an appointment there on Wednesday, and then

163
00:13:40.320 --> 00:13:42.559
<v Speaker 5>I'm going for stress test tomorrow.

164
00:13:43.000 --> 00:13:48.279
<v Speaker 2>That was okay, okay, okay, what is your question? My

165
00:13:48.480 --> 00:13:49.320
<v Speaker 2>question is.

166
00:13:49.240 --> 00:13:52.679
<v Speaker 5>What do I do? I mean, I'm I'm concerned about

167
00:13:52.679 --> 00:13:59.360
<v Speaker 5>my health. Yeah, yeah, and nobody is taking you know, nobody.

168
00:13:59.559 --> 00:14:07.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm so my question, my question is what needs what

169
00:14:07.639 --> 00:14:11.720
<v Speaker 2>needs to be aligned to get people to help you,

170
00:14:12.600 --> 00:14:19.360
<v Speaker 2>because right now this is a whole victim thing. Oh wow,

171
00:14:21.480 --> 00:14:28.200
<v Speaker 2>So is that the highest question? Yeah? This page here

172
00:14:28.679 --> 00:14:34.840
<v Speaker 2>one through five, one two. I don't think I have

173
00:14:35.039 --> 00:14:40.039
<v Speaker 2>enough energy to do this. But it's not energy that

174
00:14:40.279 --> 00:14:44.159
<v Speaker 2>the highest worth is clout. I don't think I have

175
00:14:44.360 --> 00:14:48.919
<v Speaker 2>enough clout. I don't have enough important to do this.

176
00:14:50.879 --> 00:14:51.440
<v Speaker 5>Wow.

177
00:14:53.360 --> 00:14:59.399
<v Speaker 2>So you've got to know that you're important enough to

178
00:14:59.559 --> 00:15:02.600
<v Speaker 2>have people stand up and go, we've got to help

179
00:15:02.679 --> 00:15:08.120
<v Speaker 2>this woman. Yeah.

180
00:15:08.600 --> 00:15:10.919
<v Speaker 5>Well, it's very hard for me to ask for support.

181
00:15:11.360 --> 00:15:12.399
<v Speaker 5>Very I mean, I didn't tell you.

182
00:15:14.120 --> 00:15:22.039
<v Speaker 2>Right there, you just said it. Yeah. I mean there's

183
00:15:22.120 --> 00:15:31.039
<v Speaker 2>got to be a legal service that takes on cases,

184
00:15:35.759 --> 00:15:45.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, for people that can't pay, right. Yeah.

185
00:15:45.919 --> 00:15:48.639
<v Speaker 5>And I mean, and that's what I've Initially when I

186
00:15:48.679 --> 00:15:52.360
<v Speaker 5>called social services, I just wanted to basically, you know,

187
00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:55.679
<v Speaker 5>be able to talk to a lawyer, to basically follow

188
00:15:55.720 --> 00:16:00.320
<v Speaker 5>all the correct steps, okay, and do it correctly and

189
00:16:00.440 --> 00:16:01.840
<v Speaker 5>get everything resolved.

190
00:16:02.559 --> 00:16:02.639
<v Speaker 4>Ye.

191
00:16:03.639 --> 00:16:11.200
<v Speaker 2>When I tasted that you felt important enough to be helped,

192
00:16:11.720 --> 00:16:18.080
<v Speaker 2>it goes right to know, Adele. Oh my gosh, okay, okay,

193
00:16:18.519 --> 00:16:22.000
<v Speaker 2>and this goes back to when you're three years old

194
00:16:23.120 --> 00:16:24.559
<v Speaker 2>with your dad.

195
00:16:27.200 --> 00:16:30.240
<v Speaker 5>I can't remember anything before five years old.

196
00:16:30.919 --> 00:16:37.720
<v Speaker 2>Well that's okay. Even as early as five years old,

197
00:16:38.600 --> 00:16:50.759
<v Speaker 2>you were taught that you're not important enough. Well, so

198
00:16:51.279 --> 00:16:57.279
<v Speaker 2>right now I'm telling you and giving you permission to

199
00:16:57.440 --> 00:17:09.000
<v Speaker 2>know that you are. Thank you so, Adele. Yes, if

200
00:17:09.039 --> 00:17:14.480
<v Speaker 2>somebody says to you, do you want to choose to know, sweetheart,

201
00:17:15.240 --> 00:17:19.279
<v Speaker 2>that you're important enough to ask for help, or do

202
00:17:19.359 --> 00:17:24.400
<v Speaker 2>you want to get gravely ill from black mold? Which

203
00:17:24.440 --> 00:17:25.400
<v Speaker 2>would you choose?

204
00:17:26.480 --> 00:17:28.799
<v Speaker 5>Well? I did, I do believe I choose.

205
00:17:28.920 --> 00:17:29.720
<v Speaker 2>I chose that.

206
00:17:29.759 --> 00:17:33.680
<v Speaker 5>Because I said, you know, this isn't you know, my

207
00:17:33.799 --> 00:17:36.599
<v Speaker 5>health is really But then I could see exactly what

208
00:17:36.599 --> 00:17:41.440
<v Speaker 5>you're saying. There were points where I said, okay, let

209
00:17:41.440 --> 00:17:43.480
<v Speaker 5>me just kind of see what happens here.

210
00:17:44.039 --> 00:17:48.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I look, sweetheart, Look how many places you've gone

211
00:17:48.680 --> 00:17:51.839
<v Speaker 2>and nobody's helped you. Right.

212
00:17:52.400 --> 00:17:55.880
<v Speaker 5>Well, I you know, my best friend basically she's having

213
00:17:55.920 --> 00:17:59.799
<v Speaker 5>a water issue. So she said, wow, she said, we're sleeping,

214
00:18:00.359 --> 00:18:03.960
<v Speaker 5>not in our bedroom. We're sleeping, you know, because you know,

215
00:18:04.079 --> 00:18:07.960
<v Speaker 5>she basically said, I just feel bad. We can't help

216
00:18:08.000 --> 00:18:08.319
<v Speaker 5>you out.

217
00:18:08.319 --> 00:18:10.160
<v Speaker 2>And I said, oh no, I understand that.

218
00:18:10.839 --> 00:18:12.480
<v Speaker 5>And probably if they said.

219
00:18:12.240 --> 00:18:17.960
<v Speaker 2>That, I don't know, you know, like Adel, right, you

220
00:18:18.079 --> 00:18:21.359
<v Speaker 2>need to call the people and go look, I don't

221
00:18:21.480 --> 00:18:25.839
<v Speaker 2>want to see you, but I will. My health is

222
00:18:25.920 --> 00:18:31.400
<v Speaker 2>being affected here. You have to do something now.

223
00:18:34.160 --> 00:18:37.440
<v Speaker 5>Well, see, the health department said, well, they're coming out

224
00:18:37.480 --> 00:18:42.079
<v Speaker 5>and they're doing things. And so because they're coming out

225
00:18:42.720 --> 00:18:44.440
<v Speaker 5>and they're not just.

226
00:18:44.519 --> 00:18:50.839
<v Speaker 2>Like this, no it's not fixed, right, it has to

227
00:18:50.880 --> 00:18:51.559
<v Speaker 2>be fixed.

228
00:18:52.119 --> 00:18:55.799
<v Speaker 5>Well, they're supposed to be coming on Tuesday. He said,

229
00:18:55.880 --> 00:18:59.359
<v Speaker 5>this is a new person, you know that with maintenance.

230
00:18:59.400 --> 00:19:01.920
<v Speaker 5>He's the one that I've known for a long time

231
00:19:01.960 --> 00:19:04.839
<v Speaker 5>and he's on top of everything. He said, look at Adele,

232
00:19:05.359 --> 00:19:07.559
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to spray it with the wind, the spray

233
00:19:07.640 --> 00:19:10.480
<v Speaker 5>that I use. They're not giving you a spray that's

234
00:19:10.559 --> 00:19:14.720
<v Speaker 5>that powerful, and so basically I'm going to spray it.

235
00:19:14.799 --> 00:19:17.039
<v Speaker 5>What I'm actually going to do is I'm going to

236
00:19:17.839 --> 00:19:19.640
<v Speaker 5>actually I said.

237
00:19:19.440 --> 00:19:23.319
<v Speaker 2>Okay, if you stay to him, this has to be sick.

238
00:19:24.640 --> 00:19:29.480
<v Speaker 2>My health is suffering. If it's not sick, I'm going

239
00:19:29.599 --> 00:19:33.079
<v Speaker 2>to have to start a lawsuit. You tell them that

240
00:19:34.960 --> 00:19:38.319
<v Speaker 2>this has been going on for how many weeks?

241
00:19:38.359 --> 00:19:39.079
<v Speaker 5>Three weeks?

242
00:19:39.960 --> 00:19:42.039
<v Speaker 2>Okay, this is ridiculous.

243
00:19:42.519 --> 00:19:46.720
<v Speaker 5>It's ridiculous, but you.

244
00:19:45.480 --> 00:19:52.960
<v Speaker 2>You have got to stop playing nice nice and stand

245
00:19:53.039 --> 00:19:54.960
<v Speaker 2>up for yourself. Sweethearts.

246
00:19:55.079 --> 00:19:58.880
<v Speaker 5>Okay, yeah, thank you. I thought I would, well, I have,

247
00:19:59.599 --> 00:20:03.519
<v Speaker 5>but basically I need to get strong. I mean, I

248
00:20:03.559 --> 00:20:05.920
<v Speaker 5>have a letter on written. The letter is excellent, and

249
00:20:05.960 --> 00:20:10.559
<v Speaker 5>I didn't send that because basically, the health department said,

250
00:20:10.640 --> 00:20:14.240
<v Speaker 5>look at tell them that the health department needs this information.

251
00:20:14.400 --> 00:20:17.599
<v Speaker 5>What did you spray on the wall? And then basically

252
00:20:17.640 --> 00:20:21.519
<v Speaker 5>he came to spray last Thursday. He came right after

253
00:20:21.599 --> 00:20:24.799
<v Speaker 5>that call. Because I didn't hear from them for five days.

254
00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:29.480
<v Speaker 5>He came right after that and he said I'm ready. Yeah,

255
00:20:29.519 --> 00:20:33.480
<v Speaker 5>I'm here. And then basically we needed to get the

256
00:20:33.559 --> 00:20:35.680
<v Speaker 5>okay now from the health department.

257
00:20:35.839 --> 00:20:41.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, okay, this is more story, more story, more story.

258
00:20:42.559 --> 00:20:47.160
<v Speaker 2>I know that you get all the information and start

259
00:20:47.279 --> 00:20:57.839
<v Speaker 2>taking steps because you're worth it. I am, yes, well yes,

260
00:20:58.000 --> 00:21:02.880
<v Speaker 2>but Adele, until you take the steps, you're not showing

261
00:21:03.079 --> 00:21:06.319
<v Speaker 2>that you're worth at sweethearts. And I'm saying this with

262
00:21:06.480 --> 00:21:07.359
<v Speaker 2>a lot of love.

263
00:21:07.960 --> 00:21:08.440
<v Speaker 5>I know you.

264
00:21:09.319 --> 00:21:15.559
<v Speaker 2>Yes, all right, sweethearts, take the steps and follow through. Okay,

265
00:21:16.359 --> 00:21:23.039
<v Speaker 2>all right, I love you, goodbye? All right, all right,

266
00:21:23.119 --> 00:21:27.519
<v Speaker 2>We're going to go to Brenda in Connecticut.

267
00:21:28.920 --> 00:21:34.880
<v Speaker 6>Id Hi, So I have two questions. The first one,

268
00:21:35.240 --> 00:21:38.079
<v Speaker 6>I talked to you a bit ago about a friend

269
00:21:38.759 --> 00:21:43.160
<v Speaker 6>and he and I were friends and thought maybe it

270
00:21:43.200 --> 00:21:46.640
<v Speaker 6>could be more and the channel said absolutely. So we

271
00:21:46.640 --> 00:21:49.400
<v Speaker 6>we talked about it a couple of weeks ago, and

272
00:21:50.160 --> 00:21:54.599
<v Speaker 6>while we both have strong feelings, I would be ready

273
00:21:54.640 --> 00:21:56.319
<v Speaker 6>to move forward. And I don't know, you know, he's

274
00:21:56.359 --> 00:22:00.079
<v Speaker 6>got his issues, So my question is and he's not

275
00:22:00.200 --> 00:22:03.519
<v Speaker 6>really jumping on it, So my question is on that

276
00:22:04.240 --> 00:22:04.920
<v Speaker 6>is it worth?

277
00:22:06.160 --> 00:22:12.400
<v Speaker 2>Uh? No? You no, you just like to know before

278
00:22:12.440 --> 00:22:16.720
<v Speaker 2>you even ask you. Can you please take me off speaker? Phone.

279
00:22:18.759 --> 00:22:22.039
<v Speaker 6>Yes, hold on, how's that?

280
00:22:22.880 --> 00:22:27.480
<v Speaker 2>Thank you? No, I don't get in the feedback.

281
00:22:28.480 --> 00:22:31.119
<v Speaker 6>Okay, I'm picking up my other phone right now, so

282
00:22:31.240 --> 00:22:32.559
<v Speaker 6>just watch your ear. There'll be a click.

283
00:22:35.640 --> 00:22:41.240
<v Speaker 2>How's this much better? Thank you? Okay, No, you hear myself.

284
00:22:42.559 --> 00:22:44.559
<v Speaker 7>Well, I'm on a landline right now. I'm not on

285
00:22:44.640 --> 00:22:45.319
<v Speaker 7>a speaker.

286
00:22:47.200 --> 00:22:49.079
<v Speaker 2>I don't know any of that. I don't want to

287
00:22:49.119 --> 00:22:50.680
<v Speaker 2>hear myself that.

288
00:22:53.559 --> 00:22:54.599
<v Speaker 7>I don't know what else to do.

289
00:23:05.000 --> 00:23:08.319
<v Speaker 2>What's your other question, Brenda? See I ken? I keep

290
00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:13.960
<v Speaker 2>this is this is? This is not good call back?

291
00:23:14.039 --> 00:23:20.000
<v Speaker 2>Call back? Okay, We're going to go on to Anya

292
00:23:20.240 --> 00:23:27.799
<v Speaker 2>in as in North Carolina. Hide hi baby, all right.

293
00:23:28.039 --> 00:23:31.359
<v Speaker 2>So two things that have popped up for me recently.

294
00:23:32.640 --> 00:23:35.319
<v Speaker 2>I would like to find out what kind of inner

295
00:23:35.440 --> 00:23:40.400
<v Speaker 2>child work or healing that I need to address. What

296
00:23:40.559 --> 00:23:44.759
<v Speaker 2>is what is left that I need to to heal

297
00:23:44.880 --> 00:23:51.440
<v Speaker 2>or to deal with or understand about what, sweetheart, just

298
00:23:51.440 --> 00:23:57.480
<v Speaker 2>just to get myself unstuck and moving forward. And I

299
00:23:57.480 --> 00:24:00.079
<v Speaker 2>didn't know if that was just inter trial, something that

300
00:24:00.680 --> 00:24:05.640
<v Speaker 2>is just keeping me. I'm gonna know about I get

301
00:24:05.759 --> 00:24:10.920
<v Speaker 2>to know about the inner child. Okay. There's two things,

302
00:24:12.559 --> 00:24:18.680
<v Speaker 2>uh to a line for moving forward in a powerful

303
00:24:18.720 --> 00:24:28.599
<v Speaker 2>way cheats book song, Give me a movie, please, I've

304
00:24:28.720 --> 00:24:35.039
<v Speaker 2>been to movies since so long. I don't Green Mile

305
00:24:35.160 --> 00:24:42.400
<v Speaker 2>topped up and I don't and apropos to nothing. Uh, well,

306
00:24:42.640 --> 00:24:54.400
<v Speaker 2>authority comes up. Uh fear of authority? Oh my god? Yes, okay,

307
00:24:54.599 --> 00:25:04.880
<v Speaker 2>so uh you are your highest authority. So the more

308
00:25:05.000 --> 00:25:16.079
<v Speaker 2>you can align your fear of authority and direct what

309
00:25:16.200 --> 00:25:22.920
<v Speaker 2>you want in relationship to authority, the more power you

310
00:25:23.079 --> 00:25:27.680
<v Speaker 2>move into. And the second thing, we're going to a

311
00:25:27.799 --> 00:25:37.400
<v Speaker 2>core belief this page here here sixteen seventeen eighteen. The

312
00:25:37.440 --> 00:25:43.400
<v Speaker 2>first one, when I value myself, I have to abandon myself. Wow.

313
00:25:45.559 --> 00:25:50.680
<v Speaker 2>So that started when you were very, very young, the

314
00:25:50.759 --> 00:25:55.759
<v Speaker 2>belief that if you value yourself, you have to give

315
00:25:55.799 --> 00:26:03.960
<v Speaker 2>yourself up in ways you understand that I do. Are

316
00:26:04.000 --> 00:26:11.559
<v Speaker 2>you getting any age range for that? Zero or after

317
00:26:12.359 --> 00:26:13.240
<v Speaker 2>five through ten?

318
00:26:14.799 --> 00:26:15.079
<v Speaker 8>Okay?

319
00:26:15.480 --> 00:26:27.279
<v Speaker 2>Five? Six, somewhere around seven? Yep? Okay, yeah, okay. We

320
00:26:28.119 --> 00:26:34.000
<v Speaker 2>can ever ever have to give ourselves up, guys to

321
00:26:34.720 --> 00:26:39.519
<v Speaker 2>value who we are, and many, many, many of us

322
00:26:39.920 --> 00:26:48.039
<v Speaker 2>are taught that is that a people pleasing kind of vibe.

323
00:26:48.480 --> 00:26:53.720
<v Speaker 2>Yes can be absolutely yeah, yeah, feels absolutely can. When

324
00:26:53.720 --> 00:26:56.599
<v Speaker 2>I was growing up, yep, yep, yep. That makes sense

325
00:26:56.680 --> 00:27:00.319
<v Speaker 2>to that rose and if I could do a real

326
00:27:00.440 --> 00:27:06.519
<v Speaker 2>fast second question, my nervous system in my experience always

327
00:27:06.519 --> 00:27:10.319
<v Speaker 2>seems to be kind of jacked up, just kind of wired.

328
00:27:11.920 --> 00:27:15.079
<v Speaker 2>Did I come in hard wired that way? Or is

329
00:27:15.160 --> 00:27:22.160
<v Speaker 2>this conditioning from childhood or came in that way in

330
00:27:22.240 --> 00:27:31.519
<v Speaker 2>that way from a past live of like you're always

331
00:27:31.559 --> 00:27:39.960
<v Speaker 2>on the lookout. Yeah, you know, and you don't really

332
00:27:40.000 --> 00:27:44.519
<v Speaker 2>have to be anymore. Okay, you know, if you could

333
00:27:45.440 --> 00:27:55.200
<v Speaker 2>relax and be in your knowing, things will flow for you. Okay, okay, okay, yes,

334
00:27:55.279 --> 00:27:58.119
<v Speaker 2>thank you, thank you something you bat thank you bad

335
00:28:00.079 --> 00:28:04.839
<v Speaker 2>of you too. Okay, I think let me go down here.

336
00:28:05.319 --> 00:28:09.759
<v Speaker 2>Brenda's back on. Let's see at the connection Steason. All right, Brent?

337
00:28:09.960 --> 00:28:15.039
<v Speaker 2>Oh what hold on? All right, Brenda, Let's try it again?

338
00:28:15.880 --> 00:28:19.559
<v Speaker 2>Any better? Let me see hello? Yeah?

339
00:28:20.079 --> 00:28:24.759
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, better, okay, perfect, Okay. I just have a quick

340
00:28:24.799 --> 00:28:27.319
<v Speaker 7>follow up on what you had said about that relationship.

341
00:28:27.359 --> 00:28:28.960
<v Speaker 7>So when I talked to you over a month ago,

342
00:28:29.000 --> 00:28:32.000
<v Speaker 7>it was such a strong yes and we clicked in

343
00:28:32.240 --> 00:28:33.400
<v Speaker 7>so many ways.

344
00:28:33.680 --> 00:28:35.039
<v Speaker 2>I tell you, what's your question?

345
00:28:35.799 --> 00:28:39.680
<v Speaker 7>So what happened that? What shifted?

346
00:28:40.759 --> 00:28:48.039
<v Speaker 2>He he just got cold feet? Okay, you know if

347
00:28:48.599 --> 00:28:52.759
<v Speaker 2>it was oh my god, she said yes, and now

348
00:28:52.799 --> 00:29:01.160
<v Speaker 2>I've got to commit, and he got scared. Okay, you

349
00:29:01.200 --> 00:29:04.519
<v Speaker 2>know it's like, oh my god, now I'm walking down

350
00:29:04.559 --> 00:29:07.000
<v Speaker 2>the aisle. Holy shit. I didn't sign up for this.

351
00:29:09.279 --> 00:29:11.640
<v Speaker 7>We didn't talk about that. We just talked about seeing.

352
00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, no, it's it's an example that I'm giving you.

353
00:29:16.079 --> 00:29:22.160
<v Speaker 7>Okay, you know, Okay. Is it something that down the

354
00:29:22.240 --> 00:29:24.319
<v Speaker 7>road he might ease up on or is it a

355
00:29:24.359 --> 00:29:25.559
<v Speaker 7>definite No, don't.

356
00:29:25.319 --> 00:29:27.119
<v Speaker 5>Even find out.

357
00:29:29.720 --> 00:29:34.920
<v Speaker 2>It's they just they're showing me the word commitment with

358
00:29:35.079 --> 00:29:40.839
<v Speaker 2>an x rut. Okay, it's the commitment part. He can't.

359
00:29:41.759 --> 00:29:44.039
<v Speaker 2>He can't do the commitment parts any.

360
00:29:44.519 --> 00:29:48.839
<v Speaker 7>Okay, Okay, all right, all right, that takes that takes

361
00:29:48.839 --> 00:29:53.880
<v Speaker 7>care of that. So thank you. So I have I

362
00:29:54.079 --> 00:29:58.839
<v Speaker 7>have back issues, and we've talked about it before it

363
00:29:59.039 --> 00:30:01.359
<v Speaker 7>seized up several days ago. So I can. I can

364
00:30:01.400 --> 00:30:04.200
<v Speaker 7>barely walk. I'm doing inner child work right now, and

365
00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:07.519
<v Speaker 7>I know this is an opportunity for me, but it's

366
00:30:07.559 --> 00:30:09.200
<v Speaker 7>it's in bad shape.

367
00:30:09.240 --> 00:30:14.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm taking Brenda. It's about him. Your back seats up,

368
00:30:16.319 --> 00:30:23.839
<v Speaker 2>about the the issue about him. Oh so now we're

369
00:30:23.839 --> 00:30:29.359
<v Speaker 2>going to a core belief. This page here here is

370
00:30:30.759 --> 00:30:34.039
<v Speaker 2>some energy has to die before I'm the creation of

371
00:30:34.119 --> 00:30:40.599
<v Speaker 2>new energy. So the energy of rejection has to die

372
00:30:41.079 --> 00:30:46.400
<v Speaker 2>before your back is going to be okay, hmm. You

373
00:30:47.400 --> 00:30:55.160
<v Speaker 2>cannot depend on somebody else's rejection or exception or acceptance

374
00:30:57.720 --> 00:31:07.400
<v Speaker 2>for your for you, of you and being. Okay, do

375
00:31:07.440 --> 00:31:12.160
<v Speaker 2>you understand you can't depend on somebody else's acceptance of

376
00:31:12.319 --> 00:31:16.160
<v Speaker 2>rejection for your health or well being.

377
00:31:21.599 --> 00:31:24.920
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, and that's that's you know, that has been a theme,

378
00:31:25.680 --> 00:31:30.519
<v Speaker 7>which which which which? Again, since I've been seized up,

379
00:31:30.799 --> 00:31:33.160
<v Speaker 7>I've been working on it and have I thought I

380
00:31:33.240 --> 00:31:36.559
<v Speaker 7>was starting to make headways. So what more or what

381
00:31:36.799 --> 00:31:40.680
<v Speaker 7>can I do? Because like I said, it's it's bad

382
00:31:40.759 --> 00:31:42.920
<v Speaker 7>and I can't really move and I need to get

383
00:31:42.920 --> 00:31:43.400
<v Speaker 7>my life.

384
00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:48.559
<v Speaker 2>So what can I Okay, I am the soul creator

385
00:31:49.440 --> 00:31:56.640
<v Speaker 2>of me. I am the independent creator of me and

386
00:31:56.720 --> 00:32:04.640
<v Speaker 2>my body and my health and my wellness. I am

387
00:32:04.640 --> 00:32:19.000
<v Speaker 2>independent of any and all creations of myself. Okay, okay.

388
00:32:19.200 --> 00:32:25.400
<v Speaker 7>And when I think about relationships, because I've you know,

389
00:32:25.640 --> 00:32:27.720
<v Speaker 7>we've won a new one for a while, and you know,

390
00:32:27.799 --> 00:32:30.839
<v Speaker 7>thought obviously with him because we had such such an

391
00:32:30.880 --> 00:32:36.799
<v Speaker 7>amazing connection, what I want to give myself hope? How

392
00:32:36.839 --> 00:32:41.440
<v Speaker 7>can I integrate the knowing that. Okay, it didn't work

393
00:32:41.440 --> 00:32:45.240
<v Speaker 7>out with him, It wasn't obviously the right one. But

394
00:32:45.519 --> 00:32:51.079
<v Speaker 7>I want to I want to have hope.

395
00:32:51.400 --> 00:32:54.519
<v Speaker 2>Well, you know the work. How would you give yourself hope?

396
00:32:55.440 --> 00:33:04.640
<v Speaker 2>You're the creation of you. You're the creator. And what

397
00:33:04.720 --> 00:33:12.680
<v Speaker 2>you want is to create a relationship with someone who

398
00:33:12.880 --> 00:33:23.799
<v Speaker 2>is ready, willing and able to joyfully commit to a

399
00:33:23.839 --> 00:33:36.599
<v Speaker 2>healthy relationship where you are both independent and independently creating

400
00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:43.920
<v Speaker 2>yourself in a healthy relationship in every way.

401
00:33:46.279 --> 00:33:52.920
<v Speaker 7>So start creating that, okay, all right, and then just

402
00:33:53.000 --> 00:33:54.839
<v Speaker 7>one last thing, and then just look at the time

403
00:33:54.839 --> 00:33:57.880
<v Speaker 7>that he and I had just as a joyful experience

404
00:33:57.920 --> 00:34:00.000
<v Speaker 7>and not the damn I missing something.

405
00:34:00.119 --> 00:34:07.359
<v Speaker 2>Now, well, thank him for bringing to your consciousness what

406
00:34:07.599 --> 00:34:17.159
<v Speaker 2>you needed to add to your creation process. Okay, okay, oh,

407
00:34:17.159 --> 00:34:17.639
<v Speaker 2>thank you.

408
00:34:18.119 --> 00:34:18.960
<v Speaker 7>I love that thing.

409
00:34:19.880 --> 00:34:22.800
<v Speaker 2>You bet. Sorry, I didn't mean to cut you off there.

410
00:34:23.800 --> 00:34:28.400
<v Speaker 2>All right, we are going to miss Lee and how

411
00:34:28.920 --> 00:34:33.719
<v Speaker 2>ye you're on? Hi Lee, Hi, everybody. I am not

412
00:34:33.880 --> 00:34:35.119
<v Speaker 2>in the lute right now.

413
00:34:35.159 --> 00:34:36.920
<v Speaker 8>I am in Jamaica, West Indies.

414
00:34:37.800 --> 00:34:44.000
<v Speaker 2>Oh Jamaica, not hi wow. Question Okay, well.

415
00:34:43.760 --> 00:34:47.280
<v Speaker 8>My question has already been answered because at the beginning

416
00:34:48.000 --> 00:34:50.760
<v Speaker 8>I said, well, we keep having the same conversations. I

417
00:34:50.840 --> 00:34:53.079
<v Speaker 8>keep having the same issues when are we going to

418
00:34:53.159 --> 00:34:56.559
<v Speaker 8>open to new consciousness? And Brenda just gave.

419
00:34:56.440 --> 00:34:57.199
<v Speaker 2>Me the answer.

420
00:34:58.519 --> 00:35:00.840
<v Speaker 8>We give thanks for all experience and says bringing to

421
00:35:00.920 --> 00:35:05.320
<v Speaker 8>our consciousness what we need. And I am the interdependent.

422
00:35:05.400 --> 00:35:08.519
<v Speaker 8>I am interdependent in my partnership with creator of all

423
00:35:08.559 --> 00:35:13.880
<v Speaker 8>that is. So it's not codependency anymore. It's like we're

424
00:35:13.960 --> 00:35:20.119
<v Speaker 8>stepping up into this interdependence with that partnership. And then

425
00:35:20.280 --> 00:35:24.840
<v Speaker 8>all our relationships aligned correctly because every one of our

426
00:35:24.880 --> 00:35:26.360
<v Speaker 8>experiences bring us.

427
00:35:26.559 --> 00:35:31.519
<v Speaker 2>What we need. You bet, you bet? I just I

428
00:35:32.119 --> 00:35:40.079
<v Speaker 2>guess we are if we're conscious enough to learn and

429
00:35:40.199 --> 00:35:47.199
<v Speaker 2>be aware of growing in each moment, each moment becomes

430
00:35:47.400 --> 00:35:50.840
<v Speaker 2>a gift, right, Oh.

431
00:35:50.800 --> 00:35:53.920
<v Speaker 8>Yes, absolutely absolutely an o D.

432
00:35:54.440 --> 00:35:57.519
<v Speaker 2>I want to ask how can we get that song.

433
00:35:57.360 --> 00:36:01.199
<v Speaker 8>That we made together to everybody.

434
00:36:00.159 --> 00:36:01.000
<v Speaker 2>With the commands?

435
00:36:01.039 --> 00:36:03.079
<v Speaker 8>And then I also want to ask about are you

436
00:36:03.159 --> 00:36:08.119
<v Speaker 8>still doing the channeling webinar in June?

437
00:36:08.400 --> 00:36:08.679
<v Speaker 9>Yes?

438
00:36:08.840 --> 00:36:09.320
<v Speaker 2>Of course.

439
00:36:10.559 --> 00:36:13.559
<v Speaker 8>Okay, So how can we bring how can we bring

440
00:36:13.599 --> 00:36:17.920
<v Speaker 8>that song that we made together with all the commands?

441
00:36:19.480 --> 00:36:21.800
<v Speaker 2>You know, you remember telling me about that when I

442
00:36:21.840 --> 00:36:28.480
<v Speaker 2>get home? Okay, yeah, please call me about that when

443
00:36:28.679 --> 00:36:29.480
<v Speaker 2>when I get home.

444
00:36:30.559 --> 00:36:35.599
<v Speaker 8>Okay, Okay, all right, yes, yes, yes, thanks everybody, thanks, thanks,

445
00:36:35.679 --> 00:36:36.639
<v Speaker 8>thank you, I love you.

446
00:36:37.880 --> 00:36:42.280
<v Speaker 2>All right. I don't know Stephen didn't get a name

447
00:36:42.400 --> 00:36:47.440
<v Speaker 2>up here, Oh webisode, I just took you off six

448
00:36:47.559 --> 00:36:53.360
<v Speaker 2>o eight, six oh four. You're on six. Hi.

449
00:36:53.519 --> 00:36:57.159
<v Speaker 4>Who is this? Hey, It's Brian from Wisconsin.

450
00:36:58.119 --> 00:36:59.360
<v Speaker 2>Hi, baby, how are you?

451
00:36:59.400 --> 00:37:05.760
<v Speaker 4>Yes, I'm pretty good. So my question revolves around my

452
00:37:06.239 --> 00:37:12.400
<v Speaker 4>mom recently came home from rehab and I've moved. I've

453
00:37:13.320 --> 00:37:17.320
<v Speaker 4>stay with her evenings, stay overnight with her to help

454
00:37:19.519 --> 00:37:26.000
<v Speaker 4>facilitate that process. And I'm I believe one of my

455
00:37:26.119 --> 00:37:30.840
<v Speaker 4>jobs is in the process of ending because of the building,

456
00:37:30.960 --> 00:37:34.679
<v Speaker 4>the business is being sold. I want to know if

457
00:37:34.719 --> 00:37:38.119
<v Speaker 4>I should move forward with looking something, looking for something

458
00:37:38.159 --> 00:37:43.719
<v Speaker 4>to fill in that space. I'm I'm feeling a little

459
00:37:43.760 --> 00:37:47.840
<v Speaker 4>overwhelmed with everything I'm trying to do right now, just

460
00:37:47.920 --> 00:37:52.199
<v Speaker 4>because helping her is, it's changing my routine, it's it's

461
00:37:52.239 --> 00:37:58.840
<v Speaker 4>changing a lot of things for me also. But losing

462
00:37:58.920 --> 00:38:08.199
<v Speaker 4>the jobble not help the financial picture. So I'm okay.

463
00:38:08.360 --> 00:38:11.239
<v Speaker 2>So what I'm hearing is you're overwhelmed.

464
00:38:12.119 --> 00:38:15.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I am okay.

465
00:38:16.639 --> 00:38:25.360
<v Speaker 2>So you need to create another job. That's a true statement, right.

466
00:38:27.039 --> 00:38:28.679
<v Speaker 4>Yes, another income source.

467
00:38:28.880 --> 00:38:35.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, and you need to be there to help

468
00:38:35.840 --> 00:38:40.559
<v Speaker 2>your mother. Yes, is there no one else that come

469
00:38:40.599 --> 00:38:42.599
<v Speaker 2>in can come in to help your mother?

470
00:38:44.760 --> 00:38:47.840
<v Speaker 4>There's other kids, but I'm the only single one, so

471
00:38:47.920 --> 00:38:56.199
<v Speaker 4>it's kind of handy for me to do it, I guess, so, yes, there.

472
00:38:56.039 --> 00:39:02.960
<v Speaker 2>Are other people that can come in. Mm hmm y yeah. Okay.

473
00:39:03.840 --> 00:39:19.480
<v Speaker 2>So the challenge here, baby is that you really don't

474
00:39:19.519 --> 00:39:29.480
<v Speaker 2>want to get another job and you need to Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

475
00:39:29.519 --> 00:39:34.880
<v Speaker 2>So the answer is, yes, you need to go down,

476
00:39:35.599 --> 00:39:40.400
<v Speaker 2>go out and get another job because you need to

477
00:39:40.440 --> 00:39:49.440
<v Speaker 2>support yourself. So you that's your highest answer is, yes,

478
00:39:50.199 --> 00:40:00.480
<v Speaker 2>you need to go create another job. Okay, you can

479
00:40:00.599 --> 00:40:04.679
<v Speaker 2>help out some part time with your mom, and the

480
00:40:04.719 --> 00:40:07.280
<v Speaker 2>rest of the kids need to step up and help

481
00:40:07.320 --> 00:40:15.159
<v Speaker 2>out part time too. That's the highest recommendation that I

482
00:40:15.320 --> 00:40:16.320
<v Speaker 2>hear coming in.

483
00:40:17.440 --> 00:40:22.039
<v Speaker 4>Okay, And that's that's that's consummation. I wanted to. I

484
00:40:22.079 --> 00:40:25.440
<v Speaker 4>wanted to make sure that my feelings about that weren't

485
00:40:26.199 --> 00:40:33.159
<v Speaker 4>just self centered and that I you know, so that's cool.

486
00:40:34.719 --> 00:40:37.920
<v Speaker 2>When I say those are self centered, I get to know.

487
00:40:38.159 --> 00:40:44.519
<v Speaker 2>When I say they're realistic, I get a yes. Okay, okay,

488
00:40:44.679 --> 00:40:55.039
<v Speaker 2>So why you feel that there's self centered is because

489
00:40:55.199 --> 00:41:05.760
<v Speaker 2>you're fighting within you. You're you're kind of fighting that

490
00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:09.280
<v Speaker 2>part of you that doesn't really want to go back

491
00:41:09.320 --> 00:41:13.920
<v Speaker 2>to work. Sweetheart. M hm, you know, and and you

492
00:41:14.079 --> 00:41:22.719
<v Speaker 2>need to. Yeah, okay, yep, all right, And I and

493
00:41:22.840 --> 00:41:29.760
<v Speaker 2>I applaud you for splitting that energy between that and

494
00:41:29.880 --> 00:41:37.760
<v Speaker 2>taking care of your mommy. Oh okay, good luck with that, honey,

495
00:41:38.280 --> 00:41:47.239
<v Speaker 2>Thanks to you, bet by bye. Okay, we are going

496
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:54.400
<v Speaker 2>to uh Victoria whip hold on. Can't get you on here,

497
00:41:56.400 --> 00:42:02.840
<v Speaker 2>Victorian Colorado. You're on Hiji, hi baby, good morning?

498
00:42:03.599 --> 00:42:04.920
<v Speaker 9>Enjoy was it Tennessee?

499
00:42:05.800 --> 00:42:06.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

500
00:42:06.800 --> 00:42:10.480
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, So from my last time on a couple of

501
00:42:10.519 --> 00:42:14.400
<v Speaker 9>weeks ago, I missed last week I was sleeping, which

502
00:42:14.440 --> 00:42:14.599
<v Speaker 9>is a.

503
00:42:14.679 --> 00:42:15.639
<v Speaker 2>Very curious thing.

504
00:42:15.840 --> 00:42:19.079
<v Speaker 9>And I wonder if that's like a like a synonym

505
00:42:19.440 --> 00:42:22.920
<v Speaker 9>or how I'm doing life. I'm sleeping through it. So

506
00:42:23.199 --> 00:42:27.760
<v Speaker 9>my question is I did make connection with the horse

507
00:42:27.880 --> 00:42:33.079
<v Speaker 9>riding medicine. Horse is close to me for volunteering, and

508
00:42:33.679 --> 00:42:37.719
<v Speaker 9>that is moving forward slowly. But it's not that five

509
00:42:37.840 --> 00:42:42.400
<v Speaker 9>K income, which honestly seems impossible that I said, yeah,

510
00:42:42.440 --> 00:42:47.559
<v Speaker 9>I can do that. So am I just sleeping? Am

511
00:42:47.599 --> 00:42:51.760
<v Speaker 9>I avoiding? I'm a great idea generator? Not so great

512
00:42:51.840 --> 00:42:52.639
<v Speaker 9>with follow through.

513
00:42:53.320 --> 00:42:59.840
<v Speaker 2>So what is that victoria? You've said three negative things

514
00:43:00.039 --> 00:43:04.639
<v Speaker 2>about yourself since you started talking. I can believe that

515
00:43:05.239 --> 00:43:10.800
<v Speaker 2>if you keep claiming negative things about yourself, how the

516
00:43:10.960 --> 00:43:16.360
<v Speaker 2>hell do you think you're going to create a positive life, sweetheart?

517
00:43:17.840 --> 00:43:21.880
<v Speaker 9>Well, that's why I keep coming on here. I guess

518
00:43:21.880 --> 00:43:22.800
<v Speaker 9>you'll hear it.

519
00:43:22.920 --> 00:43:23.320
<v Speaker 2>I guess I.

520
00:43:23.519 --> 00:43:25.440
<v Speaker 9>Hear it when I do it to myself. I hear

521
00:43:25.480 --> 00:43:28.119
<v Speaker 9>it when I hear others.

522
00:43:29.280 --> 00:43:32.960
<v Speaker 2>But if you don't change it, your life isn't going

523
00:43:33.039 --> 00:43:40.920
<v Speaker 2>to change. Honey. Do you understand what you speak and

524
00:43:41.039 --> 00:43:48.960
<v Speaker 2>what you say to yourself is the life that you create. Guys,

525
00:43:49.360 --> 00:43:53.320
<v Speaker 2>you've got to be getting this by now. You hear

526
00:43:53.400 --> 00:44:02.719
<v Speaker 2>it every single week. The more you speak love to yourself,

527
00:44:03.519 --> 00:44:12.320
<v Speaker 2>the more your life shows up in a positive way.

528
00:44:14.000 --> 00:44:21.199
<v Speaker 2>I always come through for myself. I always create the

529
00:44:21.239 --> 00:44:29.400
<v Speaker 2>things I want. Are those two things to add to

530
00:44:29.480 --> 00:44:32.320
<v Speaker 2>my commands? I always come through for myself and I

531
00:44:32.360 --> 00:44:38.039
<v Speaker 2>always create what I want? Well, yeah, those are two

532
00:44:38.280 --> 00:44:45.880
<v Speaker 2>of the negative things that you've already said to me today.

533
00:44:46.639 --> 00:44:49.760
<v Speaker 2>I want you to listen to the show back and

534
00:44:49.960 --> 00:44:55.199
<v Speaker 2>hear the negative things you've said, which I'm sure are

535
00:44:55.920 --> 00:45:00.079
<v Speaker 2>the negative things you say to yourself every day. Baby,

536
00:45:03.760 --> 00:45:07.920
<v Speaker 2>I want you to sit down as soon as we're

537
00:45:07.960 --> 00:45:16.239
<v Speaker 2>off and write out the positive statement that you want

538
00:45:16.519 --> 00:45:23.159
<v Speaker 2>in your life, whether you believe them or not. Right now,

539
00:45:27.239 --> 00:45:31.880
<v Speaker 2>the positive statements that you want in your life, and

540
00:45:32.079 --> 00:45:37.159
<v Speaker 2>you go to your love place and you claim them

541
00:45:37.239 --> 00:45:46.880
<v Speaker 2>every morning and every night. I will do that. So

542
00:45:47.559 --> 00:45:51.559
<v Speaker 2>you tell me three things that you want right now.

543
00:45:53.880 --> 00:46:03.159
<v Speaker 9>Connections with people, love for myself and others, and meaning.

544
00:46:05.639 --> 00:46:09.159
<v Speaker 2>And what about the horses? What do you want.

545
00:46:09.519 --> 00:46:12.840
<v Speaker 9>If I can smell the horseshit that would make me happy,

546
00:46:13.760 --> 00:46:17.199
<v Speaker 9>be around horses, brush them, just be in the space

547
00:46:17.239 --> 00:46:21.519
<v Speaker 9>of a horse is a beautiful thing that I do.

548
00:46:21.519 --> 00:46:27.280
<v Speaker 2>Miss from childhood. But ultimately, what do you want your

549
00:46:27.440 --> 00:46:31.840
<v Speaker 2>grandest dream of what you would create right now? What

550
00:46:32.000 --> 00:46:32.280
<v Speaker 2>is it?

551
00:46:37.000 --> 00:46:37.199
<v Speaker 4>Well?

552
00:46:37.239 --> 00:46:40.320
<v Speaker 2>They're in lies of challenge because I can't even you

553
00:46:40.360 --> 00:46:43.920
<v Speaker 2>asked the question. Yeah, I don't want to hear what

554
00:46:44.000 --> 00:46:49.320
<v Speaker 2>you can't. I ask you what you want?

555
00:46:50.280 --> 00:46:51.320
<v Speaker 9>I want to have meaning?

556
00:46:52.840 --> 00:46:57.039
<v Speaker 2>What do you want with the horses? With the horses,

557
00:46:58.800 --> 00:47:02.400
<v Speaker 2>I would love to have a horse, ride a horse,

558
00:47:02.800 --> 00:47:09.800
<v Speaker 2>be around a horse. Okay, I am creating a magnificent

559
00:47:10.039 --> 00:47:19.960
<v Speaker 2>relationship with a beautiful horse that I groom and ride

560
00:47:20.159 --> 00:47:29.400
<v Speaker 2>and be with daily. So put that on your list.

561
00:47:30.599 --> 00:47:31.440
<v Speaker 9>That feels good.

562
00:47:32.639 --> 00:47:38.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but you see you automatically go to I can't

563
00:47:39.239 --> 00:47:44.559
<v Speaker 2>before you even try to create it. Baby, what you

564
00:47:44.639 --> 00:47:47.760
<v Speaker 2>just said to do to sit down and write out

565
00:47:47.800 --> 00:47:50.480
<v Speaker 2>the positive statements that I want in my life, whether

566
00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:54.199
<v Speaker 2>I believe them or not. Right now, that's it. I

567
00:47:54.239 --> 00:47:59.280
<v Speaker 2>don't believe these things are possible, and so I cut off.

568
00:47:59.320 --> 00:48:02.039
<v Speaker 2>I think before I even try, before I even start,

569
00:48:02.119 --> 00:48:05.320
<v Speaker 2>before I even rechat. Yeah, but that's not how it works.

570
00:48:05.719 --> 00:48:07.719
<v Speaker 9>No, I know that's exactly going to keep me right

571
00:48:07.760 --> 00:48:11.679
<v Speaker 9>where I am. And I know this is a yeah.

572
00:48:11.800 --> 00:48:16.920
<v Speaker 2>You know if people did that with making babies, we

573
00:48:16.960 --> 00:48:24.280
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't have a civilization. Yeah, you have to dream it

574
00:48:24.559 --> 00:48:32.480
<v Speaker 2>first and then you create it. Okay, what you dreams

575
00:48:32.679 --> 00:48:39.320
<v Speaker 2>on paper, guys, and then you dream them into reality,

576
00:48:41.280 --> 00:48:42.679
<v Speaker 2>whether I believe it or not.

577
00:48:44.280 --> 00:48:46.559
<v Speaker 9>Imagine what if it was possible?

578
00:48:47.400 --> 00:48:53.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's how I created et Okay, Okay, I think

579
00:48:53.920 --> 00:48:57.880
<v Speaker 2>to believe it or not? Is the like the release valve,

580
00:48:58.119 --> 00:49:02.880
<v Speaker 2>the pressure release valve. I like that as much. Later already,

581
00:49:04.159 --> 00:49:08.760
<v Speaker 2>and find a picture of a beautiful horse and put

582
00:49:08.800 --> 00:49:16.400
<v Speaker 2>it up in your kitchen. I have some horse pictures

583
00:49:16.480 --> 00:49:18.679
<v Speaker 2>that are sitting in bags and not on the wall,

584
00:49:18.840 --> 00:49:23.639
<v Speaker 2>so that I can do today. You bet today?

585
00:49:23.960 --> 00:49:24.639
<v Speaker 5>You bet?

586
00:49:25.440 --> 00:49:30.679
<v Speaker 2>Okay, let me say and guys, can't you hear the

587
00:49:30.920 --> 00:49:38.400
<v Speaker 2>difference in the energy of her voice already? It's beautiful?

588
00:49:39.119 --> 00:49:43.880
<v Speaker 2>You go, Victoria. I'll have a.

589
00:49:43.840 --> 00:49:48.599
<v Speaker 9>Different I'll have a different question in space right, I'm

590
00:49:48.679 --> 00:49:49.760
<v Speaker 9>looking forwards.

591
00:49:49.880 --> 00:49:53.719
<v Speaker 2>You bet? All right? Everybody, I gotta get down to

592
00:49:53.800 --> 00:49:58.599
<v Speaker 2>my table. Let's say it together. Open your hearts, go

593
00:49:58.719 --> 00:50:03.000
<v Speaker 2>to your love place, and here we go. I love me,

594
00:50:04.039 --> 00:50:08.800
<v Speaker 2>I love me, and I love me even more because

595
00:50:08.840 --> 00:50:11.760
<v Speaker 2>I know that what it's all about.

596
00:50:14.159 --> 00:50:17.920
<v Speaker 1>Thank you for joining D on Conscious Creation. Visit her

597
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:22.400
<v Speaker 1>website at Imdwallas dot com for awesome download archive shows,

598
00:50:22.519 --> 00:50:26.599
<v Speaker 1>enlightening webinars, and amazing free offerings. And remember you can

599
00:50:26.599 --> 00:50:30.840
<v Speaker 1>hear D every week on BBS Radio, iTunes, iHeartRadio, and

600
00:50:30.880 --> 00:50:33.559
<v Speaker 1>live at Oneness Talk Radio. You can also hear D

601
00:50:33.760 --> 00:50:36.800
<v Speaker 1>on Transformation Talk Radio and on her YouTube channel, D

602
00:50:36.920 --> 00:50:39.679
<v Speaker 1>Wallace Official. Be sure to join us next week for

603
00:50:39.960 --> 00:50:44.239
<v Speaker 1>Conscious Creation with D Wallace and remember, loving yourself is

604
00:50:44.280 --> 00:50:45.280
<v Speaker 1>the key to creation.