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Speaker 1: Hello you guys, Welcome back to another episode of the

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Hawkerel Energy Podcast. I'm your host, Kayleie, and this is

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your weekly reminder that it's a new day, a new week,

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a new mindset, and another day for you to become

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the howgral energy you want to attract. Hello you guys,

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Happy Wednesday, Welcome back to another episode. I am beyond

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happy going into today because the sun is shining, it's

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eleven degrees, the snow is melting. Hearing that snow melt

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brings me so much joy, so much excitement, And I

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think we're all ready for a new season, Like I

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am so ready to take on spring. I think March

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just appearing has helped a lot of people, especially me,

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included with knowing that we're days away from spring, We're

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days away from summer. Were day away from just the

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warmer weather and the better vibes. And I think it's

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just usually the hardest two months in the beginning of

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the year. January and February are always long and gloomy

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and just I don't know, we're never feeling ourself. And

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I feel like as soon as March it, I'm like,

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oh my good Seasonal Trussian is finally leaving my body.

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I'm finally feeling alive again. I feel like I'm inspired again.

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I'm just feeling so much better already going into March,

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and I'm sure a lot of you could probably feel

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the same way. I wanted to make this episode all

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about spring, of course, because we're entering a new season

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this month. The excitement around spring obviously is on everyone's mind,

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and I thought we could kind of talk about things

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that I'm doing personally to kind of change up into

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my day to day life. So just like habits that

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I'm taking into this new month ahead, as well as

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goals that I have for myself this month, and by

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chatting about the habits and goals that I set this month,

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we'll hopefully inspire you to set new goals and habits

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for yourself going into a new month and a new season.

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And I also just want to talk about things that

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I'm looking forward to this month, like things that we

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have coming up and things that we can all get

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excited about when it comes to spring. So I thought

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it'd be the perfect time to kind of just chat

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about things that I'm looking forward to before we get

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into this episode. I always love to do a little

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weekly catch up, and I feel like I haven't done

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a little catch up in a while. But back update

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because in the last episode I was talking a lot

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about my injury and how I'm trying to become the

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better version of myself again. And I have to say

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that making the adjustments that I've made in my routine

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within the last week or two has dramatically made a

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huge difference in my pain and I'm feeling so much better.

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I'm actually doing a lot of different things that I'm

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actually going to chat about with things that I'm taking

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into this month that I'm going to try and do

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on a regular basis update on it all. I went

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to my physio appointment on Monday. I got cleared to

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get back into workouts gradually. I have not been cleared

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to do Reformer. She is very concerned. She as in

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my physio is that Reformer Plates is kind of what

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triggered it to get to the point that it was,

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which was obviously getting worse because of the type of

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machine that you use on the Reformer. You know, if

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you are a Reformer Plates girls, then you may know

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that there are straps that you use to kind of

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pull up your body weight use it for arm workouts,

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et cetera. And the way my body was positioned was

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my shoulders were like super high, so it was creating

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tension in the muscle in my back, which is what

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kind of triggered it to get worse. So that's kind

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of like why I'm staying away from Reformer, and she

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has approved me to do like oxygen classes or weighted

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workouts from home, So I'm going to do that for

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the next month, again, taking it day by day, super slow,

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not going to rush into it, but just kind of

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see how my body feels. Today I did a twenty

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minute full body workout with ten pound dumbbells and I

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feel great. I feel good, I don't feel sore. I'm

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obviously doing my stretches and my strengthening workouts that she

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gave me as well. So all in all, just an

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update on my injury and feeling really really good, just

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because I know a lot of you actually either commented

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or messaged me about maybe an injury that you're going through,

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and that it was really reassuring to hear that I'm

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currently going through something similar. So just know that you're

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not alone and that we're in this together, and that

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it's okay if you're in a rough spot right now.

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We're all trying to stay positive here and kind of

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get through this injury phase that I'm currently going through.

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And then my last little update for my weekly catchup

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is my new house. We have windows, guys, we have

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windows installed. They're starting to put the electrical in the

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house right now, which I'm sure you can assume that

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Zach is like so on it right now, like he

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wants to go visit the house all the time just

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to make sure that the electrical is all done correctly

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and in the right spots because my husband's an electricians,

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so he's very like, I don't know, wanting to be

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on top of it. And it sucks because we don't

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technically own the full house right now, if that makes sense,

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own the house right now, not a so I haven't

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been filming that much content for that race. Like I

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usually get approved when I can go film content at

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the new place, and they let me like kind of

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go in and film a few clips and whatever the

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case may be. So that's kind of why I can't

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like constantly film updates and all that trust me. I

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wish I could, but they all know that I'm on

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social media, they all know that I'm an influencer, so

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I'm just concerned that if I go too much and

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share too much that they could penalize me. So I'm

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just trying to stick to the rules and just get

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them to give me permission when I can record. So

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we do have a meeting coming up in a few weeks,

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which is very exciting because I really want to film

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a kind of like a walk through of the house

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before they dry wallet, which is soon They're about to

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dry all the house, which is absolutely crazy to me

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how fast it's going by and this whole process. But

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it's very exciting and I'm like so eager to get

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in there and just share more content with you guys,

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because I love that type of stuff. I love watching

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house content. I find it so exciting. But a lot

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of the time, for the girls that are filming a

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lot of house content on their social media, it's probably

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because they're renovating and own the house like solely themselves,

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so they can obviously be in the house because they

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own the property, Whereas for me, I'm like an owner

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of the property, but like it's not officially closed until

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my closing date, if that makes sense. So we're slowly

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but surely sharing content and getting excited about the new house.

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And yeah, I cannot wait to share more details with

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you guys on that. Anyways, that's my little catchup and

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just wanted to give you guys some updates on where

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things are at. But let's get into this spring episode.

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I really want to talk about things that we're leaving

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behind in February and what we're taking into March and

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this new season ahead. Okay, so let's go in with

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the mindset of we're out with the old and we're

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in with the new, Like we are going into a

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new season. We want that positive energy, we want that

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positive mindset. We're so over the winter blues, the negative

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mindset that you may have had. I was one hundred

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percent negative throughout the entire winter. I'm going to be

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fully transparent. I really kind of did that to myself.

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hard to kind of like mentally be you know, stable,

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sense of obviously I was stable, but you know what

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I mean, Like I just wasn't being my positive old self,

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and I had a really hard time, finding inspiration and

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just like wanting to put myself out there through my job.

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And that's really tough right when you're going through that,

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and then you also have a job where you need to,

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you know, be on camera all the time and show yourself,

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and like you're not in the mental state of like

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wanting to be your typical self that you usually are.

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It's hard. It's very, very hard. So going into this month,

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I'm really trying to embrace that new spring energy that

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I want for myself, that positive energy that I want

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for myself. Thinking about a new season makes me think

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of again, new energy, new everything, Like everything just feels exciting,

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it feels new. It makes me feel like I'm starting fresh,

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and so I want to talk about things that I'm

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bringing into March. So obviously that's kind of what I'm

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leaving behind. I'm leaving behind that negative energy that I

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didn't want for myself. I'm going in with the mindset

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into this month that I want to have a positive mindset.

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I want to go in with the intention of of

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feeling fresh, feeling new again with a new season. So

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I decided to set five goals slash habits for myself

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going into this new month. First one being is taking

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more breaks when it comes to work and workouts, almost

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like realizing that it's okay to stop and put yourself

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first and not make work or other things the main priority.

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And I think that's hard for people who might be

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like me, where they're very, very heavily involved with their

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job and really love what they do, Like I truly

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could do my job all day, all night, Like I

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just I love what I do, right, And so when

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you're in that position of when you want to work

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all the time, you forget that, oh, I should probably

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take a twenty five minute lunch break to myself, like

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go make some lunch, go have some chill time, just

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kind of like separate yourself from your phone or from

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your computer or whatever you do for your work. And

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that it can actually harm us if we're not slowing

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down and realizing how important it is to do those breaks.

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my routine is I set a sixty minute timer. So

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I'll put a sixty minute timer on and once that

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timer goes off, I get up. I either go for

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a walk or I go downstairs, I put on a

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twenty minute YouTube video and I get some cleaning around

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the house done, or just kind of like organizing the house,

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or I make myself lunch, like you know what I mean,

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just kind of like taking that twenty minutes to myself

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and doing something that doesn't involve sitting and staring at

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a screen or just kind of doing nothing at all.

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she wants me to do more is stand up more.

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getting up, walking, doing something that involves not just sitting around.

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I have a mini standing desk that I just put

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beside my office desk. That way I can kind of

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change spots. So if I'm like really dialed in with work,

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or has an office job, the standing desk is incredible.

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being able to flip flop kind of like you know,

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be at my computer, get work done, and then I

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have my laptop on my standing desk and all my

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work is actually synced on my laptop and on my

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iMac that's all on the cloud, so I don't have

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to stress about like making sure things are transferred over

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to my laptop. Like everything's the same. So if I'm

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working on something on my computer, I can easily just

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pull it up on my laptop and get it done

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at the standing desk. So I've made it a huge

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priority to kind of take breaks and listen to my

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body and not overdo it. And that also comes into

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my workouts. So I used to be a huge workout girl,

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as you guys know, like five times a week, maybe

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six times a week, sometimes two workouts in a day.

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I was really overdoing it this past summer, in this

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past year, and I'm realizing that now. Okay, I am

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realizing it now. I probably shouldn't have done that to myself.

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I think I was putting myself in a very harmful

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situation without even realizing it and not listening to my body.

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same way. But I'm trying to find ways to dial

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it back by not obviously overdoing it. I'm trying to

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create a new schedule a new routine. Like everything is

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very new to me right now. I'm completely changing everything

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that I typically would. I would never set a sixty

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minute timer for myself. I would never take you know,

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two to three breaks within the day. So again, I'm

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really adjusting a lot of things, which is kind of

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like a shock to the system, if that makes sense,

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because you're having to like change everything, so it feels weird,

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but like weird in a good way, if that makes sense. Like,

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I know what I'm doing is for the right reasons,

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and especially for me, who's someone that wants to, you know,

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get pregnant, I really need to focus on dialing it

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down and not overdo it because, you know, especially when

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you're pregnant, Like I would love to work out while

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I'm pregnant, but I also know that I can't be

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working out like five to seven times a week, Like

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that's just not the reality. So it's really just leaning

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into the slower lifestyle and understanding that it's okay to

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take breaks and that it's important to do so. And

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you know, still working out three to four times a

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week is amazing still, you know, taking those breaks for

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yourself during your work days is important. So really just

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kind of telling my body to slow down. This next

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one also kind of goes into the slower lifestyle, and

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that's working on calming my nervous system down. One thing

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that my physio thinks is a big thing when it

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came to my injury was my nervous system. And I

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almost felt like that was an issue. Like I felt

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like I knew that was a part of it, but

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I didn't want to say that to myself without like

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having someone else say it, if that makes sense. I

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knew that when I got overly stressed, I was getting pain.

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I knew that, you know, probably being super tight from

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the stress didn't help with the injury. So the injury

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was already there from working out, but I think it

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got worse from me, you know, having heightened stress and

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my nervous system not being calm and me kind of

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like constantly going one hundred miles per hour and not

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realizing that I need to slow down and kind of

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manage my you know, job more effectively, whatever the case

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may be. So really trying to work on finding ways

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to calm my nervous system down is a big goal

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for me this month. So using asana more, going to

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hot pilates more. I kind of had a bit of

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a conversation about it in the last episode about how

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oxygen made me feel so good, like going to an

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oxygen class, which is a heated workout class, and how

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good I felt. So I want to keep doing that,

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doing those heated workouts, maybe some hot yoga, you know.

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I want to try and scroll less on my phone

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and maybe read more. I've actually been debating on purchasing

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the brick. I don't know if you guys have heard

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of that. It's essentially a tool that allows you to

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lock your phone, and it legitimately like puts your phone

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in a brick mode, meaning like there's nothing you can do.

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You can't even open it unless you like physically take

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the brick off the phone. I think that's how it works.

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I don't have one, so correct me if I'm wrong,

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but I just heard something with this brick basically locking

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the entire phone for like a certain period of time.

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So it's like, Okay, you're on brick mode for three hours.

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You can't you know, scroll on your phone, you can't

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send text messages, you can't answer any phone calls. It's

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fully just like dull, like it doesn't do anything, which

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for me, I think would be really beneficial because even

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when my phone's on, do not disturb. I do find

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it helps obviously not seeing notifications come through and not

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feeling eager to open my phone, but like, regardless, I

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open my phone because I want to scroll, or it's

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because I want to look on my social media platforms

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and see, like, okay, what's going on, Like should I

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be posting a video today? Whatever the case we need,

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but I need to focus on putting my phone to

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the side, especially like on weekends, like enjoying more time

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with my husband and not like aimlessly scrolling. I bought

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a puzzle for my husband and I a few weeks ago,

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and I'm gonna be honest, we still haven't done it yet, Okay,

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but this is the perfect opportunity for me to say, hey,

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this is a perfect opportunity to not be on my phone,

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not be watching TV and doing the puzzle. I think

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that's a great sl activity, something to do together with

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my husband. It's something that allows my mind to kind

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of you know, work a little bit, but still adapting

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that like calmer lifestyle, slower lifestyle. So yeah, I'm really

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just trying to find ways to kind of calm my

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nervous system down and really focus on destressing myself, and

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by doing so, I really want to include those things

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into my routine this month and really make it a

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weekly non negotiable. Another goal that I have for March

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and just Spring in general is getting out more and

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being more social again. I want to see my friends again.

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I want to be less of a homebody. I feel

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like these past two months, I've literally locked myself up

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in this house and I've avoided going out for dinners.

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I've been avoiding, you know, people in general, and obviously

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working from home to doesn't help. And for somebody who's

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not going to work out classes, it's been very antisocial

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and it's been very, very, very difficult. So my goal

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this month is to make more plans with my friends,

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doing friend days, you know, going outside for walks now

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that it's actually nice out. You know, I'm going out

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for dinner with my girlfriends tomorrow night, which I'm super

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excited about. I'm going for a copy with my girlfriends

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on Fridays. I'm making plans again. I'm getting out of

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the house on the weekend. You know, Zach and I

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are celebrating our anniversary, which is so exciting. We're celebrating

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thirteen years, which is so crazy. So we're going out

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for a nice dinner to celebrate our thirteen years together.

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And we're also babysitting our niece. Me and Zach. We've

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never actually babysitter just him and I, so it's kind

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of like a test with a baby, which is kind

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of fun. I mean, she's two, so she's not fully

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a baby anymore, but it's going to be fun to

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just like watch for him and I and just kind

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of like get a feel of what it's going to

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be like for parenthood. And anyways, so again, very exciting

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first week of March. I'm doing things again. I'm getting

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out of the house. And if you're that kind of

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person like me, where like you really did become a

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homebody these past two months and you had a hard

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time leaving the house and you know, the winter blues

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really got to you. This is your sign to make

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plans with a friend, make plans with anyone. Really, just

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get yourself out of the house. And it could be

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as simple as a coffee date. It could be you know,

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going for a walk. Like literally the easiest things ever,

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it does not have to be a big thing going

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out for dinner, as I said, like, it could also

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be like they come to your house and you have

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pizza together and wine and you have a super chill vibe.

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And again, it's just more so seeing people socializing with

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people I think is so so healthy and so great.

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I don't know, I just I miss it so much.

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So I'm very excited to plan more friend dates this

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month and just be social again. Another habit that I've

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taken back into my non negotiables on a daily basis

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is journaling again. I've been really leaning into my journaling again.

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I kind of took a break, which I feel like

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it's a very common thing for people who love to

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use a planner or a journal. I feel like I

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always like sometimes need the break of like stepping aside,

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but then I always come back. I always always come

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back because it's always something that I want to make

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a priority. I feel organized, I feel like I have

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my shit together when I'm doing it. I love to

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write out my thoughts. I love to remind myself what

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I'm grateful for the things that I have, And I

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don't know, it's just something that I find very therapeutic,

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and I think I go through phases where I'm like

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out of it and then I'm back in it. And

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I think that's very normal to have that type of

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wave of a relationship with the habits. So kind of

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like if you're someone that you know might work out

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constantly for a short period of time and then you

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kind of take a really big break of not going

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to that specific WORKO class anymore, and then you realize, oh,

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you know what, I actually miss it. I want to

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get back into it. You get back into it, you

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feel good. So it's just like a thing for me

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that I keep coming back to. But sometimes it's okay

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to take breaks for it. And that's with journaling. So

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I'm getting back into it. I love it. I've been

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also using it for my meal planning. I've been really

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making meal planning a huge priority this month. I think

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I talked about that in the last episode, but getting

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back into healthy recipes, feeling inspired again of trying new

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recipes out, you know, really just like locking in and

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dialing in on e more food. And yeah, that's like

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my biggest goal too for this month as well. And

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then the last goal that I have taking into spring

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and March is just kind of like updating my spring wardrobe,

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finding more staple items that I want to include into

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my wardrobe. I always think it's okay to kind of

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like make modifications almost to your style or two things

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that you have in your house. You know, I'm really

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embracing the spring colors right now, which is what I

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kind of wanted to talk about in the next part,

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which is just like how colors make such a huge

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impact in your mood. Like I was wearing yellow this weekend.

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I found this yellow cardigan from H and M a

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few weeks ago, and I haven't linked on my LTK

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for anybody that wants to. It's currently sold out of

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the one that I have, but they have a quarter

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zip of the exact same one, which is like a

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half zip versus a full zip. And it's such a

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beautiful color. But it makes me feel so good wearing

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like bright fun colors again, like blue, yellow, pink, like

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feel alive again. So sometimes it's okay to, yeah, just

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like update your spring wardrobe if you feel the need

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to do so, which brings me into the next topic

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I wanted to talk about, which is things that I'm

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looking forward to for the spring, so one of them

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being spring colors and being able to incorporate it into

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either my wardrobe or my home decor. So as I said,

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like I love yellow, I love baby blue, I love

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baby pink. And for like home decor things, I actually

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went to home Sense this past week. And that's also

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something that I always love to do whenever it's a

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new season, even if it's just like getting a few

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little things like I got these really cute tea towels

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for my kitchen. I got like this really nice green

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and white print that I love. I got these beautiful

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yellow mugs. I'm obsessed with them. They're the perfect tea

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mug in my opinion. And again it's just like little

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things that bring me excitement and joy. And I also

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got these beautiful pink fake flowers, which looks so realistic

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to me. Put them on my dining table with this

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beautiful beige Stecco pot, and again, just like doing that

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made me feel so good. It brought little joys into

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my home, brought some excitement, it brought some color into

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the house, and yeah, I think that really helps getting

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out of the like that seasonal depression feeling like just

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kind of doing those little things that brighten up the

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home or breaking up the space, or again wearing fun colors.

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It just kind of like makes you feel alive again.

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And these are things that are romanticizing your life. Like

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this is the perfect example of why people should romanticize

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your life, is doing these little things that you know

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people might say like, oh, yeah, if you buy this

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and if you put this out on your counter, like

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you'll feel good. Like I have to be honest, it's

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the truth. Like doing those things like wearing spring colors,

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embracing the spring season, romanticizing it, like, it does work

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and it does lift your mood. Speaking for myself of

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someone who was literally feeling awful the entire two months

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of winter and now going into a new month and

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feeling way more energized and feeling way more excited. I'm

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putting in the effort by romanticizing my life by doing

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those little things, and I feel like it just like

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makes a huge difference. Other things I'm looking forward to

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is going on outdoor walks again. Guys. I'm so excited.

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I'm actually going to walk Friday right after I record

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this episode for like forty minutes, and I'm so excited.

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It's like ten degrees out today, which it has not

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been ten degrees and like I don't know how long,

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And I'm so excited to have the long outdoor walks again,

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just seeing the snow melt, you know, the warmer days

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are coming, and just like setting the mood with either

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like making a nice coffee, listening to a podcast, or

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you know, putting on your favorite playlist, like getting those

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vibes again are going to be so healing. And I'm

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so birking excited. As much as I love my walking pad,

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she has done such wonders to me, honestly these past

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few months with the winter season, and again, I will

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still use it, you know, watching TV or reading or whatever, like,

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I still love to use it and I will include

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it into my routine every single day. But walking outside

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again in the summer will be the best thing ever.

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I'm literally so excited, and yeah, it's just so therapeutic.

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Anything with flowers right now again brings me so much

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joy and excitement. I just bought these fake flowers from

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home sense that I love. But you could also get

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into the habit of purchasing fresh flowers like tulips, and

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this could be like a bi weekly thing. Zach got

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me flowers the other day, which was very kind of him,

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and it just feels really nice to have some fresh

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flowers in the house. So especially during the time of

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the year in the summer, I just feel like I

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always make the effort of like purchasing some bouquets the

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odd time and putting it in the house, and it

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just feels really nice. And again that fresh feeling, that

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new feeling, that excitement of going into the warmer days

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is just always so exciting. Doing a bit of a

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spring clean or organizing also feels really good during this

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time of the year. I am actually doing a big

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bring cleaning starting this weekend. So Zach and I actually

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rented a storage unit for the move of our new house.

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We're starting to buy furniture and buy things for the

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new place, which is so exciting, but we have nowhere

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to store it, so we needed to rent a storage

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unit for the time being so we can start putting

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the new stuff in there. And we're going to also

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go through the house and start storing stuff in storing bin,

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so almost kind of like prepping for a move, but

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also kind of cleaning things out and things that we're

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not using currently or things like that we would typically

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use like in the colder winter days that we're not

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needing right now, we can start packing it up and

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start putting it in the storage room and just kind

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of get it out of the house. So it's going

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to feel really good just to kind of like deep

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clean and organize each space of the house. And also

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I plan on organizing my closet. I usually do kind

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of like a closet inventory for each season. So with

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it being spring and we're getting near the end of winter,

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you know, typically all bring out my like lighter and

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warmer clothes, things that I would you know, typically wear,

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like my trench coats, my lighter jackets, and then like

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all my heavier ones I can kind of like put

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to the side or store it not needing it obviously

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with the warmer weather coming. So I do always love

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to do a bit of a like a reevaluation of

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my closet and making sure that the things that I

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would actually wear for this type of weather I can

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adjust and then figure out, Okay, what do I need.

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Do I need more t shirts, do I need more basics,

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more jackets, whatever the case av So it's kind of

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a good way to also see like what you need

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to purchase and what you don't need to purchase. It's

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actually saving you money in a way, so or it's

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00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,359
making you spend more money, one of the two. But

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it does feel really good just to kind of like

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do a bit of a spring clean going into the

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spring season. I'm also very much looking forward to opening

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the sun roof again, going on sunset drives, you know,

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listening to music this again is very therapeutic to me.

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And also the fact that the sun is rising at

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seven am. Guys, can we talk about that for a second.

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That has probably been the most healing experience is waking

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up at like six thirty. You know, it's still a

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little dark. But then like literally as soon as I

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open my windows by like six forty five, six fifty,

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I'm like, oh my god, the sun. The sun is

546
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rising by seven o'clock. When I'm downstairs in my kitchen,

547
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everything is bright, Everything is not dark. It doesn't feel gloomy.

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So the fact that the sun is rising at seven

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am is amazing, and that the sun is now setting

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at like what six six thirty, Like wow, wow, wow, wow,

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that to me just brings me so much joy. Is

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not feeling like I'm in a dark, gloomy house anymore.

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Like the fact that I'm cooking dinner and it's still

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light outside is music to my ears and it does

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feel really really good. But those are things that I'm

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looking forward to. I am very very excited for spring,

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and I would love if you left to comment down

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below of what you're looking forward to this season or

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things that just bring you joy during this time of

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the year. I think we're all ready to take on

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a new season and we're really starting to see the

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excitement out of it. And I think we're all starting

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to get out of our seasonal depression and we're just

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feeling alive again, which is so so exciting. And then

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the last two things that I wanted to talk about

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about things that I'm looking forward to is kind of

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specific for me personally, But Zach is turning thirty this month,

568
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which is very exciting thirtieth birthday. And guys, I actually

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have a whole trip that I'm surprising him with, just

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00:27:27,559 --> 00:27:30,440
a little weekend trip, nothing crazy. He has no idea

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that this is happening, so I really hope he's not

572
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:34,640
listening to this episode because he doesn't even know that

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I literally had to contact his boss take time off

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00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:42,880
for him. You know, I purchased flight tickets like everything,

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Like he has no idea this is happening at all.

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Like I fully just like went in with like, you know,

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00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:50,400
girl boss mode, like let's just get this guy having

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the best, you know, thirtieth. And he really did not

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want to party. I was going to throw him a party,

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00:27:55,279 --> 00:27:57,599
a surprise party, but he's like, Nope, I don't want that.

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I was like, Okay, that's fine, I will still do something.

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He's like, oh, don't do anything. He's that kind of

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00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,160
guy where he's like, I'm not a birthday guy, like,

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please don't make it a big deal. And I'm like,

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it's your freakin thirtieth. I'm making it a big deal.

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I'm making this like my top priority this month. So

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I booked a little vacation with him. So I'm very

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excited to surprise him with that. And that's something I'm

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very much looking forward to. I'm looking forward to celebrating

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00:28:20,759 --> 00:28:24,319
our thirteen years, which is so wild. That's something I'm

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00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:28,160
looking forward to this month. And then yeah, that's kind

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00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:32,519
of it, like just focusing on that, and next month

593
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:36,000
is my thirtieth which is so wild. Guys, thirty, I'm

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gonna be thirty. That is so wild. I can't believe that.

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But anyways, lots of excitement and things to look forward to,

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but I think I'm gonna end this episode off here.

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Thank you guys so much for listening to another episode.

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If you're new, definitely make sure to follow me Kayleie.

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I'm on Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok. You can also follow

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00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,920
my at the Hawkcrow Energy Instagram page. I love you

601
00:28:57,960 --> 00:28:59,920
guys also much. Thank you guys for listening to you

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another episode. I hope you guys have the most amazing

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week and the most amazing weekend, and I will see

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you guys in next week's episode

