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Speaker 1: As far as intimate items went in space, the matter

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atom was the ultimate tool. It looked like a heavy

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metal pin with a nib that could produce liquid atoms,

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hardening as you drew, so they went from invisible to

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damp and limp to firm, weighty, visible, and very real.

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The substance could be formed into a receptacle or penetrator,

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hence the device's popularity among crowded orbiter crafts. It wasn't

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exactly like a sex toy advertised on the digital billboards,

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drifting through space as a state of the art leak

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patching solution if anything. More often than not, the typical

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use was the draw menstrul cups. The things drawn expired

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into purple goo after auron's or washes or never, depending

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on the setting, the goo evaporating into purple mist within avins.

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A handy function for keeping clutter down aboard are already

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buckling craft. Pool had connections with a manufacturing distributor so

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on from Uranus University that kept us fully stocked up

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on compact sacks. The handy high tech vacuum ceiling bags

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for emergency wastecoat during severe meteor storms when no one

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could exit their sleep module and stumble to the shoot room.

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As for contraception, the colonies had ensured every griever was

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on their own. Terek's Law prohibited federal funding of distribution

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or education efforts regarding pervasive items. Insertion of such items

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by a doctor would result in the imprisonment of patient

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and professional sterilization. Surgery required an invasive physical and mental

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evaluation by a judge appointed physician, as well as the

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permission of the five colony council representatives and one constable

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assigned to oversee the envoys stationed on each planet. We

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had a depleting source of condoms kept in the dispenser

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beside the med bay, but it hadn't been refilled in ages.

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I was relieved enough to find three blanketed in dust,

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then embarrassed because if there were so few it would

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be undeniable. I'd used one note to self. I slid

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one into my soup pocket and closed the dispenser restock condoms.

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Aunt lingered near the rectangular indentation in the wall I

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called a room. As the captain, my module was the

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nearest to the corridor. Feeding into the deck CADS was

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just a few brisk steps across the way and down

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a bit. We staggered like that, so no one was

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just across from each other. This was standard as to

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make it easier to fall in line and hustle to

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the control panel. Given the dusty orange emergency lights were flashing.

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Is this your address or are we at the wrong house?

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All right? I said aloud, despite myself, I forgot that's

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what you call those land ships. She placed a hand

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on the rusted handle in the wall and eased it upward.

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Three crushed and twisted cans of Kaylak's cults rolled out

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of my module, one spewing dewey droplets of sour beer

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across ant's boots. I suppose you're the crew taste tester.

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You suppose correctly. I scoot them up in one motion,

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jog to the menacinerator to drop each one in. They'd

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be more useful as ten bars. Anyway, Those were a

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good snack for tendon, or at least I could tell

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myself that Ith already climbed inside. Dispensing with my need

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to explain why a captain must be nearest to the exit,

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I used the single indentation in the wall to hef

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myself up after drawing the hatch clothes behind us, so

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the flickery embedded bulbs above blinked on, bathing us in warm,

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low yellow light. Is the far sight? Okay with you,

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I said, partially to keep the topic off of what

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I knew was buzzing dully at the back of both

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our minds, and partially because I was suddenly hyper aware

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of how small my module was. They were built to

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accommodate up to three people in case of emergency, so

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it I ever exactly felt like a coffin, but there

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was hardly any way to position ourselves wherein we weren't touching.

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We can switch places if you want. I don't want

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you to feel closed in. I looked past her and

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my shadows shimmering on the metal wall, the sharp ends

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of my horns jutting out of the otherwise human silhouette.

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I thought back to the sack of Ksev, a tremble

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I didn't recognize, gripping my fingers with then my entire hands.

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I don't want to make you feel like you have

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to do anything just because we live together now, just

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because I'm what. Aunt reached out, closing her hand around

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my left horn and urging my face closer to hers. Zeno,

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she kissed the top of my horn, ran her tongue

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along the length of it. Gently, I pulled away from her.

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No matter how often I blunted the ends of my horns,

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they'd always grow sharpened again. Don't like it's ridiculous, I said,

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you haven't seen the things I have, aunt. Zenos are

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designed to hurt people. I'm not afraid of Eugene and insisted, blushing.

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I know you and your crew have seen a lot

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more than me, but I'm not so naive that I

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don't know. The colonies make people do brutal things to

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keep itself going. That's why I know you'll never hurt me.

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You already decide it for yourself what your body is

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for protecting people you love and pleasure. Carefully, she sees

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the sensitive base of each horn and rubbed the black cartilage.

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The sound that came out of me was neither zeno

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nor human. This feels good, right, She cast her eyes

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to the blankets. I want to do this, but well,

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I'm a terring gene. Repression is written in my genes,

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and I'm still figuring that out. But the last thing

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I want to do is disrespect your body. Neither would I,

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I said hurriedly. This was something that had to be established,

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the foundation for any kind of bedroom encounter, no matter

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how brief. Believe me, stuff like this doesn't come easily

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to grievers either. Were only h only human, aunt supplied,

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pressing her mouth to mind. She was making a concentrated

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effort to keep our groins from grazing. Leaning over to

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only our upper bodies connected for a while, we gave

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extra attention to each other's breasts beneath the blankets. Between

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my legs, that hot, wet, pressurized sensation shivered up from

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my belly into my throat. I hadn't thought much about

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grooming in that area, or anywhere really, and wondered now

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what the standards were on earth. Not like there be

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any taming my hair anyway. See, Zenos were hairer than

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the average human. Those individual blades coarse and thick, and

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the usual bushy hotspots under our arms, along the sides

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of our limbs. Occasionally between our nipples, the follicles sprouted

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hardened hair. The further south one ventured down a zeno's body,

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though the hair surrounding the genitals nigh impervious to attempt

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at grooming strong as wire and tapering to still thick

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ends where it laced the most sensitive ordinance. Aunt braced

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a hand on my boxers, panting, what should I do next?

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Take them off me? I blurted, I mean, I have

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old scratching scars, but I haven't had marstar and yeshs.

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What about I was vaccinated, she said, Back on Earth,

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they inoculate for that, I see, I said, careful to

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keep my voice neutral. I was glad we were both safe,

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of course, of course, but a small part of me

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panged with jealousy at the revelation three scepters of scratching.

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My clit still module written. Misery assuaged only by Kad's

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donation of aloe from the plan he kept in a

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large lit cabinet within the supply closet, doubling as a garden,

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Aunt slipped a finger under my waistband. I helped her

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ease my underwear off. She ran a warm palm over

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my darkened mars scars, the signature star shaped pattern webbing

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over my thighs, my groin. She stopped there, tangled over

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with black hair, as my head was even dreaded. In

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some spots, the strands stickly interlocking. What would you like

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now touch me? Well, I don't mean to sound bossy.

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There was the matter of our minute imbalance. I was

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the captain, though the titles, responsibilities only extended as far

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as the corridor in bed. Usually I tried to check

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that balance, often, make sure I was leaving room for

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my partner to make their requests. It's okay, said Aunt.

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That's one of the things I like about you. It

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would actually take a lot of the pressure off if

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you took charge, Captain. Ay ay, I uttered, relief washing

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through me. I'd gotten so worked up about not leading

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this encounter. I'd forgotten how much I enjoyed being in

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the pilot's seat. In that case, I'd really like to

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get on top of you. Aunt wasn't entirely stripped, yet

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her suit half peeled off the way it had been

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back on her ship. She rolled, so our hips that

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last met is this okay? Of course? I eased my

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leg over her waist, straddling her crouching so my head

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grazed the ceiling. So our hips did more than just meat.

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You're the most beautiful woman in the universe, and type.

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He glanced at my hamper, the gleaming, bulky metal pin

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poking out of a bundle of sweat stained spacesuits. I've

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never us use the mat at, she said, it might

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take some practice. I nipped at her neck, her sweet throat,

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that little hollow above the collar where a sweat pooled.

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I lapped it up, tasted all over. We could take

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it slow at first, I suggested, softly. My harness was

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tucked under my thin mattress, thick leather and stolen from

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Venus Envy, the same sex shop every orbiter boosted their

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matter at them from It took some effort to free

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it while we were on top of it, but I

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was fumbling into it in no time, thrusting one leg through,

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kneeing Aunt in the chest in the process. Sorry, I said, Relax,

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Aunt giggled, I'm not gonna write you up for assault

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on an envoy officer. Then what are you gonna write

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me up for? I pulled my other leg through the harness,

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snapped the long leather ropes through the metal buckles along

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the waist. The design was very much like a thong,

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but with an empty silicone ring at the front. I

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handed Aunt the matter at him. She waded in her

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arms as if it were the latest edition of her

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assigned weaponry. Being such a ruthless tease, she blushed, tracing

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the circumference of the mat at to find the on switch.

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It buzzed to life, vibrating as the purple ooze excreted

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out of the end. You sure you can take all that?

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At this, Aunt found the rungs along my waist, used

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them to hold me fast to her hot fleshed skin

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as she tenderly inserted the dildo into the empty ring.

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Sure I can captain, she winked. But it's always a

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close call. Now it was her turn to tease me,

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fingers gliding to my horns to trace the tips like

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one would tease a nipple, drawing out a not dissimilar sensation.

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Oh Aunt, Every part of me ached to be inside her.

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Oh out, Aunt drew back a long, thin cut slashed

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diagonally across her palm, hints of green welling in the

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shallow wound at first, before spilling onto our sheets. Are

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you hurt? I shifted off of her. It took a

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few seconds to reconcile the color with injury. I'm fine,

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Aunt insisted, she winced as I examined her hand. It's

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nothing major, just a gusher. She was right. Her palm

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itt dragged along the tip of my horn, and the

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wound just wouldn't stop bleeding. And not red blood like

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humans or Zenos, or gold icer like Colleidizan's, but deep

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green a mulius, the blood of an atom's. I might

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be able to help. It wasn't like it needed to

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be sewn up or stapled, more like submerged in water.

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The flow not force shut, just steiny to ready for scabbing.

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There was one thing about Zeno's hardly anyone new. We

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weren't just shredders, vicious beasts designed to tear out the

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entrils of our enemies to gore them through. We were

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meant to clear them out. After the final tally, every

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part of the Purge species was feasted on meat, bones, organs,

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spiced and tenderized, eyes, pickled and paired with ice in

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the celebratory wine, which wasn't wine at all, but was

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just as red. Before I could think better, too, I

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licked the length of Nentipe's wound, gulp down the metallic blood,

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bit back the savory aftertaste that made me want more.

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My saliva coated the thin slit, so the cut only

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remained pink and bled no more. Whoa aunt flex her fingers?

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How did you zeno trick? I said, Our spit acts

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like a bonding agent. It speeds up recovery too, it tingles.

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Aunt grinned, you've been holding out on me, Starshine. I

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took a hold of the zip her hovering over her groin.

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You've got no idea. For a while, I waited, let

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her grind the stiff bulge against my hand, kissed her

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so deeply I was dizzy by the time we separated.

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Hated that it was possible for us to separate all

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of me throbbing to become a part of her. We

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don't have to do that kind of thing, she tensed, blushing.

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What kind of thing, I said, pleasure you. I just

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don't want you to feel like you have to. I don't,

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I assured her, I want to and TYPEE studied my

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expression for a few accents before releasing a long, steadying breath.

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If you're sure, I am, I said, I eased her

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zipper down, unlike the unkempt, slimy, tangled coil of barbs

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obscuring my fleshy crater virgin protruded it politely from a

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bramble of black curls. Her blush. It touched more than

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her cheeks, peachy in color, swollen and glistening at the tip,

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which was pearly, and shedding droplets of clear liquid at

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the end of her saber length shaft, the fluid trailing

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down in her tan fist size scrotum, The only truly

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descriptive word for which was adorable. Adamis could whip themselves

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into such a tizzy over the most insignificant things, daylight savings,

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the hue of one's skin, what happened to populate the

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space between one's legs? Who called themselves? What? And when?

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And why it was so important? And type's organs seemed

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so ladylike and feminine. There was no tactle difference whatsoever

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when I handled it versus any other, and no change

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in my desire either. I renewed my grip on the

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velvety shaft, and she sucked in a sharp breath. Is

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this good? Or should I I have lube? If you

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want me to?

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Speaker 2: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Ghost words maybe better left unsaid to keep ants dysphoria

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at bay On wolfthrop. The scientists had jotted our genders

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down as one would in animals, but the atomist principles

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guiding our instruction were as forcibly gendered as any human text.

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The courses we were expected to thrive in dependent somehow

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on how the fleshy nubs between our legs were shaped.

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Masterful confrontational procedures for males, impeccable evasive maneuvers for females,

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expert supportive services for females, noteworthy flight path accuracy for males.

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But there was no narrative to my gender the way

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there had been for Nentiope, no expectations except that I

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mutilate those we conquered who happened to be male rather

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than the females. The details were something I was still

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working on, being sensitive of. Whatever you want to do,

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she let out that break in a sing SONGI groan,

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leaning over to kiss me, her tongue wet and electric

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when it parted my lips. Whatever you're comfortable doing. I

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rooted around in the hamper until my fingers closed around

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a little bottle of get in goo water based lubricant,

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another treasure from venus envy. Sorry about the name. I

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said this had become a reflex to say the brand

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name was to the point, if not very romantic. I

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squeezed just the drop of the cool, viscous goop into

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my hand before smearing it across my palm, coating it

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over in TYPEE and a series of progressively tighter applications

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that made the constable give a strangled yelp. More liquid

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dribbled out of her, still clear, but in much larger

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drops that I taste it when I tenderly licked her

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salt sweat and entipee atoms. I traced my fingers along

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her thighs, exploring her smooth, lovely skin for so long

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I grew entranced in the gentle thrumb of her green

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veins just under that pale skin, and type took my hand,

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gingerly guiding my fingertip to the smooth tan interstice just

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under a scrotum. You have any more of that lube? Oh? Yes?

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I applied some to her anus. She applied some to

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the dildo schilvered under me as I crouched at the

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end of the bed, hoisted her folded legs on top

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of my thighs, lined me up for entry. Now She

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swallowed me smoothly, groaning, stroking my horn as I fucked her.

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I watched the pleasure play across her face, take a

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hold of her in a way I'd never seen, but

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couldn't imagine going on without black white eyes fixed on me, twitching,

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drool pooling in one corner of her mouth, her womanly

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appendage growing so much perkier at each entry. I was

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beginning to wonder if loving her like this was only

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bringing her further from relief, until she shuddered, yanked me forward,

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and fucked herself on me. Hey, I wasn't complaining. She

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knew herself better than anyone, which meant I had the

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best teacher in the galaxy on the subject of pleasing her.

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That and it was mesmerizing watching her sink herself on me,

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the lube squatching out around the base of the dildo

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in time with her breath. I don't just accept, Eugene,

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she rasped. I want you. I want you to Aunt,

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I said, I need you like water. I mean it,

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You're the moon to me. Aunt blushed gently nudged me

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off of her Sorry, I said, are you okay? Very okay?

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She assured me. It actually feels so good, it's overwhelming.

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I slipped out of the harness, stuffed it into the hamper.

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Aunt shivered, so I held her savor at the sound

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of her labored breathing, missing my ear, all at once

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gaining a new appreciation for octal body music, or maybe

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just in typee's body music. What about Eugene for now?

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She dropped the captain stuff, and I was glad for it.

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A captain would know what should come next. A lover, however,

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the answer was clear and simple in my mind, but

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difficult to articulate, not least of all because I hadn't

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well accommodated anyone in years. That part of me, the wet,

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tucked away part, was easy to forget about. I would

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have preferred to forget about it most washes. It wasn't

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like I had gotten much out of it, save for

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an inconvenient red shower once a month and a debilitating

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yeast infection twice. Back in twenty one seventy two, landred

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an octal x I dated for three scepters, had used

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his hands to explore me a few times. Trickle a

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viicalid is in. I'd enjoyed a casual septin long tryst

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with had used their rhizomes to enter me the active

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and sort of impersonal because of the amount of time

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they spent there. But I also understood that a calid

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couldn't be asked to adhere to human social norms. I

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really want you inside, I said, and it didn't feel

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strange to state allowed at all. The ship was vacuum

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sealed to keep us from choking on the endless black

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sea that conceived us, and I wanted entirep atoms inside

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my body. Before I could lose my resolve, I pulled

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the commum out of my suit pocket. Xenotext is a

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trusted brand. It's not Latex, but it's well tested, so

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there shouldn't be any I mean, if you were worried

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about I couldn't decide which myth to broach, worried that

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my whole was lined with teeth, worried that I was

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so boiling hot inside her genitals would melt clean off.

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I know you wouldn't hurt me, said, aunt, not on purpose.

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It's not that I'm worried about anyway. I've been tested

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and you told me about that Mars Star thing. But

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us treated you so if we slipped up. I mean,

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if there was a mistake and you got pregnant, I supplied,

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though the word curdled the air of the module, Aunt

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tinsing against me as I said it. I'm not sure

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that would be just my mistake conceptions more of a

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two way star lane if you ask me, of course,

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Aunt said quickly. I didn't mean to apply it wasn't

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I just feel so disconnected from that kind of function,

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so do I, I said, And it was true. The

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sex organ seemed to come with so much baggage, expectation,

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and responsibility. In the fog of what everyone believed about

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me just based on them, there seemed hardly any room

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for what I thought of my own body. I don't

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agree with that function. I hardly agree with anything about myself.

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Aunt gave me a small smile, just the hint of one.

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Then we can agree on that, she affirmed. I'm not

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trying to make a mistake. Trust me. I hate having

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Adam's blood. I wouldn't wish a life like that on anyone.

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You're not right. It was about time we got to

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this before we got carried away. Birth control was harder

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to come by than streaker, I said somberly, when it

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came to reproductive justice, the matter was a tombstone all

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its own. And anyway, I'm I'm bipolar in type. Messing

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with my hormones really isn't ideal. My body doesn't like it,

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my brain doesn't, and condoms are the only barrier really

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that's easy to get a hold of. Terix always did

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go after shipments of diaphragms, and IUDs the methods targeted

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at who they they really wanted to strip of their rights.

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As far as the colonies were concerned. A woman was

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a grease toobe attached to an incubation machine, Hugh, And

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there was no doctor alive who would carry through with

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a vasectomy attached to my name and type. He groaned,

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thumping the metal plating of the walls. God, I hate

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having balls. All they do is make me gigantic and

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make it so we can't be close to each other.

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I said, Aunt knew well enough my persistent disgust with

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my own role and the whole awful affair of conception.

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She spoke more, and I listened. It wasn't sure if

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this was the type of vent session I should reply

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to immediately, until she urged me on with black watery eyes.

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You might be able to talk to Usher about an operation,

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but it might not be completely reversible. Why would I

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want it to be? Said Aunt, You don't want to reproduce,

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neither do I. I just mean we've only been together

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really for a few octaverers in total, minus all the

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separation and misunderstandings. Maybe it was a little USh on

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my shoulder, but a strange sense of responsibility fell over me.

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Then we were homeless. After all, plans didn't always shake

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out in favor of one's ideals. If we split up,

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and I don't know you met someone who did want that,

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then I tell them the chances of us conceiving don't

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look too good after years of hormone replacement therapy. It's

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not impossible, I said Cat. It mentioned as much over

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coffee more than once. You should hold off if you

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think there's even a possibility we might not stay together.

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I wouldn't want to be the reason you permanently change

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your future. You already are and insisted, Still, I said, Grievers.

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Knew well enough what a series of closing hatches this

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life was. I couldn't bear to think of Aunt yearning

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for some unreachable future because of me, Me and my

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animal impulsiveness, no consequence, just action, my ugly, glitchy programming.

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As if she could read my mind, Aunt placed a

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palm on my thigh, stroked the downy hair there. What

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are you thinking about right this second? I'm thinking I

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said that your balls are really adorable. It was a

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silly kind of thing to say, but I didn't regret it,

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And when we kissed then there was no humor whatsoever

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to the act and TYPEE applied the condom after inspecting

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the little square black foil packaging, or try to. It

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was weirdly dry and took some difficulty to roll from

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the tip to the base of her organ. What does

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twenty one seventy two mean? It's the only thing typed

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on the back, she blushed. I've never used one of

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these before. It's okay, I said, neither of I. I tried

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to think through the cloud of primal arousal drawing around

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my brain. Instructions for use of contraceptive devices was considered

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decimation of treasonous materials and assisting and misconduct, so directions

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had long disappeared from the back of condom packaging. The

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only connection I could make was that twenty one seventy two,

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three yushes ago had been the Yush cad had acquired

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this particular batch, dropping a handful until the transparent dispenser.

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I guess that's the production Yush. This wouldn't be that strange,

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after all, my legal name was my production Yush. She

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considered this a moment. You're the captain, Gene, she said.

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I don't have a lot of experience with this kind

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of thing, and I don't want you to feel like

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you have to do anything. Whatever you say right now

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goes now. I pan it, taking a hold of her

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hips as I shifted to be on top of her

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once more. If you want, you can enter me. An

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almost vicious torn of pleasure surged through me as she

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moved inside me. Then a great gurgling shout leaped out

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of my throat. Before I could think to hold it back.

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Aunt kissed me, pull it back to inspect my face.

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Are you okay? She glanced at the close hatch on

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the end of the module. Should we try to keep quiet?

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I'm fine, don't worry, I said, And don't worry about

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them either. They can't hear us. There's a muted barrier

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glazed over the steel. We got it for free in

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exchange for a shipment of special edition garlic Sours. Never

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saw the appeal of that batch. But I'm picky and

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TYPEE stifled a laugh. Picky, she said, look around, you've

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lived in the Kailaks for the last five years. It

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doesn't take much to satisfy you. We laughed and kissed

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and fucked, not talked, not for a while. For now

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it was that breath exchange one shares in moments of

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passion or fear, body music, body talk, body. I went

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for her jugular, taking some of the skin into my teeth,

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chewing gently so as not to break skin. The gesture

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seemed to draw something out of Aunt. She panted through

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several long upward strokes as I gripped her waist from above.

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I went off in her arms like how a Stargo's supernova,

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burning brighter, hotter, bigger, until everything that made me one

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thing was depleted and there was only to move into

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the breathless, sweat soaked, throbbing After after all the anticipation,

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it took a long while to come down from the rush.

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Aunt still beneath me, still tucked snugly into my inner recesses,

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so I was acutely aware of my insistent threat robbing

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around her. I didn't realize until then that I'd worried

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about feeling invaded, about a loss of control. It wasn't

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an ant thing, not about her being in atoms, but

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more of a dysphoria thing. At the moment, though, I

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didn't feel like I was surrendering to Nentiope. Rather, I

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felt was witnessing her surrender to me. The pale yellow

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light above twinkled in her eyes like some kind of

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very exclusive observatory exhibit. Gold flegs gliding as she whimpered,

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and an expression I figured wouldn't be far off from

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a spacewalking orbiter losing grip of their tether flashed across

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her face. I held her through it, brought my palms

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from her gorgeous breast to her mouth watering waste. A

466
00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:54,440
single drop of my own drool rolled down my saber

467
00:31:54,519 --> 00:31:58,319
and splashed onto her, close to the navel. Let me

468
00:31:58,359 --> 00:32:03,599
know when okay, when, said aunt, drawing out of me gently,

469
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:07,039
she held the condumn tight to her, only removing it

470
00:32:07,079 --> 00:32:09,480
when she was clear of me, tying it into a

471
00:32:09,519 --> 00:32:13,400
slimy knot glistening with my contributions on the outside and

472
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:16,680
a tie apiece on the inside. This liquid was no

473
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longer clear, but cloudy and whitish. I haven't come like

474
00:32:21,079 --> 00:32:26,480
that in forever. What about bland Bill? Bland Bill Windsor

475
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:29,240
was a Terran that Aunt had attended colony college with.

476
00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:33,359
He'd pleased her physically and it told me, but not

477
00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:36,799
in any other way, which was fine by him, as

478
00:32:36,799 --> 00:32:39,759
his mother had been caught gossiping about Aarry's atoms during

479
00:32:39,759 --> 00:32:43,039
a congressional dinner. They were fuck friends for just a

480
00:32:43,079 --> 00:32:48,640
semester in action, but rarely sensation, said Aunt Or. Sometimes

481
00:32:48,799 --> 00:32:52,240
the other way around. My HRT makes it a little

482
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:55,680
tricky for me to orgasm. Don't get me wrong, My

483
00:32:55,759 --> 00:32:59,240
injections are an actual life saver, but it's a hell

484
00:32:59,279 --> 00:33:02,839
of a trade off. She flung a sweating forearm across

485
00:33:02,839 --> 00:33:06,960
her forehead and a show of mock theatrics. Being beautiful

486
00:33:07,119 --> 00:33:10,920
isn't easy. Maybe I curled up under my half of

487
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:13,759
the blankets, but you sure make it look like it

488
00:33:13,839 --> 00:33:19,519
is beneath them. A dull, constant, throbbing ache intermingled with

489
00:33:19,599 --> 00:33:24,359
the pulsing pleasure lubricant store bought and self made drooled

490
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:26,960
out of me in a thin, snotty pace that left

491
00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:30,880
a tacky, flaky residue on my thighs and on the blankets.

492
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:36,640
Terrence had such strange associations with either gender after sex.

493
00:33:36,799 --> 00:33:40,240
It always seemed so ridiculous that tidy, chased and withholding

494
00:33:40,319 --> 00:33:43,880
were traits prescribed to people with muffs, considering the actual

495
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:49,680
organ wasn't unlike an insatiable slavering maw. Aunt stroked my

496
00:33:49,759 --> 00:33:53,039
horn a contented hum caught in my throat to get

497
00:33:53,039 --> 00:33:56,839
my glottess to shiver. Another sound I hadn't managed to control,

498
00:33:57,480 --> 00:34:01,960
but one I vastly prefer to bawing or blue purring.

499
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:09,360
Aunt snuggled into me. You're loud tonight. Sorry. I tried

500
00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:12,320
to swallow the sound, but it continued to reverberate through

501
00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:16,159
my throat and chest. I've been practicing getting it to stop,

502
00:34:16,199 --> 00:34:21,920
but no, don't stop, Aunt murmured. I like feeling how

503
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:26,039
pleased you are, so I didn't stop. Allowed my tail

504
00:34:26,119 --> 00:34:28,039
to wander in that way it did when I wasn't

505
00:34:28,079 --> 00:34:32,519
paying attention to it, flicking through the air, fickle resting

506
00:34:32,559 --> 00:34:35,840
across our bodies, then whipping into the hatch with a soft,

507
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:40,639
tiny thud just as quickly. I'm sorry I pissed everybody off.

508
00:34:41,559 --> 00:34:45,920
They're always pissed, I lied. Don't worry about them. They'll

509
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:49,280
come around after everything we've been through. They know I

510
00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:55,000
only want the best for everyone. Still, Aunt said, you've

511
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,039
all been friends for so long. I've never seen any

512
00:34:58,039 --> 00:35:01,039
one of you storm off, not Demni, the entire crew.

513
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:05,719
Well I have seen it, I murmured into her shoulder,

514
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:11,119
speaking against her smooth, feverish skin. We fight all the time, Aunt,

515
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:15,480
You're just never around a bear witness. So she leaned

516
00:35:15,519 --> 00:35:18,360
over to kiss me. It's just something I'll have to

517
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:23,159
get used to. Her tongue played along mine, delicious circles,

518
00:35:23,679 --> 00:35:29,239
sweat dribbling down our faces, just like this. That's right, Moonlight,

519
00:35:29,679 --> 00:35:33,360
I said. I wondered if we stayed in bed all wash,

520
00:35:33,639 --> 00:35:36,199
could someone else take the helm for a few alerons.

521
00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:39,519
One didn't need to be a doctor to know USh

522
00:35:39,639 --> 00:35:44,119
was right. Maybe not about everything, but Aunt's tongue sliding

523
00:35:44,119 --> 00:35:48,840
past mine, I considered her questioning my loyalty. I loved

524
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:52,440
n Tiapee, I loved the crew, But how did that

525
00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:56,440
love parse out between four people? Evenly? It wasn't like

526
00:35:56,559 --> 00:35:58,719
only ant's love could make a risk like the one

527
00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:01,639
we were taking seem worth way. While this was a

528
00:36:01,679 --> 00:36:05,239
gambling the interest of everyone aboard, part of me knew

529
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:07,519
perfectly well it was a bad idea to travel with

530
00:36:07,559 --> 00:36:10,280
the weapon, never mind trying to hawk it in inner

531
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:14,880
space with our small time connections. Yet maybe there was

532
00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:18,960
a silver lining to my foolishness. If this paid off,

533
00:36:19,559 --> 00:36:22,159
it would pay off big, and in a way the

534
00:36:22,199 --> 00:36:25,679
whole crew would benefit from. So I allowed myself to

535
00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:33,480
dream somewhere a distant moon USh cad Pool. Me and

536
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,800
enti Apee never not satisfied.

537
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Speaker 2: When you think that, when you think m