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<v Speaker 1>Los Angeles in the nineteen forties was a sprawling city

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<v Speaker 1>of nearly two million people. It was founded as a

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<v Speaker 1>Spanish pueblo in seventeen eighty one and had grown from

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<v Speaker 1>a dusty frontier town into a booming metropolis. The discovery

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<v Speaker 1>of oil, the arrival of the railroads, and the birth

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<v Speaker 1>of the film industry had transformed it into one of

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<v Speaker 1>America's most dynamic cities. By nineteen forty three, World War

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<v Speaker 1>II had raciaped Los Angeles into a massive industrial complex.

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<v Speaker 1>Aircraft plants worked around the clock. Shipyards along the harbor

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<v Speaker 1>built vessels for the Pacific Fleet. Women took jobs that

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<v Speaker 1>were once reserved for men, building plain ports and welding

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<v Speaker 1>ship hulls while their husbands, brothers, and sons fought over seas.

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<v Speaker 1>The population had exploded. Workers flooded in from across the

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<v Speaker 1>country seeking jobs in the defense industry. Housing with scarce

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<v Speaker 1>resources were rationed. Everything felt temporary, uncertain, Yet life went on.

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<v Speaker 1>People still fell in love, got married, had babies. Families

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<v Speaker 1>still gathered around kitchen tables. Mothers still rocked their babies

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<v Speaker 1>to sleep in the quiet hours before dawn. In early

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<v Speaker 1>maren which of nineteen forty three, The weather in Los

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<v Speaker 1>Angeles was unusually mild, spring was arriving earlier that year.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the kind of weather that made everything seem possible, hopeful.

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<v Speaker 1>Even on the morning of March eighth, nineteen forty three,

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<v Speaker 1>that hope was shattered. Los Angeles police received a phone

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<v Speaker 1>call that would send officers rushing to an apartment in

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<v Speaker 1>the city. It was a quiet residential address, the kind

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<v Speaker 1>of place where young families were supposed to thrive, where

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<v Speaker 1>the signs of a baby crying should have been nothing

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<v Speaker 1>more than the normal rhythm of domestic life. But something

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<v Speaker 1>had gone terribly wrong. What officers found inside that apartment

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<v Speaker 1>exposed one of the most devastating and least understood medical

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<v Speaker 1>crisis that could follow childbirth, a crisis that doctors in

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<v Speaker 1>the nineteen forties had no framework to recognize, no language

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<v Speaker 1>to describe, and no tools to treat. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>discovery that raised questions about how a mother's mind could

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<v Speaker 1>betray her in the most catastrophic way possible, Questions about

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<v Speaker 1>what happened when the very biology meant to protect new

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<v Speaker 1>life instead destroyed it. Questions that in nineteen forty three,

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<v Speaker 1>nobody knew how to answer twenty six year old Joseph

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<v Speaker 1>Chalfo came from the kind of family that built Los

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<v Speaker 1>Angeles one generation at a time. His father, Ross had

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<v Speaker 1>been born in Italy in eighteen ninety two and made

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<v Speaker 1>the crossing like millions of others, carrying little more than

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<v Speaker 1>determination and the belief that American meant possibility. He settled

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<v Speaker 1>in Los Angeles, worked himself into the ground, raised his

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<v Speaker 1>children in the Titan hit Italian community. Like so many

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<v Speaker 1>young men. In nineteen forty three, Joseph worked the graveyard

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<v Speaker 1>shift at a shipbuilding company, welding together the vessel that

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<v Speaker 1>would carry the war effort across the Pacific. His wife, Rosary,

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<v Speaker 1>was twenty two. She'd married young, like most women did

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<v Speaker 1>back then. According to Joseph's sister, Mary Sodare, Rosary was

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<v Speaker 1>a model wife. The couple lived in an apartment on

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<v Speaker 1>a seventy ninth Street. On the twenty first of February

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen forty three, Rosary gave birth to a baby boy.

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<v Speaker 1>They named him Ross, after Joseph's father. Rosary stad in

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<v Speaker 1>the hospital for about a week. It was standard practice

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<v Speaker 1>back then, giving new mothers time to recover under medical

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<v Speaker 1>supervision before returning to the demands of home. Joseph went

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<v Speaker 1>straight back to work the graveyard shift, didn't care that

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<v Speaker 1>he'd just become a father. And Rosary came home the

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<v Speaker 1>E seventy ninth street with a baby's son, entering that strange,

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<v Speaker 1>suspended reality that every mother knows, the sleepless hours, the

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<v Speaker 1>endless fading, the beautiful yet terrifying responsibility of keeping something

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<v Speaker 1>so small alive. She should have been fine, she wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph Shelfer pulled up to the apartment on E seventy

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<v Speaker 1>ninth straight, just as dawn was breaking. It just worked

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<v Speaker 1>another graveyard shift, eight hours of welding in the shipyard.

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<v Speaker 1>The apartment was dark. That stopped him cold. Rosary and

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<v Speaker 1>baby Raw should have been inside. There should have been

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<v Speaker 1>light switched on the ordinary chaos of early morning with

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<v Speaker 1>a newborn. He sat in the car for a moment,

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<v Speaker 1>staring at the darkened windows. Then he got out, cross

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<v Speaker 1>to the front door, fitted his cane to the lock. Inside,

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<v Speaker 1>the darkness was complete. It took Joseph's eyes a moment

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<v Speaker 1>to adjust. Rosary was sitting in the living room, perfectly still.

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<v Speaker 1>Baby Raw was on her lap. He asked his wife

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<v Speaker 1>why she was sitting in the dark. She turned her

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<v Speaker 1>head towards him. Slowly. Her eyes found his face that

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<v Speaker 1>didn't quite focus, like she was looking through him, at

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<v Speaker 1>something only that she could say. She remained silent for

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<v Speaker 1>a few moments. Then she said she thought there was

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<v Speaker 1>something wrong with Ross. Joseph crossed the room and lifted

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<v Speaker 1>his son from her arms. The baby was fine, he

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<v Speaker 1>was just fussing. Joseph said, he was probably just hungry.

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<v Speaker 1>He told Rosary to get a bottle and feed him.

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<v Speaker 1>He then handed Ross back to her and headed towards

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<v Speaker 1>the bedroom. He needed sleep. The shift had been long,

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<v Speaker 1>and he had to be back at the shipyard in

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<v Speaker 1>less than twelve hours. He didn't know that this would

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<v Speaker 1>be the last normal moment of his life. The next morning,

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph woke up to find Rosary perched on the edge

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<v Speaker 1>of the bed. Something in her posture made him go still.

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<v Speaker 1>She was looking at him, but her face was strange,

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<v Speaker 1>an expression he'd never seen before, blank and distant and

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<v Speaker 1>somehow already gone. She spoke quietly, almost calmly, and said,

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<v Speaker 1>I've just killed the baby. Joseph bolted from the bed

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<v Speaker 1>and ran towards the kitchen. His mind racing, thinking that

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<v Speaker 1>his wife had dropped Ross there'd been an accident, but

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<v Speaker 1>what he found was no accident. As before warning, the

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<v Speaker 1>next section contains graphic descriptions of violence against a newborn baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph's eyes swept the kitchen, searching until they locked onto

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<v Speaker 1>the breadboard. On the counter. There was a small pick

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<v Speaker 1>blanket lying on top of it. Ross's legs were poking out.

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph reached out with shaking hands and pulled the blanket back.

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<v Speaker 1>He recoiled instantly. I saw him escaping him. That wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>quite a scream. The baby's head had nearly been severed

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<v Speaker 1>in the sink. Beside the bread board lay a butcher

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<v Speaker 1>knife with a nine inch blade. Next to that lay

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<v Speaker 1>a bottle that was almost empty. Joseph tried to speak.

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<v Speaker 1>He tried to ask Rosary what had happened, but she

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<v Speaker 1>just stood there in silence. His hands were shaking so

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<v Speaker 1>badly he could barely dial the phone. He called his

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<v Speaker 1>father first, Roschelfo lived nearby. Together. When his father arrived,

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<v Speaker 1>they called the police. Officer A. M. Young was the

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<v Speaker 1>first to respond to the scene. He found Joseph, Chlfo

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<v Speaker 1>and hysterics gesturing wildly towards the bedroom. Rosary was sitting

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<v Speaker 1>on the bed, completely still, with her hands folded in

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<v Speaker 1>her lap. Young approached her carefully and asked, what's wrong, kid.

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<v Speaker 1>She then looked up at him with those same distance

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<v Speaker 1>eyes and said, I killed my baby. The officer would

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<v Speaker 1>later say that it nearly knocked him off his feet

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<v Speaker 1>the camway, that she said it like she was reporting

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<v Speaker 1>the weather. He then went to the kitchen, where he

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<v Speaker 1>found exactly what she'd described. Rosary Shelf was arrested on

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<v Speaker 1>the spot. Officer Young tried talking to Joseph, tried to

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<v Speaker 1>piece together what could have led to this, but the

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<v Speaker 1>young husband could barely breathe through a sobbing. He finally said,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't understand why she did such a horrible thing.

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<v Speaker 1>She'd been happy all the time, she wanted the baby,

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<v Speaker 1>and seemed happy after it came, happy after it came.

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<v Speaker 1>Those words would echo through the investigation, through the trial,

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<v Speaker 1>through every attempt to understand what happened in that dark

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<v Speaker 1>apartment on each set ninth Street, because that's what everybody remembered.

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<v Speaker 1>Rosary had been happy, a model wife, excited about motherhood,

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<v Speaker 1>and then, just two weeks after giving birth, she'd done

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<v Speaker 1>the unthinkable. The question that nobody could answer was simple

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<v Speaker 1>and impossible. Why. At police headquarters, Rosary Shelfer sat in

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<v Speaker 1>a wooden chair, staring at nothing. She was in shock.

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<v Speaker 1>The detectives tried to be gentle. What had happened? Why?

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<v Speaker 1>Rosary didn't want to talk, But eventually something broke through.

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<v Speaker 1>She said quietly, I was making baby clothes and I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted a girl. Tears then started, her voice stead flat,

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<v Speaker 1>mechanical as she continued, I got a butcher's knife, laid

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<v Speaker 1>the baby on the bread, I cut its head off.

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<v Speaker 1>She paused, and then said, I went into the bedroom

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<v Speaker 1>and woke up my husband and told him I killed

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<v Speaker 1>the baby. After that, Rosary said nothing. She retreated back

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<v Speaker 1>into silence. Captain Nelson orders a psychiatric evaluation before filing charges.

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<v Speaker 1>Even in nineteen forty three, with their limited understanding, something

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<v Speaker 1>about this case didn't fit the usual patterns. This wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>a crime of passion, It wasn't rage or jealousy or greed.

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<v Speaker 1>It was something else entirely. Detectives could see that. Meanwhile,

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph was still talking to detectives, trying desperately to make

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<v Speaker 1>sense of the impossible his story started to shift, or

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<v Speaker 1>maybe he was finally saying clearly through his shock and grief.

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<v Speaker 1>He had first said that Rosary seemed happy, but then

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<v Speaker 1>his comments changed. He said that Rosary had actually been

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<v Speaker 1>moody since they'd come home from the Hall Hospital with

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<v Speaker 1>baby Ross. He said that she was withdrawn and she

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't eat her talk unless she was forced to. There

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<v Speaker 1>was something else, something that had worried him, but that

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<v Speaker 1>he'd dismissed his normal new mother anxiety. Rosary had become

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<v Speaker 1>convinced that something was wrong with Ross, Joseph told them

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<v Speaker 1>once she said she feared the baby was ill or

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<v Speaker 1>abnormal because it didn't cry much. He said he tried

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<v Speaker 1>to reassure her. He had even brought in a doctor

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<v Speaker 1>to examine baby Ross, then a priest, hoping that religious

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<v Speaker 1>authority might calm her fears where medical expertise had failed.

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<v Speaker 1>They both assured Rosary that baby Ross was perfect, but

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<v Speaker 1>the reassurance never took hold. The fear kept circling back.

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph said she seemed perfectly happy right after the baby

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<v Speaker 1>was born, but I remember she once said something about

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<v Speaker 1>hoping it would be a girl. He was describing a

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<v Speaker 1>mystery he couldn't name a transfer metion he had witnessed,

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<v Speaker 1>but couldn't explain what he didn't know. What almost no

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<v Speaker 1>one knew in nineteen forty three was that he just

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<v Speaker 1>outlined the textbook progression of postpartum psychosis. The medical community

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<v Speaker 1>in the nineteen forties had virtually no framework for understanding

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<v Speaker 1>what could happen to a woman's mind after childbirth. Pure

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<v Speaker 1>peril insanity has been documented since the eighteen hundreds, mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>in dusty medical journals and case studies, but by the

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen forties that knowledge had somehow been lost or dismissed.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no clear distinction between postpartum depression, postpartum anxiety,

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<v Speaker 1>and the catastrophically dangerous condition known as postpartum psychosis. New

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<v Speaker 1>Mothers who struggled were labeled hysterical, weak willed, bad mothers.

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<v Speaker 1>The shame kept them silent, The stigma kept them suffering alone.

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<v Speaker 1>Most women experienced the baby blues, that wave of sadness

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<v Speaker 1>and overwhelming the days after delivery, when hormones crash and

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<v Speaker 1>exhaustion sets in. Up the eighty percent of new mothers

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<v Speaker 1>feel it, but it passes. Postpartum depression is different. It

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<v Speaker 1>affects ten to twenty percent of mothers and goes far deeper.

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<v Speaker 1>Persistent hopelessness, worthlessness, despair. Women feel disconnected from their babies,

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<v Speaker 1>unable to bond convince their feeling. The guilt is crushing,

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<v Speaker 1>the intrusive thoughts are terrifying. Postpartum anxiety often comes alongside it,

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<v Speaker 1>overwhelming worry and fear that won't quiet. Mothers become hypervigilant,

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<v Speaker 1>obsessively checking if the baby is breathing, convinces something's wrong

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<v Speaker 1>despite all evidence to the contrary, panic attacks, raising thoughts,

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<v Speaker 1>heart palpitations. Rosaries repeated fears that Ross was ill or abnormal,

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<v Speaker 1>despite a doctor and a priest both confirming he was perfect.

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<v Speaker 1>That was textbook postpartum anxiety. But what Rosary likely experience

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<v Speaker 1>was something far more dangerous. Postpartum psychosis effects only one

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<v Speaker 1>to two in every one thousand berths, but when it strikes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a psychiatric emergency. It typically develops suddenly within the

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<v Speaker 1>first two weeks after delivery, exactly Rosary's timeline. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>depression or anxiety, it's a complete break from reality. Women

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<v Speaker 1>experiencing postpartum psychosis have delusions, hallucinations, and severe confusion. Their

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<v Speaker 1>moods fluctuate wildly lucid one moment, completely altered the next.

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph had seen exactly that Rosary seemed perfectly happy right

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<v Speaker 1>after the baby was born, then suddenly moody and unreachable.

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<v Speaker 1>Women with postpartum psychosis can hear voices commanding them to

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<v Speaker 1>They might go days without sleep, which further deteriorates their

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<v Speaker 1>The risk of infanticide or maternal suicide is significant, and

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<v Speaker 1>in ours, not days, and how a woman in its

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<v Speaker 1>for family members to recognize the dangers until it's already

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<v Speaker 1>In Rosary's case, the science had been there all along.

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<v Speaker 1>The moodiness that Joseph couldn't explain, the irrational conviction that

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<v Speaker 1>for repeated reassurance from both medical and religious authorities, reassurance

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<v Speaker 1>that never stuck, never penetrated, whatever dark certainty had taken

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<v Speaker 1>root in her mind. And then the comments about hoping

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<v Speaker 1>might have been a fleeting thought, one of those harmless

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<v Speaker 1>what ifs that every parent has. I wonder what my

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<v Speaker 1>under the weight of postpartum psychosis, it con fester and

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<v Speaker 1>twist become something darker and more dangerous. Rosary Chaffo needed help,

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<v Speaker 1>but in nineteen forty three, that help didn't yet exist.

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<v Speaker 1>The coroner's jury took less than a day to reach

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<v Speaker 1>the conclusion Rochalfo's death was a homicide. During the hearing,

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<v Speaker 1>Joseph took this and broke down completely. He tried to

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<v Speaker 1>but the words kept dissolving into sobs. His sister, Mary

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<v Speaker 1>if his quietness was proof of some invisible defect. Doctor

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<v Speaker 1>Roy Hooper, who had delivered the baby, confirmed what everybody

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<v Speaker 1>already knew. Ross had been perfectly normal, perfectly healthy. The

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<v Speaker 1>autopsy showed that there was nothing wrong, But then doctor

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<v Speaker 1>Hooper revealed something that cast Rosary's mental state into sharper relief.

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<v Speaker 1>In the two weeks after Ross's birth, Rosary had shown

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<v Speaker 1>up at his office repeatedly, sometimes multiple times a day.

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<v Speaker 1>Each visit was the same. She said that something was

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<v Speaker 1>No amount of medical reassurance could ever reach her. When

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<v Speaker 1>Rosary was called at the stand, she appeared only briefly.

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<v Speaker 1>She stared vacantly ahead, mumbled her name when asked, then

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<v Speaker 1>from something terrible. Nobody questioned her about what had happened.

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<v Speaker 1>She wasn't there, not really. Judge Byron Walters charged her

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<v Speaker 1>with murder and ordered her held without bail. After her appearance,

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<v Speaker 1>doctor Paul de River provided an update on his psychiatric examination.

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<v Speaker 1>He said he wasn't getting anywhere. Rosary sat in silence

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<v Speaker 1>during their sessions, occasionally mumbling I don't know to question.

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<v Speaker 1>She didn't seem to hear. She'd gone somewhere that no

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<v Speaker 1>one could follow. The preliminary hearing came a month later.

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<v Speaker 1>For the first time since her arrest, Rosary showed emotion.

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<v Speaker 1>She cried as Joseph testified that she he hadn't she

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<v Speaker 1>had a single tear since Ross was born, not during labor,

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<v Speaker 1>not when she first held him, not in all the

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<v Speaker 1>days that followed. It was as if something essential had

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<v Speaker 1>been severed inside her and naw hearing Her husband described

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<v Speaker 1>it an open court. Whatever dam had been holding everything

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<v Speaker 1>together finally broke. Rosary was ordered to stand trial for murder. Meanwhile,

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<v Speaker 1>Ross was laid to rest in Holy Cross Cemetery. His

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<v Speaker 1>gravestone bore his name, with the word Junior carved above it.

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<v Speaker 1>A small life briefly connecting one generation to the next,

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<v Speaker 1>then gone. In April, Rosery returned to court to enter

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<v Speaker 1>her play not guilty by reason of insanity. Rosary Shelf

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<v Speaker 1>was escorted into the courtroom on the eighteenth of May

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen four three. The trial was brief by design. Both

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<v Speaker 1>the prosecution and defense had agreed to a bench trial,

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<v Speaker 1>no jury, just Judge Charles Frick, serving as the sole

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<v Speaker 1>arbiter of Rosary Chalfo's faith. He was sixty one years old,

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<v Speaker 1>and he'd been sending people to their deaths for sixteen years.

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<v Speaker 1>He presided over almost every major murder case in Los

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<v Speaker 1>Angeles for two decades, earning a reputation as the judge

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<v Speaker 1>who'd sent more convicts to California's guest chamber than anyone

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<v Speaker 1>in the state's history. But it was his court demeanor

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<v Speaker 1>that defined him. According to one prosecutor's son, Judge Frick

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<v Speaker 1>would take his prosecutors aside over launch hours and educate

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<v Speaker 1>them on how to introduce evidence. He continued, stating he

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<v Speaker 1>prided himself in knowing criminal law better than anybody. He

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<v Speaker 1>counsul and looked on at people that he didn't agree with.

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<v Speaker 1>Just two months before Rosary shelf who appeared before him,

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<v Speaker 1>Judge Frick had presided over one of the most controversial

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<v Speaker 1>trials in Los Angeles history the Sleepy Lagoon case. After

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<v Speaker 1>sat all defendants together, isolating them from their lawyers. He

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<v Speaker 1>denied their request to get haircuts or clean clothes before

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<v Speaker 1>appearing in court. The trial became a symbol of racial

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<v Speaker 1>injustice in wartime Los Angeles, occurring against the backdrop of

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<v Speaker 1>the Zoots suit riots. Later, the Second District Court of

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<v Speaker 1>Appeal reversed the convictions unanimously. They found that Judge Frick

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<v Speaker 1>had conducted the trial in a biased manner, violated the

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<v Speaker 1>defendant's constitutional rights, and that there was no evidence against

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<v Speaker 1>any of them connecting them to the death. This was

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<v Speaker 1>the man who would decide Rosary Shelfo's faith. However, when

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<v Speaker 1>three psychiatrists testified that Rosary was insane, Judge Fick listened Parkin.

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor Samuel Ingham, and doctor E. J. Van Meader had

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<v Speaker 1>examined Rosary extensively. All three of them had reached the

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<v Speaker 1>same conclusion she had been insane at the time of

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<v Speaker 1>her son's death. Rosary sat through the testimony staring straight ahead,

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<v Speaker 1>her face empty of expression. Whatever had animated her during

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<v Speaker 1>the preliminary hearing was gone again. She'd retreated back into

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<v Speaker 1>that unreachable place. Joseph sat in the gallery, looking shattered.

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<v Speaker 1>Two months since that terrible morning, and the incomprehension was

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<v Speaker 1>still written across his face. Judge Frick then announced his

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<v Speaker 1>decision without fanfare. Guilty of second degree murder but insane

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<v Speaker 1>Rosary Chauffeur would be confined to Camarillo State Mental Hospital indefinitely.

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<v Speaker 1>Joe stood up as the bailiff's move to escort his

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<v Speaker 1>wife from the courtroom. He was crying as he reached

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<v Speaker 1>as he pulled her into an embrace. Joseph then kissed grocery,

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<v Speaker 1>this woman who'd been his wife, who'd been a mother

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<v Speaker 1>for two weeks, who'd done something unthinkable while her mind

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<v Speaker 1>was breaking apart. When Camarillo State a Mental Hospital opened

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<v Speaker 1>its doors in October of nineteen thirty six, it was

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<v Speaker 1>the largest psychiatric facility in the world. The sprawling campus

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<v Speaker 1>of Mediterranean style buildings sat on former Mexican land. Grant

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<v Speaker 1>Territory designed a house up to seven thousand patients in

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<v Speaker 1>over seven hundred staff. It looked like a college campus,

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<v Speaker 1>manicured lawns, Spanish mission architecture, a bell car that would

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<v Speaker 1>later become iconic. The facility was never completely fenced, giving

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<v Speaker 1>it a deceptively open, benign appearance. But behind those picturesque

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<v Speaker 1>facades Camarillo represented did both the promise and the horror

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<v Speaker 1>of mid twentieth century psychiatry. The hospital's population exploded almost immediately,

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<v Speaker 1>from just four hundred and ten patients in nineteen thirty

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<v Speaker 1>six to one thousand and eighty two in nineteen thirty seven,

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<v Speaker 1>and then two thousand, five hundred and one in nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>By the nineteen fifties, crowding was so severe that patients

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<v Speaker 1>arrived in nineteen forty three, the hospital was in the

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<v Speaker 1>midst of what administrators considered revolutionary psychiatric treatment. Doctor Frostick,

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<v Speaker 1>who had established one of California's first insulin therapy units

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<v Speaker 1>the hospital, claimed that insulin could cure both schizophrenia and

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<v Speaker 1>manic depression, as long as the conditions had not had

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<v Speaker 1>enough time to get ahead start. The treatment was brutal

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<v Speaker 1>by any measure. Patients were injected with massive doses of

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<v Speaker 1>insulin to induce daily comas over several weeks, typically six

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<v Speaker 1>days a week for a run two months. They remained

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<v Speaker 1>ward had white cabinets on rollers with emergency and big

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<v Speaker 1>red letters filled with syringes of glucose, sedatives and adrenaline

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<v Speaker 1>for when things went wrong. And things went wrong often

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<v Speaker 1>some patients never woke from their comas. Many suffered fainting spells, sweating, restlessness,

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<v Speaker 1>and rapid weight gain from wildly fluctuating blood sugar levels.

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor Frostick also used metrisol, described as a powerful stimulant

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<v Speaker 1>producing violent shock and convulsions, although he claimed that insulin

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<v Speaker 1>was safer. But insulin's shock therapy wasn't the only treatment

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<v Speaker 1>the Camarilloo offered. The hospital also performed lobotomy, electroshock treatments, hydrotherapy, isolation,

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<v Speaker 1>and restraints, experimental therapies that would later be recognized as inhumane.

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<v Speaker 1>They even injected non diabetic patients with insulin to cause

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<v Speaker 1>shaking in the brain and injected syphilis patients with malaria

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<v Speaker 1>in attempts to affect the cure. A nineteen forty Los

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<v Speaker 1>Angeles Times report stated that of California's twenty one thousand,

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<v Speaker 1>eight hundred and eighty four state mental hospital patients, fifty

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<v Speaker 1>two percent were schizophrenics, ten percent were manic depressives, and

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<v Speaker 1>the rest were alcoholics and syphilitics. Women like Rosary, who

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<v Speaker 1>were suffering from postpartum psychosis weren't even a recognized category.

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<v Speaker 1>They were simply lumped in with everyone else, subjected to

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<v Speaker 1>whatever treatments the doctor's thought might work. In nineteen seventy six,

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<v Speaker 1>the Ventura Condy District Attorney investigated more than one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>deaths at Camarillo over a three year period, with charges

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<v Speaker 1>of murder or manslaughter potentially being filed. The investigation focused

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<v Speaker 1>on seventy nine deaths, including cases of drug overdoses, strangulation,

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<v Speaker 1>and possible gross negligence by hospital staff. Electroshock therapy didn't

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<v Speaker 1>end at Camarillo until the nineteen seventies, and the hospital

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<v Speaker 1>finally closed amid grand jury investigations. This was where Rosary

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<v Speaker 1>Records from this error are sparse and often sealed. However,

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<v Speaker 1>evidence suggests that Rosary remained at Camarillo for several years.

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<v Speaker 1>Whether she improved gradually or suddenly, whether she ever fully

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<v Speaker 1>underso what she'd done, whether the hospital's treatment helped or

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<v Speaker 1>simply allowed time to do its slow work of healing,

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<v Speaker 1>these details are lost to history. What is known, how

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<v Speaker 1>is that eventually Rosery was released, she returned to a

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<v Speaker 1>world that had moved on without her. The war had ended,

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<v Speaker 1>some of the men had come home. The city she'd

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<v Speaker 1>left had transformed again, the temporary urgency of wartime giving

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<v Speaker 1>way the suburban expansion and the long strange dream of

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<v Speaker 1>the nineteen fifties. Joseph had divorced her, an act of survival, perhaps,

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<v Speaker 1>or simply an acknowledgment that the marriage had died on

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<v Speaker 1>March eighth, nineteen forty three, along with their two week

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<v Speaker 1>old son. Rocery eventually remarried a man named James Elliot.

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<v Speaker 1>She built a quiet life far from Los Angeles, far

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<v Speaker 1>the pink blanket and the kitchen where her mind had

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<v Speaker 1>shattered completely. She never spoke publicly about what happened. She

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<v Speaker 1>Some silences are far too deep for words. Rosary Shelfo

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<v Speaker 1>She never had any more children. She wasn't buried with

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<v Speaker 1>We have protocols, warning signs, psychiatric interventions that can prevent

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<v Speaker 1>tragedies like roth Shelfo's death. But even now, eighty years later,

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<v Speaker 1>the condition remains dangerously underrecognized. New mothers suffering from disturbing

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<v Speaker 1>thoughts often say silent, terrified that they'll be judged as

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<v Speaker 1>bad mothers, or worse, have their children taken away. The

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<v Speaker 1>stigma that Rosary Shelfo faced in nineteen forty three hasn't disappeared.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just taken subtler forms. Every year, postpartum psychosis claims lives,

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<v Speaker 1>infants and mothers, both because families don't recognize the symptoms

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<v Speaker 1>until it's too late, because women suffering from delusions and

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<v Speaker 1>hallucinations don't seek help, because we still, somehow expect motherhood

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<v Speaker 1>to be purely joyful, purely natural. Purely safe. Rosery Shelf

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't a monster. She was a twenty two year old

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<v Speaker 1>woman whose brain chemistry betrayed her at the most vulnerable

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<v Speaker 1>moment of her life. She was a casualty of medical ignorance,

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<v Speaker 1>of a society that had no framework for understanding what

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<v Speaker 1>was happening to her, of a moment in history when

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<v Speaker 1>mental illness was shame rather than sickness. In another time,

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<v Speaker 1>with proper care, she might have been hospitalized the first

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<v Speaker 1>time she showed up at doctor Hooper's office convinced that

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<v Speaker 1>something was wrong with a perfectly healthy baby. Ross might

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<v Speaker 1>have been placed temporarily with family. Rosary might have received treatment,

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<v Speaker 1>recovered an event, reunited with her son. Instead, a two

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<v Speaker 1>week old baby died on a bread board in a

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<v Speaker 1>dark kitchen in Los Angeles, and a young mother lost

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<v Speaker 1>her mind, her son, her husband. In any chance that

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<v Speaker 1>the life she had imagined when she chose the name Ross,

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<v Speaker 1>honoring the grandfather who had crossed an ocean to give

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<v Speaker 1>his family a future, the tragedy isn't just what Rosary did.

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<v Speaker 1>It's that no one knew how to save her from

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<v Speaker 1>doing it well. That is it. This episode of morbidology

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<v Speaker 1>as always thank you so much for listening, and i'd

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<v Speaker 1>Remember to check us out at morebiology dot com for

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