Speaker 1: I have a special guest of me to start things off.
Speaker 1: I've got the lovely lucky boo. That's right, that's right.
Speaker 1: I like you like that, I didn't like, oh, thank you.
Speaker 1: So we were talking about guests, and my last guest last,
Speaker 1: you know, last year, was Rude Jude. And we you know,
Speaker 1: we have familiar friends and we have comical stories about
Speaker 1: him because he's such a unique character. That yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like, you know, he has a lot to like.
Speaker 2: Bring to the table.
Speaker 1: And I feel like everybody's like story is actually like
Speaker 1: uniquely different. And you were, you know, saying, you know,
Speaker 1: before we started, what your story was, and I want
Speaker 1: to like chime in before we get to your introduction
Speaker 1: and not to you know, but I think it's too
Speaker 1: good of a story to pass up. So let's let's
Speaker 1: hear your rud Joe's story. Let's let's share.
Speaker 3: So Rude Jude had reached out to me. Gosh, it
Speaker 3: must have been five plus years ago because I was
Speaker 3: promoting my cookbook called Mother's Melt Cookbook, which is a
Speaker 3: brush smelt cookbook.
Speaker 4: You know, we don't have to.
Speaker 3: Get into all the all the details of that, but
Speaker 3: it was basically a sex cookbook where all the.
Speaker 4: Recipes include breast milk.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: So rue Jude was like, you know what, I want
Speaker 3: you on my show and I want you to bring
Speaker 3: me something made with titty milk. And I said, okay, fabulous.
Speaker 3: But I had a problem is that I have never
Speaker 3: produced milk, produced any milk there. I mean, people have
Speaker 3: tried to find it, but it's not there.
Speaker 1: So they'd tried to find it. How do they try
Speaker 1: to find it? Lex?
Speaker 3: Well, no, I mean I can show you. I could
Speaker 3: show you better that I could tell you.
Speaker 1: Oh. I like this, I like where this is going.
Speaker 3: Well, my best friend at the time had just had
Speaker 3: her son, so her husband said, listen, ask Michelle for
Speaker 3: breast milk. She can help you out with your thing.
Speaker 3: I mean, he was more supportive and you know, kind
Speaker 3: of like telling her it's okay, do it. So I
Speaker 3: was like, okay, well, let me let me taste this.
Speaker 3: So I took a shot of my best friend's breast milk.
Speaker 1: If you Edwards tasted breast milk at this time, no,
Speaker 1: how did.
Speaker 4: It tasted like Christmas?
Speaker 2: Christmas?
Speaker 1: Wow?
Speaker 3: That tastes like the milk after cinnamon toast crunch. I
Speaker 3: like that milk No, wonder babies are so greedy, you know,
Speaker 3: No wonder.
Speaker 4: Babies are so greedy, like they are living it.
Speaker 2: So you would do it again?
Speaker 4: I would absolutely that.
Speaker 1: Why you made a whole cookbook out of this because
Speaker 1: it was so good and delicious that she wanted everybody
Speaker 1: to share these great, delicious recipes.
Speaker 3: You know what, I had not tasted it before I
Speaker 3: wrote the book with so you just have this genius
Speaker 3: idea because it was more it's more of a visual
Speaker 3: aesthetic thing that we wanted, like a more adult gift
Speaker 3: for our friends who are all having babies. And you know,
Speaker 3: I got a few of my hot girlfriends in there.
Speaker 3: One of my girlfriends in the book is actually pregnant,
Speaker 3: and you know, you get a lot of really nice racks,
Speaker 3: a lot of nice asses from these beautiful girls. And
Speaker 3: you know, all the recipes are just fun. And I
Speaker 3: think people actually bought it and tried some things from it,
Speaker 3: which brings me to the Rude Jude story.
Speaker 2: So what recipe to Rude can?
Speaker 5: So?
Speaker 3: Rude Jude is from Detroit and I asked him, you know,
Speaker 3: what would you like and he said, I can pick whatever.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, okay, well, let me get something that
Speaker 3: you know, was kind of easy to do.
Speaker 4: So I picked the cookies.
Speaker 3: I picked the their oatmeal oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, and
Speaker 3: I picked the fried chicken. So I made these so
Speaker 3: my my best friend, Thank you again, Michelle for making
Speaker 3: all of Rude Jude's titty.
Speaker 4: Milk dreams come true.
Speaker 3: Pumped me enough breast milk so I could cook with it.
Speaker 3: I made the fried chicken. I made the cookies, and
Speaker 3: I brought them down to the radio station and he
Speaker 3: ate them on air, and from what I recall, he
Speaker 3: said that they were the best wings and drumsticks that
Speaker 3: he's ever had, and the cookies were a smash too.
Speaker 3: So if anyone is really curious about what you know.
Speaker 1: That's kind of amazing about it, try it. I don't know,
Speaker 1: I don't have any friends that are, you know, making
Speaker 1: any breast milk out there, But if any of my
Speaker 1: listeners out there don't want to share, maybe Lex can
Speaker 1: cook me some fried chicken.
Speaker 4: I will cookie fried chicken.
Speaker 3: I mean there's a whole you know, I'm actually thinking
Speaker 3: about doing like a follow up books. Some people's like,
Speaker 3: why don't you do one with like cocktails, like a
Speaker 3: mixology kind of thing.
Speaker 4: Going on or just desserts.
Speaker 2: Would breast be involved as well with breast milk? Yeah,
Speaker 2: would it be involved as well well?
Speaker 4: Of course?
Speaker 1: Yeah, only so it's going to be in every ingredient,
Speaker 1: I mean every every recipe.
Speaker 2: Yes, I like that a lot.
Speaker 1: So let the listeners out there and know what this
Speaker 1: book is called, where they can find it, and let's
Speaker 1: a little bit more about it before book two comes out.
Speaker 1: Let's know about let's see what these recipes are if
Speaker 1: they're really as tasty as you say. So.
Speaker 3: It is called Mother's Milk Cookbook. It is available on Amazon,
Speaker 3: I think still, I'm not sure. It did still out
Speaker 3: a couple of times, so it is still available. And yeah,
Speaker 3: so I hope everyone's everyone else who has breast smell dreams.
Speaker 3: I hope I've just fulfilled all of your fantasies right now.
Speaker 2: I like that private talk. You heard her.
Speaker 1: You better go and support lux, get her book. Try
Speaker 1: these recipes out, let us know comment and let us
Speaker 1: know give us some feedback and see how delicious these
Speaker 1: things are. I think that it's really awesome that you
Speaker 1: came up with an idea like that that's so unique.
Speaker 1: There's so many books out there nowadays that you know,
Speaker 1: it's hard to come up with like your own genre
Speaker 1: of things. With that being said, you're you know, you're
Speaker 1: an entrepreneur, you're a model, You've done a lot of things.
Speaker 1: Let my listeners out there know a little bit more
Speaker 1: of your background and let us know what's all about Luxabou.
Speaker 3: Well, when I first came into entertainment, I actually came
Speaker 3: as a stunt writer for music videos. So I had
Speaker 3: a motorcycle. I had worked with a director. Well, now
Speaker 3: he does a lot of Latin music video Shout out
Speaker 3: my co because you know that's like my brother. He
Speaker 3: you know, he and I we both like started coming
Speaker 3: into LA and like working around the same car around yeah,
Speaker 3: around the clock. I was actually crashing on his couch
Speaker 3: when he you know, got his studio apartment in downtown LA,
Speaker 3: and I was like traveling.
Speaker 4: Like two hours each way.
Speaker 3: So he's like, listen, if you're doing all these castings,
Speaker 3: working blah blah blah, you know, just crash my couch.
Speaker 3: I was like, yeah, So I did the crashing couch
Speaker 3: thing in La. I feel like every in my strives
Speaker 3: here because we did it for like, I don't know,
Speaker 3: I was doing the commute to laf for the better
Speaker 3: part of a year.
Speaker 2: So where are you from? For those police people that don't.
Speaker 4: Know, I'm from Reno Valley.
Speaker 2: Okay, So how far I'm a drive is that?
Speaker 3: I mean, depending on what time and traffic, it can
Speaker 3: be as little as an hour and a half ish
Speaker 3: to as long as three hours. And you know, God
Speaker 3: bless people who come from all that way up because
Speaker 3: it is far. But you know the uh, you know,
Speaker 3: the housing is so inexpensive. Everything's less expensive than LA.
Speaker 3: Let's just be real, like people will commute.
Speaker 1: You have to really like grind it out like LA
Speaker 1: if you did, you know, people forget that. It's like,
Speaker 1: you know, it is expensive. It is a lot of
Speaker 1: things out here, so it's like you know, sleeping on couches,
Speaker 1: you know, rooming with people doing all these things in
Speaker 1: the beginning is kind of why we I felt I'm
Speaker 1: so hard and why we want our own things, and
Speaker 1: why we would kind of so you know, entrepreneurists ourselves
Speaker 1: and make it and like be like, you know what,
Speaker 1: this is cool for now, but I'm a boss bitch,
Speaker 1: and I'm going to go further.
Speaker 2: And this is why I'm either.
Speaker 1: Going to make this book, im, I'm gonna make this,
Speaker 1: you know, being a stunt double. So with the stunt
Speaker 1: double thing, what was the first actual video that you
Speaker 1: did that was a stunt that you were doing stunts.
Speaker 4: I did now he's known as OT Genesis.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 3: It was a song called Jackie Chan and so I
Speaker 3: am rolling up in the video on my motorcycle and
Speaker 3: I also do some scenes where I'm burning out my tires.
Speaker 3: And at that time, I didn't have a truck or
Speaker 3: you know, I didn't have like a trailer to tow
Speaker 3: my bike there. So I actually rode my motorcycle to
Speaker 3: the set from the Inland Empire check out, and they
Speaker 3: want me to burn out.
Speaker 4: My tire because I think it's cool. Of course it's cool.
Speaker 3: There's smoke, there's it's loud, whatever, it's really cool. I'm
Speaker 3: like in these like, you know, knee high boots, it's
Speaker 3: really sexy. But also I can't keep on blowing out
Speaker 3: my tire because then I won't be able to go
Speaker 3: home burned this thing to the ground, or otherwise I
Speaker 3: won't have any way of getting home. So that was
Speaker 3: a that was fun. Kept in touch with Ot for
Speaker 3: years now. Obviously he's like such a huge superstar, you know,
Speaker 3: in hip hop. So that was my first experience working
Speaker 3: with working as a stunt rider and.
Speaker 1: Then especially being a woman and something like that. That's
Speaker 1: easily something I feel like mostly most men are probably
Speaker 1: more primarily than those kind of jobs. And it's like
Speaker 1: it's like such an exhilarate, like risk taking thing. Is
Speaker 1: it like, are you've always an adrenaline drunkie or is
Speaker 1: it how did you come into even being wanting to
Speaker 1: do a stunt? Uh?
Speaker 3: You know what, I followed a boy into the stunt
Speaker 3: riding industry.
Speaker 4: I had.
Speaker 3: I had already had my motorcycle. I was already riding,
Speaker 3: and I was doing it as a way to commute
Speaker 3: to and from work college.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 3: I was also working in San Diego as as a
Speaker 3: bartender with my family's restaurant. So I ended up meeting
Speaker 3: a Sky and you know, they were a part of
Speaker 3: Rough Riders. So we dated for about three years and he,
Speaker 3: in addition to Rough Riders, also had his own stunt team.
Speaker 3: So then he and I started stunting together. I started
Speaker 3: like picking up different things and.
Speaker 2: Just kind of came natural after that.
Speaker 3: It kind of just you know, fell unnaturally, like to
Speaker 3: be quite honest, like riding has always not really given
Speaker 3: me like an adrenaline rush, but it's always kind of
Speaker 3: made me nervous. And only because not because of you know,
Speaker 3: my my skills or experience as a rider, but because
Speaker 3: everyone else around me. I can't tell you how many
Speaker 3: times I've had cars tried to erase me or even
Speaker 3: run me off the road for whatever reason. Like obviously,
Speaker 3: like I'm in my zone, like I'm just trying to
Speaker 3: get from point A to point B. But then you know,
Speaker 3: you pull up on me with your car. You have
Speaker 3: you know, you have windows around you, you know. So
Speaker 3: I had to get more aggressive when I was riding,
Speaker 3: Like I started carrying you know, like odds and ends
Speaker 3: in my pockets, like you know, a lot of riders
Speaker 3: will carry like small a hardware screws, like the little
Speaker 3: pellet balls. And honestly, if you try to fuck with
Speaker 3: one of these guys on the road and all of
Speaker 3: a sudden your window gets smashed, it's because they just
Speaker 3: threw a bunch of shit at your window because you
Speaker 3: just tried to threaten their lives.
Speaker 1: I'm scared of you, motherfucker.
Speaker 4: So you know, way for the motor.
Speaker 1: Have you done as far as what's the most extensive
Speaker 1: story where you've had somebody like do something and you
Speaker 1: have you thrown something? Have you used these odds and
Speaker 1: ends that you speak of, or have you only just
Speaker 1: been prepared for if something like that happens.
Speaker 3: I have thrown the odds and ends, but I didn't
Speaker 3: do damage from the odds and ends. I did the
Speaker 3: damage from kicking someone's door, kicking the driver's site. They
Speaker 3: were that close, So they were that close.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's scary though, because you don't you know, I mean,
Speaker 2: you're you're your.
Speaker 1: Chance of you doing something more damage because you're like
Speaker 1: on two wheels and not like that, but you're christ
Speaker 1: like hitting. So amen, I'm glad that you're still here, because.
Speaker 3: That's what I mean. I don't ride anymore. My motorcycle
Speaker 3: actually got stolen a couple of years ago, so I mean,
Speaker 3: it's okay.
Speaker 2: It's things happen for a reason, though, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean.
Speaker 1: Like sometimes I feel like, maybe you know you did
Speaker 1: all the stunts and writing that you can do.
Speaker 3: You put in my work kind of that work I
Speaker 3: put in my work in the in the motorcycle industry.
Speaker 3: I've been a licensed writer and writing for well over
Speaker 3: ten eleven years, did my stunt riding thing, Like I'm tired.
Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't even get enjoyment out of it
Speaker 3: anymore because I'm just also busy doing other things.
Speaker 4: And writing around all other things.
Speaker 1: Really, after stunt doing your stunts, what did you segue
Speaker 1: into next? I was, because I know you've done everything,
Speaker 1: so it's like, right, as an entrepreneur, I mean, and
Speaker 1: a woman like yourself, like you kind of have to
Speaker 1: do everything because it's wet branding and all these things
Speaker 1: like that, and so it's and it also continues to
Speaker 1: elevate your brando and be successful.
Speaker 5: Right.
Speaker 3: Well, I started doing a lot more music videos, started
Speaker 3: tapping into the dance background that I.
Speaker 2: Had shaken that asplex a lot.
Speaker 3: Honestly, and honestly a lot of music videos. I'm like
Speaker 3: the featured stripper. I also did a move be with
Speaker 3: Carmen Electra Lisa Ray. It was called oh God, lap dance.
Speaker 3: By the way, my that's my first boob job in
Speaker 3: that movie, so you know they look different obviously the
Speaker 3: amazing Well, I was, okay, so let me.
Speaker 1: Think do practice giving lap dances? Like, were you already
Speaker 1: really good.
Speaker 4: At I had to give.
Speaker 3: I had to give Ron Jeremy a lap dance. He
Speaker 3: was he showed up as an extra. I'll do that one.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't give Ron Jeremy a lap dance. And that's
Speaker 1: my uncle Ronnie out there, which I keep it the
Speaker 1: uncle word really like say that heavily uncle Ronnie.
Speaker 2: There's no blood relation.
Speaker 1: But because I want him to stay as far away
Speaker 1: from me as possible, I you know, I respect him.
Speaker 2: He's someone who's like icon in this business. But of
Speaker 2: course no thanks.
Speaker 3: But you know what, I had met him before because
Speaker 3: my housewarming party when I finally moved into.
Speaker 1: La did he tell you to squeeze his muscle single
Speaker 1: one of his pickup lines?
Speaker 2: It's ridiculous.
Speaker 3: No, no, But I'm a huge fan of the movie
Speaker 3: that he was in, The Boondock Saints. Okay, yes, And
Speaker 3: my cousin, who's a very talented artist, had actually made
Speaker 3: me these a slip on van.
Speaker 4: She had actually drawn on them.
Speaker 3: So when Ron Jeremy shows up at my housewarming party,
Speaker 3: I mean, first of all, it's already a wildest fuck party.
Speaker 3: Like there's like, you know, porn stars everywhere. You know,
Speaker 3: there's like there's we got a couple kegs because we
Speaker 3: thought it was going to be funny, but really they
Speaker 3: were like a hit. You know.
Speaker 4: We had a DJ.
Speaker 3: I mean, people were just running around like mad and
Speaker 3: it was amazing. So I get these shoes and I'm like, please,
Speaker 3: can you sign my shoes? Because he played Vincenzo in
Speaker 3: The Boondock Saints, so.
Speaker 4: That was cool.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 3: He was very sweet, but he had this really gorgeous
Speaker 3: young girl with him that.
Speaker 4: You know was his girlfriend maybe, but.
Speaker 3: She didn't speak any English, so I was like, I
Speaker 3: don't know what I mean. Are you good? Like, can
Speaker 3: I get you a drink?
Speaker 2: Thumbs up? Thumbs down?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was hand motions. Yeah, so I don't think
Speaker 3: Google Translate was a thing at the time.
Speaker 1: But your experience with Ron Jeremy was it was it
Speaker 1: everything you wanted because of you just the like the on.
Speaker 2: Arap version and then stilled it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it was over it.
Speaker 3: It was never weird when.
Speaker 1: You saw again, when you saw him again because that
Speaker 1: was at your housewarmming. When you had to give him the.
Speaker 2: Lap dance, was it awkward?
Speaker 3: It wasn't awkward, but I think I remember him saying
Speaker 3: something like, oh, like you're too far like obviously when
Speaker 3: you're filming not close, you're blocking and like you know,
Speaker 3: like it's perception, you're cheating a lot of angles. So
Speaker 3: he was like, oh, this is not like is this
Speaker 3: like a no touch policy lap dance. I'm like, it's
Speaker 3: a move like as I'm like, you know, going like this, Like.
Speaker 4: I'm like, it's a movie.
Speaker 3: Run, it's a movie.
Speaker 2: Okay, so professional, so professional movie.
Speaker 1: I like it. I like that.
Speaker 3: Yeah. So I've done, I've done. Like, what was your
Speaker 3: favorite the films? Oh? Man, I've done a lot. I
Speaker 3: think one of my favorite ones to do it was
Speaker 3: a Juicy j uh, a juicyj video called I'm Ballin'
Speaker 3: And it was just fun because I was the only girl.
Speaker 3: They kind of just let me do my thing and
Speaker 3: I was just like I was just dancing in the video,
Speaker 3: like whipping my hair around. I had these boots on,
Speaker 3: you know, there was like smoke and you know and
Speaker 3: water and everything, and.
Speaker 4: I felt like sexy.
Speaker 3: Like they really like portrayed me as a very like badass,
Speaker 3: you know, instead of like you know, like.
Speaker 5: The videos episod delicate over there.
Speaker 4: They just let yeah, no, they let me do my thing.
Speaker 3: I felt like such a badass in that in that video,
Speaker 3: So I mean and shout out to JUCJ too. By
Speaker 3: the way, he was one of my favorite artists to
Speaker 3: work with. I did a couple of music videos.
Speaker 1: I was in a music video for JUICYJ was bands
Speaker 1: to make her dance and I was, but my story
Speaker 1: was very different and like it wasn't bad in any way,
Speaker 1: And I think that it was just more or less
Speaker 1: because I had a scene with him, but then he
Speaker 1: is not to opt out to do because he said
Speaker 1: he didn't want to get too excited. I don't know
Speaker 1: how true that really was, because I was supposed to
Speaker 1: do like a lap lap dance type thing on him
Speaker 1: as well, but it was just like they're like, he's
Speaker 1: just really focused, He's whatever. I was like, all right, well,
Speaker 1: this is the easiest like money that I've ever made.
Speaker 1: I just basically danced in a booth. Hey, so yeah,
Speaker 1: it was the easiest job ever. The video was really amazing.
Speaker 1: I am I didn't I met two changed, which was
Speaker 1: really cool. He was super nice, but he was really
Speaker 1: the only one and Project Nice and Project and Project
Speaker 1: Pat was there on set to and they were like
Speaker 1: the nicest people. Like that's mainly who I hung out
Speaker 1: with and that was really cool. Yeah yeah, but I
Speaker 1: mean it minds you. I mean it's a video and
Speaker 1: that you're like the artist and it's like whatever. So
Speaker 1: it's overwhelming and knowing when you have your own project,
Speaker 1: when everybody wants something from you, so or harm, no foul.
Speaker 1: But I definitely would have liked to dance because it's
Speaker 1: you know, it's juicy Jay Listen.
Speaker 3: He's probably one of the most intelligent and articulate artists
Speaker 3: that I've ever worked with, just because like when we
Speaker 3: were you know, when we were in between scenes, like
Speaker 3: you know, we'd go get like something to drink or crafty,
Speaker 3: and he was always just like, I mean, we would
Speaker 3: just talk about it.
Speaker 2: It's just it's just easy you pick up with.
Speaker 3: Like he's a really smart guy, like you know, obviously
Speaker 3: like there's like a persona. I remember him saying, uh,
Speaker 3: someone or people were like complaining about the lyrics if
Speaker 3: I'm ballin because you know, I mean there's a few
Speaker 3: lines in there that are like crazy and other people
Speaker 3: were telling me, how could you dance to something like
Speaker 3: that is degrading to women.
Speaker 4: I'm like, it's a song.
Speaker 3: And when I brought that up to JUICYJ the next
Speaker 3: video that I worked with him on. He was like,
Speaker 3: people don't understand that's just entertainment.
Speaker 4: It's just a song.
Speaker 3: Yeah, just enjoy it for what it is.
Speaker 4: It's just a song, and.
Speaker 2: Everybody leaves, you know, leave for the music.
Speaker 1: To me, I feel like it's something everybody takes a
Speaker 1: different message away from it, you know. I mean it
Speaker 1: could be maybe degree is some maybe it's just something
Speaker 1: you just want to shake your ass to and like
Speaker 1: the beat.
Speaker 2: Of what it is.
Speaker 1: I feel like people get too hung up on something
Speaker 1: that is not really there. They make problems that don't
Speaker 1: even really exist.
Speaker 3: Like, not every song needs to be a groundbreaking revelation
Speaker 3: of life. People.
Speaker 4: Sometimes you just want to shake.
Speaker 3: Your ass, big fats.
Speaker 2: I love to shake my eyes.
Speaker 4: Times you just want to shake your ass.
Speaker 3: Be ratchet as fuck. Sometimes I just don't want to
Speaker 3: mean anything, but I.
Speaker 1: Would talk likes when they shake your ass. So if
Speaker 1: you want to shake your ask for private talk, please don't. Don't.
Speaker 1: Don't obliged to come on. You can do it.
Speaker 2: I mean, do it, do it, do it?
Speaker 1: Do it? I scared you, motherfucker. Yeah those cheeks.
Speaker 2: Ay ay ay? Is that how you did in the
Speaker 2: music video.
Speaker 1: Though, let's see that music video booty oo. We don't
Speaker 1: have insurance here at Private Talk. You don't know you
Speaker 1: can come? All right, guys, Private Talk. I hope you
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Speaker 2: This episode with Lex.
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Speaker 1: Oh, let's get into this OnlyFans business because I have
Speaker 1: an only fans my Private Talk. People know I have
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Speaker 3: Okay, So for years I have always kind of, you know,
Speaker 3: dabbled that line of I guess, uh, what's that like?
Speaker 3: You know, how revealing? You know I was going to
Speaker 3: be in my car.
Speaker 1: We want the truth here in Private Talk, so please
Speaker 1: don't hold back. We don't want to be cliche. We
Speaker 1: wanted to give us a hard truth.
Speaker 3: Okay, the hard truth is when I first moved to LA,
Speaker 3: I was already associated with the adult industry, even though
Speaker 3: I wasn't even in.
Speaker 2: It because of music videos.
Speaker 3: Not because of music videos, because when I moved to LA,
Speaker 3: I had moved with a girl that was in the industry.
Speaker 4: Actually two girls.
Speaker 3: One of them moved out like right away because there
Speaker 3: was a huge like blow up falling out with between
Speaker 3: the two girls who were friends. They're not anymore. And
Speaker 3: we would rent out my house for porn production. So
Speaker 3: my house became like you know, I brawsers kink Naudi America.
Speaker 3: You know, I've had a lot of directors coming and
Speaker 3: out of my house, and listen, I love it all.
Speaker 3: Like the whole adult industry as a whole, like has
Speaker 3: always been very sweet gracious to me. And I'm not
Speaker 3: even in the industry, but I've always had friends in
Speaker 3: the industry. I've always gone out, like, you know, go
Speaker 3: to family dinners. I go to baptisms, baby showers, you
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. So it's like I'm friends with a.
Speaker 4: Lot of these people.
Speaker 3: So therefore I was always associated with them. So it
Speaker 3: was kind of like you always get like that, well,
Speaker 3: you know you already do imply topless, Like why don't
Speaker 3: you just you know, go topless? And when I did,
Speaker 3: when I did that movie lap Dance.
Speaker 4: I was topless.
Speaker 3: I honestly thought no nobody would see it. But then
Speaker 3: you know, there go my titties all over the place.
Speaker 3: And then I have like friends in Hong Kong be like,
Speaker 3: oh my god, I'm watching this movie and there's.
Speaker 1: Your kit titty pops out.
Speaker 3: Well, then when I did a I had a feature
Speaker 3: in FHM Philippines, and I was only supposed to be
Speaker 3: like implied new there was a fan blowing and my shirt,
Speaker 3: which you know wasn't like there we didn't have any
Speaker 3: double sided tape, but my shirt blew open. Obviously, I
Speaker 3: told the photographer, listen, if there's anything that shows, you know,
Speaker 3: my boobs, like, you know, get it out. I didn't
Speaker 3: know that FHM Philippines in the Philippines is considered more
Speaker 3: risque than Playboy Philippines because when I went to the Philippines,
Speaker 3: actually went with Jesse Jane. We were hosting a sneaker
Speaker 3: convention together in Manila. She shot for Playboy Philippines. But
Speaker 3: hers was like very glamorous, very like implied. Only FHM
Speaker 3: published me with my whole tit out and my family
Speaker 3: found out before I did, So everything is already printed.
Speaker 3: It's the biggest magazine, biggest men's magazine in the Philippines.
Speaker 4: And I was devastated. I was like, how am I
Speaker 4: gonna tell my mother my tit is out?
Speaker 3: Oh my god, everyone is gonna see, like I was crushed. Yeah,
Speaker 3: So I finally woke up the courage to my mom, like, mom, fah,
Speaker 3: and Philippines publish my.
Speaker 4: Tit like they have like just one, not just.
Speaker 3: One, it's just one, might as well just go go
Speaker 3: for the full lont if you're going to be publishing
Speaker 3: one tit, you know. But my mom was surprisingly really
Speaker 3: cool about it. She was like, you know what, baby,
Speaker 3: She's like, I get it. It was an accident.
Speaker 4: I love you.
Speaker 3: Just you know, next time, bring backup tape if you can,
Speaker 3: or you know, I know, you'll do your best, Like,
Speaker 3: just try to be more careful next time. Now, now
Speaker 3: there's more than one tit out of mind on the hands.
Speaker 1: Are out, you know what.
Speaker 3: I've always felt very confident and sexy, you know, in
Speaker 3: like I work hard for my body. Okay, I think
Speaker 3: we were talking earlier, Like listen in La and if
Speaker 3: you're in any kind of entertainment industry, I blink my
Speaker 3: eyes in the morning and I've already spent like one
Speaker 3: hundred dollars because it's expensive expensive, it's expensive. You need.
Speaker 3: I have a trainer, I have a I have a
Speaker 3: physical therapist. I have someone that also, you know, I'm
Speaker 3: working with to do like cupping, an alternate therapies, you know, nails, hair,
Speaker 3: you know all and.
Speaker 1: Love things that you need in our necessities in our
Speaker 1: entertainment world.
Speaker 3: Right, it all adds up. It's expensive, it's expensive, it's expensive,
Speaker 3: it's an investment. But I love doing it. And honestly,
Speaker 3: when I feel my best, like I I just I'm
Speaker 3: just like listen, I work hard for this body and
Speaker 3: I love to show it off. So when it came
Speaker 3: time to opening my only fans and how like you know,
Speaker 3: how risque I would be with it? Like you know,
Speaker 3: am I.
Speaker 4: Gonna you know, I don't know how far are you
Speaker 4: gonna go with it? How far am I gonna go?
Speaker 1: For me? I feel like I done for me. I'm
Speaker 1: kind of like in the middle and I feel like
Speaker 1: for me, it's it's funny because me being in the
Speaker 1: adult industry and actually doing movies on that side and stuff,
Speaker 1: I've always been comfortable in my own skin so like,
Speaker 1: and everybody's comfortability levels are very different, like you said,
Speaker 1: like if you know, the one boob thing or for whatever.
Speaker 1: But for me, I've always felt comfortable in my skin
Speaker 1: because I feel like we were born this way and
Speaker 1: I feel like being naked is only we put like
Speaker 1: stigmas on it, like and especially in the US, like
Speaker 1: we make people feel like, oh my god, you're naked,
Speaker 1: and like it's just boobs. It's not like in a
Speaker 1: sexual way. And sometimes it's like you said, it's just
Speaker 1: being you feel comfortable.
Speaker 2: In your body.
Speaker 1: You work hard for your body and you want to
Speaker 1: like show that and not And I'm always in a
Speaker 1: like let me like masturbate you in a kind of way.
Speaker 1: And sometimes it's just like, you know, the art and
Speaker 1: beauty of a woman. And that's why I liked the
Speaker 1: adult industry in the bedinning, because it gave me a
Speaker 1: way to you know, express myself in an art form
Speaker 1: where I you know, I'm comfortable with my body. I
Speaker 1: was a you know, a curby girl. I've always you know,
Speaker 1: been comfortable in my own skin, where I feel like
Speaker 1: it was my time to shine and show people that
Speaker 1: you don't have to be the skinniest girl to do it.
Speaker 1: You don't have to be like you know, there's no
Speaker 1: type or size or anything like that for that stigmas
Speaker 1: you to be like an alter like that that's the
Speaker 1: only thing to be.
Speaker 2: So I feel like that it is a broaden horizons of.
Speaker 1: Like what an actual woman could look like and still
Speaker 1: feel comfortable in your own skin. So for me, I
Speaker 1: feel like with the only fans things. At first, I
Speaker 1: was kind of not mad, but I was like, there's
Speaker 1: so many people that I would get ridiculed all the time,
Speaker 1: regardless of if I did one scene, ten scenes, a
Speaker 1: million scenes or whatever. But there's all other people that
Speaker 1: should on our business because it's given those platforms.
Speaker 2: Now, there's girls like yourself that has always.
Speaker 1: Been very welcoming and very like you know, like you said,
Speaker 1: you've been in the adult industry, but not because you've
Speaker 1: rented out your house and you've been around as people
Speaker 1: and you don't see them as a performer, you see
Speaker 1: them as a person, and that's what people forget is
Speaker 1: that we are people. So I feel like the people
Speaker 1: that come in and gracefully like accept all those things.
Speaker 1: And I think that you should find your own comfortability
Speaker 1: and you find like if it's this time, maybe the month,
Speaker 1: it's one boob, and if it's all full and whatever
Speaker 1: you want to do in your comfortability, that's.
Speaker 2: Your own showcase to do.
Speaker 1: So I feel like now with only fans, it's like
Speaker 1: that what I've learned is that it's not really like
Speaker 1: a tip for tat or like a playful thing. It's
Speaker 1: it's kind of a platform for women and you know,
Speaker 1: men as well, to kind of grow in their own
Speaker 1: sexuality to see some guys what is out there and
Speaker 1: what we you know, as our only fans. You know,
Speaker 1: it's like it's our fans, it's only our fans. So
Speaker 1: it's like each brand is different. So what you give
Speaker 1: to your fans and what you charge and you know,
Speaker 1: what I do is completely different, and it all makes
Speaker 1: relatively the sense of the same ways because we're in one
Speaker 1: unity of like in an adult world where we feel
Speaker 1: comfortable in our skin, where it's like I don't you know,
Speaker 1: like if I saw your boom, I wouldn't be like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, you're like you're you're a mad person,
Speaker 1: Like you're mad, You're like or you know, I get
Speaker 1: I get accused of all kinds of things because and
Speaker 1: I'm further from farther between what these people really think
Speaker 1: that I am.
Speaker 2: And I know private talk knows.
Speaker 1: That I'm not, you know, an evil doer sometimes, but
Speaker 1: you know, we get ridiculed for a lot of things
Speaker 1: where it's like it's just being naked, Like people take
Speaker 1: things too serious. I'm like, it's just your naked body.
Speaker 1: You're born that way. Why not be that way all
Speaker 1: the time?
Speaker 3: I know. Well, also like expectations of you know, we
Speaker 3: can go get into the whole like how religion really
Speaker 3: forms people's you know, thoughts and ideals of you know,
Speaker 3: of women of sexuality. I mean, we can go on
Speaker 3: and on about that, but you know, I'm there.
Speaker 4: I know that I'm.
Speaker 3: Very blessed to be able to do what I love
Speaker 3: to do, make a career out of it. And like
Speaker 3: you said, like we're able to really tailor this particular
Speaker 3: platform because there's dozens of it like it out there,
Speaker 3: this one has been gaining the most steam because I
Speaker 3: mean Honestly, I think it's the most firstile platform out
Speaker 3: there right now for adult and non adult entertainers. Because
Speaker 3: I don't know if people realize this, but the highest
Speaker 3: grossing earner on Only Fans is actually a fitness trainer and.
Speaker 2: Model for sure.
Speaker 1: And that's what thing is like why it gives It's
Speaker 1: such a like a plethora of things that you could
Speaker 1: do that it doesn't have to be just because I
Speaker 1: did porn. It's only a porn app Like, it's nothing
Speaker 1: like that at all. Like that totally gives you so
Speaker 1: much more like to work with and I feel like,
Speaker 1: and with that being said, is kind of like the
Speaker 1: segue of where our society is going that it's okay
Speaker 1: to be naked. They're like even on mainstream movies, it's
Speaker 1: so much more, no, not as taboots get kind of
Speaker 1: like blush in some movies than some of the hard
Speaker 1: so it's like hardcore stuff being filmed.
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh my god, they really showed that. I
Speaker 3: get like a little you know, nervous.
Speaker 1: Feet less ready in some movies I've.
Speaker 4: Seen in the theater, like get a little uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: So let's say segue into this, So with your only
Speaker 1: fans like that. Where are you at right now with relationship?
Speaker 1: Why do you have a girlfriend, boyfriend, significant other? Are
Speaker 1: you in an open relationship? Do they mind your only fans?
Speaker 1: Are they joining your or are they like do they
Speaker 1: shoot with you? Like?
Speaker 2: How does that happen in your life right now?
Speaker 3: Well, right now, I am just dating. I'm not in
Speaker 3: a relationship with anybody. When I first started Only Fans,
Speaker 3: I was in a relationship with someone who helped me film.
Speaker 4: He and I we.
Speaker 3: Didn't do any we didn't do any kind of like
Speaker 3: sex or adult work in front of the camera.
Speaker 4: But obviously, like I was even at.
Speaker 3: That point where I was like, you know what, I like,
Speaker 3: I was in love with my partner, and I'm like,
Speaker 3: you know, if I really, like, I really want to
Speaker 3: just do this, Like I have no problem filming, you
Speaker 3: know exactly filming you know, filming with my partner and
Speaker 3: putting it on my Only Fans platform. It took me
Speaker 3: a while, honestly to guind of get the hang of it,
Speaker 3: because a lot of people that follow me, they don't
Speaker 3: care about seeing me, you know, performing. Obviously, there's like
Speaker 3: a whole nother, you know, group of people that are like, get.
Speaker 4: Into porn blah blah blah.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, well, you know, I don't know if
Speaker 3: I would ever go into porn, but I'm not opposed
Speaker 3: to it, only because I feel like I do have
Speaker 3: other things that I have going on that I really
Speaker 3: am passionate about and are taking me other places. If
Speaker 3: I'm going to do porn, I'm going to do it
Speaker 3: like full blown, like like like full steam ahead. Like
Speaker 3: Jules Jordan, who who you know, He's such a sweet guy.
Speaker 3: We've joked around like listen, if I ever get into porn,
Speaker 3: you can film my first porn scene. I'll sell it
Speaker 3: to you. He's like, how much do you want? I'm
Speaker 3: like a million dollars. He's like done. So that's the
Speaker 3: that's the running joke.
Speaker 1: And he might be a liar, Joe Jordan, And I
Speaker 1: know you are not watching this video.
Speaker 2: He should pay you that, but he's a liar.
Speaker 3: Well, you know, I actually had someone from Brasser's message
Speaker 3: me the other day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like you're like because like you're like
Speaker 1: I said, you're one of a girl that I you know,
Speaker 1: I mean you were friends as well, you know, outside
Speaker 1: of the industry and anything like that, but you have
Speaker 1: so many similar friends that are in the industry, people
Speaker 1: automatically zoom because you're a hot girl.
Speaker 2: You know, you're you know, you're in like the glamour.
Speaker 1: Like side of things that yeah, they just don't know,
Speaker 1: Oh you're important, and it's I don't know for me,
Speaker 1: is that insulting or does that make you feel like
Speaker 1: they're stigmatizing like a certain thing or do you just
Speaker 1: kind of like roll off because it's just like.
Speaker 3: It's honestly, it doesn't bother me at all. Like if
Speaker 3: people want to associate me with porn. To me, when
Speaker 3: I think of porn and you know, performers, I think
Speaker 3: of the top of the top, I'm like, wow, these
Speaker 3: women not only are just badasses with these like you know,
Speaker 3: like beautiful faces, bodies like you know, I mean I've
Speaker 3: seen even like older porn.
Speaker 4: Where I'm just like, damn, these women are bad ass.
Speaker 3: Like you know, when I think of porn and being
Speaker 3: associated with porn, it doesn't bother me at all.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think not at all. Like from what I
Speaker 1: see is why I, you know, became friends like as
Speaker 1: friendly as we have is because you're just the older
Speaker 1: that we come as well as like we get comfortable in.
Speaker 2: Our own skins.
Speaker 1: It's like, why I have all the things going on
Speaker 1: in my life, Like why a should I worried about that?
Speaker 1: If that's what you want to do, then you choose
Speaker 1: to do that and you're only fans and you do whatever,
Speaker 1: And like, I just want to see someone win. I
Speaker 1: want a woman to feel embraced and in this in
Speaker 1: day age is like women get so much ridicule from
Speaker 1: everybody else, Like we should be help uplifting each other
Speaker 1: and not tearing each other down.
Speaker 2: So I feel like that's.
Speaker 1: The way it should be, so aimen to that. So
Speaker 1: do you have any advice out there for any girls
Speaker 1: that are gonna end your industry? In the segue into
Speaker 1: making an only fans or maybe a career path like
Speaker 1: how you have yourself?
Speaker 3: You know what? I feel that if women or men
Speaker 3: are interested in, you know, wanting to join OnlyFans, you
Speaker 3: have to remember that this is a website that is
Speaker 3: catering to help entertainers connect with fans. So obviously, like
Speaker 3: right now, there isn't an option on the website, you
Speaker 3: know how on Instagram there's like an explore thing, like
Speaker 3: it's easily shareable. People can go viral OnlyFans does not
Speaker 3: have that option, and maybe they'll make that an option later,
Speaker 3: but people have to already know who you are in
Speaker 3: order to find it is to find what you're you
Speaker 3: cannot search And there's also no recommended profiles, you know
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, Like, so this is something for people
Speaker 3: to solely follow the entertainer that they want to follow. Now,
Speaker 3: if you do have a following, keep in mind that
Speaker 3: is a very small percentage of those people, maybe maybe
Speaker 3: as small as five to eight percent of the people
Speaker 3: that follow you on your social media would be willing
Speaker 3: to pay for more exclusive content. And then you have
Speaker 3: to decide what are you going to put out, like
Speaker 3: like what are you comfortable with? And also what is
Speaker 3: going to keep your followers entertained because not only are
Speaker 3: you going to be charging a fee per month, you
Speaker 3: want to also be able to interact with them in
Speaker 3: the messages. And in the messages you can charge people
Speaker 3: to speak with you back and forth. You can also
Speaker 3: charge for custom photos, custom videos. You have to make
Speaker 3: it a daily commitment, like I shoot three to four
Speaker 3: times a week, or if I don't have time, like
Speaker 3: we were talking about this, finding time to shoot with
Speaker 3: somebody constantly, because you always have to be giving your
Speaker 3: fans something like you can't just sign up, take their
Speaker 3: you know, ten, fifteen, twenty dollars a month whatever you're
Speaker 3: gonna charge for your site and then just bounce.
Speaker 4: That's fucked up.
Speaker 1: For sure, because it again, it's it's about keeping your
Speaker 1: fans and keeping them entertained and like we can.
Speaker 2: It's it's branding.
Speaker 1: You want to you know, keep them there and can
Speaker 1: keep them happy and content correct.
Speaker 3: Like so so really, what I like about only Fans
Speaker 3: is that I have been able to connect with fans
Speaker 3: that I probably would never get to do, like a
Speaker 3: proper meet and greet with because you know, that used
Speaker 3: to be the thing like when I was in when
Speaker 3: I was in the import industry, when I was like
Speaker 3: doing the fans signings, you know, or traveling with like
Speaker 3: hot important nights and stuff, it was easy to meet
Speaker 3: people one on one. Now I meet them, you know,
Speaker 3: on my site. You know, I'm able to talk to
Speaker 3: them more one on one, and it's on their time
Speaker 3: and it's on my time. It's more relaxed and it
Speaker 3: and it's more personal, Like I've gotten to know fans
Speaker 3: of mine from you know, all over the world. It's
Speaker 3: been really it's been really refreshing, and it also makes
Speaker 3: me more motivated to not only continue what I'm doing
Speaker 3: as an entertainer, but to also you know, it motivates
Speaker 3: me to get onto my other projects as well, because
Speaker 3: you know, I have all these people that have never
Speaker 3: met me in person really but are supporting me from
Speaker 3: all over the world. And really you really can't beat that, Like,
Speaker 3: I really feel the love. These are real, like real
Speaker 3: fans that really care about what I do. So if
Speaker 3: anyone is thinking about starting and only fans, yes, yes
Speaker 3: the money is good, but that should be the secondary part,
Speaker 3: Like you should actually want to be able to connect
Speaker 3: with the people that are really interested in you and
Speaker 3: want to have that, you know, want to have that
Speaker 3: more personal connection with you.
Speaker 4: That's the whole idea of OnlyFans.
Speaker 1: Yes, that's amazing because I mean for me, I feel
Speaker 1: as well as like, as much as you can meet
Speaker 1: people and all these signings, it's like that you can't
Speaker 1: meet everybody. So it's like when you connect, it's really
Speaker 1: cool because you see who your real fans are and
Speaker 1: who's actually going to be paying the money for the
Speaker 1: subscriptions and things. And your posters or whatever you have
Speaker 1: going on.
Speaker 3: That's actually right. I support you, right, right, right, Yeah.
Speaker 3: It was the same thing as if you know you're
Speaker 3: going to a convention and you're selling merchandise.
Speaker 1: I agree. So you have any other current projects going
Speaker 1: on besides only fans? Do you have Are you touring anywhere?
Speaker 1: I know I used to tour a lot and and
Speaker 1: dance all the different places. What do you have on
Speaker 1: besides only fans?
Speaker 3: Well, only fans right now, I've been focusing a lot
Speaker 3: of my energy into. But on the other side, I
Speaker 3: actually am going to start traveling more to South America.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna try to dabble in the VIP Concierge travel
Speaker 3: travel company. I have a friend that he basically goes
Speaker 3: all around the world and he kind of does like
Speaker 3: the scouting and the blueprint for the Travel Channel and
Speaker 3: the Food Network. So he'll go to like all the
Speaker 3: restaurants my dream job, and you know, he'll make connections
Speaker 3: with all, you know, the hosts and the chefs, and
Speaker 3: so he has his own business right now in I
Speaker 3: think Baha. So he approached me and he was like listen,
Speaker 3: he was like, I know how much you love to
Speaker 3: travel and eat food. And I've been talking forever about
Speaker 3: wanting to do like my own YouTube show.
Speaker 4: My friend.
Speaker 3: My friend has a show on the Travel Channel, or
Speaker 3: he did. I think he doesn't have it right now.
Speaker 3: But I don't know if you've ever seen Bizarre Foods.
Speaker 3: But but the host, Andrew Zimmern, dear friend of mine.
Speaker 3: He's actually the one that introduced me to to this
Speaker 3: other friend of ours, and basically we're gonna try to
Speaker 3: see if I can.
Speaker 2: Uh, that's awesome.
Speaker 3: He's actually I think he's actually like putting his foot
Speaker 3: on my butt and giving me the kick and the
Speaker 3: ass that.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I beneath.
Speaker 1: That because you've been talking to me about this, I've
Speaker 1: heard this for a while, so I'm like, maybe someone
Speaker 1: needs to push you a little bit.
Speaker 3: So yeah, so yeah, so my friend is giving me
Speaker 3: that little kick in the ass. He's like, listen, we're
Speaker 3: gonna go to you know, Mexico City and Rio.
Speaker 4: Let's get this started.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 4: I'm like, okay, fine.
Speaker 3: So I'm in the process of setting up that new company,
Speaker 3: and then on another on a another area of my life,
Speaker 3: I am setting up this charity I've been talking about
Speaker 3: forever setting up so you know, I'm half Filipino and
Speaker 3: I've been wanting to do something that would you know,
Speaker 3: give back somehow to the Philippines. So I want to
Speaker 3: build my first safe haven school. I don't know if
Speaker 3: I want to have children of my own. So how
Speaker 3: I kind of get that, How I kind of get
Speaker 3: my my my children fixed is I love working with children,
Speaker 3: and I've worked with children, usually special needs children for
Speaker 3: a long time now, a lot of volunteering since I
Speaker 3: was in you know.
Speaker 4: Middle school in high school.
Speaker 3: So in the Philippines there is actually and this can
Speaker 3: tie back into the whole thing of like you know,
Speaker 3: adult and consent and everything, trafficking is still a huge problem.
Speaker 3: Trafficking of children is still a problem. So and it's
Speaker 3: because the Philippines is very poor. Okay, there is no
Speaker 3: middle class. The you're either really really like well off
Speaker 3: or you're not. So So this year I'm going to
Speaker 3: commit to going to the Philippines for one month and
Speaker 3: kind of scouting the air because there's not a lot
Speaker 3: of updated data on what areas need the most help,
Speaker 3: and also updated statistics on children being trafficked in and
Speaker 3: through the Philippines. Like it's a really huge problem. I mean,
Speaker 3: and there's not really a lot of updated data, so
Speaker 3: I need to go and do my own data collection
Speaker 3: and find out which areas would benefit the most. And
Speaker 3: my dream would be to build one of these schools
Speaker 3: offer science like science and technology focuses. I want there
Speaker 3: to be you know, kitchen there that cooks the best foods.
Speaker 3: I want there to be mental health services for these
Speaker 3: kids basically, and if they don't have a home, also
Speaker 3: have a side of the boarding side. So that's like, honestly,
Speaker 3: like the biggest project that I've had on my mind
Speaker 3: for years. And I think now I'm in a position
Speaker 3: now that I've kind of slowed down on other things
Speaker 3: and just focused on a few things that I actually
Speaker 3: really love to do and I'm passionate about. Now I
Speaker 3: can you know, now I can put aside that time.
Speaker 3: That's honestly, I feel like that is my ultimate purpose
Speaker 3: because children are children, and I really feel a way
Speaker 3: about anyone who feels that children are old enough to
Speaker 3: consent to anything besides going to school being a child.
Speaker 1: And you know, well, you have a big heart, and
Speaker 1: that's gonna be you know, a big project. I wish
Speaker 1: you a lot of luck, and you know, while wishes
Speaker 1: and all that stuff, because that's a it's a big,
Speaker 1: you know, commitment. But you know, with people like yourself,
Speaker 1: it's like that's how you bring awareness, that's how you change,
Speaker 1: you know things, and it takes one step at a time.
Speaker 1: It takes people, you know, maybe someone on the private
Speaker 1: talk you know, listening to it as well, can you
Speaker 1: know help in some ways. But I like, you know
Speaker 1: that when you speak about it, if you speak it
Speaker 1: into an existence and you know it will come true.
Speaker 1: So I hope that it happens for you, and I'm
Speaker 1: excited for that. That's that's pretty that's a pretty cool
Speaker 1: thing to do. So I am going to get to
Speaker 1: my next part, which is one of my favorite things.
Speaker 1: We're gonna play a little game first. We're gonna take
Speaker 1: a little break, but we're gonna get to the fun
Speaker 1: part called Truth with Texas. So I hope you're ready
Speaker 1: to play a game and get a little bit I
Speaker 1: love games I see with Miss Texas. So are you
Speaker 1: ready to play Truth with Texas?
Speaker 3: Ready or not?
Speaker 2: Do you even know what you're getting into?
Speaker 4: I absolutely do not know what I'm getting into.
Speaker 1: What I like to hear, but this segment is one
Speaker 1: of my favorites. So we're going to pick a card,
Speaker 1: and each symbol is going to be a different type
Speaker 1: of question from romantic, kinky, spicy, naughty, all those different categories.
Speaker 1: And again, this is a safe space. So tell us
Speaker 1: what we want to know, tell us the truth.
Speaker 3: Us and your thousands of listeners.
Speaker 2: It's all right, they love you too.
Speaker 4: Are you ready? I'm ready or not?
Speaker 2: All right, here we go, So pick a card.
Speaker 1: Okay it it is in ace of spades. Okay, this
Speaker 1: one's my favorite because it's a naughty question. Are you
Speaker 1: gonna get naughty with Miss Texas?
Speaker 4: I mean, I don't have a choice. I guess I'm on.
Speaker 2: The spot, all right. I think you can get naughty
Speaker 2: with me.
Speaker 3: I can't. I can.
Speaker 4: So it's just us too.
Speaker 3: It is just us, so and the rest.
Speaker 4: Of the crew on you're thousands of listeners.
Speaker 1: When is the last time that you've touched yourself, that
Speaker 1: you've masturbated?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 4: Okay, this is an easy one.
Speaker 2: You've got excited. I like it, no, because.
Speaker 3: Because I can remember it was last Thursday.
Speaker 2: You're that specific.
Speaker 3: I like this it was last Thursday, and only because
Speaker 3: I told myself to try to be celibate for a
Speaker 3: week because I was I girl, I don't know what
Speaker 3: has been.
Speaker 4: Going on with me. I've been like at least three
Speaker 4: times a day?
Speaker 2: Are you a masturbation demon?
Speaker 3: Like I'm like I think, I'm like, you know what
Speaker 3: I need to like maybe like slow down?
Speaker 1: So how are you masturbating with a toy with your fingers? No?
Speaker 3: I have like a little vibrator, like a little bullet. Yes,
Speaker 3: I have a little bullet.
Speaker 1: So is it like a three time minimum and then
Speaker 1: you're out for the day or are you just like
Speaker 1: that Thursday on at nine am?
Speaker 2: What did you do?
Speaker 1: Miss Lexim was probably masturbating how many times you have
Speaker 1: to come before you're finished? Because girls are greedy.
Speaker 3: I know I've been really greedy lately. I don't know
Speaker 3: what has gotten over me. And even I was thinking,
Speaker 3: there's something like what is going on?
Speaker 4: Like am I like eating something different? You know there's
Speaker 4: a full moon? What's going on?
Speaker 2: But there was one of them?
Speaker 3: Man, Yeah, it was so last to interrupt my daily activities.
Speaker 3: Like I was starting to be like, you know, I
Speaker 3: have to before I go to bed, like maybe like
Speaker 3: you masturbator?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 1: Wow?
Speaker 4: And when I.
Speaker 3: Wake up, I'm like, Okay, you know, this will wake
Speaker 3: me up. It's like my coffee in the morning. I
Speaker 3: really need.
Speaker 4: To Hey, God, stop talking.
Speaker 1: So how many times do you have to come before
Speaker 1: you're done with that session and you go about your day?
Speaker 3: I mean I think at least twice, and it's like three,
Speaker 3: maybe four, and then I'm like, okay, bitch, you need.
Speaker 2: To get up into starting rate. Okay, you're not It's normal,
Speaker 2: It's okay.
Speaker 4: Oh thank god.
Speaker 1: I mean, I am a highly sexual person, and I
Speaker 1: think that I probably am a nympho of some what
Speaker 1: I did. You know, I was important for ten years,
Speaker 1: so who knows, but you know, tomato tomato. I think
Speaker 1: that the older I get, the more sexual I am,
Speaker 1: which is crazy because I've always been sexual.
Speaker 3: I think that's what's happening to me. I am becoming
Speaker 3: more sexual. And also I've been having like better sex
Speaker 3: as well.
Speaker 4: I don't know if that is.
Speaker 3: I mean, there's got to be a correlation between obviously,
Speaker 3: like choosing.
Speaker 1: More intense orgasms.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, like shaking. Oh yeah, I like.
Speaker 4: Squirted for the first time ever like a year.
Speaker 2: How was that for you?
Speaker 3: I was shocked.
Speaker 4: I actually like said it out loud. In the mid
Speaker 4: I was like, oh my god, I squirted.
Speaker 2: Did you even know what that was before or watched?
Speaker 3: Though?
Speaker 1: I guess so I've seen it filmed, you know, so
Speaker 1: you've seen squirting. I've seen you didn't know that you
Speaker 1: could actually squirt? I thought I thought I was a
Speaker 1: dud because it's never happened. What were you doing to
Speaker 1: make yourself squirt? Or were you getting actually penetrated? Was
Speaker 1: it like fingering or were getting penetrated penetrated?
Speaker 4: I was getting penetrated.
Speaker 3: I think it was particular position how my hips were,
Speaker 3: And obviously, like you know, that's that's.
Speaker 1: Because most times it's usually not through penetrate, like through sex,
Speaker 1: it's actually through like for plate like finger and things
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 2: So that's oh, I didn't know.
Speaker 1: That's here, not a dead girl. You're just starting. You're
Speaker 1: just starting those.
Speaker 3: Layers back like an onion the best.
Speaker 1: I'm so glad I came here today, true Texas. All right,
Speaker 1: here we go card them for two? All right?
Speaker 3: It is an ace of hearts, all right, Ace of hearts.
Speaker 2: That's the romantic question.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, do you say I love you very easily?
Speaker 3: Do I say I love you very easily.
Speaker 4: Do you fall in dating?
Speaker 2: Do you fall in love very easily?
Speaker 1: I guess maybe I should word that question.
Speaker 3: No, no, yes, and no.
Speaker 4: Okay.
Speaker 3: I feel like the people that I have fallen in
Speaker 3: love with it was easy to fall in love with them,
Speaker 3: like there was a chemistry from the beginning, and there
Speaker 3: it was almost like, okay, yeah, I'm sure, I'm sure
Speaker 3: that I love this person. But also I feel like
Speaker 3: there's different layers and levels.
Speaker 1: But it wasn't like the first day you hang on
Speaker 1: You're like, oh my god, I love you.
Speaker 2: I'm so in love with you.
Speaker 1: I can never be away with me. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: please don't leave me. Never like that.
Speaker 4: Oh no, that's psycho.
Speaker 3: I agree.
Speaker 1: But you know those girls out there, you know there's
Speaker 1: been girls and guys have done that to you too.
Speaker 1: Don't lie Stage.
Speaker 4: Five clear listen. That comes with dating lesbians.
Speaker 3: Lesbians move really FAST's what's the craziest lesbian or ex
Speaker 3: girlfriend story that you've had? Oh?
Speaker 2: Man, your eyes lit up.
Speaker 3: So what's funny is that one of my ex girlfriends
Speaker 3: is in town. We've been hanging out just as friends,
Speaker 3: but the other girl that I dated, we ended up
Speaker 3: going to a party and she was there, and she's
Speaker 3: probably probably my craziest lesbian story. So when she and
Speaker 3: I were dating, she and I were like in the
Speaker 3: middle of like an argument or something, and basically she
Speaker 3: ended up leaving a club that she was at. I
Speaker 3: was at another party and she was supposed to meet me.
Speaker 3: She took another girl home, unbeknownst to me, like, I'm
Speaker 3: unable to reach her. I'm unable to reach our friends
Speaker 3: where she's at. Well, the next day, I'm able to
Speaker 3: get in touch with her, and you know, she's like, well,
Speaker 3: are you going to come to the party today? It
Speaker 3: was actually during June Pride months, so you know, all
Speaker 3: the parties are going on in LA for for Gay Pride.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, you know what, I've been up all
Speaker 3: night worrying about you. I'm tired, So no, I'm not
Speaker 3: going to come to the party with everybody. I'm just
Speaker 3: going to stay home. So turns out that she brought
Speaker 3: that girl to that party. She didn't around our friends
Speaker 3: and told our friends not to uh snap her Instagram
Speaker 3: her because she didn't want me finding out that she
Speaker 3: had brought shady girl to the party.
Speaker 4: Now go to the next day.
Speaker 3: So now it's Monday, my girl and I had tickets
Speaker 3: for the Museum of Ice Cream to go. When I
Speaker 3: go to pick up at her house, she is beyond hungover,
Speaker 3: like she is like looking like a mess. And I'm like,
Speaker 3: you know, I don't give a fuck. I haven't seen
Speaker 3: you for almost a couple of days. Like we've been
Speaker 3: fighting and we've had these tickets. Like get your drunk
Speaker 3: ass up. So we go to this thing, you know,
Speaker 3: I'm kind of like, I'm like, okay, you know, we're
Speaker 3: kind of like taking pictures because it's a cute little
Speaker 3: dates thing. I take her home, you know, after I
Speaker 3: already like go to CBS get like, you know, hangover stuff.
Speaker 3: So we're in her house. We're hanging out. So I
Speaker 3: go to get ready to leave. I'm washing my hands
Speaker 3: in the bathroom and I turned and in the waste basket,
Speaker 3: I see a pair of underwear. Now, the girl that
Speaker 3: I was dating wore like like like boy briefs. Okay,
Speaker 3: these were like these.
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 3: These were girl panties that were like.
Speaker 4: What do they call them, like the hipster.
Speaker 5: Whatever, like like or like boxing, but they look like
Speaker 5: kind of thing basically the most unsexy pair of panties
Speaker 5: ever in life.
Speaker 4: So I picked them up by the band.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, wow, I small and there's like little
Speaker 3: strings coming out of the sides, you know, like when
Speaker 3: you overwash, like really cheap panties.
Speaker 4: So I hold it up to her. I'm like, hey,
Speaker 4: she who she.
Speaker 3: Shall remain nameless, nameless, nameless. I hold up the panties
Speaker 3: in front of her and she's like, oh, what's that.
Speaker 3: I'm like, bitch, Like, first of all, let me just
Speaker 3: make it No. I didn't hit her, but you know, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: I don't. I know, I don't believe in hitting anybody.
Speaker 1: But I was like, but the panties in her face?
Speaker 4: I did.
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like, uh, these are not
Speaker 3: pannies that I found in the bathroom. And she's like, oh,
Speaker 3: those aren't yours, really, bitch, I'm like, first of all,
Speaker 3: I rolled through and a gent Provoca tour lingerie to
Speaker 3: day I was like, who's are these? These are Victoria's
Speaker 3: secret size small and these are the panties that women
Speaker 3: wear when they're doing their laundry or when they have
Speaker 3: their period period panties like so basically I think I
Speaker 3: was more offended, like I ended up carrying the lady
Speaker 3: that she brought back that you're like, really, how could you?
Speaker 1: Like, why are you one of those witch home? Yes?
Speaker 3: Like, at least if you least do many do just
Speaker 3: as good.
Speaker 1: As we're not gonna do better.
Speaker 2: You're not gonna do better.
Speaker 3: Like you're gonna bring a bitch home that wore her
Speaker 3: laundry day or period panties out to the club.
Speaker 2: At least throw this shit away.
Speaker 3: She did throw it away in an.
Speaker 2: Open but not a really like you know, clever way.
Speaker 4: She's not very slick.
Speaker 1: Well, maybe she wanted to get caught, and that's why
Speaker 1: she's your exo. Things happen for a reason.
Speaker 3: It's okay, It's okay. Things happen for a reason.
Speaker 1: We're onto question number three. Are rest get it, get it,
Speaker 1: get it, get it.
Speaker 4: It's suspice, all right.
Speaker 3: So Ace of Diamonds, that is the spicy one.
Speaker 1: Look, you said it out loud and it came true.
Speaker 4: Foke it into existence, all right.
Speaker 1: So during your sexual encounters, are you loud during sex
Speaker 1: or are you like with it quiet when you orgasm?
Speaker 2: Like, are you like, how are you in the bedroom?
Speaker 3: I think I'm more vocal than not. But it also
Speaker 3: depends on the situation.
Speaker 1: Vocal like being like talking and telling them what to do,
Speaker 1: or vocal being like screaming like Harry met Sally like
Speaker 1: kind of situation.
Speaker 4: The latter like I find it.
Speaker 3: It's not very It doesn't come very like organically and
Speaker 3: natural to me to like talk during sex. Like I
Speaker 3: can like say like, oh yeah, like I like that
Speaker 3: position right there, you know, or all like compliment my
Speaker 3: part moaning. It just sometimes happens naturally, but obviously, like
Speaker 3: when I'm like getting ready to like, can.
Speaker 1: You give us an example, Oh my god, i'd probably
Speaker 1: with your ears out, dude, Like sometimes I really not know.
Speaker 2: I'll turn your mind all the way down, do it? No,
Speaker 2: we want to hear it?
Speaker 4: Okay, bye, I need some help.
Speaker 1: Okay what girl.
Speaker 4: Girl, don't don't play like that we've been friends for
Speaker 4: a long time or we've.
Speaker 1: Been really goodmas Texas.
Speaker 3: Let's just say I'm really loud, No, really, like, I'm
Speaker 3: like so self conscious.
Speaker 2: For the neighbor.
Speaker 1: The neighbors.
Speaker 4: The neighbors will know their name.
Speaker 1: So you're not going to show us your masturbation orgasm?
Speaker 2: Oh myny of it.
Speaker 1: God, just can't be like Harry met Sally, just do that, Like, come,
Speaker 1: I moan it out a little bit.
Speaker 4: No, because I don't feel like I could.
Speaker 1: Look, I'll put it all the way down, reenact it.
Speaker 1: I think you can do it. I have faith in you.
Speaker 1: Woman power. Put that cape on. Looks, let's do it.
Speaker 1: Truth with Texas. We want you to moan, We want
Speaker 1: you to scream. We want to hear at your guys.
Speaker 1: Private Talk wants to know my listeners want to know
Speaker 1: out there. You better subscribe and like to this channel
Speaker 1: right now. Because she's gonna do it. I can feel it.
Speaker 1: It's just it's like the tip. It's getting harder and harder.
Speaker 1: She's right there, she's right there.
Speaker 3: Fuck good dude, Like, oh my god, can do it
Speaker 3: more like like it's just not natural.
Speaker 4: If I just do like the whole scream thing.
Speaker 2: You can do a warm up, do it.
Speaker 1: You can do it.
Speaker 5: You can do it.
Speaker 3: Melt into the floor right now, melts into the floor
Speaker 3: with My brother's upstairs.
Speaker 2: He has ear muffs on.
Speaker 1: He's you know, he does yeah ear mus he can't
Speaker 1: hear you.
Speaker 4: Okay, so okay, Oh so you have to be specific.
Speaker 4: Is it an orgasm.
Speaker 3: When I am with a man or with a woman.
Speaker 2: Which one's louder.
Speaker 3: Woman?
Speaker 1: All right, let's do the woman. Oh my god, give
Speaker 1: it to us, LEXI. We want to hear it.
Speaker 2: You can do it.
Speaker 1: Put your booty into it. You're already sweating. Look, it's
Speaker 1: like it's real.
Speaker 4: I am sweating.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, my lashes are going everywhere.
Speaker 4: I'm nervous right now. I like, okay, okay, if it's
Speaker 4: a woman, Okay, it's a woman.
Speaker 2: She's on top of you.
Speaker 1: She's touching your nipples right now, she's touching your clip.
Speaker 2: She's doing some things to you.
Speaker 1: She's making you all hot and bothered.
Speaker 2: What are you gonna do? Look, what are you gonna do?
Speaker 1: Look, I'm gonna give it to Private talk.
Speaker 2: Give it to it.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I like that.
Speaker 3: I like that.
Speaker 2: See I wasn't that loud. That was good.
Speaker 4: I would be a little more tame.
Speaker 3: I like it.
Speaker 1: So is that a man? See see my words helped you?
Speaker 4: It was sweaty.
Speaker 2: I like this Private Talk.
Speaker 1: You see it? You hear it? Lexus gave us statue.
Speaker 1: It was like Harry met Sally, But what's Leux met Texas?
Speaker 1: It's kind of wow.
Speaker 3: I like that.
Speaker 2: I like it a lot. All Right, we got the
Speaker 2: last one for you.
Speaker 4: Oh thank god.
Speaker 1: She's like, give you all the.
Speaker 3: Hot sea please please please literal hot see okay, Ace of.
Speaker 1: Clubs, Ace of Clubs. All right, we're gonna do the
Speaker 1: kinky question. I think they're all a little kinky, but
Speaker 1: you know, oh, this is the kiki question. It gets
Speaker 1: a little spice here.
Speaker 2: There's something not that bad.
Speaker 1: Okay, what is the biggest age difference between partners that
Speaker 1: you've ever had?
Speaker 3: Ooh m okay. When I was actually I might have
Speaker 3: to double check that.
Speaker 2: You want to get your calculator out or Wikipedia?
Speaker 1: What are we doing Wikipedia to get Wikipedia? I love
Speaker 1: this so much. That's right, private talk truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: You don't know what's gonna come out of when.
Speaker 3: We were out here on this Cokay, on one second,
Speaker 3: she's really.
Speaker 2: Wikipedia in this.
Speaker 3: I like, I am, I am, I am.
Speaker 4: Okay.
Speaker 1: That means probably won't let us see, but I can probably.
Speaker 4: No, no, no, you can see. You can see. Okay.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so I'm trying to now like work.
Speaker 1: I didn't know that one, you would I didn't know
Speaker 1: that one.
Speaker 4: What do you mean I didn't know that one?
Speaker 2: That was one?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: Actually I was like, no, that that one.
Speaker 3: So I was twenty five maybe twenty six, So I'm
Speaker 3: almost thirty four now, so let's just say I was twenty.
Speaker 4: Six, so those we'll just say this is eight years ago.
Speaker 4: Hang on, I have to do to do.
Speaker 1: I love this that you have. We Wikipedia, we've gotten
Speaker 1: the calculator, we're doing the math.
Speaker 4: We're about to get the truth. A twenty eight year
Speaker 4: age difference.
Speaker 3: Nice, twenty eight, it's twenty eight.
Speaker 2: Was the sex still amazing?
Speaker 3: Oh my god? Yes, I like it? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Did you scream like that?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 3: Probably because I was shy and I was still like
Speaker 3: you know.
Speaker 1: You're like like it's like you're like a like a
Speaker 1: like a rose, like you know, before you butt into
Speaker 1: the world, it's like you have to like there's levels,
Speaker 1: like you know, you're quiet, you don't really feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, you're not really as experienced, so you don't
Speaker 1: know what people like or like you're kind of get
Speaker 1: embarrassed in like certain situations. So yeah, but yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like with old like older people that I've had
Speaker 1: sex with. It was the first older person I've ever
Speaker 1: had sex was with Tom Byron, which I don't even know.
Speaker 1: The age grew difference between that. When I got into
Speaker 1: that he was an older male porn star.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, so he was like.
Speaker 1: One of the older people I'd ever had sex with,
Speaker 1: and I was really intimidated because of the age thing
Speaker 1: at first, but it ended up being really awesome because
Speaker 1: it was just very like comfortable, Like he just he
Speaker 1: was a rock star.
Speaker 2: He knew what he was doing.
Speaker 1: He was likenessing. It wasn't like exactly and because of
Speaker 1: someone being green in like my field or whatever, it
Speaker 1: was just kind of like took charge and I was like, oh, wow,
Speaker 1: you're a man. I like this.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's nice to take And that's what this person did.
Speaker 1: Yes, he shows you a couple of things. So afterwards
Speaker 1: showed me you weren't so quiet anymore.
Speaker 2: I got that.
Speaker 1: So he was the part of level to your level
Speaker 1: ten now. But I like that. I like all right, guys,
Speaker 1: Private Talk, I hope you were enjoying this episode. We
Speaker 1: were going to do things a little bit different this year.
Speaker 1: We've decided to add a segment into Private Talk where
Speaker 1: my guest gets to.
Speaker 2: Ask me some questions.
Speaker 1: So I'm going to be in the hot seat for
Speaker 1: a little bit. So I hope you guys enjoy this.
Speaker 1: I'm a little nervous myself, but you know what, I
Speaker 1: always tell the truth. So let's get this going. Do
Speaker 1: you have any questions that you would like to ask me? Ooh, okay,
Speaker 1: So should there be certain categories or it is just
Speaker 1: like off the come.
Speaker 2: I think it's just a free for all.
Speaker 1: I feel like, let's do like four to five questions.
Speaker 1: Did you feel that you if you want to know
Speaker 1: or you feel like private talk, would like to know? Yeah,
Speaker 1: let's start with that. Okay, let's see how it rolls.
Speaker 3: Well. I think maybe because when I met you, obviously
Speaker 3: we met as friends. I think only on accident. On
Speaker 3: one occasion I've seen I've seen your work.
Speaker 1: Sure, but accellent, it wasn't my accident.
Speaker 4: I mean, you know, when my friends pop up on
Speaker 4: the screen, I'm.
Speaker 1: Like, oh, oh, there you are seeing.
Speaker 3: So I guess one thing I'd be curious about is
Speaker 3: is there anyone that you have worked with in adult
Speaker 3: entertainment that was just like like a totally terrible experience.
Speaker 3: Because you know, you're known as a veteran, so you
Speaker 3: know you've worked with, You've worked with, You've worked with
Speaker 3: quite a few performers, so who would probably be like
Speaker 3: the one performer to be like, I would never work
Speaker 3: with them again.
Speaker 4: They were terrible, horrible people, you know.
Speaker 1: You know there's two And I'm trying to really research
Speaker 1: in my head to think about this because it happened
Speaker 1: really early on in my career.
Speaker 2: Because I feel like.
Speaker 1: The older that I got, or like maybe like the
Speaker 1: more lengthier in my career, people were probably intimidated by
Speaker 1: me a little bit. And also I had a partner
Speaker 1: that was actually in the business as well, so in
Speaker 1: some sorts of the words, it's kind of easier, but
Speaker 1: kind of not because they respected him as a male.
Speaker 1: So it was just kind of one of those things
Speaker 1: as a respect level thing. When I first heard in
Speaker 1: the industry, we go through you know things where we
Speaker 1: go through, yes, listen and Knowles and I still can't
Speaker 1: remember his name, but I can picture his freaking face
Speaker 1: and bothers me, but they ask you what you don't
Speaker 1: want to do, And my biggest thing that I think
Speaker 1: is disrespectful, I said, please, don't spit.
Speaker 2: In my face.
Speaker 1: I'm not really into that d which to me, I
Speaker 1: think there's a lot of things. That's the only thing
Speaker 1: I really said, don't do that and don't put your
Speaker 1: fingers in my buttole was another one.
Speaker 2: I was like, whatever, you know, fair enough.
Speaker 1: So we do our scene and like he's over, like
Speaker 1: he's sitting on top of me, and I can see
Speaker 1: him in his mind. In my mind, I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm an impath, so I know. I'm like, I know
Speaker 1: exactly what he's going to do. He's like forming spit
Speaker 1: to put in his mouth, to spit on me. So
Speaker 1: me seeing this and I'm seeing I shoved my mouth
Speaker 1: or my hand in his mouth, and I just looked
Speaker 1: up and I was like, you're not going to do
Speaker 1: that while you're in the middle of filming exactly. I
Speaker 1: was like, if you're going to do something to me,
Speaker 1: fuck you. And so I did it.
Speaker 2: And I can't remember his name.
Speaker 1: I wished it. He didn't wasn't around for very long.
Speaker 1: But that was the first person that I actually that
Speaker 1: I that I worked with that I was like, it
Speaker 1: felt violated me. I feel like in the porn industry,
Speaker 1: what I love is that it's in a safe space.
Speaker 1: We've all talked before we do the scene of like
Speaker 1: what you like, what you don't like, what the scene
Speaker 1: is calling for, and all those things like that.
Speaker 3: So a lot of people in civilian relationships, I feel
Speaker 3: that's ile and I feel like.
Speaker 1: The kid's communication is what for me in the porn
Speaker 1: industry has made a really big change and in my
Speaker 1: sexual life in individual like in my personal life as
Speaker 1: well as in work. Is because if you don't speak up,
Speaker 1: no one can read your mind, no one can read
Speaker 1: really read your body language.
Speaker 2: They can't understand things, but you don't speak up.
Speaker 1: So for me, I and me saying my nose before then,
Speaker 1: I was like, this is a valid no, but you're
Speaker 1: still doing it, so to me, that's really disrespectful.
Speaker 2: So after that, I put him on my no list.
Speaker 1: And for you guys out there that don't know what
Speaker 1: no lists are is basically whoever I choose. If I
Speaker 1: don't like the way he has sex, the way he
Speaker 1: looks out, through the way he smells, I can put
Speaker 1: him on my little list he or she, and I
Speaker 1: never have to work with that person ever again.
Speaker 2: So that was number one.
Speaker 1: I can't remember, wait it was it, Like, nope, that
Speaker 1: wasn't and it almost came to me but it didn't.
Speaker 1: And then the second person, his name was It was
Speaker 1: a male performer. His name was Sasha, and he was
Speaker 1: the most horrible person that I've ever been with ever
Speaker 1: in my life, because he was just so not He
Speaker 1: was like I seemed like he hated women, Like he
Speaker 1: took his nails from my back, and like just like
Speaker 1: totally it was nothing.
Speaker 2: It wasn't enjoyable.
Speaker 1: It was all very like demeaning and so it wasn't.
Speaker 4: Like passionate kind of acting like in the moment.
Speaker 1: I had him to stop a couple of times that
Speaker 1: finally I just kind of like got over it. So
Speaker 1: for me, I was like, anytime I feel disrespected in
Speaker 1: any situation, that's to me like a total like my
Speaker 1: a red flag. So I just kind of like lose it.
Speaker 1: So those are the only two people in the business
Speaker 1: that I could say that I actually had like a
Speaker 1: I would never work with again. And I didn't have
Speaker 1: I've been in the business for over you know, ten
Speaker 1: eleven years, and I didn't have an extensive, you know,
Speaker 1: no list. But those things were very big triggers for me.
Speaker 1: And again, like some of them didn't stay around for
Speaker 1: very long. But you know, sometimes things happen, and sometimes
Speaker 1: what would happen with me may not happen with another performer.
Speaker 1: So it's always you know, you just never know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but yeah, yeah those assholes. Well fuck those guys,
Speaker 3: Fuck those guys, those guys. Okay, So I guess my
Speaker 3: next question would be what is your biggest pet peeve?
Speaker 3: And it can be industry related or it can be
Speaker 3: non industry related.
Speaker 4: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Speaker 1: I think my biggest pet peeve overall is lying. I think, oh,
Speaker 1: and then I f I'm the biggest part of that.
Speaker 1: I feel like industry wise, I feel like pet peeve
Speaker 1: wise is I feel like there's such a stigma already,
Speaker 1: like in our industry, like we get so like we
Speaker 1: get these negative things, which it's like a billion dollar
Speaker 1: industry where it's the movies where nobody watches.
Speaker 2: But yet people know who I am.
Speaker 1: But I get, you know, called all kinds of things,
Speaker 1: and I get things that are taken away or all
Speaker 1: these disadvantages. And then it's like you have some people
Speaker 1: that come in the industry and they may have a
Speaker 1: good time or a bad time, but when they leave,
Speaker 1: they come and completely shit on the industry all together.
Speaker 1: And for me, I feel like that's not really fair.
Speaker 1: Is because just because I have in a situation like
Speaker 1: I just spoke about right now, It doesn't mean that
Speaker 1: I think that the next person's going to have the
Speaker 1: exact same thing. So I feel like it's unfair and
Speaker 1: really biased. It just because you want to come and
Speaker 1: go in open public platforms and say that you know,
Speaker 1: the adult industry is so shitty and we do this,
Speaker 1: this and that. Right I have nothing but good things
Speaker 1: to say. It made me the person that I am
Speaker 1: today and maybe very confident in the woman that I am,
Speaker 1: and made me very sexual in a comfortable way and
Speaker 1: in a very open setting for me. I feel like
Speaker 1: all the people that made money from us, it was
Speaker 1: cool when they were making money, but as soon as
Speaker 1: they went away and they got cooled in the public
Speaker 1: eye is when they came back and I was.
Speaker 2: Like, oh no, but they made me do it.
Speaker 1: Ah, I've never I've never sat here and said.
Speaker 4: To do any of those things right now.
Speaker 1: And you know, and it's people like her that you know,
Speaker 1: she came in for a very short time and you
Speaker 1: know at the time she blew up, and a lot
Speaker 1: of people in her circumstances wouldn't have blown up us
Speaker 1: so quickly, and she did because of a niche and
Speaker 1: that's cool, But then she came and took that niche
Speaker 1: and made a name for herself.
Speaker 2: So kit like so called started all these.
Speaker 1: Things, and then now you're talking bad about the industry
Speaker 1: where it's like, for what if you didn't like a
Speaker 1: lot of the things that were happening, then why didn't
Speaker 1: you speak up before? Because I didn't know some of
Speaker 1: these things. But I'm not going to sit there and
Speaker 1: shame my entire industry because of something that someone made
Speaker 1: me do, because at the end of the day, where
Speaker 1: all adults, I choose to choose, I choose to do
Speaker 1: what I want to do and not what someone's told
Speaker 1: me to do. And everybody's different. And I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, in the in my career when I first started,
Speaker 1: did I know things that I know now? Absolutely not.
Speaker 1: But that's in any business, So I feel like there's times,
Speaker 1: you know that you have to kind of navigate around
Speaker 1: the ways. But I feel like for people to completely
Speaker 1: shun and like talk shit about an industry that basically
Speaker 1: made a name for you and still currently using that name,
Speaker 1: I feel like that's the really shitty platform to use.
Speaker 3: You know, Sometimes I feel when people try things and
Speaker 3: it may not be you know, it may not be there,
Speaker 3: it may not be the fit that they want to do. Listen,
Speaker 3: we can change our minds every single day. We can
Speaker 3: choose the relationships that we want, We can choose what
Speaker 3: we want to do for work, you know, especially as entrepreneurs.
Speaker 3: So I feel that if somebody comes into an industry
Speaker 3: tries it out and they're like, you know what, this
Speaker 3: isn't for me, but they ended up benefiting from it.
Speaker 3: If it wasn't for you, that's fine, But you know,
Speaker 3: to like you said, to shame other people that are
Speaker 3: in the industry. And it's not just it's not just
Speaker 3: performers that.
Speaker 4: Are in the industry.
Speaker 3: There's directors, there's hair and makeup stylists, there's grips, there's
Speaker 3: there's camera men. There's all these people that contribute to
Speaker 3: this industry and how it entertains everybody. And honestly, she's
Speaker 3: going to be talking that kind of shit, like girl,
Speaker 3: I don't.
Speaker 1: Feel like she's not the only one. There's a lot
Speaker 1: of people that have you know, done the same thing.
Speaker 1: And it's not even from you know, the money. Why
Speaker 1: sometimes it's religious, Why sometimes can't hack it as family?
Speaker 1: Wh there's kinds of all kinds of things. My thing
Speaker 1: is is to each his own. If it works for you, cool,
Speaker 1: If it doesn't work for.
Speaker 2: You, cool, move on.
Speaker 3: I mean, you know, God bless hope you found the
Speaker 3: thing that you really love to do that you know
Speaker 3: you're not embarrassed to claim.
Speaker 1: Here and say, shaking that booty, that big old booty,
Speaker 1: that big old booty. If you want to shake it again,
Speaker 1: I'll like it too, that big.
Speaker 2: Old booty, Shake that booty. Ooh, that big old booty. Hey,
Speaker 2: that big old booty.
Speaker 1: All right, private talk. I think she's got one more question.
Speaker 1: I think maybe too. What she got for me? What
Speaker 1: you got for me?
Speaker 4: Okay?
Speaker 3: So okay, what is something that you think is really
Speaker 3: normal that you do that maybe someone else would not
Speaker 3: think is normal? Like it could be like, you know,
Speaker 3: just like a d I watched.
Speaker 2: I have a favorite show that I watch on Fridays.
Speaker 1: It's called Love After lock Up and it's my favorite
Speaker 1: ridiculous ratchet show and I love it and I have
Speaker 1: no shame that I wait every single week. Don't watch
Speaker 1: that dumb show. It's a guilty pleasure. You wouldn't be
Speaker 1: hooked if you watched it. It's called ninety or know
Speaker 1: what it's locked up? But wait, what is it called.
Speaker 1: It's called love after lock up, that's what it's called.
Speaker 4: There's something you want.
Speaker 2: I don't want.
Speaker 1: I don't want a jail boyfriend or a husband or
Speaker 1: anything like that. Just saying if I could talk, I so,
Speaker 1: if you can still like and subscribe if you're in jail,
Speaker 1: but I send jail mail, don't worry. But now it's
Speaker 1: just it's just so intriguing to me that these people.
Speaker 1: It's like, I have so much chaoss going in my
Speaker 1: life that I like to watch things that doesn't revolve
Speaker 1: around my life and and someone else's drama. So it's
Speaker 1: really like mindless TV. It's not gonna win any awards,
Speaker 1: but I fucking love it. I fucking love it. Well,
Speaker 1: if any of y'all are watching, you love ever locked up?
Speaker 1: I don't want you to be incarcerated.
Speaker 2: But Angela hit me up