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Alex Ferrari, and every week we sit down with the

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let's dive in to today's episode. I like to welcome

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back to the show returning champion Kelly Balker. Hoy you doing, Kelly.

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Speaker 2: I am excited to be here, Alex. I have been

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dreaming in my sandbox of hearing those exact words returning

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to Vian.

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Speaker 1: Well, Kelly, thank you so much for coming back. I

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really had a great time with you last time you

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were on. It's been a couple of years. I think

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since last time you were on, and it well, a

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lot of things have happened to you since then. I

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haven't can you?

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Speaker 2: Can you?

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Speaker 1: Do you want to share a little bit of what

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has transpired during that time?

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Speaker 2: I would love to so. I had been on a

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number of interviews leading up to Next Level Soul and

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had begun the journey of having a relationship with the world,

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which all of the things that that entails, you know,

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getting emails and messages, some not pleasant, some very pleasant,

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and lovely, doing one to ones, having a lot of

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appointments and that kind of thing. But there was a

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couple of really important things that were happening. I wasn't

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ready in a number of ways. And I'm thankful that

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I was mature enough in my life to be able

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to see that You shared with me at the end

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of the interview some things that I really needed to

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have in place, my own website, the technology to support

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the appointments. I was just doing the best I knew

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how to do. I didn't have those, and so it

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really hit. It hit hard, and I was overwhelmed, and

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I did things like, without realizing it, booked five appointments

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in one day with no break, not even five minutes

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between them. You know, did this for like two weeks

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because I hit the wrong button on my scheduling. So

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there was the technology part of it, but there was

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also the internal stability part of it, and that is

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the most important thing. I began to see that in

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my serving of others, in my using my time to

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meet with other people and share my gifts and share

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the wisdom of my guides. I was starting to slide

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down this hill over here. My journey wasn't going where

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it was supposed to go, and I could feel the pull.

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You know, I know that your listeners know what I'm

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talking about when I say that there. We know there's

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something more that we're supposed to be doing. I thought

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this relationship with the world was that more. I thought

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that's what it was. I'm like, Holy cow, this little

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country girl has been on next level soul. I've got

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all of this potential to do all you know, to

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do all these things. I was on the path, for sure,

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but I had a knowing that that wasn't what I

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was being called to. Not then I wasn't being called

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to that. Then. I have a clear, deep understanding now

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of what service to this world is, And what service

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is is my ability to anchor my frequency in this

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present moment and to be able to emanate into the

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world love, being able to see the perfection, to be

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able to remember who I am, to understand all that

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this world is. That is what my journey is now,

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is teaching how to get there. We are so confused

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by this world. There's so much, so many distractions. Even

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on the spiritual path. There are so many rabbit holes

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of practices that we forget about coming back to stillness.

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be able to maintain my inner stillness, my inner journey,

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my due north. I wasn't mature enough in my journey

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at that time. Thankfully I was mature enough to recognize it. Now.

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I feel like I'm solid that whatever the universe brings,

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whatever comes from this interview, I mean, I have all

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kinds of happy anticipation, but I don't have any expectations.

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I'm really just coming into the present moment. My heart

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is open, and I want to bring forth what people

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need to hear. I want. I want to share my

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journey of how I went from that dark night of

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the soul, being so disconnected from myself, so not knowing

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who I was, to being this being now who has

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such a connection to myself, to my humanity, to my divine,

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sovereign self. That journey is a teachable thing. It's a predictable,

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it's a it's a it's a teachable thing. And you know,

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we we watch all these different interviews, and there's all

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the predictions, and there's all the you know, everybody has

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their own path that they're on, and I honor that.

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But what I know, very very clearly is that mine

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is about living, being human, how to be human and

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divine in this world at all at the same time.

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Speaker 1: Yes, that's beautiful. That is beautiful. It's such an amazing

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I mean, the universe challenges you when you need to

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be challenged, whether you like it or not. And it's

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not pretty sometimes actually most of the times it's not pretty.

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Speaker 2: No, lots of times it's not pretty.

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Speaker 1: And you know that what you just said also spotlights

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another I want to say, phenomenon. But it's another thing

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that people I think misunderstand is that people in the

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spiritual space a lot of times present themselves as all perfect,

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all inclusive, all understanding, and you know that they have

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all the answers, But every single one of them, even

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the masters who walk the planet, even like the masters

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that sit behind me right now, Yogananda, they were human.

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They were down here in a human body dealing with

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human things, had the same frailties and understandings and things

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to deal with that we did as all of us.

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They transcended many of those things, and they elevated themselves

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to a certain level of consciousness and energy and so forth.

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But during their journey they all went through multiple tests,

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multiple issues, multiple figuring things out dark knights of the soul,

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all of that. And I want people to understand that

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just because someone has a gift, even if there's a

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spiritual prodigy, if you will, that they're very advanced in

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certain things, that doesn't mean that they might not fall

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as as as if I if for all the uh,

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for all my fans of the eighties movies, they may

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fall for the banana and the tailpipe, you know what,

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you know what I'm saying, I do. So it's it's

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it's very it's very it's very interesting to see how

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people react. But I wanted to put that message out

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there because a lot of people look at channelers or

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psychic mediums, or even mystics or gurus or swamis or

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just spiritual teachers in general as the end all be all,

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and they might be much more advanced than you in

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certain areas, but that doesn't mean that they have doesn't

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have their own challenges, because that's why they're here.

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Speaker 2: Is that's exactly right. We you know, we came to

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be human, and so much of our spiritual rhetoric, and

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you know, so much of it says that we have

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that we're supposed to overcome being human we're supposed to

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transcend being human. No, we are supposed to absolutely merge

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our divine sovereignty with our humanity. That has been so

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much of what they have done and teaching me over

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the last two years. It is the relationship between my

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divine self and my ego mind, my divine self and

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my emotional body, my divine self and my physical body.

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There is an intimacy, there's a relationship that is the

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absolute beautiful coalescing of our divinity and our humanity. And

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then we get to go play. Then that's the object

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of the game, Alex. The object of the game is

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to come to this earth and figure out how to

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be divinely human. That doesn't mean, oh, you know, I'm

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all like what we were just talking about. It means playing

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in the mud with your grandkids and feeling the emanation

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of the joy and the love in that moment. Because

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one of the knowings, this has been a journey of

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knowings for me, one knowing, than the next knowing, then

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the next knowing and integrating those knowings. One of the

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knowings that I have been given is that we when

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we choose to come forward, we have a do north.

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My God's call it. It's the soul agreement, that thing,

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the thing that this is the direction that we're headed.

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We forget everything and then we have a lifetime to

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remember our way back to the internal communication between our

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higher self and our humanness. Every single human has this ability. Now,

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then you have people like me who develop what people

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will call a gift. It's no different than singing or

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playing the piano. It takes development, and everyone has some

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capacity to do it. But when that person who is

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coming in to this moment with this humanness and they

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are taking steps on the road and they start to

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step in the direction that's going against their due north

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the internal aspects between their divinity, their higher self and them,

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they will communicate. And the way that everybody can hear

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the communication is through the sensations of our body, through

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the nudges of our intuition, through the thoughts, not all

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of our thoughts. We have to be vigilant and masterful

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in our thinking, but through our thinking, our guides can

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speak to us through our minds, through that voice, through

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our emotional response. So our higher self is calling us

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to this intimate relationship. But people these just like me,

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just exactly like me, I was seeking somehow I was

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blessed that this ability came forward to channel and then

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the ego brain comes online and says, you have to

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do something big with this. This is special. You've got

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to do something with this, Kelly. This is for the world,

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and my heart loves the world. I want to give

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to the world. Of course, I want to give to

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the world. But you know what, it starts here when

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I emanate from this point, this present moment, this beautiful, magical,

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present moment. When I emanate what I know for sure.

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I'm helping Mother Earth. I'm helping my brothers and sisters

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in human form, I'm helping this world people. The number

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one questions people asked me during my time when I

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was working with doing lots of wonder ones, was what

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is my purpose? They want to they feel this drawing forward.

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That is a divine gift. That feeling like what is

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right now is not all there is. That is a

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divine gift that keeps people trying to figure stuff out.

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And when you can start to settle down and you

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can start to say, it's about my relationship with me,

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It's about how well in this moment and my loving me,

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because in my filled cop I can love the world

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from the perspective of this beautiful relationship, learning to live,

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like you said, in the trenches of the world, with family,

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with challenges, with interviews with you, all of the things

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that cause emotion, and they cause reaction. We have to

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have the tools online to deal and to transmute those

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those feelings. But we we have been brainwashed by this world.

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We have been brainwashed by the energies of this planet

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that do not want us to step fully into our sovereignty.

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Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

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and now back to the show.

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Speaker 2: And so how do they do that for someone that's

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spiritual like us is they keep us too busy, They

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keep us distracted. They play just close enough to the

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truth that we think we're on the right track. Because

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I want to serve. I must be on the right track.

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It doesn't matter that I'm exhausted, it doesn't matter that

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my body hurts, it doesn't matter that I'm ignoring the

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people that I love in my world. I've got to serve. No. No,

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it starts in the present moment and then it will

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radiate out. And I'm living proof because when we got

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done our first interview, Alex, you very kindly and generously

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spent about a half hour with me. I think you

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must have seen something in me, because you gave me

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a half hour of your time, and you gave me

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guidance about how to step forward in the world, because

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this little chick knows nothing about business, knows nothing about

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any of that stuff. And you were so sweet and

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so kind. And when I hung up with you, I

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knew one hundred percent that that was not what I

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was supposed to do, not for me. I knew it

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wasn't my path. And I have learned over this two

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years how to navigate the path with my higher self

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leading the way, how to get a nudge, how to

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surrender completely into the present moment, completely surrender, be in

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that energy of flow. And then it's like they'll drop something,

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send Alex an email, and I knew it was time.

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I'd thought that thought a hundred million times. I should

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reach out to Alex, and I would feel into it. No, no,

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until the day and my gosh, it was just boom.

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You've got to be busy, and it was boom, boom, boom.

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It was only a couple of three weeks ago. It

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was magic. But that's when you're listening and you're following

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what your guides are telling you. And what I want

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to teach is I want to teach people how to

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hear that guidance because my guides have given me some beautiful, wonderful,

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practical advice on how the how to do it.

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Speaker 1: Kelly, you brought up something interesting in regards to being,

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like being in the moment and the now and one

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thing I've noticed especially in the spiritual space, but this

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kind of goes across I think every every experiencing human

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as being a human. When you say that we're so

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confused by this world, I completely agree. I say it

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all the time. This is an insane game that we've

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been thrown into. We don't understand the rules, We barely

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way out in this in this space, in this game,

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if you will. And a lot of times people will

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look for things to escape this reality, whether that be

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obviously drugs, food, other physical pleasures, you know, it just

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things that just disconnect, if you will. But I find

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that the spiritual path is very interesting in that in

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this this conversation, because many psychics, many mediums, many channels.

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Even many just seekers spend a lot of time outside

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of the body, whether they are meditating for or ten

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hours a day. And there's nothing wrong, don't get me

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wrong with that. There's moments for all of this, but

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this kind of thing that I need to be outside

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the body because it's just I don't want to deal

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with the world. I don't want to deal with what's

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going on. I rather be inside myself. I'd rather be outside.

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the process, being outside the body, learning how to connect

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with our higher self, meditating and getting the answers from

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within all that's part of it. But when you start

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leaning into it too heavily to the point where I

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just don't I want I'd rather be meditating for six

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or seven hours because I just don't want to deal

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with the world or my family or my job or

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something along those lines. Well, if you're meditating station seven

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hours a day, obviously you don't have a job. But

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but I love to hear your taking in and your

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guide's take on what I just said, and how can

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people address that or messages around that.

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Speaker 2: I see it as two different things, because there's the

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two different ways that we kind of can go screwy.

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We can do that where we go so completely into

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the metaphysic, you know, that beautiful space, the meditations, the

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quantum jumping, all the bells and whistles of all that stuff.

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We can go there, or we can also those of

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us that are on another trap of the spiritual path

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is we spend all of our time learning about the

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next process, the next method, the next guru, the next teacher,

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the next cool thing, the next meditation process that you know,

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blah blah blah blah blah. We and that we don't

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spend any time practicing any of it, where we're learning

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and we're learning, and we're learning and we learning. It

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was just about two years ago after is when I

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started to realize I felt this incredible call. I knew

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they were calling me to the word embodiment kept coming

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embodiment from every direction, and I kept thinking, what are

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they trying to tell me? Because I've had a long

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journey with my physical body. I've had a real I'd

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like to say love hate, but it's been mostly hate

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hate relationship with who I am. It was just my generation,

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every diet, you know, just all of it, and I

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don't even want to give any more credence to that.

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I saw my body as the enemy, something to be

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fought against. And most people do either. They look at

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their body as the thing that has let them down.

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The body is the thing that is in some way,

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you know, because it has gotten sick maybe, and there's pain,

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and so my body has betrayed me, when in all actuality,

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your body is calling you again. It is that beautiful

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entanglement between our sovereignty and and our divinity and our humanity.

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Why did God do all this? Why did he make

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the planet and put us down here? I mean, really,

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let's get right into it. Because non physical couldn't experience God,

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couldn't hug the person that they loved and see the

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beauty of a smile on your grandchild's face or your

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lover's face, you know. I mean, we are experiencing for

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the divine. We are the Divine embodied. And when we

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start to realize that that's the journey that we're on,

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we are on the journey. I even now have a

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dialogue between between I say, there's a party going on

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in here. As I've pulled the threads and figured out

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what it means for me to be human. I realize

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all the different aspects that are happening at the same

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time within this humanness, and I ask, you know often

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it's like, where you know, what is that thought? What

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is that coming through right now? Where is that coming from?

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What the guides want us to know is that we

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are not here to overcome being human. We chose to

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be human for the experience of being human, not to

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be You know, this is one of those betrayals of

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the zeitgeist that keeps us confused. We should be all

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you know, no big highs, no big lows. We need

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to be neutral. We need to be able to If

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I'm spiritual, I don't. I'm not going to feel my emotions.

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to feel them. Our emotions are a teachers, my God's

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they're yelling in my head right now. Use the word gateway.

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Our emotions are our gateway to our humanity because it

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is through the My experience of joy is unique to me,

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and so I get to gather the data of this

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lifetime to take back to my oversoul, my beautiful, unique experience.

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But you know, it really boils down to. It boils

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down to that idea of how do we manage the

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energy of the world in the present moment. If there

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would be one gift that I wish that if I

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had a magic wand that I could give everybody of

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what I have learned, what I've remembered in my journey

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is how to manage the energy on the fly. My

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guides taught me to dip into my own self and

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ask myself, Kelly, what are you feeling? What are you

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feeling right now? And as I would ask myself, that

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I would go into my physical body. They wanted me

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to feel inside my human body what am I feeling?

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I'm like, well, I'm a little nervous. I get some

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tightness across my chest, my belly's a little bit tight.

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I can feel that because I'm excited the end. That's

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what my body is telling me right now. If that

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energy wasn't serving me, then I could say I could

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move in my body and I could take some nice breaths,

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and I could work with that. Because the minute we

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put our attention onto energy, it changes. So even if

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I were to get completely something, we're dramatic was to happen.

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The minute I say to myself, Kelly, what are you

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feeling right now? And I'm like, I'm upset, I'm scared,

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I'm well, I'm blah, I'm blah. The minute I go

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into that, I'm naming it. I'm looking into myself. I'm

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naming it. I'm observing it, and it's starting to dissipate.

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It's giving me the control again. It's not outside of me,

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it's within me. It's between my higher self and myself,

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and my higher self can handle anything. There's nothing my

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higher self can't handle. There's a lot Kelly Colleen can't handle.

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My higher self doesn't get overwhelmed. And so when I

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start to feel that tension, my higher self will say, Kelly, Colleen,

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what are you feeling right now? And I'll be like, oh,

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I'm getting a little scared. I'm feeling a little scared. Okay,

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so you're feeling scared. It's a wave alex. Fear comes

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and then fear goes, and so you do breath work

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with it, You breathe with it. It settles it right

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now down again. It is absolutely miraculous the change that

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this has made in my life. I'll be in a conversation.

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I've done it already with you, be in my head

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and say what are you feeling? Because I felt myself

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starting to get my nerves started to go. I'm like,

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what are you feeling, Kelly, I'm kind of scared. My

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inner child is scared. It's like, okay, baby girl, and

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this is all going on behind what's going on here?

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Because I'm loving me, I'm caring for me in this moment.

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There's nothing going wrong here. This is perfect, this is perfection.

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There's nothing for me to be afraid of. But my

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little girl's afraid of messing up. My little girl's afraid

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of not being able to help people see the joy

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that we've learned to experience in this lifetime. And we

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want to shine the light for other people. We want

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to help. I see her in my mind reaching her

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hand out. She wants to take the hand of the

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other inner child's in their children, I guess you'd say,

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and help them on their journey. It's a journey together.

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We are humanity, we are one. You know. The call

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to understanding oneness has been its own thing because in

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my learning and understanding about oneness, the guides have showed

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me that I'm able to blend my what I know

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with the oneness of humanity, and then I can invite

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the energies that are not serving people, the energies of

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those little buggers, those little tricksters that they're throwing crap

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into our exectgeist all the time to keep us confused.

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I can, and we all can. This is nothing special

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about me, except I've figured it out. I can sit

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in a moment of meditation and breathe my energy, command

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the energy energy to come, and transmute the energy in

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that moment, and then walk into a situation where I've

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transmuted the energy of it. And I'm in my head going,

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holy crap, this works. I just took eighteen grandchildren forty

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eight dogs. Now I'm exaggerating all my adult children camping,

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and I did this work about the camping trip. Not

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a crossword was spoken between anybody. How does that happen?

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I mean, that just doesn't happen. But I did the

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energy work. I've reached into time because there is no time,

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and I transmuted the energy and it's an amazing thing

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and everyone can do it. But we are being told

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by whoever they are we aren't able to do that.

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We can send energy to Mother Earth to be transmuted.

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We've all been taught to do that in our meditation.

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Think about that, Alex. Why would mother Earth be able

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to transmute energy that doesn't serve, but we wouldn't. That

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makes no sense. Of course we can. We are sovereign beings.

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We can command energy. There's nothing, nothing in this world

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for us to be afraid of.

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Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

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and now back to the show.

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Speaker 2: We can kick button take names quite frankly.

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Speaker 1: Hey, hey, hey, calm down, calm down, calm down. All right, everyone.

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Speaker 2: Relaxed, getting out.

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Speaker 1: Kelly, can you tell everybody who has not seen our

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first conversation who you channel and how you actually did

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the channeling?

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Speaker 2: Well, every day that goes by, it changes. I don't

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know if that's the truth for other channels, but my relationship,

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my abilities, my knowings change daily, literal daily. It's quite

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hard to keep up with. To be honest, my guides

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tell me that the only limitation to my channeling is

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my human When I there are people who can I

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watched you and Angie, Oh my god, Angie's beautiful. If

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you ever want to introduce me to Angie. I'd love

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to meet Angie. There's a lot of people on your

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show i'd love to meet, but she's so beautiful and

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so capable. And I got up from watching that and

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went down into the bedroom and Jesus came through. Mary

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Magdalen came through. Mother Mary came through, and kwan Yin.

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My jaw's starting to shake. I think Kwanyin wants to

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tell you something. Okay, you, this is I had no

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plan of this because Qauanyan, I don't even know that

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she came through that morning. Oh no, it's It's definitely her.

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The josh shivering is is my physical health nothing to

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be concerned about, as I shift, Dear ones, we simply

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wanted to weigh into that beautiful conversation who you had

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the intention of the speaking to what I believe your

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term that day was the divine feminine, and you said

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to speak to all of the beautiful women out there.

474
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And what we wanted to bring in was the understanding

475
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that the divine feminine is an integral part of every

476
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human in the same way that the divine masculine is.

477
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We invite you, dear ones, to dive deep into that understanding.

478
00:32:54,759 --> 00:33:02,200
For as you learn to wield the power of the

479
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masculine and feminine one day, no at one moment, Just

480
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:17,960
as the sliding on a scale the human the amount

481
00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:23,799
of masculine versus feminine, feminine versus masculine is changing all

482
00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:30,079
the time according to what is being called fourth. Being

483
00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:35,160
aware of your power around the wielding of this is

484
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:44,200
vital and important to your evolution as humans, for your

485
00:33:44,359 --> 00:33:50,359
world is out of balance in the masculine energy. Everyone

486
00:33:50,559 --> 00:33:56,880
is thinking about what do I do? The doing is masculine.

487
00:33:57,359 --> 00:34:03,119
It is setting the state. It is getting your ducks

488
00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:10,320
in a row. It is coming into full personal alignment

489
00:34:10,519 --> 00:34:21,239
and allowing and surrender, connecting completely to that which is us.

490
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:28,880
The void, the quantum field that holds all potential, is

491
00:34:29,119 --> 00:34:34,400
accessed through the divine feminine D one. And then you

492
00:34:34,679 --> 00:34:38,400
open and you ask is there something for me to do?

493
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:42,239
And in the same way that this one got the

494
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:47,880
nudge to email you because it was time and she

495
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:53,239
could feel this is what we are teaching, D one,

496
00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:55,320
would you ask us another question?

497
00:34:57,039 --> 00:35:02,440
Speaker 1: Yes? As America approaches its two hundred and fiftieth birthday,

498
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what do you feel the soul of this nation? Is

499
00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:08,360
being called to confront.

500
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Speaker 2: As each human steps fully into their own excavation, their

501
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:26,880
excavation of self, as they begin to learn how to

502
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:36,760
stand firmly in the present moment, feeling vulnerable, experiencing from

503
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:43,159
your humanity and clear and sovereign, with the beautiful sort

504
00:35:43,199 --> 00:35:47,719
of angel Michael at your back, knowing it is all

505
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:57,000
withinny you. This is your personal journey, present moment by

506
00:35:57,119 --> 00:36:03,159
present moment. There is nothing going wrong in your world.

507
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:11,199
Dear ones. Each individual is on their own precious journey,

508
00:36:11,679 --> 00:36:18,679
and the level of discordance is intimate to the individual.

509
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:25,599
As you begin to embrace your inner knowings and you

510
00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:30,920
begin to see the perfection of the world, even in

511
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:38,519
its ugliness, it is perfect. We know how hard this

512
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:44,639
is for you to accept. But indeed, dear ones, as

513
00:36:44,679 --> 00:36:50,719
you begin to understand that it is all frequency that,

514
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:56,559
in every single present moment, you are creating your experience.

515
00:36:57,199 --> 00:37:01,360
What do you see and what are you using your

516
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:06,920
imagination to bring in to this present moment? So this

517
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:11,480
one could use her imagination and say, yes, I believe

518
00:37:11,559 --> 00:37:15,800
there is that man named President Trump, But in her

519
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:21,159
present moment does she see such a man? This is key,

520
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:28,400
This is key to the understanding for what is before you,

521
00:37:28,639 --> 00:37:36,800
what is your experience? And when the atrocities come and

522
00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:40,079
they do, dear ones, for this is the game you

523
00:37:40,199 --> 00:37:47,760
have chosen. What is the distance in time between the

524
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:54,320
observation and the stepping into your heart and surrendering to

525
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:57,920
the knowing that if it is in your experience, it

526
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:03,679
is for you. This is what is challenging. We understand,

527
00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:12,360
but it is nonetheless the truth. Alex the guides and

528
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:16,840
nudging me because I got overtaken by kwan Yin. Kwanyin

529
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:20,280
has had left the building. But I didn't say that

530
00:38:21,159 --> 00:38:23,519
I do the best I can. It's a party in here,

531
00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:27,119
like I say. They want me to say that the

532
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:30,519
energy that is called forth by the question is the

533
00:38:30,639 --> 00:38:35,920
energy I channel the energies that so my higher self

534
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:40,960
is here. Your higher self is there. Quite frankly, you

535
00:38:41,079 --> 00:38:43,480
might not have known it, but you and I were

536
00:38:43,519 --> 00:38:46,159
talking this morning and working out some of the details

537
00:38:46,199 --> 00:38:49,599
of this energetically this morning, so that Kelly wouldn't my

538
00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:52,760
human wouldn't be any more nervous than I needed to be.

539
00:38:54,159 --> 00:39:01,159
And we can use our higher self that is inside

540
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:05,960
of this human body to merge with our oneness and

541
00:39:06,079 --> 00:39:11,599
do all kinds of magical work, but it starts in here.

542
00:39:12,559 --> 00:39:16,880
And so when I meet with anybody, my eye, use

543
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:21,760
my intention, my sovereign intention, I move into my higher self.

544
00:39:22,519 --> 00:39:25,880
I move my higher self to your higher self, and

545
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:32,000
then they are connected to it all. And I've never

546
00:39:32,119 --> 00:39:35,639
had a lot of need, although that they have, because

547
00:39:35,719 --> 00:39:41,960
I can by name bring lots of entities through. But

548
00:39:42,039 --> 00:39:46,119
my heart is just open and it's loving, and I

549
00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:49,360
drop into my heart. I open and whatever comes is

550
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:52,960
what comes. And sometimes like in this time, Kwan yin

551
00:39:53,199 --> 00:39:55,800
and it was a big energy and it made my

552
00:39:55,880 --> 00:40:00,880
body feel it. You've spoken about on the show. Energies

553
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,760
do affect you. They definitely do affect you. So sometimes

554
00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:07,320
like I'll be in my one of my retreats and

555
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:11,000
a new energy will come through and I'm flopping around

556
00:40:11,079 --> 00:40:13,440
like a carp on the beach, basically a fish on

557
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:17,079
the beach, and I will say, I'm fine, don't be scared,

558
00:40:17,239 --> 00:40:20,440
don't be scared, it's okay. I really wonder if other

559
00:40:20,639 --> 00:40:23,840
channels experience it like I do, because when a new

560
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,360
energy comes, and they come all the time, I feel it,

561
00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:31,159
and there's reaction. This physical reaction is it's quite interesting,

562
00:40:31,559 --> 00:40:34,239
but any more questions, I'd love to take them.

563
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:39,639
Speaker 1: Yeah. Absolutely, So Kwanya had a beautiful, beautiful answer, but

564
00:40:39,719 --> 00:40:44,199
she didn't answer that question specifically about the two hundred

565
00:40:44,199 --> 00:40:46,199
and fiftieth birthday. I really am curious to see what

566
00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:50,599
the guys have to say about what they believe America,

567
00:40:50,639 --> 00:40:54,079
because you and I both live here in the US,

568
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:59,320
and what this nation as a whole, the soul of

569
00:40:59,360 --> 00:41:02,840
the nation is being called to confront within itself, like

570
00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:06,039
as we all do individually, have things that we are

571
00:41:06,159 --> 00:41:09,159
called to deal with. I'm just curious what they think

572
00:41:09,199 --> 00:41:12,320
about this because it is a very big birthday for

573
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:15,239
our country. We're still I don't even know if we're

574
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:19,440
teenagers yet in the scope of the world, so we're

575
00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:21,239
still a fairly young country.

576
00:41:21,679 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 2: Well, I haven't got a clue, so let's ask them. Okay,

577
00:41:25,199 --> 00:41:29,679
It's one of those big questions that there was a

578
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:39,760
time when the looking at America as a single entity

579
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:52,239
felt powerful and it spoke of particular things, beliefs. There

580
00:41:52,280 --> 00:42:02,840
were shared values and ideas. We are working with this

581
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:08,320
one for she feels sadness. We do not. She feels

582
00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:12,280
sadness when she thinks about the division within her country

583
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:17,760
and how much she loves it. Many many of you do.

584
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:25,719
What we are calling you, two dear ones, is for

585
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:35,119
you to because your country is you. There is no

586
00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:44,880
America without the people of America. You cannot you cannot

587
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:54,920
look at the whole without looking at the individual. The

588
00:42:55,119 --> 00:43:02,920
power of the whole, sadly is no longer, but it

589
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:11,639
will be because each person on their own personal journey,

590
00:43:11,679 --> 00:43:19,400
each individual will bring that energy of sovereign divinity, our

591
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:26,079
sovereign nation. Have you not spoken those words? But do

592
00:43:26,199 --> 00:43:29,079
you in your heart? Do you do? You? Do you

593
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:35,440
feel that your America is sovereign in this moment? It

594
00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:44,440
is likely you do not understand that the world is

595
00:43:44,559 --> 00:43:53,719
transforming and the understanding of the multiverse is helpful when

596
00:43:53,760 --> 00:43:58,840
you think about all of the potential that America can

597
00:43:58,880 --> 00:44:03,639
experience at this time. So we would bring you to

598
00:44:03,760 --> 00:44:11,760
that understanding, understanding that each individual's experience of this country

599
00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:19,039
is going to be unique to them. This is very

600
00:44:19,079 --> 00:44:24,519
difficult for the human to understand. Many of you have

601
00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:32,119
quite a clear knowing around the multiverse and understand the

602
00:44:32,199 --> 00:44:37,360
idea that you are moving between timelines many many times

603
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:44,639
even a second. If you apply this to the relationship

604
00:44:44,719 --> 00:44:51,400
the energetic relationship between each individual American and their country.

605
00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:57,880
And you see America the way you want to see America.

606
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:03,719
You experience orience this beautiful country the way you choose

607
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:10,960
to experience this country, and it will be the outcome

608
00:45:11,079 --> 00:45:11,880
that you seek.

609
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Speaker 1: Will be right back after a word from our sponsor,

610
00:45:19,719 --> 00:45:20,960
and now back to the show.

611
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Speaker 2: The more of you who can turn away from the

612
00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:35,440
chaos and the hatred and the division, who can look

613
00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:40,039
at it with love and compassion, can understand it as

614
00:45:40,079 --> 00:45:47,280
the perfection it is required because humans we hate to

615
00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:50,960
see it, dear ones, But you are slow and it

616
00:45:51,199 --> 00:45:56,440
takes a lot sometimes to get your attention. So those

617
00:45:56,559 --> 00:46:01,360
that are stuck in the three D perspective of life,

618
00:46:01,559 --> 00:46:08,639
they're going to experience all of the catastrophes and all

619
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:12,880
of the division that your imagination can take you too.

620
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:18,159
But do you have to does this one have to know?

621
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:24,199
Can you come into the present moment with your own

622
00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:29,920
divine sovereignty and choose the frequency that you are going

623
00:46:30,000 --> 00:46:36,239
to create from We understand there are those that will

624
00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:41,320
shake their heads. They do not fully understand, they do

625
00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:48,559
not fully step into their power. There is so much

626
00:46:48,719 --> 00:46:54,639
for you to remember, so much of your sovereignty. For

627
00:46:54,719 --> 00:47:01,079
you to remember, it's all a game, Alex, It's all

628
00:47:01,119 --> 00:47:01,599
a game.

629
00:47:02,519 --> 00:47:05,239
Speaker 1: When you tune into the energy of the world to day,

630
00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:08,280
what stands out to you the most.

631
00:47:08,559 --> 00:47:14,239
Speaker 2: The need for humanity to understand that Mother Earth has

632
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:15,239
it covered.

633
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:16,000
Speaker 1: Ha ha.

634
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:25,960
Speaker 2: Those look upon the magnificence that is I, that is Gia,

635
00:47:26,119 --> 00:47:30,480
that is Mother Earth, and you wring your hands like

636
00:47:30,599 --> 00:47:35,400
I am somehow less than and cannot take care of

637
00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:40,559
my own isness. We would say to you, you are

638
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:47,079
very confused. Know the power that is within, that which

639
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:53,800
is Mother Earth, that which is Gia. For I have

640
00:47:54,039 --> 00:47:58,719
things well in hand. There is nothing for you to fear,

641
00:47:58,840 --> 00:48:03,440
dear ones, You do not need to be able to

642
00:48:03,639 --> 00:48:09,480
understand it. In that simple knowing, there is such power

643
00:48:09,559 --> 00:48:14,760
for you humans. We are one. You are within me,

644
00:48:15,039 --> 00:48:19,239
and I am around and part of you. We are

645
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:25,000
part of the whole. And yet somehow I have been

646
00:48:25,079 --> 00:48:31,960
diminished to this nothing but stuff. I am powerful, the ones,

647
00:48:33,519 --> 00:48:36,559
I am powerful, And there is nothing for you to fear.

648
00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:47,480
When you love me, you expand me and yourself. When

649
00:48:47,519 --> 00:48:55,360
you have fear, you give our energy away. Where is

650
00:48:55,440 --> 00:49:00,920
your faith, children? Where is your faith and your trust?

651
00:49:01,639 --> 00:49:07,199
This is what you are being called to Momsey Comsey Wolsey.

652
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:10,000
That was MoMA Earth. She came through a big time.

653
00:49:10,599 --> 00:49:15,079
Speaker 1: Whew, how are you doing? You okay?

654
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:20,880
Speaker 2: She is powerful. The first time that I channeled Mother Earth,

655
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:22,960
I cried and told her I didn't want to be

656
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:29,719
a tree hugger. And she said, from Maine, we cut

657
00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:32,079
down trees and make paper and do stuff like that.

658
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:36,519
And I'd heard my dad make fun of tree huggers. No,

659
00:49:36,679 --> 00:49:38,800
you know, hopefully we don't get a thousand emails about this.

660
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:44,320
But then at the place that I was able to

661
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:48,320
allow her energy to come through, she helped me to

662
00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:54,400
see how perfect she is. That she showed me that

663
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:58,679
the fear around Mother Earth causes and she just said

664
00:49:58,679 --> 00:50:04,280
it again, causes her more pain and more diminishment than

665
00:50:04,559 --> 00:50:10,280
loving her. Love her, not out of a reaction, you know.

666
00:50:10,519 --> 00:50:13,320
Plant a tree out of love, not out of grump

667
00:50:13,400 --> 00:50:16,719
because they've cut down all them damn trees. No, do

668
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:21,519
it out of love. That serves her, That serves her.

669
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We are co creating Mother Earth and us. When when

670
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I when she came through, she showed me humans within her.

671
00:50:31,679 --> 00:50:35,239
This is just a story, but they showed me embedded

672
00:50:35,320 --> 00:50:38,039
like up to my chest up to my heart and

673
00:50:38,079 --> 00:50:41,000
that and she basically described it. It's in it's in

674
00:50:41,079 --> 00:50:43,960
my second book that that whole downloads. In my second book.

675
00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:56,440
She showed me that we are cells within a much

676
00:50:56,599 --> 00:51:00,199
larger thing, that she's a cell within a much larger thing.

677
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:02,559
It was way beyond my pee brain could wrap around.

678
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:05,119
I mean, it was a a lot of knowing that

679
00:51:05,199 --> 00:51:08,239
I just didn't have any understanding of. But as I

680
00:51:08,320 --> 00:51:12,280
have grown, this was I mother Earth came through the

681
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:14,840
first time probably two and a half three years ago now,

682
00:51:15,599 --> 00:51:23,000
and what I've learned since then is the the infiniteness

683
00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:27,280
of mother Earth. She's not just a blue marble sloating

684
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:31,719
in the sky. She is a being that is tending

685
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:36,400
to things. She is infinite. She's absolutely infinite. I'm not

686
00:51:36,440 --> 00:51:40,079
sure that that. You know, people will say to me,

687
00:51:40,199 --> 00:51:42,079
like about my retreats. They'll say, what are we going

688
00:51:42,159 --> 00:51:44,039
to do with your retreats? And I have to say,

689
00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:48,800
whatever the guides decide, because yes, questions will guide, but

690
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:52,320
if something wants to come through, it comes through that,

691
00:51:52,519 --> 00:51:55,480
and that, you know, I have to just surrender because

692
00:51:55,559 --> 00:51:58,480
that I don't know. Did that answer your question? I

693
00:51:58,519 --> 00:51:59,039
don't know.

694
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:02,840
Speaker 1: I did. But then it went off to another area,

695
00:52:03,119 --> 00:52:04,280
which is fine, which is.

696
00:52:04,199 --> 00:52:06,320
Speaker 2: Fine that she wants that she wanted to make known.

697
00:52:07,199 --> 00:52:09,400
I think it's because, you know, one of the most

698
00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:14,960
powerful forces on this planet that is against us is fear. Yes,

699
00:52:15,079 --> 00:52:19,320
and people are afraid. And one of the big things

700
00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:21,079
we're afraid of is that we're going to blow up

701
00:52:21,119 --> 00:52:25,320
this damn planet. What if you know? But but you

702
00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,559
and I aren't afraid of that, Alex. But there are

703
00:52:27,639 --> 00:52:30,880
people who are afraid that the pollution is going to

704
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:33,599
take over, that it's gonna that we're just that we're

705
00:52:33,719 --> 00:52:37,800
killing the planet. We're not killing the planet. The planet

706
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:43,199
has her own support system, into galactic support. The planet

707
00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:46,519
has it going on. She knows what she's doing. There's

708
00:52:46,559 --> 00:52:49,320
things going on that us humans have no idea about

709
00:52:49,679 --> 00:52:51,239
and never probably will.

710
00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:57,639
Speaker 1: So my next question for whoever comes through is what

711
00:52:57,639 --> 00:53:01,639
what has happened? What is happening beneath the chaos that

712
00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:05,440
most people cannot yet see, because there's a lot of

713
00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:06,920
craziness happening in the world.

714
00:53:07,519 --> 00:53:11,440
Speaker 2: What is happening beneath the chaos individually.

715
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:16,039
Speaker 1: Or you mean both individually and collectively, more collectively than individually,

716
00:53:16,079 --> 00:53:19,199
because I think everyone is at different variations of dealing

717
00:53:19,280 --> 00:53:22,880
with things in their lives, but collectively, there's a very

718
00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:27,199
visceral thing that's happening around the planet and every aspect

719
00:53:27,199 --> 00:53:27,880
of our life.

720
00:53:28,199 --> 00:53:35,000
Speaker 2: It is the distraction, all of the chaos affecting the

721
00:53:35,199 --> 00:53:40,480
human to have fear, to feel like they're not enough,

722
00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:45,079
to feel like it's too much, that life is awful.

723
00:53:45,880 --> 00:53:50,440
All of this is on a collective and an individual level,

724
00:53:50,599 --> 00:53:56,639
is simply the distractions keeping us from the truth. And

725
00:53:56,719 --> 00:54:03,079
the truth is simply that you are a divine being

726
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:09,840
on this planet, that you, each of us, have the

727
00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:13,760
power to create the world that we want, but we're

728
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:16,800
so distracted by all of the chaos. And until the

729
00:54:16,880 --> 00:54:24,360
individual becomes empowered to take control of their own sovereign divinity,

730
00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:27,519
the collective will be lost.

731
00:54:28,880 --> 00:54:29,199
Speaker 1: Simple.

732
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:33,039
Speaker 2: Is that simple as that? I mean, that's pretty down true,

733
00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:37,360
you know, Alex. I've listened to a lot of your

734
00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:40,960
interviews over this last couple of years, and a question

735
00:54:41,079 --> 00:54:45,400
that you would ask and my heart wanted to answer,

736
00:54:45,599 --> 00:54:50,000
was around fear, and around the whole light and dark

737
00:54:50,039 --> 00:54:57,199
thing and and us our vulnerability to this kind of thing.

738
00:54:58,199 --> 00:55:01,800
Can I speak to that a little peace? Please? It

739
00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:06,840
is a game, well, there's lots and lots of science

740
00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:10,400
that goes behind all the different ways of thinking about that.

741
00:55:12,079 --> 00:55:14,159
But there are some rules to the game that if

742
00:55:14,199 --> 00:55:19,400
you understand it, it gives you power. And one of

743
00:55:19,440 --> 00:55:23,079
those things is the understanding of the balance of light

744
00:55:23,199 --> 00:55:27,800
and dark. We heard from Kwan Yinne. The balance that

745
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:30,760
beautiful she showed me in my mind, this sliding scale.

746
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:36,760
It's a fluidity between masculine and feminine, feminine, the divine masculine,

747
00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:42,440
divine feminine. That fluidity is the same as light and dark.

748
00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:47,800
But people think dark is bad. That's one of those

749
00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:53,519
viral confusions, those viral beliefs that is just close enough

750
00:55:53,559 --> 00:55:59,760
to truth that it keeps that spiritual seeker confused. There

751
00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:06,639
is the sacred dark. The sacred darkness is the potential.

752
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:12,000
We do not need to fear the dark. Matteas DeStefano

753
00:56:12,119 --> 00:56:15,719
described it the best. He said, our fear of the

754
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:21,400
darkness is biology. Learning that the saber tooth tiger could

755
00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:23,079
come out of the dark and eat us made us

756
00:56:23,079 --> 00:56:26,559
afraid of the dark. That made sense. Well that now

757
00:56:28,239 --> 00:56:31,880
my guides call it the others. It's the energies, the patterns.

758
00:56:31,880 --> 00:56:33,920
It's all a story to help us wrap our head

759
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:38,400
around it. It is the beliefs, the patterns of thinking,

760
00:56:38,559 --> 00:56:40,840
all of that kind of stuff. My guides call it

761
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:45,039
the others, and it is the stuff that keep us

762
00:56:45,400 --> 00:56:50,480
from fully stepping into our power. So the truth of

763
00:56:50,599 --> 00:56:55,400
this world is there is divine light, there is beautiful

764
00:56:55,440 --> 00:57:00,760
divine darkness, and there is the others, the others. A

765
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:03,320
way to think about it, there's nothing to fear for

766
00:57:03,480 --> 00:57:07,920
we are sovereign. We can kick button, take names. There's

767
00:57:08,079 --> 00:57:10,519
nothing for us to fear. And this is that little

768
00:57:10,519 --> 00:57:14,079
Baptist girl. Remember that little Baptist girl that was trained

769
00:57:14,079 --> 00:57:16,320
the devil was coming for her if she thought a

770
00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:19,000
bad thought, the devil was coming. And I had tone,

771
00:57:19,159 --> 00:57:23,800
I had to fully transmute all of those beliefs. But

772
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:28,960
those beliefs keep us small, they keep us afraid. So

773
00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:34,599
what is what is it? It is when it's the

774
00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:40,440
trust of your own experience, That's what it is. We've

775
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:46,280
been trained away from learning to trust our own divine experience.

776
00:57:47,039 --> 00:57:52,519
If you say a truth to me and my business recoils,

777
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:56,480
I would lean into that and I'd be like, well,

778
00:57:56,480 --> 00:57:59,760
that's just not for me. I guess if you say

779
00:57:59,760 --> 00:58:02,000
some than to me and my heart opens and I

780
00:58:02,039 --> 00:58:07,119
feel drawn in. Ooh, that's for me. That's how Kelly

781
00:58:08,599 --> 00:58:14,239
defines and navigates her truth. We all have a different truth,

782
00:58:15,079 --> 00:58:20,599
but we've been conditioned. It's the conditioning that is the others.

783
00:58:21,480 --> 00:58:25,239
We've been conditioned to believe this one right way. Oh

784
00:58:25,239 --> 00:58:27,000
my god. When I used to think, I don't want

785
00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:28,440
to do it wrong. I want to get it right.

786
00:58:28,519 --> 00:58:30,079
Think about how many times do we say this to

787
00:58:30,119 --> 00:58:33,199
ourselves in the run of a week. I don't want

788
00:58:33,199 --> 00:58:36,480
to get it wrong. Yeah, well guess what. You can't

789
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:42,239
get it wrong. You're perfect. The confusion keeps you from

790
00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:47,199
your divinity, and it is It is the confusion that

791
00:58:47,400 --> 00:58:52,840
says you can't trust yourself. It's the confusion that says

792
00:58:52,920 --> 00:58:57,960
that this person or this person, they have access to divinity,

793
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:04,840
But I don't. Unworthiness, that rotten, miserable unworthiness. That is

794
00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:09,760
so thousands of years of programming to make humans believe

795
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:16,159
that they're not worthy. They're a dirty, rotten, sinner, born bad,

796
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:22,000
born into this world. These are the threads of confusion.

797
00:59:22,679 --> 00:59:25,719
Something came into my mind a song that I learned

798
00:59:25,719 --> 00:59:28,000
when I was a little kid in Sunday school, and

799
00:59:28,239 --> 00:59:31,639
it was Man and Wife asleep in bed. She hears

800
00:59:31,679 --> 00:59:35,320
a noise and turns her head. He's gone. I wish

801
00:59:35,320 --> 00:59:38,679
we'd all been ready. I learned that as a little kid.

802
00:59:39,519 --> 00:59:44,880
That means that if I fully fully step into my sovereignty,

803
00:59:46,119 --> 00:59:48,159
I'm going to step away from the people I love.

804
00:59:48,239 --> 00:59:51,679
Because Mike's not my beautiful Michael. He doesn't believe any

805
00:59:51,679 --> 00:59:55,320
of the stuff. He's on his own journey. One of

806
00:59:55,360 --> 00:59:59,679
those beliefs, one of those I'm gonna be brave and

807
00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:07,960
say demonic beliefs, is that if I fully fully remember

808
01:00:08,039 --> 01:00:11,719
who I am, I'm going to somehow be beamed off

809
01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:13,760
this planet and not get to live out my life

810
01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:16,960
with Michael. And you know, there's an awful lot of

811
01:00:17,039 --> 01:00:19,920
us on this journey who have worried about that, and

812
01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:23,320
I'm speaking directly to them. That is not going to

813
01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:26,239
be the case. I can promise you that is not

814
01:00:26,280 --> 01:00:29,119
going to be the case. We are gonna live our

815
01:00:29,199 --> 01:00:35,360
divinity on this planet in this lifetime with this personality.

816
01:00:36,079 --> 01:00:40,760
That's the goal. There is nothing to fear. And when

817
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:45,119
you feel fear, that sentence whoever that quote came from,

818
01:00:45,199 --> 01:00:48,199
there's nothing to fear but fear itself is so true.

819
01:00:48,519 --> 01:00:50,679
The fear is what makes you vulnerable.

820
01:00:52,239 --> 01:00:54,719
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

821
01:00:58,360 --> 01:00:59,679
and now back to the show.

822
01:01:01,679 --> 01:01:07,039
Speaker 2: And so what allow yourself to feel afraid? See there's

823
01:01:07,079 --> 01:01:10,119
another one of those viral beliefs. We're not supposed to

824
01:01:10,239 --> 01:01:13,599
feel I'm not a good Christian girl. I'm not a

825
01:01:14,199 --> 01:01:20,800
fully embodied sovereign being. If I feel afraid, that's not true.

826
01:01:20,480 --> 01:01:25,559
What I know is that I am both sovereign and human.

827
01:01:26,239 --> 01:01:31,239
So sometimes my little Kelly girl gets really scared and

828
01:01:31,480 --> 01:01:36,079
I wrap my sovereignty around her. That's the self love

829
01:01:36,079 --> 01:01:39,639
I'm talking about. And I talked to that little girl

830
01:01:39,679 --> 01:01:43,400
inside myself and I say, yeah, you're scary. That big Alex,

831
01:01:43,440 --> 01:01:45,679
he's scary. We don't want if we're scared of you.

832
01:01:46,559 --> 01:01:53,360
We're scared, No, of course not, but yeah, afraid of failing.

833
01:01:53,480 --> 01:01:56,840
She had to feel all of that this morning, and

834
01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,159
I loved her and I talked to her and I

835
01:01:59,199 --> 01:02:03,760
made her feel oka, okay, we are. That's one of

836
01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:08,360
those viral beliefs is we're not supposed to feel vulnerable.

837
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:13,119
When I feel afraid, I let myself feel afraid. When

838
01:02:13,159 --> 01:02:16,800
I feel angry, I let myself express my anger in

839
01:02:16,880 --> 01:02:21,440
whatever way. Feels right in that moment and through that

840
01:02:21,639 --> 01:02:25,000
journey with my emotions, which I feel like we could

841
01:02:25,039 --> 01:02:28,159
do a whole program on, is the relationship between us

842
01:02:28,159 --> 01:02:35,360
and our emotions. Through what I've learned, I have stepped

843
01:02:35,920 --> 01:02:40,360
fully into what we talk about when we say we

844
01:02:40,519 --> 01:02:45,440
want to be responsive to life, not reactive. Alex mich

845
01:02:45,519 --> 01:02:48,199
will make me mad and I'll be in my head

846
01:02:48,199 --> 01:02:50,280
and literally I feel like I'm doing this. I'm not

847
01:02:50,599 --> 01:02:52,920
on the outside, but inside I'm like, Okay, he's really

848
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:57,639
pushed me off. I'm really angry. I think I'm gonna yell,

849
01:02:58,440 --> 01:03:01,960
and then I yell, not reacting. I'm in my head

850
01:03:01,960 --> 01:03:04,119
and I think to myself, Yeah, I think he needs

851
01:03:04,159 --> 01:03:06,440
to know this really matters. I'm gonna yell, and then

852
01:03:06,480 --> 01:03:10,559
I yell. I'm not reacting, I'm responding. And that is like,

853
01:03:10,679 --> 01:03:12,880
I'm gonna give myself a ninety five. I'm a teacher

854
01:03:13,079 --> 01:03:15,840
at heart, and I get grades, and I'm gonna give

855
01:03:15,840 --> 01:03:18,360
myself a ninety five in that because even when big

856
01:03:18,400 --> 01:03:22,360
things hit, because of the work that they have taught

857
01:03:22,360 --> 01:03:26,480
me how to do, between my human and my sovereignty,

858
01:03:27,280 --> 01:03:33,880
I feel this level of power and steadiness and calmness

859
01:03:34,559 --> 01:03:39,519
that is pretty unshakable, which makes me feel like the

860
01:03:39,559 --> 01:03:44,119
things that could possibly happen that we know, the emails

861
01:03:44,159 --> 01:03:49,559
people get, in the comments people get two years ago,

862
01:03:49,679 --> 01:03:53,719
those broke my heart, and now they don't. They won't,

863
01:03:54,880 --> 01:03:57,880
They won't have any power over me. Might they hurt

864
01:03:57,880 --> 01:04:01,920
my feelings? Might I feel a re action? And then

865
01:04:02,199 --> 01:04:06,840
I'm going to process that beautiful wave of energy and

866
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:09,840
I'm gonna be steady in my sovereignty.

867
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:12,960
Speaker 1: Beautifully said, beautifully said. One other question, I like to

868
01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:16,920
ask the guides or whoever likes to come in during

869
01:04:16,960 --> 01:04:23,719
this time period, what do you see for humanity to

870
01:04:23,760 --> 01:04:26,559
give people a little bit of an understanding of what

871
01:04:26,599 --> 01:04:30,599
we're going through right now and where we're hopefully we'll

872
01:04:30,639 --> 01:04:34,039
turn the curve? Like this is a wave humanity is writing,

873
01:04:34,079 --> 01:04:37,280
like you said, So we're riding this wave right now,

874
01:04:37,320 --> 01:04:40,320
and it's a bit choppy, and people are concerned about

875
01:04:40,360 --> 01:04:43,400
and they're fearful about what's going to come. What can

876
01:04:43,519 --> 01:04:46,320
the guides tell us in regards to what's coming this year,

877
01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:49,320
five years from now, ten years from now, and so on.

878
01:04:50,360 --> 01:04:54,880
Speaker 2: The one we must say to you that there is

879
01:04:55,239 --> 01:05:02,000
an inherent we will say word flaw in the question.

880
01:05:03,679 --> 01:05:08,280
For you are looking through the eyes of the collective,

881
01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:12,719
and what we are here to shine the light upon

882
01:05:14,039 --> 01:05:21,119
is that every individual will have their own experience. This

883
01:05:21,199 --> 01:05:27,079
is what humanity is waking up to. When you begin

884
01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:33,599
to see the potential, when you begin to feel the

885
01:05:33,719 --> 01:05:37,559
quickening in your own isness that this is real, that

886
01:05:37,639 --> 01:05:43,800
this is true, that these words are for you, then

887
01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:47,119
you begin to create the life that you want. And

888
01:05:47,199 --> 01:05:53,159
it is, as you would say, a domino effect. Every

889
01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:59,719
person's experience of time will be different. There are those

890
01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:04,119
that are on the journey that are very much. We

891
01:06:04,199 --> 01:06:08,159
will use words to create the story for understanding. It

892
01:06:08,239 --> 01:06:12,239
is not literal, but it is. It's an understanding, the

893
01:06:12,320 --> 01:06:16,960
tiptoe between the three D understanding and five D and beyond.

894
01:06:18,360 --> 01:06:23,000
You have experienced those moments when life is so delicious

895
01:06:25,079 --> 01:06:29,400
you know of which we speak. But when you reach

896
01:06:29,639 --> 01:06:32,800
into what you call the world and you bring those

897
01:06:32,880 --> 01:06:38,679
experiences in and you render your clothing and you feel

898
01:06:38,760 --> 01:06:46,840
the fear, it is not serving you. What is your experience?

899
01:06:47,000 --> 01:06:50,360
What is the one year from now that you are

900
01:06:50,440 --> 01:06:55,920
going to create? Are you going to be the master

901
01:06:56,239 --> 01:07:00,639
of your own humanity? Are you going to learn to

902
01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:08,599
master your thinking? Master your emotions, master your physicality, or

903
01:07:08,639 --> 01:07:12,559
are you just going to be taking this newsreel and

904
01:07:12,639 --> 01:07:17,239
this newsreel that they want you to see designed exactly

905
01:07:17,280 --> 01:07:20,360
the way they want you to fear and to be

906
01:07:21,840 --> 01:07:26,760
small and at the mercy? Do you get to choose that?

907
01:07:28,079 --> 01:07:32,360
And you also get to choose not. And we are

908
01:07:32,400 --> 01:07:39,199
not saying that that divine individual cannot stand with their

909
01:07:39,320 --> 01:07:46,519
eyes on all of the devastation, for they can. The

910
01:07:46,719 --> 01:07:52,639
masters can stand with their eyes looking on the devastation

911
01:07:52,960 --> 01:08:00,199
and know the perfection for each individual that is participating

912
01:08:00,320 --> 01:08:04,280
in it. It is perfect. And in your ability to

913
01:08:04,400 --> 01:08:09,599
see the perfection of your world that they are in

914
01:08:09,760 --> 01:08:17,680
lies your creation. They're getting kind of strong and they're talking.

915
01:08:21,439 --> 01:08:23,439
Speaker 1: I love that. It is great, great answer.

916
01:08:23,720 --> 01:08:26,439
Speaker 2: We look at the world, Alex at like a whole.

917
01:08:26,640 --> 01:08:29,640
It's how we're trained to look at it. You know,

918
01:08:30,880 --> 01:08:33,319
we've been taught with the law of attraction that we

919
01:08:33,359 --> 01:08:37,000
create our own world. And there's a big part of

920
01:08:37,039 --> 01:08:39,720
lots of us that understand that. There's, yeah, this truth

921
01:08:39,760 --> 01:08:43,680
to that. But what the thing of it is is

922
01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:48,239
we haven't fully realized the tool that our imagination is.

923
01:08:49,640 --> 01:08:53,880
Because in this moment, I'm looking out at my beautiful silver, lake,

924
01:08:54,119 --> 01:09:02,279
green trees, sky, this fun, this beautifulness. It is my

925
01:09:02,439 --> 01:09:09,279
imagination that brings anything else into this moment. And there

926
01:09:09,279 --> 01:09:12,239
are those humans that are gonna say, but it's true.

927
01:09:12,439 --> 01:09:15,560
Trump's in office, this is happening. People are going there's war,

928
01:09:15,720 --> 01:09:22,479
there's this, there's famine. I don't see it. And when

929
01:09:22,520 --> 01:09:25,760
I do, when it is in my presence, when I

930
01:09:25,920 --> 01:09:28,199
see this is how they put it to me. When

931
01:09:28,199 --> 01:09:33,239
I see the atrocity, then the power that I have

932
01:09:34,279 --> 01:09:44,760
is to radiate my compassion. I can push through the beautiful, sovereign, interconnected,

933
01:09:45,239 --> 01:09:49,399
crystalline grid of connection that we all have. I push

934
01:09:49,760 --> 01:09:56,960
love and compassion because everyone is experiencing. This is a

935
01:09:57,000 --> 01:09:59,399
harsh thing to say. I know it is, and I

936
01:09:59,439 --> 01:10:04,000
say it with a all love that we all experience

937
01:10:04,119 --> 01:10:08,079
what we are calling forth. It will be as hard

938
01:10:08,119 --> 01:10:11,880
as it's needed to be to get us to finally

939
01:10:12,159 --> 01:10:18,159
surrender to our divinity. We are here to remember who

940
01:10:18,199 --> 01:10:22,119
we are, Alex. You know, we we hear that all

941
01:10:22,159 --> 01:10:26,479
the time, and we say those words so easily. But

942
01:10:26,760 --> 01:10:30,119
I feel, honest to gosh, I feel like I'm beginning

943
01:10:30,159 --> 01:10:35,800
to remember because I have such a sense of I

944
01:10:35,840 --> 01:10:40,279
don't have to understand it all. I have this like

945
01:10:40,680 --> 01:10:47,760
my human is fully surrendered to not understanding I don't

946
01:10:48,039 --> 01:10:51,079
and that that in itself was huge. When when when

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that happened on my journey, when all of a sudden

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I realized that I can't get to my divine feminine

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without surrender divine femine. And if I'm going to create

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anything good, I have to learn how to surrender into

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my divine feminine to create. That's part of creation. It's

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where everything is. It's the dark, it's the quantum potential.

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So if I'm going to learn how to reach into

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the potential, then I have to be able to reach.

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I have to be able to surrender. And in order

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to surrender, I have to have a cookie to give

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to my ego brain to make it shot up. And

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now the cookie that works is we don't have to understand.

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We have faith, we trust, We don't have to understand.

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We can just know. And how do I know? I

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can feel it. I know by how it feels that

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it's the truth.

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Speaker 1: Kelly, where can people find out more about you and

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the amazing work you're doing in the world.

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Speaker 2: Oh, Alex, I do have a website. Yay go Kelly

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Kellybalker dot net. It's been a challenge, but I do

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have a website. I am creating a a group, a tribe.

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I call it my Tribe. We get together at least

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once a week on a zoom call where people can

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ask questions and stuff, so you can become an all

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access past member. If it's something you're interested in, go

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to my website. If you want to book a one

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to one with me, I'm open to doing that. August sixth,

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It's on my website. You'll see it. I'm having a retreat.

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It's very it's right here at my home. It's going

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to be at my beautiful Silver Lake. It will be

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wonderful and fun. I've written two books. They are on Amazon.

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They're also you can find those on my website. So

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and then across my YouTube channel, Present Moment Magic and

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Alex You know, you've got to have felt the theme

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through this whole thing. They really are pretty straightforward in

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what they're teaching about being in the present moment. And

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it was them that gave me the title to my

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YouTube channel, and at the time they said present moment

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Magic because the magic is in present moment. They're great

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brandings I.

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Speaker 1: Have a good marketing you have a good marketing.

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Speaker 2: Team on the other wonderful. Hi. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: Alex, thank you so much. I appreciate that very much.

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And Kelly, thank you so much for being here and

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for all the amazing work you're doing to awaken the planet.

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So I appreciate you, my dear, and thank you again.

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Thank you for spending this sacred time with us today.

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