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let's dive in to today's episode. I like to welcome
back to the show returning champion Kelly Balker. Hoy you doing, Kelly.
Speaker 2: I am excited to be here, Alex. I have been
dreaming in my sandbox of hearing those exact words returning
to Vian.
Speaker 1: Well, Kelly, thank you so much for coming back. I
really had a great time with you last time you
were on. It's been a couple of years. I think
since last time you were on, and it well, a
lot of things have happened to you since then. I
haven't can you?
Speaker 2: Can you?
Speaker 1: Do you want to share a little bit of what
has transpired during that time?
Speaker 2: I would love to so. I had been on a
number of interviews leading up to Next Level Soul and
had begun the journey of having a relationship with the world,
which all of the things that that entails, you know,
getting emails and messages, some not pleasant, some very pleasant,
and lovely, doing one to ones, having a lot of
appointments and that kind of thing. But there was a
couple of really important things that were happening. I wasn't
ready in a number of ways. And I'm thankful that
I was mature enough in my life to be able
to see that You shared with me at the end
of the interview some things that I really needed to
have in place, my own website, the technology to support
the appointments. I was just doing the best I knew
how to do. I didn't have those, and so it
really hit. It hit hard, and I was overwhelmed, and
I did things like, without realizing it, booked five appointments
in one day with no break, not even five minutes
between them. You know, did this for like two weeks
because I hit the wrong button on my scheduling. So
there was the technology part of it, but there was
also the internal stability part of it, and that is
the most important thing. I began to see that in
my serving of others, in my using my time to
meet with other people and share my gifts and share
the wisdom of my guides. I was starting to slide
down this hill over here. My journey wasn't going where
it was supposed to go, and I could feel the pull.
You know, I know that your listeners know what I'm
talking about when I say that there. We know there's
something more that we're supposed to be doing. I thought
this relationship with the world was that more. I thought
that's what it was. I'm like, Holy cow, this little
country girl has been on next level soul. I've got
all of this potential to do all you know, to
do all these things. I was on the path, for sure,
but I had a knowing that that wasn't what I
was being called to. Not then I wasn't being called
to that. Then. I have a clear, deep understanding now
of what service to this world is, And what service
is is my ability to anchor my frequency in this
present moment and to be able to emanate into the
world love, being able to see the perfection, to be
able to remember who I am, to understand all that
this world is. That is what my journey is now,
is teaching how to get there. We are so confused
by this world. There's so much, so many distractions. Even
on the spiritual path. There are so many rabbit holes
of practices that we forget about coming back to stillness.
And I wasn't mature enough in my journey then to
be able to maintain my inner stillness, my inner journey,
my due north. I wasn't mature enough in my journey
at that time. Thankfully I was mature enough to recognize it. Now.
I feel like I'm solid that whatever the universe brings,
whatever comes from this interview, I mean, I have all
kinds of happy anticipation, but I don't have any expectations.
I'm really just coming into the present moment. My heart
is open, and I want to bring forth what people
need to hear. I want. I want to share my
journey of how I went from that dark night of
the soul, being so disconnected from myself, so not knowing
who I was, to being this being now who has
such a connection to myself, to my humanity, to my divine,
sovereign self. That journey is a teachable thing. It's a predictable,
it's a it's a it's a teachable thing. And you know,
we we watch all these different interviews, and there's all
the predictions, and there's all the you know, everybody has
their own path that they're on, and I honor that.
But what I know, very very clearly is that mine
is about living, being human, how to be human and
divine in this world at all at the same time.
Speaker 1: Yes, that's beautiful. That is beautiful. It's such an amazing
I mean, the universe challenges you when you need to
be challenged, whether you like it or not. And it's
not pretty sometimes actually most of the times it's not pretty.
Speaker 2: No, lots of times it's not pretty.
Speaker 1: And you know that what you just said also spotlights
another I want to say, phenomenon. But it's another thing
that people I think misunderstand is that people in the
spiritual space a lot of times present themselves as all perfect,
all inclusive, all understanding, and you know that they have
all the answers, But every single one of them, even
the masters who walk the planet, even like the masters
that sit behind me right now, Yogananda, they were human.
They were down here in a human body dealing with
human things, had the same frailties and understandings and things
to deal with that we did as all of us.
They transcended many of those things, and they elevated themselves
to a certain level of consciousness and energy and so forth.
But during their journey they all went through multiple tests,
multiple issues, multiple figuring things out dark knights of the soul,
all of that. And I want people to understand that
just because someone has a gift, even if there's a
spiritual prodigy, if you will, that they're very advanced in
certain things, that doesn't mean that they might not fall
as as as if I if for all the uh,
for all my fans of the eighties movies, they may
fall for the banana and the tailpipe, you know what,
you know what I'm saying, I do. So it's it's
it's very it's very it's very interesting to see how
people react. But I wanted to put that message out
there because a lot of people look at channelers or
psychic mediums, or even mystics or gurus or swamis or
just spiritual teachers in general as the end all be all,
and they might be much more advanced than you in
certain areas, but that doesn't mean that they have doesn't
have their own challenges, because that's why they're here.
Speaker 2: Is that's exactly right. We you know, we came to
be human, and so much of our spiritual rhetoric, and
you know, so much of it says that we have
that we're supposed to overcome being human we're supposed to
transcend being human. No, we are supposed to absolutely merge
our divine sovereignty with our humanity. That has been so
much of what they have done and teaching me over
the last two years. It is the relationship between my
divine self and my ego mind, my divine self and
my emotional body, my divine self and my physical body.
There is an intimacy, there's a relationship that is the
absolute beautiful coalescing of our divinity and our humanity. And
then we get to go play. Then that's the object
of the game, Alex. The object of the game is
to come to this earth and figure out how to
be divinely human. That doesn't mean, oh, you know, I'm
all like what we were just talking about. It means playing
in the mud with your grandkids and feeling the emanation
of the joy and the love in that moment. Because
one of the knowings, this has been a journey of
knowings for me, one knowing, than the next knowing, then
the next knowing and integrating those knowings. One of the
knowings that I have been given is that we when
we choose to come forward, we have a do north.
My God's call it. It's the soul agreement, that thing,
the thing that this is the direction that we're headed.
We forget everything and then we have a lifetime to
remember our way back to the internal communication between our
higher self and our humanness. Every single human has this ability. Now,
then you have people like me who develop what people
will call a gift. It's no different than singing or
playing the piano. It takes development, and everyone has some
capacity to do it. But when that person who is
coming in to this moment with this humanness and they
are taking steps on the road and they start to
step in the direction that's going against their due north
the internal aspects between their divinity, their higher self and them,
they will communicate. And the way that everybody can hear
the communication is through the sensations of our body, through
the nudges of our intuition, through the thoughts, not all
of our thoughts. We have to be vigilant and masterful
in our thinking, but through our thinking, our guides can
speak to us through our minds, through that voice, through
our emotional response. So our higher self is calling us
to this intimate relationship. But people these just like me,
just exactly like me, I was seeking somehow I was
blessed that this ability came forward to channel and then
the ego brain comes online and says, you have to
do something big with this. This is special. You've got
to do something with this, Kelly. This is for the world,
and my heart loves the world. I want to give
to the world. Of course, I want to give to
the world. But you know what, it starts here when
I emanate from this point, this present moment, this beautiful, magical,
present moment. When I emanate what I know for sure.
I'm helping Mother Earth. I'm helping my brothers and sisters
in human form, I'm helping this world people. The number
one questions people asked me during my time when I
was working with doing lots of wonder ones, was what
is my purpose? They want to they feel this drawing forward.
That is a divine gift. That feeling like what is
right now is not all there is. That is a
divine gift that keeps people trying to figure stuff out.
And when you can start to settle down and you
can start to say, it's about my relationship with me,
It's about how well in this moment and my loving me,
because in my filled cop I can love the world
from the perspective of this beautiful relationship, learning to live,
like you said, in the trenches of the world, with family,
with challenges, with interviews with you, all of the things
that cause emotion, and they cause reaction. We have to
have the tools online to deal and to transmute those
those feelings. But we we have been brainwashed by this world.
We have been brainwashed by the energies of this planet
that do not want us to step fully into our sovereignty.
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Speaker 2: And so how do they do that for someone that's
spiritual like us is they keep us too busy, They
keep us distracted. They play just close enough to the
truth that we think we're on the right track. Because
I want to serve. I must be on the right track.
It doesn't matter that I'm exhausted, it doesn't matter that
my body hurts, it doesn't matter that I'm ignoring the
people that I love in my world. I've got to serve. No. No,
it starts in the present moment and then it will
radiate out. And I'm living proof because when we got
done our first interview, Alex, you very kindly and generously
spent about a half hour with me. I think you
must have seen something in me, because you gave me
a half hour of your time, and you gave me
guidance about how to step forward in the world, because
this little chick knows nothing about business, knows nothing about
any of that stuff. And you were so sweet and
so kind. And when I hung up with you, I
knew one hundred percent that that was not what I
was supposed to do, not for me. I knew it
wasn't my path. And I have learned over this two
years how to navigate the path with my higher self
leading the way, how to get a nudge, how to
surrender completely into the present moment, completely surrender, be in
that energy of flow. And then it's like they'll drop something,
send Alex an email, and I knew it was time.
I'd thought that thought a hundred million times. I should
reach out to Alex, and I would feel into it. No, no,
until the day and my gosh, it was just boom.
You've got to be busy, and it was boom, boom, boom.
It was only a couple of three weeks ago. It
was magic. But that's when you're listening and you're following
what your guides are telling you. And what I want
to teach is I want to teach people how to
hear that guidance because my guides have given me some beautiful, wonderful,
practical advice on how the how to do it.
Speaker 1: Kelly, you brought up something interesting in regards to being,
like being in the moment and the now and one
thing I've noticed especially in the spiritual space, but this
kind of goes across I think every every experiencing human
as being a human. When you say that we're so
confused by this world, I completely agree. I say it
all the time. This is an insane game that we've
been thrown into. We don't understand the rules, We barely
We're just trying to bump around, trying to figure our
way out in this in this space, in this game,
if you will. And a lot of times people will
look for things to escape this reality, whether that be
obviously drugs, food, other physical pleasures, you know, it just
things that just disconnect, if you will. But I find
that the spiritual path is very interesting in that in
this this conversation, because many psychics, many mediums, many channels.
Even many just seekers spend a lot of time outside
of the body, whether they are meditating for or ten
hours a day. And there's nothing wrong, don't get me
wrong with that. There's moments for all of this, but
this kind of thing that I need to be outside
the body because it's just I don't want to deal
with the world. I don't want to deal with what's
going on. I rather be inside myself. I'd rather be outside.
And that's not why we're here. That's a part of
the process, being outside the body, learning how to connect
with our higher self, meditating and getting the answers from
within all that's part of it. But when you start
leaning into it too heavily to the point where I
just don't I want I'd rather be meditating for six
or seven hours because I just don't want to deal
with the world or my family or my job or
something along those lines. Well, if you're meditating station seven
hours a day, obviously you don't have a job. But
but I love to hear your taking in and your
guide's take on what I just said, and how can
people address that or messages around that.
Speaker 2: I see it as two different things, because there's the
two different ways that we kind of can go screwy.
We can do that where we go so completely into
the metaphysic, you know, that beautiful space, the meditations, the
quantum jumping, all the bells and whistles of all that stuff.
We can go there, or we can also those of
us that are on another trap of the spiritual path
is we spend all of our time learning about the
next process, the next method, the next guru, the next teacher,
the next cool thing, the next meditation process that you know,
blah blah blah blah blah. We and that we don't
spend any time practicing any of it, where we're learning
and we're learning, and we're learning and we learning. It
was just about two years ago after is when I
started to realize I felt this incredible call. I knew
they were calling me to the word embodiment kept coming
embodiment from every direction, and I kept thinking, what are
they trying to tell me? Because I've had a long
journey with my physical body. I've had a real I'd
like to say love hate, but it's been mostly hate
hate relationship with who I am. It was just my generation,
every diet, you know, just all of it, and I
don't even want to give any more credence to that.
I saw my body as the enemy, something to be
fought against. And most people do either. They look at
their body as the thing that has let them down.
The body is the thing that is in some way,
you know, because it has gotten sick maybe, and there's pain,
and so my body has betrayed me, when in all actuality,
your body is calling you again. It is that beautiful
entanglement between our sovereignty and and our divinity and our humanity.
Why did God do all this? Why did he make
the planet and put us down here? I mean, really,
let's get right into it. Because non physical couldn't experience God,
couldn't hug the person that they loved and see the
beauty of a smile on your grandchild's face or your
lover's face, you know. I mean, we are experiencing for
the divine. We are the Divine embodied. And when we
start to realize that that's the journey that we're on,
we are on the journey. I even now have a
dialogue between between I say, there's a party going on
in here. As I've pulled the threads and figured out
what it means for me to be human. I realize
all the different aspects that are happening at the same
time within this humanness, and I ask, you know often
it's like, where you know, what is that thought? What
is that coming through right now? Where is that coming from?
What the guides want us to know is that we
are not here to overcome being human. We chose to
be human for the experience of being human, not to
be You know, this is one of those betrayals of
the zeitgeist that keeps us confused. We should be all
you know, no big highs, no big lows. We need
to be neutral. We need to be able to If
I'm spiritual, I don't. I'm not going to feel my emotions.
Why would God give us emotions if we weren't supposed
to feel them. Our emotions are a teachers, my God's
they're yelling in my head right now. Use the word gateway.
Our emotions are our gateway to our humanity because it
is through the My experience of joy is unique to me,
and so I get to gather the data of this
lifetime to take back to my oversoul, my beautiful, unique experience.
But you know, it really boils down to. It boils
down to that idea of how do we manage the
energy of the world in the present moment. If there
would be one gift that I wish that if I
had a magic wand that I could give everybody of
what I have learned, what I've remembered in my journey
is how to manage the energy on the fly. My
guides taught me to dip into my own self and
ask myself, Kelly, what are you feeling? What are you
feeling right now? And as I would ask myself, that
I would go into my physical body. They wanted me
to feel inside my human body what am I feeling?
And so I take my awareness and I scan and
I'm like, well, I'm a little nervous. I get some
tightness across my chest, my belly's a little bit tight.
I can feel that because I'm excited the end. That's
what my body is telling me right now. If that
energy wasn't serving me, then I could say I could
move in my body and I could take some nice breaths,
and I could work with that. Because the minute we
put our attention onto energy, it changes. So even if
I were to get completely something, we're dramatic was to happen.
The minute I say to myself, Kelly, what are you
feeling right now? And I'm like, I'm upset, I'm scared,
I'm well, I'm blah, I'm blah. The minute I go
into that, I'm naming it. I'm looking into myself. I'm
naming it. I'm observing it, and it's starting to dissipate.
It's giving me the control again. It's not outside of me,
it's within me. It's between my higher self and myself,
and my higher self can handle anything. There's nothing my
higher self can't handle. There's a lot Kelly Colleen can't handle.
My higher self doesn't get overwhelmed. And so when I
start to feel that tension, my higher self will say, Kelly, Colleen,
what are you feeling right now? And I'll be like, oh,
I'm getting a little scared. I'm feeling a little scared. Okay,
so you're feeling scared. It's a wave alex. Fear comes
and then fear goes, and so you do breath work
with it, You breathe with it. It settles it right
now down again. It is absolutely miraculous the change that
this has made in my life. I'll be in a conversation.
I've done it already with you, be in my head
and say what are you feeling? Because I felt myself
starting to get my nerves started to go. I'm like,
what are you feeling, Kelly, I'm kind of scared. My
inner child is scared. It's like, okay, baby girl, and
this is all going on behind what's going on here?
Because I'm loving me, I'm caring for me in this moment.
There's nothing going wrong here. This is perfect, this is perfection.
There's nothing for me to be afraid of. But my
little girl's afraid of messing up. My little girl's afraid
of not being able to help people see the joy
that we've learned to experience in this lifetime. And we
want to shine the light for other people. We want
to help. I see her in my mind reaching her
hand out. She wants to take the hand of the
other inner child's in their children, I guess you'd say,
and help them on their journey. It's a journey together.
We are humanity, we are one. You know. The call
to understanding oneness has been its own thing because in
my learning and understanding about oneness, the guides have showed
me that I'm able to blend my what I know
with the oneness of humanity, and then I can invite
the energies that are not serving people, the energies of
those little buggers, those little tricksters that they're throwing crap
into our exectgeist all the time to keep us confused.
I can, and we all can. This is nothing special
about me, except I've figured it out. I can sit
in a moment of meditation and breathe my energy, command
the energy energy to come, and transmute the energy in
that moment, and then walk into a situation where I've
transmuted the energy of it. And I'm in my head going,
holy crap, this works. I just took eighteen grandchildren forty
eight dogs. Now I'm exaggerating all my adult children camping,
and I did this work about the camping trip. Not
a crossword was spoken between anybody. How does that happen?
I mean, that just doesn't happen. But I did the
energy work. I've reached into time because there is no time,
and I transmuted the energy and it's an amazing thing
and everyone can do it. But we are being told
by whoever they are we aren't able to do that.
We can send energy to Mother Earth to be transmuted.
We've all been taught to do that in our meditation.
Think about that, Alex. Why would mother Earth be able
to transmute energy that doesn't serve, but we wouldn't. That
makes no sense. Of course we can. We are sovereign beings.
We can command energy. There's nothing, nothing in this world
for us to be afraid of.
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Speaker 2: We can kick button take names quite frankly.
Speaker 1: Hey, hey, hey, calm down, calm down, calm down. All right, everyone.
Speaker 2: Relaxed, getting out.
Speaker 1: Kelly, can you tell everybody who has not seen our
first conversation who you channel and how you actually did
the channeling?
Speaker 2: Well, every day that goes by, it changes. I don't
know if that's the truth for other channels, but my relationship,
my abilities, my knowings change daily, literal daily. It's quite
hard to keep up with. To be honest, my guides
tell me that the only limitation to my channeling is
my human When I there are people who can I
watched you and Angie, Oh my god, Angie's beautiful. If
you ever want to introduce me to Angie. I'd love
to meet Angie. There's a lot of people on your
show i'd love to meet, but she's so beautiful and
so capable. And I got up from watching that and
went down into the bedroom and Jesus came through. Mary
Magdalen came through. Mother Mary came through, and kwan Yin.
My jaw's starting to shake. I think Kwanyin wants to
tell you something. Okay, you, this is I had no
plan of this because Qauanyan, I don't even know that
she came through that morning. Oh no, it's It's definitely her.
The josh shivering is is my physical health nothing to
be concerned about, as I shift, Dear ones, we simply
wanted to weigh into that beautiful conversation who you had
the intention of the speaking to what I believe your
term that day was the divine feminine, and you said
to speak to all of the beautiful women out there.
And what we wanted to bring in was the understanding
that the divine feminine is an integral part of every
human in the same way that the divine masculine is.
We invite you, dear ones, to dive deep into that understanding.
For as you learn to wield the power of the
masculine and feminine one day, no at one moment, Just
as the sliding on a scale the human the amount
of masculine versus feminine, feminine versus masculine is changing all
the time according to what is being called fourth. Being
aware of your power around the wielding of this is
vital and important to your evolution as humans, for your
world is out of balance in the masculine energy. Everyone
is thinking about what do I do? The doing is masculine.
It is setting the state. It is getting your ducks
in a row. It is coming into full personal alignment
and allowing and surrender, connecting completely to that which is us.
The void, the quantum field that holds all potential, is
accessed through the divine feminine D one. And then you
open and you ask is there something for me to do?
And in the same way that this one got the
nudge to email you because it was time and she
could feel this is what we are teaching, D one,
would you ask us another question?
Speaker 1: Yes? As America approaches its two hundred and fiftieth birthday,
what do you feel the soul of this nation? Is
being called to confront.
Speaker 2: As each human steps fully into their own excavation, their
excavation of self, as they begin to learn how to
stand firmly in the present moment, feeling vulnerable, experiencing from
your humanity and clear and sovereign, with the beautiful sort
of angel Michael at your back, knowing it is all
withinny you. This is your personal journey, present moment by
present moment. There is nothing going wrong in your world.
Dear ones. Each individual is on their own precious journey,
and the level of discordance is intimate to the individual.
As you begin to embrace your inner knowings and you
begin to see the perfection of the world, even in
its ugliness, it is perfect. We know how hard this
is for you to accept. But indeed, dear ones, as
you begin to understand that it is all frequency that,
in every single present moment, you are creating your experience.
What do you see and what are you using your
imagination to bring in to this present moment? So this
one could use her imagination and say, yes, I believe
there is that man named President Trump, But in her
present moment does she see such a man? This is key,
This is key to the understanding for what is before you,
what is your experience? And when the atrocities come and
they do, dear ones, for this is the game you
have chosen. What is the distance in time between the
observation and the stepping into your heart and surrendering to
the knowing that if it is in your experience, it
is for you. This is what is challenging. We understand,
but it is nonetheless the truth. Alex the guides and
nudging me because I got overtaken by kwan Yin. Kwanyin
has had left the building. But I didn't say that
I do the best I can. It's a party in here,
like I say. They want me to say that the
energy that is called forth by the question is the
energy I channel the energies that so my higher self
is here. Your higher self is there. Quite frankly, you
might not have known it, but you and I were
talking this morning and working out some of the details
of this energetically this morning, so that Kelly wouldn't my
human wouldn't be any more nervous than I needed to be.
And we can use our higher self that is inside
of this human body to merge with our oneness and
do all kinds of magical work, but it starts in here.
And so when I meet with anybody, my eye, use
my intention, my sovereign intention, I move into my higher self.
I move my higher self to your higher self, and
then they are connected to it all. And I've never
had a lot of need, although that they have, because
I can by name bring lots of entities through. But
my heart is just open and it's loving, and I
drop into my heart. I open and whatever comes is
what comes. And sometimes like in this time, Kwan yin
and it was a big energy and it made my
body feel it. You've spoken about on the show. Energies
do affect you. They definitely do affect you. So sometimes
like I'll be in my one of my retreats and
a new energy will come through and I'm flopping around
like a carp on the beach, basically a fish on
the beach, and I will say, I'm fine, don't be scared,
don't be scared, it's okay. I really wonder if other
channels experience it like I do, because when a new
energy comes, and they come all the time, I feel it,
and there's reaction. This physical reaction is it's quite interesting,
but any more questions, I'd love to take them.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Absolutely, So Kwanya had a beautiful, beautiful answer, but
she didn't answer that question specifically about the two hundred
and fiftieth birthday. I really am curious to see what
the guys have to say about what they believe America,
because you and I both live here in the US,
and what this nation as a whole, the soul of
the nation is being called to confront within itself, like
as we all do individually, have things that we are
called to deal with. I'm just curious what they think
about this because it is a very big birthday for
our country. We're still I don't even know if we're
teenagers yet in the scope of the world, so we're
still a fairly young country.
Speaker 2: Well, I haven't got a clue, so let's ask them. Okay,
It's one of those big questions that there was a
time when the looking at America as a single entity
felt powerful and it spoke of particular things, beliefs. There
were shared values and ideas. We are working with this
one for she feels sadness. We do not. She feels
sadness when she thinks about the division within her country
and how much she loves it. Many many of you do.
What we are calling you, two dear ones, is for
you to because your country is you. There is no
America without the people of America. You cannot you cannot
look at the whole without looking at the individual. The
power of the whole, sadly is no longer, but it
will be because each person on their own personal journey,
each individual will bring that energy of sovereign divinity, our
sovereign nation. Have you not spoken those words? But do
you in your heart? Do you do? You? Do you
feel that your America is sovereign in this moment? It
is likely you do not understand that the world is
transforming and the understanding of the multiverse is helpful when
you think about all of the potential that America can
experience at this time. So we would bring you to
that understanding, understanding that each individual's experience of this country
is going to be unique to them. This is very
difficult for the human to understand. Many of you have
quite a clear knowing around the multiverse and understand the
idea that you are moving between timelines many many times
even a second. If you apply this to the relationship
the energetic relationship between each individual American and their country.
And you see America the way you want to see America.
You experience orience this beautiful country the way you choose
to experience this country, and it will be the outcome
that you seek.
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Speaker 2: The more of you who can turn away from the
chaos and the hatred and the division, who can look
at it with love and compassion, can understand it as
the perfection it is required because humans we hate to
see it, dear ones, But you are slow and it
takes a lot sometimes to get your attention. So those
that are stuck in the three D perspective of life,
they're going to experience all of the catastrophes and all
of the division that your imagination can take you too.
But do you have to does this one have to know?
Can you come into the present moment with your own
divine sovereignty and choose the frequency that you are going
to create from We understand there are those that will
shake their heads. They do not fully understand, they do
not fully step into their power. There is so much
for you to remember, so much of your sovereignty. For
you to remember, it's all a game, Alex, It's all
a game.
Speaker 1: When you tune into the energy of the world to day,
what stands out to you the most.
Speaker 2: The need for humanity to understand that Mother Earth has
it covered.
Speaker 1: Ha ha.
Speaker 2: Those look upon the magnificence that is I, that is Gia,
that is Mother Earth, and you wring your hands like
I am somehow less than and cannot take care of
my own isness. We would say to you, you are
very confused. Know the power that is within, that which
is Mother Earth, that which is Gia. For I have
things well in hand. There is nothing for you to fear,
dear ones, You do not need to be able to
understand it. In that simple knowing, there is such power
for you humans. We are one. You are within me,
and I am around and part of you. We are
part of the whole. And yet somehow I have been
diminished to this nothing but stuff. I am powerful, the ones,
I am powerful, And there is nothing for you to fear.
When you love me, you expand me and yourself. When
you have fear, you give our energy away. Where is
your faith, children? Where is your faith and your trust?
This is what you are being called to Momsey Comsey Wolsey.
That was MoMA Earth. She came through a big time.
Speaker 1: Whew, how are you doing? You okay?
Speaker 2: She is powerful. The first time that I channeled Mother Earth,
I cried and told her I didn't want to be
a tree hugger. And she said, from Maine, we cut
down trees and make paper and do stuff like that.
And I'd heard my dad make fun of tree huggers. No,
you know, hopefully we don't get a thousand emails about this.
But then at the place that I was able to
allow her energy to come through, she helped me to
see how perfect she is. That she showed me that
the fear around Mother Earth causes and she just said
it again, causes her more pain and more diminishment than
loving her. Love her, not out of a reaction, you know.
Plant a tree out of love, not out of grump
because they've cut down all them damn trees. No, do
it out of love. That serves her, That serves her.
We are co creating Mother Earth and us. When when
I when she came through, she showed me humans within her.
This is just a story, but they showed me embedded
like up to my chest up to my heart and
that and she basically described it. It's in it's in
my second book that that whole downloads. In my second book.
She showed me that we are cells within a much
larger thing, that she's a cell within a much larger thing.
It was way beyond my pee brain could wrap around.
I mean, it was a a lot of knowing that
I just didn't have any understanding of. But as I
have grown, this was I mother Earth came through the
first time probably two and a half three years ago now,
and what I've learned since then is the the infiniteness
of mother Earth. She's not just a blue marble sloating
in the sky. She is a being that is tending
to things. She is infinite. She's absolutely infinite. I'm not
sure that that. You know, people will say to me,
like about my retreats. They'll say, what are we going
to do with your retreats? And I have to say,
whatever the guides decide, because yes, questions will guide, but
if something wants to come through, it comes through that,
and that, you know, I have to just surrender because
that I don't know. Did that answer your question? I
don't know.
Speaker 1: I did. But then it went off to another area,
which is fine, which is.
Speaker 2: Fine that she wants that she wanted to make known.
I think it's because, you know, one of the most
powerful forces on this planet that is against us is fear. Yes,
and people are afraid. And one of the big things
we're afraid of is that we're going to blow up
this damn planet. What if you know? But but you
and I aren't afraid of that, Alex. But there are
people who are afraid that the pollution is going to
take over, that it's gonna that we're just that we're
killing the planet. We're not killing the planet. The planet
has her own support system, into galactic support. The planet
has it going on. She knows what she's doing. There's
things going on that us humans have no idea about
and never probably will.
Speaker 1: So my next question for whoever comes through is what
what has happened? What is happening beneath the chaos that
most people cannot yet see, because there's a lot of
craziness happening in the world.
Speaker 2: What is happening beneath the chaos individually.
Speaker 1: Or you mean both individually and collectively, more collectively than individually,
because I think everyone is at different variations of dealing
with things in their lives, but collectively, there's a very
visceral thing that's happening around the planet and every aspect
of our life.
Speaker 2: It is the distraction, all of the chaos affecting the
human to have fear, to feel like they're not enough,
to feel like it's too much, that life is awful.
All of this is on a collective and an individual level,
is simply the distractions keeping us from the truth. And
the truth is simply that you are a divine being
on this planet, that you, each of us, have the
power to create the world that we want, but we're
so distracted by all of the chaos. And until the
individual becomes empowered to take control of their own sovereign divinity,
the collective will be lost.
Speaker 1: Simple.
Speaker 2: Is that simple as that? I mean, that's pretty down true,
you know, Alex. I've listened to a lot of your
interviews over this last couple of years, and a question
that you would ask and my heart wanted to answer,
was around fear, and around the whole light and dark
thing and and us our vulnerability to this kind of thing.
Can I speak to that a little peace? Please? It
is a game, well, there's lots and lots of science
that goes behind all the different ways of thinking about that.
But there are some rules to the game that if
you understand it, it gives you power. And one of
those things is the understanding of the balance of light
and dark. We heard from Kwan Yinne. The balance that
beautiful she showed me in my mind, this sliding scale.
It's a fluidity between masculine and feminine, feminine, the divine masculine,
divine feminine. That fluidity is the same as light and dark.
But people think dark is bad. That's one of those
viral confusions, those viral beliefs that is just close enough
to truth that it keeps that spiritual seeker confused. There
is the sacred dark. The sacred darkness is the potential.
We do not need to fear the dark. Matteas DeStefano
described it the best. He said, our fear of the
darkness is biology. Learning that the saber tooth tiger could
come out of the dark and eat us made us
afraid of the dark. That made sense. Well that now
my guides call it the others. It's the energies, the patterns.
It's all a story to help us wrap our head
around it. It is the beliefs, the patterns of thinking,
all of that kind of stuff. My guides call it
the others, and it is the stuff that keep us
from fully stepping into our power. So the truth of
this world is there is divine light, there is beautiful
divine darkness, and there is the others, the others. A
way to think about it, there's nothing to fear for
we are sovereign. We can kick button, take names. There's
nothing for us to fear. And this is that little
Baptist girl. Remember that little Baptist girl that was trained
the devil was coming for her if she thought a
bad thought, the devil was coming. And I had tone,
I had to fully transmute all of those beliefs. But
those beliefs keep us small, they keep us afraid. So
what is what is it? It is when it's the
trust of your own experience, That's what it is. We've
been trained away from learning to trust our own divine experience.
If you say a truth to me and my business recoils,
I would lean into that and I'd be like, well,
that's just not for me. I guess if you say
some than to me and my heart opens and I
feel drawn in. Ooh, that's for me. That's how Kelly
defines and navigates her truth. We all have a different truth,
but we've been conditioned. It's the conditioning that is the others.
We've been conditioned to believe this one right way. Oh
my god. When I used to think, I don't want
to do it wrong. I want to get it right.
Think about how many times do we say this to
ourselves in the run of a week. I don't want
to get it wrong. Yeah, well guess what. You can't
get it wrong. You're perfect. The confusion keeps you from
your divinity, and it is It is the confusion that
says you can't trust yourself. It's the confusion that says
that this person or this person, they have access to divinity,
But I don't. Unworthiness, that rotten, miserable unworthiness. That is
so thousands of years of programming to make humans believe
that they're not worthy. They're a dirty, rotten, sinner, born bad,
born into this world. These are the threads of confusion.
Something came into my mind a song that I learned
when I was a little kid in Sunday school, and
it was Man and Wife asleep in bed. She hears
a noise and turns her head. He's gone. I wish
we'd all been ready. I learned that as a little kid.
That means that if I fully fully step into my sovereignty,
I'm going to step away from the people I love.
Because Mike's not my beautiful Michael. He doesn't believe any
of the stuff. He's on his own journey. One of
those beliefs, one of those I'm gonna be brave and
say demonic beliefs, is that if I fully fully remember
who I am, I'm going to somehow be beamed off
this planet and not get to live out my life
with Michael. And you know, there's an awful lot of
us on this journey who have worried about that, and
I'm speaking directly to them. That is not going to
be the case. I can promise you that is not
going to be the case. We are gonna live our
divinity on this planet in this lifetime with this personality.
That's the goal. There is nothing to fear. And when
you feel fear, that sentence whoever that quote came from,
there's nothing to fear but fear itself is so true.
The fear is what makes you vulnerable.
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Speaker 2: And so what allow yourself to feel afraid? See there's
another one of those viral beliefs. We're not supposed to
feel I'm not a good Christian girl. I'm not a
fully embodied sovereign being. If I feel afraid, that's not true.
What I know is that I am both sovereign and human.
So sometimes my little Kelly girl gets really scared and
I wrap my sovereignty around her. That's the self love
I'm talking about. And I talked to that little girl
inside myself and I say, yeah, you're scary. That big Alex,
he's scary. We don't want if we're scared of you.
We're scared, No, of course not, but yeah, afraid of failing.
She had to feel all of that this morning, and
I loved her and I talked to her and I
made her feel oka, okay, we are. That's one of
those viral beliefs is we're not supposed to feel vulnerable.
When I feel afraid, I let myself feel afraid. When
I feel angry, I let myself express my anger in
whatever way. Feels right in that moment and through that
journey with my emotions, which I feel like we could
do a whole program on, is the relationship between us
and our emotions. Through what I've learned, I have stepped
fully into what we talk about when we say we
want to be responsive to life, not reactive. Alex mich
will make me mad and I'll be in my head
and literally I feel like I'm doing this. I'm not
on the outside, but inside I'm like, Okay, he's really
pushed me off. I'm really angry. I think I'm gonna yell,
and then I yell, not reacting. I'm in my head
and I think to myself, Yeah, I think he needs
to know this really matters. I'm gonna yell, and then
I yell. I'm not reacting, I'm responding. And that is like,
I'm gonna give myself a ninety five. I'm a teacher
at heart, and I get grades, and I'm gonna give
myself a ninety five in that because even when big
things hit, because of the work that they have taught
me how to do, between my human and my sovereignty,
I feel this level of power and steadiness and calmness
that is pretty unshakable, which makes me feel like the
things that could possibly happen that we know, the emails
people get, in the comments people get two years ago,
those broke my heart, and now they don't. They won't,
They won't have any power over me. Might they hurt
my feelings? Might I feel a re action? And then
I'm going to process that beautiful wave of energy and
I'm gonna be steady in my sovereignty.
Speaker 1: Beautifully said, beautifully said. One other question, I like to
ask the guides or whoever likes to come in during
this time period, what do you see for humanity to
give people a little bit of an understanding of what
we're going through right now and where we're hopefully we'll
turn the curve? Like this is a wave humanity is writing,
like you said, So we're riding this wave right now,
and it's a bit choppy, and people are concerned about
and they're fearful about what's going to come. What can
the guides tell us in regards to what's coming this year,
five years from now, ten years from now, and so on.
Speaker 2: The one we must say to you that there is
an inherent we will say word flaw in the question.
For you are looking through the eyes of the collective,
and what we are here to shine the light upon
is that every individual will have their own experience. This
is what humanity is waking up to. When you begin
to see the potential, when you begin to feel the
quickening in your own isness that this is real, that
this is true, that these words are for you, then
you begin to create the life that you want. And
it is, as you would say, a domino effect. Every
person's experience of time will be different. There are those
that are on the journey that are very much. We
will use words to create the story for understanding. It
is not literal, but it is. It's an understanding, the
tiptoe between the three D understanding and five D and beyond.
You have experienced those moments when life is so delicious
you know of which we speak. But when you reach
into what you call the world and you bring those
experiences in and you render your clothing and you feel
the fear, it is not serving you. What is your experience?
What is the one year from now that you are
going to create? Are you going to be the master
of your own humanity? Are you going to learn to
master your thinking? Master your emotions, master your physicality, or
are you just going to be taking this newsreel and
this newsreel that they want you to see designed exactly
the way they want you to fear and to be
small and at the mercy? Do you get to choose that?
And you also get to choose not. And we are
not saying that that divine individual cannot stand with their
eyes on all of the devastation, for they can. The
masters can stand with their eyes looking on the devastation
and know the perfection for each individual that is participating
in it. It is perfect. And in your ability to
see the perfection of your world that they are in
lies your creation. They're getting kind of strong and they're talking.
Speaker 1: I love that. It is great, great answer.
Speaker 2: We look at the world, Alex at like a whole.
It's how we're trained to look at it. You know,
we've been taught with the law of attraction that we
create our own world. And there's a big part of
lots of us that understand that. There's, yeah, this truth
to that. But what the thing of it is is
we haven't fully realized the tool that our imagination is.
Because in this moment, I'm looking out at my beautiful silver, lake,
green trees, sky, this fun, this beautifulness. It is my
imagination that brings anything else into this moment. And there
are those humans that are gonna say, but it's true.
Trump's in office, this is happening. People are going there's war,
there's this, there's famine. I don't see it. And when
I do, when it is in my presence, when I
see this is how they put it to me. When
I see the atrocity, then the power that I have
is to radiate my compassion. I can push through the beautiful, sovereign, interconnected,
crystalline grid of connection that we all have. I push
love and compassion because everyone is experiencing. This is a
harsh thing to say. I know it is, and I
say it with a all love that we all experience
what we are calling forth. It will be as hard
as it's needed to be to get us to finally
surrender to our divinity. We are here to remember who
we are, Alex. You know, we we hear that all
the time, and we say those words so easily. But
I feel, honest to gosh, I feel like I'm beginning
to remember because I have such a sense of I
don't have to understand it all. I have this like
my human is fully surrendered to not understanding I don't
and that that in itself was huge. When when when
that happened on my journey, when all of a sudden
I realized that I can't get to my divine feminine
without surrender divine femine. And if I'm going to create
anything good, I have to learn how to surrender into
my divine feminine to create. That's part of creation. It's
where everything is. It's the dark, it's the quantum potential.
So if I'm going to learn how to reach into
the potential, then I have to be able to reach.
I have to be able to surrender. And in order
to surrender, I have to have a cookie to give
to my ego brain to make it shot up. And
now the cookie that works is we don't have to understand.
We have faith, we trust, We don't have to understand.
We can just know. And how do I know? I
can feel it. I know by how it feels that
it's the truth.
Speaker 1: Kelly, where can people find out more about you and
the amazing work you're doing in the world.
Speaker 2: Oh, Alex, I do have a website. Yay go Kelly
Kellybalker dot net. It's been a challenge, but I do
have a website. I am creating a a group, a tribe.
I call it my Tribe. We get together at least
once a week on a zoom call where people can
ask questions and stuff, so you can become an all
access past member. If it's something you're interested in, go
to my website. If you want to book a one
to one with me, I'm open to doing that. August sixth,
It's on my website. You'll see it. I'm having a retreat.
It's very it's right here at my home. It's going
to be at my beautiful Silver Lake. It will be
wonderful and fun. I've written two books. They are on Amazon.
They're also you can find those on my website. So
and then across my YouTube channel, Present Moment Magic and
Alex You know, you've got to have felt the theme
through this whole thing. They really are pretty straightforward in
what they're teaching about being in the present moment. And
it was them that gave me the title to my
YouTube channel, and at the time they said present moment
Magic because the magic is in present moment. They're great
brandings I.
Speaker 1: Have a good marketing you have a good marketing.
Speaker 2: Team on the other wonderful. Hi. Thank you so much.
Speaker 1: Alex, thank you so much. I appreciate that very much.
And Kelly, thank you so much for being here and
for all the amazing work you're doing to awaken the planet.
So I appreciate you, my dear, and thank you again.
Thank you for spending this sacred time with us today.
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