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<v Speaker 1>You're listening to Quincast, where we have chats about audio

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<v Speaker 1>eradica and empowerment through desire.

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<v Speaker 2>And we take you behind the scenes with the pros

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<v Speaker 2>shaping the industry settle in.

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<v Speaker 3>Things are about to get spicy and uncensored. It's Tuesday,

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<v Speaker 3>it's five pm. It must be Hit the Spotlight recording day.

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<v Speaker 1>Look at that like we do it at a regular time.

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<v Speaker 3>Wouldn't it be awkward if it wasn't. Now I've just

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<v Speaker 3>said that. Yeah, hello, ladies, how are we? How long?

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<v Speaker 1>Good? Good? How are you doing smudgy?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, really good. It's been a good week because it's

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<v Speaker 3>only been one day in so not much can go

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<v Speaker 3>wrong in one day. Even in my world, you'd be surprised.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, things can only go right at this point,

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<v Speaker 1>especially with the hit Spotlight happening today.

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<v Speaker 3>De Reims said in nineteen ninety nine, things can only

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<v Speaker 3>get better, you know, can get better. I'm not the

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<v Speaker 3>only one that knows that song.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know that name, but I know of a song.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you sing a little bit?

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<v Speaker 3>Things can only get better? Nope, No, I swear to god,

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<v Speaker 3>you motherfucker you did that on purpose. If I get

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<v Speaker 3>to edit this particular episode. I'm gonna put the song

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<v Speaker 3>in so fuck you.

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<v Speaker 1>So who are we talking to today?

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<v Speaker 4>I'll hit the.

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<v Speaker 3>Spotlight, ladies.

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<v Speaker 2>You're talking to Nick Meyer today.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Nick is a voice actor out of la with work

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<v Speaker 2>being featured on Quinn, slash fic and articles with The

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<v Speaker 2>La Times and Business Insider. Their pastimes include, but are

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<v Speaker 2>not limited to, being a full time dog father, playing magic,

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<v Speaker 2>the Gathering, and being an idiot online.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's clarify that we are not calling you an idiot, Nick, No,

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<v Speaker 1>you called yourself an idiot.

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<v Speaker 3>No, we're not. We only call me in iyet.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're an idiot.

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<v Speaker 3>See here you go.

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<v Speaker 2>Look at that full start.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyway, Well he's white and in the white room. Shure

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<v Speaker 3>we bring him in.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, come on and Nick.

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<v Speaker 5>Come on in?

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<v Speaker 3>Nick?

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<v Speaker 4>Who? Hey, how you doing good?

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<v Speaker 1>How are you doing?

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<v Speaker 4>Going wonderful?

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<v Speaker 1>Excellent?

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<v Speaker 4>Hey you guys doing this morning?

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<v Speaker 1>Doing great?

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<v Speaker 3>Ticky boo?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know what that means either.

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<v Speaker 3>My god is a very British way of saying Okay, Well,

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<v Speaker 3>thank you very much.

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<v Speaker 4>For asking, Thank you for the lesson.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice to meet you, Nick, Thanks for joining us.

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<v Speaker 4>Very nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 1>Excited to have you here. Chat a little bit. Smudge

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<v Speaker 1>has something for you to start with, so I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>blame her, then I'll take credit for it.

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<v Speaker 3>We like to play a little game with our guests

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<v Speaker 3>to warm them up, get them into the Queen car spirit. Yay.

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<v Speaker 3>So the game. I'm going to tell you what the

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<v Speaker 3>game is, and then we're going to ask for your

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<v Speaker 3>consent to play.

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<v Speaker 4>All right, Yeah, I prefer games that you need.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, all about the consent, all about the content. So

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<v Speaker 3>we have five well known nicks. We're going to give

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<v Speaker 3>you clues, three clues, and you have to guess which

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<v Speaker 3>nick we're talking about. And the game is called Nicknames.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you have any questions?

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<v Speaker 4>No? I feel like the game itself explains itself.

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<v Speaker 3>That's what I thought, Genie.

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<v Speaker 4>You're trying to run through my brain right now to

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<v Speaker 4>think of nicks.

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<v Speaker 3>I wouldn't because I wouldn't. Yeah yeah, yeah, So, nick Meyer,

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<v Speaker 3>do we have your consent to play Nicknames?

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<v Speaker 4>Of course? Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>Here are your first set of clues. His real last

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<v Speaker 1>name connects him to a legendary comic book family. He

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<v Speaker 1>once purchased a dinosaur skull at auction. He played a

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<v Speaker 1>historian searching for clues on the US Declaration of Independence.

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<v Speaker 4>Nicholas Cage. Okay, well, this is difficult, right because you're

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<v Speaker 4>saying other Nicks. But I don't call him Nick. He's

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<v Speaker 4>not my buddy, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>I call him Nick when I phone him.

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<v Speaker 4>Up, and honestly that is on me.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, well done, all right.

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<v Speaker 2>Second one, a fourth century bishop from Mira, inspired this

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<v Speaker 2>global legend in Dutch folklore. He arrived by boat from

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<v Speaker 2>Spain and he has over one hundred different names in

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<v Speaker 2>aliases worldwide.

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<v Speaker 4>Saint Nick.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna pause there, alright.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, good old Saint Nick. Right, Okay, okay.

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<v Speaker 4>I was a lot more worried. I thought you were

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<v Speaker 4>going to do like real people.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, Nick Cage, I'm sorry, Nick Cage, you are a

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<v Speaker 3>real person, but you know.

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<v Speaker 4>Give me another.

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<v Speaker 3>Her image is often associated with shawls, moon imagery and

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<v Speaker 3>witch like aesthetics. She helped turn the album Rumors into

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<v Speaker 3>one of the best selling albums ever. Stevie Nicks and

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<v Speaker 3>sang oh, I don't even have to.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry, I'm so sorry. I really I saw Stevie Nicks

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<v Speaker 4>in concert. I was like nineteen years old, jealous. I

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<v Speaker 4>was working at a tech conference in Las Vegas. For me,

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<v Speaker 4>it was like a demonstration with like car company, a

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<v Speaker 4>car tech company. I get off of work one day

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<v Speaker 4>and we finish up and they're like, oh, you guys,

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<v Speaker 4>hey kids, you guys want to go to a show?

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<v Speaker 4>And I was like, I mean, sure, what the hell

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<v Speaker 4>am I going to do at nineteen in Vegas? I

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<v Speaker 4>can't go anywhere at nineteen years old. I get I

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<v Speaker 4>get mean mugged when I try to walk with any routine.

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<v Speaker 4>So I go to this show and they barely let

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<v Speaker 4>me in Jabaria. No one told us beforehand that it

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<v Speaker 4>was fucking Stevie Nicks. Oh my god, no, because they're

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<v Speaker 4>just like, oh, this is just a sponsored ces work

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<v Speaker 4>like whatever. And I'm sitting here going I'm with a

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<v Speaker 4>bunch of fucking stick in the MUDs. I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 4>yap in chat with all these people, and no one's

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<v Speaker 4>having a kiki, No one's having a good time. And

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<v Speaker 4>then all of a sudden, Stevie Nicks walks on stage

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<v Speaker 4>and I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>Like Steph Nicks.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, guys, do you see this too? Am I

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<v Speaker 4>fucking crazy? And they're like they're like, oh, yeah, we

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<v Speaker 4>knew Steve it was what what are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 4>Did we not tell you anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>It was incredible, fucking incredible to be able to see her.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, it's been amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Again.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, I know her very well, and I call

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<v Speaker 3>it Stephen Nicks.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm more of a C C kind of guy, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>and don't worry about it. It's like our own personal name.

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<v Speaker 4>You're gonna say, oh, that's not really it's not really

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<v Speaker 4>good name. And I'm gonna tell you, well, you don't

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<v Speaker 4>know like that. Okay, run the number four. I'm so sorry.

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<v Speaker 3>You don't have to never apologize.

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<v Speaker 1>Bring on the stories. This is it, all right? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>there we go. Their name comes from a shortened version

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<v Speaker 1>of Knickerbuckers. They play in the world's most famous arena

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<v Speaker 1>in Manhattan. Their colors are orange and blue.

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<v Speaker 4>I want to let you finish this one because I

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<v Speaker 4>felt like an asshole last time the New York Knicks.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes and no, you jump in whenever you know.

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<v Speaker 6>It's all.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not like I get points. I don't know how

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<v Speaker 4>this thing is stored. It's not like.

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<v Speaker 3>Technically technically the all no points.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's see if you can go with it.

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<v Speaker 5>Five five for five.

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<v Speaker 2>It'll be if you get this one, all right, let's see.

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<v Speaker 2>Its name originally referred to a type of early movie theater.

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<v Speaker 2>It's award show once famously covered celebrities in green slime,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's the channel that helped launch characters like SpongeBob SquarePants.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not I'm not too sure.

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<v Speaker 3>Voice.

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<v Speaker 7>It wasn't allowed to watch TV as a kid, you know, Sponderbob.

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<v Speaker 3>SpongeBob is pure.

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<v Speaker 7>Face, absolute the depravity in that television show. Oh god,

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<v Speaker 7>it's got a theme song. It's just just my name.

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<v Speaker 7>A bunch of times.

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<v Speaker 5>People must have said that all the time to you,

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<v Speaker 5>Oh fucking god, every and well, the thing is, I

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<v Speaker 5>love a goof and a gag, so it doesn't bother

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<v Speaker 5>me to it didn't like, doesn't now bother me too much.

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<v Speaker 4>But I am shocked that it still does happen, and

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<v Speaker 4>especially from older people. When I was growing up, everyone

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<v Speaker 4>and their mother did it. You know. It was always

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<v Speaker 4>like he's, well, yeah, that is my name legally, Actually

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<v Speaker 4>that's what nick. I am, the heir of the fortune.

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<v Speaker 4>You nice to me, Come to my spider Man. But

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<v Speaker 4>it's always a shock when I get hit with that,

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<v Speaker 4>like especially at cafes or something like that. I'll be

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<v Speaker 4>like a Duncan donuts in an in an airport trying

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<v Speaker 4>to have a normal day. An older woman will be

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<v Speaker 4>like writing the name of the cap and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>you understand, it's seven am and time doesn't exist the airport.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, when I'm at a at an airport, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I've already got a lot of problems.

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<v Speaker 3>So well now they're going to call me Nick Cage.

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<v Speaker 4>So sorry, Nicholas, not like that.

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<v Speaker 3>You You and CC you, me and Stephen. I'm still confused.

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<v Speaker 3>Well you'll be You'll be happy to know, Nick, that

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<v Speaker 3>is the game is over.

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<v Speaker 4>That's it.

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<v Speaker 7>No.

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<v Speaker 3>Five out of five. Honestly, I need to make these

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<v Speaker 3>games harder. They have a go, They have a go

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<v Speaker 3>at me for making them apparently too difficult for the guests.

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<v Speaker 1>I think Atlas is still traumatized.

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<v Speaker 2>For Atlas, he still gets like shipped for it online.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, first off, there are not many people called Nick

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<v Speaker 3>who are well.

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<v Speaker 4>Known for a long time. Anytime you looked at my

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<v Speaker 4>Nameick Meyer or Nicholas Meyer, and there were two people.

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<v Speaker 4>One is American TV yes slash movie producer Nicholas Myer,

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<v Speaker 4>and he still comes up when you look up Nick

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<v Speaker 4>Meyer on IMDb because my ID is not fleshed out

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<v Speaker 4>very well. Oftentimes I'll get especially when I'm doing producer jobs,

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<v Speaker 4>They're like, oh my god, he produced fast and furious

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<v Speaker 4>for like.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes I did.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, yeah, I was, like I think I was

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<v Speaker 4>fifty fourteen, maybe maybe thirty. Yeah, I was like I was.

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<v Speaker 4>I was. I was running like the navy, you know.

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<v Speaker 8>Uh.

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<v Speaker 4>I was meeting our deadlines like nobody's business, and I

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<v Speaker 4>was the line producer. I'm sitting there budgeting. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know how much a fucking doll cart cost

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<v Speaker 4>or rent.

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<v Speaker 6>Man, I can't drive.

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<v Speaker 2>It is funny, Nick that you say that, because like,

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, yeah, no. I saw when they added that.

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<v Speaker 4>When they added that, I was like me, you sh

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<v Speaker 3>I wonder if he does. Have you been on their pages?

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<v Speaker 3>Is it on their pages as well? That'd be rude

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<v Speaker 3>if it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm going to fuck with Wikipedia later today. I'll

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I read that you've been acting since you was sixteen?

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<v Speaker 4>How I got started with performance in general. I was

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<v Speaker 4>for all the performances there. And I went, I'm thirteen,

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<v Speaker 4>and usually I've always been a talker, so I was like, hey,

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<v Speaker 4>all like that? Are they all like that? In choir?

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<v Speaker 4>hilarious and again ridiculous, But it was mostly because I

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<v Speaker 4>different place to get sweaty and tired. And then yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>that's where, that's where are? You know, having a gross

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<v Speaker 4>misunderstanding of what was going to happen when I came

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<v Speaker 4>to California. But I was blessed that when I got here,

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't know this, did not know this when over

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<v Speaker 4>to her house, was hanging out, chatted with her dad

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<v Speaker 4>for like an hour and a half, and my sister

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<v Speaker 4>and their friend were very confused. They're like, Nick's really

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<v Speaker 4>getting along with philm that that was going on. I

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<v Speaker 4>and my dreams and my aspirations and my goals, and

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<v Speaker 4>at the end of the hour and a half, Chatty goes, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, oh, what do you do? You know? I'd

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<v Speaker 4>asked him a bunch of other questions about life and

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<v Speaker 4>none about work. I was like, you know, where'd you

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<v Speaker 4>grow up? You know you have any siblings' what.

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<v Speaker 6>Kind of trouble did.

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<v Speaker 4>You get into as a kid? For one that I realized,

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, oh, I've never asked any normal questions.

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<v Speaker 4>What do you do? And he goes, oh, I'm a

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<v Speaker 4>talent manager And I'm like, really really cool, that's really

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<v Speaker 4>cool man hiring telling Yeah, I was how does that work?

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<v Speaker 4>So now to actually answer your question properly? Ro That

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<v Speaker 4>was about when I started doing on camera at least auditioning.

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<v Speaker 4>Started doing some minor television shows did like Investigation, Discovery

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<v Speaker 4>a lot. I was one of the casting directors Star

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<v Speaker 4>Children anytime they needed someone to be a murderer they

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<v Speaker 4>called me okay, which I was yeah, yeah. Just to

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<v Speaker 4>give context, I was about eighteen years old when I

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<v Speaker 4>was told by a casting director you've come in now

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<v Speaker 4>to read for like the here row. Like a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of times I was auditioning for star football player, nice

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<v Speaker 4>guy and whatever, and it never went well, never went well,

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<v Speaker 4>because that's that's not my type at all. My agent

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<v Speaker 4>manager were convinced that that was that was the line

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<v Speaker 4>to run. And a casting director I saw three different

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<v Speaker 4>times she goes, you understand, you look a little evil, right,

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<v Speaker 4>And I'm like huh and she's like, no, no, no, not

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<v Speaker 4>in a bad way. She's like, you you have like

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<v Speaker 4>a an intensity behind your eyes that you can only

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<v Speaker 4>find in someone who is evil. Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>So it didn't sound by the second time she said it.

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, no, no, no, no, no, significantly worse. And I

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<v Speaker 4>was like, oh, so I'm evil, good, evil, bad? Nothing. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>She's like, no, evil nothing, I'm not saying you are evil.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm just saying that you would play evil very well.

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<v Speaker 4>And I walked away from that and I looked in

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<v Speaker 4>the mirror for a long time, and that was when

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<v Speaker 4>I decided to to close my eyes to the rest

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<v Speaker 4>of the world and be illusional for the rest of

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<v Speaker 4>my life. And it's gotten well, it's got it's gone

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<v Speaker 4>fucking well. Started doing that, started streaming on Twitch just

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<v Speaker 4>to pass the time because I was stuck in my

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<v Speaker 4>house anyway, and that started doing pretty well, started paying

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<v Speaker 4>my bills, which was a blessing. And then by twenty

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<v Speaker 4>two I had been berated by multiple people saying, start

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<v Speaker 4>doing TikTok, you're funny.

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<v Speaker 3>To do it, do it.

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<v Speaker 4>And so yeah, I was like, all right, that was

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<v Speaker 4>just your mom, Yeah, that was oh, yeah, that was

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<v Speaker 4>my mother. Oh and your mom too. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 4>that they did a book club together. Yea yeah. And

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<v Speaker 4>I discovered the wonderful world community support between and discovered

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<v Speaker 4>the life I could lead, you know, in a bit

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<v Speaker 4>of a transactional way. I give you me, you give

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<v Speaker 4>me money. And that was a really hard thing for

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<v Speaker 4>me to understand because I from sixteen never didn't I

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<v Speaker 4>always had a job, a nine to five or a

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<v Speaker 4>part time job. There was not a point between sixteen

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<v Speaker 4>and twenty five, twenty four that I didn't have the

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<v Speaker 4>wtube some middle of a manager telling me what to

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<v Speaker 4>do in parking at my faith. Yeah, so I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>understand what that was like. And I know it when

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<v Speaker 4>I say I give them me and they give me money,

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<v Speaker 4>it's not quite like that. It is more of at

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<v Speaker 4>least for Twitch and then for FanHouse for a while,

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<v Speaker 4>and then Patreon, it was a hey, you know, I,

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<v Speaker 4>to the best of my ability to give a shit

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<v Speaker 4>about the well being of the group of support. Obviously

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<v Speaker 4>caring too much about the individual does make it a

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<v Speaker 4>little parasocially, but you know, I'm like, I give a

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<v Speaker 4>shit about you guys. You know, I show up to

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<v Speaker 4>stream almost every single day, posting these videos every single day,

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<v Speaker 4>and there's like there are those like first twenty thirty

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<v Speaker 4>people that supported me that I still have in my

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<v Speaker 4>mind every time and make a video, you know. And

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<v Speaker 4>at this point it's been six years since I started streaming,

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<v Speaker 4>So there are some people that have been in my

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<v Speaker 4>stream since the beginning that you know, we've kind of

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<v Speaker 4>grown with and they're now, you know, finished college. And

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<v Speaker 4>I knew it was going to be a job once

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<v Speaker 4>I was able to quit my day job essentially one

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<v Speaker 4>of the ones that I had at twenty five, and

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<v Speaker 4>so it around when I started Quinn. So maybe when

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<v Speaker 4>I was twenty four. That was when it hit me.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I grew up. I grew up pretty poor

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<v Speaker 4>in Iowa and in Michigan. We my mom wears a

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<v Speaker 4>seventy hour a week waitress. My dad was in the Navy,

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<v Speaker 4>so he was on a boat for you know, ten

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<v Speaker 4>months of the year, and then after that he was

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<v Speaker 4>working at a sears so for a lot of my

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<v Speaker 4>you know, pre fourteen fifteen, when my dad started working

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<v Speaker 4>for the military again, I I don't know. And even

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<v Speaker 4>when he was reading for the military, work was everything,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, there was you had nothing else but your

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<v Speaker 4>thing that puts food on the table. So unfortunately, as

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<v Speaker 4>much as I believed in myself, I knew I'm like

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I'm pretty good in acting and pretty good

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<v Speaker 4>at this. It wasn't until I could support myself started

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<v Speaker 4>to click.

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<v Speaker 1>That's so cool. Well a little journey.

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<v Speaker 3>How did you.

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<v Speaker 2>Make the leap from acting to that bridge that's Quentin,

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<v Speaker 2>because that's quite a bridge to cross.

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<v Speaker 4>So again, this one starts pretty young. When I was

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<v Speaker 4>fourteen thirteen, I was really into this book series called Aragon,

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<v Speaker 4>the book about dragons, and prior to the final book

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<v Speaker 4>being published, I was very disappointed the book stopped because

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<v Speaker 4>I started reading when there I think three or four,

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<v Speaker 4>and I'm like, man, these characters aren't done. There's more

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<v Speaker 4>of a story that needs to be told. And so

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<v Speaker 4>I wrote the next few chapters for myself, not understanding

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<v Speaker 4>fan fashion, yeah and what it was. So I had

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<v Speaker 4>written these couple of chapters of Aragon, and then I

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<v Speaker 4>was sitting there one day like, I wonder if anybody

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<v Speaker 4>else has written any chapters about Aragon, you know, maybe

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<v Speaker 4>somebody else felt the same way as being. And that's

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<v Speaker 4>how I discovered, you know, a number of different websites,

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<v Speaker 4>and so I began writing fan fiction for those websites

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<v Speaker 4>when I was fourteen, and of course no one knew

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<v Speaker 4>I was fourteen. I was I was loudly saying I'm

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<v Speaker 4>I'm twenty, which no one believed by the way. Everyone

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<v Speaker 4>was like, oh, they're eighteen, saying they're twenty, and I'm

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<v Speaker 4>like sure, yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Total To be fair, it depends when you voice dropped,

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<v Speaker 3>because that voice is deep. So if it's.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, oh thanks, oh that man, yes, I can

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<v Speaker 4>do a pretty good you know, automated voice voice, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>voicemail voice. And so I was, you know, riffing on

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<v Speaker 4>it on stream, and I jokingly like, I don't remember

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<v Speaker 4>how the Daddy issues hotlines started or where the original

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<v Speaker 4>idea was from, but I was doing Oh, I was

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<v Speaker 4>on stream and I was doing the thank you for

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<v Speaker 4>calling Nick Meyer's stream, thank you so much for coming

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<v Speaker 4>blah blah blah blah blah, and someone said, thanks so

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<v Speaker 4>much for coming?

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<v Speaker 4>In that voice?

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<v Speaker 6>And I immediately.

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<v Speaker 4>That kind of put the worm in my brain. So

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<v Speaker 4>when I was filming tiktoks a couple of days later,

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<v Speaker 4>I made the video. And that was back when I

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<v Speaker 4>used to record, Like I used to post three videos

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<v Speaker 4>a day minimum, and so I'd record six to eight

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<v Speaker 4>at once, batch them all together, and then record, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>post him as I could. I posted that one at

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<v Speaker 4>seven pm, close my phone. I don't open TikTok. I

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<v Speaker 4>used to not open TikTok like after I posted, just

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<v Speaker 4>let it, let it sit, so I didn't become neurotic.

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<v Speaker 4>Didn't work. Yeah, yeah, So I woke up to a

427
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<v Speaker 4>bunch of comments that are like, I'm gonna suck your

428
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<v Speaker 4>cock clean off. I need that. Yeah good, I need that.

429
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<v Speaker 4>And the fast forward is, you know, people started tanking

430
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<v Speaker 4>Quinn and my stuff eventually, you know, at first, I

431
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<v Speaker 4>but I'm a negotiator at heart, the value of interest,

432
00:23:03.480 --> 00:23:05.359
<v Speaker 4>and so at first they were like, oh, you should

433
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<v Speaker 4>apply for Quinn, like there's a portal to apply, and

434
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<v Speaker 4>I was like, oh wait, and they're like, wouldn't that

435
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<v Speaker 4>be like really good? You know, it's it's you know,

436
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<v Speaker 4>be consistent yet YadA, And I'm like, oh wait, I'll

437
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<v Speaker 4>wait for them to reach out to me. And I

438
00:23:17.519 --> 00:23:20.480
<v Speaker 4>did not a not a cockywaight at all. It was

439
00:23:20.599 --> 00:23:22.799
<v Speaker 4>because for me, I had started doing FanHouse, so in

440
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<v Speaker 4>my head, I was like, I'm already comfortable doing my

441
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<v Speaker 4>payball platforms direct to listen, you know, direct to the fan.

442
00:23:31.839 --> 00:23:33.359
<v Speaker 4>When I said I'll wait for them to come to me,

443
00:23:33.440 --> 00:23:35.960
<v Speaker 4>it was more of a I'm not too keen on

444
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<v Speaker 4>stopping doing specifically on like FanHouse or Patreon. It was

445
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<v Speaker 4>not like I'm a bad bitch and they'll come to me.

446
00:23:42.599 --> 00:23:44.880
<v Speaker 4>It was purely just I'm having fun with what I'm doing,

447
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<v Speaker 4>and if I'm going to switch what I'm doing, i'd

448
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<v Speaker 4>like it to be you know, I'd like, I'd like

449
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<v Speaker 4>for it to come to me. I don't want to

450
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<v Speaker 4>I don't want to hunt down a new job when

451
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<v Speaker 4>I don't feel like I'm done with my current one.

452
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<v Speaker 3>That's sort of how I felt at.

453
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<v Speaker 4>That's that's how he began. And ironically it was they

454
00:24:02.400 --> 00:24:06.640
<v Speaker 4>didn't even know about like my writing fan fiction or

455
00:24:06.680 --> 00:24:08.799
<v Speaker 4>anything like that. They had just listened to my stuff

456
00:24:08.799 --> 00:24:10.880
<v Speaker 4>on fan House, and I was like, you can, you

457
00:24:10.880 --> 00:24:12.440
<v Speaker 4>can do this very well. You know, you do the

458
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<v Speaker 4>director listener very well. And the rest.

459
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<v Speaker 1>Is an over three million plays.

460
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<v Speaker 3>You sounded like you were all like confident in yourself

461
00:24:20.680 --> 00:24:23.759
<v Speaker 3>growing up, moving into audio erotica. You know, what's what's

462
00:24:23.799 --> 00:24:25.920
<v Speaker 3>the story? What's the young Nick? Who was he?

463
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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

464
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<v Speaker 4>You guys want to see him?

465
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<v Speaker 8>No, that sounded dodgy and expecting a picture just to

466
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<v Speaker 8>pop up on Oh my god, that is another second

467
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<v Speaker 8>time I've made a potentially sexual joke with no intention

468
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<v Speaker 8>of being sexual.

469
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<v Speaker 1>Literally like a kindergarten school picture.

470
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<v Speaker 4>Oh thank god, thank god.

471
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<v Speaker 3>Just just to be clear, we are looking at a

472
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<v Speaker 3>picture of a young Nick, not yes.

473
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<v Speaker 6>Anyway, we didn't need to clear that up.

474
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<v Speaker 4>I'm so sorry. I have so.

475
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<v Speaker 3>And you're never going on into the podcast.

476
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<v Speaker 8>Are you?

477
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<v Speaker 6>No?

478
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<v Speaker 7>No?

479
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<v Speaker 6>No, no, no, no, yeah, no no you are this is gold?

480
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<v Speaker 1>Are you kidding me?

481
00:25:14.319 --> 00:25:19.960
<v Speaker 3>So going back to young Nick, Young Nicholas, Yeah, young Nicholas,

482
00:25:20.319 --> 00:25:22.359
<v Speaker 3>were you a confident person?

483
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<v Speaker 4>I wouldn't say any of that confidence struck until probably sixteen,

484
00:25:27.279 --> 00:25:29.319
<v Speaker 4>and even that it didn't like strike. I was a

485
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<v Speaker 4>very goofy looking kid. I was born to and a

486
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<v Speaker 4>half months early, so I was born cross eyed with

487
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<v Speaker 4>a crooked smile.

488
00:25:34.200 --> 00:25:36.680
<v Speaker 3>And oh I'm British, your teeth look amazing.

489
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, So I was, you know, born crossided, crooked smile.

490
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<v Speaker 4>It was always was a very goofy kid. My parents

491
00:25:42.720 --> 00:25:45.799
<v Speaker 4>are very goofy, very silly, very funny people. But I

492
00:25:45.839 --> 00:25:48.000
<v Speaker 4>was the youngest of my family by a mile. You know,

493
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<v Speaker 4>my cousins are all older. I'm the youngest of my siblings.

494
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<v Speaker 4>So I was a very shy kid. Didn't really spend

495
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<v Speaker 4>much time out about, didn't have any friends because we

496
00:25:57.680 --> 00:25:59.759
<v Speaker 4>moved around so much as well, you know, being in

497
00:26:00.160 --> 00:26:02.559
<v Speaker 4>my dad being in the navy, so I found a

498
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<v Speaker 4>lot of solace in like video games and legos and books.

499
00:26:06.920 --> 00:26:10.319
<v Speaker 4>So I read a lot. I was three four books

500
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<v Speaker 4>a week kid until I was, you know, fifteen. I

501
00:26:13.759 --> 00:26:16.440
<v Speaker 4>didn't get out much and having moved so much, I

502
00:26:16.440 --> 00:26:19.920
<v Speaker 4>didn't really have firm ground to stand on, so I

503
00:26:19.920 --> 00:26:22.240
<v Speaker 4>was always going to a new school, meeting new people.

504
00:26:23.119 --> 00:26:26.079
<v Speaker 4>Never really got to discover that confidence. I was always

505
00:26:26.160 --> 00:26:29.680
<v Speaker 4>like the new kid, I'm not super comfortable. It wasn't

506
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<v Speaker 4>again until when I moved to California. One of the

507
00:26:32.720 --> 00:26:36.119
<v Speaker 4>things that I really leaned heavily on was, oh, I've

508
00:26:36.119 --> 00:26:38.920
<v Speaker 4>always hated being the new kid, but now I can

509
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<v Speaker 4>just choose who to be now, you know, in a

510
00:26:43.480 --> 00:26:46.400
<v Speaker 4>weird way, it was a what are the things about

511
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<v Speaker 4>myself that I like? What are the things about myself

512
00:26:48.759 --> 00:26:51.200
<v Speaker 4>that other people like? And I had this conversation with

513
00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:54.079
<v Speaker 4>myself when I was moving to California. I was what

514
00:26:54.119 --> 00:26:56.519
<v Speaker 4>do I want to leave Michigan with? And what do

515
00:26:56.559 --> 00:26:59.240
<v Speaker 4>I want to leave in Michigan? And one of those

516
00:27:00.119 --> 00:27:02.640
<v Speaker 4>very serious question I'd ask myself because when I got here,

517
00:27:02.680 --> 00:27:04.960
<v Speaker 4>I didn't really know who I was. You know, when

518
00:27:04.960 --> 00:27:09.079
<v Speaker 4>you're sixteen, you don't fucking know anything. You don't know yourself,

519
00:27:09.160 --> 00:27:11.400
<v Speaker 4>you don't know anybody else. I was just like, what

520
00:27:11.480 --> 00:27:13.680
<v Speaker 4>things made me feel good? What should made me feel bad?

521
00:27:13.839 --> 00:27:16.119
<v Speaker 4>And so when I came here, I was I was like, Okay,

522
00:27:16.200 --> 00:27:20.000
<v Speaker 4>I've made good friends in Michigan. I found some elements

523
00:27:20.039 --> 00:27:24.000
<v Speaker 4>myself that I'm proud of, you know, singing, performing, acting, whatever.

524
00:27:24.480 --> 00:27:27.000
<v Speaker 4>Let's lean on that, you know, let's focus on that.

525
00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:30.680
<v Speaker 4>So rather than I'm an amorphous blob who likes to

526
00:27:30.720 --> 00:27:33.240
<v Speaker 4>read and play video games, I am somebody with direction.

527
00:27:33.920 --> 00:27:35.960
<v Speaker 4>I'm someone who wants to be an actor and will

528
00:27:36.000 --> 00:27:38.160
<v Speaker 4>be an actor and wants to perform and will perform.

529
00:27:38.400 --> 00:27:42.640
<v Speaker 4>And that resolution is what gave me confidence because now,

530
00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:45.559
<v Speaker 4>no matter what anybody else thought of me, I was

531
00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:49.160
<v Speaker 4>still something. And yeah, that's where the confidence came from.

532
00:27:49.279 --> 00:27:52.799
<v Speaker 1>That's that's an incredibly young age to embrace that kind

533
00:27:52.839 --> 00:27:55.799
<v Speaker 1>of confidence, like to step into I mean at sixteen,

534
00:27:56.119 --> 00:28:00.440
<v Speaker 1>eighteen twenty five, Like, what do you attribute your ability

535
00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:02.079
<v Speaker 1>to be able to do that at such a young age?

536
00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:06.359
<v Speaker 4>I would die. Two things. I would say reading really helped.

537
00:28:06.720 --> 00:28:10.319
<v Speaker 4>And also because because of my older siblings and because

538
00:28:10.359 --> 00:28:12.880
<v Speaker 4>I was the youngest, we had a very tumultuous childhood.

539
00:28:13.000 --> 00:28:16.440
<v Speaker 4>We had a very rocky childhood for a lot of reasons.

540
00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:20.039
<v Speaker 4>One of the things that my siblings did was they

541
00:28:20.480 --> 00:28:23.039
<v Speaker 4>observed the bad things that the adults in our lives

542
00:28:23.039 --> 00:28:24.880
<v Speaker 4>would do and just kind of take it as bad

543
00:28:24.880 --> 00:28:28.079
<v Speaker 4>and walk away from it, And for me, I saw

544
00:28:28.359 --> 00:28:30.200
<v Speaker 4>how that hurt them. You know, they took on the

545
00:28:30.200 --> 00:28:32.599
<v Speaker 4>weight of everything that everybody else was doing in their life,

546
00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:35.920
<v Speaker 4>and instead I took it as like a learning opportunity

547
00:28:36.319 --> 00:28:39.279
<v Speaker 4>of this is this is what's going to ruin your life,

548
00:28:39.319 --> 00:28:41.400
<v Speaker 4>this is what won't ruin your life. Here are the

549
00:28:41.400 --> 00:28:43.400
<v Speaker 4>good things I can pull away from this. Rather than

550
00:28:43.440 --> 00:28:45.559
<v Speaker 4>just having like an end all, be all parent, who

551
00:28:45.599 --> 00:28:48.240
<v Speaker 4>is your role model for everything, I instead went, Okay,

552
00:28:48.480 --> 00:28:50.519
<v Speaker 4>I'm going to take the good and bad from this one,

553
00:28:50.519 --> 00:28:51.759
<v Speaker 4>and the good and bad from this one, and the

554
00:28:51.799 --> 00:28:53.400
<v Speaker 4>good and bad from this one, from every person in

555
00:28:53.400 --> 00:28:56.799
<v Speaker 4>my life that I could, you know, find some understanding

556
00:28:56.960 --> 00:29:00.640
<v Speaker 4>or life knowledge from. And it led me to become

557
00:29:00.680 --> 00:29:05.319
<v Speaker 4>a far more introspective person because I was always placing

558
00:29:05.440 --> 00:29:09.960
<v Speaker 4>my current personhood and my actions to those adults in

559
00:29:09.960 --> 00:29:12.279
<v Speaker 4>my life and to those people in my life. So

560
00:29:12.319 --> 00:29:16.599
<v Speaker 4>by the time I at sixteen, I was already every mistake,

561
00:29:16.640 --> 00:29:21.480
<v Speaker 4>every decision I was making, I would immediately go into

562
00:29:22.440 --> 00:29:24.119
<v Speaker 4>unfortunately it was a bad thing at the time it was.

563
00:29:24.160 --> 00:29:26.680
<v Speaker 4>I would go into a spiral of was this was

564
00:29:27.079 --> 00:29:30.400
<v Speaker 4>did my actions align with my current morals and values? Yes?

565
00:29:30.519 --> 00:29:33.200
<v Speaker 4>Or no? And I'd asked myself that question a million times.

566
00:29:33.240 --> 00:29:36.960
<v Speaker 4>If I hurt someone's feelings, or I rejected somebody that

567
00:29:37.079 --> 00:29:40.640
<v Speaker 4>asked me out and I felt bad, or if I

568
00:29:40.680 --> 00:29:43.079
<v Speaker 4>said something rude to a friend and didn't realize, I'd

569
00:29:43.160 --> 00:29:47.200
<v Speaker 4>constantly be asking myself, where is this align in my

570
00:29:47.319 --> 00:29:50.079
<v Speaker 4>values and morals? So by the time I was hitting

571
00:29:50.079 --> 00:29:53.200
<v Speaker 4>that age, I was already I was already beating myself

572
00:29:53.240 --> 00:29:56.839
<v Speaker 4>black and blue for every mistake I made. I was

573
00:29:56.880 --> 00:30:01.279
<v Speaker 4>already going in and diving in thinking about every action.

574
00:30:02.359 --> 00:30:04.279
<v Speaker 4>So once I was doing that. But the reason I

575
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:07.279
<v Speaker 4>was able to have that knowledge is, oh, if I

576
00:30:07.519 --> 00:30:12.839
<v Speaker 4>can hurt myself with my thoughts and my feelings, you know,

577
00:30:12.880 --> 00:30:15.519
<v Speaker 4>if I can like make myself feel so bad for whatever,

578
00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:17.720
<v Speaker 4>and I could also make myself feel pretty good. Like

579
00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:20.759
<v Speaker 4>I could also at the same time control my thoughts

580
00:30:21.039 --> 00:30:23.359
<v Speaker 4>towards a positive one. Didn't get rid of the depression,

581
00:30:23.359 --> 00:30:25.720
<v Speaker 4>didn't get rid of the anxiety, didn't get to the ADHD,

582
00:30:25.759 --> 00:30:27.720
<v Speaker 4>none of that. But I was able to go, Okay,

583
00:30:28.119 --> 00:30:32.519
<v Speaker 4>there is some merit to your mind. Is you only

584
00:30:32.599 --> 00:30:36.480
<v Speaker 4>exist through your thoughts, you you know. And that's how

585
00:30:36.519 --> 00:30:39.039
<v Speaker 4>I got to the point where I could say, at

586
00:30:39.119 --> 00:30:41.200
<v Speaker 4>least I can be an actor. At least I can

587
00:30:41.240 --> 00:30:43.759
<v Speaker 4>be a performer. I want to take that.

588
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<v Speaker 1>That's incredible. No, it's so good. I mean that usually

589
00:30:46.839 --> 00:30:49.240
<v Speaker 1>takes people decades of therapy to get there.

590
00:30:49.920 --> 00:30:53.200
<v Speaker 4>And I still struggle with it. It's not a I

591
00:30:53.319 --> 00:30:56.640
<v Speaker 4>still have a very hard time with you know, that spiraling,

592
00:30:56.640 --> 00:31:01.400
<v Speaker 4>that overthinking, et cetera. That doesn't change. But I at

593
00:31:01.480 --> 00:31:05.000
<v Speaker 4>least have had the tools, I think, to chip away

594
00:31:05.039 --> 00:31:06.799
<v Speaker 4>in it. Now it's incredible.

595
00:31:07.440 --> 00:31:11.000
<v Speaker 3>So your confidence sort of grew and your self introspection

596
00:31:11.119 --> 00:31:14.160
<v Speaker 3>and your growing up. Where did you find this the

597
00:31:14.160 --> 00:31:18.000
<v Speaker 3>confidence sexually to then move into order erotica? Was that

598
00:31:18.039 --> 00:31:19.279
<v Speaker 3>a different type of confidence?

599
00:31:19.599 --> 00:31:21.799
<v Speaker 4>That's very that's a good I haven't thought of that.

600
00:31:21.880 --> 00:31:24.440
<v Speaker 4>I haven't really, you know, I've thought extensively. I should

601
00:31:24.440 --> 00:31:28.200
<v Speaker 4>say about how I got to the comfort. I guess

602
00:31:28.240 --> 00:31:30.319
<v Speaker 4>it's less about the confidence and more about the comfort.

603
00:31:31.079 --> 00:31:36.279
<v Speaker 4>I grew up in a very open minded household my parents.

604
00:31:36.640 --> 00:31:38.480
<v Speaker 4>My parents, I'm not going to say, talked about sex

605
00:31:38.519 --> 00:31:40.559
<v Speaker 4>all the time, but my parents were not opposed to

606
00:31:40.599 --> 00:31:45.160
<v Speaker 4>us understanding how sex worked. You know, what adults did,

607
00:31:45.440 --> 00:31:48.200
<v Speaker 4>and how to stay safe. It was. It was integral

608
00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:51.079
<v Speaker 4>in my understanding of consent and safety when it came

609
00:31:51.119 --> 00:31:53.039
<v Speaker 4>to sex, because I was exposed to it at such

610
00:31:53.039 --> 00:31:54.720
<v Speaker 4>a young age. And then my brother's seven years older

611
00:31:54.759 --> 00:31:57.279
<v Speaker 4>than I am, So I was seven when he was fourteen,

612
00:31:57.319 --> 00:31:59.119
<v Speaker 4>and he was going through sex ed and had his

613
00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:02.279
<v Speaker 4>first girlfriend, et cetera. So I was by proxy kind

614
00:32:02.279 --> 00:32:05.079
<v Speaker 4>of learning all the same stuff at seven years old.

615
00:32:05.319 --> 00:32:07.519
<v Speaker 4>And I would say that the sexual confidence kind of

616
00:32:07.559 --> 00:32:11.400
<v Speaker 4>came from realizing also at sixteen, when I had my

617
00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:14.440
<v Speaker 4>you know, started having my first sexual encounters, I realized

618
00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:18.519
<v Speaker 4>very quickly that sex was just was just interest. It

619
00:32:18.559 --> 00:32:21.160
<v Speaker 4>was interest and observation. And because I was already doing

620
00:32:21.240 --> 00:32:23.279
<v Speaker 4>so much observation of everybody in my life, when I

621
00:32:23.319 --> 00:32:25.839
<v Speaker 4>was having my first sexual encounters, I was like, I'm

622
00:32:25.839 --> 00:32:27.799
<v Speaker 4>just in there with my mouth between someone's legs, looking

623
00:32:27.839 --> 00:32:32.359
<v Speaker 4>up at them like is this good? Fun? Is this good?

624
00:32:32.720 --> 00:32:35.880
<v Speaker 4>I just look at it and I and so when

625
00:32:35.880 --> 00:32:39.359
<v Speaker 4>I when I finally became you know, fully sexually active

626
00:32:39.359 --> 00:32:43.839
<v Speaker 4>as an adult, I realized how how well that perception

627
00:32:44.119 --> 00:32:46.839
<v Speaker 4>or that you know, that observation of the other person

628
00:32:46.880 --> 00:32:50.000
<v Speaker 4>could help with sex. So I think the confidence again

629
00:32:50.039 --> 00:32:52.680
<v Speaker 4>didn't really come from any stroke of like, oh, I'm

630
00:32:52.720 --> 00:32:56.200
<v Speaker 4>the I'm the best booker in the world. You know.

631
00:32:57.160 --> 00:32:59.359
<v Speaker 4>It was more of okay, you know, if I'm able

632
00:32:59.400 --> 00:33:02.640
<v Speaker 4>to learn how somebody works, because that's how it is.

633
00:33:02.680 --> 00:33:04.799
<v Speaker 4>That's all. That's all sex has been in my life

634
00:33:04.920 --> 00:33:08.640
<v Speaker 4>is I I may I may be an awful you know,

635
00:33:08.680 --> 00:33:10.680
<v Speaker 4>I may be awful in bed for some people, to

636
00:33:10.839 --> 00:33:13.240
<v Speaker 4>some people because like we had a one night stand

637
00:33:13.279 --> 00:33:14.640
<v Speaker 4>or whatever, and it's all, yeah, it was awful. It

638
00:33:14.680 --> 00:33:16.200
<v Speaker 4>was like, yeah, because I didn't learn you. I didn't

639
00:33:16.240 --> 00:33:18.720
<v Speaker 4>learn you. I I you you have, sure you have

640
00:33:18.880 --> 00:33:23.799
<v Speaker 4>like your your five things you always do, but I didn't.

641
00:33:23.839 --> 00:33:31.279
<v Speaker 5>I didn't learn how it worked yet.

642
00:33:29.839 --> 00:33:38.079
<v Speaker 9>Or seven five seven six seven seven seven seven seven

643
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<v Speaker 9>seven seven seven seven seven.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. The confidence isn't just this like resounding understanding that

645
00:33:45.720 --> 00:33:48.000
<v Speaker 4>I'm the best ever. It's more of a I'm willing

646
00:33:48.039 --> 00:33:50.279
<v Speaker 4>to learn, and honestly I've I've ren into that a

647
00:33:50.279 --> 00:33:53.079
<v Speaker 4>lot with Quinn, you know, with once I branched out

648
00:33:53.359 --> 00:33:55.920
<v Speaker 4>from my own personal experiences or my own stories I

649
00:33:55.920 --> 00:33:57.960
<v Speaker 4>wanted to tell because I did my first you know,

650
00:33:57.960 --> 00:34:01.680
<v Speaker 4>one hundred something audios with no no other input. I

651
00:34:01.759 --> 00:34:03.920
<v Speaker 4>was writing them all or greating them all, editing them

652
00:34:03.920 --> 00:34:07.200
<v Speaker 4>all and over the last I want to say, almost

653
00:34:07.279 --> 00:34:11.280
<v Speaker 4>a year now, so around thirty five forty audios. I've

654
00:34:11.320 --> 00:34:13.320
<v Speaker 4>had a co writer for a lot of them, or

655
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:16.360
<v Speaker 4>who helps me with specifically the premises, who will send

656
00:34:16.440 --> 00:34:19.280
<v Speaker 4>me over scripts or ideas and stuff like that, and

657
00:34:19.320 --> 00:34:21.880
<v Speaker 4>that has helped because one it's made a collaborative process,

658
00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:26.000
<v Speaker 4>which I really enjoy. I love working with other people,

659
00:34:26.039 --> 00:34:29.880
<v Speaker 4>with the team, with whatever. But truthfully, I only one person.

660
00:34:29.920 --> 00:34:32.559
<v Speaker 4>Can you can only fuck so much on the time,

661
00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:34.480
<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean?

662
00:34:35.000 --> 00:34:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, yeah, you can.

663
00:34:36.519 --> 00:34:39.880
<v Speaker 4>Only you can. The average twenty seven year old individual

664
00:34:39.920 --> 00:34:42.519
<v Speaker 4>can only have had can only you know they even

665
00:34:42.519 --> 00:34:45.519
<v Speaker 4>if they had sex every day, you know, eventually, like

666
00:34:45.559 --> 00:34:51.239
<v Speaker 4>you run out of way idea that you know sometimes,

667
00:34:51.239 --> 00:34:53.159
<v Speaker 4>like I said, you've got your five things you always do.

668
00:34:53.239 --> 00:34:55.719
<v Speaker 4>And I realized after doing one hundred audios, I'm like, oh,

669
00:34:55.719 --> 00:35:01.440
<v Speaker 4>I'm doing this far. It was like I'm really just

670
00:35:01.480 --> 00:35:03.760
<v Speaker 4>falling back, especially on the days where I was like

671
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:05.880
<v Speaker 4>rushing to get an audio and on time or something

672
00:35:05.920 --> 00:35:09.280
<v Speaker 4>like that, and I'd fall back on writing. I'd do

673
00:35:09.440 --> 00:35:12.239
<v Speaker 4>far less writing and much more just living out a

674
00:35:12.280 --> 00:35:15.239
<v Speaker 4>sexual experience in my head and voicing it as I went.

675
00:35:16.000 --> 00:35:19.039
<v Speaker 4>And I'm like, oh, yeah, I know, I know how

676
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:21.599
<v Speaker 4>I am in bed now, you know, obviously because I've

677
00:35:22.320 --> 00:35:25.639
<v Speaker 4>done the same fucking thing, the same physical act, three

678
00:35:25.639 --> 00:35:28.000
<v Speaker 4>audios running, and I'm like, okay, guess yeah.

679
00:35:31.039 --> 00:35:33.239
<v Speaker 3>So that was when you thought yourself, I'll probably need

680
00:35:33.320 --> 00:35:36.599
<v Speaker 3>some help, probably need some yeah, yeah, So.

681
00:35:36.480 --> 00:35:39.039
<v Speaker 2>What was your comfort level like the night before your

682
00:35:39.079 --> 00:35:40.719
<v Speaker 2>first audio ever dropped?

683
00:35:42.320 --> 00:35:48.679
<v Speaker 4>My first audio was the Neighbors. It was the Strangers

684
00:35:48.760 --> 00:35:53.280
<v Speaker 4>to Lovers Neighbors audio. Yes, yes, slat tire Yeah yeah.

685
00:35:53.480 --> 00:35:56.920
<v Speaker 4>I was nervous as fuck, But because I had started

686
00:35:56.960 --> 00:35:59.039
<v Speaker 4>doing it on FanHouse, I don't think I was super scared.

687
00:35:59.039 --> 00:36:00.960
<v Speaker 4>So I guess a better better answer, a better question

688
00:36:01.039 --> 00:36:03.519
<v Speaker 4>to answer is how I felt when I first heard FanHouse,

689
00:36:03.719 --> 00:36:06.079
<v Speaker 4>because that was I wasn't doing not safe for work

690
00:36:06.119 --> 00:36:08.679
<v Speaker 4>stuff on FanHouse, but I was doing as close as

691
00:36:08.719 --> 00:36:11.599
<v Speaker 4>I could get. So I had done this stranger like

692
00:36:11.719 --> 00:36:16.880
<v Speaker 4>the Neighbor's audio to a degree with none of the

693
00:36:16.920 --> 00:36:22.480
<v Speaker 4>explicit stuff. It was everything pre explicit explicit, and I

694
00:36:22.519 --> 00:36:24.800
<v Speaker 4>wrote I changed the story quite a bit and made it,

695
00:36:24.840 --> 00:36:27.519
<v Speaker 4>you know, very different for Quinn. But I knew going

696
00:36:27.559 --> 00:36:29.199
<v Speaker 4>into Quinn, I was like I needed to do something

697
00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:31.880
<v Speaker 4>that I've already been thinking about writing or working on

698
00:36:32.679 --> 00:36:35.480
<v Speaker 4>the confidence going into that. I was just kind of

699
00:36:35.639 --> 00:36:38.280
<v Speaker 4>fucking around. That was the time in my life when

700
00:36:38.360 --> 00:36:40.760
<v Speaker 4>I was you know, doing on social media like so

701
00:36:40.840 --> 00:36:43.199
<v Speaker 4>much as social media. It was just me like throwing

702
00:36:43.199 --> 00:36:48.440
<v Speaker 4>a camera on for two hours and recording over like

703
00:36:48.599 --> 00:36:50.920
<v Speaker 4>random shit until I got so comfortable that the last

704
00:36:50.920 --> 00:36:54.159
<v Speaker 4>thirty minutes was just you know, flowing out all of

705
00:36:54.159 --> 00:36:58.719
<v Speaker 4>the video ideas. And so with the audio audio erotica. Honestly,

706
00:36:58.800 --> 00:37:01.880
<v Speaker 4>for a long time, the first year of doing Quinn,

707
00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:03.599
<v Speaker 4>I didn't write a single script.

708
00:37:03.639 --> 00:37:04.000
<v Speaker 3>Wow.

709
00:37:04.719 --> 00:37:06.280
<v Speaker 4>And I still even when I like when I would

710
00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:08.599
<v Speaker 4>do my own recordings, I don't write a script and

711
00:37:08.719 --> 00:37:11.639
<v Speaker 4>you can unfortunately, and some of my early audios you

712
00:37:11.639 --> 00:37:13.559
<v Speaker 4>can tell. You can tell I don't write a script,

713
00:37:13.639 --> 00:37:17.280
<v Speaker 4>and it's hard to get card to fucking follow sometimes.

714
00:37:17.719 --> 00:37:20.559
<v Speaker 4>So I had the conra. I was really really nervous,

715
00:37:20.559 --> 00:37:21.679
<v Speaker 4>and I had just walked into it and I was

716
00:37:21.719 --> 00:37:23.800
<v Speaker 4>just fucking around at the time, just throwing out seeing

717
00:37:23.800 --> 00:37:25.599
<v Speaker 4>what hit, laying it on the wall. So I was

718
00:37:25.639 --> 00:37:28.039
<v Speaker 4>actually I was nervous about it going out there. I

719
00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:30.199
<v Speaker 4>wasn't super nervous making it because I was just like,

720
00:37:30.239 --> 00:37:32.880
<v Speaker 4>you know, I've already seen what works and doesn't work,

721
00:37:32.920 --> 00:37:36.000
<v Speaker 4>and throwing shit out on TikTok and Instagram whatever, on

722
00:37:36.039 --> 00:37:37.719
<v Speaker 4>YouTube and just seeing if it works, see if and

723
00:37:37.760 --> 00:37:39.679
<v Speaker 4>it fits, and then also on streaming, I was kind

724
00:37:39.679 --> 00:37:42.039
<v Speaker 4>of doing the same thing. I'd be live for upwards

725
00:37:42.079 --> 00:37:45.800
<v Speaker 4>of ten hours a day, so you'll get to a point,

726
00:37:45.920 --> 00:37:48.039
<v Speaker 4>you know. I was doing anywhere from four hours to

727
00:37:48.119 --> 00:37:50.079
<v Speaker 4>ten hours almost every day on Twitch. I was like,

728
00:37:50.280 --> 00:37:52.639
<v Speaker 4>you get to a point where once someone can see

729
00:37:52.679 --> 00:37:55.239
<v Speaker 4>you and perceive you for that long, you're gonna bomb.

730
00:37:56.039 --> 00:37:58.519
<v Speaker 4>You're gonna make You're gonna say something that you think

731
00:37:58.639 --> 00:38:01.239
<v Speaker 4>is hilarious that no one find it's funny. You're gonna

732
00:38:01.239 --> 00:38:03.400
<v Speaker 4>say some ship yeah, and you're as you're gonna put

733
00:38:03.400 --> 00:38:06.360
<v Speaker 4>your foot in your mouth. You're gonna be uh, you know,

734
00:38:06.480 --> 00:38:09.920
<v Speaker 4>insensitive and stupid and silly and bad and unfunny and unsexy,

735
00:38:09.920 --> 00:38:12.480
<v Speaker 4>and all those things are going to happen. It's just

736
00:38:12.519 --> 00:38:15.320
<v Speaker 4>about acknowledging when they do. And so doing Quinn, I

737
00:38:15.360 --> 00:38:18.519
<v Speaker 4>was just like, Yeah, I'm just sitting in front of

738
00:38:18.519 --> 00:38:21.679
<v Speaker 4>my microphone and I'm trying to see what works, what

739
00:38:21.880 --> 00:38:24.599
<v Speaker 4>sounds good, what makes me feel sexy. I'm gonna keep

740
00:38:24.639 --> 00:38:27.760
<v Speaker 4>talking until I get turned on and then everybody else

741
00:38:27.840 --> 00:38:30.639
<v Speaker 4>I get turned up and eventually it it. You know,

742
00:38:30.840 --> 00:38:35.360
<v Speaker 4>we landed in a general ballpark of it works. What good? Oh?

743
00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:37.239
<v Speaker 4>This time it is because it's because I didn't call

744
00:38:37.280 --> 00:38:37.800
<v Speaker 4>it my wiener?

745
00:38:45.440 --> 00:38:47.599
<v Speaker 1>Was there a Was there a moment when you realized

746
00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:50.719
<v Speaker 1>that people aren't just enjoying your audios, but that you're

747
00:38:51.280 --> 00:38:54.079
<v Speaker 1>actually affecting them emotionally the listeners.

748
00:38:54.679 --> 00:38:59.639
<v Speaker 4>Mmm. My favorite Quinn comment ever, which became a running

749
00:38:59.679 --> 00:39:03.239
<v Speaker 4>joke amongst my friends for a long time, which was

750
00:39:04.159 --> 00:39:07.280
<v Speaker 4>ie opening in the Little Scary at the time, whenever

751
00:39:07.320 --> 00:39:10.360
<v Speaker 4>my husband watches the game I get my nicktime was

752
00:39:10.599 --> 00:39:14.599
<v Speaker 4>essentially the comment mm hmm. And I it was my

753
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:17.400
<v Speaker 4>first few months at Quinn, and I sat back and

754
00:39:17.400 --> 00:39:21.920
<v Speaker 4>I went, Oh, my content, rather than just being something

755
00:39:21.960 --> 00:39:24.599
<v Speaker 4>you see when you're scrolling, or that you see on

756
00:39:24.679 --> 00:39:27.400
<v Speaker 4>a bad TV show somewhere, this is something that people

757
00:39:27.400 --> 00:39:29.800
<v Speaker 4>are dedicating time to go listen to, that they see it,

758
00:39:29.840 --> 00:39:32.079
<v Speaker 4>they wait for it to come out, and it's having

759
00:39:32.079 --> 00:39:35.639
<v Speaker 4>an impact on their sex lives, whether it's someone who

760
00:39:35.679 --> 00:39:39.000
<v Speaker 4>is filling some gaps or somebody who is enhancing what

761
00:39:39.000 --> 00:39:43.000
<v Speaker 4>they already have. That comment was whenever my husband goes

762
00:39:43.039 --> 00:39:45.119
<v Speaker 4>to watch the game I get my nicktime, I'm like, oh,

763
00:39:45.159 --> 00:39:47.119
<v Speaker 4>this is a married this is a married woman who

764
00:39:47.159 --> 00:39:50.360
<v Speaker 4>is you know, using my audios in a in a

765
00:39:50.400 --> 00:39:54.559
<v Speaker 4>supplementary way or an anti way for it to their relationship,

766
00:39:54.559 --> 00:39:57.480
<v Speaker 4>like maybe they'dren't getting anything they want sexually. And that

767
00:39:57.559 --> 00:40:01.679
<v Speaker 4>was when I went, oh, this isn't just a quick wink,

768
00:40:02.039 --> 00:40:08.400
<v Speaker 4>quick rub yep, this is potentially impacting interpersonal relationships. You know,

769
00:40:08.440 --> 00:40:12.039
<v Speaker 4>this is a this is a My twenty four year

770
00:40:12.039 --> 00:40:15.239
<v Speaker 4>old boyfriend found Quinn downloaded on my phone and he's pissed.

771
00:40:15.320 --> 00:40:17.599
<v Speaker 4>You know. It's stuff like that. I was like, oh,

772
00:40:17.719 --> 00:40:21.519
<v Speaker 4>this can this can have lengthy, you know, lengthy impact

773
00:40:21.599 --> 00:40:24.000
<v Speaker 4>on people's lives. So I would say that was when

774
00:40:24.400 --> 00:40:26.239
<v Speaker 4>when it clicked, like cluse pretty early.

775
00:40:26.519 --> 00:40:28.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, So after that, did the relationship that you had

776
00:40:28.840 --> 00:40:33.599
<v Speaker 3>with your own voice change when you realized how people

777
00:40:33.639 --> 00:40:35.599
<v Speaker 3>responded to it and what it could affect.

778
00:40:36.079 --> 00:40:38.559
<v Speaker 4>Yes, and no. I think the element of my life

779
00:40:38.599 --> 00:40:41.639
<v Speaker 4>and that was affected was actually my sex life a

780
00:40:41.719 --> 00:40:45.039
<v Speaker 4>bit more than anything else. With doing Quinn. Knowing that

781
00:40:45.519 --> 00:40:47.320
<v Speaker 4>I was having this impact on other people, but I

782
00:40:47.400 --> 00:40:50.039
<v Speaker 4>was also kind of in a way giving a piece

783
00:40:50.079 --> 00:40:52.280
<v Speaker 4>of myself to them because so much of my audios

784
00:40:52.280 --> 00:40:54.320
<v Speaker 4>were improv I wasn't just getting a script and reading

785
00:40:54.360 --> 00:41:00.280
<v Speaker 4>it and depersonalizing from it. They were deeply personal to

786
00:41:00.400 --> 00:41:03.159
<v Speaker 4>some degree. So a lot of my sexual energy was

787
00:41:03.199 --> 00:41:07.760
<v Speaker 4>being used on these audios and it influenced my ability

788
00:41:07.800 --> 00:41:09.960
<v Speaker 4>to kind of, you know, perceive myself in a sexual

789
00:41:09.960 --> 00:41:12.800
<v Speaker 4>way that wasn't on Quinn. So as far as my

790
00:41:12.920 --> 00:41:16.639
<v Speaker 4>voice goes and seeing the impact, I still don't understand

791
00:41:16.800 --> 00:41:19.480
<v Speaker 4>sometimes about like it only being my voice. I'm like, no,

792
00:41:19.559 --> 00:41:22.159
<v Speaker 4>it's not like just the voice. It's like they're writing

793
00:41:22.280 --> 00:41:25.199
<v Speaker 4>and the editing and yah yah yeah, yeahda YadA. But yeah,

794
00:41:25.199 --> 00:41:27.559
<v Speaker 4>it's uh, it's it's very odd. It definitely has had

795
00:41:27.599 --> 00:41:29.280
<v Speaker 4>a lot of it lasting impact on my sex life.

796
00:41:29.320 --> 00:41:31.920
<v Speaker 4>It's I'm in a good way, you know for most

797
00:41:31.960 --> 00:41:34.400
<v Speaker 4>of most of the part. Most of the part it's it's good.

798
00:41:35.079 --> 00:41:37.719
<v Speaker 4>But some of it is like now the whole world

799
00:41:37.719 --> 00:41:42.599
<v Speaker 4>knows how I come, you know, especially after like my yeah,

800
00:41:42.840 --> 00:41:45.840
<v Speaker 4>like after my Ramble audios and stuff like that, like

801
00:41:45.920 --> 00:41:49.039
<v Speaker 4>those especially, I'm like, oh, yeah, now that these people

802
00:41:49.079 --> 00:41:52.480
<v Speaker 4>aren't just listening to me like act it out like

803
00:41:52.480 --> 00:41:58.559
<v Speaker 4>I'm actually doing any thing, you know. So it's definitely sound, Yes, yes, cats.

804
00:41:58.920 --> 00:42:00.440
<v Speaker 1>And what is that like for you? And like to

805
00:42:00.480 --> 00:42:02.639
<v Speaker 1>know that people are hearing the authenticness?

806
00:42:02.920 --> 00:42:07.119
<v Speaker 4>That part is a little difficult because if I will say,

807
00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:11.119
<v Speaker 4>and this is an easter egg moment, there is only

808
00:42:11.599 --> 00:42:15.679
<v Speaker 4>one ramble audio where I'm actually getting off, but I

809
00:42:15.880 --> 00:42:17.880
<v Speaker 4>and I will never say which one, because they were

810
00:42:17.880 --> 00:42:20.920
<v Speaker 4>like five four or five on my Quinn. You will

811
00:42:21.000 --> 00:42:23.719
<v Speaker 4>have to just guess. Because I've gotten so good at

812
00:42:23.760 --> 00:42:26.079
<v Speaker 4>sounding like I'm actually getting off, you would not know

813
00:42:26.159 --> 00:42:28.599
<v Speaker 4>either way. But the cat's out of the bag, and

814
00:42:28.639 --> 00:42:31.360
<v Speaker 4>in the way I've given that element up, I think

815
00:42:32.159 --> 00:42:34.880
<v Speaker 4>doing Quinn in general, I didn't have I don't know.

816
00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:37.039
<v Speaker 4>You gotta gotta put you gotta leave the shame at

817
00:42:37.079 --> 00:42:40.199
<v Speaker 4>the door. You know, you really do. You got to

818
00:42:40.280 --> 00:42:42.960
<v Speaker 4>leave your shame in the embarrassment at the door. Yeah,

819
00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:44.320
<v Speaker 4>so I think the cat, I think it was out

820
00:42:44.360 --> 00:42:45.800
<v Speaker 4>of the bag by the time I started.

821
00:42:46.320 --> 00:42:48.239
<v Speaker 3>You know, can I ask it what won't be a

822
00:42:48.280 --> 00:42:52.039
<v Speaker 3>difficult question, though, Why did you do a reality ramble

823
00:42:52.079 --> 00:42:56.679
<v Speaker 3>wang where you actually came that if you were you know,

824
00:42:56.760 --> 00:42:58.800
<v Speaker 3>what was your mindset? Why did you do it.

825
00:42:59.480 --> 00:43:01.400
<v Speaker 4>To see what it was like? To see what it

826
00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:05.039
<v Speaker 4>was like? I wanted to to get to get off

827
00:43:05.039 --> 00:43:07.760
<v Speaker 4>in general. It was actually my first time exploring my body.

828
00:43:08.079 --> 00:43:11.920
<v Speaker 4>I've never touched it before. But the answer to the

829
00:43:13.000 --> 00:43:18.679
<v Speaker 4>yeah right page of twenty five, I finally decided to

830
00:43:18.920 --> 00:43:19.960
<v Speaker 4>see what was going on?

831
00:43:20.000 --> 00:43:20.840
<v Speaker 3>What is happening?

832
00:43:21.639 --> 00:43:31.159
<v Speaker 4>What's happening? I'm feeling taller when I'm laying down. Uh right.

833
00:43:32.280 --> 00:43:35.119
<v Speaker 4>One of the questions I had received for a long

834
00:43:35.199 --> 00:43:38.639
<v Speaker 4>time prior to doing that ramble was does it turn

835
00:43:38.719 --> 00:43:41.840
<v Speaker 4>you on to know that people are getting off to

836
00:43:41.880 --> 00:43:45.599
<v Speaker 4>your audios? And the answer was always no, And I

837
00:43:45.920 --> 00:43:48.119
<v Speaker 4>still don't. Like. It's not like it turns me on.

838
00:43:48.239 --> 00:43:51.519
<v Speaker 4>It's more of like it makes me happy, Like it

839
00:43:51.559 --> 00:43:53.760
<v Speaker 4>makes me feel, you know, joy, like I'm like, I'm

840
00:43:53.760 --> 00:43:56.400
<v Speaker 4>glad that I could help. It's more of like that

841
00:43:56.559 --> 00:44:01.320
<v Speaker 4>satisfaction you feel when you help a friend move. You know,

842
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:02.960
<v Speaker 4>it's not like holding upen a door, because it's a

843
00:44:02.960 --> 00:44:04.960
<v Speaker 4>little more important than just like a common act of

844
00:44:05.199 --> 00:44:09.079
<v Speaker 4>courtesy and kindness. But it's you helped someone pack up

845
00:44:09.079 --> 00:44:11.239
<v Speaker 4>a U haul. You know, you walk away from that

846
00:44:11.239 --> 00:44:15.039
<v Speaker 4>that with a sense of I helped them do something

847
00:44:15.039 --> 00:44:19.039
<v Speaker 4>that was difficult. Yeah, And that's what That's what Quinn is.

848
00:44:19.079 --> 00:44:20.760
<v Speaker 4>It's I'm you know, maybe you don't have the best

849
00:44:20.800 --> 00:44:22.880
<v Speaker 4>relationship with your body or your sex life where you're

850
00:44:22.920 --> 00:44:25.480
<v Speaker 4>you're not as in tune with your ability to finish,

851
00:44:25.519 --> 00:44:29.800
<v Speaker 4>and hopefully this helped. But the reason I did the

852
00:44:28.920 --> 00:44:31.920
<v Speaker 4>the the actual audio where I actually did that, and

853
00:44:31.960 --> 00:44:33.440
<v Speaker 4>why I'm going to say that you would never know

854
00:44:33.480 --> 00:44:35.719
<v Speaker 4>which audio it is, and maybe I'm lying and saying

855
00:44:35.719 --> 00:44:38.800
<v Speaker 4>that I actually did this is all mystery. But the

856
00:44:38.800 --> 00:44:40.480
<v Speaker 4>real reason was I wanted to see if, like it

857
00:44:40.519 --> 00:44:42.800
<v Speaker 4>actually was something that turned me on. You know, this

858
00:44:43.400 --> 00:44:45.920
<v Speaker 4>the aspect of like someone is going to listen to it,

859
00:44:46.079 --> 00:44:48.320
<v Speaker 4>And I realized very quickly it doesn't make me uncomfortable,

860
00:44:48.360 --> 00:44:50.159
<v Speaker 4>but it also does not turn me on. Like it's

861
00:44:50.159 --> 00:44:52.760
<v Speaker 4>not something that gets me really like really gets me there.

862
00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:56.159
<v Speaker 4>It's like, because I had done rambles where I sounded

863
00:44:56.199 --> 00:44:59.159
<v Speaker 4>like I was getting off before mm hmm, I didn't

864
00:44:59.159 --> 00:45:00.840
<v Speaker 4>really like I realized it's like, oh, this is all

865
00:45:00.840 --> 00:45:03.360
<v Speaker 4>the same feeling. It gets all the same feeling because

866
00:45:03.440 --> 00:45:05.679
<v Speaker 4>my stories that you're listening to are my characters, and

867
00:45:05.719 --> 00:45:09.239
<v Speaker 4>I right to the vampire that works at a blood

868
00:45:09.519 --> 00:45:13.079
<v Speaker 4>hotel specifically made to get your blood sucked. All of

869
00:45:13.119 --> 00:45:15.800
<v Speaker 4>that's great, yeah, but it's all still me, you know,

870
00:45:16.559 --> 00:45:19.000
<v Speaker 4>So whether I'm actually getting off, or I'm not getting off,

871
00:45:19.079 --> 00:45:22.639
<v Speaker 4>or I'm doing a ramble or I'm doing a fantasy story. Sure,

872
00:45:23.039 --> 00:45:25.320
<v Speaker 4>you could be a tag listener, you only look for

873
00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:28.400
<v Speaker 4>stuff that falls into the tanks you like. But if

874
00:45:28.400 --> 00:45:32.719
<v Speaker 4>you're listening to me, you're listening to me for me. Yeah,

875
00:45:32.960 --> 00:45:35.599
<v Speaker 4>so either way you're getting off to Nick a little bit.

876
00:45:36.480 --> 00:45:38.480
<v Speaker 4>Whether or not I'm getting off doesn't matter.

877
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:42.760
<v Speaker 3>No, I agree. I know that I've grown sexually in

878
00:45:42.800 --> 00:45:45.280
<v Speaker 3>my desires and what I want and my confidence and

879
00:45:45.280 --> 00:45:49.119
<v Speaker 3>my comfortability around lots of different conversations around sex since

880
00:45:49.639 --> 00:45:52.320
<v Speaker 3>listening to word erotica, and I would be naive to

881
00:45:52.360 --> 00:45:54.880
<v Speaker 3>think that the creators and not doing the same thing.

882
00:45:55.400 --> 00:46:00.719
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it absolutely is happening. I've explored far more ironically

883
00:46:00.840 --> 00:46:03.320
<v Speaker 4>I had. I had already like explored the S and

884
00:46:03.440 --> 00:46:04.880
<v Speaker 4>M space and stuff like that, went to a lot

885
00:46:04.880 --> 00:46:06.880
<v Speaker 4>of different parties and events and stuff prior to you

886
00:46:06.960 --> 00:46:09.320
<v Speaker 4>in Quinn. That element I didn't really grow into, but

887
00:46:09.440 --> 00:46:12.559
<v Speaker 4>the I don't know, the comfort level definitely changed. Actually,

888
00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:15.760
<v Speaker 4>that that'll that'll be my questions has been on Quin

889
00:46:15.840 --> 00:46:18.960
<v Speaker 4>influenced to your guys's sex lives, and I'm not asking

890
00:46:19.000 --> 00:46:22.320
<v Speaker 4>in an imposing way or a fishing way.

891
00:46:22.840 --> 00:46:26.599
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yep, oh yeah so much. Yeah, Jewels didn't know

892
00:46:26.639 --> 00:46:30.079
<v Speaker 1>she'd liked to be spanked and call someone daddy.

893
00:46:30.559 --> 00:46:31.519
<v Speaker 4>Welcome to the club.

894
00:46:33.199 --> 00:46:38.079
<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Thank you. Als enjoyed spitting now, yes much.

895
00:46:38.199 --> 00:46:40.639
<v Speaker 3>Right, yes, absolutely, yeah.

896
00:46:40.679 --> 00:46:42.840
<v Speaker 2>My husband's very happy also, thank you.

897
00:46:43.719 --> 00:46:48.000
<v Speaker 3>I've been I've been kinky secretly all my life, since

898
00:46:48.039 --> 00:46:50.760
<v Speaker 3>I was about maybe twelve thirteen.

899
00:46:50.920 --> 00:46:53.280
<v Speaker 4>I've known that the proclippity.

900
00:46:53.440 --> 00:46:58.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but I didn't come out of the kinky closet

901
00:46:58.639 --> 00:47:01.719
<v Speaker 3>and we're open about it ntil I was fifty to.

902
00:47:01.760 --> 00:47:03.679
<v Speaker 1>Say yeah, same, I mean I was. You know, I

903
00:47:03.719 --> 00:47:06.079
<v Speaker 1>was raised in a very repressed household where you know,

904
00:47:06.119 --> 00:47:09.199
<v Speaker 1>sex was dirty, Sex was bad, the people who did

905
00:47:09.239 --> 00:47:12.199
<v Speaker 1>it were dirty. Uh, not something you talked about anything

906
00:47:12.239 --> 00:47:15.159
<v Speaker 1>like that. Even though I kind of shook my family

907
00:47:15.280 --> 00:47:17.800
<v Speaker 1>up when I came out as bisexual and married a woman,

908
00:47:18.559 --> 00:47:21.760
<v Speaker 1>it was still very much like you didn't even think

909
00:47:21.800 --> 00:47:25.800
<v Speaker 1>about or talk about people having sex, which really kind

910
00:47:25.800 --> 00:47:29.000
<v Speaker 1>of think rattled my family because inevitably, for some fucking reason,

911
00:47:29.480 --> 00:47:32.239
<v Speaker 1>when someone hears of someone being in a same sex relationship,

912
00:47:32.280 --> 00:47:33.199
<v Speaker 1>all they think about.

913
00:47:32.960 --> 00:47:35.920
<v Speaker 4>A sex all they think about it.

914
00:47:36.000 --> 00:47:36.280
<v Speaker 6>That's it.

915
00:47:36.880 --> 00:47:38.800
<v Speaker 4>Like it's it's the street man looking a game man

916
00:47:38.840 --> 00:47:40.840
<v Speaker 4>going who's the top, who's the bottom, and like.

917
00:47:40.840 --> 00:47:46.800
<v Speaker 1>A who's going and who's Yeah, it's like it doesn't

918
00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:48.480
<v Speaker 1>there's so much more to it than that. It's like,

919
00:47:48.519 --> 00:47:51.719
<v Speaker 1>why is that the first place you go? So so yeah,

920
00:47:51.719 --> 00:47:54.360
<v Speaker 1>it was. It was quite earth shattering for my family

921
00:47:54.400 --> 00:47:55.760
<v Speaker 1>to be like, oh my god, but wait a minute,

922
00:47:55.840 --> 00:47:59.079
<v Speaker 1>how I'm like, you don't need to know, but yeah,

923
00:47:59.119 --> 00:48:02.760
<v Speaker 1>certainly since Quinn and finding this community and other people

924
00:48:02.760 --> 00:48:05.679
<v Speaker 1>who were comfortable talking about sex and listening to a

925
00:48:05.760 --> 00:48:08.440
<v Speaker 1>variety of audios and going, oh, like we were joking

926
00:48:08.480 --> 00:48:10.320
<v Speaker 1>with jewels, but like, I didn't realize I liked that.

927
00:48:10.800 --> 00:48:12.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh I didn't even know that other people like that.

928
00:48:13.039 --> 00:48:15.199
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know that that was okay. So yeah, I

929
00:48:15.199 --> 00:48:17.719
<v Speaker 1>mean it's opened up conversations between my wife and I

930
00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:20.199
<v Speaker 1>that I mean, we always felt like we had great communication,

931
00:48:20.280 --> 00:48:22.400
<v Speaker 1>but when it comes to this, I'm like, I let

932
00:48:22.440 --> 00:48:24.920
<v Speaker 1>her listen to some audios and we're like, oh, okay, yes, sure,

933
00:48:25.239 --> 00:48:27.719
<v Speaker 1>you know. So it's been a really important tool in

934
00:48:27.760 --> 00:48:28.800
<v Speaker 1>the relationship. For sure.

935
00:48:29.199 --> 00:48:31.440
<v Speaker 4>It's so wonderful thing. But I do think stuff like that,

936
00:48:31.480 --> 00:48:34.000
<v Speaker 4>the exploration of that is the natural progression of a

937
00:48:34.280 --> 00:48:38.199
<v Speaker 4>committed relationship, going into like the different, different dark parts

938
00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:40.599
<v Speaker 4>of what your desire is I think is part of

939
00:48:40.800 --> 00:48:44.320
<v Speaker 4>a truly committed relationship in the lot and an ongoing

940
00:48:44.400 --> 00:48:47.800
<v Speaker 4>healthy one. So if it's missing that, then I'm happy

941
00:48:47.840 --> 00:48:50.159
<v Speaker 4>to know that that is an element that's being explored

942
00:48:50.760 --> 00:48:52.280
<v Speaker 4>with the help of Quinn. Real.

943
00:48:52.400 --> 00:48:55.480
<v Speaker 1>Happy to hear that, absolutely, I mean, it gives you

944
00:48:55.559 --> 00:48:58.519
<v Speaker 1>the courage and the permission rights. It's almost like audio

945
00:48:58.519 --> 00:49:00.840
<v Speaker 1>erotica has been this permission slip for so many people

946
00:49:01.679 --> 00:49:03.800
<v Speaker 1>that they didn't even really realize that they needed. But yeah,

947
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:05.760
<v Speaker 1>I think you're right. Like, as res people talk about

948
00:49:05.840 --> 00:49:07.880
<v Speaker 1>long term relationships, it's like, oh, sex is the first

949
00:49:07.880 --> 00:49:10.199
<v Speaker 1>thing to go and blah blah blah, and it's like, well, yeah,

950
00:49:10.199 --> 00:49:13.079
<v Speaker 1>if you let it, or to your point, Nick, if

951
00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:15.760
<v Speaker 1>you let that deepened relationship that you've better for so

952
00:49:15.920 --> 00:49:18.480
<v Speaker 1>long be a safe place where you can then explore

953
00:49:18.559 --> 00:49:20.119
<v Speaker 1>more or different.

954
00:49:19.960 --> 00:49:21.159
<v Speaker 6>And yeah, just does it.

955
00:49:21.360 --> 00:49:24.360
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's well, that's I think I think truly, you know,

956
00:49:24.800 --> 00:49:27.559
<v Speaker 4>so happy to hear that because in that relationship, that's

957
00:49:27.599 --> 00:49:30.199
<v Speaker 4>where you say the really weird shit you never wanted

958
00:49:30.239 --> 00:49:32.280
<v Speaker 4>to say that talk about.

959
00:49:32.719 --> 00:49:33.719
<v Speaker 6>That's where you talk about the.

960
00:49:33.719 --> 00:49:37.320
<v Speaker 4>Way you humped pillows as a you know, when you

961
00:49:37.400 --> 00:49:40.679
<v Speaker 4>were first exploring your sexual id ideation, and you talk

962
00:49:40.719 --> 00:49:42.559
<v Speaker 4>about it, and you go, you know, I actually haven't

963
00:49:42.599 --> 00:49:44.840
<v Speaker 4>humped a pillow in like ten years, do you know?

964
00:49:45.079 --> 00:49:47.960
<v Speaker 4>Watching me hump a pillow? You know, like that's that's

965
00:49:48.039 --> 00:49:49.800
<v Speaker 4>the point of it, you know, that's the point.

966
00:49:50.079 --> 00:49:53.599
<v Speaker 3>Yes, yeah, mine was calling me the right school so people,

967
00:49:54.960 --> 00:49:55.760
<v Speaker 3>but yeah, yeah.

968
00:49:55.760 --> 00:49:58.719
<v Speaker 6>Well that thing your partner can get one.

969
00:49:59.199 --> 00:50:05.360
<v Speaker 1>You can get ropes up, get.

970
00:50:05.440 --> 00:50:09.239
<v Speaker 3>The yam climbs a rope's summit.

971
00:50:09.320 --> 00:50:13.320
<v Speaker 4>Wrong, it's an evacuation.

972
00:50:16.400 --> 00:50:17.199
<v Speaker 6>I need to weigh out.

973
00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:21.599
<v Speaker 3>Is there is there anything you wouldn't touch of an

974
00:50:21.639 --> 00:50:22.679
<v Speaker 3>audio or.

975
00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:25.159
<v Speaker 4>You know, there are the guidelines on Quinn. But I

976
00:50:25.239 --> 00:50:29.280
<v Speaker 4>also I have I have a very strong moral foundation

977
00:50:29.480 --> 00:50:33.800
<v Speaker 4>when it comes to what I create and just how

978
00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:37.159
<v Speaker 4>I engage with the world. I mean, just in general,

979
00:50:37.280 --> 00:50:40.440
<v Speaker 4>I'm not I don't laud myself is the most morally

980
00:50:40.559 --> 00:50:42.840
<v Speaker 4>sound or like the best person ever or anything like that,

981
00:50:43.039 --> 00:50:45.800
<v Speaker 4>or the kindest whatever. It is just strictly that I

982
00:50:45.960 --> 00:50:49.039
<v Speaker 4>have my my little rules, and when I break my

983
00:50:49.159 --> 00:50:51.920
<v Speaker 4>rules or somebody else breaks the rules, that like, not

984
00:50:52.079 --> 00:50:54.639
<v Speaker 4>that I'm imposing on them. I'm like, oh, why would.

985
00:50:54.480 --> 00:50:54.960
<v Speaker 3>You do that?

986
00:50:55.320 --> 00:50:57.119
<v Speaker 6>Like, you're not supposed to be a bad person, You're

987
00:50:57.119 --> 00:50:57.519
<v Speaker 6>supposed to.

988
00:50:57.480 --> 00:51:00.440
<v Speaker 4>Be a good person. So with audios the same way

989
00:51:01.679 --> 00:51:03.880
<v Speaker 4>where I I don't, I don't touch a lot of

990
00:51:04.000 --> 00:51:08.960
<v Speaker 4>the common tropes in porn, in modern current porn, So

991
00:51:09.159 --> 00:51:11.880
<v Speaker 4>I stay far away from the step. This step that

992
00:51:12.199 --> 00:51:16.440
<v Speaker 4>I stay very far away from. That's oh yeah, Actually

993
00:51:16.440 --> 00:51:19.239
<v Speaker 4>another big one. This is a very commonly requested one

994
00:51:19.559 --> 00:51:21.719
<v Speaker 4>on spaces that don't have guidelines, is like stuff with

995
00:51:21.800 --> 00:51:24.760
<v Speaker 4>C and C and everything like that. There are certain

996
00:51:24.800 --> 00:51:28.119
<v Speaker 4>things that as a creator, I can never get consent.

997
00:51:28.239 --> 00:51:30.920
<v Speaker 4>I don't get consent for my audios. The consent I

998
00:51:30.960 --> 00:51:33.719
<v Speaker 4>get is somebody clicking on it and listening to it. Yeah,

999
00:51:33.920 --> 00:51:36.280
<v Speaker 4>there are certain things that you can never really prepare

1000
00:51:36.360 --> 00:51:39.280
<v Speaker 4>someone for. You know, you couldn't prepare them for that,

1001
00:51:39.719 --> 00:51:42.840
<v Speaker 4>even with a title and a tag, You can't prepare

1002
00:51:42.880 --> 00:51:44.840
<v Speaker 4>them for the feeling that they have or how I'd

1003
00:51:44.920 --> 00:51:47.199
<v Speaker 4>do it right. So I would never do something that

1004
00:51:47.360 --> 00:51:51.760
<v Speaker 4>is so deeply complicated and potentially messy as C and

1005
00:51:51.840 --> 00:51:53.639
<v Speaker 4>C or as you know, anything like that. So I

1006
00:51:53.679 --> 00:51:55.800
<v Speaker 4>think that's pretty that's that's a hard line that I

1007
00:51:55.840 --> 00:51:57.639
<v Speaker 4>can think of. Off the dome, you know, off the

1008
00:51:57.719 --> 00:52:00.280
<v Speaker 4>top of my head. But other than that, I'm kind

1009
00:52:00.320 --> 00:52:03.519
<v Speaker 4>of a I almost missed doing personal audios because back

1010
00:52:03.559 --> 00:52:05.039
<v Speaker 4>when I was on FanHouse, you know, I was doing

1011
00:52:05.239 --> 00:52:09.320
<v Speaker 4>individualized on a Patreon because I kind of got yeah, yeah,

1012
00:52:10.199 --> 00:52:12.760
<v Speaker 4>So I used to do and I still I still

1013
00:52:12.840 --> 00:52:15.400
<v Speaker 4>do at times, Like you know, there are some people

1014
00:52:15.480 --> 00:52:18.079
<v Speaker 4>that I still that like still reach out every now

1015
00:52:18.119 --> 00:52:19.559
<v Speaker 4>and then they're like, hey, can I get an audio

1016
00:52:19.800 --> 00:52:21.679
<v Speaker 4>of this? And I'll still do it because I'm not

1017
00:52:21.760 --> 00:52:24.199
<v Speaker 4>interacting with them as fans. It's like an invoice and

1018
00:52:24.280 --> 00:52:27.519
<v Speaker 4>receipt and I'm like, a, here is Yeah, here is

1019
00:52:27.559 --> 00:52:30.360
<v Speaker 4>your eight minute audio of me doing some shit that

1020
00:52:30.400 --> 00:52:31.360
<v Speaker 4>I'm never gonna I'm.

1021
00:52:31.239 --> 00:52:36.760
<v Speaker 1>Never I was gonna say. You've done both MF and

1022
00:52:36.960 --> 00:52:40.480
<v Speaker 1>MM audios. So from a performance standpoint, does the dynamic

1023
00:52:40.639 --> 00:52:42.280
<v Speaker 1>change at all for you with the way that you

1024
00:52:42.400 --> 00:52:45.360
<v Speaker 1>approach the character or the energy of the scene.

1025
00:52:45.719 --> 00:52:48.119
<v Speaker 4>I try not to let it because I do like

1026
00:52:48.239 --> 00:52:50.599
<v Speaker 4>the you know, homogenization of the genders, you know, this

1027
00:52:50.760 --> 00:52:52.800
<v Speaker 4>idea that everyone you know can be the same and

1028
00:52:52.920 --> 00:52:57.519
<v Speaker 4>is the same. At the same time, though, I'm realizing

1029
00:52:57.880 --> 00:53:01.559
<v Speaker 4>in making my MM audios, the people who enjoy m

1030
00:53:01.679 --> 00:53:05.079
<v Speaker 4>m audios on Quinn have a different goal in mind

1031
00:53:05.400 --> 00:53:08.199
<v Speaker 4>potentially in this this is a broad assumption, so I

1032
00:53:08.199 --> 00:53:10.519
<v Speaker 4>guess I'm painting with broad strokes here. But if you

1033
00:53:10.760 --> 00:53:14.960
<v Speaker 4>are a masking individual or a man on Quinn looking

1034
00:53:15.039 --> 00:53:17.679
<v Speaker 4>to find mm audios, maybe you have a different like

1035
00:53:17.719 --> 00:53:20.239
<v Speaker 4>I feel like, maybe they have a different idea of erotica.

1036
00:53:20.639 --> 00:53:22.639
<v Speaker 4>But for the most part, I don't take the approach differently.

1037
00:53:22.880 --> 00:53:24.760
<v Speaker 4>You know, I've had I've had sex with women, of

1038
00:53:24.800 --> 00:53:26.400
<v Speaker 4>had sex with man of had sex with everybody, so

1039
00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:28.800
<v Speaker 4>like not everybody ever, But I was going to.

1040
00:53:28.800 --> 00:53:32.199
<v Speaker 6>Say every yea, yeah, yeah, I didn't. You're like, I didn't.

1041
00:53:32.440 --> 00:53:37.079
<v Speaker 6>I didn't remember what I said, only only only.

1042
00:53:37.000 --> 00:53:39.719
<v Speaker 4>So much sex. Okay. Coming to terms with my sexuality

1043
00:53:39.760 --> 00:53:42.360
<v Speaker 4>and my gender was was kind of like a Floodgates

1044
00:53:42.440 --> 00:53:44.599
<v Speaker 4>moment where I'm like, oh, I've got to I've got

1045
00:53:44.719 --> 00:53:47.760
<v Speaker 4>to go find out exactly what I like from everybody.

1046
00:53:48.039 --> 00:53:51.519
<v Speaker 4>So I but ultimately I realized in those experiences the

1047
00:53:51.679 --> 00:53:54.639
<v Speaker 4>times where I was expected to take a different approach

1048
00:53:55.159 --> 00:53:58.239
<v Speaker 4>actually made me more uncomfortable. And I understand everybody's different.

1049
00:53:58.360 --> 00:54:01.400
<v Speaker 4>So I would say I approach every sexual encounter with

1050
00:54:01.440 --> 00:54:06.639
<v Speaker 4>a new person differently anyway, you know, gender included or not,

1051
00:54:06.840 --> 00:54:11.000
<v Speaker 4>you know y. So for me, it was never like a, oh,

1052
00:54:11.079 --> 00:54:14.840
<v Speaker 4>this person uses specific pronouns, so I have to approach

1053
00:54:14.880 --> 00:54:17.840
<v Speaker 4>it differently. It was more of a I'm already it

1054
00:54:17.880 --> 00:54:20.320
<v Speaker 4>doesn't matter. I could go to two different women who

1055
00:54:20.400 --> 00:54:22.719
<v Speaker 4>both identify as SIS, who both you she, her and

1056
00:54:22.840 --> 00:54:26.960
<v Speaker 4>I am in completely different ballparks. Baby, I'm I'm with

1057
00:54:27.159 --> 00:54:29.719
<v Speaker 4>one that Yeah, I'm with one that's scared of getting

1058
00:54:29.800 --> 00:54:32.199
<v Speaker 4>head because of something that her boyfriend from five years

1059
00:54:32.239 --> 00:54:34.559
<v Speaker 4>ago said. And I have another that is that is

1060
00:54:34.679 --> 00:54:38.079
<v Speaker 4>suffocating me for three hours. You know, so already I'm

1061
00:54:38.119 --> 00:54:40.880
<v Speaker 4>in a different situation. Yeah, I'm gonnapproach it differently, but

1062
00:54:40.960 --> 00:54:43.039
<v Speaker 4>that's because you are a different person, not because have

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00:54:43.159 --> 00:54:46.639
<v Speaker 4>a different leaning. I will say the typical like West

1064
00:54:46.679 --> 00:54:50.079
<v Speaker 4>Hollywood gay, like the very common when you imagine like

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00:54:50.159 --> 00:54:53.559
<v Speaker 4>a cis white gay dude. There are those situations can

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00:54:53.599 --> 00:54:56.119
<v Speaker 4>be a little tougher because it does, you know, it's

1067
00:54:56.159 --> 00:54:58.199
<v Speaker 4>a lot more judgement It could be a little more judgmental.

1068
00:54:58.400 --> 00:55:01.480
<v Speaker 4>They care a lot more about your physical rants, you know,

1069
00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:05.159
<v Speaker 4>et cetera. It's a lot more like I'm you're nervous

1070
00:55:05.199 --> 00:55:06.519
<v Speaker 4>to take your shirt off because you're like, are you

1071
00:55:06.519 --> 00:55:08.400
<v Speaker 4>about to fucking notice everything?

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00:55:08.800 --> 00:55:09.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? You better be ripped.

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00:55:10.599 --> 00:55:13.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah yeah, yeah, but again I'm painting with broad strokes.

1074
00:55:14.079 --> 00:55:17.440
<v Speaker 4>I think I don't approach differently. I just approach it

1075
00:55:17.679 --> 00:55:20.320
<v Speaker 4>differently in the way of every audio is different, every

1076
00:55:20.760 --> 00:55:21.760
<v Speaker 4>section en counter is different.

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00:55:22.400 --> 00:55:25.519
<v Speaker 3>I think that's exactly how it should be. It's not routine,

1078
00:55:25.679 --> 00:55:27.559
<v Speaker 3>is it. I mean, like you said, everyone's got their

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00:55:27.639 --> 00:55:28.159
<v Speaker 3>five things.

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00:55:28.199 --> 00:55:31.760
<v Speaker 4>I didn't know, by the way, that was an arbitrary number.

1081
00:55:33.400 --> 00:55:34.800
<v Speaker 3>I was trying to think when you said it, I

1082
00:55:34.880 --> 00:55:40.960
<v Speaker 3>was like, you do that, Oh, I already got the three.

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00:55:41.760 --> 00:55:41.800
<v Speaker 8>No.

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00:55:42.000 --> 00:55:43.599
<v Speaker 4>I was actually going to say, it's more likely two

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00:55:43.719 --> 00:55:45.920
<v Speaker 4>or three for me, Like I got the three. That

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00:55:46.880 --> 00:55:49.239
<v Speaker 4>that like, you know, most people would enjoy, and you

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00:55:49.480 --> 00:55:52.920
<v Speaker 4>always enjoy, so like if you roll the dice, you're

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00:55:52.920 --> 00:55:54.360
<v Speaker 4>like ninety percent of the time you're going to like.

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00:55:55.760 --> 00:55:58.400
<v Speaker 3>Somebody gave you some really good critique and they was like,

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00:55:58.519 --> 00:56:00.599
<v Speaker 3>oh my god, I love that, or they know one

1091
00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:03.039
<v Speaker 3>of one of their friends said oh I heard from

1092
00:56:03.760 --> 00:56:06.880
<v Speaker 3>you did that and they were like, yeah, you go,

1093
00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:08.079
<v Speaker 3>well that's in my back.

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00:56:08.159 --> 00:56:09.960
<v Speaker 6>Then then you go every single time.

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00:56:10.199 --> 00:56:13.079
<v Speaker 4>I'm sorry, I'm checking this on every player I'm.

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00:56:15.000 --> 00:56:21.840
<v Speaker 6>This is this is in my carry on oscar moment exactly.

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00:56:21.960 --> 00:56:24.079
<v Speaker 2>I love that you were actually trying to figure out

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00:56:24.280 --> 00:56:25.920
<v Speaker 2>I know, that's so funny.

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00:56:26.159 --> 00:56:27.079
<v Speaker 3>That's so funny.

1100
00:56:27.559 --> 00:56:30.480
<v Speaker 2>That is I can only imagine we're like all having

1101
00:56:30.519 --> 00:56:33.079
<v Speaker 2>this cond Like I.

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00:56:33.119 --> 00:56:35.199
<v Speaker 3>Think if I go back on the recording, I think

1103
00:56:35.239 --> 00:56:40.000
<v Speaker 3>I said there's five. Really in my defense, I'm submissive,

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00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:43.480
<v Speaker 3>So I have you know mine's like yes, sir, No, sir?

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00:56:44.719 --> 00:56:48.039
<v Speaker 4>Really do I say that?

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00:56:48.400 --> 00:56:48.760
<v Speaker 8>Do I know?

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00:56:48.920 --> 00:56:50.519
<v Speaker 3>Do I brat or do I comply?

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00:56:50.800 --> 00:56:50.960
<v Speaker 6>There?

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00:56:50.960 --> 00:56:51.360
<v Speaker 9>You go to.

1110
00:56:53.320 --> 00:56:54.079
<v Speaker 1>Stuck on the five.

1111
00:56:56.360 --> 00:57:00.559
<v Speaker 3>Didn't you turn down an AI job and cost your

1112
00:57:00.880 --> 00:57:02.599
<v Speaker 3>and like walked away from your agency?

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00:57:03.239 --> 00:57:06.199
<v Speaker 4>Yeah? So, oh mind I spend a year now. So

1114
00:57:06.880 --> 00:57:10.599
<v Speaker 4>last year I was with a talent agency for a

1115
00:57:10.639 --> 00:57:13.599
<v Speaker 4>while that at first it was for on camera commercial

1116
00:57:13.840 --> 00:57:16.559
<v Speaker 4>and then it transitioned over to voiceover commercial as well.

1117
00:57:17.400 --> 00:57:19.800
<v Speaker 4>And in that process I had gotten a few auditions

1118
00:57:19.840 --> 00:57:23.159
<v Speaker 4>from them for voiceover, not many, but a couple, and

1119
00:57:23.280 --> 00:57:29.599
<v Speaker 4>then they sent me a job pretty much a job offer.

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00:57:29.920 --> 00:57:34.400
<v Speaker 4>It was pinning for machine learning voices, etc. That was

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00:57:34.440 --> 00:57:38.199
<v Speaker 4>paying one hundred k they said upwards of one hundred

1122
00:57:38.199 --> 00:57:41.960
<v Speaker 4>and twenty minimum like ninety and it was for a

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00:57:42.079 --> 00:57:45.800
<v Speaker 4>month of work forty hours total of audio, which is

1124
00:57:46.039 --> 00:57:48.679
<v Speaker 4>nothing in the grand scheme for one hundred K. And

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00:57:48.760 --> 00:57:51.960
<v Speaker 4>that is just to clarify I was. I am not

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00:57:52.159 --> 00:57:54.000
<v Speaker 4>in the position where I could turn down one hundred

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00:57:54.000 --> 00:57:56.199
<v Speaker 4>thousand dollars. I don't know, if any I don't know.

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00:57:56.320 --> 00:57:57.920
<v Speaker 4>I can't imagine a world where I could be in

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00:57:57.960 --> 00:58:00.960
<v Speaker 4>the position to turn out one hundred k. It was

1130
00:58:01.039 --> 00:58:05.119
<v Speaker 4>a very obviously an AI leading job, and I just

1131
00:58:06.079 --> 00:58:09.199
<v Speaker 4>expressed my disinterest or my worry to my agency. I

1132
00:58:09.320 --> 00:58:10.320
<v Speaker 4>was like, you know, I don't really want to do

1133
00:58:10.360 --> 00:58:12.559
<v Speaker 4>an AI job, thank you so much. And it was

1134
00:58:12.679 --> 00:58:14.360
<v Speaker 4>just at the time, I thought it was just an audition,

1135
00:58:14.639 --> 00:58:16.400
<v Speaker 4>So I'm like, yeah, I mean, who would have known?

1136
00:58:16.440 --> 00:58:18.239
<v Speaker 4>Who knows if I would have booked it anyway, I

1137
00:58:18.440 --> 00:58:22.800
<v Speaker 4>just would have potentially gotten it. Yeah, And they were

1138
00:58:22.880 --> 00:58:25.800
<v Speaker 4>toward it and they said, you do realize that this

1139
00:58:26.280 --> 00:58:29.880
<v Speaker 4>is about one hundred k. Your voice wouldn't even be distinguishable.

1140
00:58:29.920 --> 00:58:31.400
<v Speaker 4>You don't even know what the project is. We have

1141
00:58:31.480 --> 00:58:34.079
<v Speaker 4>someone working on this. We can't divulge the name. Name

1142
00:58:34.199 --> 00:58:36.079
<v Speaker 4>says that if you are turning down a high five

1143
00:58:36.159 --> 00:58:38.440
<v Speaker 4>figure to low six figure job, then you're probably with

1144
00:58:38.559 --> 00:58:42.360
<v Speaker 4>the wrong agency and then plane and simple. If for

1145
00:58:42.480 --> 00:58:44.840
<v Speaker 4>a buyout of I'm actually this one, I'll actually fully

1146
00:58:44.920 --> 00:58:47.159
<v Speaker 4>read plain and simple. If for a buyout of high

1147
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:49.840
<v Speaker 4>five figures low six figures, are willing, you are willing

1148
00:58:49.880 --> 00:58:51.960
<v Speaker 4>to sell your voice, which is not like your face

1149
00:58:52.360 --> 00:58:54.239
<v Speaker 4>or your voice with your name attached to it does

1150
00:58:54.320 --> 00:58:58.760
<v Speaker 4>not impinge which let's talk about the interesting vocabulary does

1151
00:58:58.840 --> 00:59:01.320
<v Speaker 4>not impinge on your earning game any way, Nor did

1152
00:59:01.360 --> 00:59:03.679
<v Speaker 4>you have a did you call to have a discussion

1153
00:59:03.719 --> 00:59:05.679
<v Speaker 4>to hear my logic or point of view? They didn't

1154
00:59:05.679 --> 00:59:08.039
<v Speaker 4>call me, Then I am the wrong agent for you,

1155
00:59:08.159 --> 00:59:09.840
<v Speaker 4>and you should seek another one and we should part

1156
00:59:09.880 --> 00:59:15.320
<v Speaker 4>ways amicably. Dude, you're smart guy. I'm using that you're

1157
00:59:15.400 --> 00:59:17.960
<v Speaker 4>smart guy, but you are still a smart young guy,

1158
00:59:18.360 --> 00:59:20.559
<v Speaker 4>and you truly have to learn to pick your battles.

1159
00:59:21.239 --> 00:59:23.280
<v Speaker 4>I have been nothing but patient and since I signed

1160
00:59:23.320 --> 00:59:25.599
<v Speaker 4>you and you've produced. It's that he goes on to

1161
00:59:25.679 --> 00:59:29.239
<v Speaker 4>say that I've done nothing to support my ownself. Myself,

1162
00:59:29.239 --> 00:59:35.440
<v Speaker 4>there's true, but anyway, just laid into me. Yeah, and wow,

1163
00:59:36.039 --> 00:59:38.960
<v Speaker 4>any level of respect that I had for the agency

1164
00:59:39.000 --> 00:59:45.400
<v Speaker 4>immediately evaporated because the whole the only thing you as

1165
00:59:45.440 --> 00:59:47.360
<v Speaker 4>an actor had, like the only thing you can do

1166
00:59:47.519 --> 00:59:50.760
<v Speaker 4>as an creative is say no, that's the only thing

1167
00:59:50.800 --> 00:59:53.280
<v Speaker 4>we have because we don't get to choose once we

1168
00:59:53.440 --> 00:59:55.400
<v Speaker 4>say yes. We don't get to choose where our art

1169
00:59:55.480 --> 00:59:59.119
<v Speaker 4>goes anymore because nine times out of ten we've sold

1170
00:59:59.159 --> 01:00:02.559
<v Speaker 4>it to somebody. So for me, like even Quinn, right, Quinn,

1171
01:00:02.719 --> 01:00:06.159
<v Speaker 4>they own my audio and perpetuity on contract. I am

1172
01:00:06.239 --> 01:00:10.119
<v Speaker 4>a in perpetuity creator, so they have it forever. So

1173
01:00:10.280 --> 01:00:13.079
<v Speaker 4>for me, the inability to accept and know from a

1174
01:00:13.119 --> 01:00:14.920
<v Speaker 4>client showed me. I'm like, oh, you don't understand what

1175
01:00:15.000 --> 01:00:19.039
<v Speaker 4>we're doing here because I am saying no despite the

1176
01:00:19.119 --> 01:00:21.440
<v Speaker 4>fact that one hundred thousand dollars would change my life.

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01:00:22.000 --> 01:00:25.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's not a retiring and sitting there doing audios

1178
01:00:25.440 --> 01:00:27.400
<v Speaker 3>without no worrying about the bills being made.

1179
01:00:27.599 --> 01:00:30.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. So that is how it came down to.

1180
01:00:30.639 --> 01:00:34.440
<v Speaker 3>Did you have people from within the voice acting community

1181
01:00:34.519 --> 01:00:36.199
<v Speaker 3>reach out to you and say, well, don't mate.

1182
01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:39.079
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, So a lot of good friends of mine did,

1183
01:00:39.400 --> 01:00:41.559
<v Speaker 4>and I ended up getting signed with a really lovely

1184
01:00:41.599 --> 01:00:45.239
<v Speaker 4>management company voice acting Management Company because of it called ACM,

1185
01:00:45.480 --> 01:00:48.239
<v Speaker 4>who's been wonderful and to getting my auditions and helping

1186
01:00:48.320 --> 01:00:50.519
<v Speaker 4>me find work. And then I spoke to NAVA, which

1187
01:00:50.559 --> 01:00:54.760
<v Speaker 4>is the North Americano act Voices Association Voice Actors Association,

1188
01:00:54.880 --> 01:00:57.639
<v Speaker 4>and it's for protection of voice actors because there's not

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01:00:57.880 --> 01:01:01.000
<v Speaker 4>a specifically voice accer union. I've met some wonderful people

1190
01:01:01.079 --> 01:01:03.039
<v Speaker 4>through it, and I've been able to get into some

1191
01:01:03.159 --> 01:01:05.199
<v Speaker 4>extra doors that were closed forget AI.

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01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:08.880
<v Speaker 3>What would you like to see as a change within

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01:01:09.239 --> 01:01:10.840
<v Speaker 3>the audio erotica space as a whole.

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01:01:11.239 --> 01:01:12.320
<v Speaker 4>God, that's a good question.

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01:01:13.000 --> 01:01:14.199
<v Speaker 3>We do have them occasionally.

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01:01:17.039 --> 01:01:19.639
<v Speaker 4>They've been pretty good. As much, they've been pretty good.

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01:01:19.760 --> 01:01:20.039
<v Speaker 3>Thank you.

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01:01:20.599 --> 01:01:24.360
<v Speaker 4>Edit that in Yeah, Yeah, do I need a smudgey

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01:01:24.480 --> 01:01:26.559
<v Speaker 4>You have wonderful interview questions?

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01:01:26.920 --> 01:01:31.360
<v Speaker 3>I think God, class class Daniel embarrassed me.

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01:01:32.280 --> 01:01:34.199
<v Speaker 6>What did we just become best friends?

1202
01:01:34.280 --> 01:01:38.360
<v Speaker 4>Yep. I'm also just vamping until I think of an

1203
01:01:38.360 --> 01:01:41.280
<v Speaker 4>answer on what I want to change. I think right

1204
01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:44.159
<v Speaker 4>now is I'm not going to say more money. I

1205
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:46.119
<v Speaker 4>actually think I'm going to say I'm going to say

1206
01:01:46.159 --> 01:01:49.400
<v Speaker 4>like some sort of like unionization or support. You know

1207
01:01:49.480 --> 01:01:51.440
<v Speaker 4>that that's a that's a dangerous thing to say. It's

1208
01:01:51.480 --> 01:01:54.239
<v Speaker 4>like unionizing and everything like that, and I I'm not

1209
01:01:54.400 --> 01:01:56.239
<v Speaker 4>going to say that I think that is the current

1210
01:01:56.320 --> 01:02:00.159
<v Speaker 4>answer or anything like that. Yet. I just think think

1211
01:02:00.679 --> 01:02:05.960
<v Speaker 4>some more transparency amongst creators for companies like Dipsey and Quinn.

1212
01:02:07.039 --> 01:02:08.800
<v Speaker 4>So you know, kind of know what you're getting into.

1213
01:02:09.679 --> 01:02:11.159
<v Speaker 1>Shall we go to some listener questions?

1214
01:02:11.239 --> 01:02:11.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

1215
01:02:11.599 --> 01:02:16.039
<v Speaker 1>So the first one is from miss Reagan Moore. This

1216
01:02:16.159 --> 01:02:19.320
<v Speaker 1>is their handles that we're using. What do you think

1217
01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:22.559
<v Speaker 1>is the hottest sentence you've ever said on Quinn?

1218
01:02:23.000 --> 01:02:26.880
<v Speaker 4>Oh? Well, this question was asked during the Actors and

1219
01:02:26.920 --> 01:02:29.880
<v Speaker 4>Actors thing and it's something that I have enjoyed and

1220
01:02:29.960 --> 01:02:31.920
<v Speaker 4>it gets quoted. It got quoted a lot for a while,

1221
01:02:32.000 --> 01:02:34.559
<v Speaker 4>which was I hope you know I love you or

1222
01:02:34.639 --> 01:02:36.519
<v Speaker 4>I like you, because what I'm about to do for

1223
01:02:36.559 --> 01:02:38.599
<v Speaker 4>the next hour is going to make you think that

1224
01:02:38.840 --> 01:02:40.599
<v Speaker 4>I don't or feel like I don't.

1225
01:02:42.119 --> 01:02:46.000
<v Speaker 1>I think jewels I've seen that please smudge is very excited.

1226
01:02:46.719 --> 01:02:49.280
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, I mean that line would just flow me.

1227
01:02:49.800 --> 01:02:52.679
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, which is ironic because I said that in an

1228
01:02:52.719 --> 01:02:56.320
<v Speaker 4>actual encounter, as actual encounter of mine, and I had

1229
01:02:56.679 --> 01:02:58.559
<v Speaker 4>walked away from that and I went, is it wrong

1230
01:02:58.639 --> 01:02:59.760
<v Speaker 4>if I wrote this down?

1231
01:03:00.719 --> 01:03:02.960
<v Speaker 3>That's not no, No, you need you need to share

1232
01:03:03.039 --> 01:03:05.000
<v Speaker 3>things like that with the world. Don't be selfish.

1233
01:03:09.320 --> 01:03:09.599
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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01:03:09.719 --> 01:03:14.119
<v Speaker 2>The next one is from She's Orange How did you

1235
01:03:14.199 --> 01:03:16.599
<v Speaker 2>figure out that you can do so many accents?

1236
01:03:17.000 --> 01:03:18.159
<v Speaker 4>Didn't have many friends growing up.

1237
01:03:19.119 --> 01:03:21.480
<v Speaker 6>No, it was it was so you pretended to be

1238
01:03:21.559 --> 01:03:23.639
<v Speaker 6>the move from different everybody.

1239
01:03:24.119 --> 01:03:29.920
<v Speaker 4>I'm well traveled. No, it was I don't get songs

1240
01:03:29.960 --> 01:03:32.320
<v Speaker 4>stuck in my head that I do, but I typically

1241
01:03:32.440 --> 01:03:35.239
<v Speaker 4>get quotes stuck in my head, you know, like how

1242
01:03:35.360 --> 01:03:38.159
<v Speaker 4>somebody says something or what somebody says. So if I

1243
01:03:38.320 --> 01:03:41.440
<v Speaker 4>would hear somebody say something in an accent, it would

1244
01:03:41.440 --> 01:03:45.079
<v Speaker 4>play over in my head like three hundred times a day,

1245
01:03:45.280 --> 01:03:47.480
<v Speaker 4>an hour, really it would. It would be like a

1246
01:03:47.519 --> 01:03:49.199
<v Speaker 4>song getting stuck in your head. So instead of it

1247
01:03:49.320 --> 01:03:53.440
<v Speaker 4>being like mud stuck in my head, instead I have

1248
01:03:53.639 --> 01:03:56.760
<v Speaker 4>like I'll be back, you know. So it would get

1249
01:03:56.760 --> 01:03:58.360
<v Speaker 4>stuck in my head so much and I would start

1250
01:03:59.320 --> 01:04:01.480
<v Speaker 4>like vocalized it to get it out of my head.

1251
01:04:02.360 --> 01:04:03.800
<v Speaker 4>You know. It's like how you have to sing a

1252
01:04:03.880 --> 01:04:05.880
<v Speaker 4>song to get out whatever. So I started doing that

1253
01:04:05.920 --> 01:04:08.679
<v Speaker 4>with the voices and on a whim, like I just

1254
01:04:08.760 --> 01:04:11.320
<v Speaker 4>started for my kind of self entertainment. I would do

1255
01:04:11.400 --> 01:04:14.320
<v Speaker 4>different accents. I like, again a British accent before I

1256
01:04:14.559 --> 01:04:18.320
<v Speaker 4>understood the regionality of the UK and all the different

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<v Speaker 4>accents up and I'm like, I'm doing a received pronunciation

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<v Speaker 4>British accent. Welcome back to the BBC today. We're going

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<v Speaker 4>to be discussing how fat my fucking ass is.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, well it's really done.

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<v Speaker 4>That's my job, guys.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, but I just thought you were lying no.

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<v Speaker 3>Next question by writer k Chase, When and why did

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<v Speaker 3>you start beginning your audios with your unique introductions.

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<v Speaker 4>It's been I have not done intros in a long time.

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<v Speaker 4>I missed those. I missed this a lot. I at

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<v Speaker 4>the time, I hadn't been listening to many Quinn creators.

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't listen to any. I think at the point,

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<v Speaker 4>like id like listened to some at the beginning to

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<v Speaker 4>kind of get a general idea of what people were

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<v Speaker 4>getting up on there. Oh oh it was. I think

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<v Speaker 4>it started because I was doing a transition between like

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<v Speaker 4>the intro where they like met outside or at a bar,

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<v Speaker 4>and then to where they were Oh that, yeah, it

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<v Speaker 4>was one of my bar audios. We met at a

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<v Speaker 4>bar and then we went home. But I didn't know

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<v Speaker 4>what to do for that transition, so I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>I'll do a like, I'll just do like an intro.

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<v Speaker 4>I'll do a filler, like a filler intro royalty free

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<v Speaker 4>intro music into They're welcome back to this. This is

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<v Speaker 4>called Quinn Gas the outro of. I hope you enjoy it.

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<v Speaker 4>Now go clean up or whatever I want to.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd have to bring him back.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know, you know what.

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<v Speaker 4>He twisted my arm and it was funny because then, uh,

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<v Speaker 4>then Noble does intros now, I think right, because they

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<v Speaker 4>talked about like the what he drank zac pernactress to

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<v Speaker 4>walk at his web web like he does like an

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<v Speaker 4>intro thing and it's like a tag all the time,

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<v Speaker 4>and I saw because of that, I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>let me like instead of doing the intros, I tried

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<v Speaker 4>like I took it. I took some inspiration from him

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<v Speaker 4>where I'm like, already do the intros. Let me instead

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<v Speaker 4>try doing like a teaser for the sex. I guess.

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<v Speaker 4>So I did that for a few audios. I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>enjoy that very much, but it was mostly because I

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<v Speaker 4>got a bunch of comments that were about exposition. They're like,

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<v Speaker 4>all right, we get it, get to the fucking So

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, oh, if I put like a little bit

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<v Speaker 4>of the fucking first, then I can tide you over

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<v Speaker 4>and you know what you're waiting for. Damn, there have

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<v Speaker 4>been many Yeah, get to the pull that thing out,

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<v Speaker 4>pull that thing out, let's get let's get to the business.

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<v Speaker 4>Let's get to business.

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<v Speaker 2>Put your pants still on, take off your pants.

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<v Speaker 4>I want to see if that shine You're not.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>From Lindsey goth Heart, what is your favorite thing about

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<v Speaker 1>voicing erotic audio and when might we get that Nick

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<v Speaker 1>and Hector collab.

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<v Speaker 4>That's a good question. My favorite thing about it is

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<v Speaker 4>I'm one of them, is consistency. I'm able to always

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<v Speaker 4>be making something new, and I'm always able to write

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<v Speaker 4>more or record more. I'm always I'm keeping my muscle

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<v Speaker 4>toned and worked. The other thing I like about it

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<v Speaker 4>is the emotional impact that I'm able to have. You know,

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<v Speaker 4>when I was growing up, I want to be a doctor.

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<v Speaker 4>So I was in pre med in high school. I

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to go you know, I was taking physics. In college,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, I'm gonna I'm taking biology. I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>going to be a doctor. Because I really wanted to

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<v Speaker 4>help people. I wanted to leave elastic impact. One of

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<v Speaker 4>the things was I realized I could have elastic impact

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<v Speaker 4>with the art is well well, because I would be

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<v Speaker 4>leaving a movie theater and going, oh my god, that

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01:08:03.000 --> 01:08:05.320
<v Speaker 4>movie changed my life. I kind of want to be

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<v Speaker 4>able to do that. So with Quinn, I feel like

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<v Speaker 4>I skipped a couple of steps in the Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't have a movie on a big screen in the

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<v Speaker 4>movie theater, but I am leaving last impact and that's

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<v Speaker 4>a blessing. As for the Hector collab, it is so funny.

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<v Speaker 4>Hector and I we chat every now and then. We're

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<v Speaker 4>just in different time zones. We're just busy. We're both

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<v Speaker 4>very busy. Yeah. But you know what, after this airs,

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<v Speaker 4>I will I'll start actually, I'll start working reach out

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<v Speaker 4>to you.

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<v Speaker 7>What you what.

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<v Speaker 4>We would you want that collab? All right? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>No I don't want it. I need It's different, Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>for the first for the first time in my stubby life,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm going to say to you, do not deny congratulations.

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<v Speaker 1>I will tell you, Nick, there's there's one person, one

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01:08:56.359 --> 01:08:58.079
<v Speaker 1>member of a community. I'll give her a shout out,

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01:08:58.119 --> 01:09:03.279
<v Speaker 1>Gabby that we're in similar online spaces, and every time

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<v Speaker 1>she sees me, her greeting to me is a gift

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01:09:07.000 --> 01:09:09.760
<v Speaker 1>that has been created of you and Hector kissing and

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01:09:09.840 --> 01:09:11.079
<v Speaker 1>she knows it's my favorite thing.

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<v Speaker 6>In the world.

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<v Speaker 4>Every time. So funny.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'll send it to you.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm so happy to hear that. That was That was

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<v Speaker 4>the takeaway. That was so good. I want to see

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01:09:25.000 --> 01:09:30.399
<v Speaker 4>them boys touch Hector.

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01:09:30.600 --> 01:09:33.039
<v Speaker 1>Hector just grabs your face and like pulls you in.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, that and then all of us doing pushups

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<v Speaker 4>to completion. All right, This is.

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<v Speaker 2>From Excuse You, Nicole. Your catalog covers so many tropes,

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<v Speaker 2>any standout favorites and any that you would like to

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<v Speaker 2>do more of?

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<v Speaker 4>Vampires One bed is so funny and I I love oh,

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01:10:01.399 --> 01:10:07.039
<v Speaker 4>I love Protective Partner. I love domineering Protective Partner so much.

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01:10:07.720 --> 01:10:10.039
<v Speaker 4>Take all of it was one of my favorite audios

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<v Speaker 4>to make ever. Yeah, so those three.

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<v Speaker 3>Next one is from Jasmine's insta What does a regular

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<v Speaker 3>day in your life look like?

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<v Speaker 4>Recently it's been significantly busier. I've been trying to be

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<v Speaker 4>a social butterfly because I was a recluse for a

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<v Speaker 4>little while. So I've been going out quite a bit,

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01:10:30.039 --> 01:10:32.000
<v Speaker 4>doing a lot of game nights, playing a lot of

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01:10:32.039 --> 01:10:34.479
<v Speaker 4>board games in Magic, going to a lot of parties.

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<v Speaker 4>But day to day Typically it's a wake up, take

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<v Speaker 4>the dog out, smoke, hang out. That's my morning. I

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01:10:42.239 --> 01:10:44.720
<v Speaker 4>don't I have a really hard time starting work in

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<v Speaker 4>the morning because my voice is still warming up. So

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01:10:48.319 --> 01:10:50.920
<v Speaker 4>I'll drink like a hot coffee and then a hot water.

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<v Speaker 4>That's typically the start. That's how I start wearing at

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<v Speaker 4>the voice. I talked to my dog a lot to

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<v Speaker 4>wake the voice up. So cute to dog, I know,

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01:11:00.359 --> 01:11:04.359
<v Speaker 4>so cute. He's such a sweetie. And yeah, other than that,

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<v Speaker 4>I do a lot of a lot of writing for

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<v Speaker 4>some other stuff I'm working on right now, a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of meetings and getting into the producing side of things.

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01:11:11.039 --> 01:11:14.119
<v Speaker 4>So I'm producing a film right now. And so right

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<v Speaker 4>now that's been my day to day is just sitting

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<v Speaker 4>in meetings and discussing casting and do.

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<v Speaker 3>You need a white British woman. You don't have to

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01:11:25.239 --> 01:11:27.359
<v Speaker 3>answer now, it's fine. You don't have chance now. And

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<v Speaker 3>I'm happy to audition.

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<v Speaker 4>It's wonderful. I look forward to it. I look forward

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<v Speaker 4>to see your radition.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell us more about the project you have going then

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<v Speaker 1>we can just skip into that.

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<v Speaker 4>For a moment. Yeah, yeah, So I have a couple

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01:11:38.560 --> 01:11:40.720
<v Speaker 4>working on a show that's been in development for a while.

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<v Speaker 4>It's that this one's my own personal thing. It's a

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<v Speaker 4>D and D show that has been in the works

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<v Speaker 4>now for a bit. The pilot's been shot. We're just

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<v Speaker 4>pitching it around right now. But the film that I'm

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<v Speaker 4>working on is just a little quiet. It's a it's

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<v Speaker 4>a nice little hour long short film that a buddy

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01:11:57.720 --> 01:12:01.319
<v Speaker 4>of mine was developed and then I helped her find

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<v Speaker 4>some funding and so I came on as the executive producer.

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01:12:05.960 --> 01:12:10.479
<v Speaker 4>But I've produced now. Yeah, I helped produce a few

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01:12:10.560 --> 01:12:13.239
<v Speaker 4>music videos, including like fondest music videos last year and

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01:12:13.319 --> 01:12:18.680
<v Speaker 4>year before. So once that started, I realized I've always

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<v Speaker 4>been the Noah guy. Guy always happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>One of the common tropes, or one of the common

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01:12:27.279 --> 01:12:30.319
<v Speaker 4>themes online and social media was what the fuck is

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<v Speaker 4>Nick Meyer doing there? Because I well, like when I

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01:12:36.119 --> 01:12:39.000
<v Speaker 4>first started doing social media, I very quickly met a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of people because I never really said no to gatherings.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm very quick to adapt to social situations. It wouldn't

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<v Speaker 4>be hard to meet a lot of people. Whether or

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<v Speaker 4>not we're like friends or more than like just acquaintances

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<v Speaker 4>is to be decided. But for a while, yeah, it

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01:12:55.319 --> 01:12:57.520
<v Speaker 4>was like like when I was doing stuff for market Plier,

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, what the fuck is Nick doing there? When

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<v Speaker 4>I did stuff for Hot Top Victor like, what the

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<v Speaker 4>fuck is Nick doing? You know? And then when I

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<v Speaker 4>did that fucking social media shot would give me no money,

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01:13:06.279 --> 01:13:08.319
<v Speaker 4>they were like, what the fuck is doing there?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>That just kept it kept happening, and it's it still

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01:13:13.079 --> 01:13:15.279
<v Speaker 4>happens to this day. Is why is Nick there?

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<v Speaker 3>And then you end the day chilling on a sofa,

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<v Speaker 3>cuddling the dog, playing a little magic caffering whatever it is,

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01:13:20.960 --> 01:13:22.000
<v Speaker 3>some card game that.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know about magic caffering. I like that. I

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01:13:25.439 --> 01:13:27.000
<v Speaker 4>like that. I like you with the accent a lot more.

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01:13:27.640 --> 01:13:32.560
<v Speaker 4>I think you should be the voice of it. Job

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01:13:32.840 --> 01:13:35.079
<v Speaker 4>done done. It would ready be in my movie What

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<v Speaker 4>the He?

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01:13:36.479 --> 01:13:38.600
<v Speaker 3>Now? Can I say I'm a voice actor now though?

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01:13:39.359 --> 01:13:41.239
<v Speaker 3>Because I'm not done anywhere, I'm not doing.

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<v Speaker 4>You can to me. I'll believe.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Thank you, Nicholas.

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<v Speaker 1>So, the final question we like to rap with when

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01:13:48.000 --> 01:13:51.479
<v Speaker 1>we chat with our guests is how do you define

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01:13:51.600 --> 01:13:52.520
<v Speaker 1>sexual freedom?

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01:13:53.039 --> 01:13:55.840
<v Speaker 4>Oh that's a good question. Sexual freedom is the is

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01:13:55.920 --> 01:14:01.399
<v Speaker 4>the ability to me to do what my body and

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01:14:01.560 --> 01:14:09.159
<v Speaker 4>my mind once, So every fantasy, every idea. I don't.

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01:14:09.359 --> 01:14:12.159
<v Speaker 4>I'm able to act out those things, but I'm also

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01:14:12.680 --> 01:14:17.119
<v Speaker 4>I feel safe enough to do so. So that's with myself,

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01:14:17.199 --> 01:14:19.840
<v Speaker 4>with other people, et cetera. So the ability to have

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01:14:20.119 --> 01:14:23.479
<v Speaker 4>a pure brain body connection with no fear.

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01:14:24.079 --> 01:14:24.359
<v Speaker 3>Nice.

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01:14:24.960 --> 01:14:26.920
<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for hanging out with us for

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01:14:26.960 --> 01:14:27.560
<v Speaker 1>as long as you have.

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01:14:27.920 --> 01:14:30.920
<v Speaker 4>This has been so oh I know, I look down.

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01:14:31.000 --> 01:14:33.039
<v Speaker 4>I was like, it has been almost two and a

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01:14:33.079 --> 01:14:33.760
<v Speaker 4>half hours.

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01:14:34.359 --> 01:14:36.520
<v Speaker 3>Has it been that long?

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01:14:36.640 --> 01:14:37.720
<v Speaker 1>Gone by so fast?

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01:14:38.119 --> 01:14:38.159
<v Speaker 4>No?

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01:14:38.600 --> 01:14:40.680
<v Speaker 3>No, no, what I'm hearing is we wore you out?

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01:14:41.479 --> 01:14:47.640
<v Speaker 4>Yes, Yes, you're welcome. Yeah, you guys drained me.

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01:14:51.039 --> 01:14:55.640
<v Speaker 3>No, it's honestly, genuinely, it has been such an amazing conversation.

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<v Speaker 4>Love, good chat, feel the same to.

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<v Speaker 1>You are a funny dude and is pschful and brilliant

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01:15:02.439 --> 01:15:04.359
<v Speaker 1>like just yeah, blown away.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you, don't no need for all the glades, thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>It's it's so I just I appreciate that a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>I've had an absolute blast. I think this is another

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<v Speaker 4>little side. One last thing, So, I recently joined a

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<v Speaker 4>book club. I helped start well join a book club

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<v Speaker 4>that a couple of musician friends of mine started, and

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<v Speaker 4>it was spurred on by the fact that they they said,

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<v Speaker 4>we feel stupid, you know, in the in the monotony

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<v Speaker 4>of life, not not actually like in the monotony of

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<v Speaker 4>life and you're going to parties and you're talking to

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<v Speaker 4>like in this world, it's like you're talking to an

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<v Speaker 4>actor or a musician and you're just having a bunch

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<v Speaker 4>of nothing conversations, nothing of substance. I have the time

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<v Speaker 4>for it. Like not diving deeper into your own thoughts

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<v Speaker 4>and how their people feel. It starts to dumb you

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<v Speaker 4>down a little bit. Yeah, and so I started joined

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<v Speaker 4>the book club to kind of resist that quite a bit.

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<v Speaker 4>Nice and I would The reason I mentioned it is

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<v Speaker 4>I was going to say, this conversation has been very

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<v Speaker 4>lovely and stimulating, very so I appreciate you saying that

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<v Speaker 4>I'm brilliant.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm like, okay, so maybe.

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<v Speaker 3>It's working. I genuinely love a bit. It's good stimulation, right.

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<v Speaker 4>I know, I know what's much I could have guessed

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<v Speaker 4>that one.

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<v Speaker 3>Nick, Nick, Nick, Nicholas, Nick, it's been brilliant. Thank you

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<v Speaker 3>so much for Thank you so much for coming on

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<v Speaker 3>to Queen Castangs.

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<v Speaker 4>Nick Nick, Bye bye.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyway, that was Nick Meyer, what a great chat.

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<v Speaker 2>As I cannot believe how quick the time went by.

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<v Speaker 1>There was just so much good stuff that he's so interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>There's I mean, they're brilliant, interesting, like funny, quirky, so funny,

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<v Speaker 1>like Jesus blown away, so good, such a great chat.

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<v Speaker 3>And yeah, from the beginning knowing all about him as

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<v Speaker 3>growing up to where he is now definitely been one

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<v Speaker 3>amazing chat journey.

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<v Speaker 1>And they're so young, they've done it all.

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<v Speaker 3>And I will expect my audition notification anytime soon.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you haven't checked out nick Meyer Audios, please

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<v Speaker 1>do check them out on Quinn check out their website.

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<v Speaker 1>Nick is everywhere. What the fuck is Nick doing here?

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<v Speaker 1>So thanks Clitzens for listening to another episode of Hit

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<v Speaker 1>the Spotlight with the brilliant Nick Meyer. We hope you

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<v Speaker 1>enjoyed the episode. As always, please do let us know,

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<v Speaker 1>let us know your feedback, your comments, rate us those

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<v Speaker 1>five stars. Share this with family and friends. We would

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<v Speaker 1>love that.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back again soon for another fantastic episode. But

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<v Speaker 1>for now, this is Ben Caza. Your voice matters.

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<v Speaker 2>This has been Jules go put those lips to good use.

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<v Speaker 3>And this has been Smudge. Keep wanking in English