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So if you're feeling all alone, 29 00:01:51.920 --> 00:01:53.359 crack a beer and get stones. 30 00:01:53.680 --> 00:01:56.079 Welcome you to the podcast Strange Proof. 31 00:01:56.319 --> 00:02:00.000 Weren't here to entertain you, We're here entertain you. 32 00:02:00.280 --> 00:02:00.840 It's the best. 33 00:02:00.959 --> 00:02:19.639 Get Strange. 34 00:02:13.319 --> 00:02:16.439 Welcome everybody back to the show. Welcome back to the show. 35 00:02:16.599 --> 00:02:18.639 I am one of your hosts, Tom kat Ak, Tom 36 00:02:18.680 --> 00:02:23.280 Thompson the Raptilian, and I am joined by a very 37 00:02:23.319 --> 00:02:27.360 special guest, someone who has never podcasted or I'm assuming 38 00:02:27.439 --> 00:02:31.240 never done anything like this before. And would you like 39 00:02:31.319 --> 00:02:33.319 to introduce yourself, sir, and then we can kind of 40 00:02:33.319 --> 00:02:35.400 get into why we're making this happen. 41 00:02:36.719 --> 00:02:40.080 Hey, well, thanks for having me, Tom, so much appreciated 42 00:02:41.400 --> 00:02:41.759 to start. 43 00:02:42.319 --> 00:02:43.319 Kind of found. 44 00:02:43.039 --> 00:02:47.919 You serendipitously through when I was going through my beginning 45 00:02:47.919 --> 00:02:51.080 of an awakening. Give me a little background about myself. 46 00:02:51.080 --> 00:02:53.879 My name is Troy Online handle a sailor boy Troy. 47 00:02:55.719 --> 00:02:59.800 I did thirteen some ot of years of military, did 48 00:02:59.800 --> 00:03:03.280 a into time as the territorial fire Prevention officer up 49 00:03:03.319 --> 00:03:06.520 in the territory in Munibu, and I even did a 50 00:03:06.560 --> 00:03:12.000 stint in jail as a correctional officer. This is all 51 00:03:12.039 --> 00:03:16.719 in a period of the last six years since retirement, 52 00:03:16.919 --> 00:03:19.080 and now I'm just going on the journey of trying 53 00:03:19.080 --> 00:03:22.080 to get better and make some awareness for men's mental 54 00:03:22.120 --> 00:03:25.039 health and veterans' mental health and even mental even the 55 00:03:25.080 --> 00:03:26.280 health of the public. 56 00:03:27.120 --> 00:03:30.680 Yeah, it's it's quite wild. I actually didn't know your corrections, Officer. 57 00:03:31.479 --> 00:03:32.240 I've been in a. 58 00:03:32.599 --> 00:03:34.199 Jail cell, so watch the comments section. 59 00:03:34.479 --> 00:03:36.879 I know it's not I know exactly. It's not a 60 00:03:36.919 --> 00:03:40.319 fun place to be. I was. I was in uh 61 00:03:40.479 --> 00:03:42.879 some I was a youth. I got to rest a 62 00:03:42.879 --> 00:03:45.120 couple times doing stupid shit, stealing a bike, stuff like that, 63 00:03:45.520 --> 00:03:47.240 and uh yeah, it's not a fun place to be, 64 00:03:47.360 --> 00:03:49.439 especially when you're like And that's why I have my 65 00:03:49.479 --> 00:03:51.319 own mental health stuff is because I went through a 66 00:03:51.360 --> 00:03:54.520 lot of traumatic events at a fairly young age and 67 00:03:54.599 --> 00:03:56.919 had to deal with some crazy things that went on 68 00:03:56.960 --> 00:03:59.400 in my life. And I grew up too fast, right, 69 00:03:59.479 --> 00:04:02.319 I was having sex too early, doing drugs too early, 70 00:04:02.360 --> 00:04:06.080 getting involved in like relationships that were supposed to be 71 00:04:06.120 --> 00:04:08.879 like like adult relationships, like you know, with the things 72 00:04:08.879 --> 00:04:11.759 of like getting into stuff when you're very too young, 73 00:04:11.800 --> 00:04:15.520 like too young to understand what you're doing, like especially 74 00:04:15.520 --> 00:04:18.120 when it comes to drugs women. And then you know, 75 00:04:18.279 --> 00:04:20.720 crime right when you're not even realizing that you're really 76 00:04:20.720 --> 00:04:23.000 committing a crime, you're just doing it for fun, right, 77 00:04:23.079 --> 00:04:25.120 And me and my friends always used to like take bikes, 78 00:04:25.199 --> 00:04:27.240 ride them around for a bit, and then just kind 79 00:04:27.279 --> 00:04:28.920 of like throw them off to the side or whatever. 80 00:04:28.959 --> 00:04:31.759 We never really thought about it. And then realistically now 81 00:04:32.439 --> 00:04:34.879 my brain thinks a lot differently than it did even 82 00:04:34.920 --> 00:04:38.319 five years ago. So, uh, you know, and it's interesting 83 00:04:38.319 --> 00:04:41.519 because you got in contact me and we just started talking. 84 00:04:41.560 --> 00:04:43.680 It seems like it's probably been I feel like a 85 00:04:43.759 --> 00:04:45.160 month maybe more. 86 00:04:45.120 --> 00:04:46.759 Yeah, about a month, about a month after I got 87 00:04:46.759 --> 00:04:47.839 out of Dimensions program. 88 00:04:48.000 --> 00:04:50.480 Yeah, and so we'll get into all that stuff. But uh, 89 00:04:50.879 --> 00:04:53.319 we're we were kind of going to take the direction 90 00:04:53.439 --> 00:04:55.399 of the show is we might be doing a lot 91 00:04:55.399 --> 00:04:59.120 of deep dives into some crazy rabbit holes that uh 92 00:04:59.319 --> 00:05:02.199 you've been going down and you've been sending me tons 93 00:05:02.199 --> 00:05:04.399 of info on it and stuff like that, so it's 94 00:05:04.439 --> 00:05:06.439 pretty interesting. But we I kind of want to take 95 00:05:06.480 --> 00:05:08.959 it from base level of of what got you into, 96 00:05:10.000 --> 00:05:12.920 you know, trying to heal yourself and and help your 97 00:05:12.959 --> 00:05:16.120 mental health. And if everybody listening, we're gonna be talking 98 00:05:16.519 --> 00:05:19.600 more about using psychedelics also for mental health use and 99 00:05:19.600 --> 00:05:22.439 stuff like that. Like I've done with mushrooms. And I 100 00:05:22.480 --> 00:05:25.319 was just on the Cult of Conspiracy podcast and the 101 00:05:26.480 --> 00:05:28.439 one of the co hosts he just did d MT 102 00:05:28.680 --> 00:05:31.959 the night before we recorded, and he said the first 103 00:05:32.120 --> 00:05:35.720 time was the greatest experience he's ever had, like amazing, 104 00:05:36.040 --> 00:05:38.720 and then he took double the dose and he almost 105 00:05:38.800 --> 00:05:41.240 never wants to do it again because it showed him 106 00:05:41.240 --> 00:05:42.120 some dark stuff. 107 00:05:42.720 --> 00:05:45.879 Somebody had ego death, Yeah, somebody definitely ego death. 108 00:05:45.959 --> 00:05:49.399 Yeah, So yeah, bring it in. Tell me we're kind 109 00:05:49.399 --> 00:05:51.879 of what what that kind of all transpired. 110 00:05:53.600 --> 00:05:55.879 Let's kind of go back to the you know, comparing 111 00:05:55.959 --> 00:05:58.720 everything as you were saying before. You know, some people 112 00:05:58.720 --> 00:06:01.920 go to jail, some people go to the military, some 113 00:06:01.959 --> 00:06:03.000 people go to college, and some. 114 00:06:02.959 --> 00:06:06.839 People go to work. Right now, unresolved trauma. 115 00:06:06.639 --> 00:06:08.560 Going back to that, right, we've alled out with trauma, 116 00:06:08.560 --> 00:06:11.279 and everybody does it their own different way, and and 117 00:06:11.399 --> 00:06:13.680 going through, like even going through as a correctional officer, 118 00:06:14.000 --> 00:06:15.920 looking at the end days like with what happened to 119 00:06:15.959 --> 00:06:17.759 me and the past being into that later on with trauma, 120 00:06:17.800 --> 00:06:21.560 But I could easily have gone into that direction, right, 121 00:06:21.560 --> 00:06:23.680 because you've got to remember, Like the way I look 122 00:06:23.680 --> 00:06:25.759 at it, I feel like a lot of people in 123 00:06:25.800 --> 00:06:29.959 societies today are just damage feral children that were raised 124 00:06:30.079 --> 00:06:33.439 by delinquency. Because that's what that's what we're seeing in society. 125 00:06:33.439 --> 00:06:35.560 To say, even from the stuff we see on television 126 00:06:35.959 --> 00:06:38.439 to what's coming out in Hollywood today, right, it's all 127 00:06:38.439 --> 00:06:42.839 intertwined together and and you know, mental health, being mental 128 00:06:42.879 --> 00:06:43.319 healthy and. 129 00:06:43.279 --> 00:06:45.120 What it is. I think we've discussed this before. 130 00:06:46.000 --> 00:06:48.399 It's more than just one day year, right, but you know, 131 00:06:48.480 --> 00:06:50.920 it's it's just another flag that society waves that people 132 00:06:51.000 --> 00:06:51.199 to go. 133 00:06:51.279 --> 00:06:52.519 You know, I'm part of that. 134 00:06:52.680 --> 00:06:55.000 I'm getting my EESG score or wherever wherever the case 135 00:06:55.040 --> 00:06:58.560 may be, just to say I did something right. And 136 00:06:58.600 --> 00:07:00.720 you know, they'll tell you to go call people at 137 00:07:00.759 --> 00:07:03.759 like these helplines and do all these other things, and 138 00:07:03.800 --> 00:07:06.120 you're you're who's picking up the phone just to volunteer 139 00:07:06.160 --> 00:07:07.319 who gives as much of a ship. 140 00:07:07.519 --> 00:07:09.519 Ted bundle about you exactly. 141 00:07:09.720 --> 00:07:14.639 Ted Bundy was a call center the first suicide stuff 142 00:07:14.639 --> 00:07:16.639 like that. He used to answer the phone calls for 143 00:07:16.639 --> 00:07:19.319 people who were suicidal. Everybody think about that, Ted Bundy. 144 00:07:19.920 --> 00:07:22.000 He cared, right, He cared because he thought he was 145 00:07:22.000 --> 00:07:23.519 probably like resolving a problem. 146 00:07:23.600 --> 00:07:23.759 Right. 147 00:07:25.240 --> 00:07:27.240 But but but the thing is, like, you know what, 148 00:07:27.319 --> 00:07:28.879 you know, when he picked that phone up, that's somebody 149 00:07:28.879 --> 00:07:30.480 who's been sitting on the damn phone just as much 150 00:07:30.480 --> 00:07:32.800 as everyone else in the world is waiting for that phone, 151 00:07:32.839 --> 00:07:34.720 call the ring and go hello and just make it 152 00:07:34.759 --> 00:07:35.639 sound good for the recording. 153 00:07:35.680 --> 00:07:38.680 Nothing gets done. Nothing. And that's why, like we need 154 00:07:38.720 --> 00:07:39.360 to have these. 155 00:07:39.199 --> 00:07:41.959 Conversations and and get everybody on the same page, right, 156 00:07:42.000 --> 00:07:43.839 because it doesn't matter what walk of. 157 00:07:43.759 --> 00:07:46.040 Life you come from. It's it's at the end of 158 00:07:46.079 --> 00:07:48.319 the day, it's it's society is the problem. We can 159 00:07:48.360 --> 00:07:48.839 go through that. 160 00:07:49.160 --> 00:07:52.240 As as speaking of serial killers, Charles Manson didn't make 161 00:07:52.279 --> 00:07:55.079 that that statement quite a bit that it was he 162 00:07:55.120 --> 00:07:58.120 was just a reflection of the society that and he's 163 00:07:58.160 --> 00:07:59.959 technically a cult leader, i'd say, but he gets thrown 164 00:08:00.199 --> 00:08:02.959 realm of serial killers, but that there's society that breeds 165 00:08:03.000 --> 00:08:06.120 people like him, you know, that was abused by the system, 166 00:08:06.160 --> 00:08:08.399 and his mom was a child prostitute and all that stuff. 167 00:08:08.480 --> 00:08:08.639 Right. 168 00:08:08.959 --> 00:08:11.839 So and I think we we are just the reflection 169 00:08:11.959 --> 00:08:13.759 of how sick our society is. And I say I 170 00:08:14.079 --> 00:08:16.800 say this all the time because you see how depraved 171 00:08:16.920 --> 00:08:20.519 and degenerate a lot of people are and how and 172 00:08:20.639 --> 00:08:24.360 you know they're doing everything that they can to escape 173 00:08:24.399 --> 00:08:27.800 from their mind, whether that be being addicted to sex, drugs, 174 00:08:28.439 --> 00:08:33.159 video games, television, movies. We've all done it in some regard, 175 00:08:33.320 --> 00:08:35.480 even like people were addicted to coffee, whatever it may be. 176 00:08:36.480 --> 00:08:38.320 You know, a lot of us do these things to 177 00:08:38.440 --> 00:08:41.399 bury our feelings and to make ourselves feel better in 178 00:08:41.480 --> 00:08:42.000 that moment. 179 00:08:42.720 --> 00:08:46.320 Well, it's a it's a coping mechanism, right, and there 180 00:08:46.360 --> 00:08:48.679 are good, good and bad about it, right. And you 181 00:08:48.720 --> 00:08:50.559 know a lot of things that I've been seeing with 182 00:08:50.639 --> 00:08:53.279 society today, like like, for instance, like I'm going to 183 00:08:53.320 --> 00:08:57.519 smell the joint long wring here. Yeah, here's my government 184 00:08:57.759 --> 00:09:00.559 issued weed. Right, Like I get I get so much weed. 185 00:09:00.559 --> 00:09:02.679 I get more weed that I and a household can 186 00:09:02.720 --> 00:09:05.519 smoke a month for free. And it just it reminds 187 00:09:05.559 --> 00:09:07.360 me of like the brave New World. Right, it's gonna 188 00:09:07.360 --> 00:09:09.360 be your solma, right, just keep your numb and dumb 189 00:09:09.480 --> 00:09:11.240 and just you know, resolved the problem. 190 00:09:11.360 --> 00:09:13.399 Yeah, I see that too, and God knows what they're 191 00:09:13.399 --> 00:09:15.919 spraying on it. I had a buddy, a buddy that's 192 00:09:15.919 --> 00:09:19.080 been on the show before. He does his own show, Shane, 193 00:09:19.440 --> 00:09:22.840 and he worked in that he worked in the essentially 194 00:09:22.919 --> 00:09:26.279 just working and do dealing with weed in that industry. 195 00:09:26.720 --> 00:09:28.919 And he said that the stuff they spray on it, 196 00:09:29.000 --> 00:09:31.159 you have to leave the room like two hours and stuff. 197 00:09:31.200 --> 00:09:33.039 And I can imagine that. 198 00:09:33.120 --> 00:09:35.600 Like my spouse, she even works, and she used to 199 00:09:35.600 --> 00:09:37.679 work in like the labs, right, so like Jamison and 200 00:09:37.720 --> 00:09:39.600 all these different other laboratories, so like all the chemicals 201 00:09:39.600 --> 00:09:40.080 and shit. 202 00:09:39.960 --> 00:09:42.399 Like she couldn't go into the room without like has 203 00:09:42.480 --> 00:09:44.240 mac gear on. And this is stuff like you're consuming 204 00:09:44.320 --> 00:09:45.080 later on to be. 205 00:09:45.120 --> 00:09:47.519 Like but now and this year is gonna grow on 206 00:09:47.519 --> 00:09:50.720 my own, but I didn't have the opportunity. But next 207 00:09:50.759 --> 00:09:52.559 year is the plan. But then you don't know what 208 00:09:52.639 --> 00:09:54.480 the seats are even good or whatever. 209 00:09:54.559 --> 00:09:56.960 Right, So well I don't even get high anymore, Like 210 00:09:57.000 --> 00:09:58.759 I can smoke like a big candigar and it would 211 00:09:58.759 --> 00:10:00.600 take me about a three gram ca a guardic, like 212 00:10:00.639 --> 00:10:02.759 have a buzz anymore. Like I just it's either so 213 00:10:02.919 --> 00:10:06.360 watered down or I'm just I'm permitfried. And I only 214 00:10:06.399 --> 00:10:08.320 started smoking like five years ago since I got out 215 00:10:08.320 --> 00:10:08.440 of there. 216 00:10:08.519 --> 00:10:09.039 That's crazy. 217 00:10:09.679 --> 00:10:11.200 I feel like it's getting worse for me because I 218 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:13.120 don't smoke as often. Every time I do, I'm like 219 00:10:13.200 --> 00:10:15.080 blitz it in my mind because all this we is 220 00:10:15.120 --> 00:10:16.759 so much stronger than the ship that I smoke when 221 00:10:16.759 --> 00:10:19.000 I was a kid. We just to smoke that nipper weed. 222 00:10:19.080 --> 00:10:21.879 Sounds racist, but that's what we called it. Uh and 223 00:10:21.879 --> 00:10:24.759 and and all the other ship like some of the homegrown. 224 00:10:25.120 --> 00:10:27.039 And I remember my buddy first got weed off the 225 00:10:27.039 --> 00:10:29.519 internet and it was like a game changer. We were 226 00:10:29.600 --> 00:10:32.240 smoking it by this like abandoned well that doesn't exist, 227 00:10:32.519 --> 00:10:34.799 like no one using it, and we're just like it's 228 00:10:34.799 --> 00:10:36.679 like I'm just being high ship stare at this old 229 00:10:36.759 --> 00:10:38.519 lady at the park. I was like, man, this stuff 230 00:10:38.600 --> 00:10:39.279 is too strong. 231 00:10:40.519 --> 00:10:42.759 Well that's that's kind of like how everything seems to 232 00:10:42.799 --> 00:10:45.360 be going now, Like like look at was it even 233 00:10:45.480 --> 00:10:48.320 pre COVID, like when weed was decriminalized, right and like 234 00:10:48.399 --> 00:10:49.960 every there's pop up stores everywhere. 235 00:10:50.000 --> 00:10:50.559 The cops are. 236 00:10:50.440 --> 00:10:53.559 Going probably like buy bag and then arrest them, right 237 00:10:53.600 --> 00:10:55.639 like they and then they pop up across the street 238 00:10:55.679 --> 00:10:57.480 the very next day, right, And that's what you're starting 239 00:10:57.480 --> 00:11:00.720 to see nowadays with even the mushroom shops and those 240 00:11:00.759 --> 00:11:01.519 mushroom places. 241 00:11:01.559 --> 00:11:01.639 Right. 242 00:11:01.720 --> 00:11:04.360 It's it's it's the exact same thing, right, they pop up, 243 00:11:04.399 --> 00:11:07.080 they get shut down, nobody gets charged. It's gonna it's 244 00:11:07.720 --> 00:11:09.639 the thing that's happening with wood is going to happen again, 245 00:11:10.120 --> 00:11:15.080 and which is fine. But the thing is with when 246 00:11:15.120 --> 00:11:18.720 you're dealing with psychedelics like Joe Rogan and Terrence McKenna, 247 00:11:18.720 --> 00:11:21.279 all these people making it like so common and the 248 00:11:21.360 --> 00:11:24.240 access to it now is is so easy, like like 249 00:11:24.320 --> 00:11:27.039 you could even order some from BC where it is 250 00:11:27.039 --> 00:11:30.039 decriminalized and have it legally fallen to youre right. And 251 00:11:30.080 --> 00:11:32.399 that's up to an including dimethyl trip to me, which 252 00:11:32.519 --> 00:11:36.159 we can talk about. But the thing is like when 253 00:11:36.200 --> 00:11:38.600 you're looking at these dosages, people don't realize there is 254 00:11:38.600 --> 00:11:42.320 a pharmacology behind it, right, Like there is going to 255 00:11:42.399 --> 00:11:45.279 be an effect based on your height, your weight, that content, 256 00:11:45.320 --> 00:11:47.080 all this other stuff. Right to get a proper dose 257 00:11:47.120 --> 00:11:48.559 and some people go, well, I'm just gonna go take 258 00:11:48.559 --> 00:11:50.320 a heroic dose and you'll eat a whole freaking bag 259 00:11:50.320 --> 00:11:52.960 of bag of mushrooms. And then they're off to the 260 00:11:52.960 --> 00:11:55.039 to lava land because they don't know what to expect, right, 261 00:11:55.480 --> 00:11:58.960 Whereas that's where we're going to start seeing a lot 262 00:11:58.960 --> 00:12:01.240 more psychosis is behind this because it's becoming cool and 263 00:12:01.279 --> 00:12:03.320 people just don't know how to use it responsible. 264 00:12:03.799 --> 00:12:07.039 Ye that's uh. I just it will be out the 265 00:12:07.039 --> 00:12:09.759 time this episode's out. But I had Elizabeth April on 266 00:12:09.840 --> 00:12:12.799 a show. She's a pretty interesting woman. Believes that she's 267 00:12:12.799 --> 00:12:16.559 in contact with aliens. It's wild. But we're talking about 268 00:12:16.600 --> 00:12:19.639 the d MT stuff and how she's like she's Canadian, 269 00:12:20.039 --> 00:12:21.519 but she's living in the States, I think right now. 270 00:12:21.559 --> 00:12:23.399 And then they're getting a property in Ottawa or whatever, 271 00:12:23.840 --> 00:12:27.279 and she's talking about how she in Toronto now there's 272 00:12:27.320 --> 00:12:29.080 like shops and stuff where you can go get like 273 00:12:29.120 --> 00:12:31.399 a d MT pen and she's like, that's not responsible 274 00:12:31.440 --> 00:12:34.759 because these people don't know what they're getting into. Uh, 275 00:12:34.799 --> 00:12:38.080 And it's this is not like a party drug, even mushrooms, 276 00:12:38.080 --> 00:12:40.600 it's not a party drugs. I'm siying you mix alcohol 277 00:12:40.720 --> 00:12:43.200 with because I've I've been on a high dose of 278 00:12:43.240 --> 00:12:45.080 mushrooms and then I thought I'm burning out. And then 279 00:12:45.080 --> 00:12:46.879 I drink a little bit, like I'll have like a 280 00:12:46.879 --> 00:12:49.759 little whiskey or whatever, even a beer, and it like 281 00:12:49.919 --> 00:12:52.159 my heart starts to pulse and it's like it does 282 00:12:52.200 --> 00:12:54.519 not feel good. It's you shouldn't be mixing even weed. 283 00:12:54.720 --> 00:12:56.720 There's some times hrapping now mushroom smoke a little weed 284 00:12:56.759 --> 00:13:00.200 and it like blasts me off and I'm paranoid thinking 285 00:13:00.279 --> 00:13:02.559 that everybody's watching me from every different corner of the 286 00:13:02.639 --> 00:13:03.279 room or something. 287 00:13:03.320 --> 00:13:05.600 You know. Well, the big thing people don't talk about 288 00:13:05.600 --> 00:13:07.679 with it is is it's it is. 289 00:13:08.000 --> 00:13:11.080 I firmly believe that is based Most religion is based 290 00:13:11.120 --> 00:13:11.320 on it. 291 00:13:11.399 --> 00:13:13.399 Now, maybe not so much the stories, but at least 292 00:13:13.399 --> 00:13:15.559 the ceremonies, right because I don't know if you can 293 00:13:15.559 --> 00:13:18.360 pull anything up on here, but I did send you 294 00:13:18.960 --> 00:13:21.480 the basilica that there was the picture of the basilica. 295 00:13:21.600 --> 00:13:24.600 If you look at the basilica at the ceiling, it 296 00:13:24.639 --> 00:13:28.000 looks exactly like a kaleidoscope. Or if you look at 297 00:13:28.039 --> 00:13:31.759 the cern high trant collider like a high kaleidoscope, very 298 00:13:31.840 --> 00:13:33.879 much the exact same of a fractal effect that you 299 00:13:33.919 --> 00:13:35.799 will see when you go into your initial dose of 300 00:13:35.879 --> 00:13:37.480 a d MT or even mushrooms. 301 00:13:37.519 --> 00:13:41.639 Right. The thing is once you once you look. 302 00:13:41.440 --> 00:13:43.240 At that, you go, well, is this what they were 303 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:45.399 doing to people that to make that thing spin? Because 304 00:13:45.399 --> 00:13:47.559 you remember when you're if you're messed up and you're 305 00:13:47.600 --> 00:13:49.240 looking at that, that's going to start spending like a 306 00:13:49.279 --> 00:13:51.559 kaleidoscope as well. Right, then you're going to be into 307 00:13:51.559 --> 00:13:53.279 a trance and then you're going to see the angels 308 00:13:53.320 --> 00:13:55.960 and then you know, back in the days of human sacrifice, 309 00:13:55.960 --> 00:13:59.000 that's probably how they got you to, you know, die, Right, That's. 310 00:13:58.799 --> 00:14:02.200 What's crazy, man. Is like when they especially in the Aztecs, 311 00:14:02.240 --> 00:14:04.120 how they would, like we were just talking about this 312 00:14:04.159 --> 00:14:06.879 is like the guys like tripping balls looking up at 313 00:14:06.879 --> 00:14:08.679 a guy with a knife over him, and then like 314 00:14:08.720 --> 00:14:11.039 they would sacrifice you and you would be on mushrooms 315 00:14:11.039 --> 00:14:12.279 while you're being sacrificed. 316 00:14:13.159 --> 00:14:14.639 Yeah, and that's kind of very. 317 00:14:14.519 --> 00:14:17.919 Much how the the experience I had with when I 318 00:14:17.919 --> 00:14:21.679 even went to the retreat get a shaman involved. You 319 00:14:21.679 --> 00:14:24.279 see the fractals, the fractals start having movement and and 320 00:14:24.320 --> 00:14:26.039 that's when I had my eureka moment when I was 321 00:14:26.120 --> 00:14:29.360 up at this this retreat that I've gone to. When 322 00:14:29.360 --> 00:14:31.799 I came out of it, I realized the shaman as 323 00:14:31.879 --> 00:14:33.320 he was singing, because I could still hear, but I 324 00:14:33.320 --> 00:14:35.799 had my like I kind of dropped through the floor 325 00:14:36.399 --> 00:14:39.639 and as he was singing, like he was making the 326 00:14:39.639 --> 00:14:42.000 patterns dance, I was like, what the hell is I've 327 00:14:42.039 --> 00:14:44.559 never seen this before on DMT, like ever in my life. 328 00:14:45.000 --> 00:14:47.559 And he had a bouncing bouncing bouncing and then unraveled him. 329 00:14:47.559 --> 00:14:49.320 I had like this vision and I went, what is 330 00:14:49.360 --> 00:14:52.320 going on here? When I came out of it, you know, 331 00:14:52.440 --> 00:14:55.240 everyone was smudging over top of me. I'm looking at everybody, 332 00:14:55.320 --> 00:14:57.200 go tell me that was real? On your license to 333 00:14:57.320 --> 00:14:58.720 me that was real? And I was like, yeah, that 334 00:14:58.840 --> 00:15:03.480 was real and just freaking out. And then I look 335 00:15:03.559 --> 00:15:05.759 down and I'm looking at the native blankets and all 336 00:15:05.759 --> 00:15:08.519 the beadwork for the Sanmaranto stuff he was wearing as well, and. 337 00:15:08.440 --> 00:15:11.399 I'm like, those are the patterns, Like those are the fragles. 338 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:13.600 That's exactly what native beadwork is, like everything is based 339 00:15:13.639 --> 00:15:14.440 off of fragles. 340 00:15:14.559 --> 00:15:15.519 Well that's where I said. 341 00:15:15.679 --> 00:15:18.759 When I've mush rabbit hole, right, So. 342 00:15:18.840 --> 00:15:21.559 I've noticed that like I've done, like especially that there's 343 00:15:21.600 --> 00:15:24.559 a definitely like the strange blue meaties. Uh. I saw 344 00:15:24.639 --> 00:15:28.200 this where it almost looked, like I said, tribal patterns, 345 00:15:28.240 --> 00:15:31.200 but it's like translucent objects that are like moving and stuff. 346 00:15:31.240 --> 00:15:35.279 It's like wild. And so maybe just you obviously you 347 00:15:35.320 --> 00:15:37.159 don't have to go and only go into the detail 348 00:15:37.200 --> 00:15:40.240 that you want to get into, but maybe explain why 349 00:15:40.639 --> 00:15:43.720 you what kind of presented the opportunity with you being 350 00:15:43.759 --> 00:15:48.279 of the do DMT essentially legally and for mental health 351 00:15:48.279 --> 00:15:50.840 and stuff like that, because you that's essentially what happened, right, 352 00:15:50.879 --> 00:15:54.279 is you were able to do it legally for PTSD 353 00:15:54.360 --> 00:15:54.919 and stuff like. 354 00:15:54.840 --> 00:15:58.039 That, well not not DMT, Like DMT is not legal 355 00:15:58.159 --> 00:15:58.600 like it is. 356 00:15:58.720 --> 00:16:01.639 It is still a substance, right, but because everything is determinalize, 357 00:16:01.840 --> 00:16:02.960 it is easily attainable. 358 00:16:03.080 --> 00:16:04.399 Like I said, you can go to your corner store 359 00:16:04.440 --> 00:16:05.440 like your friend had said. Right. 360 00:16:06.000 --> 00:16:11.480 So, I've been dealing with quite some bad note of PTSD. 361 00:16:13.000 --> 00:16:16.200 I won't get into too much of it, but long 362 00:16:16.200 --> 00:16:22.039 story short, my last resort after I had kind of 363 00:16:22.320 --> 00:16:24.519 I was looking I was actually looking into made at 364 00:16:24.519 --> 00:16:26.679 that point, like because. 365 00:16:26.639 --> 00:16:28.679 I've been asking for about twenty years through the. 366 00:16:28.639 --> 00:16:32.039 System, like through military doctors and everyone else for help, 367 00:16:32.639 --> 00:16:34.200 and it was just thrown on deaf years, right, like 368 00:16:34.279 --> 00:16:37.240 nothing is actionable until something happens, right, And that just 369 00:16:37.240 --> 00:16:39.279 seems to be the status quote of even the government. 370 00:16:39.360 --> 00:16:40.799 Right. So if I were to kill myself, then they 371 00:16:40.799 --> 00:16:41.519 would look into it. 372 00:16:41.519 --> 00:16:43.960 But if I was asking for help, you know, you're 373 00:16:44.039 --> 00:16:45.480 just you got a couple of screwizs. 374 00:16:45.480 --> 00:16:47.399 This gets chatting there, right, that's just how. 375 00:16:47.639 --> 00:16:49.919 So if people don't know what made is in Canada, 376 00:16:50.000 --> 00:16:53.480 the government will legally offer you to be suicided. That's 377 00:16:53.519 --> 00:16:56.039 what they do now. And they've killed fifty thousand people 378 00:16:56.120 --> 00:16:58.120 since twenty sixteen, which is crazy. 379 00:16:59.159 --> 00:17:02.159 And if you do some research into that too, I 380 00:17:02.159 --> 00:17:04.000 don't believe you died. Like somebody looked into it and 381 00:17:04.519 --> 00:17:06.759 I can't remember her name, but a girl looked in 382 00:17:06.839 --> 00:17:09.440 it and said that you may be out with that 383 00:17:09.519 --> 00:17:12.200 parabletic boson to you, but like you're actually drowning crupt 384 00:17:12.200 --> 00:17:13.359 to including twenty minutes. 385 00:17:13.480 --> 00:17:17.279 Yeah, I know I heard that too from US Jordan 386 00:17:17.279 --> 00:17:19.839 Peterson did a talk with her or whatever. Not really 387 00:17:19.839 --> 00:17:21.720 a big fan of him, considering he kisses the boot 388 00:17:21.759 --> 00:17:25.519 of Israel. But everyone is uh, you know, everyone's kind 389 00:17:25.519 --> 00:17:27.440 of a shill in their own right, and everyone's just 390 00:17:27.440 --> 00:17:29.559 trying to make their own money, you know. And there's 391 00:17:29.559 --> 00:17:31.640 a lot of people like that within and I don't 392 00:17:31.720 --> 00:17:34.079 think some of these people even believe the bullshit that 393 00:17:34.119 --> 00:17:37.799 they're saying, because he claims to be Christian, but then 394 00:17:37.960 --> 00:17:39.920 he said he doesn't believe in the virgin birth and 395 00:17:39.920 --> 00:17:42.839 all that stuff. And I'm not religious at all, I've 396 00:17:42.880 --> 00:17:46.319 so I said that to you, but I do lean towards, 397 00:17:46.599 --> 00:17:50.000 you know, the idea of Christianity of saying that to 398 00:17:50.119 --> 00:17:53.039 be like a person like Jesus would be pretty righteous, 399 00:17:53.079 --> 00:17:54.920 you know what I mean, And not like a righteous 400 00:17:54.960 --> 00:17:57.880 but like it's it's being a good hearted person that 401 00:17:57.960 --> 00:18:00.680 cares about your fellow human h you know, that's how 402 00:18:00.720 --> 00:18:02.960 we should all be. But there's definitely things I've been 403 00:18:02.960 --> 00:18:07.160 done wrong within religion, and there's definitely certain other religions too, 404 00:18:07.599 --> 00:18:10.880 and people could say, including Christianity that have you know, 405 00:18:10.920 --> 00:18:13.359 that they think that their magic book is the right 406 00:18:13.440 --> 00:18:15.480 magic book and then they kill people because of it 407 00:18:15.519 --> 00:18:20.039 and stuff like that, especially more radicalized religion, which you 408 00:18:20.039 --> 00:18:21.720 can see in the Middle East, that's for sure. 409 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:25.160 Well, And that's the thing about even the religions side, 410 00:18:25.240 --> 00:18:27.039 right that they try to make all hot and sexy 411 00:18:27.039 --> 00:18:30.160 about it, right, Like, that's that's the danger with the 412 00:18:30.200 --> 00:18:32.000 New Age movement. And that's where I pump the brakes 413 00:18:32.000 --> 00:18:33.599 in all of this, right because when you take the 414 00:18:33.640 --> 00:18:37.240 New Age movement and he brings psychedelics into it, of 415 00:18:37.240 --> 00:18:39.200 course you want to be like chist. Like I would 416 00:18:39.240 --> 00:18:41.200 firmly believe that, Craig, because there are peace in the 417 00:18:41.200 --> 00:18:43.160 Bible where Christ has like been missing, Like who's the 418 00:18:43.200 --> 00:18:44.839 say he didn't go to India. Who's to say he 419 00:18:44.839 --> 00:18:47.039 didn't learn all of these different types of things like 420 00:18:47.119 --> 00:18:48.319 ray ki and all these. 421 00:18:48.839 --> 00:18:51.240 That's what they claim that he was missing for like 422 00:18:51.400 --> 00:18:52.799 thirteen years. I think it was. 423 00:18:53.279 --> 00:18:54.720 Yeah, I forget the exact number. 424 00:18:55.240 --> 00:18:56.799 He was like twelve or thirteen when he left, and 425 00:18:56.839 --> 00:18:58.880 he showed up back when he was thirty, So yeah, 426 00:18:58.920 --> 00:19:01.920 you know, seventeen somebody. But even until that's enough time 427 00:19:01.960 --> 00:19:03.960 for him to go to all these places, learned how 428 00:19:03.960 --> 00:19:05.559 to be a master and come back and teach it. Now, 429 00:19:05.599 --> 00:19:07.880 where I have a problem with the New Age movement 430 00:19:08.039 --> 00:19:10.720 is when they start saying you were God having inexperience 431 00:19:10.799 --> 00:19:14.240 through a vessel. We are all God there's the trap, right, Like, 432 00:19:14.319 --> 00:19:16.559 that's where it starts to get a little bit. This 433 00:19:16.599 --> 00:19:18.960 could be very culty, right because they're telling you that 434 00:19:19.079 --> 00:19:20.880 you are a god now, which makes you equal to 435 00:19:20.920 --> 00:19:22.680 the Creator and so on and so forth. Right, So 436 00:19:22.759 --> 00:19:24.519 it gets that's where it gets very dangerous with the 437 00:19:24.519 --> 00:19:27.240 New Age, not especially when some places are mixing it 438 00:19:27.279 --> 00:19:28.359 into treatment. 439 00:19:29.119 --> 00:19:32.400 Yeah, And I do think that, like I've always thought. 440 00:19:32.400 --> 00:19:34.799 This is just my perspective of what I've experienced in 441 00:19:35.119 --> 00:19:38.480 research is I've always thought, whatever God is, we are 442 00:19:38.480 --> 00:19:41.279 connected to, which makes us part of what God is, 443 00:19:41.599 --> 00:19:44.039 which makes us all a god of this reality, so 444 00:19:44.119 --> 00:19:47.480 to speak. And and and the God that I believe 445 00:19:47.519 --> 00:19:52.920 in is whatever that energy is, is a benevolent God 446 00:19:53.039 --> 00:19:55.920 that even if you question him or you go against him, 447 00:19:56.039 --> 00:19:59.079 you will still be let into his graces, so to speak. 448 00:19:59.279 --> 00:20:02.200 Because there is a lot of people and people I've 449 00:20:02.200 --> 00:20:04.079 talked to you on the show and stuff like that, uh, 450 00:20:04.279 --> 00:20:07.519 friends that are you know, very religious and think because 451 00:20:07.559 --> 00:20:10.039 I have questions, I'm not going to quote unquote Heaven, 452 00:20:10.119 --> 00:20:12.680 but I don't believe that's not the gut I believe in. 453 00:20:12.759 --> 00:20:14.799 And I do not think the Bible is the be all, 454 00:20:14.920 --> 00:20:17.160 end all of knowledge. I think that you have to 455 00:20:17.200 --> 00:20:20.000 look for the truth within all these ancient books and 456 00:20:20.039 --> 00:20:22.359 all these religious books and wherever it might be, and 457 00:20:22.400 --> 00:20:25.079 then try to decipher what the truth actually is. And 458 00:20:25.079 --> 00:20:26.519 I don't think any of us are going to know 459 00:20:26.599 --> 00:20:27.640 the truth until we're dead. 460 00:20:28.440 --> 00:20:31.400 Well, and that's the thing too, right, Like like like 461 00:20:31.480 --> 00:20:33.400 your buddy, I think his name is Brian Knowle. 462 00:20:33.519 --> 00:20:34.640 Is that his name that you had on? 463 00:20:35.000 --> 00:20:35.160 Uh? 464 00:20:35.559 --> 00:20:35.920 Brandon? 465 00:20:36.480 --> 00:20:38.200 Is that? Thank you? 466 00:20:38.960 --> 00:20:40.680 A lot of stuff he was saying, like is it 467 00:20:40.839 --> 00:20:42.640 very very lines up with a lot of the things 468 00:20:42.640 --> 00:20:45.799 that like I've you know, found myself and a lot 469 00:20:45.839 --> 00:20:48.240 of people that I have had conversation with, Like he's he's closed, 470 00:20:48.279 --> 00:20:49.880 but he's like not over the target because it's a 471 00:20:49.960 --> 00:20:52.440 very dangerous conversation when you get into all that stuff. 472 00:20:52.480 --> 00:20:55.680 But it's nice that you are having these conversations because 473 00:20:56.519 --> 00:21:00.160 even in scripture, like it tells you like it's for 474 00:21:00.200 --> 00:21:01.079 those to hear and for. 475 00:21:01.039 --> 00:21:01.640 Those to see. 476 00:21:01.759 --> 00:21:04.640 Right, So as long as you're doing the quest for knowledge, 477 00:21:04.680 --> 00:21:07.640 so to speak, like you're not in the bad graces, 478 00:21:07.680 --> 00:21:09.559 like it is expected that you go and learning the 479 00:21:09.599 --> 00:21:11.359 scriptures of the garden as much as you can, right, 480 00:21:11.720 --> 00:21:14.400 Because even that goes into like the old shames zoom theory, right, like, 481 00:21:14.720 --> 00:21:16.359 how are you going to know your enemy without knowing 482 00:21:16.400 --> 00:21:16.920 his tactics? 483 00:21:17.000 --> 00:21:18.039 Right? Are the war stuff? 484 00:21:18.240 --> 00:21:18.640 That's true? 485 00:21:18.720 --> 00:21:21.000 Right, So you're not wrong in doing it, and we 486 00:21:21.000 --> 00:21:22.960 should all be doing it, like even even the little 487 00:21:23.000 --> 00:21:25.000 bit of conspiracy checking a lot of people are doing. 488 00:21:25.319 --> 00:21:26.960 They're doing a hell of a lot more than people 489 00:21:27.039 --> 00:21:28.839 who are going to church up the street. They go 490 00:21:28.920 --> 00:21:30.880 to church, will hear somebody talk about a passion that 491 00:21:30.920 --> 00:21:32.799 they picked out for the week, and they're not going 492 00:21:32.839 --> 00:21:34.960 home to reflect on it. Twelve minutes later, outside of 493 00:21:34.960 --> 00:21:37.559 the church, they're probably you know, gossiping at Denny's about 494 00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:38.880 Susie and what she's wearing. 495 00:21:38.960 --> 00:21:40.240 Right, Yeah, it's it's very true. 496 00:21:40.319 --> 00:21:41.839 They're doing more work than they are. 497 00:21:41.960 --> 00:21:44.519 It's funny because that's what Anton Levey, the guy that 498 00:21:44.519 --> 00:21:46.960 created the Church of Satan said. He's say like, was 499 00:21:47.000 --> 00:21:48.799 to talk about how you know the guy that the 500 00:21:49.000 --> 00:21:51.079 some of the religious people camera is exact quote, but 501 00:21:51.079 --> 00:21:53.559 saying that that guy that goes to church every Sunday 502 00:21:53.640 --> 00:21:56.519 is banging somebody behind his wife's back and doesn't really 503 00:21:56.559 --> 00:21:59.079 believe in the things that they're preaching. And there's a 504 00:21:59.119 --> 00:22:01.519 lot of that. Right. The whole thing is like with 505 00:22:01.759 --> 00:22:05.079 Christianity tied into Israel, and I'm sorry, I like I 506 00:22:05.119 --> 00:22:06.599 bring this up on the show. A lot of people 507 00:22:06.640 --> 00:22:09.440 they don't like you, man. The Jewish people do not 508 00:22:09.680 --> 00:22:11.759 like Christians. And that's a fact. You can look this up. 509 00:22:11.759 --> 00:22:14.200 It's an all their doctrine, It's in all their literature. 510 00:22:14.240 --> 00:22:18.240 They literally say this. There's multiple rabbis like I'm saying, like, 511 00:22:18.240 --> 00:22:20.680 like I've seen at least fifty different rabbis say this 512 00:22:20.680 --> 00:22:23.839 stuff and Collus Goiam and all sorts of horrible things. 513 00:22:23.880 --> 00:22:26.920 So like stop stop doing, stop kissing their boot. They 514 00:22:26.920 --> 00:22:28.920 don't like you, and they actually are laughing as they're 515 00:22:28.960 --> 00:22:31.400 destroying you. 516 00:22:30.400 --> 00:22:30.599 You know. 517 00:22:30.720 --> 00:22:32.680 But like, I'll always be the one that questions things. 518 00:22:32.759 --> 00:22:34.839 I don't like the King James version of the Bible 519 00:22:35.559 --> 00:22:37.319 and stuff like that. I just think that things have 520 00:22:37.400 --> 00:22:39.680 been toyed with and played with. I do think if 521 00:22:39.720 --> 00:22:41.240 you go back to the Dead Sea scrolls and some 522 00:22:41.279 --> 00:22:44.039 of the Sumerian texts, you start to find at least 523 00:22:44.160 --> 00:22:46.240 where some of this stuff is based off of and 524 00:22:46.319 --> 00:22:49.640 what the truth might might be. I lean towards more 525 00:22:49.680 --> 00:22:51.839 of the idea of the Anunaki and that we are 526 00:22:51.880 --> 00:22:56.480 probably a creation of something like that, because it just 527 00:22:56.480 --> 00:22:59.759 seems most the most obvious thing that we have different 528 00:22:59.799 --> 00:23:02.720 a DNAs and us and that's why there's white people 529 00:23:02.880 --> 00:23:06.680 and indigenous people and Asian and all that stuff and 530 00:23:06.759 --> 00:23:10.559 black and you know it is weird, man, especially the 531 00:23:10.640 --> 00:23:12.640 Asian stuff. So like our son rose to the east, 532 00:23:12.680 --> 00:23:14.319 our eyes or slant, it doesn't make sense. 533 00:23:14.920 --> 00:23:16.319 I cannot wait. 534 00:23:16.359 --> 00:23:18.680 And I hope that I convinced my friend to come 535 00:23:18.720 --> 00:23:20.480 on the show with you and we can all get 536 00:23:20.480 --> 00:23:23.920 together with your friend as well and have this conversation again. 537 00:23:23.720 --> 00:23:27.839 Because that would be I we're completely off topic here, 538 00:23:27.880 --> 00:23:29.559 like we're going down into the rabbit hole. 539 00:23:29.720 --> 00:23:32.960 Yeah, that's for sure, but let's get back. We'll bring 540 00:23:33.000 --> 00:23:36.200 it back. We'll bring it back, so obviously. And then 541 00:23:36.400 --> 00:23:38.599 so you went to this retreat, right. 542 00:23:39.240 --> 00:23:40.880 Yeah, So so I went to this retreat. 543 00:23:42.799 --> 00:23:45.640 I was offered well, I requested managed, since I was 544 00:23:45.680 --> 00:23:47.799 offered made because I was I had had enough, right, 545 00:23:47.839 --> 00:23:49.359 twenty years, here's a. 546 00:23:49.359 --> 00:23:51.119 Bunch of pills, here's you know. 547 00:23:51.160 --> 00:23:53.480 I talked to twenty two different doctors about my problems 548 00:23:53.759 --> 00:23:57.640 within the military lake removable time, right, So nothing was done, 549 00:23:57.680 --> 00:23:58.519 It was just status quo. 550 00:23:58.559 --> 00:23:59.400 That's status quo of that. 551 00:24:01.319 --> 00:24:06.440 And it took a very big court case to snap 552 00:24:06.480 --> 00:24:07.680 them out of it and wake them up and go, 553 00:24:07.680 --> 00:24:09.880 oh shit, like this guy actually had a problem, right, 554 00:24:10.720 --> 00:24:13.359 long story short, I put a pedophile in jail who 555 00:24:13.400 --> 00:24:18.359 had been Yeah, they had been abusing boys, including myself 556 00:24:18.440 --> 00:24:20.039 twenty twenty some odd years ago. 557 00:24:21.160 --> 00:24:22.680 Good for you for adding him, because a lot of 558 00:24:22.680 --> 00:24:24.720 people hold their tongue on that stuff, and then you 559 00:24:24.759 --> 00:24:26.640 know there could be just as served and. 560 00:24:27.359 --> 00:24:29.720 Well that's and that's just the thing, right holding your tongue, 561 00:24:29.759 --> 00:24:31.480 Like you got to look where we grew up, like 562 00:24:31.519 --> 00:24:33.240 the age we grew up, guys, it can. 563 00:24:33.200 --> 00:24:34.279 Never happen to guys. 564 00:24:34.480 --> 00:24:36.640 Now, if a teacher ever did it to you, it'd 565 00:24:36.640 --> 00:24:39.880 be encouraged, right, Like, there's just you know, it doesn't 566 00:24:39.920 --> 00:24:41.880 happen to guys. And like I said earlier, like when 567 00:24:41.920 --> 00:24:45.960 you're when you're suppressing that much abuse or any other 568 00:24:46.039 --> 00:24:49.200 types of travelhood trauma you've had, when you just can't 569 00:24:49.200 --> 00:24:50.400 wait to get the fuck out of the house. As 570 00:24:50.400 --> 00:24:52.279 soon as I was seventeen, the military picked me up 571 00:24:52.319 --> 00:24:53.759 and I was like, I'm a fuck out of here. 572 00:24:54.079 --> 00:24:55.640 Just no one's listening to me. I gotta go right, 573 00:24:55.920 --> 00:24:59.680 So again it goes back to well, you're, like I said, 574 00:24:59.720 --> 00:25:03.039 were damaged pharaoh children being raised by delinquency, right, because 575 00:25:03.079 --> 00:25:04.640 where did I go? I went right off to the 576 00:25:04.680 --> 00:25:06.920 military with a bunch of other delinquents who were broken, 577 00:25:06.960 --> 00:25:09.559 living in a dorm style environment where it was encouraged 578 00:25:09.599 --> 00:25:12.839 to be a dude. Yeah right, it's just it's it's 579 00:25:12.880 --> 00:25:16.039 just a cycle of bullshit until you actually get it fixed, right. 580 00:25:16.279 --> 00:25:18.920 And it only took twenty years and nine people to 581 00:25:18.960 --> 00:25:21.680 come forward for this guy to actually come forward. And 582 00:25:21.799 --> 00:25:25.079 the funny thing it was everybody in the town knew, right, 583 00:25:25.079 --> 00:25:30.279 They'd say yep, and and and even his subordinates within 584 00:25:30.400 --> 00:25:33.000 within the institution that he was working at, Like everybody 585 00:25:33.079 --> 00:25:33.799 had a name Clinger. 586 00:25:33.880 --> 00:25:37.359 Everybody knew, but they'd rather gossip than It's. 587 00:25:37.279 --> 00:25:41.839 Like Jimmy Savileman, everybody knew everyone, but then nothing happened 588 00:25:41.920 --> 00:25:43.039 till years and years later. 589 00:25:43.279 --> 00:25:45.200 Yeah, and that's and that's why I see like what's 590 00:25:45.200 --> 00:25:48.039 happening today in society with with Bieber. I kid ain't 591 00:25:48.079 --> 00:25:50.880 fucking lion, like I was, like, yep, one hundred percent right, 592 00:25:50.960 --> 00:25:53.079 I just I put myself because when he was when 593 00:25:53.079 --> 00:25:55.039 he was getting it from Diddy. I was the same 594 00:25:55.079 --> 00:25:56.880 age he was when I started getting this see. 595 00:25:56.880 --> 00:25:58.880 And that's what's crazy too, is me and Aaron talked 596 00:25:58.880 --> 00:26:00.960 about this like a month ago and I'm like, yeah, 597 00:26:00.960 --> 00:26:02.759 this is like how far it's gonna go. He's gonna 598 00:26:02.960 --> 00:26:05.079 maybe get get let out or whatever. And then it's 599 00:26:05.119 --> 00:26:09.039 just like the tunnel kept digging, like and I was like, 600 00:26:09.119 --> 00:26:12.279 the more information kept releasing, and I said that he's 601 00:26:12.279 --> 00:26:14.480 the tip of the iceberg on that Episodember, I'm like, 602 00:26:14.559 --> 00:26:16.519 this stuff is just the tip of the iceberg. Man. 603 00:26:16.720 --> 00:26:19.880 They literally had a child like an island where they 604 00:26:20.000 --> 00:26:22.240 fucked children like that, a whole island for that shit. 605 00:26:22.359 --> 00:26:23.920 So imagine what else is going on. 606 00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:27.559 And that's the funny thing that I hope we talk 607 00:26:27.599 --> 00:26:29.039 again in regards to this rabbitable. 608 00:26:29.119 --> 00:26:32.039 Right, Well, you know, I I've. 609 00:26:31.880 --> 00:26:34.440 Been using since I got out, Like I used to 610 00:26:34.440 --> 00:26:36.960 be a fire investigator as well, right, So I was 611 00:26:37.000 --> 00:26:39.720 just you can't help it, dig, right, once you have 612 00:26:39.759 --> 00:26:40.519 a haunt she dig. 613 00:26:40.640 --> 00:26:42.920 My grandfather was the fire chief, one of the fire 614 00:26:43.000 --> 00:26:46.400 chiefs in Toronto for many years, so I totally understand 615 00:26:46.400 --> 00:26:48.279 where that kind of background. I never got into this. 616 00:26:48.359 --> 00:26:50.279 I was too much of a dirt bag. I was 617 00:26:50.319 --> 00:26:53.160 a bad teenager. And it's funny my grandfather's dead now, 618 00:26:53.240 --> 00:26:55.319 Like grew up in the Depression, and now I look 619 00:26:55.400 --> 00:26:58.279 back and all those times I gave him a hard time, like, 620 00:26:58.319 --> 00:27:00.359 and I now want to be a man like he was. 621 00:27:00.759 --> 00:27:02.519 But at that time, I couldn't see that. I was 622 00:27:02.559 --> 00:27:05.119 just a rebellious teen like and I'm I'm a Canadian 623 00:27:05.200 --> 00:27:07.480 nationalist and I remember I was saying this, but I 624 00:27:07.519 --> 00:27:09.759 was in like grade school. I didn't like, uh, staying 625 00:27:09.759 --> 00:27:11.920 for the national anthem because I didn't like being told 626 00:27:12.000 --> 00:27:14.319 what to do. And that was literally it. It wasn't 627 00:27:14.319 --> 00:27:16.599 because I like didn't like my country or whatever. And 628 00:27:16.640 --> 00:27:19.119 it's so funny if I looked at myself then as 629 00:27:19.119 --> 00:27:20.680 a twelve year boy, if I could talk to him 630 00:27:20.960 --> 00:27:23.119 and be like, what the fuck are you thinking? Man, 631 00:27:23.519 --> 00:27:25.759 You're a rebel without a cause? And my grandma always 632 00:27:25.920 --> 00:27:28.640 to say that, And I was until I found my 633 00:27:28.799 --> 00:27:31.440 true hatred for the government, and then I became a 634 00:27:31.480 --> 00:27:32.039 real rebel. 635 00:27:33.119 --> 00:27:36.720 Uh you know what, I'm close to there myself, my friend, Like, 636 00:27:36.759 --> 00:27:39.519 I've seen too much and that's kind of the salt 637 00:27:39.559 --> 00:27:42.559 and the wound of all the stuff. Right, you can't 638 00:27:42.559 --> 00:27:44.279 work and you can't work in government as long as 639 00:27:44.279 --> 00:27:46.759 I did and not see the cracks and. 640 00:27:46.880 --> 00:27:49.440 Go, wow, that's what. 641 00:27:52.759 --> 00:27:54.640 I'm sure he'll tell you about the waste, just the 642 00:27:54.680 --> 00:27:56.720 waste alone, right where they would just throw shit out 643 00:27:56.759 --> 00:27:59.240 for lunches, like more more than people could eat in 644 00:27:59.240 --> 00:28:00.880 a day, and then they were school in the garbage 645 00:28:00.920 --> 00:28:02.359 like the same day, right, Like it's just there's so 646 00:28:02.440 --> 00:28:04.799 much waste and abundance, Like it's just you want to 647 00:28:04.799 --> 00:28:07.000 where your tax dollars go, and and that's that's where 648 00:28:07.000 --> 00:28:09.680 we're that's where we'll go into, uh with Dimensions. So 649 00:28:09.799 --> 00:28:14.359 long back to that, when I was going through my PTSD, 650 00:28:14.599 --> 00:28:17.119 I reached out and somebody told me about this program 651 00:28:17.119 --> 00:28:20.000 called Dimensions. So they didn't really tell me too much 652 00:28:20.000 --> 00:28:21.519 about it, was kind of hush us, but like it's 653 00:28:21.519 --> 00:28:23.880 a retreat that you go to to get peace of 654 00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:26.359 mind for PTSD. And and all these years I had 655 00:28:26.400 --> 00:28:29.160 never been offered anything like not even box breathing, like. 656 00:28:30.599 --> 00:28:32.839 For coping. So I said, well, you know what, I'll 657 00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:33.839 give it a shot. 658 00:28:34.079 --> 00:28:35.519 So I had to go through all these series of 659 00:28:35.599 --> 00:28:37.319 tests and all this stuff, and they were sending me 660 00:28:37.359 --> 00:28:39.319 these things like I had to fill out and they're like, oh, 661 00:28:39.319 --> 00:28:41.920 you're a good candidate to go whatever that meant. So 662 00:28:43.960 --> 00:28:47.119 at twenty five thousand dollars of your tax dollars, vegans, 663 00:28:47.119 --> 00:28:49.359 the fairies paid for this program just sent me on. 664 00:28:50.079 --> 00:28:55.160 So while I was waiting for this program, I had 665 00:28:56.000 --> 00:28:57.440 decided I was just going to go up there and 666 00:28:57.880 --> 00:28:58.839 this was going to be it. 667 00:28:58.960 --> 00:29:02.039 So I've been, I've been. 668 00:29:02.039 --> 00:29:04.359 I've been recluse ever since got back from the Arctic. Right, like, 669 00:29:04.440 --> 00:29:06.720 once depressant sets in, like it's bad. Like I'm sure 670 00:29:06.759 --> 00:29:09.599 anyone who's really been a pressed understands that, and anyone 671 00:29:09.640 --> 00:29:12.440 who out there who doesn't, the people who out there 672 00:29:12.440 --> 00:29:14.440 who cry over guys like Robba Lamps and then make 673 00:29:14.480 --> 00:29:16.359 fun of people you're talking about it, you're you're just. 674 00:29:16.319 --> 00:29:17.359 The most vilent people. 675 00:29:18.440 --> 00:29:19.200 The illuminati. 676 00:29:19.839 --> 00:29:21.920 Yeah, well the illuminati. 677 00:29:21.319 --> 00:29:26.319 Is yeah to say, I think it is crazy that 678 00:29:26.400 --> 00:29:28.680 you worked out none of it because I want none 679 00:29:28.680 --> 00:29:31.480 of it. I don't want to it's it's too cold. 680 00:29:31.519 --> 00:29:33.519 It's probably like I even some of that. I could 681 00:29:33.559 --> 00:29:35.640 just ask you out because I'm like, I've never been 682 00:29:35.680 --> 00:29:38.720 to a place that cold all the time, right, it 683 00:29:38.720 --> 00:29:40.160 gets pretty cold in Ontario. 684 00:29:40.240 --> 00:29:42.079 But like it it's not that cold all the time. 685 00:29:42.119 --> 00:29:44.200 Like the I think the high was like seventeen where 686 00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:45.640 I was up there, Like that was the high for 687 00:29:45.680 --> 00:29:47.279 the hot dances in the summer, but like I was 688 00:29:47.319 --> 00:29:49.319 there for blizzard season, like as it was creeping in 689 00:29:49.400 --> 00:29:51.920 and you want to talk about a place that that 690 00:29:52.000 --> 00:29:54.759 needs help, Like actually, like that's that's what broke me, 691 00:29:55.039 --> 00:29:56.519 was being up there. Just finally I was like, I 692 00:29:56.519 --> 00:29:59.079 don't want to be part of the problem. 693 00:29:59.440 --> 00:30:00.559 That's understand the weekend. 694 00:30:00.599 --> 00:30:02.480 We can get into all that later because like, like 695 00:30:02.480 --> 00:30:05.400 I had quite the awakening even at the Dimensions Retreat. 696 00:30:06.279 --> 00:30:09.759 I went up there and it was for ten days 697 00:30:09.759 --> 00:30:11.960 away up near Goonquin Islands. It's like eight hours from 698 00:30:11.960 --> 00:30:14.440 where I lived, and I had to convince myself to go. 699 00:30:14.759 --> 00:30:15.960 And the only way I was going to go is 700 00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:19.759 if I could bring my dog, which thankfully I could, so. 701 00:30:19.759 --> 00:30:22.920 I brought her up and we were there for ten. 702 00:30:22.880 --> 00:30:27.039 Days and we did all these different exercises throughout the week. 703 00:30:27.119 --> 00:30:30.079 Like one was like biosound where you just kind of 704 00:30:30.119 --> 00:30:31.920 lie on a bed and they like vibrate it and 705 00:30:31.920 --> 00:30:34.599 like play different sounds in your ears to trigger shit 706 00:30:34.759 --> 00:30:37.519 or whatever, and then you'd have your therapy sessions and 707 00:30:37.559 --> 00:30:39.599 then you would do like I think you get two 708 00:30:39.839 --> 00:30:42.759 sound sound baths, so you know it's the biotank where 709 00:30:42.759 --> 00:30:44.000 you're sitting in the water the float. 710 00:30:44.400 --> 00:30:46.200 Yeah, I've done that. Well, I could never get into it. 711 00:30:46.200 --> 00:30:47.759 I had a body that one flows to you for 712 00:30:47.799 --> 00:30:49.839 a bit, and it did it three times the first 713 00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:52.160 time at high and then I got salt in my eye. 714 00:30:53.119 --> 00:30:54.839 He did when he was on mushrooms, and I was like, man, 715 00:30:54.839 --> 00:30:56.519 I wish I did that, like just sitting in that 716 00:30:56.640 --> 00:30:59.599 silence and stuff. But it's, uh, I've heard I've heard 717 00:30:59.759 --> 00:31:02.160 from people that's a pretty crazy experience if you're able 718 00:31:02.160 --> 00:31:02.839 to get into it. 719 00:31:03.200 --> 00:31:05.079 Well, that's the thing. Like I feel like all these 720 00:31:05.119 --> 00:31:07.559 different things they use on us, we're to like some people, 721 00:31:08.119 --> 00:31:10.960 everyone's a different learner, everyone's probably gonna be different treatment, right, So. 722 00:31:10.880 --> 00:31:14.559 It's kind of interesting stuff on veterans. 723 00:31:15.039 --> 00:31:18.240 Typically it is open to the public, but like it's 724 00:31:18.319 --> 00:31:22.640 obviously like there's programs specific to us, and and it 725 00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:24.559 was so we would do all these different types of things, 726 00:31:24.599 --> 00:31:27.000 everything down to like even massage and occupantsure, right, So 727 00:31:27.079 --> 00:31:30.240 like even for the doctors to sell it to our 728 00:31:30.279 --> 00:31:32.680 case managers that we have to utilize to do anything 729 00:31:32.680 --> 00:31:36.039 when we're dealing with affections fares, like they're reading this like, oh, 730 00:31:36.039 --> 00:31:37.519 we're going to send you to a resort for twenty 731 00:31:37.519 --> 00:31:40.559 five thousand dollars like no, neat a dick, and then 732 00:31:40.559 --> 00:31:41.519 you're like, that's not what it is. 733 00:31:41.559 --> 00:31:42.400 So then you have to like. 734 00:31:42.359 --> 00:31:46.319 If they're not familiar with the program which they are sponsoring, 735 00:31:46.480 --> 00:31:48.039 which is the weird part. You have to fight for 736 00:31:48.119 --> 00:31:52.119 something they've sponsored. I always found it a little bit odd. 737 00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:56.359 But regardless of that, we go up there, finally get 738 00:31:56.400 --> 00:32:01.200 it approved and like it's well done, Like I can't say, 739 00:32:01.240 --> 00:32:04.200 I can't say enough of the presentation and is like 740 00:32:04.240 --> 00:32:05.920 you get there, you're not even not to move your bags, 741 00:32:06.000 --> 00:32:08.440 like it's it's almost uncomfortable where they're like take your 742 00:32:08.480 --> 00:32:09.119 bag away from you. 743 00:32:09.000 --> 00:32:09.400 You can't. 744 00:32:09.400 --> 00:32:11.359 They'll carry to your room like these tiny little women, 745 00:32:11.440 --> 00:32:13.680 right like imagine this military guy like you're carrying no, 746 00:32:14.039 --> 00:32:15.759 and they're like relax, You're here to relax. 747 00:32:17.119 --> 00:32:18.799 So it's very that was a heard adjustment. 748 00:32:18.839 --> 00:32:21.160 Yeah, yeah, I'm sure that's yeah, that's a good point. Actually, 749 00:32:21.359 --> 00:32:22.960 normal people don't thinking about that stuff. 750 00:32:23.599 --> 00:32:26.160 Oh it's from one of the things and we're all 751 00:32:26.200 --> 00:32:28.440 on edge, right, because like there's other veterans there, right, 752 00:32:28.480 --> 00:32:31.039 so you're all like, like, what you here for? 753 00:32:31.240 --> 00:32:32.640 What are you here for? What are you going to? 754 00:32:32.799 --> 00:32:34.880 Like because because we all know, because there is no 755 00:32:34.960 --> 00:32:37.839 brotherhood really, like everyone's a blade as a military. Somebody's 756 00:32:37.839 --> 00:32:39.160 a blade. Oh what do you know abouting? What are 757 00:32:39.160 --> 00:32:41.079 you here for? Or is my PGC? Listen, here's an 758 00:32:41.160 --> 00:32:44.000 x y Z rate not understanding at the end of it, Like, 759 00:32:44.279 --> 00:32:46.160 at the very end of the day, all trauma, regardless 760 00:32:46.160 --> 00:32:47.599 if it's combat related. 761 00:32:47.400 --> 00:32:51.200 Or abuse related or a combination of everything. 762 00:32:51.359 --> 00:32:53.559 The needle hole you got to go through to get 763 00:32:53.559 --> 00:32:55.440 out of the military is the exact same, right, So 764 00:32:55.480 --> 00:32:57.279 trauma's trauma's trauma, right. You got to go through the 765 00:32:57.319 --> 00:33:01.359 same exacerbating circumstances to FX props. And that's one of 766 00:33:01.440 --> 00:33:03.640 the things we had kind of resolved when we were 767 00:33:03.720 --> 00:33:07.599 up there amongst the other veterans. But then he would 768 00:33:07.640 --> 00:33:09.880 go into what they call ceremony where you going to 769 00:33:09.920 --> 00:33:15.279 this like geometric dome and uh, which is funny because 770 00:33:15.319 --> 00:33:17.400 like I did a mushroom trip in April when I 771 00:33:17.440 --> 00:33:20.559 was like ready to die, and I had drawn drawn 772 00:33:20.599 --> 00:33:22.880 the dome. Then not even knowing I was going to Dimensions. 773 00:33:22.880 --> 00:33:24.279 Never have I seen it. I think I did send 774 00:33:24.279 --> 00:33:25.200 you other photos. 775 00:33:24.839 --> 00:33:27.039 Of Yeah, I just I just had to pull up 776 00:33:27.119 --> 00:33:28.440 and keep talking them. 777 00:33:28.519 --> 00:33:32.559 Yeah, but yeah, Like that was the strangest thing, right 778 00:33:32.599 --> 00:33:36.119 because I had a six point one mushroom Graham had 779 00:33:36.119 --> 00:33:37.960 my eco death, and then the next day do this 780 00:33:38.039 --> 00:33:40.279 thing and then suddenly I'm at and that was the 781 00:33:40.279 --> 00:33:42.839 first night the Northern lights that came up, so I 782 00:33:42.920 --> 00:33:43.799 was really chaired. 783 00:33:43.640 --> 00:33:45.240 And balls and then. 784 00:33:47.839 --> 00:33:48.599 Experience though. 785 00:33:48.640 --> 00:33:51.960 Man, I looked at my girlfriend, I'm like, the raptures 786 00:33:52.000 --> 00:33:54.240 happening and we missed it. Like that's how bad it went. 787 00:33:54.279 --> 00:33:56.119 And I just went break down in the rabbit hole 788 00:33:56.119 --> 00:33:59.039 of ego death after that. And it was brutal, brutal. 789 00:33:59.640 --> 00:34:02.000 And then three months later I'm at the same place. 790 00:34:02.480 --> 00:34:04.200 And if you look at some of the pictures I've 791 00:34:04.240 --> 00:34:06.160 sent in you about Dimensions where the dome is there, 792 00:34:06.240 --> 00:34:09.400 like compare them, that's the exact same triangles and everything, 793 00:34:10.559 --> 00:34:13.480 and that's what ceremony was. So so what would happen 794 00:34:13.559 --> 00:34:15.920 is like you go up there and they it's it's 795 00:34:16.199 --> 00:34:19.280 they call it the plant medicine, which is just dope. 796 00:34:19.360 --> 00:34:21.400 And they got that there's this like little weed shock, 797 00:34:21.559 --> 00:34:23.840 like probably like twenty minutes up the road. They probably 798 00:34:23.880 --> 00:34:26.639 likeabybe you'll look on my maybe I don't know, but 799 00:34:26.760 --> 00:34:28.079 you go there and you buy your own weed because 800 00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:29.880 they can't prescribe it because they're not doctors. 801 00:34:29.880 --> 00:34:32.320 They're hYP most therapy or wherever they are. 802 00:34:32.239 --> 00:34:34.960 Right, but you bring your own weed and then which 803 00:34:35.000 --> 00:34:37.239 is kind of good because it proves it's not waste too, right, 804 00:34:37.880 --> 00:34:39.920 and then they would show you how to utilize right, 805 00:34:40.000 --> 00:34:42.000 you would take your different blends, mix it together, and 806 00:34:42.039 --> 00:34:44.320 then this is the weed that you need to vaporize 807 00:34:44.360 --> 00:34:48.559 to get into trance or ceremony. So you know, on 808 00:34:48.639 --> 00:34:54.880 vapor vaporizing this thing, and this isn't going to do anything. 809 00:34:54.960 --> 00:34:59.159 When I take I take my thc pen. It's my 810 00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:00.679 actual tac I listen right. 811 00:35:00.599 --> 00:35:03.440 Here, and I just took a big riper on that. 812 00:35:03.519 --> 00:35:05.360 I was like, I know this will work, and I 813 00:35:05.440 --> 00:35:07.559 hit that thing and as soon as I had like 814 00:35:07.760 --> 00:35:10.239 had finished my coughing fit, I fell to the floor. 815 00:35:11.039 --> 00:35:13.280 How big of a did you take? Because I've heard 816 00:35:13.800 --> 00:35:15.039 I took a big rip. 817 00:35:15.199 --> 00:35:16.320 I took a really big rep. 818 00:35:16.360 --> 00:35:17.760 I was like, I'm not even high, and I'm like 819 00:35:17.800 --> 00:35:19.599 we doesn't get me high, so this is like going 820 00:35:19.679 --> 00:35:21.480 to be a waste of the government time, right, Like 821 00:35:21.519 --> 00:35:23.440 I was trying to give it the benefit of the doubt, right, 822 00:35:23.480 --> 00:35:24.159 But I'm like, I have. 823 00:35:24.079 --> 00:35:24.519 To get high. 824 00:35:25.639 --> 00:35:28.159 So I did and then bam right through the floor. 825 00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:29.880 And then the dramas started, and then I went on 826 00:35:30.000 --> 00:35:33.199 this little quest, right, and then I kind of that's 827 00:35:33.199 --> 00:35:36.000 when I started piecing together that patterns where the native 828 00:35:36.239 --> 00:35:40.079 patterns and and everything that I was seeing was like 829 00:35:41.000 --> 00:35:45.599 Manyan stuff and checkerboards and like all of these weird things. 830 00:35:45.719 --> 00:35:49.199 And then I saw these eyeballs and triangles floating around 831 00:35:49.199 --> 00:35:51.079 with feathers and I'm looking semaphone. 832 00:35:51.159 --> 00:35:54.239 I'm like, that is that the chair of them? 833 00:35:54.239 --> 00:35:56.079 Like? And it was weird because back in April, when 834 00:35:56.079 --> 00:35:59.320 I was around my mom, she handed me like a 835 00:35:59.360 --> 00:36:01.000 thing on his heels, whel she goes, remember you were 836 00:36:01.000 --> 00:36:03.159 telling me about angels. I didn't believe you. Look, and 837 00:36:03.239 --> 00:36:07.559 she sent me the chat part of Ezekiel's Wheel and 838 00:36:08.039 --> 00:36:12.519 Book of Ezekiel, and I had seen what Ezekiel had 839 00:36:12.519 --> 00:36:14.960 almost described, except it was on a bunch of wheels 840 00:36:14.960 --> 00:36:15.559 with them wheels. 841 00:36:15.559 --> 00:36:17.400 It was just like an eyeball with. 842 00:36:17.320 --> 00:36:19.280 A triangle with a couple of wings float around it, 843 00:36:19.360 --> 00:36:22.280 and that's in the drawing that I that I had 844 00:36:22.360 --> 00:36:25.199 drawn like three months prior. And I came out of 845 00:36:25.239 --> 00:36:28.239 it and that's when I realized, and I just got 846 00:36:28.239 --> 00:36:30.360 gone back in my life right, and I put a 847 00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:33.119 crucifix back on before I went, like my girlfriend gave 848 00:36:33.119 --> 00:36:35.119 it to me, and then I go up there and 849 00:36:35.159 --> 00:36:38.320 then everything just talking like like the thirteen years where 850 00:36:38.360 --> 00:36:40.480 Christ went, all of these techniques that they've been using, 851 00:36:40.599 --> 00:36:41.960 it all just kind of converged. 852 00:36:43.159 --> 00:36:44.519 I don't know what to do about this. 853 00:36:44.599 --> 00:36:46.920 And I was clutching my crucifix as I came running 854 00:36:46.920 --> 00:36:47.760 at it, like when I was. 855 00:36:47.679 --> 00:36:49.119 In my trance. I come out. 856 00:36:49.199 --> 00:36:52.079 Everyone's over top of me, smudging, going are you okay? 857 00:36:52.199 --> 00:36:55.199 And I'm ugly crying. I don't know what to do 858 00:36:55.280 --> 00:36:57.679 about this. And I looked at everybody and I said, 859 00:36:57.760 --> 00:36:59.679 tell me right now, what I just happened and those 860 00:36:59.679 --> 00:37:01.760 things I saw are real and they all confirmed it, 861 00:37:01.800 --> 00:37:03.519 and I was like, I need to break and I 862 00:37:03.639 --> 00:37:06.400 and I fucked off and this is this is This 863 00:37:06.519 --> 00:37:08.400 was like the retreat and that was like session two. 864 00:37:09.039 --> 00:37:11.719 Yeah, I've seen those eyes on mushrooms and it's fucking 865 00:37:11.840 --> 00:37:13.480 freaky yeah man. 866 00:37:13.679 --> 00:37:17.519 And and then uh it it got even more in depth, 867 00:37:17.639 --> 00:37:20.000 like on the third one, like I just more stuff 868 00:37:20.079 --> 00:37:23.719 to start a piecing together because they like it was 869 00:37:24.360 --> 00:37:25.920 it was like every four days, so like you would 870 00:37:25.920 --> 00:37:28.840 have four days of preparation or every three days. 871 00:37:29.000 --> 00:37:30.800 However the schedule worked and. 872 00:37:31.360 --> 00:37:33.920 Your body builds a tolerance to psychedelics. 873 00:37:34.679 --> 00:37:37.119 Plus they would like feature like a specific diet where 874 00:37:37.119 --> 00:37:39.679 it would be like you know, dandylion tea with like 875 00:37:39.840 --> 00:37:42.480 vegan something kind of like a fasting food to bring 876 00:37:42.519 --> 00:37:47.119 you up there. And then so you would go in 877 00:37:47.320 --> 00:37:49.840 like on the third session, like and they're handing out 878 00:37:49.880 --> 00:37:52.880 tarot cards like oracle cards is what they call them, 879 00:37:52.920 --> 00:37:55.280 and they're like pick one, and then this is gonna 880 00:37:55.280 --> 00:37:58.559 go with your intention. You're like for real, like this 881 00:37:58.639 --> 00:38:01.079 is what the government spent twenty five hundred dollars a 882 00:38:01.159 --> 00:38:02.800 day on, Like okay, whatever. 883 00:38:02.599 --> 00:38:05.960 Playing taro and we go do this and then. 884 00:38:09.840 --> 00:38:12.760 Yeah, like that was such a such a strange experience, 885 00:38:12.920 --> 00:38:15.480 like and I don't I don't know what to take 886 00:38:15.480 --> 00:38:17.519 from it because I went in with the intention of 887 00:38:17.519 --> 00:38:18.639 what I just want the truth? 888 00:38:18.760 --> 00:38:20.880 Yeah, yeah, and I want to know where I belong. 889 00:38:21.679 --> 00:38:23.239 Well it's like you have to have at least you 890 00:38:23.280 --> 00:38:26.679 had an idea of kind of like what your intention was, 891 00:38:27.000 --> 00:38:29.559 because when I started using mushrooms, I didn't really know 892 00:38:30.199 --> 00:38:32.039 what I like, I wanted to help my head in 893 00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:34.039 some way. I felt good and happy, especially when they 894 00:38:34.039 --> 00:38:35.840 start kicking in, because it can suck at the beginning, 895 00:38:36.519 --> 00:38:40.159 but I wanted eventually, I wanted to want something out 896 00:38:40.159 --> 00:38:42.559 of it, and tried using things like I wish I 897 00:38:42.559 --> 00:38:45.559 did other techniques and eventually hopefully will. But I would 898 00:38:45.639 --> 00:38:49.119 listen to Alan Watts and then try to like think 899 00:38:49.159 --> 00:38:52.039 about some and then I ended up having weird experiences 900 00:38:53.320 --> 00:38:55.880 like hearing my aunt say my name and she's been dead, 901 00:38:55.920 --> 00:38:57.559 thinking about my dead aunt and uncle and then my 902 00:38:57.599 --> 00:38:59.519 grandparents and shit, and they all die. 903 00:39:01.039 --> 00:39:03.559 And that's that's what they were trying to do, well, 904 00:39:03.599 --> 00:39:06.000 And that's exactly what they're trying to do, right, because 905 00:39:06.079 --> 00:39:09.360 they can you can get a trance going, right Like 906 00:39:09.719 --> 00:39:12.320 that's like with the breathing techniques. If you did if 907 00:39:12.320 --> 00:39:15.280 you did the breathing techniques that I sent you, like 908 00:39:15.320 --> 00:39:16.559 that's what they had us do, you can get to 909 00:39:16.599 --> 00:39:19.480 fractals just with that, right, like we were supposed to 910 00:39:19.519 --> 00:39:21.519 do a sweat and that like these are other ways 911 00:39:21.519 --> 00:39:24.000 to bring it into whatever this dimension is, because they're 912 00:39:24.039 --> 00:39:26.599 obviously tracking it like something's going on with it. Because 913 00:39:27.679 --> 00:39:30.000 even even with what we did, like with the with 914 00:39:30.119 --> 00:39:33.239 the bio sound and everything else, like it's it's Project Gayway. 915 00:39:33.800 --> 00:39:36.119 It's one hundred percent Project Gayway. If you ever look 916 00:39:36.119 --> 00:39:38.960 into that type of stuff, it's with the Hemi Synk program. 917 00:39:39.039 --> 00:39:41.920 And you know, they're telling you like they confirmed like 918 00:39:41.960 --> 00:39:43.760 we're talking to entities, Like. 919 00:39:43.920 --> 00:39:44.880 How how do I go back? 920 00:39:44.920 --> 00:39:47.679 That's you know what I mean, how do I go 921 00:39:47.719 --> 00:39:49.920 back to my veterans affairs of IZ and go how 922 00:39:50.079 --> 00:39:50.360 was it? 923 00:39:50.719 --> 00:39:50.920 Oh? 924 00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:54.159 They told me that entities are real or whatever I've 925 00:39:54.159 --> 00:39:57.679 seen and I have intuitions now that are coming NonStop. 926 00:39:57.760 --> 00:39:59.760 And then you just and it's verbati and it's the 927 00:39:59.800 --> 00:40:00.599 same program. 928 00:40:00.840 --> 00:40:02.880 Well, look at what they've done with like okay, mk 929 00:40:03.039 --> 00:40:06.480 ultra and stuff that was in uh actually in Quebec 930 00:40:07.039 --> 00:40:10.000 at an institution too, so like it's pretty weird. And 931 00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:12.760 considering what they did with acid to the soldiers with 932 00:40:13.079 --> 00:40:15.280 actually want to cover this at some point I think 933 00:40:15.480 --> 00:40:18.239 Edgewoods where they were like essentially giving them drugs and 934 00:40:18.239 --> 00:40:20.400 stuff like that and acid they even did this to 935 00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:22.599 a whole little city in New York. I'm pretty sure 936 00:40:22.599 --> 00:40:25.000 they put acid in the water and stuff. So they've 937 00:40:25.039 --> 00:40:30.199 always done this where they've used military guys essentially to 938 00:40:30.320 --> 00:40:33.880 experiment on well, you know, like I don't like video 939 00:40:33.920 --> 00:40:35.239 footage rabbit. 940 00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:37.559 Hole, Like like I'm just having fun here, But like, 941 00:40:37.840 --> 00:40:39.639 wouldn't it be something else if they just go, you 942 00:40:39.639 --> 00:40:41.599 know what, we can get free research out of this company. 943 00:40:41.679 --> 00:40:44.079 Let's let them make bank off of it, and we'll 944 00:40:44.079 --> 00:40:45.599 just give us the research at the end once they 945 00:40:45.639 --> 00:40:48.199 hit a thousand people to get the results, right, Like, 946 00:40:48.199 --> 00:40:50.440 like there there are companies right now in the United 947 00:40:50.480 --> 00:40:53.320 States that are trying to slow drip DMT to people 948 00:40:54.320 --> 00:40:57.159 to track to map the to map the DMT realm. 949 00:40:57.239 --> 00:40:59.360 Like whatever it is on the other side is real. 950 00:40:59.440 --> 00:41:02.039 Like it's weird when I done. 951 00:41:01.960 --> 00:41:05.400 DMT, Like DMT last ten minutes, right, Like it's ten 952 00:41:05.440 --> 00:41:08.880 to twenty minutes depending on the doses you take up 953 00:41:08.880 --> 00:41:11.119 to fifty milligrams, right, But like it's better. 954 00:41:11.159 --> 00:41:13.519 It's much better to chew the DMT. If I'm not 955 00:41:13.639 --> 00:41:14.639 promoting that you do it. 956 00:41:14.679 --> 00:41:17.000 But it's better to do DMT than it is to 957 00:41:17.039 --> 00:41:19.239 do mushrooms because mushrooms is like eight hours and you 958 00:41:19.280 --> 00:41:19.920 know what the hell. 959 00:41:19.800 --> 00:41:21.880 You're gonna get, Well, it's like five, it's going to go. 960 00:41:22.320 --> 00:41:25.480 Here's an introduction, like you get what you get, but 961 00:41:25.519 --> 00:41:27.719 it doesn't last long. It might feel like it lasts forever, 962 00:41:27.800 --> 00:41:29.199 but it's like ten minutes and it's not. 963 00:41:29.960 --> 00:41:32.480 I've heard videos. I always bring this up because I remember, 964 00:41:32.519 --> 00:41:35.000 like I went through this rabbit hole of listening to 965 00:41:35.039 --> 00:41:38.320 like comedians and when I wouldn't say famous people, uh, 966 00:41:38.480 --> 00:41:42.000 but people that are like online comedians. Some rapper or 967 00:41:42.039 --> 00:41:44.320 whatever had a horrible name, and they were telling their 968 00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:47.199 stories about their like DMT trips and this I think 969 00:41:47.239 --> 00:41:50.159 the guy's like his name young Gravy, some like ridiculous, 970 00:41:50.360 --> 00:41:52.639 and he's saying how he did DMT and he like 971 00:41:52.719 --> 00:41:55.920 essentially traveled to like another universe and was living in 972 00:41:55.920 --> 00:41:59.239 a different reality where he was working at like a 973 00:41:59.360 --> 00:42:02.840 restaurant with a girlfriend that was his like an alien girlfriend. 974 00:42:03.360 --> 00:42:03.599 Uh. 975 00:42:03.639 --> 00:42:06.280 And he said he lived there for three years and 976 00:42:06.320 --> 00:42:09.960 then came back house like and there's some crazier ones, man, 977 00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:11.760 where people were doing this stuff when they're like out 978 00:42:11.760 --> 00:42:13.840 and about Oh I. 979 00:42:13.840 --> 00:42:15.960 Don't I don't even and that's we're good dangerous and 980 00:42:15.960 --> 00:42:18.960 that's why, like I don't promote it because if people 981 00:42:19.000 --> 00:42:21.239 are irresponsible using it, going to like a grun show, 982 00:42:21.320 --> 00:42:23.920 like good fucking luck, Like that's not gonna be good 983 00:42:23.920 --> 00:42:27.480 for you, right like even if you have a bad trip, 984 00:42:27.559 --> 00:42:28.960 like if there's a reason behind. 985 00:42:28.760 --> 00:42:30.480 I wouldn't want to go see a metal show high 986 00:42:30.519 --> 00:42:33.840 on mushrooms. I feel like you look around like everybody's angry. 987 00:42:34.199 --> 00:42:36.719 Everybody's gonna kill me or the rabbits are gonna eat me, 988 00:42:36.840 --> 00:42:39.880 like it's and especially if you go into an ego death, 989 00:42:40.000 --> 00:42:41.760 like if you take an out there, you have an 990 00:42:41.800 --> 00:42:44.760 ego death, like you're useless, you're completely that is the 991 00:42:44.800 --> 00:42:45.840 most terrible, do you think? 992 00:42:46.159 --> 00:42:47.719 Yeah, wells I was to say, do you think that? 993 00:42:47.840 --> 00:42:50.320 Like because I was trying to achieve at one point 994 00:42:50.360 --> 00:42:52.679 and then someone one of the co says no longer 995 00:42:52.760 --> 00:42:54.920 on the show, said like did you are you sure 996 00:42:54.960 --> 00:42:56.719 you want that? Like you don't need that. It's not 997 00:42:56.760 --> 00:42:58.360 a good thing and stuff like that, because if you 998 00:42:58.760 --> 00:42:59.880 it can change you for. 999 00:42:59.880 --> 00:43:02.480 Like ever, it all depends on what you're looking for, 1000 00:43:02.599 --> 00:43:04.920 right like, and yeah, you're right, like some of it 1001 00:43:04.920 --> 00:43:07.960 could profoundly destroy like like it feels like you're in 1002 00:43:08.039 --> 00:43:11.400 a void of of dread. Like if anything I could 1003 00:43:11.400 --> 00:43:13.440 it just you're stuck in a void of dread and 1004 00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:16.239 you don't know why because because you don't your your 1005 00:43:16.280 --> 00:43:18.679 ego's out there to defend you, like you're exposed, like 1006 00:43:18.719 --> 00:43:20.159 you're as naked as naked could be. 1007 00:43:20.199 --> 00:43:21.840 It would be like the best way to describe it. 1008 00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:23.239 It's like here's your ship. 1009 00:43:23.440 --> 00:43:25.679 Deal with it, Like if you don't have shit to 1010 00:43:25.719 --> 00:43:29.280 deal with, then what what is your intention that you're 1011 00:43:29.280 --> 00:43:31.039 going in with? Right? And that's where I can understand 1012 00:43:31.039 --> 00:43:33.320 what dimensions was doing the right thing with the spiritual side, 1013 00:43:33.360 --> 00:43:36.760 like if you're using it properly, then someone and so forth. 1014 00:43:36.800 --> 00:43:39.039 But this was just with with plant plant medicine, not 1015 00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:42.960 mushrooms or DMT or anything. This is just plant medicine, man. 1016 00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:44.880 And they were putting like they're dude, give them soldiers 1017 00:43:44.880 --> 00:43:48.480 think meth. There's like videos at Edgewoods and there's like 1018 00:43:48.559 --> 00:43:50.639 dudes are like they're getting to like do like tracks 1019 00:43:50.639 --> 00:43:52.440 and stuff like that. I don't know, do whatever how 1020 00:43:52.440 --> 00:43:54.960 many laps or like one hundred meter dash or something 1021 00:43:54.960 --> 00:43:57.079 like that. And there are guys are like hopped up 1022 00:43:57.159 --> 00:44:00.199 like crazy, like they're like revved up, probably on all 1023 00:44:00.239 --> 00:44:02.480 sorts of ephetamines or whatever they were giving them, and 1024 00:44:02.519 --> 00:44:05.800 it's like crazy and their experimental. 1025 00:44:05.199 --> 00:44:07.599 Body has just come out of edge Would for treatment actually, 1026 00:44:07.679 --> 00:44:10.960 like that's still around run Yeah. Yeah, there's a bunch 1027 00:44:10.960 --> 00:44:16.280 of different facilities park Would being connected to the Dimensions program, right, So, 1028 00:44:16.400 --> 00:44:18.719 like I was a idea. 1029 00:44:18.400 --> 00:44:22.280 In this episode because thinking about that type of shit 1030 00:44:22.320 --> 00:44:24.320 of what they can do to manipulate your thoughts when 1031 00:44:24.320 --> 00:44:28.159 you're on certain drugs and just some of the things 1032 00:44:28.239 --> 00:44:30.599 I felt on even mushrooms where it's like it's like 1033 00:44:31.199 --> 00:44:32.960 sometimes it's really good, but there's been times where I 1034 00:44:33.000 --> 00:44:37.079 felt like extremely anxious and paranoid, like crazy, where it's 1035 00:44:37.119 --> 00:44:38.599 like almost gonna give me a heart attack. 1036 00:44:38.639 --> 00:44:42.199 It feels like, well, you know, like I'll just read 1037 00:44:42.199 --> 00:44:44.559 this out to you, like it this is. This is 1038 00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:47.519 exactly what's happening to me currently since I've left. To mention, 1039 00:44:47.599 --> 00:44:49.880 its like you've seen the amount of research I've done 1040 00:44:49.960 --> 00:44:52.280 in a two month time frame, Like, yeah, it's crazy. 1041 00:44:52.400 --> 00:44:54.159 It looks like somebody's done like two years worth the 1042 00:44:54.239 --> 00:44:54.840 master's work. 1043 00:44:54.880 --> 00:44:56.960 And like what's that movie Beautiful Mind? You got all 1044 00:44:57.000 --> 00:44:58.119 these things like around the room. 1045 00:44:58.199 --> 00:45:01.639 Yeah, I had a doctor actually told me that when 1046 00:45:01.679 --> 00:45:03.639 I was uh, I was in. 1047 00:45:03.719 --> 00:45:06.559 I actually from this whole process, I ended up getting 1048 00:45:06.559 --> 00:45:09.079 myself formed, right, because I was like, something's not right. 1049 00:45:09.119 --> 00:45:12.760 I'm getting I'm receiving far too much stuff. And I 1050 00:45:12.840 --> 00:45:15.159 had myself formed and I went in for three days 1051 00:45:15.159 --> 00:45:17.239 and the doctor's like, have you seen a beautiful mind? 1052 00:45:17.320 --> 00:45:19.119 That's how that's how things are working. That was the 1053 00:45:19.159 --> 00:45:21.760 treatment help that I got before I got released. 1054 00:45:21.840 --> 00:45:22.000 Right. 1055 00:45:22.400 --> 00:45:25.119 So, so like now I have no trust because they 1056 00:45:25.159 --> 00:45:27.800 denied me because I'm supposed to do these integration sessions 1057 00:45:27.800 --> 00:45:29.840 for like forty five weeks after the fact. 1058 00:45:30.679 --> 00:45:32.639 They denied me to go see it. And I went 1059 00:45:32.639 --> 00:45:33.800 in there to tell them about this. 1060 00:45:33.760 --> 00:45:37.159 Program and they're like, you're lying new sound schizophrenic AC 1061 00:45:37.159 --> 00:45:38.599 blah blah blah. I'm like, all you need to do 1062 00:45:38.719 --> 00:45:41.199 is literally give me my cell phone and let me 1063 00:45:41.239 --> 00:45:43.440 have my Facebook call with them and sit in and listen. 1064 00:45:43.519 --> 00:45:46.199 Yeah, denied me that. 1065 00:45:46.320 --> 00:45:49.519 Because doctors don't want they don't want to Well. 1066 00:45:49.440 --> 00:45:50.119 Well that's the thing. 1067 00:45:50.159 --> 00:45:52.440 They called my social worker and they called my spouse 1068 00:45:52.480 --> 00:45:54.400 and asked me and they both said, yes, he has 1069 00:45:54.440 --> 00:45:56.800 these appointments, and they denied me of it. 1070 00:45:57.039 --> 00:45:59.199 Because they thought I was lying. So like they. 1071 00:46:01.559 --> 00:46:04.679 Are liars a lot of the times. They're all getting 1072 00:46:04.679 --> 00:46:06.519 paid and stuff too. And that's what people don't are saying, 1073 00:46:06.559 --> 00:46:09.440 especially in a place like Canada. All these doctors are 1074 00:46:09.440 --> 00:46:13.039 being paid to push this stuff, push free healthcare. 1075 00:46:13.519 --> 00:46:15.000 This is what you get for your free health care. 1076 00:46:15.000 --> 00:46:17.360 You're you're a guinea pig. Nothing's free, right if if 1077 00:46:17.360 --> 00:46:19.840 something's free of the product, that's what they always tell you, right, 1078 00:46:20.639 --> 00:46:23.559 and certainly the truth. And that's probably the same thing 1079 00:46:23.599 --> 00:46:24.079 that's going on. 1080 00:46:24.159 --> 00:46:26.400 Well in our taxes we pa certain number of taxes 1081 00:46:26.400 --> 00:46:28.559 for it to be clocked up by new people and 1082 00:46:28.639 --> 00:46:31.159 all sorts of ship and and versus that they fired 1083 00:46:31.239 --> 00:46:34.519 and and all that. Right, So it is what it is. 1084 00:46:34.559 --> 00:46:36.800 Like I'm not a fan of the direction that this 1085 00:46:36.880 --> 00:46:39.000 country is going, you know. And it is crazy that 1086 00:46:39.039 --> 00:46:40.440 the doctors they don't care. 1087 00:46:40.840 --> 00:46:43.880 They never can't well, and that's the thing, right unless 1088 00:46:43.880 --> 00:46:47.199 it's a political tool, nobody's doing anything about it. And 1089 00:46:47.000 --> 00:46:49.159 and like like even even right here, like this is 1090 00:46:49.159 --> 00:46:51.039 this is actually a very concerning thing. 1091 00:46:51.079 --> 00:46:54.000 That's that's what the uh. 1092 00:46:54.000 --> 00:46:57.079 The project Gateway thing that's which not yeah pro gayway 1093 00:46:57.079 --> 00:46:57.920 thing that lines up. 1094 00:46:57.840 --> 00:47:01.760 With isn't that where they're they were trying to like 1095 00:47:02.039 --> 00:47:02.960 use clairvoyant. 1096 00:47:03.800 --> 00:47:06.559 Yeah, well the men that Sarah goes it's this, it's 1097 00:47:06.679 --> 00:47:07.280 actually okay. 1098 00:47:07.400 --> 00:47:09.039 Yeah, that's why I thought. That's why I thought we 1099 00:47:09.079 --> 00:47:10.960 actually haven't covered there probably well at some point because 1100 00:47:11.000 --> 00:47:13.679 that sh it's crazy. Uh, And they're just like we did. 1101 00:47:13.760 --> 00:47:15.480 We did an episode about how they're trying to train 1102 00:47:15.559 --> 00:47:19.199 soldiers how to choose GENI mind tricks like legit. 1103 00:47:20.079 --> 00:47:21.440 Well, if you go on if you on the sta 1104 00:47:21.480 --> 00:47:23.679 A website, it's all there, like this is just released 1105 00:47:23.719 --> 00:47:24.920 like as COVID was. 1106 00:47:24.840 --> 00:47:25.480 Coming out. 1107 00:47:28.239 --> 00:47:32.679 Analysis and assessment of Wow, that's nice. Wow. 1108 00:47:33.960 --> 00:47:36.920 It talks right in here, like right here, this is 1109 00:47:36.960 --> 00:47:38.519 this is the most concerning. 1110 00:47:39.840 --> 00:47:42.119 The energy balloon and this is just something they talk 1111 00:47:42.159 --> 00:47:45.519 about which is kind of like the frequency things within 1112 00:47:46.239 --> 00:47:46.679 your brain. 1113 00:47:47.320 --> 00:47:48.639 This is a big document, but. 1114 00:47:50.159 --> 00:47:52.599 Long story short, it says right here it not only 1115 00:47:52.679 --> 00:47:55.840 enhances the body energy to flow and encourages an early 1116 00:47:55.880 --> 00:47:59.880 achievement of suitable resonant state, but it also is designed 1117 00:47:59.880 --> 00:48:06.320 to provide protection against conscious entities possessing lower energy levels, 1118 00:48:06.320 --> 00:48:10.000 which the participant may encounter in the event the achievement. 1119 00:48:09.599 --> 00:48:10.400 Out of body state. 1120 00:48:10.920 --> 00:48:12.000 Yeah, this is this is it? 1121 00:48:12.119 --> 00:48:14.679 That's on page nineteen. That's on page at the bottom 1122 00:48:14.679 --> 00:48:15.519 of page nineteen. 1123 00:48:15.880 --> 00:48:20.159 This is wild. How long realistically they were really looking 1124 00:48:20.199 --> 00:48:20.960 into this stuff. 1125 00:48:21.639 --> 00:48:25.119 You know, if the pages and if you look right 1126 00:48:25.159 --> 00:48:28.599 into right into the dimensions thing, it says very much 1127 00:48:28.639 --> 00:48:30.719 the same you want to reactivate, things are going to 1128 00:48:30.880 --> 00:48:33.679 keep flowing as time comes on with your intentions and 1129 00:48:33.920 --> 00:48:34.440 X y Z. 1130 00:48:35.039 --> 00:48:37.440 It's the same protocol. It's the exact same protocol. 1131 00:48:37.599 --> 00:48:38.000 It's weird. 1132 00:48:38.000 --> 00:48:39.920 And I even asked the guy there. I was like, 1133 00:48:40.400 --> 00:48:43.840 why do you have Project Gateway stuff? He was what 1134 00:48:43.880 --> 00:48:45.320 are you talking about? And I was like, this is 1135 00:48:45.360 --> 00:48:47.079 You can't tell me this is the Project Gateway And 1136 00:48:47.119 --> 00:48:48.880 his response is why I've heard of it. I'm like, 1137 00:48:49.559 --> 00:48:52.400 come on, man, if you're doing you're in thet you're 1138 00:48:52.440 --> 00:48:54.119 in like the medicine of the mind, and you know 1139 00:48:54.159 --> 00:48:56.039 what this is. But you've heard of it. Come on, 1140 00:48:56.079 --> 00:48:58.719 you're running the same program. Just tell me the truth. 1141 00:48:59.280 --> 00:49:03.000 That's crazy. It is wild, But what they you know? 1142 00:49:03.239 --> 00:49:04.760 And I don't know if this is I feel like 1143 00:49:04.760 --> 00:49:06.800 someone else told me this too. It might be it 1144 00:49:06.880 --> 00:49:09.440 might have been you, but like someone else also mentioned 1145 00:49:09.440 --> 00:49:12.639 how they were essentially using people. 1146 00:49:12.679 --> 00:49:15.320 This message comes from Better Help. Can you think of 1147 00:49:15.360 --> 00:49:17.760 a time when you didn't feel like you could be yourself, 1148 00:49:18.000 --> 00:49:21.079 like you were hiding behind a mask. Better Help online 1149 00:49:21.079 --> 00:49:24.480 therapy is convenient, flexible, and can help you learn to 1150 00:49:24.519 --> 00:49:28.000 be your authentic self. So you can stop hiding. Because 1151 00:49:28.079 --> 00:49:31.400 masks should be for Halloween fun, not for your emotions. 1152 00:49:31.760 --> 00:49:34.880 Take off the mask with better Help. Visit betterhelp dot 1153 00:49:34.920 --> 00:49:37.760 com slash new Direction today to get ten percent off 1154 00:49:37.800 --> 00:49:41.000 your first month. That's Better Help. H g LP dot 1155 00:49:41.000 --> 00:49:42.840 com slash new Direction. 1156 00:49:42.760 --> 00:49:46.320 Or to like get into these realms and figure out 1157 00:49:46.400 --> 00:49:50.880 like what the DMT realms are. And that's the craziest 1158 00:49:50.880 --> 00:49:53.039 shit that obviously that they did that with acid and 1159 00:49:53.480 --> 00:49:55.880 like different drugs is how people were to react. But 1160 00:49:56.000 --> 00:49:58.239 now they know that there's like an alternate dimension in 1161 00:49:58.320 --> 00:50:00.840 DMT is at least the quickest fastest way to get 1162 00:50:00.920 --> 00:50:02.039 to wherever that is. 1163 00:50:02.960 --> 00:50:04.880 Well, and that's just the thing, Like we're treating people 1164 00:50:04.920 --> 00:50:07.440 for for for PTSD with this stuff now and it's 1165 00:50:07.440 --> 00:50:09.360 working right because I don't give a shit what happened 1166 00:50:09.360 --> 00:50:10.639 to me in the past now because now I have 1167 00:50:10.679 --> 00:50:13.119 a whole other can of worms, right because now I'm 1168 00:50:13.199 --> 00:50:16.960 awake it's so to speak, right, and it's just it's 1169 00:50:17.000 --> 00:50:19.119 just one of those things like why. 1170 00:50:18.760 --> 00:50:21.000 What is this treatment for? Like why is it being 1171 00:50:21.119 --> 00:50:23.239 utilized this way? What are we mapping like? And then 1172 00:50:23.320 --> 00:50:24.719 it's just so on and so forth. 1173 00:50:24.760 --> 00:50:27.159 The rabbit hole goes right, and this is I'm just 1174 00:50:27.239 --> 00:50:29.360 I'm just a dumb fireman who you know, got out 1175 00:50:29.400 --> 00:50:34.199 of the military and on unfortunate circumstances and here we 1176 00:50:34.280 --> 00:50:36.719 are going down this craziness. Yeah, that's that's the drawing 1177 00:50:36.719 --> 00:50:40.360 that I drew when when the Fractals opened up up 1178 00:50:40.360 --> 00:50:42.639 the dimensions program. 1179 00:50:42.960 --> 00:50:45.079 Yeah yeah, yeah, And now what was bringing it up? 1180 00:50:45.519 --> 00:50:48.440 So there's the night the aurora showed up over my 1181 00:50:48.440 --> 00:50:50.199 house and that it was tripping balls. 1182 00:50:50.639 --> 00:50:52.320 I'd be crazy to see at that late. 1183 00:50:53.400 --> 00:50:55.400 Well, they were better than I'd ever seen them. In 1184 00:50:55.400 --> 00:50:59.280 the north. There it is. There's the dome with all 1185 00:50:59.320 --> 00:51:01.039 the all the triangles and stuff. 1186 00:51:01.039 --> 00:51:03.760 We'd sitting there and do our ceremonies and then we 1187 00:51:03.840 --> 00:51:04.800 would talk about it. 1188 00:51:04.840 --> 00:51:07.719 And it's some guy and like a like a cloth 1189 00:51:07.800 --> 00:51:15.519 diaper hit that Gong'll be big old gong show man. 1190 00:51:15.519 --> 00:51:17.159 I've always wanted the gong, but I think it would 1191 00:51:17.159 --> 00:51:19.440 be wild just to have in your room. I feel 1192 00:51:19.440 --> 00:51:23.480 like I've entered and just like smack it. That'd be sick. 1193 00:51:23.519 --> 00:51:24.400 I gotta get one now. 1194 00:51:25.840 --> 00:51:27.840 I won't confirm or deny if anybody did that or 1195 00:51:27.880 --> 00:51:29.000 not while we were there, But. 1196 00:51:29.599 --> 00:51:31.800 So funny, man, I have a man. If you've listened 1197 00:51:31.840 --> 00:51:33.360 to the show, you know I have a weird, dark 1198 00:51:33.400 --> 00:51:34.679 sense of humor about things. 1199 00:51:35.000 --> 00:51:37.800 Oh don't we all man trippy? 1200 00:51:38.000 --> 00:51:42.199 So they have like things. So for everybody listening where 1201 00:51:42.239 --> 00:51:44.280 he's just like, because this is the where the ceremonies 1202 00:51:44.280 --> 00:51:45.719 were taking place and stuff, right. 1203 00:51:45.880 --> 00:51:47.760 More or less it's in the dome. 1204 00:51:49.199 --> 00:51:50.840 It's weird. I guess it would make sense because you 1205 00:51:50.880 --> 00:51:53.719 want to be I've seen this with ayahuasca. 1206 00:51:53.840 --> 00:51:56.639 Like that spot and the dome throws the most sound, right, 1207 00:51:56.800 --> 00:51:58.400 so like the closer you are to the sound with 1208 00:51:58.440 --> 00:52:00.639 your head towards it, like the most you're to absorb 1209 00:52:00.719 --> 00:52:02.719 from whatever's happening within there. Right. 1210 00:52:04.000 --> 00:52:05.440 That's that's my every day. 1211 00:52:05.519 --> 00:52:09.039 That's funny. I saw more of it. Let's see if 1212 00:52:09.079 --> 00:52:13.320 I can. It's not showing up the way I wanted to. 1213 00:52:17.039 --> 00:52:17.840 That's what I drew. 1214 00:52:17.920 --> 00:52:20.320 Like the first night on Frockles, that was my first night. 1215 00:52:20.320 --> 00:52:22.000 We sit there and we draw we saw them. I 1216 00:52:22.039 --> 00:52:24.159 was like, okay, I saw that with frackle, like that's 1217 00:52:24.199 --> 00:52:26.480 all I got to. And then night two when they 1218 00:52:26.519 --> 00:52:26.960 were too. 1219 00:52:26.880 --> 00:52:28.920 Like ugly crying about God. 1220 00:52:28.960 --> 00:52:31.800 And then night three it was like damn. And then 1221 00:52:31.840 --> 00:52:33.400 there's a video they showed us that was like this 1222 00:52:33.480 --> 00:52:36.159 great reveal and I broke down just some of the 1223 00:52:36.199 --> 00:52:37.519 weird events this year, right. 1224 00:52:37.440 --> 00:52:40.119 Yeah, that's weird. I watched this with my own eyes, 1225 00:52:40.280 --> 00:52:42.800 like I didn't put anything on over you. Yeah, it 1226 00:52:42.880 --> 00:52:45.599 was crazy. I saw it all take form, and I 1227 00:52:45.639 --> 00:52:46.960 was like, I don't know how it made me feel 1228 00:52:47.039 --> 00:52:48.320 keV way. I don't know. 1229 00:52:49.159 --> 00:52:50.880 I think we got like ninety percent of the corona 1230 00:52:50.920 --> 00:52:55.559 down where we're at. But like the time you drop alone. 1231 00:52:55.760 --> 00:52:59.559 I've always wanted I've always wanted a like a what's 1232 00:52:59.599 --> 00:53:03.199 that called, like a helmet, but like a medieval. 1233 00:53:02.760 --> 00:53:04.800 Helmet also as you one. 1234 00:53:05.400 --> 00:53:08.920 So I love that ship. I was actually looking at them. 1235 00:53:09.039 --> 00:53:09.639 That's awesome. 1236 00:53:10.159 --> 00:53:12.199 So there's there's there's my fuelure I us they live 1237 00:53:12.239 --> 00:53:12.920 around my house. 1238 00:53:14.039 --> 00:53:15.320 That's kind of what started this trip. 1239 00:53:15.400 --> 00:53:17.920 Like my rabbits were killed and the day like I 1240 00:53:17.920 --> 00:53:20.280 I served in mushrooms, like what's the day my rabbit 1241 00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:21.159 side in the neighborhood. 1242 00:53:21.239 --> 00:53:22.320 Cat that's crazy. 1243 00:53:22.760 --> 00:53:24.519 So like the mushroom order showed up and then it 1244 00:53:24.559 --> 00:53:26.639 was like white rabbit mushrooms, and that's something that I 1245 00:53:26.719 --> 00:53:27.559 cursed the universe. 1246 00:53:27.599 --> 00:53:28.719 I was like, well, I guess I'll see what the 1247 00:53:28.760 --> 00:53:29.440 universe wants. 1248 00:53:29.480 --> 00:53:32.440 And that's interesting because I feel like life shows you 1249 00:53:32.519 --> 00:53:34.360 things when it needs to, you know what I mean. 1250 00:53:34.920 --> 00:53:37.239 Well, I no longer believe in coincidences, Like that's the 1251 00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:39.800 thing since to mention is like the coincidence is no 1252 00:53:39.840 --> 00:53:43.760 longer matter and everything does happen for a reason like 1253 00:53:43.920 --> 00:53:47.280 that's that is intuitional stuff that they talk about in 1254 00:53:47.320 --> 00:53:47.639 the end. 1255 00:53:49.199 --> 00:53:50.280 I've always thought that. 1256 00:53:50.199 --> 00:53:51.679 I don't know if it's better or bad, right, like, 1257 00:53:51.840 --> 00:53:54.280 but something was tapped into once we all. 1258 00:53:54.159 --> 00:53:56.679 Went up there, right like it be the pioneal gland 1259 00:53:56.679 --> 00:53:58.840 through weed or otherwise. 1260 00:53:58.840 --> 00:54:01.119 But like I had a more experience up there with 1261 00:54:01.199 --> 00:54:04.719 marijuana than I had on d MT. 1262 00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:08.360 That's so crazy. It was a wild I mean, it's 1263 00:54:08.400 --> 00:54:10.599 something I'm not a fan of anymore. Like a little 1264 00:54:10.599 --> 00:54:12.800 bit I'm fine with, but like I've done some pretty 1265 00:54:13.039 --> 00:54:15.320 strong edibles. It is not fun. 1266 00:54:17.159 --> 00:54:18.920 But that's the thing, right, Like this is this is 1267 00:54:19.039 --> 00:54:21.519 at least if they're if they're supplying you the weed, 1268 00:54:21.880 --> 00:54:22.760 they should be. 1269 00:54:22.679 --> 00:54:24.119 At least telling how to use it, right. 1270 00:54:24.920 --> 00:54:26.880 Yeah, Unfortunately a lot of us specimens are kind of 1271 00:54:26.920 --> 00:54:29.000 left on our own once like that two year mark. 1272 00:54:28.880 --> 00:54:31.599 Is up where we're kind of left holding the bag. 1273 00:54:31.639 --> 00:54:32.639 We're helping each other. 1274 00:54:32.480 --> 00:54:35.360 Out because that's how I found out about to mention 1275 00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:36.440 another metor there it is. 1276 00:54:36.519 --> 00:54:38.880 There's that drama weird we. 1277 00:54:38.960 --> 00:54:41.480 Got in April. April. 1278 00:54:41.559 --> 00:54:45.280 Man, So you're standing up at it and just like looking. 1279 00:54:45.960 --> 00:54:48.239 Yep, I have no idea why you're what it came 1280 00:54:48.280 --> 00:54:51.440 to Like when I when I was on those mushrooms, 1281 00:54:51.440 --> 00:54:55.400 say channeled apparently, and I guess my head cocked backed 1282 00:54:55.440 --> 00:54:55.880 after me to. 1283 00:54:55.880 --> 00:54:57.519 Go death, and I started saying, God is real. God 1284 00:54:57.599 --> 00:54:59.960 is real. God is real, and I fucking started drawing. 1285 00:55:00.199 --> 00:55:01.760 And then that was the thing that came out of it, 1286 00:55:01.920 --> 00:55:04.960 like that and a few other drawings weird. 1287 00:55:05.400 --> 00:55:08.000 I haven't. I've I've wrote a song in mushrooms. I 1288 00:55:08.039 --> 00:55:11.920 don't if that's good idea, but I've I've never drawn anything, 1289 00:55:11.920 --> 00:55:14.480 but I've had like a friend, I'll never forget this one. 1290 00:55:14.519 --> 00:55:18.480 My friend's brothers just have mushrooms and he drew a vagina, 1291 00:55:18.559 --> 00:55:19.960 but then if you're on it inside it was an 1292 00:55:20.039 --> 00:55:22.440 eye looking into itself and stuff. It was like fucked 1293 00:55:22.440 --> 00:55:24.639 and he like, drew it's pretty good. And he was 1294 00:55:24.760 --> 00:55:27.039 like just high shitout mushrooms, drawing the weirdest shit. And 1295 00:55:27.039 --> 00:55:29.000 we're like, man, because we were not it were like 1296 00:55:29.519 --> 00:55:30.920 that looks like a weird time. 1297 00:55:31.000 --> 00:55:34.119 Man. Well, well, you know sometimes like when when you're drawing, 1298 00:55:34.199 --> 00:55:35.039 like like some of the. 1299 00:55:35.039 --> 00:55:36.800 Times I was even dry, I was strong in the dark. 1300 00:55:36.960 --> 00:55:38.400 I was on the control of my hands, like my 1301 00:55:38.440 --> 00:55:40.960 buddy was there even so goes this is drippy. 1302 00:55:41.159 --> 00:55:43.320 That's interesting because I've I've drawn for a lot of 1303 00:55:43.320 --> 00:55:46.159 my life too, like some of my tattoos, I've tried 1304 00:55:46.199 --> 00:55:49.679 to draw up and stuff like that, you know, And 1305 00:55:49.719 --> 00:55:52.400 I've always been very artistic that way. My brain's always 1306 00:55:52.440 --> 00:55:54.800 been music, art, all that stuff. It's it's right brain 1307 00:55:54.920 --> 00:55:57.880 or whatever. But it is kind of interesting because to 1308 00:55:58.000 --> 00:56:00.480 do stuff like that on the states of mind. I 1309 00:56:00.480 --> 00:56:02.559 always found that my best rhymes came out when I 1310 00:56:02.639 --> 00:56:05.400 was like drunk, which sounds weird, but like or even 1311 00:56:05.480 --> 00:56:08.440 kind of a little buzzed, especially freestyling for some reason, 1312 00:56:08.840 --> 00:56:11.719 like my friends can say that like it's when I'm 1313 00:56:11.719 --> 00:56:14.039 like drunk and they get me going. We get like 1314 00:56:14.079 --> 00:56:15.880 me and Billy used to get really into it where 1315 00:56:15.880 --> 00:56:18.440 we'd be like dissing each other or joking around or whatever, 1316 00:56:18.559 --> 00:56:21.599 just for fun. And under the different states of consciousness, 1317 00:56:21.679 --> 00:56:24.559 your brain works differently and it pulls different things out 1318 00:56:24.599 --> 00:56:27.039 from the ether. And like, I think alcohol is not 1319 00:56:27.079 --> 00:56:29.320 a great thing. I think it's like a depressant, but uh, 1320 00:56:29.719 --> 00:56:33.280 it's interesting the number one Yeah, it's terrible, and we 1321 00:56:33.360 --> 00:56:36.440 push it so much in this country. Uh that no 1322 00:56:36.519 --> 00:56:38.639 wonder why there so many people drinking themselves to death, 1323 00:56:38.639 --> 00:56:41.199 because it's like our number one priority, like get alcohol 1324 00:56:41.199 --> 00:56:43.440 out more and put it in more stories. We want 1325 00:56:43.519 --> 00:56:46.159 Canadians drunk and lethargic and hi on weed. And it's 1326 00:56:46.599 --> 00:56:48.400 I think it's thing. It's I do think even though 1327 00:56:48.400 --> 00:56:50.440 I've partaking it, I think it's part of that like 1328 00:56:51.079 --> 00:56:51.800 dumbing down. 1329 00:56:52.400 --> 00:56:57.199 Yeah, yeah, it's. 1330 00:56:55.519 --> 00:56:57.960 So crazy, man, and then using that to like try 1331 00:56:58.000 --> 00:57:00.960 to like battle your own ship. But you can grab 1332 00:57:01.039 --> 00:57:03.280 things out from even that. And I found it interesting 1333 00:57:03.320 --> 00:57:06.320 that like even Elizabeth April, she kind of said, like 1334 00:57:06.400 --> 00:57:08.639 you know, you can take something like a down or whatever, 1335 00:57:08.880 --> 00:57:10.679 an alcohol and kind of bless it and like thank 1336 00:57:10.719 --> 00:57:12.360 you for this or whatever, and then I make it 1337 00:57:12.440 --> 00:57:15.440 uplifting it because I'm a happy, fun drunk usually. But 1338 00:57:15.480 --> 00:57:18.280 I've seen people that have turned into like nicest people 1339 00:57:18.320 --> 00:57:20.280 and they turn the demons where they're like, it's not 1340 00:57:20.320 --> 00:57:20.960 the same person. 1341 00:57:21.880 --> 00:57:24.559 And that's the thing with this curiate because it's it's orderline. 1342 00:57:24.639 --> 00:57:25.360 It's either it's a. 1343 00:57:25.360 --> 00:57:28.800 Spiritual ceremony or it's borderlining Witchcraft, Like exactly what it is, right, 1344 00:57:28.840 --> 00:57:31.480 you do you do a gratitude over top of your thing, 1345 00:57:31.559 --> 00:57:33.320 you put out in an attention like if you look 1346 00:57:33.320 --> 00:57:35.679 at some of their old Witschcraft books, that's what it is, right, Yeah, 1347 00:57:35.719 --> 00:57:37.880 and even and even one of the one of these 1348 00:57:37.880 --> 00:57:40.960 sound therapies they gave us was called Healing the Inner Child. 1349 00:57:41.320 --> 00:57:43.400 And I just happened to be in a witch bookstore 1350 00:57:43.400 --> 00:57:45.199 one day and I looked around. I was like, what's 1351 00:57:45.199 --> 00:57:46.719 in hearing? It's like a book of spells. This is 1352 00:57:46.760 --> 00:57:48.800 oh the inner child healing me in her child. I'm like, 1353 00:57:49.039 --> 00:57:51.519 that's what you're so what the fuck is this? So 1354 00:57:51.599 --> 00:57:54.039 like this is literally like what's in my program? Yeah, 1355 00:57:54.039 --> 00:57:56.920 but you and they're doing gratitudes and we're talking about 1356 00:57:56.960 --> 00:57:58.119 spirits and ancestry. 1357 00:57:58.159 --> 00:57:58.960 It's all the same. 1358 00:57:59.440 --> 00:58:03.519 I don't know necessarily thing bad. I think that people 1359 00:58:03.840 --> 00:58:06.920 saw the people healing people with like her meticism and 1360 00:58:06.960 --> 00:58:11.599 these like ancient techniques that the religious folk, especially at 1361 00:58:11.599 --> 00:58:14.199 that time, freaked out. And that's why I'm saying I'm 1362 00:58:14.199 --> 00:58:16.519 not like and that there is there's a lot of 1363 00:58:16.559 --> 00:58:18.599 people like there's people like Brendon Crawle does this where 1364 00:58:18.639 --> 00:58:20.719 he doesn't like the New Age stuff and the occult 1365 00:58:20.800 --> 00:58:23.440 or any of that stuff and thinks it's all witchcraft 1366 00:58:23.440 --> 00:58:26.039 and dangerous and God would not like that. No, no, bad, 1367 00:58:26.400 --> 00:58:30.800 don't do that. Well, yeah, that's that's it was part 1368 00:58:30.840 --> 00:58:34.000 of it. But the thing is too like I don't 1369 00:58:34.039 --> 00:58:37.320 necessarily see it as a terrible thing, you know what 1370 00:58:37.320 --> 00:58:39.320 I mean. I think it's a way of calling out 1371 00:58:39.320 --> 00:58:42.119 to the ether and if you're able to get, uh 1372 00:58:42.360 --> 00:58:44.960 something that is positive. Obviously a lot of times you 1373 00:58:45.039 --> 00:58:46.559 used to play I used to use the Weiji board. 1374 00:58:46.639 --> 00:58:48.480 Most times we were talking to something that we probably 1375 00:58:49.039 --> 00:58:51.920 didn't know what it was or God knows what was 1376 00:58:51.960 --> 00:58:54.119 coming through telling us. It was like Harold A. Diani 1377 00:58:54.679 --> 00:58:58.000 or one of our grandfathers or whatever it might be. Right, Uh, 1378 00:58:58.320 --> 00:59:00.880 But I don't necessarily I think you can still. I 1379 00:59:00.920 --> 00:59:03.760 think you can use those type of practices like chaos 1380 00:59:03.760 --> 00:59:07.800 magic and some of those and more right hand path magic, 1381 00:59:08.199 --> 00:59:10.000 uh to do things that are good and and not 1382 00:59:10.320 --> 00:59:16.280 invoke karma or bad intention. Religion is the same in 1383 00:59:16.320 --> 00:59:18.559 my idea. It's the same thing as religion, where it's 1384 00:59:18.559 --> 00:59:22.039 like you're you're not incredibly sure like that this is 1385 00:59:22.079 --> 00:59:24.679 a real thing. No one can tell me that they're 1386 00:59:24.679 --> 00:59:26.920 really they just believe it. They've seen Jesus and all 1387 00:59:26.920 --> 00:59:29.480 these stuff. You can't like unless I've seen it and 1388 00:59:29.559 --> 00:59:31.840 I've had proof of it. A lot of people like 1389 00:59:31.880 --> 00:59:34.119 I've seen weird shit and they think I'm crazy, right 1390 00:59:34.159 --> 00:59:36.719 because I've seen shadow people and stuff. But it's the 1391 00:59:36.760 --> 00:59:39.519 same idea of like putting faith into something that you're 1392 00:59:39.559 --> 00:59:42.159 not entirely sure even exists. 1393 00:59:42.559 --> 00:59:44.079 Well, and and that's everything. 1394 00:59:44.159 --> 00:59:45.719 Everything just at the end of the day becomes a 1395 00:59:45.800 --> 00:59:49.159 very big leap of faith too, even when it comes 1396 00:59:49.199 --> 00:59:53.039 down to this drug, right, Like they're even these practices right, 1397 00:59:53.880 --> 00:59:57.239 there's a way to do it, and even even using 1398 00:59:57.360 --> 01:00:01.280 like these institutions that they don't that right, Like you 1399 01:00:01.320 --> 01:00:03.960 were very much correct when you did like some sort 1400 01:00:03.960 --> 01:00:06.280 of psychedelic or whatever that you've done in the past, 1401 01:00:06.320 --> 01:00:08.960 and you've kind of been a better writer, a better songwriter. 1402 01:00:09.199 --> 01:00:11.000 It's very much the same with this stuff. The problem 1403 01:00:11.159 --> 01:00:13.199 is like whatever happened to me up there still hasn't 1404 01:00:13.239 --> 01:00:18.559 shut off. So that's the danger fratic and stuff, and no, 1405 01:00:18.559 --> 01:00:21.800 I'm not kidding frocks. I would describe them as what 1406 01:00:21.800 --> 01:00:24.480 you would call intuitions, right, Like it's just like if 1407 01:00:24.480 --> 01:00:27.360 I think something's like up where it's almost like game theory, 1408 01:00:27.440 --> 01:00:29.480 right like five D chests, Like if I would just think, Okay, 1409 01:00:29.559 --> 01:00:31.000 this is what the next move would be. 1410 01:00:31.039 --> 01:00:34.840 If I were playing, that's interesting. Normally what might happen, 1411 01:00:34.840 --> 01:00:37.400 like you're still connected. There's there's weird times I was 1412 01:00:37.440 --> 01:00:40.480 doing mushrooms a lot. It would be like days after 1413 01:00:40.639 --> 01:00:42.159 and especially in the summer, I would look at the 1414 01:00:42.199 --> 01:00:46.039 grass and see the same sort of like uh almost 1415 01:00:46.039 --> 01:00:48.280 it was weird and I was like, now that's just 1416 01:00:48.320 --> 01:00:49.880 my eyes playing tricks on me or something like that, 1417 01:00:49.920 --> 01:00:52.559 Like I don't know. I just would explain it away 1418 01:00:52.639 --> 01:00:54.360 or try to because it would be some always like 1419 01:00:54.400 --> 01:00:56.760 two weeks later and I would still see like the 1420 01:00:56.800 --> 01:00:58.440 grass would look kind of the same as it did 1421 01:00:58.440 --> 01:00:59.920 when I was on Mushrooms. 1422 01:01:00.480 --> 01:01:02.920 Go Go book on page nineteen on that document, right, 1423 01:01:03.159 --> 01:01:05.519 It's it's all about that intuition that says even in there, 1424 01:01:05.559 --> 01:01:06.480 like it's going to keep. 1425 01:01:06.320 --> 01:01:08.159 Coming more and more and more and more and more 1426 01:01:08.159 --> 01:01:08.880 and more rapidly. 1427 01:01:09.559 --> 01:01:13.119 Right, It's just sometimes it shuts off, like whatever happened 1428 01:01:13.159 --> 01:01:14.880 up there, it hasn't shut off for me. 1429 01:01:15.239 --> 01:01:17.840 We could cover Project Gayway at some point, because that 1430 01:01:17.840 --> 01:01:20.280 would be wild if you want to get into it. 1431 01:01:20.320 --> 01:01:23.719 But it is like it's kind of crazy. How uh 1432 01:01:23.880 --> 01:01:26.239 you know they've always wanted to use these things and 1433 01:01:26.320 --> 01:01:29.280 drugs and test them and just to see what happens 1434 01:01:29.280 --> 01:01:31.639 to people, And now they're like it's always been like this. 1435 01:01:31.760 --> 01:01:33.440 I feel like they've been doing this for a long time. 1436 01:01:33.480 --> 01:01:35.840 So the sixties especially if like getting everyone on acid. 1437 01:01:36.559 --> 01:01:38.480 You know that book of Wisdom that's getting promoted all 1438 01:01:38.480 --> 01:01:40.760 over Facebook right now, Like I ended up yet and 1439 01:01:40.840 --> 01:01:42.320 I look through it and I was like, oh, this 1440 01:01:42.400 --> 01:01:45.400 is this is exactly Project Gateway explains a lot of 1441 01:01:45.440 --> 01:01:47.679 this stuff, so like they're all hand in hand, like 1442 01:01:47.719 --> 01:01:48.639 it's all New Age. 1443 01:01:48.480 --> 01:01:50.079 Just getting pumped out in front of everybody. 1444 01:01:50.119 --> 01:01:53.239 It's just it's just weird, how it's just it's coming 1445 01:01:53.320 --> 01:01:55.920 out right, like especially as a treatment like for me, 1446 01:01:56.039 --> 01:01:58.840 like I just it felt good, like I felt great, 1447 01:01:58.880 --> 01:02:01.360 like my PTSD is depletely gone. But now it's just 1448 01:02:01.400 --> 01:02:03.559 like there's bigger problems and I'm starting it's like you 1449 01:02:03.639 --> 01:02:05.320 know what I mean, it's like almost the line where 1450 01:02:05.320 --> 01:02:08.960 things are conspiracy theories, but like who's Alex Jones star 1451 01:02:09.119 --> 01:02:11.920 is like empty right now, Nobody's. 1452 01:02:11.320 --> 01:02:13.360 Yeah, I know, that's what and that's that's why it's 1453 01:02:13.440 --> 01:02:16.360 led you down this uh, this rabbit hole, I'm sure, 1454 01:02:16.360 --> 01:02:18.800 and that's why it's funny. Wow, there is a ladybug 1455 01:02:18.960 --> 01:02:22.000 right on my light. You can't even see it, but 1456 01:02:22.039 --> 01:02:22.559 she's there. 1457 01:02:24.119 --> 01:02:26.960 I can't see it out there is Yeah. 1458 01:02:27.280 --> 01:02:29.119 That's very weird. Hello ladybug. 1459 01:02:29.679 --> 01:02:32.000 Luck. Someone say that's a good luck chterm. Yeah, I know. 1460 01:02:32.159 --> 01:02:35.639 Some some would say, uh, but like it because I 1461 01:02:35.639 --> 01:02:37.679 I've been down this rabbit hole long time, especially with 1462 01:02:37.719 --> 01:02:40.679 alien stuff. That's like where I first really got interested 1463 01:02:40.719 --> 01:02:43.880 in this stuff at like sixteen seventeen. So it is 1464 01:02:43.920 --> 01:02:46.280 pretty crazy, you know, and I've kind of this whole way. 1465 01:02:46.320 --> 01:02:48.440 That's why I've always been like, you know, I've never 1466 01:02:48.519 --> 01:02:51.440 bought into the religion stuff I do believe in like 1467 01:02:52.039 --> 01:02:54.920 whatever God, I hope there is a benevolent god that 1468 01:02:55.239 --> 01:02:56.960 you know when you look around the world, you do 1469 01:02:57.039 --> 01:02:59.199 see it within people and within nature and stuff like 1470 01:02:59.239 --> 01:03:02.559 that I'm like, someone really intelligent created this whatever it is, 1471 01:03:02.599 --> 01:03:04.679 even if it is a simulation. And that's why I've 1472 01:03:04.679 --> 01:03:06.679 always been that person that questions everything and been like, 1473 01:03:06.960 --> 01:03:09.039 I don't even know. After all this research, and I've 1474 01:03:09.039 --> 01:03:11.079 been doing this since I was at least like sixteen seventeen, 1475 01:03:11.119 --> 01:03:14.000 of like looking into stuff and conspiracies and aliens and 1476 01:03:14.079 --> 01:03:16.679 occult magic and all that stuff, I still don't know. 1477 01:03:16.800 --> 01:03:18.920 That's why I don't like the people that are so sure, 1478 01:03:19.360 --> 01:03:21.719 because there's a lot of people that are like I'm 1479 01:03:21.880 --> 01:03:23.559 I know I'm right, and not saying you are one 1480 01:03:23.599 --> 01:03:25.239 of them. I've talked to people that are like this 1481 01:03:25.559 --> 01:03:27.639 on the show. They're like, I'm I'm really sure, like 1482 01:03:27.719 --> 01:03:29.360 this is what and I'm like, awre you though, how 1483 01:03:29.360 --> 01:03:30.360 can you be that sociure? 1484 01:03:31.039 --> 01:03:32.639 I like to look at all of those texts like 1485 01:03:32.840 --> 01:03:35.920 individually right as teacoats right, like from the Bible all 1486 01:03:35.920 --> 01:03:37.760 the way to like Messa Been Hayman text right, because 1487 01:03:37.760 --> 01:03:40.880 it's truth in everything it's just it's scattered, so you 1488 01:03:40.880 --> 01:03:42.920 have to put it together for yourself, right, because they're 1489 01:03:42.920 --> 01:03:43.440 not going to tell you. 1490 01:03:43.880 --> 01:03:46.280 We all know this. That's how government works today, Like 1491 01:03:46.360 --> 01:03:47.320 it's it's all the same. 1492 01:03:47.639 --> 01:03:51.119 But yeah, you've. 1493 01:03:49.840 --> 01:03:51.880 Been diving down and I think we'll event we're gonna 1494 01:03:51.880 --> 01:03:54.320 eventually get to it, and i'd like to structure it 1495 01:03:54.320 --> 01:03:57.719 the way that you sent it to me. But we've 1496 01:03:58.000 --> 01:04:01.360 you've been going down a pretty deep rap whole, especially recently, 1497 01:04:01.519 --> 01:04:04.920 and we're eventually gonna be talking about this stuff. Like 1498 01:04:04.960 --> 01:04:08.079 this is where we're introducing Troy maybe into the show 1499 01:04:08.119 --> 01:04:11.400 as a recurring guests to kind of really sink ord 1500 01:04:11.559 --> 01:04:14.719 feed into this stuff because it's pretty wild and and 1501 01:04:14.800 --> 01:04:17.199 they'll going back to the Nephilam and then the Reptilian 1502 01:04:17.239 --> 01:04:20.559 connection and some of these low lower astral beings and 1503 01:04:20.559 --> 01:04:24.239 and history. It will be interesting for for people to 1504 01:04:24.280 --> 01:04:26.119 hear and see. 1505 01:04:26.360 --> 01:04:29.199 I certainly hope I'm wrong say. 1506 01:04:28.800 --> 01:04:32.039 That, yeah, because it's uh, it's wild, and I do 1507 01:04:32.159 --> 01:04:33.840 and I you know, eventually we're gonna be covering all 1508 01:04:33.840 --> 01:04:35.519 that stuff anyway, in the Nephalem and stuff like that. 1509 01:04:35.599 --> 01:04:39.440 So it's always interesting, right because like there's people like 1510 01:04:39.920 --> 01:04:41.519 and you that have researched a lot of this stuff 1511 01:04:41.519 --> 01:04:43.559 and looked into a lot of different things. And there's 1512 01:04:43.559 --> 01:04:46.039 tons of people doing that. And uh I'll always love 1513 01:04:46.079 --> 01:04:48.400 my co host Billy because he does not look really 1514 01:04:48.519 --> 01:04:50.960 much at anything. He's working all the time. He's busy. 1515 01:04:51.000 --> 01:04:54.519 He's a busy guy, right, but yeah, he's just like, 1516 01:04:54.559 --> 01:04:56.880 well whatever. And that's why it's funny when he shows 1517 01:04:56.960 --> 01:04:58.440 up the show because he isn't he doesn't know what. 1518 01:04:58.599 --> 01:05:00.599 I'm like, oh well, maybe I'll tell him what we're doing, 1519 01:05:00.880 --> 01:05:02.599 like I were doing Glad the apealogy is like okay, 1520 01:05:02.639 --> 01:05:05.119 and then he doesn't look into it. He doesn't care. 1521 01:05:05.679 --> 01:05:08.440 Uh So it's interesting when talking ABOUTSELFF like the nephilm 1522 01:05:08.519 --> 01:05:11.639 and things to people that are not really aware of 1523 01:05:11.840 --> 01:05:13.480 some of those topics. And that's why I try to 1524 01:05:13.480 --> 01:05:16.320 do it with even the show of like even though 1525 01:05:16.480 --> 01:05:19.280 like people are going like advance knowledge on some shows, 1526 01:05:19.360 --> 01:05:21.519 I want to break down like all the surface level 1527 01:05:21.559 --> 01:05:24.320 stuff at least a conspiracy world before we start going 1528 01:05:24.360 --> 01:05:26.639 down even deeper. That's why, like I waited, y'all, do 1529 01:05:26.719 --> 01:05:29.159 then Aki than the Nephilum and then do these and 1530 01:05:29.199 --> 01:05:31.480 then eventually bring everything together so to speak right. 1531 01:05:32.199 --> 01:05:33.880 Just remember you got to use the Bible. If you're 1532 01:05:33.880 --> 01:05:37.280 going with them, you have to use the Bible. The 1533 01:05:37.280 --> 01:05:38.199 Genesis story r. 1534 01:05:38.760 --> 01:05:40.840 Yeah, that's why what I would look into this. I 1535 01:05:40.880 --> 01:05:42.920 do think that there is truth within these books that 1536 01:05:43.039 --> 01:05:48.000 I said in all of them, there is, yeah, exactly so. 1537 01:05:48.159 --> 01:05:49.960 And I think there's a ways to read between the 1538 01:05:50.000 --> 01:05:52.679 lines of all this stuff, and there would be interesting conversation. 1539 01:05:52.840 --> 01:05:54.719 Is pretty wild. Is there anything else that you remember, 1540 01:05:54.800 --> 01:05:57.559 at least in that D M T realm that stuck 1541 01:05:57.599 --> 01:06:00.880 out to you that was like just a so people 1542 01:06:00.960 --> 01:06:04.599 understand what it's like to be in that in that environment, 1543 01:06:04.800 --> 01:06:05.800 you could say, I guess. 1544 01:06:06.599 --> 01:06:08.480 It's u it's very much. 1545 01:06:11.559 --> 01:06:13.719 If I could describe it, like I see things in 1546 01:06:13.719 --> 01:06:16.880 in like purples and greens, so like my vision's just 1547 01:06:16.960 --> 01:06:19.599 like whatever those colors probably be when your eyes are closed. 1548 01:06:20.440 --> 01:06:23.800 And uh so I just sit there and everything would 1549 01:06:23.840 --> 01:06:26.400 start moving and once it really would take over, everything 1550 01:06:26.400 --> 01:06:32.039 would almost be like like inception, but with like green 1551 01:06:32.159 --> 01:06:34.320 speed I like, but just moving, but it but it 1552 01:06:34.400 --> 01:06:38.199 looked familiar, like it looked like Mayan but it wasn't. 1553 01:06:38.199 --> 01:06:41.199 But everything would move very inception like as the circle 1554 01:06:41.239 --> 01:06:41.760 would spy. 1555 01:06:42.039 --> 01:06:43.199 Things are breaking. 1556 01:06:43.199 --> 01:06:45.639 That's crazy because Jeremy said that when he did it's 1557 01:06:45.679 --> 01:06:48.320 it was like his hands turned cartoon and shit. And 1558 01:06:48.360 --> 01:06:50.760 he did out of a water pipe, which sounds intense 1559 01:06:50.920 --> 01:06:52.760 because he said it was like sucking in glass. And 1560 01:06:52.800 --> 01:06:55.159 then it's like you started seeing himself change. And I've 1561 01:06:55.159 --> 01:06:58.119 heard that for a lot of people, and uh that 1562 01:06:58.199 --> 01:06:59.519 and then the second time you do, if you do 1563 01:06:59.559 --> 01:07:00.880 too much, you don't want to do it again, at 1564 01:07:00.920 --> 01:07:02.559 least for a long time. So if you're able to 1565 01:07:02.599 --> 01:07:04.760 do a little increments, right, And that's what I think 1566 01:07:04.760 --> 01:07:07.639 they're probably using some of these soldiers, veterans whatever to 1567 01:07:07.719 --> 01:07:10.000 do that people the experiment on and have them just 1568 01:07:10.039 --> 01:07:12.199 do a little bit and then maybe break through and 1569 01:07:12.199 --> 01:07:13.599 then come back and break through again. 1570 01:07:13.639 --> 01:07:16.519 And well when I tried it, like I was using 1571 01:07:16.559 --> 01:07:19.159 out of the carts right, just that theose little carts 1572 01:07:19.159 --> 01:07:20.639 you get at the stars, right, like I said, like 1573 01:07:20.679 --> 01:07:23.440 they're everywhere. Like it's that's why I said, like if 1574 01:07:23.440 --> 01:07:25.480 people are using it, just beware what you're doing. 1575 01:07:25.719 --> 01:07:28.320 Yeah, have you broke through you think that's when you 1576 01:07:28.320 --> 01:07:30.239 start seeing absolutely? 1577 01:07:30.360 --> 01:07:33.039 Have I want like I broke through it dimensions Like yeah, 1578 01:07:33.079 --> 01:07:35.960 that was I had an ego death on mushrooms first, yeah, 1579 01:07:36.360 --> 01:07:39.559 like six grams and then and then when I'm up 1580 01:07:39.599 --> 01:07:44.159 to dimensions, I uh, with weed, had a deeper breakthrough 1581 01:07:44.320 --> 01:07:47.119 than I had had with the muscles six grams, and 1582 01:07:47.159 --> 01:07:49.079 that's when I started seeing stuff. And since then, it's 1583 01:07:49.119 --> 01:07:53.519 just kind of like I haven't gone back in since, like. 1584 01:07:52.679 --> 01:07:53.639 Like I'm too scared too. 1585 01:07:53.880 --> 01:07:56.800 Yeah, Actually I don't, like I don't know what could happen, right, 1586 01:07:56.920 --> 01:07:58.280 So Jeremy say, he said that he was gonna do 1587 01:07:58.320 --> 01:08:00.280 it another time. His hand was like shaking to the 1588 01:08:00.280 --> 01:08:01.679 pipe and he's I don't think he could do it. 1589 01:08:01.719 --> 01:08:03.480 I think pretty sure he said he couldn't do it 1590 01:08:03.599 --> 01:08:04.800 because he's gonna go through it again. 1591 01:08:04.800 --> 01:08:07.239 And it's like, well, that's the thing, right, if these 1592 01:08:07.280 --> 01:08:10.159 intuitions are in fact true, coming in from entities or 1593 01:08:10.199 --> 01:08:10.760 what have you. 1594 01:08:10.760 --> 01:08:13.000 Like whatever is in this research that's being done. 1595 01:08:13.679 --> 01:08:16.600 Yeah, Like I don't want to know if I pit 1596 01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:19.079 something off. Is it the demon realm or is it 1597 01:08:19.119 --> 01:08:21.319 the nephylon? Right, Like we can go even know that realm, 1598 01:08:21.359 --> 01:08:22.920 like because the Nephilone never died, right. 1599 01:08:23.119 --> 01:08:26.319 Yeah, they talk about they want to take hosts their demons. 1600 01:08:25.880 --> 01:08:28.880 Like whatever you like, And that's what I see, that's 1601 01:08:28.880 --> 01:08:31.319 why I with the reptilia and shit, because it all 1602 01:08:31.359 --> 01:08:34.920 blends into one thing of like the idea that the 1603 01:08:35.279 --> 01:08:37.159 royal family and some of these people or whatever that 1604 01:08:37.199 --> 01:08:39.560 are in charge never really die and they're able to 1605 01:08:39.560 --> 01:08:42.880 supposedly transfer the consciousness into the next bloodline. That's why 1606 01:08:42.880 --> 01:08:45.560 they're like so focused on bloodlines and stuff like that. 1607 01:08:45.720 --> 01:08:48.319 It's because they're able to just keep reincarnating that same 1608 01:08:48.439 --> 01:08:52.039 safe essence or spirit into this realm over and over again. 1609 01:08:52.239 --> 01:08:54.560 So it doesn't matter who you vote for everybody, it 1610 01:08:54.560 --> 01:08:57.359 doesn't matter what we do unless we rise up. That's 1611 01:08:57.359 --> 01:08:59.279 like literally the only way out. There's so many people 1612 01:08:59.279 --> 01:09:01.960 who are likena voute, I'm gonna voute harder and get 1613 01:09:01.960 --> 01:09:04.600 out of this, and it's like, no, it is about 1614 01:09:04.680 --> 01:09:08.239 us collectively, I believe coming together, and I think it's 1615 01:09:08.239 --> 01:09:12.600 gonna get real bad before that happens. Well, you know, 1616 01:09:13.399 --> 01:09:13.640 I don't. 1617 01:09:13.680 --> 01:09:16.640 I don't think this election is gonna gonna happen. I 1618 01:09:16.640 --> 01:09:17.560 don't think I think. 1619 01:09:17.680 --> 01:09:19.680 I think either he's gonna get in, but he'll never 1620 01:09:19.680 --> 01:09:21.720 see a presidency. They'll either go in a third World 1621 01:09:21.800 --> 01:09:25.159 war and say ope, emergency Act, we can't and the 1622 01:09:25.199 --> 01:09:28.119 wartime presidents ever left, YadA, YadA, YadA, Biden dies an 1623 01:09:28.119 --> 01:09:30.159 office and Kamala gets in, right, like that's the only 1624 01:09:30.239 --> 01:09:31.399 way that they could win legally. 1625 01:09:31.479 --> 01:09:33.760 It'll be interesting because this will be out just after 1626 01:09:34.079 --> 01:09:37.520 they they they comes out. There are some people that 1627 01:09:37.600 --> 01:09:39.800 speculate like I do, like Adam Green and listen to 1628 01:09:39.880 --> 01:09:41.880 him sometimes so I'm be able'll catch some of his shows. 1629 01:09:42.039 --> 01:09:45.039 And he thinks that they'll put because Trump is the 1630 01:09:45.079 --> 01:09:48.880 Messiah to the non goy messiah or whatever this is 1631 01:09:49.000 --> 01:09:52.520 like in their words, Uh, he could build the Third Temple, right, yeah, 1632 01:09:52.560 --> 01:09:55.000 so yeah, you know, so like there is weird ship 1633 01:09:55.039 --> 01:09:56.760 going on with that. But they I don't agree that 1634 01:09:56.760 --> 01:09:59.279 he's gonna calm down. I don't know what I think yet. 1635 01:09:59.560 --> 01:10:02.119 It's gonna calm down for a little bit. But then 1636 01:10:02.199 --> 01:10:04.239 they'll they'll he'll be maybe one of these guys to 1637 01:10:04.319 --> 01:10:06.319 stop the war. They were about to go into World 1638 01:10:06.319 --> 01:10:08.159 War three, but he stopped it, you know what I mean. 1639 01:10:08.399 --> 01:10:12.119 And he's praised. And then because if Brandon Crow is. 1640 01:10:12.159 --> 01:10:15.479 Right, maybe he is maybe is now Book of Revelation. 1641 01:10:15.279 --> 01:10:17.520 Yeah, right's the anti Christ and all this ship. I 1642 01:10:17.520 --> 01:10:19.720 don't funk. I don't know, I don't trust that I 1643 01:10:19.720 --> 01:10:21.920 think that he's gonna get in. Things might calm for 1644 01:10:21.960 --> 01:10:25.359 a little bit, or there's like full on like civil war. 1645 01:10:26.039 --> 01:10:27.800 There's that's a two two rows. 1646 01:10:28.520 --> 01:10:31.920 There's something bigger happening, man, Like everything's coming right, and 1647 01:10:31.920 --> 01:10:34.880 it's like I said, like and where the trauma started 1648 01:10:34.920 --> 01:10:37.640 for me, it's funny to watch actually watch it fall now, 1649 01:10:37.720 --> 01:10:39.960 like the world of pedophiles is. It's sad to see 1650 01:10:39.960 --> 01:10:43.079 the like why things happening like kids and people like 1651 01:10:43.119 --> 01:10:45.279 me that happens is because the pedophiles are running the 1652 01:10:45.279 --> 01:10:48.119 world and now and now it's becoming true, right, all 1653 01:10:48.159 --> 01:10:50.000 the human trafficking that we go through, like. 1654 01:10:51.079 --> 01:10:54.680 You know, people in sea containers, Like that's crazy. That's 1655 01:10:54.880 --> 01:10:57.319 having a lot next to p. Didy's Island was a 1656 01:10:57.319 --> 01:10:59.840 big shipping yard of course. 1657 01:11:01.199 --> 01:11:03.520 And that's the thing with with with what we used 1658 01:11:03.520 --> 01:11:06.359 to do, right, Like like in military firefighters, like I'll 1659 01:11:06.359 --> 01:11:07.920 be the first to tell you, like we don't have 1660 01:11:07.920 --> 01:11:09.479 a lot of fires. Like if you sell fires in 1661 01:11:09.479 --> 01:11:11.800 a career, probably volunteer on your time off, right, Like 1662 01:11:11.800 --> 01:11:13.119 that's how a lot of it worked. We didn't see 1663 01:11:13.119 --> 01:11:15.159 a lot, but when it did happen, it was pretty bad. 1664 01:11:15.239 --> 01:11:16.600 We had a lot of medicals and stuff. 1665 01:11:16.880 --> 01:11:18.960 Yeah, but you know. 1666 01:11:20.520 --> 01:11:23.239 When when you look at the MPs, right, like they're 1667 01:11:23.279 --> 01:11:24.800 the same, like, oh yeah, what are we gonna do? 1668 01:11:24.880 --> 01:11:26.880 Go pull a cad of a tree or pull someone over, right, 1669 01:11:26.920 --> 01:11:29.359 like when they get up to a certain point. Like 1670 01:11:29.399 --> 01:11:31.520 I had a buddy of mine who's who actually just 1671 01:11:31.640 --> 01:11:34.399 left there. He was on on PTST for quite some 1672 01:11:34.439 --> 01:11:37.800 time because he worked at SIU and all he did 1673 01:11:37.840 --> 01:11:41.840 was sex sex crimes, right, So like so you're sitting there, well, 1674 01:11:41.880 --> 01:11:44.800 and and that's the thing, right, Like because I called 1675 01:11:44.800 --> 01:11:46.560 them one day when I was doing an investigation for 1676 01:11:46.600 --> 01:11:49.039 a fire and I was documenting, like everything you look at, 1677 01:11:49.039 --> 01:11:51.119 every picture you take or find, you have to document 1678 01:11:51.159 --> 01:11:53.479 it and write an narrative. And I just realized, shit, 1679 01:11:53.560 --> 01:11:55.199 I should call him. And I called him and I said, 1680 01:11:55.239 --> 01:11:56.800 you're still there. He's like no, I got out. I 1681 01:11:56.840 --> 01:11:59.640 was like, oh thank god, because I realized that's exactly 1682 01:11:59.680 --> 01:12:01.880 what he had. So he had to look at evil 1683 01:12:02.279 --> 01:12:04.079 documented for the chain of custody. 1684 01:12:04.560 --> 01:12:06.399 Yeah, and that's what That's a crazy way to put it, 1685 01:12:06.399 --> 01:12:08.760 because that is actually technically true. A lot of like 1686 01:12:08.840 --> 01:12:12.439 say cops the RCMP, even though they really don't do 1687 01:12:12.479 --> 01:12:14.760 their job. They have the power to arrest the trees 1688 01:12:14.760 --> 01:12:16.560 and his criminals are in our government, but they choose 1689 01:12:16.560 --> 01:12:19.479 not to write. So everyone's been gotten to and corrupted 1690 01:12:19.560 --> 01:12:22.760 and all that stuff, right, but they to see that 1691 01:12:22.800 --> 01:12:24.560 stuff all the time, if it be like a cop 1692 01:12:24.600 --> 01:12:27.560 in Toronto, god knows what. And then my uncle was 1693 01:12:27.600 --> 01:12:29.399 a lieutenant for like a while, and I'm I think 1694 01:12:29.399 --> 01:12:32.239 I fucked him up, right, like you know so, and 1695 01:12:32.279 --> 01:12:35.199 then you'd abuse others in some regards sometimes you know 1696 01:12:35.239 --> 01:12:38.239 what I mean, because now you're like your brain's broken. 1697 01:12:38.640 --> 01:12:41.319 Well, you're you're expected to be normal, right, And the 1698 01:12:41.359 --> 01:12:44.359 problem is like they always tell you to adapt and overcome, 1699 01:12:45.000 --> 01:12:47.960 but you look at society and progression hasn't taken one 1700 01:12:48.000 --> 01:12:48.560 stuff for it. 1701 01:12:48.560 --> 01:12:50.159 Well know, look what they do for the veterans that 1702 01:12:50.159 --> 01:12:52.800 they sent off the fucking Afghanistan or god knows where 1703 01:12:52.920 --> 01:12:55.520 right to like for their both like for their like 1704 01:12:55.600 --> 01:12:58.760 bullshit lies and forever wars and everything right, and then 1705 01:12:58.800 --> 01:13:01.279 they come back and then there's like treat like shit 1706 01:13:01.399 --> 01:13:03.439 you throw on the streets and ain't told like you 1707 01:13:03.640 --> 01:13:05.079 suck it up or whatever, And they don't even know 1708 01:13:05.119 --> 01:13:08.079 how to come back from being in that environment. And 1709 01:13:08.119 --> 01:13:10.399 then they had murder their whys Like that happens all 1710 01:13:10.439 --> 01:13:12.600 the time because they're not given the help that they need. 1711 01:13:13.119 --> 01:13:14.760 Well, and that's and that just goes right back to 1712 01:13:14.760 --> 01:13:15.479 what happened. 1713 01:13:15.199 --> 01:13:19.079 To me, Right, twenty years of twenty doctors and nothing 1714 01:13:19.119 --> 01:13:21.560 got changed. Right And with then I'll tell you, I'll 1715 01:13:21.600 --> 01:13:23.920 be flat out two suicide attempts that I got luckily 1716 01:13:23.960 --> 01:13:27.600 saved from. Yeah, and and uh, you know, and this 1717 01:13:27.720 --> 01:13:30.079 is just how it is. They don't care like you 1718 01:13:30.159 --> 01:13:32.439 have to fight for your career. That's the other thing 1719 01:13:32.479 --> 01:13:35.359 nobody tells you about the military. Every guys are too 1720 01:13:35.399 --> 01:13:38.680 afraid to go to them, I r to seek help 1721 01:13:38.720 --> 01:13:41.359 because they know it's a career killer. Ope, you can't 1722 01:13:41.359 --> 01:13:45.079 have a weapon, so you're not deployable, airgo, you're not employable. 1723 01:13:45.079 --> 01:13:47.119 And that's how they treat veterans. So guys are dealing 1724 01:13:47.119 --> 01:13:51.000 with all of this nonsense, going home, drinking themselves to 1725 01:13:51.079 --> 01:13:54.680 death or blowing their brains out because they're not being heard. 1726 01:13:54.920 --> 01:13:58.079 They're just giving up. Here's here's here's your medications. Here 1727 01:13:58.119 --> 01:14:01.680 you go and and you know, if you have any 1728 01:14:01.720 --> 01:14:03.079 other problems, here's made for you. 1729 01:14:03.560 --> 01:14:06.199 That's the craziest shit. Yeah, they just did this to 1730 01:14:06.239 --> 01:14:09.159 someone who was injured from the shoddy shot clot shot. 1731 01:14:09.479 --> 01:14:09.640 Uh. 1732 01:14:09.680 --> 01:14:11.800 They they fucking literally said here, we can sign you 1733 01:14:12.119 --> 01:14:15.279 you got an adverse reaction. Uh, you can sign up 1734 01:14:15.319 --> 01:14:18.199 for me. That's the craziest ship that we're in. People, 1735 01:14:18.239 --> 01:14:19.720 we're in the dystopian nightmare. 1736 01:14:19.760 --> 01:14:19.960 Now. 1737 01:14:20.000 --> 01:14:22.399 We're in nineteen eighty four now, not like, oh, it's 1738 01:14:22.399 --> 01:14:24.720 gonna come in the future. We're in it now. Your 1739 01:14:24.760 --> 01:14:27.960 government is hurts you with the drug that they coerced 1740 01:14:28.000 --> 01:14:31.000 you into getting, and then they're like, just kill yourself. 1741 01:14:31.000 --> 01:14:33.439 They did that with that that chick she got, she 1742 01:14:33.479 --> 01:14:36.199 got she was crippled by it in a wheelchair, and 1743 01:14:36.239 --> 01:14:39.399 they offered her maid. That is the craziest shit. They 1744 01:14:39.399 --> 01:14:42.239 don't offer you like something to like help you or 1745 01:14:42.359 --> 01:14:44.199 you know, finance you with all the money that we've 1746 01:14:44.239 --> 01:14:46.920 sent all over the world for fucking gender studies and 1747 01:14:46.960 --> 01:14:49.159 all sorts of shit. And then the people that are 1748 01:14:49.199 --> 01:14:53.039 getting injured by their drugs, No, they're not liable, especially 1749 01:14:53.079 --> 01:14:55.960 the government who enforced that. And it was all of them. 1750 01:14:56.039 --> 01:14:57.359 This is why I hate this shit because there was 1751 01:14:57.399 --> 01:14:59.960 all of them, all of them. Nobody helped the convoy, 1752 01:15:00.079 --> 01:15:02.800 Nobody did anything. Man says all of the like all 1753 01:15:02.840 --> 01:15:04.000 of them. Man, it doesn't matter. 1754 01:15:03.920 --> 01:15:06.439 What wonder and you wonder why we've lost our faith? 1755 01:15:06.520 --> 01:15:08.439 Right Like I I have one hundred percent lost my 1756 01:15:08.479 --> 01:15:10.600 faith and everything else because no one's helping. Like I've 1757 01:15:10.600 --> 01:15:12.600 seen it for what it is. They don't care about 1758 01:15:12.640 --> 01:15:14.760 anyone and not just us, right like. 1759 01:15:15.359 --> 01:15:17.880 I hope for better? What do you do? But what 1760 01:15:17.920 --> 01:15:18.279 do we do? 1761 01:15:18.640 --> 01:15:18.680 Like? 1762 01:15:18.880 --> 01:15:23.079 And it's crazy. I know, I've known it's not gonna 1763 01:15:23.119 --> 01:15:26.399 k No, it's crazy. It so nuts, man, because I've 1764 01:15:26.840 --> 01:15:29.199 I've been like I don't I didn't vote for most 1765 01:15:29.199 --> 01:15:30.520 of my life because I'm like, there was no one. 1766 01:15:30.600 --> 01:15:33.079 I don't believe any of you. You're all liars and 1767 01:15:33.119 --> 01:15:36.960 thieves and and bullshit and con artists and and now 1768 01:15:37.199 --> 01:15:39.600 you know I would hope I was sober for better 1769 01:15:39.600 --> 01:15:41.359 in my twenties and stuff like that, but now I'm like, ah, 1770 01:15:41.399 --> 01:15:43.199 this is the same thing. You guys are never there's 1771 01:15:43.199 --> 01:15:45.520 never gonna be someone in a position of power like 1772 01:15:45.680 --> 01:15:47.720 and and with people are all talking about Trump a 1773 01:15:47.760 --> 01:15:49.640 lot right now and all that stuff. And in Canada 1774 01:15:49.680 --> 01:15:52.159 it's Pierre all Pierre is gonna save us. The guy 1775 01:15:52.279 --> 01:15:55.640 was in politics for twenty years, twenty years and did 1776 01:15:55.880 --> 01:15:58.840 not a thing. He actually benefited the rich by cutting 1777 01:15:58.840 --> 01:16:01.279 their taxes and did a bunch of other shady ass 1778 01:16:01.279 --> 01:16:03.880 ship because that's who he is. These people have been there, 1779 01:16:03.920 --> 01:16:06.720 they've been in government like his entire life, and somehow 1780 01:16:06.920 --> 01:16:09.880 he's all of a sudden gonna change everything and he's 1781 01:16:09.880 --> 01:16:12.520 gonna take back all the horrible things that he already did, right, 1782 01:16:12.600 --> 01:16:17.239 and pandering to everybody that's not kannad so crazy. 1783 01:16:17.560 --> 01:16:20.079 It's you know, it's like you said earlier in car 1784 01:16:20.239 --> 01:16:22.479 and it's the carent quote right, Like it's all the 1785 01:16:22.600 --> 01:16:24.159 club and you in and there, Right, it's all that 1786 01:16:24.239 --> 01:16:26.720 everybody's playing the same game, right, And that's why, like 1787 01:16:27.199 --> 01:16:30.319 what I think these intuitions I've been getting are literally 1788 01:16:30.359 --> 01:16:32.319 I'm just playing five le chess, Like how would I 1789 01:16:32.439 --> 01:16:33.159 make the next move? 1790 01:16:33.319 --> 01:16:35.680 Oh yep, sure, ship, this is exactly what's happening. And 1791 01:16:35.760 --> 01:16:36.359 it makes sense. 1792 01:16:36.680 --> 01:16:38.800 Yeah, and it's it's it's and the problem is it's 1793 01:16:38.800 --> 01:16:41.359 so blatant now that it's it's obvious, like they're not 1794 01:16:41.399 --> 01:16:42.760 even hiding anything anymore. 1795 01:16:43.159 --> 01:16:44.239 It's because they don't care. 1796 01:16:44.560 --> 01:16:48.039 And and yeah, it's I I thought that too. I've 1797 01:16:48.039 --> 01:16:50.880 said that, like what comes to the point where they're like, 1798 01:16:51.000 --> 01:16:52.960 well we have we already have enough stuff where we 1799 01:16:52.960 --> 01:16:54.920 can if we do something, we can go on the ground. 1800 01:16:55.239 --> 01:16:58.039 They have like sonic weapons they have. I showed the one, 1801 01:16:58.079 --> 01:17:00.960 the active denial system. We're gonna actually just make you go, 1802 01:17:01.119 --> 01:17:04.520 like if it feels like your skin's burning, but it's 1803 01:17:04.560 --> 01:17:08.199 just like yeah, yeah, it's crazy, and they'll like just 1804 01:17:08.359 --> 01:17:10.640 disperse crowds. Like I was like, how much do they 1805 01:17:10.680 --> 01:17:13.119 have to oppress us? And how far would it get? 1806 01:17:13.279 --> 01:17:15.920 And That's why I always had this belief in like, 1807 01:17:16.000 --> 01:17:19.640 if it gets bad enough, the angelic aliens or whatever 1808 01:17:19.680 --> 01:17:22.159 they are will come help us. But I'm not sure 1809 01:17:22.159 --> 01:17:25.239 of that because like we've gone through very horrible things 1810 01:17:25.239 --> 01:17:28.640 throughout history, Like there you could name numerous things, even 1811 01:17:28.640 --> 01:17:31.680 the Bolshevik Revolution, nobody was there to save them. They 1812 01:17:31.960 --> 01:17:35.399 like literally millions upon millions of people died, you know, 1813 01:17:35.439 --> 01:17:38.159 when the Communist Party was taken over Russia. Shit, and 1814 01:17:38.199 --> 01:17:39.680 nobody even knows about that shit. 1815 01:17:40.159 --> 01:17:42.520 Nobody knows anything about that outside of the world at all. 1816 01:17:42.600 --> 01:17:45.079 Like nobody knows because of the like look at the 1817 01:17:45.079 --> 01:17:49.600 infrastructure that's there, right, like big monolithic buildings, like people 1818 01:17:49.640 --> 01:17:51.760 with courts and characters build It can be a very like. 1819 01:17:52.039 --> 01:17:54.920 Oh the Tartaria things weird, some people believe it, and. 1820 01:17:54.880 --> 01:17:58.640 Sometimes Tartaria just any any type of building in Eastern Europe. 1821 01:17:58.640 --> 01:18:01.079 Some of them like there's I forget what the youach 1822 01:18:01.119 --> 01:18:02.479 of all send it to you, but there's a guy 1823 01:18:02.520 --> 01:18:04.119 who did a big good thing on it where they're 1824 01:18:04.119 --> 01:18:06.760 digging up the ground and it's showing like all like 1825 01:18:06.880 --> 01:18:08.920 nine meters worth of buildings, like why the windows are 1826 01:18:08.960 --> 01:18:10.560 so close and it's like a big mud flood and 1827 01:18:10.600 --> 01:18:13.560 these buildings withstood it and they've been around forever, right, 1828 01:18:13.600 --> 01:18:16.239 like even Parliament, like when Parliament was built, like that 1829 01:18:16.359 --> 01:18:18.279 was built like when I don't even remember it was 1830 01:18:18.319 --> 01:18:19.399 it seventeen hundreds? 1831 01:18:19.520 --> 01:18:21.199 Yeah, yeah, Like it's crazy. 1832 01:18:21.199 --> 01:18:23.880 We've had stuff with with what we had, like come on, 1833 01:18:24.720 --> 01:18:26.920 like it's there's a lot of things that are suspect. 1834 01:18:27.000 --> 01:18:28.199 On there's a lot of things that are like from 1835 01:18:28.199 --> 01:18:30.920 ot to lunch too, right, like it's it's all about 1836 01:18:30.960 --> 01:18:31.640 discern Yet, well. 1837 01:18:31.600 --> 01:18:34.319 I think they're trying to destroy history, especially and I 1838 01:18:34.359 --> 01:18:37.039 think as a communist tactic of like destroy our history 1839 01:18:37.079 --> 01:18:39.880 and destroy art like monuments and all that stuff. And 1840 01:18:39.920 --> 01:18:42.119 then I'll say this again, the craziest shit is that 1841 01:18:42.159 --> 01:18:45.119 we'll tear down like monuments of Johnny McDonald and all 1842 01:18:45.159 --> 01:18:47.520 sorts of different people that like it's just history. But 1843 01:18:47.640 --> 01:18:51.560 you'll put up a statue of George Floyd and were like, sweet, 1844 01:18:51.600 --> 01:18:54.479 that criminal the hell the gun to a pregnant lady's stomach, 1845 01:18:54.600 --> 01:18:57.000 that's he deserves a statue. 1846 01:18:57.760 --> 01:18:59.600 That was a crazy time. And it just it's just 1847 01:18:59.680 --> 01:19:01.920 one thing after another, rolling over and rolling over. 1848 01:19:02.079 --> 01:19:04.520 I know, it's order out of chaos. And I believe 1849 01:19:04.520 --> 01:19:05.920 they use this very well. And look at all this 1850 01:19:05.920 --> 01:19:09.439 stuff that's happening with North Carolina and like the hurricanes 1851 01:19:09.479 --> 01:19:12.199 and and Maui and nobody even talks about it because 1852 01:19:12.199 --> 01:19:14.439 it's on to the next thing. Maui literally got hit 1853 01:19:14.479 --> 01:19:17.600 by a direct energy weapon. That's a fucking fact. I 1854 01:19:17.880 --> 01:19:22.079 like you, there's so much that's really the one with 1855 01:19:22.199 --> 01:19:24.079 Hawaii or man, it's crazy. 1856 01:19:24.000 --> 01:19:27.039 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, Hawaii, that's uh. Where like Oprah 1857 01:19:27.039 --> 01:19:29.279 didn't do something for them, there's something tied to that. 1858 01:19:29.399 --> 01:19:31.640 They well they there was all these fires that happened 1859 01:19:32.359 --> 01:19:34.600 a couple of years ago, Like was it a year ago? 1860 01:19:35.000 --> 01:19:36.600 Maybe I wasn't following it. 1861 01:19:36.359 --> 01:19:41.239 That a lot of the news that's probably it's crazy. 1862 01:19:41.520 --> 01:19:43.319 And they had like burnt cars and stuff like that, 1863 01:19:43.359 --> 01:19:45.880 but look like they were melted into the ground, like, 1864 01:19:46.000 --> 01:19:49.119 and there was like umbrellas that were still there that 1865 01:19:49.279 --> 01:19:51.399 didn't even get touched, trees that didn't get touched, but 1866 01:19:51.439 --> 01:19:52.239 everything around them. 1867 01:19:52.199 --> 01:19:53.880 Was, oh, that's that blue. 1868 01:19:54.039 --> 01:19:58.479 Yes, you remember if something about blue blue blue people, blue. 1869 01:19:58.279 --> 01:20:00.319 Roofs and ship like and all the celebrity It's just 1870 01:20:00.399 --> 01:20:03.199 like places weren't touched and now guess what they want 1871 01:20:03.239 --> 01:20:04.720 to buy it. I think it turned to a fifteen 1872 01:20:04.720 --> 01:20:08.800 minute city. It's so crazy. I imagine what's going to 1873 01:20:08.840 --> 01:20:10.680 happen in North Carolina and what they're going to do 1874 01:20:10.880 --> 01:20:11.880 to like that town. 1875 01:20:12.760 --> 01:20:13.079 I don't know. 1876 01:20:13.159 --> 01:20:15.640 It's on my Bengo card man, Like it's just anything 1877 01:20:15.680 --> 01:20:17.960 goes right now, Like like if aliens did land on 1878 01:20:17.960 --> 01:20:20.680 the White House Lane, who would be surprised kind. 1879 01:20:20.560 --> 01:20:22.159 Of even if they were bad. I just want to 1880 01:20:22.159 --> 01:20:23.880 see it in my lifetime. I am like, give me 1881 01:20:23.960 --> 01:20:25.640 like twenty more years and then we can do that. 1882 01:20:25.760 --> 01:20:26.439 Yeah yea. 1883 01:20:26.640 --> 01:20:29.239 So just the firm that I was recruct I'm like, okay, 1884 01:20:29.239 --> 01:20:31.119 I can live with this, like honestly, because that's how 1885 01:20:31.119 --> 01:20:31.680 crazy it is. 1886 01:20:31.760 --> 01:20:33.079 That's because I. 1887 01:20:33.039 --> 01:20:35.560 Don't want to believe that our own kind is doing this, 1888 01:20:35.800 --> 01:20:38.640 like and when I say own kind of humanity, that 1889 01:20:38.680 --> 01:20:40.680 we're doing it to each other, Like it's just it's 1890 01:20:40.720 --> 01:20:43.319 so insidious, Like what would the point be? What would 1891 01:20:43.359 --> 01:20:46.439 the overall point be for a global dominance? Like it's 1892 01:20:46.560 --> 01:20:49.479 just like you wake up the next day and you're like, 1893 01:20:49.520 --> 01:20:52.239 what level am I on it? Just everything certainly does 1894 01:20:52.319 --> 01:20:53.199 feel like the simulation. 1895 01:20:53.319 --> 01:20:54.239 And that's why like. 1896 01:20:55.159 --> 01:20:57.560 That everything happening right now, combined with what I went 1897 01:20:57.600 --> 01:20:59.800 through with dimensions, Like you want to talk about a 1898 01:20:59.840 --> 01:21:03.079 time work right, Like I'm just playing five of eachest 1899 01:21:03.119 --> 01:21:05.079 with the clock is how I feel like my life 1900 01:21:05.159 --> 01:21:05.479 is going. 1901 01:21:05.920 --> 01:21:07.920 Yeah, what it is interesting how you've kind of taken 1902 01:21:07.960 --> 01:21:10.239 a trip down this rabbit hole. And that's what we've 1903 01:21:10.239 --> 01:21:13.000 said on the show too, is the idea is like 1904 01:21:13.119 --> 01:21:15.840 these people can't be human, you know if they're doing 1905 01:21:15.880 --> 01:21:19.119 the type of things that they're doing and and not 1906 01:21:19.319 --> 01:21:22.640 having any regard, like they have no empathy installed, like 1907 01:21:22.680 --> 01:21:25.479 they're not there. So that's why I try to like 1908 01:21:25.520 --> 01:21:28.239 tell people like it doesn't matter, man like until people 1909 01:21:28.279 --> 01:21:32.000 collectivize and realize life is a team sport they've always 1910 01:21:32.039 --> 01:21:34.800 and I everyone's fell victim of this one. Everyone make 1911 01:21:34.840 --> 01:21:37.760 everyone an individual. You're an individual, you got to be 1912 01:21:37.840 --> 01:21:40.439 on your own and stuff like that. But realistically, we 1913 01:21:40.520 --> 01:21:43.479 do need each other. And they've like done this in 1914 01:21:43.520 --> 01:21:46.520 such a smart way. It's very intelligent to like divide 1915 01:21:46.520 --> 01:21:49.279 and conquer people, but they do it in almost every 1916 01:21:49.479 --> 01:21:51.880 single thing, and I fall victim to it. Yeah, I 1917 01:21:51.880 --> 01:21:54.640 don't like the people that are I think invading my country. 1918 01:21:54.960 --> 01:21:57.760 And that's and that's okay for me to say, because 1919 01:21:57.760 --> 01:22:00.279 I think it is wrong because you have black, too 1920 01:22:00.279 --> 01:22:04.920 many people with too many different ideologies or religious backgrounds, 1921 01:22:04.960 --> 01:22:06.760 and you're told to hate them from the other side 1922 01:22:06.760 --> 01:22:09.119 of the world with their propaganda machine. It's not going 1923 01:22:09.199 --> 01:22:11.840 to work. You need to like bleed into the system 1924 01:22:11.880 --> 01:22:13.239 if that's the way we're going to do it. But 1925 01:22:13.960 --> 01:22:15.960 at the end of the day, right, we're all tax 1926 01:22:16.000 --> 01:22:16.880 slaves anyway. 1927 01:22:18.239 --> 01:22:20.279 Well, and and and the thing is too right, like 1928 01:22:20.640 --> 01:22:23.640 I kind of believe like in the positions I've been 1929 01:22:23.720 --> 01:22:26.279 like it boots on the ground with just the people. 1930 01:22:26.279 --> 01:22:29.319 And that's how including liking with the Arctic right, like, yeah, 1931 01:22:29.359 --> 01:22:31.439 we need to I used to preach like it takes 1932 01:22:31.439 --> 01:22:33.399 a village, like even when I would be teaching the 1933 01:22:33.720 --> 01:22:36.760 teaching the communities and stuff, and it's it's true because 1934 01:22:37.000 --> 01:22:38.560 you know, they would come to me with their problems 1935 01:22:38.560 --> 01:22:40.479 and then I would pass certain things that could up 1936 01:22:40.479 --> 01:22:43.079 and certain things that wouldn't. And then you know, by 1937 01:22:43.239 --> 01:22:45.760 by this sort of bureaucracy, like nothing could happen in 1938 01:22:45.840 --> 01:22:48.720 a quick enough time to fix a to make a resolution. 1939 01:22:49.800 --> 01:22:52.880 That you know, I'm I'm the blame, even though. 1940 01:22:52.760 --> 01:22:54.760 I'm not the one that made the decision, Like I'm 1941 01:22:54.760 --> 01:22:58.119 the one where they've trusted me to pass the message along, right, 1942 01:22:58.159 --> 01:23:01.159 and only for so long will they have the trust 1943 01:23:01.239 --> 01:23:03.199 new And that was the biggest part about even being 1944 01:23:03.279 --> 01:23:06.039 up north, was like because of reconciliation, how bad it 1945 01:23:06.079 --> 01:23:08.439 is even up there, but like the residential school system 1946 01:23:08.520 --> 01:23:11.479 like that didn't end like not long ago, that one, 1947 01:23:12.079 --> 01:23:15.119 and and those people are still very much traumatized. So 1948 01:23:15.199 --> 01:23:18.800 like earning the trust up there, but yeah, you know, 1949 01:23:18.880 --> 01:23:21.800 everyone everyone who's going up there is making like you know, 1950 01:23:22.000 --> 01:23:26.359 six figures plus, and there's these people who are poor, 1951 01:23:26.359 --> 01:23:28.439 like what are we doing? Like, and that's a capital 1952 01:23:28.479 --> 01:23:31.079 city of eight thousand people, right, and there's just all 1953 01:23:31.079 --> 01:23:33.199 this money going in for the employees to live there, 1954 01:23:33.279 --> 01:23:36.319 but there's no infrastructure, like it's a capital city. And 1955 01:23:36.840 --> 01:23:38.800 I don't mean to sound bad, but it doesn't look 1956 01:23:38.920 --> 01:23:41.239 very nice to the to the eye, like like. 1957 01:23:41.600 --> 01:23:43.600 Well, that's all could be done. 1958 01:23:43.840 --> 01:23:46.600 Yeah, And it's like we've talked about this right where 1959 01:23:47.520 --> 01:23:49.560 we'll get into this at some point, I'm sure, and 1960 01:23:49.600 --> 01:23:53.239 stuff like that. But this idea that every white person 1961 01:23:53.319 --> 01:23:56.600 or every Christian or Catholic is to blame for what 1962 01:23:56.600 --> 01:23:59.039 happened in the residential schools is wrong. And I want 1963 01:23:59.039 --> 01:24:01.159 people to understand it was the Vaticate been it was. 1964 01:24:01.239 --> 01:24:04.880 It was the people, these sadistic, evil people, and they're 1965 01:24:04.960 --> 01:24:07.720 and and factually, at least for in the Camp Loops one, 1966 01:24:07.760 --> 01:24:10.840 there was not one bone found. Abuse is probably taking 1967 01:24:10.880 --> 01:24:11.760 place to some extent. 1968 01:24:12.199 --> 01:24:12.520 Uh. 1969 01:24:12.600 --> 01:24:16.279 But the thing is they need this for a division tactic. 1970 01:24:16.359 --> 01:24:18.960 They need to tell the population you should hate your 1971 01:24:18.960 --> 01:24:21.399 own national idea, you should hate your history because this 1972 01:24:21.600 --> 01:24:23.800 land is built on genocide. And I do think that 1973 01:24:24.000 --> 01:24:26.199 is what the liberals and a lot all the governments 1974 01:24:26.239 --> 01:24:29.399 are doing because that's how a communistic party does come in. 1975 01:24:29.760 --> 01:24:32.560 And bad things have happened, right, it's the past, but 1976 01:24:32.640 --> 01:24:35.520 you have to learn from history and try to reconcile 1977 01:24:35.640 --> 01:24:38.520 what has happened in some ways. And the governments give 1978 01:24:38.600 --> 01:24:41.600 millions of dollars to their reserves, but the chiefs do 1979 01:24:41.680 --> 01:24:44.079 what politicians do and they cipher it off the top 1980 01:24:44.119 --> 01:24:47.439 and then go into their god knows what ventures. 1981 01:24:47.000 --> 01:24:52.760 Right well, and and you know, the I think a 1982 01:24:52.840 --> 01:24:56.600 big thing people should really look into is they should 1983 01:24:56.640 --> 01:25:00.720 remember like even pre pre colonialism, like pres schools, like 1984 01:25:00.760 --> 01:25:03.880 there were people here that lived amongst them and lived 1985 01:25:03.880 --> 01:25:06.800 in harmony, like the French settlers, Like we fought alongside 1986 01:25:06.840 --> 01:25:08.880 like all of this area people forget, like with the 1987 01:25:08.960 --> 01:25:12.359 Huron Wars and everything, like we fought against the British, 1988 01:25:12.399 --> 01:25:13.600 the front settlers that were here. 1989 01:25:14.640 --> 01:25:17.479 And that's where I think I weird. My dad saw 1990 01:25:17.520 --> 01:25:19.239 the family consent because we've been here in the sixteen 1991 01:25:19.279 --> 01:25:23.800 hundreds and we're Empire loyalists, and I don't think I 1992 01:25:23.840 --> 01:25:26.279 think we landed in Quebec, which is crazy because we 1993 01:25:26.319 --> 01:25:27.640 make fun of Quebec all the time. 1994 01:25:29.079 --> 01:25:29.720 It'd be funny. 1995 01:25:29.760 --> 01:25:32.279 It's like I think I was like thirty percent French 1996 01:25:32.359 --> 01:25:34.600 or something I did, Like I I that felt victim 1997 01:25:34.640 --> 01:25:36.840 to being an idiot and doing the twenty three, like 1998 01:25:36.880 --> 01:25:40.720 I got all that stuff. I'm also six percent astronaut. 1999 01:25:40.720 --> 01:25:41.439 Could you imagine that? 2000 01:25:41.520 --> 01:25:44.920 Right? Yeah, everybody is imagine that. 2001 01:25:46.079 --> 01:25:49.560 But but it'd be something to look into because there's 2002 01:25:49.560 --> 01:25:51.680 something there that we did live in harmony with each 2003 01:25:51.720 --> 01:25:56.079 other at one point and it wasn't it wasn't race based, 2004 01:25:56.119 --> 01:25:57.119 it was policy based. 2005 01:25:57.239 --> 01:25:59.840 That's where I'm on. 2006 01:26:00.359 --> 01:26:03.560 I try to encouraged. Well, I'm sorry, I go ahead. 2007 01:26:03.760 --> 01:26:06.560 I just this is some topic that I definitely want 2008 01:26:06.640 --> 01:26:09.279 us to dive into on its own. Just that that 2009 01:26:09.359 --> 01:26:13.279 one topic is the idea that there was people of 2010 01:26:13.319 --> 01:26:15.319 European descent, white people whatever you want to call them, 2011 01:26:15.319 --> 01:26:18.199 that we're already existing here with the indigenous, which is 2012 01:26:18.239 --> 01:26:21.479 fascinating because it's quite possible because there is they There 2013 01:26:21.520 --> 01:26:23.920 is stories of things like the waggas and even more 2014 01:26:23.960 --> 01:26:27.600 about the tall white people that had you know, this 2015 01:26:27.680 --> 01:26:30.039 might be the Nephlim ship but had orange hair. But 2016 01:26:30.239 --> 01:26:32.479 like there's stories of that, there was already people here. 2017 01:26:32.479 --> 01:26:35.800 There's vikings that came fucking way beforehand. Uh, And there's 2018 01:26:35.800 --> 01:26:37.880 no stories written down of this. They don't want this 2019 01:26:38.119 --> 01:26:39.840 history told well. 2020 01:26:39.880 --> 01:26:41.680 And you know, I highly I would highly. 2021 01:26:43.000 --> 01:26:46.439 Advise your viewers or listeners to to look into the 2022 01:26:46.520 --> 01:26:50.279 Eschen and Navi tribe the Seven Fires prophecy, right, because 2023 01:26:50.279 --> 01:26:52.920 it talks about how reconciliation could become a thing, right, 2024 01:26:52.960 --> 01:26:56.760 and it talks about, you know, there's there's a white 2025 01:26:56.760 --> 01:26:58.600 man that comes with the face of death and one 2026 01:26:58.640 --> 01:27:00.960 that comes with the face of friendship, you know, and 2027 01:27:01.000 --> 01:27:03.640 then that tracks into like the prophecy of what happened 2028 01:27:03.640 --> 01:27:07.439 with the colonialism down to there will come a time 2029 01:27:07.439 --> 01:27:11.279 where there's a crossroads where reconciliation will be possible, but 2030 01:27:11.279 --> 01:27:13.199 it's up to them to be the new people of 2031 01:27:13.239 --> 01:27:16.760 the Seventh Fire or the Eighth Fire. It's just something 2032 01:27:16.840 --> 01:27:20.359 to really look into because they they themselves even offer 2033 01:27:20.479 --> 01:27:23.800 that guide to reconciliation for us, whereas in the Bible, 2034 01:27:23.840 --> 01:27:25.800 like we have the redemption story, so like they could 2035 01:27:25.920 --> 01:27:26.800 hand in hand, right. 2036 01:27:27.079 --> 01:27:27.319 Yeah. 2037 01:27:27.359 --> 01:27:30.000 So I would highly recommend people just look into that 2038 01:27:30.039 --> 01:27:32.840 because that's Canadian history that nobody talks about hundred percent. 2039 01:27:32.880 --> 01:27:34.800 And I would do a whole episode just about that 2040 01:27:34.800 --> 01:27:38.079 that prophecy too, because like I'm not like it's interesting 2041 01:27:38.159 --> 01:27:40.359 just because my point of view on some of the 2042 01:27:40.359 --> 01:27:43.199 colonization stuff, and I like, you know, I do think 2043 01:27:43.239 --> 01:27:45.319 that a lot of that stuff has been now used 2044 01:27:45.319 --> 01:27:47.880 to radicalize people and like this has stolen land, it 2045 01:27:47.880 --> 01:27:50.800 doesn't deserve to exist. But there's the Canadian people are 2046 01:27:50.840 --> 01:27:54.439 a people. They've made themselves into a people and this 2047 01:27:54.720 --> 01:27:57.279 they're using these tactics to destroy the nation front with it. 2048 01:27:57.319 --> 01:28:00.800 If you study communism, it's very simple layout of like 2049 01:28:00.920 --> 01:28:03.760 getting the nation to hate themselves, hate their national identity, 2050 01:28:03.920 --> 01:28:07.279 erode everything, bring too many people in, divide all those people, 2051 01:28:07.560 --> 01:28:09.720 and then you can like essentially break out a violent 2052 01:28:09.760 --> 01:28:12.600 revolution that guess what all the people do, consolidate all 2053 01:28:12.680 --> 01:28:16.279 the power. And there's history on both sides. Like I've 2054 01:28:16.319 --> 01:28:18.279 said on the show, I'm reading a book called Not Stolen. 2055 01:28:18.760 --> 01:28:21.399 I think it's fascinating, it's interesting. It's essentially not this 2056 01:28:21.560 --> 01:28:26.159 woke version of what has happened throughout our history, especially 2057 01:28:26.199 --> 01:28:28.560 with some of the agreements and settlements that were made 2058 01:28:28.600 --> 01:28:32.600 with the indigenous, how there was sometimes even friendships and stuff, 2059 01:28:32.680 --> 01:28:37.159 and that this has been overplayed. Is this violent extermination 2060 01:28:37.279 --> 01:28:39.119 of people when it wasn't. It was a lot of 2061 01:28:39.119 --> 01:28:41.920 sickness that was either done by accident or on purpose 2062 01:28:42.840 --> 01:28:45.439 that took out large portions of the population. There's a guy, 2063 01:28:45.479 --> 01:28:48.159 some people like him, I know somebody that don't. There's 2064 01:28:48.159 --> 01:28:50.960 a guy named Robert Zephyr. I think that's to say 2065 01:28:51.000 --> 01:28:54.079 his name. He's like an anthropologist kind of guy, does 2066 01:28:54.119 --> 01:28:56.399 a little short things on YouTube and actually talks about 2067 01:28:56.439 --> 01:28:58.880 things like the vrill and when some of the things 2068 01:28:58.920 --> 01:29:02.760 the Nazis believed and the ancient Aryan race and plays 2069 01:29:02.760 --> 01:29:06.920 it actually more weird, but like a plays it into 2070 01:29:06.960 --> 01:29:09.960 like a more positive aspect of this is this ancient knowledge. 2071 01:29:10.000 --> 01:29:14.159 And then you see the swastika on indigenous tribes, of 2072 01:29:14.279 --> 01:29:16.760 their clothings, on their moccasins, all sorts of stuff, right, 2073 01:29:17.000 --> 01:29:19.079 so it is interesting and that symbol was supposed to 2074 01:29:19.119 --> 01:29:21.880 be given to them by like the Wagas and these 2075 01:29:21.960 --> 01:29:24.800 like race of white Aryan people. And I didn't know 2076 01:29:24.800 --> 01:29:26.800 a lot of this stuff until I started looking into it. 2077 01:29:27.079 --> 01:29:29.880 And everyone wants to think they know everything about history, 2078 01:29:29.880 --> 01:29:32.680 but there's so many layers. And there was good people 2079 01:29:32.720 --> 01:29:35.000 fighting against the fighting with the indigenous, and the indigenous 2080 01:29:35.000 --> 01:29:37.640 did wrong things too. They were also they almost genocide 2081 01:29:37.680 --> 01:29:40.319 each other, the Iroquois and the Mohawks. They're like the 2082 01:29:41.439 --> 01:29:43.000 that you got people have to lay that some of 2083 01:29:43.039 --> 01:29:45.000 that stuff out when they're talking about you know what 2084 01:29:45.039 --> 01:29:45.399 I mean? 2085 01:29:45.920 --> 01:29:47.720 Well, the foundation is always a good thing. 2086 01:29:47.760 --> 01:29:49.920 But you know, I think it would be awesome as 2087 01:29:49.960 --> 01:29:51.520 they get an older if you can't on here to 2088 01:29:51.560 --> 01:29:53.479 like talk about some of this stuff, right, because who 2089 01:29:53.520 --> 01:29:56.199 else would be able to tell you best if this 2090 01:29:56.439 --> 01:29:58.399 was happening now in society, then the people that it 2091 01:29:58.439 --> 01:30:01.119 happened to you before, right, willing to even talk to you. 2092 01:30:01.199 --> 01:30:01.359 Right. 2093 01:30:02.079 --> 01:30:05.760 Yeah, because I'm kind of controversial. But it's funny because 2094 01:30:05.760 --> 01:30:08.359 I have, uh there's actually a guy on TikTok and 2095 01:30:08.439 --> 01:30:10.920 I've actually liket. His videos are great. I've saved two 2096 01:30:10.960 --> 01:30:14.520 of them. And it's an indigenous dude that uh it 2097 01:30:14.560 --> 01:30:16.840 doesn't like what's going on with the government and is 2098 01:30:16.880 --> 01:30:20.159 actually speaking out about the He says, the native born 2099 01:30:20.239 --> 01:30:23.640 Canadians that have been here since the first first colonization 2100 01:30:23.760 --> 01:30:25.560 when they took over and stuff like that. And he 2101 01:30:25.640 --> 01:30:28.079 was like, now they're being ran out and stuff like 2102 01:30:28.159 --> 01:30:30.279 that and taken over by a new one. And he 2103 01:30:30.359 --> 01:30:31.720 was like, and he's even said that it's not like 2104 01:30:31.840 --> 01:30:34.680 really the people, it's it's the government. I've commented on 2105 01:30:34.720 --> 01:30:36.319 stuff and he's liked all my because I'm like, it's 2106 01:30:36.359 --> 01:30:39.960 the government, man, it's and he he's spoke out a 2107 01:30:40.000 --> 01:30:43.039 lot more than I've seen anybody else. And he's an indigenous, 2108 01:30:43.079 --> 01:30:46.000 like to the core and saying like, yeah, we need 2109 01:30:46.039 --> 01:30:48.560 to come together because they're going to destroy all of us. 2110 01:30:48.960 --> 01:30:51.079 And he's very much on the side of like, hey, 2111 01:30:51.159 --> 01:30:54.800 white people are also being replaced and instinct through this process. 2112 01:30:54.840 --> 01:30:56.039 Now that's the. 2113 01:30:56.000 --> 01:30:58.960 Thing, like I said before, it takes it takes a village, right, 2114 01:30:59.039 --> 01:31:01.479 like build a community, and you should have these discussions. 2115 01:31:01.520 --> 01:31:04.039 Have people on that could have these discussions that get 2116 01:31:04.039 --> 01:31:06.840 them up, because that's the thing that everyone's talking about. 2117 01:31:07.039 --> 01:31:09.279 Everyone's talking about what's happening over here right in Hollywood 2118 01:31:09.279 --> 01:31:11.279 and all this other shit, and I'm talking about what's 2119 01:31:11.319 --> 01:31:13.439 really going on, right, So this is these are I think, 2120 01:31:14.319 --> 01:31:16.880 you know, everything seems to be clickbait out there, right, 2121 01:31:16.880 --> 01:31:18.880 but nobody's talking the truth. They're just talking to someone 2122 01:31:18.880 --> 01:31:21.720 else's truth that they edited slightly, right, Like, these are 2123 01:31:21.760 --> 01:31:25.000 discussions that aren't happening, Like, have the right people on 2124 01:31:26.000 --> 01:31:28.039 build that reconciliation. That's the only way that we really 2125 01:31:28.079 --> 01:31:31.279 could have reconciliation is to have the discussion first. 2126 01:31:31.600 --> 01:31:33.439 Yeah, And that's why I am interested in you because 2127 01:31:33.439 --> 01:31:35.079 I've said I grew up with a couple of friends 2128 01:31:35.079 --> 01:31:36.680 that were indigenous and stuff like that. I've went to 2129 01:31:36.720 --> 01:31:40.199 the reserves buns of times, and it's just the and 2130 01:31:40.239 --> 01:31:42.920 it's the idea that I see some sadness within in 2131 01:31:42.960 --> 01:31:46.319 those areas of what it could be. And you know, 2132 01:31:46.520 --> 01:31:48.439 there's a lot of I just don't think a lot 2133 01:31:48.479 --> 01:31:50.359 of help being done. And that's why I talk about 2134 01:31:50.359 --> 01:31:52.960 the chiefs that people black. They've we've given them millions 2135 01:31:52.960 --> 01:31:56.079 of dollars or tax dollars. They don't pay taxes, and 2136 01:31:56.359 --> 01:31:58.279 you know, they have free education, all these things that 2137 01:31:58.479 --> 01:32:01.640 would be positive, right. I do think some of it 2138 01:32:01.680 --> 01:32:04.359 is a victim status, a little bit of like they 2139 01:32:04.399 --> 01:32:07.119 are now fed into this system almost a communist system 2140 01:32:07.239 --> 01:32:09.600 where this happens in America too, where the reserves are 2141 01:32:09.640 --> 01:32:13.640 dependent on the government, the government's money to survive, to 2142 01:32:13.760 --> 01:32:16.520 live and stuff like that. Uh, you know, and and 2143 01:32:16.600 --> 01:32:20.680 I do see both sides. But I do think that 2144 01:32:20.920 --> 01:32:23.159 we've talked about that I would be interested in hearing 2145 01:32:24.159 --> 01:32:25.960 essentially the other side of the thing. 2146 01:32:26.239 --> 01:32:28.159 It doesn't matter who's doing it, right, like, at the 2147 01:32:28.239 --> 01:32:30.000 end of the day, and even in the jobs that 2148 01:32:30.039 --> 01:32:34.720 they've had in all aspects of government, just corruption has 2149 01:32:34.760 --> 01:32:37.840 to be called out immediately, like there's they always preach 2150 01:32:38.319 --> 01:32:40.720 no code of silence, don't poison them all. Like these 2151 01:32:40.720 --> 01:32:42.840 are initial things that you get when you're doing these 2152 01:32:42.920 --> 01:32:47.319 jobs in government. And meanwhile like they're bleeding goosiping about 2153 01:32:47.319 --> 01:32:50.279 you behind your back or they're you know, not doing 2154 01:32:50.319 --> 01:32:50.960 the right thing. 2155 01:32:51.279 --> 01:32:53.560 Most politicians are treasoness at this point. 2156 01:32:53.640 --> 01:32:56.000 And look and look how it is as an arderline, 2157 01:32:56.079 --> 01:32:57.960 are you going to be the under the d of jeez? 2158 01:32:58.000 --> 01:33:00.159 Is my job really worth going to get somebody who 2159 01:33:00.159 --> 01:33:03.359 has power? Like that's the problems people find themselves. And 2160 01:33:03.399 --> 01:33:06.279 they're the guards in the concentration camp. Like it's unfortunate, 2161 01:33:06.319 --> 01:33:08.640 but that's how everybody is. Like they have good intentions, 2162 01:33:08.640 --> 01:33:10.560 they'll hide behind the fence to say, you know, I 2163 01:33:10.640 --> 01:33:13.359 believe you, but they're not going to step on the 2164 01:33:13.399 --> 01:33:14.760 other side of the line to stand up for what 2165 01:33:15.000 --> 01:33:15.680 is truly right. 2166 01:33:15.800 --> 01:33:19.800 Right, Yeah, that's the whole society, list the whole societies 2167 01:33:19.800 --> 01:33:22.159 of people now where it's like especially now where that 2168 01:33:22.199 --> 01:33:25.119 people are afraid to speak the truth, where we've we've 2169 01:33:25.159 --> 01:33:28.239 sold ourselves this lie over and over and over again, 2170 01:33:28.640 --> 01:33:31.640 and and everywhere it is, it's everywhere. It's the media, 2171 01:33:31.880 --> 01:33:34.640 social media, it's the Internet, it's like and and people 2172 01:33:34.680 --> 01:33:36.760 are feeding into it so much, and especially these divide 2173 01:33:36.760 --> 01:33:39.159 and conquer tactics. And that's why I'm like, I do 2174 01:33:39.239 --> 01:33:42.319 believe in unity of the people that it like, at 2175 01:33:42.880 --> 01:33:45.840 some point, either we all come together and it's kumbai uh. 2176 01:33:46.159 --> 01:33:48.840 But more more realistically, it's going to come to a 2177 01:33:48.880 --> 01:33:51.760 point where Canadians or Americans or people that live in 2178 01:33:51.800 --> 01:33:54.800 those homelands, the Canadians, I also mean the indigenous will 2179 01:33:54.800 --> 01:33:58.399 need to band together against all the foreign invasion that's 2180 01:33:58.399 --> 01:34:01.039 going on. I do think there's a pro big probability 2181 01:34:01.039 --> 01:34:03.039 that we'll go into a civil war at some point, 2182 01:34:03.199 --> 01:34:05.359 or there'll be some because there's people getting hurt all 2183 01:34:05.399 --> 01:34:08.439 the time on the roads, assaults because you bring in 2184 01:34:08.479 --> 01:34:10.479 too many people from a country where it's okay to 2185 01:34:10.520 --> 01:34:11.159 do stuff like that. 2186 01:34:11.840 --> 01:34:14.199 We're at the boiling point, and that's the big thing. 2187 01:34:14.239 --> 01:34:17.680 And you see that in all societies, right Like, you 2188 01:34:17.760 --> 01:34:20.880 hit a certain level of prosperity and then things just fall. 2189 01:34:20.760 --> 01:34:24.279 Apart, seeing the downfall of an empire. 2190 01:34:24.279 --> 01:34:26.680 That's right, and and it's all on the guise of 2191 01:34:26.680 --> 01:34:31.520 good intentions and that's the problem, right Like, that's right, 2192 01:34:32.199 --> 01:34:35.439 right end of the day, that road still leads to room. Right, 2193 01:34:35.560 --> 01:34:37.600 it all goes to the same surface. 2194 01:34:37.279 --> 01:34:42.359 And everything got really gay things. Uh, and it is crazy. 2195 01:34:42.359 --> 01:34:44.520 We had a really good conversation. We've talked about things 2196 01:34:45.159 --> 01:34:47.239 you know that we'll maybe get into and stuff like that. 2197 01:34:47.319 --> 01:34:48.960 Like at some point I would love to film a 2198 01:34:49.000 --> 01:34:51.359 doc and maybe go to some of the reserves and 2199 01:34:51.399 --> 01:34:55.119 talk to an elder or someone that can, you know, 2200 01:34:55.359 --> 01:34:58.600 so we can have an honest conversation because you'll find 2201 01:34:58.640 --> 01:35:00.920 it more often or not, that probably what it will be. 2202 01:35:01.199 --> 01:35:02.840 I think a lot of the people, like I said 2203 01:35:02.840 --> 01:35:07.159 this before, that the every Child's Matter thing, whoever made 2204 01:35:07.199 --> 01:35:09.680 those shirts is making a lot of money. Uh, and 2205 01:35:09.720 --> 01:35:11.720 it's a grift. And that's exactly. 2206 01:35:13.119 --> 01:35:13.760 Absolutely right. 2207 01:35:14.039 --> 01:35:16.000 So at the end, that's sad, right because not really 2208 01:35:16.039 --> 01:35:18.640 a bad doubt's helping anyone, Like BLM, same thing, right, 2209 01:35:18.760 --> 01:35:21.279 these are all being used against us. I truly believe 2210 01:35:21.279 --> 01:35:24.399 that it's a Marxist or read cultural Marxist just reading 2211 01:35:24.399 --> 01:35:26.800 and what their ideologies are and it's like a reflection 2212 01:35:27.239 --> 01:35:29.920 of what we see now. But I'm excited to get 2213 01:35:29.920 --> 01:35:31.960 into some of the stuff that we've talked about and 2214 01:35:32.000 --> 01:35:34.680 maybe starting to lay foundations. Even if it's a once 2215 01:35:34.720 --> 01:35:37.079 a month kind of thing. We're able to break some 2216 01:35:37.159 --> 01:35:39.880 of these rabbit holes down, because I'm sure there it'd 2217 01:35:39.880 --> 01:35:42.479 be easy to do two hours and talk about one 2218 01:35:42.600 --> 01:35:46.079 encompassing subject, like some of the ancient text and what 2219 01:35:46.119 --> 01:35:48.319 you believe is going on in the past and stuff. 2220 01:35:49.119 --> 01:35:50.960 Oh, but it's gonna take a long time. It's going 2221 01:35:51.039 --> 01:35:52.960 to be a couple of Ancient Aliens episodes for sure. 2222 01:35:53.039 --> 01:35:54.560 Yeah, I'm down for that. I like that shit. That's 2223 01:35:54.600 --> 01:35:58.840 like one of my favorites. So yeah, I hope everyone 2224 01:35:58.920 --> 01:36:01.000 enjoyed this. It was fun, Like I'm never able to 2225 01:36:01.039 --> 01:36:03.800 do this right. Like usually we stick to like one topic, 2226 01:36:04.359 --> 01:36:06.800 you know, and we're always having fun right and joking. 2227 01:36:06.880 --> 01:36:10.239 But this more serious topics sometimes I enjoy more because 2228 01:36:10.239 --> 01:36:12.119 I'm able to get these point of view across to 2229 01:36:12.159 --> 01:36:15.000 people that maybe don't normally think about it or know 2230 01:36:15.079 --> 01:36:17.199 that I think some of these things that like, yeah, 2231 01:36:17.319 --> 01:36:18.960 like I still want to fight for my people, but 2232 01:36:19.000 --> 01:36:21.239 I think there is a massive amount of division going on. 2233 01:36:21.680 --> 01:36:25.279 And having these open conversations, especially just to start going 2234 01:36:25.359 --> 01:36:27.359 down this rabbit hole and to kind of introduce you 2235 01:36:28.000 --> 01:36:29.600 because it seems like you do have a lot to 2236 01:36:29.600 --> 01:36:32.840 say and you've been looking into stuff pretty deeply. I've 2237 01:36:32.880 --> 01:36:35.239 seen he's been sending me stuff, so I've seen what 2238 01:36:35.279 --> 01:36:38.039 he's getting, what he's digging into, and it's it's interesting. 2239 01:36:38.039 --> 01:36:39.840 It's stuff that I've looked at before in my life, 2240 01:36:39.880 --> 01:36:41.920 but now it's you've laid it out in a way 2241 01:36:41.960 --> 01:36:44.840 where it might make it pretty easy to consume for people. 2242 01:36:46.399 --> 01:36:48.680 There's a couple of puzzle pieces that we're missing, and 2243 01:36:48.960 --> 01:36:50.520 I think it all starts with the one that I 2244 01:36:50.560 --> 01:36:53.680 just told everybody to get informed with. So seven fires, guys, 2245 01:36:53.680 --> 01:36:55.560 have a look at that, and Tom, thanks for having me. 2246 01:36:55.600 --> 01:36:56.319 I do appreciate it. 2247 01:36:56.600 --> 01:36:59.199 One hundred percent. Yeah, we'll have to maybe cover that 2248 01:36:59.239 --> 01:37:01.159 next time, but yeah, this is a good talk. Everybody 2249 01:37:01.199 --> 01:37:03.880 support the show five star rate and reviews. All that 2250 01:37:03.880 --> 01:37:06.359 good stuff. You can buy merch at the site. You 2251 01:37:06.359 --> 01:37:08.880 can also support the show on Patreon. We have lots 2252 01:37:08.880 --> 01:37:11.079 of different stuff coming. There's a lot of old episodes 2253 01:37:11.119 --> 01:37:14.159 that now be released a Patreon only be exclusively there. 2254 01:37:14.199 --> 01:37:16.119 It was my decision I got. We're guarding down a 2255 01:37:16.159 --> 01:37:20.000 different hole. So if everyone wants to hear drunken retardedness, 2256 01:37:20.119 --> 01:37:22.319 just go listen to some of the early episodes of 2257 01:37:22.359 --> 01:37:35.880 this show. 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