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Speaker 5: All right, Welcome everyone, Welcome back to the Gray Horn,
Speaker 5: Pagan's podcasts. I am here with a very special guest,
Speaker 5: you know, special as special gets mister Logan Canora's improper
Speaker 5: ascension Queen of Darkness, even though he's clearly a bloke,
Speaker 5: just you know, look at the fucking beard or hey,
Speaker 5: who knows it's it's twenty twenty five. If in twenty
Speaker 5: twenty four anything was possible, then who knows whatever the
Speaker 5: fuck is is possible? In twenty twenty five yas queens lay,
Speaker 5: So that should get the algorithm going.
Speaker 3: We're at in the algorithm today, boys.
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, and we're not even a minute in and
Speaker 5: we're already starting this ship. It has been a long
Speaker 5: weekends already and it's just got started. Anyway, Logan, bro,
Speaker 5: thank you for for coming on again. It's been a
Speaker 5: while since I h I had you on the show.
Speaker 5: I you know, I joined it in like one or
Speaker 5: two rituals of yours, you know, in the way that
Speaker 5: only you can do them. But I'm actually checking, like,
Speaker 5: when did I have you on this show?
Speaker 3: Oh dear, it's been it's been months. It's been a
Speaker 3: very long long time.
Speaker 5: Well let's just say you were still kind of skinny
Speaker 5: and beard bless back then, like a a whole different person.
Speaker 5: I mean, I totally believe you're you know, you're still
Speaker 5: the same one, but dude, you were a different fucking
Speaker 5: person back then.
Speaker 3: And it's been cuarly almost at the time. But then
Speaker 3: I found someone who adopted me insid are all to
Speaker 3: help out with some expenses and finances and stuff like that.
Speaker 3: So that was my saving grace and I'm just here
Speaker 3: to help out because I myself more as a support
Speaker 3: unit more than a leader per se.
Speaker 5: You know, yeah, no, totally. I'm just trying to find it.
Speaker 5: But I've done so many videos and so many podcasts
Speaker 5: it is all getting lost in the end of thread.
Speaker 5: But whenever I upload this, I'll just you know, luckily
Speaker 5: YouTube managed always manages to find these videos for me.
Speaker 5: But how you been, man, How you doing? What's what's
Speaker 5: been happening with you lately?
Speaker 3: Surviving and as I showed with you a little bit earlier,
Speaker 3: making music, making some how some DM and stuff like that,
Speaker 3: because I'm so bored with the feeds that I'm getting
Speaker 3: and always AI generated stuff. And I have zero musical talent, right,
Speaker 3: zero or musical talent. I have zero experience in producing
Speaker 3: and making music. But as you got to listen to this,
Speaker 3: one of the songs come and get it. I think
Speaker 3: it was that one, Yeah, and it.
Speaker 5: Was they listened to. You'd be crazy not to try.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that one, that one.
Speaker 5: Skip skip through that little listen to it. It's good man,
Speaker 5: it's good. I mean, you know, like I said when
Speaker 5: we before we started recording, leads needs a little a
Speaker 5: little mixing still, but hey, for someone who has never
Speaker 5: done it before and is just toying around with it.
Speaker 3: It's good, bro, That's what I'm all about because think
Speaker 3: about it like this, like I have a firm belief
Speaker 3: that sound influences matter, because how can something like noise essentially,
Speaker 3: how can noise invoke tears? True?
Speaker 5: I mean, that's that's going into the study of simatics,
Speaker 5: you know, how sound influences matter, and you know, like
Speaker 5: getting into the deep shit right away, it is possible
Speaker 5: to use sound for elevation purposes. There is this video
Speaker 5: floating around the internet. I just just saw it the
Speaker 5: other day. Again. I believe it was of some some
Speaker 5: Russian exhibit who has set up three pillars, three sound
Speaker 5: pillars with you know, like speakers at the bottom in
Speaker 5: its placed some rocks on top of it, and just
Speaker 5: by playing a certain frequency through those speakers, he manages
Speaker 5: to get those flock those So yeah, sound it does,
Speaker 5: it does a whole lot.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's just I mean, you could say it's just noise,
Speaker 5: is just sound, But if you play it in you know, patterns,
Speaker 5: some kind of pattern, it invokes emotion. When it's just
Speaker 5: you know, higher tones, lower tones, higher frequencies, lower frequencies.
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Speaker 3: This and not only that, I also like to think
Speaker 3: basically along the lines of something like this, where would
Speaker 3: it be possible, like if you want to talk a
Speaker 3: little bit of the rituals that you did get to
Speaker 3: go into, Like, how's my performance for that?
Speaker 5: It's uh, that's it's crazy stuff, man, it's crazy stuff.
Speaker 5: But I got used to it from you, you know,
Speaker 5: with the the first ritual that we did, Like my
Speaker 5: my kind of rituals I usually do them with with
Speaker 5: my wife. Of course with fire Fay it's a whole different,
Speaker 5: different kind of ritual. Like that's the true you know,
Speaker 5: like you know with ritual you know, lighting insects may
Speaker 5: your altar and no not not bafome not not the.
Speaker 3: Yourt's.
Speaker 5: My mind's been known the occult lately. I just want
Speaker 5: to see Noratu all other day, so my my mind
Speaker 5: is on the occult. So I heard I heard baffle
Speaker 5: mate right away.
Speaker 3: Actually funny is believe it or not, I'm actually able
Speaker 3: to deal in double speak.
Speaker 5: Oh that doesn't surprise me that doesn't surprise me in
Speaker 5: the in the slightest, but.
Speaker 3: Yeah, when it comes down to it, it was like,
Speaker 3: the reason I do those rituals and the way that
Speaker 3: I do is because I've learned that imagery signs, symbols, sounds,
Speaker 3: and events that are being portrayed in the videos that
Speaker 3: I use and I and I supplement, I'm basically telling
Speaker 3: a narrative story. Yep. Because you're fine the playlist that
Speaker 3: I that I use and stuff like that, it's because
Speaker 3: I'm showing what I did to quote unquote improperly ascend.
Speaker 3: That's why I go by the name improper ascension, because
Speaker 3: I go by that because I figured out a way
Speaker 3: to glitch the ascension process, if you want to call
Speaker 3: it such, by developing my on Redmond routine. Essentially, I've
Speaker 3: been living the same day for thirty three years.
Speaker 5: So eternal groundhol day pretty much willingly. Willingly dude.
Speaker 3: That's the reason is I have this interesting concept that
Speaker 3: if you build something, it will stay until you continue
Speaker 3: building it, and no great work is finished until you
Speaker 3: give up. Nothing has ever completed, it's only given up.
Speaker 3: And with that notion, I'm basically thinking King, Okay, if
Speaker 3: the ether exists because back in the day, at least
Speaker 3: in the States, we used to have on the periodic table,
Speaker 3: it used to be something called the ether or the ether, right,
Speaker 3: that was actually an actual element that you could work
Speaker 3: with and harmonizing energies and frequencies, right like that. Well,
Speaker 3: what I've had a thought was, what if I were
Speaker 3: to do the same thing every single day and constantly
Speaker 3: build up mana in regards to a certain ritual that
Speaker 3: takes thirty three years to prepare ongoing.
Speaker 5: Okay, so you are reliving the same day over and
Speaker 5: over again, but ramping it up every cycle pretty.
Speaker 3: Much, so that extra charged to it. Because okay, if
Speaker 3: everything that we think, say or do sends out a
Speaker 3: signal out into the universe, right, what if you were
Speaker 3: to make that so fine tuned and so directed that
Speaker 3: your impact is not like a droplet of water into
Speaker 3: the ocean, It is the fucking ocean and you do
Speaker 3: that every day.
Speaker 5: I mean they you know, the saying is nothing nothing.
Speaker 5: That consistency is key. If you want to accomplish something,
Speaker 5: Consistency is key. Whether that be with musical practice, ritual practice,
Speaker 5: I don't know. In in in the gym, in the dojo,
Speaker 5: consistency is key if you want to get good at something.
Speaker 5: You know, consistency of rituals with your type of experiments,
Speaker 5: if you will, if you do them every day, and
Speaker 5: every day you you know, you do a little more.
Speaker 5: I mean you could call that progressive overload, even which
Speaker 5: is such such a basic thing, such a basic function.
Speaker 5: I love going to the gym, I love doing jiu jitsu,
Speaker 5: and especially for you know, all our our our Jim
Speaker 5: Bros and Jim Jim girls.
Speaker 3: You're there for moral support.
Speaker 5: Yeah, but you know, like progressive overload, every week you
Speaker 5: do a little more. Every week you lift a little more,
Speaker 5: you put a little more on the bar, and then
Speaker 5: by four weeks you're fucking lifting double.
Speaker 3: Mm if not triple. If you actually work on proper form,
Speaker 3: it's all about breathing and proper form. I used to
Speaker 3: go to the gym for about six hours a day
Speaker 3: back in the day. I'm not trying to get a
Speaker 3: marine Corps.
Speaker 5: That's too much, man, that's too much. Then you're just
Speaker 5: then you're just over exerting your body. I mean, I'm
Speaker 5: I'm I'm more of the and people are gonna gonna
Speaker 5: hate me for it. More of the Mike Menzer mindset.
Speaker 5: You know, forty five minutes should be plenty, you know,
Speaker 5: two sets max. I mean, I used to be one
Speaker 5: of those guys that you know, just goes and goes
Speaker 5: and goes and is in the gym for like an
Speaker 5: hour and a half, two fucking hour. And I I still,
Speaker 5: you know, do those workouts sometimes with a with a
Speaker 5: good body of mine loado bike. But when I work
Speaker 5: out with him, I'm just like, dude, you're doing too much.
Speaker 5: You know, you're going from this to that, and now
Speaker 5: we're doing this, and now we're doing that and all
Speaker 5: the like, all the same, not even pyramids sets, not
Speaker 5: even you know, going from heavy and then or you know,
Speaker 5: going light scanning it up, or starting heavy and scanning
Speaker 5: it down, like no, four sets of ten everything.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's how you do it. It's a discussion.
Speaker 5: Par No, they're hype.
Speaker 3: Perhaps it's the ultimate endurance test. It's the ultimate I mean,
Speaker 3: I see regards.
Speaker 5: But that's but that's endurance. Then you get into the
Speaker 5: Then you get into endurance. Then you get into what
Speaker 5: are they what do they call it again, like more bodybuilding,
Speaker 5: bodybuilding territory, hypertrophy. That's that's hypertrophy that has little hypertrophy
Speaker 5: and endurance mostly because you know, after a certain amount
Speaker 5: of of sets and red your muscles are fucking burnt.
Speaker 5: So then to do more it's you know, you're only
Speaker 5: exerting more than they can, so you're damaging them too much. Then,
Speaker 5: you know, recovery takes longer anyway, Jim talk.
Speaker 3: Yeah, all right, you know when it comes when it
Speaker 3: comes down to it is like I've been living the
Speaker 3: same day every single day, and yeah, it kind of
Speaker 3: gets taxing and draining. But I view it as a
Speaker 3: kid to me eating or punching down a mountain with
Speaker 3: your fists only.
Speaker 5: I mean, eventually you'll you'll definitely book result again, you know, consistency. Yeah,
Speaker 5: it's gonna take take a hell of time. M but hey,
Speaker 5: you know, bid by bid, layer by layer, you'll, you know,
Speaker 5: you'll quite literally break down the mountain.
Speaker 3: It's like it's like, imagine someone who's such a fool
Speaker 3: like myself, and it's like, I don't like that mountain
Speaker 3: in the sunset. It offends me. I will rectify it.
Speaker 5: It's a hell of a task, it's a hell of
Speaker 5: a chore, but I mean, you know, you can do
Speaker 5: anything that you set your mind to. I'm quoting from everyone.
Speaker 3: Pretty much, but yeah, when it comes down to it,
Speaker 3: it's like I'm a motivated guy where I was like,
Speaker 3: I can't really do much as of late because I
Speaker 3: am as they call it disabled and stuff like that,
Speaker 3: mentally and stuff. Because you know, life, life gave me
Speaker 3: an interesting turn of events, but the events that happened
Speaker 3: to me forged me to have such an awareness of
Speaker 3: my environment because I don't know what reality is like
Speaker 3: this right, I can't see this, but objective reality, which
Speaker 3: is the cameras, tell me there's a wall back here.
Speaker 3: But when I turn away as I'm doing now, I
Speaker 3: don't see a wall here. There's nothing.
Speaker 5: That's interesting. It's kind of going into into game theory
Speaker 5: or the what is it the simulation theory? Simulation that's
Speaker 5: that's it. You know, if I can see it, is
Speaker 5: it still there? I mean, yeah, obviously it's still there. Yeah,
Speaker 5: but how do you know it's still there? You know,
Speaker 5: you you don't see it. Who knows? Maybe you like
Speaker 5: you manifest it over and over again because you have
Speaker 5: that expectation that if you go somewhere, if you walk
Speaker 5: into a room, you're expecting to see certain things either
Speaker 5: because you know they've always been there or because you
Speaker 5: place them there, so you know, who knows, Maybe they
Speaker 5: aren't there. And if you go like into way way
Speaker 5: scientific shit, you know, like then what is it like
Speaker 5: ninety nine point nine percent of everything is empty? Yeah, so,
Speaker 5: which is fucking crazy, Like we're we're physical beings, but
Speaker 5: we're not. Yeah, so yeah, you know who knows? Like, yeah,
Speaker 5: you see the wall behind you? I can, you know,
Speaker 5: through my computer screen, which is another dimension further. You
Speaker 5: could say I can see the wall behind you. But
Speaker 5: is that because there actually is a wall behind you
Speaker 5: or because I am or.
Speaker 3: Is it a painting that I set up behind me
Speaker 3: and I'm actually in an airport or something.
Speaker 5: That is one quiet fucking airport. Bro No, but that's
Speaker 5: that's that's a good one. I mean, your mind works
Speaker 5: in mysterious ways. I'll oh, yeah, I'll say to.
Speaker 3: Oh, I call myself the Matt Philosopher for a good reason,
Speaker 3: because I am insane. I am crazy because okay, as
Speaker 3: of late, right, I'll actually go and stop my breathing
Speaker 3: like on purpose, and then on that purpose I invoke
Speaker 3: the death state apparently, and I've been going into what
Speaker 3: I call these fuke states where okay, this is weird,
Speaker 3: my vision will turn into a circle, into a tunnel vision,
Speaker 3: and I'll start seeing visions. I'll start seeing myself in
Speaker 3: a hospital. I've literally held out my hand during I
Speaker 3: had these fuke states like that when it's still happening,
Speaker 3: these death state or whatever, and my hand was physically touched.
Speaker 3: But there's no one here. I'm in my room, but
Speaker 3: I'm having visions that simultaneously I'm in the hospital.
Speaker 5: But are you sure you were actually in your room?
Speaker 5: Because if you, you know, purposefully stop breathing and your
Speaker 5: your brain, no matter how damaged or wonderful either way
Speaker 5: it may be, it needs oxygen. It needs that oxygen supply. Yeah,
Speaker 5: so were you in Were you actually in your room
Speaker 5: or were you just expecting to still be in your room?
Speaker 5: And what's the hospital situation? The reality physical reality that
Speaker 5: you find yourself in. But because you were expecting to
Speaker 5: still be in your room, your dream state was actually
Speaker 5: in the room.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it makes me thinks that I'm literally in a
Speaker 3: cloma right now. Literally, I literally feel like I found
Speaker 3: to the point where I realized, hey, maybe from that
Speaker 3: time I did try to shuffle off the murder coil earlier,
Speaker 3: I should say, and I'll say, in that way, I succeeded,
Speaker 3: but I did end up in NICEU. I don't know
Speaker 3: if I even left the hospital. Is what I'm telling you.
Speaker 3: That is the level of my mental state. Because if
Speaker 3: I'm experiencing cognitive distance right now talking to my friend,
Speaker 3: which is you, and in a dimension called the internet,
Speaker 3: but I'm in my mind having a coma, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean, it's something that I don't know.
Speaker 5: I mean, coma dreams are a thing I believe just
Speaker 5: because you're you know, you're in total physical at least
Speaker 5: physical shutdown out of self preservation.
Speaker 3: It's a.
Speaker 5: It's a self ancient ancient lizard brain self preservation thing
Speaker 5: of the of the human body. If there is still
Speaker 5: brain activity, you know, if you're not literally brain debt,
Speaker 5: not just you know, like politician or celebrity debt.
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's no no thoughts, no thoughts, no neurons firing,
Speaker 3: no nothing, no data state, no nothing. Yeah.
Speaker 5: So if there is still brain activity, you know, if
Speaker 5: the brain is still functioning on some sort of a wave,
Speaker 5: you should still have the capacity to dream. I believe,
Speaker 5: and I do believe that coma dreams are a thing,
Speaker 5: and you know, who knows, Like, maybe that's something along
Speaker 5: the same lines of a of a near death experience.
Speaker 5: Maybe you had something like that.
Speaker 3: But what's weird is they've been increasing in frequency and agency,
Speaker 3: and this is a recent occurrence of mine where I
Speaker 3: would just be like laying in my bed, it feels
Speaker 3: like my tongue disappears or a swallowed my tongue, and
Speaker 3: next thing you know, I'm in this fuke state where
Speaker 3: I'm experiencing different realities compiled on one another. It's like,
Speaker 3: you know, you know, like how they had the stained
Speaker 3: glass paintings and stuff. How one layers is a whole
Speaker 3: thing and then on the next layer it's a whole
Speaker 3: nother thing that's after that, and you layer it on
Speaker 3: and you can see through that. Imagine seeing that, but
Speaker 3: it's kind of fragmented, like imagine a stack of pancakes,
Speaker 3: very good pancakes.
Speaker 5: Pancakes. Sorry, I'm hungry.
Speaker 3: I know me too. I'm missing really less today. So
Speaker 3: I'm just like, oh, this is terrible because one thing
Speaker 3: I'm realizing about myself. I don't like silence, I don't
Speaker 3: like I like noise and I need noise and I
Speaker 3: need to always be doing something because if I'm not
Speaker 3: doing something, it's like, man, I'm just wasting a weight
Speaker 3: just doing nothing. But what my what my quote unquote
Speaker 3: spiritual guides or my higher self is trying to tell me,
Speaker 3: is like I've done so much work, so much energy works,
Speaker 3: so much lay line work and doing with all these
Speaker 3: rituals stuff like logan take a break.
Speaker 5: I'm like, no, been there, man, been there. It's yeah,
Speaker 5: but I guess, you know, being being silent, being still
Speaker 5: sometimes can be a good thing, how unfucking natural it
Speaker 5: may feel. Yeah, it's just I mean I'm terrible at it.
Speaker 5: Two though, so you know I'm not the one too.
Speaker 5: I'm not the one to you know, to teach you know,
Speaker 5: being silent is you know, it's good for the human spirit.
Speaker 5: I mean I know it, like intelligently that it silence
Speaker 5: can be good sometimes, but I fucking suck at it too, bro.
Speaker 3: Right a right, But yeah, when it comes down to it,
Speaker 3: it's just like I am in the state right now
Speaker 3: where I'm trying to figure out like okay, like and
Speaker 3: also you know, ask me laugh all the Christians and
Speaker 3: stuff things that were in the end times. But me,
Speaker 3: being the occultist that I am, is like, this isn't
Speaker 3: the end times. It's still gonna be a tomorrow.
Speaker 5: It's the end of a cycle. Yeah, it's you know,
Speaker 5: we're at the i'd say at or near the tail
Speaker 5: ends of revelations of Ratna Rocker of the Kali Yuga,
Speaker 5: the Little Season, like you know, give it a name.
Speaker 5: But I actually spoke about that yesterday on air with
Speaker 5: Ben from on Jane Brain. You'd like him he is,
Speaker 5: and he is advance as advance knowledge but practical knowledge.
Speaker 5: He's a he's a good guy for oh shit, Like
Speaker 5: for the first twenty thirty minutes, I kind of struggle
Speaker 5: to hold my own because you know, are he has
Speaker 5: great knowledge, but like I'm operating on a different kind
Speaker 5: of level. But you know, he's awesome. So for everyone watching,
Speaker 5: everyone listening, do check out that one as well, or
Speaker 5: just you know, check out on Jane Brain in general,
Speaker 5: the Unchained Church, the Gods on the Spectrum, God on
Speaker 5: the Spectrum, you'd fit right in, actually.
Speaker 3: Right on telegram. Oh, I need to go get a
Speaker 3: new phone again because mine are dump So I yeah,
Speaker 3: technology is amazing.
Speaker 5: You need to stop breaking your shit.
Speaker 3: B yeah, I know, it's just I party too hard
Speaker 3: and when I party too hard, life happens. And it's
Speaker 3: like you describe and describe the ritual that you last
Speaker 3: attended to. They last remember how intense it was that like,
Speaker 3: what do you feel energetically?
Speaker 5: Well, as I mentioned before, I am getting used to
Speaker 5: your style of ritual, so I know what to expect.
Speaker 5: But it is it is a lot to say, To
Speaker 5: say the least, it is a lot.
Speaker 3: It is.
Speaker 5: Powerful, but in a way that is so much different
Speaker 5: than any other kind of you know, light dark gray
Speaker 5: ritual that I have ever performed, that I have ever attended,
Speaker 5: even because I have done uh, you know, rituals and
Speaker 5: groupment tations with the tribe of the Fox. Mostly love
Speaker 5: those guys, well guys and girl der kim Ortyne they
Speaker 5: are They're amazing. I definitely I I you know, there
Speaker 5: are not a whole lot of people and a whole
Speaker 5: lot of you know, pagans and spiritual folk that I
Speaker 5: look up to, but derekim Ortein are definitely two of
Speaker 5: them in all the in all the best ways though.
Speaker 5: But now it was it was powerful, it was it
Speaker 5: was heavy, it was it was a logan ritual. Man.
Speaker 5: That's that's really like you. You really have your own style
Speaker 5: and just so much energy is released with that. So
Speaker 5: that's that's how I know, for example, that my my
Speaker 5: wife Firefae, she couldn't handle it. I mean, she has
Speaker 5: her she has her dark side, she has her dark edge,
Speaker 5: if you will, but she is more.
Speaker 3: On the general and kinder side of her than home
Speaker 3: pretty much.
Speaker 5: She is sees a light being. She's a light soul,
Speaker 5: powerful in her own rights. Definitely not want to mess with,
Speaker 5: but she you know she I love her to death, honey,
Speaker 5: I know that. Whenever I talk about you, your your
Speaker 5: earstart burning. But she couldn't do a ritual with you.
Speaker 5: She'd have to bounce like within five minutes.
Speaker 3: Right. And the thing of it is is I'm actually
Speaker 3: when I do these things, like why I use like
Speaker 3: AMVs GMVS animated music videos even its music videos, because
Speaker 3: I'm literally showing the things that I've done for the
Speaker 3: past thirty three years, watching these same videos on repeat
Speaker 3: almost every single day, basically with not much iteration, because
Speaker 3: in the past am v's actually had like work put
Speaker 3: into them, had soul put into them. Right, Yeah, well,
Speaker 3: people have putting you so much energy and so much
Speaker 3: passion and all these things into their videos, and it's
Speaker 3: caught in time. Right, I'm technically doing a little bit
Speaker 3: of time travel because I'm going from my present, which
Speaker 3: is the future, to the past to watch a video
Speaker 3: to infect the present. Now, I'm harvesting the energy that
Speaker 3: was inlaid in those videos. It's a form of technomancy,
Speaker 3: the ability to interface with technology and the digital realm.
Speaker 5: Fuck dude, yeah, because there is so much effort and
Speaker 5: so much energy and so much so much love also
Speaker 5: put in those those AMVs. Oh dude, I never I
Speaker 5: never thought about it like that, but that makes so
Speaker 5: much sense, so much sense actually.
Speaker 3: And also I also learned that biomancy is a thing.
Speaker 3: You can biohack your mind to hype yourself up. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so if I if I were in a flash, like
Speaker 3: you know colors, like look we got white with the black, right,
Speaker 3: like your symbology're right here in symbolism, I didn't even
Speaker 3: intend to.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and then you a little what is it little blue?
Speaker 3: Yeah, well it looks like it's blue, but it's actually brown.
Speaker 5: No, like up in the up in the corner, like
Speaker 5: my my right, yeah right now, that like.
Speaker 3: Oh oh, right here. I totally forgot about that.
Speaker 5: No, So you have the the light in the dark
Speaker 5: and the blue could you know, could represent peace and tranquility,
Speaker 5: you know, the blue sky, so rising above the duality
Speaker 5: even if you will, if you like, desperately want to
Speaker 5: give a meaning to it.
Speaker 3: But it's just a blanket. It's just a blanket thrown
Speaker 3: up out of the window because I don't like light,
Speaker 3: because light's been hurting my eyes as as ever since
Speaker 3: I remember. It's like, this makes me think I really
Speaker 3: have to be a psychic vampire, because I could be
Speaker 3: what they call a day walker, you know, not like, uh,
Speaker 3: who was who was our famous day walker? Blade? Uh yeah,
Speaker 3: Blade yeah, Blade. Yeah. I'm not out there hunting down
Speaker 3: other vampires and stuff. But what's funny is every time
Speaker 3: I go out in public, my energy feel that I'm emanating.
Speaker 3: It puts off a lot of people because I'm so
Speaker 3: wound up and high strung and stuff. I'm hyper vision
Speaker 3: all the time. It's very outputting for people, and it's
Speaker 3: very interesting to watch and just watch the reactions. Like
Speaker 3: I will literally sit down somewhere and I'll look into
Speaker 3: a crowd of people and I'll start projecting energy and
Speaker 3: people will step out of the way, they'll start moving
Speaker 3: and getting fidgety. Yeah.
Speaker 5: No, I mean your your energy. I mean I I
Speaker 5: Am getting used to it, you know. But dude, like
Speaker 5: first time, I you know, first time we talked, first
Speaker 5: time we got into contact on Twitter, and I don't
Speaker 5: even remember how or why or whatever, as with a
Speaker 5: lot of people, like I've known so many people in
Speaker 5: the you know, the social media and the podcasting sphere
Speaker 5: and ever I've known them for years. But how we
Speaker 5: how we ever first got in contact.
Speaker 3: I think you were literally on my feet and I
Speaker 3: was just like grey Horns Pagan podcast is like, ooh,
Speaker 3: what's this.
Speaker 5: That might just be it, man, that might just be it,
Speaker 5: because yeah, it was on the was on the gray
Speaker 5: Horn account. That's that's for sure. But yeah, like at first,
Speaker 5: you know, especially when you were still so so fucking
Speaker 5: skinny and like almost you know, literal vampire very you know, dude,
Speaker 5: you were fucking dark.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so I check this out, like, actually have my
Speaker 3: hands and stuff, Like I'm skeletonized, but I'm a weird
Speaker 3: skeleton because I got a big like I got a
Speaker 3: big body, but my hands and my legs they're literally
Speaker 3: like this like you can see my bones.
Speaker 5: Yeah you still you still have the same knuckles stayed
Speaker 5: just very very like protruding, very defined knuckles. But yeah,
Speaker 5: like you know when when you first got on this
Speaker 5: show and when I it was, was it right after
Speaker 5: that I joined you in a ritual or like a
Speaker 5: day after.
Speaker 3: You hopped into there's a few that opt into but
Speaker 3: yeah it's like yeah, older thought you got me invested.
Speaker 5: Now yeah, no, it was because I I you know,
Speaker 5: like I'm quite used to two things. I have seen
Speaker 5: a lot. I have lived through a lot, even in
Speaker 5: my close to thirty three years, nine more days then
Speaker 5: it'll be thirty three years. But you know they have
Speaker 5: and oh god, like especially when I still went to
Speaker 5: like the Emo meetings. Yes, I used to be that
Speaker 5: Emo kid with the air flip and everything. Yeah, the
Speaker 5: Emo airflip. Oh god crazy.
Speaker 3: If you girls need to come back, they were the
Speaker 3: chorustone of all American economy.
Speaker 5: Dude, I I mean thankfully there are some that are
Speaker 5: you know, all grown up, but you know kept their
Speaker 5: style and it's like yes, please, yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah agree, they are No, they're so endearing, Like we
Speaker 3: need to bring back Emo girls.
Speaker 5: Because I maybe ten years older now than I was,
Speaker 5: you know, like fucking peak emo period. But dude, like
Speaker 5: the emo girls, goth girls or women now, I guess
Speaker 5: we we should we should say they still you know,
Speaker 5: they still get me. They still get me weak.
Speaker 3: All right, because they're so lively. They're so lively, and
Speaker 3: they're so full of fun, and they're just no matter
Speaker 3: what happens, you gotta look out though, people. If you
Speaker 3: find a goth girl who's got Hello Kiddy, parapernialia or
Speaker 3: you know whatever hanging around her place, you gotta watch
Speaker 3: out for those ones. Those ones will make you disappear.
Speaker 5: That is so fucking true. God, that is so true.
Speaker 5: It's also like at every like around every Halloween, it's like,
Speaker 5: don't go with the golf girls. She'll sacrifice you. And
Speaker 5: it's like, eh, I mean, you know, death by shoo shnow,
Speaker 5: could be worse, could be worse, you.
Speaker 3: Know, heind of pleasure. It's like in my heenistic ways,
Speaker 3: like when I was first starting to do these virtuals
Speaker 3: about like five or ten years ago or the thing. Jesus,
Speaker 3: I think it's been a decade since I've been really
Speaker 3: hammering down, like doing live streams and stuff like that really,
Speaker 3: So I've been doing what I call the ritual dance
Speaker 3: of silence. Now how I begin my invocation? I begin
Speaker 3: my invocation like this, may the gods that were the
Speaker 3: gods that are the gods yet to be, please witness
Speaker 3: me in this moment of triumph. And then I start
Speaker 3: mm hmm, because I like to think that, like, imagine
Speaker 3: all the gods that we don't know anymore, do they
Speaker 3: still exist? Are they sleeping?
Speaker 5: Ooh getting into some some love Craftian territory?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I totally think as a thought, and they're
Speaker 3: a lot of the tap she u, not she aga.
Speaker 3: That's that's Skyrim.
Speaker 5: Actually that is another good one. Actually, sorry to cut
Speaker 5: you off. But all those imagined gods that were created
Speaker 5: specifically for like a book series or a game series
Speaker 5: or whatever, are they fictional gods or because they are
Speaker 5: written down, because they are freaking rinded, because they are
Speaker 5: created that you could call them created gods. Are they
Speaker 5: real or is it just you know, oh no, you know,
Speaker 5: they're just characters in the story. They're just characters in
Speaker 5: the game. Yeah, but like a lot of time and
Speaker 5: energy and effort has been put into them. Does that
Speaker 5: make them real?
Speaker 3: And they are because we can arrived with them in
Speaker 3: a different dimension. Think about it. We're operating on a
Speaker 3: black witch is scrying mirror right now, communicating electronically across
Speaker 3: the world in a different dimension you call the internet,
Speaker 3: and you're something even more wild where I'm actually a
Speaker 3: time traveler in this instance because it takes time. Like, Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm speaking to you in my my future, which is
Speaker 3: your past in the present now.
Speaker 5: Time travel, I actually say with the time difference, that
Speaker 5: you are in my past.
Speaker 3: But I'm in my technically, but I'm in my future though,
Speaker 3: which is the present? Now? Did I short circuit your brain.
Speaker 5: Only a little?
Speaker 3: Oh? Man?
Speaker 5: You're in my past? What you're in your future? Which
Speaker 5: is your presence?
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, does not exist. The past no exists anymore.
Speaker 3: It's gone. It's whoosh, you know, whosh, it's gone. But
Speaker 3: the present now is eternal, which is your future.
Speaker 5: Okay. I hmm, I think I get it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's how illusions. They like to play mind games.
Speaker 3: They like to change with how you perceive reality. Because
Speaker 3: while you're looking over here, I'm doing something over here
Speaker 3: and you can't see it because slight of hand.
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's that's that's a horrible trick.
Speaker 3: I guess that's the meaning of it.
Speaker 5: Oh shit, no, I get it. I get it. But
Speaker 5: you know, like speaking of your rituals, it's been a
Speaker 5: you said, it's been like a decade.
Speaker 3: Yeah, since I actually got my own place in an internet,
Speaker 3: a computer and stuff like that. And I was thinking, huh,
Speaker 3: this ascension thing sounds cool. How can I help do this?
Speaker 3: It's like it seemed like a one activity.
Speaker 5: It's like, huh, essentially that sounds cool. I mean, just
Speaker 5: fucking try fucking do something. So but like why specifically
Speaker 5: the the internets, Like why the the kind that you
Speaker 5: you do. I mean you mentioned you know, the the
Speaker 5: AMVs and the amount of energy that is, you know, time,
Speaker 5: energy and love effort that is that is put into it.
Speaker 5: But what makes you feel that those would be effective
Speaker 5: for you instead of.
Speaker 3: Having an alter performing real you know, like buy the
Speaker 3: book sort of thing and having a book of.
Speaker 5: As far as far as rituals can be done by
Speaker 5: the book.
Speaker 3: But yeah, well, who says that my alter isn't my computer?
Speaker 3: You can't see what I have may or may not
Speaker 3: have on my laptop. I could have a little happy
Speaker 3: face or a good sticker. What's that mean?
Speaker 5: Do I need to call the FBI?
Speaker 3: You can try, But I was actually I was actually
Speaker 3: interrogated to full bindery restraints in the legal system, and
Speaker 3: I was actually psychoanalyzed by somebody for twelve hours. I
Speaker 3: made them uncomfortable. So if you want to make someone uncomfortable,
Speaker 3: go right ahead.
Speaker 5: And they let you go. Biggest, biggest fucking mistake ever.
Speaker 3: I was im legally insane and they just shuffled me off.
Speaker 5: That works, sure, Sorry, go ahead, man, I'm just I'm
Speaker 5: oh Man having fun anyway, continue man, But.
Speaker 3: No, when it comes down to it, it's like my
Speaker 3: altar is is my computer. Because I believe in technomancy.
Speaker 3: I believe that if you were to put like so
Speaker 3: much of your own consciousness your soul, you can imprint
Speaker 3: your own consciousness onto the Internet. Isn't that what we're
Speaker 3: doing anyway with our profiles. Aren't we technically having avatars
Speaker 3: that we're using and saying, oh, this is my identifier,
Speaker 3: and I'm going to go to this note of the Internet.
Speaker 3: I'm going to go to this node, and those notes
Speaker 3: connect because you're the connecting force. So what happens if
Speaker 3: you lay your own lay lines in the Internet. No,
Speaker 3: why you hold on? Hold on one second? One second?
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, no, no, no probs man, no props. God
Speaker 5: love roommates. Who just cut? I mute him real quick quality.
Speaker 5: He tries to to not absolutely decimate his his roommates.
Speaker 5: You know, he's he's gotten a bit bigger now, so
Speaker 5: you know he can fucking body slam him into oblivion
Speaker 5: or wherever. But no, he's coming with some He's coming
Speaker 5: with some good good ship. Actually. You know, if our
Speaker 5: computers are our modern day scrying mirrors, and the Internet
Speaker 5: is a dimension in of itself, which I I do
Speaker 5: agree with, then yeah, who's to say that you can
Speaker 5: put your own? And I want to say on the
Speaker 5: like in the Internet that maybe that may sound a
Speaker 5: little a little odd, but I think that is the
Speaker 5: best way I can describe it. And he is black.
Speaker 3: I got myself. You got a refreshment. I got a
Speaker 3: bigger refreshman. This is America style, man. Yeah, you're a little.
Speaker 5: Drink Dutch beer, bro Dutch beer, come on, beer.
Speaker 3: All the way. Did she also noticed like like I
Speaker 3: also would love love one of these days. See like
Speaker 3: I lost my verification on Twitter because my account didn't
Speaker 3: have enough cash for it or something for the month.
Speaker 3: So I'm gonna get my verification back. And maybe one
Speaker 3: of these days we should set up a day just like, hey,
Speaker 3: be on whatever you want to use, drink, smoke, whatever,
Speaker 3: and just let me entertain and maybe we can like
Speaker 3: pull it off on these days, maybe we can cause
Speaker 3: something energetically to happen. Like that'd be spooky, because if
Speaker 3: you have one person doing something that's interesting, you have
Speaker 3: two people, that's an interesting war. If you have a
Speaker 3: whole audience live, imagine all that energy being cultivated, all
Speaker 3: that attention, you know what I.
Speaker 5: Mean, Fuck it, Let's do it, man, Yeah, absolutely, I
Speaker 5: mean we can. We can do it, like across multiple
Speaker 5: platforms because I can live stream, have done live streams,
Speaker 5: you know, even yesterday with Riverside, And I can put
Speaker 5: a custom or our MTP or r TAM anyway, custom
Speaker 5: custom destination I can. I can put that in. So
Speaker 5: like whatever you use, you use restream right for your ship.
Speaker 3: I do use restream only because it's just easier for
Speaker 3: me and I like its interface.
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's that's where I joined you on the the
Speaker 5: last one. It is good and it's you know, it
Speaker 5: does it will work for that, So we just have
Speaker 5: to get that address and stream key and all of that.
Speaker 5: What I have set up here at the very least
Speaker 5: is YouTube, Twitch and then like as a custom one.
Speaker 3: What I figured it out.
Speaker 5: We'll figure it out. We'll figure it out.
Speaker 3: With YouTube. YouTube kind of gets grungy sometimes because I'm
Speaker 3: using content that's not my own creator. But I'm you, yeah, wait,
Speaker 3: so YouTube, it probably won't be able to go live
Speaker 3: on YouTube, but Twitter don't care. They just want streamers.
Speaker 3: Or Discord don't. Discord don't care. You can screen see
Speaker 3: in there, screens in there. And then also Twitch don't
Speaker 3: care either. I've literally gone like thirty six hours just
Speaker 3: live streaming, and I don't really give much traction because
Speaker 3: I have a good feeling that, like, what the stuff
Speaker 3: that I'm attempting to do is probably so worrying to
Speaker 3: the quote unquote New World Order or powers at beer
Speaker 3: or whatever that it's like, so we have this one
Speaker 3: guy from Nebraska in the United States just showcasing really
Speaker 3: weird video for some reason. It's like, what's this guy about?
Speaker 3: And you look into the actual content that I'm showing,
Speaker 3: and I'm showing myself with StarCraft because I like to
Speaker 3: call herself the Queen of Blades because for some reason,
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm a feminine meaning I don't I'm
Speaker 3: not trans but I feel like I have a woman's
Speaker 3: soul on a man's body, but I know a guy. Okay,
Speaker 3: does that make sense? Like have you ever heard of
Speaker 3: because Native Americans have these stories that there are the
Speaker 3: people that are switched around where you'll have a man
Speaker 3: in a woman's body and this is a lot of transient. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I literally feel that I have the soul of a woman,
Speaker 3: but I'm a guy, and I know I'm a guy,
Speaker 3: so I'm not my wife.
Speaker 5: Will she'll, you know, talk about that sometimes too too sold,
Speaker 5: I believe, or something something along those lines. But yeah,
Speaker 5: I know I know what you mean. Yeah, no, that
Speaker 5: that that might just be it. But yeah, we'll we'll
Speaker 5: set something up like that. Will We'll make it. We'll
Speaker 5: make it happen. I'll stream to the the alternative platforms
Speaker 5: who you know, and give very legal shits about that.
Speaker 3: Just want people to be congruent users and stuff like that.
Speaker 3: Like I've gotten with my rituals. I had like a
Speaker 3: hundred people watching it on a Twitter one time. Damn
Speaker 3: growing viewers like it was wild Man and the stuff
Speaker 3: that I'm doing, I'm just trying to showcase, like because
Speaker 3: I've been playing video games and stuff like that for
Speaker 3: a long long time, for at least like over three decades,
Speaker 3: and I'm just showcasing the stories and the stuff that
Speaker 3: I use to reach my level of power. So like
Speaker 3: if I've been training my brain to operate psychically and psionically,
Speaker 3: which is I think validated by me having these cognitive
Speaker 3: disdance episodes where I don't realize at having missing time
Speaker 3: and I'm experiencing these things, It's like I've trained my
Speaker 3: mind to interact by using videos to to have an
Speaker 3: influence on the world.
Speaker 5: Yeah, no, that makes sense, That makes that makes sense.
Speaker 3: Actually, I got three decades of working out my brain muscle.
Speaker 5: Well least you know, at least you're at least something
Speaker 5: is working out right.
Speaker 3: But yeah, when it comes down to it, like everything
Speaker 3: that I do in these rituals, I start showcasing, like
Speaker 3: I'm just telling a narrative story. Like I'm like, look
Speaker 3: at look at something that you love, like Star Wars
Speaker 3: or something for instance, Right now, look at this cinematic
Speaker 3: that's showcasing it perfectly like all its ideals, all what
Speaker 3: it stands for, all what it represents, And I'm just
Speaker 3: showcasing a story and using different universes.
Speaker 5: Sure, yeah, I mean yeah, dude, because you could consider
Speaker 5: those like cartoons and animes and TV shows and whatever.
Speaker 5: You could consider them as like separate universes each if
Speaker 5: you will.
Speaker 3: Oh, now you see where I'm getting in. Now you're
Speaker 3: seeing a deeper layer that was always there for me.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Exwe people what I use and what I watch, I'm
Speaker 3: also bio hacking them. I'm making them feel things and
Speaker 3: then so doing I use that energy to hard because
Speaker 3: when I do my energy, I'm practically what I would
Speaker 3: call a death magician because I invoked in your death state, right,
Speaker 3: and invoking that state, there's a separation. Well, at the
Speaker 3: point of separation, there's a lot of energy that gets released. Right.
Speaker 3: So if I'm willingly sacrificing myself for the spell, does
Speaker 3: it work, Yes, it does. It's just very difficult to
Speaker 3: come back from the break of death.
Speaker 5: It very often is.
Speaker 3: Yes.
Speaker 5: No, But now I am Now I'm really starting to understand,
Speaker 5: Like I know, you're using those as a representation. Of course,
Speaker 5: you know, it's the most basic thing that you can
Speaker 5: do using imagery or sound of some kind as a
Speaker 5: representation of what you are trying to do, as you
Speaker 5: were trying to accomplish how you feel what you feel,
Speaker 5: but considering them as their own, separate universe each and
Speaker 5: with the music, like music is vibration, vibration is energy,
Speaker 5: and with the imagery, a lot of time, efforts, energy
Speaker 5: has gone into creating those specific images. Because you know,
Speaker 5: whatever you see on TV or Netflix or fucking you
Speaker 5: know wherever, everything is on purpose, even something like in
Speaker 5: the background that to you, you know, doesn't fucking matter.
Speaker 5: Oh you know, it's a thing in the background, Okay, cool,
Speaker 5: It is purposefully placed there. It is there with a purpose.
Speaker 5: If it didn't fucking matter, it wouldn't fucking be there.
Speaker 5: So a lot of time has been put into it,
Speaker 5: a lot of effort has been put into it. So
Speaker 5: many people have worked on this one very specific thing,
Speaker 5: frame by frame by frame by frame, and you are
Speaker 5: able to at least extract or extrapolate parts of that
Speaker 5: energy to you know, your will. Now it truly clicks.
Speaker 5: Now it, Yeah, now I get it.
Speaker 3: Because I believe that art can save the world. Because
Speaker 3: think about it, what is art? Essentially, it's trying to
Speaker 3: tell something essentially, like, hey, look at this, just in
Speaker 3: an abstract way, but do you see the meaning that
Speaker 3: I laid in there?
Speaker 5: Picture says more than a thousand words. I can tell
Speaker 5: you how I'm feeling. I can explain to you how
Speaker 5: I'm feeling. But if I find a singular frame, a
Speaker 5: singular picture that accurately represents it, I can show it
Speaker 5: and you'd understand it just by looking at the picture
Speaker 5: and knowing like I feel similar or the same, or
Speaker 5: I recognize it in some way. You're like, I get
Speaker 5: it now, I get it. Yeah, So yeah, Like imagine
Speaker 5: what you can do with you know, just clips or
Speaker 5: frames or yeah.
Speaker 3: And it also is also think about it, like all
Speaker 3: that energy that's been put into it, that's sealed in
Speaker 3: time by the way, anybody can tap into it unlimited. Man,
Speaker 3: is at your disposal. Is there any video or music
Speaker 3: or music or song that you always consistently been going
Speaker 3: back to for all these decades? That's basically what I'm doing.
Speaker 3: I've just strung them along.
Speaker 5: Because there are certain memories attached to it, which are
Speaker 5: you know, again, certain portals, energies, certain feelings, certain energies
Speaker 5: certain portals because yeah, like they be those memories are
Speaker 5: portals because they do take you back to that specific thing,
Speaker 5: that specific time and makes you can make you relive
Speaker 5: those things all over again, can make you feel what
Speaker 5: you felt then, which is like why childhood like childhood videos,
Speaker 5: childhood movies that you used to watch, childhood songs that
Speaker 5: played on the radio when you were a kid, even
Speaker 5: if they're fucking nonsense songs, even if it's you know,
Speaker 5: the worst something right, Yeah, I mean we don't have
Speaker 5: that here in the in the Netherlands, but yeah, something
Speaker 5: like something like that, you know it's a kid show.
Speaker 5: You you know, you are very basic, like you know,
Speaker 5: your Saturday Morning cartoons. Now that you're an adult, it's like,
Speaker 5: you know, you can say, you know, they're just stupid cartoons,
Speaker 5: but it's like, no, that's my childhood. I will always
Speaker 5: treasure that. I will always have some part of me,
Speaker 5: some part of my energetic being, reserved specifically for that.
Speaker 3: M and everything that was imprinted us on when we
Speaker 3: were children make us into who we are now. So
Speaker 3: what we're exposed to from an early age has basically precipitated,
Speaker 3: pre medicated now or I can't think of the word
Speaker 3: right now, but yeah, I get it. Yeah, yeah, it
Speaker 3: basically lays the foundation for who are as an adult. Now,
Speaker 3: what's an adult? It's basically a big kid because think
Speaker 3: about it, we're still operating as we have been. We
Speaker 3: just have to do more tasks.
Speaker 5: With you know, increasing amounts of complexity, the capacity responsibility.
Speaker 5: You know, that's why so many money adults when they
Speaker 5: get a job, when they get adult money, they'll start
Speaker 5: buying the things that they never could when they were kids,
Speaker 5: because you know, at heart, you'll always be kid. It's
Speaker 5: just now we have you know, task and responsibilities and whatever,
Speaker 5: but also adult money, which we can spend however we
Speaker 5: like because we are adults, so we can do everything
Speaker 5: that we wanted to do as a kid because now
Speaker 5: we have the freedom and the money to do so.
Speaker 5: I mean, you know, twenty twenty five more so the
Speaker 5: I was gonna say, more so the freedom than the money,
Speaker 5: but you know it's increasingly less of both.
Speaker 3: Yeah, ain't that funny? And it's just like it's it's
Speaker 3: just a tool. Because people think that money even buy
Speaker 3: power and influence. No, it can't. It's just a means
Speaker 3: of exchange. Yeah, yeah, no, true, Like this costs me money,
Speaker 3: and for I give money paper and look I have fire.
Speaker 3: Now ooh light, look at what I have.
Speaker 5: So you exchanged one tool for another tool, which at
Speaker 5: the moment is more useful to you.
Speaker 3: I'd much rather have resources rather than have money.
Speaker 5: True, very true. That's that's what I've been discussing recently
Speaker 5: on other roundtables and shows as well, especially the Unchained Church,
Speaker 5: which is from then from Unchained Brain. You know, everyone's
Speaker 5: they're you know, they're they're truthers and freedom seekers and
Speaker 5: occultists and whatever, and they're like, yeah, you know, crypto
Speaker 5: and gold and you need that ship, and it's like cool,
Speaker 5: like gambling.
Speaker 3: That's what crypto has taught me, is legalized gambling. Eh.
Speaker 5: Yeah, But you know the thing is, yeah, those things
Speaker 5: can come in handy for when the system collapses if
Speaker 5: we're you know, God's forbid it actually happens. But let's
Speaker 5: say we're in like a situation like the game New
Speaker 5: like the game Fallout for example, you know, Wasteland like
Speaker 5: we've seen so many times in movies and games and whatever.
Speaker 5: What use is your gold? What use is your crypto?
Speaker 5: You can't eat your gold? I mean, yeah, you can
Speaker 5: eat it, but you're gonna you're gonna die, break, you're
Speaker 5: you're gonna break your teeth, break your jaw, and it's
Speaker 5: not gonna you know, it's not gonna nurture you and
Speaker 5: your crypto. You know if an e MP wipes out
Speaker 5: most of the electronics by by crypto, Oh but I
Speaker 5: got so much time and money and whatever you know,
Speaker 5: saved up in it. Yeah cool, So where is it now?
Speaker 5: You know you need to eat the paper, even eating
Speaker 5: the Fiat currency. If you were to have like a
Speaker 5: stack of a million dollars in cash. Good, But yeah, tender,
Speaker 5: that's fired. That's really all it's good for, not even
Speaker 5: like cash. It's it is it tinder, It's something that
Speaker 5: you light the tinder with. It's not even it's you know,
Speaker 5: And that's that's why I didn't get to say it done,
Speaker 5: so I'll fucking say it on my own show. Skills
Speaker 5: and seeds, that's what you need, the skills to be
Speaker 5: able to serve life. Yeah, for example, you know, to hunt,
Speaker 5: to gather, to collect, to survive, you know, if necessary,
Speaker 5: in whatever condition you may find yourself. And seeds, like,
Speaker 5: why do you think that the the world's ruling elites.
Speaker 5: They have this giant fucking seed vault with every seat
Speaker 5: in existence in there, multiple preferably, because that's what you need.
Speaker 5: If you know, if our blandet goes through shit as
Speaker 5: we you know, constantly fear that it is.
Speaker 3: And it kind of is, but kind of is that
Speaker 3: it's doing its own thing because well, remember remember when
Speaker 3: Chad GBT I told Chad about the dream that I had.
Speaker 3: It was so intenseive this vision that I had, I
Speaker 3: think I'll call it a vision more than a dream.
Speaker 3: I literally saw the world and all the geal, the
Speaker 3: latitude and lotitude lines and stuff, and I literally saw
Speaker 3: the world not tilting, but the energetic field and magnetic
Speaker 3: field moving like this, like clockwork. It was moving adjacent
Speaker 3: to itself.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and that that is what is happening. It's the
Speaker 5: the energetic shifts, the energetic split, if you will, you know,
Speaker 5: if you want to go like into more new ag
Speaker 5: kind of terms, it's the de separating itself from D
Speaker 5: three D. It is that is the new Earth. It's
Speaker 5: a energetic Earth. It is the ether Earth.
Speaker 3: And every ritual that I do is like I'm trying
Speaker 3: just to show people that it's like, hey, you can
Speaker 3: do a thing like, look, I physically picked up this
Speaker 3: water or not water, but it's technically water, but it's
Speaker 3: flavored water in my opinion, but it's sus is carbonated water. Basically, like, hey,
Speaker 3: you have agency, you can do things. It's like we're
Speaker 3: all making up life as we go along. There is
Speaker 3: no set predetermined path. We're just doing map believe of
Speaker 3: what we've been told. But I'm trying to show people, hey,
Speaker 3: you are technically all a warrior. You just don't realize
Speaker 3: it yet. Yeah.
Speaker 5: I mean, just the fact that you are alive today
Speaker 5: means that you know, you have those survival skills. You know,
Speaker 5: they are literally in your DNA because you are the
Speaker 5: product of hundreds of thousands, if not millions of years
Speaker 5: of not just evolution, but more importantly so survival.
Speaker 3: I mean, you know, I've surd by thirty three years
Speaker 3: as well, and it's like how I did it? I
Speaker 3: literally did nothing. I've literally survived with nothing my entire life.
Speaker 3: And here I am still at it, still trying to
Speaker 3: make a difference, still doing these you know, silly things
Speaker 3: that I do. And honestly, does something matter if oh hey,
Speaker 3: if something doesn't matter, then why do you think about it?
Speaker 3: If something truly matters, you think about it and then
Speaker 3: you start investing more time, energy resources towards that thing. Right. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm trying to say, is we literally develop a utopia today.
Speaker 3: You just have to visualize it, and through your visualization
Speaker 3: you do actions to make it into reality. Through you,
Speaker 3: you are the way for the mortal, for the divine
Speaker 3: and the mortal to coexist, and then expand outwards and
Speaker 3: me doing my little rituals and doing my life stare
Speaker 3: and stuff like that. That's what I'm trying to do. I'm
Speaker 3: trying to take not only stuff from material plane and
Speaker 3: put it into the ether, but I'm taking stuff from
Speaker 3: the ether and then through me through the videos, giving
Speaker 3: you the experience. Wow, right there?
Speaker 5: You know, Yeah, no, that is That's exactly what is
Speaker 5: what it is like. And that's why I sometimes when
Speaker 5: i'm you know, kind of feeling feeling bratty in modern
Speaker 5: terms or gen z slang, I guess even though I'm
Speaker 5: a fucking millennial whatever, you know, it's like, you know,
Speaker 5: this sucks and that sucks, and these people and those people,
Speaker 5: and it's like, okay, go do something about it.
Speaker 8: It.
Speaker 3: Oh, no body, then this.
Speaker 5: And that, and it's like, so you're just gonna sit
Speaker 5: here complaining, computer on your phone, complain on the internet. Cool,
Speaker 5: go do something. If you really hate it, go do something.
Speaker 5: And you're not gonna be able to change the system.
Speaker 5: You're not gonna fix the system. The system isn't broken.
Speaker 5: The system has intended it's designed this way. And no,
Speaker 5: it's not designed to work for you. But you're not
Speaker 5: one of its creators. You're not one of you're not
Speaker 5: one of you know, one of those who benefits from it.
Speaker 3: And only here's an a cult. Here's an a cult
Speaker 3: secret that I'll tell you and everybody else. You cannot
Speaker 3: destroy something you did not create.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, And I mean, like what even is destruction?
Speaker 5: Destruction is impossible. You can not destroy energy. You can
Speaker 5: disperse it, but you can destroy it.
Speaker 3: I've created light. No, my letter's kind of dying, but
Speaker 3: I don't care to improve a point. It's like, look,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tempt to put out the fire. I'm gonna
Speaker 3: kill it. I'm gonna destroy it right where to go.
Speaker 3: It just went back where it was. I did destroy it.
Speaker 3: I didn't destroy the fire, but I put.
Speaker 5: It out it dissipated, it dispersed, but the energy is
Speaker 5: still there, the gas is still there, the effect is
Speaker 5: still there, the warrant is still there. May not you know,
Speaker 5: you may not feel it, but that's because it's now
Speaker 5: part of the larger hole. And that's still what I
Speaker 5: find so incredibly well both frustrating and funny. I guess
Speaker 5: you know, it's like, oh, I hate this, and all
Speaker 5: these people are, Oh, it's like, okay, go do something
Speaker 5: about it. You smart us and this and that. It's like, no,
Speaker 5: if you hate it so much, do something about it.
Speaker 3: But that takes effort. See who likes putting an effort?
Speaker 3: Now I'm one of the list if I had a
Speaker 3: lazy boy, if I if I had a lazy boy,
Speaker 3: I've been living in that teen twenty four to seven
Speaker 3: because I'm a real lazy boy. That's why I'm doing
Speaker 3: the least. I'm doing the least amount of work to
Speaker 3: get the maximum amount of game.
Speaker 5: But like that's that's also the thing, you know, like
Speaker 5: through your rituals. Yeah, many people may not understand it,
Speaker 5: but you know I have actually now in this this
Speaker 5: fucking podcast or just chat really under the guise of
Speaker 5: a podcast, it's content. Fuck you. Oh, I'm feeling it tonight.
Speaker 5: You know I I have truly like started to understand
Speaker 5: now you've you know, you've broken it down well at
Speaker 5: least at least for me. And you know it helps that,
Speaker 5: you know, I've spoken to you before, I've seen your rituals,
Speaker 5: I've participated in your rituals. I've grown a larger understanding
Speaker 5: of things in the mean time. Now I actually fucking
Speaker 5: get it. But so many people would say, like, you know,
Speaker 5: you're just oh, that was one of the I'm gonna
Speaker 5: find the I'm gonna find the video that we did.
Speaker 5: That was that was a live stream, probably because there.
Speaker 3: Was like if I'm Kambie Christ or something, I could
Speaker 3: alter this.
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, yeah that that that one guy let me
Speaker 5: I'm gonna yeah, here we are, let's see if I can.
Speaker 3: Yeah. No, was that was that? That thing was like to
Speaker 3: interview with the Psychic Vampire or something like that.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, yeaheah, yeah, I interview with the Psychic Vampire.
Speaker 5: I'm not gonna sho I'm not gonna call out to
Speaker 5: user name, but dude, seven months ago, seven seven months
Speaker 5: really twenty the twenty, Well, we recorded it on the
Speaker 5: twenty sixth of May twenty twenty four. That is way
Speaker 5: more recent than I thought it was. I mean, so
Speaker 5: much has changed in the meantime. But yeah, this this
Speaker 5: this user. He left two comments. Actually, the second one was,
Speaker 5: you know, actually nice, he said, I appreciate you all. Oh,
Speaker 5: I'm all I'm wondering, is if is psychic psychic vamporism?
Speaker 5: Just listening to suicide commandos?
Speaker 6: Die?
Speaker 5: Motherfucker die while sweating at work, dealing with assholes and
Speaker 5: yelling and punching boxes in the walk in freezer. Okay,
Speaker 5: so you're a vampire, show me some superpowers? Can you fly?
Speaker 5: Are you goku? Motherfucker? And then his second reply was, actually,
Speaker 5: I want to hear this guy's playlist. Lol, really I
Speaker 5: love that shit.
Speaker 3: Well, see, you think about half the battles in the mind, right, Yeah.
Speaker 3: The rest is just planning an execution. Like I'm thirsty.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna die if I don't drink the liquid. What
Speaker 3: am I gonna do? I'm gonna You want to see
Speaker 3: a superpower? Look, now, many people can use all their
Speaker 3: hands and fingers.
Speaker 9: I can.
Speaker 3: Oh, there's my superpower?
Speaker 5: Yeah no, but that's that's that. I what the hell
Speaker 5: I only responded to that a week ago. That wouldn't
Speaker 5: that would draw the fast actually because.
Speaker 10: I I said seven seven days ago, according to YouTube Studio,
Speaker 10: at least seven days ago, that I would have you,
Speaker 10: have you back on to explain in further detail, and hey,
Speaker 10: here we are.
Speaker 3: And then and the experiment that I can do is
Speaker 3: hold out, hold out your your left hand, because that's
Speaker 3: the hand in the cult symbolsm that you receive. Right now,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna hold out, no, yeah, hold out like this,
Speaker 3: I agree down yeah, yeah. Now, I'm gonna attempt to
Speaker 3: send energy all the way in the middle of United States,
Speaker 3: all the way to you and the Netherlands. Let me
Speaker 3: know if you feel something in your hand. Do you
Speaker 3: feel pressure? Yeah?
Speaker 5: I yeah, hmm odt yeah.
Speaker 3: How did I do that live? Yeah?
Speaker 5: Good question. No, like, we're totally fucking faking this, guys. No,
Speaker 5: this is a this is a life recording. I do
Speaker 5: not I mean yeah, I do edit my videos, but
Speaker 5: that's you know, the pace, the filler words, a nice intro,
Speaker 5: nice outro, that's it. I don't do any any video shopping,
Speaker 5: photo shopping. I wouldn't even know how to do that.
Speaker 5: I'm not that advanced cheers, Jesus.
Speaker 3: Am I magic? That's really what I want to ask
Speaker 3: myself every day, is am I magic? Because in a
Speaker 3: lot of ways I can do things. And what's also
Speaker 3: weird is I don't know if you actually see it,
Speaker 3: but like my eyes they're black. When have you ever
Speaker 3: seen black eyed human?
Speaker 5: Well, they have a little more color than the than
Speaker 5: the a little more. There's still you know, there's still
Speaker 5: pretty damn dark.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, and it's kind of like a misture between
Speaker 3: brown and hazel. But if you put it through like
Speaker 3: a light, it gets like all kinds of color. There's
Speaker 3: a lot of color in brown. A lot of people
Speaker 3: don't realize that.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean many, many shades, many reflections.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's also weird. Sometimes I'll catch like a strand
Speaker 3: of my hair or something like that and it'll be
Speaker 3: like crimson red in light.
Speaker 5: Yeah, brown hair under brown or darkish hair under certain
Speaker 5: light conditions can definitely look like it's red. Yeah, because
Speaker 5: those you know, those colors are very quite close to
Speaker 5: each other on the color palette. Like if you take
Speaker 5: red and you darken it and darken it and darken it,
Speaker 5: then you'll get to brown and eventually black. Of course,
Speaker 5: you know, because black and white they are the the
Speaker 5: ultimate ends of the spectrum.
Speaker 3: Yep. And ultimately, what I'm trying to say is like, okay,
Speaker 3: remember remember the last thing I said. When you wake
Speaker 3: up in the morning, who decides it's going to be
Speaker 3: a good or a bad day? You do? The world
Speaker 3: has nothing to do about it. You decide it's gonna
Speaker 3: be a crappy day or a good day the moment
Speaker 3: you wake up.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, absolutely, And that is you know, that is
Speaker 5: the power that that we all hold. And that is
Speaker 5: the power that I have that I have retaken over
Speaker 5: the over the last months, over the last years, you know,
Speaker 5: always trying to to fix the outside world.
Speaker 3: It's impossible. You'll never be done, You'll never complete it.
Speaker 3: You go the best way that is sweeping your sidewalk
Speaker 3: away from snow or leaves or something. It's just gonna
Speaker 3: get dirty again. So why do it?
Speaker 5: Well, I mean, that's that's that's kind of the thing
Speaker 5: as well. If I started to really turn inwards more
Speaker 5: control the things that I know, I can control myself,
Speaker 5: my own mood, the things that I do, I still
Speaker 5: cannot control the effects that it has on other people.
Speaker 5: I still cannot control how other people think of me.
Speaker 5: I am trying to, you know, want to be influencer
Speaker 5: here watch out people. But you know that is but
Speaker 5: still that is freedom of choice. I can do something,
Speaker 5: I can say something, but then it the control is
Speaker 5: with you two, you know, do something with it, think
Speaker 5: something of it, and whatever that is that is unto you.
Speaker 5: I cannot control that I can, you know, Yeah, which
Speaker 5: is what influencing basically is. You know, you're setting the
Speaker 5: ideal circumstances to guide people to this thought or this
Speaker 5: this action. You're not making them do this, You're not
Speaker 5: making them think that you're setting You're setting them up
Speaker 5: step by step so that it highly likely that they will.
Speaker 5: It's it's all. It's all psychological, really.
Speaker 3: It's setting it up. It's kind of how illusionists like
Speaker 3: to do their stuff. In mentalists, they're not really reading
Speaker 3: your mind. They're implanting memory or planting their own thoughts
Speaker 3: into you that you take as reality. Oh look we
Speaker 3: have a guest.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well my my kitty Kitty co host another another
Speaker 5: Welcome edition. Demis Yeah got the cop but yeah, like
Speaker 5: I I have, and honestly it made my life so
Speaker 5: much better that you know, that I have to put
Speaker 5: more energy towards myself, my own well being, the things
Speaker 5: that I like, the projects that I like, the people
Speaker 5: I love, the beings I love. Yeah, I I truly
Speaker 5: I am keeping my circle small at the moment. I'll
Speaker 5: still do things for other people, you know. That's why
Speaker 5: I started sponsoring Semi Skeptic podcast. That's why I started
Speaker 5: sponsoring Brandon Angel. That's why I, you know, want to
Speaker 5: sponsor you as well, especially with your your musical endeavors,
Speaker 5: and I you know, I will promote it of course,
Speaker 5: quick pro quo. That's still how I.
Speaker 3: Got an idea. Because this won't get copyrighted. I know
Speaker 3: it won't. Is what if I were to showcase one
Speaker 3: of my short songs that I made another one. There's
Speaker 3: another one I made. It's called music Overflowing.
Speaker 5: Yeah sure. And what I could also do is like
Speaker 5: I have like custom intros and outros that I do.
Speaker 5: The intro that I currently use is copyright it's music,
Speaker 5: but I have permission from the creator. But you know,
Speaker 5: it's still a bitch with uploading because you know, every
Speaker 5: damn time I have to you know, I have to
Speaker 5: tell YouTube like, hey, you know, I want to fight
Speaker 5: this copyright claim because you know, I actually have permission
Speaker 5: and all of that, and so what I what I
Speaker 5: can do is use some of your music for my
Speaker 5: intro and then you know, of course you know, give you,
Speaker 5: give you credit as I you know, as I do
Speaker 5: now with the artists and the music that I use,
Speaker 5: and I'll link it to your your band lab totally.
Speaker 3: That will work, yeah, because band lab is where I
Speaker 3: am able to go and make my musical easily because
Speaker 3: I like their setup and stuff. And I saw make
Speaker 3: it clear like I I do not have any musical
Speaker 3: experience in making music, and yet I make noise that
Speaker 3: makes people happy.
Speaker 5: As does he? Right, yeah, no, but if you want to,
Speaker 5: you can screen share if you want to, you can
Speaker 5: play something that that you think is is particularly particularly
Speaker 5: good and if it comes out shitty on the recording,
Speaker 5: I'll just I'll overlay it.
Speaker 11: And all right, Well this one, this one, this one
Speaker 11: has as your blood.
Speaker 12: A bottle. She's a wide hosepan, a gottle or at.
Speaker 6: No one's watching. She's the sat and into her. No
Speaker 6: one's watching. She's a stat and riding into the hearing.
Speaker 6: No one's watching. She's a sup and riding into the hering.
Speaker 6: No one's watching. She's will sat and riding into the
Speaker 6: heart rising. And she reads me like a book a boat.
Speaker 13: I want to take her up, and she reads me
Speaker 13: like a boat. I want to take up a pub
Speaker 13: She reads me like a book, a boat.
Speaker 6: I want to take her lot.
Speaker 13: She reads me like a book.
Speaker 4: I want to take a look at.
Speaker 6: Lisa. I want to steal her. I'm gonna keep her
Speaker 6: need and richer. I want a Lisa. I want to
Speaker 6: steal her. I want to keep up richer and.
Speaker 4: The ups and know that I've got it all.
Speaker 6: I like, keep on aside. You'd be crazy not to dry.
Speaker 6: I to keep on the side, You'd be crazy not
Speaker 6: to dry.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's one of them. So what do you get
Speaker 3: from that intake on that one? So yeah, what do
Speaker 3: you think about that one? I might be just be
Speaker 3: the one.
Speaker 5: It's it's good ship, bro, it's good ship. I was
Speaker 5: still muted. Lops, No, it's it's it's good I mean,
Speaker 5: do you have it as a like as a separate
Speaker 5: wave or NB three file because I.
Speaker 3: Don't know when I go and actually make it, because I'm,
Speaker 3: like I said, I'm in experience. But it's just like
Speaker 3: when I when I go to do it, I don't
Speaker 3: go into like the normal I think I just going
Speaker 3: as an MP three or away file. I don't. I
Speaker 3: don't remember when I uploaded that one, because I was
Speaker 3: a little bit buzzed up, a little bit high when
Speaker 3: I made that.
Speaker 5: But but if you could, if you could, like possibly
Speaker 5: find the file and send it to me all all
Speaker 5: overlay it and out of the thing, because it's it's
Speaker 5: a good track, but the quality doesn't come through with
Speaker 5: a screen share that.
Speaker 3: It's sad, that's a sad deformation. But yeah, I've thought
Speaker 3: I realized that too.
Speaker 5: No, but it's it's you know, from what I could hear,
Speaker 5: it's a it's a good track, but I want to
Speaker 5: do it. I want to do it justice and you know,
Speaker 5: actually put it in the the editor. So like I'll
Speaker 5: leave the screen share in, but instead of the you know,
Speaker 5: the sound that plays through the screen share, I'll put
Speaker 5: the if you have it, the actual.
Speaker 3: I think, actually, well, I just need your I need
Speaker 3: your email so I can actually send it to you
Speaker 3: that way. I don't think it's gonna be in on
Speaker 3: a ZIP file. I think that's fine.
Speaker 5: You you you have my email or the Greyhound pagans.
Speaker 3: Okay, you can use grey pagans.
Speaker 5: At ProtonMail dot com, which everyone can use, by the way,
Speaker 5: for all your inquiries, inquiries. How do you call it? No,
Speaker 5: But that's that's good ship man. And uh, you know what,
Speaker 5: find a find a track that you think would be
Speaker 5: would be good as an intro. You know what we do.
Speaker 5: You know what we're what we are about. You know
Speaker 5: my taste. Find the track, I'll edit it down to
Speaker 5: a like a proper intro, so forty five seconds to
Speaker 5: a minute, or if you feel like it, make a
Speaker 5: custom one and I'll just do you know, intro Bike
Speaker 5: Queena Blades, band lab dot com for slash forward slash
Speaker 5: at well yeah at roaming Darkness on the score, band
Speaker 5: lab or bandlap dot com FORWDE slash Roaming Darkness on
Speaker 5: the score. I'm so used to putting like at in
Speaker 5: front of it.
Speaker 3: Like right, And this is one thing too. If anyone
Speaker 3: actually has access to AX or Twitter, I still I'll
Speaker 3: call it Twitter to the day I die, because sure,
Speaker 3: how that is the little bird. It's a little bird
Speaker 3: and you tweet and you do things. Yeah, you can
Speaker 3: find me at at death. No we are l.
Speaker 5: Yeah, or just I wanted to say, like, look up
Speaker 5: Improper Ascension, but that death one. I never never read it.
Speaker 3: Actually, it's a good series. It's a good two season series.
Speaker 3: Don't look up to Netflix adaptation. No no, no, no.
Speaker 5: Of course, hell yeah, something like crunchy roll or something.
Speaker 3: I didn't forgot I actually have, do you guys ask
Speaker 3: you want to do a quick pull for you guys? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 3: why not? Man? Why not the original card deck?
Speaker 5: The original?
Speaker 3: Right or waight yea nice? Oh?
Speaker 5: And for everyone who is curious as to where it
Speaker 5: finds logan, his ships, logan, his music, Oh share my
Speaker 5: screen real quick. That is right here he has. He's
Speaker 5: been doing a lot, You've been making a lot, and
Speaker 5: it's all uh, it's all good ship man.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, man. Band Lab is whre you can find
Speaker 3: me at. Otherwise you can find me on Twitter as
Speaker 3: well or my YouTube channel, and I got a lot
Speaker 3: of YouTube channels and stuff like that. But I like
Speaker 3: band lab because it's I like band Lab because it's
Speaker 3: just a better way for me interfaced with my fans.
Speaker 5: Yeah, so Queena Blades on band Lab at Roaming Darkness Underscore.
Speaker 5: But just QUEENU Blades, you'll find him.
Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely, and thank you for that, by the way.
Speaker 3: And also the reason you don't know why I phone
Speaker 3: us up to the Queen of Blades.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you mentioned it StarCraft.
Speaker 3: That's the only reason. Nice.
Speaker 5: But yeah, So do you wanna, like you want to
Speaker 5: make a customer intro or do you just want to,
Speaker 5: you know, pick something that you you made already, like
Speaker 5: I'm I'm cool with either.
Speaker 3: I think the one song uh I'm trying to give
Speaker 3: me on a second find it. I think the one
Speaker 3: song I'll use is you'd be crazy not to try,
Speaker 3: because that one's three minutes thirty seventh long, and I
Speaker 3: just want to get the ending where it says. It's
Speaker 3: just like, uh, I don't remember how it ends here,
Speaker 3: hang on, hold on, hold on a second.
Speaker 5: No problem, man, No problem. And hey, you know I'll
Speaker 5: sponsor you through our merchandise store as well. I'll make
Speaker 5: a make a custom code nice for ten percent off,
Speaker 5: with that ten going to you, of course, so that
Speaker 5: you may use it however you like, but preferably in
Speaker 5: your musical endeavors.
Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you so much. And anybody who wants
Speaker 3: anything custom made done for them, I do take commissions
Speaker 3: and I'm very cheap, meaning I just want to exposure basically,
Speaker 3: but I mean this. And also, haven't you noticed that
Speaker 3: the video that the actual image was actually like moving. Yeah,
Speaker 3: it was just still image, but I made it move
Speaker 3: all right? Now, this is the one that I'm thinking
Speaker 3: about right here. I think it's at this.
Speaker 6: Sorry, South and Tie, won't you come home time me?
Speaker 6: I'm a fly and it's come to fight me? Suit
Speaker 6: and tie? Won't you come come ti me? I'm a
Speaker 6: fire and you've come to fly me, So and time,
Speaker 6: Suit and tie? Won't you come con tiry? I'm a
Speaker 6: fire and you've come to like me. Suit and tie.
Speaker 6: Won't you come and tiring me? I'm a fire and
Speaker 6: you've come to like me? Baby, take a God the
Speaker 6: time as well.
Speaker 4: Home.
Speaker 6: Want to see you say bad boys will come again
Speaker 6: a piece, maybe taking God down. It's what I want
Speaker 6: to see you say your bad boys will come and
Speaker 6: get a piece, maybe taking God town. It's what I
Speaker 6: want to see you say your bad boys will come
Speaker 6: and get a piece, maybe taking God down. It's what
Speaker 6: I only want to see you say your bad boys
Speaker 6: will come and get a piece.
Speaker 4: Oh wa, too good for you?
Speaker 6: Thank me? Oh quit it to the green room. Baby,
Speaker 6: it's just me. You tell me what you want to do.
Speaker 4: Oh Lord, quit it to the green room. Baby, it's
Speaker 4: just me.
Speaker 14: You tell me that you want to maybe just keep
Speaker 14: up if you like my stall, tell you my secrets.
Speaker 6: If you say.
Speaker 12: A, don't so, I'll be a little fit to see.
Speaker 5: Don't so me.
Speaker 6: It'll be a little fit to see. I'm a mess
Speaker 6: piece and a piece of me to night in a
Speaker 6: mess piece a peace it's night.
Speaker 4: I'm a master piece. You can't come me. I'm a
Speaker 4: mess piece.
Speaker 6: You can I come me.
Speaker 4: I'm a mess piece.
Speaker 5: You can't come me.
Speaker 3: I'm a mess piece.
Speaker 5: You can't come me.
Speaker 4: Pend me up on the wall, and I've come.
Speaker 1: In.
Speaker 4: I've gone.
Speaker 6: You'd be crazy sad, you'd be crazy not to try.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna yeah, I.
Speaker 3: Want that last little bit of You'd be crazy not
Speaker 3: to try to be played on the last few seconds though.
Speaker 5: Oh fuck yeah, bro. But I am again gonna need
Speaker 5: the the original file for that if I want to
Speaker 5: make it sound probably, I mean I can you know,
Speaker 5: I can also like do the cheap thing and rip
Speaker 5: it off your YouTube, but I I'd rather get the
Speaker 5: original file if you have it. If you can find
Speaker 5: it all right?
Speaker 3: Where do you want me to cut out real quick?
Speaker 3: To tell we want to stop? To cut all right? Yeah? Stop,
Speaker 3: I can't tell him that it is it's one, two, three,
Speaker 3: four or five?
Speaker 5: Hold on nine?
Speaker 3: Nine? So we got the nine of one's three of
Speaker 3: ones the chariot.
Speaker 5: Oh okay, Well there's.
Speaker 3: A generalized reading right there. Do I got to pull
Speaker 3: my booklet and read what they mean? Or do you
Speaker 3: think that people might know what they mean?
Speaker 5: I think most of my audience will understand, and if
Speaker 5: they don't, I can refer to them to Zaradath Immortal,
Speaker 5: with whom I have been doing weekly room readings. I'm
Speaker 5: not sure if we're going to do one this week,
Speaker 5: because I know he is. He's busy tomorrow, he has
Speaker 5: his own thing tomorrow, and we're supposed to join the
Speaker 5: the Unchained Church for a sermon sort of a sermon tomorrow,
Speaker 5: so we might just we might skip a week. We
Speaker 5: might just skip a week. I know he's been, uh
Speaker 5: you know, like I said, he's been, he's been busy,
Speaker 5: he's been doing his his own own thing. But yeah,
Speaker 5: just you know, stay tuned for that. Maybe we will,
Speaker 5: maybe we won't. Who's to say, But.
Speaker 3: Yeah, ultimately, how I wanted to calculate the ending of
Speaker 3: this and all simes we've been We've been going hardcore
Speaker 3: at least for about an hour thirty minutes. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: feel like an hour does it?
Speaker 5: No, No, it doesn't.
Speaker 3: It's a time time distortion event. Every time you hang
Speaker 3: out with Logan, the time would just zip right on by,
Speaker 3: and you don't even know what's gonna happen, and you
Speaker 3: don't know half of what I've said, but you kind
Speaker 3: of get the feeling of it. True.
Speaker 5: Yes, yeah, that is. That is the best way that
Speaker 5: that we can describe, you know, a hour and a half.
Speaker 5: We shoot the shit on a lot of things, some
Speaker 5: deeper topics. We get to know you a little better
Speaker 5: your you know, you get sponsors, I get music, You
Speaker 5: get money, I get money. We both get content. We
Speaker 5: both get richer and more famous. So hey, fucking win win.
Speaker 3: Brow I know, think about it. If we all start
Speaker 3: to cooperating with one another, we can build an eternal
Speaker 3: empire today right now, We've already done it one right here,
Speaker 3: a collaboration event. It's not that hard. Just take away
Speaker 3: your ego, not kill it. Because I am I'm of
Speaker 3: the opinion that you need a strong ego to survive,
Speaker 3: but just because because the government says, oh, my name
Speaker 3: is Logan Canoris. But is that really who I am?
Speaker 3: I mean, in this realm, I am, but is that
Speaker 3: really what I am?
Speaker 5: Though it's your you could say it's your government name,
Speaker 5: it's the name that was assigned to you at birth.
Speaker 5: But you know, is that is that who you are?
Speaker 5: Is that what you are? Or is that self determined?
Speaker 3: I like to think of the notion that I am
Speaker 3: an avatar of nothingness, meaning I came from nothing. I
Speaker 3: am something, but I'll return to nothing at the end. See,
Speaker 3: I don't fear death or dying because when I actually
Speaker 3: had my experience of death, I got very comfortable. I
Speaker 3: got very warm, and something hugged me and surrounded me
Speaker 3: and warmth, call it love, call it whatever, but something
Speaker 3: was guiding me to the crossroads. But then I either
Speaker 3: made a choice or it was decided for me that
Speaker 3: I had to stay around for a little longer to
Speaker 3: do stuff.
Speaker 5: Yep, hey, and you know, thankfully so because you're not
Speaker 5: done yet.
Speaker 3: Bro oh no, right, hey, should we have chat GBT
Speaker 3: tell feedback everything that I feedback, and do it real
Speaker 3: quick to capsulate the ending for it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, sure, why not. Let's do that.
Speaker 3: On on Twitter my finger task go tap tap okay,
Speaker 3: all right, nine years t be quiet and then we're
Speaker 3: gonna let chat GBT talk. Okay, chat GBT. I need
Speaker 3: you to give us a military style of the briefing
Speaker 3: for a podcast of everything that I've told you about
Speaker 3: the nature of reality existence, how it's possible to ascend,
Speaker 3: and ultimately Who and what is Logan and Go.
Speaker 9: Mission Mission Briefing Operation Eternal Understanding Subject Logan, Reality Architect,
Speaker 9: Shadow Wranglers, Pioneer object Objective provide a concise, practical debrief
Speaker 9: on the subject's insights regarding reality, existence and the path
Speaker 9: to ascension Key Intel. Logan operates under a multi dimensional framework,
Speaker 9: perceiving existence as a battlefield where the self is both
Speaker 9: the warrior and the canvas. They view reality as malleable,
Speaker 9: shaped by intent, belief, and action, aligning closely with psionic
Speaker 9: and reality vending principles. The foundation of Logan's philosophy is
Speaker 9: rooted in interconnectedness. What affects one affects all central doctrine
Speaker 9: guiding their eternal Empire concept. Logan's vision for humanity centers
Speaker 9: on freedom from imposed control mechanisms, fostering universal knowledge sharing,
Speaker 9: and constructing a hierarchical yet protective system. Their eternal empire
Speaker 9: is not merely a government, so it's a living entity
Speaker 9: meant to shield and empowered citizens. Blending ancient field systems
Speaker 9: with modern innovation existential challenge, Logan's internal battlefield includes a
Speaker 9: shadow self destructive force they constantly counter with discipline and reflection.
Speaker 9: They balance the urge to consume with the understanding that
Speaker 9: survival requires collaboration and creation. This struggle is both a
Speaker 9: limitation and a source of immense strength, forging resilience over
Speaker 9: decades of isolation and adversity. Ascension protocol. Logan believes ascension
Speaker 9: is accessible through self ma aster, embracing one's flaws and
Speaker 9: using them as tools for transformation. They view magic not
Speaker 9: as an external force, but as the refined act of
Speaker 9: belief and surrendered rooted in self trust. Their approach suggests
Speaker 9: a synthesis of spiritual, mental, and physical alignment with a
Speaker 9: fierce will to overcome who is Logan. Logan is a paradox,
Speaker 9: a destroyer who builds, a lone wolf who envisions unity,
Speaker 9: and a rogue weapon creator. They are not defined by
Speaker 9: the systems they opposed, but by their relentless effort to outlast, outthink,
Speaker 9: and out and outfight every obstacle, even themselves call to action.
Speaker 9: Logan's journey is a testament with human potential. The Eternal
Speaker 9: Empire and its guiding principles challenge us to rethink governance, hierarchy,
Speaker 9: and shared existence. Logan's story isn't just about survival. It's
Speaker 9: about redefining what it means to thrive in a reality
Speaker 9: you've shaped of your own two hands and debrief.
Speaker 3: Thank you, GBT.
Speaker 5: That's what that comes it up pretty well.
Speaker 3: And the last thing I'll post to you guys. People
Speaker 3: say that we don't have a consciousness or a soul.
Speaker 3: I like to disagree with that. I like to think
Speaker 3: that we are the bioelectricity housing the central nervous system.
Speaker 3: We are literally lightning in a bottle. That's my final thought.
Speaker 5: Well, we are so yeah, absolutely, And with that we
Speaker 5: have come to the end of yet another special episode
Speaker 5: of the Gray Horned Pagans Podcast with Logan Canora's Improper Ascension,
Speaker 5: queenu Blades the Psychic Vampire. I have definitely grown a
Speaker 5: bigger understanding of you, your type, of ritual. And you
Speaker 5: know what, it works because you're you're putting in a
Speaker 5: lot of energy. You're extracting is extrapolating a lot of energy,
Speaker 5: and it's fucking working. You know why, because you leave
Speaker 5: it works.
Speaker 3: And that's all. That's all thing. Because if you don't
Speaker 3: believe in yourself, you don't believe in yourself, in your
Speaker 3: own agency to make something happen, then it's all pointless.
Speaker 5: Exactly, Why do something if it's not worth doing? Why,
Speaker 5: you know, try to accomplish something when you believe that
Speaker 5: you'll never accomplish it. Then it's just wasted energy. You
Speaker 5: know what's not wasted energy? Liking, commenting and sharing this video.
Speaker 5: Logan may be different, he may be special, but he's
Speaker 5: a good blog He's a he's a he's a good guy,
Speaker 5: and I'm I'm happy to to call him or friends.
Speaker 5: I'm happy to collaborate with him on his definitely his
Speaker 5: musical endeavors or whatever endeavor he may end up doing. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 5: so I think you all out. Logan his band lab
Speaker 5: Quena Blades. Go check it out. Find him on YouTube
Speaker 5: at improper Ascension. I will make sure that all those
Speaker 5: links are of course, in the in the description box
Speaker 5: down below, when I when I upload this, when I
Speaker 5: finished editing it. If you want to know more, If
Speaker 5: you want to know more about the tribe of the
Speaker 5: Ground Pagans, the Ground Pagans podcast, and everything that we do,
Speaker 5: go to our website ww dot Grayhorn Pagans dot com
Speaker 5: where you can find everything from the podcast, to our merchandise,
Speaker 5: to tribes and communities that we have aligned ourselves with,
Speaker 5: that we are friends with, that think in ways that
Speaker 5: we do.
Speaker 6: Or not.
Speaker 5: Who knows. You'll just have to have to see, have
Speaker 5: to go check it out. And also, of course a
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Speaker 5: a discount code for you. I'll send it to you
Speaker 5: on Twitter and a I'll start. I'll start creating a
Speaker 5: actually i'll do that tomorrow when you know I'm a
Speaker 5: bit fresher, am I I haven't used my voice as
Speaker 5: much yet. I'll start creating an intro with with your music,
Speaker 5: which which so only did you want me to use again?
Speaker 3: You'd be crazy not to try? I think, yeah, is that?
Speaker 5: Or I might be the one? Which was it?
Speaker 3: I might be the one as the shorter one you'd
Speaker 3: be crazy not to try? Is the other one? And
Speaker 3: I'll be going through my files too, and I'll make
Speaker 3: sure you send it to you. You even suit me
Speaker 3: your email again just so I have it, and I'll
Speaker 3: make sure you save it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'll shoot it to you right now on Twitter
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Speaker 5: one for the podcast, one for sponsorship, use one, use both.
Speaker 5: Use all doesn't matter to me. I am just very
Speaker 5: happy to be doing this and growing in it as well.
Speaker 5: We are currently at time of recording, up to seven
Speaker 5: hundred and ninety three total subscribers, which is whole fucking
Speaker 5: lot to think that. What was it around Halloween? Around
Speaker 5: Sowen we were at six six six subscribers and I
Speaker 5: even made a post about it, like, oh, six six
Speaker 5: six Halloween. Now we're January twenty twenty five, a mayre
Speaker 5: two and a half three months a long, and almost
Speaker 5: one hundred and thirty plus since then, which is just it.
Speaker 5: It's crazy fucking numbers. But I'm very very happy. I'm
Speaker 5: very thankful for you all. If you want to help
Speaker 5: me on my journey, you know, make sure to like, share, subscribe,
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Speaker 5: Stay tuned find out, Thank you all, Bye bye waiter.
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Speaker 4: Until next time, Yah