WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.200 --> 00:00:04.360 Oh those those clothes. Yeah, no, I get it. They 2 00:00:04.400 --> 00:00:06.879 don't look like if they would, it be something I 3 00:00:06.919 --> 00:00:10.439 would wear. But like one of them's business attire and 4 00:00:10.560 --> 00:00:16.399 the other one is just like I'm not depressed from 5 00:00:16.440 --> 00:00:23.559 my toenails up to my eyebrows. What. Yeah, sometimes I 6 00:00:23.559 --> 00:00:27.960 have to look normal, Like what do you want? I 7 00:00:28.000 --> 00:00:30.280 don't know. I was gonna go paint my nails black 8 00:00:30.320 --> 00:00:34.640 and probably go stare at the TV when it's turned 9 00:00:34.679 --> 00:00:37.920 off and imagine what good TV would be like if 10 00:00:38.079 --> 00:00:42.560 people were actually creative and like interesting. You want to 11 00:00:42.560 --> 00:00:50.000 come do that with me? No, didn't think so. Hmm. Okay, 12 00:00:50.560 --> 00:00:55.000 So you saw a green lady wearing that power suit 13 00:00:55.119 --> 00:00:59.439 and she was telling you that you got a job 14 00:00:59.560 --> 00:01:02.719 and you haven't seen her since. Like you've shown up 15 00:01:02.759 --> 00:01:09.159 to the job, right and they're paying you? Okay, Like 16 00:01:09.719 --> 00:01:13.920 do I make that kind of voice? I don't think 17 00:01:13.959 --> 00:01:19.760 I do, So that couldn't be me, right exactly? So 18 00:01:19.879 --> 00:01:25.359 what are you spazzing about? I don't know. You seem 19 00:01:25.400 --> 00:01:28.799 to be like really worked up over the silliest thing 20 00:01:28.920 --> 00:01:34.799 possible right now, and I just can't even Okay, look, 21 00:01:35.159 --> 00:01:40.280 I need to like go contemplate putting in a petlock. No, 22 00:01:40.400 --> 00:01:44.680 not like what is that even, like you know like dreadlocks, 23 00:01:44.680 --> 00:01:48.159 but like you make one singular one so you look like, 24 00:01:49.000 --> 00:01:52.359 I don't know, it's a cool look. I can like 25 00:01:52.599 --> 00:01:56.319 put jewelry in it and stuff. I don't know, I 26 00:01:56.359 --> 00:02:01.519 need one hundred and fifteenth piercing too. What do you 27 00:02:01.599 --> 00:02:06.519 mean that outfit looks like somebody who Look, I'm not 28 00:02:06.719 --> 00:02:11.080 here for all your d jabo stuff. I love you 29 00:02:11.479 --> 00:02:15.479 and I just want to be around you and feel 30 00:02:15.520 --> 00:02:19.000 as if I'm not alone when you're holding me, even 31 00:02:19.080 --> 00:02:22.199 though like you could totally have a heart attack at 32 00:02:22.199 --> 00:02:25.639 that moment and pass on to the next life, leaving 33 00:02:25.680 --> 00:02:30.319 me alone and the tortured artist that I am. What 34 00:02:30.360 --> 00:02:34.280 do you look? Okay, I can tell you where you 35 00:02:34.319 --> 00:02:38.240 saw that woman. Yeah, it's when you were at the 36 00:02:38.360 --> 00:02:41.919 library and like, look, a couple of weeks ago you 37 00:02:41.960 --> 00:02:45.960 were talking about how there's this like really pretty girl 38 00:02:46.000 --> 00:02:48.360 that you've met at the library, and I just had 39 00:02:48.400 --> 00:02:51.520 to go check it out. And as for the job, 40 00:02:51.719 --> 00:02:55.199 like I hacked into their system and I scheduled you 41 00:02:55.240 --> 00:03:00.719 as a new hire. Yeah, it was tots easy. I 42 00:03:00.759 --> 00:03:05.400 don't know. Look, I got you the job that you 43 00:03:05.599 --> 00:03:11.240 really really wanted. Most people would be thinking me. Instead, 44 00:03:11.360 --> 00:03:16.400 you're like totally bugging right now. And when it came 45 00:03:16.439 --> 00:03:19.199 to the library thing, like I just had to make 46 00:03:19.240 --> 00:03:23.439 sure that, like there wasn't a chance that some girl 47 00:03:23.479 --> 00:03:26.759 would come take you from me, Like maybe there's a 48 00:03:26.800 --> 00:03:31.479 girl that has like a lighter disposition and doesn't insist 49 00:03:31.520 --> 00:03:35.120 on sleeping in coffins whenever you're not sleeping in the 50 00:03:35.120 --> 00:03:39.759 same bed as them. Hey, I didn't think that that 51 00:03:39.879 --> 00:03:43.599 job came with two week paid to vacate and O sorry, 52 00:03:43.639 --> 00:03:47.800 you're right. Wasn't a vacation but two weeks where you 53 00:03:47.840 --> 00:03:53.520 got paid to like not be near me. Ugh, okay, training, 54 00:03:53.599 --> 00:03:56.479 all right, I'll use the word two weeks paid training. 55 00:03:56.560 --> 00:03:59.159 But like you wouldn't let me go. What do you mean, 56 00:03:59.319 --> 00:04:02.719 I wasn't allowed on the business campus, Like, I don't 57 00:04:02.759 --> 00:04:06.960 even think you try to ask. I'm just saying, like 58 00:04:07.199 --> 00:04:10.719 I could have been there and that could have been great, 59 00:04:11.400 --> 00:04:15.280 but instead I had to stay behind. So I bought 60 00:04:15.319 --> 00:04:18.519 a coffin and I was sleeping in it. And whenever 61 00:04:18.560 --> 00:04:21.800 you go like get drunk with your friends, I sleep 62 00:04:21.800 --> 00:04:26.879 in it because I'd rather be dead than sleep without you. Okay, 63 00:04:27.040 --> 00:04:30.360 you're right, I didn't sleep in it. That time I 64 00:04:30.399 --> 00:04:33.839 did creep into the window and you did wake up 65 00:04:34.000 --> 00:04:38.639 with me at your feet. I may have taken some 66 00:04:39.720 --> 00:04:44.360 handcuffs that we used for other reasons, what's great reasons, 67 00:04:44.959 --> 00:04:47.160 and handcuffed your leg to my arm. But like, that's 68 00:04:47.199 --> 00:04:50.360 another we can talk about that on another day. What 69 00:04:50.399 --> 00:04:52.040 do you mean I said we could talk about that 70 00:04:52.079 --> 00:04:54.160 another day another day? Okay, Well we can still talk 71 00:04:54.199 --> 00:04:56.639 about another day. Today doesn't have to be that day. 72 00:04:57.160 --> 00:05:01.279 Literally today, I need to con that are what tattoos 73 00:05:01.279 --> 00:05:04.000 I want to adorn my body with so that everyone 74 00:05:04.040 --> 00:05:07.519 can see the physical representation of the mental pain and 75 00:05:07.600 --> 00:05:11.800 torment that it takes for me to breathe every ninth second. 76 00:05:12.480 --> 00:05:15.519 Those ninth second breathing are very difficult for me, okay, 77 00:05:15.959 --> 00:05:19.079 because usually the ninth second is when I start thinking, 78 00:05:19.160 --> 00:05:22.279 oh my god, he could leave me again. I know, 79 00:05:22.720 --> 00:05:27.600 it's like an intrusive thought that happens every nine seconds. 80 00:05:27.680 --> 00:05:31.800 Why are we focusing on the nine seconds? Yeah? I 81 00:05:32.000 --> 00:05:36.800 was a gas attendant too. Yeah, I actually did go 82 00:05:37.000 --> 00:05:41.639 down to Miami with you. I absolutely was the hotel clerk. 83 00:05:42.560 --> 00:05:45.480 I have a lot of different look I do cosplay. 84 00:05:45.839 --> 00:05:48.439 I can make my films that face the different and 85 00:05:48.519 --> 00:05:52.199 after it's over time, I just gave up on, you know, 86 00:05:52.279 --> 00:05:55.480 making my skin tone different because you didn't seem to notice, 87 00:05:56.079 --> 00:05:59.040 which tells me that you don't really look at goblin 88 00:05:59.079 --> 00:06:02.519 girls that way, or maybe you just don't look at 89 00:06:02.560 --> 00:06:05.199 any female that's not me, which is great, But there 90 00:06:05.240 --> 00:06:11.319 were females looking at you. She didn't go missing, She's okay. 91 00:06:11.560 --> 00:06:15.240 She just needs to find her way out of the forest. No, 92 00:06:15.439 --> 00:06:18.120 because to be missing, someone has to not know where 93 00:06:18.160 --> 00:06:21.959 you are, and I know where she is, so she's 94 00:06:22.000 --> 00:06:25.639 not missing. What do you mean. I can't be doing this. 95 00:06:25.800 --> 00:06:28.600 You are way too much right now. You need to 96 00:06:28.639 --> 00:06:33.480 calm down. You need to listen. Okay. I think it's 97 00:06:33.519 --> 00:06:37.079 about time that we talk about taking the relationship to 98 00:06:37.079 --> 00:06:42.839 the next level. I absolutely will continue being every woman 99 00:06:42.879 --> 00:06:46.279 that I have to be in your life so that 100 00:06:46.480 --> 00:06:50.199 there's no need to have other women in it. It's 101 00:06:50.319 --> 00:06:54.839 like the perfect way to ensure that you're not going 102 00:06:54.920 --> 00:07:00.680 to end up meeting anyone else. So listen, oy here, 103 00:07:01.959 --> 00:07:06.480 I'm gonna make some chicken enchiladas. Sorry in chiladas it 104 00:07:06.560 --> 00:07:11.040 sounds so much better in Spanish when you see it correctly. Yeah, 105 00:07:11.160 --> 00:07:14.399 I've been like slow roasting some chicken for like four 106 00:07:14.480 --> 00:07:21.120 or five days. I made some mozzarella myself. You just 107 00:07:21.160 --> 00:07:24.920 take like pasteurized milk, a little bit of lemon drops 108 00:07:24.920 --> 00:07:27.839 and you can separate it. You salt it yourself, fresh 109 00:07:27.920 --> 00:07:31.399 and warm. It's so good. I did buy some cheddar 110 00:07:31.439 --> 00:07:34.199 because it takes way too long to make that, and 111 00:07:34.759 --> 00:07:39.519 I just made my own delicious little cheese sauce. Put 112 00:07:39.560 --> 00:07:42.439 some cilantro on it, but not too much, because you know, 113 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:47.399 just did some people think it tastes like soap. But 114 00:07:47.480 --> 00:07:50.079 if you put just a tinge, it's not too bound. 115 00:07:50.240 --> 00:07:55.279 Some salt and some pepper, and then I know you're 116 00:07:55.399 --> 00:07:57.759 not too much into spicy stuff, but I put some 117 00:07:57.839 --> 00:08:03.199 thupati on I promise you it's freaking and bomb. And 118 00:08:03.319 --> 00:08:09.319 then some caramelized onions what no, Like, I let them 119 00:08:09.360 --> 00:08:11.839 just simmer down and hear me out. I chopped up 120 00:08:11.879 --> 00:08:15.800 some like mushrooms, really really really fine, and I put 121 00:08:15.800 --> 00:08:18.439 them in with the onions and some garlic, and like, 122 00:08:18.480 --> 00:08:22.240 I'm telling you, you've never had inchillias like this. And 123 00:08:22.279 --> 00:08:27.160 then I made some handmade cornthtias and macho mahl and 124 00:08:27.199 --> 00:08:32.200 then I smothered them in at the cheese sauce that 125 00:08:32.279 --> 00:08:35.919 I also have on the inside, and they're really good. 126 00:08:36.279 --> 00:08:38.240 I twice baked them. I baked them the first time, 127 00:08:38.279 --> 00:08:40.159 then you put them back in for another five minutes 128 00:08:40.159 --> 00:08:42.399 on a higher heat so that they crisp up a 129 00:08:42.440 --> 00:08:45.080 little bit and it makes the cheese burn just a little. 130 00:08:46.399 --> 00:08:49.639 They're fabulous. And I made some Mexican rice to go 131 00:08:49.720 --> 00:08:55.639 with it, because why not. It's like, it's delicious. And 132 00:08:55.679 --> 00:08:58.240 then I have some homemade beekloth a die home and 133 00:08:58.360 --> 00:09:03.960 some squacamole. It's great, it's gonna be great, and it's 134 00:09:04.000 --> 00:09:09.159 gonna be wonderful. What. Yeah, Like it feeds your soul 135 00:09:09.440 --> 00:09:11.919 so that we can sit and listen to classical music 136 00:09:12.320 --> 00:09:15.919 and think about what torturous, tormented thing made someone want 137 00:09:15.960 --> 00:09:22.639 to create that beautiful piece of music. Yeah, exactly, Like 138 00:09:22.720 --> 00:09:27.000 were they imagining a thousand screaming babies or something, because 139 00:09:27.039 --> 00:09:30.399 you know, they didn't have birth controls. Every woman was 140 00:09:30.480 --> 00:09:34.279 just being bred all the time. I don't know. Was 141 00:09:34.320 --> 00:09:37.919 it just like the belief that they were, you know, 142 00:09:38.519 --> 00:09:40.840 never going to make it. Then they finally made it 143 00:09:40.879 --> 00:09:45.559 because they went from being starving artists like accomplished pianists. 144 00:09:45.600 --> 00:09:49.519 I don't know, huh, what do you mean? This isn't 145 00:09:49.600 --> 00:09:53.320 things that you do? Okay, well, it's things that I do. 146 00:09:54.480 --> 00:09:58.039 So let's listen to that and then put slipnot lyrics 147 00:09:58.159 --> 00:10:03.159 over it, and then maybe we could also like play 148 00:10:03.200 --> 00:10:07.200 some Pantera because Panthera' is freaking awesome, but like we 149 00:10:07.240 --> 00:10:11.320 can change the vocals and put them over some classical 150 00:10:11.399 --> 00:10:15.600 music so we can totally be like Pantera hipsters. It'll 151 00:10:15.600 --> 00:10:18.320 be great. What do you mean the band is the 152 00:10:18.360 --> 00:10:21.279 best part of Pantana? I mean they are, They're amazing, 153 00:10:21.480 --> 00:10:24.559 But like, it's not art if you listen to it 154 00:10:24.559 --> 00:10:27.080 the way other people do. You have to change the 155 00:10:27.240 --> 00:10:31.200 art so that it's just something only you get to experience. 156 00:10:31.360 --> 00:10:38.559 Otherwise you're just like everybody else out there. Anyways, I 157 00:10:38.639 --> 00:10:41.159 want to what do you mean there's more to talk about? 158 00:10:41.200 --> 00:10:45.440 What do you mean I'm being manipulative? If I'm being manipulative, 159 00:10:45.480 --> 00:10:49.480 it's just so our relationship can stay cope, aesthetic and happy. 160 00:10:50.600 --> 00:10:53.559 Do you want me to become like an emotional wreck 161 00:10:53.720 --> 00:10:57.039 and freak out and scream? What do you mean you 162 00:10:57.039 --> 00:10:59.320 would like to see an emotion different than what I'm 163 00:10:59.360 --> 00:11:03.399 exhibiting now. Now I have concern do you not hear 164 00:11:03.519 --> 00:11:07.480 the concern in my voice. Well, I'm really concerned that 165 00:11:07.600 --> 00:11:11.480 if you don't want chances subject, we're gonna end up fighting, 166 00:11:11.519 --> 00:11:15.200 and then I'm not gonna get dick down later. Listen here, 167 00:11:15.399 --> 00:11:18.399 I want to be dick down in Dallas, railed out 168 00:11:18.399 --> 00:11:23.159 in Raleigh. Yeah, I don't want to be tag team Tennessee. 169 00:11:24.320 --> 00:11:29.320 I don't mind some of that in Austin, I think 170 00:11:29.360 --> 00:11:33.080 a I don't mind a little bit of bump bumpin' 171 00:11:33.120 --> 00:11:38.200 in Boston. Yeah. Yeah, I'm getting neck down in New Orleans. 172 00:11:38.200 --> 00:11:42.279 That's fine too. Yeah. I have no extra people. I'm 173 00:11:42.320 --> 00:11:44.639 just me and you. I want to be able to 174 00:11:44.679 --> 00:11:48.360 have fun, is what I'm trying to say. Anyways, I 175 00:11:48.440 --> 00:11:55.679 love you. Hey, guys, you know Alexander here, Oh my goodness. Yeah, 176 00:11:55.960 --> 00:11:58.720 doing a lot of continuations of series, current series, and 177 00:11:58.759 --> 00:12:00.840 I'm not about still bring back to my I know 178 00:12:00.879 --> 00:12:02.679 I've said a dude in the past, and I did 179 00:12:02.679 --> 00:12:04.399 it a little, but I need to do a lot more. 180 00:12:05.120 --> 00:12:07.320 Shout out to dream Audio VA for being like, you 181 00:12:07.360 --> 00:12:09.080 need to do more serious and I'm like, I've done some, 182 00:12:10.080 --> 00:12:12.639 but I should definitely be working on these, not just 183 00:12:12.679 --> 00:12:15.799 do a bunch of one offs that one ELFs are fun. Anyways, 184 00:12:16.440 --> 00:12:21.639 inspiration for this I have never followed. I have. I 185 00:12:21.679 --> 00:12:24.480 have absolutely followed love interests in people that I've dated 186 00:12:24.519 --> 00:12:27.759 around to see and make sure everything was copathetic. I'm 187 00:12:27.759 --> 00:12:31.960 not saying it's okay, I'm not saying it's not toxic. 188 00:12:32.000 --> 00:12:34.120 I'm just saying it's something that I did and I'm 189 00:12:34.279 --> 00:12:37.279 really working on it. In fact, it kind of tore 190 00:12:37.399 --> 00:12:42.559 apart one of my last relationships, just being so super 191 00:12:42.639 --> 00:12:45.879 clingy and scared that you're going to lose everything and 192 00:12:45.960 --> 00:12:48.480 scared that there's so many people around who see exactly 193 00:12:48.519 --> 00:12:50.840 what you see in your person that they're going to 194 00:12:50.919 --> 00:12:55.720 take them. And yeah, I'm a lot so like I 195 00:12:55.840 --> 00:12:58.000 like to really get in to know all the people 196 00:12:58.080 --> 00:13:00.879 and whatnot. And again I went into this last audio 197 00:13:00.919 --> 00:13:02.720 in the series like I was a little bit of 198 00:13:02.720 --> 00:13:07.080 a goth drama queen. And when I was younger, at 199 00:13:07.159 --> 00:13:11.320 least I some people would say I wasn't Gothic because 200 00:13:11.320 --> 00:13:13.720 I had other interests outside of what people would dub 201 00:13:13.759 --> 00:13:17.399 as goth, but definitely the look if you saw what 202 00:13:17.440 --> 00:13:19.080 I looked like, you'd be like, okay, so she's a 203 00:13:19.080 --> 00:13:22.679 little what if my one friends say I got Gothic 204 00:13:22.679 --> 00:13:25.639 Barbie at one point, and also because I had braids, 205 00:13:26.000 --> 00:13:30.159 I got Gothic Rastafarian. But it's just because of the braids. 206 00:13:30.200 --> 00:13:32.200 I think you can have braids and be Gothic. But whatever, 207 00:13:33.360 --> 00:13:38.720 so that was it then. Anyways, I am so stoked 208 00:13:38.879 --> 00:13:42.440 because today, if you're listening to it, otherwise it is 209 00:13:42.480 --> 00:13:46.159 completely out. If it's not today, this video came out 210 00:13:46.480 --> 00:13:52.720 Lacey dropped. Lacey Audio dropped her music video on her 211 00:13:52.799 --> 00:13:54.960 nude channel, and you guys should go check it out. 212 00:13:56.000 --> 00:13:58.039 I will definitely be putting a link in the description. 213 00:13:58.559 --> 00:14:01.159 And I'm so proud of her. She made the music 214 00:14:01.200 --> 00:14:03.879 video herself. She sang it. She sings like an angel, 215 00:14:03.919 --> 00:14:06.320 and she's so talented. In fact, a lot of her 216 00:14:06.360 --> 00:14:10.159 audios feature her singing. I can't tell you, guys how 217 00:14:10.200 --> 00:14:13.480 impressed I am with her. And she's helping me with 218 00:14:13.559 --> 00:14:15.559 a couple of different things and agreed to sing one 219 00:14:15.600 --> 00:14:19.080 of the songs that I wrote so that she greatly 220 00:14:19.240 --> 00:14:25.000 inspired me to get done. So that happened. Anyways, I 221 00:14:25.039 --> 00:14:26.600 love you, guys, and I will see you in the 222 00:14:26.639 --> 00:14:27.960 next video. Bye.