Speaker 1: Oh those those clothes. Yeah, no, I get it. They
Speaker 1: don't look like if they would, it be something I
Speaker 1: would wear. But like one of them's business attire and
Speaker 1: the other one is just like I'm not depressed from
Speaker 1: my toenails up to my eyebrows. What. Yeah, sometimes I
Speaker 1: have to look normal, Like what do you want? I
Speaker 1: don't know. I was gonna go paint my nails black
Speaker 1: and probably go stare at the TV when it's turned
Speaker 1: off and imagine what good TV would be like if
Speaker 1: people were actually creative and like interesting. You want to
Speaker 1: come do that with me? No, didn't think so. Hmm. Okay,
Speaker 1: So you saw a green lady wearing that power suit
Speaker 1: and she was telling you that you got a job
Speaker 1: and you haven't seen her since. Like you've shown up
Speaker 1: to the job, right and they're paying you? Okay, Like
Speaker 1: do I make that kind of voice? I don't think
Speaker 1: I do, So that couldn't be me, right exactly? So
Speaker 1: what are you spazzing about? I don't know. You seem
Speaker 1: to be like really worked up over the silliest thing
Speaker 1: possible right now, and I just can't even Okay, look,
Speaker 1: I need to like go contemplate putting in a petlock. No,
Speaker 1: not like what is that even, like you know like dreadlocks,
Speaker 1: but like you make one singular one so you look like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's a cool look. I can like
Speaker 1: put jewelry in it and stuff. I don't know, I
Speaker 1: need one hundred and fifteenth piercing too. What do you
Speaker 1: mean that outfit looks like somebody who Look, I'm not
Speaker 1: here for all your d jabo stuff. I love you
Speaker 1: and I just want to be around you and feel
Speaker 1: as if I'm not alone when you're holding me, even
Speaker 1: though like you could totally have a heart attack at
Speaker 1: that moment and pass on to the next life, leaving
Speaker 1: me alone and the tortured artist that I am. What
Speaker 1: do you look? Okay, I can tell you where you
Speaker 1: saw that woman. Yeah, it's when you were at the
Speaker 1: library and like, look, a couple of weeks ago you
Speaker 1: were talking about how there's this like really pretty girl
Speaker 1: that you've met at the library, and I just had
Speaker 1: to go check it out. And as for the job,
Speaker 1: like I hacked into their system and I scheduled you
Speaker 1: as a new hire. Yeah, it was tots easy. I
Speaker 1: don't know. Look, I got you the job that you
Speaker 1: really really wanted. Most people would be thinking me. Instead,
Speaker 1: you're like totally bugging right now. And when it came
Speaker 1: to the library thing, like I just had to make
Speaker 1: sure that, like there wasn't a chance that some girl
Speaker 1: would come take you from me, Like maybe there's a
Speaker 1: girl that has like a lighter disposition and doesn't insist
Speaker 1: on sleeping in coffins whenever you're not sleeping in the
Speaker 1: same bed as them. Hey, I didn't think that that
Speaker 1: job came with two week paid to vacate and O sorry,
Speaker 1: you're right. Wasn't a vacation but two weeks where you
Speaker 1: got paid to like not be near me. Ugh, okay, training,
Speaker 1: all right, I'll use the word two weeks paid training.
Speaker 1: But like you wouldn't let me go. What do you mean,
Speaker 1: I wasn't allowed on the business campus, Like, I don't
Speaker 1: even think you try to ask. I'm just saying, like
Speaker 1: I could have been there and that could have been great,
Speaker 1: but instead I had to stay behind. So I bought
Speaker 1: a coffin and I was sleeping in it. And whenever
Speaker 1: you go like get drunk with your friends, I sleep
Speaker 1: in it because I'd rather be dead than sleep without you. Okay,
Speaker 1: you're right, I didn't sleep in it. That time I
Speaker 1: did creep into the window and you did wake up
Speaker 1: with me at your feet. I may have taken some
Speaker 1: handcuffs that we used for other reasons, what's great reasons,
Speaker 1: and handcuffed your leg to my arm. But like, that's
Speaker 1: another we can talk about that on another day. What
Speaker 1: do you mean I said we could talk about that
Speaker 1: another day another day? Okay, Well we can still talk
Speaker 1: about another day. Today doesn't have to be that day.
Speaker 1: Literally today, I need to con that are what tattoos
Speaker 1: I want to adorn my body with so that everyone
Speaker 1: can see the physical representation of the mental pain and
Speaker 1: torment that it takes for me to breathe every ninth second.
Speaker 1: Those ninth second breathing are very difficult for me, okay,
Speaker 1: because usually the ninth second is when I start thinking,
Speaker 1: oh my god, he could leave me again. I know,
Speaker 1: it's like an intrusive thought that happens every nine seconds.
Speaker 1: Why are we focusing on the nine seconds? Yeah? I
Speaker 1: was a gas attendant too. Yeah, I actually did go
Speaker 1: down to Miami with you. I absolutely was the hotel clerk.
Speaker 1: I have a lot of different look I do cosplay.
Speaker 1: I can make my films that face the different and
Speaker 1: after it's over time, I just gave up on, you know,
Speaker 1: making my skin tone different because you didn't seem to notice,
Speaker 1: which tells me that you don't really look at goblin
Speaker 1: girls that way, or maybe you just don't look at
Speaker 1: any female that's not me, which is great, But there
Speaker 1: were females looking at you. She didn't go missing, She's okay.
Speaker 1: She just needs to find her way out of the forest. No,
Speaker 1: because to be missing, someone has to not know where
Speaker 1: you are, and I know where she is, so she's
Speaker 1: not missing. What do you mean. I can't be doing this.
Speaker 1: You are way too much right now. You need to
Speaker 1: calm down. You need to listen. Okay. I think it's
Speaker 1: about time that we talk about taking the relationship to
Speaker 1: the next level. I absolutely will continue being every woman
Speaker 1: that I have to be in your life so that
Speaker 1: there's no need to have other women in it. It's
Speaker 1: like the perfect way to ensure that you're not going
Speaker 1: to end up meeting anyone else. So listen, oy here,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make some chicken enchiladas. Sorry in chiladas it
Speaker 1: sounds so much better in Spanish when you see it correctly. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've been like slow roasting some chicken for like four
Speaker 1: or five days. I made some mozzarella myself. You just
Speaker 1: take like pasteurized milk, a little bit of lemon drops
Speaker 1: and you can separate it. You salt it yourself, fresh
Speaker 1: and warm. It's so good. I did buy some cheddar
Speaker 1: because it takes way too long to make that, and
Speaker 1: I just made my own delicious little cheese sauce. Put
Speaker 1: some cilantro on it, but not too much, because you know,
Speaker 1: just did some people think it tastes like soap. But
Speaker 1: if you put just a tinge, it's not too bound.
Speaker 1: Some salt and some pepper, and then I know you're
Speaker 1: not too much into spicy stuff, but I put some
Speaker 1: thupati on I promise you it's freaking and bomb. And
Speaker 1: then some caramelized onions what no, Like, I let them
Speaker 1: just simmer down and hear me out. I chopped up
Speaker 1: some like mushrooms, really really really fine, and I put
Speaker 1: them in with the onions and some garlic, and like,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you, you've never had inchillias like this. And
Speaker 1: then I made some handmade cornthtias and macho mahl and
Speaker 1: then I smothered them in at the cheese sauce that
Speaker 1: I also have on the inside, and they're really good.
Speaker 1: I twice baked them. I baked them the first time,
Speaker 1: then you put them back in for another five minutes
Speaker 1: on a higher heat so that they crisp up a
Speaker 1: little bit and it makes the cheese burn just a little.
Speaker 1: They're fabulous. And I made some Mexican rice to go
Speaker 1: with it, because why not. It's like, it's delicious. And
Speaker 1: then I have some homemade beekloth a die home and
Speaker 1: some squacamole. It's great, it's gonna be great, and it's
Speaker 1: gonna be wonderful. What. Yeah, Like it feeds your soul
Speaker 1: so that we can sit and listen to classical music
Speaker 1: and think about what torturous, tormented thing made someone want
Speaker 1: to create that beautiful piece of music. Yeah, exactly, Like
Speaker 1: were they imagining a thousand screaming babies or something, because
Speaker 1: you know, they didn't have birth controls. Every woman was
Speaker 1: just being bred all the time. I don't know. Was
Speaker 1: it just like the belief that they were, you know,
Speaker 1: never going to make it. Then they finally made it
Speaker 1: because they went from being starving artists like accomplished pianists.
Speaker 1: I don't know, huh, what do you mean? This isn't
Speaker 1: things that you do? Okay, well, it's things that I do.
Speaker 1: So let's listen to that and then put slipnot lyrics
Speaker 1: over it, and then maybe we could also like play
Speaker 1: some Pantera because Panthera' is freaking awesome, but like we
Speaker 1: can change the vocals and put them over some classical
Speaker 1: music so we can totally be like Pantera hipsters. It'll
Speaker 1: be great. What do you mean the band is the
Speaker 1: best part of Pantana? I mean they are, They're amazing,
Speaker 1: But like, it's not art if you listen to it
Speaker 1: the way other people do. You have to change the
Speaker 1: art so that it's just something only you get to experience.
Speaker 1: Otherwise you're just like everybody else out there. Anyways, I
Speaker 1: want to what do you mean there's more to talk about?
Speaker 1: What do you mean I'm being manipulative? If I'm being manipulative,
Speaker 1: it's just so our relationship can stay cope, aesthetic and happy.
Speaker 1: Do you want me to become like an emotional wreck
Speaker 1: and freak out and scream? What do you mean you
Speaker 1: would like to see an emotion different than what I'm
Speaker 1: exhibiting now. Now I have concern do you not hear
Speaker 1: the concern in my voice. Well, I'm really concerned that
Speaker 1: if you don't want chances subject, we're gonna end up fighting,
Speaker 1: and then I'm not gonna get dick down later. Listen here,
Speaker 1: I want to be dick down in Dallas, railed out
Speaker 1: in Raleigh. Yeah, I don't want to be tag team Tennessee.
Speaker 1: I don't mind some of that in Austin, I think
Speaker 1: a I don't mind a little bit of bump bumpin'
Speaker 1: in Boston. Yeah. Yeah, I'm getting neck down in New Orleans.
Speaker 1: That's fine too. Yeah. I have no extra people. I'm
Speaker 1: just me and you. I want to be able to
Speaker 1: have fun, is what I'm trying to say. Anyways, I
Speaker 1: love you. Hey, guys, you know Alexander here, Oh my goodness. Yeah,
Speaker 1: doing a lot of continuations of series, current series, and
Speaker 1: I'm not about still bring back to my I know
Speaker 1: I've said a dude in the past, and I did
Speaker 1: it a little, but I need to do a lot more.
Speaker 1: Shout out to dream Audio VA for being like, you
Speaker 1: need to do more serious and I'm like, I've done some,
Speaker 1: but I should definitely be working on these, not just
Speaker 1: do a bunch of one offs that one ELFs are fun. Anyways,
Speaker 1: inspiration for this I have never followed. I have. I
Speaker 1: have absolutely followed love interests in people that I've dated
Speaker 1: around to see and make sure everything was copathetic. I'm
Speaker 1: not saying it's okay, I'm not saying it's not toxic.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying it's something that I did and I'm
Speaker 1: really working on it. In fact, it kind of tore
Speaker 1: apart one of my last relationships, just being so super
Speaker 1: clingy and scared that you're going to lose everything and
Speaker 1: scared that there's so many people around who see exactly
Speaker 1: what you see in your person that they're going to
Speaker 1: take them. And yeah, I'm a lot so like I
Speaker 1: like to really get in to know all the people
Speaker 1: and whatnot. And again I went into this last audio
Speaker 1: in the series like I was a little bit of
Speaker 1: a goth drama queen. And when I was younger, at
Speaker 1: least I some people would say I wasn't Gothic because
Speaker 1: I had other interests outside of what people would dub
Speaker 1: as goth, but definitely the look if you saw what
Speaker 1: I looked like, you'd be like, okay, so she's a
Speaker 1: little what if my one friends say I got Gothic
Speaker 1: Barbie at one point, and also because I had braids,
Speaker 1: I got Gothic Rastafarian. But it's just because of the braids.
Speaker 1: I think you can have braids and be Gothic. But whatever,
Speaker 1: so that was it then. Anyways, I am so stoked
Speaker 1: because today, if you're listening to it, otherwise it is
Speaker 1: completely out. If it's not today, this video came out
Speaker 1: Lacey dropped. Lacey Audio dropped her music video on her
Speaker 1: nude channel, and you guys should go check it out.
Speaker 1: I will definitely be putting a link in the description.
Speaker 1: And I'm so proud of her. She made the music
Speaker 1: video herself. She sang it. She sings like an angel,
Speaker 1: and she's so talented. In fact, a lot of her
Speaker 1: audios feature her singing. I can't tell you, guys how
Speaker 1: impressed I am with her. And she's helping me with
Speaker 1: a couple of different things and agreed to sing one
Speaker 1: of the songs that I wrote so that she greatly
Speaker 1: inspired me to get done. So that happened. Anyways, I
Speaker 1: love you, guys, and I will see you in the
Speaker 1: next video. Bye.