WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.680 --> 00:00:01.919 On the dentance. 2 00:00:02.080 --> 00:00:05.559 Guys, we all on the winds, the loud and right 3 00:00:05.719 --> 00:00:06.599 by the same. 4 00:00:06.440 --> 00:00:07.000 Of the moon. 5 00:00:07.320 --> 00:00:12.720 We stand as one, a low beau mighty four. 6 00:00:13.039 --> 00:00:18.519 We haven't in hand, strip down the poe, protect this land. Oh, 7 00:00:18.640 --> 00:00:23.120 it's all father secret for so guide our souls to 8 00:00:23.239 --> 00:00:24.920 the sacred rhythm. 9 00:00:25.079 --> 00:00:29.120 Thanks Queen of the heart and home with love and grace. 10 00:00:29.280 --> 00:00:32.719 Make us hold sir, just when. 11 00:00:32.600 --> 00:00:37.000 Your fire and night guide us through the darken night. 12 00:00:37.719 --> 00:00:41.799 Help the mistress of life, Banta, show us the path 13 00:00:41.960 --> 00:00:46.280 with every breath, Pray up gores of love and what 14 00:00:47.000 --> 00:00:48.439 We honor you. 15 00:00:48.200 --> 00:00:54.359 No one and forever more than us to lease us. 16 00:00:54.880 --> 00:00:59.799 We call the ruins. We see your goals, uncles. Ride Okay, 17 00:01:00.600 --> 00:01:01.359 we said. 18 00:01:02.679 --> 00:01:05.799 Away the local laugh. 19 00:01:06.359 --> 00:01:10.159 We seen past rise on the winds last spring. 20 00:01:10.879 --> 00:01:15.640 It's too long for wits. 21 00:01:16.879 --> 00:01:21.200 What the yeah, it's like it's seven thirty my time already. 22 00:01:21.280 --> 00:01:24.000 We were supposed to record at seven. I went a 23 00:01:24.079 --> 00:01:27.239 little bit long with with Zarah Lath. Of course that 24 00:01:27.400 --> 00:01:31.480 is on me, That is on me, but yeah, so welcome, 25 00:01:31.799 --> 00:01:37.560 welcome back everyone to the Gray Horn Pagans podcast. Going 26 00:01:37.680 --> 00:01:40.840 from the room reading live stream with Zarah Leath straight 27 00:01:40.959 --> 00:01:46.400 into a podcast recording slash live stream on Twitch because 28 00:01:46.439 --> 00:01:48.840 I want to see if that's if that still works 29 00:01:50.120 --> 00:01:54.000 because for some reason it has issues with streaming live 30 00:01:54.079 --> 00:01:58.200 on Twitch. I have no idea why, but yeah, okay, 31 00:01:58.200 --> 00:02:00.719 it's life now. So there's actually some con and coming 32 00:02:00.760 --> 00:02:05.840 on which as well. I am here for the third 33 00:02:06.519 --> 00:02:12.439 time now with the Queen of Blades, Improper Ascension, the 34 00:02:12.960 --> 00:02:20.599 energetic vampire man that goes by many names, many identities, entities, 35 00:02:20.800 --> 00:02:23.400 mister Logan, Logan Canoris. What's up? 36 00:02:23.400 --> 00:02:23.520 Bro? 37 00:02:23.840 --> 00:02:26.759 Got to hey, good time going on. 38 00:02:26.840 --> 00:02:30.639 For a third time. You're becoming a regular. 39 00:02:32.240 --> 00:02:34.479 That's fine with me because when it comes down to 40 00:02:34.680 --> 00:02:37.080 what affects one affects all, and I would in my 41 00:02:37.400 --> 00:02:39.520 catch phrase that I al was gonna repeat until the 42 00:02:39.560 --> 00:02:42.879 day I die, positivity and optimism is a choice, not 43 00:02:42.960 --> 00:02:43.759 a consequence. 44 00:02:46.039 --> 00:02:50.520 Oh yeah, hell yeah, Bro, you've been working working hard. 45 00:02:50.520 --> 00:02:52.879 You've been working hard on your your music, like you 46 00:02:53.039 --> 00:02:55.800 just you know, just showed me. Let me listen to 47 00:02:56.039 --> 00:03:00.479 a bit of one of the songs that you produced. 48 00:03:00.520 --> 00:03:05.879 It's it's a work in progress, but you know it's you. 49 00:03:05.879 --> 00:03:11.240 You have, you have potential. There is there's methods to 50 00:03:11.240 --> 00:03:16.639 to the madness, which is something I didn't think I 51 00:03:16.639 --> 00:03:21.199 I would have said, what like even maybe a year 52 00:03:21.360 --> 00:03:24.919 year ago. I don't know. There seems to be like 53 00:03:25.039 --> 00:03:31.400 your your madness is coming together somehow. It's not just spraying. 54 00:03:31.479 --> 00:03:33.479 It seems to be more focused. 55 00:03:34.120 --> 00:03:36.520 When it comes down. See the one thing about insanity 56 00:03:36.599 --> 00:03:39.759 and madness. I also go with the name the moniker 57 00:03:39.759 --> 00:03:43.039 of the mad philosopher that dwells in the halls of madness. 58 00:03:43.759 --> 00:03:46.639 That is a name that will never be repeated in 59 00:03:46.680 --> 00:03:49.879 the history of mankind. I swear on it. The thing 60 00:03:49.919 --> 00:03:52.879 with insanity, right, Imagine you know when you get confused 61 00:03:52.879 --> 00:03:53.599 and you get. 62 00:03:53.439 --> 00:03:54.840 Migraines and stuff like that. 63 00:03:55.120 --> 00:03:58.520 Imagine that's constant twenty four to seven and you're confused, 64 00:03:58.960 --> 00:04:01.039 like you don't know who you are are. Why am 65 00:04:01.080 --> 00:04:04.000 I feeling emotions? What are emotions? What do words mean? 66 00:04:04.120 --> 00:04:07.159 What's the definition of Hello? You're always in a state 67 00:04:07.159 --> 00:04:11.199 of fog and confusion. Luckily for me, Thank goodness for me, 68 00:04:11.240 --> 00:04:13.879 and praise the gods for this one. I'm on medication 69 00:04:14.039 --> 00:04:17.120 that actually helps me put my insanity at bay. 70 00:04:20.120 --> 00:04:26.000 That's good. I mean, if medication like actually helps them 71 00:04:26.079 --> 00:04:29.439 all for it. But I have a bad personal experience 72 00:04:30.079 --> 00:04:32.839 with it, so I try to stay away from it. 73 00:04:33.319 --> 00:04:36.519 But I am not like entirely anti. 74 00:04:36.639 --> 00:04:40.560 It, because honestly, when it comes down to it, it's 75 00:04:40.639 --> 00:04:45.720 not just mental illness really comes down to biochemical stuff, 76 00:04:46.000 --> 00:04:47.839 and of course you have trauma and all this other 77 00:04:47.920 --> 00:04:49.920 nonsense that happens with it, and you know that's part 78 00:04:49.920 --> 00:04:51.800 of it. It's just you gotta remember like people that 79 00:04:51.839 --> 00:04:54.680 are mentally ill, it's like they don't know what's happening 80 00:04:54.680 --> 00:04:55.000 to them. 81 00:04:55.199 --> 00:04:56.439 They just want to feel okay. 82 00:04:57.040 --> 00:05:00.199 And being a paranoid sciutopreneic like myself, I experience it's 83 00:05:00.279 --> 00:05:01.839 things beyond three dimensions. 84 00:05:03.040 --> 00:05:04.800 I don't know how to describe it. 85 00:05:04.839 --> 00:05:08.240 I feel, I feel physical sensations, like someone moving, you know, 86 00:05:08.319 --> 00:05:11.720 like putting a hand on my shoulder, or get being touched. 87 00:05:11.759 --> 00:05:16.720 I hallucinate with visuals and audio, hallucinations and delusions of 88 00:05:16.759 --> 00:05:19.000 grangeer and all this other stuff. And I'm just sitting 89 00:05:19.000 --> 00:05:23.839 here like, oh, the sky disappeared just now, that's new 90 00:05:24.600 --> 00:05:25.160 moving on. 91 00:05:26.360 --> 00:05:30.120 Yeah, So what this really reminds me of what you 92 00:05:30.439 --> 00:05:33.319 what you just said, And I mean, this is gonna 93 00:05:33.319 --> 00:05:36.600 get me a fucking copyright strip, but I'll try and 94 00:05:37.120 --> 00:05:40.800 circumvent it. Is from American Psycho which is one of 95 00:05:40.839 --> 00:05:43.240 my favorite movies. Let me know if you can hear it. 96 00:05:44.879 --> 00:05:46.560 Oh, I got it, excellent track. 97 00:05:47.519 --> 00:05:52.000 But there is no really only an entity, something illusory. 98 00:05:53.000 --> 00:05:55.639 And though I can hide my cold gaze and you 99 00:05:55.680 --> 00:05:58.600 can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and 100 00:05:58.639 --> 00:06:03.079 maybe you can even sense lifestyles are probably comfortable, I 101 00:06:03.800 --> 00:06:06.360 simply am not there. 102 00:06:09.600 --> 00:06:13.120 Like whenever you say things like that, that is like 103 00:06:13.240 --> 00:06:17.759 where my mind goes right away, because it's so it's 104 00:06:17.759 --> 00:06:19.160 so weird, it's so freaky. 105 00:06:19.639 --> 00:06:22.759 It's it's it's what happens if you were to take 106 00:06:22.800 --> 00:06:25.920 a baby, not love it, not take care of it, 107 00:06:26.040 --> 00:06:29.000 not raise it, keep it around for government money, and 108 00:06:29.160 --> 00:06:31.839 basically just feed it fast food and put it in 109 00:06:31.879 --> 00:06:36.279 front of TV. The soul gets corrupted and fractaled or 110 00:06:36.360 --> 00:06:39.399 turns into fractals. That's what happened to me at age 111 00:06:39.439 --> 00:06:42.120 four years old. I had so much stuff happened to me. 112 00:06:42.160 --> 00:06:46.920 A perfect storm happened that my psyche broke. Imagine a mirror, 113 00:06:47.199 --> 00:06:50.319 now break that mirror. Do you have many mirror or 114 00:06:50.360 --> 00:06:51.600 do you have one mirror? 115 00:06:53.800 --> 00:06:56.439 Yeah? I mean that is that is the classic imagery 116 00:06:56.519 --> 00:07:01.079 that you you keep seeing when someone is fractured. It's 117 00:07:01.160 --> 00:07:06.959 a broken mirror because you are split into into many pieces. Like, yeah, 118 00:07:06.959 --> 00:07:10.560 it is still one mirror, but it's not a whole anymore. 119 00:07:11.000 --> 00:07:16.160 It's you know, it's shattered. It's it's has become it 120 00:07:16.199 --> 00:07:17.720 has become many. 121 00:07:17.879 --> 00:07:21.560 It's no a kaleidscope. It's a kaleidoscope effect. 122 00:07:21.279 --> 00:07:24.240 But effectively that too, Yeah, that too. 123 00:07:26.199 --> 00:07:29.000 But yeah, if I'm not mistaken, it's been a while 124 00:07:29.000 --> 00:07:30.920 and I I just got back from running out and 125 00:07:30.920 --> 00:07:31.839 get myself. 126 00:07:31.560 --> 00:07:33.319 Some breakfast because I knew I wouldn't be able to. 127 00:07:33.319 --> 00:07:35.519 Make lunch, so I went down to McDonald's and got 128 00:07:35.519 --> 00:07:36.360 myself some breakfast. 129 00:07:36.360 --> 00:07:37.199 There's a good biscuit. 130 00:07:40.199 --> 00:07:42.040 Well, what what are the what are the fun topics 131 00:07:42.040 --> 00:07:44.240 we'd be talking about today or if anything else, you know, 132 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:45.879 let's just get into it and do a deep dive 133 00:07:45.959 --> 00:07:48.399 and let's tell people how to make magic and how 134 00:07:48.399 --> 00:07:49.079 to do alchemy. 135 00:07:49.120 --> 00:07:52.199 Let's go I mean, fuck it, why not? That's uh, 136 00:07:52.240 --> 00:07:54.399 you know, that's that's what you what you said, Like 137 00:07:54.480 --> 00:08:00.160 you mentioned, let's see the calendar of the nature of 138 00:08:00.240 --> 00:08:03.720 reality and madness. Answering all questions in the pursuit of knowledge. 139 00:08:03.879 --> 00:08:07.639 It's a very very logan answer. 140 00:08:07.279 --> 00:08:11.879 To give, of course, because if we're not battling the 141 00:08:11.959 --> 00:08:15.279 true enemy of existence, which is ignorance, what are we doing. 142 00:08:16.199 --> 00:08:19.319 That's very true, That is very true, and that is 143 00:08:19.319 --> 00:08:22.759 also exactly what you know, what I'm doing with Across 144 00:08:22.759 --> 00:08:27.040 the Pond podcast, which is a project that I have 145 00:08:27.959 --> 00:08:32.360 recently involved myself with doing a lot of stuff. And 146 00:08:32.399 --> 00:08:34.879 I got fool freedom there as well. So that's nice. 147 00:08:35.600 --> 00:08:37.000 That's always wonderful. Man. 148 00:08:37.440 --> 00:08:40.440 I want to go and take the initiative and say 149 00:08:40.519 --> 00:08:43.519 you are one of those hard working, well put together, 150 00:08:43.600 --> 00:08:46.000 squared away people I've met, and I just want to 151 00:08:46.000 --> 00:08:48.200 say thank you so much for always inviting me on. 152 00:08:48.360 --> 00:08:50.759 And I hope at least one person can. 153 00:08:50.600 --> 00:08:55.000 See the Madman says a funny thing that made me 154 00:08:55.080 --> 00:08:57.039 do a think, hmmm. 155 00:08:56.840 --> 00:08:59.519 Well, thank you, thank you for that. Yeah, it is 156 00:08:59.600 --> 00:09:05.720 hard work, because you know, security, security is a full 157 00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:09.559 time job. Podcasting content creating, Like if I think of 158 00:09:09.600 --> 00:09:13.120 all the hours that I put into it, that is 159 00:09:13.159 --> 00:09:16.240 pretty much a full time job as well, because it's 160 00:09:16.279 --> 00:09:18.639 not just you know, recording, editing, and then you know 161 00:09:18.720 --> 00:09:21.120 it's like oh, there you go, here's the show. No, 162 00:09:21.360 --> 00:09:26.279 it's recording, it's editing, it's making a thumbnail. It's thinking 163 00:09:26.320 --> 00:09:26.960 of a title. 164 00:09:27.519 --> 00:09:30.000 It's tags tags. 165 00:09:29.600 --> 00:09:33.200 Yeah, it's it's fucking promoting it because I mean I 166 00:09:33.240 --> 00:09:35.360 can just you know, throw it out on the internet 167 00:09:35.399 --> 00:09:38.559 and be like, go watch it, but it ain't. Nobody 168 00:09:38.600 --> 00:09:41.440 knows it's there. Who's gonna watch it? You know? 169 00:09:42.000 --> 00:09:42.200 Oh? 170 00:09:42.279 --> 00:09:42.399 You know? 171 00:09:42.559 --> 00:09:43.080 I give you. 172 00:09:43.159 --> 00:09:46.759 I give you free selfless promos every time because every 173 00:09:46.759 --> 00:09:49.879 time you pop on my feet on my hey fucker, 174 00:09:50.919 --> 00:09:54.879 hey individual support this man right here. 175 00:09:55.840 --> 00:09:59.799 Yeah, I do appreciate that, man, I do appreciate that. 176 00:10:00.039 --> 00:10:04.000 And that is also why I am still using on 177 00:10:04.120 --> 00:10:07.320 the the audio version of the podcast. At least I 178 00:10:07.799 --> 00:10:11.159 keep making new intros. I'm always doing something, but I 179 00:10:11.360 --> 00:10:14.440 still use the ruins of the Asian ancients. So what 180 00:10:14.559 --> 00:10:16.000 you made so you made for me, what you made 181 00:10:16.039 --> 00:10:18.559 for us, I'm still your room. That as the intro 182 00:10:18.679 --> 00:10:21.080 because it's just because it's a banger. 183 00:10:22.960 --> 00:10:25.080 It's all go. Let you guys in on a little secret. 184 00:10:25.120 --> 00:10:27.600 It's called s U n O. But you didn't hear. 185 00:10:27.559 --> 00:10:32.000 From me, no, But you are progressing well, like you're 186 00:10:32.639 --> 00:10:37.320 you're doing so so much, you know, like what is it? 187 00:10:37.480 --> 00:10:39.440 Like you you said the other day, like you were 188 00:10:39.720 --> 00:10:46.200 you made sixty just sixty tracks just boom like that, 189 00:10:46.480 --> 00:10:52.000 which is insane. I mean, then again you are insane. 190 00:10:53.120 --> 00:10:57.440 What better activity is there than make the air wavy? 191 00:10:57.600 --> 00:11:00.279 You know what I mean? What better use of your time? 192 00:11:01.000 --> 00:11:03.480 And the funny thing is if we could put if 193 00:11:03.519 --> 00:11:05.960 I could throw a plug. I'll be posting a lot 194 00:11:05.960 --> 00:11:09.159 of my work on Twitter and or I call it Twitter, 195 00:11:09.200 --> 00:11:12.000 but it's X now whatever elon you know, make your 196 00:11:12.039 --> 00:11:14.679 brand distinct or whatever. To me, it all be the 197 00:11:14.720 --> 00:11:17.360 little bird, you know, chipchip chip, little bird, you know. 198 00:11:17.559 --> 00:11:19.840 And I'll be posting it there. But you guys can 199 00:11:19.840 --> 00:11:23.799 find me at or using the AD symbol at death d. 200 00:11:24.080 --> 00:11:28.679 E A T H and O T E we are. 201 00:11:30.600 --> 00:11:33.399 And you'll find the moniker Queen of Blades just like 202 00:11:33.559 --> 00:11:37.240 right here, and you'll see an image of a funny 203 00:11:37.399 --> 00:11:41.320 of a very attractive woman going and giving a face 204 00:11:41.360 --> 00:11:43.159 and sticking her tongue out and stuff like that. And 205 00:11:43.159 --> 00:11:45.559 it's like the reason why I choose that is because 206 00:11:45.559 --> 00:11:48.240 that's just how I want to be personified. Because I'm 207 00:11:48.240 --> 00:11:51.320 not trans or anything. I don't have dysphoria. It's just 208 00:11:51.480 --> 00:11:53.600 I find it funny. It's like the guy called himself 209 00:11:53.600 --> 00:11:57.480 a queen, queen of what z yeah of. 210 00:11:57.519 --> 00:12:02.639 You buddy and band lab. Is it still roaming darkness? 211 00:12:03.080 --> 00:12:05.480 Yeah? Yeah, it's roaming darkness. And I made a new 212 00:12:05.519 --> 00:12:07.480 one that I have accents on my cell phone and 213 00:12:07.519 --> 00:12:08.840 I just called that one ascension. 214 00:12:09.519 --> 00:12:12.240 Okay, cool, I'll share a group which just you know, 215 00:12:12.320 --> 00:12:17.000 to to plug it for you. So this is what 216 00:12:17.039 --> 00:12:19.000 you are looking for? 217 00:12:23.120 --> 00:12:25.279 Yeah, yeah, look at look at the plays. I got 218 00:12:25.279 --> 00:12:27.519 six hundred and ninety eight plays. We almost got six 219 00:12:27.639 --> 00:12:29.320 nine nine three six nine right there. 220 00:12:29.440 --> 00:12:31.919 Yeah, sixty nine followers noise. 221 00:12:34.440 --> 00:12:37.720 And I already have two albums made for free that 222 00:12:37.879 --> 00:12:40.240 from the underground and with the amount of I if 223 00:12:40.279 --> 00:12:43.519 I put ten tracks per I got six albums coming 224 00:12:43.559 --> 00:12:44.240 up in the pipes. 225 00:12:44.600 --> 00:12:46.879 So already I already know like back in the day, 226 00:12:46.919 --> 00:12:47.120 all of. 227 00:12:47.120 --> 00:12:49.360 The music producers and stuff, I feel like they use 228 00:12:49.440 --> 00:12:50.480 this AI music. 229 00:12:50.320 --> 00:12:53.279 Generation stuff in their music back in the day before 230 00:12:53.320 --> 00:12:55.759 it's widely available. That explains why they have all times 231 00:12:55.759 --> 00:12:56.919 of party and be degenerates. 232 00:12:59.159 --> 00:13:03.639 Yeah yeah, that that that kind of you know, that 233 00:13:03.759 --> 00:13:06.120 kind of makes sense through your music, Like that is 234 00:13:06.159 --> 00:13:09.919 really how you how you express yourself, which is almost 235 00:13:09.960 --> 00:13:14.240 the most ancient way of expression, pure expressions through music. 236 00:13:14.399 --> 00:13:19.039 Ask anyone ask anyone remotely interested in history or tribal 237 00:13:19.080 --> 00:13:21.840 people or just any fucking people what has music done 238 00:13:21.879 --> 00:13:23.559 for them? 239 00:13:23.799 --> 00:13:25.720 Music is life, man, Music is life. 240 00:13:26.039 --> 00:13:31.240 Absolutely absolutely. I can't imagine having to live without music. Absolutely. 241 00:13:31.320 --> 00:13:34.799 But are you, like, how do I put this? Are 242 00:13:34.799 --> 00:13:39.000 you coming to like some sort of conclusions about yourself? 243 00:13:39.080 --> 00:13:41.679 Like is it therapeutic in a way for you? Like, 244 00:13:41.759 --> 00:13:46.000 are through your music and through creating your your music, 245 00:13:46.080 --> 00:13:51.120 creating your mad art, are you finding out things about yourself? 246 00:13:51.200 --> 00:13:53.720 Because that is what you know, what you'll often hear. 247 00:13:54.080 --> 00:13:56.399 I mean, first of all, the the art is a 248 00:13:56.559 --> 00:14:00.799 expression of the artist, that the create. It is an 249 00:14:00.919 --> 00:14:05.679 expression of the creator, and that it can work very 250 00:14:06.799 --> 00:14:09.039 cathartic as well. 251 00:14:08.919 --> 00:14:09.120 You know. 252 00:14:09.240 --> 00:14:13.200 I mean I have that with with the with the podcast, 253 00:14:13.240 --> 00:14:16.240 you know, like we'll we'll get we'll get onto a 254 00:14:16.240 --> 00:14:22.120 certain topic, and I just fucking I don't know, work 255 00:14:22.600 --> 00:14:25.600 very therapeutic to the point that has become a mean, 256 00:14:25.840 --> 00:14:28.399 you know, man, won't go to therapy to just start 257 00:14:28.440 --> 00:14:29.480 a podcast. 258 00:14:30.120 --> 00:14:32.840 I know, right, but actually doing the podcast is more 259 00:14:32.840 --> 00:14:35.720 cathartic than going to therapy. It is. If you guys, 260 00:14:35.960 --> 00:14:37.720 if you can, if you're can allow me one thing, 261 00:14:37.960 --> 00:14:40.480 there's this one song that I think is actually really 262 00:14:40.519 --> 00:14:42.960 beautiful that ties into it and actually answers your question. 263 00:14:43.360 --> 00:14:45.120 You'll give me a hero a second. 264 00:14:45.720 --> 00:14:47.919 I'll go right ahead. I mean, I know you're like 265 00:14:48.000 --> 00:14:52.679 your music is very much a reflection of you. So 266 00:14:52.799 --> 00:14:55.840 it's just, you know, just curious since you're doing so much. 267 00:14:56.279 --> 00:14:58.759 I've found one and it's exactly three two one, which 268 00:14:58.759 --> 00:15:02.879 is one two three reverse synchronicities, patterns are everywhere. If 269 00:15:02.919 --> 00:15:05.360 you would allow me to play this one, this one 270 00:15:05.399 --> 00:15:08.639 won't be copyrighted because I created it, I own the IP, 271 00:15:09.159 --> 00:15:12.879 and I give consent because it's a tie in, right, Okay, 272 00:15:12.960 --> 00:15:16.200 how by music affects me. It's very cathartic. It releases 273 00:15:16.600 --> 00:15:19.320 a lot of anger and aggression, and instead of going 274 00:15:19.360 --> 00:15:23.799 in punching a wall or hurting people, I am using 275 00:15:23.840 --> 00:15:26.559 it to make grunge art, grunge music. 276 00:15:26.600 --> 00:15:27.879 I'm making it come back baby. 277 00:15:28.759 --> 00:15:29.799 Hell yeah, bron. 278 00:15:31.840 --> 00:15:33.720 All right, let's get this all set up here real 279 00:15:33.799 --> 00:15:36.840 quick if you can allow it. But this one is 280 00:15:36.879 --> 00:15:39.039 three minutes and twenty one seconds long. Let me know 281 00:15:39.039 --> 00:15:45.799 when everything's up, un tell me in the press, play. 282 00:15:44.440 --> 00:15:49.279 It is up. So let's let's hear it. 283 00:15:49.519 --> 00:15:52.559 Let's see three two one, Let's go. We have done 284 00:15:52.600 --> 00:15:53.159 this before. 285 00:15:53.360 --> 00:16:04.840 MK Ultra track number three by Eternal Empic. 286 00:16:07.080 --> 00:16:13.679 They grainways blowing. 287 00:16:13.440 --> 00:16:27.039 From the outside who. 288 00:16:31.279 --> 00:17:35.319 On living joy in my m h. 289 00:17:35.359 --> 00:17:36.960 Yeah, I kind of reallyed something with that one. I 290 00:17:37.000 --> 00:17:38.680 didn't actually fully bet that one out. 291 00:17:38.759 --> 00:17:42.680 I was trying to actually replicate the classic cassette tape 292 00:17:42.759 --> 00:17:43.839 sound like. 293 00:17:43.880 --> 00:17:45.640 Making it it was done. It was done through like 294 00:17:45.640 --> 00:17:48.079 a telephone, uh uh. Thing. 295 00:17:48.119 --> 00:17:50.039 It was supposed to be like, you know, like someone's 296 00:17:50.519 --> 00:17:52.440 The idea I had in my mind was like someone's 297 00:17:52.440 --> 00:17:54.039 in prison. And then it was like they want to 298 00:17:54.079 --> 00:17:55.480 listen to the favorite song and they put up to 299 00:17:55.519 --> 00:17:56.960 that they put up to the phone, you know what 300 00:17:56.960 --> 00:17:57.240 I mean. 301 00:17:57.880 --> 00:17:59.799 That was the idea, but it didn't really tie out 302 00:17:59.799 --> 00:18:00.319 that well. 303 00:18:00.440 --> 00:18:03.799 But the whole promise of the song was basically, I 304 00:18:03.880 --> 00:18:07.720 view myself as an mk Ultra test subject, volunteer for 305 00:18:07.759 --> 00:18:10.880 the program. God bless mk Ultra and all our volunteers. 306 00:18:11.400 --> 00:18:13.480 You'll know what I mean later on at some point 307 00:18:13.480 --> 00:18:18.640 in your life. But no, basically, imagine imagine living psychic 308 00:18:18.720 --> 00:18:22.119 or psionic weapon. Psionics deals with the nature of energy 309 00:18:22.200 --> 00:18:28.440 and vibrations rather than communication or you know, channeling. 310 00:18:28.039 --> 00:18:30.400 Right, Psychic and psionic are two different things. 311 00:18:30.640 --> 00:18:33.720 Yeah, Now imagine a psionic living weapon that breaks free 312 00:18:33.720 --> 00:18:36.920 of their mind control, goes rogue, and then they decide 313 00:18:37.000 --> 00:18:40.759 what happened to me shall happen to everybody else because 314 00:18:40.759 --> 00:18:43.400 obviously the gods don't care, so why should I? And 315 00:18:43.440 --> 00:18:46.000 he goes and destroys all the creation and the omniverse. 316 00:18:46.960 --> 00:18:48.240 That's the idea of the song. 317 00:18:49.920 --> 00:18:53.440 You're gonna have to send me the original though for 318 00:18:53.559 --> 00:18:57.559 the editing, because it's it's but you know, of course 319 00:18:57.599 --> 00:19:00.799 it is a is a banger of a offics on 320 00:19:00.920 --> 00:19:04.319 and I've followed you on that account as well. 321 00:19:06.079 --> 00:19:07.680 So thank you, thank you, thank you. 322 00:19:07.960 --> 00:19:08.160 Yeah. 323 00:19:08.319 --> 00:19:10.240 See, we get we get there. We get there when 324 00:19:10.279 --> 00:19:12.640 we work together and when we integrate. When we integrate, 325 00:19:12.680 --> 00:19:15.640 more ship gets done. Many hands lighting the load, all 326 00:19:15.680 --> 00:19:18.640 that thing. And the nature of reality is you know, 327 00:19:19.000 --> 00:19:22.160 we've all become disconnected from each other and the main 328 00:19:22.200 --> 00:19:25.000 purpose of existence then, the main reason why we exist, 329 00:19:25.160 --> 00:19:28.079 the meaning of life is to have an experience good, bad, 330 00:19:28.160 --> 00:19:28.920 bless her, cursed. 331 00:19:29.319 --> 00:19:32.839 We can all have utopia here yesterday. 332 00:19:35.000 --> 00:19:38.039 Yeah, pretty much like if we if we wanted to, 333 00:19:38.400 --> 00:19:41.640 we we could do everything if we wanted to. We 334 00:19:41.920 --> 00:19:45.759 like really set our minds to it. We can rule 335 00:19:45.759 --> 00:19:46.680 the world tomorrow. 336 00:19:47.559 --> 00:19:47.720 Now. 337 00:19:47.880 --> 00:19:50.680 The only thing that is holding ourselves, that is holding 338 00:19:50.759 --> 00:19:54.799 us back. Yeah, exactly is ourselves. You know, is the 339 00:19:54.839 --> 00:19:59.400 notion that other people are for some reason more powerful 340 00:19:59.519 --> 00:20:02.279 than we are, or you know, like everyone is always 341 00:20:02.279 --> 00:20:06.079 talking like, oh, you know the one percent percent. Listen 342 00:20:06.079 --> 00:20:12.119 to what you're saying. They are the one percent. There 343 00:20:12.200 --> 00:20:17.960 is strength in numbers. We have the numbers, so like, 344 00:20:18.000 --> 00:20:19.240 what the fuck are we waiting for? 345 00:20:19.599 --> 00:20:23.440 You know, everybody doesn't want No one wants to be 346 00:20:23.440 --> 00:20:27.319 the first one shot or beat Basically if it fails. 347 00:20:27.119 --> 00:20:29.480 Nobody wants to throw the first stone, you know, to 348 00:20:30.400 --> 00:20:33.240 you know, take a religious text kind of out of context. 349 00:20:33.799 --> 00:20:37.359 But then you get the crazy, schizophrenic mother motherfuckers like 350 00:20:37.440 --> 00:20:39.559 me who's like, you know what, fuck it, we ball? 351 00:20:40.119 --> 00:20:42.079 And when you take on the new World Order on 352 00:20:42.119 --> 00:20:44.680 our own terms, you know what I mean, the global 353 00:20:44.720 --> 00:20:48.079 cabal of a one hundred thousand year old satanic death cold. 354 00:20:48.119 --> 00:20:50.680 And you got crazy guys like me who's like, fuck it, 355 00:20:50.759 --> 00:20:51.119 we ball. 356 00:20:51.200 --> 00:20:51.880 I'll take you on. 357 00:20:52.519 --> 00:20:55.240 I'll be kind of I'll be kind of podder. I 358 00:20:55.279 --> 00:20:58.079 have nothing to lose. Let's fucking go. Yeah. 359 00:20:58.359 --> 00:20:59.440 Fuck it we ball man. 360 00:20:59.680 --> 00:21:01.559 Yeah, and you know, like I try to do the 361 00:21:01.599 --> 00:21:04.240 same thing in my own way with the Grand Pagans, 362 00:21:04.240 --> 00:21:06.920 with across the ponds, with you know, so many of 363 00:21:06.960 --> 00:21:10.480 the other groups striving communities that I have, you know, 364 00:21:10.759 --> 00:21:14.039 involved myself with, or that I am involved with, you know, 365 00:21:14.240 --> 00:21:16.839 like creating the communities, getting the truth out there, getting 366 00:21:16.920 --> 00:21:21.119 the the true nature of things, the true history of 367 00:21:21.200 --> 00:21:26.079 the world out there, realigning ourselves with it, reconnecting with 368 00:21:27.240 --> 00:21:35.519 our our ancestry, you know, because especially especially as Europeans. 369 00:21:36.359 --> 00:21:37.559 Self empowerment. 370 00:21:37.720 --> 00:21:43.240 Are you there, nasty white man, how dare you fuck you? 371 00:21:43.319 --> 00:21:44.279 Yeah? 372 00:21:44.680 --> 00:21:47.279 But the gud let's cast up pebble in his shoe 373 00:21:47.279 --> 00:21:48.839 one day maybe today? 374 00:21:49.839 --> 00:21:51.960 Oh and like a nasty one that gets deep. That's 375 00:21:52.039 --> 00:21:54.599 really fucking petty. But oh it's so fucking annoying. We 376 00:21:54.640 --> 00:21:55.160 all know it. 377 00:21:57.000 --> 00:22:01.960 How they get in there? Not even Shatgypt tells me, Yeah. 378 00:22:01.880 --> 00:22:04.880 Well I don't looking. Hell Like, if even Ai doesn't 379 00:22:04.880 --> 00:22:07.039 know it, then we're doing I guess we'll never get 380 00:22:07.039 --> 00:22:07.519 the answer. 381 00:22:08.640 --> 00:22:12.039 What here's an idea. What if rocks and pebbles move 382 00:22:12.079 --> 00:22:12.960 when we're not looking? 383 00:22:15.279 --> 00:22:15.559 Mmm? 384 00:22:16.920 --> 00:22:17.519 I like that. 385 00:22:17.680 --> 00:22:23.279 I like that, like literally rolling stones we touched on that, dude. 386 00:22:23.319 --> 00:22:25.559 Then we touched on that in our previous show. I've 387 00:22:25.599 --> 00:22:27.839 touched on it in other. 388 00:22:30.720 --> 00:22:34.359 I think it's a phenomenon that's in the Death Valley. 389 00:22:34.440 --> 00:22:36.519 I think where they got the moving stones that make 390 00:22:36.599 --> 00:22:37.559 trails in the desert. 391 00:22:37.720 --> 00:22:40.680 No, No, there's nothing around but the trail. 392 00:22:41.359 --> 00:22:43.920 I've heard that. I've heard about that. But you know, 393 00:22:44.039 --> 00:22:47.039 it's like the classic. You know, if a tree falls 394 00:22:47.039 --> 00:22:48.960 in the woods and there's nobody around two here is, 395 00:22:49.319 --> 00:22:50.599 does it still make a sound? 396 00:22:51.559 --> 00:22:52.759 Absolutely? It does? 397 00:22:53.200 --> 00:22:53.440 Well? 398 00:22:53.440 --> 00:22:57.039 How do you know, because I've seen a real tree 399 00:22:57.119 --> 00:22:59.480 fall before, and they do creak and they do explode 400 00:22:59.480 --> 00:22:59.920 make noise. 401 00:23:00.400 --> 00:23:03.119