Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what's his name, Robert something Grant?
Speaker 2: Robert Grant, right, okay, yeah, I think that they all
Speaker 2: have little.
Speaker 1: He's been doing.
Speaker 3: He's been doing like every day, not class, I mean
Speaker 3: kind of classes on sacred geometry.
Speaker 1: It's been cool.
Speaker 3: He's been drawing, and he'd be like, so he's almost
Speaker 3: like the Bob ross of, Like sacred geometry is like us,
Speaker 3: we start here and then you can connect to line
Speaker 3: there if you want.
Speaker 1: And then I'm like, wait, wait what, I'm like, why
Speaker 1: is yours not going to look like mine? I don't know.
Speaker 2: I need to do that. I need to start drawing,
Speaker 2: doodling that kind of stuff. That would be cool. Oh yeah,
Speaker 2: what did you think of my little alien lady?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah yeah, that's what I had on my list
Speaker 1: to ask you before we go. Yeah, that's weird, right,
Speaker 1: I mean yeah, I don't know. What did I think
Speaker 1: of her? I thought that way, I asked everything, what
Speaker 1: did you think of her?
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I was just kind of like, who are you?
Speaker 4: And she just like looked at me, and she like
Speaker 4: looked at me like I got to see her face
Speaker 4: for like ten seconds, just like boom there, and I
Speaker 4: was like huh.
Speaker 1: Maybe you're ready to draw you. Maybe maybe you're her,
Speaker 1: maybe she's you.
Speaker 4: I thought I thought there could be a relation, and
Speaker 4: somehow I don't I don't know, but yeah, that that
Speaker 4: thought did occur to me.
Speaker 2: I was like, hmm, maybe it's one of my incarnations
Speaker 2: or something. Right, Well, the.
Speaker 3: Other class that I'm taking, you know, he talks about
Speaker 3: and I don't fully onner. First of all, this is
Speaker 3: very complex information and it's in Spanish, so it's really
Speaker 3: kind of hard because like I'll get it in.
Speaker 2: I liked it, by the way.
Speaker 4: I liked the stuff that he was sharing on that
Speaker 4: one thing that I read. His English isn't.
Speaker 1: Amazing, but yeah, yeah, well that's that's the thing. I
Speaker 1: was like, maybe I can be his English coach.
Speaker 3: I was thinking what I was listening to this thing
Speaker 3: on Gaya because I was like, oh, I'm like, say
Speaker 3: I can help him there.
Speaker 1: I was actually like kind of taking notes in my
Speaker 1: head about that. It was distracting.
Speaker 3: But but he is really good, like the information that
Speaker 3: he gives is really good, and so so he's gonna
Speaker 3: do the meditation tomorrow morning. But oh no, he was
Speaker 3: he was saying like, okay, so there's this clock. Okay,
Speaker 3: so there's this, there's the clock, and there's like twenty
Speaker 3: four hours in the clock, and somehow like all these
Speaker 3: I don't know if it's all these lives, I'm My
Speaker 3: understanding was that somehow we each like we have this
Speaker 3: what I thought was like a soul group and as
Speaker 3: and so we have these groups.
Speaker 1: Although he didn't say soule group.
Speaker 3: But that was my interpretation of that, Like that's what
Speaker 3: I felt, although I'm sure he would have said sol
Speaker 3: group if that's what he meant. But anyway, it was
Speaker 3: like you everyone has to have like within that group
Speaker 3: one hundred and forty or experiences.
Speaker 4: It doesn't have to only be in this cy Oh
Speaker 4: that's what the one hundred and forty four is about?
Speaker 1: Then, yeah, he was.
Speaker 3: That was the number came in, and he had other
Speaker 3: numbers around twelve and twenty four and like hours on
Speaker 3: the clock but years in time.
Speaker 4: Okay, so you have so like that's how many times
Speaker 4: you're reincarnated as one hundred and forty four times?
Speaker 1: No, not necessarily.
Speaker 3: It sounds like what happens is you're in this group
Speaker 3: and everyone has to have an experience at all these
Speaker 3: different chakra levels. Maybe and and so or yeah, based
Speaker 3: on the chakras, I understood. And then like if you
Speaker 3: have you have your experiences, whatever your path is, you
Speaker 3: have that experience, but your feedback is going into this group.
Speaker 1: And so once we.
Speaker 3: All get to that like a certain like if we've lived,
Speaker 3: once we've gone through all of our experiences and all
Speaker 3: of these like repetitions of let's say you want to
Speaker 3: experience forness, then until you actually completely experienced it as
Speaker 3: an individual like that, that's your experience and you've added
Speaker 3: it to the group. But you as a different soul
Speaker 3: or different different entity would be wanting to experience let's
Speaker 3: say like love, and you would after you have like
Speaker 3: a completion of that experience and you've evolved through it,
Speaker 3: then that experience, like I don't actually have to go
Speaker 3: through that experience because you're able to transmit that experience.
Speaker 1: So even though it says like you're you.
Speaker 3: Know, like you have to reincarnate and learn all these things,
Speaker 3: which is true. But when you're with your group is
Speaker 3: like this network and that's the whole connection.
Speaker 2: See, you're sharing your experiences.
Speaker 3: You're sharing your experiences, and that's that's more or less
Speaker 3: like how that's.
Speaker 4: In the broader sense of the term, like that's what
Speaker 4: I do. Sort of feel like all is one or
Speaker 4: you know, like all of us are what I do.
Speaker 4: Kind of feel like we are all giving a feedback
Speaker 4: loop to this sort of exactly right, like you know,
Speaker 4: there is some sort of giant life review that belongs
Speaker 4: to the collective in.
Speaker 1: Some kind of Yes, yeah, I wish I was really I.
Speaker 4: Really started to try my darnedest to start really being
Speaker 4: conscious of my thoughts because I do think that those
Speaker 4: are forms that we create that live in eternity and
Speaker 4: like when you just unconsciously put a bunch of shit out there,
Speaker 4: like that's not cool, Like it's out there, beware about that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I don't want.
Speaker 4: To have my thoughts all the time, right it is
Speaker 4: it is important to be aware of your thoughts.
Speaker 1: I agree with that, But I also think, like, like
Speaker 1: tend to be aware of your feelings too. So if
Speaker 1: I feel get like if I feel agitated on something, or.
Speaker 3: I keept like replaying something like why is it that
Speaker 3: I went out for like one time during the day,
Speaker 3: Like you know, I haven't even got out.
Speaker 1: Every single day.
Speaker 3: And I went to the market on two day and
Speaker 3: I ran into somebody that I know, and I had
Speaker 3: I was wearing a mask, by the way, I've got
Speaker 3: I got this like mask, and so she and then
Speaker 3: I just had like this weird like interaction with her
Speaker 3: that I couldn't stop thinking about the entirety. I was like,
Speaker 3: why is it that, like my only five minutes out,
Speaker 3: like I had this thing that I can't stop thinking about.
Speaker 1: It's so annoying. I'm like, so, what am I learning
Speaker 1: from this? Like, what's the point of this? Why am I?
Speaker 1: Why am I going through all these things in my head?
Speaker 1: Why am I?
Speaker 3: Why am I like replaying this and stuff? And so
Speaker 3: I had to really think about it and go through
Speaker 3: some negative feelings about it, and and and I just
Speaker 3: I was like, all right, you know, I was aware
Speaker 3: of what I was thinking and feeling and just kept
Speaker 3: going back to, Okay, well, I'm just observing my own
Speaker 3: feelings of it and kind of just like observing it,
Speaker 3: so even seeing hearing my thoughts but not trying to
Speaker 3: stop them really because they just.
Speaker 4: Couldn't be a similar thing, you know, Like I was
Speaker 4: telling you about the that shadow work stuff that I
Speaker 4: was doing, where I feel like I've been trying to
Speaker 4: I've actually been trying to, like, like I've cried a
Speaker 4: lot more the last week than I normally do, just because,
Speaker 4: like I think I feel a lot of collective energy
Speaker 4: and a lot of collective like frustration and sadness, as
Speaker 4: everybody I think does, and I've been trying to really
Speaker 4: like let that go, like when the emotion hits, instead
Speaker 4: of repressing it or trying to change it, trying to
Speaker 4: work just like get it over with quicker, like go
Speaker 4: through it, allow myself to feel it in a non
Speaker 4: judgmental way, and then comfort myself once once like I've
Speaker 4: gotten the pinnacle of the emotion out right.
Speaker 1: I think that's.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a good way to process it, because otherwise
Speaker 3: you're just like suppressing.
Speaker 4: It, yeah, because normally I'll be like, like I have
Speaker 4: a narrative in my head where it's like it's like
Speaker 4: what are you crying?
Speaker 2: You don't need to cry and there's something to cry
Speaker 2: about right now, Like what what?
Speaker 4: Like this is just gonna be fine like that, like
Speaker 4: whatever you're you're over, you're over, you know, like rationalizing
Speaker 4: to myself why I don't need to be feeling the
Speaker 4: way I'm feeling, yeah, instead of just.
Speaker 2: Changing like okay, yeah, you feel this way, cry do it?
Speaker 2: Just do whatever?
Speaker 1: Yeah, right, that's good.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like it's like the classic parent of telling
Speaker 3: a kid not to cry, and then it's just like
Speaker 3: why not.
Speaker 4: And I've always been like a very private, private crier.
Speaker 4: I'm not quite yeah, I mean it has to be
Speaker 4: like an extreme circumstance that I like will cry around
Speaker 4: my friends or my my family or people. I mean,
Speaker 4: like most of the time I am I'm like I cry,
Speaker 4: like I'm human, I cry, but it's it's it's usually
Speaker 4: with myself, you know.
Speaker 1: No, that's the same here, that's the same. Yeah, totally.
Speaker 3: It's weird because yeah, we don't we don't cry with
Speaker 3: other people that often, I mean except for when big
Speaker 3: things happen, but sometimes you just want to cry, It's true.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, and it's weird. And like I'm trying to
Speaker 4: understand that about the human, about me or about anyway.
Speaker 4: Just yeah, like what why is that? Like that's weird?
Speaker 1: And we don't cry around other people or.
Speaker 4: Not even that we don't cry around each other, but
Speaker 4: like yet, like and even if someone is crying, you're like, whoa,
Speaker 4: what's wrong?
Speaker 1: Like are you okay? Like what happened, like, no, no,
Speaker 1: you don't don't feel that way. Try to change it.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, well and you try and make them
Speaker 3: laugh or be happy or something.
Speaker 2: Oh, I don't want you to be sad. I don't
Speaker 2: want you to be in this. Yeah, like let me
Speaker 2: let me get you know.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen that?
Speaker 3: There's a little video of the empathy and the sympathy.
Speaker 1: I think it was empathy and sympathy.
Speaker 3: I don't remember, but it was like a bear, you know,
Speaker 3: a depressed bear and like an animation thing.
Speaker 1: It's a video that I've seen a lot, like on Facebook.
Speaker 1: But anyway, it's like what's the difference?
Speaker 3: And then the bear is like in the hole and
Speaker 3: the other one's like, hey, why are you in the hole?
Speaker 1: Come on, you don't need to be at the.
Speaker 3: Home, and there's like I can't get He's like, goat,
Speaker 3: I can help you out of the whole.
Speaker 1: Out of the hole. We'll find a way to get
Speaker 1: out a hole.
Speaker 3: And and then like at the in the end, she
Speaker 3: finally realizes think it's a funny or whatever, But anyway,
Speaker 3: funny goes down and like just hangs out with the
Speaker 3: bear and then you know, the whole thing was just like,
Speaker 3: you know, like the empathy is just being with the
Speaker 3: bear in the hole instead of trying to get the
Speaker 3: bear out of the hole.
Speaker 1: When it's not ready to get out of the hole. Yeah. Anyway, Yeah, it's.
Speaker 2: It's feeling the emotions, man.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 4: And I think emotions are big, a big underlining tool
Speaker 4: that we don't understand how how to use yet. You know,
Speaker 4: like I feel like, like for manifestation and stuff like that,
Speaker 4: I feel like if we can learn how to work
Speaker 4: with our emotions, then we might be able to get
Speaker 4: better stuff done than we do.
Speaker 3: Absolutely, yeah, right, And also letting giving this space and
Speaker 3: the time to the emotion and.
Speaker 1: Just letting it be be. Okay that that's that I'm
Speaker 1: feeling angry, Okay, Yeah, that I'm feeling more whatever it is.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm feeling scared. Okay, it's okay, feel scared. It's
Speaker 3: okay to feel that way.
Speaker 1: Just acknowledge it. There's nothing wrong with it. It's a
Speaker 1: complete natural human emotion.
Speaker 3: And then at some point, all right, well are you
Speaker 3: ready are you still want to hold onto it?
Speaker 1: Okay? Well I'm keep holding onto it. Are you ready
Speaker 1: to let it go yet? And like check in with yourself,
Speaker 1: you know, and just be like, okay, right now, all right,
Speaker 1: I think I might be I think I might be
Speaker 1: ready to let.
Speaker 2: It go now. Yeah, that's perfect. I love that