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Speaker 4: Find Welcome to Mada Mysteries, where you don't know what
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Speaker 5: Hi, thanks for having me, and yeah, I'm excited to
Speaker 5: dive in and expand and all whatever directions like that
Speaker 5: spirit leads us. I mean, I love our mystic backgrounds.
Speaker 5: By the way, I just have to say that, yes,
Speaker 5: it's a synchronistic. So about me, well, I mean I've
Speaker 5: been on my journey for about ten years, you know,
Speaker 5: had a quickening pretty much like everybody else, just out
Speaker 5: of the well. For me, it was out of the blue.
Speaker 5: And I started my journey with the gene Keys and esotericism,
Speaker 5: Alice Bailey, Helena Bavaldski, which led me into Nick Lay,
Speaker 5: Tesla's you know, the whole shebang. I went into Tesla's work,
Speaker 5: Walter Russell's work, and Rudolph Steiner. So I've studied under
Speaker 5: a lot of esotericists and mysticism and been initiated, you know,
Speaker 5: through spirit into the higher I mean higher awareness, through
Speaker 5: the divine, the divine light leading me every bit of
Speaker 5: the way. So it's been a heck of a challenge,
Speaker 5: but it's very rewarding in the sense of I have
Speaker 5: lots of fruit to bear.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it really is cool like being on this this
Speaker 4: kind of journey, and we talk about it all the time,
Speaker 4: like all the wild synchronicities and if this place really
Speaker 4: is just a physical realm, as a lot of people believe,
Speaker 4: you know, whether they're atheists or religious or whatever, they
Speaker 4: think that this is just a physical realm and there's
Speaker 4: not really that much to it. I have a problem
Speaker 4: with that because there's a lot of synchronicities, a lot
Speaker 4: of dreams, like a lot of things that will happen
Speaker 4: in your life to where you feel like you're really
Speaker 4: on like the Fool's journey in a sense, because it's
Speaker 4: like thing after thing after thing, and it's always like
Speaker 4: perfect timing. Sometimes it's perfect timing. Sometimes it's like trying
Speaker 4: to get you out of your comfort zone a little bit,
Speaker 4: and it makes you scratch your head and you know,
Speaker 4: but that's part of the awesomeness of this journey. But
Speaker 4: have you so? I always like to ask everybody this,
Speaker 4: especially the uh you know, somebody like yourself. Who's you know,
Speaker 4: Claire Cognizant, You've been on this mystical journey here for
Speaker 4: quite a while. What do you feel about psychedelics? And
Speaker 4: have you ever partook?
Speaker 5: I have parttaken for sure. No, no shame in that.
Speaker 5: I actually because I experienced a lot of essay as
Speaker 5: a child and in my when I was in the
Speaker 5: Navy as well. I started my adventure with microdosing with mushrooms.
Speaker 5: In twenty twenty eighteen, twenty eighteen, twenty eighteen, I started
Speaker 5: micro dosing and to help heal from PTSD. And so yes,
Speaker 5: I'm actually a believer in the mushroom magic and the
Speaker 5: faushia network and the beauty of the herbs that nature
Speaker 5: provides and helps us reconnect to our bodies truly. So
Speaker 5: I've also fondled. I've also tickled synthetics twice with the
Speaker 5: l the ns and the d uh huh. And that
Speaker 5: was euphoric. I was. I was so paranoid of the ocean.
Speaker 5: And yes, I live right by the ocean. I was paranoid.
Speaker 5: I also like, Florida is shark central, Okay, it's shark capital,
Speaker 5: and so of course there's there's a natural like duh
Speaker 5: like safety mechanism, right, So I had never wanted to
Speaker 5: play in the ocean. And I never went past my knees.
Speaker 5: My husband, my son, They'll go snorkeling and like out
Speaker 5: past the buoys and I'm like, oh my god. But anyway,
Speaker 5: so I I fondled with the LSD to break through
Speaker 5: some serious uh fears within myself, and I just frolicked
Speaker 5: and played in the water like that was that was
Speaker 5: the place for me to be. Man, I was a
Speaker 5: mermaid reborn, it was it opened me up. So for me,
Speaker 5: I'm not one that I'm not one too. I've also
Speaker 5: used well it's not a psychedelic, but I'm not one
Speaker 5: to jump into the fire of ayahuasca. That's not something
Speaker 5: that I think that people should just jump into because
Speaker 5: would it would literally push the ship out of you.
Speaker 5: So you know what I mean. And I don't feel
Speaker 5: like that that is a very healthy way, like it
Speaker 5: sends your body into shock. I'm not saying that lsd
Speaker 5: LC is a gateway that they used that to open
Speaker 5: up the mind. It was very testing in the seventies,
Speaker 5: sixties and seventies, so you know, it opens up. You
Speaker 5: do see a lot of different realms, like whenever you're
Speaker 5: in the mushroom, Like I like mushrooms. I was very
Speaker 5: fond of making mushroom tea and inviting people into that
Speaker 5: type of experience shamanic, like a shamanic experience, as long
Speaker 5: as you're grounded and you're not going in there just
Speaker 5: like you know, like it's a party drug, it's not
Speaker 5: a party drugs, it's it is to help you open
Speaker 5: and expand you know, and so yeah, there's you see
Speaker 5: the world for what it is. So you're saying like, oh,
Speaker 5: you know about the dream and in your dream s, date,
Speaker 5: this is a thing when you're awake, like you and
Speaker 5: I right now, this is this right here, This is
Speaker 5: the dream.
Speaker 4: Yes, it is. I try and say that. I try
Speaker 4: and say that all the time when people are always
Speaker 4: arguing about is the earth flat? Is it a globe?
Speaker 4: I'm like, dude, it's a fucking dream. That's really all
Speaker 4: it is. Like stop taking it so physically literal, Like
Speaker 4: you know, whenever you go into like for example, whenever
Speaker 4: you do go to sleep at night, you go into
Speaker 4: a dream, is that is that a round ball? Or
Speaker 4: is that a flat plane? Or is that some kind
Speaker 4: of matrix or a simulation? Like it's probably leaning a
Speaker 4: little bit more towards like a matrix simulation dream type thing,
Speaker 4: and it does like it it feels like that, you know,
Speaker 4: because if it really is just a realm of your mind,
Speaker 4: then how are you able to see things that are
Speaker 4: Sometimes sometimes they're more real than this, Like the colors
Speaker 4: are so much more vibrant, and the feeling is just
Speaker 4: more encompassing and more intentional, you know, and uh, that's.
Speaker 5: Not limited to your senses. That's why, because when you're
Speaker 5: in the waking like in your waking waking state, when
Speaker 5: we're in our waking state, we're not we're limited to
Speaker 5: the five six senses or the sixth sense is what's activated.
Speaker 5: Intuition and all seeing. I like you're planning on pituitary
Speaker 5: the piezy electricity in the third eye right the way.
Speaker 5: When that's awakened, then you do see things more vibrant.
Speaker 5: But this is also like when people have a kiss
Speaker 5: of death, right they have that near death experience, they
Speaker 5: take like their life or the waking dream. They take
Speaker 5: it in instead of just it's a it's a bypassing essentially.
Speaker 5: So when we're awake, our senses dull out, they're not enhanced,
Speaker 5: they're not vibratory because of all of the distractions and
Speaker 5: like all of the hustle and the responsibility that's that's
Speaker 5: heavy on our spirit. It's weighing us down, and so
Speaker 5: we're not we're not viscerally experiencing the world to its
Speaker 5: to its fullest capacity. You know, we're dulled out here.
Speaker 5: This is not open. But when this is open. The
Speaker 5: heart is open, this is op your third eye is open.
Speaker 5: You're you're tasting all of the flavors, you're you're sensing,
Speaker 5: you're smelling, you're you're seeing everything more vibrantly, and in
Speaker 5: your dream quote unquote what they call the dream. See,
Speaker 5: that's not even a dream. It's you're you're in the
Speaker 5: astral you're you're in your natural state. And then we
Speaker 5: come back in and then we experience everything that's playing
Speaker 5: out within our genetics in this reality and so and
Speaker 5: then go back into the I mean, I can talk
Speaker 5: about this for days, but with the flat the flat earth,
Speaker 5: that is a math. It's for mathematics, that's why it matters,
Speaker 5: and perceptual reality. So yeah, play here's the thing. In esotericism,
Speaker 5: it's known as a logos the mind, the cosmic mind,
Speaker 5: because we're in Brahma, we're in the body of Christ.
Speaker 5: That's what the teaching is. The corpus Christie, it's the
Speaker 5: body of Christ. We are in a cosmic being. And
Speaker 5: so when you're looking at flatter globe, the globe model
Speaker 5: was playing off a sphericle, meaning that we work in spirit,
Speaker 5: which is the sphere. And then they took that and
Speaker 5: made it. We made it literal because everything that we're
Speaker 5: experiencing externally in this reality is a projection of the
Speaker 5: inversions that we have as truth. So what's truth in
Speaker 5: here is externalized as inversion, manipulation, lies, deceit because we're
Speaker 5: living in the time of fear or satan or materialism. Right,
Speaker 5: So because we're experiencing the cosmic beings root chakra, it's
Speaker 5: our root chakra, so we have to go through all
Speaker 5: of the lies and the distortions and the corruption. So
Speaker 5: what is truth that we know within us, it gets
Speaker 5: inverted externally by evil. So what's good is always inverted
Speaker 5: by like lower man mind, which is the animalistic, primal
Speaker 5: instinctual mind, the one that doesn't think for itself. It
Speaker 5: operates out of fear, and it's known as the profane,
Speaker 5: as the the ignorant essentially, and so that the person
Speaker 5: that is ignorant will take wise information, what wisdom, and
Speaker 5: they will use it to profit, to manipulate, to control.
Speaker 5: Oh I know this, so I can, I can I
Speaker 5: can be the king, or I can be the overlord,
Speaker 5: you know. And they represent that the the old man
Speaker 5: like not the old Lucaine and all old man, but
Speaker 5: the old mind, the lower mind, and we had to
Speaker 5: go through all of these processes. It's like because we're
Speaker 5: in a fucking giant dream and the cosmic being is
Speaker 5: meeting itself layer by layer, and so each layer is
Speaker 5: a fucking chakra as within, so without, as above, soul below,
Speaker 5: And like it's a planet. Was never called a planet.
Speaker 5: It was called a star. It's a wandering star. But
Speaker 5: the planet came in because it's a plane with a
Speaker 5: net of like influence. So my hands I got to
Speaker 5: keep my hands down. I will throw out the energy fields.
Speaker 5: But it's a plane of influence, right, So just like
Speaker 5: an airplane it flies over, it's a cold over the plane.
Speaker 5: It's it's a it's a chakra essentially, Okay, chakra within
Speaker 5: a cosmic being. And this is the heart field, the
Speaker 5: magnetic field where all is played out on the magnetic field.
Speaker 5: All is heart, all is love, and all is mind.
Speaker 5: The mind is perceiving through the experience, the expression on
Speaker 5: this magnetic electromagnetic field, and it's descending its its frequency
Speaker 5: into its cells. And we are the cells just like
Speaker 5: your cells listen to you, right, And then there's other
Speaker 5: cells that get cancer and then they start feeding on
Speaker 5: each other. Well, that's again we see that out in
Speaker 5: the world, right, gossip starts, then more people start listening.
Speaker 5: Telephone happens, and and all of a sudden, the cells
Speaker 5: are against the other person's like what did what do
Speaker 5: you mean? I didn't do anything? Like what the what
Speaker 5: is this? It is the bandwagon to get So again,
Speaker 5: we're living in this cosmic dream.
Speaker 4: That's uh, that's actually really interesting. There was a I remember,
Speaker 4: I think we posted about a video that somebody did.
Speaker 4: It was like a conversation with an AI like jat
Speaker 4: GBT or something, and they said, all right, can you
Speaker 4: take Earth and zoom out and then just keep on
Speaker 4: zooming out, keep on zooming out, and it goes into
Speaker 4: the cosmos and you know, into uh outer space, and
Speaker 4: then you're seeing all these different galaxies. Then you finally
Speaker 4: see the entire universe. And then then they just kept
Speaker 4: on going. They said, zoom out again, and the more
Speaker 4: you zoom out, it was turning into like little atoms
Speaker 4: and cell structures and it was everything that we're made
Speaker 4: up of. And so it really is like I don't
Speaker 4: even know, it's it's really like a mind fuck if
Speaker 4: you really think about it, because you can't figure this
Speaker 4: stuff out logically, and like you were saying, you know,
Speaker 4: the the root chakra, you know, the thing that really
Speaker 4: keeps us grounded, keeps us in that animalistic kind of mindset,
Speaker 4: you know, fight or flight kind of deal. You got
Speaker 4: to do what you can to survive. And so so
Speaker 4: many people have taken on that mentality, and I think
Speaker 4: that a lot of people are really waking up from
Speaker 4: it because you know that, like, the better you treat yourself,
Speaker 4: the better you treat your mind, the better you treat
Speaker 4: other people. Somehow the universe shifts and everybody start, you know,
Speaker 4: is starting to kind of coincide with your vibe in
Speaker 4: a sense. And so I do believe that, like the
Speaker 4: all is mind and everything that is going on within
Speaker 4: us is also happening to the outside world. And you know,
Speaker 4: this was a really hard concept for me to even
Speaker 4: really understand until And the reason why I asked you
Speaker 4: about the psychedelics is because I had done mushrooms and
Speaker 4: I'd never done LSD, but I had done mushrooms, but
Speaker 4: I did try. So the guy that like created LSD,
Speaker 4: like I can't remember what his name is, but that
Speaker 4: guy who created LSD, he went on to create like
Speaker 4: what they call designer drugs. And so there was this
Speaker 4: designer drug that came out like I don't know, ten
Speaker 4: fifteen years ago. It's called four acho DMT and it's
Speaker 4: basically a mixture if you were to like take DMT
Speaker 4: and mate it with mushrooms. So you know, mushrooms usually
Speaker 4: last like seven eight hours. It's almost too damn long,
Speaker 4: and then you get all sick and your your stomach
Speaker 4: gets a little queezy and everything, but you're still seeing
Speaker 4: all the vibrant colors and if you take enough of them,
Speaker 4: you can talk to the fucking elohem, right, And you
Speaker 4: know that that heroic dosage that Terrence McKenna talks about.
Speaker 4: And so and I've and I've taken like heroic dosages
Speaker 4: and stuff like that, and I've seen wild things like
Speaker 4: within my mind or this virtual reality that we live in,
Speaker 4: whatever it is. But it wasn't until that I tried
Speaker 4: four acho DMT it started opening up a little bit more.
Speaker 4: Because what's really great about that? And I'm not like
Speaker 4: a spokesperson for it, It's just like one of my
Speaker 4: favorite things because it only lasts like three hours and
Speaker 4: you don't get queasy and there's just something about it
Speaker 4: that every time you try it, it's like nothing but
Speaker 4: good vibes. You can even go into it, like just
Speaker 4: straw it and like terif not terrified, don't go that far,
Speaker 4: but you know, having a bad day, right, And then
Speaker 4: you take it, it's like wow, it's it's amazing. You
Speaker 4: start to see like all the fractals and all the
Speaker 4: crazy colors that you would on mushrooms. And there was
Speaker 4: actually a time where I, I don't know what it was,
Speaker 4: but I got visited by this cat being lady and
Speaker 4: it was so strange and I don't really know what
Speaker 4: to do with that information, to be honest with you,
Speaker 4: because it was like she was here, but she wasn't
Speaker 4: at the same time, but I felt her and it
Speaker 4: was like the wildest thing ever. And then so I
Speaker 4: was like, okay, So there's definitely like some some kind
Speaker 4: of layered reality that we're living in and I just
Speaker 4: can't comprehend what's really going on.
Speaker 5: Yeah, the reason why the mushrooms are beneficial and like
Speaker 5: synthetics are not, is it's a bypass. So it's a
Speaker 5: spiritual bypassing. So there is a perk to the ayahuasca.
Speaker 5: It's like you're purifying out because we have entities and attachments,
Speaker 5: so we call them parasites in the physical form. So
Speaker 5: people have parasites in the physical form. Okay, the mushrooms
Speaker 5: go in there like the ayahuasca, and they they push out,
Speaker 5: they eliminate the physical manifestation of the energetic entities and
Speaker 5: attachments and demons. And so when people do these journeys
Speaker 5: and they're seeing demons and they're seeing entities and aliens,
Speaker 5: what they call aliens aliens a new is a new
Speaker 5: word for demon. So they're demons. Yeah, really, yes, And so.
Speaker 4: There there's you mean, like across the board, every alien
Speaker 4: is just a new word for demon. Yes, So whenever
Speaker 4: you whenever you say demon, do you mean it in
Speaker 4: the like biblical text demon or we talking about like
Speaker 4: demons of the gaatia, like different varieties, you know, the
Speaker 4: Hindus and Batas.
Speaker 5: You have afflictions that are those are like an emotional
Speaker 5: demonic attachment. So that's where you have like the affliction
Speaker 5: of lust, of envy, of greed, of jealousy, okay, of separation, abandonment,
Speaker 5: you know, depression. Those are afflictions and those are an
Speaker 5: emotional or astral attachment, astral body attachment, and again that
Speaker 5: connects into your sacral center, your sexual energy, your vitality,
Speaker 5: your chi, your creativity. And then you have demonic attachments
Speaker 5: which are like gins. Okay, and these are thought these
Speaker 5: are thought forms. So any any any thought that has
Speaker 5: ever any any any incarnation, any of any of our
Speaker 5: root race incarnations, okay, in the mental plane, which is
Speaker 5: the solar plexus plane, Okay, it connects to our solar plexus.
Speaker 5: But it was the creation the fifth root race was
Speaker 5: the creation of the mental plane. That was after the
Speaker 5: fall of Atlantis. Atlantis what is the heartfield or what
Speaker 5: is known as the causal plane, and that's when we
Speaker 5: lived in peace and harmony and telepathy and there was
Speaker 5: no brokenness, there was group everything like there. It was interconnectedness,
Speaker 5: oneness within the totality of that root race. And then
Speaker 5: the cosmic being was like, all right, I'm going to
Speaker 5: go deeper and meet myself deeper. I'm going to crack
Speaker 5: the heart open, just like we go through loss and
Speaker 5: grief and heartbreak. It cracks its heart open. Atlantis falls,
Speaker 5: it starts to go into separation and then it's reset.
Speaker 5: After that deluge, there's multiple delusions, cataclysms, resets, okay, and
Speaker 5: then it creates the fifth root race, which was the
Speaker 5: creation of the lower mind, which is the the individual self.
Speaker 5: And this is where the cosmic being is experience itself
Speaker 5: and all of these individual experiences like thinking in a
Speaker 5: group converse in a group connection. You can't hide nothing
Speaker 5: from nobody, like, hey, man, i just whacked it in
Speaker 5: the bathroom. I'm not gonna tell you. Oh too bad, man.
Speaker 5: You could totally read my mind. I can't hide anything
Speaker 5: spirits like no, no, no, I'm gonna go into where I
Speaker 5: can keep lies in secrets and hide things. I can
Speaker 5: do things in the dark and not nobody else can
Speaker 5: read my mind. It's that and that's where we see
Speaker 5: the Aryan root race, which it is the Hindu, it's
Speaker 5: the Turkey, it is the Summers, the Sumerian gobec le Tepe.
Speaker 5: All of that was during the fifth root races, the longest,
Speaker 5: longest creation, because we had to we had to create
Speaker 5: and formulate the mind. Now within that, that is where
Speaker 5: all of this is where you see in the Baharitha,
Speaker 5: the story of Armageddon. Okay, this is where our Juna
Speaker 5: and Krishna is like Krishna is fighting with his brother Arjuna.
Speaker 5: He's fighting with himself, his shadows, selves, his mind right
Speaker 5: he's being overtaken by the demons and the angels. Is
Speaker 5: where you get the the devas and or the dark
Speaker 5: in the light within yourself. You're fighting in your mind.
Speaker 5: Your mind becomes a battle zone. And that's what about
Speaker 5: how Githa's about is the battle of the mind, you know.
Speaker 5: And and so what is left from that, anything that
Speaker 5: wasn't processed, that stayed in the energy field known as
Speaker 5: the mental plane, and all these thought forms and all
Speaker 5: of these thoughts that are always they're just floating. It's
Speaker 5: why they say your thoughts are not your own. And
Speaker 5: whatever you're a frequency attunement to, because you're an antenna,
Speaker 5: you're gonna attach to these thoughts. So if you are
Speaker 5: having afflictions within your own own like creative energy, lust, desire, natures,
Speaker 5: you'll draw in these these entities, you'll you'll attune to
Speaker 5: their despair. And since they're just living in the place
Speaker 5: where they're disembodied souls, they don't they don't have a
Speaker 5: body anymore. Those are the fallen where the fallen like creations,
Speaker 5: the abominations, that couldn't take form like they exist there.
Speaker 5: They're in the limbo states. These are called gins. This
Speaker 5: is what the dark Cabal and any inverted cult praise
Speaker 5: to the gin. And so what happened is what a
Speaker 5: gin is is a It's a conglomeration of negative thought
Speaker 5: forms like think of a cloud stored with a lot
Speaker 5: of dirty, dirty thoughts right which negative people get together
Speaker 5: and it becomes forms. Together is one entity, one really
Speaker 5: powerful strong. Now bow down to me, sacrifice your cows,
Speaker 5: sacrifice your daughters, ropes, give me more, give me more.
Speaker 5: I can't I cannot live in a body. I have
Speaker 5: been disembodied from being able to be in a form.
Speaker 5: So I want to steal yours. I want your power.
Speaker 5: I want you to do what I want to do
Speaker 5: because I can't be there and I can't do it. Right,
Speaker 5: That's what it is. And so these are in These
Speaker 5: are demons. Now, since we're living in the time of
Speaker 5: Satan and in the shadow realms and the dark shadows,
Speaker 5: we are projecting all of our fear, all of our
Speaker 5: demons into physical manifestation to face them. Because your root
Speaker 5: chakra is physical, it deals with the physical. That's why
Speaker 5: it deals with Saturn, which is giving forms. So Saturn
Speaker 5: is giving form to all of our fear so that
Speaker 5: we can face it in our dream world out here
Speaker 5: and wake up and go, oh my god, I am
Speaker 5: I can no, I rebuke you. No, you're You're not real.
Speaker 5: I'm not going to give you my power. I'm not
Speaker 5: going to give you the life. But so many people
Speaker 5: believe in it because they're afflicted. They are still confused.
Speaker 5: They are expressing the cognitive dissonance. They've been through the
Speaker 5: programming and the brainwashing, so have I, but they haven't
Speaker 5: done the due diligence and met themselves. So when we
Speaker 5: do like psychedelics like mushrooms or ayahuasca that purge out
Speaker 5: your inner afflictions. Whenever you fast, whenever you get your
Speaker 5: gut balance, whenever you are astute and you study and
Speaker 5: you do the inner work, the inner healing, you really
Speaker 5: meet yourself, then you don't have afflictions. Whenever, you won't
Speaker 5: have these entities and attachments, and you won't have the
Speaker 5: parasites in the physical and you won't have them in
Speaker 5: the spirit bodies either.
Speaker 4: That actually makes a lot of sense because we actually
Speaker 4: had on one of our favorite people that we've had
Speaker 4: on here a few times. Lindsay from the Rogueways podcast.
Speaker 4: She actually has talked about like she dives into, you know,
Speaker 4: all the ideas around cleansing the body and getting rid
Speaker 4: of parasites, and you know, because she actually she's had
Speaker 4: to deal with like a lot of body issues for
Speaker 4: a long time, and so she's been going into the
Speaker 4: holistic health and understanding it from kind of like a
Speaker 4: like a mystic type of mindset, right like that that uh,
Speaker 4: stepping away from big pharma and all that shit, which
Speaker 4: everybody should be doing anyway.
Speaker 5: But she was.
Speaker 4: Talking about that. I guess there was this conference and
Speaker 4: it was a conference on parasites, and there just so
Speaker 4: happened to be a cancer doctor that was out in
Speaker 4: the crowd at this conference, right, And so this guy
Speaker 4: he's up on stage and he's talking about all the
Speaker 4: parasites and how to get rid of him. And he's
Speaker 4: zooming in on him and he's like, look, this is
Speaker 4: this is just what it is. You need to try,
Speaker 4: and you know, purge of all these kinds of things,
Speaker 4: detox the body, maybe go fast or whatever. Right, eat
Speaker 4: more healthy, more vegetables, more fruits, you know, all the
Speaker 4: things and the cancer doctor was out there and he
Speaker 4: went up to the guy after the show and he
Speaker 4: was like, he was like, I can't help but notice
Speaker 4: that this looks a lot like a cancer cell. And
Speaker 4: he goes in the parasite parasite or parasite guy. I
Speaker 4: don't know if he was a doctor or whatever, but
Speaker 4: he goes, Ah, now you're catching on. And so it
Speaker 4: actually makes sense that the parasites would essentially start to
Speaker 4: form this this sickness within you and then it really
Speaker 4: just starts to take over your body. It's how a
Speaker 4: lot of people are dying. So in my opinion, yes,
Speaker 4: I believe that, Like I think it's really a lot
Speaker 4: of things. I think that it's you know, the poison
Speaker 4: in the air, poison in the water, poison in the food.
Speaker 4: But I think that it's more so than anything else,
Speaker 4: it's the poison in the information that we take in.
Speaker 4: That's really how in my opinion, that is how like
Speaker 4: these parasites almost manifest because if you think about it,
Speaker 4: you watch a movie, you watch in the news or
Speaker 4: something like that, and it puts you in some kind
Speaker 4: of low vibration and then your mentality almost takes it on. Right,
Speaker 4: even if it's subconsciously. Now you're starting to embody the
Speaker 4: energy of the information that you just received, and now
Speaker 4: that just becomes part of what you believe moving forward,
Speaker 4: even if it's just the tiniest little bit. And so
Speaker 4: you keep yourself around you know, shows and movies and
Speaker 4: people like that, and you know, it's it's no wonder
Speaker 4: that all this kind of stuff is really manifesting and
Speaker 4: why the cancer rate is higher now than it has
Speaker 4: ever been, right, I mean, what would you say about
Speaker 4: that cancer and parasites? I mean, are they like what
Speaker 4: more connected?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 5: But cancer is it comes? Well, you know, I don't
Speaker 5: want to get your your podcast popped, you know, especially.
Speaker 4: It's free speech over here, you say, whatever the fuck
Speaker 4: you want.
Speaker 5: Okay, Well, it's a form of depression. And so the body,
Speaker 5: like the cancer itself, everything that's manifesting in the body
Speaker 5: is already happening in the spirit bodies. So if you're
Speaker 5: if you have parasitical thoughts or entities and attachments in
Speaker 5: your in your in your spirit bodies, then it begins
Speaker 5: to manifest in your physical body. So what you're when
Speaker 5: you're talking about the poisoning of the air, that's the
Speaker 5: manifestation that the spirit bodies have been poisoned. The Earth's
Speaker 5: spirit bodies have been infiltrated by entities and attachments. And
Speaker 5: I just want to go backwards just a little bit
Speaker 5: here and touch on these is what they look like.
Speaker 5: So you will find if you do a Google research,
Speaker 5: well not Google, but your search engine rate research.
Speaker 4: Right, douggo whatever.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, So if you go and look up the
Speaker 5: ancient Chinese, there's a book and they drew out what
Speaker 5: these parasitic well, what the demons look like. And whenever
Speaker 5: you compare them and how they drew them as like
Speaker 5: blood sucking vam purists. They they mimic the what the
Speaker 5: actuality of a parasite looks like. The different types of parasites,
Speaker 5: whether it's the tape you see the with like long
Speaker 5: wormy tails, it's pairs, it's it's the tapeworms, and you
Speaker 5: know the the fluke the fluke liver parasites, and like
Speaker 5: all of these, the ones that get into your brain.
Speaker 5: You can see them, like with the long tongue that
Speaker 5: goes up and like it kind of reminds me of
Speaker 5: Venom's face. That's the one that goes into the brain
Speaker 5: and it like attaches to the cerebral cortex, you know.
Speaker 5: And so what they knew then and again like back
Speaker 5: in our ancient, our our ancients, what we knew then, okay,
Speaker 5: then is that we spoke in a language that would
Speaker 5: last throughout the ages and the eons and the resets,
Speaker 5: which is in hieroglyphic, which is in you know pictures,
Speaker 5: right when you see a picture of the crocodiles or
Speaker 5: the bird heads and things like. It wasn't necessarily that
Speaker 5: there was beings that walk the earth that were half
Speaker 5: human with a you know, a Jeckyll's head like those right,
Speaker 5: like these things represent They had symbolism. There's depth to
Speaker 5: their expression. And again that goes back to an energy signature,
Speaker 5: a frequency in which they carried and since human are
Speaker 5: made of and they're made of mineral, vegetable and animal like.
Speaker 5: And then mind, which is the logos, right, which is
Speaker 5: what we had to develop then that fit root race
Speaker 5: to connect the logos the higher frequencies into a form
Speaker 5: into a human expression. This this this homo sapient expression
Speaker 5: that we're in right now to anyways, and that goes
Speaker 5: back to like the root races and the press and
Speaker 5: like the creation story but I don't want to. Now
Speaker 5: I'm getting too off topic here, but my point is
Speaker 5: is we spoke in in frequency, and frequency takes shape
Speaker 5: not only in sacred geometryly you have on your hand, right,
Speaker 5: but also in shape in animals and in sound like
Speaker 5: that we hear the and also in the shapes that
Speaker 5: the plants take. You know, when they're developing from seed,
Speaker 5: and that frequency is connected to a wandering star or planet,
Speaker 5: and that planet has a net of influence plan net,
Speaker 5: so it's a plane of net of influence. And you
Speaker 5: know that these these plants, they have a certain sound
Speaker 5: energy signature, right, which correlates corresponds to the simatic or
Speaker 5: the geometric shape in which it creates from the seed,
Speaker 5: and then the sound that it admits, and that sound
Speaker 5: connects to our organs, it connects to the knotties, it
Speaker 5: connects to like and then this is why you use
Speaker 5: certain herbs or flowers or nuts or bark or you know,
Speaker 5: SAPs from these trees or the myceilium network which connects
Speaker 5: straight into your fashion network mimics. This is what Terrence
Speaker 5: McKenna was talking about. Man was a genius and like
Speaker 5: his work on the eye ching is which the eye
Speaker 5: ching is all about the elements, and so it's understanding
Speaker 5: the sound and the frequency of the elements and how
Speaker 5: the the animals and the plants and the minerals, which
Speaker 5: is the py table of elements, the minerals, the mineral compounds,
Speaker 5: how they influence and create alchemize within our body and
Speaker 5: how to assimilate it and then how it plays out
Speaker 5: like because our body is again the mineral, the physical,
Speaker 5: the vegetable, and the animal, and then the mind is
Speaker 5: like the spirit bodies that we you know, we operate through,
Speaker 5: but the lower the animal, the plant, and the mineral kingdom.
Speaker 5: That's the fission and the fusion of the minerals within us,
Speaker 5: you know, and the water is within us and how
Speaker 5: it you know, physicis infuses and create like we manifest.
Speaker 5: So we spoke in symbolism and allegory and parable and
Speaker 5: and imagery so that we would remember the frequency or the.
Speaker 4: Sound to be able to match up to it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, right, and that connects into again like why we
Speaker 5: you know, synthetics are not really the way to go
Speaker 5: because you're in a sense, you're spiritually bypassing. Like yeah,
Speaker 5: it's great to see the wonderful colors. It's amazing and
Speaker 5: I love that because it does bring people, you know,
Speaker 5: up out of depression. But guess what, that depression is
Speaker 5: going to come right back three, four or five days later,
Speaker 5: even stronger, because it even talks about in the Bible.
Speaker 5: It's like, you know, you invite the spirits back it,
Speaker 5: you get rid of the spirits, you invite one back in.
Speaker 5: They come back seven times stronger because you're at the
Speaker 5: sense you're trying to you're trying to bypass the pain,
Speaker 5: and the pain is the body saying, hey, sit down,
Speaker 5: shut the fuck up, listen to me. I'm trying to
Speaker 5: speak to you. I know you don't want to see
Speaker 5: what I'm going to show you because it's scary, it hurts,
Speaker 5: and you're gonna have to take accountability. But here's the thing.
Speaker 5: As soon as you recognize what it is and you
Speaker 5: sit there, I'm safe. I'm okay, I'm still alive. I'm
Speaker 5: actually not a bad person. I did some shady shit.
Speaker 5: I was trying to survive. I hurt people. That was
Speaker 5: fucked up. The fact that I give a shit that
Speaker 5: I hurt somebody says that I'm not a bad person.
Speaker 5: The fact that I care and so, oh it's gone.
Speaker 4: So let me ask you this then. So, because normally
Speaker 4: purging is something that happens mainly with ayahuasca, but you
Speaker 4: don't really get a whole lot of purging with mushrooms
Speaker 4: and DMT. So, uh, as you do.
Speaker 5: You throw up, you shit, you shit, you throw up.
Speaker 5: It depends on how toxic your body is.
Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, because I mean I've taken mushrooms a lot
Speaker 4: of times. It does. It definitely does make you queasy
Speaker 4: like it. It feels like something is going on in
Speaker 4: your stomach and you kind of feel a little offset
Speaker 4: a little bit. But as far as DMT, I I
Speaker 4: actually did it, I don't know, six seven months ago,
Speaker 4: and I didn't get sick or anything from it. It
Speaker 4: literally it felt like like I was in a dream,
Speaker 4: you know, like I smoked it and I went and
Speaker 4: I saw some crazy shit and I don't want to
Speaker 4: get into that, but it was it was pretty wild.
Speaker 4: And then you come back and I mean, well, I
Speaker 4: actually did it twice in one night. The first time
Speaker 4: it was awesome. The second time was like a full
Speaker 4: on fucking nightmare. Went into the void. I thought I
Speaker 4: destroyed the world, and that was really messed up, and
Speaker 4: I've actually I've taken a lot of time since then.
Speaker 4: I did that back in October. I haven't done any
Speaker 4: psychedelics or anything, because I've just been trying to understand
Speaker 4: what that vision really was, you know, embodying what it
Speaker 4: means to be inside of the void. And also you know,
Speaker 4: after the fact, you know, coming to the realization that well,
Speaker 4: everything wasn't destroyed because I was still like I was
Speaker 4: still there and my awareness was still there in the void.
Speaker 4: So you can't destroy everything and you can't even like
Speaker 4: it's impossible to witness nothing, you know, And that's what
Speaker 4: it really felt like. And so I've been trying to
Speaker 4: really break that all down and everything. But I didn't.
Speaker 4: I didn't really get sick from that. It made me
Speaker 4: like it put like a damper on my soul after that,
Speaker 4: but you know, it kind of made me sad and
Speaker 4: almost borderline depressed, just because I was like embodying that
Speaker 4: nature of me destroying all of reality. But but yeah,
Speaker 4: it's pretty fucked up. Didn't get sick though.
Speaker 5: You would analyze that and you would say, like, what
Speaker 5: in me feels responsible for everything? Right? So the void,
Speaker 5: like you you were saying that you went in there.
Speaker 5: I don't need to analyze you, so do it.
Speaker 4: Let's go.
Speaker 5: So it's if you're going to go into the void.
Speaker 5: You know, it's a fear most people. It's most like
Speaker 5: ninety nine point nine no, no, no, no, nine percent of people
Speaker 5: is the fear of death. The nothingness, right, you know,
Speaker 5: even in the never what is it? The never ending story?
Speaker 5: The nothing? The nothing right everything? Get the horse out
Speaker 5: of the get the horse, don't leave the horse, like, okay, anyways,
Speaker 5: maybe it's just me and like you know, a handful
Speaker 5: of other people crying anyways. No, not the Nothing anyway.
Speaker 4: That was like my favorite movie whenever I was a
Speaker 4: little kid. I don't even remember it. I literally watched
Speaker 4: it so many times I ran out the tape as
Speaker 4: a little kid. But it's been so long since I.
Speaker 5: Seen it, you know what I mean? Back up, like,
Speaker 5: come on, come.
Speaker 4: On, give me one more baby, Come on.
Speaker 5: You remember the old wind up for the v v
Speaker 5: VHS tapes, Like it would have little plugs and you
Speaker 5: would put in there and you would wind it.
Speaker 4: We just rewound it in the VCR I did. I
Speaker 4: didn't have one of those.
Speaker 5: Oh okay, well we had My mom had a bunch
Speaker 5: of random stuff. Anyways, it also worked. They also had
Speaker 5: another one for like the tapes and stuff. So anyways,
Speaker 5: a bunch of random things in my house that I
Speaker 5: grew up with. I'm sure other people out there have
Speaker 5: had them.
Speaker 4: I love it.
Speaker 5: Anyways, So now the heck I was talking about it?
Speaker 5: So the nothing right, and so it's the sphere of death.
Speaker 5: But death isn't real. It's a transcendence like our Again,
Speaker 5: we're face our fear of this return. We don't want
Speaker 5: to return to source. The void is the womb of
Speaker 5: all of creation. The void is the center of the
Speaker 5: Troidal plane, the black sun that sits there in the
Speaker 5: center of the Troidal plane, and it's your umbilical port, right,
Speaker 5: It's where we came from. And we don't want to
Speaker 5: go back. We're like, no, I don't want to. I'm
Speaker 5: so scared. I don't know it's there. I've been out
Speaker 5: here for so long, like I don't know what else exists? Right?
Speaker 4: Why would we Why would we be scared to go
Speaker 4: back to the source anyway? Is it just because we
Speaker 4: want to remain individuals or what is that? Because we
Speaker 4: want control over our own life?
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's control it's the individuation. So when we come
Speaker 5: into oneness and out of separation or out of the individuation,
Speaker 5: then it's easier to be like, Okay, there's nothing to fear.
Speaker 5: I never left the source. The Source is always I
Speaker 5: was always in the Source. I'm always there. I'm always
Speaker 5: in it.
Speaker 4: Uh huh.
Speaker 5: I just think that I'm separate from and I think
Speaker 5: that I'm I'm living in something, but I'm not.
Speaker 4: It's an illusion.
Speaker 5: It's an illusion, yeah, or the.
Speaker 4: Maya as they say, Yeah, yeah, that's that's that's really
Speaker 4: something there too, because I tell you, whenever I was
Speaker 4: in that void, I felt like I was the only
Speaker 4: thing that existed, like and that's what really fucked me up,
Speaker 4: was that I was alone there. You know, I would
Speaker 4: much rather just join the source than be alone in
Speaker 4: the void. You know, at that point, all one alone.
Speaker 4: You gotta go with the sage talk here. I love it,
Speaker 4: all right, So yeah, it's uh man, So all right,
Speaker 4: let me ask you this then. So you were talking
Speaker 4: about basically how this reality actually is with the minerals,
Speaker 4: the vegetables, the animals, and that's really what incorporates our body.
Speaker 4: But how do you believe we got here.
Speaker 5: Well, that's the creation story, the primordial creation story. So
Speaker 5: it spoke of in many different lore like Viking, the Greek,
Speaker 5: and the Hindu and the Christian, the Christian teachings. It's
Speaker 5: it's in the Old Testament. It's the genealogy of Adam,
Speaker 5: which is the atom. This Adam Cadman, the spiritual atom,
Speaker 5: the atomic atom that exists within the plasma fields, which
Speaker 5: is in our atmosphere. It's the above the thermosphere and above
Speaker 5: the mesosphere. Yeah, it's in the ion a sphere like
Speaker 5: above the thermosphere, right, So that's where the atomic gaseous
Speaker 5: planes are at. And then that's where Lumeria, the third
Speaker 5: root race was seated. It's a cosmic it's the etheric waters,
Speaker 5: not like the mermaid waters like speed. And again that's
Speaker 5: why you see it in the in the ancient you
Speaker 5: can find it in some ancient texts. But you'll see
Speaker 5: a man holding two globes. One will say Atlantis, the
Speaker 5: other one to say lameria, and it's above his head,
Speaker 5: above man, and in a sphere meaning spirit. So spheares
Speaker 5: represent spirit. Spirit squares represent the form the platonic solid.
Speaker 5: It's a cube. Okay, this is why you see the
Speaker 5: cube and it's square like circle, the circle being cubed,
Speaker 5: spirit being confined to a cube. So so circles are spirit. Right,
Speaker 5: It's why you draw a circle of salt around you
Speaker 5: whenever you want to keep keep the the vampires out,
Speaker 5: or think of the movie Practical Magic, they do a
Speaker 5: circle right their brooms there and all of sudden stuff. Okay,
Speaker 5: So it represents spirit, the protection of spirit. It's real,
Speaker 5: it's it's it's just legit though, and that is that
Speaker 5: is legit, all right, all right? Oh, going this, So
Speaker 5: these these the teachings of the root races is the
Speaker 5: genealogy and the creation's thecretion myth. So everything comes from
Speaker 5: the center of the chritial field, the black sun, the
Speaker 5: inner sun, okay, as within so it is out externalized. Huh,
Speaker 5: in our hologram, what do we see a sun and
Speaker 5: a moon they're out here, they're externalized. We see stars,
Speaker 5: they're externalized. We see trees because they're in us. They're
Speaker 5: we're projecting everything. We're projecting everything. But what we don't
Speaker 5: see is our internal sun. We see the projection of it,
Speaker 5: but we know in us there's a spark within us.
Speaker 5: They call it the spark, the eternal flame that burns
Speaker 5: like there's even temples built, and there's stories of Greek
Speaker 5: and Roman. Who would you know? The oracles would stand
Speaker 5: by and they would keep the flame alive. That's symbolic
Speaker 5: of keeping the wisdom of the primordial mother, the shakina,
Speaker 5: the life force, the Kundalini. It is life force or
Speaker 5: the shakina in different different it's called different things in
Speaker 5: different teachings. The chi, the chi even right to keep
Speaker 5: it alive, right, the oracles those that held the wisdom
Speaker 5: right of the source. So it's about primordial creation, which
Speaker 5: is the black son, create meat, creating form, and so
Speaker 5: it sends its energy out, which is the terroidal field.
Speaker 5: It sends its energy field out and then it starts
Speaker 5: to create. It starts to create itself. So this is
Speaker 5: where you get primordial creation. When you hear about Nix,
Speaker 5: and you hear like, I'm gonna use the Greek mythology.
Speaker 5: It's probably the most common one that's known by people.
Speaker 5: All right, So you're gonna get Nicks, and then you're
Speaker 5: gonna get her offspring, which her children. Okay, and I
Speaker 5: have it written down all old. I have it all
Speaker 5: written down.
Speaker 4: Well, this actually reminds me of like if you look
Speaker 4: into like black holes and stuff like that, there's this
Speaker 4: thing called the event horizon, which is essentially it's the
Speaker 4: surface layer of a black hole, and that black hole
Speaker 4: it actually shows everything that has ever existed on the
Speaker 4: surface of in that reality, like everything that that black
Speaker 4: hole allegedly is ever swallowed up or whatever it all
Speaker 4: is being projected to the surface of the black hole,
Speaker 4: and that's called the event horizon. So it almost reminds
Speaker 4: me of what you're talking about. You're saying that the
Speaker 4: black sun is within us, and that essentially our bodies
Speaker 4: and our minds and everything would be the event horizon
Speaker 4: of the black hole within us.
Speaker 5: Yes, black holes, Sun, won't you come wash away? The same?
Speaker 5: These are the frequencies that she sends out. So these colors,
Speaker 5: the auroras behind me, the colors aren't stimulated. They're gases.
Speaker 5: They're noble gases or inert gases on the periodic table
Speaker 5: of elements, and they're stimulated by the plasma. Okay, the
Speaker 5: cold the cold plasma and the hot plasma. So the
Speaker 5: cold plasma is the moon and hot plasma is the Sun. Okay,
Speaker 5: but in the sun stimulates and the gases that are
Speaker 5: in the atmosphere as well. But it looks like red,
Speaker 5: it's in oranges, and sometimes it's pinks, and sometimes you know,
Speaker 5: you get the yellow or the green in there, and
Speaker 5: the mixtures. It just depends on how much inert gases
Speaker 5: are being released from the center of the troidal field.
Speaker 5: And you see the green well at night because it's
Speaker 5: the gases are being charged by cold plasma, right, and
Speaker 5: the gases that are being released that you're seeing in
Speaker 5: the upper atmosphere, if you will, the northern hemisphere, it's
Speaker 5: higher and out like higher and energetics. It's pure as well,
Speaker 5: it's not as infiltrated with It's not closer to the
Speaker 5: equator like I am down here in Florida, so you're
Speaker 5: you're further away from the Sun's stimulants.
Speaker 4: Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, yeah, Because essentially you're talking
Speaker 4: about the Sun hot, the Moon cold, and I have
Speaker 4: heard I've actually talked about this quite a bit about
Speaker 4: the Moon possibly being a like a like a cold
Speaker 4: source generator because whenever you're out underneath the moonlight, it's cooler,
Speaker 4: and then you go into the moon shade it's warmer.
Speaker 4: It's the exact opposite of the sun, right right.
Speaker 5: And it's supposed to be. And the moon reflects how much,
Speaker 5: So the phases of the moon and what it's in,
Speaker 5: like full moon, half moon, quarter moon, all this, or
Speaker 5: quarter moon half moon all that. That's letting you know
Speaker 5: how much pure energy or gases are being released from
Speaker 5: the center of the troidal field. That's how like. So
Speaker 5: we're in a full moon, we have more natural gases
Speaker 5: or inert gases that are being released. So it's lunacy, right,
Speaker 5: because what you what do you do whenever your your
Speaker 5: body that's an antenna is absorbing more noble gases, right,
Speaker 5: you're more stimulated. But if you don't, if you're not grounded,
Speaker 5: and you don't know how to deal with the energy,
Speaker 5: if you're not doing rituals, if you're not in dance,
Speaker 5: if you're not in connection, and if you have you're overloaded.
Speaker 5: You're overstimulated, you're overworked, and you have parasites and entities,
Speaker 5: attachments energetically and.
Speaker 4: Physically, and the full mood is going to be a
Speaker 4: little bit too much for you, too much, I gotcha.
Speaker 4: That actually does make a lot of sense, And this
Speaker 4: is something that I've talked about because we've had you know,
Speaker 4: magicians and sages and mystics and wizards and all the
Speaker 4: above on this show. Like I love talking to people,
Speaker 4: you know, all that, and we've actually had guys that,
Speaker 4: you know, they'll say that they perform rituals underneath the
Speaker 4: full moon. Some some preferred underneath the full moon, some
Speaker 4: preferred underneath the new moon. Some actually prefer with a
Speaker 4: waxing or a waning mood. So it's always different. But
Speaker 4: if you're trying to perform, are you somebody that does
Speaker 4: rituals and stuff?
Speaker 5: Not black magic?
Speaker 4: No, no, no, not specifically any kind of magic, but
Speaker 4: just any kind of ritual really.
Speaker 5: Well, yeah, I shower, I brush my teeth.
Speaker 4: That's ritual very well yeah yeah, all right, well with intention.
Speaker 5: So ritual is intention, that's what it is. And you
Speaker 5: can add context to it. Movement which is also intention,
Speaker 5: but movement when you create shapes. Okay, like while we dance,
Speaker 5: we see the indigenous that would dance in circles right
Speaker 5: just around a fire. That's spirit.
Speaker 4: Okay, I had to write that down. You said, ritual
Speaker 4: is intention. I was like, holy shit, that's awesome. I
Speaker 4: like it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, ritual's intention, gotcha all right? And you can add
Speaker 5: you know, other elements, whether it's fire, creative energy, water,
Speaker 5: This is communication, this is like this. The spirit is
Speaker 5: really going to be like the ether calling the ether in,
Speaker 5: and you've got to do a mixture of energies for that.
Speaker 5: And then there's also like the water element, which is
Speaker 5: about the emotions, and it's like it also represents you know, crossing.
Speaker 5: It's a transformation. So if you're putting water out, we're transforming.
Speaker 5: We're adding energy into the water. We're using the water
Speaker 5: to add in tension, which again is a transition from
Speaker 5: one one space or one place to another. So I
Speaker 5: mean ritual like what we've it's been demonized, like I said,
Speaker 5: anything that is meant to be good by the lower
Speaker 5: profane man or woman, it will be used as a
Speaker 5: tool to manipulate for power and control.
Speaker 4: One hundred percent. You know, I actually do past life aggressions,
Speaker 4: you know, learned under the doors, Cannon school and all
Speaker 4: that kind of stuff. And I can't tell you how
Speaker 4: many religious people think that it is satanic that I'm
Speaker 4: even hypnotizing somebody. I'm like, bro, this is a guided meditation,
Speaker 4: Like just forget the whole hypnosis. I'm not inserting anything
Speaker 4: into your mind. I'm not suggesting anything. And that's just
Speaker 4: crazy that, you know, you would see something as simple
Speaker 4: as meditation, and yet there are religions out there that
Speaker 4: deem it almost demonic and like dark and you know
Speaker 4: what I mean, Like don't I don't understand.
Speaker 5: That church and they sing together. That's a ritual. They're
Speaker 5: performing a ritual right there.
Speaker 4: Oh, anybody that has ever been to a Catholic anybody
Speaker 4: who's ever been to a Catholic Mass on a Sunday,
Speaker 4: Oh my god, that the entire I went one time
Speaker 4: just to see and I was like, wow, Literally every
Speaker 4: step is a ritual. Every single part of it is ritualized.
Speaker 4: And so yeah, I mean rules for the not for
Speaker 4: me kind of thing.
Speaker 5: No again, it's like their soul is not everybody is
Speaker 5: meant to awaken, you know what I mean. They're what
Speaker 5: we call NPCs just means that their soul hasn't had
Speaker 5: a quickening, you know, they haven't had a soul remembrance,
Speaker 5: and they're not. They may not be made to because
Speaker 5: we don't know what karment contract they came in here.
Speaker 5: For some people, some essences.
Speaker 4: Are why why is it that you think that some
Speaker 4: people just don't find any of this kind of stuff interesting,
Speaker 4: such as enlightenment or trying to find a higher spiritual purpose,
Speaker 4: you know, whether they are religious or atheists or whatever.
Speaker 4: It's like, for some reason they don't feel that poll Like, So,
Speaker 4: I know, obviously there's a lot of people out there,
Speaker 4: and so I guess my question would be, then I
Speaker 4: don't know. I think that it's just because I feel
Speaker 4: like my life, my entire life, has been some kind
Speaker 4: of spiritual journey, and I can't imagine it not being
Speaker 4: like I look at literally everything and I try and
Speaker 4: figure out what the spiritual meaning is behind it, right,
Speaker 4: whether it be esoterically or whatever. Like that's just how
Speaker 4: my mind has been, like almost programmed at this point.
Speaker 4: But yet you see other people out there and if
Speaker 4: you bring up any kind of synchronicities, it's just like, oh,
Speaker 4: that's coincidence.
Speaker 5: I would love to suggest to stop saying your mind
Speaker 5: and say it's your spirit, because your your mind, if
Speaker 5: you will, it's your more of your lower mind, and
Speaker 5: that's not the curious part of you. It's your spirit. Yes,
Speaker 5: sparking you fully agree when you're talking about this this
Speaker 5: the search and the connection, the connection to everything that's
Speaker 5: this mind, that's the divine mind. You know, it's not
Speaker 5: your lower like.
Speaker 4: No, I yeah, I feel the same way. I just
Speaker 4: kind of use mind in like a general sense. But yeah,
Speaker 4: it just makes you wonder.
Speaker 5: So here's the thing. We we don't know everybody's karma.
Speaker 5: That's true, sold their sold their life, sold their soul
Speaker 5: out for in previous incarnations. M time. We're in the
Speaker 5: end times, so everybody has an opportunity for retribution, which
Speaker 5: means to get right, and a lot of souls are
Speaker 5: also here to be judged.
Speaker 4: What do you mean by we're in the end time specifically.
Speaker 5: The end of time, but the end of the Yeah,
Speaker 5: the human evolution. Oh, we're done with the human evolution
Speaker 5: and we're going to move into the celestial so which
Speaker 5: is like the spirit. This goes back into the root
Speaker 5: races that we just jumped away from. But so there
Speaker 5: the root races is the primordial creation. So primordial creation
Speaker 5: wanted to experience itself to the fullest, and so it
Speaker 5: created the build the builder races, the built well, the
Speaker 5: builder rays or the builders, which are the l ocheme,
Speaker 5: which are the cosmic rays. Okay, the seventh, the seven reshet,
Speaker 5: the seven lamp stands, the seven seals, whatever you want
Speaker 5: to call it. They are the seven stars of Ersamin.
Speaker 5: And those are the cosmic rays that descended themselves, or
Speaker 5: the angels, the angles of light, the seven colors of
Speaker 5: the rainbow that descended themselves into the primordial energy and
Speaker 5: created the planets, or the wandering stars. They created the planets,
Speaker 5: which were the planes with nets of influence. These are
Speaker 5: the essences in which the logos could not fully experience
Speaker 5: itself through.
Speaker 4: Are you are you getting into like the like the
Speaker 4: Pleiades with the seven sisters and stuff like that.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well the ple eightes this in series, all the
Speaker 5: star systems were created. Yes, that's part of the primordial.
Speaker 4: Creation, okay, okay.
Speaker 5: And then from that the seven rays were descent the star,
Speaker 5: the alohem, the seven builders, they descent their frequency, the
Speaker 5: seven colors of the rainbow descended in to create the Olympians, okay,
Speaker 5: is what they're known as. And then you have the Olympians,
Speaker 5: which would be like representation of the Zodiac, and then
Speaker 5: you have the Titans that came from that the planets.
Speaker 5: So the star systems primordial creation. Then you have you
Speaker 5: have the Olympians, and then you have the Titans that
Speaker 5: they created, which are the planets.
Speaker 4: Okay, yes, following you.
Speaker 5: And from the planets, then they created they started to
Speaker 5: create the root races, the Polarian, which is non physical,
Speaker 5: the Hyperborean, which is again hyperborean. This is where we
Speaker 5: see the semi etheric. It's more etheric energy starting to
Speaker 5: take form the gaseous planes, the atomic So the Polarian
Speaker 5: is the crownpo the exosphere and the creation of the stars, okay.
Speaker 5: And then you have Hyperborean, which is the creation of
Speaker 5: the atmosphere and the gases that started to come together.
Speaker 5: So essentially it is the evolution theory story that they use,
Speaker 5: but we're not from fucking ape and primates, like in
Speaker 5: the way in which they tried to like like the
Speaker 5: Big Bang. You know, it's not a big bang just
Speaker 5: out of nowhere. There was a whole bunch of bazillion
Speaker 5: of years I don't know, lots of I mean.
Speaker 4: Infinite amount of years, really, so.
Speaker 5: Long it took to create this, right, this cosmic being
Speaker 5: wanting to experience itself. And then the Lumerian, which is
Speaker 5: the third root race that was the creation of the
Speaker 5: atomic or the spirit man in the atomic creation. So
Speaker 5: you have the Crown, you have Hyperborean, then you have
Speaker 5: the atomic and the Lumerian. That would be like the
Speaker 5: first expression like of what you consider form, but it's
Speaker 5: not form. It is definitely semi etheric and in the
Speaker 5: gaseous planes. And then you have the Atlantean. And then
Speaker 5: you have which was like the creation of the heart
Speaker 5: chakra or the causal plane. And then you have which
Speaker 5: was form. But everybody connected as one in the heart
Speaker 5: is one, what we say, it's all when it's all connected.
Speaker 5: And again then that was spirit like again the cosmic creator,
Speaker 5: the primordial energy. If she's formlessness, she has to create
Speaker 5: something that creates form, and so she's creating all these
Speaker 5: structures through her imagination. And this is where you hear
Speaker 5: in the Gnostic story of Sophia and the Fall and
Speaker 5: the demiurge that she creates, which is Saturn.
Speaker 4: Okay, so yeah, this is all checking out. It actually
Speaker 4: kind of reminds me of something we talked about just
Speaker 4: a few months ago. Call what you're like familiar with
Speaker 4: Plato and then everything that stemmed from Platonism and now
Speaker 4: it's neoplatonism and all that kind of stuff. But he
Speaker 4: was basically talking about how everything really is just an
Speaker 4: emanation from the original source, or the original one, is
Speaker 4: what he talked about. So you would have the one
Speaker 4: which would be the sources what he was referring to,
Speaker 4: which would emanate onto the news, the news would emanate
Speaker 4: onto the world soul, and the world soul would emanate
Speaker 4: itself into the physical where we're at. And so that, yeah,
Speaker 4: it kind of checks out with what you're saying there.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's it's the story of the primarial creation. So
Speaker 5: I'm just summarizing like multiple different esoteric teachings or hidden.
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, yeah, I'm here for it. But just out
Speaker 4: of curiosity, I wanted to ask you, So, I mean,
Speaker 4: and this is I know that this is probably an
Speaker 4: impossible question to even answer, but what do you whatever
Speaker 4: you think about? So there was that one divine source
Speaker 4: at first, and it felt lonely. Then it started aging
Speaker 4: and projecting and creating reality so that it wouldn't feel
Speaker 4: very lonely in all that whole story. But why is
Speaker 4: it that there was only one source in the first place?
Speaker 4: And why do you think, like, how did that source
Speaker 4: even come about?
Speaker 5: Oh, that's a good one. I wouldn't say it was lonely, though,
Speaker 5: I would say that it wanted to experience the fullness
Speaker 5: of itself. So imagination, you know, you can be in
Speaker 5: it like just is like you think of yourself, you know, like, oh,
Speaker 5: I really want to try that one day. You're you're
Speaker 5: having all these great ideas and then you're you're like,
Speaker 5: I'm going to take initiative. I'm going to create it
Speaker 5: to be your podcast. Okay. So if we're living in
Speaker 5: a realm of infinite possibilities, right, that can it's just thought.
Speaker 5: All things is thought. It's all formlessness, and the hardest
Speaker 5: thing to create is form. And we're not alone, and
Speaker 5: it's not alone, and it's not alone. We're in a
Speaker 5: cosmic being. All is mind. But we're in a cosmic being.
Speaker 4: So do you believe that we're in a cosmic So
Speaker 4: we're in a cosmic being's mind. Then at that.
Speaker 5: Point, no, we are the cosmic being's mind, we're in
Speaker 5: its body.
Speaker 4: Oh yes, let's go all right, I like it.
Speaker 5: So think of the movie that came out, It didn't
Speaker 5: really do so great at the box office. What is
Speaker 5: it called The Immortals? Right?
Speaker 4: Do you remember that the immortals. I thought you were
Speaker 4: referring to the eternals.
Speaker 5: Thank you.
Speaker 4: I love that movie.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and you know how they're all pissed off in
Speaker 5: the end because they're like, wait a minute, we're just
Speaker 5: here to harvest. It doesn't matter. Like we've spent all
Speaker 5: this time like with humanity and we're just taking this
Speaker 5: and that's it. Wait, we're just ai too, like the
Speaker 5: l l l l L right, the outrage of it.
Speaker 5: We're wait, but these are for the cosmic beings. Yes, betch, yes,
Speaker 5: betch we're in a cosmic being, but we're not to
Speaker 5: identify with the individuated experience because we're in a much
Speaker 5: greater self.
Speaker 4: Right, yes, full on agree. So I've actually been watching
Speaker 4: like a lot of the government, you know, military whistleblowers
Speaker 4: as far as aliens and all that kind of stuff.
Speaker 4: I don't know what to believe as far as that goes.
Speaker 4: I just kind of find it fascinating to see what
Speaker 4: they talk about. And there was this one guy, the
Speaker 4: most recent one, I can't remember, Matthew something. He was
Speaker 4: talking about how he had access to these invoices that
Speaker 4: he wasn't really supposed to see, and so then he
Speaker 4: became a whistleblower because it seemed like it was operating
Speaker 4: outside of the government, so he wanted to blare the
Speaker 4: whistle or whatever. And what he's saying is is that
Speaker 4: he thinks that, you know, as far as aliens or
Speaker 4: entities or the phenomena goes, he believes that some of
Speaker 4: them are here to help. Some of them are almost
Speaker 4: harnessing and like like farming our energy in a sense.
Speaker 4: And then you hear about like Bob Blazar, and Bob
Speaker 4: Blazar got access to some kind of some kind of
Speaker 4: papers that said that there is some kind of energy
Speaker 4: or non human biological or whatever that is out there
Speaker 4: that looks at us like we're containers. And he goes,
Speaker 4: I don't really know what that meant by containers, containers
Speaker 4: of the soul or whatever. But what do you think
Speaker 4: about like a lot of these quote unquote government whistleblowers,
Speaker 4: are you you think they're all full of shit? Is
Speaker 4: it all manipulation or you think there's something to it?
Speaker 5: Well, it's it's it's a it's a it's a script
Speaker 5: for us to decode. Truly. So if there if somebody
Speaker 5: is on the spiritual path, that that means that the
Speaker 5: divine mother or source God. Creation is awake, is waking
Speaker 5: within you. It's quaking, it's waking a remembrance within you.
Speaker 5: And so what is played out on the world stage
Speaker 5: is the opportunity to take the inversion and grabs the truth.
Speaker 5: What does it mean for me? Okay? So when we
Speaker 5: see the alien, all right, there are So God is real. God,
Speaker 5: God is real. Israel. Israel is the people, not the place,
Speaker 5: but the people. Israel is us because we are real. Okay,
Speaker 5: we feel we are real, and we have integrity and
Speaker 5: a pure heart. So God is real. But it's an
Speaker 5: infinite intelligence that is within our blood. It's called the shikina.
Speaker 5: It is also known as the armor of God. The
Speaker 5: song of songs, the song of Sulomon, that sings us along,
Speaker 5: that guides us and harmonizes us. That's why frequency right,
Speaker 5: and when you sing an optunes it lifts your spirit
Speaker 5: up right. So it's God is an infinite intelligence of
Speaker 5: song and frequency. It's not some you know, do with
Speaker 5: the beard in the in the sky. Right. It is
Speaker 5: a primordial essence.
Speaker 2: It is.
Speaker 5: The minerals, the it's everything.
Speaker 4: God isn't all literally everything.
Speaker 5: Everything, even the abominations that we call alien or demons
Speaker 5: and aliens. Okay, they are just the lowest form, like
Speaker 5: say you took a shit, you shipped out your food
Speaker 5: that you digested. Okay, they are the shit that the
Speaker 5: cosmic being has already processed and digested and now it's
Speaker 5: sitting at the bottom of the fucking outhouse, you know,
Speaker 5: just creating soil.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, but let's let's get into that for a
Speaker 4: second now, because I can get on board with if
Speaker 4: you're talking about gray aliens or reptilians. But then you
Speaker 4: start to get into like the Pleiadians and the Oucturians
Speaker 4: and all these different types of uh.
Speaker 5: Alien, what are the interdimensional beings difference?
Speaker 4: Okay, all perfect, Yeah, I'm I'm full on board here
Speaker 4: with you. So you believe that the physical entities are
Speaker 4: the abominations, whereas the ethereal entities are the helpers, the
Speaker 4: spirits and stuff like that.
Speaker 5: They're us, They're the multi multi dimensional aspects of the one.
Speaker 5: They're us in the future. What we say, we're experiencing
Speaker 5: the now, the now, the now, and so there are
Speaker 5: future selves what we as a collective human. So when
Speaker 5: we in the human the light of mind, the lower mind,
Speaker 5: the creation of this form to house the logos, okay,
Speaker 5: and then we evolve back into because we're silica, we're
Speaker 5: ninety eight percent silica junk DNA, non quotable DNA, it's
Speaker 5: silica plasma DNA. We're ethereal. We are light bodies. We
Speaker 5: are the body of Christ. And once we ascend and
Speaker 5: reactivate our atomic because we have atoms, trillions of them
Speaker 5: in our body, and when we turn the motherfuckers back on,
Speaker 5: we become super novas of light and we returned to
Speaker 5: the stars. So an interdimensional being are expressions of us
Speaker 5: as every evolutionary step of the celestial human, the angelic
Speaker 5: human evolution. Right now, we are in the lowest We
Speaker 5: are finishing out the lower RBG, red, blue, green, five senses,
Speaker 5: platonic solids, carbon based two percent of the DNA two percent.
Speaker 5: Spirit wanted to God's source, wanted to experience its lowest density.
Speaker 5: It's darkest shadowy itself. So it's the.
Speaker 4: Mineral, the farthest emanation from the source.
Speaker 5: All is this emanation from the source, but it had
Speaker 5: to go deepest into itself, and it created us through
Speaker 5: the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral. It gave us
Speaker 5: its mind to form it all fission and feel, usion,
Speaker 5: the atomic structure, the the energetics, the primordial energy, the shakina,
Speaker 5: the kundalini, the cheet that in us to expand so
Speaker 5: that we could return back to its like be twice born.
Speaker 5: The atomic, the atom, the atomic consciousness, the spirit man. Okay,
Speaker 5: and then so and so what we have here in
Speaker 5: the physical are the sheet, are the pew or what
Speaker 5: I've already been processed and no longer have anything to
Speaker 5: do but to decompose and feed the hose. Okay, I
Speaker 5: don't know. That just rhymes r. It works, right, And
Speaker 5: so then that's it is what it is. It's not
Speaker 5: like everything will just repurpose itself once it all goes
Speaker 5: super nova anyways. So then we as the conscious, the cells,
Speaker 5: the soul, because that's what atlantis, that's what the heart,
Speaker 5: that's what earth anagram heart represents, is the soul. And
Speaker 5: it's the murk of a the light body of the plane,
Speaker 5: the planet, the gaya herself, the Earth herself is us.
Speaker 5: We are the soul. And so the reason why those
Speaker 5: NPCs haven't woke up because they're not the fucking soul.
Speaker 5: They're not the soul in soul. They had a golden ticket.
Speaker 5: Everybody gets a golden ticket. You get it, you get it,
Speaker 5: and get it, and get it and get it, and
Speaker 5: then they keep going. Now, I'm gonna catch that with
Speaker 5: THEO green right now. I'm going to cash that in
Speaker 5: right now, for some power, for some control, for some
Speaker 5: some goodie goodies, for some for whatever it is.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I feel that everything. I feel that same exact way,
Speaker 4: because I always say that for the longest time. I'm
Speaker 4: thirty five now, but I would say, up until I
Speaker 4: was twenty six, twenty seven, NPC like a motherfucker, Like
Speaker 4: I didn't question. I wasn't into, you know, diving into
Speaker 4: the etheric and diving into the truth about what this reality.
Speaker 4: I didn't really question it or anything. But then there
Speaker 4: was just little bread clumb breadcrumb along the way that
Speaker 4: led me to this path. And so I do believe
Speaker 4: that people can't evolve from their NPC form. I feel
Speaker 4: like that I did in a sense one hundred percent.
Speaker 5: Same here. I didn't have my conscious awakening until I
Speaker 5: was thirty three. My mom was unalived, I lost my
Speaker 5: day's paw, like my my everything. And by I mean
Speaker 5: I had my awakening like after my mom was my
Speaker 5: mom left or transitioned, you know, like but even then,
Speaker 5: like that wasn't what triggered me. Like I got a
Speaker 5: call from a medium out of like I didn't know
Speaker 5: what a medium was. I was a church andese. I
Speaker 5: was a backwards Baptist, you know, you know, drinking and
Speaker 5: screwing on Saturdays and praying and smiling on Sundays.
Speaker 4: You know, as one does.
Speaker 5: I was one hundred percent matrix Mayhem, you know. And anyways,
Speaker 5: I got a call from a medium and that just
Speaker 5: like opened up the door for me. And I was like,
Speaker 5: what what because she had things to tell me about
Speaker 5: my mom and all of her the whole situation that
Speaker 5: played out there anyways, And so I walked outside, I talked.
Speaker 5: I told my husband. I was like, I just got
Speaker 5: a call from a medium. I was like, she just
Speaker 5: told me all this stuff that I called my stepdad.
Speaker 5: I was like, Dad, did you did? Did you sell
Speaker 5: the boat? Are you lying to me? Like, because he
Speaker 5: was my mom was supposed to be my mother was
Speaker 5: helping us out financially with the day spot. And he's like, no,
Speaker 5: I didn't. Three months later, come from out he did,
Speaker 5: and he took the money. I took the money. Yeah,
Speaker 5: so it was I was like, what the fuck, what
Speaker 5: the fuck? What the fuck? And then she invited me
Speaker 5: to one of these events as she had help was
Speaker 5: holding and it was like some I didn't know what
Speaker 5: hell it was. I just know how to drive to Ensanita, California,
Speaker 5: and I showed up and she's like, okay, everybody, get
Speaker 5: in a circle and you kumbayah and you sing and
Speaker 5: you dance and like you get into trance, and like
Speaker 5: all of a sudden, my whole fucking life went upside down,
Speaker 5: and like I I had an awakening. And then I
Speaker 5: was like in there meditating, smoked some really good push
Speaker 5: because I was in California. I was super legal over there,
Speaker 5: and I got high as a kite and I'm like
Speaker 5: listening to this like meditation where I was going back
Speaker 5: into the womb and like into the mother, and I
Speaker 5: was like visualized, hope we're high. And I went in
Speaker 5: there and all of a sudden, I had like a
Speaker 5: Coundalini experience and then I started speaking in like seven
Speaker 5: different languages and I was like crying, and I was like,
Speaker 5: I don't know what's happened to any I was like,
Speaker 5: I'm speaking seven different languages. I don't even know who
Speaker 5: they are. I think one of them's Arabic. I think
Speaker 5: it's Russian. I said, no freaking idea a light language
Speaker 5: with what it was sound alchemy. It was my soul
Speaker 5: remembrance coming out of me. And it was insatiable. I
Speaker 5: was huge, and then I was talking to trees and
Speaker 5: I was able to read, so I was I got
Speaker 5: a deck card, tarot deck or it was an oracle deck,
Speaker 5: not a Tarot deck, and I'm just flipping cards, talking
Speaker 5: to like my girls.
Speaker 4: That worked.
Speaker 5: I had, like I had a day spot, the largest
Speaker 5: dacemaent in Stay, California size wise. It was beautiful. I
Speaker 5: loved it well it last anyway. So I'm sitting outside
Speaker 5: with my girls under these oak trees on the side
Speaker 5: of my building. Mind you, I had made my salon
Speaker 5: on top of ancient Indian burial grounds right behind a river,
Speaker 5: like on the backside there was a river that you
Speaker 5: used to be a river now so it's a dried
Speaker 5: up canal. And there was this thousand Indian massacre there
Speaker 5: with the Spaniards and the Indians, and they had thrown
Speaker 5: all the Spaniards threw all the bones into the river. Well,
Speaker 5: the river used to be bigger, and it was under
Speaker 5: the fucking building that they had put up there, and
Speaker 5: nobody had ever built anything in that building. I designed
Speaker 5: it like on a paper and had I wanted it
Speaker 5: all designed. I made a thousand square foot semicircle wall.
Speaker 5: I don't know how to say that, but it was
Speaker 5: a thousand square foot for the childcare. And I made
Speaker 5: it a circle. Okay, I didn't know, had no idea.
Speaker 5: And then I had two pillars that were hexagrams, five
Speaker 5: sides Each's where I wanted to put the salon. I
Speaker 5: could have made it a circle, Namich. I made it
Speaker 5: a hexagram so I could put the mirrors on it.
Speaker 5: So I had ten stations, ten girls. Well, guess what
Speaker 5: you have two fucking pillars next to each other. Guess
Speaker 5: could they create.
Speaker 4: A portal portal?
Speaker 5: And it was hexagram And I'm sitting on top of
Speaker 5: Indian bowls.
Speaker 4: Damn, it was that's next level.
Speaker 5: But I didn't know any of this when I created it.
Speaker 5: When it all happened and I had this awakening. Anyways,
Speaker 5: I'm sitting outside and I'm really one of my girls.
Speaker 5: She's from Mexico. And she was telling me about her
Speaker 5: story about how she was getting chased, and I was like,
Speaker 5: were you wearing a pink shirt and like tan shorts
Speaker 5: and white chunkless and did you run into a hotel?
Speaker 5: And there was like a revolving door, spinning door, and
Speaker 5: a little old lady with white hair behind the desk
Speaker 5: and had like a lift up piece. How did you know?
Speaker 5: How did you know? And then like I sat down
Speaker 5: with her and I was like, she would tell me
Speaker 5: about her her family and her husband's experience, and I
Speaker 5: was like, your uncle's house and I was like he
Speaker 5: had I was like, he took your husband into this. Anyways,
Speaker 5: I could see. I could so when somebody's talking to
Speaker 5: me and they're telling me truth, it'll show up visually
Speaker 5: in my mind. If somebody's lying to me, I won't
Speaker 5: get a visual for it. That's probably no one's abody's
Speaker 5: lying and truth. So I have anyways, I have this
Speaker 5: ability to read other people's energy innately and talk telepathy
Speaker 5: to trees and to rocks and to which aren't rocks
Speaker 5: but anyways, and to birds into everything. So my awakening
Speaker 5: was like boom, all your claares, boom, all your Claares,
Speaker 5: and I was like, I am not a quiet person
Speaker 5: and I am the one that created the this is
Speaker 5: big when Facebook was cool, right, But I created the
Speaker 5: Facebook group for my entire fucking neighborhood, my suburban track
Speaker 5: home neighborhood. I held the bunko. We did the family.
Speaker 5: We were the ones that were in charge rge of
Speaker 5: like the I had a huge day spat and it
Speaker 5: was family oriented. And we lived in a military in
Speaker 5: a military like suburban American neighborhood, like not even city city,
Speaker 5: literally surrounded we were. Yeah, anyways, we were surrounded by
Speaker 5: and so I had no problem. And my husband's backing
Speaker 5: me up. And I'm talking about Octornians. I'm talking about
Speaker 5: like the projections and the interdimensional beings that I were
Speaker 5: seeing like sixteen almost twenty feet fucking tall outside of
Speaker 5: my my window, my two story house, like in my backyard.
Speaker 5: I had just done some stupid noob noube nube ritual,
Speaker 5: not not knowing, just like oh I wanted to do.
Speaker 5: I want to do the thirteen tablets. I'm gonna suck it.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna suck around with thought and the no fucking
Speaker 5: idiot no anyways, I called him some vermonic spirits and
Speaker 5: guess what direction my mother fucking life went to the show.
Speaker 5: It was not good.
Speaker 3: Not good.
Speaker 5: I got it.
Speaker 4: You gotta live and learn though, you know.
Speaker 5: Bro, my awakening was intense. It was so intense, but
Speaker 5: it was good.
Speaker 4: Well, you're you're talking about all of your Claires kind
Speaker 4: of came to you. And that's something that I feel, like,
Speaker 4: you know, we try to work on through meditation and like,
Speaker 4: you know, going inward a little bit. And we've had
Speaker 4: like really really awesome like Clairevoyance and Claire Cognizance come
Speaker 4: on the show in the past, and I mean the
Speaker 4: most recent one was really wild because we actually had
Speaker 4: her on and she started to describe somebody and my
Speaker 4: co host Sean, he was like, oh my god, you're
Speaker 4: you're describing my stepdad like to a t like he
Speaker 4: his stepdad had died just a couple of years ago.
Speaker 4: She described the scar on his chest and a bunch
Speaker 4: of other like wild spot on ship that could only
Speaker 4: be talking about him, right, And and I just, I
Speaker 4: just I love that people can do that, but I
Speaker 4: want to be able to do it myself. So if
Speaker 4: you can figure that out, I mean, is it is
Speaker 4: it the best way to be able to try and
Speaker 4: just meditate on it? Like, what would you suggest some
Speaker 4: fucking meditate on it?
Speaker 2: Now?
Speaker 4: So what do you do if you're trying to get
Speaker 4: somebody you're there?
Speaker 5: Allow yourself to have it? These are the gifts, these
Speaker 5: are the supernatural abilities. They're called the the a booties,
Speaker 5: They're called the cities. These are innate abilities. But the
Speaker 5: thing is, I have so much confidence and also I
Speaker 5: had so much like pain and suffering as a kid,
Speaker 5: Like they these were triggered, like these these abilities were
Speaker 5: honed as a kid because I had to because I
Speaker 5: was raised in a very very very very toxic environment. Okay,
Speaker 5: I had a very toxic environment, So I had to
Speaker 5: I had to hone these skills, you know, I had
Speaker 5: to trust these like intuitive like hits. But if we
Speaker 5: just give ourself permission, like to trust yourself to trust
Speaker 5: what you're seeing. And the thing is is like you
Speaker 5: do this by allowing yourself to to practice, to play,
Speaker 5: to play, to play to play, and you play with
Speaker 5: people that are honest, like that are curious, that aren't like, no,
Speaker 5: that is it. I'm not thinking that you know your
Speaker 5: feelings are wrong. You're thinking wrong, who are lying to themselves.
Speaker 5: You can't play with somebody that's lying to themselves.
Speaker 4: You can't wake up somebody who's pretending to be asleep
Speaker 4: as they.
Speaker 5: Say, they're not pretending. They are into it. Yeah, they're
Speaker 5: perfectly content because they like their fear and their comfort.
Speaker 5: The devil's play is comfort. So the comfort somebody's in
Speaker 5: that is the devil at play right there. I'm not
Speaker 5: gonna I'm not these these spoiled and tied oled children
Speaker 5: that like they're just given everything and I'm living. Look
Speaker 5: at my shoes, look at my car. My life is
Speaker 5: so great. Yeah, you ain't got nothing. You got nothing.
Speaker 5: Your material is nothing because whenever you leave here, you
Speaker 5: got nothing because nothing goes with you when you leave,
Speaker 5: except for the lessons and the memories and like the
Speaker 5: moments that you have because it's a fucking dream.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm right there with you. I I love your
Speaker 4: energy and everything that you got. I got to ask
Speaker 4: you one more thing, though, So, just out of curiosity,
Speaker 4: would you be open to reading my energy?
Speaker 5: Well in what way?
Speaker 4: I don't know, Uh, blow my.
Speaker 5: Mind, blow your mind, well you want to.
Speaker 4: Do, because I'm actually going through a bit of a
Speaker 4: transition in my life right now.
Speaker 5: And you a drawing, So if you want me to
Speaker 5: do energy reading, I will draw, all right, Or I
Speaker 5: could pull up your chart and you can do a
Speaker 5: chart reading if you'd like that one. But that's really
Speaker 5: that really gets into detail, and we can talk about
Speaker 5: your gene keys, your cities, your your because where your
Speaker 5: planets are is where the day that you're born in
Speaker 5: true sidural astrology, not tropical, because that deals with the
Speaker 5: wobble twenty three point five degrees that doesn't actually exist.
Speaker 5: That that is about moving the energy from the center
Speaker 5: of the tororidal field up the motherfucking horror line to Polaris,
Speaker 5: which would be your crown star crown chakra, instead of
Speaker 5: having it connect to the crown chakra right, they're having
Speaker 5: the energy connect twenty three point five degrees off or
Speaker 5: four or five degrees, which rounds up to twenty three
Speaker 5: point five, which is where the eye of the dragon
Speaker 5: or Draco, and the eye of Draco is eltinin, which
Speaker 5: is the eye of the dragon, the red dragon, that
Speaker 5: red serpent, and that is where they get the black
Speaker 5: magic or the Saturnian reptilian or what they call reptilian,
Speaker 5: the red dragon metatronic overlay right where they do the brainwashing,
Speaker 5: where they do the mass energy harvesting from a time
Speaker 5: from a timeline which was over two thousand years ago.
Speaker 5: Way over. When they use fixed astrology, right areas, it's
Speaker 5: always aris. No, it's not, bitch, that's fixed. Nothing in
Speaker 5: this world is except for Polaris. That's the only thing
Speaker 5: that's fixed is Polaris.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 4: I've actually looked pretty heavily into sidereal astrology. It makes
Speaker 4: the most sense over tropical. Tropical is more western, that's sidereal.
Speaker 4: It makes more sense because it's the sky as it
Speaker 4: is now, it's not the sky as it was two
Speaker 4: three thousand years ago. And what's interesting is is that
Speaker 4: whenever you like compare the tropical in the sidereal astrology,
Speaker 4: a lot of people's zodiac changes. Like for mine, so
Speaker 4: in tropical I'm a Taurus, but in sideia, I'm in areas,
Speaker 4: And I kind of feel like, to be honest, areas
Speaker 4: just makes more sense to me anyway, if I'm judging
Speaker 4: myself a little bit.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, I agree, my entire changed. And so
Speaker 5: the same for me is like, oh, in tropical you're
Speaker 5: a Sagittarius and I'm like our Sagittarius son and like
Speaker 5: you're just had this free like life of happy, go lucky,
Speaker 5: and I'm like, no, man, I feel more Scorpio than
Speaker 5: than anything, Like I was righted by my dad, Like
Speaker 5: I don't want you're talking about how like a freely
Speaker 5: I was beaten and like abused and like so all
Speaker 5: kinds of statistic shit. I mean, I'm pretty scorpio. I'm
Speaker 5: pretty I'm pretty sure I'm Scorpio. Like I mean, if
Speaker 5: he's thirteen sign, I'm a Scorpio or a zero degree
Speaker 5: o feuchius, so right there on the if you use
Speaker 5: thirteen sign, which I do, is thirteen sign on the
Speaker 5: But I do have six planet or five planets in
Speaker 5: my descendant, all un Sagittaria, so I do have a
Speaker 5: lot of optimism and higher mind. But yeah, I totally
Speaker 5: get you in the Arias energy. Of course, it's the
Speaker 5: godhead and like it is about this the exploration and
Speaker 5: seeing things from this like vast perspective, like wanting to
Speaker 5: experience and and know and take it in all of
Speaker 5: these like experiences and thoughts and seeking right and just
Speaker 5: having different connections with you probably trip it over yourself
Speaker 5: and learning things the hard way, you know, a couple
Speaker 5: times over, you know what I mean, just rushing into
Speaker 5: shit too. But that's like that's the immature part of areas,
Speaker 5: is just rushed right in. But at the same time,
Speaker 5: it's like the guy that like and goes into the
Speaker 5: like some people put their foot in the pool. I'm
Speaker 5: gonna put my foot in and just trap at areas
Speaker 5: like the fuck out caball, you know, Like I'm just
Speaker 5: diving in man bucket. I don't need to know what
Speaker 5: the instructions. I'll figure it out.
Speaker 4: Like that is me to a t all day.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and Taurus is like I don't want to move.
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 4: And maybe that's who I was when I was an MPC.
Speaker 4: That makes a little bit more sense. So maybe it
Speaker 4: was kind of like that.
Speaker 5: It is the NPC coding. That's what I call. It's
Speaker 5: a matrix mind. It's your matrix mind. You're not your
Speaker 5: matrix mind, get in alignment with your soul, getting alignment
Speaker 5: to the now. It was, let's be in the now.
Speaker 5: Why the fuck are we using an astrology that doesn't exist?
Speaker 5: Why the fuck are we putting it? If we were based,
Speaker 5: we had no electronics and we had to look at
Speaker 5: the stars and make like a natal chart.
Speaker 4: We'd be looking at the fucking stars exactly. Yeah, you
Speaker 4: wouldn't be going off of something those two thousand years
Speaker 4: ago because you wouldn't have access to that information anyway.
Speaker 5: Right, you'd have to look at the stars from the
Speaker 5: north pole and you'd have to do the the measurements
Speaker 5: from there. You'd be looking out where the planets are
Speaker 5: from that point.
Speaker 4: And also, it doesn't really make a whole lot of
Speaker 4: sense as far as tropical because they're all like, every
Speaker 4: constellation is exactly the same degree amount, right, Like they
Speaker 4: look at it as if the sky is equally divided
Speaker 4: in twelves, which it's really not. So sideia makes a
Speaker 4: lot more sense because Virgo is way bigger than some
Speaker 4: of the other ones, and some of the other ones
Speaker 4: are smaller, and so it's sidereal makes the most sense
Speaker 4: if you're trying to get a true you know, astrological reading.
Speaker 4: In my opinion, one.
Speaker 5: Hundred percent, it does. But that's again, you're not in
Speaker 5: cognitive disonance and they are. Again, you're not chasing the
Speaker 5: Joneses and they are. They're trying to fit in and
Speaker 5: you're not.
Speaker 4: I'm just looking for the truth. I don't really care
Speaker 4: what's right or what's wrong. I just want to know
Speaker 4: what it really is.
Speaker 5: Like that's they're they're not they're content with making their money.
Speaker 5: They're sellouts and with truth. No, that's getting infringe on
Speaker 5: my comfort. Go ahead and play devil. But I'm going
Speaker 5: to say, not today, Satan, Not today, Satan. I'm not stopping.
Speaker 5: I'm going to keep popping my own ceiling.
Speaker 4: I'm there with you. Yeah, I don't really care to
Speaker 4: follow what's popular or what's trendy or anything like that.
Speaker 4: Like miss me with that shit, but yeah, it's it
Speaker 4: is wild. It is wild how so much of it
Speaker 4: is really a lie and so many people are out
Speaker 4: there just parroting some bullshit that they heard from somebody else.
Speaker 4: In a sense, it's not even something that they discovered
Speaker 4: as truth for themselves. And it really like there's a
Speaker 4: lot of people out there that just blindly follow. And
Speaker 4: I'm like, you know, I mean, I'm happy that you're
Speaker 4: interested in some form of spiritual but you know, it's
Speaker 4: go on your own path, right where.
Speaker 5: Do you feel at your Well, what I'm getting right
Speaker 5: now is you definitely have the Andromeda energy with you,
Speaker 5: Like the bubbliness, the other worldly mess, you know. So
Speaker 5: when we talk about the cosmic being, and like the
Speaker 5: celestial bodies, these are the multi dimensional aspects of ourselves.
Speaker 5: So if this is the earthly experience, then each one
Speaker 5: of the stars are a place or a dimension of
Speaker 5: the mind, because dimensions are in mind. Densities are in
Speaker 5: the planes. So planes have density, not gravity, but density
Speaker 5: the mineral in which it is created from. It's density, right,
Speaker 5: and this is the carbon, which is the heaviest. It's
Speaker 5: the lay right essentially, yeah, right. And then the stars
Speaker 5: which are in the firmament. Right, but they are of
Speaker 5: when you see them right from the real lens, not
Speaker 5: from the computer generated images of you know, well, this
Speaker 5: is the cosmos. Oh bitch, it ain't the fucking cosmo. Right,
Speaker 5: there's simatic, there's simatic patterns. Right, they're different colors, which
Speaker 5: is gases. The colors come from the gases and the
Speaker 5: pinks and the yellows. And it talks about it, you
Speaker 5: know with an old more or even uh like forma
Speaker 5: Haunt and Regulus and Rigel and and Andromeda and you
Speaker 5: know serious, the blue star right, it's blue, Okay, Well,
Speaker 5: it's coldbal okay, so that's a that that plane has
Speaker 5: a semi etheric expression, and that's part of the cosmic trinity,
Speaker 5: which in which forms the stellar consciousness. It's like the
Speaker 5: portal into that. But that's where you have the trinity,
Speaker 5: where it goes from the one, the primordial up to Polaris,
Speaker 5: is from the one to the three, which is Ursa Major,
Speaker 5: which surrounds Polaris like think of the fucking horror line
Speaker 5: and the light coming out, and then you have Ursa
Speaker 5: Major that is protecting it and going circling around it. Okay,
Speaker 5: protecting it. It's mama bear, okay, And it's the seven Rehi's.
Speaker 5: And then you also have serious and plei eightes or
Speaker 5: pliads and sirius so Ursa Major, the seven stars of
Speaker 5: Ursa Major, the Rishi, the husband's divine will. That's why
Speaker 5: it's known as the husband's divine will and power. Okay,
Speaker 5: cosmic divine will and power, ple eightes, the seven sisters,
Speaker 5: the seven wives of the Rishi. If you want to
Speaker 5: look this up in the Hindu lore. All right, and uh,
Speaker 5: that's love and wisdom the motherly okay, so divine will
Speaker 5: major and then please is love will and then their child,
Speaker 5: which is the third ray. Cosmic third ray is active intelligence.
Speaker 5: It's the the creative, the child of Ursa Major or
Speaker 5: the seven Rishi and the seven wives, and they created
Speaker 5: serious and serious is our fifth dimensional son, whereas you
Speaker 5: have ple eightes is the eighth it's an eighth dimensional
Speaker 5: son or sixth, sixth and seventh dimensional son, but it
Speaker 5: goes up into the eighth dimension. But anyways, that's the
Speaker 5: spiritual son. Okay, okay, So that's where you're So those
Speaker 5: three make up the cosmic triangle. So from the one
Speaker 5: to the trinity, the mother, the father or the father
Speaker 5: the mother, and then the holy spirit of the child,
Speaker 5: which is serious and that that's why you see a
Speaker 5: lot of the Mayans and other like uh talk about
Speaker 5: the the serious connection because it's active intelligence, and it's
Speaker 5: our fifth dimensional sun, and it's switching to the blue sun,
Speaker 5: the blue starcachina. That's when we move into the fifth
Speaker 5: dimensional expression, or we move we're done with the human experience, experiment, experience,
Speaker 5: and we move into a celestial experience, and we switch souns.
Speaker 5: We're no longer governed by our solar, our local lower mind.
Speaker 5: It's been christed and it moves up and we operate
Speaker 5: from the serious mind. And again this happens in different
Speaker 5: epochs when it switches and the holograms shifts here, okay,
Speaker 5: and then going into what was it going on with that?
Speaker 5: Where were they going with that? Where was it going
Speaker 5: with that? One of the three of the seven, the
Speaker 5: seven planets and the seven planets, the chakras and energy.
Speaker 5: And then once we embody that, we go the seven
Speaker 5: to the three, to the want, back to the onet,
Speaker 5: back to this and that's whereas going back to the source.
Speaker 5: So what the hell? Oh I was talking about? Dimensions
Speaker 5: and density? So different densities are the minerals in which
Speaker 5: the planes are operating from, okay, and then the dimension
Speaker 5: is of the mind and so we But the cosmic
Speaker 5: mind or the stellar the stellar logos, the stellar mines,
Speaker 5: they have planes of expression and what we call like experience.
Speaker 5: Whenever you go into another dream, you go into another dream,
Speaker 5: it's another door into another dream land. But it's not
Speaker 5: full of hell and damnation and war like. Oh it's
Speaker 5: the star wars. No, one's no fucking star wars. That
Speaker 5: was all here when they had they used the lasers
Speaker 5: and the frequency wars, they used sound and frequency to
Speaker 5: like they did with with Maui, like they did with
Speaker 5: you know, California, and then what like they did with
Speaker 5: Chicago and burn the fires and burning down all of
Speaker 5: these these buildings. Energy weapons, yes, direct it dus, yes, yeah,
Speaker 5: direct energy weapon. That's that's the star Wars. They're burning
Speaker 5: down the star Cities, the star Fords of Tartaria. Those
Speaker 5: are this that's what that's what are That's what this
Speaker 5: extern anyways, but they it's manifested in our reality for
Speaker 5: us to see it.
Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, for us.
Speaker 5: To know, but but it's been turned in some hollyweird,
Speaker 5: some Hollywood again that everything in the external reality is
Speaker 5: speaking to us. Not everybody's gonna make it. Not everybody's
Speaker 5: gonna shift, and it's not meant to be. They sold
Speaker 5: their soul out. They chose that God's judging their judgment
Speaker 5: is they disappear. They don't get to They don't you
Speaker 5: know when you play Fortnite. My kids play Fortnite, right,
Speaker 5: and they got a new season, right, they auto spawn
Speaker 5: into the new place, the new land, and they can't
Speaker 5: go back to the old land even if they liked it.
Speaker 5: There was their favorite one. Fuck this new one. Don't
Speaker 5: like you. I can't have this. I don't have that.
Speaker 5: Bitch work up and you will. But either way, you
Speaker 5: can't go back. We're not going backwards, and not everybody's
Speaker 5: moving forward.
Speaker 4: Yeah I feel that. Yeah, it definitely seems it's it
Speaker 4: sucks that not everybody is going to whenever you say not,
Speaker 4: everybody's going to make it. That kind of sucks though,
Speaker 4: doesn't it.
Speaker 5: That's all you want to say. It's a dream. You
Speaker 5: wake up from a dream.
Speaker 4: So whenever we do go into whatever is next right
Speaker 4: after that, it will be like waking up into another dream.
Speaker 4: Now we'll be waking up into another dream as a baby,
Speaker 4: starting all over again. Or what do you think that
Speaker 4: looks like?
Speaker 5: So when Alice woke up from the dream underneath the tree, right,
Speaker 5: she had all of her experience that she gained while
Speaker 5: she was in Wonderland.
Speaker 4: Yes, that's all you need to know, then, all you
Speaker 4: need to know. I love it. So you were talking
Speaker 4: about the energy and you said something about Andromeda. We
Speaker 4: were you.
Speaker 5: So you have the Andromeda and inner right, that's like
Speaker 5: an innate aspect to you, which is like this, it's this,
Speaker 5: it's ethereal it's non it's non physical, non non non
Speaker 5: physical energy. And but it doesn't mean that they're the
Speaker 5: dreams that don't exist, like there there isn't experiences there.
Speaker 5: It's just a non physical experience. It's it's an ethereal energy.
Speaker 5: And so that's when I was drawing you, I'm like, well,
Speaker 5: what the hell am I going to pull out from this?
Speaker 5: And it's like what I was what I was getting
Speaker 5: from it was like this really watery like other worldly energy.
Speaker 5: So it's like like I was saying earlier, like we're
Speaker 5: in a cosmic being, but the cosmic being there's multiple
Speaker 5: like the eternals, right, there's multiple cosmic beings or even
Speaker 5: in the movie it's another good one analogy to use
Speaker 5: is U in Guardians of the Galaxy, the first one
Speaker 5: where he meets his father Ego, yeah, right, and his
Speaker 5: dad's like he's like, these are my creations done?
Speaker 4: All right? Well that was in the second one.
Speaker 5: Oh, second one, Okay, these are my creations little but
Speaker 5: he gets destroyed because he didn't meet himself. So the
Speaker 5: reason why the cosmic being is going to meet itself
Speaker 5: so it can create more worlds, which are what all
Speaker 5: the stars are different worlds and use parts of itself,
Speaker 5: the elements, all the minerals, because you don't actually have
Speaker 5: to have it. You just think about it and it is.
Speaker 5: And if you are, if you're that deeply connected to yourself,
Speaker 5: then you're able to instantaneously manifest. Example, I can sit
Speaker 5: by a water because I've been in water, I've lived
Speaker 5: by the river. I know what it feels like. All
Speaker 5: I gotta do is feel it, and it's there, It's
Speaker 5: in me. I know it. So the cosmic being is
Speaker 5: going into the depths of itself to know the hell
Speaker 5: of itself so that it can create worlds, even more
Speaker 5: worlds which already exists all around us in stars. They're
Speaker 5: already been created. We're just remembering. We're the cells and
Speaker 5: we're remembering and we're going back into these but we're
Speaker 5: doing it in gradual layers, because you know, it's the
Speaker 5: cause of being remembering itself or recreating itself. Like you're
Speaker 5: you were already you. You're already everything that you are,
Speaker 5: but you weren't aware of it before. But now you
Speaker 5: become aware of it.
Speaker 4: It's familiar. Yeah.
Speaker 5: No, no, no, no, no, no no, you are already before
Speaker 5: you had your awakening. M right, Yeah, you're already who
Speaker 5: you are. Everything was already in you. Yes, those memories
Speaker 5: just started remembering, and it plays out step by step
Speaker 5: by step, person by person by experience, by conversation. Okay,
Speaker 5: because everything's already within you, it's already in your DNA.
Speaker 5: It just had a kickening, had an awakening.
Speaker 4: I see what you're saying. Remember, No, I was saying
Speaker 4: that whenever I eventually did have spiritual awakening, it didn't
Speaker 4: happen all at once for me. It was like very
Speaker 4: gradual over like the last seven eight years. And but whenever,
Speaker 4: you know, now it feels like this, this, this remembering,
Speaker 4: it feels familiar. It's really what I was trying to say,
Speaker 4: is like it's it's not foreign, it's not alien. It's
Speaker 4: like I've done this before in some other context that
Speaker 4: I don't know how, you know, it's almost like deja vu,
Speaker 4: Like how how did I already see this? How did
Speaker 4: I already know it? Why does it feel so familiar?
Speaker 4: Already kind of thing?
Speaker 5: You know? Yeah, because it's already it's already been done,
Speaker 5: and the stars are the cosmic beings, it's already been done.
Speaker 5: We're in the part of the cosmic being where it's
Speaker 5: in its past. The shadows are it's past, the stars
Speaker 5: are its future. And where the medium the transistors, which
Speaker 5: is a medium, we're the medium through which its memory moves,
Speaker 5: which is energy moves through. Okay, all right, you're getting that,
Speaker 5: uh huh okay. And so when we're we're talking about
Speaker 5: like I was using Guardians of the Galaxy too, thank
Speaker 5: you for correct me. But what it was showing us
Speaker 5: is that had the cosmic being not met itself, it
Speaker 5: would have self it would have imploded. So going rainbow
Speaker 5: body or body and glory. When you see Hindus and
Speaker 5: they turn to ash and dust, they self imploded. They
Speaker 5: didn't do it the right way. Ascension is you take
Speaker 5: the body, you activate the gaseous planes, you transfigure. You
Speaker 5: don't leave hair and nails and skin behind that whole.
Speaker 5: You become a translucent essence and emanation light. Right, so
Speaker 5: you just activate more light. It's not you like turn
Speaker 5: nude and like no no, no now. So anyways, it's
Speaker 5: a self implosion. It's like force, I'm trying to force this,
Speaker 5: force this, now you're gonna blow up. So the cosmic
Speaker 5: being went all the way down. We're the cells that said, hey,
Speaker 5: i'll volunteer to go all the way down back in there.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna go all the way down there with you,
Speaker 5: God source speared. I'm gonna hail Mary when I'm in
Speaker 5: there too, and you're gonna go come get me the
Speaker 5: fuck out right, You're gonna wake me up, right, You're
Speaker 5: gonna make me remember that. I'm just I'm diving deep
Speaker 5: for you so that when it goes and creates all
Speaker 5: of these other realms of itself worlds, they don't influde.
Speaker 4: So it has to know the bottom of the barrel
Speaker 4: depths of which it is made up of, in order
Speaker 4: to be able to expand itself and take that experience
Speaker 4: and apply it.
Speaker 5: To that absolutely and make the other realms even better.
Speaker 5: Because now it has, it has integrated like you spiritually.
Speaker 5: When you integrate your spiritual, emotional, and mental, you are
Speaker 5: a fully mature adult. You're not irrational, you're not a erratic,
Speaker 5: you don't make dumb decisions. You know, you're not swayed
Speaker 5: by temptations. Right, You're like, you know what the old
Speaker 5: me would have but not now I know what I
Speaker 5: got and I appreciate it.
Speaker 4: You know, old me would have definitely fallen into the
Speaker 4: hole several times.
Speaker 5: Right, And the same thing with a cosmic being. It
Speaker 5: is it's becoming spiritually, emotionally, and mentally mature, and so
Speaker 5: it's going to party with other cosmic beings because it's
Speaker 5: not alone and it has an etheric.
Speaker 4: Body that is so wild to even picture that we're
Speaker 4: living inside of a cosmic being like that is. I mean,
Speaker 4: you absolutely one hundred percent not believe it, but you
Speaker 4: know it to be true. I know me, I love it.
Speaker 3: Well.
Speaker 4: Look towards the end of the show, we always like
Speaker 4: to do a tarot reading. Normally Sean is the one
Speaker 4: that pulls the tarot cards, but I ended up pulling
Speaker 4: one this time. And this is actually a very special
Speaker 4: tarot deck to me. I actually just got it mailed
Speaker 4: to be so for Christmas, what I did was I
Speaker 4: because my mom is actually the one that got me
Speaker 4: into like the the witchy spiritual you know, love and
Speaker 4: Halloween and all that other fun jazz. She got me
Speaker 4: really into that, which kind of led me to discovering
Speaker 4: a lot of other wild spiritual stuff, right, And so
Speaker 4: for Christmas, I bought her this tarot deck that you
Speaker 4: can color, right, And I wasn't you know, I was
Speaker 4: just like, look, I think that you should have your
Speaker 4: own tarot deck. This is something that I have like
Speaker 4: eight or nine decks over here. I want you to
Speaker 4: have one. And she's very artistic and she loves coloring
Speaker 4: and all that and drawing, and so I was like,
Speaker 4: I'm gonna get you a like a coloring one that
Speaker 4: you can color yourself. And so she colors it and
Speaker 4: she works on it literally since from Christmas until just
Speaker 4: a couple of weeks ago, and then I received and
Speaker 4: because my birthday was May eighth, so it was just
Speaker 4: like what like a week ago something like that, thank you,
Speaker 4: thank you, And so for my birthday, she sent me
Speaker 4: like the fully colored in tarot deck and so you know,
Speaker 4: it's it's a nice little it's like the her energy
Speaker 4: is in it too. But uh but anyway, I just
Speaker 4: pulled this one and it is the four Wands. And
Speaker 4: I'm not somebody that I don't I can't just look
Speaker 4: at a card and know what it means. I know,
Speaker 4: there's like there's obviously the symbols in it and stuff
Speaker 4: like that. But I have this little book here is
Speaker 4: I actually like to read from. And so the four
Speaker 4: of Wands, it says celebrate your achievements with the ones
Speaker 4: you love before pushing ahead to the next goal. Enjoyment
Speaker 4: and celebration abound in the four of Wand's card. The
Speaker 4: beautiful floral canopy that resembles a traditional Jewish koopa signifying
Speaker 4: marriage is being held up by the four of wands
Speaker 4: firmly rooted in the ground. The yellow background of the
Speaker 4: card indicates conscious awareness and joy as the couple celebrates
Speaker 4: their union by waving flora bouquets in the air enthusiastically.
Speaker 4: They have made the choice to unite in commitment to
Speaker 4: creating something stable and long lasting. Behind the couple stands
Speaker 4: a glorious castle with people dancing joyfully in a lush garden,
Speaker 4: celebrating their abundance and prosperity. That is a great card
Speaker 4: to have, especially it just speaks to the soul, you know,
Speaker 4: like whenever you just do like a little one card,
Speaker 4: just a little something. I love that, But I like
Speaker 4: reading the personal slash spiritual meaning behind it too. But
Speaker 4: it says you're savoring the process of putting down roots,
Speaker 4: either buying or renovating a home, joining a group, or
Speaker 4: taking a relationship to the next level. Celebrate the joy
Speaker 4: and excitement of these milestone moments. Should the opportunity arise,
Speaker 4: go ahead and pour your excitement into a creative project.
Speaker 4: Spending time with family and friends, throwing a party or
Speaker 4: taking a break to rejuvenate is beneficial for your spirit. Wow,
Speaker 4: great card, that's a happy card. And you know, even
Speaker 4: even if that card is reversed, it's still a good thing.
Speaker 4: So that's how you know. It's like throw and through
Speaker 4: a good card.
Speaker 5: A good card. Well, it's spirit and the four which
Speaker 5: is like foundations and structure, and that castle is about
Speaker 5: like achieving the Holy of holies or like you've reached
Speaker 5: the kingdom within, Like it is about walking into the
Speaker 5: kingdom and you've yoked the masculine the feminine, that holy
Speaker 5: union within you, and now you've reached the kingdom or
Speaker 5: what we you know, the higher consciousness. And it's like
Speaker 5: a welcoming party into that like spirit, welcome walking with
Speaker 5: spirit into your new royal abundance. You've been anointed, you've
Speaker 5: been blessed, and now you're in your your dharma and
Speaker 5: it is a very abundant. Car. I love that car.
Speaker 4: Oh my God, that straight up speaks to my life.
Speaker 4: I hope that it pertains to a lot of the
Speaker 4: listeners here and even you, like, I that is such
Speaker 4: a good omen kind of card I.
Speaker 5: Think it is. I mean, come on, when somebody has
Speaker 5: this kind when we have this kind of awareness in life,
Speaker 5: like I'm not I'm just I'm a mirror. I'm a
Speaker 5: mirror neuron. Fucking mirror neurons, right, mirror neurons, And like
Speaker 5: if we if I have obtained this level of fucking awareness,
Speaker 5: like what fuck ripple effect does this do? What does
Speaker 5: this show us? Like it's not even me, but it is.
Speaker 5: I'm the expression of it. I'll own it.
Speaker 3: I like it.
Speaker 5: Right. Oh yeah, but that's not just It's not just me.
Speaker 5: I know, I'm not alone. I'm all one. Yeah. So yeah,
Speaker 5: we're walking into our royalty. We have turned them on
Speaker 5: the fucking will. We're going in the new direction. We're
Speaker 5: in the mystery van. Let's go, let's fucking go slowly,
Speaker 5: get in. I got the snacks. Let's celebrate this bitch,
Speaker 5: drive it up in it. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: I love it. Yeah, it's exactly. It definitely feels that way.
Speaker 4: It's almost like, uh, you know, whenever you start talking
Speaker 4: about this, especially on a podcast or on social media
Speaker 4: or anything like that. It's almost like the energy within you,
Speaker 4: the excitement and the knowledge that you're sharing and the
Speaker 4: wisdom and all that kind of stuff, it's almost emanating
Speaker 4: from you, and it's kind of shedding light onto a
Speaker 4: lot of people that didn't really know about a lot
Speaker 4: of concepts. And that's what we do on this show.
Speaker 4: We don't you know, we never say that we're like
Speaker 4: the masters or the knowers of all information. A lot
Speaker 4: of the times that we're we're shooting an episode, a
Speaker 4: lot of the times it's a it's a concept that
Speaker 4: we don't know and we want to do the show
Speaker 4: to learn ourselves. And it's kind of like, you know,
Speaker 4: the students are running the classroom kind of do and
Speaker 4: so you know, we've covered a lot of things that
Speaker 4: we've learned a lot of things. We've grown in every
Speaker 4: single way along the way. You know, we've been doing
Speaker 4: the show for almost two years now, and and all
Speaker 4: the amazing people that we've met on this journey. I mean,
Speaker 4: it's just like me and Sean, we're on the fool's journey.
Speaker 4: Here we are, here's the high Priestess right here right
Speaker 4: or you know, something like that, and I just I
Speaker 4: love every single step along the journey. But if anybody
Speaker 4: wants to be able to find you, how would they
Speaker 4: go about doing so?
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean they can go to Quirkycosmo dot com,
Speaker 5: my website, or they can go to my link tree
Speaker 5: on my you know, on Instagram or TikTok. I mean,
Speaker 5: I've gone viral on TikTok though just recently, so you
Speaker 5: might actually just come across my video if you have TikTok.
Speaker 4: That's how I found you.
Speaker 5: Oh you did? Is that where you found me? Mm
Speaker 5: hmm yeah, Like I was unexpected but whatever. Spirit's like,
Speaker 5: You're not gonna hide anymore. And I was like bye,
Speaker 5: and I'm kind of my cage. Anyways. You can go
Speaker 5: to TikTok. You can find me at Courtney Cosmo, Courtney
Speaker 5: Cosmo across the board, you know, just not on Facebook
Speaker 5: because I don't give a front door about the face
Speaker 5: of books, but the same thing. Yeah, yeah, go Instagram,
Speaker 5: you know, but mainly I'm mainly on TikTok. I also
Speaker 5: have YouTube. But if you want to book a session
Speaker 5: with me, and like, we didn't even talk about the
Speaker 5: gene keys or any of that stuff, but you know
Speaker 5: that's where I got all. I do my life coaching
Speaker 5: and I work with people and their their blueprinting. They
Speaker 5: do cosmic blueprinting. That's what I was gonna do with you.
Speaker 5: But just kept talking and that's great.
Speaker 4: You know, I love it.
Speaker 5: I was having so much fun playing and maybe it'll
Speaker 5: be another time when I like we can sit down
Speaker 5: and we just like, you know, get a little pokey
Speaker 5: poke with.
Speaker 4: The We're definitely, we're definitely doing it again. Usually whenever
Speaker 4: we get somebody on for the first time on the show,
Speaker 4: it's kind of like an overview of all that is
Speaker 4: you and all the information that you have to share
Speaker 4: with everybody else, and it's like the shows that are
Speaker 4: after that, it's more like, all right, let's stay on
Speaker 4: a topic, let's really learn about it. So what was
Speaker 4: it the keys that you talked about?
Speaker 5: Oh, I work with the gin Keys and True sidereal Astrology.
Speaker 5: So yeah, the gin Keys are the sixty four codeons
Speaker 5: or sixty four codes of human consciousness. It's a spectrum
Speaker 5: of human conscious it's really the human conditioning. It's based
Speaker 5: off the sixty four hexagrams and the eye chain, the minerals,
Speaker 5: the elements, and it's also, you know, connects with the
Speaker 5: human design, which I don't really like human design, but whatever,
Speaker 5: it connects with human design, and it's really a mystic
Speaker 5: path into yourself. And the way that I'm able to
Speaker 5: sink and connect since I've worked with it for almost
Speaker 5: a decade now and just my, I have an amazing
Speaker 5: ability to synthesize things to just that's my that's my creative.
Speaker 5: I don't know, that's my. I use words like sounds,
Speaker 5: sound effects, but anyways, I'm able to emphasize and like
Speaker 5: really bring into awareness, like your your gifts and also
Speaker 5: the things that you're needing to work on, you know.
Speaker 5: And I use the jin keys as pinpoints, you know,
Speaker 5: because these are the cities and also the shadow of
Speaker 5: the gift. But the cities are the natural state of
Speaker 5: human consciousness. And so I really help people to focus
Speaker 5: on the cities and the gifts and embracing the shadow
Speaker 5: aspects of them that they need to work on, because
Speaker 5: that's how they unlock all of this, the civic frequencies,
Speaker 5: the boo booties, the superpowers that you're so saying, it's
Speaker 5: through trust and my play and I expand and ignite
Speaker 5: people's days. So we'll definitely have to focus in on that.
Speaker 4: One hundred percent. Yes, I love everything that you just said.
Speaker 4: I mean some of the stuff that I'm hearing for
Speaker 4: the first time, and I love that. I love just
Speaker 4: like uncovering new topics and new sources and new perspectives
Speaker 4: on everything. So definitely would love to have you back on.
Speaker 4: I know that my cousin Sean is going to love
Speaker 4: you as well, so it's going to be a fascinating conversation.
Speaker 4: We're definitely gonna do it again at like pretty soon,
Speaker 4: I would imagine. But yeah, with uh, with that being said,
Speaker 4: if the quirky Cosmo came here and she taught you anything,
Speaker 4: it's that you don't know what you don't know, so
Speaker 4: don't just get weird. This is where Sean would say, stapid.
Speaker 3: Openside, mind ordinary, far behind color swell and stars in
Speaker 3: mine and.
Speaker 4: The mysteries you're find all right, the one out there?
Speaker 4: What did you think about that meditation? My god, so
Speaker 4: many things that were running through my mind in that
Speaker 4: It's it's a strange sensation. Whenever you're like embodying that
Speaker 4: nine hundred and sixty three hertz out they call it
Speaker 4: like a god frequency because it really does kind of
Speaker 4: give you that notion that you know, you're the manifesto,
Speaker 4: you're the creator in a sense, and you know that
Speaker 4: you're not just an individual, but you kind of have
Speaker 4: like a magical type of say so, and your emotion
Speaker 4: and subconscious all of it plays into creating and manifesting
Speaker 4: your own reality. I think that's probably why it's so
Speaker 4: important to pay attention to your thoughts, you know, because
Speaker 4: we do create our own reality in a sense, maybe
Speaker 4: not even in a sense, maybe maybe wholly you know.
Speaker 4: So that's uh, that's probably why it's so important to
Speaker 4: pay pay attention to your thoughts, because you might go
Speaker 4: around fuck up and manifest something that you were thinking about,
Speaker 4: and sometimes it's it's intentional and sometimes it's unintentional. For
Speaker 4: the people that don't believe in manifestation, you know, it's
Speaker 4: always going to be unintentional, so they're therefore you're not
Speaker 4: really aware of your thoughts. And if you're not aware
Speaker 4: of your thoughts, then you don't really have a good
Speaker 4: understanding of the the percussion of those thoughts. Percussion is
Speaker 4: that the right word anyway, you know, the the reality
Speaker 4: that manifests those thoughts in general. So yeah, I think
Speaker 4: it's pretty important to start monitoring your thoughts because manifestation
Speaker 4: is absolutely real and the universe, you know it, it
Speaker 4: shines off of you, It creates by the emanation from you,
Speaker 4: in a sense. And that's not for the whole world.
Speaker 4: I'm talking about for you, you and your own daily life.
Speaker 4: You're the one that is out there creating something for you.
Speaker 4: Whatever you're manifesting, it's not that doesn't have to be
Speaker 4: for the entire world. Why do you, you know, don't worry
Speaker 4: about the entire world. You're not going to manifest you know,
Speaker 4: world peace or anything like that. Maybe you, as an
Speaker 4: individual incorporating the vibration of peace, you know, maybe that's
Speaker 4: going to help it a couple of percent or something
Speaker 4: like that. But this is a personal journey. It's a
Speaker 4: personal journey to get closer to the all the one
Speaker 4: God universe, you name it, whatever your name for it is.
Speaker 4: It's a journey to get back to that. And it's
Speaker 4: not that we ever really left. It's just that we
Speaker 4: almost just forgot what it was. And then whenever you
Speaker 4: start getting little hints of it, it's like those little
Speaker 4: hints are little subtle reminders from the one that you
Speaker 4: know that the One or God or the universe never
Speaker 4: really left you, it's just that you forgot. And so
Speaker 4: now it's a whole remembering thing, and you know, how
Speaker 4: do you go about trying to remember what it's like
Speaker 4: to be, you know, incorporated into the One, into the all. Well,
Speaker 4: I would say that probably does happen with synchronicity. That
Speaker 4: probably does happen with just being more aware and being
Speaker 4: more aware of your thoughts and doing everything intentionally as
Speaker 4: much as you can intentionally. Right, stop paying attention to
Speaker 4: every single thought that enters your mind as if it's you,
Speaker 4: because it's not. It's just shit that's in the ether,
Speaker 4: that's in the astrols, just floating around. It's like I
Speaker 4: always say, it's the car going down the street. You
Speaker 4: want to pay attention to it? You can, you don't
Speaker 4: have to. I think that's really they're They're all just
Speaker 4: a thought. Is just a suggestion. And whenever I say that,
Speaker 4: it's it's a suggestion specifically to you on and it's
Speaker 4: based upon not what you believe, but it's how you
Speaker 4: react to that thought, what manifests within you, within your energy.
Speaker 4: Whenever you have a specific thought and if you stumble
Speaker 4: across something that you don't like. You know, like you
Speaker 4: turn on the news and you see a million things
Speaker 4: a day. Shit is the news never reports anything positive, right,
Speaker 4: It's never like, oh, yeah, we're gonna celebrate this, because
Speaker 4: nobody's going to tune into that.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 4: The lower minded people are in that animalistic fight or
Speaker 4: flight type of situation, so they're always worried about what
Speaker 4: to be worried about kind of thing. And I think you,
Speaker 4: you know, you need a little bit of aspect of that,
Speaker 4: but don't don't make that your entire life. But yeah,
Speaker 4: I felt like I was, in a sense in the
Speaker 4: primordial waters in that manifest or in that meditation. Very interesting.
Speaker 4: I felt like I almost saw like the moonlight glimmering
Speaker 4: off of the water. Very odd. But it wasn't like moonlight.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 4: I live in Texas, so I love going to Galveston
Speaker 4: and seeing the beach there and you know, the Gulf
Speaker 4: of America, like going on there, it's awesome, and it's
Speaker 4: not like the water that's shining off of that. It
Speaker 4: was stranger. It was like more lucid and more etheric almost,
Speaker 4: and it was almost like like almost like a dark
Speaker 4: night of the soul in a sense, not necessarily even
Speaker 4: in a bad way, but almost being one with that.
Speaker 4: As she said, it's not alone, it's all one, right,
Speaker 4: so be all one, don't be alone. So yeah, yeah,
Speaker 4: it's interesting whenever you're in that meditation you feel like
Speaker 4: you understand how manifestation works just by listening to a frequency.
Speaker 4: That's crazy, you know, It's like, can't you just incorporate
Speaker 4: that all the time. Well, you don't need to manifest
Speaker 4: all the time, you know. I mean, as a matter
Speaker 4: of fact, all the manifestation is is just I mean,
Speaker 4: you can't bring it with you, you know. And that's
Speaker 4: the thing about this material reality. Everybody gets so caught
Speaker 4: up and the material reality of everything. I want the
Speaker 4: hot wife, or I want the hot husband, or I
Speaker 4: want the awesome job, I want the big house. Always
Speaker 4: worried about what they can physically manifest. That's not what
Speaker 4: I'm after. I'm after what can I spiritually manifest? What
Speaker 4: can I spiritually encompass within myself to where if a
Speaker 4: bad thought does arrive, or if a bad thing does
Speaker 4: happen to me, I want to make I want to
Speaker 4: make it to where these things don't bother me. Anymore.
Speaker 4: I just see it as part of the plan. I
Speaker 4: see it as part of the path, and it's up
Speaker 4: to me on how I react to it, you know.
Speaker 4: And there's nothing wrong with being sad or angry or
Speaker 4: anything like that. But it's just about not giving to
Speaker 4: the suggestions of this physical world, because this physical world
Speaker 4: will definitely nudge you in some ways. But the thing
Speaker 4: is is, you know, as far as manifestation goes, like
Speaker 4: get out of the material mind. And that's that's that's
Speaker 4: something that I've learned, is to try and get out
Speaker 4: of because there's always something better. You get a hot wife,
Speaker 4: you can always get a hotter one, you get a
Speaker 4: nice house, you can always get a nicer one, you
Speaker 4: get a good job, you can always have something nicer.
Speaker 4: There's always something better materially right, and even the things
Speaker 4: that are, you know, top tier best option for somebody
Speaker 4: isn't always going to be the same for the next person.
Speaker 4: So as far as manifestation goes, that's what I would
Speaker 4: I would focus on, is trying to incorporate in trying
Speaker 4: to encompass the higher mind more often, that's what I
Speaker 4: would like to manifest to be inside of that higher
Speaker 4: mind as often as humanly possible, because whenever you get there,
Speaker 4: the little things in life, the little the bad thing,
Speaker 4: the okay things, the soso things, even the good things,
Speaker 4: even the things that you're like, oh man, I don't
Speaker 4: even deserve this. This is so awesome. See now you're
Speaker 4: you're manifesting the energy of not being whole. So it's
Speaker 4: really a game, if you think about it. It's not
Speaker 4: a fun game to play, especially if you're somebody who
Speaker 4: is always like like I have that mind, like I
Speaker 4: just always want to one up myself. You know, I
Speaker 4: was raised in sports. I was always raised to like compete,
Speaker 4: and so even internally all the time, I'm just competing
Speaker 4: with my own self, Which who cares? You know, why
Speaker 4: don't we put that pressure on ourselves if you can
Speaker 4: incorporate that nine hundred and sixty three hurtz God frequency,
Speaker 4: you know, probably wouldn't matter. But that's the reality we
Speaker 4: live in. So, you know, we want to manifest nice
Speaker 4: things and nice relationships and all that fun jazz. You
Speaker 4: just got to make sure, like what's the pecking order,
Speaker 4: because you don't want to set aside your your peace,
Speaker 4: or your patience or your comfort or well she just
Speaker 4: talked about comfort. It's like devil's playground. So I'm not talking.
Speaker 4: I'm not gonna go there, but you don't want to
Speaker 4: set aside your piece for really anything. That's the most
Speaker 4: important thing is to not let anybody get a reaction
Speaker 4: out of you. And actually, what's even more important out
Speaker 4: of that is like, don't even let yourself get a
Speaker 4: reaction out of you. Because we talked shit on ourselves
Speaker 4: more than anybody else. If we would say literally one
Speaker 4: percent of the negative things that we say to ourselves
Speaker 4: to anybody else, there's gonna be some hands thrown, right.
Speaker 4: You don't need that, so why would you do it
Speaker 4: to yourself? Doesn't mean that you can't, you know, hone
Speaker 4: in on the craft and make yourself a little bit
Speaker 4: better at whatever it is that you're working on. But anyway,
Speaker 4: all right now I'm rambling. Anyhow, the one out there,
Speaker 4: thank you for listening. This was an awesome episode. If
Speaker 4: you would go check her out. She was great, loved
Speaker 4: that energy, loved all the wild shit she was saying.
Speaker 4: She was great. So yeah, we'll definitely be having her
Speaker 4: back on But I guess until next time, we'll see
Speaker 4: you on the flip side.
Speaker 1: But I guess, voices drift on winds, untane words like
Speaker 1: spells that can't be gamed.
Speaker 2: Close your eyes and feel the sound journey where no
Speaker 2: bounds are found.
Speaker 3: Open doors inside your mind, the ordinary form. Because color
Speaker 3: swell and stars line.
Speaker 1: In the mental mysteries, you'll find it