WEBVTT 1 00:00:16.280 --> 00:00:21.839 Voices drift on winds untane, where it's like spells that 2 00:00:22.079 --> 00:00:23.359 can't be named. 3 00:00:24.559 --> 00:00:30.280 Close your eyes and feel the sound journey where. 4 00:00:29.839 --> 00:00:32.000 No bounds are found. 5 00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:41.600 Open doors inside your mind, the ordinary form behind color, 6 00:00:41.799 --> 00:00:46.560 swirl and stars line. 7 00:00:45.560 --> 00:00:48.719 In the mental mysteries, you'll. 8 00:00:48.359 --> 00:00:52.679 Find Welcome to Mada Mysteries, where you don't know what 9 00:00:52.840 --> 00:00:56.880 you don't know. My name is Jonathan and today normally 10 00:00:57.039 --> 00:00:59.280 you know my my lovely co host Sewan. He would 11 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.320 normally be here, but he had to tend to some 12 00:01:01.399 --> 00:01:04.680 family activity, so that's all right. Always family first, so 13 00:01:04.840 --> 00:01:07.400 go ahead and take care of your stuff there. But 14 00:01:07.680 --> 00:01:10.439 we couldn't cancel this conversation because this was one that 15 00:01:10.480 --> 00:01:12.840 we were really looking forward to and he actually felt 16 00:01:12.840 --> 00:01:15.799 really bad for having to miss it and everything. Didn't 17 00:01:15.799 --> 00:01:18.239 want to have to cancel and reschedule and all that stuff. 18 00:01:18.280 --> 00:01:21.560 But we're excited or I'm excited to have you here 19 00:01:21.599 --> 00:01:23.840 on the show. So if you could, could you let 20 00:01:23.920 --> 00:01:25.920 all of the one that's what we call our listeners 21 00:01:26.680 --> 00:01:32.599 know about the about the quirky cosmo, about me, Well. 22 00:01:32.480 --> 00:01:35.120 Hi, thanks for having me, and yeah, I'm excited to 23 00:01:35.200 --> 00:01:39.359 dive in and expand and all whatever directions like that 24 00:01:39.560 --> 00:01:42.680 spirit leads us. I mean, I love our mystic backgrounds. 25 00:01:42.719 --> 00:01:45.519 By the way, I just have to say that, yes, 26 00:01:46.200 --> 00:01:48.640 it's a synchronistic. So about me, well, I mean I've 27 00:01:48.640 --> 00:01:51.680 been on my journey for about ten years, you know, 28 00:01:51.760 --> 00:01:54.640 had a quickening pretty much like everybody else, just out 29 00:01:54.680 --> 00:01:56.519 of the well. For me, it was out of the blue. 30 00:01:56.799 --> 00:02:03.319 And I started my journey with the gene Keys and esotericism, 31 00:02:03.760 --> 00:02:09.639 Alice Bailey, Helena Bavaldski, which led me into Nick Lay, 32 00:02:09.639 --> 00:02:13.000 Tesla's you know, the whole shebang. I went into Tesla's work, 33 00:02:13.639 --> 00:02:17.879 Walter Russell's work, and Rudolph Steiner. So I've studied under 34 00:02:17.919 --> 00:02:22.439 a lot of esotericists and mysticism and been initiated, you know, 35 00:02:22.599 --> 00:02:29.120 through spirit into the higher I mean higher awareness, through 36 00:02:29.360 --> 00:02:32.960 the divine, the divine light leading me every bit of 37 00:02:33.000 --> 00:02:35.800 the way. So it's been a heck of a challenge, 38 00:02:36.400 --> 00:02:38.680 but it's very rewarding in the sense of I have 39 00:02:38.759 --> 00:02:40.000 lots of fruit to bear. 40 00:02:41.000 --> 00:02:43.759 Yeah, it really is cool like being on this this 41 00:02:43.840 --> 00:02:45.840 kind of journey, and we talk about it all the time, 42 00:02:46.000 --> 00:02:49.560 like all the wild synchronicities and if this place really 43 00:02:49.680 --> 00:02:52.840 is just a physical realm, as a lot of people believe, 44 00:02:52.960 --> 00:02:55.639 you know, whether they're atheists or religious or whatever, they 45 00:02:55.680 --> 00:02:57.879 think that this is just a physical realm and there's 46 00:02:57.919 --> 00:03:01.159 not really that much to it. I have a problem 47 00:03:01.159 --> 00:03:03.680 with that because there's a lot of synchronicities, a lot 48 00:03:03.719 --> 00:03:06.400 of dreams, like a lot of things that will happen 49 00:03:06.439 --> 00:03:08.599 in your life to where you feel like you're really 50 00:03:08.680 --> 00:03:12.120 on like the Fool's journey in a sense, because it's 51 00:03:12.159 --> 00:03:14.960 like thing after thing after thing, and it's always like 52 00:03:15.080 --> 00:03:19.240 perfect timing. Sometimes it's perfect timing. Sometimes it's like trying 53 00:03:19.240 --> 00:03:20.919 to get you out of your comfort zone a little bit, 54 00:03:21.039 --> 00:03:23.280 and it makes you scratch your head and you know, 55 00:03:23.319 --> 00:03:26.280 but that's part of the awesomeness of this journey. But 56 00:03:26.759 --> 00:03:29.520 have you so? I always like to ask everybody this, 57 00:03:30.360 --> 00:03:34.560 especially the uh you know, somebody like yourself. Who's you know, 58 00:03:34.639 --> 00:03:37.400 Claire Cognizant, You've been on this mystical journey here for 59 00:03:37.479 --> 00:03:41.719 quite a while. What do you feel about psychedelics? And 60 00:03:41.960 --> 00:03:43.479 have you ever partook? 61 00:03:44.319 --> 00:03:48.000 I have parttaken for sure. No, no shame in that. 62 00:03:48.120 --> 00:03:53.599 I actually because I experienced a lot of essay as 63 00:03:53.599 --> 00:03:55.800 a child and in my when I was in the 64 00:03:55.879 --> 00:04:01.919 Navy as well. I started my adventure with microdosing with mushrooms. 65 00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:06.199 In twenty twenty eighteen, twenty eighteen, twenty eighteen, I started 66 00:04:06.199 --> 00:04:11.479 micro dosing and to help heal from PTSD. And so yes, 67 00:04:11.520 --> 00:04:16.439 I'm actually a believer in the mushroom magic and the 68 00:04:16.519 --> 00:04:21.639 faushia network and the beauty of the herbs that nature 69 00:04:21.720 --> 00:04:27.680 provides and helps us reconnect to our bodies truly. So 70 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:36.120 I've also fondled. I've also tickled synthetics twice with the 71 00:04:36.319 --> 00:04:40.399 l the ns and the d uh huh. And that 72 00:04:40.560 --> 00:04:44.720 was euphoric. I was. I was so paranoid of the ocean. 73 00:04:44.759 --> 00:04:47.639 And yes, I live right by the ocean. I was paranoid. 74 00:04:47.680 --> 00:04:52.000 I also like, Florida is shark central, Okay, it's shark capital, 75 00:04:52.480 --> 00:04:56.199 and so of course there's there's a natural like duh 76 00:04:56.279 --> 00:04:58.920 like safety mechanism, right, So I had never wanted to 77 00:04:58.959 --> 00:05:01.560 play in the ocean. And I never went past my knees. 78 00:05:01.959 --> 00:05:04.720 My husband, my son, They'll go snorkeling and like out 79 00:05:04.959 --> 00:05:07.600 past the buoys and I'm like, oh my god. But anyway, 80 00:05:07.680 --> 00:05:11.480 so I I fondled with the LSD to break through 81 00:05:11.560 --> 00:05:17.040 some serious uh fears within myself, and I just frolicked 82 00:05:17.040 --> 00:05:19.879 and played in the water like that was that was 83 00:05:19.879 --> 00:05:21.360 the place for me to be. Man, I was a 84 00:05:21.399 --> 00:05:26.360 mermaid reborn, it was it opened me up. So for me, 85 00:05:26.600 --> 00:05:29.199 I'm not one that I'm not one too. I've also 86 00:05:29.319 --> 00:05:32.079 used well it's not a psychedelic, but I'm not one 87 00:05:32.160 --> 00:05:36.759 to jump into the fire of ayahuasca. That's not something 88 00:05:36.800 --> 00:05:39.160 that I think that people should just jump into because 89 00:05:41.839 --> 00:05:44.800 would it would literally push the ship out of you. 90 00:05:45.319 --> 00:05:48.079 So you know what I mean. And I don't feel 91 00:05:48.079 --> 00:05:50.360 like that that is a very healthy way, like it 92 00:05:50.480 --> 00:05:55.000 sends your body into shock. I'm not saying that lsd 93 00:05:55.319 --> 00:05:57.560 LC is a gateway that they used that to open 94 00:05:57.639 --> 00:06:01.959 up the mind. It was very testing in the seventies, 95 00:06:02.000 --> 00:06:06.680 sixties and seventies, so you know, it opens up. You 96 00:06:06.720 --> 00:06:08.879 do see a lot of different realms, like whenever you're 97 00:06:08.879 --> 00:06:12.079 in the mushroom, Like I like mushrooms. I was very 98 00:06:12.120 --> 00:06:14.920 fond of making mushroom tea and inviting people into that 99 00:06:15.040 --> 00:06:19.040 type of experience shamanic, like a shamanic experience, as long 100 00:06:19.079 --> 00:06:21.439 as you're grounded and you're not going in there just 101 00:06:21.560 --> 00:06:23.279 like you know, like it's a party drug, it's not 102 00:06:23.319 --> 00:06:27.720 a party drugs, it's it is to help you open 103 00:06:27.839 --> 00:06:32.000 and expand you know, and so yeah, there's you see 104 00:06:32.000 --> 00:06:34.240 the world for what it is. So you're saying like, oh, 105 00:06:34.560 --> 00:06:36.879 you know about the dream and in your dream s, date, 106 00:06:37.680 --> 00:06:39.800 this is a thing when you're awake, like you and 107 00:06:39.839 --> 00:06:43.079 I right now, this is this right here, This is 108 00:06:43.120 --> 00:06:43.560 the dream. 109 00:06:43.800 --> 00:06:46.480 Yes, it is. I try and say that. I try 110 00:06:46.519 --> 00:06:49.160 and say that all the time when people are always 111 00:06:49.319 --> 00:06:51.959 arguing about is the earth flat? Is it a globe? 112 00:06:52.000 --> 00:06:54.040 I'm like, dude, it's a fucking dream. That's really all 113 00:06:54.079 --> 00:06:57.360 it is. Like stop taking it so physically literal, Like 114 00:06:57.759 --> 00:07:00.519 you know, whenever you go into like for example, whenever 115 00:07:00.560 --> 00:07:02.839 you do go to sleep at night, you go into 116 00:07:02.879 --> 00:07:06.279 a dream, is that is that a round ball? Or 117 00:07:06.319 --> 00:07:08.079 is that a flat plane? Or is that some kind 118 00:07:08.120 --> 00:07:11.000 of matrix or a simulation? Like it's probably leaning a 119 00:07:11.000 --> 00:07:14.240 little bit more towards like a matrix simulation dream type thing, 120 00:07:14.600 --> 00:07:17.879 and it does like it it feels like that, you know, 121 00:07:18.040 --> 00:07:20.519 because if it really is just a realm of your mind, 122 00:07:20.519 --> 00:07:22.360 then how are you able to see things that are 123 00:07:22.439 --> 00:07:26.759 Sometimes sometimes they're more real than this, Like the colors 124 00:07:26.759 --> 00:07:28.959 are so much more vibrant, and the feeling is just 125 00:07:29.920 --> 00:07:35.879 more encompassing and more intentional, you know, and uh, that's. 126 00:07:35.680 --> 00:07:38.680 Not limited to your senses. That's why, because when you're 127 00:07:38.759 --> 00:07:42.160 in the waking like in your waking waking state, when 128 00:07:42.160 --> 00:07:45.040 we're in our waking state, we're not we're limited to 129 00:07:45.439 --> 00:07:50.519 the five six senses or the sixth sense is what's activated. 130 00:07:50.560 --> 00:07:53.639 Intuition and all seeing. I like you're planning on pituitary 131 00:07:53.720 --> 00:07:57.720 the piezy electricity in the third eye right the way. 132 00:07:57.720 --> 00:08:00.000 When that's awakened, then you do see things more vibrant. 133 00:08:00.439 --> 00:08:04.360 But this is also like when people have a kiss 134 00:08:04.399 --> 00:08:07.360 of death, right they have that near death experience, they 135 00:08:07.439 --> 00:08:12.720 take like their life or the waking dream. They take 136 00:08:12.759 --> 00:08:17.720 it in instead of just it's a it's a bypassing essentially. 137 00:08:18.279 --> 00:08:23.639 So when we're awake, our senses dull out, they're not enhanced, 138 00:08:23.639 --> 00:08:28.360 they're not vibratory because of all of the distractions and 139 00:08:28.439 --> 00:08:32.039 like all of the hustle and the responsibility that's that's 140 00:08:32.080 --> 00:08:36.080 heavy on our spirit. It's weighing us down, and so 141 00:08:36.159 --> 00:08:40.279 we're not we're not viscerally experiencing the world to its 142 00:08:40.519 --> 00:08:44.200 to its fullest capacity. You know, we're dulled out here. 143 00:08:44.440 --> 00:08:46.679 This is not open. But when this is open. The 144 00:08:46.720 --> 00:08:49.000 heart is open, this is op your third eye is open. 145 00:08:49.559 --> 00:08:53.559 You're you're tasting all of the flavors, you're you're sensing, 146 00:08:53.639 --> 00:08:57.919 you're smelling, you're you're seeing everything more vibrantly, and in 147 00:08:58.000 --> 00:09:00.200 your dream quote unquote what they call the dream. See, 148 00:09:00.240 --> 00:09:01.840 that's not even a dream. It's you're you're in the 149 00:09:01.919 --> 00:09:05.399 astral you're you're in your natural state. And then we 150 00:09:05.519 --> 00:09:10.679 come back in and then we experience everything that's playing 151 00:09:10.720 --> 00:09:15.120 out within our genetics in this reality and so and 152 00:09:15.159 --> 00:09:17.320 then go back into the I mean, I can talk 153 00:09:17.360 --> 00:09:19.679 about this for days, but with the flat the flat earth, 154 00:09:20.399 --> 00:09:23.960 that is a math. It's for mathematics, that's why it matters, 155 00:09:24.039 --> 00:09:30.240 and perceptual reality. So yeah, play here's the thing. In esotericism, 156 00:09:30.480 --> 00:09:34.639 it's known as a logos the mind, the cosmic mind, 157 00:09:34.960 --> 00:09:38.320 because we're in Brahma, we're in the body of Christ. 158 00:09:38.360 --> 00:09:41.240 That's what the teaching is. The corpus Christie, it's the 159 00:09:41.240 --> 00:09:45.320 body of Christ. We are in a cosmic being. And 160 00:09:45.399 --> 00:09:50.960 so when you're looking at flatter globe, the globe model 161 00:09:51.000 --> 00:09:55.240 was playing off a sphericle, meaning that we work in spirit, 162 00:09:55.320 --> 00:09:58.120 which is the sphere. And then they took that and 163 00:09:58.159 --> 00:10:01.200 made it. We made it literal because everything that we're 164 00:10:01.279 --> 00:10:06.360 experiencing externally in this reality is a projection of the 165 00:10:06.399 --> 00:10:10.399 inversions that we have as truth. So what's truth in 166 00:10:10.600 --> 00:10:17.000 here is externalized as inversion, manipulation, lies, deceit because we're 167 00:10:17.000 --> 00:10:22.960 living in the time of fear or satan or materialism. Right, 168 00:10:23.039 --> 00:10:29.960 So because we're experiencing the cosmic beings root chakra, it's 169 00:10:30.039 --> 00:10:32.320 our root chakra, so we have to go through all 170 00:10:32.360 --> 00:10:35.759 of the lies and the distortions and the corruption. So 171 00:10:35.840 --> 00:10:39.159 what is truth that we know within us, it gets 172 00:10:39.320 --> 00:10:46.440 inverted externally by evil. So what's good is always inverted 173 00:10:46.679 --> 00:10:52.960 by like lower man mind, which is the animalistic, primal 174 00:10:53.039 --> 00:10:57.080 instinctual mind, the one that doesn't think for itself. It 175 00:10:57.440 --> 00:11:01.240 operates out of fear, and it's known as the profane, 176 00:11:01.440 --> 00:11:07.799 as the the ignorant essentially, and so that the person 177 00:11:07.840 --> 00:11:13.399 that is ignorant will take wise information, what wisdom, and 178 00:11:13.440 --> 00:11:16.639 they will use it to profit, to manipulate, to control. 179 00:11:16.799 --> 00:11:19.559 Oh I know this, so I can, I can I 180 00:11:19.559 --> 00:11:22.320 can be the king, or I can be the overlord, 181 00:11:22.799 --> 00:11:28.360 you know. And they represent that the the old man 182 00:11:28.720 --> 00:11:31.279 like not the old Lucaine and all old man, but 183 00:11:31.320 --> 00:11:35.399 the old mind, the lower mind, and we had to 184 00:11:35.440 --> 00:11:38.919 go through all of these processes. It's like because we're 185 00:11:38.960 --> 00:11:43.440 in a fucking giant dream and the cosmic being is 186 00:11:43.559 --> 00:11:47.919 meeting itself layer by layer, and so each layer is 187 00:11:47.960 --> 00:11:52.600 a fucking chakra as within, so without, as above, soul below, 188 00:11:53.279 --> 00:11:56.240 And like it's a planet. Was never called a planet. 189 00:11:56.279 --> 00:12:00.120 It was called a star. It's a wandering star. But 190 00:12:00.159 --> 00:12:03.240 the planet came in because it's a plane with a 191 00:12:03.440 --> 00:12:06.759 net of like influence. So my hands I got to 192 00:12:06.840 --> 00:12:10.240 keep my hands down. I will throw out the energy fields. 193 00:12:10.799 --> 00:12:15.000 But it's a plane of influence, right, So just like 194 00:12:15.039 --> 00:12:19.720 an airplane it flies over, it's a cold over the plane. 195 00:12:19.840 --> 00:12:25.080 It's it's a it's a chakra essentially, Okay, chakra within 196 00:12:25.120 --> 00:12:28.799 a cosmic being. And this is the heart field, the 197 00:12:28.840 --> 00:12:32.639 magnetic field where all is played out on the magnetic field. 198 00:12:32.720 --> 00:12:36.279 All is heart, all is love, and all is mind. 199 00:12:36.399 --> 00:12:41.360 The mind is perceiving through the experience, the expression on 200 00:12:41.399 --> 00:12:47.960 this magnetic electromagnetic field, and it's descending its its frequency 201 00:12:48.559 --> 00:12:51.600 into its cells. And we are the cells just like 202 00:12:51.639 --> 00:12:55.960 your cells listen to you, right, And then there's other 203 00:12:56.080 --> 00:12:59.159 cells that get cancer and then they start feeding on 204 00:12:59.240 --> 00:13:02.200 each other. Well, that's again we see that out in 205 00:13:02.240 --> 00:13:05.559 the world, right, gossip starts, then more people start listening. 206 00:13:05.600 --> 00:13:08.360 Telephone happens, and and all of a sudden, the cells 207 00:13:08.399 --> 00:13:10.200 are against the other person's like what did what do 208 00:13:10.279 --> 00:13:12.200 you mean? I didn't do anything? Like what the what 209 00:13:12.360 --> 00:13:15.320 is this? It is the bandwagon to get So again, 210 00:13:15.360 --> 00:13:17.639 we're living in this cosmic dream. 211 00:13:18.279 --> 00:13:22.120 That's uh, that's actually really interesting. There was a I remember, 212 00:13:22.279 --> 00:13:25.279 I think we posted about a video that somebody did. 213 00:13:25.399 --> 00:13:27.759 It was like a conversation with an AI like jat 214 00:13:27.799 --> 00:13:30.679 GBT or something, and they said, all right, can you 215 00:13:30.720 --> 00:13:33.000 take Earth and zoom out and then just keep on 216 00:13:33.080 --> 00:13:35.080 zooming out, keep on zooming out, and it goes into 217 00:13:35.120 --> 00:13:38.919 the cosmos and you know, into uh outer space, and 218 00:13:38.960 --> 00:13:41.200 then you're seeing all these different galaxies. Then you finally 219 00:13:41.240 --> 00:13:43.320 see the entire universe. And then then they just kept 220 00:13:43.360 --> 00:13:46.039 on going. They said, zoom out again, and the more 221 00:13:46.080 --> 00:13:49.440 you zoom out, it was turning into like little atoms 222 00:13:49.440 --> 00:13:51.960 and cell structures and it was everything that we're made 223 00:13:52.039 --> 00:13:55.919 up of. And so it really is like I don't 224 00:13:55.960 --> 00:13:57.960 even know, it's it's really like a mind fuck if 225 00:13:57.960 --> 00:14:00.759 you really think about it, because you can't figure this 226 00:14:00.799 --> 00:14:03.240 stuff out logically, and like you were saying, you know, 227 00:14:03.399 --> 00:14:07.000 the the root chakra, you know, the thing that really 228 00:14:07.080 --> 00:14:10.279 keeps us grounded, keeps us in that animalistic kind of mindset, 229 00:14:10.360 --> 00:14:12.519 you know, fight or flight kind of deal. You got 230 00:14:12.519 --> 00:14:15.360 to do what you can to survive. And so so 231 00:14:15.440 --> 00:14:17.600 many people have taken on that mentality, and I think 232 00:14:17.600 --> 00:14:19.200 that a lot of people are really waking up from 233 00:14:19.240 --> 00:14:22.320 it because you know that, like, the better you treat yourself, 234 00:14:22.360 --> 00:14:24.159 the better you treat your mind, the better you treat 235 00:14:24.159 --> 00:14:28.000 other people. Somehow the universe shifts and everybody start, you know, 236 00:14:28.960 --> 00:14:32.279 is starting to kind of coincide with your vibe in 237 00:14:32.279 --> 00:14:34.600 a sense. And so I do believe that, like the 238 00:14:34.679 --> 00:14:37.440 all is mind and everything that is going on within 239 00:14:37.559 --> 00:14:41.159 us is also happening to the outside world. And you know, 240 00:14:41.200 --> 00:14:44.399 this was a really hard concept for me to even 241 00:14:44.440 --> 00:14:47.039 really understand until And the reason why I asked you 242 00:14:47.080 --> 00:14:50.720 about the psychedelics is because I had done mushrooms and 243 00:14:50.799 --> 00:14:53.639 I'd never done LSD, but I had done mushrooms, but 244 00:14:53.720 --> 00:14:59.559 I did try. So the guy that like created LSD, 245 00:14:59.799 --> 00:15:01.840 like I can't remember what his name is, but that 246 00:15:01.960 --> 00:15:04.799 guy who created LSD, he went on to create like 247 00:15:05.080 --> 00:15:08.759 what they call designer drugs. And so there was this 248 00:15:08.799 --> 00:15:10.799 designer drug that came out like I don't know, ten 249 00:15:10.840 --> 00:15:14.799 fifteen years ago. It's called four acho DMT and it's 250 00:15:14.879 --> 00:15:20.080 basically a mixture if you were to like take DMT 251 00:15:20.120 --> 00:15:23.279 and mate it with mushrooms. So you know, mushrooms usually 252 00:15:23.360 --> 00:15:25.639 last like seven eight hours. It's almost too damn long, 253 00:15:25.759 --> 00:15:27.639 and then you get all sick and your your stomach 254 00:15:27.639 --> 00:15:29.519 gets a little queezy and everything, but you're still seeing 255 00:15:29.559 --> 00:15:31.360 all the vibrant colors and if you take enough of them, 256 00:15:31.519 --> 00:15:34.799 you can talk to the fucking elohem, right, And you 257 00:15:34.840 --> 00:15:38.120 know that that heroic dosage that Terrence McKenna talks about. 258 00:15:38.960 --> 00:15:42.240 And so and I've and I've taken like heroic dosages 259 00:15:42.279 --> 00:15:44.840 and stuff like that, and I've seen wild things like 260 00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:49.159 within my mind or this virtual reality that we live in, 261 00:15:49.240 --> 00:15:52.720 whatever it is. But it wasn't until that I tried 262 00:15:52.759 --> 00:15:55.279 four acho DMT it started opening up a little bit more. 263 00:15:55.720 --> 00:15:58.120 Because what's really great about that? And I'm not like 264 00:15:58.159 --> 00:16:00.120 a spokesperson for it, It's just like one of my 265 00:16:00.120 --> 00:16:03.399 favorite things because it only lasts like three hours and 266 00:16:03.440 --> 00:16:06.720 you don't get queasy and there's just something about it 267 00:16:06.759 --> 00:16:08.879 that every time you try it, it's like nothing but 268 00:16:08.919 --> 00:16:11.320 good vibes. You can even go into it, like just 269 00:16:11.399 --> 00:16:14.600 straw it and like terif not terrified, don't go that far, 270 00:16:14.639 --> 00:16:17.240 but you know, having a bad day, right, And then 271 00:16:17.279 --> 00:16:19.879 you take it, it's like wow, it's it's amazing. You 272 00:16:19.919 --> 00:16:21.919 start to see like all the fractals and all the 273 00:16:21.919 --> 00:16:25.120 crazy colors that you would on mushrooms. And there was 274 00:16:25.159 --> 00:16:29.120 actually a time where I, I don't know what it was, 275 00:16:29.159 --> 00:16:33.919 but I got visited by this cat being lady and 276 00:16:34.000 --> 00:16:36.320 it was so strange and I don't really know what 277 00:16:36.399 --> 00:16:38.000 to do with that information, to be honest with you, 278 00:16:38.360 --> 00:16:40.320 because it was like she was here, but she wasn't 279 00:16:40.399 --> 00:16:44.360 at the same time, but I felt her and it 280 00:16:44.480 --> 00:16:47.639 was like the wildest thing ever. And then so I 281 00:16:47.679 --> 00:16:50.519 was like, okay, So there's definitely like some some kind 282 00:16:50.519 --> 00:16:53.360 of layered reality that we're living in and I just 283 00:16:53.440 --> 00:16:55.080 can't comprehend what's really going on. 284 00:16:55.799 --> 00:16:59.279 Yeah, the reason why the mushrooms are beneficial and like 285 00:16:59.320 --> 00:17:04.720 synthetics are not, is it's a bypass. So it's a 286 00:17:04.759 --> 00:17:08.359 spiritual bypassing. So there is a perk to the ayahuasca. 287 00:17:08.400 --> 00:17:12.480 It's like you're purifying out because we have entities and attachments, 288 00:17:12.799 --> 00:17:15.799 so we call them parasites in the physical form. So 289 00:17:15.839 --> 00:17:19.680 people have parasites in the physical form. Okay, the mushrooms 290 00:17:19.680 --> 00:17:23.519 go in there like the ayahuasca, and they they push out, 291 00:17:23.599 --> 00:17:30.759 they eliminate the physical manifestation of the energetic entities and 292 00:17:30.799 --> 00:17:35.079 attachments and demons. And so when people do these journeys 293 00:17:35.400 --> 00:17:39.519 and they're seeing demons and they're seeing entities and aliens, 294 00:17:39.680 --> 00:17:42.160 what they call aliens aliens a new is a new 295 00:17:42.200 --> 00:17:48.680 word for demon. So they're demons. Yeah, really, yes, And so. 296 00:17:48.559 --> 00:17:52.160 There there's you mean, like across the board, every alien 297 00:17:52.440 --> 00:17:57.039 is just a new word for demon. Yes, So whenever 298 00:17:57.119 --> 00:17:59.680 you whenever you say demon, do you mean it in 299 00:17:59.759 --> 00:18:02.519 the like biblical text demon or we talking about like 300 00:18:02.519 --> 00:18:05.359 demons of the gaatia, like different varieties, you know, the 301 00:18:05.839 --> 00:18:07.079 Hindus and Batas. 302 00:18:07.640 --> 00:18:12.079 You have afflictions that are those are like an emotional 303 00:18:12.440 --> 00:18:16.519 demonic attachment. So that's where you have like the affliction 304 00:18:16.839 --> 00:18:23.079 of lust, of envy, of greed, of jealousy, okay, of separation, abandonment, 305 00:18:23.359 --> 00:18:27.400 you know, depression. Those are afflictions and those are an 306 00:18:27.400 --> 00:18:34.200 emotional or astral attachment, astral body attachment, and again that 307 00:18:34.440 --> 00:18:38.359 connects into your sacral center, your sexual energy, your vitality, 308 00:18:38.400 --> 00:18:42.799 your chi, your creativity. And then you have demonic attachments 309 00:18:42.839 --> 00:18:46.799 which are like gins. Okay, and these are thought these 310 00:18:46.799 --> 00:18:52.079 are thought forms. So any any any thought that has 311 00:18:52.119 --> 00:18:56.200 ever any any any incarnation, any of any of our 312 00:18:56.279 --> 00:19:01.119 root race incarnations, okay, in the mental plane, which is 313 00:19:01.599 --> 00:19:07.240 the solar plexus plane, Okay, it connects to our solar plexus. 314 00:19:07.240 --> 00:19:09.279 But it was the creation the fifth root race was 315 00:19:09.319 --> 00:19:11.680 the creation of the mental plane. That was after the 316 00:19:11.720 --> 00:19:15.240 fall of Atlantis. Atlantis what is the heartfield or what 317 00:19:15.319 --> 00:19:18.559 is known as the causal plane, and that's when we 318 00:19:18.640 --> 00:19:21.119 lived in peace and harmony and telepathy and there was 319 00:19:21.160 --> 00:19:25.920 no brokenness, there was group everything like there. It was interconnectedness, 320 00:19:25.960 --> 00:19:30.279 oneness within the totality of that root race. And then 321 00:19:30.359 --> 00:19:33.920 the cosmic being was like, all right, I'm going to 322 00:19:34.000 --> 00:19:36.599 go deeper and meet myself deeper. I'm going to crack 323 00:19:36.680 --> 00:19:38.960 the heart open, just like we go through loss and 324 00:19:39.039 --> 00:19:44.480 grief and heartbreak. It cracks its heart open. Atlantis falls, 325 00:19:44.880 --> 00:19:48.079 it starts to go into separation and then it's reset. 326 00:19:48.200 --> 00:19:53.359 After that deluge, there's multiple delusions, cataclysms, resets, okay, and 327 00:19:53.400 --> 00:19:55.920 then it creates the fifth root race, which was the 328 00:19:56.000 --> 00:20:01.559 creation of the lower mind, which is the the individual self. 329 00:20:02.079 --> 00:20:05.440 And this is where the cosmic being is experience itself 330 00:20:06.000 --> 00:20:09.720 and all of these individual experiences like thinking in a 331 00:20:09.759 --> 00:20:12.759 group converse in a group connection. You can't hide nothing 332 00:20:12.799 --> 00:20:14.920 from nobody, like, hey, man, i just whacked it in 333 00:20:14.920 --> 00:20:17.920 the bathroom. I'm not gonna tell you. Oh too bad, man. 334 00:20:18.119 --> 00:20:20.519 You could totally read my mind. I can't hide anything 335 00:20:20.799 --> 00:20:22.839 spirits like no, no, no, I'm gonna go into where I 336 00:20:22.880 --> 00:20:26.000 can keep lies in secrets and hide things. I can 337 00:20:26.160 --> 00:20:28.640 do things in the dark and not nobody else can 338 00:20:28.720 --> 00:20:31.480 read my mind. It's that and that's where we see 339 00:20:31.480 --> 00:20:35.160 the Aryan root race, which it is the Hindu, it's 340 00:20:35.200 --> 00:20:40.039 the Turkey, it is the Summers, the Sumerian gobec le Tepe. 341 00:20:40.640 --> 00:20:44.160 All of that was during the fifth root races, the longest, 342 00:20:44.880 --> 00:20:49.680 longest creation, because we had to we had to create 343 00:20:49.720 --> 00:20:54.559 and formulate the mind. Now within that, that is where 344 00:20:54.599 --> 00:20:57.880 all of this is where you see in the Baharitha, 345 00:20:58.359 --> 00:21:03.359 the story of Armageddon. Okay, this is where our Juna 346 00:21:03.519 --> 00:21:08.359 and Krishna is like Krishna is fighting with his brother Arjuna. 347 00:21:08.440 --> 00:21:12.799 He's fighting with himself, his shadows, selves, his mind right 348 00:21:13.079 --> 00:21:18.240 he's being overtaken by the demons and the angels. Is 349 00:21:18.240 --> 00:21:22.960 where you get the the devas and or the dark 350 00:21:23.000 --> 00:21:25.599 in the light within yourself. You're fighting in your mind. 351 00:21:25.680 --> 00:21:28.240 Your mind becomes a battle zone. And that's what about 352 00:21:28.240 --> 00:21:32.359 how Githa's about is the battle of the mind, you know. 353 00:21:32.519 --> 00:21:37.400 And and so what is left from that, anything that 354 00:21:37.559 --> 00:21:42.079 wasn't processed, that stayed in the energy field known as 355 00:21:42.119 --> 00:21:46.000 the mental plane, and all these thought forms and all 356 00:21:46.079 --> 00:21:48.880 of these thoughts that are always they're just floating. It's 357 00:21:48.880 --> 00:21:51.440 why they say your thoughts are not your own. And 358 00:21:51.480 --> 00:21:55.359 whatever you're a frequency attunement to, because you're an antenna, 359 00:21:55.720 --> 00:21:57.920 you're gonna attach to these thoughts. So if you are 360 00:21:58.000 --> 00:22:03.200 having afflictions within your own own like creative energy, lust, desire, natures, 361 00:22:03.559 --> 00:22:08.839 you'll draw in these these entities, you'll you'll attune to 362 00:22:09.279 --> 00:22:12.640 their despair. And since they're just living in the place 363 00:22:12.680 --> 00:22:16.279 where they're disembodied souls, they don't they don't have a 364 00:22:16.319 --> 00:22:20.720 body anymore. Those are the fallen where the fallen like creations, 365 00:22:21.279 --> 00:22:25.240 the abominations, that couldn't take form like they exist there. 366 00:22:25.359 --> 00:22:28.839 They're in the limbo states. These are called gins. This 367 00:22:28.920 --> 00:22:35.359 is what the dark Cabal and any inverted cult praise 368 00:22:35.519 --> 00:22:38.400 to the gin. And so what happened is what a 369 00:22:38.480 --> 00:22:43.039 gin is is a It's a conglomeration of negative thought 370 00:22:43.079 --> 00:22:45.559 forms like think of a cloud stored with a lot 371 00:22:45.599 --> 00:22:49.119 of dirty, dirty thoughts right which negative people get together 372 00:22:50.920 --> 00:22:55.039 and it becomes forms. Together is one entity, one really 373 00:22:55.079 --> 00:22:58.440 powerful strong. Now bow down to me, sacrifice your cows, 374 00:22:58.440 --> 00:23:01.880 sacrifice your daughters, ropes, give me more, give me more. 375 00:23:02.119 --> 00:23:05.319 I can't I cannot live in a body. I have 376 00:23:05.400 --> 00:23:09.359 been disembodied from being able to be in a form. 377 00:23:09.759 --> 00:23:12.720 So I want to steal yours. I want your power. 378 00:23:12.759 --> 00:23:14.319 I want you to do what I want to do 379 00:23:14.359 --> 00:23:16.920 because I can't be there and I can't do it. Right, 380 00:23:18.079 --> 00:23:22.240 That's what it is. And so these are in These 381 00:23:22.240 --> 00:23:24.960 are demons. Now, since we're living in the time of 382 00:23:25.119 --> 00:23:28.680 Satan and in the shadow realms and the dark shadows, 383 00:23:29.000 --> 00:23:34.319 we are projecting all of our fear, all of our 384 00:23:34.519 --> 00:23:39.720 demons into physical manifestation to face them. Because your root 385 00:23:39.799 --> 00:23:45.000 chakra is physical, it deals with the physical. That's why 386 00:23:45.000 --> 00:23:47.759 it deals with Saturn, which is giving forms. So Saturn 387 00:23:47.839 --> 00:23:51.559 is giving form to all of our fear so that 388 00:23:51.640 --> 00:23:55.720 we can face it in our dream world out here 389 00:23:56.440 --> 00:23:59.160 and wake up and go, oh my god, I am 390 00:23:59.519 --> 00:24:04.240 I can no, I rebuke you. No, you're You're not real. 391 00:24:04.359 --> 00:24:05.759 I'm not going to give you my power. I'm not 392 00:24:05.759 --> 00:24:07.279 going to give you the life. But so many people 393 00:24:07.400 --> 00:24:13.559 believe in it because they're afflicted. They are still confused. 394 00:24:13.599 --> 00:24:18.880 They are expressing the cognitive dissonance. They've been through the 395 00:24:18.920 --> 00:24:21.799 programming and the brainwashing, so have I, but they haven't 396 00:24:21.839 --> 00:24:25.480 done the due diligence and met themselves. So when we 397 00:24:25.640 --> 00:24:31.039 do like psychedelics like mushrooms or ayahuasca that purge out 398 00:24:31.720 --> 00:24:35.960 your inner afflictions. Whenever you fast, whenever you get your 399 00:24:36.000 --> 00:24:40.440 gut balance, whenever you are astute and you study and 400 00:24:40.519 --> 00:24:43.400 you do the inner work, the inner healing, you really 401 00:24:43.519 --> 00:24:49.079 meet yourself, then you don't have afflictions. Whenever, you won't 402 00:24:49.119 --> 00:24:52.480 have these entities and attachments, and you won't have the 403 00:24:52.519 --> 00:24:55.319 parasites in the physical and you won't have them in 404 00:24:55.359 --> 00:24:56.640 the spirit bodies either. 405 00:24:57.079 --> 00:25:00.559 That actually makes a lot of sense because we actually 406 00:25:00.599 --> 00:25:02.920 had on one of our favorite people that we've had 407 00:25:02.920 --> 00:25:06.200 on here a few times. Lindsay from the Rogueways podcast. 408 00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:09.599 She actually has talked about like she dives into, you know, 409 00:25:09.680 --> 00:25:12.960 all the ideas around cleansing the body and getting rid 410 00:25:13.039 --> 00:25:16.640 of parasites, and you know, because she actually she's had 411 00:25:16.640 --> 00:25:19.400 to deal with like a lot of body issues for 412 00:25:19.440 --> 00:25:21.279 a long time, and so she's been going into the 413 00:25:21.279 --> 00:25:24.440 holistic health and understanding it from kind of like a 414 00:25:24.920 --> 00:25:28.400 like a mystic type of mindset, right like that that uh, 415 00:25:29.160 --> 00:25:31.160 stepping away from big pharma and all that shit, which 416 00:25:31.160 --> 00:25:32.400 everybody should be doing anyway. 417 00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:33.960 But she was. 418 00:25:33.920 --> 00:25:36.519 Talking about that. I guess there was this conference and 419 00:25:36.599 --> 00:25:40.440 it was a conference on parasites, and there just so 420 00:25:40.480 --> 00:25:42.400 happened to be a cancer doctor that was out in 421 00:25:42.440 --> 00:25:46.440 the crowd at this conference, right, And so this guy 422 00:25:46.559 --> 00:25:48.319 he's up on stage and he's talking about all the 423 00:25:48.319 --> 00:25:49.920 parasites and how to get rid of him. And he's 424 00:25:49.960 --> 00:25:52.279 zooming in on him and he's like, look, this is 425 00:25:52.400 --> 00:25:54.079 this is just what it is. You need to try, 426 00:25:54.079 --> 00:25:56.519 and you know, purge of all these kinds of things, 427 00:25:56.559 --> 00:25:59.440 detox the body, maybe go fast or whatever. Right, eat 428 00:25:59.480 --> 00:26:02.000 more healthy, more vegetables, more fruits, you know, all the 429 00:26:02.039 --> 00:26:07.440 things and the cancer doctor was out there and he 430 00:26:07.480 --> 00:26:09.240 went up to the guy after the show and he 431 00:26:09.359 --> 00:26:11.279 was like, he was like, I can't help but notice 432 00:26:11.319 --> 00:26:14.640 that this looks a lot like a cancer cell. And 433 00:26:14.680 --> 00:26:18.079 he goes in the parasite parasite or parasite guy. I 434 00:26:18.079 --> 00:26:19.400 don't know if he was a doctor or whatever, but 435 00:26:19.680 --> 00:26:22.680 he goes, Ah, now you're catching on. And so it 436 00:26:23.039 --> 00:26:26.680 actually makes sense that the parasites would essentially start to 437 00:26:27.079 --> 00:26:30.880 form this this sickness within you and then it really 438 00:26:30.920 --> 00:26:32.319 just starts to take over your body. It's how a 439 00:26:32.359 --> 00:26:35.000 lot of people are dying. So in my opinion, yes, 440 00:26:35.039 --> 00:26:37.640 I believe that, Like I think it's really a lot 441 00:26:37.680 --> 00:26:39.759 of things. I think that it's you know, the poison 442 00:26:39.799 --> 00:26:41.759 in the air, poison in the water, poison in the food. 443 00:26:41.960 --> 00:26:44.039 But I think that it's more so than anything else, 444 00:26:44.039 --> 00:26:46.200 it's the poison in the information that we take in. 445 00:26:46.319 --> 00:26:49.759 That's really how in my opinion, that is how like 446 00:26:49.960 --> 00:26:53.440 these parasites almost manifest because if you think about it, 447 00:26:53.440 --> 00:26:55.480 you watch a movie, you watch in the news or 448 00:26:55.480 --> 00:26:57.000 something like that, and it puts you in some kind 449 00:26:57.000 --> 00:27:00.279 of low vibration and then your mentality almost takes it on. Right, 450 00:27:00.319 --> 00:27:03.240 even if it's subconsciously. Now you're starting to embody the 451 00:27:03.359 --> 00:27:05.920 energy of the information that you just received, and now 452 00:27:05.960 --> 00:27:08.640 that just becomes part of what you believe moving forward, 453 00:27:08.680 --> 00:27:10.759 even if it's just the tiniest little bit. And so 454 00:27:10.839 --> 00:27:13.839 you keep yourself around you know, shows and movies and 455 00:27:13.920 --> 00:27:17.319 people like that, and you know, it's it's no wonder 456 00:27:17.359 --> 00:27:19.480 that all this kind of stuff is really manifesting and 457 00:27:19.559 --> 00:27:21.920 why the cancer rate is higher now than it has 458 00:27:21.960 --> 00:27:25.160 ever been, right, I mean, what would you say about 459 00:27:25.160 --> 00:27:27.400 that cancer and parasites? I mean, are they like what 460 00:27:27.599 --> 00:27:28.720 more connected? 461 00:27:28.920 --> 00:27:29.039 Like? 462 00:27:29.079 --> 00:27:32.720 But cancer is it comes? Well, you know, I don't 463 00:27:32.720 --> 00:27:35.720 want to get your your podcast popped, you know, especially. 464 00:27:35.880 --> 00:27:37.720 It's free speech over here, you say, whatever the fuck 465 00:27:37.799 --> 00:27:38.119 you want. 466 00:27:38.400 --> 00:27:43.160 Okay, Well, it's a form of depression. And so the body, 467 00:27:43.359 --> 00:27:47.799 like the cancer itself, everything that's manifesting in the body 468 00:27:48.000 --> 00:27:52.200 is already happening in the spirit bodies. So if you're 469 00:27:52.680 --> 00:27:56.960 if you have parasitical thoughts or entities and attachments in 470 00:27:57.000 --> 00:28:00.720 your in your in your spirit bodies, then it begins 471 00:28:00.759 --> 00:28:04.720 to manifest in your physical body. So what you're when 472 00:28:04.759 --> 00:28:08.200 you're talking about the poisoning of the air, that's the 473 00:28:08.240 --> 00:28:13.039 manifestation that the spirit bodies have been poisoned. The Earth's 474 00:28:13.039 --> 00:28:17.680 spirit bodies have been infiltrated by entities and attachments. And 475 00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:19.720 I just want to go backwards just a little bit 476 00:28:19.759 --> 00:28:22.240 here and touch on these is what they look like. 477 00:28:22.359 --> 00:28:26.000 So you will find if you do a Google research, 478 00:28:26.119 --> 00:28:29.799 well not Google, but your search engine rate research. 479 00:28:29.480 --> 00:28:30.960 Right, douggo whatever. 480 00:28:31.240 --> 00:28:34.319 Yeah, yeah, So if you go and look up the 481 00:28:35.039 --> 00:28:40.640 ancient Chinese, there's a book and they drew out what 482 00:28:40.759 --> 00:28:45.279 these parasitic well, what the demons look like. And whenever 483 00:28:45.359 --> 00:28:49.319 you compare them and how they drew them as like 484 00:28:49.440 --> 00:28:54.880 blood sucking vam purists. They they mimic the what the 485 00:28:54.920 --> 00:28:58.480 actuality of a parasite looks like. The different types of parasites, 486 00:28:58.519 --> 00:29:00.839 whether it's the tape you see the with like long 487 00:29:01.039 --> 00:29:06.000 wormy tails, it's pairs, it's it's the tapeworms, and you 488 00:29:06.039 --> 00:29:11.599 know the the fluke the fluke liver parasites, and like 489 00:29:11.759 --> 00:29:13.720 all of these, the ones that get into your brain. 490 00:29:13.799 --> 00:29:15.720 You can see them, like with the long tongue that 491 00:29:15.799 --> 00:29:18.039 goes up and like it kind of reminds me of 492 00:29:18.119 --> 00:29:22.039 Venom's face. That's the one that goes into the brain 493 00:29:22.240 --> 00:29:26.240 and it like attaches to the cerebral cortex, you know. 494 00:29:26.359 --> 00:29:31.359 And so what they knew then and again like back 495 00:29:31.440 --> 00:29:37.839 in our ancient, our our ancients, what we knew then, okay, 496 00:29:38.759 --> 00:29:42.039 then is that we spoke in a language that would 497 00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:46.640 last throughout the ages and the eons and the resets, 498 00:29:47.039 --> 00:29:51.359 which is in hieroglyphic, which is in you know pictures, 499 00:29:51.519 --> 00:29:54.079 right when you see a picture of the crocodiles or 500 00:29:54.400 --> 00:29:57.279 the bird heads and things like. It wasn't necessarily that 501 00:29:57.359 --> 00:30:01.839 there was beings that walk the earth that were half 502 00:30:01.960 --> 00:30:07.720 human with a you know, a Jeckyll's head like those right, 503 00:30:07.880 --> 00:30:12.440 like these things represent They had symbolism. There's depth to 504 00:30:12.599 --> 00:30:16.359 their expression. And again that goes back to an energy signature, 505 00:30:16.759 --> 00:30:21.039 a frequency in which they carried and since human are 506 00:30:21.119 --> 00:30:25.599 made of and they're made of mineral, vegetable and animal like. 507 00:30:25.920 --> 00:30:28.640 And then mind, which is the logos, right, which is 508 00:30:28.680 --> 00:30:31.880 what we had to develop then that fit root race 509 00:30:32.000 --> 00:30:35.960 to connect the logos the higher frequencies into a form 510 00:30:36.079 --> 00:30:40.960 into a human expression. This this this homo sapient expression 511 00:30:41.000 --> 00:30:45.000 that we're in right now to anyways, and that goes 512 00:30:45.039 --> 00:30:46.640 back to like the root races and the press and 513 00:30:46.680 --> 00:30:49.319 like the creation story but I don't want to. Now 514 00:30:49.319 --> 00:30:52.039 I'm getting too off topic here, but my point is 515 00:30:52.119 --> 00:30:57.599 is we spoke in in frequency, and frequency takes shape 516 00:30:58.000 --> 00:31:01.680 not only in sacred geometryly you have on your hand, right, 517 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:08.240 but also in shape in animals and in sound like 518 00:31:08.359 --> 00:31:10.759 that we hear the and also in the shapes that 519 00:31:10.759 --> 00:31:14.160 the plants take. You know, when they're developing from seed, 520 00:31:14.400 --> 00:31:18.240 and that frequency is connected to a wandering star or planet, 521 00:31:18.640 --> 00:31:23.079 and that planet has a net of influence plan net, 522 00:31:23.240 --> 00:31:27.000 so it's a plane of net of influence. And you 523 00:31:27.039 --> 00:31:31.200 know that these these plants, they have a certain sound 524 00:31:31.440 --> 00:31:36.319 energy signature, right, which correlates corresponds to the simatic or 525 00:31:36.359 --> 00:31:39.839 the geometric shape in which it creates from the seed, 526 00:31:40.200 --> 00:31:43.319 and then the sound that it admits, and that sound 527 00:31:43.480 --> 00:31:46.920 connects to our organs, it connects to the knotties, it 528 00:31:46.960 --> 00:31:49.119 connects to like and then this is why you use 529 00:31:49.160 --> 00:31:53.880 certain herbs or flowers or nuts or bark or you know, 530 00:31:54.119 --> 00:31:58.279 SAPs from these trees or the myceilium network which connects 531 00:31:58.279 --> 00:32:01.680 straight into your fashion network mimics. This is what Terrence 532 00:32:01.759 --> 00:32:04.640 McKenna was talking about. Man was a genius and like 533 00:32:04.720 --> 00:32:08.079 his work on the eye ching is which the eye 534 00:32:08.200 --> 00:32:12.519 ching is all about the elements, and so it's understanding 535 00:32:12.559 --> 00:32:16.039 the sound and the frequency of the elements and how 536 00:32:16.119 --> 00:32:20.599 the the animals and the plants and the minerals, which 537 00:32:20.599 --> 00:32:24.880 is the py table of elements, the minerals, the mineral compounds, 538 00:32:25.400 --> 00:32:31.119 how they influence and create alchemize within our body and 539 00:32:31.160 --> 00:32:33.880 how to assimilate it and then how it plays out 540 00:32:34.279 --> 00:32:37.680 like because our body is again the mineral, the physical, 541 00:32:38.240 --> 00:32:44.519 the vegetable, and the animal, and then the mind is 542 00:32:44.640 --> 00:32:48.960 like the spirit bodies that we you know, we operate through, 543 00:32:49.000 --> 00:32:53.119 but the lower the animal, the plant, and the mineral kingdom. 544 00:32:53.559 --> 00:32:56.519 That's the fission and the fusion of the minerals within us, 545 00:32:57.039 --> 00:32:59.400 you know, and the water is within us and how 546 00:32:59.440 --> 00:33:03.640 it you know, physicis infuses and create like we manifest. 547 00:33:04.319 --> 00:33:09.400 So we spoke in symbolism and allegory and parable and 548 00:33:09.400 --> 00:33:15.839 and imagery so that we would remember the frequency or the. 549 00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:18.319 Sound to be able to match up to it. 550 00:33:18.400 --> 00:33:23.000 Yeah, right, and that connects into again like why we 551 00:33:23.680 --> 00:33:25.799 you know, synthetics are not really the way to go 552 00:33:25.839 --> 00:33:28.400 because you're in a sense, you're spiritually bypassing. Like yeah, 553 00:33:28.440 --> 00:33:31.599 it's great to see the wonderful colors. It's amazing and 554 00:33:31.640 --> 00:33:33.960 I love that because it does bring people, you know, 555 00:33:34.039 --> 00:33:35.799 up out of depression. But guess what, that depression is 556 00:33:35.839 --> 00:33:38.880 going to come right back three, four or five days later, 557 00:33:38.960 --> 00:33:41.279 even stronger, because it even talks about in the Bible. 558 00:33:41.359 --> 00:33:43.519 It's like, you know, you invite the spirits back it, 559 00:33:43.759 --> 00:33:45.519 you get rid of the spirits, you invite one back in. 560 00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:48.720 They come back seven times stronger because you're at the 561 00:33:48.799 --> 00:33:52.480 sense you're trying to you're trying to bypass the pain, 562 00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:55.640 and the pain is the body saying, hey, sit down, 563 00:33:55.720 --> 00:33:58.279 shut the fuck up, listen to me. I'm trying to 564 00:33:58.319 --> 00:34:00.519 speak to you. I know you don't want to see 565 00:34:00.559 --> 00:34:02.480 what I'm going to show you because it's scary, it hurts, 566 00:34:02.480 --> 00:34:05.759 and you're gonna have to take accountability. But here's the thing. 567 00:34:05.880 --> 00:34:08.719 As soon as you recognize what it is and you 568 00:34:08.840 --> 00:34:13.159 sit there, I'm safe. I'm okay, I'm still alive. I'm 569 00:34:13.199 --> 00:34:15.760 actually not a bad person. I did some shady shit. 570 00:34:16.199 --> 00:34:18.920 I was trying to survive. I hurt people. That was 571 00:34:18.960 --> 00:34:21.679 fucked up. The fact that I give a shit that 572 00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:24.360 I hurt somebody says that I'm not a bad person. 573 00:34:25.239 --> 00:34:27.960 The fact that I care and so, oh it's gone. 574 00:34:28.400 --> 00:34:31.559 So let me ask you this then. So, because normally 575 00:34:31.599 --> 00:34:34.880 purging is something that happens mainly with ayahuasca, but you 576 00:34:34.880 --> 00:34:37.280 don't really get a whole lot of purging with mushrooms 577 00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:40.000 and DMT. So, uh, as you do. 578 00:34:40.599 --> 00:34:43.320 You throw up, you shit, you shit, you throw up. 579 00:34:43.599 --> 00:34:45.679 It depends on how toxic your body is. 580 00:34:46.239 --> 00:34:49.079 Okay, yeah, because I mean I've taken mushrooms a lot 581 00:34:49.079 --> 00:34:51.559 of times. It does. It definitely does make you queasy 582 00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:53.960 like it. It feels like something is going on in 583 00:34:54.000 --> 00:34:56.119 your stomach and you kind of feel a little offset 584 00:34:56.159 --> 00:34:58.559 a little bit. But as far as DMT, I I 585 00:34:58.800 --> 00:35:01.639 actually did it, I don't know, six seven months ago, 586 00:35:02.000 --> 00:35:04.000 and I didn't get sick or anything from it. It 587 00:35:04.079 --> 00:35:06.920 literally it felt like like I was in a dream, 588 00:35:07.159 --> 00:35:09.920 you know, like I smoked it and I went and 589 00:35:09.960 --> 00:35:12.400 I saw some crazy shit and I don't want to 590 00:35:12.400 --> 00:35:14.400 get into that, but it was it was pretty wild. 591 00:35:14.719 --> 00:35:17.039 And then you come back and I mean, well, I 592 00:35:17.199 --> 00:35:19.000 actually did it twice in one night. The first time 593 00:35:19.039 --> 00:35:20.679 it was awesome. The second time was like a full 594 00:35:20.719 --> 00:35:22.840 on fucking nightmare. Went into the void. I thought I 595 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:26.840 destroyed the world, and that was really messed up, and 596 00:35:26.880 --> 00:35:29.119 I've actually I've taken a lot of time since then. 597 00:35:29.199 --> 00:35:31.800 I did that back in October. I haven't done any 598 00:35:31.960 --> 00:35:35.400 psychedelics or anything, because I've just been trying to understand 599 00:35:35.440 --> 00:35:39.440 what that vision really was, you know, embodying what it 600 00:35:39.559 --> 00:35:43.079 means to be inside of the void. And also you know, 601 00:35:43.480 --> 00:35:47.119 after the fact, you know, coming to the realization that well, 602 00:35:47.480 --> 00:35:50.519 everything wasn't destroyed because I was still like I was 603 00:35:50.559 --> 00:35:53.559 still there and my awareness was still there in the void. 604 00:35:53.599 --> 00:35:56.679 So you can't destroy everything and you can't even like 605 00:35:57.039 --> 00:36:01.440 it's impossible to witness nothing, you know, And that's what 606 00:36:01.480 --> 00:36:03.599 it really felt like. And so I've been trying to 607 00:36:03.639 --> 00:36:05.920 really break that all down and everything. But I didn't. 608 00:36:06.119 --> 00:36:08.800 I didn't really get sick from that. It made me 609 00:36:09.800 --> 00:36:12.719 like it put like a damper on my soul after that, 610 00:36:12.920 --> 00:36:15.039 but you know, it kind of made me sad and 611 00:36:15.280 --> 00:36:18.239 almost borderline depressed, just because I was like embodying that 612 00:36:18.360 --> 00:36:22.559 nature of me destroying all of reality. But but yeah, 613 00:36:22.559 --> 00:36:24.360 it's pretty fucked up. Didn't get sick though. 614 00:36:24.400 --> 00:36:27.440 You would analyze that and you would say, like, what 615 00:36:27.599 --> 00:36:31.719 in me feels responsible for everything? Right? So the void, 616 00:36:31.880 --> 00:36:34.079 like you you were saying that you went in there. 617 00:36:34.360 --> 00:36:36.239 I don't need to analyze you, so do it. 618 00:36:36.320 --> 00:36:36.679 Let's go. 619 00:36:37.239 --> 00:36:40.000 So it's if you're going to go into the void. 620 00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:42.800 You know, it's a fear most people. It's most like 621 00:36:42.880 --> 00:36:45.920 ninety nine point nine no, no, no, no, nine percent of people 622 00:36:46.000 --> 00:36:49.079 is the fear of death. The nothingness, right, you know, 623 00:36:49.199 --> 00:36:51.559 even in the never what is it? The never ending story? 624 00:36:51.719 --> 00:36:55.559 The nothing? The nothing right everything? Get the horse out 625 00:36:55.599 --> 00:36:59.760 of the get the horse, don't leave the horse, like, okay, anyways, 626 00:37:00.039 --> 00:37:01.880 maybe it's just me and like you know, a handful 627 00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:05.519 of other people crying anyways. No, not the Nothing anyway. 628 00:37:05.639 --> 00:37:07.599 That was like my favorite movie whenever I was a 629 00:37:07.599 --> 00:37:10.360 little kid. I don't even remember it. I literally watched 630 00:37:10.360 --> 00:37:12.320 it so many times I ran out the tape as 631 00:37:12.320 --> 00:37:14.519 a little kid. But it's been so long since I. 632 00:37:14.440 --> 00:37:17.480 Seen it, you know what I mean? Back up, like, 633 00:37:17.679 --> 00:37:19.039 come on, come. 634 00:37:18.840 --> 00:37:20.400 On, give me one more baby, Come on. 635 00:37:20.639 --> 00:37:24.000 You remember the old wind up for the v v 636 00:37:25.239 --> 00:37:28.400 VHS tapes, Like it would have little plugs and you 637 00:37:28.440 --> 00:37:30.199 would put in there and you would wind it. 638 00:37:32.079 --> 00:37:34.239 We just rewound it in the VCR I did. I 639 00:37:34.239 --> 00:37:35.159 didn't have one of those. 640 00:37:35.760 --> 00:37:37.880 Oh okay, well we had My mom had a bunch 641 00:37:37.920 --> 00:37:40.599 of random stuff. Anyways, it also worked. They also had 642 00:37:40.599 --> 00:37:43.440 another one for like the tapes and stuff. So anyways, 643 00:37:44.199 --> 00:37:45.920 a bunch of random things in my house that I 644 00:37:45.920 --> 00:37:47.679 grew up with. I'm sure other people out there have 645 00:37:47.719 --> 00:37:48.039 had them. 646 00:37:48.119 --> 00:37:48.639 I love it. 647 00:37:49.119 --> 00:37:50.760 Anyways, So now the heck I was talking about it? 648 00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:54.400 So the nothing right, and so it's the sphere of death. 649 00:37:54.480 --> 00:37:59.320 But death isn't real. It's a transcendence like our Again, 650 00:37:59.360 --> 00:38:03.519 we're face our fear of this return. We don't want 651 00:38:03.559 --> 00:38:07.599 to return to source. The void is the womb of 652 00:38:07.639 --> 00:38:10.800 all of creation. The void is the center of the 653 00:38:10.800 --> 00:38:14.360 Troidal plane, the black sun that sits there in the 654 00:38:14.400 --> 00:38:18.679 center of the Troidal plane, and it's your umbilical port, right, 655 00:38:18.719 --> 00:38:21.360 It's where we came from. And we don't want to 656 00:38:21.400 --> 00:38:24.199 go back. We're like, no, I don't want to. I'm 657 00:38:24.239 --> 00:38:26.719 so scared. I don't know it's there. I've been out 658 00:38:26.719 --> 00:38:30.119 here for so long, like I don't know what else exists? Right? 659 00:38:30.679 --> 00:38:32.599 Why would we Why would we be scared to go 660 00:38:32.679 --> 00:38:35.960 back to the source anyway? Is it just because we 661 00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:39.519 want to remain individuals or what is that? Because we 662 00:38:39.559 --> 00:38:41.199 want control over our own life? 663 00:38:41.719 --> 00:38:45.000 Yeah, it's control it's the individuation. So when we come 664 00:38:45.039 --> 00:38:49.400 into oneness and out of separation or out of the individuation, 665 00:38:49.760 --> 00:38:52.559 then it's easier to be like, Okay, there's nothing to fear. 666 00:38:53.320 --> 00:38:56.599 I never left the source. The Source is always I 667 00:38:56.639 --> 00:38:59.599 was always in the Source. I'm always there. I'm always 668 00:38:59.599 --> 00:38:59.920 in it. 669 00:39:00.400 --> 00:39:00.800 Uh huh. 670 00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:02.719 I just think that I'm separate from and I think 671 00:39:02.760 --> 00:39:05.480 that I'm I'm living in something, but I'm not. 672 00:39:05.920 --> 00:39:06.679 It's an illusion. 673 00:39:07.119 --> 00:39:09.199 It's an illusion, yeah, or the. 674 00:39:09.119 --> 00:39:14.039 Maya as they say, Yeah, yeah, that's that's that's really 675 00:39:14.079 --> 00:39:16.320 something there too, because I tell you, whenever I was 676 00:39:16.360 --> 00:39:18.440 in that void, I felt like I was the only 677 00:39:18.480 --> 00:39:21.519 thing that existed, like and that's what really fucked me up, 678 00:39:21.719 --> 00:39:23.719 was that I was alone there. You know, I would 679 00:39:23.800 --> 00:39:26.000 much rather just join the source than be alone in 680 00:39:26.039 --> 00:39:31.840 the void. You know, at that point, all one alone. 681 00:39:33.599 --> 00:39:35.920 You gotta go with the sage talk here. I love it, 682 00:39:35.960 --> 00:39:39.920 all right, So yeah, it's uh man, So all right, 683 00:39:40.159 --> 00:39:42.599 let me ask you this then. So you were talking 684 00:39:42.599 --> 00:39:47.639 about basically how this reality actually is with the minerals, 685 00:39:47.639 --> 00:39:50.880 the vegetables, the animals, and that's really what incorporates our body. 686 00:39:50.880 --> 00:39:54.679 But how do you believe we got here. 687 00:39:55.679 --> 00:40:00.239 Well, that's the creation story, the primordial creation story. So 688 00:40:00.280 --> 00:40:05.079 it spoke of in many different lore like Viking, the Greek, 689 00:40:05.679 --> 00:40:09.920 and the Hindu and the Christian, the Christian teachings. It's 690 00:40:10.119 --> 00:40:13.239 it's in the Old Testament. It's the genealogy of Adam, 691 00:40:14.400 --> 00:40:17.880 which is the atom. This Adam Cadman, the spiritual atom, 692 00:40:18.000 --> 00:40:22.719 the atomic atom that exists within the plasma fields, which 693 00:40:22.760 --> 00:40:29.800 is in our atmosphere. It's the above the thermosphere and above 694 00:40:29.800 --> 00:40:33.599 the mesosphere. Yeah, it's in the ion a sphere like 695 00:40:33.639 --> 00:40:39.800 above the thermosphere, right, So that's where the atomic gaseous 696 00:40:39.840 --> 00:40:43.239 planes are at. And then that's where Lumeria, the third 697 00:40:43.320 --> 00:40:48.559 root race was seated. It's a cosmic it's the etheric waters, 698 00:40:48.559 --> 00:40:53.840 not like the mermaid waters like speed. And again that's 699 00:40:53.840 --> 00:40:59.000 why you see it in the in the ancient you 700 00:40:59.039 --> 00:41:01.559 can find it in some ancient texts. But you'll see 701 00:41:01.559 --> 00:41:04.440 a man holding two globes. One will say Atlantis, the 702 00:41:04.480 --> 00:41:07.599 other one to say lameria, and it's above his head, 703 00:41:08.039 --> 00:41:13.920 above man, and in a sphere meaning spirit. So spheares 704 00:41:14.000 --> 00:41:20.239 represent spirit. Spirit squares represent the form the platonic solid. 705 00:41:20.239 --> 00:41:22.920 It's a cube. Okay, this is why you see the 706 00:41:22.960 --> 00:41:26.880 cube and it's square like circle, the circle being cubed, 707 00:41:27.159 --> 00:41:32.480 spirit being confined to a cube. So so circles are spirit. Right, 708 00:41:32.519 --> 00:41:34.480 It's why you draw a circle of salt around you 709 00:41:34.519 --> 00:41:38.039 whenever you want to keep keep the the vampires out, 710 00:41:38.119 --> 00:41:40.239 or think of the movie Practical Magic, they do a 711 00:41:40.280 --> 00:41:43.960 circle right their brooms there and all of sudden stuff. Okay, 712 00:41:44.039 --> 00:41:46.639 So it represents spirit, the protection of spirit. It's real, 713 00:41:46.679 --> 00:41:48.599 it's it's it's just legit though, and that is that 714 00:41:48.679 --> 00:41:55.400 is legit, all right, all right? Oh, going this, So 715 00:41:56.400 --> 00:42:00.360 these these the teachings of the root races is the 716 00:42:00.480 --> 00:42:05.320 genealogy and the creation's thecretion myth. So everything comes from 717 00:42:05.760 --> 00:42:09.280 the center of the chritial field, the black sun, the 718 00:42:09.280 --> 00:42:16.920 inner sun, okay, as within so it is out externalized. Huh, 719 00:42:17.800 --> 00:42:20.239 in our hologram, what do we see a sun and 720 00:42:20.280 --> 00:42:23.639 a moon they're out here, they're externalized. We see stars, 721 00:42:23.679 --> 00:42:28.199 they're externalized. We see trees because they're in us. They're 722 00:42:28.280 --> 00:42:32.920 we're projecting everything. We're projecting everything. But what we don't 723 00:42:32.960 --> 00:42:38.719 see is our internal sun. We see the projection of it, 724 00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:42.400 but we know in us there's a spark within us. 725 00:42:42.559 --> 00:42:46.559 They call it the spark, the eternal flame that burns 726 00:42:46.599 --> 00:42:49.880 like there's even temples built, and there's stories of Greek 727 00:42:49.920 --> 00:42:53.920 and Roman. Who would you know? The oracles would stand 728 00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:58.119 by and they would keep the flame alive. That's symbolic 729 00:42:58.559 --> 00:43:03.559 of keeping the wisdom of the primordial mother, the shakina, 730 00:43:04.119 --> 00:43:07.159 the life force, the Kundalini. It is life force or 731 00:43:07.199 --> 00:43:09.360 the shakina in different different it's called different things in 732 00:43:09.440 --> 00:43:14.440 different teachings. The chi, the chi even right to keep 733 00:43:14.440 --> 00:43:17.840 it alive, right, the oracles those that held the wisdom 734 00:43:18.480 --> 00:43:25.199 right of the source. So it's about primordial creation, which 735 00:43:25.239 --> 00:43:30.800 is the black son, create meat, creating form, and so 736 00:43:31.000 --> 00:43:34.519 it sends its energy out, which is the terroidal field. 737 00:43:34.880 --> 00:43:38.159 It sends its energy field out and then it starts 738 00:43:38.239 --> 00:43:43.559 to create. It starts to create itself. So this is 739 00:43:43.599 --> 00:43:48.320 where you get primordial creation. When you hear about Nix, 740 00:43:49.079 --> 00:43:51.519 and you hear like, I'm gonna use the Greek mythology. 741 00:43:51.519 --> 00:43:53.559 It's probably the most common one that's known by people. 742 00:43:53.840 --> 00:43:56.199 All right, So you're gonna get Nicks, and then you're 743 00:43:56.239 --> 00:44:02.079 gonna get her offspring, which her children. Okay, and I 744 00:44:02.119 --> 00:44:04.360 have it written down all old. I have it all 745 00:44:04.400 --> 00:44:04.960 written down. 746 00:44:05.800 --> 00:44:08.679 Well, this actually reminds me of like if you look 747 00:44:08.760 --> 00:44:11.440 into like black holes and stuff like that, there's this 748 00:44:11.480 --> 00:44:15.599 thing called the event horizon, which is essentially it's the 749 00:44:15.639 --> 00:44:20.000 surface layer of a black hole, and that black hole 750 00:44:20.039 --> 00:44:23.440 it actually shows everything that has ever existed on the 751 00:44:23.480 --> 00:44:26.760 surface of in that reality, like everything that that black 752 00:44:26.760 --> 00:44:30.039 hole allegedly is ever swallowed up or whatever it all 753 00:44:30.199 --> 00:44:33.480 is being projected to the surface of the black hole, 754 00:44:33.519 --> 00:44:35.880 and that's called the event horizon. So it almost reminds 755 00:44:35.960 --> 00:44:37.559 me of what you're talking about. You're saying that the 756 00:44:37.599 --> 00:44:41.519 black sun is within us, and that essentially our bodies 757 00:44:41.559 --> 00:44:44.320 and our minds and everything would be the event horizon 758 00:44:44.320 --> 00:44:45.440 of the black hole within us. 759 00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:51.760 Yes, black holes, Sun, won't you come wash away? The same? 760 00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:56.760 These are the frequencies that she sends out. So these colors, 761 00:44:56.800 --> 00:45:02.159 the auroras behind me, the colors aren't stimulated. They're gases. 762 00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:05.079 They're noble gases or inert gases on the periodic table 763 00:45:05.119 --> 00:45:12.639 of elements, and they're stimulated by the plasma. Okay, the 764 00:45:14.199 --> 00:45:18.800 cold the cold plasma and the hot plasma. So the 765 00:45:18.840 --> 00:45:23.239 cold plasma is the moon and hot plasma is the Sun. Okay, 766 00:45:23.440 --> 00:45:27.039 but in the sun stimulates and the gases that are 767 00:45:27.039 --> 00:45:30.800 in the atmosphere as well. But it looks like red, 768 00:45:31.800 --> 00:45:35.800 it's in oranges, and sometimes it's pinks, and sometimes you know, 769 00:45:35.880 --> 00:45:37.880 you get the yellow or the green in there, and 770 00:45:37.920 --> 00:45:41.760 the mixtures. It just depends on how much inert gases 771 00:45:42.199 --> 00:45:45.480 are being released from the center of the troidal field. 772 00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:50.360 And you see the green well at night because it's 773 00:45:50.880 --> 00:45:56.280 the gases are being charged by cold plasma, right, and 774 00:45:56.360 --> 00:45:59.000 the gases that are being released that you're seeing in 775 00:45:59.119 --> 00:46:04.119 the upper atmosphere, if you will, the northern hemisphere, it's 776 00:46:04.239 --> 00:46:11.280 higher and out like higher and energetics. It's pure as well, 777 00:46:11.320 --> 00:46:15.000 it's not as infiltrated with It's not closer to the 778 00:46:15.039 --> 00:46:18.280 equator like I am down here in Florida, so you're 779 00:46:18.480 --> 00:46:21.800 you're further away from the Sun's stimulants. 780 00:46:22.440 --> 00:46:25.960 Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, yeah, Because essentially you're talking 781 00:46:26.000 --> 00:46:28.320 about the Sun hot, the Moon cold, and I have 782 00:46:28.480 --> 00:46:31.280 heard I've actually talked about this quite a bit about 783 00:46:31.280 --> 00:46:34.119 the Moon possibly being a like a like a cold 784 00:46:34.159 --> 00:46:38.679 source generator because whenever you're out underneath the moonlight, it's cooler, 785 00:46:38.760 --> 00:46:40.679 and then you go into the moon shade it's warmer. 786 00:46:40.719 --> 00:46:43.440 It's the exact opposite of the sun, right right. 787 00:46:43.480 --> 00:46:46.320 And it's supposed to be. And the moon reflects how much, 788 00:46:46.360 --> 00:46:48.440 So the phases of the moon and what it's in, 789 00:46:48.559 --> 00:46:50.519 like full moon, half moon, quarter moon, all this, or 790 00:46:50.559 --> 00:46:53.239 quarter moon half moon all that. That's letting you know 791 00:46:53.360 --> 00:46:58.199 how much pure energy or gases are being released from 792 00:46:58.280 --> 00:47:01.599 the center of the troidal field. That's how like. So 793 00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:04.800 we're in a full moon, we have more natural gases 794 00:47:04.960 --> 00:47:10.360 or inert gases that are being released. So it's lunacy, right, 795 00:47:10.679 --> 00:47:13.280 because what you what do you do whenever your your 796 00:47:13.360 --> 00:47:19.199 body that's an antenna is absorbing more noble gases, right, 797 00:47:19.280 --> 00:47:22.400 you're more stimulated. But if you don't, if you're not grounded, 798 00:47:22.440 --> 00:47:23.880 and you don't know how to deal with the energy, 799 00:47:23.920 --> 00:47:25.960 if you're not doing rituals, if you're not in dance, 800 00:47:25.960 --> 00:47:29.280 if you're not in connection, and if you have you're overloaded. 801 00:47:29.320 --> 00:47:34.199 You're overstimulated, you're overworked, and you have parasites and entities, 802 00:47:35.320 --> 00:47:37.360 attachments energetically and. 803 00:47:37.239 --> 00:47:38.920 Physically, and the full mood is going to be a 804 00:47:38.920 --> 00:47:42.039 little bit too much for you, too much, I gotcha. 805 00:47:42.119 --> 00:47:44.280 That actually does make a lot of sense, And this 806 00:47:44.320 --> 00:47:46.440 is something that I've talked about because we've had you know, 807 00:47:46.599 --> 00:47:49.960 magicians and sages and mystics and wizards and all the 808 00:47:50.000 --> 00:47:52.480 above on this show. Like I love talking to people, 809 00:47:52.599 --> 00:47:56.639 you know, all that, and we've actually had guys that, 810 00:47:56.920 --> 00:47:59.519 you know, they'll say that they perform rituals underneath the 811 00:47:59.519 --> 00:48:02.320 full moon. Some some preferred underneath the full moon, some 812 00:48:02.400 --> 00:48:05.320 preferred underneath the new moon. Some actually prefer with a 813 00:48:05.320 --> 00:48:07.760 waxing or a waning mood. So it's always different. But 814 00:48:08.119 --> 00:48:11.280 if you're trying to perform, are you somebody that does 815 00:48:11.360 --> 00:48:12.239 rituals and stuff? 816 00:48:12.800 --> 00:48:13.800 Not black magic? 817 00:48:14.239 --> 00:48:17.199 No, no, no, not specifically any kind of magic, but 818 00:48:17.280 --> 00:48:18.920 just any kind of ritual really. 819 00:48:18.880 --> 00:48:20.679 Well, yeah, I shower, I brush my teeth. 820 00:48:20.719 --> 00:48:24.960 That's ritual very well yeah yeah, all right, well with intention. 821 00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:30.239 So ritual is intention, that's what it is. And you 822 00:48:30.280 --> 00:48:34.519 can add context to it. Movement which is also intention, 823 00:48:35.199 --> 00:48:39.880 but movement when you create shapes. Okay, like while we dance, 824 00:48:39.960 --> 00:48:43.840 we see the indigenous that would dance in circles right 825 00:48:44.039 --> 00:48:46.199 just around a fire. That's spirit. 826 00:48:47.400 --> 00:48:50.440 Okay, I had to write that down. You said, ritual 827 00:48:50.519 --> 00:48:52.880 is intention. I was like, holy shit, that's awesome. I 828 00:48:52.960 --> 00:48:53.239 like it. 829 00:48:53.639 --> 00:48:59.519 Yeah, ritual's intention, gotcha all right? And you can add 830 00:48:59.760 --> 00:49:03.760 you know, other elements, whether it's fire, creative energy, water, 831 00:49:04.239 --> 00:49:08.079 This is communication, this is like this. The spirit is 832 00:49:08.119 --> 00:49:10.719 really going to be like the ether calling the ether in, 833 00:49:10.840 --> 00:49:13.599 and you've got to do a mixture of energies for that. 834 00:49:16.119 --> 00:49:19.559 And then there's also like the water element, which is 835 00:49:19.599 --> 00:49:23.400 about the emotions, and it's like it also represents you know, crossing. 836 00:49:24.320 --> 00:49:29.159 It's a transformation. So if you're putting water out, we're transforming. 837 00:49:29.239 --> 00:49:33.039 We're adding energy into the water. We're using the water 838 00:49:33.119 --> 00:49:37.760 to add in tension, which again is a transition from 839 00:49:37.960 --> 00:49:40.639 one one space or one place to another. So I 840 00:49:40.639 --> 00:49:46.920 mean ritual like what we've it's been demonized, like I said, 841 00:49:47.280 --> 00:49:50.960 anything that is meant to be good by the lower 842 00:49:51.440 --> 00:49:55.119 profane man or woman, it will be used as a 843 00:49:55.159 --> 00:49:57.440 tool to manipulate for power and control. 844 00:49:57.159 --> 00:50:01.280 One hundred percent. You know, I actually do past life aggressions, 845 00:50:01.400 --> 00:50:03.760 you know, learned under the doors, Cannon school and all 846 00:50:03.760 --> 00:50:05.719 that kind of stuff. And I can't tell you how 847 00:50:05.719 --> 00:50:08.320 many religious people think that it is satanic that I'm 848 00:50:08.320 --> 00:50:12.000 even hypnotizing somebody. I'm like, bro, this is a guided meditation, 849 00:50:12.199 --> 00:50:15.360 Like just forget the whole hypnosis. I'm not inserting anything 850 00:50:15.400 --> 00:50:18.239 into your mind. I'm not suggesting anything. And that's just 851 00:50:18.320 --> 00:50:20.719 crazy that, you know, you would see something as simple 852 00:50:20.760 --> 00:50:23.880 as meditation, and yet there are religions out there that 853 00:50:23.920 --> 00:50:28.239 deem it almost demonic and like dark and you know 854 00:50:28.239 --> 00:50:30.360 what I mean, Like don't I don't understand. 855 00:50:29.920 --> 00:50:34.119 That church and they sing together. That's a ritual. They're 856 00:50:34.159 --> 00:50:35.519 performing a ritual right there. 857 00:50:35.599 --> 00:50:38.360 Oh, anybody that has ever been to a Catholic anybody 858 00:50:38.360 --> 00:50:41.000 who's ever been to a Catholic Mass on a Sunday, 859 00:50:41.239 --> 00:50:43.639 Oh my god, that the entire I went one time 860 00:50:43.800 --> 00:50:46.880 just to see and I was like, wow, Literally every 861 00:50:46.920 --> 00:50:50.039 step is a ritual. Every single part of it is ritualized. 862 00:50:50.199 --> 00:50:53.519 And so yeah, I mean rules for the not for 863 00:50:53.559 --> 00:50:54.440 me kind of thing. 864 00:50:54.559 --> 00:50:58.480 No again, it's like their soul is not everybody is 865 00:50:58.519 --> 00:51:01.079 meant to awaken, you know what I mean. They're what 866 00:51:01.119 --> 00:51:05.719 we call NPCs just means that their soul hasn't had 867 00:51:05.719 --> 00:51:09.079 a quickening, you know, they haven't had a soul remembrance, 868 00:51:09.119 --> 00:51:11.559 and they're not. They may not be made to because 869 00:51:11.599 --> 00:51:14.159 we don't know what karment contract they came in here. 870 00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:17.679 For some people, some essences. 871 00:51:17.199 --> 00:51:20.280 Are why why is it that you think that some 872 00:51:20.360 --> 00:51:23.960 people just don't find any of this kind of stuff interesting, 873 00:51:24.159 --> 00:51:28.440 such as enlightenment or trying to find a higher spiritual purpose, 874 00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:32.239 you know, whether they are religious or atheists or whatever. 875 00:51:32.639 --> 00:51:35.880 It's like, for some reason they don't feel that poll Like, So, 876 00:51:36.079 --> 00:51:38.119 I know, obviously there's a lot of people out there, 877 00:51:38.159 --> 00:51:41.559 and so I guess my question would be, then I 878 00:51:41.960 --> 00:51:44.280 don't know. I think that it's just because I feel 879 00:51:44.320 --> 00:51:46.519 like my life, my entire life, has been some kind 880 00:51:46.519 --> 00:51:49.000 of spiritual journey, and I can't imagine it not being 881 00:51:49.320 --> 00:51:51.719 like I look at literally everything and I try and 882 00:51:51.760 --> 00:51:53.920 figure out what the spiritual meaning is behind it, right, 883 00:51:54.039 --> 00:51:56.239 whether it be esoterically or whatever. Like that's just how 884 00:51:56.320 --> 00:51:59.960 my mind has been, like almost programmed at this point. 885 00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:02.760 But yet you see other people out there and if 886 00:52:02.800 --> 00:52:05.039 you bring up any kind of synchronicities, it's just like, oh, 887 00:52:05.039 --> 00:52:05.719 that's coincidence. 888 00:52:06.360 --> 00:52:09.159 I would love to suggest to stop saying your mind 889 00:52:09.320 --> 00:52:12.960 and say it's your spirit, because your your mind, if 890 00:52:13.000 --> 00:52:15.119 you will, it's your more of your lower mind, and 891 00:52:15.400 --> 00:52:18.760 that's not the curious part of you. It's your spirit. Yes, 892 00:52:19.039 --> 00:52:22.760 sparking you fully agree when you're talking about this this 893 00:52:23.039 --> 00:52:26.360 the search and the connection, the connection to everything that's 894 00:52:26.440 --> 00:52:29.559 this mind, that's the divine mind. You know, it's not 895 00:52:29.760 --> 00:52:31.519 your lower like. 896 00:52:32.840 --> 00:52:34.719 No, I yeah, I feel the same way. I just 897 00:52:34.800 --> 00:52:38.480 kind of use mind in like a general sense. But yeah, 898 00:52:38.719 --> 00:52:39.639 it just makes you wonder. 899 00:52:39.760 --> 00:52:45.159 So here's the thing. We we don't know everybody's karma. 900 00:52:45.559 --> 00:52:48.320 That's true, sold their sold their life, sold their soul 901 00:52:48.360 --> 00:52:55.400 out for in previous incarnations. M time. We're in the 902 00:52:55.519 --> 00:53:01.000 end times, so everybody has an opportunity for retribution, which 903 00:53:01.039 --> 00:53:05.719 means to get right, and a lot of souls are 904 00:53:05.760 --> 00:53:07.079 also here to be judged. 905 00:53:08.480 --> 00:53:12.000 What do you mean by we're in the end time specifically. 906 00:53:11.840 --> 00:53:16.199 The end of time, but the end of the Yeah, 907 00:53:16.239 --> 00:53:20.920 the human evolution. Oh, we're done with the human evolution 908 00:53:21.000 --> 00:53:24.360 and we're going to move into the celestial so which 909 00:53:24.440 --> 00:53:27.360 is like the spirit. This goes back into the root 910 00:53:27.440 --> 00:53:32.480 races that we just jumped away from. But so there 911 00:53:32.360 --> 00:53:36.760 the root races is the primordial creation. So primordial creation 912 00:53:37.480 --> 00:53:42.199 wanted to experience itself to the fullest, and so it 913 00:53:42.360 --> 00:53:46.039 created the build the builder races, the built well, the 914 00:53:46.079 --> 00:53:49.000 builder rays or the builders, which are the l ocheme, 915 00:53:49.079 --> 00:53:53.239 which are the cosmic rays. Okay, the seventh, the seven reshet, 916 00:53:53.280 --> 00:53:57.199 the seven lamp stands, the seven seals, whatever you want 917 00:53:57.199 --> 00:53:59.920 to call it. They are the seven stars of Ersamin. 918 00:54:00.920 --> 00:54:04.280 And those are the cosmic rays that descended themselves, or 919 00:54:04.320 --> 00:54:08.639 the angels, the angles of light, the seven colors of 920 00:54:08.679 --> 00:54:15.559 the rainbow that descended themselves into the primordial energy and 921 00:54:15.639 --> 00:54:20.679 created the planets, or the wandering stars. They created the planets, 922 00:54:20.679 --> 00:54:25.840 which were the planes with nets of influence. These are 923 00:54:27.320 --> 00:54:31.039 the essences in which the logos could not fully experience 924 00:54:31.079 --> 00:54:32.400 itself through. 925 00:54:33.159 --> 00:54:36.800 Are you are you getting into like the like the 926 00:54:36.840 --> 00:54:39.119 Pleiades with the seven sisters and stuff like that. 927 00:54:40.519 --> 00:54:43.920 Yeah, well the ple eightes this in series, all the 928 00:54:44.000 --> 00:54:47.519 star systems were created. Yes, that's part of the primordial. 929 00:54:47.039 --> 00:54:49.079 Creation, okay, okay. 930 00:54:49.159 --> 00:54:54.199 And then from that the seven rays were descent the star, 931 00:54:54.360 --> 00:54:59.119 the alohem, the seven builders, they descent their frequency, the 932 00:54:59.159 --> 00:55:07.320 seven colors of the rainbow descended in to create the Olympians, okay, 933 00:55:07.880 --> 00:55:11.480 is what they're known as. And then you have the Olympians, 934 00:55:11.519 --> 00:55:16.679 which would be like representation of the Zodiac, and then 935 00:55:16.719 --> 00:55:19.880 you have the Titans that came from that the planets. 936 00:55:20.719 --> 00:55:25.639 So the star systems primordial creation. Then you have you 937 00:55:25.679 --> 00:55:29.920 have the Olympians, and then you have the Titans that 938 00:55:30.000 --> 00:55:32.280 they created, which are the planets. 939 00:55:33.400 --> 00:55:35.280 Okay, yes, following you. 940 00:55:35.440 --> 00:55:39.440 And from the planets, then they created they started to 941 00:55:39.480 --> 00:55:43.320 create the root races, the Polarian, which is non physical, 942 00:55:44.079 --> 00:55:48.159 the Hyperborean, which is again hyperborean. This is where we 943 00:55:48.280 --> 00:55:54.960 see the semi etheric. It's more etheric energy starting to 944 00:55:55.000 --> 00:55:59.159 take form the gaseous planes, the atomic So the Polarian 945 00:55:59.280 --> 00:56:05.519 is the crownpo the exosphere and the creation of the stars, okay. 946 00:56:05.920 --> 00:56:08.360 And then you have Hyperborean, which is the creation of 947 00:56:08.400 --> 00:56:13.320 the atmosphere and the gases that started to come together. 948 00:56:13.360 --> 00:56:19.079 So essentially it is the evolution theory story that they use, 949 00:56:19.559 --> 00:56:21.920 but we're not from fucking ape and primates, like in 950 00:56:22.000 --> 00:56:25.000 the way in which they tried to like like the 951 00:56:25.000 --> 00:56:27.599 Big Bang. You know, it's not a big bang just 952 00:56:27.679 --> 00:56:31.440 out of nowhere. There was a whole bunch of bazillion 953 00:56:31.480 --> 00:56:33.440 of years I don't know, lots of I mean. 954 00:56:34.000 --> 00:56:36.400 Infinite amount of years, really, so. 955 00:56:36.239 --> 00:56:39.519 Long it took to create this, right, this cosmic being 956 00:56:39.559 --> 00:56:43.119 wanting to experience itself. And then the Lumerian, which is 957 00:56:43.199 --> 00:56:47.000 the third root race that was the creation of the 958 00:56:47.039 --> 00:56:52.840 atomic or the spirit man in the atomic creation. So 959 00:56:53.400 --> 00:56:57.000 you have the Crown, you have Hyperborean, then you have 960 00:56:57.199 --> 00:57:00.880 the atomic and the Lumerian. That would be like the 961 00:57:00.920 --> 00:57:05.519 first expression like of what you consider form, but it's 962 00:57:05.519 --> 00:57:07.679 not form. It is definitely semi etheric and in the 963 00:57:07.719 --> 00:57:11.880 gaseous planes. And then you have the Atlantean. And then 964 00:57:11.960 --> 00:57:16.760 you have which was like the creation of the heart 965 00:57:16.880 --> 00:57:22.119 chakra or the causal plane. And then you have which 966 00:57:22.280 --> 00:57:25.559 was form. But everybody connected as one in the heart 967 00:57:25.760 --> 00:57:27.800 is one, what we say, it's all when it's all connected. 968 00:57:28.320 --> 00:57:34.440 And again then that was spirit like again the cosmic creator, 969 00:57:35.159 --> 00:57:39.840 the primordial energy. If she's formlessness, she has to create 970 00:57:40.199 --> 00:57:43.679 something that creates form, and so she's creating all these 971 00:57:43.719 --> 00:57:47.199 structures through her imagination. And this is where you hear 972 00:57:47.199 --> 00:57:49.760 in the Gnostic story of Sophia and the Fall and 973 00:57:49.800 --> 00:57:51.880 the demiurge that she creates, which is Saturn. 974 00:57:52.480 --> 00:57:55.280 Okay, so yeah, this is all checking out. It actually 975 00:57:55.360 --> 00:57:57.800 kind of reminds me of something we talked about just 976 00:57:57.840 --> 00:58:01.960 a few months ago. Call what you're like familiar with 977 00:58:02.000 --> 00:58:05.280 Plato and then everything that stemmed from Platonism and now 978 00:58:05.280 --> 00:58:07.280 it's neoplatonism and all that kind of stuff. But he 979 00:58:07.360 --> 00:58:10.440 was basically talking about how everything really is just an 980 00:58:10.440 --> 00:58:13.719 emanation from the original source, or the original one, is 981 00:58:13.719 --> 00:58:15.920 what he talked about. So you would have the one 982 00:58:16.119 --> 00:58:18.199 which would be the sources what he was referring to, 983 00:58:18.519 --> 00:58:22.199 which would emanate onto the news, the news would emanate 984 00:58:22.239 --> 00:58:25.000 onto the world soul, and the world soul would emanate 985 00:58:25.039 --> 00:58:29.639 itself into the physical where we're at. And so that, yeah, 986 00:58:29.800 --> 00:58:31.559 it kind of checks out with what you're saying there. 987 00:58:32.400 --> 00:58:35.639 Yeah, it's it's the story of the primarial creation. So 988 00:58:36.280 --> 00:58:44.079 I'm just summarizing like multiple different esoteric teachings or hidden. 989 00:58:44.480 --> 00:58:47.000 Oh yeah, yeah, I'm here for it. But just out 990 00:58:47.000 --> 00:58:48.960 of curiosity, I wanted to ask you, So, I mean, 991 00:58:49.000 --> 00:58:50.920 and this is I know that this is probably an 992 00:58:50.960 --> 00:58:54.559 impossible question to even answer, but what do you whatever 993 00:58:54.599 --> 00:58:57.920 you think about? So there was that one divine source 994 00:58:58.000 --> 00:59:00.440 at first, and it felt lonely. Then it started aging 995 00:59:00.519 --> 00:59:03.239 and projecting and creating reality so that it wouldn't feel 996 00:59:03.320 --> 00:59:07.639 very lonely in all that whole story. But why is 997 00:59:07.639 --> 00:59:10.000 it that there was only one source in the first place? 998 00:59:10.159 --> 00:59:13.199 And why do you think, like, how did that source 999 00:59:13.239 --> 00:59:14.039 even come about? 1000 00:59:15.280 --> 00:59:18.280 Oh, that's a good one. I wouldn't say it was lonely, though, 1001 00:59:18.400 --> 00:59:21.559 I would say that it wanted to experience the fullness 1002 00:59:21.599 --> 00:59:25.079 of itself. So imagination, you know, you can be in 1003 00:59:25.159 --> 00:59:27.679 it like just is like you think of yourself, you know, like, oh, 1004 00:59:27.719 --> 00:59:29.800 I really want to try that one day. You're you're 1005 00:59:29.840 --> 00:59:32.599 having all these great ideas and then you're you're like, 1006 00:59:32.679 --> 00:59:34.760 I'm going to take initiative. I'm going to create it 1007 00:59:34.800 --> 00:59:37.920 to be your podcast. Okay. So if we're living in 1008 00:59:38.000 --> 00:59:43.679 a realm of infinite possibilities, right, that can it's just thought. 1009 00:59:44.199 --> 00:59:48.800 All things is thought. It's all formlessness, and the hardest 1010 00:59:48.800 --> 00:59:51.239 thing to create is form. And we're not alone, and 1011 00:59:51.280 --> 00:59:54.360 it's not alone, and it's not alone. We're in a 1012 00:59:54.360 --> 00:59:58.800 cosmic being. All is mind. But we're in a cosmic being. 1013 00:59:59.559 --> 01:00:01.840 So do you believe that we're in a cosmic So 1014 01:00:01.880 --> 01:00:04.639 we're in a cosmic being's mind. Then at that. 1015 01:00:04.639 --> 01:00:08.400 Point, no, we are the cosmic being's mind, we're in 1016 01:00:08.440 --> 01:00:09.039 its body. 1017 01:00:09.639 --> 01:00:12.280 Oh yes, let's go all right, I like it. 1018 01:00:12.360 --> 01:00:16.840 So think of the movie that came out, It didn't 1019 01:00:16.880 --> 01:00:18.840 really do so great at the box office. What is 1020 01:00:18.880 --> 01:00:22.199 it called The Immortals? Right? 1021 01:00:23.000 --> 01:00:25.559 Do you remember that the immortals. I thought you were 1022 01:00:25.639 --> 01:00:26.800 referring to the eternals. 1023 01:00:27.880 --> 01:00:28.159 Thank you. 1024 01:00:28.519 --> 01:00:29.679 I love that movie. 1025 01:00:29.800 --> 01:00:31.880 Yeah, and you know how they're all pissed off in 1026 01:00:31.920 --> 01:00:34.000 the end because they're like, wait a minute, we're just 1027 01:00:34.039 --> 01:00:36.559 here to harvest. It doesn't matter. Like we've spent all 1028 01:00:36.599 --> 01:00:40.840 this time like with humanity and we're just taking this 1029 01:00:40.960 --> 01:00:44.840 and that's it. Wait, we're just ai too, like the 1030 01:00:45.440 --> 01:00:48.559 l l l l L right, the outrage of it. 1031 01:00:48.639 --> 01:00:52.400 We're wait, but these are for the cosmic beings. Yes, betch, yes, 1032 01:00:52.599 --> 01:00:55.920 betch we're in a cosmic being, but we're not to 1033 01:00:56.039 --> 01:01:02.320 identify with the individuated experience because we're in a much 1034 01:01:02.639 --> 01:01:04.159 greater self. 1035 01:01:04.840 --> 01:01:09.360 Right, yes, full on agree. So I've actually been watching 1036 01:01:09.440 --> 01:01:13.119 like a lot of the government, you know, military whistleblowers 1037 01:01:13.159 --> 01:01:15.119 as far as aliens and all that kind of stuff. 1038 01:01:15.119 --> 01:01:17.280 I don't know what to believe as far as that goes. 1039 01:01:17.360 --> 01:01:19.079 I just kind of find it fascinating to see what 1040 01:01:19.119 --> 01:01:21.800 they talk about. And there was this one guy, the 1041 01:01:21.840 --> 01:01:25.880 most recent one, I can't remember, Matthew something. He was 1042 01:01:25.920 --> 01:01:29.320 talking about how he had access to these invoices that 1043 01:01:29.360 --> 01:01:31.480 he wasn't really supposed to see, and so then he 1044 01:01:31.559 --> 01:01:34.960 became a whistleblower because it seemed like it was operating 1045 01:01:35.039 --> 01:01:37.480 outside of the government, so he wanted to blare the 1046 01:01:37.480 --> 01:01:40.280 whistle or whatever. And what he's saying is is that 1047 01:01:40.360 --> 01:01:43.559 he thinks that, you know, as far as aliens or 1048 01:01:43.760 --> 01:01:47.400 entities or the phenomena goes, he believes that some of 1049 01:01:47.440 --> 01:01:50.920 them are here to help. Some of them are almost 1050 01:01:50.920 --> 01:01:55.480 harnessing and like like farming our energy in a sense. 1051 01:01:55.760 --> 01:01:57.719 And then you hear about like Bob Blazar, and Bob 1052 01:01:57.719 --> 01:02:00.880 Blazar got access to some kind of some kind of 1053 01:02:00.920 --> 01:02:04.519 papers that said that there is some kind of energy 1054 01:02:04.760 --> 01:02:08.559 or non human biological or whatever that is out there 1055 01:02:08.719 --> 01:02:11.320 that looks at us like we're containers. And he goes, 1056 01:02:11.320 --> 01:02:13.880 I don't really know what that meant by containers, containers 1057 01:02:13.880 --> 01:02:16.039 of the soul or whatever. But what do you think 1058 01:02:16.159 --> 01:02:19.880 about like a lot of these quote unquote government whistleblowers, 1059 01:02:19.880 --> 01:02:21.559 are you you think they're all full of shit? Is 1060 01:02:21.599 --> 01:02:23.599 it all manipulation or you think there's something to it? 1061 01:02:24.199 --> 01:02:26.679 Well, it's it's it's a it's a it's a script 1062 01:02:26.800 --> 01:02:32.639 for us to decode. Truly. So if there if somebody 1063 01:02:32.679 --> 01:02:35.480 is on the spiritual path, that that means that the 1064 01:02:35.559 --> 01:02:40.360 divine mother or source God. Creation is awake, is waking 1065 01:02:40.400 --> 01:02:44.360 within you. It's quaking, it's waking a remembrance within you. 1066 01:02:45.000 --> 01:02:47.719 And so what is played out on the world stage 1067 01:02:47.960 --> 01:02:53.079 is the opportunity to take the inversion and grabs the truth. 1068 01:02:53.159 --> 01:02:57.559 What does it mean for me? Okay? So when we 1069 01:02:57.639 --> 01:03:03.840 see the alien, all right, there are So God is real. God, 1070 01:03:04.039 --> 01:03:08.800 God is real. Israel. Israel is the people, not the place, 1071 01:03:08.880 --> 01:03:14.599 but the people. Israel is us because we are real. Okay, 1072 01:03:14.719 --> 01:03:18.360 we feel we are real, and we have integrity and 1073 01:03:18.400 --> 01:03:22.280 a pure heart. So God is real. But it's an 1074 01:03:22.440 --> 01:03:28.639 infinite intelligence that is within our blood. It's called the shikina. 1075 01:03:29.360 --> 01:03:33.679 It is also known as the armor of God. The 1076 01:03:33.719 --> 01:03:37.360 song of songs, the song of Sulomon, that sings us along, 1077 01:03:37.440 --> 01:03:40.519 that guides us and harmonizes us. That's why frequency right, 1078 01:03:41.000 --> 01:03:44.519 and when you sing an optunes it lifts your spirit 1079 01:03:44.679 --> 01:03:49.880 up right. So it's God is an infinite intelligence of 1080 01:03:50.039 --> 01:03:54.400 song and frequency. It's not some you know, do with 1081 01:03:54.440 --> 01:03:58.000 the beard in the in the sky. Right. It is 1082 01:03:58.159 --> 01:03:59.960 a primordial essence. 1083 01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:00.400 It is. 1084 01:04:01.920 --> 01:04:04.039 The minerals, the it's everything. 1085 01:04:04.400 --> 01:04:06.599 God isn't all literally everything. 1086 01:04:06.920 --> 01:04:10.800 Everything, even the abominations that we call alien or demons 1087 01:04:10.800 --> 01:04:18.320 and aliens. Okay, they are just the lowest form, like 1088 01:04:18.400 --> 01:04:21.519 say you took a shit, you shipped out your food 1089 01:04:21.559 --> 01:04:26.840 that you digested. Okay, they are the shit that the 1090 01:04:26.960 --> 01:04:30.679 cosmic being has already processed and digested and now it's 1091 01:04:30.719 --> 01:04:34.320 sitting at the bottom of the fucking outhouse, you know, 1092 01:04:35.039 --> 01:04:37.400 just creating soil. 1093 01:04:38.039 --> 01:04:40.599 Okay, okay, but let's let's get into that for a 1094 01:04:40.639 --> 01:04:43.800 second now, because I can get on board with if 1095 01:04:43.840 --> 01:04:46.719 you're talking about gray aliens or reptilians. But then you 1096 01:04:46.760 --> 01:04:50.119 start to get into like the Pleiadians and the Oucturians 1097 01:04:50.159 --> 01:04:52.440 and all these different types of uh. 1098 01:04:52.800 --> 01:04:57.599 Alien, what are the interdimensional beings difference? 1099 01:04:57.840 --> 01:05:01.039 Okay, all perfect, Yeah, I'm I'm full on board here 1100 01:05:01.079 --> 01:05:04.599 with you. So you believe that the physical entities are 1101 01:05:04.599 --> 01:05:08.800 the abominations, whereas the ethereal entities are the helpers, the 1102 01:05:08.840 --> 01:05:10.480 spirits and stuff like that. 1103 01:05:10.880 --> 01:05:17.280 They're us, They're the multi multi dimensional aspects of the one. 1104 01:05:17.440 --> 01:05:21.719 They're us in the future. What we say, we're experiencing 1105 01:05:21.760 --> 01:05:26.639 the now, the now, the now, and so there are 1106 01:05:26.800 --> 01:05:30.880 future selves what we as a collective human. So when 1107 01:05:30.880 --> 01:05:34.880 we in the human the light of mind, the lower mind, 1108 01:05:35.239 --> 01:05:41.559 the creation of this form to house the logos, okay, 1109 01:05:42.320 --> 01:05:45.400 and then we evolve back into because we're silica, we're 1110 01:05:45.480 --> 01:05:49.039 ninety eight percent silica junk DNA, non quotable DNA, it's 1111 01:05:49.039 --> 01:05:53.039 silica plasma DNA. We're ethereal. We are light bodies. We 1112 01:05:53.119 --> 01:05:55.880 are the body of Christ. And once we ascend and 1113 01:05:56.039 --> 01:05:59.239 reactivate our atomic because we have atoms, trillions of them 1114 01:05:59.239 --> 01:06:01.960 in our body, and when we turn the motherfuckers back on, 1115 01:06:02.519 --> 01:06:06.920 we become super novas of light and we returned to 1116 01:06:07.039 --> 01:06:12.119 the stars. So an interdimensional being are expressions of us 1117 01:06:12.199 --> 01:06:18.679 as every evolutionary step of the celestial human, the angelic 1118 01:06:19.280 --> 01:06:22.159 human evolution. Right now, we are in the lowest We 1119 01:06:22.159 --> 01:06:29.480 are finishing out the lower RBG, red, blue, green, five senses, 1120 01:06:29.519 --> 01:06:33.840 platonic solids, carbon based two percent of the DNA two percent. 1121 01:06:34.400 --> 01:06:39.639 Spirit wanted to God's source, wanted to experience its lowest density. 1122 01:06:40.000 --> 01:06:42.920 It's darkest shadowy itself. So it's the. 1123 01:06:42.800 --> 01:06:45.719 Mineral, the farthest emanation from the source. 1124 01:06:46.400 --> 01:06:48.159 All is this emanation from the source, but it had 1125 01:06:48.199 --> 01:06:51.760 to go deepest into itself, and it created us through 1126 01:06:52.079 --> 01:06:56.719 the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral. It gave us 1127 01:06:56.760 --> 01:07:00.360 its mind to form it all fission and feel, usion, 1128 01:07:00.719 --> 01:07:07.320 the atomic structure, the the energetics, the primordial energy, the shakina, 1129 01:07:07.440 --> 01:07:12.400 the kundalini, the cheet that in us to expand so 1130 01:07:12.480 --> 01:07:16.880 that we could return back to its like be twice born. 1131 01:07:17.360 --> 01:07:23.719 The atomic, the atom, the atomic consciousness, the spirit man. Okay, 1132 01:07:24.280 --> 01:07:27.039 and then so and so what we have here in 1133 01:07:27.079 --> 01:07:30.800 the physical are the sheet, are the pew or what 1134 01:07:30.840 --> 01:07:33.280 I've already been processed and no longer have anything to 1135 01:07:33.360 --> 01:07:38.039 do but to decompose and feed the hose. Okay, I 1136 01:07:38.079 --> 01:07:42.519 don't know. That just rhymes r. It works, right, And 1137 01:07:42.599 --> 01:07:44.480 so then that's it is what it is. It's not 1138 01:07:44.519 --> 01:07:48.440 like everything will just repurpose itself once it all goes 1139 01:07:48.480 --> 01:07:53.159 super nova anyways. So then we as the conscious, the cells, 1140 01:07:53.400 --> 01:07:56.480 the soul, because that's what atlantis, that's what the heart, 1141 01:07:56.559 --> 01:08:00.800 that's what earth anagram heart represents, is the soul. And 1142 01:08:00.840 --> 01:08:06.199 it's the murk of a the light body of the plane, 1143 01:08:06.360 --> 01:08:12.119 the planet, the gaya herself, the Earth herself is us. 1144 01:08:12.400 --> 01:08:14.840 We are the soul. And so the reason why those 1145 01:08:14.880 --> 01:08:16.960 NPCs haven't woke up because they're not the fucking soul. 1146 01:08:18.279 --> 01:08:23.880 They're not the soul in soul. They had a golden ticket. 1147 01:08:23.960 --> 01:08:26.800 Everybody gets a golden ticket. You get it, you get it, 1148 01:08:26.840 --> 01:08:28.000 and get it, and get it and get it, and 1149 01:08:28.000 --> 01:08:29.439 then they keep going. Now, I'm gonna catch that with 1150 01:08:29.439 --> 01:08:31.399 THEO green right now. I'm going to cash that in 1151 01:08:31.479 --> 01:08:34.039 right now, for some power, for some control, for some 1152 01:08:34.039 --> 01:08:37.119 some goodie goodies, for some for whatever it is. 1153 01:08:37.800 --> 01:08:41.319 Yeah, I feel that everything. I feel that same exact way, 1154 01:08:41.319 --> 01:08:43.600 because I always say that for the longest time. I'm 1155 01:08:43.640 --> 01:08:45.960 thirty five now, but I would say, up until I 1156 01:08:46.079 --> 01:08:49.960 was twenty six, twenty seven, NPC like a motherfucker, Like 1157 01:08:50.079 --> 01:08:53.319 I didn't question. I wasn't into, you know, diving into 1158 01:08:53.319 --> 01:08:55.920 the etheric and diving into the truth about what this reality. 1159 01:08:55.960 --> 01:08:58.079 I didn't really question it or anything. But then there 1160 01:08:58.119 --> 01:09:00.920 was just little bread clumb breadcrumb along the way that 1161 01:09:01.000 --> 01:09:04.119 led me to this path. And so I do believe 1162 01:09:04.159 --> 01:09:06.520 that people can't evolve from their NPC form. I feel 1163 01:09:06.520 --> 01:09:09.319 like that I did in a sense one hundred percent. 1164 01:09:09.359 --> 01:09:12.399 Same here. I didn't have my conscious awakening until I 1165 01:09:12.439 --> 01:09:15.840 was thirty three. My mom was unalived, I lost my 1166 01:09:15.920 --> 01:09:19.279 day's paw, like my my everything. And by I mean 1167 01:09:19.399 --> 01:09:21.960 I had my awakening like after my mom was my 1168 01:09:22.039 --> 01:09:27.039 mom left or transitioned, you know, like but even then, 1169 01:09:27.760 --> 01:09:31.760 like that wasn't what triggered me. Like I got a 1170 01:09:31.800 --> 01:09:34.000 call from a medium out of like I didn't know 1171 01:09:34.039 --> 01:09:36.319 what a medium was. I was a church andese. I 1172 01:09:36.399 --> 01:09:39.560 was a backwards Baptist, you know, you know, drinking and 1173 01:09:39.880 --> 01:09:44.239 screwing on Saturdays and praying and smiling on Sundays. 1174 01:09:44.279 --> 01:09:46.479 You know, as one does. 1175 01:09:47.079 --> 01:09:50.800 I was one hundred percent matrix Mayhem, you know. And anyways, 1176 01:09:50.840 --> 01:09:53.359 I got a call from a medium and that just 1177 01:09:53.439 --> 01:09:56.880 like opened up the door for me. And I was like, 1178 01:09:56.920 --> 01:09:59.239 what what because she had things to tell me about 1179 01:09:59.279 --> 01:10:03.000 my mom and all of her the whole situation that 1180 01:10:03.279 --> 01:10:08.039 played out there anyways, And so I walked outside, I talked. 1181 01:10:08.079 --> 01:10:11.159 I told my husband. I was like, I just got 1182 01:10:11.159 --> 01:10:12.920 a call from a medium. I was like, she just 1183 01:10:12.920 --> 01:10:15.560 told me all this stuff that I called my stepdad. 1184 01:10:15.600 --> 01:10:19.560 I was like, Dad, did you did? Did you sell 1185 01:10:19.600 --> 01:10:22.479 the boat? Are you lying to me? Like, because he 1186 01:10:22.560 --> 01:10:24.319 was my mom was supposed to be my mother was 1187 01:10:24.359 --> 01:10:29.199 helping us out financially with the day spot. And he's like, no, 1188 01:10:29.279 --> 01:10:31.720 I didn't. Three months later, come from out he did, 1189 01:10:32.000 --> 01:10:34.880 and he took the money. I took the money. Yeah, 1190 01:10:34.960 --> 01:10:36.520 so it was I was like, what the fuck, what 1191 01:10:36.600 --> 01:10:38.680 the fuck? What the fuck? And then she invited me 1192 01:10:38.720 --> 01:10:41.680 to one of these events as she had help was 1193 01:10:41.720 --> 01:10:44.319 holding and it was like some I didn't know what 1194 01:10:44.359 --> 01:10:47.039 hell it was. I just know how to drive to Ensanita, California, 1195 01:10:47.399 --> 01:10:49.760 and I showed up and she's like, okay, everybody, get 1196 01:10:49.760 --> 01:10:52.840 in a circle and you kumbayah and you sing and 1197 01:10:52.880 --> 01:10:55.079 you dance and like you get into trance, and like 1198 01:10:55.119 --> 01:10:57.600 all of a sudden, my whole fucking life went upside down, 1199 01:10:58.439 --> 01:11:01.279 and like I I had an awakening. And then I 1200 01:11:01.319 --> 01:11:03.600 was like in there meditating, smoked some really good push 1201 01:11:03.680 --> 01:11:06.399 because I was in California. I was super legal over there, 1202 01:11:06.960 --> 01:11:08.920 and I got high as a kite and I'm like 1203 01:11:09.000 --> 01:11:12.319 listening to this like meditation where I was going back 1204 01:11:12.319 --> 01:11:17.079 into the womb and like into the mother, and I 1205 01:11:17.119 --> 01:11:19.479 was like visualized, hope we're high. And I went in 1206 01:11:19.520 --> 01:11:21.520 there and all of a sudden, I had like a 1207 01:11:21.600 --> 01:11:25.760 Coundalini experience and then I started speaking in like seven 1208 01:11:25.800 --> 01:11:28.279 different languages and I was like crying, and I was like, 1209 01:11:28.279 --> 01:11:29.800 I don't know what's happened to any I was like, 1210 01:11:30.039 --> 01:11:31.920 I'm speaking seven different languages. I don't even know who 1211 01:11:31.920 --> 01:11:33.399 they are. I think one of them's Arabic. I think 1212 01:11:33.399 --> 01:11:35.399 it's Russian. I said, no freaking idea a light language 1213 01:11:35.439 --> 01:11:38.560 with what it was sound alchemy. It was my soul 1214 01:11:38.720 --> 01:11:44.640 remembrance coming out of me. And it was insatiable. I 1215 01:11:44.760 --> 01:11:47.520 was huge, and then I was talking to trees and 1216 01:11:47.600 --> 01:11:49.680 I was able to read, so I was I got 1217 01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:53.560 a deck card, tarot deck or it was an oracle deck, 1218 01:11:53.600 --> 01:11:56.039 not a Tarot deck, and I'm just flipping cards, talking 1219 01:11:56.079 --> 01:11:57.000 to like my girls. 1220 01:11:57.000 --> 01:11:57.279 That worked. 1221 01:11:57.399 --> 01:11:58.840 I had, like I had a day spot, the largest 1222 01:11:58.880 --> 01:12:01.840 dacemaent in Stay, California size wise. It was beautiful. I 1223 01:12:01.840 --> 01:12:05.359 loved it well it last anyway. So I'm sitting outside 1224 01:12:05.399 --> 01:12:07.079 with my girls under these oak trees on the side 1225 01:12:07.079 --> 01:12:09.760 of my building. Mind you, I had made my salon 1226 01:12:09.880 --> 01:12:17.640 on top of ancient Indian burial grounds right behind a river, 1227 01:12:17.840 --> 01:12:20.199 like on the backside there was a river that you 1228 01:12:20.479 --> 01:12:21.840 used to be a river now so it's a dried 1229 01:12:21.920 --> 01:12:27.720 up canal. And there was this thousand Indian massacre there 1230 01:12:28.039 --> 01:12:31.720 with the Spaniards and the Indians, and they had thrown 1231 01:12:31.800 --> 01:12:34.880 all the Spaniards threw all the bones into the river. Well, 1232 01:12:34.920 --> 01:12:36.720 the river used to be bigger, and it was under 1233 01:12:36.760 --> 01:12:39.000 the fucking building that they had put up there, and 1234 01:12:39.039 --> 01:12:42.520 nobody had ever built anything in that building. I designed 1235 01:12:42.520 --> 01:12:44.640 it like on a paper and had I wanted it 1236 01:12:44.680 --> 01:12:50.039 all designed. I made a thousand square foot semicircle wall. 1237 01:12:50.439 --> 01:12:51.680 I don't know how to say that, but it was 1238 01:12:51.720 --> 01:12:55.079 a thousand square foot for the childcare. And I made 1239 01:12:55.079 --> 01:13:01.239 it a circle. Okay, I didn't know, had no idea. 1240 01:13:01.319 --> 01:13:03.960 And then I had two pillars that were hexagrams, five 1241 01:13:04.000 --> 01:13:06.520 sides Each's where I wanted to put the salon. I 1242 01:13:06.560 --> 01:13:08.920 could have made it a circle, Namich. I made it 1243 01:13:08.920 --> 01:13:11.520 a hexagram so I could put the mirrors on it. 1244 01:13:11.560 --> 01:13:15.640 So I had ten stations, ten girls. Well, guess what 1245 01:13:15.800 --> 01:13:17.600 you have two fucking pillars next to each other. Guess 1246 01:13:17.640 --> 01:13:18.600 could they create. 1247 01:13:19.399 --> 01:13:20.880 A portal portal? 1248 01:13:21.920 --> 01:13:24.560 And it was hexagram And I'm sitting on top of 1249 01:13:24.560 --> 01:13:25.359 Indian bowls. 1250 01:13:26.239 --> 01:13:29.960 Damn, it was that's next level. 1251 01:13:31.159 --> 01:13:32.840 But I didn't know any of this when I created it. 1252 01:13:32.880 --> 01:13:35.439 When it all happened and I had this awakening. Anyways, 1253 01:13:35.479 --> 01:13:38.439 I'm sitting outside and I'm really one of my girls. 1254 01:13:38.439 --> 01:13:42.399 She's from Mexico. And she was telling me about her 1255 01:13:42.680 --> 01:13:45.000 story about how she was getting chased, and I was like, 1256 01:13:45.399 --> 01:13:48.760 were you wearing a pink shirt and like tan shorts 1257 01:13:48.800 --> 01:13:51.600 and white chunkless and did you run into a hotel? 1258 01:13:51.640 --> 01:13:54.560 And there was like a revolving door, spinning door, and 1259 01:13:54.600 --> 01:13:56.680 a little old lady with white hair behind the desk 1260 01:13:56.720 --> 01:13:58.800 and had like a lift up piece. How did you know? 1261 01:13:59.600 --> 01:14:02.399 How did you know? And then like I sat down 1262 01:14:02.520 --> 01:14:04.359 with her and I was like, she would tell me 1263 01:14:04.439 --> 01:14:08.520 about her her family and her husband's experience, and I 1264 01:14:08.600 --> 01:14:10.520 was like, your uncle's house and I was like he 1265 01:14:10.600 --> 01:14:14.920 had I was like, he took your husband into this. Anyways, 1266 01:14:15.039 --> 01:14:17.439 I could see. I could so when somebody's talking to 1267 01:14:17.439 --> 01:14:19.800 me and they're telling me truth, it'll show up visually 1268 01:14:19.800 --> 01:14:21.880 in my mind. If somebody's lying to me, I won't 1269 01:14:21.880 --> 01:14:24.239 get a visual for it. That's probably no one's abody's 1270 01:14:24.359 --> 01:14:27.399 lying and truth. So I have anyways, I have this 1271 01:14:27.520 --> 01:14:32.520 ability to read other people's energy innately and talk telepathy 1272 01:14:32.520 --> 01:14:35.119 to trees and to rocks and to which aren't rocks 1273 01:14:35.359 --> 01:14:38.479 but anyways, and to birds into everything. So my awakening 1274 01:14:38.600 --> 01:14:41.840 was like boom, all your claares, boom, all your Claares, 1275 01:14:42.239 --> 01:14:44.399 and I was like, I am not a quiet person 1276 01:14:44.720 --> 01:14:47.960 and I am the one that created the this is 1277 01:14:48.000 --> 01:14:50.439 big when Facebook was cool, right, But I created the 1278 01:14:50.479 --> 01:14:55.279 Facebook group for my entire fucking neighborhood, my suburban track 1279 01:14:55.359 --> 01:14:58.840 home neighborhood. I held the bunko. We did the family. 1280 01:14:58.880 --> 01:15:00.600 We were the ones that were in charge rge of 1281 01:15:00.760 --> 01:15:04.439 like the I had a huge day spat and it 1282 01:15:04.479 --> 01:15:08.680 was family oriented. And we lived in a military in 1283 01:15:08.760 --> 01:15:14.920 a military like suburban American neighborhood, like not even city city, 1284 01:15:15.039 --> 01:15:18.439 literally surrounded we were. Yeah, anyways, we were surrounded by 1285 01:15:18.560 --> 01:15:21.800 and so I had no problem. And my husband's backing 1286 01:15:21.840 --> 01:15:24.279 me up. And I'm talking about Octornians. I'm talking about 1287 01:15:24.319 --> 01:15:28.000 like the projections and the interdimensional beings that I were 1288 01:15:28.039 --> 01:15:31.920 seeing like sixteen almost twenty feet fucking tall outside of 1289 01:15:31.920 --> 01:15:35.199 my my window, my two story house, like in my backyard. 1290 01:15:35.239 --> 01:15:40.119 I had just done some stupid noob noube nube ritual, 1291 01:15:40.279 --> 01:15:43.039 not not knowing, just like oh I wanted to do. 1292 01:15:43.159 --> 01:15:45.680 I want to do the thirteen tablets. I'm gonna suck it. 1293 01:15:45.880 --> 01:15:49.399 I'm gonna suck around with thought and the no fucking 1294 01:15:49.479 --> 01:15:53.560 idiot no anyways, I called him some vermonic spirits and 1295 01:15:53.640 --> 01:15:56.840 guess what direction my mother fucking life went to the show. 1296 01:15:57.840 --> 01:15:58.680 It was not good. 1297 01:15:59.319 --> 01:15:59.760 Not good. 1298 01:16:00.079 --> 01:16:00.600 I got it. 1299 01:16:01.239 --> 01:16:02.760 You gotta live and learn though, you know. 1300 01:16:03.279 --> 01:16:06.199 Bro, my awakening was intense. It was so intense, but 1301 01:16:06.279 --> 01:16:06.720 it was good. 1302 01:16:06.840 --> 01:16:11.279 Well, you're you're talking about all of your Claires kind 1303 01:16:11.279 --> 01:16:13.119 of came to you. And that's something that I feel, like, 1304 01:16:13.199 --> 01:16:16.079 you know, we try to work on through meditation and like, 1305 01:16:16.319 --> 01:16:19.159 you know, going inward a little bit. And we've had 1306 01:16:19.600 --> 01:16:23.640 like really really awesome like Clairevoyance and Claire Cognizance come 1307 01:16:23.680 --> 01:16:25.920 on the show in the past, and I mean the 1308 01:16:25.960 --> 01:16:29.520 most recent one was really wild because we actually had 1309 01:16:29.520 --> 01:16:34.439 her on and she started to describe somebody and my 1310 01:16:34.600 --> 01:16:36.960 co host Sean, he was like, oh my god, you're 1311 01:16:36.960 --> 01:16:39.880 you're describing my stepdad like to a t like he 1312 01:16:40.159 --> 01:16:42.039 his stepdad had died just a couple of years ago. 1313 01:16:42.119 --> 01:16:45.319 She described the scar on his chest and a bunch 1314 01:16:45.359 --> 01:16:48.439 of other like wild spot on ship that could only 1315 01:16:48.439 --> 01:16:51.800 be talking about him, right, And and I just, I 1316 01:16:51.920 --> 01:16:55.079 just I love that people can do that, but I 1317 01:16:55.159 --> 01:16:57.359 want to be able to do it myself. So if 1318 01:16:57.399 --> 01:17:00.600 you can figure that out, I mean, is it is 1319 01:17:00.640 --> 01:17:02.680 it the best way to be able to try and 1320 01:17:02.760 --> 01:17:05.000 just meditate on it? Like, what would you suggest some 1321 01:17:05.159 --> 01:17:06.039 fucking meditate on it? 1322 01:17:06.079 --> 01:17:06.279 Now? 1323 01:17:07.119 --> 01:17:09.319 So what do you do if you're trying to get 1324 01:17:09.359 --> 01:17:11.279 somebody you're there? 1325 01:17:11.640 --> 01:17:14.119 Allow yourself to have it? These are the gifts, these 1326 01:17:14.119 --> 01:17:17.239 are the supernatural abilities. They're called the the a booties, 1327 01:17:17.279 --> 01:17:20.399 They're called the cities. These are innate abilities. But the 1328 01:17:20.479 --> 01:17:22.800 thing is, I have so much confidence and also I 1329 01:17:22.800 --> 01:17:25.319 had so much like pain and suffering as a kid, 1330 01:17:25.439 --> 01:17:31.279 Like they these were triggered, like these these abilities were 1331 01:17:31.960 --> 01:17:34.279 honed as a kid because I had to because I 1332 01:17:34.359 --> 01:17:40.720 was raised in a very very very very toxic environment. Okay, 1333 01:17:40.800 --> 01:17:44.159 I had a very toxic environment, So I had to 1334 01:17:44.560 --> 01:17:47.720 I had to hone these skills, you know, I had 1335 01:17:47.760 --> 01:17:52.439 to trust these like intuitive like hits. But if we 1336 01:17:52.760 --> 01:17:57.439 just give ourself permission, like to trust yourself to trust 1337 01:17:57.439 --> 01:18:00.720 what you're seeing. And the thing is is like you 1338 01:18:00.880 --> 01:18:04.840 do this by allowing yourself to to practice, to play, 1339 01:18:05.079 --> 01:18:07.840 to play, to play to play, and you play with 1340 01:18:07.960 --> 01:18:13.520 people that are honest, like that are curious, that aren't like, no, 1341 01:18:13.960 --> 01:18:16.439 that is it. I'm not thinking that you know your 1342 01:18:16.479 --> 01:18:20.239 feelings are wrong. You're thinking wrong, who are lying to themselves. 1343 01:18:20.239 --> 01:18:23.479 You can't play with somebody that's lying to themselves. 1344 01:18:23.640 --> 01:18:25.920 You can't wake up somebody who's pretending to be asleep 1345 01:18:25.960 --> 01:18:26.439 as they. 1346 01:18:26.319 --> 01:18:32.640 Say, they're not pretending. They are into it. Yeah, they're 1347 01:18:32.680 --> 01:18:36.600 perfectly content because they like their fear and their comfort. 1348 01:18:37.000 --> 01:18:42.119 The devil's play is comfort. So the comfort somebody's in 1349 01:18:43.399 --> 01:18:46.399 that is the devil at play right there. I'm not 1350 01:18:46.439 --> 01:18:49.520 gonna I'm not these these spoiled and tied oled children 1351 01:18:49.560 --> 01:18:53.279 that like they're just given everything and I'm living. Look 1352 01:18:53.279 --> 01:18:55.840 at my shoes, look at my car. My life is 1353 01:18:55.840 --> 01:19:00.319 so great. Yeah, you ain't got nothing. You got nothing. 1354 01:19:00.359 --> 01:19:04.520 Your material is nothing because whenever you leave here, you 1355 01:19:04.640 --> 01:19:07.560 got nothing because nothing goes with you when you leave, 1356 01:19:08.039 --> 01:19:14.199 except for the lessons and the memories and like the 1357 01:19:14.319 --> 01:19:16.680 moments that you have because it's a fucking dream. 1358 01:19:17.800 --> 01:19:21.720 Yeah, I'm right there with you. I I love your 1359 01:19:21.840 --> 01:19:24.079 energy and everything that you got. I got to ask 1360 01:19:24.159 --> 01:19:28.359 you one more thing, though, So, just out of curiosity, 1361 01:19:28.359 --> 01:19:32.000 would you be open to reading my energy? 1362 01:19:32.039 --> 01:19:32.800 Well in what way? 1363 01:19:34.600 --> 01:19:37.279 I don't know, Uh, blow my. 1364 01:19:37.279 --> 01:19:40.960 Mind, blow your mind, well you want to. 1365 01:19:40.920 --> 01:19:43.279 Do, because I'm actually going through a bit of a 1366 01:19:43.279 --> 01:19:45.000 transition in my life right now. 1367 01:19:44.960 --> 01:19:47.680 And you a drawing, So if you want me to 1368 01:19:47.720 --> 01:19:51.680 do energy reading, I will draw, all right, Or I 1369 01:19:51.680 --> 01:19:53.119 could pull up your chart and you can do a 1370 01:19:53.199 --> 01:19:55.119 chart reading if you'd like that one. But that's really 1371 01:19:55.159 --> 01:19:57.520 that really gets into detail, and we can talk about 1372 01:19:57.560 --> 01:20:01.359 your gene keys, your cities, your your because where your 1373 01:20:01.399 --> 01:20:05.239 planets are is where the day that you're born in 1374 01:20:05.439 --> 01:20:08.279 true sidural astrology, not tropical, because that deals with the 1375 01:20:08.319 --> 01:20:11.000 wobble twenty three point five degrees that doesn't actually exist. 1376 01:20:11.039 --> 01:20:15.159 That that is about moving the energy from the center 1377 01:20:15.199 --> 01:20:18.079 of the tororidal field up the motherfucking horror line to Polaris, 1378 01:20:18.119 --> 01:20:21.720 which would be your crown star crown chakra, instead of 1379 01:20:21.960 --> 01:20:25.479 having it connect to the crown chakra right, they're having 1380 01:20:25.520 --> 01:20:29.000 the energy connect twenty three point five degrees off or 1381 01:20:29.039 --> 01:20:31.720 four or five degrees, which rounds up to twenty three 1382 01:20:31.760 --> 01:20:35.119 point five, which is where the eye of the dragon 1383 01:20:35.359 --> 01:20:40.479 or Draco, and the eye of Draco is eltinin, which 1384 01:20:40.520 --> 01:20:44.880 is the eye of the dragon, the red dragon, that 1385 01:20:45.359 --> 01:20:48.439 red serpent, and that is where they get the black 1386 01:20:48.520 --> 01:20:53.520 magic or the Saturnian reptilian or what they call reptilian, 1387 01:20:54.000 --> 01:20:59.159 the red dragon metatronic overlay right where they do the brainwashing, 1388 01:20:59.199 --> 01:21:03.479 where they do the mass energy harvesting from a time 1389 01:21:03.720 --> 01:21:08.760 from a timeline which was over two thousand years ago. 1390 01:21:10.159 --> 01:21:13.479 Way over. When they use fixed astrology, right areas, it's 1391 01:21:13.520 --> 01:21:16.199 always aris. No, it's not, bitch, that's fixed. Nothing in 1392 01:21:16.199 --> 01:21:19.239 this world is except for Polaris. That's the only thing 1393 01:21:19.239 --> 01:21:20.319 that's fixed is Polaris. 1394 01:21:20.399 --> 01:21:20.560 Yeah. 1395 01:21:20.560 --> 01:21:24.279 I've actually looked pretty heavily into sidereal astrology. It makes 1396 01:21:24.279 --> 01:21:27.920 the most sense over tropical. Tropical is more western, that's sidereal. 1397 01:21:28.039 --> 01:21:30.199 It makes more sense because it's the sky as it 1398 01:21:30.279 --> 01:21:32.159 is now, it's not the sky as it was two 1399 01:21:32.199 --> 01:21:35.960 three thousand years ago. And what's interesting is is that 1400 01:21:36.159 --> 01:21:40.600 whenever you like compare the tropical in the sidereal astrology, 1401 01:21:40.800 --> 01:21:44.199 a lot of people's zodiac changes. Like for mine, so 1402 01:21:44.239 --> 01:21:48.079 in tropical I'm a Taurus, but in sideia, I'm in areas, 1403 01:21:48.279 --> 01:21:51.720 And I kind of feel like, to be honest, areas 1404 01:21:51.760 --> 01:21:54.720 just makes more sense to me anyway, if I'm judging 1405 01:21:54.760 --> 01:21:55.640 myself a little bit. 1406 01:21:56.640 --> 01:22:00.920 Yeah, I mean, I agree, my entire changed. And so 1407 01:22:01.279 --> 01:22:03.720 the same for me is like, oh, in tropical you're 1408 01:22:03.760 --> 01:22:07.760 a Sagittarius and I'm like our Sagittarius son and like 1409 01:22:08.439 --> 01:22:11.920 you're just had this free like life of happy, go lucky, 1410 01:22:12.079 --> 01:22:14.800 and I'm like, no, man, I feel more Scorpio than 1411 01:22:14.960 --> 01:22:17.720 than anything, Like I was righted by my dad, Like 1412 01:22:18.119 --> 01:22:20.000 I don't want you're talking about how like a freely 1413 01:22:20.199 --> 01:22:22.560 I was beaten and like abused and like so all 1414 01:22:22.640 --> 01:22:24.800 kinds of statistic shit. I mean, I'm pretty scorpio. I'm 1415 01:22:24.800 --> 01:22:27.399 pretty I'm pretty sure I'm Scorpio. Like I mean, if 1416 01:22:27.439 --> 01:22:31.199 he's thirteen sign, I'm a Scorpio or a zero degree 1417 01:22:31.239 --> 01:22:34.000 o feuchius, so right there on the if you use 1418 01:22:34.039 --> 01:22:36.000 thirteen sign, which I do, is thirteen sign on the 1419 01:22:36.239 --> 01:22:38.600 But I do have six planet or five planets in 1420 01:22:38.640 --> 01:22:40.640 my descendant, all un Sagittaria, so I do have a 1421 01:22:40.680 --> 01:22:44.560 lot of optimism and higher mind. But yeah, I totally 1422 01:22:44.640 --> 01:22:47.000 get you in the Arias energy. Of course, it's the 1423 01:22:47.039 --> 01:22:53.479 godhead and like it is about this the exploration and 1424 01:22:53.520 --> 01:22:57.119 seeing things from this like vast perspective, like wanting to 1425 01:22:57.239 --> 01:23:00.640 experience and and know and take it in all of 1426 01:23:00.720 --> 01:23:05.720 these like experiences and thoughts and seeking right and just 1427 01:23:05.840 --> 01:23:09.159 having different connections with you probably trip it over yourself 1428 01:23:09.159 --> 01:23:11.439 and learning things the hard way, you know, a couple 1429 01:23:11.560 --> 01:23:14.000 times over, you know what I mean, just rushing into 1430 01:23:14.079 --> 01:23:17.199 shit too. But that's like that's the immature part of areas, 1431 01:23:17.199 --> 01:23:19.199 is just rushed right in. But at the same time, 1432 01:23:19.239 --> 01:23:21.359 it's like the guy that like and goes into the 1433 01:23:21.520 --> 01:23:23.279 like some people put their foot in the pool. I'm 1434 01:23:23.279 --> 01:23:24.960 gonna put my foot in and just trap at areas 1435 01:23:25.039 --> 01:23:27.239 like the fuck out caball, you know, Like I'm just 1436 01:23:27.279 --> 01:23:29.399 diving in man bucket. I don't need to know what 1437 01:23:29.479 --> 01:23:30.880 the instructions. I'll figure it out. 1438 01:23:31.000 --> 01:23:33.720 Like that is me to a t all day. 1439 01:23:34.199 --> 01:23:36.239 Yeah, and Taurus is like I don't want to move. 1440 01:23:37.520 --> 01:23:37.920 I don't know. 1441 01:23:38.039 --> 01:23:40.199 And maybe that's who I was when I was an MPC. 1442 01:23:40.399 --> 01:23:42.600 That makes a little bit more sense. So maybe it 1443 01:23:42.680 --> 01:23:43.319 was kind of like that. 1444 01:23:44.079 --> 01:23:46.239 It is the NPC coding. That's what I call. It's 1445 01:23:46.239 --> 01:23:48.359 a matrix mind. It's your matrix mind. You're not your 1446 01:23:48.359 --> 01:23:51.359 matrix mind, get in alignment with your soul, getting alignment 1447 01:23:51.399 --> 01:23:53.039 to the now. It was, let's be in the now. 1448 01:23:53.119 --> 01:23:55.680 Why the fuck are we using an astrology that doesn't exist? 1449 01:23:56.159 --> 01:23:59.239 Why the fuck are we putting it? If we were based, 1450 01:23:59.520 --> 01:24:01.439 we had no electronics and we had to look at 1451 01:24:01.439 --> 01:24:04.560 the stars and make like a natal chart. 1452 01:24:04.800 --> 01:24:08.000 We'd be looking at the fucking stars exactly. Yeah, you 1453 01:24:08.039 --> 01:24:10.079 wouldn't be going off of something those two thousand years 1454 01:24:10.079 --> 01:24:12.479 ago because you wouldn't have access to that information anyway. 1455 01:24:12.800 --> 01:24:15.199 Right, you'd have to look at the stars from the 1456 01:24:15.239 --> 01:24:19.479 north pole and you'd have to do the the measurements 1457 01:24:19.520 --> 01:24:22.199 from there. You'd be looking out where the planets are 1458 01:24:22.199 --> 01:24:22.800 from that point. 1459 01:24:23.000 --> 01:24:24.960 And also, it doesn't really make a whole lot of 1460 01:24:24.960 --> 01:24:28.640 sense as far as tropical because they're all like, every 1461 01:24:28.680 --> 01:24:33.319 constellation is exactly the same degree amount, right, Like they 1462 01:24:33.359 --> 01:24:35.960 look at it as if the sky is equally divided 1463 01:24:36.359 --> 01:24:39.159 in twelves, which it's really not. So sideia makes a 1464 01:24:39.199 --> 01:24:42.079 lot more sense because Virgo is way bigger than some 1465 01:24:42.199 --> 01:24:43.680 of the other ones, and some of the other ones 1466 01:24:43.680 --> 01:24:47.119 are smaller, and so it's sidereal makes the most sense 1467 01:24:47.159 --> 01:24:49.560 if you're trying to get a true you know, astrological reading. 1468 01:24:49.560 --> 01:24:50.720 In my opinion, one. 1469 01:24:50.640 --> 01:24:52.600 Hundred percent, it does. But that's again, you're not in 1470 01:24:52.680 --> 01:24:56.399 cognitive disonance and they are. Again, you're not chasing the 1471 01:24:56.479 --> 01:25:00.760 Joneses and they are. They're trying to fit in and 1472 01:25:00.800 --> 01:25:01.159 you're not. 1473 01:25:02.079 --> 01:25:04.039 I'm just looking for the truth. I don't really care 1474 01:25:04.119 --> 01:25:05.920 what's right or what's wrong. I just want to know 1475 01:25:05.960 --> 01:25:06.880 what it really is. 1476 01:25:07.159 --> 01:25:10.439 Like that's they're they're not they're content with making their money. 1477 01:25:10.800 --> 01:25:19.079 They're sellouts and with truth. No, that's getting infringe on 1478 01:25:19.119 --> 01:25:22.119 my comfort. Go ahead and play devil. But I'm going 1479 01:25:22.159 --> 01:25:25.079 to say, not today, Satan, Not today, Satan. I'm not stopping. 1480 01:25:25.159 --> 01:25:27.760 I'm going to keep popping my own ceiling. 1481 01:25:29.159 --> 01:25:31.880 I'm there with you. Yeah, I don't really care to 1482 01:25:32.039 --> 01:25:34.960 follow what's popular or what's trendy or anything like that. 1483 01:25:35.119 --> 01:25:38.880 Like miss me with that shit, but yeah, it's it 1484 01:25:38.960 --> 01:25:41.199 is wild. It is wild how so much of it 1485 01:25:41.239 --> 01:25:43.279 is really a lie and so many people are out 1486 01:25:43.279 --> 01:25:47.039 there just parroting some bullshit that they heard from somebody else. 1487 01:25:47.079 --> 01:25:49.640 In a sense, it's not even something that they discovered 1488 01:25:49.640 --> 01:25:52.399 as truth for themselves. And it really like there's a 1489 01:25:52.399 --> 01:25:55.239 lot of people out there that just blindly follow. And 1490 01:25:55.319 --> 01:25:57.920 I'm like, you know, I mean, I'm happy that you're 1491 01:25:57.920 --> 01:26:02.079 interested in some form of spiritual but you know, it's 1492 01:26:02.600 --> 01:26:05.800 go on your own path, right where. 1493 01:26:05.600 --> 01:26:07.760 Do you feel at your Well, what I'm getting right 1494 01:26:07.800 --> 01:26:10.880 now is you definitely have the Andromeda energy with you, 1495 01:26:11.119 --> 01:26:15.319 Like the bubbliness, the other worldly mess, you know. So 1496 01:26:15.479 --> 01:26:19.079 when we talk about the cosmic being, and like the 1497 01:26:19.159 --> 01:26:22.439 celestial bodies, these are the multi dimensional aspects of ourselves. 1498 01:26:22.479 --> 01:26:25.600 So if this is the earthly experience, then each one 1499 01:26:25.640 --> 01:26:30.479 of the stars are a place or a dimension of 1500 01:26:30.520 --> 01:26:33.960 the mind, because dimensions are in mind. Densities are in 1501 01:26:34.119 --> 01:26:40.479 the planes. So planes have density, not gravity, but density 1502 01:26:40.600 --> 01:26:45.840 the mineral in which it is created from. It's density, right, 1503 01:26:45.840 --> 01:26:48.760 and this is the carbon, which is the heaviest. It's 1504 01:26:48.800 --> 01:26:54.039 the lay right essentially, yeah, right. And then the stars 1505 01:26:54.119 --> 01:26:56.560 which are in the firmament. Right, but they are of 1506 01:26:57.880 --> 01:27:00.560 when you see them right from the real lens, not 1507 01:27:00.640 --> 01:27:03.800 from the computer generated images of you know, well, this 1508 01:27:03.920 --> 01:27:08.079 is the cosmos. Oh bitch, it ain't the fucking cosmo. Right, 1509 01:27:08.119 --> 01:27:13.239 there's simatic, there's simatic patterns. Right, they're different colors, which 1510 01:27:13.560 --> 01:27:17.960 is gases. The colors come from the gases and the 1511 01:27:18.000 --> 01:27:20.520 pinks and the yellows. And it talks about it, you 1512 01:27:20.560 --> 01:27:27.359 know with an old more or even uh like forma 1513 01:27:27.399 --> 01:27:33.000 Haunt and Regulus and Rigel and and Andromeda and you 1514 01:27:33.039 --> 01:27:36.640 know serious, the blue star right, it's blue, Okay, Well, 1515 01:27:36.640 --> 01:27:41.439 it's coldbal okay, so that's a that that plane has 1516 01:27:41.479 --> 01:27:46.119 a semi etheric expression, and that's part of the cosmic trinity, 1517 01:27:46.760 --> 01:27:55.720 which in which forms the stellar consciousness. It's like the 1518 01:27:55.760 --> 01:27:58.600 portal into that. But that's where you have the trinity, 1519 01:27:59.039 --> 01:28:02.199 where it goes from the one, the primordial up to Polaris, 1520 01:28:02.640 --> 01:28:06.520 is from the one to the three, which is Ursa Major, 1521 01:28:07.159 --> 01:28:10.119 which surrounds Polaris like think of the fucking horror line 1522 01:28:10.119 --> 01:28:13.960 and the light coming out, and then you have Ursa 1523 01:28:14.039 --> 01:28:19.079 Major that is protecting it and going circling around it. Okay, 1524 01:28:19.680 --> 01:28:22.960 protecting it. It's mama bear, okay, And it's the seven Rehi's. 1525 01:28:23.279 --> 01:28:27.760 And then you also have serious and plei eightes or 1526 01:28:27.760 --> 01:28:32.960 pliads and sirius so Ursa Major, the seven stars of 1527 01:28:33.079 --> 01:28:37.920 Ursa Major, the Rishi, the husband's divine will. That's why 1528 01:28:37.960 --> 01:28:41.600 it's known as the husband's divine will and power. Okay, 1529 01:28:42.319 --> 01:28:46.399 cosmic divine will and power, ple eightes, the seven sisters, 1530 01:28:46.479 --> 01:28:49.840 the seven wives of the Rishi. If you want to 1531 01:28:49.840 --> 01:28:52.560 look this up in the Hindu lore. All right, and uh, 1532 01:28:52.640 --> 01:28:56.960 that's love and wisdom the motherly okay, so divine will 1533 01:28:58.000 --> 01:29:01.479 major and then please is love will and then their child, 1534 01:29:01.560 --> 01:29:05.640 which is the third ray. Cosmic third ray is active intelligence. 1535 01:29:06.199 --> 01:29:11.840 It's the the creative, the child of Ursa Major or 1536 01:29:11.880 --> 01:29:14.680 the seven Rishi and the seven wives, and they created 1537 01:29:16.159 --> 01:29:25.079 serious and serious is our fifth dimensional son, whereas you 1538 01:29:25.239 --> 01:29:29.039 have ple eightes is the eighth it's an eighth dimensional 1539 01:29:29.119 --> 01:29:32.439 son or sixth, sixth and seventh dimensional son, but it 1540 01:29:32.479 --> 01:29:35.159 goes up into the eighth dimension. But anyways, that's the 1541 01:29:35.199 --> 01:29:40.479 spiritual son. Okay, okay, So that's where you're So those 1542 01:29:40.520 --> 01:29:43.520 three make up the cosmic triangle. So from the one 1543 01:29:43.640 --> 01:29:47.640 to the trinity, the mother, the father or the father 1544 01:29:47.800 --> 01:29:51.199 the mother, and then the holy spirit of the child, 1545 01:29:51.680 --> 01:29:54.640 which is serious and that that's why you see a 1546 01:29:54.680 --> 01:29:59.840 lot of the Mayans and other like uh talk about 1547 01:29:59.880 --> 01:30:04.479 the the serious connection because it's active intelligence, and it's 1548 01:30:04.520 --> 01:30:07.760 our fifth dimensional sun, and it's switching to the blue sun, 1549 01:30:07.840 --> 01:30:10.920 the blue starcachina. That's when we move into the fifth 1550 01:30:11.000 --> 01:30:18.359 dimensional expression, or we move we're done with the human experience, experiment, experience, 1551 01:30:18.399 --> 01:30:22.000 and we move into a celestial experience, and we switch souns. 1552 01:30:22.000 --> 01:30:28.239 We're no longer governed by our solar, our local lower mind. 1553 01:30:28.319 --> 01:30:32.119 It's been christed and it moves up and we operate 1554 01:30:32.199 --> 01:30:36.239 from the serious mind. And again this happens in different 1555 01:30:36.279 --> 01:30:43.119 epochs when it switches and the holograms shifts here, okay, 1556 01:30:43.760 --> 01:30:46.039 and then going into what was it going on with that? 1557 01:30:46.159 --> 01:30:47.880 Where were they going with that? Where was it going 1558 01:30:47.880 --> 01:30:50.319 with that? One of the three of the seven, the 1559 01:30:50.359 --> 01:30:53.560 seven planets and the seven planets, the chakras and energy. 1560 01:30:53.600 --> 01:30:55.600 And then once we embody that, we go the seven 1561 01:30:56.439 --> 01:30:59.359 to the three, to the want, back to the onet, 1562 01:30:59.479 --> 01:31:01.840 back to this and that's whereas going back to the source. 1563 01:31:01.840 --> 01:31:05.359 So what the hell? Oh I was talking about? Dimensions 1564 01:31:05.359 --> 01:31:08.359 and density? So different densities are the minerals in which 1565 01:31:08.520 --> 01:31:13.000 the planes are operating from, okay, and then the dimension 1566 01:31:13.039 --> 01:31:16.479 is of the mind and so we But the cosmic 1567 01:31:16.520 --> 01:31:19.560 mind or the stellar the stellar logos, the stellar mines, 1568 01:31:19.960 --> 01:31:25.000 they have planes of expression and what we call like experience. 1569 01:31:25.039 --> 01:31:28.600 Whenever you go into another dream, you go into another dream, 1570 01:31:29.119 --> 01:31:33.720 it's another door into another dream land. But it's not 1571 01:31:33.800 --> 01:31:36.039 full of hell and damnation and war like. Oh it's 1572 01:31:36.079 --> 01:31:39.319 the star wars. No, one's no fucking star wars. That 1573 01:31:39.520 --> 01:31:43.359 was all here when they had they used the lasers 1574 01:31:43.399 --> 01:31:49.680 and the frequency wars, they used sound and frequency to 1575 01:31:50.520 --> 01:31:52.960 like they did with with Maui, like they did with 1576 01:31:53.159 --> 01:31:55.159 you know, California, and then what like they did with 1577 01:31:55.239 --> 01:31:58.520 Chicago and burn the fires and burning down all of 1578 01:31:58.560 --> 01:32:03.760 these these buildings. Energy weapons, yes, direct it dus, yes, yeah, 1579 01:32:03.880 --> 01:32:08.000 direct energy weapon. That's that's the star Wars. They're burning 1580 01:32:08.039 --> 01:32:13.319 down the star Cities, the star Fords of Tartaria. Those 1581 01:32:13.319 --> 01:32:15.319 are this that's what that's what are That's what this 1582 01:32:15.439 --> 01:32:20.760 extern anyways, but they it's manifested in our reality for 1583 01:32:20.920 --> 01:32:21.720 us to see it. 1584 01:32:22.800 --> 01:32:24.239 Okay, yeah, for us. 1585 01:32:24.119 --> 01:32:27.720 To know, but but it's been turned in some hollyweird, 1586 01:32:27.840 --> 01:32:32.279 some Hollywood again that everything in the external reality is 1587 01:32:32.279 --> 01:32:35.159 speaking to us. Not everybody's gonna make it. Not everybody's 1588 01:32:35.159 --> 01:32:37.680 gonna shift, and it's not meant to be. They sold 1589 01:32:37.720 --> 01:32:41.000 their soul out. They chose that God's judging their judgment 1590 01:32:41.279 --> 01:32:44.319 is they disappear. They don't get to They don't you 1591 01:32:44.319 --> 01:32:46.279 know when you play Fortnite. My kids play Fortnite, right, 1592 01:32:46.880 --> 01:32:50.319 and they got a new season, right, they auto spawn 1593 01:32:50.520 --> 01:32:53.319 into the new place, the new land, and they can't 1594 01:32:53.359 --> 01:32:56.239 go back to the old land even if they liked it. 1595 01:32:56.279 --> 01:32:58.359 There was their favorite one. Fuck this new one. Don't 1596 01:32:58.479 --> 01:33:00.239 like you. I can't have this. I don't have that. 1597 01:33:00.479 --> 01:33:02.680 Bitch work up and you will. But either way, you 1598 01:33:02.720 --> 01:33:06.119 can't go back. We're not going backwards, and not everybody's 1599 01:33:06.159 --> 01:33:06.800 moving forward. 1600 01:33:07.079 --> 01:33:11.520 Yeah I feel that. Yeah, it definitely seems it's it 1601 01:33:11.720 --> 01:33:15.239 sucks that not everybody is going to whenever you say not, 1602 01:33:15.239 --> 01:33:18.560 everybody's going to make it. That kind of sucks though, 1603 01:33:18.560 --> 01:33:18.920 doesn't it. 1604 01:33:19.000 --> 01:33:23.399 That's all you want to say. It's a dream. You 1605 01:33:23.479 --> 01:33:24.880 wake up from a dream. 1606 01:33:25.479 --> 01:33:29.199 So whenever we do go into whatever is next right 1607 01:33:29.239 --> 01:33:32.359 after that, it will be like waking up into another dream. 1608 01:33:32.880 --> 01:33:36.119 Now we'll be waking up into another dream as a baby, 1609 01:33:36.199 --> 01:33:38.520 starting all over again. Or what do you think that 1610 01:33:38.520 --> 01:33:38.880 looks like? 1611 01:33:38.960 --> 01:33:42.560 So when Alice woke up from the dream underneath the tree, right, 1612 01:33:43.079 --> 01:33:46.560 she had all of her experience that she gained while 1613 01:33:46.600 --> 01:33:47.680 she was in Wonderland. 1614 01:33:48.239 --> 01:33:51.880 Yes, that's all you need to know, then, all you 1615 01:33:51.920 --> 01:33:54.720 need to know. I love it. So you were talking 1616 01:33:54.760 --> 01:33:57.960 about the energy and you said something about Andromeda. We 1617 01:33:58.079 --> 01:33:58.319 were you. 1618 01:33:58.479 --> 01:34:01.600 So you have the Andromeda and inner right, that's like 1619 01:34:01.640 --> 01:34:04.720 an innate aspect to you, which is like this, it's this, 1620 01:34:06.239 --> 01:34:10.880 it's ethereal it's non it's non physical, non non non 1621 01:34:10.920 --> 01:34:14.720 physical energy. And but it doesn't mean that they're the 1622 01:34:14.800 --> 01:34:18.199 dreams that don't exist, like there there isn't experiences there. 1623 01:34:18.319 --> 01:34:23.399 It's just a non physical experience. It's it's an ethereal energy. 1624 01:34:23.680 --> 01:34:25.239 And so that's when I was drawing you, I'm like, well, 1625 01:34:25.279 --> 01:34:26.600 what the hell am I going to pull out from this? 1626 01:34:26.720 --> 01:34:29.039 And it's like what I was what I was getting 1627 01:34:29.119 --> 01:34:32.680 from it was like this really watery like other worldly energy. 1628 01:34:32.760 --> 01:34:36.079 So it's like like I was saying earlier, like we're 1629 01:34:36.119 --> 01:34:39.359 in a cosmic being, but the cosmic being there's multiple 1630 01:34:39.600 --> 01:34:43.560 like the eternals, right, there's multiple cosmic beings or even 1631 01:34:43.600 --> 01:34:46.000 in the movie it's another good one analogy to use 1632 01:34:46.079 --> 01:34:49.000 is U in Guardians of the Galaxy, the first one 1633 01:34:49.039 --> 01:34:52.399 where he meets his father Ego, yeah, right, and his 1634 01:34:52.520 --> 01:34:55.520 dad's like he's like, these are my creations done? 1635 01:34:55.720 --> 01:34:57.800 All right? Well that was in the second one. 1636 01:34:57.720 --> 01:35:02.279 Oh, second one, Okay, these are my creations little but 1637 01:35:02.560 --> 01:35:08.479 he gets destroyed because he didn't meet himself. So the 1638 01:35:08.640 --> 01:35:11.199 reason why the cosmic being is going to meet itself 1639 01:35:11.399 --> 01:35:14.640 so it can create more worlds, which are what all 1640 01:35:14.640 --> 01:35:18.880 the stars are different worlds and use parts of itself, 1641 01:35:19.000 --> 01:35:22.319 the elements, all the minerals, because you don't actually have 1642 01:35:22.399 --> 01:35:25.079 to have it. You just think about it and it is. 1643 01:35:25.560 --> 01:35:28.359 And if you are, if you're that deeply connected to yourself, 1644 01:35:28.720 --> 01:35:34.000 then you're able to instantaneously manifest. Example, I can sit 1645 01:35:34.119 --> 01:35:36.920 by a water because I've been in water, I've lived 1646 01:35:36.920 --> 01:35:38.520 by the river. I know what it feels like. All 1647 01:35:38.560 --> 01:35:41.000 I gotta do is feel it, and it's there, It's 1648 01:35:41.039 --> 01:35:44.359 in me. I know it. So the cosmic being is 1649 01:35:44.399 --> 01:35:46.680 going into the depths of itself to know the hell 1650 01:35:46.680 --> 01:35:50.520 of itself so that it can create worlds, even more 1651 01:35:50.720 --> 01:35:53.800 worlds which already exists all around us in stars. They're 1652 01:35:53.800 --> 01:35:57.479 already been created. We're just remembering. We're the cells and 1653 01:35:57.520 --> 01:36:00.520 we're remembering and we're going back into these but we're 1654 01:36:00.560 --> 01:36:03.159 doing it in gradual layers, because you know, it's the 1655 01:36:03.199 --> 01:36:08.920 cause of being remembering itself or recreating itself. Like you're 1656 01:36:10.119 --> 01:36:12.800 you were already you. You're already everything that you are, 1657 01:36:13.720 --> 01:36:15.560 but you weren't aware of it before. But now you 1658 01:36:15.640 --> 01:36:17.640 become aware of it. 1659 01:36:17.640 --> 01:36:19.319 It's familiar. Yeah. 1660 01:36:19.520 --> 01:36:23.760 No, no, no, no, no, no no, you are already before 1661 01:36:23.800 --> 01:36:28.159 you had your awakening. M right, Yeah, you're already who 1662 01:36:28.159 --> 01:36:33.119 you are. Everything was already in you. Yes, those memories 1663 01:36:33.159 --> 01:36:36.680 just started remembering, and it plays out step by step 1664 01:36:36.680 --> 01:36:40.399 by step, person by person by experience, by conversation. Okay, 1665 01:36:41.359 --> 01:36:43.760 because everything's already within you, it's already in your DNA. 1666 01:36:43.840 --> 01:36:45.720 It just had a kickening, had an awakening. 1667 01:36:46.159 --> 01:36:48.520 I see what you're saying. Remember, No, I was saying 1668 01:36:48.520 --> 01:36:52.319 that whenever I eventually did have spiritual awakening, it didn't 1669 01:36:52.600 --> 01:36:54.800 happen all at once for me. It was like very 1670 01:36:54.880 --> 01:36:58.720 gradual over like the last seven eight years. And but whenever, 1671 01:36:59.119 --> 01:37:03.640 you know, now it feels like this, this, this remembering, 1672 01:37:03.760 --> 01:37:05.880 it feels familiar. It's really what I was trying to say, 1673 01:37:06.000 --> 01:37:08.920 is like it's it's not foreign, it's not alien. It's 1674 01:37:08.960 --> 01:37:11.680 like I've done this before in some other context that 1675 01:37:11.800 --> 01:37:14.439 I don't know how, you know, it's almost like deja vu, 1676 01:37:14.640 --> 01:37:16.920 Like how how did I already see this? How did 1677 01:37:16.960 --> 01:37:18.800 I already know it? Why does it feel so familiar? 1678 01:37:18.880 --> 01:37:19.720 Already kind of thing? 1679 01:37:19.880 --> 01:37:23.239 You know? Yeah, because it's already it's already been done, 1680 01:37:23.640 --> 01:37:28.359 and the stars are the cosmic beings, it's already been done. 1681 01:37:29.680 --> 01:37:33.279 We're in the part of the cosmic being where it's 1682 01:37:33.319 --> 01:37:40.560 in its past. The shadows are it's past, the stars 1683 01:37:40.760 --> 01:37:47.079 are its future. And where the medium the transistors, which 1684 01:37:47.119 --> 01:37:52.680 is a medium, we're the medium through which its memory moves, 1685 01:37:52.760 --> 01:37:58.399 which is energy moves through. Okay, all right, you're getting that, 1686 01:37:58.600 --> 01:38:02.520 uh huh okay. And so when we're we're talking about 1687 01:38:02.560 --> 01:38:06.079 like I was using Guardians of the Galaxy too, thank 1688 01:38:06.079 --> 01:38:09.520 you for correct me. But what it was showing us 1689 01:38:09.680 --> 01:38:12.399 is that had the cosmic being not met itself, it 1690 01:38:12.399 --> 01:38:16.079 would have self it would have imploded. So going rainbow 1691 01:38:16.159 --> 01:38:18.800 body or body and glory. When you see Hindus and 1692 01:38:18.800 --> 01:38:22.800 they turn to ash and dust, they self imploded. They 1693 01:38:22.800 --> 01:38:26.000 didn't do it the right way. Ascension is you take 1694 01:38:26.079 --> 01:38:31.920 the body, you activate the gaseous planes, you transfigure. You 1695 01:38:31.920 --> 01:38:36.479 don't leave hair and nails and skin behind that whole. 1696 01:38:36.520 --> 01:38:44.279 You become a translucent essence and emanation light. Right, so 1697 01:38:44.319 --> 01:38:47.800 you just activate more light. It's not you like turn 1698 01:38:47.920 --> 01:38:53.159 nude and like no no, no now. So anyways, it's 1699 01:38:53.159 --> 01:38:56.680 a self implosion. It's like force, I'm trying to force this, 1700 01:38:57.039 --> 01:38:59.920 force this, now you're gonna blow up. So the cosmic 1701 01:39:00.079 --> 01:39:03.319 being went all the way down. We're the cells that said, hey, 1702 01:39:03.359 --> 01:39:05.119 i'll volunteer to go all the way down back in there. 1703 01:39:05.319 --> 01:39:06.600 I'm gonna go all the way down there with you, 1704 01:39:06.680 --> 01:39:09.840 God source speared. I'm gonna hail Mary when I'm in 1705 01:39:09.840 --> 01:39:11.000 there too, and you're gonna go come get me the 1706 01:39:11.000 --> 01:39:12.960 fuck out right, You're gonna wake me up, right, You're 1707 01:39:12.960 --> 01:39:16.399 gonna make me remember that. I'm just I'm diving deep 1708 01:39:16.439 --> 01:39:18.920 for you so that when it goes and creates all 1709 01:39:18.960 --> 01:39:23.760 of these other realms of itself worlds, they don't influde. 1710 01:39:24.079 --> 01:39:26.840 So it has to know the bottom of the barrel 1711 01:39:26.960 --> 01:39:30.319 depths of which it is made up of, in order 1712 01:39:30.359 --> 01:39:33.680 to be able to expand itself and take that experience 1713 01:39:33.720 --> 01:39:34.319 and apply it. 1714 01:39:34.279 --> 01:39:38.079 To that absolutely and make the other realms even better. 1715 01:39:38.159 --> 01:39:42.159 Because now it has, it has integrated like you spiritually. 1716 01:39:42.479 --> 01:39:46.840 When you integrate your spiritual, emotional, and mental, you are 1717 01:39:47.079 --> 01:39:53.279 a fully mature adult. You're not irrational, you're not a erratic, 1718 01:39:53.920 --> 01:39:56.479 you don't make dumb decisions. You know, you're not swayed 1719 01:39:56.479 --> 01:40:00.920 by temptations. Right, You're like, you know what the old 1720 01:40:01.000 --> 01:40:03.920 me would have but not now I know what I 1721 01:40:03.960 --> 01:40:05.239 got and I appreciate it. 1722 01:40:05.279 --> 01:40:09.079 You know, old me would have definitely fallen into the 1723 01:40:09.079 --> 01:40:10.439 hole several times. 1724 01:40:10.439 --> 01:40:14.239 Right, And the same thing with a cosmic being. It 1725 01:40:15.520 --> 01:40:19.000 is it's becoming spiritually, emotionally, and mentally mature, and so 1726 01:40:19.119 --> 01:40:23.319 it's going to party with other cosmic beings because it's 1727 01:40:23.319 --> 01:40:26.279 not alone and it has an etheric. 1728 01:40:25.920 --> 01:40:30.359 Body that is so wild to even picture that we're 1729 01:40:30.439 --> 01:40:35.520 living inside of a cosmic being like that is. I mean, 1730 01:40:35.720 --> 01:40:39.359 you absolutely one hundred percent not believe it, but you 1731 01:40:39.560 --> 01:40:44.680 know it to be true. I know me, I love it. 1732 01:40:45.680 --> 01:40:45.880 Well. 1733 01:40:45.920 --> 01:40:47.560 Look towards the end of the show, we always like 1734 01:40:47.600 --> 01:40:49.680 to do a tarot reading. Normally Sean is the one 1735 01:40:49.680 --> 01:40:51.680 that pulls the tarot cards, but I ended up pulling 1736 01:40:51.680 --> 01:40:55.000 one this time. And this is actually a very special 1737 01:40:55.039 --> 01:40:57.439 tarot deck to me. I actually just got it mailed 1738 01:40:57.479 --> 01:40:59.800 to be so for Christmas, what I did was I 1739 01:41:00.279 --> 01:41:02.079 because my mom is actually the one that got me 1740 01:41:02.119 --> 01:41:05.039 into like the the witchy spiritual you know, love and 1741 01:41:05.119 --> 01:41:07.560 Halloween and all that other fun jazz. She got me 1742 01:41:07.600 --> 01:41:10.439 really into that, which kind of led me to discovering 1743 01:41:10.479 --> 01:41:13.239 a lot of other wild spiritual stuff, right, And so 1744 01:41:13.399 --> 01:41:15.479 for Christmas, I bought her this tarot deck that you 1745 01:41:15.479 --> 01:41:18.000 can color, right, And I wasn't you know, I was 1746 01:41:18.039 --> 01:41:19.600 just like, look, I think that you should have your 1747 01:41:19.600 --> 01:41:21.600 own tarot deck. This is something that I have like 1748 01:41:21.640 --> 01:41:23.279 eight or nine decks over here. I want you to 1749 01:41:23.319 --> 01:41:26.800 have one. And she's very artistic and she loves coloring 1750 01:41:26.840 --> 01:41:29.359 and all that and drawing, and so I was like, 1751 01:41:29.399 --> 01:41:31.359 I'm gonna get you a like a coloring one that 1752 01:41:31.439 --> 01:41:34.319 you can color yourself. And so she colors it and 1753 01:41:34.399 --> 01:41:37.479 she works on it literally since from Christmas until just 1754 01:41:37.520 --> 01:41:39.439 a couple of weeks ago, and then I received and 1755 01:41:39.560 --> 01:41:41.399 because my birthday was May eighth, so it was just 1756 01:41:41.479 --> 01:41:44.960 like what like a week ago something like that, thank you, 1757 01:41:45.039 --> 01:41:47.760 thank you, And so for my birthday, she sent me 1758 01:41:48.000 --> 01:41:52.119 like the fully colored in tarot deck and so you know, 1759 01:41:52.279 --> 01:41:55.359 it's it's a nice little it's like the her energy 1760 01:41:55.439 --> 01:41:57.760 is in it too. But uh but anyway, I just 1761 01:41:57.840 --> 01:42:01.479 pulled this one and it is the four Wands. And 1762 01:42:01.920 --> 01:42:03.880 I'm not somebody that I don't I can't just look 1763 01:42:03.920 --> 01:42:05.399 at a card and know what it means. I know, 1764 01:42:05.479 --> 01:42:09.079 there's like there's obviously the symbols in it and stuff 1765 01:42:09.119 --> 01:42:12.079 like that. But I have this little book here is 1766 01:42:12.119 --> 01:42:15.880 I actually like to read from. And so the four 1767 01:42:15.960 --> 01:42:18.960 of Wands, it says celebrate your achievements with the ones 1768 01:42:19.279 --> 01:42:22.880 you love before pushing ahead to the next goal. Enjoyment 1769 01:42:22.960 --> 01:42:26.279 and celebration abound in the four of Wand's card. The 1770 01:42:26.680 --> 01:42:31.800 beautiful floral canopy that resembles a traditional Jewish koopa signifying 1771 01:42:31.840 --> 01:42:33.800 marriage is being held up by the four of wands 1772 01:42:34.640 --> 01:42:37.479 firmly rooted in the ground. The yellow background of the 1773 01:42:37.520 --> 01:42:40.640 card indicates conscious awareness and joy as the couple celebrates 1774 01:42:40.680 --> 01:42:44.680 their union by waving flora bouquets in the air enthusiastically. 1775 01:42:45.119 --> 01:42:48.479 They have made the choice to unite in commitment to 1776 01:42:48.600 --> 01:42:52.239 creating something stable and long lasting. Behind the couple stands 1777 01:42:52.239 --> 01:42:55.319 a glorious castle with people dancing joyfully in a lush garden, 1778 01:42:55.399 --> 01:43:00.279 celebrating their abundance and prosperity. That is a great card 1779 01:43:00.279 --> 01:43:04.520 to have, especially it just speaks to the soul, you know, 1780 01:43:04.640 --> 01:43:06.439 like whenever you just do like a little one card, 1781 01:43:06.960 --> 01:43:09.800 just a little something. I love that, But I like 1782 01:43:09.840 --> 01:43:14.119 reading the personal slash spiritual meaning behind it too. But 1783 01:43:14.159 --> 01:43:17.640 it says you're savoring the process of putting down roots, 1784 01:43:17.920 --> 01:43:20.760 either buying or renovating a home, joining a group, or 1785 01:43:20.800 --> 01:43:24.079 taking a relationship to the next level. Celebrate the joy 1786 01:43:24.079 --> 01:43:27.680 and excitement of these milestone moments. Should the opportunity arise, 1787 01:43:27.840 --> 01:43:30.399 go ahead and pour your excitement into a creative project. 1788 01:43:30.479 --> 01:43:32.800 Spending time with family and friends, throwing a party or 1789 01:43:32.840 --> 01:43:36.920 taking a break to rejuvenate is beneficial for your spirit. Wow, 1790 01:43:37.319 --> 01:43:40.279 great card, that's a happy card. And you know, even 1791 01:43:40.960 --> 01:43:43.159 even if that card is reversed, it's still a good thing. 1792 01:43:43.239 --> 01:43:44.560 So that's how you know. It's like throw and through 1793 01:43:44.600 --> 01:43:45.119 a good card. 1794 01:43:45.399 --> 01:43:47.760 A good card. Well, it's spirit and the four which 1795 01:43:47.800 --> 01:43:50.560 is like foundations and structure, and that castle is about 1796 01:43:50.600 --> 01:43:55.479 like achieving the Holy of holies or like you've reached 1797 01:43:55.560 --> 01:43:59.479 the kingdom within, Like it is about walking into the 1798 01:43:59.560 --> 01:44:02.760 kingdom and you've yoked the masculine the feminine, that holy 1799 01:44:02.920 --> 01:44:05.920 union within you, and now you've reached the kingdom or 1800 01:44:05.920 --> 01:44:09.600 what we you know, the higher consciousness. And it's like 1801 01:44:09.640 --> 01:44:14.159 a welcoming party into that like spirit, welcome walking with 1802 01:44:14.399 --> 01:44:18.720 spirit into your new royal abundance. You've been anointed, you've 1803 01:44:18.760 --> 01:44:22.239 been blessed, and now you're in your your dharma and 1804 01:44:22.439 --> 01:44:24.399 it is a very abundant. Car. I love that car. 1805 01:44:24.520 --> 01:44:27.439 Oh my God, that straight up speaks to my life. 1806 01:44:27.479 --> 01:44:29.239 I hope that it pertains to a lot of the 1807 01:44:29.239 --> 01:44:31.800 listeners here and even you, like, I that is such 1808 01:44:31.840 --> 01:44:34.439 a good omen kind of card I. 1809 01:44:34.399 --> 01:44:37.159 Think it is. I mean, come on, when somebody has 1810 01:44:37.159 --> 01:44:39.319 this kind when we have this kind of awareness in life, 1811 01:44:39.680 --> 01:44:43.039 like I'm not I'm just I'm a mirror. I'm a 1812 01:44:43.039 --> 01:44:47.000 mirror neuron. Fucking mirror neurons, right, mirror neurons, And like 1813 01:44:48.000 --> 01:44:52.079 if we if I have obtained this level of fucking awareness, 1814 01:44:52.600 --> 01:44:55.000 like what fuck ripple effect does this do? What does 1815 01:44:55.039 --> 01:44:58.520 this show us? Like it's not even me, but it is. 1816 01:44:58.560 --> 01:45:00.039 I'm the expression of it. I'll own it. 1817 01:45:00.119 --> 01:45:00.520 I like it. 1818 01:45:00.640 --> 01:45:03.640 Right. Oh yeah, but that's not just It's not just me. 1819 01:45:04.279 --> 01:45:09.760 I know, I'm not alone. I'm all one. Yeah. So yeah, 1820 01:45:09.800 --> 01:45:12.359 we're walking into our royalty. We have turned them on 1821 01:45:12.399 --> 01:45:15.359 the fucking will. We're going in the new direction. We're 1822 01:45:15.399 --> 01:45:19.279 in the mystery van. Let's go, let's fucking go slowly, 1823 01:45:19.359 --> 01:45:23.119 get in. I got the snacks. Let's celebrate this bitch, 1824 01:45:23.479 --> 01:45:25.640 drive it up in it. You know what I'm saying. 1825 01:45:26.600 --> 01:45:29.359 I love it. Yeah, it's exactly. It definitely feels that way. 1826 01:45:29.399 --> 01:45:32.000 It's almost like, uh, you know, whenever you start talking 1827 01:45:32.000 --> 01:45:34.399 about this, especially on a podcast or on social media 1828 01:45:34.479 --> 01:45:37.600 or anything like that. It's almost like the energy within you, 1829 01:45:37.760 --> 01:45:40.000 the excitement and the knowledge that you're sharing and the 1830 01:45:40.000 --> 01:45:42.640 wisdom and all that kind of stuff, it's almost emanating 1831 01:45:42.680 --> 01:45:44.680 from you, and it's kind of shedding light onto a 1832 01:45:44.760 --> 01:45:46.800 lot of people that didn't really know about a lot 1833 01:45:46.800 --> 01:45:49.359 of concepts. And that's what we do on this show. 1834 01:45:49.399 --> 01:45:51.640 We don't you know, we never say that we're like 1835 01:45:51.720 --> 01:45:54.239 the masters or the knowers of all information. A lot 1836 01:45:54.279 --> 01:45:56.720 of the times that we're we're shooting an episode, a 1837 01:45:56.760 --> 01:45:58.720 lot of the times it's a it's a concept that 1838 01:45:59.199 --> 01:46:01.239 we don't know and we want to do the show 1839 01:46:01.319 --> 01:46:03.680 to learn ourselves. And it's kind of like, you know, 1840 01:46:03.800 --> 01:46:07.199 the students are running the classroom kind of do and 1841 01:46:07.279 --> 01:46:09.199 so you know, we've covered a lot of things that 1842 01:46:09.239 --> 01:46:11.840 we've learned a lot of things. We've grown in every 1843 01:46:11.840 --> 01:46:14.399 single way along the way. You know, we've been doing 1844 01:46:14.439 --> 01:46:17.479 the show for almost two years now, and and all 1845 01:46:17.520 --> 01:46:20.520 the amazing people that we've met on this journey. I mean, 1846 01:46:20.560 --> 01:46:22.800 it's just like me and Sean, we're on the fool's journey. 1847 01:46:23.119 --> 01:46:25.439 Here we are, here's the high Priestess right here right 1848 01:46:25.920 --> 01:46:28.479 or you know, something like that, and I just I 1849 01:46:28.960 --> 01:46:31.920 love every single step along the journey. But if anybody 1850 01:46:31.920 --> 01:46:34.439 wants to be able to find you, how would they 1851 01:46:34.439 --> 01:46:35.199 go about doing so? 1852 01:46:36.079 --> 01:46:38.760 Yeah, I mean they can go to Quirkycosmo dot com, 1853 01:46:39.239 --> 01:46:42.319 my website, or they can go to my link tree 1854 01:46:42.720 --> 01:46:45.600 on my you know, on Instagram or TikTok. I mean, 1855 01:46:45.640 --> 01:46:48.800 I've gone viral on TikTok though just recently, so you 1856 01:46:48.880 --> 01:46:51.359 might actually just come across my video if you have TikTok. 1857 01:46:51.920 --> 01:46:53.399 That's how I found you. 1858 01:46:53.439 --> 01:46:55.279 Oh you did? Is that where you found me? Mm 1859 01:46:55.319 --> 01:46:59.279 hmm yeah, Like I was unexpected but whatever. Spirit's like, 1860 01:46:59.279 --> 01:47:01.079 You're not gonna hide anymore. And I was like bye, 1861 01:47:01.159 --> 01:47:02.720 and I'm kind of my cage. Anyways. You can go 1862 01:47:02.720 --> 01:47:05.960 to TikTok. You can find me at Courtney Cosmo, Courtney 1863 01:47:06.000 --> 01:47:08.199 Cosmo across the board, you know, just not on Facebook 1864 01:47:08.199 --> 01:47:10.880 because I don't give a front door about the face 1865 01:47:11.039 --> 01:47:16.239 of books, but the same thing. Yeah, yeah, go Instagram, 1866 01:47:16.479 --> 01:47:19.039 you know, but mainly I'm mainly on TikTok. I also 1867 01:47:19.079 --> 01:47:20.920 have YouTube. But if you want to book a session 1868 01:47:20.920 --> 01:47:22.960 with me, and like, we didn't even talk about the 1869 01:47:23.000 --> 01:47:25.039 gene keys or any of that stuff, but you know 1870 01:47:25.119 --> 01:47:27.640 that's where I got all. I do my life coaching 1871 01:47:27.680 --> 01:47:30.520 and I work with people and their their blueprinting. They 1872 01:47:30.560 --> 01:47:32.560 do cosmic blueprinting. That's what I was gonna do with you. 1873 01:47:32.680 --> 01:47:34.840 But just kept talking and that's great. 1874 01:47:34.920 --> 01:47:35.760 You know, I love it. 1875 01:47:35.760 --> 01:47:38.079 I was having so much fun playing and maybe it'll 1876 01:47:38.079 --> 01:47:39.920 be another time when I like we can sit down 1877 01:47:39.960 --> 01:47:43.720 and we just like, you know, get a little pokey 1878 01:47:43.760 --> 01:47:44.279 poke with. 1879 01:47:44.319 --> 01:47:48.680 The We're definitely, we're definitely doing it again. Usually whenever 1880 01:47:48.720 --> 01:47:50.479 we get somebody on for the first time on the show, 1881 01:47:50.479 --> 01:47:52.479 it's kind of like an overview of all that is 1882 01:47:52.520 --> 01:47:54.720 you and all the information that you have to share 1883 01:47:54.720 --> 01:47:56.960 with everybody else, and it's like the shows that are 1884 01:47:56.960 --> 01:47:59.000 after that, it's more like, all right, let's stay on 1885 01:47:59.039 --> 01:48:01.199 a topic, let's really learn about it. So what was 1886 01:48:01.239 --> 01:48:02.479 it the keys that you talked about? 1887 01:48:02.720 --> 01:48:06.560 Oh, I work with the gin Keys and True sidereal Astrology. 1888 01:48:06.680 --> 01:48:10.479 So yeah, the gin Keys are the sixty four codeons 1889 01:48:11.239 --> 01:48:15.880 or sixty four codes of human consciousness. It's a spectrum 1890 01:48:15.960 --> 01:48:18.680 of human conscious it's really the human conditioning. It's based 1891 01:48:18.680 --> 01:48:22.319 off the sixty four hexagrams and the eye chain, the minerals, 1892 01:48:22.399 --> 01:48:27.680 the elements, and it's also, you know, connects with the 1893 01:48:27.800 --> 01:48:29.880 human design, which I don't really like human design, but whatever, 1894 01:48:29.960 --> 01:48:35.399 it connects with human design, and it's really a mystic 1895 01:48:35.640 --> 01:48:40.560 path into yourself. And the way that I'm able to 1896 01:48:41.000 --> 01:48:44.000 sink and connect since I've worked with it for almost 1897 01:48:44.079 --> 01:48:48.840 a decade now and just my, I have an amazing 1898 01:48:48.840 --> 01:48:53.640 ability to synthesize things to just that's my that's my creative. 1899 01:48:53.640 --> 01:48:55.880 I don't know, that's my. I use words like sounds, 1900 01:48:56.119 --> 01:49:01.039 sound effects, but anyways, I'm able to emphasize and like 1901 01:49:01.199 --> 01:49:06.439 really bring into awareness, like your your gifts and also 1902 01:49:06.520 --> 01:49:08.720 the things that you're needing to work on, you know. 1903 01:49:08.760 --> 01:49:12.199 And I use the jin keys as pinpoints, you know, 1904 01:49:12.239 --> 01:49:15.920 because these are the cities and also the shadow of 1905 01:49:15.920 --> 01:49:18.399 the gift. But the cities are the natural state of 1906 01:49:18.720 --> 01:49:21.720 human consciousness. And so I really help people to focus 1907 01:49:21.840 --> 01:49:25.399 on the cities and the gifts and embracing the shadow 1908 01:49:25.439 --> 01:49:27.760 aspects of them that they need to work on, because 1909 01:49:27.760 --> 01:49:31.199 that's how they unlock all of this, the civic frequencies, 1910 01:49:31.239 --> 01:49:34.479 the boo booties, the superpowers that you're so saying, it's 1911 01:49:34.479 --> 01:49:38.159 through trust and my play and I expand and ignite 1912 01:49:38.159 --> 01:49:41.199 people's days. So we'll definitely have to focus in on that. 1913 01:49:41.479 --> 01:49:44.920 One hundred percent. Yes, I love everything that you just said. 1914 01:49:45.039 --> 01:49:46.840 I mean some of the stuff that I'm hearing for 1915 01:49:46.880 --> 01:49:49.199 the first time, and I love that. I love just 1916 01:49:49.319 --> 01:49:53.960 like uncovering new topics and new sources and new perspectives 1917 01:49:53.960 --> 01:49:56.720 on everything. So definitely would love to have you back on. 1918 01:49:56.840 --> 01:49:59.319 I know that my cousin Sean is going to love 1919 01:49:59.359 --> 01:50:01.520 you as well, so it's going to be a fascinating conversation. 1920 01:50:01.840 --> 01:50:04.439 We're definitely gonna do it again at like pretty soon, 1921 01:50:04.520 --> 01:50:08.680 I would imagine. But yeah, with uh, with that being said, 1922 01:50:09.199 --> 01:50:12.720 if the quirky Cosmo came here and she taught you anything, 1923 01:50:13.119 --> 01:50:16.520 it's that you don't know what you don't know, so 1924 01:50:16.640 --> 01:50:21.640 don't just get weird. This is where Sean would say, stapid. 1925 01:50:21.520 --> 01:50:32.359 Openside, mind ordinary, far behind color swell and stars in 1926 01:50:32.520 --> 01:50:34.199 mine and. 1927 01:50:34.359 --> 01:50:38.960 The mysteries you're find all right, the one out there? 1928 01:50:39.359 --> 01:50:43.560 What did you think about that meditation? My god, so 1929 01:50:43.640 --> 01:50:45.319 many things that were running through my mind in that 1930 01:50:45.640 --> 01:50:49.880 It's it's a strange sensation. Whenever you're like embodying that 1931 01:50:50.039 --> 01:50:52.079 nine hundred and sixty three hertz out they call it 1932 01:50:52.119 --> 01:50:54.840 like a god frequency because it really does kind of 1933 01:50:54.880 --> 01:50:58.560 give you that notion that you know, you're the manifesto, 1934 01:50:58.640 --> 01:51:01.520 you're the creator in a sense, and you know that 1935 01:51:01.560 --> 01:51:04.800 you're not just an individual, but you kind of have 1936 01:51:05.000 --> 01:51:08.840 like a magical type of say so, and your emotion 1937 01:51:09.239 --> 01:51:14.640 and subconscious all of it plays into creating and manifesting 1938 01:51:14.680 --> 01:51:17.239 your own reality. I think that's probably why it's so 1939 01:51:17.279 --> 01:51:20.680 important to pay attention to your thoughts, you know, because 1940 01:51:20.800 --> 01:51:23.840 we do create our own reality in a sense, maybe 1941 01:51:23.880 --> 01:51:26.920 not even in a sense, maybe maybe wholly you know. 1942 01:51:27.680 --> 01:51:30.479 So that's uh, that's probably why it's so important to 1943 01:51:30.479 --> 01:51:33.239 pay pay attention to your thoughts, because you might go 1944 01:51:33.279 --> 01:51:36.520 around fuck up and manifest something that you were thinking about, 1945 01:51:36.680 --> 01:51:41.239 and sometimes it's it's intentional and sometimes it's unintentional. For 1946 01:51:41.279 --> 01:51:45.600 the people that don't believe in manifestation, you know, it's 1947 01:51:45.640 --> 01:51:48.319 always going to be unintentional, so they're therefore you're not 1948 01:51:48.399 --> 01:51:50.840 really aware of your thoughts. And if you're not aware 1949 01:51:50.840 --> 01:51:53.920 of your thoughts, then you don't really have a good 1950 01:51:54.000 --> 01:52:01.399 understanding of the the percussion of those thoughts. Percussion is 1951 01:52:01.439 --> 01:52:04.760 that the right word anyway, you know, the the reality 1952 01:52:04.840 --> 01:52:07.640 that manifests those thoughts in general. So yeah, I think 1953 01:52:07.640 --> 01:52:11.279 it's pretty important to start monitoring your thoughts because manifestation 1954 01:52:11.399 --> 01:52:14.319 is absolutely real and the universe, you know it, it 1955 01:52:14.760 --> 01:52:21.079 shines off of you, It creates by the emanation from you, 1956 01:52:21.279 --> 01:52:23.560 in a sense. And that's not for the whole world. 1957 01:52:23.640 --> 01:52:27.000 I'm talking about for you, you and your own daily life. 1958 01:52:27.680 --> 01:52:31.600 You're the one that is out there creating something for you. 1959 01:52:31.720 --> 01:52:34.640 Whatever you're manifesting, it's not that doesn't have to be 1960 01:52:34.680 --> 01:52:37.079 for the entire world. Why do you, you know, don't worry 1961 01:52:37.079 --> 01:52:39.520 about the entire world. You're not going to manifest you know, 1962 01:52:39.600 --> 01:52:42.680 world peace or anything like that. Maybe you, as an 1963 01:52:42.720 --> 01:52:47.319 individual incorporating the vibration of peace, you know, maybe that's 1964 01:52:47.359 --> 01:52:49.479 going to help it a couple of percent or something 1965 01:52:49.520 --> 01:52:52.279 like that. But this is a personal journey. It's a 1966 01:52:52.319 --> 01:52:55.920 personal journey to get closer to the all the one 1967 01:52:56.119 --> 01:52:59.119 God universe, you name it, whatever your name for it is. 1968 01:53:00.600 --> 01:53:03.800 It's a journey to get back to that. And it's 1969 01:53:03.800 --> 01:53:05.960 not that we ever really left. It's just that we 1970 01:53:06.000 --> 01:53:10.800 almost just forgot what it was. And then whenever you 1971 01:53:10.880 --> 01:53:14.319 start getting little hints of it, it's like those little 1972 01:53:14.399 --> 01:53:19.039 hints are little subtle reminders from the one that you 1973 01:53:19.079 --> 01:53:21.680 know that the One or God or the universe never 1974 01:53:21.720 --> 01:53:24.439 really left you, it's just that you forgot. And so 1975 01:53:24.560 --> 01:53:28.840 now it's a whole remembering thing, and you know, how 1976 01:53:28.840 --> 01:53:31.159 do you go about trying to remember what it's like 1977 01:53:31.880 --> 01:53:36.119 to be, you know, incorporated into the One, into the all. Well, 1978 01:53:37.000 --> 01:53:39.239 I would say that probably does happen with synchronicity. That 1979 01:53:39.239 --> 01:53:41.800 probably does happen with just being more aware and being 1980 01:53:41.800 --> 01:53:45.319 more aware of your thoughts and doing everything intentionally as 1981 01:53:45.399 --> 01:53:49.399 much as you can intentionally. Right, stop paying attention to 1982 01:53:49.399 --> 01:53:51.720 every single thought that enters your mind as if it's you, 1983 01:53:51.840 --> 01:53:55.760 because it's not. It's just shit that's in the ether, 1984 01:53:56.279 --> 01:53:58.960 that's in the astrols, just floating around. It's like I 1985 01:53:58.960 --> 01:54:01.560 always say, it's the car going down the street. You 1986 01:54:01.640 --> 01:54:03.640 want to pay attention to it? You can, you don't 1987 01:54:03.720 --> 01:54:07.000 have to. I think that's really they're They're all just 1988 01:54:07.600 --> 01:54:11.720 a thought. Is just a suggestion. And whenever I say that, 1989 01:54:11.840 --> 01:54:16.880 it's it's a suggestion specifically to you on and it's 1990 01:54:16.920 --> 01:54:19.520 based upon not what you believe, but it's how you 1991 01:54:19.560 --> 01:54:24.880 react to that thought, what manifests within you, within your energy. 1992 01:54:25.000 --> 01:54:28.319 Whenever you have a specific thought and if you stumble 1993 01:54:28.359 --> 01:54:30.680 across something that you don't like. You know, like you 1994 01:54:30.760 --> 01:54:32.920 turn on the news and you see a million things 1995 01:54:32.960 --> 01:54:36.800 a day. Shit is the news never reports anything positive, right, 1996 01:54:36.840 --> 01:54:39.239 It's never like, oh, yeah, we're gonna celebrate this, because 1997 01:54:39.319 --> 01:54:40.399 nobody's going to tune into that. 1998 01:54:40.600 --> 01:54:40.800 You know. 1999 01:54:40.880 --> 01:54:43.880 The lower minded people are in that animalistic fight or 2000 01:54:43.880 --> 01:54:46.880 flight type of situation, so they're always worried about what 2001 01:54:47.000 --> 01:54:50.279 to be worried about kind of thing. And I think you, 2002 01:54:50.279 --> 01:54:52.199 you know, you need a little bit of aspect of that, 2003 01:54:52.279 --> 01:54:54.600 but don't don't make that your entire life. But yeah, 2004 01:54:54.640 --> 01:54:57.159 I felt like I was, in a sense in the 2005 01:54:57.199 --> 01:55:02.279 primordial waters in that manifest or in that meditation. Very interesting. 2006 01:55:02.319 --> 01:55:04.960 I felt like I almost saw like the moonlight glimmering 2007 01:55:05.000 --> 01:55:09.560 off of the water. Very odd. But it wasn't like moonlight. 2008 01:55:10.039 --> 01:55:10.199 You know. 2009 01:55:10.279 --> 01:55:13.520 I live in Texas, so I love going to Galveston 2010 01:55:13.640 --> 01:55:16.920 and seeing the beach there and you know, the Gulf 2011 01:55:16.920 --> 01:55:20.920 of America, like going on there, it's awesome, and it's 2012 01:55:20.920 --> 01:55:22.720 not like the water that's shining off of that. It 2013 01:55:22.760 --> 01:55:29.159 was stranger. It was like more lucid and more etheric almost, 2014 01:55:29.520 --> 01:55:32.239 and it was almost like like almost like a dark 2015 01:55:32.359 --> 01:55:34.479 night of the soul in a sense, not necessarily even 2016 01:55:34.520 --> 01:55:39.600 in a bad way, but almost being one with that. 2017 01:55:40.760 --> 01:55:43.680 As she said, it's not alone, it's all one, right, 2018 01:55:43.960 --> 01:55:49.159 so be all one, don't be alone. So yeah, yeah, 2019 01:55:49.199 --> 01:55:51.840 it's interesting whenever you're in that meditation you feel like 2020 01:55:52.199 --> 01:55:56.239 you understand how manifestation works just by listening to a frequency. 2021 01:55:56.239 --> 01:55:59.079 That's crazy, you know, It's like, can't you just incorporate 2022 01:55:59.119 --> 01:56:01.479 that all the time. Well, you don't need to manifest 2023 01:56:01.520 --> 01:56:04.359 all the time, you know. I mean, as a matter 2024 01:56:04.399 --> 01:56:08.640 of fact, all the manifestation is is just I mean, 2025 01:56:08.680 --> 01:56:11.159 you can't bring it with you, you know. And that's 2026 01:56:11.159 --> 01:56:13.560 the thing about this material reality. Everybody gets so caught 2027 01:56:13.640 --> 01:56:16.079 up and the material reality of everything. I want the 2028 01:56:16.119 --> 01:56:18.079 hot wife, or I want the hot husband, or I 2029 01:56:18.119 --> 01:56:21.039 want the awesome job, I want the big house. Always 2030 01:56:21.079 --> 01:56:24.760 worried about what they can physically manifest. That's not what 2031 01:56:24.840 --> 01:56:28.560 I'm after. I'm after what can I spiritually manifest? What 2032 01:56:28.600 --> 01:56:34.239 can I spiritually encompass within myself to where if a 2033 01:56:34.279 --> 01:56:36.600 bad thought does arrive, or if a bad thing does 2034 01:56:36.680 --> 01:56:38.399 happen to me, I want to make I want to 2035 01:56:38.439 --> 01:56:41.319 make it to where these things don't bother me. Anymore. 2036 01:56:41.399 --> 01:56:43.000 I just see it as part of the plan. I 2037 01:56:43.000 --> 01:56:45.000 see it as part of the path, and it's up 2038 01:56:45.000 --> 01:56:49.479 to me on how I react to it, you know. 2039 01:56:49.680 --> 01:56:51.439 And there's nothing wrong with being sad or angry or 2040 01:56:51.479 --> 01:56:54.680 anything like that. But it's just about not giving to 2041 01:56:54.720 --> 01:56:59.119 the suggestions of this physical world, because this physical world 2042 01:56:59.119 --> 01:57:03.239 will definitely nudge you in some ways. But the thing 2043 01:57:03.319 --> 01:57:06.560 is is, you know, as far as manifestation goes, like 2044 01:57:06.640 --> 01:57:10.279 get out of the material mind. And that's that's that's 2045 01:57:10.279 --> 01:57:13.000 something that I've learned, is to try and get out 2046 01:57:13.079 --> 01:57:17.439 of because there's always something better. You get a hot wife, 2047 01:57:17.479 --> 01:57:19.039 you can always get a hotter one, you get a 2048 01:57:19.119 --> 01:57:21.199 nice house, you can always get a nicer one, you 2049 01:57:21.239 --> 01:57:23.439 get a good job, you can always have something nicer. 2050 01:57:24.640 --> 01:57:28.520 There's always something better materially right, and even the things 2051 01:57:28.520 --> 01:57:32.600 that are, you know, top tier best option for somebody 2052 01:57:32.720 --> 01:57:35.039 isn't always going to be the same for the next person. 2053 01:57:35.319 --> 01:57:39.279 So as far as manifestation goes, that's what I would 2054 01:57:39.359 --> 01:57:43.880 I would focus on, is trying to incorporate in trying 2055 01:57:43.920 --> 01:57:48.359 to encompass the higher mind more often, that's what I 2056 01:57:48.359 --> 01:57:51.840 would like to manifest to be inside of that higher 2057 01:57:51.840 --> 01:57:55.239 mind as often as humanly possible, because whenever you get there, 2058 01:57:56.000 --> 01:58:00.199 the little things in life, the little the bad thing, 2059 01:58:00.479 --> 01:58:03.920 the okay things, the soso things, even the good things, 2060 01:58:04.279 --> 01:58:06.880 even the things that you're like, oh man, I don't 2061 01:58:06.880 --> 01:58:09.239 even deserve this. This is so awesome. See now you're 2062 01:58:09.880 --> 01:58:14.600 you're manifesting the energy of not being whole. So it's 2063 01:58:14.640 --> 01:58:17.720 really a game, if you think about it. It's not 2064 01:58:17.760 --> 01:58:20.640 a fun game to play, especially if you're somebody who 2065 01:58:20.720 --> 01:58:23.279 is always like like I have that mind, like I 2066 01:58:23.439 --> 01:58:26.079 just always want to one up myself. You know, I 2067 01:58:26.119 --> 01:58:29.439 was raised in sports. I was always raised to like compete, 2068 01:58:29.640 --> 01:58:33.079 and so even internally all the time, I'm just competing 2069 01:58:33.119 --> 01:58:37.000 with my own self, Which who cares? You know, why 2070 01:58:37.039 --> 01:58:39.880 don't we put that pressure on ourselves if you can 2071 01:58:39.960 --> 01:58:42.680 incorporate that nine hundred and sixty three hurtz God frequency, 2072 01:58:44.000 --> 01:58:48.920 you know, probably wouldn't matter. But that's the reality we 2073 01:58:48.960 --> 01:58:53.039 live in. So, you know, we want to manifest nice 2074 01:58:53.079 --> 01:58:57.319 things and nice relationships and all that fun jazz. You 2075 01:58:57.399 --> 01:58:59.960 just got to make sure, like what's the pecking order, 2076 01:59:01.399 --> 01:59:03.760 because you don't want to set aside your your peace, 2077 01:59:03.880 --> 01:59:07.319 or your patience or your comfort or well she just 2078 01:59:07.319 --> 01:59:09.720 talked about comfort. It's like devil's playground. So I'm not talking. 2079 01:59:09.720 --> 01:59:11.840 I'm not gonna go there, but you don't want to 2080 01:59:11.880 --> 01:59:17.760 set aside your piece for really anything. That's the most 2081 01:59:17.800 --> 01:59:20.920 important thing is to not let anybody get a reaction 2082 01:59:21.000 --> 01:59:24.479 out of you. And actually, what's even more important out 2083 01:59:24.520 --> 01:59:28.560 of that is like, don't even let yourself get a 2084 01:59:28.600 --> 01:59:31.840 reaction out of you. Because we talked shit on ourselves 2085 01:59:31.840 --> 01:59:35.359 more than anybody else. If we would say literally one 2086 01:59:35.439 --> 01:59:37.680 percent of the negative things that we say to ourselves 2087 01:59:37.680 --> 01:59:41.840 to anybody else, there's gonna be some hands thrown, right. 2088 01:59:42.479 --> 01:59:44.840 You don't need that, so why would you do it 2089 01:59:44.840 --> 01:59:48.720 to yourself? Doesn't mean that you can't, you know, hone 2090 01:59:48.720 --> 01:59:50.800 in on the craft and make yourself a little bit 2091 01:59:50.840 --> 01:59:55.680 better at whatever it is that you're working on. But anyway, 2092 01:59:55.720 --> 01:59:58.560 all right now I'm rambling. Anyhow, the one out there, 2093 01:59:58.600 --> 02:00:02.199 thank you for listening. This was an awesome episode. If 2094 02:00:02.239 --> 02:00:07.319 you would go check her out. She was great, loved 2095 02:00:07.439 --> 02:00:09.720 that energy, loved all the wild shit she was saying. 2096 02:00:09.760 --> 02:00:12.600 She was great. So yeah, we'll definitely be having her 2097 02:00:12.600 --> 02:00:15.960 back on But I guess until next time, we'll see 2098 02:00:15.960 --> 02:00:17.000 you on the flip side. 2099 02:00:17.199 --> 02:00:22.840 But I guess, voices drift on winds, untane words like 2100 02:00:22.920 --> 02:00:25.279 spells that can't be gamed. 2101 02:00:26.520 --> 02:00:31.840 Close your eyes and feel the sound journey where no 2102 02:00:32.279 --> 02:00:34.279 bounds are found. 2103 02:00:34.920 --> 02:00:43.560 Open doors inside your mind, the ordinary form. Because color 2104 02:00:43.720 --> 02:00:46.199 swell and stars line. 2105 02:00:47.479 --> 02:00:50.720 In the mental mysteries, you'll find it