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<v Speaker 1>It's September twenty third, and that means it's time for

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<v Speaker 1>your daily fuck on Taboo Tuesday. The church is an

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<v Speaker 1>echo chamber of silence and the faint, sweet smell of

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<v Speaker 1>old incense and guilt. I'm not here for forgiveness. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>here to free a caged creature. I've been watching him

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<v Speaker 1>for weeks from the back pew, a wolf in goth clothing,

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<v Speaker 1>admiring the most beautiful, tormented sheep in the flock. No,

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<v Speaker 1>not a sheep, a fellow wolf forced to wear sheep's clothing,

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<v Speaker 1>Father Michael. He's young for a priest, with sad, dark eyes,

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<v Speaker 1>a jaw that's perpetually clenched, and a body that his

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<v Speaker 1>black cassack can't completely hide. They see a man of God.

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<v Speaker 1>I see a fucking, a hot and gorgeous man in

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<v Speaker 1>a cage. I've seen the way he looks at the

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<v Speaker 1>women in the parish, a thicker of desperate, repressed hunger

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<v Speaker 1>that he quickly smothers with piety. He's drowning, and I've

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<v Speaker 1>decided to be the sinner that finally pulls him from

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<v Speaker 1>the water. I enter the confessional, the heavy wooden door

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<v Speaker 1>closing behind me, with a soft thud. The darkness is absolute,

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<v Speaker 1>save for the faint light filtering through the lattice screen

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<v Speaker 1>that separates us. I can hear his soft, measured breathing

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<v Speaker 1>on the other side. Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

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<v Speaker 1>My voice is a low, deliberate purr. It has been

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<v Speaker 1>my whole life since my last confession. He laughs, that's

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<v Speaker 1>a long time. I smile. He's already not doing the

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<v Speaker 1>formal priest thing. A pause and then he regains his

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<v Speaker 1>composure and does do the priest think and what troubles you,

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<v Speaker 1>my child? His voice, it's a deep, steady baritone that

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<v Speaker 1>sends a shiver straight to my core. That's a voice

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<v Speaker 1>that should not be wasted on sermons. Lust, Father, a powerful,

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<v Speaker 1>overwhelming lust for a man I cannot have. Lust is

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<v Speaker 1>just a simple version of love, and God's love is

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<v Speaker 1>for everyone. He starts into his wrap, the practiced, hollow

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<v Speaker 1>words of his trade. I cut him off. This isn't

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<v Speaker 1>the kind of love God offers, Father. This is the

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<v Speaker 1>kind that makes you ache. It kind of makes you

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<v Speaker 1>want to get on your knees. For entirely different reasons.

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<v Speaker 1>I can hear his breathing, hitch, He's listening now he's

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<v Speaker 1>a good man, a beautiful man. But he's trapped, and

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<v Speaker 1>all I can think about, all I dream about, is

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<v Speaker 1>setting him free. I want to feel his repressed passion

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<v Speaker 1>finally unleashed. I want to taste his surrender. The silence

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<v Speaker 1>on the other side of the screen is deafening. I

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<v Speaker 1>lean closer, my lips almost touching the rough wood. In fact, father,

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<v Speaker 1>I have this fantasy that if that handsome, tormented man

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<v Speaker 1>shoved his cock through the divire right now, I'd suck

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<v Speaker 1>him until he came in my mouth, and I'd swallow

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<v Speaker 1>every last trop as my penance. The air crackles with tension.

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<v Speaker 1>I wait, my heart, a frantic drum against my ribs.

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<v Speaker 1>This is it the moment of truth, my victory, or

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<v Speaker 1>my failure. The siment stretches, and for a heart stopping second,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I've lost. He's going to call me a

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<v Speaker 1>Harlot or a Jezebel and throw me out of the

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<v Speaker 1>church forever. Then I hear it a sound that makes

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<v Speaker 1>my whole body ignite, the quiet, desperate rasp of a zipper.

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<v Speaker 1>A moment later, the tip of his cock pushes through

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<v Speaker 1>one of the carved clover shaped holes in the screen.

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<v Speaker 1>It's beautiful, glistening with pre comb, a piece of forbidden

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<v Speaker 1>flesh in this sacred space. I lean forward and gladly

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<v Speaker 1>and hungrily take him into my mouth. A shuddering, desperate

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<v Speaker 1>ground escapes him from the other side. He is mine.

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<v Speaker 1>I worship him through the wood screen. My tomb swirls

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<v Speaker 1>around his head. My lips create a perfect seal his

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<v Speaker 1>all desperate, pent up need, and he tastes like heaven

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<v Speaker 1>as I suck him. My free hands slips up my skirt,

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<v Speaker 1>my fingers finding my own wet aching clit, the sheer

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<v Speaker 1>blasphemost power of this moment. Pleasuring a man of God

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<v Speaker 1>while pleasuring myself his holy space, becoming my personal playground

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<v Speaker 1>is the most intense drug I've ever known. He begins

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<v Speaker 1>to thrust against my mouth. His movement's frantic, his control shattering.

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<v Speaker 1>I meet his rhythm, my own fingers, a blur, my

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<v Speaker 1>arcasm building into a tidal wave of pure triumphant power.

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<v Speaker 1>I come in a silent, shuddering convulsion, biting down on

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<v Speaker 1>my lip to keep from screaming. My release is secret.

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<v Speaker 1>I share only with him. My moans are what pushes

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<v Speaker 1>away the last vestiges of whatever was stopping him from coming.

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<v Speaker 1>He comes hard with a muffled roar. His hot comes,

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<v Speaker 1>shooting from his throbbing cock and flooding my mouth. As promised,

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<v Speaker 1>I swallow every last drop. He pulls back, leaving a

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<v Speaker 1>hole in the screen empty. Once more, there's only the

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<v Speaker 1>sound of our ragged shared breaths. I don't wait for absolution,

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<v Speaker 1>I've already found it. I stand, smooth down my skirt

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<v Speaker 1>and walk out of the confessional, my head hell high.

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<v Speaker 1>He may have heard my confession, but I'm the one

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<v Speaker 1>who just saved the soul