WEBVTT 1 00:00:17.160 --> 00:00:20.960 Hello, and welcome to Psychic Teachers. I'm your host, Samantha Fay, 2 00:00:21.559 --> 00:00:25.039 and joining me today is a very very special guest. 3 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:29.559 It's my youngest daughter, Chloe Say. Hi, Hi everyone. I'm 4 00:00:29.640 --> 00:00:32.439 very happy to be here. I'm so excited to dive 5 00:00:32.520 --> 00:00:36.119 into our talk today. Chloe wanted to come on the show, 6 00:00:36.520 --> 00:00:38.840 or really I asked her to come on the show 7 00:00:39.200 --> 00:00:42.240 so we could talk about what it's like growing up psychic, 8 00:00:42.320 --> 00:00:45.200 and what it is like to have a weird woo 9 00:00:45.200 --> 00:00:50.280 boo mom, and how to really embrace your own interior intuitiveness. 10 00:00:50.880 --> 00:00:54.719 So before I really start interviewing you, Chloe, I just 11 00:00:54.799 --> 00:00:57.880 wanted to start off and tell everyone to remind everyone 12 00:00:57.880 --> 00:00:59.600 because I think I've mentioned this on the show a 13 00:00:59.600 --> 00:01:02.520 couple of times. So about a year and a half 14 00:01:02.560 --> 00:01:06.239 before Chloe was born is when I found that crystal 15 00:01:06.400 --> 00:01:10.239 on my desk, and it's when I really really got 16 00:01:10.239 --> 00:01:13.439 into reiki. It's when I met dev and started learning 17 00:01:13.519 --> 00:01:17.879 the Toureau. But I never ever thought of myself as 18 00:01:18.920 --> 00:01:23.480 a future medium or someone doing psychic readings. I was 19 00:01:23.599 --> 00:01:27.280 just following my bliss and exploring this whole new world 20 00:01:27.280 --> 00:01:30.400 that was opening up for me. And I remember when 21 00:01:30.400 --> 00:01:33.599 I was getting my Reiki two. One of the students 22 00:01:33.640 --> 00:01:37.560 in the class with me was pregnant, and I remember thinking, oh, 23 00:01:37.760 --> 00:01:40.959 I wish I was pregnant when I got my reiki 24 00:01:40.959 --> 00:01:43.120 one and two, because what a beautiful thing to be 25 00:01:43.159 --> 00:01:46.640 able to pass on to your child. Well, lo and behold, 26 00:01:46.719 --> 00:01:50.000 I got pregnant with little Chloe, and I decided to 27 00:01:50.040 --> 00:01:53.200 go on and get my reiki master's degree. And I 28 00:01:53.280 --> 00:01:56.480 was just so happy that I got to experience those 29 00:01:56.480 --> 00:02:00.120 attudmins while little Chloe was growing in my belly. And 30 00:02:00.200 --> 00:02:03.079 a few months after that, I went to see an 31 00:02:03.120 --> 00:02:06.760 intuitive who was really highly regarded, and she gave me 32 00:02:06.799 --> 00:02:08.919 a really great reading, and one of the things she 33 00:02:09.039 --> 00:02:12.879 said I never forgot. She said, you have been called 34 00:02:12.919 --> 00:02:16.520 to this path not for you, but for the child 35 00:02:16.680 --> 00:02:20.039 inside of you, because she is meant to do what 36 00:02:20.120 --> 00:02:22.960 you're going to do, but even more, even on a 37 00:02:23.000 --> 00:02:26.560 bigger scale, in a grander way, whatever that means. And 38 00:02:26.599 --> 00:02:29.560 it was shortly after that that I really opened up 39 00:02:29.599 --> 00:02:33.319 to my mediumship. And I always wondered, is it connected? 40 00:02:34.000 --> 00:02:36.400 And so I kind of just watched as you grew up, 41 00:02:36.560 --> 00:02:41.280 and you had so many psychic experiences as a little 42 00:02:41.319 --> 00:02:44.759 little girl, and they've only continued, right, are you comfortable 43 00:02:44.800 --> 00:02:47.560 saying that? Okay, one of the things that I've told 44 00:02:47.639 --> 00:02:50.159 on the show before. And you can see the painting 45 00:02:50.240 --> 00:02:52.599 right there, Chloe. Okay, So a client made me this 46 00:02:52.680 --> 00:02:55.560 beautiful painting that's hanging in my office of mother Mary. 47 00:02:55.719 --> 00:02:58.240 I did a reading for her one night from home. 48 00:02:58.759 --> 00:03:01.719 I can't remember what time zone she was in, but 49 00:03:01.879 --> 00:03:04.199 I had to do it pretty late at night, around 50 00:03:04.280 --> 00:03:08.280 nine thirty or ten, if memory serves, and a relative 51 00:03:08.319 --> 00:03:11.039 of hers came through who had been, you know, a 52 00:03:11.120 --> 00:03:13.400 little bit like my grandmother in life, like not a 53 00:03:13.439 --> 00:03:16.520 mean person, but just a little bit of a negative bent, 54 00:03:16.680 --> 00:03:19.719 and she wanted to explain to my client the hardship 55 00:03:19.840 --> 00:03:22.960 she'd gone through in her life, to point out, you know, 56 00:03:23.000 --> 00:03:25.280 why she was the way she was. And it turned 57 00:03:25.319 --> 00:03:28.400 out to be a really healing reading, not only for 58 00:03:28.520 --> 00:03:32.639 my client but also for her relative on the other side. 59 00:03:33.240 --> 00:03:36.159 And I remember that the relative had a very very strange, 60 00:03:36.280 --> 00:03:39.639 like a hard to pronounce last name, but her first name, 61 00:03:39.960 --> 00:03:43.960 I'll just say is Mary. So anyway, finish up the reading, 62 00:03:44.360 --> 00:03:47.400 get ready for bed, brush my teeth, put on my pj's, 63 00:03:47.439 --> 00:03:51.240 climb into bed, and little Chloe you were three years old, 64 00:03:51.280 --> 00:03:54.560 three and a half. You come bitter padding into my 65 00:03:54.719 --> 00:03:57.759 room and you said you weren't scared. You just said, Mommy, 66 00:03:57.919 --> 00:04:00.680 there's a woman pacing in front of my bedroom door. 67 00:04:00.719 --> 00:04:03.520 And I don't know what to do. And so I 68 00:04:03.599 --> 00:04:05.919 tried not to be all fearful, like, oh my god, 69 00:04:05.919 --> 00:04:07.960 there's a ghost in the house. I tried to be 70 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:10.240 a good mom, and I just said, okay, Chloe, hold 71 00:04:10.240 --> 00:04:13.360 my hand and close your eyes and just try to 72 00:04:13.400 --> 00:04:16.399 ask her what her name is. And I remember you 73 00:04:16.480 --> 00:04:19.639 just squeezed your eyes shut, really really tight, and you 74 00:04:19.720 --> 00:04:23.839 said Mary. And I was like, holy shit. And I said, okay, 75 00:04:24.519 --> 00:04:27.199 close your eyes again, and ask her for her last name, 76 00:04:27.519 --> 00:04:29.560 and you said, I don't want to say it, you know, 77 00:04:30.079 --> 00:04:33.959 for ethics and confidentiality. But it was like a three syllable, 78 00:04:34.000 --> 00:04:36.639 hard to pronounce last name, and you said it, and 79 00:04:36.800 --> 00:04:39.600 my mind was blown. And I'm still trying to be 80 00:04:39.639 --> 00:04:43.079 like super calm, like okay, that's great, Chloe, And I said, 81 00:04:43.079 --> 00:04:45.240 close your eyes again and ask her if she has 82 00:04:45.279 --> 00:04:48.079 a message, and so you squeeze your eyes shut and 83 00:04:48.120 --> 00:04:52.360 you said, she said, thank you, mom, and that was it. 84 00:04:52.439 --> 00:04:54.480 She went away, and I thought that was just such 85 00:04:54.519 --> 00:04:58.519 an amazing moment because here I am, I was upstairs 86 00:04:58.680 --> 00:05:01.680 in my little office doing this reading late at night, 87 00:05:01.879 --> 00:05:05.959 and that woman was actually in our home and she 88 00:05:06.120 --> 00:05:09.079 wasn't a ghost, and she wasn't mean, and she wasn't scary. 89 00:05:09.199 --> 00:05:11.360 She just wanted to say thank you, like thank you 90 00:05:11.439 --> 00:05:14.600 for letting me get this message through to my granddaughter 91 00:05:14.720 --> 00:05:17.920 that helped her heal, but also helped me heal. And 92 00:05:18.120 --> 00:05:21.240 I hope that it taught you that there's really nothing 93 00:05:21.319 --> 00:05:23.040 scary about seeing this stuff. 94 00:05:23.839 --> 00:05:26.040 I mean, you call yourself my woo woo mom, and 95 00:05:26.079 --> 00:05:28.199 if that's what you are, I love my woo woo mom. 96 00:05:28.839 --> 00:05:31.639 Because you've never presented it as something that needs to 97 00:05:31.639 --> 00:05:34.639 be scary or intimidating. I always saw you kind of 98 00:05:34.680 --> 00:05:38.920 having like a superpower that I just wanted to also have. 99 00:05:39.519 --> 00:05:42.079 It wasn't for something that I was like, this is creepy, 100 00:05:42.120 --> 00:05:44.279 this is scary. I just thought it was very cool. 101 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:47.439 You did okay. But there were some moments like when 102 00:05:47.519 --> 00:05:50.439 friends asked you what I did for a living that 103 00:05:50.600 --> 00:05:52.399 was more for you true. 104 00:05:52.480 --> 00:05:56.279 And also going to a Catholic school, which was difficult 105 00:05:56.439 --> 00:05:59.279 because you don't know what people would think, but it 106 00:05:59.319 --> 00:06:00.319 wasn't like a way she. 107 00:06:00.199 --> 00:06:02.879 Does is scary. It was just different different. Yeah. 108 00:06:03.120 --> 00:06:06.480 And also once I did tell people, they would be like, well, perfect, 109 00:06:07.160 --> 00:06:08.600 let's go get her free reading. 110 00:06:09.199 --> 00:06:13.319 So it was multiple that's true, Okay, good for all right. 111 00:06:13.480 --> 00:06:17.240 So then flash forward to when you were four and 112 00:06:17.279 --> 00:06:21.160 you had a lot of psychic experiences then, and they 113 00:06:21.399 --> 00:06:25.160 just kept going, what's the first one that really stands 114 00:06:25.199 --> 00:06:25.759 out to you? 115 00:06:26.439 --> 00:06:29.199 I remember, like in church, like in second grade, I 116 00:06:29.199 --> 00:06:33.240 would see like some things I had, like scary ones. 117 00:06:34.000 --> 00:06:35.959 A lot of it was like like more scary ones 118 00:06:35.959 --> 00:06:38.759 growing up that you would help me, like not focus 119 00:06:38.800 --> 00:06:41.000 on those ones and focus on the positive ones. Yes, 120 00:06:41.600 --> 00:06:44.800 seeing ancestors, and really I was opposed to like what 121 00:06:44.879 --> 00:06:45.759 we don't want to see. 122 00:06:45.839 --> 00:06:47.959 Well, yeah, I don't want to talk about the scary 123 00:06:47.959 --> 00:06:50.240 ones because I feel like that brings it back in. 124 00:06:50.360 --> 00:06:54.360 But you did have one very scary thing that kept 125 00:06:54.439 --> 00:06:58.439 visiting you, and I remember telling you you have to 126 00:06:58.480 --> 00:07:01.639 tell him to leave, and you said, no, no, he 127 00:07:01.720 --> 00:07:05.319 won't like that, and I said, but it's your energy 128 00:07:05.319 --> 00:07:07.680 and you have to take control of it. And you did. 129 00:07:07.720 --> 00:07:10.199 You called on Arkiangel Michael and your light, and we 130 00:07:10.360 --> 00:07:15.000 never had an encounter with that thing again, now your dad. 131 00:07:15.360 --> 00:07:19.279 After he retired from the police force and focused on 132 00:07:19.360 --> 00:07:22.360 his healing and recovery, he eventually was able to find 133 00:07:22.439 --> 00:07:26.199 work as a private investigator and he would ask me 134 00:07:26.279 --> 00:07:29.480 to help on a lot of cases, and that was 135 00:07:29.560 --> 00:07:32.720 really fun, and that was very illuminating for me, and 136 00:07:32.759 --> 00:07:38.240 it helped me realize different ranges and different ways that 137 00:07:38.279 --> 00:07:40.920 you can help with this intuitive work. But there was 138 00:07:40.959 --> 00:07:43.360 this one day where he came home and there was 139 00:07:43.399 --> 00:07:47.040 a missing girl, a teenager. And I don't know if 140 00:07:47.040 --> 00:07:49.560 I was just busy or tired, but every time I 141 00:07:49.600 --> 00:07:53.040 tried to tune in, I really wasn't getting much. And 142 00:07:53.160 --> 00:07:56.319 he was getting frustrated because you know, obviously the parents 143 00:07:56.319 --> 00:07:58.920 were freaking out, and he was like, try again, and 144 00:07:58.959 --> 00:08:01.560 I was like, I'm trying cooked dinner with full laundry. 145 00:08:02.240 --> 00:08:05.920 So I went up to you and Olivia and I said, 146 00:08:05.959 --> 00:08:07.920 can you guys tune in? I asked all three of you, 147 00:08:08.120 --> 00:08:09.639 Corry didn't, Why did Tori want to? 148 00:08:09.839 --> 00:08:11.120 You came up to all of us and it was 149 00:08:11.319 --> 00:08:12.600 I think we were all about to go to sleep, 150 00:08:12.639 --> 00:08:14.800 and I remember seeing Tori. She was almost going to 151 00:08:14.839 --> 00:08:17.560 burk out to a full panic about doing that. I 152 00:08:17.560 --> 00:08:19.439 don't know why, that's just kind of how she is. 153 00:08:20.040 --> 00:08:22.360 But me and Olivia were okay with it, and so 154 00:08:22.399 --> 00:08:24.639 we sat down with you, and we didn't know what 155 00:08:24.680 --> 00:08:26.360 to do. So you like talked to us how to 156 00:08:26.360 --> 00:08:30.040 do it. And I think you started us off basically 157 00:08:30.079 --> 00:08:33.360 going root chakra to crown and chakra, opening them all 158 00:08:33.480 --> 00:08:37.240 up and basically just closing our eyes and thinking and 159 00:08:37.279 --> 00:08:40.519 whatever comes to your mind. Be confident in that and 160 00:08:40.600 --> 00:08:41.080 just say it. 161 00:08:41.440 --> 00:08:44.519 Yeah. I taught you how to ground and open your 162 00:08:44.600 --> 00:08:47.279 chakras and spin your chakras. I think I walked you 163 00:08:47.399 --> 00:08:50.960 into like my version of a crystal cave and asked 164 00:08:51.000 --> 00:08:54.159 you to look at like a movie screen and focus 165 00:08:54.200 --> 00:08:57.799 on the girl's name. And it was so interesting because 166 00:08:57.960 --> 00:09:02.399 you got amazingly helpful, and Olivia did too. But tell 167 00:09:02.480 --> 00:09:05.759 us about your experience. I wish it was more interesting 168 00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:07.799 than what I can remember, but it was really things 169 00:09:07.799 --> 00:09:12.279 that just popped into my mind. I remember you would 170 00:09:12.360 --> 00:09:15.240 tell us to do, like just don't let anything come 171 00:09:15.279 --> 00:09:17.879 in your mind, like focus on like certain categories like place, 172 00:09:18.159 --> 00:09:22.000 name or location like stuff like that. And so I 173 00:09:22.080 --> 00:09:23.320 was really determined. 174 00:09:22.960 --> 00:09:26.120 To get a name, and not that we even knew 175 00:09:26.120 --> 00:09:27.519 that she could be with anyone, but I got the 176 00:09:27.600 --> 00:09:30.360 name Matt, and so I assumed she was with somebody 177 00:09:30.440 --> 00:09:33.279 named Matt. And then I got a location, a beach 178 00:09:33.480 --> 00:09:36.240 that was twenty minutes away from us. And then Olivia 179 00:09:36.679 --> 00:09:39.919 got the name of a hotel. Yeah, I think, yeah, 180 00:09:40.279 --> 00:09:42.279 And so he narrowed it down and she ended up 181 00:09:42.279 --> 00:09:45.080 being with a much older man named Matt and a 182 00:09:45.159 --> 00:09:47.360 hotel and that said in that beach. 183 00:09:47.440 --> 00:09:49.440 Yeah, and the parents had never even heard of that 184 00:09:49.600 --> 00:09:53.360 older man she was hanging out with, which was just phenomenal. 185 00:09:53.399 --> 00:09:56.039 How did that make you feel? Very cool? Man? 186 00:09:56.080 --> 00:09:59.360 I feel like my wi will mo. I really liked it. 187 00:09:59.360 --> 00:10:02.440 It was a little it's scary, like I do this, 188 00:10:02.639 --> 00:10:04.519 and you kind of doubt yourself the whole thing because 189 00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:06.960 you can never separate just things popping in your mind 190 00:10:06.960 --> 00:10:09.639 from like the actual occurrence that it could be something 191 00:10:09.639 --> 00:10:13.320 that is true. So it was definitely strange, but it 192 00:10:13.440 --> 00:10:14.759 was exhilarating too. 193 00:10:14.919 --> 00:10:17.720 Yeah, yeah, really really cool. So one of my. 194 00:10:17.679 --> 00:10:20.840 Memories would be going to school in each almost each 195 00:10:20.840 --> 00:10:22.919 school day, before we would pull up into the line 196 00:10:22.919 --> 00:10:24.480 to be dropped off, my mom would have this pull 197 00:10:24.559 --> 00:10:26.960 from an oracle card deck, and so I would pull 198 00:10:26.960 --> 00:10:30.320 mine and I always ask my mom multiple things about me, 199 00:10:30.360 --> 00:10:33.519 like who's my guardian angel, who is my animal guide? 200 00:10:33.559 --> 00:10:35.120 All this stuff, but she doesn't want me to just 201 00:10:35.240 --> 00:10:37.360 tell me that, because that's something you have to find 202 00:10:37.360 --> 00:10:39.399 out for yourself by just kind of looking around and 203 00:10:39.399 --> 00:10:42.200 seeing who's out there for you. And I just always 204 00:10:42.279 --> 00:10:44.200 kind of guessed at the fact that mine would be 205 00:10:44.200 --> 00:10:46.679 an owl, and I pulled that card from the deck. 206 00:10:46.960 --> 00:10:48.799 That was just one of many instances. And then there 207 00:10:48.840 --> 00:10:52.399 was another time we were walking downtown for some reason. 208 00:10:52.440 --> 00:10:55.919 There was a man down there, the Animal rescue. 209 00:10:55.679 --> 00:10:59.480 Wrapped Rescue Society or something like that, mm hmm. 210 00:10:59.480 --> 00:11:01.200 And we're walking around and I was like, Mom, does 211 00:11:01.240 --> 00:11:04.159 he have an owl? And he is just standing out 212 00:11:04.200 --> 00:11:06.919 there in public, asking for nothing but just for people 213 00:11:06.960 --> 00:11:09.080 to come up to him and pet the owl that 214 00:11:09.159 --> 00:11:10.120 he had on his arms. 215 00:11:10.159 --> 00:11:12.480 Yeah, it was just like an educational thing. And the 216 00:11:12.519 --> 00:11:15.919 only animal he brought with him was this owl that 217 00:11:15.960 --> 00:11:18.120 they had just rescued, and I think he was they 218 00:11:18.120 --> 00:11:20.679 were getting ready to release it. And that just really 219 00:11:20.679 --> 00:11:23.559 stood out to me because it was just maybe three 220 00:11:23.720 --> 00:11:27.919 five days before that you had asked, you know, I 221 00:11:27.960 --> 00:11:30.519 think the owl is my animal guide, but I'm not sure, 222 00:11:30.679 --> 00:11:33.759 and then da dah, we see that. And then a 223 00:11:33.799 --> 00:11:36.679 couple of months later in the winter, we were at 224 00:11:36.919 --> 00:11:40.559 this Christmas light show and I remember we were standing 225 00:11:40.759 --> 00:11:43.799 underneath that archway where they have the fake snow, and 226 00:11:43.840 --> 00:11:47.159 we're all focused on the fake snow, and you nudged 227 00:11:47.200 --> 00:11:49.879 me and said, Mom, look up and over the archway 228 00:11:50.159 --> 00:11:53.559 that was producing this snow was an owl. And I 229 00:11:53.639 --> 00:11:56.200 was like, oh my gosh, Chloe, like that confirms it. 230 00:11:56.279 --> 00:11:59.000 You pulled the card, you saw it downtown, and then 231 00:11:59.039 --> 00:12:01.519 you saw it at the the Christmas light show. 232 00:12:01.879 --> 00:12:03.679 And I think that's very interesting because where we are 233 00:12:03.720 --> 00:12:06.320 isn't very I wouldn't call it a native spot for 234 00:12:06.399 --> 00:12:09.720 owls to be seen that commonly, and I saw them 235 00:12:09.759 --> 00:12:10.120 a lot. 236 00:12:10.320 --> 00:12:14.080 Now, I've never seen an owl here. I've heard them, 237 00:12:14.200 --> 00:12:16.840 but I've never seen them except those two times with you. 238 00:12:17.120 --> 00:12:20.399 Mm hm oh. Remember that time we were driving to 239 00:12:20.519 --> 00:12:24.320 school and we were picking up Tory's friend. It was 240 00:12:24.399 --> 00:12:27.799 the start of your fourth or fifth grade year, and 241 00:12:27.840 --> 00:12:30.759 you go, Mom, look and over the retention pond and 242 00:12:30.799 --> 00:12:35.320 her neighborhood was an eagle. That was crazy. Yeah. Yeah, 243 00:12:35.360 --> 00:12:38.000 And that's something I've always noticed about you, like you 244 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:43.960 always have these really cool experiences happened to you. When 245 00:12:43.960 --> 00:12:46.559 we were hiking in the mountains. You found that piece 246 00:12:46.559 --> 00:12:50.480 of jet when we were just walking the beach one 247 00:12:50.559 --> 00:12:54.080 night it was Olivia's birthday weekend, and you found the 248 00:12:54.120 --> 00:12:57.120 megalodon shark tooth just right there. You just kind of 249 00:12:57.120 --> 00:12:59.799 were you just walk right to it. I just think 250 00:12:59.799 --> 00:13:03.559 that a part of being connected to the unseen world 251 00:13:03.600 --> 00:13:07.399 is having those magical experiences happen. Okay, So one thing 252 00:13:07.519 --> 00:13:11.360 I remember so much about you growing up is getting 253 00:13:11.399 --> 00:13:14.000 ready in the morning for school and you telling me 254 00:13:14.159 --> 00:13:21.559 about your horrifying dreams. There were often negative dreams that 255 00:13:21.600 --> 00:13:24.480 you had that came true, and I want you to 256 00:13:24.519 --> 00:13:27.320 tell about one of them. But the reason why I'm 257 00:13:27.399 --> 00:13:30.600 highlighting this is because I've seen this happen again and again. 258 00:13:30.600 --> 00:13:32.360 I saw it happen with me, I see it with you, 259 00:13:32.440 --> 00:13:34.440 I see it with you. Know students I've worked with 260 00:13:35.200 --> 00:13:38.960 often early on in your development, you will pick up 261 00:13:39.000 --> 00:13:42.840 on the negative stuff that's lingering around in the world. 262 00:13:42.919 --> 00:13:47.159 And I think that's just because negative energy is heavier 263 00:13:47.200 --> 00:13:50.240 and denser, so it is easier to pick up. Because 264 00:13:50.279 --> 00:13:52.919 we're heavy and dense. We're living in this three dimensional 265 00:13:52.960 --> 00:13:55.720 world but as we work to really lift and raise 266 00:13:55.720 --> 00:14:00.039 our vibrations, then we pick up the higher stuff. I 267 00:14:00.080 --> 00:14:02.200 was like, you know, a young kid, you would have 268 00:14:02.360 --> 00:14:08.879 these intense dreams about world catastrophes that very often came true. 269 00:14:09.320 --> 00:14:10.799 Do you want to tell one you remember? 270 00:14:11.720 --> 00:14:14.840 Yeah? So I think during high school was just such 271 00:14:14.879 --> 00:14:16.799 a time where and you were teaching us about how 272 00:14:16.799 --> 00:14:18.919 we were all m paths too and like absorb what 273 00:14:18.960 --> 00:14:20.600 people are feeling around us. And I guess that was 274 00:14:20.600 --> 00:14:23.440 true because my years of high school honesty just very 275 00:14:24.320 --> 00:14:26.320 I feel like there was just negative energy everywhere. 276 00:14:26.799 --> 00:14:30.159 Yeah, you started during COVID. That was really hard. 277 00:14:30.480 --> 00:14:33.960 It was such a school three sixty from like happy, 278 00:14:34.080 --> 00:14:37.399 go lucky Catholic school for twelve years to public school, 279 00:14:38.159 --> 00:14:40.960 so I think that was definitely a switch too. But yeah, 280 00:14:41.039 --> 00:14:43.799 for two years my dreams were really really quite graphic 281 00:14:43.840 --> 00:14:46.320 and vivid, but I weirdly look forward to them to 282 00:14:46.480 --> 00:14:49.080 like wake up in the morning and torture my family 283 00:14:49.080 --> 00:14:51.320 and have them all dissect it with me. It was 284 00:14:51.360 --> 00:14:54.440 my favorite part. But one of my dreams that were 285 00:14:54.559 --> 00:14:58.240 super vivid. It started off I was in They always 286 00:14:58.240 --> 00:15:00.759 start pretty lucid, like I know, I know that I'm dreaming, 287 00:15:00.759 --> 00:15:02.600 and I know I'm supposed to be learning something from 288 00:15:02.600 --> 00:15:04.600 this dream. I always know, like, Okay, here we go. 289 00:15:05.320 --> 00:15:07.559 This isn't just like a fun little dream. But I 290 00:15:07.600 --> 00:15:09.559 was in a high school that I didn't know, and 291 00:15:09.600 --> 00:15:11.000 I knew that this wasn't where I lived. 292 00:15:11.000 --> 00:15:12.399 It was kind of in the. 293 00:15:12.320 --> 00:15:16.000 Middle of nowhere a little bit, and the high school 294 00:15:16.039 --> 00:15:18.960 everyone was just walking around and then everyone started running rampant, 295 00:15:19.279 --> 00:15:21.519 running around everywhere, and I was like, what is going on? 296 00:15:22.240 --> 00:15:24.399 And I knew that it didn't affect me in the dream, 297 00:15:24.440 --> 00:15:26.320 so I wasn't running around or anything. But then I 298 00:15:26.360 --> 00:15:28.600 went out to the main area of the high school 299 00:15:28.840 --> 00:15:31.159 and it was the cafeteria lady, and she had pulled 300 00:15:31.159 --> 00:15:33.720 out a gun onto the all the students and that's 301 00:15:33.720 --> 00:15:37.840 why everyone was running. And immediately, once anything goes wrong 302 00:15:37.840 --> 00:15:39.720 in my dreams, that's scary. I wake up in like 303 00:15:39.759 --> 00:15:42.200 a sweat in the middle of the night and try 304 00:15:42.240 --> 00:15:43.720 to go back to sleep. But the next morning I 305 00:15:43.720 --> 00:15:46.440 told my mom all about it, and we basically chopped 306 00:15:46.440 --> 00:15:47.320 it up, choped it up. 307 00:15:47.240 --> 00:15:48.679 To being a strange dream. 308 00:15:48.679 --> 00:15:50.600 But then I think it was like three days later, 309 00:15:50.759 --> 00:15:53.600 we saw a news article and I think four hours 310 00:15:53.600 --> 00:15:56.519 away in a random town. That exact thing had happened 311 00:15:56.559 --> 00:15:57.919 with a cafeteria lady doing that. 312 00:15:58.279 --> 00:16:01.200 It's pretty wild. And you still write your dreams down. 313 00:16:01.480 --> 00:16:04.240 I do because they're so vivid, and it'll I'll just 314 00:16:04.399 --> 00:16:06.679 ruminate on that dream for like two weeks if I don't. 315 00:16:06.919 --> 00:16:09.399 So. Yeah, well, and they're instructive because, like you said, 316 00:16:09.440 --> 00:16:13.279 you're observing as you're doing that. You had some pretty 317 00:16:13.279 --> 00:16:17.559 cool dreams about my dad, your grandfather, after he passed. 318 00:16:17.639 --> 00:16:20.240 Do you feel comfortable sharing some of those? Mm hmm. 319 00:16:20.799 --> 00:16:23.440 And to be honest, it really that one was the one. 320 00:16:23.639 --> 00:16:25.320 They made me the most happy because I think they 321 00:16:25.360 --> 00:16:27.960 were the most important to tell you things about your dad. 322 00:16:28.399 --> 00:16:31.399 But it did always confuse me because I would wonder, 323 00:16:31.440 --> 00:16:34.200 why is he coming to my dreams but not my mom? 324 00:16:34.600 --> 00:16:37.159 I thought that was very interesting. But the first one 325 00:16:37.200 --> 00:16:41.360 I ever had was really quickly after he passed, I 326 00:16:41.399 --> 00:16:45.759 think two weeks, and it was a very pretty dream. 327 00:16:45.799 --> 00:16:48.080 I was up in the clouds and I was in 328 00:16:48.120 --> 00:16:51.519 some sort of a plane just soaring over all the 329 00:16:51.559 --> 00:16:54.559 clouds with my guardian angel next to me, and I 330 00:16:54.639 --> 00:16:57.440 just knew it was a smartartan angel, but I couldn't 331 00:16:57.440 --> 00:16:59.600 describe her like put a name to her. And we 332 00:16:59.600 --> 00:17:03.279 were flying over and we saw all these people in clouds, 333 00:17:03.480 --> 00:17:07.519 laying asleep in the clouds, and we kept flying over 334 00:17:07.559 --> 00:17:09.640 and I saw my grandfather and the plane stopped, and 335 00:17:09.680 --> 00:17:12.480 so I jumped into his cloud and she pulled me 336 00:17:12.519 --> 00:17:14.240 back by my shirt and was like, you cannot go 337 00:17:14.279 --> 00:17:17.240 in there. Look, he's recharging. And he had a little 338 00:17:17.319 --> 00:17:20.000 light above his head and it was all the colors 339 00:17:20.000 --> 00:17:22.200 of the rainbow, back and forth and back and forth, 340 00:17:22.480 --> 00:17:24.559 changing color. And I assumed in the dream that that 341 00:17:24.599 --> 00:17:27.839 meant like a full recharge of your chakras and balancing yourself, 342 00:17:27.880 --> 00:17:31.000 because you've told me that that's a study. When you 343 00:17:31.000 --> 00:17:34.000 pass away with Alzheimer's, you're just not yourself. Yeah, and 344 00:17:34.039 --> 00:17:36.440 you can't ground yourself or go back. 345 00:17:36.279 --> 00:17:38.359 And yeah, it takes a long time. Takes a long 346 00:17:38.400 --> 00:17:41.960 time them to assimilate to that perfect energy on the 347 00:17:42.000 --> 00:17:45.119 other side. So I thought that was such just a 348 00:17:45.160 --> 00:17:48.119 beautiful message and imagery that you got that you know, 349 00:17:48.200 --> 00:17:51.839 Papa was okay, and he was in this facility where 350 00:17:51.880 --> 00:17:53.880 he was being healed. Yeah. 351 00:17:53.920 --> 00:17:56.359 So that was the first one that I had, and 352 00:17:57.119 --> 00:17:59.960 the next one that I had was about a year later, 353 00:18:00.799 --> 00:18:05.960 and it was a month before my grandmother passed away. 354 00:18:06.400 --> 00:18:10.240 My mom, they know about it, you don't worry. 355 00:18:11.319 --> 00:18:14.039 At this time, we didn't really think she was no 356 00:18:14.359 --> 00:18:16.200 at all. I think it was a month I had 357 00:18:16.200 --> 00:18:18.680 this dream and then a month later she was on hospice. Yeah, 358 00:18:18.799 --> 00:18:19.440 but I had those. 359 00:18:19.400 --> 00:18:22.559 Dreams doing fine then, like we had it so fast. 360 00:18:22.799 --> 00:18:26.240 She's always had amazing vision, amazing hearing, like she's It 361 00:18:26.319 --> 00:18:29.160 was honestly quite shocking. But I had this dream and 362 00:18:29.240 --> 00:18:30.720 it started in my house and there was a knock 363 00:18:30.720 --> 00:18:33.519 at our door and opened the door and I was like, Papa, 364 00:18:33.559 --> 00:18:35.240 what are you doing here? And he was like, get 365 00:18:35.240 --> 00:18:37.039 in the car. We need to go and have a conversation. 366 00:18:37.359 --> 00:18:39.599 I was like okay. So we get in his car 367 00:18:39.960 --> 00:18:42.640 and we're driving around and he turns. I was sitting 368 00:18:42.680 --> 00:18:44.240 in the backseat and he was in the front and 369 00:18:44.279 --> 00:18:45.599 he turned around to me and he was like, we 370 00:18:45.599 --> 00:18:47.319 need to talk about your grandmother. 371 00:18:47.359 --> 00:18:48.880 And I was like, do we? 372 00:18:49.720 --> 00:18:54.599 And we started talking about her and he said, as 373 00:18:54.680 --> 00:18:57.200 much as it pains me, we need to help her. 374 00:18:57.240 --> 00:18:59.839 She's going to need help crossing over and I was 375 00:19:00.240 --> 00:19:01.400 I was like, what do you mean, how do you 376 00:19:01.440 --> 00:19:02.960 know this? And he was like I just know this. 377 00:19:03.440 --> 00:19:05.480 I can't remember a word for word what he said, 378 00:19:05.519 --> 00:19:06.000 but it was. 379 00:19:06.039 --> 00:19:08.680 Like, she needs our prayer, he kept saying. 380 00:19:08.799 --> 00:19:10.839 It was on his face how much an annoyed him 381 00:19:10.839 --> 00:19:13.079 to help her, and he made sure to convey to 382 00:19:13.079 --> 00:19:15.160 me that it was his duty. He said, at the 383 00:19:15.240 --> 00:19:17.240 end of the day, I am her husband and I 384 00:19:17.319 --> 00:19:18.480 need to help her. 385 00:19:18.960 --> 00:19:20.839 Which is so my dad. He always felt. 386 00:19:20.880 --> 00:19:23.480 So he felt obligated to her, but he did not 387 00:19:23.960 --> 00:19:25.440 feel happy wanting to do it. 388 00:19:25.480 --> 00:19:27.920 But I thought it was He was probably like, I 389 00:19:27.960 --> 00:19:31.200 can't believe she's joining me this fact. Iod'd have like 390 00:19:31.319 --> 00:19:33.440 a little bit of time. That's what it was. 391 00:19:33.480 --> 00:19:36.319 He was so angry but so determined to help her, 392 00:19:36.599 --> 00:19:39.119 and so I was like, okay. And I remember waking 393 00:19:39.160 --> 00:19:42.039 up from that dream, first of all, not thinking that 394 00:19:42.160 --> 00:19:46.279 Gigi was going to be sick, and then second of all, 395 00:19:46.680 --> 00:19:49.519 wondering how I'm going to prompt this conversation to my mom, 396 00:19:49.599 --> 00:19:52.640 saying I think your mom is going to pass away soon. 397 00:19:52.680 --> 00:19:55.279 Then I think she's going you need to help doing 398 00:19:55.319 --> 00:19:57.759 that to get to where she needs to go. Yeah, 399 00:19:57.839 --> 00:19:59.960 I didn't want to be the one that's so hard 400 00:20:00.079 --> 00:20:00.599 to bring up. 401 00:20:00.680 --> 00:20:02.440