Speaker 1: Tell me what you loft was like before you died.
Speaker 1: It was in nineteen ninety nine that I came down
Speaker 1: with chronic tendonitis throughout my whole body. And I was
Speaker 1: what I considered a born again Christian back then, so
Speaker 1: I was religious and bleeped in God. But after eight
Speaker 1: years of chronic pain two thousand and seven, that was worsening.
Speaker 1: I had tendys in my jaw, my hands, my feet,
Speaker 1: and it was making it difficult to work. And I
Speaker 1: became very depressed, and I thought, maybe God's not real,
Speaker 1: but more likely he's real. But I'm the disobedient Christian.
Speaker 1: I'm the son he's embarrassed of. I'm the failure. I'm
Speaker 1: the one who says I want nothing to do with you.
Speaker 1: God doesn't just love us, adores us now when I
Speaker 1: say he okay, So God contains all that's maskul and feminine.
Speaker 1: I began to lose faith. And then in two thousand
Speaker 1: and seven, I clicked on this YouTube video of an
Speaker 1: atheist who died, and that just that changed everything, and
Speaker 1: it renewed my faith in God. It renewed my faith
Speaker 1: in myself. It changed my relationship with my family, even
Speaker 1: the way I treat nature. Before, I treated nature like
Speaker 1: a resource to be exploited, natural resources, and I've come
Speaker 1: to learn now through my research that we're not separate
Speaker 1: from nature. We're part of nature, and when we destroy nature,
Speaker 1: we destroy ourselves. So it even changes the way I
Speaker 1: behave in public. If I'm walking in public and I
Speaker 1: see a piece of trash, before, I would say this
Speaker 1: is my neighborhood, I don't care. Well, Now I'll to
Speaker 1: stop and pick it up. And so it changed every
Speaker 1: aspect of my life for the positive. It didn't necessarily
Speaker 1: make life easier. I think life was easier as a
Speaker 1: Christian because when you believe in things that are not
Speaker 1: part of the cultural paradigm, and you know this because
Speaker 1: of all this work you're doing, you get the raised
Speaker 1: eyebrows and there's this reaction of you're crazy, and because
Speaker 1: you're crazy, you might be dangerous and I need to
Speaker 1: get away from you. So it's tough being one of
Speaker 1: the older souls who's trying to push this raising of
Speaker 1: consciousness along there that you're doing. But it's it's worth
Speaker 1: the effort. It's nothing you can do about it. You
Speaker 1: got to deal with the pain, so I can be
Speaker 1: in pain and just treat it like a nuisance and
Speaker 1: try and be happy and find joy. Or I can
Speaker 1: focus on it and make it worse and wallow in it.
Speaker 1: And that's what I did, and I turned to medication.
Speaker 1: My doctors put me on vicotin. Now I wasn't popping
Speaker 1: vicodins like their m and ms, like Rushlinba did when
Speaker 1: he had his back injury. I was taking the prescribed amounts.
Speaker 1: I only averaged a couple of day, but I was
Speaker 1: on that for twenty years and it eventually led to psychosis.
Speaker 1: I thought I was losing my mind. And my friend Jack,
Speaker 1: who had got a severe spinal degeneration, who's on heavier medication,
Speaker 1: and that happened to him after five years, and he said, David,
Speaker 1: it's this medication. You need to get off of it.
Speaker 1: So I did in twenty nineteen, after twenty years of
Speaker 1: being in the pain, Cold Turkey twenty nineteen, I was
Speaker 1: getting the tug from spirit. Sell everything you have, buy
Speaker 1: a trailer and go out in live in nature for
Speaker 1: at least a year. I'm thinking I don't want to
Speaker 1: do this, and I was thinking I don't want to
Speaker 1: go along by myself. That's strange. But I was living
Speaker 1: by myself. I was kind of lonely. I was out
Speaker 1: of work, and I said, I'm not even dating anybody,
Speaker 1: so I can't really ask a woman. So I call
Speaker 1: up my ex girlfriend who I broke up with three
Speaker 1: years ago, lived in Mexico, and I said, hey, you
Speaker 1: want to quit your job and live in a trailer
Speaker 1: with me for a year in see the United States.
Speaker 1: And she goes okay, And of course we fell in
Speaker 1: love on that trip, and then we got married, and
Speaker 1: she's an angel love a woman. And then I later
Speaker 1: found out that I was supposed to be a teacher
Speaker 1: and an author and help this great awakening that's happening
Speaker 1: now with humanity, and if I wasn't on track, she
Speaker 1: was my backup plan to come in. And then of
Speaker 1: course I helped her too, because she was in a
Speaker 1: job that was getting more and more stressful as an accountant,
Speaker 1: and she was being so overworked. They had four accountants
Speaker 1: and one quit because there was too much work, so
Speaker 1: they gave the work to the three that remained, and
Speaker 1: another one quit and they gave the work to it.
Speaker 1: Just she was getting physically ill andvomiting, and so I
Speaker 1: took her away from all that I had some savings,
Speaker 1: so we helped each other. And amazingly, about six months
Speaker 1: after I stopped the Viking and the pain levels went
Speaker 1: way up at first, and then they normalized. And then
Speaker 1: about six months into this, being out in nature, I
Speaker 1: started feeling a little better. I started using my mobility
Speaker 1: scooter less and less. I mean I couldn't be at
Speaker 1: my feet for more than ten minutes. I'd have to
Speaker 1: use mobility scooter to go to Walmart. I saw it
Speaker 1: one day, well, I'm gonna try walking a mile, which
Speaker 1: would normally cause two weeks of pain, And there was
Speaker 1: no pain. And then a couple days later I walked
Speaker 1: two and then three, and then five and then seven,
Speaker 1: and at seven it started hurting and I backed off,
Speaker 1: and basically my body healed. I still have a little
Speaker 1: pain now and then, but I can work all day
Speaker 1: in the yard and I can walk five miles without
Speaker 1: a problem. I had a miraculous healing. Yeah, it was wonderful.
Speaker 1: When I got out of California. I got out of
Speaker 1: the big city, and I think there was a negative
Speaker 1: vibration where I was living and just being out in
Speaker 1: the country that changed things. So I really don't understand
Speaker 1: the whole thing. I was just grateful every day of
Speaker 1: my life to be able to walk and not deal
Speaker 1: with pain every day. Just recently, my guides, they brought
Speaker 1: back an old memory. And I have spiritual guides that
Speaker 1: speak to me on a regular basis, and they're really
Speaker 1: good with teaching me, and they're very matter of fact.
Speaker 1: They're sort of never judgmental. They're just very matter of fact.
Speaker 1: But I'm going through this rough time. And they said,
Speaker 1: wait till you see what's coming. And I said, well,
Speaker 1: what does that mean. We'll be right back after a
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Speaker 1: I was seventeen years old. It's a long time ago.
Speaker 1: Over forty years ago. I was in a youth retreat
Speaker 1: and this youth pastor was up there talking about this
Speaker 1: story and he said, okay, this soldier is in this
Speaker 1: dark area. It's completely dark. He's injured, and he's hungry
Speaker 1: and cold and tired, can't see a thing, and he's
Speaker 1: with a sergeant and the sergeant orders him put this
Speaker 1: backpack on. The backpack's empty, and he says, now start walking. Well,
Speaker 1: I can't see where I'm going. He goes, start walking.
Speaker 1: We've got to get back to base. So they start walking,
Speaker 1: and every time he trips on a rock, the sergeant
Speaker 1: orders him to pick it up and put in the backpack,
Speaker 1: and he goes, why am I doing this? Sergeant? He goes,
Speaker 1: just keep walking, do what I tell you. It's for
Speaker 1: your own good. And he's mad at this, Sergeant. You
Speaker 1: know it's being a jerk. Why do I have to
Speaker 1: go through this? I mean, we got to walk back.
Speaker 1: Why am I putting rocks in my backpack to make
Speaker 1: it heavier? They keep going. Now the backpack's full and
Speaker 1: it's just a burden. They finally get back to base.
Speaker 1: The sun's coming up. He goes into his barracks, throws
Speaker 1: the backpack down by the side of his bed and
Speaker 1: lays down. Wakes up the next morning and he picks
Speaker 1: up the backpack to empty out the rocks, and they're gold,
Speaker 1: their rocks of gold. And sometimes in life we don't
Speaker 1: see the reason for the stuff we're going through until later.
Speaker 1: If it were not for my chronic pain, I would
Speaker 1: not have gotten together with this angel of a woman
Speaker 1: that I'm married to. My life would not have changed.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't have broken down. Sometimes you gotta hit rock
Speaker 1: bottom to change just like a drug addict going through
Speaker 1: the dark knight of the soul and hitting rock bottom.
Speaker 1: The dance of consciousness is always one of two steps
Speaker 1: forward and one step back, and sometimes you got to
Speaker 1: take the step back. Consciousness learns through contrast. Matter of fact,
Speaker 1: that's what we're doing here on planet Earth. In the
Speaker 1: perfect environment of heaven. It's hard to change and grow,
Speaker 1: and near death experiences have been told that if we're
Speaker 1: not for souls leaving the comfort and joy of their
Speaker 1: heavenly homes, disconnecting from feeling the beautiful love coming down
Speaker 1: into these tough lifetimes, and this is a tough place
Speaker 1: to be if you're here on planet Earth. Oh, you're
Speaker 1: an expert soul. Earth is the hardest place to have
Speaker 1: a life in this galaxy. It's one of three hardest
Speaker 1: in the universe. If it were not for souls incarnating,
Speaker 1: the growth and change of heaven could not continue. We're
Speaker 1: doing the tough work for creation. We are a critical
Speaker 1: part of the engine of growth of creation because consciousness
Speaker 1: learns through contrast, and that's why people are honored in
Speaker 1: heaven when they have these near death experiences. They're treated
Speaker 1: like war heroes. Some of them even ask why are
Speaker 1: you looking at me like that? Because you're brave and
Speaker 1: you're doing it because you love your heavenly family. You're helping,
Speaker 1: literally helping God grow and evolve by doing what you're doing. Well,
Speaker 1: when we are loving and kind and compassionate people, it
Speaker 1: makes all of Heaven happy. And when we are cruel
Speaker 1: and selfish and manipulative, they're a little disappointed. They wish
Speaker 1: we would have chosen the path of love. And that
Speaker 1: message spoke such truth to my heart, and it was
Speaker 1: what I needed because as an engineer, I want evidence.
Speaker 1: I can't work on blind faith and believe something because
Speaker 1: some guy in a costume who we call a priest
Speaker 1: tells me to believe it. I needed evidence, and my
Speaker 1: guides and the spirits who are with me knew that
Speaker 1: that's what I needed, and so I just looked into
Speaker 1: one after another after another after another, and finally I
Speaker 1: was like, well, I got to tell people about this,
Speaker 1: just like you're telling people about it. So it's been
Speaker 1: a wonderful journey. Well. At first, what I was trying
Speaker 1: to do is match these near death experiences with my
Speaker 1: Christian faith, and it eventually became impossible because I would
Speaker 1: hear things like, well, this isn't your first time here.
Speaker 1: You have many lifetimes. And of course that should have
Speaker 1: been obvious because it's in the Bible, Jesus said, John
Speaker 1: the Baptist was Elijah, so you know it's in there.
Speaker 1: But the pattern was always the same. I would hear something,
Speaker 1: I would learn something new from these experiences, and I
Speaker 1: would say, no, this can't be true, and slowly I
Speaker 1: would accept it, and just as I was getting comfortable,
Speaker 1: they'd give me the next thing to take on. So
Speaker 1: the first one was like multiple lifetimes. I'm a spiritual counselor,
Speaker 1: and so now somebody comes up on the screen and
Speaker 1: I get flashes about their life. Not always, but I
Speaker 1: see things, and so now it's just the normal part
Speaker 1: of my life. My guide who speak to me on
Speaker 1: a daily basis, and psychic things and things like that.
Speaker 1: And just recently the psychic stuff saved my life. I
Speaker 1: was told to get out of the house where I
Speaker 1: was because I was in danger. It turned out it
Speaker 1: was true, so it just became a normal part of
Speaker 1: my life. But it's the same process that's still happening today.
Speaker 1: I deny it and then I get evidence and I
Speaker 1: finally accept it. A few of these near death experiences
Speaker 1: are shown glimpse of the future, and one of the
Speaker 1: things they said is there's going to be a new
Speaker 1: kind of politician in the future, and they're going to
Speaker 1: be gentle and soft spoken and rule from love and compare.
Speaker 1: And they will even call their opponent an opponent, they'll
Speaker 1: call them a colleague, and they'll say things like, well,
Speaker 1: Jim has these ideas, and you know, I think they'll
Speaker 1: work for these reasons. But I have these ideas and
Speaker 1: they may work better for these reasons. And I'm thinking, oh,
Speaker 1: that's never going to happen. Well, it will as the
Speaker 1: consciousness of humanity continues to rise. They're not going to
Speaker 1: stand for the power hungry politician. So when you're in
Speaker 1: a struggle to survive, and most of us, many of us,
Speaker 1: I would say, are in survival consciousness. You're trying to
Speaker 1: just pay the bills and get through the day without
Speaker 1: going crazy and without losing your mind. And when you're
Speaker 1: in survival consciousness, your creativity, your enthusiasm to do what
Speaker 1: you love to do, to make a beneficial contribution to humanity,
Speaker 1: to really do something that benefits society, that's set aside.
Speaker 1: I'm got to focus on surviving. And so when that
Speaker 1: need and struggle is over, it's amazing the creativity that
Speaker 1: comes out when we're not fighting each other, when we're
Speaker 1: not worried about this person's going to steal a rob
Speaker 1: from me. These lives are extremely challenging sometimes and sometimes
Speaker 1: you just feel like giving up. Just never give up.
Speaker 1: Hope good things are coming. Everything that we do down
Speaker 1: here on planet Earth has a purpose, and that purpose
Speaker 1: is always for our highest good, and we don't always
Speaker 1: see it. But the most important message I can leave
Speaker 1: number one, know that you are loved more than your
Speaker 1: human brain is capable of comprehending.