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Speaker 2: Welcome to the show, Stephanie Kraft. How you doing, Stephanie?

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Speaker 3: Oh, I'm doing well. Alex, how are you?

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Speaker 1: I'm doing very good. Thank you so much for coming

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on the show. Today's conversation with you. You have a lot

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of stuff going on, a lot of things have happened

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to you in your life. It's not just one thing

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or another, but it's all really connected, which is what

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I find fascinated about your life story. So before we

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get into conversations about your day job now, which is

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a life between lives hit a therapist that you've had

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a lot of stories and experiences and that and a healer,

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what I thought fascinating is do you start your story

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starts off as someone who was atheist, someone who had

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completely rejected God and Jesus. Can you talk to me

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a little bit about what caused you? You know, were

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you raised spiritually and then you rejected it? Where you

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just like this is ridiculous. What brought you to that place?

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Speaker 3: Okay, well, I my parents were Catholic. They did baptize

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us three kids, but we they didn't really raise us

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with any religion at all. They did attempt to bring

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us to church, to Mass, you know, Catholic Mass, but

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when you're a kid that's Latin, you know, it's a

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different language.

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Speaker 2: It's like, it is horrible. It's horrible.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. So I remember being in church thinking like or

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in general, like having this. I think I was born

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with this where I thought it was mythology. I didn't

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think it was, and then when I found out people

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actually believed it, I was like, people actually believe that.

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I thought it was just a story, you know, and

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it never nothing ever resonated with me, but not that

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I even knew anything. It's like there was no teaching

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my family had. There was never God was never mentioned.

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So even though they attempted to bring us to church

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when we were very little, I think that they thought

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we're doing the right thing, but it wasn't even embodied

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in them. And then they dropped it because my older

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sister refused to wear a dress and my mother wanted

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her to wear dresses when we went to church, and

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it was always this huge fight, and so they were

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like they gave up and we just never went and

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I was I'm talking like four, I was like maybe

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four or five, and that that was the end of it.

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So I had a general feeling of like God right,

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like God exists, but I had zero religion and I

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didn't believe in religion per se. So when I was ten,

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a friend of mine was murdered and unfortunately her mother

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killed her. And yeah, so I had just been slept

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over at her house and like I K you know

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I So when this happened, it literally shattered my entire

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world because when you're ten, you're you don't have this

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idea that a mother could kill her child, Like that's

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not in the realm of possible. So I remember walking

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home from school. I remember the exact moment where I was,

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because when this trauma happened in my life, everything that

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I thought was true was no longer true. And so

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I remember walking home from school and in my mind,

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I said to myself, I'm not believing in God anymore,

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because if that can happen, then there's definitely no God.

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That's a ten year old mind. And that was it.

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So from age ten, I was I would say agnostic

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or atheist until age twenty nine when I had a

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massive spiritual awakening. So do you want me to talk

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so how do you so? Nineteen years good amount

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of time. Yes, that this is all hogwash. This is ridiculous.

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Speaker 1: By the way, I am so sorry that you had

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to go through that at ten years old, because I

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can only imagine, because you're right at a ten year

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old experience, that doesn't cross your mind.

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Speaker 2: It's not even you know, bad things happen in the world,

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Speaker 1: I mean especially you know, depending on the generation you

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were raised in, you have TV, you hear things, we

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know the bad things happen in the world. But the

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concept of a mother killing a child at that's such

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a even it's a you it just didn't even it

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doesn't comprehend. It must have been completely earth shattering to

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you and that would throw you into you know, crisis

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of faith if you will, without question it did.

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Speaker 3: I mean I even asked my own mother if she

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would kill me, because now everything's on the table.

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Speaker 1: Right, So Mom, can we have a conversation and imagine and

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imagining that that also probably.

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Speaker 2: That probably shifted the way you reacted to the world.

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Speaker 1: Now your hold you're programming. The set of rules that

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are in your programming at this stage changes interactions with

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the entire reality that you have.

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Speaker 3: Correct one hundred percent. And I had PTSD. It's something

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that I didn't talk about because at ten you don't

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have the language for it and you don't get the

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help you need. It's just a fact like when things

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like this happened. So I was having you know, I

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was having interestsive thoughts of her, my friend's mom, killing me.

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would go to sleep every night where these aliens were

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coming into my third eye vision when I would close

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my eyes to go to sleep, they would visit me

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every night and it would I felt in terror. But

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now I'm thinking it might have been a spiritual family

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reaching out to comfort me. But I didn't know that,

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and I willed them to go away eventually, and they

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finally did. But I was having terror every single day

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in specific instances, one of them going to sleep, and

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then another one when the when I would imagine her

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coming to kill me, So, you know, and yes, it

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did shatter my entire reality, my entire world, my worldview,

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every absolutely everything I retreated into my mind because it

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was so shocking and that I couldn't process it. I

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couldn't understand why. And my big question was why? Why? Why?

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and that cut off my actual you know, processing of

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the trauma or feeling and which opened up later on

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in my life. And so, but the question has always

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been why. But that, let you know, like flowed over

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into you know, my adulthood of where do we go

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when we die? You know, what happens when we die?

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Speaker 1: And then I imagined that just as a young adult,

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relationships must have been difficult and you might have been

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guarded against having relationships or even friendships or because again

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everything is on the table, like at any time something

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could happen.

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Speaker 2: It's that kind of traumas.

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Speaker 1: And imagine no one was around helping you process this

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trauma or identify find this trauma.

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Speaker 2: So this was all you dealing.

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Speaker 3: With it.

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Speaker 2: Ten percent one percent on my own, right, So.

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Speaker 1: This again just moving forward, and I find it fascinating

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because a lot of people go through trauma, especially young trauma,

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especially with our parents, and I will talk about your

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parents later on, because I've heard, I've heard the choices

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you've made in life between lives to choose the situation.

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really skew our perspective on humanity, on our reality, what

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we think is possible, what the potential of dangers is.

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It's pretty fascinating and going through from such a young

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age ten to twenty nine, it's almost two decades of

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this kind of thought pattern.

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Speaker 2: So what was it?

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Speaker 1: Because I have to imagine something pretty large had to

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come in other than it wasn't in your death experience,

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I don't think. So it's something you had to come

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in and just because I'm I and this is my

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and tell me if I'm wrong. From my personal experience,

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the universe was probably tapping you on the shoulder, probably

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for a while, spiritual taps like hey, no, no, I

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know you had some rough times, but no, this is real. No, no, here,

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I'm like, no, here's an example of faith, or here's

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an example of the other side, or and you were

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like having none of it till finally the universe's tap tap, tap, whisper, whisper,

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sledgehammer across the head, and I think what you're about

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to talk about is a sledgehammer across the head.

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Speaker 3: Yes, So those taps really did not start until the

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year two thousand, when I was twenty nine, because I

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think my soul just let me okay, go ahead, live

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FROs like asleep and then boom. In the year two

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thousand was when it happened. And so the first thing

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that happened was.

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Speaker 3: My friend said you should get a psychic reading. And

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I was like, why would you even waste your money

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on something like that? It's fake? But you know, I

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thought you were an intelligent woman. What are you doing?

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And she said and she said, no, Stephanie, let me

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lend you my tape. And back then it was the

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cassette tapes. So the guy records it. So I went home,

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I listened to it, and he literally read everything about

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her things he could not have possibly known. So I said, okay, okay,

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I'll make an appointment. So I made the appointment with him,

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and I was skeptical. I didn't believe in anything, and

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I told him, you know, I said, I'm just not

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going to really say much because I'm kind of testing

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you because I don't believe in this really. But he

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was very cool and you know about it all, and

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he read my heart and soul in such a way

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that nobody could ever know. And he said to me, Stephanie,

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you're a healer and a teacher. And it resonated in

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my soul and in my heart because I had been

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delving deeply into you know, maybe I should become an acupuncturist.

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I want to help people at a very deep level.

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I knew that already, and when he said healer, I

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was like, ding, ding, ding, you know this is true.

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and soul, it actually bursted me wide open. It was

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my catalyst for my spiritual awakening. I mean, I was

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blown away. I didn't under I was like, if he

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can know things, then there's so much more. And that

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night when I was trying to sleep, I didn't sleep

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the entire night. I had my eyes closed and all

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I could see was the universe. I was seeing in

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my third eye, the entire universe because it had busted

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wide open and I was there now I was seeing it.

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It was my first the catalyst of my spiritual awakening.

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And then it was the tap tap tap. Things were happening,

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but boom boom, boom boom. That year, in rapid succession,

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I was having major health problems. I don't want to

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get into that because it's not really integral to the story.

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don't know. Then then my father was actually diagnosed with

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terminal cancer. But something else happened prior to that, which

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was a meeting with his soul. I don't know, if

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Speaker 2: Talk, Yeah, how did you How did you meet your

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father's soul?

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Speaker 3: So I didn't nobody knew he had cancer, he didn't know.

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my sleep time and I don't call it a dream

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because it was It was a spiritual experience. His soul

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was before me. And my father was a psychologist and

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he was very into his work, which I don't blame him.

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and he, you know, very intellectually focused, but he kind

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of forgot about his family, so he didn't really pay

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much attention to us. He was emotionally disconnected and distant.

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So he was there as the father and my mom's husband,

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but not really interacting much, just you know, working all

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the time. So in this experience, his soul was standing

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before me, and I like, I had this rage that

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I didn't know I had, and it came out of me.

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And you know how in those experiences it's really telepathic,

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but the rage poured out of me almost. I compare

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it to like a fire breathing dragon, because it's just

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pouring out and it was a rage that's not humanly possible.

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And I said to him in this I said, Dad,

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you were never there for me. You never touched me,

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never gave me affection, never said I love you. You did

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nothing for me as a father, nothing. And he stood

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there with such innocence on his face and shock because

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he did and I could read him fully. He didn't

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know that his behavior actually had an effect on others.

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That was new to him. He had no clue. He

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was just living his life, and you know, and maybe

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because he thought he was giving so much in service

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that was his role. Great kudos to you, but you

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have three kids and a wife. But anyway, so I

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so he he had so much innocence, so much like

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I'm sorry, and the innocence was so pure, the benevolence

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was so strong, and the not wanting to do harm.

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And when I saw all of that in him, it

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was an immediate forgiveness, like like a forgiveness of let

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that there's nothing to forgive. There is nothing to forgive,

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and what we have between us is pure, unconditional love.

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And it was in an instant it all washed away.

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We had unconditional love between us, and that was it.

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And I woke up with that. And two months later

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he was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and I dropped everything.

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I was living in Denver, Colorado. I'm from Washington, d C.

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I dropped everything as fast as I could, and I

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moved home to take care of him. And so I'm

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having these profound spiritual experiences. I'm having my awakening, and

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then I go home to take care of him. He's

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in the death process, having his spiritual awakening. So we

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got to travel along in that way for five months.

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He died five months later, but we had that time together,

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and the words weren't spoken. I never said anything to

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him about my experience with our souls, but the healing

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that had happened between our souls manifested in life between us,

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where it was pure, unconditional love and beautiful bonding and

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no words needed to be spoken, but the love was

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just there and it was what a gift.

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Speaker 2: That's beautiful, That's really beautiful. I like to hear your

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perspective on the soul family.

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Speaker 1: And because that's talk we talk about soul family and

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the show a bunch, but I want to hear your

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perspective on it and why we choose the parents that

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we are brought into this life with, because most people

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listening going I didn't choose my parents, but you did,

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uh better or worse so, and you didn't have you had,

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from my understanding a little bit, it wasn't a lovely,

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you know, wonderful as as you just stated with your father, lovely, supportive,

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wonderful upbringing as a child. There were some ups and downs.

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So can you explain to them what a soul family

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is and why you chose your family and the purpose

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of that.

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Speaker 3: Right so soul family would be soul mates in a

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soul group. So and as souls, we like to travel

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together with these members of our soul family to learn

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to teach each other. We decide before we incarnate what

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role we'll play for each other and what we hope

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to learn from that, and so we get we get

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to incarnate with these members of our soul group. And

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if we have a you know, sole group of I

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don't know, one hundred souls, we might incarnate with four,

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you know in a lifetime, or six or ten or

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one you know. But other souls that we know might

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also be in like nearby soul groups, so we know

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them too. But that's my understanding. And not everybody in

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your family is necessarily in your soul group. For example,

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my father is because I had a life between Lives

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hypno therapy session once and I asked who's in my

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soul family and I saw my father, But I don't

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necessarily think my mother is. Although I think we do

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incarnate together with certain with these souls for learning, and

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we do choose our parents because we want to experience

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things that will challenge us and stretch us and help

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us to better some of the themes that we're working on,

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whether it's forgiveness or unconditional love, or compassion, or standing

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up for ourselves or setting boundaries. You know, the list

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goes on.

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Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

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and now back to the show. So can you explain

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to somebody who's listening who's had an abusive family, abusive

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parents who made their life a living hell, how could

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I have ever chosen that to exist in this life?

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Speaker 3: So I think that right now a lot of souls

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are stopping the toxic, abusive cycles in families. So I

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think that if somebody is born and they're completely different

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from their parents, they're not abusive, they're not toxic, they're

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not as dysfunctional, but they do go through that trauma

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with their parents, and then they decide to raise their

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children differently or have a different kind of relationship with

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their spouse or people in general, that they are stopping

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that karma, that ancestral line of toxicity. So I think

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that's one role that a lot of people play. I

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did have an experience with my mother's higher self that

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showed me why I chose her. She is a narcissist,

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and I actually went no contact with her fourteen years ago.

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But one day, I was driving in my car and

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all this was the only time I've ever I ever

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had an encounter with her higher self. Her higher self

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just quickly swooped in, like by the driver's window. I'm driving,

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and she visited me. And when I when I felt

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her come to me, I felt love from her for

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the first time in my life. And that told me, Wow,

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I've never felt love from my mother at all, not

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for one second until that moment, because that was the

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moment I felt it for the first time. So it

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was from her soul. And she said to me only

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one thing. She said, I wanted you to be in

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your power. So I got that. She was my bully,

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you know. And she and I had to stand up

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for myself and become strong and create boundaries and speak

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up for myself. For whatever reason, maybe I hadn't done

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that in a past life. I have no idea, but

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I had been told by a healer once because I

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was in the Holocaust that in another lifetime, and I

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was told, your mother was the one who I was

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killed in the gas chamber. But she's the one who

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kind of like operated it and killed me. Oh so

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who knows. I don't have a direct memory of I

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have memories of that lifetime, but not of her being there.

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But I believe it. That's a whole other story.

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Speaker 1: That's an another story. Can I ask you, growing up with,

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as you just stated, a mother who doesn't who dinniverse

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showed you really affection, and a father who was detached

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from you, how you process and then you had the

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ten year old trauma? How did you process the childhood

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without this?

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Speaker 2: You know?

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Speaker 1: Because I was raised in a fairly loving relationship, very

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very loving family.

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Speaker 2: Yeah we had issues.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, there's up and downs and the all sorts of

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drama that we all all pall families do.

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Speaker 2: But generally speaking, I can never say that I wasn't loved.

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I was loved.

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Speaker 1: So I'm curious how, because I'm sure other people listening

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have gone through this, how did you process? How did

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you function through life without this?

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Speaker 3: I really did retreat into my mind a lot, trying

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to figure things out and being overly analytical. And I

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think that's a trauma response, and I think a lot

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of people can relate to that, And it was really

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about raising myself and so I'm glad I have that

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highly analytical mind because I used it in my work

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and I can understand people very well. But yeah, it

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was really about an inner strength and inner will to

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like keep going. I think it has to do with

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your soul, you know, getting really in alignment with your

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soul and just getting through it and being strong and

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and choosing to be loving, you know, taking that example

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and saying I'm going to be the most loving, forgiving,

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wonderful person. I mean I was already born that way.

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We're born really pretty much with our personality and soul,

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you know, soul essence, and that was who I've always been,

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and that helped me get through it. And you don't

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know when you're a child that it that it is dysfunctional.

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I thought I had the greatest family and that we

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were perfect. It wasn't until a little bit later that

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I realized, oh my god, that was highly abusive. Actually

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I was abused, you know, so, but yeah, it's it's

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an inner strength I think that gets people through it,

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and then a determination to do well, to do to

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be your best self.

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Speaker 1: Really, so my research on you, you also had an

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experience or a couple of experiences with Yeshua or Jesus

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as he's known. I love to hear and I always

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I always joke Jesus is the hardest, hardest working man

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in show business because he's always on their death experiences.

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He's always saying he does a lot of stuff. You know,

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Shiva never hear that much Buddha and barely hear about that.

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They do come in, by the way, I do. Hear

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them from other people's stories, but generally speak. I guess

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because we're in the West, basically raised as a Christian country,

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Jesus is working heavy, heavy over here. So when what

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was your first experience, your spiritual experience with Jesus.

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Speaker 3: This is something I hesitate to say, but since I'm

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opening my mouth now, I'll just share. I had a

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dream in which it's the only dream that I know

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I have had with my spirit guide. And my spirit

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guide came to me and said you are Jesus. And

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I said no, no, no, no, no no, and he

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said no, you are Jesus. And I went like this,

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and I was like, Okay, there can be no ego

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in knowing about this. But then when I woke up,

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I was like, okay, let me try to analyze this.

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I'm a healer, I'm a way shower, I'm all about love.

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And forgiven. Okay, Okay, I get it. I'm one walking

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the path. I've been abused in the past, I know, resurrected.

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So but then that was a first. But then shortly

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after that, I had this experience where okay, wait, I

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didn't believe in him.

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Speaker 2: By the way, is this so this is pre twenty nine?

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Speaker 3: This is okay? So with my spiritual awakening, it was

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a spiritual awakening, but not yet on board with Jesus.

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Speaker 2: I was like, because he's still attached to religion, so

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there it is.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I was like, I still don't believe in that.

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Speaker 2: I believe in everything else, but not this, dude.

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Speaker 3: Angels are real. I don't know about Jesus.

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Speaker 1: That's religious religious programming you still had in your head

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from being a Catholic.

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Speaker 2: Trust me, I'm a recovering Catholic myself.

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Speaker 3: Well, I didn't have any religious programming in this lifetime. Zero.

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When I say my parents tried to take us to church,

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I don't remember a word of it. And there was

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no religion in my upbringing.

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Speaker 1: So so you wasn't programming, but you knew that Jesus

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was part of You didn't even remember that Jesus was

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part of the Catholic Church.

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Speaker 3: I thought it was a.

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Speaker 2: Myth got it? So he was still but he was attached.

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Speaker 3: All religion is mythology. It's not real, got it?

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Speaker 2: Fair enough? Fair enough? Okay? So when so when Jesus

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shows up, how does it happen?

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Speaker 3: So Jesus, I guess he really wanted me to believe

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in him because he his spirit, his essence, his being

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embodied in me for two weeks. It was just this

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sudden thing that happened where I didn't tell anybody, but

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I could feel it the whole time. His words were

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not stop going through my mind, just speaking the whole time.

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And I would I there was a radiance coming out

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of me that I don't think anybody could see, but

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I could feel it and know it. And I would

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look in the mirror to see it, and I would

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see the radiance of Him coming through my eyes and

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all around me when I would look, and it was

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just a NonStop embodiment of Jesus for those two weeks.

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And that was profound. That was just one you know,

478
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the experiences.

479
00:29:30,359 --> 00:29:31,359
Speaker 2: Well, let me ask you this.

480
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Speaker 1: You know, being such an analytical person, being, you know,

481
00:29:35,839 --> 00:29:40,680
concrete mind person, when this started to happen to you.

482
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,079
At what point did you decide to go public with this,

483
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,400
come out of the spiritual closet, because I had imagine

484
00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:54,559
with your friends, colleagues, even family members, whoever. I mean,

485
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,680
what we're talking about, Well, clear room.

486
00:30:00,039 --> 00:30:02,480
Speaker 3: I don't talk about it every day. Now, you don't

487
00:30:02,519 --> 00:30:05,440
lead with it privately, but you know, being on here,

488
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:06,279
it's a little.

489
00:30:06,759 --> 00:30:07,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly.

490
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,920
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

491
00:30:15,519 --> 00:30:16,799
and now back to the show.

492
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Speaker 3: But when I it happened in approximately two thousand and

493
00:30:22,279 --> 00:30:25,319
seven or six, I'm not sure that you're six seven eight.

494
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:30,960
And then I was on this spiritual forum, private private

495
00:30:31,559 --> 00:30:34,279
group that you had to pay membership. So I was,

496
00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:36,359
and there was a large group of people in this

497
00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:40,759
spiritual community, and I one day decided, you know what,

498
00:30:40,799 --> 00:30:42,759
I'm just going to write about my experience. I've never

499
00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:46,440
told anybody, this is a safe place. I typed it

500
00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:48,359
out and I just a little bit. I told you.

501
00:30:48,559 --> 00:30:50,599
That's that's all I had to say about it. And

502
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:55,759
two other women wrote replied and said the same thing

503
00:30:55,839 --> 00:30:58,559
happened to them, and it was also for two weeks,

504
00:30:59,279 --> 00:31:02,480
and I was wow. I was amazed that that had happened,

505
00:31:02,799 --> 00:31:07,559
and then it wasn't until years later. I have a

506
00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:12,119
YouTube channel, and I decided something nudged me. The only

507
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:14,960
way I make videos is when my higher self pushes

508
00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:18,720
me to talk about something. I don't do it unless

509
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:21,480
that happens, and that was what was happening, talk about

510
00:31:21,519 --> 00:31:25,000
your Jesus experiences. So I was like, Okay, other people

511
00:31:25,039 --> 00:31:27,200
have done it. I've seen them do it. That means

512
00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:30,119
it's okay. And if I do it, then other people

513
00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,599
will say, oh, she did it, it's okay, so that

514
00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:36,680
more people, because look, I'm not the only one. A

515
00:31:36,759 --> 00:31:40,079
lot of people have Jesus experiences. Then they're probably afraid

516
00:31:40,079 --> 00:31:42,240
to talk about it. So I went ahead and made

517
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:47,480
videos called my Jesus Experiences. And that was I don't know,

518
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:52,000
maybe around I don't know, twenty seventeen, eighteen nineteen, around

519
00:31:52,079 --> 00:31:53,240
that time, I don't know when.

520
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Speaker 1: So how did people around you deal with this information

521
00:31:57,960 --> 00:31:59,039
when it came out?

522
00:31:59,200 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 3: Well, I'm lucky because my entire realm of friends are

523
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:10,160
like me, so it was like, oh, that's cool, let

524
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,960
me talk about mine.

525
00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:16,000
Speaker 2: Gotcha? Gotcha.

526
00:32:16,039 --> 00:32:18,359
Speaker 1: So at this stage in life, you're surrounded with yourself

527
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:21,480
with like minded people, so it wasn't ass awkward as

528
00:32:21,519 --> 00:32:25,559
it would have been in your early life if that

529
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:26,440
would have come out.

530
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 2: Okay, So I wanted to talk.

531
00:32:30,079 --> 00:32:33,119
Speaker 1: To you also about your pre birth communication with your son.

532
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:37,480
Now we've talked about pre birth communications pre birth experiences

533
00:32:38,319 --> 00:32:41,119
on the show a lot. Do you remember, by the way,

534
00:32:41,119 --> 00:32:44,720
do you have any pre birth experiences of remembering choosing

535
00:32:45,119 --> 00:32:49,319
the soul blueprint, the life blueprint, your parents, any of

536
00:32:49,319 --> 00:32:52,440
that stuff, and then also then going into this pre

537
00:32:52,559 --> 00:32:53,960
birth communication with your son.

538
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:58,920
Speaker 3: So I don't personally have any memories pre birth memories myself.

539
00:33:00,079 --> 00:33:04,160
The pre birth communication with my son happened not well.

540
00:33:04,759 --> 00:33:07,480
One of them was not directly through me, but through

541
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:12,839
an energy healer. So I was when I was pregnant.

542
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:14,960
I was over at someone's house and she had a

543
00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:18,960
baby named book, and I looked through the book to

544
00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:22,119
say which I named my son when he was born.

545
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:26,279
I don't know. So I opened the book and there's Adonis,

546
00:33:26,359 --> 00:33:30,319
and Adonis, as we knows Greek god means handsome, and

547
00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:33,200
I chuckled. I didn't. I was alone actually at this

548
00:33:33,359 --> 00:33:36,599
in this moment looking at the book, and I chuckled

549
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,519
inwardly like that would be so ridiculous if I named

550
00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:43,400
my son Adonis. And the next day I had a

551
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:46,000
session with this energy healer over the phone and she

552
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:50,400
was able to communicate with my son his soul. So

553
00:33:50,519 --> 00:33:52,640
this was like a thing that had been happening. And

554
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:55,559
I didn't say anything to her. I was just listening

555
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:59,200
to whatever she was saying. And she said, your son,

556
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:04,279
your baby is laughing and he's saying, you should name

557
00:34:04,319 --> 00:34:09,800
me a Donnis. So I realized in that moment that

558
00:34:10,519 --> 00:34:14,199
my that that the soul of my baby was able

559
00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:19,760
to read my thoughts, knew what I was thinking. Wow,

560
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:21,639
that was pretty mind blowing.

561
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:26,239
Speaker 2: That's amazing. And did you name your son a Donna's.

562
00:34:29,159 --> 00:34:30,599
Speaker 3: He is very handsome though?

563
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:39,039
Speaker 2: That is that is funny. So you also had a

564
00:34:39,079 --> 00:34:41,639
walk in experience as well.

565
00:34:41,719 --> 00:34:44,079
Speaker 1: Now when you said it sounded like the Jesus experience

566
00:34:44,159 --> 00:34:47,559
was a walking experience in a way as well. Can

567
00:34:47,559 --> 00:34:51,119
you explain to people what a walk in is and

568
00:34:51,159 --> 00:34:52,639
then explain your experience if you do?

569
00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:56,039
Speaker 3: Mind okay, So there are a couple of different kinds

570
00:34:56,039 --> 00:34:59,440
of walk ins. One of the very common kinds that

571
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,480
maybe you people might know about it if they know

572
00:35:01,519 --> 00:35:04,880
about a walk in, is that there's a soul the

573
00:35:04,960 --> 00:35:09,920
person is maybe wants to commit suicide, they're going through

574
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:12,760
major trauma, they want to exit this lifetime. But on

575
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:16,559
the soul plane, there's an agreement made with another soul

576
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:19,400
to trade, so it's like, Okay, I'm going to leave

577
00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:21,480
and your soul is going to come in a different

578
00:35:21,519 --> 00:35:25,559
soul and inhabit this body to continue this life. So

579
00:35:25,639 --> 00:35:29,719
that's a soul like a switch of the soul in exchange.

580
00:35:30,119 --> 00:35:32,880
That did not happen to me, but and I didn't

581
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,239
have any there was no trauma happening at the time.

582
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:40,159
For me. Mine was the other kind, where an aspect

583
00:35:40,199 --> 00:35:43,519
of your higher self comes in to be embodied that

584
00:35:43,559 --> 00:35:46,559
hasn't been here before, and it feels like a walk in.

585
00:35:46,679 --> 00:35:49,880
It's it is a walk in, because when that happened

586
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,880
to me, I didn't know that that's what had happened yet.

587
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:59,159
But I was literally looking through new eyes, and I

588
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:03,440
was looking around at humans, and in my mind, I

589
00:36:03,519 --> 00:36:07,000
was calling them humans, and I knew I wasn't one

590
00:36:07,119 --> 00:36:09,639
because I was brand new here. That aspect of my

591
00:36:09,719 --> 00:36:13,920
soul was just here new for the first time, looking

592
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:17,599
at the humans and just saying, look at all these humans,

593
00:36:17,639 --> 00:36:21,440
and I was observing them as different, you know, foreigners

594
00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:26,280
to me, and everything changed. Then I would say my

595
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:30,800
vibration changed to such a degree that I changed, But

596
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:35,960
it wasn't that noticeable probably, I mean, it wasn't like

597
00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:39,960
I was acting differently, But that was an internal shift.

598
00:36:40,039 --> 00:36:44,880
And I started reading spiritual books as if they were food,

599
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,639
you know, just devouring book after book after books. So

600
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:52,199
this was another layer of a massive spiritual awakening. My

601
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:56,880
spiritual awakening started in two thousand, and it was continuing

602
00:36:58,079 --> 00:37:03,159
rapidly on going all these years with massive experiences that

603
00:37:03,280 --> 00:37:07,079
just kept happening. So that was how that walking went.

604
00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:10,119
Speaker 1: But so this walk, so but it wasn't a permanent

605
00:37:10,119 --> 00:37:12,559
obviously walking, because I've heard of permanent walking.

606
00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:13,760
Speaker 3: It was permanent.

607
00:37:14,079 --> 00:37:16,360
Speaker 1: So this is so this is the soul that you're

608
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:19,360
talking to now with me, right now, is the soul

609
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:19,920
that jumped in.

610
00:37:20,559 --> 00:37:25,360
Speaker 3: So the it's my being, my soul that was already

611
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:30,679
here stayed, and this new aspect came in and integrated.

612
00:37:31,599 --> 00:37:32,840
Speaker 2: Okay, so it's an integration.

613
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,119
Speaker 1: But I've heard of stories where like one soul just

614
00:37:35,239 --> 00:37:38,360
leaves correct and another one just picks up the bodies,

615
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:39,760
like hey, I'll take this one if you know, if

616
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:41,840
no one's using it, I'll take this one and we'll

617
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:42,360
go from here.

618
00:37:42,679 --> 00:37:45,559
Speaker 3: That is yeah, And that's the first example I gave

619
00:37:45,599 --> 00:37:48,480
of what people generally think of as a walk in,

620
00:37:48,559 --> 00:37:51,519
and that I think is a more massive change, even

621
00:37:51,559 --> 00:37:52,880
though mine was pretty.

622
00:37:52,719 --> 00:37:54,480
Speaker 2: Big, pretty big as well.

623
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:59,280
Speaker 1: With all your experience as a hypnotherapist, I'd love to

624
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:03,199
hear your thoughts on near death experiences and what.

625
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:06,000
Speaker 2: Why they happen.

626
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:11,239
Speaker 1: And the purpose of why they're happening, and use your

627
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:14,119
take on them in general from all your spiritual experiences

628
00:38:14,119 --> 00:38:16,639
and also your experiences life between lives and all that

629
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:17,320
kind of stuff.

630
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:21,440
Speaker 3: Well, it's a it's such an interesting question because because

631
00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:23,679
I do the life between lives hypno therapy and then

632
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:27,599
I have been studying NDEs for probably twenty years or more,

633
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,920
and then so there's an overlap, meaning that both are

634
00:38:33,039 --> 00:38:35,800
discovering what it's like on the other side and then

635
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:38,880
coming back to tell And I think that people are

636
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:43,079
having NDEs nowadays, and they're and they're so public now.

637
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:48,079
People like your show and others are allowing people platforms

638
00:38:48,119 --> 00:38:50,719
to talk about their endes. And I think it's so

639
00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:56,639
big right now because it's a deeper teaching for humanity

640
00:38:57,519 --> 00:39:01,199
about ours, about ourselves, and that it must be that

641
00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:05,719
the times that we're in is allowing for the consciousness

642
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:10,679
to accept it and integrate it, and then it's broadening

643
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:19,400
our consciousness and helping us evolve spiritually as people, as souls,

644
00:39:19,519 --> 00:39:24,920
as humanity. So I think that it's so prevalent before that.

645
00:39:25,079 --> 00:39:28,639
I think that these people have volunteered to have these

646
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:34,360
traumatic and profound experiences and come back and share in service.

647
00:39:34,519 --> 00:39:38,000
And I'm sure they know that because if they're you know,

648
00:39:38,079 --> 00:39:43,519
willing to talk about it and openly, it is service

649
00:39:43,599 --> 00:39:46,400
to humanity. So I really do think it's about our

650
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,280
evolution as humans.

651
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:55,800
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, it is a pretty traumatic event dying

652
00:39:57,119 --> 00:40:00,559
as a general statement, Why do you I think that

653
00:40:01,159 --> 00:40:05,519
certain souls need that kind of wake up call or

654
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:09,400
needs that experience to continue their evolution in this life,

655
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:13,920
because it's pretty much the most extreme way to wake

656
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:14,280
you up.

657
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:15,880
Speaker 2: In my opinion, there is not.

658
00:40:16,039 --> 00:40:20,159
Speaker 1: I don't foresee any other thing that's more intense than

659
00:40:20,159 --> 00:40:21,719
a near death experience.

660
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:25,360
Speaker 2: So I'd love to hear your thoughts on that.

661
00:40:27,119 --> 00:40:29,599
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

662
00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:34,480
and now back to the show.

663
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:40,239
Speaker 3: I do. I agree with you, and I think it

664
00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:44,079
is for these people to come back as teachers and

665
00:40:44,159 --> 00:40:50,440
way showers because humanity needs it. Humanity's consciousness is very

666
00:40:50,519 --> 00:40:56,920
low and it it and it's time to raise it up.

667
00:40:57,039 --> 00:41:03,920
And through these teachings people coming back and sharing. I

668
00:41:04,039 --> 00:41:07,239
really think it's part of the raising of the consciousness

669
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:10,559
of humanity. And I think that they have been willing

670
00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:14,880
to go through that on a on a for the collective.

671
00:41:15,199 --> 00:41:17,440
So on a personal level, everybody's going to have their

672
00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:20,800
own individual reasons. It's going to be a catalyst for

673
00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:24,599
their life, for their for people around them. And then

674
00:41:24,679 --> 00:41:28,679
on a collective level when they share it's it's really

675
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:32,519
it can cause I think their stories can cause spiritual

676
00:41:32,559 --> 00:41:33,719
awakenings for others.

677
00:41:35,079 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, do you think because we've

678
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:41,039
had spiritual teachings and spiritual masters will walk the earth

679
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:46,840
for thousands of years, Jesus being one of them, Buddha Shiva,

680
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:48,639
you know, we could go on and on with so

681
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:50,840
many different spiritual masters.

682
00:41:51,519 --> 00:41:57,119
Speaker 2: It seems now though these little stories of near death experiences,

683
00:41:57,119 --> 00:41:58,760
of your spiritual awakenings, of.

684
00:41:59,119 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 1: These stories are acting as a like many many arms

685
00:42:06,079 --> 00:42:09,199
of a spiritual master. So in other words, if Jesus

686
00:42:09,199 --> 00:42:12,440
showed back up today, I don't know how it's going

687
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:15,519
to be a difficult cell in today's world. It's just

688
00:42:15,559 --> 00:42:19,199
going to be a difficult cell. But if those teachings

689
00:42:19,199 --> 00:42:22,480
can be diluted, or it's not diluted, but spread out

690
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,480
throughout hundreds of thousands of hundreds of thousands of people

691
00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:29,360
all talking about the same kind of teachings from their

692
00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:32,920
perspectives when near death experience or spiritual awakening, things like that,

693
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:34,599
that's also raising the consciousness.

694
00:42:34,599 --> 00:42:36,760
Speaker 2: Because when Jesus showed up, he raised.

695
00:42:36,480 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 1: The consciousness of humanity. When Buddha showed up, he raised it.

696
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,840
When Confucius showed up, he raised it. And so many

697
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:44,760
other spiritual masters who walk the earth, and there are

698
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:47,519
spiritual masters right now walking the earth who are raising

699
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:51,119
consciousness as well. But it has to be done differently

700
00:42:51,159 --> 00:42:52,440
than it was two thousand years ago.

701
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:53,199
Speaker 2: Would you agree?

702
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:57,400
Speaker 3: Oh? I agree completely, And I think that you're touching

703
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:02,039
on this, that these people who have NDEs who come

704
00:43:02,079 --> 00:43:06,360
back and share that is a you know, it's like

705
00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:12,079
literally the teaching of Jesus, the teachings of Jesus coming

706
00:43:12,159 --> 00:43:16,440
through multitudes of people to spread the word, you know,

707
00:43:16,639 --> 00:43:20,880
what he tried to do, which you know has gotten

708
00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:21,639
a bit muddled.

709
00:43:22,039 --> 00:43:24,159
Speaker 2: I mean very kind.

710
00:43:24,719 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 3: I'm a fan of Jesus's teachings and unfortunately, you know,

711
00:43:30,639 --> 00:43:33,079
it gets lost in religion, but those of us who

712
00:43:33,119 --> 00:43:37,480
are not religious can really embrace his teachings, his words.

713
00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:42,400
And now with the NDE, you know, people, they are

714
00:43:42,519 --> 00:43:47,079
now spreading the same messages on a wide scale, and

715
00:43:47,159 --> 00:43:51,079
it's coming from everyday people where it's easy to take

716
00:43:51,119 --> 00:43:55,880
it in and really absorb it. And nobody is trying

717
00:43:56,000 --> 00:44:00,159
to well Jesus didn't try this either, but nobody is

718
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:03,360
trying to stand on a pedestal and be a way

719
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:08,440
shower or a teacher. They're just sharing personal experience, you know,

720
00:44:08,519 --> 00:44:11,280
and they're not preaching anything to any anybody.

721
00:44:12,039 --> 00:44:14,239
Speaker 1: And that's the way it has to kind of come

722
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,440
out in today's world, because if you, like I said,

723
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:22,679
if a Jesus character showed up on this world stage,

724
00:44:23,519 --> 00:44:25,639
it just I mean, I don't even it just wouldn't

725
00:44:25,679 --> 00:44:28,679
work in the way did two thousand years ago.

726
00:44:29,679 --> 00:44:31,880
Speaker 2: It just wouldn't work. But I think you're absolutely right.

727
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:36,360
Speaker 1: These these these experiences, and by the way, there's out

728
00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:41,199
of body experiencers there's channelers, there's near death experiences, there's

729
00:44:41,199 --> 00:44:45,840
psychic mediums. There's so many different messengers of this message

730
00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:49,519
out there that it's the only way that I can

731
00:44:49,599 --> 00:44:51,719
kind of get out today. And then there's shows like

732
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:55,400
mine and others who are putting it out into a ward.

733
00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:57,360
You know, because near death experiences, unless they have a

734
00:44:57,360 --> 00:45:01,559
marketing background or have a platform general, don't they just

735
00:45:01,559 --> 00:45:03,039
write a book and hopefully.

736
00:45:02,639 --> 00:45:03,440
Speaker 2: Some people will read it.

737
00:45:04,119 --> 00:45:08,719
Speaker 1: But with YouTube, with podcasting, with these kinds of shows,

738
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:12,440
it is spreading to millions and millions, tens of millions

739
00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:17,079
of people, hundreds of millions of people a month, if

740
00:45:17,119 --> 00:45:20,840
not billions of people a month, And that's very, very powerful.

741
00:45:22,039 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 3: It's powerful, and it's exciting.

742
00:45:25,679 --> 00:45:29,159
Speaker 1: Because do you agree that it is our consciousness is raising?

743
00:45:29,320 --> 00:45:32,599
I mean, yes, it's been low. The lowest I think

744
00:45:32,679 --> 00:45:34,599
was the Dark Ages. I think that was where we peaked.

745
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:36,760
That was the bottom of the barrel. I think then

746
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,079
we started to come back up. So even in the

747
00:45:39,119 --> 00:45:40,800
last hundred years, you know, if we look at the

748
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:45,079
way we treated women one hundred years ago, or people

749
00:45:45,079 --> 00:45:47,400
in general one hundreds of or slavery one hundred years ago,

750
00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:51,320
or any of these big concepts like these are barbarians.

751
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:52,960
One hundred years from now, we're going to look back

752
00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:54,159
and say the same thing about ourselves.

753
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:58,880
Speaker 2: Now, you used to do what to your food for profit?

754
00:46:00,119 --> 00:46:02,760
What did you do to your people? What you had wars?

755
00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:05,599
I hope that's a conversation they're having in one hundred

756
00:46:05,679 --> 00:46:11,559
years in not five hundred years, right, So, Jessa, I

757
00:46:11,559 --> 00:46:13,039
also I'd love to hear your point of view.

758
00:46:13,199 --> 00:46:15,360
Speaker 1: There is a lot of craziness going on in the

759
00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:18,639
world today, we feel it at least, and this great

760
00:46:18,679 --> 00:46:21,440
consciousness is, you know, this rise of human consciousness. It's

761
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:24,400
also happening because these conversations are happening in a public forum,

762
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:27,760
which they didn't ten years ago. Honestly, fifteen years ago,

763
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:30,679
it really didn't happen. So there is something happening. But

764
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,920
yet at the same time, we're having ancient wars of

765
00:46:35,079 --> 00:46:38,239
ancient arguments that are still going on, and we're having

766
00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:42,639
you know, wars about land again and all these kinds

767
00:46:42,639 --> 00:46:44,360
of things that we're like, really is this going on?

768
00:46:44,719 --> 00:46:48,639
So how do you how do you coincide those those

769
00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:50,559
two energies from your point of view.

770
00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:53,159
Speaker 3: That's it. That's a really tough one because it feels

771
00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:57,480
so ancient, like you're saying that to have war now

772
00:46:57,519 --> 00:47:01,400
in this day and age, it seems so foreign and wrong.

773
00:47:01,519 --> 00:47:05,960
And it must be that there's almost a split splitting

774
00:47:06,079 --> 00:47:09,400
of consciousness on the planet because there's some really low

775
00:47:09,519 --> 00:47:12,440
vibrational things happening, and then there are people like us

776
00:47:12,480 --> 00:47:16,519
having these conversations which we couldn't even fathom war. It

777
00:47:16,559 --> 00:47:19,480
doesn't even it's not part of our consciousness, it doesn't

778
00:47:19,519 --> 00:47:23,159
make sense. But yet it's happening on the same planet.

779
00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:29,960
So I think that there's a massive group raising consciousness

780
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:36,440
and that people on Earth are having a variety of

781
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:41,519
experiences at the level of where their consciousness is. And

782
00:47:41,559 --> 00:47:44,800
in a lot of cases, for war, that's going to

783
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,000
because spiritual awakenings for many, you know, millions of people

784
00:47:49,159 --> 00:47:57,400
in those experience in those situations, because when for example,

785
00:47:57,639 --> 00:48:01,719
in a life between lives hypnot their group setting. I

786
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,039
was in during a demo. We were in a training

787
00:48:04,119 --> 00:48:08,400
and the demo was that the woman went to World War,

788
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,480
to the Holocaust, and when she came back, when she

789
00:48:11,559 --> 00:48:13,840
crossed over to the other side and was speaking through

790
00:48:14,079 --> 00:48:18,599
as her soul, she was explaining that the purpose was

791
00:48:18,679 --> 00:48:22,960
for growing unconditional love, so that if you could have

792
00:48:23,039 --> 00:48:29,360
such a horrific experience, then then your soul would decide

793
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:34,519
to never do that again and embrace the importance of

794
00:48:34,679 --> 00:48:38,519
unconditional love, so that over time this could shift the

795
00:48:38,519 --> 00:48:42,239
consciousness of humanity. So I think that we have I

796
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:45,599
talked about as splitting. I feel like there's a lot

797
00:48:45,639 --> 00:48:50,639
of humanity is massively raising their consciousness, and then there

798
00:48:50,679 --> 00:48:53,840
are some parts of humanity that are still stuck in

799
00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:58,079
lower consciousness and they still need their lessons and learning

800
00:48:58,119 --> 00:49:02,039
and experiences because, as we know, each soul chooses the

801
00:49:02,079 --> 00:49:06,480
life experience they're having. And this is really a hologram.

802
00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:10,599
This isn't like a static planet. It's like you get

803
00:49:10,679 --> 00:49:13,440
to choose your reality and what you're born into and

804
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:15,760
what you're going to experience. And the interesting thing about

805
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:19,639
today is that we can actually see, because of the

806
00:49:19,679 --> 00:49:23,760
Internet and technology, what's happening in other places, but they

807
00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:27,199
don't even have anything to do with where we are

808
00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:30,480
as a soul. It's such a foreign thing. And so

809
00:49:30,519 --> 00:49:34,440
there's such a dichotomy of experiences on this planet. And

810
00:49:34,480 --> 00:49:37,199
it's always been that way, and I think it'll always

811
00:49:37,199 --> 00:49:42,039
be that way. But perhaps because we're all connected in

812
00:49:42,159 --> 00:49:46,199
quantum physics, there's this thing called entrainment that those of

813
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:49,639
us at a higher frequency are carrying the other ones up.

814
00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:54,599
You just can't see it, but it's happening gradually, right.

815
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:57,920
Speaker 1: And every time a conversation like this hits somebody's ears,

816
00:49:58,599 --> 00:50:02,519
who's ready for it, it starts to raise everybody's vibration,

817
00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:06,280
everyone's frequency a little bit higher, and brings everybody along

818
00:50:06,679 --> 00:50:11,559
with them. Absolutely, we'll be right back after a word

819
00:50:11,559 --> 00:50:19,719
from our sponsor, and now back to the show. Yeah,

820
00:50:20,119 --> 00:50:23,360
it just the way the Dark Ages brought everyone down,

821
00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:25,360
because it was literally I mean, you went from the

822
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,400
rent not the Renaissance, resisurance was on the way up,

823
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:33,000
but you went from the Roman Empire and Greek philosophy

824
00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:37,960
and you went down to oh my god, blood letting

825
00:50:38,039 --> 00:50:41,079
and you know, burning people and you know all that

826
00:50:41,159 --> 00:50:44,039
kind of you know, insanity to where we are now.

827
00:50:44,079 --> 00:50:47,679
So there is a kind of growing going up, but

828
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:50,039
it is right. And then in the last hundred years,

829
00:50:50,599 --> 00:50:53,960
last two hundred years, the massive growth of not only

830
00:50:54,039 --> 00:50:56,119
technology but consciousness has been.

831
00:50:56,440 --> 00:50:58,960
Speaker 3: I mean, look at the last twenty years even.

832
00:50:59,280 --> 00:51:02,079
Speaker 1: Oh no, it seems to be accelerating very much. So

833
00:51:02,159 --> 00:51:05,559
as like computer chip. So from when I was born,

834
00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:09,679
and I'm assuming from you and I are a similar vintage,

835
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:13,679
are close to a similar vintage what a megabyte was

836
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:17,000
or killobites where back in the eighties and nineties and

837
00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:21,079
early two thousands to where we are now. It's just

838
00:51:21,719 --> 00:51:24,719
it's so fast when computers are growing and technology is growing.

839
00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 2: I mean, AI just showed up.

840
00:51:26,519 --> 00:51:29,719
Speaker 1: Didn't you just hear about the word AI like six

841
00:51:29,760 --> 00:51:32,920
months ago, a year ago, Like it was just like

842
00:51:33,199 --> 00:51:34,840
just around the corner, like a year or two ago,

843
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:36,639
you like heard the name for the first time. And

844
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:43,400
now it's really starting to proliferate everywhere, and it's it's insane.

845
00:51:43,559 --> 00:51:46,400
Speaker 3: It's insane, yes, And it's not going away.

846
00:51:47,039 --> 00:51:49,199
Speaker 2: Oh no, it's definitely, it's definitely not going away.

847
00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:51,000
Speaker 1: I choose to, like I chose to look at AI

848
00:51:51,119 --> 00:51:53,079
as a positive tool.

849
00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:55,440
Speaker 2: And where we're all going to go. And it is

850
00:51:55,559 --> 00:51:56,360
very positive tool.

851
00:51:56,400 --> 00:51:58,000
Speaker 1: Like like any tool, it could be used to build,

852
00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:00,239
it could be used to destroy, right.

853
00:52:00,119 --> 00:52:01,519
Speaker 2: You know, it's same thing.

854
00:52:02,679 --> 00:52:05,199
Speaker 1: One last question I want to ask you about your

855
00:52:05,519 --> 00:52:09,440
experiences with your life between lives and past life therapy.

856
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:14,000
This concept of that there is no past life, there

857
00:52:14,039 --> 00:52:17,880
is no future life, that all lives are happening at

858
00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:19,920
the same time, which is hard for our little computers

859
00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:24,239
to deal with. And if you do something in this

860
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:28,440
life and learn a lesson here, it ripples backwards quote unquote,

861
00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:31,320
and it ripples forward quote unquote. Can you I'd love

862
00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:33,719
to hear your explanation of that to people.

863
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:37,360
Speaker 3: Yes, I think it's hard to explain, but I do

864
00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:42,440
get the concept. It took me a while to mentally grasp.

865
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:47,320
But I think when you hear all lives are simultaneous,

866
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:51,480
at first, your mind can't process that and it takes

867
00:52:51,519 --> 00:52:55,639
a while to conceptualize it. Not that we can fully

868
00:52:55,679 --> 00:52:59,400
conceptualize it with the human mind because we're living in

869
00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:02,719
linear time time, but we can attempt to get that.

870
00:53:03,199 --> 00:53:06,000
And so because we have time as a construct here

871
00:53:06,119 --> 00:53:10,440
in this planet as part of our physics, it doesn't

872
00:53:10,480 --> 00:53:15,480
exist outside of this constructor hologram or whatever this realm is.

873
00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:18,480
So you get that. You know that from the people

874
00:53:18,519 --> 00:53:21,760
who have had near death experiences, how they talk about

875
00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:26,360
there's no time on the other side. But so, so

876
00:53:26,519 --> 00:53:30,800
all of our lives are happening simultaneously, which only like

877
00:53:30,880 --> 00:53:34,320
the mind of God or our souls could really comprehend

878
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:39,519
but if the soul aspects come into the bodies in

879
00:53:39,559 --> 00:53:44,920
these different time eras, you know, years of Earth history,

880
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:48,559
they're all playing out at the same time, it means

881
00:53:48,559 --> 00:53:52,159
that there's also no no space. There's no space or time,

882
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:56,800
but here in this playground we it's been created to

883
00:53:56,880 --> 00:54:01,320
have that. So it's like, you know, multiple dimensions can

884
00:54:02,119 --> 00:54:06,599
coinhabit space really and anything that happens in one life

885
00:54:06,800 --> 00:54:15,199
is actually directly affecting the other ones. So it's almost like,

886
00:54:15,559 --> 00:54:17,679
I think of a way to explain it as like

887
00:54:17,719 --> 00:54:20,840
if you have a rug, you know, like an oriental

888
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:23,440
rug and has a lot of patterns all over. It's

889
00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:27,159
a flat plane, but when you're above it, you could say, okay,

890
00:54:27,239 --> 00:54:29,960
I'm going to zoom in onto that flower, or I'm

891
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,400
going to zoom in onto that diamond, you know, and

892
00:54:32,440 --> 00:54:35,679
it's like any your soul can go into that you know,

893
00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:38,719
year fifteen twenty eight, or I'm going to go into

894
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:42,199
twenty twenty four. So it's like from the outside, you

895
00:54:42,239 --> 00:54:45,599
could just go into this place where all of it

896
00:54:45,679 --> 00:54:50,360
exists at once, and our souls get to inhabit, you know,

897
00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:54,639
incarnate in all of these different times, but it's all

898
00:54:54,679 --> 00:54:57,119
happening at the same time. And it's weird because we

899
00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:02,039
talk about how we're learning, right, we're growing, we're evolving,

900
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:06,639
but it's also all already happened, so we're kind of

901
00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:12,480
just going along with the we're just on the ride.

902
00:55:12,039 --> 00:55:14,280
Speaker 1: Right, And then if you want to, if you wanted

903
00:55:14,320 --> 00:55:16,320
to have your head explode, then you're like, well what

904
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:20,320
about ultimate timelines? And like every choice that you make,

905
00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:23,119
every major choice you make in a lifetime, not if

906
00:55:23,159 --> 00:55:25,840
you eat drink ketchup or mustard, that's not a big choice,

907
00:55:25,840 --> 00:55:28,159
but if you should I date that person, should I

908
00:55:28,199 --> 00:55:30,320
take this job, should I.

909
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:31,039
Speaker 2: Move to this city?

910
00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:33,960
Speaker 1: Well, what would have happened if I didn't go to

911
00:55:34,000 --> 00:55:36,880
that school? Whatever, would have ever met that person? Well,

912
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:38,039
let's see how that plays out.

913
00:55:38,360 --> 00:55:39,920
Speaker 2: So that is that true as well?

914
00:55:40,519 --> 00:55:47,000
Speaker 3: That's one hundred percent true. There are all, you know,

915
00:55:47,119 --> 00:55:50,199
parallel timelines, so many that we can't even imagine for

916
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:53,280
your one life. So you know, you have Alex doing

917
00:55:53,280 --> 00:55:55,360
this show, but you also have Alex who really did

918
00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:57,360
make it in the movie world, and it's like a

919
00:55:57,719 --> 00:56:02,880
massively successful, there, huge multiage.

920
00:56:02,079 --> 00:56:06,199
Speaker 1: Spielberg Spielberg, I'm Spielberg in another lifetime, I'm Spielberg there's

921
00:56:06,199 --> 00:56:06,679
no question.

922
00:56:06,760 --> 00:56:07,519
Speaker 2: There's no question.

923
00:56:09,119 --> 00:56:12,079
Speaker 3: So I mean, I've actually seen it with my own eyes.

924
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:14,280
I don't know if you want me to share, but

925
00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:18,360
like just visually seeing, you know, parallel.

926
00:56:18,079 --> 00:56:20,639
Speaker 2: Universe of your own life.

927
00:56:21,159 --> 00:56:23,559
Speaker 3: Of a friend she had, she was going to meet

928
00:56:23,559 --> 00:56:26,159
me for lunch, and there were two scenarios, one in

929
00:56:26,199 --> 00:56:28,719
which her husband drove and I kind of hung out,

930
00:56:29,119 --> 00:56:31,199
you know, doing window shopping while we went to lunch,

931
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:34,000
and another version where he said that the last minute, no,

932
00:56:34,119 --> 00:56:36,119
you just take the car and you go by yourself.

933
00:56:36,440 --> 00:56:38,840
And that's what happened. He said, you just go. I

934
00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:41,440
knew the other version was going to happen, but at

935
00:56:41,480 --> 00:56:43,360
the last minute he said, you go ahead. I'm just

936
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,599
going to stay home. But when I was driving to

937
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:52,679
look for parking, I saw him and her park parked

938
00:56:52,719 --> 00:56:56,519
on the on the street and she he was he

939
00:56:57,239 --> 00:56:59,280
she got out and went to the restaurant, and then

940
00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:01,559
I drove around to park and then I got there,

941
00:57:02,199 --> 00:57:04,280
and when I was and then when I drove around,

942
00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:06,519
when I was walking to the restaurant, I saw him

943
00:57:06,559 --> 00:57:08,400
sitting in the car looking at his cell phone. So

944
00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:10,960
I saw that version. But then I got to the

945
00:57:11,000 --> 00:57:13,880
restaurant and The version of my friend that I saw

946
00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:16,920
in the restaurant was the one where he said, no,

947
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:21,360
I'm staying home, you drive yourself, because she told me that,

948
00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:24,440
and we and then at the end of lunch, we

949
00:57:24,559 --> 00:57:26,880
both walked to our car, which was not where he

950
00:57:26,960 --> 00:57:29,280
was parked, but in the parking garage where I was parked,

951
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and she was parked next to me. And so I

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saw the version of her, and I saw her in

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the other car. I saw the parallel realities of two

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life streams of her.

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Speaker 2: So then is this deja vu?

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Speaker 3: No? This is literally no is no?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 1: Is this do when we have a feeling of dejevu?

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Is it a parallel reality that you were? Like, God,

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I've been here before. God, I swear I just saw

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this happen.

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Speaker 2: Or something like that.

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Speaker 3: It is something like that.

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Speaker 2: And then let's not get into the Mendela effect, because

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that's a whole other I could get into a deep conversation.

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All right.

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Speaker 1: So I don't know, I don't know how old you

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are exactly, But do you know who Ed McMahon was.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I'm fifty two.

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Speaker 1: So okay, So yeah, you were both a similar, very

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very similar vintage Okay, so you know who Ed McMahon was.

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For everybody listening, google him. Tonight Show Johnny Carson, Okay,

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did he walk up to people's doors with a giant

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check for Publishers clearing House and give people million dollar checks?

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Speaker 3: He absolutely did, Thank you.

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Speaker 2: I remember that as well. But if you go to

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publish a clearinghouse it said Ed McMahon has never worked

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for us. I'm not kidding you. He's never worked for us.

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Speaker 1: And apparently he worked for another company in a similar fashion,

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but they never had TV then, they never had TV

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commercials or something.

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Speaker 2: I don't even know what the deal was.

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Speaker 1: But publisher Clearinghouse has no recollection of.

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Speaker 2: And it was publisher's clearing house.

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Speaker 1: It was.

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Speaker 2: That was what a weird idol? What a weird like?

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Why are they handing out million dollar checks? It didn't

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make no sense.

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Speaker 3: Well, here we go, and it's this the Mandel effect.

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Literally is this? You know, parallel universe is playing out

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in different ways.

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Speaker 2: It is, And if anyone wants to, I've had quantum.

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Speaker 1: Physicists on talking about Mendela effects. So please do a

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search on my show and you'll find out all about

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the Mendel effect. It's been such a pleasure talk to you.

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I'm gonna ask a few questions. I asked all of

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my guests.

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Speaker 2: What is your definition of living a fulfilled life?

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Speaker 3: I think being authentic, living authentically and in alignment with

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your own soul.

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Speaker 1: If you had a chance to go back in time

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and speak to little Stephanie, what advice would you give her?

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Speaker 3: I would tell her to express herself more and it's

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safe to do that.

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Speaker 2: How do you define God or source energy?

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Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

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and now back to the show.

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Speaker 3: I think that God or source is everything, the all

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that is.

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Speaker 2: What is your definition of love?

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Speaker 3: Love is who we are and what we are?

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Speaker 2: And what is the ultimate purpose of life?

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Speaker 3: Love?

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Speaker 2: And where can people find out more about you and

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the amazing work you're doing in the world.

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Speaker 3: So my website is Stephanie Craft dot com. I also

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have another website because I make products and it's called

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Radiant Sun Botanicals. And I have YouTube channel which is

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my name is Stephanie Craft.

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Speaker 2: And do you have any parting messages for the audience.

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Speaker 3: Always follow your heart, your soul, your passions, and try

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to be you the authentic you Sephanie.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for coming on the show and

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sharing your experiences with us, and for all the work

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you're doing to raise the consciousness of the planet.

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Speaker 2: I appreciate you.

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Speaker 3: Thank you so much, Alex.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for spending this sacred time with us today.

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