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<v Speaker 1>It is a beautiful day in Los Angeles, South Los Angeles.

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<v Speaker 2>You know the fires, there's some fires happening in certain

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<v Speaker 2>parts of LA.

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<v Speaker 1>But the thing about Los Angeles is so spread out,

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<v Speaker 1>it's huge. That I'm sitting outside right now. It's seventy

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<v Speaker 1>five degrees, it's January.

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<v Speaker 2>The sky is.

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<v Speaker 1>Clear, the planes are flying in, and it's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>it's almost eerie on some level, like it's parts of

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<v Speaker 1>LA that are on fire.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't know anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't don't even know anything about it, don't even

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<v Speaker 1>see it, don't even smell it.

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing. It's it's just it's crazy how big this place is.

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<v Speaker 2>And I and I'm reveling in the luxury that I have.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a luxury that I have right now that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>able to be in my yard. I'm putting it be

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<v Speaker 1>putting it back together, silvers, sharly, it's coming together.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm watering my yard. I have water to yard of.

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<v Speaker 1>Water in my yard and my plants, and I'm resetting

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<v Speaker 1>them up, hosing down the.

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<v Speaker 2>Ash off of stuff that I stay still on here.

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<v Speaker 1>I know I have the luxury to do that. I'm feeling.

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<v Speaker 1>People say I feel gratitude. I do feel gratitude today

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<v Speaker 1>cause I'm sitting.

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<v Speaker 2>Going you know, I'm sitting outside. You know, I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 2>It's a beautiful day, the first one like in a

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<v Speaker 2>long time. It's warm.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the reason why I live here. The winters

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<v Speaker 1>are usually like this. It's quiet, relatively quiet. Like I say,

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<v Speaker 1>the planes are flying in, but there is somewhat of

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<v Speaker 1>a distance. And I love being in my garden. Oh it,

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<v Speaker 1>I do.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh. I have a house.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm lucky to have a house, and I have a garden.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, I just and I and I have

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<v Speaker 1>my health for the most part. But you think about,

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<v Speaker 1>like what's gonna happen next, Like five years now, ten

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<v Speaker 1>years now, how long long is my health gonna hold up?

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<v Speaker 1>Holm I'll be able to come out here in this garden.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm seeing my fellow neighbors who are fifty plus just

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<v Speaker 1>like me, out here working in my yards, keeping keeping busy.

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<v Speaker 1>The last couple of days I ran the streets. I

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<v Speaker 1>saw full a voice my buddy yesterday. The other day

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<v Speaker 1>I ran the streets cause the days were nicer. Say

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<v Speaker 1>it's the nicest, but I went out there and said,

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<v Speaker 1>go for a walk, see some of your your city,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, take care of some men.

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<v Speaker 2>I did.

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<v Speaker 1>It was, it was, it was, it was great. Tomorrow

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<v Speaker 1>I have to work, so I'll be inside all day.

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<v Speaker 1>Look like it was a client.

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<v Speaker 2>I like. So it's fun. But and Sunday three hours

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<v Speaker 2>of my life, I'll be tied to a zoom. Saturday.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry, Saturday, it's Sunday, five hours. My Sundays are gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be gone. So don't do anything, but Mark thinking I came.

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<v Speaker 1>My next time i'll be able to do something would

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<v Speaker 1>either Saturday morning or Saturday after Marke thinking about that already,

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<v Speaker 1>it was gonna be nice enough. I was sitting here

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<v Speaker 1>with light breeze. My stuff's still green for the most

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<v Speaker 1>part al. I mean, I just I just it's I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm goa come on here, I'm a recording episode. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>seeing these butterflies go by, and I hadn't have grasshoppers

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<v Speaker 1>in here. Even the flies were trying to give me

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<v Speaker 1>not that many flies. I'm just looking up, just looking around.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, wow, this is nice.

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<v Speaker 1>My pin wheels are going. It's I there's times like this.

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<v Speaker 1>I really appreciate living here and coming back to Los.

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<v Speaker 2>Angeles June.

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<v Speaker 1>I I and I have a few friends who are

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<v Speaker 1>really going through it right now personally, and I even

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<v Speaker 1>talking about the the people who lost homes. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>cause my friends who are going through emotional stuff, whether

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<v Speaker 1>it's partner or children or l just jobs or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing what I love. I found my passions, which

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<v Speaker 1>I was hoping I would do. I found them cause

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<v Speaker 1>I found'em later, but I found them.

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<v Speaker 2>So I like my work.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm making some money, I have amazing clients for the

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<v Speaker 1>most part.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's I know, a lot of times you can.

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<v Speaker 1>Focus on the negative stuff cause it's just easier and

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<v Speaker 1>it's right there and I and you know, And like

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<v Speaker 1>I said, I still don't have somebody special in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I would love to have. That's one thing I just

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<v Speaker 1>don't have. And I don't know what to do about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I've tried everything, so I don't do with that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I do have a lot of other and it's

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<v Speaker 1>a in my health in some ways. It's some things

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<v Speaker 1>that are but but other than that, though, I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>doing okay. I am doing okay, and I'm a cute

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<v Speaker 1>circle of friends and oh great, bug, I have my

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<v Speaker 1>long hair, It's like, Okay, we're doing good. I have

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<v Speaker 1>I have no drama with anybody. So I'm like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're doing We're working on the ol kids. So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna ask you at home, who listened or listening

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<v Speaker 1>to this? I don't care what age you are, cause

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know who's listening to this show of something?

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<v Speaker 1>Who do cause obviously I get I get downloads and listens.

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<v Speaker 1>When you look at your life right now, right now,

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<v Speaker 1>there's just some positive stuff going on.

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<v Speaker 2>We all have some negative stuff going on. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you're fifty plus, if you're over fifty like me,

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<v Speaker 1>how is your life at the moment?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it? Cause it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not where I thought it wou me because actually

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<v Speaker 1>there's things that weren't invented, so I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 2>But I didn't know. I've been doing some of this stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>But I mean, in general, I had no idea what.

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<v Speaker 1>My life would be like in my fifties almost sixty.

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<v Speaker 2>My idea do you do you?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you where you thought it would be? Are you

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere unexpected? Do you like where you live? Do you

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<v Speaker 1>like your jobs? Or are you tired? Do you like

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<v Speaker 1>being retired? All that ex sop. I'm not gonna focus

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<v Speaker 1>on the negative's. So there's some things like that I

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<v Speaker 1>need to work on. I'm not gonna go about that today.

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<v Speaker 1>This is fifty plus. I'm James Junior JLJ Media. Talk

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<v Speaker 1>to you next time.