Speaker 1: We're you know, we're gonna buckle up and strap in
Speaker 1: because I feel like this is gonna be a wild ride.
Speaker 1: I hope you guys are ready, because I sure am.
Speaker 1: I got introduced to you quite a little bit ago.
Speaker 1: I feel like, not that long, but a couple of
Speaker 1: months ago at least, or was it longer.
Speaker 2: You could spend like a year?
Speaker 3: Okay maybe maybe? Sorry?
Speaker 1: Fun time flies this year's guy super flast though. Let's
Speaker 1: be honest, but I've heard all this buzz. You're this
Speaker 1: up and coming star. It's been quite a while since
Speaker 1: that time. Obviously you've been in the industry for two
Speaker 1: years at least now.
Speaker 2: Uh October twenty twenty two.
Speaker 1: Okay, I had a little bit more time in there,
Speaker 1: but I feel like also within the industry, it takes
Speaker 1: a little bit more time to get a buzz of
Speaker 1: like who you are, what you're doing, what you're doing
Speaker 1: because you're a coxman. But then people are like, who
Speaker 1: is this guy? What is he doing? Why is he
Speaker 1: so popular? Who's talking about him? And that's kind of
Speaker 1: how you got on my radar. So I was like,
Speaker 1: who is this guy? I'm not really shooting anymore, but
Speaker 1: you know, I'm also not opposed to it. So we sometimes,
Speaker 1: you know, we see what's out there, We peek a
Speaker 1: little bit, and we wanted to see you have a
Speaker 1: different perspective of the new male entertainer, of like what
Speaker 1: it is like getting in the industry, how you started,
Speaker 1: and also like just how your path is so much
Speaker 1: different than some people have started for all these big companies,
Speaker 1: but you decided to be independent straight out the gates.
Speaker 3: So we want to hear about it all.
Speaker 2: So welcome, Thank you so much for having me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so how did you get the name flesh mechanic?
Speaker 1: It's quite like off the tongue, it's you know, it rolls,
Speaker 1: but you're like, what the fuck is this your alter ego?
Speaker 3: Are you? Were you a mechanic in your past? Live?
Speaker 3: And where did it's uncome?
Speaker 2: I mean, I do work on motorcycles, but as far
Speaker 2: as anything official, no. I had a friend that was
Speaker 2: a doctor, okay, and so I was a hockey player
Speaker 2: before any of this craziness, and my friend would call
Speaker 2: me hockey nicknames like goon and whatever else, so I
Speaker 2: would throw doctor nicknames at her, so I'd call her
Speaker 2: a bone saw. And then one day I was like
Speaker 2: you're a you're a flesh mechanic. And she was like,
Speaker 2: don't ever call me that again. You And then I
Speaker 2: was like it'd be a great porn name though, and
Speaker 2: then she was like, well, I don't think I'm ever
Speaker 2: going to do porn, so you can have it. And
Speaker 2: that was like eight years before I even like thought
Speaker 2: of doing porn.
Speaker 1: You left that there, and then when you decided to
Speaker 1: pick it back up, you're like, what's the name?
Speaker 2: Yeah? It made like I was.
Speaker 3: Did you call her first?
Speaker 1: And was like, hey, I've.
Speaker 2: Never spoken to her since, like we were like bumble
Speaker 2: talking on bumble.
Speaker 3: Do you think she's like jerking out to you at
Speaker 3: this point?
Speaker 2: I hope so, But I have no idea you should
Speaker 2: reach out. I really probably.
Speaker 1: Maybe she's a fan, you know, maybe she's listening right now.
Speaker 1: Maybe she's going to be like, oh my god, I
Speaker 1: knew it was about me too.
Speaker 2: She's still in my phone, as maybe we.
Speaker 3: Should text her down.
Speaker 1: So she answers immediately like, hey girl, we've been talking
Speaker 1: about you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we probably talked for two months okay, and it
Speaker 2: always stuck in my head. I was like, that'd be
Speaker 2: a great porn name.
Speaker 3: Okay. So let's leave that there.
Speaker 1: Now, you had sex with this I never did, no, Okay, see,
Speaker 1: I were just friendly. Yeah okay, But in your sexual
Speaker 1: like life, were people telling you like, oh, you'd be
Speaker 1: a good porn star, Like how do you know that?
Speaker 1: Now you're putting your behind this name because you can't
Speaker 1: just have weak name like flesh mechanic.
Speaker 2: Uh. Yeah, I was told. I like my first ever
Speaker 2: girlfriend was like people would watch this.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, but that's kind of like, I mean, we
Speaker 1: all lie to each other and our first first time
Speaker 1: it's always like, oh my god, I'm in love.
Speaker 3: But I really I.
Speaker 2: Had sex with one hundred girls in high school.
Speaker 3: One hundred girls in high school.
Speaker 2: So I excuse me. I had a pretty interesting reputation.
Speaker 3: What high school did you go to?
Speaker 2: It's even crazier because it was like small town Canada.
Speaker 2: Everybody knows everyone.
Speaker 3: But so we're in Canada, let's shut it out.
Speaker 1: Smiths Falls, Smith's Falls, Okay, So that's where all the
Speaker 1: fucking began.
Speaker 3: Yo.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I went crazy And so I never drank, which
Speaker 2: we actually just talked about. So I didn't drink, but
Speaker 2: I would go to the parties because i'd be the
Speaker 2: d D okay, So I'd be the designated driver to
Speaker 2: that too, but I would find the other designated drivers
Speaker 2: and I'd be like, hey, what's up?
Speaker 3: Like, so you'd fuck the designated drivers?
Speaker 1: Ok?
Speaker 2: Yeah, so everyone would be drinking another you know you.
Speaker 3: Are fucking into you're on call? Are you on? Like call? Like?
Speaker 3: How does that work? Well?
Speaker 2: I was like friends with everyone?
Speaker 3: How old are you? Hold on? How old are you?
Speaker 2: I'm thirty two?
Speaker 1: Okay, So I mean I like and I applaud that
Speaker 1: in high school that there is drunk driving or wait, sobered?
Speaker 3: What is the word you just said? Designated drivers?
Speaker 1: I was like, there's a DT in there, designated drivers
Speaker 1: in high school, but that's crazy because you should be
Speaker 1: drinking high school. In college, we had them that you
Speaker 1: like whatever, So how many in this small town did
Speaker 1: John need?
Speaker 3: And how many of these girls did you well? And
Speaker 3: did they know about it?
Speaker 2: My friends? So I got a car like right away.
Speaker 2: So my friends were like, let's go to this party
Speaker 2: and I'd be like, okay, cool, so I'll take everybody.
Speaker 2: Everyone has to pay me fifteen bucks for gas, so
Speaker 2: I was smart, is making a profit smart? But then
Speaker 2: to go home, I'd be like, well if you want
Speaker 2: me to stay until like one two am, You're gonna
Speaker 2: have to pay me twenty bucks, so i'd wait bang
Speaker 2: the other days.
Speaker 3: Each of them had to pay.
Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, I was making bank. Does my job basically
Speaker 2: I worked at a gas station as well.
Speaker 3: You're smart.
Speaker 2: Oh. I tried my best hustling, so I would bang
Speaker 2: the other designated driver. So anytime i'd find out the
Speaker 2: group of hot girls, I'd be like, oh, who drove.
Speaker 2: They'd be like, whoever drove? I'd be like, hey, like,
Speaker 2: I'm Bradley, nice to meet you, and I'd chatter up
Speaker 2: and I'd be like, well, like, since everybody's all sloppy
Speaker 2: in a mess, why don't we go?
Speaker 3: That was your line?
Speaker 2: Worked every time? Well time, but it went well.
Speaker 1: You're like, let's say, how about me and you and
Speaker 1: wait for the drunks and get fucked at the same time.
Speaker 2: Like what it it? We were at the perfect age
Speaker 2: where like that was what everyone was kind of thinking,
Speaker 2: but the sober people couldn't really the sober people couldn't
Speaker 2: really integrate with the drunk people at that point, right,
Speaker 2: Like I didn't like to be around the people that
Speaker 2: were like sloppy and drunk.
Speaker 3: I didn't want to, like you just wanted to take
Speaker 3: their money.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Well my friends for sure. Yeah, all my buddies
Speaker 2: anytime they'd go to a.
Speaker 1: Party, Like I love how because most times you're like,
Speaker 1: not my friends, Yeah, but you're like, no, my fucking friend,
Speaker 1: give me.
Speaker 3: The fucking I hope they all.
Speaker 1: Have dinners on you now, because yeah, I'm sure they've
Speaker 1: caught up for sure.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I had a pontiac sunfire, so I drove
Speaker 2: everyone to the party, okay, and made my money that way.
Speaker 3: Nice. Well, that's very entrepreneur of you.
Speaker 1: Like, you know, you got to start a hustle somewhere, right,
Speaker 1: It's either in you, you know, or not.
Speaker 3: And it definitely seemed like it was in you.
Speaker 2: Well was in a lot of other people as well,
Speaker 2: but yeah.
Speaker 3: One hundred people in high school. Yeah, like I don't
Speaker 3: like yeah, I mean I don't.
Speaker 1: I started late, so I didn't really pop my cherry
Speaker 1: until like seventeen, like farther down. And then it was
Speaker 1: like once I popped, I couldn't stop, and then I
Speaker 1: was like, wow.
Speaker 3: What was I missing?
Speaker 1: But again it was later on in high school. I
Speaker 1: wasn't like super young or yeah, but eighteen, yeah, it's legal,
Speaker 1: but you know, but it's one of those things where
Speaker 1: it's interesting and even in college, I couldn't even say
Speaker 1: a hundred people in college, probably.
Speaker 3: Not until porn did it. Like the numbers, and even.
Speaker 1: In porn there's not that many people. You repeat a
Speaker 1: lot of people. That's what people don't know. But quantity wise,
Speaker 1: I got them. I got them beat quantity point.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Do you think there's a lot of three people that
Speaker 2: started late? Because I feel like I hear that a lot.
Speaker 3: I don't know. I can't speak for everyone.
Speaker 1: I know that a lot of people that I've had
Speaker 1: in my well, that's why, like people that I've had
Speaker 1: even here on the show, or you know, those things.
Speaker 1: Not always I think everybody's stories a little bit. Sometimes
Speaker 1: people started really young and then stopped, or like they
Speaker 1: continued a certain time and then they became later on,
Speaker 1: then they stopped all together, making their asexual or needed
Speaker 1: more stimulation from other than physical matters, but early on,
Speaker 1: like I don't know, and I don't know if it's
Speaker 1: also has to do with because I minored in sociology
Speaker 1: in college, where it's like in the study of where
Speaker 1: you are in your surroundings, so I'm from a small
Speaker 1: town as well, so it's like there wasn't a lot
Speaker 1: of options. No, guys, it's been shut out a million
Speaker 1: times and they don't need no more of me, baby.
Speaker 1: But uh, but it's one of those things where it's like,
Speaker 1: is that the reason because there's not that many people
Speaker 1: and also being from a small town that's super conservative
Speaker 1: and super like, you know, we didn't kiss you know,
Speaker 1: girls didn't kiss girls, but they did when they were drunk,
Speaker 1: but it didn't happen, you know, So things like that
Speaker 1: where it was like you knew things, but you.
Speaker 3: Didn't happen, you know. So I think that it all
Speaker 3: kind of matters.
Speaker 1: And then I still as a product from that, and
Speaker 1: I didn't dorinkth n till I was later just because
Speaker 1: I was curious.
Speaker 3: But I also want of those people like to sit.
Speaker 1: Back and watch and then attack, so you know, building
Speaker 1: up a game plan and look at me.
Speaker 3: Now.
Speaker 2: Did you feel like you said you went crazy in
Speaker 2: college and then couldn't stop? Do you? Does that mean
Speaker 2: like you feel like you were going down the roads
Speaker 2: of like sex addiction or was it never just.
Speaker 3: Like having I don't have an addictive personality.
Speaker 1: I do things how I want them and when I
Speaker 1: want them, but it's also like a disposable thing.
Speaker 3: It doesn't have to be a repetitive like rootation.
Speaker 1: So for me, it was just more where I was
Speaker 1: in my life and where the surroundings I was at.
Speaker 1: I knew that there was no growth for me, and
Speaker 1: not necessarily sexually, but I also saw things of people
Speaker 1: being very judgmental and not really like open minded where
Speaker 1: my mind because that was going. So I always knew
Speaker 1: that Texas wasn't the end all be all for me.
Speaker 1: I knew people early on people were gonna know my
Speaker 1: name and have my name in their mouth. I didn't
Speaker 1: know why or how, but I also knew that I
Speaker 1: had a message to say and tell. That's why for
Speaker 1: me is after you know, being important for so long
Speaker 1: and creating my name and having a platform like you know,
Speaker 1: one of this, it's like it was fun to now
Speaker 1: give a real side in my perspective of who I
Speaker 1: was as a person, because it's like most these people
Speaker 1: who are my fans, which I love, like me because
Speaker 1: of how I have sex and I you know, not
Speaker 1: necessarily my personality. So private talk kind of gave me
Speaker 1: a real place to sit down and kind of give
Speaker 1: my ideas and how I communicate and how I do
Speaker 1: interviews and you know, what my stories are in the
Speaker 1: business and kind of like be relatable and not just
Speaker 1: a sex symbol. I'll say it, but you know, a
Speaker 1: sex you know, sexpert on a lot of things where
Speaker 1: it's like I could give my you know, opinion in
Speaker 1: my education from being in the industry and just having
Speaker 1: the experiences that I have to kind of navigate other
Speaker 1: people's ideas and just spark ideas to people who may
Speaker 1: have never done things like that before, or just making
Speaker 1: it not as taboo as it sometimes has been in
Speaker 1: the past, you know. And I think that right now
Speaker 1: is a really great time where a lot of things
Speaker 1: are being more accepted. So the more conversations that we have,
Speaker 1: I think is really great for people to kind of
Speaker 1: be educated and know.
Speaker 3: That sex isn't bad.
Speaker 1: There are things that you can control and you can't,
Speaker 1: but you can always say yes and no, and you
Speaker 1: have your own mindset and how you want to do
Speaker 1: it and how you continue to do it. And that's
Speaker 1: why I think for you was really like what's stand
Speaker 1: out about you is was you obviously you know, we're
Speaker 1: so out under journey of how you you know, even
Speaker 1: became about being a performer, but you chose not to
Speaker 1: go the route with these mainstream companies, you know, as
Speaker 1: like the Brassers and the Vixens, which I'm sure all
Speaker 1: struck and was like, hey, we'll give you a deal
Speaker 1: or oh, we'll do this is because they see those values.
Speaker 1: So it's like, what made you decide to be independent
Speaker 1: and how did you kind of stay and navigate through
Speaker 1: that journey thus far.
Speaker 2: I don't think I'd have the ability, Honestly, I think
Speaker 2: that was like the number one thing for me. I
Speaker 2: don't think with the lights and the camera and the action,
Speaker 2: I don't think i'd be able to perform, okay, And
Speaker 2: that was a huge thought when I began. I I
Speaker 2: don't watch mainstream porn, and I never really was interested
Speaker 2: in mainstream port. Every once in a while, I'd be like, oh,
Speaker 2: that the nail looks cool, I'll check out that video.
Speaker 2: But for me, it was I always wanted to see
Speaker 2: the video of like, you know, the girl in the
Speaker 2: club bathroom. You know, I always wanted that, even like
Speaker 2: my favorite thing I used to always watch was porn bts. Okay,
Speaker 2: it was like the girl.
Speaker 1: More like the reality ask of like how they portrayed
Speaker 1: to be, like like it could happen if you were
Speaker 1: in a club, or like the realness of it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it was seeing porn stars have real
Speaker 2: sex always intrigue me. Like there was videos of like
Speaker 2: famous performers, but like the bathroom and you could tell
Speaker 2: like he just had this camera and he was just
Speaker 2: kind of doing his own thing, and that always I
Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, like they're just doing that
Speaker 2: for fun. Yeah, it didn't really excite me when I
Speaker 2: felt like they were doing.
Speaker 3: It set up in the camera.
Speaker 2: I never liked like the fake oars, the loudness, the
Speaker 2: anything that was unnatural. When it came to sex, I
Speaker 2: was never interested in. So when I came into making content,
Speaker 2: the only thing I wanted to make is the things
Speaker 2: I wanted to watch. So it's like a very not
Speaker 2: just selfish, but it was also like very that's all
Speaker 2: I could do.
Speaker 3: But I think that's on brand.
Speaker 1: I think that that you know, why be someone that
Speaker 1: you're not And I think you know, you know, just
Speaker 1: like you know always say like we're sexual athletes, you're
Speaker 1: still an artistry and what you do and how you
Speaker 1: perform and you know those things, it's like you can't
Speaker 1: like if you would not do those things, and it's
Speaker 1: almost like you're faking it, like and then what's the
Speaker 1: fun in doing it because it still sucks and it
Speaker 1: should be fun.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And my fan base is mostly female, so I
Speaker 2: feel like if there's anything that is faked, or if
Speaker 2: there's anything that is doctored in a certain way, you're
Speaker 2: never going to trick a girl with with sexuality.
Speaker 3: Ever, So, how many contracts have you turned out? Uh?
Speaker 2: I've turned down three fairly big ones, okay, and then
Speaker 2: there's been a few like rumblings if they've asked a
Speaker 2: couple questions and I was like, it's not really what
Speaker 2: I'm going to do. So this was in like the
Speaker 2: early days. I think they kind of learned pretty quick
Speaker 2: that it wasn't like what I was interested in.
Speaker 3: You can change your mind.
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, And nobody really like was like we need
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It wasn't like that. They
Speaker 2: were just kind of like, hey, we'd love to have
Speaker 2: you if you were interested in doing this, and I
Speaker 2: was just like not really in there, Like if you
Speaker 2: ever change your mind, we're here the type thing. But okay, Yeah, No,
Speaker 2: I think it was always like I envisioned what I
Speaker 2: wanted my content to look like day one, Like there
Speaker 2: was no part of me that was like I'm just
Speaker 2: gonna wing it and see what Like I knew, I
Speaker 2: was like, no, I want to make it.
Speaker 3: Describe to us what that looks like.
Speaker 1: So someone who hasn't seen your you know, any of
Speaker 1: your content, what is something that you know that they
Speaker 1: would kind of set you aside? And what's your signature
Speaker 1: and like what does that look like for you?
Speaker 2: So my favorite thing to do is to work with
Speaker 2: a mainstream porn actress and get her in the most
Speaker 2: comfortable natural state as if she was having sex with
Speaker 2: a boyfriend or a lover or having a hookup off camera. Today.
Speaker 3: You're toxic, Oh for sure. I'm like, your toxic is fact.
Speaker 3: I can read people. I can see.
Speaker 1: I'm like, there's something wrong with you, there is.
Speaker 2: I want her to have natural fun. Was toxic?
Speaker 1: No? I mean as far as like because it's like
Speaker 1: you're trying to be like romance in another way, you're
Speaker 1: mentally fucking them.
Speaker 2: I mean for content maybe, but like not when they
Speaker 2: cameras and you leave it there.
Speaker 1: That's why you're a performer of course, Yeah, but there's
Speaker 1: still sexual connotation of what the toxicity is. You can
Speaker 1: claim it that you're a performer or not, but that
Speaker 1: I think the derivative of what.
Speaker 3: That comes from is why do you want that? What
Speaker 3: gets you off to that part?
Speaker 2: I think it's because.
Speaker 1: You're giving boyfriend sex to these performers, So what does
Speaker 1: that do and unlock them emotionally? That's not your problem
Speaker 1: at all, but that's where the toxicity of it because
Speaker 1: you're being free will yourself, but you're doing it, like
Speaker 1: what is the why do you need to put it
Speaker 1: in that setting for what makes you feel comfortable?
Speaker 3: Or do you think that that makes them feel comfortable?
Speaker 2: I don't think I need to. I think that's what
Speaker 2: But you.
Speaker 3: Said that was a style of your content for sure, Yeah.
Speaker 2: For sure, I think that's what looks the best. I
Speaker 2: guess it would be the number one.
Speaker 1: So again, like what goes back to like what you
Speaker 1: would jerk off to yourself that would stimulate you in
Speaker 1: that sense for sure?
Speaker 2: Okay, for sure, I don't really see as like I'm
Speaker 2: not trying to like make people fall in love with me.
Speaker 2: I'm not trying to.
Speaker 3: But I'm sure they have.
Speaker 2: Uh, there's been some there's been some some weirdness that
Speaker 2: I've kind of had to like respectfully explain.
Speaker 1: But that's good because that's also has to be that
Speaker 1: And I think that's the part where it like nips
Speaker 1: it in the butt, is like the communication right, because
Speaker 1: it's like it is a job, it is a thing,
Speaker 1: but there is sometimes people get a little bit more
Speaker 1: and that's why there's people been in relationships.
Speaker 3: People have been married in the history of people have
Speaker 3: you know, you do a lot of bad things.
Speaker 1: You know, I got married to one and I got
Speaker 1: divorced from one really quick.
Speaker 2: But I think in the early days there was a
Speaker 2: lot of confusion about me and what I was bringing
Speaker 2: to the table. I think when I first started, a
Speaker 2: lot of the girls that were shooting with me were like, oh,
Speaker 2: I'm in love with him, he loves me and I
Speaker 2: love him.
Speaker 3: Well, you're also fresh meat.
Speaker 2: And I think that the questions about me in the beginning,
Speaker 2: I'd even say the first six months, it was there
Speaker 2: was a lot of rumblings I was here even like
Speaker 2: anyone that I would kill.
Speaker 3: What were some of those things, like what were people like.
Speaker 2: Well, people thought I was I was like leading everyone
Speaker 2: on like it was like this was going to be
Speaker 2: my next relationship. Got it, And I think it took
Speaker 2: a lot of time for everyone to be like, oh, like,
Speaker 2: he hasn't dated anyone in the industry, He's not like that.
Speaker 2: I think there was a long time where I think
Speaker 2: people thought I was like lover boy and stuff like that.
Speaker 2: Like people that were shooting with me weren't having these confusions,
Speaker 2: but it was people that were like kind of seeing
Speaker 2: it from the outside, We're kind of like, oh, now
Speaker 2: he's with her, because when it comes to a collab,
Speaker 2: there's no agent, there's no manager, there's no director, it's
Speaker 2: just me and you. So I think a lot of
Speaker 2: people were getting confused like oh, like flesh mechanics with her.
Speaker 2: Now it's oh, now he's dating her. And then it
Speaker 2: kind of took me a while to be like, I'm
Speaker 2: not dating anyone. I just want the content to look natural. Yeah,
Speaker 2: Like I don't want fake, I want lingerie, I don't
Speaker 2: want studio lighting. I wanted to look natural. And I think,
Speaker 2: like I said, I think it took six months for
Speaker 2: me to be like, I'm not trying to date everyone.
Speaker 2: I don't want anyone to fall in love with me
Speaker 2: once the cameras are done, I'm not going to keep
Speaker 2: kissing your neck. I'm not gonna pet your hair, I'm
Speaker 2: not gonna you know, I tell you whispers doing nothings
Speaker 2: to you during the scene. Sure, we can do whatever,
Speaker 2: but that's I felt like it took me some time
Speaker 2: to kind of understand I'm not a very emotional person.
Speaker 2: It's like for me to unlock these emotions takes a
Speaker 2: very long time for me. So it's like I was
Speaker 2: meeting people that we would shoot content with and the
Speaker 2: next day they'd be like, what are you up to today?
Speaker 2: And I'd be like, well, like I have two shoots.
Speaker 2: They're like, oh, did you want to get lunch?
Speaker 3: And I'd be like, well, bitch, I'm busy.
Speaker 2: Well, in a Canadian way, I'd say, yeah, I can't today,
Speaker 2: But it was there. There was definitely a process where
Speaker 2: people would be like, yo, you can't fuck like that
Speaker 2: and not like and I was like, what do you
Speaker 2: mean I can't? And then I kind of learned. I
Speaker 2: was like, oh, like, people are getting confused as of
Speaker 2: what I'm trying to bring to the table. So there
Speaker 2: was definitely a period of time where people were like
Speaker 2: he is problematic and he is toxic, and I kind
Speaker 2: of had to.
Speaker 1: Be like, but I respect that though from hearing your
Speaker 1: side of the story is too. It's because I feel
Speaker 1: like everybody gets into this industry for different reasons, right,
Speaker 1: and just because somebody does something, because the effect of
Speaker 1: how good you or what you're telling them in their
Speaker 1: ear or whatever is also not your problem if you're
Speaker 1: not if you're not telling them the truth of the
Speaker 1: aftermath is because again, you're performing, you're doing certain things
Speaker 1: or whatever. Now if you were to engage more and
Speaker 1: be like, oh, let's go on a date and you're
Speaker 1: fucking all these people, then it's a mix area, which
Speaker 1: a lot of performers in the past have done. So
Speaker 1: I think that that's kind of why it's so easily
Speaker 1: for some people to be like, oh, like the you
Speaker 1: know back in the day would be super The joke
Speaker 1: would be like, oh, you know when someone wants to.
Speaker 3: Fuck you, because it'd be like, oh, do you want
Speaker 3: to do content?
Speaker 1: And that was like a way of like saying you
Speaker 1: want to fuck low key off camera because back then
Speaker 1: content wasn't as big as what it is nowadays. But
Speaker 1: I also feel like where you are in this new
Speaker 1: realm of content creators and also being new into the industry.
Speaker 1: I think that it is it takes like a strong
Speaker 1: person like yourself to set the boundary now of being like, look,
Speaker 1: I'm just a performer. I'm doing what i'm doing. I'm
Speaker 1: shooting content, and this is what I would like to see.
Speaker 1: Like I'm not trying to date anybody, and maybe I'll
Speaker 1: date someone eventually, but that's also your business, you.
Speaker 3: Know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But I think that a lot of people don't tell
Speaker 1: their truth and set that boundary and they just kind
Speaker 1: of mislead people unfortunately, and that's why maybe that's why
Speaker 1: you've gotten those comments in the past.
Speaker 2: But I think also it would be weird to set
Speaker 2: the boundary just off.
Speaker 1: The hop you know what I mean, Oh yeah, because
Speaker 1: then it's then they're not approachable. But I think that
Speaker 1: that's something you have to like kind of guy like
Speaker 1: get you have to figure it out. You got to
Speaker 1: go through when you're in you know, in the water,
Speaker 1: you're going to figure out how to survive and swim, right,
Speaker 1: Like that's kind of like in your situation where you
Speaker 1: didn't know that that was going to be an issue,
Speaker 1: but it could be an issue if not taken correctly,
Speaker 1: or maybe not have knowing yourself as well for being
Speaker 1: a people pleaser, because you don't want to hurt people,
Speaker 1: you know how you say like the Canadian or whatever,
Speaker 1: or it's like the word verbiage of certain things. Unfortunately,
Speaker 1: the world that we live in now is sometimes we
Speaker 1: have to be careful and it's kind of sticky in
Speaker 1: our situations where it's sex is involved with it as well.
Speaker 2: Yeah, there was definitely a learning curve for me to
Speaker 2: kind of understand the best way to navigate a clab.
Speaker 2: And I found if I was collabbing with other of people,
Speaker 2: a relationship was always on the table in their mind.
Speaker 2: But when I would clab with like a mainstream star,
Speaker 2: the last thing they were thinking about is what I'm
Speaker 2: doing the next morning. They couldn't give a fuck. And
Speaker 2: I was like, that's my mindset. So I needed to
Speaker 2: be a little more like I would like. I still like,
Speaker 2: I'll fly people to my house, will shoot content at
Speaker 2: my house, will hang out for three days, right Like
Speaker 2: it's you know, they share, they have their own room.
Speaker 2: It's not you know what I mean, it's not. But
Speaker 2: I was understanding that, like, oh, I need to be
Speaker 2: like mindful that someone that like maybe is not as
Speaker 2: like emotionally shut off as as someone that's been through
Speaker 2: the shit I've been through. I guess you could say
Speaker 2: it's like they might see that as like, oh, I'm
Speaker 2: his favorite, and it's like, well, no, like yes, of course,
Speaker 2: I'm very complimentary during our scene and maybe even not
Speaker 2: during the scene be like you know, you're like you're
Speaker 2: you're great, You're awesome, like I'm so happy to shoot
Speaker 2: with you. Stuff like that, I would be. It was
Speaker 2: almost like I reeled back more and more and more.
Speaker 2: But I think I even like the metronome. I think
Speaker 2: I even went too far, Like it got to the
Speaker 2: point where I'd be like, because you did not act well,
Speaker 2: and I got scared. I didn't want to. I didn't
Speaker 2: want to hurt anybody's feelings. I didn't want someone to
Speaker 2: look at me as like, oh, he led me on.
Speaker 2: I didn't want that at all. Like that was the
Speaker 2: like that break broke my heart, like anytime and be like, oh,
Speaker 2: like an he showed me all this attention and then
Speaker 2: once we collabbed, he like moved on to the next
Speaker 2: and I'd be like, isn't that what we're doing.
Speaker 3: Like so, well, sorry, I'm working, but yeah.
Speaker 2: But again, I took responsibility. I didn't want it to
Speaker 2: look at as like, well, she's emotional, and I was like, no,
Speaker 2: it's like I wanted to take responsibility of my end
Speaker 2: if it as best as I could. I'm a firm
Speaker 2: believer in every issue in my life, I'll take full
Speaker 2: blame for it, and I think that's why I've been
Speaker 2: able to circumvent and I've been able to push through
Speaker 2: issues so much faster, because if I blamed everyone else,
Speaker 2: like I usually think, if something happens three times, especially
Speaker 2: if it's happened three times, it's entirely my fault, even
Speaker 2: if it's not from the grand scheme of things, I'll
Speaker 2: take full responsibility because that's the fastest way I can
Speaker 2: change it and fix it and be done with it.
Speaker 2: Because if I take full resp this is entirely my fault,
Speaker 2: and this is the steps I'm gonna take to change
Speaker 2: it so it never happens again. Is way easier than
Speaker 2: being being like another emotional girl. I think she's so
Speaker 2: I took responsibility and I made changes so that was
Speaker 2: no longer an issue. But yeah, like I said first,
Speaker 2: six months. It was everyone thought I was on the menu,
Speaker 2: and everyone thought I was the next But you're.
Speaker 3: Still the menu, you know, let's be honest, but you know,
Speaker 3: you just you know you're not. You can't take home
Speaker 3: the menu. You just have to leave it in the restaurant.
Speaker 2: I think it's the same as the Okay, I see,
Speaker 2: it's kind of like I see. I consider it.
Speaker 3: A butterfly dine in only.
Speaker 2: I like that, So the butterfly comes through, okay, But
Speaker 2: I'm never going to try and put a jar around it, right.
Speaker 2: I see all performers as a butterfly. You might fly
Speaker 2: into my life, you might fly through my bedroom, you
Speaker 2: might fly whatever, But.
Speaker 3: Then you go, my little free spirit over there.
Speaker 1: I look at you. You just want to fly. Fly,
Speaker 1: and all the vaginas in the world one every single time.
Speaker 1: But I love that, and that's why I love talking
Speaker 1: to new performers, because everybody's perspective is different. This game is,
Speaker 1: you know, so different from when I started seventeen eighteen.
Speaker 3: I fucking it's like eighteen years ago.
Speaker 1: But it's just different, like from the how everything from
Speaker 1: when you walk in and have an agent and how
Speaker 1: they represent.
Speaker 3: You and all those you know, things.
Speaker 1: So it's I always commend the people who come in
Speaker 1: swinging no pun intended, but and really just kind of
Speaker 1: own your own lane and you didn't. You don't have
Speaker 1: an agent, You book your own stuff, correct, And so
Speaker 1: it's like and just navigating through that with how you
Speaker 1: started in the industry and just how you are still
Speaker 1: maintaining that in the industry and continuously doing what you're
Speaker 1: doing with the stars that you're getting is because you
Speaker 1: do have big stars on your content. You do have
Speaker 1: people that are you know, telling that they're good scenes.
Speaker 1: You know, I wouldn't have heard your name if it
Speaker 1: wasn't that the case.
Speaker 2: I got extremely lucky that people took chances on me
Speaker 2: day one, and I think that's like the biggest thing
Speaker 2: for me.
Speaker 3: So let's talk about day one. Sure, what was the
Speaker 3: first content scene that you ever did?
Speaker 2: Pandora Sky?
Speaker 3: So how did that happen?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 3: Were you just one day where you fucking heard before?
Speaker 3: Was it before? And you're like, let's just do of and.
Speaker 2: We got Tinder buddies okay for fun?
Speaker 3: Does that mean?
Speaker 1: What does that mean? I can't be doing dating sites?
Speaker 1: So does that mean you just don't do Hinder?
Speaker 3: Exactly?
Speaker 2: Like, what, Yeah, Tinder, at least for me, was I found.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, what, yeah, Tindered.
Speaker 2: For me at least, you.
Speaker 3: Were just fucking Yeah. Well, I like you just fuck
Speaker 3: a lot.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you wanted to get your day and not
Speaker 1: be fucking for free? Is that kind of how you
Speaker 1: felt like?
Speaker 2: I felt like you seemed.
Speaker 3: Very non emotional at all, like you.
Speaker 2: Have Yeah for sure, Yeah, for sure, I think And.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't say that because you're emotionally aware, but you're
Speaker 1: emotionally disconnected in a.
Speaker 3: Sense absolutely, if that makes sense.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I'm doctor Texas, I have to you know,
Speaker 1: I like it like in a sense. But I think
Speaker 1: that that's why you are successful in this industry is
Speaker 1: because you can disassociate what that And.
Speaker 2: I think that's something I see in a lot of
Speaker 2: performers that I wish they could find a little bit of.
Speaker 2: But then I also see in every day to day
Speaker 2: to day life. I wish I could find a little
Speaker 2: bit more of the emotional side away from my job,
Speaker 2: because there is it's weird to say, we don't have
Speaker 2: to go too deep into it. I had a tough
Speaker 2: life and I basically lived my entire life with you
Speaker 2: can't get attached to anything because it's always gonna leave.
Speaker 2: And that was my childhood. That was everything. Like the
Speaker 2: only rock I really had was my mom, and my
Speaker 2: mom still to this day is like one of my
Speaker 2: best friends. But I always felt like getting into relationships.
Speaker 2: I always felt like getting into friendships. I always felt like,
Speaker 2: at some point this person is going to catastrophically hurt
Speaker 2: me and move on with their life. And I always
Speaker 2: reserved myself a little bit and always backed up a
Speaker 2: little bit, and I always still do for sure. For sure,
Speaker 2: it's it's something that there's very few people. I mean,
Speaker 2: we have mutual friends that are genuine friends of mine
Speaker 2: that would say he's so emotional. Yeah, he would say
Speaker 2: he's so emotional.
Speaker 3: He's so well when.
Speaker 1: You're safe and when you feel in that in those things,
Speaker 1: it was like as far as like a safe space,
Speaker 1: words on judgment and those things like that is because
Speaker 1: the world is a cruel space.
Speaker 3: For me.
Speaker 1: Is again I always go back to like why I
Speaker 1: like to have people, And I guess because I also
Speaker 1: like to go deep.
Speaker 3: I log to know that, yeah, you are a flesh.
Speaker 1: Mechanic any other things, but you also have you know,
Speaker 1: it's mind, body, and soul of like who you are
Speaker 1: and what makes you be allowed to sit and talk
Speaker 1: to me about how you're fucking these girls and you
Speaker 1: fucked one hundred girls in high school and what that means.
Speaker 1: But there is also another component to that of.
Speaker 3: Why you are the way you are and why you.
Speaker 1: Like are able to do this industry and also have
Speaker 1: like Santanto's down of like who you are so as
Speaker 1: a person, because I feel like you still are very
Speaker 1: real and authentic and I think that that is for sure,
Speaker 1: really rare to find and in the society that we
Speaker 1: live in now. So that's why I think what kind
Speaker 1: of stands you out from the rest.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that and I am blown away with how
Speaker 2: you can see right through the no you're you're right,
Speaker 2: Like you've you've nailed it. And I think that at
Speaker 2: least from my experience, it just takes a while, Yeah,
Speaker 2: and it takes you that's very long time for me
Speaker 2: to truly open up to somebody. And even so my
Speaker 2: opening up to somebody is always like nervous, Like there's
Speaker 2: very very few people on this planet, but like I
Speaker 2: would say, shameless of someone that does truly know who
Speaker 2: I am. Yeah, he's been. He was with me through
Speaker 2: my attempted murder, he was with me through Twitter drama.
Speaker 2: He was with me through the greatest things that ever
Speaker 2: happened to me. He's been with me through. He's one
Speaker 2: of my dear, dear, dear friends. And I think that's
Speaker 2: somebody that I still call when I need advice. I
Speaker 2: still call. So it's like people like that have really
Speaker 2: like seen into who I am in my life, and
Speaker 2: I feel like that's something I cherish, and I'll like
Speaker 2: I'll do anything for my friends. Yeah, even so like
Speaker 2: once you're like even today, like once you're like war buddies.
Speaker 2: It doesn't even have to be like a.
Speaker 3: Deep You're gonna do everything for me, tell me more.
Speaker 3: I just read you, but in a good way.
Speaker 1: I don't think it's bad, No, but I appreciate the
Speaker 1: vulnerability of it all because it's all again and rawness,
Speaker 1: and I'd like, this is also about like getting to
Speaker 1: know you more. Like the whole reason of my show
Speaker 1: is called Private Talk, is like we don't know each other,
Speaker 1: but by at the end of this episode, like we're
Speaker 1: gonna be good friends. It is because it's like having
Speaker 1: a private conversation. I asked the questions that some people
Speaker 1: may not. But it's also because I want to know
Speaker 1: the real and not the you that well. I want
Speaker 1: you fucking too, but I want to know the other
Speaker 1: part of you, of like what led you to the fucking.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that you are brutally intelligent. I am. I'm
Speaker 2: truly blown away. I don't think my I don't think
Speaker 2: my the I guess you could say downfalls, right, I
Speaker 2: don't think the downfalls in my emotional ability are that
Speaker 2: much of a mystery. I think that's why a lot
Speaker 2: of people gravitate towards me, because I think I'm kind
Speaker 2: of okay with it. I know I have issues with
Speaker 2: opening up. I know I have issues with getting deep.
Speaker 2: I know I have sometimes I know I have a
Speaker 2: lot of issues with my and I think a lot
Speaker 2: of people like the idea that I do openly talk
Speaker 2: about that.
Speaker 1: But do you also know that's why you're a target
Speaker 1: for for the emotionally unstable girls some things, because people
Speaker 1: like to trauma dump. People like to see the darkness,
Speaker 1: so you could rise above the life like in a lightness,
Speaker 1: which isn't a bad and negative thing, but attached the wrong,
Speaker 1: ye Cloud, it could be.
Speaker 2: In my mid twenties, I dealt with a lot of
Speaker 2: like fixer type girls that were like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: this guy that loves to fuck and plays hockey and
Speaker 2: rides motorcycles and like, I'm going to fix him.
Speaker 3: There's hockey a big part of your life. You said
Speaker 3: that a times.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, huge, hockey was.
Speaker 3: I think that that's kind of like where your discipline
Speaker 3: comes from. Of things, I'd.
Speaker 2: Say discipline is probably my biggest lack in my entire existence.
Speaker 1: Oh no, okay, I feel like with hockey you have
Speaker 1: to be pretty disciplined. It's a team sport. Y'all have
Speaker 1: to like be very like it's a brotherhood of things.
Speaker 1: So it's like you kind of like show up.
Speaker 2: And I was so passionate. I didn't need discipline, So
Speaker 2: you're just that good. Nope, Nope, I wasn't that good.
Speaker 2: I tried really hard and that was I still this day, like,
Speaker 2: oh yeah, there's I have friends that have like made
Speaker 2: it to the big times that have said like if
Speaker 2: I had your heart, and I'd always say if I
Speaker 2: had your skill, like we'd make a we'd make a
Speaker 2: hell of.
Speaker 3: Are some of those friends, uh?
Speaker 2: I don't know if I should name drop any of
Speaker 2: my pro hockey friends.
Speaker 3: Why not not?
Speaker 2: Like, yeah, but I don't know if they're how much
Speaker 2: they want to be associated with what I do. Now
Speaker 2: A couple that had to do the Instagram unfollowed.
Speaker 3: So you got, Okay, I got? I got, and it
Speaker 3: makes you feel better.
Speaker 1: I got kicked out of my best friend's wedding because
Speaker 1: I was important.
Speaker 3: This is my first start in business.
Speaker 1: But I mean I at the time, again, we were
Speaker 1: we were young, we were twenty one. So it's like
Speaker 1: her parents didn't want me in the way because it
Speaker 1: would be we were in a small town and they
Speaker 1: didn't want the attention put on me, which I respected.
Speaker 3: So I just did about this country, right, yeah, okay, yeah,
Speaker 3: So I was like, oh for sure.
Speaker 1: So I was like, you know what, cool, I wouldn't
Speaker 1: have done that, but I have to meet people where
Speaker 1: they are and I just said.
Speaker 2: To So you had that level of maturity at twenty one.
Speaker 1: I had another choice. I had a choice to either
Speaker 1: be sad and cry about it. But I'm still not
Speaker 1: going to the wedding, So what the fuck am I
Speaker 1: gonna do about it? So for me is I had
Speaker 1: to the compartmentalize of like is it cool?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: But I also it's not really hers, her parents and
Speaker 1: she's not financially paying for things, and it's their wedding.
Speaker 1: Pretty much, we really think about it, so what am
Speaker 1: I gonna do? We never our friendship was never the
Speaker 1: same after it, because for me is like I also
Speaker 1: saw how you're not showing up as me as a friend,
Speaker 1: because for me, I would ride for my friends and
Speaker 1: I would be like, then I'm not having a wedding
Speaker 1: and if you don't want to pay for it.
Speaker 3: I'll go get blacking in the courthouse.
Speaker 2: I'm like, so you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: But I can't make someone be someone that I am.
Speaker 1: And that's how you have insanity, because you know, you
Speaker 1: keep trying to do something and make people do things
Speaker 1: that you would do it that way, and you can't.
Speaker 2: So it's so interesting you're saying this because I've lost
Speaker 2: friends because I was like, do you know what I
Speaker 2: would have done in that situation? I would have done
Speaker 2: so much, And it used to frustrate the fuck out
Speaker 2: of me because it'd be like, how can I call
Speaker 2: you a friend when you wouldn't even do that? And
Speaker 2: I would do this, so that's interesting that you're saying
Speaker 2: that because I live it's true.
Speaker 3: The thing is that it's true.
Speaker 1: The thing is is you have to as an adult,
Speaker 1: have to come with terms that not everybody's like you
Speaker 1: and everyone's going to do things the way you are,
Speaker 1: and if that's okay with you, then you continue the
Speaker 1: friendship and you meet them where they are, and if not,
Speaker 1: you leave them where they are too. And you know,
Speaker 1: that's just life. Not everybody's supposed to mean take the
Speaker 1: journey with you all the way.
Speaker 2: Do you have you ever heard of the like everybody
Speaker 2: in your life is seasonal?
Speaker 3: I have.
Speaker 2: I found that.
Speaker 1: Fascinating seasons and reasons of why they're in your life.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, yeah, because it's like there could be a
Speaker 1: season that they're there, or a reason to either teach
Speaker 1: you something, to re teach you something to you know,
Speaker 1: to maybe recognize something in your life. But they're all
Speaker 1: teaching moments, mutual moments. But it's like it's reflections of
Speaker 1: what you want in the world. I feel like how
Speaker 1: you are show up in the world as what you
Speaker 1: are like attract So I think that that's all telling
Speaker 1: of where you are in your life.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think in the past, I'd say two years especially,
Speaker 2: I've been brutally lucky with people that have like actually
Speaker 2: pulled through for me. I dealt with some some shitty
Speaker 2: stuff and I think a lot of my true friends
Speaker 2: and fake friends.
Speaker 3: Does this have to do with you? I mean you
Speaker 3: threw out like casually a murder attempt or what you're that?
Speaker 1: No, I don't know that's funny. I'm like, you just
Speaker 1: casually talk about murdering.
Speaker 2: No, another performer tried to kill me.
Speaker 3: Really, he's in prison? Really?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Why because you were fucking better than him? Like not
Speaker 3: to be like, I mean.
Speaker 2: I can't I can't speak to his true reasons what
Speaker 2: he told me. It's because I had sex with his
Speaker 2: ex girlfriend on camera for work. Like it wasn't a
Speaker 2: I wasn't like.
Speaker 1: So it was like total blindside situation, no idea.
Speaker 2: Like with a truck while I was on my motorcycle
Speaker 2: and then he struck me with a golf club. Jesus,
Speaker 2: you can google it. It's like it's yeah, La Times
Speaker 2: covered in New York Times, no jumper TMZ.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like here, I google me, bitch.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean.
Speaker 3: That's insane.
Speaker 1: So what was like what happened I mean obviously that like,
Speaker 1: did you like what I mean, what are your casualties?
Speaker 3: What happened to you?
Speaker 2: I was fine, I see.
Speaker 3: You're alive, and we're glad that you're here. Just said here,
Speaker 3: but can you do that?
Speaker 2: But like I took a golf club to the tailbone,
Speaker 2: which was actually horrible.
Speaker 3: I mean that doesn't sound fun.
Speaker 2: Yeah. No, it hit me like right in the tailbone,
Speaker 2: like dead center. My table for my legs. But I
Speaker 2: lunged at him at the same time, and it hit
Speaker 2: me like dead center.
Speaker 1: So did you You're on your motorcycle, you knew it
Speaker 1: was okay, It's on video.
Speaker 2: He rear ended me twice and then he pushed my
Speaker 2: bike into an intersection and I didn't know what was
Speaker 2: going on. And then I turned around.
Speaker 3: And you saw who it was.
Speaker 2: I saw who it was. He put on a ski mask,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I was like, well, that means
Speaker 2: the ski mask is not working for me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it means the ski mask is.
Speaker 2: For everyone else. So I was like, oh, I'm dying
Speaker 2: right now. And at this point I already pulled over.
Speaker 2: I knew I could probably get away on the motorcycle,
Speaker 2: but at the same time, like I'm in a residential area,
Speaker 2: so my chances of death trying to flee on a
Speaker 2: motorcycle are also pretty high. So I mean, I guess
Speaker 2: I thought I could talk my way out of it.
Speaker 2: I also didn't really understand what the beat was. I
Speaker 2: had no idea, and I got off my motorcycle and
Speaker 2: I turned around to face him, and I understood at
Speaker 2: that point that I was going to be shot. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I thought, kind of, you know, this.
Speaker 1: Is it and how scary. I'm so sorry that happened. No,
Speaker 1: it's traumatic, though.
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, for sure, that's something that's not.
Speaker 1: Like you're here to say it one but like also
Speaker 1: talk about it whatever, which is a big thing. But
Speaker 1: it's like that's something that's not life and death is
Speaker 1: a big situation. I never know what's going to happen
Speaker 1: for something like you know, you didn't know you went
Speaker 1: to work.
Speaker 2: It changed my view of planet Earth human it changed.
Speaker 2: It completely changed who I was as a person, like
Speaker 2: it's not even yeah, completely changed who I was. And
Speaker 2: so I had assumed he had a firearm, at which
Speaker 2: he did, And so he got out of the driver's
Speaker 2: seat of the truck and he went to the back
Speaker 2: seat and he was fumbling around in the back seat,
Speaker 2: and I was kind of waiting, and I didn't really understand,
Speaker 2: and I again, I didn't want to get shot in
Speaker 2: the back. I just for some reason, I was like,
Speaker 2: I felt like that was like a bit way to die.
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm not going to get shot in
Speaker 2: the back. I'm not going to like run away. So
Speaker 2: I'm like whatever. So I stood there and I stared
Speaker 2: at him, and he fumbled around in the truck. He
Speaker 2: took the ski mask off, and he didn't take the gun,
Speaker 2: and he took the golf club and he walked at
Speaker 2: me with the golf club, and he got close enough
Speaker 2: for me to grab a hold of him.
Speaker 1: And at this point the cops were called and they.
Speaker 2: Just no, no, this this all happened like that, like
Speaker 2: there was nothing at that point. Was that was everything
Speaker 2: I just told you was in the span of ten seconds.
Speaker 2: And then yeah, he got close enough for me to
Speaker 2: help him spend the night in the hospital. And yeah,
Speaker 2: so I rearranged his face, defending myself to the best
Speaker 2: of my ability, and luckily I was able to get
Speaker 2: him to the ground and I was able to hold
Speaker 2: him there until the police arrived and that's also all
Speaker 2: on camera. And then the pedestrians were coming by and
Speaker 2: filming us, and I explained to the pedestrians because I
Speaker 2: was worried that they were going to jump in and
Speaker 2: try and because I looked like the at that point
Speaker 2: he was covered in blood and stuff like that. So yeah,
Speaker 2: he was wearing doctor gloves. I think that helped me
Speaker 2: a lot, because a lot of people were like, why
Speaker 2: is this guy wearing doctor gloves and all black with
Speaker 2: a black hoodie and black pants and doctor gloves.
Speaker 3: That's just so insane that Yeah, it was.
Speaker 2: A premeditated attempted murder. Yeah, he actually had told another
Speaker 2: performer that he was going to do it. She had
Speaker 2: the testify in court, and uh, yeah. I as much
Speaker 2: as I'm upset that she didn't give me a heads up,
Speaker 2: I really appreciate that she testified because it made a
Speaker 2: huge difference in the case because he told her in
Speaker 2: detail what he had planned to do to me, and
Speaker 2: she thought he was joking, so she had basically said like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I mean whatever, people say stupid shit. In my opinion,
Speaker 2: if somebody gave me details of how they wanted to
Speaker 2: kill somebody, I'd probably if I had that person's cell
Speaker 2: number'd probably give them heads up.
Speaker 3: But for sure, like you said, I can't make everyone.
Speaker 2: I can't. I can't.
Speaker 1: But it's also telling, you know what I mean, you
Speaker 1: just have to. It's unfortunate, and I appreciate you for
Speaker 1: sharing this story. I'm sure that it's not easy, even
Speaker 1: even though it's been you know, probably whatever. But he've
Speaker 1: been telling the stor every time it's yeah, maybe every time.
Speaker 1: I'm sure it's not, you know, an easy situation. It's
Speaker 1: and again is the life and death situation, So it's not.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I try and take the positives out of it,
Speaker 2: and I'm I'm okay. Yeah, And obviously emotionally is a
Speaker 2: different story. But I mean physically I'm okay, and I
Speaker 2: think that's something that a lot of people on this
Speaker 2: planet take for granted. And I could have been ran over,
Speaker 2: I could have been shot, I.
Speaker 3: Could have been could have been a lot worse of
Speaker 3: a situation.
Speaker 1: It's a positive mind set to continue, and we talked
Speaker 1: about manifesting and all these positive things. And that's really
Speaker 1: the only way I feel like that could put you
Speaker 1: on the other side of being going through is because yeah,
Speaker 1: there has to be there with every darkness, there's a
Speaker 1: lightness for sure, you know it's coming.
Speaker 2: I think it's what's the phrase, with every action, there's
Speaker 2: an equal and opposite.
Speaker 3: Reaction, right, So I have heard that one, but I
Speaker 3: like it.
Speaker 2: Oh interesting, that's like a math thing. It's like in physics. Why.
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not about to be clear, but yeah, no,
Speaker 2: it it completely changed who I was as a person.
Speaker 2: But the social media storm afterwards was almost worse. And
Speaker 2: it was people were saying that I had assaulted his
Speaker 2: girlfriend and that's why he attacked me, which is untrue.
Speaker 2: She was in the comments saying that's not true. But
Speaker 2: it just it was just really really tough all around
Speaker 2: to have. And then other performers were saying that they
Speaker 2: wished I had died that day. Yeah, people I'd never met,
Speaker 2: knew nothing about, and.
Speaker 3: Yeah, just you know, that's insane.
Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, sometimes it's it's uh, with
Speaker 1: every good, there is also a bad. We talk about
Speaker 1: dark and light, right, It's like with social media sometimes
Speaker 1: I think that that's the shitty part of it, is
Speaker 1: like when people want to, you know, glorify people's downfalls
Speaker 1: or their misfortunes and things like that, where it's like
Speaker 1: nobody at those times need to hear any fucking more
Speaker 1: negative thing or whatever, like keep.
Speaker 3: Your comments to yourself. I know, sometimes a.
Speaker 2: Huge picture about the commentary than it does of the person.
Speaker 3: One ten percent.
Speaker 1: But it also you know, for me, is like why
Speaker 1: I'm someone who gets ridiculed in comments all the time
Speaker 1: because of what I do.
Speaker 3: Don't do this on the other but I've never been
Speaker 3: one for.
Speaker 2: Who never bang fucking scumbag, you know, because.
Speaker 1: He's still mad that I turned them down, not to
Speaker 1: fucking I'm sorry, but I you know, I just don't
Speaker 1: look listen to comments because if I listen to every
Speaker 1: comment of whatever, then I'm pleasing other people that I'm
Speaker 1: never gonna win.
Speaker 3: You know. For me, I was always like if I
Speaker 3: could sleep at.
Speaker 1: Night at the end of the day and I'm good
Speaker 1: with my moral compass, then I'm good.
Speaker 3: I can't please everybody and fuck everybody else literally fuck up.
Speaker 1: Well that's some heavy shit, but I appreciate it though,
Speaker 1: But I think it's also good to get it out,
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 3: You gotta like, yeah, it's pretty public.
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, you know, not for me, but you know,
Speaker 1: we're learning things all the time. That's why I think
Speaker 1: it's about a little bit more piece of you of
Speaker 1: probably why you are the way you are and why
Speaker 1: you fuck the way you do, and you also tell
Speaker 1: them no when you don't want to do things. Yeah,
Speaker 1: who's your favorite performing? You fuck so far? Oh?
Speaker 2: I hate that question.
Speaker 3: It's okay, do we top three?
Speaker 2: Fuck?
Speaker 3: Hate that too, You're gonna fucking answer it.
Speaker 2: I so I hate the idea of favorite because I
Speaker 2: don't feel like sexual experience.
Speaker 3: This is not a political campaign, You're not running for
Speaker 3: a fucking I.
Speaker 2: Truly feel this way because I don't see my sexual
Speaker 2: experiences as I feel like they're all individual So to
Speaker 2: think of like who do I like vibe with? Better? Maybe?
Speaker 2: Who do I make more money with? Who do I
Speaker 2: who am my better friends with? Like, so when I
Speaker 2: say favorite as a whole, that there's there's performers.
Speaker 1: Who's your favorite person to make money with? Let's go
Speaker 1: who makes you the most money on your fucking of.
Speaker 2: Hawk hates you?
Speaker 3: For sure?
Speaker 2: Who hawk hates you?
Speaker 3: That's a performer, that is a performer. What does she do?
Speaker 3: Does she? Howk to.
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: A little bit of everything? TikTok was big on vine.
Speaker 3: Oh.
Speaker 1: I was talking about how does she fuck you? I
Speaker 1: was talking about her social media.
Speaker 2: About social media presence that Hawk has is insane.
Speaker 3: Okay. So we went, so I should want to know
Speaker 3: who this person.
Speaker 2: We went to a medieval fair and Hawk warned me
Speaker 2: at the beginning we might get stopped for photos. And
Speaker 2: this was like, I was pretty new I had.
Speaker 3: Been stopped for Where is where is this this?
Speaker 2: It was just like a Renaissance fair.
Speaker 3: But where what city?
Speaker 2: I'm contractually not allowed to tell you the state actually
Speaker 2: why because Hawk is very protective of Hawk is mixed.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 2: So we were at Renaissance.
Speaker 3: Fair and I likes a right.
Speaker 2: We were at a Renaissance fair and Hawk warned me
Speaker 2: that people might stop us for photos, and I guess,
Speaker 2: like naively, I was like, oh, yeah, yeah, whatever. It
Speaker 2: had happened to me maybe five times in my entire life,
Speaker 2: so I thought nothing of it. We didn't even get
Speaker 2: into the Renaissance fair and we had been stopped.
Speaker 3: Like five times. Yeah.
Speaker 2: We were in the parking lot and I was like,
Speaker 2: this is insane, and then Hawk was like, yeah, this
Speaker 2: is this is what happened.
Speaker 3: Okay. So we get our.
Speaker 2: Way into the Renaissance fair. The person that checks the tickets.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, hates you can I
Speaker 2: get a photo? And I was like, I honestly felt
Speaker 2: like I was getting punked. I was like, is this really?
Speaker 2: Like this really happens? We could not walk around this
Speaker 2: place literally, we couldn't walk around the place, so we
Speaker 2: maybe got in did like half a lap and to
Speaker 2: the point where like twenty plus people.
Speaker 1: Were like warning us, girl is I mean she must
Speaker 1: be like truly, why is she called hawk? What is
Speaker 1: she's duty? That makes it like hot? Like she does
Speaker 1: something crazy move like why? It's just like a gamer.
Speaker 1: That's why I'm like, is that a gamer tag is
Speaker 1: like a because most times it's like your user name
Speaker 1: is something, but like your name is probably like something else,
Speaker 1: but your your stage name is hok.
Speaker 2: Yeah that would be I don't know, okay, just the persona.
Speaker 3: I mean I want to go look it up right now.
Speaker 3: I'm like, I mean, you caught me, you caught me
Speaker 3: your nest, cat me in your nest.
Speaker 2: You know. It's just such a deep true again authentically that.
Speaker 3: Word deep, Like if I drop it a couple more times.
Speaker 2: Maybe yeah, just crazy social media presence that is really like.
Speaker 1: Okay, so what was the moment you realized this wasn't
Speaker 1: just a job, it was something you love doing.
Speaker 2: When did I realize it wasn't a job and something
Speaker 2: that I loved.
Speaker 3: Maybe you fucking don't love it. I don't know. I
Speaker 3: do love it, Okay.
Speaker 2: I would do this for minimum wage. I would do
Speaker 2: this off camera?
Speaker 3: What is minimum wage these days?
Speaker 2: I don't know. Like I think in Canada, it's like, so.
Speaker 3: We can pay you five dollars, I don't know. Is
Speaker 3: it more than that? What's it?
Speaker 2: I do a mainstream scene with you for five dollars?
Speaker 3: Oh? What if I give you a dollar?
Speaker 2: Deal?
Speaker 1: Mmm?
Speaker 3: So it's I own it?
Speaker 2: And then I'll say keep it at the end.
Speaker 1: Oh, look that's his charm. Keep it, baby, gotchage? You
Speaker 1: filthy animal?
Speaker 3: Love it.
Speaker 1: If you could replay one scene and make it ten
Speaker 1: times wilder, what would it be and what would you change?
Speaker 2: I just did a threesome with Jesse Pony and Rebel Rider,
Speaker 2: who are two very extreme performers. I like to say
Speaker 2: I'm the least kinky rough.
Speaker 1: So they were extreme that they let you do stuff
Speaker 1: extreme to them, or you let them do extreme things
Speaker 1: to you.
Speaker 2: I'm never the receiver of anything Okay, none of the
Speaker 2: it happens to me like I do the crazy stuff,
Speaker 2: but I'll always go, obviously within the guidelines of what
Speaker 2: my performer wants. These two performers guidelines are insane. When
Speaker 2: I first worked with Jesse Pony, Jesse Pony told me,
Speaker 2: there's absolutely nothing you can do to me that I
Speaker 2: will say no to.
Speaker 3: What did you do to her? Well, you put it
Speaker 3: in her, but.
Speaker 2: For sure, okay, but I hate when people say that.
Speaker 3: He said, for sure, like I'm supposed to know that.
Speaker 3: You just have your life, got it.
Speaker 2: It's kind of become my thing. Oh, I mean, I
Speaker 2: get you know what, I'm gonna take it if you're
Speaker 2: gonna call me.
Speaker 3: I mean, is that the right term? Though maybe I.
Speaker 2: Think that goes to the girl. Yeah, but I am
Speaker 2: the flesh mechanic. Is that he just.
Speaker 3: Likes to take that ass.
Speaker 1: I think he just wants to say because he thinks
Speaker 1: my ass is so big that he thinks I'm gonna
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 2: But I don't even like then, I would never want
Speaker 2: to have It's true. It's true any perform like I've
Speaker 2: worked with one performer who, right as the camera was
Speaker 2: about the role, told me she hates to do an.
Speaker 3: The wrong time, to say.
Speaker 2: So hard, to say hard knowing that she didn't like it,
Speaker 2: that not even just that that she was pretending I
Speaker 2: don't like. I don't like that.
Speaker 1: For me, it's like I don't I don't like it
Speaker 1: on the table. If I like you, then i'll and
Speaker 1: I like your allow you to fuck me, and my like.
Speaker 1: For me, I just don't like because my ass is
Speaker 1: so big and people are like, oh, you just like it. No,
Speaker 1: I need to be an inviting situation. And nine times
Speaker 1: out of ten I can count on these one these hands,
Speaker 1: how many times I've had sex, and majority of them are.
Speaker 3: All in film.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 3: Yeah, do the math because you're good at it, right,
Speaker 3: That's what.
Speaker 2: I cannot let that rut. I'm not good at math.
Speaker 3: What's one psychological turn on that turns you on? Every time?
Speaker 1: Something mental and not physical psychological turn on? Yeah, I
Speaker 1: know you're not like obviously emotionally, Oh that's your thing.
Speaker 2: Comfort?
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 2: If somebody feels like I've taken a lot of again
Speaker 2: we're on the topic of it. I think thirteen.
Speaker 3: I think are you circumcised or not?
Speaker 2: I am circumcised?
Speaker 1: Interesting mostly most uncircumcised a lot of first time because
Speaker 1: it doesn't hurt is bad.
Speaker 2: Interesting, I guess that makes sense. I've never known that.
Speaker 1: It's like those what where those toys? You're too young
Speaker 1: to know, but it's like those little things that were
Speaker 1: like I.
Speaker 2: Know exactly, I'm not that much younger.
Speaker 1: I'm forty or thirty two. That's a big gap years.
Speaker 1: You're just still trying to fuck me.
Speaker 3: I don't.
Speaker 2: No matter what we're talking about, I'm trying to fuck you.
Speaker 3: That's not a bas I mean, you have a heartbeat,
Speaker 3: I get it. I'm not mad at you. I'm not
Speaker 3: bad at it.
Speaker 2: So comfort comfort answer somebody feeling like they trust you.
Speaker 2: I think this is a very healthy because I feel
Speaker 2: the same way.
Speaker 3: I go, will you trust the inner child in you?
Speaker 2: Interesting?
Speaker 3: That's the true.
Speaker 1: What's something about the male porn experience that no one
Speaker 1: talks about, but they should, like you having like the
Speaker 1: experience of you getting to have these content creators. You're
Speaker 1: out there and you're like having sex with these beautiful women.
Speaker 1: Some are like super have super rules, that's super kinky,
Speaker 1: super whatever. Like, how like, what is something that with
Speaker 1: all of that incumbents? What is something that people don't
Speaker 1: really maybe talk about that, maybe kind of should shed
Speaker 1: a light.
Speaker 2: That's a really good question. Thank you, damn God, damn it.
Speaker 2: You stumped me.
Speaker 3: Nan.
Speaker 2: Maybe you're the lack of your own comfort, I guess,
Speaker 2: and I think that's the most I personally think the
Speaker 2: reason why I get again. I think I'm the luckiest
Speaker 2: man in the world. I truly do. But I think
Speaker 2: the reason why a lot of performers will recommend me
Speaker 2: to other performers is because I'm truly making it look
Speaker 2: like I'm the boss and making it look like I'm
Speaker 2: doing whatever the fuck I want to this beautiful lady.
Speaker 2: But it's very much the absolute opposite. And I don't overshoot.
Speaker 2: I don't you know, if we're doing forty five minutes
Speaker 2: of hard fast, I want the girl to be having
Speaker 2: a good time. And I think if you remove your
Speaker 2: own pleasures or remove your own what feels best for
Speaker 2: you or what you want to do the most, and
Speaker 2: you make it way more about the girl. I think
Speaker 2: that's something that a lot of male performers don't understand,
Speaker 2: because I'll hear girls they'll talk about I just did
Speaker 2: a clab. It was four hours, and I'm like, why
Speaker 2: was it four hours? That's how long he fucks.
Speaker 3: Fuck for four hours?
Speaker 2: There's all, well, it's insane, right, but there's a ton
Speaker 2: of male performers that are doing the collabs are insane.
Speaker 2: They'll be they'll be at a collab for six fucking hours,
Speaker 2: and a collab with me. You're not out of there
Speaker 2: by one hours because the fire alarm went off, Like
Speaker 2: you're out of there, like it's we naturally you're.
Speaker 3: A one minute man. You're a one minute man.
Speaker 2: No, Like to me, the ideal scene is like twelve
Speaker 2: to like twenty two minutes, okay, like anything over.
Speaker 1: Twenty two minutes, I mean for content and like, oh
Speaker 1: have purposes. There's no need to fucking have anything else
Speaker 1: because you're just exactly beating a dead horse, no pun intended,
Speaker 1: Like why, like what do you do? I agree, because
Speaker 1: the thing is like you lose, like you lose the
Speaker 1: viewership of like the same thing, and thenthing else you
Speaker 1: could do is chop it up and multiple things.
Speaker 3: But who the fuck wants.
Speaker 2: To like not six minutes of break content?
Speaker 1: You knows what he's talking about? Numbers again, he says
Speaker 1: he's not gonnat math. I don't know he's calculating things
Speaker 1: over your gun. All right, I'm gonna take a little
Speaker 1: break and then we're gonna play my favorite part, Truth
Speaker 1: with Texas. We got to know you a little bit
Speaker 1: more and deeper.
Speaker 3: You like that word. But now we're gonna know a
Speaker 3: little bit more sexy things. We've seen you fuck. But
Speaker 3: I'm gonna ask you some sexy questions, so I hope
Speaker 3: you're ready. Are you ready?
Speaker 1: I'll put it in real gentle A premise, no, I promise, promise.
Speaker 1: All right, we are back and write a play Truth
Speaker 1: with Texas.
Speaker 3: Are you ready?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: Are you warm?
Speaker 1: I mean I gave you a lot of foreplay. I
Speaker 1: hope you're ready for a flash mechanic. I know I'm
Speaker 1: teasing you, and I know you really want to have
Speaker 1: sex with this Texas, but we're gonna let you fantasize
Speaker 1: a punt.
Speaker 3: A little bit more.
Speaker 2: So.
Speaker 1: Do you think you're kinky, naughty, romantic, spicy or all
Speaker 1: of the above?
Speaker 3: Naughty, naughty?
Speaker 1: Okay, We're gonna go with naughty questions and what turns
Speaker 1: you on immediately, no matter what setting.
Speaker 3: That's just gonna get hard and write a play Eagerness, Eagerness.
Speaker 2: Anytime a girl's like, I need to fuck you so
Speaker 2: bad no matter what's going on, I'm like that the
Speaker 2: being wanted, I guess would be.
Speaker 1: The okay, yeah, have you ever hooked up with a
Speaker 1: fan or slid into someone's DMS that turned into something else?
Speaker 2: I do what's called the amateur series, which is me
Speaker 2: having sex with fans that I get porn tested and
Speaker 2: then their face, and then I sell the video and
Speaker 2: they get one hundred percent of the proceeds of the sales.
Speaker 3: Wow, so nice of you giving giving like every day.
Speaker 2: It's a lot of fun.
Speaker 3: So how did you come into this?
Speaker 1: And no pen intended? But uh, like what made you
Speaker 1: start doing? So it's like fuck a fan basically?
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, there was a girl that lived like forty
Speaker 2: minutes from me.
Speaker 3: And these people obviously have only fans or.
Speaker 2: No, no, these are regular people.
Speaker 3: Oh so the proceeds from what your only fans mean?
Speaker 2: Yeah? So all sell the video okay, and then I
Speaker 2: will screenshot the video sales and be like here.
Speaker 3: Interesting, Yeah, it's what's the most you paid out a lot.
Speaker 2: There's a girl that I ended up. We did I
Speaker 2: think four videos. She's made well over twenty grand. Wow,
Speaker 2: she bought her son a car.
Speaker 3: Wow. Yeah, and then okay, you throw the a car.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so she was after this has happened, and then
Speaker 2: she was like thanking me about the car while blowing you.
Speaker 3: Definitely made a video of that.
Speaker 2: This is on camera, yes, yeah, yeah yeah. It went
Speaker 2: really really really well.
Speaker 3: Wow.
Speaker 2: But it started with a girl she lived like forty
Speaker 2: minutes from me, and she was like, I'm a huge fan.
Speaker 2: I'd love to have sex with you. And I was like, cool, yeah,
Speaker 2: like that's awesome.
Speaker 3: You're like I know everybody does definitely not but.
Speaker 2: And I'm here to pursue the only girl. And then
Speaker 2: she was like, I live forty minutes away from you,
Speaker 2: like would love to fuck And I was like okay, cool.
Speaker 2: I was like what if we filmed it and I
Speaker 2: blurred you? And then we sold the video and then
Speaker 2: she was like, oh my gosh, I'm a single mom,
Speaker 2: like this would be fucking amazing. That's so interesting and yeah,
Speaker 2: so I gave her a massage and then I I
Speaker 2: think I figured her for the first video because we
Speaker 2: were waiting for her to get tested, and then we
Speaker 2: got her tested and then like I think two days later,
Speaker 2: we did.
Speaker 3: Like a full so romantic and last, so.
Speaker 2: My editor just blurred it and yeah, it went really well.
Speaker 2: And then people lost their minds. They're like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: because you could tell the way she was acting and
Speaker 2: how she carried herself. That like, it's not a girl
Speaker 2: that makes content, and uh, it just but that the
Speaker 2: naturalness of it, and like how giddy she was and
Speaker 2: how much fun we had was fucking fantastic.
Speaker 3: So I love that for her. It was welcome the car,
Speaker 3: The car is nice present. Do you like your girl
Speaker 3: to spitter swallow? Do you have a preference? Uh?
Speaker 2: I think if it was going in the mouth, I
Speaker 2: would be offended if it was spit out, so I'd
Speaker 2: say swallow.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had someone tell your perm distasted so
Speaker 1: horrible they couldn't swallow it?
Speaker 2: No? No, I think I'm pretty lucky in that cutter.
Speaker 2: I also like, I don't drink, I don't smoke, which
Speaker 2: make huge differences.
Speaker 3: For your But it's more like diet.
Speaker 2: Why you have a high sugar diet, okay, which helps
Speaker 2: a lot.
Speaker 1: So that's it gets the coming back from more. You're
Speaker 1: on a sugar high sugar.
Speaker 3: For these girls. I was talking about the truck ladies.
Speaker 1: He's trying to it's the candy from he's trying to Yeah.
Speaker 2: I think, like I've like been with a car, but
Speaker 2: I don't think it was my.
Speaker 3: Like was she dodging? It was?
Speaker 2: Yeah, Well, I'll always ask like, where do you.
Speaker 3: Want me to? And is the worst place? They said,
Speaker 3: on the floor in your hand?
Speaker 2: You know what A girl once told me in the garbage.
Speaker 3: Oh.
Speaker 2: I was like, where do you want me? In the garbage?
Speaker 2: And there was a garbage right there and I was like, what, Like,
Speaker 2: was my gosh, I totally forgot about that until you
Speaker 2: said that. Yes, she asked me, and I was like, Okay.
Speaker 3: Did you do it for sure? Did you feel weird?
Speaker 2: I like picked up the garbage and I just like
Speaker 2: she just like sat on the bed. Yeah, it's pretty weird.
Speaker 3: Have you ever did a spider man in your hand
Speaker 3: and you throw it at someone?
Speaker 2: No, but I mean, if there's anyone out there that
Speaker 2: wants to.
Speaker 3: Do it, you know. Funny enough, I did do a
Speaker 3: porn like that. I made them like Mike Blue did
Speaker 3: he threw it at me? I told him to. It
Speaker 3: was for a bellet honest scene. I fucked.
Speaker 1: I think it was the first time I affected two
Speaker 1: dudes at the same time.
Speaker 3: Yeah, five times.
Speaker 2: She she's retired, right she is.
Speaker 3: She was one of my favorites.
Speaker 1: She was cool, definitely, great time, great fun, fun times.
Speaker 2: Biggest turn off, uh, I guess fake.
Speaker 3: How do you know they're fake?
Speaker 2: Though I don't. I thought I did, and I had
Speaker 2: a performer that told me again, I don't know why
Speaker 2: she we have the scene and then she told me
Speaker 2: she will fake. But then I was like, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: try and actually make her. And then so I put
Speaker 2: it a little extra effort in. I thought, like, I
Speaker 2: think I'm a pretty good judge of that. I'm not great,
Speaker 2: but I'm pretty good. And then I asked her afterwards.
Speaker 2: I was like, like, did you actually or did you
Speaker 2: fake it? She goes, I actually, which but was a
Speaker 2: lie because then she told one of our mutual friends
Speaker 2: that she didn't, and I was like, what the fuck? Why?
Speaker 2: So I thought I did, But but I think.
Speaker 3: Does that bother you?
Speaker 1: I mean, do you want another chance to try to
Speaker 1: make her? I think she's just gonna lie.
Speaker 2: But honestly, what bothered me is that she felt the
Speaker 2: need to lie to me. That's what I was like,
Speaker 2: you don't need to lie, Like the truth will never
Speaker 2: upset me like I'm just curious. I'm not like I
Speaker 2: wasn't like you better, like I was.
Speaker 3: Like, did you did you have complex? Like what are
Speaker 3: you like? Why do you need to lie to me?
Speaker 3: Tell Daddy the truth?
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe maybe.
Speaker 1: Come onto something. Doctor Texas knows. I'm saying I have
Speaker 1: no PhD.
Speaker 2: You need a lab.
Speaker 3: I have no PhD. I just no knowledge. Favorite place
Speaker 3: to have.
Speaker 2: Sex standing missionary on the edge of the bed, So
Speaker 2: okay to me? At height is everything for the bed?
Speaker 3: I mainly said place, but you could tell me a position.
Speaker 2: But that's what I'm saying. You need a bed, yes,
Speaker 2: So I don't care about like if it's in the kitchen.
Speaker 3: How high is your bed?
Speaker 2: I have an eighteen inch bed?
Speaker 3: You have like a sex from Why are you looking
Speaker 3: up high? Like?
Speaker 2: No, because I'm thinking of because I remember the order
Speaker 2: eighteen inches high? And then whatever, however hard the mattress kinky.
Speaker 2: I like to be able to stand perfectly without having
Speaker 2: display my legs at all, or without having to go
Speaker 2: on my tippy toes, or I like it a little
Speaker 2: bit lower than that so I can really like lean
Speaker 2: my body weight in. But all I care about is
Speaker 2: the height of the bed. I don't care about location.
Speaker 3: Okay, go hmmm does size matter?
Speaker 1: Booty size, oh no, tits size, no, anything goes Yep,
Speaker 1: we love it all, doggy missionary.
Speaker 3: Missionary, you're so romantic.
Speaker 1: Look at you when I look at these girls' faces,
Speaker 1: you don't want to just look at the back shots only.
Speaker 2: I'm toxic, right yess see.
Speaker 1: Look you want You didn't want to admit it earlier,
Speaker 1: like me toxic, like a real toxic.
Speaker 2: Sorry, I like to look pretty girls in the face.
Speaker 1: That's not a bad thing. I'm just asking you preferences, honey. Okay,
Speaker 1: we're going to kinky questions, but I think you're real kinky.
Speaker 1: You talked about your eighteen foot eighteen inches nineteen inches
Speaker 1: of something. Do you like being spanked? Do you like
Speaker 1: spanking girls?
Speaker 2: Uh? If it gets a good reaction, Okay, Like I
Speaker 2: don't like spanking. If, for example, I used to sleep
Speaker 2: with the girl that was like insane with pain, like
Speaker 2: I'm talking like, would have me hit her with frying pans,
Speaker 2: with frying pants, would have me kick her in the
Speaker 2: legs as hard.
Speaker 3: And you did that, Oh yeah, because.
Speaker 2: You like I would?
Speaker 3: Well, you liked it because she liked it exactly if
Speaker 3: but you're hitting where are you hitting her with the
Speaker 3: frying pants.
Speaker 2: In the ass cheeks?
Speaker 3: Okay? And you're getting your dick card.
Speaker 2: You're like I was concrete hard, which I still to
Speaker 2: this date don't understand.
Speaker 1: Those words would never come out of my mouth. Hit
Speaker 1: me with the frying pan, and my ask you, she
Speaker 1: would cannot be bruised.
Speaker 2: Every time I would go to her house, she'd have
Speaker 2: a new thingdget. She would have me. We would do
Speaker 2: like prone bone standing. Her legs would be together or
Speaker 2: tummy be on the bed, but her feet would be
Speaker 2: back so she could like kind of lay on the
Speaker 2: bed and I would fuck her from behind, and she
Speaker 2: would have me punch her ass cheeks as hard as
Speaker 2: I could, And I got pretty big hands and I
Speaker 2: know how to punch, so like this girl's ass would
Speaker 2: be like destroyed. But every time I black and blue,
Speaker 2: Oh my god. Yeah yeah, but every time I would
Speaker 2: punch her, I could feel how much Oh my god? Yeah,
Speaker 2: So that.
Speaker 3: Made you hard solid?
Speaker 2: Probably she got so turned on. It's probably the most
Speaker 2: turned on I've ever been, because I've never seen somebody.
Speaker 3: This one of like was this a private encounter?
Speaker 2: Was way before porn. Okay, Yeah, she'd have me kick
Speaker 2: her in the legs as hard as I could, like
Speaker 2: in the thighs.
Speaker 3: Who asks for these things?
Speaker 1: Like I Again, I mean every kink is a thing,
Speaker 1: and people love the things. But that's just something like
Speaker 1: I don't associate pain and sex as like a situation,
Speaker 1: but I respect people that do.
Speaker 3: I just can't get there myself.
Speaker 2: She didn't have pain receptors, like at all. She could not.
Speaker 3: Feel pain, but and what makes you like?
Speaker 2: Then she felt it only felt this pleasure. Hmmm, So
Speaker 2: she would like when she would pinch and like so
Speaker 2: she would rub her pinch herself and you feel it. Yeah,
Speaker 2: So her pain receptors were just never.
Speaker 1: Her to figuring out what she needed to because it's
Speaker 1: like that has to be a hard thing to feel,
Speaker 1: like if.
Speaker 3: You don't know what like pain is.
Speaker 2: She wanted if we wanted it like as dry and
Speaker 2: fast and sharp as possible, And yeah that sounds scary.
Speaker 3: Dry and fast literally those are three words I do
Speaker 3: not want in my nothing.
Speaker 2: Ye, she would want me to try and fist her
Speaker 2: with no warm up, and yeah.
Speaker 3: I fisted somebody.
Speaker 1: I fisted somebody's wife, which made it hotter for me
Speaker 1: because he told me how to fist his because he
Speaker 1: was like, oh, you have to she loves and I'm
Speaker 1: like and he was like, so he's like and he
Speaker 1: wasn't in the scene.
Speaker 3: He was like off the camera and he's like telling
Speaker 3: you how to do it, and for whatever reason, because
Speaker 3: if the same thing, you like like so hard. But
Speaker 3: like I was like, can I have my hand back?
Speaker 1: But it was because like at first, you're like, first,
Speaker 1: I'm like, how am I getting it in there?
Speaker 3: I'm like, but how am I getting it out.
Speaker 1: There's because it's like, well.
Speaker 3: I can't be like the pet detective, Like that's not fact.
Speaker 3: Well maybe some people maybe different strokes for different folks.
Speaker 3: You never know. You never know. Would you consider yourself
Speaker 3: a romantic No, you're like, no.
Speaker 2: My favorite thing to say to girls while having sex
Speaker 2: is shut the fuck up tattooed on the inside of
Speaker 2: my thigh.
Speaker 3: Do you.
Speaker 2: Who reads that though, like that are getting face?
Speaker 3: I'd be like, fuck you.
Speaker 1: I guess what's the most surprising thing you've done to
Speaker 1: seduce somebody?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 3: The eyes lit up. I know this was gonna good
Speaker 3: pilate talking about a listen up.
Speaker 2: I farted once on purpose. Yeah, to make my friends laugh.
Speaker 2: And then.
Speaker 3: I don't know where the story's going, guys.
Speaker 2: And because I still can't believe this happened, I farted
Speaker 2: and to make my friends laugh. And it was a
Speaker 2: It was a good one. And there was a group
Speaker 2: of girls.
Speaker 3: That was a good one.
Speaker 2: There's a group of girls fairly nearby that turned around.
Speaker 3: And because they heard it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then I ended up sleeping.
Speaker 3: With one of them, so that turned her on.
Speaker 2: No, but that was our.
Speaker 3: Icebreaker, shitty situation. I don't know what's going.
Speaker 2: I felt like I was on the voice or whatever,
Speaker 2: like it was the noise and everyone turned around.
Speaker 3: It was that loud, that's out of control.
Speaker 2: It was good.
Speaker 3: It was good. Good about that. I'm you're such a dude.
Speaker 2: Oh for sure. I'm gifted in the in the world
Speaker 2: of farting.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a gift.
Speaker 2: Like you're like, hey, anything for a laugh.
Speaker 3: Just own you know, that's what we say here private talk.
Speaker 3: All right, a couple more. What's the most romantic thing
Speaker 3: you've ever done for a girl?
Speaker 2: Uh, that's bad. Nothing's coming to my mind at all.
Speaker 3: So you're not fucking romantic. You already said you weren't
Speaker 3: so now you're testing and you're doubling down.
Speaker 2: Yeah maybe, like just uh, I'm a bad listener, so
Speaker 2: I try really hard to listen, but I'll write notes down.
Speaker 2: And one time a girl found the notes I wrote
Speaker 2: about her.
Speaker 3: And it was like kind of like serial killers too,
Speaker 3: rest in peace.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I'm just kidding. No, it was like she
Speaker 2: discovered that I like paid attention to her favorite chocolate
Speaker 2: and stuff like that and her birthday and and stuff
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: So that's the most romantic probably, all right, fair enough.
Speaker 1: What's a deal breaker in a relationship?
Speaker 2: Lack of communication? I think I'm very uh like I
Speaker 2: really like to talk it out, Like I don't want
Speaker 2: to go to bed angry.
Speaker 3: I don't want to so you have to get over
Speaker 3: It's like that moment.
Speaker 2: No, I wouldn't say that, but you know, there's a
Speaker 2: there could be a cool down period, like but again,
Speaker 2: if you're not able to say I need a few
Speaker 2: minutes to cool down, Yeah, if you're not emotionally aware
Speaker 2: enough to know you need to say that, and it
Speaker 2: turns into yelling and where I'm just not that's not
Speaker 2: my vibe at all. Yeah. No, I'll even listen. I
Speaker 2: need five minutes, like, my feelings are really hurt. Give
Speaker 2: me a sec and then we can talk about this
Speaker 2: and and I like it to be vice versa.
Speaker 3: Okay, there is some kind of cuddly bear in there somewhere.
Speaker 2: He's yeah, he's yeah. I probably have girls that I've
Speaker 2: dated that think I'm romantic and stuff like that.
Speaker 3: I just okay, all right.
Speaker 1: Last question, what is your relationship status currently? Uh?
Speaker 2: Ready to fuck?
Speaker 3: Ready to you just got your story a fuck?
Speaker 2: That's right?
Speaker 3: All right?
Speaker 1: Well you heard of private talk. He's ready to fuck.
Speaker 1: So maybe slid into his DMS or hit up a collapse.
Speaker 1: He's into it all.
Speaker 3: You know, maybe you never never know what's gonna happen.
Speaker 1: So that's the end of truth with Texas. Is there
Speaker 1: anything you'd like to ask Miss Texas? When I don't
Speaker 1: have a win, I just have a no. I okay
Speaker 1: talking about because he wanted to shoot a scene with
Speaker 1: me and I told him I'm just not shooting right now,
Speaker 1: so I had to respectfully decline your cock.
Speaker 2: And I respect that fully. Yeah, but it does raise
Speaker 2: my curiosity of if you had to give me a
Speaker 2: one to ten scale of what are my chances of
Speaker 2: having sex with you? In the next six months.
Speaker 3: Point zero zero one.
Speaker 2: That's not bad. So you're saying there's a chance.
Speaker 3: I'm just you know, I don't say never. I just
Speaker 3: say point zero zero one.
Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, you're telling me there's a chance. I
Speaker 2: heard is you have a chanced?
Speaker 3: There's like a like the wind blew a little bit,
Speaker 3: a little bit. You're like