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<v Speaker 1>We're you know, we're gonna buckle up and strap in

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<v Speaker 1>because I feel like this is gonna be a wild ride.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope you guys are ready, because I sure am.

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<v Speaker 1>I got introduced to you quite a little bit ago.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, not that long, but a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>months ago at least, or was it longer.

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<v Speaker 2>You could spend like a year?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay maybe maybe? Sorry?

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<v Speaker 1>Fun time flies this year's guy super flast though. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>be honest, but I've heard all this buzz. You're this

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<v Speaker 1>up and coming star. It's been quite a while since

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<v Speaker 1>that time. Obviously you've been in the industry for two

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<v Speaker 1>years at least now.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh October twenty twenty two.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I had a little bit more time in there,

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<v Speaker 1>but I feel like also within the industry, it takes

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit more time to get a buzz of

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<v Speaker 1>like who you are, what you're doing, what you're doing

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<v Speaker 1>because you're a coxman. But then people are like, who

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<v Speaker 1>is this guy? What is he doing? Why is he

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<v Speaker 1>so popular? Who's talking about him? And that's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>how you got on my radar. So I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>who is this guy? I'm not really shooting anymore, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm also not opposed to it. So we sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we see what's out there, We peek a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit, and we wanted to see you have a

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<v Speaker 1>different perspective of the new male entertainer, of like what

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<v Speaker 1>it is like getting in the industry, how you started,

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<v Speaker 1>and also like just how your path is so much

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<v Speaker 1>different than some people have started for all these big companies,

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<v Speaker 1>but you decided to be independent straight out the gates.

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<v Speaker 3>So we want to hear about it all.

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<v Speaker 2>So welcome, Thank you so much for having me.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so how did you get the name flesh mechanic?

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<v Speaker 1>It's quite like off the tongue, it's you know, it rolls,

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<v Speaker 1>but you're like, what the fuck is this your alter ego?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you? Were you a mechanic in your past? Live?

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<v Speaker 3>And where did it's uncome?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I do work on motorcycles, but as far

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<v Speaker 2>as anything official, no. I had a friend that was

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<v Speaker 2>a doctor, okay, and so I was a hockey player

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<v Speaker 2>before any of this craziness, and my friend would call

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<v Speaker 2>me hockey nicknames like goon and whatever else, so I

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<v Speaker 2>would throw doctor nicknames at her, so I'd call her

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<v Speaker 2>a bone saw. And then one day I was like

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<v Speaker 2>you're a you're a flesh mechanic. And she was like,

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<v Speaker 2>don't ever call me that again. You And then I

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<v Speaker 2>was like it'd be a great porn name though, and

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<v Speaker 2>then she was like, well, I don't think I'm ever

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<v Speaker 2>going to do porn, so you can have it. And

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<v Speaker 2>that was like eight years before I even like thought

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<v Speaker 2>of doing porn.

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<v Speaker 1>You left that there, and then when you decided to

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<v Speaker 1>pick it back up, you're like, what's the name?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? It made like I was.

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<v Speaker 3>Did you call her first?

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<v Speaker 1>And was like, hey, I've.

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<v Speaker 2>Never spoken to her since, like we were like bumble

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<v Speaker 2>talking on bumble.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you think she's like jerking out to you at

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<v Speaker 3>this point?

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<v Speaker 2>I hope so, But I have no idea you should

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<v Speaker 2>reach out. I really probably.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe she's a fan, you know, maybe she's listening right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe she's going to be like, oh my god, I

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<v Speaker 1>knew it was about me too.

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<v Speaker 2>She's still in my phone, as maybe we.

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<v Speaker 3>Should text her down.

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<v Speaker 1>So she answers immediately like, hey girl, we've been talking

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<v Speaker 1>about you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we probably talked for two months okay, and it

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<v Speaker 2>always stuck in my head. I was like, that'd be

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<v Speaker 2>a great porn name.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay. So let's leave that there.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, you had sex with this I never did, no, Okay, see,

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<v Speaker 1>I were just friendly. Yeah okay, But in your sexual

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<v Speaker 1>like life, were people telling you like, oh, you'd be

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<v Speaker 1>a good porn star, Like how do you know that?

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<v Speaker 1>Now you're putting your behind this name because you can't

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<v Speaker 1>just have weak name like flesh mechanic.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh. Yeah, I was told. I like my first ever

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<v Speaker 2>girlfriend was like people would watch this.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, but that's kind of like, I mean, we

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<v Speaker 1>all lie to each other and our first first time

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<v Speaker 1>it's always like, oh my god, I'm in love.

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<v Speaker 3>But I really I.

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<v Speaker 2>Had sex with one hundred girls in high school.

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<v Speaker 3>One hundred girls in high school.

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<v Speaker 2>So I excuse me. I had a pretty interesting reputation.

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<v Speaker 3>What high school did you go to?

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<v Speaker 2>It's even crazier because it was like small town Canada.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody knows everyone.

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<v Speaker 3>But so we're in Canada, let's shut it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Smiths Falls, Smith's Falls, Okay, So that's where all the

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<v Speaker 1>fucking began.

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<v Speaker 3>Yo.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I went crazy And so I never drank, which

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<v Speaker 2>we actually just talked about. So I didn't drink, but

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<v Speaker 2>I would go to the parties because i'd be the

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<v Speaker 2>d D okay, So I'd be the designated driver to

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<v Speaker 2>that too, but I would find the other designated drivers

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<v Speaker 2>and I'd be like, hey, what's up?

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<v Speaker 3>Like, so you'd fuck the designated drivers?

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<v Speaker 1>Ok?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so everyone would be drinking another you know you.

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<v Speaker 3>Are fucking into you're on call? Are you on? Like call? Like?

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<v Speaker 3>How does that work? Well?

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<v Speaker 2>I was like friends with everyone?

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<v Speaker 3>How old are you? Hold on? How old are you?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thirty two?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So I mean I like and I applaud that

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<v Speaker 1>in high school that there is drunk driving or wait, sobered?

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<v Speaker 3>What is the word you just said? Designated drivers?

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, there's a DT in there, designated drivers

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<v Speaker 1>in high school, but that's crazy because you should be

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<v Speaker 1>drinking high school. In college, we had them that you

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<v Speaker 1>like whatever, So how many in this small town did

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<v Speaker 1>John need?

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<v Speaker 3>And how many of these girls did you well? And

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<v Speaker 3>did they know about it?

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<v Speaker 2>My friends? So I got a car like right away.

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<v Speaker 2>So my friends were like, let's go to this party

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<v Speaker 2>and I'd be like, okay, cool, so I'll take everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone has to pay me fifteen bucks for gas, so

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<v Speaker 2>I was smart, is making a profit smart? But then

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<v Speaker 2>to go home, I'd be like, well if you want

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<v Speaker 2>me to stay until like one two am, You're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>have to pay me twenty bucks, so i'd wait bang

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<v Speaker 2>the other days.

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<v Speaker 3>Each of them had to pay.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, yeah, I was making bank. Does my job basically

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<v Speaker 2>I worked at a gas station as well.

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<v Speaker 3>You're smart.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh. I tried my best hustling, so I would bang

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<v Speaker 2>the other designated driver. So anytime i'd find out the

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<v Speaker 2>group of hot girls, I'd be like, oh, who drove.

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<v Speaker 2>They'd be like, whoever drove? I'd be like, hey, like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Bradley, nice to meet you, and I'd chatter up

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<v Speaker 2>and I'd be like, well, like, since everybody's all sloppy

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<v Speaker 2>in a mess, why don't we go?

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<v Speaker 3>That was your line?

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<v Speaker 2>Worked every time? Well time, but it went well.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, let's say, how about me and you and

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<v Speaker 1>wait for the drunks and get fucked at the same time.

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<v Speaker 2>Like what it it? We were at the perfect age

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<v Speaker 2>where like that was what everyone was kind of thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>but the sober people couldn't really the sober people couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>really integrate with the drunk people at that point, right,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I didn't like to be around the people that

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to, like you just wanted to take

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<v Speaker 3>their money.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Well my friends for sure. Yeah, all my buddies

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<v Speaker 2>anytime they'd go to a.

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<v Speaker 1>Party, Like I love how because most times you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>not my friends, Yeah, but you're like, no, my fucking friend,

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<v Speaker 1>give me.

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<v Speaker 3>The fucking I hope they all.

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<v Speaker 1>Have dinners on you now, because yeah, I'm sure they've

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<v Speaker 1>caught up for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I had a pontiac sunfire, so I drove

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<v Speaker 2>everyone to the party, okay, and made my money that way.

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<v Speaker 3>Nice. Well, that's very entrepreneur of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, you know, you got to start a hustle somewhere, right,

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<v Speaker 1>It's either in you, you know, or not.

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<v Speaker 3>And it definitely seemed like it was in you.

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<v Speaker 2>Well was in a lot of other people as well,

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<v Speaker 2>but yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>One hundred people in high school. Yeah, like I don't

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<v Speaker 3>like yeah, I mean I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I started late, so I didn't really pop my cherry

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<v Speaker 1>until like seventeen, like farther down. And then it was

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<v Speaker 1>like once I popped, I couldn't stop, and then I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, wow.

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<v Speaker 3>What was I missing?

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<v Speaker 1>But again it was later on in high school. I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't like super young or yeah, but eighteen, yeah, it's legal,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, but it's one of those things where

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<v Speaker 1>it's interesting and even in college, I couldn't even say

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<v Speaker 1>a hundred people in college, probably.

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<v Speaker 3>Not until porn did it. Like the numbers, and even.

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<v Speaker 1>In porn there's not that many people. You repeat a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people. That's what people don't know. But quantity wise,

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<v Speaker 1>I got them. I got them beat quantity point.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think there's a lot of three people that

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<v Speaker 2>started late? Because I feel like I hear that a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I can't speak for everyone.

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<v Speaker 1>I know that a lot of people that I've had

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<v Speaker 1>in my well, that's why, like people that I've had

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<v Speaker 1>even here on the show, or you know, those things.

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<v Speaker 1>Not always I think everybody's stories a little bit. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>people started really young and then stopped, or like they

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<v Speaker 1>continued a certain time and then they became later on,

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<v Speaker 1>then they stopped all together, making their asexual or needed

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<v Speaker 1>more stimulation from other than physical matters, but early on,

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't know, and I don't know if it's

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<v Speaker 1>also has to do with because I minored in sociology

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<v Speaker 1>in college, where it's like in the study of where

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<v Speaker 1>you are in your surroundings, so I'm from a small

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<v Speaker 1>town as well, so it's like there wasn't a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of options. No, guys, it's been shut out a million

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<v Speaker 1>times and they don't need no more of me, baby.

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<v Speaker 1>But uh, but it's one of those things where it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>is that the reason because there's not that many people

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<v Speaker 1>and also being from a small town that's super conservative

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<v Speaker 1>and super like, you know, we didn't kiss you know,

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<v Speaker 1>girls didn't kiss girls, but they did when they were drunk,

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<v Speaker 1>but it didn't happen, you know, So things like that

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<v Speaker 1>where it was like you knew things, but you.

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<v Speaker 3>Didn't happen, you know. So I think that it all

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<v Speaker 3>kind of matters.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I still as a product from that, and

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<v Speaker 3>But I also want of those people like to sit.

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<v Speaker 1>Back and watch and then attack, so you know, building

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<v Speaker 3>Now.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you feel like you said you went crazy in

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<v Speaker 2>college and then couldn't stop? Do you? Does that mean

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<v Speaker 2>of like sex addiction or was it never just.

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<v Speaker 3>Like having I don't have an addictive personality.

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<v Speaker 1>I do things how I want them and when I

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<v Speaker 3>It doesn't have to be a repetitive like rootation.

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<v Speaker 1>So for me, it was just more where I was

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<v Speaker 1>that Texas wasn't the end all be all for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew people early on people were gonna know my

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<v Speaker 1>know why or how, but I also knew that I

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<v Speaker 1>and creating my name and having a platform like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one of this, it's like it was fun to now

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<v Speaker 1>give a real side in my perspective of who I

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<v Speaker 1>was as a person, because it's like most these people

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<v Speaker 1>who are my fans, which I love, like me because

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<v Speaker 1>of how I have sex and I you know, not

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<v Speaker 1>necessarily my personality. So private talk kind of gave me

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<v Speaker 1>business and kind of like be relatable and not just

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<v Speaker 1>a sex symbol. I'll say it, but you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>sex you know, sexpert on a lot of things where

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<v Speaker 1>it's like I could give my you know, opinion in

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<v Speaker 1>my education from being in the industry and just having

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<v Speaker 1>people's ideas and just spark ideas to people who may

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<v Speaker 1>have never done things like that before, or just making

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<v Speaker 1>it not as taboo as it sometimes has been in

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<v Speaker 1>the past, you know. And I think that right now

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<v Speaker 1>is a really great time where a lot of things

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<v Speaker 1>are being more accepted. So the more conversations that we have,

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<v Speaker 1>I think is really great for people to kind of

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<v Speaker 3>That sex isn't bad.

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<v Speaker 1>There are things that you can control and you can't,

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<v Speaker 1>but you can always say yes and no, and you

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<v Speaker 1>have your own mindset and how you want to do

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<v Speaker 1>it and how you continue to do it. And that's

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<v Speaker 1>why I think for you was really like what's stand

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<v Speaker 1>out about you is was you obviously you know, we're

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<v Speaker 1>so out under journey of how you you know, even

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<v Speaker 1>became about being a performer, but you chose not to

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<v Speaker 1>go the route with these mainstream companies, you know, as

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<v Speaker 1>like the Brassers and the Vixens, which I'm sure all

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<v Speaker 1>struck and was like, hey, we'll give you a deal

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<v Speaker 1>or oh, we'll do this is because they see those values.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like, what made you decide to be independent

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<v Speaker 1>and how did you kind of stay and navigate through

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<v Speaker 1>that journey thus far.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think I'd have the ability, Honestly, I think

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<v Speaker 2>that was like the number one thing for me. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think with the lights and the camera and the action,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think i'd be able to perform, okay, And

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<v Speaker 2>that was a huge thought when I began. I I

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<v Speaker 2>don't watch mainstream porn, and I never really was interested

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<v Speaker 2>in mainstream port. Every once in a while, I'd be like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>that the nail looks cool, I'll check out that video.

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<v Speaker 2>But for me, it was I always wanted to see

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<v Speaker 2>the video of like, you know, the girl in the

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<v Speaker 2>club bathroom. You know, I always wanted that, even like

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<v Speaker 2>my favorite thing I used to always watch was porn bts. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>it was like the girl.

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<v Speaker 1>More like the reality ask of like how they portrayed

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<v Speaker 1>to be, like like it could happen if you were

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<v Speaker 1>in a club, or like the realness of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think it was seeing porn stars have real

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<v Speaker 2>sex always intrigue me. Like there was videos of like

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<v Speaker 2>famous performers, but like the bathroom and you could tell

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<v Speaker 2>like he just had this camera and he was just

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<v Speaker 2>kind of doing his own thing, and that always I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, oh my god, like they're just doing that

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<v Speaker 2>for fun. Yeah, it didn't really excite me when I

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<v Speaker 2>felt like they were doing.

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<v Speaker 3>It set up in the camera.

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<v Speaker 2>I never liked like the fake oars, the loudness, the

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<v Speaker 2>anything that was unnatural. When it came to sex, I

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<v Speaker 2>was never interested in. So when I came into making content,

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<v Speaker 2>the only thing I wanted to make is the things

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to watch. So it's like a very not

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<v Speaker 2>just selfish, but it was also like very that's all

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<v Speaker 2>I could do.

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<v Speaker 3>But I think that's on brand.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that that you know, why be someone that

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<v Speaker 1>you're not And I think you know, you know, just

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<v Speaker 1>like you know always say like we're sexual athletes, you're

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<v Speaker 1>still an artistry and what you do and how you

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<v Speaker 1>perform and you know those things, it's like you can't

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<v Speaker 1>like if you would not do those things, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>almost like you're faking it, like and then what's the

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<v Speaker 1>fun in doing it because it still sucks and it

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<v Speaker 1>should be fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And my fan base is mostly female, so I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like if there's anything that is faked, or if

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<v Speaker 2>there's anything that is doctored in a certain way, you're

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<v Speaker 2>never going to trick a girl with with sexuality.

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<v Speaker 3>Ever, So, how many contracts have you turned out? Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>I've turned down three fairly big ones, okay, and then

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<v Speaker 2>there's been a few like rumblings if they've asked a

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<v Speaker 2>couple questions and I was like, it's not really what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to do. So this was in like the

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<v Speaker 2>early days. I think they kind of learned pretty quick

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<v Speaker 2>that it wasn't like what I was interested in.

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<v Speaker 3>You can change your mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, And nobody really like was like we need

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean. It wasn't like that. They

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<v Speaker 2>were just kind of like, hey, we'd love to have

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<v Speaker 2>you if you were interested in doing this, and I

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<v Speaker 2>was just like not really in there, Like if you

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<v Speaker 2>ever change your mind, we're here the type thing. But okay, Yeah, No,

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<v Speaker 2>I think it was always like I envisioned what I

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<v Speaker 2>wanted my content to look like day one, Like there

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<v Speaker 2>was no part of me that was like I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>gonna wing it and see what Like I knew, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, no, I want to make it.

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<v Speaker 3>Describe to us what that looks like.

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<v Speaker 1>So someone who hasn't seen your you know, any of

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<v Speaker 1>your content, what is something that you know that they

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<v Speaker 1>would kind of set you aside? And what's your signature

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<v Speaker 1>and like what does that look like for you?

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<v Speaker 2>So my favorite thing to do is to work with

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<v Speaker 2>a mainstream porn actress and get her in the most

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<v Speaker 2>comfortable natural state as if she was having sex with

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<v Speaker 2>a boyfriend or a lover or having a hookup off camera. Today.

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<v Speaker 3>You're toxic, Oh for sure. I'm like, your toxic is fact.

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<v Speaker 3>I can read people. I can see.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, there's something wrong with you, there is.

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<v Speaker 2>I want her to have natural fun. Was toxic?

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<v Speaker 1>No? I mean as far as like because it's like

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<v Speaker 1>you're trying to be like romance in another way, you're

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<v Speaker 1>mentally fucking them.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean for content maybe, but like not when they

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<v Speaker 2>cameras and you leave it there.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why you're a performer of course, Yeah, but there's

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<v Speaker 1>still sexual connotation of what the toxicity is. You can

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<v Speaker 1>claim it that you're a performer or not, but that

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<v Speaker 1>I think the derivative of what.

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<v Speaker 3>That comes from is why do you want that? What

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<v Speaker 3>gets you off to that part?

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's because.

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<v Speaker 1>You're giving boyfriend sex to these performers, So what does

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<v Speaker 1>that do and unlock them emotionally? That's not your problem

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<v Speaker 1>at all, but that's where the toxicity of it because

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<v Speaker 1>you're being free will yourself, but you're doing it, like

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<v Speaker 1>what is the why do you need to put it

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<v Speaker 1>in that setting for what makes you feel comfortable?

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<v Speaker 3>Or do you think that that makes them feel comfortable?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think I need to. I think that's what

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<v Speaker 2>But you.

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<v Speaker 3>Said that was a style of your content for sure, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>For sure, I think that's what looks the best. I

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<v Speaker 2>guess it would be the number one.

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<v Speaker 1>So again, like what goes back to like what you

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<v Speaker 1>would jerk off to yourself that would stimulate you in

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<v Speaker 1>that sense for sure?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, for sure, I don't really see as like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not trying to like make people fall in love with me.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not trying to.

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<v Speaker 3>But I'm sure they have.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, there's been some there's been some some weirdness that

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<v Speaker 2>I've kind of had to like respectfully explain.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's good because that's also has to be that

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's the part where it like nips

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<v Speaker 1>it in the butt, is like the communication right, because

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<v Speaker 1>it's like it is a job, it is a thing,

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<v Speaker 1>but there is sometimes people get a little bit more

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<v Speaker 1>and that's why there's people been in relationships.

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<v Speaker 3>People have been married in the history of people have

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you do a lot of bad things.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I got married to one and I got

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<v Speaker 1>divorced from one really quick.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think in the early days there was a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of confusion about me and what I was bringing

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<v Speaker 2>to the table. I think when I first started, a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of the girls that were shooting with me were like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm in love with him, he loves me and I

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<v Speaker 2>love him.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you're also fresh meat.

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<v Speaker 2>And I think that the questions about me in the beginning,

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<v Speaker 2>I'd even say the first six months, it was there

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<v Speaker 2>was a lot of rumblings I was here even like

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<v Speaker 2>anyone that I would kill.

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<v Speaker 3>What were some of those things, like what were people like.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, people thought I was I was like leading everyone

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<v Speaker 2>on like it was like this was going to be

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<v Speaker 2>my next relationship. Got it, And I think it took

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of time for everyone to be like, oh, like,

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<v Speaker 2>he hasn't dated anyone in the industry, He's not like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I think there was a long time where I think

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<v Speaker 2>people thought I was like lover boy and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like people that were shooting with me weren't having these confusions,

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<v Speaker 2>but it was people that were like kind of seeing

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<v Speaker 2>it from the outside, We're kind of like, oh, now

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<v Speaker 2>he's with her, because when it comes to a collab,

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<v Speaker 2>there's no agent, there's no manager, there's no director, it's

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<v Speaker 2>just me and you. So I think a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people were getting confused like oh, like flesh mechanics with her.

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<v Speaker 2>Now it's oh, now he's dating her. And then it

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<v Speaker 2>kind of took me a while to be like, I'm

429
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<v Speaker 2>not dating anyone. I just want the content to look natural. Yeah,

430
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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't want fake, I want lingerie, I don't

431
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<v Speaker 2>want studio lighting. I wanted to look natural. And I think,

432
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<v Speaker 2>like I said, I think it took six months for

433
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<v Speaker 2>me to be like, I'm not trying to date everyone.

434
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<v Speaker 2>I don't want anyone to fall in love with me

435
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<v Speaker 2>once the cameras are done, I'm not going to keep

436
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<v Speaker 2>kissing your neck. I'm not gonna pet your hair, I'm

437
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<v Speaker 2>not gonna you know, I tell you whispers doing nothings

438
00:16:53.360 --> 00:16:55.879
<v Speaker 2>to you during the scene. Sure, we can do whatever,

439
00:16:55.960 --> 00:16:58.360
<v Speaker 2>but that's I felt like it took me some time

440
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<v Speaker 2>to kind of understand I'm not a very emotional person.

441
00:17:02.120 --> 00:17:04.519
<v Speaker 2>It's like for me to unlock these emotions takes a

442
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<v Speaker 2>very long time for me. So it's like I was

443
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<v Speaker 2>meeting people that we would shoot content with and the

444
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<v Speaker 2>next day they'd be like, what are you up to today?

445
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<v Speaker 2>And I'd be like, well, like I have two shoots.

446
00:17:13.759 --> 00:17:15.000
<v Speaker 2>They're like, oh, did you want to get lunch?

447
00:17:15.039 --> 00:17:17.160
<v Speaker 3>And I'd be like, well, bitch, I'm busy.

448
00:17:17.720 --> 00:17:23.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, in a Canadian way, I'd say, yeah, I can't today,

449
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<v Speaker 2>But it was there. There was definitely a process where

450
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<v Speaker 2>people would be like, yo, you can't fuck like that

451
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<v Speaker 2>and not like and I was like, what do you

452
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<v Speaker 2>mean I can't? And then I kind of learned. I

453
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<v Speaker 2>was like, oh, like, people are getting confused as of

454
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<v Speaker 2>what I'm trying to bring to the table. So there

455
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<v Speaker 2>was definitely a period of time where people were like

456
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<v Speaker 2>he is problematic and he is toxic, and I kind

457
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<v Speaker 2>of had to.

458
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<v Speaker 1>Be like, but I respect that though from hearing your

459
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<v Speaker 1>side of the story is too. It's because I feel

460
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<v Speaker 1>like everybody gets into this industry for different reasons, right,

461
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<v Speaker 1>and just because somebody does something, because the effect of

462
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<v Speaker 1>how good you or what you're telling them in their

463
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<v Speaker 1>ear or whatever is also not your problem if you're

464
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<v Speaker 1>not if you're not telling them the truth of the

465
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<v Speaker 1>aftermath is because again, you're performing, you're doing certain things

466
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<v Speaker 1>or whatever. Now if you were to engage more and

467
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<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, let's go on a date and you're

468
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<v Speaker 1>fucking all these people, then it's a mix area, which

469
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<v Speaker 1>a lot of performers in the past have done. So

470
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<v Speaker 1>I think that that's kind of why it's so easily

471
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<v Speaker 1>for some people to be like, oh, like the you

472
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<v Speaker 1>know back in the day would be super The joke

473
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<v Speaker 1>would be like, oh, you know when someone wants to.

474
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<v Speaker 3>Fuck you, because it'd be like, oh, do you want

475
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<v Speaker 3>to do content?

476
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<v Speaker 1>And that was like a way of like saying you

477
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<v Speaker 1>want to fuck low key off camera because back then

478
00:18:27.799 --> 00:18:30.400
<v Speaker 1>content wasn't as big as what it is nowadays. But

479
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<v Speaker 1>I also feel like where you are in this new

480
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<v Speaker 1>realm of content creators and also being new into the industry.

481
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<v Speaker 1>I think that it is it takes like a strong

482
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<v Speaker 1>person like yourself to set the boundary now of being like, look,

483
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<v Speaker 1>I'm just a performer. I'm doing what i'm doing. I'm

484
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<v Speaker 1>shooting content, and this is what I would like to see.

485
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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm not trying to date anybody, and maybe I'll

486
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<v Speaker 1>date someone eventually, but that's also your business, you.

487
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<v Speaker 3>Know what I mean.

488
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<v Speaker 1>But I think that a lot of people don't tell

489
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<v Speaker 1>their truth and set that boundary and they just kind

490
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<v Speaker 1>of mislead people unfortunately, and that's why maybe that's why

491
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<v Speaker 1>you've gotten those comments in the past.

492
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<v Speaker 2>But I think also it would be weird to set

493
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<v Speaker 2>the boundary just off.

494
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<v Speaker 1>The hop you know what I mean, Oh yeah, because

495
00:19:07.319 --> 00:19:09.279
<v Speaker 1>then it's then they're not approachable. But I think that

496
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<v Speaker 1>that's something you have to like kind of guy like

497
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<v Speaker 1>get you have to figure it out. You got to

498
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<v Speaker 1>go through when you're in you know, in the water,

499
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<v Speaker 1>you're going to figure out how to survive and swim, right,

500
00:19:16.240 --> 00:19:18.519
<v Speaker 1>Like that's kind of like in your situation where you

501
00:19:18.519 --> 00:19:20.279
<v Speaker 1>didn't know that that was going to be an issue,

502
00:19:20.359 --> 00:19:22.880
<v Speaker 1>but it could be an issue if not taken correctly,

503
00:19:22.960 --> 00:19:25.400
<v Speaker 1>or maybe not have knowing yourself as well for being

504
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<v Speaker 1>a people pleaser, because you don't want to hurt people,

505
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<v Speaker 1>you know how you say like the Canadian or whatever,

506
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<v Speaker 1>or it's like the word verbiage of certain things. Unfortunately,

507
00:19:33.799 --> 00:19:35.440
<v Speaker 1>the world that we live in now is sometimes we

508
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<v Speaker 1>have to be careful and it's kind of sticky in

509
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<v Speaker 1>our situations where it's sex is involved with it as well.

510
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there was definitely a learning curve for me to

511
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<v Speaker 2>kind of understand the best way to navigate a clab.

512
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<v Speaker 2>And I found if I was collabbing with other of people,

513
00:19:51.039 --> 00:19:52.960
<v Speaker 2>a relationship was always on the table in their mind.

514
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<v Speaker 2>But when I would clab with like a mainstream star,

515
00:19:56.000 --> 00:19:57.880
<v Speaker 2>the last thing they were thinking about is what I'm

516
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<v Speaker 2>doing the next morning. They couldn't give a fuck. And

517
00:20:00.240 --> 00:20:03.039
<v Speaker 2>I was like, that's my mindset. So I needed to

518
00:20:03.039 --> 00:20:05.759
<v Speaker 2>be a little more like I would like. I still like,

519
00:20:05.799 --> 00:20:08.039
<v Speaker 2>I'll fly people to my house, will shoot content at

520
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<v Speaker 2>my house, will hang out for three days, right Like

521
00:20:10.200 --> 00:20:12.440
<v Speaker 2>it's you know, they share, they have their own room.

522
00:20:12.480 --> 00:20:14.279
<v Speaker 2>It's not you know what I mean, it's not. But

523
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<v Speaker 2>I was understanding that, like, oh, I need to be

524
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<v Speaker 2>like mindful that someone that like maybe is not as

525
00:20:20.599 --> 00:20:24.160
<v Speaker 2>like emotionally shut off as as someone that's been through

526
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<v Speaker 2>the shit I've been through. I guess you could say

527
00:20:26.039 --> 00:20:28.319
<v Speaker 2>it's like they might see that as like, oh, I'm

528
00:20:28.400 --> 00:20:31.680
<v Speaker 2>his favorite, and it's like, well, no, like yes, of course,

529
00:20:31.839 --> 00:20:34.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm very complimentary during our scene and maybe even not

530
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<v Speaker 2>during the scene be like you know, you're like you're

531
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<v Speaker 2>you're great, You're awesome, like I'm so happy to shoot

532
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<v Speaker 2>with you. Stuff like that, I would be. It was

533
00:20:40.960 --> 00:20:43.680
<v Speaker 2>almost like I reeled back more and more and more.

534
00:20:44.319 --> 00:20:46.440
<v Speaker 2>But I think I even like the metronome. I think

535
00:20:46.480 --> 00:20:48.079
<v Speaker 2>I even went too far, Like it got to the

536
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<v Speaker 2>point where I'd be like, because you did not act well,

537
00:20:50.559 --> 00:20:52.200
<v Speaker 2>and I got scared. I didn't want to. I didn't

538
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<v Speaker 2>want to hurt anybody's feelings. I didn't want someone to

539
00:20:54.400 --> 00:20:56.079
<v Speaker 2>look at me as like, oh, he led me on.

540
00:20:56.160 --> 00:20:57.759
<v Speaker 2>I didn't want that at all. Like that was the

541
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<v Speaker 2>like that break broke my heart, like anytime and be like, oh,

542
00:21:01.039 --> 00:21:02.920
<v Speaker 2>like an he showed me all this attention and then

543
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<v Speaker 2>once we collabbed, he like moved on to the next

544
00:21:05.000 --> 00:21:07.880
<v Speaker 2>and I'd be like, isn't that what we're doing.

545
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<v Speaker 3>Like so, well, sorry, I'm working, but yeah.

546
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<v Speaker 2>But again, I took responsibility. I didn't want it to

547
00:21:14.079 --> 00:21:16.559
<v Speaker 2>look at as like, well, she's emotional, and I was like, no,

548
00:21:16.599 --> 00:21:18.960
<v Speaker 2>it's like I wanted to take responsibility of my end

549
00:21:19.000 --> 00:21:21.680
<v Speaker 2>if it as best as I could. I'm a firm

550
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<v Speaker 2>believer in every issue in my life, I'll take full

551
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<v Speaker 2>blame for it, and I think that's why I've been

552
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<v Speaker 2>able to circumvent and I've been able to push through

553
00:21:28.720 --> 00:21:32.119
<v Speaker 2>issues so much faster, because if I blamed everyone else,

554
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<v Speaker 2>like I usually think, if something happens three times, especially

555
00:21:35.079 --> 00:21:38.480
<v Speaker 2>if it's happened three times, it's entirely my fault, even

556
00:21:38.519 --> 00:21:41.119
<v Speaker 2>if it's not from the grand scheme of things, I'll

557
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<v Speaker 2>take full responsibility because that's the fastest way I can

558
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<v Speaker 2>change it and fix it and be done with it.

559
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<v Speaker 2>Because if I take full resp this is entirely my fault,

560
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<v Speaker 2>and this is the steps I'm gonna take to change

561
00:21:49.920 --> 00:21:52.039
<v Speaker 2>it so it never happens again. Is way easier than

562
00:21:52.079 --> 00:21:55.680
<v Speaker 2>being being like another emotional girl. I think she's so

563
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<v Speaker 2>I took responsibility and I made changes so that was

564
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<v Speaker 2>no longer an issue. But yeah, like I said first,

565
00:22:00.640 --> 00:22:04.880
<v Speaker 2>six months. It was everyone thought I was on the menu,

566
00:22:04.920 --> 00:22:07.160
<v Speaker 2>and everyone thought I was the next But you're.

567
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<v Speaker 3>Still the menu, you know, let's be honest, but you know,

568
00:22:09.680 --> 00:22:11.920
<v Speaker 3>you just you know you're not. You can't take home

569
00:22:12.000 --> 00:22:13.960
<v Speaker 3>the menu. You just have to leave it in the restaurant.

570
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<v Speaker 2>I think it's the same as the Okay, I see,

571
00:22:16.839 --> 00:22:19.519
<v Speaker 2>it's kind of like I see. I consider it.

572
00:22:19.440 --> 00:22:20.960
<v Speaker 3>A butterfly dine in only.

573
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<v Speaker 2>I like that, So the butterfly comes through, okay, But

574
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<v Speaker 2>I'm never going to try and put a jar around it, right.

575
00:22:26.640 --> 00:22:29.119
<v Speaker 2>I see all performers as a butterfly. You might fly

576
00:22:29.160 --> 00:22:31.960
<v Speaker 2>into my life, you might fly through my bedroom, you

577
00:22:32.039 --> 00:22:33.799
<v Speaker 2>might fly whatever, But.

578
00:22:33.720 --> 00:22:35.799
<v Speaker 3>Then you go, my little free spirit over there.

579
00:22:35.839 --> 00:22:37.759
<v Speaker 1>I look at you. You just want to fly. Fly,

580
00:22:37.960 --> 00:22:44.400
<v Speaker 1>and all the vaginas in the world one every single time.

581
00:22:44.839 --> 00:22:47.000
<v Speaker 1>But I love that, and that's why I love talking

582
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<v Speaker 1>to new performers, because everybody's perspective is different. This game is,

583
00:22:50.119 --> 00:22:53.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, so different from when I started seventeen eighteen.

584
00:22:53.480 --> 00:22:55.599
<v Speaker 3>I fucking it's like eighteen years ago.

585
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<v Speaker 1>But it's just different, like from the how everything from

586
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<v Speaker 1>when you walk in and have an agent and how

587
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<v Speaker 1>they represent.

588
00:23:00.960 --> 00:23:02.160
<v Speaker 3>You and all those you know, things.

589
00:23:02.200 --> 00:23:05.039
<v Speaker 1>So it's I always commend the people who come in

590
00:23:05.200 --> 00:23:08.319
<v Speaker 1>swinging no pun intended, but and really just kind of

591
00:23:08.319 --> 00:23:10.400
<v Speaker 1>own your own lane and you didn't. You don't have

592
00:23:10.440 --> 00:23:12.799
<v Speaker 1>an agent, You book your own stuff, correct, And so

593
00:23:12.839 --> 00:23:15.920
<v Speaker 1>it's like and just navigating through that with how you

594
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<v Speaker 1>started in the industry and just how you are still

595
00:23:18.359 --> 00:23:21.960
<v Speaker 1>maintaining that in the industry and continuously doing what you're

596
00:23:22.000 --> 00:23:24.359
<v Speaker 1>doing with the stars that you're getting is because you

597
00:23:24.400 --> 00:23:26.559
<v Speaker 1>do have big stars on your content. You do have

598
00:23:26.599 --> 00:23:28.759
<v Speaker 1>people that are you know, telling that they're good scenes.

599
00:23:28.799 --> 00:23:30.039
<v Speaker 1>You know, I wouldn't have heard your name if it

600
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<v Speaker 1>wasn't that the case.

601
00:23:31.759 --> 00:23:36.119
<v Speaker 2>I got extremely lucky that people took chances on me

602
00:23:36.319 --> 00:23:39.119
<v Speaker 2>day one, and I think that's like the biggest thing

603
00:23:39.279 --> 00:23:39.640
<v Speaker 2>for me.

604
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<v Speaker 3>So let's talk about day one. Sure, what was the

605
00:23:42.319 --> 00:23:44.039
<v Speaker 3>first content scene that you ever did?

606
00:23:44.160 --> 00:23:45.960
<v Speaker 2>Pandora Sky?

607
00:23:46.039 --> 00:23:47.240
<v Speaker 3>So how did that happen?

608
00:23:47.359 --> 00:23:47.440
<v Speaker 2>Like?

609
00:23:47.440 --> 00:23:49.480
<v Speaker 3>Were you just one day where you fucking heard before?

610
00:23:49.599 --> 00:23:52.400
<v Speaker 3>Was it before? And you're like, let's just do of and.

611
00:23:52.480 --> 00:23:55.279
<v Speaker 2>We got Tinder buddies okay for fun?

612
00:23:55.440 --> 00:23:56.000
<v Speaker 3>Does that mean?

613
00:23:56.160 --> 00:23:58.240
<v Speaker 1>What does that mean? I can't be doing dating sites?

614
00:23:58.279 --> 00:23:59.839
<v Speaker 1>So does that mean you just don't do Hinder?

615
00:24:00.200 --> 00:24:00.680
<v Speaker 3>Exactly?

616
00:24:00.720 --> 00:24:03.599
<v Speaker 2>Like, what, Yeah, Tinder, at least for me, was I found.

617
00:24:03.640 --> 00:24:07.319
<v Speaker 3>So I'm like, what, yeah, Tindered.

618
00:24:06.920 --> 00:24:07.960
<v Speaker 2>For me at least, you.

619
00:24:07.880 --> 00:24:09.759
<v Speaker 3>Were just fucking Yeah. Well, I like you just fuck

620
00:24:09.839 --> 00:24:10.119
<v Speaker 3>a lot.

621
00:24:10.359 --> 00:24:12.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you wanted to get your day and not

622
00:24:12.799 --> 00:24:14.480
<v Speaker 1>be fucking for free? Is that kind of how you

623
00:24:14.480 --> 00:24:15.079
<v Speaker 1>felt like?

624
00:24:15.279 --> 00:24:17.200
<v Speaker 2>I felt like you seemed.

625
00:24:17.039 --> 00:24:19.319
<v Speaker 3>Very non emotional at all, like you.

626
00:24:19.200 --> 00:24:22.240
<v Speaker 2>Have Yeah for sure, Yeah, for sure, I think And.

627
00:24:22.200 --> 00:24:25.359
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't say that because you're emotionally aware, but you're

628
00:24:25.440 --> 00:24:28.079
<v Speaker 1>emotionally disconnected in a.

629
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<v Speaker 3>Sense absolutely, if that makes sense.

630
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I'm doctor Texas, I have to you know,

631
00:24:32.440 --> 00:24:34.839
<v Speaker 1>I like it like in a sense. But I think

632
00:24:34.920 --> 00:24:37.920
<v Speaker 1>that that's why you are successful in this industry is

633
00:24:37.920 --> 00:24:41.640
<v Speaker 1>because you can disassociate what that And.

634
00:24:41.559 --> 00:24:44.400
<v Speaker 2>I think that's something I see in a lot of

635
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<v Speaker 2>performers that I wish they could find a little bit of.

636
00:24:47.680 --> 00:24:50.559
<v Speaker 2>But then I also see in every day to day

637
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<v Speaker 2>to day life. I wish I could find a little

638
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<v Speaker 2>bit more of the emotional side away from my job,

639
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<v Speaker 2>because there is it's weird to say, we don't have

640
00:24:58.079 --> 00:24:59.720
<v Speaker 2>to go too deep into it. I had a tough

641
00:24:59.759 --> 00:25:03.880
<v Speaker 2>life and I basically lived my entire life with you

642
00:25:03.880 --> 00:25:05.920
<v Speaker 2>can't get attached to anything because it's always gonna leave.

643
00:25:06.359 --> 00:25:08.359
<v Speaker 2>And that was my childhood. That was everything. Like the

644
00:25:08.400 --> 00:25:10.759
<v Speaker 2>only rock I really had was my mom, and my

645
00:25:10.880 --> 00:25:12.359
<v Speaker 2>mom still to this day is like one of my

646
00:25:12.400 --> 00:25:16.079
<v Speaker 2>best friends. But I always felt like getting into relationships.

647
00:25:16.119 --> 00:25:18.759
<v Speaker 2>I always felt like getting into friendships. I always felt like,

648
00:25:18.799 --> 00:25:23.119
<v Speaker 2>at some point this person is going to catastrophically hurt

649
00:25:23.160 --> 00:25:25.680
<v Speaker 2>me and move on with their life. And I always

650
00:25:25.720 --> 00:25:27.920
<v Speaker 2>reserved myself a little bit and always backed up a

651
00:25:27.960 --> 00:25:30.440
<v Speaker 2>little bit, and I always still do for sure. For sure,

652
00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:34.200
<v Speaker 2>it's it's something that there's very few people. I mean,

653
00:25:34.240 --> 00:25:36.680
<v Speaker 2>we have mutual friends that are genuine friends of mine

654
00:25:36.960 --> 00:25:39.720
<v Speaker 2>that would say he's so emotional. Yeah, he would say

655
00:25:39.759 --> 00:25:40.559
<v Speaker 2>he's so emotional.

656
00:25:40.640 --> 00:25:41.559
<v Speaker 3>He's so well when.

657
00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:43.559
<v Speaker 1>You're safe and when you feel in that in those things,

658
00:25:43.599 --> 00:25:45.279
<v Speaker 1>it was like as far as like a safe space,

659
00:25:45.279 --> 00:25:47.559
<v Speaker 1>words on judgment and those things like that is because

660
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<v Speaker 1>the world is a cruel space.

661
00:25:51.039 --> 00:25:51.319
<v Speaker 3>For me.

662
00:25:51.519 --> 00:25:53.319
<v Speaker 1>Is again I always go back to like why I

663
00:25:53.359 --> 00:25:54.799
<v Speaker 1>like to have people, And I guess because I also

664
00:25:54.960 --> 00:25:55.559
<v Speaker 1>like to go deep.

665
00:25:55.599 --> 00:25:57.799
<v Speaker 3>I log to know that, yeah, you are a flesh.

666
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<v Speaker 1>Mechanic any other things, but you also have you know,

667
00:26:00.240 --> 00:26:02.000
<v Speaker 1>it's mind, body, and soul of like who you are

668
00:26:02.079 --> 00:26:04.200
<v Speaker 1>and what makes you be allowed to sit and talk

669
00:26:04.279 --> 00:26:06.240
<v Speaker 1>to me about how you're fucking these girls and you

670
00:26:06.240 --> 00:26:08.599
<v Speaker 1>fucked one hundred girls in high school and what that means.

671
00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:12.799
<v Speaker 1>But there is also another component to that of.

672
00:26:12.799 --> 00:26:15.240
<v Speaker 3>Why you are the way you are and why you.

673
00:26:15.400 --> 00:26:19.359
<v Speaker 1>Like are able to do this industry and also have

674
00:26:19.480 --> 00:26:22.359
<v Speaker 1>like Santanto's down of like who you are so as

675
00:26:22.359 --> 00:26:24.000
<v Speaker 1>a person, because I feel like you still are very

676
00:26:24.000 --> 00:26:26.039
<v Speaker 1>real and authentic and I think that that is for sure,

677
00:26:26.039 --> 00:26:28.039
<v Speaker 1>really rare to find and in the society that we

678
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<v Speaker 1>live in now. So that's why I think what kind

679
00:26:30.160 --> 00:26:32.119
<v Speaker 1>of stands you out from the rest.

680
00:26:32.359 --> 00:26:35.319
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate that and I am blown away with how

681
00:26:36.200 --> 00:26:42.319
<v Speaker 2>you can see right through the no you're you're right,

682
00:26:42.599 --> 00:26:44.720
<v Speaker 2>Like you've you've nailed it. And I think that at

683
00:26:44.799 --> 00:26:48.640
<v Speaker 2>least from my experience, it just takes a while, Yeah,

684
00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:50.720
<v Speaker 2>and it takes you that's very long time for me

685
00:26:50.839 --> 00:26:54.240
<v Speaker 2>to truly open up to somebody. And even so my

686
00:26:54.359 --> 00:26:58.200
<v Speaker 2>opening up to somebody is always like nervous, Like there's

687
00:26:58.440 --> 00:27:00.359
<v Speaker 2>very very few people on this planet, but like I

688
00:27:00.359 --> 00:27:02.359
<v Speaker 2>would say, shameless of someone that does truly know who

689
00:27:02.359 --> 00:27:04.200
<v Speaker 2>I am. Yeah, he's been. He was with me through

690
00:27:04.240 --> 00:27:07.680
<v Speaker 2>my attempted murder, he was with me through Twitter drama.

691
00:27:07.759 --> 00:27:09.799
<v Speaker 2>He was with me through the greatest things that ever

692
00:27:09.839 --> 00:27:11.960
<v Speaker 2>happened to me. He's been with me through. He's one

693
00:27:12.000 --> 00:27:14.759
<v Speaker 2>of my dear, dear, dear friends. And I think that's

694
00:27:14.759 --> 00:27:17.200
<v Speaker 2>somebody that I still call when I need advice. I

695
00:27:17.240 --> 00:27:20.640
<v Speaker 2>still call. So it's like people like that have really

696
00:27:20.720 --> 00:27:23.920
<v Speaker 2>like seen into who I am in my life, and

697
00:27:24.000 --> 00:27:27.079
<v Speaker 2>I feel like that's something I cherish, and I'll like

698
00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:30.200
<v Speaker 2>I'll do anything for my friends. Yeah, even so like

699
00:27:30.240 --> 00:27:33.279
<v Speaker 2>once you're like even today, like once you're like war buddies.

700
00:27:33.599 --> 00:27:34.480
<v Speaker 2>It doesn't even have to be like a.

701
00:27:34.480 --> 00:27:37.079
<v Speaker 3>Deep You're gonna do everything for me, tell me more.

702
00:27:38.759 --> 00:27:40.480
<v Speaker 3>I just read you, but in a good way.

703
00:27:40.519 --> 00:27:43.519
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's bad, No, but I appreciate the

704
00:27:43.559 --> 00:27:46.039
<v Speaker 1>vulnerability of it all because it's all again and rawness,

705
00:27:46.079 --> 00:27:48.240
<v Speaker 1>and I'd like, this is also about like getting to

706
00:27:48.279 --> 00:27:49.640
<v Speaker 1>know you more. Like the whole reason of my show

707
00:27:49.680 --> 00:27:51.319
<v Speaker 1>is called Private Talk, is like we don't know each other,

708
00:27:51.359 --> 00:27:53.160
<v Speaker 1>but by at the end of this episode, like we're

709
00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:54.839
<v Speaker 1>gonna be good friends. It is because it's like having

710
00:27:54.839 --> 00:27:57.279
<v Speaker 1>a private conversation. I asked the questions that some people

711
00:27:57.319 --> 00:27:59.519
<v Speaker 1>may not. But it's also because I want to know

712
00:27:59.559 --> 00:28:01.880
<v Speaker 1>the real and not the you that well. I want

713
00:28:02.279 --> 00:28:04.359
<v Speaker 1>you fucking too, but I want to know the other

714
00:28:04.400 --> 00:28:07.680
<v Speaker 1>part of you, of like what led you to the fucking.

715
00:28:07.680 --> 00:28:11.119
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate that you are brutally intelligent. I am. I'm

716
00:28:11.160 --> 00:28:16.720
<v Speaker 2>truly blown away. I don't think my I don't think

717
00:28:16.920 --> 00:28:21.359
<v Speaker 2>my the I guess you could say downfalls, right, I

718
00:28:21.440 --> 00:28:24.200
<v Speaker 2>don't think the downfalls in my emotional ability are that

719
00:28:24.319 --> 00:28:25.880
<v Speaker 2>much of a mystery. I think that's why a lot

720
00:28:25.880 --> 00:28:28.160
<v Speaker 2>of people gravitate towards me, because I think I'm kind

721
00:28:28.160 --> 00:28:31.519
<v Speaker 2>of okay with it. I know I have issues with

722
00:28:31.720 --> 00:28:33.880
<v Speaker 2>opening up. I know I have issues with getting deep.

723
00:28:33.880 --> 00:28:37.000
<v Speaker 2>I know I have sometimes I know I have a

724
00:28:37.039 --> 00:28:41.279
<v Speaker 2>lot of issues with my and I think a lot

725
00:28:41.279 --> 00:28:43.599
<v Speaker 2>of people like the idea that I do openly talk

726
00:28:43.640 --> 00:28:44.039
<v Speaker 2>about that.

727
00:28:44.079 --> 00:28:45.799
<v Speaker 1>But do you also know that's why you're a target

728
00:28:45.880 --> 00:28:52.440
<v Speaker 1>for for the emotionally unstable girls some things, because people

729
00:28:52.519 --> 00:28:58.039
<v Speaker 1>like to trauma dump. People like to see the darkness,

730
00:28:58.079 --> 00:29:02.240
<v Speaker 1>so you could rise above the life like in a lightness,

731
00:29:02.279 --> 00:29:06.160
<v Speaker 1>which isn't a bad and negative thing, but attached the wrong,

732
00:29:06.599 --> 00:29:08.359
<v Speaker 1>ye Cloud, it could be.

733
00:29:08.440 --> 00:29:10.000
<v Speaker 2>In my mid twenties, I dealt with a lot of

734
00:29:10.000 --> 00:29:12.759
<v Speaker 2>like fixer type girls that were like, oh my god,

735
00:29:12.799 --> 00:29:14.799
<v Speaker 2>this guy that loves to fuck and plays hockey and

736
00:29:14.880 --> 00:29:16.839
<v Speaker 2>rides motorcycles and like, I'm going to fix him.

737
00:29:17.039 --> 00:29:18.599
<v Speaker 3>There's hockey a big part of your life. You said

738
00:29:18.599 --> 00:29:19.319
<v Speaker 3>that a times.

739
00:29:19.359 --> 00:29:20.519
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, huge, hockey was.

740
00:29:20.720 --> 00:29:22.559
<v Speaker 3>I think that that's kind of like where your discipline

741
00:29:22.599 --> 00:29:25.759
<v Speaker 3>comes from. Of things, I'd.

742
00:29:25.559 --> 00:29:29.319
<v Speaker 2>Say discipline is probably my biggest lack in my entire existence.

743
00:29:29.480 --> 00:29:32.160
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, okay, I feel like with hockey you have

744
00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:34.160
<v Speaker 1>to be pretty disciplined. It's a team sport. Y'all have

745
00:29:34.279 --> 00:29:37.559
<v Speaker 1>to like be very like it's a brotherhood of things.

746
00:29:37.559 --> 00:29:39.119
<v Speaker 1>So it's like you kind of like show up.

747
00:29:39.160 --> 00:29:42.240
<v Speaker 2>And I was so passionate. I didn't need discipline, So

748
00:29:42.279 --> 00:29:44.759
<v Speaker 2>you're just that good. Nope, Nope, I wasn't that good.

749
00:29:44.759 --> 00:29:47.960
<v Speaker 2>I tried really hard and that was I still this day, like,

750
00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:51.440
<v Speaker 2>oh yeah, there's I have friends that have like made

751
00:29:51.440 --> 00:29:52.960
<v Speaker 2>it to the big times that have said like if

752
00:29:53.000 --> 00:29:54.640
<v Speaker 2>I had your heart, and I'd always say if I

753
00:29:54.720 --> 00:29:57.000
<v Speaker 2>had your skill, like we'd make a we'd make a

754
00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:57.279
<v Speaker 2>hell of.

755
00:29:57.200 --> 00:29:59.799
<v Speaker 3>Are some of those friends, uh?

756
00:30:00.519 --> 00:30:02.119
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I should name drop any of

757
00:30:02.160 --> 00:30:03.559
<v Speaker 2>my pro hockey friends.

758
00:30:04.279 --> 00:30:05.400
<v Speaker 3>Why not not?

759
00:30:05.440 --> 00:30:07.680
<v Speaker 2>Like, yeah, but I don't know if they're how much

760
00:30:07.720 --> 00:30:09.440
<v Speaker 2>they want to be associated with what I do. Now

761
00:30:09.799 --> 00:30:12.359
<v Speaker 2>A couple that had to do the Instagram unfollowed.

762
00:30:12.799 --> 00:30:15.400
<v Speaker 3>So you got, Okay, I got? I got, and it

763
00:30:15.440 --> 00:30:16.119
<v Speaker 3>makes you feel better.

764
00:30:16.119 --> 00:30:17.759
<v Speaker 1>I got kicked out of my best friend's wedding because

765
00:30:17.799 --> 00:30:18.559
<v Speaker 1>I was important.

766
00:30:18.559 --> 00:30:20.319
<v Speaker 3>This is my first start in business.

767
00:30:20.400 --> 00:30:24.440
<v Speaker 1>But I mean I at the time, again, we were

768
00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:26.400
<v Speaker 1>we were young, we were twenty one. So it's like

769
00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:28.559
<v Speaker 1>her parents didn't want me in the way because it

770
00:30:28.599 --> 00:30:30.240
<v Speaker 1>would be we were in a small town and they

771
00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:33.240
<v Speaker 1>didn't want the attention put on me, which I respected.

772
00:30:33.359 --> 00:30:36.400
<v Speaker 3>So I just did about this country, right, yeah, okay, yeah,

773
00:30:36.839 --> 00:30:37.960
<v Speaker 3>So I was like, oh for sure.

774
00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:40.279
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, you know what, cool, I wouldn't

775
00:30:40.319 --> 00:30:42.160
<v Speaker 1>have done that, but I have to meet people where

776
00:30:42.200 --> 00:30:43.440
<v Speaker 1>they are and I just said.

777
00:30:43.200 --> 00:30:46.240
<v Speaker 2>To So you had that level of maturity at twenty one.

778
00:30:47.839 --> 00:30:49.799
<v Speaker 1>I had another choice. I had a choice to either

779
00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:51.319
<v Speaker 1>be sad and cry about it. But I'm still not

780
00:30:51.319 --> 00:30:52.440
<v Speaker 1>going to the wedding, So what the fuck am I

781
00:30:52.440 --> 00:30:53.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna do about it? So for me is I had

782
00:30:53.920 --> 00:30:57.319
<v Speaker 1>to the compartmentalize of like is it cool?

783
00:30:57.599 --> 00:30:57.759
<v Speaker 3>No?

784
00:30:57.960 --> 00:31:00.079
<v Speaker 1>But I also it's not really hers, her parents and

785
00:31:00.519 --> 00:31:03.960
<v Speaker 1>she's not financially paying for things, and it's their wedding.

786
00:31:04.039 --> 00:31:06.960
<v Speaker 1>Pretty much, we really think about it, so what am

787
00:31:06.960 --> 00:31:10.039
<v Speaker 1>I gonna do? We never our friendship was never the

788
00:31:10.079 --> 00:31:12.680
<v Speaker 1>same after it, because for me is like I also

789
00:31:12.799 --> 00:31:15.519
<v Speaker 1>saw how you're not showing up as me as a friend,

790
00:31:15.559 --> 00:31:17.359
<v Speaker 1>because for me, I would ride for my friends and

791
00:31:17.400 --> 00:31:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I would be like, then I'm not having a wedding

792
00:31:19.519 --> 00:31:20.519
<v Speaker 1>and if you don't want to pay for it.

793
00:31:20.440 --> 00:31:21.799
<v Speaker 3>I'll go get blacking in the courthouse.

794
00:31:22.200 --> 00:31:23.359
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, so you know what I mean?

795
00:31:23.400 --> 00:31:25.880
<v Speaker 1>But I can't make someone be someone that I am.

796
00:31:25.920 --> 00:31:28.079
<v Speaker 1>And that's how you have insanity, because you know, you

797
00:31:28.160 --> 00:31:29.839
<v Speaker 1>keep trying to do something and make people do things

798
00:31:29.880 --> 00:31:31.839
<v Speaker 1>that you would do it that way, and you can't.

799
00:31:31.920 --> 00:31:34.960
<v Speaker 2>So it's so interesting you're saying this because I've lost

800
00:31:35.079 --> 00:31:37.400
<v Speaker 2>friends because I was like, do you know what I

801
00:31:37.400 --> 00:31:39.559
<v Speaker 2>would have done in that situation? I would have done

802
00:31:39.640 --> 00:31:42.079
<v Speaker 2>so much, And it used to frustrate the fuck out

803
00:31:42.079 --> 00:31:43.319
<v Speaker 2>of me because it'd be like, how can I call

804
00:31:43.359 --> 00:31:45.759
<v Speaker 2>you a friend when you wouldn't even do that? And

805
00:31:45.839 --> 00:31:48.640
<v Speaker 2>I would do this, so that's interesting that you're saying

806
00:31:48.640 --> 00:31:49.880
<v Speaker 2>that because I live it's true.

807
00:31:50.559 --> 00:31:51.680
<v Speaker 3>The thing is that it's true.

808
00:31:51.759 --> 00:31:53.720
<v Speaker 1>The thing is is you have to as an adult,

809
00:31:53.759 --> 00:31:55.720
<v Speaker 1>have to come with terms that not everybody's like you

810
00:31:55.759 --> 00:31:57.279
<v Speaker 1>and everyone's going to do things the way you are,

811
00:31:57.319 --> 00:31:59.599
<v Speaker 1>and if that's okay with you, then you continue the

812
00:31:59.599 --> 00:32:01.279
<v Speaker 1>friendship and you meet them where they are, and if not,

813
00:32:01.319 --> 00:32:02.960
<v Speaker 1>you leave them where they are too. And you know,

814
00:32:03.079 --> 00:32:05.359
<v Speaker 1>that's just life. Not everybody's supposed to mean take the

815
00:32:05.400 --> 00:32:06.319
<v Speaker 1>journey with you all the way.

816
00:32:07.079 --> 00:32:09.119
<v Speaker 2>Do you have you ever heard of the like everybody

817
00:32:09.200 --> 00:32:10.160
<v Speaker 2>in your life is seasonal?

818
00:32:10.839 --> 00:32:11.200
<v Speaker 3>I have.

819
00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:12.119
<v Speaker 2>I found that.

820
00:32:12.039 --> 00:32:16.119
<v Speaker 1>Fascinating seasons and reasons of why they're in your life.

821
00:32:16.160 --> 00:32:17.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, yeah, because it's like there could be a

822
00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:20.160
<v Speaker 1>season that they're there, or a reason to either teach

823
00:32:20.160 --> 00:32:22.480
<v Speaker 1>you something, to re teach you something to you know,

824
00:32:22.559 --> 00:32:25.160
<v Speaker 1>to maybe recognize something in your life. But they're all

825
00:32:25.160 --> 00:32:28.920
<v Speaker 1>teaching moments, mutual moments. But it's like it's reflections of

826
00:32:29.119 --> 00:32:31.680
<v Speaker 1>what you want in the world. I feel like how

827
00:32:31.720 --> 00:32:33.240
<v Speaker 1>you are show up in the world as what you

828
00:32:33.640 --> 00:32:36.559
<v Speaker 1>are like attract So I think that that's all telling

829
00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:37.799
<v Speaker 1>of where you are in your life.

830
00:32:38.240 --> 00:32:41.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think in the past, I'd say two years especially,

831
00:32:41.079 --> 00:32:44.720
<v Speaker 2>I've been brutally lucky with people that have like actually

832
00:32:44.720 --> 00:32:47.960
<v Speaker 2>pulled through for me. I dealt with some some shitty

833
00:32:47.960 --> 00:32:51.480
<v Speaker 2>stuff and I think a lot of my true friends

834
00:32:51.519 --> 00:32:52.279
<v Speaker 2>and fake friends.

835
00:32:52.279 --> 00:32:53.559
<v Speaker 3>Does this have to do with you? I mean you

836
00:32:53.599 --> 00:32:56.960
<v Speaker 3>threw out like casually a murder attempt or what you're that?

837
00:32:57.119 --> 00:33:00.240
<v Speaker 1>No, I don't know that's funny. I'm like, you just

838
00:33:00.279 --> 00:33:01.720
<v Speaker 1>casually talk about murdering.

839
00:33:01.759 --> 00:33:03.359
<v Speaker 2>No, another performer tried to kill me.

840
00:33:03.480 --> 00:33:05.400
<v Speaker 3>Really, he's in prison? Really?

841
00:33:05.599 --> 00:33:05.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

842
00:33:06.440 --> 00:33:09.119
<v Speaker 3>Why because you were fucking better than him? Like not

843
00:33:09.240 --> 00:33:10.200
<v Speaker 3>to be like, I mean.

844
00:33:10.079 --> 00:33:13.519
<v Speaker 2>I can't I can't speak to his true reasons what

845
00:33:13.599 --> 00:33:15.240
<v Speaker 2>he told me. It's because I had sex with his

846
00:33:15.279 --> 00:33:18.240
<v Speaker 2>ex girlfriend on camera for work. Like it wasn't a

847
00:33:18.720 --> 00:33:19.240
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't like.

848
00:33:19.400 --> 00:33:22.359
<v Speaker 1>So it was like total blindside situation, no idea.

849
00:33:22.160 --> 00:33:24.119
<v Speaker 2>Like with a truck while I was on my motorcycle

850
00:33:24.160 --> 00:33:27.240
<v Speaker 2>and then he struck me with a golf club. Jesus,

851
00:33:27.680 --> 00:33:30.039
<v Speaker 2>you can google it. It's like it's yeah, La Times

852
00:33:30.039 --> 00:33:32.240
<v Speaker 2>covered in New York Times, no jumper TMZ.

853
00:33:32.559 --> 00:33:34.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I like here, I google me, bitch.

854
00:33:34.559 --> 00:33:35.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean.

855
00:33:37.279 --> 00:33:38.240
<v Speaker 3>That's insane.

856
00:33:38.519 --> 00:33:42.480
<v Speaker 1>So what was like what happened I mean obviously that like,

857
00:33:42.599 --> 00:33:45.240
<v Speaker 1>did you like what I mean, what are your casualties?

858
00:33:45.240 --> 00:33:45.880
<v Speaker 3>What happened to you?

859
00:33:46.279 --> 00:33:47.359
<v Speaker 2>I was fine, I see.

860
00:33:47.200 --> 00:33:49.279
<v Speaker 3>You're alive, and we're glad that you're here. Just said here,

861
00:33:49.400 --> 00:33:50.079
<v Speaker 3>but can you do that?

862
00:33:50.119 --> 00:33:52.640
<v Speaker 2>But like I took a golf club to the tailbone,

863
00:33:52.680 --> 00:33:54.359
<v Speaker 2>which was actually horrible.

864
00:33:55.200 --> 00:33:56.279
<v Speaker 3>I mean that doesn't sound fun.

865
00:33:56.440 --> 00:33:58.599
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. No, it hit me like right in the tailbone,

866
00:33:58.599 --> 00:34:00.920
<v Speaker 2>like dead center. My table for my legs. But I

867
00:34:01.000 --> 00:34:03.119
<v Speaker 2>lunged at him at the same time, and it hit

868
00:34:03.200 --> 00:34:04.200
<v Speaker 2>me like dead center.

869
00:34:04.279 --> 00:34:06.519
<v Speaker 1>So did you You're on your motorcycle, you knew it

870
00:34:06.559 --> 00:34:09.039
<v Speaker 1>was okay, It's on video.

871
00:34:09.559 --> 00:34:12.079
<v Speaker 2>He rear ended me twice and then he pushed my

872
00:34:12.159 --> 00:34:14.239
<v Speaker 2>bike into an intersection and I didn't know what was

873
00:34:14.239 --> 00:34:16.360
<v Speaker 2>going on. And then I turned around.

874
00:34:16.320 --> 00:34:17.360
<v Speaker 3>And you saw who it was.

875
00:34:17.440 --> 00:34:19.719
<v Speaker 2>I saw who it was. He put on a ski mask,

876
00:34:19.920 --> 00:34:22.079
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I was like, well, that means

877
00:34:22.079 --> 00:34:24.440
<v Speaker 2>the ski mask is not working for me.

878
00:34:24.800 --> 00:34:26.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it means the ski mask is.

879
00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:28.320
<v Speaker 2>For everyone else. So I was like, oh, I'm dying

880
00:34:28.400 --> 00:34:30.760
<v Speaker 2>right now. And at this point I already pulled over.

881
00:34:31.480 --> 00:34:34.079
<v Speaker 2>I knew I could probably get away on the motorcycle,

882
00:34:34.159 --> 00:34:36.119
<v Speaker 2>but at the same time, like I'm in a residential area,

883
00:34:36.159 --> 00:34:38.280
<v Speaker 2>so my chances of death trying to flee on a

884
00:34:38.320 --> 00:34:41.920
<v Speaker 2>motorcycle are also pretty high. So I mean, I guess

885
00:34:41.960 --> 00:34:43.519
<v Speaker 2>I thought I could talk my way out of it.

886
00:34:43.719 --> 00:34:46.280
<v Speaker 2>I also didn't really understand what the beat was. I

887
00:34:46.320 --> 00:34:50.239
<v Speaker 2>had no idea, and I got off my motorcycle and

888
00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:52.920
<v Speaker 2>I turned around to face him, and I understood at

889
00:34:52.920 --> 00:34:54.519
<v Speaker 2>that point that I was going to be shot. Yeah,

890
00:34:54.559 --> 00:34:55.840
<v Speaker 2>I thought, kind of, you know, this.

891
00:34:55.920 --> 00:34:58.719
<v Speaker 1>Is it and how scary. I'm so sorry that happened. No,

892
00:34:58.760 --> 00:35:00.000
<v Speaker 1>it's traumatic, though.

893
00:35:00.239 --> 00:35:02.519
<v Speaker 2>Yes, yeah, for sure, that's something that's not.

894
00:35:02.440 --> 00:35:05.639
<v Speaker 1>Like you're here to say it one but like also

895
00:35:05.679 --> 00:35:07.400
<v Speaker 1>talk about it whatever, which is a big thing. But

896
00:35:07.440 --> 00:35:10.559
<v Speaker 1>it's like that's something that's not life and death is

897
00:35:10.559 --> 00:35:12.039
<v Speaker 1>a big situation. I never know what's going to happen

898
00:35:12.119 --> 00:35:14.199
<v Speaker 1>for something like you know, you didn't know you went

899
00:35:14.280 --> 00:35:14.639
<v Speaker 1>to work.

900
00:35:14.840 --> 00:35:18.199
<v Speaker 2>It changed my view of planet Earth human it changed.

901
00:35:18.639 --> 00:35:20.639
<v Speaker 2>It completely changed who I was as a person, like

902
00:35:20.840 --> 00:35:24.280
<v Speaker 2>it's not even yeah, completely changed who I was. And

903
00:35:26.079 --> 00:35:29.400
<v Speaker 2>so I had assumed he had a firearm, at which

904
00:35:29.440 --> 00:35:32.920
<v Speaker 2>he did, And so he got out of the driver's

905
00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:34.719
<v Speaker 2>seat of the truck and he went to the back

906
00:35:34.719 --> 00:35:36.559
<v Speaker 2>seat and he was fumbling around in the back seat,

907
00:35:36.599 --> 00:35:39.840
<v Speaker 2>and I was kind of waiting, and I didn't really understand,

908
00:35:39.880 --> 00:35:41.360
<v Speaker 2>and I again, I didn't want to get shot in

909
00:35:41.440 --> 00:35:43.039
<v Speaker 2>the back. I just for some reason, I was like,

910
00:35:43.079 --> 00:35:44.800
<v Speaker 2>I felt like that was like a bit way to die.

911
00:35:45.039 --> 00:35:46.079
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'm not going to get shot in

912
00:35:46.079 --> 00:35:47.519
<v Speaker 2>the back. I'm not going to like run away. So

913
00:35:47.559 --> 00:35:49.599
<v Speaker 2>I'm like whatever. So I stood there and I stared

914
00:35:49.599 --> 00:35:51.199
<v Speaker 2>at him, and he fumbled around in the truck. He

915
00:35:51.199 --> 00:35:55.079
<v Speaker 2>took the ski mask off, and he didn't take the gun,

916
00:35:55.599 --> 00:35:57.119
<v Speaker 2>and he took the golf club and he walked at

917
00:35:57.119 --> 00:35:59.360
<v Speaker 2>me with the golf club, and he got close enough

918
00:35:59.400 --> 00:36:01.159
<v Speaker 2>for me to grab a hold of him.

919
00:36:01.159 --> 00:36:04.679
<v Speaker 1>And at this point the cops were called and they.

920
00:36:04.639 --> 00:36:07.079
<v Speaker 2>Just no, no, this this all happened like that, like

921
00:36:07.159 --> 00:36:10.039
<v Speaker 2>there was nothing at that point. Was that was everything

922
00:36:10.039 --> 00:36:11.599
<v Speaker 2>I just told you was in the span of ten seconds.

923
00:36:13.360 --> 00:36:17.559
<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, he got close enough for me to

924
00:36:17.599 --> 00:36:21.000
<v Speaker 2>help him spend the night in the hospital. And yeah,

925
00:36:21.039 --> 00:36:25.400
<v Speaker 2>so I rearranged his face, defending myself to the best

926
00:36:25.440 --> 00:36:28.320
<v Speaker 2>of my ability, and luckily I was able to get

927
00:36:28.360 --> 00:36:29.480
<v Speaker 2>him to the ground and I was able to hold

928
00:36:29.519 --> 00:36:32.239
<v Speaker 2>him there until the police arrived and that's also all

929
00:36:32.320 --> 00:36:36.280
<v Speaker 2>on camera. And then the pedestrians were coming by and

930
00:36:36.280 --> 00:36:39.159
<v Speaker 2>filming us, and I explained to the pedestrians because I

931
00:36:39.239 --> 00:36:40.559
<v Speaker 2>was worried that they were going to jump in and

932
00:36:40.559 --> 00:36:43.440
<v Speaker 2>try and because I looked like the at that point

933
00:36:43.679 --> 00:36:47.400
<v Speaker 2>he was covered in blood and stuff like that. So yeah,

934
00:36:47.400 --> 00:36:49.199
<v Speaker 2>he was wearing doctor gloves. I think that helped me

935
00:36:49.239 --> 00:36:51.519
<v Speaker 2>a lot, because a lot of people were like, why

936
00:36:51.599 --> 00:36:54.440
<v Speaker 2>is this guy wearing doctor gloves and all black with

937
00:36:54.480 --> 00:36:56.519
<v Speaker 2>a black hoodie and black pants and doctor gloves.

938
00:36:57.280 --> 00:36:59.320
<v Speaker 3>That's just so insane that Yeah, it was.

939
00:36:59.239 --> 00:37:02.239
<v Speaker 2>A premeditated attempted murder. Yeah, he actually had told another

940
00:37:02.280 --> 00:37:03.760
<v Speaker 2>performer that he was going to do it. She had

941
00:37:03.760 --> 00:37:06.920
<v Speaker 2>the testify in court, and uh, yeah. I as much

942
00:37:06.920 --> 00:37:08.719
<v Speaker 2>as I'm upset that she didn't give me a heads up,

943
00:37:08.719 --> 00:37:11.239
<v Speaker 2>I really appreciate that she testified because it made a

944
00:37:11.320 --> 00:37:14.079
<v Speaker 2>huge difference in the case because he told her in

945
00:37:14.119 --> 00:37:15.400
<v Speaker 2>detail what he had planned to do to me, and

946
00:37:15.440 --> 00:37:19.800
<v Speaker 2>she thought he was joking, so she had basically said like, yeah,

947
00:37:19.880 --> 00:37:22.679
<v Speaker 2>I mean whatever, people say stupid shit. In my opinion,

948
00:37:22.679 --> 00:37:24.840
<v Speaker 2>if somebody gave me details of how they wanted to

949
00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:27.000
<v Speaker 2>kill somebody, I'd probably if I had that person's cell

950
00:37:27.079 --> 00:37:28.360
<v Speaker 2>number'd probably give them heads up.

951
00:37:28.320 --> 00:37:30.679
<v Speaker 3>But for sure, like you said, I can't make everyone.

952
00:37:30.840 --> 00:37:32.000
<v Speaker 2>I can't. I can't.

953
00:37:32.440 --> 00:37:34.360
<v Speaker 1>But it's also telling, you know what I mean, you

954
00:37:34.400 --> 00:37:36.960
<v Speaker 1>just have to. It's unfortunate, and I appreciate you for

955
00:37:37.000 --> 00:37:39.400
<v Speaker 1>sharing this story. I'm sure that it's not easy, even

956
00:37:39.559 --> 00:37:41.400
<v Speaker 1>even though it's been you know, probably whatever. But he've

957
00:37:41.400 --> 00:37:44.760
<v Speaker 1>been telling the stor every time it's yeah, maybe every time.

958
00:37:44.800 --> 00:37:47.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure it's not, you know, an easy situation. It's

959
00:37:47.159 --> 00:37:49.320
<v Speaker 1>and again is the life and death situation, So it's not.

960
00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:53.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I try and take the positives out of it,

961
00:37:53.239 --> 00:37:56.400
<v Speaker 2>and I'm I'm okay. Yeah, And obviously emotionally is a

962
00:37:56.400 --> 00:37:58.960
<v Speaker 2>different story. But I mean physically I'm okay, and I

963
00:37:58.960 --> 00:38:01.000
<v Speaker 2>think that's something that a lot of people on this

964
00:38:01.039 --> 00:38:04.239
<v Speaker 2>planet take for granted. And I could have been ran over,

965
00:38:04.320 --> 00:38:05.199
<v Speaker 2>I could have been shot, I.

966
00:38:05.199 --> 00:38:06.639
<v Speaker 3>Could have been could have been a lot worse of

967
00:38:06.639 --> 00:38:07.079
<v Speaker 3>a situation.

968
00:38:07.159 --> 00:38:09.400
<v Speaker 1>It's a positive mind set to continue, and we talked

969
00:38:09.400 --> 00:38:12.000
<v Speaker 1>about manifesting and all these positive things. And that's really

970
00:38:12.039 --> 00:38:14.119
<v Speaker 1>the only way I feel like that could put you

971
00:38:14.119 --> 00:38:17.159
<v Speaker 1>on the other side of being going through is because yeah,

972
00:38:17.199 --> 00:38:19.159
<v Speaker 1>there has to be there with every darkness, there's a

973
00:38:19.199 --> 00:38:21.360
<v Speaker 1>lightness for sure, you know it's coming.

974
00:38:21.519 --> 00:38:25.320
<v Speaker 2>I think it's what's the phrase, with every action, there's

975
00:38:25.320 --> 00:38:26.599
<v Speaker 2>an equal and opposite.

976
00:38:26.199 --> 00:38:27.880
<v Speaker 3>Reaction, right, So I have heard that one, but I

977
00:38:28.000 --> 00:38:28.320
<v Speaker 3>like it.

978
00:38:28.519 --> 00:38:31.679
<v Speaker 2>Oh interesting, that's like a math thing. It's like in physics. Why.

979
00:38:32.840 --> 00:38:36.760
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm not about to be clear, but yeah, no,

980
00:38:36.840 --> 00:38:39.199
<v Speaker 2>it it completely changed who I was as a person.

981
00:38:39.360 --> 00:38:44.639
<v Speaker 2>But the social media storm afterwards was almost worse. And

982
00:38:44.679 --> 00:38:47.119
<v Speaker 2>it was people were saying that I had assaulted his

983
00:38:47.159 --> 00:38:49.639
<v Speaker 2>girlfriend and that's why he attacked me, which is untrue.

984
00:38:49.719 --> 00:38:51.639
<v Speaker 2>She was in the comments saying that's not true. But

985
00:38:51.679 --> 00:38:54.320
<v Speaker 2>it just it was just really really tough all around

986
00:38:54.360 --> 00:38:56.480
<v Speaker 2>to have. And then other performers were saying that they

987
00:38:56.519 --> 00:38:59.639
<v Speaker 2>wished I had died that day. Yeah, people I'd never met,

988
00:38:59.719 --> 00:39:00.880
<v Speaker 2>knew nothing about, and.

989
00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:02.639
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, just you know, that's insane.

990
00:39:02.719 --> 00:39:06.119
<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, sometimes it's it's uh, with

991
00:39:06.239 --> 00:39:07.960
<v Speaker 1>every good, there is also a bad. We talk about

992
00:39:08.000 --> 00:39:10.599
<v Speaker 1>dark and light, right, It's like with social media sometimes

993
00:39:10.599 --> 00:39:12.360
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's the shitty part of it, is

994
00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:15.599
<v Speaker 1>like when people want to, you know, glorify people's downfalls

995
00:39:15.679 --> 00:39:17.760
<v Speaker 1>or their misfortunes and things like that, where it's like

996
00:39:18.039 --> 00:39:20.719
<v Speaker 1>nobody at those times need to hear any fucking more

997
00:39:20.800 --> 00:39:23.199
<v Speaker 1>negative thing or whatever, like keep.

998
00:39:23.000 --> 00:39:25.960
<v Speaker 3>Your comments to yourself. I know, sometimes a.

999
00:39:26.079 --> 00:39:28.920
<v Speaker 2>Huge picture about the commentary than it does of the person.

1000
00:39:28.639 --> 00:39:29.800
<v Speaker 3>One ten percent.

1001
00:39:29.840 --> 00:39:31.760
<v Speaker 1>But it also you know, for me, is like why

1002
00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm someone who gets ridiculed in comments all the time

1003
00:39:34.039 --> 00:39:35.320
<v Speaker 1>because of what I do.

1004
00:39:35.320 --> 00:39:37.320
<v Speaker 3>Don't do this on the other but I've never been

1005
00:39:37.440 --> 00:39:38.079
<v Speaker 3>one for.

1006
00:39:38.159 --> 00:39:41.440
<v Speaker 2>Who never bang fucking scumbag, you know, because.

1007
00:39:41.280 --> 00:39:42.639
<v Speaker 1>He's still mad that I turned them down, not to

1008
00:39:42.719 --> 00:39:46.159
<v Speaker 1>fucking I'm sorry, but I you know, I just don't

1009
00:39:46.239 --> 00:39:48.679
<v Speaker 1>look listen to comments because if I listen to every

1010
00:39:48.679 --> 00:39:51.159
<v Speaker 1>comment of whatever, then I'm pleasing other people that I'm

1011
00:39:51.199 --> 00:39:51.800
<v Speaker 1>never gonna win.

1012
00:39:51.960 --> 00:39:53.400
<v Speaker 3>You know. For me, I was always like if I

1013
00:39:53.400 --> 00:39:54.480
<v Speaker 3>could sleep at.

1014
00:39:54.400 --> 00:39:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Night at the end of the day and I'm good

1015
00:39:55.880 --> 00:39:57.559
<v Speaker 1>with my moral compass, then I'm good.

1016
00:39:57.639 --> 00:40:02.079
<v Speaker 3>I can't please everybody and fuck everybody else literally fuck up.

1017
00:40:03.119 --> 00:40:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Well that's some heavy shit, but I appreciate it though,

1018
00:40:05.880 --> 00:40:07.400
<v Speaker 1>But I think it's also good to get it out,

1019
00:40:07.400 --> 00:40:07.559
<v Speaker 1>you know.

1020
00:40:07.599 --> 00:40:10.440
<v Speaker 3>You gotta like, yeah, it's pretty public.

1021
00:40:11.519 --> 00:40:14.760
<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean, you know, not for me, but you know,

1022
00:40:14.800 --> 00:40:16.559
<v Speaker 1>we're learning things all the time. That's why I think

1023
00:40:16.559 --> 00:40:18.119
<v Speaker 1>it's about a little bit more piece of you of

1024
00:40:18.119 --> 00:40:20.039
<v Speaker 1>probably why you are the way you are and why

1025
00:40:20.159 --> 00:40:22.960
<v Speaker 1>you fuck the way you do, and you also tell

1026
00:40:23.000 --> 00:40:25.840
<v Speaker 1>them no when you don't want to do things. Yeah,

1027
00:40:25.880 --> 00:40:28.000
<v Speaker 1>who's your favorite performing? You fuck so far? Oh?

1028
00:40:28.079 --> 00:40:28.920
<v Speaker 2>I hate that question.

1029
00:40:29.079 --> 00:40:30.280
<v Speaker 3>It's okay, do we top three?

1030
00:40:31.079 --> 00:40:31.360
<v Speaker 2>Fuck?

1031
00:40:31.440 --> 00:40:33.639
<v Speaker 3>Hate that too, You're gonna fucking answer it.

1032
00:40:35.639 --> 00:40:40.320
<v Speaker 2>I so I hate the idea of favorite because I

1033
00:40:40.360 --> 00:40:42.519
<v Speaker 2>don't feel like sexual experience.

1034
00:40:42.559 --> 00:40:44.599
<v Speaker 3>This is not a political campaign, You're not running for

1035
00:40:44.599 --> 00:40:45.880
<v Speaker 3>a fucking I.

1036
00:40:45.880 --> 00:40:48.360
<v Speaker 2>Truly feel this way because I don't see my sexual

1037
00:40:48.400 --> 00:40:52.679
<v Speaker 2>experiences as I feel like they're all individual So to

1038
00:40:52.760 --> 00:40:56.400
<v Speaker 2>think of like who do I like vibe with? Better? Maybe?

1039
00:40:56.519 --> 00:40:58.960
<v Speaker 2>Who do I make more money with? Who do I

1040
00:40:59.199 --> 00:41:01.239
<v Speaker 2>who am my better friends with? Like, so when I

1041
00:41:01.280 --> 00:41:03.880
<v Speaker 2>say favorite as a whole, that there's there's performers.

1042
00:41:04.039 --> 00:41:07.079
<v Speaker 1>Who's your favorite person to make money with? Let's go

1043
00:41:08.239 --> 00:41:11.199
<v Speaker 1>who makes you the most money on your fucking of.

1044
00:41:11.039 --> 00:41:11.960
<v Speaker 2>Hawk hates you?

1045
00:41:12.000 --> 00:41:12.519
<v Speaker 3>For sure?

1046
00:41:12.679 --> 00:41:14.199
<v Speaker 2>Who hawk hates you?

1047
00:41:14.280 --> 00:41:17.039
<v Speaker 3>That's a performer, that is a performer. What does she do?

1048
00:41:17.039 --> 00:41:17.840
<v Speaker 3>Does she? Howk to.

1049
00:41:19.559 --> 00:41:19.599
<v Speaker 2>No?

1050
00:41:19.719 --> 00:41:19.760
<v Speaker 3>No?

1051
00:41:21.039 --> 00:41:25.039
<v Speaker 2>A little bit of everything? TikTok was big on vine.

1052
00:41:25.119 --> 00:41:25.280
<v Speaker 3>Oh.

1053
00:41:25.280 --> 00:41:27.039
<v Speaker 1>I was talking about how does she fuck you? I

1054
00:41:27.039 --> 00:41:28.320
<v Speaker 1>was talking about her social media.

1055
00:41:29.800 --> 00:41:34.920
<v Speaker 2>About social media presence that Hawk has is insane.

1056
00:41:35.079 --> 00:41:36.920
<v Speaker 3>Okay. So we went, so I should want to know

1057
00:41:36.920 --> 00:41:37.559
<v Speaker 3>who this person.

1058
00:41:38.519 --> 00:41:42.519
<v Speaker 2>We went to a medieval fair and Hawk warned me

1059
00:41:42.559 --> 00:41:45.840
<v Speaker 2>at the beginning we might get stopped for photos. And

1060
00:41:45.880 --> 00:41:47.760
<v Speaker 2>this was like, I was pretty new I had.

1061
00:41:47.719 --> 00:41:50.559
<v Speaker 3>Been stopped for Where is where is this this?

1062
00:41:50.840 --> 00:41:52.239
<v Speaker 2>It was just like a Renaissance fair.

1063
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:54.360
<v Speaker 3>But where what city?

1064
00:41:54.039 --> 00:41:57.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm contractually not allowed to tell you the state actually

1065
00:41:58.199 --> 00:42:02.559
<v Speaker 2>why because Hawk is very protective of Hawk is mixed.

1066
00:42:02.840 --> 00:42:03.119
<v Speaker 3>Okay.

1067
00:42:03.719 --> 00:42:06.199
<v Speaker 2>So we were at Renaissance.

1068
00:42:05.559 --> 00:42:07.760
<v Speaker 3>Fair and I likes a right.

1069
00:42:08.360 --> 00:42:10.719
<v Speaker 2>We were at a Renaissance fair and Hawk warned me

1070
00:42:10.800 --> 00:42:13.760
<v Speaker 2>that people might stop us for photos, and I guess,

1071
00:42:13.880 --> 00:42:16.599
<v Speaker 2>like naively, I was like, oh, yeah, yeah, whatever. It

1072
00:42:17.519 --> 00:42:19.480
<v Speaker 2>had happened to me maybe five times in my entire life,

1073
00:42:19.880 --> 00:42:22.079
<v Speaker 2>so I thought nothing of it. We didn't even get

1074
00:42:22.119 --> 00:42:24.199
<v Speaker 2>into the Renaissance fair and we had been stopped.

1075
00:42:23.880 --> 00:42:26.440
<v Speaker 3>Like five times. Yeah.

1076
00:42:26.840 --> 00:42:28.519
<v Speaker 2>We were in the parking lot and I was like,

1077
00:42:28.840 --> 00:42:31.280
<v Speaker 2>this is insane, and then Hawk was like, yeah, this

1078
00:42:31.360 --> 00:42:32.400
<v Speaker 2>is this is what happened.

1079
00:42:32.400 --> 00:42:33.599
<v Speaker 3>Okay. So we get our.

1080
00:42:33.480 --> 00:42:36.840
<v Speaker 2>Way into the Renaissance fair. The person that checks the tickets.

1081
00:42:37.000 --> 00:42:39.239
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh my god, hates you can I

1082
00:42:39.280 --> 00:42:41.840
<v Speaker 2>get a photo? And I was like, I honestly felt

1083
00:42:41.840 --> 00:42:43.599
<v Speaker 2>like I was getting punked. I was like, is this really?

1084
00:42:43.719 --> 00:42:46.159
<v Speaker 2>Like this really happens? We could not walk around this

1085
00:42:46.239 --> 00:42:48.840
<v Speaker 2>place literally, we couldn't walk around the place, so we

1086
00:42:48.960 --> 00:42:52.239
<v Speaker 2>maybe got in did like half a lap and to

1087
00:42:52.280 --> 00:42:54.000
<v Speaker 2>the point where like twenty plus people.

1088
00:42:53.719 --> 00:42:56.679
<v Speaker 1>Were like warning us, girl is I mean she must

1089
00:42:56.719 --> 00:42:59.960
<v Speaker 1>be like truly, why is she called hawk? What is

1090
00:43:00.079 --> 00:43:02.440
<v Speaker 1>she's duty? That makes it like hot? Like she does

1091
00:43:02.480 --> 00:43:05.400
<v Speaker 1>something crazy move like why? It's just like a gamer.

1092
00:43:05.679 --> 00:43:07.440
<v Speaker 1>That's why I'm like, is that a gamer tag is

1093
00:43:07.639 --> 00:43:11.599
<v Speaker 1>like a because most times it's like your user name

1094
00:43:11.639 --> 00:43:14.039
<v Speaker 1>is something, but like your name is probably like something else,

1095
00:43:14.079 --> 00:43:16.599
<v Speaker 1>but your your stage name is hok.

1096
00:43:16.559 --> 00:43:20.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that would be I don't know, okay, just the persona.

1097
00:43:21.440 --> 00:43:22.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean I want to go look it up right now.

1098
00:43:23.000 --> 00:43:25.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I mean, you caught me, you caught me

1099
00:43:25.320 --> 00:43:27.880
<v Speaker 3>your nest, cat me in your nest.

1100
00:43:28.079 --> 00:43:32.760
<v Speaker 2>You know. It's just such a deep true again authentically that.

1101
00:43:32.760 --> 00:43:41.039
<v Speaker 3>Word deep, Like if I drop it a couple more times.

1102
00:43:40.960 --> 00:43:45.960
<v Speaker 2>Maybe yeah, just crazy social media presence that is really like.

1103
00:43:46.079 --> 00:43:49.480
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so what was the moment you realized this wasn't

1104
00:43:49.519 --> 00:43:52.159
<v Speaker 1>just a job, it was something you love doing.

1105
00:43:56.000 --> 00:43:58.320
<v Speaker 2>When did I realize it wasn't a job and something

1106
00:43:58.320 --> 00:43:58.800
<v Speaker 2>that I loved.

1107
00:43:59.079 --> 00:44:00.679
<v Speaker 3>Maybe you fucking don't love it. I don't know. I

1108
00:44:00.719 --> 00:44:01.760
<v Speaker 3>do love it, Okay.

1109
00:44:01.800 --> 00:44:03.960
<v Speaker 2>I would do this for minimum wage. I would do

1110
00:44:04.000 --> 00:44:04.679
<v Speaker 2>this off camera?

1111
00:44:04.800 --> 00:44:07.320
<v Speaker 3>What is minimum wage these days?

1112
00:44:08.960 --> 00:44:11.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Like I think in Canada, it's like, so.

1113
00:44:11.320 --> 00:44:13.679
<v Speaker 3>We can pay you five dollars, I don't know. Is

1114
00:44:13.679 --> 00:44:15.000
<v Speaker 3>it more than that? What's it?

1115
00:44:15.239 --> 00:44:17.159
<v Speaker 2>I do a mainstream scene with you for five dollars?

1116
00:44:17.400 --> 00:44:18.760
<v Speaker 3>Oh? What if I give you a dollar?

1117
00:44:19.679 --> 00:44:19.960
<v Speaker 2>Deal?

1118
00:44:20.519 --> 00:44:20.800
<v Speaker 1>Mmm?

1119
00:44:21.039 --> 00:44:22.039
<v Speaker 3>So it's I own it?

1120
00:44:22.159 --> 00:44:24.079
<v Speaker 2>And then I'll say keep it at the end.

1121
00:44:24.199 --> 00:44:28.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh, look that's his charm. Keep it, baby, gotchage? You

1122
00:44:28.960 --> 00:44:29.880
<v Speaker 1>filthy animal?

1123
00:44:30.840 --> 00:44:31.320
<v Speaker 3>Love it.

1124
00:44:32.599 --> 00:44:36.159
<v Speaker 1>If you could replay one scene and make it ten

1125
00:44:36.280 --> 00:44:39.559
<v Speaker 1>times wilder, what would it be and what would you change?

1126
00:44:40.039 --> 00:44:45.039
<v Speaker 2>I just did a threesome with Jesse Pony and Rebel Rider,

1127
00:44:45.519 --> 00:44:48.920
<v Speaker 2>who are two very extreme performers. I like to say

1128
00:44:48.920 --> 00:44:51.159
<v Speaker 2>I'm the least kinky rough.

1129
00:44:51.599 --> 00:44:54.280
<v Speaker 1>So they were extreme that they let you do stuff

1130
00:44:54.280 --> 00:44:56.280
<v Speaker 1>extreme to them, or you let them do extreme things

1131
00:44:56.320 --> 00:44:56.679
<v Speaker 1>to you.

1132
00:44:57.079 --> 00:44:59.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm never the receiver of anything Okay, none of the

1133
00:45:00.280 --> 00:45:02.920
<v Speaker 2>it happens to me like I do the crazy stuff,

1134
00:45:03.159 --> 00:45:05.719
<v Speaker 2>but I'll always go, obviously within the guidelines of what

1135
00:45:05.760 --> 00:45:09.599
<v Speaker 2>my performer wants. These two performers guidelines are insane. When

1136
00:45:09.599 --> 00:45:11.800
<v Speaker 2>I first worked with Jesse Pony, Jesse Pony told me,

1137
00:45:11.800 --> 00:45:13.679
<v Speaker 2>there's absolutely nothing you can do to me that I

1138
00:45:13.679 --> 00:45:14.320
<v Speaker 2>will say no to.

1139
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:17.360
<v Speaker 3>What did you do to her? Well, you put it

1140
00:45:17.400 --> 00:45:17.920
<v Speaker 3>in her, but.

1141
00:45:18.400 --> 00:45:20.960
<v Speaker 2>For sure, okay, but I hate when people say that.

1142
00:45:21.000 --> 00:45:22.760
<v Speaker 3>He said, for sure, like I'm supposed to know that.

1143
00:45:22.800 --> 00:45:27.360
<v Speaker 3>You just have your life, got it.

1144
00:45:27.360 --> 00:45:33.440
<v Speaker 2>It's kind of become my thing. Oh, I mean, I

1145
00:45:33.480 --> 00:45:35.719
<v Speaker 2>get you know what, I'm gonna take it if you're

1146
00:45:35.719 --> 00:45:36.239
<v Speaker 2>gonna call me.

1147
00:45:37.239 --> 00:45:39.519
<v Speaker 3>I mean, is that the right term? Though maybe I.

1148
00:45:39.519 --> 00:45:44.360
<v Speaker 2>Think that goes to the girl. Yeah, but I am

1149
00:45:44.400 --> 00:45:47.000
<v Speaker 2>the flesh mechanic. Is that he just.

1150
00:45:46.960 --> 00:45:48.360
<v Speaker 3>Likes to take that ass.

1151
00:45:48.440 --> 00:45:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I think he just wants to say because he thinks

1152
00:45:49.840 --> 00:45:51.639
<v Speaker 1>my ass is so big that he thinks I'm gonna

1153
00:45:51.719 --> 00:45:51.960
<v Speaker 1>like that.

1154
00:45:52.039 --> 00:45:54.840
<v Speaker 2>But I don't even like then, I would never want

1155
00:45:54.840 --> 00:45:59.159
<v Speaker 2>to have It's true. It's true any perform like I've

1156
00:45:59.159 --> 00:46:02.880
<v Speaker 2>worked with one performer who, right as the camera was

1157
00:46:02.920 --> 00:46:05.280
<v Speaker 2>about the role, told me she hates to do an.

1158
00:46:06.639 --> 00:46:09.079
<v Speaker 3>The wrong time, to say.

1159
00:46:08.400 --> 00:46:12.119
<v Speaker 2>So hard, to say hard knowing that she didn't like it,

1160
00:46:12.280 --> 00:46:14.760
<v Speaker 2>that not even just that that she was pretending I

1161
00:46:14.760 --> 00:46:15.760
<v Speaker 2>don't like. I don't like that.

1162
00:46:17.559 --> 00:46:21.440
<v Speaker 1>For me, it's like I don't I don't like it

1163
00:46:22.320 --> 00:46:25.519
<v Speaker 1>on the table. If I like you, then i'll and

1164
00:46:25.559 --> 00:46:28.360
<v Speaker 1>I like your allow you to fuck me, and my like.

1165
00:46:28.440 --> 00:46:30.000
<v Speaker 1>For me, I just don't like because my ass is

1166
00:46:30.039 --> 00:46:31.880
<v Speaker 1>so big and people are like, oh, you just like it. No,

1167
00:46:32.280 --> 00:46:34.880
<v Speaker 1>I need to be an inviting situation. And nine times

1168
00:46:34.880 --> 00:46:38.760
<v Speaker 1>out of ten I can count on these one these hands,

1169
00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:40.920
<v Speaker 1>how many times I've had sex, and majority of them are.

1170
00:46:40.840 --> 00:46:41.440
<v Speaker 3>All in film.

1171
00:46:42.199 --> 00:46:42.480
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

1172
00:46:43.480 --> 00:46:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, do the math because you're good at it, right,

1173
00:46:46.079 --> 00:46:46.519
<v Speaker 3>That's what.

1174
00:46:47.679 --> 00:46:50.480
<v Speaker 2>I cannot let that rut. I'm not good at math.

1175
00:46:51.360 --> 00:46:54.800
<v Speaker 3>What's one psychological turn on that turns you on? Every time?

1176
00:46:55.400 --> 00:46:59.599
<v Speaker 1>Something mental and not physical psychological turn on? Yeah, I

1177
00:46:59.599 --> 00:47:02.760
<v Speaker 1>know you're not like obviously emotionally, Oh that's your thing.

1178
00:47:02.840 --> 00:47:03.199
<v Speaker 2>Comfort?

1179
00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:03.559
<v Speaker 3>Okay.

1180
00:47:03.599 --> 00:47:06.039
<v Speaker 2>If somebody feels like I've taken a lot of again

1181
00:47:06.079 --> 00:47:09.000
<v Speaker 2>we're on the topic of it. I think thirteen.

1182
00:47:10.639 --> 00:47:12.559
<v Speaker 3>I think are you circumcised or not?

1183
00:47:12.840 --> 00:47:13.960
<v Speaker 2>I am circumcised?

1184
00:47:14.800 --> 00:47:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Interesting mostly most uncircumcised a lot of first time because

1185
00:47:18.960 --> 00:47:20.880
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't hurt is bad.

1186
00:47:21.519 --> 00:47:24.400
<v Speaker 2>Interesting, I guess that makes sense. I've never known that.

1187
00:47:24.559 --> 00:47:27.000
<v Speaker 1>It's like those what where those toys? You're too young

1188
00:47:27.039 --> 00:47:29.039
<v Speaker 1>to know, but it's like those little things that were

1189
00:47:29.039 --> 00:47:29.400
<v Speaker 1>like I.

1190
00:47:29.360 --> 00:47:31.440
<v Speaker 2>Know exactly, I'm not that much younger.

1191
00:47:31.920 --> 00:47:35.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm forty or thirty two. That's a big gap years.

1192
00:47:35.519 --> 00:47:36.920
<v Speaker 1>You're just still trying to fuck me.

1193
00:47:37.000 --> 00:47:37.480
<v Speaker 3>I don't.

1194
00:47:38.920 --> 00:47:40.719
<v Speaker 2>No matter what we're talking about, I'm trying to fuck you.

1195
00:47:40.760 --> 00:47:42.599
<v Speaker 3>That's not a bas I mean, you have a heartbeat,

1196
00:47:42.599 --> 00:47:45.079
<v Speaker 3>I get it. I'm not mad at you. I'm not

1197
00:47:45.119 --> 00:47:46.360
<v Speaker 3>bad at it.

1198
00:47:47.360 --> 00:47:52.920
<v Speaker 2>So comfort comfort answer somebody feeling like they trust you.

1199
00:47:52.960 --> 00:47:56.039
<v Speaker 2>I think this is a very healthy because I feel

1200
00:47:56.039 --> 00:47:56.480
<v Speaker 2>the same way.

1201
00:47:56.480 --> 00:47:58.119
<v Speaker 3>I go, will you trust the inner child in you?

1202
00:47:58.679 --> 00:47:59.159
<v Speaker 2>Interesting?

1203
00:47:59.480 --> 00:48:00.000
<v Speaker 3>That's the true.

1204
00:48:00.639 --> 00:48:04.159
<v Speaker 1>What's something about the male porn experience that no one

1205
00:48:04.199 --> 00:48:11.119
<v Speaker 1>talks about, but they should, like you having like the

1206
00:48:11.119 --> 00:48:13.639
<v Speaker 1>experience of you getting to have these content creators. You're

1207
00:48:13.679 --> 00:48:15.719
<v Speaker 1>out there and you're like having sex with these beautiful women.

1208
00:48:15.840 --> 00:48:20.400
<v Speaker 1>Some are like super have super rules, that's super kinky,

1209
00:48:20.440 --> 00:48:22.679
<v Speaker 1>super whatever. Like, how like, what is something that with

1210
00:48:22.800 --> 00:48:25.599
<v Speaker 1>all of that incumbents? What is something that people don't

1211
00:48:25.599 --> 00:48:27.360
<v Speaker 1>really maybe talk about that, maybe kind of should shed

1212
00:48:27.360 --> 00:48:27.599
<v Speaker 1>a light.

1213
00:48:28.840 --> 00:48:36.480
<v Speaker 2>That's a really good question. Thank you, damn God, damn it.

1214
00:48:36.559 --> 00:48:37.159
<v Speaker 2>You stumped me.

1215
00:48:38.360 --> 00:48:38.639
<v Speaker 3>Nan.

1216
00:48:43.599 --> 00:48:49.639
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you're the lack of your own comfort, I guess,

1217
00:48:50.480 --> 00:48:54.400
<v Speaker 2>and I think that's the most I personally think the

1218
00:48:54.519 --> 00:48:57.880
<v Speaker 2>reason why I get again. I think I'm the luckiest

1219
00:48:57.880 --> 00:48:59.559
<v Speaker 2>man in the world. I truly do. But I think

1220
00:48:59.599 --> 00:49:02.239
<v Speaker 2>the reason why a lot of performers will recommend me

1221
00:49:02.280 --> 00:49:06.039
<v Speaker 2>to other performers is because I'm truly making it look

1222
00:49:06.159 --> 00:49:08.400
<v Speaker 2>like I'm the boss and making it look like I'm

1223
00:49:08.440 --> 00:49:10.800
<v Speaker 2>doing whatever the fuck I want to this beautiful lady.

1224
00:49:10.960 --> 00:49:15.440
<v Speaker 2>But it's very much the absolute opposite. And I don't overshoot.

1225
00:49:15.599 --> 00:49:19.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't you know, if we're doing forty five minutes

1226
00:49:19.519 --> 00:49:22.280
<v Speaker 2>of hard fast, I want the girl to be having

1227
00:49:22.320 --> 00:49:24.559
<v Speaker 2>a good time. And I think if you remove your

1228
00:49:24.599 --> 00:49:28.400
<v Speaker 2>own pleasures or remove your own what feels best for

1229
00:49:28.480 --> 00:49:30.519
<v Speaker 2>you or what you want to do the most, and

1230
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:33.199
<v Speaker 2>you make it way more about the girl. I think

1231
00:49:33.239 --> 00:49:35.760
<v Speaker 2>that's something that a lot of male performers don't understand,

1232
00:49:35.960 --> 00:49:38.880
<v Speaker 2>because I'll hear girls they'll talk about I just did

1233
00:49:38.880 --> 00:49:42.239
<v Speaker 2>a clab. It was four hours, and I'm like, why

1234
00:49:42.360 --> 00:49:44.679
<v Speaker 2>was it four hours? That's how long he fucks.

1235
00:49:45.320 --> 00:49:46.360
<v Speaker 3>Fuck for four hours?

1236
00:49:47.280 --> 00:49:51.880
<v Speaker 2>There's all, well, it's insane, right, but there's a ton

1237
00:49:51.920 --> 00:49:55.400
<v Speaker 2>of male performers that are doing the collabs are insane.

1238
00:49:55.400 --> 00:49:58.039
<v Speaker 2>They'll be they'll be at a collab for six fucking hours,

1239
00:49:58.360 --> 00:50:00.639
<v Speaker 2>and a collab with me. You're not out of there

1240
00:50:00.679 --> 00:50:02.960
<v Speaker 2>by one hours because the fire alarm went off, Like

1241
00:50:03.280 --> 00:50:05.639
<v Speaker 2>you're out of there, like it's we naturally you're.

1242
00:50:05.519 --> 00:50:08.599
<v Speaker 3>A one minute man. You're a one minute man.

1243
00:50:09.639 --> 00:50:12.239
<v Speaker 2>No, Like to me, the ideal scene is like twelve

1244
00:50:12.280 --> 00:50:15.320
<v Speaker 2>to like twenty two minutes, okay, like anything over.

1245
00:50:15.199 --> 00:50:17.199
<v Speaker 1>Twenty two minutes, I mean for content and like, oh

1246
00:50:17.239 --> 00:50:19.800
<v Speaker 1>have purposes. There's no need to fucking have anything else

1247
00:50:19.800 --> 00:50:23.440
<v Speaker 1>because you're just exactly beating a dead horse, no pun intended,

1248
00:50:24.760 --> 00:50:28.639
<v Speaker 1>Like why, like what do you do? I agree, because

1249
00:50:28.679 --> 00:50:30.920
<v Speaker 1>the thing is like you lose, like you lose the

1250
00:50:31.000 --> 00:50:33.679
<v Speaker 1>viewership of like the same thing, and thenthing else you

1251
00:50:33.679 --> 00:50:35.320
<v Speaker 1>could do is chop it up and multiple things.

1252
00:50:35.320 --> 00:50:36.440
<v Speaker 3>But who the fuck wants.

1253
00:50:36.199 --> 00:50:38.920
<v Speaker 2>To like not six minutes of break content?

1254
00:50:40.280 --> 00:50:42.119
<v Speaker 1>You knows what he's talking about? Numbers again, he says

1255
00:50:42.119 --> 00:50:44.599
<v Speaker 1>he's not gonnat math. I don't know he's calculating things

1256
00:50:44.599 --> 00:50:47.519
<v Speaker 1>over your gun. All right, I'm gonna take a little

1257
00:50:47.519 --> 00:50:49.719
<v Speaker 1>break and then we're gonna play my favorite part, Truth

1258
00:50:49.760 --> 00:50:51.639
<v Speaker 1>with Texas. We got to know you a little bit

1259
00:50:52.280 --> 00:50:53.599
<v Speaker 1>more and deeper.

1260
00:50:53.840 --> 00:50:55.440
<v Speaker 3>You like that word. But now we're gonna know a

1261
00:50:55.480 --> 00:50:57.480
<v Speaker 3>little bit more sexy things. We've seen you fuck. But

1262
00:50:57.480 --> 00:50:59.159
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna ask you some sexy questions, so I hope

1263
00:50:59.159 --> 00:51:00.599
<v Speaker 3>you're ready. Are you ready?

1264
00:51:00.880 --> 00:51:04.559
<v Speaker 1>I'll put it in real gentle A premise, no, I promise, promise.

1265
00:51:05.000 --> 00:51:07.519
<v Speaker 1>All right, we are back and write a play Truth

1266
00:51:07.559 --> 00:51:08.320
<v Speaker 1>with Texas.

1267
00:51:08.360 --> 00:51:09.039
<v Speaker 3>Are you ready?

1268
00:51:09.159 --> 00:51:09.320
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

1269
00:51:09.480 --> 00:51:10.079
<v Speaker 3>Are you warm?

1270
00:51:10.239 --> 00:51:12.199
<v Speaker 1>I mean I gave you a lot of foreplay. I

1271
00:51:12.239 --> 00:51:15.239
<v Speaker 1>hope you're ready for a flash mechanic. I know I'm

1272
00:51:15.239 --> 00:51:17.599
<v Speaker 1>teasing you, and I know you really want to have

1273
00:51:17.639 --> 00:51:19.840
<v Speaker 1>sex with this Texas, but we're gonna let you fantasize

1274
00:51:19.880 --> 00:51:20.440
<v Speaker 1>a punt.

1275
00:51:20.199 --> 00:51:20.880
<v Speaker 3>A little bit more.

1276
00:51:21.400 --> 00:51:21.480
<v Speaker 2>So.

1277
00:51:21.679 --> 00:51:25.360
<v Speaker 1>Do you think you're kinky, naughty, romantic, spicy or all

1278
00:51:25.400 --> 00:51:25.920
<v Speaker 1>of the above?

1279
00:51:28.599 --> 00:51:29.800
<v Speaker 3>Naughty, naughty?

1280
00:51:29.880 --> 00:51:32.920
<v Speaker 1>Okay, We're gonna go with naughty questions and what turns

1281
00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:35.920
<v Speaker 1>you on immediately, no matter what setting.

1282
00:51:36.679 --> 00:51:42.039
<v Speaker 3>That's just gonna get hard and write a play Eagerness, Eagerness.

1283
00:51:41.480 --> 00:51:43.199
<v Speaker 2>Anytime a girl's like, I need to fuck you so

1284
00:51:43.320 --> 00:51:45.960
<v Speaker 2>bad no matter what's going on, I'm like that the

1285
00:51:46.039 --> 00:51:47.639
<v Speaker 2>being wanted, I guess would be.

1286
00:51:47.599 --> 00:51:50.280
<v Speaker 1>The okay, yeah, have you ever hooked up with a

1287
00:51:50.320 --> 00:51:54.559
<v Speaker 1>fan or slid into someone's DMS that turned into something else?

1288
00:51:55.039 --> 00:51:57.159
<v Speaker 2>I do what's called the amateur series, which is me

1289
00:51:57.280 --> 00:51:59.679
<v Speaker 2>having sex with fans that I get porn tested and

1290
00:51:59.719 --> 00:52:01.920
<v Speaker 2>then their face, and then I sell the video and

1291
00:52:01.920 --> 00:52:04.400
<v Speaker 2>they get one hundred percent of the proceeds of the sales.

1292
00:52:04.599 --> 00:52:09.400
<v Speaker 3>Wow, so nice of you giving giving like every day.

1293
00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:10.840
<v Speaker 2>It's a lot of fun.

1294
00:52:10.840 --> 00:52:12.119
<v Speaker 3>So how did you come into this?

1295
00:52:12.440 --> 00:52:15.039
<v Speaker 1>And no pen intended? But uh, like what made you

1296
00:52:15.079 --> 00:52:17.519
<v Speaker 1>start doing? So it's like fuck a fan basically?

1297
00:52:17.679 --> 00:52:20.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, there was a girl that lived like forty

1298
00:52:20.239 --> 00:52:20.800
<v Speaker 2>minutes from me.

1299
00:52:20.880 --> 00:52:22.800
<v Speaker 3>And these people obviously have only fans or.

1300
00:52:22.760 --> 00:52:25.000
<v Speaker 2>No, no, these are regular people.

1301
00:52:25.079 --> 00:52:27.760
<v Speaker 3>Oh so the proceeds from what your only fans mean?

1302
00:52:27.840 --> 00:52:29.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? So all sell the video okay, and then I

1303
00:52:29.800 --> 00:52:31.960
<v Speaker 2>will screenshot the video sales and be like here.

1304
00:52:32.239 --> 00:52:36.880
<v Speaker 3>Interesting, Yeah, it's what's the most you paid out a lot.

1305
00:52:37.480 --> 00:52:39.559
<v Speaker 2>There's a girl that I ended up. We did I

1306
00:52:39.599 --> 00:52:43.400
<v Speaker 2>think four videos. She's made well over twenty grand. Wow,

1307
00:52:43.480 --> 00:52:44.960
<v Speaker 2>she bought her son a car.

1308
00:52:45.159 --> 00:52:48.039
<v Speaker 3>Wow. Yeah, and then okay, you throw the a car.

1309
00:52:51.280 --> 00:52:54.679
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so she was after this has happened, and then

1310
00:52:54.679 --> 00:52:58.000
<v Speaker 2>she was like thanking me about the car while blowing you.

1311
00:52:58.320 --> 00:52:59.440
<v Speaker 3>Definitely made a video of that.

1312
00:53:00.079 --> 00:53:02.679
<v Speaker 2>This is on camera, yes, yeah, yeah yeah. It went

1313
00:53:02.800 --> 00:53:03.800
<v Speaker 2>really really really well.

1314
00:53:04.000 --> 00:53:04.400
<v Speaker 3>Wow.

1315
00:53:04.679 --> 00:53:07.159
<v Speaker 2>But it started with a girl she lived like forty

1316
00:53:07.159 --> 00:53:09.800
<v Speaker 2>minutes from me, and she was like, I'm a huge fan.

1317
00:53:10.519 --> 00:53:13.960
<v Speaker 2>I'd love to have sex with you. And I was like, cool, yeah,

1318
00:53:14.000 --> 00:53:14.719
<v Speaker 2>like that's awesome.

1319
00:53:14.760 --> 00:53:17.960
<v Speaker 3>You're like I know everybody does definitely not but.

1320
00:53:22.360 --> 00:53:25.960
<v Speaker 2>And I'm here to pursue the only girl. And then

1321
00:53:26.000 --> 00:53:27.519
<v Speaker 2>she was like, I live forty minutes away from you,

1322
00:53:27.519 --> 00:53:29.239
<v Speaker 2>like would love to fuck And I was like okay, cool.

1323
00:53:29.280 --> 00:53:31.639
<v Speaker 2>I was like what if we filmed it and I

1324
00:53:31.800 --> 00:53:34.760
<v Speaker 2>blurred you? And then we sold the video and then

1325
00:53:34.760 --> 00:53:36.480
<v Speaker 2>she was like, oh my gosh, I'm a single mom,

1326
00:53:36.519 --> 00:53:38.920
<v Speaker 2>like this would be fucking amazing. That's so interesting and yeah,

1327
00:53:38.920 --> 00:53:41.079
<v Speaker 2>so I gave her a massage and then I I

1328
00:53:41.119 --> 00:53:43.239
<v Speaker 2>think I figured her for the first video because we

1329
00:53:43.280 --> 00:53:45.119
<v Speaker 2>were waiting for her to get tested, and then we

1330
00:53:45.159 --> 00:53:47.760
<v Speaker 2>got her tested and then like I think two days later,

1331
00:53:47.880 --> 00:53:48.480
<v Speaker 2>we did.

1332
00:53:48.360 --> 00:53:51.599
<v Speaker 3>Like a full so romantic and last, so.

1333
00:53:51.599 --> 00:53:54.800
<v Speaker 2>My editor just blurred it and yeah, it went really well.

1334
00:53:54.840 --> 00:53:57.559
<v Speaker 2>And then people lost their minds. They're like, oh my god,

1335
00:53:57.559 --> 00:53:59.239
<v Speaker 2>because you could tell the way she was acting and

1336
00:53:59.239 --> 00:54:01.119
<v Speaker 2>how she carried herself. That like, it's not a girl

1337
00:54:01.119 --> 00:54:04.840
<v Speaker 2>that makes content, and uh, it just but that the

1338
00:54:04.960 --> 00:54:07.039
<v Speaker 2>naturalness of it, and like how giddy she was and

1339
00:54:07.079 --> 00:54:09.079
<v Speaker 2>how much fun we had was fucking fantastic.

1340
00:54:09.199 --> 00:54:12.039
<v Speaker 3>So I love that for her. It was welcome the car,

1341
00:54:12.199 --> 00:54:17.159
<v Speaker 3>The car is nice present. Do you like your girl

1342
00:54:17.199 --> 00:54:22.000
<v Speaker 3>to spitter swallow? Do you have a preference? Uh?

1343
00:54:22.840 --> 00:54:24.559
<v Speaker 2>I think if it was going in the mouth, I

1344
00:54:24.559 --> 00:54:27.159
<v Speaker 2>would be offended if it was spit out, so I'd

1345
00:54:27.159 --> 00:54:27.679
<v Speaker 2>say swallow.

1346
00:54:27.719 --> 00:54:30.320
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had someone tell your perm distasted so

1347
00:54:30.400 --> 00:54:31.679
<v Speaker 1>horrible they couldn't swallow it?

1348
00:54:34.199 --> 00:54:36.800
<v Speaker 2>No? No, I think I'm pretty lucky in that cutter.

1349
00:54:36.840 --> 00:54:38.800
<v Speaker 2>I also like, I don't drink, I don't smoke, which

1350
00:54:38.920 --> 00:54:40.559
<v Speaker 2>make huge differences.

1351
00:54:40.079 --> 00:54:41.960
<v Speaker 3>For your But it's more like diet.

1352
00:54:41.960 --> 00:54:44.760
<v Speaker 2>Why you have a high sugar diet, okay, which helps

1353
00:54:44.800 --> 00:54:45.079
<v Speaker 2>a lot.

1354
00:54:45.400 --> 00:54:47.519
<v Speaker 1>So that's it gets the coming back from more. You're

1355
00:54:47.519 --> 00:54:50.039
<v Speaker 1>on a sugar high sugar.

1356
00:54:49.760 --> 00:54:52.800
<v Speaker 3>For these girls. I was talking about the truck ladies.

1357
00:54:53.159 --> 00:54:59.119
<v Speaker 1>He's trying to it's the candy from he's trying to Yeah.

1358
00:54:59.239 --> 00:55:02.719
<v Speaker 2>I think, like I've like been with a car, but

1359
00:55:02.760 --> 00:55:03.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't think it was my.

1360
00:55:05.079 --> 00:55:06.320
<v Speaker 3>Like was she dodging? It was?

1361
00:55:06.679 --> 00:55:09.079
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Well, I'll always ask like, where do you.

1362
00:55:09.079 --> 00:55:12.079
<v Speaker 3>Want me to? And is the worst place? They said,

1363
00:55:12.800 --> 00:55:15.719
<v Speaker 3>on the floor in your hand?

1364
00:55:15.760 --> 00:55:18.320
<v Speaker 2>You know what A girl once told me in the garbage.

1365
00:55:18.519 --> 00:55:18.880
<v Speaker 3>Oh.

1366
00:55:19.000 --> 00:55:20.679
<v Speaker 2>I was like, where do you want me? In the garbage?

1367
00:55:20.719 --> 00:55:22.519
<v Speaker 2>And there was a garbage right there and I was like, what, Like,

1368
00:55:22.679 --> 00:55:27.199
<v Speaker 2>was my gosh, I totally forgot about that until you

1369
00:55:27.239 --> 00:55:30.440
<v Speaker 2>said that. Yes, she asked me, and I was like, Okay.

1370
00:55:30.400 --> 00:55:33.440
<v Speaker 3>Did you do it for sure? Did you feel weird?

1371
00:55:34.440 --> 00:55:36.039
<v Speaker 2>I like picked up the garbage and I just like

1372
00:55:36.719 --> 00:55:39.280
<v Speaker 2>she just like sat on the bed. Yeah, it's pretty weird.

1373
00:55:40.199 --> 00:55:44.079
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever did a spider man in your hand

1374
00:55:44.079 --> 00:55:45.119
<v Speaker 3>and you throw it at someone?

1375
00:55:46.079 --> 00:55:48.800
<v Speaker 2>No, but I mean, if there's anyone out there that

1376
00:55:48.880 --> 00:55:49.159
<v Speaker 2>wants to.

1377
00:55:49.199 --> 00:55:51.119
<v Speaker 3>Do it, you know. Funny enough, I did do a

1378
00:55:51.159 --> 00:55:56.719
<v Speaker 3>porn like that. I made them like Mike Blue did

1379
00:55:57.039 --> 00:55:59.320
<v Speaker 3>he threw it at me? I told him to. It

1380
00:55:59.360 --> 00:56:01.280
<v Speaker 3>was for a bellet honest scene. I fucked.

1381
00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I think it was the first time I affected two

1382
00:56:03.000 --> 00:56:04.559
<v Speaker 1>dudes at the same time.

1383
00:56:06.119 --> 00:56:07.559
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, five times.

1384
00:56:07.840 --> 00:56:09.440
<v Speaker 2>She she's retired, right she is.

1385
00:56:09.519 --> 00:56:10.719
<v Speaker 3>She was one of my favorites.

1386
00:56:10.800 --> 00:56:15.000
<v Speaker 1>She was cool, definitely, great time, great fun, fun times.

1387
00:56:15.039 --> 00:56:19.360
<v Speaker 2>Biggest turn off, uh, I guess fake.

1388
00:56:20.800 --> 00:56:21.559
<v Speaker 3>How do you know they're fake?

1389
00:56:21.599 --> 00:56:25.320
<v Speaker 2>Though I don't. I thought I did, and I had

1390
00:56:25.360 --> 00:56:28.400
<v Speaker 2>a performer that told me again, I don't know why

1391
00:56:28.880 --> 00:56:31.840
<v Speaker 2>she we have the scene and then she told me

1392
00:56:31.880 --> 00:56:34.000
<v Speaker 2>she will fake. But then I was like, I'm gonna

1393
00:56:34.039 --> 00:56:36.400
<v Speaker 2>try and actually make her. And then so I put

1394
00:56:36.400 --> 00:56:39.119
<v Speaker 2>it a little extra effort in. I thought, like, I

1395
00:56:39.119 --> 00:56:40.960
<v Speaker 2>think I'm a pretty good judge of that. I'm not great,

1396
00:56:41.000 --> 00:56:43.920
<v Speaker 2>but I'm pretty good. And then I asked her afterwards.

1397
00:56:44.039 --> 00:56:46.559
<v Speaker 2>I was like, like, did you actually or did you

1398
00:56:46.559 --> 00:56:49.440
<v Speaker 2>fake it? She goes, I actually, which but was a

1399
00:56:49.440 --> 00:56:51.119
<v Speaker 2>lie because then she told one of our mutual friends

1400
00:56:51.119 --> 00:56:52.920
<v Speaker 2>that she didn't, and I was like, what the fuck? Why?

1401
00:56:53.519 --> 00:56:56.280
<v Speaker 2>So I thought I did, But but I think.

1402
00:56:56.159 --> 00:56:56.960
<v Speaker 3>Does that bother you?

1403
00:56:57.639 --> 00:57:00.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean, do you want another chance to try to

1404
00:57:00.320 --> 00:57:02.199
<v Speaker 1>make her? I think she's just gonna lie.

1405
00:57:02.280 --> 00:57:04.000
<v Speaker 2>But honestly, what bothered me is that she felt the

1406
00:57:04.039 --> 00:57:05.840
<v Speaker 2>need to lie to me. That's what I was like,

1407
00:57:05.840 --> 00:57:07.559
<v Speaker 2>you don't need to lie, Like the truth will never

1408
00:57:07.639 --> 00:57:09.840
<v Speaker 2>upset me like I'm just curious. I'm not like I

1409
00:57:09.880 --> 00:57:12.639
<v Speaker 2>wasn't like you better, like I was.

1410
00:57:12.559 --> 00:57:15.079
<v Speaker 3>Like, did you did you have complex? Like what are

1411
00:57:15.119 --> 00:57:16.320
<v Speaker 3>you like? Why do you need to lie to me?

1412
00:57:19.039 --> 00:57:20.079
<v Speaker 3>Tell Daddy the truth?

1413
00:57:20.199 --> 00:57:22.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, maybe maybe.

1414
00:57:22.320 --> 00:57:25.280
<v Speaker 1>Come onto something. Doctor Texas knows. I'm saying I have

1415
00:57:25.280 --> 00:57:25.760
<v Speaker 1>no PhD.

1416
00:57:25.920 --> 00:57:26.480
<v Speaker 2>You need a lab.

1417
00:57:27.480 --> 00:57:30.880
<v Speaker 3>I have no PhD. I just no knowledge. Favorite place

1418
00:57:30.920 --> 00:57:31.280
<v Speaker 3>to have.

1419
00:57:31.199 --> 00:57:39.440
<v Speaker 2>Sex standing missionary on the edge of the bed, So

1420
00:57:39.920 --> 00:57:42.519
<v Speaker 2>okay to me? At height is everything for the bed?

1421
00:57:43.760 --> 00:57:46.440
<v Speaker 3>I mainly said place, but you could tell me a position.

1422
00:57:46.599 --> 00:57:48.679
<v Speaker 2>But that's what I'm saying. You need a bed, yes,

1423
00:57:50.400 --> 00:57:52.199
<v Speaker 2>So I don't care about like if it's in the kitchen.

1424
00:57:52.199 --> 00:57:53.079
<v Speaker 3>How high is your bed?

1425
00:57:54.360 --> 00:57:56.519
<v Speaker 2>I have an eighteen inch bed?

1426
00:57:56.800 --> 00:57:58.199
<v Speaker 3>You have like a sex from Why are you looking

1427
00:57:58.280 --> 00:57:58.840
<v Speaker 3>up high? Like?

1428
00:58:01.719 --> 00:58:04.360
<v Speaker 2>No, because I'm thinking of because I remember the order

1429
00:58:04.880 --> 00:58:08.119
<v Speaker 2>eighteen inches high? And then whatever, however hard the mattress kinky.

1430
00:58:08.239 --> 00:58:10.480
<v Speaker 2>I like to be able to stand perfectly without having

1431
00:58:10.519 --> 00:58:12.360
<v Speaker 2>display my legs at all, or without having to go

1432
00:58:12.400 --> 00:58:15.000
<v Speaker 2>on my tippy toes, or I like it a little

1433
00:58:15.000 --> 00:58:16.639
<v Speaker 2>bit lower than that so I can really like lean

1434
00:58:16.679 --> 00:58:18.400
<v Speaker 2>my body weight in. But all I care about is

1435
00:58:18.440 --> 00:58:20.039
<v Speaker 2>the height of the bed. I don't care about location.

1436
00:58:20.360 --> 00:58:28.440
<v Speaker 3>Okay, go hmmm does size matter?

1437
00:58:28.719 --> 00:58:33.920
<v Speaker 1>Booty size, oh no, tits size, no, anything goes Yep,

1438
00:58:34.360 --> 00:58:36.400
<v Speaker 1>we love it all, doggy missionary.

1439
00:58:37.400 --> 00:58:40.239
<v Speaker 3>Missionary, you're so romantic.

1440
00:58:40.280 --> 00:58:42.159
<v Speaker 1>Look at you when I look at these girls' faces,

1441
00:58:42.159 --> 00:58:44.079
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to just look at the back shots only.

1442
00:58:44.320 --> 00:58:46.679
<v Speaker 2>I'm toxic, right yess see.

1443
00:58:46.519 --> 00:58:47.960
<v Speaker 1>Look you want You didn't want to admit it earlier,

1444
00:58:48.000 --> 00:58:50.280
<v Speaker 1>like me toxic, like a real toxic.

1445
00:58:50.360 --> 00:58:52.280
<v Speaker 2>Sorry, I like to look pretty girls in the face.

1446
00:58:52.440 --> 00:58:55.320
<v Speaker 1>That's not a bad thing. I'm just asking you preferences, honey. Okay,

1447
00:58:55.360 --> 00:58:58.559
<v Speaker 1>we're going to kinky questions, but I think you're real kinky.

1448
00:58:58.599 --> 00:59:04.519
<v Speaker 1>You talked about your eighteen foot eighteen inches nineteen inches

1449
00:59:04.559 --> 00:59:07.800
<v Speaker 1>of something. Do you like being spanked? Do you like

1450
00:59:07.840 --> 00:59:09.280
<v Speaker 1>spanking girls?

1451
00:59:09.840 --> 00:59:13.920
<v Speaker 2>Uh? If it gets a good reaction, Okay, Like I

1452
00:59:13.960 --> 00:59:17.159
<v Speaker 2>don't like spanking. If, for example, I used to sleep

1453
00:59:17.159 --> 00:59:19.800
<v Speaker 2>with the girl that was like insane with pain, like

1454
00:59:19.840 --> 00:59:21.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm talking like, would have me hit her with frying pans,

1455
00:59:21.960 --> 00:59:24.119
<v Speaker 2>with frying pants, would have me kick her in the

1456
00:59:24.199 --> 00:59:25.000
<v Speaker 2>legs as hard.

1457
00:59:25.039 --> 00:59:27.599
<v Speaker 3>And you did that, Oh yeah, because.

1458
00:59:27.440 --> 00:59:28.199
<v Speaker 2>You like I would?

1459
00:59:28.400 --> 00:59:31.760
<v Speaker 3>Well, you liked it because she liked it exactly if

1460
00:59:32.559 --> 00:59:34.280
<v Speaker 3>but you're hitting where are you hitting her with the

1461
00:59:34.320 --> 00:59:35.239
<v Speaker 3>frying pants.

1462
00:59:34.960 --> 00:59:35.840
<v Speaker 2>In the ass cheeks?

1463
00:59:36.039 --> 00:59:38.239
<v Speaker 3>Okay? And you're getting your dick card.

1464
00:59:38.280 --> 00:59:42.599
<v Speaker 2>You're like I was concrete hard, which I still to

1465
00:59:42.639 --> 00:59:43.679
<v Speaker 2>this date don't understand.

1466
00:59:44.039 --> 00:59:46.079
<v Speaker 1>Those words would never come out of my mouth. Hit

1467
00:59:46.119 --> 00:59:48.159
<v Speaker 1>me with the frying pan, and my ask you, she

1468
00:59:48.199 --> 00:59:49.480
<v Speaker 1>would cannot be bruised.

1469
00:59:49.519 --> 00:59:51.199
<v Speaker 2>Every time I would go to her house, she'd have

1470
00:59:51.239 --> 00:59:54.159
<v Speaker 2>a new thingdget. She would have me. We would do

1471
00:59:55.400 --> 00:59:59.480
<v Speaker 2>like prone bone standing. Her legs would be together or

1472
00:59:59.559 --> 01:00:01.199
<v Speaker 2>tummy be on the bed, but her feet would be

1473
01:00:01.199 --> 01:00:02.400
<v Speaker 2>back so she could like kind of lay on the

1474
01:00:02.440 --> 01:00:04.280
<v Speaker 2>bed and I would fuck her from behind, and she

1475
01:00:04.280 --> 01:00:06.079
<v Speaker 2>would have me punch her ass cheeks as hard as

1476
01:00:06.079 --> 01:00:08.719
<v Speaker 2>I could, And I got pretty big hands and I

1477
01:00:08.760 --> 01:00:10.800
<v Speaker 2>know how to punch, so like this girl's ass would

1478
01:00:10.840 --> 01:00:13.920
<v Speaker 2>be like destroyed. But every time I black and blue,

1479
01:00:14.039 --> 01:00:16.000
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. Yeah yeah, but every time I would

1480
01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:19.679
<v Speaker 2>punch her, I could feel how much Oh my god? Yeah,

1481
01:00:19.920 --> 01:00:20.719
<v Speaker 2>So that.

1482
01:00:20.960 --> 01:00:23.320
<v Speaker 3>Made you hard solid?

1483
01:00:24.480 --> 01:00:29.480
<v Speaker 2>Probably she got so turned on. It's probably the most

1484
01:00:29.519 --> 01:00:31.880
<v Speaker 2>turned on I've ever been, because I've never seen somebody.

1485
01:00:32.039 --> 01:00:34.119
<v Speaker 3>This one of like was this a private encounter?

1486
01:00:34.679 --> 01:00:37.519
<v Speaker 2>Was way before porn. Okay, Yeah, she'd have me kick

1487
01:00:37.559 --> 01:00:38.960
<v Speaker 2>her in the legs as hard as I could, like

1488
01:00:38.960 --> 01:00:39.599
<v Speaker 2>in the thighs.

1489
01:00:39.719 --> 01:00:41.960
<v Speaker 3>Who asks for these things?

1490
01:00:42.000 --> 01:00:45.079
<v Speaker 1>Like I Again, I mean every kink is a thing,

1491
01:00:45.199 --> 01:00:47.519
<v Speaker 1>and people love the things. But that's just something like

1492
01:00:47.880 --> 01:00:52.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't associate pain and sex as like a situation,

1493
01:00:53.000 --> 01:00:54.440
<v Speaker 1>but I respect people that do.

1494
01:00:54.599 --> 01:00:56.199
<v Speaker 3>I just can't get there myself.

1495
01:00:56.239 --> 01:00:59.280
<v Speaker 2>She didn't have pain receptors, like at all. She could not.

1496
01:00:59.159 --> 01:01:01.280
<v Speaker 3>Feel pain, but and what makes you like?

1497
01:01:02.840 --> 01:01:06.400
<v Speaker 2>Then she felt it only felt this pleasure. Hmmm, So

1498
01:01:06.440 --> 01:01:10.280
<v Speaker 2>she would like when she would pinch and like so

1499
01:01:10.280 --> 01:01:14.239
<v Speaker 2>she would rub her pinch herself and you feel it. Yeah,

1500
01:01:14.679 --> 01:01:16.679
<v Speaker 2>So her pain receptors were just never.

1501
01:01:16.599 --> 01:01:19.199
<v Speaker 1>Her to figuring out what she needed to because it's

1502
01:01:19.239 --> 01:01:20.840
<v Speaker 1>like that has to be a hard thing to feel,

1503
01:01:20.840 --> 01:01:21.199
<v Speaker 1>like if.

1504
01:01:21.119 --> 01:01:22.960
<v Speaker 3>You don't know what like pain is.

1505
01:01:23.039 --> 01:01:26.360
<v Speaker 2>She wanted if we wanted it like as dry and

1506
01:01:26.480 --> 01:01:29.239
<v Speaker 2>fast and sharp as possible, And yeah that sounds scary.

1507
01:01:30.599 --> 01:01:34.719
<v Speaker 3>Dry and fast literally those are three words I do

1508
01:01:34.800 --> 01:01:37.239
<v Speaker 3>not want in my nothing.

1509
01:01:37.360 --> 01:01:39.039
<v Speaker 2>Ye, she would want me to try and fist her

1510
01:01:39.079 --> 01:01:43.039
<v Speaker 2>with no warm up, and yeah.

1511
01:01:41.760 --> 01:01:42.760
<v Speaker 3>I fisted somebody.

1512
01:01:44.480 --> 01:01:46.639
<v Speaker 1>I fisted somebody's wife, which made it hotter for me

1513
01:01:46.679 --> 01:01:50.679
<v Speaker 1>because he told me how to fist his because he

1514
01:01:50.800 --> 01:01:52.599
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, you have to she loves and I'm

1515
01:01:52.639 --> 01:01:54.679
<v Speaker 1>like and he was like, so he's like and he

1516
01:01:54.760 --> 01:01:55.440
<v Speaker 1>wasn't in the scene.

1517
01:01:55.519 --> 01:01:57.480
<v Speaker 3>He was like off the camera and he's like telling

1518
01:01:57.519 --> 01:01:59.679
<v Speaker 3>you how to do it, and for whatever reason, because

1519
01:01:59.679 --> 01:02:02.920
<v Speaker 3>if the same thing, you like like so hard. But

1520
01:02:03.000 --> 01:02:05.360
<v Speaker 3>like I was like, can I have my hand back?

1521
01:02:05.599 --> 01:02:08.639
<v Speaker 1>But it was because like at first, you're like, first,

1522
01:02:08.639 --> 01:02:09.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, how am I getting it in there?

1523
01:02:09.719 --> 01:02:11.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, but how am I getting it out.

1524
01:02:11.119 --> 01:02:16.199
<v Speaker 1>There's because it's like, well.

1525
01:02:15.079 --> 01:02:19.480
<v Speaker 3>I can't be like the pet detective, Like that's not fact.

1526
01:02:20.719 --> 01:02:24.719
<v Speaker 3>Well maybe some people maybe different strokes for different folks.

1527
01:02:24.760 --> 01:02:28.199
<v Speaker 3>You never know. You never know. Would you consider yourself

1528
01:02:28.199 --> 01:02:33.199
<v Speaker 3>a romantic No, you're like, no.

1529
01:02:33.360 --> 01:02:36.079
<v Speaker 2>My favorite thing to say to girls while having sex

1530
01:02:36.199 --> 01:02:39.039
<v Speaker 2>is shut the fuck up tattooed on the inside of

1531
01:02:39.079 --> 01:02:39.480
<v Speaker 2>my thigh.

1532
01:02:39.599 --> 01:02:40.360
<v Speaker 3>Do you.

1533
01:02:41.960 --> 01:02:44.400
<v Speaker 2>Who reads that though, like that are getting face?

1534
01:02:45.280 --> 01:02:48.280
<v Speaker 3>I'd be like, fuck you.

1535
01:02:48.559 --> 01:02:52.119
<v Speaker 1>I guess what's the most surprising thing you've done to

1536
01:02:52.159 --> 01:02:53.199
<v Speaker 1>seduce somebody?

1537
01:02:57.440 --> 01:02:58.400
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

1538
01:02:58.440 --> 01:03:00.280
<v Speaker 3>The eyes lit up. I know this was gonna good

1539
01:03:00.320 --> 01:03:01.719
<v Speaker 3>pilate talking about a listen up.

1540
01:03:01.880 --> 01:03:07.400
<v Speaker 2>I farted once on purpose. Yeah, to make my friends laugh.

1541
01:03:08.039 --> 01:03:08.760
<v Speaker 2>And then.

1542
01:03:10.119 --> 01:03:11.599
<v Speaker 3>I don't know where the story's going, guys.

1543
01:03:11.599 --> 01:03:18.760
<v Speaker 2>And because I still can't believe this happened, I farted

1544
01:03:19.559 --> 01:03:22.519
<v Speaker 2>and to make my friends laugh. And it was a

1545
01:03:23.000 --> 01:03:25.280
<v Speaker 2>It was a good one. And there was a group

1546
01:03:25.280 --> 01:03:25.960
<v Speaker 2>of girls.

1547
01:03:26.000 --> 01:03:27.000
<v Speaker 3>That was a good one.

1548
01:03:27.559 --> 01:03:30.480
<v Speaker 2>There's a group of girls fairly nearby that turned around.

1549
01:03:31.039 --> 01:03:32.039
<v Speaker 3>And because they heard it.

1550
01:03:32.239 --> 01:03:34.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and then I ended up sleeping.

1551
01:03:34.159 --> 01:03:35.960
<v Speaker 3>With one of them, so that turned her on.

1552
01:03:36.239 --> 01:03:37.960
<v Speaker 2>No, but that was our.

1553
01:03:38.239 --> 01:03:43.519
<v Speaker 3>Icebreaker, shitty situation. I don't know what's going.

1554
01:03:43.920 --> 01:03:45.719
<v Speaker 2>I felt like I was on the voice or whatever,

1555
01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:47.360
<v Speaker 2>like it was the noise and everyone turned around.

1556
01:03:47.400 --> 01:03:50.119
<v Speaker 3>It was that loud, that's out of control.

1557
01:03:50.199 --> 01:03:50.639
<v Speaker 2>It was good.

1558
01:03:51.039 --> 01:03:54.800
<v Speaker 3>It was good. Good about that. I'm you're such a dude.

1559
01:03:55.119 --> 01:03:57.199
<v Speaker 2>Oh for sure. I'm gifted in the in the world

1560
01:03:57.199 --> 01:03:57.880
<v Speaker 2>of farting.

1561
01:03:57.960 --> 01:03:59.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's a gift.

1562
01:04:00.280 --> 01:04:03.119
<v Speaker 2>Like you're like, hey, anything for a laugh.

1563
01:04:05.360 --> 01:04:07.880
<v Speaker 3>Just own you know, that's what we say here private talk.

1564
01:04:07.920 --> 01:04:11.840
<v Speaker 3>All right, a couple more. What's the most romantic thing

1565
01:04:11.880 --> 01:04:13.400
<v Speaker 3>you've ever done for a girl?

1566
01:04:15.920 --> 01:04:20.400
<v Speaker 2>Uh, that's bad. Nothing's coming to my mind at all.

1567
01:04:21.559 --> 01:04:23.960
<v Speaker 3>So you're not fucking romantic. You already said you weren't

1568
01:04:24.000 --> 01:04:25.760
<v Speaker 3>so now you're testing and you're doubling down.

1569
01:04:30.239 --> 01:04:35.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah maybe, like just uh, I'm a bad listener, so

1570
01:04:35.119 --> 01:04:38.920
<v Speaker 2>I try really hard to listen, but I'll write notes down.

1571
01:04:39.440 --> 01:04:41.960
<v Speaker 2>And one time a girl found the notes I wrote

1572
01:04:42.000 --> 01:04:42.840
<v Speaker 2>about her.

1573
01:04:43.000 --> 01:04:45.440
<v Speaker 3>And it was like kind of like serial killers too,

1574
01:04:46.920 --> 01:04:47.559
<v Speaker 3>rest in peace.

1575
01:04:47.679 --> 01:04:52.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, I'm just kidding. No, it was like she

1576
01:04:52.280 --> 01:04:54.639
<v Speaker 2>discovered that I like paid attention to her favorite chocolate

1577
01:04:54.719 --> 01:04:57.599
<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that and her birthday and and stuff

1578
01:04:57.639 --> 01:04:57.960
<v Speaker 2>like that.

1579
01:04:58.519 --> 01:05:02.360
<v Speaker 1>So that's the most romantic probably, all right, fair enough.

1580
01:05:03.119 --> 01:05:04.960
<v Speaker 1>What's a deal breaker in a relationship?

1581
01:05:09.079 --> 01:05:14.039
<v Speaker 2>Lack of communication? I think I'm very uh like I

1582
01:05:14.079 --> 01:05:16.119
<v Speaker 2>really like to talk it out, Like I don't want

1583
01:05:16.119 --> 01:05:16.920
<v Speaker 2>to go to bed angry.

1584
01:05:16.960 --> 01:05:18.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to so you have to get over

1585
01:05:18.480 --> 01:05:19.400
<v Speaker 3>It's like that moment.

1586
01:05:19.599 --> 01:05:21.880
<v Speaker 2>No, I wouldn't say that, but you know, there's a

1587
01:05:22.000 --> 01:05:24.039
<v Speaker 2>there could be a cool down period, like but again,

1588
01:05:24.039 --> 01:05:25.599
<v Speaker 2>if you're not able to say I need a few

1589
01:05:25.639 --> 01:05:28.519
<v Speaker 2>minutes to cool down, Yeah, if you're not emotionally aware

1590
01:05:28.639 --> 01:05:31.280
<v Speaker 2>enough to know you need to say that, and it

1591
01:05:31.559 --> 01:05:33.920
<v Speaker 2>turns into yelling and where I'm just not that's not

1592
01:05:34.000 --> 01:05:36.400
<v Speaker 2>my vibe at all. Yeah. No, I'll even listen. I

1593
01:05:36.440 --> 01:05:39.320
<v Speaker 2>need five minutes, like, my feelings are really hurt. Give

1594
01:05:39.360 --> 01:05:41.039
<v Speaker 2>me a sec and then we can talk about this

1595
01:05:41.639 --> 01:05:43.400
<v Speaker 2>and and I like it to be vice versa.

1596
01:05:43.559 --> 01:05:46.360
<v Speaker 3>Okay, there is some kind of cuddly bear in there somewhere.

1597
01:05:47.000 --> 01:05:50.519
<v Speaker 2>He's yeah, he's yeah. I probably have girls that I've

1598
01:05:50.559 --> 01:05:52.280
<v Speaker 2>dated that think I'm romantic and stuff like that.

1599
01:05:52.320 --> 01:05:53.639
<v Speaker 3>I just okay, all right.

1600
01:05:53.760 --> 01:05:58.360
<v Speaker 1>Last question, what is your relationship status currently? Uh?

1601
01:05:58.400 --> 01:05:59.119
<v Speaker 2>Ready to fuck?

1602
01:05:59.519 --> 01:06:02.159
<v Speaker 3>Ready to you just got your story a fuck?

1603
01:06:02.239 --> 01:06:02.679
<v Speaker 2>That's right?

1604
01:06:02.960 --> 01:06:03.360
<v Speaker 3>All right?

1605
01:06:03.719 --> 01:06:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Well you heard of private talk. He's ready to fuck.

1606
01:06:06.000 --> 01:06:08.440
<v Speaker 1>So maybe slid into his DMS or hit up a collapse.

1607
01:06:08.519 --> 01:06:09.360
<v Speaker 1>He's into it all.

1608
01:06:09.440 --> 01:06:11.840
<v Speaker 3>You know, maybe you never never know what's gonna happen.

1609
01:06:12.719 --> 01:06:14.719
<v Speaker 1>So that's the end of truth with Texas. Is there

1610
01:06:14.719 --> 01:06:21.880
<v Speaker 1>anything you'd like to ask Miss Texas? When I don't

1611
01:06:21.880 --> 01:06:28.280
<v Speaker 1>have a win, I just have a no. I okay

1612
01:06:28.400 --> 01:06:30.719
<v Speaker 1>talking about because he wanted to shoot a scene with

1613
01:06:30.760 --> 01:06:33.199
<v Speaker 1>me and I told him I'm just not shooting right now,

1614
01:06:33.199 --> 01:06:35.320
<v Speaker 1>so I had to respectfully decline your cock.

1615
01:06:35.559 --> 01:06:38.440
<v Speaker 2>And I respect that fully. Yeah, but it does raise

1616
01:06:38.480 --> 01:06:40.639
<v Speaker 2>my curiosity of if you had to give me a

1617
01:06:40.679 --> 01:06:42.960
<v Speaker 2>one to ten scale of what are my chances of

1618
01:06:43.000 --> 01:06:44.679
<v Speaker 2>having sex with you? In the next six months.

1619
01:06:47.039 --> 01:06:48.280
<v Speaker 3>Point zero zero one.

1620
01:06:48.480 --> 01:06:51.320
<v Speaker 2>That's not bad. So you're saying there's a chance.

1621
01:06:52.880 --> 01:06:56.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm just you know, I don't say never. I just

1622
01:06:56.360 --> 01:06:57.840
<v Speaker 3>say point zero zero one.

1623
01:06:58.199 --> 01:07:00.159
<v Speaker 2>I mean, yeah, you're telling me there's a chance. I

1624
01:07:00.199 --> 01:07:01.239
<v Speaker 2>heard is you have a chanced?

1625
01:07:01.320 --> 01:07:03.360
<v Speaker 3>There's like a like the wind blew a little bit,

1626
01:07:03.440 --> 01:07:04.599
<v Speaker 3>a little bit. You're like