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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So that remember there was the it was like

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<v Speaker 1>a TikTok video that showed and I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>you were able to open it or not, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was like it showed that there was a

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<v Speaker 1>like water underneath the water. So it was in it

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<v Speaker 1>was in the Gulf coast, and it had all those

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<v Speaker 1>like Brian like uh, I don't know what they were,

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<v Speaker 1>like clams or something, and then if an ill or

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<v Speaker 1>something went into it, it would come out and was

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<v Speaker 1>like almost die. It would get in like an electro shock,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like why is there water underneath the water.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was supposedly the guy who tried to get

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<v Speaker 1>his camera to go in it like it would just

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<v Speaker 1>bounce back up. It was like too buoygnant. So maybe

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<v Speaker 1>think he was saying it was just like such brine

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<v Speaker 1>or so salty that it just didn't make any sense

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<v Speaker 1>and that it's such an anomalous thing. And I that

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<v Speaker 1>is also in that that's also in the Gulf, Like

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<v Speaker 1>there's some weird stuff about the Golf. They do a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of drilling for oil in the Gulf, but they

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<v Speaker 1>it's murky water, it's discouraged. People kind of look at

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<v Speaker 1>it like, eh, like the golf on Mexico is cool,

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<v Speaker 1>but the golf in the US is kind of looked

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<v Speaker 1>at as like.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's like a dead zone now, that's what they

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<v Speaker 2>call it. Yeah, because it's been well, I mean, all

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<v Speaker 2>that well, all the petroleum has really environmentally hurt the area.

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<v Speaker 2>But anyway, are you saying that there's just like a

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<v Speaker 2>lot more going on down there even now?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I think there's that's where there's a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>hidden pyramids and stuff, like, I think that's I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's where New York City was hit, the New York

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<v Speaker 1>City of the Megaliths, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, Well, I mean then also, you know, do

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<v Speaker 2>you think that it was a.

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<v Speaker 1>Meteorite that I think it was a nuke?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, that's what I was wondering. Yeah, like an

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<v Speaker 2>intercollect war or something. Yeah yeah, or started even on Earth,

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<v Speaker 2>who knows.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, I mean, like it adds up with

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<v Speaker 1>the you know, multiple people talking in different ways about

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<v Speaker 1>like Lumeria and Atlantis having a a battle with each other.

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<v Speaker 1>There's there's a couple of there's some other place in

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<v Speaker 1>Pakistan that shows evidence of an ancient nuclear war. I

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<v Speaker 1>think there was part of me wonders if yeah, if

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<v Speaker 1>there wasn't huge nuclear wars in the past.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like within within Earth, so not coming from.

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<v Speaker 1>Outside of it. Yeah, like I think within within advanced

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<v Speaker 1>people that lived here at some point, like.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what probably maybe that could have been possibly what.

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<v Speaker 1>Could have changed the geology so much during that point. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>The other thing because I always the younger driest period

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<v Speaker 1>lasts from twenty five hundred to eleven one thousand, six

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<v Speaker 1>hundred years ago, So it's what is that like a

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<v Speaker 1>nine hundred or is that an eleven hundred whatever, it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's like a thousand year period, Okay, And there's like

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<v Speaker 1>they claim that there's like multiple meteorites that struck this

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<v Speaker 1>and that during that thousand year period, but that doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>make sense to me. One giant meteorite okay, But why

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<v Speaker 1>why would you have Earth Earth changing geologically changing meteorites

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<v Speaker 1>that clustered in a thousand year period, Because they don't

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<v Speaker 1>claim that they all happen at once, And I think

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<v Speaker 1>you would much more be likely to convince me that

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<v Speaker 1>there was a thousand year war.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah then yeah, it's pretty long war though, but anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>it would it's we've had we've had we've had long

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<v Speaker 2>wars in the past.

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<v Speaker 1>Long wars, yeah, and maybe longer lived.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well I always I don't know, so what time

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<v Speaker 2>time was that because.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so apparently this is like BC, right or so

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<v Speaker 1>this is this was the younger dryas is supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>be twelve five hundred years ago to eleven thousand, six

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<v Speaker 1>hundred years ago, like that was the period in which

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<v Speaker 1>there was.

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<v Speaker 2>And so that may have been the great that that

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<v Speaker 2>may have been when the Great Flood happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was when the Great Flood happened, yes, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was also there was there's in the US

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know where else I'll you can find this,

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<v Speaker 1>but like one of the there's the younger there's a

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<v Speaker 1>thick black strata line that that it can be found

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<v Speaker 1>geologically when you're digging, and it's you know, I talked

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<v Speaker 1>about this with my friend Jindeo, who's an archaeologist, and

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<v Speaker 1>she was just saying that it's you know, it's like thick,

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<v Speaker 1>it's greasy, and it's like it had to be something

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<v Speaker 1>severely burning for a long time. It wasn't just like

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<v Speaker 1>a you know, you put out the fire and it

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<v Speaker 1>was there no it's like something scorched the earth. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I mean a lot of people postulate that, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a meteorite or it's a com or whatever, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of gone, no, it's way darker than that.

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<v Speaker 1>It had to be to be as prevalent and to

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<v Speaker 1>be as evenly burned everywhere. Like it's not like it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like, oh, just like right around where this comet

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<v Speaker 1>would have struck it. It's you know, it's like a

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<v Speaker 1>Mount Saint Helen's kind of thing, but like on a

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<v Speaker 1>million lines of crack. So that's kind of like what

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<v Speaker 1>had to happen to create that thick of a black

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<v Speaker 1>line that that that's in the geological record, So there

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<v Speaker 1>was That.

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of makes sense. But if that did happen, then

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<v Speaker 2>that would certainly push up like a lot of water

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<v Speaker 2>and push down earth or land masses.

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<v Speaker 1>Who knows what that Maybe it was a super volcano too,

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<v Speaker 1>Like maybe you could have had to make a comet

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<v Speaker 1>strike and then you had the super volcano blow like

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<v Speaker 1>Yellowstone could have blown or something.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, Yeah, well that's true, but I feel like geologically,

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<v Speaker 2>don't you think there would be some other clear evidence

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<v Speaker 2>but that that happened or not.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, there's there really is that we don't even

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<v Speaker 1>talk about. Like, Okay, there's this place that I just

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<v Speaker 1>learned about, and it's called Kilmer uh k e m

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<v Speaker 1>m e R. It's where J. C. Penny started. It's

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<v Speaker 1>this little town in Wyoming, and they have all this

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<v Speaker 1>called lithographic limestone or something, and it's they used to

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<v Speaker 1>make lithograph paper or or whatever stones for copying and

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<v Speaker 1>stuff at printing presses out of this kind of stone.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a it's a it's like a shell where

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<v Speaker 1>it you can like whack it with the hammer and

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<v Speaker 1>it breaks almost looks like like breaks almost like paper

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<v Speaker 1>breaks in sheets. And there's an entire lake that was

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<v Speaker 1>covered and there's there's They've found horses, they found weird

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<v Speaker 1>monkeys that don't exist anymore. They've found steam rays, they've

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<v Speaker 1>found all kinds of fishes. You can get there. You

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<v Speaker 1>can find jellyfishes, stuff that's like very bizarrely to my

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<v Speaker 1>mind's eye, saltwater aquatic animals, huge palm treaty, all this stuff. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>you can go there and you can look. You can

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<v Speaker 1>do fishing out there, which is your fishing for fossils,

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<v Speaker 1>and you're one hundred and you can go for one

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<v Speaker 1>day and you're guaranteed they say to at least find

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<v Speaker 1>sixty fish in one day, and then if you find

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<v Speaker 1>if you find it, like the Smithsonian owns all the

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<v Speaker 1>other plateaus that this is a very convenient that the

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<v Speaker 1>Smithsonian breaks into all this. I just very I just

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<v Speaker 1>learned about this through my geology club. It's it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>something I had heard about before, but yeah, like there

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<v Speaker 1>is like and then when you talk to the people

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<v Speaker 1>at the geology club, they're like, oh, I just like settled,

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<v Speaker 1>like the settlements would have settled over millions and millions

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<v Speaker 1>of years, and like that's how it's happened. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>no fish get eaten. They don't just like get perfectly preserved.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't float to the bottom of the lake and

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<v Speaker 1>then their entire skeletal system and everything is just one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred percent preserved. But that's not how That's not how

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<v Speaker 1>the ecosystem of lakes or oceans or anything works. Like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like like dead bodies get eaten by stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>So like it had had have been a disaster.

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<v Speaker 2>It was fossilized, right, it.

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<v Speaker 1>Was fossilized, instantly, perfectly preserved, and in fact, probably half

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<v Speaker 1>of these behalf of the people in the country probably

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<v Speaker 1>have a little tiny fish fossil from this place and

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<v Speaker 1>don't even know that that's what they're looking at. But

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<v Speaker 1>I think that that would have been something that would

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<v Speaker 1>have been maybe a super volcano going off and then

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<v Speaker 1>all the sediment going and killing everything and like having

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<v Speaker 1>giant mud slides, and you know, because like one of

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<v Speaker 1>the guys was arguing that, no, it would have had

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<v Speaker 1>to have been like there would have been massive like

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<v Speaker 1>mud slides that would have gone into the lake. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's how it would have taken horses or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it just could have been really heavy snowfall from the

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<v Speaker 1>year before. I'm like, horses are not that stupid that

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<v Speaker 1>they're gonna not be able to you know, that they're

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<v Speaker 1>going to get in line with that on more. And

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<v Speaker 1>there's like the three or four horses in this one

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<v Speaker 1>place that have been found, so it's I don't know, anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of inconsistencies with all this, but to me,

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<v Speaker 1>it just strikes me of, Okay, some kind of catastrophic

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<v Speaker 1>instant event and I don't know, and I and I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I do ascribe to natural disasters, yes, but

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<v Speaker 1>this is it's far more reaching than just one little area.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. So you think that maybe multiple wars were

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<v Speaker 2>happening or one more multiple years and with the technology, well,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean there's a lot, there's a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>Of and and also the time frame is like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm yeah, they could have all been in one year.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so hard to tell the time frames. The time

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<v Speaker 2>frames will always get us confused, I think. But anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>if it was the same time as the fall of Atlantis,

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<v Speaker 2>there was a lot out of literature that says the

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<v Speaker 2>Atlanta Atlantis fell because of the because of its technology

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<v Speaker 2>and its misuse of technology based on these wars that

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<v Speaker 2>were going on, So that would be consistent with that

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<v Speaker 2>theory anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think it's interesting in that Book of Thoth

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<v Speaker 1>that like it was said something about how when Atlanta's

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<v Speaker 1>fell like they were, they were still they had enough

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<v Speaker 1>time to get their their things.

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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't yeah, yeah, well some people did.

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<v Speaker 1>Some people did, I don't think, yeah, maybe not everybody,

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<v Speaker 1>but not everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>And then you know, then was that the same book

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<v Speaker 2>that said some people went below the water. Some people

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<v Speaker 2>went like below the earth, and then I guess some

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<v Speaker 2>people actually were able to stay. Is that the story.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, some people migrated to memory, some people migrated to

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<v Speaker 1>some people just perish. Yeah, most people just sunk with

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<v Speaker 1>the underneath the water. But yeah, I don't know, I

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<v Speaker 1>have to finish the book. But then also it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>interesting because I recently got into this this Irish like

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<v Speaker 1>legend of the Tuatha de Danin, which are a group

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<v Speaker 1>of fay so fairy people, but they were like humans.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't have wings, and they were big like humans,

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<v Speaker 1>but they have long life and they live and I think,

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<v Speaker 1>like from my understanding, they're associated with, or they can

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<v Speaker 2>I would love to get that compiled information of like

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<v Speaker 2>myths and and creation stories from around the world in

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<v Speaker 2>the Great Flood is obviously one that's in many of them,

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<v Speaker 2>there's lots of creation stories or there is a world.

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<v Speaker 2>So there's also like the fifth world, the fifth Sun.

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<v Speaker 2>What does that mean? Does that actually mean an actual

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<v Speaker 1>Think that, like the changing of the Sun isn't as

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<v Speaker 1>crazy as as you might think, considering that, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like look at the dinosaurs. Dinosaurs had to live in

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<v Speaker 2>And their bodies going on right now, there's stuff going

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<v Speaker 1>Or well that Scarfire tour lady that had the Time

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<v Speaker 1>And these coronal mass ejections are like bigger, like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>in twelve minutes, you know. And then she also showed

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<v Speaker 1>like the one another one I think in February, if

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<v Speaker 1>have been over over however, million millions of like seven

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<v Speaker 1>there be one hundred percent straight seven million mile beam

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<v Speaker 1>like there there was something something is going on with

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, something's going on with the sign I think so too. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe we're in assimilation. Yeah, yeah, sometimes I do think,

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<v Speaker 1>like like I said, I said, maybe we're in assimilation.

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<v Speaker 1>We're like in the Truman Show and they're like, Truman,

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<v Speaker 1>you're afraid of water, don't the ocean? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Exactly? Exactly? Oh my gosh, it's a scary thought. But well,

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<v Speaker 2>and it could be happening at a solar system level

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<v Speaker 2>where this is not just happening with Earth, so you

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<v Speaker 2>we really would have no idea. Yeah, we wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 2>able to get out of it to figure it out.

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<v Speaker 2>How would we know?

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<v Speaker 1>But then that makes me go back to the hole,

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<v Speaker 1>like are we in a prisoner planet?

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<v Speaker 2>In the prisoner plan? I know, of course there's always

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<v Speaker 2>that question. We'll never really know that. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe we will, maybe we will get that answer. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know. But this time, you know, I you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I don't know. Maybe I will forget, But

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like we're all going to closer to not forgetting.

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<v Speaker 1>We're definitely closer. It's not forgetting than we ever have been.

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<v Speaker 1>That I can remember that even though I can't remember.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that's that's what I intuitively feel that I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like we're getting closer to remembering than we

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<v Speaker 1>And I do have like this like you know, this

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think there is an end to knowledge. I

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<v Speaker 1>all and that's that impossible, even though I like, like

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<v Speaker 1>I think maybe it wasn't the Emerald tablet where it

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<v Speaker 1>what they are, but that they they they come from infinity. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>in the Hall of Manti, but they come from like

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<v Speaker 1>and like I guess thoughts that asks them like where

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<v Speaker 1>we come from where infinity ends. And I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>infinity ends? What does that mean? And like and and

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, whoa, that's h and the plot thickens. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's it's like they asked elon Musk. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember what. And he was just like, or

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<v Speaker 1>what's outside of the simulation? And like, that's that's what

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<v Speaker 1>he would ask. I don't know if it was a

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<v Speaker 1>that he like that was the question he would ask,

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<v Speaker 1>would be like, what's outside of the simulation? And I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of thought about that myself, and I'm like, because

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<v Speaker 1>even if you if you think about whatever the universe

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<v Speaker 1>blow right, even if we're like this ginormous, endless universe,

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<v Speaker 1>what's the as above so below for that?

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<v Speaker 2>Well that's that. I think those are ongoing questions. Will

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<v Speaker 2>ever be able to really figure out for sure, But

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<v Speaker 2>I I and I always think like, what, Okay, so

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<v Speaker 2>we have these infinite potentials and infinite parallel timelines or

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<v Speaker 2>even a timelines not parallel, but so what does that

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<v Speaker 2>really what does that even really mean? Okay, maybe that's

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<v Speaker 2>within our system, but we've talked about this before, like

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<v Speaker 2>can you ever get out of the whole thing. How

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<v Speaker 2>do you just ever get out of this? If we're

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<v Speaker 2>all we're all one, we can never really get beyond that.

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<v Speaker 1>Remember, I was I my last mushroom trip that I

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<v Speaker 1>like I was trying to convince myself that these things

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<v Speaker 1>at me and just be like just let go, just

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<v Speaker 1>let go, And I was like, I can't let go

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<v Speaker 1>of these things being true, and it was like, just

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<v Speaker 1>let go of them. You've you've let go of them before,

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<v Speaker 1>Just let go of them. And I would be like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>So like I I like broke through whatever this patterning

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<v Speaker 1>thinking to myself, Okay, hold on to it. What is time?

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<v Speaker 1>What is time? What is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Because like the sun is real, I'm and what else

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know that I want to try to escape

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, right, because in a sense, you were out of

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<v Speaker 2>it's and it could be scary and you don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what's real and what's not. And yeah, that's that's why.

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<v Speaker 2>It's it's out of comfort zone for sure, because we

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<v Speaker 2>have no idea. But in essentially, I mean, you were

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<v Speaker 2>And it was also you were you were I was

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like you just keep going out until you're nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>So you were you were going out like nothing was anything.

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<v Speaker 2>There was the moon and the sun like all that

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<v Speaker 1>But at the same time, I mean, for me, nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to come But at the same time, I didn't have

421
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<v Speaker 1>a concept of identity.

422
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<v Speaker 2>I didn't, right, well, why are those things like the

423
00:23:39.960 --> 00:23:42.960
<v Speaker 2>blackness and that kind of thing, Like why does that

424
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<v Speaker 2>have to be different than what you're just describing, Like

425
00:23:46.519 --> 00:23:48.799
<v Speaker 2>can't those be the same thing? You know? Like it

426
00:23:48.920 --> 00:23:52.759
<v Speaker 2>is the same thing. Really, it's not blackness. I guess

427
00:23:52.799 --> 00:23:54.839
<v Speaker 2>nothing and everything are the same, right, the alpha and

428
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<v Speaker 2>the omega come together and they're are the same.

429
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<v Speaker 1>Well, you remember how I think we've talked about this before.

430
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<v Speaker 1>How when you when you like are in in your

431
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<v Speaker 1>bed at night. I used to do it a lot

432
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<v Speaker 1>when as a kid, and like a you'll press on

433
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<v Speaker 1>your eyes and it's and then it's almost like a

434
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<v Speaker 1>kaleidoscope of all kinds of weird little fractally stuff happens.

435
00:24:15.119 --> 00:24:17.279
<v Speaker 1>Like sometimes I wonder, I mean, and I know that

436
00:24:17.279 --> 00:24:20.319
<v Speaker 1>that's like, okay, that's just your optic nerve like whatever,

437
00:24:20.519 --> 00:24:27.000
<v Speaker 1>doing something, But I I don't know the the fragmentation

438
00:24:27.400 --> 00:24:31.599
<v Speaker 1>of of thought when you really dig down into it

439
00:24:31.640 --> 00:24:40.400
<v Speaker 1>in a visual level, is it's it's well, yeah, we're

440
00:24:40.440 --> 00:24:42.720
<v Speaker 1>never going to figure it out. It's super confusing. But

441
00:24:42.799 --> 00:24:45.559
<v Speaker 1>I also, I'm I'm getting less scared of that the

442
00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:47.480
<v Speaker 1>older I am. I was scared of that when I

443
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<v Speaker 1>was little, like the vastest knowing, like like not just

444
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<v Speaker 1>the not knowing, but also I was scared of going

445
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<v Speaker 1>too deep into the fractalization of things.

446
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well getting lost there and getting.

447
00:25:00.079 --> 00:25:03.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, maybe getting lost there and not being able to

448
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<v Speaker 1>come back to this reality.

449
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well that's good. That's good that you lost that

450
00:25:09.720 --> 00:25:12.279
<v Speaker 2>fear because I mean, for me, it's still kind of

451
00:25:12.359 --> 00:25:15.240
<v Speaker 2>not like super fearful, but something that it's just like whoa,

452
00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:17.240
<v Speaker 2>I can get out of my mind, Like I could

453
00:25:20.039 --> 00:25:22.279
<v Speaker 2>go crazy, and then what if I can't get back?

454
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<v Speaker 2>This is the thing we were just saying about the fractal.

455
00:25:25.000 --> 00:25:28.839
<v Speaker 2>This wasn't a fractal, But you know, does this happen

456
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<v Speaker 2>to you, Like when like today, I was in the

457
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<v Speaker 2>ocean that I was floating and I just had my

458
00:25:34.000 --> 00:25:35.960
<v Speaker 2>eyes closed and I was like looking up because you

459
00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:38.839
<v Speaker 2>could you know, you could see light through your eyelids,

460
00:25:39.119 --> 00:25:43.680
<v Speaker 2>but I could just see patterns. Yeah, patterns start forming,

461
00:25:43.880 --> 00:25:49.599
<v Speaker 2>and mostly they're they're pretty much just like geometric, like

462
00:25:49.640 --> 00:25:52.079
<v Speaker 2>the like the what's it called flower, like the flower

463
00:25:52.079 --> 00:25:56.240
<v Speaker 2>of life type of patterns mostly, but it's just weird

464
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<v Speaker 2>that I feel like those are all I could and

465
00:26:00.599 --> 00:26:03.200
<v Speaker 2>it's different than the tractos that I could see when

466
00:26:03.240 --> 00:26:05.039
<v Speaker 2>I'm lying in bed. Like right now, I can actually

467
00:26:05.039 --> 00:26:09.039
<v Speaker 2>see pixels, pixels, not fractals. I can see pixels right now.

468
00:26:09.880 --> 00:26:11.880
<v Speaker 2>I've always been able to see pixels. I think everyone

469
00:26:11.880 --> 00:26:14.079
<v Speaker 2>can see pickles pixels. I just assume that that's what

470
00:26:14.119 --> 00:26:16.000
<v Speaker 2>I could see. It's not like a huge but I

471
00:26:16.039 --> 00:26:18.640
<v Speaker 2>can see like pixels.

472
00:26:19.720 --> 00:26:22.759
<v Speaker 1>But I guess I can see. I can see pixels.

473
00:26:22.799 --> 00:26:27.279
<v Speaker 1>Like if I like completely let my eyes go lazy

474
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<v Speaker 1>and I look and I focus on the peripheral.

475
00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:36.200
<v Speaker 2>If I just look into space between the wall and

476
00:26:36.400 --> 00:26:42.440
<v Speaker 2>where I am, I can see like I don't know

477
00:26:42.920 --> 00:26:46.440
<v Speaker 2>energy pixels. I don't know exactly what it is, but I.

478
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<v Speaker 1>Can yee, okay. I think when I look at when

479
00:26:49.279 --> 00:26:51.319
<v Speaker 1>I look at whiteness, I can kind of do that.

480
00:26:51.440 --> 00:26:53.079
<v Speaker 1>I can. I can see that when I look at

481
00:26:53.680 --> 00:26:56.079
<v Speaker 1>it has to take a solid colorful me. I lose

482
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<v Speaker 1>it when I look at solid shapes or like multidimensional shapes,

483
00:27:00.720 --> 00:27:03.319
<v Speaker 1>like if I'm looking at something solid, I can see it,

484
00:27:03.359 --> 00:27:07.319
<v Speaker 1>like if I'm looking at the door, or like.

485
00:27:07.319 --> 00:27:09.720
<v Speaker 2>You can't look at don't look at anything solid. Yeah,

486
00:27:09.759 --> 00:27:12.440
<v Speaker 2>you have to look at the space between the solids,

487
00:27:13.839 --> 00:27:16.039
<v Speaker 2>well what we think are solids. But anyway, the most

488
00:27:16.079 --> 00:27:18.160
<v Speaker 2>solid thing around you look you just look into the

489
00:27:18.200 --> 00:27:21.599
<v Speaker 2>air pretty much. I remember, I.

490
00:27:21.559 --> 00:27:25.480
<v Speaker 1>Mean brother talks about that, he and I and I

491
00:27:25.519 --> 00:27:28.720
<v Speaker 1>do think. I do feel like I I see I

492
00:27:28.759 --> 00:27:30.839
<v Speaker 1>see it. I do. I do. I don't know how

493
00:27:30.880 --> 00:27:33.160
<v Speaker 1>prevalente it is. I do see well.

494
00:27:33.319 --> 00:27:35.319
<v Speaker 2>I mean when I when I just like choose to

495
00:27:35.359 --> 00:27:38.440
<v Speaker 2>focus on it, I can see it. I've always been

496
00:27:38.480 --> 00:27:41.079
<v Speaker 2>able to see it. Like I remember asking my dad

497
00:27:41.119 --> 00:27:42.559
<v Speaker 2>that and he was like, oh, it's just a little

498
00:27:42.599 --> 00:27:44.400
<v Speaker 2>floaters behind your eye when I was a kid who

499
00:27:44.440 --> 00:27:45.559
<v Speaker 2>was putting me to bed and I could see it,

500
00:27:45.640 --> 00:27:49.160
<v Speaker 2>especially at night time when it was dark, and he

501
00:27:49.279 --> 00:27:51.480
<v Speaker 2>was like, he's like, no, those are just you know,

502
00:27:51.559 --> 00:27:53.960
<v Speaker 2>those are just like little floater things. Everybody could see them.

503
00:27:55.200 --> 00:27:57.400
<v Speaker 1>So if I had to describe it, it would be

504
00:27:57.599 --> 00:27:59.880
<v Speaker 1>like if you you know, when you turn your your

505
00:28:00.000 --> 00:28:02.880
<v Speaker 1>TV to snow are you turn your TV to a

506
00:28:02.920 --> 00:28:04.640
<v Speaker 1>channel that's not really a channel, and there's all that

507
00:28:04.680 --> 00:28:09.000
<v Speaker 1>like that like chaotic little snow stuff. It's like a finer,

508
00:28:09.839 --> 00:28:13.880
<v Speaker 1>a more even like it's like it's like more tightly

509
00:28:13.960 --> 00:28:19.519
<v Speaker 1>meshed and thinner, finer exampling of that. That's just finally

510
00:28:19.559 --> 00:28:21.599
<v Speaker 1>in the air. That's kind of like what I could see.

511
00:28:21.799 --> 00:28:23.640
<v Speaker 1>Is that at all what you experience?

512
00:28:24.319 --> 00:28:26.799
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's that's a good description of it. That's pretty

513
00:28:26.839 --> 00:28:30.440
<v Speaker 2>much what it is. Yeah, yeah, I mean, you know,

514
00:28:30.640 --> 00:28:32.680
<v Speaker 2>within that, I could see the little floaters that are

515
00:28:32.680 --> 00:28:34.599
<v Speaker 2>on my eyes. But I can distinguish that those are

516
00:28:34.599 --> 00:28:35.839
<v Speaker 2>floaters that are on my eyes.

517
00:28:36.000 --> 00:28:40.480
<v Speaker 1>Me too, I can sometimes I think floaters come with age.

518
00:28:39.119 --> 00:28:42.839
<v Speaker 2>But then yeah, exactly, But then after a while you're

519
00:28:42.880 --> 00:28:45.400
<v Speaker 2>just sore, like, oh wait, that's obviously not that. But

520
00:28:45.480 --> 00:28:47.400
<v Speaker 2>now I can see I mean, I'm just looking at

521
00:28:47.400 --> 00:28:49.279
<v Speaker 2>the energy I always called it. Like after that, I

522
00:28:49.319 --> 00:28:50.880
<v Speaker 2>just was like, oh, it's just the energy I can see.

523
00:28:50.880 --> 00:28:52.279
<v Speaker 2>It's not really an aura. See.

524
00:28:52.319 --> 00:28:54.279
<v Speaker 1>But when I do it with the sun, when I

525
00:28:54.319 --> 00:28:56.039
<v Speaker 1>close my eyes and look at the sun, I always think,

526
00:28:56.240 --> 00:28:58.359
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm seeing orange, and I always feel like

527
00:28:58.359 --> 00:29:02.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of seeing like the tone of my eyelid maybe.

528
00:29:02.079 --> 00:29:07.160
<v Speaker 1>And then and then I also like when I would

529
00:29:07.240 --> 00:29:11.400
<v Speaker 1>I do end up seeing like more. You know, I

530
00:29:11.440 --> 00:29:15.000
<v Speaker 1>always have like the the burned mark of what I

531
00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:17.039
<v Speaker 1>had just looked at the sun before I would close

532
00:29:17.079 --> 00:29:19.200
<v Speaker 1>my eyes and then you also, I do feel like

533
00:29:19.519 --> 00:29:21.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, but once my left eye, I always see

534
00:29:21.359 --> 00:29:24.400
<v Speaker 1>a blue spiral like in the bottom when I close

535
00:29:24.480 --> 00:29:28.799
<v Speaker 1>my left eye. So yeah, so I don't know what

536
00:29:28.839 --> 00:29:31.440
<v Speaker 1>that's about, Like, I don't. I didn't see it just now,

537
00:29:31.480 --> 00:29:33.759
<v Speaker 1>but I'll probably see it at least a couple of

538
00:29:33.799 --> 00:29:36.119
<v Speaker 1>times a day, not every time I close my eyes,

539
00:29:36.160 --> 00:29:37.400
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I see it daily.

540
00:29:38.599 --> 00:29:41.319
<v Speaker 2>Oh. I could just see like a geometric pattern because

541
00:29:41.319 --> 00:29:43.480
<v Speaker 2>like today, when I wasn't looking right at the sun,

542
00:29:43.599 --> 00:29:45.440
<v Speaker 2>I just had my eyes closed and I was looking

543
00:29:45.440 --> 00:29:47.480
<v Speaker 2>to the sky but there was still a lot of

544
00:29:47.559 --> 00:29:49.799
<v Speaker 2>light and the sun was was still like pretty far

545
00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:52.680
<v Speaker 2>in the west because it was setting. But anyway, I

546
00:29:52.720 --> 00:29:54.559
<v Speaker 2>was just floating and I could just be like, oh, yeah,

547
00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:57.079
<v Speaker 2>I could see these geometric patterns, and they were like vibrating.

548
00:29:57.079 --> 00:30:01.559
<v Speaker 2>They're just like vibrating defined or not. They're vibrating and

549
00:30:01.680 --> 00:30:03.839
<v Speaker 2>changing like you would see a mondala. It was like

550
00:30:03.880 --> 00:30:06.279
<v Speaker 2>a mondala in my eye, Like in my eyes, I

551
00:30:06.279 --> 00:30:08.400
<v Speaker 2>could just see it like like the flower of light.

552
00:30:08.440 --> 00:30:11.000
<v Speaker 2>If I focus on it. I can actually if I

553
00:30:11.039 --> 00:30:13.240
<v Speaker 2>think about them, I could change them with my thoughts.

554
00:30:13.279 --> 00:30:14.119
<v Speaker 2>But I can see it.

555
00:30:14.319 --> 00:30:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Uh huh Okay. Now I definitely have that experience with

556
00:30:19.119 --> 00:30:21.440
<v Speaker 1>when I'm closing my eyes at night, I feel like

557
00:30:21.640 --> 00:30:24.799
<v Speaker 1>like I feel like the kaleidoscope is always changing and

558
00:30:24.880 --> 00:30:27.119
<v Speaker 1>I can I can change it more with my mind

559
00:30:27.119 --> 00:30:30.480
<v Speaker 1>and I even can like change the primal color that

560
00:30:30.519 --> 00:30:32.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be seeing. It takes the minute. It

561
00:30:32.799 --> 00:30:35.400
<v Speaker 1>can't just get from like blue to yellow. I have

562
00:30:35.480 --> 00:30:38.480
<v Speaker 1>to like go through the green process. But I can

563
00:30:38.720 --> 00:30:39.559
<v Speaker 1>shift it through there.

564
00:30:42.440 --> 00:30:44.039
<v Speaker 2>I've always trying to change colors.

565
00:30:44.319 --> 00:30:48.680
<v Speaker 1>What do you think is happening with so you think

566
00:30:48.720 --> 00:30:51.400
<v Speaker 1>that's electricity? Are we seeing electricity? Like what do you

567
00:30:51.440 --> 00:30:55.440
<v Speaker 1>think the space? Like? We're seeing space, but what do

568
00:30:55.480 --> 00:30:56.119
<v Speaker 1>you space?

569
00:30:56.480 --> 00:31:01.759
<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't it's empty, It's it's ether, it's electricity.

570
00:31:01.920 --> 00:31:03.359
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what it is, but I think it's

571
00:31:03.400 --> 00:31:06.039
<v Speaker 2>those two things whatever ether would be defined as. But

572
00:31:06.079 --> 00:31:10.440
<v Speaker 2>that like ether and electricity. Yeah, and that's where all

573
00:31:10.519 --> 00:31:13.079
<v Speaker 2>this stuff happens, Like if you that's where you can

574
00:31:13.160 --> 00:31:16.279
<v Speaker 2>create things, and that's where like there's actually a lot

575
00:31:16.279 --> 00:31:18.960
<v Speaker 2>of light life there. If we had if we had

576
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:22.160
<v Speaker 2>better vision than humans have, we might be able to

577
00:31:22.200 --> 00:31:24.759
<v Speaker 2>see more if we had different vision, like an animal,

578
00:31:26.039 --> 00:31:29.680
<v Speaker 2>we would be able to see more, you know, like uh.

579
00:31:30.480 --> 00:31:34.519
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like more of the RBF like frequency, more of

580
00:31:34.519 --> 00:31:35.920
<v Speaker 1>the visual light spectrum.

581
00:31:36.680 --> 00:31:42.519
<v Speaker 2>Well that too, but also just more like frames per second.

582
00:31:42.799 --> 00:31:46.559
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, although there is that concept of the frames

583
00:31:46.599 --> 00:31:51.599
<v Speaker 1>per second being associated with your life expectancy. So like

584
00:31:52.319 --> 00:31:56.599
<v Speaker 1>human see uh twenty four frames per second, but if

585
00:31:56.640 --> 00:31:59.279
<v Speaker 1>you make it to where there's thirty six frames per second,

586
00:31:59.640 --> 00:32:02.960
<v Speaker 1>it's so much information that we it lets what they

587
00:32:03.039 --> 00:32:05.200
<v Speaker 1>do to make a three D movie three DS, they

588
00:32:05.200 --> 00:32:08.519
<v Speaker 1>put thirty thirty six frames per second in and then

589
00:32:08.640 --> 00:32:11.079
<v Speaker 1>so we have like an overload of information, so it

590
00:32:11.160 --> 00:32:15.960
<v Speaker 1>makes everything look like it's popping out. But then like

591
00:32:16.039 --> 00:32:20.079
<v Speaker 1>they would, I've I don't know if this is true

592
00:32:20.119 --> 00:32:21.799
<v Speaker 1>or if they've done studies, or if I think they

593
00:32:21.839 --> 00:32:24.319
<v Speaker 1>should do studies and this is my hypothesis or like

594
00:32:24.400 --> 00:32:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure, but basically I think that I've heard,

595
00:32:28.319 --> 00:32:31.559
<v Speaker 1>though I don't know it's true that like say, for instance,

596
00:32:31.599 --> 00:32:35.319
<v Speaker 1>like a fruit fly might which only lives three days,

597
00:32:35.880 --> 00:32:39.400
<v Speaker 1>might see like, you know, a million frames per second,

598
00:32:39.599 --> 00:32:42.559
<v Speaker 1>whereas something like a sea turtle that can be like

599
00:32:42.640 --> 00:32:46.240
<v Speaker 1>one hundred and fifty easy sees like, you know, eight

600
00:32:46.359 --> 00:32:49.160
<v Speaker 1>frames per second, and maybe that is why a fruit

601
00:32:49.240 --> 00:32:52.240
<v Speaker 1>fly is like, ah, it's like so like crazy, like fast,

602
00:32:52.279 --> 00:32:54.279
<v Speaker 1>everything's like this. It just like burns up fast and

603
00:32:54.279 --> 00:32:56.839
<v Speaker 1>dies even though probably it's perception, it still lived a

604
00:32:56.880 --> 00:32:59.759
<v Speaker 1>full life. And then with the sea turtle, it's like

605
00:33:00.160 --> 00:33:02.720
<v Speaker 1>it only moves it moves so slow because it only

606
00:33:02.759 --> 00:33:05.400
<v Speaker 1>does see eight frames per second.

607
00:33:07.599 --> 00:33:09.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well that would be good to know if we

608
00:33:09.319 --> 00:33:11.880
<v Speaker 2>can actually prove that scientifically, because that would be interesting.

609
00:33:12.440 --> 00:33:14.759
<v Speaker 1>What would be what would be valuable about that? I

610
00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:19.400
<v Speaker 1>feel like this is like, what if we could tweak

611
00:33:19.799 --> 00:33:23.119
<v Speaker 1>perhaps during sleep time or something. We could tweak it

612
00:33:23.160 --> 00:33:27.119
<v Speaker 1>to where you're seeing like one frame or you know whatever,

613
00:33:27.279 --> 00:33:32.559
<v Speaker 1>one frame every every thousand seconds, to where your perception

614
00:33:32.680 --> 00:33:36.200
<v Speaker 1>of time went by so slow that after you woke up,

615
00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:40.519
<v Speaker 1>you would you could get like you could almost extend

616
00:33:40.559 --> 00:33:43.279
<v Speaker 1>your life by a third. Because what if our life

617
00:33:43.319 --> 00:33:48.119
<v Speaker 1>expectancy in telling ourselves to shed their telomerors or whatever

618
00:33:48.720 --> 00:33:53.160
<v Speaker 1>is actually from our own perception, right?

619
00:33:54.200 --> 00:33:56.839
<v Speaker 2>Well, yeah, I think that that could be true because

620
00:33:56.839 --> 00:34:00.440
<v Speaker 2>that's another thing. Our perception. Our perception is what creates

621
00:34:00.440 --> 00:34:05.160
<v Speaker 2>a reality. Right, So people have totally different perceptions and

622
00:34:05.400 --> 00:34:08.360
<v Speaker 2>therefore different realities. We don't know, I guess we do

623
00:34:08.400 --> 00:34:11.320
<v Speaker 2>it like as a species, right, as a species, you

624
00:34:11.400 --> 00:34:13.920
<v Speaker 2>probably have a certain type of reality. But in addition

625
00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:17.480
<v Speaker 2>to that, as an individual, yeah, because everything is in

626
00:34:17.519 --> 00:34:21.480
<v Speaker 2>our mind. Really we create every everything that is is

627
00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:23.400
<v Speaker 2>created in our minds.

628
00:34:24.320 --> 00:34:28.079
<v Speaker 1>But that's that's why do you ever? I mean, sometimes

629
00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:29.360
<v Speaker 1>I do wonder, like.

630
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<v Speaker 2>Some else.

631
00:34:33.599 --> 00:34:37.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, either either that or it's like you know, it's

632
00:34:37.880 --> 00:34:40.320
<v Speaker 1>kind of like wake up, ballast, wake up, you know.

633
00:34:40.400 --> 00:34:43.320
<v Speaker 1>I sometimes I wonder if this is all just this

634
00:34:43.519 --> 00:34:45.960
<v Speaker 1>could all just be a dream, And like I wonder

635
00:34:46.679 --> 00:34:49.679
<v Speaker 1>sometimes I'll say to myself, like, first of all, I

636
00:34:49.719 --> 00:34:55.559
<v Speaker 1>think that uh, the master source electricity is experienced it

637
00:34:55.639 --> 00:34:57.519
<v Speaker 1>excelf through all of us. So I will say, like,

638
00:34:57.599 --> 00:35:00.199
<v Speaker 1>what is it that you wanted to experience exactly with

639
00:35:00.239 --> 00:35:05.559
<v Speaker 1>this exactly? Because I'm personally as this individual expression of

640
00:35:05.559 --> 00:35:08.119
<v Speaker 1>you not finding this thing so fun? So what is

641
00:35:08.159 --> 00:35:11.519
<v Speaker 1>it that you wanted out of this? And then which

642
00:35:11.559 --> 00:35:14.760
<v Speaker 1>is weird because like you're talking to yourself for for through,

643
00:35:14.920 --> 00:35:18.760
<v Speaker 1>but you're talking to something else within yourself. But what

644
00:35:18.840 --> 00:35:22.079
<v Speaker 1>I do, what I my point is is that I

645
00:35:22.119 --> 00:35:26.719
<v Speaker 1>feel like maybe maybe this is all a way to

646
00:35:27.280 --> 00:35:32.559
<v Speaker 1>get uh, I don't I don't know. I like maybe

647
00:35:32.599 --> 00:35:34.519
<v Speaker 1>once we figure out the goal, we'll just wake up,

648
00:35:34.639 --> 00:35:37.199
<v Speaker 1>or or maybe like we're all in all these different

649
00:35:37.199 --> 00:35:41.840
<v Speaker 1>stages until something is learned or something is experienced or

650
00:35:41.840 --> 00:35:45.320
<v Speaker 1>something is expressed, but maybe there is no goal and

651
00:35:45.360 --> 00:35:47.719
<v Speaker 1>it's all just about experience at this time. So I

652
00:35:47.760 --> 00:35:50.000
<v Speaker 1>don't know, but sometimes I do think this could all

653
00:35:50.039 --> 00:35:50.440
<v Speaker 1>be in my.

654
00:35:50.400 --> 00:35:53.920
<v Speaker 2>Head, like I think all of all of indeed, like

655
00:35:54.239 --> 00:35:59.199
<v Speaker 2>or see all of what all of the above tro

656
00:35:59.519 --> 00:36:02.159
<v Speaker 2>I think that's that is everything that you said it

657
00:36:02.239 --> 00:36:05.920
<v Speaker 2>is true, and none of them, none of them really

658
00:36:07.360 --> 00:36:11.039
<v Speaker 2>like contradict the other. They're all, yeah, you can have

659
00:36:12.400 --> 00:36:15.679
<v Speaker 2>this this experience and once every once you wake up

660
00:36:15.840 --> 00:36:18.840
<v Speaker 2>like that's it, like that's the goal, or maybe nothing's

661
00:36:18.880 --> 00:36:20.760
<v Speaker 2>the goal, or that where it's all a big dream,

662
00:36:20.800 --> 00:36:22.920
<v Speaker 2>like it's all it's all of those things are true

663
00:36:23.639 --> 00:36:26.360
<v Speaker 2>for me. Now I just decided, well, I don't know,

664
00:36:26.440 --> 00:36:29.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm just here like yeah, trying to be trying to

665
00:36:29.760 --> 00:36:31.519
<v Speaker 2>trying to. I mean, I do I think about that

666
00:36:31.559 --> 00:36:34.559
<v Speaker 2>whole feedback loop, especially when I'm like okay, when I

667
00:36:34.639 --> 00:36:37.960
<v Speaker 2>tell Sab, you know, like you like everyone's just having

668
00:36:37.960 --> 00:36:41.280
<v Speaker 2>their experience. It's not you know, no one's better than

669
00:36:41.320 --> 00:36:44.440
<v Speaker 2>anybody else, no one's worse than anybody else. Like we're

670
00:36:44.559 --> 00:36:50.159
<v Speaker 2>just having our experience and we're contributing to life because

671
00:36:50.159 --> 00:36:54.880
<v Speaker 2>of it. So that's what we're doing. Yeah, it doesn't

672
00:36:54.920 --> 00:36:55.800
<v Speaker 2>have to contradict.

673
00:36:56.480 --> 00:36:58.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're right, it doesn't have to contradict. It is

674
00:36:58.519 --> 00:37:01.760
<v Speaker 1>it is an interesting because that's the other thing I

675
00:37:01.760 --> 00:37:03.719
<v Speaker 1>I that I had to say. The other thing that

676
00:37:03.960 --> 00:37:07.760
<v Speaker 1>like was I was hearing myself tell myself during Mushrooms

677
00:37:08.199 --> 00:37:13.079
<v Speaker 1>last time, was that like basically like it's all within me,

678
00:37:13.199 --> 00:37:15.880
<v Speaker 1>like the whole, Like everything's within me this world, but

679
00:37:15.960 --> 00:37:21.440
<v Speaker 1>then there's other us to contend with, Like it's really

680
00:37:21.480 --> 00:37:25.039
<v Speaker 1>the flower of life is a beautiful expression visually of

681
00:37:25.039 --> 00:37:27.519
<v Speaker 1>what's really going on within the thread of our of

682
00:37:27.519 --> 00:37:30.880
<v Speaker 1>our energetic existence, because it's like, yeah, you are the

683
00:37:30.920 --> 00:37:33.719
<v Speaker 1>center of your point, you are the center of your universe,

684
00:37:34.119 --> 00:37:37.360
<v Speaker 1>but you're you're the peripheral of your universe is touching

685
00:37:37.360 --> 00:37:40.119
<v Speaker 1>other galaxies, and so there's everybody else that you're touching

686
00:37:40.719 --> 00:37:45.800
<v Speaker 1>is their own universe, and so it's yeah, it's just

687
00:37:45.880 --> 00:37:49.360
<v Speaker 1>kind of you still have to contend with other youths

688
00:37:49.639 --> 00:37:50.559
<v Speaker 1>all around.

689
00:37:51.000 --> 00:37:54.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, other people, right, other youws and all. When you

690
00:37:55.119 --> 00:37:57.440
<v Speaker 2>first of that, I thought I thought of other us

691
00:37:57.519 --> 00:38:00.800
<v Speaker 2>on other dement and other dementia. It's like, that's what

692
00:38:00.840 --> 00:38:02.880
<v Speaker 2>I was thinking. But you meant like other us meaning

693
00:38:02.920 --> 00:38:03.639
<v Speaker 2>other holes.

694
00:38:03.639 --> 00:38:06.119
<v Speaker 1>Well I think I guess maybe other us meaning that

695
00:38:07.400 --> 00:38:13.960
<v Speaker 1>you and I and everybody in existence all have this existence.

696
00:38:14.239 --> 00:38:17.760
<v Speaker 1>We all have this electricity, we all have this consciousness

697
00:38:18.360 --> 00:38:23.480
<v Speaker 1>that is getting feedback loops to it. So we're all

698
00:38:23.480 --> 00:38:27.159
<v Speaker 1>different expressions of it, but we're all part of one thing.

699
00:38:27.159 --> 00:38:32.119
<v Speaker 1>We're all one part of the whole. So so basically

700
00:38:32.159 --> 00:38:36.440
<v Speaker 1>it's like, I mean, you know, you're you're no better

701
00:38:36.440 --> 00:38:38.480
<v Speaker 1>than your weakest link in a lot of ways, because

702
00:38:38.559 --> 00:38:41.159
<v Speaker 1>you can hate your neighbor, but you're hating yourself in

703
00:38:41.199 --> 00:38:44.119
<v Speaker 1>a lot of ways because that whatever whoever that person

704
00:38:44.280 --> 00:38:51.000
<v Speaker 1>is is still part of the the the all right,

705
00:38:51.280 --> 00:38:53.840
<v Speaker 1>So you know it's like not so you're kind of

706
00:38:53.840 --> 00:38:56.880
<v Speaker 1>biting your nose off in spite of your face by

707
00:38:57.119 --> 00:38:59.199
<v Speaker 1>being you know, so anyway, So that's what I kind

708
00:38:59.199 --> 00:39:01.199
<v Speaker 1>of mean by you still have to contend with other youths,

709
00:39:01.280 --> 00:39:03.360
<v Speaker 1>and if you just look at them as other aspects

710
00:39:03.360 --> 00:39:07.199
<v Speaker 1>of you, I feel like we would all be pretty

711
00:39:07.280 --> 00:39:10.639
<v Speaker 1>much better off. Yeah, yeah, that that actually helps me

712
00:39:10.719 --> 00:39:15.360
<v Speaker 1>because like I have a tendency to be a bitch

713
00:39:15.559 --> 00:39:19.239
<v Speaker 1>and like, you know, bitch about people a lot. And

714
00:39:19.760 --> 00:39:23.960
<v Speaker 1>I I've gotten better in age by just kind of

715
00:39:24.000 --> 00:39:30.159
<v Speaker 1>going like, yeah, well that person is still me or

716
00:39:30.440 --> 00:39:33.119
<v Speaker 1>or that person is still like we have we have

717
00:39:33.480 --> 00:39:37.559
<v Speaker 1>mutual goals in terms of you know, I don't like

718
00:39:37.599 --> 00:39:41.719
<v Speaker 1>we belong to the same being. We belong we're both

719
00:39:41.800 --> 00:39:43.920
<v Speaker 1>flees on the same dog. We don't want the dog

720
00:39:43.960 --> 00:39:46.320
<v Speaker 1>to die or whatever it is, like we are like

721
00:39:46.360 --> 00:39:49.039
<v Speaker 1>we're part of the same system and I and I

722
00:39:49.079 --> 00:39:53.000
<v Speaker 1>want the system to I want the system to be

723
00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:56.119
<v Speaker 1>in the love vibration and have like a higher I

724
00:39:56.159 --> 00:39:58.239
<v Speaker 1>want it to be feeling way good. I don't want

725
00:39:58.239 --> 00:40:02.360
<v Speaker 1>it to be feeling bad. So yeah, yeah.

726
00:40:03.760 --> 00:40:06.639
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well that's what you're going to do. Then, you know,

727
00:40:06.840 --> 00:40:11.880
<v Speaker 2>help the people, help like be in love, you know,

728
00:40:11.960 --> 00:40:17.119
<v Speaker 2>and be and help share that with others somehow whatever

729
00:40:17.159 --> 00:40:17.880
<v Speaker 2>that means to you.

730
00:40:18.880 --> 00:40:20.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I guess everywhere.

731
00:40:20.079 --> 00:40:22.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean, you know, there's a whole lot of

732
00:40:23.280 --> 00:40:25.159
<v Speaker 2>things that like, oh, you were meant to be here

733
00:40:25.239 --> 00:40:27.400
<v Speaker 2>right now, you know, like you were chosen to be

734
00:40:27.519 --> 00:40:31.239
<v Speaker 2>here right now. This whole big transition to the Age

735
00:40:31.239 --> 00:40:36.039
<v Speaker 2>of Aquarius or whatever. I feel like, Okay, yeah, like

736
00:40:36.079 --> 00:40:39.480
<v Speaker 2>that's a nice story, and I there's part of me

737
00:40:39.559 --> 00:40:41.559
<v Speaker 2>that believes it or wants to believe it, because you

738
00:40:41.559 --> 00:40:44.320
<v Speaker 2>want to feel special like you were brought here now

739
00:40:44.400 --> 00:40:47.880
<v Speaker 2>and like you can do you're somehow of service. But

740
00:40:48.159 --> 00:40:49.920
<v Speaker 2>then and there's a part of me that probably doesn't

741
00:40:49.960 --> 00:40:52.039
<v Speaker 2>believe it. But then like the part of me that

742
00:40:52.119 --> 00:40:55.280
<v Speaker 2>wants to believe it and does believe it thinks that's right.

743
00:40:55.480 --> 00:40:57.599
<v Speaker 2>You know, like I am here doing that and I'm

744
00:40:57.679 --> 00:41:01.679
<v Speaker 2>just going I keep sending out my love because that's

745
00:41:01.719 --> 00:41:03.400
<v Speaker 2>all I wanted to That's what I came here to do.

746
00:41:04.280 --> 00:41:05.960
<v Speaker 2>So now that I've realized that that's what I've come

747
00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:07.519
<v Speaker 2>here to do, that means that I constantly have to

748
00:41:07.519 --> 00:41:09.599
<v Speaker 2>give out love to myself and work on myself and

749
00:41:09.800 --> 00:41:11.719
<v Speaker 2>you know, figure out what that means, and like it's

750
00:41:11.840 --> 00:41:17.119
<v Speaker 2>it's it's it's like just learning about yourself and for

751
00:41:17.239 --> 00:41:20.639
<v Speaker 2>me and then also like checking in all the time

752
00:41:20.840 --> 00:41:24.320
<v Speaker 2>and also thinking about my own it's like meta meta thinking.

753
00:41:24.719 --> 00:41:28.800
<v Speaker 2>It's it's like thinking and then meta thinking. It's endless.

754
00:41:29.000 --> 00:41:32.239
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, but I like, okay, well, as soon as

755
00:41:32.239 --> 00:41:36.119
<v Speaker 2>you yeah, yeah, like in what way.

756
00:41:36.480 --> 00:41:41.119
<v Speaker 1>No, but in the terms of like whether like choose

757
00:41:41.159 --> 00:41:43.239
<v Speaker 1>something starsy Twin said to me. But it was like

758
00:41:43.639 --> 00:41:47.599
<v Speaker 1>this whole thing of well, even if this is an ascension,

759
00:41:48.360 --> 00:41:53.119
<v Speaker 1>or if if we are like trying to bring in

760
00:41:53.159 --> 00:41:55.239
<v Speaker 1>the Age of Aquarius or whatever it is we're trying

761
00:41:55.280 --> 00:41:58.760
<v Speaker 1>to do here we're star seeds or or we're bringing

762
00:41:58.760 --> 00:42:01.440
<v Speaker 1>in light, or we're like we're or grid worker, whatever

763
00:42:01.480 --> 00:42:03.800
<v Speaker 1>it is that is. It could be true and then

764
00:42:03.840 --> 00:42:06.320
<v Speaker 1>somewhere and then not or whatever. I think we're evolving

765
00:42:06.559 --> 00:42:08.960
<v Speaker 1>for forever. I don't think there's a stopping point. It's

766
00:42:08.960 --> 00:42:12.039
<v Speaker 1>like we ascend and then we're done. Yay, we won

767
00:42:12.119 --> 00:42:14.159
<v Speaker 1>the prize, and then we go home and that's it.

768
00:42:14.159 --> 00:42:17.840
<v Speaker 1>It's over. No, That's why I feel like we can't

769
00:42:17.880 --> 00:42:21.360
<v Speaker 1>wait for I think, you know, a lot of being

770
00:42:21.480 --> 00:42:25.760
<v Speaker 1>human has for me so far been like, oh, things

771
00:42:25.800 --> 00:42:28.159
<v Speaker 1>are going to be great when this happens, when this

772
00:42:28.239 --> 00:42:31.800
<v Speaker 1>person wins, when this, when when I when I finish this,

773
00:42:31.920 --> 00:42:34.599
<v Speaker 1>complete this one task, when this thing happens for me,

774
00:42:34.639 --> 00:42:36.840
<v Speaker 1>when this happens, But then you get to there, and

775
00:42:36.880 --> 00:42:39.440
<v Speaker 1>then there's another goal, and there's another thing, and another

776
00:42:39.480 --> 00:42:42.079
<v Speaker 1>thing happens, and so it's just kind of I feel

777
00:42:42.079 --> 00:42:44.559
<v Speaker 1>like it's obviously probably as above so blow. So it's

778
00:42:44.559 --> 00:42:47.159
<v Speaker 1>got to be like that with everything. So yeah, so yay, yay,

779
00:42:47.199 --> 00:42:50.320
<v Speaker 1>we're so happy we ascend from the three D consciousness

780
00:42:50.360 --> 00:42:52.880
<v Speaker 1>to the five D consciousness. But then, guess what, there's

781
00:42:52.920 --> 00:42:55.400
<v Speaker 1>a sixty or a seventy or an eight, like there's

782
00:42:55.440 --> 00:42:58.559
<v Speaker 1>I feel like there's always going to be there's there's

783
00:42:58.920 --> 00:43:00.480
<v Speaker 1>there's no stopping point.

784
00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:03.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't think, yeah exactly, So I don't know.

785
00:43:03.559 --> 00:43:06.760
<v Speaker 1>Why we focus so much on being somewhere else besides

786
00:43:06.800 --> 00:43:09.039
<v Speaker 1>here when it's it.

787
00:43:09.320 --> 00:43:12.239
<v Speaker 2>You know, well, that's an excellent point. It's just like

788
00:43:12.320 --> 00:43:14.320
<v Speaker 2>we'll just enjoy the ride because you, like you said,

789
00:43:14.320 --> 00:43:16.639
<v Speaker 2>it's really a gift to be here right now. It's

790
00:43:16.639 --> 00:43:19.719
<v Speaker 2>a gift to be especially to be aware of that

791
00:43:19.760 --> 00:43:21.599
<v Speaker 2>you're here right now, not only to be here and

792
00:43:21.719 --> 00:43:23.960
<v Speaker 2>like that's a gift in itself, but also the gift

793
00:43:24.000 --> 00:43:27.159
<v Speaker 2>of being like, well, I'm sitting here thinking about this stuff,

794
00:43:27.159 --> 00:43:29.559
<v Speaker 2>that in itself is a gift because you're just like,

795
00:43:30.079 --> 00:43:32.360
<v Speaker 2>not everybody thinks like that, Okay, so you don't have

796
00:43:32.400 --> 00:43:36.079
<v Speaker 2>to compare yourself, but just thinking like okay, wow, I'm

797
00:43:36.400 --> 00:43:38.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking about this. I don't know. To me, that's

798
00:43:38.559 --> 00:43:42.840
<v Speaker 2>a huge gift because you can see the synchronicities in

799
00:43:42.880 --> 00:43:44.880
<v Speaker 2>your life or just think how things have changed in

800
00:43:44.920 --> 00:43:46.800
<v Speaker 2>your life from when you didn't think like that, and

801
00:43:46.840 --> 00:43:49.400
<v Speaker 2>you're like, wow, how much different do I think now

802
00:43:49.440 --> 00:43:52.920
<v Speaker 2>than I did ten years ago or fifteen, twenty years ago,

803
00:43:53.119 --> 00:43:58.440
<v Speaker 2>Like you just are blown away how much you've You've evolved.

804
00:43:58.719 --> 00:44:02.599
<v Speaker 2>Hopefully in some you're like, wow, I've evolved. I'm not

805
00:44:02.639 --> 00:44:06.079
<v Speaker 2>the same person that I was before, for sure.

806
00:44:06.800 --> 00:44:10.320
<v Speaker 1>I think one thing I've noticed is that like I

807
00:44:10.320 --> 00:44:13.880
<v Speaker 1>actually like myself, like and when I'm alone with myself,

808
00:44:13.960 --> 00:44:18.239
<v Speaker 1>I I I we laugh, like I like myself, I

809
00:44:18.719 --> 00:44:23.400
<v Speaker 1>have I have. Ultimately, I'm glad I am who I am,

810
00:44:23.679 --> 00:44:26.639
<v Speaker 1>and I don't I don't think I felt like that

811
00:44:26.679 --> 00:44:29.400
<v Speaker 1>in middle school. Man, I couldn't pay me enough money

812
00:44:29.400 --> 00:44:30.800
<v Speaker 1>in the world. There was not enough money in the

813
00:44:30.800 --> 00:44:34.639
<v Speaker 1>world to make me go back to being puberty in

814
00:44:34.679 --> 00:44:38.719
<v Speaker 1>the seventh grade. That was just just you know, I

815
00:44:38.719 --> 00:44:41.079
<v Speaker 1>didn't know what the boobs were, the hackney. Everything was

816
00:44:41.119 --> 00:44:44.119
<v Speaker 1>just crazy. And sometimes I think about like when I

817
00:44:44.159 --> 00:44:46.320
<v Speaker 1>when I look at a lot of people's root problems,

818
00:44:47.119 --> 00:44:49.199
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it a lot of it is that

819
00:44:49.599 --> 00:44:52.719
<v Speaker 1>they don't like themselves. That's what I notice. I noticed

820
00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:56.079
<v Speaker 1>that there a lot of people don't A lot of

821
00:44:56.079 --> 00:45:01.079
<v Speaker 1>my friends don't seem to really like themselves, And I

822
00:45:01.119 --> 00:45:03.280
<v Speaker 1>feel like, I don't know how you get to that

823
00:45:03.320 --> 00:45:05.199
<v Speaker 1>point where you like yourself. I don't know even know

824
00:45:05.239 --> 00:45:10.519
<v Speaker 1>when that happened for me, but I definitely think if

825
00:45:10.599 --> 00:45:13.280
<v Speaker 1>you don't like yourself, that's what you should be working on,

826
00:45:13.719 --> 00:45:18.280
<v Speaker 1>because there's no reason not to like yourself. You are

827
00:45:18.280 --> 00:45:19.400
<v Speaker 1>who you're with all the time.

828
00:45:20.239 --> 00:45:24.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, exactly. Yeah, well, I mean, you know, it's little

829
00:45:24.719 --> 00:45:28.800
<v Speaker 2>things like you you say mean things to yourself sometimes

830
00:45:28.880 --> 00:45:31.519
<v Speaker 2>when you're worse on yourself than you are on other people.

831
00:45:31.639 --> 00:45:34.480
<v Speaker 2>You know, like it's just like, oh, why aren't I

832
00:45:34.599 --> 00:45:37.400
<v Speaker 2>like this or I'm not enough like this or blah

833
00:45:37.440 --> 00:45:40.960
<v Speaker 2>blah blah, and it's uh so those things are constant

834
00:45:41.199 --> 00:45:44.000
<v Speaker 2>in battles until you just decide, well, I love myself

835
00:45:44.039 --> 00:45:45.679
<v Speaker 2>in any form. I mean, yeah, I want to make

836
00:45:45.679 --> 00:45:48.760
<v Speaker 2>myself better, sure, but like I still love myself now

837
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<v Speaker 2>and I still love myself in the process.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, yeah, I do think for people, it is,

839
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<v Speaker 1>it really is. And I think your self speak yourself

840
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<v Speaker 1>talk is one of the most important I actually, I

841
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<v Speaker 1>think Tim Ferriss was the first person who like pointed

842
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<v Speaker 1>that out in a way in which that really stuck

843
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<v Speaker 1>to me. But it was like, don't ever say anything

844
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<v Speaker 1>to yourself internally in your head that you wouldn't say

845
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<v Speaker 1>to your best friend, Like if you wouldn't say, oh, like,

846
00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:25.280
<v Speaker 1>you look like such a fat blood, like like if

847
00:46:25.320 --> 00:46:30.239
<v Speaker 1>you wouldn't use those slurring of insults in that sequence

848
00:46:30.360 --> 00:46:33.519
<v Speaker 1>to your best friend, then don't say it to yourself.

849
00:46:34.119 --> 00:46:37.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean, and I like, if you if like let's

850
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<v Speaker 1>say you're you were best friend, was did gain a

851
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<v Speaker 1>lot of weight or something? You would say, oh, we

852
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<v Speaker 1>need to go running or like something like that. You

853
00:46:48.159 --> 00:46:52.280
<v Speaker 1>would never criticize the way we criticize ourselves. Like that's

854
00:46:52.320 --> 00:46:55.360
<v Speaker 1>just one example, but it could be over over, But

855
00:46:55.679 --> 00:46:58.800
<v Speaker 1>basically anything you need to speak to yourself the way

856
00:46:58.800 --> 00:47:02.400
<v Speaker 1>you would speak to somebody you love. Right then that

857
00:47:03.159 --> 00:47:06.360
<v Speaker 1>once that happens, once you get in the pattern of

858
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<v Speaker 1>doing that, and it's fine if you if you mess

859
00:47:08.320 --> 00:47:09.719
<v Speaker 1>up here and there, you mess up, you mess up,

860
00:47:09.760 --> 00:47:12.719
<v Speaker 1>you start again. You speak to yourself like someone you love,

861
00:47:13.000 --> 00:47:15.400
<v Speaker 1>like how do you speak to someone you love? And

862
00:47:15.440 --> 00:47:20.320
<v Speaker 1>then eventually you build that pattern system within yourself and

863
00:47:20.360 --> 00:47:23.800
<v Speaker 1>then you before you know it, you don't think the

864
00:47:23.840 --> 00:47:24.760
<v Speaker 1>way you used to think.

865
00:47:26.039 --> 00:47:30.199
<v Speaker 2>Right, Yeah, it's true. It does. Yeah, that's how you

866
00:47:30.239 --> 00:47:32.920
<v Speaker 2>evolve over time out of it. It's true. And I

867
00:47:33.599 --> 00:47:39.199
<v Speaker 2>personally had that experience. It's like, oh, okay, yeah, because

868
00:47:39.679 --> 00:47:43.039
<v Speaker 2>today I was sitting here thinking about like if I

869
00:47:43.079 --> 00:47:45.199
<v Speaker 2>were to change things about myself, what would they be.

870
00:47:45.880 --> 00:47:49.000
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, yeah, there, maybe I would change

871
00:47:49.000 --> 00:47:52.400
<v Speaker 2>this or change that, but but not even I mean,

872
00:47:52.440 --> 00:47:54.440
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't. It's just like, all right, well I am

873
00:47:54.639 --> 00:47:56.920
<v Speaker 2>who I am, and yeah there's things I guess that

874
00:47:57.000 --> 00:48:00.159
<v Speaker 2>I could do better at or somehow get better. But

875
00:48:00.199 --> 00:48:02.639
<v Speaker 2>I still like, I still was like even though and

876
00:48:02.840 --> 00:48:05.079
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I love you and I said that

877
00:48:05.119 --> 00:48:07.280
<v Speaker 2>to myself, and I'm like, it's okay that I think that,

878
00:48:07.320 --> 00:48:09.320
<v Speaker 2>and I and I still love you for wanting to

879
00:48:09.360 --> 00:48:13.000
<v Speaker 2>make those changes. I'm not like, you know, perfectionists according

880
00:48:13.039 --> 00:48:16.159
<v Speaker 2>to what my mind I has, but like, I still

881
00:48:16.480 --> 00:48:19.039
<v Speaker 2>I still love you even though you still think like that,

882
00:48:19.280 --> 00:48:22.679
<v Speaker 2>Like it's okay, Like like I'm just being forgiving of

883
00:48:22.719 --> 00:48:25.480
<v Speaker 2>myself for that. I think that's a huge thing and

884
00:48:25.559 --> 00:48:28.000
<v Speaker 2>it makes it Yeah, if you if people love themselves,

885
00:48:28.239 --> 00:48:30.719
<v Speaker 2>the world would definitely be a better place for sure.

886
00:48:30.840 --> 00:48:34.480
<v Speaker 2>There's no there's no doubt, Like, oh yeah, everything starts

887
00:48:34.480 --> 00:48:36.280
<v Speaker 2>from within. Like if you can't if you can't get

888
00:48:36.320 --> 00:48:39.159
<v Speaker 2>peace from within, starting from within, how are you going

889
00:48:39.199 --> 00:48:43.280
<v Speaker 2>to be peaceful with others? It's just it has to

890
00:48:43.320 --> 00:48:44.079
<v Speaker 2>everything has to start.

891
00:48:44.280 --> 00:48:47.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and you just give yourself compassion, just all the

892
00:48:47.760 --> 00:48:51.480
<v Speaker 1>compassion in the world, just because I mean, like there's

893
00:48:53.039 --> 00:48:54.880
<v Speaker 1>That's the other thing is like if you're if you're

894
00:48:54.960 --> 00:48:57.199
<v Speaker 1>saying to yourself, oh I don't have X Y, I

895
00:48:57.199 --> 00:49:00.360
<v Speaker 1>don't have these material goals or I don't have these

896
00:49:00.679 --> 00:49:03.360
<v Speaker 1>benchmarks of what I should have at this point in

897
00:49:03.920 --> 00:49:07.119
<v Speaker 1>time in society or whatever it is you're saying to

898
00:49:07.159 --> 00:49:11.280
<v Speaker 1>your internal self. By you beating yourself up doesn't make

899
00:49:11.320 --> 00:49:13.760
<v Speaker 1>it so, So it just makes you feel bad in

900
00:49:13.800 --> 00:49:17.559
<v Speaker 1>the process. So it actually it actually and a lot

901
00:49:17.599 --> 00:49:21.639
<v Speaker 1>of times that hinders people from progressing forward and forgetting

902
00:49:21.880 --> 00:49:26.000
<v Speaker 1>like and living a prosperous, happy, healthy, wonderful life because

903
00:49:26.440 --> 00:49:30.719
<v Speaker 1>they are you know, they're they're putting that barrier on

904
00:49:30.760 --> 00:49:34.920
<v Speaker 1>their own self. They're putting their own blocks because you're

905
00:49:36.320 --> 00:49:40.280
<v Speaker 1>living in a ball of chaotic hate instead of being

906
00:49:40.360 --> 00:49:43.800
<v Speaker 1>just compassionate, chill with yourself, like it's okay. If you

907
00:49:43.800 --> 00:49:45.599
<v Speaker 1>didn't get what you said you were going to get done,

908
00:49:45.760 --> 00:49:48.960
<v Speaker 1>do it the next Like it's okay, start again. It's okay,

909
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:50.079
<v Speaker 1>start again, you.

910
00:49:50.039 --> 00:49:54.320
<v Speaker 2>Know exactly, Yeah, and you're just giving again. It's the

911
00:49:54.360 --> 00:49:58.280
<v Speaker 2>feedback loop too, We're just giving our experience to the universe.

912
00:49:58.320 --> 00:50:01.039
<v Speaker 2>So it doesn't it doesn't really matter, and like nothing

913
00:50:01.039 --> 00:50:04.800
<v Speaker 2>else matters, so you could just remember to go back

914
00:50:04.840 --> 00:50:06.920
<v Speaker 2>to that too, that's helpful, Like, at least it was

915
00:50:06.920 --> 00:50:10.119
<v Speaker 2>for me. I Oh right, I don't have like the

916
00:50:10.199 --> 00:50:13.360
<v Speaker 2>other Today. I was thinking, Okay, this is my goal

917
00:50:13.480 --> 00:50:15.639
<v Speaker 2>and this is what I want. And then I was like,

918
00:50:15.920 --> 00:50:18.760
<v Speaker 2>why is it that I want that again? Oh? And

919
00:50:18.800 --> 00:50:21.119
<v Speaker 2>then I started to think about the reasons why I

920
00:50:21.159 --> 00:50:23.400
<v Speaker 2>wanted that, and then I was thinking was that really

921
00:50:23.440 --> 00:50:28.239
<v Speaker 2>something that I wanted? And then and then I like,

922
00:50:28.320 --> 00:50:30.639
<v Speaker 2>as I was thinking about that, I'm like, oh, how

923
00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:34.440
<v Speaker 2>about just it's okay wherever I am right now, that's enough.

924
00:50:34.519 --> 00:50:38.320
<v Speaker 2>That's fine, I don't you know. And as soon as

925
00:50:38.320 --> 00:50:41.239
<v Speaker 2>I realized that, I caught myself in the process of

926
00:50:41.280 --> 00:50:43.159
<v Speaker 2>doing that, Like before I think I would go back

927
00:50:43.199 --> 00:50:45.519
<v Speaker 2>to it, but now it's just like, oh, I'm good.

928
00:50:45.840 --> 00:50:48.599
<v Speaker 2>I'm good, I live an excellent life, Like I'm just

929
00:50:49.199 --> 00:50:51.920
<v Speaker 2>like I just you choose to be happy. You used

930
00:50:51.920 --> 00:50:53.599
<v Speaker 2>to be happy, and you have to be the one

931
00:50:53.599 --> 00:50:57.320
<v Speaker 2>that chooses. But you're right about thinking about our thoughts.

932
00:50:57.360 --> 00:51:00.800
<v Speaker 2>Watching our thoughts is huge. Our thoughts are things. Thoughts

933
00:51:00.840 --> 00:51:04.119
<v Speaker 2>are are the building brocks, and thoughts are things. So

934
00:51:05.679 --> 00:51:08.199
<v Speaker 2>you know, we're sending out the signal to the to

935
00:51:08.280 --> 00:51:11.880
<v Speaker 2>there to the world. So watch how you use it.

936
00:51:12.960 --> 00:51:15.159
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, send good stuff very important.

937
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:21.280
<v Speaker 2>Watch, yeah, watch your own thoughts like huge.

938
00:51:20.000 --> 00:51:22.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah it is. I do think that's really important. I

939
00:51:22.360 --> 00:51:24.559
<v Speaker 1>have I have, I have taken to that whole like

940
00:51:25.119 --> 00:51:27.199
<v Speaker 1>why do I want this? Why do I need this?

941
00:51:27.239 --> 00:51:31.719
<v Speaker 1>Because you know, I also I start thinking about, Look, dude,

942
00:51:31.960 --> 00:51:36.039
<v Speaker 1>we die and I cleaned out my grandparents house whenever

943
00:51:36.079 --> 00:51:38.039
<v Speaker 1>they died. They had so much we had to get

944
00:51:38.079 --> 00:51:40.320
<v Speaker 1>like a giant dumpster. I mean they had so many

945
00:51:40.400 --> 00:51:46.639
<v Speaker 1>like you know, VCRs, like videotapes of stuff from I

946
00:51:46.639 --> 00:51:49.760
<v Speaker 1>don't know, like the eight early eight I don't know.

947
00:51:49.840 --> 00:51:55.800
<v Speaker 1>It's just there, like just horrible lawn chairs that should

948
00:51:55.800 --> 00:51:58.239
<v Speaker 1>have been thrown out like ten years before that, and

949
00:51:58.360 --> 00:52:00.920
<v Speaker 1>just yeah, I mean just stuff that You're I don't

950
00:52:00.920 --> 00:52:05.360
<v Speaker 1>even know what like, but I think to myself sometimes

951
00:52:06.159 --> 00:52:09.239
<v Speaker 1>why am I buying that? Like why why do I

952
00:52:09.320 --> 00:52:14.679
<v Speaker 1>need We have such a consumption society, so sometimes I

953
00:52:14.719 --> 00:52:18.119
<v Speaker 1>also sometimes think to myself, like why do I need this? Exactly?

954
00:52:18.159 --> 00:52:20.280
<v Speaker 1>Like do I really need this? Do I really want this?

955
00:52:20.320 --> 00:52:22.119
<v Speaker 1>And why do I want this? And do I want this?

956
00:52:22.199 --> 00:52:26.239
<v Speaker 1>Because like why, I need to really examine the why first,

957
00:52:26.239 --> 00:52:27.719
<v Speaker 1>and if it passes all that.

958
00:52:27.679 --> 00:52:31.280
<v Speaker 2>And I still want it, I'll get it right exactly.

959
00:52:31.320 --> 00:52:34.039
<v Speaker 2>That's a great way to look at it. Yeah, we

960
00:52:34.079 --> 00:52:35.880
<v Speaker 2>could do that with anything too, Like why do I

961
00:52:35.920 --> 00:52:37.840
<v Speaker 2>want to eat this? You know, like what is it?

962
00:52:37.880 --> 00:52:42.440
<v Speaker 2>Is it just something that's a temporary fixed feeling? Yeah,

963
00:52:42.480 --> 00:53:01.599
<v Speaker 2>a temporary fix exactly. Yeah, it's it's tough z.
