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<v Speaker 1>You see, something's going to happen.

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<v Speaker 2>What What's gonna happen?

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<v Speaker 3>What?

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<v Speaker 2>Help? Welcome to the Occult Rejects this episode, I got

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<v Speaker 2>a couple of the rejects with me, and we got

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<v Speaker 2>a Brandon new guest on today, and before we introduce her,

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<v Speaker 2>we'll introduce the other rejects with us, and I got

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<v Speaker 2>my boy, headless giant. What is going on, sir? I

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<v Speaker 2>finally got to meet this man after about three and

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<v Speaker 2>a half years. He got stuck spending three days with

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<v Speaker 2>me in an event and I had a blast. And

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<v Speaker 2>I have to even say, yo, you know, for real,

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<v Speaker 2>for real, when I met the guy, it was just

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<v Speaker 2>like it wasn't even weird. It was just like it

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<v Speaker 2>was already my boy. Like it's hard to explain, like

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<v Speaker 2>there was no uncomfortability at all. I was just like, yo,

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<v Speaker 2>it's fucking endless finally, you know. And we got a blast.

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<v Speaker 2>But thank you, man for jumping on. I know yesterday

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<v Speaker 2>sucked to getting home soon as me. Yeah, it was horrible.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't get on about Tull thirty, but I appreciate

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<v Speaker 2>you jumping on today. Man, What is going on?

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely? I'm happy to be here, and so is Beans.

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<v Speaker 1>He missed me for the last two weeks, so he's

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna let me have a moment of relaxation here.

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<v Speaker 1>But if you guys want to check me out, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>on Twitter and I'm on Instagram. Just look up Headless

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<v Speaker 1>Giant and you'll find me there. I had an awesome

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<v Speaker 1>time this weekend. Hopefully we get a chance to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it or something on stream. That was an incredible time.

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<v Speaker 1>And uh yeah, so check me out. I've got seven

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<v Speaker 1>seven seven coming up tonight with you, so.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh hell yeah, I totally forgot about that. I forgot

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<v Speaker 2>it's Tuesday. Holy shit. Yeah, I keep on thinking it's Monday,

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<v Speaker 2>like yeah, yeah, that's funny. Well, thanks for the reminder.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate that. What he said I would have received

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<v Speaker 2>the Lincoln. I'd be like, what the fuck? Oops? Uh

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<v Speaker 2>uh yeah, go check out holy stuff. And Matt, thank

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<v Speaker 2>you so much for coming on my man. I always

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate you making it on. I know you're over in

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<v Speaker 2>Italy still right, correct, Yes, that's awesome man, that's awesome

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<v Speaker 2>the Atlantic.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, pretty happy to be here. Always nice to talk

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<v Speaker 4>about the stuff that I like as well. So Tarat

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<v Speaker 4>definitely is up there. And yeah, I mean, you can

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<v Speaker 4>find me on many platforms always Matt more on nineteen

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<v Speaker 4>so that's Instagram, X, YouTube, TikTok, Twitch, maybe some other pists.

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<v Speaker 4>And there's also the Gray Lodge we do we host

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<v Speaker 4>weekly spaces on X that's always on Fridays, and you

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<v Speaker 4>can also find the videos there, the ones we save

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<v Speaker 4>in post to YouTube on the True Gray Lodge dot com.

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<v Speaker 5>With the v so true.

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<v Speaker 4>And also my website kabala dot com that's k A

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<v Speaker 4>A b A l a h dot com. Doing some

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<v Speaker 4>late here readings before it change the stuff that I'm

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<v Speaker 4>providing there, so if you want to do that, make

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<v Speaker 4>sure to grab it quickly before it changes. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>pretty hapy to be here in let's have a great

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<v Speaker 4>comp all.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, thank you man. I really appreciate your making it

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<v Speaker 2>again as well, always like when you're here. And finally,

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<v Speaker 2>the guest Sabrina Scott. She's in Tataro. She's an author,

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<v Speaker 2>She's got a bunch of stuff that I'm sure we

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<v Speaker 2>can all talk about today. Very excited to get you on,

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<v Speaker 2>so please Sabrina, you know, let people know like what

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<v Speaker 2>your deal is and where they can find all your

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<v Speaker 2>amazing work.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, Hello, so excited to be here and

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<v Speaker 3>to finally, like E meet all of you. I feel

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<v Speaker 3>like it's going to be a really fun little chat.

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<v Speaker 3>So for anyone who doesn't know me, I guess I'm

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<v Speaker 3>a professional witch and have been for more than a decade.

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<v Speaker 3>And I've been reading cards for twenty five years, been

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<v Speaker 3>into witchcraft for twenty five years. Grew up in a

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<v Speaker 3>fun thing called spiritualism that means like seances, mediumship, table tipping,

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<v Speaker 3>like transpossession, all that fun shit. Got to see that

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<v Speaker 3>before I turned ten, so definitely has influenced a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of my perspective on a lot of this kind of

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<v Speaker 3>like witchy woo woo magical occult stuff. That's a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit of a unique, fun little thing about me. Also

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<v Speaker 3>doing a PhD in a science department about trauma and

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<v Speaker 3>witchcraft and how witchcraft can be a healing thing for trauma.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's a bunch of what I do. And if

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<v Speaker 3>anyone is curious to check me out on the good

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<v Speaker 3>old interwebs. Sabrina Mscott dot Com, Instagram, Sabrina M Scott.

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<v Speaker 3>What else YouTube is slash Sabrina Scott because I guess

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<v Speaker 3>there's not as many Sabrina Scotts on YouTube, so I

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<v Speaker 3>was able to get it without the.

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<v Speaker 2>M oh nice, it's yeah all right, yeah, and I'll

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<v Speaker 2>definitely include all your links at the bottom as well.

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<v Speaker 3>So awesome, thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, I know, like I guess, you know, I guess,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, just to jump right into it. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you have started off young. You know you were probably

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<v Speaker 2>as for what I get out of it, you were

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<v Speaker 2>brought up into it. So if you don't mind, like

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I guess as personal as as you mind

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<v Speaker 2>getting uh, could you let us know like how that

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<v Speaker 2>how that was? Normally I would ask my guests what

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<v Speaker 2>what got you into this stuff? You know, you were

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<v Speaker 2>born into it, so you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, so we kind of yeah, unique upbringing, I

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<v Speaker 3>suppose you could say. So. My mom was super big

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<v Speaker 3>into spiritualism, so she was always into mediumship and stuff

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<v Speaker 3>like that, as was her mother. So if we count

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<v Speaker 3>down the lines, I guess technically I'm seventh generation with

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<v Speaker 3>all of that stuff. And so it was really really

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<v Speaker 3>cool to be able to grow up in an environment

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<v Speaker 3>where I could basically compare like spiritual notes like with

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<v Speaker 3>my mom to be like, all right, I'm picking up

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<v Speaker 3>on this spirit like and I would hold it in

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<v Speaker 3>my mind and really, right, Mom, what are you picking

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<v Speaker 3>up on? And then she'd be like blah da da da,

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<v Speaker 3>and like kind of rattle off, and I'd be like, yes,

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<v Speaker 3>that's exactly what I'm getting. So, when we're talking about

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<v Speaker 3>like building spiritual confidence and like spiritual skill building, it

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<v Speaker 3>was really sweet to have access to that kind of

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<v Speaker 3>evidential comparing notes type of thing from a really really

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<v Speaker 3>young age. I think a lot of people struggle with

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<v Speaker 3>that or struggle with confidence in terms of spirituality and

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<v Speaker 3>like energy work skills and like is this real? Am

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<v Speaker 3>I making this up? Like I've heard that from so

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<v Speaker 3>many newer practitioners, and so is very blessed to kind

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<v Speaker 3>of be able to have someone to bounce this stuff

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<v Speaker 3>off of and just to have that kind of early confirmation.

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<v Speaker 3>And so for anyone who doesn't know about spiritualism, it

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<v Speaker 3>was found in the eighteen fifties upstate New York, which

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<v Speaker 3>is actually where my mom lives. So it's like kind

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<v Speaker 3>of an interesting little thing. So she's still like involved

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<v Speaker 3>with the church, the og Spiritualist Church, and it considers

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<v Speaker 3>itself a science of religion and a philosophy, and it's

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<v Speaker 3>really big on proving the existence of life after death,

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<v Speaker 3>like the continuation of the soul be a medium ship

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<v Speaker 3>and healing and so growing up with that first and

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<v Speaker 3>foremost like it really has influenced my perspective on things

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<v Speaker 3>like taro witchcraft stuff like that and no shade like

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of taro and witchy people. But I do

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<v Speaker 3>feel like a lot of folks out there practicing would

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<v Speaker 3>not know what to do if a spirit actually showed up,

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<v Speaker 3>do you know what I mean? Like there is a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of that, at least in like the witchy space,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe not so much like the cultism space, if you

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<v Speaker 3>know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I get that. I mean I've even asked

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, this is a little loft, but I mean

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<v Speaker 2>it's kind of almost the same comparison. I've asked bigfoot people,

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<v Speaker 2>what are you gonna do when you do finally see him?

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<v Speaker 2>I'll probably fucking run.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, what do people say when you ask that?

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<v Speaker 2>When you finally got them? Now, what are you going

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<v Speaker 2>to do? When people were like I have people on

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<v Speaker 2>the show, and some of them didn't even have an

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<v Speaker 2>answer right away because they're like.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, it's interesting, And so I guess I got

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<v Speaker 3>to kind of see the real deal of it all

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<v Speaker 3>from a really young age. So like the question of

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<v Speaker 3>like is this real or am I delusional? You know,

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<v Speaker 3>that question was never really a thing, just because I

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<v Speaker 3>did get to have so much confirmation and evidence.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's especially from a person that you trust totally.

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<v Speaker 2>That was a thing that was even I mean, it

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't one of the reasons why I had left the OTO,

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<v Speaker 2>but like when I started having my experiences, I realized

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, yoh, there's nobody even here I could

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<v Speaker 2>talk to about this, because I tried to like kind

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<v Speaker 2>it's a fox point for me to be here because

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<v Speaker 2>like and then some of the just keeping a real

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<v Speaker 2>some of the other people there, I felt like if

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<v Speaker 2>I was as them, they run with some like wild delusion,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm just just concox some crazy woo woo shit.

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<v Speaker 2>And I just wasn't comfortable even talking to people. So

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<v Speaker 2>it kind of sucked. I was like, well, why even

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<v Speaker 3>I don't what crazy woo would they say? Now?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't know, probably like ah, it was like

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<v Speaker 2>some a trial. It was just I had spoken to

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<v Speaker 2>somebody I remember they were trying to tell me some

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<v Speaker 2>weird ask the travel ship, and I was like, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>I could kind of grasp that, but they were like

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<v Speaker 2>getting like weird about it, and I was just like

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<v Speaker 2>Oh it was a certain like deity and this and that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, the fuck, I don't know. It was just

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<v Speaker 2>hard to explain, it was. It was just hard toks.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, well, how did that come out of

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<v Speaker 2>like what I was doing. It's just like I had

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<v Speaker 2>my eyes closed, meditating in my chair and you're telling

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<v Speaker 2>me about you know, fucking ayes Modius sometimes ship.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I don't know, it's weird sometimes people's interpretations.

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<v Speaker 1>The thing.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, what the problem was is I was never

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<v Speaker 2>even able to get out like exactly like it was

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<v Speaker 2>before he was even done explaining myself. I was already

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<v Speaker 2>getting answers, and I was like, see, like you should.

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<v Speaker 2>You haven't even listened to the whole fucking thing yet.

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<v Speaker 2>That's had I think was the major problem. You know

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying. Yeah, it was just like you're already

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<v Speaker 2>throwing answers out there before I even explained this whole

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<v Speaker 2>fucking visual feeling scenario I went through No, Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 2>it just wasn't comfortable. So you're lucky you had that experience,

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, truly it's a blessing. I do think a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of people there is life trying and figure that out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well there is a gulf between the magic community

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<v Speaker 1>and the paranormal community that didn't exist all throughout history.

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<v Speaker 1>Because they're going to these places that are haunted and

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<v Speaker 1>they're summoning the spirits of talking to them. That's where

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<v Speaker 1>they get all their magical practices from. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>firsthand experience. But I think a lot of people have

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and you know what, that's gonna make me sound

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<v Speaker 3>kind of like a bitch, But I feel like some

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<v Speaker 3>energy mediumship perspective, like there's I'm sure you're probably what

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just like, oh man, people know what they're doing

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<v Speaker 3>you the ways? And then this is all going to

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<v Speaker 3>scaring yourself over the most basic shit like can we

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<v Speaker 3>just all come hang out? Like let me show you

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<v Speaker 3>think you're right, Like there is that golf where like

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<v Speaker 3>more of their hands dirty with going out there, and

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<v Speaker 3>then the the paranormal people like could stand to learn

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<v Speaker 3>a little bit more about what those of us over

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<v Speaker 3>Like there is there's not a lot of people who

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<v Speaker 2>I like how you mentioned, uh right, you got to

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<v Speaker 2>go ahead? Hell's sorry, Well I was going.

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<v Speaker 1>To say, you got to get them tickets to lily Dale.

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<v Speaker 1>You know lily Dale. Something we still going on.

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<v Speaker 3>It is, it's right there, You're just got to pay

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<v Speaker 3>the entry fee to go chill. There's still doing their thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I like, how you men go ahead, No, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Got Chris to understand, like, how do you practice uh

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<v Speaker 4>this spiritualism because we have it in Brazil's well probably

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<v Speaker 4>a different like uh the tape from a different origin

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<v Speaker 4>because I know from Brazil the guys came from friends.

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<v Speaker 5>So it's like the car neck and whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>There's like a bunch of if you mentioned the other ones,

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<v Speaker 4>maybe probably some Anglo Saxon like if it started in

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<v Speaker 4>New York as well. But like in Brazil we have

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<v Speaker 4>the median ship, we have the tables and one. We

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<v Speaker 4>have a lot of Heaton passes what they'll say like

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<v Speaker 4>you go and take it past or whatever. But there's

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<v Speaker 4>for like outside people, there's there's also a communication sometimes

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<v Speaker 4>like you get like a letter read in order something

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<v Speaker 4>like that, Like how different just to kind of start

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<v Speaker 4>try to grasp in man.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'd be curious to hear more about what the

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<v Speaker 3>like an actually solid answer on that. But in terms

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<v Speaker 3>of technique wise, like all of what you just mentioned

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<v Speaker 3>sounds very aligned. But even within North America, like spiritualism

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<v Speaker 3>does have like specifically spiritualism does have different little factions.

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<v Speaker 3>So NFB see like the National Spiritual Association of Churches,

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<v Speaker 3>which is kind of what I grew up around, and

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<v Speaker 3>that would be the lily Dale version of spiritualism is

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<v Speaker 3>really a bit different than non NSAC forms of spiritualism

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<v Speaker 3>in North America, Like and there's so within the NSAC

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<v Speaker 3>there's like there's rules, there's certain you know, stuff that

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<v Speaker 3>they're really big on keeping things kind of purest like

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<v Speaker 3>no tarot, no tool know, nothing, like they just want

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<v Speaker 3>it to be pure bodywork. And other let's say, forms

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<v Speaker 3>of sputualism in North America are a little bit more

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<v Speaker 3>like las A fair some of them are a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit more Christian inflected, whereas NICC definitely is not. And

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<v Speaker 3>so there are some kind of interesting little tensions there.

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<v Speaker 3>I think this. I was talking to someone about this

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<v Speaker 3>last night actually, I did another podcast interview and she's

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<v Speaker 3>out in the UK, and she was kind of saying

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<v Speaker 3>the same thing is going on out there in terms

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<v Speaker 3>of the different spiritualist factions out Yonder kind of battling

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<v Speaker 3>each other. So it seems like it all kind of

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<v Speaker 3>comes from a very common route or common series of

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<v Speaker 3>folks who are influencing the thought in the practice. But

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure there's there's always like little political infighting in

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<v Speaker 3>terms of what's considered to be like the legit way

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<v Speaker 3>to do it, and that's always going to be kind

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<v Speaker 3>of different. But I would say that sounds like there's

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<v Speaker 3>some similarities in terms of the practices and techniques for sure.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but it's interesting that you mentioned that, for example,

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<v Speaker 4>the day one, it's not necessarily religious, right, Is that right?

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<v Speaker 4>Or or maybe less influenced, because what I mean, I

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<v Speaker 4>think I understood you saying that there's like some that

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<v Speaker 4>are more religious like Christian whatever focus, and some others

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<v Speaker 4>maybe not that much.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so I would I would consider it religious, but

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<v Speaker 3>I wouldn't consider it Christian.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that's considered the.

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<v Speaker 3>Thing to be their own religion. They've got their little

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<v Speaker 3>principles and all of that. But I don't actually think

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<v Speaker 3>and I could be wrong on this, but last I heard,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think you're actually allowed to have property in

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<v Speaker 3>Lilldale if you accept Jesus. Like, they're very like, we're

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<v Speaker 3>doing our own thing here, like that has nothing to

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<v Speaker 3>do with Christianity, so they are very kind of protective.

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<v Speaker 3>I would say about about that in that sence.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, because in Brazil, like it's a very Catholic country,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, for and portrayed guys and so on, so

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<v Speaker 4>then it kind of got mixed with so the card

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<v Speaker 4>next stuff was very very Christian, you know, it's like

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<v Speaker 4>they even used the Bible and whatever in Jesus and

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<v Speaker 4>so they talk about the same thing. But then it

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<v Speaker 4>got synchronized with the African stuff and the native stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>So then we have like this mix and the branches

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<v Speaker 4>are from the prely Christian guys, and then the ones

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<v Speaker 4>that mix with the African stuff as well, and then

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<v Speaker 4>the ones with mixed with the natives. So then there's

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<v Speaker 4>and then there's the whole shebang. Like you said, oh

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<v Speaker 4>this is we can't do it or we cannot do it.

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<v Speaker 4>We can use it, we cannot use it.

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<v Speaker 5>But it's well at the end of the day, really, people.

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<v Speaker 3>And you know what, like Brazil to me seems like

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<v Speaker 3>such an interesting place spiritually because there's so many different

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<v Speaker 3>influences kind of interacting and coming together and having that conversation.

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<v Speaker 3>So Brazil from what I know, and please correct me

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<v Speaker 3>if this is wrong, but it seems to be one

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<v Speaker 3>of the main places that what they call in like

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<v Speaker 3>the academic literature, like new religious movements Brazil. Like there's

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<v Speaker 3>just so many different influences and stuff going on, So

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<v Speaker 3>let's super interest thing to hear about from your perspective.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, there's a lot of mix, and like even for example,

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<v Speaker 4>spiritualism came there and then a guy founded another thing

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<v Speaker 4>called like a poma three I think.

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<v Speaker 5>With people in English, and then it's like a whole

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<v Speaker 5>another thing. And so yeah, it's like a new religion

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<v Speaker 5>every week. Well, Matt, if I could jump in.

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<v Speaker 1>So the one the Spiritualist society I went to was

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<v Speaker 1>in Falls Church, Virginia, and I would say that they're

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<v Speaker 1>more on the Christian side because they did have hymns

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<v Speaker 1>and other you know Christian sort of paraphernalia going on

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<v Speaker 1>before the service itself. But I think it served to

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<v Speaker 1>sort of you know, focus and sort of get everybody

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<v Speaker 1>in the same mindset to less so about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just the religious angle of it and more so about

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<v Speaker 1>the focus though.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it makes sense.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and I've got no shade on Christians actually at all,

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<v Speaker 3>Like it's just not og spiritualism.

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<v Speaker 1>I would say, Well, a lot of this comes from

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<v Speaker 1>the Native American influence, right, So the Native American influence

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<v Speaker 1>was a big thing in the Christian churches at that

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<v Speaker 1>time period because they had practices that they were bringing

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<v Speaker 1>into their church that the white people had never seen before,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're like, why can't we do that too? And

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<v Speaker 1>so it's just sort of spread out from that sort

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<v Speaker 1>of interaction, and I think it's you know, it represents

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's interesting. Like as a part of my master's research,

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<v Speaker 3>I did some looking into of the like Native American

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<v Speaker 3>kind of indigenous influence with that, and there is a

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<v Speaker 3>whole bunch of stuff to be said about that, a

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<v Speaker 3>bunch of books as well. I could recommend, not off

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<v Speaker 3>the top of my head, but there was a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of kind of cross cultural conversation. And one thing that's

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<v Speaker 3>really neat about lily Dale is like they do invite

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<v Speaker 3>the local indigenous folks sometimes to come in and like

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<v Speaker 3>give workshops. Like that was actually a theme one year

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<v Speaker 3>I can't remember it, probably like ten fifteen years ago,

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<v Speaker 3>where they did have a whole bunch of kind of

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<v Speaker 3>spiritually inflected classes taught by like the Iroquois. I think

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<v Speaker 3>this is I'm wrong, but so they do support that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of cross cultural conversation I think always have around

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<v Speaker 3>spirit contact and what does that look like and people

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<v Speaker 3>channeling let's say Indigenous spirit guides as well back in

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<v Speaker 3>the day was also a big part of the conversation

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<v Speaker 3>back in the eighteen hundreds for sure. So that's your

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<v Speaker 3>right to bring that up.

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<v Speaker 2>I have even noticed, you know, we've had people come

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<v Speaker 2>on to cover like Native Americanism or just like certain

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<v Speaker 2>things that I'll cover. I'll be like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>this is like you know, the micmac medicine. Will you know,

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<v Speaker 2>there's even like a freemasonry. There's stuff that I think

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<v Speaker 2>they've even taken from Native American symbols, you know, some

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<v Speaker 2>secret societies too, So that is interesting crossover.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 2>One thing I did want to bring up. It was

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<v Speaker 2>kind of something that Headless or who kind of went

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<v Speaker 2>into with the whole paranormal that is interesting with the

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<v Speaker 2>whole seance stuff, you know, that is again you know,

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<v Speaker 2>going back to like you know, a lot of my opinion,

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<v Speaker 2>I was just gonna keep a real ghost adventures. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you got Zach Baggins is always doing this silly fucking

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<v Speaker 2>shit and every other show, it's like, oh, ritual was

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<v Speaker 2>done here, Oh sience was done here, ritual was done.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, he's obviously my opinion, he's an a cultist anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>but uh, he's he focuses on that shit, and he

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<v Speaker 2>does make it seem rather fucking silly and stupid at times.

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<v Speaker 2>But like if you start looking back, like back in

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<v Speaker 2>the day, you know, the Council of Nine, there's even

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<v Speaker 2>stories of like could you keep it real? The guys

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<v Speaker 2>from Alcoholics Anonymous were even doing seances upstate New York.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you get people who are actually into the

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<v Speaker 2>occult and they're doing seances. You know, spiritualists who were

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<v Speaker 2>you know, or occultist who got kind of more into

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<v Speaker 2>spiritualism and started doing seances. I don't think people like

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<v Speaker 2>you're saying, like, really understand like what they're imitating when

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<v Speaker 2>they're doing these things on the paranormal shows.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, which to me seems so odd because it's

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<v Speaker 3>like all you gotta do is like do a little Google,

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<v Speaker 3>read a.

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<v Speaker 2>Book, you know, or are they just grifting.

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<v Speaker 3>It's available and people are into that. It's just odd

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<v Speaker 3>to me that they wouldn't do that one step further

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<v Speaker 3>to be like all right, what else can I learn

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<v Speaker 3>about this to make this process go a little bit

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<v Speaker 3>more better?

420
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<v Speaker 5>You know, Yeah, it's funny that you talk about this.

421
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<v Speaker 4>I remember there's a guy in Brazil which got pretty

422
00:20:33.960 --> 00:20:37.720
<v Speaker 4>big on RPG books and you know, like games and one,

423
00:20:38.039 --> 00:20:40.359
<v Speaker 4>and he would put actual rituals in the thing, and

424
00:20:40.400 --> 00:20:42.759
<v Speaker 4>then people would do and they would here, like you know,

425
00:20:42.839 --> 00:20:45.599
<v Speaker 4>stuff in their home and like the lights flickering some

426
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<v Speaker 4>kind of.

427
00:20:48.720 --> 00:20:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

428
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<v Speaker 5>I mean, like you said, if they went at least

429
00:20:51.079 --> 00:20:53.200
<v Speaker 5>in search for it, they would know what's going on.

430
00:20:53.240 --> 00:20:56.279
<v Speaker 5>They're not just you know, doing it for random.

431
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<v Speaker 4>So I'm actually curious to know from your practice with

432
00:20:59.680 --> 00:21:04.759
<v Speaker 4>the tear if you try to use also, for example,

433
00:21:04.920 --> 00:21:08.200
<v Speaker 4>that your experience with spiritualism, or you try to focus

434
00:21:08.759 --> 00:21:11.400
<v Speaker 4>only on the cars, like do you separate that or

435
00:21:11.440 --> 00:21:14.480
<v Speaker 4>for you there's no separation, like there's always for.

436
00:21:14.400 --> 00:21:16.359
<v Speaker 3>Sure, it's your question. For me, I kind of blend

437
00:21:16.359 --> 00:21:19.319
<v Speaker 3>it all and depending on the client, depending on what

438
00:21:19.400 --> 00:21:23.079
<v Speaker 3>comes through. Some people's ancestors or whatever a little bit

439
00:21:23.079 --> 00:21:27.599
<v Speaker 3>more chatty than others, and sometimes they're not there at all,

440
00:21:27.599 --> 00:21:30.480
<v Speaker 3>which is always kind of interesting. But I don't sell

441
00:21:30.599 --> 00:21:34.480
<v Speaker 3>my services really with that in mind. And the reason

442
00:21:34.519 --> 00:21:36.880
<v Speaker 3>for that is, in my experience, a lot of people

443
00:21:36.920 --> 00:21:40.000
<v Speaker 3>seeking mediumship and psychics and all of that, and they

444
00:21:40.039 --> 00:21:42.279
<v Speaker 3>really want their dead uncle Bob to like come through

445
00:21:42.319 --> 00:21:45.119
<v Speaker 3>and say something like They're often coming from this kind

446
00:21:45.119 --> 00:21:49.319
<v Speaker 3>of desperation e energy that I don't find super useful,

447
00:21:49.480 --> 00:21:52.119
<v Speaker 3>like who cares if dead uncle Bob still loves you?

448
00:21:52.200 --> 00:21:55.079
<v Speaker 3>Like it's fine, but is that going to help you

449
00:21:55.119 --> 00:21:58.279
<v Speaker 3>make better choices in your life right now? Like probably not,

450
00:21:58.440 --> 00:22:00.559
<v Speaker 3>Like it's a nice kind of platitude. Realize that might

451
00:22:00.599 --> 00:22:03.039
<v Speaker 3>sound a little bit intense, but that is kind of

452
00:22:03.079 --> 00:22:05.839
<v Speaker 3>why I don't sell what I do in that way,

453
00:22:06.079 --> 00:22:09.839
<v Speaker 3>even though behind the scenes, like energetically, often that is

454
00:22:09.920 --> 00:22:12.759
<v Speaker 3>a part of what's going on. So whenever I am

455
00:22:12.799 --> 00:22:14.640
<v Speaker 3>reading for someone like am I sticking to the cards

456
00:22:14.680 --> 00:22:18.279
<v Speaker 3>as a baseline, absolutely, But there is also that kind

457
00:22:18.319 --> 00:22:23.400
<v Speaker 3>of energy work, intuitive, medium ships, psychicy type of vibe

458
00:22:23.440 --> 00:22:26.559
<v Speaker 3>that all of that is going to my process in

459
00:22:26.680 --> 00:22:28.960
<v Speaker 3>different amounts depending on who I'm in front of.

460
00:22:30.519 --> 00:22:34.079
<v Speaker 2>Nice nice as a case the case basis, I guess really.

461
00:22:34.599 --> 00:22:38.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, absolutely, Like some people's energy is easier to

462
00:22:38.039 --> 00:22:39.559
<v Speaker 3>read than others. Some people are a little bit more

463
00:22:39.599 --> 00:22:41.920
<v Speaker 3>forthcoming than others, and so there always is going to

464
00:22:41.920 --> 00:22:44.480
<v Speaker 3>be a little bit of a different vibe depending on

465
00:22:44.519 --> 00:22:45.920
<v Speaker 3>who I'm reading for.

466
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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure you can get somebody who comes in it's

467
00:22:48.440 --> 00:22:50.359
<v Speaker 2>just like is like puken, you know, basically just doesn't

468
00:22:50.359 --> 00:22:51.880
<v Speaker 2>shut up and it tells you so much stuff. And

469
00:22:51.880 --> 00:22:53.400
<v Speaker 2>you can probably get some person who comes in like

470
00:22:54.000 --> 00:22:55.359
<v Speaker 2>is dealing with you. It's like a little nervous. It

471
00:22:55.400 --> 00:22:56.279
<v Speaker 2>maybe doesn't talk you.

472
00:22:56.240 --> 00:22:57.720
<v Speaker 3>As much, doesn't say anything.

473
00:22:57.799 --> 00:23:01.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's totally different to technique problem, Like.

474
00:23:01.160 --> 00:23:03.480
<v Speaker 3>It doesn't happen as much anymore. But in the past

475
00:23:03.480 --> 00:23:05.720
<v Speaker 3>I have had some people comp and say absolutely nothing

476
00:23:06.400 --> 00:23:08.640
<v Speaker 3>just to kind of like test me out or whatever.

477
00:23:08.759 --> 00:23:12.480
<v Speaker 3>And then once they could see that my ship was legit,

478
00:23:12.680 --> 00:23:14.880
<v Speaker 3>then they were like they chilled out a little bit

479
00:23:14.920 --> 00:23:17.440
<v Speaker 3>and were like okay, okay, okay, and then kind of

480
00:23:17.440 --> 00:23:20.000
<v Speaker 3>opened up. So you do kind of get some of

481
00:23:20.000 --> 00:23:22.440
<v Speaker 3>those sometimes too, where they just want to give you

482
00:23:22.519 --> 00:23:24.400
<v Speaker 3>little tests and make sure that you're not full of shit,

483
00:23:24.519 --> 00:23:26.759
<v Speaker 3>which is a little bit annoying, but it's okay, Like

484
00:23:26.759 --> 00:23:30.039
<v Speaker 3>I always passed the test.

485
00:23:32.240 --> 00:23:34.319
<v Speaker 1>So I got to ask you, what is your favorite deck?

486
00:23:35.200 --> 00:23:36.759
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, writerway smith O.

487
00:23:36.799 --> 00:23:39.440
<v Speaker 2>G okay, nice nice? I like.

488
00:23:41.400 --> 00:23:43.960
<v Speaker 3>I love that deck. It's just a vibe, like it's

489
00:23:43.960 --> 00:23:47.599
<v Speaker 3>so good. I've got this is actually a really lovely

490
00:23:47.599 --> 00:23:51.039
<v Speaker 3>gift from somebody. So it's like a pre digital printing

491
00:23:52.359 --> 00:23:56.640
<v Speaker 3>of it. This is like actually from seventies and it's

492
00:23:56.680 --> 00:24:00.319
<v Speaker 3>such a vibe, Like the colors are just so good. Yeah,

493
00:24:00.359 --> 00:24:03.000
<v Speaker 3>I love this deck. It's absolutely my favorite. Like what

494
00:24:03.079 --> 00:24:04.599
<v Speaker 3>I love about it too, is if you put it

495
00:24:04.640 --> 00:24:06.599
<v Speaker 3>in front of someone who doesn't know literally a damn

496
00:24:06.599 --> 00:24:09.039
<v Speaker 3>thing about tarrow, like they will be able to know

497
00:24:09.079 --> 00:24:12.920
<v Speaker 3>that this card sucks, you know, they will be able

498
00:24:12.920 --> 00:24:15.960
<v Speaker 3>to kind of get the vibe like no one is

499
00:24:16.000 --> 00:24:18.079
<v Speaker 3>happy to see this, whether you know about the carrow

500
00:24:18.400 --> 00:24:22.359
<v Speaker 3>or not. So I like that the imagery is so evocative.

501
00:24:23.200 --> 00:24:27.160
<v Speaker 3>And my background is in illustration, so like I've done

502
00:24:27.200 --> 00:24:29.720
<v Speaker 3>magazine covers all that, I've got two graphic novels out.

503
00:24:29.839 --> 00:24:34.400
<v Speaker 3>So having good art that actually communicates the message that

504
00:24:34.440 --> 00:24:37.759
<v Speaker 3>you want to have communicated for me is like the

505
00:24:37.799 --> 00:24:41.599
<v Speaker 3>most important thing. Like I really really prioritize that when

506
00:24:41.599 --> 00:24:44.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking about what decks are the best, and like

507
00:24:44.519 --> 00:24:47.160
<v Speaker 3>can I read with you know a deck that literally

508
00:24:47.279 --> 00:24:49.880
<v Speaker 3>just had the name of the cards written on it,

509
00:24:49.920 --> 00:24:52.279
<v Speaker 3>and that was it, Like sure, I could absolutely do that,

510
00:24:52.440 --> 00:24:55.680
<v Speaker 3>but as an artist myself, like, this is just this

511
00:24:55.759 --> 00:24:58.720
<v Speaker 3>is the vibe, how about y'all?

512
00:25:00.720 --> 00:25:06.160
<v Speaker 2>I do. I'm a fan of a couple of them.

513
00:25:06.160 --> 00:25:09.640
<v Speaker 2>I do like that deck and I started off at

514
00:25:09.640 --> 00:25:13.319
<v Speaker 2>the Golden Dawn deck because of uh, there's a lot

515
00:25:13.319 --> 00:25:15.359
<v Speaker 2>of associations on that card, which is another reason why

516
00:25:15.400 --> 00:25:17.920
<v Speaker 2>I like the right Away deck because I think if

517
00:25:17.960 --> 00:25:21.559
<v Speaker 2>somebody like, unfortunately it is just my opinion, you can

518
00:25:21.559 --> 00:25:23.960
<v Speaker 2>pick up some Tarot decks and just like some people

519
00:25:24.000 --> 00:25:25.359
<v Speaker 2>I think, will just be like, oh, it's just some

520
00:25:25.400 --> 00:25:27.599
<v Speaker 2>cool art that I'm supposed to interpret. It's like, no,

521
00:25:27.640 --> 00:25:29.839
<v Speaker 2>there's actually associations with this shit to actually you know,

522
00:25:29.960 --> 00:25:32.160
<v Speaker 2>help help, you know, give you an idea what you're

523
00:25:32.160 --> 00:25:33.839
<v Speaker 2>looking at. And you know, some decks don't have that

524
00:25:33.920 --> 00:25:36.599
<v Speaker 2>at all, and you know, I'm afraid some people lose,

525
00:25:36.759 --> 00:25:39.680
<v Speaker 2>you know, the deepness to these cards. So I like

526
00:25:39.720 --> 00:25:41.440
<v Speaker 2>the ones that have a lot of the associations on

527
00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:43.720
<v Speaker 2>it to kind of like, you know, it's planetary shits,

528
00:25:43.920 --> 00:25:47.240
<v Speaker 2>this and that elemental. So yeah, I do like those.

529
00:25:47.279 --> 00:25:50.000
<v Speaker 2>And I will say I do like Crowley the Toe deck,

530
00:25:50.559 --> 00:25:51.720
<v Speaker 2>you know, I do like that one.

531
00:25:52.519 --> 00:25:55.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and it's you bring up something really good. I

532
00:25:55.680 --> 00:25:57.880
<v Speaker 3>think in terms of a lot of these kind of

533
00:25:57.920 --> 00:26:01.160
<v Speaker 3>new decks not really having this symbol. And I do

534
00:26:01.319 --> 00:26:03.559
<v Speaker 3>teach Taro to like total newbies, and one of the

535
00:26:03.559 --> 00:26:05.559
<v Speaker 3>things I always tell them is, like, make sure that

536
00:26:05.599 --> 00:26:08.000
<v Speaker 3>you choose the right deck, because sometimes you could be

537
00:26:08.000 --> 00:26:11.319
<v Speaker 3>picking up on a deck that there is really no

538
00:26:11.759 --> 00:26:13.880
<v Speaker 3>symbolism with that deck. It was just made by some

539
00:26:14.000 --> 00:26:16.799
<v Speaker 3>random artists, bless their heart, who doesn't know a damn

540
00:26:16.839 --> 00:26:20.599
<v Speaker 3>thing about Taro. And the art looks sweet. But the

541
00:26:20.640 --> 00:26:22.319
<v Speaker 3>reason I think a lot of newbies who pick up

542
00:26:22.359 --> 00:26:25.200
<v Speaker 3>those type of decks are have like a struggle in

543
00:26:25.240 --> 00:26:27.519
<v Speaker 3>their process of learning Taro. It's actually not on them,

544
00:26:27.640 --> 00:26:29.920
<v Speaker 3>like it's on the fact that the deck makes no sense,

545
00:26:30.640 --> 00:26:34.240
<v Speaker 3>and that is something I would love like people know more,

546
00:26:34.920 --> 00:26:37.680
<v Speaker 3>because like, yeah, as experts are people who know this shit,

547
00:26:37.759 --> 00:26:40.519
<v Speaker 3>we can read anything. It's fine, But for a total newbie,

548
00:26:41.039 --> 00:26:42.920
<v Speaker 3>like some of these decks are not going to make

549
00:26:43.200 --> 00:26:46.920
<v Speaker 3>any sense because they're not designed by people who actually read.

550
00:26:48.400 --> 00:26:48.559
<v Speaker 2>Good.

551
00:26:48.559 --> 00:26:50.160
<v Speaker 1>And I even think I had to pull it out.

552
00:26:51.759 --> 00:26:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I got the Muca Taro. I don't know if you

553
00:26:54.400 --> 00:26:58.720
<v Speaker 1>guys have ever heard of Frog's muca, but right he

554
00:26:58.880 --> 00:27:02.400
<v Speaker 1>started the art nouveau move these are inspired by his works.

555
00:27:02.759 --> 00:27:06.440
<v Speaker 1>It's it's not by him, but they're they're pretty good. Uh,

556
00:27:06.720 --> 00:27:09.079
<v Speaker 1>let me pull up another one here. Oh there's a

557
00:27:09.079 --> 00:27:15.359
<v Speaker 1>good one, Ace of Cops just going. But yeah, that's

558
00:27:15.640 --> 00:27:18.160
<v Speaker 1>definitely along the same lines. It's got to have some

559
00:27:18.279 --> 00:27:21.039
<v Speaker 1>artistic relevance to you so that you can really get

560
00:27:21.079 --> 00:27:23.559
<v Speaker 1>into the idea of the art and the motifs.

561
00:27:24.559 --> 00:27:25.079
<v Speaker 2>I'm giddy.

562
00:27:26.279 --> 00:27:27.359
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah.

563
00:27:27.480 --> 00:27:30.440
<v Speaker 4>I have three decks that I use for different reasons,

564
00:27:31.000 --> 00:27:33.720
<v Speaker 4>Like the I like the mythic one with the Greek stories.

565
00:27:34.200 --> 00:27:34.960
<v Speaker 5>It's pretty good for.

566
00:27:34.960 --> 00:27:37.839
<v Speaker 4>Readings because I mean, most people in the West know

567
00:27:37.880 --> 00:27:40.319
<v Speaker 4>the Greek stories, so I can just say, you know hercules,

568
00:27:40.319 --> 00:27:41.880
<v Speaker 4>and then it's like, oh, okay, I know more or.

569
00:27:41.880 --> 00:27:42.519
<v Speaker 5>Less what it is.

570
00:27:42.839 --> 00:27:45.079
<v Speaker 4>Like what you mentioned with the writer White one, you know,

571
00:27:45.200 --> 00:27:47.240
<v Speaker 4>you kind of just get it a little bit, even

572
00:27:47.279 --> 00:27:50.000
<v Speaker 4>if the person ever heard about it. And the imagery

573
00:27:50.079 --> 00:27:53.359
<v Speaker 4>is also super nice then for some magical work, every

574
00:27:53.519 --> 00:27:56.400
<v Speaker 4>like the one from Cahus, which is like has all

575
00:27:56.400 --> 00:28:00.000
<v Speaker 4>the kabala astrology, anything your relations and also the Ima

576
00:28:00.160 --> 00:28:02.440
<v Speaker 4>just super chemical ressle that's.

577
00:28:02.319 --> 00:28:04.119
<v Speaker 5>Also pretty nice for magic.

578
00:28:04.279 --> 00:28:06.680
<v Speaker 4>It's also the one that I was initiated in when

579
00:28:06.880 --> 00:28:09.880
<v Speaker 4>learning Kamala. So it's again it's pretty clear to understand

580
00:28:10.480 --> 00:28:13.559
<v Speaker 4>and when doing with like when I do a reading

581
00:28:13.759 --> 00:28:16.359
<v Speaker 4>and there's a bunch of smaller like the minor arre

582
00:28:16.440 --> 00:28:19.680
<v Speaker 4>kind of then I really enjoyed the Egyptian one, which

583
00:28:19.759 --> 00:28:22.640
<v Speaker 4>has also pretty good explanations for the miner a kind

584
00:28:22.680 --> 00:28:28.000
<v Speaker 4>of like pretty specific numbers and correlations and imagery responsor.

585
00:28:28.039 --> 00:28:30.119
<v Speaker 5>That's also pretty pretty.

586
00:28:29.880 --> 00:28:32.559
<v Speaker 4>Nice and I completely agree with you, Like if a

587
00:28:32.640 --> 00:28:36.519
<v Speaker 4>Tarot deck is not made with the intention of being,

588
00:28:37.240 --> 00:28:39.519
<v Speaker 4>you know, a terror deck, then you can call it

589
00:28:39.559 --> 00:28:39.960
<v Speaker 4>a deck.

590
00:28:40.400 --> 00:28:43.279
<v Speaker 5>Maybe not a terror deck, like I've seen those, you know,

591
00:28:43.359 --> 00:28:44.759
<v Speaker 5>like cold or whatever.

592
00:28:45.240 --> 00:28:48.079
<v Speaker 4>Sure, yeah exactly, it's like oh cool, sure you can

593
00:28:48.079 --> 00:28:49.079
<v Speaker 4>call that a creator own thing.

594
00:28:49.160 --> 00:28:53.000
<v Speaker 5>But then that's not Terot. That's like absolutely, I guess.

595
00:28:52.839 --> 00:28:55.559
<v Speaker 3>It was our deck then yeah, so it's not like

596
00:28:55.640 --> 00:28:58.960
<v Speaker 3>an actual practical reading deck. And like as artists, I

597
00:28:59.000 --> 00:29:01.279
<v Speaker 3>got a beef with our decks. But like, make sure

598
00:29:01.319 --> 00:29:04.319
<v Speaker 3>people know what it is, because then those the newbies

599
00:29:04.359 --> 00:29:05.920
<v Speaker 3>are gonna get get fucked.

600
00:29:05.759 --> 00:29:08.880
<v Speaker 4>Up, yeah exactly, or like make it explicit if it's

601
00:29:08.920 --> 00:29:11.519
<v Speaker 4>an oracle deck like that there's a system and whatever,

602
00:29:11.559 --> 00:29:17.799
<v Speaker 4>but then okay, you you have the descriptions, it's something else, right.

603
00:29:17.960 --> 00:29:20.799
<v Speaker 1>I've only felt like a tarot snob. One time, this

604
00:29:20.880 --> 00:29:25.160
<v Speaker 1>woman pulled out a deck that was made by what's

605
00:29:25.200 --> 00:29:27.599
<v Speaker 1>that place in the mall that's next to at Spencer's.

606
00:29:27.599 --> 00:29:31.960
<v Speaker 1>It was a Spencer's gift deck that had all these

607
00:29:32.039 --> 00:29:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Halloween things as the different suits. It was. It was

608
00:29:37.119 --> 00:29:39.519
<v Speaker 1>really bad, like they had the wolfmn on. There is

609
00:29:39.599 --> 00:29:41.400
<v Speaker 1>like the Emperor card and stuff.

610
00:29:41.400 --> 00:29:41.720
<v Speaker 5>It was.

611
00:29:42.920 --> 00:29:44.160
<v Speaker 2>It was pretty bad.

612
00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:48.680
<v Speaker 3>There is an actual Halloween tarot and I actually have

613
00:29:48.720 --> 00:29:51.200
<v Speaker 3>had a suit. It wasn't that one. Yeah, I did

614
00:29:51.200 --> 00:29:54.079
<v Speaker 3>have a student once try to learn with that first,

615
00:29:54.119 --> 00:30:00.519
<v Speaker 3>and I was like maybe not please please know.

616
00:30:04.160 --> 00:30:08.400
<v Speaker 2>So if you don't mind, like what was what would

617
00:30:08.440 --> 00:30:10.000
<v Speaker 2>be like? I guess when you were like kind of

618
00:30:10.000 --> 00:30:12.920
<v Speaker 2>growing up, like when you're into this stuff, what would

619
00:30:12.960 --> 00:30:15.680
<v Speaker 2>have been like I guess your normal practices, like what

620
00:30:15.799 --> 00:30:19.599
<v Speaker 2>was your I guess magical daily life like or even

621
00:30:19.599 --> 00:30:21.799
<v Speaker 2>what is it like now too, you know whatever.

622
00:30:22.680 --> 00:30:26.400
<v Speaker 3>Honestly, it's it's pretty subtle these days, like I don't

623
00:30:26.440 --> 00:30:30.519
<v Speaker 3>go too crazy. But when I was younger, it was

624
00:30:30.680 --> 00:30:34.119
<v Speaker 3>a lot of spirit contact, spirit work, mediumship, whether that

625
00:30:34.319 --> 00:30:39.279
<v Speaker 3>was just spirits chilling out ancestors. There was. There were

626
00:30:39.319 --> 00:30:41.000
<v Speaker 3>like a few deities that I worked with back in

627
00:30:41.039 --> 00:30:45.759
<v Speaker 3>the day. There were nature spirits, like land spirits, a

628
00:30:45.880 --> 00:30:48.160
<v Speaker 3>dragon spirit that I was really vibing with as a kid,

629
00:30:48.359 --> 00:30:51.359
<v Speaker 3>makes sense, I guess I was. It was a lot

630
00:30:51.400 --> 00:30:55.160
<v Speaker 3>of mediumship and like animism and just connecting with place,

631
00:30:55.400 --> 00:30:58.440
<v Speaker 3>connecting with the objects around me. It was a lot

632
00:30:58.480 --> 00:30:59.880
<v Speaker 3>of stuff like that, Like I had a little all

633
00:31:00.359 --> 00:31:05.240
<v Speaker 3>so ritual candles, the whole shebang, like pretty much what

634
00:31:05.319 --> 00:31:08.680
<v Speaker 3>you're kind of thinking. But for me, the most important

635
00:31:08.720 --> 00:31:11.359
<v Speaker 3>thing for me magically has always been the spirit contact

636
00:31:11.400 --> 00:31:14.200
<v Speaker 3>piece and the energy work piece. Like I've never been

637
00:31:14.359 --> 00:31:18.519
<v Speaker 3>super big in terms of like ceremonialism or you know,

638
00:31:18.839 --> 00:31:22.640
<v Speaker 3>needing to do things in a particular exact OCD type

639
00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:24.839
<v Speaker 3>of way, Like that's never really been the way that

640
00:31:24.880 --> 00:31:28.200
<v Speaker 3>I've worked, Like I've always been a little bit more intuitive, spontaneous,

641
00:31:28.359 --> 00:31:31.640
<v Speaker 3>like close to the ground, like riding the waves of

642
00:31:31.839 --> 00:31:34.759
<v Speaker 3>the vibes has always been my thing. Like for me,

643
00:31:34.880 --> 00:31:39.799
<v Speaker 3>that's always felt the most magical, the strongest experiences, the

644
00:31:39.839 --> 00:31:43.599
<v Speaker 3>best results I've gotten have been when it's come from

645
00:31:43.599 --> 00:31:46.839
<v Speaker 3>a kind of immediate need rather than like, all right,

646
00:31:46.880 --> 00:31:50.160
<v Speaker 3>it's five PM. It's magic time, Like let's go. And

647
00:31:50.240 --> 00:31:51.880
<v Speaker 3>no disrespect to folks who do that. I think like

648
00:31:51.920 --> 00:31:54.880
<v Speaker 3>some folks need to or some people's minds work best

649
00:31:54.880 --> 00:31:57.599
<v Speaker 3>in that kind of regimented way. But that's never really

650
00:31:57.640 --> 00:32:02.160
<v Speaker 3>been how I've felt called to practice these days. I

651
00:32:02.240 --> 00:32:06.039
<v Speaker 3>work with Santamente and also Saint Lucy and then my

652
00:32:06.079 --> 00:32:10.079
<v Speaker 3>ancestor spirits as well, and the land also to some extent.

653
00:32:10.200 --> 00:32:14.359
<v Speaker 3>So it's a lot of just energy based stuff. Nice

654
00:32:15.000 --> 00:32:16.759
<v Speaker 3>this It doesn't really look like you're doing too much,

655
00:32:16.839 --> 00:32:17.599
<v Speaker 3>but you are.

656
00:32:19.279 --> 00:32:22.000
<v Speaker 2>I get that. Yeah, do you get like a lot

657
00:32:22.000 --> 00:32:25.319
<v Speaker 2>into like herbs and crystals and stuff or no, I

658
00:32:25.319 --> 00:32:28.480
<v Speaker 2>don't know how much that stuff is incorporated into that stuff.

659
00:32:28.359 --> 00:32:31.200
<v Speaker 3>Like I can fuck with that, but like it's not

660
00:32:31.240 --> 00:32:33.119
<v Speaker 3>the biggest part of my practice. I would say, like

661
00:32:33.200 --> 00:32:35.920
<v Speaker 3>I have some little things around is like cute sea

662
00:32:35.960 --> 00:32:39.000
<v Speaker 3>little things, but I'm definitely not one of those people

663
00:32:39.039 --> 00:32:41.400
<v Speaker 3>that's got like twenty crystals. It's like, all right, what

664
00:32:41.480 --> 00:32:44.440
<v Speaker 3>crystal we use them for the magic today? Like that's

665
00:32:44.480 --> 00:32:46.680
<v Speaker 3>never really been my thing. And like, again, no shade

666
00:32:46.680 --> 00:32:48.000
<v Speaker 3>to folks you practice that way. I think it is

667
00:32:48.039 --> 00:32:51.319
<v Speaker 3>to legit and I do believe that stones have energies

668
00:32:51.319 --> 00:32:53.559
<v Speaker 3>and YadA YadA, but it's it's not a big part

669
00:32:53.559 --> 00:32:56.160
<v Speaker 3>of my practice. I would say, like, I'm very like

670
00:32:56.440 --> 00:33:00.759
<v Speaker 3>energetically focused in terms of how I work.

671
00:33:01.359 --> 00:33:02.720
<v Speaker 5>One question that came to mind.

672
00:33:03.039 --> 00:33:05.039
<v Speaker 4>I don't know if it works like this for you,

673
00:33:05.240 --> 00:33:08.079
<v Speaker 4>but I know from some people that do work with

674
00:33:08.119 --> 00:33:11.799
<v Speaker 4>like spirits or mediumship in this case, they would get,

675
00:33:12.920 --> 00:33:15.880
<v Speaker 4>for example, not tips, but they would get like a

676
00:33:16.000 --> 00:33:18.279
<v Speaker 4>job to be done, for example, like go and get

677
00:33:18.279 --> 00:33:20.559
<v Speaker 4>the scandal on that time, on that whatever whatever, like

678
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:23.640
<v Speaker 4>very specific from the spirit. Do you know, get this

679
00:33:23.759 --> 00:33:27.359
<v Speaker 4>other thing and mix it up and so on, So

680
00:33:27.799 --> 00:33:28.920
<v Speaker 4>you do get those tides.

681
00:33:29.559 --> 00:33:32.759
<v Speaker 3>Yeah sometimes for sure. Yeah sometimes, But if I'm getting

682
00:33:32.759 --> 00:33:34.640
<v Speaker 3>those instructions, I'm following them for sure.

683
00:33:34.880 --> 00:33:35.680
<v Speaker 5>Nice. Yeah.

684
00:33:35.720 --> 00:33:38.440
<v Speaker 4>And then and then that becomes like I'm telling this

685
00:33:38.519 --> 00:33:41.920
<v Speaker 4>because I've saw a Cobblest doing this kind of study

686
00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:45.039
<v Speaker 4>where he would study what the guys are requesting, and

687
00:33:45.079 --> 00:33:47.160
<v Speaker 4>then he would see like the astrological time and whatever,

688
00:33:47.200 --> 00:33:47.880
<v Speaker 4>and it would.

689
00:33:47.680 --> 00:33:50.359
<v Speaker 5>Make sense for ever work for what their requests.

690
00:33:50.359 --> 00:33:52.400
<v Speaker 4>So like a person doesn't even have to know because

691
00:33:52.400 --> 00:33:56.400
<v Speaker 4>the guys already not telling them this just make it.

692
00:33:57.720 --> 00:33:59.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I love that you brought that up. And like,

693
00:33:59.119 --> 00:34:02.079
<v Speaker 3>for me, that also highlights the importance of that trust

694
00:34:02.720 --> 00:34:07.160
<v Speaker 3>between like the practitioner and then whoever we're working with spiritually,

695
00:34:07.519 --> 00:34:09.679
<v Speaker 3>to be able to trust first of all, that we've

696
00:34:09.679 --> 00:34:11.400
<v Speaker 3>got some good spirits on our team and it's not

697
00:34:11.440 --> 00:34:14.440
<v Speaker 3>just like some sketchy, random spirit fucking us up. I

698
00:34:14.440 --> 00:34:16.039
<v Speaker 3>think some people don't know how to discern that, which

699
00:34:16.079 --> 00:34:19.159
<v Speaker 3>is interesting. But when we do have that spiritual relationship

700
00:34:19.159 --> 00:34:21.840
<v Speaker 3>that is super strong, it becomes easier to trust some

701
00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:24.639
<v Speaker 3>of these instructions that you're talking about and then having

702
00:34:24.679 --> 00:34:27.239
<v Speaker 3>the faith in the whole process to actually execute on it,

703
00:34:27.679 --> 00:34:29.880
<v Speaker 3>rather than to be like, oh, I'm getting this impression

704
00:34:29.880 --> 00:34:31.440
<v Speaker 3>that I should get this at this time, but I'm

705
00:34:31.440 --> 00:34:34.079
<v Speaker 3>just going to ignore that because I'm just making that up,

706
00:34:34.079 --> 00:34:37.920
<v Speaker 3>which I have heard from some newer practitioners, especially that

707
00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:41.199
<v Speaker 3>they're kind of afraid to go down that path and

708
00:34:41.280 --> 00:34:47.280
<v Speaker 3>follow whatever that let's say, inspired speech happens to direct

709
00:34:47.320 --> 00:34:50.039
<v Speaker 3>them be doing. That's definitely an interesting thing to bring up.

710
00:34:51.119 --> 00:34:52.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and I completely agree with you.

711
00:34:52.760 --> 00:34:55.679
<v Speaker 4>You've got to trust what you're listening to or like

712
00:34:55.800 --> 00:35:00.880
<v Speaker 4>know how to differentiate because otherwise, yeah, I mean you

713
00:35:01.079 --> 00:35:02.760
<v Speaker 4>also kind of trust it, right, Like you wouldn't do

714
00:35:02.760 --> 00:35:03.880
<v Speaker 4>it because you don't trust.

715
00:35:03.960 --> 00:35:04.880
<v Speaker 5>If I know the.

716
00:35:05.320 --> 00:35:07.880
<v Speaker 4>Person's helping me is like an expert, it's like hiring

717
00:35:07.880 --> 00:35:10.800
<v Speaker 4>a person in real life, right, if I'm hiring an expert, Yeah,

718
00:35:10.800 --> 00:35:13.039
<v Speaker 4>I'm trusting with the guys talking involving him. You know,

719
00:35:13.079 --> 00:35:17.559
<v Speaker 4>I'm hiring him because he's an expert. Yeah makes sense?

720
00:35:18.000 --> 00:35:20.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, Yeah, that's huge.

721
00:35:20.559 --> 00:35:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Well, I think there's different styles to a lot of

722
00:35:23.400 --> 00:35:27.880
<v Speaker 1>the contract work requires a lot of really highly segmented

723
00:35:28.039 --> 00:35:31.440
<v Speaker 1>and uh specific forms, Whereas if you're just trying to

724
00:35:31.440 --> 00:35:34.519
<v Speaker 1>get to know your local nature and everything else like that,

725
00:35:34.559 --> 00:35:37.400
<v Speaker 1>you're already in that conversation. So tapping into that a

726
00:35:37.440 --> 00:35:39.119
<v Speaker 1>little bit more is not going to require all those

727
00:35:39.159 --> 00:35:40.000
<v Speaker 1>rituals and things.

728
00:35:40.480 --> 00:35:42.679
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely well.

729
00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:49.000
<v Speaker 2>I know you also with your pH d, Like, how

730
00:35:49.039 --> 00:35:50.880
<v Speaker 2>does that tie into kind of like what you're doing.

731
00:35:52.159 --> 00:35:56.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so okay, so TILDR. I'm doing a PhD in

732
00:35:56.320 --> 00:35:59.519
<v Speaker 3>a Philosophy of Science department. So the other name for

733
00:35:59.559 --> 00:36:02.000
<v Speaker 3>that feel does Science and Technology studies, So we basically

734
00:36:02.000 --> 00:36:03.880
<v Speaker 3>look at science, what is it, how does it work?

735
00:36:04.039 --> 00:36:06.920
<v Speaker 3>Blah blah blah. And so within that context, I am

736
00:36:07.239 --> 00:36:10.360
<v Speaker 3>doing work on witchcraft and magic as a form of

737
00:36:10.480 --> 00:36:14.239
<v Speaker 3>trauma healing, and so the tail dr on that, because

738
00:36:14.280 --> 00:36:18.000
<v Speaker 3>it's like a lot of writing on it, is that trauma.

739
00:36:18.599 --> 00:36:21.719
<v Speaker 3>We get there because we kind of are frozen and

740
00:36:21.760 --> 00:36:24.280
<v Speaker 3>we we're kind of paralyzed, right. Trauma basically is a

741
00:36:24.280 --> 00:36:27.559
<v Speaker 3>paralysis response, and that's why it's so persistent, That's why

742
00:36:27.599 --> 00:36:29.760
<v Speaker 3>we kind of stay there a long time once we're there.

743
00:36:29.800 --> 00:36:31.880
<v Speaker 3>And So what I think is really unique about witchcraft

744
00:36:31.880 --> 00:36:36.559
<v Speaker 3>and magic is it inherently is about action. It's about

745
00:36:36.559 --> 00:36:39.320
<v Speaker 3>doing something. It is like, you can't be paralyzed and

746
00:36:39.360 --> 00:36:42.639
<v Speaker 3>do magic. Really like, you have to do something. You

747
00:36:42.719 --> 00:36:44.719
<v Speaker 3>have to set an intention, you've got to go get

748
00:36:44.719 --> 00:36:47.679
<v Speaker 3>the stuff, you've got to do the practice, you've got

749
00:36:47.679 --> 00:36:51.639
<v Speaker 3>to act on it. Really and so my argument basically

750
00:36:51.719 --> 00:36:56.119
<v Speaker 3>is that witchcraft and magic is specifically unique spiritually because

751
00:36:56.119 --> 00:36:59.960
<v Speaker 3>it is so action oriented. It isn't really about past

752
00:37:00.079 --> 00:37:03.679
<v Speaker 3>civity or accepting things as they are, which is distinct

753
00:37:03.679 --> 00:37:07.320
<v Speaker 3>from a lot of other kind of spiritual tradition spaces,

754
00:37:07.320 --> 00:37:11.239
<v Speaker 3>which is about acceptance, you know, whatever, whatever, all of

755
00:37:11.280 --> 00:37:13.320
<v Speaker 3>that type of thing. We're just gonna like let the

756
00:37:13.360 --> 00:37:15.320
<v Speaker 3>vibes be how they are. We're going to accept life

757
00:37:15.360 --> 00:37:17.760
<v Speaker 3>as it is. We're going to be you know, very chill.

758
00:37:18.199 --> 00:37:20.880
<v Speaker 3>And what I like about magic for trauma is it's

759
00:37:20.920 --> 00:37:24.119
<v Speaker 3>possible to be like, all right, everything sucks, let's make

760
00:37:24.119 --> 00:37:25.880
<v Speaker 3>it not suck. I don't want to accept the fact

761
00:37:25.880 --> 00:37:29.519
<v Speaker 3>that everything sucks, Like, let's change some shit. And my

762
00:37:29.679 --> 00:37:32.480
<v Speaker 3>argument basically is that there's an empowerment in that that

763
00:37:32.519 --> 00:37:36.159
<v Speaker 3>can help dislodge that paralysis, freeze response that a lot

764
00:37:36.159 --> 00:37:39.239
<v Speaker 3>of people get in trauma. Obviously, I think everyone should

765
00:37:39.239 --> 00:37:42.440
<v Speaker 3>also metathorpy do all that normal sciencey shit, but if

766
00:37:42.440 --> 00:37:46.400
<v Speaker 3>we are going to get engaged spiritually, my argument basically

767
00:37:46.480 --> 00:37:49.880
<v Speaker 3>is that magic can really help people if they take

768
00:37:49.880 --> 00:37:50.519
<v Speaker 3>it seriously.

769
00:37:52.679 --> 00:37:55.800
<v Speaker 2>I totally agree with that. I think, you know, I've

770
00:37:55.840 --> 00:37:57.800
<v Speaker 2>even said before, I think a lot of shadow work

771
00:37:57.840 --> 00:38:02.400
<v Speaker 2>is very important, you know, the practice magic absolutely and

772
00:38:02.440 --> 00:38:04.519
<v Speaker 2>like even for myself, like I guess at one point

773
00:38:04.519 --> 00:38:06.519
<v Speaker 2>before I started, you know, I just getting into a

774
00:38:06.559 --> 00:38:09.840
<v Speaker 2>little bit deeper. I was doing kind of like it

775
00:38:09.880 --> 00:38:13.239
<v Speaker 2>was so much trauma based, but I was focusing on

776
00:38:13.320 --> 00:38:17.679
<v Speaker 2>things that the ways that I thought are certain things

777
00:38:17.719 --> 00:38:20.920
<v Speaker 2>were kind of engraved into me. I was not agreeing

778
00:38:21.000 --> 00:38:23.880
<v Speaker 2>with anymore, and I wanted to change. So I was

779
00:38:23.880 --> 00:38:26.039
<v Speaker 2>a lot of focusing on that too. So I'm assuming

780
00:38:26.119 --> 00:38:27.239
<v Speaker 2>you very much the same.

781
00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:32.480
<v Speaker 3>That's important, absolutely, I think it's super important, and I

782
00:38:32.519 --> 00:38:35.119
<v Speaker 3>just think is crucial in the community at large. And

783
00:38:35.320 --> 00:38:37.800
<v Speaker 3>what I do observe sometimes, unfortunately, is a lot of

784
00:38:37.800 --> 00:38:40.400
<v Speaker 3>people that say teaching this stuff or presenting themselves to

785
00:38:40.440 --> 00:38:43.960
<v Speaker 3>be experts at magic or whatever, who their life sucks.

786
00:38:44.079 --> 00:38:47.039
<v Speaker 3>They seem miserable, and I'm kind of like, dude, like,

787
00:38:47.119 --> 00:38:50.760
<v Speaker 3>where's your magic in all of this? Like, how is

788
00:38:50.760 --> 00:38:53.039
<v Speaker 3>it that you haven't healed all of this shit yet

789
00:38:53.039 --> 00:38:56.079
<v Speaker 3>and your life is a disaster. It does make me

790
00:38:56.119 --> 00:39:00.320
<v Speaker 3>sometimes question people's practice, like if they're still mud after

791
00:39:00.360 --> 00:39:03.039
<v Speaker 3>so long, because this stuff really is supposed to help people,

792
00:39:03.360 --> 00:39:04.880
<v Speaker 3>like if you do it properly, like it really can

793
00:39:05.000 --> 00:39:07.639
<v Speaker 3>elevate you out of some shit. So that to me

794
00:39:07.760 --> 00:39:10.039
<v Speaker 3>is just always like a little bit interesting to observe.

795
00:39:11.280 --> 00:39:15.119
<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I guess that, Keith, it was all.

796
00:39:15.199 --> 00:39:15.320
<v Speaker 4>Well.

797
00:39:15.320 --> 00:39:17.719
<v Speaker 2>There's also times when I just from my experience, sometimes

798
00:39:17.760 --> 00:39:20.159
<v Speaker 2>people do shadow work and it's like, I think you're

799
00:39:20.199 --> 00:39:22.400
<v Speaker 2>kind of just feeding that team in now you're not

800
00:39:22.440 --> 00:39:25.039
<v Speaker 2>really doing totally. Yeah, And I mean that's probably slippery

801
00:39:25.039 --> 00:39:26.159
<v Speaker 2>slope with anybody. Really.

802
00:39:27.559 --> 00:39:29.679
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Yeah, it's interesting.

803
00:39:32.280 --> 00:39:35.280
<v Speaker 2>That's cool when you when you like schedule to kind

804
00:39:35.280 --> 00:39:35.920
<v Speaker 2>of be done for that.

805
00:39:37.000 --> 00:39:40.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so hopefully summer twenty twenty six. So like the

806
00:39:40.039 --> 00:39:43.480
<v Speaker 3>thing has been written like since July, it's just jumping

807
00:39:43.519 --> 00:39:47.280
<v Speaker 3>through all the academic hoops. Like academics are very slow

808
00:39:47.880 --> 00:39:50.920
<v Speaker 3>in terms of scheduling their stuff. Like hurting academics is

809
00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:54.559
<v Speaker 3>kind of like hurting cats. Like it's very challenging. Like

810
00:39:54.599 --> 00:39:57.039
<v Speaker 3>everyone is on like a very chilled out timeline. So

811
00:39:57.119 --> 00:39:59.920
<v Speaker 3>at the moment, it's just like waiting for everyone else

812
00:40:00.159 --> 00:40:01.880
<v Speaker 3>to kind of read it. And then we're going to

813
00:40:01.960 --> 00:40:04.599
<v Speaker 3>have to invite two more kind of external examiners to

814
00:40:05.599 --> 00:40:08.400
<v Speaker 3>jump on board, and then I'll have a really fun

815
00:40:08.480 --> 00:40:10.960
<v Speaker 3>three to four hour oral example. I will get to

816
00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:14.079
<v Speaker 3>prove that I am not done. So that's like how

817
00:40:14.119 --> 00:40:18.679
<v Speaker 3>it goes. That'll be doctor Sabrina the Witch Doctor. So

818
00:40:18.719 --> 00:40:25.320
<v Speaker 3>that'll be very fun. It'll be fun. Yeah, we'll see

819
00:40:25.320 --> 00:40:25.840
<v Speaker 3>how it goes.

820
00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:29.599
<v Speaker 2>And I know you got a bunch of books too,

821
00:40:30.039 --> 00:40:33.400
<v Speaker 2>So when we get into some of that actually doing.

822
00:40:33.280 --> 00:40:35.119
<v Speaker 3>That, I have many books.

823
00:40:35.239 --> 00:40:36.800
<v Speaker 2>Yea, let's see.

824
00:40:38.119 --> 00:40:41.760
<v Speaker 3>I'll show you guys, just for just for fun, these

825
00:40:42.159 --> 00:40:46.320
<v Speaker 3>kind of heavy all right, this is all my things.

826
00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:50.320
<v Speaker 3>So there's actually one Journal missing, So I've got four journals,

827
00:40:50.840 --> 00:40:53.320
<v Speaker 3>two Tarot Journals, one Oracle Card Journal, and then one

828
00:40:54.599 --> 00:40:58.960
<v Speaker 3>Magic Journal. Says the Magic Journal very fun cover. But

829
00:40:59.079 --> 00:41:03.480
<v Speaker 3>otherwise I think my most interesting books are probably my

830
00:41:03.559 --> 00:41:10.159
<v Speaker 3>graphic novels, which are these. So this is my first one.

831
00:41:10.280 --> 00:41:13.039
<v Speaker 3>This actually got nominated for the Best Graphic Novel in

832
00:41:13.039 --> 00:41:15.840
<v Speaker 3>Canada when it came out, which is which fun. So

833
00:41:15.840 --> 00:41:18.159
<v Speaker 3>it was originally self puff. Now it's with Wiser And

834
00:41:18.159 --> 00:41:23.800
<v Speaker 3>this is basically nice a magical philosophy type of book.

835
00:41:24.039 --> 00:41:26.440
<v Speaker 3>So the guy who wrote the foreword is like one

836
00:41:26.480 --> 00:41:29.519
<v Speaker 3>of the foremost environmental philosophers working right now. And basically

837
00:41:29.519 --> 00:41:33.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm talking about witchcraft as a form of environmental knowing,

838
00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:35.360
<v Speaker 3>Like what do we learn about the environment in the

839
00:41:35.440 --> 00:41:39.960
<v Speaker 3>land from witchcraft and animism and all of that. So

840
00:41:40.000 --> 00:41:44.480
<v Speaker 3>it's like very very vibey, and it's also very much

841
00:41:44.599 --> 00:41:47.360
<v Speaker 3>like magic in the city, like magic in an urban setting,

842
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:49.320
<v Speaker 3>Like what does it mean to connect with witchcraft and

843
00:41:49.360 --> 00:41:52.239
<v Speaker 3>magic when we are living like downtown in a big city,

844
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:55.159
<v Speaker 3>which is pretty much where I've lived for the last

845
00:41:55.760 --> 00:41:58.599
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, twenty years. I haven't lived out in

846
00:41:58.599 --> 00:42:01.039
<v Speaker 3>the burbs in a really long time, so how do

847
00:42:01.079 --> 00:42:04.840
<v Speaker 3>we do magic amongst the skyscrapers. It's kind of what

848
00:42:04.880 --> 00:42:07.840
<v Speaker 3>that's about. And then this is actually a part of

849
00:42:07.840 --> 00:42:10.679
<v Speaker 3>the PhD, this graphic novels. This is like witchcraft and

850
00:42:10.719 --> 00:42:13.960
<v Speaker 3>trauma kind of memoir type of stuff. This is specifically

851
00:42:14.000 --> 00:42:16.360
<v Speaker 3>kind of my story and how how did I come

852
00:42:16.440 --> 00:42:19.800
<v Speaker 3>to understand this shit? It's like three times longer than

853
00:42:19.840 --> 00:42:22.320
<v Speaker 3>the other ones will try to show you, guys. So

854
00:42:22.360 --> 00:42:24.320
<v Speaker 3>I did all the art and the writing and the

855
00:42:24.440 --> 00:42:28.159
<v Speaker 3>design blah blah blah. So like, yeah, so I'm really

856
00:42:28.159 --> 00:42:30.079
<v Speaker 3>proud of this one. So this came out this year,

857
00:42:31.199 --> 00:42:34.880
<v Speaker 3>thank you. And then this is like a witchy one

858
00:42:34.920 --> 00:42:38.480
<v Speaker 3>oh one And it was actually originally signed a Penguin,

859
00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:41.079
<v Speaker 3>but then they were pressing me off, so I bought

860
00:42:41.119 --> 00:42:43.960
<v Speaker 3>my rights back and just signed to self pub and

861
00:42:44.039 --> 00:42:47.119
<v Speaker 3>I have absolutely no regrets. So this is kind of

862
00:42:47.159 --> 00:42:51.039
<v Speaker 3>like more pros like technique based how to. So my

863
00:42:51.119 --> 00:42:54.559
<v Speaker 3>mission with this was to write a non denominational energy

864
00:42:54.960 --> 00:42:57.000
<v Speaker 3>how the fuck to do the stuff because a lot

865
00:42:57.039 --> 00:42:58.760
<v Speaker 3>of people would read my first book and they're like

866
00:42:58.840 --> 00:43:00.920
<v Speaker 3>they'd be like, all right, I bought it, and now

867
00:43:00.920 --> 00:43:03.239
<v Speaker 3>what do I do? And so this book is kind

868
00:43:03.239 --> 00:43:05.800
<v Speaker 3>of the answer to that. Question, and it can be

869
00:43:05.880 --> 00:43:09.840
<v Speaker 3>used no matter what people believe, like if they're Christian, atheist, Buddhists,

870
00:43:09.840 --> 00:43:12.760
<v Speaker 3>what they want to do magic like that's very much

871
00:43:12.840 --> 00:43:16.159
<v Speaker 3>like energy work mechanics, pretty much as how I describe it.

872
00:43:17.119 --> 00:43:21.559
<v Speaker 3>And then this one came out this year a few

873
00:43:21.559 --> 00:43:23.679
<v Speaker 3>months ago. Actually it's like my most cute sea book

874
00:43:23.719 --> 00:43:26.480
<v Speaker 3>for sure. It's called The Witch at Home, very cute.

875
00:43:26.679 --> 00:43:29.719
<v Speaker 3>And so this one is like magic in the mundane,

876
00:43:30.000 --> 00:43:33.159
<v Speaker 3>and I'm basically explaining like typical stuff we do every day,

877
00:43:33.239 --> 00:43:37.119
<v Speaker 3>like cooking, putting on our shoes, putting on moisturizer like

878
00:43:37.159 --> 00:43:39.880
<v Speaker 3>stuff like that, and how can we understand that as

879
00:43:40.760 --> 00:43:43.679
<v Speaker 3>as magical if we've got the right intention. So I

880
00:43:43.719 --> 00:43:46.679
<v Speaker 3>really don't think magic has to be put on our

881
00:43:46.719 --> 00:43:50.199
<v Speaker 3>witchy cloak and clap three times and get twenty candles.

882
00:43:50.199 --> 00:43:52.039
<v Speaker 3>Like I love all that stuff, don't get me wrong,

883
00:43:52.119 --> 00:43:55.960
<v Speaker 3>But like I think, like it seems basic, but I

884
00:43:55.960 --> 00:44:01.000
<v Speaker 3>think it's like sneakly advanced as well. So that's that.

885
00:44:01.039 --> 00:44:02.639
<v Speaker 3>And then I've got a book of poetry which is

886
00:44:02.679 --> 00:44:07.800
<v Speaker 3>a little bit more dark and it is more like

887
00:44:07.880 --> 00:44:11.440
<v Speaker 3>sexual assault healing type of poems, but there is like

888
00:44:11.639 --> 00:44:14.079
<v Speaker 3>a magical element because I did work with witchcraft to

889
00:44:14.159 --> 00:44:18.039
<v Speaker 3>kind of move past that. And so there is poems

890
00:44:18.039 --> 00:44:21.519
<v Speaker 3>about those rituals in here too, for anyone for whom

891
00:44:21.559 --> 00:44:23.480
<v Speaker 3>that would be healing, which I think is a lot

892
00:44:23.519 --> 00:44:26.639
<v Speaker 3>of women unfortunately. So that's the repertoire. And I've got

893
00:44:26.679 --> 00:44:29.239
<v Speaker 3>like four or five other ones planned. So we'll see.

894
00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:31.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh wow, too.

895
00:44:31.039 --> 00:44:33.719
<v Speaker 3>Many books in my brain, so we'll see what happens.

896
00:44:34.440 --> 00:44:39.079
<v Speaker 1>It's funny. My other favorite academic author, magician is a

897
00:44:39.079 --> 00:44:43.400
<v Speaker 1>guy named Isaac Bonowitz. Okay, nineteen seventies. Yeah, he got

898
00:44:43.400 --> 00:44:45.800
<v Speaker 1>his degree in magic and they're like, no, we're not

899
00:44:45.840 --> 00:44:48.320
<v Speaker 1>doing that anymore. So it's been a long time, but

900
00:44:48.400 --> 00:44:50.880
<v Speaker 1>it's sort of had that chasm there, but I think

901
00:44:50.920 --> 00:44:53.400
<v Speaker 1>a lot more academics are going back to magic. Is like,

902
00:44:54.039 --> 00:44:56.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, there's so much more stuff here that we

903
00:44:56.760 --> 00:44:59.639
<v Speaker 1>missed the first time, calling it pseudoscience or whatever.

904
00:45:00.239 --> 00:45:03.840
<v Speaker 3>Totally yeah, And I think there actually is a program

905
00:45:04.000 --> 00:45:05.599
<v Speaker 3>I think in the Netherlands. You guys know what I'm

906
00:45:05.639 --> 00:45:07.760
<v Speaker 3>talking about where you can actually get I think a

907
00:45:07.800 --> 00:45:11.400
<v Speaker 3>master's and a PhD in like occult studies or something.

908
00:45:11.440 --> 00:45:12.079
<v Speaker 3>Do you guys want to.

909
00:45:13.239 --> 00:45:15.960
<v Speaker 1>Guy's going over there soon, So ask Matt. He's going

910
00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:17.880
<v Speaker 1>to be uh, definitely researching that.

911
00:45:18.760 --> 00:45:23.079
<v Speaker 4>Okay, then exactly like the thing that you're talking about that,

912
00:45:23.760 --> 00:45:24.599
<v Speaker 4>I can see it.

913
00:45:24.679 --> 00:45:25.960
<v Speaker 5>I can see it happened there.

914
00:45:26.679 --> 00:45:26.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

915
00:45:27.480 --> 00:45:31.360
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's cool as hell, So that's happening. And there

916
00:45:31.400 --> 00:45:33.119
<v Speaker 3>is actually an interesting book. I haven't read it yet,

917
00:45:33.119 --> 00:45:35.920
<v Speaker 3>but it's on my shelf. It's called I'm in the Academy,

918
00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:40.039
<v Speaker 3>which I think is kind of about this whole type

919
00:45:40.079 --> 00:45:45.320
<v Speaker 3>of thing, like that connection between occultism meant academics. It's interesting.

920
00:45:46.400 --> 00:45:50.760
<v Speaker 1>Ours notoria. You know about that one. I did a

921
00:45:50.800 --> 00:45:54.119
<v Speaker 1>whole book about spells on how to get the angels

922
00:45:54.119 --> 00:45:56.400
<v Speaker 1>to occupy your brain so you can copy down these

923
00:45:56.440 --> 00:45:57.519
<v Speaker 1>agent homes better.

924
00:45:58.280 --> 00:45:58.679
<v Speaker 3>I love that.

925
00:45:58.920 --> 00:45:59.800
<v Speaker 1>It's really interesting.

926
00:46:00.039 --> 00:46:02.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was like a real big one on memory

927
00:46:02.920 --> 00:46:04.639
<v Speaker 2>old I think from the whole hundreds.

928
00:46:06.039 --> 00:46:09.639
<v Speaker 4>Even if you think about before, right, like the Quadrivium, trivium,

929
00:46:09.679 --> 00:46:11.400
<v Speaker 4>this kind of stuff like what they used to study,

930
00:46:11.559 --> 00:46:16.159
<v Speaker 4>or the Masonic guys, the Freemasons, like yeah, they're basically academics,

931
00:46:16.159 --> 00:46:17.760
<v Speaker 4>they were scholars and whatever.

932
00:46:17.800 --> 00:46:20.440
<v Speaker 5>It just now it got kind of corrupted into this.

933
00:46:20.960 --> 00:46:24.239
<v Speaker 5>Oh no, it's sony sites. Yeah cool.

934
00:46:26.960 --> 00:46:28.719
<v Speaker 2>Well then even the other way where some people don't

935
00:46:28.719 --> 00:46:31.039
<v Speaker 2>even incorporate science into it.

936
00:46:31.800 --> 00:46:33.400
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, they won't even worse.

937
00:46:35.559 --> 00:46:38.519
<v Speaker 3>Honestly, I think academic study can always help people who

938
00:46:38.559 --> 00:46:41.000
<v Speaker 3>are practicing magic. Like, it is interesting to me how

939
00:46:41.000 --> 00:46:45.960
<v Speaker 3>many people are so anti academic study, and it's like

940
00:46:46.039 --> 00:46:49.079
<v Speaker 3>whatever you believe, Like read the history book, like, read

941
00:46:49.760 --> 00:46:52.280
<v Speaker 3>read the things, Like it's not gonna like fuck up

942
00:46:52.320 --> 00:46:56.880
<v Speaker 3>your practice. It'll actually probably give you more interesting things

943
00:46:56.880 --> 00:46:57.480
<v Speaker 3>to consider.

944
00:46:57.760 --> 00:46:59.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it might actually broaden it for you, make it moreach.

945
00:47:01.360 --> 00:47:02.679
<v Speaker 2>I fall in love with it.

946
00:47:03.719 --> 00:47:07.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, I think there's always somebody to be gained

947
00:47:07.320 --> 00:47:11.320
<v Speaker 3>from learning more, Like there's never something bad about that.

948
00:47:11.480 --> 00:47:14.559
<v Speaker 2>Honestly, I've even said, well there's a ton go ahead.

949
00:47:15.880 --> 00:47:20.000
<v Speaker 1>There's a ton of anthropology books out there about these

950
00:47:20.199 --> 00:47:23.480
<v Speaker 1>native practices with a whole bunch of really interesting insights.

951
00:47:23.519 --> 00:47:25.840
<v Speaker 1>So if you look up the ethnography of like voodoo,

952
00:47:26.320 --> 00:47:28.480
<v Speaker 1>they've got tons and tons of books on this stuff.

953
00:47:28.519 --> 00:47:32.000
<v Speaker 1>So it's it's an untapped resource when it comes to magic.

954
00:47:32.559 --> 00:47:35.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like my Bookshelf over Yonder has like got a

955
00:47:35.360 --> 00:47:40.039
<v Speaker 3>lot of that shit, And like I don't practice who

956
00:47:40.159 --> 00:47:42.440
<v Speaker 3>or any of that stuff, but like reading about it

957
00:47:42.480 --> 00:47:45.840
<v Speaker 3>academically I think is useful for anyone who is practicing

958
00:47:45.840 --> 00:47:48.519
<v Speaker 3>any form of magic, like even if people have no

959
00:47:48.639 --> 00:47:50.920
<v Speaker 3>plans to ever go down that route for themselves personally

960
00:47:50.920 --> 00:47:52.960
<v Speaker 3>in their practice, Like it's you're right, like there is

961
00:47:53.000 --> 00:47:55.920
<v Speaker 3>still so much to be gained from learning about like

962
00:47:55.960 --> 00:47:58.239
<v Speaker 3>what does magic look like in different cultures? And how

963
00:47:58.280 --> 00:47:58.719
<v Speaker 3>does that look?

964
00:47:58.760 --> 00:48:04.039
<v Speaker 2>Even sometimes I just real quick sometimes I even think

965
00:48:04.079 --> 00:48:07.559
<v Speaker 2>just seeing the cross cross symbolism can even help, like

966
00:48:07.760 --> 00:48:09.360
<v Speaker 2>you get a better understanding.

967
00:48:08.960 --> 00:48:12.079
<v Speaker 3>Too, absolutely yeah, because a lot of people are using

968
00:48:12.079 --> 00:48:15.159
<v Speaker 3>similar mechanics, like not always like often.

969
00:48:15.000 --> 00:48:19.000
<v Speaker 4>En Yeah, yeah, that's even if you don't use the

970
00:48:19.000 --> 00:48:21.599
<v Speaker 4>same name, it's still magic, you know, like if you

971
00:48:21.679 --> 00:48:24.800
<v Speaker 4>study car Jung and his stuff, it's purely alchemy and

972
00:48:24.840 --> 00:48:26.960
<v Speaker 4>magic and they call it psychotropy.

973
00:48:27.039 --> 00:48:29.280
<v Speaker 5>Okay, cool, you want to call it coming out good

974
00:48:29.320 --> 00:48:29.519
<v Speaker 5>for you?

975
00:48:32.840 --> 00:48:36.079
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely? Absolutely yeah, that.

976
00:48:36.079 --> 00:48:38.199
<v Speaker 2>Would be kind of like the really the shadow work

977
00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:40.880
<v Speaker 2>of a magician. Mm hmmm.

978
00:48:41.039 --> 00:48:41.480
<v Speaker 5>Exactly.

979
00:48:42.480 --> 00:48:44.719
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, And I think a lot of people maybe not

980
00:48:44.800 --> 00:48:47.639
<v Speaker 3>a lot, but like enough to be noticeable, are doing

981
00:48:47.800 --> 00:48:51.599
<v Speaker 3>magic from that space of being unhealed or like really

982
00:48:51.639 --> 00:48:54.519
<v Speaker 3>occupying the shadow space or whatever that is, and then

983
00:48:54.519 --> 00:48:58.360
<v Speaker 3>that creates these unpleasant ripples for themselves and like whoever

984
00:48:58.400 --> 00:49:00.400
<v Speaker 3>else I know, and Unfortunately, I have seen that a

985
00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:04.000
<v Speaker 3>lot over the years, like in the larger magical occult community,

986
00:49:04.039 --> 00:49:07.039
<v Speaker 3>like like the witch Wars, like the drama between everyone,

987
00:49:07.639 --> 00:49:09.599
<v Speaker 3>like it just seems to me so unnecessary, like if

988
00:49:09.599 --> 00:49:13.599
<v Speaker 3>we're all doing that work, like, why is this happening?

989
00:49:13.679 --> 00:49:17.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, I think that's unfortunately, that's why you know, this

990
00:49:17.960 --> 00:49:20.599
<v Speaker 2>is probably controversial and I don't know, Oh well, this

991
00:49:20.719 --> 00:49:23.000
<v Speaker 2>is my opinion that could be a side effect of

992
00:49:23.000 --> 00:49:26.159
<v Speaker 2>actually not doing the work, because unfortunately there's a lot

993
00:49:26.199 --> 00:49:28.679
<v Speaker 2>of that. This was kind of something I kind of

994
00:49:28.719 --> 00:49:30.719
<v Speaker 2>wanted to get into. I know you talked about it

995
00:49:30.800 --> 00:49:32.800
<v Speaker 2>not too long ago on your show. I don't want

996
00:49:32.840 --> 00:49:34.599
<v Speaker 2>to get into it too much, but I do like

997
00:49:34.599 --> 00:49:37.599
<v Speaker 2>to bring up the point kind of I think this

998
00:49:37.719 --> 00:49:40.480
<v Speaker 2>is why you even see people losing themselves and others

999
00:49:41.519 --> 00:49:45.800
<v Speaker 2>and why, like I think people like Listen there the

1000
00:49:45.800 --> 00:49:48.360
<v Speaker 2>same probably some of the same reasons I did loss

1001
00:49:48.639 --> 00:49:51.079
<v Speaker 2>have no control. I want to control in my life.

1002
00:49:51.360 --> 00:49:53.159
<v Speaker 2>You know, I might have been fearful why I even

1003
00:49:53.199 --> 00:49:55.480
<v Speaker 2>got into this stuff, but at some point I'm going

1004
00:49:55.559 --> 00:49:57.519
<v Speaker 2>to have to probably work on myself and I'm if

1005
00:49:57.559 --> 00:50:02.159
<v Speaker 2>I'm worried about protesting about some the fucker I never knew.

1006
00:50:01.960 --> 00:50:03.320
<v Speaker 2>How am I fixing myself?

1007
00:50:05.199 --> 00:50:05.559
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

1008
00:50:05.679 --> 00:50:07.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, if I'm worried about what the TV is

1009
00:50:07.000 --> 00:50:09.199
<v Speaker 2>fucking telling me to think, how am I working on myself?

1010
00:50:10.119 --> 00:50:12.559
<v Speaker 2>Mm hm? You know. And unfortunately that seems to be

1011
00:50:12.599 --> 00:50:14.960
<v Speaker 2>like almost like this growing thing of like some sort

1012
00:50:15.000 --> 00:50:18.119
<v Speaker 2>of let'll just keep it serious, like social justice warring,

1013
00:50:18.239 --> 00:50:21.559
<v Speaker 2>virtual signaling shit. Yeah, any way, I hate to say

1014
00:50:21.559 --> 00:50:24.199
<v Speaker 2>it is. I'm gonna keep it in eyes mostly just motherfuckers,

1015
00:50:24.599 --> 00:50:26.719
<v Speaker 2>completely inauthentic anyway.

1016
00:50:26.920 --> 00:50:30.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, now I agree completely, and I've gotten a lot

1017
00:50:30.039 --> 00:50:32.880
<v Speaker 3>of pushback for saying similar things as I'm sure you know,

1018
00:50:33.639 --> 00:50:37.639
<v Speaker 3>Like it is interesting to me how much that mindset

1019
00:50:37.679 --> 00:50:40.960
<v Speaker 3>that you've just described is infecting at least the Witchy space.

1020
00:50:41.039 --> 00:50:42.920
<v Speaker 3>Like I can't really speak to what that looks like

1021
00:50:43.039 --> 00:50:44.760
<v Speaker 3>and like the OTO or anything like that, because it's

1022
00:50:44.760 --> 00:50:46.559
<v Speaker 3>like not really my sphere, Like I have no idea,

1023
00:50:46.960 --> 00:50:49.199
<v Speaker 3>but in Witchy Land, where it is like a lot

1024
00:50:49.199 --> 00:50:52.920
<v Speaker 3>of women that has kind of taken over, a lot

1025
00:50:53.000 --> 00:50:55.639
<v Speaker 3>of the vibe is like this kind of such a

1026
00:50:55.679 --> 00:50:58.440
<v Speaker 3>justice war activism, and then you see like a lot

1027
00:50:58.480 --> 00:51:01.920
<v Speaker 3>of these women bullying each other. I've experienced people doing

1028
00:51:01.920 --> 00:51:04.920
<v Speaker 3>that to me, and like it is fucked up. I'm like,

1029
00:51:04.960 --> 00:51:07.440
<v Speaker 3>you guys, like, what is going on here?

1030
00:51:08.239 --> 00:51:10.480
<v Speaker 2>This is a show that's dropping in a few weeks.

1031
00:51:10.480 --> 00:51:14.119
<v Speaker 2>What I mean? Uh oh? I think this week that

1032
00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:15.920
<v Speaker 2>I did a few weeks ago on somebody else's show

1033
00:51:15.920 --> 00:51:17.880
<v Speaker 2>where I was like, legit told two or three times

1034
00:51:17.920 --> 00:51:19.360
<v Speaker 2>that I had white privilege, and I was like, Yo,

1035
00:51:19.480 --> 00:51:22.639
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck is going on right now? Because I

1036
00:51:22.679 --> 00:51:25.239
<v Speaker 2>didn't because I didn't agree with the OTO having meetings

1037
00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:28.719
<v Speaker 2>about George Floyd's situation, and like I'm sitting here and

1038
00:51:28.800 --> 00:51:31.559
<v Speaker 2>like I was really trying to be nice, and I'm like, Yo,

1039
00:51:31.599 --> 00:51:33.280
<v Speaker 2>I have somebody who's in front of me who does

1040
00:51:33.400 --> 00:51:37.199
<v Speaker 2>never even doesn't know anything about this organization telling me

1041
00:51:37.280 --> 00:51:41.239
<v Speaker 2>how it actually should be run. I'm like, like, how

1042
00:51:41.360 --> 00:51:45.440
<v Speaker 2>fascist is that? Actually? Like, who the fuck are you

1043
00:51:45.480 --> 00:51:47.440
<v Speaker 2>to tell the OTO how the fuck to run? They're

1044
00:51:47.480 --> 00:51:50.000
<v Speaker 2>based on the Book of the Law, not fucking CNN.

1045
00:51:51.320 --> 00:51:53.280
<v Speaker 2>George Floyd isn't in the Book of the Law. There's

1046
00:51:53.280 --> 00:51:56.880
<v Speaker 2>no George Floyd chapter. There's nothing in there tell you

1047
00:51:56.960 --> 00:52:01.480
<v Speaker 2>to watch fucking CNN and go protest, But you're what

1048
00:52:01.519 --> 00:52:03.880
<v Speaker 2>the fuck? It was just like I was just like,

1049
00:52:03.920 --> 00:52:06.239
<v Speaker 2>what is going on right now? And it's like, Yo,

1050
00:52:06.320 --> 00:52:07.519
<v Speaker 2>this that shit is a little too much.

1051
00:52:07.559 --> 00:52:11.800
<v Speaker 3>Man, It's a bit weird, honestly, And I think, to

1052
00:52:11.840 --> 00:52:13.960
<v Speaker 3>me it makes me concerned for not to get dark,

1053
00:52:14.000 --> 00:52:16.639
<v Speaker 3>but like for the future of democracy, because like if

1054
00:52:16.639 --> 00:52:21.239
<v Speaker 3>people are so easily believing exactly hook line and sink

1055
00:52:21.320 --> 00:52:23.960
<v Speaker 3>or whatever they're seeing by some like idiot on the

1056
00:52:24.000 --> 00:52:27.639
<v Speaker 3>news say like, have we lost all discernment? Have we

1057
00:52:27.719 --> 00:52:31.599
<v Speaker 3>lost like basic media literacy? Have we lost critical thinking skills?

1058
00:52:31.639 --> 00:52:34.119
<v Speaker 3>Like what the hell is going on here? Is like

1059
00:52:34.239 --> 00:52:37.440
<v Speaker 3>to me, this type of thing that like you're describing,

1060
00:52:37.480 --> 00:52:40.920
<v Speaker 3>like we should not be here as a society especially

1061
00:52:41.199 --> 00:52:44.119
<v Speaker 3>and this is controversial, Like but if you look at

1062
00:52:44.159 --> 00:52:46.000
<v Speaker 3>actually what happened with the whole George Floyd thing, like

1063
00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:48.239
<v Speaker 3>it's not exactly what people are presenting it to be,

1064
00:52:48.400 --> 00:52:51.239
<v Speaker 3>and the whole BLM organization is not exactly what people

1065
00:52:51.280 --> 00:52:54.400
<v Speaker 3>are presenting it to be. It's like a huge grift.

1066
00:52:54.880 --> 00:52:59.079
<v Speaker 3>And he died of like a drug overdose basically, and

1067
00:52:59.199 --> 00:53:03.559
<v Speaker 3>the other thing to again get too crazy, but before

1068
00:53:03.719 --> 00:53:07.760
<v Speaker 3>he passed in that manner, let's say the optics of it,

1069
00:53:07.800 --> 00:53:10.280
<v Speaker 3>there was a white guy who passed in a really

1070
00:53:10.280 --> 00:53:14.360
<v Speaker 3>similar manner, you know, with the knee and whatever.

1071
00:53:14.400 --> 00:53:14.880
<v Speaker 5>I forget the.

1072
00:53:14.840 --> 00:53:16.320
<v Speaker 2>Guys, I know what you're talking about. I know what

1073
00:53:16.320 --> 00:53:16.840
<v Speaker 2>you're talking about.

1074
00:53:16.880 --> 00:53:19.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm talking about and so it's like that got no coverage.

1075
00:53:19.280 --> 00:53:23.840
<v Speaker 3>But if that did get media attention, like could the

1076
00:53:23.920 --> 00:53:26.519
<v Speaker 3>optics of and the reality of exactly how the George

1077
00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:29.840
<v Speaker 3>Ford thing went down could have been different perhaps, And

1078
00:53:29.880 --> 00:53:32.880
<v Speaker 3>no one really wants to have that conversation because it's

1079
00:53:32.880 --> 00:53:36.639
<v Speaker 3>more complicated and more new. It's just more going on

1080
00:53:36.920 --> 00:53:39.599
<v Speaker 3>than the typical like all right, just believe this shit

1081
00:53:39.760 --> 00:53:42.800
<v Speaker 3>and then you know, go forth and protest, like it's

1082
00:53:43.000 --> 00:53:44.159
<v Speaker 3>very bizarre.

1083
00:53:44.480 --> 00:53:46.440
<v Speaker 2>And you know what, Like I what I realized, like

1084
00:53:46.639 --> 00:53:48.039
<v Speaker 2>near the end of when I was like kind of

1085
00:53:48.039 --> 00:53:50.320
<v Speaker 2>getting badgered. At one point, I was even like, sorry,

1086
00:53:50.360 --> 00:53:52.199
<v Speaker 2>I was born white and grew up in Long Island.

1087
00:53:52.400 --> 00:53:54.119
<v Speaker 2>I don't even know how much of this is getting edited.

1088
00:53:54.239 --> 00:53:56.199
<v Speaker 2>I'm really interested to see what's coming out. But like

1089
00:53:56.880 --> 00:53:58.320
<v Speaker 2>at one point it was basically I don't want to

1090
00:53:58.320 --> 00:54:02.159
<v Speaker 2>get too specific, but like people, basically her husband is

1091
00:54:02.159 --> 00:54:05.840
<v Speaker 2>brown and she's afraid of ice. So I'm like thinking

1092
00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:07.679
<v Speaker 2>in my head, so all of this comes down to

1093
00:54:07.800 --> 00:54:11.840
<v Speaker 2>you feeling fucking powerless and scared and instead of doing

1094
00:54:11.880 --> 00:54:14.880
<v Speaker 2>the fucking work and stopping being living in fear. You're

1095
00:54:14.880 --> 00:54:17.000
<v Speaker 2>gonna make every other motherfucker around you think the way

1096
00:54:17.000 --> 00:54:20.519
<v Speaker 2>you should and scream for you. That's black magic, in

1097
00:54:20.519 --> 00:54:21.360
<v Speaker 2>my fucking opinion.

1098
00:54:22.360 --> 00:54:27.960
<v Speaker 3>Yep. And a lot of people unfortunately are perhaps like

1099
00:54:28.039 --> 00:54:29.960
<v Speaker 3>due to lack of strength in themselves or like a

1100
00:54:30.039 --> 00:54:33.000
<v Speaker 3>lack of personal integrity. I don't know, like don't stand

1101
00:54:33.079 --> 00:54:35.880
<v Speaker 3>up to it, do you know what I mean? Like, yeah,

1102
00:54:35.920 --> 00:54:38.119
<v Speaker 3>I'm also white, you know, like my dad is Fromming,

1103
00:54:39.559 --> 00:54:41.559
<v Speaker 3>and it's like I have zero shame about that, like

1104
00:54:41.639 --> 00:54:45.320
<v Speaker 3>nor will I ever. And the fact that there is

1105
00:54:45.360 --> 00:54:48.599
<v Speaker 3>this weird manipulative thing going on right now, like where

1106
00:54:48.639 --> 00:54:52.880
<v Speaker 3>people are being pressured to feel shame, to perform shame.

1107
00:54:53.880 --> 00:54:59.000
<v Speaker 3>It's very fucked up. I really it end like soon.

1108
00:54:59.800 --> 00:55:03.800
<v Speaker 2>But because I was told everything is political, and I

1109
00:55:03.840 --> 00:55:05.280
<v Speaker 2>was like what I was like, Yo, I said, I

1110
00:55:05.280 --> 00:55:07.159
<v Speaker 2>haven't talked about that ship really on my show in

1111
00:55:07.199 --> 00:55:09.400
<v Speaker 2>a longe fucking time, because all it does is cause

1112
00:55:09.440 --> 00:55:12.239
<v Speaker 2>fucking decisive you know, division, And I was like, you

1113
00:55:12.320 --> 00:55:14.039
<v Speaker 2>all ship on both fucking sides, I said, I think

1114
00:55:14.039 --> 00:55:16.880
<v Speaker 2>both sides fucking suck. You know, we're all getting sucked

1115
00:55:16.920 --> 00:55:18.440
<v Speaker 2>by then. But it's just like I don't know, it's

1116
00:55:18.480 --> 00:55:20.880
<v Speaker 2>just like why am I being told I have to

1117
00:55:20.880 --> 00:55:23.039
<v Speaker 2>incorporate politics into my own show?

1118
00:55:25.320 --> 00:55:29.280
<v Speaker 3>You and like coming from the academy too, it's like

1119
00:55:29.559 --> 00:55:32.119
<v Speaker 3>the way that all this shit is being talked about,

1120
00:55:32.159 --> 00:55:35.320
<v Speaker 3>like it has its origins in academia and a lot

1121
00:55:35.320 --> 00:55:37.239
<v Speaker 3>of people don't realize that. But like this whole like

1122
00:55:37.280 --> 00:55:40.079
<v Speaker 3>critical race theory, like intersectionality, all of that stuff that

1123
00:55:40.119 --> 00:55:42.960
<v Speaker 3>comes from the academy, and like that's fine as like

1124
00:55:42.960 --> 00:55:46.800
<v Speaker 3>an academic exploration and discussing ideas and we're going to

1125
00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:48.960
<v Speaker 3>throw some stuff around and see how it lands. But

1126
00:55:49.000 --> 00:55:53.599
<v Speaker 3>when that becomes orthodoxy out like I r L in

1127
00:55:53.800 --> 00:55:58.039
<v Speaker 3>like governmental organizations and whatever, like, people become pressured to

1128
00:55:58.119 --> 00:56:01.519
<v Speaker 3>just adopt the ideology. It becomes a new religion basically,

1129
00:56:02.000 --> 00:56:04.119
<v Speaker 3>and if you're part of the religious cult, then you

1130
00:56:04.199 --> 00:56:10.480
<v Speaker 3>get shunned, ostracized whatever it is.

1131
00:56:09.000 --> 00:56:12.960
<v Speaker 1>Behavior When is when has politics ever not been magic?

1132
00:56:14.320 --> 00:56:16.039
<v Speaker 2>I even said that. I was like, in my opinion,

1133
00:56:16.119 --> 00:56:18.519
<v Speaker 2>if you're if you're a magician and you're playing with politics,

1134
00:56:18.559 --> 00:56:20.559
<v Speaker 2>you're a fucking slave or I said something along that line,

1135
00:56:20.559 --> 00:56:22.920
<v Speaker 2>and like you would you know automatically if you're a magician,

1136
00:56:23.079 --> 00:56:25.760
<v Speaker 2>I ain't even fucking with that. It's pure slavery. I

1137
00:56:25.800 --> 00:56:28.079
<v Speaker 2>was like, there's enough people out there pushing hate. I'm

1138
00:56:28.079 --> 00:56:28.480
<v Speaker 2>good on that.

1139
00:56:30.159 --> 00:56:33.559
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, the guy up there and making the actual Yeah.

1140
00:56:34.440 --> 00:56:37.719
<v Speaker 2>Then at one point, at one point, I wanted to

1141
00:56:37.760 --> 00:56:39.280
<v Speaker 2>get real fucked up and I was gonna be like, Yo,

1142
00:56:39.320 --> 00:56:41.480
<v Speaker 2>some white motherfuckers got his neck blown off? Aren't you

1143
00:56:41.480 --> 00:56:44.599
<v Speaker 2>fucking happy right now? Like, let's keep it real. You

1144
00:56:44.599 --> 00:56:46.920
<v Speaker 2>know you got some motherfucker that you probably hated. You

1145
00:56:46.920 --> 00:56:48.920
<v Speaker 2>gotta watch him die on fucking TV. You're not good

1146
00:56:48.920 --> 00:56:51.960
<v Speaker 2>for a few weeks, like you guys just sa I'm

1147
00:56:52.000 --> 00:56:54.320
<v Speaker 2>never happy with anything. More and more and more and more,

1148
00:56:55.280 --> 00:56:56.000
<v Speaker 2>it's fucked.

1149
00:56:56.440 --> 00:56:59.320
<v Speaker 3>Like I cried when that happened, and like I'm fucking.

1150
00:56:59.039 --> 00:57:00.880
<v Speaker 2>Sick that that sh was re played over and over

1151
00:57:00.920 --> 00:57:01.440
<v Speaker 2>and over again.

1152
00:57:01.440 --> 00:57:04.880
<v Speaker 3>It was fucking traumatized, right, so fucked and like the

1153
00:57:04.960 --> 00:57:07.400
<v Speaker 3>other thing with that too, Like I did a whole

1154
00:57:07.440 --> 00:57:10.159
<v Speaker 3>bunch of podcast episodes about that, and actually a few

1155
00:57:10.239 --> 00:57:11.159
<v Speaker 3>YouTube lives about that.

1156
00:57:11.320 --> 00:57:12.039
<v Speaker 2>I noticed that you did.

1157
00:57:13.960 --> 00:57:16.719
<v Speaker 3>I was going off. I was not stoked on how

1158
00:57:16.800 --> 00:57:19.360
<v Speaker 3>a lot of people respond to that, like being happy

1159
00:57:19.400 --> 00:57:20.880
<v Speaker 3>that he passed and all of this ship.

1160
00:57:21.599 --> 00:57:23.119
<v Speaker 2>No, I didn't like him. I didn't like him. I

1161
00:57:23.119 --> 00:57:24.480
<v Speaker 2>didn't give a fuck about that dude, And I just

1162
00:57:24.519 --> 00:57:26.079
<v Speaker 2>don't think what happened to him. If that was real,

1163
00:57:26.119 --> 00:57:28.719
<v Speaker 2>it was even fucking cool. I honestly thought he was

1164
00:57:28.719 --> 00:57:30.840
<v Speaker 2>fucking annoying, to tell you the truth, But he doesn't

1165
00:57:30.880 --> 00:57:32.920
<v Speaker 2>deserve to die.

1166
00:57:31.559 --> 00:57:36.199
<v Speaker 3>I don't know all this stuff, but like I had

1167
00:57:36.239 --> 00:57:39.119
<v Speaker 3>no beef with him, to be honest. But what did

1168
00:57:39.199 --> 00:57:41.719
<v Speaker 3>start making the waves in the witchy community was that

1169
00:57:41.800 --> 00:57:45.159
<v Speaker 3>apparently a few days before that happened, like apparently some

1170
00:57:45.239 --> 00:57:47.480
<v Speaker 3>witches put a hex on him, like some ex at

1171
00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:48.400
<v Speaker 3>sea witches or whatever.

1172
00:57:48.440 --> 00:57:50.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I saw that ship. I saw some shit

1173
00:57:50.519 --> 00:57:51.239
<v Speaker 2>like that, right.

1174
00:57:51.239 --> 00:57:52.920
<v Speaker 3>And so that's part of what I was talking about

1175
00:57:52.920 --> 00:57:54.840
<v Speaker 3>on my podcast, was like I don't give a ship

1176
00:57:54.880 --> 00:57:57.760
<v Speaker 3>how much you don't like somebody like I truly don't care,

1177
00:57:57.920 --> 00:58:01.320
<v Speaker 3>Like we don't want to be hexting just because we

1178
00:58:01.360 --> 00:58:04.360
<v Speaker 3>don't like someone's politics. Like maybe I'll disagree, I don't know,

1179
00:58:04.360 --> 00:58:05.639
<v Speaker 3>but like for me, I'm just like.

1180
00:58:05.719 --> 00:58:09.480
<v Speaker 2>What the Fuckymember? I remember what I was like, I

1181
00:58:09.519 --> 00:58:10.960
<v Speaker 2>was like kind of just like getting into it. I

1182
00:58:11.000 --> 00:58:13.000
<v Speaker 2>had already been interested in magic and practicing, but like

1183
00:58:13.079 --> 00:58:14.599
<v Speaker 2>I sort of like kind of starting to creep like

1184
00:58:14.639 --> 00:58:16.440
<v Speaker 2>the internet now, and this is like Facebook I was

1185
00:58:16.480 --> 00:58:18.880
<v Speaker 2>looking at and I started coming across groups and I

1186
00:58:18.920 --> 00:58:20.800
<v Speaker 2>joined some of them, and all of a sudden, like again,

1187
00:58:20.920 --> 00:58:23.920
<v Speaker 2>this shows you how I was not even into politics,

1188
00:58:24.239 --> 00:58:27.079
<v Speaker 2>don't even fucking know there's an election coming up, and

1189
00:58:27.119 --> 00:58:29.480
<v Speaker 2>all of a sudden, I see people like getting together

1190
00:58:29.519 --> 00:58:31.800
<v Speaker 2>to like fucking sway the election away from Trump, and

1191
00:58:31.840 --> 00:58:34.599
<v Speaker 2>I was like, like, what the fuck up? People? What

1192
00:58:36.039 --> 00:58:37.960
<v Speaker 2>and you know, no offense In my head, I'm like, yo,

1193
00:58:38.000 --> 00:58:42.559
<v Speaker 2>these motherfuckers actually think they're doing something like come on,

1194
00:58:42.760 --> 00:58:44.960
<v Speaker 2>like this is this you.

1195
00:58:44.960 --> 00:58:47.119
<v Speaker 3>Imagine thing that's where you want to put your magical energy.

1196
00:58:47.239 --> 00:58:49.159
<v Speaker 2>This is a structured tempotantrum.

1197
00:58:49.440 --> 00:58:53.639
<v Speaker 3>It's absolutely like it's arrogant, like it's entitled, it's childish,

1198
00:58:53.719 --> 00:58:55.360
<v Speaker 3>like how old are we all right now? Do you

1199
00:58:55.400 --> 00:58:57.880
<v Speaker 3>know what I mean? Like to me, like if that's

1200
00:58:57.920 --> 00:59:01.000
<v Speaker 3>where someone is putting their magical effort, I'm like, oh,

1201
00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:03.599
<v Speaker 3>you're so fucked up and unhealed right now, like you

1202
00:59:03.599 --> 00:59:06.679
<v Speaker 3>should be directing all of that vibe back into yourself.

1203
00:59:06.719 --> 00:59:09.159
<v Speaker 3>And like, I do think this is important because there

1204
00:59:09.239 --> 00:59:11.400
<v Speaker 3>is so much assumption, at least in like WITCHI Landia

1205
00:59:11.679 --> 00:59:14.440
<v Speaker 3>that like all witchy people are let's say, left wing.

1206
00:59:14.639 --> 00:59:18.559
<v Speaker 3>Like I got invited to be like an external reader

1207
00:59:19.199 --> 00:59:22.119
<v Speaker 3>for some new book on like feminist witchcraft or whatever

1208
00:59:22.440 --> 00:59:25.400
<v Speaker 3>by this publisher, and so like, I don't know what

1209
00:59:25.440 --> 00:59:27.800
<v Speaker 3>they thought they were signing up for when they got

1210
00:59:27.800 --> 00:59:30.679
<v Speaker 3>me to do it, because I'm like the most contrarian

1211
00:59:30.760 --> 00:59:34.559
<v Speaker 3>person in the sphere really, and so you know, like

1212
00:59:34.599 --> 00:59:38.159
<v Speaker 3>my feedback on this book was basically like this is bullshit,

1213
00:59:38.760 --> 00:59:43.440
<v Speaker 3>Like not all witches are left wing, you know, woke

1214
00:59:43.599 --> 00:59:46.679
<v Speaker 3>activists who want a hex Trump. Like I'm sorry, but

1215
00:59:46.920 --> 00:59:49.119
<v Speaker 3>the book was arguing that, like that that's a part

1216
00:59:49.119 --> 00:59:53.800
<v Speaker 3>of witchcraft inherently to be a far left activist. Like

1217
00:59:53.840 --> 00:59:57.039
<v Speaker 3>there was not even any mention that perhaps some witches

1218
00:59:57.039 --> 00:59:59.719
<v Speaker 3>are conservative or even centrist, God forbid.

1219
01:00:00.199 --> 01:00:03.159
<v Speaker 2>Like there was just a really good point.

1220
01:00:03.599 --> 01:00:06.960
<v Speaker 1>Margo Adler started chiseling the uh, you know, the epitaph

1221
01:00:07.000 --> 01:00:09.480
<v Speaker 1>a long time ago, but I think feminism really did

1222
01:00:09.639 --> 01:00:13.360
<v Speaker 1>do a lot to destroy the whole wick slash whatever movement.

1223
01:00:13.360 --> 01:00:16.280
<v Speaker 1>It just sort of it kind of hit the wall after.

1224
01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:16.519
<v Speaker 2>That, you know.

1225
01:00:18.440 --> 01:00:20.840
<v Speaker 3>Yep. Yeah, I've got so much I could say about that,

1226
01:00:20.920 --> 01:00:23.599
<v Speaker 3>for sure, but it's it's.

1227
01:00:23.519 --> 01:00:29.199
<v Speaker 2>Unfortunate and I'll even say there was people that I

1228
01:00:29.400 --> 01:00:31.360
<v Speaker 2>was You see, this is another thing. I really didn't

1229
01:00:31.360 --> 01:00:33.760
<v Speaker 2>even know much about politics or even certain phrases until

1230
01:00:33.800 --> 01:00:36.000
<v Speaker 2>I was like in the OTO, because like there were

1231
01:00:36.039 --> 01:00:37.599
<v Speaker 2>certain people that I knew that would kind of start

1232
01:00:37.679 --> 01:00:40.800
<v Speaker 2>bitching about certain things, like I think they did. He

1233
01:00:40.960 --> 01:00:44.000
<v Speaker 2>somehow made the Deacon roll like available for non binary people,

1234
01:00:44.000 --> 01:00:45.440
<v Speaker 2>and they were like, yo, some dude was were like,

1235
01:00:45.559 --> 01:00:48.320
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck you know? I mean so much like that.

1236
01:00:48.400 --> 01:00:50.320
<v Speaker 2>It's just like this whole ritual is based off energy,

1237
01:00:50.360 --> 01:00:51.760
<v Speaker 2>and like, what the fuck did you just do with that?

1238
01:00:52.679 --> 01:00:52.719
<v Speaker 3>Me?

1239
01:00:52.920 --> 01:00:54.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I really didn't even know what the fuck

1240
01:00:54.760 --> 01:00:56.599
<v Speaker 2>any of the ship meant to be totally honest with you,

1241
01:00:56.679 --> 01:00:58.199
<v Speaker 2>as I'm hearing this stuff, so I really didn't pay

1242
01:00:58.280 --> 01:01:00.480
<v Speaker 2>much mind to it. But like they were dudes that

1243
01:01:00.599 --> 01:01:03.400
<v Speaker 2>I realized due to like this stuff happening, they were

1244
01:01:03.519 --> 01:01:05.840
<v Speaker 2>extremely far right. And I still was like, Yo, you're

1245
01:01:05.880 --> 01:01:09.400
<v Speaker 2>fucking crazy too, motherfucker. You know. So I'm just gonna

1246
01:01:09.400 --> 01:01:11.360
<v Speaker 2>say no matter which way it streamed you when I

1247
01:01:11.480 --> 01:01:13.719
<v Speaker 2>wasn't cool with it, you know. So you know, I

1248
01:01:13.760 --> 01:01:14.840
<v Speaker 2>just want to put that out of there, and people

1249
01:01:14.920 --> 01:01:16.639
<v Speaker 2>think I'm a fucking nazi because I was just tired

1250
01:01:16.639 --> 01:01:18.480
<v Speaker 2>of the liberalism. But no, I was tired of fucking

1251
01:01:18.519 --> 01:01:21.119
<v Speaker 2>either one. Actually, you know, I was tired of hearing

1252
01:01:21.159 --> 01:01:23.559
<v Speaker 2>the fucking extreme pushback from the fucking stupid shit. I

1253
01:01:23.639 --> 01:01:25.800
<v Speaker 2>was just like, oh man, this is silly. Now, what

1254
01:01:25.920 --> 01:01:27.639
<v Speaker 2>the fuck are we're talking about? This isn't magic.

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01:01:28.880 --> 01:01:31.320
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, it doesn't take barely anything to be called the

1256
01:01:31.400 --> 01:01:34.800
<v Speaker 3>Nazi these days too. You know, like you could just

1257
01:01:34.880 --> 01:01:37.400
<v Speaker 3>disagree with someone on some basic thing, you get.

1258
01:01:37.239 --> 01:01:39.400
<v Speaker 2>Called the Nazi for not believing somebody else fucking one

1259
01:01:39.440 --> 01:01:41.199
<v Speaker 2>hundred percent and acting like them. It's like, how the

1260
01:01:41.280 --> 01:01:43.599
<v Speaker 2>fuck is this go? The Nazi.

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01:01:44.960 --> 01:01:48.639
<v Speaker 3>Very aware it's ironic. It's ironic for sure.

1262
01:01:49.079 --> 01:01:51.400
<v Speaker 2>I'll over here try to fucking just stay by myself,

1263
01:01:51.559 --> 01:01:54.960
<v Speaker 2>like and bother nobody like what the fuck man I was?

1264
01:01:55.119 --> 01:01:56.840
<v Speaker 2>I was even telling some other people. I was like, yo, like,

1265
01:01:57.280 --> 01:01:58.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm the type of like, you don't want me to

1266
01:01:58.920 --> 01:02:00.920
<v Speaker 2>start getting involved in that shit, because I'll be the

1267
01:02:01.000 --> 01:02:03.280
<v Speaker 2>motherfucker you see on TV and it called just driving

1268
01:02:03.320 --> 01:02:06.039
<v Speaker 2>through a fucking protest. You want me to get all

1269
01:02:06.159 --> 01:02:08.320
<v Speaker 2>rah rah rah, You'll fucking see if you push me

1270
01:02:08.400 --> 01:02:10.559
<v Speaker 2>that far. Let me be the cool, chill guy who

1271
01:02:10.599 --> 01:02:12.880
<v Speaker 2>talks about magic. That's where I could do the best

1272
01:02:12.920 --> 01:02:15.320
<v Speaker 2>to help people. I'm not going to do good behind

1273
01:02:15.360 --> 01:02:17.639
<v Speaker 2>balls because I decided to play politics and just fucking

1274
01:02:17.679 --> 01:02:21.760
<v Speaker 2>went nuts. You know, I'm no good to anybody that way. Sorry.

1275
01:02:22.800 --> 01:02:24.639
<v Speaker 2>I know my strengths and I know my weaknesses. I

1276
01:02:24.719 --> 01:02:25.559
<v Speaker 2>stick to magic.

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01:02:27.559 --> 01:02:28.280
<v Speaker 3>Speaking in prison.

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01:02:28.360 --> 01:02:30.840
<v Speaker 2>I've actually and I've been in prison too, so that's

1279
01:02:30.840 --> 01:02:32.199
<v Speaker 2>another thing I don't want to go back either.

1280
01:02:33.119 --> 01:02:36.719
<v Speaker 3>I've never been. I've never been. Just everyone knows, no shade.

1281
01:02:37.280 --> 01:02:41.639
<v Speaker 3>But I actually have gotten emails from family members of

1282
01:02:41.719 --> 01:02:45.239
<v Speaker 3>prisoners who are like, hey, my dad is super into witchcraft.

1283
01:02:45.719 --> 01:02:47.519
<v Speaker 3>He is it okay if he wants to know, if

1284
01:02:47.519 --> 01:02:50.760
<v Speaker 3>it's okay if he uses your book Witchbody to teach

1285
01:02:50.880 --> 01:02:54.199
<v Speaker 3>his fellow inmates about witchcraft. And I was like, that

1286
01:02:54.400 --> 01:02:58.199
<v Speaker 3>is the coolest thing ever, Like absolutely, yes, he has

1287
01:02:58.320 --> 01:03:01.199
<v Speaker 3>my permission to do that, Like that's totally fine. And

1288
01:03:01.840 --> 01:03:04.280
<v Speaker 3>the message back was like, thank you so much, because

1289
01:03:04.320 --> 01:03:06.559
<v Speaker 3>literally every other witchy author that we've asked this to

1290
01:03:06.760 --> 01:03:09.639
<v Speaker 3>is either not replied or said no, which I find

1291
01:03:09.719 --> 01:03:14.320
<v Speaker 3>like so bizarre, Like why not, Like I see no shade, No,

1292
01:03:14.519 --> 01:03:16.800
<v Speaker 3>nothing wrong with that, Like if they want to work

1293
01:03:16.880 --> 01:03:20.199
<v Speaker 3>on their practice and have spirituality behind bars, Like, how

1294
01:03:20.199 --> 01:03:22.679
<v Speaker 3>does that negatively impact me in any way? I just

1295
01:03:22.719 --> 01:03:26.880
<v Speaker 3>thought it was great and I've actually tarot read for

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01:03:26.960 --> 01:03:27.639
<v Speaker 3>someone in prison.

1297
01:03:29.239 --> 01:03:29.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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01:03:29.760 --> 01:03:33.039
<v Speaker 3>Actually, so I got a phone call and it was

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01:03:33.159 --> 01:03:34.440
<v Speaker 3>so I don't know how they did this. Maybe you

1300
01:03:34.480 --> 01:03:36.679
<v Speaker 3>can let me know, but I guess they smuggled somehow

1301
01:03:36.719 --> 01:03:37.440
<v Speaker 3>a cell phone.

1302
01:03:37.480 --> 01:03:37.880
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah.

1303
01:03:40.480 --> 01:03:43.000
<v Speaker 3>Literally he was just calling me and like it was

1304
01:03:43.079 --> 01:03:44.920
<v Speaker 3>a normal phone call and I was just like pulling

1305
01:03:45.039 --> 01:03:47.719
<v Speaker 3>cards and it was like, oh, you can't see your kids. Wait,

1306
01:03:47.760 --> 01:03:49.559
<v Speaker 3>why can't you see your kids? It was like halfway

1307
01:03:49.559 --> 01:03:51.760
<v Speaker 3>through the reading, and he was like, oh, I'm in prison.

1308
01:03:51.880 --> 01:03:53.559
<v Speaker 3>I was like, hold on what the book?

1309
01:03:54.559 --> 01:03:56.679
<v Speaker 2>Can not believe said? Dude paid to rent the cell

1310
01:03:56.719 --> 01:04:01.199
<v Speaker 2>phone in prison. I mean, that's cool. It's just wild's wild.

1311
01:04:01.679 --> 01:04:04.039
<v Speaker 3>It was wild, like and it was fun and I

1312
01:04:04.440 --> 01:04:06.480
<v Speaker 3>you know, I gave him, you know, my advice and

1313
01:04:06.480 --> 01:04:10.079
<v Speaker 3>all that, like it's all cool. But I was really

1314
01:04:10.159 --> 01:04:12.920
<v Speaker 3>touched by that actually, like because he was a genuine dude,

1315
01:04:13.079 --> 01:04:15.159
<v Speaker 3>Like he wanted to better his relationship with his kids,

1316
01:04:15.239 --> 01:04:17.559
<v Speaker 3>and I have nothing bad to say about that. And

1317
01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:20.039
<v Speaker 3>here he is like trying to get a reading in prison,

1318
01:04:20.199 --> 01:04:21.840
<v Speaker 3>Like good for I will.

1319
01:04:21.800 --> 01:04:24.079
<v Speaker 2>Say when I was in prison, I was exposed to

1320
01:04:24.239 --> 01:04:30.960
<v Speaker 2>a ton of occultism. Hmmm, just like how books. Uh

1321
01:04:31.119 --> 01:04:34.119
<v Speaker 2>there was books on like uh, there was a ton

1322
01:04:34.159 --> 01:04:36.280
<v Speaker 2>of Crawley books in there. There would be books on

1323
01:04:36.360 --> 01:04:40.159
<v Speaker 2>like different forms of ideas of magic, conspiracy books, David

1324
01:04:40.199 --> 01:04:44.039
<v Speaker 2>Ike books. You know, people into like like thinking that

1325
01:04:44.159 --> 01:04:46.679
<v Speaker 2>from like the plates and ship like that, like really

1326
01:04:46.880 --> 01:04:49.599
<v Speaker 2>any off the wall Dwight doctor Dwight York type ship.

1327
01:04:50.119 --> 01:04:52.480
<v Speaker 2>We started getting into like you know, five percent of shit,

1328
01:04:52.559 --> 01:04:55.239
<v Speaker 2>including aliens and twusting that shit. And then you know,

1329
01:04:55.400 --> 01:04:57.960
<v Speaker 2>the Muslims had their own like you know, mathematics and

1330
01:04:58.039 --> 01:05:01.039
<v Speaker 2>all that. You'd have those types of stuff in there,

1331
01:05:01.360 --> 01:05:07.119
<v Speaker 2>you know, Wes in there. There there was Satanists in there.

1332
01:05:07.400 --> 01:05:09.960
<v Speaker 2>There was there was actually I think a few Thelamites,

1333
01:05:10.000 --> 01:05:12.320
<v Speaker 2>but I really I knew of it and even did

1334
01:05:12.440 --> 01:05:14.480
<v Speaker 2>read Crowley stuff in there. But I wasn't like fucking

1335
01:05:14.559 --> 01:05:16.760
<v Speaker 2>with them too much. I just you know, but I

1336
01:05:17.079 --> 01:05:19.840
<v Speaker 2>knew there was a people do any.

1337
01:05:19.719 --> 01:05:21.800
<v Speaker 3>Magic in prison? Or like, how did your practice look

1338
01:05:21.840 --> 01:05:22.480
<v Speaker 3>like when you were in there?

1339
01:05:22.599 --> 01:05:26.400
<v Speaker 2>I you know, I wasn't really practiced. I didn't start

1340
01:05:26.480 --> 01:05:30.639
<v Speaker 2>actually start doing ritualistic work. I was basically just reading

1341
01:05:30.679 --> 01:05:33.719
<v Speaker 2>everything m hmm. I just start doing that until I

1342
01:05:33.760 --> 01:05:38.559
<v Speaker 2>got out. Yeah. But yeah, there was a lot of stuff.

1343
01:05:38.760 --> 01:05:41.000
<v Speaker 2>It was really weird. Actually, like when I talk about

1344
01:05:41.000 --> 01:05:42.679
<v Speaker 2>the Council of Nine and that will say on ship

1345
01:05:42.719 --> 01:05:44.000
<v Speaker 2>that was in a book that I found I read

1346
01:05:44.039 --> 01:05:44.400
<v Speaker 2>in prison.

1347
01:05:45.280 --> 01:05:46.039
<v Speaker 3>It was just crazy.

1348
01:05:46.480 --> 01:05:48.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah, there was just a lot of a lot

1349
01:05:48.400 --> 01:05:50.800
<v Speaker 2>of occult stuff in there, and it's very uh so,

1350
01:05:51.039 --> 01:05:54.079
<v Speaker 2>like I I it's just makes sense. I guess that

1351
01:05:54.199 --> 01:05:57.000
<v Speaker 2>maybe somebody would actually, you know, call you because there's

1352
01:05:57.079 --> 01:06:01.199
<v Speaker 2>people reading that ship in prison. Some of the stuff,

1353
01:06:01.320 --> 01:06:04.000
<v Speaker 2>some stuff I do have. I have wondered though. It's like, yo,

1354
01:06:04.159 --> 01:06:06.719
<v Speaker 2>is this ship getting dropped off in here so people

1355
01:06:06.760 --> 01:06:10.559
<v Speaker 2>believe some of the silliest shit possible. Mmmm. He saw

1356
01:06:10.679 --> 01:06:12.480
<v Speaker 2>it was just like off the wall, this whole Reptilian

1357
01:06:12.519 --> 01:06:19.519
<v Speaker 2>agundant whatever. But there's there's just something, you know, there's

1358
01:06:19.679 --> 01:06:23.159
<v Speaker 2>all sorts of wild, weird stuff in prison. It's interesting.

1359
01:06:24.039 --> 01:06:25.519
<v Speaker 3>That is interesting. Honestly.

1360
01:06:26.159 --> 01:06:27.960
<v Speaker 2>I remember the first time, the first time I ever

1361
01:06:28.000 --> 01:06:31.440
<v Speaker 2>even heard of Beheld the Pale Horse was in prison,

1362
01:06:32.440 --> 01:06:34.280
<v Speaker 2>and the big thing about it was that supposed he

1363
01:06:34.360 --> 01:06:36.119
<v Speaker 2>wasn't allowed in prison. So that's why, like even my

1364
01:06:36.199 --> 01:06:38.119
<v Speaker 2>bunky was like, oh, it was fucking book. I got

1365
01:06:38.159 --> 01:06:39.599
<v Speaker 2>there and he's like, we're not supposed to have this,

1366
01:06:40.199 --> 01:06:41.920
<v Speaker 2>and it was like some gang members, some high up

1367
01:06:41.960 --> 01:06:46.159
<v Speaker 2>gang member from the fucking uh to the Disciples, the

1368
01:06:46.199 --> 01:06:50.079
<v Speaker 2>gang to Gangster Disciples. Coolest motherfucking though. He was like

1369
01:06:50.280 --> 01:06:51.920
<v Speaker 2>he was like, yo, he was like reading this shit

1370
01:06:51.960 --> 01:06:54.119
<v Speaker 2>and he was like blowing his mind. You know, he

1371
01:06:54.239 --> 01:06:56.079
<v Speaker 2>was like, I fucking knew the government was fucking us.

1372
01:06:56.559 --> 01:06:59.039
<v Speaker 2>Like it was like this revelationary book to this kid.

1373
01:06:59.280 --> 01:07:01.039
<v Speaker 2>It was so funny to watch, like you read it

1374
01:07:01.079 --> 01:07:04.199
<v Speaker 2>and like get mind blown over it. Yeah. It was

1375
01:07:04.239 --> 01:07:06.480
<v Speaker 2>just wanting to see some like hardcore gangster kid like

1376
01:07:06.639 --> 01:07:12.360
<v Speaker 2>just like acting like himself, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah,

1377
01:07:12.679 --> 01:07:13.920
<v Speaker 2>but yeah, that was the first time I heard of it.

1378
01:07:14.039 --> 01:07:16.159
<v Speaker 2>It was like funny. Of course in prison, that's just interesting.

1379
01:07:17.199 --> 01:07:20.079
<v Speaker 3>That's so interesting. Magic book club in prison you knew,

1380
01:07:20.840 --> 01:07:23.000
<v Speaker 3>not me. I did not know that, but it makes

1381
01:07:23.000 --> 01:07:23.440
<v Speaker 3>sense now.

1382
01:07:24.159 --> 01:07:26.920
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, you know a lot of things too, though.

1383
01:07:26.960 --> 01:07:28.679
<v Speaker 2>People get shit sent in and then they just leave

1384
01:07:28.719 --> 01:07:31.800
<v Speaker 2>it there. That's basically how the library was at Four Takes.

1385
01:07:31.840 --> 01:07:33.440
<v Speaker 2>I mean most of that is oldes books left over

1386
01:07:33.519 --> 01:07:36.000
<v Speaker 2>from people I left books there. I donated books to them.

1387
01:07:35.920 --> 01:07:38.480
<v Speaker 3>When I left, so apparently at least one of my

1388
01:07:38.559 --> 01:07:40.039
<v Speaker 3>books is in there somewhere.

1389
01:07:40.519 --> 01:07:43.920
<v Speaker 2>That is awesome, that's cool. The ship nice and which

1390
01:07:44.000 --> 01:07:46.159
<v Speaker 2>do you know which one was? I don't want to

1391
01:07:46.159 --> 01:07:48.519
<v Speaker 2>ask speakaus you know, yeah, I actually don't know.

1392
01:07:48.760 --> 01:07:51.760
<v Speaker 3>Oh, okay, like it's in my email somewhere, but honestly,

1393
01:07:51.760 --> 01:07:55.960
<v Speaker 3>I can't remember my head. Yeah, somewhere America on the

1394
01:07:56.039 --> 01:07:56.920
<v Speaker 3>other side of the wire.

1395
01:07:57.000 --> 01:07:59.840
<v Speaker 1>Because it turned out being Nick were at the same

1396
01:08:00.039 --> 01:08:01.559
<v Speaker 1>for it. I was just in the army and he

1397
01:08:01.639 --> 01:08:02.280
<v Speaker 1>was in the jail.

1398
01:08:02.440 --> 01:08:06.480
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, you know, the prison that I went to

1399
01:08:06.719 --> 01:08:09.719
<v Speaker 2>was Fort Dix in New Jersey, and it is an

1400
01:08:09.760 --> 01:08:13.480
<v Speaker 2>actual active army base too, So like I was literally

1401
01:08:13.559 --> 01:08:15.119
<v Speaker 2>in prison and he was on the other side of

1402
01:08:15.159 --> 01:08:18.039
<v Speaker 2>the fence and training. I was like, we realized at

1403
01:08:18.079 --> 01:08:19.640
<v Speaker 2>one point where I was like, what the fuck that

1404
01:08:19.800 --> 01:08:22.359
<v Speaker 2>he be saying? Right, that's.

1405
01:08:25.159 --> 01:08:29.399
<v Speaker 1>Interesting too, Right, So in basic training they let you

1406
01:08:29.560 --> 01:08:32.560
<v Speaker 1>choose which church you go to, and me and a

1407
01:08:32.640 --> 01:08:34.600
<v Speaker 1>couple of the other Witchier people they were like, well,

1408
01:08:34.920 --> 01:08:36.760
<v Speaker 1>we're wicking, we got to go out in the field.

1409
01:08:36.880 --> 01:08:38.680
<v Speaker 1>So they let us go out of the field with

1410
01:08:38.760 --> 01:08:40.399
<v Speaker 1>our tarot cards on Sundays.

1411
01:08:40.600 --> 01:08:43.720
<v Speaker 2>Did they give you tobacco? Oh? Oh wait, you weren't

1412
01:08:43.760 --> 01:08:47.199
<v Speaker 2>in prison, that's right. I'm thinking we give you tobacco.

1413
01:08:48.560 --> 01:08:49.359
<v Speaker 3>That's cool though.

1414
01:08:50.520 --> 01:08:52.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we had people were like can we go with them?

1415
01:08:52.359 --> 01:08:53.720
<v Speaker 1>We just want to sit in the field. We don't

1416
01:08:53.720 --> 01:08:56.239
<v Speaker 1>want to go to church or anything. So we got

1417
01:08:56.279 --> 01:08:57.359
<v Speaker 1>a lot more members that way.

1418
01:08:58.000 --> 01:08:58.399
<v Speaker 3>I love it.

1419
01:08:58.680 --> 01:09:01.119
<v Speaker 2>That's even another thing. I think even there, they had

1420
01:09:01.439 --> 01:09:04.119
<v Speaker 2>some sort of Native American thing and I'm almost positive

1421
01:09:04.560 --> 01:09:08.000
<v Speaker 2>there was some wicked thing that allowed them to have

1422
01:09:08.159 --> 01:09:10.800
<v Speaker 2>tobacco too for their services. So that was like a

1423
01:09:10.840 --> 01:09:13.119
<v Speaker 2>way that you see like tobacco going around getting sold.

1424
01:09:14.079 --> 01:09:17.680
<v Speaker 2>H yeah, yeah no, but I'm just saying, like I

1425
01:09:17.720 --> 01:09:19.399
<v Speaker 2>think I remember it even came like the like the

1426
01:09:19.520 --> 01:09:21.800
<v Speaker 2>Wickens were even i think even acknowledged in this prison

1427
01:09:21.840 --> 01:09:24.680
<v Speaker 2>and given like tobacco for the ritual ship. So I

1428
01:09:24.720 --> 01:09:26.359
<v Speaker 2>mean there, Yeah, there was a lot of shit going

1429
01:09:26.399 --> 01:09:27.039
<v Speaker 2>on at that place.

1430
01:09:27.800 --> 01:09:28.600
<v Speaker 3>That's interesting.

1431
01:09:28.760 --> 01:09:29.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

1432
01:09:30.199 --> 01:09:32.199
<v Speaker 3>I like read a book about like prison magic.

1433
01:09:34.560 --> 01:09:39.439
<v Speaker 1>I would I think ethnography right there, prison magic, you.

1434
01:09:39.479 --> 01:09:41.920
<v Speaker 2>Know who probably actually has shit on that and then

1435
01:09:42.000 --> 01:09:43.920
<v Speaker 2>that to promote the guy I'm wondering, Damien Echles, I

1436
01:09:44.000 --> 01:09:45.720
<v Speaker 2>mean that guy was in prison for fucking how long?

1437
01:09:47.359 --> 01:09:49.239
<v Speaker 2>He says he was still practicing magic in there.

1438
01:09:50.399 --> 01:09:50.880
<v Speaker 5>Hm hmmm.

1439
01:09:51.199 --> 01:09:54.920
<v Speaker 2>So you know who Damien Nichols is, Sabrina. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

1440
01:09:54.920 --> 01:09:56.920
<v Speaker 2>I mean it could be a controversial character, but you

1441
01:09:56.960 --> 01:09:58.680
<v Speaker 2>know whatever, I'm just saying he was in prison for

1442
01:09:58.720 --> 01:09:59.880
<v Speaker 2>a long time and supposed to sp.

1443
01:10:01.479 --> 01:10:02.199
<v Speaker 1>Doing magic.

1444
01:10:02.520 --> 01:10:06.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, if he was in prison, sometimes I question what

1445
01:10:06.880 --> 01:10:08.960
<v Speaker 2>sh it's real and what's not with this stuff anymore?

1446
01:10:12.239 --> 01:10:16.439
<v Speaker 2>But uh yeah, anything else that you would like to uh,

1447
01:10:16.720 --> 01:10:19.159
<v Speaker 2>you know, at least maybe promote or anything that you

1448
01:10:19.199 --> 01:10:20.199
<v Speaker 2>could talk about.

1449
01:10:20.760 --> 01:10:22.840
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, I could talk forever about whatever you

1450
01:10:22.880 --> 01:10:28.600
<v Speaker 3>guys want. But to promote I guess, yes, tarot things.

1451
01:10:28.680 --> 01:10:31.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm very good actually at doing the tarot. So if

1452
01:10:31.239 --> 01:10:34.119
<v Speaker 3>anyone does want to get a reading listening to this,

1453
01:10:34.880 --> 01:10:37.520
<v Speaker 3>you know where to find me the Internet. It's kind

1454
01:10:37.560 --> 01:10:41.039
<v Speaker 3>of my big thing. Otherwise, this might sound a bit odd,

1455
01:10:41.079 --> 01:10:43.600
<v Speaker 3>but I'm doing a lot of life coaching right now, okay,

1456
01:10:43.640 --> 01:10:47.039
<v Speaker 3>and like interestingly, almost all of my clients are men. Actually, no,

1457
01:10:47.159 --> 01:10:48.920
<v Speaker 3>all of my life coaching clients right now are men,

1458
01:10:50.119 --> 01:10:53.920
<v Speaker 3>and so it's like life coaching with spirituality and magic

1459
01:10:54.000 --> 01:10:58.159
<v Speaker 3>stuff kind of rolled in there. So it's a lot

1460
01:10:58.279 --> 01:11:02.600
<v Speaker 3>of teaching people virtual spiritual stuff they can kind of

1461
01:11:02.640 --> 01:11:07.039
<v Speaker 3>do to get their shit on track, which has been

1462
01:11:07.199 --> 01:11:10.760
<v Speaker 3>honestly such a fucking fun time. And like I love

1463
01:11:10.840 --> 01:11:16.399
<v Speaker 3>working with men, like so there's like I mean, business, decisive, respectful, No,

1464
01:11:17.319 --> 01:11:20.199
<v Speaker 3>they show up with an agenda, like a little itinerary

1465
01:11:20.239 --> 01:11:22.399
<v Speaker 3>of things I want to get into, Like I fucking

1466
01:11:22.439 --> 01:11:24.399
<v Speaker 3>love it. Like it's so interesting as ten years ago

1467
01:11:24.840 --> 01:11:26.840
<v Speaker 3>my clients are pretty much ninety five percent women, and

1468
01:11:26.920 --> 01:11:29.279
<v Speaker 3>now it's like completely flipped. And I don't really know

1469
01:11:29.439 --> 01:11:32.520
<v Speaker 3>why that happened, Like I didn't change anything per se

1470
01:11:32.640 --> 01:11:36.640
<v Speaker 3>about myself or whatever, So I don't know, but it's

1471
01:11:36.680 --> 01:11:39.800
<v Speaker 3>been great, Like it's been really really fun to work

1472
01:11:39.880 --> 01:11:40.560
<v Speaker 3>with folks.

1473
01:11:40.359 --> 01:11:44.560
<v Speaker 2>In that way. I could see from my experience from

1474
01:11:44.600 --> 01:11:46.479
<v Speaker 2>being like in the OTO or just being like around

1475
01:11:46.520 --> 01:11:50.000
<v Speaker 2>the witch Grift community or other like orders. When you

1476
01:11:50.000 --> 01:11:52.079
<v Speaker 2>start getting into like more of the ceremonial shit, you'll

1477
01:11:52.119 --> 01:11:56.520
<v Speaker 2>definitely see a much more a male uh population. And

1478
01:11:56.680 --> 01:11:59.680
<v Speaker 2>as you start getting closer to less of that and

1479
01:11:59.760 --> 01:12:05.399
<v Speaker 2>more I think towards witchcraft, much more women. So I

1480
01:12:05.439 --> 01:12:07.520
<v Speaker 2>don't know if it's the whole thing of being structured.

1481
01:12:07.600 --> 01:12:09.359
<v Speaker 2>Maybe the women don't want that and the guys are

1482
01:12:09.399 --> 01:12:11.800
<v Speaker 2>just very much like I'm regimented. Just this this, this, this,

1483
01:12:11.960 --> 01:12:13.159
<v Speaker 2>and that's how it works.

1484
01:12:14.680 --> 01:12:15.800
<v Speaker 3>It's it's been interesting.

1485
01:12:16.000 --> 01:12:18.319
<v Speaker 2>I have noticed that myself not saying either be the

1486
01:12:18.399 --> 01:12:19.880
<v Speaker 2>ones right or wrong. I think you probably need a

1487
01:12:19.920 --> 01:12:20.680
<v Speaker 2>little bit both.

1488
01:12:20.680 --> 01:12:25.319
<v Speaker 3>But you know absolutely yeah, yeah, yeah, And it's been

1489
01:12:25.319 --> 01:12:26.600
<v Speaker 3>a fun time. So it's been a lot of what

1490
01:12:26.680 --> 01:12:29.039
<v Speaker 3>I've been doing these days. And I guess you promote

1491
01:12:29.399 --> 01:12:33.039
<v Speaker 3>like my books, I've got a lot, they're on Amazon.

1492
01:12:33.159 --> 01:12:34.560
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, like at least one of them will

1493
01:12:34.600 --> 01:12:36.720
<v Speaker 3>be a good present for yourself or someone else.

1494
01:12:37.840 --> 01:12:40.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's right. And you did all the art yourself correct,

1495
01:12:40.760 --> 01:12:43.640
<v Speaker 2>literally all of it. That is impressive too, Like there

1496
01:12:43.640 --> 01:12:45.119
<v Speaker 2>has to be time consuming.

1497
01:12:45.479 --> 01:12:47.479
<v Speaker 3>Oh for sure. Yeah, So like it'll take me a

1498
01:12:47.520 --> 01:12:49.720
<v Speaker 3>lot longer to do a graphic novel than like a

1499
01:12:49.840 --> 01:12:52.640
<v Speaker 3>prose book. Like a prose book, I can spit out

1500
01:12:52.680 --> 01:12:55.199
<v Speaker 3>pretty quickly, but a graphic novel, like the drawing takes

1501
01:12:55.279 --> 01:13:00.199
<v Speaker 3>way longer than the writing. Yeah, incredibly laboring and so

1502
01:13:00.680 --> 01:13:02.439
<v Speaker 3>for sure. And I'll get like a little like pain

1503
01:13:02.479 --> 01:13:05.359
<v Speaker 3>in my elbow from like painting for so long. It's

1504
01:13:05.520 --> 01:13:08.399
<v Speaker 3>it's a lot, but wow, but it's fun.

1505
01:13:08.960 --> 01:13:11.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it would be definitely, I guess, like a lover

1506
01:13:11.199 --> 01:13:14.119
<v Speaker 2>of passion that stuff if you keep doing it.

1507
01:13:14.439 --> 01:13:17.279
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Like I've always been an artist and I can't

1508
01:13:17.279 --> 01:13:21.439
<v Speaker 3>imagine never painting again, you know. And like I used

1509
01:13:21.479 --> 01:13:23.760
<v Speaker 3>to be a commercial artist, so it's like magazine cover

1510
01:13:24.039 --> 01:13:28.079
<v Speaker 3>stuff like that, like art for other people's commercial situations,

1511
01:13:28.159 --> 01:13:31.920
<v Speaker 3>and so now it's just all illustrating my own writing.

1512
01:13:32.239 --> 01:13:34.399
<v Speaker 3>Like that's kind of more my focus these days. And

1513
01:13:35.279 --> 01:13:37.920
<v Speaker 3>I love the blend of images and writing. And I

1514
01:13:38.039 --> 01:13:40.479
<v Speaker 3>think with something like witchcraft and magic, it does make

1515
01:13:40.600 --> 01:13:44.439
<v Speaker 3>sense to have a visual component because most of these

1516
01:13:44.439 --> 01:13:48.159
<v Speaker 3>books about magic there isn't necessarily always a visual So

1517
01:13:48.359 --> 01:13:50.359
<v Speaker 3>part of what I do with my graphic novels is

1518
01:13:50.399 --> 01:13:53.880
<v Speaker 3>to at least depict, like what does that process feel

1519
01:13:54.079 --> 01:13:56.960
<v Speaker 3>like for me? Because if you just look at someone

1520
01:13:57.000 --> 01:13:59.199
<v Speaker 3>practicing magic, it doesn't usually look like there's anything going on,

1521
01:13:59.319 --> 01:14:01.199
<v Speaker 3>Like it looks like they're like sitting peacefully in front

1522
01:14:01.199 --> 01:14:04.199
<v Speaker 3>of a candle or something like, which is totally fine,

1523
01:14:04.720 --> 01:14:08.600
<v Speaker 3>but to basically be able to depict what that spiritual

1524
01:14:08.680 --> 01:14:11.720
<v Speaker 3>experience feels like, like going on a spiritual journey to

1525
01:14:11.800 --> 01:14:14.000
<v Speaker 3>do this or that, or a spirit contact or YadA,

1526
01:14:14.079 --> 01:14:16.640
<v Speaker 3>YadA like For me, the graphic novel opens up a

1527
01:14:16.680 --> 01:14:19.920
<v Speaker 3>lot of possibilities in terms of communicating, like what does

1528
01:14:20.000 --> 01:14:23.720
<v Speaker 3>magic feel like experientially? At least from my perspective.

1529
01:14:25.359 --> 01:14:30.640
<v Speaker 1>That's great. Somebody somebody a cult to suck at art

1530
01:14:31.399 --> 01:14:33.720
<v Speaker 1>like specific I.

1531
01:14:35.520 --> 01:14:37.359
<v Speaker 2>Don't even attempt it. I don't even attempt the ship

1532
01:14:37.439 --> 01:14:38.760
<v Speaker 2>no way stick figures.

1533
01:14:40.279 --> 01:14:42.119
<v Speaker 1>So it's nice to see what that's really on top

1534
01:14:42.199 --> 01:14:42.359
<v Speaker 1>of it.

1535
01:14:42.920 --> 01:14:44.239
<v Speaker 3>Oh, thank you, I appreciate that.

1536
01:14:44.880 --> 01:14:48.079
<v Speaker 4>Do you my best ever very nicely mention that because

1537
01:14:48.800 --> 01:14:52.159
<v Speaker 4>we on the Tutor's spaces we do on the Great Launch,

1538
01:14:52.199 --> 01:14:56.560
<v Speaker 4>we talk a lot about like uh, movies or books

1539
01:14:56.800 --> 01:15:00.399
<v Speaker 4>or you know, uh, drawing the Enemy what ever that

1540
01:15:01.319 --> 01:15:04.119
<v Speaker 4>does exactly this that you mentioned, Like, they'll they'll use

1541
01:15:04.199 --> 01:15:05.439
<v Speaker 4>some kind of esoteric thing.

1542
01:15:05.560 --> 01:15:09.199
<v Speaker 5>To explain the story, and then if someone is just

1543
01:15:09.279 --> 01:15:11.880
<v Speaker 5>watching it for the story, they won't necessarily know it.

1544
01:15:12.039 --> 01:15:14.560
<v Speaker 4>But if you know the thing, it's like obvious that

1545
01:15:14.600 --> 01:15:17.439
<v Speaker 4>they're using some kind of magical thing, and so you

1546
01:15:17.560 --> 01:15:20.960
<v Speaker 4>get it. It's a very nice hyper repertoire that you

1547
01:15:21.039 --> 01:15:24.760
<v Speaker 4>can build as well for your own practical things, because yeah,

1548
01:15:24.800 --> 01:15:27.680
<v Speaker 4>I mean ceremonial magic. That's the thing people don't understand

1549
01:15:27.720 --> 01:15:30.359
<v Speaker 4>as well, like ceremonial magic, it's not about the actual

1550
01:15:30.399 --> 01:15:33.800
<v Speaker 4>things that you're wearing in swam because that by itself

1551
01:15:34.039 --> 01:15:34.560
<v Speaker 4>doesn't matter.

1552
01:15:34.720 --> 01:15:37.479
<v Speaker 5>Like yeah, sure i can wear some sword and whatever.

1553
01:15:37.319 --> 01:15:40.119
<v Speaker 4>And speak stuff, but if I'm not applying the stuff

1554
01:15:40.159 --> 01:15:43.319
<v Speaker 4>with my mind and emotions and everything, then yeahspoint.

1555
01:15:43.960 --> 01:15:47.439
<v Speaker 3>So absolutely, yeah. I think a lot of people like

1556
01:15:47.680 --> 01:15:49.840
<v Speaker 3>don't realize that if they're newer to the space, like

1557
01:15:49.960 --> 01:15:52.039
<v Speaker 3>they do think that there is just like this magic

1558
01:15:52.199 --> 01:15:54.800
<v Speaker 3>esthetic or this witchy esthetic and you just have to

1559
01:15:54.920 --> 01:15:58.560
<v Speaker 3>perform the aesthetic, like the kind of hairy potterification of

1560
01:15:59.039 --> 01:16:01.159
<v Speaker 3>craft aesthetics, and like you're good, that's all you have

1561
01:16:01.319 --> 01:16:03.560
<v Speaker 3>to do. But like you're right, like it is all

1562
01:16:04.800 --> 01:16:06.560
<v Speaker 3>mine based half the time.

1563
01:16:07.520 --> 01:16:11.319
<v Speaker 2>And I even into that. I even fell into that myself.

1564
01:16:11.039 --> 01:16:14.520
<v Speaker 3>So you know, yeah, I'm like speaking of art and

1565
01:16:14.600 --> 01:16:17.439
<v Speaker 3>creativity too, Like for me, the practice and the process

1566
01:16:17.479 --> 01:16:20.960
<v Speaker 3>of creating art or writing, like it's very similar in

1567
01:16:21.079 --> 01:16:23.439
<v Speaker 3>terms like to my magical practice in terms of like

1568
01:16:23.800 --> 01:16:26.239
<v Speaker 3>the energy flow and like the arc of like channeling

1569
01:16:26.319 --> 01:16:29.600
<v Speaker 3>something like touching into a particular energy current and then

1570
01:16:29.640 --> 01:16:32.640
<v Speaker 3>just riding the wave and letting it come through. Like

1571
01:16:32.760 --> 01:16:38.000
<v Speaker 3>for me, there is a similarity there ritualistically, which I

1572
01:16:38.039 --> 01:16:40.319
<v Speaker 3>think is probably the same thing for quite a few

1573
01:16:40.479 --> 01:16:42.840
<v Speaker 3>like occulty artist type folks.

1574
01:16:46.399 --> 01:16:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, pretty much, there we go.

1575
01:16:48.640 --> 01:16:49.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's right.

1576
01:16:51.279 --> 01:16:52.039
<v Speaker 5>Is not your work?

1577
01:16:54.039 --> 01:16:54.560
<v Speaker 3>Oh cool?

1578
01:16:55.840 --> 01:16:59.319
<v Speaker 2>I love this, Like right behind you, he's note a

1579
01:16:59.359 --> 01:17:01.439
<v Speaker 2>couple of pieces. It's getting better. Even made his own

1580
01:17:01.479 --> 01:17:02.840
<v Speaker 2>easel out of like a fucking branch.

1581
01:17:05.119 --> 01:17:08.079
<v Speaker 3>I've like never used an easel in my life. I

1582
01:17:08.279 --> 01:17:09.000
<v Speaker 3>just paint flat.

1583
01:17:09.359 --> 01:17:13.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, okay, you were saying your elbow before.

1584
01:17:13.560 --> 01:17:18.119
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, yeah, because it's it's a wet medium that

1585
01:17:18.199 --> 01:17:20.800
<v Speaker 3>I use. It's like India ink, So if I painted,

1586
01:17:21.079 --> 01:17:26.279
<v Speaker 3>it would have Pollock type of vibes, which is not

1587
01:17:26.359 --> 01:17:27.319
<v Speaker 3>exactly what I'm going for.

1588
01:17:30.079 --> 01:17:32.840
<v Speaker 4>And it's kind of kind of crucial for anyone trying

1589
01:17:32.920 --> 01:17:36.000
<v Speaker 4>to improve on Magic and Storm to have some kind

1590
01:17:36.000 --> 01:17:39.439
<v Speaker 4>of artistic doesn't have to be you know, painting could be, music,

1591
01:17:39.520 --> 01:17:44.279
<v Speaker 4>could be anything like just making stuff with that kind

1592
01:17:44.319 --> 01:17:46.880
<v Speaker 4>of creative part of the brain, like more right side brain.

1593
01:17:47.600 --> 01:17:50.319
<v Speaker 5>It also helps getting into states, so it's pretty cool.

1594
01:17:52.079 --> 01:17:55.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, Even cooking or something like that, something where

1595
01:17:55.720 --> 01:17:59.720
<v Speaker 3>it need to like follow that intuitive flow. I think

1596
01:18:00.119 --> 01:18:04.319
<v Speaker 3>sports like physicality, like sports something like that, like a

1597
01:18:04.399 --> 01:18:07.640
<v Speaker 3>form of movement that can also be like or even dance.

1598
01:18:07.680 --> 01:18:09.039
<v Speaker 3>I guess that that can be creative too.

1599
01:18:09.960 --> 01:18:10.920
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, exactly.

1600
01:18:10.920 --> 01:18:12.640
<v Speaker 4>I mean you have to be creative to be good

1601
01:18:12.680 --> 01:18:14.720
<v Speaker 4>at the sport, right, Like if you're playing basketball or something,

1602
01:18:14.760 --> 01:18:16.680
<v Speaker 4>you cannot do the same shot over and over. People

1603
01:18:16.760 --> 01:18:18.079
<v Speaker 4>pick up on that, so you have to come up

1604
01:18:18.119 --> 01:18:20.279
<v Speaker 4>with new ways and you kind of have to get there,

1605
01:18:20.640 --> 01:18:22.840
<v Speaker 4>and that getting there is the same getting there when

1606
01:18:22.840 --> 01:18:23.520
<v Speaker 4>you're doing magic.

1607
01:18:23.640 --> 01:18:26.199
<v Speaker 3>So totally it's like there's a flow state that we

1608
01:18:26.319 --> 01:18:26.920
<v Speaker 3>have to access.

1609
01:18:27.000 --> 01:18:31.479
<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, yeah, I totally agree that it's almost like

1610
01:18:31.520 --> 01:18:33.840
<v Speaker 2>the same thing is like for me as a ceremonial magician,

1611
01:18:33.920 --> 01:18:35.520
<v Speaker 2>it's like when I get into that flow state during

1612
01:18:35.560 --> 01:18:39.239
<v Speaker 2>the ritual, it's just going, you don't know, I can

1613
01:18:39.279 --> 01:18:41.199
<v Speaker 2>see what you're saying. It's almost like a physical meditation.

1614
01:18:42.279 --> 01:18:48.399
<v Speaker 3>Totally. Yeah. Ye, Honestly, I think like a lot of

1615
01:18:48.520 --> 01:18:51.640
<v Speaker 3>magic e folks are very like brain dominant or like

1616
01:18:51.800 --> 01:18:55.000
<v Speaker 3>up here dominant, which is why I always like tell

1617
01:18:55.039 --> 01:18:58.079
<v Speaker 3>my students, like, do something physical that you have to

1618
01:18:58.239 --> 01:19:02.600
<v Speaker 3>like touch reality, like whether that is like painting, cooking,

1619
01:19:03.279 --> 01:19:05.520
<v Speaker 3>going to the gym, playing soccer, like I don't care,

1620
01:19:05.680 --> 01:19:08.239
<v Speaker 3>Like do something that gets you in touch with the bodies,

1621
01:19:08.279 --> 01:19:11.439
<v Speaker 3>Like the body is the vessel of magic and spirit

1622
01:19:11.520 --> 01:19:13.800
<v Speaker 3>and all of that, like as much as it is mental,

1623
01:19:13.960 --> 01:19:17.239
<v Speaker 3>like there is that like body as instrument of magic,

1624
01:19:17.359 --> 01:19:20.760
<v Speaker 3>thing like body as sensor. And so the more embodied

1625
01:19:20.760 --> 01:19:22.880
<v Speaker 3>people are, I think, the better everything kind of tends

1626
01:19:22.920 --> 01:19:23.079
<v Speaker 3>to go.

1627
01:19:24.399 --> 01:19:27.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, No, I totally agree. I think, you know, kind

1628
01:19:27.319 --> 01:19:29.720
<v Speaker 2>of taking care of your bodies should be something that

1629
01:19:29.800 --> 01:19:31.399
<v Speaker 2>more people will porate into.

1630
01:19:31.760 --> 01:19:34.159
<v Speaker 3>And it's interesting that that's not really the case. I

1631
01:19:34.279 --> 01:19:36.399
<v Speaker 3>find a lot of people are just happy to stay

1632
01:19:37.119 --> 01:19:40.600
<v Speaker 3>in the mental and completely neglect to the physical, whether

1633
01:19:40.680 --> 01:19:42.920
<v Speaker 3>it's like eating bad, never working out like whatever.

1634
01:19:43.039 --> 01:19:46.560
<v Speaker 2>It is very interesting and I've done that mistake myself

1635
01:19:46.600 --> 01:19:49.079
<v Speaker 2>too throughout my career, your magical career. Stopped going to

1636
01:19:49.119 --> 01:19:50.800
<v Speaker 2>the gym as much as focus and more on that.

1637
01:19:51.439 --> 01:19:53.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, I did notice a little bit more changes

1638
01:19:53.039 --> 01:19:54.800
<v Speaker 2>and myself went back to the gym and realized I

1639
01:19:54.920 --> 01:19:57.439
<v Speaker 2>was like, wow, I actually feel better. I was left

1640
01:19:57.439 --> 01:19:59.760
<v Speaker 2>stress because like even though I'm meditating for me, even

1641
01:19:59.800 --> 01:20:01.239
<v Speaker 2>though to the gym, like I was saying before, I

1642
01:20:01.279 --> 01:20:04.159
<v Speaker 2>think it's a physical meditation to an extent totally, you know,

1643
01:20:04.279 --> 01:20:06.199
<v Speaker 2>And it's like that I could go to the gym

1644
01:20:06.239 --> 01:20:08.479
<v Speaker 2>in the morning and like leave and it's like my

1645
01:20:08.560 --> 01:20:10.079
<v Speaker 2>day would be good if I didn't go. I could

1646
01:20:10.119 --> 01:20:13.399
<v Speaker 2>realize I'm a cranky motherfucker. Now later it's like, I,

1647
01:20:13.960 --> 01:20:15.680
<v Speaker 2>you know, I didn't get like, you know, I didn't

1648
01:20:15.720 --> 01:20:18.119
<v Speaker 2>exert all that energy through the weights instead of my.

1649
01:20:18.159 --> 01:20:21.800
<v Speaker 3>Mouth, you know, totally, and like there is a channeling

1650
01:20:21.840 --> 01:20:26.640
<v Speaker 3>of energy aspect to them too, like like like there

1651
01:20:26.720 --> 01:20:30.359
<v Speaker 3>is like to be that. I think it's so interesting.

1652
01:20:30.439 --> 01:20:32.640
<v Speaker 3>I think a lot of people in the occult space

1653
01:20:32.680 --> 01:20:35.079
<v Speaker 3>are kind of like a bit more art se, let's say,

1654
01:20:35.159 --> 01:20:38.520
<v Speaker 3>and not everyone is super grounded in the physical and

1655
01:20:39.520 --> 01:20:41.600
<v Speaker 3>the gym is magical I think for sure.

1656
01:20:41.800 --> 01:20:44.119
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, no, very I think it's al chemical for me.

1657
01:20:44.520 --> 01:20:45.039
<v Speaker 2>I believe it.

1658
01:20:45.239 --> 01:20:46.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, totally.

1659
01:20:50.039 --> 01:20:51.920
<v Speaker 2>I'll definitely after the show, if you don't mind, you

1660
01:20:51.960 --> 01:20:53.840
<v Speaker 2>send me like all the links that you have. I

1661
01:20:53.880 --> 01:20:55.399
<v Speaker 2>think you might just have a link tree or something

1662
01:20:55.560 --> 01:21:00.239
<v Speaker 2>that has all your stuff. Okay, all right, but uh yeah,

1663
01:21:00.279 --> 01:21:02.319
<v Speaker 2>thank you so much for coming on. This is really fun.

1664
01:21:02.560 --> 01:21:04.239
<v Speaker 2>I'd definitely like to get you back on and chop

1665
01:21:04.279 --> 01:21:06.680
<v Speaker 2>it up with maybe some more topics or some other specifics,

1666
01:21:06.720 --> 01:21:09.119
<v Speaker 2>but definitely had a great time having you on. Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks you so much, thank you for inviting me. This

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01:21:11.880 --> 01:21:16.600
<v Speaker 3>has been honestly a blast my snowy afternoon. You guys

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01:21:16.640 --> 01:21:18.319
<v Speaker 3>are all awesome friends, super fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, well again, thank I don't I think we talked

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<v Speaker 2>about it off, but thank chat GPT because I threw

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<v Speaker 2>in a whole bunch of a cold podcasted there. I

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01:21:27.640 --> 01:21:29.439
<v Speaker 2>was like, yo, pull out the best guests and like

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01:21:29.520 --> 01:21:32.000
<v Speaker 2>the best topics like that these oldies shows have had,

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01:21:32.399 --> 01:21:34.359
<v Speaker 2>and it spits you out among other people that I

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<v Speaker 2>already knew of. So I was like, oh, okay, all right,

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01:21:37.079 --> 01:21:37.640
<v Speaker 2>let's get her on.

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<v Speaker 3>I love it. Yeah, the same question and see if

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01:21:41.640 --> 01:21:45.000
<v Speaker 3>it mentions me. I want to see, like chat GPT

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01:21:45.199 --> 01:21:48.960
<v Speaker 3>big me up, like, let's see, it'll be funny.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what.

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01:21:50.199 --> 01:21:52.560
<v Speaker 3>I've actually got some terrat clients recently from chat GPT

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01:21:52.720 --> 01:21:55.000
<v Speaker 3>recommending me too, which is very interesting.

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01:21:55.399 --> 01:21:59.479
<v Speaker 2>Oh nice, wow, nice new Google. Yeah, so I can't

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<v Speaker 2>complain that's interesting.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I wonder sometimes if that even happens when people typing

1689
01:22:04.039 --> 01:22:05.840
<v Speaker 2>your shit in there already and it starts already, you know,

1690
01:22:06.000 --> 01:22:07.279
<v Speaker 2>like that you exist.

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01:22:08.680 --> 01:22:10.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm sure it happens to people finding your show too.

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01:22:10.920 --> 01:22:14.560
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it is interesting shit.

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01:22:14.640 --> 01:22:16.319
<v Speaker 2>But uh yeah, I'll definitely get all your links and

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01:22:16.359 --> 01:22:18.239
<v Speaker 2>include them all. Thank you again, like I said, for

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01:22:18.319 --> 01:22:20.920
<v Speaker 2>coming on. It was a great chat, like it'd be definitely.

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01:22:20.960 --> 01:22:22.520
<v Speaker 2>Can I think talk to you about some other stuff

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01:22:22.520 --> 01:22:26.439
<v Speaker 2>in the future real quick before we end it. Matt

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01:22:26.840 --> 01:22:28.840
<v Speaker 2>also let to let everybody know what is going on

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<v Speaker 2>with you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, so again. Can find me on many socials.

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01:22:33.640 --> 01:22:39.800
<v Speaker 4>That's always at Metmoor nineteen on Instagram, Twitter, YouTube, TikTok, Twitch,

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01:22:40.319 --> 01:22:43.399
<v Speaker 4>maybe some other place. There are the Gray Lodge spaces

1703
01:22:43.479 --> 01:22:47.560
<v Speaker 4>every Friday on Twitter. That's gonna be also on our website,

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01:22:47.880 --> 01:22:51.520
<v Speaker 4>the True Gray Lodge with the v so true dot

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01:22:51.600 --> 01:22:54.359
<v Speaker 4>com so the True Grade Lodge dot com and my

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01:22:54.479 --> 01:22:57.479
<v Speaker 4>website Cabala dot com. That's k A A B A

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01:22:57.920 --> 01:23:01.319
<v Speaker 4>l a h dot com. If you want any type

1708
01:23:01.359 --> 01:23:05.720
<v Speaker 4>of strategy reading, moralogy reading, machra reading, energy reading, or

1709
01:23:06.000 --> 01:23:08.840
<v Speaker 4>just some match corporation, you can find me there. I'm

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01:23:08.880 --> 01:23:11.000
<v Speaker 4>gonna do those a little bit more of this same

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01:23:11.159 --> 01:23:13.880
<v Speaker 4>year and thinks they're going to change up next month,

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01:23:14.039 --> 01:23:17.000
<v Speaker 4>so enjoy while it's open there. And there's always the

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01:23:17.279 --> 01:23:20.520
<v Speaker 4>little apps and stuff that yeah, always updating it and

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01:23:20.640 --> 01:23:21.920
<v Speaker 4>improving so I feel like that.

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<v Speaker 5>Just make sure to go to the website. Thanks again, Nick,

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01:23:24.840 --> 01:23:29.000
<v Speaker 5>it was blast and stuff that you spoke to much

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01:23:29.359 --> 01:23:31.880
<v Speaker 5>and yeah, nice stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Matt. I appreciate you making it and Headless

1719
01:23:34.760 --> 01:23:36.760
<v Speaker 2>my man. Everybody know where they can find your stuff

1720
01:23:36.760 --> 01:23:37.880
<v Speaker 2>and remind him about these shows.

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01:23:39.359 --> 01:23:42.239
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. You can find me on Twitter and on Instagram

1722
01:23:42.479 --> 01:23:46.279
<v Speaker 1>and on YouTube. Check out the Headless Giant. I have

1723
01:23:46.560 --> 01:23:50.960
<v Speaker 1>Alchemy Mondays with Arrows I've got coming up tonight, We've

1724
01:23:51.000 --> 01:23:53.279
<v Speaker 1>got seven seven seven with me and Nick. We'll go

1725
01:23:53.439 --> 01:23:56.960
<v Speaker 1>through the Kabala of Alistair Crowley and then on Thursdays,

1726
01:23:57.199 --> 01:24:01.880
<v Speaker 1>send us your emails at Headless Giant Podcast at gmail

1727
01:24:01.960 --> 01:24:05.000
<v Speaker 1>dot com and we will read your occult slash esoteric

1728
01:24:05.119 --> 01:24:09.680
<v Speaker 1>slash paranormal stories as we go over our favorite symbols

1729
01:24:09.760 --> 01:24:12.439
<v Speaker 1>throughout all of history. So check us out. And also

1730
01:24:12.560 --> 01:24:15.439
<v Speaker 1>on Sundays, I've got the Trialogues with Ethan Indigo and Ricardo.

1731
01:24:16.239 --> 01:24:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I've had some substitutes hopping in well. I've been on vacation,

1732
01:24:19.479 --> 01:24:21.159
<v Speaker 1>so check those out as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, nice, Thank you very much, and Sabrina again,

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01:24:24.239 --> 01:24:25.840
<v Speaker 2>thank you so much for coming on. It was an

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01:24:25.840 --> 01:24:28.560
<v Speaker 2>awesome chat. Definitely look forward to maybe having you on

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01:24:28.640 --> 01:24:31.399
<v Speaker 2>after you get this PhD, you know, hopefully you get

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01:24:31.439 --> 01:24:35.520
<v Speaker 2>that good Yes, yes, yes, no, no no, but I'm

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01:24:35.600 --> 01:24:37.000
<v Speaker 2>just saying, like I like to have you, like to

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01:24:37.079 --> 01:24:38.640
<v Speaker 2>hear you come back on and say you have it.

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01:24:38.720 --> 01:24:42.079
<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying. That would be great. Yes, yeah,

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01:24:43.600 --> 01:24:47.159
<v Speaker 2>that's awesome. Yes, we'll definitely keep in touch. And again,

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01:24:47.279 --> 01:24:49.960
<v Speaker 2>thank you all, And that's the end of another recult Rejects.

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01:24:50.079 --> 01:24:52.359
<v Speaker 2>Until the next one. Everybody be well later.
