Speaker 1: If you could be a bad bitch as a man,
marry a rich woman and leave her for half her earnest,
would you say what you want to know?
Speaker 2: What's crazy is I just saw a person the other
day about like the top ten richest women, and I
think only two of them were like built their wealth
on their own. Everything else was either handed down from
a parent or it came from a divorce.
Speaker 1: Yeah, niggas is the only one trying to get it
out the mud. Fuck that shit, bro.
Speaker 2: I'm not going You're not getting half or nothing in
mind you tiging to prenup.
Speaker 1: I feel I would feel comfortable with my wife getting.
Speaker 2: Half, but that's if you would build your wife while
she's there.
Speaker 1: If I meet you with you already successful.
Speaker 2: But you're not getting nothing when we go, I'll give
you a like a severance package, like a job with
here's three million, make it last. I'm not that's not
my problem. You didn't have nothing. I don't listen. I
don't understand how man is obligated to take care of
a common adult.
Speaker 1: And I still can't fuck you.
Speaker 2: Right, And you could go get with a whole nother person,
and if they don't make what I make brus. I'm listening,
I'll be in I'm not gonna be in jail because
I'm not gonna beat it because you're saying if you
don't sign the prenup. It's just like Steven Jackson, his
wife to be at the time wouldn't sign the prenup
and they said he caught off the wedding. So that's
just my preference. Now, if you're there with me from
the start and we was broke together and I build
this wealth, even if I build it by myself, but
if you ride with me to that, yeah, you and
you entitled because we struggled together.
Speaker 1: So I like Jeff Bezos wife, I feel like, but
you created the lift style though, so I don't care.
Speaker 2: Listen, if I'm a billionaire millionaire and I meet you
in the projects, I take you from that and bring
you to me and we don't work out, go back.
Speaker 1: But you can't go back after that and this ship?
Why not that you should have tried harder. Now, try
harder to make this ship work. What they're gonna do
is they're gonna try to find another nigga to match
what you did, or go ahead and do that. But
I don't I don't owe.
Speaker 2: Nobody knows none of my funds except for the children
that I have brought into this world. I am not
paying no woman half of what I have learned, especially
if I met you and I already had it.
Speaker 1: Why do you feel I beg I could say that
because our kids getting up there in age, so it's
like you can't go back. You can't be like I'm
about to get some child support or something like that. Hell,
the kids down their ground now, you know you on
back page? Listen, what's going on? Everybody? This is I
Create podcast and I'm the host today Deboy and Ship,
so we're gonna call it I feel Create today philosophy
and I Create has merged like Team Mubble and Sprint.
Let me put my phone on, Please put sid tell
me nigga. Uh. I'm in here with my brothers, the
two people I've been talking to the most lately. And
even though I talk to Perry every day, that just
goes to show you how much I talk to people.
I'm in here with my boy, Perry, what's going on?
My dog, Sir, yr Sir? What up? What up? And
my boy why do they call you? DJ? Dwayne junr
So Mike Haney not your real name? Yeah, my man,
the name is Dwayne and I'm a junior. Oh, because
my wife be asking me that all the time. She's like,
why the fuck is the name DJ? But what's so
crazy is if you know me, know me, you call
me DJ. If you don't know me, know me, it's Michael. Oh,
I call you both. Yeah, she was like, I need you.
She was like, I need you to pick a name.
I'm talking about different people.
Speaker 2: For me, it depends on who I'm talking to. Like
the people that know him as Mike. To them, I'll
call him mikeno him as DJ, I'll be like DJ,
because if I say the wrong one, they'd be like,
who who like DJ?
Speaker 1: Oh? I didn't know that was his name. I'm like, bitch,
but yeah, pre nup shit. I was just thinking about
Tyresee he's going through promix. He out here, and mind you,
Tyree has been a part of our lives since niggas
sweet lady, you know what I'm saying, So since ninety eight,
ninety seven, ninety nine, he's been a part of our lives.
And to see that he really a loveybe nigga. He
wants to be in love. He wants to be with
a woman, he wants to be the family man, and
he just keeps picking the wrong hole. Bro he keeps
and most niggas that's like that, they always pick. They
they get hurt. They get hurt.
Speaker 2: Because the women can sense that vulnerability in them and
they feed that sleeve.
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean, men do the same thing with
women do the same thing. They turn into hobosexuals. I'm
gonna say everything that I need to say to live
with you. I'm gonna give you the right amount of dick,
I'm gonna eat the right amount of cooochie, and I'm
gonna do it enough choices so I can live in
this motherfucker rent free until you realize that we ain't together. Still,
that's crazy. It's toxic as fuck. But I did it
back in the day, and I had to reach out
to Shorty and I had to apologize. Recently, I had
to apologize, like, oh shit, even like just now that
I got daughters, and I had to realize that the
way that they see men is going to be drastically
different from a lot of the people that they know,
especially a father that knows how to talk, especially a
father that's emotionally intelligent at this age that I'm at,
Like I had my first kid at thirty three, so
it's different. It's different from having a kid as a
teenager and yeah, get on your boy, man, you know
your book, this motherfucker off. But yeah, I had to
reach out to her and out and you know, I think,
I think when a relationship started, we had started on
something that's just fuck type shit. That's how our relationships
basically start. Yeah, not really, because there's there are there
are there are women in my past that I approached
like yo, I love you, bitch, I want to be
with you forever type ship and then and it never
worked out. But all the girls that I wanted to
just put my wi wi in, I ended up needing
them and they were there to help me down, but
my my stance didn't change. I still don't want to
be with you, even though you are allowing me to
sleep with sleep with sleep at your house and keep
some shit over here. And I know, like, as I'm
saying it now, it sounds fucking crazy, but in my mind,
I'm thinking they should have just walked away, Like if
I'm not giving you what you want and I'm still
not giving you a title and I'm still not giving
you the ship that you want out of me? Why
don't you just walk away? Why are you waiting on me?
And I didn't. I just felt really bad when I
thought about it. Like when I thought about it, I
was like, yo, I was a piece of shit, A
huge piece of shit. And I agree.
Speaker 2: A lot of times I think they may not walk
away because they could see the potential of what you
can be and they would rather try to wait it
out versus see you be that for somebody else.
Speaker 1: That's stupid walk away. I ain't saying it's smart, but
that's just yeah, would it be. I don't even see
how they could see the potential, That's what I'm saying. Like,
looking back, I don't even see the potential.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's the same one. I think it
was just fitting for that moment, don't. I don't see
the potential in nobody or you never know what another
person sees individuals. I'm sure we both can probably think
of three to five relationships in our lives that we've
seen and you think, like, no, why the fuck were
y'all together?
Speaker 1: No? Or like why did you like to hear somebody else?
Speaker 2: Or somebody somebody else, like like two people like the
woman made have been on this pedestal and the man
was down here, and you like, why she with that
nigga or vice versa.
Speaker 1: I see that now when I shoot weddings for real,
I'll be like, why the fuck are y'all together?
Speaker 2: So you never really know what draws two people. You
don't even match her fly? You never know, bro, Some
people don't know. It could be a them not knowing
they're worth.
Speaker 1: You just never know, bro.
Speaker 2: A lot of people settle. No, I don't know about that.
I don't think we I don't think in this generation.
I don't think, not as much as it used to be.
Speaker 1: You don't think niggas settled? Why what do you mean settle?
I mean shit, I might as well.
Speaker 2: If they do that, then they got another one around
that feels the voice that they actually want. So it's
like you may be with this one settling, but you
might have two or three other women.
Speaker 1: That to where it's like, okay, it's okay to marry her.
Curious it's dope, I mean from everywhere else. So you know,
I don't want nobody that left me at a desperation.
I feel like, I feel like if I'm not I
feel like, if I'm the only one that can love you,
then I don't want to love you. You ain't special enough.
And that just might be on some whole other shit.
It might be wrong say that again. If I'm the
only one that sees the potential, not potential, If I'm
the only one that sees the value in you, then
you really ain't got no motherfucking value. If you go out,
if we leave, if we break up and you went
out there and made yourself readily available and people can
see you, and then they don't want you, I made
a mistake. Like women, women see that shit, like women
want men that other women want because it's like, Okay,
there is some value in this motherfucker right here. Men.
On the other hand, sometimes sometimes I don't think we
understand how to pick a partner. And I think that's
back circling back to Tyresse. I don't think we know what.
I don't think we know how to build a team.
I think we just got women that we fuck that
make us feel good in the moment. But I don't
think niggas know how to make pick a woman that's
going to better help better their lives because a lot
of the men that I know, the women that they
do fuck with when the women give them some type
of critique or feedback, the women might not know how
to communicate it right, but the men ain't accepting that shit.
Niggas ad just be like, man, that bit is tripping man. No,
she's actually telling you something, and vice versa. A lot
of women don't like critique for men, So niggas just
stay in this this space and they never change, They
never evolved. And I think that nobody really knows the
point of Dayton. I think that I think back in
the day, women needed niggas because they couldn't get no job,
They couldn't get a license, they couldn't get a bank account,
they couldn't do a lot of shit. They couldn't vote,
they couldn't do a lot of shit. So then they
fell into this role of cleaning, cooking, buying draws, taking
care of the kids, having kids, this, this, and that.
Now that they got money, they don't need us no more.
So what's the point of having so what now? What's
the point? I think we have to sit down and
reevaluate what all of this is supposed to even look like,
and I think that we still thinking about grandma and
granddad and this and that. No, my nigga, none of
that shit is working. No more is. We can't go
back to that because women are more educated, they got
more money, So we can't go back to, Oh, Sally
May at the crib and she gonna cook the bacon
and no, no, nigga, she gonna be at home right
when you pull up. Y'all both get off at five,
y'all both gonna pull up at five forty five. You
can't expect her to go in the house and cook.
You can't expect her to be your emotional support dog.
You can't expect her because niggas, she got her own shit.
She got a boss, she got a boss that she hates,
she got colleagues that she hate, she hate traffic. She's
still trying to figure out her weight, trying to go
to the gym, she's trying to figure out her life's
trying to identify herself other than the fucking mother, other
than the wife. And I think that men don't see that,
and we expect a lot out of them, and then
vice versa because they are taking this role. Don't understand
that the roles of a man has changed, so they
still expecting us to be granddaddy. Yeah, I can't be
your granddaddy, bitch, because your grandma didn't have no money,
right right, were living at different times. We living in
a completely different time with the same rule book of
love from back in the fucking day. So how do
you feel about the fifty to fifty? And I see
that a lot. It ain't gonna never be fifty to fifty,
Like some days I might wake up on twenty percent
and my wife got to be fifty, like with the
bills and shit. Yeah, because we both got money. I
think it all ties in together. Yeah. Yeah, if you,
if you and your partner, two things, If you and
your partner, I feel like, just from me and my wife,
a lot of niggas are afraid to tell they girls
how they want. They dick suck just off the strength,
just uncomfortable just talking to her, like while she down there,
y'all y'all naked, look at her and be like, nah,
I don't do it like that, patter head, don't do
it like that. Do it like this. I like it
like this, like because that's your partner. And when you
go down there and eat her pussy. She needs to
do the same exact thing. But a lot of the
times motherfuckers could just be super unsatisfied, never say nothing
and didn't go get a whole You got a whole
bitch right here that to do whatever it is that
you want her to do, and you're too afraid to
tell her. And then to the money. A lot of
people don't like asking what their partner make. How much
money do you make after taxes, after you pay a bit,
how much money do you have? How much money do
you have? Because if my wife makes more than me,
it can't be fifty to fifty. You make twenty thirty
thousand dollars more than me, you ask him you want
to go fifty? Yeah or no?
Speaker 2: We're not even a team as the man. They want
you to really go one hundred most of the time
from the shit that.
Speaker 1: They be saying. Now that shit just instagram shit. I
don't know that should just instagram shit. That is This
is my point of yew on it.
Speaker 2: I think it all comes down to the value because
I think when you find that person that you value,
and this is speaking from experience, all of those things
that could cause odds or disagreements, they go out the
window because the value system is gonna over overpower all
of that other little petty bullshit. All that petty stuff
only falls into place when you really don't value that person.
Speaker 1: If the woman, if you're looking for a reason to
leave anyway, Exactly.
Speaker 2: If a woman values her man, if he make less,
she don't give a fuck because she values him and
she's gonna hon to respect him as a man based
off of who he is and as long as he's
given her everything that he got vice versa. The nigga
who values his woman is not going to expect her
to come home after an eight hour shift to.
Speaker 1: Him to take care of the cleete, take care of
the kids.
Speaker 2: It's all a value system, and it's really fucked up
because I feel like for the past couple of years,
black men and women have been at odds.
Speaker 1: Hold on, nigga, it's been since like twenty ten. Hey
the internet got popping, Yeah, every since motherfuckers can really
express theirselves freely, Yes, but I feel like a lot
of motherfuckers. I went to a bitch page on Facebook,
and I'm saying bitch and lo because I ain't recorded.
I went to this bitch page on face Book. I
got to burn a page on Facebook. I'm a girl
on Facebook. Nobody know that I'm I'm a whole girl
on Facebook. And I did it for black Widow. But
my page that leaded. But I'm a whole girl in there,
and sometimes I'll be forgetting that I can comment and
people won't know it's me. I can say whatever it
is that I want to say, but I don't say.
I don't do that. I go in there and just
read shit. Just look I seen let me, I'm about
to read it. I send it to my nigga, Carlos.
Something about it was it was a stud. It was
it was a girl, and she took a picture with
a nigga and she was like, I left my husband.
This man never made me happy. And the whole two
years that we've been together. I saw a girl at
the truck stop or at the gas station and she
looked at me and I felt butterflies for the first time.
Da da da da da. So I left my husband
and went to the to the girl. It's sixty thousand comments,
all types of all type of shit, right, But then
I started scrolling her page because I know you, I
know people get paid for interactions on Facebook. Yeah, so
then I start going down a page bo and three
months ago she wasn't married, so she just saying things
online to go to get the interactions to get checked
from Facebook. Yeah, so you causing all of this this riff.
It's not even your fucking life.
Speaker 2: It's somebody out there that's living like that, or somebody
out there that's looking at that, and they might take
that into consideration when they run across somebody that getting
butterflies and be like, well, shit, maybe I need to
leave who I'm with.
Speaker 1: If not even not even that, it's more so going
back to what you said about people voicing their opinions,
I don't even think people are voicing their opinions. I
think they're just saying things to get a reaction. It's
not they don't even they don't even feel what they're saying.
They're just going off of. This is going to give
me the most the most arguments, and that the interactions
on Twitter X and Facebook and Instagram, and just like
baller Alert Baller Alert in the shade Room, they are
posting ship for the interactions. That's why they're not posting nothing.
Because niggas don't comment under anything positive gravitation and social
media runs like that. So okay, now that we understand that,
I feel like, are we not smart enough to realize
that this isn't real? Like this is a facade, this
is smoke, none of this is None of this is real.
So the fact that people are taking advice from single
people is weird to me because married people that stick
it out, unconditionally loving married people to have to have
somebody unconditionally love you despite the flaws, despite them having
to carry the relationship financially, despite you going through this
growth spurt of not knowing who you are, trying to
identify who you are in life at the age that
you might be at the weight fluctuation, the the might
get laid off, you might lose a job, and you
might not have any money. Now, if your relationship is
based on you're fucked. Yeah, but you know certain things
in life happening where you can't cook it, you don't
even feel like cooking. You depressed, So has somebody to
love you through all of these things? It's not gonna
be ever fifty to fifty? So what do you do.
Speaker 2: When real quick piggyback to what you were saying about
social media being fake. That's why anybody that I'm seriously
dealing with, I don't follow if I follow on my
mute tape page, because if you post something.
Speaker 1: That I know ain't aligned with your core value, no,
not even that.
Speaker 2: Like let's say, you know, we rocking heavy and you
post something about how niggas ain't shit, I'm gonna be like,
why are you posting that? If you're dealing with a
nigga who you fucking with, who you're talking and you
really fuck with me? So and I understand that a
lot of times they just post for the interactions, to
just post to express stuff.
Speaker 1: Or just share stuff.
Speaker 2: So me personally, as soon as we really start clicking,
you're going on mute.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see because I don't want to
have to.
Speaker 2: I don't want to be that nigga screenshotting and being like, so,
what the fuck is this about.
Speaker 1: I've seen somebody say, I've seen somebody say, how come
when we start fucking you stop liking my pictures? And
it's because I had to mute you, real had the
mute you. It's so it's certain rill. There's certain drills
on Instagram that I had to mute just because that
bait you're throwing is nice that but then they wonder
why they're single, the ones throwing the bait. No, No,
I don't think. I don't think that's why they're single.
I think that the relationship never brings the validation that
the likes and or whatever bring mm hmm. Like, but
when somebody like you, it's private, bro, for sure, it's private.
Motherfucker bringing you flowers's private. Mo fucker rubbing your back
is private. Motherfucker calling and asking you are you okay?
Did you eat today? That? Have you drank some waters?
To where motherfucker's posting you can't post if I ask
if you have water today, you can't post that. I'm
but you're right, you can't ready too, And.
Speaker 2: Then you got the niggas out here that'll be like
send her flowers today or send her fifty dollars a day,
so if she didn't get it now on this chirro
just I'll be trying to stay out the internet, I swear,
because it'd be so much stuff that triggered me. But
I see stuff like that, and I'm like, bro, you
could have just fucked up somebody day because you said
send this girl flowers today. The nigga might not have
sent her the flowers, and now she in her mind
like hmm, yeah, I ain't get no flowers today.
Speaker 1: No, no, I don't think if I'm happy from this party,
I'm happy my grilling like this bro.
Speaker 2: No, that specific situation is definitely not personally experienced. But
I just know in the past I've seen that ship
and it's like it's even like the whole ship with
the Cam Newton interview that just happened with the I
can't think of the doctor's name, the therapist, but.
Speaker 1: Any nigga that wears hair like that, I don't like it.
Speaker 2: Nah, But I'm just saying we need when the when
social media has these large conversations about men and women,
it enters into people's relationships, and sometimes for good, sometimes
for bad. And I feel like, like I was saying,
I think it just is continuously putting us against each
other because she may say one thing and then he
may say one thing. So now when you get home
with your partner, you're having this discussion. Well, well today
this doctor said that you should be doing this the
no no, no, but no no no, you looking at
it in a bad way. I see where you're going now,
I said, it could be good and bad. It just
depends on the dynamic in your relationship.
Speaker 1: You need to lead that. Then, mind you, once again,
these are not problems I had about you.
Speaker 2: I'm talk about whoever listening. Then, Yeah, I'm understand. I'm
appreciative of being able to have open, thorough.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because a lot of the times I had to
when I was doing in the philosophy. Looking back, I
realized that my wife was the one that I was
talking to the least. I was talking to Keen of
the most. I do the most, Puggy the most, talking
to these niggas. Bro, I'm talking to these niggas five
hours out of the week. We just did that to her. Yeah,
And I think a lot of the times people are
in the comments arguing and not just hey, what do
you think about this? And just like when we're troing
me KWANDT, my wife was like, you know rich from
QUANDT and I was like, yeah, I saw that, And
then we had a conversation about it about the industry
might have the industry turning on them, and then you know,
did the industry turning did the industry turning on him
have an effect on his drug usage, and did and
did and did and did and did that kill him?
That type of ship opposed to me getting on here
and and I feel like a lot of the times
I feel like people. I don't even think that it's
the conversations that is the problem. I think it's the visualization.
The highlight reels up deeper relationships. I think that's the
biggest problem because if you, if I, if I accept,
if I accept Perry to be the guy who makes
my clothes, and then he might take long to make
my clothes because he got a job, he got a kid.
You know what I'm saying, Basketball, working out, sleep, and
I see somebody constantly posting some shit, it's gonna make
me be like, although I although I appreciate his service,
and although we have a system in place that he's
going to drop off six shirts and six pants once
a month, this person got eight twice a month. So
now I'm looking at him like, well, why ain't you
being that? Because I like the way. I like the
way that they're putraying it on social media, and I
think that that's what a lot of people are doing.
Because if you go over to that motherfucker house that
you're comparing your shit to. That motherfucker might stink the
dish away. The dishes is always dirty. The house smell
like ass and garbage. She only wash her clothes once
a month. Like you, you're really gonna walk out and
not even understand what you're walking into. Yeah, sure, that's
why you right. And my motherfuckers be walking out of
happy situations thinking that they can have happy year because
they don't value back to what you said, they don't
value this person. I don't want to leave my wife ever.
If you're listening to this, I might flirt. I'm not
leaving that woman. You can you know my ask for permission.
You can suk me out toppy, Toppy, I'm not leaving
that woman. Everything that I do is for my kids
and that woman. There's nothing on the internet that I
see more shit on social media that makes me not
like y'all out there in the world. I'll be on
social media, I'm like, I don't like any of you.
You are a fucking even some of my friends. The
social stuff like, oh I don't like you for real.
Speaker 2: It's probably like seven people's stuff that come through my feed.
But because bro, you know, once you mute people so often,
like the algorithm will stop. But I literally probably see
the same seven people's stuff so much because it really
be making you look at people like, Bro, you really stupid?
Are you really just your views? It just bro, it's wild.
But yeah, to finish what you were just speaking on
something that I personally do, is how you were saying,
like people may think it may be happier over there.
You gotta also not even get in room to do that.
So the consistent compliments, you know, the random gifts flowers,
whether it be money, whatever, I try to make sure
I keep up on that.
Speaker 1: That way.
Speaker 2: If it is a nigga and the d MS trying
to slide in, she like, nigga, my man already sent
me this.
Speaker 1: So I think what's so crazy about that is I
do that periodically. But I ain't got to do that
shit because if you and me, you with me, yeah,
ain't gonna get no better than me.
Speaker 2: But I would just say it makes it easier for
them to brush off all. Oh yeah for sure, because
it's gone. If you got to attract the woe bro,
they're gonna be for sure. The hunters are going to try.
Speaker 1: Yeah. So it's like you just gotta keep her, but
but you better not acknowledge it. You better not even
like the message. Heart the message you've been Delete that
motherfucker act like you. My girl ain't got social media
at all. Good good cause the way that I feel
about people, she feel that way times one hundred. She
just be like, man, y'all nigga's is stupid. Yeah, y'all
married nigga. Now she's been rubbed off. She's been like that.
I was gonna say, you know, rubbed off all that.
She's been like that. It took me a while to
even track her down. She ain't had social media to like,
twenty thirteen, twenty twelve. I've been hunting that bitch down
since two thousand and five. Damn oh yeah. Every year
I asked her sister where she at every single year,
and then one year she was like, she finally an Instagram.
Send her a message. And then I sent her a message,
and I moved from Hawaii to here. Cool been wanting
since high school. Got her. You know, in life, I
think a lot of I think a lot of black men.
They be talking about this, We were talking about ty
Ree soon. We're all over the place. But I think
a lot of black men need to realize, not all
because some of y'all are just peasants, but a lot
of black men need to understand that we got power
and we can really get whatever it is that we want.
It might not come to you the way that you want,
It might not look the way that you thought it
would look. But bro I said, I wanted a daughter
in ninth grade, I wanted a daughter named Emily. In
ninth grade, I got two. God gave me two daughters
and the son. They looked exactly like me. I've been
one Sierra since two three. He gave it to me
in twenty thirteen. We never talked, We never did nothing
until twenty and twelve. I wanted to God. I wanted
to do so. I wanted to work with, worked with.
I wanted to meet a dream. I met the dream.
All of the things that I wanted to do, I
got to do it. And sometimes I still question my
ability to be magical. And it's crazy because I think
as men, we equate, so many of us men equate
our value with money. It's like neck and neck. It's
like it goes like this, and if what you love
ain't bringing you money. You start to question if I'm
loving the right thing, if I'm wasting my time on
this ship, at least for me, I'll be like, bro,
I'm wasting me too. I'll be like, bro, what the
fuck like? It's black lidow shit. I'm like, man, this
is I love doing this ship. My shit sound better
than everybody ship that I listen to. Nope, not even
being biased. I just study it so fucking much. My
ship sounds. I'm working on the project right now. I
won't say who is with, I won't say what production
company is under, but I'm like, bro, y'all should have
had me in begin direct this because it doesn't sound natural.
It just doesn't sound like people talking and whatever. It
sounds more scripted. Yeah, just sound like it sounds like
something fake. It's a format. I'm watching YouTube series with
black people and I'm just like, well, we don't. We
don't move like that. It looked like you said action. Yeah,
this is why I like Forrest Gump. This is why
we like life. It looks like life looks like a
bunch of niggas that went to jail for some ship
that they ain't do and they stuck. And that's reality. Yes,
we got to talk about life too after this, and
Forrest Gump just looked like a retarded nigga that's looking
for the love of his life. That's what it looks.
I was about to say, please please bleep that clips
is not big enough to get canceled. Bro, you have
to retarded. It's about getting flagged and it getting taken down.
Leave it in. But just hit the bars crazy that
nigga put his hand out. No, I just think that.
I think that you know a lot of a lot
of us, like if we knew, if we could see,
if we could see the value of a woman. I
think the reason why niggas is hoes and trash is
because we do not understand the value of a woman
because not enough men told us the value of a woman.
I remember when I was in motherfucking ninth grade, my
mom had a friend named Robert light skinning nigga about
six y one. I always look up to this nigga
because he was tall, and I thought he was handsome
because he had I could see holes just like classing,
you know what I mean, I can see it. So
I was like, man, that nigga five and he could dress,
and he came in one of the last house parties
my mom had with this batch of friends. He came
into my room. It was like a bear. Man, what's
uh you thinking about going to college? I was like,
I don't know. He said, man, you got to go
down to Atlanta and I was like wow. He was like, man,
there's a lot of women down there. He said. The
ratio is like eighteen to one. Something. Weird ass, he said.
And I was like, at the time, I'm DJing, I
got my turntables playing Scarface Mary Jane. I always slowed down.
I'm not even really thinking about that shit. But men
talk to boys about women like that, yeah, and not
like and not like, Bro, you need to find you one.
You need to find you one, bro, like the one
that's gonna hold you down, the one that's gonna help
build you up, the one that's gonna speak life until
your brother. You need to find one. And you need
to find one that's gonna love you for you and
and and try to help you become the best you
that you want to be. And then we need to
have a man around to tell us how to identify
these feelings that we have. And we have the self doubt,
and how we can talk ourselves off the ledge of
the self doubt, cause niggas all climb out ever, So
try to climb out ever and turn around because we
talk ourselves out of being so great because we don't
have enough response emotionally intelligent black men telling black boys, Hey,
this is how you do this, how you do this,
like like like keening my nigga, love a nigga. He's
a fighter. He don't express himself like he'd rather fight
Dave Hicks the same way. He's a fighter, like he's
not a These are my guys, and I'm not a fighter.
I'm gonna talk to you, and niggas is gonna get
mad at me because I'm gonna keep trying to I'm
not about to fight you, bro, because we're still gonna
this situation is still gonna be unresolved. If we fight,
you could beat my ass, I might beat your ass
whatever the case. But this ain't gonna solve nothing, bro.
And I've started to realize, like a lot of men
think that the only okay way to express themselves is anger.
That's the only thing that's exact communication. Yeah, that's because
that's the I remember talking. I remember back in the day,
I was trying to talk to motherfuckers about how I feel.
It's like, why you being so emotional, Why you're being
so sensitive about shit. I'm like, bitch, I'm not being sensitive.
I'm just telling you how I feel. I don't like
that shit. But you ain't. You ain't got a bit. Yes,
I'm going to tell you how I feel.
Speaker 2: I think sometimes the anger in the fighting just is personal.
My personal perspective is just sometimes you just got to
get it out.
Speaker 1: I think.
Speaker 2: I mean because even just like when we were talking
on the phone yesterday, I told you about Saturday, and
I was just like, I just I needed that ship
to go somewhere.
Speaker 1: Mind you what to do? What you do?
Speaker 2: I didn't do nothing, but I was mad for a
very fucking long time because I didn't. Yeah, but at
the end of the day, the anger that lingered for
a few hours would have been over if I had
the chance to put my hands on somebody.
Speaker 1: Just go to the gym, bro, I do that's I
paid at that time.
Speaker 2: Well that might you're right, but I have an LA
Fitness membership simply because had punch of bags.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's literally I had to I had to start
I had to tell my wife, Like, Yo, the only
way that I can the only way that I can
get this energy out of me is if I ride
this bike ride. I don't ride ten miles, Bro. I
have to throw my hands, Bro, I have to. I
think I've gotten older, Like I mean that's I learned
how to fight when I was a kid. But like,
I take that shit seriously.
Speaker 2: I work out more with my hands than I do basketball,
and basketball is my life and now I'm getting my
son into it. Cause for one, just to know how
to defend yourself, but I don't. It's not like I
like to fight or be an aggressor, but I just
know there's times where, Bro, I don't have no other
way to fucking release built up.
Speaker 1: It for me is you got to really push me
to the limit of you just wont shut up, you
know what I'm saying. Like I can ignore certain shit,
but like if you just keep talking and it's irritating me,
I'm just gonna pop you just so you could just
shut the fuck. I've never been I've never been in
that situation that the last time I had to get
in the physical altercation, it was because the little motherfucker
wouldn't shut up. Sometimes you just got to hit somebody
and and the nigga that you know them, I'm very mild, manner,
calm and all that. So for somebody, literally, bro, this
little nigga would not shut the fuck up. Bro, like
pointing in my face, call me or now in the book,
and I'm just looking at him, and eventually I just
tagged him.
Speaker 2: Sometimes after that he didn't even do ship. So I'm like, nigga,
you just did all of that built up all this
frustration to me that I had to get you in
your mouth. Now I got more that I can't even
use because you done scurried out to jail. So like, nigga,
you don't waste my time and yours.
Speaker 1: Was built up energy. I learned a long time ago
not to play, not to play with. I ain't like
sports because I just na. I never really liked how
niggas talked during You can't handle the trash talk, yeah
I can. I can't. I can ignore it. But some
niggas if you get if you are too good, yeah,
and you don't and you're unphased, niggas take it to
another level. Yeah, I'm not really phased by any of this, Bro,
I don't want to be Alan iverson.
Speaker 3: Bro.
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm just playing back said I just want
to get to work and that's and that's yeah, I
just playing basket. Well, why are you so aggressive right now? Bro?
It's crazy, whole ass nigga can't Why are you doing them?
That's that's real. Why are you? Why are you like this?
That's why? And then I started saying ship like that.
I started getting into counselor niggas, like niggas is really like, oh,
you're trying to you're trying to be a little nigga rebound.
Why are you? Why are you so aggressive? Bro? Bro?
Speaker 2: When I go hoop or I only hoop with my niggas, like,
be careful the days of going to hoop, Like if
somebody just hit me up, like hey, bro, come pull
up in such and such a hoop, I'm not bro.
If it's not at least five to seven of my
partners they're running, I'm not going because I already know
how niggas get when they broke. Basketball brings out and
because you don't really play like pick up football like
that pick up basketball, bro, it brings something out of niggas.
I think that I don't understand. I think for me
like you just said the whole ass and I'm like, damn,
I gotta be a bit. I scored five buckets.
Speaker 1: You a hold up. I remember playing. I'm playing basketball
with my nigga tongue. Good he rest in peace. We
was over Salem, across the street from Brendaway, No, across
the highway from Brnaway. It's from next to LC across
from it. But that was the only basketball Kobe had
and for some that day, man, I must have watched
and one nigga. This is when they was on ESPN,
so by now you can watch it every day. You
weren't just it was wasn't just volume four and volume
three the tape tape they was on ESPN. So, nigga,
we go to Salem. I'm dribbling and ship and for
some reason, I just kept hitting threes. Bro. I just
was coming down and being just flagoring with the with
the road the shamguard and I'm just shooting and They're like,
who the fuck is this? Niggas is going crazy. But
I'm like, damn, I can't have a good game. I
done played five games. I was I was smid all
four fifth game warmed up now and now I got
beef with everybody. I'm like, god, it just and then
they like, you don't even play like that. That's what
it is. They always say that to me. You don't
even play like that. Now they angry. I'm like, bro,
you need therapy. It's like Carrie, Bro, Bro, Carrie got
no fight, he.
Speaker 2: Said, like that My faan la fitis because the nigga
kept talking ship because that nigga still like in his prime,
so he's still nice. And I guess the nigga is
mad because he good Carry was probably busting out, bro,
he would and Carrie is real sarcastic me too. That's
that's the problem too, And he said, niggas don't like
sarcastic and you know Carry, you know, light skinned looking dude.
So niggas have always tried us because we don't look threatening,
but we know how to get down. I'm gonna just
put it like that, bro, he said, like the.
Speaker 1: Nigga walked up on him, and he said he turned
around and just like two pieces ass, because like, bro,
why are you And it's like I don't and it's like, bro,
just because I'm getting buckets like Bro, why are you
so angry? It's not that serious. A lot of niggas angry.
I realized that I grew up. I grew up from
the parents. I grew up around niggas that didn't like sarcasm.
Speaker 3: Bro.
Speaker 1: Like, your sense of humor can get you in a
lot of bullshit, Broeh, I grew up. I didn't care
for Martin Bro. I didn't care for Jamie Fox Show.
I didn't care for the Wayne Brothers. I like seinfail
bro like, I like dry sor, I like extreme. I
like my shit dry than a bitch, bro like. And
it took me copping weed from my homeboy Mirth and
he was like, he said something, and I had came
back with a reddy response, and he was like, Bro,
you've been funny. You've been you always been talking shit
since we met, bro, and you got the best sense
of humor. Bro, that shit just funny. And in my mind,
nobody had ever told me that because I always been
in the smart mouth. Nigga, always been the asshole, That's
how people describe it. But it's not the asshole. It's
just when you hear when you hear a nigga that
like the slapstick comedy. Yo, mama, joke this this this
talk to a nigga that is like witty. You start
to see how dumb this nigga really is. I'm not
a smart mouth or asshole. You just really are dumb.
You don't know anything. You probably like Jason Bateman A
lot of those I don't know who that is?
Speaker 2: Who that the dude from Horrible Bosses? He was Kevin
Spacey was his boss. Have you seen Horrible Bosses? So
it was the one you know, they all had their boss.
It was Kevin Spacey's was his boss.
Speaker 1: The only person I know in that movie is Kevin
Spacey and Jennifers. Bro.
Speaker 2: Jason Bateman had some of the most show your pictures.
He's got some of the best anything he's in. I'm
gonna watch if it's a comedy, just because his dry humor.
Speaker 1: The dry hummor. Bro, it's just so it's super fun
to get like you like the Office, No, my wife
get into ship like that. Man, I get I like
Curby Enthusiasm, Sein failed. That's really that's pretty much it.
Anything anything else is oh yeah, that was my nigger, bro.
Oh yeah, he's funny. He's funny and he's very intentional.
Speaker 2: It is just like it's a quick short, like oh,
you're just gonna do that, huh swear to guy Bro.
Speaker 1: But a lot of the times too, like real quick.
They was talking about if hip hop has been more
useful detrimental to the black community, and I say detrimental.
I don't feel like hip hop has saved us at all.
I feel like if anything is making it worse, it's
making everything. I feel like. I feel like if you
if you turn on the TV right and you see
let's go back to two thousand and three, four Got
y'all Rule, Nelly fifty Jay, Kanye, Ludicris, Ludicris, t I chingy,
motherfucking j Kwan, Nigga you got started to Jesus started
a slide pause. He tried to bubble up. I never
could identify with anybody except Kanye. Until Kanye was came along.
I didn't identify with nobody because I'm not a drug dealer.
I'm not aggive from the streets. I don't call women bitches,
I don't outside the podcast and I don't I'm not.
I'm just not that nigga. Ever, and then after after Kanye,
the next person that I can relate to was Drake
and that's a big ass fucking never identified with. No,
but that's good. He's a good rapper. I like Loope.
But did I look at him and be like, oh,
he's kind of like me, like you could see your
life in him? No, but I would.
Speaker 2: I mean, I will compliment you on that, because that's
basically saying that you stayed true to you who you were.
A lot of people would just try to become those individuals.
Speaker 1: But I mean I say that, I say, I say,
I'm just I brought that up because like, but that's
I mean, that's a positive characteristic. A lot of a
lot of black A lot of black guys can look
up to Hey, I think because they were Hoopers or
Kobe Bryant or Michael Jordan or Shaquilla O'Neil or Madic
Johnson or jay Z because they sell dope, or Beanie
Siegel because they aggressive and sell dope, or who or
Boosy or Webby, Like they can identify themselves and part
of their lives with all of these different people. Then
I couldn't. So I often found myself not liking a
lot of the content that was made because, Yeah, the
beat is nice or you dressed cool, but I don't.
I can't relate to any of this shit. Bro. I'm
trying not to go to jail because my mama don't.
I feel like my mama be mad. My mom had
me at fourteen. I'm not out here fucking like that
because I don't want to be. I don't want to
have kidscause I don't want to let my mama down.
You know what I'm saying. I don't like confrontations, so
I'm not really into aggressive shit. You know what I'm saying.
I'm not going to the club because it's a little
John Era and niggas was just stealing off on niggas,
So I'm not just not going. I'm not doing none
of that shit. Bro. And the older I get, I realized,
like a lot of the people that was identifying themselves
with these rappers, it didn't work out well for them
and they didn't even have to do it.
Speaker 2: I was did you feel like you identified or aspire
to be any of those type of people?
Speaker 1: Nah? But I lived around it, okay.
Speaker 2: Because me personally, I was like I Gez and Wayne
was like my niggas growing up. But I didn't aspire
to do, Like, I just really fucked with their music
and literally in the moments I'm rapping them lyrics, I'm not.
As soon as I get home, I'm rhythm. In my
regular life, I'm identified with the pain.
Speaker 1: Of the shit that they was talking about at that time,
because my older cousins and the older brothers, they was
all in the dope game, you know what I'm saying.
So the pain of niggas going to jail and your
you know, grandparents dying, mama's dying, and you can't see it,
but I could see it, you know what I'm saying, Like,
I take a lot. I take a lot in that.
I think a lot of people are my family your
big pause that a lot of people in my family
don't realize even they don't even realize it for themselves,
you know what I'm saying. And that's why I feel
like I'm That's why I'm so family oriented now, you
know what I'm saying, I'm not only there a few
grands or whatever that likes to be around. I had
remember we talked about that last time I went. I went.
I went to the butter that Sunday and uh, my
my cousin live over there they live off of he
lived over there, like ten minutes away. So I stopped
by over there, and I was just sitting there and
I was just like, damn, I haven't been here since
last year, since the last butter. I was just looking
around like damn. And I and granted, me and my
wife been going through ship with with the with the kids,
with the deaths, with the moving and all the type
of ship, but I was just looking around, like why
don't I like being around? And it's because a lot
of the times they made me feel weird for not
being into the ship, the very ship that I'm telling
you that I don't like. Yeah, it's not a comfortable environment,
Like I don't they nigga, they keep keying over the
waying brothers. I'm like, these niggas is corny. They keep
keying up with Martin with the with the fake dog man.
This ship is corny. They like, I just didn't identify
with it. And and I'm saying because I'm being over dramatic,
but I never no. And I feel like a lot
of a lot of a lot of Black culture only
forecast certain type of guys. They only forecast, they only
they only shed life on or shed light on the
niggas I do not identify with. And I don't like
that because I because with my son, and my son
just discovered speed Uh, the nigga that be with Cosina,
the nigga that be barking, just discover him. And I'm like, now,
this is cool because if he watched Cosanat, I like Cosinat,
and if he watches him and likes the way that
he dress and likes the way that he talks, because
I like, I like all of it about Cosnat. He
like a very well put together young nigga. We didn't
have that growing up, Like just a popular nigga that
was just regular. Hell nah, he got it. I don't, bro,
no think about who comes. I'm trying to think Conston
that was just like Consonat is just a nigga in
this room, playing with his friends, setting shit on fire,
chilling with Kevin Hart and Drew like he ain't he ain't,
he don't cuss a lot, he ain't, he ain't none
of that shit. Bro, We didn't have that. We didn't
we didn't even have YouTube growing up.
Speaker 2: Well, I was about to say, do you think it's
because of the lack of the presence of them, or
it was just the lack of the resource to see it,
like the YouTube, the facebooks, and the internet base.
Speaker 1: I don't think niggas was really just trying to be
themselves that I'm not. Just I'm asked. That's what it is. Yeah,
niggas just didn't want to be themselves because I'm trying
to think of who. It's crazy.
Speaker 2: I don't remember no particular person that I ever really like,
looked up to or aspire to kind.
Speaker 1: Of be neither Bro. Me neither. Bro.
Speaker 2: It's like I just took bits and pieces from everything
that I liked and it kind of just molded me.
But even still, it wasn't to the point to where
I'm intentionally like, well, he do this, so I want
to do this this way. I kind of just became
like a melting pot of us so many different things,
whether it be my peers, my relatives, what I'm indulging
in on TV, it was just a lot of.
Speaker 1: And I think for me, I didn't I didn't take anything, Bro.
I was just a lonely asked kid out here. Bro.
That's why I don't. I just just nothing identified with
what you wanted to do. So you was like I'm
just better. I'll just yeah, because I think it's it's
in hindsight. I think it's easier to think like that.
We always had YouTube, and then we always had the Internet,
but we only saw what was on MTV jams, BT,
rapt City and what we saw outside and what I
saw outside the neighborhoods we lived in my home did
a really good job of keeping us away from ship
like whether it be just where we moved it, it wasn't.
It was close, but it was out the way. Yeah,
because it wasn't Amberwood, you know what I'm saying, Like
she did enough to keep us out of situations like
that's where it wasn't like I was peer pressure to
be a drug dealer, peer pressure to be a street nigga,
peer pressure to be whatever I could be. I just
didn't see anything, you know what I'm saying. And if
I if I had met, if I had made friends
that accepted me, then great, because all my friends was
either niggas who loved to fight, niggas who sold drugs,
niggas like I had. I was around it once we
got into high school and shit, and then niggas embraced
me because I could rap. I was just about to ask,
so how did you connect with them rap? Because you
can't rap better than me, nigga. I think about this
shit all day, all that because.
Speaker 2: That now that makes me go back to think to
some of my closest partners growing up, like Kiweezy, who
was here Billy's little brother, Like we're clearly polar opposites
on a lot of different spectrums, but bro, that was
my literally my best friend for like three years and
the only reason we went apart is because he ended
up going to a different school. So it's like that's
why to this day though, like we are still like
that's my boy, my boy Kenny Elijah. Like it's a
lot of my niggas who like were indulge in different
shit they didn't like.
Speaker 1: But then was my niggas what what was the commonality?
Speaker 2: I don't know, I really, I mean it was it
was sports and girls, of course, But even that, I
feel like the bond that we have to where we
still have it today in our thirties, like it's got
to be something else, and I don't.
Speaker 1: Still I think. I think when I talked to my
niggas from my nigga called me her Ron and done.
He called me. He was like talking on the phone
for like thirty minutes, forty five minutes about kids, marriage
like that, And I was like, Bro, I don't know
what brings. I don't know what feeling I'm feeling right now.
It's a it's joy. But the fact that we made
it out alive from the like, from the trenches. I
feel like this is what makes me connect to you
more today that we both was all of us black
boys running through the motherfucking jungle. We could have died
a long time ago, and now we live in the
talk about those Yeah, we could have. We could have
died alone. We could have we could have way more kids,
we could have you know what I mean, just beef
out here. We can have. We could be so Indianapolis
it's not a forgiven place for black boys. Bro. It's
just not. Bro, It's just it's just it's just not so.
When you when you if you ever went to I P. S.
And then went to Wayne Township or Lawrence Township or
whoever whatever other township school, and you just see the
vast difference and then the environments and then you because
one I didn't know that I PS existed, so I went,
I moved here from Gary, went to Wayne Township. So
it was like I PS and Gary, Yeah, motherfucking dangerous
minds to Wayne to Wayne Township just motherfucking daisies and roses,
and then going to Ips back to Dangerous Minds to
be reminded, and then then back to Wayne Townships Ben
Davis and then transferring to Lawrence Township. I I met
so many different people, bro, and moving from side of
towns and different cities and shit like that to know,
like a lot of these some of these niggas is dead,
some of these niggas is perked out. Some of these
niggas as zombies out here, bro, with no destination. Like Bro,
like I said, we climbing up, we climbing out. Everyth
might turn around because we were talking ourselves off the ledge.
But nigga, we can literally look down and be like, oh,
I'm way higher than I thought I was.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's interesting you say that because that might have
a lot to do with me being well rounded because
I went to Lawrence Township schools primarily and then Warren Township,
but I lived in IPS. Yeah, so it's like your
environment outside outside from my outside friends went to Arlington
and the texts and all that, and then I went
to school with a mixed because you know Lawrence Township.
I mean it's post Road is going in. But I'm
also getting the kids that live out in Fishers and
carful them. So it's like that, that honestly might be
why I'm so well balanced, because I got a good
mix of everything.
Speaker 1: Because you can't because you couldn't. You couldn't go to
Ben Davis and b like that. Yeah, I was stuck
in the box. Where'd you go? Because let's see, I
went to Christmas Addicts because that's my neighborhood. And from
there we went to Tech and then I left and
went to Mount Vernon All White School and then back
to Tech. So it's like all of my friends were
neighborhood friends and we all went to school together. You
got Hallville right up the street, you got two g
right up the street, you got hard Park, Like I
went to school with all them niggas, you know what
I'm saying. And then looking back, as y'all was just saying,
there's a lot of niggas that didn't make it. Bro,
you know what I'm saying. But I think what it
was for me. Is like, my mom knew the environment
we was in, Yeah, but she always kind of kept
me a little bit out the way, Like when the
streets lights came on, I had to be in the crib.
My mom was a fucking hood rap bro Like, and
I mean that in the most respectful way possible. My
mama came from a very fucked up environment, right, and
it was an ideal for a fucking fourteen year old.
It wasn't. It just wasn't ideal for Like, when we
have conversations now, I'd be like, Bro, you've you kind
of messed me up a little bit, but I understand, like,
I'm not holding against you. So when we moved here, bro,
she nigga, she only hung out with Gary Nigga in
the nineties, Nigga was it was crazy. So when we
moved here, she knew exactly how to identify ship. She
knew exactly what to know. Y'all not doing that, No,
y'all not going there. She was aware, well, she was
super aware. Nigga. Yeah, I gotta, I gotta, I gotta
give her some flowers for that. But I mean, you
turned out turn out, Yeah, it turned out good, though
you know what, you know what's crazy. Yeah, you're right.
But what's crazy is is that the white kids. Since
we speaking about the environments, then we got to go
because I'm hungry the environment. The white kids, he is
shooting at the schools. Parents getting charged, All right, they say,
they say the kids parents saw the signs, the signs
that they needed help, their mental health wasn't the greatest,
that they posed a threat, and that they often talked
about things that they wanted to do in regards to
harmon people. And everybody is saying, yeah, the parents should
be held accountable for the things that their child did
at this school. All right, let's take this to Chicago.
Let's take it to the violent Chicago. These kids are
getting suspended from school from kindergarten, first grade. They grew
up in the environment that they grew up in. No father,
or maybe they do got a father, but he's not
a good role model. Maybe the mama not a good
role model. They're getting their hand, they're getting access to guns,
and they're killing people. But they've been getting suspended and
having school conferences with you since he was in first grade.
At what point do we think that the government gonna
say Okay, if we can charge these little white boys
for going to schools and shooting them up, then we
can charge these black parents for sending their fucking juvenile
delinquents to school or not or not sending them to school.
But they going around the neighborhood killing people, robbing stores,
stealing cars. Like the nigga that died in Philadelphia who
dug up somebody's grave and then they killed them. The
daddy should have been like the nigga who dug up
their graves should have been in jail, and the fucking
parents should have been because who the fuck what type
of parent are you? You? Who are you like? These
niggas are terrorizing shit, bro the key to boys that's
going around stealing the people thing. Listen brutally right now.
Speaker 2: I stepped away from I worked in the youth in
juvenile system for like five and a half years, and
by year four, I knew I wasn't gonna be able
to make it because I stopped feeling sympathy for the
ignorance of these little demonic bastards. And I remember mister
Fred called me and tried to get me back into
doing it, and I went for like I went for
like three weeks and within that third week, motherfucking kid
got stolen and I told him, I said, I can't
do it. That just triggered me because I'm gonna end
up walking in that juvenile and I was gonna take
this for me to hear one of them little fuckers explain,
because they be telling on themselves.
Speaker 1: But once they're in there, they're like, yeah, bro, me
and my boys, we had a kid. We almost got it.
I'm a snap.
Speaker 2: Now I got a case for grabbing on the fucking
teenager in juvenile center. So it's like, I don't But
like you said, bro, they're they're fucking heathens.
Speaker 1: I'm sitting here trying to trying to think because so
I was shout out to Voices. I was at an
event they put on for the youth, and Voices is
an organization, improfit organization that deals with trouble teams. And
as I'm sitting there and I'm looking at these kids, bro,
they're like fourteen, fifteen, sixteen ankle bracelet. So in my mind,
but but me as an adult and what I went
through growing up because I had a choice to do
whatever the fuck I wanted to do. You see what
I'm saying, and I'm looking at them, I'm like, man,
what kind of mind frame or what is it that
you're going through at home to where you feel like
this is okay, this is okay, or for you to
go out rob somebody, kill somebody. I didn't and the
OG told me just last weekend, like, man, they just
don't value life, you know what I'm saying. And I
don't know if they feel like they don't have nothing
to live for or you know, I can say majority
of them probably just doing it because it's a trend.
You ever see you ever see somebody You ever see
somebody really dumb, like just the dumbest I ain't gonna
just the dumb dumbest motherfucker online on Instagram doing something,
and then you go to the comments and the comments
say this person can vote. You ever seen that comment
for they put that up there. Now a lot of
people be like, and this person can vote like the
shit that they be saying, be like, bro, you sound
dumbest fuck. And then the person going to comments and
be like, this person can vote. When you look at
when you look at people who are just not right
up here right and they are just demonic or just
lack self awareness. They don't have self value any of
that shit. They don't give a fuck about society. They
throw shit at the window, They throw they trash at
the window and shit like that. They they just don't
have a fucking respect for authority. They can have children, Yeah,
they can have They can meet somebody just like them
and have a baby.
Speaker 2: Ye create nom and creating and then and then seed
of Chucky, the seed of Chucky. Then and then this person,
this kid grows up not experiencing love, no affection, no attention,
no comfort, no safe environment, fight or flight all the time, quarters,
all levels, all the way high and ship.
Speaker 1: They don't have no the environment. Yeah. Yeah, that person
who raised that kid that went out and shot somebody
because they felt like like a nigga, a nigga who
a girl a nigga out and a girl a nigga
outside and the girl walked by. He said, can I
hay a number? She say no, he shoot her. You
should go to jail and your parents should go to jail. Yeah,
because who told you that was? Okay? Because why are
you so? Why why are you responding like this? What
happened in your life? Okay? Somebody failed you. Somebody failed you,
and they need to be held accountable for this, ship bro,
because somebody lost their daughter because you didn't do right.
And even with you speaking of that, my cadolesss to
to the women here recently that just passed from gun violence. Uh,
somebody got some young lady was sitting in the car.
I don't know the full stories, and don't judge me,
but somebody was sitting in their car. A car drove
around two times, came back around the third time, shot
the light, unloaded the clip on the lady while she
was sitting right in her car. Why it happened, I
don't know, but it's a real close friend of mine.
That's his little sister. So my cadolences to her. Jesus.
Just a lady that was at riverside chilling with her
friends and then a girl driving a car lost control
of the car, hit her, got out the car and ran. Okay,
you know what I'm saying, so fucked up. Back to
what you were saying, Yeah, you'all parents should be hell
fucking account because you're thinking about think about it like this,
bemus who taught you to hit somebody and run?
Speaker 2: Not even that that goes back to the thing of
me dislike ignorance, Because, Bro, I understand when y'all get
hell casted, y'all want to drive fast, go to a
motherfucking empty parking lot for that ship.
Speaker 1: Why are you driving down there? Bro?
Speaker 2: Every time I see a car driving down my street,
That's why I let my son play outside, because nigga,
I would I Bro, day a fucking car even has
to slam on their brakes too closely. It's like, why
are y'all so fucking ignorant that you gotta go sixty
miles an hour down to residential street? Take your ass
on the motherfucking highway, go to Washington Square Mall. That
lot is emptied in the bitch Donuts, Bro. But that
that's that ignorance that once again your parents ain't teach
you no kind of sense or something for you.
Speaker 1: I didn't realize how important it was or how quickly
you can fail your kid until I have my son. Yeah, Nigga,
my son. If I wasn't here for some strange reason
and he was missing me and he had I can
see why the little little niggas be showing out of school,
talking non stopping the fucking classroom, niggas, stealing shit out
of the classroom, calling the teacher a bitch in the classroom,
skipping school. When he's skipping school, he doing be and
e you know, you know what I'm saying, kicking niggas doors.
Ain't he doing all type of shit? The parents failed them?
And on top of that, like and it's a slippery
slope because a lot of the times, well I guess
it got to be responsible for your dicking your pussy.
But a lot of the times the environments, like when
niggas is struggling, you know what I'm saying, Like, we
don't come from it. We don't come from the background
where we can stay with our moms for forever without
feeling like we are being a burden to our mom
to save money, you know what I'm saying. And kicking
us out when we's sixteen, seventeen, eighteen years old, as
soon as we can get a place, go get a place.
It's that type of shit, ain't know, Hey, stay here
and let me let's build some morale. Let me teach
you how to say your money. Let me let's talk
about you out there. You ain't got to go nowhere.
I need help here. I got three kids. They gonna
stay with me until they get married. Y'all about to
take on some of these motherfucking bills. You gotta pay
some back pay with this. You gotta pay. You gotta
pay the motherfucking property tax. You gotta do something. You
can go cut the grass, go do something. But no,
we why are we operating? Why why are we operating
as if we're not a team? We are eight teens.
That's that's what I didn't see that. I didn't really
see that until I went to Hawaii. Bro. It's so
expensive to live there that it's eight niggas in the house.
It's so expensive to they all sharing some bill. Bro.
Speaker 2: It's a dude that worked for me that he said
his older brother is a doctor and he's still living home.
Speaker 1: Motherfucker like thirty two. Yeah, he's like a heart surgeon. Yeah.
Why why do I need my own place? I'm never here? Bro?
Why do I need my and we be so weak?
The environment be so toxic that we can't even be
around our people's like that. Bro. Yeah, so it's like
we man, it's a long list of things that need
to be corrected. Man. And to end this, I think
before we getting. No, No, you can't end it on
that or were not to end it, But I think
what will help is value. Yeah. I want to talk
about the super Bowl. Let's get it. I've been seeing
that because I want to go to ke double with
your niggas needs to eat before I go this doctor appointment.
Super Bowl? How do you feel about Little Wayne not performing?
I don't give a fuck, Bro. The super Bowl was
in the super Bowl was in New Orleans in twenty thirteen.
They didn't cry and complain. Then, why do you think
they carrying and complaining now? Because it's Kendrick. Because it's Kendrick,
So it's a whole Drake Wayne. If it was Master,
if it was Master P, they wouldn't give a fuck. Yeah,
if it was if it was if it and and
for all I know, Bro, this could be a fucking
roll out. Bro. Kendrick Lamar loves Little Wayne.
Speaker 3: Bro.
Speaker 1: Yeah, he idolizes Little Wayne. Bro. He has said it
a bunch of times. How do we know he wasn't
gonna bring him out cause, Nigga, this ain't your show,
it's my show. No, no no, But every super Bowl
they bring somebody out there, every single surprise. Yeah, it's
always a surprise, it's always somebody else. I think Rihanna
might be the only person that didn't bring somebody out,
but she had a bunch of hits. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I think the only thing that I don't think it
would be that is because of the Drake situation.
Speaker 1: Like, I don't know how to bro, Lil Wayne and
Rick Ross still do songs together. Bro, They're on a
song right now together. Bro, that that ship don't mean nothing. Bro.
I feel like I feel like this all could be
a rollout. Bro, I feel like it all is a rollout.
It could have been. It could have been the Drake
and Kendrick beef, could have been a rollout from the jump. Bro,
I don't believe none of this ship wing gonna be
on the stage. When he says not like us, I
don't know if he's gonna do nothing like us. If
he do not like us, that's crazy. Oh, he's definitely
he's going to sing that song. Bro, that's what they
WoT him for. He's going to sing that song. There's
no way he won'ts that's what they WoT him for.
Get goosebumps. I hear that it might only be fifteen
seconds worth but they gonna hear that beat. They shut
out the mustard on the beat, kill that man. I
like that song. When I first heard it during the beef,
I was like, all right, okay, But then when I'm
in a gym and they'd be like, and I think
for me. Kendrick Lamar, we know that he is better
for the culture than Drake. We all everyone knows that, bro.
Everyone knows that. I don't want to see Drake do
hotline blank. I don't want to see Lil Wayne do lollipop.
I don't want to see Lil Wayne do a MILLI.
I don't want to see Lila Wayne do anything any
of the I don't want to see Lil Wayne do anything.
All new shit we'll see I don't want. I don't
want to see Lil Wayne at all dressed like a
seventeen year old on a state Bro, you are forty, Bro,
put put some fucking clothes on and fucking stop using
auto tune and like, Bro, I don't I like Little Wayne.
I'm not a big ass Little Wayne fan like that.
I only listen to Little waynecause of the niggas in
the hung out with so squad tapes and all that
type of ship, but Bro, he had trash ass albums
until Carter One. Bro, he had trash albums until Carter
one Mixtapes was popping squads. The squads were got in
them all that I ain't. And that's what I was
going to say. The songs that I would want to
hear him sing mixtape song, Yeah, they're not gonna be
on mixtape song. I don't want to see this nigga
do lollipop a millie. I would like to see that,
though it'll probably be uh, they should be fine. I
love that song. Bobby Valentino miss we letting him get
some bullshit off, bro. Yeah, like like ap Co, Bro,
what the fuck? Bro? We allowed a lot of rappers
to get some bullshit off. Bro. Because I was just
thinking the other day, I was like, man, I really
hated the fact that they put Ludacris on Amy Reeves
why Don't You fall in Love remix? They should have
put Jadakiss on that because Jadakiss was smoking ship back there.
But then Luda let me shut up. Luda had a
nice little run. Bro, go back and listen to it
and just see how corny he is. All I'm asking
just go back and listen to it and just see
how corny it is, bro, because that that was the
whole ti I thing, Like y'all like this that was
That was TIA's whole thing. Like, He's not a representation
of Atlanta, Bro, Yeah, that was his whole thing. So
when I go back and listen to it, I'll be like, Bro,
you're not a representation of Atlanta. I think it was
just one of the things where that ship was working.
So he was like, fuck it, I'm a ride this way, bitch,
get out the way. There was bangers back then. Oh no,
we never happened to bone crush it. I heard that,
so wasn't even his. I think, yeah, I heard never scared.
Wasn't his. I think he stole that from somebody.
Speaker 2: I don't know, But in two thousands was really probably
one of the most competitive times.
Speaker 1: If you really think about who I was out at
the time. You know who we need to that transgender
Sydney Starr, because how the fuck did you lie on
chingy like that kill his career and now you're on
Loving hip hop? How did you? How are you able
to lie like that? How did fabulous beat his wife up,
knock her two fout and have a versus y'all still
talking about Chris Brown? What the fuck is happened? Bro?
I don't like hip hop culture colective? Bro? I do
not like hip hop culture. What's selective? Outrageous? We let
Nelly walk around with two jerseys on the under his eye,
the head band with the hat and the do rat
Combo Bros. He got some fucking bullshit off, bro, just
to wear everything. Bro. Man Like, I was like, were
you not even your nighties? Bro? You ain't even got that? Bro.
The nigga it's a rat video. You're like, you're about
to go play ball? Oh my god, that ship was wild.
That was a bad time in fashion. Niggas got some
foul ship off T shirts, lean and with it. Bro.
I ain't gonna going to foot locker and get that
four five and lead a sticker on it. Nigga, don't
take that crazy, don't take my sticker off. And then
when you finally take the sticker off, that's the whitest
party on the shirt. You'd be like, damn, I should
have left that motherfucker down there or just sit it
in Bleak bros A wild times crazy ass era. They
got some bullshit off, Bro. They really got some you
know what, I what trend that. I like that. I'm
not really understanding why I went away girls and Melissa's.
I like the Melissa's I feel through joints. They all
held every color in the spectrum on there. I remember
I was going to take every chick had some Melissas. Yeah, bro,
I don't know what happened.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't mind jersey dresses coming back either. Oh, my mother,
that's really just it's really a sporty sun dressing. I
wish they would I wish they had this. I wish
they was son. I wish they was sun dressed material.
Jersey dresses. I want to see the ass curvage might
have just put some on my mind.
Speaker 1: Suggestion. Yeah, that was returning. You know what I don't like.
I don't like. I don't like that women like I
think that women don't realize that there are creepy ass
niggas facts, but there are niggas who look at women
like art. You are. It's hard to identify that you
are fine man, but it's hard to identify that in
these days. The time about it, I think it's the
way you go about it. If you if you, if
you if you come off. If you come off classy,
niggas is gonna respect you, bro, Jada money Yoh yeah,
bro you but it's but that's my homie, so it ain't.
But but a lot of people like she does it
in a way. I'm like, all right, cool, there's some
girls on it like that looks like they're soliciting sex.
Na say this, that's like you said, you use the
perfect word.
Speaker 2: Bro, it's art. The way she dances. Bro, it's a
whole Yeah, it's it's levels to it, for sure.
Speaker 1: It's definitely levels to that ship.
Speaker 2: I just know as soon as I see her videos,
I go right to the comments, like where this nigga at?
Speaker 1: I deleted my page, but he's somewhere. I'll be back.
I gotta retire. I just got I have to realize
how I look if you don't know me, and I
I have to remind myself that once I go online,
people don't know me. Yea, you know what I'm saying,
Like these comments can be seen by everybody in the world.
So although we all might know, right, other motherfuckers might
not know. And I don't even know who you fucking,
so this might be interfering, you know. What I'm saying
social media is social media. Reality is reality. All of
it is reality, and I live in reality. All of
its reality, bro. Think so a motherfucker can approach you kids.
My niece came home from school and said that there
was a fight at seven, eight ten in the morning
and the girl got jumped and she peed her pants
and my and my mother in law was like, who
why are they fighting so early? I said, because they
were online arguing all night. It's a reality, bro. It
might not be, it might not be to us, but
these motherfuckers is If a motherfucker is bullying motherfucker's online
and they want to kill themselves, that's a reality. Bro.
If motherfuckers is bullying people online and they they change
their whole persona, that's reality. Bro. It can't be. It
can't it can't be. It can't be false. If we
just sat here and talked about motherfucker's ruining relationships for
the first forty five minutes based off of social media,
that shit is a reality, bro, And it takes us
to realize which reality that we feel better in. Like
for us, we like the touch reality. Some people prefer
that because I call it Choose your own a venture Land.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because you can literally get on that motherfucker to
be whoever you decide to be. Literally have watched people
who I've known from childhood be something the internet thinks.
They are this person that is on the internet, and
they probably act like this personnel in real life, but
it's like they legit create.
Speaker 1: It's a creative character. Yeah, and that's why I say,
That's why I say the way I said it, because
it's like, I'm only going to give you what I
want to give you on social media, you know me
in real life. Get damn So, man, I really appreciate
y'all allow me to come and record early with y'all. Man, Yeah,
I feel this is this is the best time to record. Really,
that's hard. I wish I was off every day. I
would you off on tuesdays. I'm off this week, this
whole week. But see, this is my goal. I want
to be able. We can talk about this off. I'm
Eric dizzy.
Speaker 3: This is I want to be a record ale. So
we need to talk about that.
Speaker 1: Let's go back s