WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.120 --> 00:00:00.640 Hey there. 2 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:03.640 This is Annie and I play Emma in the Swipewright 3 00:00:03.759 --> 00:00:07.599 series of episodes here on Roxy's Erotic Whispers. I just 4 00:00:07.639 --> 00:00:09.640 wanted to let you know that Roxy has all of 5 00:00:09.640 --> 00:00:13.599 the Swipewright stories now available in a deluxe e book. 6 00:00:14.119 --> 00:00:17.160 You can find it on Amazon at Roxy dot show 7 00:00:17.519 --> 00:00:21.039 slash swipe Right All one word. If you enjoyed the 8 00:00:21.079 --> 00:00:23.800 swipe Right episodes, you'll love reading ebook. 9 00:00:27.280 --> 00:00:31.600 Hello, my lovelies, I'm Roxy Kalmahan and welcome to. 10 00:00:31.559 --> 00:00:33.079 My Erotic Whispers. 11 00:00:33.600 --> 00:00:37.119 It's why I celebrate the sensuality that lives in all women, 12 00:00:37.640 --> 00:00:42.880 from raw lust and desire to romance and deep connections. 13 00:00:43.479 --> 00:00:46.799 Our desires take so many forms, and I love that. 14 00:00:47.799 --> 00:00:50.679 I'm Patreon. This week I share the story of how, 15 00:00:50.759 --> 00:00:54.560 thanks to this podcast, I'm rediscovering the friendships I made 16 00:00:54.719 --> 00:00:57.359 in an erotica writing group I was in when I 17 00:00:57.399 --> 00:01:01.039 was younger. Thankfully, one of the writers who reached out 18 00:01:01.479 --> 00:01:06.040 was Ainsleie. I loved Ainsley's writing. It was quirky and 19 00:01:06.200 --> 00:01:10.840 romantic and always full of fun, sensuable details told from 20 00:01:10.840 --> 00:01:15.319 the character's point of view. Ainsley wrote very romantic stories 21 00:01:15.640 --> 00:01:18.519 that always stuck with me because they ended with intense 22 00:01:18.840 --> 00:01:23.159 and meaningful sex. She just connected it all together so well. 23 00:01:24.040 --> 00:01:27.640 This week's story is by her, and it's the perfect example. 24 00:01:28.120 --> 00:01:31.400 It's about two people that already love each other but 25 00:01:31.480 --> 00:01:34.680 are having trouble trusting each other in the bedroom. This 26 00:01:34.760 --> 00:01:38.400 is the story of how they finally do. I love 27 00:01:38.400 --> 00:01:41.400 it so much. I can't wait to share more of 28 00:01:41.439 --> 00:01:44.400 her work. And the voice actors tell me they had 29 00:01:44.439 --> 00:01:47.680 a blast and promise they'll do more stories for the 30 00:01:47.719 --> 00:01:51.480 podcast in the future, which I'm so grateful for as 31 00:01:51.519 --> 00:01:56.519 they're wonderful. Their names are Kevin and Ella. Oh and 32 00:01:56.599 --> 00:01:59.239 two more things. If you want to ask me questions 33 00:01:59.280 --> 00:02:02.359 about the writers group, Discovering Erotica as a young Woman, 34 00:02:02.760 --> 00:02:06.599 or this podcast, or anything else, join me on Patroon 35 00:02:06.799 --> 00:02:10.719 or my discord. The links are in the description, and 36 00:02:10.919 --> 00:02:15.000 of course, please note that this podcast is intended for 37 00:02:15.120 --> 00:02:16.280 adult listeners. 38 00:02:18.240 --> 00:02:20.919 Evan and I had been dating for about six weeks, 39 00:02:21.360 --> 00:02:24.319 but we were still figuring things out. We had been 40 00:02:24.319 --> 00:02:27.000 on a bunch of dates, from movies to dinners to 41 00:02:27.120 --> 00:02:30.319 romantic walks along Palisades Park, and they were all pretty 42 00:02:30.400 --> 00:02:33.560 much awesome. It was clear that we liked the same things, 43 00:02:34.080 --> 00:02:35.879 but there was a ways to go before we knew 44 00:02:35.879 --> 00:02:39.159 where our interests and behaviors diverged. What little things did 45 00:02:39.199 --> 00:02:41.680 I do that he'd discovered that he hated? And what 46 00:02:41.680 --> 00:02:45.000 would I discover about him that I wouldn't like? But 47 00:02:45.080 --> 00:02:48.280 that's what dating's all about, right, So I worried about 48 00:02:48.280 --> 00:02:50.400 the moment when Evan would say or do something that 49 00:02:50.879 --> 00:02:54.280 hurt or shocked me or drove me crazy, and I 50 00:02:54.319 --> 00:02:56.639 wondered if I would do the same thing to him. 51 00:02:57.280 --> 00:03:00.560 Nowhere was that more evident than with sex. It's so 52 00:03:00.719 --> 00:03:03.400 personal that there's always that fear that you'll want one 53 00:03:03.439 --> 00:03:06.319 thing that will turn off your partner. The good news 54 00:03:06.479 --> 00:03:09.120 was that Heaven and I were totally hot for each other. 55 00:03:09.560 --> 00:03:11.840 We ripped each other's clothes off the first time, and 56 00:03:12.240 --> 00:03:14.360 we'd fucked enough to know that we loved each other's 57 00:03:14.400 --> 00:03:16.719 bodies and that the passion we had for each other 58 00:03:16.800 --> 00:03:19.080 was real. But we were not yet at the point 59 00:03:19.120 --> 00:03:21.719 where we were comfortable enough to really share with each 60 00:03:21.759 --> 00:03:24.639 other exactly what we wanted or if we were truly 61 00:03:24.719 --> 00:03:27.560 right for each other. Now, don't get me wrong, that 62 00:03:27.599 --> 00:03:30.240 doesn't mean that I felt like our sex life was vanilla. 63 00:03:30.360 --> 00:03:34.360 I just knew that we were both holding back why, Well, 64 00:03:34.479 --> 00:03:37.400 for all those reasons I just mentioned, maybe I needed 65 00:03:37.439 --> 00:03:39.879 a little more confidence. But I was worried that if 66 00:03:39.919 --> 00:03:42.479 I told Evan some of the things I wanted, that'd 67 00:03:42.520 --> 00:03:44.240 be repulsed or worse. 68 00:03:44.639 --> 00:03:44.919 Laugh. 69 00:03:46.039 --> 00:03:50.280 Actually that was our relationship in a nutshell. We really 70 00:03:50.400 --> 00:03:53.879 liked it, but we were holding back. The real question 71 00:03:54.000 --> 00:03:56.840 was when we would move to that next stage. Hell, 72 00:03:57.159 --> 00:03:58.840 I had never gotten to that next stage with any 73 00:03:58.879 --> 00:04:02.080 of my boyfriends. Maybe that's when you know you're ready 74 00:04:02.080 --> 00:04:04.800 to get married, when you have the confidence and trust 75 00:04:05.120 --> 00:04:09.120 to share all your fears, needs and desires. And it's 76 00:04:09.120 --> 00:04:11.759 not that I didn't trust him, we just didn't seem 77 00:04:11.759 --> 00:04:14.360 to be at that let's talk about sex, Well, we're 78 00:04:14.400 --> 00:04:17.879 having sex point. I was worried about him getting hurt 79 00:04:18.000 --> 00:04:19.600 or offended if I told him that he needed to 80 00:04:19.600 --> 00:04:21.480 push a little harder when he slid his fingers in 81 00:04:21.480 --> 00:04:23.519 and out of my pussy, or that he needed to 82 00:04:23.560 --> 00:04:26.240 be a little lighter while sucking my clit. What did 83 00:04:26.240 --> 00:04:28.240 he think he was a lousy lover or less of 84 00:04:28.240 --> 00:04:31.600 a man. For my part, I was still pretty much 85 00:04:31.600 --> 00:04:34.160 guessing what he liked. Did he mind that I didn't 86 00:04:34.199 --> 00:04:36.519 spend a lot of time sucking his cog. Was he 87 00:04:36.560 --> 00:04:38.759 a blowjob as the best part of sex guy? When 88 00:04:38.800 --> 00:04:42.680 I was a blowjob as an appetizer girl? When he 89 00:04:42.759 --> 00:04:45.399 was fucking me? Did he mind that I stroke my clit? 90 00:04:45.920 --> 00:04:48.519 Who is that a blow to his ego? Did he 91 00:04:48.600 --> 00:04:51.199 mind that I didn't shave my pussy? I didn't. He 92 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:54.399 didn't say anything about any of those things, so we 93 00:04:54.519 --> 00:04:57.480 both needed to share more. I just wasn't sure I 94 00:04:57.519 --> 00:05:01.040 knew how. I have to be honest. I thought I 95 00:05:01.079 --> 00:05:03.639 was falling in love with him, and because of that, 96 00:05:04.439 --> 00:05:06.560 I was even more worried that I'd scare him off. 97 00:05:07.399 --> 00:05:10.680 I was frozen in this weird place where I absolutely 98 00:05:10.759 --> 00:05:13.480 loved fucking Evan, but I was worried that I'd do 99 00:05:13.560 --> 00:05:15.600 something wrong and he'd find some other woman who had 100 00:05:15.600 --> 00:05:18.399 bigger breasts, or would suck his cot for twenty minutes 101 00:05:18.439 --> 00:05:21.240 while deep throating him. More, wouldn't be so demanding about 102 00:05:21.240 --> 00:05:25.800 how he licked her pussy, So maybe small steps. 103 00:05:27.720 --> 00:05:31.079 Sadie was, without a doubt, the hottest woman I had 104 00:05:31.120 --> 00:05:35.519 ever didd These were amazing. We love doing so many 105 00:05:35.560 --> 00:05:38.680 things together, and she was awesome in bed. Holy shit, 106 00:05:39.040 --> 00:05:41.120 When I first saw her naked, I thought I was 107 00:05:41.160 --> 00:05:44.959 going to come right there. She has this awesome around Alison, 108 00:05:45.399 --> 00:05:48.519 the most amazing perky tits. Look at it this way. 109 00:05:48.800 --> 00:05:51.240 The first time we had sex, when she pulled her 110 00:05:51.240 --> 00:05:53.000 pants off and I slipped my hand down the front 111 00:05:53.000 --> 00:05:55.480 of her panties, she was so wet that my fingers 112 00:05:55.480 --> 00:05:57.480 slid into her pussy before I even had a chance 113 00:05:57.519 --> 00:06:00.680 to lightly caress her clit or stroke her lips. How 114 00:06:00.680 --> 00:06:04.319 amazing is that she was totally wet for me, and 115 00:06:04.519 --> 00:06:07.519 just like our dates, she was fun and open in bed. 116 00:06:08.439 --> 00:06:10.800 I remember telling her I wanted to fuck her goggy style, 117 00:06:11.040 --> 00:06:13.759 and she immediately rolled over, got on her knees, and 118 00:06:13.800 --> 00:06:17.040 looked back over her shoulder at me. She just stared 119 00:06:17.079 --> 00:06:19.399 at me with this sexy come hither look like she 120 00:06:19.399 --> 00:06:22.680 couldn't wait for me to slide my carp into her. Jesus, 121 00:06:23.120 --> 00:06:26.680 I get hard just thinking about it. She's so hot 122 00:06:27.079 --> 00:06:30.000 and loved sex and was really great at just letting 123 00:06:30.000 --> 00:06:33.839 me know she wants me. Every guy loves that. But 124 00:06:34.480 --> 00:06:36.759 I have to tell you one thing that I was 125 00:06:36.800 --> 00:06:39.759 hoping for but I was nervous about, was being a 126 00:06:39.759 --> 00:06:42.959 bit more honest. I like to think I'm good at sex, 127 00:06:43.519 --> 00:06:45.480 but she didn't say anything when I was going down 128 00:06:45.480 --> 00:06:47.519 on her. Did she like it when I fucked her 129 00:06:47.560 --> 00:06:49.319 with my finger while I was licking to her clip? 130 00:06:50.000 --> 00:06:52.879 Did she want two fingers When I sucked her nipples? 131 00:06:52.879 --> 00:06:54.800 Did it turn her on? Or was it creepy? When 132 00:06:54.839 --> 00:06:57.079 I really went at it, I kept thinking that it 133 00:06:57.079 --> 00:06:58.720 would be hot for her if I were to slightly 134 00:06:58.759 --> 00:07:01.920 pull her pubic hair as her quick Would she like that? 135 00:07:02.680 --> 00:07:05.800 I had no idea, so I didn't. She didn't spend 136 00:07:05.800 --> 00:07:08.000 a lot of time sucking like dick. But was that 137 00:07:08.000 --> 00:07:10.680 because she didn't like it or she really wanted to 138 00:07:10.680 --> 00:07:14.000 feel it inside her pussy and couldn't wait. Of course, 139 00:07:14.480 --> 00:07:16.720 I couldn't complain, as I was nervous about telling her 140 00:07:16.800 --> 00:07:19.199 what I liked. I kept thinking that if I told 141 00:07:19.240 --> 00:07:20.879 her that she didn't need to use her tongue so 142 00:07:20.959 --> 00:07:24.160 much when giving me a blowjob, that she'd just think, fine, 143 00:07:24.279 --> 00:07:26.519 if you don't like my blowjobs, I'll just stop giving 144 00:07:26.519 --> 00:07:29.000 them to you. How could I tell her that I 145 00:07:29.040 --> 00:07:30.879 love her riding me while I was on my back? 146 00:07:31.439 --> 00:07:34.720 Didn't women like a take charge type guy? How could 147 00:07:34.759 --> 00:07:36.560 I ask if I could slide my cock all over 148 00:07:36.560 --> 00:07:38.920 her tits and nipples? It's not like she'd get any 149 00:07:39.000 --> 00:07:41.680 enjoyment out of it between her tits. How can I 150 00:07:41.720 --> 00:07:45.360 cross as a selfish asshole? Right? So I kept thinking 151 00:07:45.439 --> 00:07:48.319 that if I said anything, she'd either be horrified or 152 00:07:48.360 --> 00:07:52.240 pissed off. I didn't know how to make progress. I 153 00:07:52.319 --> 00:07:55.279 was pretty sure that healthy couples actually talked about sex 154 00:07:55.319 --> 00:07:58.319 while they're having sex. But how did you make that 155 00:07:58.360 --> 00:08:00.600 first move without jeopardizing everything. 156 00:08:02.240 --> 00:08:05.079 Evan was flucky doggy style, and I almost asked him 157 00:08:05.120 --> 00:08:07.800 to fuck me in the ass. I didn't because I 158 00:08:07.800 --> 00:08:10.439 thought he'd think it was gross. So I just lowered 159 00:08:10.439 --> 00:08:12.360 my head to the pillow and enjoyed the feeling of 160 00:08:12.399 --> 00:08:15.279 his cock going deep in and out of me. It 161 00:08:15.360 --> 00:08:19.000 was nice. It was better than nice. I thock he 162 00:08:19.079 --> 00:08:22.000 loved it, but I couldn't stop thinking about what I 163 00:08:22.040 --> 00:08:28.079 really wanted. You see, I love anal sex. Maybe I'm weird, 164 00:08:28.199 --> 00:08:31.399 but a cock in my ass touches like every nerve ending. 165 00:08:32.039 --> 00:08:34.000 I cannot even begin to tell you how great the 166 00:08:34.120 --> 00:08:37.200 orgasms are When a guy licks my pussy until I come, 167 00:08:37.600 --> 00:08:40.399 and then as I'm living off that high, he turns 168 00:08:40.440 --> 00:08:43.159 me over and fucks me hard in the ass. It's 169 00:08:43.240 --> 00:08:45.720 like every nerve that just got buzzed while I came 170 00:08:46.000 --> 00:08:50.240 gets turned up to eleven. But here's the thing. If 171 00:08:50.240 --> 00:08:52.120 you really loved it guy, and you didn't want to 172 00:08:52.120 --> 00:08:54.440 lose him, and you had no idea how he felt 173 00:08:54.440 --> 00:08:57.559 about anal sex, there was absolutely no way to broach 174 00:08:57.600 --> 00:09:00.399 that subject without knowing that one of the scenari was 175 00:09:00.480 --> 00:09:03.720 him being repulsed and you losing any opportunity of having 176 00:09:03.720 --> 00:09:06.919 those amazing ordasms again if you wanted to stay together. 177 00:09:08.480 --> 00:09:10.480 So he's fucking me doggy style, and I was so 178 00:09:10.639 --> 00:09:13.679 close to just blurting out, oh Heaven, please fucking he 179 00:09:13.759 --> 00:09:17.080 ask right now, but I just couldn't do it. I mean, 180 00:09:17.360 --> 00:09:20.360 it was the perfect timing. He was behind me, I 181 00:09:20.399 --> 00:09:23.120 was on my knees with my ass right there. But 182 00:09:23.159 --> 00:09:26.720 I still couldn't ask. What if he said gross? Or 183 00:09:26.759 --> 00:09:28.679 what if he destroyed the whole moment and said he'd 184 00:09:28.720 --> 00:09:30.840 do it if I got an enema first? I mean, 185 00:09:31.080 --> 00:09:35.840 come on the next day, knowing that maybe a small 186 00:09:35.879 --> 00:09:38.759 move would lead to more. I crussed his ball slightly 187 00:09:38.799 --> 00:09:42.000 with my fingers as I gave him a blowjob. I'll 188 00:09:42.039 --> 00:09:45.080 admit it, I'm not a huge fan of blowjobs. I 189 00:09:45.200 --> 00:09:47.919 like getting my man pleasure and feeling how hard he 190 00:09:48.000 --> 00:09:51.000 is as he moans while doing it is great, but 191 00:09:51.080 --> 00:09:54.639 I prefer his cock in other places, so I decided 192 00:09:54.679 --> 00:09:56.600 to spend more time sucking him to see if I 193 00:09:56.600 --> 00:10:00.200 could try something new. As I cressed his balls, he 194 00:10:00.279 --> 00:10:02.679 seemed to like it, but it was maddening in that 195 00:10:02.720 --> 00:10:05.879 he didn't say anything. I mean, he moaned and was 196 00:10:05.960 --> 00:10:08.080 hard as a rock in my mouth, but he didn't 197 00:10:08.080 --> 00:10:10.600 say anything like, oh my god, I love what you're doing, 198 00:10:10.720 --> 00:10:14.720 or do more of that please. Later, he did this 199 00:10:14.840 --> 00:10:17.960 amazing thing where instead of fucking the missionary style, he 200 00:10:18.039 --> 00:10:20.559 got on his knees and pulled my hips up, so 201 00:10:20.639 --> 00:10:23.519 he was fucking me from a kneeling position, looking down 202 00:10:23.519 --> 00:10:25.000 on me while I was on my back with my 203 00:10:25.120 --> 00:10:27.720 legs wrapped around him. It seemed like kind of a 204 00:10:27.759 --> 00:10:30.360 porn move, but I went with it, and I'm glad 205 00:10:30.399 --> 00:10:32.879 I did as I soon found out what he was 206 00:10:32.960 --> 00:10:35.840 doing as he fucked me. He reached down and started 207 00:10:35.840 --> 00:10:39.840 to stroke my clip with his thumb. Oh my god, 208 00:10:40.600 --> 00:10:43.120 I had often stroked myself while I fucked me missionary 209 00:10:43.120 --> 00:10:45.960 style so we could come together and that worked great, 210 00:10:46.360 --> 00:10:49.639 but this was so much better. His cock was sliding 211 00:10:49.639 --> 00:10:51.200 in and out of me while he was stroking my 212 00:10:51.240 --> 00:10:53.559 clip with his thumb, and there were moments when I 213 00:10:53.559 --> 00:10:56.080 could feel his thumbrush against my clip and his cock 214 00:10:56.120 --> 00:10:59.480 at the same time. I came so hard and fast 215 00:11:00.080 --> 00:11:03.639 it was amazing. I may even have woken the neighbors. 216 00:11:04.200 --> 00:11:07.639 So while my ball stroking was probably a failure, I 217 00:11:07.679 --> 00:11:10.200 was psyched that Evan had learned from my masturbating Molly 218 00:11:10.200 --> 00:11:15.159 fucked me to try a new position. It was a start. 219 00:11:15.559 --> 00:11:19.080 So Sadie is sucking my cock and it felt amazing. 220 00:11:19.639 --> 00:11:21.919 I could tell she wasn't big on the blowjobs, which 221 00:11:22.039 --> 00:11:25.080 was perfectly fine. She had this amazing type body, and 222 00:11:25.440 --> 00:11:27.279 I had plenty of other things that made fucking her 223 00:11:27.279 --> 00:11:31.320 an amazing experience. Anyway, She's sucking me, and I was 224 00:11:31.360 --> 00:11:33.919 expecting her to stop when I got really hard and ready, 225 00:11:34.360 --> 00:11:37.360 but she did something else. She reached up and gently 226 00:11:37.360 --> 00:11:41.240 started stroking my balls with her fingers. It was so unexpected. 227 00:11:41.279 --> 00:11:44.080 I was about the faint out of pleasure. I moaned 228 00:11:44.159 --> 00:11:45.840 really loud to give her an idea as to how 229 00:11:45.919 --> 00:11:48.559 much I loved it. I'm pretty sure that got the 230 00:11:48.600 --> 00:11:51.440 message across, because I wasn't about to interrupt her and 231 00:11:51.440 --> 00:11:54.159 tell her I liked it. I mean, you can imagine 232 00:11:54.159 --> 00:11:56.639 if I said I want how you are stroking my balls? 233 00:11:57.240 --> 00:11:59.480 Just saying the word balls was probably a turn off. 234 00:12:00.080 --> 00:12:03.600 She'd turn away in horror and probably never do it again. Later, 235 00:12:03.879 --> 00:12:06.799 I decided that I'd try something that was pretty much foolproof. 236 00:12:07.080 --> 00:12:09.000 I had noticed that she stripped her clit a lot 237 00:12:09.000 --> 00:12:11.120 while I fucked her. A lot of women did that, 238 00:12:11.279 --> 00:12:14.200 so I knew she did it for additional stimulation. That's 239 00:12:14.240 --> 00:12:16.759 not a problem. But I figured i'd try something to 240 00:12:16.759 --> 00:12:20.000 do that for her. I didn't even tell her. I 241 00:12:20.080 --> 00:12:22.480 just got on my knees, lowered my ass to the bed, 242 00:12:22.519 --> 00:12:25.960 and pulled her hips up onto my thighs. It was awesome. 243 00:12:26.480 --> 00:12:28.200 I was holding her ass in one hand while I 244 00:12:28.200 --> 00:12:31.039 got in my cock into her pussy with the other. Anyway, 245 00:12:31.240 --> 00:12:33.919 She's on her back and I was fucking her from above, 246 00:12:34.200 --> 00:12:36.720 and I reached down and started stroking her clip with 247 00:12:36.799 --> 00:12:40.000 my thumb. She seemed to really like it, but I 248 00:12:40.039 --> 00:12:42.360 had no idea if it was better than she did herself. 249 00:12:42.919 --> 00:12:45.600 Was like too rough, too light, wish I wasn't as 250 00:12:45.600 --> 00:12:49.879 good as her. Actually, she knew exactly how to touch herself. 251 00:12:50.000 --> 00:12:51.840 So I was sure that it wasn't as good as 252 00:12:51.879 --> 00:12:54.480 once she did it. The good news is that she 253 00:12:54.519 --> 00:12:56.679 came right around the same time I did, and it 254 00:12:56.720 --> 00:12:59.480 seemed like she was really into it, so maybe I 255 00:12:59.559 --> 00:13:02.639 was good enough. Still, I wish she had given me 256 00:13:02.679 --> 00:13:06.159 more guidance. Should I have stroked harder or softer? Was 257 00:13:06.159 --> 00:13:11.240 I touching her in the right place? I just didn't know. Still, well, 258 00:13:11.279 --> 00:13:13.759 as I'm sure if I had made good progress, Sadie 259 00:13:13.759 --> 00:13:16.120 had totally gotten me off while stroking my balls while 260 00:13:16.120 --> 00:13:18.679 sucking me. It wasn't the conn the sutra, of course, 261 00:13:19.080 --> 00:13:20.840 but it showed that she was willing to try some 262 00:13:20.879 --> 00:13:24.399 new things. Here's the thing, though, the one thing I 263 00:13:24.480 --> 00:13:27.120 really wanted to do. I was pretty sure she'd break 264 00:13:27.159 --> 00:13:30.000 up with me over just for asking fucking her in 265 00:13:30.039 --> 00:13:34.279 the ass. I had only had an anal sex once. It 266 00:13:34.360 --> 00:13:38.320 was both amazing and kind of awkward. When I started 267 00:13:38.320 --> 00:13:42.000 thrusting into that girl's ass. The feeling was entirely new 268 00:13:42.120 --> 00:13:46.440 and wild and exciting. I loved it, But the woman 269 00:13:46.519 --> 00:13:48.879 wasn't into it at all, and she seemed only to 270 00:13:48.919 --> 00:13:53.080 be excited that I was excited. Well that's nice. It's 271 00:13:53.120 --> 00:13:55.559 not the same thing of both of us being really 272 00:13:55.600 --> 00:13:59.200 into something. She asked me not to come inside her, 273 00:13:59.240 --> 00:14:01.600 so I came on her, and she seemed kind of 274 00:14:01.600 --> 00:14:04.799 annoyed at the whole mess. I mean, isn't the crazy 275 00:14:04.799 --> 00:14:08.159 mess the price you pay for amazing sex. We never 276 00:14:08.159 --> 00:14:10.240 had anal sex again, and I was going to wait 277 00:14:10.279 --> 00:14:12.159 for her to ask for it, but she never did, 278 00:14:12.200 --> 00:14:14.360 and that's how I knew it wasn't something she was into. 279 00:14:15.320 --> 00:14:18.759 But here's the thing I missed it. It's not that 280 00:14:18.840 --> 00:14:22.879 it's better than a pussy, it's just different. So I 281 00:14:23.039 --> 00:14:25.440 really wanted to ask Sadie if I could try anal sex, 282 00:14:25.960 --> 00:14:28.519 but how do you ask that. I was afraid she'd 283 00:14:28.559 --> 00:14:30.720 say it was disgusting or that I was a pervert. 284 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:34.960 I was torn between two fears. The fear that she'd 285 00:14:34.960 --> 00:14:37.600 break up with me and I'd lose her, and the 286 00:14:37.639 --> 00:14:40.039 fear that she'd not break up with me and I'd 287 00:14:40.120 --> 00:14:44.480 never have anal sex. I know I'm shallow, but there 288 00:14:44.519 --> 00:14:44.840 it is. 289 00:14:46.960 --> 00:14:49.440 I hadn't seen Evan for four days as he was 290 00:14:49.480 --> 00:14:51.919 out of town for a work conference, and I was 291 00:14:52.039 --> 00:14:57.279 incredibly horny. I needed him, I needed his cock. It 292 00:14:57.360 --> 00:14:59.799 was such a level of horniness that I was desperately 293 00:14:59.799 --> 00:15:01.720 saying of ways to get him to lick me until 294 00:15:01.759 --> 00:15:03.960 I came and then had him roll me over and 295 00:15:04.000 --> 00:15:07.039 fuck me in the ass. Just thinking of that was 296 00:15:07.039 --> 00:15:09.360 getting me so wet that I had to change my panties. 297 00:15:09.919 --> 00:15:11.799 He was coming home at midday and we were to 298 00:15:11.799 --> 00:15:14.320 have dinner at our favorite restaurant as a welcome home date. 299 00:15:14.879 --> 00:15:17.120 But what I really was thinking of was a good, 300 00:15:17.200 --> 00:15:20.360 hard fuck. So I put on a tight dress without 301 00:15:20.440 --> 00:15:24.240 any underwear and met him at the restaurant. Dinner was 302 00:15:24.279 --> 00:15:25.639 the last thing on my mind. 303 00:15:27.879 --> 00:15:30.879 Oh man, I hadn't seen Sadie in four days, and 304 00:15:31.000 --> 00:15:34.480 all I could think about was her hot, wet pussy. Oh. 305 00:15:34.559 --> 00:15:36.480 Just thinking about her got me hard. At the airport, 306 00:15:37.000 --> 00:15:38.480 I had to make my way off the plane and 307 00:15:38.480 --> 00:15:41.440 into the cable hiding a hard on. I mean, every 308 00:15:41.480 --> 00:15:44.440 guy goes through that, but come on, I'm not sixteen anymore. 309 00:15:45.480 --> 00:15:47.399 I was still wanting that. I wanted to do something 310 00:15:47.480 --> 00:15:51.600 wild and new, something really hot special. I thought I'd 311 00:15:51.639 --> 00:15:54.320 tying her up with my tie or showing her how 312 00:15:54.360 --> 00:15:56.399 wild I was for her by pushing her against the 313 00:15:56.399 --> 00:15:58.960 wall and fucking her standing up right then and there. 314 00:15:59.679 --> 00:16:02.480 I'm quite sure what I was going to do. All 315 00:16:02.519 --> 00:16:04.840 I knew was that Sadie was the hottest woman I 316 00:16:04.840 --> 00:16:09.039 had ever met, and I needed my cock inside her. 317 00:16:09.919 --> 00:16:13.559 I was wet the moment I saw Evan he walked 318 00:16:13.559 --> 00:16:17.440 into the restaurant. He was so handsome. He saw me 319 00:16:17.559 --> 00:16:21.519 and waved, But what I really saw was this animalistic 320 00:16:21.600 --> 00:16:25.080 desire in his eyes. He looked at my black tress, 321 00:16:25.519 --> 00:16:27.600 and I knew that all he wanted to do was 322 00:16:27.799 --> 00:16:32.320 rip it off. Oh yes, But I had no idea 323 00:16:32.360 --> 00:16:35.039 how badly he wanted me until he sat down in 324 00:16:35.080 --> 00:16:37.720 the chair next to me at the table and immediately 325 00:16:37.759 --> 00:16:41.320 slid his hand up my dress. Normally, Evan will sit 326 00:16:41.360 --> 00:16:43.440 across from me and will stand to each other's eyes 327 00:16:43.519 --> 00:16:46.360 and talk and laugh while looking at each other. I 328 00:16:46.440 --> 00:16:50.759 just love it, it's so romantic. But here we were 329 00:16:50.799 --> 00:16:53.519 sitting at a table for four, and Evan sat in 330 00:16:53.559 --> 00:16:56.799 the chair right next to me. He leaned toward me. 331 00:16:58.320 --> 00:16:59.279 Spread your legs. 332 00:17:00.399 --> 00:17:04.119 I felt his palm slide up my thigh. I opened 333 00:17:04.160 --> 00:17:08.720 my legs. Someone missed me. I smiled just as his 334 00:17:08.720 --> 00:17:12.240 fingers brushed against my pussy lips. I gasped and looked 335 00:17:12.279 --> 00:17:15.839 over at Evan. He had the hugest smile on his face. 336 00:17:16.599 --> 00:17:18.599 It feels a lot like someone was missing me. 337 00:17:19.599 --> 00:17:21.599 I was going to laugh, but at that moment, his 338 00:17:21.599 --> 00:17:25.519 fingertips started toying with me, lightly stroking my pussy lips. 339 00:17:26.000 --> 00:17:28.920 I gasped and slid my hips forward, trying to will 340 00:17:29.000 --> 00:17:32.200 him into sliding his fingers into my pussy. He didn't, 341 00:17:32.519 --> 00:17:35.279 and I was dying. I had to get back at 342 00:17:35.359 --> 00:17:37.839 him somehow, so I reached over and slid my hand 343 00:17:37.920 --> 00:17:42.640 between his legs. I did miss you. I squeezed the 344 00:17:42.680 --> 00:17:45.079 bulge in his pants, and holy shit, it felt like 345 00:17:45.079 --> 00:17:48.599 he had an iron bar between his legs. Someone else 346 00:17:48.720 --> 00:17:52.839 is also happy to see me. Rather than reply, Evan 347 00:17:52.960 --> 00:17:56.440 finally slid a finger into my pussy, slowly sliding it 348 00:17:56.519 --> 00:17:59.039 in and out while staring at me. I shok at 349 00:17:59.039 --> 00:18:01.839 me of actually moaned. Does it felt so good? I 350 00:18:01.880 --> 00:18:05.160 was tempted to close my legs, squeeze them, and force 351 00:18:05.240 --> 00:18:08.000 his hand to remain, but I was good and just 352 00:18:08.119 --> 00:18:10.440 watched us. He pulled his hand to his lips. It 353 00:18:10.559 --> 00:18:13.400 sucked on the tips of his fingers. 354 00:18:13.440 --> 00:18:14.839 Nothing tastes better than that. 355 00:18:15.880 --> 00:18:17.839 I was so tempted to ask him if we could 356 00:18:17.880 --> 00:18:20.160 just up and leave, so we could head to my place, 357 00:18:20.640 --> 00:18:23.200 but Evans seemed in no hurry, so I worked my 358 00:18:23.240 --> 00:18:26.599 way through dinner, although all I really wanted was to 359 00:18:26.599 --> 00:18:28.119 feel his cock inside me. 360 00:18:29.759 --> 00:18:32.279 I was so close to just taking Sadie by the 361 00:18:32.319 --> 00:18:34.880 hand and dragging her out of the restaurant to fuck 362 00:18:34.880 --> 00:18:37.319 her against the car, or in the alley or right 363 00:18:37.359 --> 00:18:40.799 on the lawn. God, she was so fucking hot. She 364 00:18:40.880 --> 00:18:43.640 looked at me with those fuck me eyes, as if 365 00:18:43.759 --> 00:18:46.079 daring me to do what I wanted. But at that 366 00:18:46.160 --> 00:18:48.599 point the waiter arrived and it would have been awkward 367 00:18:48.640 --> 00:18:51.599 to just say, sorry, we changed our mind, we're leaving, 368 00:18:52.200 --> 00:18:54.519 so I ordered for us, and we did have a 369 00:18:54.559 --> 00:18:58.400 wonderful dinner, full of laughs and interesting stories and plenty 370 00:18:58.400 --> 00:19:02.240 of doublatandras. In the end, I was glad we had 371 00:19:02.240 --> 00:19:04.799 our dinner, as it did call my desire down a bit, 372 00:19:05.119 --> 00:19:08.039 which was great because I was looking forward to amazing 373 00:19:08.079 --> 00:19:10.920 sex with Sadie, not just a hard fuck against the car. 374 00:19:11.440 --> 00:19:13.559 But by the way, not that a hard fuck against 375 00:19:13.599 --> 00:19:17.319 a car was bad, but I wanted something more. Sadie 376 00:19:17.319 --> 00:19:20.319 apparently did too, for as we walked to the parking lot, 377 00:19:20.440 --> 00:19:21.440 she pulled me close. 378 00:19:22.480 --> 00:19:25.359 You didn't say anything about me not wearing underwear? 379 00:19:26.079 --> 00:19:29.160 Are you kidding? You felt how hard my dick was. 380 00:19:29.599 --> 00:19:31.039 When I felt how wet you were and that you 381 00:19:31.039 --> 00:19:33.720 didn't have panties on, were to fuck you on the table? 382 00:19:34.880 --> 00:19:37.359 That was about as provocative as I had ever spoken 383 00:19:37.400 --> 00:19:39.480 to her. But if she was going to risk honesty 384 00:19:39.559 --> 00:19:42.359 with me, I owed her the same. As I glanced 385 00:19:42.359 --> 00:19:44.440 at her, I could tell she loved it. 386 00:19:45.359 --> 00:19:47.319 I would not have minded at all if he sucked 387 00:19:47.319 --> 00:19:48.319 me right on that table. 388 00:19:49.119 --> 00:19:52.400 The other customers may have minded. We both smiled and 389 00:19:52.440 --> 00:19:55.559 I squeezed her hand. I loved how our conversation was 390 00:19:55.599 --> 00:19:58.599 going well. We were pretty sexual. This was our first 391 00:19:58.680 --> 00:20:01.079 time that we were at this free with our conversation. 392 00:20:01.960 --> 00:20:04.240 As we buckled in I ran my hand up Sadie's 393 00:20:04.279 --> 00:20:07.440 leg again. Why don't you tug your dress up a bit? 394 00:20:08.279 --> 00:20:09.160 She looked over at me. 395 00:20:09.960 --> 00:20:12.519 Why don't you unders up your pants and pull them down? 396 00:20:13.480 --> 00:20:15.200 She had a smirk on her face that told me 397 00:20:15.240 --> 00:20:17.240 she didn't think I would do it, So as she 398 00:20:17.279 --> 00:20:19.559 started to pull out of the parking space, I lifted 399 00:20:19.559 --> 00:20:22.519 myself a bit off the seat, undid my belt, unshipped 400 00:20:22.599 --> 00:20:25.359 my pants, and tugged them down. To my knees. My 401 00:20:25.519 --> 00:20:28.240