Speaker 1: You've got a mountain inside your chats. It's been a while.
Speaker 2: Just wait and scrush looks into the fog. Can clench
your fist, strike a small good night goodness. She the
earth beneath your souls swung deep. You're in patrol. Weis loud.
Let them hear every answers in your mirror.
Speaker 3: Steven Shela Tillick is back.
Speaker 4: For those who don't know, may not be familiar.
Speaker 3: She's a metaphysical minister, recovery, metaphysician, and international energy healer
with a background in healthcare, which I always think is
really really helpful and great you were at Rochester General Hospital.
She now focuses on holistic energy practices to assist individuals
and their healing journeys, and also does therapy right with
oh yeah, like that's the thing. So there are a
few things on my mind today, and particularly the idea
of letting go, which is right and so it sounds
so simple, yet I feel like we cling, we revisit,
we assign meaning to pass situations that maybe don't need
the meaning and it. Lately my perspective has shifted. I
find myself tracing things back to their roots and go, well,
this no longer serves me, right, it's bullshit, It doesn't
serve me. But what if the resentment is still lodged
deep woven in the fabric of my being or as
you say, the issue and your tissues? You know, how
do we truly let that go? And that that seems
to be the real work. But the question sometimes it
is how, like what practices can people do to sort
of go back and go I gotta let this go.
Speaker 1: I don't know how, go inside, go inside and just stop,
you know, and be in the present moment. And we've
talked about that all the time, but we are so
busy living, you know, we got to do this, We
got to do that. And then when situations come up,
like the resentment, we don't know where they come from,
but there are many, many layers, and so be quiet,
be in the present moment, relax and also get help
like me, talk about you know, the root issues. What
are the issues and the tissues? Why are you feeling
the resentment? Why are you feeling like you always got
to be in control? And it has to do with
survival and what we've been programmed to believe limits us.
It limits us.
Speaker 3: Yeah, the programming, it's interesting because I'm even thinking of
people in my life that can go back to situations that.
Speaker 4: Are over fifty years.
Speaker 3: Oh, they remember it, don't they, And they go right
back to it and it can.
Speaker 1: Actually ruin in their day astely.
Speaker 3: And it's something that happened so long ago, but they
can't let it. It's like it's in there. And that's
the thing, is like what how do we Because the
idea is you got to reach for the better feeling
thought and that sounds so simple.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but there's more to it.
Speaker 4: Okay, it's deep, right.
Speaker 1: It's also it's in the heart center you know who
you are as a divine bed. Also you're thinking and
your thought process, right, it is the emotions that come out.
It's like, where does this emotion come out? I wasn't
thinking anything about that. But as you live every day
and try to make a living and do what you
what you do in your best the best you can,
you know, and then all of a sudden it blows up.
It's like, what did I do wrong? Sometimes it wasn't you.
It was being in the actual situation that happened, but
it really wasn't your fault. But it's also part of
you letting go. We talked about letting go and do different,
all right, so that didn't work, So maybe I should
do this. But we always take it on. We take
it on.
Speaker 4: Well, yeah, we take it on. We take it's personal everything.
Sometimes that's the emotions.
Speaker 1: So when you talk about the heart and the thoughts,
the emotions come from the things that you see and
do and feel.
Speaker 3: Is it fair to say are what isness right now
is old news. It's stuff that you brought forth and
so whatever.
Speaker 1: It's old distorted energy loops. Okay, So remember it's all
about energy, your thoughts, your behaviors, your beliefs, things that
you've been learned, you learned, but also things that are
stuck and a lot of times are old distorted energy loops,
the things that you were programmed. And also society. Society,
it's a big one. We are changing so quickly and
it has to change, but it's following the actual the
order of change, what is supposed to happen for humanity,
and a lot of people don't understand that, but on
an in visual level, it's happening to all of us.
Speaker 3: Right.
Speaker 1: The change is too fast, but there's also a reason
for that. But we're all going through the issues and
the tissues, the anger, the resentment, the control, you know,
the why isn't it working? That's self doubt, yes, And
the self doubt has to do with not feeling good
enough or worthy enough, and it's within the cellular memory
of the body. In other words, it's inside.
Speaker 4: So when I say, like the the.
Speaker 3: We get trapped in what isness of life right right
now with a lack of money, a person not in
your life, a job that isn't there.
Speaker 4: Or whatever else we feel is missing.
Speaker 3: And in doing so, I feel like we stay stuck
there because that's where we're focused exactly.
Speaker 1: That's what my role is. Get unstuck, you know, unstuck
from things that no longer serve you. And you keep
doing the same thing, you can get the same results.
So we always go back to that. But it is
it's about change and evolving of things don't work for
you anymore. It's like, why why is this not happening?
It's because it's time to do different, And that's what
the learning is all about and going with inside and
asking for help. And you know, the answers do come
to you when you just listen and get out of
the old thinking, get out of the old thinking. I'm
not good enough. I you know, here we go again.
Speaker 4: Woe is me?
Speaker 1: Yes, So that's the emotions.
Speaker 3: I think in the when I think about how do
we break that cycle?
Speaker 4: Is it just merely thought?
Speaker 3: This is where I believe things like meditation where you
calm the brain right, try to.
Speaker 1: And the energy that you're around. Energy is the big one,
and how you put input into your brain, what you watch,
what you see, what you listen to. But the people also,
everybody's going through this and a lot of people aren't
ready to move on and they say they want to
stay stuck. But you get in the middle of that
energy and you feel that, and that's what the triggers are.
Speaker 4: Ok.
Speaker 1: Those are like something triggered you, well, something something somebody said,
or something you've seen, or something you don't believe or
something is like that's ridiculous, doesn't make any sense. You know,
it's like why can't they see? And it's like you
can see it, but why can't they? There's the anger
comes up.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And so when you do healing work, any type of
healing work, meditation is great, actually energy healing. What I
do is I bring your best self forward. All right,
Your soul knows what needs to be healed, and it's
you take an action to Okay, I gotta do something different,
and so you take the action. Just like with a
session that you've had, you're you have another one. But
it's all about going with the inside and doing different.
But sometimes you don't know what to do, and that's
why you say I'm stuck. I'm stuck. Yeah, so we
have to do it slowly. And this is a society
of fast pace, oh yeah. And the problem is is
that what is happening now. The energy is fast paced
and it's putting out there into us and we're used
to it. Okay, this is what we're program to do.
La la la. We're going to go through our day
and this is what's going to happen. But now is
what is. Things are changing profusely every single day, and
it's just all of us are out of whack. Our
electromagnetic field is out of whack. So when you talk
about energy, you talk about the systems within your body,
how you process thing, how you think your emotions.
Speaker 4: So to sort of shield yourself.
Speaker 1: Absolutely, you put the big you know, the hand up,
you know, talk to the hand time talk to the hand,
you know, and because that's what you've learned. When you
don't want to face anything, talk to them. It's like
it doesn't work that way because the hand is like okay,
and it shows you that you're not worthy enough to
be heard and that other persons stopping you right right,
So then it triggers the old emotions that's within the
layers of the energy field. When I talk about the
old distorted energy loops, those are distortion means. It doesn't
serve you, but it's the way it was to survive, right.
So that's why it's a new way of thinking. That's
what this new energy is about. I was that you
got to really look deep inside and start to change
things deep inside, you know. And because they're all going
to pop up. I always call it like the wakamo.
It pops up all over your body, you know, the guilt,
you know, the.
Speaker 4: So with things like guilt and shame and all that.
Speaker 3: And it always I feel like it's such a simple process.
I feel like it's like very simple go for the
better feeling thought, being optimistic. You always feel better. That's
your true self, that's your true thing. And when I
say we get caught up in the what isness, the lack.
Speaker 4: Of whatever, or the guilt or the whatever it is.
Or you.
Speaker 3: Are talking to somebody and they're telling you about your
own life, giving you advice, and it's opposite of the
way you were thinking when you were really feeling good,
and now you feel like shit and you don't know
what to do when you're all and you become like
this ping pong ball, and I go, there's got to
be a way for you to go inside and almost
steal yourself and go because I always say, the world
is never going to stop coming at you, but what
your reaction is to it is better. And if you
can see things for what they are and you just
want to be happy, and everything goes better when you're happy.
It's just, boy, we get caught up and it's hard
to let all that go. And that's where I think
sometimes I go do practices like meditation, having a steady
meditation practice actually raise your vibration and sort of let
you see.
Speaker 4: Things that are better. And you know, it's.
Speaker 3: Boy, I can It feels like it's so easy to
say and not easy to do.
Speaker 4: Oh.
Speaker 1: Absolutely, that's the work, and that's what really makes you mad.
Is because sometimes most people try to give you advice
or tell you what they would do. It's like it's
just herritates what's not. You feel lower than, not good enough,
and you can't accomplish that. So you feel like they're
not listening to me. All they're doing is pulling, putting
their stuff onto me. That's not what I'm saying. That's
the control stuff. And so so as you start to
self heal, when you go with inside and start to
unravel all those pieces of codes and thoughts and behaviors
that are deep down inside how you survive, you start
to let the good stuff come through. The good stuff
meaning thoughts of doing different, totally different. And then it's
about you're raising your vibration. You were talking about that,
your consciousness vibration. And it's an inside job. You've got
to do it inside yourself. Nobody else can do. So
that's why a lot of people like me, you know,
we've been through it, and we go through it every
single day, and we go back and forth just like
everybody else, a yo yo, a yo yo, with our
emotions and it is going up and down. But go
with inside. Look for people that can help you. Go withinside,
and start to heal. Now, as a practitioner, what I do,
I'm just the conduit your own DNA, your inside ability.
As a human. You have a spiritual side. That spiritual
side controls everything. A lot of people say, well, that
doesn't make any sense. Well, it does because we are
electromagnetic fields and bodies, and so as you start to
go with inside, you start to have the peace and
it starts to repair the things that got discombobulated. Right,
all right, So that's the advantage of doing energy work,
but also figuring out what are you stuck on?
Speaker 4: What's your hang up?
Speaker 1: Yeah, and a lot of times, you know, mental medicine,
which is wonderful. We've got to go beyond that. You know,
I've did all that. I know that it came from that.
That there's so much more of who we are and
our abilities. A lot of they don't know who to
go to. But it takes time. You know, you just
can't take it. You eat the whole elephant at once.
And we want to.
Speaker 4: We want to, yes, well we want.
Speaker 3: I often think that you have the power to change
things instantaneously. You do, but we don't believe it. Why
Why can't we? Why can't we all of a sudden go.
Speaker 1: That's the programming. Okay, it limits you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, now think about that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's what you've always been taught. So that's
what you're gonna believe. However, evidence is coming out that
I'm not happy, I gotta do something. I'm stuck, and
that's where I come in. That's where I come in.
And let's break it down slowly. What are you feeling. Oh,
I don't want to talk about my feelings. I want
to talk about this person, what they did to me. Yes,
it's like we're not talking about that person. They're not here.
We're talking about you. And so that's why it's the
inside job.
Speaker 4: Yes.
Speaker 1: And so by doing energy work, what you do is
slowly unravel all those distorted loops of energy that kept
you stuck doing the same thing over and over again.
What you're a programmer do. Things are all changing now,
everything's changing, and it's new opportunities if you look at
it as an opportunity, if you look at it as
oh my god, we're going this is you know, the
world's gonna end type thing. And that's how people are
because they are so stuck in that energy that they
they're scared. It's the fear. What's we talked about many
times about the love and the fear. And as you
start to heal, you start to come for a more
heart center vibration. So when you're talking to somebody that's
telling you what to do and how to do it,
and you really just get mad because it's like, you
not listen to anything I'm saying. That's not how I'm feeling,
that's what they're feeling. You can actually not react to it.
What you can do is when you train yourself and
you go inside and heal yourself first, then you resonate
a different frequency out, you know, and not get so
angry with people or what they say, or you don't
have to contribute to it. Just like pick your battles
type thing.
Speaker 3: Well, it is a pick your battles type thing. And
there's always there's some people that, let's say it's somebody
at your job that always rubs you the wrong way, right,
and everybody has something like that.
Speaker 4: Is it possible to.
Speaker 3: Almost focus on the good attributes of that.
Speaker 4: Person, absolutely and get more of that from that's less
of the bad.
Speaker 1: That's what you do.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And does it help to like write those things
down only because there's a connection somehow it makes it well.
Speaker 1: That's what you're talking about journally, you know, yeah, or
even just like gratefulest, like no, I really like this person.
I like that they can do this and this, and
you know their their relationship with this, and then you
can write the other column. It's not you didn't listen
to me, you know, I want want some help here
and always tell me is what he would do. But
that's good. I can take some of the stuff what
he do. But I don't feel like I'm getting unstuck. Yeah,
I feel like I'm still stuck in the same situation,
right because you're still going to the same person who
isn't where you you're at, right, all right, they're not.
That's the that's the changing the frequency. You don't resonate
with that frequency anymore, meaning you don't resonate with those people,
places and things, or it's not a good you know,
I need other kind of help, or I need to
be in a different moving on in a different direction,
and a lot of people don't want to because they
have the fear, you know. So it's like a great,
big it's a big energy loop and you're talking about
the ping pong, absolutely, but it's also about going within
and the energy and the ability that you have. And
a lot of us have told us a bunch of bullshit,
you know, and religion talking Oh that's that's that's evil,
that's the devil. Well, what is going on is the
different duality of the energy and the energies in your
in your brain, the vibration in your brain, which you're thinking.
Speaker 4: I almost often think now right, you talk religion and
all the things.
Speaker 1: That we were been there, done that to schooled in
and good stuff and bad stuff.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I'm starting to think, like we all have
the ability that that Jesus or Yeshua, however you had
or has, and you still you can evoke that within you.
Speaker 4: You can you can move mountains. But it sounds easy
to say.
Speaker 3: And then you find resistance somewhere or contrast in something,
and it brings you right back.
Speaker 4: And it is how we're programmed.
Speaker 1: It's programming. It's keeping you stuck doing that stuff. Right,
if you don't do this, this is what's going to happen. Well,
sometimes this is what's going to happen. Happens because you
you believe that this is what's going to happen. But
when you start to wake up, this is all about
waking up, waking up to the ability and the power
that you have. You know, a lot of people don't
believe they have power. Is because of all these programmings
and they've been told they don't have the power. Only
God has the power, right, you know, and you're this
is what's going to happen.
Speaker 3: But you are an extension of source energy. You are
that energy.
Speaker 1: You are and everything that Jesus talks about is love
and helps people not be little people and put people
back down or you know, it be in that negative
vibration of what their thoughts and what they need to do,
you know, And so that is all those negative energy
loops that it's inside for survival. So when you get
to the point where you're stuck and you feel like
I can't survive anything, I just I just want to
check out of here, which it happens all the time, right,
And that's what's happening now, is that it is moving
so quickly that so many people are just beside themselves
the anxiety and the stress. And that's why as a
as a heart math coach, stress and trauma, what is
stored withinside the body. But you can go inside the
body with your thoughts and bring it back to your
emotions of love, right, you know. And that's why that works.
And that's measurable data, that's scientifically, but that's not accepted
as well as a mainstream or the programming that you've
always known.
Speaker 3: Well we yeah, we're always told you got to grind
it out, you know, work real hard.
Speaker 1: And should be rewarded. And this is what's going to happen.
If you don't do that, you're going to fail. Yeah,
you're gonna end up on the street like that bomb.
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.
Speaker 3: And I don't know that that's necessarily true. I think
you've got to go with pure positive energy thought. Let
that be your guide, Let that be the thing that
brings you to different places. But it's again it's easier
said than done. We fall back on what we were
programmed to and so this is this doesn't work. And
then you go, well this it's these people are crazy, these.
Speaker 4: People are nice.
Speaker 1: Work. It might be good for you, but it doesn't
work for me, you know, and that that's called moving on.
But also you don't disrespect them or not glad that
you had a relationship with them, because that's part of
your growth, right. But the thing is is that they
no longer serve you, right, And that's we're serving what
no longer releasing, what no longer serves you is all about.
And that's what this energy is all about. As far
as we can change, we can move forward in a
more healthier manner individually with our lives by becoming unstuck,
being aware of what you're stuck with. Like you talked
about resentment, yes, all right, and you talk about you know,
income and money and surviving and that's all stuff we've
been programmed. But when we turn it over, let God,
let go, as they say, but turn it over, and
what does that mean? What does that mean?
Speaker 4: What does it mean? And that that's my question, Like,
because it's so easy to go, let go, I'm not
going to think about it. I'll just let go. Everything's
going to be fine.
Speaker 1: But you know, and everybody has their own journey, they
have their own bottom that they're going to hit, and
they're going to have their own experiences that they're going
to hit, you know, And that's part of us growing
as souls, building the wisdom, the wisdom that's instant side
of us, and we can use that. A lot of
people say, yeah, but in wisdom, I'm going to stay
away from that guy because this guy is going you know,
it's like, so that's being sarcastic, but it also shows
that they don't believe it, yes, because they've been hurt,
they've been programmed that it really doesn't work. You've got
to do this path or it's not going to work right,
and society is showing that now. But all the changes
that are happening and they're they're freaking out is because
they don't want to handle it. And that's what we're
all going through. We're going through this pain and this
energetic change in humanity and it's happening to the whole world.
It's just not us. However, it will get better because
it shows it's changing if you look back. That's why
I always say, look back where you were twenty years ago,
thirty years ago, your childhood, whatever, What are your beliefs now?
You know who are your friends? Do you still have
the same friends? Most likely you don't is because you
grew outgrew those people. That's the same with your wisdom
and the things that you learn. You've outgrown it, you know,
and and but you use the information, use the intelligence
from it, because that's how you grow to be a
more enlightened soul or a more energetic person, or get
from here to there. But there's all different ways of
going from here to there, and that's where you got
to You gotta start from the beginning. You got to
back up, back up. And that's why I always talk
about going to the root costs. How did that happen
in the first place? And that's what energy work does,
and it allows taking layer upon layer apart, taking it off,
and then your own spirituality or your innate body, your soul,
your knowing starts to work.
Speaker 4: We like to be in the know.
Speaker 3: We're nosy, we don't want to admit that necessarily, but
we like knowing the different gossip in the news and
did you see this?
Speaker 4: And you say that, and I go, I feel like
we get too much.
Speaker 3: We're not built to get all this information, and that
it throws you off because now you're thinking is more
comparative and I don't have or whatever, and we lose
these things. And I'm starting to really think that the
one thing that will bring us all back is discipline
in a self discipline in terms of what really makes
you happy. If you discipline yourself to that, you'll actually
feel better exactly, you know what I mean. A discipline
of going to bed at a certain time, eating a
certain way, avoiding, and I'm saying not have fun in that,
but almost like a simpler well, it's.
Speaker 1: Self healing, self care, Yeah, it's it's about it's steered again,
about going inside, yes, and it's all it's always an
inside job. And a lot of people say, yeah, but
you don't understand, you know, my pressures and everything and
what I deal with. And that's where the choices come in,
right turn off the TV or listen to different TV.
And that's you know, that's a big one right there.
The manipulation and the mind control affects the consciousness field,
all right, So what you think is what you will
get if you think that you're not good enough or
this is never going to work, or turn the focus
on something else instead of what you need to change
in yourself. That's about growing, involving changing yourself first, and
a lot of people want to just do it overnight,
the magic pill.
Speaker 4: Exactly, it doesn't.
Speaker 1: Happen that way. It doesn't happen that.
Speaker 4: Way, and it's part of the journey. As we say,
it's the journey, the.
Speaker 1: Journey, and it's about your individuality and evolving into something.
Speaker 4: That's the thing is like the power is within you.
Speaker 3: And sometimes I almost feel like you've got to simplify
things and realize and stop attaching meaning to.
Speaker 1: Certain things exactly. And also old beliefs.
Speaker 3: Yeah, right, old beliefs, well, going back to the resentment
and the things that are.
Speaker 1: And then also when you talk to somebody like me
that do different, they they say, well, how they can
feel the energy different and they feel comfortable coming out
and talking to me. And then you have people that
it's like they don't want anything to do with you,
you know, because they don't like that comfortable energy, you know, right,
So it's like, you know from your heart center if
somebody is being genuine. We've talked about that before too,
And it is about the frequency and the heart and
what you're thinking and what you're feeling. And love is
the highest frequency. So as you start to grow wisdom
or whatever, you start to realize what matters to you,
what is really important. That's where making those lists to
come into play, all right, And also getting that energy
out of emotions if it's bad energy, your resentment, anger
right down, why you're resentful towards somebody? Okay, right down,
while you're angry, I'm angry because he did this to me,
maybe look like a fool. I'm angry because he took
my finances or whatever, you know. And it's like, but
you can see it written down and then you can say,
holy cow, do I talk like that?
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: It's just like recording yourself, yes, and not even seeing
it recorded and then to realize did I do that?
And it's like, that's not how I want to come across,
you know, And so then you have to change it.
But you have to do something, and a lot of
people don't want to. They want everybody else to do
it for that right, and they want to blame everybody
else instead of looking at themselves.
Speaker 4: Well, it's it's hard work.
Speaker 3: It's one of these things like I always equate it
with going to the gym, you know what I mean.
You've got to do this exercise to strengthen your body
and to do that, and you've got to do this
to strengthen your ability to kind of see things more
clearly exactly and be a little more tuned in and
tap tapped in and tuned on.
Speaker 1: Or whatever exactly enlightened, which questioned, Yes, it's all about
it being enlightened as far as that there's other ways
of living of being happy. Right, there's other choices, and
you're awakened to the power that you already have just
tapping into it.
Speaker 4: Right.
Speaker 1: And then just serendipity and the synchronicity, how people come
into your life. A lot of times they come into
you and it doesn't mean anything, you don't really care.
And then they come back into your life to you know,
twenty years later whatever, and then they're still evolving. Yeah,
and then you remember some of the things they said,
and then this is the time to start asking questions. Well,
what do you do Well? I get up and I
meditate twenty minutes a day in the morning, I get
up earlier. Oh I don't have that time. I got
to get to work. Well, you set the clock, you
go to bed earlier. Take responsibility, and the same with
going to the gym. You feel better.
Speaker 3: Yes, it's the that's what I mean by the discipline
that sometimes you gets well.
Speaker 1: I hate it's too easy to do things.
Speaker 4: Right and we hear terms now like brain rot, I.
Speaker 3: Just scroll and scroll, put the phone down. Be disciplined.
If it's not making you happy, I used to say
often if if it doesn't make you happy, and it
doesn't and it doesn't make you money, why are you
doing it?
Speaker 4: Wait?
Speaker 1: I don't take money, so there you go. Yeah, right,
so let's take a look at that. If it doesn't
make it happy, it doesn't make money. So the power
of having money is an issue. Yes, okay, so we
got to take that away, like people like what, No,
you have to go with inside and then what's supposed
to come to you will come to you. And also
new opportunities will come out.
Speaker 3: Yes, And I think if you just went with what
makes you happy, it will make you money exactly.
Speaker 4: Yes, all the abundance will come to you. God, but
you've but you got to go that way. Yeah, and
I think that, Uh, those are always the thing. They
got a word.
Speaker 1: Fault, Yes, my fault. So let's change that. Okay, how
about a lesson? How about a lesson?
Speaker 4: A lesson? Yes, yes, yes?
Speaker 1: Or an opportunity or an opportunity. So many people have
said when they've hit their bottom, when their house burned down,
or when they lost their job, they got a better job,
you know, when they have cancer. A lot of people
say I'm a survivor, and a lot of and people
that I know also say, I don't feel like I
did anything wrong to deserve this. It just happened. It
was part of me being a human being, the experiences
that I learned to grow and be a better person
and to learn from it and not be hurt by it. Right,
So it is your thought process about it when you
say it was your fault that triggers old things that
you've been told that you must have done something bad
to how this happened. Yes, yes, yes, we come here
in the big classroom of Earth to learn these lessons
I've been told humans.
Speaker 3: I remember somebody saying to me, what is it about
you that.
Speaker 4: Someone in there? Yes, it's the right.
Speaker 1: Thing, and this shows that you need to do different working.
Speaker 3: For soften the words a little bit. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
I honestly, yeah, I.
Speaker 1: Think that that's a negative word and that triggers something
inside guilt.
Speaker 3: Right Well, who hasn't yelled at you this is your
fault that this happened.
Speaker 1: Right, Well, that's what they're programmed to say. I need
to believe and you don't have to believe that. No,
that's their belief, not your belief.
Speaker 3: But if you start doing that, that's when they used
to put you in the looney bin.
Speaker 2: Oh.
Speaker 1: And also sometimes yeah, you lose a lot of people
and and and it's sad because when you move like
I'm just gonna put an example, like if somebody was
a skid road boom, you know, and they were a
big executive and then they all the way through their addiction,
whether there's alcohol or whatever, ended up on skid road,
all right, and then they hurt so many other people.
And then when they did hit skid road, they actually
came up from there. There was no other place to go.
And then they're involved in recovery stuff and helping other people.
And you can help a lot of other people, but
you can't help the people that you hurt. Your own family,
the things that you did in the past. Well that's true,
but it's also the family's choice not to forgive. It's
a family's choice is not to say, Okay, what's really
important here, it's about love. A lot of people are
hurt so bad that they don't want to even see
the person's face. You know, they don't want to be
in part of that, and that's that's very painful, but
it happens. And then what you have to do is, Okay,
what can I do to help others? What can I
do that's good? To make amends without you know, actually
going to the other person making amends, but that's how
you do. Sometimes you can't make amends to people that
aren't ready to receive it, and those are the ones
that are still in the old beliefs, old programming, old pain,
and it's fear.
Speaker 3: I always wonder if when you croak yeah, and you
get on the other side and you look back and go, oh,
I did that wrong or not wrong, but I, oh,
that's not what that meant. That's not is there?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it's exactly why you reincarnate into another lifetime
so that you can change that like karmo type thing,
or you can learn a new lesson. Last I've always said,
we've had many, many lives and we've done everything. We've
been male, we've been female, we've been the abuser, we've
been the abuse, we've been all that stuff, and it's
so that we can learn to do different in your
life or to learn something different. It happens all the time.
The energy is changing. Now now we can change that.
That's what the ascension is all about, of awakening your soul.
A lot of people that you hear these words ascension.
Speaker 3: What is this?
Speaker 1: It's about doing different and it's like feeling happy inside
is like you, but you got to do the work.
And as you grow into a different person, all right,
and when you do transition into another life, you carry
everything that you've experienced into that new life. That's what's
different in the energy now is that we no longer
have to live in the negative energy loops by building
your soul to a higher frequency or higher consciousness. And
that's what they say, Oh, now you're going to be
a saint, right. It's like, oh no, no, I'm just
I just want to I want to do better, I
want to be happy. I want to help people. I
don't want to hurt people. Well, you're hurting people by
your neck because you're a saint. You no longer you
never come to here, You never do that anymore. It's like, okay,
so I choose not to. It's all the choices. Yes,
I can't say well I made a mist No, you
made a choice to make that mistake, just reason for it,
and you can move to a higher frequency understanding people.
And it's all about from the heart.
Speaker 3: That yeah, I think that the idea and sometimes with
even words like fault which are heavy.
Speaker 1: Right that I picked up on that real quick.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I often think.
Speaker 3: But it also is that a word that can be
used to show you you have the power to change this.
So we can say it's your fault that great things
are happening, it's your fault that.
Speaker 1: Well, it's it's your blessing.
Speaker 4: Your bless I mean, the word needs to be changed.
Speaker 3: I understand the negativity, but sometimes I feel like when
you do the kind words it, people just miss it
as human beings. But fault, we all that one hits
that hits right right at home.
Speaker 1: Right, And that's what you take the folk. That's them
taking the focus off themselves, putting the blame on you.
You know, it's not them. And those are the people
that you know, they're very a lot of times, very
unhappy people. Well, in April I have a bunch of things,
but at the end of the month, I have a
practitioner days where I'm bringing a lot of practitioners in
the area that do this type of work, any type
of work, you know, whether it's just massage, therapists or whatever,
to bring them so that the community can learn about them.
And it's not anything We're going to go have a
reading or have a healing or anything. It is to
meet meet and greet different practitioners.
Speaker 4: And then where is that?
Speaker 1: That is actually at a center called Frequency Wellness Space
and it's on Elton Street in Rochester. It's between Atlantic
Avenue and University and it's from one to three on
April twenty six. It's Saturday afternoon and it's free. It's free,
just calm and meat and you can you know, enlighten
yourself things.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And then and then in May I have my own
classes that I do. The first weekend will be my
integrated Energy Therapy with the angels. That's uh, you can
learn to heal yourself. And then in the middle of May,
I have a master's class. So there's actually four levels.
Speaker 4: Wow.
Speaker 1: So I mean I have something going all the time.
And you can always check my website Shielatillik dot com. Okay,
get on my email list, subscribe, you know, and take
what you needly the rest A lot of people like
this I don't like that, that's fine. Yeah, And I
have sessions, individual personal sessions all the time. Yeah, it's
only one hundred and twenty two dollars. A lot of
people say, I can't afford that, Okay, Well, one hundred
and twenty two dollars isn't bad for an hour's worth
of healing. No, it's a at all, you know. And
then you can do mentoring, which is another price. And
I have a community of people that are like mine.
They want to stay in this positive energy, They want
to be out there in the crazy.
Speaker 3: World, right, And you can be among that and stay
on that higher frequence.
Speaker 1: Be part of yeah. Yeah, and you make a difference
and you push that ripple.
Speaker 3: Thank you, Sheila, it's lovely to see you again, and
thank you for another great episode of bill Lightenment.
Speaker 1: In your hands. No break the chains and watch the fall.
You've got the strength to stand home.