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Speaker 1: You've got a mountain inside your chats. It's been a while.

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Speaker 2: Just wait and scrush looks into the fog. Can clench

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your fist, strike a small good night goodness. She the

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earth beneath your souls swung deep. You're in patrol. Weis loud.

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Let them hear every answers in your mirror.

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Speaker 3: Steven Shela Tillick is back. For those who don't know,

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may not be familiar. She's a metaphysical minister, recovery, metaphysician,

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and international energy healer with a background in healthcare, which

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I always think is really really helpful and great you

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were at Rochester General Hospital. She now focuses on holistic

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energy practices to assist individuals and their healing journeys, and

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also does therapy right with oh yeah, like that's the thing.

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So there are a few things on my mind today,

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and particularly the idea of letting go, which is right

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and so it sounds so simple, yet I feel like

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we cling, we revisit, we assign meaning to pass situations

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that maybe don't need the meaning and it. Lately my

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perspective has shifted. I find myself tracing things back to

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their roots and go, well, this no longer serves me, right,

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it's bullshit, It doesn't serve me. But what if the

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resentment is still lodged deep woven in the fabric of

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my being or as you say, the issue and your tissues?

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You know, how do we truly let that go? And

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that that seems to be the real work. But the

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question sometimes it is how, like what practices can people

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do to sort of go back and go I gotta

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let this go.

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Speaker 1: I don't know how, go inside, go inside and just stop,

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you know, and be in the present moment. And we've

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talked about that all the time, but we are so

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busy living, you know, we got to do this, We

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got to do that. And then when situations come up,

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like the resentment, we don't know where they come from,

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but there are many, many layers, and so be quiet,

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be in the present moment, relax and also get help

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like me, talk about you know, the root issues. What

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the resentment? Why are you feeling like you always got

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to be in control? And it has to do with

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survival and what we've been programmed to believe limits us.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, the programming, it's interesting because I'm even thinking of

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people in my life that can go back to situations

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that are over fifty years. Oh, they remember it, don't they,

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Speaker 1: Actually ruin in their day astely.

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Speaker 3: And it's something that happened so long ago, but they

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can't let it. It's like it's in there. And that's

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the thing, is like what how do we Because the

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idea is you got to reach for the better feeling

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thought and that sounds so simple.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but there's more to it.

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Speaker 3: Okay, it's deep, right.

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Speaker 1: It's also it's in the heart center you know who

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you are as a divine bed. Also you're thinking and

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your thought process, right, it is the emotions that come out.

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It's like, where does this emotion come out? I wasn't

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thinking anything about that. But as you live every day

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and try to make a living and do what you

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what you do in your best the best you can,

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you know, and then all of a sudden it blows up.

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It's like, what did I do wrong? Sometimes it wasn't you.

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it really wasn't your fault. But it's also part of

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you letting go. We talked about letting go and do different,

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all right, so that didn't work, So maybe I should

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do this. But we always take it on. We take

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Speaker 3: Well, yeah, we take it on. We take it's personal everything.

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Speaker 1: So when you talk about the heart and the thoughts,

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the emotions come from the things that you see and

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is old news. It's stuff that you brought forth and

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Speaker 1: It's old distorted energy loops. Okay, So remember it's all

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about energy, your thoughts, your behaviors, your beliefs, things that

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you've been learned, you learned, but also things that are

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the things that you were programmed. And also society. Society,

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it's a big one. We are changing so quickly and

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it has to change, but it's following the actual the

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order of change, what is supposed to happen for humanity,

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an in visual level, it's happening to all of us.

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Speaker 1: The change is too fast, but there's also a reason

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for that. But we're all going through the issues and

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the tissues, the anger, the resentment, the control, you know,

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the why isn't it working? That's self doubt, yes, And

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enough or worthy enough, and it's within the cellular memory

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of the body. In other words, it's inside.

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Speaker 3: So when I say, like the the we get trapped

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in what isness of life right right now with a

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lack of money, a person not in your life, a

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job that isn't there, or whatever else we feel is missing.

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Speaker 1: That's what my role is. Get unstuck, you know, unstuck

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from things that no longer serve you. And you keep

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doing the same thing, you can get the same results.

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it's about change and evolving of things don't work for

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you anymore. It's like, why why is this not happening?

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the learning is all about and going with inside and

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asking for help. And you know, the answers do come

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to you when you just listen and get out of

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the old thinking, get out of the old thinking. I'm

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not good enough. I you know, here we go again.

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Speaker 3: Woe is me?

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Speaker 1: Yes, So that's the emotions.

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we break that cycle? Is it just merely thought? This

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is where I believe things like meditation where you calm

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and how you put input into your brain, what you watch,

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what you see, what you listen to. But the people also,

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everybody's going through this and a lot of people aren't

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ready to move on and they say they want to

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stay stuck. But you get in the middle of that

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energy and you feel that, and that's what the triggers are.

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Speaker 1: Those are like something triggered you, well, something something somebody said,

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something is like that's ridiculous, doesn't make any sense. You know,

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it's like why can't they see? And it's like you

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can see it, but why can't they? There's the anger

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you take an action to Okay, I gotta do something different,

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and so you take the action. Just like with a

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session that you've had, you're you have another one. But

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what's going to happen. But now is what is. Things

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Speaker 3: So to sort of shield yourself.

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don't want to face anything, talk to them. It's like

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old distorted energy loops, those are distortion means. It doesn't

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serve you, but it's the way it was to survive, right.

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what this new energy is about. I was that you

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you just want to be happy, and everything goes better

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so easy to say and not easy to do. Oh.

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just herritates what's not. You feel lower than, not good enough,

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the control stuff. And so so as you start to

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your consciousness vibration. And it's an inside job. You've got

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to do it inside yourself. Nobody else can do. So

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we've been through it, and we go through it every

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our abilities. A lot of they don't know who to

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go to. But it takes time. You know, you just

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can't take it. You eat the whole elephant at once.

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that you have the power to change things instantaneously. You do,

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but we don't believe it. Why Why can't we? Why

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can't we all of a sudden go.

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what you're gonna believe. However, evidence is coming out that

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I'm not happy, I gotta do something. I'm stuck, and

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that's where I come in. That's where I come in.

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I don't want to talk about my feelings. I want

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to talk about this person, what they did to me. Yes,

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it's like we're not talking about that person. They're not here.

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inside job.

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Speaker 1: And so by doing energy work, what you do is

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slowly unravel all those distorted loops of energy that kept

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you stuck doing the same thing over and over again.

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What you're a programmer do. Things are all changing now,

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everything's changing, and it's new opportunities if you look at

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it as an opportunity, if you look at it as

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oh my god, we're going this is you know, the

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world's gonna end type thing. And that's how people are

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because they are so stuck in that energy that they

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they're scared. It's the fear. What's we talked about many

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times about the love and the fear. And as you

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start to heal, you start to come for a more

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heart center vibration. So when you're talking to somebody that's

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telling you what to do and how to do it,

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and you really just get mad because it's like, you

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not listen to anything I'm saying. That's not how I'm feeling,

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that's what they're feeling. You can actually not react to it.

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What you can do is when you train yourself and

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you go inside and heal yourself first, then you resonate

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a different frequency out, you know, and not get so

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angry with people or what they say, or you don't

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have to contribute to it. Just like pick your battles

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type thing.

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Speaker 3: Well, it is a pick your battles type thing. And

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there's always there's some people that, let's say it's somebody

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at your job that always rubs you the wrong way, right,

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and everybody has something like that. Is it possible to

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almost focus on the good attributes of that person, absolutely

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and get more of that from that's less of the bad.

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Speaker 1: That's what you do.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, And does it help to like write those things

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down only because there's a connection somehow it makes it well.

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Speaker 1: That's what you're talking about journally, you know, yeah, or

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even just like gratefulest, like no, I really like this person.

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I like that they can do this and this, and

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you know their their relationship with this, and then you

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can write the other column. It's not you didn't listen

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to me, you know, I want want some help here

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and always tell me is what he would do. But

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that's good. I can take some of the stuff what

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he do. But I don't feel like I'm getting unstuck. Yeah,

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I feel like I'm still stuck in the same situation,

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right because you're still going to the same person who

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isn't where you you're at, right, all right, they're not.

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with that frequency anymore, meaning you don't resonate with those people,

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places and things, or it's not a good you know,

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I need other kind of help, or I need to

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be in a different moving on in a different direction,

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and a lot of people don't want to because they

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have the fear, you know. So it's like a great,

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big it's a big energy loop and you're talking about

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the ping pong, absolutely, but it's also about going within

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and the energy and the ability that you have. And

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a lot of us have told us a bunch of bullshit,

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you know, and religion talking Oh that's that's that's evil,

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that's the devil. Well, what is going on is the

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different duality of the energy and the energies in your

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in your brain, the vibration in your brain, which you're thinking.

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Speaker 3: I almost often think now right, you talk religion and

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all the things.

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Speaker 1: That we were been there, done that to schooled in

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and good stuff and bad stuff.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I'm starting to think, like we all have

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the ability that that Jesus or Yeshua, however you had

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or has, and you still you can evoke that within you.

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You can you can move mountains. But it sounds easy

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to say. And then you find resistance somewhere or contrast

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in something, and it brings you right back. And it

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is how we're programmed.

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Speaker 1: It's programming. It's keeping you stuck doing that stuff. Right,

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if you don't do this, this is what's going to happen. Well,

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sometimes this is what's going to happen. Happens because you

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you believe that this is what's going to happen. But

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when you start to wake up, this is all about

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waking up, waking up to the ability and the power

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that you have. You know, a lot of people don't

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believe they have power. Is because of all these programmings

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and they've been told they don't have the power. Only

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God has the power, right, you know, and you're this

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is what's going to happen.

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Speaker 3: But you are an extension of source energy. You are

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that energy.

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Speaker 1: You are and everything that Jesus talks about is love

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and helps people not be little people and put people

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back down or you know, it be in that negative

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vibration of what their thoughts and what they need to do,

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you know, And so that is all those negative energy

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loops that it's inside for survival. So when you get

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to the point where you're stuck and you feel like

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I can't survive anything, I just I just want to

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check out of here, which it happens all the time, right,

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And that's what's happening now, is that it is moving

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so quickly that so many people are just beside themselves

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the anxiety and the stress. And that's why as a

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as a heart math coach, stress and trauma, what is

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stored withinside the body. But you can go inside the

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body with your thoughts and bring it back to your

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emotions of love, right, you know. And that's why that works.

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And that's measurable data, that's scientifically, but that's not accepted

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as well as a mainstream or the programming that you've

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always known.

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Speaker 3: Well we yeah, we're always told you got to grind

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it out, you know, work real hard.

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Speaker 1: And should be rewarded. And this is what's going to happen.

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If you don't do that, you're going to fail. Yeah,

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you're gonna end up on the street like that bomb.

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Speaker 3: And I don't know that that's necessarily true. I think

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you've got to go with pure positive energy thought. Let

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that be your guide, Let that be the thing that

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brings you to different places. But it's again it's easier

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said than done. We fall back on what we were

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programmed to and so this is this doesn't work. And

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then you go, well this it's these people are crazy,

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these people are nice.

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Speaker 1: Work. It might be good for you, but it doesn't

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work for me, you know, and that that's called moving on.

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But also you don't disrespect them or not glad that

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you had a relationship with them, because that's part of

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your growth, right. But the thing is is that they

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no longer serve you, right, And that's we're serving what

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no longer releasing, what no longer serves you is all about.

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And that's what this energy is all about. As far

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as we can change, we can move forward in a

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more healthier manner individually with our lives by becoming unstuck,

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being aware of what you're stuck with. Like you talked

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about resentment, yes, all right, and you talk about you know,

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income and money and surviving and that's all stuff we've

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been programmed. But when we turn it over, let God,

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let go, as they say, but turn it over, and

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what does that mean? What does that mean?

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Speaker 3: What does it mean? And that that's my question, Like,

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because it's so easy to go, let go, I'm not

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going to think about it. I'll just let go. Everything's

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going to be fine.

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Speaker 1: But you know, and everybody has their own journey, they

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have their own bottom that they're going to hit, and

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they're going to have their own experiences that they're going

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to hit, you know, And that's part of us growing

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as souls, building the wisdom, the wisdom that's instant side

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of us, and we can use that. A lot of

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people say, yeah, but in wisdom, I'm going to stay

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away from that guy because this guy is going you know,

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it's like, so that's being sarcastic, but it also shows

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that they don't believe it, yes, because they've been hurt,

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they've been programmed that it really doesn't work. You've got

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to do this path or it's not going to work right,

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and society is showing that now. But all the changes

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that are happening and they're they're freaking out is because

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they don't want to handle it. And that's what we're

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all going through. We're going through this pain and this

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energetic change in humanity and it's happening to the whole world.

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It's just not us. However, it will get better because

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it shows it's changing if you look back. That's why

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I always say, look back where you were twenty years ago,

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thirty years ago, your childhood, whatever, What are your beliefs now?

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You know who are your friends? Do you still have

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the same friends? Most likely you don't is because you

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grew outgrew those people. That's the same with your wisdom

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and the things that you learn. You've outgrown it, you know,

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and and but you use the information, use the intelligence

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from it, because that's how you grow to be a

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more enlightened soul or a more energetic person, or get

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from here to there. But there's all different ways of

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going from here to there, and that's where you got

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to You gotta start from the beginning. You got to

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back up, back up, And that's why I always talk

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about going to the root costs. How did that happen

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in the first place. And that's what energy work does,

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and it allows taking layer upon layer apart, taking it off,

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and then your own spirituality or your innate body, your soul,

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your knowing starts to work.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's strange because I do think that I've heard

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people say what you are physically is two percent of

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what you are spiritually, Like this.

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Speaker 1: Is just well, it's actually absolutely absolutely we have so

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much ability as spiritual beings. It's intuition, right, and a

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lot of times we years ago, we used to call it,

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you know sixth sense. Oh, you know sixth sense. You know,

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don't don't don't look good to that person because they're

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going to they see things or whatever. Well, it's our

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ability to know things and We've talked about this before,

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about going going to work and all of a sudden

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you say, hey, I'm going to go down this way

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and say and you you prevent it being in an accident,

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you know, but you listen to your sixth sense. Where

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is that coming from? You have the ability and just

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like you know mothers and fathers, you know that, you know,

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you teach them so certain things so that they won't

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get hurt. However, sometimes they have to fall by themselves

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and they have to learn for themselves. But you give

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them the tools. That's the best you can do. You

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know a lot of times when they don't do what

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you want to do, then you feel like a failure.

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Why do you feel like a failure? And you're not

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a failure, You're you're an individual soul and they are

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an individual soul. And that's what we talked about before

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we started here talking. And it's like it's true, is

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that we're here to learn as a divine soul, right,

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you know, and you know most religions talk about that

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about God, your soul or whatever, but it's like it's distorted.

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Speaker 3: Well, I always feel like whatever message was we misinterpreted

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and was used to control people or convince them of

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certain things, and there's really no assertion, but we since

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we believe it is that, therefore it'll be and and

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we've got to do this, and you kind of keep

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people under thumb. And there's so many people are yeah,

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and I'm starting to go, well, I think this is

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all kind of wrong.

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Speaker 1: It is wrong you think about that. What also is

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wrong is that they can never find out who they

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truly are if they keep doing the same thing. Right,

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00:26:22,319 --> 00:26:25,279
but things that are wrong is the way that it's

474
00:26:25,319 --> 00:26:28,279
always been for that for many people. A lot of

475
00:26:28,279 --> 00:26:31,640
people are saying, I don't believe that. You know, they

476
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:34,519
start to go in their own power, and just like

477
00:26:34,519 --> 00:26:36,759
with a kid, you know, you're raising the best you

478
00:26:36,839 --> 00:26:38,960
can and then when they become adults, they make their

479
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:42,599
own choices, good or bad. However, it's about their own

480
00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:46,759
independence as an individual, right, you know, we're all independent.

481
00:26:47,079 --> 00:26:49,519
We carry a lot of the stuff from that where

482
00:26:49,519 --> 00:26:52,839
we came from. But also it's about choices, and it's

483
00:26:52,839 --> 00:26:54,440
about growing, you.

484
00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:58,480
Speaker 3: Know, evol Yeah, growing and evolving, growing, involving, which is

485
00:26:59,039 --> 00:27:01,680
very important. And it's just the whole thing is is

486
00:27:01,759 --> 00:27:06,200
so odd because you do I started even to think

487
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:11,359
of this, How do we get to this point? Everything's

488
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:15,119
always evolving, Our society is always evolving. But sometimes I

489
00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:19,759
think we lose what we knew, if that makes sense,

490
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:23,640
Like things that we knew we knew inherently that you know,

491
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:27,839
for example, uh, eating and what we ate. And if

492
00:27:27,839 --> 00:27:31,720
you look at people, you go back to like over

493
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:36,400
maybe close to one hundred years, what we weren't is unhealthy.

494
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:39,200
Oh yeah, and we're and now we've got all these

495
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:41,920
people on messages of how they can help you get healthy,

496
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:44,319
and I go, well, why how did they do it

497
00:27:44,359 --> 00:27:44,799
back then?

498
00:27:45,519 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 1: And that's why society has changed so much, you know,

499
00:27:49,279 --> 00:27:51,920
how you look at society, how you do things, the

500
00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:55,359
food that we eat, you know, the things that we do,

501
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,200
you know, you know, all electronics instead of going out

502
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:01,119
there and kickball, yes, which we did, you know, and

503
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,599
rud light green light and jumping Jackson jump rope, and

504
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:08,559
you know, we can go on about that. And that's

505
00:28:08,599 --> 00:28:11,519
just back in the sixties, fifties and fifty and sixties,

506
00:28:11,519 --> 00:28:14,720
you know, And so now it's it's totally different.

507
00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:17,440
Speaker 3: Well it is, and we get I often feel like

508
00:28:19,599 --> 00:28:24,640
we like to be in the know. We're nosy, we

509
00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:26,920
don't want to admit that necessarily, but we like knowing

510
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:29,920
the different gossip in the news and did you see this?

511
00:28:30,039 --> 00:28:32,039
And you say that, and I go, I feel like

512
00:28:32,279 --> 00:28:35,599
we get too much. We're not built to get all

513
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:39,759
this information, and that it throws you off because now

514
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:46,240
you're thinking is more comparative and I don't have or whatever,

515
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:49,400
and we lose these things. And I'm starting to really

516
00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:54,519
think that the one thing that will bring us all

517
00:28:54,680 --> 00:29:00,359
back is discipline and a self discipline in terms of

518
00:29:00,799 --> 00:29:05,200
what really makes you happy. If you discipline yourself to that,

519
00:29:05,599 --> 00:29:08,319
you'll actually feel better exactly, you know what I mean.

520
00:29:08,359 --> 00:29:10,920
A discipline of going to bed at a certain time,

521
00:29:11,079 --> 00:29:14,119
eating a certain way, avoiding not and I'm saying not

522
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:18,440
have fun in that but almost like a simpler well, it's.

523
00:29:18,279 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 1: Self and self care. Yeah, it's it's about it's steered again,

524
00:29:22,559 --> 00:29:25,440
about going inside. Yes, and it's all it's always an

525
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:27,920
inside job. And a lot of people say, yeah, but

526
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,160
you don't understand, you know, my pressures and everything and

527
00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:33,480
what I deal with. And that's where the choices come in,

528
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:37,839
right turn off the TV or listen to different TV.

529
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,200
And that's you know, that's a big one right there.

530
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:47,839
The manipulation and the mind control affects the consciousness field.

531
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:51,279
All right, So what you think is what you will

532
00:29:51,319 --> 00:29:53,920
get if you think that you're not good enough or

533
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:57,279
this is never going to work, or turn the focus

534
00:29:57,359 --> 00:29:59,720
on something else instead of what you need to change

535
00:29:59,759 --> 00:30:05,319
in your self. That's about growing involving changing yourself first.

536
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:07,880
And a lot of people want to just do it overnight,

537
00:30:08,079 --> 00:30:08,880
the magic.

538
00:30:08,599 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 3: Pill, right exactly.

539
00:30:10,079 --> 00:30:13,559
Speaker 1: It doesn't happen that way. No, it doesn't happen that way.

540
00:30:13,599 --> 00:30:17,720
Speaker 3: And it's part of uh, the journey, as we said,

541
00:30:17,799 --> 00:30:19,400
it's the journey, the journey.

542
00:30:19,079 --> 00:30:23,119
Speaker 1: And it's about your individuality and evolving into something.

543
00:30:23,079 --> 00:30:25,839
Speaker 3: That's the thing is like the power is within you,

544
00:30:26,119 --> 00:30:29,039
within it. And sometimes I almost feel like you got

545
00:30:29,079 --> 00:30:33,480
to simplify things and realize and stop attaching meaning to

546
00:30:33,559 --> 00:30:34,519
certain things exactly.

547
00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:36,279
Speaker 1: And also old beliefs.

548
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:39,119
Speaker 3: Yeah, right, old beliefs, well, going back to the resentment

549
00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:40,240
and the things that are.

550
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:42,559
Speaker 1: And then also when you talk to somebody like me

551
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:45,759
that do different, they they say, well, how they can

552
00:30:45,799 --> 00:30:49,720
feel the energy different and they feel comfortable coming out

553
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:51,680
and talking to me. And then you have people that

554
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:54,000
it's like they don't want anything to do with you.

555
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:58,000
You know, because they don't like that comfortable energy, you know, right,

556
00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:02,000
So it's like you know from your heart center if

557
00:31:02,039 --> 00:31:05,480
somebody is being genuine. We've talked about that before too,

558
00:31:05,839 --> 00:31:07,839
and it is about the frequency and the heart and

559
00:31:07,839 --> 00:31:10,240
what you're thinking and what you're feeling. And love is

560
00:31:10,279 --> 00:31:16,200
the highest frequency. So as you start to grow wisdom

561
00:31:16,359 --> 00:31:19,440
or whatever, you start to realize what matters to you,

562
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,240
what is really important. That's where making those lists to

563
00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:27,480
come into play, all right, and also getting that energy

564
00:31:27,559 --> 00:31:30,680
out of emotions if it's bad energy, your resentment, anger

565
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:34,640
right down, why you're resentful towards somebody right down? While

566
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:36,400
you're angry, I'm angry because he did this to me,

567
00:31:36,519 --> 00:31:39,240
Maybe look like a fool. I'm angry because he took

568
00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,119
my finances or whatever, you know, And it's like, but

569
00:31:42,240 --> 00:31:44,680
you can see it written down and then you can say,

570
00:31:44,839 --> 00:31:49,000
holy cow, do I talk like that? You know. It's

571
00:31:49,039 --> 00:31:52,519
just like recording yourself and not even seeing it recorded

572
00:31:52,559 --> 00:31:53,960
and then to realize did.

573
00:31:53,759 --> 00:31:54,359
Speaker 3: I do that?

574
00:31:54,759 --> 00:31:56,720
Speaker 1: And it's like, that's not how I want to come across,

575
00:31:57,400 --> 00:31:59,079
you know, And so then you have to change it,

576
00:32:00,079 --> 00:32:01,400
have to do something, and a lot of people don't

577
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,720
want it. They want everybody else to do it for that, right,

578
00:32:03,839 --> 00:32:06,519
and they want to blame everybody else instead of looking

579
00:32:06,599 --> 00:32:07,359
at themselves.

580
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:10,640
Speaker 3: Well, it's it's hard work. It's one of these things

581
00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:13,359
like I almost equate it with going to the gym,

582
00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:15,960
you know what I mean. You've got to do this

583
00:32:16,160 --> 00:32:19,119
exercise to strengthen your body and to do that, and

584
00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:22,599
you've got to do this to strengthen your ability to

585
00:32:22,839 --> 00:32:26,000
kind of see things more clearly, exactly and be a

586
00:32:26,079 --> 00:32:29,480
little more tuned in and tap tapped in and tuned

587
00:32:29,519 --> 00:32:30,119
on or whatever.

588
00:32:30,279 --> 00:32:35,680
Speaker 1: Exactly enlightened, yes, exactly, all about it being enlightened as

589
00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:39,160
far as that there's other ways of living of being happy, right,

590
00:32:39,319 --> 00:32:43,400
there's other choices, and you're awakened to the power that

591
00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:45,799
you already have just tapping into it.

592
00:32:46,119 --> 00:32:46,319
Speaker 3: Right.

593
00:32:46,359 --> 00:32:50,279
Speaker 1: And then the serendipity and the synchronicity how people come

594
00:32:50,319 --> 00:32:52,720
into your life. A lot of times they come into

595
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,759
you and it doesn't mean anything, you don't really care.

596
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:57,839
And then they come back into your life to you know,

597
00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:01,799
twenty years later or whatever, and then and they're still evolving,

598
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:04,680
and then you remember some of the things they said,

599
00:33:05,039 --> 00:33:08,440
and then this is the time to start asking questions. Well,

600
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:10,160
what do you do. Well, I get up and I

601
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,279
meditate twenty minutes a day in the morning, I get

602
00:33:12,319 --> 00:33:14,240
up earlier. Oh I don't have that time. I got

603
00:33:14,279 --> 00:33:16,240
to get to work. Well, you set the clock, you

604
00:33:16,319 --> 00:33:19,480
go to bed earlier. Take responsibility, and the same with

605
00:33:19,599 --> 00:33:21,319
going to the gym. You feel better.

606
00:33:21,559 --> 00:33:24,599
Speaker 3: Yes, it's that's what I mean by the discipline that

607
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:25,880
sometimes you gets what I hate.

608
00:33:26,079 --> 00:33:28,200
Speaker 1: It's too easy to do things right.

609
00:33:28,279 --> 00:33:32,519
Speaker 3: And we hear terms now like brain rot, I just

610
00:33:32,559 --> 00:33:35,920
scroll and scroll, put the phone down. Be disciplined. If

611
00:33:35,960 --> 00:33:39,240
it's not making you happy, I used to say often

612
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,400
if if it doesn't make you happy, and it doesn't

613
00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:43,599
and it doesn't make you money, why are you doing it?

614
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,119
Speaker 1: Wait, I don't say so money, So there you go.

615
00:33:46,279 --> 00:33:48,440
Speaker 3: Yeah right, so let's take a look at that.

616
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 1: If it doesn't make it happy, it doesn't make money.

617
00:33:50,279 --> 00:33:55,319
So the power of having money is an issue. Yes, okay,

618
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:58,400
so we got to take that away, like people like

619
00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,960
what no have to go with inside and then what's

620
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:04,400
supposed to come to you will come to you, and

621
00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:07,039
also new opportunities will come out.

622
00:34:07,119 --> 00:34:09,119
Speaker 3: Yes, and I think if you just went with what

623
00:34:09,199 --> 00:34:12,480
makes you happy, it will make you money. Exactly. Yes,

624
00:34:12,519 --> 00:34:14,880
all the abundance will come to you. You got but

625
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:17,920
you but you got to go that way. Yeah, and

626
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:21,960
I think that, uh, those are always the things they

627
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:23,960
say are so much easier said than done.

628
00:34:24,159 --> 00:34:28,320
Speaker 1: Oh, absolutely absolutely. But that's where the synchronoicity comes in.

629
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:31,400
You know, somebody and they talked this way before, and

630
00:34:31,840 --> 00:34:35,119
you know, yeah, you know, and then twenty years later

631
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:37,119
they're still on the same good path. And then you

632
00:34:37,119 --> 00:34:40,199
start asking them and then you say, hmm, maybe I

633
00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:41,679
ought to take a look at this. Maybe I got

634
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,920
to write a list every day. Maybe I ought to

635
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:46,000
get up fifteen minutes and just sit there and just

636
00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:47,199
be in the present moment.

637
00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:51,119
Speaker 3: Just baby bites, right, baby bite Yes, Okay, I see that. Now,

638
00:34:51,159 --> 00:34:54,199
this to me is so great to hear. Yeah, baby,

639
00:34:54,519 --> 00:34:57,199
because and it is baby bites, and it is this thing,

640
00:34:57,239 --> 00:34:59,639
and it would just be like, you know, you start

641
00:35:00,159 --> 00:35:04,599
working out and maybe you can go uh equated to running,

642
00:35:04,599 --> 00:35:07,039
you can run a half mile NonStop, and you just

643
00:35:07,079 --> 00:35:09,000
build and build and build and build and build, and

644
00:35:09,039 --> 00:35:11,800
your endurance and I think it's the same thing with everything,

645
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,440
but we don't apply it. It's either woo woo or it's

646
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:17,639
weird or I can't or all of a sudden, I

647
00:35:17,679 --> 00:35:21,159
get I'm feeling something or I'm uncovering things within me

648
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:25,519
that I don't like. So avoidance is that is a

649
00:35:25,559 --> 00:35:30,000
wonderful thing. Or escape through alcohol or drugs or whatever

650
00:35:30,119 --> 00:35:31,440
is a wonderful thing exactly.

651
00:35:32,039 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 1: But the electronics advices, yes. Now, you know the social media,

652
00:35:38,719 --> 00:35:42,000
you know the acts, the the you know the media,

653
00:35:42,119 --> 00:35:45,039
all different types of media, and you know you get hooked. Yeah,

654
00:35:45,599 --> 00:35:48,039
but it takes you out of yourself. It does while

655
00:35:48,079 --> 00:35:51,039
you get out hooked, Yes, because it's too uncomfortable to

656
00:35:51,039 --> 00:35:51,599
go inside.

657
00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:53,280
Speaker 3: That's where the real I'm not good enough?

658
00:35:53,679 --> 00:35:54,920
Speaker 1: Why?

659
00:35:55,119 --> 00:35:58,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, where does that come from? Like the you? Yeah,

660
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:02,400
we really all of us. I think all of us

661
00:36:03,199 --> 00:36:05,320
feel like we're not good enough for something.

662
00:36:06,159 --> 00:36:09,719
Speaker 1: Is because what's put upon us. You know, you got

663
00:36:09,719 --> 00:36:11,519
to do this or this is what's going to happen.

664
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:16,079
But things are happening, things are changing. We don't have

665
00:36:16,119 --> 00:36:18,559
any choice. So you can look at it. Okay, it's

666
00:36:18,559 --> 00:36:20,199
a good thing or it's a bad thing. You can

667
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:21,960
fight it and say, okay, I'm going to go with it.

668
00:36:22,039 --> 00:36:24,679
I'm just going to trust that this is where we

669
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:28,239
need to be and that's what's happening, and that's why

670
00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:31,119
so many people are having all this anxiety and this

671
00:36:31,239 --> 00:36:34,159
stress and all these emotions are coming out because it

672
00:36:34,199 --> 00:36:36,880
has to do with the energy field that is put

673
00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:40,960
out there and how you use that in your life.

674
00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:43,719
Speaker 3: Okay, the energy feel that's being put out there.

675
00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:46,159
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I have to keep bringing that back over

676
00:36:46,199 --> 00:36:48,880
and again, but it is. That's why I'm an energy metaphysician,

677
00:36:49,039 --> 00:36:51,800
and I talk about recovery stuff from things that no

678
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:55,880
longer serve your thoughts, behaviors, people, And if that's what

679
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,719
it's about, and I go inside, If.

680
00:36:58,639 --> 00:37:03,039
Speaker 3: You go inside and just focus on being happy and content,

681
00:37:03,199 --> 00:37:06,360
it feels like everything around you is better. And when

682
00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:10,280
you don't feel well, like you know, and this was

683
00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:16,440
never anything I saw. I've been saying this a lot lately.

684
00:37:16,519 --> 00:37:22,159
Like we mimic. That's how we learn, right. You learn

685
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:26,159
to talk, you learn to like as a as a child,

686
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:29,159
you mimic the adults. You do what the adults do,

687
00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:33,199
sign and thing. Everything's mimic, mimic, mimic. But sometimes you

688
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:36,159
start to realize these aren't who you are or they

689
00:37:36,159 --> 00:37:39,000
don't work for you, and so you're mimicking something that

690
00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:42,039
and that's the programming, and it's how do you kind

691
00:37:42,079 --> 00:37:46,000
of break that? And you start to see things You're like, wow,

692
00:37:46,119 --> 00:37:50,320
that person is it's almost sad because they're so stuck

693
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:53,119
in this resentment or they get so angry about this

694
00:37:53,239 --> 00:37:57,480
and there's no movement forward, right and.

695
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,800
Speaker 1: We are moving forward, and that's the problem. That's the

696
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:03,760
problem because people don't know how to handle it. That's

697
00:38:03,760 --> 00:38:07,599
where all these emotions are coming out, the craziness that's happening.

698
00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:08,000
Speaker 3: You know.

699
00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:11,840
Speaker 1: But if you trust, Okay, this is happening for a reason.

700
00:38:12,679 --> 00:38:15,639
I'm going to trust that I'm here for a reason, okay,

701
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,119
and that I'm still going to live for quite a while,

702
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:20,440
and so I need to do the best I can

703
00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:24,719
with it and not let my emotions and everything that's

704
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,480
going on inside, the pain and the anger and stuff

705
00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,440
come out and say, Okay, I'm going to stop this.

706
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,039
I'm going to stop this. That's exactly what this is.

707
00:38:32,079 --> 00:38:36,039
This program is all about enlightening to a new way

708
00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:40,719
of looking at life, looking at new options that you have,

709
00:38:41,559 --> 00:38:45,760
new opportunities, you know, and energy healing is very good.

710
00:38:46,039 --> 00:38:48,119
You can learn how to do it yourself. That costs

711
00:38:48,159 --> 00:38:51,599
you nothing, you know, But you also need to come

712
00:38:51,599 --> 00:38:52,519
to me so I can show.

713
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:55,440
Speaker 3: You exactly what to do. What is that?

714
00:38:56,079 --> 00:38:58,599
Speaker 1: And then what you do is you pass it on

715
00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:04,320
without expect any expectations coming back. That's the key, and

716
00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:07,159
that's how you know if it's if it's really from

717
00:39:07,199 --> 00:39:09,800
the heart, is because you want to give away so

718
00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,960
you can keep it. You want to give away the

719
00:39:13,079 --> 00:39:16,559
love or being a better person so that you can

720
00:39:16,639 --> 00:39:18,599
keep it yourself and keep moving forward.

721
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:26,199
Speaker 3: It's interesting because I've often heard somebody who channels, and

722
00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:34,239
I always think that channeling. I absolutely believe that it's true.

723
00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:37,559
People can do it. I think what has happened over

724
00:39:37,599 --> 00:39:40,159
the years, there's probably been a few charlatans along the way,

725
00:39:40,880 --> 00:39:44,239
lots of them, which sort of takes away from right,

726
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:46,840
and so we don't trust or believe. And there is

727
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:51,400
one guy that is all over social media that I

728
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:56,159
see anyway, and he always says he channels somebody from

729
00:39:56,480 --> 00:40:01,400
another universe, Yeah, another universe, like a whole other being

730
00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:06,239
and tells us how to be. And one of the

731
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:10,079
things is in every moment, you have a choice, make

732
00:40:10,119 --> 00:40:13,679
the choice that feels the best, do it to its

733
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:20,079
fullest without any expectation of outcome, and everything will be wonderful.

734
00:40:20,119 --> 00:40:22,039
And that's exactly what you just said, exactly.

735
00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:25,679
Speaker 1: It's about you give it away without expecting anything in return.

736
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:29,480
It's about giving it away so you can keep it yourself.

737
00:40:30,119 --> 00:40:34,119
And then it is a ricochet or ripple effect around

738
00:40:34,199 --> 00:40:36,800
the earth, right, And that has to do with the

739
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:40,400
energy field of what's happening. And there are many people

740
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:43,559
like me and like you that are wakening up, that

741
00:40:43,639 --> 00:40:47,159
are saying, I'm not happy what's going on here, feeling stuck,

742
00:40:47,639 --> 00:40:51,639
and when they start to change, they start to emanate

743
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:55,360
that energy out and those are like that the matrix

744
00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:58,599
field around the earth, it lights up, it lights up

745
00:40:58,639 --> 00:41:02,639
with light and the conciousness grid in that area. It's

746
00:41:02,679 --> 00:41:06,159
all about the frequency. And that's what a lot of

747
00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:10,480
energy healers are. They are lights that light up this

748
00:41:10,639 --> 00:41:16,119
light of consciousness energy which is good. You feel We

749
00:41:16,199 --> 00:41:18,400
feel good, yeah, And it's all from the heart. That's

750
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:22,960
what heart math is all about, scientifically proving that our

751
00:41:23,079 --> 00:41:26,079
thoughts are energy and our energy are thoughts and we

752
00:41:26,119 --> 00:41:26,960
can make a difference.

753
00:41:27,119 --> 00:41:27,239
Speaker 3: Right.

754
00:41:27,639 --> 00:41:30,199
Speaker 1: Look like after nine to eleven, which I've shared this before,

755
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:33,440
two days after for two full days after nine to eleven,

756
00:41:33,559 --> 00:41:37,280
we all were so loving and compassionate and stuff like that,

757
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:41,039
and it was actually measured scientifically that this was happening.

758
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:45,360
That is because we all seen it on live TV

759
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:47,519
what was going on, and we send out the compassion

760
00:41:48,559 --> 00:41:51,239
who we really are as humans. And when you give

761
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:55,639
it away, you feel that compassion, right, you feel the compassion.

762
00:41:56,360 --> 00:42:00,159
Speaker 3: Well, let me ask you this because the thoughts or

763
00:42:01,159 --> 00:42:02,480
popped in my head. And I know we're a little

764
00:42:02,519 --> 00:42:08,639
all over the place, but when people say everything that

765
00:42:08,719 --> 00:42:12,400
happens to you, I've heard everything that happens to you

766
00:42:13,360 --> 00:42:18,400
is your fault, okay, which is a tough word, right,

767
00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:21,320
and tough thing to hear, but I almost wonder if

768
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,199
it's a wonderful word because it makes you realize, oh,

769
00:42:24,239 --> 00:42:28,119
I have the power. I can change this at any time.

770
00:42:28,199 --> 00:42:31,280
I have the power. But that we're on, you know,

771
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:34,079
and I'll say things like like, let's say something like

772
00:42:34,119 --> 00:42:36,440
a car accident, somebody runs a red light and hits you.

773
00:42:37,239 --> 00:42:40,239
But is that something you were on? That vibration? You've

774
00:42:40,280 --> 00:42:46,360
got something And sometimes like for example, I don't know,

775
00:42:46,679 --> 00:42:50,159
we look at I'll give I'll take something from the news. Recently,

776
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:55,159
the wildfires in California and somebody's house burns down and

777
00:42:55,199 --> 00:42:58,239
the house next door does not, And you say, oh,

778
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:00,639
why would that happen? But we don't know what that

779
00:43:00,679 --> 00:43:04,039
person's journey is, and we don't know what their future

780
00:43:04,079 --> 00:43:08,199
could be so much better because this had to happen

781
00:43:08,679 --> 00:43:12,000
to release or they had to go through this thing.

782
00:43:12,079 --> 00:43:15,719
And you say that to people and they want to like,

783
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:18,519
what are you fucking crazy? Why how could you say that?

784
00:43:18,559 --> 00:43:20,639
And you never want to say it, but I but

785
00:43:20,719 --> 00:43:23,920
I wonder, is that really what's happening? Is that the

786
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:29,760
belief like everything, as you said, everything happens for a reason.

787
00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,920
You're here for a reason. You said that earlier, and

788
00:43:33,599 --> 00:43:39,920
everything happens, I'm thinking for a reason. And sometimes to

789
00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:41,920
tell you to raise your vibration a little bit, and

790
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:46,400
you don't get those things. You don't attract the problem

791
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:50,079
is as much. But sometimes when you're on that lower frequency, man,

792
00:43:50,119 --> 00:43:52,679
it's it's like a momentum. You get up, you stub

793
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:54,599
your toe, and then you spill your coffee on your

794
00:43:54,599 --> 00:43:58,199
shirt on the way in, and then then yeah.

795
00:43:57,880 --> 00:44:01,000
Speaker 1: Full, why me, here we go. And so you put

796
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,039
that energy out there and you keep getting you know,

797
00:44:03,079 --> 00:44:05,719
the negative stuff happening. So you said a word called

798
00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:10,400
fault yes, my fault, So let's change that. Okay, how

799
00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:13,400
about a lesson? How about a lesson?

800
00:44:13,639 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 3: A lesson? Yes, yes, yes, or an opportunity or an opportunity.

801
00:44:17,159 --> 00:44:21,320
Speaker 1: So many people have said when they've hit their bottom,

802
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:23,920
when their house burned down, or when they lost their job,

803
00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:26,639
they got a better job, you know, when they have cancer.

804
00:44:26,920 --> 00:44:28,639
A lot of people say I'm a survivor, and a

805
00:44:28,639 --> 00:44:32,880
lot of and people that I know also say, I

806
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:36,320
don't feel like I did anything wrong to deserve this.

807
00:44:36,559 --> 00:44:39,199
It just happened. It was part of me being a

808
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:43,519
human being, the experiences that I learned to grow and

809
00:44:43,599 --> 00:44:45,880
be a better person and to learn from it and

810
00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:46,880
not be hurt by it.

811
00:44:47,119 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 2: Right.

812
00:44:47,719 --> 00:44:51,360
Speaker 1: So it is your thought process about it when you

813
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:54,119
say it was your fault, that triggers old things that

814
00:44:54,159 --> 00:44:56,920
you've been told that you must have done something bad

815
00:44:57,079 --> 00:44:57,920
to have this happened.

816
00:44:57,960 --> 00:44:59,880
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, yes, we.

817
00:45:00,159 --> 00:45:03,320
Speaker 1: Come here in the big classroom of Earth to learn

818
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:04,599
these lessons.

819
00:45:04,199 --> 00:45:08,079
Speaker 3: I've been told us. I remember somebody saying to me,

820
00:45:08,519 --> 00:45:11,480
what is it about you that this happened? What are

821
00:45:11,519 --> 00:45:14,800
you doing? But but there is some someone in there,

822
00:45:15,079 --> 00:45:16,440
Yes it's the right thing.

823
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:19,360
Speaker 1: And this shows that you need to do different working.

824
00:45:19,159 --> 00:45:23,400
Speaker 3: For soften the words a little bit. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

825
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:25,440
I honestly, yeah, I think.

826
00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:26,559
Speaker 1: That that's a negative word.

827
00:45:26,639 --> 00:45:27,239
Speaker 3: Yes it is.

828
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:29,519
Speaker 1: And that triggers something inside gilt.

829
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:32,679
Speaker 3: Right, Well, who is a gel that you This is

830
00:45:32,719 --> 00:45:34,719
your fault that this happened.

831
00:45:34,679 --> 00:45:37,360
Speaker 1: Right, Well, that's what they're programmed to say. I need

832
00:45:37,400 --> 00:45:39,679
to believe And you don't have to believe that. No,

833
00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:41,800
that's their belief, not your belief.

834
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 3: But if you start doing that, that's when they used

835
00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:44,920
to put you in the looney bin.

836
00:45:45,159 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 2: Oh.

837
00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:50,320
Speaker 1: And also sometimes, yeah, you lose a lot of people

838
00:45:50,719 --> 00:45:54,239
and and and it's sad because when you move like

839
00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:57,239
I'm just gonna put an example, like if somebody was

840
00:45:57,239 --> 00:46:00,199
a boom skid row boom, you know, and they were

841
00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:02,920
a big executive, and then they all the way through

842
00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:05,880
their addiction, whether there's alcohol or whatever, ended up on

843
00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,880
skid road, right, and then they hurt so many other people.

844
00:46:09,039 --> 00:46:13,559
And then when they did hit skid road, they actually

845
00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:16,199
came up from there there was no other place to go.

846
00:46:16,719 --> 00:46:20,079
And then they're involved in recovery stuff and helping other people.

847
00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:22,000
And you can help a lot of other people, but

848
00:46:22,119 --> 00:46:25,639
you can't help the people that you hurt. Your own family,

849
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:28,239
the things that you did in the past. Well, that's true,

850
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:32,519
but it's also the family's choice not to forgive. It's

851
00:46:32,519 --> 00:46:35,400
a family's choice is not to say, Okay, what's really

852
00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:38,000
important here? It's about love. But a lot of people

853
00:46:38,039 --> 00:46:40,119
are hurt so bad that they don't want to even

854
00:46:40,159 --> 00:46:42,320
see the person's face, you know, they don't want to

855
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:42,519
be a.

856
00:46:42,559 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 3: Part of that.

857
00:46:43,039 --> 00:46:47,800
Speaker 1: And that's very painful, but it happens. And then what

858
00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:50,079
you have to do is, Okay, what can I do

859
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:53,039
to help others? What can I do that's good? To

860
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,079
make amends without you know, actually going to the other

861
00:46:56,119 --> 00:46:58,840
person making amends, but that's how you do. Sometimes you

862
00:46:58,840 --> 00:47:02,280
can't make amends to people that aren't ready to receive it,

863
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,400
and those are the ones that are still in the

864
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:08,559
old beliefs, old programming, old pain, and it's fear.

865
00:47:09,039 --> 00:47:15,320
Speaker 3: I always wonder if when you croak yeah, and you

866
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:18,480
get on the other side and you look back and go, oh,

867
00:47:18,519 --> 00:47:22,519
I did that wrong or not wrong, but I, oh,

868
00:47:22,639 --> 00:47:25,679
that's not what that meant. That's not is there?

869
00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:30,079
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it's exactly why you reincarnate into another lifetime

870
00:47:30,159 --> 00:47:33,039
so that you can change that, like karmo type thing.

871
00:47:33,559 --> 00:47:37,679
Or you can learn a new lessons. I've always said,

872
00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:41,000
we've had many, many lives and we've done everything. We've

873
00:47:41,000 --> 00:47:43,719
been male, we've been female, we've been the abuser, we've

874
00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:46,280
been the abuse, We've been all that stuff. And it's

875
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:50,000
so that we can learn to do different in your

876
00:47:50,039 --> 00:47:53,639
life or to learn something different. It happens all the time.

877
00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:57,519
The energy is changing. Now now we can change that.

878
00:47:57,519 --> 00:48:00,440
That's what the ascension is all about, of a wing

879
00:48:01,039 --> 00:48:03,679
your soul. A lot of people that you hear these

880
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:07,400
words ascension, what is this? It's about doing different and

881
00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:11,280
it's like feeling happy inside is like you, but you

882
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:14,360
got to do the work. And as you grow into

883
00:48:14,360 --> 00:48:17,880
a different person, all right, and when you do transition

884
00:48:18,079 --> 00:48:22,719
into another life, you carry everything that you've experienced into

885
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:26,400
that new life. That's what's different in the energy now

886
00:48:26,480 --> 00:48:28,760
is that we no longer have to live in the

887
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:33,320
negative energy loops. By building your soul to a higher

888
00:48:33,360 --> 00:48:36,800
frequency or higher consciousness. And that's what they say, Oh,

889
00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:38,599
now you're going to be a saint, right. It's like,

890
00:48:39,039 --> 00:48:42,039
oh no, no, I'm just I just want to I

891
00:48:42,039 --> 00:48:44,199
want to be better, I want to be happy, I

892
00:48:44,239 --> 00:48:45,840
want to help people. I don't want to hurt people,

893
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:48,559
Well you're hurting people by say your neck. Because you're

894
00:48:48,559 --> 00:48:51,000
a saint. You no longer you never come to hear

895
00:48:51,119 --> 00:48:53,880
you never do that anymore. It's like, okay, so I

896
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:56,679
choose not to. It's all my choices. Yes, I can't say,

897
00:48:56,679 --> 00:48:59,880
well I made a mistake. No, you made a choice.

898
00:49:00,159 --> 00:49:04,400
Make that mistake right, just reason for it, and you

899
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:10,119
can move to a higher frequency understanding people. And it's

900
00:49:10,159 --> 00:49:11,320
all about from the heart.

901
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:15,800
Speaker 3: That, Yeah, I think that the idea and sometimes with

902
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:18,960
even words like fault, which are heavy.

903
00:49:18,679 --> 00:49:21,000
Speaker 1: Right that I picked up on that real quick.

904
00:49:21,159 --> 00:49:25,559
Speaker 3: Yeah, I often think. But it also is that a

905
00:49:25,599 --> 00:49:28,159
word that can be used to show you you have

906
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:31,360
the power to change this. So we can say it's

907
00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:35,039
your fault that great things are happening, it's your fault that.

908
00:49:35,199 --> 00:49:37,639
Speaker 1: Well, it's it's your blessing.

909
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:39,920
Speaker 3: Your bless I mean, the word needs to be changed.

910
00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:45,760
I understand the negativity, but sometimes I feel like when

911
00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:51,119
you do the kind words it, people just miss it

912
00:49:51,159 --> 00:49:54,440
as human beings. But fault, we all who on that

913
00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:56,320
one hits that hits right right at.

914
00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:58,599
Speaker 1: Home, right, And that's where you take the folk, that's

915
00:49:58,679 --> 00:50:01,920
them taking the focus of them putting the blame on you.

916
00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:03,840
You know, it's not them. And those are the people

917
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:06,679
that you know, they're very a lot of times, very

918
00:50:06,719 --> 00:50:11,519
unhappy people. And that's when I talked about doing hospice work. Yes,

919
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:15,079
one of the best best blessings that I have is

920
00:50:15,119 --> 00:50:18,519
when a person is getting ready to transition and the

921
00:50:18,519 --> 00:50:22,440
family members are there, and sometimes or most of the time,

922
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:25,480
it is the time where people can come and make

923
00:50:25,519 --> 00:50:29,840
amends and realize how important their lives are, you know,

924
00:50:30,039 --> 00:50:33,880
and what that person that is transitioning actually contributed to

925
00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,159
your life. And you can you know, I don't see

926
00:50:36,159 --> 00:50:38,920
the son of a gun or whatever again, but it's like, no,

927
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:41,320
I loved you and I'm sorry. I can make amends

928
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:44,599
at that time, you know. And just like the businessman

929
00:50:44,639 --> 00:50:47,199
that worked so many hours, but the last thing he

930
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:49,119
said is he wished to spend more time with his family,

931
00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:54,280
exactly realizing what is important. What is important here, right,

932
00:50:55,079 --> 00:50:58,320
It's about being happy inside.

933
00:50:57,559 --> 00:51:00,840
Speaker 3: You know. Yeah, I really truly believe that happiness is

934
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:05,199
the almost the key to everything. And I think that

935
00:51:05,519 --> 00:51:07,920
I think sometimes we don't know how to be happy

936
00:51:08,199 --> 00:51:10,199
with that, and and.

937
00:51:10,159 --> 00:51:12,639
Speaker 1: That's why things are changing now that people are starting

938
00:51:12,679 --> 00:51:16,039
to come to people like me and say, oh, and

939
00:51:16,079 --> 00:51:17,960
a lot of times I say, I don't know where

940
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:20,440
I'm stuck. I'm just unhappy. Well let's talk about that.

941
00:51:20,719 --> 00:51:25,760
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, it's interesting because when you start to realize

942
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:28,559
what does make you happy and what is there and

943
00:51:28,679 --> 00:51:32,079
you know, better music everything, you get into a flow.

944
00:51:32,679 --> 00:51:35,119
That's the other thing. You get a you know. And

945
00:51:35,159 --> 00:51:38,639
I used to always say, I love and ease and flow.

946
00:51:39,079 --> 00:51:41,760
Ease and flow such a wonderful thing, and it was

947
00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:42,679
such great words.

948
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Speaker 1: One of the one of the the entities angelic entities

949
00:51:46,039 --> 00:51:49,119
that I work with is Angel Sarah, and she deals

950
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with stress and powerlessness. She takes the stress and powerlessness

951
00:51:53,440 --> 00:51:57,000
away a layer and she in prints beck in ease

952
00:51:57,519 --> 00:51:58,079
and flow.

953
00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:59,280
Speaker 3: Oh how funny.

954
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:01,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, all how appropriate?

955
00:52:02,039 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 3: How appropriate? Yes, I'm just thinking ironic and the But

956
00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:06,800
that's why the.

957
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:10,519
Speaker 1: Thing is, it's like, think of it differently. Wait a minute,

958
00:52:10,559 --> 00:52:11,239
Wait a minute.

959
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:13,960
Speaker 3: I always think I appreciate ease and flow, and when

960
00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,400
I think that way, I usually have them exactly.

961
00:52:17,039 --> 00:52:22,920
Speaker 1: It's just perfect. Yes, And then the where energy work

962
00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:25,840
when you look at it, how does affect the body?

963
00:52:26,199 --> 00:52:31,800
The physical body? First? And stress? All right, and it

964
00:52:31,880 --> 00:52:34,960
causes so many physical things going on in the body

965
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:38,239
in the area where she works, you know, from alcoholism

966
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:43,800
to to diabetes, to pancreatitis to intestinal problems, you know.

967
00:52:43,920 --> 00:52:47,039
And it's like and stress takes a long time sometimes

968
00:52:47,039 --> 00:52:50,199
to build up before you explode, and then it affects

969
00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:53,039
other areas, whether it's a physical area in your body

970
00:52:53,119 --> 00:52:56,480
or whether it's a relationship in your body. You know,

971
00:52:56,519 --> 00:52:58,960
you explode the emotions or whatever, and the other person

972
00:52:58,960 --> 00:53:01,559
can't take that or triggers of fear in them, so

973
00:53:01,559 --> 00:53:02,280
they got to run.

974
00:53:03,039 --> 00:53:05,639
Speaker 3: I'm just no, no, but but.

975
00:53:05,679 --> 00:53:08,440
Speaker 1: So that kind of understands it is like stress is

976
00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:10,239
a big one, but all the other ones are big

977
00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:14,760
ones too. But it is a multi dimensional area. It's

978
00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:18,719
between the physical molecules in your body and then also

979
00:53:18,800 --> 00:53:21,280
what you're made of of atoms, and where does that

980
00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:25,320
come from? It comes from the universe, right, and sacred

981
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:30,159
geometry and the molecules and positive energy, protons, electrons, that

982
00:53:30,199 --> 00:53:32,320
type of stuff. So you got to break it down.

983
00:53:32,559 --> 00:53:34,719
But then when you go back to stuff that you've

984
00:53:34,760 --> 00:53:37,559
learned about chemistry and stuff in high school in school,

985
00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:42,400
then you realize, oh, oh I see now, I see

986
00:53:42,440 --> 00:53:46,360
now where energy is about everything about your body from

987
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:50,440
the inside out, and it reflects and the energy is

988
00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:53,639
what you bring with you into other lifetimes. That's your soul.

989
00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,400
And that is how a lot of times people will

990
00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:59,519
do past live progression because I know something, reason why,

991
00:53:59,519 --> 00:54:02,199
and they find that they drown another lifetime, but it's

992
00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:07,360
affecting this lifetime. And that's the same with programming. Now,

993
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:10,320
think about that, the programming that your parents had came

994
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:14,239
from their parents. What time in humanity were they living?

995
00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:18,400
What did they do to survive? All right? And so

996
00:54:18,519 --> 00:54:22,039
you're part of that. You have that withinside yourself. But

997
00:54:22,079 --> 00:54:24,679
also in this lifetime, you chose that you're going to

998
00:54:24,719 --> 00:54:26,639
go into the pool and you're going to be a diver.

999
00:54:27,079 --> 00:54:29,639
And before you were you know, so scared and you

1000
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:33,840
drowned or whatever. But you went past that and that's

1001
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:37,840
what comes back with you in your your electromagnetic field,

1002
00:54:37,880 --> 00:54:42,960
your spirit, your soul. You know, it is.

1003
00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:49,599
Speaker 3: Fascinating, It is very fascinating and I think very helpful enlightening.

1004
00:54:49,599 --> 00:54:51,239
And I think yes, and I think we need to

1005
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:55,000
like have people realize that you've got the control and

1006
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:56,039
you can do this.

1007
00:54:56,159 --> 00:54:58,159
Speaker 1: And it together.

1008
00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:03,119
Speaker 3: Yes, don't you have a teaching coming up. I thought

1009
00:55:03,119 --> 00:55:04,159
there was something in April.

1010
00:55:05,079 --> 00:55:07,239
Speaker 1: Well, in April I have a bunch of things. But

1011
00:55:09,079 --> 00:55:11,679
at the end of the month I have a Practitioner

1012
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:13,920
Days where I'm bringing a lot of practitioners in the

1013
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:15,960
area that do this type of work, any type of work,

1014
00:55:16,239 --> 00:55:18,920
you know, whether it's just massage, therapists or whatever, to

1015
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:21,719
bring them so that the community can learn about them.

1016
00:55:22,119 --> 00:55:23,719
And it's not anything We're going to go have a

1017
00:55:23,719 --> 00:55:26,159
reading or have a healing or anything. It is to meet,

1018
00:55:26,320 --> 00:55:28,760
meet and greet different practitioners.

1019
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:31,119
Speaker 3: And then where is that.

1020
00:55:31,119 --> 00:55:36,280
Speaker 1: That is actually at a center called Frequency Wellness Space

1021
00:55:37,079 --> 00:55:41,360
and it's on Elton Street in Rochester. It's between Atlantic

1022
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:45,159
Avenue and University and it's from one to three on

1023
00:55:45,239 --> 00:55:49,480
April twenty six. It's Saturday afternoon and it's free. It's free,

1024
00:55:49,920 --> 00:55:53,360
just common meet and you can you know, enlighten yourself

1025
00:55:53,519 --> 00:55:56,440
right different things. And then the maay I have my

1026
00:55:56,559 --> 00:55:59,559
own classes that I do. The first weekend will be

1027
00:56:00,320 --> 00:56:04,920
my integrated Energy Therapy with the Angels. That's uh, you

1028
00:56:04,920 --> 00:56:07,599
can learn to heal yourself. And then in the middle

1029
00:56:07,599 --> 00:56:09,840
of May, I have a Master's class. So there's actually

1030
00:56:09,920 --> 00:56:12,880
four levels. Wow, So I mean I have something going

1031
00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:15,920
all the time, and you can always check my website

1032
00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:20,559
shielatillik dot com. Okay, get on my email list, subscribe,

1033
00:56:21,159 --> 00:56:23,199
you know, and take what you need. The rest. A

1034
00:56:23,199 --> 00:56:26,320
lot of people like this, I don't like that. That's fine, Yeah,

1035
00:56:26,519 --> 00:56:30,239
take what you and I have sessions individual personal sessions

1036
00:56:30,280 --> 00:56:32,000
all the time. Yeah, it's only one hundred and twenty

1037
00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:34,880
two dollars. A lot of people say I can't afford that. Okay, Well,

1038
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:36,760
one hundred and twenty two dollars isn't bad for an

1039
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:39,880
hour's worth of healing. No, it's not autation at all,

1040
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:42,400
you know. And then you can do mentoring, which is

1041
00:56:42,559 --> 00:56:46,199
another price. And I have a community of people that

1042
00:56:46,239 --> 00:56:49,320
are like mine. They want to stay in this positive energy.

1043
00:56:49,360 --> 00:56:51,000
They don't want to be out there in the crazy world.

1044
00:56:51,079 --> 00:56:55,000
Speaker 3: No, right, And you can be among that and stay

1045
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:56,199
on that higher and.

1046
00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:58,320
Speaker 1: Still be a part of yeah. Yeah, and you make

1047
00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:01,119
a difference and you that ripple of love.

1048
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:04,320
Speaker 3: It's very interesting. I think it's great. Uh. But to

1049
00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:06,199
take a look at Shila Tillock dot com and you

1050
00:57:06,239 --> 00:57:09,519
can see all that it has been another Uh. I

1051
00:57:09,519 --> 00:57:12,719
think this is great today because there's practices that people

1052
00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:15,880
can do, and I would equate it to being a

1053
00:57:15,880 --> 00:57:19,119
little bit disciplined, but you feel so much better, just

1054
00:57:19,119 --> 00:57:21,000
like a good workout, you know, in a sense.

1055
00:57:21,079 --> 00:57:24,400
Speaker 1: And I also have an angel class that I'm gonna do,

1056
00:57:24,599 --> 00:57:26,719
a one day Angel class, and that's where you can

1057
00:57:26,760 --> 00:57:29,159
go inside and connect with whoever you want to. And

1058
00:57:29,239 --> 00:57:32,679
so one day, so contact me, do email, go to

1059
00:57:32,719 --> 00:57:35,320
my website, send me an email and we can set

1060
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:36,440
up an actual date for that.

1061
00:57:36,719 --> 00:57:40,599
Speaker 3: Okay, one day. Thank you, Shila, lovely to see you again,

1062
00:57:41,159 --> 00:57:44,119
and thank you for another great episode of Build Lightenment.

1063
00:57:45,280 --> 00:57:50,960
Speaker 2: Your hands, break the chane and watch the fall.

1064
00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:54,360
Speaker 1: You've got the strength to stand home.