Speaker 1: From Workhouse Connect and aj Benze fame. He'd liked to
Speaker 1: be walked on a leash and play really dirty, kinky
Speaker 1: sex games. Is uh the guy put the cock in
Speaker 1: the Peacock Network. Okay, bitch, Hey everybody, aj Benzi here
Speaker 1: with Famous Bitch. This is your daily unfiltered podcast for
Speaker 1: Oh I hate this date July twenty eight, Oh I
Speaker 1: guess twenty ninety twenty twenty five, so many odd numbers.
Speaker 1: I don't like it. It scares me, but you know,
Speaker 1: it is what it is. We'll get through it. And
Speaker 1: actually this is apropos of what I want to talk
Speaker 1: about with this show and what I've been bringing to
Speaker 1: you lately. I didn't like yesterday's show. I felt it
Speaker 1: was subpar. I know, I said that, you know, there
Speaker 1: were things that were wrong. And it was titled It's
Speaker 1: the End of the World because there are so many
Speaker 1: things about what I see and hear that you know,
Speaker 1: kind of dictate to me that, I mean, we're fucking
Speaker 1: what's going on? I mean, this is bad. There's a
Speaker 1: lot of bad things going on. Even though I love
Speaker 1: Trump and I love what he's doing, there are still
Speaker 1: so many bad things going on that I get alarmed,
Speaker 1: and I didn't do a politics as a bitch. I'm
Speaker 1: probably not going to do this for a few days.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you right now, because I'm going to be
Speaker 1: honest with you, I'm gonna walk away for three or
Speaker 1: four days from doing shows. I've never done this. I've
Speaker 1: you know, I never take vacations. It's not what I do.
Speaker 1: Been doing this for eight years, and I've always been
Speaker 1: here on the mic, you know, whatever the fuck I
Speaker 1: always talk, But lately the stuff that's going on to
Speaker 1: me is so alarming that I need time to figure
Speaker 1: it out pard than I am. I can't believe the
Speaker 1: shit that's happening. But look, this is not a politics
Speaker 1: is a bitch show. It's an FIAB show. So we'll
Speaker 1: we'll get into that, but I promise you by the
Speaker 1: end of this show you'll understand how I feel like.
Speaker 1: For instance, you know, I just gotta tell you, I
Speaker 1: don't know what the fuck is going on. You know,
Speaker 1: my neighborhood's not that bad, and yet you know, I
Speaker 1: go to get whatever coffee in the morning, and I
Speaker 1: took my wife to the airport because she's going back
Speaker 1: to Portland to take care of her mom and dad.
Speaker 1: And the shit I see in the streets. I just
Speaker 1: I saw a guy sitting on a white bucket and
Speaker 1: a woman behind him like putting hair on him, like
Speaker 1: extensions on him. It was like eleven o'clock in the morning.
Speaker 1: He's sitting on a bucket. And then I turn a
Speaker 1: corner and there's like a shopping cart full of clothes
Speaker 1: and god knows what ell So it's just sitting there
Speaker 1: and I said, what where am I living? What is
Speaker 1: going on? I don't know if it's just where I
Speaker 1: live or if it's just the way things are going
Speaker 1: in life. But there are some people that are having
Speaker 1: really fucking hard times. Like I said the other day
Speaker 1: yesterday at that chit with the you know, the beautiful
Speaker 1: little Pomeranian, and she had cuts on her face, looked
Speaker 1: like she'd been punched a few times, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I want to take this dog. And she got very
Speaker 1: upset when I began to film her, which I understand,
Speaker 1: but I don't know. Listen, guys, I don't know what's
Speaker 1: going on, and I just feel like I have to
Speaker 1: step back and really get a good look at shit
Speaker 1: before I continue. You understand, I've never seen things break
Speaker 1: down in this manner with people in the neighborhood, and
Speaker 1: I fuck, I can't believe it. But I'll I'll, you know,
Speaker 1: I'll give you some stuff. I'll talk about Sydney Sweeney,
Speaker 1: you know, posing for what was American Eagle Outfitters, and
Speaker 1: you know, she did a pose there. I don't know
Speaker 1: why people are upset. She's hot to trot, she's got
Speaker 1: a great body. And apparently what she did with this
Speaker 1: particular pose and what this particular ad, oh god, everybody upset.
Speaker 1: Oh they called it Nazi propaganda. I don't know even
Speaker 1: though what they mean. It was all about my genes, right,
Speaker 1: get it E E A sorry g E A n
Speaker 1: S jeans but it was a play on G E
Speaker 1: N E S And they just I don't, I just
Speaker 1: why are people so upset about this My jeans are
Speaker 1: blue and that they call in the ad a Nazi
Speaker 1: propaganda ad? What what's going on? She did nothing wrong.
Speaker 1: The chit is hot, big tits, you know, I mean,
Speaker 1: we know why she's hot. But if you know, if
Speaker 1: you really want to get down to uh, I mean,
Speaker 1: she's got that little down syndrome look, which you know
Speaker 1: it's you know, Selena Gomez has the down syndrome look
Speaker 1: to even though she's marrying Benny Blanco, who is addicted
Speaker 1: to cocaine. I don't know what the fuck that situation's
Speaker 1: gonna be, but yeah, she's marrying him, and stop doing blow.
Speaker 1: You'll see, You'll see. I know too much. I know
Speaker 1: too much. And then we got Charlie Sheen's daughter, Shammy Sheen,
Speaker 1: who's talking about her O c D situation.
Speaker 2: Nothing aggravates me more than when someone's like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: I'm so OCD. I need to keep my mom my
Speaker 2: room clean and organized.
Speaker 1: I this chick got her tits done to try to
Speaker 1: get in the game to make big money, and only
Speaker 1: fans which listen, go ahead, go do it. I get it.
Speaker 1: You got a great body, you gotta you gotta name,
Speaker 1: You got the Sheen name. Your mom is Denise Richards,
Speaker 1: who has her own bullshit going going on. So yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean, go make your money. I have no qualms
Speaker 1: with that. But she has to talk about her OCD
Speaker 1: and being violently ill and throwing up what listen, I
Speaker 1: have OCD? My mother had it, my sister Rosalie has it.
Speaker 1: We always did things that were really stupid, like my
Speaker 1: mother would leave the house. We'd be waiting for her
Speaker 1: in the car. Mom, I'm gonna go to this door. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm coming, And she closed the door, and she she
Speaker 1: would literally put her hand in the mailbox three times,
Speaker 1: as if there was mail in there, and then she'd
Speaker 1: checked the door three times to make sure it was locked,
Speaker 1: and we go, MO, it's fucking locked. But meanwhile, me
Speaker 1: and Rosalie were secretly whenever we got out of our shoes,
Speaker 1: we'd put the left shoe a little more forward than
Speaker 1: the right shoe. Don't ask me why. Well, that sounds
Speaker 1: like a Billy Joel saw. Don't ask me why. And
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get into him because I, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I watched that Billy Joel documentary. I didn't want it
Speaker 1: to stop. I actually paused it at least fifty times because,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I was so I was crying. I
Speaker 1: was crying about what Billy Joel has meant to me
Speaker 1: over all these years. I don't think you, I mean,
Speaker 1: maybe you guys have the same feeling about him, but
Speaker 1: Billy Joel was the shit. Oh my god. But Sammy
Speaker 1: Sheen is talking about you know, her o CD, And
Speaker 1: and then there's another story about Travis Kelcey getting a haircut,
Speaker 1: and we need to see the haircut. Who gives a
Speaker 1: rightful fuck he got a fucking haircut. Okay, listen. I
Speaker 1: went through it with Andrea the other night. I said,
Speaker 1: Taylor Swift's bangs they don't work anymore. She looks like
Speaker 1: an asshole. She needs to stop the banks and stop
Speaker 1: being a junior high school chick, you know. And then
Speaker 1: she got so mad at me, and she's gonna hate
Speaker 1: that I said this if she listens to the show.
Speaker 1: But it's like, I don't give a fuck. How could
Speaker 1: somebody be angry about me saying enough with the banks enough?
Speaker 1: But there's such a crazy love affair with Taylor Swift fans.
Speaker 1: It's actually like Trump derangement syndrome. These people can't hear
Speaker 1: anything spoken about Taylor Swift that might make her see different.
Speaker 1: It's fucking ridiculous. Relax, she looks better without bangs, but no,
Speaker 1: you can't say that anyhow. Look, I gotta tell you
Speaker 1: I watched it was so hard to watch the Billy
Speaker 1: Joel documentary on HBO Max because this guy's been such
Speaker 1: a big part of my life for so long. Until
Speaker 1: you see the documentary, you just don't know how much
Speaker 1: he You don't know, like how big he wasn't influencing
Speaker 1: your life, and it's it's amazing. And you guys know,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna repeat the same story over and over.
Speaker 1: But my mom, when we first moved from Brooklyn to
Speaker 1: Long Island, she got a job working as a bathroom
Speaker 1: attendant in a girl's room at a nightclub called a Hullablue.
Speaker 1: And you know, girls come in, they're crying, they're pissed
Speaker 1: the boyfriend left at whatever it is. And she'd give
Speaker 1: the mint, she'd wash their face. Honey, you're gonna be okay.
Speaker 1: You know they needed that. My mother would say, there's
Speaker 1: a fella who sings such a beautiful song, and he
Speaker 1: was in a group called the Hassles. Back then, the
Speaker 1: Hassles weren't really big, but you know a lot of
Speaker 1: music people know the Hassles. And my mother would always
Speaker 1: say that that fella on the drums, boy can he sing.
Speaker 1: We didn't pay any attention to it. And then several
Speaker 1: years later, we're going at our supermarket called King Colin.
Speaker 1: Lorraine's driving the silver Camaro. I'm in the back seat,
Speaker 1: Mom's in the front. The radio's on on AM radio
Speaker 1: that this jockey was Bob Otone. Do you understand how
Speaker 1: much I remember? And along comes a song don't go
Speaker 1: change and try to please me? And my mother said,
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is the fella. We said, Ma,
Speaker 1: this is Billy Joel. I this is the fella I
Speaker 1: saw us singing at the Hulla Ba Loo. So I
Speaker 1: I've been so close to Billy Joel all my life.
Speaker 1: You have no idea. We're both Long Island guys, and
Speaker 1: when you both ride the same highways, take your boat
Speaker 1: on the same base, it's just we just there's a
Speaker 1: feeling of camaraderie because this is the guy were We
Speaker 1: were both from the same place. He was from Hicksville,
Speaker 1: from Wee Sislo, and he would sing songs that were
Speaker 1: so beautiful. And as I got older in high school,
Speaker 1: and I've said this before class week, which I don't
Speaker 1: know how many of you had, but class week was
Speaker 1: a really fun time where you decorated the holes in
Speaker 1: a certain way, what have you. And then before prom,
Speaker 1: before graduation, you know, songs were dedicated to certain people
Speaker 1: and me and Kenny and Agraavino and Whitey and Chico.
Speaker 1: The song dedicated to us, was you may be right,
Speaker 1: because it began with Friday night. I crashed your party. Saturday,
Speaker 1: I said, I'm sorry. Sunday came and crashed me out
Speaker 1: again because we crashed parties, and Mike and other got
Speaker 1: big shot, you know, given to them during class week
Speaker 1: because you know, we did certain shit that maybe we
Speaker 1: shouldn't have done. But after high school, I'm working at
Speaker 1: Driftwood Day Camp and I'm mowing a lawn. Driftwood Daycamp
Speaker 1: was twenty acres, I believe, and I'm mowing a lawn
Speaker 1: without a bag on it, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'm just mowing lawns for days. And I would pack
Speaker 1: a ham and cheese sandwich my mother made me and
Speaker 1: a mountain dew. But when I was mowing the lawn,
Speaker 1: I would sing every single song from his Glasshouses album.
Speaker 1: I memorized every song in what order they came out.
Speaker 1: That's how big he was. And then I got married,
Speaker 1: and when things were going bad with me and Jennifer,
Speaker 1: you know, Billy Joel was always playing on the radio.
Speaker 1: But there came a point where we were done. We
Speaker 1: were divorced, right, And turns out Billy Joel's playing in
Speaker 1: Montauk Point, an outdoor concert, and I got the tickets
Speaker 1: and I said, hey, why don't we go? You know,
Speaker 1: you know what the fuck? She agreed. We went and
Speaker 1: we sat on hay bells, you know, we sat on
Speaker 1: big squares of Hey, that's what the seats were. And
Speaker 1: we listened to him singing in that beautiful night sky.
Speaker 1: And of course on the way home, we pulled over
Speaker 1: on Sunrise Highway and steamed up the windows because we
Speaker 1: were so I don't know, Billie's music just did it
Speaker 1: for us. You see this documentary, and you must see
Speaker 1: the documentary. It is like, I can't explain it.
Speaker 3: It's so great, the fact that he lays his whole
Speaker 3: life out and you get to really understand what he
Speaker 3: went through, you know, four marriages, alcoholism, so many, so many.
Speaker 1: Horrible, beautiful, wonderful things. His first wife was tremendous. He
Speaker 1: wrote so many songs for her. She was his muse.
Speaker 1: And then he gets to Christy Brinkley and you know,
Speaker 1: not that she's my type, but of course he's going
Speaker 1: to sing songs for her. And I'm watching the documentary
Speaker 1: and I'm going No one's gonna understand why this didn't
Speaker 1: work out, but I can, and I'll tell you why.
Speaker 1: Because when I was dating Kara, who was, you know,
Speaker 1: a supermodel, blah blah blah, it was fantastic. I always
Speaker 1: said I would. Billy Joel said as much, the same thing.
Speaker 1: He wanted a supermodel. I said the same shit. And
Speaker 1: then when you get them, you go, Okay, I'm in
Speaker 1: this world. Now I got the supermodel, and your life
Speaker 1: takes on a whole different angle. It's just very weird.
Speaker 1: It's great, but it's weird. And he wrote songs for
Speaker 1: Christy Brinkley that I don't think were his best songs,
Speaker 1: but he wrote them for her because you know, that's
Speaker 1: the thing to do. And I, you know, I look
Speaker 1: at when you're a writer. You know, you write how
Speaker 1: you talk and you write how you think. And that's
Speaker 1: why I think Billy Joel is the best lyricist in
Speaker 1: the last I don't know one hundred years. I'm not lying,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not lying. And let me tell you something.
Speaker 1: Writing is a very lonely occupation, and you feel completely
Speaker 1: isolated from the rest of the world, like you can't
Speaker 1: even look at people who are related to you because
Speaker 1: you're just detached from whatever it is they're doing. You
Speaker 1: have to do something that is I don't know. I'm
Speaker 1: sorry if I'm not explaining it right, but you have
Speaker 1: to do something that goes so deep in your soul.
Speaker 1: But that's the way you got to do it if
Speaker 1: you're going to create some magic, you know. And while
Speaker 1: you're doing this, and this is where Billy Joel fucked up.
Speaker 1: And that's okay, because we all do. When you're doing this.
Speaker 1: When you're the writer, you can't be the boss and
Speaker 1: the employee at the same time because you're gonna fuck
Speaker 1: things up. And of course that happened to him, you know.
Speaker 1: And I couldn't take watching this documentary. It blew me away.
Speaker 1: I almost I literally watched it Friday, Saturday, and Sunday
Speaker 1: and this morning because I couldn't keep watching it. I
Speaker 1: kept breaking down. I kept crying, and I didn't want
Speaker 1: to do a show like that. I didn't want to
Speaker 1: come out here olver klent, as we say in the
Speaker 1: Hebrew language. I just my emotions were right beyond my tongue.
Speaker 1: I just was so emotional about what he said, what
Speaker 1: he did, how he got through the bad times. And
Speaker 1: it's the same thing about me writing my book. It's
Speaker 1: the same kind of thing, you know. It's like, I
Speaker 1: don't know, this is one of those shows like I've done,
Speaker 1: where I don't have any I don't have any blueprints,
Speaker 1: I have no plan. I'm just talking to you. But
Speaker 1: you know, I think you need to hear this stuff
Speaker 1: and maybe it'll ring true in your heads. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know. But when you're writing a book or
Speaker 1: writing a song, you know, like it's a You're like
Speaker 1: a carpenter who looks at a property and someone says,
Speaker 1: we're going to put a house up here, okay, and
Speaker 1: the carpenter looks and figures out what kind of lumber
Speaker 1: he needs, what kind of plywood, what kind of sheet rock,
Speaker 1: how many screws, drills, hammers, men, You just, you know,
Speaker 1: you just kind of figure it out. That's what it's
Speaker 1: like when I, you know, do a show, you just
Speaker 1: a show like this trying to talk about Billy Joel.
Speaker 1: You just have to figure it all out. And I
Speaker 1: don't think anybody else can understand that. You know, you
Speaker 1: got to figure out the dimensions and the scope of
Speaker 1: it all. Blah blah blah. I don't know. You get
Speaker 1: lost in your madness. You understand what I mean. You
Speaker 1: just get lost in the madness. But uh, I don't know. Gang.
Speaker 1: This Billy Joel documentary is so beautiful. You need to
Speaker 1: watch this immediately because this guy has been through so
Speaker 1: many amazing, crippling, horrifying, wonderful things. Married four times, blah
Speaker 1: blah blah. It doesn't matter. He was in my life
Speaker 1: for so many years, whether it was the class Week
Speaker 1: dedication song to my first wife, wanting to name our
Speaker 1: daughter Alexa, because I said, no, that's a shit marriage.
Speaker 1: What are you saying? I said, he's with Christy Brinkley.
Speaker 1: This is me back in nineteen eighty something. I said,
Speaker 1: you don't stay with the centerfold and die with the centerfold.
Speaker 1: It's just a part of your life. He's not gonna
Speaker 1: stay with the beautiful model. She couldn't believe. What do
Speaker 1: you mean? I said, No, this is not the end
Speaker 1: all for him. The centerfold. You don't want to see
Speaker 1: the centerfold get old is not that horrible. It's horrible,
Speaker 1: but it's true. You just don't want to see the
Speaker 1: centerfold get old, so you marry someone else who's younger.
Speaker 1: I mean, I know people right now are going to age.
Speaker 1: You sound so ridiculous. I'm telling you. I'm telling you
Speaker 1: that's how guys are. Yes, Christy Brinkley not my type,
Speaker 1: but boy was she a looker and Billy Joel grabbed
Speaker 1: her and they had a great time together. But that's
Speaker 1: not who you grow old with. It just isn't You
Speaker 1: grow old with somebody who wants to help you and
Speaker 1: wants to resurrect your career and your reputation. And it's
Speaker 1: I don't know. I've been through it, you know. I
Speaker 1: know what it's like to have been divorced several times
Speaker 1: and have a girlfriend that now wants nothing to do
Speaker 1: with me, and you have to rebuild, You have to
Speaker 1: rebuild your life and go, Okay, well there's got to
Speaker 1: be somebody else that can handle all this bullshit. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's just brutal honesty. The way you talk to yourself.
Speaker 1: You know, it sucks. It hits the bottom of your stomach.
Speaker 1: You can't shake it loose. But that's the truth. I
Speaker 1: don't know. Look, I'm trying to figure it all out. Gang.
Speaker 1: I started this show by saying, I want to tell
Speaker 1: you something, and I'm going to tell you something now.
Speaker 1: I hope you weren't too nervous or you know, upset
Speaker 1: about the last show where I that it's the end
Speaker 1: of the world as we know it. I know that's
Speaker 1: hard to hear. However, I don't like what's happening in America.
Speaker 1: I don't like what's happening with the Trump administration and
Speaker 1: the Jeffrey Epstein nonsense. I don't like. I don't like it.
Speaker 1: I don't like it. And I really believe that we
Speaker 1: are on the precipice of something that's gonna make or
Speaker 1: break this country. I swear to God I do. And
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take a step back. You know, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna give you a politics as a bitch this week.
Speaker 1: I might, I might, but I need to take a
Speaker 1: step back and look at all of this nonsense. Whether
Speaker 1: it's same or politics, it doesn't matter. It's all the
Speaker 1: same horseshit. I don't like what's going on, you know,
Speaker 1: And I know some of you look toward me to, hey,
Speaker 1: J tell us what's going to happen next? And this
Speaker 1: I understand that, and I love it, and I God,
Speaker 1: I love you for that, and you know it's why
Speaker 1: I get up in the morning. But I think that
Speaker 1: I'm going to take the rest of the week off
Speaker 1: because I don't like the way I feel. I don't
Speaker 1: like the way things are going in this country. I
Speaker 1: don't like the way I'm responding to it. And I
Speaker 1: don't want to come off half cocked every day and
Speaker 1: give you a show that might rankle some of you
Speaker 1: or make you think, well, what's wrong with aj I
Speaker 1: don't like again, I don't like it. Uh. And I
Speaker 1: fell off the wagon a few days ago being brutally honest,
Speaker 1: and I just need a few days to fit get
Speaker 1: this whole fucking thing out, because I always want to
Speaker 1: bring you good stories and you know, a positive podcast
Speaker 1: where we could all laugh and have fun and this
Speaker 1: and that. But there's some bull shit going on that
Speaker 1: I think needs to be addressed, and I'm gonna step
Speaker 1: back and take a good look at it and give
Speaker 1: you my my all, Mike, and I will do everything
Speaker 1: is a bitch, okay, So you'll hear me again tomorrow.
Speaker 1: But I've never I don't take I don't take weeks off.
Speaker 1: I never done that outside of me being an ICU
Speaker 1: with my life at stake, I don't. I don't. I
Speaker 1: never take a week off. I've never done it in
Speaker 1: fucking eight years. But I'm gonna take a few days
Speaker 1: off here to to really look at this shit and
Speaker 1: figure it out, because I don't. I just the I
Speaker 1: can't believe where we're headed. It's alarmingly bad. You can
Speaker 1: all talk to me and go no, ay day, listen
Speaker 1: to Eric Weinstein, listen to Tucker. It doesn't matter. Do
Speaker 1: you understand everybody the last several weeks are just fucking
Speaker 1: grabbing straws. They don't know what's going on. Everybody is
Speaker 1: trying to tell you what they think is going on,
Speaker 1: and they have no knowledge. They don't. Okay, I know
Speaker 1: Tucker's got a big name. I love Tucker. Megan Kelly,
Speaker 1: big name, love her, think she's gorgeous, But no, no
Speaker 1: one really knows. But these people who have these top
Speaker 1: ten podcasts in the country and the world, they have
Speaker 1: to appear every day and act like they know, but
Speaker 1: they don't know. Nobody knows, Okay, nobody knows what's going
Speaker 1: on with Epstein and all this horseshit. I just as
Speaker 1: a journalist, as a guy who's been down the road
Speaker 1: and done the work, I'm not gonna I don't want
Speaker 1: to jump in that fucking I don't know. I don't
Speaker 1: want to jump in that playground and act like I
Speaker 1: know because I don't. I don't know, but I know
Speaker 1: that it's very, very important we figure out what the
Speaker 1: hell is going on. And I know, I'm you know,
Speaker 1: this is not about Billy Joel. It's about America. I
Speaker 1: get it. But there was something about watching the Billy
Speaker 1: Joeld documentary that really.
Speaker 2: Made me think, you know what, bro fucking take a
Speaker 2: step back.
Speaker 1: Billy Joel did that. This motherfucker was as I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, Mozart, Beethoven, Rachmaninov, Billy Joel is phenomenal, and
Speaker 1: it's hard to me. It's hard for me to encapsulate
Speaker 1: just how great his music was. But you need to
Speaker 1: watch the documentary. In the meantime, I don't know what
Speaker 1: to say about this whole fucking situation with Epstein, and
Speaker 1: I feel like right now I'm on the precipice of
Speaker 1: telling you something that's gonna really make a difference. It's
Speaker 1: not gonna happen today, but I feel like I'm going
Speaker 1: to get the goods and let you know what's going on,
Speaker 1: because right now, I you know, I feel like we're
Speaker 1: in a boat and no one's manning the steering wheel
Speaker 1: and we're just spinning around. That's what I feel like.
Speaker 1: And it's not easy for me to say that because
Speaker 1: I love Donald Trump, but I really feel our country's
Speaker 1: in the best hands with him at the helm. But
Speaker 1: right now we're just spinning in the bay and no
Speaker 1: one's at the wheel, and it's it's not good. So
Speaker 1: if I can escape and watch the Billy Joel documentary
Speaker 1: and other things, maybe you're the same as me. Maybe
Speaker 1: you felt the same way. Maybe you've decided I'm gonna
Speaker 1: watch Netflix. I'm gonna watch the new Paul Rudd movie.
Speaker 1: I can't take well, I'm the same fucking way. I
Speaker 1: can't take it. I can't take it. We're being lied to,
Speaker 1: you know, we're just being They're treating us like fucking assholes.
Speaker 1: They're not telling us anything, forget about everything. They're not
Speaker 1: telling us jack shit. And it really, it really bothers
Speaker 1: me because I believe in this country and I believe
Speaker 1: in the president, but I can't believe what we're going
Speaker 1: through right now and how split we are as a people.
Speaker 1: It fucking bothers me, man. So yeah, I lost myself
Speaker 1: in the Billy Joel documentary, and I can go on
Speaker 1: and on about what he means to me and how
Speaker 1: I mowed lawns listening to his music and sang every
Speaker 1: song by you know, by memory. Yeah, man, Billy Joel's
Speaker 1: the best. But there was a time where Billy Joel
Speaker 1: stepped back too and said, eh, you know what, I
Speaker 1: don't want to do this yet. I just want to observe.
Speaker 1: That's all I want to do. I want to observe
Speaker 1: for a few days so you don't get shows you know,
Speaker 1: the rest of the week. Don't worry, It's all good.
Speaker 1: I just want to get my head cleansed of all
Speaker 1: this bullshit nonsense and try to make fucking sense of it,
Speaker 1: because no other journalists is doing this. They're just spouting
Speaker 1: the same bullshit over and over. I can't keep hearing
Speaker 1: about the Jeffrey Epstein. I can't. I can't. I've had it.
Speaker 1: I can't. I want to punch Damn Bongino in the face.
Speaker 1: I want to strangle cash for tell. I want to
Speaker 1: kick Pam Bondi in the asshole because they're all lying
Speaker 1: to us, and I didn't think this was gonna happen
Speaker 1: when Trump got elected. I'm really upset. So this is
Speaker 1: a combination of Pia B and FIAB. I'm not sure
Speaker 1: what I'll give you the next politics as a bitch,
Speaker 1: but you better fucking understand it's not going to come
Speaker 1: from somebody who's happy with what's going on. I'm really
Speaker 1: pissed off and I'm very disillusioned, and I never thought
Speaker 1: i'd be this way, and I know a lot of
Speaker 1: you feel the same way I do. Fucking bullshit, man,
Speaker 1: it really is. We don't deserve to be treated this way.
Speaker 1: We don't deserve to not know what's going on in
Speaker 1: our country. It's really really bad. And you know, I
Speaker 1: know Trump can't run again, obviously, but this is hurting
Speaker 1: him in ways. I think he might understand, but if
Speaker 1: he doesn't, he better get hipped to it because this
Speaker 1: is some horseshit. I know I'm off the topic of
Speaker 1: Billy Joel, but it all comes together. You know, I
Speaker 1: grew up with Billy Joel. I drove the same highways
Speaker 1: and rode the same got on the same boats in
Speaker 1: the bay. We ate the same seafood, we went to
Speaker 1: the same restaurants. He's a Long Island boy like me,
Speaker 1: and I love the guy and my mother found him
Speaker 1: and told us all about him. So he means the
Speaker 1: world to me, and it's coming to an end. His
Speaker 1: honesty and the way he writes songs and portrays people.
Speaker 1: And it sucks because I'm not sure if I'm going
Speaker 1: to be alive when the next brilliant lyricist comes by
Speaker 1: that can do what he's done. I don't think this.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know, but you know I'm
Speaker 1: here for it. I'm sorry if this makes you feel
Speaker 1: upset or you know, I just I gotta step back
Speaker 1: and really take a look at things. So give me
Speaker 1: a few days, all right. Don't worry. I ain't going nowhere.
Speaker 1: I just need to really condense my thoughts and take
Speaker 1: a look at all this because it all matters, It
Speaker 1: all matters, It all comes together, Okay, it really does.
Speaker 1: If you're doing this. I've been doing this a long time.
Speaker 1: There's something in the air. There's something wrong, and as Americans,
Speaker 1: we're not getting the truth. And that's not a good
Speaker 1: that's not a good thing. So give me a few days, Okay,
Speaker 1: don't get mad. I'll be back. Don't worry about it.
Speaker 1: Is that, okay, Okay? I love you as all trust me.
Speaker 1: I just need to do this to get my fucking
Speaker 1: head back on track and honest to God. Like I said,
Speaker 1: fill off the wagon. Not doing great. I'm being completely
Speaker 1: honest and I want to be the best I can
Speaker 1: be for you. So yeah, I'll talk to you during
Speaker 1: the week. We're friends. You know where to find me.
Speaker 1: It's all good. I love you, talk to you.