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<v Speaker 1>For decades, people have disappeared in the woods without a trace.

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<v Speaker 1>Some blame wild animals, others whisper of creatures the world

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<v Speaker 1>refuses to believe in, but those who have survived they

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<v Speaker 1>know the truth. Welcome to Backwoods Bigfoot Stories, where we

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<v Speaker 1>share real encounters with the things lurking in the darkness bigfoot,

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<v Speaker 1>dog man, UFOs, and creatures that defy explanation. Some make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, others aren't so lucky. Are you ready, because

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<v Speaker 1>once you hear these stories, you'll never walk in the

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<v Speaker 1>woods alone again. So grab your flashlight, stay close, and

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<v Speaker 1>remember some things in the woods don't want to be found.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit that follow or subscribe button, turn on auto downloads,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's head off into the woods if you dare.

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<v Speaker 1>I get a lot of emails. Some of them are short,

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<v Speaker 1>a line or two, a name, a state, a thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for the show. A few of them ramble, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's fine, because rambling is sometimes how a person works

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<v Speaker 1>their way around to the thing they actually want to say.

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<v Speaker 1>Once in a while, though, an email comes in that

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<v Speaker 1>I have to sit with for a couple of days

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<v Speaker 1>before I can even answer it. The kind where you

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<v Speaker 1>read it through and then you read it through again,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you stand up and walk around your house

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<v Speaker 1>for a minute, because the air in the room feels

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<v Speaker 1>a little different than it did before you opened it.

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<v Speaker 1>This is one of those. The man who sent it

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<v Speaker 1>asked me to read it on the show. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>his name is Keith. He said he's been a listener

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<v Speaker 1>for a few years now. He said he debated for

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<v Speaker 1>the better part of several months whether to send anything

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<v Speaker 1>at all, and that when he finally did, he wrote

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<v Speaker 1>it in one sitting at his kitchen table at about

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<v Speaker 1>two in the morning, because that's when these things tend

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<v Speaker 1>to come up out of him. He didn't ask for anonymity.

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<v Speaker 1>He gave me his real first name. He told me

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<v Speaker 1>where he lives in general terms, and where this happened

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<v Speaker 1>in general terms, and he asked me not to be

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<v Speaker 1>too specific about either, because there are still two other

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<v Speaker 1>men in this story, and one of them isn't doing well,

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<v Speaker 1>and Keith doesn't want any of this landing on his doorstep.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to honor that. I'll tell you up front

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<v Speaker 1>that I cannot verify what Keith experienced. I haven't stood

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<v Speaker 1>at the mouth of the cave he describes. I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>met him in person. I've talked with him over the

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<v Speaker 1>phone twice for about an hour each time, and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>say this, he doesn't sound like a man trying to

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<v Speaker 1>sell me anything. He sounds like a man who is still,

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<v Speaker 1>almost a year later, trying to talk himself into believing

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<v Speaker 1>what his own eyes saw. Keith and his two friends,

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<v Speaker 1>Josh and Caleb are experienced spalunkers. That part matters. They

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<v Speaker 1>aren't kids who watched a video and decided to crawl

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<v Speaker 1>into a hole on a Saturday. They've been doing this

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<v Speaker 1>for the better part of two days decades. They know

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<v Speaker 1>about bad air, about flash floods, about cold water sumps

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<v Speaker 1>and rotten rope, and the slow trick of fatigue. At depth,

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<v Speaker 1>they know what they're doing underground. What happened to them,

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<v Speaker 1>if you take Keith at his word, was something none

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<v Speaker 1>of their experience prepared them for. I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 1>tell you what to make of it. That isn't my

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<v Speaker 1>job tonight. My job tonight is to read his email

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<v Speaker 1>the way he wrote it, with his permission, and to

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<v Speaker 1>let you sit with it the way I've been sitting

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<v Speaker 1>with it. So pour yourself something, turn the lights down

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<v Speaker 1>a little. If that's how you like to listen and

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<v Speaker 1>settle in. This is Keith's email, Brian. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>start by saying I never thought i'd be the guy

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<v Speaker 1>writing one of these. I've heard enough of your shows

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<v Speaker 1>to know what kind of email lands in your inbox

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<v Speaker 1>most weeks, and I always thought, well, those are fine

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<v Speaker 1>for them. Those are other people's stories. I'm a project manager.

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<v Speaker 1>I run a small crew. I have a wife and

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<v Speaker 1>a girl in middle school, and a dog that thinks

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<v Speaker 1>he's people. I do not have a story except now

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<v Speaker 1>I do. I want to tell it the whole way

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<v Speaker 1>through because I think if I tell it once, all

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<v Speaker 1>the way to the end, I might be able to

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<v Speaker 1>put it down for a while and go to sleep

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<v Speaker 1>at a reasonable hour. Again, my wife would appreciate that,

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<v Speaker 1>so would I. So if you'll let me work my

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<v Speaker 1>way into it, I'll get there. I have to tell

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<v Speaker 1>you about Caleb's grandfather first. There's no way around him

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<v Speaker 1>without him. None of this happens without him. The three

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<v Speaker 1>of us don't drive seven hours into the kind of

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<v Speaker 1>country where the gas stations have hand lettered signs and

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<v Speaker 1>the cell service drops out about an hour before you

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<v Speaker 1>mean it too. Without him, we never find that hole

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<v Speaker 1>in the rock at all. Caleb's grandfather was named Hollis.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody called him Pap. He was a coal man for

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<v Speaker 1>the first half of his life and a carpenter for

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<v Speaker 1>the second half, and somewhere in between. He was a hunter,

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<v Speaker 1>a trapper, a fiddle player, and the kind of man

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't sass twice. He was born in Letcher County, Kentucky,

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<v Speaker 1>and he died there about fourteen months ago, eighty six

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<v Speaker 1>years old, in his own bed, which he had asked for.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb was the one who found him. He'd driven down

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<v Speaker 1>that morning to bring him groceries. Caleb and Pap were close,

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<v Speaker 1>in the way that grandsons and grandfathers sometimes are when

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<v Speaker 1>the father in between has gone missing. Somewhere along the

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<v Speaker 1>way Caleb's dad left when Caleb was five, Pap stepped

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<v Speaker 1>into the gap. He taught Caleb how to fish, how

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<v Speaker 1>to clean a rifle, how to set a trot line,

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<v Speaker 1>how to shake a man's hand without making it a contest.

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<v Speaker 1>He taught him how to read the weather off the

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<v Speaker 1>way the leaves turned their backs to the wind. He

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<v Speaker 1>taught him one hundred small things that fathers are supposed

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<v Speaker 1>to teach, and once in a great while, when the

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<v Speaker 1>bourbon was out and the porch light was on, and

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<v Speaker 1>the cicadas were doing their slow work in the woods

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<v Speaker 1>behind the house. He taught him about the places in

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<v Speaker 1>those mountains a person should not go. There were a

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<v Speaker 1>few of them, according to Pipe. There was a stretch

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<v Speaker 1>of creek up pass Sergeant that he wouldn't fish because

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<v Speaker 1>some happened to a cousin of his there in the

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen forties that he would not discuss. There was a

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<v Speaker 1>stand of old timber up the ridge from his property

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<v Speaker 1>where he wouldn't hunt, because he said the deer wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>bed down there, and a man should pay attention when

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<v Speaker 1>the deer tell him something. And there was a hole

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<v Speaker 1>in the rock on the north face of a ridge

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<v Speaker 1>maybe twelve miles from his house, in the middle of

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<v Speaker 1>a piece of national forest land, that he warned Caleb

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<v Speaker 1>about more than once, in a tone that didn't allow

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<v Speaker 1>for follow up questions. Caleb told us more than once

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<v Speaker 1>over the years the things Pap had said about that hole,

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<v Speaker 1>He'd say. Pap told me when I was nine that

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<v Speaker 1>if I ever found myself up that draw by accident,

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<v Speaker 1>I should turn around and walk out the way I

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<v Speaker 1>came in, and I should not go back, not for

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<v Speaker 1>a dropped pack, not for a wounded dog, not for anything,

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<v Speaker 1>he'd say. Pap told me he knew two men who

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<v Speaker 1>went in there before the war, and only one came out,

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<v Speaker 1>and that the one who came out never spoke a

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<v Speaker 1>full sentence again for the rest of his life, he'd say.

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<v Speaker 1>Pap told me once, when I pushed him, that he

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<v Speaker 1>himself stood at the mouth of at one time when

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<v Speaker 1>he was about my age, and that whatever was in

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<v Speaker 1>there made the hair stand up on his neck so

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<v Speaker 1>bad his teeth hurt, and he turned around and went

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<v Speaker 1>home and never went back. That's the kind of thing

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb grew up hearing. You have to understand. The three

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<v Speaker 1>of us have been caving together since we were nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>years old, Caleb, Josh and me. We met our first

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<v Speaker 1>year of college at a little outing club that met

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<v Speaker 1>on Tuesday nights in a basement that smelled like old carpet,

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<v Speaker 1>and we've been at it ever since. Indiana, Tennessee, West Virginia, Alabama.

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<v Speaker 1>All the big systems, plenty of small ones. Caleb's the

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<v Speaker 1>most patient of the three of us. He's the one

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<v Speaker 1>who'll spend twenty minutes finding the right line through a

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<v Speaker 1>breakdown when Josh and I are already trying to muscle

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<v Speaker 1>through it. Josh is the strongest. He was a marine

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<v Speaker 1>for six years before he came back home and went

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<v Speaker 1>into welding, and his shoulders looked like he's been doing

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<v Speaker 1>pull up since the womb. And I'm the cautious one.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the one who packs the second backup light and

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<v Speaker 1>the third backup and a my lar blanket I have

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<v Speaker 1>never used. I'm the one who annoys the other two

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<v Speaker 1>by reading the survey notes out loud in the truck

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<v Speaker 1>on the drive in. I want you to hold all

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<v Speaker 1>of that in your head as you listen to the

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<v Speaker 1>rest of this Three grown men decades of experience between us.

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<v Speaker 1>None of us drinks underground, none of us take short cuts.

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<v Speaker 1>None of us has ever been the kind of person

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<v Speaker 1>who sees what isn't there. Whatever you make of what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to tell you, it didn't happen to a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of weekend warriors. It happened to the three of us.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd put my reputation on Caleb and Josh in any

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<v Speaker 1>cave you want a name. They'd say the same about me.

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<v Speaker 1>Pap died in early September of last year. Caleb went

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<v Speaker 1>down for the funeral. He stayed for two weeks after

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<v Speaker 1>because somebody had to start sorting through eighty six years

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<v Speaker 1>of one man's life, and Caleb's mother wasn't up for it.

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<v Speaker 1>Pap had a workshop behind the house that hadn't been

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<v Speaker 1>touched since the Reagan administration. He had a hall closet

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<v Speaker 1>full of paper, grocery bags full of receipts. He had

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<v Speaker 1>a shoe box full of black and white photographs of

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<v Speaker 1>people whose names had died with him. And in the

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<v Speaker 1>back of a drawer in the kitchen, underneath a stack

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<v Speaker 1>of old utility bills, Caleb found a folded piece of

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<v Speaker 1>graph paper. It was a map, hand drawn in pencil

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<v Speaker 1>on paper that had gone soft. Along the creases, there

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<v Speaker 1>was a stretch of road on it. Caleb recognized there

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<v Speaker 1>was a creek, there was a contour line that meant

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<v Speaker 1>there was a small black circle, And next to the circle,

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<v Speaker 1>in perhaps tight square handwriting, there were two words don't go.

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<v Speaker 1>That was it, no date, no name for the place,

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<v Speaker 1>just the map and those two words. Kept in the

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<v Speaker 1>back of a drawer in a man's kitchen for who

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<v Speaker 1>knows how many decades. Caleb didn't tell us about it

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<v Speaker 1>right away. He sat on it for about a month.

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<v Speaker 1>He told me later that he'd found it on a Tuesday,

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<v Speaker 1>and that he'd put it back in the drawer and

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<v Speaker 1>gone outside and sat in his truck and cried for

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<v Speaker 1>the better part of an hour. He said it felt

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<v Speaker 1>like Pap had left him a question, not an answer,

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<v Speaker 1>a question the kind of grandfather leaves a grandson when

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<v Speaker 1>he's run out of time. He brought it up to

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<v Speaker 1>us in October. We were all three at Josh's place

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<v Speaker 1>for one of our Sunday cookouts. Josh's wife had taken

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<v Speaker 1>the kids to her sisters. Caleb went out to his truck,

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<v Speaker 1>came back with the map, and laid it on the

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<v Speaker 1>kitchen table between the bowls of chili. He didn't say

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<v Speaker 1>anything for a long minute. Then he tapped his finger

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<v Speaker 1>on that little black circle, and he told us what

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<v Speaker 1>was on it, PAP's stories, the two men before the war,

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<v Speaker 1>the hair on the neck, the hand drawn warning. And

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<v Speaker 1>then he asked us if we'd go with him. I

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<v Speaker 1>said no, I want to be clear about that. The

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<v Speaker 1>no I said, Caleb, your grandfather was a smart man,

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<v Speaker 1>and he told you not to go, and that ought

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<v Speaker 1>to be the end of it. I said, you'll regret it.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, if it's so bad, he wrote a warning

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<v Speaker 1>on a map and hit it under the gas bill.

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<v Speaker 1>What business have we got there? Josh took the other side.

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<v Speaker 1>Josh said, with respect. Pap was an old countryman. He

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<v Speaker 1>had stories about a lot of places. He had stories

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<v Speaker 1>about that creek where his cousin drowned. And there's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>wrong with that creek now except a little erosion. Those

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<v Speaker 1>old men told a thousand of those stories. Most of

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<v Speaker 1>them are about a moonshine still that somebody didn't want found.

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<v Speaker 1>If there's a real cave up there nobody knows about

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<v Speaker 1>in the middle of a national forest, that's a once

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<v Speaker 1>in a lifetime thing. We owe it to ourselves to

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<v Speaker 1>at least look at the entrance. And Caleb, and this

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<v Speaker 1>is the part I keep coming back to, Caleb said,

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<v Speaker 1>I have to know. He said it quietly. He wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>pushing it. He was asking. My granddad spent his whole

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<v Speaker 1>life trying to keep me from that place, he told us.

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<v Speaker 1>And now he's gone, and I don't have anybody to

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<v Speaker 1>trying to keep me from. If I don't go look

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<v Speaker 1>at that ridge once with my own eyes, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to think about it for the rest of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I would rather go with the two of you than alone.

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<v Speaker 1>That last sentence was the one that got me, because

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<v Speaker 1>I knew, sitting there at that kitchen table that he

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<v Speaker 1>was going to go either way, and I knew Josh

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<v Speaker 1>was going to go with him either way, and I

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<v Speaker 1>knew that if I didn't go, I'd spend the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of my life trying to live with the version of

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<v Speaker 1>this where they walked out without me and something happened

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<v Speaker 1>and I wasn't there to make it not happen. So

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<v Speaker 1>I said yes. We picked a weekend in early November.

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<v Speaker 1>The leaves would be down by then, which would help

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<v Speaker 1>us see the lay of the land, and the snakes

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<v Speaker 1>would be sleeping, which would help with everything else. We

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<v Speaker 1>told our wives we were going caving in eastern Kentucky

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<v Speaker 1>for three days. That part was true. We didn't tell

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<v Speaker 1>them the rest. I'm not proud of that. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>telling you the way it was. We took two trucks

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<v Speaker 1>because Josh's place is a couple of hours out of

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<v Speaker 1>the way from mine and Caleb's. We met up at

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<v Speaker 1>a diner outside London, Kentucky, on a Thursday morning. I

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<v Speaker 1>remember Josh ordered biscuits and gravy and ate the whole

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<v Speaker 1>plate in about ninety seconds, because he wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>done before I started telling him about the survey reports.

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<v Speaker 1>I had not actually been able to find for this

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<v Speaker 1>cave because there were no survey reports for this cave,

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<v Speaker 1>because as far as the official record was concerned, this

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<v Speaker 1>cave did not exist. There's no entry for it in

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<v Speaker 1>any of the Grotto's files, there's nothing in the Federal

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<v Speaker 1>land surveys we could find. It's a hole in the

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<v Speaker 1>rock that, as far as I can tell, only Pap

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<v Speaker 1>and a few other old men ever knew about, and

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<v Speaker 1>most of them are dead. That should have told me something.

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<v Speaker 1>We drove the rest of the way that afternoon. The

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<v Speaker 1>road got narrower, and then it turned to gravel, and

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<v Speaker 1>then it turned to a dirt track that pretended to

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<v Speaker 1>be a road for about a mile before it gave up.

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<v Speaker 1>We pulled the trucks off into a little flat spot

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<v Speaker 1>under some pines. Caleb walked a slow circle around them,

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<v Speaker 1>hands in his pockets, looking at the way the trees grew.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the place, he told us, This is where

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<v Speaker 1>paps map ends. We had the truck set up as

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<v Speaker 1>a base. We'd hike in from there, sleep in tents

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<v Speaker 1>at the foot of the ridge that night, hike up

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<v Speaker 1>to the entrance the next morning, and be in the

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<v Speaker 1>cave by mid morning Friday. The plan was to do

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<v Speaker 1>a long surface day on Friday, get a feel for

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<v Speaker 1>the system, come back out before dark, and decide that

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<v Speaker 1>night whether to push it harder on Saturday. That was

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<v Speaker 1>the plan. We made camp in the last of the light.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb cooked, Josh got a fire going. I sat against

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<v Speaker 1>my pack and listened to the woods the way I

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<v Speaker 1>always do for the first half hour. I always do that.

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<v Speaker 1>You can learn a lot about a place from the

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<v Speaker 1>way it sounds. In the first half hour. I'll tell

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<v Speaker 1>you what I noticed. I noticed I couldn't hear any birds.

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<v Speaker 1>It was already coming on toward dark, so that wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>necessarily strange. I noticed I couldn't hear any deer moving either.

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<v Speaker 1>That was a little strange. It was November in Kentucky.

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<v Speaker 1>There should have been dear moving. Stay tuned for more

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<v Speaker 1>backwoods Bigfoot stories. We'll be back. After these messages, I

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<v Speaker 1>noticed I couldn't hear coyotes once it got full dark.

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<v Speaker 1>Not one yip, not one howl the whole night. I

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<v Speaker 1>told myself I was looking for things to be wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>I told myself I'd been spooked by Caleb stories, and

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<v Speaker 1>I needed to get my head right before we went underground.

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<v Speaker 1>I drank some coffee, I went to sleep. I slept fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Friday morning, we hiked up. The ridge was steeper than

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<v Speaker 1>the contour lines made it look they always are. We

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<v Speaker 1>took our time, We gained elevation slow. When we got

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<v Speaker 1>to where the map said the entrance ought to be,

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<v Speaker 1>we spread out and worked the slope in a line.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb found it. He whistled that low two note whistle

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<v Speaker 1>he does, and Josh and I made our way over

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<v Speaker 1>to him. The entrance wasn't a yawning mouth in the

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<v Speaker 1>side of the mountain. It wasn't dramatic. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>slot in the rock, about four feet high and maybe

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<v Speaker 1>two feet across at the widest point, set behind a

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<v Speaker 1>cluster of mountain laurel that you would walk past if

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't know to look. There was a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of cool air coming out of it, the way air

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<v Speaker 1>comes out of a cave that's connected to something bigger.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a faint, faint smell on that air. Not bad,

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<v Speaker 1>just earthy, the way a root seller smells. Nothing alarming.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb stood there for a long minute. He had his

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<v Speaker 1>hand on the rock above the slot. He was looking

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<v Speaker 1>into the dark. I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

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<v Speaker 1>He's not a guy who tells you what he's thinking

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<v Speaker 1>unless you ask, and even then he takes his time

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<v Speaker 1>about it. After a while, Josh said well, Caleb said yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and we went in. The first hundred feet were a

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<v Speaker 1>stoop walk. Then it opened up into a low room

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<v Speaker 1>maybe thirty feet across, with a sandy floor and a

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<v Speaker 1>smooth ceilinged passage going off the back of it to

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<v Speaker 1>the right standard limestone, clean, dry, a little cool. We

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<v Speaker 1>stopped there to put on our helmets and check our lights.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember Josh laughing about something. I remember Caleb checking

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<v Speaker 1>his watch the way he does, marking the time. We

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<v Speaker 1>entered eight forty seven in the morning. We had told

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves we'd be back out by four. The passage off

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<v Speaker 1>the back of that room ran for about four hundred

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<v Speaker 1>feet more or less straight, with a slight downward grade.

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<v Speaker 1>We walked it in a loose line, Caleb in front,

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<v Speaker 1>Me in the middle, Josh in the back. Caleb was

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<v Speaker 1>reading the cave for us. Watch your step here, this

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<v Speaker 1>rock's loose. The ceiling drops in about ten feet. There's

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<v Speaker 1>an old mud floor here. It's been dry for a

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<v Speaker 1>long time. The kind of running commentary you're glad to

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<v Speaker 1>have when you're in unfamiliar ground. It was good cave.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to say that the first hour, hour and

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<v Speaker 1>a half we were having a good time. The system

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<v Speaker 1>was clean, the formations were beautiful. We came through one

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<v Speaker 1>little chamber that had soda straws hanging from the ceiling

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<v Speaker 1>so thick and so long that Josh said it looked

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<v Speaker 1>like a chandelier somebody had forgotten to turn on. Caleb

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<v Speaker 1>took pictures. We were quiet, the way you get quiet

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<v Speaker 1>in a cave because the air swallows your voice, and

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<v Speaker 1>after a while you stopped trying to fill it. Around

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<v Speaker 1>two hours in we hit the first pitch. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a vertical drop of maybe thirty five feet into what

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<v Speaker 1>looked from the lip like a much larger room. We'd

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<v Speaker 1>brought rope, of course, we'd brought rope. Josh set the anchor.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb went down first. I was second. Josh came down last.

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<v Speaker 1>The rope ran clean. The room at the bottom was

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<v Speaker 1>a real room. I'd put it at two hundred feet long,

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<v Speaker 1>eighty feet wide, ceiling maybe forty feet at the center.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a stream running through it, and honest to God,

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<v Speaker 1>underground stream three feet across, clear and cold and fast.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a sandy bank along one side of it.

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<v Speaker 1>There were formations on the far wall that looked like

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<v Speaker 1>a frozen waterfall. I have to tell you that room

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<v Speaker 1>was beautiful. It was one of the most beautiful rooms

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever been in in any cave anywhere. We stood

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<v Speaker 1>there for a few minutes with our lights off, all

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<v Speaker 1>three of us, the way you do sometimes in a

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<v Speaker 1>place like that, just to feel the dark. It was

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<v Speaker 1>while we were standing there in the dark that I

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<v Speaker 1>heard the first thing. It was a sound far off

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<v Speaker 1>that I cannot describe to you exactly. The closest I

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<v Speaker 1>can get is to say it was a low, slow exhalation,

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<v Speaker 1>like a man letting out a long breath. But it

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<v Speaker 1>was not a man, and it was not close, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was a long enough breath that no man could

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<v Speaker 1>have made it. I thought I had imagined it. I

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<v Speaker 1>almost asked the other two if they'd heard anything. Then

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<v Speaker 1>I told myself, you're standing in the dark in a

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<v Speaker 1>cave you've never been in. Of course, your brain's making

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<v Speaker 1>up sounds. And I let it go. I didn't say

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<v Speaker 1>a word about it. We turned our lights back on.

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb pointed at the stream. We can follow that. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>streams going somewhere. Let's follow it for an hour and

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<v Speaker 1>then turn around. So we followed the stream. The passage

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<v Speaker 1>downstream from that big room was lower ceiling, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was wide and the floor was good. We walked, We

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<v Speaker 1>kept walking. After about twenty minutes, the passage made a

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<v Speaker 1>sharp turn to the left and the ceiling dropped to

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<v Speaker 1>maybe six feet, and the air changed. This is the

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<v Speaker 1>part that's hard to put into words. The air changed.

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<v Speaker 1>It got warmer, not by a lot, maybe two degrees,

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<v Speaker 1>but in a cave, two degrees is something Caves don't

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<v Speaker 1>change temperature. The temperature in a cave is the average

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<v Speaker 1>annual temperature of the surface above it, and it stays

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<v Speaker 1>there more or less forever. You feel two degrees in

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<v Speaker 1>a cave, you feel it on your skin. The three

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<v Speaker 1>of us all felt it at the same time, because

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<v Speaker 1>all three of us slowed down at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was a smell on the warm air. It

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't a strong smell. It wasn't a hit you in

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<v Speaker 1>the face smell. It was just present where before there

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<v Speaker 1>had been nothing. It was a wet animal smell, not

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<v Speaker 1>a skunk smell, not a deer smell, not a bear smell.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know what a bear smell's like. I've had

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<v Speaker 1>a black bear come through camp before. It was a sharp, dirty,

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<v Speaker 1>organic smell, the way a wet dog smells if the

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<v Speaker 1>dog has been rolling in something it shouldn't have. There

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<v Speaker 1>was something else under it that I want to call rot,

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<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't quite rot. It was older than rot.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the way the back of a long closed

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<v Speaker 1>barn smells when you finally open the doors in the spring.

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<v Speaker 1>You guys smell that, Josh said, Caleb said, yeah, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>let's stop a minute. We stopped. We stood there in

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<v Speaker 1>that low passage and we listened. I could hear the

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<v Speaker 1>stream behind us. I could hear my own heart. I

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<v Speaker 1>could hear, I thought, very far ahead of us, a

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<v Speaker 1>sound like water dripping, but slower than water drips, and

418
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<v Speaker 1>at irregular intervals. I wanted to turn around. Right then,

419
00:22:01.640 --> 00:22:04.119
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to tell the other two, this is enough.

420
00:22:04.440 --> 00:22:07.759
<v Speaker 1>We found the cave. We walked the cave. Pap was right,

421
00:22:08.160 --> 00:22:12.319
<v Speaker 1>let's go. I wanted to. I didn't. I didn't, And

422
00:22:12.359 --> 00:22:14.680
<v Speaker 1>I have asked myself one hundred times since then why

423
00:22:14.720 --> 00:22:17.359
<v Speaker 1>I didn't. And the only answer I have is that

424
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<v Speaker 1>I did not want to be the one who called it.

425
00:22:20.160 --> 00:22:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I did not want to be the man who got

426
00:22:21.680 --> 00:22:24.799
<v Speaker 1>spooked and made the other two turn around. I think

427
00:22:24.880 --> 00:22:27.799
<v Speaker 1>Josh felt the same way. I think Caleb did too.

428
00:22:28.640 --> 00:22:30.920
<v Speaker 1>I think all three of us were standing there in

429
00:22:30.960 --> 00:22:34.160
<v Speaker 1>that low, warm passage, with our hands on our hips,

430
00:22:34.480 --> 00:22:37.279
<v Speaker 1>smelling that smell, and all three of us were waiting

431
00:22:37.319 --> 00:22:39.240
<v Speaker 1>for one of the other two to be the one

432
00:22:39.279 --> 00:22:43.119
<v Speaker 1>to say that's enough. None of us said it. Ten

433
00:22:43.119 --> 00:22:46.759
<v Speaker 1>more minutes, Caleb said, then we turn around. We went

434
00:22:46.799 --> 00:22:51.000
<v Speaker 1>ten more minutes. The passage opened up again, not into

435
00:22:51.039 --> 00:22:54.839
<v Speaker 1>a big room, this time into a junction. The stream

436
00:22:54.880 --> 00:22:57.440
<v Speaker 1>bent off to the left and disappeared into a low

437
00:22:57.519 --> 00:23:01.279
<v Speaker 1>slot straight ahead. The passage came continued, and to the

438
00:23:01.359 --> 00:23:04.599
<v Speaker 1>right there was a third opening, taller than the others,

439
00:23:04.960 --> 00:23:08.240
<v Speaker 1>maybe nine feet high, a real arch in the rock,

440
00:23:09.000 --> 00:23:12.200
<v Speaker 1>smooth edged, like water had worked it for a long time.

441
00:23:12.680 --> 00:23:15.160
<v Speaker 1>But it didn't have a stream coming out of it.

442
00:23:15.160 --> 00:23:18.039
<v Speaker 1>It was a dry passage. The smell was coming from

443
00:23:18.119 --> 00:23:21.240
<v Speaker 1>the dry passage. I want to tell you the next part,

444
00:23:21.279 --> 00:23:24.200
<v Speaker 1>the way it happened, because the order of it matters.

445
00:23:25.000 --> 00:23:28.200
<v Speaker 1>Caleb stepped toward the dry passage. He didn't go in,

446
00:23:28.680 --> 00:23:31.200
<v Speaker 1>He just stepped toward it, and he raised his light

447
00:23:31.599 --> 00:23:34.759
<v Speaker 1>and he played the beam down into the dark. About

448
00:23:34.759 --> 00:23:37.680
<v Speaker 1>thirty feet inside that opening, on the floor on the

449
00:23:37.759 --> 00:23:41.440
<v Speaker 1>right hand side. His light caught something. He held the

450
00:23:41.440 --> 00:23:46.240
<v Speaker 1>beam steady. We all looked. It was bones. I know

451
00:23:46.279 --> 00:23:49.039
<v Speaker 1>how that sounds. A pile of bones in a cave

452
00:23:49.119 --> 00:23:54.200
<v Speaker 1>isn't necessarily anything. Animals fall into caves, animals get washed

453
00:23:54.200 --> 00:23:57.720
<v Speaker 1>into caves. There are bones in lots of caves. But

454
00:23:57.799 --> 00:24:00.400
<v Speaker 1>this was a pile maybe four feet across loss an

455
00:24:00.400 --> 00:24:03.359
<v Speaker 1>eighteen inches high, of bones that had been put there,

456
00:24:03.880 --> 00:24:08.440
<v Speaker 1>not scattered, not strewn, stacked in the rough, careless way

457
00:24:08.480 --> 00:24:12.680
<v Speaker 1>a person stacks firewood when they're tired. There were long bones,

458
00:24:13.160 --> 00:24:16.039
<v Speaker 1>leg bones, what I'm fairly sure was a skull at

459
00:24:16.039 --> 00:24:17.799
<v Speaker 1>one end of the pile that was too big to

460
00:24:17.839 --> 00:24:20.240
<v Speaker 1>be a deer and the wrong shape to be a bear.

461
00:24:21.200 --> 00:24:24.640
<v Speaker 1>There were what looked like rib cages crushed flat. There

462
00:24:24.640 --> 00:24:27.880
<v Speaker 1>were small bones the size of squirrel bones mixed in.

463
00:24:28.720 --> 00:24:31.319
<v Speaker 1>The whole pile had a yellowish look, except for a

464
00:24:31.359 --> 00:24:34.200
<v Speaker 1>few that were white, fresh enough that I could see,

465
00:24:34.519 --> 00:24:37.279
<v Speaker 1>even from thirty feet away that they still had pieces

466
00:24:37.319 --> 00:24:41.039
<v Speaker 1>of cartilage on them. Nobody said anything. I want to

467
00:24:41.079 --> 00:24:43.759
<v Speaker 1>tell you about one other thing in that passage, because

468
00:24:43.799 --> 00:24:46.880
<v Speaker 1>it was the thing that moved Caleb. The bone pile

469
00:24:47.000 --> 00:24:50.039
<v Speaker 1>was bad. The bone pile alone. If it had been

470
00:24:50.039 --> 00:24:52.400
<v Speaker 1>the only thing in there, we might have stood and

471
00:24:52.440 --> 00:24:55.359
<v Speaker 1>looked at it for another minute. We might have argued

472
00:24:55.400 --> 00:24:58.400
<v Speaker 1>about whether what we were looking at was old or recent,

473
00:24:58.799 --> 00:25:02.759
<v Speaker 1>or natural or arranged. We might have done what people do,

474
00:25:03.440 --> 00:25:05.720
<v Speaker 1>which is talk ourselves out of the thing. Our gut

475
00:25:05.759 --> 00:25:08.319
<v Speaker 1>is telling us. The thing that didn't let us do

476
00:25:08.400 --> 00:25:11.759
<v Speaker 1>that was on the wall above the bones, about seven

477
00:25:11.799 --> 00:25:15.720
<v Speaker 1>feet up. There were marks on the wall. They weren't pictures,

478
00:25:16.240 --> 00:25:20.119
<v Speaker 1>they weren't letters or anything I could read or recognize.

479
00:25:20.200 --> 00:25:24.079
<v Speaker 1>They were grooves, four of them, parallel, running down the

480
00:25:24.119 --> 00:25:28.359
<v Speaker 1>limestone in long, slightly curved lines, the way fingers dragged

481
00:25:28.400 --> 00:25:32.160
<v Speaker 1>through wet sand. The grooves were maybe three feet long.

482
00:25:32.759 --> 00:25:35.680
<v Speaker 1>The spacing between them was wider than my hand spread out.

483
00:25:36.480 --> 00:25:38.839
<v Speaker 1>They went into the rock about half an inch in

484
00:25:38.880 --> 00:25:41.559
<v Speaker 1>a place where the rock was hard. You don't gouge

485
00:25:41.599 --> 00:25:44.640
<v Speaker 1>half an inch into limestone with your hands. I'm telling

486
00:25:44.720 --> 00:25:47.519
<v Speaker 1>you that, as a man who's worked construction for twenty

487
00:25:47.599 --> 00:25:50.000
<v Speaker 1>years and knows what it takes to scratch a piece

488
00:25:50.000 --> 00:25:53.839
<v Speaker 1>of stone, you don't do that. Whatever made those grooves

489
00:25:53.920 --> 00:25:56.720
<v Speaker 1>was very strong, and it had done it many times

490
00:25:57.079 --> 00:26:00.000
<v Speaker 1>in the same place, the way a bear marks a tree.

491
00:26:00.519 --> 00:26:03.119
<v Speaker 1>But no bear made those marks because they were too

492
00:26:03.200 --> 00:26:05.720
<v Speaker 1>high and too wide and too deep, and they were

493
00:26:05.759 --> 00:26:08.160
<v Speaker 1>inside a cave that no bear had ever been in.

494
00:26:09.079 --> 00:26:11.359
<v Speaker 1>That was when the three of us moved. What we

495
00:26:11.400 --> 00:26:14.519
<v Speaker 1>did was very slowly. All three of us take a

496
00:26:14.519 --> 00:26:19.680
<v Speaker 1>half step backward. Caleb said, very quietly, we're done. He

497
00:26:19.759 --> 00:26:21.960
<v Speaker 1>said it in a tone I hadn't heard him use before.

498
00:26:22.599 --> 00:26:25.039
<v Speaker 1>He said it the way a man says the kid's

499
00:26:25.160 --> 00:26:28.400
<v Speaker 1>choking when he doesn't have time to raise his voice.

500
00:26:28.559 --> 00:26:31.480
<v Speaker 1>He turned, he started walking back the way we'd come.

501
00:26:32.240 --> 00:26:36.240
<v Speaker 1>Josh and I followed. We walked, We didn't run, We

502
00:26:36.319 --> 00:26:40.200
<v Speaker 1>didn't speak. Josh was behind me, Caleb was in front

503
00:26:40.240 --> 00:26:43.440
<v Speaker 1>of me. The lights were on. The pace was steady.

504
00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:45.839
<v Speaker 1>The pace was a little quicker than it had been

505
00:26:45.880 --> 00:26:48.720
<v Speaker 1>on the way in, but it was steady. We were

506
00:26:48.720 --> 00:26:50.759
<v Speaker 1>going to walk out of there. We were going to

507
00:26:50.799 --> 00:26:53.359
<v Speaker 1>go back through the low passage, back into the big

508
00:26:53.440 --> 00:26:56.519
<v Speaker 1>room with the stream, back up the rope, back through

509
00:26:56.559 --> 00:26:59.319
<v Speaker 1>the four hundred feet of straight passage, back through the

510
00:26:59.480 --> 00:27:02.839
<v Speaker 1>entrance room, back through the four foot slot, and out

511
00:27:02.880 --> 00:27:05.720
<v Speaker 1>into the November sun. We were going to do it

512
00:27:05.759 --> 00:27:10.240
<v Speaker 1>the right way. Forty five minutes an hour at the outside.

513
00:27:10.279 --> 00:27:15.400
<v Speaker 1>We had headlamps, backups, food, water, rope. We were going

514
00:27:15.480 --> 00:27:18.880
<v Speaker 1>to be fine. That was when the growl came. It

515
00:27:18.920 --> 00:27:22.440
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a wolf, it wasn't a coyote, it wasn't a bear.

516
00:27:23.240 --> 00:27:26.279
<v Speaker 1>I've heard all three. It was deeper than any of those.

517
00:27:26.960 --> 00:27:28.759
<v Speaker 1>It was lower in pitch than I would have thought

518
00:27:28.799 --> 00:27:31.920
<v Speaker 1>a living thing could go. It came from behind us,

519
00:27:32.319 --> 00:27:35.119
<v Speaker 1>from the direction of the dry passage, but it filled

520
00:27:35.160 --> 00:27:37.240
<v Speaker 1>the cave the way a cord on a pipe organ

521
00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:41.519
<v Speaker 1>fills a church. It wasn't loud. That's the part nobody believes.

522
00:27:42.200 --> 00:27:45.359
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't loud, and it wasn't close, and it didn't

523
00:27:45.359 --> 00:27:47.559
<v Speaker 1>have to be either of those things, because it was

524
00:27:47.599 --> 00:27:50.079
<v Speaker 1>the kind of sound that goes into your chest before

525
00:27:50.119 --> 00:27:53.880
<v Speaker 1>it goes into your ears. It said one thing. It said,

526
00:27:54.319 --> 00:27:57.240
<v Speaker 1>you're in my house. It didn't say it in words,

527
00:27:57.960 --> 00:28:00.680
<v Speaker 1>I want to be clear. It was a sund not

528
00:28:00.759 --> 00:28:04.559
<v Speaker 1>a word. But every animal you've ever startled on a hike,

529
00:28:04.680 --> 00:28:06.880
<v Speaker 1>or in a yard or in a barn has made

530
00:28:06.920 --> 00:28:10.400
<v Speaker 1>some version of that sound, and you understood it. I

531
00:28:10.440 --> 00:28:13.799
<v Speaker 1>have a dog. I know what no sounds like. I

532
00:28:13.880 --> 00:28:17.680
<v Speaker 1>flushed deer, I know what go away sounds like. This

533
00:28:17.839 --> 00:28:21.279
<v Speaker 1>was that. It was the most articulate growl I've ever heard,

534
00:28:21.640 --> 00:28:23.839
<v Speaker 1>in the sense that there was no mistaking what it meant.

535
00:28:24.640 --> 00:28:29.079
<v Speaker 1>Behind me, Josh said, oh, just oh, just that one word.

536
00:28:29.759 --> 00:28:31.359
<v Speaker 1>He said it the way a man says it when

537
00:28:31.400 --> 00:28:33.200
<v Speaker 1>he's been hit in the stomach and the air's gone

538
00:28:33.240 --> 00:28:37.839
<v Speaker 1>out of him. Caleb didn't say anything. Caleb started walking faster,

539
00:28:38.519 --> 00:28:44.680
<v Speaker 1>not running, walking faster. I matched his pace, Josh matched mine.

540
00:28:44.720 --> 00:28:47.400
<v Speaker 1>We were maybe two hundred feet back into the low passage,

541
00:28:47.559 --> 00:28:50.319
<v Speaker 1>headed for the big room when the second growl came

542
00:28:51.119 --> 00:28:54.759
<v Speaker 1>same direction as the first, but closer. By close, I

543
00:28:54.799 --> 00:28:58.160
<v Speaker 1>mean it had moved. It had moved fast. It was

544
00:28:58.200 --> 00:29:01.519
<v Speaker 1>no longer at the dry passage. It was somewhere behind us,

545
00:29:01.880 --> 00:29:04.519
<v Speaker 1>in the same passage we were walking in, and it

546
00:29:04.559 --> 00:29:07.319
<v Speaker 1>was coming after us, and it wasn't in any hurry

547
00:29:07.640 --> 00:29:10.079
<v Speaker 1>because it didn't need to be. That was when I

548
00:29:10.119 --> 00:29:13.039
<v Speaker 1>started running. I'm not proud of it. I want to

549
00:29:13.079 --> 00:29:15.440
<v Speaker 1>be clear about that. I'm not proud that I was

550
00:29:15.480 --> 00:29:18.359
<v Speaker 1>the first one to break. But I started running, and

551
00:29:18.400 --> 00:29:20.960
<v Speaker 1>the other two started running, and we ran through that

552
00:29:21.000 --> 00:29:25.119
<v Speaker 1>low passage, ducking where we had to duck headlamps, swinging

553
00:29:25.480 --> 00:29:28.480
<v Speaker 1>the beams, jumping all over the walls. I could hear

554
00:29:28.519 --> 00:29:31.599
<v Speaker 1>our boots, I could hear our breath. I could hear

555
00:29:31.640 --> 00:29:34.880
<v Speaker 1>behind us something that wasn't boots but was hitting the

556
00:29:34.880 --> 00:29:37.160
<v Speaker 1>floor in the same rhythm a man's feet would hit

557
00:29:37.200 --> 00:29:41.839
<v Speaker 1>the floor, except faster and heavier and longer between the strikes,

558
00:29:42.319 --> 00:29:45.160
<v Speaker 1>because whatever it was had a longer stride than a man.

559
00:29:45.920 --> 00:29:48.720
<v Speaker 1>It was running. We came out of the low passage

560
00:29:48.720 --> 00:29:51.640
<v Speaker 1>into the big room with the stream. I saw Caleb's

561
00:29:51.640 --> 00:29:54.640
<v Speaker 1>beams swing across the far wall, looking for the rope.

562
00:29:55.319 --> 00:29:58.160
<v Speaker 1>The rope was still there against the far wall, and

563
00:29:58.240 --> 00:30:00.880
<v Speaker 1>we ran for it. Stay tuned from Wore back Woods

564
00:30:00.880 --> 00:30:06.039
<v Speaker 1>big Foot Stories. We'll be back after these messages. Josh

565
00:30:06.039 --> 00:30:09.960
<v Speaker 1>got there first. Josh is the strongest. Josh was already

566
00:30:09.960 --> 00:30:13.160
<v Speaker 1>on the rope by the time Caleb got there. Caleb shouted,

567
00:30:13.440 --> 00:30:16.160
<v Speaker 1>go go, go the way you say it to a

568
00:30:16.240 --> 00:30:19.960
<v Speaker 1>kid you're shoving onto a bus. Josh went. He was

569
00:30:20.000 --> 00:30:22.920
<v Speaker 1>halfway up before I got to the bottom. He's strong.

570
00:30:23.480 --> 00:30:25.680
<v Speaker 1>I've never seen a man climb a rope that fast.

571
00:30:26.559 --> 00:30:29.519
<v Speaker 1>Caleb pushed me to the rope. You next, he told me.

572
00:30:30.000 --> 00:30:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I said, you go. He said, I'm bigger, I'll be slower.

573
00:30:34.400 --> 00:30:37.519
<v Speaker 1>You go, I went. I want to tell you what

574
00:30:37.599 --> 00:30:40.240
<v Speaker 1>happened while I was on that rope, because what happened

575
00:30:40.240 --> 00:30:42.359
<v Speaker 1>on that rope is the part I think about every night.

576
00:30:43.039 --> 00:30:47.160
<v Speaker 1>I was climbing. I'm decent on a rope. Not Josh fast,

577
00:30:47.640 --> 00:30:51.000
<v Speaker 1>but decent. I was climbing, and I was looking up

578
00:30:51.039 --> 00:30:54.519
<v Speaker 1>at Josh's boots above me and behind me and below me.

579
00:30:55.160 --> 00:30:59.680
<v Speaker 1>The cave got quiet. The growling stopped, the footsteps stopped,

580
00:31:00.400 --> 00:31:04.119
<v Speaker 1>everything stopped all at once. The way a room goes

581
00:31:04.200 --> 00:31:06.960
<v Speaker 1>quiet when a person you didn't know was there clears

582
00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:11.200
<v Speaker 1>their throat. I didn't want to look down, but I

583
00:31:11.240 --> 00:31:14.079
<v Speaker 1>looked down. Caleb was at the bottom of the rope.

584
00:31:14.440 --> 00:31:17.000
<v Speaker 1>He was facing away from the rope, facing back the

585
00:31:17.039 --> 00:31:19.480
<v Speaker 1>way we'd come, the way we'd come in from the

586
00:31:19.519 --> 00:31:23.640
<v Speaker 1>low passage. His headlamp was on, his beam was pointed

587
00:31:23.680 --> 00:31:26.400
<v Speaker 1>into the mouth of that passage, and in the beam

588
00:31:26.720 --> 00:31:29.640
<v Speaker 1>at the far end of it, maybe forty feet from him.

589
00:31:29.839 --> 00:31:32.640
<v Speaker 1>I saw something step out of the dark. I'm going

590
00:31:32.680 --> 00:31:34.880
<v Speaker 1>to describe it the way I saw it. I'm not

591
00:31:34.920 --> 00:31:37.200
<v Speaker 1>going to use the word that everybody wants me to use.

592
00:31:37.759 --> 00:31:39.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to call it that, because if I

593
00:31:39.920 --> 00:31:42.400
<v Speaker 1>call it that, you'll hear that word and your brain

594
00:31:42.440 --> 00:31:45.039
<v Speaker 1>will fill in a picture. And the picture your brain

595
00:31:45.079 --> 00:31:48.039
<v Speaker 1>fills in isn't the thing I saw. The thing I

596
00:31:48.079 --> 00:31:51.200
<v Speaker 1>saw was its own thing. I want you to see

597
00:31:51.200 --> 00:31:54.799
<v Speaker 1>what I saw. It was tall. I want to start there.

598
00:31:55.799 --> 00:31:57.640
<v Speaker 1>It was tall enough that the top of its head

599
00:31:57.680 --> 00:32:00.240
<v Speaker 1>when it stepped clear of the passage, wasn't far from

600
00:32:00.279 --> 00:32:02.720
<v Speaker 1>the ceiling of the big room, and the ceiling of

601
00:32:02.720 --> 00:32:06.200
<v Speaker 1>that room was i'd guess somewhere between nine and ten

602
00:32:06.240 --> 00:32:09.160
<v Speaker 1>feet at the edge where it stood. It wasn't a

603
00:32:09.200 --> 00:32:12.920
<v Speaker 1>man's height. It wasn't close to a man's height. Whatever

604
00:32:12.960 --> 00:32:15.480
<v Speaker 1>it was, it was a head and shoulders taller than

605
00:32:15.519 --> 00:32:18.039
<v Speaker 1>a tall man, and it was whiter than two men

606
00:32:18.119 --> 00:32:21.039
<v Speaker 1>set side by side. At the chest. It was covered

607
00:32:21.079 --> 00:32:24.039
<v Speaker 1>in hair, But the hair wasn't the thing I noticed first.

608
00:32:24.839 --> 00:32:27.359
<v Speaker 1>The thing I noticed first was the way it stood.

609
00:32:28.200 --> 00:32:30.440
<v Speaker 1>It stood the way a big animal stands when it

610
00:32:30.480 --> 00:32:34.759
<v Speaker 1>hasn't decided yet whether to charge. Its weight was forward,

611
00:32:35.319 --> 00:32:38.640
<v Speaker 1>Its arms hung long and loose at its sides. Its

612
00:32:38.640 --> 00:32:41.720
<v Speaker 1>head was tilted slightly, the way a dog tilts its

613
00:32:41.759 --> 00:32:44.440
<v Speaker 1>head when it's listening to a sound it can't quite place.

614
00:32:45.319 --> 00:32:48.839
<v Speaker 1>Its eyes were dark. I couldn't see the color. They

615
00:32:48.880 --> 00:32:51.759
<v Speaker 1>caught the light from Caleb's headlamp, but they didn't throw

616
00:32:51.799 --> 00:32:54.680
<v Speaker 1>the light back the way an animal's eyes do. They

617
00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:58.559
<v Speaker 1>absorbed it. The face around the eyes was flat, more

618
00:32:58.559 --> 00:33:01.000
<v Speaker 1>flat than it should have been, with a brow that

619
00:33:01.039 --> 00:33:03.640
<v Speaker 1>came down heavy over the eyes, and a jaw that

620
00:33:03.720 --> 00:33:07.440
<v Speaker 1>was square and wide and closed. It was looking at Caleb.

621
00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:10.559
<v Speaker 1>I want to tell you, Brian, that what I felt

622
00:33:10.559 --> 00:33:13.000
<v Speaker 1>in that moment wasn't the thing I would have expected

623
00:33:13.000 --> 00:33:17.160
<v Speaker 1>to feel. I expected to feel terror. I did feel terror,

624
00:33:17.839 --> 00:33:20.240
<v Speaker 1>but there was something underneath the terror that was harder

625
00:33:20.240 --> 00:33:23.079
<v Speaker 1>to name. The closest I can come is to say

626
00:33:23.119 --> 00:33:25.720
<v Speaker 1>it was the feeling of being seen. It was the

627
00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:30.519
<v Speaker 1>feeling of being recognized as something specific, not as prey.

628
00:33:30.640 --> 00:33:34.160
<v Speaker 1>That sounds dramatic, and I want to avoid that, as

629
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:38.279
<v Speaker 1>something specific, as an intruder. The way you'd feel if

630
00:33:38.319 --> 00:33:39.880
<v Speaker 1>you came home in the middle of the night and

631
00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:42.079
<v Speaker 1>turned on a light and found a stranger sitting in

632
00:33:42.119 --> 00:33:45.119
<v Speaker 1>your living room, and the stranger looked at you, and

633
00:33:45.160 --> 00:33:48.680
<v Speaker 1>you understood, with no need for words, that the stranger

634
00:33:48.720 --> 00:33:51.160
<v Speaker 1>had been waiting for you. That was what was on

635
00:33:51.240 --> 00:33:54.519
<v Speaker 1>its face. I froze on the rope. I have to

636
00:33:54.559 --> 00:33:58.319
<v Speaker 1>admit that I just froze. I was probably twelve feet

637
00:33:58.400 --> 00:34:01.400
<v Speaker 1>up with my legs wrapped, my arms locked in the ascender,

638
00:34:01.720 --> 00:34:05.200
<v Speaker 1>and I couldn't make myself move. I watched it Watch Caleb.

639
00:34:05.640 --> 00:34:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I watched Caleb not move. Caleb was a smart man.

640
00:34:09.559 --> 00:34:12.960
<v Speaker 1>Caleb had grown up with Pap. Caleb knew the way

641
00:34:13.000 --> 00:34:15.519
<v Speaker 1>Pap had known that you don't run from the thing

642
00:34:15.559 --> 00:34:18.920
<v Speaker 1>that's deciding whether to chase you. Then the second one

643
00:34:18.960 --> 00:34:22.039
<v Speaker 1>came out of the passage. This one was smaller. I

644
00:34:22.079 --> 00:34:24.760
<v Speaker 1>want to say smaller, but smaller is the wrong word,

645
00:34:25.119 --> 00:34:27.079
<v Speaker 1>because it was still bigger than any man I've ever

646
00:34:27.119 --> 00:34:30.400
<v Speaker 1>stood next to. It was smaller relative to the first.

647
00:34:30.800 --> 00:34:33.719
<v Speaker 1>It came up beside the first and stopped, and it

648
00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:37.039
<v Speaker 1>looked at Caleb too, and they stood there together, and

649
00:34:37.079 --> 00:34:40.679
<v Speaker 1>they didn't make a sound. Above me on the rope,

650
00:34:41.039 --> 00:34:43.719
<v Speaker 1>Josh was at the top. I heard him pull himself

651
00:34:43.719 --> 00:34:46.079
<v Speaker 1>over the lip. I heard him in a voice i'd

652
00:34:46.079 --> 00:34:48.719
<v Speaker 1>never heard him use, a voice I wouldn't have known.

653
00:34:48.800 --> 00:34:54.239
<v Speaker 1>Was Josh calling down to me, Keith climb. I climbed.

654
00:34:54.880 --> 00:34:57.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't remember climbing. I remember the next thing I remember,

655
00:34:58.320 --> 00:35:00.320
<v Speaker 1>which is being at the top of the rope and

656
00:35:00.440 --> 00:35:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Josh grabbing the back of my pack and hauling me

657
00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:05.039
<v Speaker 1>over the lip and onto the floor of the upper

658
00:35:05.079 --> 00:35:08.960
<v Speaker 1>passage like I weighed nothing. I remember turning around on

659
00:35:09.039 --> 00:35:11.559
<v Speaker 1>my hands and knees and looking back down into the

660
00:35:11.559 --> 00:35:15.519
<v Speaker 1>big room. Caleb was on the rope he'd started up.

661
00:35:16.039 --> 00:35:18.519
<v Speaker 1>He was maybe ten feet off the floor. He was

662
00:35:18.519 --> 00:35:22.199
<v Speaker 1>climbing fast. He was climbing as fast as Josh had climbed.

663
00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:25.239
<v Speaker 1>The two things at the mouth of the passage had moved,

664
00:35:25.800 --> 00:35:29.800
<v Speaker 1>they'd walked or stepped or come ten feet into the room.

665
00:35:30.440 --> 00:35:33.320
<v Speaker 1>They were watching him climb. And there was a third

666
00:35:33.360 --> 00:35:37.280
<v Speaker 1>one now behind them in the passage, taller than either

667
00:35:37.320 --> 00:35:39.599
<v Speaker 1>of the first two. And this one was the one

668
00:35:39.639 --> 00:35:42.480
<v Speaker 1>that was making a sound. It was making a sound

669
00:35:42.559 --> 00:35:45.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to fail to describe. It was a low,

670
00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:48.880
<v Speaker 1>chesty rumble. But it had a shape to it, the

671
00:35:48.920 --> 00:35:51.639
<v Speaker 1>way a word has a shape. It was the same

672
00:35:51.719 --> 00:35:58.840
<v Speaker 1>shape over and over, three notes, low low, lower, a pattern,

673
00:35:59.440 --> 00:36:02.599
<v Speaker 1>a repeated pattern. I don't know what the pattern meant.

674
00:36:03.159 --> 00:36:05.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I'll tell you what I think the

675
00:36:05.639 --> 00:36:08.880
<v Speaker 1>pattern meant. I think it was a call. I think

676
00:36:08.880 --> 00:36:11.360
<v Speaker 1>it was a call to the others, the others we'd

677
00:36:11.360 --> 00:36:14.039
<v Speaker 1>heard further back in the cave, the others that had

678
00:36:14.039 --> 00:36:16.760
<v Speaker 1>made the bones in that pile, the others that had

679
00:36:16.760 --> 00:36:19.280
<v Speaker 1>made the dripping sound at the back of the dry passage.

680
00:36:19.880 --> 00:36:22.880
<v Speaker 1>The others we never saw, and that I'm grateful every

681
00:36:22.960 --> 00:36:26.559
<v Speaker 1>day that we never saw. I think the third one

682
00:36:26.639 --> 00:36:30.000
<v Speaker 1>was telling them come. I think it was telling them

683
00:36:30.239 --> 00:36:32.440
<v Speaker 1>prey is on the wall. I think it was telling

684
00:36:32.480 --> 00:36:35.840
<v Speaker 1>them to hurry. That's what I think. I can't prove it.

685
00:36:36.360 --> 00:36:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you what it felt like. The first rock

686
00:36:39.480 --> 00:36:42.519
<v Speaker 1>came in while Caleb was about twenty feet up the rope.

687
00:36:42.599 --> 00:36:44.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't mean a pebble. I don't mean a hand

688
00:36:44.760 --> 00:36:47.840
<v Speaker 1>sized stone. I mean a rock that was, by my

689
00:36:47.920 --> 00:36:51.079
<v Speaker 1>best estimate, after thinking about it for many sleepless nights,

690
00:36:51.559 --> 00:36:53.840
<v Speaker 1>somewhere between the size of a soft ball and the

691
00:36:53.880 --> 00:36:56.840
<v Speaker 1>size of a small bowling ball. It came across the

692
00:36:56.920 --> 00:36:59.400
<v Speaker 1>room flat and fast, and it hit the wall of

693
00:36:59.480 --> 00:37:01.559
<v Speaker 1>rock about two feet to the left of the rope,

694
00:37:01.880 --> 00:37:04.840
<v Speaker 1>and it hit hard enough that it cracked. The rock

695
00:37:04.880 --> 00:37:07.679
<v Speaker 1>cracked when it hit the wall. There was a sound

696
00:37:07.719 --> 00:37:10.280
<v Speaker 1>like a rifle going off in a small room, and

697
00:37:10.320 --> 00:37:12.800
<v Speaker 1>then the sound of pieces of the rock hitting the floor.

698
00:37:13.639 --> 00:37:15.599
<v Speaker 1>The thing that had thrown it was the second one,

699
00:37:16.079 --> 00:37:19.360
<v Speaker 1>the smaller one. I saw the arm come down, I

700
00:37:19.400 --> 00:37:23.000
<v Speaker 1>saw the shoulder follow through. The throw wasn't the wild,

701
00:37:23.119 --> 00:37:26.760
<v Speaker 1>panicked throw of a frightened animal. The throw was deliberate.

702
00:37:27.159 --> 00:37:30.400
<v Speaker 1>It was aimed. It was aimed at the rope. It

703
00:37:30.440 --> 00:37:33.840
<v Speaker 1>missed by two feet because Caleb was moving on the rope.

704
00:37:33.920 --> 00:37:36.440
<v Speaker 1>The thing was leading him the way a hunter leads

705
00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:39.320
<v Speaker 1>a moving target with a rifle. It was trying to

706
00:37:39.400 --> 00:37:42.639
<v Speaker 1>knock him off the rope. It was hunting him. The

707
00:37:42.679 --> 00:37:46.039
<v Speaker 1>second rock came a second after the first. Caleb was moving.

708
00:37:46.639 --> 00:37:49.719
<v Speaker 1>The rock hit the rope itself. I saw the rope kick.

709
00:37:50.239 --> 00:37:53.599
<v Speaker 1>I saw Caleb hold on. I don't know how. I

710
00:37:53.599 --> 00:37:56.280
<v Speaker 1>don't know how he held on. The rock that hit

711
00:37:56.320 --> 00:37:59.039
<v Speaker 1>the rope was bigger than the first one. It bounced

712
00:37:59.039 --> 00:38:01.320
<v Speaker 1>off and hit the floor and rolled and stopped against

713
00:38:01.360 --> 00:38:04.960
<v Speaker 1>the far wall. Josh was screaming at me. He was

714
00:38:04.960 --> 00:38:11.199
<v Speaker 1>holding the rope above the lip, leaning down, hand out, screaming, climb, climb, climb, climb.

715
00:38:12.000 --> 00:38:15.079
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't screaming at me. He was screaming at Caleb.

716
00:38:15.880 --> 00:38:17.920
<v Speaker 1>I was pressed against the lip with my head over

717
00:38:17.960 --> 00:38:23.599
<v Speaker 1>the edge, watching useless. Caleb climbed. Caleb climbed like a

718
00:38:23.639 --> 00:38:27.280
<v Speaker 1>man on fire. He cleared the lip. Josh grabbed him

719
00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:29.119
<v Speaker 1>and pulled him over, and we all three lay on

720
00:38:29.159 --> 00:38:32.039
<v Speaker 1>the floor of that upper passage in a pile, breathing,

721
00:38:32.519 --> 00:38:35.679
<v Speaker 1>and below us in the big room, the three things

722
00:38:35.679 --> 00:38:37.440
<v Speaker 1>stood in the middle of the floor and looked up

723
00:38:37.480 --> 00:38:39.400
<v Speaker 1>at the lip of the pitch and made no sound

724
00:38:39.440 --> 00:38:42.679
<v Speaker 1>at all. We didn't pull the rope. That's the next

725
00:38:42.679 --> 00:38:44.320
<v Speaker 1>thing I want to tell you, because It's the kind

726
00:38:44.360 --> 00:38:47.280
<v Speaker 1>of detail you only think about later. We didn't pull

727
00:38:47.320 --> 00:38:50.320
<v Speaker 1>the rope up. We left it there. I've thought about

728
00:38:50.360 --> 00:38:53.039
<v Speaker 1>that for a year. I think about it because it

729
00:38:53.079 --> 00:38:56.159
<v Speaker 1>was Josh's rope. It was a good rope. It was

730
00:38:56.199 --> 00:38:59.079
<v Speaker 1>probably four hundred dollars a climbing rope. And we left

731
00:38:59.119 --> 00:39:01.760
<v Speaker 1>it hanging in that big room because we couldn't stand

732
00:39:01.760 --> 00:39:04.360
<v Speaker 1>the idea of leaning out over that lip, even for

733
00:39:04.440 --> 00:39:06.360
<v Speaker 1>the seconds it would have taken to coil it up

734
00:39:06.679 --> 00:39:10.800
<v Speaker 1>with those things below us. We got up. We started walking.

735
00:39:11.360 --> 00:39:13.760
<v Speaker 1>We didn't run, because there was nowhere to run to.

736
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:17.920
<v Speaker 1>We walked fast the four hundred feet of straight passage

737
00:39:17.920 --> 00:39:20.880
<v Speaker 1>back to the entrance room. And we didn't stop, and

738
00:39:20.960 --> 00:39:24.719
<v Speaker 1>we didn't speak. And behind us, somewhere far behind us,

739
00:39:25.079 --> 00:39:29.519
<v Speaker 1>I could hear the three notes again, low, low, lower.

740
00:39:30.280 --> 00:39:34.079
<v Speaker 1>They weren't following. They hadn't climbed up after us, they'd

741
00:39:34.119 --> 00:39:37.559
<v Speaker 1>stayed in the big room. The Three Notes weren't getting closer.

742
00:39:38.199 --> 00:39:41.239
<v Speaker 1>They were just there behind us, telling us they knew

743
00:39:41.280 --> 00:39:44.440
<v Speaker 1>where we were. We came up through the entrance room.

744
00:39:44.719 --> 00:39:47.519
<v Speaker 1>We came out through the four foot slot. I came

745
00:39:47.519 --> 00:39:50.480
<v Speaker 1>out last. I crawled out on my hands and knees

746
00:39:50.519 --> 00:39:53.960
<v Speaker 1>into November sun, into a sky so blue it didn't

747
00:39:53.960 --> 00:39:57.280
<v Speaker 1>look real, into air that didn't smell like that smell.

748
00:39:58.039 --> 00:39:59.960
<v Speaker 1>And I lay on my back on the leaves outside

749
00:40:00.199 --> 00:40:03.239
<v Speaker 1>the entrance, and I cried. I cried like a child.

750
00:40:03.800 --> 00:40:07.239
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even try not to. Caleb was sitting against

751
00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:08.960
<v Speaker 1>a tree with his head in his hands and his

752
00:40:09.000 --> 00:40:13.039
<v Speaker 1>shoulders shaking. Josh was standing about ten feet away, with

753
00:40:13.119 --> 00:40:15.840
<v Speaker 1>his back to us, his hands on top of his head,

754
00:40:16.360 --> 00:40:19.159
<v Speaker 1>looking out over the slope below us, and he wasn't

755
00:40:19.199 --> 00:40:21.519
<v Speaker 1>making any sound at all, but I could see his

756
00:40:21.559 --> 00:40:24.719
<v Speaker 1>shoulders going up and down. I want to tell you

757
00:40:24.760 --> 00:40:28.280
<v Speaker 1>something about Josh. Josh is a marine. Josh has been

758
00:40:28.280 --> 00:40:32.320
<v Speaker 1>in firefights. Josh has, by his own count, had bullets

759
00:40:32.360 --> 00:40:34.599
<v Speaker 1>passed close enough to his head that he could feel

760
00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:38.639
<v Speaker 1>the air move. Josh has never, in twenty years, been

761
00:40:38.679 --> 00:40:40.559
<v Speaker 1>the one to talk about what he saw or did

762
00:40:40.599 --> 00:40:43.519
<v Speaker 1>over there. The one time I asked him in college,

763
00:40:43.559 --> 00:40:47.440
<v Speaker 1>after a few beers, his answer was, Keith, there are

764
00:40:47.480 --> 00:40:49.559
<v Speaker 1>things a man sees that he doesn't get the help

765
00:40:49.599 --> 00:40:53.000
<v Speaker 1>of words for. That was all he said. He looked

766
00:40:53.000 --> 00:40:56.400
<v Speaker 1>at me, he drank his beer. We talked about something

767
00:40:56.400 --> 00:40:59.960
<v Speaker 1>else standing outside that cave with his hands on his head,

768
00:41:00.119 --> 00:41:04.239
<v Speaker 1>looking down the slope, Josh said, very quietly, I've never

769
00:41:04.280 --> 00:41:08.519
<v Speaker 1>been that scared, not over there, not anywhere. We didn't

770
00:41:08.519 --> 00:41:11.199
<v Speaker 1>stay on that ridge another night. We packed the camp

771
00:41:11.199 --> 00:41:14.239
<v Speaker 1>by headlamp. We hiked out in the dark, which is

772
00:41:14.280 --> 00:41:17.000
<v Speaker 1>something I would have told you twenty four hours earlier

773
00:41:17.239 --> 00:41:21.159
<v Speaker 1>that I'd never do, because hiking unfamiliar Appellachian terrain in

774
00:41:21.199 --> 00:41:24.199
<v Speaker 1>the dark is how people break ankles and die of exposure.

775
00:41:24.960 --> 00:41:27.599
<v Speaker 1>We hiked it anyway. We made it to the trucks.

776
00:41:28.159 --> 00:41:32.000
<v Speaker 1>We drove. We drove the two trucks and convoy down

777
00:41:32.000 --> 00:41:34.480
<v Speaker 1>that dirt track and onto the gravel and onto the road,

778
00:41:34.960 --> 00:41:37.360
<v Speaker 1>and we didn't stop until we were two counties away

779
00:41:37.920 --> 00:41:40.039
<v Speaker 1>in the parking lot of a waffle house at one

780
00:41:40.039 --> 00:41:42.280
<v Speaker 1>in the morning, where we sat in a booth and

781
00:41:42.360 --> 00:41:44.599
<v Speaker 1>drank coffee and didn't eat the food we ordered and

782
00:41:44.639 --> 00:41:47.239
<v Speaker 1>didn't say a single word to each other for forty minutes.

783
00:41:47.920 --> 00:41:51.039
<v Speaker 1>Caleb was the one who broke the silence. Pap knew.

784
00:41:51.079 --> 00:41:53.320
<v Speaker 1>He said, I want you to hear that the way

785
00:41:53.320 --> 00:41:56.760
<v Speaker 1>he said it. He didn't say Pap was right, He

786
00:41:56.800 --> 00:42:00.719
<v Speaker 1>didn't say we should have listened. He said Pap knew,

787
00:42:01.559 --> 00:42:04.079
<v Speaker 1>as in the man had stood in that cave once

788
00:42:04.559 --> 00:42:08.079
<v Speaker 1>sixty odd years ago and seen what we'd seen or

789
00:42:08.159 --> 00:42:11.159
<v Speaker 1>heard what we'd heard, and walked out, and then spent

790
00:42:11.199 --> 00:42:12.960
<v Speaker 1>the rest of his life trying to make sure his

791
00:42:13.039 --> 00:42:18.519
<v Speaker 1>only grandson didn't. Josh said, we're not telling anybody. I said,

792
00:42:18.920 --> 00:42:22.719
<v Speaker 1>we have to tell somebody who, Josh said, Tell me who.

793
00:42:23.480 --> 00:42:26.280
<v Speaker 1>Tell me who we tell Keith that doesn't think we're crazy.

794
00:42:26.880 --> 00:42:28.800
<v Speaker 1>Tell me who we tell that goes back in there

795
00:42:28.960 --> 00:42:32.199
<v Speaker 1>and gets killed and it's our fault. Tell me who

796
00:42:32.199 --> 00:42:34.440
<v Speaker 1>we tell that doesn't put a damn camera crew in there,

797
00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:38.239
<v Speaker 1>gets thirty more people killed and turns this into a circus.

798
00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:43.039
<v Speaker 1>We're not telling anybody. He's right, Caleb said, I sat

799
00:42:43.079 --> 00:42:45.360
<v Speaker 1>with it. I sat with it for a long time

800
00:42:45.400 --> 00:42:47.800
<v Speaker 1>in that booth. I sat with my coffee that I

801
00:42:47.840 --> 00:42:52.559
<v Speaker 1>wasn't drinking, and eventually I said, Okay, that was the

802
00:42:52.599 --> 00:42:56.079
<v Speaker 1>agreement we made. I'm breaking it now. I'm breaking it

803
00:42:56.119 --> 00:42:59.599
<v Speaker 1>by telling you. Caleb knows I'm writing this. He's the

804
00:42:59.639 --> 00:43:02.719
<v Speaker 1>one who finally told me six months in that he

805
00:43:02.760 --> 00:43:04.840
<v Speaker 1>thought it'd be all right if I told one person

806
00:43:05.599 --> 00:43:08.559
<v Speaker 1>you've listened to that show for years that man takes

807
00:43:08.599 --> 00:43:11.159
<v Speaker 1>care with what he gets sent. If it had helped you,

808
00:43:11.199 --> 00:43:14.239
<v Speaker 1>put it down, write it to him. Josh doesn't know

809
00:43:14.280 --> 00:43:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm writing this. Josh and I are still close and

810
00:43:17.360 --> 00:43:19.920
<v Speaker 1>I love him. But Josh hasn't been the same since

811
00:43:19.960 --> 00:43:23.440
<v Speaker 1>we came out of that cave. He works, he goes home,

812
00:43:23.960 --> 00:43:26.599
<v Speaker 1>he sees his kids. He doesn't laugh the way he

813
00:43:26.719 --> 00:43:30.039
<v Speaker 1>used to. He drinks more than he used to. His

814
00:43:30.119 --> 00:43:33.039
<v Speaker 1>wife asked me about three months after we got back

815
00:43:33.360 --> 00:43:36.039
<v Speaker 1>if anything had happened on that trip, and I lied

816
00:43:36.079 --> 00:43:38.960
<v Speaker 1>to her. I lied to her face and I told

817
00:43:38.960 --> 00:43:42.239
<v Speaker 1>her no, the trip was fine. Josh has always been

818
00:43:42.280 --> 00:43:45.599
<v Speaker 1>quiet after a hard caving trip. She didn't believe me.

819
00:43:46.119 --> 00:43:49.239
<v Speaker 1>She didn't push, she nodded, and she went back inside

820
00:43:49.239 --> 00:43:51.519
<v Speaker 1>the house. And that was the end of it. And

821
00:43:51.559 --> 00:43:53.840
<v Speaker 1>I haven't been able to look at her, really look

822
00:43:53.880 --> 00:43:57.599
<v Speaker 1>at her since that night. Caleb's doing better than Josh.

823
00:43:58.039 --> 00:44:00.519
<v Speaker 1>I think Caleb's doing better because Caleb already had a

824
00:44:00.519 --> 00:44:04.320
<v Speaker 1>way to think about it. Caleb had pap stories. Caleb

825
00:44:04.360 --> 00:44:07.119
<v Speaker 1>had the warning. Caleb came up out of that cave,

826
00:44:07.199 --> 00:44:10.000
<v Speaker 1>and he had a frame already in his head that

827
00:44:10.079 --> 00:44:12.599
<v Speaker 1>he could put what we'd seen into. He had the

828
00:44:12.639 --> 00:44:16.159
<v Speaker 1>pegs to hang it on. Josh and I didn't. Josh

829
00:44:16.199 --> 00:44:18.320
<v Speaker 1>and I went into that cave with the worldview of

830
00:44:18.360 --> 00:44:21.440
<v Speaker 1>two men who believed they understood what was in the woods,

831
00:44:21.760 --> 00:44:24.039
<v Speaker 1>and we came out of that cave with the worldview

832
00:44:24.119 --> 00:44:27.039
<v Speaker 1>of two men who don't. I sleep with a light

833
00:44:27.079 --> 00:44:30.519
<v Speaker 1>on now, not a bright light, a small night light

834
00:44:30.599 --> 00:44:33.280
<v Speaker 1>in the hallway, the kind you'd put in for a kid.

835
00:44:34.159 --> 00:44:36.199
<v Speaker 1>My wife asked me about it after the first week,

836
00:44:36.440 --> 00:44:38.280
<v Speaker 1>and I told her I'd been having trouble getting up

837
00:44:38.320 --> 00:44:41.079
<v Speaker 1>in the night without stubbing my toes, and she didn't

838
00:44:41.079 --> 00:44:45.400
<v Speaker 1>push it, but she knows. Wives know. I haven't been

839
00:44:45.400 --> 00:44:48.559
<v Speaker 1>back into a cave since, not even a tourist cave.

840
00:44:49.599 --> 00:44:52.519
<v Speaker 1>Caleb suggested about four months in that the three of

841
00:44:52.559 --> 00:44:55.719
<v Speaker 1>us should do an easy weekend trip somewhere familiar, just

842
00:44:55.719 --> 00:44:58.239
<v Speaker 1>to put our boots in cave dirt again, just to

843
00:44:58.280 --> 00:45:01.480
<v Speaker 1>remind ourselves that it isn't all like that. I told

844
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:04.119
<v Speaker 1>him i'd think about it. I'm still thinking about it.

845
00:45:04.599 --> 00:45:06.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I'll ever be ready. Stay tuned

846
00:45:06.760 --> 00:45:10.760
<v Speaker 1>for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories. We'll be back after these messages.

847
00:45:12.840 --> 00:45:16.480
<v Speaker 1>I do miss it. I miss being underground there's a

848
00:45:16.559 --> 00:45:19.599
<v Speaker 1>quiet down there, in a good cave that you can't

849
00:45:19.639 --> 00:45:22.519
<v Speaker 1>get anywhere else on this earth. I came up out

850
00:45:22.559 --> 00:45:25.079
<v Speaker 1>of that cave and I lost it and I haven't

851
00:45:25.119 --> 00:45:27.840
<v Speaker 1>gotten it back. And I think about that sometimes when

852
00:45:27.880 --> 00:45:30.199
<v Speaker 1>I'm driving home from work and I see the light

853
00:45:30.320 --> 00:45:33.119
<v Speaker 1>going on a hillside in the distance, and I remember

854
00:45:33.119 --> 00:45:36.599
<v Speaker 1>that there's dark country, real dark country, on the other

855
00:45:36.679 --> 00:45:39.280
<v Speaker 1>side of it. I jump at sounds I never used

856
00:45:39.320 --> 00:45:42.880
<v Speaker 1>to jump at the neighbor's gate latch, the ice maker

857
00:45:42.920 --> 00:45:46.760
<v Speaker 1>in the freezer, anything chesty and low, anything in the

858
00:45:46.800 --> 00:45:50.320
<v Speaker 1>lowest part of the audible range, anything that sounds for

859
00:45:50.360 --> 00:45:53.280
<v Speaker 1>half a second, like the start of that growl. My

860
00:45:53.400 --> 00:45:55.800
<v Speaker 1>daughter slammed a cabinet a few months ago, the way

861
00:45:55.880 --> 00:45:58.159
<v Speaker 1>kids do, and I came around the corner of the

862
00:45:58.239 --> 00:45:59.920
<v Speaker 1>kitchen with my hands up like I was going to

863
00:46:00.039 --> 00:46:02.679
<v Speaker 1>fight somebody, and she looked at me with this face,

864
00:46:03.199 --> 00:46:04.920
<v Speaker 1>and I had to make a joke of it, and

865
00:46:04.960 --> 00:46:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I went and sat in the garage afterward for a

866
00:46:07.039 --> 00:46:09.599
<v Speaker 1>while because I could feel my hand shaking and I

867
00:46:09.599 --> 00:46:12.440
<v Speaker 1>didn't want her to see it. I went back six

868
00:46:12.480 --> 00:46:16.480
<v Speaker 1>weeks later to the parking spot, not the ridge. I

869
00:46:16.559 --> 00:46:19.239
<v Speaker 1>drove down there in the middle of a Wednesday by myself,

870
00:46:19.719 --> 00:46:21.880
<v Speaker 1>told my wife I had a job site to look at.

871
00:46:22.599 --> 00:46:24.639
<v Speaker 1>I sat in my truck in that little flat under

872
00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:27.800
<v Speaker 1>the pines. I didn't get out. I sat there for

873
00:46:27.840 --> 00:46:30.440
<v Speaker 1>about forty minutes. I wanted to know if I could

874
00:46:30.440 --> 00:46:33.679
<v Speaker 1>feel them. If you can understand what I mean, I

875
00:46:33.719 --> 00:46:36.039
<v Speaker 1>wanted to know of standing two miles from that hole

876
00:46:36.079 --> 00:46:38.400
<v Speaker 1>on the ridge would feel different than standing in any

877
00:46:38.440 --> 00:46:42.840
<v Speaker 1>other piece of woods. It did. I felt watched. I

878
00:46:42.880 --> 00:46:45.719
<v Speaker 1>can't prove I was watched. I can't prove the feeling

879
00:46:45.800 --> 00:46:48.719
<v Speaker 1>wasn't entirely in my head. But I sat in that

880
00:46:48.760 --> 00:46:51.679
<v Speaker 1>truck for forty minutes and I didn't get out, And

881
00:46:51.719 --> 00:46:54.000
<v Speaker 1>when I drove home, I felt better the further away

882
00:46:54.039 --> 00:46:56.400
<v Speaker 1>I got, the way you feel better the further you

883
00:46:56.440 --> 00:46:59.159
<v Speaker 1>get from a hospital where somebody you love is sick.

884
00:47:00.079 --> 00:47:03.159
<v Speaker 1>I've been trying since we came back to find anything

885
00:47:03.159 --> 00:47:06.199
<v Speaker 1>in the historical record about that ridge or that area.

886
00:47:06.840 --> 00:47:09.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a historian, I'm not a researcher. I'm a

887
00:47:09.920 --> 00:47:12.800
<v Speaker 1>guy with Google. But I've looked. I've spent a lot

888
00:47:12.800 --> 00:47:15.840
<v Speaker 1>of nights looking. There are stories, if you know where

889
00:47:15.880 --> 00:47:20.199
<v Speaker 1>to look, stories about that whole part of Eastern Kentucky stories.

890
00:47:20.239 --> 00:47:23.719
<v Speaker 1>The old families tell stories the Cherokee and the Shawnee

891
00:47:23.719 --> 00:47:27.599
<v Speaker 1>told about the country up in those hollers, about places

892
00:47:27.639 --> 00:47:30.719
<v Speaker 1>a person shouldn't go after dark. I'm not going to

893
00:47:30.760 --> 00:47:33.159
<v Speaker 1>repeat those stories here, because I know what kind of

894
00:47:33.159 --> 00:47:35.320
<v Speaker 1>show you run, and I know you don't want me

895
00:47:35.360 --> 00:47:38.000
<v Speaker 1>piling up folklore on top of what I saw to

896
00:47:38.079 --> 00:47:41.000
<v Speaker 1>make my story sound bigger than it is. But I'll

897
00:47:41.000 --> 00:47:44.679
<v Speaker 1>tell you the stories are there. They're old, they're consistent,

898
00:47:45.320 --> 00:47:48.679
<v Speaker 1>and they say in their own ways what Pap said

899
00:47:48.679 --> 00:47:52.199
<v Speaker 1>in his There are places in those mountains that aren't ours.

900
00:47:52.840 --> 00:47:55.920
<v Speaker 1>That's what I came out of that cave understanding. There

901
00:47:55.920 --> 00:47:59.119
<v Speaker 1>are places where something else lives, something that was here

902
00:47:59.159 --> 00:48:02.880
<v Speaker 1>before us, something that's done a very good job for

903
00:48:02.920 --> 00:48:06.639
<v Speaker 1>a very long time of not being seen. And every

904
00:48:06.639 --> 00:48:09.440
<v Speaker 1>once in a while, three idiots with helmets and headlamps

905
00:48:09.639 --> 00:48:12.360
<v Speaker 1>walk into one of those places by accident, and the

906
00:48:12.400 --> 00:48:14.599
<v Speaker 1>thing that lives there has to make a decision about

907
00:48:14.599 --> 00:48:17.679
<v Speaker 1>what to do with them. And we got lucky. The

908
00:48:17.719 --> 00:48:19.800
<v Speaker 1>thing that came after us in that big room could

909
00:48:19.800 --> 00:48:22.679
<v Speaker 1>have caught Caleb on that rope, it chose not to.

910
00:48:23.760 --> 00:48:25.880
<v Speaker 1>I think about what kind of creature draws a line

911
00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:30.719
<v Speaker 1>in the dark and decides this far, no further. I

912
00:48:30.760 --> 00:48:33.079
<v Speaker 1>don't have a clean ending for you. I know how

913
00:48:33.079 --> 00:48:35.840
<v Speaker 1>your shows usually end. I know the way the music

914
00:48:35.840 --> 00:48:37.480
<v Speaker 1>comes in at the end, and the way you wrap

915
00:48:37.519 --> 00:48:41.239
<v Speaker 1>a story. I don't have that. What I have is

916
00:48:41.840 --> 00:48:45.079
<v Speaker 1>my friend Caleb buried his grandfather a year ago, and

917
00:48:45.119 --> 00:48:48.320
<v Speaker 1>his grandfather left him a question, and we went and

918
00:48:48.360 --> 00:48:51.079
<v Speaker 1>we answered the question. And the answer is that Pap

919
00:48:51.159 --> 00:48:53.800
<v Speaker 1>was right. And the answer is that we shouldn't have gone.

920
00:48:54.400 --> 00:48:56.679
<v Speaker 1>And the answer is that there was a reason, an

921
00:48:56.719 --> 00:48:59.519
<v Speaker 1>old reason, an older reason than this country has been

922
00:48:59.559 --> 00:49:02.639
<v Speaker 1>a country that good men in those hills knew to

923
00:49:02.679 --> 00:49:07.039
<v Speaker 1>stay off that ridge. That's the answer. There's no extra act.

924
00:49:07.119 --> 00:49:10.760
<v Speaker 1>After that, we came home. We kept our jobs, We

925
00:49:10.840 --> 00:49:14.519
<v Speaker 1>hugged our wives, and tried to carry on with our lives.

926
00:49:14.840 --> 00:49:17.760
<v Speaker 1>About a month ago, I had a dream. I don't

927
00:49:17.800 --> 00:49:21.159
<v Speaker 1>usually remember my dreams, but I remember this one vividly.

928
00:49:22.039 --> 00:49:24.199
<v Speaker 1>I was standing at the four foot slot in the

929
00:49:24.320 --> 00:49:27.880
<v Speaker 1>rock the entrance, on a sunny afternoon, with no pack

930
00:49:27.960 --> 00:49:31.599
<v Speaker 1>and no helmet. I was just standing there. The slot

931
00:49:31.639 --> 00:49:34.239
<v Speaker 1>was open, the cool air was coming out of it

932
00:49:34.559 --> 00:49:37.559
<v Speaker 1>the way it had that morning, and I knew in

933
00:49:37.639 --> 00:49:41.159
<v Speaker 1>the dream that something was standing inside the slot, just

934
00:49:41.280 --> 00:49:44.679
<v Speaker 1>out of the light, looking at me. I couldn't see it,

935
00:49:45.079 --> 00:49:48.440
<v Speaker 1>I could feel it, and it wasn't angry, that's the thing.

936
00:49:49.079 --> 00:49:51.679
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't threatening me. It was just looking at me,

937
00:49:52.199 --> 00:49:54.760
<v Speaker 1>and it was waiting, the way something waits when it

938
00:49:54.800 --> 00:49:57.000
<v Speaker 1>has all the time in the world and it knows

939
00:49:57.000 --> 00:50:00.440
<v Speaker 1>you'll come back. Eventually. I woke up. I lay there

940
00:50:00.440 --> 00:50:02.760
<v Speaker 1>in bed in the dark, next to my wife. I

941
00:50:02.800 --> 00:50:07.079
<v Speaker 1>told myself, Keith, you're not going back. I told myself

942
00:50:07.119 --> 00:50:10.519
<v Speaker 1>out loud. I said it, I'm not going back. I'm

943
00:50:10.559 --> 00:50:13.800
<v Speaker 1>not I'm not going back. But I dream about it

944
00:50:13.800 --> 00:50:16.719
<v Speaker 1>about twice a week now. The dream doesn't feel like

945
00:50:16.760 --> 00:50:20.480
<v Speaker 1>a warning. The dream feels like a reminder. The dream

946
00:50:20.519 --> 00:50:23.960
<v Speaker 1>feels like something is very patiently on the other side

947
00:50:23.960 --> 00:50:27.599
<v Speaker 1>of the world from me, remembering my face. I'm going

948
00:50:27.639 --> 00:50:30.320
<v Speaker 1>to send this before I lose my nerve. Thank you

949
00:50:30.360 --> 00:50:32.599
<v Speaker 1>for the show, thank you for taking the time to

950
00:50:32.679 --> 00:50:36.320
<v Speaker 1>read this. I'm sorry it ran so long. I've wanted

951
00:50:36.320 --> 00:50:38.719
<v Speaker 1>to tell somebody this for a year, and you turned

952
00:50:38.760 --> 00:50:41.360
<v Speaker 1>out to be the somebody. I hope that's all right.

953
00:50:42.119 --> 00:50:46.519
<v Speaker 1>Take care, Keith, I wrote Keith back and the two

954
00:50:46.519 --> 00:50:49.360
<v Speaker 1>of us talked. And now you've heard it the way

955
00:50:49.400 --> 00:50:52.159
<v Speaker 1>I heard it. As I said at the start, I

956
00:50:52.199 --> 00:50:54.119
<v Speaker 1>can't tell you what to make of it. I have

957
00:50:54.239 --> 00:50:58.480
<v Speaker 1>my own thoughts, you'll have yours. Keith mentioned near the

958
00:50:58.639 --> 00:51:01.000
<v Speaker 1>end that he believes they are places in this country

959
00:51:01.039 --> 00:51:03.679
<v Speaker 1>that aren't ours. He said it the way a man

960
00:51:03.760 --> 00:51:07.400
<v Speaker 1>says something he's come to believe slowly against his own preference.

961
00:51:08.159 --> 00:51:10.440
<v Speaker 1>I've been thinking about that line for a few weeks now.

962
00:51:10.960 --> 00:51:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I've been thinking about Pap, and about what kind of

963
00:51:13.480 --> 00:51:15.960
<v Speaker 1>man holds a piece of knowledge like that for sixty

964
00:51:15.960 --> 00:51:18.920
<v Speaker 1>odd years and never quite lets go of it. And

965
00:51:18.960 --> 00:51:20.960
<v Speaker 1>I've been thinking about what it costs Pap to write

966
00:51:21.000 --> 00:51:23.280
<v Speaker 1>those two words on that map and put it in

967
00:51:23.280 --> 00:51:26.079
<v Speaker 1>the back of the kitchen drawer, knowing that someday his

968
00:51:26.159 --> 00:51:29.519
<v Speaker 1>grandson would find it. There's a kind of love in that,

969
00:51:30.280 --> 00:51:33.800
<v Speaker 1>a hard country kind of love, the kind that warns

970
00:51:33.840 --> 00:51:36.719
<v Speaker 1>you twice and then lets you make your own choice.

971
00:51:36.800 --> 00:51:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I hope wherever Pap is, he knows the warning got through,

972
00:51:41.000 --> 00:51:42.880
<v Speaker 1>even if it took a little longer than he meant

973
00:51:42.880 --> 00:51:46.519
<v Speaker 1>it to. Until next time, take care of each other

974
00:51:46.559 --> 00:51:49.400
<v Speaker 1>out there, And if your granddad ever told you to

975
00:51:49.400 --> 00:51:52.119
<v Speaker 1>stay off a particular piece of ground. Friend, do me

976
00:51:52.159 --> 00:52:53.000
<v Speaker 1>a favor. Stay off it, did, Di
