Speaker 1: She I mean, I don't really know. Are you considered
Speaker 1: still retired to the fact that you're still your only fans? Thing? Like,
Speaker 1: how does that even really happen? But because she's like
Speaker 1: a real life bitch, she does real life thing. She
Speaker 1: has a real nine to five. You know, she's doing
Speaker 1: her thing, all these things. But the fun thing is
Speaker 1: is that I'm excited. Not only is because she's one
Speaker 1: of my great friends. She's been in the industry and
Speaker 1: she's like, you made that transition to doing the you know,
Speaker 1: real world life or whatever. But we haven't spoke to
Speaker 1: each other in a really long time. You're here in
Speaker 1: La visiting family, so this is really like the first
Speaker 1: time I really talked. So you get the nitty gritty
Speaker 1: private talk. So I hope that you love it because
Speaker 1: we're about to get some you know, Mama Ash, you better, like,
Speaker 1: you know, subscribe right now because that's all we do
Speaker 1: here at private talk. So yes, So what have you
Speaker 1: been up to, my love? I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: you've been gone for a while. We've been in a pandemic.
Speaker 1: The life's been like crazy. You know, I talked to
Speaker 1: you here and there, but the last couple of times
Speaker 1: you know you've curved me. I'm gonna say, you know,
Speaker 1: it's not really well do you know it's a FaceTime call,
Speaker 1: you know, and she doesn't answer me. She's on a
Speaker 1: whole other time schedules me. Yeah, you know, I'm feeling
Speaker 1: a little salty. But bitch, what have you been up
Speaker 1: to him?
Speaker 2: Well, like you said the whole thing and also been
Speaker 2: doing the only fans a thing as well.
Speaker 3: Or whatever.
Speaker 2: Just like right now, I'm on the plane where I'm
Speaker 2: transitioning like for real, for real retirment or to the
Speaker 2: point where I'm not even doing only fans no more.
Speaker 1: Is it because you're just over the bs? Or is
Speaker 1: it because you just like I mean, the nine to
Speaker 1: five is just that great and you're like on another
Speaker 1: path or like, what's what's going on? Because it's hard
Speaker 1: to walk away. It's like a big transition. And it's
Speaker 1: not that it's anything wrong with it either things, but
Speaker 1: it has to be like a big like next step. No,
Speaker 1: it was getting merry, bitch, you pregnant? What's going on?
Speaker 1: What's going on.
Speaker 3: Right here?
Speaker 1: Trigger what else?
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't want to do that, but I feel like
Speaker 2: I had a bad breakup and then ever since then,
Speaker 2: I kind of just like.
Speaker 1: Shut down, shut down on the porn world, or shut
Speaker 1: down on what in life in general.
Speaker 2: Guys, and trust in the porn world, I kind of
Speaker 2: shut down on it because.
Speaker 3: I did a little.
Speaker 2: Semi retiring in twenty ten when I moved to Miami,
Speaker 2: because I was like, I'm gonna focus on like trying
Speaker 2: to build.
Speaker 1: You had a man, you were out there, you were
Speaker 1: living your life, but you were still doing the life
Speaker 1: well him.
Speaker 2: And I was trying to like build my own protection
Speaker 2: and you know, boss shit like you're telling me to do.
Speaker 2: But the industry, yeah, and I'm so spoiled, and then
Speaker 2: I'm so stuck in I want shit to go, like
Speaker 2: what I'm.
Speaker 1: Using the change in what ways because like again private talk,
Speaker 1: you know, they know, you know a little bit of
Speaker 1: the things. But that's again why we had we're here.
Speaker 2: It's like one of the examples is okay, like so
Speaker 2: I did my thing and I directed my own movie
Speaker 2: or whatever, I shot a scene or what not. So then,
Speaker 2: like I said, twenty ten, I kind of stopped. Twenty fifteen,
Speaker 2: I was like, let me go dabble back in and
Speaker 2: I go to shoot a scene and then I see it,
Speaker 2: and I see them, and this scene was a boy
Speaker 2: girl scene. No, it was boygirl anal. So I'm like, okay,
Speaker 2: I gave paid for boygirl anal.
Speaker 3: But like months.
Speaker 2: Later I see this shit released as a blow drop scene,
Speaker 2: a BEG scene with no anal and aintal scene.
Speaker 3: These motherfuckers just.
Speaker 1: Then dropped it apart to make it like as lucrative
Speaker 1: as they could as to giving you those things.
Speaker 3: And only paid me for that one thing.
Speaker 2: So I was just like, what the the fuck, Like
Speaker 2: this is not making no type of sense to me,
Speaker 2: Like I can't even do it. So it got to
Speaker 2: a point where my attitude, like I was on set
Speaker 2: and I would see what they but I'm like, shut it, no,
Speaker 2: I'm taking move on to the next thing, because they'll
Speaker 2: have you sitting there, second there for twenty minutes, and
Speaker 2: that right there can be turned into a blow drop scene.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So the.
Speaker 2: Attitude came in and then Speakler dropped me for the
Speaker 2: dumbest reason, and me and him got into it. And
Speaker 2: Spiegler is all I knew coming into the industry. He's
Speaker 2: my agent since I first came in. So when he
Speaker 2: drive me, it crushed me, and I was just like,
Speaker 2: you know what, I'm gonna.
Speaker 3: Fall back because this is bullshit because.
Speaker 2: These bitches are the holes that he represents, done away
Speaker 2: worse shit than me, Like take a shit at the
Speaker 2: fucking fountain blue and he still representing anything after that,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: And I was just laid for a flight.
Speaker 1: Do you feel that if you had another outlet maybe
Speaker 1: that you would have probably still been active still today
Speaker 1: or do you think that that was just because it
Speaker 1: was like you know, you felt you know, it's one
Speaker 1: of those things that you know, as we do get
Speaker 1: older and we've been we're accustomed certain things. It's like
Speaker 1: you do feel offended, but it's also like you know,
Speaker 1: who do you take it out on?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: At that point, it's like with him, he does have
Speaker 1: other girls as well. Maybe he doesn't think that whatever,
Speaker 1: but you know, as us, it's like you have to
Speaker 1: certain certain things. It's like if we had another outlet
Speaker 1: like yourself, would you still be currently doing things?
Speaker 2: No? Because like I needed, like need this mouth and
Speaker 2: this attitude.
Speaker 3: I need like that hub of that agent in between.
Speaker 1: So you need someone who's going to be like the
Speaker 1: back bum basically like hey, I'm gonna fight for you,
Speaker 1: We're gonna do this or whatever. But Marie, we're doing
Speaker 1: da da da da da.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Well I don't have to even talk to they just
Speaker 2: tell me what's going on when I get there.
Speaker 1: Because so if you had that, you feel like you
Speaker 1: could have maybe possibly still be doing scenes.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like when that connection broke, like there, I was
Speaker 2: just it just I just took it as a sign
Speaker 2: maybe now what you should be doing right now.
Speaker 1: Have you kind of reached out to him any point
Speaker 1: after that since then? Or because you know, it kind
Speaker 1: of seems like, you know, you have a relationship with him,
Speaker 1: and you know he's something that's been around in the
Speaker 1: business for a long time. It's you know, and sometimes
Speaker 1: people don't understand what they may be doing to us
Speaker 1: at that moment. But have you reached out to him
Speaker 1: since then?
Speaker 3: Oh? Because I'm stubborn and I'm a Scorpio.
Speaker 1: The scorpio thing. I love how people like rely on
Speaker 1: sign things. Myself, I'm like, I'm a Gemini, like I
Speaker 1: do whatever, like I get it because it's it's it's
Speaker 1: factual to the point of how you react to certain situations.
Speaker 1: But at the same time too, myself it's like one
Speaker 1: thing is like we you know, as people, and like
Speaker 1: you know that you know us being friends is one
Speaker 1: reason why I love you to death. Is that you're
Speaker 1: also not not okay with me telling you my hard
Speaker 1: truth vice versa. Like you know what I mean. I
Speaker 1: mean because I know that there's not an intent for
Speaker 1: you to hurt my feelings intentionally. What you say may
Speaker 1: but if we talk about it or whatever, I know
Speaker 1: that it's not an ill wain of that sense. And
Speaker 1: so because I know you, I feel like I feel
Speaker 1: like in that type of situation, because I know how
Speaker 1: when you do let down and you love certain people,
Speaker 1: you kind of also have to nourish those relationships as well,
Speaker 1: even if sometimes our ego comes into place and maybe
Speaker 1: people didn't know certain things or maybe they did, but
Speaker 1: sometimes also for ourselves we have to let go to
Speaker 1: kind of move forward because harboring certain things like that
Speaker 1: isn't good for anybody, you know what I mean. So
Speaker 1: it's like keep that in mind, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And it's one of those things. It's a mindful thing.
Speaker 1: And that's what you boy evolution and growing, because that
Speaker 1: was a long time ago that that happened and this
Speaker 1: is years forward of like how you are and now
Speaker 1: I know that you're more active with your only fans
Speaker 1: because I know you to time away from doing anything
Speaker 1: kind of you know, a doult wise, but also why
Speaker 1: I kind of focused on you when I had you
Speaker 1: come and do the Team Texas things and the exoticas,
Speaker 1: which that was like, bitch, I was like, look like
Speaker 1: you really like people. You don't understand like when you're
Speaker 1: not there, people ask about you like you've always been,
Speaker 1: like you've been in the industry before I was, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like we've had conversations and I
Speaker 1: know that you know, it's more intimate because we're girlfriends,
Speaker 1: but it's also too It's like you sometimes we internalize
Speaker 1: things that maybe may not be there when the fans
Speaker 1: are asking. It's like they are there, you know, Like
Speaker 1: you may not think that, but they are, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like your Marie love and you're a
Speaker 1: star and your own you know, your own way, your
Speaker 1: own lane and all those things. You have fans that
Speaker 1: are loyal that want to know what you're doing currently
Speaker 1: and how you are and all these things, and you know,
Speaker 1: and they've all with us and the same with me.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, And that's what's a great
Speaker 1: thing about having true fans and like having legacies in
Speaker 1: the industry and continuous seeing those things of like what's
Speaker 1: great now with those outlets like OnlyFans and fan Centro's,
Speaker 1: It's like it gives us a little bit more insight
Speaker 1: into our life.
Speaker 3: Yes, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So I feel like that's really I feel like it's
Speaker 1: great that you're back on that and like really doing
Speaker 1: steady kind of stuff on there. So what are you
Speaker 1: doing on your only Fans now?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 1: And what where can we find your only fans?
Speaker 3: Tell? Private talk? I guess only.
Speaker 1: Don't be so quiet is talk? Like I love how
Speaker 1: you act like you're so innocent. I'm like, ah, my
Speaker 1: name is Marie Love. But you took the biggest dicks,
Speaker 1: You've had a lot of fucking thumbshots, You've pegged a
Speaker 1: man before in your life. Don't play with private talk.
Speaker 1: You act like you're so fucking innocent, Like who are you?
Speaker 1: Just because I haven't seen you in probably two years almost,
Speaker 1: if not more, I feel like it's been most maybe
Speaker 1: almost maybe three honestly, because it's been a while. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it don't be don't be front, don't be cappin. Yeah,
Speaker 1: pep up.
Speaker 2: So so so here's t o my young little dude
Speaker 2: that gets me like we are whatnot happened to mention
Speaker 2: that he recognized me and.
Speaker 1: Just the guy that I saw currently on your like
Speaker 1: I G thing, but that mind you that I was like,
Speaker 1: how much of like when do I call you? Until
Speaker 1: you like, bitch, what are you doing? Because mind you
Speaker 1: of the time, the timestamp, I can't really like reenact
Speaker 1: or be there with you. And then if you're drunker
Speaker 1: probably like, bitch, I'm on a live why are you
Speaker 1: interrupting me? But there's been some time. Yes, tell us
Speaker 1: about your week? And didn't he have a girlfriend? And
Speaker 1: didn't you fuck him? And then didn't a lot of
Speaker 1: things happen?
Speaker 3: Oh we did not fuck because.
Speaker 1: I love the finger you're this is official. You couldn't
Speaker 1: get it up well.
Speaker 3: Because he was doing cocaine for motivation.
Speaker 1: He was how do you do cocaine for motivation? Yeah,
Speaker 1: we're gonna do it all night long.
Speaker 2: I just feck he was not because he's like twenty
Speaker 2: eight years old, so that's not that young when I
Speaker 2: seen him, and I was just thinking like, okay, maybe
Speaker 2: because we're drinking tequila.
Speaker 1: Power a cold to do what make him a sexual monster?
Speaker 1: Because okay, first of one, bitch, how do you think
Speaker 1: those two things, cocaine and tequila, those are both the
Speaker 1: presents and they're not gonna make your dick Like for me,
Speaker 1: you don't have a dig bitch, you have a wet
Speaker 1: pussy who's WORNI but that's the problem that we come
Speaker 1: into things like when we're trying to drink whatever. There's
Speaker 1: certain guys that can keep going and drink or and
Speaker 1: or do drugs, the right appropriate ones in those money
Speaker 1: if you're trying to fuck or just chill. But then
Speaker 1: there's the ones that are either they don't do it
Speaker 1: a lot and so they're trying to whatever and then
Speaker 1: either impress you and then they drink too much tequila
Speaker 1: and or did the other drugs. It's never gonna happen.
Speaker 3: Because it can talk about or whatever.
Speaker 2: But me, at that point, I just feel like it
Speaker 2: was maybe his routine, you.
Speaker 1: Know, because you were like, he sucks a lot, Yeah,
Speaker 1: he does this.
Speaker 2: He parties like tequila makes me ready to fuck, just
Speaker 2: like super turned like extra.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, maybe he's trying.
Speaker 1: To hear that private talk that makes her pennies come.
Speaker 1: She's even worrying the after dark episode. Okay, private talk,
Speaker 1: don't be shy, ma re loved.
Speaker 2: Okay if Taquitha Marie wants all holes failed as all
Speaker 2: holse fields.
Speaker 1: I love that. That's t shirt line.
Speaker 3: For you all. Okay. I try to.
Speaker 2: Let him do his coke and wanting to be talking
Speaker 2: about he's doing that. I'm in the back doing some
Speaker 2: videos for only fans, so he like seeing like.
Speaker 1: That? Is that the like leg on top? You can
Speaker 1: turn around and show us likes, show us what you're doing.
Speaker 1: Show you gotta type pants. What's okay? You you know? Yeah,
Speaker 1: show that, show that slim booty off. Okay, girl, you
Speaker 1: be working hard for it. Okay.
Speaker 3: He was like.
Speaker 1: She was like, Hey, I'm doing OnlyFans. Just sit over
Speaker 1: here and when you're ready for me, I'm going to
Speaker 1: be okay, And he's like, yeah, baby, I'm going to
Speaker 1: get that dick hard for you. And then when you
Speaker 1: went over there, it was limp. It was so and
Speaker 1: he was like, this doesn't ever happen to me. This
Speaker 1: is the first time.
Speaker 2: I was just when I get onto tequila, I'm super
Speaker 2: even more aggressive than normally.
Speaker 3: So I just pushed him, just pushed him down. I said,
Speaker 3: I'm just.
Speaker 1: Gonna push push him. Did you push him face down
Speaker 1: or how? Because I know you can masculine him. You
Speaker 1: know some men, are you trying to strap him on
Speaker 1: or where you're like trying to be cute, like.
Speaker 3: Cute but inaggressive and push. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I pushed him down and I grabbed his limp dick.
Speaker 2: Know what you're doing it it's not hard.
Speaker 3: Like this microphone. His dick was limp.
Speaker 1: So I just you choked yourself on a limp? How
Speaker 1: did that work out for you?
Speaker 2: Because I felt like it because the Olympus was a
Speaker 2: nice kind of science.
Speaker 3: I was like, damn, this might grow and be something nice.
Speaker 2: So I'm and I haven't had sex and forever, so
Speaker 2: I was like trying to work with it.
Speaker 3: So I'm like I was trying to work with I love.
Speaker 1: A SMR here at private time.
Speaker 2: At that moment, ladies, if you're took me yourself with Olympic.
Speaker 3: At that moment, you're no, no, no, no.
Speaker 2: You should feel like they're growing in your throat now
Speaker 2: and then you don't.
Speaker 1: Did it grow?
Speaker 3: No? It didn't.
Speaker 2: So then I got to the point like he said
Speaker 2: I was doing too much because did you.
Speaker 1: Stick a finger in his eyes?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: Maybe that would have done it.
Speaker 3: M hmm.
Speaker 2: Then he said he was a little fucked up because
Speaker 2: my homegirl was filming and she was not okay, do
Speaker 2: you want to.
Speaker 1: Get real or not? This story sounds horrible.
Speaker 3: It's horrible.
Speaker 1: It sounds like a I can tragedy, more like someone
Speaker 1: to shoot up the club.
Speaker 3: I told you what it is. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: We don't.
Speaker 2: We're about to do it for my only fans, Like
Speaker 2: this was not like boom so he has.
Speaker 3: Stage based stage right.
Speaker 1: So have you talked to him since?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And he's like, let's do it again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but that was already his second chance. The first
Speaker 2: time wasn't on film or what not. So yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 2: my only fans is like, come on, come on?
Speaker 1: So what's the longest how long do you not have sex?
Speaker 3: Been? Five years?
Speaker 1: Why have you waited? But why five years?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: Are you mad inside? I would be mad in five years?
Speaker 1: The longest ever went was like eight or nine months,
Speaker 1: and I thought I was doing crazy.
Speaker 2: Like I'm like mad inside, But then I'm so sexy
Speaker 2: to be aggressive, like when I get around.
Speaker 1: Do you just want to like peg a dude him?
Speaker 1: Have you ever pegged one?
Speaker 3: Of course?
Speaker 1: Then why do you say not yet?
Speaker 2: Because I want to get I got to tone that
Speaker 2: part down because I'm like, I.
Speaker 1: Get because you're not like peg can't Well maybe you
Speaker 1: can peg your partner. I don't know. I don't think
Speaker 1: I want to peg my partner, but like peg your
Speaker 1: way to your partner.
Speaker 2: But I wouldn't want to peg my partner. Wait, no,
Speaker 2: pegging is just like a couple of fingers, right.
Speaker 1: I don't know really what determined. Isn't that fucking in
Speaker 1: the ass, like I would assume, like you're like.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I wouldn't mind a little like.
Speaker 1: Two old a conversation.
Speaker 3: Because all these extra words I even forgot.
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, I'm like, no, I wouldn't mind sticking
Speaker 2: a thumb in my man's butthole.
Speaker 3: And second is dick at the same time.
Speaker 2: Like because what's because I get fucked in the ass
Speaker 2: and that fucking nut that I get is just.
Speaker 1: Like you love being sucked in your ass?
Speaker 2: But they say men, it feels like even more better.
Speaker 2: So I'm trying to like give him that your finger
Speaker 2: away from my.
Speaker 1: Men are not like as as a link to it.
Speaker 1: But not only that, but they're not as willing to
Speaker 1: just give up the ass. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because they're not They don't. They don't, they're not free.
Speaker 3: They trying to strap it. I just want to s.
Speaker 2: And then another thing too that's been scaring dudes is
Speaker 2: my left for vibrators. Dudes are intimidated by vibrators. They
Speaker 2: do your only fans just trying to like in general,
Speaker 2: you staid even for five years, So who are you?
Speaker 2: Who are you vibrating for? I'm saying, I'm like, if
Speaker 2: it I get it got to that point like almost
Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, I want to use my vibrators, like, oh,
Speaker 2: I find enough for you. So then it turned into
Speaker 2: hold on, we're about to fuck into a whole argument.
Speaker 1: So you're not fucking, but you're doing other things. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So how do you like have the willpower to because me, I,
Speaker 1: I like, I don't know if I would be able
Speaker 1: if I started something. How do you not finish? Because
Speaker 1: you're a sexual person as well, but you also have
Speaker 1: self control obviously because you haven't had sex for five years,
Speaker 1: but you're you know, you're dabbling whatever, Like, how does that,
Speaker 1: how does that happen? How does that come into play?
Speaker 3: Because it's like I don't I'm so like struggling.
Speaker 2: I don't even if it's going to be if I
Speaker 2: have this feeling that comes over me in a moment
Speaker 2: that this situation is sex is about to be trashed,
Speaker 2: a waste of my time. I think like, Okay, it's
Speaker 2: been four years, this shit ain't worth it. Or it's
Speaker 2: been two years and she ain't worth it, and that's
Speaker 2: just how it's been going. Like no, my pussy don't
Speaker 2: deserve this situation right now because it's been so long
Speaker 2: and now at this point five yete social.
Speaker 3: You know it's really antocial. Antisocial you know?
Speaker 1: So, so talk to me about your obsession with Trey songs.
Speaker 1: You named, you named your your child their trigger and
Speaker 1: where did it start from?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 3: What?
Speaker 1: What? What is going on? You need some more? I
Speaker 1: need some tequila because I don't even have a drink
Speaker 1: of water and that's not appropriate. I was drinking prior
Speaker 1: to but I do. I would like a shot. But
Speaker 1: it just just keep talking about this. So where does
Speaker 1: obsessions start from? You just started a song, you started
Speaker 1: playing with your pussy. You like saw him twinkle y'all eye,
Speaker 1: Like what happened?
Speaker 3: Why?
Speaker 1: Why is this obsession real? You named your whole dog
Speaker 1: and your dog is like your child? You know what
Speaker 1: I mean? So to me, that means.
Speaker 3: Exactly where he's looking at me, like.
Speaker 1: Trigger, Your mama's about to tell you how you were born,
Speaker 1: your your Your mama's about to say, what's yours? I
Speaker 1: don't know, tell me your obsession. Yeah, I'm the one
Speaker 1: pushing these buts. You know she really asked me that.
Speaker 1: She was like, oh my god, you really pressed those buttons? Yes, bitch,
Speaker 1: that's me.
Speaker 3: Wait, disloyal bitch, made pomp.
Speaker 1: I haven't used that one. And know why tell me
Speaker 1: about your obsession.
Speaker 3: Came? It started with that.
Speaker 2: I think I invented sex because again you.
Speaker 1: Think he was singing to you basically because Trey songs?
Speaker 1: Were you singing to Marie Love in this song? And
Speaker 1: please comment below? Why are you so giddy right now?
Speaker 1: Like he's in the fucking room, bitch? You're be like
Speaker 1: he's here, like you're so blushing, like he's your husband?
Speaker 1: Oh my god, have you seen his dick? Ever? He
Speaker 1: has an only fans? Are you subscribing?
Speaker 3: No? I didn't.
Speaker 2: I was ratchet and my brother gave me to connect
Speaker 2: to the free ones.
Speaker 1: Basically, so you have seen his dick? Did you masturbate
Speaker 1: to it?
Speaker 3: No, because I was disappointed at the bitches that he
Speaker 3: was sucking.
Speaker 1: But what were you disappointed with his dick? No? But
Speaker 1: you're disapporn with the bitches?
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know he is the most I was thinking.
Speaker 3: I noticed his.
Speaker 1: Did you comment? And was like, can I show you
Speaker 1: what the real thing is? I'm already you did. Has
Speaker 1: he ever commented back to you? You have contact information?
Speaker 3: Are you?
Speaker 1: Are you d ming him?
Speaker 3: He's not responding.
Speaker 1: He's not responding to me right now, but I'm funny one.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we were talking in the last because you know,
Speaker 2: I'm on like Instagram account five six or something, and.
Speaker 1: You know when I took that just be getting deleted
Speaker 1: or doing the scandalous ship when that do say?
Speaker 3: And when I first took that.
Speaker 2: Break, that long break or whatever, I when I didn't
Speaker 2: have an Instagram as myself, but I still had Trigger's Instagram, So.
Speaker 1: You were creeping, yeah, because I didn't have his.
Speaker 3: Phone my brain anymore. He wasn't repining on Twitter?
Speaker 1: What's the last m mutex?
Speaker 3: I can't.
Speaker 2: I think I was sending a picture of showing him
Speaker 2: like how I'm like, I'm bony, skinny, no moorre, I
Speaker 2: have asks that I didn't.
Speaker 1: Was that what he was requesting?
Speaker 2: I don't know, but I noticed he had my fucking picture.
Speaker 2: Oh damn, I sound like a stuck.
Speaker 3: Standing from Triggers D And he was like, babe, it's
Speaker 3: this marine And I was like, you know, what's what's up? Bitch?
Speaker 3: He didn't call me a bitch, but he said, did
Speaker 3: you after me?
Speaker 1: Did you tell the truth?
Speaker 3: I was like, of course I did.
Speaker 1: So is that why are you responding to you that?
Speaker 1: That's the funniest He's like.
Speaker 3: She's spoken holes and condos. No, bro, I'm on control.
Speaker 1: I want to be kids. I'm sorry. So you're talking
Speaker 1: about you know, you didn't have his number one in
Speaker 1: the d ms? Like, what do your d MS look like?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: People know who you are? What what's your d MS
Speaker 1: look like? Girl? Is there people sliding through asking you
Speaker 1: for like a ribe?
Speaker 3: What they ask you? Yeah, they're sliding.
Speaker 2: They're not as popping as they used to be, because,
Speaker 2: like I said, I might go on Instagram number five,
Speaker 2: but there's surprising.
Speaker 1: I think you a fake at this point.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then too like when they hear like that
Speaker 2: I'm trying to do, like I'm not fully active, they
Speaker 2: insult me and feel like I don't have no game
Speaker 2: and I'm not still like a whole deep down, deep
Speaker 2: down down down there.
Speaker 3: Down there.
Speaker 2: So and I seen a guy at the hair shop
Speaker 2: when I was getting on my hair dead some months ago.
Speaker 2: I'm like, damn cute all a barber a regular dudes.
Speaker 2: Everybody said fuck regular dudes. I see the dude regular
Speaker 2: and at his station, he had his Instagram up there.
Speaker 2: So I followed him on Instagram and I hit one
Speaker 2: of his posts with the eyes or love the Elmos eyes,
Speaker 2: just like Boom. And he didn't respond in the comments
Speaker 2: on the picture. He slid in my DMS right there.
Speaker 2: I'm like, Boom, all right, he's not trying to respond
Speaker 2: to me in public, but I'll still take it and
Speaker 2: see where this is going.
Speaker 1: So I'm trying to but most men really do. I
Speaker 1: feel like most men don't.
Speaker 3: They don't.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna want everything to be public because they like,
Speaker 1: you know, perception.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: So I was just like okay, and I made sure
Speaker 2: that I was like, but I'm going to keep it
Speaker 2: like classic because I'm not trying to jump and fuck
Speaker 2: or whatever.
Speaker 3: Just I'm trying to do like the real world shit.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to date. You see it could be my boyfriend,
Speaker 1: like where it goes like, I'm not always the reloved,
Speaker 1: but I could give even relove, like give me a
Speaker 1: chance and I can pop it.
Speaker 3: But I'm a lady too, exactly. So he says what
Speaker 3: those ice means. I'm like, you know, yes, you have some.
Speaker 3: I'm just trying to get to know you. He's like, okay,
Speaker 3: I'm trying to see what to do, and I'm just like,
Speaker 3: what that's.
Speaker 1: Already to me? Conversation That means like pops them from me, mommy.
Speaker 3: And I got those wipes too.
Speaker 2: But I was just like, okay, I mean I'm not
Speaker 2: gonna do that because sorry, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: We're used to fuck boys and being thirsty. I'm trying
Speaker 3: to get this motherfucker a chance. He from the South.
Speaker 3: I love a country dude, so I'm like, what do
Speaker 3: you mean. He's like, I'm trying to see what they're doing.
Speaker 3: Those videos.
Speaker 1: You can pay nine ninety nine on only Fans for Marie.
Speaker 3: No, like fucking warn hub is there for you?
Speaker 1: Like bruh, now they want that fresh shit for then
Speaker 1: look me in the eyes, like make it all about
Speaker 1: me at.
Speaker 2: This when I feel like I should send him my
Speaker 2: motherfucking estena man though, like okay, now you you didn't
Speaker 2: even try to like take me out and buy me
Speaker 2: some of whatever that name tequila?
Speaker 3: That the lections got me because.
Speaker 2: Like I've been drinking that and do say And I
Speaker 2: was like, somebody's a dick right now, you see what
Speaker 2: I'm saying.
Speaker 3: So if he would it, did that your heart?
Speaker 1: I treat my bitches right, Okay, marinative she.
Speaker 2: Got like a cabinet full of fucking vibrators upstairs, bitch, I.
Speaker 3: That all takes.
Speaker 1: But I'm single. What's my problem?
Speaker 3: Man?
Speaker 1: I mean I'm like, you know, you mean, you know
Speaker 1: what's crazy is like I heard this thing and I
Speaker 1: was talking about like you know, we always think like, oh, no,
Speaker 1: they're the douchebags. What if we're the douchebags?
Speaker 3: We are?
Speaker 1: Because like there are certain things like what if people
Speaker 1: don't want to put up with my shit? And I
Speaker 1: don't ever think about it because I think it was like, oh,
Speaker 1: but they're not doing this for me, but what are
Speaker 1: they thinking about me the flip side, And most men
Speaker 1: don't articulate that and communicate it, so you never fucking know,
Speaker 1: so you're always in a what of situation? And then
Speaker 1: I become a Gemini and overthink every fucking thing, and
Speaker 1: here we are. I'm single, but yeah, like I think that,
Speaker 1: like I'm like, is that there has to be some
Speaker 1: truth to it because some people, again I know, I'm
Speaker 1: a I'm a tough alpha female and it's made me
Speaker 1: difficult to like be with me ultimately, but I feel
Speaker 1: like ultimately there has to be a man that it's
Speaker 1: out there that can be just as alpha. Let me
Speaker 1: be out of my own thing, but you know when
Speaker 1: I need to be like reeled in, make me know
Speaker 1: like hey, no that's not I'm not with the ship,
Speaker 1: because I've had that before, but not in all the
Speaker 1: ways of word like ticks, you know, but you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. But it's like, where's those men at
Speaker 1: private talk?
Speaker 3: This episode?
Speaker 1: Where those men? So I have a question for you,
Speaker 1: like there. I feel like every week, like a new
Speaker 1: like topic comes about and like it's kind of crazy sometimes,
Speaker 1: but it's just like general conversation. So I was in
Speaker 1: a conversation and apparently I had a girlfriend that this
Speaker 1: man he like sat on her face in the backseat
Speaker 1: of a car. Have you ever had a man sit
Speaker 1: on your face, like froggy style, like sit on your face?
Speaker 3: So he killed Benson from SVU because that was a.
Speaker 1: Face right cause she was like, I didn't know what
Speaker 1: to do. She was like what it just happened? So
Speaker 1: I did it because I was like there, so I
Speaker 1: could not do it because how do you get out
Speaker 1: of that situation? Which I know you totally would stick
Speaker 1: your fucking tongue and look the ass too if someone
Speaker 1: frogged you. But have you been frogged? Because you like freaky?
Speaker 1: You like freaky stuff.
Speaker 2: I was doing something for Vivid where they were doing
Speaker 2: like that first like reality.
Speaker 1: I like how you're getting really smiley, like yeah, little kid, Nickanniser,
Speaker 1: that asshole was in my face and I'm about to
Speaker 1: tell you all about lads and gentlemen, just like her
Speaker 1: nipples got hard. Those aren't just you know, those aren't
Speaker 1: just the nipple rings. I love how you're like so
Speaker 1: shy now about sucking dick. How you talking about it?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 1: Yeah, the moon, like there's a dick. What position is that?
Speaker 3: Because he was standing up and.
Speaker 1: He had it. Oh so you were the balls? Oh
Speaker 1: so he wanted you to edge closer to his asshole.
Speaker 3: Yes, Like that's why I say I got a face
Speaker 3: raped because it was just like but.
Speaker 1: What would he have done if you like didn't stick
Speaker 1: your tongue out? What do you feel awkward?
Speaker 3: Or if I would have sucked my thumb up?
Speaker 4: There?
Speaker 1: Have you ever suck your thonguet?
Speaker 3: This was he wouldn't have one. M hmm, But.
Speaker 1: I'm not his What have you ever sucked your finger
Speaker 1: in any man's asshole?
Speaker 3: Oh? Yeah, I've stuck a fist a fist, fisted fist.
Speaker 3: Well it was like this my handles.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you can't like fully fist that. You gotta like here,
Speaker 1: did he or it just wasn't like suck your hand
Speaker 1: in while it was happening. Did you think you were
Speaker 1: never getting it back?
Speaker 3: Yeah? When it came out, it came and.
Speaker 1: Was there ship. It was a shitty situation. I hope
Speaker 1: he paid you. Well he shut on your hand? Did
Speaker 1: you take his soul out?
Speaker 3: It was like ab and weekend and this hand was
Speaker 3: like like.
Speaker 2: No, I didn't have protection, bitch, if you're gonna stick
Speaker 2: your hand up somebody's ass.
Speaker 1: I was like, what a condom?
Speaker 2: No, because germ nails is probably gonna break. But yeah,
Speaker 2: so I'm like with a two that I had from
Speaker 2: fucking concierge, bring me a scrape going in my nails?
Speaker 1: And have you ever fucked a fan?
Speaker 3: I do the first time.
Speaker 1: I love how you go back to this position, like yes,
Speaker 1: it's like pageant questions.
Speaker 2: The first time that I was starting to try to
Speaker 2: do my own thing, and I booked my own booth as.
Speaker 1: But its own things like for your website.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, put on my own website. So I got
Speaker 2: my own booths at Erotica. But at the same time,
Speaker 2: I was signing for Evil Angel too, so I had
Speaker 2: them paying me and I have my own boots. I
Speaker 2: was running back and forth and it's a photographer fan,
Speaker 2: photographer fan whatever, you know, how we see the same
Speaker 2: flight so.
Speaker 3: We get to know them.
Speaker 1: It's a community of people that come throughout all the
Speaker 1: ones and like you know people.
Speaker 2: Yea, like some flirting and stuff and it's like the
Speaker 2: end of a Saturday or Sunday. And it was in
Speaker 2: La at the convention center and we ended up in
Speaker 2: the bathroom and the handicap.
Speaker 3: How do you just end up bathroom? I'm going to
Speaker 3: be in a handicap stock.
Speaker 1: The child is being in a handicap stock classy. How
Speaker 1: the fuck is even making like those two things don't
Speaker 1: come in like how okay?
Speaker 2: Can the story is not even classy because then were
Speaker 2: in a handicap stoll and his friend is like recording.
Speaker 1: His friend is in the handicaps a group? Is this
Speaker 1: before only fans? Yeah, this is girls before Twitter wasn't
Speaker 1: like this is motor on the phone man? Wait, what
Speaker 1: were those cameras that They're like, hey, if you have
Speaker 1: this camera and the facial yeah, you need a face mask.
Speaker 1: I'm like, guess I do, bitch, thank you for telling you.
Speaker 1: I'm in the handicap getting it on and we fucking
Speaker 1: and I'm in a handicapped song getting it on.
Speaker 2: Somebody came in there, basically somebody hated went and told security.
Speaker 3: Security came in there. I was like, yo, what's going on?
Speaker 1: They were like, love, get out of it, come out here.
Speaker 3: I can see y'allie get off the toilet now.
Speaker 2: I and so I got escorted off the premises and
Speaker 2: I'm like, but I have a booth and I'm signing
Speaker 2: for it.
Speaker 1: I was like, the first time you've been the premises?
Speaker 2: No, because after that point, like when people will book
Speaker 2: be the sign for them a conventions.
Speaker 3: I have my security because they're like, she can't go
Speaker 3: to the bathroom by herself.
Speaker 1: Because these problems that shouldn't happened with me. But I
Speaker 1: do have top flight security. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Drake Mario Gonzo shout out.
Speaker 3: Basically, I love them also and I needed them. I
Speaker 3: needed them like almost like that digging a bathroom.
Speaker 1: How is it to deal with life after porn? You
Speaker 1: had such a big career in the industry, You did
Speaker 1: all kinds of accolades, Like how is it now like
Speaker 1: transitioning back into the real world.
Speaker 3: The hardest thing for me is the budget.
Speaker 4: She said, that is like toneing down the amount of
Speaker 4: money that you then got comfortable with being able to
Speaker 4: spend part month and like solow down, like you cannot
Speaker 4: cop those Bucci juice bitch.
Speaker 2: But if you buy them and can, yeah, like back,
Speaker 2: I never had and I'm going to like maybe click
Speaker 2: and I never will wear my shoes.
Speaker 3: But I was like, I'm going to triple this investment.
Speaker 3: This is an investment, but you have all.
Speaker 1: This cool stuff. Why don't you just resell or resell it?
Speaker 3: Now, I'm all frood going, no, I'm not about to
Speaker 3: be ever second dick for money again.
Speaker 1: No, but you have things in your fucking storage, bitch, Like.
Speaker 2: I found the chick that's like my size, that was
Speaker 2: one of my friends where I'm like, okay, like take
Speaker 2: all this ship except for.
Speaker 3: My shoes, Like I can't.
Speaker 1: You don't take it? You sell it like a BOUTI
Speaker 1: so much because yeah, but bitch, it's like a job.
Speaker 1: It's like a real job, Like.
Speaker 3: I already have a real job. I don't want to.
Speaker 1: Well, you could not do the other one and resell
Speaker 1: your own ship for at least a year, all the
Speaker 1: ship you have, bitch, for at least and for good money,
Speaker 1: not for just to give it away, because whatever it's
Speaker 1: like and things don't sell, you don't need to sell it.
Speaker 1: But you have it up there for certain things, like
Speaker 1: you should think about that because then you kept things
Speaker 1: for a reason, and some things you obviously keep because
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, it is an investment, but those
Speaker 1: are also things too. It's like they're not there's good
Speaker 1: quality stuff whatever, like you know, don't play, don't play?
Speaker 1: So Meg the Stallion or Nicki Minaj what she's saying you.
Speaker 3: Already? For me, it's mag the Stallion because like.
Speaker 2: From the first song I listened to from her, she
Speaker 2: was talking about fuck that pussy. You want to hear
Speaker 2: everything exactly everything I want to hear, like her energy.
Speaker 3: I was so surprised when I found her age.
Speaker 2: I thought she was like our age because she's like
Speaker 2: just so mature and just up front with it, like
Speaker 2: how we'd be like, shut the fuck up, no, give
Speaker 2: me that money.
Speaker 3: No, okay, get the fuck out of my face.
Speaker 2: Oh for me, it's Megan. That's my spirit animal, Like
Speaker 2: she's still energy getting that money.
Speaker 3: From them sponsors.
Speaker 1: So how you feel about the Tory situation?
Speaker 3: Oh, you know, I'm Megan. He's canceled. He don't care
Speaker 3: for me, but yeah, he's canceled.
Speaker 1: So what do you think about the baby controversy?
Speaker 3: There?
Speaker 2: You know baby, he's canceled too, because I'm a fucking
Speaker 2: team little nas, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So you want to talk to me about your views
Speaker 1: on that, Like what offended you you think the most
Speaker 1: about what he.
Speaker 3: Was HIV comment.
Speaker 2: That was the most offensive to me because anytime when
Speaker 2: I hear someone I talk about because people act like
Speaker 2: only gay and we're gonna say bisexual downloadman too, like
Speaker 2: they're the only ones, Like women don't have fucking HIV
Speaker 2: and they's like the only reason they do because they
Speaker 2: down old dude or something like that. But it was
Speaker 2: the aide thing for me because it's they make this
Speaker 2: whole fucking controversy like at all gay men have an
Speaker 2: age and that ship. First, I was fucking with him
Speaker 2: because he was like, oh, my fans are classy. My
Speaker 2: game fans are classy. Ain't not sucond dick like outside
Speaker 2: they and they get it wrongs. I'm like, yass yah
Speaker 2: were getting wrong for sure, And then.
Speaker 3: It went like.
Speaker 1: But do you think it sometimes? You know, it's one
Speaker 1: of those things is like we say, you know, society whatever,
Speaker 1: we have freedom of speech, whatever. And I don't think
Speaker 1: that the context of how he said it and where
Speaker 1: it was said at was the right time to say anything.
Speaker 1: But I also think that people are allowed to have
Speaker 1: their own views. And he may have said something and
Speaker 1: maybe not know that he'd defend somebody, but why should
Speaker 1: he also be allowed to just be canceled because.
Speaker 2: Of his you know, like it's not because like with
Speaker 2: all that money and shit like that's an extra responsibility.
Speaker 1: Sure, now you have a platform. And that's that's the
Speaker 1: thing I say time in place of things like sometimes
Speaker 1: you may not you may think that way and that
Speaker 1: it's right or wrong or whatever, and it doesn't mean
Speaker 1: but it's like sometimes when you freely express yourself, like
Speaker 1: you quote unquote are supposed to be able a freedom
Speaker 1: expression when you're in those big high like you know,
Speaker 1: platforms of things. Is why people start stripping away sponsorships
Speaker 1: and dealing with deals and things like that, is because
Speaker 1: they don't really want to hear your opinion.
Speaker 2: It's like for me, I feel like that's like one
Speaker 2: hundred percent, like I'm that person because I was a
Speaker 2: bitch on Twitter talking shit.
Speaker 3: About the industry and all the shit like about how they.
Speaker 2: Treat black women and how we have to work hard
Speaker 2: and already get shipped like I was in the industry
Speaker 2: before all these motherfucking black bitches.
Speaker 5: And put me in Hall of fame like I've been
Speaker 5: on the cover of and I'm not in the A
Speaker 5: V and Hall of Fame, and I believe as.
Speaker 1: You should be. I believe one thousand, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like for me, like I said, like one
Speaker 1: reason why I you know, we not that because you
Speaker 1: can be in the Hall of Fame as when we're friends.
Speaker 1: But it's like you had such a business mindset and
Speaker 1: you were such a boss bitch when I first found
Speaker 1: the industry and seeing all those things was like such
Speaker 1: a big thing that you didn't see a lot of
Speaker 1: women at that time doing those things, directing, doing your
Speaker 1: own like you know, certain things that you're doing because
Speaker 1: they didn't have like either the money or the backing
Speaker 1: or whatever it is, you know what I mean. But
Speaker 1: you were one of the first people to do those things. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you take note of that.
Speaker 3: Like I see it, Like I don't give a fuck,
Speaker 3: but I see it.
Speaker 2: I'm just like when I see other by girls and
Speaker 2: they're like, oh, av AV and hall of Famer, like
Speaker 2: how they like hold that in their like bio and shit,
Speaker 2: And I'm just like, yeah, I'm not a Hall of
Speaker 2: Famer because I was wanting the bitch just like talking shit.
Speaker 1: Do you think that AVAN in its own is kind
Speaker 1: of racist?
Speaker 3: Yeah? No, key, Like I don't know, Like like I
Speaker 3: said like, ever, that's a powerful thing.
Speaker 1: To myself. It's been called all.
Speaker 3: Kinds of things that you you know, questions for your friend, h.
Speaker 1: So let's talk on that, like do you how do
Speaker 1: you think the segregation like? And that's like why how
Speaker 1: why do you think that a van is that way?
Speaker 1: Because I feel like, for myself, it's I'm roped into
Speaker 1: this whole situation and people assuming certain things. Was there
Speaker 1: are certain platforms that was already taking place before I
Speaker 1: even started in the industry. So it's like you get
Speaker 1: all the sweet on your back, but clearly I don't
Speaker 1: feel like in my heart and my soul or anything
Speaker 1: like that, that I'm a racist person by any means.
Speaker 1: I mean you're like, I mean, like, why do you
Speaker 1: feel like people think that about me?
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 2: It's just like how a van like how they portray
Speaker 2: us because even like for me, I was that an
Speaker 2: a racial girl. So I was getting so much hate
Speaker 2: that I wish I can't remember that motherfuls something one
Speaker 2: of those urban fucking tyde blogs the first popping before
Speaker 2: like world Star or some shit, and they was motherfucking
Speaker 2: talking so much shit about how much interracial I do
Speaker 2: and how old I don't like black dudes, and it
Speaker 2: was like it was reversed from what you get in
Speaker 2: it's the same ship.
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, you mean how much white men
Speaker 1: you were having sex?
Speaker 3: Yeah? So yeah, black dudes are here seeing.
Speaker 1: Like why are you fucking all these white dudesh You're
Speaker 1: being racist because of this?
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah. Basically like yeah, this is And.
Speaker 1: That's kind of like where my point was, like I
Speaker 1: didn't choose to be, like I chose to do porn.
Speaker 1: I didn't wuck in knowing like what was going on,
Speaker 1: and especially at the time or whatever, like it's just
Speaker 1: certain you know, stigmas of going on. That doesn't mean
Speaker 1: that I chose to do anything. It was just what
Speaker 1: the business was. And it's not that you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, like glorifying anything. It was just how your
Speaker 1: agent tells you what to do at those times, and
Speaker 1: you're not knowing any different. I've never been in business.
Speaker 1: I don't know anything other than what these people are
Speaker 1: telling you that are supposed to be the ones who
Speaker 1: were rightfully knowing what's supposed to go on exacts.
Speaker 2: Because we have some that we have some of the
Speaker 2: top agents in the industry. So basically that's what it is.
Speaker 3: Like what she said, I was just.
Speaker 2: Doing what my agent was telling me that I needed
Speaker 2: to do when I got on set, point blank period.
Speaker 3: It is what it is.
Speaker 1: But I think that for me, it's like one of
Speaker 1: those things that it's you know, it's it's hurtful to
Speaker 1: the point which I get other people get in other
Speaker 1: situations and stigmas whatever where it's like you have to
Speaker 1: really be like cautious to certain things. But it's like
Speaker 1: I have, you know, my best friends, you know, my stepson,
Speaker 1: my people in my life that are prominent in my
Speaker 1: life or like you know, you know are not white people,
Speaker 1: you know. But for me, it's like I don't need
Speaker 1: to glorify that because I know and my soul what
Speaker 1: it is. But it's also something that people talk about
Speaker 1: fly openly about me, which is not the truth. But
Speaker 1: I feel like it's also defined like oh, because if
Speaker 1: I fuck somebody into this, Like why is that the
Speaker 1: determination of what I choose to do from a racist
Speaker 1: like you don't know me? And that's the sad part.
Speaker 1: And that's like something that people don't like to talk about.
Speaker 1: But it's like how is that right? You know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Like you know, I date African American men.
Speaker 1: I've been with a lot of people, but I don't
Speaker 1: feel like I need to advertise that to make it
Speaker 1: an alcohol nosing in private, regardless if it was African
Speaker 1: American man or not. It's just who I am for
Speaker 1: me as people are people. I don't care your color
Speaker 1: or anything like that. But I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: even my friends, you know, is yourself too? Is you
Speaker 1: You get people telling you, well, well she's racist, oh
Speaker 1: she's whatever, and I feel bad, but it's whatever. It's like,
Speaker 1: but I appreciate like yourself. It's like, you know, obviously
Speaker 1: that's not who I am, but you also have to
Speaker 1: defend me in those things. So that's why I like
Speaker 1: as you as my friend is like, why do you
Speaker 1: think people and you knowing me feel that I am
Speaker 1: that way?
Speaker 2: And I think it is that too, that way too
Speaker 2: where they're even trying to like come through me to
Speaker 2: get a little bit more exactly from about you. So
Speaker 2: like a lot of people go back and for me
Speaker 2: when they be asking me like, so, how do you
Speaker 2: friends with somebody who don't fuck black man? I don't
Speaker 2: even go back and forth them and be like, actually
Speaker 2: she does, because because.
Speaker 1: Either way it doesn't make it.
Speaker 3: It doesn't.
Speaker 1: But either way it does, I feel like it doesn't
Speaker 1: define the answer that it don't for me because I
Speaker 1: like you, like.
Speaker 2: The way I ask, look, you like the way cop
Speaker 2: on the dick black, white, yellow, brown, blue, pink.
Speaker 3: It's still copping the same way on the on the deck,
Speaker 3: So what the fuck do it matter?
Speaker 1: Like sure, but I also for myself is like I
Speaker 1: never want to make myself betray it as a certain way.
Speaker 1: But I also feel like within the industry it was
Speaker 1: already set in stone certain ways before. And you know,
Speaker 1: the way that my my you know, business had and
Speaker 1: you know, in the way that my career has gone
Speaker 1: is just the way that things have, uncircumstances have gone.
Speaker 1: And I've always wanted it to be in my own
Speaker 1: mayor and do whatever. And at those times, I was
Speaker 1: already not shooting in the industry. I was in a
Speaker 1: relationship with someone who didn't want me to do a
Speaker 1: female or a male regardless of their color or their race,
Speaker 1: where I respected that, And at that time I was
Speaker 1: already out of the industry. And at this point it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, I do my only fans, I'm doing you know,
Speaker 1: solo stuff whatever, and I make great money and I
Speaker 1: feel comfortable, you know, talking to my fans at that point,
Speaker 1: at this level of wards where if you want to
Speaker 1: see me and do new stuff, I do a lot
Speaker 1: of great stuff that way. But again I haven't gotten
Speaker 1: the opportunity. But I just feel like it's really upsetting
Speaker 1: to the point where people really think that that that
Speaker 1: narrative is really true, because I feel like it's few
Speaker 1: and far between.
Speaker 2: No, no, seriously, it's it's annoying at a point because
Speaker 2: if you did it that you live in stuck like
Speaker 2: me fucking doing all inter racial and I'm not going
Speaker 2: to say like some girls that have done inter racial
Speaker 2: and then they're kind of they kind of get stuck
Speaker 2: in that genre where you know.
Speaker 3: That's what it is, and to be stuck in one
Speaker 3: genre and porn fucking sucks. I don't fuck what a
Speaker 3: bitch say, fucking sucks.
Speaker 2: You get stuck in that interracial shit, then you have
Speaker 2: to continue tontinuously book.
Speaker 3: Inter racial scenes.
Speaker 2: And then after you do that, they're gonna fucking complain
Speaker 2: that you're fucking the same fucking.
Speaker 1: Dudes and they just asked you the fuck you can't
Speaker 1: make anybody. Yes, do you think cancel culture is real?
Speaker 1: Cancel culture?
Speaker 3: Like how you know society is canceled? Baby?
Speaker 2: Well?
Speaker 1: Yeah, like how basically like how anything that people It's
Speaker 1: like basically they'll cancel these people and that everything that's
Speaker 1: going on. Do you think it's a real situation?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Unfortunately, just because the internet before I cancel, I go
Speaker 2: back and do a little bit more research and see
Speaker 2: like well wait, damn wait what happened with this situation?
Speaker 2: But a lot of people don't if they see this
Speaker 2: on the internet, and then I mean it's real. So yeah,
Speaker 2: and unfortunately, the cancel culture is real and the power
Speaker 2: of a hashtag is strong.
Speaker 1: What would you say would be your top five celebrity
Speaker 1: fuck list that I've had sex with? No, just that
Speaker 1: you want to have sex? I mean if you want
Speaker 1: to tell us to who you've had sex with, but
Speaker 1: by all means we'll tell the truth. But I'm just saying,
Speaker 1: who's your top five if you could have it your way?
Speaker 1: Five celebrities that you would could or would have sex with?
Speaker 1: Tiger Oh yeah, isn't any particular order. We just off
Speaker 1: off the dumb.
Speaker 3: We'll do this.
Speaker 1: Exactly, Hi, Tid, who's number two Trey Songs has to
Speaker 1: be one of them.
Speaker 3: Yea, I just didn't want to make it known than
Speaker 3: I did after all the first I didn't get the dick.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so you still haven't had the decks?
Speaker 3: No Number one like that Tray songs, Number one Tiger,
Speaker 3: what's three for three? Is too short? After a? Yes?
Speaker 1: Too short? Do you hear that private talks getting some pussy?
Speaker 3: I could probably who's for I'm having a brain fart?
Speaker 1: Because oh, I mean, if that's a celebrity to you,
Speaker 1: you can rock with it. Man, weel's have you fucked
Speaker 1: this dick before? I don't know. Like sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: people like miss each other and their like porn careers.
Speaker 3: You know, I feel like we're like because we have
Speaker 3: the same birthday, so.
Speaker 1: That means you're sexual like like you have the same
Speaker 1: like sexual energetic levels like magnet.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 1: I feel like people back in the day would be like, well,
Speaker 1: director Wise would be like Manuel, just like if it's
Speaker 1: something in girls, he just gets he just gets it
Speaker 1: out of them, like he just he just fu even
Speaker 1: what the for me? It wasn't like that, Like I
Speaker 1: had a great scene with him, but like I hadn't
Speaker 1: much other relationship with him because I was married and
Speaker 1: in his in like my husband was married, like friends
Speaker 1: with his well knowing that, but like they were friends,
Speaker 1: so we did family things together, so like it would
Speaker 1: be with his kids and stuff. So it was like
Speaker 1: the thought of him just like fucking me senseless just
Speaker 1: wasn't really like on the top of my But I've
Speaker 1: heard great stories from a lot of people, Like I'm
Speaker 1: not knocking it. It just wasn't for me.
Speaker 2: It just got awkward after a while after the baby
Speaker 2: was as and then then he ruined it for you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And that's what I was saying, like about the Internet.
Speaker 3: I was just like it's too much, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, Like I'm learning to people.
Speaker 1: It's almost like you wish you would like wouldn't know,
Speaker 1: Yeah you would you wouldn't but don't really know about it.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: I was like, damn, why you being mad? People just
Speaker 3: want to take pictures with you, Like, what the fuck.
Speaker 1: Can you tell me about? You know, the last like
Speaker 1: craziest like story that you had, like you were you
Speaker 1: got naked in New York with me. I was dancing
Speaker 1: for New York and capt Fire. We had a like
Speaker 1: tour like not a tour bus, but like kind of
Speaker 1: a tour bus. It's that night I was on whom.
Speaker 3: That motherfucking riding out all day. I was on her
Speaker 3: that night.
Speaker 1: Mmmmm yeah no, but I feel like there was two
Speaker 1: other girls you were too, like my other friend, Nigel's friend.
Speaker 1: You like scared her and I was like, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: I don't know you lost your phone. Your phone was there,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't there. This bitch had two phones. She
Speaker 1: literally danced out of her clothes. She won't tell you
Speaker 1: the story the way she remembers, because she's the bitch.
Speaker 1: Don't run, remember you, She like danced literally out of
Speaker 1: your clothes and you were naked in the bus. Then
Speaker 1: you were like, no, we're here, I can come out
Speaker 1: like this. I'm like, bitch, you're gonna get arrested if
Speaker 1: you go in New York like this. Minds you were
Speaker 1: only walking into the hotel and I'm like, bitch, put
Speaker 1: your coat on. You don't put your clothes that are
Speaker 1: ripped because her ass was too fat that it did
Speaker 1: not fit in any of that shit. But yes, it happened.
Speaker 1: And then we get to the elevator. This is where
Speaker 1: it gets great. So then she get we get to
Speaker 1: the floor and at this point it's staraty late because
Speaker 1: New York times are late, so the papers for the
Speaker 1: next day are already out, and she starts taking all
Speaker 1: the papers and throwing them, throwing them, throwing them everywhere,
Speaker 1: everywhere where you can see. And uh yeah. Then I
Speaker 1: got her into the room and the arm clock went off.
Speaker 1: She put the fucking thing outside. Things got weird, and
Speaker 1: then she and then actually Trica was there with us too.
Speaker 1: He was not claiming his mother. He was upset about
Speaker 1: the whole situation, kind of like he is now unbothered. Unbothered.
Speaker 1: All right, Private Talk, We're gonna take a little bit
Speaker 1: of a break and then we're gonna get to Truth
Speaker 1: with Texas. We're gonna already well, we're gonna get to
Speaker 1: know Miss Marie, but we're gonna know some questions. Oh
Speaker 1: all right, all right, we are back Private Talk, and
Speaker 1: we are ready for my favorite part, Truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: So Miss Marie Love, we are gonna play Truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: I know you know how to play. We've got four aces.
Speaker 1: Each suit is a different type of question, and we
Speaker 1: are gonna get to know you a little bit more intimately,
Speaker 1: all right, to make your first.
Speaker 6: Card east of club it's a clubs.
Speaker 1: It's a kinky question, okay, and I know you're a
Speaker 1: kinky I got to answer for that, Okay. Describe something
Speaker 1: you'd hate to do for real but find kinky to
Speaker 1: think about. Maybe something you masturbate to but you don't
Speaker 1: really like whatever. Do it in person.
Speaker 3: A DP.
Speaker 1: You've never been DP in your life.
Speaker 3: I have, but it's just like so much.
Speaker 1: So you want to go back to it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's something that's like important. It's like, oh, DP,
Speaker 2: try to get two dudes in real life? Do you
Speaker 2: want to have a dude that fucking Walmart the work
Speaker 2: at Walmart and the Barbara that I met and try
Speaker 2: to get them to fuck you together?
Speaker 1: You a freak coat free.
Speaker 2: Every think that I've done on camera is ship that
Speaker 2: I fucked with. I done no ship for cab.
Speaker 1: What type of porn turns you on amateur?
Speaker 3: Why?
Speaker 1: Because it's so raw and authentic just like me.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's raw, authentic, it's real, like nobody is giving
Speaker 2: a FuG like they're like more caring about.
Speaker 3: Like the sexual energy and not even focusing on the camera.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in an orgy of in your
Speaker 1: personal life, not not sex parties before you were in
Speaker 1: the industry. After after that's when I found out, why
Speaker 1: are you whispering? We want to know your private dog, Marie.
Speaker 1: So you've gone to orgy parties after the industry, So
Speaker 1: you must have liked the sexual like ambiance of multiple partners.
Speaker 2: I got into the industry because, like, I like to
Speaker 2: have sex, that feeling in that orgasm. Like before I
Speaker 2: was even in port, before I shot my first porn,
Speaker 2: I was fucking eighteen, no cap I had sex with
Speaker 2: four dudes in one day.
Speaker 1: Because it was like, how do you orchestrate that? Like
Speaker 1: you said, like you're talking about having you know.
Speaker 3: It was only four dudes twenty four hours, but you just.
Speaker 1: Talked about two from the fucking that dude whatever being
Speaker 1: a problem and you just said, oh, but it's only
Speaker 1: four dudes.
Speaker 2: Oh but this one what was one day was so
Speaker 2: it was like, okay, hour, this didn't work. I mean,
Speaker 2: well it wasn't even text back then.
Speaker 3: It was fucked up.
Speaker 2: I had to pay your motherfucker on the beeper and shit.
Speaker 2: And then a couple of years later I got to
Speaker 2: hit him on the next tail.
Speaker 1: Chirp like, but not the next Ceil Charp.
Speaker 3: That's why I want to come back.
Speaker 1: I'm done. I'm done. What's the most of our times
Speaker 1: you've masturbated? Oh you masturbating queen?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Basically, what is it?
Speaker 1: Number ten thirty.
Speaker 2: Until I passed the fuck out? Basics like done, wake up,
Speaker 2: like doubide.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had a sexual encounter in a crowded place?
Speaker 2: Yeah, well no, because the elevator wasn't crowded. Oh you
Speaker 2: mean I had to go to dance.
Speaker 1: For club anywhere? Yeah, that a convention a part, but
Speaker 1: it wasn't crowded when you were having elevator.
Speaker 3: Oh I have where I have jerked the guy off
Speaker 3: during landed on the airplane.
Speaker 1: Was he a stranger or your boyfriend a total stranger?
Speaker 1: Was it like full out handy or like a blanket
Speaker 1: was over?
Speaker 2: A blanket was over and it was like super awesome
Speaker 2: because you know how like when you like hit the
Speaker 2: ground and plane.
Speaker 1: Who was next to y'all? They didn't look.
Speaker 3: I was in the middle seat.
Speaker 1: I didn't care who was looking at the other place.
Speaker 1: I always intoxicated.
Speaker 3: I'm always toxicated on the flight. I hate people. I
Speaker 3: have to be drunk to function. So now I was
Speaker 3: in the middle and he was on the aisle.
Speaker 1: And I was drinking, and we was Did he come
Speaker 1: in your hand?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 1: He did on the Oh you licked it, dirty whore?
Speaker 1: Did you get his number after?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: I did, because I'm just like a real bitch. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna ghost you in a moment.
Speaker 1: I think that's great. I mean, isn't that every guy's dream?
Speaker 1: But then he's probably thinking, like, why didn't she ever
Speaker 1: ask me?
Speaker 3: But she's never going to want a wife me like
Speaker 3: you're going to be were you.
Speaker 1: Try to have someone wife? He's drinking him, you are
Speaker 1: trying to have a thrill of exactly.
Speaker 3: That's why I just go see him up front, like
Speaker 3: you know this can't go anywhere, Like I.
Speaker 1: Don't want your number. You're welcome for the handy, Yeah.
Speaker 3: After the baggage claim, Bro, you're you don't exist?
Speaker 1: Have me with my bags? You don't exist? Good thing
Speaker 1: you don't travel a lot, bitch, horrible turn that bitch
Speaker 1: over a diamonds. It was spicy shape making me job
Speaker 1: ship because it's say it, it's spicy, passed up blunts.
Speaker 1: Not sharing yet? Why are you talking on like a microphone.
Speaker 1: What's the most embarrassing moment you've ever had in a
Speaker 1: sexual encounter. Did you fart on someone, did you shoot
Speaker 1: on somebody?
Speaker 2: It was.
Speaker 3: It was one time when I forgot that I hadn't shaved.
Speaker 1: Your lead up to these stories are great.
Speaker 2: Where it was like, oh my, because I don't know
Speaker 2: if it's something reason why, Like I love being natural.
Speaker 3: I couldn't wait to get hair to girl my pussy.
Speaker 2: When I was growing up. It was like, oh, I'm
Speaker 2: a girl woman, I got hair, so when I'm not
Speaker 2: doing nothing, the pussy has hair.
Speaker 1: And I forgot because in the case said I forgot.
Speaker 3: Because I was drunk, and I'm just like yeah, and
Speaker 3: he was like, well wild, yeah that's what he said
Speaker 3: about the pussy hair.
Speaker 1: What's something that's completely off limits in the bedroom. You're like,
Speaker 1: is there anything I'm trying? You're like, I'm down. No
Speaker 1: man's ever sat on your face. That's like a that's
Speaker 1: like an out.
Speaker 3: Oh like ride my face right. No, I don't want
Speaker 3: to be like how.
Speaker 1: You put the eyeshole and bad in your mouth. You're
Speaker 1: not right, You're not honey and writing with you. You
Speaker 1: don't like that, Oh I don't.
Speaker 3: It was weird.
Speaker 2: I don't have to happen infore like where I got
Speaker 2: face raped with the asshole.
Speaker 3: And me.
Speaker 2: It's like as recorded as I'm trying to stay a
Speaker 2: cat trying I'm my uh.
Speaker 3: And the ket I'm like, oh my god, it was
Speaker 3: a lot where that comes from. It's just like.
Speaker 1: Talking about brain Brian Pumper. What did you do to
Speaker 1: Brian Pumper? You ate his booty hole?
Speaker 2: He was?
Speaker 1: You wore his fake change.
Speaker 3: The vapor?
Speaker 1: Were they fake?
Speaker 3: I saw?
Speaker 1: The last thing I heard about him is he was
Speaker 1: on the train trying to proposition girls to do like
Speaker 1: scenes or some ship like on an on an air
Speaker 1: like an air mattress and like some kind of You're like,
Speaker 1: what's changed?
Speaker 2: Because I couldn't even figure out because he has some
Speaker 2: cute young bad bitches.
Speaker 3: I got you.
Speaker 1: You have cute bitches.
Speaker 3: Cute yeah, young bad bitches.
Speaker 2: But you know, being coming in the industry when he
Speaker 2: first and Brian Proper's name was really popular.
Speaker 1: And he do you think he liked it in the
Speaker 1: booty Hall?
Speaker 2: Of course he did because he wanted to fucking double.
Speaker 2: He was trying to scene that we were supposed to
Speaker 2: be DP and just dude in a double.
Speaker 3: Ain't on me like rub his dick.
Speaker 1: Offered the double dick in the asshole?
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I'm like, hold up.
Speaker 1: Did you take two dicks in your asshole?
Speaker 3: But Bella Donna put her whole fucking hand like to
Speaker 3: hear her.
Speaker 7: I fisted somebody before, but I love Belladonna, So I
Speaker 7: just like it was comfortable exactly like and it was
Speaker 7: just like like like yeah, yeah, all.
Speaker 1: Right, next card hearts grow mntech questions.
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 3: She that's my real friend, that's my best friend.
Speaker 1: What's your favorite song to masturbate too? If you want
Speaker 1: to get in the move for a cam show, if
Speaker 1: you're feeling like yourself when you're getting your makeup.
Speaker 2: Dump and we're like, it's this song by Trey Songs
Speaker 2: called Drugs.
Speaker 1: Comes up a lot.
Speaker 2: Ray.
Speaker 1: I know you watching, I know you are fan, of.
Speaker 2: Course, all right, I know you got a couple of
Speaker 2: baby mamas now, but I'm still down to fuck you.
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Speaker 3: Shit like we Well one was Wow, I'll make it quick.
Speaker 3: I was at the club with.
Speaker 2: Like three, I think three of my girlfriends and somebody
Speaker 2: called me through to try to do a booty call
Speaker 2: and I'm like, yo, I'm out and I'm having a
Speaker 2: girl's night, you know what I'm saying. And my girls
Speaker 2: just like, wait, what's going on? Oh my goodness, Just dude,
Speaker 2: you know he's trying to fuck or whatever, you know,
Speaker 2: And he's.
Speaker 1: Like, wha, they like trying to fuck us all orgie,
Speaker 1: most men are ready for that.
Speaker 2: He was.
Speaker 1: All came down.
Speaker 3: Nice. Yeah, I like your friends. Yeah, we share share his.
Speaker 1: Car, sharing his carried.
Speaker 3: Give the blessings everyone.
Speaker 1: Would you ever or have you ever had sex with
Speaker 1: someone else while someone was sleeping in the same room?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Dirty?
Speaker 2: Dirty?
Speaker 1: Was it on the same bend?
Speaker 3: No? All right?
Speaker 1: Do you have any questions for your favorite big booty?
Speaker 3: Ooh, it's the last time you had sex?
Speaker 1: When's the last time I had sex? That is a
Speaker 1: private conversation. The last time I had sex U not
Speaker 1: soon enough, you know what I mean. The drought is
Speaker 1: not that great. It's one of those things that being
Speaker 1: a single lady and not knowing that dating is really
Speaker 1: difficult because it's like hard to like find a real one.
Speaker 1: And yeah, because now it's like, you know, I've done porn,
Speaker 1: I've had all those sexual things whatever, but like I'm
Speaker 1: simulated sexually different ways, Like I have to really like
Speaker 1: someone and nobody's really putting that effort out there, so
Speaker 1: I don't really have someone that's you know, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So it's like what those things. But
Speaker 1: I'm open to finding a partner and you know whatever
Speaker 1: and sharing those things whatever. But you know, until that
Speaker 1: time comes, we're here private talk or I'm just