Speaker 1: Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of the Typical
Skeptic Podcast. I have another fascinating guest with me today.
I have with me Marisol Smiley. She's an experiencer of
you know, like alien contact.
Speaker 2: She's a star seed. She's also a mom and a grandmother,
and uh, you.
Speaker 3: Know what I like to do is you showcase the
everyday people that are going through these events, because it
shows that it's really happening, and it's like, you know
that it's a it's a real thing that's happening to
people all throughout you know, our our history here, and
I want to document it because it's uh, it's yeah.
But Marisol, thank you so much for coming on.
Speaker 2: How are you?
Speaker 4: I'm great. Thank you for having me my first experience,
and I just like to jump into it right away
because it's been throughout my whole life.
Speaker 2: That's a start when you were a kid.
Speaker 4: It started when I was only three years old, and
it wasn't scary. We lived in I was born in Hartford, Connecticut,
and we were born and raised in Connecticut, and our
parents were pastors, So what I knew was basically only
scripture and we didn't watch TV. My parents really controlled
everything that we did, including music and television, how we dressed,
everything we were you could say like evangelist, but we
held the Sabbath, you know, Holy not Sunday. So I'm
three years old. Yeah, yeah, and you know, my parents
were from Puerto Rico, so it was very hard for
them as well. And they had very good friends here
in the United States, including David Wilkerson, who was a
preacher in Philadelphia and all over the Northeast, and he
assisted my parents and married them in Philadelphia. So it
is nineteen sixty six. I was born in nineteen sixty three.
I am sleeping with my older sister, who's about maybe
seven at this time. She's like four years older than myself.
So we're sleeping together and I feel the blanket being
pulled off me. And my sister's always playing with me,
you know, doing little things before we went to bed,
you know, we'd play and mess around, and I thought
it was her, and you know, so I just grabbed
my blanket and pulled it back up over me, and
I laid back down and then suddenly I feel the
blanket coming off me again. This time it came completely
off me and it fell to foot of the bed.
So I sit up and I nudged my sister and
I tell her stop doing that. You know, I'd like
to go to sleep, you know, stop joking around. But
I realized she was weak, so I just went down
to the foot of the bed and I grabbed the blanket.
And as I'm grabbing the blanket, I feel something touched
my hand. So I look and I see a little
blue kid. It was like a toddler, just like me,
but they were blue. If there were three of them,
and one was by the window and two.
Speaker 5: Were by the foot of the bed, so they look
exactly like humans, except their eyes were darker and their
hair was black, jet black, but they didn't have a
lot of hair.
Speaker 4: They were like little like little children, except their skin
was blue. And they were very small. They were like me,
but a little smaller than me. I'm three, and I'm
right now, I'm five to three. But then I don't
know why. It was just a baby. So I feel
this touch and I see these two little kids, and
it smiled at me, so I smiled back. I'm happier.
I got somebody to play with right now. You know,
my sister's sleeping. Somebody's playing with me. So I take
the blanket and I put it over my head and
I lay on my tummy, and then I feel myself
being levitated off the bed and the blanket falls off me,
and I am literally in the air being levitated by
these little people, these little kids. So they're levitating me,
and they're taking me through the house and I go
and I look at my mom and my dad sleeping,
and my brother and my other brother on the other side.
And then they bring me back to my bedroom where
me and my sister are, and then there's the window there,
and they started like floating me towards the window, and
I got nervous. I didn't see a craft, because people
asked me, did you see you know a craft when
you were going to the window. Honestly, all I saw
was a bright light. I didn't see anything but this
bright light. And I said, in my mind, I'm not
supposed to go outside. I'm not allowed. So they floated
me back to the middle of the bedroom. They laid
me back down gently. I just got up and went
to bed. I didn't think anything of it, and nothing
occurred to me that I could recall, except for when
they would come and they would take me somewhere. I
don't know how they took me. I don't recall how
I got there. But I was in a room with
these little blue children, and I believe there were maybe
two more children, but they were human looking like me,
and they threw these little, tiny, triangular little puzzle pieces
in front of us. I don't know what to do
with these puzzle pieces. I looked at the puzzle pieces,
and I looked at them, and I looked at the
other kids, and so I picked up one of the
pieces and I put it in my hand, and I
picked up another piece, and I started putting these little
triangle things together. And as soon as I got one right,
it would levitate and it would swirl around me. And
it was fun every time I got one right, every
time all of us got one right, they would float
and hover around us. And then I don't remember anything
else after that until I was the age of six,
and we moved from that house where we were at
with the little blue children, and we moved to Baltimore
Street in Hartford. My sister Naomi and I had had
a bedroom. My younger sister, Jeanie was just a baby,
and it was a beautiful house it was beautiful, and
I remember us going to church. It was summer of
nineteen sixty nine, and we always would go and visit
some people in their homes and pray for them and
talk to them about Jesus, just you know, regular church
stuff that my parents always did. And they took us
with them. So I go home. I'm really tired. It
was a very hot day and it was our early afternoon,
and I went to bed. I hear I don't know
how long I was asleep for. All I know is
that I'm hearing sobbing. I'm hearing children crying. Now I'm
just thinking about it makes me a little scared. My
heart jumps a little bit. So I opened my eyes
and I saw these gray monsters all around me. There
were like five grays around me. I freaked out. I
tried to lash out at one of them, and he
held my hand down and put my hand down to
my side. So I was terrified. I didn't know what
to do. I didn't know what was happening to me.
I I freaked out. They're trying to calm me down,
but I'm not calm. Yeah. They were, they were, they
were they were the grays as a matter of fact,
I drew a picture of them of what one of
them looked like. It was grays, and they were standing
all around me. They had me laying down on this
this oval table that retracted into the wall or something.
This is what it looked like like that. Their faces
were kind of frowning, and the little blue children looked
like that. But I'm not a great artist, and I
wasn't great with the hair, so I didn't add any
hair yet.
Speaker 2: But you need researchers to who these little blue children
might have been.
Speaker 4: I when I was in middle school, well, I remember
reading mythology about the Hindu gods and that they were blue,
and they resemble those people. They resemble the blue. Their
skin was blue. They looked very human. They didn't look
to me, they didn't look alarming like the grays. They
didn't look different that different than myself. The little blue
children looked more like more human now. The grays did
not look human to me. I thought the grays were demons.
When I opened my eyes and I saw these monsters
around me, I panicked. I freaked out. I sorry. I
tried to las shout at one of them. He held
my hand down and I could turn my head a
little bit and I see I see another gray. He's
a tall gray. He's got like this belt thing. He
looks more authoritative, like he was controlling the little ones.
There were people there, there were adults, and there were children.
They had taken all of us.
Speaker 2: I think at this point, I was.
Speaker 4: On the ship. I was on this ship. I was
on a spaceship. It was I'm gonna it was like
a foggy in there. Like the spaceship itself had its own,
its own environment, but it was like it was like
being in the jungle. I felt really hot and sweaty,
the humidity. Nineteen sixty nine, September of nineteen sixty nine.
I'm six at that age, I'm six.
Speaker 1: What's weird is like it seemed like in the sixties, seventies, eighties,
and nineties, it seemed like it was really common for
these gray abductions to happen. That's why, you know, And
it doesn't seem like they're happening as much now and
for whatever reason.
Speaker 2: But like you know, like I don't know if they
got what they needed or you know what I mean, Like.
Speaker 4: It's I have no clue, but they are still around
and they do come, which is I'm happy to know
that they haven't harmed me. They didn't hurt me. It
was just brightening because I had never seen anything like
them before. So I was really completely utterly shocked and afraid.
I was six years old, so I'm freaking out. I
turned my head a little bit and I could see
this boy standing there, and I'm looking at and I'm
wondering to myself, why is he just standing there? Why
aren't they, you know, doing anything to him, you know,
And I look at him, like, please help me. So
I could hear in my mind the little boy says,
it's okay, Everything's going to be okay, and that calmed me.
So now I'm a little bit more calm. But I
looked down at myself because I'm trying to figure out
how to get out of there, and I see I
could see through my skin. They had me completely naked.
They had me completely naked on this table, and I
could see everything. I could see my bones, I could
see my veins. It brightened me. It shocked me. I
think I was going into shock when I saw that
they were looking inside me on this table. It allowed
them to see I looked like a jellyfish. My skin
was transparent. I could see my guts, I could see
my veins. It really brightened me. I think I was
going into shock when I saw that. Then suddenly the
light of the table came off and I was normal again.
I could see myself again, my normal self, my skin
and everything, except I couldn't see my insides. So I
calmed myself down. That calmed me. So then suddenly the
table starts like leaning forward and I start slipping down,
and I said to myself, here's my chance to get away.
I'm still trying to figure out how to get away
and why am i there. So as the table goes
down and retracts into this wall space, I'm sliding down,
but I don't go down. I'm trying to make myself heavy.
You know how when a child doesn't want their parents
to take them anywhere, and they just make themselves heavy
so they don't you know, Well, I did that. It
didn't work. I was literally levitating behind this grave and
I am seeing these children. They're about, I don't know,
all ages fourteen. I saw a little toddler who was
maybe like three years old, little colored boy just sitting
there on this table and it wasn't on, so I
couldn't see his guts or anything. But I could just
see this little baby sitting on this table, this little boy.
And then I see these kids and these people on
this cobby hole in these walls they had, like the
ship had like some sort of a cobby hole, like
an indentation where they would put us in. And there's
no doors, there's no bars. But once you're in there,
you can't get out. You cannot get out. So I
see this girl, she's crouched down and she's like this,
she's holding onto her legs like this, and she's maybe
to me she was a lady. She may have been
maybe like I don't know, fifteen fourteen, I don't know,
a teenager. But the look in her face of fear
and she was like gripping her legs like this. It
frightened me even more. They're gonna put me in this wall,
and what's gonna happen to me in these walls? And
then I see flash when they put some of these
people in the wall, they were disappearing in a flash.
Now I am freaking out again. I'm freaking out again.
Oh my god, they're gonna put me in these walls
and I need to get out. So I look at
the boy, and this boy is standing there and he
sees that they're putting me in the wall, and he's
like following behind the gray and following behind me. But
he's walking, he's not floating, I am, which really freaked
me out too. So they put me in this cubbyhole
and I see the girl that was hugging her knees
suddenly flash and she's gone. So I'm trying to get
out of this wall, and I realized that there's like
a barrier there. I cannot get out. I cannot get out.
I'm trying to get the little boy's attention. He could
see me. He comes to the wall. He tries to
help me get out, but he couldn't help me. And
the next thing I know, I'm outside of the craft.
I am outside. I'm on the ground and I'm laying
on my back and I have this beam of light
over me. But I could see there's three grades. There's
one above me to towards my head and two down
underneath this beam thing that looked kind of like a tunnel.
I don't know how to explain it, but they go
into this beam and they beam up real quick into
this this this light that was above the house. It
was basically this ship. The ship had multiple colors, purple, blue, green,
and it kept on going all these colors. Suddenly the
light comes off of me. The other gray is gone,
and I sit up. I stood up, and I'm freaking out.
We just moved into this house. I'm outside. What happened
to me? Happened to me? I don't know how I
got there. I'm trying to figure out is this a dream?
What is happening to me? How come I'm outside? Now?
I'm outside. My parents were strict. My dad was he
would spank us. I was very scared to even knock
on my door because I knew I wasn't supposed to
be outside and I was going to get spanked by
my dad. So I found some rocks. Lived on the
second floor, and I tried to throw the rocks to
the window to my bedroom window to wake my sister up.
And I had never thrown rocks before, but I did.
I finally woke her up and she opened the window
and she motioned me to go to the door that
she would open the door. So I go upstairs and
I'm standing there in front of the door, scared to
death because I'm outside. I know I'm gonna I'm in
trouble for this, but I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do. So my mom opens
the door, not my sister, and my mom grabs me
by my hair and she pulls me aside. She's angry.
She tells me to go to bed, that I had
to explain to my dad how I got outside. The
very next morning, we're having breakfast and my dad walks
into the kitchen and my mom tells me to please
explain to my father how I got outside last night.
I looked at my mom, and I looked at my dad,
and I says, Mommy and daddy, you guys are right.
Are real and monsters And they took me out of
my room and left me outside last night. My dad
didn't believe it at all. He he got so upset
that he backhanded me. I fell. I ran to my
bedroom and hid under the bed. I don't know how
much time went by after that happened. These men came
to the house. Now I see this black car.
Speaker 2: Beautiful.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm serious, I see this beautiful black car. It
looked like.
Speaker 2: When the men in black something really yeah.
Speaker 4: They really my parents really didn't know about the government
stuff like that. They thought that they were in trouble
for something. But then when they realized that it wasn't them,
that it had something to do with me, things got
really bad for me. Uh. These men came and I
call and I say, Mom, there's this black car and
he's parking with Daddy parks the car and they're coming.
They're coming to the house. And she says, okay, So,
my mom, we have a lot of respect for authority, authority, figures,
the government. You know, my mom and my dad they
taught us, you know, to love our country and to
have respect for authority. So my older sister opens the
door and she lets these two men. And now these
are tall white men. They look normal. They don't look
like amiens or anything like people are saying. Now. They
look normal, but they were very thin and tall. They
were wearing a fedoras. They were wearing navy blue suits
and black shoes. One of them corrals me, my sister
and my other my my brother Francisco, my brother Israel,
and my baby's sister Jeanie into one bedroom and then
they bring my mom and my dad to the kitchen.
Now there's a hallway between the kitchen and our bedroom.
So one of them kept on coming from where they
had my parents to look at us. And they kept
on looking at us, and just you know, coming from
one room to another, and I could hear my dad crying.
I'm freaking out. What's happening? Why is Daddy crying? You know?
My dad's upset, he's crying. And then they're calling into
my brother's room. They're going into my brother's room, this
other man, and he's pulling pictures off the walls. He's
taking my brother's pictures. He's taking my drawings. Because I
drew the aliens. I drew the little gray guys, and
I drew the ship. I drew because I didn't have
any other way of expressing myself or what had happened
to me. I was not allowed to talk about it,
and even if I was, I wouldn't because of the
way my dad reacted it. You know, he hit me.
So it scared the crap out of me. And this
these men scared my dad and my mom. So now
I am in tell you what they said to them.
They were talking my mom and my dad never really
discussed anything personal or anything like that with us, but
they both discussed with other people in church. So that
afternoon we went to church, and I heard my mom
talking with these ladies from church about these men in black.
These men came, she said, and they took all our pictures.
I don't understand why they took my sons and my
daughter's drawings, and we're not supposed to talk about it.
I don't understand. We're in trouble. I didn't, did she.
She was telling these women about these men. But at
the same time, my mom really didn't understand why. I mean,
she spoke English, but she really didn't understand it too well.
You know, we're Puerto Rican. And my older sister, Naomi,
she was the one that would interpret from my mom
and dad, and they kept my sister out of the kitchen.
She was the one the interpreter. I don't know how
they communicated with my dad and my mom. My mom
and dad understood English, but they didn't speak it very well.
So these men leave. My brother's crying. I'm crying because
my brother's upset. They took our paintings, they took our drawings,
they took even stuff that had nothing to do with
I believe it had nothing to do with the Grace
or what happened to me. But they kind of took
a whole bunch of stuff out of our house and
they never brought it back.
Speaker 2: You know what.
Speaker 1: I just realized what this could be because if you
think about, like what Darryl Simon says, the Alien Hunter,
he says, sometimes when the aliens touched stuffy, it was
a residue on it.
Speaker 2: So the aliens could have been in your house touching
things and could have left the residue on it. And
they can run.
Speaker 1: A black light over that and see and they can
they can test that, you know, for what whatever it is.
Speaker 4: You know, and I don't know what it was, but
they took a lot of things. So then I tried
to put all that out of my mind and thenn't
speak about it again until it happened to me when
I was nine. Again. They came back when I was nine,
but this time it was different. I did not see
the grades. This time. There was a storm. There was
a lot of thunder and lightning, and I'm afraid of
lightning and thunder, you know, little kids usually are. So
my older sister, she's like thirteen now and I am nine,
and so we're sleeping across from each other, and she's
her that the head of her bed is by the window,
so you know, the sunlight comes into the window. She's
the first one to reach sunlight, and I'm on the
other side. So I asked her, says, Naomi, it's raining
and the thunder, and I'm scared. Can I least lay
down with you? And she says to me, no, no,
you can't lay down with me. Stay in your own bed.
So I'm sitting up. I'm scared. I'm covered up, and
I'm sitting up on my bed looking, you know, leaning
against the wall, looking at my sister and hoping that
she let me lay down with her because I was scared.
Suddenly I see lightning. I see this splash of light,
and this beam comes into the room and it takes
my sister. She's gone. My sister is gone, and I
am freaking out. I am so scared. I am frozen.
A beam of light like it looks like lightning, a
beam like a light beam like when you know how
when lightning strikes that you see that blue beam like
like like that, and my sister was gone. Her blanket
just went down and I called. I said, Naomi, Naomi,
and she wouldn't respond to me. So I froze there.
I don't know how long, but it was a long
time before they brought her back. The next thing, I know,
the lightning and the thunder happened again. And then the
lightning flash came again, but this time I saw a man.
I saw this man and he looked he had a robot.
He looked human. He had gray hair up to his shoulders,
and he brought my sister back. So, I, you know,
I'm still not sure what's going on. I'm thinking this
is Moses. Moses took my sister. He brought her back.
So my sister comes back in the flash and I
see that the blanket goes back up, and I said, Naomi,
what happened? Did Moses take you? And she looked at
me and she said no. She says, it wasn't Moses.
It was Jesus. I says, but I saw Moses. She goes, no,
it was Jesus. This says, well, how do you know
it was Jesus. She said that when he extended her
hand out to her, she said that she saw a
whole than his wrisk like he had holes in his risk.
So I was like, oh, my God, she saw Jesus.
You know, I didn't think anything bad. I believe in God.
You know, my parents are.
Speaker 2: Religious shaping you.
Speaker 1: So they might have known you were religious and they
wanted you to think of something that would be more
appealing to you.
Speaker 4: Yeah. After Yes, later on in life, when I started
talking to people and doing a little bit more researched,
I realized that some of these beings do that so
that they can calm us so that we are more approachable.
I've learned a lot. I've learned that in the years
that all this has happened to me, I still had
no answers. I didn't start really getting answers and putting
the puzzle together until about twenty twelve. And there were
other things that my family had experienced that I was
unaware of. I have an uncle that is eighty nine
years old right now, and I used to think he
was crazy, all of us did, because he would talk
about these angelic beans coming to see him. And I
still I believe that if you did not go to
church and you did not obey God's laws, that you
were not going to see angels or be approached by angels.
You know, I thought that you really had to be
worthy to be approached by these beings, that you had
to be like, you know, a priest or somebody really
up there. And I realized that now that there are
these beings that that we have called angels and are
considered like angels, but that's it's not what they are.
They're basically other beings that are in charge of re
establishing life and keep life going on this planet and
many others. They take our DNA, and not only that,
they take many other things from us. They use certain
things from our bodies and our even our consciousness. I
don't know. I through research of my own and my
own experience later on in life, things started really really
changing for me. I became a mom at a very
early age age age I was fifteen. When I became
a mama. I had not gone to church from the
age of thirteen to now to this day. I believe
that God does exist, But to me God it sisted
every living being and every living thing around me, and God,
to me, is much bigger than what we tried to
make it. These beings told me this, the Shining Ones,
I call them the shining ones because they're very luminous,
they very in size and type. All right, I'm nine.
Moses supposedly took my sister, but it wasn't most It's
just it was Jesus. I honestly don't know what it was,
but to me, he looked like Moses. He was wearing
clothing that you would see people in Egypt or Iran
wearing the robes and stuff like that, but these ropes
were white. Now, no matter how much I tried to
ask and inquire in church and to my elders, including
my mother, about these beings, these angelic beings, my mother
did tell me that these beings did walk among men.
And the reason that she never spoke about certain things
that happened to her as well was because of my father.
My father was very strict and very controlling. So my
family has been dealing with these tall white beings or
before I was even born. So I thought my uncle
was crazy it would talk about these beings, but I
really didn't believe it. I thought it was you know,
I thought it was crazy, but it wasn't. So now
this I didn't have another experience again until I was
about until I was about eighteen. I'm seventeen eighteen. I
got my apartment and it's me and my baby. She's
two years old. I'm seventeen. I was with their dad
for nine years, but he was very unfaithful. He had
a lot of other girls that he would see. But
I was very young and innocent and very naive, and
I wanted to just be with that one person. I
didn't believe in sharing myself with anyone, or just because
he left me or he's with someone else, that I
was going to do the same. I have morals, and
I was raised differently. I went to sleep with my daughter.
I was pregnant, but I hadn't gotten checked or anything,
but I knew I was pregnant. I had missed my period.
I knew I was pregnant, but I was scared. Here
I am. I already have a two year old. I'm
pregnant again. I'm scared to have this other child because
I'm going to be stuck with this person, and I
know this person isn't right for me. So I went
to sleep with my daughter and I had this dream.
I dreamt that these beings took me, This tall, pale
looking white man took me, and he brought me to
this forest place and it was a dream. To me,
it was a dream. I still think it was a dream.
It felt like a dream, but it was real because
of the march that I was left when I woke up. Okay,
so they took me into this forest. I'm sitting there
with this lady. I really can't see the lady very well,
but she's sitting there and I am there. I know
that I'm not wearing any clothes. I am completely nude
and this lady is also nude, and she's sitting there.
And I'm sitting there and I'm like, well, why am
I in this foresty place? So then I see this
tall being. He was very very tall. My head reached
his waist and he motioned me to come, so I
follow him and he does this motion and this light
opens up, like this orb thing comes out and it
opens up and it's getting bigger and bigger, and then
I'm inside this ball. I'm inside this ball thing with
this tall, angelic looking being and he's taking me somewhere.
I don't know where he's taking me, but he's taking
me somewhere, and I feel you know how when you
get that vertigo feeling, I feel vertigo. I feel vertigo.
I feel sick, like I'm going to throw up, but
I don't. Suddenly I find myself on this bed. I'm
on this bed, and I don't want to be in
this bed. It looks like a you know, the best
that they bring you when you go to the doctor.
But this bed was kind of weird. It had these
things that like clamps or something that would clamp your hands,
your wrist, your ankles, and then there was another thing
that protruded upward that opened your legs. It was something
that protruded, like opened my legs. I freaked out. I
didn't want this to happen to me. I'm fighting. I
don't want this. I'm looking at this lady. I see
this lady talking with these two tall white beings. They glowed.
They were so white, they're kind of like paper. And
their hair was very, very white. But you could see
their skull through the hair. But they had hair. You
could see the hair and the beautiful big blue eyes.
So this lady comes towards me, and I want her
to help me. I need for her to help me
get out of there. And so she's just takes her
hands and she puts them like this on my head.
And she looks at my face and she says to me,
calm down, you agreed to this, And I'm looking at her, like,
what the hell are you talking about. I agreed to this,
Calm down, I agreed to this. They were taking my baby.
They took my baby. They took my baby. Yeah, they
took my baby out of me. I saw them take
my baby out of me, and and they put it
into like this little vessel thing and the silver thing,
and like went into like a funnel, like the fetus.
They took it with everything. The little you could I
could see it, everything, the placenta, everything, like a little sack,
like a little little egg. My baby, they took it.
So I'm like, what are you doing? Why are you
taking my baby? And he was telling me that it
wasn't my baby, that it was their baby, and that
they they choose, they choose me among many other people
on this planet that they choose to breed, to keep.
I don't know what to keep human life, I guess
I don't know, but they took my baby. So I
wake up to the father of my children, and I
wake up to him and he kisses me and he
wakes me up, and so I sit up, and he
notices something and his eyes open up and he looks
at me, and he says, where have you been? I says,
I've been here sleeping. It feels to me, where did
you get those marks on your wrist? I still, I
did not even know that I had anything wrong. I
didn't know that I had any marks anything. He pointed
everything out. I have very, very, very long hair. So
he takes my wrist and he looks at my wrist,
and I'm really I'm realizing I've got these marks on
my wrist, these tiny little little holes in my in
my wrists, they're shaped like a triangle. Then I've got
these yeah, And then I've got these marks between my knees,
like you know, my inner thighs right here, and I'm
both my inner thighs. I've had these this marks. And
then I had them on my ankles. And then in
the back of my neck on my left side, I
had another mark that was like a circle with a
line down and it was all like little dots, like
tiny little dots making these shapes, triangular shapes, and this
other shape. So he leaves, man who gave you those
hickeys who can and obviously you know they're not hickeys.
You could tell, you could see all the little dots
and everything else. I don't know what to say to him.
I don't even know how I got these marks or anything.
I was dreaming. I was dreaming and they took my baby.
So I'm bleeding and wake up. I'm bleeding, you know.
I go to the bathroom, and I'm really happy that
I didn't tell him that I was pregnant. I didn't
want to be with him, to be honest with you,
I didn't love him. I just felt an obligation to
stay with him because he's the father of my children,
and that's the way I was raised. You know, when
you're with that person, that's that person for the rest
of your life, for better for worse. Even though we
weren't legally married or anything. My mom, my mom convinced
me that I had to stay with this person because
you know, my reputation and what have you in religion,
things like that. So I put it out of my
mind because in a way, you know, you go through
this denial stage in your life. You don't want to
believe certain things. You're still kind of in shock, So
I didn't talk about that anymore, didn't mention it to
him ever. Again, I didn't talk about it. I had
two more children with this man. We were together for
nine years. So now we break up, and it is
nineteen eighty six. My son was born. So I was
having a hard time in my life. And it was
the eighties and the father my children, he was arrested,
so they put them away for a while. And so
this time, now I'm free, I can leave. I'm having
an interview Innene, so now i can leave, and I
can I'm free, I'm free from this person on and
so I go and I stay with my sister. My
kids are staying with my mom, and my sister only
has a small little apartment. I couldn't stay with my
mom because she didn't have enough room for all of us,
so I stayed with my sister. My sister lived in
this beautiful condo in Southington. It was beautiful that one
of the walls was just a complete window from the
floor to the ceiling, so you could see the woods
out in the back and everything was just beautiful. So
I was sleeping on the couch in her in her
condo and I'm sleeping and I feel this light on
my face. I feel this light, so I opened my
eyes and I just turned. I didn't think nothing of it.
I didn't think it was etis. All these years, even
though I've had this experience, I don't want people calling
me crazy, So I said, you know, I didn't talk
about it or anything. You know, I didn't want I
didn't want to be looked at this at the like
my uncle, you know, the crazy the crazy lady. So
I turn away from the light and I turned towards
the back of the couch. And then suddenly I find
myself outside. I'm outside and I see this head, glowing head.
I see this glowing head, and I am like, wow,
what the heck is that? At first, I didn't even
know if it was ahead or what it was, because
it looked like a light, like a light coming towards me.
But I see suddenly like this shimmer like next to me.
I feel like staticky and I feel you know this
staticky fee. I'm barefoot, I'm outside and wondering what the
hell am I doing out here? But I'm still thinking
in my mind, I'm thinking, oh, this is just a dream,
you know, this is a dream. This is not really happening,
and this is man. He's about eight or nine feet tall.
Whatever outfit he was wearing. Once that I started feeding
that tinkling feeding, I started seeing these little circuitry in
the air. But it wasn't in the air. It was
literally what he was wearing. And he was standing next
to me. He was so big and tall. I thought
it was in the air, but it was actually his clothes.
It was like some sort of a cloaking device or
something that he had on his clothes. I could only
see his head, but then when he started moving, I
could see all these little chip things on his clothes.
I realized, Oh my god, this is a man. This
is someone standing next to me, and he looks down
on me, and I really had no I couldn't stop
from going with this man. I didn't even know why
the hell I was following him. I was just following
this guy into the woods behind my sister's condo. Now
this being his head is glowing. He's about a nine
feet tall. My head was like to his shoulders, to
the belt part, you know. My head was around this
part of his body. So he was really big. And
because his head was glowing, and I couldn't really make
out what his face was like. I thought it was
just like a glowing ball or something. I really didn't
know what it was until his outfit did a glitch
or something to it where I could actually see him.
I could see he's wearing this really tight suit on.
He's very very tall, and his head is glowing. He's
got something like a watch, like the like the Ano knakis,
something like that that I saw. So I'm following him
into the woods. He waves his hand and a hole
opens up in the forest starts getting bigger and bigger,
a portal. Literally, he opened up a portal in the forest.
I'm stepping through. I stepped through this portal, and I'm
on a ship. Everything inside is seamless, like it was.
There's no ribbits. You can't even at first, you know,
I really couldn't tell even if I was on a
ship or anything. It seemed like I was in a place.
So it kind of like curved, And I'm following this
being through this curved area and suddenly it opens up
into this big space and there's this huge rectangular marble
wall floating floating there, and I'm like, what the heck
is that. So I see this thing floating there, and
I see this tall man standing and now I could
release see him. He's now I could see that he
is wearing this really tight fitting outfit. He's you know,
he's standing in this wall and he waives his hand
on the wall. As he waves his hand on the wall,
all these spark things started shooting out of this wall.
I'm I'm thinking, oh my god, this, you know, is
it going to explode? What is that? You know? This
is nineteen eighty nine, September, I believe it was September fifteenth.
Suddenly these balls of little light things started swirling around
me and forming a solar system like in the movie Prometheus,
where the solar shit. I've heard about it, well, something
like that, but it wasn't as like the one in Prometheus.
This was really bizarre. It was like the whole room
was like a projector or something, I don't know what.
And suddenly it was like I was standing in outer
space with these solar system things, but I was still
in this ship. It seemed like I was just in space.
The way it seemed to me like I was in space.
So I see these solar systems and he's trying to
communicate with me about where he's from, where they're from,
and I'm really not really paying much attention because I'm
in all with everything that's around me. I'm trying to
figure everything out. I'm looking all around me, and I
could see suddenly everything just goes back into the wall.
And then I see like these benches and these seats
and this big window, and it seemed to me like
I was in some kind of a place, kind of
like I don't know. It looked like like like a greenhouse,
like some sort of a greenhouse place, and there were
all these different kind of plants, and it looked really beautiful.
It looked like, well, it looked like Earth, but it
wasn't Earth. It was like on a ship. Like they
had everything on this ship. They had trees, they had everything,
everything you could think of. So then I see, I'm
looking to the right of this floating marble wall, and
I see this huge door thing. It looked like a door,
like an entrance, but there were like levels, like layers
to this door, Like there's a door and then there's
this big space, and then there's another door, and then
there's a big space. So I see this light coming
from this huge door, and the whole, like the whole environment,
everything kind of really changed, like the whole mood, the
whole everything changed. So I see this giant coming towards
me this light, but I could see a silhouette of
a giant man walking towards me in these big strides.
So I'm thinking, oh my God, what is this? You know,
what are you all? What kind of an angel are you?
And he starts. I start saying, you know, are you
a kid a wing instead of being a cherub, a seraphim?
I mean, what are you? And he said to me
like this, We have been called by many names, and
I said why me? And he said to me like this,
We choose people and tribes on the earth and we
follow them throughout their life. So I'm thinking to myself, Wow,
what is this? Is this God? I am ready I'm
so scared. I'm shaking. I thinking, you know, I am dying.
I am in front of God. What is this? So
I am ready to literally kiss his feet because it
was frightening, and I don't know just the whole the
way it carried itself was of authority. You could tell
that he was very respected. So I see his big
feet in front of me. I'm calculating to myself, Oh
my god, if this person were to just step on me,
he crushed me, my whole chest. We just crushed me.
So instead of, you know, when I was ready to
do that, he stops me and he says, no, Stan,
do not kneel before me, because I am just like you.
I'm like, oh my god, how could he say he's
just like me? He's glowing. I mean, I'm not glowing.
What is he talking about? That he's just like me.
What he let me understand was that they the human
race has been genetically modified, and we have genetic DNA
of these beings as well. We carry their genes and
they carry our genes within them. They choose people from
not only our earth, but many other places, and they
genetically splice things together and create and keep life going.
There are many well, he let me understand, and what
I'm learning. What I'm learning now is that there are
vast different species of these angelic looking beings. Just like
the human race is diverse, so are these beings. They're diverse. Well,
that happened to me in nineteen eighty nine at my
sister's house. These beings really freaked me out. There was
a doctor there. Okay, I am in front of this
ginormous man. He's maybe like, I don't know, twenty four
twenty five feet tall, as big as a freaking tree.
I'm looking at these big feet and literally he had
six toes. Yeah, like a nephelin. Wow. But I don't
know if it was a nephelm. I didn't even think
of mentioning that because to me, it didn't look I
relate the Nephilans with something dark, and this being was light.
I mean he was light. Literally, the light was coming
out of him, I don't know, like an aura, a
splendor of light that was blinding. Literally, he dimmed himself
so that I could look at him. Because even him
speaking to me, I could feel, you know how when
you go to like a concert of you know, and
you're too closer to a club and you could feel
the vibration of the music in your chest. That's how
I felt when he spoke. I could feel it through
my body. So that's that scared me. You know, I thought,
you know, I'm dead, you know, I'm in front of
God or his angels. Something something is happening here. And
then I started asking him, why me, because I haven't
gone to church. I relate these beings with religious things,
you know, like angelic beings, things like that. I did
not know that they are these beings that are angelic,
but they're not like angels the way we think of
them as angels. They're not here to you know, rescue
you and help you like that, you know, like we think.
You know, they do help us, and they do give us,
guide us and assist us, but they can't really really
intervene the way we think. The way I thought, you know,
I thought, oh, you know, I'm I believe in God
and I go to church. You know, I'm safe and
and you know, angels are going to come and they're
going to help me. And I thought differently. But what
they taught me was that there is technology that we
don't even we that is so beyond what we have,
that is like magic. I mean, he could literally he
could say something and and like like I was thirsty,
I got thirsty. I asked for something to drink, and
this little doctor guy think gave me something to drink.
And the next thing I know, I am seeing other beings.
Like what he gave me to drink allowed me to
see the other entities that I could not see that
were right there with me, which was which was also
really scary for me. Oh, I drew him too old,
God he was he looked his skin his skin had
the texture of a catfish, and he had faced kind
of like a catfish. But but he was very very pale.
Hold On, I had a picture. I drew him too
somewhere here. But he gave me something to drink, and
once I drank that, here he is. He looked like that,
and he gave me this drink. I drank it and
my thirst was completely gone. But I started seeing stuff.
I started seeing these other entities. And there was these
one entities that were like kind of like light beings,
but they were really small and and there there the
light that was emitting out of their back was like
a prism and it caused like a rainbow, so they
looked kind of like a butterfly. And then there were
these smaller little beings that looked like children. There were
there were they looked like grace, but they were pale,
like really really white. And then they had other little
brown ones with a longer back part of their head,
but they were little like a little two and three
year olds just walking around doing things, you know, So
then I'm skipping a lot from that experience. This was
in nineteen eighty nine. What this angelic giant showed me
was that there are other crafts. They look black. There
were these ugly looking ships all over Saturn. He said
that we need to be wary of those. I don't
know why he showed me this. This is nineteen eighty nine.
There were these crafts parked in the Rings of Saturn waiting.
It was like a warning, But I don't know. This
is nine. Who am I going to warn? I mean,
I didn't have no internet, no cell phone. I mean,
this is stuff that they're showing me. And I didn't
even know that this stuff even existed, you know.
Speaker 1: Telling you that there's craft and the Rings of Saturn
that we have to be worried about.
Speaker 4: Yes, there's crafts. They're black crafts. They look kind of
like the Black Knight, but they have they're different. They're
kind of shaped like the Black Knight, but they have
more point or things on them. There's a fleet l
what do you mean, the Black Knight satellite?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, cars in the Black Knight satellite. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 4: It has kind of the shape of the Black Knight satellite.
But there's lots of them, like fleets of them. And
he said to be wary of those, that this is
why they're doing what they're doing. Now, I didn't really understand,
because see, I honestly believe he was showing me but
also trying not to make me panic, because I honestly
everything that was happening to me, it was IM freaking out. Man. Yeah,
I'm like, you know, what is happening to me?
Speaker 1: A good reason, right, I mean, like these are like
weird alien beings.
Speaker 2: It's nineteen eighty nine, I mean yeah, I mean, did.
Speaker 1: You even know about communion then, like Whitley Schoeber's Communion.
Speaker 4: No. As a matter of fact, my in nineteen ninety one,
my brother brought that book and gave it to me
to read the Communion. Yeah, and some of the things
that happened to him, I'm kind of freaky, kind of like, yeah,
you know, these things are gonna have The blue Guy.
Speaker 2: In an Bell interview, he talked about blue guys. He
said the.
Speaker 1: Little guys would lower him out into the woods and
like they were like, you know, yeah, the blue guys.
Speaker 2: He and conored were like really mean, you know.
Speaker 4: The blue guys weren't mean to me. No, they were
very playful. Yeah, I don't know why they were mean
to him, but yeah, but I mean there's the different species.
Speaker 2: You know, we don't yes, because osion so limited.
Speaker 4: You know, Like, well, one thing I didn't understand and
I'm I'm learning is that now they don't even have
to take you physically. They could just take your consciousness. Yeah,
I mean literally they have. They can heal you by
taking your consciousness while you're asleep. And what they do
is they take part of your consciousness and they tweak
something in there that has to do with your DNA
or whatever sickness you have, and then they put it
back down. They put it into this like tube thing
and they send it back down like light, back into
your body. I mean, you're not even aware, you don't.
There's no surgery involved. It is just like magic, and
they I can heal you. I mean I was deaf
in my left ear and I had an experience in
twenty nineteen while I was sleeping. I have trouble hearing
in my left ear, so I heard this bang and
it woke me up. And then I heard again, another bang,
and it was the cat. It knocked something down and
I could actually hear. I was like, oh my god,
I could hear. You know, I had not been able
to hear out of my left ear since I was
like seven seven years old, and twenty nineteen, I could hear.
I could hear out of my left ear. It's healed.
They did that, They did that, they fixed my ear.
I thought it was a dream. I saw a light,
like a light. I didn't think anything of it. You know,
see stuff here and there. You know, these little lights
and little orbs come in the house, so I don't
really it becomes to a point that you really don't
pay mind to it anymore. You know, it's like, okay,
they're here looking checking things out. Because they do that,
They send their little orbs into the homes and they
they check things out and see what you're doing or
what have you. Well, these same little orb things, it's
the same way that they could take and they could
take stuff and put it inside of us and take
things out of us without even cutting us open. It's
really really incredible. These angelic beans have technology, and you know,
you don't think about it when you see those movies
about Jesus. And you see these people writing camels, and
you know, they look very primitive. They don't have really
any technology. You know, you don't think of these beings
having technology, but they have. They have technology that pars
passes anything that we could even think of, and which
is really incredible. And these tall white beings do exist.
When I heard about the Nordics, I thought that they
were the same beings that I was talking about, but
they're not. And so now I realize that, you know,
because there's so many different, vast variety of different species
of these beings, they're shape shifters. In twenty twenty December
twenty first I was outside. I saw this craft. I
saw this craft and I see four lights underneath it.
So my daughter, I'm talking to my daughter out in
the backyard and I said, love, look at look. She goes, Mom.
She says, you see them all the time. Just take
a picture. So I took a picture of it. So
I take this picture and I zoom in. I mean
on this thing. I'm looking at it right, and it
was low, I mean over the trees. I'm thinking maybe
fifty sixty feet above the house. So I grabbed my
camera and I. As soon as I grab my camera
and I'm trying to focus, take the picture zooms up
really quick. So I snapped the picture fast. Okay, gone,
So I zoom in and I enlarged the picture and
I'm looking and it's not the craft. It's this bird
looking man thing. This thing was big. I don't know
how how long you know. You know those banner planes
that fly in the beach that show, you know that
fly the banners and announce whatever advertisement, the banner planes,
you know, dust cropping planes, a small plane. This craft
was the size of a small plane. So this being thing,
whatever the heck it was, it looked. People say that
it looked like an angel because it had wings. It
opened up like something that looked like wings. It shaped, shifted,
and it had still those four light things underneath it.
And it really blew my mind because I didn't I
didn't see birdman. I saw a silvery luminous craft with
four blue lights underneath it. What I have learned this
past two years is that we are in a big,
great time of change, a huge, a huge change spiritually
and consciously for all humanity and all all life on
this planet. It is we've I am changing. I can
do things that I never thought I could ever do.
My little girl as she can talk to me with
her mind, and I thought that you really needed to
have some kind of skill or something for that to happen.
And my little girl can actually hear my thoughts, which
is kind of alarming for me. I have to really
watch when I'm thinking around her. And I didn't think
that that stuff was real. I mean, this stuff is
really happening to these kids, to all of us. We're
all changing, all of us. Everyone is going through their
own ascension. What they's also told me is that which
really made me cry and really gave me a lot
of anxiety, is the Earth. How precious life on this
planet is, and how precious this planet is. I didn't
know that the planet was alive, you know. I know
that the planet holds life like plants and people and
fish and things like that, but I didn't know that
the planet itself is alive. This is what they showed me,
that this planet is alive. It is not only alive
and it holds life, but it is dying. They showed
me the Earth splitting in two like it was. It
seemed to me like the Earth's soul was being pushed out.
And now there's two earths, a darker Earth and a
brighter Earth, and this transition that is happening, I don't
know how to explain it. I'm going to try to
make it as simple as possible. Basically, this reality is
just one of many. There are realms around our earth. Okay,
this is the Earth, and then there's another layer, and
then there's another layer, and in each layer whods life.
We don't see them because we vibrate at a lower
density than these other beings do, including the Shining Ones.
The Shining Ones are way way above us. They showed
me about the reptilians, which really freaked me out because
I had no idea about lizard people running the world
or anything like that. When he I thought it was
the devil, you know, you describe the devil in scripture
with a horn being that looked like a lizard or
something like that. When this giant twenty something foot tall
man angel guy showed me this giant lizard man to run,
I wanted to run, I wanted to leave, but I
was in shock. I think the fear. I was frozen
in fear. This lizard man was about maybe nine to
ten foot tall. He was very robust, very muscular. He
had a tail, but he walked like a man. He
had arms like a man, but he was a lizard.
His face wasn't like you know how they showed like
the lizard. You know, the face is kind of pointy.
He had more of a snake face. It was flattered,
but he looked like a snake man. And that really
freaked me out, especially when he told me that these
are the ones that are running our world. I was like, what,
in other words, what we describe as the devil and
demons is really what it is dwelling on this planet.
This is what's running our planet. And these other beings,
like the shining ones and these tall white beings, there
are other species of beings that are in charge of
holding harmony and protecting life on the planet, not just
for this planet but for many others. So which is
really freaky is that there are these other shining ones
that run the planet and assist, but they don't intervene,
like they oversee things, but they don't meddle. And what
you're saying, basically, this is kind of like the reptilian's domain.
They've taken it over and they've been given the right
to take it over, because these Shining Ones can definitely
take it back anytime they want. But there's some sort
of an agreement there, there is an agreement, and so
the agreement is coming to an end full circle with
their Tillians and the Shining.
Speaker 2: Ones would say, they're the ones that are like really.
Speaker 4: He said to me, just like humans can have the
capability of choosing to do both good and evil, so
do the Reptilians, and so do the Shining Ones. So
the Shining Ones may look angelic and beautiful and wonderful,
and you may think that they're going to be there
to help you. They may just be there to smite
you and kill you, annihilate you, because they also have
a job to do, which is really freaky. Man. It's
like we are being controlled by the reptilians, and yet
the reptilians also have to abide by the laws of
these other beings that are above them. They're like head
to head, like they compete against each other, but they
have like some sort of a truce between them.
Speaker 2: Who's God?
Speaker 4: Then, tell you, you know, I never really asked. I
never asked about God. Why why I even mentioned angels
is because of the appearance, because I was raised in religion,
and you know, I always thought that angels were like light.
But I also knew that the devil was also called
the sun of light, you know, the the morning star.
And so this being obviously let me know that that
that even the shining ones are capable of causing hell
on Earth. So they're like us. They can choose to
do good or bad. But the ones that that were
that were talking to me, that are still communicating with me,
which is really awesome. I find comfort in knowing that,
you know, just like humans, they're fallible, just like us.
I mean.
Speaker 1: What I do know about now do you feel like
you do you watch I don't know if you watch
a lot of podcasts, but I do. I mean, I
mean it's my job, you know what I mean, Like
I don't watch a lot, but I have a lot
of different people on and a lot of.
Speaker 2: People think that, like I don't know that.
Speaker 1: That Earth is almost like a like a prison that
like these entities like run.
Speaker 2: Arch it is, they use it. They recycle us over
and over again, reincarnate like have you ever it is?
Speaker 4: Yeah, it is. You see, we're caught in a web.
It is a matrix, and we are living in some
sort of a simulation bubble place, which is really bizarre.
But what I did, what they did show me also
is that all of us are connected. We're connected. Okay.
I had a few life experiences where I died. The
first one was when I was sixteen. I had caught
pneumonia and I died. I was dead for I don't
know a few minutes, and those few minutes I didn't
realize that I was dead. I thought that I was dreaming.
I saw my body. It was easy and it didn't hurt,
and it happened like a flash. So what I've learned
is that this is a vessel. This is what's keeping
us in this matrix, This fleshy vessel that we have,
this dense form is what keeps us entrapped in this place.
Once we sleep, once your body is at rest and
your consciousness is free, you can you can leave your
body and you can go and they can take you,
and you can heal yourself and heal others and visit
places and do things. I didn't know that this was
real until these beings showed me. Which really freaked me out.
Is when I started seeing the webs that connect everything.
And this was maybe like last year I was watching TV.
Suddenly you know, I don't do drugs. Okay, I don't
do drugs. I don't even drink. I saw like this,
you know how the spider web. You could see it,
but you kind of see through it. Yeah, that's exactly
what they look like. But it's all over everything, everything
that you see, and it has depth I'm trying to understand. Okay,
Like you know when you're when you got the VR glasses, Yeah, okay,
and you know you're stepping, but you're still not really stepping,
and you're like you can move, but you kind of
have limitations. Yeah, and with the glasses it makes you
see the depth. It makes you feel like you're there.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Well, these webs give depth to our experience in this reality.
They're connected. I don't know how to explain it or
how they why they're connected, but they're all connected to everything,
your hands, everything that is around you, everything, which really
freaked me out. I did not know that that was
even real, to actually see it with your eyes when
you're lucid, like like right now we're talking. I mean
when I saw that and I saw it had like death.
I almost I got like that vertical feeling and I
felt like I was falling. So I commented on Facebook
about it because I wanted to know of anybody else
that experienced anything like that. But I never expected that
to happen. But what we are doing, we are in
a matrix. We are living in a simulation that is
being controlled by these Shining Ones. And there's okay, like
you know those tall the tall Whites, Okay, there are
different species, but these tall Whites also know about the
Shining Ones. They're all like collaborating, and they all have
a purpose on the earth to do something to help humanity,
and not only humanity but all life, the trees, the fish.
As a matter of fact, that there are beings living
in the ocean that I really really, I mean, I
see fish and stuff, and I've eaten fish, and I
never thought of a fish as a soul, you know,
I don't think of I didn't think of a sea
creature like I would think of you or myself as
a higher being. But they are there. There's so many
life beings even in the ocean that I had no
clue none. And these beings are not only bringing life
and taking life from the earth and from people and
from plants, but the ocean everything. I mean, this ginormous
light being twenty five foot tall. Man showed me this
place that looked like Elysium where they were doing all
kinds of experiments, all kinds. They showed me a place
where they had fetuses, human fetuses that were all pale.
They didn't have no color. It looked like like like
a just like a like like an empty shell, just
the fetus and everything, all everything that was needed for
this life to be alive, but it hadn't been imprinted
with anything, was like a clean slate. And he showed
me that in the future, that the life that was
being harvested was not from us. Now. He told me
that the earth, what is running the earth. The reptilians
don't want us to be human anymore. They want to
take the human part out of us so that they
can control us, sell us patent us, steal our consciousness,
our very souls. And that'll be terrible for humanity because
if we think we're in prison now, it'll be even
worse then. And that's not what they want. This is
not what life was meant to be controlled like this
We're supposed to be free. And this is why this
is happening too, because our freedom is at stake. We've
been held prisoners here on this planet for centuries by
these other beings that have just come to control us.
When we weren't meant for this. They were meant to
evolve and and and we were meant to collaborate with
our star brothers and sisters. I mean, at one time
we walked together.
Speaker 2: That's why I got a question for you.
Speaker 1: It's throughout your experiences, Like it seems like you've been
talking like they've they've like they've come through a portal.
So do you think they're coming inter dimensionally or do
you think they're coming space?
Speaker 4: No, they're coming into dimensionally. They don't need a craft.
I mean, these beings that are so far surpassed, are
they don't They don't need a craft. They could just
pierce through space and time and just with a thought.
It was just amazing. I mean I didn't know that
there was anything faster than the speed of lights. Yeah,
but there is.
Speaker 1: It was Uh, you said that you you you travel
at night, like when you go to sleep, like I've
been trying to have.
Speaker 2: Well, I've been trying to have like out of body experiences.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm really I'm really really trying to have
an out of body experience, and like you know, it's.
Speaker 4: A it's uh, you know, it's difficult unless you use
assistance like some sort of mushroom or something like that,
like kyahuasca. There are shaman and people out there that
can help you with that. I don't know why it's
happened to me, but I know that when I had
my my out of body experience, when I had my okay,
like I got I got ce dip in in last year.
I got it twice in February and then again in June. Uh,
I was dying. Man. The sea death happed me so
bad that literally I was leaving my body and I
could actually I saw these beings, the little guys come
back and uh, they were running through my bedroom and
I you know, I asked my husband, I wake him up.
He was sleeping. I wanted him to see what I
was seeing. Plus I was feeling pain and I felt
that literally I could feel like I was dying, and
it frightened me. I don't want to die, you know,
I got these little girls of you know, my life.
I don't want to don't want to die. I'm scared.
You know, no matter what people tell you you shouldn't
fear death or what have you, you know, really you're
gonna fear death. Okay. When you feel your soul living
your body and you have these this happening to you,
you you know you don't want that to happen. So
this is happening to me. I wake my husband up,
and I'm seeing these little these little toddler little guys.
I didn't know they were there to help me. I thought,
you know, I'm really sick. I'm saying some shit, you know.
So I wake up my husband and to see if
he could verify, you know, do you see what I see? No,
he didn't see what I saw, but these little guys
are there. So then I see I feel like the bed.
Somebody's sitting next to me by my shoulders, and I
look and it's this little girl. And she looks down
on me. She's she's very pale, she's very tiny. She
looks human but not, and she tells me that she's
here to assist me. She taps me in the forehead.
I'm out. I fall out. The next thing I know,
I wake up and my fever broke. My fever broke.
But what I saw when I was gone, I saw
like a blue something come out of me. And I
saw this blue thing that came out of me go
into like a tube of something, and then there was
cloudiness in there, and then this blue thing it came
shooting back down and went inside of me. I don't
know what it was. It was like a blue light.
It was very faint, like a It looked like a
tear drop, and it came inside of me, and my
fever broke. And that was in February. It felt better
and my seat I went away, and then I got
it again in June. But when you are having an
out of body experience, the detachment of it happens instantaneously,
and when you come back, it's like you you know
that feeling like when you're falling asleep and you kind
of like feel like you're going to fall. Yeah, you'll
feel that, you know, when you when you're pulled back
into your vessel, you'll feel the pool, and it is
a pool. It's like you have something wrapped around your waist,
like a rope or something that you don't see, but
it is there and you can travel from one realm
to the next, and in some of these realms there's
gatekeepers that they won't let you go if you're not
prepared or you're not I don't know something. They may
not let you go to a certain point. They'll they'll
stop you. And then you'll get to a certain point
where there's all these other different kinds of entities, I mean,
all different kinds and they all want to talk to you.
It's like they they know they see you, and they
all want to talk to you. They all wanted to
talk to me, and they were all talking at the
same time. So because they're all talking at the same time,
I could not understand what they were saying. And this
really disturbed me.
Speaker 2: Were they talking English like they can just talk about.
Speaker 4: Like they were talking to me? It seemed like they
were talking. Could see their mouths moving, some of them,
you know, but there were lots of them, and they
were all talking at the same time, so I could
hear like murmuring and sounds, but I couldn't make out
what they were saying because they were all talking at
the same time, and it really freaked me out. I
felt overwhelmed. Now I had another experience with my kidney
shut down. At the age of twenty five. I lived
in Massachusetts, in Worcestern, Massachusetts, and I had a kidney
infection and within four days my kidney shut down. I
ended up in the emerging sea room. And so this
is kind of funny, you're gonna laugh. So they're giving
me something for pain, okay, because I've got this excruciating
pain in my back, and you know, I'm just really
in bad shape. So this guy is in the nuts
in the next room. It's just like a curtain separating
the beds. So there's this guy there. He goes, I
can hear it. Goes to me. Miss, he goes, I hear.
You're in a lot of pain, and they're gonna give
you something for pain. But whatever you do, don't eat
the red pill. I'm in pain, dude, I'm in a
lot of pain, and I'm just looking for whatever you
give me so the pain go away. So I see
the red pill that the nurse offers me, this red pill.
I remember what the guy said, and I said, no,
do you have something else. I don't want the red pill.
She goes, no, this is what we have. This is
what the doctors described for you just take it. It'll
help alleviate your pain. So I took it. I took
this stupid red pill, and I fell asleep, and I
had a horrible nightmare that I was being split in half,
and so I woke up screaming. I wake up screaming,
and then the guy next to me, he goes to me,
I told you not to eat the red pill. So, yeah,
that happened to me. But they had me on pain
medication in the hospital, and I was asleep and I
went to turn in my sleep and I fell off
the bed. So I get up and I look at myself.
I see myself. I had no idea that that was
a hot body experience. I had no idea that that
was what was happening to me. But I saw myself.
I saw myself, and I'm contemplating, how the hell am
I standing here? But I'm sleeping there? What is happening
to me? So I'm trying to figure out how the
hell I get back into my body. So I get
curious to look out the window. I step on the
ledge and I'm considering jumping to see if I could fly,
But then fear sets in and I go back into
the room. It was like a voice literally that said
to me, don't do it. Go back inside. So I
go back into the bed, into the hospital room, and
I walk around my body and I look at myself,
and then I hear something in my head that tells
me just sit and lay down. So I sit on
my body and I lay down and I wake up.
So out of body experiences happen in ways that you
wouldn't even imagine. I mean, you could be in shock
and have an out of body experience, but self induced
out of body experiences. I've never really had one of those.
Most of my out of body experiences happen when I meditate,
or I'm in a deep sleep, or I'm on pain medication,
like when I was in the hospital.
Speaker 1: I think, what the problem I'm doing is, I'm trying
to have an out of body experience every night before
I go to bed, and you know, and I'm so
tired when I go to bed because I'm up white
working on my podcast and my eyes are fixated on
the screen. So by the time I go to sleep,
I'm just like zunked out. But no, but that's not true,
because we completely Because I have been having trouble sleeping lately.
So I'll wake up like four times throughout the night.
I'll wake up, I'll go to bed at like one,
and then I'll be up at three. I'll be up
at five, you know what I mean, at least two
times throughout the night, you know. And and every time
I wake up, I try to restart the process. I
listen to the bineural beats, and I'm really trying to
like have an out of body experience, because I feel
like if I have an out of body.
Speaker 4: Experience and i'd be honest with you, I'm gonna be
real honest with you. Having an out of body experiences
and all was cracked up to be it is scary, dude.
It is scary if you have a controlled out about
the experience. I've never talked to anybody who's actually had
one like that. My body out about the experiences. I
don't seek to do it. It happens now, Yeah, it
just happens, and I don't like it. I don't want
to have this happen to me. It happens a lot
sometimes when I'm in the living room or I'm watching
TV and I fall asleep, I'm gone, and I don't
like it. I would like to control that. It just
happens to me and I. You know, people that have
had out about the experiences that were induced somehow or controlled.
I if I could, I'd like to learn how to
control that, because I don't like to leave. Sometimes I
don't want to even go to these other realms. Some
of these other realms really are. They're hard to navigate
unless you're really prepared in your heart and in your
mind of what you are going to experience, because it's
all different. All of us have a it's like a
What I've seen and what I've learned from my experience
is that we can we can pierce through both space
and time with our astral traveling. It's really bizarre. But
there's also beings there that you know, you might not
really want to mess with. I mean, it is a
different realm, but not all of them are are good,
you know, like the lower realms. Those realms are they're dance.
There's not a good place. It feels like you're being crushed.
When I had a lower realm experience, but it felt
to me like I was being crushed literally, like I
felt that the pressure, the pressure was too much for me.
I could not I could not cope with the pressure
of the dance. The way it was down there, I
was literally pushed back up, like flung out of the dark.
So the dark could be good, you know. You have
to learn how to embrace the darkness along with the light.
But the darkness, I'm beyond that. So I don't vibrate
like that anymore. So I can't. I don't go there.
But you know, out of body experiences is where you
learn a lot. You learn a lot about all kinds
of things, all kinds of beings. The technology that is there,
it's just like a dream. I don't know how to
explain it. But the technology. You don't think that angels
and you know, the gods or angels. You know. I
never read about Jesus using technology or anything like that,
you know. I read about things like that from the
Bag of Agida and things like that, where they have
that piercing fire thing whatever like a laser, and then
they had nuclear weapons and all that. They have technology
that is so far beyond what we have. It's really
like magic, like magic. Wow.
Speaker 2: So how I don't have much time? How many more
experiences have you had?
Speaker 4: Like since my god, I've got many. The last one
that I had was twenty twenty where I saw that
ginormous being. And I've had the orbs come into my house,
which is frightening because of light, you know, going around
your backyard, entering your home, piercing through the walls. You know,
the kids aren't, you know, at first they were very frightened.
Now they don't really mind it too much, but yeah,
it's it's a twenty twenty.
Speaker 2: You do your kids have experiences as well.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm my granddaughters. I mean, this is also why
I came forward was because the way my dad reacted
was horrible. I mean, he spanked me, and you don't
you don't spank a child for telling you you ask
them something, they're gonna be honest. They're gonna tell you, hey,
this is this is what it is. You know, three
six years old, you're not gonna lie to invent stories,
you know. And plus, you know, I knew that line
was a sin. You know, it wasn't. It's just the
way my dad reacted. And then the trauma of being
in this place with these beings and all these people
and children crying, and and you know, it was just frightening.
It was just like a nightmare. They didn't hurt me,
It wasn't hurt physically harmed, but the shotgun and the
experience of it was traumatizing for me. And then the
way my dad reacted was even worse. It made me afraid.
I mean, we were being taken, my sister and I
and I couldn't even run and say, Mom helped me.
You know, Naomi was taken. I mean when they took
my sister, I wanted to run and say, Mom, you
know my sister gone. But I was so scared to
even say anything to my parents. After these men in
black came and threatened my dad. I mean, it was
like we things were happening to us, but we couldn't
say anything, and if we did, nobody would believe us,
nobody would care. We would get hurt.
Speaker 2: Did your dad ever say anything to you about then
and black?
Speaker 4: Ever, No, my dad left shortly. My dad left when
I was eleven. This happened when I was like six,
and then nine and three years later my dad left.
So no, no, never my mom. Yeah, we did it
to get to talk to my mom. I did get
to talk to my mom. My mom helped me a lot.
My mom she took me to a library. All she
had experiences, but she never talked about it. She did
tell me about this this devil, and she said like
this to me. She said that after my brother was born,
that the devil came to her. I says, what do
you mean the devil? He says, oh, yeah, mark my words,
the devil exists. It says, well, what do you mean, mom?
I know the devil exays, but how you saw him?
What did he look like? She said that he was
that he had snake like a lizard, he had a tail,
and that he walked like a man, and that he
wanted my brother excuse me, and that my mom said, no,
you can't have my son. I prayed to God for
this son, and he doesn't belong to me. He belongs
to God. All my children belong to God. You can't
have them. So, you know, I thought it was like, wow,
you know, Mommy's you know, Mommy's trying to scare me
or something, you know, telling me this story about this
devil trying to take my brother. And then when it
happened and I saw, you know, in nineteen eighty nine,
when I saw that lizard man, and then I started
researching and people were telling me how these lizard people
eat people. I mean, yeah, dude, they really do. Not
only do they eat us, but they use us and
sell us in the stock market. I mean really, really,
we're just in We're like in a jail. We are
in a main strix, like in a prison planet. We
can't leave. The only way we could leave it is spiritually,
is having an out of body experience. Is dying literally
dying to live because it's not gonna be a We're moving.
The Earth is moving and shifting into a different, a
different higher dimension, and so is humanity also ascending with it,
Like we really have no choice. It's not like we're
going to leave our capsule and ascend separately. We are
all ascending, all of us, the Earth, and all humanity,
all life, and it is changing. And this should have
happened a long time ago. The reason is happening now
is because we're in deep trouble. I mean, what's happened
with these reptilians and these there's another race also that's
waiting to attack us, waiting in the rings of Saturn.
And I'm sure, I'm sure they're going to make an
appearance very very very soon, like within the next two years,
and that's when we really got to worry.
Speaker 2: I mean, beings will help us.
Speaker 4: Yes, we have many. And the reason that we have
many beings here coming to try to help us is because,
believe it or not, all of the human race has
been genetically modified, and we have we have DNA that
belong to these star beings, we have star families, We
are related to them. Yeah, we're all related to these beings,
these beings that come and watch and and and show
themselves to us. And I mean what I saw with
these these shining ones, these giant men. I believe that
the shorter eight foot nine foot ones are kind of
like the GigE, the ones that tell the other people
here what to do, the humans. And then then then
these other shining tall or twenty five foot tall, thirty
foot tall, giant, glowing star beings that look like angels,
like God, these are above them. And then it's like
a there is a starfreet federation because where the ship
and all these other beings that I saw after this
doctor gave me something to drink on that ship, it
was like these people were having some sort of a meaning,
like they were all collaborating together. And then and not
only that they have these these black entities that are
very very powerful. They look African, but they're very very
very strong, very tall, nine ten feet tall, very very dark.
They're the ones that they have these huge long cigar ships,
and they're also collaborating with the Shining Ones, and they're
also here to assist humanity, but not all of us.
There's something about some of the humans that they want
to eradicate because humans have been misogynized with something that's
negative and is basically killing life on the planet, and
they want to stop that, but they can't really intervene.
We have to like ask for help. We have to
ask for help. They're not just not going to come
and say, hey, you know, this is happening to you.
But the ones that know what is happening to the
star Seas that are here on the planet, they're waiting,
they're they're helping, and they are going to save a
lot of people, but millions and millions of people are
going to die. And that's what breaks my heart is
when I saw all the people dying, all of the people,
I mean there were more dead people that are going
to be lost and then there are to be saved,
which is sad on is own. Oh, it's my mother's bible.
Speaker 2: It was moving up and down.
Speaker 4: No, no, that's okay. It's just a fan.
Speaker 2: Oh okay. I didn't know if that was a spirit
or something or what.
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, it's the fan. I have a
fan because it's it's kind of hot in this room.
Don't leave. You give me a few minutes.
Speaker 2: I'll let you go.
Speaker 1: It sounds like we even go in two hours. But yeah, yeah,
but do you want to tell everybody if you want
to be got in the hold of how they can
get a hold of you and we can do it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that'd be great. They can get a hold of
me at Marisol Smiley forty nine at gmail dot com.
I'm I'm on Facebook. But also there's a page that
is faking to be me that used to be my page.
It was hacked. So basically the one that you have
that profile, that's the one I want people to look
for me on, not the old profile that was hacked. Yeah,
you have the profile, so you could just you know,
let people know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I'll put that email in there.
Speaker 1: I got to write it down or I'll remember it
because I'm going to actually I'm going to try to
put this out tonight because I think it's such a
good episode.
Speaker 2: I'm going to put it out of like a night episode.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna call it an after dark episode, and I'm
gonna put it out maybe like eleven or twelve o'clock tonight,
because then.
Speaker 2: It premieres and then all my fans get to watch
it and they get to chat, you know. So okay,
you know, so it'll be uh, it'll be good.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 4: All right, it sounds great.
Speaker 2: All right, I'll talk to you soon, Marisol.
Speaker 4: Thank you, so all right, Robert, thank you for having me.
You have a great leave ding, take care. Good night
you too,