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Speaker 1: Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of the Typical

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Skeptic Podcast. I have another fascinating guest with me today.

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I have with me Marisol Smiley. She's an experiencer of

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you know, like alien contact.

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Speaker 2: She's a star seed. She's also a mom and a grandmother,

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and uh, you.

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Speaker 3: Know what I like to do is you showcase the

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everyday people that are going through these events, because it

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shows that it's really happening, and it's like, you know

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that it's a it's a real thing that's happening to

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people all throughout you know, our our history here, and

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I want to document it because it's uh, it's yeah.

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But Marisol, thank you so much for coming on.

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Speaker 2: How are you?

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Speaker 4: I'm great. Thank you for having me my first experience,

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and I just like to jump into it right away

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because it's been throughout my whole life.

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Speaker 2: That's a start when you were a kid.

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Speaker 4: It started when I was only three years old, and

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it wasn't scary. We lived in I was born in Hartford, Connecticut,

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and we were born and raised in Connecticut, and our

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parents were pastors, So what I knew was basically only

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scripture and we didn't watch TV. My parents really controlled

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everything that we did, including music and television, how we dressed,

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everything we were you could say like evangelist, but we

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held the Sabbath, you know, Holy not Sunday. So I'm

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three years old. Yeah, yeah, and you know, my parents

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were from Puerto Rico, so it was very hard for

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them as well. And they had very good friends here

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in the United States, including David Wilkerson, who was a

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preacher in Philadelphia and all over the Northeast, and he

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assisted my parents and married them in Philadelphia. So it

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is nineteen sixty six. I was born in nineteen sixty three.

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I am sleeping with my older sister, who's about maybe

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seven at this time. She's like four years older than myself.

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So we're sleeping together and I feel the blanket being

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pulled off me. And my sister's always playing with me,

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you know, doing little things before we went to bed,

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you know, we'd play and mess around, and I thought

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it was her, and you know, so I just grabbed

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my blanket and pulled it back up over me, and

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I laid back down and then suddenly I feel the

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blanket coming off me again. This time it came completely

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off me and it fell to foot of the bed.

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So I sit up and I nudged my sister and

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I tell her stop doing that. You know, I'd like

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to go to sleep, you know, stop joking around. But

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I realized she was weak, so I just went down

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to the foot of the bed and I grabbed the blanket.

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And as I'm grabbing the blanket, I feel something touched

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my hand. So I look and I see a little

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blue kid. It was like a toddler, just like me,

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but they were blue. If there were three of them,

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and one was by the window and two.

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Speaker 5: Were by the foot of the bed, so they look

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exactly like humans, except their eyes were darker and their

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hair was black, jet black, but they didn't have a

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lot of hair.

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Speaker 4: They were like little like little children, except their skin

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was blue. And they were very small. They were like me,

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but a little smaller than me. I'm three, and I'm

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right now, I'm five to three. But then I don't

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know why. It was just a baby. So I feel

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this touch and I see these two little kids, and

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it smiled at me, so I smiled back. I'm happier.

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I got somebody to play with right now. You know,

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my sister's sleeping. Somebody's playing with me. So I take

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the blanket and I put it over my head and

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I lay on my tummy, and then I feel myself

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being levitated off the bed and the blanket falls off me,

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and I am literally in the air being levitated by

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these little people, these little kids. So they're levitating me,

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and they're taking me through the house and I go

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and I look at my mom and my dad sleeping,

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and my brother and my other brother on the other side.

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And then they bring me back to my bedroom where

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me and my sister are, and then there's the window there,

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and they started like floating me towards the window, and

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I got nervous. I didn't see a craft, because people

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asked me, did you see you know a craft when

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you were going to the window. Honestly, all I saw

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was a bright light. I didn't see anything but this

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bright light. And I said, in my mind, I'm not

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supposed to go outside. I'm not allowed. So they floated

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me back to the middle of the bedroom. They laid

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me back down gently. I just got up and went

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to bed. I didn't think anything of it, and nothing

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occurred to me that I could recall, except for when

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they would come and they would take me somewhere. I

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don't know how they took me. I don't recall how

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I got there. But I was in a room with

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these little blue children, and I believe there were maybe

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two more children, but they were human looking like me,

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and they threw these little, tiny, triangular little puzzle pieces

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in front of us. I don't know what to do

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with these puzzle pieces. I looked at the puzzle pieces,

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and I looked at them, and I looked at the

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other kids, and so I picked up one of the

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pieces and I put it in my hand, and I

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picked up another piece, and I started putting these little

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triangle things together. And as soon as I got one right,

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it would levitate and it would swirl around me. And

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it was fun every time I got one right, every

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time all of us got one right, they would float

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and hover around us. And then I don't remember anything

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else after that until I was the age of six,

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and we moved from that house where we were at

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with the little blue children, and we moved to Baltimore

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Street in Hartford. My sister Naomi and I had had

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a bedroom. My younger sister, Jeanie was just a baby,

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and it was a beautiful house it was beautiful, and

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I remember us going to church. It was summer of

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nineteen sixty nine, and we always would go and visit

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some people in their homes and pray for them and

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talk to them about Jesus, just you know, regular church

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stuff that my parents always did. And they took us

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with them. So I go home. I'm really tired. It

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was a very hot day and it was our early afternoon,

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and I went to bed. I hear I don't know

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how long I was asleep for. All I know is

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that I'm hearing sobbing. I'm hearing children crying. Now I'm

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just thinking about it makes me a little scared. My

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heart jumps a little bit. So I opened my eyes

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and I saw these gray monsters all around me. There

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were like five grays around me. I freaked out. I

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tried to lash out at one of them, and he

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held my hand down and put my hand down to

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my side. So I was terrified. I didn't know what

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to do. I didn't know what was happening to me.

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I I freaked out. They're trying to calm me down,

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but I'm not calm. Yeah. They were, they were, they

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were they were the grays as a matter of fact,

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I drew a picture of them of what one of

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them looked like. It was grays, and they were standing

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all around me. They had me laying down on this

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this oval table that retracted into the wall or something.

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This is what it looked like like that. Their faces

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were kind of frowning, and the little blue children looked

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like that. But I'm not a great artist, and I

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wasn't great with the hair, so I didn't add any

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hair yet.

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Speaker 2: But you need researchers to who these little blue children

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might have been.

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Speaker 4: I when I was in middle school, well, I remember

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reading mythology about the Hindu gods and that they were blue,

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and they resemble those people. They resemble the blue. Their

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skin was blue. They looked very human. They didn't look

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to me, they didn't look alarming like the grays. They

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didn't look different that different than myself. The little blue

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children looked more like more human now. The grays did

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not look human to me. I thought the grays were demons.

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When I opened my eyes and I saw these monsters

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around me, I panicked. I freaked out. I sorry. I

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tried to las shout at one of them. He held

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my hand down and I could turn my head a

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little bit and I see I see another gray. He's

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a tall gray. He's got like this belt thing. He

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looks more authoritative, like he was controlling the little ones.

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There were people there, there were adults, and there were children.

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They had taken all of us.

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Speaker 2: I think at this point, I was.

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Speaker 4: On the ship. I was on this ship. I was

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on a spaceship. It was I'm gonna it was like

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a foggy in there. Like the spaceship itself had its own,

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its own environment, but it was like it was like

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being in the jungle. I felt really hot and sweaty,

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the humidity. Nineteen sixty nine, September of nineteen sixty nine.

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I'm six at that age, I'm six.

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Speaker 1: What's weird is like it seemed like in the sixties, seventies, eighties,

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and nineties, it seemed like it was really common for

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these gray abductions to happen. That's why, you know, And

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it doesn't seem like they're happening as much now and

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for whatever reason.

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Speaker 2: But like you know, like I don't know if they

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got what they needed or you know what I mean, Like.

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Speaker 4: It's I have no clue, but they are still around

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and they do come, which is I'm happy to know

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that they haven't harmed me. They didn't hurt me. It

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was just brightening because I had never seen anything like

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them before. So I was really completely utterly shocked and afraid.

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I was six years old, so I'm freaking out. I

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turned my head a little bit and I could see

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this boy standing there, and I'm looking at and I'm

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wondering to myself, why is he just standing there? Why

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aren't they, you know, doing anything to him, you know,

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And I look at him, like, please help me. So

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I could hear in my mind the little boy says,

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it's okay, Everything's going to be okay, and that calmed me.

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So now I'm a little bit more calm. But I

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looked down at myself because I'm trying to figure out

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how to get out of there, and I see I

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could see through my skin. They had me completely naked.

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They had me completely naked on this table, and I

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could see everything. I could see my bones, I could

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see my veins. It brightened me. It shocked me. I

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think I was going into shock when I saw that

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they were looking inside me on this table. It allowed

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them to see I looked like a jellyfish. My skin

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was transparent. I could see my guts, I could see

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my veins. It really brightened me. I think I was

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going into shock when I saw that. Then suddenly the

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light of the table came off and I was normal again.

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I could see myself again, my normal self, my skin

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and everything, except I couldn't see my insides. So I

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calmed myself down. That calmed me. So then suddenly the

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table starts like leaning forward and I start slipping down,

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and I said to myself, here's my chance to get away.

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I'm still trying to figure out how to get away

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and why am i there. So as the table goes

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down and retracts into this wall space, I'm sliding down,

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but I don't go down. I'm trying to make myself heavy.

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You know how when a child doesn't want their parents

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to take them anywhere, and they just make themselves heavy

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so they don't you know, Well, I did that. It

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didn't work. I was literally levitating behind this grave and

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I am seeing these children. They're about, I don't know,

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all ages fourteen. I saw a little toddler who was

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maybe like three years old, little colored boy just sitting

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there on this table and it wasn't on, so I

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couldn't see his guts or anything. But I could just

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see this little baby sitting on this table, this little boy.

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And then I see these kids and these people on

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this cobby hole in these walls they had, like the

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ship had like some sort of a cobby hole, like

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an indentation where they would put us in. And there's

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no doors, there's no bars. But once you're in there,

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you can't get out. You cannot get out. So I

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see this girl, she's crouched down and she's like this,

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she's holding onto her legs like this, and she's maybe

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to me she was a lady. She may have been

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maybe like I don't know, fifteen fourteen, I don't know,

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a teenager. But the look in her face of fear

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and she was like gripping her legs like this. It

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frightened me even more. They're gonna put me in this wall,

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and what's gonna happen to me in these walls? And

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then I see flash when they put some of these

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people in the wall, they were disappearing in a flash.

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Now I am freaking out again. I'm freaking out again.

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Oh my god, they're gonna put me in these walls

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and I need to get out. So I look at

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the boy, and this boy is standing there and he

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sees that they're putting me in the wall, and he's

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like following behind the gray and following behind me. But

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he's walking, he's not floating, I am, which really freaked

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me out too. So they put me in this cubbyhole

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and I see the girl that was hugging her knees

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suddenly flash and she's gone. So I'm trying to get

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out of this wall, and I realized that there's like

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a barrier there. I cannot get out. I cannot get out.

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I'm trying to get the little boy's attention. He could

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see me. He comes to the wall. He tries to

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help me get out, but he couldn't help me. And

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the next thing I know, I'm outside of the craft.

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I am outside. I'm on the ground and I'm laying

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on my back and I have this beam of light

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over me. But I could see there's three grades. There's

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one above me to towards my head and two down

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underneath this beam thing that looked kind of like a tunnel.

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I don't know how to explain it, but they go

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into this beam and they beam up real quick into

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this this this light that was above the house. It

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was basically this ship. The ship had multiple colors, purple, blue, green,

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and it kept on going all these colors. Suddenly the

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light comes off of me. The other gray is gone,

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and I sit up. I stood up, and I'm freaking out.

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We just moved into this house. I'm outside. What happened

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to me? Happened to me? I don't know how I

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got there. I'm trying to figure out is this a dream?

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What is happening to me? How come I'm outside? Now?

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I'm outside. My parents were strict. My dad was he

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would spank us. I was very scared to even knock

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on my door because I knew I wasn't supposed to

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be outside and I was going to get spanked by

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my dad. So I found some rocks. Lived on the

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second floor, and I tried to throw the rocks to

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the window to my bedroom window to wake my sister up.

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And I had never thrown rocks before, but I did.

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I finally woke her up and she opened the window

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and she motioned me to go to the door that

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she would open the door. So I go upstairs and

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I'm standing there in front of the door, scared to

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death because I'm outside. I know I'm gonna I'm in

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trouble for this, but I don't know what to say.

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I don't know what to do. So my mom opens

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the door, not my sister, and my mom grabs me

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by my hair and she pulls me aside. She's angry.

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She tells me to go to bed, that I had

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to explain to my dad how I got outside. The

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very next morning, we're having breakfast and my dad walks

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into the kitchen and my mom tells me to please

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explain to my father how I got outside last night.

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I looked at my mom, and I looked at my dad,

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and I says, Mommy and daddy, you guys are right.

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Are real and monsters And they took me out of

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my room and left me outside last night. My dad

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didn't believe it at all. He he got so upset

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that he backhanded me. I fell. I ran to my

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bedroom and hid under the bed. I don't know how

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much time went by after that happened. These men came

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to the house. Now I see this black car.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm serious, I see this beautiful black car. It

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looked like.

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Speaker 2: When the men in black something really yeah.

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Speaker 4: They really my parents really didn't know about the government

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stuff like that. They thought that they were in trouble

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for something. But then when they realized that it wasn't them,

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that it had something to do with me, things got

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really bad for me. Uh. These men came and I

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call and I say, Mom, there's this black car and

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he's parking with Daddy parks the car and they're coming.

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They're coming to the house. And she says, okay, So,

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my mom, we have a lot of respect for authority, authority, figures,

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the government. You know, my mom and my dad they

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taught us, you know, to love our country and to

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have respect for authority. So my older sister opens the

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door and she lets these two men. And now these

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are tall white men. They look normal. They don't look

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like amiens or anything like people are saying. Now. They

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look normal, but they were very thin and tall. They

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were wearing a fedoras. They were wearing navy blue suits

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and black shoes. One of them corrals me, my sister

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and my other my my brother Francisco, my brother Israel,

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and my baby's sister Jeanie into one bedroom and then

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they bring my mom and my dad to the kitchen.

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Now there's a hallway between the kitchen and our bedroom.

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So one of them kept on coming from where they

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had my parents to look at us. And they kept

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on looking at us, and just you know, coming from

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one room to another, and I could hear my dad crying.

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I'm freaking out. What's happening? Why is Daddy crying? You know?

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My dad's upset, he's crying. And then they're calling into

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my brother's room. They're going into my brother's room, this

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other man, and he's pulling pictures off the walls. He's

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taking my brother's pictures. He's taking my drawings. Because I

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drew the aliens. I drew the little gray guys, and

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I drew the ship. I drew because I didn't have

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any other way of expressing myself or what had happened

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to me. I was not allowed to talk about it,

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and even if I was, I wouldn't because of the

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way my dad reacted it. You know, he hit me.

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So it scared the crap out of me. And this

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these men scared my dad and my mom. So now

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I am in tell you what they said to them.

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They were talking my mom and my dad never really

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discussed anything personal or anything like that with us, but

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they both discussed with other people in church. So that

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afternoon we went to church, and I heard my mom

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talking with these ladies from church about these men in black.

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These men came, she said, and they took all our pictures.

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I don't understand why they took my sons and my

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daughter's drawings, and we're not supposed to talk about it.

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I don't understand. We're in trouble. I didn't, did she.

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She was telling these women about these men. But at

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the same time, my mom really didn't understand why. I mean,

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she spoke English, but she really didn't understand it too well.

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You know, we're Puerto Rican. And my older sister, Naomi,

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she was the one that would interpret from my mom

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and dad, and they kept my sister out of the kitchen.

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She was the one the interpreter. I don't know how

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they communicated with my dad and my mom. My mom

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and dad understood English, but they didn't speak it very well.

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So these men leave. My brother's crying. I'm crying because

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my brother's upset. They took our paintings, they took our drawings,

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they took even stuff that had nothing to do with

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I believe it had nothing to do with the Grace

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or what happened to me. But they kind of took

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a whole bunch of stuff out of our house and

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they never brought it back.

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Speaker 2: You know what.

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Speaker 1: I just realized what this could be because if you

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think about, like what Darryl Simon says, the Alien Hunter,

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he says, sometimes when the aliens touched stuffy, it was

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a residue on it.

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Speaker 2: So the aliens could have been in your house touching

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things and could have left the residue on it. And

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they can run.

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Speaker 1: A black light over that and see and they can

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they can test that, you know, for what whatever it is.

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Speaker 4: You know, and I don't know what it was, but

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they took a lot of things. So then I tried

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to put all that out of my mind and thenn't

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speak about it again until it happened to me when

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I was nine. Again. They came back when I was nine,

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but this time it was different. I did not see

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the grades. This time. There was a storm. There was

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a lot of thunder and lightning, and I'm afraid of

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lightning and thunder, you know, little kids usually are. So

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my older sister, she's like thirteen now and I am nine,

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and so we're sleeping across from each other, and she's

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her that the head of her bed is by the window,

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so you know, the sunlight comes into the window. She's

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the first one to reach sunlight, and I'm on the

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other side. So I asked her, says, Naomi, it's raining

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and the thunder, and I'm scared. Can I least lay

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down with you? And she says to me, no, no,

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you can't lay down with me. Stay in your own bed.

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So I'm sitting up. I'm scared. I'm covered up, and

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I'm sitting up on my bed looking, you know, leaning

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against the wall, looking at my sister and hoping that

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she let me lay down with her because I was scared.

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Suddenly I see lightning. I see this splash of light,

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and this beam comes into the room and it takes

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my sister. She's gone. My sister is gone, and I

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am freaking out. I am so scared. I am frozen.

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A beam of light like it looks like lightning, a

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beam like a light beam like when you know how

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when lightning strikes that you see that blue beam like

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like like that, and my sister was gone. Her blanket

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just went down and I called. I said, Naomi, Naomi,

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and she wouldn't respond to me. So I froze there.

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I don't know how long, but it was a long

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time before they brought her back. The next thing, I know,

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the lightning and the thunder happened again. And then the

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lightning flash came again, but this time I saw a man.

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I saw this man and he looked he had a robot.

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He looked human. He had gray hair up to his shoulders,

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and he brought my sister back. So, I, you know,

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I'm still not sure what's going on. I'm thinking this

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is Moses. Moses took my sister. He brought her back.

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So my sister comes back in the flash and I

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see that the blanket goes back up, and I said, Naomi,

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what happened? Did Moses take you? And she looked at

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me and she said no. She says, it wasn't Moses.

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It was Jesus. I says, but I saw Moses. She goes, no,

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it was Jesus. This says, well, how do you know

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it was Jesus. She said that when he extended her

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hand out to her, she said that she saw a

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whole than his wrisk like he had holes in his risk.

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So I was like, oh, my God, she saw Jesus.

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You know, I didn't think anything bad. I believe in God.

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You know, my parents are.

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Speaker 2: Religious shaping you.

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Speaker 1: So they might have known you were religious and they

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wanted you to think of something that would be more

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appealing to you.

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Speaker 4: Yeah. After Yes, later on in life, when I started

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talking to people and doing a little bit more researched,

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I realized that some of these beings do that so

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that they can calm us so that we are more approachable.

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I've learned a lot. I've learned that in the years

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that all this has happened to me, I still had

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no answers. I didn't start really getting answers and putting

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the puzzle together until about twenty twelve. And there were

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other things that my family had experienced that I was

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unaware of. I have an uncle that is eighty nine

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years old right now, and I used to think he

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was crazy, all of us did, because he would talk

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about these angelic beans coming to see him. And I

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still I believe that if you did not go to

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church and you did not obey God's laws, that you

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were not going to see angels or be approached by angels.

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You know, I thought that you really had to be

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worthy to be approached by these beings, that you had

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to be like, you know, a priest or somebody really

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up there. And I realized that now that there are

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these beings that that we have called angels and are

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considered like angels, but that's it's not what they are.

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They're basically other beings that are in charge of re

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establishing life and keep life going on this planet and

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many others. They take our DNA, and not only that,

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they take many other things from us. They use certain

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things from our bodies and our even our consciousness. I

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don't know. I through research of my own and my

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own experience later on in life, things started really really

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changing for me. I became a mom at a very

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early age age age I was fifteen. When I became

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a mama. I had not gone to church from the

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age of thirteen to now to this day. I believe

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that God does exist, But to me God it sisted

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every living being and every living thing around me, and God,

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to me, is much bigger than what we tried to

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make it. These beings told me this, the Shining Ones,

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00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:21,119
I call them the shining ones because they're very luminous,

475
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:30,319
they very in size and type. All right, I'm nine.

476
00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:34,240
Moses supposedly took my sister, but it wasn't most It's

477
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:37,640
just it was Jesus. I honestly don't know what it was,

478
00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:40,599
but to me, he looked like Moses. He was wearing

479
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:44,400
clothing that you would see people in Egypt or Iran

480
00:29:44,559 --> 00:29:47,599
wearing the robes and stuff like that, but these ropes

481
00:29:47,599 --> 00:29:52,960
were white. Now, no matter how much I tried to

482
00:29:53,039 --> 00:29:56,960
ask and inquire in church and to my elders, including

483
00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:00,599
my mother, about these beings, these angelic beings, my mother

484
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:03,799
did tell me that these beings did walk among men.

485
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:07,920
And the reason that she never spoke about certain things

486
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:10,319
that happened to her as well was because of my father.

487
00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:18,279
My father was very strict and very controlling. So my

488
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:24,119
family has been dealing with these tall white beings or

489
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:27,400
before I was even born. So I thought my uncle

490
00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:31,519
was crazy it would talk about these beings, but I

491
00:30:31,559 --> 00:30:35,000
really didn't believe it. I thought it was you know,

492
00:30:35,079 --> 00:30:39,200
I thought it was crazy, but it wasn't. So now

493
00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:42,759
this I didn't have another experience again until I was

494
00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:53,640
about until I was about eighteen. I'm seventeen eighteen. I

495
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:56,920
got my apartment and it's me and my baby. She's

496
00:30:56,920 --> 00:31:01,680
two years old. I'm seventeen. I was with their dad

497
00:31:01,759 --> 00:31:07,799
for nine years, but he was very unfaithful. He had

498
00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:10,279
a lot of other girls that he would see. But

499
00:31:10,319 --> 00:31:13,519
I was very young and innocent and very naive, and

500
00:31:13,839 --> 00:31:16,359
I wanted to just be with that one person. I

501
00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:19,559
didn't believe in sharing myself with anyone, or just because

502
00:31:20,279 --> 00:31:22,599
he left me or he's with someone else, that I

503
00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:25,640
was going to do the same. I have morals, and

504
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:29,319
I was raised differently. I went to sleep with my daughter.

505
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:33,839
I was pregnant, but I hadn't gotten checked or anything,

506
00:31:33,839 --> 00:31:36,000
but I knew I was pregnant. I had missed my period.

507
00:31:36,039 --> 00:31:37,759
I knew I was pregnant, but I was scared. Here

508
00:31:37,799 --> 00:31:40,319
I am. I already have a two year old. I'm

509
00:31:40,359 --> 00:31:44,000
pregnant again. I'm scared to have this other child because

510
00:31:44,079 --> 00:31:46,079
I'm going to be stuck with this person, and I

511
00:31:46,119 --> 00:31:49,759
know this person isn't right for me. So I went

512
00:31:49,799 --> 00:31:52,160
to sleep with my daughter and I had this dream.

513
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:59,799
I dreamt that these beings took me, This tall, pale

514
00:32:00,079 --> 00:32:07,039
looking white man took me, and he brought me to

515
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:16,319
this forest place and it was a dream. To me,

516
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:19,640
it was a dream. I still think it was a dream.

517
00:32:20,039 --> 00:32:23,279
It felt like a dream, but it was real because

518
00:32:23,319 --> 00:32:26,839
of the march that I was left when I woke up. Okay,

519
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:29,920
so they took me into this forest. I'm sitting there

520
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:34,400
with this lady. I really can't see the lady very well,

521
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:38,480
but she's sitting there and I am there. I know

522
00:32:38,559 --> 00:32:42,680
that I'm not wearing any clothes. I am completely nude

523
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:47,039
and this lady is also nude, and she's sitting there.

524
00:32:47,079 --> 00:32:50,079
And I'm sitting there and I'm like, well, why am

525
00:32:50,119 --> 00:32:54,240
I in this foresty place? So then I see this

526
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:58,000
tall being. He was very very tall. My head reached

527
00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:02,160
his waist and he motioned me to come, so I

528
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:08,799
follow him and he does this motion and this light

529
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,000
opens up, like this orb thing comes out and it

530
00:33:12,119 --> 00:33:17,200
opens up and it's getting bigger and bigger, and then

531
00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:22,559
I'm inside this ball. I'm inside this ball thing with

532
00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:28,000
this tall, angelic looking being and he's taking me somewhere.

533
00:33:28,319 --> 00:33:31,319
I don't know where he's taking me, but he's taking

534
00:33:31,319 --> 00:33:35,680
me somewhere, and I feel you know how when you

535
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:40,880
get that vertigo feeling, I feel vertigo. I feel vertigo.

536
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:43,759
I feel sick, like I'm going to throw up, but

537
00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:51,680
I don't. Suddenly I find myself on this bed. I'm

538
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,119
on this bed, and I don't want to be in

539
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:56,480
this bed. It looks like a you know, the best

540
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:59,119
that they bring you when you go to the doctor.

541
00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:02,400
But this bed was kind of weird. It had these

542
00:34:02,519 --> 00:34:09,119
things that like clamps or something that would clamp your hands,

543
00:34:10,079 --> 00:34:13,800
your wrist, your ankles, and then there was another thing

544
00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:19,480
that protruded upward that opened your legs. It was something

545
00:34:19,519 --> 00:34:23,280
that protruded, like opened my legs. I freaked out. I

546
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:25,760
didn't want this to happen to me. I'm fighting. I

547
00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:28,800
don't want this. I'm looking at this lady. I see

548
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:36,960
this lady talking with these two tall white beings. They glowed.

549
00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:40,559
They were so white, they're kind of like paper. And

550
00:34:40,639 --> 00:34:43,760
their hair was very, very white. But you could see

551
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:47,280
their skull through the hair. But they had hair. You

552
00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:49,920
could see the hair and the beautiful big blue eyes.

553
00:34:50,920 --> 00:34:53,559
So this lady comes towards me, and I want her

554
00:34:53,599 --> 00:34:57,039
to help me. I need for her to help me

555
00:34:57,079 --> 00:35:01,079
get out of there. And so she's just takes her

556
00:35:01,119 --> 00:35:03,760
hands and she puts them like this on my head.

557
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:07,320
And she looks at my face and she says to me,

558
00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:13,000
calm down, you agreed to this, And I'm looking at her, like,

559
00:35:13,039 --> 00:35:15,119
what the hell are you talking about. I agreed to this,

560
00:35:15,199 --> 00:35:17,519
Calm down, I agreed to this. They were taking my baby.

561
00:35:17,559 --> 00:35:26,440
They took my baby. They took my baby. Yeah, they

562
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:30,519
took my baby out of me. I saw them take

563
00:35:30,559 --> 00:35:36,880
my baby out of me, and and they put it

564
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:40,320
into like this little vessel thing and the silver thing,

565
00:35:41,599 --> 00:35:45,599
and like went into like a funnel, like the fetus.

566
00:35:45,639 --> 00:35:48,199
They took it with everything. The little you could I

567
00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:52,719
could see it, everything, the placenta, everything, like a little sack,

568
00:35:52,920 --> 00:35:57,679
like a little little egg. My baby, they took it.

569
00:35:57,760 --> 00:35:59,199
So I'm like, what are you doing? Why are you

570
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:05,880
taking my baby? And he was telling me that it

571
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:11,480
wasn't my baby, that it was their baby, and that

572
00:36:11,559 --> 00:36:19,159
they they choose, they choose me among many other people

573
00:36:19,199 --> 00:36:23,440
on this planet that they choose to breed, to keep.

574
00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:30,199
I don't know what to keep human life, I guess

575
00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:36,159
I don't know, but they took my baby. So I

576
00:36:36,239 --> 00:36:41,000
wake up to the father of my children, and I

577
00:36:41,039 --> 00:36:44,920
wake up to him and he kisses me and he

578
00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:50,599
wakes me up, and so I sit up, and he

579
00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:53,599
notices something and his eyes open up and he looks

580
00:36:53,599 --> 00:36:56,400
at me, and he says, where have you been? I says,

581
00:36:56,440 --> 00:37:00,440
I've been here sleeping. It feels to me, where did

582
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,639
you get those marks on your wrist? I still, I

583
00:37:03,679 --> 00:37:06,320
did not even know that I had anything wrong. I

584
00:37:06,320 --> 00:37:09,760
didn't know that I had any marks anything. He pointed

585
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:16,519
everything out. I have very, very, very long hair. So

586
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,119
he takes my wrist and he looks at my wrist,

587
00:37:20,159 --> 00:37:22,440
and I'm really I'm realizing I've got these marks on

588
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:26,079
my wrist, these tiny little little holes in my in

589
00:37:26,159 --> 00:37:29,840
my wrists, they're shaped like a triangle. Then I've got

590
00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:37,119
these yeah, And then I've got these marks between my knees,

591
00:37:37,199 --> 00:37:39,800
like you know, my inner thighs right here, and I'm

592
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:43,440
both my inner thighs. I've had these this marks. And

593
00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:45,800
then I had them on my ankles. And then in

594
00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:49,559
the back of my neck on my left side, I

595
00:37:49,679 --> 00:37:53,920
had another mark that was like a circle with a

596
00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:58,119
line down and it was all like little dots, like

597
00:37:58,519 --> 00:38:03,480
tiny little dots making these shapes, triangular shapes, and this

598
00:38:03,599 --> 00:38:08,840
other shape. So he leaves, man who gave you those

599
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:11,719
hickeys who can and obviously you know they're not hickeys.

600
00:38:11,719 --> 00:38:13,519
You could tell, you could see all the little dots

601
00:38:13,559 --> 00:38:15,880
and everything else. I don't know what to say to him.

602
00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:19,440
I don't even know how I got these marks or anything.

603
00:38:20,079 --> 00:38:23,840
I was dreaming. I was dreaming and they took my baby.

604
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:29,159
So I'm bleeding and wake up. I'm bleeding, you know.

605
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,519
I go to the bathroom, and I'm really happy that

606
00:38:31,559 --> 00:38:35,199
I didn't tell him that I was pregnant. I didn't

607
00:38:35,239 --> 00:38:37,400
want to be with him, to be honest with you,

608
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:43,079
I didn't love him. I just felt an obligation to

609
00:38:43,159 --> 00:38:45,360
stay with him because he's the father of my children,

610
00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:47,199
and that's the way I was raised. You know, when

611
00:38:47,239 --> 00:38:49,719
you're with that person, that's that person for the rest

612
00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:52,480
of your life, for better for worse. Even though we

613
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:56,960
weren't legally married or anything. My mom, my mom convinced

614
00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,199
me that I had to stay with this person because

615
00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:02,239
you know, my reputation and what have you in religion,

616
00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:09,239
things like that. So I put it out of my

617
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:13,880
mind because in a way, you know, you go through

618
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:17,159
this denial stage in your life. You don't want to

619
00:39:17,159 --> 00:39:23,719
believe certain things. You're still kind of in shock, So

620
00:39:24,440 --> 00:39:26,719
I didn't talk about that anymore, didn't mention it to

621
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:32,480
him ever. Again, I didn't talk about it. I had

622
00:39:34,599 --> 00:39:37,760
two more children with this man. We were together for

623
00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:41,079
nine years. So now we break up, and it is

624
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:54,320
nineteen eighty six. My son was born. So I was

625
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:57,039
having a hard time in my life. And it was

626
00:39:57,199 --> 00:40:02,960
the eighties and the father my children, he was arrested,

627
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:06,119
so they put them away for a while. And so

628
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:10,119
this time, now I'm free, I can leave. I'm having

629
00:40:10,159 --> 00:40:13,320
an interview Innene, so now i can leave, and I

630
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:16,800
can I'm free, I'm free from this person on and

631
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:21,199
so I go and I stay with my sister. My

632
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:23,679
kids are staying with my mom, and my sister only

633
00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:26,000
has a small little apartment. I couldn't stay with my

634
00:40:26,039 --> 00:40:28,079
mom because she didn't have enough room for all of us,

635
00:40:28,079 --> 00:40:30,880
so I stayed with my sister. My sister lived in

636
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:34,119
this beautiful condo in Southington. It was beautiful that one

637
00:40:34,159 --> 00:40:36,800
of the walls was just a complete window from the

638
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:39,159
floor to the ceiling, so you could see the woods

639
00:40:39,159 --> 00:40:42,519
out in the back and everything was just beautiful. So

640
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:45,119
I was sleeping on the couch in her in her

641
00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:51,199
condo and I'm sleeping and I feel this light on

642
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:54,840
my face. I feel this light, so I opened my

643
00:40:54,880 --> 00:40:57,719
eyes and I just turned. I didn't think nothing of it.

644
00:40:57,760 --> 00:41:01,719
I didn't think it was etis. All these years, even

645
00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:06,119
though I've had this experience, I don't want people calling

646
00:41:06,159 --> 00:41:10,639
me crazy, So I said, you know, I didn't talk

647
00:41:10,679 --> 00:41:14,760
about it or anything. You know, I didn't want I

648
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:16,679
didn't want to be looked at this at the like

649
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:22,000
my uncle, you know, the crazy the crazy lady. So

650
00:41:23,599 --> 00:41:26,199
I turn away from the light and I turned towards

651
00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:29,719
the back of the couch. And then suddenly I find

652
00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:37,119
myself outside. I'm outside and I see this head, glowing head.

653
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:41,360
I see this glowing head, and I am like, wow,

654
00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:43,440
what the heck is that? At first, I didn't even

655
00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:45,960
know if it was ahead or what it was, because

656
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:49,159
it looked like a light, like a light coming towards me.

657
00:41:50,039 --> 00:41:55,480
But I see suddenly like this shimmer like next to me.

658
00:41:55,719 --> 00:41:58,719
I feel like staticky and I feel you know this

659
00:41:59,199 --> 00:42:02,039
staticky fee. I'm barefoot, I'm outside and wondering what the

660
00:42:02,039 --> 00:42:04,079
hell am I doing out here? But I'm still thinking

661
00:42:04,119 --> 00:42:06,639
in my mind, I'm thinking, oh, this is just a dream,

662
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:09,079
you know, this is a dream. This is not really happening,

663
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:13,639
and this is man. He's about eight or nine feet tall.

664
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:17,679
Whatever outfit he was wearing. Once that I started feeding

665
00:42:17,719 --> 00:42:23,559
that tinkling feeding, I started seeing these little circuitry in

666
00:42:23,639 --> 00:42:25,719
the air. But it wasn't in the air. It was

667
00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:28,360
literally what he was wearing. And he was standing next

668
00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:31,000
to me. He was so big and tall. I thought

669
00:42:31,039 --> 00:42:33,320
it was in the air, but it was actually his clothes.

670
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:35,800
It was like some sort of a cloaking device or

671
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:38,360
something that he had on his clothes. I could only

672
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:41,599
see his head, but then when he started moving, I

673
00:42:41,599 --> 00:42:44,519
could see all these little chip things on his clothes.

674
00:42:44,960 --> 00:42:46,840
I realized, Oh my god, this is a man. This

675
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:49,760
is someone standing next to me, and he looks down

676
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:54,320
on me, and I really had no I couldn't stop

677
00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:58,679
from going with this man. I didn't even know why

678
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:01,079
the hell I was following him. I was just following

679
00:43:01,119 --> 00:43:05,559
this guy into the woods behind my sister's condo. Now

680
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:08,800
this being his head is glowing. He's about a nine

681
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:12,480
feet tall. My head was like to his shoulders, to

682
00:43:13,199 --> 00:43:16,559
the belt part, you know. My head was around this

683
00:43:16,639 --> 00:43:20,960
part of his body. So he was really big. And

684
00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,280
because his head was glowing, and I couldn't really make

685
00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:27,000
out what his face was like. I thought it was

686
00:43:27,039 --> 00:43:29,440
just like a glowing ball or something. I really didn't

687
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:33,480
know what it was until his outfit did a glitch

688
00:43:33,559 --> 00:43:36,000
or something to it where I could actually see him.

689
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:39,800
I could see he's wearing this really tight suit on.

690
00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:44,519
He's very very tall, and his head is glowing. He's

691
00:43:44,559 --> 00:43:48,519
got something like a watch, like the like the Ano knakis,

692
00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:53,000
something like that that I saw. So I'm following him

693
00:43:53,039 --> 00:43:56,280
into the woods. He waves his hand and a hole

694
00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:01,400
opens up in the forest starts getting bigger and bigger,

695
00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:05,079
a portal. Literally, he opened up a portal in the forest.

696
00:44:05,679 --> 00:44:10,400
I'm stepping through. I stepped through this portal, and I'm

697
00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:15,400
on a ship. Everything inside is seamless, like it was.

698
00:44:15,559 --> 00:44:18,679
There's no ribbits. You can't even at first, you know,

699
00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:20,519
I really couldn't tell even if I was on a

700
00:44:20,559 --> 00:44:22,800
ship or anything. It seemed like I was in a place.

701
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:27,519
So it kind of like curved, And I'm following this

702
00:44:27,639 --> 00:44:31,920
being through this curved area and suddenly it opens up

703
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:37,920
into this big space and there's this huge rectangular marble

704
00:44:38,159 --> 00:44:43,079
wall floating floating there, and I'm like, what the heck

705
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:47,239
is that. So I see this thing floating there, and

706
00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:50,920
I see this tall man standing and now I could

707
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,679
release see him. He's now I could see that he

708
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:59,199
is wearing this really tight fitting outfit. He's you know,

709
00:44:59,280 --> 00:45:02,320
he's standing in this wall and he waives his hand

710
00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:05,880
on the wall. As he waves his hand on the wall,

711
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:08,920
all these spark things started shooting out of this wall.

712
00:45:09,000 --> 00:45:12,159
I'm I'm thinking, oh my god, this, you know, is

713
00:45:12,159 --> 00:45:15,920
it going to explode? What is that? You know? This

714
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:22,760
is nineteen eighty nine, September, I believe it was September fifteenth.

715
00:45:23,239 --> 00:45:27,480
Suddenly these balls of little light things started swirling around

716
00:45:27,519 --> 00:45:36,159
me and forming a solar system like in the movie Prometheus,

717
00:45:37,639 --> 00:45:42,039
where the solar shit. I've heard about it, well, something

718
00:45:42,199 --> 00:45:45,559
like that, but it wasn't as like the one in Prometheus.

719
00:45:45,599 --> 00:45:49,159
This was really bizarre. It was like the whole room

720
00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:51,519
was like a projector or something, I don't know what.

721
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,760
And suddenly it was like I was standing in outer

722
00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:58,559
space with these solar system things, but I was still

723
00:45:58,559 --> 00:46:01,639
in this ship. It seemed like I was just in space.

724
00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:06,199
The way it seemed to me like I was in space.

725
00:46:07,639 --> 00:46:10,440
So I see these solar systems and he's trying to

726
00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:15,320
communicate with me about where he's from, where they're from,

727
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:20,480
and I'm really not really paying much attention because I'm

728
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,840
in all with everything that's around me. I'm trying to

729
00:46:23,119 --> 00:46:27,000
figure everything out. I'm looking all around me, and I

730
00:46:27,039 --> 00:46:31,960
could see suddenly everything just goes back into the wall.

731
00:46:33,159 --> 00:46:37,280
And then I see like these benches and these seats

732
00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:40,280
and this big window, and it seemed to me like

733
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:42,199
I was in some kind of a place, kind of

734
00:46:42,239 --> 00:46:49,079
like I don't know. It looked like like like a greenhouse,

735
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:52,079
like some sort of a greenhouse place, and there were

736
00:46:52,159 --> 00:46:56,480
all these different kind of plants, and it looked really beautiful.

737
00:46:57,039 --> 00:47:00,719
It looked like, well, it looked like Earth, but it

738
00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:03,599
wasn't Earth. It was like on a ship. Like they

739
00:47:03,639 --> 00:47:08,280
had everything on this ship. They had trees, they had everything,

740
00:47:09,039 --> 00:47:12,559
everything you could think of. So then I see, I'm

741
00:47:12,559 --> 00:47:16,199
looking to the right of this floating marble wall, and

742
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:21,320
I see this huge door thing. It looked like a door,

743
00:47:21,800 --> 00:47:25,880
like an entrance, but there were like levels, like layers

744
00:47:25,880 --> 00:47:29,880
to this door, Like there's a door and then there's

745
00:47:29,960 --> 00:47:32,480
this big space, and then there's another door, and then

746
00:47:32,519 --> 00:47:37,039
there's a big space. So I see this light coming

747
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:44,719
from this huge door, and the whole, like the whole environment,

748
00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:48,920
everything kind of really changed, like the whole mood, the

749
00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:55,960
whole everything changed. So I see this giant coming towards

750
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,559
me this light, but I could see a silhouette of

751
00:47:58,599 --> 00:48:03,559
a giant man walking towards me in these big strides.

752
00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:08,760
So I'm thinking, oh my God, what is this? You know,

753
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,960
what are you all? What kind of an angel are you?

754
00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:19,039
And he starts. I start saying, you know, are you

755
00:48:19,039 --> 00:48:22,119
a kid a wing instead of being a cherub, a seraphim?

756
00:48:22,159 --> 00:48:25,159
I mean, what are you? And he said to me

757
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:33,199
like this, We have been called by many names, and

758
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:37,639
I said why me? And he said to me like this,

759
00:48:38,159 --> 00:48:43,639
We choose people and tribes on the earth and we

760
00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:49,880
follow them throughout their life. So I'm thinking to myself, Wow,

761
00:48:50,039 --> 00:48:53,639
what is this? Is this God? I am ready I'm

762
00:48:53,679 --> 00:48:57,199
so scared. I'm shaking. I thinking, you know, I am dying.

763
00:48:57,400 --> 00:49:00,559
I am in front of God. What is this? So

764
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:06,039
I am ready to literally kiss his feet because it

765
00:49:06,079 --> 00:49:10,679
was frightening, and I don't know just the whole the

766
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:16,960
way it carried itself was of authority. You could tell

767
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:22,320
that he was very respected. So I see his big

768
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:26,599
feet in front of me. I'm calculating to myself, Oh

769
00:49:26,599 --> 00:49:29,119
my god, if this person were to just step on me,

770
00:49:29,599 --> 00:49:32,719
he crushed me, my whole chest. We just crushed me.

771
00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:37,199
So instead of, you know, when I was ready to

772
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:43,559
do that, he stops me and he says, no, Stan,

773
00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:49,199
do not kneel before me, because I am just like you.

774
00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:51,119
I'm like, oh my god, how could he say he's

775
00:49:51,199 --> 00:49:53,559
just like me? He's glowing. I mean, I'm not glowing.

776
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:55,960
What is he talking about? That he's just like me.

777
00:49:57,480 --> 00:50:00,400
What he let me understand was that they the human

778
00:50:00,519 --> 00:50:07,239
race has been genetically modified, and we have genetic DNA

779
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:11,599
of these beings as well. We carry their genes and

780
00:50:11,679 --> 00:50:17,559
they carry our genes within them. They choose people from

781
00:50:17,679 --> 00:50:24,719
not only our earth, but many other places, and they

782
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:30,360
genetically splice things together and create and keep life going.

783
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:36,440
There are many well, he let me understand, and what

784
00:50:36,519 --> 00:50:40,800
I'm learning. What I'm learning now is that there are

785
00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:46,159
vast different species of these angelic looking beings. Just like

786
00:50:46,199 --> 00:50:54,280
the human race is diverse, so are these beings. They're diverse. Well,

787
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,440
that happened to me in nineteen eighty nine at my

788
00:50:56,519 --> 00:51:02,280
sister's house. These beings really freaked me out. There was

789
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:05,800
a doctor there. Okay, I am in front of this

790
00:51:06,039 --> 00:51:09,079
ginormous man. He's maybe like, I don't know, twenty four

791
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:11,960
twenty five feet tall, as big as a freaking tree.

792
00:51:12,599 --> 00:51:15,039
I'm looking at these big feet and literally he had

793
00:51:15,079 --> 00:51:22,280
six toes. Yeah, like a nephelin. Wow. But I don't

794
00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:25,159
know if it was a nephelm. I didn't even think

795
00:51:25,199 --> 00:51:28,920
of mentioning that because to me, it didn't look I

796
00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:33,719
relate the Nephilans with something dark, and this being was light.

797
00:51:34,679 --> 00:51:40,280
I mean he was light. Literally, the light was coming

798
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:44,159
out of him, I don't know, like an aura, a

799
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:48,440
splendor of light that was blinding. Literally, he dimmed himself

800
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:52,320
so that I could look at him. Because even him

801
00:51:52,360 --> 00:51:55,159
speaking to me, I could feel, you know how when

802
00:51:55,159 --> 00:51:57,880
you go to like a concert of you know, and

803
00:51:57,920 --> 00:52:00,679
you're too closer to a club and you could feel

804
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:04,159
the vibration of the music in your chest. That's how

805
00:52:04,199 --> 00:52:07,559
I felt when he spoke. I could feel it through

806
00:52:07,559 --> 00:52:11,360
my body. So that's that scared me. You know, I thought,

807
00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:13,840
you know, I'm dead, you know, I'm in front of

808
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:17,760
God or his angels. Something something is happening here. And

809
00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:20,559
then I started asking him, why me, because I haven't

810
00:52:20,559 --> 00:52:23,960
gone to church. I relate these beings with religious things,

811
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:26,360
you know, like angelic beings, things like that. I did

812
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:30,039
not know that they are these beings that are angelic,

813
00:52:30,599 --> 00:52:33,199
but they're not like angels the way we think of

814
00:52:33,239 --> 00:52:37,320
them as angels. They're not here to you know, rescue

815
00:52:37,360 --> 00:52:39,599
you and help you like that, you know, like we think.

816
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:42,960
You know, they do help us, and they do give us,

817
00:52:43,079 --> 00:52:45,840
guide us and assist us, but they can't really really

818
00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:49,920
intervene the way we think. The way I thought, you know,

819
00:52:50,039 --> 00:52:53,679
I thought, oh, you know, I'm I believe in God

820
00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:55,480
and I go to church. You know, I'm safe and

821
00:52:55,679 --> 00:52:58,400
and you know, angels are going to come and they're

822
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:01,719
going to help me. And I thought differently. But what

823
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:04,159
they taught me was that there is technology that we

824
00:53:04,199 --> 00:53:08,639
don't even we that is so beyond what we have,

825
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:13,360
that is like magic. I mean, he could literally he

826
00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:17,079
could say something and and like like I was thirsty,

827
00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:21,719
I got thirsty. I asked for something to drink, and

828
00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:25,079
this little doctor guy think gave me something to drink.

829
00:53:25,119 --> 00:53:27,920
And the next thing I know, I am seeing other beings.

830
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:32,920
Like what he gave me to drink allowed me to

831
00:53:33,079 --> 00:53:37,119
see the other entities that I could not see that

832
00:53:37,159 --> 00:53:41,519
were right there with me, which was which was also

833
00:53:41,760 --> 00:53:47,880
really scary for me. Oh, I drew him too old,

834
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:52,280
God he was he looked his skin his skin had

835
00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:58,440
the texture of a catfish, and he had faced kind

836
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:05,000
of like a catfish. But but he was very very pale.

837
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:10,039
Hold On, I had a picture. I drew him too

838
00:54:10,239 --> 00:54:14,360
somewhere here. But he gave me something to drink, and

839
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:22,199
once I drank that, here he is. He looked like that,

840
00:54:25,679 --> 00:54:30,360
and he gave me this drink. I drank it and

841
00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:34,079
my thirst was completely gone. But I started seeing stuff.

842
00:54:36,599 --> 00:54:39,480
I started seeing these other entities. And there was these

843
00:54:39,519 --> 00:54:42,000
one entities that were like kind of like light beings,

844
00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:46,960
but they were really small and and there there the

845
00:54:47,079 --> 00:54:49,320
light that was emitting out of their back was like

846
00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:51,840
a prism and it caused like a rainbow, so they

847
00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:55,280
looked kind of like a butterfly. And then there were

848
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:59,679
these smaller little beings that looked like children. There were

849
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:03,039
there were they looked like grace, but they were pale,

850
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:06,639
like really really white. And then they had other little

851
00:55:06,679 --> 00:55:09,719
brown ones with a longer back part of their head,

852
00:55:09,920 --> 00:55:12,400
but they were little like a little two and three

853
00:55:12,480 --> 00:55:18,159
year olds just walking around doing things, you know, So

854
00:55:18,320 --> 00:55:23,760
then I'm skipping a lot from that experience. This was

855
00:55:23,760 --> 00:55:30,000
in nineteen eighty nine. What this angelic giant showed me

856
00:55:30,559 --> 00:55:36,599
was that there are other crafts. They look black. There

857
00:55:36,639 --> 00:55:43,320
were these ugly looking ships all over Saturn. He said

858
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:46,239
that we need to be wary of those. I don't

859
00:55:46,280 --> 00:55:49,920
know why he showed me this. This is nineteen eighty nine.

860
00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:54,679
There were these crafts parked in the Rings of Saturn waiting.

861
00:55:56,880 --> 00:55:59,719
It was like a warning, But I don't know. This

862
00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:01,920
is nine. Who am I going to warn? I mean,

863
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:04,119
I didn't have no internet, no cell phone. I mean,

864
00:56:04,599 --> 00:56:07,320
this is stuff that they're showing me. And I didn't

865
00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:10,119
even know that this stuff even existed, you know.

866
00:56:10,119 --> 00:56:12,840
Speaker 1: Telling you that there's craft and the Rings of Saturn

867
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:14,519
that we have to be worried about.

868
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:18,679
Speaker 4: Yes, there's crafts. They're black crafts. They look kind of

869
00:56:18,719 --> 00:56:22,440
like the Black Knight, but they have they're different. They're

870
00:56:22,519 --> 00:56:24,280
kind of shaped like the Black Knight, but they have

871
00:56:24,320 --> 00:56:29,119
more point or things on them. There's a fleet l

872
00:56:29,519 --> 00:56:31,880
what do you mean, the Black Knight satellite?

873
00:56:32,559 --> 00:56:36,800
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, cars in the Black Knight satellite. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

874
00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:39,079
Speaker 4: It has kind of the shape of the Black Knight satellite.

875
00:56:39,119 --> 00:56:44,119
But there's lots of them, like fleets of them. And

876
00:56:44,159 --> 00:56:47,119
he said to be wary of those, that this is

877
00:56:47,159 --> 00:56:51,639
why they're doing what they're doing. Now, I didn't really understand,

878
00:56:51,639 --> 00:56:54,360
because see, I honestly believe he was showing me but

879
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:59,360
also trying not to make me panic, because I honestly

880
00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:05,239
everything that was happening to me, it was IM freaking out. Man. Yeah,

881
00:57:05,280 --> 00:57:07,480
I'm like, you know, what is happening to me?

882
00:57:07,599 --> 00:57:09,519
Speaker 1: A good reason, right, I mean, like these are like

883
00:57:09,559 --> 00:57:10,559
weird alien beings.

884
00:57:10,559 --> 00:57:14,280
Speaker 2: It's nineteen eighty nine, I mean yeah, I mean, did.

885
00:57:14,119 --> 00:57:17,320
Speaker 1: You even know about communion then, like Whitley Schoeber's Communion.

886
00:57:18,760 --> 00:57:21,280
Speaker 4: No. As a matter of fact, my in nineteen ninety one,

887
00:57:21,760 --> 00:57:24,639
my brother brought that book and gave it to me

888
00:57:24,679 --> 00:57:30,239
to read the Communion. Yeah, and some of the things

889
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:37,800
that happened to him, I'm kind of freaky, kind of like, yeah,

890
00:57:38,039 --> 00:57:40,039
you know, these things are gonna have The blue Guy.

891
00:57:40,360 --> 00:57:43,599
Speaker 2: In an Bell interview, he talked about blue guys. He

892
00:57:43,639 --> 00:57:43,920
said the.

893
00:57:44,119 --> 00:57:46,159
Speaker 1: Little guys would lower him out into the woods and

894
00:57:46,239 --> 00:57:49,039
like they were like, you know, yeah, the blue guys.

895
00:57:49,039 --> 00:57:51,760
Speaker 2: He and conored were like really mean, you know.

896
00:57:53,039 --> 00:57:56,159
Speaker 4: The blue guys weren't mean to me. No, they were

897
00:57:56,280 --> 00:58:01,599
very playful. Yeah, I don't know why they were mean

898
00:58:01,639 --> 00:58:09,719
to him, but yeah, but I mean there's the different species.

899
00:58:09,920 --> 00:58:13,360
Speaker 2: You know, we don't yes, because osion so limited.

900
00:58:13,039 --> 00:58:16,920
Speaker 4: You know, Like, well, one thing I didn't understand and

901
00:58:16,480 --> 00:58:21,400
I'm I'm learning is that now they don't even have

902
00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:25,320
to take you physically. They could just take your consciousness. Yeah,

903
00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:31,239
I mean literally they have. They can heal you by

904
00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:34,239
taking your consciousness while you're asleep. And what they do

905
00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:37,599
is they take part of your consciousness and they tweak

906
00:58:37,719 --> 00:58:40,079
something in there that has to do with your DNA

907
00:58:40,159 --> 00:58:43,239
or whatever sickness you have, and then they put it

908
00:58:43,280 --> 00:58:46,320
back down. They put it into this like tube thing

909
00:58:46,840 --> 00:58:49,519
and they send it back down like light, back into

910
00:58:49,599 --> 00:58:52,960
your body. I mean, you're not even aware, you don't.

911
00:58:53,000 --> 00:58:59,760
There's no surgery involved. It is just like magic, and

912
00:58:59,800 --> 00:59:03,039
they I can heal you. I mean I was deaf

913
00:59:03,639 --> 00:59:07,719
in my left ear and I had an experience in

914
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:13,920
twenty nineteen while I was sleeping. I have trouble hearing

915
00:59:13,960 --> 00:59:19,000
in my left ear, so I heard this bang and

916
00:59:19,039 --> 00:59:23,800
it woke me up. And then I heard again, another bang,

917
00:59:23,800 --> 00:59:26,840
and it was the cat. It knocked something down and

918
00:59:26,880 --> 00:59:31,440
I could actually hear. I was like, oh my god,

919
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:34,920
I could hear. You know, I had not been able

920
00:59:34,960 --> 00:59:36,880
to hear out of my left ear since I was

921
00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:44,760
like seven seven years old, and twenty nineteen, I could hear.

922
00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:47,320
I could hear out of my left ear. It's healed.

923
00:59:47,920 --> 00:59:53,599
They did that, They did that, they fixed my ear.

924
00:59:53,800 --> 00:59:56,159
I thought it was a dream. I saw a light,

925
00:59:57,239 --> 01:00:01,199
like a light. I didn't think anything of it. You know,

926
01:00:02,039 --> 01:00:04,719
see stuff here and there. You know, these little lights

927
01:00:04,719 --> 01:00:07,239
and little orbs come in the house, so I don't

928
01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:11,360
really it becomes to a point that you really don't

929
01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:13,960
pay mind to it anymore. You know, it's like, okay,

930
01:00:13,960 --> 01:00:17,679
they're here looking checking things out. Because they do that,

931
01:00:17,719 --> 01:00:20,480
They send their little orbs into the homes and they

932
01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:23,760
they check things out and see what you're doing or

933
01:00:23,760 --> 01:00:26,559
what have you. Well, these same little orb things, it's

934
01:00:26,599 --> 01:00:28,679
the same way that they could take and they could

935
01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:33,559
take stuff and put it inside of us and take

936
01:00:33,599 --> 01:00:37,000
things out of us without even cutting us open. It's

937
01:00:37,119 --> 01:00:43,199
really really incredible. These angelic beans have technology, and you know,

938
01:00:43,280 --> 01:00:45,239
you don't think about it when you see those movies

939
01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,880
about Jesus. And you see these people writing camels, and

940
01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:50,599
you know, they look very primitive. They don't have really

941
01:00:50,639 --> 01:00:53,800
any technology. You know, you don't think of these beings

942
01:00:53,840 --> 01:00:58,679
having technology, but they have. They have technology that pars

943
01:00:59,000 --> 01:01:02,519
passes anything that we could even think of, and which

944
01:01:02,559 --> 01:01:09,880
is really incredible. And these tall white beings do exist.

945
01:01:10,519 --> 01:01:12,800
When I heard about the Nordics, I thought that they

946
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:16,960
were the same beings that I was talking about, but

947
01:01:17,159 --> 01:01:20,039
they're not. And so now I realize that, you know,

948
01:01:20,119 --> 01:01:23,840
because there's so many different, vast variety of different species

949
01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:31,440
of these beings, they're shape shifters. In twenty twenty December

950
01:01:31,440 --> 01:01:37,079
twenty first I was outside. I saw this craft. I

951
01:01:37,079 --> 01:01:40,480
saw this craft and I see four lights underneath it.

952
01:01:41,000 --> 01:01:43,039
So my daughter, I'm talking to my daughter out in

953
01:01:43,039 --> 01:01:46,840
the backyard and I said, love, look at look. She goes, Mom.

954
01:01:47,320 --> 01:01:49,679
She says, you see them all the time. Just take

955
01:01:49,719 --> 01:01:53,599
a picture. So I took a picture of it. So

956
01:01:53,639 --> 01:01:56,599
I take this picture and I zoom in. I mean

957
01:01:56,639 --> 01:01:58,719
on this thing. I'm looking at it right, and it

958
01:01:58,800 --> 01:02:02,440
was low, I mean over the trees. I'm thinking maybe

959
01:02:02,519 --> 01:02:07,920
fifty sixty feet above the house. So I grabbed my

960
01:02:07,960 --> 01:02:10,159
camera and I. As soon as I grab my camera

961
01:02:10,199 --> 01:02:13,000
and I'm trying to focus, take the picture zooms up

962
01:02:13,119 --> 01:02:18,039
really quick. So I snapped the picture fast. Okay, gone,

963
01:02:18,719 --> 01:02:21,840
So I zoom in and I enlarged the picture and

964
01:02:21,880 --> 01:02:25,599
I'm looking and it's not the craft. It's this bird

965
01:02:25,719 --> 01:02:33,559
looking man thing. This thing was big. I don't know

966
01:02:33,559 --> 01:02:40,239
how how long you know. You know those banner planes

967
01:02:40,239 --> 01:02:42,559
that fly in the beach that show, you know that

968
01:02:42,679 --> 01:02:47,679
fly the banners and announce whatever advertisement, the banner planes,

969
01:02:48,840 --> 01:02:54,519
you know, dust cropping planes, a small plane. This craft

970
01:02:54,559 --> 01:03:00,119
was the size of a small plane. So this being thing,

971
01:03:00,159 --> 01:03:03,800
whatever the heck it was, it looked. People say that

972
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:06,039
it looked like an angel because it had wings. It

973
01:03:06,119 --> 01:03:10,960
opened up like something that looked like wings. It shaped, shifted,

974
01:03:11,039 --> 01:03:14,119
and it had still those four light things underneath it.

975
01:03:15,679 --> 01:03:17,920
And it really blew my mind because I didn't I

976
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:23,920
didn't see birdman. I saw a silvery luminous craft with

977
01:03:24,159 --> 01:03:32,840
four blue lights underneath it. What I have learned this

978
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:40,920
past two years is that we are in a big,

979
01:03:41,239 --> 01:03:48,320
great time of change, a huge, a huge change spiritually

980
01:03:48,519 --> 01:03:52,559
and consciously for all humanity and all all life on

981
01:03:52,599 --> 01:04:04,360
this planet. It is we've I am changing. I can

982
01:04:04,639 --> 01:04:07,000
do things that I never thought I could ever do.

983
01:04:08,039 --> 01:04:12,719
My little girl as she can talk to me with

984
01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:17,280
her mind, and I thought that you really needed to

985
01:04:17,360 --> 01:04:19,840
have some kind of skill or something for that to happen.

986
01:04:20,960 --> 01:04:24,519
And my little girl can actually hear my thoughts, which

987
01:04:24,559 --> 01:04:27,159
is kind of alarming for me. I have to really

988
01:04:27,159 --> 01:04:31,480
watch when I'm thinking around her. And I didn't think

989
01:04:31,519 --> 01:04:35,039
that that stuff was real. I mean, this stuff is

990
01:04:35,079 --> 01:04:37,360
really happening to these kids, to all of us. We're

991
01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:42,400
all changing, all of us. Everyone is going through their

992
01:04:42,480 --> 01:04:49,599
own ascension. What they's also told me is that which

993
01:04:49,760 --> 01:04:53,000
really made me cry and really gave me a lot

994
01:04:53,039 --> 01:04:58,400
of anxiety, is the Earth. How precious life on this

995
01:04:58,480 --> 01:05:02,519
planet is, and how precious this planet is. I didn't

996
01:05:02,559 --> 01:05:05,199
know that the planet was alive, you know. I know

997
01:05:05,239 --> 01:05:08,159
that the planet holds life like plants and people and

998
01:05:08,199 --> 01:05:10,760
fish and things like that, but I didn't know that

999
01:05:10,840 --> 01:05:16,000
the planet itself is alive. This is what they showed me,

1000
01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:21,199
that this planet is alive. It is not only alive

1001
01:05:21,440 --> 01:05:27,360
and it holds life, but it is dying. They showed

1002
01:05:27,400 --> 01:05:31,760
me the Earth splitting in two like it was. It

1003
01:05:31,840 --> 01:05:36,519
seemed to me like the Earth's soul was being pushed out.

1004
01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:40,760
And now there's two earths, a darker Earth and a

1005
01:05:40,880 --> 01:05:50,519
brighter Earth, and this transition that is happening, I don't

1006
01:05:50,559 --> 01:05:52,639
know how to explain it. I'm going to try to

1007
01:05:52,679 --> 01:05:58,760
make it as simple as possible. Basically, this reality is

1008
01:05:58,920 --> 01:06:07,320
just one of many. There are realms around our earth. Okay,

1009
01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:10,679
this is the Earth, and then there's another layer, and

1010
01:06:10,719 --> 01:06:14,559
then there's another layer, and in each layer whods life.

1011
01:06:15,920 --> 01:06:18,760
We don't see them because we vibrate at a lower

1012
01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:22,199
density than these other beings do, including the Shining Ones.

1013
01:06:22,239 --> 01:06:26,559
The Shining Ones are way way above us. They showed

1014
01:06:26,559 --> 01:06:29,559
me about the reptilians, which really freaked me out because

1015
01:06:29,599 --> 01:06:33,400
I had no idea about lizard people running the world

1016
01:06:34,400 --> 01:06:39,199
or anything like that. When he I thought it was

1017
01:06:39,239 --> 01:06:41,920
the devil, you know, you describe the devil in scripture

1018
01:06:42,039 --> 01:06:44,639
with a horn being that looked like a lizard or

1019
01:06:44,639 --> 01:06:49,320
something like that. When this giant twenty something foot tall

1020
01:06:49,920 --> 01:07:00,760
man angel guy showed me this giant lizard man to run,

1021
01:07:01,440 --> 01:07:03,960
I wanted to run, I wanted to leave, but I

1022
01:07:05,320 --> 01:07:08,119
was in shock. I think the fear. I was frozen

1023
01:07:08,159 --> 01:07:12,280
in fear. This lizard man was about maybe nine to

1024
01:07:12,400 --> 01:07:17,079
ten foot tall. He was very robust, very muscular. He

1025
01:07:17,159 --> 01:07:20,639
had a tail, but he walked like a man. He

1026
01:07:20,719 --> 01:07:24,000
had arms like a man, but he was a lizard.

1027
01:07:24,679 --> 01:07:28,199
His face wasn't like you know how they showed like

1028
01:07:28,239 --> 01:07:30,280
the lizard. You know, the face is kind of pointy.

1029
01:07:30,320 --> 01:07:34,360
He had more of a snake face. It was flattered,

1030
01:07:34,920 --> 01:07:40,719
but he looked like a snake man. And that really

1031
01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:42,920
freaked me out, especially when he told me that these

1032
01:07:42,920 --> 01:07:45,639
are the ones that are running our world. I was like, what,

1033
01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:51,679
in other words, what we describe as the devil and

1034
01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:54,599
demons is really what it is dwelling on this planet.

1035
01:07:54,639 --> 01:07:58,719
This is what's running our planet. And these other beings,

1036
01:07:58,760 --> 01:08:02,000
like the shining ones and these tall white beings, there

1037
01:08:02,000 --> 01:08:04,599
are other species of beings that are in charge of

1038
01:08:05,159 --> 01:08:10,679
holding harmony and protecting life on the planet, not just

1039
01:08:10,719 --> 01:08:15,119
for this planet but for many others. So which is

1040
01:08:15,159 --> 01:08:20,000
really freaky is that there are these other shining ones

1041
01:08:20,039 --> 01:08:25,159
that run the planet and assist, but they don't intervene,

1042
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:33,600
like they oversee things, but they don't meddle. And what

1043
01:08:33,680 --> 01:08:38,359
you're saying, basically, this is kind of like the reptilian's domain.

1044
01:08:39,960 --> 01:08:44,039
They've taken it over and they've been given the right

1045
01:08:44,159 --> 01:08:47,439
to take it over, because these Shining Ones can definitely

1046
01:08:47,479 --> 01:08:50,560
take it back anytime they want. But there's some sort

1047
01:08:50,560 --> 01:08:54,680
of an agreement there, there is an agreement, and so

1048
01:08:54,720 --> 01:08:59,520
the agreement is coming to an end full circle with

1049
01:08:59,640 --> 01:09:01,920
their Tillians and the Shining.

1050
01:09:01,560 --> 01:09:05,880
Speaker 2: Ones would say, they're the ones that are like really.

1051
01:09:06,199 --> 01:09:08,960
Speaker 4: He said to me, just like humans can have the

1052
01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:11,680
capability of choosing to do both good and evil, so

1053
01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:14,560
do the Reptilians, and so do the Shining Ones. So

1054
01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:18,119
the Shining Ones may look angelic and beautiful and wonderful,

1055
01:09:18,159 --> 01:09:19,680
and you may think that they're going to be there

1056
01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:21,960
to help you. They may just be there to smite

1057
01:09:22,000 --> 01:09:25,560
you and kill you, annihilate you, because they also have

1058
01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:33,159
a job to do, which is really freaky. Man. It's

1059
01:09:33,199 --> 01:09:37,680
like we are being controlled by the reptilians, and yet

1060
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:41,159
the reptilians also have to abide by the laws of

1061
01:09:41,239 --> 01:09:45,359
these other beings that are above them. They're like head

1062
01:09:45,399 --> 01:09:49,039
to head, like they compete against each other, but they

1063
01:09:49,079 --> 01:09:52,119
have like some sort of a truce between them.

1064
01:09:52,479 --> 01:09:53,159
Speaker 2: Who's God?

1065
01:09:53,239 --> 01:09:58,760
Speaker 4: Then, tell you, you know, I never really asked. I

1066
01:09:58,840 --> 01:10:04,640
never asked about God. Why why I even mentioned angels

1067
01:10:04,720 --> 01:10:09,119
is because of the appearance, because I was raised in religion,

1068
01:10:09,319 --> 01:10:13,479
and you know, I always thought that angels were like light.

1069
01:10:14,199 --> 01:10:17,560
But I also knew that the devil was also called

1070
01:10:17,600 --> 01:10:21,479
the sun of light, you know, the the morning star.

1071
01:10:22,520 --> 01:10:30,000
And so this being obviously let me know that that

1072
01:10:30,000 --> 01:10:39,000
that even the shining ones are capable of causing hell

1073
01:10:39,199 --> 01:10:46,359
on Earth. So they're like us. They can choose to

1074
01:10:47,680 --> 01:10:50,720
do good or bad. But the ones that that were

1075
01:10:51,600 --> 01:10:55,600
that were talking to me, that are still communicating with me,

1076
01:10:55,760 --> 01:11:03,640
which is really awesome. I find comfort in knowing that,

1077
01:11:05,039 --> 01:11:08,199
you know, just like humans, they're fallible, just like us.

1078
01:11:08,439 --> 01:11:08,960
I mean.

1079
01:11:11,600 --> 01:11:14,039
Speaker 1: What I do know about now do you feel like

1080
01:11:14,279 --> 01:11:15,680
you do you watch I don't know if you watch

1081
01:11:15,680 --> 01:11:17,760
a lot of podcasts, but I do. I mean, I

1082
01:11:18,000 --> 01:11:19,880
mean it's my job, you know what I mean, Like

1083
01:11:19,920 --> 01:11:21,880
I don't watch a lot, but I have a lot

1084
01:11:21,880 --> 01:11:23,239
of different people on and a lot of.

1085
01:11:23,159 --> 01:11:27,720
Speaker 2: People think that, like I don't know that.

1086
01:11:26,920 --> 01:11:29,159
Speaker 1: That Earth is almost like a like a prison that

1087
01:11:29,319 --> 01:11:31,199
like these entities like run.

1088
01:11:31,079 --> 01:11:34,199
Speaker 2: Arch it is, they use it. They recycle us over

1089
01:11:34,239 --> 01:11:37,199
and over again, reincarnate like have you ever it is?

1090
01:11:39,159 --> 01:11:42,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, it is. You see, we're caught in a web.

1091
01:11:44,520 --> 01:11:47,720
It is a matrix, and we are living in some

1092
01:11:47,760 --> 01:11:55,119
sort of a simulation bubble place, which is really bizarre.

1093
01:11:55,600 --> 01:11:57,600
But what I did, what they did show me also

1094
01:11:57,640 --> 01:12:02,359
is that all of us are connected. We're connected. Okay.

1095
01:12:02,720 --> 01:12:08,960
I had a few life experiences where I died. The

1096
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:11,560
first one was when I was sixteen. I had caught

1097
01:12:11,600 --> 01:12:16,279
pneumonia and I died. I was dead for I don't

1098
01:12:16,319 --> 01:12:20,359
know a few minutes, and those few minutes I didn't

1099
01:12:20,439 --> 01:12:23,000
realize that I was dead. I thought that I was dreaming.

1100
01:12:23,159 --> 01:12:30,880
I saw my body. It was easy and it didn't hurt,

1101
01:12:31,039 --> 01:12:36,960
and it happened like a flash. So what I've learned

1102
01:12:37,000 --> 01:12:42,279
is that this is a vessel. This is what's keeping

1103
01:12:42,399 --> 01:12:45,560
us in this matrix, This fleshy vessel that we have,

1104
01:12:46,119 --> 01:12:51,680
this dense form is what keeps us entrapped in this place.

1105
01:12:52,560 --> 01:12:56,600
Once we sleep, once your body is at rest and

1106
01:12:56,640 --> 01:13:02,399
your consciousness is free, you can you can leave your

1107
01:13:02,439 --> 01:13:05,479
body and you can go and they can take you,

1108
01:13:05,640 --> 01:13:08,760
and you can heal yourself and heal others and visit

1109
01:13:08,840 --> 01:13:12,439
places and do things. I didn't know that this was

1110
01:13:12,560 --> 01:13:19,600
real until these beings showed me. Which really freaked me out.

1111
01:13:19,680 --> 01:13:22,039
Is when I started seeing the webs that connect everything.

1112
01:13:22,600 --> 01:13:26,479
And this was maybe like last year I was watching TV.

1113
01:13:26,840 --> 01:13:30,560
Suddenly you know, I don't do drugs. Okay, I don't

1114
01:13:30,560 --> 01:13:35,880
do drugs. I don't even drink. I saw like this,

1115
01:13:36,520 --> 01:13:38,439
you know how the spider web. You could see it,

1116
01:13:38,479 --> 01:13:42,319
but you kind of see through it. Yeah, that's exactly

1117
01:13:42,359 --> 01:13:47,399
what they look like. But it's all over everything, everything

1118
01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:55,000
that you see, and it has depth I'm trying to understand. Okay,

1119
01:13:55,760 --> 01:14:00,960
Like you know when you're when you got the VR glasses, Yeah, okay,

1120
01:14:01,600 --> 01:14:05,399
and you know you're stepping, but you're still not really stepping,

1121
01:14:05,439 --> 01:14:08,800
and you're like you can move, but you kind of

1122
01:14:08,800 --> 01:14:13,279
have limitations. Yeah, and with the glasses it makes you

1123
01:14:13,359 --> 01:14:15,720
see the depth. It makes you feel like you're there.

1124
01:14:16,479 --> 01:14:16,680
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1125
01:14:17,000 --> 01:14:23,279
Speaker 4: Well, these webs give depth to our experience in this reality.

1126
01:14:24,079 --> 01:14:27,000
They're connected. I don't know how to explain it or

1127
01:14:27,039 --> 01:14:30,880
how they why they're connected, but they're all connected to everything,

1128
01:14:31,880 --> 01:14:38,199
your hands, everything that is around you, everything, which really

1129
01:14:38,239 --> 01:14:40,600
freaked me out. I did not know that that was

1130
01:14:40,680 --> 01:14:46,680
even real, to actually see it with your eyes when

1131
01:14:46,760 --> 01:14:52,079
you're lucid, like like right now we're talking. I mean

1132
01:14:52,119 --> 01:14:55,319
when I saw that and I saw it had like death.

1133
01:14:56,039 --> 01:14:58,439
I almost I got like that vertical feeling and I

1134
01:14:58,479 --> 01:15:04,079
felt like I was falling. So I commented on Facebook

1135
01:15:04,119 --> 01:15:06,079
about it because I wanted to know of anybody else

1136
01:15:06,079 --> 01:15:11,479
that experienced anything like that. But I never expected that

1137
01:15:11,600 --> 01:15:14,319
to happen. But what we are doing, we are in

1138
01:15:14,359 --> 01:15:17,880
a matrix. We are living in a simulation that is

1139
01:15:17,920 --> 01:15:23,079
being controlled by these Shining Ones. And there's okay, like

1140
01:15:23,279 --> 01:15:27,600
you know those tall the tall Whites, Okay, there are

1141
01:15:27,640 --> 01:15:30,600
different species, but these tall Whites also know about the

1142
01:15:30,640 --> 01:15:37,159
Shining Ones. They're all like collaborating, and they all have

1143
01:15:37,439 --> 01:15:40,880
a purpose on the earth to do something to help humanity,

1144
01:15:41,000 --> 01:15:46,439
and not only humanity but all life, the trees, the fish.

1145
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:49,439
As a matter of fact, that there are beings living

1146
01:15:49,560 --> 01:15:54,000
in the ocean that I really really, I mean, I

1147
01:15:54,039 --> 01:15:56,399
see fish and stuff, and I've eaten fish, and I

1148
01:15:56,560 --> 01:15:59,840
never thought of a fish as a soul, you know,

1149
01:16:00,119 --> 01:16:04,000
I don't think of I didn't think of a sea

1150
01:16:04,119 --> 01:16:08,560
creature like I would think of you or myself as

1151
01:16:08,600 --> 01:16:14,159
a higher being. But they are there. There's so many

1152
01:16:16,319 --> 01:16:21,159
life beings even in the ocean that I had no

1153
01:16:21,359 --> 01:16:27,840
clue none. And these beings are not only bringing life

1154
01:16:27,920 --> 01:16:30,680
and taking life from the earth and from people and

1155
01:16:30,720 --> 01:16:36,119
from plants, but the ocean everything. I mean, this ginormous

1156
01:16:36,439 --> 01:16:41,560
light being twenty five foot tall. Man showed me this

1157
01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:46,000
place that looked like Elysium where they were doing all

1158
01:16:46,119 --> 01:16:52,479
kinds of experiments, all kinds. They showed me a place

1159
01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:58,880
where they had fetuses, human fetuses that were all pale.

1160
01:16:59,239 --> 01:17:04,159
They didn't have no color. It looked like like like

1161
01:17:04,199 --> 01:17:06,760
a just like a like like an empty shell, just

1162
01:17:06,800 --> 01:17:09,800
the fetus and everything, all everything that was needed for

1163
01:17:09,880 --> 01:17:13,880
this life to be alive, but it hadn't been imprinted

1164
01:17:13,920 --> 01:17:17,640
with anything, was like a clean slate. And he showed

1165
01:17:17,680 --> 01:17:21,279
me that in the future, that the life that was

1166
01:17:21,319 --> 01:17:30,840
being harvested was not from us. Now. He told me

1167
01:17:30,920 --> 01:17:37,279
that the earth, what is running the earth. The reptilians

1168
01:17:37,319 --> 01:17:41,279
don't want us to be human anymore. They want to

1169
01:17:41,359 --> 01:17:44,119
take the human part out of us so that they

1170
01:17:44,119 --> 01:17:49,359
can control us, sell us patent us, steal our consciousness,

1171
01:17:49,560 --> 01:17:54,920
our very souls. And that'll be terrible for humanity because

1172
01:17:54,920 --> 01:17:57,319
if we think we're in prison now, it'll be even

1173
01:17:57,399 --> 01:18:02,159
worse then. And that's not what they want. This is

1174
01:18:02,159 --> 01:18:04,680
not what life was meant to be controlled like this

1175
01:18:04,800 --> 01:18:08,319
We're supposed to be free. And this is why this

1176
01:18:08,359 --> 01:18:11,880
is happening too, because our freedom is at stake. We've

1177
01:18:11,920 --> 01:18:17,680
been held prisoners here on this planet for centuries by

1178
01:18:17,720 --> 01:18:20,680
these other beings that have just come to control us.

1179
01:18:20,760 --> 01:18:23,119
When we weren't meant for this. They were meant to

1180
01:18:23,319 --> 01:18:27,880
evolve and and and we were meant to collaborate with

1181
01:18:28,000 --> 01:18:30,680
our star brothers and sisters. I mean, at one time

1182
01:18:30,920 --> 01:18:32,039
we walked together.

1183
01:18:32,520 --> 01:18:34,159
Speaker 2: That's why I got a question for you.

1184
01:18:34,720 --> 01:18:37,359
Speaker 1: It's throughout your experiences, Like it seems like you've been

1185
01:18:37,399 --> 01:18:40,079
talking like they've they've like they've come through a portal.

1186
01:18:40,199 --> 01:18:42,560
So do you think they're coming inter dimensionally or do

1187
01:18:42,560 --> 01:18:44,079
you think they're coming space?

1188
01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:48,760
Speaker 4: No, they're coming into dimensionally. They don't need a craft.

1189
01:18:50,239 --> 01:18:53,359
I mean, these beings that are so far surpassed, are

1190
01:18:54,800 --> 01:18:57,840
they don't They don't need a craft. They could just

1191
01:18:58,000 --> 01:19:04,039
pierce through space and time and just with a thought.

1192
01:19:04,319 --> 01:19:09,159
It was just amazing. I mean I didn't know that

1193
01:19:09,199 --> 01:19:12,800
there was anything faster than the speed of lights. Yeah,

1194
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:14,279
but there is.

1195
01:19:14,359 --> 01:19:17,039
Speaker 1: It was Uh, you said that you you you travel

1196
01:19:17,079 --> 01:19:19,119
at night, like when you go to sleep, like I've

1197
01:19:19,159 --> 01:19:20,279
been trying to have.

1198
01:19:22,640 --> 01:19:25,000
Speaker 2: Well, I've been trying to have like out of body experiences.

1199
01:19:25,039 --> 01:19:27,680
Speaker 1: You know, I'm really I'm really really trying to have

1200
01:19:27,720 --> 01:19:30,720
an out of body experience, and like you know, it's.

1201
01:19:30,600 --> 01:19:36,399
Speaker 4: A it's uh, you know, it's difficult unless you use

1202
01:19:36,439 --> 01:19:39,600
assistance like some sort of mushroom or something like that,

1203
01:19:39,640 --> 01:19:43,119
like kyahuasca. There are shaman and people out there that

1204
01:19:43,199 --> 01:19:47,600
can help you with that. I don't know why it's

1205
01:19:47,600 --> 01:19:51,119
happened to me, but I know that when I had

1206
01:19:51,159 --> 01:19:54,560
my my out of body experience, when I had my okay,

1207
01:19:54,600 --> 01:19:58,159
like I got I got ce dip in in last year.

1208
01:19:58,399 --> 01:20:04,079
I got it twice in February and then again in June. Uh,

1209
01:20:04,920 --> 01:20:08,680
I was dying. Man. The sea death happed me so

1210
01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:12,319
bad that literally I was leaving my body and I

1211
01:20:12,359 --> 01:20:20,000
could actually I saw these beings, the little guys come

1212
01:20:20,079 --> 01:20:24,159
back and uh, they were running through my bedroom and

1213
01:20:24,199 --> 01:20:27,279
I you know, I asked my husband, I wake him up.

1214
01:20:27,479 --> 01:20:30,279
He was sleeping. I wanted him to see what I

1215
01:20:30,319 --> 01:20:33,920
was seeing. Plus I was feeling pain and I felt

1216
01:20:34,039 --> 01:20:37,000
that literally I could feel like I was dying, and

1217
01:20:37,359 --> 01:20:40,159
it frightened me. I don't want to die, you know,

1218
01:20:40,199 --> 01:20:43,439
I got these little girls of you know, my life.

1219
01:20:43,720 --> 01:20:45,720
I don't want to don't want to die. I'm scared.

1220
01:20:47,000 --> 01:20:49,079
You know, no matter what people tell you you shouldn't

1221
01:20:49,159 --> 01:20:51,840
fear death or what have you, you know, really you're

1222
01:20:51,880 --> 01:20:55,239
gonna fear death. Okay. When you feel your soul living

1223
01:20:55,279 --> 01:20:58,479
your body and you have these this happening to you,

1224
01:20:58,479 --> 01:21:02,600
you you know you don't want that to happen. So

1225
01:21:02,840 --> 01:21:05,159
this is happening to me. I wake my husband up,

1226
01:21:05,199 --> 01:21:08,239
and I'm seeing these little these little toddler little guys.

1227
01:21:08,760 --> 01:21:11,159
I didn't know they were there to help me. I thought,

1228
01:21:11,720 --> 01:21:14,359
you know, I'm really sick. I'm saying some shit, you know.

1229
01:21:14,439 --> 01:21:15,680
So I wake up my husband and to see if

1230
01:21:15,720 --> 01:21:18,279
he could verify, you know, do you see what I see? No,

1231
01:21:18,479 --> 01:21:21,399
he didn't see what I saw, but these little guys

1232
01:21:21,399 --> 01:21:24,039
are there. So then I see I feel like the bed.

1233
01:21:24,640 --> 01:21:27,520
Somebody's sitting next to me by my shoulders, and I

1234
01:21:27,560 --> 01:21:33,640
look and it's this little girl. And she looks down

1235
01:21:33,720 --> 01:21:39,079
on me. She's she's very pale, she's very tiny. She

1236
01:21:39,159 --> 01:21:42,399
looks human but not, and she tells me that she's

1237
01:21:42,439 --> 01:21:44,640
here to assist me. She taps me in the forehead.

1238
01:21:44,680 --> 01:21:49,520
I'm out. I fall out. The next thing I know,

1239
01:21:50,399 --> 01:21:58,760
I wake up and my fever broke. My fever broke.

1240
01:22:01,720 --> 01:22:05,119
But what I saw when I was gone, I saw

1241
01:22:06,199 --> 01:22:10,119
like a blue something come out of me. And I

1242
01:22:10,159 --> 01:22:12,880
saw this blue thing that came out of me go

1243
01:22:13,079 --> 01:22:17,880
into like a tube of something, and then there was

1244
01:22:18,039 --> 01:22:22,359
cloudiness in there, and then this blue thing it came

1245
01:22:22,399 --> 01:22:27,039
shooting back down and went inside of me. I don't

1246
01:22:27,079 --> 01:22:28,880
know what it was. It was like a blue light.

1247
01:22:28,960 --> 01:22:32,359
It was very faint, like a It looked like a

1248
01:22:32,359 --> 01:22:36,720
tear drop, and it came inside of me, and my

1249
01:22:36,800 --> 01:22:39,560
fever broke. And that was in February. It felt better

1250
01:22:39,640 --> 01:22:42,319
and my seat I went away, and then I got

1251
01:22:42,399 --> 01:22:47,399
it again in June. But when you are having an

1252
01:22:47,439 --> 01:22:53,159
out of body experience, the detachment of it happens instantaneously,

1253
01:22:55,439 --> 01:23:02,039
and when you come back, it's like you you know

1254
01:23:02,079 --> 01:23:04,199
that feeling like when you're falling asleep and you kind

1255
01:23:04,199 --> 01:23:08,199
of like feel like you're going to fall. Yeah, you'll

1256
01:23:08,239 --> 01:23:11,479
feel that, you know, when you when you're pulled back

1257
01:23:11,520 --> 01:23:15,359
into your vessel, you'll feel the pool, and it is

1258
01:23:15,399 --> 01:23:19,199
a pool. It's like you have something wrapped around your waist,

1259
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:23,079
like a rope or something that you don't see, but

1260
01:23:23,159 --> 01:23:28,640
it is there and you can travel from one realm

1261
01:23:28,800 --> 01:23:33,039
to the next, and in some of these realms there's

1262
01:23:33,079 --> 01:23:35,920
gatekeepers that they won't let you go if you're not

1263
01:23:36,319 --> 01:23:41,199
prepared or you're not I don't know something. They may

1264
01:23:41,239 --> 01:23:45,520
not let you go to a certain point. They'll they'll

1265
01:23:45,560 --> 01:23:48,560
stop you. And then you'll get to a certain point

1266
01:23:48,600 --> 01:23:52,359
where there's all these other different kinds of entities, I mean,

1267
01:23:52,520 --> 01:23:55,239
all different kinds and they all want to talk to you.

1268
01:23:56,479 --> 01:23:59,199
It's like they they know they see you, and they

1269
01:23:59,279 --> 01:24:01,319
all want to talk to you. They all wanted to

1270
01:24:01,359 --> 01:24:03,600
talk to me, and they were all talking at the

1271
01:24:03,640 --> 01:24:06,000
same time. So because they're all talking at the same time,

1272
01:24:06,039 --> 01:24:10,000
I could not understand what they were saying. And this

1273
01:24:10,119 --> 01:24:11,119
really disturbed me.

1274
01:24:11,680 --> 01:24:14,279
Speaker 2: Were they talking English like they can just talk about.

1275
01:24:14,159 --> 01:24:16,960
Speaker 4: Like they were talking to me? It seemed like they

1276
01:24:16,960 --> 01:24:20,000
were talking. Could see their mouths moving, some of them,

1277
01:24:20,119 --> 01:24:22,880
you know, but there were lots of them, and they

1278
01:24:22,880 --> 01:24:25,039
were all talking at the same time, so I could

1279
01:24:25,039 --> 01:24:28,279
hear like murmuring and sounds, but I couldn't make out

1280
01:24:28,279 --> 01:24:31,119
what they were saying because they were all talking at

1281
01:24:31,159 --> 01:24:34,239
the same time, and it really freaked me out. I

1282
01:24:34,239 --> 01:24:41,560
felt overwhelmed. Now I had another experience with my kidney

1283
01:24:41,600 --> 01:24:46,560
shut down. At the age of twenty five. I lived

1284
01:24:46,600 --> 01:24:51,319
in Massachusetts, in Worcestern, Massachusetts, and I had a kidney

1285
01:24:51,319 --> 01:24:59,039
infection and within four days my kidney shut down. I

1286
01:24:59,119 --> 01:25:01,760
ended up in the emerging sea room. And so this

1287
01:25:01,880 --> 01:25:06,640
is kind of funny, you're gonna laugh. So they're giving

1288
01:25:06,640 --> 01:25:09,439
me something for pain, okay, because I've got this excruciating

1289
01:25:09,520 --> 01:25:13,079
pain in my back, and you know, I'm just really

1290
01:25:13,079 --> 01:25:16,399
in bad shape. So this guy is in the nuts

1291
01:25:16,680 --> 01:25:19,479
in the next room. It's just like a curtain separating

1292
01:25:19,520 --> 01:25:22,560
the beds. So there's this guy there. He goes, I

1293
01:25:22,560 --> 01:25:25,039
can hear it. Goes to me. Miss, he goes, I hear.

1294
01:25:25,079 --> 01:25:27,520
You're in a lot of pain, and they're gonna give

1295
01:25:27,520 --> 01:25:32,399
you something for pain. But whatever you do, don't eat

1296
01:25:32,560 --> 01:25:37,239
the red pill. I'm in pain, dude, I'm in a

1297
01:25:37,239 --> 01:25:39,640
lot of pain, and I'm just looking for whatever you

1298
01:25:39,680 --> 01:25:43,760
give me so the pain go away. So I see

1299
01:25:43,760 --> 01:25:46,399
the red pill that the nurse offers me, this red pill.

1300
01:25:47,319 --> 01:25:49,239
I remember what the guy said, and I said, no,

1301
01:25:49,399 --> 01:25:51,119
do you have something else. I don't want the red pill.

1302
01:25:51,960 --> 01:25:53,880
She goes, no, this is what we have. This is

1303
01:25:53,880 --> 01:25:56,199
what the doctors described for you just take it. It'll

1304
01:25:56,239 --> 01:25:59,800
help alleviate your pain. So I took it. I took

1305
01:25:59,840 --> 01:26:04,720
this stupid red pill, and I fell asleep, and I

1306
01:26:05,039 --> 01:26:07,960
had a horrible nightmare that I was being split in half,

1307
01:26:08,560 --> 01:26:13,119
and so I woke up screaming. I wake up screaming,

1308
01:26:13,119 --> 01:26:15,680
and then the guy next to me, he goes to me,

1309
01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:22,640
I told you not to eat the red pill. So, yeah,

1310
01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:25,960
that happened to me. But they had me on pain

1311
01:26:26,079 --> 01:26:30,319
medication in the hospital, and I was asleep and I

1312
01:26:30,359 --> 01:26:33,600
went to turn in my sleep and I fell off

1313
01:26:33,600 --> 01:26:38,479
the bed. So I get up and I look at myself.

1314
01:26:38,560 --> 01:26:42,239
I see myself. I had no idea that that was

1315
01:26:42,279 --> 01:26:46,000
a hot body experience. I had no idea that that

1316
01:26:46,399 --> 01:26:49,760
was what was happening to me. But I saw myself.

1317
01:26:50,000 --> 01:26:53,920
I saw myself, and I'm contemplating, how the hell am

1318
01:26:53,960 --> 01:26:57,279
I standing here? But I'm sleeping there? What is happening

1319
01:26:57,319 --> 01:26:59,640
to me? So I'm trying to figure out how the

1320
01:26:59,680 --> 01:27:02,680
hell I get back into my body. So I get

1321
01:27:02,720 --> 01:27:05,920
curious to look out the window. I step on the

1322
01:27:06,000 --> 01:27:12,159
ledge and I'm considering jumping to see if I could fly,

1323
01:27:14,039 --> 01:27:16,720
But then fear sets in and I go back into

1324
01:27:16,760 --> 01:27:20,359
the room. It was like a voice literally that said

1325
01:27:20,399 --> 01:27:24,079
to me, don't do it. Go back inside. So I

1326
01:27:24,159 --> 01:27:27,239
go back into the bed, into the hospital room, and

1327
01:27:27,319 --> 01:27:30,239
I walk around my body and I look at myself,

1328
01:27:30,279 --> 01:27:32,439
and then I hear something in my head that tells

1329
01:27:32,479 --> 01:27:37,079
me just sit and lay down. So I sit on

1330
01:27:37,199 --> 01:27:40,239
my body and I lay down and I wake up.

1331
01:27:41,960 --> 01:27:45,199
So out of body experiences happen in ways that you

1332
01:27:45,199 --> 01:27:48,479
wouldn't even imagine. I mean, you could be in shock

1333
01:27:48,560 --> 01:27:52,479
and have an out of body experience, but self induced

1334
01:27:52,880 --> 01:27:56,079
out of body experiences. I've never really had one of those.

1335
01:27:57,760 --> 01:28:01,680
Most of my out of body experiences happen when I meditate,

1336
01:28:02,520 --> 01:28:07,800
or I'm in a deep sleep, or I'm on pain medication,

1337
01:28:09,119 --> 01:28:10,439
like when I was in the hospital.

1338
01:28:10,640 --> 01:28:12,600
Speaker 1: I think, what the problem I'm doing is, I'm trying

1339
01:28:12,600 --> 01:28:14,600
to have an out of body experience every night before

1340
01:28:14,640 --> 01:28:16,680
I go to bed, and you know, and I'm so

1341
01:28:16,880 --> 01:28:19,079
tired when I go to bed because I'm up white

1342
01:28:19,199 --> 01:28:21,720
working on my podcast and my eyes are fixated on

1343
01:28:21,720 --> 01:28:24,239
the screen. So by the time I go to sleep,

1344
01:28:24,279 --> 01:28:27,600
I'm just like zunked out. But no, but that's not true,

1345
01:28:27,600 --> 01:28:31,319
because we completely Because I have been having trouble sleeping lately.

1346
01:28:31,359 --> 01:28:33,479
So I'll wake up like four times throughout the night.

1347
01:28:33,720 --> 01:28:35,359
I'll wake up, I'll go to bed at like one,

1348
01:28:35,399 --> 01:28:36,840
and then I'll be up at three. I'll be up

1349
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,199
at five, you know what I mean, at least two

1350
01:28:39,239 --> 01:28:42,159
times throughout the night, you know. And and every time

1351
01:28:42,239 --> 01:28:45,079
I wake up, I try to restart the process. I

1352
01:28:45,800 --> 01:28:48,359
listen to the bineural beats, and I'm really trying to

1353
01:28:48,399 --> 01:28:50,760
like have an out of body experience, because I feel

1354
01:28:50,800 --> 01:28:52,119
like if I have an out of body.

1355
01:28:51,880 --> 01:28:53,680
Speaker 4: Experience and i'd be honest with you, I'm gonna be

1356
01:28:53,720 --> 01:28:58,239
real honest with you. Having an out of body experiences

1357
01:28:58,239 --> 01:29:03,479
and all was cracked up to be it is scary, dude.

1358
01:29:03,800 --> 01:29:10,600
It is scary if you have a controlled out about

1359
01:29:10,600 --> 01:29:17,159
the experience. I've never talked to anybody who's actually had

1360
01:29:17,159 --> 01:29:22,840
one like that. My body out about the experiences. I

1361
01:29:22,880 --> 01:29:29,800
don't seek to do it. It happens now, Yeah, it

1362
01:29:29,960 --> 01:29:33,039
just happens, and I don't like it. I don't want

1363
01:29:33,119 --> 01:29:37,520
to have this happen to me. It happens a lot

1364
01:29:39,239 --> 01:29:42,199
sometimes when I'm in the living room or I'm watching

1365
01:29:42,239 --> 01:29:46,800
TV and I fall asleep, I'm gone, and I don't

1366
01:29:46,840 --> 01:29:51,479
like it. I would like to control that. It just

1367
01:29:51,520 --> 01:29:55,680
happens to me and I. You know, people that have

1368
01:29:55,840 --> 01:30:02,079
had out about the experiences that were induced somehow or controlled.

1369
01:30:02,319 --> 01:30:05,479
I if I could, I'd like to learn how to

1370
01:30:05,520 --> 01:30:10,359
control that, because I don't like to leave. Sometimes I

1371
01:30:10,359 --> 01:30:12,359
don't want to even go to these other realms. Some

1372
01:30:12,399 --> 01:30:18,319
of these other realms really are. They're hard to navigate

1373
01:30:23,359 --> 01:30:28,800
unless you're really prepared in your heart and in your

1374
01:30:28,840 --> 01:30:32,359
mind of what you are going to experience, because it's

1375
01:30:32,359 --> 01:30:35,840
all different. All of us have a it's like a

1376
01:30:37,359 --> 01:30:40,239
What I've seen and what I've learned from my experience

1377
01:30:40,359 --> 01:30:44,079
is that we can we can pierce through both space

1378
01:30:44,159 --> 01:30:51,840
and time with our astral traveling. It's really bizarre. But

1379
01:30:51,880 --> 01:30:54,960
there's also beings there that you know, you might not

1380
01:30:55,000 --> 01:31:00,239
really want to mess with. I mean, it is a

1381
01:31:00,239 --> 01:31:04,560
different realm, but not all of them are are good,

1382
01:31:05,199 --> 01:31:11,359
you know, like the lower realms. Those realms are they're dance.

1383
01:31:13,279 --> 01:31:18,640
There's not a good place. It feels like you're being crushed.

1384
01:31:19,560 --> 01:31:25,720
When I had a lower realm experience, but it felt

1385
01:31:25,720 --> 01:31:28,479
to me like I was being crushed literally, like I

1386
01:31:28,560 --> 01:31:33,800
felt that the pressure, the pressure was too much for me.

1387
01:31:34,079 --> 01:31:37,039
I could not I could not cope with the pressure

1388
01:31:37,199 --> 01:31:41,840
of the dance. The way it was down there, I

1389
01:31:41,920 --> 01:31:48,439
was literally pushed back up, like flung out of the dark.

1390
01:31:50,359 --> 01:31:56,039
So the dark could be good, you know. You have

1391
01:31:56,119 --> 01:32:00,239
to learn how to embrace the darkness along with the light.

1392
01:32:01,199 --> 01:32:05,560
But the darkness, I'm beyond that. So I don't vibrate

1393
01:32:08,840 --> 01:32:13,520
like that anymore. So I can't. I don't go there.

1394
01:32:15,279 --> 01:32:17,560
But you know, out of body experiences is where you

1395
01:32:17,640 --> 01:32:21,119
learn a lot. You learn a lot about all kinds

1396
01:32:21,159 --> 01:32:26,359
of things, all kinds of beings. The technology that is there,

1397
01:32:26,359 --> 01:32:27,960
it's just like a dream. I don't know how to

1398
01:32:28,039 --> 01:32:31,760
explain it. But the technology. You don't think that angels

1399
01:32:31,800 --> 01:32:34,800
and you know, the gods or angels. You know. I

1400
01:32:34,880 --> 01:32:39,039
never read about Jesus using technology or anything like that,

1401
01:32:39,720 --> 01:32:41,880
you know. I read about things like that from the

1402
01:32:42,199 --> 01:32:46,279
Bag of Agida and things like that, where they have

1403
01:32:46,399 --> 01:32:50,960
that piercing fire thing whatever like a laser, and then

1404
01:32:50,960 --> 01:32:54,960
they had nuclear weapons and all that. They have technology

1405
01:32:55,000 --> 01:32:57,720
that is so far beyond what we have. It's really

1406
01:32:57,760 --> 01:33:02,000
like magic, like magic. Wow.

1407
01:33:02,399 --> 01:33:06,079
Speaker 2: So how I don't have much time? How many more

1408
01:33:06,119 --> 01:33:07,399
experiences have you had?

1409
01:33:07,439 --> 01:33:13,880
Speaker 4: Like since my god, I've got many. The last one

1410
01:33:13,920 --> 01:33:20,279
that I had was twenty twenty where I saw that

1411
01:33:21,159 --> 01:33:26,479
ginormous being. And I've had the orbs come into my house,

1412
01:33:26,520 --> 01:33:32,760
which is frightening because of light, you know, going around

1413
01:33:32,840 --> 01:33:38,079
your backyard, entering your home, piercing through the walls. You know,

1414
01:33:38,119 --> 01:33:42,239
the kids aren't, you know, at first they were very frightened.

1415
01:33:42,520 --> 01:33:47,439
Now they don't really mind it too much, but yeah,

1416
01:33:47,479 --> 01:33:50,159
it's it's a twenty twenty.

1417
01:33:50,319 --> 01:33:53,279
Speaker 2: You do your kids have experiences as well.

1418
01:33:53,760 --> 01:33:57,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm my granddaughters. I mean, this is also why

1419
01:33:57,840 --> 01:34:02,439
I came forward was because the way my dad reacted

1420
01:34:02,560 --> 01:34:07,039
was horrible. I mean, he spanked me, and you don't

1421
01:34:07,319 --> 01:34:10,239
you don't spank a child for telling you you ask

1422
01:34:10,319 --> 01:34:12,279
them something, they're gonna be honest. They're gonna tell you, hey,

1423
01:34:12,279 --> 01:34:15,119
this is this is what it is. You know, three

1424
01:34:15,239 --> 01:34:19,039
six years old, you're not gonna lie to invent stories,

1425
01:34:19,119 --> 01:34:22,199
you know. And plus, you know, I knew that line

1426
01:34:22,319 --> 01:34:24,880
was a sin. You know, it wasn't. It's just the

1427
01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:28,359
way my dad reacted. And then the trauma of being

1428
01:34:28,399 --> 01:34:30,960
in this place with these beings and all these people

1429
01:34:30,960 --> 01:34:34,640
and children crying, and and you know, it was just frightening.

1430
01:34:34,680 --> 01:34:36,880
It was just like a nightmare. They didn't hurt me,

1431
01:34:37,079 --> 01:34:40,680
It wasn't hurt physically harmed, but the shotgun and the

1432
01:34:40,800 --> 01:34:44,119
experience of it was traumatizing for me. And then the

1433
01:34:44,119 --> 01:34:48,520
way my dad reacted was even worse. It made me afraid.

1434
01:34:48,680 --> 01:34:51,319
I mean, we were being taken, my sister and I

1435
01:34:51,359 --> 01:34:53,840
and I couldn't even run and say, Mom helped me.

1436
01:34:53,920 --> 01:34:55,880
You know, Naomi was taken. I mean when they took

1437
01:34:55,920 --> 01:34:58,279
my sister, I wanted to run and say, Mom, you

1438
01:34:58,319 --> 01:35:01,960
know my sister gone. But I was so scared to

1439
01:35:02,000 --> 01:35:04,800
even say anything to my parents. After these men in

1440
01:35:04,840 --> 01:35:08,359
black came and threatened my dad. I mean, it was

1441
01:35:08,399 --> 01:35:11,560
like we things were happening to us, but we couldn't

1442
01:35:11,560 --> 01:35:13,800
say anything, and if we did, nobody would believe us,

1443
01:35:13,800 --> 01:35:16,119
nobody would care. We would get hurt.

1444
01:35:16,239 --> 01:35:18,399
Speaker 2: Did your dad ever say anything to you about then

1445
01:35:18,479 --> 01:35:18,880
and black?

1446
01:35:18,920 --> 01:35:22,119
Speaker 4: Ever, No, my dad left shortly. My dad left when

1447
01:35:22,159 --> 01:35:24,359
I was eleven. This happened when I was like six,

1448
01:35:24,520 --> 01:35:29,439
and then nine and three years later my dad left.

1449
01:35:30,000 --> 01:35:34,199
So no, no, never my mom. Yeah, we did it

1450
01:35:34,279 --> 01:35:35,880
to get to talk to my mom. I did get

1451
01:35:35,920 --> 01:35:38,199
to talk to my mom. My mom helped me a lot.

1452
01:35:39,159 --> 01:35:43,199
My mom she took me to a library. All she

1453
01:35:43,319 --> 01:35:45,960
had experiences, but she never talked about it. She did

1454
01:35:46,039 --> 01:35:53,039
tell me about this this devil, and she said like

1455
01:35:53,079 --> 01:35:55,239
this to me. She said that after my brother was born,

1456
01:35:55,279 --> 01:35:57,319
that the devil came to her. I says, what do

1457
01:35:57,319 --> 01:36:02,000
you mean the devil? He says, oh, yeah, mark my words,

1458
01:36:02,000 --> 01:36:04,039
the devil exists. It says, well, what do you mean, mom?

1459
01:36:04,079 --> 01:36:06,399
I know the devil exays, but how you saw him?

1460
01:36:06,399 --> 01:36:09,720
What did he look like? She said that he was

1461
01:36:10,359 --> 01:36:15,319
that he had snake like a lizard, he had a tail,

1462
01:36:16,600 --> 01:36:19,520
and that he walked like a man, and that he

1463
01:36:19,680 --> 01:36:24,359
wanted my brother excuse me, and that my mom said, no,

1464
01:36:24,399 --> 01:36:27,239
you can't have my son. I prayed to God for

1465
01:36:27,279 --> 01:36:30,279
this son, and he doesn't belong to me. He belongs

1466
01:36:30,319 --> 01:36:32,680
to God. All my children belong to God. You can't

1467
01:36:32,720 --> 01:36:35,880
have them. So, you know, I thought it was like, wow,

1468
01:36:35,920 --> 01:36:38,920
you know, Mommy's you know, Mommy's trying to scare me

1469
01:36:39,039 --> 01:36:43,079
or something, you know, telling me this story about this

1470
01:36:43,199 --> 01:36:47,000
devil trying to take my brother. And then when it

1471
01:36:47,039 --> 01:36:49,399
happened and I saw, you know, in nineteen eighty nine,

1472
01:36:49,439 --> 01:36:52,640
when I saw that lizard man, and then I started

1473
01:36:52,680 --> 01:36:56,039
researching and people were telling me how these lizard people

1474
01:36:56,119 --> 01:37:03,680
eat people. I mean, yeah, dude, they really do. Not

1475
01:37:03,720 --> 01:37:07,479
only do they eat us, but they use us and

1476
01:37:07,560 --> 01:37:09,920
sell us in the stock market. I mean really, really,

1477
01:37:09,960 --> 01:37:14,159
we're just in We're like in a jail. We are

1478
01:37:15,319 --> 01:37:17,479
in a main strix, like in a prison planet. We

1479
01:37:17,520 --> 01:37:21,920
can't leave. The only way we could leave it is spiritually,

1480
01:37:22,159 --> 01:37:26,600
is having an out of body experience. Is dying literally

1481
01:37:27,239 --> 01:37:35,720
dying to live because it's not gonna be a We're moving.

1482
01:37:35,800 --> 01:37:42,000
The Earth is moving and shifting into a different, a

1483
01:37:42,079 --> 01:37:46,640
different higher dimension, and so is humanity also ascending with it,

1484
01:37:46,720 --> 01:37:48,520
Like we really have no choice. It's not like we're

1485
01:37:48,520 --> 01:37:51,720
going to leave our capsule and ascend separately. We are

1486
01:37:51,760 --> 01:37:54,760
all ascending, all of us, the Earth, and all humanity,

1487
01:37:54,840 --> 01:37:58,960
all life, and it is changing. And this should have

1488
01:37:59,000 --> 01:38:02,880
happened a long time ago. The reason is happening now

1489
01:38:02,920 --> 01:38:07,800
is because we're in deep trouble. I mean, what's happened

1490
01:38:07,800 --> 01:38:11,079
with these reptilians and these there's another race also that's

1491
01:38:11,119 --> 01:38:15,079
waiting to attack us, waiting in the rings of Saturn.

1492
01:38:15,520 --> 01:38:19,039
And I'm sure, I'm sure they're going to make an

1493
01:38:19,039 --> 01:38:23,199
appearance very very very soon, like within the next two years,

1494
01:38:24,239 --> 01:38:25,920
and that's when we really got to worry.

1495
01:38:27,680 --> 01:38:30,279
Speaker 2: I mean, beings will help us.

1496
01:38:31,239 --> 01:38:34,520
Speaker 4: Yes, we have many. And the reason that we have

1497
01:38:34,640 --> 01:38:37,359
many beings here coming to try to help us is because,

1498
01:38:38,239 --> 01:38:41,079
believe it or not, all of the human race has

1499
01:38:41,119 --> 01:38:45,840
been genetically modified, and we have we have DNA that

1500
01:38:45,920 --> 01:38:49,680
belong to these star beings, we have star families, We

1501
01:38:49,720 --> 01:38:56,520
are related to them. Yeah, we're all related to these beings,

1502
01:38:56,800 --> 01:39:01,319
these beings that come and watch and and and show

1503
01:39:01,359 --> 01:39:05,399
themselves to us. And I mean what I saw with

1504
01:39:05,479 --> 01:39:09,680
these these shining ones, these giant men. I believe that

1505
01:39:09,760 --> 01:39:12,560
the shorter eight foot nine foot ones are kind of

1506
01:39:12,600 --> 01:39:15,479
like the GigE, the ones that tell the other people

1507
01:39:15,520 --> 01:39:19,279
here what to do, the humans. And then then then

1508
01:39:19,560 --> 01:39:23,560
these other shining tall or twenty five foot tall, thirty

1509
01:39:23,560 --> 01:39:27,680
foot tall, giant, glowing star beings that look like angels,

1510
01:39:27,720 --> 01:39:33,479
like God, these are above them. And then it's like

1511
01:39:33,560 --> 01:39:39,960
a there is a starfreet federation because where the ship

1512
01:39:40,000 --> 01:39:41,680
and all these other beings that I saw after this

1513
01:39:41,760 --> 01:39:44,760
doctor gave me something to drink on that ship, it

1514
01:39:44,920 --> 01:39:47,119
was like these people were having some sort of a meaning,

1515
01:39:48,279 --> 01:39:51,640
like they were all collaborating together. And then and not

1516
01:39:51,680 --> 01:39:58,439
only that they have these these black entities that are

1517
01:39:58,600 --> 01:40:07,840
very very powerful. They look African, but they're very very

1518
01:40:08,039 --> 01:40:13,319
very strong, very tall, nine ten feet tall, very very dark.

1519
01:40:14,119 --> 01:40:20,640
They're the ones that they have these huge long cigar ships,

1520
01:40:22,439 --> 01:40:27,039
and they're also collaborating with the Shining Ones, and they're

1521
01:40:27,079 --> 01:40:30,319
also here to assist humanity, but not all of us.

1522
01:40:31,680 --> 01:40:36,079
There's something about some of the humans that they want

1523
01:40:36,079 --> 01:40:42,760
to eradicate because humans have been misogynized with something that's

1524
01:40:42,920 --> 01:40:50,319
negative and is basically killing life on the planet, and

1525
01:40:50,399 --> 01:40:54,960
they want to stop that, but they can't really intervene.

1526
01:40:55,000 --> 01:40:59,000
We have to like ask for help. We have to

1527
01:40:59,079 --> 01:41:03,520
ask for help. They're not just not going to come

1528
01:41:03,800 --> 01:41:05,680
and say, hey, you know, this is happening to you.

1529
01:41:05,720 --> 01:41:09,479
But the ones that know what is happening to the

1530
01:41:09,520 --> 01:41:13,159
star Seas that are here on the planet, they're waiting,

1531
01:41:13,880 --> 01:41:16,439
they're they're helping, and they are going to save a

1532
01:41:16,479 --> 01:41:21,840
lot of people, but millions and millions of people are

1533
01:41:21,840 --> 01:41:25,079
going to die. And that's what breaks my heart is

1534
01:41:25,079 --> 01:41:28,159
when I saw all the people dying, all of the people,

1535
01:41:29,239 --> 01:41:34,359
I mean there were more dead people that are going

1536
01:41:34,439 --> 01:41:38,000
to be lost and then there are to be saved,

1537
01:41:38,800 --> 01:41:46,159
which is sad on is own. Oh, it's my mother's bible.

1538
01:41:47,279 --> 01:41:50,079
Speaker 2: It was moving up and down.

1539
01:41:50,279 --> 01:41:52,479
Speaker 4: No, no, that's okay. It's just a fan.

1540
01:41:53,319 --> 01:41:54,960
Speaker 2: Oh okay. I didn't know if that was a spirit

1541
01:41:55,079 --> 01:41:55,720
or something or what.

1542
01:41:56,479 --> 01:41:59,399
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, it's the fan. I have a

1543
01:41:59,439 --> 01:42:02,840
fan because it's it's kind of hot in this room.

1544
01:42:04,000 --> 01:42:05,720
Don't leave. You give me a few minutes.

1545
01:42:07,640 --> 01:42:08,239
Speaker 2: I'll let you go.

1546
01:42:08,319 --> 01:42:12,439
Speaker 1: It sounds like we even go in two hours. But yeah, yeah,

1547
01:42:12,560 --> 01:42:14,199
but do you want to tell everybody if you want

1548
01:42:14,199 --> 01:42:15,560
to be got in the hold of how they can

1549
01:42:15,560 --> 01:42:16,800
get a hold of you and we can do it.

1550
01:42:16,880 --> 01:42:20,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, that'd be great. They can get a hold of

1551
01:42:20,279 --> 01:42:26,199
me at Marisol Smiley forty nine at gmail dot com.

1552
01:42:26,279 --> 01:42:31,960
I'm I'm on Facebook. But also there's a page that

1553
01:42:32,159 --> 01:42:34,600
is faking to be me that used to be my page.

1554
01:42:34,600 --> 01:42:37,600
It was hacked. So basically the one that you have

1555
01:42:37,760 --> 01:42:40,239
that profile, that's the one I want people to look

1556
01:42:40,279 --> 01:42:44,920
for me on, not the old profile that was hacked. Yeah,

1557
01:42:46,600 --> 01:42:48,560
you have the profile, so you could just you know,

1558
01:42:49,039 --> 01:42:49,640
let people know.

1559
01:42:49,960 --> 01:42:51,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I'll put that email in there.

1560
01:42:51,520 --> 01:42:53,880
Speaker 1: I got to write it down or I'll remember it

1561
01:42:54,279 --> 01:42:56,279
because I'm going to actually I'm going to try to

1562
01:42:56,319 --> 01:42:58,319
put this out tonight because I think it's such a

1563
01:42:58,319 --> 01:42:59,000
good episode.

1564
01:42:59,159 --> 01:43:01,039
Speaker 2: I'm going to put it out of like a night episode.

1565
01:43:01,119 --> 01:43:03,399
Speaker 1: I'm gonna call it an after dark episode, and I'm

1566
01:43:03,439 --> 01:43:06,079
gonna put it out maybe like eleven or twelve o'clock tonight,

1567
01:43:06,199 --> 01:43:06,760
because then.

1568
01:43:06,640 --> 01:43:09,039
Speaker 2: It premieres and then all my fans get to watch

1569
01:43:09,079 --> 01:43:12,159
it and they get to chat, you know. So okay,

1570
01:43:12,520 --> 01:43:14,840
you know, so it'll be uh, it'll be good.

1571
01:43:14,720 --> 01:43:14,920
Speaker 1: You know.

1572
01:43:15,279 --> 01:43:16,439
Speaker 4: All right, it sounds great.

1573
01:43:17,079 --> 01:43:18,720
Speaker 2: All right, I'll talk to you soon, Marisol.

1574
01:43:18,800 --> 01:43:21,279
Speaker 4: Thank you, so all right, Robert, thank you for having me.

1575
01:43:21,479 --> 01:43:23,840
You have a great leave ding, take care. Good night

1576
01:43:24,640 --> 01:43:25,079
you too,

