Speaker 1: Are you. I'm good.
Speaker 2: You seem a little nervous. I am my, are you nervous?
Speaker 2: Talks in Texas? So you got to shake out the nerves.
Speaker 1: I always get nervous before these. Why you know, we're
Speaker 1: just two girlfriends or we're talking.
Speaker 2: It's a private conversation where you need to know each
Speaker 2: other a little bit better, and by the end of
Speaker 2: this it'll be like we're good friends. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I won't buits you too hard?
Speaker 2: All right, this man, So, what have you been up
Speaker 2: to since twenty twenty four just started? We we're only
Speaker 2: liking at the end of February. Did you go attend.
Speaker 3: AVN or have you been shooting content from the beginning
Speaker 3: of the year.
Speaker 1: What have you been up to? I'm like, should I
Speaker 1: tell the truth about Avier? Or should I just you
Speaker 1: should tell the truth? I used to have much fun
Speaker 1: and that said, I want the truth. I wish I
Speaker 1: had it right now. Definitely want the truth.
Speaker 2: Tell us to see really messed up story. I would
Speaker 2: love to hear it. Let's fill it out here on
Speaker 2: private talk.
Speaker 1: So I went to first day. Okay, mind you, I
Speaker 1: didn't want to go at all for my mental health sake. Okay,
Speaker 1: have you been before. Yeah, okay, yeah I.
Speaker 2: Went last year and that's why I don't know, you
Speaker 2: knew that there was too much for you kind of thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just feel like after Christmas. You know, I'm
Speaker 3: big on my finances and business, so I just felt
Speaker 3: like after Christmas last time, they just threw everything together
Speaker 3: and it doesn't really give you much time to like
Speaker 3: catch back up and working abe in Okay. The way
Speaker 3: they set it up then you have expis like right afterwards.
Speaker 3: So now you're taking up almost two weeks of my
Speaker 3: month and very calculated okay with my money. So that
Speaker 3: bothers me for one too. I don't like being around
Speaker 3: a lot of people and there's not always very good
Speaker 3: energy around, so that just kind of like gets to me.
Speaker 3: I had like panic attacks last year. It was overwhelming.
Speaker 3: It was just a lot, okay for me.
Speaker 2: Do you have anybody to go to to kind of
Speaker 2: like help you out and you were struggling with that
Speaker 2: kind of stuff.
Speaker 1: Not really.
Speaker 3: Maybe it was just a few people that might have
Speaker 3: been close by. But I think I'm a very reclusive
Speaker 3: like self. I'm used to dealing with things on my own,
Speaker 3: so I kind of just you know, go into it.
Speaker 3: But No, I don't know a lot of people. I
Speaker 3: don't hang out with a lot of people, So okay,
Speaker 3: not real.
Speaker 2: So you kept it to yourself. So this year you
Speaker 2: were asked to do it again and you were like,
Speaker 2: I don't really know, but they it's.
Speaker 1: Whoever is they? Or is your agent or who?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just feel like it's one of those things
Speaker 3: where it's like, oh, you're supposed to do this, you know,
Speaker 3: and I don't feel like it really does anything for.
Speaker 2: So did you sign for a company? Did you sign
Speaker 2: for did you just go for yourself or how? What
Speaker 2: did did you end up going?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 1: I did, but I didn't. I went with my agent.
Speaker 1: So I showed up the first day and I get
Speaker 1: really nervous.
Speaker 3: So then I'll drink a lot and then well, you
Speaker 3: know that doesn't always end up very well, cause last
Speaker 3: year I just got so nervous.
Speaker 1: I was like throwing up blood.
Speaker 3: Like the night before the actual like show, I was
Speaker 3: having like my chest pains are really bad, hearts pounding,
Speaker 3: I couldn't sleep.
Speaker 1: So it's like, why put myself through all that? To
Speaker 1: f It's that you like, what makes you get to
Speaker 1: that point where.
Speaker 3: You feel that much anxiety about just the show as
Speaker 3: that it's being around the people social anxiety. I have
Speaker 3: social I have like anxiety disorders, so I say that
Speaker 3: in plural. I have social anxiety, have PTSD. So just
Speaker 3: being around so much going on just like startles Meah.
Speaker 1: And you know, so this year, I went the first
Speaker 1: day and I'm not going to.
Speaker 3: Say who the girl is because I'm not going to
Speaker 3: give her the credit and she's not really even in
Speaker 3: the actual pro industry. I'm not even sure why she
Speaker 3: was there. But anyways, I usually don't have much negative
Speaker 3: to say, but I think the situation was really messed up,
Speaker 3: and since Avian won't talk to me, I feel like
Speaker 3: opening up about it pure maybe might make me feel better.
Speaker 1: Since nobody wants to talk to me about it.
Speaker 3: So I went over to the bar and I was
Speaker 3: getting some drinks and there was this girl there and
Speaker 3: we had a short.
Speaker 1: Exchange of an argument.
Speaker 3: I don't know what she said to Avian, but they
Speaker 3: kicked me out, okay.
Speaker 1: And that was very, very painful.
Speaker 3: For the fact that I've been in the industry three
Speaker 3: years now, I think we've all put a lot of
Speaker 3: work in.
Speaker 1: It's not like I'm like, oh my god, I've done
Speaker 1: so much.
Speaker 3: But I just felt like, after everything, and this person's
Speaker 3: not even in the pro you took her word whatever
Speaker 3: she said to you. I have no idea if they
Speaker 3: kicked her out as well. It was a very short argument.
Speaker 3: I've never had a problem with anyone in the past,
Speaker 3: So I felt like after spending five hundred dollars on
Speaker 3: a dress, I never got to wards hanging in my
Speaker 3: closet all of the stuff I bought to sell, I
Speaker 3: really didn't want to go. I worked myself up for
Speaker 3: about three months to be able to do this and
Speaker 3: then just to get thrown to the wayside by Avy
Speaker 3: and they wouldn't talk to me. I couldn't talk to them.
Speaker 3: They just said, nope, give me your badge, you're out.
Speaker 3: And I felt like, okay, so I've invested money to
Speaker 3: be here. This is a career, it's a business, and
Speaker 3: you're just gonna treat me like that.
Speaker 1: Still to this day, I've even had like, you know, hey,
Speaker 1: so the show the convention that actually and the words
Speaker 1: or like the.
Speaker 3: So then I couldn't go to the awards show, I
Speaker 3: couldn't do anything. I couldn't go to the parties that
Speaker 3: I had bought dresses.
Speaker 1: For what was this argument? It was just the day.
Speaker 1: I remember what it was because you said that you
Speaker 1: were seking and was it something crazy or yeah.
Speaker 3: I just you know, we just for some reason, she
Speaker 3: doesn't really like me for whatever reason, and I felt
Speaker 3: like I supported her and you know, paying for like
Speaker 3: promos or going to her content events. And then after
Speaker 3: that she's always giving me dirty. Look, she's just being
Speaker 3: very rude and she doesn't have a good rap with
Speaker 3: with anyone, you know, and so I just was like, yeah,
Speaker 3: you're rude, you know. And then we just snapped back
Speaker 3: to each other real quick, and then she scurried off
Speaker 3: and the next thing, you know.
Speaker 1: There was only verbal and no physical.
Speaker 3: Yes, so I could totally understand if it was this
Speaker 3: huge scene and people put their hands on each other.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but yeah, it was totally uncalled for. So was
Speaker 1: it security or was it actual ahead of AVNS? Ahead
Speaker 1: of then No, they went that.
Speaker 3: My agent tried to speak to them and everything went
Speaker 3: through the whole thing.
Speaker 1: Your agent doesn't even know what was to do, now,
Speaker 1: mind you.
Speaker 3: When I had to sit in a hotel room waiting
Speaker 3: to find out if I was even allowed to go
Speaker 3: back or not. Nobody's texting me back. I've called several people.
Speaker 3: Nobody cares, nobody's answering the phone. Everyone's worried about themselves,
Speaker 3: which is fine. I'm not entitled to anybody to care.
Speaker 3: But the fact of the matter is is you're just
Speaker 3: feeling so alone in that moment. Why am I even
Speaker 3: here right now?
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, that's unfortunate, and I'm sorry that you.
Speaker 3: Had to go through that, and that your experiences has
Speaker 3: been bad with the Avian. It's first time being like
Speaker 3: just the anxiety part and then like you know, getting
Speaker 3: yourself to where you could finally go and then it
Speaker 3: didn't end up because of somebody's whatever was told. And
Speaker 3: it's not fair in the sense the fact that you
Speaker 3: weren't given a chance to even rebuttal to what nothing
Speaker 3: was set even you.
Speaker 1: Know what I mean. And that is the kind of
Speaker 1: misfortunate part.
Speaker 3: And that's what's kind of where it's kind of I
Speaker 3: don't underget that part or whatever.
Speaker 2: Again if it was a physical and it was only verbal,
Speaker 2: so it's misfortunate. But at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: you don't need them, and it's unfortunate, And obviously went
Speaker 2: to the proper channels. You didn't do anything whatever, but
Speaker 2: if you feel a certain way, you're entitled to feel
Speaker 2: that way. You do put money out on doing things.
Speaker 2: It is a company and a business that you feel
Speaker 2: like you should be protected to because you are there
Speaker 2: to doing step work for that business. So you know,
Speaker 2: it's not you know, bad to feel the way that
Speaker 2: you feel, and it's you know, it sucks that nobody
Speaker 2: heard you, and you know, hopefully it gets rectified to
Speaker 2: a situation that you could probably come to an agreement
Speaker 2: of some sorts that makes whatever happen better.
Speaker 3: And you can't take it back because obviously it happened.
Speaker 3: You didn't get to go to the awards, and that's
Speaker 3: the unfortunate part. And you know, things are very chaotic,
Speaker 3: which again doesn't make things right of people didn't get
Speaker 3: back to you soon enough because of the severity of
Speaker 3: what it was. Who knows, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: but it's unfortunate. So I'm sorry that you had to
Speaker 3: go through that. But your feelings do matter, and you
Speaker 3: do are a part of the business and you should
Speaker 3: be treated equally just like everybody else. And you know
Speaker 3: your opinions and your thoughts do better, So just.
Speaker 1: Know that exactly it was. Really.
Speaker 2: That's the thing is like sometimes things I think sometimes
Speaker 2: depending on who, what the things, situations are, is things
Speaker 2: may become caddy, things can be whatever. And that's not
Speaker 2: really fear if that's just what it was and it
Speaker 2: wasn't something extreme, right, you know what I mean, Especially
Speaker 2: like if it wasn't, why weren't the cops involved? It's
Speaker 2: dagis somebody's all you don't mean that was consituation, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean? So it could have been all
Speaker 2: differ I wasn't kicked out.
Speaker 3: Of the hotel, which was also strange. Yeah, it was
Speaker 3: a v in and so yeah, I just felt like
Speaker 3: after everything that I've put in and all the good
Speaker 3: that I've done and the fact that I was nominated
Speaker 3: last year, you know with exisiting av IN and it's
Speaker 3: like I've never had a problem with anyone on set.
Speaker 1: And don't think I have a bad rap and you
Speaker 1: know or whatever. So I just kind of felt like
Speaker 1: it was it was just the day We're argument.
Speaker 2: Something is is that if it wasn't something that severe,
Speaker 2: then you should have been like kicked out of, you know,
Speaker 2: something completely as a convention as a whole, you know,
Speaker 2: so it's again unfortunate, but it's also in the same
Speaker 2: day and age of your content provider creator and you
Speaker 2: don't have to go to a v and you don't
Speaker 2: have to go to expis, you don't have to be
Speaker 2: a part of those things, and you'll still make the
Speaker 2: money that you're doing. Is it good to do those things, Yes,
Speaker 2: But if you're having problems with those things, you could
Speaker 2: do it your own way and you know, or talk
Speaker 2: how you're speaking to me, you're talking to you know,
Speaker 2: like an adult.
Speaker 1: You're standing up for yourself.
Speaker 2: You didn't do anything wrong, and go see them to
Speaker 2: in their offices, go and speak for yourself. And again,
Speaker 2: not that that's going to change what happened, because you
Speaker 2: can't go back in time, but you could at least
Speaker 2: stand up for yourself and make it right for you,
Speaker 2: you know. So I would say, don't necessarily exactly how
Speaker 2: you said it to me is the same conversation, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean? Then maybe at least be like,
Speaker 2: I don't even know what was said, and you know
Speaker 2: that's the starting point. So I think that you know
Speaker 2: you're allowed to know why, especially if it's something to
Speaker 2: be like where you're kicked.
Speaker 1: Out of an entire ren event. Yeah, yeah, there are
Speaker 1: words were I was intimidating.
Speaker 3: You're intimidating, TIMI, well, I get that all the time.
Speaker 3: But I have a really great at resting bitch face.
Speaker 3: I've had my mother a bit telling that. I was like, yeah,
Speaker 3: sometimes it's just my look, it's not that I'm just
Speaker 3: have a lot not to say exactly.
Speaker 1: Wow.
Speaker 2: Now that we've got that off our chest, I feel
Speaker 2: better and you want to, let's cheer our happy dads.
Speaker 1: Thank you, Yes, for sure, welcome to private talk. I
Speaker 1: always they can chokes you as say that I'm doctor Texas.
Speaker 2: I don't have the HD, but you know, I like,
Speaker 2: I know all the good things. I have a lot
Speaker 2: of personal experience. So it's a safe space to say
Speaker 2: whatever you want and uh yeah, can navigate through that.
Speaker 1: We love it. So what do you have coming forward
Speaker 1: in twenty twenty four?
Speaker 2: There you have anything that maybe some collapse that you're
Speaker 2: like looking forward to doing, maybe some companies that you
Speaker 2: haven't worked for that you want to do.
Speaker 1: You have like a vision board for twenty twenty four.
Speaker 3: Trying to make what I'm trying to be better about
Speaker 3: that like having lists and like you know, I just
Speaker 3: like come up with stuff and then try to do it.
Speaker 1: So I'm trying to be more organ.
Speaker 3: There's actually quite a few companies I haven't worked for,
Speaker 3: so I think that's a big, you know, goal of mine.
Speaker 3: I want to start doing a andal, So I'm working
Speaker 3: towards that, just kind of like putting it out there
Speaker 3: and seeing what happens, trying to grow up you and know.
Speaker 2: Okay, so let's let's bath, let's go, let's press rewind,
Speaker 2: let's do How did we get to being gena star?
Speaker 1: Right here? You said you're from California? You were you doing?
Speaker 1: Did you just only do only f before? Did you?
Speaker 2: How did you start doing mainstream porn? To get to
Speaker 2: you to private talk?
Speaker 1: Right now? Wow? Long journey.
Speaker 3: I think when I was about twenty six, when I
Speaker 3: first moved in Texas, I started trying to figure out
Speaker 3: how to escort okay, and I had no one to
Speaker 3: talk to.
Speaker 1: I had no one to ask. Uh. I had a
Speaker 1: few friends that were so why go to Texas to escort? Didn't? Oh,
Speaker 1: so what did you go to Texas for? Boy? No,
Speaker 1: I was actually trying to get away from my ex husband. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: I had a divorce.
Speaker 3: You just wanted a new life, new situation, so you
Speaker 3: go to Texas. I actually wanted to get out of
Speaker 3: California since I was born and raised. I wanted to
Speaker 3: have my own business, which I did start as soon
Speaker 3: as I moved there. Started doing really well within your
Speaker 3: business microblading, brows and lashes, spray tands. I did like
Speaker 3: data stuff, so I had a salon studio for five
Speaker 3: years there that I started when I moved there. So
Speaker 3: that's originally like was the whole thing. Now there was
Speaker 3: the personal like deep down inside of me, like towards
Speaker 3: the half to the end of my relationship.
Speaker 1: This is my second marriage. I have two teenagers. You know,
Speaker 1: at this point, I'm thinking, like, I don't.
Speaker 3: Know what I'm doing here, trying to make marriage work,
Speaker 3: keep trying to make the music, you know, work with
Speaker 3: people and stuff, and it always seems like I'm just
Speaker 3: solicited all its and then due just want to have
Speaker 3: sex with me all the time. And so I was
Speaker 3: just like, you know what, this doesn't work out, Like
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna be like, oh, I want to make money,
Speaker 3: so I don't want to be an old lady and
Speaker 3: be like, Okay, why didn't you take advantage of this.
Speaker 3: So I started trying to date. It was about a
Speaker 3: year after.
Speaker 1: I left my ex.
Speaker 3: I started trying to date, and it was just like
Speaker 3: date after date, like regular dating was just the same thing,
Speaker 3: different people, you know.
Speaker 1: So then I was like, well, it still wasn't filling
Speaker 1: the void. No, it was just like this isn't working
Speaker 1: okay at all.
Speaker 3: So then I was like, okay, well I think I
Speaker 3: should start getting paid to do this. So I got
Speaker 3: to figure out how to turn these dates into money, okay,
Speaker 3: and that's what I started doing. I got on some websites,
Speaker 3: I went to Miami, which really opened the.
Speaker 1: Door for me. I kept going to Miami for.
Speaker 3: Vacation, but it was just like education, yeah, vacation, but
Speaker 3: that's what it was started as.
Speaker 1: And then then I start seeing like, wow, I could
Speaker 1: go on vacation to make money. Okay.
Speaker 3: I was very green, like square, So I was like, wow,
Speaker 3: I can go on vacation and start making money.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm over here. Next thing, you know, I'm
Speaker 1: in a yacht. Next thing, you know, get money, you
Speaker 1: know whatever. And that was the beginning. So how did
Speaker 1: you navigate your ways to like the yachts?
Speaker 2: Did you like find a group of growser you just
Speaker 2: saw you were on the beach with like your big booty,
Speaker 2: and they're just like, hey, come on that, like on
Speaker 2: the yacht with Ian, Like is Miami in all the
Speaker 2: different ways, but you're saying like different going there and
Speaker 2: you see that, and then obviously there's a lot of
Speaker 2: people that are.
Speaker 1: Like, oh, well, let me give you whatever the fuck
Speaker 1: you want. Just hey, you want to get on the bowl.
Speaker 1: And I'm like sure, so you're going out there solo?
Speaker 3: No.
Speaker 1: I had a friend and so we would do like
Speaker 1: regular stuff.
Speaker 3: We'd go to a dinner, or we would go to
Speaker 3: a bar and this girl a girl okay, and so
Speaker 3: we would just stand there or sit there, and then
Speaker 3: you know, guys would come up and be like, hey,
Speaker 3: you want to go on the yacht tomorrow?
Speaker 1: What to Mexico. Absolutely, I'll give you this. I'll give
Speaker 1: you that.
Speaker 3: And I was just like, I need to take advantage
Speaker 3: of this. So that's where it all had started. Then
Speaker 3: at each step of the way, I started going, Okay,
Speaker 3: so if I could do this, I can push it further.
Speaker 1: Because there was a while that I was like going
Speaker 1: on dates with guys and I just I couldn't do it.
Speaker 1: I could not get myself to the point to like
Speaker 1: follow through with the intimacy part of it. And then
Speaker 1: I do like women, I do. I'm bisexual. Okay, have
Speaker 1: you ever had a relationship with a woman?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: What I want to Okay, and like I want of
Speaker 2: what you're saying is it seems like is it because
Speaker 2: of the male counter point and it not doing what
Speaker 2: for relationship? And when you have a relationship with a female.
Speaker 1: Yeah. I had to come to that realization.
Speaker 3: And it's been something that's like slowly I have I
Speaker 3: just all I identify.
Speaker 1: With men most of the times, like I can have fun.
Speaker 1: Adds are sex, yeah, and that's it.
Speaker 3: But with women I find very comfortable, emotional, intimate and
Speaker 3: it's not really like a huge sex sexual thing.
Speaker 1: It's just more of like I get everything that I
Speaker 1: need I feel like in a woman.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I would love to be a part of like
Speaker 3: a threuple or like to have a girlfriend.
Speaker 1: And then and we go and fuck eyes.
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't think that that bo would
Speaker 2: work for you because I feel like I think the
Speaker 2: again the dick is like, uh, not that a dildo would.
Speaker 2: It's advice, but it's like sometimes you need to like
Speaker 2: be fucked by dick that you don't want anything attached
Speaker 2: to the dick. Yeah, so it's like transactional as far
Speaker 2: as like it's just so I feel like it would.
Speaker 1: Get in the way probably, Yeah, I think that that's
Speaker 1: it's healthy though.
Speaker 2: I think that like trying different things, even like you know,
Speaker 2: knowing and not staying in your marriage or whatever, and
Speaker 2: being true to yourself and being like this isn't for me,
Speaker 2: and being honest about yourself and knowing what you need
Speaker 2: and what you want. I think that that's perfectly okay
Speaker 2: to do and navigate. And there's no book on it,
Speaker 2: there's no like whatever.
Speaker 1: So it's like live your life, girl.
Speaker 3: So that got you got to you were in Texas,
Speaker 3: then you went to Miami.
Speaker 2: You saw how that that was working out. So then
Speaker 2: how did we get from there to being important?
Speaker 3: So I had started only fans before COVID because I
Speaker 3: think it was like twenty eighteen.
Speaker 1: I thought about it for a year because I was worried,
Speaker 1: oh my god, what going to think about me?
Speaker 3: You know, and I got kids and you know, everything
Speaker 3: that everybody wants to say to you to make you.
Speaker 1: Feel like it's a bad idea, you're a bad person.
Speaker 1: So I was just like, I don't know, can I
Speaker 1: take all that on.
Speaker 3: Because it came from a very like I grew up
Speaker 3: in church and it was just like all the standards,
Speaker 3: you know, so that still kind of like sits in
Speaker 3: the back of your mind.
Speaker 1: So I thought about it, still have a good relationship
Speaker 1: with your family.
Speaker 3: My my mom and then my siblings, and that's that's
Speaker 3: about it.
Speaker 1: But it's always been that way.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's not like, you know, he's like growing up
Speaker 2: in the church, so sometimes it's like it go either way.
Speaker 3: Yeah, well it was my dad didn't go to church,
Speaker 3: and my dad really wasn't in my life, so it
Speaker 3: was just like my mom was always the you know,
Speaker 3: like there yeah, yes, And then.
Speaker 1: What was I gonna say? For god, you're.
Speaker 2: Talking about how you wanted to do oh oh about
Speaker 2: the porn and how you thought about people with what
Speaker 2: they would think about you. It's just because of how
Speaker 2: your backround and things like that, you know, from growing up,
Speaker 2: and then how did you did you just one day
Speaker 2: was like fuck it, I'm just gonna do porn.
Speaker 3: And yeah, I kind of like talked to a few
Speaker 3: people about it like different guys or like, you know.
Speaker 3: I didn't actually really talk too much to my family
Speaker 3: about it at the time because I was like, well, matter.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 3: You know. We all just kind of accept each other
Speaker 3: for who our crazy selves are. And then because I
Speaker 3: had a photographer that was pushing me to do it.
Speaker 2: So when you had just your of were you just
Speaker 2: doing were you doing full nudity or so oh yes, everything,
Speaker 2: So you were already like the customers doing stuff. You
Speaker 2: just didn't have the performers other than yourself.
Speaker 3: Exit well, I mean eventually yeah, yeah, but yeah.
Speaker 1: It was just me.
Speaker 3: I do remember Actually I did do a girl girl,
Speaker 3: and the girl never gave me the content. I kind
Speaker 3: of got like, does that happen a lot? No, Okay,
Speaker 3: that was just like.
Speaker 1: The beginning, and I don't think I knew any better.
Speaker 3: Okay, And it was in Miami, and the photographer that
Speaker 3: was telling me to do it, you know, uh, set
Speaker 3: me up with this girl because I was like from
Speaker 3: the beginning, I was like, I'm all in, Like, there's
Speaker 3: no if fans or butts or little toes, no.
Speaker 1: Because if you're gonna make fun of me or you're
Speaker 1: gonna judge me. You're gonna judge me.
Speaker 3: All the way, and I'm gonna go all the way
Speaker 3: and I'm gonna do the best I can and make
Speaker 3: as much money as I can.
Speaker 1: You can't laugh at me at that. You can, but
Speaker 1: I don't know, it doesn't matter, go home. Yeah.
Speaker 3: So from there I was already doing like OnlyFans maybe
Speaker 3: two years Browsers hit me up on my Twitter one
Speaker 3: day and.
Speaker 1: Was like, hey, would you do would you shoot with us?
Speaker 3: And I was like, well, I mean it's marketing. I'm
Speaker 3: not gonna have to try too hard for you, because
Speaker 3: I was self marketing everything, like you know, on OnlyFans
Speaker 3: and on my social media like hard, like too much,
Speaker 3: just way too much and like obsessed with it. So
Speaker 3: when that came about, I just saw it as a
Speaker 3: marketing opportunity, but I didn't have to work as hard
Speaker 3: for that was gonna work for me.
Speaker 1: And that's how that started. And then so how is
Speaker 1: that like doing your first like mainstream porn. Were you excited?
Speaker 1: Were you nervous? Yeah? Yeah, it was great.
Speaker 3: I did my first Uh it was a boy Girl
Speaker 3: with Xander Cordovas. I hope it said that right, and
Speaker 3: I'm horrible at names. It was actually probably the best
Speaker 3: first experience you could get because he knows what he's doing.
Speaker 1: He's a nice guy.
Speaker 3: He made me feel comfortable really quickly because I just
Speaker 3: in my head was just spinning because they didn't book me.
Speaker 3: I had light bulb done, so they didn't book me.
Speaker 3: Like there was like three months out, so I had
Speaker 3: three months to sit there and just and I had
Speaker 3: no one to talk to and just imagine what this
Speaker 3: was going to be. Like, I didn't know anyone really
Speaker 3: in the industry at all. Nothing I didn't I didn't
Speaker 3: tell my family. I did tell some siblings and that
Speaker 3: was about it.
Speaker 2: So did you have did you watch porn prior to
Speaker 2: like you're thinking about doing it or was it always
Speaker 2: just transactional and was just thinking about like the next
Speaker 2: way to like level.
Speaker 3: Up all the transactional Yeah, yeah, I didn't watch it
Speaker 3: before because it doesn't it doesn't really.
Speaker 1: Do anything for me.
Speaker 3: I like I could be in the moment and to
Speaker 3: be touched and to be doing things, and yeah, it
Speaker 3: gets me excited, like I want to do it, and
Speaker 3: I think poorn frustrates me, okay, where it's like I
Speaker 3: just want to do it.
Speaker 1: You just want to do it. You just want to fuck. Yeah,
Speaker 1: You're like just fun, Yeah, I just want to fuck.
Speaker 2: Who were some of the porn people that you kind
Speaker 2: of like look up to to, anybody like helped you
Speaker 2: along the way? Are you just kind of still navigating
Speaker 2: it by yourself? Have you worked with some people that's
Speaker 2: kind of.
Speaker 1: Helped you out to a lot of self navigating?
Speaker 3: Okay, Uh, don't have I mean I probably did look
Speaker 3: up to some people, and.
Speaker 1: Then when I met him in person, it changed everything. Okay,
Speaker 1: you know, so they were rude, snuffed me, and that.
Speaker 3: Changed everything for me that it's certain like what happened
Speaker 3: like it was just kind of brushed you off. Is there.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say any names.
Speaker 3: But somebody very very high up. I met her in person,
Speaker 3: and I was so excited to meet her, and I
Speaker 3: was like, oh, you know, and I was like, man,
Speaker 3: I'd love to work even when I just walked off
Speaker 3: right in front of my face.
Speaker 1: So I was like, wow, okay, all right, that's I
Speaker 1: feel like.
Speaker 2: You know, and I and I sometimes I like I
Speaker 2: empathize with both sides, right, I'm I'm a gemini again.
Speaker 2: Somebody would say like doctor Texas the whole thing, but
Speaker 2: it's like, what if that person is having a bad day.
Speaker 3: Get those things whatever, and again inside that personally and
Speaker 3: in my first of what if you were looking up
Speaker 3: to that for he know, Fords and whatever.
Speaker 2: And I think that sometimes, especially in highly trafficked areas.
Speaker 3: Where we're all in masses, become can become overwhelming because
Speaker 3: of like like you said yourself, it's like sometimes it's
Speaker 3: hard to have social anxiety and there's people coming at
Speaker 3: you from performers to directors, to fans too, you don't know,
Speaker 3: to whatever. So I think sometimes are welling and sometimes
Speaker 3: I feel like myself, I've been in your shoes where
Speaker 3: I have taken things personal, but then having conversations with
Speaker 3: those things that I thought whenever and they were unaware.
Speaker 1: Of mindfully so or not.
Speaker 2: I think that is a lot and having grace for
Speaker 2: just people in general. Yeah, you know, as much as
Speaker 2: like we go through heart these whatever, it's like we
Speaker 2: all are, we're just people and try to navigate one
Speaker 2: sucks act at a time.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's good for thought.
Speaker 2: But I think that it's one of those things where
Speaker 2: it's like sometimes we forget those other sides too, because
Speaker 2: it also feels like, well, fuck, like you're not evenna
Speaker 2: say hi Tony, like I'm doing things or like whatever,
Speaker 2: and then feel snubbed or you feel like, well, why
Speaker 2: wouldn't you like why am I not? But I don't
Speaker 2: think sometimes it's always that case, and sometimes it is
Speaker 2: sometimes the people are as assholes. Yeah, you can go
Speaker 2: both ways, but I think sometimes like, I don't know,
Speaker 2: I feel like you just obviously think about the other side.
Speaker 1: No, I totally understand that, and I've thought about that.
Speaker 2: Is there any kind of daily rituals that you do
Speaker 2: are kind of like kind of get you grounded to
Speaker 2: like this space of like being in my performer mode,
Speaker 2: like and how you kind of.
Speaker 1: Like get yourself to create your content trying to focus
Speaker 1: on my mental health and staying positive.
Speaker 2: What do you do to that you? Are you talking
Speaker 2: to anybody? Do meditate? Do you journal? Do you Is
Speaker 2: there like things like that?
Speaker 3: No, I've done a lot of therapy in my past,
Speaker 3: Like in my regular life, I did couple's therapy, I
Speaker 3: did therapy.
Speaker 1: On my own. I mean I don't I don't feel
Speaker 1: like therapy really did much for me. It depends on
Speaker 1: who you talk to.
Speaker 3: I feel like talking to people who have worked through
Speaker 3: situations and can empathize with you or give you advice,
Speaker 3: like you know, like actual people has helped me out
Speaker 3: a lot. But I have been taking medication that has
Speaker 3: been helping me. After AVAN last year, I had gotten
Speaker 3: on prozac.
Speaker 1: So last year was really hard for me.
Speaker 3: I got on prozac right after AVAN because I was like,
Speaker 3: my anxiety I just started having.
Speaker 1: Have you always had anxiety issues? Yeah? Yeah, it just
Speaker 1: threw me over the top, Okay, because I feel like
Speaker 1: because it's like one of those things too.
Speaker 2: It's like, well because like AVN didn't but it was
Speaker 2: because of the pressure of being around that many people.
Speaker 1: What it's high it was. I'm not knowing how to
Speaker 1: manage it exactly. I'm not saying like, oh my god.
Speaker 3: They don't trying to the effect of like whats were Like,
Speaker 3: was that a pattern before that you had in certain
Speaker 3: situations prior to like and so it escalates at this
Speaker 3: age now because it's one hundred times scale that it was. Yeah,
Speaker 3: cause I'm sure, yeah, because you're like more aware and
Speaker 3: then you're more self like I'm so self aware that
Speaker 3: then I can see a lot of this stuff happening.
Speaker 3: So I had gotten on prozac gained thirty pounds, which
Speaker 3: was very hard for me because this is based on
Speaker 3: like the way that you look, and then being bigger
Speaker 3: or gaining weight isn't really fall under the you know,
Speaker 3: the umbrella of what typically gets booked.
Speaker 1: So that was very hard on me.
Speaker 3: You know, I was already on the heavier side, quote unquote,
Speaker 3: and then I gained thirty pounds and it was just
Speaker 3: making my skin complexion, you know, off and everything, and
Speaker 3: so I didn't.
Speaker 1: Feel like myself. I was like, what's worse the depression
Speaker 1: I'm having or feeling fat? I didn't.
Speaker 3: I still really haven't done my own photo shoot, like
Speaker 3: where I went to a photographer and made it a
Speaker 3: thing for It's been a year still, yeah.
Speaker 1: Since then.
Speaker 3: So I got off of that several months ago, and
Speaker 3: then I a few months went by and it was
Speaker 3: like We're coming up on av and and all this
Speaker 3: stuff that has to happen, and I was like, I
Speaker 3: can't do I gotta try something again.
Speaker 1: So then I swim which to symbalta and I've been
Speaker 1: losing the weight, so I've plus six pounds, but you know,
Speaker 1: it's nest somewhere. Yeah, it's you know, we're getting there.
Speaker 2: But I feel like you're really hard on yourself. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you've got to give yourself grace. Yeah, give yourself a high,
Speaker 2: give yourself, you know what I mean. I feel like
Speaker 2: sometimes it's like I don't think it. It's like it
Speaker 2: doesn't need to.
Speaker 1: Be that hard.
Speaker 3: Just being you is enough and I believe yeah, and
Speaker 3: that's the thing is like, but not getting it by
Speaker 3: yourself sucks sometimes.
Speaker 2: But like asking for help too is a big part
Speaker 2: of those things, and I think that is a struggle
Speaker 2: sometimes for a lot of people and just feeling comfortable
Speaker 2: in settings to like kind of get that out because.
Speaker 1: It's you know, it's hard. Life's hard.
Speaker 2: You know they put on top of doing it, you know,
Speaker 2: be a sex worker and having an industry and then
Speaker 2: also then having anxiety and all those things like that.
Speaker 1: But I think it's manageable and you're doing a great job.
Speaker 2: And I think that you can just continue doing what
Speaker 2: you're doing and putting every day in front of itself
Speaker 2: and you really fine.
Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you. I feel like when you're when you
Speaker 3: do a lot of things in life and you're alone
Speaker 3: a lot, like you're in your head and all you
Speaker 3: hear is that voice, and so I feel like that's
Speaker 3: where a lot of it comes from.
Speaker 1: You know, you're you're in.
Speaker 3: The morning like Okay, you got this, and go to bed, Okay,
Speaker 3: good night, Like it's just you. So then it's like
Speaker 3: all that negativity almost like the volume just keeps getting
Speaker 3: turned up and it just gets to a point to
Speaker 3: where you're like almost feel like it's like out of
Speaker 3: control or whatever.
Speaker 1: For sure, but I'm sure that it could be.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: That's why I think that's really good that what you're doing.
Speaker 2: As far as doing this stuff for yourself love and
Speaker 2: just you know, you have this journaling, if you don't
Speaker 2: have somebody who's like getting all those negative things out
Speaker 2: so it doesn't stay in your head. Yes, it's like
Speaker 2: it's not always going to be that way, but there
Speaker 2: are people to talk to and there's people like outlets
Speaker 2: too speak to, and then those things happen. But I
Speaker 2: think that figuring out what works for you, if it's
Speaker 2: a bath, if it's candles, if it's meditation, if it's
Speaker 2: talking to someone a friend or going to dinner with someone,
Speaker 2: is important to just get it out, not self soothed.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the time.
Speaker 2: What is some luxury item that you spoil yourself with?
Speaker 2: Is there anything that you do you get like massages?
Speaker 2: Do you even spoil yourself?
Speaker 1: Okay? Food?
Speaker 3: Food, Okay, you're fooding for more, highest expense, Okay, thousands
Speaker 3: of dollars?
Speaker 1: Are you like a Michelin star like food girl? Are
Speaker 1: you like Postmates? Whatever? Nice fine dining there is? Is
Speaker 1: it just anyitch likes to eat? It doesn't even matter.
Speaker 1: Is nothing wrong with that? I just like to eat.
Speaker 3: It could be a cheeseburger, it could be pizza, it
Speaker 3: could be yeah, a Michelin five star, you know, restaurant.
Speaker 3: So once you're like, if you had your last meal,
Speaker 3: what wouldn't that be?
Speaker 1: Mexican food? Food kind of rice, a Mexican buffet? Bring
Speaker 1: it on, Margarita, is at all? Let's do it. What
Speaker 1: is the best pickup line ever used on you? Oh?
Speaker 1: I've heard too many, You've heard too many, But what's
Speaker 1: one that's actually worked on you?
Speaker 2: Has there been any one of the clever ones that
Speaker 2: she like stuck with and been like, Hi, Hello.
Speaker 1: How are you ma'am? How are you doing today? That's it.
Speaker 1: That's all you gotta do is just be a normal person.
Speaker 1: So that's what works for you. I was like, ma'am,
Speaker 1: I'm not like, what's that? I feel like? What where
Speaker 1: I feel like because I've heard so.
Speaker 3: Many weird things that like, when you act normal, it
Speaker 3: catches my sp Oh, I see, I see the trick here.
Speaker 1: I see where your employment that? So? What is some
Speaker 1: weird ones? Like you say?
Speaker 2: What are someones that you like stick out in your mind?
Speaker 2: But not in a good way. But you're just like,
Speaker 2: are did you.
Speaker 1: Really just tell me that, hey, snowflake? Okay? I think
Speaker 1: so the weirdest the ones that a snowflake? Do you respond? No,
Speaker 1: just keep on walking. Yeah, your booty brings a lot
Speaker 1: of attention. I'm sure. I know I have when my
Speaker 1: trouble sometimes so much. Trust me.
Speaker 2: I don't know how you were attacked. They didn't think
Speaker 2: you were doing a Bang Bros. Scene Yeah, or like
Speaker 2: bang Bus nowadays like they do all this like you
Speaker 2: know stuff.
Speaker 1: Were you a part of any of those productions? Oh? No, no,
Speaker 1: I said you never worked for Bang Bros. Oh Bangros? Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I thought you said bang bus bang bust.
Speaker 1: Well I didn't say that too, but I said that.
Speaker 1: I was just like you remember walking in to Miami
Speaker 1: and they're like a couple.
Speaker 2: You don't know what's going on there these days it's
Speaker 2: either Bangbros, Bang bus.
Speaker 1: Whenever I make my trip out there, usually do like
Speaker 1: two or three with them. But okay, yeah, do you
Speaker 1: have a favorite company that you work for. I've worked
Speaker 1: for Hmmm, I would have said. I would have said.
Speaker 3: Brawsers before, like mine, geeg, But then lately I've been
Speaker 3: working a lot with teams skeet okay, and I don't know,
Speaker 3: maybe it's different then.
Speaker 1: Skate skate skate ski.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but they're pretty good experiences, you know, so like
Speaker 3: good performers or just like good overall.
Speaker 1: Like so when.
Speaker 3: I when I like gate, like when I judge this set,
Speaker 3: it's based on like.
Speaker 1: You know, are there douches for people? Is their accommodations?
Speaker 3: Yeah, the accommodations also them providing the wardrobe is just
Speaker 3: please you. Witches are spoiled because all this ship that
Speaker 3: exist twenty years ago feels so bad.
Speaker 2: If you didn't mind everything in your closet, they'd be like,
Speaker 2: just bring everything.
Speaker 1: What does that haven't mean? By like, what is everything?
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm in every eye my closet. It is
Speaker 1: a whole extra bedroom. Everything is a lot but stresses me.
Speaker 2: All yeah, and you had to bring your own douches
Speaker 2: and you had to like if you were on separate
Speaker 2: thirteen hours and postmits was not a thing by then.
Speaker 1: No, yeah, I don't know how. I don't know how
Speaker 1: you did it, neither. Rich. I'm still a love a lot. Okay, okay, no,
Speaker 1: you but judge it off of all those things.
Speaker 2: So the catering parts of like what real especially nowadays,
Speaker 2: it should have because now it's just a differ front seal.
Speaker 2: And I feel like, I mean, I think that it
Speaker 2: should be protocol of just like standards.
Speaker 1: I mean, I feel so that porns up. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like it. I feel like it should be too.
Speaker 1: I feel like because we you know, we already go through.
Speaker 3: So much, like mentally and physically though, I mean, at
Speaker 3: least catered to us, especially when cater tonight China.
Speaker 1: Yeah, please cater to its biggest pet peeves oh on
Speaker 1: set uh.
Speaker 3: When a lot of times when the guy just like
Speaker 3: keeps like trying to like be touch me and do
Speaker 3: extra like in between, like if you're not getting the vibe,
Speaker 3: like please stop, Like I don't want to make out
Speaker 3: with you all day, so.
Speaker 2: You don't want to like do like a buffer situation before,
Speaker 2: like you just want to sit as it says action,
Speaker 2: that's the only time you got to.
Speaker 1: Be touched by this.
Speaker 3: Well, it depends on the chemistry sometimes like that I
Speaker 3: was like, oh he's hot or I like him. Yeah,
Speaker 3: but if I'm not really feeling like I want, I
Speaker 3: want my consent, so.
Speaker 1: Like reading reading the room. Yeah, it's just yeah. So
Speaker 1: it's like I got you.
Speaker 3: If I say no, then I say no, or I'm
Speaker 3: giving you like the you know, pick up on it, get.
Speaker 1: That show ye best gift that you've ever received? Oh well,
Speaker 1: so anything that sticks out in your mind that somebody
Speaker 1: gifted you, uh hm, an.
Speaker 3: Experience, a gift, anything, probably money, money, okay, yeah, right.
Speaker 1: Do you masturbate more than you have sex? Yes? How
Speaker 1: many times a week do you masturbate? It depends on
Speaker 1: the week. If I'm out of town, I'm sweet. Sweet. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's been a lot, You're a lot.
Speaker 2: And this is not for content. This is just for
Speaker 2: pure pleasure for yourself. Yeah, Okay, does that help your anxiety?
Speaker 1: Probably? I don't know. I was thinking about that.
Speaker 3: I saw this meme that was like, do you do
Speaker 3: it because you're depressed or you want the dope meanes
Speaker 3: And I was like, oh my god.
Speaker 1: That's what it comes from. I'm doctor Texas. See yeah,
Speaker 1: zee and capping. You're on here. Let's see.
Speaker 2: Have you ever tasted I already know the answer to
Speaker 2: this is your own tongue. Well, yeah, describe what it
Speaker 2: tastes like. Uh, depends on the week, but.
Speaker 1: There you go the week. It depends on the part
Speaker 1: of the cycle you're in. Not really like much.
Speaker 3: I don't really need a two milen horn or anything,
Speaker 3: but I don't have like a like a very pungent
Speaker 3: smell or taste.
Speaker 1: It just tastes like nothing. Yeah, okay, have you ever
Speaker 1: injured yourself during sex? Yeah?
Speaker 3: I hope for somebody did what happened because it was
Speaker 3: too big or because it's something else happened?
Speaker 1: Probably the yeah bottom out man.
Speaker 2: Like, can you describe the private Talco bottom mount beans?
Speaker 1: You know when the car hits the ground and it
Speaker 1: bottoms out.
Speaker 2: I fucked up my first part like that. I definitely no,
Speaker 2: I'm it's just big and it.
Speaker 1: Just fucking rams into.
Speaker 3: Your your uterus pay attention, yeah, or like the back
Speaker 3: like I think, because like well, I mean you would know,
Speaker 3: you know, your butt's so big related when you're doing
Speaker 3: doggie and they're like like, please do not come too
Speaker 3: far this way because there's not much room for you
Speaker 3: to to maneuver around.
Speaker 1: So it would rip like the bottom of my vagina
Speaker 1: down there. And I remember when I first started, it's
Speaker 1: not fun escorting like heavy. It was like that that
Speaker 1: would get ripped down there, And I'm like, how big
Speaker 1: is your booty? Can we see?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 1: It's any stand up? Fifty three? Fifty three? Jesus mine's
Speaker 1: like forty six. I feel like, well, I swear measure it.
Speaker 1: I'm so there's no way. I think what fifty three?
Speaker 1: And my looks small compariors that no, Hilaria, I have
Speaker 1: that though. Yeah, I've never been in the fifties. I'm
Speaker 1: always in a high forties. And I was in the
Speaker 1: forties and then I gained that uh hate good on
Speaker 1: it looks good on you. It looks good on you.
Speaker 3: I've always always gained all like my weight like right here,
Speaker 3: Like the saddle bags is just all that. That's what
Speaker 3: my mom said, Yes, saddle bands, that's what they called
Speaker 3: under thighs.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the Southern ladies we saw that, Yes, what are
Speaker 1: your thoughts on virtual sect like virtual reality sex?
Speaker 2: Like there's all these new like technologies now where it's
Speaker 2: like they're wearing these like ocular things where you're like
Speaker 2: seeing like this whole like thing they're having AI leaks
Speaker 2: now of even like Taylor Swift to the podcaster that
Speaker 2: I don't know what her name is body something I
Speaker 2: don't know some tough I don't know what her name is,
Speaker 2: but something that she just asked weird questions is yeah
Speaker 2: the time. But it's just like this new wave of
Speaker 2: people doing like, what are your thoughts on that?
Speaker 3: Mm?
Speaker 1: Be your content creator?
Speaker 2: Like are you a fraid that people are gonna do
Speaker 2: AI things of yourself and sell it?
Speaker 1: Sell it?
Speaker 2: Or how do you feel about them doing that kind
Speaker 2: of technology? Well, I mean I've kind of thought about that,
Speaker 2: but then at the end of the day, it's like, well,
Speaker 2: I mean, how can you control.
Speaker 3: You know so much of that. I guess more of
Speaker 3: my thoughts you're trying to process, you know why people
Speaker 3: would want to do that. But I do get that
Speaker 3: there are some guys that you know, maybe they're too intimidating.
Speaker 2: Well, they're stealing poor nowadays, So why don't they're going
Speaker 2: to try to steal anything. That's the problem with technology
Speaker 2: is great it is as it.
Speaker 1: Is for certain things.
Speaker 3: It's also not for other things because it's like it's
Speaker 3: so real like and then that's why with these cases,
Speaker 3: with these celebrities that are having it done to them,
Speaker 3: people are believing that it's really them.
Speaker 2: Is because a horny guy out there just thinks like
Speaker 2: it's sit k. If you switch your eyes, it may
Speaker 2: look like them.
Speaker 1: But and it just works. So it's like funny people
Speaker 1: like us that we're doing like.
Speaker 3: Our own stuff or if we're already doing that, now
Speaker 3: you're duplicating something that we're already doing. So how do
Speaker 3: you tell a fake from like deep fake to whatever it's?
Speaker 1: You know, it's an interesting.
Speaker 3: Field and you know wave of technology that's coming into
Speaker 3: to play now.
Speaker 1: I think it's a big problem.
Speaker 3: I do. I think it's a big problem. I'm kind
Speaker 3: of hoping that by the time it's a massive problem,
Speaker 3: I have already transitioned into something to a freight. Do
Speaker 3: you have an exit strategy of your transition? Is?
Speaker 1: What is that?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I'm actually really proud of myself last year instead
Speaker 3: of overly investing into my business. I finally bought a
Speaker 3: house cash, okay, and I'm remodeling it right now. So
Speaker 3: I feel like I've always want to do real estate,
Speaker 3: and so I just want to keep buying houses and
Speaker 3: doing airbnbs or you know, maybe renting them out.
Speaker 1: But I also just want to go stay in them
Speaker 1: whenever I feel like. Okay, but yeah, congrats, that's a
Speaker 1: big deal. Thanks. Describe something exciting in your life right now.
Speaker 1: Hmmm exciting.
Speaker 3: Well, I've just been focusing on going to the gym again.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 3: That's about your health and fitness, trying to socialize more,
Speaker 3: and I've been working on just you know, connecting like
Speaker 3: you know, keeping relationships with.
Speaker 1: People and stuff. But I don't have anything. I'm always working.
Speaker 1: What are the top three rules that you like we
Speaker 1: live by? Do you have like a code.
Speaker 2: That you kind of live by or anything like kind
Speaker 2: of your standards of rules?
Speaker 3: Don't waste my time and don't waste my money, and
Speaker 3: don't fuck with my kids.
Speaker 1: Or you heard Jenna, Okay, have you ever gone through
Speaker 1: a partner's phone? Uh? Okay, partner.
Speaker 3: So both of my marriages, I never went through their phones.
Speaker 3: I started like when I was like kind of like,
Speaker 3: you know, dating originally, like in Texas, I started going
Speaker 3: through guys phones and there on the day.
Speaker 1: Okay, it's a little bolt. I did a couple of times.
Speaker 1: But when we find that I was right, they had.
Speaker 3: A girlfriend they were lying about that was actually in
Speaker 3: the apartment upstairs while we're at dinner, which was weird,
Speaker 3: but insuition, Yeah.
Speaker 1: I had to prove my intuition.
Speaker 2: So that's the only reason why I went through their
Speaker 2: their their folks. Have you ever taken a souvenir home
Speaker 2: from having sex with somebody one night stand or someone
Speaker 2: that you're having sex with.
Speaker 3: Oh, probably like a clothing item, or if they leave
Speaker 3: them at my house.
Speaker 1: You well at them. It's like a lost family. It's
Speaker 1: that host thing.
Speaker 2: Okay, so hip you what are you looking for in
Speaker 2: a partner and dating?
Speaker 1: Are you even looking for? I am among Well, I
Speaker 1: got kicked off a bumble. Why'd you get kicked off?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think it's there. They just did
Speaker 1: a lot of things. I'm sure I get patterned going genically.
Speaker 3: I've analyzed myself and I haven't figured it out yet.
Speaker 2: After tax this needs to know what the fuck is
Speaker 2: that I checked down a tricks to the youth group.
Speaker 3: No, so it's usually involved my attitude. Uh No, Actually
Speaker 3: I think that they just know.
Speaker 1: Okay, I do porn. But how did they just know
Speaker 1: because I was on bubble pictures?
Speaker 3: Are you using regular pictures? I try to Okay, I
Speaker 3: try to make there's no oh f pick No. I
Speaker 3: try to mimic like regular person.
Speaker 1: Right. I try to use very no makeup.
Speaker 3: You are.
Speaker 1: The way you're human being.
Speaker 3: But I try not to use pictures that you'd be like,
Speaker 3: oh that's an Instagram photo or you know, like something
Speaker 3: that looks extra filters. I try to just no fig eyelashes. No,
Speaker 3: you're just like yeah, I had a friend that said that.
Speaker 2: You have to do like like it's like side profile
Speaker 2: type pics, so you're not like full on I look
Speaker 2: at your profilely picked, so you're not like know.
Speaker 1: Who I am?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: Well, maybe, well for.
Speaker 3: The other ones, there's more ones than bum Well I
Speaker 3: did well, I got on one for like like bisexual
Speaker 3: and lesbians, but I haven't nothing cool has happened yet. Okay,
Speaker 3: but what I think happened was because I've had them
Speaker 3: bumbles since the beginning, the beginning when they.
Speaker 1: First really started it so it was never a problem before.
Speaker 3: But then and I wasn't even using it when they
Speaker 3: initially shut my account down, So I know I didn't
Speaker 3: do anything.
Speaker 1: Okay, and we're targeted.
Speaker 3: I guess or they just somehow maybe their AI went
Speaker 3: through and caught like maybe maybe or somebody reported something.
Speaker 3: Somebody rounded your ouse. So you don't like it, don't
Speaker 3: like it at all. What we do like is that
Speaker 3: we're gonna play truth with Texas. This is my favorite part.
Speaker 2: This is a little bit more kinky questions, a little
Speaker 2: bit more naughty, a little bit more spicy.
Speaker 1: Are you ready? Yeah? Are you having fun? That's important? Okay? Good?
Speaker 1: Are you like not nervous anymore?
Speaker 3: Because this is the not nervous break through the broke
Speaker 3: we broke the eyes.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're swimming in Okay, spicy questions. Craziest place you've
Speaker 1: had sex? Uh?
Speaker 3: On top of there was these pillars in this apartment
Speaker 3: complex I lived in. It was on top of the
Speaker 3: parking garage, just out there in the wow exhibition style.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: So yeah, me and this guy that would do content,
Speaker 3: I'd probably say that was like the craziest because we
Speaker 3: could have fallen off the you know, we were on
Speaker 3: top of the the parking garage pillars.
Speaker 2: He just wanted to dick that bath or who was like?
Speaker 2: Who was like, hey, let's climb up there.
Speaker 3: Me, I'm curious.
Speaker 1: You know what you have? This is this is the
Speaker 1: you know what? So it's in the bedroom? Uh not really? No? Yeah?
Speaker 3: No.
Speaker 1: Have you ever broken up with somebody because they were
Speaker 1: bad in bed? Absolutely? Absolutely one and done?
Speaker 3: How did you give them at least another I've definitely
Speaker 3: given people tries, and then there's times where I was like, no,
Speaker 3: one dime, We're not doing that again.
Speaker 1: You know. Celebrity hall pass? Do you have one? Wait?
Speaker 1: What does that mean? Or do you have a celebrity
Speaker 1: you want to fuck? Because you're not in a relationship,
Speaker 1: so it would it be a hall pass? Really?
Speaker 2: So is there someone that you would want to slide
Speaker 2: into a DM? Maybe a celebrity like dream fantasy that
Speaker 2: you like wanted to fuck for likeever, or you just
Speaker 2: want to fuck now?
Speaker 1: It's so hard.
Speaker 3: I mean in the past I probably would have been
Speaker 3: like yeah, you know, but then after meeting celebrities and
Speaker 3: then realizing like you can meet them and then they're
Speaker 3: completely different, it's kind of hard. But I will say
Speaker 3: I would love to meet Johnny Depp, Okay, love him?
Speaker 1: Okay, so you want to have sex with Johnny det
Speaker 1: I wouldn't. Yeah, I would try, he would try. Try. Either're
Speaker 1: doing it or you're not.
Speaker 3: You're either sucking the dick or you're bending over or
Speaker 3: you're just so does he have to like gristin a
Speaker 3: line of the Pirates of the Caribbean to make the
Speaker 3: chemistry right or what would it mean for?
Speaker 1: Yeah, the knife stops your old alpine out and you
Speaker 1: know what's with girls liking his whole alphit?
Speaker 2: Someone of the other days said they wanted him just
Speaker 2: in that specific pires chose to.
Speaker 1: I don't know, Johnny, don't know. Okay, have you ever
Speaker 1: had someone fall asleep during set? I don't think I have.
Speaker 1: Oh you've fallen aside? Did you get woken up by
Speaker 1: the dick? Oh? Yeah, that's happened a lot, were they?
Speaker 1: How do you know? Are you just and marcolep? What
Speaker 1: is there? You sleep? What are you a lot? I'm
Speaker 1: just tired? And then they're still trying to fuck, so
Speaker 1: you're snoring and are just all about it? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Sometimes I would be like I kind of like to
Speaker 3: fun with him A fortune like I was like, actually,
Speaker 3: like one eye open, but you're like sleep creeping.
Speaker 1: That is I fetished? I know, And you know what's crazy?
Speaker 3: Now?
Speaker 1: They two days? Did you start this trend? This is
Speaker 1: what that's going on? I had to go and do
Speaker 1: what is it? Free something? Or now you just don't
Speaker 1: do anything free anny, I don't know. You just sit
Speaker 1: there and you're.
Speaker 3: Just having sex like someone's having sex with me, but
Speaker 3: we're talking like that that's happening.
Speaker 1: I don't know. That's something. It was so easy. I
Speaker 1: loved was going on with these kids.
Speaker 3: What is this? Oh?
Speaker 1: I thought it was weird, too interesting? Kiky questions?
Speaker 2: Most number of times during a day you've had sex?
Speaker 2: It's what's your like, highest number.
Speaker 1: Of men on?
Speaker 2: Well times and then men but nine separately, okay, nine
Speaker 2: different times or different men and one day?
Speaker 1: Yes, all right, yeah it was money money. Oh and
Speaker 1: there were different times too. It was a busy day.
Speaker 1: It was a busy day. I thank god I don't
Speaker 1: have to do that shower sex or cars sex shower?
Speaker 1: Do you have any fetishes?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I know this sounds stupid. I'm supposed
Speaker 1: to have some crazy Why does it sound stupid? It's
Speaker 1: not supposed to have some like oh not, it does all.
Speaker 2: I don't give me as dumb as like I like
Speaker 2: feet or I don't have any It's not no one
Speaker 2: needs you to do any.
Speaker 1: I feel like I appreciate the body and like symmetry.
Speaker 2: Uh so I don't have to like the more voyeuristic
Speaker 2: kind of person like you like did the imagery of it?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Okay?
Speaker 3: Yeah, sex skill that you're most proud of. I mean
Speaker 3: it'd probably be writing dick writing. I mean, are you
Speaker 3: a cowgirl side saddle? Are you like reverse hinder tel provo?
Speaker 3: It depends on the dig baby, Okay, So what is
Speaker 3: the right dick for you to do?
Speaker 1: Long? I'm gonna like a thick dick. It doesn't have
Speaker 1: to be like for my pleasure. He's your favorite performer
Speaker 1: I work with.
Speaker 2: I would say it was Xander Okay, yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 2: I am unpractice. I try to in my catalog of dicks.
Speaker 2: I fucked him a long time ago, but.
Speaker 1: A lot of dicks.
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't remember what it looks like.
Speaker 2: But yeah, okay, yeah, I don't remember. Ye right, So
Speaker 2: that's your perfect Isaac. So what is your favorite doggie style?
Speaker 2: I mean cowgirl style that was like wait, cow grol
Speaker 2: it could do reverse or you could do side subtle,
Speaker 2: so like big booties. I think, like why it's like
Speaker 2: for me the most fun because that's where they could
Speaker 2: see your ass the most. So I feel like, you know,
Speaker 2: I like to do a little side subtle, you know,
Speaker 2: most of the time, because most people don't know what
Speaker 2: that's about. Like one leg in one the way out,
Speaker 2: you know, and oh it's fun for you regular, just regular.
Speaker 1: Yeah, spice it up girl, yeah, well get it, get it.
Speaker 3: Well.
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's just hard. We can it's not long enough
Speaker 1: and I can't really do that many positions. Find the
Speaker 1: long one. Yeah, he can do it. I have faith
Speaker 1: in you. Have you ever called someone the wrong name? Absolutely?
Speaker 1: You said? It was such confidence. I love it. That's
Speaker 1: why my name is my name because I knew that
Speaker 1: I would not remember my own name if I changed
Speaker 1: my name. Okay, it's Jenna, so that's her real name. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and your fate in your stage name? Yes, smart, interesting,
Speaker 1: I know someone like that. Let's see naughty questions. Choked
Speaker 1: or spint ooh, depends on one or the other, even
Speaker 1: like a big one. Maybe choked Okay, blueber spit ooh
Speaker 1: loom spit ter swallow spit. Disappointing. Yeah, vaked a orgasm
Speaker 1: all the time? Can I hear what it is?
Speaker 3: So was like, oh God, why do I feel like
Speaker 3: I don't do before the dad, I'm just one of
Speaker 3: your O subscribers.
Speaker 1: I just said, Hey, Jenna Star, I would love.
Speaker 3: J O.
Speaker 1: Like that. Mm hmm uh yeah, he laughed.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like it.
Speaker 1: I like that for you.
Speaker 2: My ole bag club. Fucked in an airplane in the
Speaker 2: sky or in the sky. No, grounded planes can be fun.
Speaker 1: That doesn't. No, I don't think so. Okay, hmmm. Hooked
Speaker 1: up with a friend's sibling A friend's sibling, M yeah,
Speaker 1: I think so. How do you think? So you either
Speaker 1: know or you don't. Or a brother's brother, A brother's
Speaker 1: brother like to a brother. Wait, a brother and deams brother.
Speaker 1: I was six. Were they twins? No, it's same?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: All right, last question. The biggest turn off hijie hygiene,
Speaker 1: bad hygiene, and it's just not for you. Yeah, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: I like that. That's the rest of truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: Is there anything you want to ask? Was Texas?
Speaker 3: Now that you're all warmed up, you feel settled in.
Speaker 3: Like I said, you know, we were talking like we're like,
Speaker 3: we're good friends. Now I feel like I had a
Speaker 3: million questions and now you remembering them. Yeah, so I
Speaker 3: didn't think about it. I was going to be asking
Speaker 3: you question, can you think of one? No?
Speaker 1: Nothing? How many years have you been doing it? Oh?
Speaker 1: Well it was very long time.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: It's all right. It's like, why do I feel like
Speaker 1: a dagger just into my heart? I'm just kidding. No, shape,
Speaker 1: we're like the round the same age.
Speaker 3: No, I've been in the business for twenty years, yeah,
Speaker 3: just about and shy a little of it.
Speaker 2: But I started in two thousand. The first thing I
Speaker 2: ever did was two thousand and six, and like then,
Speaker 2: two thousand and seven was my first like mainstream porn.
Speaker 2: The first one was like reality porn, which is what
Speaker 2: is that?
Speaker 1: Exactly?
Speaker 3: What is that?
Speaker 1: There used to be?
Speaker 2: So when backstill in DVDs and over a thing, it
Speaker 2: was like a line called college Amateur Tour, So they
Speaker 2: were trying to get girls that had never done scenes
Speaker 2: before ever. So I was a prodigy of that movie.
Speaker 2: I was going to college in Texas and I did
Speaker 2: a scene and decided to.
Speaker 1: Come to La and do it well.
Speaker 3: Actually, first I went to Miami and I did a
Speaker 3: scene for Bing Bros. And then I moved to LA
Speaker 3: a week later.
Speaker 1: Wow.
Speaker 3: Definitely in La ever since. Yeah, so yeah, fun times.
Speaker 3: So we've been a lot of fun about eighteen. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: definitely a lot of growth, a lot of things.
Speaker 2: I don't regret anything, I think for me, it's one
Speaker 2: of those things that you live and you learn. I
Speaker 2: always say, like, I do things twice, sometimes three times,
Speaker 2: just to make sure I don't like it. But it's
Speaker 2: been a journey and it's definitely been great to me.
Speaker 2: I love the industry. I've definitely had a great time
Speaker 2: seeing goods bad, you know, and all in the in between.
Speaker 2: But I think that you make it what you want to,
Speaker 2: and you know, don't be so hard on yourself for
Speaker 2: thinking you have to fit into some kind of bubble,
Speaker 2: because you don't. You can make your own lane. And
Speaker 2: you're beautiful just the way you are in that, and
Speaker 2: that's all that matters.