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<v Speaker 4>You are now listening to True Murder, The most shocking

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<v Speaker 4>journalist and author Dan Zufanski, Good Evening, the true story

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<v Speaker 4>of air force men and women who struggle to prevent

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<v Speaker 4>a mass murder and an aviation disaster, and the heroic

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<v Speaker 4>response to both tragedies when the warnings go unheeded. Have

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<v Speaker 4>you ever heard somebody say that a tragedy struck without warning?

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<v Speaker 4>On June twentieth, nineteen ninety four, a former airman sought

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<v Speaker 4>vengeance with a rifle at the Fairchild Air Force Base Hospital.

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<v Speaker 4>Four days later, a rogue pilot crashed to B fifty

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<v Speaker 4>two outside a Fairchild's nuclear weapons storage area. Both tragedies

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<v Speaker 4>had been predicted and repeatedly warned about. Warnings unheeded is

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<v Speaker 4>a rare look inside the troubled mind of a would

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<v Speaker 4>be active shooter. It is an exclusive look at a

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<v Speaker 4>talented pilot whose dangerous flying prompted air crews to refuse

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<v Speaker 4>to fly with him. Is a look at the leadership

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<v Speaker 4>culture that allowed both men to travel unchecked on the

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<v Speaker 4>pathway toward destruction. This unique true crime book reads like

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<v Speaker 4>a suspense novel, densely packed with details garnered from medical records,

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<v Speaker 4>police reports, and first hand accounts obtained from journal entries, letters,

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<v Speaker 4>witness statements, and personal interviews. These empowering stories detailed the

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<v Speaker 4>heroic response to the tragedies, the events that lead up

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<v Speaker 4>to them, the precursors of violence and disaster, and the

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<v Speaker 4>traumatic aftermath. Written by Andy Brown, the man who ended

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<v Speaker 4>the hospital killing spree, Brown's narrative focused mainly on others,

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<v Speaker 4>including heroic life saving actions of hospital patrons and staff,

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<v Speaker 4>but he also describes the preparations he made which enabled

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<v Speaker 4>him to win a pistol versus rifle gunfight, as well

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<v Speaker 4>as his own experience with the effects of trauma. The

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<v Speaker 4>book that were featuring this evening, his warnings unheeded Twin

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<v Speaker 4>Tragedies at Fairchild Air Force Base with my special guest,

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<v Speaker 4>author and former starf staff Sergeant Andy Brown. Welcome to

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<v Speaker 4>the program, Andy Brown.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you, Dan, I appreciate you having me on the show.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you very much for joining us with this incredible tale.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually two tales interwoven into one here, two disasters of

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<v Speaker 3>epic proportions. Here, let's get right to your background. You

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<v Speaker 3>talked about sort of the Air Force and military being

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<v Speaker 3>in your blood. Tell us about your life growing up,

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<v Speaker 3>your mom and your dad, where you grew up, and

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<v Speaker 3>what things shaped you and made you want to become

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<v Speaker 7>Sure. I grew up in Port Orchard, Washington, Washington State,

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<v Speaker 7>and my family had a long military history. My father

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<v Speaker 7>and grandfather were in the Navy, my brother joined the Army,

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<v Speaker 7>and my sister was in the Air Force. My dad

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<v Speaker 7>was also a firefighter after he got out of the Navy.

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<v Speaker 7>So I was always interested in public service, and I

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<v Speaker 7>was a volunteer firefighter for a short while. But I

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<v Speaker 7>also had a fascination with firearms. So I eventually decided

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<v Speaker 7>that I wanted to become a law enforcement officer, and

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<v Speaker 7>right out of high school, they didn't have any career

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<v Speaker 7>paths and you couldn't become a police officer in a

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<v Speaker 7>civilian life. So I joined the Air Force and with

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<v Speaker 7>the intent of going into the security police, the Air

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<v Speaker 7>Force's military police career field. So at the age of nineteen,

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<v Speaker 7>I joined the Air Force and went through basic training,

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<v Speaker 7>and my first duty station was in Mountain Home, Idaho,

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<v Speaker 7>which I kind of wanted to see the world, and

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<v Speaker 7>the deserts of Idaho weren't exactly my cup of tea,

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<v Speaker 7>so I put in for an overseas tour and went

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<v Speaker 7>over to Greece. I spent three years there and then

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<v Speaker 7>ended up at Fairchild Air Force Base. But I enjoyed

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<v Speaker 7>the career. I enjoyed law enforcement. However, I didn't think

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<v Speaker 7>that the training that we received was adequate enough, especially

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<v Speaker 7>when it came to firearms. I took the job very

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<v Speaker 7>seriously and knew that there might come a time where

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<v Speaker 7>I would encounter a lethal force situation, and I wanted

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<v Speaker 7>to be as prepared for that as I could be.

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<v Speaker 7>And we only fired our duty weapons, the Barretta M

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<v Speaker 7>nine twice a year, and so as soon as I could,

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<v Speaker 7>I bought my own handgun it was a clone of

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<v Speaker 7>the Barretta, and practiced with it as often as I could,

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<v Speaker 7>and just so that I could have the the best

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<v Speaker 7>marksmanship skills as possible. Outside of the train at the

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<v Speaker 7>Air Force gave me, and I also wanted to work

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<v Speaker 7>on my officer safety and my mindset, so I read

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<v Speaker 7>a lot of books on tactics and such, and one

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<v Speaker 7>of the things that I found most useful, especially in

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<v Speaker 7>the incident that we're going to talk about, was mental rehearsal,

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<v Speaker 7>where every night before I went to bed, I would

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<v Speaker 7>envision a different lethal force encounter that I that I

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<v Speaker 7>might experience someday, and I would practice what specific steps

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<v Speaker 7>I would take as far as seeking cover and and

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<v Speaker 7>getting my site alignment with my handgun, and and just

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<v Speaker 7>visually practice those those events so that if I ever

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<v Speaker 7>did encounter them, it would be like it wasn't the

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<v Speaker 7>first time that I was experiencing it, and I would

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<v Speaker 7>be able to just go on instinct and be able

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<v Speaker 7>to automatically react to the situation in front of me.

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<v Speaker 7>A lot of people made fun of me for that.

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<v Speaker 7>They thought I was being paranoid, and with the different

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<v Speaker 7>tactics that I would practice, they thought I was gonna

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<v Speaker 7>go on overboard. But there were some who who, like me,

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<v Speaker 7>took the job as seriously as as they would possibly could,

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<v Speaker 7>just so that we would be ready, just in case,

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<v Speaker 7>we were called upon not only to save our own lives,

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<v Speaker 7>but to save the lives of others. I've made a

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<v Speaker 7>commitment to myself that if I was ever in that

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<v Speaker 7>situation and somebody's life was in danger, I didn't do

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<v Speaker 7>be able to live with myself.

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<v Speaker 3>So right, So tell us a little bit about sorry,

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<v Speaker 3>tell us a little bit about Fairchild Air Force Base

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<v Speaker 3>as well, and also in sort of the air show

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<v Speaker 3>culture that existed there as well, and tell us a

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<v Speaker 3>little bit about that.

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<v Speaker 7>Sure, if Fairchild is located near Spokane, Washington, was about

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<v Speaker 7>two hundred and fifty miles away from my hometown, so

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<v Speaker 7>it was an area I was somewhat familiar with. But

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<v Speaker 7>it had two aircraft stationed there at the time, two

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<v Speaker 7>different types. The KC one five, which is a refueling airplane.

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<v Speaker 7>It was like a modified airliner designed to carry a

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<v Speaker 7>lot of fuel. And then the B fifty two bomber,

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<v Speaker 7>which was also the size of a small airliner, had

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<v Speaker 7>maybe one hundred and eighty five foot wingspan, a very large,

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<v Speaker 7>long range bomber. But fair Child, like most air Force bases,

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<v Speaker 7>had a long history of putting on air shows. Most

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<v Speaker 7>of your air shows, they're mostly filled with a single

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<v Speaker 7>engine jet fighters that are more maneuverable and can perform aerobatics.

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<v Speaker 7>But a fair Child had a history of trying to

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<v Speaker 7>use their heavy aircraft the size of an airliner in

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<v Speaker 7>the air shows and performing aerobatics with those aircraft. They

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<v Speaker 7>developed an air show stunt team with their heavy aircraft,

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<v Speaker 7>and it resulted in a crash, a fatal crash, and

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<v Speaker 7>that was in nineteen eighty seven, so they kind of

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<v Speaker 7>stepped away from that and stopped that program. Within a

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<v Speaker 7>few years after, they kind of forgot the lessons that

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<v Speaker 7>they learned that tragedy and started allowing the B fifty

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<v Speaker 7>two specifically to fly in some very dangerous aerobatic maneuvers

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<v Speaker 7>that were crowd pleasers. It was very impressive, but it

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<v Speaker 7>was also very dangerous if you knew anything about the

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<v Speaker 7>handling capabilities of that airplane.

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<v Speaker 3>Tell us a little bit about your duties at Fairchild

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<v Speaker 3>Air Force Base, and then tell us just a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit about the hospital, the medical center there, and the

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<v Speaker 3>buildings that are around there that become important in this story.

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<v Speaker 7>It's okay, I was a patrolman, a motorized patrolman for

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<v Speaker 7>the most part in a patrol car, just like you

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<v Speaker 7>would see in a civilian law enforcement. We would patrol

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<v Speaker 7>the base doing traffic enforcement, responding to bar fights and

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<v Speaker 7>loud and noise complaints and domestic disturbances, that type of thing.

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<v Speaker 7>The hospital, we had a full size hospital on the base,

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<v Speaker 7>but this particular at this particular base, the hospital was

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<v Speaker 7>located just outside the perimeter fence and it was surrounded

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<v Speaker 7>by two military housing areas on either side of it.

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<v Speaker 7>It was a three story building and there was an

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<v Speaker 7>annex building that used to be dormitory for the medical personnel.

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<v Speaker 7>It had been converted to office spaces and one of

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<v Speaker 7>the units in that annex building was the mental health facility.

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<v Speaker 7>But it had the full capabilities of any other hospital,

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<v Speaker 7>just like you would see in the civilian world.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, let's talk about Dean Melburg. You talk about Gary

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<v Speaker 3>and Louise Melburg, and you've done extensive research to be

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<v Speaker 3>able to tell about Dean's life with his parents. Very interesting.

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<v Speaker 3>His role of his mother has in his story and

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<v Speaker 3>he was born in Lansing, Michigan. Tell us about Dean

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<v Speaker 3>Milburgh Melburg like you do in.

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<v Speaker 7>Your book, sure, Dean Melberg. He grew up in Lancing, Michigan.

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<v Speaker 7>He was always kind of an outsider. He didn't have

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<v Speaker 7>that kind of a thing. Self proclaimed jock said that

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<v Speaker 7>he was treated like any other nerd who wouldn't defend himself,

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<v Speaker 7>he also kind of brought that treatment upon himself. He

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<v Speaker 7>he joined the Air Force, and it seemed like that

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<v Speaker 7>start fresh, and make a good life for himself, it seemed,

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<v Speaker 7>but his behavior interfered with that as well. In basic training,

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<v Speaker 7>the military, he should be discharged, but it wasn't up

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<v Speaker 7>They could only make a recommendation, and the commander of

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<v Speaker 7>his basic training squadron overruled the doctors and told his TI,

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<v Speaker 7>his training instructor, to get him back in training and

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<v Speaker 7>let him graduate. Something similar happened at his tech school.

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<v Speaker 7>He was going to go to school to be a

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<v Speaker 7>lab technician to calibrating electronics and other equipment and tools

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<v Speaker 7>for the Air Force, and at his basic or at

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<v Speaker 7>he threatened to set one of his roommates on fire

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<v Speaker 7>when it while he slept, told him he was going

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<v Speaker 7>and that pretty quickly led to another referral to mental health,

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<v Speaker 7>and I can only assume that they recommended his discharge

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<v Speaker 7>from the military as well, but for some reason, none

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<v Speaker 7>of the records exist on that trip to mental health

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<v Speaker 7>from his tech school, but several of the instructors there

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<v Speaker 7>and they were overruled from the leadership gooul. They said,

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<v Speaker 7>Force Base, and wasn't a very good performer in his laboratory.

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<v Speaker 7>He could perform well on tests, but he had a

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<v Speaker 7>And again he had zero social skills. He didn't know

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<v Speaker 7>So he had trouble at work, but also with his roommates.

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<v Speaker 7>He went through several roommates and each one of them

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<v Speaker 7>complained about him openly masturbating in front of them and

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<v Speaker 7>their girlfriends. Just pretty really difficult person to live with.

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<v Speaker 7>So he was referred to mental health there at Fairchild,

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<v Speaker 7>and again they recommended he'd be discharged from the military,

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<v Speaker 7>but his commander at Fairchild thought that the Air Force

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<v Speaker 7>just spent a lot of money training him, and that

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<v Speaker 7>we need to get the money's worth out of him

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<v Speaker 7>and give him a chance to adapt to military life.

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<v Speaker 7>So they the commanders overruled the mental health recommendation to

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<v Speaker 3>What was he What was his appetitude? Though what was

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<v Speaker 3>interesting wasn't surprising to some people. What was his aptitude

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<v Speaker 3>in the military towards we'll say marksmanship.

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<v Speaker 7>He was an expert marksman. He was allowed to train

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<v Speaker 7>on the M sixteen rifle, and even though the mental

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<v Speaker 7>handling and nuclear weapons facilities and such, but that word

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<v Speaker 7>didn't get passed down the line. So he was allowed

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<v Speaker 7>to train on the M sixteen and he was an

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<v Speaker 7>expert shot with that. He after he was recommended referred

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<v Speaker 7>to mental health, he developed a fixation on that and

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<v Speaker 7>thought that just seeing the mental health doctors was going

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<v Speaker 7>to be on his permanent record and ruin his military career.

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<v Speaker 7>So he pretty much fixated on his roommate. Because the

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<v Speaker 7>that led to another mental health referral. By that time,

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<v Speaker 7>the doctors at Fairchild began to get the impression that

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<v Speaker 7>to him to others because of his fixation on the roommate,

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<v Speaker 7>that they referred him to mental health hospital in Texas,

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<v Speaker 7>where he spent ninety days on the psychiatric ward of

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<v Speaker 7>Wilford Hall Medical Center. While he was there, he received

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<v Speaker 7>much all the doctors there agreed that he should be

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<v Speaker 7>to interfere with his treatment. About the time that he

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<v Speaker 7>of the Air Force, when she showed up, he began

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<v Speaker 7>of their congressman from Michigan, and when he made a

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<v Speaker 7>the inquiry made by the congressman made the people in

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<v Speaker 7>stay in the military. So he was discharged from that

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<v Speaker 3>You in this book, sorry, you include in this book

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<v Speaker 3>the journals from Dean Melberg. And so every time he

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<v Speaker 3>has a mental health meeting with the doctor, and the doctor,

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<v Speaker 3>as you write, reinforces that again they kept with striking

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<v Speaker 3>about this, is that how many times he complains and

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<v Speaker 3>fixated on that the roommate threatened to break his alarm

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<v Speaker 3>clock and the roommate and he saw this as akin

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<v Speaker 3>to the atrocities of the Holocaust. So these people were

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<v Speaker 3>stunned that this reasonably intelligent guy exhibited this kind of disturbance,

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<v Speaker 3>and they tried. It seems amazing how many people tried

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<v Speaker 3>to talk him out of this, and then each time

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<v Speaker 3>that they realized that there was this person had a

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<v Speaker 3>serious mental illness that could not be abated. He refused meds,

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<v Speaker 3>he refused any kind of therapy, so they wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>discharge them. So it's amazing all the efforts and all

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<v Speaker 3>the people you talk about, specifically the doctors that make

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<v Speaker 3>reports that he is especially concerned with, and as you

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<v Speaker 3>put in the book, he writes in his journal afterwards

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<v Speaker 3>about his interpretation or his feelings about that meeting with

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<v Speaker 3>those doctors. So can you tell us about doctor Brigham

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<v Speaker 3>and his meeting with Melburgh.

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<v Speaker 7>Sure? Yeah, it's pretty amazing to get one person side

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<v Speaker 7>of it, like the doctors or his roommate, where they

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<v Speaker 7>have a benign conversation with him, and then you go

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<v Speaker 7>and read Milburgh's journal entries about that same conversation and

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<v Speaker 7>how threatening he perceived that benign conversation to be. It's

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<v Speaker 7>disturbing and pretty frightening. Doctor Brigham, he was a very

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<v Speaker 7>gifted psychiatrist, and he was the loudest voice as far

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<v Speaker 7>as determining that Melburgh was a danger. He specifically put

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<v Speaker 7>in the medical records that followed him to the psychiatric

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<v Speaker 7>ward that they consider this patient dangerous, But not too

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<v Speaker 7>many of the other doctors seemed to pick up on

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<v Speaker 7>that as much as doctor Brigham did. He Doctor Brigham

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<v Speaker 7>could see that that he was a threat and did

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<v Speaker 7>so that they could get him discharged from the Air Force.

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<v Speaker 7>But it didn't didn't seem to happen.

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<v Speaker 3>What was his what was his interaction with doctor London

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<v Speaker 3>and what was his diagnosis?

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<v Speaker 5>HM.

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<v Speaker 7>They were both both doctor London and doctor Brigham. They

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<v Speaker 7>worked as a team. Doctor London was a psychologist and

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<v Speaker 7>doctor Brigham was the psychiatrist there at Fairchild, and I

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<v Speaker 7>think they were both pretty much in agreement to the

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<v Speaker 7>two doctors about Melbourg being needing to be discharged from

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<v Speaker 7>the military. They they felt that he was maybe having

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<v Speaker 7>an episode of brief reactive psychosis, but they weren't couldn't

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<v Speaker 7>really pursue that very thoroughly there at Fairchild because they

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<v Speaker 1>Right.

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<v Speaker 7>Is there a specific instance you're referencing or asking about

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<v Speaker 7>with London or Brigham.

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<v Speaker 3>No, And I just know that there is journal entries

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<v Speaker 3>where he specifically, I mean, he has problems with many people,

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<v Speaker 3>but he especially the roommate Rayner. But then he singles

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<v Speaker 3>out certain doctors and obviously as we progress in the story,

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<v Speaker 3>doctor London and doctor Brigham are two of those people.

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<v Speaker 3>You also talk about this effort. Do you write about

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<v Speaker 3>this effort for people to wash their hands of them

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<v Speaker 3>at Fairchild. Tell us a little bit about those efforts

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<v Speaker 3>to try to get him sent somewhere else and as

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<v Speaker 3>a result what happens.

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<v Speaker 7>Yes, the commander and the leadership there at Melburg Squadron

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<v Speaker 7>where he worked at the the precision measurement laboratory. By

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<v Speaker 7>the time doctor Brigham had sent him to the psychiatric

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<v Speaker 7>ward in Texas, they had finally realized that he was

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<v Speaker 7>beyond hope and was untrainable and that they should get

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<v Speaker 7>him kicked out and if he ever returned to Fairchild,

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<v Speaker 7>they would have initiated some discharge paperwork. But instead of

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<v Speaker 7>being returned to Fairchild from that psychiatric board, he was

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<v Speaker 7>given orders first to Mountain Home Air Force Base, which

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<v Speaker 7>was my first dutious climate. But people got word that

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<v Speaker 7>that they were sending him there, and somebody from Mountain

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<v Speaker 7>Home happened to be visiting Fairchild and stopped by the

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<v Speaker 7>the laboratory and got the first hand scoop of of

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<v Speaker 7>what they were going to be dealing with if they

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<v Speaker 7>did get if Melburgh was assigned to their station. So

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<v Speaker 7>they pulled some strings and got his orders changed, and

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<v Speaker 7>that's how he ended up at the base in New

435
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<v Speaker 7>Mexico and Dean Mehlberg. One of the things that he

436
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<v Speaker 7>one of the things that he had a problem with

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<v Speaker 7>with doctor Brigham and doctor London. He's he because he

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<v Speaker 7>realized that his orders got changed. He was under the

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<v Speaker 7>impression that they were the two doctors were calling around

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<v Speaker 7>and spreading rumors about him and ruining his career at

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<v Speaker 7>the base that he was going to be stationed at.

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<v Speaker 7>He felt like he was going to be showing up

443
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<v Speaker 7>there and people were going to be aware that he

444
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<v Speaker 7>was a problem, and he specific he blamed those two

445
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<v Speaker 7>doctors for that. He wrote in his journal entry that

446
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<v Speaker 7>they were that basically, these doctors are conspiring against him

447
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<v Speaker 7>to destroy his military career, when it wasn't the doctors

448
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<v Speaker 7>at all. It was individual from Mountain Homes Laboratory happened

449
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<v Speaker 7>to know somebody at Fairchild's lab and just got the

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<v Speaker 7>the inside scoop from them directly.

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<v Speaker 3>What was his mental state at that time in terms

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<v Speaker 3>of a particular deterioration in terms of some of his

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<v Speaker 3>character that would be noticeable by someone. Was there any

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<v Speaker 3>noticeable mental deterioration at this time from previous.

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<v Speaker 7>He had It seemed from the moment he joined the

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<v Speaker 7>Air Force his mental state was on a pretty progressive decline,

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<v Speaker 7>and by the time he had spent the thirty or

458
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<v Speaker 7>the ninety days in a psychiatric war, it had slipped

459
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<v Speaker 7>quite a bit. When he was discharged from the psychiatric ward,

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<v Speaker 7>he spent some time there at Lackland Air Force Base

461
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<v Speaker 7>while he was waiting to get his new orders, and

462
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<v Speaker 7>he met a girl who he considered his girlfriend and

463
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<v Speaker 7>they did have a relationship, but he was would make

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<v Speaker 7>comments to her like somebody had had done him wrong

465
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<v Speaker 7>and he was going to pay them back, and that

466
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<v Speaker 7>the police would have to be called, and that the

467
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<v Speaker 7>police would would have to take him down, and that

468
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<v Speaker 7>he was going to go out with a bang. He

469
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<v Speaker 7>basically was already laying out his plans to seek revenge

470
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<v Speaker 7>and it seemed like violence was was the method that

471
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<v Speaker 7>he was going to take. There was also an instance, yeah,

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<v Speaker 7>when he was stationed in the new base in New

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<v Speaker 7>Mexico after the psychiatric ward. He was in Cannon Air

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<v Speaker 7>Force based New Mexico and pretty quickly ran into some

475
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<v Speaker 7>trouble there that led to an encounter with the security police,

476
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<v Speaker 7>the law enforcement and he basically as soon as he

477
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<v Speaker 7>was brought into an interview room to be questioned about

478
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<v Speaker 7>a denign incident. He shut down and was in a

479
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<v Speaker 7>basically a catatonic state, just staring at the wall. Prior

480
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<v Speaker 7>to that, he seemed to be already practicing an act

481
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<v Speaker 7>of workplace violence. It seemed like he was doing a

482
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<v Speaker 7>dry run of walking through his laboratory with a large

483
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<v Speaker 7>equipment case that was about the size and shape of

484
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<v Speaker 7>a rifle, and he walked through the laboratory there holding

485
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<v Speaker 7>that case at hip level like it was a rifle,

486
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<v Speaker 7>and acted out a workplace shooting. There was an individual

487
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<v Speaker 7>there who had already been warning his co workers and

488
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<v Speaker 7>leadership that he felt that Melburg was going to commit

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<v Speaker 7>to get permission to not allow him to practice any

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<v Speaker 7>further with them sixteen rifle. They canceled his weapons qualification

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<v Speaker 7>because he felt he was such a threat. Wow, And

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<v Speaker 7>shortly after that incident he was referred to mental health

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<v Speaker 7>and they pretty quickly got him discharged from the Air Force.

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<v Speaker 3>Now you talk about what happens with this discharge, you

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<v Speaker 3>tell he talk. You write about how they keep talking

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<v Speaker 3>about a possible discharge and his plans and what are

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<v Speaker 3>his plans if any.

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<v Speaker 7>What are his plans after the Air Force. Yes, he

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<v Speaker 7>seemed to to really not have any any options open

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<v Speaker 7>to him. He didn't seem to want to go back

515
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<v Speaker 7>to his hometown and be with his mom or his parents.

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<v Speaker 7>He h they in the Air Force, and he seemed

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<v Speaker 7>like he was going to I was hanging on to

518
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<v Speaker 7>that idea. He tried to enlist the help of his congressmen. Again,

519
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<v Speaker 7>he refused a plane ticket home. It was almost like

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<v Speaker 7>he didn't think that he was going to be discharged.

521
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<v Speaker 7>It seemed like he thought his career was going to

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<v Speaker 7>be saved again, so he didn't really have any backup plans.

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<v Speaker 7>So then when he was discharged, it was quite a

524
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<v Speaker 7>shock to him. And he hung around there in the

525
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<v Speaker 7>small town of Cannon or Clovis, New Mexico for a

526
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<v Speaker 7>few days, and he'd saved up quite a chunk of money.

527
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<v Speaker 7>He didn't spend his money on anything, so he just

528
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<v Speaker 7>had a large savings account and he withdrew all that

529
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<v Speaker 7>cash and went on a bit of a spending spree.

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<v Speaker 7>He bought new sets of clothing and rented a limousine

531
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<v Speaker 7>and tried to go out to some night clubs and such,

532
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<v Speaker 7>but nobody would go with him. He was just by himself.

533
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<v Speaker 7>He was such an odd person though, that he didn't

534
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<v Speaker 7>even take the price tags off of his new clothes.

535
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<v Speaker 7>But eventually he ended up going back to the hospital

536
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<v Speaker 7>at Lackland Air Force Base where he was in the

537
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<v Speaker 7>psychiatric ward, and he went and spoke to a psychologist

538
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<v Speaker 7>that he seemed to have a good relationship with and

539
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<v Speaker 7>was on a bit of a fact finding mission. He

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<v Speaker 7>was specifically asking whether or not anybody at Fairchild Air

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<v Speaker 7>Force Base had requested any copies of his records and

542
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<v Speaker 7>whether or not Wilfrid Hall Medical Center had released any

543
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<v Speaker 7>of his medical records. And he was basically trying to

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<v Speaker 7>see if the doctors at Fairchild were spreading any rumors

545
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<v Speaker 7>about him. And it seemed from there, based on the

546
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<v Speaker 7>answers that he got, he determined that there's that Fairchild

547
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<v Speaker 7>were still spreading rumors. It was unfounded, but it appears

548
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<v Speaker 7>that that's where he determined that he needed to go

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<v Speaker 7>back to fair Child to seek revenge.

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<v Speaker 3>circumstances and the confluence of events and his deteriorating mental

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<v Speaker 3>health of Dean Mehlberg. It's interesting you write about how

576
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<v Speaker 3>he spends a lot of this money on some dancers

577
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<v Speaker 3>in a strip club, and he goes into a private

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<v Speaker 3>room and tells us dancer is story of his life.

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<v Speaker 3>And then, as you we mentioned just before this break

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<v Speaker 3>that he's heading for vengeance to Fairchild Force base tell

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<v Speaker 3>us what happens next.

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<v Speaker 7>So after he left the hospital in San Antonio, where

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<v Speaker 7>he was speaking to one of his psychologists, he flew

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<v Speaker 7>to Alaska, and based on the research, doctor London had

585
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<v Speaker 7>orders to Alaska, and it's quite possible that Milburgh knew

586
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<v Speaker 7>about that and was going up there to confront him.

587
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<v Speaker 7>But he spent about a week there up in Alaska,

588
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<v Speaker 7>staying in a billeting on Elmendorf Air Force Base. Builleting

589
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<v Speaker 7>is like the hotel of the military, and then it

590
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<v Speaker 7>Nobody really knows what he did up there, but we

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<v Speaker 7>do know that right before he flew back to Spokane, Washington,

592
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<v Speaker 7>the mental health clinic at Fairchild got a phone call

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<v Speaker 7>all from somebody asking if doctor London was still stationed there,

594
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<v Speaker 7>and when they answered an affirmative. Later that evening, Melbourne

595
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<v Speaker 7>caught a plane back to Spokane and he was spotted

596
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<v Speaker 7>on the base and a lot of people were afraid

597
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<v Speaker 7>of him and were alarmed that they did see him,

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<v Speaker 7>that people were seeing him on the base, that he

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<v Speaker 7>had returned there. But a lot of people also didn't

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<v Speaker 7>believe the people who were reporting that they had seen him.

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<v Speaker 7>They thought that they must have been mistaken because why

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<v Speaker 7>would he come back to Fairchild Air Force Base. He's

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<v Speaker 7>kicked out, but military has no business being back there.

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<v Speaker 7>But there's some evidence that shows that he went out

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<v Speaker 7>to the hospital and was in the mental health facility,

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<v Speaker 7>almost like he was planning and preparing his attack. He

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<v Speaker 7>also purchased a rifle while he was there in Spokane.

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<v Speaker 7>He spent about a week in Spokane, and like you said,

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<v Speaker 7>he was blowing large chunks of money at a strip

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<v Speaker 7>club downtown, and he bought a mac ninety rifle, which

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<v Speaker 7>is a type of an AK forty seven, and he

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<v Speaker 7>also purchased a seventy five round drum magazine. Also, when

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<v Speaker 7>doctor Brigham had sent Melburgh down to the psychiatric ward

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<v Speaker 7>in Texas, he was so alarmed about his behavior and

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<v Speaker 7>about what he believed he could do that he warned

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<v Speaker 7>his wife and he loaded an heirloom rifle and a

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<v Speaker 7>shotgun and started keeping loaded guns around his house. He

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<v Speaker 7>definitely knew that that Melburgh was a threat. He just

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<v Speaker 7>couldn't communicate that to the other doctors and the other

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<v Speaker 7>leadership in the Air Force. So Albert spent about a

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<v Speaker 7>week there in Spokane, and on a Monday, he took

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<v Speaker 7>a cab out to fair Child Air Force Base, and

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<v Speaker 7>like I said, the hospital was located outside of the

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<v Speaker 7>perimeter fence, so he didn't need to pass through any

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<v Speaker 7>entry control to get to the hospital. Even if he did,

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<v Speaker 7>though he had been given a Transition Assistants ID card,

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<v Speaker 7>he could have slipped right through the entry control the gate,

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<v Speaker 7>but as it turned out, he didn't need to. He

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<v Speaker 7>just took a cab up to the hospital, and he

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<v Speaker 7>had his rifle and the magazine in a large gym bag,

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<v Speaker 7>and he got out of the cab and walked through

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<v Speaker 7>the main hospital, went through the lobby there and then

633
00:42:57.960 --> 00:43:01.760
<v Speaker 7>exited and walked across the parking lot to the annex

634
00:43:01.840 --> 00:43:07.000
<v Speaker 7>building and it went into a bathroom inside the hospital annex,

635
00:43:07.239 --> 00:43:11.280
<v Speaker 7>not too far from the mental health facility, and he

636
00:43:11.320 --> 00:43:16.039
<v Speaker 7>went inside of a bathroom stall and assembled the rifle

637
00:43:16.079 --> 00:43:22.079
<v Speaker 7>and magazine. He then emerged from the bathroom there and

638
00:43:22.880 --> 00:43:27.199
<v Speaker 7>began walking down a hall with the loaded rifle and

639
00:43:28.119 --> 00:43:33.119
<v Speaker 7>came upon doctor London's office and pushed open the door

640
00:43:33.239 --> 00:43:36.800
<v Speaker 7>and shot the doctor in the chest. He then immediately

641
00:43:36.840 --> 00:43:39.119
<v Speaker 7>stepped back out in the hallway and walked two doors

642
00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:43.320
<v Speaker 7>down to doctor Brigham's office and again kicked his door

643
00:43:43.360 --> 00:43:47.880
<v Speaker 7>open and shot that doctor in the chest. He then

644
00:43:47.960 --> 00:43:52.119
<v Speaker 7>fired a shot down the hallway at people who had

645
00:43:52.480 --> 00:43:58.239
<v Speaker 7>begun fleeing at this time, and then exited the annex

646
00:43:58.320 --> 00:44:01.119
<v Speaker 7>out into the parking lot and pretty much anybody he

647
00:44:01.159 --> 00:44:03.880
<v Speaker 7>could see as he made his way over to the

648
00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:11.639
<v Speaker 7>main hospital. He entered the hospital and into the lobby,

649
00:44:11.800 --> 00:44:16.320
<v Speaker 7>which also doubled as the pharmacy waiting room, where there's

650
00:44:16.440 --> 00:44:19.599
<v Speaker 7>quite a few men, women and children waiting for prescriptions.

651
00:44:21.400 --> 00:44:25.639
<v Speaker 7>And he just continued firing and pretty much fired NonStop,

652
00:44:26.039 --> 00:44:31.199
<v Speaker 7>indiscriminately as he was moving through the hospital. It moved

653
00:44:31.239 --> 00:44:34.639
<v Speaker 7>down the hallways and passed the er and into a

654
00:44:34.719 --> 00:44:40.880
<v Speaker 7>shot clinic, and there were some people who Nobody was

655
00:44:40.920 --> 00:44:44.039
<v Speaker 7>allowed to carry firearms on the military base other than

656
00:44:44.960 --> 00:44:48.159
<v Speaker 7>on duty law enforcement officers. There were quite a few

657
00:44:50.360 --> 00:44:55.199
<v Speaker 7>off duty policemen and other hospital personnel who wished they

658
00:44:55.239 --> 00:44:59.159
<v Speaker 7>had been carrying firearms, but even though they were unarmed,

659
00:44:59.199 --> 00:45:03.039
<v Speaker 7>they did put up right. One individual in the shot

660
00:45:03.159 --> 00:45:06.920
<v Speaker 7>clinic heard the gunfire coming down the hallway and he

661
00:45:08.000 --> 00:45:12.440
<v Speaker 7>tucked his daughter underneath a chair and stood on that

662
00:45:12.599 --> 00:45:15.880
<v Speaker 7>chair near the door, and as the gunman entered, the

663
00:45:17.000 --> 00:45:21.039
<v Speaker 7>pushed through the threshold of that door. This sergeant jumped

664
00:45:21.079 --> 00:45:23.480
<v Speaker 7>down and grabbed the barrel of the rifle and began

665
00:45:23.719 --> 00:45:28.400
<v Speaker 7>struggling for control of it. But by then the gunman

666
00:45:28.480 --> 00:45:32.440
<v Speaker 7>had fired so many rounds that the barrel was quite

667
00:45:32.519 --> 00:45:36.119
<v Speaker 7>hot and it burned that sergeant's hands as he struggled

668
00:45:36.119 --> 00:45:38.360
<v Speaker 7>with him, and pushed him out into the hallway and

669
00:45:38.480 --> 00:45:43.119
<v Speaker 7>then shut the door. And as happens quite often, when

670
00:45:43.920 --> 00:45:50.480
<v Speaker 7>these active killers are confronted, they usually seek easier targets,

671
00:45:50.519 --> 00:45:54.800
<v Speaker 7>and that's what Melbert did. As soon as he encountered

672
00:45:54.840 --> 00:45:57.920
<v Speaker 7>some resistance, he turned and moved down the hallway and

673
00:45:58.079 --> 00:46:03.079
<v Speaker 7>left the shot clinic pretty much unscathed, and pretty much

674
00:46:03.119 --> 00:46:05.639
<v Speaker 7>everybody in the shot clinic there was able to escape

675
00:46:06.039 --> 00:46:10.400
<v Speaker 7>out windows and seek safety and shelter in the housing area.

676
00:46:12.719 --> 00:46:16.800
<v Speaker 7>Melbourgh moved down the hallway, retracing his steps, and continued

677
00:46:16.840 --> 00:46:22.440
<v Speaker 7>firing and wounded several people. He went back out to

678
00:46:22.559 --> 00:46:29.519
<v Speaker 7>the hospital lobby and shot several people second a second time.

679
00:46:30.599 --> 00:46:34.199
<v Speaker 7>It happened so quickly that some people fled and jumped

680
00:46:34.199 --> 00:46:38.360
<v Speaker 7>out windows, and some people locked themselves in offices, but

681
00:46:38.480 --> 00:46:42.880
<v Speaker 7>some people just dropped where they were, hoping to make

682
00:46:42.960 --> 00:46:48.599
<v Speaker 7>themselves a less easy target, but some of the women

683
00:46:48.719 --> 00:46:51.360
<v Speaker 7>who were shot in the lobby when he entered the

684
00:46:51.400 --> 00:46:54.320
<v Speaker 7>first time were shot a second time as he passed

685
00:46:54.559 --> 00:46:59.800
<v Speaker 7>through the lobby again. He moved down a hallway to

686
00:47:00.119 --> 00:47:04.840
<v Speaker 7>his family practice, continuing to fire, and by that time

687
00:47:05.119 --> 00:47:09.239
<v Speaker 7>several people had run through the halls alerting people what

688
00:47:09.440 --> 00:47:13.159
<v Speaker 7>was going on, so the hospital was pretty much was

689
00:47:13.280 --> 00:47:17.760
<v Speaker 7>under an evacuation just from verbal warnings that had gone

690
00:47:17.800 --> 00:47:23.599
<v Speaker 7>through the halls. As he approached the pediatric clinic, another

691
00:47:24.280 --> 00:47:29.360
<v Speaker 7>individual put up a fight. Sergeant Root heard the gun

692
00:47:29.440 --> 00:47:33.719
<v Speaker 7>fire and ran to a set of fire doors and

693
00:47:34.199 --> 00:47:36.960
<v Speaker 7>pulled them closed and put his shoulder against him to

694
00:47:37.239 --> 00:47:40.039
<v Speaker 7>hold them closed. As the gunman was banging on the

695
00:47:40.119 --> 00:47:43.440
<v Speaker 7>doors trying to gain entry to the pediatric clinic, Sergeant

696
00:47:43.519 --> 00:47:48.039
<v Speaker 7>Root was yelling to his coworkers to evacuate, to take

697
00:47:48.119 --> 00:47:51.119
<v Speaker 7>the parents and the children and get out of the

698
00:47:51.440 --> 00:47:56.760
<v Speaker 7>pediatrics clinic, and so nobody was injured in that in

699
00:47:56.880 --> 00:48:01.800
<v Speaker 7>the pediatric clinic thanks to Sergeant Roots actions. The gunman

700
00:48:02.159 --> 00:48:04.960
<v Speaker 7>gave up trying to gain entry into the pediatrics clinic

701
00:48:05.039 --> 00:48:08.920
<v Speaker 7>and moved down another hallway, pursuing people as they fled

702
00:48:09.000 --> 00:48:13.480
<v Speaker 7>out into the parking lot, and once outside Once he

703
00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:15.800
<v Speaker 7>was in the parking lot, he fired at people as

704
00:48:15.880 --> 00:48:21.800
<v Speaker 7>they were hiding behind cars and scrambling into ditches. He

705
00:48:21.880 --> 00:48:24.239
<v Speaker 7>then made his way out to the road that ran

706
00:48:24.320 --> 00:48:28.280
<v Speaker 7>in front of the hospital, and he pretty much was

707
00:48:28.360 --> 00:48:31.239
<v Speaker 7>firing at anything that drew his attention, and as a

708
00:48:31.320 --> 00:48:35.719
<v Speaker 7>car drove by, he fired upon that vehicle and then

709
00:48:36.519 --> 00:48:42.360
<v Speaker 7>started walking down the road back toward the hospital annex.

710
00:48:45.320 --> 00:48:50.760
<v Speaker 7>I had been on a swing shift. I was still

711
00:48:50.760 --> 00:48:53.000
<v Speaker 7>a patrolman, but I was in a kind of a

712
00:48:53.079 --> 00:48:56.760
<v Speaker 7>newly implemented program that we had was bike patrol, So

713
00:48:57.280 --> 00:49:00.199
<v Speaker 7>instead of being in a motorized patrol car, I was

714
00:49:00.519 --> 00:49:06.280
<v Speaker 7>riding a bicycle that day. And my shift had started

715
00:49:06.280 --> 00:49:10.199
<v Speaker 7>at two o'clock and the incident the shooting started at

716
00:49:10.199 --> 00:49:13.079
<v Speaker 7>about three o'clock, and I had already patrolled most of

717
00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:16.559
<v Speaker 7>the housing areas on the base the back gate to

718
00:49:16.719 --> 00:49:18.960
<v Speaker 7>patrol the housing areas that were on either side of

719
00:49:19.000 --> 00:49:22.159
<v Speaker 7>the hospital. I had made it out to the back

720
00:49:22.239 --> 00:49:25.480
<v Speaker 7>gate and was taking advantage of the air conditioning that

721
00:49:25.679 --> 00:49:29.039
<v Speaker 7>was in the gate shack and visiting for a moment

722
00:49:29.159 --> 00:49:31.960
<v Speaker 7>with the gate guard there when the call came over

723
00:49:32.039 --> 00:49:35.199
<v Speaker 7>the radio. When the shooting began, there was quite a

724
00:49:35.199 --> 00:49:38.800
<v Speaker 7>few people that made it to telephones. This was back

725
00:49:38.840 --> 00:49:41.519
<v Speaker 7>in nineteen ninety four that cell phones were not a

726
00:49:42.159 --> 00:49:45.880
<v Speaker 7>very prevalent thing, so most of the calls to the

727
00:49:45.960 --> 00:49:49.079
<v Speaker 7>law enforcement desk and to nine point one came from

728
00:49:49.320 --> 00:49:56.360
<v Speaker 7>landline telephones. But within about a minute there were several

729
00:49:56.440 --> 00:49:58.440
<v Speaker 7>calls that had come into the law enforcement desk, and

730
00:49:59.000 --> 00:50:02.960
<v Speaker 7>the desk sergeant imediately put out a call that there

731
00:50:03.079 --> 00:50:07.719
<v Speaker 7>was an individual at the hospital with a shotgun. The

732
00:50:07.760 --> 00:50:11.000
<v Speaker 7>people who had initially called in misidentified the weapon as

733
00:50:11.039 --> 00:50:13.920
<v Speaker 7>a shotgun, but it still got the patrols headed that way.

734
00:50:15.440 --> 00:50:17.400
<v Speaker 7>So when I heard that there was an individual firing

735
00:50:17.440 --> 00:50:20.800
<v Speaker 7>off rounds at the hospital, I'd jumped on my bike

736
00:50:20.880 --> 00:50:24.840
<v Speaker 7>and began riding toward the hospital. It was about three

737
00:50:24.920 --> 00:50:29.320
<v Speaker 7>tenths of a mile away on a straight two lane

738
00:50:29.400 --> 00:50:31.920
<v Speaker 7>road that led right to the hospital from the back gate.

739
00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:38.800
<v Speaker 7>I remember seeing several vehicles driving toward me as I

740
00:50:39.039 --> 00:50:43.480
<v Speaker 7>made my way toward the hospital. There quite a few

741
00:50:43.480 --> 00:50:45.880
<v Speaker 7>of them had rolled their windows down and were yelling

742
00:50:45.920 --> 00:50:47.960
<v Speaker 7>at me, trying to get my attention and let me

743
00:50:48.039 --> 00:50:51.239
<v Speaker 7>know what was happening at the hospital. But I remember

744
00:50:51.320 --> 00:50:53.840
<v Speaker 7>there was a sense of calm that came over me

745
00:50:54.159 --> 00:50:57.719
<v Speaker 7>as I'd got the call, and also I began to

746
00:50:57.840 --> 00:51:01.840
<v Speaker 7>experience some auditory excluie usion where my mind was so

747
00:51:02.000 --> 00:51:05.679
<v Speaker 7>focused on the response and what I might do when

748
00:51:05.719 --> 00:51:09.840
<v Speaker 7>I get there, that the world kind of went quiet

749
00:51:10.039 --> 00:51:12.639
<v Speaker 7>around me. I couldn't understand what these people were saying

750
00:51:12.679 --> 00:51:16.199
<v Speaker 7>when they were driving past me, but I knew that

751
00:51:16.320 --> 00:51:19.559
<v Speaker 7>there was trouble ahead, so I just kept writing. I

752
00:51:19.599 --> 00:51:23.079
<v Speaker 7>didn't stop to try to figure out what they were saying.

753
00:51:24.960 --> 00:51:28.199
<v Speaker 7>There was also a military dump truck that had stopped

754
00:51:28.840 --> 00:51:31.719
<v Speaker 7>at the hospital and allowed several people to climb aboard,

755
00:51:32.480 --> 00:51:34.800
<v Speaker 7>and as it rode past me, there were several people

756
00:51:34.920 --> 00:51:37.800
<v Speaker 7>in the dump bed and hanging off the sides of

757
00:51:37.880 --> 00:51:41.480
<v Speaker 7>the passenger door, and they were all screaming down at

758
00:51:41.519 --> 00:51:43.559
<v Speaker 7>me and waving and yelling at me, trying to get

759
00:51:43.599 --> 00:51:46.519
<v Speaker 7>my attention. But again I couldn't understand what they were saying,

760
00:51:46.840 --> 00:51:51.280
<v Speaker 7>so I just kept writing. The first building that you

761
00:51:51.360 --> 00:51:55.239
<v Speaker 7>come to as you reached the hospital compound is the

762
00:51:56.719 --> 00:52:02.239
<v Speaker 7>medical annex with a health clinic was located. And as

763
00:52:02.280 --> 00:52:06.039
<v Speaker 7>I approached that building, as I neared it and it

764
00:52:06.119 --> 00:52:09.800
<v Speaker 7>came into view, there was a large crowd of people

765
00:52:09.880 --> 00:52:12.400
<v Speaker 7>that were moving toward me. In the street. They were

766
00:52:12.440 --> 00:52:16.920
<v Speaker 7>all wearing some were wearing military uniforms, some were in

767
00:52:17.159 --> 00:52:21.960
<v Speaker 7>hospital whites, and some were in civilian clothes. And at

768
00:52:22.000 --> 00:52:24.559
<v Speaker 7>that time there wasn't a description of the gunman. I

769
00:52:24.639 --> 00:52:26.840
<v Speaker 7>didn't know who exactly I was looking for, so I

770
00:52:26.920 --> 00:52:29.880
<v Speaker 7>scanned that crowd for a threat, and when I didn't

771
00:52:29.920 --> 00:52:33.519
<v Speaker 7>see when I rode through the crowd. And as I

772
00:52:33.639 --> 00:52:36.920
<v Speaker 7>was driving through the crowd, I yelled out, where is he?

773
00:52:37.639 --> 00:52:43.840
<v Speaker 7>And several people pointed behind themselves and they collectively yelled,

774
00:52:44.079 --> 00:52:46.599
<v Speaker 7>there's a man over there. He's got a gun and

775
00:52:46.679 --> 00:52:51.519
<v Speaker 7>he's shooting people. So I rode through the crowd, and

776
00:52:52.400 --> 00:52:55.800
<v Speaker 7>about that time I began to hear gunfire, but I

777
00:52:55.840 --> 00:52:59.480
<v Speaker 7>couldn't see exactly where it was coming from. The sound

778
00:52:59.599 --> 00:53:03.440
<v Speaker 7>was revertading off of the hospital buildings to my right

779
00:53:03.559 --> 00:53:07.760
<v Speaker 7>in the military housing areas to my left, which was

780
00:53:08.199 --> 00:53:12.679
<v Speaker 7>behind the perimeter fence. I rode further, and by that

781
00:53:12.840 --> 00:53:17.000
<v Speaker 7>time I saw the gunman in the street. He was

782
00:53:17.119 --> 00:53:20.679
<v Speaker 7>dressed in dark clothing and was holding a long gun

783
00:53:20.719 --> 00:53:22.920
<v Speaker 7>at his hip, and he was firing to his left

784
00:53:23.000 --> 00:53:27.440
<v Speaker 7>and to his right. So I immediately veered to my

785
00:53:27.679 --> 00:53:30.719
<v Speaker 7>right and rode up onto a sidewalk and dumped my

786
00:53:30.800 --> 00:53:34.760
<v Speaker 7>bike and drew my bretta and went into a kneeling

787
00:53:34.800 --> 00:53:40.480
<v Speaker 7>position and yelled at him to drop his weapon. I

788
00:53:41.840 --> 00:53:46.280
<v Speaker 7>remember seeing people behind him in my line of fire.

789
00:53:46.639 --> 00:53:50.079
<v Speaker 7>They were scrambling to try to get behind cars and

790
00:53:50.159 --> 00:53:53.559
<v Speaker 7>behind cover and into the ditches. And I didn't feel

791
00:53:53.920 --> 00:53:57.239
<v Speaker 7>very comfortable making that a shot. Right at that time,

792
00:53:59.079 --> 00:54:02.559
<v Speaker 7>I was worried that some of my rhymes might endanger

793
00:54:02.639 --> 00:54:07.760
<v Speaker 7>other lives. I know now that if you responded to

794
00:54:07.800 --> 00:54:10.400
<v Speaker 7>an active shooter that there's no need to give him

795
00:54:10.400 --> 00:54:14.199
<v Speaker 7>a verbal warning. But I didn't know one hundred percent

796
00:54:14.320 --> 00:54:17.760
<v Speaker 7>that he had already killed or shot so many people.

797
00:54:18.039 --> 00:54:22.639
<v Speaker 7>And I also was, like I say, concerned about firing

798
00:54:22.679 --> 00:54:29.000
<v Speaker 7>when there were people behind him. My command to drop

799
00:54:29.079 --> 00:54:32.760
<v Speaker 7>the weapon was ignored, and he continued to fire. He

800
00:54:32.840 --> 00:54:36.599
<v Speaker 7>was left and right. I yelled again, and he swung

801
00:54:36.679 --> 00:54:41.639
<v Speaker 7>his rifle in my direction and began to fire. So

802
00:54:41.840 --> 00:54:48.960
<v Speaker 7>I returned fire. I fired in succession as quickly as

803
00:54:49.000 --> 00:54:52.800
<v Speaker 7>I could develop a site picture and pull the trigger

804
00:54:52.880 --> 00:54:56.719
<v Speaker 7>and reacquire that site picture. I'd pulled the trigger again.

805
00:54:56.760 --> 00:55:03.000
<v Speaker 7>It was four rounds in controlled secession. The first three

806
00:55:03.079 --> 00:55:05.840
<v Speaker 7>rounds didn't have any effect on him. And I was

807
00:55:05.920 --> 00:55:08.960
<v Speaker 7>concerned that I was missing him. I didn't know how

808
00:55:09.000 --> 00:55:11.519
<v Speaker 7>far away he was at the time, but I know

809
00:55:11.639 --> 00:55:14.280
<v Speaker 7>that I had a hard time seeing him behind the

810
00:55:15.119 --> 00:55:20.000
<v Speaker 7>front post sight of my pistol. His upper body was

811
00:55:20.079 --> 00:55:26.239
<v Speaker 7>nearly obscured behind the steel front sight. But on the

812
00:55:27.199 --> 00:55:30.559
<v Speaker 7>fourth round he jumped up in the air and spun

813
00:55:30.639 --> 00:55:36.079
<v Speaker 7>around and landed flat on his back. There was witnesses

814
00:55:36.840 --> 00:55:39.519
<v Speaker 7>in the area. They were hiding under cars and some

815
00:55:39.679 --> 00:55:42.199
<v Speaker 7>were in the hospital. Anex looking out the window that

816
00:55:43.199 --> 00:55:47.559
<v Speaker 7>say that he fired repeatedly in my direction and that

817
00:55:47.719 --> 00:55:51.800
<v Speaker 7>he seemed to react to it. If not my first round,

818
00:55:52.079 --> 00:55:54.960
<v Speaker 7>one of my first three rounds, he seemed to react

819
00:55:55.000 --> 00:55:56.920
<v Speaker 7>as if he was struck in the shoulder, but it

820
00:55:57.679 --> 00:56:01.840
<v Speaker 7>didn't stop his behavior at all. But that fourth round

821
00:56:02.480 --> 00:56:04.559
<v Speaker 7>hit him on the bridge of the nose and passed

822
00:56:04.559 --> 00:56:09.119
<v Speaker 7>through his brain and caused him to leap up into

823
00:56:09.119 --> 00:56:13.360
<v Speaker 7>the air and land flat on his back, and he

824
00:56:13.480 --> 00:56:19.079
<v Speaker 7>didn't move after that. As soon as he was down,

825
00:56:19.199 --> 00:56:24.840
<v Speaker 7>I stood up and started moving towards cover. The last

826
00:56:24.880 --> 00:56:27.000
<v Speaker 7>position of cover between me and the gunman was a

827
00:56:27.800 --> 00:56:31.079
<v Speaker 7>pickup truck, a civilian pickup that was parked alongside the road,

828
00:56:33.079 --> 00:56:38.239
<v Speaker 7>and I reached that pick up and covered him with

829
00:56:38.320 --> 00:56:39.880
<v Speaker 7>my weapon as I waited for backup.

830
00:56:43.800 --> 00:56:48.360
<v Speaker 3>The police response here, you didn't call in before this,

831
00:56:48.519 --> 00:56:51.920
<v Speaker 3>so you do this shooting, you call in. But there

832
00:56:52.039 --> 00:56:57.480
<v Speaker 3>is reports that there's a second gunman, so the hospital

833
00:56:58.239 --> 00:57:02.440
<v Speaker 3>is not in total communication for various reasons. What happens?

834
00:57:02.599 --> 00:57:05.960
<v Speaker 3>You described this chaotic situation. Why is it even more

835
00:57:06.039 --> 00:57:07.639
<v Speaker 3>chaotic than it should be?

836
00:57:10.960 --> 00:57:14.000
<v Speaker 7>He was very chaotic because there was He moved through

837
00:57:14.039 --> 00:57:20.639
<v Speaker 7>the hospital so quickly, and the eyewitnesses had different They

838
00:57:20.760 --> 00:57:24.519
<v Speaker 7>perceived differently due to the stress of it that they

839
00:57:24.559 --> 00:57:29.199
<v Speaker 7>were calling in different descriptions of him. Some people thought

840
00:57:29.239 --> 00:57:32.840
<v Speaker 7>he was wearing a military uniform, some people thought he

841
00:57:32.920 --> 00:57:38.639
<v Speaker 7>was wearing shorts. And the calls continued to come in

842
00:57:38.800 --> 00:57:41.760
<v Speaker 7>even after he had been even after I stopped him,

843
00:57:42.679 --> 00:57:47.559
<v Speaker 7>so it got confused. People thought that there was more

844
00:57:47.599 --> 00:57:51.639
<v Speaker 7>than one gunman and of shots being fired. He continued

845
00:57:51.679 --> 00:57:54.079
<v Speaker 7>to come into the to the law enforcement desks several

846
00:57:54.119 --> 00:57:57.039
<v Speaker 7>minutes after he had already been shot. In that the

847
00:57:57.519 --> 00:58:02.519
<v Speaker 7>and the hospital was swarmed with law enforcement officers. Where

848
00:58:02.559 --> 00:58:04.840
<v Speaker 7>who would have heard gunshots if they're in the area,

849
00:58:04.920 --> 00:58:09.519
<v Speaker 7>But still they Some of the people on the scene

850
00:58:10.280 --> 00:58:13.239
<v Speaker 7>were reporting that shots have been fired in the housing area,

851
00:58:13.280 --> 00:58:15.000
<v Speaker 7>and shots have been fired here, and that there was

852
00:58:15.079 --> 00:58:18.559
<v Speaker 7>a sniper on the third floor of the annex, just

853
00:58:19.159 --> 00:58:23.519
<v Speaker 7>because of so many different reports and descriptions of the

854
00:58:23.559 --> 00:58:26.480
<v Speaker 7>gunman that came in to the radio, to the law

855
00:58:26.519 --> 00:58:27.239
<v Speaker 7>enforcement desk.

856
00:58:28.679 --> 00:58:34.639
<v Speaker 3>Right when the toll is counted, you talk about Kristen

857
00:58:34.880 --> 00:58:40.719
<v Speaker 3>McCarron six years old, and Anita Lindner of course, doctor Brigham,

858
00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:48.079
<v Speaker 3>Thomas Brigham, doctor Allen London, and would be born Taylor Sigmund,

859
00:58:48.280 --> 00:58:54.400
<v Speaker 3>Shechell's unborn baby. And how many wounded, twenty two wounded.

860
00:58:54.480 --> 00:58:58.360
<v Speaker 3>Tell us about a little bit about these deaths as

861
00:58:58.440 --> 00:59:00.559
<v Speaker 3>you do, as you write in a book, and also

862
00:59:00.719 --> 00:59:01.800
<v Speaker 3>some of the wounded.

863
00:59:05.320 --> 00:59:09.760
<v Speaker 7>Yes, there was twenty two people were wounded, and there

864
00:59:09.800 --> 00:59:18.000
<v Speaker 7>were four lives lost at the hospital. And a forty

865
00:59:18.079 --> 00:59:21.880
<v Speaker 7>year old wife of a a retired military member was

866
00:59:22.239 --> 00:59:26.280
<v Speaker 7>also shot and killed out on the street in front

867
00:59:26.320 --> 00:59:29.599
<v Speaker 7>of the hospital, and an eight year old girl, Kristin McCarran,

868
00:59:29.719 --> 00:59:32.639
<v Speaker 7>was shot in the chest as she was hiding in

869
00:59:32.760 --> 00:59:39.159
<v Speaker 7>the cafeteria area of the hospital. One of the wounded,

870
00:59:39.880 --> 00:59:45.920
<v Speaker 7>Michelle Siegmund, lost her unborn baby shortly after the incident.

871
00:59:46.480 --> 00:59:50.280
<v Speaker 7>She recovered from her wounds, but the baby didn't make it,

872
00:59:52.000 --> 00:59:54.719
<v Speaker 7>so there was a total of five lives lost and

873
00:59:55.199 --> 01:00:02.480
<v Speaker 7>twenty two seriously wounded. The The death toll would have

874
01:00:02.559 --> 01:00:04.880
<v Speaker 7>been quite a bit higher if it weren't for the

875
01:00:05.000 --> 01:00:08.079
<v Speaker 7>actions of the men and women at the ninety second

876
01:00:08.119 --> 01:00:12.719
<v Speaker 7>Medical Group. The only people who lost their lives suffered

877
01:00:12.800 --> 01:00:18.519
<v Speaker 7>from what's been deemed as the unsurvivable wounds, but due

878
01:00:18.559 --> 01:00:23.159
<v Speaker 7>to the quick actions and medical care, the first aid

879
01:00:23.239 --> 01:00:26.920
<v Speaker 7>that was rendered by several of the members of the

880
01:00:27.320 --> 01:00:32.400
<v Speaker 7>hospital and civilians kept the death toll down. It would

881
01:00:32.440 --> 01:00:35.119
<v Speaker 7>have been a lot higher had it not happened at

882
01:00:35.159 --> 01:00:38.199
<v Speaker 7>the hospital, and a lot of those people risked their

883
01:00:38.280 --> 01:00:41.559
<v Speaker 7>lives that they began rendering medical aid even as the

884
01:00:41.599 --> 01:00:43.400
<v Speaker 7>gunman was still walking around firing.

885
01:00:47.039 --> 01:00:51.639
<v Speaker 3>You talk about the media response and their depiction of

886
01:00:51.760 --> 01:00:56.800
<v Speaker 3>the event, questioning that they couldn't understand why this person,

887
01:00:57.079 --> 01:01:01.800
<v Speaker 3>Dean Mehlberg, had gone on this rampage contrary to all

888
01:01:01.840 --> 01:01:05.480
<v Speaker 3>the information that you discovered and was available to them

889
01:01:06.079 --> 01:01:08.159
<v Speaker 3>to a great degree as well. But despite that, that

890
01:01:08.280 --> 01:01:12.840
<v Speaker 3>was a narrative that was done. You describe what happens

891
01:01:13.119 --> 01:01:19.960
<v Speaker 3>right after you are briefed about this event and your

892
01:01:20.039 --> 01:01:24.159
<v Speaker 3>feelings about that tell us about that briefing and your

893
01:01:24.239 --> 01:01:29.639
<v Speaker 3>feelings after you've made this, you've shot this perpetrator.

894
01:01:32.239 --> 01:01:35.960
<v Speaker 7>Sure, Yet it's frustrating when you see in the media

895
01:01:36.960 --> 01:01:39.800
<v Speaker 7>they are so quick to try to report the story,

896
01:01:40.679 --> 01:01:45.800
<v Speaker 7>and when they get on the TV screen, they sometimes

897
01:01:45.920 --> 01:01:47.840
<v Speaker 7>run out of things to say, so they just say

898
01:01:47.880 --> 01:01:49.760
<v Speaker 7>the first thing that comes to their mind, and quite

899
01:01:49.800 --> 01:01:52.960
<v Speaker 7>often it's nobody saw this coming, and nobody could have

900
01:01:53.039 --> 01:01:58.800
<v Speaker 7>predicted that this choir boy in high school would one

901
01:01:58.880 --> 01:02:02.880
<v Speaker 7>day become a a killer. But when you read the

902
01:02:02.920 --> 01:02:07.800
<v Speaker 7>book and you see so many warning signs after warning sign,

903
01:02:08.039 --> 01:02:12.960
<v Speaker 7>and then you get to the first media reports say

904
01:02:13.039 --> 01:02:15.519
<v Speaker 7>that nobody could have predicted it, nobody could have seen

905
01:02:15.559 --> 01:02:20.360
<v Speaker 7>it coming. It's very frustrating. But as far as as

906
01:02:20.480 --> 01:02:27.639
<v Speaker 7>my reaction to the incidents, I suffered quite a bit

907
01:02:27.719 --> 01:02:28.519
<v Speaker 7>of guilt.

908
01:02:28.639 --> 01:02:28.960
<v Speaker 3>I know it.

909
01:02:29.800 --> 01:02:37.960
<v Speaker 7>It's not something that's easily understood because I responded there

910
01:02:38.159 --> 01:02:42.039
<v Speaker 7>and most people say, oh, how many lives he saved,

911
01:02:42.159 --> 01:02:45.880
<v Speaker 7>that it was quite a heroic response. But at the time,

912
01:02:45.960 --> 01:02:48.280
<v Speaker 7>the only thing I could see is that so many

913
01:02:48.320 --> 01:02:50.599
<v Speaker 7>people had been killed and wounded on my watch, that

914
01:02:51.559 --> 01:02:53.440
<v Speaker 7>what could I have done to have gotten there sooner?

915
01:02:53.480 --> 01:02:57.960
<v Speaker 7>And I second guessed myself quite a bit, and it

916
01:02:58.719 --> 01:03:01.840
<v Speaker 7>ate away at me For quite a while. I didn't

917
01:03:01.880 --> 01:03:06.800
<v Speaker 7>have an opportunity to talk to anybody and to seek

918
01:03:06.880 --> 01:03:10.480
<v Speaker 7>mental health counseling so that I could process the incident

919
01:03:10.519 --> 01:03:13.800
<v Speaker 7>and work through it and then eventually come to realize

920
01:03:13.880 --> 01:03:16.000
<v Speaker 7>that I did do all that I could and that

921
01:03:16.119 --> 01:03:20.159
<v Speaker 7>I there's no reason to be second guessing myself. I

922
01:03:20.239 --> 01:03:23.239
<v Speaker 7>did eventually come to that conclusion, but it took several

923
01:03:23.400 --> 01:03:26.880
<v Speaker 7>years because whenever I would seek mental health counseling, I'd

924
01:03:26.960 --> 01:03:29.519
<v Speaker 7>be relieved of duty and would no longer be able

925
01:03:29.559 --> 01:03:34.239
<v Speaker 7>to carry my weapon and work patrol, which was a

926
01:03:34.320 --> 01:03:37.360
<v Speaker 7>job that I loved, so discouraged me from seeking any

927
01:03:37.760 --> 01:03:43.159
<v Speaker 7>mental health help until years later after I'd gotten out

928
01:03:43.159 --> 01:03:48.559
<v Speaker 7>of the Air Force. But yeah, I had never did

929
01:03:48.639 --> 01:03:54.039
<v Speaker 7>experience any guilt from taking the gunman's life, because it's

930
01:03:54.079 --> 01:03:58.000
<v Speaker 7>something that I had practiced for and prepared for, and

931
01:03:58.400 --> 01:04:01.519
<v Speaker 7>it's pretty easy to justify taking a man's life when

932
01:04:01.559 --> 01:04:05.320
<v Speaker 7>he's in the midst of ruining so many other people's lives.

933
01:04:06.599 --> 01:04:09.079
<v Speaker 7>So thankfully I never experienced any guilt for that, and

934
01:04:09.320 --> 01:04:15.400
<v Speaker 7>I did eventually finally come to terms with the fact

935
01:04:15.400 --> 01:04:17.199
<v Speaker 7>that so many people were killed and wounded. But I

936
01:04:17.280 --> 01:04:20.800
<v Speaker 7>did do everything that I could, and I do realize

937
01:04:20.840 --> 01:04:22.079
<v Speaker 7>now that I did save lives.

938
01:04:24.679 --> 01:04:27.199
<v Speaker 3>And you get confirmation on top of that as well,

939
01:04:27.280 --> 01:04:31.800
<v Speaker 3>in terms in addition to the therapy that you did

940
01:04:31.920 --> 01:04:34.719
<v Speaker 3>receive and the progress you did have in your mental

941
01:04:34.760 --> 01:04:37.480
<v Speaker 3>health and dealing with the PTSD, you also got the

942
01:04:37.519 --> 01:04:40.519
<v Speaker 3>freedom of information and realized that you couldn't have got

943
01:04:40.599 --> 01:04:43.320
<v Speaker 3>to that hospital any faster. So any kind of guilt

944
01:04:43.400 --> 01:04:46.400
<v Speaker 3>you should have had about your response time was gone.

945
01:04:46.719 --> 01:04:49.760
<v Speaker 3>At least you had dealt with it in two different ways.

946
01:04:50.159 --> 01:04:54.239
<v Speaker 7>Really, Yeah, there were several different steps that helped me

947
01:04:54.519 --> 01:04:57.199
<v Speaker 7>come to terms with it. It was a long process,

948
01:04:57.320 --> 01:04:59.639
<v Speaker 7>but yeah, for quite a while, I beat myself up

949
01:04:59.639 --> 01:05:06.360
<v Speaker 7>because one of the physiological effects of responding or experiencing

950
01:05:06.440 --> 01:05:09.960
<v Speaker 7>such a traumatic event like that is time distortion, and

951
01:05:10.039 --> 01:05:13.519
<v Speaker 7>it felt like it took me forever to buy that

952
01:05:13.679 --> 01:05:16.559
<v Speaker 7>three tenths of a mile to get there to stop

953
01:05:16.639 --> 01:05:19.920
<v Speaker 7>the killing. And I always that's one of the reasons

954
01:05:19.960 --> 01:05:22.400
<v Speaker 7>why I beat myself up, because it felt like I

955
01:05:22.679 --> 01:05:26.440
<v Speaker 7>took so long to get there, And I made several

956
01:05:26.519 --> 01:05:29.119
<v Speaker 7>requests to get a copy of the audio tape from

957
01:05:29.199 --> 01:05:33.440
<v Speaker 7>the law enforcement radio so that I could kind of

958
01:05:33.480 --> 01:05:37.000
<v Speaker 7>get a timeline of how much time elapsed from the

959
01:05:37.679 --> 01:05:41.559
<v Speaker 7>radio call that dispatched me there to my call that

960
01:05:41.880 --> 01:05:45.079
<v Speaker 7>shots were fired and that the gunman was down. And

961
01:05:45.239 --> 01:05:48.960
<v Speaker 7>it took me, I think probably fourteen years to finally

962
01:05:49.000 --> 01:05:53.400
<v Speaker 7>get a copy of that, which is there's no excuse

963
01:05:53.480 --> 01:05:56.519
<v Speaker 7>for that, because it was readily available. It just people

964
01:05:56.559 --> 01:05:59.679
<v Speaker 7>were dropping the ball and not allowing me access to it.

965
01:06:00.239 --> 01:06:03.599
<v Speaker 7>But when I did finally get that audio tape, it

966
01:06:03.840 --> 01:06:07.239
<v Speaker 7>was determined that it was less than two minutes from

967
01:06:07.320 --> 01:06:10.360
<v Speaker 7>the first call for help to me radioing that the

968
01:06:10.599 --> 01:06:14.039
<v Speaker 7>gunman was down. It's a two minute or less than

969
01:06:14.079 --> 01:06:19.440
<v Speaker 7>two minute response time is pretty remarkable. So I began

970
01:06:19.559 --> 01:06:22.119
<v Speaker 7>to forgive myself quite a bit for.

971
01:06:26.400 --> 01:06:30.119
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we talk about you talk and write about Fairchild

972
01:06:30.280 --> 01:06:33.840
<v Speaker 3>Air Force Base, and we missed a whole part of

973
01:06:34.119 --> 01:06:38.400
<v Speaker 3>this book because it is in a very detailed book,

974
01:06:38.519 --> 01:06:42.480
<v Speaker 3>and you chronicle the story of the air shows and

975
01:06:42.719 --> 01:06:47.280
<v Speaker 3>this rogue pilot named Bud Holland who's respected but then

976
01:06:47.320 --> 01:06:50.840
<v Speaker 3>as a daredevil and does things that are dangerous, and

977
01:06:51.440 --> 01:06:55.639
<v Speaker 3>there are numerous reports very much paralleling what happens with

978
01:06:56.039 --> 01:06:59.920
<v Speaker 3>Dean Mehlberg in that many people of authority are set

979
01:07:00.000 --> 01:07:03.280
<v Speaker 3>saying listen, this is dangerous. This guy should be reprimanded.

980
01:07:04.480 --> 01:07:09.719
<v Speaker 3>Tell us what happens after this disaster at the hospital

981
01:07:10.559 --> 01:07:14.039
<v Speaker 3>and then the idea of air shows and Bud Holland,

982
01:07:15.039 --> 01:07:16.199
<v Speaker 3>tell us what happened.

983
01:07:16.760 --> 01:07:19.639
<v Speaker 7>Sure, I know we're under a bit of a time constraint,

984
01:07:19.719 --> 01:07:24.440
<v Speaker 7>so I'll make it brief. There was a pilot at

985
01:07:24.519 --> 01:07:28.079
<v Speaker 7>Fairchild that was very skilled and talented. He was a

986
01:07:28.199 --> 01:07:32.320
<v Speaker 7>veteran B fifty two pilot. He had more than five

987
01:07:32.400 --> 01:07:34.920
<v Speaker 7>thousand hours in the aircraft, and some of it was

988
01:07:34.960 --> 01:07:38.760
<v Speaker 7>combat time in Vietnam. He was very talented, but he

989
01:07:38.800 --> 01:07:42.960
<v Speaker 7>had also grown very increasingly reckless over the years and

990
01:07:43.280 --> 01:07:46.800
<v Speaker 7>coming upon his retirement. He was about to retire a

991
01:07:47.039 --> 01:07:51.320
<v Speaker 7>few months after the shooting occurred at the hospital, and

992
01:07:51.480 --> 01:07:54.360
<v Speaker 7>he had grown so reckless that a lot of vhrmen

993
01:07:54.840 --> 01:07:57.880
<v Speaker 7>refused to fly with him. His crews didn't want to

994
01:07:57.880 --> 01:08:01.039
<v Speaker 7>fly with him anymore because they risked They were afraid

995
01:08:01.079 --> 01:08:04.000
<v Speaker 7>that he was going to end up killing them. And

996
01:08:04.079 --> 01:08:07.159
<v Speaker 7>he was selected to perform in the air shows at

997
01:08:07.239 --> 01:08:11.400
<v Speaker 7>least three years in a row, and his stunts. He

998
01:08:11.440 --> 01:08:16.680
<v Speaker 7>would fly that huge jet fighter and eight engine aircraft

999
01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:18.359
<v Speaker 7>the size of an airliner. He would fly it like

1000
01:08:18.399 --> 01:08:23.039
<v Speaker 7>a single engine fighter. He would fly low and slow

1001
01:08:23.119 --> 01:08:28.560
<v Speaker 7>and do like turning around the control tower and bank

1002
01:08:28.640 --> 01:08:31.479
<v Speaker 7>the ring the wings ninety degrees when it was only

1003
01:08:31.520 --> 01:08:34.800
<v Speaker 7>a couple hundred feet off the ground and where I

1004
01:08:34.840 --> 01:08:39.359
<v Speaker 7>had zero lift. He would also rocket the airplane down

1005
01:08:39.399 --> 01:08:42.680
<v Speaker 7>the flight line at a low altitude and then pull

1006
01:08:43.520 --> 01:08:48.079
<v Speaker 7>up and gain several thousand feet of altitude in just

1007
01:08:48.159 --> 01:08:53.279
<v Speaker 7>a few seconds as he pitched the aircraft up eighty

1008
01:08:53.319 --> 01:08:59.000
<v Speaker 7>degrees or more. That reckless flying that he did eventually

1009
01:08:59.439 --> 01:09:02.800
<v Speaker 7>caught up with him, and although several people were warning

1010
01:09:02.960 --> 01:09:05.680
<v Speaker 7>that he was going to kill somebody someday and that

1011
01:09:05.800 --> 01:09:09.359
<v Speaker 7>it would probably be at an air show where he

1012
01:09:09.479 --> 01:09:12.960
<v Speaker 7>might endanger the lives of all the spectators, they had

1013
01:09:13.000 --> 01:09:16.359
<v Speaker 7>warned about that, but the leadership failed to heed those

1014
01:09:16.439 --> 01:09:20.000
<v Speaker 7>warnings and allowed him to continue flying, and several people

1015
01:09:20.039 --> 01:09:22.119
<v Speaker 7>thought that the air show should be canceled after the

1016
01:09:22.199 --> 01:09:26.840
<v Speaker 7>hospital shooting, but it was allowed to continue, and four

1017
01:09:26.920 --> 01:09:29.560
<v Speaker 7>days after the shooting, during an air show practice flight,

1018
01:09:30.079 --> 01:09:34.680
<v Speaker 7>Bud Holland banked the aircraft around the control tower and

1019
01:09:34.760 --> 01:09:37.880
<v Speaker 7>banked the wings ninety degrees and plummeted the plane into

1020
01:09:37.960 --> 01:09:41.039
<v Speaker 7>the ground and killed all four of the airmen on board.

1021
01:09:42.960 --> 01:09:49.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, incredible, and you talk about two that horrifically. The

1022
01:09:50.039 --> 01:09:54.359
<v Speaker 3>wife of the aviator and his son or his sons

1023
01:09:54.520 --> 01:09:55.840
<v Speaker 3>were there to witness this.

1024
01:09:57.319 --> 01:10:02.399
<v Speaker 7>Yes. Yeah, one of the few commanders who took some

1025
01:10:02.479 --> 01:10:05.399
<v Speaker 7>steps to try to get Bud Holland grounded. When he

1026
01:10:05.600 --> 01:10:08.960
<v Speaker 7>was unsuccessful in that, he told his men that they

1027
01:10:09.000 --> 01:10:11.920
<v Speaker 7>would no longer fly with Bud Holland, that if anybody

1028
01:10:11.960 --> 01:10:13.640
<v Speaker 7>had to be his co pilot, he would do it.

1029
01:10:14.319 --> 01:10:17.119
<v Speaker 7>So he was a true hero, and he ended up

1030
01:10:17.159 --> 01:10:21.399
<v Speaker 7>going down in that aircraft with Holland as he was

1031
01:10:21.479 --> 01:10:25.920
<v Speaker 7>trying to save the lives of his men, and his

1032
01:10:26.000 --> 01:10:30.119
<v Speaker 7>whole family witnessed that crash as they were watching the

1033
01:10:30.520 --> 01:10:31.239
<v Speaker 7>practice flight.

1034
01:10:32.800 --> 01:10:37.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, there was talk of a lawsuit over negligence or

1035
01:10:38.039 --> 01:10:41.600
<v Speaker 3>at first it would just again damages against the Air Force,

1036
01:10:42.640 --> 01:10:45.680
<v Speaker 3>tell us about the attempt or the effort to do

1037
01:10:45.840 --> 01:10:48.800
<v Speaker 3>that and if that was successful or not.

1038
01:10:52.199 --> 01:10:56.760
<v Speaker 7>For the shooting, there was a lawsuit brought. The individuals

1039
01:10:56.800 --> 01:11:00.079
<v Speaker 7>who were in the military were prohibited from bring in

1040
01:11:00.119 --> 01:11:04.439
<v Speaker 7>a lawsuit against the Air Force due to the Fair's doctrine,

1041
01:11:05.039 --> 01:11:09.680
<v Speaker 7>but the civilians who were in the hospital lodged several

1042
01:11:10.800 --> 01:11:21.479
<v Speaker 7>a lawsuit with with several if they found several instances

1043
01:11:21.520 --> 01:11:27.159
<v Speaker 7>where the air Force was liable and but the air

1044
01:11:27.239 --> 01:11:32.680
<v Speaker 7>Force uh drug the law lawsuit out and kept putting

1045
01:11:32.720 --> 01:11:36.039
<v Speaker 7>it off. They were just waiting for it to go away,

1046
01:11:36.199 --> 01:11:38.560
<v Speaker 7>for the for the victims to pass away, because there

1047
01:11:38.560 --> 01:11:41.520
<v Speaker 7>were quite a few elderly people that were involved in

1048
01:11:41.600 --> 01:11:45.880
<v Speaker 7>the lawsuit. But so it took several years, but eventually

1049
01:11:46.039 --> 01:11:49.319
<v Speaker 7>they did come to a kind of like a plea

1050
01:11:50.399 --> 01:11:56.119
<v Speaker 7>deal where they awarded the victims several million dollars. But

1051
01:11:57.439 --> 01:12:00.439
<v Speaker 7>when after the legal fees and having to split the

1052
01:12:01.800 --> 01:12:05.159
<v Speaker 7>settlement up between so many people, I'm sure it did

1053
01:12:05.239 --> 01:12:09.720
<v Speaker 7>little to make things right with the victims who are

1054
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<v Speaker 7>still living with life altering injuries to this day.

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<v Speaker 3>Were there any changes made as a result of these

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<v Speaker 3>two disasters in terms of regulations or policy.

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<v Speaker 7>There were some changes that were made, but unfortunately they

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01:12:30.199 --> 01:12:34.199
<v Speaker 7>were just very specific changes that might have prevented this

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<v Speaker 7>very specific incident from occurring again, didn't stop similar instances

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<v Speaker 7>from occurring, and there's been one fairly recently. The shooting

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01:12:47.319 --> 01:12:51.960
<v Speaker 7>in the church in Texas was another airman who had

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<v Speaker 7>been diagnosed or identified as a threat, and he was

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<v Speaker 7>allowed to slip through the cracks and ended up committing

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01:12:59.119 --> 01:13:04.359
<v Speaker 7>an other act of public mass murder. So there's still

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<v Speaker 7>a lot that can be learned from this instant and others.

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<v Speaker 7>But yeah, they did make some changes, like the hospital

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<v Speaker 7>is now surrounded by a perimeter fence, but like I said,

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<v Speaker 7>that wouldn't have stopped Melburg from getting on the base

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<v Speaker 7>anyway because he had a temporary ID card.

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<v Speaker 3>You talk about the book being an opportunity for lessons

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<v Speaker 3>to be learned, and as you just mentioned, maybe not

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<v Speaker 3>too many lessons were learned. At least there wasn't any

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<v Speaker 3>moves to make any radical changes, it seems. But for you,

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<v Speaker 3>with your therapy and changes in your life, You've got married,

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<v Speaker 3>had children, I believe, and now you're working for the

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<v Speaker 3>Department of Homeland Security. So you came through this difficult

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<v Speaker 3>time and you're doing something you really enjoy. And so

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<v Speaker 3>at least in changes that were necessary for you after

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01:14:04.520 --> 01:14:09.199
<v Speaker 3>this incredible traumatic event, those changes have been made in

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<v Speaker 3>your life, all positive changes, haven't they.

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<v Speaker 7>Yes. Yeah, I struggled for quite a while with mental

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01:14:17.239 --> 01:14:22.640
<v Speaker 7>health and anxiety and irritability and such, but I did persevere,

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<v Speaker 7>and thanks a lot to my wife who was very

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01:14:27.479 --> 01:14:32.520
<v Speaker 7>persistent and supportive. I've continued to seek counseling until I

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01:14:32.600 --> 01:14:36.680
<v Speaker 7>found something that worked for me, and I've pretty much

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01:14:36.720 --> 01:14:41.239
<v Speaker 7>made a full recovery and I'm able to enjoy life

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01:14:41.479 --> 01:14:46.960
<v Speaker 7>and function in society. In order to you got to

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01:14:47.000 --> 01:14:50.720
<v Speaker 7>try to find the positive in all things. If my

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<v Speaker 7>struggles with mental health led me to get out of

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<v Speaker 7>the Air Force early, which was a very difficult decision

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<v Speaker 7>because I loved my career, But if I hadn't gotten

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<v Speaker 7>out of the Air Force, I wouldn't have met my

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01:15:03.960 --> 01:15:06.239
<v Speaker 7>wife and I wouldn't have the two kids that I

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<v Speaker 7>do now, So I wouldn't have had the same life,

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<v Speaker 7>and it may not have been as good of the

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<v Speaker 7>life as I have now. So there are some good,

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<v Speaker 7>good positives for the individuals in this if you seek,

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<v Speaker 7>if you look for it. But yeah, one lesson I

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<v Speaker 7>would would pass on is if anybody is struggling with

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<v Speaker 7>mental health is to never give up seeking help a

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<v Speaker 7>lot of I've tried quite a few things that didn't

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<v Speaker 7>help me or didn't help me very much, and just

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<v Speaker 7>kept looking until finally I did find things that treatments

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<v Speaker 7>and programs that that did work for me. Even though

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01:15:45.960 --> 01:15:47.960
<v Speaker 7>there was a time that I didn't think anything was

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<v Speaker 7>going to help. Just got to keep keep looking and

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<v Speaker 7>keep fighting for a greater mental health.

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<v Speaker 3>Part of that, I think maybe it's overused cliche of catharsis.

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<v Speaker 3>You wrote this book twenty sixteen, I believe it came

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<v Speaker 3>out twenty seventeen. Was this book part of that part

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01:16:12.680 --> 01:16:15.079
<v Speaker 3>of catharsis for you? Was it good for you to

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<v Speaker 3>write this book and get it out?

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<v Speaker 7>It was definitely, not only doing the research and answering

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<v Speaker 7>all the unanswered questions that I had, but just confronting

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01:16:31.880 --> 01:16:37.760
<v Speaker 7>the incident and the trauma so deeply and repetitively. When

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01:16:37.800 --> 01:16:40.640
<v Speaker 7>you write a book, you write it several times over.

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<v Speaker 7>But each time I confronted an incident or just confronted

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<v Speaker 7>the subject in general, the less effect it had on

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<v Speaker 7>me as far as physical and psychological reaction. So it

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<v Speaker 7>was a very cathartic process. And also having all the

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<v Speaker 7>details and facts of the incidents in the book has

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<v Speaker 7>helped others come to deal with it. I interviewed quite

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<v Speaker 7>a few people who were involved in the incidents, and

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<v Speaker 7>they've contacted me afterward and told me how helpful it

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<v Speaker 7>was to know the whole story and to be able

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<v Speaker 7>to read through it and re experience it in a

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<v Speaker 7>safe environment to where it's kind of it's helpful to

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<v Speaker 7>confront it and process it and work through it.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, yes, and congratulations on this ad. It's a marvelous

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<v Speaker 3>journey you take us on to be able to see

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<v Speaker 3>that the preparedness you had to be able to do

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<v Speaker 3>this heroic be able to involve in this heroic takedown

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<v Speaker 3>this perpetrator that who knows how many more victims you

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<v Speaker 3>would have got to if you hadn't had the presence

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<v Speaker 3>of mind at that time that day. I want to

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<v Speaker 3>thank you very much for coming on and talking about

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<v Speaker 3>Warnings Unheeded twin tragedies at Fairchild Air Force Base. For

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<v Speaker 3>those that might want to take a look at and

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<v Speaker 3>maybe contact you. Do you have a Facebook page your website?

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<v Speaker 3>How can I find out more about this book?

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<v Speaker 7>Sure? You could search Warnings Unheeded on Facebook. There is

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<v Speaker 7>a Facebook page for the book. There's also a website

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<v Speaker 7>Fairchild Hospital Shooting. And as far as the book, you

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<v Speaker 7>could request it at your library or your bookstores. You

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01:18:45.760 --> 01:18:49.720
<v Speaker 7>can find it on Amazon. It's in print, audiobook and

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01:18:49.920 --> 01:18:56.399
<v Speaker 7>ebook for your Canadian listeners. It's available on Cobo also

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01:18:58.359 --> 01:19:01.520
<v Speaker 7>Barnes and Noble's pretty much anywhere that books are sold

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<v Speaker 7>if you can find it. Warning is unheeded.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you very much, Andy Brown, it's been fascinating. You

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<v Speaker 3>have a great evening. Thank you very much.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you, Dan, you too. Good Night, good night,
