Speaker 1: So thank you again for taking the time. I know
Speaker 1: you're a busy lady for having me. Yeah, so let
Speaker 1: Private Talk know a little bit more about you. Tell
Speaker 1: us you know, I know that obviously you're an adult star,
Speaker 1: you do several movies, you've done, You've had such a
Speaker 1: great career.
Speaker 2: Tell us what you wanted to know for the Private
Speaker 2: Talk podcast.
Speaker 3: My name is Kendra Sunderland, also known as Library Girl.
Speaker 4: I spoke a lot of weed.
Speaker 3: I just like I work and I hang out with
Speaker 3: my cats. That's all I really do.
Speaker 1: So you say the Library Girl thing, I didn't really
Speaker 1: want to bring up because it's something I'm sure you
Speaker 1: talk about in every interview every time whatever, you know,
Speaker 1: but it's like the start of where you came from
Speaker 1: and how it happened. Can you tell us a little
Speaker 1: bit more about that and where it's kind of pushed
Speaker 1: you to where you are now?
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: I started webcamming in college when I was nineteen, and
Speaker 3: I decided to do a webcam show in my college
Speaker 3: library Oregon State University, Go Beavers, and someone posted the
Speaker 3: video on porn hub with my legal name.
Speaker 2: So they recorded what you were like your session that
Speaker 2: you were doing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, knowledge, Yeah, like I guess it was like on
Speaker 3: the internet under my cam name and then was your
Speaker 3: cam name baby girl for twenty.
Speaker 2: Baby Girl for twenty. Okay, Okay, I like it. I
Speaker 2: like that you stay up to you know the four
Speaker 2: twenty thing is yes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, like only the od people like know back from
Speaker 3: that day. But yeah, they posted on porn hub with
Speaker 3: my legal name, so I used my real name and
Speaker 3: then it just blew up in the college town. It
Speaker 3: was in the news in Oregon and a lot of
Speaker 3: people said that it was in the news and like
Speaker 3: newspaper and other countries and they saw it all over
Speaker 3: the place.
Speaker 2: So how did that make you feel?
Speaker 1: I mean, you did something that like, you know, you
Speaker 1: were webcamming, and you know you're probably doing because you're
Speaker 1: in college. You know, you're like free spirited and all
Speaker 1: those things. Is did you realize that at any moment
Speaker 1: that someone could do that and like release it on
Speaker 1: a pornhu kind of platform.
Speaker 4: Uh No, I never really thought that would happen.
Speaker 3: I kind of like kind of just had started webcamming,
Speaker 3: like the library video.
Speaker 4: It was my second day of webcamming, so I didn't
Speaker 4: know anything.
Speaker 2: So you're like, damn, it. Why'd they picked this one
Speaker 2: of all ones?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I was like, oh, like I had this jacket on,
Speaker 3: my hair was in a messy bun on the side,
Speaker 3: Like I was really just going there, like last minute,
Speaker 3: and so I didn't really plan it, but that one is.
Speaker 1: I feel like there was Sometimes I always work out
Speaker 1: the best for us, and when we like kind of
Speaker 1: plan things, it's still good for us. But you're like
Speaker 1: when it's like the least amount of work, You're like.
Speaker 4: Damn, yeah, for sure. I don't know. I guess everyone
Speaker 4: loved it.
Speaker 3: Just girl next door type college masturbating and the library
Speaker 3: type thing.
Speaker 1: I mean, go figure, that's you know, that's kind of
Speaker 1: a hot thing. You know, there's so many movies that
Speaker 1: you you know, watch like that kind of emulating those things,
Speaker 1: and it's actually now happening. And when those things real
Speaker 1: life happened, I feel like it's like, wait, is there
Speaker 1: other girls doing this too? Yeah, so it's like creates
Speaker 1: this whole other fantasy. So you took that and like,
Speaker 1: so you decided to make a career of it, which
Speaker 1: I kudos to you. I feel like it takes, you know,
Speaker 1: big accomplishment to really kind of step into your own
Speaker 1: and knowing you know your your own self worth and
Speaker 1: what you could do, and the power of that has
Speaker 1: because I feel like a lot of people are like, oh,
Speaker 1: you just you got pushed into it. Oh like you
Speaker 1: want to take control or whatever. And everyone has their
Speaker 1: own stories naturally, but I feel like with you, you've
Speaker 1: always seem like you're You've always been comfortable in your
Speaker 1: own skin. You're very vocal about your opinions and thing
Speaker 1: like that, and I feel like there should be more
Speaker 1: women like that because that's, you know, how we get
Speaker 1: further ahead in life is because just being honest.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it takes a lot.
Speaker 3: I mean I used to be really insecure about things,
Speaker 3: and like webcamming I feel like kind of helped me
Speaker 3: get over that. I've always been like an openly sexual
Speaker 3: person and like never really afraid to be open about it,
Speaker 3: and so when I found webcamming, it kind of helped
Speaker 3: me realize that, like I could make a career out
Speaker 3: of this, but also to love myself and my body
Speaker 3: because like, my nipples is something I've always been insecure about.
Speaker 4: And then I remember when my first.
Speaker 3: Nude got out, they called me Pepperoni nipples, and I
Speaker 3: was like, my nipples are proportionate to the rest of
Speaker 3: my booths, like I'm sorry or whatever. And after that
Speaker 3: I kind of just like got over it because everyone
Speaker 3: on webcam would be like, Oh, I love your nipples,
Speaker 3: I love your boobs, I love this everything, and I
Speaker 3: was like, wow, this is great. And I was making
Speaker 3: a lot of money for a broke college student, so
Speaker 3: I was like, fuck what everyone says, like, I want
Speaker 3: to do this and travel and then like go places.
Speaker 3: I could take videos and pictures of myself in those
Speaker 3: places and then it's work, you know. I was like
Speaker 3: that lifestyle just kind of appeals to me so much
Speaker 3: more than.
Speaker 4: Anything I could have got with college.
Speaker 2: So you feel secure in your decision of what you did.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I'm really happy.
Speaker 3: I definitely came to those terms before the library video
Speaker 3: got out, because it was, like, I want to say,
Speaker 3: like two months after I did the video that it
Speaker 3: actually got put on porn hubs, so I had time
Speaker 3: to you know, for my family to find out and
Speaker 3: for me to kind of get past everything, and then
Speaker 3: when the library thing got out, I was just like, Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm ready to see where this takes me.
Speaker 1: So you said that, you know you've always been open
Speaker 1: sexually its and you, like you said, you used your
Speaker 1: current legal name in just Sunderland Sunderland.
Speaker 2: So how did your parents feel about that aspect?
Speaker 1: Because you know, first, you know, you didn't really know
Speaker 1: that that was going to be released as you're you know,
Speaker 1: it was baby Girl for twenty Yeah, so how did that?
Speaker 1: Was that a bigger conversation other than you just being
Speaker 1: in what you chose to do or because you were
Speaker 1: so open already did they kind of not necessarily thought
Speaker 1: it would become like your next thing, but they were
Speaker 1: open to the idea, like like maybe this could have
Speaker 1: happened anyways.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't think my parents really cared that it
Speaker 3: was my actual name, because when they found out I
Speaker 3: was webcamming, they kind of just cared more about me
Speaker 3: like sexualizing myself like that. And I was like, look,
Speaker 3: I'm just like I'm happy doing this, like it's safe
Speaker 3: and I make really good money and this is what
Speaker 3: I want to do with my life. And eventually they
Speaker 3: were kind of like, well, whatever makes you happy. And
Speaker 3: then I also said I wouldn't like get into actual
Speaker 3: porn videos, but then I changed my mind at some
Speaker 3: point and then my mom.
Speaker 4: Was kind of upset about that, but they got past it.
Speaker 3: I'm really lucky my parents and my whole family are
Speaker 3: very very supportive.
Speaker 2: That's awesome.
Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, as we evolve, were allowed
Speaker 1: to change our minds and our opinions about certain and
Speaker 1: parents like because they made us who we are. They
Speaker 1: feel like they kind of like naturally, you know, be like, okay, well,
Speaker 1: I'm going to love you anyways, even though I didn't
Speaker 1: want you to do it, but okay, because like we
Speaker 1: have similar story.
Speaker 2: With my family, it was very like I was very nervous.
Speaker 1: I didn't know how to say it, but I knew
Speaker 1: that I had to because it was like my nose
Speaker 1: back then it was like DVDs, so it was like
Speaker 1: it took a little bit longer. But at the same
Speaker 1: time too, I had shot a DVD and then I
Speaker 1: also worked for Bangbros. So that next Monday that I
Speaker 1: shot that scene, it was already out and then the
Speaker 1: other scene hadn't been released yet, so people kind of
Speaker 1: differential about what my first scene was. But with my family,
Speaker 1: I knew they didn't watch it, but I was like, oh, I've.
Speaker 2: Got to tell you somebody.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so and their biggas thing was like, well, why,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like if do you is
Speaker 1: it your choice or you feel comfortable doing it whatever,
Speaker 1: Like there was a lot of like just as long
Speaker 1: as you choose to do it. It's not something that
Speaker 1: I see all you doing later in life. But if
Speaker 1: you're happy, whatever makes you happy. With my mom, it
Speaker 1: was more like she was very concerned about that. For me,
Speaker 1: it was like it's how I sexualized myself. It was
Speaker 1: like it's like art, you know, it's how I express
Speaker 1: myself and how I portray myself and how I want to,
Speaker 1: like I have the control and what I release with
Speaker 1: myself and what I allow myself to do and be
Speaker 1: into as well. And so for her it's just like
Speaker 1: work is work. You know, we're successful or successful, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. But it's very important, I think
Speaker 1: in a business like ours, you know, in any business,
Speaker 1: but to have the support of your parents because you know,
Speaker 1: we already question certain things, you know, just evolving and
Speaker 1: going through time, and it's like, you know, are we
Speaker 1: just young, dumb and full of come or is this
Speaker 1: something that.
Speaker 2: It's gonna be long term? You know?
Speaker 1: And for me it's you know, I never regret any
Speaker 1: of my choices, and I feel like it's just about
Speaker 1: get evolving now. I chose to do it as a
Speaker 1: brand and a business and make something bigger into it
Speaker 1: because of my thing was, if you know I'm gonna
Speaker 1: do it, go bigger, go home, and Miss Texas didn't
Speaker 1: go home.
Speaker 2: But we're just doing different lanes of things. So what
Speaker 2: are you going on with that?
Speaker 4: All that being said, I'm just always shooting for browsers.
Speaker 3: I'm contracted to them, so I just shoot for them
Speaker 3: all the time and all their amazing websites and production
Speaker 3: crews and stuff, and I do my own website.
Speaker 1: So do you prefer kind of like the contract thing,
Speaker 1: because you know, after your release, you know, Vixen came
Speaker 1: in and kind of swooped you up and kind of
Speaker 1: did a contract thing, so you've kind of always kind.
Speaker 4: Of been in what I've always been on contract?
Speaker 2: How you talk to the viewers about that?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: How is being a contract girl?
Speaker 3: It's I don't know, It's kind of weird to me
Speaker 3: because it's not something people really experience all the time,
Speaker 3: and it's all that I know. Like as soon as
Speaker 3: I shot my first scenes, I was on contract, got
Speaker 3: off contract, I didn't shoot for any other companies got
Speaker 3: on contract again. So to me, it's just like normal
Speaker 3: for me. But I definitely like it because I like
Speaker 3: to build a relationship with the company and Browsers is
Speaker 3: like family to me, and I just love like rapping them.
Speaker 3: I love being like a Browsers girl, and you know,
Speaker 3: wearing their merch. Everybody knows and they see it, They're like,
Speaker 3: oh fuck, yeah, I love your fucking hat or your
Speaker 3: teachers stuff like that.
Speaker 1: And I'm sure it's still like you know, it kind
Speaker 1: of boosted it and keeps your you know, your name
Speaker 1: still relevant within those going on because they have so
Speaker 1: many big campaigns that are going on and they stay
Speaker 1: really kind of in the like in the in the
Speaker 1: media focus whatever. So I think that's a really good thing.
Speaker 1: And that's why I feel like with girls like you,
Speaker 1: you know, like you said, like you that's all you've
Speaker 1: ever known, Like that's like legacy things where it's like
Speaker 1: more power to you. Girls will look at look up
Speaker 1: to those things like that, you know. But it's also
Speaker 1: one of those things where it's like you have a
Speaker 1: lot of not no control because you do still work
Speaker 1: for yourself, but you also have your representing just a
Speaker 1: brand and sometimes it's not just you unilarity of your stuff.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm definitely. I'm glad browsers.
Speaker 3: You know, they allow me to kind of do my
Speaker 3: own thing, Like if I wanted to die my hair pink,
Speaker 3: I could.
Speaker 1: You know, do you have any restrictions with them as
Speaker 1: being a contract girl at all?
Speaker 4: I mean, I can't shoot for other people, well.
Speaker 1: I mean besides that, but like anything personally wise, like
Speaker 1: you know, and now there's all these things with platforms
Speaker 1: from OnlyFans and fan Centro's and all these things. Do
Speaker 1: they kind of limit your you know, ability of doing
Speaker 1: those things or is it just kind of a free for.
Speaker 4: All anything I want to do.
Speaker 3: I mean, I have my own website where I make
Speaker 3: my own like production films, and you know, it's never
Speaker 3: a problem.
Speaker 4: And I love that about that.
Speaker 1: That's awesome because like some people before back in the
Speaker 1: day with you know, contracts, was like you're very limited
Speaker 1: to even shoot for your own things, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, so.
Speaker 3: It's my fixing contract was a lot more strict than
Speaker 3: the other than the browsers contract, that's for sure.
Speaker 1: So would you say that you prefer your browser's contract
Speaker 1: over your Vixen one.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I appreciate Vixen everything that they did
Speaker 3: for me and how that helped me build my name
Speaker 3: and stuff like that.
Speaker 4: But I do feel like I've evolved a lot.
Speaker 3: I know what I'm okay with and what I'm not
Speaker 3: okay with, and I should be able to be myself.
Speaker 3: Like if I want to die my hair pink, I
Speaker 3: should be able to die my hair pink. I should
Speaker 3: be able to have my long nails, you know, things
Speaker 3: like that.
Speaker 1: Would you say that was more like because in a sense,
Speaker 1: you know, coming into the industry and not having been
Speaker 1: in a contract or on sets whatever, that you were
Speaker 1: just kind of maybe naive to what they thought you
Speaker 1: were going to do.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like my first scene, my hair is part in
Speaker 3: the middle, which it is right now, but it's different.
Speaker 3: But I just feel like I kind of was like
Speaker 3: more so trying to please and put out a good
Speaker 3: scene and listen to the director and what he thought
Speaker 3: would be the best. And then I've kind of realized,
Speaker 3: now that I've been in it for I've been shooting
Speaker 3: actual scenes for like five years now, I've kind of
Speaker 3: realized that I want to be myself in the scenes,
Speaker 3: and I want my fans to see me like having
Speaker 3: fun and like doing what I want to do when
Speaker 3: I shoot, and how I want to look, and for
Speaker 3: sure my long nails, Like you're not going to see
Speaker 3: me without my long nails.
Speaker 1: I think that, you know, it all kind of goes
Speaker 1: together because that shows who what your personality is, and
Speaker 1: that's what our fans want, is to see who the
Speaker 1: real you is. And if that in your moment in
Speaker 1: time for whatever two years you want to have pink care,
Speaker 1: then so be it. I feel like sometimes it gets
Speaker 1: so like, you know, nitpicking about things, and I understand
Speaker 1: as far as corporate why is why certain people do things,
Speaker 1: but that's also why when you become independent. I feel
Speaker 1: like for myself is why I only got into a
Speaker 1: contract and still the latter part of my career with
Speaker 1: Adam and Eve and Elegant Angel, But at that time
Speaker 1: it was very different than what contracts were when I
Speaker 1: first started, and they actually that were very strict, like
Speaker 1: you can only have blonde hair, you can only have
Speaker 1: a French manicure, you can have whatever I'm and for me,
Speaker 1: I'm like a rebel with no cause, so I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't even I don't know why I don't like this,
Speaker 1: but I don't like it, like you know, and even
Speaker 1: with Adam and Eve before you couldn't smoke marijuana, you
Speaker 1: got drug test and I was like, well, I smoke,
Speaker 1: so they for they luckily for myself or we are
Speaker 1: pro weeds, so that wasn't an issue. But I don't
Speaker 1: think a lot of people stood up and said, hey, no,
Speaker 1: I could be drug test for everything else but not weed. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so there's little things like that that people don't realize
Speaker 1: are like that really goes on. I'm like, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: a business, you know, and people, you know, why I
Speaker 1: love having the podcast is like kind of getting to
Speaker 1: know the ins and out of the business and knowing
Speaker 1: a little bit more what we kind of really deal
Speaker 1: with than people, you know, to humanize us a little
Speaker 1: bit more that people think that we're just sex robots,
Speaker 1: where sometimes we are, you know what I mean, And
Speaker 1: that's the you know, we're sexual athletes that I like
Speaker 1: to say. But it's also like, you know, there's definitely
Speaker 1: more behind just a scene or a contract or your
Speaker 1: websites and what you're allowed to do and not allowed
Speaker 1: to do while your you.
Speaker 2: Know, certain contracts and things like that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think people forget like.
Speaker 3: We're human too, Like we have feelings, okay, and it's
Speaker 3: hard enough to do what we do, like put ourselves
Speaker 3: out there and be branded forever as a porn star,
Speaker 3: like I'm never going to get away from that or
Speaker 3: the library video.
Speaker 4: So it's like it's hard enough.
Speaker 3: And I hate when people online just like shit on
Speaker 3: us or like try and say things or like.
Speaker 4: Your parents probably don't respect you.
Speaker 3: I'm like, that's funny because my parents tell me they're
Speaker 3: proud of me all the time.
Speaker 1: So it's like and that's why for me, and I like,
Speaker 1: you know, get in the business in myself and like
Speaker 1: just what I'm in my journey and like I'm very
Speaker 1: more like a I feel like I'm an impast so
Speaker 1: I feel certain beings that I feel like when you're
Speaker 1: doing good, you should be told. You know, that's a
Speaker 1: really big a compliment to accomplishment to be told like, hey,
Speaker 1: there's gonna be haters, they're gonna be whatever. But in
Speaker 1: every choice that you choose to do, there's always going
Speaker 1: to be So as long as you're sitting here and
Speaker 1: you're comfortable in your skin and your choices and you're everything,
Speaker 1: You've done for you.
Speaker 2: Then fuck the haters. And at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: fack the haters.
Speaker 1: There's always going to be someone who doesn't like what
Speaker 1: you want to do anyways, So yeah, we always do
Speaker 1: what we want to do.
Speaker 2: Here a private talk.
Speaker 4: Love it.
Speaker 2: So you say you have your website, Please plug any
Speaker 2: website that you have.
Speaker 1: You're only fans. Where can we find all the dummy
Speaker 1: things that you are doing?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I have so many.
Speaker 3: It's My main website is Kendra Sunderland vip dot com.
Speaker 3: That's where I put all my full length videos and stuff,
Speaker 3: and you could also buy clip store style. I have
Speaker 3: a merch store on there, and then there's also a
Speaker 3: part where you can buy used items that I've worn
Speaker 3: or touched or stuff like that, and just wardrobe I like, Yeah,
Speaker 3: I like it, like things I've worn and shoots and
Speaker 3: stuff like that. So pretty much saw anything and OnlyFans
Speaker 3: is OnlyFans dot com, slash Chaos library.
Speaker 2: Girl, get it girl, don't get our flash lights. Yes,
Speaker 2: flash lights are a fun thing. Private talk.
Speaker 1: If you don't have her flashlight, you should. If you
Speaker 1: don't have money, you both. It's like we could be
Speaker 1: like a threesome, you know. On a Friday night.
Speaker 2: It could be just me and Kendra right in your hands.
Speaker 2: We don't talk.
Speaker 1: But that's the best part for you because I feel
Speaker 1: like I always have my selling poem is like I'm
Speaker 1: the best version of me I can ever be. I
Speaker 1: don't have a headache, I'm always ready to go, and
Speaker 1: I'm just don't talk back. Sometimes you just need to.
Speaker 1: You just need to, like, you know, push your face
Speaker 1: in a pillow.
Speaker 4: And just you could listen to this while you use them.
Speaker 1: You know, yes, So talk about do you have you
Speaker 1: have your flash light, you have a merchandise and thing.
Speaker 1: Is there any other things that you have that you're
Speaker 1: working on that you what you see yourself doing in
Speaker 1: the next like two to five years.
Speaker 3: I started a magazine called SMD Sex, Money.
Speaker 4: Drugs, and I put.
Speaker 3: Out a first issue and I haven't really gone back
Speaker 3: to it, but it's kind of I can't decide if
Speaker 3: I want to continue with it or not. I loved
Speaker 3: it because it was another creative outlet for me where
Speaker 3: I could be I could put whatever the fuck I wanted,
Speaker 3: Like I'm not going to put this stuff on OnlyFans
Speaker 3: or my website because that's a different vibe. But this
Speaker 3: like I was naked in an in and out drive through,
Speaker 3: like I was naked in front of a church like
Speaker 3: and all this stuff and talked about drugs and money
Speaker 3: and sex. And I really really loved it. But I
Speaker 3: also feel like the company that I was with at
Speaker 3: the time doing it pressured me to put it out
Speaker 3: before I was ready OK, and really didn't care about
Speaker 3: it being everything I wanted it to be. I feel
Speaker 3: like they cared about making money off of it and
Speaker 3: all this stuff. And so since I've split with them,
Speaker 3: I haven't gone back to it.
Speaker 4: But I really want to do it. It's just a
Speaker 4: lot to.
Speaker 3: Do a magazine on top of my only fans, my videos,
Speaker 3: shooting for browsers, my personal life, keeping my shit together.
Speaker 2: Like a bitch is busy on vacation, like that bitch
Speaker 2: is busy a lot. But busy is a good thing.
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: And what I've learned from myself, If you want to
Speaker 1: take anything from me, it's like, you know, at certain times,
Speaker 1: there's certain things that you evolve to do and and.
Speaker 2: Not that if you know, choose to do them and
Speaker 2: you continue.
Speaker 4: Cool.
Speaker 1: But when we evolve, whateveryone to do business stuff you
Speaker 1: got to take time to do those certain things.
Speaker 2: Even I it's just a little piece.
Speaker 1: And that's what's good about building a team that's really
Speaker 1: good behind you to see your vision. And you know,
Speaker 1: it's great that you know, if you didn't see your vision,
Speaker 1: then you know, okay, cool, you're the one who's behind it.
Speaker 2: It's your ideas, your things.
Speaker 1: So I just say stick with it, and maybe not
Speaker 1: right now, but you know, keep that ideal alive because
Speaker 1: I feel like it's something good because people do want
Speaker 1: to know what's inside your mind and what your thoughts
Speaker 1: are and what you you know, what your opinions are.
Speaker 2: Even if they don't think we're human, there are the
Speaker 2: ones that they you know, they really do.
Speaker 1: And that's why I feel like about humanizing yourselves as
Speaker 1: being a little bit more and more vulnerable. And that's
Speaker 1: something that I work on myself that you know, we
Speaker 1: give ourselves sexually so much that it's like I don't
Speaker 1: want I give you everything, but you know, sometimes it's
Speaker 1: almost kind of works out in our favor in the
Speaker 1: long running. Really like people, we can be more a
Speaker 1: little bit empathetic.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I hate people that take advantage of people in
Speaker 3: the industry because it's like I work so hard, Like
Speaker 3: people don't think we work hard, but it is so exhausting.
Speaker 3: I was on set for nine hours the other day,
Speaker 3: Like had to get up at six am, drive all
Speaker 3: the way to freaking Palmdale, and like it's really exhausting.
Speaker 3: So for someone to come along and see me work
Speaker 3: hard and know I've been taken advantage of before, which
Speaker 3: I told them, and then to think in their head like, oh,
Speaker 3: how can we make money off of her? Like what
Speaker 3: can we do to get our part, you know, and
Speaker 3: make the most off of her that we can? Like
Speaker 3: I fucking hate that so fucking.
Speaker 2: Much, for sure. I think that. I think that a
Speaker 2: lot of people too.
Speaker 1: It's what sucks, isn't Especially the misconception is like when
Speaker 1: we start doing the.
Speaker 2: Business stuff and they're like, oh, you're just a dumb bitch.
Speaker 2: You don't know anything.
Speaker 1: No, just because I chose to like suck dick like bitch,
Speaker 1: I was in college sucking deck. Okay, I wasn't just
Speaker 1: doing this like I you know what I mean. But
Speaker 1: the things is like you you know, you have a
Speaker 1: brain of people until you stand up for yourself and
Speaker 1: you choose, like when you like not taking this shit
Speaker 1: and be like, Okay, you can're not gonna you know,
Speaker 1: we may have done it once, but for me twice,
Speaker 1: I think it's like it's like you have to kind
Speaker 1: of just put that backbone. And that's why people like, oh,
Speaker 1: you're a diva. No, I just speak my mind, you know,
Speaker 1: and that shouldn't be as the category as a diva.
Speaker 1: It's like, no, I'm a bad bitch and bad bitch
Speaker 1: sometimes you gotta be like, no, this isn't for me,
Speaker 1: and I'm just gonna.
Speaker 2: Go on with myself.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Facts.
Speaker 1: So, what is one of the craziest interactions you've ever
Speaker 1: had with a fan?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 4: Geez, there's so many.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I guess do you typically have bad
Speaker 2: ones or are like just crazy scenarios or is it
Speaker 2: what you say? So many?
Speaker 3: What is? What? Is? That?
Speaker 4: Mostly good?
Speaker 3: But there are a lot of I hate say weirdos
Speaker 3: out there, but they are. And I think the craziest
Speaker 3: one isn't weird at all. But someone came up to
Speaker 3: me at Sexpo in Australia and I signed his arm
Speaker 3: and then he's like, I'm gonna go get this tattooed
Speaker 3: and I was like, yeah, sure. He comes back like
Speaker 3: two hours later, and he's got it all bloody with
Speaker 3: like the suran wrath.
Speaker 4: And I was like, okay, like that's hard. I like that,
Speaker 4: so that's fun. That one's probably the funnest.
Speaker 2: But I don't know.
Speaker 3: I've had feature dancing. I've had some weirdos. I'm like
Speaker 3: giving them lap dances. And he's like it's his bachelor
Speaker 3: party and he's like looks me in the eyes and
Speaker 3: he's like, all, run away with you right now, if
Speaker 3: you want.
Speaker 2: And I was like, ha ha, like no, you got
Speaker 2: your wife and tell you that.
Speaker 3: I was like, oh ha ha, And he was like no,
Speaker 3: I'm serious, Like I'll leave her and go with.
Speaker 4: You if you want. And I was like, mmm, that's
Speaker 4: gonna be a no for me.
Speaker 2: You're like, why didn't this dad turned to like I
Speaker 2: have a say in this?
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: I was like, your poor wife, okay, but yeah, I
Speaker 4: don't know.
Speaker 3: Want.
Speaker 4: Someone almost threw up on me.
Speaker 1: Oh no, why lap dancing or just in general like
Speaker 1: kind of get your autograph and they were nervous.
Speaker 3: Yeah, he was talking to me standing up and he
Speaker 3: was just really drunk and stumbling, and then he kind
Speaker 3: of like threw up a little like on the ground
Speaker 3: and I just like slowly stepped away.
Speaker 4: I was like, no, no, no, no, no, I'm done.
Speaker 2: That's a no for me.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't know. Oh there's you know.
Speaker 1: You have fun stories, I mean not fun like after
Speaker 1: when you talk about them at the moment, you're probably like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck.
Speaker 2: Is going on with my right now?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a it's a it's crazy.
Speaker 1: What's one of your most fun moments that you've had
Speaker 1: at the fan? Are most like kind of like, oh,
Speaker 1: like you kind of like felt some kind of like
Speaker 1: warm fuzzy feelings inside and maybe if it's some compliment
Speaker 1: or I.
Speaker 4: Might have hooked up with a couple of my fans.
Speaker 1: Oh, so fans, you know, like after you're at the
Speaker 1: strip cluck, you're dancing.
Speaker 3: Gig, dancing gigs like sometimes to be hot guys that
Speaker 3: come in to see you, and I'm like, I'm here
Speaker 3: for the weekend, like I got a hotel room.
Speaker 2: Do they get scared? Does any of it?
Speaker 1: Have everyone anything ghosted you and they're like you're not
Speaker 1: You're not serious, or they're too drunk and can't get
Speaker 1: it up and fuck yep, yeah.
Speaker 2: You're like all of the above. Private.
Speaker 4: I just say that if it if it goes well
Speaker 4: and I.
Speaker 3: Have a great time, it's a surprise and it's a
Speaker 3: pleasant surprise.
Speaker 4: But a lot of times it's whatever.
Speaker 1: Is there is there a city that you let do
Speaker 1: you remember the most? Because of this fan favorite a moment.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I had like an iPad where
Speaker 3: I could go through all the memories and look, I could,
Speaker 3: but I can't remember it.
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, you suck a lot.
Speaker 1: So I feel like I feel your pain like them,
Speaker 1: like I you want me to remember what I did yesterday.
Speaker 2: It's kind of hard. They all blend together and I
Speaker 2: started point, but like.
Speaker 1: You should start like deciding, like you know, if it's
Speaker 1: a certain family, like Chicago was great, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like start labeling them as like where it is,
Speaker 1: because then it's like maybe.
Speaker 2: You can like do things based on going where you're
Speaker 2: gonna go back?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I'm probably do you ever read?
Speaker 2: Do you ever repeat? Offend?
Speaker 4: Sometimes? I mean it's very rare.
Speaker 3: I'm from future dancing, I would be in other cities
Speaker 3: and states, so I don't see those people very often.
Speaker 1: That's the glory about it though, because I just like
Speaker 1: it's like a one stop chop. You're like, all right,
Speaker 1: really two nights only they're like, you know that the
Speaker 1: song that you hear, like it's like you're only in
Speaker 1: town for the night. You really think that's a myth,
Speaker 1: But no, it's true and it's kind of great. Although,
Speaker 1: like I never really like dipped into the like the
Speaker 1: like anything, because.
Speaker 2: I was just always too scared of the first part.
Speaker 1: I was married and I was faithful other than fucking
Speaker 1: up or porn, and then after that, I was just
Speaker 1: like so used to not doing it. But I definitely
Speaker 1: have like like fantasized and fucked into the whole orgy
Speaker 1: of my fans fucking me on stage because I just
Speaker 1: think that's hot.
Speaker 4: But yeah, featured dancing was fun.
Speaker 3: Love. I loved being sexual in front of my fans
Speaker 3: and seeing their faces and stuff.
Speaker 4: But so you say it's no more fucking exhausting.
Speaker 1: You say it's no more Is it just because it's
Speaker 1: of exhausting or because of COVID or because of you
Speaker 1: have so much other shit going on?
Speaker 3: I think just exhausting. I think I had a lot
Speaker 3: less going on back in the day. I mean, featured
Speaker 3: dancing is one of the first things I did when
Speaker 3: I was nineteen, first Library Girls. So I'm tired of it.
Speaker 3: I've been doing it for years. Like I think my
Speaker 3: knees are gonna need me surgery. Bitch is tired.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's exhausting.
Speaker 1: People really don't realize how much work it really is.
Speaker 1: Like it's it's a workout. You're doing always from four
Speaker 1: to five shows a weekend. They are twenty minute shows.
Speaker 1: Then you do a meet and greet. Then you're doing
Speaker 1: all these things on top of things. And it's not
Speaker 1: that we don't love to meet all of you guys,
Speaker 1: but it's taxing because then you I home and then
Speaker 1: you don't maybe you have it.
Speaker 2: I used to recover at least.
Speaker 1: One day on the Monday, and then you'd go back
Speaker 1: to shooting, and then you do all this and then
Speaker 1: by Wednesday, I'm unpacking my stuff because I didn't unpack,
Speaker 1: and now I'm packing it all back because I'm leaving
Speaker 1: on Thursday again. All because we love you so much.
Speaker 1: But I myself did it for ten, you know, ten years,
Speaker 1: and I decided before COVID even happened, I was, you know,
Speaker 1: I was segue adding out of doing it. So it's
Speaker 1: me me last year last year anyways, but because because
Speaker 1: you know, I wanted to do with the podcast and
Speaker 1: I want to tour with that and take that kind
Speaker 1: of out there and more that kind of lane. But
Speaker 1: then you know, COVID happened, and then it was like,
Speaker 1: if this isn't a bigger sign to why to tell
Speaker 1: me to just pause and just kind of redirect what
Speaker 1: I'm doing, then I don't know what else is because
Speaker 1: the biggest thing was like I knew I needed to
Speaker 1: do that for the next career, like next step in
Speaker 1: my career. But it's also getting off that hamster wheel
Speaker 1: is really hard because it's good money. I like socializing
Speaker 1: with my fans, like it's really great meeting them and
Speaker 1: seeing like, you know, it makes you feel like it's
Speaker 1: worth it, you know, because the excitement and like you know,
Speaker 1: the money and just like the lights everything or whatever
Speaker 1: about why even started, it's still there. So it's very
Speaker 1: hard to be like deuces.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 2: So, but in the same time.
Speaker 1: It's like we give ourselves other ways, you know, like
Speaker 1: I'm sure you do live shows on your only fans
Speaker 1: and you know, with cam soda.
Speaker 2: And all that stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So it's like we have to like just learn how
Speaker 1: to separate ourselves a little bit more here and there.
Speaker 4: So rough I do, I'm gonna miss the fans, but
Speaker 4: I can't do it.
Speaker 1: Are you gonna do any expos anymore? Are you just
Speaker 1: not dancing well?
Speaker 2: That one?
Speaker 3: I kind of don't feel like because of COVID. I'm
Speaker 3: just like, I'm not personal choices.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, it just seems like a lot.
Speaker 3: And you're meeting them, You're hugging them, You're taking pictures
Speaker 3: with them, a lot of times they breathe.
Speaker 4: On you, and you know you could tell they're breathing
Speaker 4: on you.
Speaker 2: So you mean they're hot and sweating all they touch?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yep, yep, we all know how it is. You
Speaker 3: got those ones with the expos that are yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So tell us about your dating life. Are you single?
Speaker 2: Are you dating?
Speaker 1: What's going on with this Miss Kendrum single?
Speaker 4: I'd say.
Speaker 2: We got buttons here and I like it.
Speaker 4: I love it.
Speaker 1: You said that, like you know, I'm anna EmPATH myself,
Speaker 1: So I feel like you're like you're like almost like
Speaker 1: you're like.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm I don't really fully believe that though. Are
Speaker 2: you in a situationship? Are you really single?
Speaker 1: Are you just like were you shy saying single because
Speaker 1: you don't want to admit that you're single?
Speaker 4: Talk talk, I yeah, I hate being single.
Speaker 3: I wouldn't say that I am dating anyone in particular.
Speaker 4: I mean I I like when I'm dating.
Speaker 3: I like to like choose someone and get comfortable with
Speaker 3: them because then I like going to their place. I
Speaker 3: feel comfortable enough to like walk around with no pants
Speaker 3: on in your place or just walk through the door.
Speaker 3: I like that instead of dating a whole bunch of
Speaker 3: different people and having to get past that uncomfortable phase
Speaker 3: over and over again.
Speaker 2: There's no roster for misscandor Sunderland.
Speaker 4: I mean, there is the is you know, I gotta.
Speaker 2: Is it like one to three or went through five?
Speaker 2: Or do a whole basketball? Like what's the roster list?
Speaker 3: You know? I'm think I'm starting to think that maybe
Speaker 3: I should have five boyfriends because that a lot though
Speaker 3: I'll probably get the amount of attention that I require.
Speaker 2: So you require a lot of attention.
Speaker 4: Love.
Speaker 3: I just I love affection, and I love intimacy, and
Speaker 3: I love love, and I have a lot of love
Speaker 3: to give.
Speaker 2: Okay, when's the last time you've had a boyfriend?
Speaker 3: M I would say, I guess a couple of months
Speaker 3: ago it just didn't work out, but I wouldn't I
Speaker 3: don't know if it was really like a solid relationship. Okay,
Speaker 3: I feel like I kind of try and force things
Speaker 3: just to have something because you're.
Speaker 2: A love bomber.
Speaker 4: Yep, I don't know why. I can't help it. It's
Speaker 4: how I thrive.
Speaker 3: Is just the feeling of love and feeling interested in
Speaker 3: someone and then being interested in you.
Speaker 4: Like I just a bad thrive off that feeling.
Speaker 1: I feel like, I feel like a lot of women
Speaker 1: and my girlfriends you have wine, I you talk about
Speaker 1: all kinds of things whatever.
Speaker 2: I feel like a lot of women are in.
Speaker 1: The same situation, and I don't think it's a bad thing.
Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes because maybe things don't work out,
Speaker 1: we feel like like, oh, where was I too much?
Speaker 1: But it's like you're too much will be enough for
Speaker 1: the next person. It's just not that person. Because I
Speaker 1: myself forced myself into situations where I'm like, you know,
Speaker 1: in the past, where it was like I'm in this
Speaker 1: relationship with you, No, it really was kind of like
Speaker 1: not a real relationship, and maybe in my head it
Speaker 1: was and I was loyal in my head but why,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like, it's so when you
Speaker 1: find things out, you're like, oh you no, like why
Speaker 1: and like you're a young hot chick who's like you
Speaker 1: should be doing all those things. But I get it.
Speaker 1: So it's like, after especially just what we do, sometimes
Speaker 1: I just want to hug. Yeah, I just want to hug,
Speaker 1: like I you know, you wouldn't feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: the like unconditionalness from somebody because of the choices we've made,
Speaker 1: even though we know I'm okay with them. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: just you know, it's cool too, you know. And I'm
Speaker 1: perfectly fine myself. I'm single, and I'm I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm finally ready at this point in my life where
Speaker 1: I'm actually ready for a partner and looking for those things.
Speaker 1: But I'm also not ready to settle either. So it's like,
Speaker 1: as much as I'm probably a love bomber myself, I
Speaker 1: look like I'm very like I say, like I'm a turtle.
Speaker 1: I'm a really hard outside shell, but once you get inside,
Speaker 1: I'm very mushy and very levey DeBie and like I
Speaker 1: could probably be too much to the wrong person too,
Speaker 1: but I do with the right intentions.
Speaker 2: But then They're like, why aren't you a savage. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I am still a savage, but I have a heart
Speaker 2: and I love hearts, and I'm like, you know, like
Speaker 2: the heart emojis and you do all those things emotional gangster.
Speaker 4: I like that. I love it.
Speaker 3: There's another quote like, if I'm too much, then go
Speaker 3: find less. Yeah, and I love that because if I'm
Speaker 3: too much, then go fucking find less, like exactly.
Speaker 2: But you're a big personality though.
Speaker 1: But you're a big personality and that's not a bad thing,
Speaker 1: but you should have to find somebody who not surfacely
Speaker 1: is okay with that with you being in a room,
Speaker 1: but long term because people especially I'm sure the same
Speaker 1: thing is like who do you want to date?
Speaker 2: Kendra or Kendra. It's like it's.
Speaker 1: Different, and you know, it's cool to evolve and to
Speaker 1: change whatever, but you come.
Speaker 4: With the whole package.
Speaker 2: Yes, all those Bendra Bendras, all those girls are all
Speaker 2: trickled into one. I'll trickle in So I feel like
Speaker 2: the right man will come along when it's time. But
Speaker 2: I feel like you have a lot of life to live.
Speaker 2: You're very you know.
Speaker 1: I love the way that you're so like open minded
Speaker 1: and free minded and like you're just very kind of
Speaker 1: like kind of to me from the like outside looking in,
Speaker 1: it's just like you're willing to try everything once, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, because you're just like you kind
Speaker 1: of live in the moment. And I love that, especially
Speaker 1: being how old you are and like how young you
Speaker 1: are and how just being like the opportunities. It's cool
Speaker 1: to be in that and not be like just a
Speaker 1: lump and a log and not like appreciate it, but
Speaker 1: you could generally sell that you love life and like
Speaker 1: you're you know, you're in it, and I think that
Speaker 1: that's a really you know, important thing to be in
Speaker 1: this industry especially, and this what kind of makes you
Speaker 1: thrive to the next thing.
Speaker 4: Thank you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's definitely very hard too to like, I mean,
Speaker 3: it's hard for anyone this past like two years to
Speaker 3: be happy and you know, find happiness in this fucking
Speaker 3: crazy ass pandemic world.
Speaker 1: But you're also you know, changing, and you're changing in
Speaker 1: a world that's kind of crazy on the outside too,
Speaker 1: but you know, you're in a business that's you're looked
Speaker 1: upon a little bit more than everybody else. So having
Speaker 1: that on top of it, you know, mental health issues
Speaker 1: and things like that come and.
Speaker 2: We all what the hail? All right? What of that one?
Speaker 1: God's talking to us somewhere. It's like, you know, all
Speaker 1: those things come into like key components of like going
Speaker 1: to like oh, like I may feel crazy today and
Speaker 1: I want to love somebody, and then tomorrow you're connecting
Speaker 1: them and be like why am I even talking to
Speaker 1: this person?
Speaker 2: Like what am I doing myself? So I've learned to
Speaker 2: put the phone down and just do a facewa wash,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 4: Go to the spot.
Speaker 2: Definitely, joints are a must in all stories. We should
Speaker 2: actually spark.
Speaker 4: Like speaking of joints, I keep looking at them like.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I did this one for you, not because of COVID.
Speaker 1: I'm COVID free, but because you know, the passing of
Speaker 1: it back and forth is just a lot.
Speaker 4: It's cool.
Speaker 3: I love personal joints, very thoughtful. I've been smoking a Jeters.
Speaker 3: It's this company that makes joints and joint stripped and
Speaker 3: oil and Keith and they have all these amazing flavors,
Speaker 3: like they just came out with peatrings.
Speaker 2: I'm a Peach Gral. I mean, I know I'm wearing
Speaker 2: orange right now, but peach Anything is like my.
Speaker 4: Favorite mine too.
Speaker 1: It's like like, yeah, I'm a sucker for Peach Anything.
Speaker 3: When I saw that that was the flavor, I was like,
Speaker 3: fuck me up. As soon as I got home from Oregon,
Speaker 3: I literally ordered them. I was like, I can't even
Speaker 3: wait for you guys to send me some Like I'm
Speaker 3: gonna buy them right now.
Speaker 4: I love that they're delicious. I have to try it.
Speaker 1: I'm always down to try new things, especially if it's
Speaker 1: you know, peach peaches.
Speaker 2: A day, peaches on day, all right.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's because we're sparking the joint. I
Speaker 1: feel like we should get to truth with Texas. So
Speaker 1: we got to know you a little bit more, your
Speaker 1: thoughts and all those things. And I appreciate you for
Speaker 1: talking to us a little bit more again, private talk,
Speaker 1: you know, we get to know you a little bit
Speaker 1: more intimately. So we're playing a game truth with Texas.
Speaker 2: It's four aces.
Speaker 4: Each.
Speaker 2: A suit is a different type of question, and we're
Speaker 2: gonna let our fans know a little bit more about us.
Speaker 5: Oh right, oh okay, hearts.
Speaker 1: Oh see, like that was your gravitational pool. That's the
Speaker 1: romantic question, love Bomber.
Speaker 2: Private talking. We've known anything about her.
Speaker 1: We know she's a love bomber, so you better we
Speaker 1: love bombing her. Only fans her website, go and subscribe
Speaker 1: by the clips, do all those things and support this
Speaker 1: sexy lady. She's an entrepreneur and I love it. So
Speaker 1: let's see romantic romantic? I would ask you, I usually
Speaker 1: started with would you consider yourself romantic?
Speaker 2: But I already know that they're hopeless romantic. Okay, let's
Speaker 2: say this one.
Speaker 1: What's the most romantic thing you've done for a partner,
Speaker 1: because I feel like you do things that are romantic
Speaker 1: for partners.
Speaker 4: Hmm, it's hard to say romantic.
Speaker 3: I mean I've definitely, I would say, supported them and
Speaker 3: bought them things.
Speaker 4: But oh, that's not romantic.
Speaker 3: It's not something that you've gone out of your way
Speaker 3: my toxic as relationships.
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, I bought them things.
Speaker 1: We're gonna learn that we're not buying men things only
Speaker 1: if we want to not support their lifestyle.
Speaker 2: We'll support them with love. We're gonna love bomb them.
Speaker 2: You know, we can help you out here here at
Speaker 2: Private Talk.
Speaker 1: We like to give it helping hand. We like to
Speaker 1: like wait and look into your inner deep thoughts. What
Speaker 1: is the most romantic thing you've ever done for a partner?
Speaker 3: Oh jeez, I honestly, I can't really think of anything.
Speaker 2: Like, Okay, what's the most romantic thing someone's done for you?
Speaker 4: Again? Nothing? All right?
Speaker 1: Mother, listen to Miss Texas if you are going to
Speaker 1: slide into her DMS. If you're just I know you're
Speaker 1: probably watching. We probably have similar fans. I'm pretty sure
Speaker 1: about it. You know, I haven't a shot scenes in
Speaker 1: a while, but you know I'm still relevant. I like
Speaker 1: to say I'm in these streets, okay, with porno streets,
Speaker 1: so you better be coming correctly. She needs a man
Speaker 1: that's out there that's going to, you know, be physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually,
Speaker 1: and financially stable enough to support her in her lifestyle.
Speaker 1: So therefore that comes with romantic gestures, things that she likes.
Speaker 2: She's a romantic girl.
Speaker 1: So we're going to manifest these things for you here
Speaker 1: at private talk because I feel like you need a
Speaker 1: man who's a man who's like someone who can stand
Speaker 1: in a room with an alpha female and also allow
Speaker 1: you to be his sub you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: You know, he needs to know when to check you
Speaker 1: when time needs to be checked, because sometimes we all.
Speaker 2: Need a little you know, we're yelling back.
Speaker 1: In fact, I'm an alpha fema. I've done it myself,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But we're all still great
Speaker 1: women and you have a lot to offer. So we're
Speaker 1: manifesting this here for you right now, Hope.
Speaker 3: So, I was gonna say, I mean romantic things I've
Speaker 3: done for like scenes and stuff when I get flowers
Speaker 3: and champagne, not.
Speaker 2: This day scenes.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, eh, I don't know, maybe like flowers
Speaker 3: stuff on Valentine's Day.
Speaker 4: But yeah, I've dated some pretty shitty men. I guess.
Speaker 2: Okay, we're gonna do better. Yeah, twenty twenty two.
Speaker 4: Oh, I actually, I know we're coming.
Speaker 3: The most romantic thing a guy's ever done for me
Speaker 3: was my ex boyfriend, this last one. He would roll
Speaker 3: me a blunt and then go down on me while
Speaker 3: I was smoking the blunt until I came until.
Speaker 4: I was high.
Speaker 2: Did you ever ash on his head? No, man, I've
Speaker 2: done it before. It's kind of not like, you know,
Speaker 2: to be a purpose what kind of it was sexy?
Speaker 2: In my mind, it was sexy.
Speaker 4: I'm dead.
Speaker 3: No.
Speaker 4: I feel like I was always cautious to the to
Speaker 4: the point.
Speaker 2: Are you more into giving or receiving? I don't know.
Speaker 3: I think I like both equally. I want a mixture
Speaker 3: of both. I really want somebody that gives and also
Speaker 3: I could give back to because I feel like if
Speaker 3: it's not fifty to fifty, then one of us is going.
Speaker 4: To be like, Yo, what the fuck? You never go
Speaker 4: down on me?
Speaker 1: But if it was like a certain situation, are you
Speaker 1: the one going down on them? Are they going down
Speaker 1: to you? Like just to like I wouldn't say one
Speaker 1: night stand because you're not really into one nights stance.
Speaker 1: But like in your situationship, you said you're comfortable with
Speaker 1: people if it was like a like a hookup thing
Speaker 1: and y'all are like going a Friday or whatever. Are
Speaker 1: you both going down on each other before you fuck?
Speaker 1: Or is one going before the other?
Speaker 4: I think I mostly go first, So.
Speaker 2: You're initiating the dick sucking.
Speaker 3: Yeah, But because I just love it so much so
Speaker 3: a lot of time dim into it and I want
Speaker 3: to do it. But then once you do it so
Speaker 3: many times every single time, then it's like I'm thinking
Speaker 3: in my head, like damn, I could go for a
Speaker 3: blunt and some you know, going down on me, you know.
Speaker 2: The blow drop techniques or it's always the same.
Speaker 4: It's kind of always the same. I just do whatever.
Speaker 4: I feel like.
Speaker 3: I don't really have like a technique or like a
Speaker 3: step by step, but I just.
Speaker 4: Different all over it. I like it.
Speaker 3: Yeah's sloppy, it's not toppy.
Speaker 2: Like you heard her? You heard Kindra. Do you have
Speaker 2: sex on the first day?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Do you ever? Did you ever have a crush on
Speaker 2: a teacher?
Speaker 3: Ah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think so.
Speaker 3: But there was a teacher that fell in love with
Speaker 3: me and it wasn't mutual, but he was what grade
Speaker 3: was this, Oh well he was in my high school teacher.
Speaker 3: But to be fair, he didn't do anything until after
Speaker 3: I got out of high school.
Speaker 1: So after he saw the library video, he's like, I've
Speaker 1: always been lasting after you, and I've really been jerking
Speaker 1: it to you for a really long time.
Speaker 2: I hope this doesn't offend you.
Speaker 3: It was before that, actually, before I became Library Girls.
Speaker 3: So I do wonder if he watches my videos. I
Speaker 3: feel like definitely watched cry.
Speaker 4: While he watches it.
Speaker 3: Because he wrote me this poem one time saying that
Speaker 3: I was a perfect woman or whatever, and then I
Speaker 3: was just like he wrote me this letter one time.
Speaker 3: He's like, I'm always if I always been in love
Speaker 3: with you, and ended the letter with if you shall
Speaker 3: ever need anything, There's little I wouldn't.
Speaker 4: Do for you.
Speaker 2: If you shall never you shall ever need anything, There's
Speaker 2: little I wouldn't do for you. I's definitely watching your
Speaker 2: porn and crying. He's like, I knew you were the one,
Speaker 2: just like that's maybe what it gets him off, and
Speaker 2: you probably in your mind. Sometimes he comes across you
Speaker 2: sometime you're like, I'm doing it for you because I
Speaker 2: know you're watching, asshole. Do you like sexting?
Speaker 4: Yes? I do.
Speaker 3: I hate guys that are like, I don't have any digpiics, sir,
Speaker 3: They're like weird.
Speaker 2: About So you like dick pics?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I mean I want to see whatever.
Speaker 1: Are you only wanting dig pics from like your significant
Speaker 1: like hook up at the time?
Speaker 2: Or do you do you care? Like when fans send
Speaker 2: you dick pics?
Speaker 1: Are you rating them? Are you liking them? Are you
Speaker 1: like what the fuck did I just open?
Speaker 3: I rate them on my OnlyFans library girl.
Speaker 2: I like that.
Speaker 1: I do too, but yeah, that, to be honestly, is
Speaker 1: one of my favorite things to do because I'm I'm
Speaker 1: like an observer.
Speaker 2: I'm a people like watcher, so I like to see
Speaker 2: what you have like sometimes they're not.
Speaker 1: Not like I want to use all of them sometimes,
Speaker 1: but I like to know what's out there in the world.
Speaker 1: You know, there's a lot of people in the world,
Speaker 1: and everyone's dick and vagina is completely different. Not one
Speaker 1: is like identical.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think I just love to make people come
Speaker 3: so whether it's over the phone or it's in person,
Speaker 3: I enjoy it.
Speaker 2: Have you ever had sex with twins or brothers? Which
Speaker 2: one twins? I said it first?
Speaker 4: If they're twins, aren't they brothers?
Speaker 2: True? Oh well, I like identical or like you know,
Speaker 2: they could be a grades that are different. I have
Speaker 2: great ages that are.
Speaker 4: Different identical twins. Yes, I have a thing.
Speaker 2: I see the cycle in your ironic eye over here
Speaker 2: as you glance that.
Speaker 3: If I see identical hot male twins, I will do
Speaker 3: anything I can to get them to tag teamy.
Speaker 2: How many have you took down one so far? You
Speaker 2: have your eye on some other ones because twins identical
Speaker 2: are hard to kind of come back.
Speaker 4: Anytime I see them, I'm like it, like you know,
Speaker 4: it gets to me.
Speaker 2: My hot right now? Do you want a fan? I
Speaker 2: have one a hair you we can fank in about it.
Speaker 4: You know, you would think their dick is the same size.
Speaker 2: Though, are they? I wonder this, No, I'm not different.
Speaker 4: Sometimes one hits better than the other.
Speaker 3: And if you pick the wrong twin, no, because you
Speaker 3: always have to start with one.
Speaker 4: You can't.
Speaker 3: Unless I was at a party or something and I
Speaker 3: saw both, then I would go up to both and
Speaker 3: be like, Yo, it's up. But most of the time
Speaker 3: you have to like message one and get in there first,
Speaker 3: and then you're like that'd be cool, you know.
Speaker 1: So you warm up one brother and then like you
Speaker 1: get do you dm the other one too eventually? Or
Speaker 1: you let that brother like like dictate the situation.
Speaker 3: I think specifically the time before I head up one
Speaker 3: and then I hooked up with him, and then I
Speaker 3: brought up that, like, you know, I always wanted to
Speaker 3: be tag team by twins.
Speaker 1: Did they say that they had done this before? Because
Speaker 1: I always wonder, do like twin brothers fuck girls?
Speaker 4: I think they had, like they're not They're gonna do it.
Speaker 3: I wonder I'm not the only girl out there that
Speaker 3: wants to fuck identical twins. Trust me, they're they're out there.
Speaker 3: But yeah, the other one was listening. I was like,
Speaker 3: mm sounds fun.
Speaker 2: So then they just like it just happened.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it just happened. I mean I feel like, you know,
Speaker 3: I could do better.
Speaker 2: See you're you're in a twin conquest.
Speaker 4: Yeah, anytime I see twins.
Speaker 2: Were they here in La?
Speaker 4: Yes? Nice?
Speaker 2: Was it recently, No, it's a couple of years ago.
Speaker 2: But would you revisit the same twins? No?
Speaker 3: I revisited the same one twin a couple of months ago,
Speaker 3: but not not those ones. I Actually my neighbor is
Speaker 3: a twin, but.
Speaker 4: He has a girlfriend.
Speaker 3: And at first I thought it was the twins that
Speaker 3: moved in next to me because I only saw him
Speaker 3: and the twin in my building, and I was like,
Speaker 3: oh shit. And then I realized that the other one
Speaker 3: has a girlfriend.
Speaker 4: So I was like, eh, no, no go. I got
Speaker 4: back off. But if you guys ever do break up,
Speaker 4: you know, I'm here.
Speaker 1: You heard it here person DA's neighbor, the twin with
Speaker 1: the with the girlfriend.
Speaker 2: If you ever breakup, she's available.
Speaker 4: Just saying.
Speaker 2: Oh I love it.
Speaker 1: What's the romantic tradition that you dislike, since you're such
Speaker 1: a romantic, what do you think that it's just like overplayed.
Speaker 5: Oh romantic tradition, Like you know how people do certain
Speaker 5: things like like a Valentine's Day or like the things
Speaker 5: like that where it's like so such a like cliched
Speaker 5: type of holiday.
Speaker 3: I think, like did her at a movie? I feel
Speaker 3: like that's super cliche. But like you gotta step it up,
Speaker 3: Like we want picnics on the beach. Yeah, like we
Speaker 3: want you to set up something fancy where when we arrived,
Speaker 3: like you know, you took time and effort private let
Speaker 3: them know, Like I want to walk into my house
Speaker 3: and see flower petals and candles everywhere. Like if you're
Speaker 3: not doing that, then you don't deserve me. You heard it,
Speaker 3: but I'll probably still fuck you anyways.
Speaker 2: Honestly, what is a deal breaker for you in a relationship.
Speaker 4: I think I've.
Speaker 3: Realized I don't want a boyfriend that likes big black
Speaker 3: dicks as much as I do. Just didn't work out
Speaker 3: in the past, so I think that is. Or if
Speaker 3: you want me to peg you to me, that's a
Speaker 3: little it's not got it for me.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I wasn't expecting that but.
Speaker 1: You know that's that's I've realized that you could take
Speaker 1: bigger in your ass, and is yeah.
Speaker 2: I don't think I could.
Speaker 4: To be honest, I'm starting to think back, I don't
Speaker 4: think I could have.
Speaker 2: Was this the one from two years ago? Two months ago?
Speaker 3: Was?
Speaker 4: When was it a couple of years ago? I see, yeah, I'm.
Speaker 2: You know, different strokes for different folks.
Speaker 4: You know, I mean not knocking it, but that's just
Speaker 4: not what I want exactly.
Speaker 2: But that's the thing, is like, but I agree with that.
Speaker 1: For me, it's like, you know, I had this recently,
Speaker 1: had a conversation with a girlfriend that was like talking
Speaker 1: about how somebody like her male partner took her to
Speaker 1: the sex store to get a toy, but it was
Speaker 1: for him for her, it was for him for her
Speaker 1: to fuck him in the ass.
Speaker 2: But that was how he like told her about it.
Speaker 2: And I was like, I don't know how I feel
Speaker 2: about that, because my thing is if you had this
Speaker 2: conversation before. But for me personally, like I just don't
Speaker 2: want to put a toy back there. I'll play with it,
Speaker 2: I'll lock it, I'll put my finger.
Speaker 1: I'll do you all do all those things like that's
Speaker 1: cute those things, but it was a certain thing for
Speaker 1: my level that I don't think that I for me,
Speaker 1: like if I'm bending you over, I'm not going to
Speaker 1: respect you as much.
Speaker 2: It's just not that the thoughts.
Speaker 3: In your face down ass up as a man, I'm
Speaker 3: not gonna look at you the same.
Speaker 4: I'm only gonna see your hairy buttole yeah, the rest.
Speaker 1: Now, if I didn't have feelings for you, I wouldn't care. Now,
Speaker 1: I still have never done that in any of movies
Speaker 1: or anything like that because for me, again, I don't
Speaker 1: want to d masculine a man in my thought process
Speaker 1: to do like in that level because to me then
Speaker 1: like I don't want to like see a man's ass
Speaker 1: up in the air the whole time and just not
Speaker 1: get out of that picture.
Speaker 2: For me, like personally, But if.
Speaker 3: You're like laying down, I'm blowing you and I go
Speaker 3: down to your balls and you want to just kind
Speaker 3: of like put your knees up so I can go
Speaker 3: all the way down back up if it's clean.
Speaker 2: You know, I've never had a man sit on your
Speaker 2: face probably like froggy style.
Speaker 3: Oh god, my eggs probably did the one I was
Speaker 3: just talking about I'm sure at some point he did, probably, but.
Speaker 1: Like, did you know he wasn't in sit on your
Speaker 1: face before or you just like were like like bamboo
Speaker 1: into the situation, because he just turned around and he
Speaker 1: like frogs squad on.
Speaker 3: Your face that more so like facing me, like I
Speaker 3: was blowing him, and then he you know, walls and
Speaker 3: then he just went up further and put his ask
Speaker 3: my mouth.
Speaker 2: And then you just had to put your tongue there.
Speaker 4: Sometimes you just had to put your tongue there. Sometimes
Speaker 4: you just have to.
Speaker 1: I like the honesty. Sometimes you just gotta lick it sometimes,
Speaker 1: like it before.
Speaker 4: You stick it.
Speaker 2: I like it, but you didn't want to stick it. No.
Speaker 3: Actually, he wanted me to peg him and I was
Speaker 3: going to and then my head started ringing and I
Speaker 3: started getting really lightheaded, feeling like I was going to
Speaker 3: black out, and I was like I had to lay down.
Speaker 3: I think that was my body's way of telling.
Speaker 2: Me, like, don't do this. Is that go down this road?
Speaker 2: Is that what like turned your relationship? Or was there
Speaker 2: other problems after that?
Speaker 4: Yeah, there's so many problems from the beginning. I should have.
Speaker 2: Known, No, the red flags.
Speaker 3: You just didn't, honey, moves in with you after like
Speaker 3: two weeks.
Speaker 4: That's a big red flag. Don't ever do that ever ever?
Speaker 2: And you were paying for him?
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, you know what, we live in, our learn
Speaker 1: our lessons. Yes again, the young dem and full of
Speaker 1: come thing. It's really it's a real thing. It's a
Speaker 1: really real thing. I know. I've done my share of
Speaker 1: dumb things with men, and I've learned from them. And
Speaker 1: you just learned that, you know what, You can't look back.
Speaker 1: You just enjoyed that moment. You did it because you
Speaker 1: wanted to at that moment.
Speaker 2: Now you just learn and you're like, you know what,
Speaker 2: the next one not ever a motherfucking chance. Okay, so
Speaker 2: next car.
Speaker 1: Ace of Spades. That's our favorite hair. I was a
Speaker 1: private talk. It's the naughty question. And we know you're
Speaker 1: naughty because you are a fucking library girl.
Speaker 2: Miss. I'm gonna call you baby for twenty. What is it?
Speaker 4: Baby girl for.
Speaker 3: Three?
Speaker 2: Wise, I like specific, baby girl for twenty, baby girl
Speaker 2: for twenty, baby twenty babe, all right, naughty? Have you
Speaker 2: ever made a woman's squirt?
Speaker 4: Yes, but it's I was very scared. Why were you scared?
Speaker 1: Because you didn't know I was You were just like
Speaker 1: jingling jingling down there and not knowing what was gonna
Speaker 1: come out.
Speaker 3: I was like fingering her. I didn't have nails on
Speaker 3: at the time, but I was just in before porn
Speaker 3: or in four.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So I was really nervous because on camera and
Speaker 3: I was it was Riley Reid, and I was like
Speaker 3: so freaking nervous. I was like, I don't He's like
Speaker 3: asking her if she could do it. I was like,
Speaker 3: I don't know if I could do it. To be honest,
Speaker 3: I don't know what. I was like so afraid of
Speaker 3: hurting her, but I mean it worked. I just I'm
Speaker 3: sure I didn't know what the fuck I was doing.
Speaker 2: I feel like I felt accomplished.
Speaker 1: The first time I made a girl squirt, it was
Speaker 1: like but my termtime too, is like afterwards they expected
Speaker 1: to do it.
Speaker 2: I'm like, man, my hand's really tired.
Speaker 4: It's really rough for me.
Speaker 3: I don't personally like it because it's it's too rough
Speaker 3: for me.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I feel like everybody's techniques is different, but
Speaker 2: I agree sometimes where it's like it's like that's just hurty,
Speaker 2: especially when you're doing the outside and like the inside
Speaker 2: feels okay.
Speaker 4: But you're like your technique needs to work.
Speaker 2: Yeah, my, my, my sporting fingers were on point. Don't
Speaker 2: you worry if I talk? Don't you worry? Have you ever? Well,
Speaker 2: that's you know, I already know that one biggest turn off.
Speaker 4: Ooh, there's a lot of them. Tell us. I don't know.
Speaker 4: I guess I hate when guys have huge egos.
Speaker 3: Okay, stuff like that, or if we just don't vibe,
Speaker 3: like if it's quiet or you're too quiet.
Speaker 2: If he smokes cigarettes, you wouldn't care.
Speaker 3: If no cigarettes. I'm saying there's a lot. So yeah, okay,
Speaker 3: I'll just list them.
Speaker 2: Let's do it.
Speaker 1: If you want to be a kindres Sunderland, please do
Speaker 1: not sign up if you have any of these problems
Speaker 1: listed above.
Speaker 4: Here we go.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you h you smoke cigarettes. I don't have any money,
Speaker 3: don't have a car, you don't have your own plate.
Speaker 3: Her you have like your place is gross, and you
Speaker 3: have like she's coming everywhere.
Speaker 4: If you have a.
Speaker 2: Dirty shower not happening, Dick's not being sucked.
Speaker 3: If you don't clip your nails, not today, keep keep
Speaker 3: your everything up, keep, I don't know. If you can't
Speaker 3: get hard, it's a huge turn off.
Speaker 2: And does that happen a lot to you? Because if like,
Speaker 2: what do you do?
Speaker 1: Is it like awkward and you're just like I'm just
Speaker 1: going home or you just like do you laugh doude,
Speaker 1: like let's laugh internally.
Speaker 2: But do they give you an excuse? And what excuses
Speaker 2: are there?
Speaker 4: Always like this never happens to me.
Speaker 3: I don't I don't know what the problem is. I'm
Speaker 3: really tired. I haven't eaten anything today. I already came
Speaker 3: today because I didn't want to like come too fast
Speaker 3: with you.
Speaker 4: It's too hot and.
Speaker 2: The water I need a glass of water.
Speaker 3: All of the pub just I'm always like, it's fine,
Speaker 3: it happens, goodbye, it's cool.
Speaker 2: No, I hate that for you. That's horrible. But I mean,
Speaker 2: guys are liars. I feel like again it's the idea
Speaker 2: of being like, oh, yeah, I'm cool with everything, and
Speaker 2: then like they literally get too overly excited and they
Speaker 2: just can't perform, or they were or they were just
Speaker 2: shitty levers.
Speaker 1: In the beginning and they wouldn't it's a gamble in
Speaker 1: the first place, Like yeah, like guys, don't really.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Also, don't go down there if you don't know
Speaker 3: what you're doing Have you ever told somebody to stop?
Speaker 4: I think I didn't say stop. I kind of just
Speaker 4: was like, Oka came here, like please stop.
Speaker 2: Don't know what you're doing?
Speaker 4: Yeah, you don't know what the fuck you're doing.
Speaker 2: Have you ever had pity sex?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 2: All the time, all the time. Have you ever had
Speaker 2: revenge sex?
Speaker 4: Yep, I have, Like my ex's best friend. Why do
Speaker 4: you say that out loud?
Speaker 3: Never?
Speaker 1: I mean we're just here at private talk, but we
Speaker 1: love private information. Was this like, uh, because you knew
Speaker 1: it would get back to him or you just knew
Speaker 1: it to like get Like why was.
Speaker 4: Your reasoning and personal satisfaction?
Speaker 2: So do you want him to know you think your
Speaker 2: ex current ex? Nos? Net are your expects?
Speaker 3: I don't know because he still hangs out with this person.
Speaker 3: But people are so fake, especially those people because one
Speaker 3: like as his best friend, I'm his best friend's ex girlfriend,
Speaker 3: and you know, we broke up and you're gonna fuck
Speaker 3: me and try to so that's disrespectful and then like
Speaker 3: for him for me to do it to him is disrespectful.
Speaker 3: And then he also went and immediately dated this girl
Speaker 3: that was my friend and that I was like felt
Speaker 3: disrespected over that so for my own satisfaction, I was like,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna fuck your friend.
Speaker 1: So you were just on a friend fucking frenzy because
Speaker 1: your feeling's got hurt.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I got over it.
Speaker 4: I only did it maybe once or twice.
Speaker 2: So are you still friends with this girl?
Speaker 4: Hell no? I fucking hate that bitch so in him
Speaker 4: until I die.
Speaker 1: I will never did they ever try to reach out
Speaker 1: and like kind of apologize to you, or he didn't
Speaker 1: feel like you needed that kind.
Speaker 2: Of thing, or you were just over it.
Speaker 3: I think that they could have told me when they
Speaker 3: thought that they would be something they out of respect
Speaker 3: for me, they could have told me what was up.
Speaker 3: But me finding out from other people and seeing online
Speaker 3: was very hurtful to me, especially because when is.
Speaker 2: That how you found out was online and.
Speaker 3: Through other people, And it was very hurtful because I
Speaker 3: did so much for this person. And also when we
Speaker 3: broke up, I went to this girl's house and I
Speaker 3: cried to her about the relationship and I told her
Speaker 3: everything about the relationship, like things I wouldn't want his
Speaker 3: next girlfriend to know.
Speaker 1: And then a couple of weeks trade I mean fair enough,
Speaker 1: like you you know, I feel like it's it's hard
Speaker 1: whenever we're in those vulnerable states to really share and
Speaker 1: confide in somebody. And then it's almost like you kind
Speaker 1: of took that and ran with it and made your own.
Speaker 2: Bed with it.
Speaker 1: But yeah, everything happens for a reason. That's unfortunate. I'm
Speaker 1: sorry that that happened to you, but you know what.
Speaker 3: Much better off him recently, And I'm just just say
Speaker 3: I am much better off.
Speaker 1: I mean, things happened for a reason. Girlfriend. You know
Speaker 1: you're meant for something more.
Speaker 2: You're something for better. Bigger things like that romantic were
Speaker 2: bigger blackbirds manifesting for you, that romantic person. He's going
Speaker 2: to give you all those things that Miss Kendra needs.
Speaker 2: I see it for you.
Speaker 4: I see it.
Speaker 2: There, Luber spit spit.
Speaker 3: Women are men, I'd say women, but I like dig
Speaker 3: so much, I would say men.
Speaker 1: Have you ever worn a wireless sex toy out to dinner?
Speaker 4: Yep?
Speaker 2: How did that go? Howd that scene play out for you?
Speaker 2: Tell us here a private talk.
Speaker 4: It was fun at the cheesecake factory, you.
Speaker 2: Know, shout out to the cheesecake factory, cheesecake.
Speaker 1: What did that orgasm happen at the table or didn't
Speaker 1: orgasm even happen?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I did. It was very prolonged because for me.
Speaker 3: It kind of like wasn't really enough and I had
Speaker 3: to kind of like move around.
Speaker 4: I felt like it was kind of obvious what was
Speaker 4: going on.
Speaker 1: Was it like Harry met Sally thing when they're like,
Speaker 1: you know the old school movie when she's like orgasming,
Speaker 1: it's like a fake orgasm in the deli and she's
Speaker 1: just like.
Speaker 4: And that happened internally like that, But I did it.
Speaker 2: I was quiet, How is your orgasm? Can you tell
Speaker 2: that to your private time?
Speaker 4: It was pretty good?
Speaker 2: Can you hear it? Can we hear it?
Speaker 4: It was quiet?
Speaker 2: How's your quiet orgasm? Boys?
Speaker 4: I didn't really say anything.
Speaker 1: I was like, and then I laughed, so someone I
Speaker 1: thought you were eating cheesecake and you're like.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, this is just so good.
Speaker 3: I think I really laughed the most because I do
Speaker 3: giggle a lot when I come, and that was something
Speaker 3: that was.
Speaker 4: Normal to do at a dinner table. So I was
Speaker 4: laughing a lot. Giggle comes all right.
Speaker 2: Next question, next card, Actually not next question.
Speaker 4: This one clubs.
Speaker 2: It's the Ace of Clubs, which is a kinky question.
Speaker 2: Would you consider yourself a kinky person.
Speaker 4: Moderately.
Speaker 2: Are you into bondage? Yes or no? Yeah?
Speaker 3: But you know, like again not anything extreme. But I've
Speaker 3: also never really like experienced it. So you haven't worked
Speaker 3: for kink or any of those things. No, because I've
Speaker 3: always been on contract. I haven't worked for other people.
Speaker 2: Oh true story.
Speaker 1: So would you some that it's something you would aspire
Speaker 1: to do in your own site or something like that
Speaker 1: a little bit more mean, not like kink style, but
Speaker 1: like bondage or do you do that stuff on your site?
Speaker 4: I definitely would try it out for sure.
Speaker 3: I think I would want to have someone that knows
Speaker 3: what they're doing though it's important and be like a
Speaker 3: real dob, and I I'd just probably be like, go
Speaker 3: easy on me.
Speaker 2: I mean there's levels, you know.
Speaker 1: And what's great about you doing your having your site
Speaker 1: and your only fans is like you're your own producer
Speaker 1: and director of your own films. So it's like you
Speaker 1: could do it as moderately or whatever and you're you know,
Speaker 1: paying that talent or whatever, be like, hey, look, I'm
Speaker 1: trying this for the first time whatever. I'm sure your
Speaker 1: fans would love it, and you get to do it
Speaker 1: on your own comfort level.
Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, I think I definitely would want to
Speaker 3: do that. And I want lots of aftercare sprinkled in
Speaker 3: their during during care as well.
Speaker 4: I just want constant not care.
Speaker 2: I love bombs yeah, or we love bombing again with bonded.
Speaker 3: Like if I could get aftercare twenty four to seven,
Speaker 3: that would be great.
Speaker 4: Thanks.
Speaker 2: I'll rub your booty and your boobies all.
Speaker 4: Rub your booty, I mean yours is nicer.
Speaker 2: You're gonna start somewhere.
Speaker 1: I naturally just go to booties because I say booty
Speaker 1: because of my own boy.
Speaker 2: Okay, role play yes or no?
Speaker 4: Yes? Yes, school girl big surprise.
Speaker 2: Do you do this in your personal life?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I love it.
Speaker 3: Do that?
Speaker 2: I love it as well.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: I have so many schoolgirl outfits.
Speaker 2: I like that. Do they requested? They're like, hey the
Speaker 2: school girl tonight? Yeah the school girl.
Speaker 4: Yeah that one.
Speaker 3: Or I like to just surprise people like I like
Speaker 3: to just like get dressed up and then pop out
Speaker 3: and be like boom porn storm mode on them.
Speaker 2: Ooh, have you ever pegged a man?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 4: I passed out favorite sex toy uh haitachi m my favorite.
Speaker 2: I named my mob's special best name friends and backwards.
Speaker 3: What's fucked up is that if you use it too much,
Speaker 3: you get uncomfortable, like sting.
Speaker 4: You don't forget that.
Speaker 2: I don't get that.
Speaker 1: Like I try to limit my like my masturbating times
Speaker 1: because I can become a bit of a like habitual mastermainer. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so like because I like, I feel like if to me,
Speaker 1: when I use it too much, I desensitize myself to
Speaker 1: like normal orgasms during sex.
Speaker 2: So that's why I do it.
Speaker 1: But I mean, I haven't had any issues in the
Speaker 1: beginning when I didn't really like whatever. Like if I would,
Speaker 1: I would just sit there and like orgasm forty times
Speaker 1: and then not go pee or something, then yeah, I
Speaker 1: would probably have a utah. But I've learned to know, like, hey, bitch,
Speaker 1: if you don't get out of bed right now after
Speaker 1: the tenth one, you're not going anywhere for probably two hours, they're.
Speaker 2: Gonna come looking for you. And I have shit to do,
Speaker 2: so all the ship.
Speaker 1: But yeah, no, that's definitely But Patachi's definitely made me
Speaker 1: my celibate times. And not because I'm a choice like that,
Speaker 1: I want to be celibate, but I like there's no
Speaker 1: one that Yeah, we've been there.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Land, we all experienced that porn.
Speaker 4: Star and not.
Speaker 2: Had a sexual encounter in a crowded place.
Speaker 4: Yes, what crowded place? I have to think. I don't know.
Speaker 1: A store, you were in a store, a festival, a concert,
Speaker 1: thing behind the stage, like, were you.
Speaker 2: Shopping at Target? I mean, I don't know. Throwing it
Speaker 2: out there.
Speaker 3: I think I've definitely done it in a dressing room shopping,
Speaker 3: or like a bathroom at a bar or a club.
Speaker 4: I've done that.
Speaker 2: Golden showers, how do you feel about them? No?
Speaker 4: Thank you?
Speaker 2: No, py for you?
Speaker 4: For me? No thank you? All right.
Speaker 2: Last one is diamond, which is a spicy question.
Speaker 1: They're all a little spicy. Have you dated someone older
Speaker 1: than you? And if so, how much older?
Speaker 3: Uh? Yeah, I'd say at the time it was only
Speaker 3: like four years or so, but nothing much older.
Speaker 4: I've definitely had sex with older men.
Speaker 2: Let's the oldest older man you have ever had sex?
Speaker 4: God, I want to say, like a lot of us, Kendra,
Speaker 4: I've the most. I've asked.
Speaker 3: I've asked someone and they told me it was like
Speaker 3: sixty five or something.
Speaker 4: It was like older than my dad.
Speaker 1: Was there an age that you didn't just want to
Speaker 1: ask the number when you said the oldest.
Speaker 3: I asked for this because some people, you know, just
Speaker 3: I mean, for the most part, everyone kind of looked young.
Speaker 3: But there was this one person where I was like,
Speaker 3: how old are you?
Speaker 2: But you didn't ask it's old?
Speaker 4: It was old. I was like, I can't keep doing
Speaker 4: this with my life.
Speaker 1: But in a moment clardiny like why, clarity, why have
Speaker 1: you ever used food during intimacy?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I fucked myself with the cucumber before.
Speaker 2: It was all right? Did it get you off?
Speaker 1: Or was it just because of like the fact of
Speaker 1: doing it for like a like on camera.
Speaker 3: I think because I picked a big enough one, you.
Speaker 2: Picked the right one. Satisfy you. Definitely you're funny. I
Speaker 2: like that cut or uncut?
Speaker 4: I like uncut. I guess.
Speaker 2: Called someone the wrong name during sex.
Speaker 4: No, but I'll think it in my head lots of times.
Speaker 2: That's why you stick with like babies, daddy.
Speaker 1: Daddy hooked up with someone and kept it a secret
Speaker 1: from your friends.
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, Why did you keep it a secret because
Speaker 2: it was your best friend?
Speaker 3: Or because I told my friends about that bitch, like
Speaker 3: I wanted them.
Speaker 4: To know what I did.
Speaker 3: But uh, yeah, I've kept lots of people's secrets. I
Speaker 3: don't know if they did the same thing.
Speaker 2: Hopefully craziest place you've had sex.
Speaker 4: Mm, I don't know.
Speaker 1: It could be for porn, it could be for in
Speaker 1: your regular life. Do you like have any spontaneous places?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess, just like in the club or a
Speaker 4: strip club.
Speaker 3: Okay, Yeah, I was in the Bahamas and it was
Speaker 3: my birthday and my friend. My friend was determined to
Speaker 3: get me dick. So the club there was a female
Speaker 3: strip club, and she was like, any guy in here
Speaker 3: that you see that you want, just tell me and
Speaker 3: I'm gonna make it happen. So I did find I
Speaker 3: did see a really attractive a guy and I told
Speaker 3: her and like he.
Speaker 4: Knew the club owners and stuff. So we went into So.
Speaker 1: Are you naturally like that horny that you're like, I
Speaker 1: need to fuck somebody right now? Or is this because
Speaker 1: she is your birthday and she's like, you haven't had
Speaker 1: dick in a long time and you are whatever?
Speaker 4: Drunk? It was my birthday.
Speaker 2: He was hot.
Speaker 4: It was fun spontperiens experience.
Speaker 2: Last time you had sex with a net? I feel
Speaker 2: like this is this is your button today? You contemplate,
Speaker 2: you know the weed smokes like hmm, what I were not?
Speaker 3: I would say a couple of months ago it was
Speaker 3: the one that rolled.
Speaker 4: Me the butt and went down on me.
Speaker 2: Was it good? Was it a good situation where you're like,
Speaker 2: why did I go back to this?
Speaker 3: I think at the point the last time that we
Speaker 3: had sex, I think at that point it was I
Speaker 3: was kind of over it.
Speaker 1: I feel like as females, we tend to like we
Speaker 1: need to revisit one more time to see but like
Speaker 1: we're most of the time like I'm just horny.
Speaker 2: But who would be your celebrity hall pass?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: Who are a fuck or who you would want to fuck.
Speaker 1: In any situation if you were single, within a relationship,
Speaker 1: it would just be all time. If this person was like,
Speaker 1: I'm fucking you, it wouldn't matter what situation You're fucking them.
Speaker 4: Michael B. Jordan I sexy or young James Franco, I
Speaker 4: like that.
Speaker 1: What is the most embarrassing moment you've had from a
Speaker 1: dating past?
Speaker 4: Oh? Oh, dating? I don't know.
Speaker 2: What's the longest time you've ever been without sex?
Speaker 4: M like four months?
Speaker 1: Were you like, did you feel like you're going crazy?
Speaker 1: Do you feel like whatever. I feel like I thrived
Speaker 1: better off sex, so when I don't have it, it's
Speaker 1: really challenging for myself.
Speaker 2: Or did you feel like better like mind control?
Speaker 3: I felt like I didn't really notice, but when I
Speaker 3: did notice, I was like, holy fuck, it's been like
Speaker 3: six weeks since I've had sex.
Speaker 2: You were just busy doing stuff and You're just.
Speaker 3: Like, yeah, it's just during the pandemic. I was just like,
Speaker 3: I don't know, just isolating myself.
Speaker 2: Have you ever been too drunk to stay awake during sex? Yeah?
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot of times I wouldn't pass
Speaker 3: out during it, but I'll like think that I'm gonna
Speaker 3: have sex and then I'm just like, nah, I'm too
Speaker 3: tired drunk.
Speaker 1: What is the craziest thing that's ever happened to you
Speaker 1: on the set?
Speaker 4: Craziest thing.
Speaker 2: Maybe for you or the guy and you're just like, oh,
Speaker 2: I don't know, but I still have to do the
Speaker 2: same with him. Or it could be a girl.
Speaker 3: Or I mean for a guy, it would definitely be.
Speaker 3: I hate like when they sweat a lot, or the
Speaker 3: craziest thing to me is when they like sweat and
Speaker 3: it kind of drips on you in your face, So
Speaker 3: to me, that's like not chill, but for the girl
Speaker 3: it would be I was using a strap on and
Speaker 3: I didn't really know what I was doing. I don't
Speaker 3: have any feeling and it was someone much smaller than me,
Speaker 3: so I kind of just like you beat up the pussy.
Speaker 4: Yeah, stop ons are hard.
Speaker 1: Well, you really don't have any feelings, so you don't know.
Speaker 1: And if they're not saying anything, that's the good thing
Speaker 1: about being communication.
Speaker 2: If you don't tell me, I don't know.
Speaker 3: Heart. Yeah, I was so nervous and then I feel
Speaker 3: like I did hurt her and so I cried. I
Speaker 3: was like upset. Yeah, they gave me like a rice
Speaker 3: crispy tree in a juice box and I was all better.
Speaker 4: It's a dead ass.
Speaker 1: Is there a scene, like a dream scene that you
Speaker 1: haven't done already, or some like maybe a performer that
Speaker 1: you haven't got to work with. It could be current
Speaker 1: in the past that you would want to have happened
Speaker 1: for you.
Speaker 3: I've always I've always wanted to do the Schoolgirl, actually
Speaker 3: because I feel like I've done it for my own
Speaker 3: but I've never really done it where it's like a
Speaker 3: full production with a classroom and a teacher, and I've
Speaker 3: been saying that I want to do one where like
Speaker 3: I'm in detention with another student who's like hot, probably
Speaker 3: big and black and ripped and stuff like that, and
Speaker 3: then I like fuck them when the teacher leaves, and
Speaker 3: then the teacher comes back and just joins us.
Speaker 4: So I've always wanted to do that. I'm gonna make
Speaker 4: it happen.
Speaker 1: But is there any particular performers that you haven't worked
Speaker 1: with that you'd want to work with.
Speaker 4: I don't know. I've worked with a lot of people.
Speaker 3: I ironically enough, I was thinking maybe Geordie because I
Speaker 3: was like, he looks like he could be in high
Speaker 3: school with me, and he's so popular, like especially on
Speaker 3: browsers and stuff and porn hubs.
Speaker 4: So I was like, that would be cool.
Speaker 3: But I think because of COVID and stuff, it's not happening.
Speaker 1: Well, it'll happen, you know. If you want it to
Speaker 1: be done, you want me to make your own movies,
Speaker 1: you can yes, do.
Speaker 2: It all right?
Speaker 1: Is there any questions you have for me before we
Speaker 1: wrap things up here?
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I guess since you've been in the industry so long,
Speaker 3: like if you could go back and give your self
Speaker 3: advice or give younger people getting in an advice, Like
Speaker 3: what would you say?
Speaker 2: What would I say?
Speaker 1: I always say to people that you know in the past,
Speaker 1: it's like, it's just.
Speaker 2: Never forget where you started.
Speaker 1: I feel like people, you know, sometimes you know, people
Speaker 1: get in situations and they forget where they started from
Speaker 1: and how hard. You know, success can be for certain
Speaker 1: people and it doesn't take you know, it's not overnight,
Speaker 1: it's not whatever, but it's you know, hard work kind
Speaker 1: of pays off. And I feel like people nowadays kind
Speaker 1: of think that it needs to happen a lot sooner
Speaker 1: than it really does because people just want things to
Speaker 1: happen more quickly. 're like now now now because of
Speaker 1: all the technology and things. So it's like really just
Speaker 1: putting the work in and just staying dedicated to your craft.
Speaker 1: And if that's what you want to do and aspire
Speaker 1: to do, then at the end goal then you're going
Speaker 1: to be successful in it. If you are kind of
Speaker 1: halfway in it, then you're gonna be halfway successful. It's
Speaker 1: just all as much as you put into it. And
Speaker 1: I always just stay true to yourself.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: One thing with me is like I've all you know
Speaker 2: I've have.
Speaker 1: I'm really grateful for the career that I have had
Speaker 1: and the way that my journey kind of started and
Speaker 1: kind of ended or you know, kind of where it's
Speaker 1: at now is I you know, I feel like I
Speaker 1: have a pretty good head on my shoulders, where I've
Speaker 1: never been kind of in the worst situation, sometimes not
Speaker 1: always the best in challenging but I feel like it
Speaker 1: only made me a bigger and better person from thriving
Speaker 1: from those things and moving forward. But I always stay
Speaker 1: true to what I wanted to do, you know, my mindset.
Speaker 1: If I didn't like something, I was very vocal about it.
Speaker 1: And you know, a bigger reason why I wanted to
Speaker 1: have the podcast was because I also wanted to have
Speaker 1: that known to not just the industry, but you know,
Speaker 1: to everybody in my fans as well. Is because people,
Speaker 1: you know, your voice sometimes gets kind of muted because
Speaker 1: you know, we are in a male driven business, but
Speaker 1: a woman ran kind of thing. We kind of get
Speaker 1: muted on certain things and things aren't talked about, and
Speaker 1: people again like they you know, desensitize how human we
Speaker 1: really are and what the business really is and how
Speaker 1: successful we can be. So I feel like it's really
Speaker 1: great to just kind of be true to yourself and
Speaker 1: stay with like what kind of what you want to do.
Speaker 1: So that's what I would have to say. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm very proud of you. I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: i've known you since, you know, in the beginning, you know,
Speaker 1: I didn't know you as well, but I remember being you.
Speaker 2: Know, at Exotic. I think it was dallas Is when
Speaker 2: I first was introduced to you.
Speaker 1: But you know, you you know, I've seen you kind
Speaker 1: of grow up. Like I said, I haven't really had
Speaker 1: a real conversation where it wasn't either alcohol involved or
Speaker 1: a party setting or you know, other people know, whatever.
Speaker 1: So I was happy that you got time to come
Speaker 1: here and talk to me and everybody and kind of
Speaker 1: get to know your story on my you know perspective.
Speaker 1: So I think, you know, I think's really cool. But
Speaker 1: you you know, I love that you know your journey,
Speaker 1: you've been very successful with being in your contracts with
Speaker 1: you know, Vixen and Brawsers now, so you know, it's
Speaker 1: really you know, a big accomplishment for someone like yourself
Speaker 1: in the industry at this current time in the in
Speaker 1: the world.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so you know, yeah, thank you.
Speaker 4: I was going to say thank you for having me
Speaker 4: on