WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.400 --> 00:00:02.040 So thank you again for taking the time. I know 2 00:00:02.080 --> 00:00:05.440 you're a busy lady for having me. Yeah, so let 3 00:00:05.480 --> 00:00:08.160 Private Talk know a little bit more about you. Tell 4 00:00:08.240 --> 00:00:10.720 us you know, I know that obviously you're an adult star, 5 00:00:11.000 --> 00:00:13.599 you do several movies, you've done, You've had such a 6 00:00:13.599 --> 00:00:14.199 great career. 7 00:00:15.240 --> 00:00:17.320 Tell us what you wanted to know for the Private 8 00:00:17.320 --> 00:00:18.000 Talk podcast. 9 00:00:19.120 --> 00:00:23.239 My name is Kendra Sunderland, also known as Library Girl. 10 00:00:24.320 --> 00:00:25.440 I spoke a lot of weed. 11 00:00:26.960 --> 00:00:28.879 I just like I work and I hang out with 12 00:00:28.920 --> 00:00:30.280 my cats. That's all I really do. 13 00:00:30.640 --> 00:00:32.280 So you say the Library Girl thing, I didn't really 14 00:00:32.280 --> 00:00:33.920 want to bring up because it's something I'm sure you 15 00:00:33.920 --> 00:00:36.560 talk about in every interview every time whatever, you know, 16 00:00:36.560 --> 00:00:38.399 but it's like the start of where you came from 17 00:00:38.399 --> 00:00:39.759 and how it happened. Can you tell us a little 18 00:00:39.759 --> 00:00:41.880 bit more about that and where it's kind of pushed 19 00:00:41.880 --> 00:00:42.679 you to where you are now? 20 00:00:42.799 --> 00:00:43.159 Mm hmm. 21 00:00:43.240 --> 00:00:43.479 Yeah. 22 00:00:43.600 --> 00:00:48.439 I started webcamming in college when I was nineteen, and 23 00:00:48.679 --> 00:00:51.320 I decided to do a webcam show in my college 24 00:00:51.359 --> 00:00:56.880 library Oregon State University, Go Beavers, and someone posted the 25 00:00:56.960 --> 00:00:59.200 video on porn hub with my legal name. 26 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.399 So they recorded what you were like your session that 27 00:01:01.399 --> 00:01:02.079 you were doing. 28 00:01:01.960 --> 00:01:04.480 Yeah, knowledge, Yeah, like I guess it was like on 29 00:01:04.560 --> 00:01:08.640 the internet under my cam name and then was your 30 00:01:08.680 --> 00:01:11.000 cam name baby girl for twenty. 31 00:01:10.879 --> 00:01:14.560 Baby Girl for twenty. Okay, Okay, I like it. I 32 00:01:14.680 --> 00:01:16.120 like that you stay up to you know the four 33 00:01:16.200 --> 00:01:17.519 twenty thing is yes. 34 00:01:17.640 --> 00:01:20.519 Yeah, like only the od people like know back from 35 00:01:20.519 --> 00:01:23.439 that day. But yeah, they posted on porn hub with 36 00:01:23.480 --> 00:01:28.120 my legal name, so I used my real name and 37 00:01:28.159 --> 00:01:30.079 then it just blew up in the college town. It 38 00:01:30.120 --> 00:01:32.079 was in the news in Oregon and a lot of 39 00:01:32.079 --> 00:01:33.879 people said that it was in the news and like 40 00:01:33.959 --> 00:01:37.120 newspaper and other countries and they saw it all over 41 00:01:37.200 --> 00:01:37.560 the place. 42 00:01:37.599 --> 00:01:39.439 So how did that make you feel? 43 00:01:39.519 --> 00:01:41.400 I mean, you did something that like, you know, you 44 00:01:41.400 --> 00:01:43.799 were webcamming, and you know you're probably doing because you're 45 00:01:43.840 --> 00:01:46.239 in college. You know, you're like free spirited and all 46 00:01:46.280 --> 00:01:48.519 those things. Is did you realize that at any moment 47 00:01:48.560 --> 00:01:50.680 that someone could do that and like release it on 48 00:01:50.719 --> 00:01:52.159 a pornhu kind of platform. 49 00:01:52.439 --> 00:01:54.519 Uh No, I never really thought that would happen. 50 00:01:54.680 --> 00:01:58.519 I kind of like kind of just had started webcamming, 51 00:01:58.599 --> 00:02:00.000 like the library video. 52 00:02:00.000 --> 00:02:02.120 It was my second day of webcamming, so I didn't 53 00:02:02.120 --> 00:02:02.680 know anything. 54 00:02:02.840 --> 00:02:04.599 So you're like, damn, it. Why'd they picked this one 55 00:02:04.640 --> 00:02:05.280 of all ones? 56 00:02:05.400 --> 00:02:09.080 Yeah? I was like, oh, like I had this jacket on, 57 00:02:09.240 --> 00:02:11.000 my hair was in a messy bun on the side, 58 00:02:11.039 --> 00:02:13.719 Like I was really just going there, like last minute, 59 00:02:13.719 --> 00:02:15.879 and so I didn't really plan it, but that one is. 60 00:02:15.879 --> 00:02:17.360 I feel like there was Sometimes I always work out 61 00:02:17.400 --> 00:02:18.680 the best for us, and when we like kind of 62 00:02:18.680 --> 00:02:20.800 plan things, it's still good for us. But you're like 63 00:02:20.879 --> 00:02:22.599 when it's like the least amount of work, You're like. 64 00:02:22.639 --> 00:02:25.280 Damn, yeah, for sure. I don't know. I guess everyone 65 00:02:25.319 --> 00:02:25.759 loved it. 66 00:02:26.120 --> 00:02:29.800 Just girl next door type college masturbating and the library 67 00:02:29.879 --> 00:02:30.319 type thing. 68 00:02:30.960 --> 00:02:33.199 I mean, go figure, that's you know, that's kind of 69 00:02:33.240 --> 00:02:35.039 a hot thing. You know, there's so many movies that 70 00:02:35.120 --> 00:02:37.400 you you know, watch like that kind of emulating those things, 71 00:02:37.400 --> 00:02:40.039 and it's actually now happening. And when those things real 72 00:02:40.080 --> 00:02:42.080 life happened, I feel like it's like, wait, is there 73 00:02:42.120 --> 00:02:44.599 other girls doing this too? Yeah, so it's like creates 74 00:02:44.599 --> 00:02:47.599 this whole other fantasy. So you took that and like, 75 00:02:47.680 --> 00:02:49.879 so you decided to make a career of it, which 76 00:02:49.919 --> 00:02:51.560 I kudos to you. I feel like it takes, you know, 77 00:02:51.639 --> 00:02:55.400 big accomplishment to really kind of step into your own 78 00:02:55.439 --> 00:02:57.520 and knowing you know your your own self worth and 79 00:02:57.599 --> 00:02:59.639 what you could do, and the power of that has 80 00:02:59.680 --> 00:03:01.120 because I feel like a lot of people are like, oh, 81 00:03:01.240 --> 00:03:03.360 you just you got pushed into it. Oh like you 82 00:03:03.400 --> 00:03:05.360 want to take control or whatever. And everyone has their 83 00:03:05.400 --> 00:03:07.680 own stories naturally, but I feel like with you, you've 84 00:03:07.680 --> 00:03:10.919 always seem like you're You've always been comfortable in your 85 00:03:10.960 --> 00:03:14.159 own skin. You're very vocal about your opinions and thing 86 00:03:14.159 --> 00:03:15.360 like that, and I feel like there should be more 87 00:03:15.360 --> 00:03:17.120 women like that because that's, you know, how we get 88 00:03:17.120 --> 00:03:19.400 further ahead in life is because just being honest. 89 00:03:20.000 --> 00:03:21.039 Yeah, it takes a lot. 90 00:03:21.159 --> 00:03:24.400 I mean I used to be really insecure about things, 91 00:03:24.479 --> 00:03:27.319 and like webcamming I feel like kind of helped me 92 00:03:28.039 --> 00:03:30.479 get over that. I've always been like an openly sexual 93 00:03:30.520 --> 00:03:34.560 person and like never really afraid to be open about it, 94 00:03:34.719 --> 00:03:37.520 and so when I found webcamming, it kind of helped 95 00:03:37.560 --> 00:03:40.919 me realize that, like I could make a career out 96 00:03:40.919 --> 00:03:43.479 of this, but also to love myself and my body 97 00:03:43.520 --> 00:03:47.199 because like, my nipples is something I've always been insecure about. 98 00:03:47.319 --> 00:03:49.400 And then I remember when my first. 99 00:03:49.360 --> 00:03:52.800 Nude got out, they called me Pepperoni nipples, and I 100 00:03:52.879 --> 00:03:55.159 was like, my nipples are proportionate to the rest of 101 00:03:55.199 --> 00:03:58.439 my booths, like I'm sorry or whatever. And after that 102 00:03:58.520 --> 00:04:01.039 I kind of just like got over it because everyone 103 00:04:01.080 --> 00:04:03.479 on webcam would be like, Oh, I love your nipples, 104 00:04:03.520 --> 00:04:05.520 I love your boobs, I love this everything, and I 105 00:04:05.560 --> 00:04:08.000 was like, wow, this is great. And I was making 106 00:04:08.039 --> 00:04:10.000 a lot of money for a broke college student, so 107 00:04:10.039 --> 00:04:12.039 I was like, fuck what everyone says, like, I want 108 00:04:12.080 --> 00:04:15.439 to do this and travel and then like go places. 109 00:04:15.479 --> 00:04:17.439 I could take videos and pictures of myself in those 110 00:04:17.480 --> 00:04:19.399 places and then it's work, you know. I was like 111 00:04:19.439 --> 00:04:22.399 that lifestyle just kind of appeals to me so much 112 00:04:22.439 --> 00:04:22.920 more than. 113 00:04:22.839 --> 00:04:24.920 Anything I could have got with college. 114 00:04:25.240 --> 00:04:28.040 So you feel secure in your decision of what you did. 115 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:29.240 Yeah, yeah, I'm really happy. 116 00:04:29.319 --> 00:04:32.600 I definitely came to those terms before the library video 117 00:04:32.720 --> 00:04:35.360 got out, because it was, like, I want to say, 118 00:04:35.399 --> 00:04:37.720 like two months after I did the video that it 119 00:04:37.759 --> 00:04:40.319 actually got put on porn hubs, so I had time 120 00:04:40.399 --> 00:04:42.879 to you know, for my family to find out and 121 00:04:42.920 --> 00:04:45.040 for me to kind of get past everything, and then 122 00:04:45.040 --> 00:04:47.399 when the library thing got out, I was just like, Okay, 123 00:04:47.439 --> 00:04:49.319 I'm ready to see where this takes me. 124 00:04:49.639 --> 00:04:51.879 So you said that, you know you've always been open 125 00:04:51.959 --> 00:04:54.000 sexually its and you, like you said, you used your 126 00:04:54.399 --> 00:04:57.319 current legal name in just Sunderland Sunderland. 127 00:04:57.439 --> 00:04:59.759 So how did your parents feel about that aspect? 128 00:04:59.759 --> 00:05:01.439 Because you know, first, you know, you didn't really know 129 00:05:01.480 --> 00:05:03.319 that that was going to be released as you're you know, 130 00:05:03.480 --> 00:05:05.839 it was baby Girl for twenty Yeah, so how did that? 131 00:05:05.959 --> 00:05:08.040 Was that a bigger conversation other than you just being 132 00:05:08.040 --> 00:05:10.120 in what you chose to do or because you were 133 00:05:10.120 --> 00:05:12.839 so open already did they kind of not necessarily thought 134 00:05:12.839 --> 00:05:15.399 it would become like your next thing, but they were 135 00:05:15.480 --> 00:05:17.439 open to the idea, like like maybe this could have 136 00:05:17.439 --> 00:05:18.079 happened anyways. 137 00:05:18.439 --> 00:05:20.839 Yeah, I don't think my parents really cared that it 138 00:05:20.879 --> 00:05:24.519 was my actual name, because when they found out I 139 00:05:24.560 --> 00:05:27.439 was webcamming, they kind of just cared more about me 140 00:05:27.879 --> 00:05:30.959 like sexualizing myself like that. And I was like, look, 141 00:05:31.000 --> 00:05:34.120 I'm just like I'm happy doing this, like it's safe 142 00:05:35.160 --> 00:05:37.480 and I make really good money and this is what 143 00:05:37.519 --> 00:05:39.079 I want to do with my life. And eventually they 144 00:05:39.120 --> 00:05:41.920 were kind of like, well, whatever makes you happy. And 145 00:05:41.959 --> 00:05:45.040 then I also said I wouldn't like get into actual 146 00:05:45.120 --> 00:05:48.240 porn videos, but then I changed my mind at some 147 00:05:48.360 --> 00:05:49.519 point and then my mom. 148 00:05:49.399 --> 00:05:52.079 Was kind of upset about that, but they got past it. 149 00:05:52.120 --> 00:05:54.319 I'm really lucky my parents and my whole family are 150 00:05:54.439 --> 00:05:55.759 very very supportive. 151 00:05:56.000 --> 00:05:56.519 That's awesome. 152 00:05:56.519 --> 00:05:58.199 I feel like, you know, as we evolve, were allowed 153 00:05:58.199 --> 00:06:00.319 to change our minds and our opinions about certain and 154 00:06:00.920 --> 00:06:03.079 parents like because they made us who we are. They 155 00:06:03.079 --> 00:06:06.399 feel like they kind of like naturally, you know, be like, okay, well, 156 00:06:06.680 --> 00:06:08.160 I'm going to love you anyways, even though I didn't 157 00:06:08.160 --> 00:06:09.240 want you to do it, but okay, because like we 158 00:06:09.279 --> 00:06:09.959 have similar story. 159 00:06:10.000 --> 00:06:12.480 With my family, it was very like I was very nervous. 160 00:06:12.560 --> 00:06:14.160 I didn't know how to say it, but I knew 161 00:06:14.160 --> 00:06:15.920 that I had to because it was like my nose 162 00:06:15.959 --> 00:06:17.519 back then it was like DVDs, so it was like 163 00:06:17.519 --> 00:06:20.399 it took a little bit longer. But at the same 164 00:06:20.439 --> 00:06:22.319 time too, I had shot a DVD and then I 165 00:06:22.360 --> 00:06:24.680 also worked for Bangbros. So that next Monday that I 166 00:06:24.720 --> 00:06:27.399 shot that scene, it was already out and then the 167 00:06:27.439 --> 00:06:29.319 other scene hadn't been released yet, so people kind of 168 00:06:29.480 --> 00:06:31.959 differential about what my first scene was. But with my family, 169 00:06:32.000 --> 00:06:33.920 I knew they didn't watch it, but I was like, oh, I've. 170 00:06:33.720 --> 00:06:34.959 Got to tell you somebody. 171 00:06:35.040 --> 00:06:37.920 Yeah, so and their biggas thing was like, well, why, 172 00:06:38.040 --> 00:06:39.199 you know what I mean, like if do you is 173 00:06:39.199 --> 00:06:41.639 it your choice or you feel comfortable doing it whatever, 174 00:06:41.759 --> 00:06:43.439 Like there was a lot of like just as long 175 00:06:43.480 --> 00:06:45.240 as you choose to do it. It's not something that 176 00:06:45.279 --> 00:06:47.920 I see all you doing later in life. But if 177 00:06:47.920 --> 00:06:50.319 you're happy, whatever makes you happy. With my mom, it 178 00:06:50.399 --> 00:06:52.959 was more like she was very concerned about that. For me, 179 00:06:53.000 --> 00:06:54.800 it was like it's how I sexualized myself. It was 180 00:06:54.839 --> 00:06:56.639 like it's like art, you know, it's how I express 181 00:06:56.680 --> 00:06:59.000 myself and how I portray myself and how I want to, 182 00:06:59.079 --> 00:07:01.000 like I have the control and what I release with 183 00:07:01.079 --> 00:07:03.480 myself and what I allow myself to do and be 184 00:07:03.600 --> 00:07:05.240 into as well. And so for her it's just like 185 00:07:05.319 --> 00:07:07.519 work is work. You know, we're successful or successful, you 186 00:07:07.560 --> 00:07:09.199 know what I mean. But it's very important, I think 187 00:07:09.199 --> 00:07:10.839 in a business like ours, you know, in any business, 188 00:07:10.920 --> 00:07:12.959 but to have the support of your parents because you know, 189 00:07:13.040 --> 00:07:15.439 we already question certain things, you know, just evolving and 190 00:07:15.480 --> 00:07:17.360 going through time, and it's like, you know, are we 191 00:07:17.439 --> 00:07:19.279 just young, dumb and full of come or is this 192 00:07:19.399 --> 00:07:19.879 something that. 193 00:07:19.800 --> 00:07:21.000 It's gonna be long term? You know? 194 00:07:21.199 --> 00:07:23.600 And for me it's you know, I never regret any 195 00:07:23.639 --> 00:07:26.399 of my choices, and I feel like it's just about 196 00:07:26.639 --> 00:07:28.399 get evolving now. I chose to do it as a 197 00:07:28.439 --> 00:07:30.879 brand and a business and make something bigger into it 198 00:07:30.879 --> 00:07:32.480 because of my thing was, if you know I'm gonna 199 00:07:32.519 --> 00:07:34.560 do it, go bigger, go home, and Miss Texas didn't 200 00:07:34.560 --> 00:07:34.920 go home. 201 00:07:34.959 --> 00:07:37.680 But we're just doing different lanes of things. So what 202 00:07:37.759 --> 00:07:38.879 are you going on with that? 203 00:07:38.920 --> 00:07:42.319 All that being said, I'm just always shooting for browsers. 204 00:07:42.319 --> 00:07:45.040 I'm contracted to them, so I just shoot for them 205 00:07:45.040 --> 00:07:48.839 all the time and all their amazing websites and production 206 00:07:49.000 --> 00:07:51.920 crews and stuff, and I do my own website. 207 00:07:52.000 --> 00:07:54.160 So do you prefer kind of like the contract thing, 208 00:07:54.160 --> 00:07:56.360 because you know, after your release, you know, Vixen came 209 00:07:56.399 --> 00:07:57.839 in and kind of swooped you up and kind of 210 00:07:57.879 --> 00:07:59.720 did a contract thing, so you've kind of always kind. 211 00:07:59.600 --> 00:08:02.000 Of been in what I've always been on contract? 212 00:08:02.040 --> 00:08:03.600 How you talk to the viewers about that? 213 00:08:03.639 --> 00:08:03.720 Like? 214 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:05.120 How is being a contract girl? 215 00:08:06.240 --> 00:08:08.399 It's I don't know, It's kind of weird to me 216 00:08:08.480 --> 00:08:12.040 because it's not something people really experience all the time, 217 00:08:12.680 --> 00:08:15.279 and it's all that I know. Like as soon as 218 00:08:15.279 --> 00:08:17.240 I shot my first scenes, I was on contract, got 219 00:08:17.240 --> 00:08:20.000 off contract, I didn't shoot for any other companies got 220 00:08:20.040 --> 00:08:23.199 on contract again. So to me, it's just like normal 221 00:08:23.279 --> 00:08:25.879 for me. But I definitely like it because I like 222 00:08:25.959 --> 00:08:30.399 to build a relationship with the company and Browsers is 223 00:08:30.399 --> 00:08:33.639 like family to me, and I just love like rapping them. 224 00:08:33.679 --> 00:08:35.960 I love being like a Browsers girl, and you know, 225 00:08:36.039 --> 00:08:38.720 wearing their merch. Everybody knows and they see it, They're like, 226 00:08:38.759 --> 00:08:41.320 oh fuck, yeah, I love your fucking hat or your 227 00:08:41.360 --> 00:08:42.559 teachers stuff like that. 228 00:08:42.519 --> 00:08:43.840 And I'm sure it's still like you know, it kind 229 00:08:43.840 --> 00:08:45.840 of boosted it and keeps your you know, your name 230 00:08:45.919 --> 00:08:47.720 still relevant within those going on because they have so 231 00:08:47.799 --> 00:08:49.879 many big campaigns that are going on and they stay 232 00:08:49.919 --> 00:08:52.080 really kind of in the like in the in the 233 00:08:52.159 --> 00:08:54.039 media focus whatever. So I think that's a really good thing. 234 00:08:54.039 --> 00:08:55.960 And that's why I feel like with girls like you, 235 00:08:55.960 --> 00:08:58.080 you know, like you said, like you that's all you've 236 00:08:58.120 --> 00:09:01.000 ever known, Like that's like legacy things where it's like 237 00:09:01.840 --> 00:09:03.519 more power to you. Girls will look at look up 238 00:09:03.559 --> 00:09:05.000 to those things like that, you know. But it's also 239 00:09:05.039 --> 00:09:06.480 one of those things where it's like you have a 240 00:09:06.480 --> 00:09:08.720 lot of not no control because you do still work 241 00:09:08.720 --> 00:09:11.039 for yourself, but you also have your representing just a 242 00:09:11.159 --> 00:09:16.080 brand and sometimes it's not just you unilarity of your stuff. 243 00:09:16.679 --> 00:09:18.519 Yeah, I'm definitely. I'm glad browsers. 244 00:09:18.600 --> 00:09:20.879 You know, they allow me to kind of do my 245 00:09:20.919 --> 00:09:23.039 own thing, Like if I wanted to die my hair pink, 246 00:09:23.080 --> 00:09:23.440 I could. 247 00:09:23.480 --> 00:09:25.360 You know, do you have any restrictions with them as 248 00:09:25.399 --> 00:09:26.480 being a contract girl at all? 249 00:09:26.559 --> 00:09:28.559 I mean, I can't shoot for other people, well. 250 00:09:28.440 --> 00:09:30.559 I mean besides that, but like anything personally wise, like 251 00:09:30.600 --> 00:09:32.320 you know, and now there's all these things with platforms 252 00:09:32.320 --> 00:09:35.200 from OnlyFans and fan Centro's and all these things. Do 253 00:09:35.240 --> 00:09:37.519 they kind of limit your you know, ability of doing 254 00:09:37.600 --> 00:09:39.000 those things or is it just kind of a free for. 255 00:09:39.000 --> 00:09:40.320 All anything I want to do. 256 00:09:40.360 --> 00:09:42.159 I mean, I have my own website where I make 257 00:09:42.200 --> 00:09:44.960 my own like production films, and you know, it's never 258 00:09:45.000 --> 00:09:45.519 a problem. 259 00:09:45.519 --> 00:09:47.519 And I love that about that. 260 00:09:47.519 --> 00:09:49.639 That's awesome because like some people before back in the 261 00:09:49.679 --> 00:09:51.879 day with you know, contracts, was like you're very limited 262 00:09:51.919 --> 00:09:53.399 to even shoot for your own things, you know. 263 00:09:53.679 --> 00:09:54.480 Yeah, you know, so. 264 00:09:54.440 --> 00:09:56.960 It's my fixing contract was a lot more strict than 265 00:09:57.000 --> 00:09:59.080 the other than the browsers contract, that's for sure. 266 00:09:59.159 --> 00:10:01.600 So would you say that you prefer your browser's contract 267 00:10:01.639 --> 00:10:02.360 over your Vixen one. 268 00:10:02.559 --> 00:10:05.159 Yeah, I mean I appreciate Vixen everything that they did 269 00:10:05.159 --> 00:10:08.399 for me and how that helped me build my name 270 00:10:08.440 --> 00:10:09.159 and stuff like that. 271 00:10:10.080 --> 00:10:13.000 But I do feel like I've evolved a lot. 272 00:10:13.159 --> 00:10:14.840 I know what I'm okay with and what I'm not 273 00:10:14.919 --> 00:10:17.799 okay with, and I should be able to be myself. 274 00:10:17.840 --> 00:10:19.000 Like if I want to die my hair pink, I 275 00:10:19.000 --> 00:10:20.480 should be able to die my hair pink. I should 276 00:10:20.480 --> 00:10:22.519 be able to have my long nails, you know, things 277 00:10:22.559 --> 00:10:22.840 like that. 278 00:10:22.960 --> 00:10:25.240 Would you say that was more like because in a sense, 279 00:10:25.320 --> 00:10:27.480 you know, coming into the industry and not having been 280 00:10:27.480 --> 00:10:29.279 in a contract or on sets whatever, that you were 281 00:10:29.320 --> 00:10:31.200 just kind of maybe naive to what they thought you 282 00:10:31.240 --> 00:10:32.159 were going to do. 283 00:10:32.440 --> 00:10:35.559 Yeah, Like my first scene, my hair is part in 284 00:10:35.559 --> 00:10:37.639 the middle, which it is right now, but it's different. 285 00:10:37.759 --> 00:10:39.720 But I just feel like I kind of was like 286 00:10:40.519 --> 00:10:42.840 more so trying to please and put out a good 287 00:10:42.879 --> 00:10:45.600 scene and listen to the director and what he thought 288 00:10:45.639 --> 00:10:48.320 would be the best. And then I've kind of realized, 289 00:10:48.360 --> 00:10:50.919 now that I've been in it for I've been shooting 290 00:10:51.279 --> 00:10:54.639 actual scenes for like five years now, I've kind of 291 00:10:54.639 --> 00:10:57.279 realized that I want to be myself in the scenes, 292 00:10:57.320 --> 00:10:59.960 and I want my fans to see me like having 293 00:11:00.120 --> 00:11:02.320 fun and like doing what I want to do when 294 00:11:02.320 --> 00:11:04.399 I shoot, and how I want to look, and for 295 00:11:04.440 --> 00:11:06.559 sure my long nails, Like you're not going to see 296 00:11:06.559 --> 00:11:07.600 me without my long nails. 297 00:11:07.759 --> 00:11:09.480 I think that, you know, it all kind of goes 298 00:11:09.759 --> 00:11:12.120 together because that shows who what your personality is, and 299 00:11:12.159 --> 00:11:14.120 that's what our fans want, is to see who the 300 00:11:14.159 --> 00:11:15.879 real you is. And if that in your moment in 301 00:11:15.919 --> 00:11:18.200 time for whatever two years you want to have pink care, 302 00:11:18.320 --> 00:11:20.039 then so be it. I feel like sometimes it gets 303 00:11:20.039 --> 00:11:22.519 so like, you know, nitpicking about things, and I understand 304 00:11:22.559 --> 00:11:24.720 as far as corporate why is why certain people do things, 305 00:11:24.759 --> 00:11:27.480 but that's also why when you become independent. I feel 306 00:11:27.519 --> 00:11:29.440 like for myself is why I only got into a 307 00:11:29.480 --> 00:11:32.240 contract and still the latter part of my career with 308 00:11:32.279 --> 00:11:34.399 Adam and Eve and Elegant Angel, But at that time 309 00:11:34.440 --> 00:11:37.159 it was very different than what contracts were when I 310 00:11:37.240 --> 00:11:39.480 first started, and they actually that were very strict, like 311 00:11:39.519 --> 00:11:41.200 you can only have blonde hair, you can only have 312 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:43.720 a French manicure, you can have whatever I'm and for me, 313 00:11:43.799 --> 00:11:46.120 I'm like a rebel with no cause, so I'm like, 314 00:11:46.240 --> 00:11:48.120 I don't even I don't know why I don't like this, 315 00:11:48.240 --> 00:11:50.240 but I don't like it, like you know, and even 316 00:11:50.240 --> 00:11:52.480 with Adam and Eve before you couldn't smoke marijuana, you 317 00:11:52.519 --> 00:11:53.919 got drug test and I was like, well, I smoke, 318 00:11:54.799 --> 00:11:58.720 so they for they luckily for myself or we are 319 00:11:58.759 --> 00:12:00.919 pro weeds, so that wasn't an issue. But I don't 320 00:12:00.919 --> 00:12:02.840 think a lot of people stood up and said, hey, no, 321 00:12:02.919 --> 00:12:05.600 I could be drug test for everything else but not weed. Yeah, 322 00:12:05.600 --> 00:12:08.000 so there's little things like that that people don't realize 323 00:12:08.000 --> 00:12:09.639 are like that really goes on. I'm like, yeah, it's 324 00:12:09.679 --> 00:12:11.279 a business, you know, and people, you know, why I 325 00:12:11.320 --> 00:12:13.519 love having the podcast is like kind of getting to 326 00:12:13.559 --> 00:12:15.320 know the ins and out of the business and knowing 327 00:12:15.360 --> 00:12:17.159 a little bit more what we kind of really deal 328 00:12:17.200 --> 00:12:19.279 with than people, you know, to humanize us a little 329 00:12:19.279 --> 00:12:21.360 bit more that people think that we're just sex robots, 330 00:12:21.399 --> 00:12:23.519 where sometimes we are, you know what I mean, And 331 00:12:23.559 --> 00:12:25.320 that's the you know, we're sexual athletes that I like 332 00:12:25.360 --> 00:12:27.399 to say. But it's also like, you know, there's definitely 333 00:12:27.679 --> 00:12:30.600 more behind just a scene or a contract or your 334 00:12:30.600 --> 00:12:33.080 websites and what you're allowed to do and not allowed 335 00:12:33.080 --> 00:12:34.000 to do while your you. 336 00:12:33.919 --> 00:12:35.360 Know, certain contracts and things like that. 337 00:12:35.519 --> 00:12:36.960 Yeah, I think people forget like. 338 00:12:36.919 --> 00:12:40.440 We're human too, Like we have feelings, okay, and it's 339 00:12:40.480 --> 00:12:42.759 hard enough to do what we do, like put ourselves 340 00:12:42.840 --> 00:12:45.799 out there and be branded forever as a porn star, 341 00:12:45.879 --> 00:12:47.320 like I'm never going to get away from that or 342 00:12:47.360 --> 00:12:48.200 the library video. 343 00:12:48.320 --> 00:12:50.000 So it's like it's hard enough. 344 00:12:50.039 --> 00:12:52.799 And I hate when people online just like shit on 345 00:12:52.879 --> 00:12:54.919 us or like try and say things or like. 346 00:12:54.879 --> 00:12:56.320 Your parents probably don't respect you. 347 00:12:56.360 --> 00:12:58.559 I'm like, that's funny because my parents tell me they're 348 00:12:58.559 --> 00:12:59.519 proud of me all the time. 349 00:12:59.679 --> 00:13:02.120 So it's like and that's why for me, and I like, 350 00:13:02.200 --> 00:13:04.480 you know, get in the business in myself and like 351 00:13:04.600 --> 00:13:06.840 just what I'm in my journey and like I'm very 352 00:13:06.840 --> 00:13:09.320 more like a I feel like I'm an impast so 353 00:13:09.360 --> 00:13:11.000 I feel certain beings that I feel like when you're 354 00:13:11.039 --> 00:13:12.679 doing good, you should be told. You know, that's a 355 00:13:12.720 --> 00:13:16.399 really big a compliment to accomplishment to be told like, hey, 356 00:13:16.559 --> 00:13:18.320 there's gonna be haters, they're gonna be whatever. But in 357 00:13:18.399 --> 00:13:20.399 every choice that you choose to do, there's always going 358 00:13:20.440 --> 00:13:22.279 to be So as long as you're sitting here and 359 00:13:22.320 --> 00:13:25.240 you're comfortable in your skin and your choices and you're everything, 360 00:13:25.279 --> 00:13:26.080 You've done for you. 361 00:13:26.120 --> 00:13:28.519 Then fuck the haters. And at the end of the day, 362 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:29.200 fack the haters. 363 00:13:29.200 --> 00:13:30.919 There's always going to be someone who doesn't like what 364 00:13:31.000 --> 00:13:33.639 you want to do anyways, So yeah, we always do 365 00:13:33.720 --> 00:13:34.320 what we want to do. 366 00:13:34.440 --> 00:13:35.480 Here a private talk. 367 00:13:36.279 --> 00:13:36.679 Love it. 368 00:13:36.840 --> 00:13:39.240 So you say you have your website, Please plug any 369 00:13:39.240 --> 00:13:40.039 website that you have. 370 00:13:40.120 --> 00:13:42.919 You're only fans. Where can we find all the dummy 371 00:13:42.960 --> 00:13:43.799 things that you are doing? 372 00:13:43.960 --> 00:13:44.159 Yeah? 373 00:13:44.200 --> 00:13:45.000 I have so many. 374 00:13:45.080 --> 00:13:50.320 It's My main website is Kendra Sunderland vip dot com. 375 00:13:50.360 --> 00:13:54.200 That's where I put all my full length videos and stuff, 376 00:13:54.440 --> 00:13:57.600 and you could also buy clip store style. I have 377 00:13:57.759 --> 00:14:00.039 a merch store on there, and then there's also a 378 00:14:00.080 --> 00:14:02.720 part where you can buy used items that I've worn 379 00:14:03.360 --> 00:14:06.519 or touched or stuff like that, and just wardrobe I like, Yeah, 380 00:14:06.559 --> 00:14:08.840 I like it, like things I've worn and shoots and 381 00:14:08.879 --> 00:14:13.559 stuff like that. So pretty much saw anything and OnlyFans 382 00:14:13.679 --> 00:14:16.879 is OnlyFans dot com, slash Chaos library. 383 00:14:16.480 --> 00:14:20.200 Girl, get it girl, don't get our flash lights. Yes, 384 00:14:20.360 --> 00:14:22.240 flash lights are a fun thing. Private talk. 385 00:14:22.279 --> 00:14:24.279 If you don't have her flashlight, you should. If you 386 00:14:24.320 --> 00:14:27.440 don't have money, you both. It's like we could be 387 00:14:27.559 --> 00:14:29.399 like a threesome, you know. On a Friday night. 388 00:14:29.639 --> 00:14:32.240 It could be just me and Kendra right in your hands. 389 00:14:32.360 --> 00:14:32.960 We don't talk. 390 00:14:33.000 --> 00:14:34.840 But that's the best part for you because I feel 391 00:14:34.840 --> 00:14:36.919 like I always have my selling poem is like I'm 392 00:14:36.919 --> 00:14:38.600 the best version of me I can ever be. I 393 00:14:38.600 --> 00:14:40.200 don't have a headache, I'm always ready to go, and 394 00:14:40.240 --> 00:14:43.840 I'm just don't talk back. Sometimes you just need to. 395 00:14:43.919 --> 00:14:45.360 You just need to, like, you know, push your face 396 00:14:45.360 --> 00:14:46.080 in a pillow. 397 00:14:45.840 --> 00:14:48.559 And just you could listen to this while you use them. 398 00:14:48.600 --> 00:14:51.600 You know, yes, So talk about do you have you 399 00:14:51.639 --> 00:14:53.840 have your flash light, you have a merchandise and thing. 400 00:14:54.159 --> 00:14:55.960 Is there any other things that you have that you're 401 00:14:56.000 --> 00:14:58.320