Speaker 1: Carli Claus in the snow, making magic as she goat
raindew wading and road sparkle lights, anistletoe, north falls shining
oh so bright. Calli dances through the night, gingerbread and
Coco too.
Speaker 2: Everything she loves to do.
Speaker 3: Calli Claus.
Speaker 2: She's got a cheer, spreading, joyful of me. Kendy Cane's
a slave, belts ringing. Every heart's a jift, sheep bring.
Speaker 4: I've been carrying something with me for a while now.
It's heavy, and I think about it all the time.
You know that feeling when there's something inside you that's
just itching to come out, something you want to say
but can't bring yourself too. That's where I am right now.
I want to tell you I really do, but I'm scared,
scared of what you might think of me after.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 4: It's not that I've done something horrible. I haven't. It's
just it's personal and it's complicated, and I don't know
if you'll see me the same way once I say it.
I want to believe that it won't change things, that
it won't change me in your eyes, But deep down
there's this part of me that's afraid it will that
you'll hear it, and suddenly I won't be the Carly
you thought you knew anymore. I've thought about saying it
out loud a thousand times, practiced it in my head,
stood in front of the mirror, even started to say
the words, but then I stopped. I can't bring myself
to actually speak it, to let it out into the world,
because once it's out there, it's real, and I can't
take it back. And what if it changes everything? What
if this thing I've been holding on to makes you
look at me differently. I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
I'm not sure I'm ready to see that shift in
your eyes, that hesitation when you look at me, like
maybe you don't know who I am anymore. It's not
easy living with this. It's like a shadow that follows
me around, even when I'm smiling, even when I'm trying
to be the best version of myself. Sometimes I wonder
if i'd feel lighter, freer if I could just get
it out, But then the fear creeps back in and
I stay quiet. I want to be brave, I want
to tell you, but I'm just not sure what will
happen when I do. Maybe one day I'll find the courage.
Maybe one day I'll let it all out. But for
now it's my secret, and as much as it's tearing
me up inside, I'm not quite ready to let it go.
Not yet.
Speaker 1: Carli claws in the snow, making magic as she goat
rain daw wading and sparkle lights, anistletoe, North Paul shining,
Oh so bright. Carli dance is through the night, gingerbread
and coco too, everything she loves to do.
Speaker 2: Alli Claus, She's got the cheer, spreading joy through lobby.
Kenny Kane's a sleigh bells three.
Speaker 3: Every heart's a gift. Sheep brings Sanna's help her, but
she's warm and Callie's hard and open door the hos
hour and sun by side together on the sleigh ride.
Speaker 1: Carlie cross in the snow, making magic as.
Speaker 3: She goes reindeer wading and roll, sparkle lights and mistletoe
nor Boat shining. Also bry Callie dances through the night, gingerbread, Cocoa.
Speaker 1: Too, everything she loves to do.
Speaker 3: Holly Class, He's got the chim spreading short baby candy
canes and sleigh belts rings.
Speaker 1: Every hearts a gifts sheep brings has help, but she's small.
Speaker 3: Callie's hard, mocking drum and osollaking side by side together
on this slave ride. Small Flakes Fall includes bright Carlie
claws by firelight, wrapping dreams in whip. It's tight, Everything
feels just right.