WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.880 --> 00:00:07.080 Hello, welcome to private Talk. I'm excited to get to 2 00:00:07.080 --> 00:00:08.720 know you a little bit more, have it more like 3 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:12.320 you know, one on one conversation, and get to know 4 00:00:12.480 --> 00:00:13.960 all the things about Sam Jay. 5 00:00:14.279 --> 00:00:16.239 I'm excited to let's do it. Are you ready for me? 6 00:00:16.800 --> 00:00:16.920 Uh? 7 00:00:17.039 --> 00:00:19.960 Yeah, I'm ready. I stay ready, Stay ready. I like that. 8 00:00:20.160 --> 00:00:22.239 You know, we were talking before we started it, and 9 00:00:22.359 --> 00:00:23.719 I had to get that out of the way of like, 10 00:00:24.359 --> 00:00:29.280 you know, you watch my movies, I've I've seabled I 11 00:00:29.280 --> 00:00:32.359 don't really I don't buy porn. Okay, so, but who 12 00:00:32.359 --> 00:00:34.799 buys porn these days? Unfortunately you all should buy a 13 00:00:34.840 --> 00:00:37.399 porn or have you know, subscription only fans like mine. 14 00:00:37.479 --> 00:00:41.920 But but definitely I've seen, like you know, Twitter porn clips. Okay, 15 00:00:42.719 --> 00:00:44.320 I'm an ex Hamster person. 16 00:00:44.479 --> 00:00:47.240 Okay, so you naughty. You're naughty with the free porn. 17 00:00:47.280 --> 00:00:50.079 That's what you're admitting to us here now live on 18 00:00:50.159 --> 00:00:53.840 private h Well, maybe you know, we'll you know, pull 19 00:00:53.880 --> 00:00:55.359 you over to the other side and make you have 20 00:00:55.439 --> 00:00:58.399 at least a subscription of somebody of some of your favorites. 21 00:00:58.479 --> 00:01:00.679 Maybe not, maybe dabble a little bit it feel it 22 00:01:00.719 --> 00:01:01.280 feels real. 23 00:01:01.719 --> 00:01:03.679 I should maybe you know what just out of like 24 00:01:03.759 --> 00:01:06.799 the support of the porn on community exactly I should 25 00:01:06.879 --> 00:01:07.400 do it right. 26 00:01:07.560 --> 00:01:09.799 That's where I feel like we're so what happens. 27 00:01:09.439 --> 00:01:11.079 With the free porn because I never even thought about 28 00:01:11.120 --> 00:01:13.359 these I never even thought about porn rights. 29 00:01:13.439 --> 00:01:15.959 This is why we're here, guys. And that's the thing 30 00:01:16.040 --> 00:01:19.560 is we don't get paid at all. It's basically it 31 00:01:19.599 --> 00:01:22.760 was just like when someone like steals your music or 32 00:01:22.799 --> 00:01:25.040 your content whatever it's. 33 00:01:24.799 --> 00:01:26.799 And they could dedicate whole site citus and make money, 34 00:01:26.840 --> 00:01:27.879 but you don't make any money. 35 00:01:27.959 --> 00:01:30.040 Now I don't like that at all. I think you 36 00:01:30.079 --> 00:01:32.120 need to tell the people what we have and the 37 00:01:32.159 --> 00:01:34.840 people like to do what you're doing. And unfortunately, sometimes 38 00:01:34.840 --> 00:01:37.400 when we don't have the conversations that we're having, we 39 00:01:37.879 --> 00:01:38.640 don't know those things. 40 00:01:38.680 --> 00:01:39.640 But that's also why. 41 00:01:39.439 --> 00:01:42.319 People in platforms like OnlyFans kind of started going around 42 00:01:42.319 --> 00:01:44.439 and having a third party person but where we had 43 00:01:44.519 --> 00:01:45.280 more ownership. 44 00:01:45.680 --> 00:01:47.519 So you know what it is we have to fix. 45 00:01:48.120 --> 00:01:50.200 Because I know why I don't subscribe to porn is 46 00:01:50.239 --> 00:01:52.959 because like it makes me feel like I'm committing to 47 00:01:53.040 --> 00:01:57.079 some like nasty shit, Like I'm really like, I really 48 00:01:57.159 --> 00:01:58.920 want the nasty ship to be a part of my life. 49 00:01:59.560 --> 00:02:00.439 Because like I'm. 50 00:02:00.319 --> 00:02:02.599 Like a gym membership. Like you're like, how can I 51 00:02:02.640 --> 00:02:05.079 ever get out that? You don't know if like you 52 00:02:05.120 --> 00:02:07.319 can like you let the mail from porn hub or 53 00:02:07.319 --> 00:02:09.360 somewhere being like you know, yeah, it's like it feels 54 00:02:09.360 --> 00:02:11.879 like a real reason why are you moving? Are you doing? 55 00:02:11.919 --> 00:02:13.199 One? Are the terms that they. 56 00:02:13.159 --> 00:02:15.120 Make it so difficult you feel like such a like 57 00:02:15.680 --> 00:02:18.879 now I'm like a porn nigga. Okay, you know what 58 00:02:18.919 --> 00:02:20.960 I'm saying with where it's like when I just pat 59 00:02:21.080 --> 00:02:23.560 pop in and out watch a little freaks, but I'm 60 00:02:23.639 --> 00:02:27.240 just like, oh that was my mood today, okay, versus 61 00:02:27.240 --> 00:02:29.479 iig month, I'm giving up the bread. Then it's like this, 62 00:02:29.560 --> 00:02:31.639 I'm committing to being this type of person. 63 00:02:31.719 --> 00:02:33.520 But don't you think that in the flip side, what 64 00:02:33.560 --> 00:02:35.639 if I like really was an avid fan of like 65 00:02:35.759 --> 00:02:38.879 your your work right, and I need to like to 66 00:02:38.879 --> 00:02:41.080 get off in that way of like getting to fulfillment 67 00:02:41.120 --> 00:02:43.960 of laughing and making you make you feel good, And 68 00:02:44.039 --> 00:02:45.639 I just want it for free, but you have it 69 00:02:45.719 --> 00:02:47.479 on sale, but I'm gonna take it for free. No, 70 00:02:47.560 --> 00:02:50.240 You're right, It's like but you know I'm gonna get mine, 71 00:02:50.439 --> 00:02:51.599 so I'm gonna take it for free. 72 00:02:51.719 --> 00:02:53.599 You're right, You're right, You're right. I'm gonna buy some 73 00:02:53.719 --> 00:02:55.879 porn every month. That's I'm committing on the show. 74 00:02:56.800 --> 00:03:01.439 I will purchase some porn every month. Compromise. We love that. 75 00:03:01.520 --> 00:03:02.280 Here a private talk. 76 00:03:02.319 --> 00:03:04.439 It's all about man, because I'm a person, and that's 77 00:03:04.479 --> 00:03:05.919 what I'm gonna tell people when they ask. 78 00:03:06.360 --> 00:03:08.080 I'm like, this has nothing to do with me, like 79 00:03:08.159 --> 00:03:10.240 and the people who do very good people too. 80 00:03:10.840 --> 00:03:12.439 Yeah, y'all got to make one of those Saved the 81 00:03:12.520 --> 00:03:15.520 Children commercials and just be like, hey, bro. 82 00:03:15.479 --> 00:03:17.280 You know I always say I got this from something 83 00:03:17.319 --> 00:03:19.039 early on in my heread. It's like I were people 84 00:03:19.080 --> 00:03:22.520 helping people one time. It's true, and I feel like 85 00:03:22.560 --> 00:03:23.159 that's a real life. 86 00:03:23.199 --> 00:03:25.080 You keep it a lot of people safe, exactly. 87 00:03:25.280 --> 00:03:27.039 You know, a lot of time would happen if they 88 00:03:27.039 --> 00:03:28.919 weren't a lot of times more. 89 00:03:28.800 --> 00:03:30.319 Buildings blowing up, you know what I mean. 90 00:03:30.680 --> 00:03:34.120 I don't know about any of that, but yeah, hey, 91 00:03:34.439 --> 00:03:35.120 I know what kind of. 92 00:03:35.039 --> 00:03:38.560 Porn you like? Huh mmmm? I run the gambit? 93 00:03:39.120 --> 00:03:41.199 Okay, so this is a gamble whatever like pops up 94 00:03:41.199 --> 00:03:43.319 as a free ad or like what's going. 95 00:03:43.159 --> 00:03:46.319 Not not like not like a scavenger. It's not. But 96 00:03:46.319 --> 00:03:48.400 that's why I say. You say it's always like I 97 00:03:48.479 --> 00:03:49.960 had a doter porn. 98 00:03:50.560 --> 00:03:52.439 But you're so you know how they tell you your 99 00:03:52.479 --> 00:03:54.680 phone and all these devices listen to you, right, so 100 00:03:54.719 --> 00:03:56.520 they like know what you like. So there's probably some 101 00:03:56.639 --> 00:03:58.639 girl or in a Lexus Texas ad that pops. 102 00:03:58.400 --> 00:04:00.719 Up and maybe you like, oh, like get click on it. 103 00:04:00.759 --> 00:04:02.479 Maybe not, I go. 104 00:04:04.280 --> 00:04:06.639 It just depends on my mood. So how many times 105 00:04:06.639 --> 00:04:06.840 are you? 106 00:04:08.439 --> 00:04:10.840 Oh, not that much now, it's not crazy for me, 107 00:04:11.439 --> 00:04:13.599 like maybe time, Oh I might. 108 00:04:13.520 --> 00:04:16.759 Go a week, two weeks, okay. 109 00:04:16.800 --> 00:04:18.480 Is that because you have a lot of sex or 110 00:04:18.879 --> 00:04:20.839 because you're just not a highly sexual person. 111 00:04:21.000 --> 00:04:21.800 It's so weird. 112 00:04:22.079 --> 00:04:24.759 I am a highly sexual person. When I'm around somebody, 113 00:04:24.800 --> 00:04:27.160 I want to fuck a lot. But if that's not around, 114 00:04:27.399 --> 00:04:29.959 then I'm just like, I don't know if it's like 115 00:04:30.079 --> 00:04:32.120 the Capricorn to me that we're so business like. People 116 00:04:32.160 --> 00:04:34.519 say we're so business minded and like workaholics and that 117 00:04:34.519 --> 00:04:36.800 type of shit, but like if that's not around, then 118 00:04:36.800 --> 00:04:39.759 I'm just like, it's not around doing whatever I'm doing. 119 00:04:39.800 --> 00:04:40.839 The person may not be around. 120 00:04:40.839 --> 00:04:42.839 But when that's not around either, when it's someone that 121 00:04:42.879 --> 00:04:46.839 you want to entertain, you won't even pleasure yourself. I 122 00:04:46.879 --> 00:04:48.439 don't or just to eat anything for you. 123 00:04:48.560 --> 00:04:49.680 I don't need to like that. 124 00:04:49.759 --> 00:04:54.040 Like it will happen eventually, But it's not like I'm 125 00:04:54.040 --> 00:04:55.920 not today. 126 00:04:56.480 --> 00:04:57.560 I'm not super. 127 00:04:57.240 --> 00:05:00.000 Horny unless I'm like actively fucking someone. 128 00:05:00.120 --> 00:05:01.279 Okay, I like that. 129 00:05:02.000 --> 00:05:03.680 See, we already got into the porn questions, and that 130 00:05:03.720 --> 00:05:05.519 wasn't even where I was going. But I feel like, 131 00:05:05.600 --> 00:05:07.720 you know, it just kind of came out, you know, 132 00:05:08.439 --> 00:05:09.759 you know, that's where. 133 00:05:09.639 --> 00:05:12.160 We were, and we have to go with with our guts, 134 00:05:12.160 --> 00:05:13.240 with our guts. 135 00:05:13.560 --> 00:05:17.160 So what is like your porn search history? If you like, 136 00:05:17.800 --> 00:05:19.759 if I was to look at your phone right now, 137 00:05:19.879 --> 00:05:22.360 right and just say, obviously you don't look at porn 138 00:05:22.399 --> 00:05:23.879 all the time, but if I was to look at 139 00:05:24.120 --> 00:05:27.199 the after you watched the porn, what would I see 140 00:05:27.560 --> 00:05:32.879 on your screen? Like what would be the video? Yeah, 141 00:05:32.879 --> 00:05:34.959 like what type? Like if it's girl on girl, if 142 00:05:35.000 --> 00:05:37.560 it's like boy girl, if it's solo stuff. 143 00:05:37.600 --> 00:05:40.639 It's just never solo. I never want to just watch 144 00:05:40.639 --> 00:05:42.560 people touch the cells. That's just never does it for me? 145 00:05:43.439 --> 00:05:49.319 A lot a lot of a lot of yeah, a 146 00:05:49.319 --> 00:05:51.399 lot of uh. 147 00:05:51.639 --> 00:05:55.800 Stepmom, a lot of step mom caught me somewhere ship 148 00:05:56.839 --> 00:06:03.959 uh gay porn like gay guy porn worn Uh. I 149 00:06:03.959 --> 00:06:07.279 don't really like lesbian pooring that much. Actually, I think 150 00:06:07.279 --> 00:06:09.319 it's because I do it. Like for me, a porn 151 00:06:09.319 --> 00:06:11.839 on site is like a store. You know, it's like 152 00:06:11.839 --> 00:06:13.879 it's voyeurism. It's like I'm gonna go do ship. 153 00:06:13.879 --> 00:06:16.279 I don't do. I want to see people fuck that 154 00:06:16.439 --> 00:06:18.480 the way I don't do it, like because so why 155 00:06:18.519 --> 00:06:21.360 are you doing it? That's how I feel personally. 156 00:06:21.800 --> 00:06:24.480 So like just watching lesbians and a lot of times 157 00:06:24.480 --> 00:06:26.399 they don't even be real lesbians, like fake eat. 158 00:06:27.480 --> 00:06:28.959 You know, they're not real interesting. 159 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:31.920 You can tell about how they eat or at least 160 00:06:31.959 --> 00:06:34.160 how committed they are to lesbian like and I saying 161 00:06:34.160 --> 00:06:36.000 they never did some lesbian ship. But there's a way, 162 00:06:36.040 --> 00:06:39.360 like straight bitches have gay sex. 163 00:06:39.600 --> 00:06:42.920 Way you're like just say technique, Like what's. 164 00:06:42.720 --> 00:06:45.720 The example, Like it's still yeh kind of the way 165 00:06:45.759 --> 00:06:50.720 they like it's like very like childish. It's not like 166 00:06:51.040 --> 00:06:52.560 a grown man that just wants to eat. 167 00:06:52.600 --> 00:06:54.560 It's like you're not really want to devour your like 168 00:06:55.000 --> 00:06:59.199 your tongue like where you're like, yeah, it's not devout, 169 00:07:00.120 --> 00:07:03.120 like playing a little this is also whise for me 170 00:07:03.279 --> 00:07:05.439 not to take this upon me. But when I started 171 00:07:05.480 --> 00:07:08.399 doing girls inporn, because I didn't start off about doing that, 172 00:07:08.600 --> 00:07:11.319 I had never been with the female was I only 173 00:07:11.439 --> 00:07:14.839 worked with females that liked females because you can definitely tell. 174 00:07:14.839 --> 00:07:17.199 And I only wanted people who actually. 175 00:07:17.240 --> 00:07:20.680 Liked it know how to eat. So it's like it's 176 00:07:20.680 --> 00:07:22.720 gotta be to even exchange or why do it, because 177 00:07:22.720 --> 00:07:24.000 if you're just poking around. 178 00:07:23.800 --> 00:07:27.800 Down there, you're a real craftsman and you care exactly. 179 00:07:28.279 --> 00:07:30.560 Get my job done, get my job done. So talking 180 00:07:30.560 --> 00:07:33.959 about jobs, So what drew you to comedy? What made 181 00:07:34.000 --> 00:07:36.720 you like that's defining moment to what you knew that 182 00:07:36.759 --> 00:07:37.519 that was your path? 183 00:07:39.879 --> 00:07:42.759 I always liked it, Like liked comedy, you know. I 184 00:07:42.839 --> 00:07:44.319 was like even when I was very young. 185 00:07:44.160 --> 00:07:46.279 Like I used to love Bill Cosby, you. 186 00:07:46.199 --> 00:07:50.040 Know what I'm saying, And like my mom watched a 187 00:07:50.079 --> 00:07:51.680 lot of comics, so comedy was kind of like all 188 00:07:51.759 --> 00:07:55.000 my sitcoms were, of course just a big deal in 189 00:07:55.040 --> 00:07:57.240 the eighties and early nineties, but like she was very 190 00:07:57.319 --> 00:08:01.759 much like the comics like Bob Newhart then Taxieah like 191 00:08:01.800 --> 00:08:03.759 that type of shit. So it was kind of always 192 00:08:03.800 --> 00:08:05.879 around me and I have big funny family, you know, 193 00:08:06.160 --> 00:08:08.480 love to joke and stuff. But I didn't really like 194 00:08:08.639 --> 00:08:11.079 know like, oh, this is like what I'm going to 195 00:08:11.319 --> 00:08:14.439 do until a lot later. Actually, like I turned that 196 00:08:14.519 --> 00:08:17.959 corner at twenty nine, you know what I mean, kind 197 00:08:17.959 --> 00:08:20.079 of just from being in a place of just like 198 00:08:21.160 --> 00:08:23.480 always wanting to do it and knowing it like it 199 00:08:23.519 --> 00:08:26.399 was in me, but being like scared to kind of 200 00:08:26.600 --> 00:08:29.319 chase it and feeling like my life was super like 201 00:08:29.600 --> 00:08:31.720 ass and average, and I was just like, bro, is 202 00:08:31.720 --> 00:08:33.639 this really gonna be it? Like I always felt like 203 00:08:34.080 --> 00:08:36.440 there's something more for me. I don't know explain that 204 00:08:36.559 --> 00:08:38.480 or where that type of feeling even comes from. 205 00:08:38.600 --> 00:08:40.480 It's just in you. It just was in me, you know. 206 00:08:40.600 --> 00:08:42.919 But it was like, damn, I'm really working in a 207 00:08:42.960 --> 00:08:45.720 mail room with no windows, you know what I'm saying, 208 00:08:46.000 --> 00:08:49.720 Just like getting on a train, is this it? 209 00:08:49.879 --> 00:08:50.159 You know? 210 00:08:50.240 --> 00:08:52.440 And like I see where the highest level of this is, 211 00:08:52.440 --> 00:08:55.519 and that's my manager who's sitting in a cubicle across 212 00:08:55.559 --> 00:08:58.240 from me. His only joy is getting a new iPhone 213 00:08:58.279 --> 00:09:00.399 when it comes out. It is like that will probably 214 00:09:00.440 --> 00:09:02.840 end up shooting myself in the head eventually if this 215 00:09:03.039 --> 00:09:05.399 stage like this, Yeah, so it was kind of like, yo, 216 00:09:05.519 --> 00:09:07.480 go towards your fear and just like see what the 217 00:09:07.480 --> 00:09:08.080 fuck capitals. 218 00:09:08.399 --> 00:09:11.200 So with all of that being said, and that's a 219 00:09:11.360 --> 00:09:14.480 big you know, things to really be aware about and 220 00:09:14.559 --> 00:09:18.919 really also like as much as like it's a big task, 221 00:09:18.919 --> 00:09:20.639 it's like such a good thing to be aware at 222 00:09:20.639 --> 00:09:22.399 that young age, even in twenty nine. It's like we 223 00:09:22.399 --> 00:09:25.039 start from somewhere, right, But what was that like turning 224 00:09:25.120 --> 00:09:26.919 point that was like, yeah, you showed up and you're 225 00:09:26.960 --> 00:09:29.799 like is this everything? But like really made you go 226 00:09:29.919 --> 00:09:33.679 now dive into this path of comedy like who pushed 227 00:09:33.720 --> 00:09:35.679 you or maybe what pushed you to kind of get 228 00:09:35.720 --> 00:09:38.120 you into now like now you're like, fuck it, I'm 229 00:09:38.120 --> 00:09:40.519 just gonna gamble on myself. This is what I really 230 00:09:40.559 --> 00:09:42.759 want to do, Like this is I gotta try something? 231 00:09:42.879 --> 00:09:44.200 What was that something. 232 00:09:46.360 --> 00:09:47.240 There was? That's what I'm saying. 233 00:09:47.240 --> 00:09:49.559 It was really no, We're like one moment, I don't 234 00:09:49.679 --> 00:09:53.200 think well, there was like, oh there was a moment 235 00:09:53.240 --> 00:09:56.039 when I was like, bitch, you're a loser, and that 236 00:09:56.279 --> 00:09:59.320 feeling maybe go like you better give this your all. 237 00:09:59.480 --> 00:09:59.759 Okay. 238 00:10:00.480 --> 00:10:03.120 From the first mic I went to, I told myself 239 00:10:03.120 --> 00:10:04.600 I was gonna do it for a year no matter what. 240 00:10:05.039 --> 00:10:07.679 And I was just gonna like really like fucking drill 241 00:10:07.759 --> 00:10:09.320 down on it and see what happened. 242 00:10:09.679 --> 00:10:11.360 And it was because like my life I had the 243 00:10:11.440 --> 00:10:12.519 kind of came full circle. 244 00:10:12.720 --> 00:10:14.639 And I was in Atlanta and it was this group 245 00:10:14.720 --> 00:10:17.600 of kids that would hang out with my homegirl. We 246 00:10:17.639 --> 00:10:20.480 had our own apartment, and it was always like crashing 247 00:10:20.679 --> 00:10:22.799 and like trying to sleep on our floor and like 248 00:10:22.879 --> 00:10:25.120 living with us, and like I loved him, but it 249 00:10:25.159 --> 00:10:25.480 was like this. 250 00:10:25.559 --> 00:10:27.080 Is kind of some like bummy niggas, you know what 251 00:10:27.080 --> 00:10:31.080 I'm saying. And then I got so fucked up. In Atlanta. 252 00:10:31.120 --> 00:10:33.759 I was staying with another one of my friends, sleeping 253 00:10:33.799 --> 00:10:36.000 on her floor and one of the niggas used to 254 00:10:36.039 --> 00:10:38.000 sleep out my floor. When night comes in the house, 255 00:10:38.000 --> 00:10:39.759 she had a room. Man, I never met him. He 256 00:10:39.879 --> 00:10:42.320 comes in late and it's one of these dudes who 257 00:10:42.399 --> 00:10:44.399 used to sleep on my floor and I'm like yo, 258 00:10:44.919 --> 00:10:46.840 and he's like, oh damn, I didn't even know you 259 00:10:47.000 --> 00:10:48.600 was the friend that needed to crash. And he like 260 00:10:48.639 --> 00:10:52.159 he's like all together now and like has a room, 261 00:10:52.360 --> 00:10:54.320 you know what I mean. Like I'm on the floor, 262 00:10:54.679 --> 00:10:57.879 and I was like, bro, but that's real. Shit has 263 00:10:57.919 --> 00:10:59.879 come like full circle in a way that I do 264 00:11:00.159 --> 00:11:02.600 not like, Like, I really got to reassess what the 265 00:11:02.639 --> 00:11:04.879 fuck I'm doing with myself, So. 266 00:11:04.879 --> 00:11:05.320 What'd you do? 267 00:11:05.960 --> 00:11:08.039 Took my ass home because I needed to do that, 268 00:11:08.120 --> 00:11:10.120 went back to Boston and kind of mended show with 269 00:11:10.159 --> 00:11:13.600 my family that had gotten weird and funky. Started working 270 00:11:13.840 --> 00:11:16.399 just you know, and then I was like. 271 00:11:16.679 --> 00:11:19.559 Half of like year into working in that mail room 272 00:11:19.679 --> 00:11:22.840 and I was like, I'm gonna just I'm gonna just try. 273 00:11:23.080 --> 00:11:25.200 So all this time, were you writing stuff or do 274 00:11:25.320 --> 00:11:27.720 things just come at your house? Like It's like that 275 00:11:27.840 --> 00:11:29.559 is also something that yeah, you say you have a 276 00:11:29.559 --> 00:11:32.000 funny family, and you know it comes natural us certain things, 277 00:11:32.039 --> 00:11:35.480 But like where did like how did that process start? 278 00:11:35.799 --> 00:11:39.240 I was doing like sneaky shit, like like I would 279 00:11:39.279 --> 00:11:41.080 come up with bits and then I would like go 280 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:43.320 to a bar and I would like sit next to 281 00:11:43.360 --> 00:11:46.120 a stranger and I would like spark a conversation and 282 00:11:46.159 --> 00:11:48.080 I'll like sneak the bit in there and then like 283 00:11:48.159 --> 00:11:51.480 see what the stranger left, and then I'd be like, hmm, Okay, 284 00:11:51.679 --> 00:11:54.080 that may be something that I might work with more 285 00:11:54.120 --> 00:11:57.480 people like that. It was like little test little nerd shit, 286 00:11:57.879 --> 00:12:01.480 but like little test, you're running your own like, you know, 287 00:12:01.559 --> 00:12:04.960 it's very calculated, you know, I'm very like, I'm very 288 00:12:04.960 --> 00:12:07.559 calculated when I think about how to execute things. And 289 00:12:07.600 --> 00:12:10.279 then I would do like shit at parties that I've 290 00:12:10.279 --> 00:12:12.720 been thinking about. But they were really like thought out bits, 291 00:12:12.759 --> 00:12:14.919 like I knew pace by pace, like kind of where 292 00:12:14.919 --> 00:12:19.399 they were going. And then one night I was at 293 00:12:19.399 --> 00:12:22.559 my cousins and I was doing this bit about being 294 00:12:24.440 --> 00:12:26.799 and a bit I ended up actually using a bit 295 00:12:26.840 --> 00:12:28.919 that's still worse to this day, but which is crazy 296 00:12:28.919 --> 00:12:30.320 because it was before every got sick. But I was 297 00:12:30.320 --> 00:12:33.440 doing this whole thing about being how I don't like 298 00:12:33.519 --> 00:12:37.639 it actually tricky, you know, you know. I was like, yo, 299 00:12:37.720 --> 00:12:38.639 it moves like mercury. 300 00:12:38.679 --> 00:12:39.440 You can't catch it. 301 00:12:40.039 --> 00:12:43.720 And we were everybody was fucking dying, And I called 302 00:12:43.759 --> 00:12:46.200 my friend back in Atlanta and I was like, bro, 303 00:12:46.519 --> 00:12:49.080 I'm gonna just do this ship like that was because 304 00:12:49.120 --> 00:12:51.000 you asked the moment that was the moment I had 305 00:12:51.039 --> 00:12:55.279 to think God was the moment strapping. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 306 00:12:55.360 --> 00:12:57.799 well you could say strapping that's appropriate. 307 00:12:57.440 --> 00:13:02.679 Strap in, strap it on you like this, you know what? Yes? 308 00:13:02.759 --> 00:13:05.919 And no, okay, So at first, I like to do 309 00:13:06.000 --> 00:13:08.320 it because I want to like a certain dominance and 310 00:13:08.360 --> 00:13:10.279 I want the girl and like, hey, I can fuck 311 00:13:10.320 --> 00:13:12.720 good okay. But then after a while it's like, bro, I. 312 00:13:12.639 --> 00:13:14.360 Don't feel this ship. Can you leave me alone? 313 00:13:14.480 --> 00:13:14.679 You know? 314 00:13:16.000 --> 00:13:18.559 So did you feel it the first time? No? 315 00:13:18.679 --> 00:13:22.440 But it's about winning, because then it's like, at that point, 316 00:13:22.480 --> 00:13:24.440 are you just tired of It's time to move on? 317 00:13:24.480 --> 00:13:26.200 Both it's because it's like, you know, if you can't 318 00:13:26.279 --> 00:13:27.200 keep it entertaining that. 319 00:13:27.279 --> 00:13:30.879 It's probably both problem. It's probably a little bit of both. 320 00:13:30.919 --> 00:13:33.799 But also I just think like it's a lot of 321 00:13:33.799 --> 00:13:35.039 work to be strapping bitches. 322 00:13:35.039 --> 00:13:37.320 Bro. I mean, that's the job you chose. 323 00:13:37.440 --> 00:13:41.159 It's a lot or did it choose you did? I? 324 00:13:41.240 --> 00:13:43.519 You know, I don't know, didn't choose. It's a lot. 325 00:13:43.600 --> 00:13:45.799 It's a lot of work, and it's and it's it's 326 00:13:45.840 --> 00:13:47.279 you know what, it's a lot of delusion. 327 00:13:47.399 --> 00:13:49.039 You got to do a lot of mind ship too. 328 00:13:49.679 --> 00:13:52.559 So it's like it's just like, see, that's how detom 329 00:13:52.600 --> 00:13:54.600 with it time for me, I have. 330 00:13:54.559 --> 00:14:00.559 To be simulated mind wise for my so actulutely that point, 331 00:14:00.639 --> 00:14:03.120 if your mind's not in it, then you're you know. 332 00:14:03.159 --> 00:14:05.320 But it's also like the moves, like if you're trying 333 00:14:05.360 --> 00:14:07.120 to if you're trying to strap a girl and you 334 00:14:07.159 --> 00:14:10.000 want to keep the ship, like all in the fantasy 335 00:14:10.039 --> 00:14:13.559 of what's your favorite happening, you have to first, you can't. 336 00:14:13.720 --> 00:14:16.679 You have to slick put on the can't You can't. 337 00:14:16.840 --> 00:14:19.799 That's the hardest part because you can't break the you 338 00:14:19.840 --> 00:14:23.440 can't break those slick put on the you can't break 339 00:14:23.480 --> 00:14:29.480 the illusion like hold on, Yeah, you gotta you gotta 340 00:14:29.759 --> 00:14:31.759 do it. You gotta do it in a way where 341 00:14:31.799 --> 00:14:34.919 it doesn't seem like too much because you know, women 342 00:14:35.000 --> 00:14:36.960 once it's a lot to do with. It's like the 343 00:14:37.320 --> 00:14:38.919 longer that takes, the more they coming out of it. 344 00:14:39.120 --> 00:14:41.320 So you gotta boom. And then you also don't want 345 00:14:41.360 --> 00:14:43.159 her to You want her to feel like she ain't 346 00:14:43.200 --> 00:14:46.080 fucked for real, So it's like you don't want her 347 00:14:45.279 --> 00:14:45.720 to know. 348 00:14:46.759 --> 00:14:49.080 You sneak put it on and don't even let them 349 00:14:49.120 --> 00:14:51.720 know you have it on, yes, and every time, and 350 00:14:51.759 --> 00:14:52.600 then you just gotta drop. 351 00:14:53.080 --> 00:14:59.840 That's how it happened in real life. Okay, right, I'm wrong, No, 352 00:15:00.440 --> 00:15:02.600 I'm just saying yeah, like okay, if you got to 353 00:15:02.720 --> 00:15:06.000 keep the whole thing, like what's your go to? 354 00:15:06.159 --> 00:15:07.600 Do you like go to the bathroom and you already 355 00:15:07.600 --> 00:15:09.200 have it set up? Do you have like a room? 356 00:15:09.360 --> 00:15:12.639 Yeah, and you know I'm gonna have some shorts on. Okay, bong, 357 00:15:13.120 --> 00:15:14.960 I'm gonna put it on. Are you gonna leave the 358 00:15:15.000 --> 00:15:19.000 shorts on? I'm gonna leave a shorts Okay. First we're 359 00:15:19.039 --> 00:15:22.480 like making out zap, tabsap. Once it gets to that point, 360 00:15:22.480 --> 00:15:23.759 it's like boom shorts office. 361 00:15:23.799 --> 00:15:25.960 Right, we're there. You don't even got to see it. 362 00:15:26.080 --> 00:15:28.559 Okay, it's just like, how big is it? 363 00:15:29.600 --> 00:15:34.399 I have more than one? Okay, what's the biggest? I 364 00:15:34.399 --> 00:15:36.120 don't know. I don't know. I don't know. 365 00:15:36.279 --> 00:15:38.720 You know, maybe you just told me. 366 00:15:38.720 --> 00:15:41.120 A whole lot without telling me a whole lot. 367 00:15:41.000 --> 00:15:43.759 Right, you said dominance, it's a winning it's this, so 368 00:15:43.879 --> 00:15:45.600 you know what you want that with? You want to 369 00:15:45.600 --> 00:15:49.000 secure the wind bringing out? I didn't know it has 370 00:15:49.000 --> 00:15:49.519 a name too. 371 00:15:50.039 --> 00:15:52.519 No, I don't even how then how do you know what? 372 00:15:54.200 --> 00:15:56.279 I feel like? It depends on the woman, you know 373 00:15:56.360 --> 00:15:56.840 what I'm saying. 374 00:15:56.919 --> 00:15:58.759 Like, you're like, hey, but you said it's a sneak. 375 00:15:58.960 --> 00:16:02.120 Sneaker you can tell you like, I'm not I'm not 376 00:16:02.159 --> 00:16:04.759 gonna be crazy with this lady. You know what I'm saying. 377 00:16:04.879 --> 00:16:07.360 Body else, Like, first of all, I don't mind get 378 00:16:07.480 --> 00:16:10.679 that big because I don't believe in that. So what 379 00:16:10.879 --> 00:16:11.919 maybe I. 380 00:16:11.840 --> 00:16:15.720 Feel like this this that's crazy. 381 00:16:15.759 --> 00:16:20.000 I would say maybe maybe like nine and a half 382 00:16:21.639 --> 00:16:23.480 that's this is it? 383 00:16:23.600 --> 00:16:27.879 Then it gotta be a maybe then maybe seven measure eight. 384 00:16:27.799 --> 00:16:31.240 Maybe like eight maybe like eight. I feel like it's like. 385 00:16:32.919 --> 00:16:38.399 Like, yeah, you touched it in the thickness, like the 386 00:16:38.519 --> 00:16:40.639 right stap it around is at the same or not? 387 00:16:40.879 --> 00:16:50.240 Na not crazy, not that like like respect one, respectful 388 00:16:50.240 --> 00:16:53.080 about the nickmas, but also we're like together like that. 389 00:16:53.679 --> 00:16:55.480 I'm gonna take you to the store and let you 390 00:16:55.480 --> 00:16:58.480 pick on because you should decide. 391 00:16:58.600 --> 00:17:00.720 So whenever relationship is over, do you get rid of 392 00:17:01.240 --> 00:17:05.000 because they have to new chick like you cannot bring old? 393 00:17:05.799 --> 00:17:09.119 Do you have a favorite one that's I'm okay, I 394 00:17:09.160 --> 00:17:13.680 will say that I'm conflicted about this. I'm conflicted about 395 00:17:13.680 --> 00:17:17.799 this right this there's a part of me that I 396 00:17:17.839 --> 00:17:23.799 believes fully new hit one. Women just don't want that, 397 00:17:23.920 --> 00:17:27.279 like like they're just like that's a touchy yeah, and 398 00:17:27.400 --> 00:17:28.440 especially because they know. 399 00:17:28.480 --> 00:17:29.960 You could just get a new one, so they like 400 00:17:30.000 --> 00:17:31.960 I just want to. Like I feel like if they 401 00:17:31.960 --> 00:17:33.480