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<v Speaker 1>Today, I want to tell you about a journey that

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<v Speaker 1>I've been on for most of my life. Ever since

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<v Speaker 1>I was a kid, I've heard tales of Bigfoot and

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<v Speaker 1>wild men while spending time with my friends and family.

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<v Speaker 1>As I grew older and read more about the paranormal,

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<v Speaker 2>Now, what are your reporting? I got a screen going

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<v Speaker 2>on here. Something just killed my dog. Something killed your dog?

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<v Speaker 2>My dog. We're flying through there, over the tree. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know how it did it? Okay, damn, I'm really confused.

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<v Speaker 2>All I saw was my dog coming over the fence,

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<v Speaker 2>and name it dead once you hit the ground. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't see any cars. All I saw was my dog

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<v Speaker 2>coming over the fence. Made What are you reporting? We

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<v Speaker 2>got some wonder or something crawling around out here? Did

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<v Speaker 2>you see what it was? It enough here? Look, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>new the window now and I don't need anything. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to go outside. It's hello, hit the boddy

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<v Speaker 2>out here? What quent on out there? I thought of

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<v Speaker 2>a bench about text nine. I don't know easy an

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<v Speaker 2>out there? Yeah, I'm walking right, heady h.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember the sound of the engine first, that struggling

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<v Speaker 1>wine as my old Cessna one eighty five Skywagon fought

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<v Speaker 1>against the bitter February winds. The aluminum frame rattled and shook,

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<v Speaker 1>but she held together like she always did. That plane

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<v Speaker 1>and I had been through a lot together in the

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<v Speaker 1>eight years since I'd bought her second hand from a

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<v Speaker 1>retiring bush pilot and yellow Knife. I'd named her Claire,

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<v Speaker 1>after my mother, who died when I was fifteen. Mom

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<v Speaker 1>had always loved the idea of flight, though she'd never

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<v Speaker 1>set foot in a plane. Too expensive for a trapper's wife.

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<v Speaker 1>Back then, the vast expanse of the Northwest Territories stretched

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<v Speaker 1>out beneath me, an endless sea of white punctuated by

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<v Speaker 1>the dark green of pine and spruce. I'd been making

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<v Speaker 1>this trip twice a year since I was nineteen, flying

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<v Speaker 1>out to my father's old trapping cabin, deep in the

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<v Speaker 1>back country, where the rivers ran unnamed, and the only

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<v Speaker 1>maps that mattered were the ones etched into my memory.

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<v Speaker 1>My father had died four years earlier massive heart attack

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<v Speaker 1>while checking his trap lines. Found him three days later,

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<v Speaker 1>frozen solid, half covered by fresh snow. After the funeral,

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<v Speaker 1>there'd been talk among my uncles about selling the cabin

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<v Speaker 1>and the trap lines. Family tradition are not They said

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<v Speaker 1>that life was dying, the fur market wasn't what it

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<v Speaker 1>used to be. Go to college, they said, get a

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<v Speaker 1>real job. I'd nodded and agreed, then took the next

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<v Speaker 1>season's earnings and bought Claire instead. My name is Thomas.

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<v Speaker 1>I was twenty five that winter, though the weather and

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<v Speaker 1>isolation of northern Canada had aged my face beyond my years.

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<v Speaker 1>My father had been a trapper, as had his father

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<v Speaker 1>before him. The mercers had been taking fur in these

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<v Speaker 1>woods since before Canada was a country. It was in

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<v Speaker 1>our blood. And despite what my uncle said, I made

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<v Speaker 1>a decent living, not rich by any means, but enough

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<v Speaker 1>to sustain me between seasons with some carpentry work back

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<v Speaker 1>in yellow Knife. More importantly, I was my own man

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<v Speaker 1>out here, no boss, no time card, just me and

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<v Speaker 1>the wilderness and the steady rhythm of the trap lines.

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<v Speaker 1>The cabin came into view as I crested a ridge

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<v Speaker 1>nestled against the edge of a frozen lake, surrounded by

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<v Speaker 1>a dense wall of trees. The small clearing I used

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<v Speaker 1>as a landing strip was just visible through the light

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<v Speaker 1>snow that had begun to fall. I circled once, checking

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<v Speaker 1>for obstacles or animal tracks, then lined up my approach.

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<v Speaker 1>Landing a bush plane on a makeshift snow strip is

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<v Speaker 1>always a gamble. Too soft and you sink, too icy

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<v Speaker 1>and you can't stop. That day, the snow was just right,

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<v Speaker 1>about eight inches of powder over a firm and base.

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<v Speaker 1>The skis touched down with a gentle hiss, and I

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<v Speaker 1>cut the engine, letting momentum carry me to the edge

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<v Speaker 1>of the tree line. The silence that followed was absolute,

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<v Speaker 1>the kind of quiet you only find in the deep

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<v Speaker 1>wilderness in winter, where sound itself seems frozen. I sat

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<v Speaker 1>there for a moment, letting the stillness wash over me,

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<v Speaker 1>purging the last remnants of civilization from my system. This

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<v Speaker 1>was where I belonged, This was home. I reached over

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<v Speaker 1>to the passenger seat, where my worn leather satchel lay,

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<v Speaker 1>the one constant companion on all my trips. Inside was

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<v Speaker 1>my journal, a tradition passed down from my grandfather. A

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<v Speaker 1>trapper's mind gets funny in the isolation, he told me once,

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<v Speaker 1>Writing keeps you tethered to yourself. I'd been keeping detailed

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<v Speaker 1>records since my first solo trip, weather conditions, animal sign

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<v Speaker 1>trap yields, and the occasional stray thought or observation. The

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<v Speaker 1>journal was nearly full. Now I'd have to start a

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<v Speaker 1>new one soon. The date was February twelfth, nineteen eighty seven.

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<v Speaker 1>I noted it in the journal, along with the temperature

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<v Speaker 1>from the plane's gauge negative twenty four degrees celsius, wind

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<v Speaker 1>direction northwest, and sky conditions scattered clouds, light snow, routine, normal,

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<v Speaker 1>everything as it should be. I unloaded my supplies methodically,

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<v Speaker 1>fuel for the generator, dried food, ammunition, trapping equipment, and

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<v Speaker 1>the small luxuries that made the isolation bearable coffee, whiskey,

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<v Speaker 1>and a stack of paperback Westerns. The cabin was about

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<v Speaker 1>fifty yards from the landing strip, and I made several trips,

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<v Speaker 1>trudging through the snow with heavy loads, my breath clouded

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<v Speaker 1>in the frigid air, the temperature hovering around fifteen below zero.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't until my final trip, arms loaded with the

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<v Speaker 1>last of my gear, that I noticed something was wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>The snow around the cabin had been disturbed, not by

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<v Speaker 1>small animals I knew those tracks well enough, but by

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<v Speaker 1>something large, something that walked on two legs. I set

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<v Speaker 1>down my gear and approached cautiously, my hand instinctively moving

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<v Speaker 1>to the thirty six rifles slung across my back. The

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<v Speaker 1>tracks were unlike anything I'd ever seen, and I'd spent

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<v Speaker 1>my life in these woods. They resembled a man's footprint,

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<v Speaker 1>but were nearly twice the size, eighteen maybe twenty inches long.

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<v Speaker 1>The stride length was enormous, easily twice what mine would be.

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<v Speaker 1>In the deep snow, a chill that had nothing to

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<v Speaker 1>do with the temperature ran through me. I'd heard stories,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, every trapper in the North Country had tales

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<v Speaker 1>told around campfires about the wild men of the woods,

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<v Speaker 1>the Sasquatch, the wind to go. Old Jim Blackfoot, a

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<v Speaker 1>Cree elder who sometimes traded with my father, called them

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<v Speaker 1>the shadow people, beings that lived in the spaces between

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<v Speaker 1>the known and unknown world. I'd always written them off

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<v Speaker 1>as the product of isolation and too much whiskey. But

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<v Speaker 1>standing there, looking at those massive impressions in the virgin snow,

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<v Speaker 1>doubt crept in for the first time. I knelt down

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<v Speaker 1>to examine one of the prints more closely. The snow

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<v Speaker 1>had drifted slightly into the depression, but the outline was

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<v Speaker 1>still clear. Five toes no notable arch with a deep

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<v Speaker 1>heel impression, remarkably human in shape, just vastly larger and

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<v Speaker 1>fresh made within the last day. Judging by the lack

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<v Speaker 1>of complete infill from the light snowfall. I followed the

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<v Speaker 1>tracks around the perimeter of the cabin. Whatever had made

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<v Speaker 1>them had circled the structure several times, pausing at the

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<v Speaker 1>windows as if peering inside. Then the tracks led off

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<v Speaker 1>into the woods to the north, toward the higher country,

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<v Speaker 1>where the game was scarcer and the terrain more rugged.

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<v Speaker 1>The rationale part of my brain searched for explanations. A bear, perhaps,

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<v Speaker 1>though it was the dead of winter when they should

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<v Speaker 1>be deep in hibernation and didn't walk exclusively on their

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<v Speaker 1>hind legs for such distances. A moose, No, the shape

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<v Speaker 1>was all wrong, some kind of hoax out here, hundreds

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<v Speaker 1>of miles from the nearest town. Impossible. I shook off

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<v Speaker 1>the unease and went about opening up the cabin. It

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<v Speaker 1>had been battened down since my fall trapping season three

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<v Speaker 1>months earlier, and a thin layer of dust covered everything.

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<v Speaker 1>I fired up the wood stove first, then the small

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<v Speaker 1>generator that powered the lights and radio. Within an hour,

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<v Speaker 1>the cabin was warm and felt like my own again.

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<v Speaker 1>The cabin itself was solidly built. My grandfather and father

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<v Speaker 1>had constructed it in the late nineteen fifties using local

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<v Speaker 1>timber and stone. It consisted of a single large room,

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<v Speaker 1>with a loft sleeping area accessed by a wooden ladder.

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<v Speaker 1>The main floor had the wood stove, a small kitchen area,

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<v Speaker 1>my father's old desk where I kept maps in the

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<v Speaker 1>log books of our trap lines, and a sitting area

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<v Speaker 1>with two handmade chairs. The walls were lined with shelves

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<v Speaker 1>of supplies, tools, and my father's small library of books,

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<v Speaker 1>mostly practical guides to wilderness survival, animal behavior, and trapping,

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<v Speaker 1>but also a few dog eared classics. My father had

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<v Speaker 1>been a reader, something unusual among the men of his

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<v Speaker 1>generation and profession. I went through my usual routine of

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<v Speaker 1>checking the cabin's condition. The roof hadn't leaked, the cash

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<v Speaker 1>of emergency supplies beneath the floorboards was untouched. The stone

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<v Speaker 1>chimney drew well. Everything was as I'd left it, except

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<v Speaker 1>for one thing. The small carved wooden bear that always

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<v Speaker 1>sat on the mantle was now on my father's desk.

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<v Speaker 1>I was certain I'd left it on the mantle I

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<v Speaker 1>always did, a small superstition of mine. Perhaps I'd moved

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<v Speaker 1>it during my last visit and forgotten. I replaced the

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<v Speaker 1>bear on the mantle, then unpacked my supplies. The light

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<v Speaker 1>was already fading, winter days were short this far north,

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<v Speaker 1>so I decided to settle in for the night and

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<v Speaker 1>begin setting my trap lines. In the morning, I cooked

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<v Speaker 1>a simple meal of bacon and beans, had a finger

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<v Speaker 1>of whiskey, and read a few chapters of a Louis

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<v Speaker 1>Lamour novel I'd brought along normal routine. The strange tracks

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<v Speaker 1>outside gradually faded from my thoughts. That first night passed uneventfully.

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<v Speaker 1>I organized my supplies, oiled my traps, and planned my

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<v Speaker 1>the back of my mind, but I pushed the thought away.

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<v Speaker 1>The wilderness played tricks on a man's mind if he

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<v Speaker 1>let it. I'd learned long ago to focus on the practical,

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<v Speaker 1>the tangible. Everything else was just distraction. I awoke before dawn,

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<v Speaker 1>as was my habit. The temperature had dropped further overnight

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<v Speaker 1>and frost had formed on the inside of the windows.

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<v Speaker 1>I stoked the fire, put coffee on to boil, and

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<v Speaker 1>prepared for my first day of setting trap lines. The

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<v Speaker 1>sky was just beginning to lighten as I strapped on

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<v Speaker 1>my snow shoes and loaded my pack with traps and bait.

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<v Speaker 1>I carried my rifle at the right. Not because of

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<v Speaker 1>the mysterious tracks, I told myself, but because of wolves

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<v Speaker 1>and the occasional rogue bear. My main trap line followed

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<v Speaker 1>the frozen creek that fed into the lake, winding through

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<v Speaker 1>been working it for years and knew every bend, every

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<v Speaker 1>good spot for Martin, mink, beaver, and the occasional wolverine.

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<v Speaker 1>The morning was crisp and clear, the kind of day

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<v Speaker 1>that reminded me why I love this life despite its hardships.

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<v Speaker 1>The snow sparkled in the early light, and my breath

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<v Speaker 1>series of conna bears for Martin near a natural funnel

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<v Speaker 1>a sound so out of place in the winter forest

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<v Speaker 1>that at first my mind couldn't process it. Long mournful

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<v Speaker 1>howl that started low and rose to a pitch that

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<v Speaker 1>knew my own. This was something different, something I'd never

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<v Speaker 1>heard before. The sound echoed across the valley, bouncing off

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<v Speaker 1>the distant mountains, making it impossible to determine its source.

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<v Speaker 1>It lasted for nearly thirty seconds before fading away, leaving

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<v Speaker 1>only the soft whisper of wind through the pines. I

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<v Speaker 1>Shallow minutes passed. Then from a different direction, came in answer,

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<v Speaker 1>the same unearthly howl, but deeper, more powerful. The two

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<v Speaker 1>voices called back and forth three times before silence reclaimed

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<v Speaker 1>the forest, two of them. The thought sent a surge

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<v Speaker 1>of adrenaline through my system. I finished setting the trap

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<v Speaker 1>with shaking hands, gathered my gear, and headed back toward

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<v Speaker 1>the cabin at a pace just short of running. About

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<v Speaker 1>halfway back, I stopped abruptly. There in the snow, crossing

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<v Speaker 1>my own tracks from earlier that morning, was a fresh

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<v Speaker 1>set of the massive footprints. They came from the direction

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<v Speaker 1>of the ridge to my west, cut directly across my

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<v Speaker 1>path and continued eastward toward a series of rocky outcroppings.

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<v Speaker 1>Whatever had made them had passed this way after I

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<v Speaker 1>clear and terrifying. It had been following me. I raised

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<v Speaker 1>my rifle and scanned the forest around me. Nothing moved

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<v Speaker 1>except the occasional puff of snow falling from an overloaded branch.

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<v Speaker 1>The forest was deathly quiet. No birds, no squirrels, as

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<v Speaker 1>if every living thing was holding its breath. With my

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<v Speaker 1>heart in my throat, I continued toward the cabin, no

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<v Speaker 1>longer bothering to be quiet. Speed mattered more than stealth.

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<v Speaker 1>Now every few yards I would stop and listen, then

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<v Speaker 1>scan the trees around me. Nothing for more sasquatch ot

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<v Speaker 1>to see. We'll be right back after these messages, but

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<v Speaker 1>the sense of being watched was overwhelming. The rest of

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<v Speaker 1>that day, I stayed close to the cabin, setting traps

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<v Speaker 1>in a tight perimeter and gathering firewood. I told myself

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<v Speaker 1>it was efficient that I'd expand my range tomorrow, but

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<v Speaker 1>the truth was I didn't want to venture far, not

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<v Speaker 1>after what I'd heard and seen. As dusk approached, I

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<v Speaker 1>built up the fire in the wood stove, and made

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<v Speaker 1>a simple dinner of beans and salt pork. The windows

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<v Speaker 1>of the cabin were dark mirrors against the night, and

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<v Speaker 1>more than once I caught myself staring at them, half

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<v Speaker 1>expecting to see a face looking back at me. I

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<v Speaker 1>cleaned my rifle, meticulously loaded it, and kept it within

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<v Speaker 1>arm's reach. I decided to make an entry in my journal,

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<v Speaker 1>trying to capture the howls i'd heard in words. I

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<v Speaker 1>described them as neither human nor animal, but something that

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<v Speaker 1>exists in the space between, like the cry of something

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<v Speaker 1>that once new language but has forgotten it. As I wrote,

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<v Speaker 1>I noticed my hand was shaking slightly. I poured myself

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<v Speaker 1>a generous measure of whiskey, hoping it would steady my nerves.

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<v Speaker 1>Sleep came fitfully that night. Each creak of the cabin's timbers,

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<v Speaker 1>each whisper of wind, had me sitting upright, straining to hear.

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<v Speaker 1>But the hows didn't return, and eventually exhaustion claimed me.

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<v Speaker 1>The next morning dawned clear and cold. A fresh dusting

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<v Speaker 1>of snow had fallen overnight, covering yesterday's tracks with a

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<v Speaker 1>clean white slate. I studied the area around the cabin

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<v Speaker 1>from the windows before venturing out, no fresh tracks, no

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<v Speaker 1>signs of disturbance. Perhaps whatever had been stalking me had

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<v Speaker 1>moved on. With renewed confidence, I set out earlier than usual,

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<v Speaker 1>determined to shake off the previous day's unease and get

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<v Speaker 1>back to the business of trapping. I needed this season

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<v Speaker 1>to be productive. The fur market wasn't what it once was,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'd built a reputeation for quality pelts among the

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<v Speaker 1>buyers and Yellowknife, and I had orders to fill. I

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<v Speaker 1>headed west, this time toward a ridge where I often

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<v Speaker 1>had luck with Martin. The sun was bright, glinting off

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<v Speaker 1>the snow in a way that lifted my spirits. This

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<v Speaker 1>was just another season, I told myself, nothing different about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd set about half my traps when I found the

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<v Speaker 1>first sign, at the base of a large pine. The

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<v Speaker 1>snow had been cleared away in a rough circle about

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<v Speaker 1>six feet in diameter. In the center lay a neatly

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<v Speaker 1>arranged pile of pine cones, surrounded by a ring of

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<v Speaker 1>broken branches. It was deliberate, methodical. No animal I knew

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<v Speaker 1>behaved this way. I studied the area around the strange arrangement.

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<v Speaker 1>The snow was trampled by those same large human like tracks.

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<v Speaker 1>They led away toward a dense thicket of spruce, where

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<v Speaker 1>the branches grew so close together that I would have

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<v Speaker 1>had to crawl to follow. I marked the location in

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<v Speaker 1>my mind and moved on, but my unease had returned tenfold.

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<v Speaker 1>Twice more that day I found similar arrangements, once with

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<v Speaker 1>pine cones, once with small stones from a creek bed,

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<v Speaker 1>each time surrounded by those massive tracks. At the third site,

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<v Speaker 1>I noticed something I'd missed at the others. The tracks

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<v Speaker 1>around the arrangement weren't random. They formed a distinct pattern,

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<v Speaker 1>a spiral that wound inward toward the central pile ritual.

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<v Speaker 1>The word came unbidden to my mind, and I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>shake it once it had taken root. These weren't random disturbances.

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<v Speaker 1>They were deliberate constructions, messages of some kind. By midafternoon,

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<v Speaker 1>a sense of being watched had become overwhelming. The forest,

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<v Speaker 1>normally a place of comfort for me, now seemed full

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<v Speaker 1>of hidden eyes. I decided to check my beaver traps

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<v Speaker 1>from the previous day, then returned to the cabin. The

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<v Speaker 1>first trap was empty, as was the second. At the third,

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<v Speaker 1>I found something that stopped me cold. The trap had

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<v Speaker 1>been sprung, but there was no beaver in it. Instead,

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<v Speaker 1>the heavy steel mechanism had been carefully removed from the water, disarmed,

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<v Speaker 1>and placed on the bank. Beside it was another arrangement,

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<v Speaker 1>this time a pile of beaver tued sticks formed into

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<v Speaker 1>a crude pyramid. No animal could have done this, not

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<v Speaker 1>even a human, unless they knew exactly how to handle

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<v Speaker 1>conn of bear traps, which even experienced trappers treated with caution.

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<v Speaker 1>My mouth went dry. I was no longer alone in

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<v Speaker 1>these woods, and whatever shared them with me was intelligent

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<v Speaker 1>and deliberate in its actions. I abandoned the rest of

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<v Speaker 1>my trap checks and headed straight back to the cabin,

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<v Speaker 1>no longer bothering to hide my fear. The sun was

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<v Speaker 1>already sinking toward the horizon, casting long blue shadows across

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<v Speaker 1>the snow. I wanted to be behind the solid walls

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<v Speaker 1>of the cabin before darkness fell completely. I was within

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<v Speaker 1>half a mile of home when I heard movement in

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<v Speaker 1>the trees to my left, branches snapping under heavy weight,

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<v Speaker 1>the soft crunch of snow underfoot. I raised rifle, aiming

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<v Speaker 1>into the gathering gloom of the forest. Who's there, My

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<v Speaker 1>voice sounded thin and reedy in the vast silence. No

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<v Speaker 1>answer came, but the movement stopped. I could feel eyes

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<v Speaker 1>on me, watching, Assessing I'm armed, I called out, trying

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<v Speaker 1>to sound more confident than I felt. Show yourself. For

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<v Speaker 1>a long, tense moment, nothing happened. Then came a sound

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget, a sharp, clear, whistling, almost like a bird,

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<v Speaker 1>but too deliberate, too complex. It rose and fell in

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<v Speaker 1>a distinct pattern, unmistakably a form of communication. I backed

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<v Speaker 1>away slowly, rifles still raised, until I could turn and

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<v Speaker 1>half run, half walk the remaining distance to the cabin.

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<v Speaker 1>I burst through the door, slammed it behind me, and

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<v Speaker 1>through the heavy wooden bar across it. Only then did

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<v Speaker 1>I realize I was breathing as if I'd run miles,

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<v Speaker 1>my heart hammering against my ribs. Darkness fell quick after that.

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<v Speaker 1>I lit the kerosene lamps, built up the fire, and

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<v Speaker 1>tried to calm myself with rational thought. There had to

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<v Speaker 1>be an explanation. Perhaps another trapper had moved into the area,

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<v Speaker 1>someone with an odd sense of humor and too much

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<v Speaker 1>time on their hands. But the tracks and those howls,

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<v Speaker 1>no human I knew could make sounds like that, I

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<v Speaker 1>picked up the radio handset and tried to raise someone, anyone.

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<v Speaker 1>The nearest outpost was a small weather station about one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred miles to the southeast, staffed year round. I'd spoken

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<v Speaker 1>to them occasionally in previous seasons when the isolation got

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<v Speaker 1>to be too much. The radio crackled with static. I

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<v Speaker 1>adjusted frequencies, fiddled with the tuning, but couldn't raise a response,

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<v Speaker 1>just the empty hiss of dead air. This wasn't unusual.

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<v Speaker 1>Radio signals were notoriously unreliable in the mountains, but tonight

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<v Speaker 1>it felt ominous. I checked and rechecked the cabin's defenses.

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<v Speaker 1>The door was solid oak, the bar a thick piece

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<v Speaker 1>of hard wood that would take considerable force to break.

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<v Speaker 1>The windows were small, designed that way to conserve heat,

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<v Speaker 1>and shuddered from the inside with heavy wooden panels. The

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<v Speaker 1>chimney was the only other entry point, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>too narrow for anything larger than a Martin to squeeze through.

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<v Speaker 1>I was secure, safe, That's what I told myself. Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>I tried to distract myself with one of the Westerns

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<v Speaker 1>I'd brought, but couldn't focus on the words. They slid

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<v Speaker 1>past my eyes without registering. I found myself rereading the

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<v Speaker 1>same paragraph over and over, my attention constantly drawn to

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<v Speaker 1>the windows, the door, the sounds of the forest outside.

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<v Speaker 1>Around ten o'clock I heard it, a soft, deliberate tapping

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<v Speaker 1>on the north wall of the cabin, tap tap, tap,

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<v Speaker 1>then silence. I froze in my chair, book forgotten in

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<v Speaker 1>my lap, ear straining. It came again, this time from

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<v Speaker 1>the west wall, the same pattern, tap tap tap, testing, searching.

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<v Speaker 1>I sat rigid in my chair by the fire rifle

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<v Speaker 1>across my knees, listening to the methodical sounds testing. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought they're testing the cabin. The tapping continued for perhaps

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<v Speaker 1>twenty minutes, then stopped. What came next was worse voices,

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<v Speaker 1>low guttural vocalizations just outside the walls, not quite speech,

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<v Speaker 1>but not animal sounds either. A complex series of grunts, clicks,

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<v Speaker 1>and what I can only describe as words without consonants.

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<v Speaker 1>There were at least three distinct voices calling to each other, responding, conversing.

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<v Speaker 1>They circled the cabin for hours. Occasionally one would shake

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<v Speaker 1>the door violently or scrape at a window shutter. I

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<v Speaker 1>kept the fire burning bright and stayed in the center

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<v Speaker 1>of the room away from the walls, sleep was unthinkable.

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<v Speaker 1>Time in the early hours, when the fire had burned low,

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<v Speaker 1>one of them climbed onto the roof. I heard the

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<v Speaker 1>heavy thud of weight settling onto the rough hewn shingles,

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<v Speaker 1>then the slow, deliberate movement across the peak of the

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<v Speaker 1>roof toward the chimney. I held my breath, staring at

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<v Speaker 1>the wood stove, where a small but hot fire still burned.

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<v Speaker 1>Would it reached down, try to find a way in

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<v Speaker 1>the movement stopped directly above the chimney. For a long,

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<v Speaker 1>terrible moment, nothing happened. Then a shower of snow and

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<v Speaker 1>debris cascaded down the chimney, hissing as it hit the

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<v Speaker 1>hot stove. Something larger followed, a bundle of some kind

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<v Speaker 1>that landed with a muffled thump in the flames. Acting

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<v Speaker 1>on instinct, I grabbed the metal poker and fished the

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<v Speaker 1>object out before it could burn completely. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>small sack made of what looked like rabbit skins, crudely

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<v Speaker 1>stitched together. Inside were three objects, a smooth stone with

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<v Speaker 1>a natural hole through it, a small carved figurine that

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<v Speaker 1>might have been meant to represent a bear, and most

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<v Speaker 1>disturbing of all, a battered metal button from a coat,

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<v Speaker 1>the same kind of button that was on the winter

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<v Speaker 1>PARKA hanging by my door, A gift, A threat. I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't interpret the meaning, but the fact that there was

413
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<v Speaker 1>meaning at all terrified me more than any physical threat.

414
00:25:17.799 --> 00:25:20.839
<v Speaker 1>Whatever was out there wasn't just some unknown predator acting

415
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<v Speaker 1>on instinct. It was intelligent, communicating reaching out. Near dawn,

416
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<v Speaker 1>they left as suddenly as they had come. The forest

417
00:25:29.799 --> 00:25:33.240
<v Speaker 1>fell silent again, and I collapsed into exhausted slumber in

418
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<v Speaker 1>my chair, rifles still clutched in white knuckled hands. I

419
00:25:37.720 --> 00:25:42.079
<v Speaker 1>awoke to daylight in a deceptive normalcy. Birds called outside,

420
00:25:42.559 --> 00:25:45.680
<v Speaker 1>a squirrel chattered on the roof. For a moment, I

421
00:25:45.720 --> 00:25:49.039
<v Speaker 1>wondered if I had dreamed the entire night's events. Then

422
00:25:49.039 --> 00:25:52.279
<v Speaker 1>I looked at the floor. Underneath the single window on

423
00:25:52.359 --> 00:25:55.599
<v Speaker 1>the east wall, where the shutter hadn't quite closed properly,

424
00:25:56.200 --> 00:25:58.920
<v Speaker 1>was a line of huge, four fingered hand prints in

425
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<v Speaker 1>the dust. Something had pressed its hands against the glass,

426
00:26:03.079 --> 00:26:06.000
<v Speaker 1>peering in at me as I slept. I approached the

427
00:26:06.000 --> 00:26:10.559
<v Speaker 1>window cautiously. The handprints were unmistakable, twice the size of

428
00:26:10.599 --> 00:26:14.119
<v Speaker 1>my own, but with only four digits, including an opposed thumb.

429
00:26:14.960 --> 00:26:18.160
<v Speaker 1>The shape was broadly human, but the proportions were off,

430
00:26:18.680 --> 00:26:22.640
<v Speaker 1>the fingers too long, the palm too wide. I placed

431
00:26:22.640 --> 00:26:24.359
<v Speaker 1>my own hand next to one of the prints for

432
00:26:24.400 --> 00:26:27.839
<v Speaker 1>comparison and felt a wave of vertigo at the size difference.

433
00:26:28.640 --> 00:26:31.640
<v Speaker 1>I spent that day fortifying the cabin. I nailed the

434
00:26:31.640 --> 00:26:35.519
<v Speaker 1>shutters closed, reinforced the door bar, and piled my heaviest

435
00:26:35.519 --> 00:26:38.960
<v Speaker 1>equipment against the walls. Part of me knew it was futile.

436
00:26:39.440 --> 00:26:42.119
<v Speaker 1>If they wanted in, they would get in, but the

437
00:26:42.160 --> 00:26:46.079
<v Speaker 1>activity kept the terror at bay. While working, I found

438
00:26:46.079 --> 00:26:49.720
<v Speaker 1>more evidence of their presence. Tufts of dark, coarse hair

439
00:26:49.799 --> 00:26:52.920
<v Speaker 1>caught on the rough wood of the cabin's exterior. A

440
00:26:52.920 --> 00:26:56.359
<v Speaker 1>half eaten rabbit carcass under the porch, the flesh torn

441
00:26:56.440 --> 00:26:59.960
<v Speaker 1>with teeth marks larger than any wolves and most unsett

442
00:27:00.720 --> 00:27:03.599
<v Speaker 1>A crude symbol scratched into the wood beside the door,

443
00:27:04.240 --> 00:27:07.200
<v Speaker 1>a spiral similar to the arrangements I'd found in the forest.

444
00:27:08.160 --> 00:27:11.000
<v Speaker 1>By afternoon, I'd convinced myself to try the radio again.

445
00:27:11.759 --> 00:27:13.920
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't planned to check in with the nearest ranger

446
00:27:13.920 --> 00:27:18.559
<v Speaker 1>station until next week, but circumstances had changed. I needed

447
00:27:18.559 --> 00:27:22.200
<v Speaker 1>to get out, to leave this place before nightfall. The

448
00:27:22.279 --> 00:27:25.960
<v Speaker 1>radio sputtered to life, but produced only static. I tried

449
00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:29.680
<v Speaker 1>all frequencies, even fiddled with the antenna, but couldn't raise

450
00:27:29.680 --> 00:27:34.319
<v Speaker 1>a response. Whether due to weather conditions or other interference,

451
00:27:34.400 --> 00:27:37.960
<v Speaker 1>I was cut off. My only option was the plane.

452
00:27:38.039 --> 00:27:39.960
<v Speaker 1>If I could reach it, I could be airborne in

453
00:27:40.039 --> 00:27:43.440
<v Speaker 1>minutes away from this nightmare. But the clearing was a

454
00:27:43.440 --> 00:27:46.839
<v Speaker 1>good fifty yards from the cabin door. Across open ground,

455
00:27:47.559 --> 00:27:51.880
<v Speaker 1>I would be exposed, vulnerable. I watched through a crack

456
00:27:51.920 --> 00:27:55.079
<v Speaker 1>in the shutters as the sun began its descent, the

457
00:27:55.119 --> 00:27:58.400
<v Speaker 1>shadows of the forest crept closer to the cabin, dark

458
00:27:58.440 --> 00:28:02.720
<v Speaker 1>fingers reaching across the snow. I had to decide try

459
00:28:02.759 --> 00:28:05.240
<v Speaker 1>for the plane now in the last of the daylight,

460
00:28:05.680 --> 00:28:09.079
<v Speaker 1>or spend another night under siege. In an attempt to

461
00:28:09.160 --> 00:28:12.920
<v Speaker 1>organize my thoughts, I turned to my journal. I documented

462
00:28:12.960 --> 00:28:16.400
<v Speaker 1>everything that had happened since my arrival, the tracks, the

463
00:28:16.519 --> 00:28:20.079
<v Speaker 1>arrangements in the forest, the disarmed trap, the events of

464
00:28:20.079 --> 00:28:23.680
<v Speaker 1>the night. Writing it down somehow made it more manageable,

465
00:28:24.079 --> 00:28:28.680
<v Speaker 1>transforming formless terror into concrete problems to be solved. My

466
00:28:28.720 --> 00:28:31.759
<v Speaker 1>grandfather had been right about that. The decision was made

467
00:28:31.759 --> 00:28:33.559
<v Speaker 1>for me when I saw movement at the edge of

468
00:28:33.559 --> 00:28:37.519
<v Speaker 1>the clearing. At first, just a shadow among shadows, but

469
00:28:37.599 --> 00:28:40.200
<v Speaker 1>then it emerged into the open and I got my

470
00:28:40.319 --> 00:28:43.119
<v Speaker 1>first clear look at what had been stalking me. It

471
00:28:43.160 --> 00:28:46.839
<v Speaker 1>stood at least eight feet tall, maybe taller, its body

472
00:28:46.880 --> 00:28:50.319
<v Speaker 1>covered in dark, matted hair. But it wasn't the size

473
00:28:50.400 --> 00:28:53.119
<v Speaker 1>that froze the breath in my lungs. It was how

474
00:28:53.119 --> 00:28:57.559
<v Speaker 1>it moved upright, like a man with a fluid grace

475
00:28:57.599 --> 00:29:01.440
<v Speaker 1>that spoke of power and intelligence. Its arms hung long

476
00:29:01.519 --> 00:29:05.759
<v Speaker 1>at its sides, massive hands clearly visible. Its head was

477
00:29:05.799 --> 00:29:09.000
<v Speaker 1>set directly on broad shoulders, no neck to speak of,

478
00:29:09.599 --> 00:29:11.720
<v Speaker 1>And though I couldn't make out its face clearly at

479
00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:16.640
<v Speaker 1>that distance, I could see the eyes, dark reflective, watching

480
00:29:16.680 --> 00:29:22.079
<v Speaker 1>the cabin, watching me. I'd seen bears, wolves, cougars, all

481
00:29:22.160 --> 00:29:24.960
<v Speaker 1>the predators of the north Woods, none of them had

482
00:29:25.000 --> 00:29:27.720
<v Speaker 1>ever looked at me the way this creature did. There

483
00:29:27.720 --> 00:29:32.799
<v Speaker 1>was purpose in that gaze, intelligence, awareness. As if sensing

484
00:29:32.880 --> 00:29:35.960
<v Speaker 1>my gaze, it turned its head directly toward my hiding spot.

485
00:29:36.799 --> 00:29:40.480
<v Speaker 1>We stared at each other across the clearing, human and other.

486
00:29:41.480 --> 00:29:44.519
<v Speaker 1>After a long moment, it raised one massive hand and

487
00:29:44.559 --> 00:29:48.839
<v Speaker 1>deliberately beckoned to me a clear, unmistakable gesture to come out.

488
00:29:49.640 --> 00:29:52.880
<v Speaker 1>I recoiled from the window, my mind struggling to process

489
00:29:52.880 --> 00:29:56.440
<v Speaker 1>what I'd seen, not just the creature itself, but that

490
00:29:56.559 --> 00:30:02.240
<v Speaker 1>human gesture. The implications were too terrible to contemplate, and

491
00:30:02.519 --> 00:30:04.720
<v Speaker 1>stay tuned for more Sasquatch ott to see. We'll be

492
00:30:04.799 --> 00:30:13.440
<v Speaker 1>right back. After these messages, within minutes, darkness fell completely,

493
00:30:13.799 --> 00:30:16.759
<v Speaker 1>and the siege of the previous night resumed, but with

494
00:30:16.839 --> 00:30:20.839
<v Speaker 1>greater intensity. The creatures, three or four of them at least,

495
00:30:21.240 --> 00:30:25.839
<v Speaker 1>began systematically testing the cabin's defenses. They pushed against the door,

496
00:30:26.200 --> 00:30:29.480
<v Speaker 1>rattled the shutters, even began digging at the foundation where

497
00:30:29.480 --> 00:30:34.319
<v Speaker 1>the cabin met the ground. Their vocalizations grew louder, more urgent,

498
00:30:34.880 --> 00:30:40.279
<v Speaker 1>calls and responses, complex patterns that could only be language. Occasionally,

499
00:30:40.279 --> 00:30:42.519
<v Speaker 1>one would strike the walls with what sounded like a

500
00:30:42.519 --> 00:30:47.559
<v Speaker 1>heavy branch, the impacts shaking the entire structure. I crouched

501
00:30:47.559 --> 00:30:50.240
<v Speaker 1>in the center of the room, rifle aimed at the door,

502
00:30:50.680 --> 00:30:53.559
<v Speaker 1>the only point of entry large enough for their massive frames.

503
00:30:54.440 --> 00:30:58.200
<v Speaker 1>Hours passed this way, a stand off between one terrified

504
00:30:58.240 --> 00:31:01.920
<v Speaker 1>man and the impossible creatures that under him. The darkness

505
00:31:01.920 --> 00:31:05.400
<v Speaker 1>inside the cabin was nearly complete. Now I'd extinguished the

506
00:31:05.480 --> 00:31:09.519
<v Speaker 1>kerosene lamps, not wanting to silhouette myself against the windows.

507
00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:12.079
<v Speaker 1>The only light came from the dying embers in the

508
00:31:12.119 --> 00:31:15.400
<v Speaker 1>wood stove, casting a faint ruddy glow over the room.

509
00:31:16.240 --> 00:31:19.000
<v Speaker 1>I could hear them moving around the cabin, their heavy

510
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:23.119
<v Speaker 1>footsteps crunching in the snow. They're breathing, sometimes audible through

511
00:31:23.160 --> 00:31:27.799
<v Speaker 1>the walls. Around one am, a new sound emerged, a

512
00:31:27.880 --> 00:31:31.920
<v Speaker 1>rhythmic pounding on the ground outside, not random or aggressive,

513
00:31:32.319 --> 00:31:39.240
<v Speaker 1>but patterned, deliberate, one two three pause, one two three pause.

514
00:31:40.240 --> 00:31:44.319
<v Speaker 1>It continued for several minutes, gradually increasing in tempo and volume.

515
00:31:45.079 --> 00:31:48.960
<v Speaker 1>Then came the howls again, but not like before. These

516
00:31:49.000 --> 00:31:53.960
<v Speaker 1>were harmonized, layered, almost musical in their complexity. The sound

517
00:31:54.039 --> 00:31:56.720
<v Speaker 1>raised the hair on my arms, not just from fear,

518
00:31:57.079 --> 00:32:02.559
<v Speaker 1>but from something deeper, more primal recognition. Perhaps some part

519
00:32:02.559 --> 00:32:06.960
<v Speaker 1>of me, buried beneath layers of civilization understood this as communication.

520
00:32:07.960 --> 00:32:11.480
<v Speaker 1>Around three am, they changed tactics. The assaults on the

521
00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:15.799
<v Speaker 1>cabin stopped abruptly, replaced by a soft, almost melodic series

522
00:32:15.839 --> 00:32:20.880
<v Speaker 1>of calls just outside the door, coaxing enticing. When I

523
00:32:20.920 --> 00:32:25.000
<v Speaker 1>didn't respond, one of them began mimicking human sounds, first

524
00:32:25.000 --> 00:32:28.559
<v Speaker 1>wordless cries, then broken fragments that chilled me to the bone.

525
00:32:29.400 --> 00:32:35.519
<v Speaker 1>C come out. The voice was deep, guttural, the words

526
00:32:35.599 --> 00:32:41.480
<v Speaker 1>malformed but unmistakable human speech, or a nightmarish approximation of it.

527
00:32:42.279 --> 00:32:44.920
<v Speaker 1>Had they learned this to lure victims? Or had they

528
00:32:44.960 --> 00:32:49.160
<v Speaker 1>been watching us, learning from us for longer than anyone suspected?

529
00:32:49.960 --> 00:32:54.960
<v Speaker 1>No harm? I bit back a scream, pressing myself against

530
00:32:55.000 --> 00:32:58.839
<v Speaker 1>the far wall. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be happening.

531
00:33:00.079 --> 00:33:05.240
<v Speaker 1>Homess my name. They knew my name? How could they

532
00:33:05.240 --> 00:33:08.640
<v Speaker 1>know my name? I clapped my hands over my ears,

533
00:33:09.079 --> 00:33:11.000
<v Speaker 1>unable to bear the sound of my name and that

534
00:33:11.079 --> 00:33:15.799
<v Speaker 1>inhuman voice. But the voice continued, growing more articulate with

535
00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:18.599
<v Speaker 1>each attempt, as if it were remembering how to form

536
00:33:18.640 --> 00:33:23.279
<v Speaker 1>the sounds. Thomas Mercer, my full name.

537
00:33:23.319 --> 00:33:23.519
<v Speaker 2>Now.

538
00:33:24.400 --> 00:33:27.519
<v Speaker 1>I lowered the rifle, my hand shaking too badly to aim.

539
00:33:27.799 --> 00:33:31.680
<v Speaker 1>This was beyond fear, beyond terror. This was something for

540
00:33:31.680 --> 00:33:35.920
<v Speaker 1>which I had no reference point, no framework to process. Father,

541
00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:42.839
<v Speaker 1>cabin Father. I froze my father. They were speaking about

542
00:33:42.839 --> 00:33:46.200
<v Speaker 1>my father. Had they known him? Watched him all those

543
00:33:46.279 --> 00:33:49.880
<v Speaker 1>years he'd trapped these woods alone, or a thought too

544
00:33:50.000 --> 00:33:53.599
<v Speaker 1>terrible to form fully had they been responsible for his death?

545
00:33:54.519 --> 00:34:00.599
<v Speaker 1>Heart stop? Sorry, No, it wasn't possible. My father had

546
00:34:00.640 --> 00:34:03.480
<v Speaker 1>died of a heart attack. The autopsy had confirmed it.

547
00:34:04.279 --> 00:34:08.000
<v Speaker 1>But out here alone in the wilderness, with strange creatures

548
00:34:08.000 --> 00:34:10.519
<v Speaker 1>speaking my father's name through the walls of his cabin,

549
00:34:11.239 --> 00:34:15.400
<v Speaker 1>doubt began to gnaw at the edges of certainty. Help him.

550
00:34:16.199 --> 00:34:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Too late, I found my voice at last, though it

551
00:34:19.840 --> 00:34:22.760
<v Speaker 1>emerged as little more than a croak, What do you

552
00:34:22.800 --> 00:34:27.239
<v Speaker 1>want from me? Silence followed my question, so complete I

553
00:34:27.239 --> 00:34:30.400
<v Speaker 1>could hear the blood rushing in my ears. Then, after

554
00:34:30.440 --> 00:34:34.199
<v Speaker 1>what seemed an eternity, the voice came again, closer now,

555
00:34:34.639 --> 00:34:36.840
<v Speaker 1>as if its owner had pressed its mouth to the

556
00:34:36.960 --> 00:34:41.360
<v Speaker 1>very seam of the door. See you know you long watch,

557
00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:45.880
<v Speaker 1>long watch? The words echoed in my mind. Had they

558
00:34:45.880 --> 00:34:48.840
<v Speaker 1>been watching our family for generations? Was that how they

559
00:34:48.920 --> 00:34:54.039
<v Speaker 1>knew me? Knew my father? Why? I managed to ask? Why? Now?

560
00:34:55.039 --> 00:35:01.920
<v Speaker 1>Why me? Others coming? Bad ones? Hunt us? Hunt? You

561
00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:10.159
<v Speaker 1>need alliance, alliance. The concept was so unexpected, so far

562
00:35:10.199 --> 00:35:12.760
<v Speaker 1>from the terror of being hunted, that I couldn't immediately

563
00:35:12.760 --> 00:35:16.119
<v Speaker 1>process it. They weren't trying to kill me. They wanted

564
00:35:16.119 --> 00:35:22.679
<v Speaker 1>an alliance. What others? Who's hunting you? Men? Guns, trucks?

565
00:35:23.039 --> 00:35:29.599
<v Speaker 1>South Ridge? Three days find us, find cabin poachers, researchers.

566
00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:33.079
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't make sense of it, but the genuine fear

567
00:35:33.159 --> 00:35:37.320
<v Speaker 1>in that inhuman voice was unmistakable. Show yourself, I said,

568
00:35:37.800 --> 00:35:40.880
<v Speaker 1>surprised by the steadiness in my voice. Come where I

569
00:35:40.880 --> 00:35:46.360
<v Speaker 1>can see you alone. Then we'll talk. Silence again, Then

570
00:35:46.400 --> 00:35:49.920
<v Speaker 1>a soft tapping on the shuttered window. Three quick taps,

571
00:35:50.360 --> 00:35:55.679
<v Speaker 1>three slow, three quick, some kind of acknowledgment. The presence

572
00:35:55.719 --> 00:35:59.719
<v Speaker 1>at the door moved away. I heard footsteps retreating, followed

573
00:35:59.719 --> 00:36:02.440
<v Speaker 1>by a complex series of calls and responses as the

574
00:36:02.440 --> 00:36:07.800
<v Speaker 1>creatures communicated among themselves. Then silence fell once more. I

575
00:36:07.800 --> 00:36:10.519
<v Speaker 1>didn't sleep that night. I sat with my back against

576
00:36:10.559 --> 00:36:14.079
<v Speaker 1>the wall, rifle across my knees, straining to hear any

577
00:36:14.119 --> 00:36:18.400
<v Speaker 1>movement outside. But the creatures had withdrawn, at least for now.

578
00:36:19.400 --> 00:36:22.840
<v Speaker 1>The silence stretched, broken only by the occasional pop from

579
00:36:22.840 --> 00:36:26.159
<v Speaker 1>the wood stove or creak of the cabin settling. As

580
00:36:26.199 --> 00:36:28.639
<v Speaker 1>the first gray light of dawn seeped through the cracks

581
00:36:28.639 --> 00:36:33.159
<v Speaker 1>in the shutters, I rose stiffly muscles protesting after hours

582
00:36:33.159 --> 00:36:37.480
<v Speaker 1>of immobility. I approached the window facing the clearing, working

583
00:36:37.599 --> 00:36:40.679
<v Speaker 1>up the courage to look outside. What would I see

584
00:36:40.679 --> 00:36:44.599
<v Speaker 1>in the light of day, empty snow, those massive tracks,

585
00:36:45.199 --> 00:36:48.519
<v Speaker 1>or something worse. I eased the shutter open a crack

586
00:36:48.599 --> 00:36:51.880
<v Speaker 1>and peered out. The clearing lay pristine in the early

587
00:36:51.920 --> 00:36:55.880
<v Speaker 1>morning light, unmarked except for my own tracks from previous days.

588
00:36:56.719 --> 00:37:00.239
<v Speaker 1>The forest beyond stood silent, the trees heavy with fresh

589
00:37:00.320 --> 00:37:03.199
<v Speaker 1>snow that must have fallen in the night. No sign

590
00:37:03.280 --> 00:37:06.039
<v Speaker 1>of the creatures, no evidence they had ever been there

591
00:37:06.079 --> 00:37:08.920
<v Speaker 1>at all, save for the lingering memory of that voice

592
00:37:08.920 --> 00:37:12.960
<v Speaker 1>speaking my name. Had I imagined it all? Was this

593
00:37:13.000 --> 00:37:16.360
<v Speaker 1>what my grandfather had warned about the mind playing tricks

594
00:37:16.360 --> 00:37:20.239
<v Speaker 1>in the isolation? I rubbed my face, feeling the rough

595
00:37:20.280 --> 00:37:24.280
<v Speaker 1>stubble that had grown since my arrival. No, the tracks

596
00:37:24.280 --> 00:37:28.320
<v Speaker 1>had been real. The disarmed trap, the bundle dropped down

597
00:37:28.360 --> 00:37:31.320
<v Speaker 1>the chimney. I glanced at the small table where I'd

598
00:37:31.320 --> 00:37:34.320
<v Speaker 1>placed the objects from the bundle. They were still there,

599
00:37:34.800 --> 00:37:38.760
<v Speaker 1>the old stone, the crude figurine, the metal button. Not

600
00:37:38.840 --> 00:37:45.119
<v Speaker 1>imagination real. With daylight came clarity and determination. I couldn't

601
00:37:45.119 --> 00:37:47.559
<v Speaker 1>spend another night in the cabin. I would make a

602
00:37:47.639 --> 00:37:51.000
<v Speaker 1>run for the plane, risk everything. On one desperate dash

603
00:37:51.039 --> 00:37:56.320
<v Speaker 1>across the clearing, I gathered only what was essential, my rifle, ammunition,

604
00:37:56.719 --> 00:37:59.679
<v Speaker 1>the emergency kit from under the bed. I checked the

605
00:37:59.719 --> 00:38:03.159
<v Speaker 1>action on the rifle one last time, steeled myself and

606
00:38:03.239 --> 00:38:07.000
<v Speaker 1>approached the door. The forest was quiet, peaceful in the

607
00:38:07.039 --> 00:38:10.960
<v Speaker 1>early morning light, no sign of the creatures. I removed

608
00:38:10.960 --> 00:38:13.280
<v Speaker 1>the bar from the door with trembling hands and eased

609
00:38:13.320 --> 00:38:16.559
<v Speaker 1>it open a crack. The clearing lay empty before me,

610
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>the plane a tantalizing promise of escape just fifty yards away.

611
00:38:21.280 --> 00:38:24.960
<v Speaker 1>I stepped out, cautiously, rifle ready, ies scanning the tree

612
00:38:25.000 --> 00:38:28.960
<v Speaker 1>line for any movement. Nothing. Ten steps from the cabin,

613
00:38:29.039 --> 00:38:31.480
<v Speaker 1>now moving as quickly as I dared through the knee

614
00:38:31.480 --> 00:38:36.440
<v Speaker 1>deep snow. Twenty steps halfway there, the attack came, not

615
00:38:36.519 --> 00:38:38.800
<v Speaker 1>from the forest, but from the roof of the cabin

616
00:38:38.880 --> 00:38:42.440
<v Speaker 1>behind me. A tremendous crash as something heavy landed in

617
00:38:42.480 --> 00:38:44.880
<v Speaker 1>the snow, and then a roar that shook me to

618
00:38:44.960 --> 00:38:49.199
<v Speaker 1>my core. Rage and hunger and something almost like sorrow

619
00:38:49.480 --> 00:38:53.159
<v Speaker 1>combined in one terrible sound. I turned and fired in

620
00:38:53.239 --> 00:38:56.840
<v Speaker 1>one motion. The rifles report deafening in the winter stillness.

621
00:38:57.519 --> 00:39:00.760
<v Speaker 1>The creature staggered but didn't fall. It stood less than

622
00:39:00.760 --> 00:39:04.559
<v Speaker 1>twenty feet from me, even more massive up close, its

623
00:39:04.599 --> 00:39:07.159
<v Speaker 1>broad chest showing a bloom of red where my bullet

624
00:39:07.199 --> 00:39:12.000
<v Speaker 1>had struck, not a killing shot. Its face, God helped me.

625
00:39:12.519 --> 00:39:17.199
<v Speaker 1>Its face nearly human, but horribly wrong, like something formed

626
00:39:17.199 --> 00:39:19.800
<v Speaker 1>by hands that had only been told what humans looked

627
00:39:19.880 --> 00:39:23.960
<v Speaker 1>like but had never seen one. The eyes, though, The

628
00:39:24.000 --> 00:39:27.400
<v Speaker 1>eyes were the worst part, because there was intelligence there,

629
00:39:27.800 --> 00:39:32.719
<v Speaker 1>an emotion, and a terrible awful recognition. It roared again

630
00:39:32.800 --> 00:39:37.880
<v Speaker 1>and charged. I fired twice more desperately, the recoil bruising

631
00:39:37.960 --> 00:39:41.440
<v Speaker 1>my shoulder. The second shot missed, but the third hit

632
00:39:41.480 --> 00:39:45.400
<v Speaker 1>it squarely in the chest. It stumbled, fell to its knees,

633
00:39:45.559 --> 00:39:48.960
<v Speaker 1>but kept coming, crawling, now leaving a trail of dark

634
00:39:49.039 --> 00:39:52.920
<v Speaker 1>blood on the pristine snow. I backed away toward the plane,

635
00:39:53.280 --> 00:39:56.480
<v Speaker 1>unable to tear my gaze from the creature. It stopped

636
00:39:56.519 --> 00:39:59.960
<v Speaker 1>its advance about ten feet from me, swaying on its knees.

637
00:40:00.760 --> 00:40:03.800
<v Speaker 1>Blood poured from its wounds, steaming in the cold air.

638
00:40:04.519 --> 00:40:07.320
<v Speaker 1>It raised its head with obvious effort and looked directly

639
00:40:07.360 --> 00:40:11.719
<v Speaker 1>into my eyes. Then it spoke one clear, perfect word

640
00:40:11.960 --> 00:40:13.960
<v Speaker 1>in a voice that sounded as though it hadn't been

641
00:40:14.079 --> 00:40:18.239
<v Speaker 1>used for speech in a very long time. Why I

642
00:40:18.320 --> 00:40:21.880
<v Speaker 1>broke turned and ran the remaining distance to the plane,

643
00:40:22.400 --> 00:40:26.480
<v Speaker 1>fumbling with the door, throwing myself inside. My hands shook

644
00:40:26.519 --> 00:40:28.840
<v Speaker 1>so badly I could barely get the key in the ignition.

645
00:40:29.599 --> 00:40:33.719
<v Speaker 1>The engine coughed, sputtered, then roared to life. As I

646
00:40:33.760 --> 00:40:36.840
<v Speaker 1>began taxing, I looked back. The creature still knelt in

647
00:40:36.880 --> 00:40:41.079
<v Speaker 1>the snow, watching me, but it wasn't alone anymore. From

648
00:40:41.119 --> 00:40:43.239
<v Speaker 1>the edge of the forest, two more of its kind

649
00:40:43.280 --> 00:40:48.079
<v Speaker 1>had emerged, larger, darker, moving with terrible purpose toward their

650
00:40:48.119 --> 00:40:52.360
<v Speaker 1>fallen companion, toward my cabin. One carried what looked like

651
00:40:52.400 --> 00:40:55.480
<v Speaker 1>a crude spear. I gunned the engine and took off,

652
00:40:55.920 --> 00:40:59.440
<v Speaker 1>the little plane struggling for altitude Below me, the three

653
00:40:59.480 --> 00:41:03.719
<v Speaker 1>figures smaller, becoming dark specks against the white clearing, and

654
00:41:03.760 --> 00:41:08.559
<v Speaker 1>then vanishing altogether. As I banked away, heading south toward civilization,

655
00:41:09.079 --> 00:41:13.119
<v Speaker 1>toward sanity. But something made me circle back, flying high

656
00:41:13.159 --> 00:41:16.559
<v Speaker 1>above the clearing one last time. What I saw froze

657
00:41:16.599 --> 00:41:19.480
<v Speaker 1>the blood in my veins. There were more of them, now,

658
00:41:19.960 --> 00:41:22.760
<v Speaker 1>at least a dozen, forming a rough circle around their

659
00:41:22.760 --> 00:41:26.159
<v Speaker 1>fallen comrade, and beyond them, at the edge of the

660
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:30.480
<v Speaker 1>forest to the south was what they had warned me about. Vehicles,

661
00:41:31.000 --> 00:41:34.000
<v Speaker 1>three snowmobiles, and what looked like a modified all terrain

662
00:41:34.079 --> 00:41:38.320
<v Speaker 1>truck with caterpillar treads. Men moved around them carrying what

663
00:41:38.360 --> 00:41:41.480
<v Speaker 1>could only be rifles. I wasn't the only human who

664
00:41:41.559 --> 00:41:45.000
<v Speaker 1>knew about these creatures, and unlike me, these men had

665
00:41:45.039 --> 00:41:48.639
<v Speaker 1>come prepared to hunt. For a wild moment, I considered

666
00:41:48.719 --> 00:41:53.639
<v Speaker 1>landing again, warning the creatures, helping them somehow. They had

667
00:41:53.639 --> 00:41:57.320
<v Speaker 1>tried to communicate, tried to form an alliance. They had

668
00:41:57.360 --> 00:42:00.840
<v Speaker 1>known my father, perhaps even tried to help him, but

669
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:04.280
<v Speaker 1>self preservation won out. I banked the plane again and

670
00:42:04.320 --> 00:42:08.360
<v Speaker 1>headed south, leaving the cabin, the creatures, and the hunters behind.

671
00:42:09.280 --> 00:42:12.559
<v Speaker 1>It took me three hours to reach Yellowknife. I landed

672
00:42:12.599 --> 00:42:15.559
<v Speaker 1>at the small airfield on the outskirts of town, my

673
00:42:15.639 --> 00:42:19.559
<v Speaker 1>mind still reeling from everything that had happened. The normalcy

674
00:42:19.599 --> 00:42:23.800
<v Speaker 1>of civilization felt surreal after what I'd experienced. People going

675
00:42:23.800 --> 00:42:28.000
<v Speaker 1>about their day, cars on the roads, smoke rising from chimneys,

676
00:42:28.639 --> 00:42:31.400
<v Speaker 1>a different world entirely from the one I just fled.

677
00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:35.159
<v Speaker 1>I gave a statement to the local ranger station, A

678
00:42:35.159 --> 00:42:38.800
<v Speaker 1>heavily edited version of events. I told them I'd spotted

679
00:42:38.800 --> 00:42:41.920
<v Speaker 1>poachers near my cabin, men with heavy weapons who didn't

680
00:42:41.920 --> 00:42:45.480
<v Speaker 1>look like legitimate hunters. I described the vehicles as best

681
00:42:45.480 --> 00:42:49.679
<v Speaker 1>I could. I said nothing about massive footprints, disarmed traps,

682
00:42:50.000 --> 00:42:54.079
<v Speaker 1>or creatures that spoke my name. The rangers promised to investigate,

683
00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:57.679
<v Speaker 1>but I could see the skepticism in their eyes. Poachers

684
00:42:57.719 --> 00:43:00.760
<v Speaker 1>weren't uncommon, but they rarely ventured so deep into the

685
00:43:00.800 --> 00:43:05.320
<v Speaker 1>back country, especially in winter. Without more concrete evidence, I

686
00:43:05.320 --> 00:43:09.039
<v Speaker 1>suspected my report would be filed and forgotten. I spent

687
00:43:09.119 --> 00:43:11.440
<v Speaker 1>that night in a small motel on the edge of town,

688
00:43:11.920 --> 00:43:15.239
<v Speaker 1>unable to sleep, despite the comfortable bed and secure walls.

689
00:43:16.119 --> 00:43:18.719
<v Speaker 1>Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that creature

690
00:43:18.800 --> 00:43:22.320
<v Speaker 1>kneeling in the snow, asking me why as its life

691
00:43:22.360 --> 00:43:26.039
<v Speaker 1>blood drained away. I saw the others emerging from the forest,

692
00:43:26.400 --> 00:43:29.519
<v Speaker 1>moving to protect their fallen comrade. I saw the men

693
00:43:29.559 --> 00:43:33.360
<v Speaker 1>with rifles hunting them. Had I killed it? The question

694
00:43:33.480 --> 00:43:37.480
<v Speaker 1>haunted me. I'd hit it at least twice center mass.

695
00:43:37.880 --> 00:43:41.320
<v Speaker 1>But how durable were these creatures? How similar to humans

696
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:45.000
<v Speaker 1>in their physiology? It had still been alive when I fled,

697
00:43:45.519 --> 00:43:47.679
<v Speaker 1>but with wounds that would have been fatal to a man.

698
00:43:48.639 --> 00:43:51.920
<v Speaker 1>Three days later, unable to bear the uncertainty any longer,

699
00:43:52.239 --> 00:43:55.599
<v Speaker 1>I flew back, not to land. I didn't have the

700
00:43:55.639 --> 00:43:59.199
<v Speaker 1>courage for that, but to observe from above, to see

701
00:43:59.199 --> 00:44:02.920
<v Speaker 1>what had happened in my absence. The clearing looked undisturbed

702
00:44:02.920 --> 00:44:06.239
<v Speaker 1>from the air. My cabin still stood no sign of

703
00:44:06.320 --> 00:44:10.079
<v Speaker 1>damage or forced entry. The area around it was crisscrossed

704
00:44:10.079 --> 00:44:13.480
<v Speaker 1>with tracks, both the large footprints of the creatures and

705
00:44:13.519 --> 00:44:17.199
<v Speaker 1>the mechanical patterns of snowmobile treads. There had been a

706
00:44:17.239 --> 00:44:22.039
<v Speaker 1>confrontation here, that much was clear. I circled lower, looking

707
00:44:22.079 --> 00:44:25.280
<v Speaker 1>for signs of blood, bodies, anything that might tell me

708
00:44:25.320 --> 00:44:29.320
<v Speaker 1>the outcome. Near the edge of the forest, I spotted something,

709
00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:32.320
<v Speaker 1>a dark patch in the snow that could have been blood.

710
00:44:33.159 --> 00:44:36.840
<v Speaker 1>Beside it, arranged in a perfect circle, were pine branches,

711
00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:42.000
<v Speaker 1>a marker, a memorial. Perhaps. I never returned to that cabin,

712
00:44:42.719 --> 00:44:45.480
<v Speaker 1>told the authorities there had been a terrible accident, that

713
00:44:45.559 --> 00:44:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I'd burned it down through carelessness. Better that than trying

714
00:44:48.880 --> 00:44:52.280
<v Speaker 1>to explain what I'd encountered. Better that than admitting I'd

715
00:44:52.320 --> 00:44:55.039
<v Speaker 1>shot a being that could speak, that knew my name,

716
00:44:55.679 --> 00:44:59.480
<v Speaker 1>that asked me why as it died, did it die?

717
00:45:00.280 --> 00:45:03.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. That question has haunted me for thirty

718
00:45:03.360 --> 00:45:07.719
<v Speaker 1>years now, along with another more terrible one. What if

719
00:45:07.760 --> 00:45:11.760
<v Speaker 1>they weren't monsters at all? What if they were something else, entirely,

720
00:45:12.440 --> 00:45:16.639
<v Speaker 1>something ancient, intelligent, a people who had shared this continent

721
00:45:16.679 --> 00:45:20.320
<v Speaker 1>with us all along, keeping to the deep woods, watching

722
00:45:20.440 --> 00:45:23.719
<v Speaker 1>us from afar. And what if I, in my fear

723
00:45:23.760 --> 00:45:27.159
<v Speaker 1>and ignorance, had committed a murder. I live in the

724
00:45:27.159 --> 00:45:29.960
<v Speaker 1>city now, haven't set foot in the deep wilderness since

725
00:45:30.000 --> 00:45:33.840
<v Speaker 1>that winter. I sold the trap lines, sold Claire, took

726
00:45:33.880 --> 00:45:37.000
<v Speaker 1>what money I had and moved south to Vancouver, got

727
00:45:37.000 --> 00:45:40.400
<v Speaker 1>a job in construction, eventually started my own small business

728
00:45:40.440 --> 00:45:43.840
<v Speaker 1>as a general contractor. Married a kind woman who doesn't

729
00:45:43.880 --> 00:45:47.400
<v Speaker 1>ask too many questions about my past. Had two daughters

730
00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:49.679
<v Speaker 1>who've never heard the full story of why their father

731
00:45:49.719 --> 00:45:53.039
<v Speaker 1>doesn't take them camping or hiking, Why he flinches at

732
00:45:53.079 --> 00:45:56.679
<v Speaker 1>certain sounds in the night, why he still wakes sometimes

733
00:45:57.000 --> 00:45:59.920
<v Speaker 1>drenched in sweat, reaching for a rifle. That isn't they

734
00:46:00.920 --> 00:46:03.719
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes on cold nights, when the wind howls around the

735
00:46:03.719 --> 00:46:06.920
<v Speaker 1>corners of my apartment building, I imagine I hear those

736
00:46:06.960 --> 00:46:11.480
<v Speaker 1>calls again, those complex melodic vocalizations that might have been

737
00:46:11.480 --> 00:46:15.440
<v Speaker 1>a language older than human speech. I've researched them. Of course,

738
00:46:16.159 --> 00:46:19.480
<v Speaker 1>what began as casual reading quickly evolved into an obsession

739
00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:22.719
<v Speaker 1>that has consumed much of my adult life. In the

740
00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:27.199
<v Speaker 1>early years after my encounter, I haunted libraries, requesting obscure

741
00:46:27.280 --> 00:46:32.280
<v Speaker 1>journals and anthropological studies. Through inner library loans, I traveled

742
00:46:32.280 --> 00:46:36.400
<v Speaker 1>to small historical societies throughout the Pacific Northwest, pouring through

743
00:46:36.440 --> 00:46:41.119
<v Speaker 1>local newspaper archives and First Nations oral histories. Later, as

744
00:46:41.159 --> 00:46:44.599
<v Speaker 1>technology advanced, I built one of the most comprehensive private

745
00:46:44.679 --> 00:46:49.920
<v Speaker 1>digital collections of Sasquatch related materials in existence. My background

746
00:46:49.960 --> 00:46:55.440
<v Speaker 1>in construction proved unexpectedly useful. I developed relationships with logging companies,

747
00:46:55.639 --> 00:46:59.880
<v Speaker 1>road crews, and park rangers, anyone who worked in remote areas.

748
00:47:00.679 --> 00:47:03.159
<v Speaker 1>I created a network of contacts who would call me

749
00:47:03.199 --> 00:47:07.320
<v Speaker 1>when they found something unusual. Most leads went nowhere, but

750
00:47:07.400 --> 00:47:11.480
<v Speaker 1>occasionally I'd receive photographs of strange tracks or structures deep

751
00:47:11.519 --> 00:47:15.480
<v Speaker 1>in wilderness areas that matched what I'd seen. I attended

752
00:47:15.480 --> 00:47:21.039
<v Speaker 1>cryptozoology conferences, listening more than speaking, collecting stories from believers

753
00:47:21.039 --> 00:47:25.719
<v Speaker 1>and skeptics alike. I funded small research expeditions, though I

754
00:47:25.760 --> 00:47:29.119
<v Speaker 1>never joined them personally. The thought of returning to those

755
00:47:29.159 --> 00:47:32.119
<v Speaker 1>deep woods still filled me with dread, but I couldn't

756
00:47:32.119 --> 00:47:36.039
<v Speaker 1>stop myself from seeking answers from a safe distance. Over

757
00:47:36.079 --> 00:47:38.800
<v Speaker 1>the years, I've compiled a database of over two thousand

758
00:47:38.840 --> 00:47:43.920
<v Speaker 1>reported encounters across North America, categorizing them by location, type

759
00:47:43.960 --> 00:47:49.440
<v Speaker 1>of interaction, physical descriptions, and behavioral patterns. I've crossed, referenced

760
00:47:49.519 --> 00:47:54.760
<v Speaker 1>these with meteorological records, lunar cycles, industrial development projects, and

761
00:47:54.880 --> 00:47:59.679
<v Speaker 1>wildlife migration patterns. Patterns emerged that few other researchers have

762
00:47:59.719 --> 00:48:02.599
<v Speaker 1>read recognized because they weren't looking at the full picture.

763
00:48:03.400 --> 00:48:07.199
<v Speaker 1>What I found both validates my experience and deepens the mystery.

764
00:48:07.960 --> 00:48:12.119
<v Speaker 1>There are geographical clusters of sightings that remain consistent over decades.

765
00:48:12.719 --> 00:48:16.280
<v Speaker 1>There are seasonal patterns that correlate with game movements, and

766
00:48:16.360 --> 00:48:20.360
<v Speaker 1>most intriguingly, there are behavioral consistencies in how these beings

767
00:48:20.400 --> 00:48:27.320
<v Speaker 1>interact with humans, sometimes curious, sometimes territorial, sometimes seemingly attempting communication.

768
00:48:28.280 --> 00:48:32.039
<v Speaker 1>Most sasquatch researchers fall into two camps. Those who view

769
00:48:32.079 --> 00:48:37.119
<v Speaker 1>them as undiscovered primates purely animals operating on instinct, and

770
00:48:37.199 --> 00:48:41.000
<v Speaker 1>those who romanticize them as gentle forest guardians with almost

771
00:48:41.039 --> 00:48:46.000
<v Speaker 1>mystical qualities. My research suggests a more complex reality. They

772
00:48:46.000 --> 00:48:50.039
<v Speaker 1>appear to be somewhere between intelligent beings with social structures

773
00:48:50.079 --> 00:48:55.000
<v Speaker 1>and communication systems, but also territorial predators, capable of extreme

774
00:48:55.119 --> 00:48:59.239
<v Speaker 1>violence when threatened. I've never told my story publicly. Who

775
00:48:59.239 --> 00:49:02.519
<v Speaker 1>would believe me? Even in the community of believers, My

776
00:49:02.559 --> 00:49:07.440
<v Speaker 1>account would seem far fetched. Sasquatch that disarmed, traps that

777
00:49:07.559 --> 00:49:11.440
<v Speaker 1>speak human words, that warn of other humans hunting them,

778
00:49:11.719 --> 00:49:14.480
<v Speaker 1>that might have tried to help my dying father. It

779
00:49:14.559 --> 00:49:18.239
<v Speaker 1>sounds like madness, like the product of isolation and fear

780
00:49:18.599 --> 00:49:22.320
<v Speaker 1>and an over active imagination. But I know what I saw,

781
00:49:22.840 --> 00:49:26.639
<v Speaker 1>what I heard, what I did. In recent years, as

782
00:49:26.639 --> 00:49:29.639
<v Speaker 1>I've grown older, the urge to return has grown stronger,

783
00:49:30.360 --> 00:49:33.119
<v Speaker 1>not to the cabin I could never set foot there again,

784
00:49:33.800 --> 00:49:38.280
<v Speaker 1>but to the wilderness, to find them, perhaps to apologize,

785
00:49:38.880 --> 00:49:41.159
<v Speaker 1>to learn the truth about what happened after I fled.

786
00:49:42.119 --> 00:49:45.239
<v Speaker 1>I've resisted that urge. What right do I have to

787
00:49:45.320 --> 00:49:49.239
<v Speaker 1>intrude on them again after what I did? What guarantee

788
00:49:49.320 --> 00:49:52.079
<v Speaker 1>do I have that they would even remember me, let

789
00:49:52.079 --> 00:49:56.119
<v Speaker 1>alone forgive me? And there's a selfish reason too. I'm

790
00:49:56.159 --> 00:49:59.280
<v Speaker 1>afraid of what I might find that there are none left.

791
00:50:00.079 --> 00:50:04.400
<v Speaker 1>The men with rifles completed their hunt, and stay tuned

792
00:50:04.440 --> 00:50:06.599
<v Speaker 1>for more sasquatch ott to see we'll be right back.

793
00:50:06.679 --> 00:50:13.960
<v Speaker 1>After these messages that I am partly responsible for the

794
00:50:14.000 --> 00:50:17.760
<v Speaker 1>extinction of something ancient and irreplaceable. And so I live

795
00:50:17.840 --> 00:50:21.440
<v Speaker 1>with my guilt, my questions, my half formed theories about

796
00:50:21.440 --> 00:50:24.639
<v Speaker 1>what they were and what they wanted from me. I

797
00:50:24.679 --> 00:50:27.199
<v Speaker 1>lived with the memory of that voice speaking my name,

798
00:50:27.800 --> 00:50:31.159
<v Speaker 1>of that dying creature asking me why. As I fled

799
00:50:32.280 --> 00:50:35.280
<v Speaker 1>some nights when sleep won't come, I take out my

800
00:50:35.320 --> 00:50:38.400
<v Speaker 1>old journal, the only thing I kept from my trapping days,

801
00:50:39.000 --> 00:50:42.320
<v Speaker 1>and read my frantic entries from those few terrible days.

802
00:50:42.760 --> 00:50:45.679
<v Speaker 1>I study my own words, looking for clues I might

803
00:50:45.719 --> 00:50:49.159
<v Speaker 1>have missed, for some meaning behind it all. And I

804
00:50:49.199 --> 00:50:53.599
<v Speaker 1>wonder about those men with rifles. Who were they government agents,

805
00:50:54.119 --> 00:50:59.239
<v Speaker 1>private collectors, something else. Entirely, I've never seen any reports,

806
00:50:59.519 --> 00:51:02.559
<v Speaker 1>any news stories, any evidence that would shed light on

807
00:51:02.599 --> 00:51:06.119
<v Speaker 1>their identity or purpose. It's as if the entire incident

808
00:51:06.239 --> 00:51:10.079
<v Speaker 1>never happened except in my memories and nightmares. But it

809
00:51:10.119 --> 00:51:13.079
<v Speaker 1>did happen. I have the journal entries to prove it.

810
00:51:13.559 --> 00:51:15.960
<v Speaker 1>And I have the small bundle, the creatures drop down

811
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:20.480
<v Speaker 1>my chimney, the old stone, the crude figurine, the metal

812
00:51:20.480 --> 00:51:23.400
<v Speaker 1>button from my coat. I keep them in a locked

813
00:51:23.440 --> 00:51:26.599
<v Speaker 1>box in my closet, taking them out occasionally to remind

814
00:51:26.639 --> 00:51:30.280
<v Speaker 1>myself that I didn't imagine at all. The hold stone,

815
00:51:30.320 --> 00:51:34.599
<v Speaker 1>I later learned, has significance in many indigenous cultures, a

816
00:51:34.639 --> 00:51:39.239
<v Speaker 1>seeing stone or portal between worlds. The figurine, which I

817
00:51:39.280 --> 00:51:42.639
<v Speaker 1>initially thought represented a bear, I now believe was meant

818
00:51:42.679 --> 00:51:46.679
<v Speaker 1>to be one of them, a self representation. And the button.

819
00:51:47.360 --> 00:51:50.360
<v Speaker 1>The button was a connection, a symbol that they knew

820
00:51:50.400 --> 00:51:53.159
<v Speaker 1>me had been close enough to take something from my

821
00:51:53.239 --> 00:51:57.760
<v Speaker 1>clothing without my awareness, a message, in other words, one

822
00:51:57.800 --> 00:52:00.360
<v Speaker 1>I was too frightened to understand until it was too late.

823
00:52:01.159 --> 00:52:05.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm sixty three, now retired from the contracting business. My

824
00:52:05.519 --> 00:52:09.000
<v Speaker 1>daughters are grown with children of their own. My wife

825
00:52:09.039 --> 00:52:11.599
<v Speaker 1>doesn't ask anymore why I still check the locks twice

826
00:52:11.639 --> 00:52:14.239
<v Speaker 1>each night, why I keep a loaded rifle in a

827
00:52:14.280 --> 00:52:17.280
<v Speaker 1>hidden compartment by our bed, despite living in a safe

828
00:52:17.320 --> 00:52:20.960
<v Speaker 1>neighborhood in a peaceful city. She accepted long ago that

829
00:52:21.039 --> 00:52:23.119
<v Speaker 1>there are parts of me she will never fully know

830
00:52:23.360 --> 00:52:27.519
<v Speaker 1>or understand, but lately, I've been thinking of telling the story,

831
00:52:28.239 --> 00:52:31.480
<v Speaker 1>not publicly. I still have no desire for the ridicule

832
00:52:31.599 --> 00:52:34.920
<v Speaker 1>or unwonted attention that would bring, but to someone who

833
00:52:35.039 --> 00:52:38.239
<v Speaker 1>might understand, someone who might help me make sense of

834
00:52:38.239 --> 00:52:41.159
<v Speaker 1>it all before I'm too old to seek answers. That's

835
00:52:41.199 --> 00:52:44.760
<v Speaker 1>why I'm writing this account now, not for publication, not

836
00:52:44.840 --> 00:52:50.039
<v Speaker 1>for validation, but as a record, a confession, perhaps a warning,

837
00:52:50.760 --> 00:52:53.880
<v Speaker 1>because I believe they're still out there in the deep woods,

838
00:52:54.119 --> 00:52:57.599
<v Speaker 1>watching and waiting, and I believe they remember me, the

839
00:52:57.679 --> 00:53:00.679
<v Speaker 1>man who shot one of their kind and fled. I

840
00:53:00.719 --> 00:53:03.119
<v Speaker 1>wonder sometimes if they've learned more of our language in

841
00:53:03.199 --> 00:53:07.079
<v Speaker 1>the decades since our encounter, if they've observed our civilization

842
00:53:07.159 --> 00:53:11.920
<v Speaker 1>from the margins, adapting, evolving in their understanding of us.

843
00:53:12.480 --> 00:53:15.280
<v Speaker 1>I wonder if the one I shot survived. I wonder

844
00:53:15.280 --> 00:53:18.199
<v Speaker 1>if they still speak my name in their gatherings. A

845
00:53:18.239 --> 00:53:21.639
<v Speaker 1>cautionary tale about the danger of reaching out to humans.

846
00:53:22.199 --> 00:53:25.480
<v Speaker 1>And I wonder, with increasing frequency as the years go by,

847
00:53:26.199 --> 00:53:29.360
<v Speaker 1>what might have happened if I'd stayed, if I'd found

848
00:53:29.400 --> 00:53:33.000
<v Speaker 1>the courage to face them, to communicate, to form the

849
00:53:33.039 --> 00:53:36.400
<v Speaker 1>alliance they seemed to be offering. What might I have

850
00:53:36.559 --> 00:53:40.159
<v Speaker 1>learned what insights into a different way of being, a

851
00:53:40.199 --> 00:53:44.320
<v Speaker 1>different relationship with the wilderness. Might they have shared. I'll

852
00:53:44.360 --> 00:53:48.320
<v Speaker 1>never know. That opportunity, if it ever truly existed, is

853
00:53:48.360 --> 00:53:52.480
<v Speaker 1>thirty years gone. Perhaps they're all gone, too, hunted to

854
00:53:52.519 --> 00:53:56.239
<v Speaker 1>extinction by men with rifles and snowmobiles and no concept

855
00:53:56.280 --> 00:53:59.639
<v Speaker 1>of what they were destroying. Perhaps I witnessed the last,

856
00:53:59.679 --> 00:54:02.840
<v Speaker 1>despert attempt of a dying people to reach out, to

857
00:54:02.920 --> 00:54:06.880
<v Speaker 1>find an ally to survive. The thought is almost too

858
00:54:06.960 --> 00:54:10.519
<v Speaker 1>painful to bear, and yet I hold on to a small,

859
00:54:10.599 --> 00:54:14.760
<v Speaker 1>fragile hope. The wilderness is vast, and they had survived

860
00:54:14.760 --> 00:54:19.719
<v Speaker 1>there unseen for generations before I encountered them. Perhaps they

861
00:54:19.719 --> 00:54:23.480
<v Speaker 1>still do. Perhaps somewhere in the deep woods of northern Canada,

862
00:54:23.880 --> 00:54:27.320
<v Speaker 1>far from human eyes, they continue their ancient way of life,

863
00:54:27.519 --> 00:54:30.960
<v Speaker 1>watching us from the shadows, remembering the trapper who discovered

864
00:54:30.960 --> 00:54:33.920
<v Speaker 1>them and then betrayed them with three shots from his rifle.

865
00:54:34.719 --> 00:54:37.519
<v Speaker 1>If they do still exist, I hope they've forgiven me.

866
00:54:38.280 --> 00:54:41.360
<v Speaker 1>I hope they understand that I acted from fear and ignorance,

867
00:54:41.760 --> 00:54:45.360
<v Speaker 1>not malice. I hope the one I shot survived somehow,

868
00:54:46.039 --> 00:54:48.199
<v Speaker 1>And I hope as I approach the end of my

869
00:54:48.239 --> 00:54:51.440
<v Speaker 1>own life, that they find a better ambassador from humanity

870
00:54:51.440 --> 00:54:55.480
<v Speaker 1>than I was, someone with the courage to stay, to listen,

871
00:54:55.960 --> 00:55:00.440
<v Speaker 1>to understand, someone worthy of the trust I betrayed. For me,

872
00:55:01.119 --> 00:55:04.960
<v Speaker 1>I lived with my choice and its consequences. I lived

873
00:55:05.000 --> 00:55:07.400
<v Speaker 1>with the knowledge that I turned my back on something

874
00:55:07.440 --> 00:55:11.840
<v Speaker 1>extraordinary because I couldn't see past my own terror. I

875
00:55:11.880 --> 00:55:14.239
<v Speaker 1>lived with the memory of that voice speaking my name,

876
00:55:14.639 --> 00:55:19.599
<v Speaker 1>and that single devastating question as I fled why, a

877
00:55:19.679 --> 00:55:22.840
<v Speaker 1>question for which, even thirty years later, I have no

878
00:55:22.880 --> 00:55:27.039
<v Speaker 1>adequate answer. My research led me to a particularly disturbing

879
00:55:27.039 --> 00:55:30.320
<v Speaker 1>account in twenty ten that has haunted me ever since.

880
00:55:31.199 --> 00:55:34.239
<v Speaker 1>I was corresponding with a former logger named Frank who

881
00:55:34.320 --> 00:55:37.519
<v Speaker 1>had worked in the Olympic Peninsula during the early two thousands.

882
00:55:38.079 --> 00:55:41.599
<v Speaker 1>He'd been reluctant to share his experience, even anonymously, but

883
00:55:41.719 --> 00:55:45.000
<v Speaker 1>after months of cautious exchanges, he finally sent me his

884
00:55:45.079 --> 00:55:50.000
<v Speaker 1>handwritten account through regular mail no return address. Frank had

885
00:55:50.000 --> 00:55:52.760
<v Speaker 1>been part of a small crew doing preliminary surveys for

886
00:55:52.800 --> 00:55:56.480
<v Speaker 1>a logging operation in an extremely remote section of old

887
00:55:56.519 --> 00:56:00.519
<v Speaker 1>growth forest. The area hadn't been logged or even properly

888
00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:04.920
<v Speaker 1>mapped protected for decades. By a combination of environmental regulations

889
00:56:05.159 --> 00:56:09.400
<v Speaker 1>and sheer inaccessibility. His crew consisted of five men who

890
00:56:09.400 --> 00:56:11.480
<v Speaker 1>would spend two weeks at a time in the forest,

891
00:56:11.920 --> 00:56:16.559
<v Speaker 1>mapping terrain and marking trees. On their third expedition into

892
00:56:16.559 --> 00:56:20.800
<v Speaker 1>the area, things began to go wrong. Equipment disappeared from

893
00:56:20.840 --> 00:56:25.239
<v Speaker 1>their camp. Strange structures similar to the arrangements I'd found

894
00:56:25.239 --> 00:56:29.679
<v Speaker 1>around my cabin, appeared overnight near their tents. They heard

895
00:56:29.719 --> 00:56:33.000
<v Speaker 1>vocalizations at night that they initially attributed to owls or

896
00:56:33.039 --> 00:56:37.360
<v Speaker 1>other wildlife, but which grew increasingly complex and seemed to

897
00:56:37.400 --> 00:56:41.079
<v Speaker 1>surround their camp. The crew leader, a veteran lagger who

898
00:56:41.079 --> 00:56:44.639
<v Speaker 1>had spent thirty years in the deep woods, recognized the signs.

899
00:56:45.320 --> 00:56:48.199
<v Speaker 1>He told them they were in their territory and that

900
00:56:48.280 --> 00:56:51.800
<v Speaker 1>they needed to leave offerings and show respect. The other

901
00:56:51.880 --> 00:56:55.280
<v Speaker 1>men laughed it off as superstition, but they followed his advice,

902
00:56:55.760 --> 00:56:58.199
<v Speaker 1>leaving small piles of food at the edge of camp

903
00:56:58.239 --> 00:57:02.000
<v Speaker 1>each night. For several days. This seemed to work. The

904
00:57:02.039 --> 00:57:06.440
<v Speaker 1>disturbances lessened, the men grew complacent. Then came the night

905
00:57:06.480 --> 00:57:10.159
<v Speaker 1>that changed everything. They woke to screams. One of the

906
00:57:10.199 --> 00:57:14.159
<v Speaker 1>men dragged from his tent by something immensely strong. By

907
00:57:14.159 --> 00:57:16.559
<v Speaker 1>the time the others had grabbed flashlights and rifles, he

908
00:57:16.639 --> 00:57:19.960
<v Speaker 1>was gone. Only a trail of blood and broken vegetation

909
00:57:20.079 --> 00:57:24.719
<v Speaker 1>indicated the direction they followed. Immediately, of course, five hours

910
00:57:24.719 --> 00:57:26.800
<v Speaker 1>of tracking led them to a clearing where they found

911
00:57:26.800 --> 00:57:30.360
<v Speaker 1>the remnants of their colleague, torn apart with a ferocity

912
00:57:30.360 --> 00:57:34.519
<v Speaker 1>that Frank described as not animal, not human, but something

913
00:57:34.559 --> 00:57:38.920
<v Speaker 1>worse than either. The body showed signs of methodical dismemberment,

914
00:57:39.280 --> 00:57:44.679
<v Speaker 1>not consumption, a warning not predation. What disturbed Frank most

915
00:57:44.840 --> 00:57:47.960
<v Speaker 1>was what they found arranged around the body, their own

916
00:57:48.039 --> 00:57:52.360
<v Speaker 1>offerings from previous nights, placed in a precise circle. Their

917
00:57:52.400 --> 00:57:56.679
<v Speaker 1>attempt at communication had been acknowledged and rejected with terrible finality.

918
00:57:57.519 --> 00:58:00.199
<v Speaker 1>The official report listed the death as a bear attack.

919
00:58:00.800 --> 00:58:04.440
<v Speaker 1>The logging survey was quietly abandoned. Most of the crew

920
00:58:04.519 --> 00:58:08.320
<v Speaker 1>left the industry entirely afterward. Frank's account had the ring

921
00:58:08.360 --> 00:58:11.559
<v Speaker 1>of truth that I'd learned to recognize over decades of research,

922
00:58:12.239 --> 00:58:15.519
<v Speaker 1>the specific details that matched patterns I'd seen across hundreds

923
00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:19.679
<v Speaker 1>of other reports, but which had never been publicized. I've

924
00:58:19.679 --> 00:58:23.239
<v Speaker 1>collected other accounts of aggression and violence, though few as

925
00:58:23.280 --> 00:58:26.960
<v Speaker 1>extreme as Franks. What emerges is a picture of beings

926
00:58:26.960 --> 00:58:31.760
<v Speaker 1>that are not simplistic monsters, but complex territorial creatures with

927
00:58:31.840 --> 00:58:35.880
<v Speaker 1>codes of behavior we only dimly understand. They appear to

928
00:58:35.920 --> 00:58:41.239
<v Speaker 1>have boundaries and expectations, communication systems, and social structures. They

929
00:58:41.239 --> 00:58:45.119
<v Speaker 1>can be curious about humans, even attempt some form of exchange,

930
00:58:45.719 --> 00:58:48.840
<v Speaker 1>but they can also respond with calculated violence when those

931
00:58:48.840 --> 00:58:53.440
<v Speaker 1>boundaries are crossed. This complexity only deepens my regret about

932
00:58:53.440 --> 00:58:57.039
<v Speaker 1>my own encounter. Had I been approached out of curiosity?

933
00:58:57.679 --> 00:59:00.639
<v Speaker 1>Were they attempting some form of peaceful content at that

934
00:59:00.719 --> 00:59:05.960
<v Speaker 1>my fear transformed into a threat, Or was I being tested, evaluated,

935
00:59:06.440 --> 00:59:09.840
<v Speaker 1>perhaps even hunted until I demonstrated my capacity for violence.

936
00:59:10.639 --> 00:59:14.880
<v Speaker 1>I'll never know that uncertainty, more than anything else, has

937
00:59:14.880 --> 00:59:19.119
<v Speaker 1>been my punishment these past decades. I've considered many times

938
00:59:19.239 --> 00:59:23.159
<v Speaker 1>organizing an expedition back to my old cabin site. Modern

939
00:59:23.199 --> 00:59:28.880
<v Speaker 1>technology trail cameras, audio recording equipment, thermal imaging might capture

940
00:59:28.920 --> 00:59:31.920
<v Speaker 1>evidence that was impossible to obtain in nineteen eighty seven.

941
00:59:32.679 --> 00:59:36.079
<v Speaker 1>But something always holds me back. Perhaps it's fear of

942
00:59:36.119 --> 00:59:40.440
<v Speaker 1>finding nothing, of confirming that they're gone. Perhaps it's fear

943
00:59:40.480 --> 00:59:43.360
<v Speaker 1>of finding proof that they remain that the one I

944
00:59:43.440 --> 00:59:47.320
<v Speaker 1>shot either died or survived, and that others remember what

945
00:59:47.400 --> 00:59:51.599
<v Speaker 1>I did. Or perhaps most terrifying of all, it's the

946
00:59:51.639 --> 00:59:54.239
<v Speaker 1>fear that they might remember me not as an enemy,

947
00:59:54.519 --> 00:59:57.159
<v Speaker 1>but as someone who failed them when they reached out,

948
00:59:57.800 --> 01:00:00.719
<v Speaker 1>that they might still be waiting for the alliance that proposed,

949
01:00:01.119 --> 01:00:04.000
<v Speaker 1>still fighting their own desperate battle against the men with

950
01:00:04.159 --> 01:00:07.960
<v Speaker 1>rifles who hunt them. The question remains as it has

951
01:00:08.000 --> 01:00:11.039
<v Speaker 1>for thirty years, suspended in that moment when I fled

952
01:00:11.320 --> 01:00:16.159
<v Speaker 1>instead of staying, when I chose fear over understanding why,

953
01:00:17.159 --> 01:00:19.639
<v Speaker 1>I still have no answer, only the weight of a

954
01:00:19.760 --> 01:00:22.719
<v Speaker 1>choice made in terror, and the lifetime of wondering that

955
01:00:22.800 --> 01:03:34.000
<v Speaker 1>followed in s
