Speaker 1: Put me out on that fantasy situation. HM.
Speaker 2: So you know, I d I, I left. I had
a buddy back then, his mother took me in for
two years.
Speaker 3: I got a little wild, just a little bit.
Speaker 4: To you, just a little I mean, what what else
were you supposed to do?
Speaker 3: Just a little bit? But I was doing Get hurt.
I was doing something. Yeah, I was hurt. I was
doing something. And actually I went to that later too,
But actually I was going to school. What I was
living with her, and I got tired of going to school.
So other things happened cause she shot me.
Speaker 2: Robbed these guys one night in the liquor store a
lot run across, running around the corner.
Speaker 3: Go in the back door cause we living next door.
Speaker 1: To the run.
Speaker 5: That's how I rotchet. This nigga was live next door
to the liquor store, robbing niggas in the parking lot.
Speaker 3: I don't live in the next door seventeen to him, but.
Speaker 4: Uh, robbing them of the money and liquor money. Uh look,
keep the liquor, yeah, keep.
Speaker 3: The fucking I just wanted the money. Put me to
the side, told me, you know.
Speaker 4: To do what what do you want the money for?
Speaker 1: To have some to do what though, to have some
just to have period?
Speaker 4: You know, I don't. I wish I did. I don't.
That's why I aks. I'm not even gonna be funny
like I never somebody said that to me. Went on
the grind like that. Not to have money for what?
Speaker 1: Just be could.
Speaker 2: The clothes, buy your clothes?
Speaker 5: Buy s Hey girl, you want some Boston bake things.
I guess I I got you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, honey boy, I get the one with the glass and.
Speaker 5: Money to do that type brock niggas wasn't getting no conversation.
Speaker 4: So I was one of the brother niggas. You wasn't
getting no conversation, but I d I was though, cause
I could talk.
Speaker 1: Well, you was the exception to the rule.
Speaker 5: Okay, but because you understood if I just talked to these.
Speaker 1: Motherfuckers, it didn't matter. But what she did not everybody
understood that?
Speaker 3: Yeah, but was she not?
Speaker 2: Everybody was going to the service cause she tell me,
you're a good kid, and I know you gonna be
a good man, but you need to get out of.
Speaker 6: Here, yeah, cause you gonna try to rob the wrong lady. Yeah,
and or you gonna get caught.
Speaker 3: Went to the sis.
Speaker 1: You next door.
Speaker 3: You know, went to the service of seventy teams. You know,
tell me that a whole lot.
Speaker 4: She saved your life.
Speaker 3: Yeah, tell me a whole lot.
Speaker 1: You know, came back that was on my own.
Speaker 3: We pretty much then.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you already went, You already went to you already
went to service. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Uh still sent her blah blah blah, went to see
but see, I had to go see.
Speaker 3: My mother for her to sign the papers for me
to go to the service. She was all happy and stuff,
cause know what she thought. I was gonna send my
money home to her.
Speaker 4: Once you think that, why, cause that's what her thing
was from you, not from.
Speaker 1: Everybody modern all the kids that was grown enough to work.
Speaker 5: It was eight of us, bru, you had to put
your money in the house, and that was the youngest.
Speaker 3: Okay, but uh.
Speaker 4: What was her beef? That's what happen, you know what
I'm saying. But sh something older than her to that.
That's what I'm more interested in as she was, I know,
but life made her that way. You know, until you
until you start seeing shit like that, you will never
understand forgiveness. Until you try to be like what made
y'all so fucked.
Speaker 3: Up, Well didn't.
Speaker 2: It didn't matter, cause that's just how she was, even
when you gave her money.
Speaker 4: Dah.
Speaker 5: I that cause I worked with a girl whose mom
was like that, you know what I mean, that kind
of mindset, And and shit, I had a bunch of
girls you know, tak them. Uh, it's okay to lay
up with a nigga as long as she's paying to play.
Speaker 1: A nigga gotta pay to play.
Speaker 5: And it don't matter if this nigga is touching on
my daughters or anything like that.
Speaker 4: M M.
Speaker 5: As long as this nigga paying some bills, we all
just goot to deal with.
Speaker 4: That's insane.
Speaker 1: Is that what you teach your daughters?
Speaker 4: That's it? They are teacher? Apparently? Oh shit?
Speaker 1: Hap Yeah? Is that what you suposed to teach your daughter?
Speaker 4: If that's the only thing you know? Yeah, if that's
how you support, we gotta figure out. We gotta understand
where we getting the game from.
Speaker 1: But when I looked at her, I thought, what you saying?
Speaker 4: Damn, that's how she got Yeah.
Speaker 5: Uh again, I wonder what happened, What would happened to
her to make it her feel this is normalus?
Speaker 4: Okay, you told me you told me about that person
who introduced his nephew or something to uh Harolin. Yeah,
at nine, at nine he thought it was he thought
he thought that he thought that he.
Speaker 1: Should enjoy harrodin or d I might as well get interested.
Speaker 4: That's why else would you do that?
Speaker 1: Uh my god.
Speaker 4: Man, I'm hard enough, bro. You always got a good
best way many weeds selection is we should be studied.
Speaker 1: I would most certainly say that it's carefully curated. Most
certainly you like that.
Speaker 7: But yeah, it was most certainly carefully here really bruh,
Cause I'm real specific when I go and shot. This
is what I like, This is what I'm looking for now.
I don't like that brand.
Speaker 4: I tried it.
Speaker 5: They see the wrong too tidy gives me ahead. They
trying to pull on it out and enjoy the whole process.
And shit, mother Boy's like, damn, okay, well what you
think about this one?
Speaker 4: Well?
Speaker 5: The Cali Blades I like, you know, I really like
the Stizzies. That's my t the favorite favorite. D Stroll
does a good job. Jeter does a good job. Uh
who else.
Speaker 1: Do I like?
Speaker 5: It's some other shit I try down in California. I
got a damn and that was real nice and shit
nice but s but you gotta be specific. I like,
uh Indeca dominant hybrids, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Just I like what I like.
Speaker 4: When you get do you get? Do you get fearful
at sixty? No? What do you look forward to at sixty?
Speaker 3: See this thing by me, I ain't giving up on
what I've been trying to.
Speaker 4: Do what you tryna do at my.
Speaker 3: On what had my own whatever.
Speaker 1: It may be business property whatever.
Speaker 3: See I used to flip houses at property.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I got away from it.
Speaker 1: You know that's what I really want you to get
back into.
Speaker 5: Yeah, cause I want some property I wanna move from.
Speaker 4: Why why you why you stopped doing that? I know
about that deal thing then I know about the deal situation.
Speaker 3: That's why I that's that meant back too.
Speaker 2: That was messed up mentally about going back to kitchen
ones really uh.
Speaker 3: Really messed up that where it does?
Speaker 4: I mean part of the thing was, uh h, well,
you had to come to terms with your siblings, the
terms with my siblings, and simple as this, I'm over here,
you know what I'm saying. At that way at you
had to deal with so many emotions at the one
time when that situation happened.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I tried. I tried to come to terms with 'em,
but you wasn't like that.
Speaker 2: For it was meet or I either found out about them.
Well they plotted, I know, to mess that out. And
I used to always help y'all regardless it's one time
when I'm really trying to get something done, you had
to mess it up before I could get it done.
Speaker 4: And all you was trying to do is take care
help take care of them. Yeah, they were so, they
were so the the trauma that they experienced wouldn't allow
them to they ignore what they knew uh w uh
was normal, which is but t I can't even like,
my brain won't even allow me to fully process what
I'm trying to say because it's so horrendous what they
did to you, bro.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and don't get me wrong, I like said, uh, antally,
well emotionally, it fucked.
Speaker 3: Me up really bad. Uh.
Speaker 4: How old were you when that happened to you? Thirty
eight thirty eight, So it's been hund you for twenty years.
Twenty years flew by too, didn't it?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it still thing and I had to r
I had to re put myself, position myself to.
Speaker 4: Be able to do that right, get things.
Speaker 3: Back where I want 'em to be at right wasn't easy.
Speaker 4: And uh nobody has s nobody has sympathy for uh
yeah a black man. Yeah, not even mom famly, not
even your own family.
Speaker 3: See this and this, i'm'a tell you what really messed
me up?
Speaker 4: Well, what do you think it is? This from what?
Speaker 3: Emotionally?
Speaker 4: Well, h go ahead, go ahead, go ahead, in emotional.
Speaker 3: Cause, I call my mother one day. Well, this is
what you have to understand.
Speaker 2: If they were in my mom's house, she wanted them
out at her house. I'm doing business with houses. I'm
not trying to get into that. But I broke my
mom e rup, Okay, I'm allowed to get in this house.
Minds to get you having my mom's house.
Speaker 3: After all, this is done. Blah blah blah, A colored
one day actor.
Speaker 4: That's it. I told my.
Speaker 2: I can't put it in my he of why they
would do then mostly I don't care. It wasn't my house.
Speaker 8: Hung up on him, took the phone off the hook,
and I was done.
Speaker 4: Is she was that your only time calling? Or was
or like? Where do you think that's from?
Speaker 3: Just how she. I don't think she even wanted me
to have it?
Speaker 4: But why not? I'm doing why not? Though?
Speaker 1: I don't know?
Speaker 4: Did you mean you never ask that question?
Speaker 3: No, cause I stopped asking questions?
Speaker 4: Why what? Why was it that the first question you asked?
Like like, what the fuck did I do to y'all?
Speaker 3: Didn't do nothing?
Speaker 4: That's the port, Nah, bro.
Speaker 3: They just didn't want me to make it out of
here before they did.
Speaker 4: We were we were what were what? What were they
doing to get out of there? So dope? They were
selling dope out the house, but you wasn't living there?
Speaker 3: Mmmm, my mom.
Speaker 4: Were you funding the were you f w were you
funding the dope? No?
Speaker 3: I didn't fuck with it?
Speaker 4: Though, maybe, m what what w you buying this property?
Would that have brought a lot of attention to your
siblings if they were all selling dope? Shouldn't Why shouldn't.
Speaker 3: It cause they had nothing to do with what they
properly old?
Speaker 4: But yeah, but I don't think the police care about that.
Speaker 3: Oh, No, police didn't care about that.
Speaker 4: They didn't care. No, how do you know?
Speaker 3: Cause they don't take everything out?
Speaker 4: Hang what you mean? I'm lost nothing? They was?
Speaker 3: They was robbing people if you came to the house
to buy some dope and you didn't have the correct
amount of money, they would rob you of that money.
Speaker 4: They were gonna get killed soon. But somebody told, somebody told,
at least it's gonna bust the house.
Speaker 3: Gotta say me, cause that's a family, all your houses.
Speaker 4: So they took all your houses. No, ne' so what happened?
Speaker 3: I just went away from everything.
Speaker 4: Why'd you do that?
Speaker 3: Because mentally I was fucked up about this deal, cause
this deal woulda took me away from all the huge shit.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but t w W was that your last like.
Speaker 3: Put all my eggs in one the basket to get
this shit done.
Speaker 4: That was your that was your that was your pinnacle.
That was Yeah, everything that you had did led up
to this point right here, and then they burnt it
down and you then the other properties you had, you
were so emotionally distraught.
Speaker 3: Had to let 'em go.
Speaker 4: You had to let them go. Yeah, so you let
'em go, like, go fucked up? You let 'em go?
B Like, you sold 'em, Like, how did you get
rid of 'em?
Speaker 3: Couple of 'em I had to sell because I was
in a hope for that seventy four.
Speaker 4: Thousand for for to for the damages, not so much
the damages.
Speaker 3: You ever read a contract when you buying.
Speaker 4: A business, I don't buy businesses.
Speaker 3: Okay, in them contracts it's a club.
Speaker 2: Of you not discussing that you're buying that business with
anyone because you could circumvent the price of it.
Speaker 3: And what that is like?
Speaker 4: Uh so you non disclosure type Yeah, and your siblings
and your siblings knew.
Speaker 5: So he could be they could avoid the deal right
basis of violation of the non disclosure.
Speaker 4: Right it's a technical and then what and then what's
the what's the stick? What's the penalty of that they
can avoid.
Speaker 1: The whole deal?
Speaker 5: It will sit me four thousand, and you gotta pay
us for uh time and effort that we put into
this deal that you no longer can com wait and shit.
So no, so first of all, we ain't gonna completely
do it, and secondly you all us for our time
and trouble and shit.
Speaker 1: Basically, yeah, that is how what it comes down.
Speaker 5: Too interesting, cause we invested so much into.
Speaker 1: This so far.
Speaker 4: So you ow you owed seventy four thousand, Yeah, because
of own pocket at your own pockets. You had to
sell some of your shit.
Speaker 1: Yeah, to try to cover this debt real quick.
Speaker 4: At forty At forty.
Speaker 1: Though, cause we got a list of 'em right here.
Speaker 4: But you did, you went through that at forty though,
thirty eight, thirty eight. Damn As a black man, that
musta been hr Yeah, you.
Speaker 3: Gotta understand too, though.
Speaker 2: The Wane that did it was the one that I
trusted most of all in my family.
Speaker 1: But why guys, just because we grew up.
Speaker 3: She was two years.
Speaker 4: Older than me, since she was forty, yeah, living in
this dope house and then her brother was about to
make a deal and sh she was like, I'm gonna
burn his house down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, But the crazy shit was I told her, I said,
you can have a house after I finished this deal.
Speaker 3: I don't a kid.
Speaker 4: Well, I'm so confusing why she would burn the house down?
Speaker 1: What's that crab mentality?
Speaker 4: Bruh, bruh. I've never I've y you know. What's I know?
I know? And right now with y'all are witnessing is
a black man who has heard the term crab in
the barrel my entire life. And I never knew. I
never saw it, Like, okay, look at you. I never
like yeah, I it's always like I I always thought
it was like s no, that like smaller than that. No,
but th it's like a like a for real type
of thing, like f crabs in a barrel, like grabbing
and pulling down. I've never seen that happen.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's real shit.
Speaker 4: Or maybe it's some or maybe somebody's doing that to
me and I don't know, right.
Speaker 2: Ooh when you come here and you be talking and
I don't say nothing, right, I'm listening to.
Speaker 4: You because what I'm listening to you, uh huh.
Speaker 2: Listening, just listen to what you go through your point. Okay, alright,
you know, so don't get me, no, don't get me grown.
I'm not criticizing you're nothing, cause I'm not saying nothing.
I'm just listening cause I understand.
Speaker 1: Okay, more than anything you understand for sure. But you know, hm,
it's just.
Speaker 5: When I I was telling somebody recently about what it
was like working in the hotels when I first started.
Speaker 9: Uh that was towards the end of uh, service workers
Unions being in the hotel and see you got Motherfuckers
Day twenty thirty forty year, ten years and shit.
Speaker 10: Uh and then here I'll come. You get ambitsues, you know,
talk bottle door. That average is not acceptable. Uh So
I ga be the highest.
Speaker 1: Performer in the room. I gotta be the dopest dude
in the room. That's just what we was raised to be.
Speaker 5: So uh when I started applying that to my professional
side of things in this environment, I had all kinds
of motherfuckers, all kinds of mother I was all kinds.
Speaker 4: Of Uncle Tom.
Speaker 1: That was all kinds of cell.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: You need to quit working so hard you making the
rest of us looking.
Speaker 4: Can you imagine hearing that on Can you imagine hearing
that shit on a slave pan plantation? Bro?
Speaker 1: It is, It's exactly it.
Speaker 4: Can you imagine like you being I'm like, I gotta
perform like this. I don't want the consequences of not
performing like this. But y'all are okay with that? I'm
not okay with that.
Speaker 1: I'm not okay. So therein has the US divided.
Speaker 4: Because yeah, I'm not. No, I want to I want
to be great at something like I want to. I
want to really like, let's get this ship. Yeah No,
I'm no.
Speaker 5: I'm like with his position, the resources and everything that
comes along with that ship.
Speaker 1: That's what I want.
Speaker 4: But you know it's crazy.
Speaker 1: I want to be me doing that ship.
Speaker 4: I'm really I want to be him. I want I like, well,
I'm noticing him because the way that he's working is
outworking me. So I admire it, but I'm hating at
the same time. But I'm it's making me grow though,
because if without this person, it's like Isaiah Thomas and
Michael Jordan, without this person, who you wouldn't have became
that great. I'm the reason why you had to become
that great. I'm the reason to overcome me. And I yes,
And I think that once people will accept that, you
gotta accept that part. It's somebody that's better. You better
study that motherfucker all parts and get to the next.
You gotta cause you gotta sling shot yourself. And what
comes on the other side of that is kind of
financial freedom. More financial freedom, like when you find out like, oh,
I can just if I do what if I do
it exactly what they want me to do, which is
what I've been told my whole life to do. Anyway,
I could be great.
Speaker 1: I can just do it.
Speaker 4: But it's just but it's just that slave mentality because
isn't that what like, what was it like to be
the best slave, like the nigga who actually like, yeah,
he out here because Lebron James there used to be
a slave that looked like Lebron James. Got that motherfucker
out picking everybody. Bro, this nigga is doing that moon. No,
I'm good, Bro, I gotta run in the morning. Get
this nigga out of here. Man, now I'm snitching on her.
I'm making up ship. I may get this.
Speaker 1: Hey, I've seen that motherfucker looking at your wife live.
Speaker 4: Oh, and you know what's crazy? His wife's wife probably
was fucking up cause she was impressed. My husband is
put my husband's footles on your neck. You still got
the most cotton here. Get this coochie gotta be.
Speaker 1: Go, bring.
Speaker 4: Yeah to my room.
Speaker 1: Bro.
Speaker 4: Imagine you gotta go get some shitcause they ain't got cars.
They got a horse. They husband got a galloped fucking
twenty miles. It's gonna take him two weeks, two weeks.
It's a big man dingo nigga out here. It's going fifty,
he averaging fifty.
Speaker 1: Average.
Speaker 4: He waking up early, picking the most and going to
bed earlier than everybody y'all want to stay up out there.
Can you imagine slaves out there trying to stay up
late go to sleep. This is why you're getting smacked.
Speaker 1: Come on, bro, that.
Speaker 4: Shit translate to how niggas go to prison. I be like,
why'd you do that? Your environ? Why'd you do that?
Are you not afraid of the police?
Speaker 1: Don't you know that they will come?
Speaker 4: Don't you? They have every weapon known to man after
they done killed niggas for less.
Speaker 1: That you either going with them or you going in
the ground.
Speaker 4: Bro. They blew up a block cause niggas was giving
breakfast to the young black people. Bro right. They blew
up these niggas houses cause they was teaching niggas how
to defend themselves. What you think they gonna do to you? Bro?
Chill out, bro, play the game. Just play the game.
Just and and in no way am I saying act
like Uncle Tom. But it's like, bro, you can it's.
Speaker 1: A it's a called professional. Listen.
Speaker 4: They wanna make money, bro, that's all they wanna do.
That's that's all they wanna do is make money. Don't
you wanna make some money? Why not fall in line?
Speaker 1: I need some of that money to come out with.
Speaker 5: That's what I need, is what I'm looking for, because
I like being able to do this type of shit.
Speaker 4: I like the freedom that comes with I.
Speaker 3: Like my life to be better than what it is.
Speaker 5: I was raised in a house that had a yard
in place to go and be and not have to
worry about nobody else and shit like that, so I
th that's my standard. So I need something like this.
So I feel like I at least have gotten that
fault right.
Speaker 4: Now.
Speaker 5: Could I have lived somewhere else, definitely, But I decided
to keep my means low so I could work on
my social experiment and see what it was like to
provide unconditional and safe.
Speaker 4: Yeah, hurtuy, Yeah, all of that shit. I wanted to
see my babies.
Speaker 5: I wanna see 'em when I wanna see him thrive.
I don't want 'em to feel like how I feel.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Most importantly, I don't want them to feel like how I.
Speaker 5: Feel, cause they gonna the world's gonna make 'em feel
a certain way.
Speaker 4: But I don't want that feel way the world works, Yeah,
but I don't want them to feel the way I feel.
Speaker 1: I don't want them to feel the way I.
Speaker 4: I I literally cl I literally cried in the shower
for that exact same thing I d I need to
be able to protect them from the feelings that made
me feel the worst, make me feel the worst. I
just hope I'm doing it the right way, cause.
Speaker 1: I you know, I know I got my demis. I
know for sure where I got 'em. I recognize 'em.
I learned to live with.
Speaker 5: I go.
Speaker 4: I just can't f I just yeah a l in
spite of.
Speaker 1: In spite of she knows I got him. You know
what I mean.
Speaker 4: She knows how to talk to him.
Speaker 5: She understands how to t how to manage you. She
knows how to help me manage you.
Speaker 4: Mm. That's a good one.
Speaker 1: That's what it really is.
Speaker 5: She don't always know how to deal with, but she
know how's how to help me be able to deal.
Speaker 1: That's why she helped me do all of this shit too.
Speaker 5: Make this place all nice and shit, cause this is
where I fight my demis.
Speaker 1: So I don't bring 'em in it, or as few
of 'em as possible.
Speaker 5: Yeah, as few of 'em as possible.
Speaker 4: Some of 'em make it as please.
Speaker 1: You know what?
Speaker 8: I like that, Tim, You can't go out of town, Moore. Uh,
he's in the house cause I've been in the house.
He's in the house too much.
Speaker 3: Uh, you can't go out of town more. You gotta
come over with sitting garage. And if he's not out there,
you got a colleague and make him come out.
Speaker 1: Rum in the house getting on her nerve.
Speaker 3: Yeah, alright, alright, shit.
Speaker 1: I got sh Yeah. Space is important for a marriage.
Speaker 4: Space is the best thing for a marriage.
Speaker 1: It is.
Speaker 4: It's the best thing.
Speaker 1: You know what I r.
Speaker 5: I really think the ideal situation for a marriage is
houses next door to each other.
Speaker 4: Perfect.
Speaker 1: I really think I do perfect sat.
Speaker 4: I told her, I said, man, I really want you
to have your own space to I don't know why
we decorated like this, but I didn't pick this.
Speaker 1: I did.
Speaker 4: I wouldn't have done all of this. So if we
can have our own, I would take my own. She
was like really. I was like, hell yeah. Like m
I don't wanna sleep with you every night? She said,
I can't sleep without you. I said, that's not a
me problem, nigga. You if you gonn I sleep like
a baby. I'm all in the middle of this motherfucker. There.
Speaker 5: You gonna come over to my house. Oh, I come
over to your house. I'm okay with us sleeping together.
I'm good with that. But either you gonna visit me
or I'm gonna come visit you.
Speaker 4: And we can't see each other every single day. Oh no,
we can't. We can see each other every day, but
we can't talk to each other all day. No, I
don't want access to.
Speaker 1: You all day all day.
Speaker 4: I just need to know you alive.
Speaker 5: I need to know you safe and Okay, that's it,
and then other than that we'll talk right, you know
what I mean.
Speaker 4: I do not have to talk to you as.
Speaker 1: Much as you can me hourly updates.
Speaker 4: I do not.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 4: But I love you, though, I promise I do.
Speaker 1: Best believe you are at the top of the list.
Speaker 4: But all this extra shit is extra shit, this extra shit.
I'm having a try. I'm having a hard time. I'm
asking her questions and she's answering the question. She's explaining
the question before she answered the question, and I'm like, hey,
can you answer me first? And she's like, I'm trying to.
I said, no, I need you to answer concisely, cause I.
Speaker 1: I you asking too much. Bruh.
Speaker 4: I know y me, Yeah you are.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, how fucked up.
Speaker 4: As I'm not asking too much? Just to say told, no,
you are not in the reality of things, in the
reality of things in your world.
Speaker 1: You almost certainly asking too much.
Speaker 3: Bruh.
Speaker 5: I'm just saying after twenty three years, I've come to
understand that you the best advice.
Speaker 1: I got was do you wanna be right? Do you
wanna be happy? You were absolutely right in the question
that you're asked.
Speaker 5: You justified all of this, But asking that question makes
both of y'all unhappy.
Speaker 1: Do you want to be right? Do you wanna be happy?
Speaker 4: I want to be right? I'm right.
Speaker 5: Happy comes along with it.
Speaker 4: It don't matter, don't it don't matter? Baby, No, none
of that, None of that matter. But I'm tired, but
I question. But I'm tired of living without having my
arms stressed out. That's called stress. I need to hey,
answer the fucking question, please please, and I and and.
Speaker 1: Cause I'm gonna answer the question you asked me.
Speaker 4: Not even that, bro, Why are we spending so much
time on this thing? What do you want to eat? Now?
It's a bro. If you don't know, then we could
just go to the Federator infin for ourselves. You can
say that, you can say that we don't have to
eat the same sh.
Speaker 1: The right things, but that don't make you happy. That's
all I'm saying.
Speaker 4: Bruh nah.
Speaker 1: If you wanna be right half that, I ain't gonna
tell you.
Speaker 3: How to run, y'all.
Speaker 4: Nah na h nah. I'm just try. I think there
needs to be a restructuring happening because because the life
that you wanna live, I can't get us there if
you act like this, if you act like that police chick, you.
Speaker 1: Ask them too much.
Speaker 4: Bruh nah? Is that why niggas go white? Is that
if my niggas they white? Oh okay, let.
Speaker 1: Say, let's nahind of push back.
Speaker 4: How you throw sure man, you say, shut the.
Speaker 1: Fuck up and answer my question. That they get the answer,
and then that's all you get.
Speaker 4: And that's how they talk to the police. White people.
Shut the fuck up, dude. I'm gonna pull over. They
got freedom. I come over. We wouldn't there say that shit.
We wouldn't there, wouldn't they that's that slave shit? Did he?
Speaker 1: So you get one of them, motherfucker. You don't have
to do with none of that.
Speaker 4: Shit mm mm.
Speaker 1: Generally speaking, okay, clean that up.
Speaker 5: It's some of the motherfuckers that's been around us enough
that they ain't going.
Speaker 1: For that shit, just like any other woman wood or
would not.
Speaker 5: You know A but that is most certainly the appeal
is the less stress and less push back or shit.
Speaker 1: You got to say shit.
Speaker 4: You won't.
Speaker 5: Motherfuckers ain't arguing about sucking dig cooking good.
Speaker 4: Nigga, covering beers.
Speaker 5: They ain't going to work here, and they ain't sweating
you about none of that shit. Okay, baby, soon as
I get home, I'll be on that swallow detail.
Speaker 4: Nah, it's not even more s it's it's just just
be like I wish.
Speaker 1: You would be on some shit like that. Mother fuck.
Speaker 4: That's the slave mentality.
Speaker 1: It is the slave mentality.
Speaker 5: You don't respect your man and then this wish, then
motherfuckers just just tall at full. One day you gonna
have to suck real good dick to keep your man
at And about the time you fourteen out of demonstrated
a couple of times, show me what you got.
Speaker 4: Girl, Cause if that's what if if you if you
really thought that that's what it took, if that's what
you really thought should but shouldn't, but shit, but shouldn't
but sh yeah, but shouldn't sucking dick like be at
the top of the total Paul, because you're why ain't
why ain't we a g You're applying logic too, I'm not.
I'm just asking because I think it if women were,
if women want that so bad, how you don't know
how to sucking dick step? If you if you wanted
a man that bad.
Speaker 5: If you want the w if you really wanna win
you a man, what's called mentality?
Speaker 1: You have to know how this subject and you need
to know how.
Speaker 3: To cook cause callib I'm just firend with it.
Speaker 5: I'm just saying this thought process. At some point your
motherfuckers feel like there's two.
Speaker 2: Bids you do that shit, but they donna want you
to eat the pussy.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm just saying, and I'm just the man old
man tality. Other thing.
Speaker 5: Yeah uh, especially with her motherfucking with her high on
her own house. She done took the time and got
her shit together. She done got her own place. She
don't need a nigga like that.
Speaker 1: Nigga. Hell yeah, you gonna have to eat this puss cat.
Speaker 3: Some'm apolstitch.
Speaker 11: No really, no you're not too No no, no, no, no,
I don't know them, so I'm I know some heatings
just saying they have.
Speaker 1: Right, that's the thought process. We donna agree with it.
Speaker 4: That's a thay, that's the process that be thinking. NA
meet to your house. Now you know we been.
Speaker 1: We wanna appreciate. Were you talk too good?
Speaker 4: I heard conversations and shit to Yeah, alright.
Speaker 3: I just wanted to understand. Right, I sit here and
now look listen to you, and I don't really never
say that. M m okay, and I don't mean no harm.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 5: You you said to me earlier about here too, huh
you said it telling to me about it about how
you you see me?
Speaker 1: What's the gcee?
Speaker 3: Oh you about the only person he actually can talk to?
Speaker 4: And who.
Speaker 10: Me?
Speaker 4: Now I have a whole talk show.
Speaker 3: Tell me about these kind of cos ah.
Speaker 4: Yeah, nigga, yeah, nigga yeah, family, cause everybody seen me,
somebody cause everybody seems to be losing They shit everybody.
I don't get it. Something happening. It's in the water.
The shit that I'm hearing. I'm like, hey, yo, I
ain't buying in.
Speaker 1: I'm not alright. I'm for restruction, but that's what I
tell DJ.
Speaker 5: I'm for a whole restructure my niggas, uh, because I
can't take the current standard.
Speaker 1: Again, that's not the Lador way. How we operating currently
is not the Ladora way.
Speaker 4: We all allowed ourselves to get here.
Speaker 1: And whatever for whatever reason. And it can't nobody say
they didn't play some part in it.
Speaker 4: Some niggas thought it was better to play the part
than actually play the part. They faked the part. You
shoulda just did it.
Speaker 1: Just do the shit, put the work in, cause motherfuckers
they wanna be great at it.
Speaker 3: Put the work.
Speaker 4: You don't you don't love it enough, you can't love
it or not. I think I think that's what happened
recently when I was talking to a girl, a woman,
and I was there as an a s as an
aid to help them set up they audio system, and
I had no that I had no idea about, mkay.
So as I'm nervously doing this, people are watching me.
But they all have podcasts, which means that they all
should know how to record audio. But none of them
even knew where the record button was where, no or
k what certain cables was, and I was like, how
do y'all love this? If y'all don't love the like
making it, like y'all not making no money from it,
so y'all, so why not love the process of it.
Speaker 1: I didn't wanna just be a chef. I wanted to
be a restaurant too.
Speaker 4: I wanna be able to feed the groom right, not
just make the place right.
Speaker 5: You gotta know what if you wanna be good at it,
you gotta at least have some understanding of without. Even
if you not good at certain shit, me, you need
to know what good is so you can hire good
right now.
Speaker 1: I have no motherfucking interest in being a shit, right,
I don't.
Speaker 5: I want a young, hungry motherfucker like I was and
my thages that's what shit, and willing to do the
shit and work the extra shit if that's what it
takes to get this particular job done. That's the motherfucker
I'm looking for. Cause I don't need to do this
shit myself. I need that motherfucker to call me in
up that me and be like, hey boss, this is
what's happening. I got trouble with this motherfucker. Okay, I'm
on my way. You need me to fire this motherfucker. Okay,
I'm on my way.
Speaker 1: That type of shit, that's where I need to be
with Mone come to my old man.
Speaker 5: My hands are hurting, and shit, I be fifty five
man out of March, forty years doing.
Speaker 3: This too, and you can't get tailing.
Speaker 1: You know you ain't got telling fifty five with Mark
officially forty years.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: I don't think you can do is look big for them.
Speaker 3: Kay, I've done it.
Speaker 5: So I need to do something mess. I'm tryna talk
Shell into taking a different position on her job where
she only worked like three days, and then I want
her fourth day to be dedicated to managing some of
the shit that I need doing.
Speaker 1: And one of the things I wanted her to do
is work with you on that podcast shit that you
was talking about.
Speaker 5: You know, I hope you didn't feel like I was
blowing you off that night you called me with that
concept and shit, uh, I've been thinking about.
Speaker 1: That shit ever since then.
Speaker 5: I was like, then they's talking about being able to
mark it to these mother fuckings cause they got.
Speaker 1: The money to spend on that shit. Yeah, and they
and they we just got a new got an update
they got an initiative, so they it's.
Speaker 4: A certain parcation. You gotta play the game of.
Speaker 5: Working on what they that they've established on the federal level.
So they trying to get the a s a different
qualification on the state level that will allow them to
build more for the same shit that they do. So
they wanna turn around and reinvest a lot of that
shit into the employees and all that type of shit.
Motherfucker's supposed to be getting raised. It is across the board,
not just the annual they call it the color cost
of living allowance three percent every year. Uh that they
come through with mm uh. So they SPOSTA, they hire
a firm. They been talking about this ship for two years.
Uh hired the firm, come.
Speaker 1: In all that they job and what they was paying.
Speaker 5: Motherfuckers. Come to find out the they wasn't competitive. Now
the boots on the ground been saying that shit for
twenty years, that y'all not competitive. So now these motherfuckers
finally like, alright, we better do something.
Speaker 1: We gonna lose tap shit.
Speaker 5: Okay, So everybody in a company is eligible for uh
some sort of raise, not just the three this shit.
And I'm really interested to see what they idea of
marketable or market value versus is my idea of working
back he is, that's a motorcycle.
Speaker 1: Two doors, that back.
Speaker 4: Okay, that was just weird to come the motorcycles coming
right after the fireworks. Weird. Sound like I'm umber stuck.