1 00:00:00,640 --> 00:00:03,520 Speaker 1: Put me out on that fantasy situation. HM. 2 00:00:05,160 --> 00:00:09,560 Speaker 2: So you know, I d I, I left. I had 3 00:00:09,560 --> 00:00:13,000 a buddy back then, his mother took me in for 4 00:00:13,039 --> 00:00:13,679 two years. 5 00:00:16,679 --> 00:00:20,239 Speaker 3: I got a little wild, just a little bit. 6 00:00:20,199 --> 00:00:23,320 Speaker 4: To you, just a little I mean, what what else 7 00:00:23,320 --> 00:00:24,000 were you supposed to do? 8 00:00:24,199 --> 00:00:27,000 Speaker 3: Just a little bit? But I was doing Get hurt. 9 00:00:27,039 --> 00:00:29,760 I was doing something. Yeah, I was hurt. I was 10 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:32,399 doing something. And actually I went to that later too, 11 00:00:32,719 --> 00:00:35,079 But actually I was going to school. What I was 12 00:00:35,119 --> 00:00:37,159 living with her, and I got tired of going to school. 13 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:42,880 So other things happened cause she shot me. 14 00:00:44,520 --> 00:00:47,200 Speaker 2: Robbed these guys one night in the liquor store a 15 00:00:47,200 --> 00:00:50,240 lot run across, running around the corner. 16 00:00:50,679 --> 00:00:52,640 Speaker 3: Go in the back door cause we living next door. 17 00:00:52,520 --> 00:00:52,920 Speaker 1: To the run. 18 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:58,719 Speaker 5: That's how I rotchet. This nigga was live next door 19 00:00:58,759 --> 00:01:02,000 to the liquor store, robbing niggas in the parking lot. 20 00:01:02,600 --> 00:01:09,879 Speaker 3: I don't live in the next door seventeen to him, but. 21 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:14,640 Speaker 4: Uh, robbing them of the money and liquor money. Uh look, 22 00:01:14,719 --> 00:01:16,400 keep the liquor, yeah, keep. 23 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:19,760 Speaker 3: The fucking I just wanted the money. Put me to 24 00:01:19,879 --> 00:01:21,680 the side, told me, you know. 25 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:23,439 Speaker 4: To do what what do you want the money for? 26 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:27,239 Speaker 1: To have some to do what though, to have some 27 00:01:27,640 --> 00:01:28,840 just to have period? 28 00:01:28,879 --> 00:01:32,200 Speaker 4: You know, I don't. I wish I did. I don't. 29 00:01:32,359 --> 00:01:33,959 That's why I aks. I'm not even gonna be funny 30 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:36,480 like I never somebody said that to me. Went on 31 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:39,519 the grind like that. Not to have money for what? 32 00:01:40,280 --> 00:01:41,079 Speaker 1: Just be could. 33 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:45,000 Speaker 2: The clothes, buy your clothes? 34 00:01:46,439 --> 00:01:49,000 Speaker 5: Buy s Hey girl, you want some Boston bake things. 35 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,359 I guess I I got you. 36 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:54,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, honey boy, I get the one with the glass and. 37 00:01:56,799 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 5: Money to do that type brock niggas wasn't getting no conversation. 38 00:02:01,200 --> 00:02:04,120 Speaker 4: So I was one of the brother niggas. You wasn't 39 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:06,439 getting no conversation, but I d I was though, cause 40 00:02:06,439 --> 00:02:06,879 I could talk. 41 00:02:07,439 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 1: Well, you was the exception to the rule. 42 00:02:09,919 --> 00:02:14,039 Speaker 5: Okay, but because you understood if I just talked to these. 43 00:02:13,879 --> 00:02:17,280 Speaker 1: Motherfuckers, it didn't matter. But what she did not everybody 44 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:17,960 understood that? 45 00:02:18,680 --> 00:02:20,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, but was she not? 46 00:02:20,719 --> 00:02:25,000 Speaker 2: Everybody was going to the service cause she tell me, 47 00:02:25,080 --> 00:02:27,039 you're a good kid, and I know you gonna be 48 00:02:27,080 --> 00:02:29,520 a good man, but you need to get out of. 49 00:02:29,439 --> 00:02:37,680 Speaker 6: Here, yeah, cause you gonna try to rob the wrong lady. Yeah, 50 00:02:39,280 --> 00:02:40,599 and or you gonna get caught. 51 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:41,639 Speaker 3: Went to the sis. 52 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:42,479 Speaker 1: You next door. 53 00:02:43,479 --> 00:02:45,879 Speaker 3: You know, went to the service of seventy teams. You know, 54 00:02:46,879 --> 00:02:47,680 tell me that a whole lot. 55 00:02:48,039 --> 00:02:49,159 Speaker 4: She saved your life. 56 00:02:49,319 --> 00:02:51,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, tell me a whole lot. 57 00:02:52,039 --> 00:02:54,919 Speaker 1: You know, came back that was on my own. 58 00:02:55,120 --> 00:02:56,000 Speaker 3: We pretty much then. 59 00:02:56,639 --> 00:02:58,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, you already went, You already went to you already 60 00:02:58,360 --> 00:02:59,560 went to service. Yeah. 61 00:03:00,319 --> 00:03:04,360 Speaker 2: Uh still sent her blah blah blah, went to see 62 00:03:04,560 --> 00:03:05,759 but see, I had to go see. 63 00:03:05,599 --> 00:03:08,439 Speaker 3: My mother for her to sign the papers for me 64 00:03:08,479 --> 00:03:12,199 to go to the service. She was all happy and stuff, 65 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:15,599 cause know what she thought. I was gonna send my 66 00:03:15,680 --> 00:03:16,560 money home to her. 67 00:03:18,199 --> 00:03:21,080 Speaker 4: Once you think that, why, cause that's what her thing 68 00:03:21,280 --> 00:03:23,680 was from you, not from. 69 00:03:23,479 --> 00:03:27,080 Speaker 1: Everybody modern all the kids that was grown enough to work. 70 00:03:27,199 --> 00:03:29,080 Speaker 5: It was eight of us, bru, you had to put 71 00:03:29,120 --> 00:03:32,919 your money in the house, and that was the youngest. 72 00:03:33,439 --> 00:03:35,520 Speaker 3: Okay, but uh. 73 00:03:35,560 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 4: What was her beef? That's what happen, you know what 74 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:42,680 I'm saying. But sh something older than her to that. 75 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:45,520 That's what I'm more interested in as she was, I know, 76 00:03:45,599 --> 00:03:49,080 but life made her that way. You know, until you 77 00:03:49,199 --> 00:03:51,560 until you start seeing shit like that, you will never 78 00:03:51,759 --> 00:03:56,080 understand forgiveness. Until you try to be like what made 79 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:57,199 y'all so fucked. 80 00:03:57,000 --> 00:03:59,039 Speaker 3: Up, Well didn't. 81 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:02,840 Speaker 2: It didn't matter, cause that's just how she was, even 82 00:04:02,879 --> 00:04:04,120 when you gave her money. 83 00:04:04,520 --> 00:04:04,719 Speaker 4: Dah. 84 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:08,439 Speaker 5: I that cause I worked with a girl whose mom 85 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:11,120 was like that, you know what I mean, that kind 86 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:14,080 of mindset, And and shit, I had a bunch of 87 00:04:14,159 --> 00:04:18,519 girls you know, tak them. Uh, it's okay to lay 88 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:21,800 up with a nigga as long as she's paying to play. 89 00:04:22,519 --> 00:04:24,279 Speaker 1: A nigga gotta pay to play. 90 00:04:25,319 --> 00:04:28,279 Speaker 5: And it don't matter if this nigga is touching on 91 00:04:28,439 --> 00:04:30,439 my daughters or anything like that. 92 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:31,079 Speaker 4: M M. 93 00:04:31,279 --> 00:04:34,399 Speaker 5: As long as this nigga paying some bills, we all 94 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:35,560 just goot to deal with. 95 00:04:36,839 --> 00:04:37,720 Speaker 4: That's insane. 96 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:39,639 Speaker 1: Is that what you teach your daughters? 97 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:43,839 Speaker 4: That's it? They are teacher? Apparently? Oh shit? 98 00:04:44,639 --> 00:04:47,720 Speaker 1: Hap Yeah? Is that what you suposed to teach your daughter? 99 00:04:48,199 --> 00:04:50,480 Speaker 4: If that's the only thing you know? Yeah, if that's 100 00:04:50,519 --> 00:04:53,199 how you support, we gotta figure out. We gotta understand 101 00:04:53,199 --> 00:04:54,600 where we getting the game from. 102 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:58,120 Speaker 1: But when I looked at her, I thought, what you saying? 103 00:04:58,480 --> 00:05:00,279 Speaker 4: Damn, that's how she got Yeah. 104 00:05:00,120 --> 00:05:03,240 Speaker 5: Uh again, I wonder what happened, What would happened to 105 00:05:03,279 --> 00:05:07,160 her to make it her feel this is normalus? 106 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:09,480 Speaker 4: Okay, you told me you told me about that person 107 00:05:09,519 --> 00:05:13,560 who introduced his nephew or something to uh Harolin. Yeah, 108 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:16,680 at nine, at nine he thought it was he thought 109 00:05:16,839 --> 00:05:18,959 he thought that he thought that he. 110 00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:23,680 Speaker 1: Should enjoy harrodin or d I might as well get interested. 111 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:25,639 Speaker 4: That's why else would you do that? 112 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:31,199 Speaker 1: Uh my god. 113 00:05:30,839 --> 00:05:37,160 Speaker 4: Man, I'm hard enough, bro. You always got a good 114 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:42,879 best way many weeds selection is we should be studied. 115 00:05:48,319 --> 00:05:53,759 Speaker 1: I would most certainly say that it's carefully curated. Most 116 00:05:53,800 --> 00:05:56,639 certainly you like that. 117 00:05:56,720 --> 00:06:02,160 Speaker 7: But yeah, it was most certainly carefully here really bruh, 118 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:06,839 Cause I'm real specific when I go and shot. This 119 00:06:06,879 --> 00:06:09,240 is what I like, This is what I'm looking for now. 120 00:06:09,279 --> 00:06:10,399 I don't like that brand. 121 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:11,040 Speaker 4: I tried it. 122 00:06:11,439 --> 00:06:14,160 Speaker 5: They see the wrong too tidy gives me ahead. They 123 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:16,959 trying to pull on it out and enjoy the whole process. 124 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:20,160 And shit, mother Boy's like, damn, okay, well what you 125 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:21,199 think about this one? 126 00:06:21,519 --> 00:06:21,680 Speaker 4: Well? 127 00:06:21,759 --> 00:06:24,720 Speaker 5: The Cali Blades I like, you know, I really like 128 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:31,480 the Stizzies. That's my t the favorite favorite. D Stroll 129 00:06:31,639 --> 00:06:38,319 does a good job. Jeter does a good job. Uh 130 00:06:38,439 --> 00:06:39,079 who else. 131 00:06:38,959 --> 00:06:39,480 Speaker 1: Do I like? 132 00:06:39,519 --> 00:06:42,800 Speaker 5: It's some other shit I try down in California. I 133 00:06:42,800 --> 00:06:45,879 got a damn and that was real nice and shit 134 00:06:46,759 --> 00:06:51,000 nice but s but you gotta be specific. I like, 135 00:06:51,439 --> 00:06:56,160 uh Indeca dominant hybrids, you know what I mean? 136 00:06:57,120 --> 00:06:58,959 Speaker 1: Just I like what I like. 137 00:06:59,439 --> 00:07:01,759 Speaker 4: When you get do you get? Do you get fearful 138 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:07,240 at sixty? No? What do you look forward to at sixty? 139 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:12,879 Speaker 3: See this thing by me, I ain't giving up on 140 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:13,959 what I've been trying to. 141 00:07:13,879 --> 00:07:18,600 Speaker 4: Do what you tryna do at my. 142 00:07:22,040 --> 00:07:24,360 Speaker 3: On what had my own whatever. 143 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:28,319 Speaker 1: It may be business property whatever. 144 00:07:29,839 --> 00:07:32,240 Speaker 3: See I used to flip houses at property. 145 00:07:33,279 --> 00:07:33,519 Speaker 1: You know. 146 00:07:35,639 --> 00:07:37,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, I got away from it. 147 00:07:38,519 --> 00:07:40,279 Speaker 1: You know that's what I really want you to get 148 00:07:40,319 --> 00:07:40,879 back into. 149 00:07:41,240 --> 00:07:45,879 Speaker 5: Yeah, cause I want some property I wanna move from. 150 00:07:45,879 --> 00:07:49,399 Speaker 4: Why why you why you stopped doing that? I know 151 00:07:49,439 --> 00:07:51,839 about that deal thing then I know about the deal situation. 152 00:07:52,319 --> 00:07:55,000 Speaker 3: That's why I that's that meant back too. 153 00:07:56,240 --> 00:07:59,040 Speaker 2: That was messed up mentally about going back to kitchen 154 00:07:59,079 --> 00:08:01,399 ones really uh. 155 00:08:01,360 --> 00:08:02,839 Speaker 3: Really messed up that where it does? 156 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:07,279 Speaker 4: I mean part of the thing was, uh h, well, 157 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:10,639 you had to come to terms with your siblings, the 158 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:16,199 terms with my siblings, and simple as this, I'm over here, 159 00:08:16,519 --> 00:08:18,800 you know what I'm saying. At that way at you 160 00:08:18,839 --> 00:08:21,120 had to deal with so many emotions at the one 161 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:22,800 time when that situation happened. 162 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:25,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, I tried. I tried to come to terms with 'em, 163 00:08:25,680 --> 00:08:28,199 but you wasn't like that. 164 00:08:29,279 --> 00:08:31,959 Speaker 2: For it was meet or I either found out about them. 165 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:39,120 Well they plotted, I know, to mess that out. And 166 00:08:40,320 --> 00:08:44,480 I used to always help y'all regardless it's one time 167 00:08:44,519 --> 00:08:48,799 when I'm really trying to get something done, you had 168 00:08:48,799 --> 00:08:53,080 to mess it up before I could get it done. 169 00:08:53,679 --> 00:08:55,080 Speaker 4: And all you was trying to do is take care 170 00:08:55,159 --> 00:09:02,480 help take care of them. Yeah, they were so, they 171 00:09:02,519 --> 00:09:05,840 were so the the trauma that they experienced wouldn't allow 172 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:13,679 them to they ignore what they knew uh w uh 173 00:09:13,840 --> 00:09:18,639 was normal, which is but t I can't even like, 174 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:20,919 my brain won't even allow me to fully process what 175 00:09:20,960 --> 00:09:23,000 I'm trying to say because it's so horrendous what they 176 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:23,600 did to you, bro. 177 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:24,799 Speaker 1: Yeah. 178 00:09:25,480 --> 00:09:30,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, and don't get me wrong, I like said, uh, antally, 179 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:33,879 well emotionally, it fucked. 180 00:09:33,639 --> 00:09:34,519 Speaker 3: Me up really bad. Uh. 181 00:09:34,559 --> 00:09:38,039 Speaker 4: How old were you when that happened to you? Thirty 182 00:09:38,039 --> 00:09:41,159 eight thirty eight, So it's been hund you for twenty years. 183 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:44,559 Twenty years flew by too, didn't it? 184 00:09:44,759 --> 00:09:45,000 Speaker 1: Yeah? 185 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:48,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, and it still thing and I had to r 186 00:09:50,039 --> 00:09:55,240 I had to re put myself, position myself to. 187 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:58,600 Speaker 4: Be able to do that right, get things. 188 00:09:58,320 --> 00:10:01,000 Speaker 3: Back where I want 'em to be at right wasn't easy. 189 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:07,399 Speaker 4: And uh nobody has s nobody has sympathy for uh 190 00:10:07,559 --> 00:10:11,440 yeah a black man. Yeah, not even mom famly, not 191 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:12,440 even your own family. 192 00:10:12,639 --> 00:10:15,200 Speaker 3: See this and this, i'm'a tell you what really messed 193 00:10:15,279 --> 00:10:15,639 me up? 194 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:17,519 Speaker 4: Well, what do you think it is? This from what? 195 00:10:17,559 --> 00:10:18,000 Speaker 3: Emotionally? 196 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:21,120 Speaker 4: Well, h go ahead, go ahead, go ahead, in emotional. 197 00:10:24,720 --> 00:10:29,360 Speaker 3: Cause, I call my mother one day. Well, this is 198 00:10:29,399 --> 00:10:30,399 what you have to understand. 199 00:10:31,879 --> 00:10:34,440 Speaker 2: If they were in my mom's house, she wanted them 200 00:10:34,480 --> 00:10:39,519 out at her house. I'm doing business with houses. I'm 201 00:10:39,559 --> 00:10:42,039 not trying to get into that. But I broke my 202 00:10:42,080 --> 00:10:45,679 mom e rup, Okay, I'm allowed to get in this house. 203 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:49,000 Minds to get you having my mom's house. 204 00:10:50,399 --> 00:10:53,799 Speaker 3: After all, this is done. Blah blah blah, A colored 205 00:10:53,799 --> 00:10:54,320 one day actor. 206 00:10:55,639 --> 00:10:57,320 Speaker 4: That's it. I told my. 207 00:10:58,879 --> 00:11:02,279 Speaker 2: I can't put it in my he of why they 208 00:11:02,320 --> 00:11:08,000 would do then mostly I don't care. It wasn't my house. 209 00:11:09,320 --> 00:11:12,159 Speaker 8: Hung up on him, took the phone off the hook, 210 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:16,559 and I was done. 211 00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:19,919 Speaker 4: Is she was that your only time calling? Or was 212 00:11:20,200 --> 00:11:22,039 or like? Where do you think that's from? 213 00:11:22,799 --> 00:11:25,159 Speaker 3: Just how she. I don't think she even wanted me 214 00:11:25,679 --> 00:11:26,080 to have it? 215 00:11:26,480 --> 00:11:28,559 Speaker 4: But why not? I'm doing why not? Though? 216 00:11:30,039 --> 00:11:30,360 Speaker 1: I don't know? 217 00:11:30,720 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 4: Did you mean you never ask that question? 218 00:11:32,679 --> 00:11:34,639 Speaker 3: No, cause I stopped asking questions? 219 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,480 Speaker 4: Why what? Why was it that the first question you asked? 220 00:11:38,679 --> 00:11:40,600 Like like, what the fuck did I do to y'all? 221 00:11:43,039 --> 00:11:43,679 Speaker 3: Didn't do nothing? 222 00:11:43,679 --> 00:11:45,279 Speaker 4: That's the port, Nah, bro. 223 00:11:46,399 --> 00:11:48,279 Speaker 3: They just didn't want me to make it out of 224 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:50,159 here before they did. 225 00:11:51,519 --> 00:11:53,919 Speaker 4: We were we were what were what? What were they 226 00:11:54,000 --> 00:12:01,679 doing to get out of there? So dope? They were 227 00:12:01,720 --> 00:12:05,840 selling dope out the house, but you wasn't living there? 228 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:07,639 Speaker 3: Mmmm, my mom. 229 00:12:07,919 --> 00:12:09,679 Speaker 4: Were you funding the were you f w were you 230 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:10,759 funding the dope? No? 231 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:12,519 Speaker 3: I didn't fuck with it? 232 00:12:12,639 --> 00:12:18,120 Speaker 4: Though, maybe, m what what w you buying this property? 233 00:12:18,159 --> 00:12:20,080 Would that have brought a lot of attention to your 234 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:25,279 siblings if they were all selling dope? Shouldn't Why shouldn't. 235 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:26,360 Speaker 3: It cause they had nothing to do with what they 236 00:12:26,399 --> 00:12:26,960 properly old? 237 00:12:27,000 --> 00:12:30,360 Speaker 4: But yeah, but I don't think the police care about that. 238 00:12:30,799 --> 00:12:32,519 Speaker 3: Oh, No, police didn't care about that. 239 00:12:32,879 --> 00:12:34,919 Speaker 4: They didn't care. No, how do you know? 240 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 3: Cause they don't take everything out? 241 00:12:36,399 --> 00:12:41,799 Speaker 4: Hang what you mean? I'm lost nothing? They was? 242 00:12:42,159 --> 00:12:44,159 Speaker 3: They was robbing people if you came to the house 243 00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:47,000 to buy some dope and you didn't have the correct 244 00:12:47,039 --> 00:12:51,440 amount of money, they would rob you of that money. 245 00:12:53,360 --> 00:12:59,360 Speaker 4: They were gonna get killed soon. But somebody told, somebody told, 246 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:02,279 at least it's gonna bust the house. 247 00:13:02,559 --> 00:13:05,799 Speaker 3: Gotta say me, cause that's a family, all your houses. 248 00:13:09,159 --> 00:13:12,480 Speaker 4: So they took all your houses. No, ne' so what happened? 249 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:15,519 Speaker 3: I just went away from everything. 250 00:13:15,679 --> 00:13:16,360 Speaker 4: Why'd you do that? 251 00:13:17,360 --> 00:13:20,879 Speaker 3: Because mentally I was fucked up about this deal, cause 252 00:13:20,879 --> 00:13:23,919 this deal woulda took me away from all the huge shit. 253 00:13:25,759 --> 00:13:28,519 Speaker 4: Yeah, but t w W was that your last like. 254 00:13:31,559 --> 00:13:33,600 Speaker 3: Put all my eggs in one the basket to get 255 00:13:33,639 --> 00:13:34,360 this shit done. 256 00:13:35,080 --> 00:13:37,679 Speaker 4: That was your that was your that was your pinnacle. 257 00:13:37,879 --> 00:13:41,120 That was Yeah, everything that you had did led up 258 00:13:41,159 --> 00:13:43,720 to this point right here, and then they burnt it 259 00:13:43,799 --> 00:13:47,399 down and you then the other properties you had, you 260 00:13:47,480 --> 00:13:49,279 were so emotionally distraught. 261 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:50,320 Speaker 3: Had to let 'em go. 262 00:13:50,759 --> 00:13:54,080 Speaker 4: You had to let them go. Yeah, so you let 263 00:13:54,159 --> 00:13:56,559 'em go, like, go fucked up? You let 'em go? 264 00:13:56,679 --> 00:14:00,159 B Like, you sold 'em, Like, how did you get 265 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:00,759 rid of 'em? 266 00:14:00,919 --> 00:14:04,320 Speaker 3: Couple of 'em I had to sell because I was 267 00:14:04,320 --> 00:14:06,200 in a hope for that seventy four. 268 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:09,960 Speaker 4: Thousand for for to for the damages, not so much 269 00:14:10,039 --> 00:14:10,720 the damages. 270 00:14:11,080 --> 00:14:13,600 Speaker 3: You ever read a contract when you buying. 271 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:16,759 Speaker 4: A business, I don't buy businesses. 272 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:20,000 Speaker 3: Okay, in them contracts it's a club. 273 00:14:21,399 --> 00:14:24,919 Speaker 2: Of you not discussing that you're buying that business with 274 00:14:25,039 --> 00:14:29,399 anyone because you could circumvent the price of it. 275 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:32,320 Speaker 3: And what that is like? 276 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:36,279 Speaker 4: Uh so you non disclosure type Yeah, and your siblings 277 00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:37,639 and your siblings knew. 278 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:41,480 Speaker 5: So he could be they could avoid the deal right 279 00:14:41,559 --> 00:14:45,039 basis of violation of the non disclosure. 280 00:14:44,679 --> 00:14:46,679 Speaker 4: Right it's a technical and then what and then what's 281 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:49,720 the what's the stick? What's the penalty of that they 282 00:14:49,759 --> 00:14:50,559 can avoid. 283 00:14:50,240 --> 00:14:50,799 Speaker 1: The whole deal? 284 00:14:51,440 --> 00:14:54,240 Speaker 5: It will sit me four thousand, and you gotta pay 285 00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:57,879 us for uh time and effort that we put into 286 00:14:57,919 --> 00:15:00,759 this deal that you no longer can com wait and shit. 287 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:04,559 So no, so first of all, we ain't gonna completely 288 00:15:04,639 --> 00:15:07,720 do it, and secondly you all us for our time 289 00:15:07,799 --> 00:15:09,000 and trouble and shit. 290 00:15:09,159 --> 00:15:11,399 Speaker 1: Basically, yeah, that is how what it comes down. 291 00:15:11,440 --> 00:15:18,399 Speaker 5: Too interesting, cause we invested so much into. 292 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:18,919 Speaker 1: This so far. 293 00:15:19,120 --> 00:15:22,120 Speaker 4: So you ow you owed seventy four thousand, Yeah, because 294 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:24,159 of own pocket at your own pockets. You had to 295 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:25,200 sell some of your shit. 296 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:28,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, to try to cover this debt real quick. 297 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:30,960 Speaker 4: At forty At forty. 298 00:15:30,679 --> 00:15:32,600 Speaker 1: Though, cause we got a list of 'em right here. 299 00:15:32,639 --> 00:15:34,440 Speaker 4: But you did, you went through that at forty though, 300 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:38,840 thirty eight, thirty eight. Damn As a black man, that 301 00:15:38,919 --> 00:15:42,080 musta been hr Yeah, you. 302 00:15:42,039 --> 00:15:43,200 Speaker 3: Gotta understand too, though. 303 00:15:45,080 --> 00:15:47,039 Speaker 2: The Wane that did it was the one that I 304 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:49,080 trusted most of all in my family. 305 00:15:51,159 --> 00:15:53,919 Speaker 1: But why guys, just because we grew up. 306 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:55,039 Speaker 3: She was two years. 307 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:58,720 Speaker 4: Older than me, since she was forty, yeah, living in 308 00:15:58,759 --> 00:16:02,360 this dope house and then her brother was about to 309 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:07,000 make a deal and sh she was like, I'm gonna 310 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,200 burn his house down. 311 00:16:08,360 --> 00:16:10,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, But the crazy shit was I told her, I said, 312 00:16:10,799 --> 00:16:12,639 you can have a house after I finished this deal. 313 00:16:12,960 --> 00:16:13,559 Speaker 3: I don't a kid. 314 00:16:13,679 --> 00:16:16,200 Speaker 4: Well, I'm so confusing why she would burn the house down? 315 00:16:17,120 --> 00:16:18,360 Speaker 1: What's that crab mentality? 316 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:22,799 Speaker 4: Bruh, bruh. I've never I've y you know. What's I know? 317 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:25,519 I know? And right now with y'all are witnessing is 318 00:16:25,559 --> 00:16:29,039 a black man who has heard the term crab in 319 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:32,919 the barrel my entire life. And I never knew. I 320 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:36,600 never saw it, Like, okay, look at you. I never 321 00:16:36,759 --> 00:16:39,320 like yeah, I it's always like I I always thought 322 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:41,919 it was like s no, that like smaller than that. No, 323 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:44,480 but th it's like a like a for real type 324 00:16:44,519 --> 00:16:46,639 of thing, like f crabs in a barrel, like grabbing 325 00:16:46,679 --> 00:16:48,879 and pulling down. I've never seen that happen. 326 00:16:49,519 --> 00:16:51,360 Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's real shit. 327 00:16:51,679 --> 00:16:53,519 Speaker 4: Or maybe it's some or maybe somebody's doing that to 328 00:16:53,519 --> 00:16:55,159 me and I don't know, right. 329 00:16:55,159 --> 00:16:57,039 Speaker 2: Ooh when you come here and you be talking and 330 00:16:57,039 --> 00:16:59,320 I don't say nothing, right, I'm listening to. 331 00:16:59,279 --> 00:17:02,759 Speaker 4: You because what I'm listening to you, uh huh. 332 00:17:02,559 --> 00:17:08,920 Speaker 2: Listening, just listen to what you go through your point. Okay, alright, 333 00:17:10,240 --> 00:17:13,119 you know, so don't get me, no, don't get me grown. 334 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:17,160 I'm not criticizing you're nothing, cause I'm not saying nothing. 335 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:19,559 I'm just listening cause I understand. 336 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:27,519 Speaker 1: Okay, more than anything you understand for sure. But you know, hm, 337 00:17:27,559 --> 00:17:28,000 it's just. 338 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:33,160 Speaker 5: When I I was telling somebody recently about what it 339 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:36,119 was like working in the hotels when I first started. 340 00:17:37,319 --> 00:17:41,440 Speaker 9: Uh that was towards the end of uh, service workers 341 00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:45,440 Unions being in the hotel and see you got Motherfuckers 342 00:17:45,559 --> 00:17:49,400 Day twenty thirty forty year, ten years and shit. 343 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:54,240 Speaker 10: Uh and then here I'll come. You get ambitsues, you know, 344 00:17:54,839 --> 00:17:59,640 talk bottle door. That average is not acceptable. Uh So 345 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:01,920 I ga be the highest. 346 00:18:01,480 --> 00:18:04,039 Speaker 1: Performer in the room. I gotta be the dopest dude 347 00:18:04,079 --> 00:18:07,400 in the room. That's just what we was raised to be. 348 00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:16,839 Speaker 5: So uh when I started applying that to my professional 349 00:18:17,039 --> 00:18:21,079 side of things in this environment, I had all kinds 350 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:25,559 of motherfuckers, all kinds of mother I was all kinds. 351 00:18:25,359 --> 00:18:26,160 Speaker 4: Of Uncle Tom. 352 00:18:27,319 --> 00:18:28,519 Speaker 1: That was all kinds of cell. 353 00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:30,400 Speaker 4: Man. 354 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,640 Speaker 1: You need to quit working so hard you making the 355 00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:33,599 rest of us looking. 356 00:18:33,759 --> 00:18:37,440 Speaker 4: Can you imagine hearing that on Can you imagine hearing 357 00:18:37,440 --> 00:18:39,519 that shit on a slave pan plantation? Bro? 358 00:18:40,039 --> 00:18:41,960 Speaker 1: It is, It's exactly it. 359 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:45,200 Speaker 4: Can you imagine like you being I'm like, I gotta 360 00:18:45,240 --> 00:18:48,599 perform like this. I don't want the consequences of not 361 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:54,599 performing like this. But y'all are okay with that? I'm 362 00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:55,359 not okay with that. 363 00:18:55,480 --> 00:19:01,799 Speaker 1: I'm not okay. So therein has the US divided. 364 00:19:02,119 --> 00:19:05,920 Speaker 4: Because yeah, I'm not. No, I want to I want 365 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:07,599 to be great at something like I want to. I 366 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:13,279 want to really like, let's get this ship. Yeah No, 367 00:19:13,319 --> 00:19:13,799 I'm no. 368 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:18,200 Speaker 5: I'm like with his position, the resources and everything that 369 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:19,839 comes along with that ship. 370 00:19:20,440 --> 00:19:21,440 Speaker 1: That's what I want. 371 00:19:21,559 --> 00:19:22,480 Speaker 4: But you know it's crazy. 372 00:19:22,599 --> 00:19:25,319 Speaker 1: I want to be me doing that ship. 373 00:19:25,599 --> 00:19:32,400 Speaker 4: I'm really I want to be him. I want I like, well, 374 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,920 I'm noticing him because the way that he's working is 375 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:40,000 outworking me. So I admire it, but I'm hating at 376 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:43,240 the same time. But I'm it's making me grow though, 377 00:19:43,480 --> 00:19:47,079 because if without this person, it's like Isaiah Thomas and 378 00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:51,279 Michael Jordan, without this person, who you wouldn't have became 379 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:54,319 that great. I'm the reason why you had to become 380 00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:58,759 that great. I'm the reason to overcome me. And I yes, 381 00:19:58,839 --> 00:20:03,200 And I think that once people will accept that, you 382 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:06,559 gotta accept that part. It's somebody that's better. You better 383 00:20:06,559 --> 00:20:11,119 study that motherfucker all parts and get to the next. 384 00:20:12,079 --> 00:20:14,559 You gotta cause you gotta sling shot yourself. And what 385 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:16,079 comes on the other side of that is kind of 386 00:20:16,079 --> 00:20:19,319 financial freedom. More financial freedom, like when you find out like, oh, 387 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:21,720 I can just if I do what if I do 388 00:20:21,759 --> 00:20:24,960 it exactly what they want me to do, which is 389 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:27,680 what I've been told my whole life to do. Anyway, 390 00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:29,079 I could be great. 391 00:20:29,319 --> 00:20:30,000 Speaker 1: I can just do it. 392 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:34,200 Speaker 4: But it's just but it's just that slave mentality because 393 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:36,839 isn't that what like, what was it like to be 394 00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:42,599 the best slave, like the nigga who actually like, yeah, 395 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:46,319 he out here because Lebron James there used to be 396 00:20:46,359 --> 00:20:49,559 a slave that looked like Lebron James. Got that motherfucker 397 00:20:51,359 --> 00:20:55,559 out picking everybody. Bro, this nigga is doing that moon. No, 398 00:20:55,599 --> 00:20:59,279 I'm good, Bro, I gotta run in the morning. Get 399 00:20:59,279 --> 00:21:01,759 this nigga out of here. Man, now I'm snitching on her. 400 00:21:01,799 --> 00:21:05,640 I'm making up ship. I may get this. 401 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,440 Speaker 1: Hey, I've seen that motherfucker looking at your wife live. 402 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:12,240 Speaker 4: Oh, and you know what's crazy? His wife's wife probably 403 00:21:12,279 --> 00:21:16,880 was fucking up cause she was impressed. My husband is 404 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:20,000 put my husband's footles on your neck. You still got 405 00:21:20,039 --> 00:21:23,279 the most cotton here. Get this coochie gotta be. 406 00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:25,039 Speaker 1: Go, bring. 407 00:21:26,279 --> 00:21:28,400 Speaker 4: Yeah to my room. 408 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:28,880 Speaker 1: Bro. 409 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:32,160 Speaker 4: Imagine you gotta go get some shitcause they ain't got cars. 410 00:21:32,480 --> 00:21:36,400 They got a horse. They husband got a galloped fucking 411 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:41,160 twenty miles. It's gonna take him two weeks, two weeks. 412 00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:45,000 It's a big man dingo nigga out here. It's going fifty, 413 00:21:46,319 --> 00:21:48,319 he averaging fifty. 414 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:50,359 Speaker 1: Average. 415 00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:52,480 Speaker 4: He waking up early, picking the most and going to 416 00:21:52,519 --> 00:21:56,240 bed earlier than everybody y'all want to stay up out there. 417 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:59,680 Can you imagine slaves out there trying to stay up 418 00:21:59,759 --> 00:22:05,039 late go to sleep. This is why you're getting smacked. 419 00:22:06,039 --> 00:22:07,519 Speaker 1: Come on, bro, that. 420 00:22:07,599 --> 00:22:10,160 Speaker 4: Shit translate to how niggas go to prison. I be like, 421 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:13,720 why'd you do that? Your environ? Why'd you do that? 422 00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:16,599 Are you not afraid of the police? 423 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:19,000 Speaker 1: Don't you know that they will come? 424 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:24,640 Speaker 4: Don't you? They have every weapon known to man after 425 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,039 they done killed niggas for less. 426 00:22:27,119 --> 00:22:29,279 Speaker 1: That you either going with them or you going in 427 00:22:29,319 --> 00:22:29,880 the ground. 428 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:33,720 Speaker 4: Bro. They blew up a block cause niggas was giving 429 00:22:33,799 --> 00:22:37,119 breakfast to the young black people. Bro right. They blew 430 00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:40,079 up these niggas houses cause they was teaching niggas how 431 00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:43,160 to defend themselves. What you think they gonna do to you? Bro? 432 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:50,240 Chill out, bro, play the game. Just play the game. 433 00:22:51,319 --> 00:22:56,400 Just and and in no way am I saying act 434 00:22:56,559 --> 00:23:01,160 like Uncle Tom. But it's like, bro, you can it's. 435 00:23:01,039 --> 00:23:03,240 Speaker 1: A it's a called professional. Listen. 436 00:23:03,359 --> 00:23:06,839 Speaker 4: They wanna make money, bro, that's all they wanna do. 437 00:23:07,599 --> 00:23:11,920 That's that's all they wanna do is make money. Don't 438 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:16,599 you wanna make some money? Why not fall in line? 439 00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:19,799 Speaker 1: I need some of that money to come out with. 440 00:23:21,519 --> 00:23:24,880 Speaker 5: That's what I need, is what I'm looking for, because 441 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:27,160 I like being able to do this type of shit. 442 00:23:27,519 --> 00:23:30,119 Speaker 4: I like the freedom that comes with I. 443 00:23:30,279 --> 00:23:32,480 Speaker 3: Like my life to be better than what it is. 444 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:37,559 Speaker 5: I was raised in a house that had a yard 445 00:23:38,559 --> 00:23:42,839 in place to go and be and not have to 446 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:46,839 worry about nobody else and shit like that, so I 447 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:50,359 th that's my standard. So I need something like this. 448 00:23:50,519 --> 00:23:53,599 So I feel like I at least have gotten that 449 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:54,759 fault right. 450 00:23:56,519 --> 00:23:56,720 Speaker 4: Now. 451 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:01,759 Speaker 5: Could I have lived somewhere else, definitely, But I decided 452 00:24:02,039 --> 00:24:05,759 to keep my means low so I could work on 453 00:24:05,799 --> 00:24:10,599 my social experiment and see what it was like to 454 00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:13,400 provide unconditional and safe. 455 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:17,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, hurtuy, Yeah, all of that shit. I wanted to 456 00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:17,799 see my babies. 457 00:24:18,359 --> 00:24:20,519 Speaker 5: I wanna see 'em when I wanna see him thrive. 458 00:24:21,119 --> 00:24:23,279 I don't want 'em to feel like how I feel. 459 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:24,279 Speaker 4: Yeah. 460 00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:27,920 Speaker 1: Most importantly, I don't want them to feel like how I. 461 00:24:27,799 --> 00:24:30,640 Speaker 5: Feel, cause they gonna the world's gonna make 'em feel 462 00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:31,279 a certain way. 463 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:33,880 Speaker 4: But I don't want that feel way the world works, Yeah, 464 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:35,279 but I don't want them to feel the way I feel. 465 00:24:35,279 --> 00:24:36,799 Speaker 1: I don't want them to feel the way I. 466 00:24:37,079 --> 00:24:39,960 Speaker 4: I I literally cl I literally cried in the shower 467 00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,960 for that exact same thing I d I need to 468 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,640 be able to protect them from the feelings that made 469 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:53,160 me feel the worst, make me feel the worst. I 470 00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:55,519 just hope I'm doing it the right way, cause. 471 00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:59,240 Speaker 1: I you know, I know I got my demis. I 472 00:24:59,319 --> 00:25:02,920 know for sure where I got 'em. I recognize 'em. 473 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:03,920 I learned to live with. 474 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:06,039 Speaker 5: I go. 475 00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:09,519 Speaker 4: I just can't f I just yeah a l in 476 00:25:09,559 --> 00:25:10,119 spite of. 477 00:25:10,480 --> 00:25:14,279 Speaker 1: In spite of she knows I got him. You know 478 00:25:14,319 --> 00:25:14,839 what I mean. 479 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:16,359 Speaker 4: She knows how to talk to him. 480 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:20,559 Speaker 5: She understands how to t how to manage you. She 481 00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:22,799 knows how to help me manage you. 482 00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:25,400 Speaker 4: Mm. That's a good one. 483 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: That's what it really is. 484 00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:30,200 Speaker 5: She don't always know how to deal with, but she 485 00:25:30,319 --> 00:25:33,839 know how's how to help me be able to deal. 486 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,319 Speaker 1: That's why she helped me do all of this shit too. 487 00:25:40,279 --> 00:25:44,079 Speaker 5: Make this place all nice and shit, cause this is 488 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:45,279 where I fight my demis. 489 00:25:45,319 --> 00:25:48,440 Speaker 1: So I don't bring 'em in it, or as few 490 00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:49,559 of 'em as possible. 491 00:25:49,839 --> 00:25:54,240 Speaker 5: Yeah, as few of 'em as possible. 492 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:59,920 Speaker 4: Some of 'em make it as please. 493 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:00,279 Speaker 1: You know what? 494 00:26:00,279 --> 00:26:07,359 Speaker 8: I like that, Tim, You can't go out of town, Moore. Uh, 495 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:10,599 he's in the house cause I've been in the house. 496 00:26:10,759 --> 00:26:11,799 He's in the house too much. 497 00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,759 Speaker 3: Uh, you can't go out of town more. You gotta 498 00:26:16,759 --> 00:26:20,160 come over with sitting garage. And if he's not out there, 499 00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:22,599 you got a colleague and make him come out. 500 00:26:25,119 --> 00:26:26,599 Speaker 1: Rum in the house getting on her nerve. 501 00:26:26,799 --> 00:26:30,519 Speaker 3: Yeah, alright, alright, shit. 502 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:34,119 Speaker 1: I got sh Yeah. Space is important for a marriage. 503 00:26:34,759 --> 00:26:36,759 Speaker 4: Space is the best thing for a marriage. 504 00:26:36,839 --> 00:26:37,240 Speaker 1: It is. 505 00:26:37,319 --> 00:26:38,160 Speaker 4: It's the best thing. 506 00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:39,279 Speaker 1: You know what I r. 507 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:43,839 Speaker 5: I really think the ideal situation for a marriage is 508 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:45,880 houses next door to each other. 509 00:26:46,279 --> 00:26:46,759 Speaker 4: Perfect. 510 00:26:47,279 --> 00:26:49,200 Speaker 1: I really think I do perfect sat. 511 00:26:49,319 --> 00:26:51,440 Speaker 4: I told her, I said, man, I really want you 512 00:26:51,519 --> 00:26:54,039 to have your own space to I don't know why 513 00:26:54,079 --> 00:26:56,200 we decorated like this, but I didn't pick this. 514 00:26:56,599 --> 00:26:57,000 Speaker 1: I did. 515 00:26:57,119 --> 00:27:01,400 Speaker 4: I wouldn't have done all of this. So if we 516 00:27:01,480 --> 00:27:03,519 can have our own, I would take my own. She 517 00:27:03,599 --> 00:27:05,799 was like really. I was like, hell yeah. Like m 518 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,440 I don't wanna sleep with you every night? She said, 519 00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:10,400 I can't sleep without you. I said, that's not a 520 00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:13,640 me problem, nigga. You if you gonn I sleep like 521 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:16,119 a baby. I'm all in the middle of this motherfucker. There. 522 00:27:16,519 --> 00:27:19,759 Speaker 5: You gonna come over to my house. Oh, I come 523 00:27:19,759 --> 00:27:22,799 over to your house. I'm okay with us sleeping together. 524 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:26,839 I'm good with that. But either you gonna visit me 525 00:27:27,039 --> 00:27:28,279 or I'm gonna come visit you. 526 00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:31,920 Speaker 4: And we can't see each other every single day. Oh no, 527 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,440 we can't. We can see each other every day, but 528 00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:36,319 we can't talk to each other all day. No, I 529 00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:37,359 don't want access to. 530 00:27:37,319 --> 00:27:40,039 Speaker 1: You all day all day. 531 00:27:40,279 --> 00:27:41,519 Speaker 4: I just need to know you alive. 532 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,599 Speaker 5: I need to know you safe and Okay, that's it, 533 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:51,000 and then other than that we'll talk right, you know 534 00:27:51,039 --> 00:27:51,400 what I mean. 535 00:27:51,519 --> 00:27:52,920 Speaker 4: I do not have to talk to you as. 536 00:27:52,839 --> 00:27:55,759 Speaker 1: Much as you can me hourly updates. 537 00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:56,559 Speaker 4: I do not. 538 00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,799 Speaker 1: I don't. 539 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,680 Speaker 4: But I love you, though, I promise I do. 540 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,400 Speaker 1: Best believe you are at the top of the list. 541 00:28:05,079 --> 00:28:08,000 Speaker 4: But all this extra shit is extra shit, this extra shit. 542 00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,559 I'm having a try. I'm having a hard time. I'm 543 00:28:10,599 --> 00:28:13,680 asking her questions and she's answering the question. She's explaining 544 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:18,400 the question before she answered the question, and I'm like, hey, 545 00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:22,799 can you answer me first? And she's like, I'm trying to. 546 00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:28,480 I said, no, I need you to answer concisely, cause I. 547 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,079 Speaker 1: I you asking too much. Bruh. 548 00:28:30,599 --> 00:28:32,359 Speaker 4: I know y me, Yeah you are. 549 00:28:32,559 --> 00:28:36,480 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, how fucked up. 550 00:28:36,359 --> 00:28:40,920 Speaker 4: As I'm not asking too much? Just to say told, no, 551 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:45,359 you are not in the reality of things, in the 552 00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:46,839 reality of things in your world. 553 00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:48,640 Speaker 1: You almost certainly asking too much. 554 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:49,960 Speaker 3: Bruh. 555 00:28:50,079 --> 00:28:54,039 Speaker 5: I'm just saying after twenty three years, I've come to 556 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:58,640 understand that you the best advice. 557 00:28:58,359 --> 00:29:02,079 Speaker 1: I got was do you wanna be right? Do you 558 00:29:02,119 --> 00:29:06,960 wanna be happy? You were absolutely right in the question 559 00:29:07,079 --> 00:29:07,880 that you're asked. 560 00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:11,960 Speaker 5: You justified all of this, But asking that question makes 561 00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,000 both of y'all unhappy. 562 00:29:15,599 --> 00:29:17,920 Speaker 1: Do you want to be right? Do you wanna be happy? 563 00:29:19,079 --> 00:29:23,000 Speaker 4: I want to be right? I'm right. 564 00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:27,640 Speaker 5: Happy comes along with it. 565 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:32,240 Speaker 4: It don't matter, don't it don't matter? Baby, No, none 566 00:29:32,279 --> 00:29:36,119 of that, None of that matter. But I'm tired, but 567 00:29:36,319 --> 00:29:40,160 I question. But I'm tired of living without having my 568 00:29:40,319 --> 00:29:43,599 arms stressed out. That's called stress. I need to hey, 569 00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:47,799 answer the fucking question, please please, and I and and. 570 00:29:48,519 --> 00:29:50,720 Speaker 1: Cause I'm gonna answer the question you asked me. 571 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,119 Speaker 4: Not even that, bro, Why are we spending so much 572 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,920 time on this thing? What do you want to eat? Now? 573 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,200 It's a bro. If you don't know, then we could 574 00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:00,279 just go to the Federator infin for ourselves. You can 575 00:30:00,359 --> 00:30:03,799 say that, you can say that we don't have to 576 00:30:03,839 --> 00:30:04,599 eat the same sh. 577 00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:10,680 Speaker 1: The right things, but that don't make you happy. That's 578 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:11,359 all I'm saying. 579 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:12,200 Speaker 4: Bruh nah. 580 00:30:12,279 --> 00:30:14,400 Speaker 1: If you wanna be right half that, I ain't gonna 581 00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:14,640 tell you. 582 00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:15,319 Speaker 3: How to run, y'all. 583 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:17,880 Speaker 4: Nah na h nah. I'm just try. I think there 584 00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:23,160 needs to be a restructuring happening because because the life 585 00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:26,000 that you wanna live, I can't get us there if 586 00:30:26,039 --> 00:30:32,319 you act like this, if you act like that police chick, you. 587 00:30:32,319 --> 00:30:33,160 Speaker 1: Ask them too much. 588 00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:37,559 Speaker 4: Bruh nah? Is that why niggas go white? Is that 589 00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,160 if my niggas they white? Oh okay, let. 590 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,119 Speaker 1: Say, let's nahind of push back. 591 00:30:46,079 --> 00:30:48,000 Speaker 4: How you throw sure man, you say, shut the. 592 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,680 Speaker 1: Fuck up and answer my question. That they get the answer, 593 00:30:50,759 --> 00:30:52,000 and then that's all you get. 594 00:30:52,839 --> 00:30:54,920 Speaker 4: And that's how they talk to the police. White people. 595 00:30:56,039 --> 00:30:59,000 Shut the fuck up, dude. I'm gonna pull over. They 596 00:30:59,119 --> 00:31:02,599 got freedom. I come over. We wouldn't there say that shit. 597 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:07,240 We wouldn't there, wouldn't they that's that slave shit? Did he? 598 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:09,960 Speaker 1: So you get one of them, motherfucker. You don't have 599 00:31:10,039 --> 00:31:10,799 to do with none of that. 600 00:31:10,839 --> 00:31:13,960 Speaker 4: Shit mm mm. 601 00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,720 Speaker 1: Generally speaking, okay, clean that up. 602 00:31:17,839 --> 00:31:20,559 Speaker 5: It's some of the motherfuckers that's been around us enough 603 00:31:20,599 --> 00:31:21,519 that they ain't going. 604 00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:24,440 Speaker 1: For that shit, just like any other woman wood or 605 00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:24,920 would not. 606 00:31:27,799 --> 00:31:32,519 Speaker 5: You know A but that is most certainly the appeal 607 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:37,039 is the less stress and less push back or shit. 608 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,000 Speaker 1: You got to say shit. 609 00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:39,359 Speaker 4: You won't. 610 00:31:40,119 --> 00:31:43,839 Speaker 5: Motherfuckers ain't arguing about sucking dig cooking good. 611 00:31:44,519 --> 00:31:46,240 Speaker 4: Nigga, covering beers. 612 00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:48,839 Speaker 5: They ain't going to work here, and they ain't sweating 613 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:53,039 you about none of that shit. Okay, baby, soon as 614 00:31:53,039 --> 00:31:55,480 I get home, I'll be on that swallow detail. 615 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,640 Speaker 4: Nah, it's not even more s it's it's just just 616 00:31:58,759 --> 00:31:59,759 be like I wish. 617 00:31:59,519 --> 00:32:02,759 Speaker 1: You would be on some shit like that. Mother fuck. 618 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:05,839 Speaker 4: That's the slave mentality. 619 00:32:06,039 --> 00:32:07,400 Speaker 1: It is the slave mentality. 620 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:10,920 Speaker 5: You don't respect your man and then this wish, then 621 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:15,319 motherfuckers just just tall at full. One day you gonna 622 00:32:15,319 --> 00:32:17,279 have to suck real good dick to keep your man 623 00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:23,079 at And about the time you fourteen out of demonstrated 624 00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,920 a couple of times, show me what you got. 625 00:32:25,759 --> 00:32:28,119 Speaker 4: Girl, Cause if that's what if if you if you 626 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,480 really thought that that's what it took, if that's what 627 00:32:30,519 --> 00:32:35,400 you really thought should but shouldn't, but shit, but shouldn't 628 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:38,480 but sh yeah, but shouldn't sucking dick like be at 629 00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:41,640 the top of the total Paul, because you're why ain't 630 00:32:41,799 --> 00:32:44,880 why ain't we a g You're applying logic too, I'm not. 631 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:48,079 I'm just asking because I think it if women were, 632 00:32:48,319 --> 00:32:51,440 if women want that so bad, how you don't know 633 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,839 how to sucking dick step? If you if you wanted 634 00:32:54,839 --> 00:32:55,759 a man that bad. 635 00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:58,119 Speaker 5: If you want the w if you really wanna win 636 00:32:58,240 --> 00:32:59,960 you a man, what's called mentality? 637 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:02,680 Speaker 1: You have to know how this subject and you need 638 00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:03,240 to know how. 639 00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:06,079 Speaker 3: To cook cause callib I'm just firend with it. 640 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,920 Speaker 5: I'm just saying this thought process. At some point your 641 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:10,440 motherfuckers feel like there's two. 642 00:33:10,319 --> 00:33:13,799 Speaker 2: Bids you do that shit, but they donna want you 643 00:33:13,799 --> 00:33:15,359 to eat the pussy. 644 00:33:16,519 --> 00:33:18,559 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm just saying, and I'm just the man old 645 00:33:18,599 --> 00:33:19,720 man tality. Other thing. 646 00:33:20,119 --> 00:33:23,400 Speaker 5: Yeah uh, especially with her motherfucking with her high on 647 00:33:23,519 --> 00:33:26,119 her own house. She done took the time and got 648 00:33:26,119 --> 00:33:28,160 her shit together. She done got her own place. She 649 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:29,359 don't need a nigga like that. 650 00:33:30,079 --> 00:33:32,680 Speaker 1: Nigga. Hell yeah, you gonna have to eat this puss cat. 651 00:33:32,759 --> 00:33:33,680 Speaker 3: Some'm apolstitch. 652 00:33:34,359 --> 00:33:37,880 Speaker 11: No really, no you're not too No no, no, no, no, 653 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:42,839 I don't know them, so I'm I know some heatings 654 00:33:44,319 --> 00:33:45,359 just saying they have. 655 00:33:45,599 --> 00:33:49,160 Speaker 1: Right, that's the thought process. We donna agree with it. 656 00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:55,119 Speaker 4: That's a thay, that's the process that be thinking. NA 657 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,880 meet to your house. Now you know we been. 658 00:33:59,079 --> 00:34:01,160 Speaker 1: We wanna appreciate. Were you talk too good? 659 00:34:02,319 --> 00:34:07,279 Speaker 4: I heard conversations and shit to Yeah, alright. 660 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:09,199 Speaker 3: I just wanted to understand. Right, I sit here and 661 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,440 now look listen to you, and I don't really never 662 00:34:11,559 --> 00:34:18,320 say that. M m okay, and I don't mean no harm. 663 00:34:19,159 --> 00:34:19,440 Speaker 1: Okay. 664 00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:22,719 Speaker 5: You you said to me earlier about here too, huh 665 00:34:23,639 --> 00:34:25,920 you said it telling to me about it about how 666 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:26,920 you you see me? 667 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,159 Speaker 1: What's the gcee? 668 00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:33,960 Speaker 3: Oh you about the only person he actually can talk to? 669 00:34:36,159 --> 00:34:37,159 Speaker 4: And who. 670 00:34:38,599 --> 00:34:38,639 Speaker 10: Me? 671 00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:40,480 Speaker 4: Now I have a whole talk show. 672 00:34:41,159 --> 00:34:43,719 Speaker 3: Tell me about these kind of cos ah. 673 00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:47,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, nigga, yeah, nigga yeah, family, cause everybody seen me, 674 00:34:48,079 --> 00:34:51,920 somebody cause everybody seems to be losing They shit everybody. 675 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:57,039 I don't get it. Something happening. It's in the water. 676 00:34:58,039 --> 00:35:00,320 The shit that I'm hearing. I'm like, hey, yo, I 677 00:35:00,360 --> 00:35:01,199 ain't buying in. 678 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:08,039 Speaker 1: I'm not alright. I'm for restruction, but that's what I 679 00:35:08,159 --> 00:35:08,800 tell DJ. 680 00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:15,639 Speaker 5: I'm for a whole restructure my niggas, uh, because I 681 00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:18,400 can't take the current standard. 682 00:35:19,679 --> 00:35:24,760 Speaker 1: Again, that's not the Lador way. How we operating currently 683 00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:27,119 is not the Ladora way. 684 00:35:28,679 --> 00:35:30,480 Speaker 4: We all allowed ourselves to get here. 685 00:35:31,159 --> 00:35:36,000 Speaker 1: And whatever for whatever reason. And it can't nobody say 686 00:35:36,119 --> 00:35:37,639 they didn't play some part in it. 687 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:42,039 Speaker 4: Some niggas thought it was better to play the part 688 00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:46,159 than actually play the part. They faked the part. You 689 00:35:46,199 --> 00:35:47,000 shoulda just did it. 690 00:35:47,639 --> 00:35:53,280 Speaker 1: Just do the shit, put the work in, cause motherfuckers 691 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:54,559 they wanna be great at it. 692 00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:55,599 Speaker 3: Put the work. 693 00:35:56,719 --> 00:35:59,360 Speaker 4: You don't you don't love it enough, you can't love 694 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,079 it or not. I think I think that's what happened 695 00:36:02,119 --> 00:36:04,920 recently when I was talking to a girl, a woman, 696 00:36:06,559 --> 00:36:12,519 and I was there as an a s as an 697 00:36:12,559 --> 00:36:15,719 aid to help them set up they audio system, and 698 00:36:15,880 --> 00:36:17,960 I had no that I had no idea about, mkay. 699 00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:24,400 So as I'm nervously doing this, people are watching me. 700 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:28,840 But they all have podcasts, which means that they all 701 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,159 should know how to record audio. But none of them 702 00:36:31,239 --> 00:36:34,440 even knew where the record button was where, no or 703 00:36:34,559 --> 00:36:36,400 k what certain cables was, and I was like, how 704 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:39,719 do y'all love this? If y'all don't love the like 705 00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:44,079 making it, like y'all not making no money from it, 706 00:36:44,519 --> 00:36:46,800 so y'all, so why not love the process of it. 707 00:36:47,119 --> 00:36:49,159 Speaker 1: I didn't wanna just be a chef. I wanted to 708 00:36:49,159 --> 00:36:50,239 be a restaurant too. 709 00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:54,320 Speaker 4: I wanna be able to feed the groom right, not 710 00:36:54,559 --> 00:36:55,960 just make the place right. 711 00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:00,639 Speaker 5: You gotta know what if you wanna be good at it, 712 00:37:01,039 --> 00:37:05,760 you gotta at least have some understanding of without. Even 713 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:08,760 if you not good at certain shit, me, you need 714 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,760 to know what good is so you can hire good 715 00:37:13,199 --> 00:37:13,559 right now. 716 00:37:13,639 --> 00:37:17,519 Speaker 1: I have no motherfucking interest in being a shit, right, 717 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:19,039 I don't. 718 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,239 Speaker 5: I want a young, hungry motherfucker like I was and 719 00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:29,079 my thages that's what shit, and willing to do the 720 00:37:29,159 --> 00:37:32,599 shit and work the extra shit if that's what it 721 00:37:32,719 --> 00:37:36,480 takes to get this particular job done. That's the motherfucker 722 00:37:36,519 --> 00:37:39,880 I'm looking for. Cause I don't need to do this 723 00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:42,519 shit myself. I need that motherfucker to call me in 724 00:37:42,679 --> 00:37:45,039 up that me and be like, hey boss, this is 725 00:37:45,119 --> 00:37:49,840 what's happening. I got trouble with this motherfucker. Okay, I'm 726 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:54,559 on my way. You need me to fire this motherfucker. Okay, 727 00:37:54,599 --> 00:37:55,400 I'm on my way. 728 00:37:56,119 --> 00:37:59,400 Speaker 1: That type of shit, that's where I need to be 729 00:37:59,559 --> 00:38:01,400 with Mone come to my old man. 730 00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,719 Speaker 5: My hands are hurting, and shit, I be fifty five 731 00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:07,280 man out of March, forty years doing. 732 00:38:07,199 --> 00:38:10,039 Speaker 3: This too, and you can't get tailing. 733 00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:16,320 Speaker 1: You know you ain't got telling fifty five with Mark 734 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:18,039 officially forty years. 735 00:38:18,199 --> 00:38:18,360 Speaker 4: Man. 736 00:38:20,679 --> 00:38:22,599 Speaker 1: I don't think you can do is look big for them. 737 00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:24,440 Speaker 3: Kay, I've done it. 738 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:28,280 Speaker 5: So I need to do something mess. I'm tryna talk 739 00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:32,920 Shell into taking a different position on her job where 740 00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:36,280 she only worked like three days, and then I want 741 00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:40,119 her fourth day to be dedicated to managing some of 742 00:38:40,199 --> 00:38:41,559 the shit that I need doing. 743 00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,079 Speaker 1: And one of the things I wanted her to do 744 00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:46,440 is work with you on that podcast shit that you 745 00:38:46,599 --> 00:38:47,239 was talking about. 746 00:38:47,880 --> 00:38:49,239 Speaker 5: You know, I hope you didn't feel like I was 747 00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:51,119 blowing you off that night you called me with that 748 00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:54,920 concept and shit, uh, I've been thinking about. 749 00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:55,880 Speaker 1: That shit ever since then. 750 00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:58,639 Speaker 5: I was like, then they's talking about being able to 751 00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:01,519 mark it to these mother fuckings cause they got. 752 00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:04,079 Speaker 1: The money to spend on that shit. Yeah, and they 753 00:39:04,679 --> 00:39:07,559 and they we just got a new got an update 754 00:39:07,679 --> 00:39:10,599 they got an initiative, so they it's. 755 00:39:10,519 --> 00:39:13,880 Speaker 4: A certain parcation. You gotta play the game of. 756 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:17,559 Speaker 5: Working on what they that they've established on the federal level. 757 00:39:18,079 --> 00:39:20,719 So they trying to get the a s a different 758 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:24,639 qualification on the state level that will allow them to 759 00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:28,960 build more for the same shit that they do. So 760 00:39:29,039 --> 00:39:31,480 they wanna turn around and reinvest a lot of that 761 00:39:31,599 --> 00:39:34,559 shit into the employees and all that type of shit. 762 00:39:35,039 --> 00:39:37,920 Motherfucker's supposed to be getting raised. It is across the board, 763 00:39:38,519 --> 00:39:41,440 not just the annual they call it the color cost 764 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:46,440 of living allowance three percent every year. Uh that they 765 00:39:46,559 --> 00:39:50,039 come through with mm uh. So they SPOSTA, they hire 766 00:39:50,079 --> 00:39:52,679 a firm. They been talking about this ship for two years. 767 00:39:53,679 --> 00:39:55,119 Uh hired the firm, come. 768 00:39:55,079 --> 00:39:57,760 Speaker 1: In all that they job and what they was paying. 769 00:39:57,840 --> 00:40:01,960 Speaker 5: Motherfuckers. Come to find out the they wasn't competitive. Now 770 00:40:02,039 --> 00:40:04,199 the boots on the ground been saying that shit for 771 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:08,760 twenty years, that y'all not competitive. So now these motherfuckers 772 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:10,440 finally like, alright, we better do something. 773 00:40:10,480 --> 00:40:12,079 Speaker 1: We gonna lose tap shit. 774 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:18,559 Speaker 5: Okay, So everybody in a company is eligible for uh 775 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:21,679 some sort of raise, not just the three this shit. 776 00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:26,960 And I'm really interested to see what they idea of 777 00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:31,679 marketable or market value versus is my idea of working 778 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:36,679 back he is, that's a motorcycle. 779 00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:37,320 Speaker 1: Two doors, that back. 780 00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:42,599 Speaker 4: Okay, that was just weird to come the motorcycles coming 781 00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:51,360 right after the fireworks. Weird. Sound like I'm umber stuck.