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by now. All right, So my guest today went from

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serving in the military to serving in the adult industry.

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He's been in for about six years now, and I'm

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very excited to get to know him. I know you

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are too. Let's welcome Bobby Gray.

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Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you for having me. I'm honored.

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Speaker 1: Thanks well, thank you. No, it's a pleasure.

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Speaker 2: I like doing these interviews at ABM because, you know,

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a lot of people are in town that don't normally

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you know, live in LA which is normally where I

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record my podcast, and I get the opportunity to meet

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a lot of different people and do these kind of

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like quick little get to know you sessions, and yeah,

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it's just a great way to like add variety and

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new faces to the show.

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Speaker 3: Awesome.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because you live in Texas right now? In Austin, right, yeah,

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Austin is. I spent a couple of months in Austin

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when I was shooting my Playboy TV show.

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Speaker 1: It's a very cool city.

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Speaker 3: Oh yes, Yeah, it's like a mix between New York

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's one of the fastest growing cities too.

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Speaker 3: Right, ever since after COVID, Yeah, everybody just flooded in.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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the industry, like around that time, right, yes.

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Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, I came in January twenty twenty. Wow, a

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couple months later COVID.

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for like the shutdown in like a lot of people.

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Speaker 1: You were like right before.

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Speaker 3: Wow.

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Speaker 2: So now before that, you were in the army, right, yes,

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and you even did a combat tour in Iraq, that's.

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Speaker 2: So how did that shift from you know, being an

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army vet to work in the adult industry?

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Speaker 3: I always wanted to be in the adult industry. I

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was actually deciding back when I was in college. I

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was actually this closest sign of contract and going to

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the adult industry first. But because I made a promise

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to my mom, finished college, then went to the army.

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had always had that voice calling out to me, so

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it was natural for me. I was pretty much ready.

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to Texas, I said, you know what, I said, let

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me put the acting part to the side. Let me

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give this adult entertainment an opportunity, a chance. So yeah,

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I came across Tadpole X studio. He gave me opportunity.

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and I walked in, I saw everybody. I was just amazed.

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promised his fans seven new guys. And when I showed up,

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we get to Ela Water, we go up and he said, hey, Bobby,

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he said, you know, thank you for showing up. He's like,

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you know, I appreciate so much. And he's like, welcome

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to Welcome to the porn industry. He's like, by the way,

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you're the only guy that showed up, no pressure all

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Speaker 1: Well, so he's really thankful that you showed up. Wow.

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Speaker 3: And I walked through the door and Kendri Heart my

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first shoot. Oh wow, yeah, yeah, and I was nervous.

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I was yeah, and yeah, she's like she took command

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of the room, like her energy. She was so bubbly

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a group scene. He threw in one of his friends

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that was suppsed to shoot the next day, but he

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was tested and everything, so he just hadn't put a

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mask on. Yeah, so he did an MFM. So he

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Speaker 2: Why did he mention, like why the other guys didn't

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dms from guys who want to get into the industry, right,

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like in their head it sounds like a great idea,

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but the reality of it.

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that's why they chickened out.

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you said, like they have this version in their mind

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Internet forever, or I think the big part is them

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actually showing up and having you know, the lights of

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the camera and all these other people possibly around, you know,

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the manager, the agent, you ever know, or just extra

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people who are there like waiting for their shoot. I

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think that plays into the mind of men, because again,

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it's it's easy when you're when you're watching it and

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you can envision yourself in that fantasy. But it's another

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thing now when it becomes reality. So yeah, when he

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Speaker 2: Now you did your first scene, what was like unexpected

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about it?

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Speaker 1: What was expected about it?

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Speaker 2: Like, did you finish that thinking that's exactly how I

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thought it would be, or where you're like, that's not

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at all what I thought it would be.

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Speaker 3: Well, you know, funny thing is, I cleared my mind beforehand.

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any expectations. So when I went in and like I said,

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just because again I'm going into a different realm in

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a sense. So I guess you could say like once

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 3: It was like I was proud of myself in a sense.

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was going to do. I followed through and I made

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a good impression on Tadpole and on the other folks,

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so they kept calling me back. But yeah, it was

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I would say it was. It was eerie because I

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manifested that, because I had prayed about it a long

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time ago, because like I said, when I was in college,

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I like this closest signed the contract, and I guess

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you could say divine timing, So it just it happened

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exactly when it was supposed to happen.

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Speaker 5: And yeah, yeah, are you glad that you waited, because

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a lot of people get into the adult industry early,

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and not always, but sometimes they wish they had waited.

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Speaker 3: For me. I am thankful that I waited, because I

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just know that had I gone in at nineteen, I

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probably would have gotten gotten hooked up to the wrong

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crowd per se, and I probably would have messed a

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lot of stuff up for myself. And then we hear

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those stories all the time, in the entertainment business. You know,

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folks that kind of go in whether at like a

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very early age in their teens, young adults, and end

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and getting caught up in drugs, the bad crowd. And

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I think for me, not because I was a party

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guy too much, it was just more of like I

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have a really good heart, and that's like easy prey

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for certain you know.

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Speaker 1: Type of people. It's easy to be influenced to at

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that age exactly.

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Speaker 3: So I'm very thankful that I did wait. And also,

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you know, I got to experience, like I said, going

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into the military, serving my country and going overseas, meeting

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just the different different people going around with different cultures.

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Speaker 2: Do you think that the army gave you like a

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kind of discipline that helped you, yes.

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definitely gave me the ability to have like that thick

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skin to where like when things kind of like you know,

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a roller coaster ride. You managing so much, so it's like,

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so you got to have that thick skin where it's

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just like on to the next thing, you know, and

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just not allow other things to affect you too much.

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how friends or family perceive you since entering porn?

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Speaker 3: Uh somewhat. I don't have too many family and friends

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that know about it.

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Speaker 4: Uh.

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Speaker 3: The ones that do super excited. A best friend of mine,

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he lives in the Philippines now, and every now and

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again he'll hit me up and he'll send messages and go, hey, man,

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I'll just show these girls your your page and stuff

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and when you're coming out to the Philippines. And then

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my younger brother, we're twelve years apart, and he's he's

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back in New York and every now and again we'll talk.

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he said that he's also interested in, you know, getting

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into the industry. So I gave him some tips and

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them some emails and that stuff, and I said, you know,

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I said, pick my brain as much as you want.

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of person that would go, you know, into into the

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industry because people see me as more like the clean cut,

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you know, guy next door type stuff. So when I

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Speaker 1: There's obviously like a side of you that they don't see.

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Speaker 2: Right, How do you think adult performers are still misunderstood

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by people outside the industry?

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Speaker 3: Oh, great question.

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Speaker 2: I mean now that you're in it, and maybe the

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way that you saw them before you got in it,

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right now that you're now that you're one of us.

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Speaker 3: Exactly, exactly exactly. I think the big part is and

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it's so funny because it's like us in the industry

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now we laugh at it. They don't seem to realize

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like how often we get tested. You know, on the outside,

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people have this mindset like Okay, I got tested in

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like it like they're good for a year, and I

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have to remind them. I'm like, that's a test, it's

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not a shot. Yeah, And I was like, you know,

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we have to get tested very often, especially depending upon

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how many shootes. It could be every two weeks, every

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three weeks, whatever the case may be. And I think

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that's the misconceptions that we were like a bunch of

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dirty people just having sex and you know, we've got

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all types of diseases and runner and that's far from it.

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I mean, we are. And that's that's something that definitely

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opened my mind's eye was just how strict the industry is.

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happened in the past with you know, things on set,

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with people not being tested and spreading stuff.

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some hard lessons over the years. Yeah, but it's made

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us a safer industry and it's created like also, like

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I think a strong sense of responsibility amongst people in

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the industry. Like I think that people who are professionals

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and you know, who work consistently like understand the importance

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of testing and like nobody blows it off, you know exactly.

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Speaker 3: And I think also the fact that they don't, I

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guess they sometimes forget like that we're human. And sometimes

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I'll other places that I've worked at, work in fitness

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facilities and people have known there and they were all

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excited and stuff. And the funny thing is they don't

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realize just how chill and how relaxed and just how

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normal we are. Yeah, they Yeah, they truly believe like

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we were from like another planet.

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Speaker 1: You know, it was so funny.

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Speaker 2: I had girth Master on a few months ago, and

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you know, he's like fairly new to the industry doing

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mainstream porn, and I asked him, like, what one of

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the things about the porn surprised him, and he.

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Speaker 1: Said, there's a lot less orgies that I expected.

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Speaker 2: Like I thought that every party I would go to

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the orgies, No one's having orgies.

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Speaker 1: People are just it's like a normal party are going

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and like having drinks and like talking.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, which I thought was so funny. Yeah, I

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mean it's it's it's a beautiful thing to see, like

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when you can actually just chill out, relax, enjoy a drink,

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cap of conversation with people, and that's something I think

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for me, it didn't surprise me too much when I

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was on the outside, because, as I said, like I

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wanted to be an industry for so long. So when

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I had the opportunity to meet like Shawn Michaels joining

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Angel at the Expos Awards years back, I got to

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kind of peek into that world a little bit. I

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got to hang out with people at the after the

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award shows and stuff, and it was just so calming,

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It was so relaxing. It was like it was like

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I felt like I belonged, you know, and I loved it.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I say this so frequently that people are probably sicking

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to me saying it. But it is very much like

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a big kind of misfit family. And Mick Blue actually

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brought a friend of his to one of the awards

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ceremonies and he told Mick that, and he was someone

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who works in mainstream Hollywood, and this like really stuck

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with me. And he said that he couldn't believe how

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incredibly close everybody was and how like genuinely happy everybody

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was to see everybody, and like the like the love

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and the connection between people was felt really genuine, and

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it was like I've never seen that at a Hollywood

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party at all, And I thought about I actually went

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to like Paris Hilton's birthday party last year or something

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with a friend of mine, and it was very like la,

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you know, like nobody was talking to each other. People

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were just like no one was talking to each other.

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It was like no one knew each other. Everyone was

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just standing.

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Speaker 1: In these little groups.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and everyone looked so bored. It was like the

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most boring party I've ever been to, and I was like,

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this is not the world I want to be in.

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Like it made me so grateful for working important.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so you've been married twice and you now prefer

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a polyamorous lifestyle.

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Speaker 1: What did traditional relationships teach you about yourself?

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Speaker 3: That I'm not monogamous? That it is, Yeah, it's it's

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the traditional relationship lifestyle. Nothing wrong with it, but it's

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just not for me. I felt like, I don't know,

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I felt like I was confined, and uh, I think

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for me, like society gives you like a guidebook and

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it's to learn from and create your own. The mistake

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I made was I was actually like following it to

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a tea, you know, go to college, career, get married.

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And it also taught me that I'm very sensual, very sexual,

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Like I love women, you know, I love being sexual.

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And I think being in a monogamous relationship, at least

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from what I saw growing up, it was it was

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confined in the sense that it's almost like you you

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couldn't have certain thoughts, you couldn't be a certain way

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even in your own relationship. Like something was wrong with you,

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And that's what I went through in both those relationships,

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and it got to the point where I was just like,

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you know what, I the best thing to do is

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just to walk away. We're not compatible, you know. And

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it was nothing against them, wonderful, wonderful women, but I

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knew what they needed and I just was not that

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and I knew what I needed. So it it, like

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I said, divine time, like everything just kind of fell

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into place where it was supposed to. And then the

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port the opportunity for the porn industry came up, and yeah.

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Speaker 2: Can you tell us the story of how you earned

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the nickname mister Honeymoon.

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Speaker 3: Yes. So I was on a sept for Tadpole TADPOLEX Studios,

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and I don't know if it was either, Yes, it

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was Exotica Chicago and Exotica Miami. So on the set

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doing the game scene and because I take my time,

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I worship the woman's body. I listened to her energy

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and that's just how I how I kind of navigate.

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So there was this guy, I'm not gonna get his name,

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good guy, good guy. He didn't mean anything by it.

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So after the one in Chicago, he walks up to me,

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and he's just like, hey, man, you know, just so

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you know, I get your style and everything. I respect it,

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but you know, this is gang bang. You know we

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got to be like pop pop pop to the next

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one pop pop pop, Yeah, the next one, right, And

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I said no, I said, I completely understand. And we

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talked for a little bit, and then when I got

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back home, he had messaged me again. I guess he

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felt really bad, so he messaged me this long, you know,

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nice message and he said he said, yeah, you know,

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he's giving me some more advice. And so then I

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said to him, I said, hey, I said, you know,

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duly noted, but I said, also realized. I said, this

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is the reason why Tadpole keeps, you know, asking me

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to come back, because he likes my style. His fans

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like my style. I guess it ads like a different dynamic.

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And then also a lot of times in the past

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when Tadpole reached out to the women and they were

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kind of like, I don't know if I can make it,

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then he would show them my profile and they're like, oh, yeah,

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he's going to be there. I'll be there. I was like, okay,

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So it again, I in my own way contributed that energy,

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and that's what I also loved about it was just

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being on the set and seeing like the different people

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who have, you know, brought something different. So then now

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the Miami Exotica shoot, same thing again, and the same

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guy is there, and so everybody finishes up. Tadpole's standing

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there butt naked with the camera and he's looking at me,

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and I'm on top of Sarah Arabic. Wonderful, wonderful.

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Speaker 1: We love Sarah Arabic.

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Speaker 2: I met her for the first time on the Expis

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red carpet because she did an unboxing of the strip

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chat merch that we gave away at the party that

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we did at David Busters.

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Speaker 1: So thank you, Sarah.

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Speaker 2: I will always love you for that special like social

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media like shout out, yes.

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Speaker 3: She is awesome, like her energy, the way we connected.

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So I'm on top of her, and I think we

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both kind of forgot where we were. So that's why

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Tadpole was like, hey, Bobby, youre about to finish up?

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Was like, so I said, yeah, one second. So just

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as I get ready, the guy he's standing there and

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he has his hands on his hips, sure on his hips,

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Like there he goes mister Honeymoon, and everybody starts busting

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out left and I stopped like right before I come

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and I look over and I was like, bro, thank you,

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I'm going to use that. And I just took it

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and ran with it, and so ever since then, I

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used mister Honeymoon, and yeah, it's stuck because it was

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funny too. It's like I was looking for a nickname

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for myself and Boems, you just gave it to me

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right through him.

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Speaker 2: So do you feel though, then, because I understand what

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he's saying about gang bangs and gang bangs are like

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a very yes. I've talked a lot about how the

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dynamic actually matters between the guys than it does between

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like the women and the guys, because it is very

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much a dance. Do you feel like gang bangs are

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maybe like not your niche because it sounds like you're

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more of like a one on one kind of guy.

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Speaker 3: Yes, oh yes, Oh yeah. So that's something that I

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recently just came to a conclusion to, like, I've done

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gang bangs and orgies and I love them great. But

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the best way I can say is that I got

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to greedy Dick. You know, he just wants it all

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for himself, and so I've when it comes to group stuff,

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it'll be just more like me and other women. But yeah,

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I've realized that my energy just doesn't fit and that's okay. Yeah,

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That's what I've come to learn that I don't have

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to be everything for everybody because I'm just not going

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to be able to accomplish that. So the best thing,

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the best way for me to give my best performance

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is just to be myself and be in that environment

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where I can actually just fully commit my energy to her.

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Speaker 2: It's important to know your niche and like your strengths,

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you know, because that helps you follow like the path

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that's right for you and put yourselves in the scenes

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that like help you shine. Considering everything that you've been

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through in the last six years, what advice would you

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give someone considering entering the industry today, and we're talking

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about like men specifically.

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Speaker 3: Be yourself, take your time, don't feel as I was

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saying earlier, don't feel like you have to try to

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do everything and be everything for everybody. Like, really figure

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out and hone in on what your gift is. When

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I was in the acting side of entertainment, one of

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my asking coaches that said to me, find what is

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appealing about you and sell the shit out of it.

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So whatever that is that that draws people to you.

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And then also because I've had guys reach out to

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me and say, man, how do I get in on

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this stuff? And all the advice I've given them, and

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I said, one of the things is because I asked

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about like how do they meet the women? And I say,

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you can either reach out to them, you know, on

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their links, or you contact whatever agency they're with. But

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I said, just make sure that when you reach out

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to them, because some of them have had I guess

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bad experiences when they were talking to the women. And

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I just say, just be a gentleman, just say hey,

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you know, I'm Bobby Gray. I've been in an industry

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or I've just got into an industry. I'm talent tested

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through TTS or cleared. I would love to film with

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you sometime. I have no problem traveling to you or

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flying you to me if the vibe is right, you know,

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by all means, check out my profile and guys, if

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you have references, put that in there as well. Say hey,

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you know I can have I can give your rect

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miss upon request. And I have no problem. Give you

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my QR code, my lab results and everything like that,

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and please check out my profile any questions. I'm an

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open book and laid out right there.

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Speaker 1: All right, Well, thank you so much for coming to

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join us. It was a pleasure to get to know you.

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Can you tell everyone where they can find you online? Please?

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Speaker 3: Yes, you can go to x. You can find me

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at Bobby Gray xxx. My OnlyFans be Bobby Gray xxx.

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That's where you can find me and you have all

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my links there and if for whatever reason, you can

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also type in handsomehead dot com.

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Speaker 1: All right, guys, stay tuned. I have some more interviews

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lined up.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So my guest today went from college cam model

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to one of the fastest rising names in the adult industry,

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racking up tens of millions of views, landing major award nominations,

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and building a massive fan base and record time. But

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behind the success are some truly unhinged early stories, hard lessons,

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and a crash course in navigating an industry. It doesn't

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always come with a manual.

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Speaker 1: Let's welcome Addison Vodka.

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Speaker 6: Hello, Hi, I'm so happy to be here.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm so glad that we could finally make that Yes,

477
00:21:11,799 --> 00:21:15,480
so Addison, I guess let's start, like I do with

478
00:21:15,519 --> 00:21:17,640
most of my guests, start from the beginning. We always

479
00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,519
want to wonder how you ended up on the dark side.

480
00:21:20,640 --> 00:21:23,640
Speaker 1: Yes, how does your story begin?

481
00:21:24,279 --> 00:21:27,920
Speaker 4: So? I actually started out back when I was a

482
00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:28,680
preschool teacher.

483
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:31,279
Speaker 6: I was still living with my parents.

484
00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:35,240
Speaker 4: And I had a boyfriend at the time who I

485
00:21:35,279 --> 00:21:40,440
found out was using this camming website behind my back.

486
00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:44,319
And I had asked him repeatedly to stop because I

487
00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:46,200
found out that he was using it.

488
00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:48,000
Speaker 6: He didn't stop.

489
00:21:48,359 --> 00:21:50,839
Speaker 1: So when you say using it, he was not a

490
00:21:50,880 --> 00:21:54,279
performer on it, he was. No, he was live.

491
00:21:54,079 --> 00:21:58,039
Speaker 6: Streaming himself on it for fun, I guess.

492
00:21:58,079 --> 00:22:00,960
Speaker 2: Okay, so he was like as a performer, Yeah, I

493
00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:03,680
wasn't like a like a fan on there, like tipping.

494
00:22:03,319 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 1: Other girls both, okay, gotcha.

495
00:22:06,160 --> 00:22:08,240
Speaker 6: On a very small scale, I know, he had maybe

496
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:09,119
three viewers.

497
00:22:09,279 --> 00:22:10,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, so he.

498
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:11,599
Speaker 6: Didn't stop when I asked him to.

499
00:22:12,039 --> 00:22:16,119
Speaker 4: So at that point I kind of just thought to myself, Well,

500
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:17,640
if you can do it, then I'm going to do it.

501
00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,319
And I went on the website and made an account,

502
00:22:21,359 --> 00:22:24,640
and the first night I had over twelve thousand viewers,

503
00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:27,079
and I made a.

504
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:27,720
Speaker 1: Bunch of money.

505
00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:28,680
Speaker 3: Wow.

506
00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,960
Speaker 4: And then within the next few days, I moved out

507
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,039
of my parents' house and I quit my job.

508
00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:35,920
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

509
00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:41,599
Speaker 2: So camming like really launched you, like into a whole

510
00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:42,880
new stratosphere, just.

511
00:22:42,799 --> 00:22:43,720
Speaker 6: A whole different world.

512
00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:46,559
Speaker 4: I didn't really know what I was doing at that

513
00:22:46,640 --> 00:22:50,079
point in my life. I was in this stupid relationship,

514
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:53,119
I had moved back in with my family. I was

515
00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:56,000
just struggling all around. And then it kind of gave

516
00:22:56,039 --> 00:23:00,960
me this new door to unlock where I fell. I

517
00:23:01,039 --> 00:23:04,400
had some freedom, you know, and once it started, I

518
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:06,799
just couldn't really get away from it.

519
00:23:07,039 --> 00:23:10,400
Speaker 1: Wow. What surprised you the most about camming?

520
00:23:10,759 --> 00:23:13,440
Speaker 6: I think it was the response that I got.

521
00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:16,799
Speaker 4: I had assumed maybe if I logged onto one of

522
00:23:16,839 --> 00:23:21,519
these websites, I would have five people watching me. Having

523
00:23:22,079 --> 00:23:26,720
ten thousand plus people watching you live was insane.

524
00:23:26,759 --> 00:23:28,640
Speaker 6: It was so hard for me to even grasp that.

525
00:23:29,839 --> 00:23:33,240
Speaker 4: And everyone was just so nice to me, and it

526
00:23:33,319 --> 00:23:35,559
was so crazy to start building a fan base.

527
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:39,279
Speaker 6: I just never bad them something like that could happen.

528
00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:42,119
Speaker 2: Were there some things that you did early in your

529
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,440
camming career that now you are like, Oh, I should

530
00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:46,440
have done that differently.

531
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:52,400
Speaker 4: I think no, Honestly, I think I really loved the

532
00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:54,920
way that I was just this crazy.

533
00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:56,880
Speaker 6: College party girl.

534
00:23:57,279 --> 00:24:00,160
Speaker 1: That was the vibe, and it was really fun. It

535
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:01,160
was really natural.

536
00:24:01,279 --> 00:24:05,480
Speaker 4: It was just me on laptop webcam having fun with

537
00:24:05,519 --> 00:24:09,319
my friends and with guys and just doing crazy stuff.

538
00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:11,720
So I wouldn't change it, I don't think.

539
00:24:13,079 --> 00:24:16,559
Speaker 1: So how long did you cam before you transitioned into

540
00:24:16,599 --> 00:24:19,200
doing studio work, which is what you're doing now, right, Yes.

541
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:26,319
Speaker 4: I think I was camming for almost two or three years, okay,

542
00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:31,160
and then I started doing OnlyFans. I had started meeting

543
00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:34,359
more people, I went to expos and stuff, and then

544
00:24:34,400 --> 00:24:38,079
once I started doing OnlyFans, I just opened more of

545
00:24:38,119 --> 00:24:41,319
the world, you know. And then I started doing studio work,

546
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:43,000
which was crazy.

547
00:24:44,039 --> 00:24:47,960
Speaker 2: Tell me about that transition from like, you know, you're camming,

548
00:24:48,400 --> 00:24:50,799
then you're doing only fans. These are still two things

549
00:24:50,799 --> 00:24:53,279
that are very much like in your control, right, Yes,

550
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,680
and probably a lot of it was shot at your home,

551
00:24:55,799 --> 00:24:59,880
maybe by yourself. Yeah, and then transitioning into doing studio

552
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,319
works like a whole different thing.

553
00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:02,920
Speaker 1: So what was that move like for you?

554
00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:08,400
Speaker 6: So it was a little scary. I had met.

555
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:13,400
Speaker 4: A few mainstream porn stars at an event in Miami,

556
00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:15,400
and I just thought it was so cool and it

557
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:18,000
seemed so fun. I had no idea. I didn't know

558
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,440
how to get an agent, I didn't know how to

559
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:23,440
do anything. I just started emailing the websites on there,

560
00:25:23,599 --> 00:25:26,799
like scroll to the bottom and email the help email.

561
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, and one of.

562
00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:31,960
Speaker 4: Them actually emailed me back. So that's how I started shooting.

563
00:25:32,039 --> 00:25:36,000
And the transition felt oddly very natural to me.

564
00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,400
Speaker 6: I was nervous, of course, because.

565
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:40,519
Speaker 4: It is very different than being in the comfort of

566
00:25:40,559 --> 00:25:45,119
your home and just being alone. But once I started

567
00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:48,200
doing it, I was like, this is really what I enjoy.

568
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:49,960
It's so much fun.

569
00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:53,359
Speaker 1: Tell me about your first experience, like your first studio shoe,

570
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:54,000
What was that like.

571
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:59,279
Speaker 4: I was in Florida and I think it was for

572
00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:04,000
New Biles and they had sent me a crazy long

573
00:26:04,039 --> 00:26:07,720
script and I'd never done anything like that before at all.

574
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:10,839
Speaker 1: Everything I read a script in my life. Yeah, and

575
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:11,960
I was so nervous.

576
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,160
Speaker 4: I just remember I kept messing up and messing up,

577
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:17,279
and I felt so bad for the poor director and

578
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:20,359
camera people I was. I almost cried. I was just

579
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:22,880
so anxious and nervous, and that scene haunts me to

580
00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,920
this day because my acting is atrocious, But that's rough.

581
00:26:26,079 --> 00:26:29,640
Speaker 2: Like I've been the director on the other side of that.

582
00:26:30,279 --> 00:26:33,920
I've also been the talent on the other side of that,

583
00:26:34,079 --> 00:26:35,799
Like when I had a show for a Playboy TV

584
00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,000
and I would have to I never understood what it

585
00:26:38,079 --> 00:26:40,160
was like being talent until I did that show and

586
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,920
I was just a host. I wasn't a performer at all, right,

587
00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:47,640
But having to struggling with something and then still having

588
00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:50,720
to like project this image of like I'm happy or

589
00:26:50,759 --> 00:26:52,880
I'm this or you know what I mean a place

590
00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:55,720
that you're not feeling at the moment is tough.

591
00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:57,680
Speaker 1: And you know what's funny is that.

592
00:26:59,359 --> 00:27:02,160
Speaker 2: I am very very bad at memorizing line, like very

593
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:05,359
bad even if I wrote the script. Yeah, I'll write

594
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:07,920
myself lines, Like all of a sudden, when I used

595
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,039
to shoot like Digital Playground and stuff, I put myself

596
00:27:10,079 --> 00:27:12,200
in as a like a non sex role just because

597
00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:13,720
I didn't want to pay somebody else to do it,

598
00:27:14,359 --> 00:27:15,559
so I would just get it myself.

599
00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:18,920
Speaker 1: But I wouldn't remember my own line, yeah, my own lines.

600
00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:23,119
Speaker 2: Yeah, And like everyone's waiting for me the director, Hello,

601
00:27:23,319 --> 00:27:25,839
you can't find doer lines And it's just like and

602
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:29,119
you get caught in that yeah, in that headspace, and

603
00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:30,880
then it gets worse and it's.

604
00:27:30,759 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, oh hard.

605
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:36,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, the spiral with it was definitely the worst thing. Yeah,

606
00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:39,680
over time, I've gotten much better at memorizing lines.

607
00:27:39,799 --> 00:27:42,319
Speaker 6: I think it took a little while, but no, that

608
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:44,160
haunts me every day.

609
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:46,400
Speaker 1: That's so bad.

610
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:49,119
Speaker 2: Okay, So I mean, overall, do you feel like this

611
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:51,160
scene was fairly successful, Like once you get to the

612
00:27:51,160 --> 00:27:52,880
sex part, did that at least go better?

613
00:27:53,279 --> 00:27:53,839
Speaker 1: I think so.

614
00:27:54,079 --> 00:27:57,400
Speaker 4: I think I was Also, it was it was funny

615
00:27:57,400 --> 00:28:00,759
because that being my first scene, it was more technical

616
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,559
type of one. They really liked to cut between each

617
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:07,799
you know, position and this and that's so it felt

618
00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:10,400
very stop and starts, stop and start, and I was

619
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:13,039
just which is so different than like camming line?

620
00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:14,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, as being in the moment.

621
00:28:14,599 --> 00:28:16,359
Speaker 4: Yes, and then of course later down the line, I

622
00:28:16,359 --> 00:28:18,200
had experiences where they were like, okay, just go.

623
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:21,000
Speaker 6: We're just gonna roll through the thirty minutes, go have fun.

624
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 1: So it was crazy, It was.

625
00:28:23,519 --> 00:28:27,119
Speaker 4: It was nerve wracking, and but I think funny enough

626
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,960
to see people like it a lot, And I think

627
00:28:31,039 --> 00:28:33,079
I'm just overly critical of it because you know, I

628
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:35,359
just know that was my first yeh.

629
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:38,519
Speaker 2: Ever, what was the hardest part of transitioning from solo

630
00:28:38,559 --> 00:28:42,799
camming to the larger porn industry, like agents or sets

631
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:45,000
or expos or lines.

632
00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:46,720
Speaker 6: Yeah.

633
00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:51,839
Speaker 4: I think one of the hardest parts was just navigating

634
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:54,559
the whole new world itself. I mean all of those

635
00:28:54,559 --> 00:28:59,599
things like together, you know, finding an agent was scary.

636
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,799
Just making sure that I was doing the right things.

637
00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:07,119
You know, of course you're never always going to do

638
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:10,359
the right thing, but trying my best to do that.

639
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,000
Just meeting so many new people, putting myself in all

640
00:29:13,039 --> 00:29:17,119
these new crazy positions and experiences.

641
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:20,839
Speaker 6: So I think all of it was pretty hard.

642
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,680
Speaker 4: But at a point it started to flow naturally, and

643
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:28,519
I think that the transition just was the right one.

644
00:29:29,039 --> 00:29:32,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, the mainstream adult world can also be competitive and

645
00:29:32,519 --> 00:29:33,880
confusing without lesense.

646
00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:36,880
Speaker 1: What do you wish someone had told you early on?

647
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 6: I think.

648
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 4: Someone should have told me that, you know, everyone has

649
00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:47,599
their own journey, everyone goes at different paces.

650
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,519
Speaker 6: I think it's really easy to get caught.

651
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:54,160
Speaker 4: Up in the comparison, especially, you know, if you see

652
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:56,079
someone that started at the same time as you, and

653
00:29:56,119 --> 00:30:00,160
you see someone on a different path than you, you

654
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:04,319
and you feel like you're not leveling up to that,

655
00:30:04,599 --> 00:30:05,480
et cetera, et cetera.

656
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,319
Speaker 6: You know, there's everyone has.

657
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:07,920
Speaker 1: Their own timeline.

658
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:11,319
Speaker 4: I think that success comes at all different rates and times,

659
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:14,200
and to just not put so much pressure on yourself

660
00:30:14,319 --> 00:30:19,119
to get somewhere a certain time, right, Yeah.

661
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:22,519
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, that constant comparison social media doesn't help with that,

662
00:30:22,799 --> 00:30:23,440
no either.

663
00:30:23,759 --> 00:30:27,160
Speaker 2: No, So, how do you protect your mental health while

664
00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:31,480
navigating like this world? Because the adult industry can be

665
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:33,920
you know, quite training for several reasons.

666
00:30:34,079 --> 00:30:38,599
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's important to be able to take

667
00:30:38,839 --> 00:30:43,599
time away. I think for me, I like to go home.

668
00:30:43,799 --> 00:30:46,480
I like to take a week if I have to.

669
00:30:46,839 --> 00:30:51,559
Just taking time to reset yourself mentally and physically, and

670
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:54,519
just keep time to do the things that you like

671
00:30:54,599 --> 00:30:56,920
to do, no matter how small the time is. Because

672
00:30:57,319 --> 00:31:00,359
there's been times where I've overworked myself for weeks on

673
00:31:00,599 --> 00:31:02,039
end and then I go crazy.

674
00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,160
Speaker 1: So I think I've learned to.

675
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,759
Speaker 4: Kind of balance it a little more, which is hard

676
00:31:06,799 --> 00:31:10,119
to do because I feel a lot of us are workaholics.

677
00:31:11,039 --> 00:31:12,160
Speaker 1: But it's important.

678
00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:16,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I mean really being you know, being a

679
00:31:17,799 --> 00:31:20,599
creator in the adult industry, you're really like you are

680
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:24,240
an entrepreneur. Yeah, I mean I interviewed Melrose Michaels a

681
00:31:24,279 --> 00:31:27,839
couple of weeks ago, and she said something you know

682
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:30,960
that like very much, just said it in a very

683
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:34,240
straightforward manner, you know. And I said, what advice would

684
00:31:34,279 --> 00:31:36,319
you give to someone who's looking to get into the industry,

685
00:31:36,319 --> 00:31:37,960
And she said, do you want to be an entrepreneur?

686
00:31:38,039 --> 00:31:38,240
Speaker 4: Yeah?

687
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 1: As the first question I'd ask, because that's exactly what

688
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,440
you're going to be. Yes. And it's a lot of.

689
00:31:42,359 --> 00:31:46,079
Speaker 4: Work you're always on, even if you know, it's just

690
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:48,960
always in your head all the time. And it's great

691
00:31:49,039 --> 00:31:52,000
because you know it's everything and it's what you want

692
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,599
to be doing, but it is always there.

693
00:31:54,839 --> 00:31:59,160
Speaker 2: Yes, you've experienced stigma both inside and outside of the industry.

694
00:31:59,279 --> 00:32:02,200
How do you navigate friendships dating like public perception?

695
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:05,799
Speaker 4: I mean, I've had my fair share of losses and

696
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:09,960
gains throughout my time in the industry. I've lost friends

697
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:13,319
that I was friends with before and who didn't really

698
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:18,240
want to continue being my friend throughout. It's tough. I

699
00:32:18,279 --> 00:32:22,160
think it just comes with time. I mean, people are

700
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:24,640
always going to judge what you're going to do, and

701
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,200
if they do, that's just not the right place for

702
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,519
them to be in your life, right. I think the

703
00:32:30,559 --> 00:32:36,640
stigma is difficult to handle sometimes, but surrounding yourself with

704
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:40,960
people who accept and appreciate you just for being who

705
00:32:41,039 --> 00:32:44,839
you are is important and makes it all better.

706
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:49,960
Speaker 2: What is the one most common misconception that you hear

707
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,000
from people about the adult industry.

708
00:32:52,039 --> 00:32:55,599
Speaker 6: That we're all like suffering.

709
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:59,279
Speaker 1: All the time, that you all want to be rescued?

710
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,640
Speaker 6: Yes, yeah, someone needs to save us all.

711
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:05,599
Speaker 4: That's the one I think that drives me the most crazy.

712
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:07,559
I get those kind of comments all the time. They're like,

713
00:33:08,279 --> 00:33:11,200
someone needs to save all these girls. You know, we're all.

714
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:14,079
Speaker 1: Here on our free wills. We want to be here.

715
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:18,519
Speaker 4: Yeah, so there's probably not anyone that needs saving.

716
00:33:19,599 --> 00:33:19,839
Speaker 1: Yeah.

717
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:23,400
Speaker 2: I mean that whole thing is just this automatic assumption

718
00:33:23,920 --> 00:33:27,720
of placing women as like victims, and that that whole

719
00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:29,000
thing always drives me insane.

720
00:33:29,119 --> 00:33:29,400
Speaker 1: Yeah.

721
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:32,559
Speaker 2: You've also talked about porn as a safe way to

722
00:33:32,839 --> 00:33:35,799
explore your fantasies. Yes, Can you explain that to people

723
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:38,880
who may feel like that sounds contradictory to what they

724
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:40,319
imagine the adult industry is like?

725
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,880
Speaker 4: Right? So for me, I guess when I say that,

726
00:33:44,119 --> 00:33:47,079
it's you know, I get to have the ability to

727
00:33:47,119 --> 00:33:51,920
be in a safe, consensual, I guess, in a way

728
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:56,519
guarded atmosphere to do these crazy things that I've always

729
00:33:56,559 --> 00:34:00,720
wanted to do, because you know, before I would have

730
00:34:00,759 --> 00:34:05,440
been on some Tinder or something and meeting up with

731
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:08,519
a guy, and who knows, that could maybe not go

732
00:34:08,639 --> 00:34:12,719
so great. Yeah, and it's scary because outside of porn.

733
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:16,400
Funny enough, I feel I'm quite shy where it used

734
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:18,840
to be, and I always wanted to explore so many

735
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:23,320
more of my sexual interests and stuff, but I was

736
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:23,920
just shy.

737
00:34:24,159 --> 00:34:27,039
Speaker 1: Yeah, So being able to just have it laid out

738
00:34:27,039 --> 00:34:29,239
for me ready to go, I was a lot better

739
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:31,719
than just thinking about it.

740
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:35,599
Speaker 2: You know what, specific like sexual fantasies, have you been

741
00:34:35,599 --> 00:34:37,159
able to play out in a scene.

742
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:41,199
Speaker 4: I have been able to do a lot more BDSM

743
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:44,400
esque stuff. I was suspended for the first time not

744
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:47,159
too long ago, which was really fun. I've always wanted

745
00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:47,599
to do that.

746
00:34:48,400 --> 00:34:50,880
Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, that's a perfect example of having to

747
00:34:50,920 --> 00:34:53,199
make sure that you're working with a professional, yeah, because

748
00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:54,719
they have to know how to suspend you in the

749
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,199
right way, because that can be dangerous if it's not

750
00:34:57,239 --> 00:34:58,320
done correctly exactly.

751
00:34:58,599 --> 00:35:01,039
Speaker 4: And that was all always something that I wanted to do,

752
00:35:01,079 --> 00:35:02,360
but I was like, I don't even know where to

753
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:03,400
find someone.

754
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:07,440
Speaker 1: Rights, what do I do? Yeah?

755
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:10,239
Speaker 2: So you did it a soft white belly interview which

756
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:12,760
gets an enormous amount of traffic. Yeah, and it brought

757
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:16,000
you a lot of mainstream attention. How was that experience

758
00:35:16,079 --> 00:35:16,280
for you?

759
00:35:16,679 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 4: It was really just insane, an insane experience. I was

760
00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:28,599
a huge fan of the channel itself beforehand, so doing

761
00:35:28,599 --> 00:35:31,079
that interview, I was very nervous. I was really nervous,

762
00:35:31,119 --> 00:35:36,559
and people were not very kind in the comments. That

763
00:35:36,679 --> 00:35:38,480
was the first time that I've ever been exposed to

764
00:35:38,599 --> 00:35:43,519
such harsh kickback on the internet for the first time

765
00:35:43,519 --> 00:35:44,079
in my life.

766
00:35:44,199 --> 00:35:46,079
Speaker 1: People most of the time are pretty nice and before.

767
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:48,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, but because you're being supposed to a whole different audience,

768
00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:50,360
a whole different audience.

769
00:35:50,039 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 4: And I think these people couldn't handle that I was

770
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:58,159
happy with what I'm doing and they want to see

771
00:35:58,159 --> 00:36:00,280
someone who's suffering in.

772
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:02,440
Speaker 1: A sense, they want that confirmation bias.

773
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 4: Yes, and they were just most of the comments were

774
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:09,760
just saying that I was so broken and so sad

775
00:36:10,039 --> 00:36:13,079
and they could feel the pain behind my eyes.

776
00:36:14,119 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 1: There's all this crazy stuff.

777
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:19,280
Speaker 2: And was it about you being a cam model, because

778
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:21,079
I know he always say is very like specific.

779
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:24,760
Speaker 4: A lot of them just said, you know, because I

780
00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:27,800
talked about how I'm very happy with my porn career,

781
00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:30,199
I'm very happy with the life that I've set up,

782
00:36:30,199 --> 00:36:32,360
I'm happy with my job, et cetera. And I just

783
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:36,760
think people couldn't really handle that I'm happy and okay.

784
00:36:37,639 --> 00:36:38,719
Speaker 1: Having that exposure.

785
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:41,320
Speaker 2: And then obviously, like just being in the industry, Now,

786
00:36:41,599 --> 00:36:43,320
how do you de say what parts of yourself that

787
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:45,599
you want to like protect when the internet just kind

788
00:36:45,599 --> 00:36:46,599
of wants everything from you.

789
00:36:47,039 --> 00:36:51,039
Speaker 6: I think I struggle with that a little bit.

790
00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:57,400
Speaker 4: Pretty an open book on the internet, especially being a

791
00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:01,239
cam model, You're constantly just talking to them, and it

792
00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:05,000
feels very personal. So that's sort of what I carry

793
00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:08,519
through the way that I use social media when I.

794
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:10,719
Speaker 6: Interact with my fans and everything.

795
00:37:11,159 --> 00:37:16,079
Speaker 4: I mean, obviously I keep my very personal personal life separate,

796
00:37:16,199 --> 00:37:18,159
but otherwise.

797
00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:19,840
Speaker 6: I think I share mostly everything.

798
00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:24,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I don't have too much that I hide

799
00:37:24,920 --> 00:37:28,000
from the Internet, which probably should have hid some more.

800
00:37:28,119 --> 00:37:30,599
Speaker 2: But well, I think it's like all has to do

801
00:37:30,639 --> 00:37:33,320
with everybody's comfort zone. Yeah, I'm the same way. I'm

802
00:37:33,679 --> 00:37:36,599
I'll tell you pretty much anything. Yeah, and I'm very open,

803
00:37:36,679 --> 00:37:39,360
but like like you, there's a lot of the things

804
00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:41,719
that I don't talk about are because I'm protecting the

805
00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:45,519
privacy of somebody else exactly right, Yeah, someone close to me. Yes, yeah,

806
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:50,119
otherwise I would, but it's like it's not my secret

807
00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:54,400
to share story to share. Yeah, like it directly affects

808
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,679
me in a very strong way, but it's also not

809
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:01,079
like just my decisions. Yeah, there's things that I hope back. Yeah,

810
00:38:01,119 --> 00:38:04,039
but otherwise, like if it's about me, right, you know,

811
00:38:04,119 --> 00:38:05,800
I'm also like one of those people who, like I

812
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:08,280
love to talk about like my pain and my drama.

813
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:10,800
If you want to like ask me like really hard

814
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:13,719
questions about like things that are very like you know,

815
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,719
very emotionally triggering for me.

816
00:38:16,159 --> 00:38:18,760
Speaker 1: I'm all about it. Oh yeah, anytime, I will on

817
00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,159
you any time exactly.

818
00:38:20,199 --> 00:38:22,559
Speaker 6: I'm like, I will talk for three hours straight if

819
00:38:22,559 --> 00:38:22,960
you need me.

820
00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:27,519
Speaker 2: So, what a terrible segue for this question. You've had

821
00:38:27,519 --> 00:38:29,280
some sugar Daddy Shenanigan.

822
00:38:29,559 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, I've had some really funny situations, some that

823
00:38:34,679 --> 00:38:37,199
just I feel fine their way to me.

824
00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:37,920
Speaker 1: I don't know.

825
00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:41,760
Speaker 4: How I've I've dabbled in that world, but most of

826
00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:42,800
the time, it just finds me.

827
00:38:43,119 --> 00:38:46,760
Speaker 6: I think one of the craziest ones was when I

828
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:47,840
was living in New York City.

829
00:38:48,159 --> 00:38:50,960
Speaker 4: I someone had found me on Twitter and I was

830
00:38:51,039 --> 00:38:54,639
just I was a very small person at this time.

831
00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:56,960
You know, I wasn't a name or anything, just a

832
00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:01,760
small camgirl. And uh, turns out this man was a

833
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:05,280
Hasidic Jewish man living in New York and.

834
00:39:06,079 --> 00:39:07,960
Speaker 1: Just I don't know.

835
00:39:08,079 --> 00:39:10,960
Speaker 4: I was always terrified because I never I was like,

836
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,760
you're putting so much on the line here to give

837
00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:17,880
me money and help me with my life. He just

838
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:21,480
would bring me money all the time, give me a

839
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:24,039
credit card, like I don't even know.

840
00:39:24,159 --> 00:39:24,679
Speaker 1: And it was.

841
00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:27,800
Speaker 4: Crazy because did you ever meet him in person? Yes,

842
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:31,840
we met in person many times. And what was interesting

843
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:37,840
about this was he it wasn't a sexual relationship at all, wow,

844
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:43,440
not once, not even text exchange, just friendly. It was

845
00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:45,960
one of the strangest things I've ever He's a great,

846
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:47,360
great man.

847
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:51,079
Speaker 1: What was his reasoning for? I don't know.

848
00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:55,360
Speaker 4: I think that he just saw me on the internet

849
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:56,800
and I maybe wanted to help me.

850
00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:01,280
Speaker 1: But you know, it was so what did you guys

851
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:04,079
like talk about? Because I actually had a similar experience,

852
00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:05,440
really a long time ago.

853
00:40:05,559 --> 00:40:05,719
Speaker 5: Yeah.

854
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:08,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I made it clear to him from the

855
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:10,280
start that I would never have sex with him.

856
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:11,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was never gonna happen.

857
00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:15,039
Speaker 2: But he called himself Actually I kind of appreciated this,

858
00:40:15,199 --> 00:40:17,800
but he called himself like a patron of mine, where

859
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:20,400
like he appreciated my work, right, like my photography and stuff,

860
00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:22,719
and he just wanted to support me in that, like

861
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:25,920
he helped put a down payment on my equipment van. Yeah,

862
00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:27,559
it was like it was kind of like unsexy shit,

863
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:31,039
like he would want to like buy me like sexy

864
00:40:31,079 --> 00:40:33,199
stuff for like obvious reasons, and I'm like, I don't

865
00:40:33,199 --> 00:40:35,559
need laingery. I need a down payment on my equipment.

866
00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 4: Right, No, I need rent for the next three months,

867
00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:43,280
not any set good. Yeah, I mean we just were friends,

868
00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:46,519
I guess in a sense. But I always assumed, you know,

869
00:40:46,639 --> 00:40:51,000
there was the underlying, Yeah, you have feelings for me,

870
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:54,880
m et cetera, because why are you doing this for

871
00:40:54,960 --> 00:41:00,159
some random girl putting your entire life and reputation on

872
00:41:00,199 --> 00:41:06,079
the line. But I mean eternally grateful, of course. But yeah,

873
00:41:06,119 --> 00:41:06,840
that was just.

874
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:09,000
Speaker 6: Things like that just somehow find their way to me.

875
00:41:09,039 --> 00:41:11,400
Speaker 4: I'm not sure you still talk to him we do

876
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:15,320
here and there, but no, after I moved away, it

877
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,000
kind of dwindled out.

878
00:41:17,039 --> 00:41:19,920
Speaker 1: I think he maybe was like, I should.

879
00:41:19,679 --> 00:41:22,440
Speaker 6: Probably stop doing it at some point.

880
00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:28,280
Speaker 2: But yeah, and then you also sit saying else about seizures.

881
00:41:28,599 --> 00:41:33,320
Speaker 6: Yes, I actually was. This wasn't too long ago.

882
00:41:33,679 --> 00:41:38,400
Speaker 4: I was a man had taken me shopping and we

883
00:41:38,519 --> 00:41:41,199
you know, he's kind of similar in that sense, just

884
00:41:41,199 --> 00:41:43,159
someone who was very generous to me.

885
00:41:44,159 --> 00:41:49,639
Speaker 6: And he while we were checking out, he.

886
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:54,039
Speaker 4: Was handing me his card and his hand was shaking,

887
00:41:54,639 --> 00:41:57,199
and I thought like he was messing around with me,

888
00:41:57,480 --> 00:42:00,800
trying to be like, oh no, don't take it. Yeah,

889
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:04,719
but no, he was fully like seizing. Oh my god,

890
00:42:04,840 --> 00:42:06,679
and We're in the middle of the store, and I

891
00:42:06,760 --> 00:42:08,199
just freaked out. I didn't know what to do. I

892
00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:11,079
had to take him outside. I like called the ambulance.

893
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,880
It was one of the craziest and the worst part

894
00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:15,400
was while he was handing it to me, I hit

895
00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:19,519
him like, oh, on back, because I thought he was

896
00:42:19,559 --> 00:42:22,400
messing around with me, and like to find out he's

897
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:25,079
like about to pass away on me.

898
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:26,400
Speaker 1: Wow.

899
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:30,760
Speaker 2: So I think was he epilectic, like had this happened before? No,

900
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:34,320
I don't even know it was the craziest thing ever.

901
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,400
And I was like, Okay, I'm never going shopping with

902
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:37,320
a man ever again.

903
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:39,079
Speaker 1: Wow, that's not me.

904
00:42:39,519 --> 00:42:40,360
Speaker 6: I'm traumatized.

905
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:41,760
Speaker 1: I ever find out what was wrong with him?

906
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:45,239
Speaker 4: No, no, he he was also very strange about it,

907
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:48,960
just completely played it off like, acted like nothing happened,

908
00:42:49,039 --> 00:42:51,840
wouldn't talk about it.

909
00:42:51,159 --> 00:42:54,440
Speaker 1: It was the craziest of the craziest things ever. I

910
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:57,039
thought I was. I thought I made it all up

911
00:42:57,079 --> 00:42:58,519
and I was like a big drinker.

912
00:42:59,039 --> 00:43:02,159
Speaker 6: No, No, I don't know.

913
00:43:02,559 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 1: Interesting. I know more about seizures than I should.

914
00:43:05,199 --> 00:43:07,920
Speaker 6: I know nothing about it that I don't know anymore.

915
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:09,159
Speaker 1: I didn't until last year.

916
00:43:09,639 --> 00:43:15,719
Speaker 2: But speaking of men and shopping, Yes, I have to

917
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:17,440
ask you the one question that everybody wants to know.

918
00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:19,800
Speaker 1: How important is penis sized to you?

919
00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:20,119
Speaker 4: Oh?

920
00:43:20,199 --> 00:43:24,039
Speaker 1: Man, Honestly, I do love.

921
00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:28,039
Speaker 6: Good size, like I do love it a.

922
00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:30,039
Speaker 1: Lot length or girth or both.

923
00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:34,559
Speaker 4: I like both, but I prefer girth, I think. But

924
00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:38,159
it's not it's not make or break. I love it,

925
00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:41,639
but I'm okay with you know average. Okay, Yeah, so

926
00:43:41,679 --> 00:43:44,079
it's not the most important thing ever, but I'm glad

927
00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:45,039
I get to experience it.

928
00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:48,960
Speaker 1: Okay. Other question for you, what is big to you?

929
00:43:49,079 --> 00:43:52,599
Speaker 2: Because like some girls, I'll talk to them like I

930
00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:54,719
like average size, you know, like eight inches. I'm like,

931
00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:56,599
that's not average age.

932
00:43:56,719 --> 00:43:59,679
Speaker 1: Average average is actually five and a half inches, all right.

933
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:01,760
I mean I guess big to me is like.

934
00:44:04,519 --> 00:44:09,320
Speaker 4: The guys with the crazy penises, you know, like yeah,

935
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:10,400
like crazy big.

936
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:11,440
Speaker 1: I like it.

937
00:44:11,519 --> 00:44:15,199
Speaker 4: I don't know, it's it's my favorite, probably, but I

938
00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,119
do average under eight is good too.

939
00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:22,480
Speaker 2: And then what sex advice do you think that most

940
00:44:22,599 --> 00:44:23,400
men need to hear?

941
00:44:24,079 --> 00:44:28,719
Speaker 4: Oh gosh, I fear there is not a general piece

942
00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:32,079
of advice I could give, because I think every man

943
00:44:32,199 --> 00:44:34,599
is so different, is what I've come to notice.

944
00:44:35,559 --> 00:44:36,159
Speaker 6: I think.

945
00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:41,639
Speaker 4: Some advice would be for everyone would maybe just to

946
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:46,280
be more sensual, like sometimes you know, really don't just

947
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:47,920
ram into it.

948
00:44:47,679 --> 00:44:49,679
Speaker 1: More for a play. Yeah, that's pretty much what I

949
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:51,400
hear from almost a Yeah, I think.

950
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Speaker 2: That is a good general piece of advice, ycause I

951
00:44:53,159 --> 00:44:55,360
think a lot of guys like watch porn and like

952
00:44:56,239 --> 00:44:58,239
you know, and it kind of gets straight into it.

953
00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:00,239
But it's also just because like a scene can only

954
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:03,159
be so long, and like if there's a ton of foreplay,

955
00:45:03,199 --> 00:45:06,159
it's like, yeah, it just takes forever, right, Yeah, and

956
00:45:06,199 --> 00:45:08,719
it's but yeah, I think I think that is one

957
00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:13,039
thing that I find that most women ask for more

958
00:45:13,079 --> 00:45:16,159
four plates because we're not We're so different than guys, right, yeah,

959
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:20,199
take us longer to warm us up, so to speak. Yes,

960
00:45:21,519 --> 00:45:24,119
in four play I have found also like doesn't even

961
00:45:24,159 --> 00:45:26,119
necessarily have to be touching.

962
00:45:26,679 --> 00:45:27,280
Speaker 1: Yeah right.

963
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:30,880
Speaker 2: It can be like auditory, It can be you know,

964
00:45:31,079 --> 00:45:33,360
like I don't know, sending like sexy texts throughout the

965
00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:34,519
day or something like that.

966
00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:36,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like you know, it can get I.

967
00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:40,320
Speaker 4: Think, just intimacy in general, you know, any form of it. Yeah,

968
00:45:40,360 --> 00:45:42,360
I think is a good way to four play.

969
00:45:42,559 --> 00:45:42,760
Speaker 3: Yeah.

970
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:46,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, So Addison, you've built a massive digital success in

971
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:48,760
a fairly short amount of time. What do you think

972
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:50,880
fans actually connect with the most about you?

973
00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:51,480
Speaker 4: Oh?

974
00:45:51,559 --> 00:45:52,960
Speaker 1: Man, well, thank you for that.

975
00:45:53,159 --> 00:45:59,880
Speaker 4: Also, I think I'm very personable. I think that's some

976
00:46:00,119 --> 00:46:03,920
thing that from the start, even way back to just

977
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:07,039
in my bedroom days, is that was what drew people

978
00:46:07,079 --> 00:46:10,480
to me just kind of my personality. I guess that

979
00:46:10,559 --> 00:46:16,239
I seem like a really normal girl per se. I

980
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:19,280
think that is something that people really like. I noticed

981
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:23,599
that a lot, especially on my websites as well, when

982
00:46:23,599 --> 00:46:26,679
I'm talking to people, they just really enjoy that it's me,

983
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:34,000
it's real, it's not just some bought I guess, robot girl.

984
00:46:34,159 --> 00:46:36,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, it kind of like points to how you were

985
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:41,119
saying that. You know, sometimes you're very much an open book, right,

986
00:46:41,119 --> 00:46:41,880
you have a hard.

987
00:46:41,679 --> 00:46:44,239
Speaker 1: Time holding things back. Yeah, it probably resonates with people.

988
00:46:44,599 --> 00:46:44,840
Speaker 6: Yeah.

989
00:46:44,920 --> 00:46:47,960
Speaker 4: I think they like the authenticity that I can give them.

990
00:46:48,039 --> 00:46:50,559
You know, they really like getting to know me on

991
00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:51,440
a personal level.

992
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:53,559
Speaker 1: Do you do custom videos and stuff like that?

993
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:55,800
Speaker 6: Yes, yeah, I do a lot of live streams too.

994
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:58,760
Speaker 4: Still, so I think people really like that because I

995
00:46:58,760 --> 00:46:59,960
never shut up and I just talked.

996
00:47:02,159 --> 00:47:04,400
Speaker 1: What do you find that people ask for you from

997
00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:05,400
you the most?

998
00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:13,400
Speaker 4: Ooh, I think people really like my role play videos. Okay,

999
00:47:13,679 --> 00:47:15,679
that's one of the things I get the most, even

1000
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:19,360
custom requests. People just always want me to play some

1001
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:20,119
type of role.

1002
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:23,079
Speaker 1: What's the most common role you get asked to do?

1003
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:27,039
Speaker 6: A girlfriend? Okay, people want me to be their girlfriend

1004
00:47:27,039 --> 00:47:27,760
with their names.

1005
00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:31,079
Speaker 4: And I think that was a lot of videos of

1006
00:47:31,079 --> 00:47:34,480
mine that went kind of viral in a sense, not viral,

1007
00:47:34,519 --> 00:47:37,840
but you know, got good viewings on the internet. So

1008
00:47:39,639 --> 00:47:42,280
I think that's what people really like to see from me.

1009
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:45,559
I guess they want the girlfriend experience. Yeah, I mean

1010
00:47:45,559 --> 00:47:48,480
it sounds like they feel very connected to you. Yeah,

1011
00:47:48,559 --> 00:47:50,239
which is fun. I really like doing that, Like I

1012
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,599
love doing POV stuff. It's really fun to be able

1013
00:47:52,639 --> 00:47:56,320
to make each video unique for someone. You know.

1014
00:47:57,079 --> 00:47:59,920
Speaker 2: Any like crazy customer requests you've gotten that you've just

1015
00:48:00,079 --> 00:48:02,719
been like, oh, either you accepted or didn't.

1016
00:48:03,000 --> 00:48:08,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, I've gotten really crazy ones just with stuff that

1017
00:48:08,960 --> 00:48:11,960
I would never do, like taking it to a whole

1018
00:48:12,039 --> 00:48:20,599
new level, like with bodily fluids of all swords out, Yeah,

1019
00:48:20,639 --> 00:48:21,679
anything like that.

1020
00:48:23,119 --> 00:48:27,000
Speaker 1: Really insane ones like that. So I feel like that's

1021
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:28,639
probably the craziest stuff that I get.

1022
00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:31,719
Speaker 4: I have had a few, like kind of campy ones,

1023
00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:34,320
you know, people wanting me to do like really long

1024
00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:38,159
scripts that are pretty out there. But those are fun.

1025
00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:42,440
I like those, Yeah, but yeah, just creepy ones sometimes.

1026
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:46,960
Speaker 2: Looking ahead, what does the next step look like for

1027
00:48:47,039 --> 00:48:49,000
your like, career wise or personally?

1028
00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:53,239
Speaker 4: I think personally there's I guess they go hand in

1029
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:53,960
hand in a sense.

1030
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:59,239
Speaker 6: Personally, I want to further my career more so this year.

1031
00:48:59,519 --> 00:49:03,280
Speaker 4: There's a lot of goals I have mainstream wise, I

1032
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:05,320
would really like to be able to accomplish.

1033
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:09,440
Speaker 6: There's a lot of companies and things that.

1034
00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:12,639
Speaker 4: I want to do that I hope bring my career

1035
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:14,519
to another level where I want to be.

1036
00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:18,960
Speaker 6: I just see a lot of longevity in this realm.

1037
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 4: For me.

1038
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:20,679
Speaker 6: It's where I want to be.

1039
00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:23,199
Speaker 4: It's where I'm happy to be, and I care so

1040
00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:28,039
much about my place and my position in the industry

1041
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,960
that all I want is to be.

1042
00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:32,360
Speaker 6: More successful at it.

1043
00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:36,119
Speaker 1: So we're at the beginning of a new year January.

1044
00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:39,440
Speaker 2: Any big plans for twenty twenty six, I mean, I

1045
00:49:39,519 --> 00:49:43,360
just hope to be able to do a lot more

1046
00:49:44,280 --> 00:49:45,400
big projects.

1047
00:49:45,840 --> 00:49:48,599
Speaker 6: I have a lot that I'm hoping to do.

1048
00:49:48,639 --> 00:49:50,679
Speaker 1: Are there any specific brands that you're like dying to

1049
00:49:50,719 --> 00:49:51,119
shoot for.

1050
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:54,519
Speaker 6: I would love to work for Brawsers.

1051
00:49:54,840 --> 00:49:58,159
Speaker 4: I think that's probably one of the last ones left

1052
00:49:58,199 --> 00:50:01,239
on my lips to knock out. I just would love

1053
00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:04,400
to do some more movie esque projects. I had so

1054
00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:06,039
much fun doing that this year.

1055
00:50:06,159 --> 00:50:09,280
Speaker 2: I like features, Yes, yeah, I because you're going to

1056
00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:10,639
remember your lines is yes.

1057
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,519
Speaker 4: I'm actually very good at it now. I had so

1058
00:50:13,599 --> 00:50:16,440
much fun doing the horror stuff. I really want to

1059
00:50:16,519 --> 00:50:18,599
lean into more acting stuff this year. I didn't think

1060
00:50:18,599 --> 00:50:22,239
I was going to enjoy it and do it so well,

1061
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:24,719
so that was really exciting for me. I hope to

1062
00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:28,679
be able to do some anal this year the first time,

1063
00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:31,239
and then we'll see what happens.

1064
00:50:31,480 --> 00:50:33,639
Speaker 2: All right, it sounds like twenty twenty six is going

1065
00:50:33,719 --> 00:50:37,559
to be Addison's ear. Yes, amazing, Well, thank you so

1066
00:50:37,639 --> 00:50:38,400
much for coming on.

1067
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:41,639
Speaker 1: I go to connect with you too. Can you let

1068
00:50:41,639 --> 00:50:43,440
everyone know where they can find you online? Please?

1069
00:50:43,639 --> 00:50:46,559
Speaker 4: Yes, you can find me at Addison Vodka dot com

1070
00:50:47,199 --> 00:50:51,400
or Instagram at Addison Vodka XO and that has everything.

1071
00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:54,079
Speaker 2: And you guys can of course find me at Holly

1072
00:50:54,159 --> 00:50:57,599
Randall on Instagram and on Twitter. Go to hollylinks dot

1073
00:50:57,599 --> 00:51:01,159
com for access to all of my plan platforms. Thank

1074
00:51:01,199 --> 00:51:03,000
you guys so much for joining, and I'll see you

1075
00:51:03,039 --> 00:51:21,079
on the next one.