1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:02,919 Speaker 1: What's up everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 2 00:00:02,919 --> 00:00:06,040 Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're going to pick up 3 00:00:06,200 --> 00:00:10,439 where we left off with Virginia Robert's memoir The Billionaires 4 00:00:10,759 --> 00:00:15,519 Playboy Club. The next two weeks, I was expected to 5 00:00:15,519 --> 00:00:18,280 be at Charlie's beck and call, never allowed to leave 6 00:00:18,280 --> 00:00:20,920 his side, even making me sleep in his bed. From 7 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:24,280 the second night onwards, I never even got the chance 8 00:00:24,320 --> 00:00:26,960 to call TJ again. It was too much of a 9 00:00:27,039 --> 00:00:30,120 risk anyway, thus pushing him further out of my memory, 10 00:00:30,280 --> 00:00:34,840 too afraid of the emotional repercussions. Our typical routine was 11 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,600 to wake up, get showered and dressed, and I would 12 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:40,240 put on my makeup while Charlie made his business calls 13 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:43,000 for the day. We would leave the house mid afternoon 14 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:46,759 and run his errands, do some shopping, sometimes meeting his 15 00:00:46,799 --> 00:00:50,039 friends or business partners for lunch. None of the men 16 00:00:50,119 --> 00:00:53,280 he introduced me to seemed offended at his choice of 17 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:57,799 adolescent eye candy. They just continued to chat away as 18 00:00:57,840 --> 00:00:59,880 if it was normal to be in public with the 19 00:01:00,039 --> 00:01:02,159 His arms draped over a girl young enough to be 20 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:05,200 his granddaughter, not too shy by giving me a flirty 21 00:01:05,239 --> 00:01:07,599 tap on my bottom or even trying to kiss me. 22 00:01:08,920 --> 00:01:11,680 My last night was no different from every other night. 23 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:15,359 We went shopping that day and out for lunch alone. Later, 24 00:01:15,439 --> 00:01:18,640 we headed to a club he called Iguana Joe's. We 25 00:01:18,719 --> 00:01:21,799 met up with his friend and said our helles. They 26 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:24,640 both seemed so excited about the club, and Charlie was 27 00:01:24,680 --> 00:01:27,640 full of compliments all around. The club did have a 28 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:30,519 line out the door, which looked a mile long coming in. 29 00:01:31,000 --> 00:01:34,040 Luckily we didn't have to use the front door. Charlie 30 00:01:34,079 --> 00:01:37,280 returned from the bar with two giant looking long Island 31 00:01:37,359 --> 00:01:40,040 dice teas, which were his favorite drink to start with, 32 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:42,920 and then we just sat there for a while, watching 33 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:48,040 people dancing, occasionally conversing about passing thoughts. We danced for 34 00:01:48,079 --> 00:01:50,840 a while, having a few more drinks, and after about 35 00:01:50,879 --> 00:01:53,280 two hours, Charlie said he was ready to go home. 36 00:01:53,719 --> 00:01:56,560 What a daunting time to look forward to. He always 37 00:01:56,640 --> 00:01:59,640 liked to have a brief sexual encounter before drifting off 38 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:02,599 to sleep, with my naked body intertwined between his arms 39 00:02:02,599 --> 00:02:05,519 and legs. It was bad enough to have to entertain 40 00:02:05,599 --> 00:02:07,879 him at every given second of the day, but his 41 00:02:07,959 --> 00:02:10,639 grip on me was so stifling I felt so choked 42 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:14,319 I could hardly breathe, much less sleep. Eventually, my overworked 43 00:02:14,360 --> 00:02:16,879 mind would drift in and out of a restless sleep, 44 00:02:17,240 --> 00:02:20,599 but constantly on edge. I thought many nights of escaping, 45 00:02:20,840 --> 00:02:24,080 But where would I go? Would one of Ron's ever 46 00:02:24,159 --> 00:02:27,159 so connected informants find me and turn me into something 47 00:02:27,199 --> 00:02:30,479 to be disposed of for good. I just prayed that 48 00:02:30,520 --> 00:02:32,840 I wouldn't be another missing person to add to the 49 00:02:32,879 --> 00:02:35,520 list of girls found in the local ditches, and I 50 00:02:35,599 --> 00:02:38,120 knew that was where I was headed if I screwed 51 00:02:38,159 --> 00:02:41,199 this up for Ron again, as if my guardian angel 52 00:02:41,439 --> 00:02:43,719 was here the whole time, listening to my secret prayers. 53 00:02:44,039 --> 00:02:46,800 My rescue came the next morning with an abrupt bursting 54 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:50,759 through the bedroom door at about six am. Charlie and 55 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:53,120 I were still lying in bed together and his grip 56 00:02:53,159 --> 00:02:55,599 on me was still tight. The men, dressed in all 57 00:02:55,599 --> 00:02:59,560 black military gear, had large guns and helmets on. It 58 00:02:59,599 --> 00:03:03,000 was so rightening that at first I couldn't even comprehend 59 00:03:03,039 --> 00:03:05,919 what was happening. So rapidly. I thought Charlie could have 60 00:03:05,960 --> 00:03:07,919 been in some kind of trouble with a business friend 61 00:03:08,479 --> 00:03:10,919 he had done wrong too. But then one of the 62 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:13,599 men in black shouted FBI this is a raid. Get 63 00:03:13,639 --> 00:03:16,599 down with your hands on your head. In too much 64 00:03:16,639 --> 00:03:19,120 shock to move, three of the men grabbed Charlie and 65 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:21,439 threw him to the floor and cuffed them. I sat 66 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:23,639 up in bed with the sheets covering my naked body 67 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:27,319 and watched as they dragged Charlie from the room, still 68 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:30,800 completely nude. He wasn't even allowed to get dressed. Another 69 00:03:30,840 --> 00:03:32,800 agent had come back into the room to find him 70 00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:35,080 a pair of shorts. I could hear him screaming at 71 00:03:35,120 --> 00:03:37,719 the top of his lungs all the way outside. He 72 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:39,960 was screaming, and the last thing I heard him yell 73 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:42,599 was if you say anything, you know who will find you. 74 00:03:43,639 --> 00:03:45,719 I could hear more threats being yelled at me, but 75 00:03:45,759 --> 00:03:48,240 I couldn't make out what it was that was being said. 76 00:03:49,039 --> 00:03:51,680 I was in total confusion and I couldn't believe what 77 00:03:51,719 --> 00:03:55,319 was happening. There were so many uniformed agents. I felt 78 00:03:55,360 --> 00:03:57,879 so small compared to all of them. But they were 79 00:03:58,039 --> 00:04:00,599 very kind and helped me out of bed, allowing me 80 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:03,080 to remain covered up with the bed sheets so I 81 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:05,800 could get dressed. The first decency I had been shown 82 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:08,840 in a long time. It was an odd feeling to 83 00:04:08,879 --> 00:04:12,319 acknowledge I knew the life that I had come accustomed 84 00:04:12,319 --> 00:04:15,039 to for the last six months was now over, and 85 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:17,600 in so many ways, I was relieved, but I was 86 00:04:17,680 --> 00:04:21,160 also very nervous about what lay ahead of me. I 87 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:23,720 excused myself to the bathroom to put on some clothes. 88 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,560 Not having anything half decent like a normal pair of 89 00:04:26,639 --> 00:04:29,160 jeans and a T shirt. The best I could come 90 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:31,759 up with was a metallic blue mini skirt and a 91 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:35,079 tiny matching top that fell just below my breasts. Hardly 92 00:04:35,079 --> 00:04:37,600 clothing at all. It was more like scraps of cloth. 93 00:04:38,360 --> 00:04:40,680 Putting my hair up in a tight bun with the 94 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:43,639 scrunchy that held my five hundred dollars bills, I was 95 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:46,160 led out of Charlie's townhouse for the very last time, 96 00:04:46,920 --> 00:04:50,279 starting my life over again. I wanted to leave behind 97 00:04:50,439 --> 00:04:54,319 my every memory belonging to these horrid times, only taking 98 00:04:54,399 --> 00:04:57,639 a small sack containing my underwear, makeup bag, and journal 99 00:04:57,680 --> 00:05:00,839 with me. The agents led me down the stecase, and 100 00:05:00,920 --> 00:05:03,120 my last vision of Charlie was bent over the hood, 101 00:05:03,439 --> 00:05:07,040 screaming and handcuffed. I slipped into the backseat of the 102 00:05:07,079 --> 00:05:10,000 car and was driven to Broward County Police Station, where 103 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:13,360 the federal agents interviewed me about my entire whereabouts for 104 00:05:13,399 --> 00:05:16,000 the last six months. I was so scared of what 105 00:05:16,079 --> 00:05:19,399 Ron would do if I told the agents what really happened, 106 00:05:19,519 --> 00:05:22,680 but at the same time, I knew he'd most likely 107 00:05:22,759 --> 00:05:25,879 kill me anyways for being such a liability. Over the 108 00:05:25,959 --> 00:05:28,279 next few hours, I sat down and told the agents 109 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:31,279 how Ron's business worked and what part I had to play. 110 00:05:31,480 --> 00:05:34,040 To them. I was able to ask how they found 111 00:05:34,079 --> 00:05:36,439 out I was at Charlie's house, and they informed me 112 00:05:36,600 --> 00:05:40,079 that I was being followed all the way from Okalla, Florida, 113 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:43,800 where Ron had me stowed away for the last four months. TJ, 114 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:48,160 my friend, called my parents after the first conversation, and 115 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:50,720 ever since then, the FBI were tapping the phone lines 116 00:05:50,839 --> 00:05:55,199 and recording every conversation, completely unaware of TJ's caring act 117 00:05:55,240 --> 00:05:58,720 of deceit. I was in shock that they had been 118 00:05:58,759 --> 00:06:01,680 tracking us for so long. I knew now with or 119 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:04,519 without my help, the FBI had enough to put Ron 120 00:06:04,800 --> 00:06:07,360 away for a very long time if they could catch him. 121 00:06:07,399 --> 00:06:10,639 That is, having so many crooked people working for you 122 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,920 can be an advantage when you're in trouble, like having 123 00:06:13,959 --> 00:06:17,360 a pair of eyes in every city. Ron somehow was 124 00:06:17,399 --> 00:06:20,639 able to find out about Charlie's arrest and immediately deserted 125 00:06:20,639 --> 00:06:24,480 the country to avoid legal punishment. Ron had so many 126 00:06:24,519 --> 00:06:27,639 countless charges put up against him. Eventually, when the FBI 127 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:30,600 were able to track him down, they were able to 128 00:06:30,639 --> 00:06:34,000 have him arrested in Yugoslavia and extradited back to Miami. 129 00:06:34,879 --> 00:06:37,959 He was finally held accountable for being a pedophile, soliciting 130 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:42,959 women for prostitution, and running many illegitimate and illegal businesses. 131 00:06:43,319 --> 00:06:45,360 By the time the FBI caught up to him, he 132 00:06:45,439 --> 00:06:47,720 was in his mid seventies, and he died of old age, 133 00:06:47,759 --> 00:06:52,360 serving his second year in prison of a lengthy sentence. Coincidentally, 134 00:06:52,399 --> 00:06:54,720 I was told of his punishment and death many years 135 00:06:54,800 --> 00:06:57,600 later by one of the same FBI agents that had 136 00:06:57,639 --> 00:07:01,519 rescued me from Charlie's arms. I was taken out of 137 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:05,279 interrogation after the interview was over and told to sit 138 00:07:05,319 --> 00:07:07,639 in one of the officer's desks while I was waiting 139 00:07:07,839 --> 00:07:10,839 for someone to come pick me up. Uncertain of who 140 00:07:10,879 --> 00:07:13,360 that someone would be, I assumed it would be someone 141 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:16,399 from the Juvenile Delinquent Division to take me back to 142 00:07:16,439 --> 00:07:20,639 some state operated lockdown facility, not the nicest place to 143 00:07:20,639 --> 00:07:22,680 call home, but I had no choice in this matter. 144 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:26,279 Sitting back in the revolving chair, I was twirling out 145 00:07:26,279 --> 00:07:29,680 of boredom and listening to the roaman conversations within the office, 146 00:07:30,319 --> 00:07:34,160 I pondered in fearful anticipation of the dreadful places that 147 00:07:34,240 --> 00:07:37,959 lay in store for me, Having spent a lot of 148 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,959 my adolescents in these kinds of places. For the sheer 149 00:07:41,040 --> 00:07:43,160 factor that my mother said I was out of control 150 00:07:43,319 --> 00:07:47,319 and unable to handle by eleven years old, there was 151 00:07:47,360 --> 00:07:50,199 plenty of just reasons for me to be scared of 152 00:07:50,240 --> 00:07:52,759 those places. What I knew lay in store for me 153 00:07:53,439 --> 00:07:56,199 were constant fights between the rough girls being settled with 154 00:07:56,279 --> 00:07:59,600 violent raids. Then out came the pepper spray, and then 155 00:07:59,639 --> 00:08:03,279 the strip searches, and worst of all, no sunlight. It 156 00:08:03,319 --> 00:08:06,199 didn't matter if you were quiet, shy girl that didn't 157 00:08:06,199 --> 00:08:08,600 belong there. When there was a fight, which could be 158 00:08:08,759 --> 00:08:11,160 like a few times a week, every person in the 159 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:13,920 room was considered a threat and they were treated like 160 00:08:13,959 --> 00:08:17,720 a violent criminal. I hated those places and the memories 161 00:08:17,759 --> 00:08:20,639 they gave me. That's why I always ended up back 162 00:08:20,639 --> 00:08:23,920 out on the street. No child or juvenile should have 163 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:27,480 to be subjected to such unreasonable force and neglect. Some 164 00:08:27,519 --> 00:08:29,759 of the girls were so used to being subdued to 165 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,720 this kind of treatment their whole life they ended up 166 00:08:32,759 --> 00:08:36,320 repeating the same attributes as the people who initially hurt 167 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:39,960 them in the first place. One very sad girl I'll 168 00:08:39,960 --> 00:08:43,320 never forget had a father who had been a heroine 169 00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:46,399 junkie and decided to play Russian Roulette with some of 170 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:49,480 his attic friends, and by fate or chance, took the 171 00:08:49,519 --> 00:08:53,360 bullet straight through his brain, killing him instantly. Her mother, 172 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:57,200 being a heroin addict herself, spiraled downwards after his death 173 00:08:57,559 --> 00:08:59,919 and gave her four year old child to her aging 174 00:09:00,039 --> 00:09:02,559 grandmother that eventually had to put the twelve year old 175 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:07,279 in this undire circumstance. I can only have the highest 176 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:10,399 hopes for her today. But unfortunately, for most girls that 177 00:09:10,440 --> 00:09:13,960 have been victimized by society, they aren't ever able to 178 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:16,000 stop being a victim for the rest of their lives 179 00:09:16,399 --> 00:09:19,440 or go on to make other people victims themselves. A 180 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:23,279 sad and unfortunate fate for so many innocent and it 181 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:26,679 happens so much more than anyone would rather admit to. 182 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:29,960 Instead of just trying to find a solution, all right, folks, 183 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:31,679 we're going to wrap up right there, and in the 184 00:09:31,720 --> 00:09:33,879 next episode dealing with the topic, we're gonna pick up 185 00:09:33,879 --> 00:09:36,919 where we left off, and that's with part one of 186 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:39,559 chapter three. All of the information that goes with this 187 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:43,759 episode can be found in the description box. What's up, everyone, 188 00:09:43,799 --> 00:09:47,559 and welcome to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In 189 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:50,799 this episode, we're getting right back to the Billionaire's Playboy 190 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:56,159 Club the memoir by Virginia Roberts, Chapter three. Hours later, 191 00:09:56,320 --> 00:09:58,759 I was still twirling myself in the same office chair 192 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:01,360 when I spun around to see my father walking in 193 00:10:01,399 --> 00:10:04,879 my direction. I nearly fell off my seat at the 194 00:10:04,919 --> 00:10:08,000 sight of him gripping the chair's handles. I couldn't imagine 195 00:10:08,039 --> 00:10:09,759 what in the world I would say to the man 196 00:10:10,039 --> 00:10:12,480 I once used to call Daddy, but now hated for 197 00:10:12,559 --> 00:10:16,200 the abandonment and unforgiving wounds he instilled inside of me. 198 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,240 He contemplated putting his arms out to hold me, but 199 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:24,440 instead anger and shame took over, and he just shook 200 00:10:24,440 --> 00:10:27,399 his head. I never saw my dad cry until that day, 201 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:30,279 and I have to say it made me feel young again, 202 00:10:30,879 --> 00:10:35,639 and said that I had disappointed my parents again. The 203 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:38,720 agents now standing beside us, led both of us together 204 00:10:38,879 --> 00:10:42,240 back into the interrogation room to retell my journey to 205 00:10:42,399 --> 00:10:45,080 my father, who they said I had no choice to 206 00:10:45,159 --> 00:10:47,159 tell or they would have to tell him for me 207 00:10:47,639 --> 00:10:51,759 being I was underaged minor when Ron violated the statutory 208 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:54,679 rape law, among many others when he took me back 209 00:10:54,759 --> 00:10:57,279 to his apartment and kept me as a sex slave. 210 00:10:57,919 --> 00:11:00,960 My dad couldn't believe what he was here, and for 211 00:11:01,039 --> 00:11:03,399 his lack of a better choice of words, asked me 212 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:06,120 to stop talking. He was just happy to know I 213 00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:09,879 was alive. Like everyone I'd known in my life, they'd 214 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:12,639 rather brush it under the carpet and not deal with 215 00:11:12,679 --> 00:11:15,960 the pain, rather than realizing sooner or later, it all 216 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:19,120 comes out sometime in our life, even when it transgresses 217 00:11:19,360 --> 00:11:22,799 into our future, then becomes what we are willing to 218 00:11:22,879 --> 00:11:26,639 accept out of partners, work and people in general, simply 219 00:11:26,679 --> 00:11:30,240 saying in other ways, then with words, that our bad 220 00:11:30,279 --> 00:11:34,039 decisions befall our tragedies later on in life. The next 221 00:11:34,039 --> 00:11:36,919 discussion was led to where I would go from there. 222 00:11:37,639 --> 00:11:40,600 Before anyone could put his or her suggestion forward, I 223 00:11:40,679 --> 00:11:43,440 leapt in with my two bits and made it obviously 224 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:45,879 clear to my dad that if I was sent away 225 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:49,960 to another lockdown facility, and if you betrayed my trust again, 226 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:52,840 he would never see me again. I would disappear for 227 00:11:52,879 --> 00:11:55,200 good this time and for all he would know. I 228 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:58,399 could be dead in no time. On the streets, he 229 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:00,200 looked at me for the first time in my life life. 230 00:12:00,639 --> 00:12:02,879 He saw the many years I had grown up and 231 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:05,639 the time I was gone, and heard the seriousness in 232 00:12:05,679 --> 00:12:08,440 my tone of my voice. When I made my vow 233 00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:10,840 to him. He put his head in his hands and 234 00:12:10,919 --> 00:12:13,960 told me the bad news. My mom didn't want me 235 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:16,399 to come home, and she was making his life hell 236 00:12:16,440 --> 00:12:20,200 for even suggesting bringing me back into their lives. I, 237 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:23,559 for some reason, threatened her lifestyle and drove her crazy. 238 00:12:24,279 --> 00:12:26,720 I'd been surprised about how a lot of things lately, 239 00:12:27,000 --> 00:12:29,679 but not that one. The last time I saw my mom, 240 00:12:30,159 --> 00:12:32,639 she ever so carefully lied to me and told me 241 00:12:32,720 --> 00:12:36,159 she was bringing me to an eye doctor for an infection. Instead, 242 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:38,639 we walked into this tall blue building with people in 243 00:12:38,759 --> 00:12:43,080 uniforms holding clipboards and a few muscley guards. She ushered 244 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:46,080 me inside and hurried to close the large auto lock 245 00:12:46,279 --> 00:12:50,480 doors behind her, leaving me there alone and imprisoned, which 246 00:12:50,519 --> 00:12:53,279 is what led to me recently living on the streets. 247 00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:55,759 My life was hell as long as she was in 248 00:12:55,799 --> 00:12:58,440 control of it. So when she didn't want me back 249 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:01,480 at home, I was fine with that too, but there 250 00:13:01,519 --> 00:13:04,679 had to be somewhere else I could go. My dad 251 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:06,600 said he had no choice but to put me back 252 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,559 into the facility, but he made a sincere promise that 253 00:13:09,600 --> 00:13:11,879 he would not take any longer than a week to 254 00:13:11,919 --> 00:13:13,840 try to find a place for me to stay and 255 00:13:13,879 --> 00:13:16,519 to go to school. A week I could deal with, 256 00:13:16,879 --> 00:13:18,919 but I was still unsure if I could trust my 257 00:13:18,960 --> 00:13:21,799 father and hold him to his word. But yet again 258 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:24,840 I had no choice. Being my legal guardian, he could 259 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:27,799 send me anywhere he wanted, and there was nothing I 260 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:31,759 could do except for keep running. I gave in, and 261 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:34,639 before he left the officers to take me back to 262 00:13:34,679 --> 00:13:36,960 the last facility I had run from, I gave him 263 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:39,840 one last hug and reminded him one week and I'm gone, 264 00:13:40,240 --> 00:13:42,919 nodding his head and squeezing his arm tighter around me. 265 00:13:43,279 --> 00:13:45,399 I could only hope he meant it, but he didn't 266 00:13:45,399 --> 00:13:48,279 look too optimistic. In the police car on the way 267 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,600 back to the facility, they had to handcuff me in 268 00:13:50,639 --> 00:13:53,639 case I ran again, but I had no intentions anyway. 269 00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:55,879 I was going to give my dad the week before, 270 00:13:55,919 --> 00:13:58,759 I began to search for the right opportunity to jolt again. 271 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:02,759 I was like a ghost come back, said so many 272 00:14:02,759 --> 00:14:06,360 of my girlfriends from the past, and there was now 273 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:09,200 a lot of new faces there too. At night, we 274 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:11,440 were all in bed and supposed to be sleeping, I'd 275 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:14,679 be daydreaming of better days and imagine myself somewhere in 276 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:17,960 a comfortable bed, actually enjoying my life for a change. 277 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:21,360 A week went by in this facility, spending most of 278 00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:24,039 my days locked up in what they called the White Room, 279 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:27,519 a bare room with a concrete floor, no toilet or 280 00:14:27,519 --> 00:14:30,360 even a chair to sit on. The only comfort I 281 00:14:30,399 --> 00:14:32,879 had was the blue sweater that was provided as part 282 00:14:32,879 --> 00:14:35,840 of the uniform, and my hairscrunchy filled with my stowed 283 00:14:35,879 --> 00:14:39,240 away cash that no one had found during the unpleasant 284 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:42,600 strip searches. I would spend hours in the White Room 285 00:14:42,799 --> 00:14:46,559 for objecting to the conformity and unwilling to participate in 286 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:49,559 their drilling regime. I didn't feel like I owed an 287 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:53,440 explanation to these people, even when they brought a psychologist 288 00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:55,840 in to speak with me. What was the point when 289 00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:58,600 I would be gone any day now, and as if 290 00:14:58,639 --> 00:15:01,360 any of these people even cared the first place, I 291 00:15:01,440 --> 00:15:03,600 was just another number in the system and they had 292 00:15:03,639 --> 00:15:06,879 a job to do. There was one megabitch female guard 293 00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:09,519 named Evelyn, and she used to either really like you 294 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:12,279 or really hate you, and God forbid you were one 295 00:15:12,279 --> 00:15:15,360 of the unfortunates that she didn't like. She'd make your 296 00:15:15,519 --> 00:15:19,600 entire stay an agonizing nightmare, constantly picking on girls who 297 00:15:19,639 --> 00:15:22,000 were not strong enough to cope, whether her predicament or 298 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:25,840 past issues. She'd stand them up and publicly humiliate them, 299 00:15:25,919 --> 00:15:28,600 and even when they begged her through their sobs to 300 00:15:28,879 --> 00:15:32,360 let them sit down, she'd only torment the worse, which 301 00:15:32,399 --> 00:15:35,240 only made the strong girl want to antagonize the fragile 302 00:15:35,240 --> 00:15:38,799 ones with more malicious intent. Luckily, when I had previously 303 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:41,360 been there, she didn't take much notice of me, but 304 00:15:41,440 --> 00:15:43,559 I stayed out of harm's way with her just being 305 00:15:43,639 --> 00:15:48,039 quiet and observant. Being back here seemed like an eternity 306 00:15:48,279 --> 00:15:50,960 while I held my end of the bargain, but unfortunately 307 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:53,639 my father didn't. The first chance I saw to run, 308 00:15:53,799 --> 00:15:56,559 I took it. I was being sent to get my blood, 309 00:15:56,639 --> 00:16:00,600 and you're intaken for drug and disease analysis. Dry would 310 00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:02,840 be a volunteer from the community and it would be 311 00:16:02,840 --> 00:16:05,679 of a perfect getaway for me. I was brought from 312 00:16:05,679 --> 00:16:08,480 the white solitaire room and led into the bright sun, 313 00:16:08,759 --> 00:16:12,159 feeling like today would be a favorable day for my escape. 314 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:15,240 We got to the doctor's office. My whereabouts told me 315 00:16:15,519 --> 00:16:18,399 I had plenty of ways to run, and I scouted 316 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:21,639 out the best looking route. My plan was to barge 317 00:16:21,679 --> 00:16:24,840 through the volunteers in experienced grip and wriggle my way 318 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:27,639 out if needed, then hit the asphalt, running until my 319 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:30,639 legs couldn't carry me any further. Playing it out in 320 00:16:30,679 --> 00:16:34,000 my mind felt different to the anticipation that led up 321 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:37,159 to actually doing it. The inner strength that I had 322 00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:40,480 was the only thing going to help me in this circumstance. 323 00:16:40,919 --> 00:16:43,080 We arrived in the parking lot and I hadn't said 324 00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:45,559 a word to him the entire drive. The small frame 325 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:49,039 Spanish man tried to make pleasant conversation, but I couldn't 326 00:16:49,039 --> 00:16:51,360 see him as anything but a challenge, so I kept 327 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:55,879 quiet instead, ignoring his humorous attempts to befriend me. The 328 00:16:55,879 --> 00:16:58,159 car pulled to a stop and he came around the 329 00:16:58,159 --> 00:17:01,279 side to unlock my door. Was it here we go, 330 00:17:01,639 --> 00:17:04,960 I told myself and pushed past the volunteer. His arms 331 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,759 grabbed out at me, but only caught me by my shirt. 332 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:10,319 He didn't even put up much of a struggle. Like 333 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:12,880 some of the other trained ones I've gotten away from before, 334 00:17:13,359 --> 00:17:15,960 they would put me on body locks of all sorts 335 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:19,000 of types, but just tore up my collar of my shirt, 336 00:17:19,279 --> 00:17:22,240 letting me break free. I had done this many times before, 337 00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:25,039 so I knew I wasn't gone yet. I had to 338 00:17:25,079 --> 00:17:27,400 first get out of these clothes. The cops would be 339 00:17:27,440 --> 00:17:30,559 looking for someone of my description in the area with 340 00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:33,720 a blue shirt and khaki pants. So my first stop 341 00:17:33,759 --> 00:17:36,359 was a busy shopping complex. I took the money from 342 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:39,599 my scrunchy and bought myself a pair of jeans, a shirt, 343 00:17:40,559 --> 00:17:43,079 and a sweater for disguise, and my next stop was 344 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:45,519 Dunkin Donuts to get a chocolate ice donut and a 345 00:17:45,559 --> 00:17:48,599 cup of coffee. I didn't have doubts about getting out 346 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:50,759 of the facility, but I wasn't expecting it to be 347 00:17:50,839 --> 00:17:54,599 so easy this time. My past excursions all began with 348 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:57,640 an abrupt struggle, sometimes ending in a brutal state of 349 00:17:57,680 --> 00:18:01,519 affairs after being pepper sprayed and fastened into some painful 350 00:18:01,599 --> 00:18:05,480 lock by forceful men four times my size, then tossed 351 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:08,559 into solitary until I saw my next chance to dessert. 352 00:18:09,720 --> 00:18:11,680 I got to know the guards real well, as I 353 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:13,680 spent a lot of my time being dragged down to 354 00:18:13,720 --> 00:18:16,799 the white room by them. There was Jim, large black 355 00:18:16,799 --> 00:18:20,200 man who could have doubled for a Miami Dolphins defensive linebacker. 356 00:18:20,519 --> 00:18:22,759 John was another big man with a ponytail and a 357 00:18:22,839 --> 00:18:26,480 mustache and you look like someone who definitely owned a Harley. 358 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:30,079 The last guy, Scott, was smaller build, but made up 359 00:18:30,119 --> 00:18:33,160 for it with his steroid injected muscles bulging out of 360 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:36,119 his neck, and there was this added height from his 361 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:39,680 curly fro. When they weren't restraining me and holding me 362 00:18:39,759 --> 00:18:43,559 captive in solitaire, they were actually pretty nice guys, not 363 00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:46,359 afraid to have to laugh after some explosive incident, and 364 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:48,599 I held no contempt towards them either. They were just 365 00:18:48,640 --> 00:18:53,319 doing their jobs. It was deja vu all over again, 366 00:18:53,599 --> 00:18:56,119 Free at last, But where would I go now? With 367 00:18:56,279 --> 00:18:58,480 ron scouts on the lookout for me, and now the 368 00:18:58,519 --> 00:19:02,000 authorities being notified I was a runaway again? I would 369 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:04,079 have a lot of people searching for me, so I 370 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:07,880 knew I had to be careful where I went. My 371 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:10,839 last stop before leaving the shopping center was to use 372 00:19:10,839 --> 00:19:14,319 the payphone to call my parents. My dad answered, completely 373 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:17,200 surprised to hear me on the other end. I wanted 374 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:19,680 to sarcastically thank him for breaking his promise to me. 375 00:19:20,319 --> 00:19:22,440 I hope he is happy now. He just lost his 376 00:19:22,519 --> 00:19:25,079 daughter for good. I stopped to listen to what he 377 00:19:25,119 --> 00:19:27,119 was trying to say, and he told me I was 378 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:29,720 getting you out in a few days. I found you 379 00:19:29,799 --> 00:19:32,680 somebody to stay with. She's a good person who's got 380 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:35,200 teenagers your age. I was just trying to convince your 381 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:37,480 mother to sign the papers to get you out of there. 382 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:40,599 I was so outraged at her ability to put her 383 00:19:40,599 --> 00:19:42,480 own wants before the needs of her own flesh and 384 00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:45,079 blood daughter. I told him to come pick me up 385 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:47,119 and bring me to the house so I could speak 386 00:19:47,160 --> 00:19:48,799 with her for the first time and over a year. 387 00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:51,720 But if I felt threatened for one second, I'll be 388 00:19:51,799 --> 00:19:53,839 on my way quicker than a blink of an eye, 389 00:19:54,119 --> 00:19:57,640 and for my own good. He wasn't overjoyed at my proposition, 390 00:19:58,079 --> 00:20:00,720 knowing what position this put him in as her husband, 391 00:20:00,920 --> 00:20:03,279 but as my father. He decided to put me first 392 00:20:03,279 --> 00:20:06,000 for once and take me home to confront my mother. 393 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:08,960 I arrived to my house for the first time in 394 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:12,319 a very long time, and everything looked different. My parents 395 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:15,240 refurnished and renovated the house. I didn't even have a 396 00:20:15,319 --> 00:20:19,200 room anymore. My old belongings in bed were removed and 397 00:20:19,319 --> 00:20:22,079 it was now in office. Of course, my mom didn't 398 00:20:22,079 --> 00:20:24,319 meet me at the gate or the front door, like 399 00:20:24,359 --> 00:20:28,599 her long lost offspring reunited. No, Instead, she waited for 400 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,799 me to come up and find her out back smoking 401 00:20:30,839 --> 00:20:34,319 cigarettes and having a beer. She stood up from her 402 00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:38,480 chair and squinted her eyes, loathing in hatred. She coldly 403 00:20:38,519 --> 00:20:41,079 slapped me hard in the face. The slap stung, but 404 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:44,160 I matched her look with a familiar stone coldness that 405 00:20:44,279 --> 00:20:47,640 only she could understand. Immediately, we both started to cry, 406 00:20:47,839 --> 00:20:50,599 and we washed away our anguish and resentment through our 407 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:54,200 tears and consolidated our feelings for the first time since 408 00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:57,720 the chaos first affected our lives. She didn't want to 409 00:20:57,759 --> 00:21:01,519 know how much of my whereabouts, and she still had 410 00:21:01,559 --> 00:21:04,160 a lot of anger to get over, but she asked 411 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:06,359 me to stay home at least my little brother ran 412 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:08,640 through the back door and hugged me so tight. I 413 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:11,200 started to cry again and was saddened by how much 414 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:14,200 time I had missed. The time I had lost just 415 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:16,519 hanging out with my brothers, and it took me even 416 00:21:16,599 --> 00:21:20,319 longer to realize how precious time really is. We were 417 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:23,000 never going to be the average Joe's next door, but 418 00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:25,799 at least this was better than nothing. I love being 419 00:21:25,799 --> 00:21:29,200 with my family again. We had barbecues and bonfires with 420 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:32,359 each other, and life began to slowly piece back together. 421 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:35,319 It was bizarre how normal it was when I first 422 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:38,200 got home. I turned fifteen that year, and it was 423 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:40,359 the exact cup of tea that I had needed to 424 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,759 boost me up and get me on the right track. 425 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:46,559 I decided to go to school and acquire my general 426 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:50,079 education diploma or ged and got a summer job with 427 00:21:50,079 --> 00:21:53,200 my dad at Mara a Lago, Donald Trump's exclusive country 428 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:57,319 club in Palm Beach, surrounded by lush acres of tropical landscapes, 429 00:21:57,599 --> 00:22:00,880 manicured gardens, and a mansion made in a beach club 430 00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:03,599 for the rich and famous. It's known as the Jewel 431 00:22:03,680 --> 00:22:06,440 upon Beach. I was in sheer awe at the gold 432 00:22:06,559 --> 00:22:10,880 arch ceilings and grandeur ballrooms. The spa where I worked 433 00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:14,440 was world class, not only oozing in style, but in 434 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:18,160 the way each and every clientele was treated with the 435 00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:21,920 utmost service. My focus was now set on becoming a 436 00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:25,400 massage therapist and working my way into the luxurious spa 437 00:22:25,519 --> 00:22:27,640 like the one I worked for now only I was 438 00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:31,079 a locker room attendant there. I studied many books about 439 00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:33,400 the anatomy of the human body and how you can 440 00:22:33,440 --> 00:22:36,359 affect a person's well being and health for the better 441 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:39,480 through a simple healing touch. It was amazing to me 442 00:22:39,559 --> 00:22:42,599 that the way the body responded to massage. I was 443 00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:47,440 more than just interested. I was determined to become a therapist. 444 00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:49,839 All right, folks, we're gonna wrap up right here, and 445 00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:52,279 in the next episode dealing with the topic, we're gonna 446 00:22:52,279 --> 00:22:55,119 pick up where we left off. All of the information 447 00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,759 that goes with this episode can be found in the 448 00:22:57,799 --> 00:23:00,640 description box. What's up, everyone, and what Welcome to another 449 00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:04,240 episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're going 450 00:23:04,279 --> 00:23:07,039 to pick up where we left off with Virginia Robert's 451 00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:11,119 memoir The Billionaires Playboy Club. It was one of those 452 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:13,559 anatomy books that I had my nose buried in one 453 00:23:13,599 --> 00:23:16,640 afternoon on a quiet Tuesday, and it could get pretty 454 00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:19,200 lonely in the locker room, So if I wasn't busy, 455 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,160 I'd sit outside by the SPA's reception and read my 456 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:25,359 books in the warmth of the Florida sun. A lovely 457 00:23:25,359 --> 00:23:27,720 looking woman in her late thirties who spoke with a 458 00:23:27,759 --> 00:23:31,400 proper English accent approached me. I assumed it was a 459 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:34,759 general question, like where's the lady's room or was that 460 00:23:34,839 --> 00:23:38,519 the famous model from so and so? But she was 461 00:23:38,519 --> 00:23:41,720 more interested in the book I was reading, only believing 462 00:23:41,759 --> 00:23:44,720 at first we were just making small talk. She was 463 00:23:44,799 --> 00:23:47,799 really intrigued at my choice of reading. She then asked 464 00:23:47,799 --> 00:23:50,359 if I did massage on the side. I stated I 465 00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:52,240 was only reading the book and I had not yet 466 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,440 begun to study, but one day I would love to 467 00:23:54,440 --> 00:23:59,440 practice massage therapy. She introduced herself as Glenn Maxwell. I 468 00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:02,279 would later out that she was the daughter of the 469 00:24:02,359 --> 00:24:06,960 late prominent businessman in Disgrace newspaper tycoon Robert Maxwell. I 470 00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:09,440 told her, my name is Jenna, pointing to my name 471 00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:11,920 tag on my shirt, and offered her to cold or 472 00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:15,359 hot beverage, as those were my instructed duties. At work. 473 00:24:15,680 --> 00:24:18,039 She accepted a tea and went on to chat a 474 00:24:18,039 --> 00:24:20,599 bit about this rich guy that she worked for, and 475 00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:24,160 she knew offhand that he was looking for a massage therapist, 476 00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:26,680 just doing me a good deed out of the kindness 477 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:29,440 of her heart. I'm sure she offered to introduce me 478 00:24:29,519 --> 00:24:33,440 to him. I declined her first proposition, thinking out loud, 479 00:24:33,759 --> 00:24:35,720 told her I didn't know the body well enough to 480 00:24:35,759 --> 00:24:39,440 even attempt an interview. She didn't seem worried at all 481 00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:43,319 about my fear of incompetence, saying that if he liked 482 00:24:43,319 --> 00:24:45,480 me enough, he would get me the best training in 483 00:24:45,519 --> 00:24:49,079 the industry. Glenne thought that I had a cheery persona 484 00:24:49,359 --> 00:24:52,680 and I fit the quota for what he was looking for, and, 485 00:24:52,799 --> 00:24:56,519 as she put it, an enthusiastic learner that she said 486 00:24:56,920 --> 00:24:59,599 she gathered from the sticky notes popping out of the 487 00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:03,200 very sections in my book. I accepted her a phone 488 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,720 number and the house address and told her I will 489 00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:07,720 call her if I'm able to come over. After work. 490 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:10,599 I rushed over to the tennis court where my dad 491 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:13,359 was working and told him of the news. We both 492 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:16,200 thought this could be a wonderful opportunity to become a 493 00:25:16,240 --> 00:25:19,440 massage therapist. Seeing that it was a lady in her 494 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:22,119 late thirties who came off as more of a nurturer 495 00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:24,960 rather than a procureur, neither of us saw any reason 496 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:30,119 to be hesitant. Chapter four, Part one. At around five pm, 497 00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,440 my dad drove me down to the bottom of lbri 498 00:25:32,519 --> 00:25:35,640 Away on the Palm Beach in her coastal. We pulled 499 00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:39,359 into a short driveway beckoning a large bank mansion with 500 00:25:39,559 --> 00:25:42,480 a heavy wooden door. I was so excited about this 501 00:25:42,559 --> 00:25:44,960 chance and asked my dad to wish me look. He 502 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,720 gave me a big squeeze and wish me my best. 503 00:25:48,519 --> 00:25:50,319 He walked me to the front door and I rung 504 00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,880 the door chime. Moments later, we were greeted by an 505 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,559 older gentleman dressed in a casual butler uniform. I told 506 00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:58,279 him I was here to meet miss Maxwell for a 507 00:25:58,319 --> 00:26:01,039 massage trial, and he opened the door for my father 508 00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,759 and I, telling us to wait in the entry as 509 00:26:03,799 --> 00:26:07,319 Miss Maxwell would be on her way any second. And 510 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:10,440 she was down the stairs. She walked with a warm smile, 511 00:26:10,759 --> 00:26:15,039 her short black hair seeming very proper and elegant for now. 512 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:18,319 She shook my father's hand and thanked them for bringing 513 00:26:18,319 --> 00:26:20,920 me and kissed us both on the cheeks. They spoke 514 00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,799 briefly about whom she worked for and about mar A Lago, 515 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:26,759 where she worked. She was in a hurry, you could 516 00:26:26,759 --> 00:26:29,680 tell to end the conversation and say goodbye to my dad, 517 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:33,839 which he did ever so pleasantly. She said the boss 518 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:36,880 was upstairs and awaiting my arrival. So with that, I 519 00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:39,680 said my bye to my dad and began to follow 520 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:42,559 Glane up the stairs. I was so nervous, but I 521 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:45,519 didn't show it. I kept my reserve and demeanor cool 522 00:26:45,559 --> 00:26:48,720 as ice, trying to show maturity for the open position. 523 00:26:49,119 --> 00:26:52,160 We continued on to the massage room, passing by a 524 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:55,079 grand crystal chandelier and a couple of lengthy wooden hall 525 00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:58,559 tables displaying a multitude of photos displaying young girls and 526 00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:01,720 beautiful women. Not to gawk at them. I didn't even 527 00:27:01,759 --> 00:27:04,720 notice that some of those girls were only wearing their smile. 528 00:27:06,319 --> 00:27:09,079 Glayne asked me how my day at work was, and 529 00:27:09,119 --> 00:27:11,680 I told her that it was easy, peasy, as always, 530 00:27:11,759 --> 00:27:14,799 just trying to make simple conversation. There was a fork 531 00:27:14,839 --> 00:27:16,920 at the end of the staircase, and she led me 532 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:19,799 to the right hand side. The lights were dimmed in 533 00:27:19,799 --> 00:27:21,839 the bedroom, but I could still see the king size 534 00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:23,920 bed in the middle of the room. We did a 535 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:26,160 u turn around the bed, which led us into a 536 00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:30,359 massage room dripping in luxury. I could have definitely compared 537 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:32,960 it to the renowned Mar A Lago spas. It had 538 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:35,960 marble walls and a glass enclosed shower and a self 539 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:39,079 automated steam room. At the very end of the burberry 540 00:27:39,079 --> 00:27:42,519 carpeted room. There was a very large mirror over a 541 00:27:42,559 --> 00:27:44,880 basin to the right of the room with an array 542 00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:48,079 of oils, ointments, soaps and lotions, and a small closed 543 00:27:48,079 --> 00:27:51,720 door which I assumed must be a closet. The only 544 00:27:51,759 --> 00:27:54,359 thing that struck awkward about this room was the naked 545 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:57,359 man laying face down a top of the turquoise massage 546 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,920 table in the center of it. I had to be 547 00:28:00,079 --> 00:28:03,599 prepared for this, I told myself. Massage was something I 548 00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:06,519 had never done before, so I quickly brushed away my 549 00:28:06,599 --> 00:28:10,519 thoughts of possible schemes, wanting to believe wholehearted that this 550 00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:14,440 was going to be legit. Glaine introduced us to each other, 551 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:17,839 and I proceeded to make his acquaintance. Looking up from 552 00:28:17,839 --> 00:28:20,400 his downward position, he looked me over and gave a 553 00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:24,359 smile to Golane, an obvious notion of his approval. He 554 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:27,680 was Jeffrey Epstein, as she pronounced for him, as if 555 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:30,200 I was supposed to recognize his name or something. He 556 00:28:30,240 --> 00:28:34,480 affirmed it was his pleasure and replied, just call him Jeffrey. 557 00:28:34,839 --> 00:28:38,799 No need for formalities, he answered, cleverly, putting me at ease. 558 00:28:39,319 --> 00:28:41,559 This man did not look like someone to be aware of. 559 00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:44,680 Both him and Golayne appeared to be very nice people 560 00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:48,119 and conscious of their health as their need for massages 561 00:28:48,319 --> 00:28:51,680 and spa visits. No alarm bells went off yet. I 562 00:28:51,759 --> 00:28:54,279 was prepped by Golane to treat this as a lesson 563 00:28:54,319 --> 00:28:57,279 from her and follow her exact lead. If I did 564 00:28:57,359 --> 00:29:01,079 good tonight, then maybe I would become Jeffrey. He's traveling massuse, 565 00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:04,240 seeing the world, and getting paid well for it. I 566 00:29:04,359 --> 00:29:06,759 was very hopeful a job like this could really make 567 00:29:06,799 --> 00:29:10,279 my dreams come true. I followed suit and wash my 568 00:29:10,359 --> 00:29:12,920 hands with warm water so the coldness would not shock 569 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:16,720 Jeffrey's naked body, then lathered them in rich body butter. 570 00:29:17,359 --> 00:29:19,880 Glaine told me to always keep one hand on Jeffrey, 571 00:29:20,119 --> 00:29:22,799 even when getting more lotion so it didn't make him 572 00:29:22,799 --> 00:29:26,319 lose concentration on being relaxed. She gave me a tip 573 00:29:26,599 --> 00:29:29,799 and told me to keep a blob of lotion on 574 00:29:29,799 --> 00:29:32,359 my forearm, so it prevented me from having to keep 575 00:29:32,359 --> 00:29:35,599 going back for more and it was less disruptive to Jeffrey. 576 00:29:36,079 --> 00:29:38,640 This all seemed like real fun to begin with. I 577 00:29:38,759 --> 00:29:41,720 was being educated about the body and splitting Jeffrey's body 578 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:45,200 with Glaine, mimicking her every motion. Starting with his feet, 579 00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,160 we began with his heels and the arches of his souls, 580 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:51,839 pushing the blood up his calves in upward strokes to 581 00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:55,759 rejuvenate the body's blood supply, and being careful to mind 582 00:29:55,799 --> 00:29:58,480 his leg hair didn't pull. I was keeping up with 583 00:29:58,519 --> 00:30:01,640 her and enjoying the education. It was so interesting how 584 00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,240 the body worked, and I couldn't believe I was learning 585 00:30:04,319 --> 00:30:06,680 all of this for free. Once I got a bit 586 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,319 of a groove following Alane, they began asking me all 587 00:30:09,359 --> 00:30:11,759 sorts of questions about my past, and it didn't take 588 00:30:11,839 --> 00:30:15,519 long before the conversation led down the darker experiences of 589 00:30:15,519 --> 00:30:18,519 my young life. When they found out that I hadn't 590 00:30:18,559 --> 00:30:21,240 led much of a normal existence, they only probe me 591 00:30:21,319 --> 00:30:25,680 with more questions, which, being put on the spot, answered honestly. 592 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:29,160 The funny thing is that they didn't seem appalled at 593 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:32,920 all by my statements, rather entertained, if anything. Jeffrey called 594 00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:35,440 me a naughty girl with that ry smile of his, 595 00:30:35,759 --> 00:30:38,640 and half playful and half defensive. I answered, no, I'm not. 596 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:41,759 I'm really a good girl, just always in the wrong places. 597 00:30:42,279 --> 00:30:45,359 He then replied, it's okay, I like naughty girls, and 598 00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:47,880 rolled over onto his front side to expose his complete 599 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,799 nude self. He wasn't the first man to show me 600 00:30:50,839 --> 00:30:53,240 his penis, so I wasn't shocked at the appearance of 601 00:30:53,279 --> 00:30:56,400 his manhood, but I was incredibly shocked at his complete 602 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:59,960 ease to present himself with an erection. I tried to ignore, 603 00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:03,720 waiting to follow the next directions off of Glaine, who 604 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:07,799 now surprisingly stood behind me bare breasted. Before I had 605 00:31:07,839 --> 00:31:11,119 a chance to even think of replying hastily, she began 606 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:14,160 to slowly undress me while Jeffrey started to stroke his 607 00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:18,000 manhood while watching us. She unbuttoned my blouse and removed 608 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,559 my bra, revealing my bosom. Cupping them in her hands, 609 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:24,440 she moved her lips across my nipples, licking and teasing 610 00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:28,200 them with her tongue, making them cold and stiff. Next, 611 00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:31,400 her hands moved down to my tiny white skirt, removing 612 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:34,160 the final piece of my remaining uniform. She slid my 613 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:37,160 skirt down my legs with these for a moment, keeping 614 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:39,839 on my love heart panties so they could both take 615 00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:43,200 notice of my apparent youth. They even snickered to each 616 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:46,079 other about how cute she still wears little girl panties, 617 00:31:46,400 --> 00:31:50,640 Jeffrey said, and Glaine joined in his laughter. Acting as 618 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:53,920 my madam, she instructed me to start by licking his nipples, 619 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:57,000 and after I had sufficiently pleasured both of them, then 620 00:31:57,079 --> 00:31:59,680 prompted me to go down on Jeffrey orally while she 621 00:31:59,720 --> 00:32:03,519 rubbed her breasts along his body tantalizingly. She moved behind 622 00:32:03,559 --> 00:32:06,559 me again, this time to remove my panties and start 623 00:32:06,599 --> 00:32:09,799 fondling the delicate folds between my legs. I was still 624 00:32:09,839 --> 00:32:12,680 in shock from the initial degrading blow. I didn't even 625 00:32:12,759 --> 00:32:15,000 let the reality sink in. It was all too much 626 00:32:15,039 --> 00:32:18,240 for me to emotionally handle, so instead I hid behind 627 00:32:18,279 --> 00:32:21,400 my fears, which I told myself I wasn't ever going 628 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:24,559 to be worthy of anything at all, and this would 629 00:32:24,599 --> 00:32:27,720 probably be as good as it gets for me. After all, 630 00:32:27,759 --> 00:32:31,160 I thought, what have I been trained up for until now? 631 00:32:31,359 --> 00:32:33,559 Nobody ever stopped to ask if it was comfortable or 632 00:32:33,559 --> 00:32:36,799 if I wanted to stop. No, Instead, Glaine only directed 633 00:32:36,799 --> 00:32:40,279 me to conclude the massage session by climbing up on 634 00:32:40,319 --> 00:32:43,759 the table to be fixated on Jeffrey, straddling him so 635 00:32:43,839 --> 00:32:46,240 he could penetrate me. When it was all said and 636 00:32:46,319 --> 00:32:48,759 done and over with, I was taken into the steam 637 00:32:48,799 --> 00:32:52,359 room with just Jeffrey to get further acquainted. As Glane 638 00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:54,960 left the room to go get dressed, he asked me 639 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,119 to grab his feet and rub them, not saying a 640 00:32:57,119 --> 00:32:59,920 word about what just happened, like it was all normal 641 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:04,440 and accepted. I listened on to him ramble about his health, 642 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:07,319 benefits of a sauna and the history of it, ignoring 643 00:33:07,359 --> 00:33:10,880 the fact of the matter, of his pretentiousness degrading my spirit. 644 00:33:11,599 --> 00:33:14,559 I figured I had gone too far already. What would 645 00:33:14,599 --> 00:33:17,039 be the point thrown in the towel now, after I 646 00:33:17,079 --> 00:33:20,200 had done exactly what these people wanted. Whilst we were 647 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:23,519 sweating out our body's toxins and the steam was blasting 648 00:33:23,519 --> 00:33:27,000 my burning face, I listened to his lessons. Entertaining his ego, 649 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,839 I let him become my teacher. He seemed to like that. 650 00:33:30,359 --> 00:33:33,200 He sounded like a very clever and intelligent man, though 651 00:33:33,759 --> 00:33:35,880 telling me a story of how he made himself an 652 00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:39,160 empire of billions from being a middle class professor to 653 00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:42,839 an elite financial advisor for clientele with only billions in 654 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,880 their bank accounts, and through his so called lessons, he 655 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:49,119 became my mentor and I emerged as his pupil, the 656 00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:52,880 teacher's pet. After the sauna, we went to the next 657 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:56,559 glass door beside us, where the shower was. He turned 658 00:33:56,559 --> 00:33:59,400 tap outwards and stood underneath the water as I stood 659 00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:02,920 naked in cold from the temperature difference. Instead of asking 660 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:05,200 me to join him under the warm stream, like I 661 00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:07,279 thought he was going to, he handed me a bar 662 00:34:07,319 --> 00:34:09,519 of soap and asked me to wash his body from 663 00:34:09,599 --> 00:34:12,840 top to toe. It didn't stop there. I had to 664 00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:16,039 massage the shampoo and condition her into his scalp as well. 665 00:34:17,119 --> 00:34:20,199 I was bewildered that someone would ask this of someone else. 666 00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:23,880 Wasn't it belittling enough having to endure the illicit massage 667 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:27,679 from beforehand, but now this. The surprises kept coming that 668 00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:31,840 night as this was definitely not how I expected my 669 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,639 interview to turn out, but that's what I had learned 670 00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:37,320 in my short time on this earth. Life was full 671 00:34:37,519 --> 00:34:41,440 of disappointments. I let everyone else take the power of 672 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:44,440 authority from myself and use me in whatever way he 673 00:34:44,559 --> 00:34:47,679 or she wanted, instead of standing up and giving myself 674 00:34:47,679 --> 00:34:50,440 the respect I deserved, which in turn would have helped 675 00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:53,599 me get through life without all of the abuse I 676 00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:56,800 ended up copying, not given the belief in myself from 677 00:34:56,840 --> 00:35:02,280 an early age I suppose affected my sense control, always 678 00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:04,760 letting the ones with power and strength reduce my inner 679 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:07,480 self to shreds until I was cut so tiny in 680 00:35:07,559 --> 00:35:10,880 size I would be completely subdued, till only their wants 681 00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:14,760 and needs left, ignoring mine. The men I had encountered 682 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:17,920 in my short experience with them only repeated their inflictions, 683 00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:20,760 convincing me that there was no running away from this 684 00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:24,039 sick world I lived in. Not yet understanding it all 685 00:35:24,079 --> 00:35:27,639 came down to the choices that I had made for myself. 686 00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:30,440 I needed some encouragement on the right words to unlock 687 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:33,760 my very soul. Jeffrey told me the towels were on 688 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:36,639 the heated rack just outside the shower, and asked me 689 00:35:36,679 --> 00:35:40,519 to get one and pat him down again, putting himself first. 690 00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:43,840 As I sat there freezing while I compliantly padded down 691 00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:47,119 his body with a white fluffy towel until he was dried. 692 00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:50,480 I nearly expected him to ask me to dress him 693 00:35:50,519 --> 00:35:53,840 as well, but not surprisingly, that came later down the 694 00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:58,000 track too. I dried myself off and wiped the makeup 695 00:35:58,079 --> 00:36:01,119 from under my eyes, keeping quiet, not sure what to 696 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:04,280 really say, and half embarrassed from the entire evening's events 697 00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:07,639 that just took place. I just remained silent while we 698 00:36:07,679 --> 00:36:11,000 both got dressed, until he brought me downstairs, where Golaine 699 00:36:11,079 --> 00:36:14,079 was sitting at a desk holding his black leather Duffel bag. 700 00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:17,519 When she moved from the chair to let Jeffrey sit down, 701 00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:19,960 she passed him the bag and began to tell me 702 00:36:20,159 --> 00:36:22,519 that I had great potential to be a massage therapist. 703 00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:25,719 They really liked my style, and who knows where this 704 00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:28,079 could lead to. She asked to see me again tomorrow, 705 00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:31,480 same time after work. He opened the bag, revealing stacks 706 00:36:31,519 --> 00:36:34,760 of brand new hundred dollar bills, separated with rubber bands 707 00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,920 to count by the thousands. He grabbed one stack and 708 00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:40,559 took out two crisp notes, placing them in my hand. 709 00:36:41,119 --> 00:36:43,760 He laughed that it was nearly my whole week's wage 710 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:46,480 at mar A Lago. Only here I didn't have to 711 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:50,199 degrade myself as his new little toy. When I got home, 712 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:53,519 my parents were anticipating my arrival. I kept it simple 713 00:36:53,559 --> 00:36:56,679 and sweet with my folks, only letting them know of 714 00:36:56,719 --> 00:36:59,000 the lessons about the body I had received and the 715 00:36:59,039 --> 00:37:03,440 future prospects in massage therapy that lie ahead. Nobody questioned 716 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:06,360 who I was working for and complimented my ability to 717 00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:09,239 be a hard worker. I quickly got out of the conversation, 718 00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:11,880 afraid I might give away a hint of shame in 719 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:15,639 my eyes, but no one caught on. I excuse myself 720 00:37:15,639 --> 00:37:18,079 to the bathroom to have a shower, and stared into 721 00:37:18,119 --> 00:37:21,079 the mirror for a moment, asking myself if I could 722 00:37:21,079 --> 00:37:24,119 really go through with this, only to mentally respond by 723 00:37:24,119 --> 00:37:26,840 reminding myself, this would be as good as it gets 724 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:31,280 for a girl of my stature and limitations. I scrubbed 725 00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:33,760 myself rigidly in the shower, as if I could wash 726 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:36,480 away the filthiness of the night, but it didn't help. 727 00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:39,039 I could still feel their hands in me and all 728 00:37:39,039 --> 00:37:42,440 over me and inside of me. Trying to sleep that 729 00:37:42,559 --> 00:37:46,440 night was nearly impossible, too, closing my eyes only to 730 00:37:46,519 --> 00:37:49,000 drift away to flashbacks of the moment I had to 731 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:53,440 give myself to. Jeffrey and Epstein, each replay an exploitation 732 00:37:53,519 --> 00:37:57,599 of my vulnerability. The next morning, I awoke feeling anxious 733 00:37:57,599 --> 00:38:00,920 about the day ahead, trying to push yesterday's men from 734 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:03,719 my thoughts. I was quiet for the whole trip to 735 00:38:03,719 --> 00:38:05,840 work with my dad. Before we got out of his 736 00:38:05,840 --> 00:38:08,239 car in the parking lot, he asked me if everything 737 00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:11,519 was okay. I lied for his sake of mind. My 738 00:38:11,639 --> 00:38:14,920 life was being transformed and I didn't even know it yet, 739 00:38:15,199 --> 00:38:18,400 but soon enough I would be a brainwash tool, only 740 00:38:18,519 --> 00:38:22,000 used for the sexual pleasure of others. All right, folks, 741 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:23,840 we're gonna wrap up right here, and in the next 742 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:26,280 episode dealing with the topic, we're gonna pick up where 743 00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:29,199 we left off. All of the information that goes with 744 00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:31,960 this episode can be found in the description box.